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Speaker 1: We add an addition under umbrella, we're going to produce
Speaker 1: and distribute Humble Batties. And a lot of speculation is
Speaker 1: going on to tail Ocho about this situation. I didn't
Speaker 1: know I was supposed to tell we running a business here,
Speaker 1: and no, I did not tell Oho. I didn't feel
Speaker 1: I didn't feel I needed to tell Ocho running a business,
Speaker 1: and when you run a business, you do what's in
Speaker 1: the best interest of the business, Oyo.
Speaker 3: Not not really in the best interest in the business.
Speaker 3: We're we're a partnership, you and I. We start, we
Speaker 3: started Nightcap.
Speaker 1: If we are we did. Yeah, if we are.
Speaker 3: Partners anything that has to do with something that was
Speaker 3: a part of my life, which is including her, and
Speaker 3: she leaves my life, that means she's no longer a
Speaker 3: part of what I have going on, that's including Nightcap.
Speaker 3: So just because you and I from a relationship, from
Speaker 3: a football relationship to a business relationship, if she decides
Speaker 3: to leave me in my life, that means she's gone.
Speaker 1: So you my dog.
Speaker 3: So that means I.
Speaker 1: Did say that. What I remember saying that.
Speaker 3: So you're not even standing on business about what you
Speaker 3: said and how you live based on your whole your
Speaker 3: your morals and the way you operate.
Speaker 1: You're right, I lied a little bit, Oh Jo, this
Speaker 1: business we're trying to make I'm trying to make money.
Speaker 1: Don't you want to make money? Yeah? I want to
Speaker 1: make money.
Speaker 3: But listen, all money ain't good money. All money and
Speaker 3: good money. You that's that's something that you didn't have
Speaker 3: to do. As a matter of fact, if you were
Speaker 3: going to do something like that, something like that, you
Speaker 3: know how I felt about the situation already.
Speaker 1: She left, right, she left Okay, So if she decided.
Speaker 3: To leave me to sign her and not even running
Speaker 3: by me and let me know something, give me your
Speaker 3: heads up, give me give me some type of warning,
Speaker 3: let me know. Hey, listen, I'm thinking about.
Speaker 1: O Joe, I signed Railing Side Railing her girls to
Speaker 1: a contract. I'm letting you know.
Speaker 3: He here you go with the bullshit.
Speaker 1: Oh Joe, I just hold on. No no, no, no no.
Speaker 1: You told me when you leave you done. That's one
Speaker 1: less expense. So I figured I was like, well, oh Joe,
Speaker 1: don't really care, so let me go ahead and make
Speaker 1: this happen.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm saying, how you got to understand. You got
Speaker 3: to understand where I'm coming from. It's it's about It's
Speaker 3: about principle. You know, you supposed to be my dog.
Speaker 3: I mean, if you my dog, no, you gotta play
Speaker 3: that different. You got you gotta play that different.
Speaker 1: So, all things being equal, how should I have played
Speaker 1: this out?
Speaker 3: Boom hit my line?
Speaker 4: Ring, ring, ring ring.
Speaker 1: Okay, Oh Joe, check this out. You remember back in Atlanta,
Speaker 1: Rail and I had a conversation. She had a podcast
Speaker 1: and she was wondering if I would be interesting in
Speaker 1: having my company produce it and distribute the podcast. She said,
Speaker 1: she talked to you. She said it was okay. I said, sure, Rail,
Speaker 1: let's talk less, reconvene. Uh you and I asked to
Speaker 1: jump on a call on Monday, which we did and
Speaker 1: we hash we discussed it, and we finally got everything.
Speaker 1: You know, we got them what they needed. We're gonna
Speaker 1: produce the show, We're gonna distribute the show, and uh,
Speaker 1: you know they're gonna do it to cut you a
Speaker 1: couple of times a week. Instead of the one time
Speaker 1: a week, they're gonna go twice a week. And she
Speaker 1: was really excited about this. She said, you were excited
Speaker 1: about this. Now once once we start down in agreement,
Speaker 1: I got to be a man of my work. I said, yes,
Speaker 1: we're going to do this.
Speaker 3: Time out, time out, time out. When you guys had
Speaker 3: that talk, when I was excited about the opportunity for
Speaker 3: to join under the umbrella media, you know, doing a
Speaker 3: thing listening, I was happy for her. But once she
Speaker 3: decides to leave me. When she decides to leave me,
Speaker 3: she leaves us, she leaves anything that has to do
Speaker 3: with Nightcap.
Speaker 1: Huh, she left you. She was still with she had media.
Speaker 3: So see you see I'm talking about principal alone. If
Speaker 3: she leave me, then you should be like, listen, I
Speaker 3: can't work with you, mother.
Speaker 1: There's so many already give another money? Oh you did? Yeah,
Speaker 1: how much was it this?
Speaker 3: I'll tell you what I would give. Whatever that advance was,
Speaker 3: I give it back to you. But I just thought,
Speaker 3: I really don't think that's a good luck because now
Speaker 3: you know we if we're in the rough patch right now,
Speaker 3: right and.
Speaker 1: Huh we oh you and her? I thought you talking
Speaker 1: about you and I would have run were good? We're good?
Speaker 1: Were good.
Speaker 3: I mean, if I was in front of you, we
Speaker 3: would have had a tussle today. Though we would have
Speaker 3: had a tussle.
Speaker 1: All. First of all, I will be here at you
Speaker 1: because you already over fifty two hundred dollars and you
Speaker 1: try to take more money up my pocket with RAYO.
Speaker 3: Matter of fact, the fact you definitely ain't getting no
Speaker 3: money now. You're definitely gonna have to get the flood
Speaker 3: that you ain't run that by me. You ain't running by.
Speaker 1: Me, Okay, So you said I gotta take it in blood.
Speaker 1: That's the only way you gonna get it. Don't mind
Speaker 1: if I do. I don't mind if you so stop trolling.
Speaker 5: Yeah, make sure y'all gonna subscribe to Humble Baddy's podcast.
Speaker 3: Thank you, Shay Shade me your un and we love y'all.
Speaker 3: Thank y'all for the support. And he is our number
Speaker 3: one supporter. He was the first one to subscribe to
Speaker 3: Humble Baddies. Hey, but listen, listen, listen, people in the chat.
Speaker 3: I was trolling a little bit earlier today. Now listen,
Speaker 3: this is all business. I understand business. It's all about
Speaker 3: putting your people on, you know, allow them to, allow
Speaker 3: them to to flourish and whatever endeavors that they have.
Speaker 3: I was a supporter of this, but this is not
Speaker 3: change things. This does not change things that at home,
Speaker 3: the foundation, the forefront still need some work, you know,
Speaker 3: it still needs some work.
Speaker 1: But I am you. Yeah.
Speaker 3: But but anyway, I'm happy her colleagues. I'm excited for
Speaker 3: their show. I'm going to be producing and doing the
Speaker 3: editing and other than.
Speaker 1: That, that's what we're not going to allow to do. Now,
Speaker 1: you welcome, you welcome to join in and be a
Speaker 1: you a little guest bottle of that right right. We
Speaker 1: are not gonna let you edit, You're not gonna let
Speaker 1: you produce because I'm here to be a supporter.
Speaker 3: I'm going to be a supporter, you know. And if
Speaker 3: at any point she wants to, you know, reconvene and
Speaker 3: and uh and reconcile our differences and you know, I
Speaker 3: sit down and there we'll we'll talk about it.
Speaker 1: But that's great. I mean, you have been Reel's biggest
Speaker 1: supporter because you brought it to us that Real wanted
Speaker 1: to be a part of Shays Media. And when she
Speaker 1: mentioned it in Atlanta, I was like, let's reconvene on Monday.
Speaker 1: We actually had this conversation. You mentioned it to me.
Speaker 1: Real had you know, she had a doing her thing
Speaker 1: and she wanted to put it on somebody that have
Speaker 1: the infrastructure that can make the thing be what she
Speaker 1: believes it can be with her and her partners. And
Speaker 1: I said, okay, let's talk to Real. Ral had a
Speaker 1: conversation with me. I said, well, let's talk You and
Speaker 1: I and I as should get on the phone on
Speaker 1: Monday and we'll have a conversation and if we can
Speaker 1: see if this is something that could work. But this
Speaker 1: is a lot of work. I mean, this is not
Speaker 1: something that you do if you really wanted to be successful,
Speaker 1: when you found out, Oh Joe, this takes a lot
Speaker 1: of work if you wanted to be successful. Now, if
Speaker 1: you want to do something that a hobby and says, Okay,
Speaker 1: I got a little mike, got a camera, and I
Speaker 1: want to do something twenty thirty minutes a day, that's fine.
Speaker 1: But if you really want this thing to be successful
Speaker 1: and to want it to grow, you have to devote
Speaker 1: a certain amount of time to it. And uh and
Speaker 1: knowing real her background, how she turned a real estate
Speaker 1: thing into a big deal. She has her show on
Speaker 1: Netflix that's coming out I think in a week or two, Ojo.
Speaker 1: So I know she's going to work to make it,
Speaker 1: make it possible. But what I but the thing is,
Speaker 1: but you see, o Joe, what you get an opportunity
Speaker 1: to see? You get opportunity to see how people want
Speaker 1: to tell you apart real quick, don't. Oh yeah, you
Speaker 1: see how they jump you see how they jumped on
Speaker 1: there so far and so quick to trying to rip
Speaker 1: you in our part. So now you see everybody tell me,
Speaker 1: oh I love not capt know they don't know, they don't.
Speaker 1: And hey guys all y'all that got that thing. Oh,
Speaker 1: there might be trouble brewing in Nightcap and Unkie Ocho.
Speaker 1: We appreciate that that pub because there are certain guys
Speaker 1: out there could y'all spend a lot of time talking
Speaker 1: about Shannon Sharp, talking about what Shannon doing on your
Speaker 1: fan what he's doing here, what o Cho's doing. We
Speaker 1: really appreciate that. Now, how y'all looking, and y'all look
Speaker 1: it right now.
Speaker 3: It's all love. It's all love. It's all love for
Speaker 3: all our competitors out there. You know how I feel
Speaker 3: about y'all. Still love you anyway. There's a big plate,
Speaker 3: and there's enough for all of us.
Speaker 1: See, there's enough. Have seed. You know, you need to
Speaker 1: understand that.
Speaker 3: And something about before Nightcap, Before Nightcap, before it was
Speaker 3: ever came about, Shannon Sharp was a friend of mine.
Speaker 3: Shannon Sharp will always be a friend of mine, you know, Busness,
Speaker 3: I would never allow Benning some money to get in
Speaker 3: the way of that. Never, I've never been wanting to
Speaker 3: fall out about stuff like that. There was an opportunity
Speaker 3: that presented itself. Obviously, missus and I, you know, we
Speaker 3: were going were going through some rough time right now,
Speaker 3: you know, you know, but when it comes to bitiness,
Speaker 3: when it comes to continue to elevate her in her career,
Speaker 3: what she has going on. I'm all for it, even
Speaker 3: though we might not be seeing eye to eye right now.
Speaker 1: You know, I'm off before Shan before I got here,
Speaker 1: and and Shape Shape Media Club, Shape Shape Nightcap took off.
Speaker 1: How many of those people that had podcasts mentioned Shell
Speaker 1: and Shark before this ain't took off with you and
Speaker 1: I o Cho? How many of the things. How many
Speaker 1: people mentioned o Cho and Shannon Shark. It seems to
Speaker 1: me that the only content that they can create itself
Speaker 1: made is you and I. Yes, you and I have
Speaker 1: a disagreement by you coming late, you and not disagreement
Speaker 1: about the players or something you disagree. I disagree a question.
Speaker 1: Can I say something real?
Speaker 3: And it's FORGI, it's fulfilling the chat people in the chat,
Speaker 3: and this is for you and and our team, you
Speaker 3: know collectively. I'm never late. Actually, you.
Speaker 1: Just starting to damn Urran. That's the problem.
Speaker 3: I ain't never late, you.
Speaker 1: Know, you just started you God, damn Ran. We kind
Speaker 1: of have a floating time. We kind of like want
Speaker 1: to start between these times, but sometimes o Cho float
Speaker 1: past that. Yeah, but this is a great opportunity for real, Uh,
Speaker 1: there's gonna be more. That's gonna be more, uh people
Speaker 1: that's gonna join Shay Shape Media. We got meetings with
Speaker 1: a lot of other people coming down the line. So
Speaker 1: in the near future we're gonna add probably one too,
Speaker 1: maybe even three. By June, we'll have three more up
Speaker 1: under the umbrella that we'll produce, uh, we'll distribute and
Speaker 1: go ahead on Trump. I have one more thing. Now.
Speaker 3: I understand this is business, right, you know, And I'm
Speaker 3: all for business, and I'm all for making money, you know,
Speaker 3: And sometimes they see all all money and good money
Speaker 3: the hell it is in this economy, Well, if I
Speaker 3: can get it, is it anything? Is there anything we
Speaker 3: can structure in her contract where I can get certain
Speaker 3: percentage based on the finders me?
Speaker 1: Because if that's me what railed you to give you
Speaker 1: out of her out of their cut, that's between you
Speaker 1: and Rail. No, No, we're what we're gonna do, Rails,
Speaker 1: go get her checked every month. That's all I got
Speaker 1: for you. That's between you and Rail. I ain't got
Speaker 1: nothing to do with that, Jenny A bro I knew
Speaker 1: Watroller and the chatted shady quick to turn. Congrats Honnie Rail,
Speaker 1: of course, But our I'll text, I say, see, I say, now,
Speaker 1: a lot of those people, Oh I love hunkin Ojo,
Speaker 1: but quick, but that were quick to trying to drive
Speaker 1: that wedge in between unking o'joe. You see and you
Speaker 1: see that, but see, sometimes you need to see it
Speaker 1: for yourself because and that's why, that's why I tell
Speaker 1: people everybody that jump into my oh I'm happy, I'm excited.
Speaker 1: No they not. They really not. And I and sometimes
Speaker 1: you have to see it for yourself. And I'm glad
Speaker 1: we got an opportunity to see, yam do we got
Speaker 1: people that's very excited for us, that truck cheer us
Speaker 1: on and sincerely and genuinely happy. Absolutely, But there's a
Speaker 1: lot that pretend they're half being excited and all the
Speaker 1: while or I show hope they break up. I show
Speaker 1: hope they break up because we got something go because
Speaker 1: here's the thing, oh Joe, A lot of people that
Speaker 1: do what we do, they know what they do, and
Speaker 1: they see what we do and they know what we do,
Speaker 1: so they don't. Definitely they don't.
Speaker 3: I mean a lot of people you know, my my
Speaker 3: my supporters, my followers, uh, they were they were they
Speaker 3: were saying some some mean things. You know, so they
Speaker 3: apologize the all for patrolling the day, but.
Speaker 1: But sometimes you need to see, Oh Joe, you got
Speaker 1: to see who really in your corner. It's like when
Speaker 1: you tell somebody no, and it's okay, I understand, bro,
Speaker 1: you done been so good to me so many times,
Speaker 1: don't Yoe. Hey, I ain't got no problem with you
Speaker 1: saying no. But it's when they say no, like, well, damn, bro,
Speaker 1: you got that money like that, you can't break you
Speaker 1: more off forgive you.
Speaker 3: Yeah, and you know, but listen, I'm again I'm happy
Speaker 3: for her, uh and all that she has going on obviously,
Speaker 3: you know with her real real estate company, you know,
Speaker 3: Netflix stuff she has going on with Netflix, you know,
Speaker 3: show coming out very twenty seconds and obviously the podcast
Speaker 3: under our umbrella, and and this is this is what
Speaker 3: it's all about, you know, you know, having someone on
Speaker 3: your side that you can continue to help elevate in
Speaker 3: whatever it is they have going on. It's it's a beauty.
Speaker 3: It's a beautiful feeling, even even though you know, now
Speaker 3: what is not a joke is that things aren't where
Speaker 3: they should be between us. I could just be honest
Speaker 3: with you and in Chad I could be I could
Speaker 3: be honest with y'all too.
Speaker 1: Yeah, continue to work.
Speaker 3: It's it's it's it's rocky. It's rocky. So the fact
Speaker 3: that I can, I can compartmentalize and separate, you know,
Speaker 3: the business side of things, and and and work on
Speaker 3: the pleasure side later later on, down, later on down
Speaker 3: the line, you know whatever on the side to be
Speaker 3: the moderator and then be all therapist. But other than.
Speaker 1: That, h oh joe ed readers headed to high school.
Speaker 1: He was announced as the new ed See Chambly High School,
Speaker 1: h right down the road from the crib Chambly. Uh,
Speaker 1: you know, it was.
Speaker 3: All in my all in my arms. Whoa, whoa got
Speaker 3: a look too comfortable.
Speaker 1: But okay, come on, uh you see herr Reid uh
Speaker 1: if the new o c Chambly Chambly High School and
Speaker 1: uh okay, okay, Georgia. It's a little suburban. Hey. You
Speaker 1: remember one time he was.
Speaker 3: Then when he when he got to the establishment, you know, uh,
Speaker 3: it wasn't it wasn't.
Speaker 1: Fit to his liking.
Speaker 3: And and normally you have though, you have a talk
Speaker 3: with with the powers that be at the institution, you know,
Speaker 3: but he, you know, he he he took it the
Speaker 3: wrong way and and kind of put it put it
Speaker 3: on the airways and and they didn't they didn't like that.
Speaker 1: You know.
Speaker 3: I'm I'm happy for Ed. I'm happy for Ed. And
Speaker 3: it's a great opportunity for for that school. And they
Speaker 3: got a good one. Boy, they got him a good one.
Speaker 1: They do. I wish you could have got that job away.
Speaker 1: Thing could have worked out better for him at at
Speaker 1: the Yeah, I do. Yeah, it's been really nice. You
Speaker 1: see Eddie George Tennessee State coach prime was at at Jackson.
Speaker 1: Now he's see you. Uh d Jack DeShawn Jackson is
Speaker 1: at uh Delaware State. Yeah yeah, uh Mike Mike Vick
Speaker 1: is at Norfolk.
Speaker 3: So I'm well, shoot, since all these players getting coaching
Speaker 3: jobs on what you want to put you you want
Speaker 3: to put your.
Speaker 1: Hand in that, I don't you just totally. They don't
Speaker 1: make no money.
Speaker 3: I mean the kind of kind of money I mean,
Speaker 3: not like we MA.
Speaker 1: I'm good. I don't have You probably could do it,
Speaker 1: but I don't have the patience.
Speaker 3: I know me, man, listen, you you mess around and
Speaker 3: put me in the atmosphere like that where my body
Speaker 3: is still willing and able I'm still in shape. I'm
Speaker 3: gonna be in the way because I'm gonna have a
Speaker 3: I'm gonna be out that suited up and hold in
Speaker 3: that whole uniform cleasing all.
Speaker 1: No, I don't. I want no part of coaching. I'm
Speaker 1: smart enough, you know. Yeah, Hines Warden at Arizona State.
Speaker 1: I think Hines ward is gonna be a coach. You
Speaker 1: receive a coach. I think, okay, yeah, uh. I mean
Speaker 1: there are a lot of guys hold on Antoine Randall
Speaker 1: Lins in Detroit. I think Kena, mccardals and uh Is
Speaker 1: in Minnesota. But I just no, I'm not that haves
Speaker 1: I want no part of coach. Ain't no sense to me. Food.
Speaker 1: I ain't gonna fit to hold nobody on that jet
Speaker 1: tone justice chat. My dog's wages tail when you see
Speaker 1: must be the dog person or something. Yep. I love animals.
Speaker 1: Animals love me. I need it. Like I said, I'm
Speaker 1: gonna give me a farm, but you I want me.
Speaker 1: I really want me a mini cow, a mini goat,
Speaker 1: a mini horse.
Speaker 3: If you're gonna have a farm, you're gonna need more
Speaker 3: than four animals.
Speaker 1: I ain't gonna have that farm. You just said a farm.
Speaker 3: It's only one kind of farm.
Speaker 1: No, no, no, no, that's a farm you're talking about.
Speaker 3: You want a many farm to go with your many animals.
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, yeah, give me, give me, like to give
Speaker 1: me like a hey, I like that. I like that. Huh.
Speaker 1: They got friends. So the cow be a friend to
Speaker 1: the gold, the gold be you get fred to the horse.
Speaker 1: And then I gotta keep t is gonna be chasing?
Speaker 1: No Teddy chased him, is gonna be like whatever? Oh yo,
Speaker 1: check this out. Here's the Twitter question of the week.
Speaker 1: So if a female takes a man out, do he
Speaker 1: gotta give it up at the end of order? Whoa? Whoa?
Speaker 1: I love now be talking. I can bring me that.
Speaker 4: Hold on, I like that question. First off, who's paying.
Speaker 1: The woman?
Speaker 3: I'm assuming she invited the guy out. Yell yeah, I
Speaker 3: like this.
Speaker 1: I like this now.
Speaker 4: Sometimes if you get an assertive woman, if you get
Speaker 4: an assertive woman that will paid the bill, she will
Speaker 4: let you know no great area, no great area. When
Speaker 4: you have a woman that asks you out, When you
Speaker 4: have a woman that pays the bill, she's letting you
Speaker 4: know what time of it is, you know what the
Speaker 4: play is?
Speaker 1: Right after this?
Speaker 4: Right, I didn't come to play, and these ain't young folk.
Speaker 4: These ain't young folk.
Speaker 1: The younger hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on,
Speaker 1: time about let me get talk to me about So
Speaker 1: you're telling me they'll wear it out there, that y'all
Speaker 1: can go out and you can get the buns on
Speaker 1: the first night.
Speaker 4: The older women, I'm the older women now.
Speaker 3: I ain't talking about the young ones, the young ones
Speaker 3: that want you to pay for everything, not them. I'm
Speaker 3: talking about the older women, the older women that are seasoned,
Speaker 3: the older women that are veterans, the older women that
Speaker 3: don't want to play games.
Speaker 1: I'm not need to play no games.
Speaker 4: Listen.
Speaker 3: I need to understand if I'm gonna deal with you
Speaker 3: long term or not. How do I know if I'm
Speaker 3: gonna deal with you? I need to know if when
Speaker 3: we lay down horizontally or vertically, have you want to
Speaker 3: do it. If it's good enough, you know what, I'm
Speaker 3: gonna be around for a while. If it's not, I'm
Speaker 3: probably gonna answer your phone call no more.
Speaker 1: That's life. That's that's like. Now I'm fifty.
Speaker 4: Seven, I'll tell you what I've been through. I'll tell
Speaker 4: you what I'm been through. All right, Now, you.
Speaker 3: Get you get you get some of these young whipper
Speaker 3: snappers I hear today, that's all about.
Speaker 1: What can you do for me?
Speaker 3: Buy me this, buy me that, get my nails, get
Speaker 3: my nails on my feet, in my head done? You know,
Speaker 3: uh my wig, I need a new installed.
Speaker 1: That's different.
Speaker 3: It's all about what you can do that you really
Speaker 3: get nothing in return, you know, get no return in you.
Speaker 1: But after your for real after hello, because see here
Speaker 1: is the thing I got. I'm ex ojo. I'm extremely,
Speaker 1: extremely care because this look no means no, maybe means no, yes,
Speaker 1: may's no tomorrow. So I'm really really I'm damn like,
Speaker 1: are you sure? Are you sure to? Hey? Hey, hello?
Speaker 1: Are you sure? You don't you don't you know, you
Speaker 1: don't have to.
Speaker 3: Do That's why I see, that's why you don't have
Speaker 3: to do that with older women on forty forty five,
Speaker 3: you know, fifty five, sometimes even sixty.
Speaker 4: You hear me, they what what what?
Speaker 1: What? What you playing it? But at ball, the thing
Speaker 1: is the sixty that's my that's that's that's a little
Speaker 1: older than me. But I'm saying they grew up in
Speaker 1: the air. They grew up in the air, they grew
Speaker 1: up in the Arab and I came up here.
Speaker 3: That's what that didn't happen. These these women evolved with
Speaker 3: the times. H They didn't got time to play. They
Speaker 3: don't have time to play. That's what I understand.
Speaker 5: Listen to young the young folk, gonna listen to the
Speaker 5: young folk, gonna waste your time. You know why they're
Speaker 5: gonna waste your time because they have time to buy.
Speaker 5: They're young, they have time to waste. I'm twenty five,
Speaker 5: I'm tweet.
Speaker 1: What a rushing for? What a rushing for?
Speaker 3: Then you get to talking to women. You're getting talking
Speaker 3: to women our age. They ain't got time to play?
Speaker 4: What I'm waiting two three weeks for? What I'm waiting
Speaker 4: a month for?
Speaker 1: When do I have? What? Do I even have a
Speaker 1: ninety day rule? For ninety days? I might not even
Speaker 1: be here. Damn listen, hey, I wait and she like that?
Speaker 1: How need to be bottled anyway? Doubt kill open. I'm
Speaker 1: just you know how it is. You know how it is.
Speaker 3: Man, Listen, listen that their pros and car and their
Speaker 3: pros and car. If you if you got time to
Speaker 3: waste and you want to play the game, you young folk.
Speaker 1: But I'm saying that that's that's the thing that got
Speaker 1: oh trying to perceive me. I don't even asked.
Speaker 4: You ain't gonna you ain't gonna have to ask.
Speaker 1: You. No, no, no, no no no no no no,
Speaker 1: And y'all gotta ask. So what you do? Can I
Speaker 1: come to you? Oh no, already they already think something much.
Speaker 3: You don't understand, man, You get you get you one
Speaker 3: of the old ones.
Speaker 1: Youear me.
Speaker 4: You know she put she put that flying bolt on.
Speaker 1: You put the sock in your mouth and you can't talk. Now.
Speaker 1: I can't give it that kind of control. The ain't
Speaker 1: no handcuf because I'll be put that whole headboard off.
Speaker 1: Hey y'all, hey, I guarantee you I'll back that whole
Speaker 1: head boy bad bad, please bad? He all, Hey bad?
Speaker 1: I don't I don't like being restraint.
Speaker 4: Hey, hold on, let me tell you something now, see this?
Speaker 1: How this?
Speaker 4: When I tell you you're not living, that's what I mean.
Speaker 1: You not living.
Speaker 4: You gotta get your swing set, right, Tell Michelle to
Speaker 4: get your swing set.
Speaker 1: You tie it.
Speaker 4: Boom in the in the in the in the What
Speaker 4: do you call the doorway?
Speaker 1: What do you what do you call the doorway?
Speaker 3: The doorway, you tie it, you hang it up in
Speaker 3: the doorway, you hang it up in the threshold.
Speaker 4: What do you want to call it? Bingo, that's the
Speaker 4: one called the little swing sets. You got to do that.
Speaker 4: Then bondage you get, you get the bondised tools.
Speaker 1: No, no, no, no, I don't even hold jo. I
Speaker 1: ain't gonna let that. Ain't no, ain't no tied up,
Speaker 1: I don't. I can't let you give it. I can't
Speaker 1: let you.
Speaker 4: Gotta let it tie you up.
Speaker 1: And I'm telling you.
Speaker 4: See man, God told man you Hey, listen, she tied
Speaker 4: you up. When your legs, your legs be up right,
Speaker 4: but you can't move because.
Speaker 1: They got that. They got to brace it. Legs be
Speaker 1: up high like a woman like held on like a lord.
Speaker 1: You know I got kid hold on so you know
Speaker 1: I got kids. So they put your oh dude.
Speaker 4: Listen, hey boy, I'm telling you. Mm hmmm listen, wait,
Speaker 4: get get.
Speaker 1: You get your oh Joe manny come out there like well, mister,
Speaker 1: show what happened that they head? Boy? Don't after bed
Speaker 1: out of that, YO was smooth off mad.
Speaker 3: Please, hey listen, I'm gonna see some videos, man, so
Speaker 3: you know you check you check the videos.
Speaker 4: Out and you just experiment. You experiment.
Speaker 3: You know you you you listen you you're fifty seven.
Speaker 3: At some point you got to evolved. You got to
Speaker 3: try new things. There's so much out there that you
Speaker 3: haven't done yet. You might like it, you matter fact
Speaker 3: problem you you haven't been to the swing club.
Speaker 1: No, no swinging, man, I ain't even swing without elementary school.
Speaker 1: I ain't playing on the swing set. Bad swinging going on?
Speaker 1: Oh oh no, h hell to the doll bad. I
Speaker 1: don't know what you hold up your nahd daddy. That
Speaker 1: ain't for me, That ain't for me. M hm.
Speaker 4: How do you say you ain't swinging elementary school?
Speaker 1: Hell? No, I don't play. I don't do nothing but
Speaker 1: that swinging. No, I'm good. I would take y'all word
Speaker 1: for but take your word for it, don't y'all. Hey man,
Speaker 1: we got we gotta go to the dr. Man. You
Speaker 1: ain't got to worry about nothing. You know out there
Speaker 1: he'll be all right, man. Oh Joe rapper, red Man Method,
Speaker 1: red Man that used to be a tandem rap group.
Speaker 1: Uh said he was selling but for two and a
Speaker 1: half years, no sex, no alcohol, say everything crystalized for him.
Speaker 1: So everything was so clear, and his oh, his head
Speaker 1: just opened up under saying what he said, what.
Speaker 3: He said, say what I will believe, red Man, I
Speaker 3: wouldn't believe that you were sober. I could see the
Speaker 3: discipline in that area and not drinking, understanding that it
Speaker 3: can better you and Betty your life, Betty.
Speaker 1: Your decision making. Uh.
Speaker 3: As far as sex is concerned, I'm not sure how
Speaker 3: that would cloud judgment in any way or or or
Speaker 3: cause bodily harm in general, because sex is is healthy
Speaker 3: for you, it's healthy for you with your release.
Speaker 1: It wouldn't clear my mind. My mind'd be so cloudy.
Speaker 1: What but I got to free with it? Man, I
Speaker 1: think be backed up in you.
Speaker 3: No, hey said, hey, listen, listen, I'm still I'm I'm
Speaker 3: still in my my center, feek my celibacy journey.
Speaker 1: So I understand what he's saying. But the amount of time,
Speaker 1: how many years he said.
Speaker 3: You would have that now that I can't believe because
Speaker 3: I'm not let me see, she left me in October, October, October, November, December.
Speaker 1: November, so Jeruary.
Speaker 4: Yeah, that's listen.
Speaker 3: I'm struggling, I'm strung, I'm struggling to I ain't number
Speaker 3: two months in.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm struggling. So I'm trying two years.
Speaker 4: Hey, I'm two months and I'm I'm gonna be here.
Speaker 1: Six weeks. I get you six weeks. I'll give somebody
Speaker 1: six weeks. I'm in a relationship. I get you six week.
Speaker 1: We need some space, Okay, I look at it. I
Speaker 1: give you six weeks from to day, six weeks from
Speaker 1: the day.
Speaker 4: Hey, what happened if they don't come back after them
Speaker 4: six weeks?
Speaker 1: Hey, Hey, somebody black help? I gotta put black ham
Speaker 1: on somebody else. Hey should I try that? Should I
Speaker 1: say that? No?
Speaker 4: No, No, I'm gonna try Oh Joe, But you know,
Speaker 4: I'm gonna just say I.
Speaker 1: Got it from you. I'm gonna say that was your
Speaker 1: idea you ain't gonna have for me. I just said
Speaker 1: what I would do. That's a totally you and real
Speaker 1: isn't a totally difference.
Speaker 3: You can't fight and everything you say you like the
Speaker 3: father figure to me. So it's been two months for
Speaker 3: me and I'm I'm Bryan here being celebrated and you
Speaker 3: just said something that you done or you wouldn't do
Speaker 3: within the sixth time. Yeah, And I'm sitting around here
Speaker 3: waiting two months. Well just not really for that, but
Speaker 3: for me, it's it's giving me pieces, giving me a
Speaker 3: sense of a sense of calm, a sense of clarity.
Speaker 3: And I'm like, well, ship, I need to stand on business.
Speaker 3: So boom you got, Well she didn't. She ain't getting
Speaker 3: no six weeks.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna give up. Give her another week. Do you
Speaker 1: give me something another week? I'm going what she called
Speaker 1: you called you the other night, you said you weren't
Speaker 1: going to get getting.
Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, yeah, she trying, she trying.
Speaker 1: But I'm gonna. I'm gonna.
Speaker 3: I'm in a place, in a position where you did
Speaker 3: something to me and you need to be you have
Speaker 3: to stand on business and I can't just give my
Speaker 3: stuff up like that because I'm not easy. Does that
Speaker 3: make sense, Yeah, it makes sense to you.
Speaker 1: I just think it's thinking, oh joy, just all de
Speaker 1: pay book. If that's something that you really want to
Speaker 1: work for, if that's something that look because at the
Speaker 1: end of the day, the longer, oh Joe, all I'm
Speaker 1: saying is all all I'm saying, Yills, is that the
Speaker 1: longer your way, the more likely if something can keeping.
Speaker 1: That's all I'm saying. So I happen to be out here.
Speaker 1: No six months, no year, no two years? You know
Speaker 1: a we separated? Nah Na, I ain't doing that, You're right,
Speaker 1: because I'm you know, okay, So what what? What what
Speaker 1: we try? What do we try to do? We need
Speaker 1: to go to counsel we need to go to therapy together? What?
Speaker 1: What do we need to do? How do we? How
Speaker 1: do we? How do how do we? How do we
Speaker 1: come back together and to be at a more stronger
Speaker 1: union than we were? So this doesn't happen to me
Speaker 1: because at the end of so what what do you
Speaker 1: think it's going to take? Do I need Do we
Speaker 1: need to go to therapy? Do we need to do
Speaker 1: I need to go to therapy on my own, and
Speaker 1: we also go to couples therapy. So I've just tried
Speaker 1: to because I do want this to work, because I
Speaker 1: don't put so much time in it, so much energy,
Speaker 1: so much effort. Therapy works a couple of works.
Speaker 3: Let's look at where it's ash ash ash to look
Speaker 3: up this statistics on the percentage of therapy ACTI working,
Speaker 3: comple therapy, MARI therapy, counseling.
Speaker 1: I'm curious of what the percentage to be on those
Speaker 1: that actually work for me, o Joe. I went in
Speaker 1: with I went in with a oh, so you did it? Yeah,
Speaker 1: O Joe. I don't know what people I've done it
Speaker 1: ain't no did it, I've done it. I was in
Speaker 1: therapy for a long time. I did therapy. I was
Speaker 1: doing I just stopped probably about a year ago. But
Speaker 1: I was doing therapy once a week for three hundred
Speaker 1: dollars a week for like three whoa whoa, whoa whoa
Speaker 1: real as ship back in therapy, it's successful seventy percent
Speaker 1: of the time. Yes, what, I'm paying you to.
Speaker 3: Listen to my problems and you and I may for
Speaker 3: you to give me an answer on the issue some book.
Speaker 1: Yes, I'm glad y'all think so. But I'll see. Here's
Speaker 1: the thing with Shannon Sharp. Everything Shannon Sharp is ever
Speaker 1: saying on television or on night Cap can be proven
Speaker 1: or disproven. So y'all saying calp that don't bother me
Speaker 1: because I know firsthand. That's why I'm able to speak
Speaker 1: so freely and effort about it, because I've been there
Speaker 1: when the therapist told me, Shannon, you're speaking, y'all speaking
Speaker 1: two different languages. She's speaking Chinese and you're speaking Spanish.
Speaker 1: Unless you learned the other language, you're never gonna be
Speaker 1: able to communicate. Shannon, Are you arguing for right or
Speaker 1: you arguing to meaning I'm not telling you what somebody
Speaker 1: told me. I'm telling you as I'm sitting on that
Speaker 1: lady's couch. And she says, Shannon, would you mind bringing
Speaker 1: your partner in here, because you're telling me this. I
Speaker 1: want to hear what she had to say, and we
Speaker 1: go and she said she asked her, why do you
Speaker 1: feel the need to try to make him feel like
Speaker 1: he's living there? Do you understand his background? She said, yeah,
Speaker 1: she said, you you understand how prideful he is about
Speaker 1: his background and the way he was raised. He's never
Speaker 1: gonna be disrespectful, He's never gonna put his hands on you.
Speaker 1: But why do you feel you need to challenge him? Hey,
Speaker 1: that sounds intense. It was, it is, But you have
Speaker 1: to be artists, Jennah, is this something that you want?
Speaker 1: And it just got to the point though, no, I
Speaker 1: didn't want it anymore. I had given all I can
Speaker 1: give and she wasn't hearing. I was out. I couldn't
Speaker 1: give anything else. I had given so much because here's
Speaker 1: the thing, Oh, Joe what I had started to do,
Speaker 1: I had tried to do, be so much, be what
Speaker 1: she wanted so much. I lost me. I wasn't saying
Speaker 1: it no more. I was what she wanted me to be,
Speaker 1: but I wasn't me. Hold on, what did you hear
Speaker 1: what you just said?
Speaker 3: You tried to I'm gonna put it in my word.
Speaker 3: I tried to please her and make her so happy.
Speaker 3: I lost a sense of self.
Speaker 1: I wasn't shalling it anymore. I was I was not
Speaker 1: married in Barney Porter's grandchild. I was not. I was
Speaker 1: not that. I was not that little boy that grew
Speaker 1: up on that farm and grew up to be a man.
Speaker 1: That wasn't who I was. You see, a lot of
Speaker 1: times men will go out of their way women to
Speaker 1: just say. Except men that go out of their way
Speaker 1: to try to please a woman, and in the process
Speaker 1: of pleasing a woman, you lose yourself. I just had
Speaker 1: to say, no, o Jo, But you got to be
Speaker 1: real with yourself, you be. You gotta want to work
Speaker 1: on this. You gotta want to work, and it takes work.
Speaker 1: And it's hard to hear your partner say things that like, damn,
Speaker 1: why you saying that? When that's actually and I can
Speaker 1: replay it in my head because I'm very I'm very
Speaker 1: I know what I've said, I know what I've done,
Speaker 1: but to hear to hear her say it, okay. That's
Speaker 1: why I learned the proper way to apologize. It's not
Speaker 1: that if I've done it, you said it so clearly
Speaker 1: I've done it. Intent does not matter whether you intended
Speaker 1: to do, would have not. She's still hurt, she's still offended. Now,
Speaker 1: I apologize. The greatest apologies change behavior. So you can
Speaker 1: apologize a fast thousand times. But if the behavior doesn't change,
Speaker 1: you're not sorry for what you've done.
Speaker 4: And most of the time you're never sorry. Most of
Speaker 4: the time you're only sorry because you.
Speaker 1: Got caught me. At the end of the day, I
Speaker 1: just thought that it was like, and we're better off
Speaker 1: as friends. We're better off as friends. We cool, we
Speaker 1: have a bet. I think the biggest problem that we had, Oh, Joe,
Speaker 1: she was young, I was young. We're trying to figure
Speaker 1: this thing out, which is you know, and it just
Speaker 1: it just wasn't to be. And as we twenty years
Speaker 1: after the fact, she's like, I didn't realize what I
Speaker 1: had to you come on man.
Speaker 4: They never they never do till it's too late.
Speaker 1: He like, Shannon, I've never met a man that works
Speaker 1: as hard as you and as disciplined as you are.
Speaker 1: But you're very prideful. You're not gonna let nobody push
Speaker 1: you around. You're not gonna let nobody talk reckless to you. No,
Speaker 1: because I don't talk reckless to you. I'm not gonna
Speaker 1: call you out of your name, because I got I
Speaker 1: wouldn't want nobody to call my sister, my mom, or
Speaker 1: my grandma my name after name, so I don't call
Speaker 1: women out their name. And now and now, I had daughters,
Speaker 1: and I definitely don't want nobody to call them out
Speaker 1: their name. So I'm very respectful. I'm very understanding of
Speaker 1: that for me. And a lot of times I was,
Speaker 1: I had I was messing with this this young lady,
Speaker 1: and uh, she would like start to argue. I was like,
Speaker 1: you know what, you're right, I'm gonna let you have that.
Speaker 1: You get upset, She's like, we never gonna figure anything out,
Speaker 1: I said, I say, in order I would rather keep
Speaker 1: the peace. Let you be right. It's not that big
Speaker 1: of a deal like that. It's not like that to me,
Speaker 1: I'm not Finna. I'm not Finna go back and forth
Speaker 1: and argue with you over such You're right, but it
Speaker 1: irked her. Mm hmm. She said that I want to
Speaker 1: get away. I say, well, if you want to understand me,
Speaker 1: just ask. I don't feel like I need to get
Speaker 1: into an argument or disagree with you for the help
Speaker 1: you understand me. I'm telling you I don't want to
Speaker 1: talk about that. We see things differently, and just because
Speaker 1: we see things differently, I see things different than you
Speaker 1: because of my age. You see things how you see
Speaker 1: them because of your age. That doesn't mean I'm right,
Speaker 1: that doesn't mean you're wrong. But we're gonna see things
Speaker 1: differently because I was raised in a different terror. But
Speaker 1: I'm willing to accept you for who you are and
Speaker 1: the area you was raised dead. I you know, I
Speaker 1: want to say, but I think the thing is O Joe.
Speaker 1: I went in because I was sccept it. At first.
Speaker 1: I was like, man, I dad, but I was like,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm gonna go. It's just like anything,
Speaker 1: oh Joe, I can't do anything half asked. I'm spending
Speaker 1: this my money. So if I'm spending my money, I'm
Speaker 1: gonna get the most out of it went there and
Speaker 1: I saw it, and I came every day, I mean
Speaker 1: not every day, but every week. And I call that
Speaker 1: lady just like. And the thing is you're like, hey,
Speaker 1: and then you know and during the pandemic, you know,
Speaker 1: you couldn't be in person, Hey, FaceTime. That really that's
Speaker 1: when I started FaceTime. Damn, I gotta call this lady
Speaker 1: on FaceTime bringing into it like that. Yes, Oh, I
Speaker 1: don't know how to have fast anything. I don't and
Speaker 1: and and and and and and it's and for me,
Speaker 1: it's a some session. I get upset, That's what. And
Speaker 1: that's why I'm like when I when I'm good at something,
Speaker 1: I'm good at, but I don't waste my time with
Speaker 1: stuff that I'm not. I go all in. Yes I was.
Speaker 1: I was one thousand percent. I was taking notes. She's like,
Speaker 1: well take notes, Oh, Joe, I've taken notes. Hey, she
Speaker 1: say something. I read it.
Speaker 4: That's that's called.
Speaker 1: Hey. She called me a black man. So that's that's
Speaker 1: how would be.
Speaker 3: That's how it would be, you know, very ridiculous, very
Speaker 3: very detailed, very deep, and john everything that I see.
Speaker 3: The one thing, the one thing I don't forget anything.
Speaker 3: I don't forget anything that said. I don't forget anything
Speaker 3: that I heard. I don't forget anything.
Speaker 4: That I've sought.
Speaker 1: Ever.
Speaker 4: If you not hear me ever, I got. I got
Speaker 4: the memory of an elephant.
Speaker 3: So as time go as time goes on, which is
Speaker 3: why I was thinking about, you know, doing something like that.
Speaker 4: But then the price points you talk about like, I'm
Speaker 4: not doing that. I'm not sitting down and giving you
Speaker 4: that kind of money.
Speaker 3: Just to hear you from me to tell you my
Speaker 3: problems and you to regurgitate what you think the issues
Speaker 3: are with me.
Speaker 1: Honestly, ol, yoe for me. If I care about somebody,
Speaker 1: there's not amount of money enough that I would spend
Speaker 1: to try to make it work. That's not what I mean.
Speaker 1: I'm in. If I care, I care, we dating, you
Speaker 1: need something? I got you right. Uh. That's that's how
Speaker 1: I am because I've taken time out of I've taken
Speaker 1: time out of my schedule to try to get to
Speaker 1: know you on a level, and I spent that kind
Speaker 1: of time. I done got a year, I done, got
Speaker 1: two years. I ain't got three years. I'm not willing
Speaker 1: to just throw it away. That's just me. So you
Speaker 1: mean to tell me I was in love with this
Speaker 1: person for three years, four years, and one incident makes
Speaker 1: me throw it all the way. I just I mean, yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm sure there are probably things that she probably could
Speaker 1: have done that would would make me do that. But
Speaker 1: because I know I'm not perfect and I'm flawed, and
Speaker 1: I've put people in situations that I've asked for a
Speaker 1: second chance and they graciously gain that. That's what That's why,
Speaker 1: Oh Joe, That's why I say, I'll never ask more
Speaker 1: than I'm wanting to give. That's why I don't go, Hey,
Speaker 1: ain't no woman. You ain't gonna find nobody in the
Speaker 1: last I bet you can't find one person the last
Speaker 1: thirty years. Say Shannon Shot called me at two o'clock,
Speaker 1: one o'clock midnight and came over to my house. I
Speaker 1: don't never ask more than I'm willing to give. I
Speaker 1: don't do that because I don't want you to call me.
Speaker 1: Don't call me at one o'clock and that, first of all,
Speaker 1: I ain't gonna answer the phone.
Speaker 3: Second ball you no late night moodigo like? And where
Speaker 3: you at I'm leaving, I'm I'm sleeping. I'm sleeping, Well,
Speaker 3: actually i'm not sleeping. I'm thinking, like I ask you done,
Speaker 3: Probably you don't probably send me a message. And I'm
Speaker 3: thinking about, okay, what I got to do with blah
Speaker 3: blah blah.
Speaker 1: I got sponsors, I got this. I gotta, you know,
Speaker 1: jump on the call. I got to a zoom meeting
Speaker 1: about this. I gotta, you know, talk to the right,
Speaker 1: the right, the right one to get you. He ain't
Speaker 1: gonna have you up. You're not finna call me that
Speaker 1: time of night. Oh Joe, Oh joe. I'm I don't
Speaker 1: sleep well anywhere. Probably sleep by four or five hours.
Speaker 1: That's all I sleep. And then I get me an
Speaker 1: hour and nap during the day. Nah, it ain't that serious,
Speaker 1: I don't. I mean, look, I love sex like the
Speaker 1: next man. I don't love it that much not to
Speaker 1: get up at the one o'clock, two o'clock in the morning.
Speaker 1: Oh no, no, no, no, I mean you called somebody
Speaker 1: at one o'clock in the morning. You up now, When
Speaker 1: I was younger.
Speaker 4: Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay.
Speaker 1: This thirty years about to be seventy. When I was younger, man,
Speaker 1: I was man, I was sleep. Boom boom boom, boom boom,
Speaker 1: boom at that clock two fifteen. I said, oh no,
Speaker 1: o Joe, oh oh Joe. I was I ain't gonna lie.
Speaker 1: I was bad, hey, I said, boy, oh man, I
Speaker 1: go downstairs. Oyo. I opened the door. Somebody said, you've
Speaker 1: been talking about me. I said, what she had on?
Speaker 1: Something real scantily. He was scantily class. I said what
Speaker 1: I said, come on in you over here. Now you
Speaker 1: the got me up. Yeah, you're about to get to
Speaker 1: hook it for I like that. That was then, Oh yo,
Speaker 1: I remember, I let me tell you true story. Ohoe.
Speaker 1: This was in nineteen ninety three. I'll never forget it.
Speaker 1: I had just moved into the breakers. Every said that.
Speaker 1: I said, nah, I'm good. That was it. I can't
Speaker 1: do it, O Joe, because you know what, in my mind,
Speaker 1: I think it's something gonna happen. I'm going somewhere. I
Speaker 1: supposed to be home, being the bed, sleep on a job.
Speaker 1: Something happens. Shanna, have a blah blah blah, Shanna, you're
Speaker 1: supposed to be in the bed. That's my my I
Speaker 1: always think when I'm not when I was supposed to
Speaker 1: be doing what I'm supposed to be doing. If I
Speaker 1: try to veer off from that. That's why I do
Speaker 1: the same thing over and over. I'm in my own head,
Speaker 1: I'm cool,