1 00:00:00,200 --> 00:00:02,639 Speaker 1: And I listen to the black guy who tips because Rod 2 00:00:02,720 --> 00:00:05,720 Speaker 1: and Karen are so hot. All people have truths that 3 00:00:05,760 --> 00:00:07,880 Speaker 1: relate to where they are in their lives. The truth 4 00:00:07,920 --> 00:00:11,399 Speaker 1: of one person's poverty is equally and simultaneously as true 5 00:00:11,440 --> 00:00:14,280 Speaker 1: as the truth of someone's wealth. The wealthy person is 6 00:00:14,320 --> 00:00:17,079 Speaker 1: not inherently bad or good, neither is the poor person. 7 00:00:17,480 --> 00:00:20,880 Speaker 1: That is, each of their truth for the moment conditions change. 8 00:00:20,880 --> 00:00:22,639 Speaker 1: The truth of this moment may not be the truth 9 00:00:22,640 --> 00:00:25,680 Speaker 1: of the next. There is constant movement. Still, we have 10 00:00:25,760 --> 00:00:28,200 Speaker 1: to honor this movement because we do not know what 11 00:00:28,240 --> 00:00:30,400 Speaker 1: the next one holds. The truth of the past is 12 00:00:30,440 --> 00:00:33,320 Speaker 1: well in the past. The only way to be truly 13 00:00:33,360 --> 00:00:35,640 Speaker 1: honest is to stay completely in the moment that we 14 00:00:35,760 --> 00:00:39,680 Speaker 1: already are in, and then the next, and then the next. 15 00:00:40,200 --> 00:00:43,040 Speaker 1: Every single being's truth and the truth of every given 16 00:00:43,080 --> 00:00:46,280 Speaker 1: situation are all happening at the same time, moment to 17 00:00:46,360 --> 00:00:51,519 Speaker 1: moment to moment, radiating into every direction, dynamically creating new 18 00:00:51,520 --> 00:00:54,320 Speaker 1: truths as they go. You can see how there is 19 00:00:54,360 --> 00:00:57,000 Speaker 1: no limit to truths. We should be prepared to master 20 00:00:57,120 --> 00:00:59,840 Speaker 1: all of them and begin and being prepared to accept 21 00:01:00,160 --> 00:01:01,880 Speaker 1: in all truths, we are able to relax and be 22 00:01:01,920 --> 00:01:04,240 Speaker 1: in our lives as they are. If we are willing 23 00:01:04,319 --> 00:01:07,280 Speaker 1: to accept truth just as it comes, without trying to 24 00:01:07,360 --> 00:01:09,440 Speaker 1: change it to suit our needs, we become free of 25 00:01:09,480 --> 00:01:11,600 Speaker 1: the anxiety that comes from the urge to change and 26 00:01:11,600 --> 00:01:16,080 Speaker 1: control it. By master, I mean receive with our full minds, 27 00:01:16,120 --> 00:01:20,479 Speaker 1: open and without resistance. It doesn't mean that you know everything. Rather, 28 00:01:20,560 --> 00:01:22,399 Speaker 1: it means that you may not know anything at all 29 00:01:22,400 --> 00:01:24,760 Speaker 1: in the situation, but you have become so open to 30 00:01:24,800 --> 00:01:27,680 Speaker 1: the infinite possibilities that you can approach and accept anything, 31 00:01:28,400 --> 00:01:30,680 Speaker 1: even pain. We have to be just as willing to 32 00:01:30,680 --> 00:01:33,600 Speaker 1: touch and acknowledge the pain as we are to feel 33 00:01:33,600 --> 00:01:36,240 Speaker 1: the joy. Why Because one doesn't exist without the other. 34 00:01:36,560 --> 00:01:38,959 Speaker 1: Who needs up if there is no down. They are 35 00:01:38,959 --> 00:01:41,520 Speaker 1: so linked together that they are the same thing, different 36 00:01:41,520 --> 00:01:44,880 Speaker 1: perspectives on the very same thing. Hey, welcome to the 37 00:01:44,880 --> 00:01:48,600 Speaker 1: Blackout Tills Podcast. I'm your host, Rod, joined us always 38 00:01:48,600 --> 00:01:52,000 Speaker 1: by my co host, and we're live on a Monday night. 39 00:01:52,200 --> 00:01:55,720 Speaker 1: Ready to do some podcasting? Okay, ready for Monday night? 40 00:01:55,800 --> 00:02:06,200 Speaker 1: COVID football over here? Are you ready? Are you ready 41 00:02:06,240 --> 00:02:12,600 Speaker 1: for some football? But yeah, that's from of course. One 42 00:02:12,600 --> 00:02:15,919 Speaker 1: of my favorite books I'm reading right now is being 43 00:02:15,960 --> 00:02:22,359 Speaker 1: Black Angel Coyoto Williams, and I just thought that passage 44 00:02:22,400 --> 00:02:25,839 Speaker 1: was really interesting, especially when it comes to truths being 45 00:02:25,880 --> 00:02:31,120 Speaker 1: different for different people, and especially like the because that 46 00:02:31,200 --> 00:02:32,960 Speaker 1: is kind of my approach on a lot of stuff. 47 00:02:33,040 --> 00:02:38,119 Speaker 1: I don't assume anyone's evil because they have or don't have, 48 00:02:38,880 --> 00:02:41,040 Speaker 1: you know, I think a lot of things that add 49 00:02:41,080 --> 00:02:43,480 Speaker 1: up to me feeling like disdained towards a person is 50 00:02:43,520 --> 00:02:48,800 Speaker 1: more about their actions, you know, like like to me, 51 00:02:50,080 --> 00:02:52,919 Speaker 1: Trump is a great example of somebody who's taken enough 52 00:02:52,960 --> 00:02:55,239 Speaker 1: actions for me to be like, I don't ever assume 53 00:02:55,320 --> 00:02:59,919 Speaker 1: the best of this erson, but that you can tell 54 00:03:00,000 --> 00:03:02,359 Speaker 1: a lot of people's commentary is you know, moving out 55 00:03:02,360 --> 00:03:04,960 Speaker 1: of different areas and it's like, well, I'm jealous that 56 00:03:05,040 --> 00:03:07,079 Speaker 1: so and so has more than me, So they must 57 00:03:07,120 --> 00:03:10,120 Speaker 1: be a bad person. Or this person is broke, they 58 00:03:10,200 --> 00:03:12,800 Speaker 1: must be a good person, they must be a. 59 00:03:13,040 --> 00:03:15,880 Speaker 2: Person, right, I'm like that those things aren't always true. 60 00:03:15,919 --> 00:03:19,120 Speaker 1: People just make these assumptions. Yeah, And I think I 61 00:03:19,120 --> 00:03:21,880 Speaker 1: feel like the truth is your situation could change, and 62 00:03:22,000 --> 00:03:26,480 Speaker 1: you don't really change, like internally into some different type 63 00:03:26,480 --> 00:03:29,080 Speaker 1: of person. So, but it does change the way people 64 00:03:29,200 --> 00:03:32,000 Speaker 1: view you. You know, Oh, you're you have this. Now 65 00:03:32,360 --> 00:03:34,040 Speaker 1: you got a new car. What do you do to 66 00:03:34,040 --> 00:03:35,880 Speaker 1: get this new car? See, you don't change and you 67 00:03:35,920 --> 00:03:37,560 Speaker 1: got the new car. It doesn't matter if you change, 68 00:03:37,600 --> 00:03:42,200 Speaker 1: you're not. We're all constantly changing. But that perception is there, 69 00:03:42,240 --> 00:03:45,680 Speaker 1: you know, they see they feel like they see something different. Now, 70 00:03:46,280 --> 00:03:47,960 Speaker 1: it's been weird to be on the other side of 71 00:03:47,960 --> 00:03:52,680 Speaker 1: this and experience it. I feel like it happens in 72 00:03:52,720 --> 00:03:55,600 Speaker 1: little ways all the time to people, but you know, 73 00:03:55,720 --> 00:03:59,120 Speaker 1: with us having a growing spotlight, you know, it's been 74 00:03:59,200 --> 00:04:02,120 Speaker 1: interesting to see how people have changed towards us, for 75 00:04:02,200 --> 00:04:04,240 Speaker 1: good and bad. And this is not it's not all bad, 76 00:04:04,360 --> 00:04:07,720 Speaker 1: you know, but it's been interesting to experience that, to 77 00:04:07,760 --> 00:04:10,480 Speaker 1: be like, man, this person feels differently about me. Now 78 00:04:10,560 --> 00:04:13,520 Speaker 1: I have not done anything different, you know what I mean, 79 00:04:14,680 --> 00:04:17,000 Speaker 1: And so I think that's a big thing. And then 80 00:04:17,040 --> 00:04:19,760 Speaker 1: I love how she talked about letting go. It causes 81 00:04:19,800 --> 00:04:24,880 Speaker 1: you anxiety to to not want to accept those truths 82 00:04:25,040 --> 00:04:27,479 Speaker 1: in the moment, and how you can only kind of 83 00:04:27,480 --> 00:04:31,040 Speaker 1: live moment to moment. You can't really anxiety to me 84 00:04:31,160 --> 00:04:35,240 Speaker 1: comes from anticipation of the future or the inability for 85 00:04:35,279 --> 00:04:37,279 Speaker 1: me to get over the past, at least for me. 86 00:04:39,000 --> 00:04:43,480 Speaker 1: You know, I was realizing today I was talking to BOSSI, 87 00:04:44,240 --> 00:04:47,000 Speaker 1: and I was realizing, like, damn, I had this weekend. 88 00:04:47,040 --> 00:04:49,520 Speaker 1: I kind of had an anxiety attack. And I didn't 89 00:04:49,520 --> 00:04:52,440 Speaker 1: really put it together because when you're experiencing, it's not 90 00:04:52,520 --> 00:04:55,640 Speaker 1: it's not like a TV show or movie where you're like, 91 00:04:56,040 --> 00:04:58,599 Speaker 1: this is an anxiety attack, you know, like you know, 92 00:04:58,880 --> 00:05:02,880 Speaker 1: but I really it like talking to her because I 93 00:05:02,920 --> 00:05:04,880 Speaker 1: was like, this is how I was feeling, and she 94 00:05:05,040 --> 00:05:08,479 Speaker 1: was like, that's that's anxiety. I was like, yeah, it is, 95 00:05:08,560 --> 00:05:11,320 Speaker 1: you know. I just I had been doing so well. 96 00:05:11,880 --> 00:05:14,480 Speaker 1: And it's not to knock myself, because you know, it's 97 00:05:14,520 --> 00:05:17,800 Speaker 1: not past fail, but I had been doing so well 98 00:05:17,920 --> 00:05:21,039 Speaker 1: dealing with my anxiety and making good boundaries and doing 99 00:05:21,240 --> 00:05:25,880 Speaker 1: having pretty good controls over it. And to have like 100 00:05:25,920 --> 00:05:28,760 Speaker 1: a I don't know if I call it relapse, but 101 00:05:28,880 --> 00:05:31,640 Speaker 1: just to have like that moment of like, oh, yeah, 102 00:05:31,680 --> 00:05:33,800 Speaker 1: this is how I used to feel. I used to 103 00:05:33,800 --> 00:05:37,960 Speaker 1: feel like this all the time, and to have like 104 00:05:38,400 --> 00:05:41,120 Speaker 1: that moment and to try, you know, I tried to 105 00:05:41,200 --> 00:05:45,080 Speaker 1: use the tools that I've been equipping myself with over 106 00:05:45,120 --> 00:05:48,359 Speaker 1: the last couple of years, you know, through therapy, through 107 00:05:49,800 --> 00:05:53,279 Speaker 1: reading stuff like that, use some of those tools that 108 00:05:54,080 --> 00:05:58,120 Speaker 1: I didn't used to have, and I think it helped, 109 00:05:58,160 --> 00:06:00,520 Speaker 1: you know, because of one I didn't vi al out, 110 00:06:00,560 --> 00:06:02,080 Speaker 1: I'm not still experiencing it. 111 00:06:02,440 --> 00:06:04,560 Speaker 2: And so that's the thing people are so focused on, 112 00:06:04,600 --> 00:06:06,360 Speaker 2: like you said, past the fail that they don't look 113 00:06:06,400 --> 00:06:10,720 Speaker 2: at you improved. You know, things happen and it might 114 00:06:10,760 --> 00:06:13,080 Speaker 2: catch you off guard. But when it caught you the 115 00:06:13,120 --> 00:06:15,479 Speaker 2: first time you fail to pieces, it caught you the 116 00:06:15,520 --> 00:06:19,159 Speaker 2: second time. You may have just broken half, which means 117 00:06:19,160 --> 00:06:22,039 Speaker 2: you got two pieces versus one hundred pieces. It hits 118 00:06:22,080 --> 00:06:25,560 Speaker 2: you again. You might okay, I'm on the knee, but 119 00:06:25,600 --> 00:06:28,480 Speaker 2: at least you didn't break, you know. So it's an improvement. 120 00:06:28,520 --> 00:06:31,680 Speaker 2: But people's focus on I didn't get it right. It 121 00:06:31,720 --> 00:06:33,880 Speaker 2: got to me, but that's just a part of life. Well, 122 00:06:33,880 --> 00:06:36,520 Speaker 2: eventually you're gonna get to the point where, not that 123 00:06:36,600 --> 00:06:38,760 Speaker 2: it's never gonna bother you, but eventually you might get 124 00:06:38,800 --> 00:06:40,880 Speaker 2: to the point where you can recognize it sooner because 125 00:06:40,920 --> 00:06:42,720 Speaker 2: eventually you can be like, oh, I see that, and 126 00:06:43,120 --> 00:06:44,880 Speaker 2: I know how to respond to it properly now. 127 00:06:45,120 --> 00:06:50,159 Speaker 1: And the Internet is weird because it's like a place 128 00:06:50,200 --> 00:06:53,880 Speaker 1: where people normally when they bring up these things, it's 129 00:06:53,880 --> 00:06:58,279 Speaker 1: because they have either ulterior motives or something. But people 130 00:06:58,279 --> 00:07:00,520 Speaker 1: for the most part try to act like nothing gets 131 00:07:00,520 --> 00:07:03,920 Speaker 1: to them unless it serves the purpose of that moment. 132 00:07:04,000 --> 00:07:06,920 Speaker 1: Then it's like I'm angry, you know, I'm sad on this, 133 00:07:07,000 --> 00:07:10,120 Speaker 1: but very little, very few people are like this thing 134 00:07:10,200 --> 00:07:15,480 Speaker 1: is fucking with me, and not in a useful way, 135 00:07:15,880 --> 00:07:18,760 Speaker 1: just like it's fucking with me. And so I think 136 00:07:18,800 --> 00:07:25,200 Speaker 1: that's a part of it. I think, Uh, this environment 137 00:07:25,240 --> 00:07:29,360 Speaker 1: we have now, you know, the pandemic, uh, the election, 138 00:07:31,560 --> 00:07:36,080 Speaker 1: the amount of tension and focus on everything you brought up. 139 00:07:36,880 --> 00:07:39,520 Speaker 1: People are spending more time online than normal. I know 140 00:07:39,600 --> 00:07:43,640 Speaker 1: that's that's true for me, and so it really made 141 00:07:43,640 --> 00:07:45,680 Speaker 1: me think about my regiment of things that I do 142 00:07:45,800 --> 00:07:49,280 Speaker 1: to kind of, you know, set my boundaries and curtel 143 00:07:49,800 --> 00:07:52,640 Speaker 1: my how much I'm on with other people and stuff, 144 00:07:52,680 --> 00:07:56,360 Speaker 1: because it's just not like I understand, my experience is 145 00:07:56,440 --> 00:07:58,720 Speaker 1: not gonna be the same as other people's experience. And 146 00:07:58,960 --> 00:08:02,320 Speaker 1: knowing that going in a big part of the battle, Like, Okay, 147 00:08:02,520 --> 00:08:08,120 Speaker 1: you say something innocuous, you know, motherfucker's gonna interact with it. 148 00:08:08,240 --> 00:08:10,560 Speaker 1: Another person might say the same thing. Nobody will talk 149 00:08:10,560 --> 00:08:14,640 Speaker 1: to them. You say something that can be taken in 150 00:08:14,680 --> 00:08:16,440 Speaker 1: a bad way. People will take it that way. You 151 00:08:16,480 --> 00:08:21,200 Speaker 1: say something that can be taken out of context, you 152 00:08:21,280 --> 00:08:22,840 Speaker 1: might have to deal with that, you know. I mean, 153 00:08:22,840 --> 00:08:25,080 Speaker 1: you hope not to. And it sucks to even have 154 00:08:25,120 --> 00:08:27,880 Speaker 1: to think about all that shit before you say anything, 155 00:08:28,520 --> 00:08:33,840 Speaker 1: but that's kind of the truth. And people now kind 156 00:08:33,880 --> 00:08:37,880 Speaker 1: of group up and they get in these communities of 157 00:08:38,000 --> 00:08:40,160 Speaker 1: we're going from the next fire to the fire burning 158 00:08:40,160 --> 00:08:44,320 Speaker 1: the next witch and so, you know, at first, I 159 00:08:44,400 --> 00:08:46,319 Speaker 1: just didn't realize it. I was just like, man, that 160 00:08:46,440 --> 00:08:49,560 Speaker 1: was weird. But then I thought about it, and you know, 161 00:08:49,679 --> 00:08:55,040 Speaker 1: I remember when Chadwick died, Like that night, I was 162 00:08:55,080 --> 00:08:57,440 Speaker 1: just out of it, Like I laid on the couch 163 00:08:57,760 --> 00:09:02,439 Speaker 1: and just laid down because I was like, just another hit, 164 00:09:02,640 --> 00:09:06,160 Speaker 1: just another thing nobody saw coming. And this year that 165 00:09:06,240 --> 00:09:12,320 Speaker 1: fucking sucked. And you know, and I felt like that 166 00:09:12,400 --> 00:09:14,800 Speaker 1: gave me some level of anxiety, but it wasn't. It 167 00:09:14,840 --> 00:09:18,240 Speaker 1: was like, you know, it's not the same as somebody 168 00:09:18,520 --> 00:09:21,560 Speaker 1: like targeting you. So for me, I was able to 169 00:09:21,600 --> 00:09:25,160 Speaker 1: be like, Okay, walk walk yourself through this. It's all right, 170 00:09:26,360 --> 00:09:29,920 Speaker 1: this is the person you didn't know. Things happen. You know, 171 00:09:29,960 --> 00:09:34,000 Speaker 1: It's okay to be saddened by it. Everyone's going sad. 172 00:09:34,120 --> 00:09:36,120 Speaker 1: You know. I hopped off a line. I didn't want 173 00:09:36,120 --> 00:09:40,559 Speaker 1: to talk about talk about it with anyone, and kind 174 00:09:40,559 --> 00:09:43,040 Speaker 1: of was cool by the next day, Like the next 175 00:09:43,040 --> 00:09:44,720 Speaker 1: morning I woke up, I was like, all right, this 176 00:09:44,800 --> 00:09:48,560 Speaker 1: is a sad thing that happened, but that's kind of life, 177 00:09:48,840 --> 00:09:49,080 Speaker 1: you know. 178 00:09:49,480 --> 00:09:54,079 Speaker 2: Yeah, And everybody kind of deals with that very differently 179 00:09:54,520 --> 00:09:58,960 Speaker 2: and according to their personality and them knowing themselves. I know, 180 00:09:59,160 --> 00:10:02,959 Speaker 2: for me, yeah, have I try to balance online. There 181 00:10:02,960 --> 00:10:04,960 Speaker 2: are periods of time where I spend more time online 182 00:10:05,000 --> 00:10:10,880 Speaker 2: than I did than normal. But for me, I actually 183 00:10:11,080 --> 00:10:13,240 Speaker 2: don't spend as much time online as I used to 184 00:10:13,440 --> 00:10:17,360 Speaker 2: in years past. I literally when I see shit happening, 185 00:10:17,400 --> 00:10:21,000 Speaker 2: I just literally check out. And Roger Roger can contest 186 00:10:21,040 --> 00:10:23,079 Speaker 2: to this. I play my game like a mother, like 187 00:10:23,120 --> 00:10:25,280 Speaker 2: I might a fucking ate hour shift. That's all I 188 00:10:25,320 --> 00:10:27,760 Speaker 2: do all day. Because I was like, oh no, no, no, no, no, no, no, 189 00:10:27,840 --> 00:10:30,080 Speaker 2: y'all not gonna stress me out. You're not gonna wear me. 190 00:10:30,120 --> 00:10:32,080 Speaker 2: I'm not gonna pick up your anxiety. I'm not gonna 191 00:10:32,120 --> 00:10:33,840 Speaker 2: pick up your hurt. I'm not gonna pick up your pain. 192 00:10:34,040 --> 00:10:35,920 Speaker 2: You're not gonna wear me down. You're not gonna wear 193 00:10:35,920 --> 00:10:38,240 Speaker 2: me out, like I know myself, and I'm like, nope, 194 00:10:38,320 --> 00:10:40,480 Speaker 2: I can't take it. I can't deal with it. So 195 00:10:40,640 --> 00:10:43,160 Speaker 2: I'm going to do something. I have got to get 196 00:10:43,200 --> 00:10:46,760 Speaker 2: out of this place, in this space. This calls in 197 00:10:46,880 --> 00:10:50,080 Speaker 2: me this problem, Like I can always remove myself out 198 00:10:50,080 --> 00:10:52,439 Speaker 2: of the situation. That is always an option. 199 00:10:52,480 --> 00:10:55,559 Speaker 1: That is honestly, That's what I've had to do because 200 00:10:55,640 --> 00:10:57,840 Speaker 1: I can't think of another solution. You're not gonna get 201 00:10:58,280 --> 00:10:59,839 Speaker 1: like we always say that roof don't live on it 202 00:10:59,880 --> 00:11:01,840 Speaker 1: end that, no, it doesn't. So you're not gonna get 203 00:11:01,840 --> 00:11:04,000 Speaker 1: it from social media. It's ruthless that like you do 204 00:11:04,120 --> 00:11:07,760 Speaker 1: anything if it's convenient, motherfuckers will come at you. So 205 00:11:08,320 --> 00:11:10,080 Speaker 1: you're not gonna get it there. What I had to 206 00:11:10,120 --> 00:11:13,480 Speaker 1: do really was find a lot like an offline support 207 00:11:13,520 --> 00:11:16,360 Speaker 1: group or support in my support group. I shouldn't say 208 00:11:16,400 --> 00:11:18,520 Speaker 1: that it's just my friends. I just like people that 209 00:11:18,559 --> 00:11:21,320 Speaker 1: I typically think thoughts that I would express on the 210 00:11:21,360 --> 00:11:26,079 Speaker 1: internet to this sea of strangers. I was like, let 211 00:11:26,080 --> 00:11:28,160 Speaker 1: me just take that to my friends, Like why am 212 00:11:28,200 --> 00:11:32,360 Speaker 1: I even bothering to go into this to try to 213 00:11:32,400 --> 00:11:36,200 Speaker 1: explain this complicated thing to a bunch of people that 214 00:11:36,400 --> 00:11:39,600 Speaker 1: don't really want to be here for complicated moments, right so, 215 00:11:39,920 --> 00:11:43,240 Speaker 1: and don't know you, there's nothing invested into you, right right. 216 00:11:43,360 --> 00:11:47,200 Speaker 1: So that was a thing and I had, you know, 217 00:11:47,280 --> 00:11:50,120 Speaker 1: I really not. I hadn't been doing it as much lately, 218 00:11:50,160 --> 00:11:51,760 Speaker 1: and I was like, oh no, I should just get 219 00:11:51,800 --> 00:11:58,800 Speaker 1: back on that. And then another thing that another thing 220 00:11:58,960 --> 00:12:05,280 Speaker 1: was just the the tools I try to use, Like 221 00:12:05,360 --> 00:12:10,360 Speaker 1: I was really using like breathing exercises, I really was. 222 00:12:11,800 --> 00:12:15,640 Speaker 1: I actually worked on a creative project. I made three 223 00:12:15,720 --> 00:12:21,800 Speaker 1: more covers for Black Mama Monthly. Hilarious. Yeah yeah, yeah. 224 00:12:21,800 --> 00:12:26,440 Speaker 1: People loved it on Twitter and Instagram and shit, because 225 00:12:26,480 --> 00:12:29,160 Speaker 1: it takes a long time to do those, like, you know, 226 00:12:29,160 --> 00:12:31,760 Speaker 1: because I'm not I'm not good. Listen, the staff of 227 00:12:31,760 --> 00:12:34,480 Speaker 1: Black Mama Monthly is one person with a canvas account. 228 00:12:34,960 --> 00:12:39,319 Speaker 1: So if you're looking for top notch photoshopping shit, you're 229 00:12:39,320 --> 00:12:43,120 Speaker 1: not gonna find it here. But I made like some 230 00:12:43,320 --> 00:12:46,160 Speaker 1: covers of Black Mama Monthly because I couldn't sleep and stuff, 231 00:12:46,200 --> 00:12:48,480 Speaker 1: and I had woken up early after not sleeping that 232 00:12:48,559 --> 00:12:51,880 Speaker 1: much and just kind of, you know, try to find 233 00:12:51,880 --> 00:12:55,760 Speaker 1: my funny again. I think this year, you know, Kobe dying, 234 00:12:56,720 --> 00:13:02,120 Speaker 1: all the George Floyd, Breonna Taylor, like all the black 235 00:13:02,200 --> 00:13:06,680 Speaker 1: death shit, and us really only having the Internet for 236 00:13:06,679 --> 00:13:09,160 Speaker 1: a lot of connection with you know, for those that 237 00:13:09,200 --> 00:13:12,960 Speaker 1: are actually you know, following protocol. We're not really seeing 238 00:13:13,000 --> 00:13:16,080 Speaker 1: our family. We're not you know, we're not really experiencing 239 00:13:17,000 --> 00:13:19,400 Speaker 1: get together, is going to the movies, stuff like that 240 00:13:19,520 --> 00:13:22,360 Speaker 1: is cut off and so you know, it can get 241 00:13:22,360 --> 00:13:26,040 Speaker 1: to you at times. And on top of that, you know, 242 00:13:26,480 --> 00:13:30,920 Speaker 1: I don't want to be the focus of somebody's Internet eire, 243 00:13:31,120 --> 00:13:34,280 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. And I think it was 244 00:13:34,400 --> 00:13:39,439 Speaker 1: interesting because but I like able Verne caught hell. I did, 245 00:13:39,440 --> 00:13:41,000 Speaker 1: I kind of like a fraction of hell. I got 246 00:13:41,000 --> 00:13:43,240 Speaker 1: a little just like I muted the shit and was 247 00:13:43,280 --> 00:13:48,400 Speaker 1: like I'm out. But it was interesting because my only 248 00:13:48,480 --> 00:13:50,960 Speaker 1: point with the able to vern A thing was like, 249 00:13:52,280 --> 00:13:56,760 Speaker 1: it's a lot to turn completely on her. Doesn't mean 250 00:13:56,800 --> 00:13:58,680 Speaker 1: it doesn't mean you have to agree with her, doesn't 251 00:13:58,679 --> 00:14:02,280 Speaker 1: mean you can't be like, yeah, I disagree. It's a 252 00:14:02,320 --> 00:14:05,960 Speaker 1: lot to completely throw this person away, which is basically 253 00:14:06,000 --> 00:14:08,440 Speaker 1: what people are at. People say cast coat is not real, 254 00:14:08,480 --> 00:14:12,480 Speaker 1: but it's not because they don't try, and they try, 255 00:14:13,000 --> 00:14:15,400 Speaker 1: and to me, it's hard for me to get away 256 00:14:15,400 --> 00:14:17,559 Speaker 1: from the fact that everybody's a person on the other 257 00:14:17,600 --> 00:14:19,960 Speaker 1: side of the screen. Yes, they are for the most part, 258 00:14:20,040 --> 00:14:23,480 Speaker 1: right for the people that actually, you know, put their 259 00:14:23,520 --> 00:14:26,120 Speaker 1: face on there and live their lives and talk about 260 00:14:26,160 --> 00:14:30,080 Speaker 1: things for real that you know, like there's some people 261 00:14:30,120 --> 00:14:34,920 Speaker 1: that they exist, and you know, it's hard for me 262 00:14:34,960 --> 00:14:39,080 Speaker 1: to separate that. Like I like, I can disagree with 263 00:14:39,200 --> 00:14:42,840 Speaker 1: something my friend says and I would never disrespect them. 264 00:14:43,440 --> 00:14:46,920 Speaker 1: So like, you know, let's say we had a guest 265 00:14:46,920 --> 00:14:49,280 Speaker 1: on the show and they was like, I wish Donald Trump, Well, 266 00:14:49,360 --> 00:14:51,600 Speaker 1: I would never disrespect that person. I would be like, 267 00:14:51,640 --> 00:14:54,680 Speaker 1: I don't share that view. And if that's the view 268 00:14:54,720 --> 00:14:57,640 Speaker 1: you need to have for your moral compass, I understand, 269 00:14:58,080 --> 00:15:01,160 Speaker 1: but it's just not for me. There's a difference between 270 00:15:01,200 --> 00:15:03,840 Speaker 1: that and then like you ain't ever been shipped, you, 271 00:15:03,840 --> 00:15:06,520 Speaker 1: you know, class this piece of shit like that kind 272 00:15:06,520 --> 00:15:10,520 Speaker 1: of thing. And so even saying that within a mob 273 00:15:10,840 --> 00:15:13,240 Speaker 1: was like, fuck you, you know you ain't shit. I 274 00:15:13,240 --> 00:15:15,280 Speaker 1: always knew you want shit, you know, that kind of shit. 275 00:15:16,000 --> 00:15:21,119 Speaker 1: And it was interesting because I realized that my desire 276 00:15:21,560 --> 00:15:27,040 Speaker 1: to want people to get along, my desire to want 277 00:15:27,160 --> 00:15:30,280 Speaker 1: to at least coexist, not I don't even you don't 278 00:15:30,280 --> 00:15:33,320 Speaker 1: even have to like me that that thing is real 279 00:15:33,360 --> 00:15:37,520 Speaker 1: for me, you know. And you know, look, I'm learning, 280 00:15:37,560 --> 00:15:39,800 Speaker 1: you know, learning to set up boundaries like Okay, let 281 00:15:39,800 --> 00:15:41,760 Speaker 1: me just disconnect from this person, we don't need to 282 00:15:41,760 --> 00:15:43,280 Speaker 1: be seeing each other, we don't need to follow each 283 00:15:43,280 --> 00:15:48,200 Speaker 1: other whatever. And then the reaction to that, you know, 284 00:15:48,480 --> 00:15:50,600 Speaker 1: like that type of like how dare you unfollow me? 285 00:15:50,640 --> 00:15:53,040 Speaker 1: It's like, well, nigga, you just told me I wasn't shit, 286 00:15:53,760 --> 00:15:57,000 Speaker 1: So like what, like why would you want why would 287 00:15:57,080 --> 00:15:58,640 Speaker 1: we why would I want to see that? And why 288 00:15:58,640 --> 00:16:01,280 Speaker 1: would you think we're not friends? Why do you think 289 00:16:01,280 --> 00:16:03,440 Speaker 1: we had the right to even do that? Like if 290 00:16:03,480 --> 00:16:05,400 Speaker 1: I thought you wasn't shit, I really would just not 291 00:16:05,440 --> 00:16:08,400 Speaker 1: fuck with you. It doesn't it's no no hard feelings 292 00:16:08,440 --> 00:16:09,040 Speaker 1: about it, you know. 293 00:16:09,200 --> 00:16:11,640 Speaker 2: Yeah, And and and for me, it's it's a lot 294 00:16:11,680 --> 00:16:15,600 Speaker 2: of factors. For me, not all the time, but I 295 00:16:15,680 --> 00:16:18,160 Speaker 2: look at the Internet like a bunch of cat fights 296 00:16:18,200 --> 00:16:20,760 Speaker 2: constantly happening around me. Well, if it's not a cat fight, 297 00:16:21,080 --> 00:16:23,280 Speaker 2: it's cats in the vicinity, and an end of second 298 00:16:23,400 --> 00:16:25,840 Speaker 2: something could happen, and the motherfucking cat fight could happen. 299 00:16:26,200 --> 00:16:28,240 Speaker 2: So it's one of those things. Well, I just walked 300 00:16:28,240 --> 00:16:30,160 Speaker 2: past a cat fight. Oh they fighting. Do do do do? 301 00:16:30,240 --> 00:16:30,280 Speaker 3: Do? 302 00:16:30,400 --> 00:16:30,720 Speaker 2: Do? 303 00:16:30,520 --> 00:16:31,200 Speaker 1: Do do do do? 304 00:16:31,400 --> 00:16:33,040 Speaker 2: And I just walk right on because that's what the 305 00:16:33,040 --> 00:16:35,520 Speaker 2: fuck they're gonna do. And once I understood, oh, this 306 00:16:35,560 --> 00:16:37,320 Speaker 2: is what the fuck they do, this is what it is. 307 00:16:38,200 --> 00:16:39,200 Speaker 2: You know, it's one of those. 308 00:16:39,040 --> 00:16:40,960 Speaker 1: Things, and I normally do that. But I think the 309 00:16:41,040 --> 00:16:45,640 Speaker 1: difference is like I didn't find what I said to 310 00:16:45,680 --> 00:16:48,200 Speaker 1: be in flamm Well it was a little fatory, but 311 00:16:48,200 --> 00:16:49,800 Speaker 1: I didn't find what I said to be so like, 312 00:16:49,880 --> 00:16:52,200 Speaker 1: let's fight, you know. But but the thing I was 313 00:16:52,240 --> 00:16:55,200 Speaker 1: gonna say is like they spend all day fighting and so, 314 00:16:56,120 --> 00:16:59,720 Speaker 1: uh what what The thing for me is not the 315 00:16:59,720 --> 00:17:02,600 Speaker 1: fight as much as like, it's not, oh my god, 316 00:17:02,640 --> 00:17:04,959 Speaker 1: these people don't like me. It's that I have this 317 00:17:05,000 --> 00:17:07,560 Speaker 1: thing in me fight or flight, and my fight or 318 00:17:07,600 --> 00:17:11,320 Speaker 1: flight is fight, you know, it's not run. And so 319 00:17:11,480 --> 00:17:13,639 Speaker 1: it's hard for me to resist the urge to go 320 00:17:13,760 --> 00:17:15,040 Speaker 1: back and forth with these people. 321 00:17:15,160 --> 00:17:18,600 Speaker 2: Yeah, because there's something within you and my thing too, 322 00:17:19,119 --> 00:17:21,840 Speaker 2: You don't have that right, and that's the thing everybody had. 323 00:17:21,920 --> 00:17:24,800 Speaker 2: I have a fight a flight too, But my thing is, 324 00:17:25,000 --> 00:17:26,800 Speaker 2: oh there's something happening over here. 325 00:17:27,200 --> 00:17:28,840 Speaker 1: You're a flight. Yeah, I look at. 326 00:17:28,680 --> 00:17:30,879 Speaker 4: It, I examine it, and I go the fuck this, 327 00:17:31,280 --> 00:17:33,560 Speaker 4: you know, put like this, I have the type of 328 00:17:33,560 --> 00:17:38,439 Speaker 4: personality for me to actually fight, I got to be 329 00:17:38,480 --> 00:17:40,800 Speaker 4: hard pressed like it like it has like like. 330 00:17:40,760 --> 00:17:44,400 Speaker 2: For me, fighting is my last result. And that's why 331 00:17:44,680 --> 00:17:47,200 Speaker 2: somebody like me, I can you know, and you witnessed 332 00:17:47,240 --> 00:17:51,160 Speaker 2: this some for somebody like me to fight, Oh, it's 333 00:17:51,200 --> 00:17:53,320 Speaker 2: gonna be really ugly because it's gonna be one of 334 00:17:53,359 --> 00:17:56,399 Speaker 2: those things where it's like, oh, she's she fighting because 335 00:17:56,400 --> 00:17:58,960 Speaker 2: she's gotten to the point where she's fed up, you know. 336 00:17:59,359 --> 00:18:01,240 Speaker 2: So for me, I'm like, oh, that ain't no be deal, 337 00:18:01,320 --> 00:18:03,120 Speaker 2: that ain't no be ded like like, I'm more apt 338 00:18:03,200 --> 00:18:05,600 Speaker 2: to just let shit go. And I know other people 339 00:18:05,600 --> 00:18:06,920 Speaker 2: don't have that type of personality. 340 00:18:07,200 --> 00:18:10,399 Speaker 1: Yeah, and so I think that's really what it's about 341 00:18:10,400 --> 00:18:14,040 Speaker 1: for me, is fighting that impost to to to go 342 00:18:14,080 --> 00:18:15,960 Speaker 1: back and forth with people, which is which I did. 343 00:18:16,040 --> 00:18:17,840 Speaker 1: I did not go back and forth with these mother 344 00:18:18,080 --> 00:18:21,200 Speaker 1: like you know, once I realize like, oh, these motherfuckers 345 00:18:21,200 --> 00:18:23,280 Speaker 1: are just crazy and out for blood, I was like 346 00:18:23,400 --> 00:18:25,679 Speaker 1: I'm good, you know what I mean, I don't and 347 00:18:25,720 --> 00:18:27,280 Speaker 1: I and the thing is I see it in other 348 00:18:27,320 --> 00:18:29,679 Speaker 1: people like, I think it triggered Aba di Vernon and 349 00:18:29,760 --> 00:18:32,320 Speaker 1: she was going back and forth trying to like show 350 00:18:32,359 --> 00:18:34,720 Speaker 1: these black people like, no, nigga, I'm on your side. 351 00:18:34,760 --> 00:18:37,840 Speaker 1: I only do black shit. I only put on black people. 352 00:18:37,920 --> 00:18:38,720 Speaker 1: I love us. 353 00:18:38,840 --> 00:18:42,800 Speaker 2: That's human nature. It's human nature to to to defend yourself. 354 00:18:43,160 --> 00:18:45,720 Speaker 2: And it's one of those things where I guess, particularly 355 00:18:46,040 --> 00:18:48,960 Speaker 2: as I've gotten older and as I've experienced things in life, 356 00:18:50,240 --> 00:18:53,679 Speaker 2: for me, the most important thing to me in the 357 00:18:53,720 --> 00:18:57,240 Speaker 2: world is my peace of mind, and anything that disturbs 358 00:18:57,320 --> 00:19:00,119 Speaker 2: that has got to go. Like I'm like, oh, you 359 00:19:00,200 --> 00:19:02,320 Speaker 2: disturbing my peace. You got to go like like And 360 00:19:02,359 --> 00:19:04,520 Speaker 2: that's why that's where that flight come in, cause it's like, oh, 361 00:19:04,520 --> 00:19:06,159 Speaker 2: I ain't got to be here, Like I ain't got 362 00:19:06,200 --> 00:19:09,120 Speaker 2: to be here. It's real for me because I think 363 00:19:09,160 --> 00:19:10,879 Speaker 2: growing up, I had to be in places where I 364 00:19:10,920 --> 00:19:13,480 Speaker 2: didn't want to be, so I was decorated. But like 365 00:19:13,480 --> 00:19:15,320 Speaker 2: when I get grown, if I don't want to deal 366 00:19:15,320 --> 00:19:16,720 Speaker 2: with it, I'm not gonna deal with it. And I 367 00:19:16,840 --> 00:19:18,359 Speaker 2: refuse to deal with it and I meant it and 368 00:19:18,400 --> 00:19:20,879 Speaker 2: I stuck with it. So for me, I'm like, oh no, no, no, no, 369 00:19:21,280 --> 00:19:25,080 Speaker 2: you're you're disturbing the zen and the peaceful place that 370 00:19:25,160 --> 00:19:28,800 Speaker 2: I'm at right now. And so it's either you or me, 371 00:19:28,960 --> 00:19:30,960 Speaker 2: and I got to deal with it. So I rather 372 00:19:31,040 --> 00:19:33,480 Speaker 2: you go or me? Did you ever want somebody to go? 373 00:19:33,760 --> 00:19:37,080 Speaker 1: I just think people have different kinds of brains, you know, 374 00:19:37,520 --> 00:19:40,919 Speaker 1: and like I'll never really be able to understand like 375 00:19:41,640 --> 00:19:45,720 Speaker 1: suicidal ideation. I've never dealt with that, so I wouldn't. 376 00:19:45,760 --> 00:19:47,720 Speaker 1: You know, I can't dismiss that or speak on that 377 00:19:47,800 --> 00:19:49,119 Speaker 1: for other people because they. 378 00:19:49,000 --> 00:19:50,160 Speaker 2: Have you know, it's real. 379 00:19:50,200 --> 00:19:53,520 Speaker 1: I've experienced it, yes, exactly. So what I'm trying to 380 00:19:53,560 --> 00:19:59,320 Speaker 1: say is like anxiety for me is real, and it's 381 00:19:59,600 --> 00:20:02,520 Speaker 1: something no I didn't even know I had. I didn't 382 00:20:02,560 --> 00:20:06,000 Speaker 1: even recognize it a lot of people. And so now 383 00:20:06,119 --> 00:20:08,480 Speaker 1: I know when it's triggered. I know when i'm dealing 384 00:20:08,520 --> 00:20:10,919 Speaker 1: with it. I know when I'm going through it, you know, 385 00:20:11,119 --> 00:20:13,800 Speaker 1: like I know some of the signs I felt. Really 386 00:20:14,280 --> 00:20:17,240 Speaker 1: the adrenaline Fike made me feel cold, you know, My 387 00:20:17,359 --> 00:20:20,000 Speaker 1: brain was like this is never gonna be over. This 388 00:20:20,080 --> 00:20:22,240 Speaker 1: is you know, You're never gonna be able to fix this. 389 00:20:22,240 --> 00:20:25,280 Speaker 1: This is you know, and and and it's like you 390 00:20:25,359 --> 00:20:27,719 Speaker 1: go into this thing and I know that you know, 391 00:20:28,000 --> 00:20:30,200 Speaker 1: our brains are being fucked with all the time now, 392 00:20:31,800 --> 00:20:35,359 Speaker 1: so like this is kind of the thing that keeps 393 00:20:35,400 --> 00:20:38,680 Speaker 1: people clicking, right because like I'm gonna click through this 394 00:20:38,840 --> 00:20:41,200 Speaker 1: and figure a way out to solve this. I'm gonna 395 00:20:41,200 --> 00:20:44,760 Speaker 1: figure out the right response. I'm gonna figure out the 396 00:20:44,920 --> 00:20:48,800 Speaker 1: MISCU miscommunication era and this person will finally understand what 397 00:20:48,840 --> 00:20:52,440 Speaker 1: I mean. And they, of course their brains are being 398 00:20:52,440 --> 00:20:54,479 Speaker 1: fucked with. Maybe anger is their thing, and they when 399 00:20:54,520 --> 00:20:57,840 Speaker 1: they're angry, they're on Twitter more and and and that's 400 00:20:57,840 --> 00:20:59,600 Speaker 1: what the people around them are doing, and that's what 401 00:20:59,640 --> 00:21:02,639 Speaker 1: the things the content they're seeing is causing them to do. 402 00:21:04,480 --> 00:21:06,960 Speaker 1: And so you know, like I had to really talk 403 00:21:07,040 --> 00:21:11,359 Speaker 1: myself through it and like kind of close my eyes 404 00:21:11,400 --> 00:21:16,119 Speaker 1: and visualize and really like not count with numbers, but 405 00:21:16,200 --> 00:21:19,920 Speaker 1: just kind of like tick down the time and let 406 00:21:19,960 --> 00:21:22,480 Speaker 1: that pass. And I just I don't know, I even 407 00:21:22,520 --> 00:21:24,080 Speaker 1: talked about it on the show yesterday and I didn't 408 00:21:24,080 --> 00:21:26,080 Speaker 1: think about it. It wasn't I was talking about it. 409 00:21:26,160 --> 00:21:29,280 Speaker 1: She was like, that's anxiety. I was like, oh, yeah, 410 00:21:29,440 --> 00:21:31,480 Speaker 1: it is. It is. It's you know what I'm saying, 411 00:21:31,760 --> 00:21:35,639 Speaker 1: And it's something that I'm probably just always gonna have 412 00:21:35,680 --> 00:21:38,720 Speaker 1: to live with but not. But it doesn't mean I 413 00:21:39,640 --> 00:21:42,439 Speaker 1: don't do anything about it, because I've been in a 414 00:21:42,480 --> 00:21:44,280 Speaker 1: place in life where I thought the right thing to 415 00:21:44,320 --> 00:21:46,560 Speaker 1: do is not to do anything about it, or not 416 00:21:46,600 --> 00:21:48,800 Speaker 1: to even talk about it, or to not admit it, 417 00:21:48,880 --> 00:21:52,399 Speaker 1: to try to be like, nah, I'm so good, you 418 00:21:52,440 --> 00:21:52,960 Speaker 1: know what I mean. 419 00:21:53,000 --> 00:21:54,919 Speaker 2: But and a lot of people do that, and that 420 00:21:54,960 --> 00:21:57,480 Speaker 2: becomes the problem because a lot of people, a lot 421 00:21:57,480 --> 00:22:00,439 Speaker 2: of adults, are realizing that they have anxiety because of 422 00:22:00,480 --> 00:22:02,439 Speaker 2: the pandemic, because they're stuck at home, like a lot 423 00:22:02,440 --> 00:22:05,160 Speaker 2: of people who never had to deal with this, it's 424 00:22:05,200 --> 00:22:07,960 Speaker 2: actually dealing with it. They've lost their job, their mate 425 00:22:07,960 --> 00:22:09,960 Speaker 2: has lost their job, they don't know how they're gonna 426 00:22:09,960 --> 00:22:12,520 Speaker 2: pay rent, So all of a sudden, you have these anxieties. 427 00:22:12,560 --> 00:22:15,159 Speaker 2: The bills are pouting up, I might be homeless, like 428 00:22:15,240 --> 00:22:16,120 Speaker 2: all this shit is. 429 00:22:16,080 --> 00:22:19,520 Speaker 1: Just that's kind of like situational. And I definitely understand 430 00:22:19,600 --> 00:22:23,600 Speaker 1: that I have it even if everything's going good, So 431 00:22:23,640 --> 00:22:25,960 Speaker 1: it's not just like it's kind of like how people 432 00:22:26,000 --> 00:22:30,200 Speaker 1: say I was depressed my dog died, Like yeah, because 433 00:22:30,320 --> 00:22:33,440 Speaker 1: that's a sad thing. Everyone go. Then there's some people 434 00:22:33,440 --> 00:22:35,680 Speaker 1: that's like it's a sunny day, Nigga, I'm depressed. It's 435 00:22:35,680 --> 00:22:39,720 Speaker 1: not it don't have nothing to do. Like, that's a 436 00:22:39,800 --> 00:22:42,679 Speaker 1: different that's a different type of brain, that's a different 437 00:22:42,720 --> 00:22:46,840 Speaker 1: type of struggle. And you know, like I said, it, 438 00:22:47,320 --> 00:22:51,320 Speaker 1: really the picture is kind of coming together, and I 439 00:22:51,359 --> 00:22:55,159 Speaker 1: think knowing it helps me to deal with it as 440 00:22:55,240 --> 00:22:58,520 Speaker 1: opposed to not knowing it or being in denial about it, 441 00:22:58,640 --> 00:23:04,560 Speaker 1: you know, because uh, it's interesting to see people so 442 00:23:04,800 --> 00:23:09,800 Speaker 1: amped up and so like fucking like weirdly to me, 443 00:23:10,000 --> 00:23:15,760 Speaker 1: weirdly immediately on ten against you. You know, it's just like, damn, 444 00:23:15,800 --> 00:23:18,600 Speaker 1: we've been cool. No, it's really don't seem like it 445 00:23:18,640 --> 00:23:21,520 Speaker 1: was a big band. Fuck you always ain't been shit. 446 00:23:21,600 --> 00:23:24,880 Speaker 1: You know. That type of thing is such a weird feeling. 447 00:23:25,600 --> 00:23:30,119 Speaker 1: And I know that because of the way social media works, 448 00:23:30,280 --> 00:23:33,680 Speaker 1: most people will probably not experience it to that extent, 449 00:23:34,160 --> 00:23:36,280 Speaker 1: because most people are on the other side of that 450 00:23:36,320 --> 00:23:41,439 Speaker 1: equation where they think that since they're not getting as 451 00:23:41,520 --> 00:23:44,679 Speaker 1: much attention as they think they want, they feel like 452 00:23:45,240 --> 00:23:48,040 Speaker 1: if I got that much attention, it would be better, 453 00:23:48,080 --> 00:23:50,800 Speaker 1: because I mean, we put things out for attention. That's 454 00:23:50,800 --> 00:23:52,960 Speaker 1: the purpose of social media. No one's on there to 455 00:23:53,040 --> 00:23:53,720 Speaker 1: not get attention. 456 00:23:53,920 --> 00:23:54,200 Speaker 2: Agreed. 457 00:23:54,280 --> 00:23:56,440 Speaker 1: We want to share ideas, we want to share community 458 00:23:56,440 --> 00:24:00,720 Speaker 1: and stuff. But there's like a downside to the ship 459 00:24:00,760 --> 00:24:04,119 Speaker 1: where motherfuckers really do want like they see you as 460 00:24:04,119 --> 00:24:08,000 Speaker 1: a person to either take down, to challenge, to quote 461 00:24:08,040 --> 00:24:10,920 Speaker 1: unquote hold accountab or whatever you mean by that shit. 462 00:24:11,280 --> 00:24:13,320 Speaker 1: But you know, like what they change on you, Like 463 00:24:13,400 --> 00:24:17,239 Speaker 1: they changed towards you, changed the rules. Yeah, Like I mean, 464 00:24:17,280 --> 00:24:19,520 Speaker 1: it's always funny to me, but it's like people mad 465 00:24:19,560 --> 00:24:21,480 Speaker 1: I have a blue check on Twitter. It's always funny 466 00:24:21,480 --> 00:24:24,919 Speaker 1: because it's just like such an arbitrary, weird thing. You know. 467 00:24:25,040 --> 00:24:27,200 Speaker 1: I think I'm gonna make a shirt for the store 468 00:24:27,200 --> 00:24:30,879 Speaker 1: that just has a blue check on it, cause it's ridiculous. 469 00:24:30,920 --> 00:24:34,760 Speaker 1: It doesn't like it doesn't mean shit. But people really 470 00:24:34,880 --> 00:24:37,199 Speaker 1: do get mad as if you get a check, like 471 00:24:37,240 --> 00:24:38,760 Speaker 1: an actual literal. 472 00:24:38,720 --> 00:24:40,639 Speaker 2: Like yeah, you pay a monthly siphon. 473 00:24:40,800 --> 00:24:44,679 Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, so yeah, so it's really you know, that 474 00:24:44,800 --> 00:24:47,560 Speaker 1: was really weird for me. But like I said, talking 475 00:24:47,560 --> 00:24:50,920 Speaker 1: to people talking to you by see, I talked to 476 00:24:51,000 --> 00:24:54,639 Speaker 1: Nick Gi a litle bit that helped a lot, you know, 477 00:24:55,400 --> 00:25:01,680 Speaker 1: talking to Justin, and I think working on Black Mama 478 00:25:01,720 --> 00:25:04,760 Speaker 1: Monthly helped, you know, doing the podcast helped a lot, 479 00:25:05,000 --> 00:25:07,760 Speaker 1: to be honest, you know, having a place to go, yes, 480 00:25:07,960 --> 00:25:10,800 Speaker 1: where you're not talking to an audience, and maybe it'll 481 00:25:10,840 --> 00:25:13,199 Speaker 1: happen if the show gets too big, but we're not 482 00:25:13,240 --> 00:25:16,399 Speaker 1: talking to an audience of people that's like I hate this, nigga, 483 00:25:16,400 --> 00:25:20,600 Speaker 1: but I'm gonna listen, you know what I mean. Yeah, 484 00:25:20,640 --> 00:25:22,840 Speaker 1: Like occasionally we get that kind of person, but just 485 00:25:22,840 --> 00:25:26,520 Speaker 1: in general, we don't. And so I think that was 486 00:25:26,520 --> 00:25:28,840 Speaker 1: a thing. And then it, you know, reading that passage, 487 00:25:28,880 --> 00:25:32,320 Speaker 1: it just made me think back to like people pick 488 00:25:32,400 --> 00:25:35,800 Speaker 1: the truths for themselves, and they and what they. What 489 00:25:35,880 --> 00:25:37,680 Speaker 1: I think is fucked up is that we then't pick 490 00:25:37,760 --> 00:25:40,720 Speaker 1: the truths for others in some ways, and it's not 491 00:25:40,840 --> 00:25:43,680 Speaker 1: always fair. I'm not saying this, like there's a likelihood 492 00:25:43,680 --> 00:25:47,600 Speaker 1: to what someone may be going through, but then sometimes 493 00:25:47,640 --> 00:25:50,199 Speaker 1: I think it can be an unfair to pick that 494 00:25:50,280 --> 00:25:53,800 Speaker 1: for them. So, for example, I can choose to believe 495 00:25:53,920 --> 00:25:59,919 Speaker 1: that you I don't know, think of something you do 496 00:26:00,040 --> 00:26:04,120 Speaker 1: I don't know, like Karen ate my last Twigs. 497 00:26:04,960 --> 00:26:05,800 Speaker 2: I've done that before. 498 00:26:05,840 --> 00:26:08,639 Speaker 1: Yeah, I can choose to believe. I can choose to 499 00:26:08,640 --> 00:26:12,280 Speaker 1: believe that this is a targeted attempt to trigger me. Blah, 500 00:26:12,320 --> 00:26:12,760 Speaker 1: blah blah. 501 00:26:12,760 --> 00:26:15,480 Speaker 2: Oh I can, yes, I did. I was like, I'm 502 00:26:15,520 --> 00:26:17,520 Speaker 2: gonna make him flip give me that twix. 503 00:26:17,400 --> 00:26:19,840 Speaker 1: Right, or I can believe that, you know, Karen was 504 00:26:19,920 --> 00:26:23,960 Speaker 1: hungry and Twigs was in there, and yeah, like you know, 505 00:26:24,080 --> 00:26:26,679 Speaker 1: I can choose to believe that it wasn't an attack 506 00:26:26,760 --> 00:26:28,600 Speaker 1: on me from your from the from the bottom of 507 00:26:28,640 --> 00:26:31,359 Speaker 1: your soul and you secretly want to divorce and this 508 00:26:31,440 --> 00:26:33,800 Speaker 1: is the start of you admitting you have a secret family, like, 509 00:26:34,240 --> 00:26:37,520 Speaker 1: right did? I think I think that's the part that 510 00:26:37,600 --> 00:26:40,080 Speaker 1: really weirds me out is how often we do that 511 00:26:40,160 --> 00:26:43,800 Speaker 1: for people when I feel like it's not warranted. Now 512 00:26:43,840 --> 00:26:47,240 Speaker 1: that's just my feelings. Other people feel differently. The first 513 00:26:47,320 --> 00:26:49,800 Speaker 1: time somebody does anything, they like, I know it so 514 00:26:50,040 --> 00:26:53,560 Speaker 1: and sometimes they're right, you know, sometimes it really is 515 00:26:53,640 --> 00:26:56,680 Speaker 1: like that and the person is terrible and secretly blah 516 00:26:56,720 --> 00:26:58,720 Speaker 1: blah blah, but it's I don't know. It just made 517 00:26:58,720 --> 00:26:59,560 Speaker 1: me think about all that. 518 00:27:00,080 --> 00:27:04,400 Speaker 2: And also the thing is about the truth. We live 519 00:27:04,440 --> 00:27:08,919 Speaker 2: in in the world now where the truth is being rejected, 520 00:27:08,960 --> 00:27:11,520 Speaker 2: and that becomes a problem too, because people can see 521 00:27:11,520 --> 00:27:13,119 Speaker 2: the truth and they can know the truth and be 522 00:27:13,160 --> 00:27:16,119 Speaker 2: presented with facts that are like true, true, truth and 523 00:27:16,200 --> 00:27:19,280 Speaker 2: they're rejected. And that's the problem too. When it comes 524 00:27:19,320 --> 00:27:21,160 Speaker 2: to the truth. You have to accept that the truth 525 00:27:21,240 --> 00:27:24,240 Speaker 2: is the truth. You can't be like, well, I don't 526 00:27:24,280 --> 00:27:28,800 Speaker 2: believe because we like we have a president false facts 527 00:27:28,840 --> 00:27:32,360 Speaker 2: and lies and all that shit. And so it's one 528 00:27:32,359 --> 00:27:38,400 Speaker 2: of those things where when your truth is your truth, yes, 529 00:27:39,160 --> 00:27:41,480 Speaker 2: but if your truths are not it's not based in facts, 530 00:27:41,520 --> 00:27:44,040 Speaker 2: that becomes a problem. Because I can have facts that 531 00:27:44,080 --> 00:27:45,560 Speaker 2: are true to me, you can have facts that are 532 00:27:45,560 --> 00:27:47,560 Speaker 2: true to you. These two things can be true because 533 00:27:47,560 --> 00:27:50,800 Speaker 2: they're based in facts. But then we get together and 534 00:27:50,840 --> 00:27:52,919 Speaker 2: we might come together and be like, well, oh, you 535 00:27:52,960 --> 00:27:55,800 Speaker 2: know what I experienced this thing. You experience something different. 536 00:27:55,840 --> 00:27:58,000 Speaker 2: So your truth is different than my truth. But it 537 00:27:58,040 --> 00:28:01,000 Speaker 2: does not make either truth not truth. But what happens 538 00:28:01,080 --> 00:28:02,800 Speaker 2: is that we live in a place where my truth 539 00:28:02,920 --> 00:28:05,800 Speaker 2: is based in facts, Your quote unquote truth is based 540 00:28:05,800 --> 00:28:07,440 Speaker 2: in whatever the hell you want it to be. 541 00:28:07,760 --> 00:28:10,880 Speaker 1: That becomes a problem. Yeah, I think, And I'm a whittler, 542 00:28:11,119 --> 00:28:13,760 Speaker 1: you know, widow, Like like how you widow would I 543 00:28:13,840 --> 00:28:17,840 Speaker 1: widdle shit down mentally into like this, Okay, I'm breaking 544 00:28:17,880 --> 00:28:19,960 Speaker 1: it down to this is why I think the truth 545 00:28:20,040 --> 00:28:24,000 Speaker 1: lies right for me? And sometimes it's hard because you 546 00:28:24,040 --> 00:28:27,040 Speaker 1: don't have it immediately. It takes a while to get 547 00:28:27,080 --> 00:28:29,920 Speaker 1: to the thing, you know. Like, like I said, I 548 00:28:29,960 --> 00:28:33,280 Speaker 1: wouldn't have called what I had anxiety really this weekend, 549 00:28:33,320 --> 00:28:36,600 Speaker 1: but then today I'm like, Fuck, that's exactly what it is. 550 00:28:36,960 --> 00:28:40,800 Speaker 1: And I didn't really have the words for it that 551 00:28:41,040 --> 00:28:43,880 Speaker 1: during that moment, but I do now. Yeah. 552 00:28:43,880 --> 00:28:48,200 Speaker 2: And also something that you talked about, particularly online, people 553 00:28:48,240 --> 00:28:51,560 Speaker 2: are used to certain songs and dances, and they're used 554 00:28:51,560 --> 00:28:55,960 Speaker 2: to performing, and it's one of those things where if 555 00:28:56,000 --> 00:28:59,160 Speaker 2: you are not turny, funny, smart enough to go, oh, 556 00:28:59,240 --> 00:29:01,560 Speaker 2: I already know this is going to end, let's skip 557 00:29:01,600 --> 00:29:04,280 Speaker 2: to the end, they get angry at you because the 558 00:29:04,320 --> 00:29:08,320 Speaker 2: whole thing is the performance. So if you go no, no, no, no, 559 00:29:08,200 --> 00:29:12,880 Speaker 2: no no no, I understand that you are not coming 560 00:29:13,800 --> 00:29:17,640 Speaker 2: and speaking to me, we're not on the same page, 561 00:29:18,160 --> 00:29:22,160 Speaker 2: or you're you're coming with with with not truce, or 562 00:29:22,200 --> 00:29:24,239 Speaker 2: you're you're coming in not in good faith. Like your 563 00:29:24,280 --> 00:29:28,200 Speaker 2: whole thing is is to uh start chaos, Like that's 564 00:29:28,240 --> 00:29:31,080 Speaker 2: your whole purpose, to start chaos, to get attention, to 565 00:29:31,160 --> 00:29:34,440 Speaker 2: make everything about you. And some people can recognize those things, 566 00:29:34,480 --> 00:29:37,800 Speaker 2: some people can't, and some people recognize then and go 567 00:29:37,840 --> 00:29:39,480 Speaker 2: fuck it, I'm gonna fight with you, and some people 568 00:29:39,520 --> 00:29:41,880 Speaker 2: recognize it. No, no, no, no, we're gonna skip past all this, 569 00:29:41,960 --> 00:29:43,480 Speaker 2: So we're gonna go to the end. Let me go 570 00:29:43,480 --> 00:29:45,520 Speaker 2: ahead and block you, let me go ahead and mute you. 571 00:29:45,760 --> 00:29:47,800 Speaker 2: Let me go ahead and and and let's let's skip 572 00:29:47,840 --> 00:29:48,920 Speaker 2: the song and dance. 573 00:29:49,360 --> 00:29:51,760 Speaker 1: And I try to And that's the thing I try to. 574 00:29:52,800 --> 00:29:54,320 Speaker 1: I do try to head it off. That's part of 575 00:29:54,360 --> 00:29:56,640 Speaker 1: the thing I had to learn, was because I was 576 00:29:56,680 --> 00:29:58,480 Speaker 1: doing too much of the song and dance with people 577 00:29:59,160 --> 00:30:00,760 Speaker 1: and all you have to learn. And then part of 578 00:30:00,800 --> 00:30:02,880 Speaker 1: that is just what you know. They got to deal 579 00:30:02,920 --> 00:30:05,760 Speaker 1: with the consequences of that too, you know, because no 580 00:30:05,800 --> 00:30:09,360 Speaker 1: one gets there just one narrative. There's always another person 581 00:30:09,400 --> 00:30:11,360 Speaker 1: out there with their side of the story, whether it's 582 00:30:11,760 --> 00:30:15,200 Speaker 1: believable or unbelievable, that's gonna exist, and you can't stop 583 00:30:15,240 --> 00:30:17,960 Speaker 1: that person from saying or whatever the fuck they feel like. So, 584 00:30:18,760 --> 00:30:21,400 Speaker 1: you know, like that was another hurdle for me, was 585 00:30:21,440 --> 00:30:24,840 Speaker 1: when we got the show and there were times where 586 00:30:24,840 --> 00:30:27,640 Speaker 1: people would lie on us, lie on the show, lie 587 00:30:27,720 --> 00:30:31,640 Speaker 1: on me personally, having to be like they ain't shit 588 00:30:31,680 --> 00:30:34,040 Speaker 1: you can do about that. There's nothing I can do 589 00:30:34,080 --> 00:30:37,200 Speaker 1: to engage that person. There's nothing I can do to 590 00:30:37,520 --> 00:30:40,400 Speaker 1: change Like if someone like a liar is a thief 591 00:30:40,400 --> 00:30:42,920 Speaker 1: of time, I can't get the time back from the 592 00:30:42,960 --> 00:30:46,560 Speaker 1: people that believe them and got their time stolen nop. 593 00:30:46,760 --> 00:30:49,840 Speaker 1: You know. And and that was a thing that you know, 594 00:30:50,080 --> 00:30:51,960 Speaker 1: I had to I had to realize. I had to 595 00:30:52,000 --> 00:30:54,520 Speaker 1: read about it, honestly, like how do you deal with 596 00:30:54,560 --> 00:30:57,080 Speaker 1: this type of person? It's like, oh, this is eye opening. 597 00:30:57,200 --> 00:30:59,320 Speaker 1: I had never run into someone like this before, and 598 00:31:00,680 --> 00:31:05,600 Speaker 1: that kind of thing is, uh, it's gonna keep I 599 00:31:05,640 --> 00:31:07,240 Speaker 1: had I was talking about it. She was like, it's 600 00:31:07,280 --> 00:31:10,360 Speaker 1: just gonna happen more and more. And so she was like, 601 00:31:10,680 --> 00:31:12,520 Speaker 1: you know, you have to be prepared. You have to 602 00:31:12,560 --> 00:31:16,120 Speaker 1: have the tools that even to even do what you're doing, 603 00:31:16,360 --> 00:31:20,240 Speaker 1: like cause the people are gonna see you and then 604 00:31:20,360 --> 00:31:24,760 Speaker 1: want to come for you, regardless of the genuineness of 605 00:31:24,880 --> 00:31:27,760 Speaker 1: needing all this shit, just they're gonna that's gonna just 606 00:31:27,760 --> 00:31:29,520 Speaker 1: be like a mountain to climb for them, you know 607 00:31:29,560 --> 00:31:32,880 Speaker 1: what I mean, Like this is a challenge and uh yeah, man, 608 00:31:33,000 --> 00:31:35,400 Speaker 1: So I wanted to talk about it from my point 609 00:31:35,440 --> 00:31:37,680 Speaker 1: of view. I wanted to talk about it from the 610 00:31:37,720 --> 00:31:40,200 Speaker 1: respective that I think people don't really hear because everyone's 611 00:31:40,200 --> 00:31:42,680 Speaker 1: so busy being too fucking cool. Right, you know, some 612 00:31:42,720 --> 00:31:45,040 Speaker 1: of these people like and I don't like. And I 613 00:31:45,080 --> 00:31:47,720 Speaker 1: don't try to ever use mental health as an excuse 614 00:31:47,760 --> 00:31:50,480 Speaker 1: for something or whatever. Not that it is a reason, 615 00:31:50,520 --> 00:31:52,480 Speaker 1: but I don't like to ever use an excuse. Like 616 00:31:52,520 --> 00:31:53,720 Speaker 1: you never seen me come on and be like I 617 00:31:53,760 --> 00:31:57,040 Speaker 1: acted terribly to people in anxiety, y'all, Like it's not that. 618 00:31:57,120 --> 00:32:00,680 Speaker 1: But I think so much of our me, so much 619 00:32:00,720 --> 00:32:02,920 Speaker 1: of who people talking to me, and they want to 620 00:32:02,960 --> 00:32:05,120 Speaker 1: talk to you, like a complete product. But I'm not 621 00:32:05,160 --> 00:32:08,960 Speaker 1: cookies yet, right, I'm still working on myself. I'm still 622 00:32:09,000 --> 00:32:12,120 Speaker 1: trying to do this, and sometimes it's not I'm working. 623 00:32:12,160 --> 00:32:14,480 Speaker 1: I'm working on myself because I'm fucking up so much. No, 624 00:32:14,600 --> 00:32:17,880 Speaker 1: I'm working on myself telling you that I struggle with 625 00:32:17,920 --> 00:32:22,560 Speaker 1: this shit too, and I'm coming up. I'm learning more 626 00:32:22,600 --> 00:32:25,200 Speaker 1: about how to deal with that, how to recognize it, 627 00:32:25,280 --> 00:32:27,880 Speaker 1: and shit bothers me and gets to me. And I 628 00:32:27,920 --> 00:32:31,480 Speaker 1: don't think there's any ever since Trayvon Martin Dott, I 629 00:32:31,480 --> 00:32:37,400 Speaker 1: don't think there's any I don't think there's any valor 630 00:32:37,640 --> 00:32:42,480 Speaker 1: in pretending as a black person to be unemotional, to 631 00:32:42,520 --> 00:32:48,440 Speaker 1: be unaffected right, right, cool too cool, to be you know, bothered. 632 00:32:48,080 --> 00:32:51,000 Speaker 2: Right, And a lot of people are like that, like 633 00:32:51,120 --> 00:32:55,760 Speaker 2: they literally have cut off all forms of emotion just period, 634 00:32:56,440 --> 00:32:59,360 Speaker 2: you know, and that is not healthy. And there's also 635 00:32:59,440 --> 00:33:01,640 Speaker 2: one other thing too, when you go back to the truth. 636 00:33:02,760 --> 00:33:05,560 Speaker 2: It's one of those things where you saying, I'm struggling, 637 00:33:05,680 --> 00:33:09,040 Speaker 2: these things affect me. We'll make people look at themselves 638 00:33:09,080 --> 00:33:11,680 Speaker 2: and be like, damn me too, which means they had 639 00:33:11,680 --> 00:33:13,440 Speaker 2: to look at the truth, but then they reject it 640 00:33:13,480 --> 00:33:17,640 Speaker 2: and go, no, fuck it. And you know, because I. 641 00:33:17,520 --> 00:33:20,200 Speaker 1: Mean, when I thought about talking about this today, I 642 00:33:20,200 --> 00:33:22,920 Speaker 1: mean a little bit, I was like, uh, we just 643 00:33:22,920 --> 00:33:25,360 Speaker 1: do a funny show. Don't even talk about this shit whatever, 644 00:33:25,560 --> 00:33:28,120 Speaker 1: it's no big deal. But then I was like, no, 645 00:33:28,280 --> 00:33:31,440 Speaker 1: I want to talk about it because people don't or 646 00:33:31,440 --> 00:33:34,160 Speaker 1: they talk real vague and it's not specific, you know 647 00:33:34,200 --> 00:33:38,440 Speaker 1: what I mean. But you know, maybe people because I 648 00:33:38,480 --> 00:33:43,440 Speaker 1: know how I felt like that scene and get out 649 00:33:43,520 --> 00:33:46,760 Speaker 1: where he's just falling into darkness. It felt like that. 650 00:33:46,840 --> 00:33:50,080 Speaker 1: But instead I'm just in my bed in kind of 651 00:33:50,080 --> 00:33:53,000 Speaker 1: a curled up position, or I'm on the couch in 652 00:33:53,040 --> 00:33:56,320 Speaker 1: a curled up position or something. And you know, my 653 00:33:56,400 --> 00:33:59,280 Speaker 1: mind's raising a million miles a second thinking of all 654 00:33:59,280 --> 00:34:02,520 Speaker 1: these scenarios and what if and could I say this 655 00:34:02,680 --> 00:34:05,239 Speaker 1: or would this help or would this not help? Or 656 00:34:05,720 --> 00:34:08,319 Speaker 1: should I ignore this person? Should I cust this person out? 657 00:34:08,400 --> 00:34:10,399 Speaker 1: You know, like all this shit is going through my mind. 658 00:34:10,600 --> 00:34:14,759 Speaker 1: But you know, and like I said, it used to 659 00:34:14,800 --> 00:34:17,160 Speaker 1: be worse because I would have acted out. I remember 660 00:34:17,360 --> 00:34:20,440 Speaker 1: there was a time where I said something I think 661 00:34:20,440 --> 00:34:22,160 Speaker 1: it is valid. You know, a lot of people didn't 662 00:34:22,160 --> 00:34:24,520 Speaker 1: didn't didn't agree. But when I was like black men 663 00:34:24,600 --> 00:34:27,320 Speaker 1: or the white man or black the white people of 664 00:34:27,400 --> 00:34:30,479 Speaker 1: black people whatever, and there was a lot of people 665 00:34:30,520 --> 00:34:34,080 Speaker 1: that disagreed and were angry. But I remember like sitting 666 00:34:34,120 --> 00:34:36,680 Speaker 1: in the house on my computer going back and forth 667 00:34:36,719 --> 00:34:39,680 Speaker 1: with all these people like over it, like no, this 668 00:34:39,800 --> 00:34:41,840 Speaker 1: is what I mean? Fuck you this that uh you 669 00:34:41,880 --> 00:34:45,440 Speaker 1: know uh, And it's like a it's like trying to 670 00:34:45,440 --> 00:34:48,799 Speaker 1: fight the ocean. You can't win. And then the fact 671 00:34:48,800 --> 00:34:50,560 Speaker 1: that they see you doing it, it makes the next 672 00:34:50,560 --> 00:34:53,120 Speaker 1: person want to come be involved. And and you know, 673 00:34:53,160 --> 00:34:55,520 Speaker 1: the niggas was high five and that they got blacked 674 00:34:55,520 --> 00:34:58,239 Speaker 1: by me and stuff, and you know, and it's like 675 00:34:58,400 --> 00:35:02,759 Speaker 1: you're not concentrating on on your positivity, the things that 676 00:35:02,800 --> 00:35:05,440 Speaker 1: you're doing well. You're not concentrating on the goals you 677 00:35:05,440 --> 00:35:08,160 Speaker 1: want to acquire. You're not putting that effort towards taking 678 00:35:08,160 --> 00:35:12,920 Speaker 1: care of yourself. Things of this nature. And like I said, 679 00:35:13,000 --> 00:35:15,080 Speaker 1: that's a thing I didn't even realize at the time. 680 00:35:15,200 --> 00:35:17,799 Speaker 1: Like we did the show. I talked about on the show, 681 00:35:18,320 --> 00:35:20,760 Speaker 1: I would have never been like that was an anxiety attack, 682 00:35:20,920 --> 00:35:24,439 Speaker 1: or that was my anxiety acting up and making me 683 00:35:24,560 --> 00:35:26,680 Speaker 1: do that, or you know, I would talk about it, 684 00:35:26,680 --> 00:35:28,719 Speaker 1: but I'm not telling you Also, it's keeping me up 685 00:35:28,760 --> 00:35:31,480 Speaker 1: at night. I'm not telling you know. It took me 686 00:35:31,480 --> 00:35:33,680 Speaker 1: a while to put together that. After Bernie so Black, 687 00:35:33,800 --> 00:35:38,080 Speaker 1: I was having fucking nightmares. I never had nightmares before, 688 00:35:38,120 --> 00:35:41,359 Speaker 1: and I didn't know why, like you know, yeah, But 689 00:35:41,440 --> 00:35:43,520 Speaker 1: to me, I'm like, this is so weird. I had 690 00:35:43,560 --> 00:35:45,080 Speaker 1: a nightmare again, what a weird thing. 691 00:35:45,160 --> 00:35:48,560 Speaker 2: And it's like because I remember. 692 00:35:48,200 --> 00:35:52,080 Speaker 1: That, I couldn't sleep, you know. And it's like I think, 693 00:35:52,280 --> 00:35:57,239 Speaker 1: especially because as a man black man, there's this like 694 00:35:57,440 --> 00:36:01,759 Speaker 1: impetus on like, yo, you don't get bothered just some 695 00:36:01,880 --> 00:36:05,759 Speaker 1: lightweight shit, you don't get bothered by this. But I'm 696 00:36:05,840 --> 00:36:08,680 Speaker 1: human too, and I do get bothered by shit, correct, 697 00:36:08,680 --> 00:36:12,840 Speaker 1: And like half of the problem is that there's so 698 00:36:13,080 --> 00:36:16,880 Speaker 1: much turmoil between people online all the time. There's so 699 00:36:16,960 --> 00:36:21,560 Speaker 1: many agendas, and you know, men that there's been black 700 00:36:21,600 --> 00:36:23,960 Speaker 1: men that have been terrible towards Black women, that's been 701 00:36:23,960 --> 00:36:26,320 Speaker 1: black men have been terrible towards each other and stuff, 702 00:36:26,880 --> 00:36:30,480 Speaker 1: and so that shit gets lumped in with everything else. 703 00:36:30,600 --> 00:36:33,440 Speaker 1: And you know, the second that anything happens, you become 704 00:36:33,480 --> 00:36:36,880 Speaker 1: this monster like h And I don't mean I become 705 00:36:36,880 --> 00:36:39,120 Speaker 1: a monster, like I turn into a monster. I stay ride, 706 00:36:39,600 --> 00:36:41,839 Speaker 1: but someone can turn me into a monster. They can 707 00:36:41,880 --> 00:36:45,239 Speaker 1: be like this person's a monster, period, Like y'all look 708 00:36:45,280 --> 00:36:46,839 Speaker 1: at that person. You see a monster, and you look 709 00:36:46,880 --> 00:36:49,000 Speaker 1: at the mirror you see yourself, you know what I mean. 710 00:36:49,040 --> 00:36:51,960 Speaker 1: But that can happen if like white people do it 711 00:36:52,000 --> 00:36:55,919 Speaker 1: towards every time the cop fucking kills somebody, the first 712 00:36:55,920 --> 00:36:58,240 Speaker 1: thing that happens is a black person comes to fucking monster. 713 00:36:59,680 --> 00:37:03,920 Speaker 1: You know, any any fucking uh, any black man that 714 00:37:04,000 --> 00:37:07,040 Speaker 1: does some fucked foul ship towards a black woman. The 715 00:37:07,080 --> 00:37:10,600 Speaker 1: rest of us become monsters in that moment, because that's 716 00:37:10,600 --> 00:37:12,759 Speaker 1: what we look like to other people at times, you know, 717 00:37:13,880 --> 00:37:16,239 Speaker 1: as much as people talk about like, you know, we 718 00:37:16,280 --> 00:37:18,359 Speaker 1: love y'all, it's gonna be the you know we got 719 00:37:18,600 --> 00:37:20,480 Speaker 1: we're the only people that's gonna love y'all. It's like, 720 00:37:20,920 --> 00:37:24,160 Speaker 1: but it's hard to love somebody scared of and it's 721 00:37:24,239 --> 00:37:26,360 Speaker 1: and we're scared of each other too. It's not just 722 00:37:27,280 --> 00:37:31,200 Speaker 1: I mean, does let let a nigga get in an altercation? 723 00:37:31,400 --> 00:37:34,479 Speaker 1: Who's the reason that it's easy for us to kill 724 00:37:34,520 --> 00:37:37,839 Speaker 1: each other is because we've just been told that were 725 00:37:37,840 --> 00:37:41,399 Speaker 1: our lives aren't, aren't worth much, and we're scary, So 726 00:37:41,520 --> 00:37:44,160 Speaker 1: let me get you before before you get me, you know. 727 00:37:44,480 --> 00:37:50,400 Speaker 1: And I think that's one of my biggest fears, is 728 00:37:50,440 --> 00:37:56,440 Speaker 1: being seen as this monster, you know, and uh, I 729 00:37:57,000 --> 00:38:01,359 Speaker 1: know I'm not one, but being seen that way and 730 00:38:01,440 --> 00:38:05,480 Speaker 1: not seeing the humanity inside of you bothers me. I 731 00:38:05,480 --> 00:38:07,759 Speaker 1: think that's why I float on the line of like, 732 00:38:07,840 --> 00:38:10,759 Speaker 1: but what about this person's humanity before we throw all 733 00:38:10,800 --> 00:38:13,520 Speaker 1: these arrows at this person, before we decide this person 734 00:38:13,520 --> 00:38:16,000 Speaker 1: ain't shit, you know. And it doesn't just extend to 735 00:38:16,080 --> 00:38:19,319 Speaker 1: black men, extend this to everybody, So you know, it's 736 00:38:19,360 --> 00:38:22,239 Speaker 1: not even that like pretend empathy where you like I'm 737 00:38:22,280 --> 00:38:24,919 Speaker 1: empathetic towards black men before everybody. 738 00:38:24,600 --> 00:38:26,320 Speaker 2: Else, like you have, like you have a hierarchy. 739 00:38:26,920 --> 00:38:30,799 Speaker 1: Yeah, but I feel that way about everybody. Yeah, when 740 00:38:31,120 --> 00:38:34,920 Speaker 1: it's fucking Summer Walker, when it's uh, you know, when 741 00:38:34,960 --> 00:38:37,880 Speaker 1: it's Christian Cooper, when it like, I look at that 742 00:38:37,960 --> 00:38:42,960 Speaker 1: for everybody because I think that's my fears, Like what happens, 743 00:38:44,160 --> 00:38:48,000 Speaker 1: Like what happens to the monsters you know that weren't monsters? 744 00:38:48,440 --> 00:38:50,760 Speaker 1: What do we do with that? You know? What happens 745 00:38:50,760 --> 00:38:53,720 Speaker 1: to Emmett Till, who we all know is not a monster, 746 00:38:54,400 --> 00:38:58,440 Speaker 1: but enough people convinced themselves that he was, that his 747 00:38:58,600 --> 00:39:00,440 Speaker 1: killers never got brought to justice. It is because they 748 00:39:00,480 --> 00:39:05,640 Speaker 1: thought the potential of this black boy being a monster 749 00:39:06,120 --> 00:39:09,560 Speaker 1: was too real, you know. So I think that's that's 750 00:39:09,640 --> 00:39:11,640 Speaker 1: one of my biggest fears, and I think it's why 751 00:39:12,360 --> 00:39:14,160 Speaker 1: this shit gets to me, you know. 752 00:39:14,680 --> 00:39:16,799 Speaker 2: Yeah, And a lot of that is is kind of 753 00:39:16,840 --> 00:39:20,960 Speaker 2: just how your brain ticks, and it's one of the 754 00:39:20,960 --> 00:39:23,560 Speaker 2: things for a lot of people they have that fear too, 755 00:39:23,680 --> 00:39:28,560 Speaker 2: So that's another reason why you know, they fight against that. 756 00:39:29,560 --> 00:39:34,080 Speaker 2: And it's and it's very complex and complicated because the 757 00:39:34,120 --> 00:39:36,920 Speaker 2: way the world just fucks people up just in general, 758 00:39:37,040 --> 00:39:40,200 Speaker 2: just fucks you up mentally, just fucks you up emotionally. 759 00:39:40,920 --> 00:39:43,520 Speaker 2: That people just don't know how to properly handle shit. 760 00:39:43,600 --> 00:39:46,120 Speaker 2: You're not equipped, you don't have the right tools, you 761 00:39:46,120 --> 00:39:49,600 Speaker 2: don't know how to navigate shit. You know, most black 762 00:39:49,600 --> 00:39:52,880 Speaker 2: and brown people can't afford and don't have, like we 763 00:39:52,920 --> 00:39:57,400 Speaker 2: don't have the ability to have therapy and therapist. That 764 00:39:57,440 --> 00:40:00,239 Speaker 2: shit is new for a lot of black and brown people, know, 765 00:40:00,520 --> 00:40:03,399 Speaker 2: like for years. You know, I can't speak for nobody else, 766 00:40:03,440 --> 00:40:04,759 Speaker 2: but a lot of my fans. That's the white people. 767 00:40:04,760 --> 00:40:05,000 Speaker 1: Shit. 768 00:40:05,360 --> 00:40:07,480 Speaker 2: Jesus can work it out, that's all you got. You 769 00:40:07,520 --> 00:40:10,280 Speaker 2: ain't get no, no, no, no no. Me and Jesus 770 00:40:10,320 --> 00:40:12,040 Speaker 2: can hold hands and walk in here and talk to 771 00:40:12,080 --> 00:40:14,399 Speaker 2: a therapist along with some medication, and we can all 772 00:40:14,440 --> 00:40:16,880 Speaker 2: work it out together. But nobody want to hear that. 773 00:40:17,000 --> 00:40:19,440 Speaker 2: Everybody act like Jesus just supposed to show up on 774 00:40:19,480 --> 00:40:22,200 Speaker 2: the main line and fix everything. But sometimes it ain't 775 00:40:22,200 --> 00:40:23,120 Speaker 2: that simple for people. 776 00:40:23,560 --> 00:40:27,080 Speaker 1: Yeah, I think so, that's what was going through my mind. 777 00:40:27,320 --> 00:40:28,960 Speaker 1: I wanted to talk about it. I wanted to talk 778 00:40:29,000 --> 00:40:31,200 Speaker 1: about it here in public because I just don't think 779 00:40:31,239 --> 00:40:36,840 Speaker 1: it's talked about enough. And I think people maybe should 780 00:40:36,880 --> 00:40:40,120 Speaker 1: consider this shit because a lot of the stuff get 781 00:40:40,239 --> 00:40:42,799 Speaker 1: lost in the fray, you know what I'm saying. Like, 782 00:40:42,920 --> 00:40:45,880 Speaker 1: seeing what happened with Ava, it was easy to step 783 00:40:45,920 --> 00:40:48,360 Speaker 1: back and be like, this is what's happening, you know 784 00:40:48,400 --> 00:40:50,400 Speaker 1: what I mean? Niggas in the house for the pandemic. 785 00:40:51,040 --> 00:40:53,640 Speaker 1: They didn't like something she said, which turned into she 786 00:40:53,680 --> 00:40:56,520 Speaker 1: ain't never been shit, she ain't shit, fuck her forever, 787 00:40:56,640 --> 00:41:01,080 Speaker 1: fuck out her work, which didn't trigger her into being like, well, 788 00:41:01,120 --> 00:41:03,800 Speaker 1: hold up, man, fuck y'all, what y'all like, I love 789 00:41:04,200 --> 00:41:06,239 Speaker 1: y'all and this is some bullshit and then it's and 790 00:41:06,280 --> 00:41:09,279 Speaker 1: now it's you know, it's the kind of thing that 791 00:41:10,200 --> 00:41:13,320 Speaker 1: I know. These people think these fights don't leave scars. 792 00:41:13,400 --> 00:41:16,360 Speaker 1: What they do, Yes, they do, and they leave scars 793 00:41:16,440 --> 00:41:18,719 Speaker 1: on the people that you inflict this on because you 794 00:41:19,040 --> 00:41:21,279 Speaker 1: what you do is you convince yourself that you're a 795 00:41:21,360 --> 00:41:23,680 Speaker 1: victim so that you can be harmless. But you really 796 00:41:23,680 --> 00:41:26,640 Speaker 1: are You're really not harmless. You know. It's the same, 797 00:41:26,640 --> 00:41:28,359 Speaker 1: and it's and it's fucked up because it's the same 798 00:41:28,400 --> 00:41:31,440 Speaker 1: thing other people do. When what Trump and them do 799 00:41:31,640 --> 00:41:35,359 Speaker 1: is based on them saying claiming victimhood, like not not 800 00:41:35,440 --> 00:41:41,600 Speaker 1: responsibly what what what a lot of black men do 801 00:41:41,960 --> 00:41:44,120 Speaker 1: to other too, black women, and shit is based on 802 00:41:44,160 --> 00:41:46,040 Speaker 1: them being like, but the cops and white people do 803 00:41:46,080 --> 00:41:49,719 Speaker 1: shiit to me, and it's not it's fucked up, you 804 00:41:49,760 --> 00:41:52,719 Speaker 1: know what I mean? And it's not an excuse, and 805 00:41:52,760 --> 00:41:55,239 Speaker 1: it doesn't mean you're not affected and traumatized, but it's 806 00:41:55,280 --> 00:41:57,640 Speaker 1: not an excuse that didn't go harm other people. And 807 00:41:57,640 --> 00:42:00,600 Speaker 1: what happens is so many people live these lives of 808 00:42:00,640 --> 00:42:03,960 Speaker 1: like explaining everything is harmful to me. Therefore what I 809 00:42:04,040 --> 00:42:06,520 Speaker 1: do is I can do whatever I want, right, And 810 00:42:06,600 --> 00:42:11,520 Speaker 1: so like I like to see people do that to 811 00:42:11,800 --> 00:42:14,239 Speaker 1: somebody that's really like an icon and I don't give 812 00:42:14,280 --> 00:42:16,680 Speaker 1: a fuck with She's definitely here for the people. Like 813 00:42:17,560 --> 00:42:20,120 Speaker 1: they're like, maybe you can disagree with her on that tweet, 814 00:42:20,120 --> 00:42:23,200 Speaker 1: but nigga, you know what the fuck I mean? Right? 815 00:42:23,239 --> 00:42:25,400 Speaker 1: And I would say this for Michelle Obama like they 816 00:42:25,400 --> 00:42:27,440 Speaker 1: did it with Michelle Obama. We had an episode here 817 00:42:27,480 --> 00:42:30,239 Speaker 1: where out of context she said this other speech and 818 00:42:30,280 --> 00:42:32,160 Speaker 1: you're like, this is y'all. I listen to the whole speech. 819 00:42:32,200 --> 00:42:34,640 Speaker 1: I played the clip online like we heard it, and 820 00:42:34,680 --> 00:42:38,160 Speaker 1: I was like, y'all was wrong for that. And it's 821 00:42:38,239 --> 00:42:40,439 Speaker 1: like in those moments. If you're the one who goes 822 00:42:40,520 --> 00:42:44,280 Speaker 1: y'all wrong for that, it's basically like shut the fuck up, right, 823 00:42:44,360 --> 00:42:45,880 Speaker 1: And that's where the frustration comes in. 824 00:42:45,920 --> 00:42:48,600 Speaker 2: Because the thing is, there are a lot of people 825 00:42:48,760 --> 00:42:52,840 Speaker 2: that participate in the dragons, that participate in the throwing 826 00:42:52,920 --> 00:42:57,040 Speaker 2: of the arrows, that participate in these things, but nobody 827 00:42:57,080 --> 00:42:59,319 Speaker 2: ever thinks the crowd is going to turn against them. 828 00:42:59,400 --> 00:43:02,080 Speaker 2: Unto the crowd turns against them, and then all of 829 00:43:02,120 --> 00:43:05,520 Speaker 2: a sudden, you want compassion, you're a human being. You 830 00:43:05,520 --> 00:43:08,640 Speaker 2: want understanding, you want empathy, sympathy like you want it 831 00:43:08,680 --> 00:43:11,640 Speaker 2: all then because it's you on the other side, you know, 832 00:43:11,960 --> 00:43:14,399 Speaker 2: because you can see your own humanity. You can see 833 00:43:14,400 --> 00:43:17,239 Speaker 2: your humanity, but you can't see anybody Else's the that 834 00:43:17,440 --> 00:43:19,480 Speaker 2: and and that's the root. 835 00:43:19,000 --> 00:43:21,919 Speaker 1: And I think problem, and I think we a lot 836 00:43:21,920 --> 00:43:25,640 Speaker 1: of times people have made that their identity because it's 837 00:43:25,680 --> 00:43:28,160 Speaker 1: how we form clicks, that's how we group up. It's 838 00:43:28,680 --> 00:43:32,040 Speaker 1: I'm this you know this thing happened to me, or 839 00:43:32,080 --> 00:43:36,480 Speaker 1: this is my oppressions. Now only hanging around online right 840 00:43:36,560 --> 00:43:39,200 Speaker 1: virtually with these people that experience the same things, and 841 00:43:39,239 --> 00:43:41,800 Speaker 1: we call that safety. But it also makes it easier 842 00:43:41,800 --> 00:43:44,200 Speaker 1: to infiltrate. It also makes it easy to imitate. It 843 00:43:44,239 --> 00:43:46,840 Speaker 1: also makes it makes it easy to trick you, like 844 00:43:46,920 --> 00:43:50,479 Speaker 1: makes you gullible all this shit, and it also does 845 00:43:51,239 --> 00:43:54,640 Speaker 1: breed a lot of animosity. Like we on this side 846 00:43:54,760 --> 00:43:57,040 Speaker 1: every day we looking for somebody on quote unquote that 847 00:43:57,080 --> 00:44:00,640 Speaker 1: side to fight, and that is not a healthy environment, 848 00:44:00,800 --> 00:44:03,200 Speaker 1: you know, But I feel like that is the environment 849 00:44:03,280 --> 00:44:04,319 Speaker 1: we have right now. 850 00:44:04,400 --> 00:44:09,160 Speaker 2: And for me, I think in addition to that, we 851 00:44:09,320 --> 00:44:12,600 Speaker 2: kind of skip be talked about this before. Everything is 852 00:44:12,640 --> 00:44:16,000 Speaker 2: a choice, So you choose these things, and you know, 853 00:44:16,080 --> 00:44:18,440 Speaker 2: people fall and people make mistakes, but you learn for 854 00:44:18,480 --> 00:44:20,640 Speaker 2: your mistakes and you move on. It's not the end 855 00:44:20,680 --> 00:44:24,239 Speaker 2: of the world. No nobody's gonna come and shoot you 856 00:44:24,280 --> 00:44:26,960 Speaker 2: and beat you up. But at the same time, it's 857 00:44:26,960 --> 00:44:31,040 Speaker 2: one of these things where for me, it's to me 858 00:44:31,160 --> 00:44:36,680 Speaker 2: some people sound like lunatics because you claim that these 859 00:44:36,680 --> 00:44:39,759 Speaker 2: things are bothering you, but yet you keep walking in 860 00:44:39,840 --> 00:44:43,520 Speaker 2: the same room and getting beat up. But yet you 861 00:44:43,560 --> 00:44:46,719 Speaker 2: claim the everybody in the room is gonna harm you. 862 00:44:47,160 --> 00:44:49,840 Speaker 2: But you won't lock the door, you won't put a 863 00:44:50,320 --> 00:44:52,239 Speaker 2: myrminder on the door in case you forget to go 864 00:44:52,280 --> 00:44:55,480 Speaker 2: into the room again. You just keep going into that room. 865 00:44:55,520 --> 00:44:58,120 Speaker 1: It's like we're all mean girls and sensitive at the 866 00:44:58,120 --> 00:45:00,799 Speaker 1: same time, right, you know, like we all want to 867 00:45:00,840 --> 00:45:02,480 Speaker 1: say what we want to say to other people. Have 868 00:45:02,560 --> 00:45:04,440 Speaker 1: what the fuck we want to say it? And then 869 00:45:04,520 --> 00:45:06,319 Speaker 1: we but we want to be talked too gently. We 870 00:45:06,360 --> 00:45:09,800 Speaker 1: want everything to be nice. And it's whoever claims, whoever 871 00:45:09,840 --> 00:45:12,480 Speaker 1: says victim first is kind of the person that feels 872 00:45:12,560 --> 00:45:14,759 Speaker 1: like they won. In the social circles we run in, 873 00:45:14,840 --> 00:45:17,319 Speaker 1: not every circle like this, but then the ones we 874 00:45:17,440 --> 00:45:21,920 Speaker 1: run in definitely is whoever cries hurt first is the 875 00:45:21,960 --> 00:45:24,680 Speaker 1: person that's supposed to get the podium. 876 00:45:24,719 --> 00:45:26,719 Speaker 2: That's true. That's true, and a lot of times that's 877 00:45:26,760 --> 00:45:29,080 Speaker 2: why a lot of them look at people like me 878 00:45:29,360 --> 00:45:32,360 Speaker 2: like I'm weak and I don't understand. Oh nigga, I 879 00:45:32,440 --> 00:45:35,879 Speaker 2: do understand. I'm just opting not to participate, and that's 880 00:45:35,920 --> 00:45:38,399 Speaker 2: my choice not to participate. 881 00:45:38,320 --> 00:45:40,600 Speaker 1: Right, So I think that's a big part of it 882 00:45:40,640 --> 00:45:43,719 Speaker 1: is just that, you know, and then, like I said, 883 00:45:43,760 --> 00:45:47,960 Speaker 1: you can weaponize because once you convince yourself that you 884 00:45:48,000 --> 00:45:51,479 Speaker 1: are so marginalized that nothing you do is wrong, right, 885 00:45:51,719 --> 00:45:53,680 Speaker 1: you get to then do whatever you want to the 886 00:45:53,719 --> 00:45:57,000 Speaker 1: other people, and if they say anything back, you go 887 00:45:57,120 --> 00:46:00,520 Speaker 1: but I'm the victim, you know. Like somebody tweeted some 888 00:46:00,600 --> 00:46:03,600 Speaker 1: nasty shit towards Ava the day and that person worked 889 00:46:03,600 --> 00:46:06,960 Speaker 1: for Vogue or something, so she retweeted them back and 890 00:46:07,080 --> 00:46:09,319 Speaker 1: was like, first of all, this person that works at 891 00:46:09,360 --> 00:46:12,200 Speaker 1: Vogue magazine, Da da da da, and people was like, 892 00:46:12,520 --> 00:46:17,800 Speaker 1: you put that place where they work in the fucking tweet. Yeah. 893 00:46:17,840 --> 00:46:21,320 Speaker 1: But she ended up deleting it and apologizing to the person. 894 00:46:22,080 --> 00:46:25,000 Speaker 1: None of that's gonna change anything, you know what I mean, Like, 895 00:46:25,080 --> 00:46:27,920 Speaker 1: I just like it, Like it don't matter, she apologized. 896 00:46:28,040 --> 00:46:29,840 Speaker 1: It don't even really matter that she did it in 897 00:46:29,840 --> 00:46:32,680 Speaker 1: the first place, is you can't like that's what I 898 00:46:32,680 --> 00:46:34,640 Speaker 1: saw was the rabbit hole that I was in when 899 00:46:34,680 --> 00:46:36,600 Speaker 1: I because I still don't think I was wrong, but 900 00:46:37,239 --> 00:46:40,520 Speaker 1: the straight black men think. I feel like the rabbit 901 00:46:40,600 --> 00:46:42,359 Speaker 1: hole I was in is the one I watched her 902 00:46:42,400 --> 00:46:45,359 Speaker 1: go through. And maybe that was why my empathy was, 903 00:46:45,719 --> 00:46:48,799 Speaker 1: you know, with her, because honestly, the projection that comes 904 00:46:48,800 --> 00:46:52,040 Speaker 1: from people when they decide I'm a victim of what 905 00:46:52,160 --> 00:46:55,400 Speaker 1: you just said about yourself, it's bullshit to me. Because 906 00:46:55,560 --> 00:46:58,400 Speaker 1: if she doesn't, if she wishes him, well, fuck not 907 00:46:58,480 --> 00:47:01,520 Speaker 1: with him dead. If she wishes that man. Well, it 908 00:47:01,640 --> 00:47:04,680 Speaker 1: honestly has nothing to do with me at all, you know, 909 00:47:04,800 --> 00:47:07,239 Speaker 1: And it really doesn't matter how she phrased it. If 910 00:47:07,320 --> 00:47:10,239 Speaker 1: really I decide if I'm gonna take that personal I 911 00:47:10,280 --> 00:47:12,480 Speaker 1: decide if I'm gonna be a victim of her having 912 00:47:12,520 --> 00:47:16,720 Speaker 1: a different opinion than mine, because already, you know, reading 913 00:47:16,719 --> 00:47:18,560 Speaker 1: the full things, she want to vote this man out, 914 00:47:19,120 --> 00:47:22,200 Speaker 1: reading the full thing, reading her history of she don't 915 00:47:22,239 --> 00:47:24,960 Speaker 1: fuck with him on any level, you know, like she 916 00:47:25,000 --> 00:47:27,120 Speaker 1: sees this dude as a criminal, as a gripter, all 917 00:47:27,160 --> 00:47:30,960 Speaker 1: these things that we believe. And but for that moment, 918 00:47:31,120 --> 00:47:36,240 Speaker 1: it became you attacked me with your opinion of saying 919 00:47:36,239 --> 00:47:39,200 Speaker 1: you were raised better than the than to wish to 920 00:47:39,239 --> 00:47:41,719 Speaker 1: wish ill on him, so you wish him well, but 921 00:47:41,760 --> 00:47:44,720 Speaker 1: you also want him to go to prison or whatever, 922 00:47:44,719 --> 00:47:46,480 Speaker 1: get the fuck out of the White House. And I 923 00:47:46,520 --> 00:47:50,319 Speaker 1: think that's to me, I don't see how you take 924 00:47:50,360 --> 00:47:53,759 Speaker 1: that personally unless you live in that, like, unless your 925 00:47:53,840 --> 00:47:59,560 Speaker 1: truth is people who people who move differently than me 926 00:48:00,160 --> 00:48:04,560 Speaker 1: are my enemy regardless, then something else. And I guess 927 00:48:04,640 --> 00:48:08,320 Speaker 1: for me, I'm like, how do you not examine yourself 928 00:48:08,480 --> 00:48:14,480 Speaker 1: in that moment? Because that's such an unreasonable and and 929 00:48:14,640 --> 00:48:17,480 Speaker 1: weird line to draw, like, do you not have family? 930 00:48:17,960 --> 00:48:20,680 Speaker 1: Do you not have friends? Do you do y'all walk 931 00:48:20,760 --> 00:48:23,520 Speaker 1: lockstep on everything? Do you not have religious people in 932 00:48:23,560 --> 00:48:26,360 Speaker 1: your life? I'm not even fucking religious. And I know 933 00:48:27,200 --> 00:48:29,839 Speaker 1: that part of religion is that people are gonna say 934 00:48:29,880 --> 00:48:33,600 Speaker 1: some things that as long as they're not discriminating, I 935 00:48:34,239 --> 00:48:37,120 Speaker 1: just gotta let slide because because that's what they believe, 936 00:48:37,120 --> 00:48:40,360 Speaker 1: their belief system is different than mine. You know, a 937 00:48:40,440 --> 00:48:42,600 Speaker 1: lot of times while bringing up on the show, you 938 00:48:42,680 --> 00:48:44,680 Speaker 1: know you can see it in the chat, so my responses, 939 00:48:44,760 --> 00:48:48,000 Speaker 1: but I'm like this person, forgiven this person, I'm not 940 00:48:48,160 --> 00:48:52,200 Speaker 1: that bothered by it because everybody's shit is different than mine, 941 00:48:52,880 --> 00:48:55,560 Speaker 1: you know what. I Like, I don't think there's a good, 942 00:48:55,719 --> 00:48:58,960 Speaker 1: bad thing that's gonna happen based on these wishes or 943 00:48:58,960 --> 00:48:59,920 Speaker 1: whatever everybody's. 944 00:49:00,280 --> 00:49:02,279 Speaker 2: But yeah, I don't live in unforgiveness, but some people do. 945 00:49:02,760 --> 00:49:05,400 Speaker 1: Yeah. But even when it's like a school shooting, there 946 00:49:05,440 --> 00:49:08,120 Speaker 1: they go thoughts and prayers, and you go, yeah, that's 947 00:49:08,239 --> 00:49:11,000 Speaker 1: that's bullshit. But then when somebody's like I got cancer, 948 00:49:11,280 --> 00:49:13,960 Speaker 1: love and light sending you thoughts and prayers, So do 949 00:49:14,080 --> 00:49:18,200 Speaker 1: they count more for those days? Like when did like 950 00:49:18,400 --> 00:49:21,239 Speaker 1: like that's how I view my life. So I'm like, 951 00:49:21,480 --> 00:49:23,759 Speaker 1: this is all kind of like bullshit to me. I'm 952 00:49:23,800 --> 00:49:26,520 Speaker 1: not And this is not to say like I've never 953 00:49:26,719 --> 00:49:29,400 Speaker 1: once turned out anyone. I don't do the like you know, 954 00:49:29,520 --> 00:49:31,160 Speaker 1: we're praying at Thanksgiving. I've never been like. 955 00:49:31,600 --> 00:49:35,160 Speaker 2: Excuse me, excuse me, like I know, stopping the whole function. 956 00:49:35,360 --> 00:49:37,000 Speaker 1: Like I'm not that kind of person. But my thing 957 00:49:37,120 --> 00:49:39,799 Speaker 1: is like, don't didn't we all make some I guess 958 00:49:39,840 --> 00:49:42,600 Speaker 1: we didn't, But in my mind I felt like, isn't 959 00:49:42,640 --> 00:49:47,719 Speaker 1: there some sort of ability to coexist that we kind 960 00:49:47,760 --> 00:49:51,320 Speaker 1: of like some sort of contract, social contract that we 961 00:49:51,480 --> 00:49:53,200 Speaker 1: kind of have to agree to or else we be 962 00:49:53,280 --> 00:49:57,360 Speaker 1: fucking killing everybody? Because like right, and maybe that's you 963 00:49:57,440 --> 00:49:59,080 Speaker 1: know what, that's what it is. That's what it is, 964 00:50:00,440 --> 00:50:03,880 Speaker 1: and that exists not on Twitter, that's correct. 965 00:50:03,640 --> 00:50:08,320 Speaker 2: Correct, right, what you just said, only exists in real life. 966 00:50:08,600 --> 00:50:10,200 Speaker 1: I think that's what fucks me up is that I 967 00:50:10,320 --> 00:50:13,560 Speaker 1: keep thinking of this as a place that because you know, 968 00:50:14,120 --> 00:50:15,680 Speaker 1: this is how I am everywhere. 969 00:50:15,880 --> 00:50:19,760 Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm the same too, podcast, Yeah you're not getting 970 00:50:19,800 --> 00:50:23,279 Speaker 2: a version of me. And so a long time ago 971 00:50:23,560 --> 00:50:25,920 Speaker 2: I was like, oh no, no, I'm not getting a 972 00:50:25,960 --> 00:50:29,520 Speaker 2: real version of y'all because I had to connect this. 973 00:50:30,239 --> 00:50:33,439 Speaker 2: I'm looking at your actions, I'm going, oh, in real life, 974 00:50:33,480 --> 00:50:35,520 Speaker 2: you would not behave like this, And that's what caused 975 00:50:35,560 --> 00:50:37,160 Speaker 2: me to pull back from the line. I go, oh, 976 00:50:37,480 --> 00:50:38,759 Speaker 2: this is not the real world. 977 00:50:38,800 --> 00:50:39,160 Speaker 5: What it is? 978 00:50:39,400 --> 00:50:39,960 Speaker 2: You know what it is. 979 00:50:40,160 --> 00:50:44,640 Speaker 1: It's a power fantasy. Yes, that's what it is. Yeah, 980 00:50:44,880 --> 00:50:46,560 Speaker 1: So I'm glad we got to the bottom of that 981 00:50:46,680 --> 00:50:50,680 Speaker 1: because that was bothering me. But that's definitely what it is. 982 00:50:50,760 --> 00:50:52,920 Speaker 1: It's a power fantasy, and it's a place where I 983 00:50:52,960 --> 00:50:56,319 Speaker 1: can revert the power structure. And now I'm the one 984 00:50:56,360 --> 00:50:58,680 Speaker 1: on top because I have the most things going against me, 985 00:50:59,040 --> 00:51:01,400 Speaker 1: and so now I get to do all the bullying 986 00:51:01,440 --> 00:51:03,920 Speaker 1: and ship that I claim the world is doing to me. 987 00:51:04,320 --> 00:51:06,560 Speaker 1: I get to go do it with my friends and 988 00:51:06,680 --> 00:51:09,640 Speaker 1: my clique. And you know what it's like an MMO. 989 00:51:10,080 --> 00:51:11,960 Speaker 2: You know how you go when you create a character, 990 00:51:12,440 --> 00:51:13,960 Speaker 2: and you can make it as strong as you want, 991 00:51:14,000 --> 00:51:15,400 Speaker 2: you can make it as big as you want, like 992 00:51:15,480 --> 00:51:18,160 Speaker 2: you can literally it looks like you, but it ain't you. Right, 993 00:51:18,239 --> 00:51:21,440 Speaker 2: you can literally do whatever you want to this character, 994 00:51:22,040 --> 00:51:24,640 Speaker 2: and you can this character can do anything that you 995 00:51:24,760 --> 00:51:26,880 Speaker 2: want to do. But the second you turn off the 996 00:51:26,920 --> 00:51:29,680 Speaker 2: game or you log off. You back in the real 997 00:51:29,760 --> 00:51:31,560 Speaker 2: world again, which is the real you? 998 00:51:32,000 --> 00:52:21,839 Speaker 1: Yep? All right, let's talk about other news, all right? 999 00:52:23,480 --> 00:52:28,000 Speaker 1: Oh you know our w f a E interviewers up? Yay, Yes, yes, 1000 00:52:28,360 --> 00:52:30,320 Speaker 1: I had like a thirty minute conversation. They cut it 1001 00:52:30,360 --> 00:52:31,240 Speaker 1: down to like foe. 1002 00:52:31,560 --> 00:52:33,680 Speaker 2: We was Ben Roger Glenn said like, I don't know 1003 00:52:33,760 --> 00:52:36,040 Speaker 2: how they're gonna chop it chopping screw this up. 1004 00:52:36,440 --> 00:52:39,480 Speaker 1: Yeah, we shared it on our social media. If I 1005 00:52:39,560 --> 00:52:42,640 Speaker 1: can remember, I'll put a link in the show notes. Yes, 1006 00:52:44,120 --> 00:52:46,839 Speaker 1: but uh, yes, up, and it was fun. 1007 00:52:46,920 --> 00:52:47,080 Speaker 3: Man. 1008 00:52:47,120 --> 00:52:49,879 Speaker 1: We actually already got a couple of new listeners, which 1009 00:52:49,920 --> 00:52:52,360 Speaker 1: I'm like, they're gonna be surprised all these niggas and 1010 00:52:52,600 --> 00:52:54,880 Speaker 1: cussing and ship right, particularly. 1011 00:52:54,600 --> 00:52:56,440 Speaker 2: W f a E crawding out and I'm a member, 1012 00:52:56,600 --> 00:52:58,279 Speaker 2: like I pay them every month. I got all kind 1013 00:52:58,320 --> 00:52:59,400 Speaker 2: of glasses and ship. 1014 00:52:59,400 --> 00:53:02,600 Speaker 1: He definitely cutting it down to four minutes. No, you're 1015 00:53:02,600 --> 00:53:05,840 Speaker 1: about to get this rambling black shit. But yeah, so 1016 00:53:06,040 --> 00:53:10,640 Speaker 1: that was cool to talk with them. We should if 1017 00:53:10,680 --> 00:53:14,880 Speaker 1: everything goes right. So if you're in the North Carolina, 1018 00:53:14,960 --> 00:53:16,840 Speaker 1: I don't know if other people have it or not, 1019 00:53:17,280 --> 00:53:19,359 Speaker 1: but I know if you're in North Carolina. You might 1020 00:53:19,480 --> 00:53:23,000 Speaker 1: see us on the Spectrum today. They have a news 1021 00:53:23,080 --> 00:53:27,120 Speaker 1: channel here. They actually have a cable company here, so 1022 00:53:27,520 --> 00:53:29,600 Speaker 1: form of the time on the cable but Spectrum right now. 1023 00:53:29,719 --> 00:53:31,800 Speaker 1: There used to be Time Warner, but now there's Spectrum. 1024 00:53:32,640 --> 00:53:35,360 Speaker 1: So you might see us on the news tonight talking 1025 00:53:36,520 --> 00:53:41,920 Speaker 1: about the upcoming WFAE podcast festival, talking about the origins 1026 00:53:41,960 --> 00:53:44,480 Speaker 1: of our podcast, all that stuff. 1027 00:53:44,640 --> 00:53:46,640 Speaker 2: And when we get it, it was probably late later 1028 00:53:46,800 --> 00:53:48,960 Speaker 2: later on tonight, So when we get it, if we 1029 00:53:49,000 --> 00:53:50,759 Speaker 2: don't post it at night, we'll post it a first 1030 00:53:50,800 --> 00:53:51,399 Speaker 2: thing in the morning. 1031 00:53:51,640 --> 00:53:54,919 Speaker 1: Yeah, we talked with Miranda I believe was her name, 1032 00:53:55,360 --> 00:53:59,080 Speaker 1: and it was a good conversation man. So it was 1033 00:53:59,239 --> 00:54:02,480 Speaker 1: nice that she read out to us and uh, you know, 1034 00:54:02,680 --> 00:54:05,680 Speaker 1: let us let us skype what do you call it, 1035 00:54:06,080 --> 00:54:08,400 Speaker 1: not skype, zoom, let us get on zoom with her 1036 00:54:08,480 --> 00:54:12,200 Speaker 1: and get interviewed. That was that was really cool. So 1037 00:54:12,360 --> 00:54:14,279 Speaker 1: hopefully y'all get to hear those things. 1038 00:54:14,320 --> 00:54:16,479 Speaker 2: And busy, y'all, this is a busy ass month. 1039 00:54:16,920 --> 00:54:20,200 Speaker 1: Yeah, we are super busy. We got another interview tomorrow. 1040 00:54:20,480 --> 00:54:24,759 Speaker 1: Like we are working, yes, but in a good way. 1041 00:54:26,200 --> 00:54:26,399 Speaker 4: Right. 1042 00:54:26,960 --> 00:54:29,239 Speaker 1: All that to say, the official weapon of the show 1043 00:54:29,360 --> 00:54:34,080 Speaker 1: is unofficial sport Bulletball Extreme. Don't forget October twenty six, 1044 00:54:34,120 --> 00:54:37,680 Speaker 1: we will be exclusively on Spotify. So wherever you're listening 1045 00:54:37,760 --> 00:54:40,759 Speaker 1: to us now, if it's not Spotify, we won't be here. 1046 00:54:41,120 --> 00:54:42,960 Speaker 2: We will we gonna disappear. 1047 00:54:43,120 --> 00:54:46,239 Speaker 1: We are gonna it will disappear like man poof, It'll 1048 00:54:46,280 --> 00:54:49,359 Speaker 1: be like it was never there. By Easter, It'll disappear, Yes, 1049 00:54:49,760 --> 00:54:53,840 Speaker 1: be gone. So make sure y'all check that out. So 1050 00:54:54,000 --> 00:54:58,239 Speaker 1: October twenty six is when that's gonna happen. All right, 1051 00:54:58,520 --> 00:55:02,040 Speaker 1: let's get into uh, I think that's everything, get into 1052 00:55:02,120 --> 00:55:06,279 Speaker 1: some of this news. It was also interesting to be 1053 00:55:06,480 --> 00:55:11,080 Speaker 1: doing an interview where you know, we knew we were 1054 00:55:11,080 --> 00:55:15,640 Speaker 1: gonna hit the NPR Voice. Yes, yes, like I almost 1055 00:55:15,640 --> 00:55:19,399 Speaker 1: thought about I almost thought about doing a fake ass 1056 00:55:19,600 --> 00:55:21,640 Speaker 1: NPR voice to. 1057 00:55:22,719 --> 00:55:24,200 Speaker 2: Come on through NPR Voice. 1058 00:55:24,360 --> 00:55:25,880 Speaker 1: I almost thought about doing it, but I was like, 1059 00:55:25,920 --> 00:55:27,960 Speaker 1: then they gonna listen to show, they gonna be completely 1060 00:55:28,000 --> 00:55:29,480 Speaker 1: out of their depth, Like what the fuck are they 1061 00:55:29,560 --> 00:55:30,040 Speaker 1: talking about? 1062 00:55:30,239 --> 00:55:33,880 Speaker 6: Yes, welcome to the Black Eye Who Tips podcast, right, 1063 00:55:34,200 --> 00:55:38,480 Speaker 6: and today we're gonna talk about several topics, fucking with 1064 00:55:38,560 --> 00:55:45,439 Speaker 6: black people, guess the race, and one of our favorite segments, righteousness. 1065 00:55:45,120 --> 00:55:47,680 Speaker 1: Yeah, I thought, yeah, I thought about doing and she's like, 1066 00:55:47,800 --> 00:55:49,440 Speaker 1: so you guys do a fun podcast? 1067 00:55:49,520 --> 00:55:50,160 Speaker 3: What uh? 1068 00:55:50,239 --> 00:55:53,000 Speaker 1: What'd you get the name the Black Autism? Like, Hi, 1069 00:55:53,600 --> 00:55:59,279 Speaker 1: the black guy who tips this is Rod Marrow. Yes, yes, 1070 00:55:59,680 --> 00:56:03,120 Speaker 1: well right now, it's currently eight forty one pm. Come on, 1071 00:56:04,480 --> 00:56:07,719 Speaker 1: and the weather is seventy six degrees outside in this 1072 00:56:07,880 --> 00:56:11,560 Speaker 1: fall chrisp Air of North Carolina. But I was like, no, 1073 00:56:11,680 --> 00:56:14,840 Speaker 1: I'm not gonna do it because then people think our 1074 00:56:14,880 --> 00:56:18,480 Speaker 1: show is completely not as fun as we said it was. 1075 00:56:20,680 --> 00:56:23,440 Speaker 2: But yeah, so they were like, we're coming over there 1076 00:56:23,480 --> 00:56:25,760 Speaker 2: for that. They listening to that, they'd be like, okay. 1077 00:56:26,040 --> 00:56:28,840 Speaker 2: Then they'd be like and I talked too loud to 1078 00:56:29,000 --> 00:56:30,840 Speaker 2: be the NPR person. 1079 00:56:32,680 --> 00:56:38,040 Speaker 1: Coronavirus News. Here's Coronavirus a song by Donnie Arcade. 1080 00:56:40,840 --> 00:57:05,040 Speaker 7: Back Hey hey, hey, ain't no more food than the stuff. 1081 00:57:06,480 --> 00:57:08,000 Speaker 1: I ain't going to No Montain. 1082 00:57:09,600 --> 00:57:13,840 Speaker 3: Yeah we are hell on. So many people end up 1083 00:57:13,920 --> 00:57:17,520 Speaker 3: going there, ain't no more food than the stuff. 1084 00:57:18,960 --> 00:57:20,400 Speaker 2: I ain't going to No Monta. 1085 00:57:22,080 --> 00:57:26,320 Speaker 3: Yeah we are hell on. So many people end up 1086 00:57:26,360 --> 00:57:30,720 Speaker 3: go open open on seats there. What I'm gonna do? 1087 00:57:31,280 --> 00:57:33,320 Speaker 7: They going pe give you the mask, but you just 1088 00:57:33,360 --> 00:57:35,160 Speaker 7: give me the super well done the bride. 1089 00:57:35,160 --> 00:57:36,760 Speaker 3: Don't give me no last year. Just give me the 1090 00:57:36,840 --> 00:57:39,040 Speaker 3: tribute to give me their hands saying the tap and 1091 00:57:39,080 --> 00:57:41,360 Speaker 3: don't give me no das on the table. Give me 1092 00:57:41,440 --> 00:57:44,080 Speaker 3: the same pason. Don't give me no jass Team twenty 1093 00:57:44,120 --> 00:57:46,120 Speaker 3: eight case they you know what's up? They on the 1094 00:57:46,920 --> 00:57:48,240 Speaker 3: for the church that went their boy. 1095 00:57:48,600 --> 00:57:51,640 Speaker 7: You got open doors up past the pocket lifting close 1096 00:57:51,680 --> 00:57:52,760 Speaker 7: sides on all the SoRs. 1097 00:57:53,240 --> 00:57:56,080 Speaker 3: Oh he's not used your pies or who having juice side? 1098 00:57:56,280 --> 00:57:57,760 Speaker 3: Get the pegbo like you said. 1099 00:57:58,000 --> 00:58:00,200 Speaker 7: You pass having the full time you would go at 1100 00:58:00,200 --> 00:58:01,360 Speaker 7: the news off in the day. 1101 00:58:01,360 --> 00:58:04,480 Speaker 3: It's like people do chop. Everybody wanted the jobbin't want 1102 00:58:04,480 --> 00:58:05,360 Speaker 3: to go up a roopbop. 1103 00:58:05,960 --> 00:58:07,080 Speaker 2: Then't think of my new office. 1104 00:58:07,480 --> 00:58:09,360 Speaker 3: He got me in the news house. They didn't think 1105 00:58:09,360 --> 00:58:11,560 Speaker 3: about the catch. Maybe I can get it on grootbos. 1106 00:58:11,600 --> 00:58:13,240 Speaker 1: Look right now I want pool on the head flanks. 1107 00:58:13,480 --> 00:58:15,440 Speaker 7: You know, ain't kids on the poosmo now, don't want 1108 00:58:15,440 --> 00:58:17,320 Speaker 7: to be a wide big craft kill them on leaving 1109 00:58:17,400 --> 00:58:17,919 Speaker 7: young offer. 1110 00:58:18,160 --> 00:58:24,600 Speaker 3: Ain't no more food than the stuff? Now you going, yeah, 1111 00:58:24,640 --> 00:58:25,320 Speaker 3: we are here on. 1112 00:58:27,520 --> 00:58:28,200 Speaker 1: So many people. 1113 00:58:30,560 --> 00:58:32,040 Speaker 3: There ain't no more food than the stuff. 1114 00:58:33,200 --> 00:58:33,840 Speaker 1: I fuck with this. 1115 00:58:34,200 --> 00:58:35,680 Speaker 2: I like that he was on topic too. 1116 00:58:35,880 --> 00:58:38,360 Speaker 1: It's a good regular coronavirus. I mean, this is a 1117 00:58:38,400 --> 00:58:43,840 Speaker 1: regular good song, uh Donnie Arcade coronavirus, and it's about coronavirus. 1118 00:58:44,040 --> 00:58:47,040 Speaker 1: It's literally about coronavirus. Food in the store, talking about 1119 00:58:47,320 --> 00:58:49,640 Speaker 1: fuck the mask. Give me a suit when I go shopping. 1120 00:58:49,760 --> 00:58:51,560 Speaker 1: Come on, I don't want to be in here. Coffin 1121 00:58:51,640 --> 00:58:52,280 Speaker 1: and sneezing. 1122 00:58:52,520 --> 00:58:55,040 Speaker 2: Got got a basin on topping, You get an a, sir? 1123 00:58:55,200 --> 00:58:58,760 Speaker 1: Okay, congratulations in a while, since we had a good one. 1124 00:58:58,840 --> 00:59:00,920 Speaker 2: One of the few a's the My favorite is. 1125 00:59:01,320 --> 00:59:04,560 Speaker 1: But you got coronavirus? I need six feet That's now. 1126 00:59:04,600 --> 00:59:06,320 Speaker 1: That's my number one jam out of everybody. 1127 00:59:06,400 --> 00:59:08,560 Speaker 2: This this is number two, but definitely number one. 1128 00:59:10,880 --> 00:59:16,000 Speaker 1: All right, coronavirus news. White House Press Secretary Kaylee mcanninie 1129 00:59:16,600 --> 00:59:20,200 Speaker 1: McKenny mcannini. Anyway, this white lady got it, the one 1130 00:59:20,280 --> 00:59:22,400 Speaker 1: that be lying. Y'all know her. 1131 00:59:22,560 --> 00:59:23,200 Speaker 2: They y'all got it. 1132 00:59:23,320 --> 00:59:26,080 Speaker 1: You may know her as the blonde white woman that 1133 00:59:26,240 --> 00:59:28,880 Speaker 1: be lying. You don't get her confused with the other 1134 00:59:29,440 --> 00:59:33,520 Speaker 1: seventeen blond white women that be lying in the Trump administration. 1135 00:59:33,680 --> 00:59:39,600 Speaker 1: But her, No, not her, the think of a different Yeah, no, 1136 00:59:39,800 --> 00:59:40,240 Speaker 1: not that one. 1137 00:59:40,320 --> 00:59:43,120 Speaker 2: Yeah, no, now Avoka, no, no, the one to the left, 1138 00:59:43,640 --> 00:59:46,400 Speaker 2: one to the other, one to the left, she got it. 1139 00:59:46,520 --> 00:59:49,320 Speaker 1: And then like I think her two backup people got it, 1140 00:59:49,440 --> 00:59:55,040 Speaker 1: the deputy people that you know, the deputy, uh, speakers, secretary, 1141 00:59:55,360 --> 00:59:55,840 Speaker 1: they got it. 1142 00:59:57,800 --> 00:59:57,880 Speaker 3: Uh. 1143 00:59:58,120 --> 01:00:00,000 Speaker 1: And now it's starting to people starting to think maybe 1144 01:00:00,000 --> 01:00:02,480 Speaker 1: he is Trump, that's the one that was spreading it. Yes, 1145 01:00:03,280 --> 01:00:06,440 Speaker 1: like like they're trying to they putting together like because 1146 01:00:06,440 --> 01:00:08,960 Speaker 1: they can't do contact tracing, the White House won't allow it. 1147 01:00:10,160 --> 01:00:12,320 Speaker 1: But they're like, if we do enough contact trace and 1148 01:00:12,400 --> 01:00:14,680 Speaker 1: we think we might get to the source. And it's 1149 01:00:15,080 --> 01:00:21,360 Speaker 1: coming from the House and it's painted orange. President Trump 1150 01:00:22,440 --> 01:00:26,000 Speaker 1: has been He's demanded to be released from the hospital. 1151 01:00:26,720 --> 01:00:29,760 Speaker 1: He flew in a helicopter back to the White House 1152 01:00:29,840 --> 01:00:36,000 Speaker 1: today after seventy hours. He walked up the steps immediately 1153 01:00:36,080 --> 01:00:38,840 Speaker 1: took off his mask for a photo op before going 1154 01:00:38,880 --> 01:00:41,080 Speaker 1: to the White House. And I'm gonna say he got 1155 01:00:41,160 --> 01:00:45,360 Speaker 1: the top of them steps. It was a struggle. He 1156 01:00:45,560 --> 01:00:54,520 Speaker 1: definitely was breathing hard, but you know, far far beard 1157 01:00:54,560 --> 01:00:56,840 Speaker 1: from him, you know. And then he filmed a maskless 1158 01:00:57,160 --> 01:01:02,439 Speaker 1: video saying maybe I'm a mune I don't know. After 1159 01:01:02,560 --> 01:01:04,440 Speaker 1: this nigga had experimental drugs. 1160 01:01:04,520 --> 01:01:07,520 Speaker 2: You're not immune with the super super Soldia serm. 1161 01:01:08,640 --> 01:01:15,560 Speaker 1: Right, you had to get super super so de serum. Yes, okay, 1162 01:01:16,040 --> 01:01:17,880 Speaker 1: man had to make that shit up for you. Get 1163 01:01:17,880 --> 01:01:21,080 Speaker 1: out here, Yeah he's And then of course he told 1164 01:01:21,120 --> 01:01:25,320 Speaker 1: Americans not to let the virus dominate you because the 1165 01:01:25,360 --> 01:01:28,600 Speaker 1: grift is always more important than anything else for these people, man, 1166 01:01:29,000 --> 01:01:32,440 Speaker 1: like nothing comes before the grift. When as far as 1167 01:01:32,480 --> 01:01:36,680 Speaker 1: you're concerned, I guess this is the video. Oh good, 1168 01:01:36,720 --> 01:01:40,400 Speaker 1: we're gonna get an ad first. But like everything for 1169 01:01:40,520 --> 01:01:43,000 Speaker 1: them is like how the fuck do we make money? 1170 01:01:43,920 --> 01:01:47,240 Speaker 1: How do we keep these gullible foods leashed on? 1171 01:01:48,200 --> 01:01:51,440 Speaker 2: And I think we're doing the complete opposite, huh, I 1172 01:01:51,520 --> 01:01:54,080 Speaker 2: said a lot of times, like like Fox News, y'all dying, 1173 01:01:54,080 --> 01:01:56,680 Speaker 2: and we're doing the complete opposite, right right. 1174 01:01:56,600 --> 01:02:00,640 Speaker 5: It's left Walter Reed Medical Center, and it's really something 1175 01:02:00,800 --> 01:02:05,240 Speaker 5: very special. The doctors, the nurses, the first responders, and 1176 01:02:05,360 --> 01:02:08,520 Speaker 5: I learned so much about coronavirus. Oh now you learn, 1177 01:02:08,640 --> 01:02:12,640 Speaker 5: and one thing that's for certain, don't let it dominate you. 1178 01:02:13,600 --> 01:02:17,160 Speaker 1: Don't be two hundred and like nine thousand people at 1179 01:02:17,200 --> 01:02:20,200 Speaker 1: this point. How did you not take this as an insult? 1180 01:02:20,720 --> 01:02:23,520 Speaker 1: Like how they're my white supremacy is such a fucking 1181 01:02:23,600 --> 01:02:27,840 Speaker 1: head trip. Only a person who is so bigo than 1182 01:02:27,880 --> 01:02:32,400 Speaker 1: in racist that they literally cannot they have to give 1183 01:02:32,480 --> 01:02:35,240 Speaker 1: this man every pass in the book. Of course, only 1184 01:02:35,360 --> 01:02:36,960 Speaker 1: that kind of person could see this video and not 1185 01:02:37,080 --> 01:02:39,200 Speaker 1: find it to be extremely insulting to the people who 1186 01:02:39,240 --> 01:02:42,200 Speaker 1: have lost people. Oh, they just let it dominate them. 1187 01:02:42,280 --> 01:02:45,960 Speaker 1: They they just couldn't help it. They just gave it up. Also, 1188 01:02:46,000 --> 01:02:49,160 Speaker 1: they didn't have a helicopter to fly them into the hospital. 1189 01:02:49,600 --> 01:02:50,800 Speaker 1: They didn't have like a motile. 1190 01:02:50,960 --> 01:02:54,560 Speaker 2: Taxpayers is paying for this experimental shit. You'll funk around 1191 01:02:54,600 --> 01:02:55,760 Speaker 2: And how iron Man's. 1192 01:02:55,560 --> 01:02:58,600 Speaker 1: Heart right, They don't have all this shit. They don't 1193 01:02:58,640 --> 01:03:02,320 Speaker 1: have all the oxygen and the constant twenty four hour 1194 01:03:03,360 --> 01:03:07,120 Speaker 1: medical surveillance staff. They don't have that. And then you're 1195 01:03:07,120 --> 01:03:09,200 Speaker 1: sitting up here acting like you fucking will powered your 1196 01:03:09,240 --> 01:03:12,080 Speaker 1: way through it. You know it's crazy to me afraid 1197 01:03:12,120 --> 01:03:12,280 Speaker 1: of it. 1198 01:03:12,880 --> 01:03:15,800 Speaker 5: You're gonna beat it. We have the best medical equipment, 1199 01:03:15,920 --> 01:03:19,040 Speaker 5: we have the best medicines, all developed recently. 1200 01:03:19,400 --> 01:03:23,640 Speaker 1: No, nigga, you have right, everybody don't get that, and 1201 01:03:23,720 --> 01:03:24,360 Speaker 1: you're gonna beat it. 1202 01:03:24,480 --> 01:03:26,040 Speaker 5: I went, I didn't feel so good. 1203 01:03:28,560 --> 01:03:29,560 Speaker 2: All the people that died. 1204 01:03:29,640 --> 01:03:33,240 Speaker 1: They beat it in right. He thinks this is gonna 1205 01:03:33,240 --> 01:03:36,560 Speaker 1: help his election, and he's probably right that it helps 1206 01:03:36,640 --> 01:03:41,920 Speaker 1: his election with that group of people that would have 1207 01:03:42,040 --> 01:03:45,400 Speaker 1: seen him as weak for staying in there after he 1208 01:03:45,440 --> 01:03:46,200 Speaker 1: talked all that shit. 1209 01:03:46,400 --> 01:03:49,160 Speaker 2: Of course, that's why, and they would probably want to 1210 01:03:49,280 --> 01:03:50,800 Speaker 2: keep him there a lot longer. 1211 01:03:51,160 --> 01:03:52,880 Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm sure they did. But the doctors are in 1212 01:03:53,000 --> 01:03:53,360 Speaker 1: on it too. 1213 01:03:54,360 --> 01:03:57,720 Speaker 2: Yes. And the thing is he fucking around. 1214 01:03:57,760 --> 01:04:01,040 Speaker 5: They got the flying back yo days ago, two days ago. 1215 01:04:01,080 --> 01:04:03,040 Speaker 5: I felt great, like better than I have in a 1216 01:04:03,120 --> 01:04:06,480 Speaker 5: long time, I said, just recently, better than twenty years ago. 1217 01:04:07,400 --> 01:04:10,360 Speaker 5: Don't let it dominate, don't let it take over your lives. 1218 01:04:10,960 --> 01:04:13,280 Speaker 5: Don't let that happen. We have the greatest country in 1219 01:04:13,320 --> 01:04:16,040 Speaker 5: the world. We're going back, We're going back to work. 1220 01:04:16,080 --> 01:04:18,120 Speaker 5: We're gonna be out front as your leader. 1221 01:04:18,200 --> 01:04:18,880 Speaker 1: I had to do that. 1222 01:04:19,120 --> 01:04:20,640 Speaker 5: I knew there's danger to it, but I. 1223 01:04:20,680 --> 01:04:22,920 Speaker 1: Had to do it. I stood out front. 1224 01:04:23,440 --> 01:04:26,000 Speaker 5: I led nobody. That's a leader. 1225 01:04:26,960 --> 01:04:31,360 Speaker 1: He's still trying to cut a fucking advertisement. It's all 1226 01:04:31,480 --> 01:04:34,480 Speaker 1: just Trump steaks man like. He doesn't care that he's 1227 01:04:34,480 --> 01:04:36,600 Speaker 1: in danger in his secret service people. He doesn't care 1228 01:04:36,680 --> 01:04:37,840 Speaker 1: he's in danger in the White House. 1229 01:04:37,920 --> 01:04:39,880 Speaker 2: Bad and a lot of staff. 1230 01:04:39,960 --> 01:04:41,680 Speaker 1: It's like, I'm not coming to work. 1231 01:04:41,760 --> 01:04:42,200 Speaker 2: Fuck him. 1232 01:04:42,480 --> 01:04:45,880 Speaker 1: Has anybody even seen Milania? What happened with her? Oh? 1233 01:04:46,120 --> 01:04:50,800 Speaker 1: She off somewhere? No, she probably left immediately. It's interesting. 1234 01:04:51,440 --> 01:04:53,400 Speaker 1: I mean, I don't know what you mean left. 1235 01:04:53,440 --> 01:04:55,560 Speaker 2: She got it, she got it, but but she not 1236 01:04:55,680 --> 01:04:57,960 Speaker 2: there with him, like she probably not at a White House. No, 1237 01:04:58,080 --> 01:04:59,160 Speaker 2: I don't think she had to work. 1238 01:05:00,120 --> 01:05:03,120 Speaker 1: She didn't want to live there initially, I understand. I 1239 01:05:03,240 --> 01:05:05,600 Speaker 1: just wonder if she never left the White House because 1240 01:05:05,640 --> 01:05:08,520 Speaker 1: she didn't need to go to the hospital, okay, like okay, 1241 01:05:08,640 --> 01:05:10,480 Speaker 1: like like she just she just stayed there. Yeah, yeah, 1242 01:05:10,480 --> 01:05:12,960 Speaker 1: because I mean yeah, I mean I know these niggas, 1243 01:05:13,000 --> 01:05:16,680 Speaker 1: don't they ignore the CDC quarantine guidelines. So I mean, 1244 01:05:16,840 --> 01:05:18,600 Speaker 1: I don't put it past her that that what you 1245 01:05:18,680 --> 01:05:21,320 Speaker 1: said is right, that she's on that she's just been 1246 01:05:21,800 --> 01:05:25,040 Speaker 1: doing ship like nothing, nothing's wrong. But I also do 1247 01:05:25,200 --> 01:05:27,560 Speaker 1: wonder where she's at, because you would think someone would 1248 01:05:27,600 --> 01:05:30,840 Speaker 1: have pictures of her out if she was at events somewhere, 1249 01:05:30,920 --> 01:05:33,720 Speaker 1: because they normally do. Like these are not careful people 1250 01:05:33,760 --> 01:05:36,320 Speaker 1: that are never felmed, Like if she was out of 1251 01:05:36,480 --> 01:05:39,040 Speaker 1: campaign rallies or something, we'd see her. Yeah, I mean 1252 01:05:39,080 --> 01:05:40,800 Speaker 1: out like she may have left the location. 1253 01:05:40,920 --> 01:05:42,720 Speaker 2: It's just in one spot. We would have we would 1254 01:05:42,760 --> 01:05:46,400 Speaker 2: have seen that, right, we would have seen her leave. Yeah, yeah, Okay, 1255 01:05:46,480 --> 01:05:47,800 Speaker 2: that makes sense. She's about she about it. 1256 01:05:48,040 --> 01:05:49,680 Speaker 1: So I just won on the opposite end of the 1257 01:05:49,720 --> 01:05:51,680 Speaker 1: White House in a bunk of some well. Nobody seems 1258 01:05:51,680 --> 01:05:55,840 Speaker 1: to be concerned, you know, right, And if she was 1259 01:05:56,000 --> 01:05:57,520 Speaker 1: really sick from it, it's not like they would tell 1260 01:05:57,560 --> 01:06:01,960 Speaker 1: us anywhere. But I don't know. Finally, says airborne transmission 1261 01:06:01,960 --> 01:06:05,600 Speaker 1: plays a role and coronavirus spread. After a website error 1262 01:06:07,520 --> 01:06:12,560 Speaker 1: on Monday, the CDC for the CDC acknowledged that people 1263 01:06:12,640 --> 01:06:15,720 Speaker 1: can sometimes be affected with coronavirus through airborne transmission if 1264 01:06:15,720 --> 01:06:22,200 Speaker 1: they have improper ventilation. This is this is the Donald 1265 01:06:22,280 --> 01:06:26,400 Speaker 1: Trump bullshit. You know What's so what pissed me off 1266 01:06:26,440 --> 01:06:27,160 Speaker 1: so much about this? 1267 01:06:27,400 --> 01:06:27,600 Speaker 8: Man? 1268 01:06:27,680 --> 01:06:31,640 Speaker 1: I remember when I had talked to Koqui about this, 1269 01:06:32,240 --> 01:06:35,840 Speaker 1: and she was saying, like, we can trust we can't 1270 01:06:35,840 --> 01:06:38,880 Speaker 1: trust this administration. She does know that, but she was like, 1271 01:06:39,160 --> 01:06:43,680 Speaker 1: you can trust the CDC, and the rot of this 1272 01:06:43,800 --> 01:06:48,800 Speaker 1: administration is so strong that we I don't feel like 1273 01:06:48,960 --> 01:06:51,240 Speaker 1: I can trust the CDC anymore. Not now at one 1274 01:06:51,280 --> 01:06:54,240 Speaker 1: period of time, yes, like too many, like people showed 1275 01:06:54,320 --> 01:06:58,040 Speaker 1: us who they were this time because the lies that 1276 01:06:58,280 --> 01:07:01,360 Speaker 1: he was peddling. You see who got in line with 1277 01:07:01,440 --> 01:07:04,600 Speaker 1: them and who didn't. Doctor Fauci did. He was like, nah, 1278 01:07:05,520 --> 01:07:07,400 Speaker 1: I can't. I can't roll with this shit, you know 1279 01:07:07,440 --> 01:07:09,480 Speaker 1: what I mean? I had morals and too many people 1280 01:07:09,520 --> 01:07:12,640 Speaker 1: are dying right like certain people, let you know. But 1281 01:07:12,760 --> 01:07:16,120 Speaker 1: then certain like when I see those medical doctors come 1282 01:07:16,160 --> 01:07:20,800 Speaker 1: out and lie for Trump, I don't go, oh yeah, 1283 01:07:21,480 --> 01:07:24,760 Speaker 1: well them doctors, I believe them. I go, oh, damn, 1284 01:07:24,880 --> 01:07:27,919 Speaker 1: you two. You went on the grid for this dude. 1285 01:07:28,680 --> 01:07:29,480 Speaker 1: That's that's a lot. 1286 01:07:29,560 --> 01:07:29,800 Speaker 3: Brother. 1287 01:07:31,000 --> 01:07:34,560 Speaker 1: Michigan attorney says, burn your mask and forget COVID emergency orders. 1288 01:07:34,600 --> 01:07:39,320 Speaker 1: After the State Supreme Court decision, so they issued a 1289 01:07:39,440 --> 01:07:43,560 Speaker 1: ruling that many of the Governor Gresi, Gretchen and Whitmer's 1290 01:07:44,360 --> 01:07:49,200 Speaker 1: executive orders regarding COVID nineteen safety are not legal. The 1291 01:07:49,280 --> 01:07:52,880 Speaker 1: studying rually says she's she illegally drew authority from a 1292 01:07:52,960 --> 01:07:56,680 Speaker 1: nineteen forty five law that doesn't apply. One aspect the 1293 01:07:56,760 --> 01:07:59,920 Speaker 1: court pointed out was the redeclaring the states of emerging 1294 01:08:00,120 --> 01:08:02,720 Speaker 1: see in what has been a string of orders from Whitmer. 1295 01:08:03,000 --> 01:08:05,440 Speaker 1: The state of emergency is meant the last twenty eight days. 1296 01:08:05,760 --> 01:08:09,040 Speaker 1: The governor does not possess authority exercise emergency powers under 1297 01:08:09,040 --> 01:08:11,600 Speaker 1: Emergency Powers of the Governor acted in nineteen forty five, 1298 01:08:11,960 --> 01:08:14,919 Speaker 1: because that act is an unlawful delegation of legislative power 1299 01:08:15,000 --> 01:08:18,880 Speaker 1: to the executive branch and violation of the Michigan Constitution. Accordingly, 1300 01:08:19,000 --> 01:08:22,000 Speaker 1: the executive orders issued by the governor in response to 1301 01:08:22,080 --> 01:08:25,280 Speaker 1: COVID nineteen pandemic now lack any basis under Michigan law. 1302 01:08:25,560 --> 01:08:29,200 Speaker 2: Who you vote in office fucking matters because if this 1303 01:08:29,439 --> 01:08:34,000 Speaker 2: judge was elected or appointed, who you vote matters because 1304 01:08:34,080 --> 01:08:36,840 Speaker 2: this is their interpretation of the motherfucking wow. 1305 01:08:37,840 --> 01:08:41,519 Speaker 1: Yeah, the judges man. And you know, obviously Trump feels 1306 01:08:41,520 --> 01:08:44,800 Speaker 1: a lot of these federal judges ships. But you know, 1307 01:08:44,960 --> 01:08:47,080 Speaker 1: even in North Carolina, it's an issue we have where 1308 01:08:47,120 --> 01:08:53,320 Speaker 1: it's like, we have a democratic governor, but then we 1309 01:08:53,479 --> 01:08:58,559 Speaker 1: have Republican senators. We have Republican people that are under them, 1310 01:08:58,840 --> 01:09:01,519 Speaker 1: and that shit can be extremely dangerous because they make 1311 01:09:01,560 --> 01:09:03,400 Speaker 1: a lot of decisions and a lot of times they 1312 01:09:03,479 --> 01:09:06,200 Speaker 1: can undermine the decisions of your governor, and you end 1313 01:09:06,280 --> 01:09:09,120 Speaker 1: up with governors having to do stuff like this through 1314 01:09:09,600 --> 01:09:14,960 Speaker 1: uh excutive executive orders, which are less stable than getting 1315 01:09:15,000 --> 01:09:17,400 Speaker 1: everyone to agree on it, which we could have done 1316 01:09:17,439 --> 01:09:20,679 Speaker 1: if Democrats would have won on the on the ground. 1317 01:09:20,760 --> 01:09:24,799 Speaker 1: And uh in the local stuff, local elections, Yeah. 1318 01:09:24,680 --> 01:09:27,719 Speaker 2: Local matters. You know, so many people focus on president 1319 01:09:28,320 --> 01:09:30,680 Speaker 2: the president like he's the motherfucking king. He or she 1320 01:09:30,840 --> 01:09:34,000 Speaker 2: is the motherfucking king, and forget like your state matters, 1321 01:09:34,080 --> 01:09:37,480 Speaker 2: your city matters, the dog catcher matters. All these positions 1322 01:09:37,680 --> 01:09:39,120 Speaker 2: fucking matter. 1323 01:09:40,040 --> 01:09:42,960 Speaker 1: Yeah. Speaking of which, time Tillers, I think I said 1324 01:09:43,000 --> 01:09:46,880 Speaker 1: to say he tested positive regal cinemas closing all US 1325 01:09:46,960 --> 01:09:50,599 Speaker 1: theaters after No Time to Die. The James Bond movie 1326 01:09:50,640 --> 01:09:51,400 Speaker 1: got delayed again. 1327 01:09:52,360 --> 01:09:54,240 Speaker 2: Yeah, I don't think we're going to get a movie 1328 01:09:54,280 --> 01:09:56,519 Speaker 2: for the rest of the year, like a big blockbuster movie. 1329 01:09:57,280 --> 01:10:01,040 Speaker 2: That's I don't think we're getting anything to twenty one two. 1330 01:10:02,520 --> 01:10:08,200 Speaker 1: Amazon reveals over nineteen thousand workers got COVID nineteen. Now 1331 01:10:08,479 --> 01:10:11,040 Speaker 1: when you hear that title, you immediately go, oh my god, 1332 01:10:11,120 --> 01:10:16,960 Speaker 1: this is a terrible fucking Amazon. Except it's still much 1333 01:10:17,240 --> 01:10:24,120 Speaker 1: lower than the US, which you know, we've handled it 1334 01:10:24,280 --> 01:10:27,840 Speaker 1: that bad, that bad, because what people forget is that 1335 01:10:28,160 --> 01:10:31,439 Speaker 1: you're not an Amazon twenty four to seven. So these 1336 01:10:31,520 --> 01:10:33,600 Speaker 1: people have to go back out into the world and 1337 01:10:33,640 --> 01:10:38,320 Speaker 1: then come to work. And of course they have over 1338 01:10:38,400 --> 01:10:41,160 Speaker 1: a million people that work for them, But thirty four 1339 01:10:41,320 --> 01:10:44,680 Speaker 1: thousand people would have been like, if you just put 1340 01:10:44,720 --> 01:10:47,639 Speaker 1: it towards the United States population, what percentage of them 1341 01:10:47,720 --> 01:10:51,000 Speaker 1: have COVID nineteen And then you look at Amazon to say, 1342 01:10:51,040 --> 01:10:55,559 Speaker 1: what percentage do they have about it's you know, thirty 1343 01:10:55,600 --> 01:10:58,200 Speaker 1: four thousand is what it should be if they had 1344 01:10:58,640 --> 01:11:01,680 Speaker 1: just basically done what the American people have done. But 1345 01:11:01,840 --> 01:11:03,840 Speaker 1: they've been more cautious than that, and they have about 1346 01:11:04,880 --> 01:11:08,439 Speaker 1: nineteen eight hundred and sixteen. So it's lower than you 1347 01:11:08,520 --> 01:11:12,400 Speaker 1: a think. I mean they lower than you. It sounds 1348 01:11:12,439 --> 01:11:14,680 Speaker 1: like it's a tremendous number because they employ so many people. Yes, 1349 01:11:14,760 --> 01:11:18,120 Speaker 1: but it's lower than the general populace. And the worst 1350 01:11:18,160 --> 01:11:20,200 Speaker 1: part to me is not because people will look at 1351 01:11:20,240 --> 01:11:23,240 Speaker 1: this and be like, well, oh my god, so many 1352 01:11:23,280 --> 01:11:25,479 Speaker 1: people got sick, what a terrible job. And I'm like, nah, 1353 01:11:25,880 --> 01:11:29,040 Speaker 1: the part that shit weird. That's weird to me. The 1354 01:11:29,160 --> 01:11:32,040 Speaker 1: only reason less people have it working for Amazon is 1355 01:11:32,080 --> 01:11:35,080 Speaker 1: probably because Amazon is like, we just need these people 1356 01:11:35,120 --> 01:11:37,759 Speaker 1: to work, like it's not like it's a profit motive. 1357 01:11:38,280 --> 01:11:41,120 Speaker 1: It's not a person motive. Like it's not because we 1358 01:11:41,320 --> 01:11:43,240 Speaker 1: just love you so much. It's like, no, nigga, put 1359 01:11:43,280 --> 01:11:45,280 Speaker 1: on a mask because that's the thing that's going to 1360 01:11:45,439 --> 01:11:48,160 Speaker 1: enable us to ship out these boxes still because if 1361 01:11:48,160 --> 01:11:49,719 Speaker 1: you stonn't wear a mask, we're fucked. 1362 01:11:50,280 --> 01:11:52,840 Speaker 2: Yes, we still need people to deliver. In fact, I've 1363 01:11:52,840 --> 01:11:54,320 Speaker 2: been this with up because motherfucker's at. 1364 01:11:54,280 --> 01:11:58,479 Speaker 1: Home right so that but that's just insane because when 1365 01:11:58,520 --> 01:12:00,920 Speaker 1: I first head that title was like geez. Then I 1366 01:12:01,040 --> 01:12:03,920 Speaker 1: read the article, I was like, I mean, Jesus for 1367 01:12:03,960 --> 01:12:08,200 Speaker 1: a different reason, we need you work until you drop dead, 1368 01:12:08,240 --> 01:12:10,240 Speaker 1: but not from COVID. Okay, so we don't want that. 1369 01:12:10,400 --> 01:12:13,839 Speaker 1: You can get that to another person. Nigerian scientists developed 1370 01:12:13,880 --> 01:12:18,800 Speaker 1: cheaper and faster COVID nineteen test kits I was heard 1371 01:12:19,040 --> 01:12:22,120 Speaker 1: that the blacks were the problem. They also having a 1372 01:12:22,160 --> 01:12:23,960 Speaker 1: problem figuring out and they don't know if it's a 1373 01:12:24,040 --> 01:12:31,639 Speaker 1: lack of testing or just simply or mischaracterization of deaths 1374 01:12:31,760 --> 01:12:36,120 Speaker 1: or whatever. But people are like Africa was. They expected 1375 01:12:36,200 --> 01:12:37,960 Speaker 1: COVID to come through and just kill a whole bunch 1376 01:12:37,960 --> 01:12:41,720 Speaker 1: of people in Africa and it's not really and so 1377 01:12:42,040 --> 01:12:45,559 Speaker 1: now they're like what, like, how is this happening? Why 1378 01:12:45,600 --> 01:12:49,320 Speaker 1: don't they have to save issues as countries that claim 1379 01:12:49,400 --> 01:12:52,120 Speaker 1: to be quote unquote doing better than the you know, 1380 01:12:52,280 --> 01:12:56,400 Speaker 1: continents is doing better than Africa and shit because Africa 1381 01:12:56,479 --> 01:12:58,799 Speaker 1: is not a country. It's just it's a collection of countries. 1382 01:12:59,520 --> 01:13:03,960 Speaker 1: But but yeah, so it's but it's interesting because they 1383 01:13:04,040 --> 01:13:06,519 Speaker 1: can't really figure it out, and they they're thinking that 1384 01:13:06,640 --> 01:13:10,720 Speaker 1: it might just be like a lack of a lack 1385 01:13:10,840 --> 01:13:13,720 Speaker 1: of like accounting of how people are dying and all 1386 01:13:13,760 --> 01:13:18,240 Speaker 1: the shit. But they don't know, don't know anyway, Nigeria, 1387 01:13:18,320 --> 01:13:21,240 Speaker 1: they got the they got the faster test. It don't matter. 1388 01:13:21,320 --> 01:13:23,560 Speaker 1: We rackety over here anyway. They can give results in 1389 01:13:23,680 --> 01:13:29,519 Speaker 1: forty minutes. Forty minutes. The cats cost less than twenty 1390 01:13:29,600 --> 01:13:32,679 Speaker 1: five dollars, and samples can be analyzed using a mobile 1391 01:13:32,720 --> 01:13:35,400 Speaker 1: machine that can be operated by a low skilled personnel 1392 01:13:35,439 --> 01:13:36,280 Speaker 1: with minimal training. 1393 01:13:37,200 --> 01:13:39,960 Speaker 2: Yeah, that data did come here. Them tests to be 1394 01:13:40,320 --> 01:13:42,400 Speaker 2: one thousand dollars in your assurance on them will pay 1395 01:13:42,439 --> 01:13:43,920 Speaker 2: one hundred right. 1396 01:13:44,439 --> 01:13:48,080 Speaker 1: Oh shit, they probably be free. Honestly, they need niggas 1397 01:13:48,080 --> 01:13:50,760 Speaker 1: to get back to work, like it won't be free 1398 01:13:50,800 --> 01:13:53,400 Speaker 1: for no good reason. It's gonna be free for the 1399 01:13:53,680 --> 01:13:55,920 Speaker 1: get your black ass act to work reason. 1400 01:13:56,760 --> 01:13:59,320 Speaker 2: Coming in and every day testing your y'all gonna force 1401 01:13:59,360 --> 01:14:00,599 Speaker 2: you to get your foot it's jealous. 1402 01:14:00,600 --> 01:14:03,760 Speaker 1: They can test you every day, right, Yeah, they'll find 1403 01:14:03,800 --> 01:14:06,680 Speaker 1: a way to get your ass to work. That's it's 1404 01:14:06,760 --> 01:14:11,160 Speaker 1: not out of some socialism shit. So that's that pure capitalist. 1405 01:14:11,800 --> 01:14:13,320 Speaker 1: He'll swaby mouth nigga, hurry. 1406 01:14:13,200 --> 01:14:17,080 Speaker 2: Up, clock in, We'll come and get you if your 1407 01:14:17,080 --> 01:14:18,920 Speaker 2: ever test result its pod. 1408 01:14:20,000 --> 01:14:22,720 Speaker 1: COVID nineteen cases among young adults in the US have 1409 01:14:22,880 --> 01:14:28,519 Speaker 1: risen fifty five percent in August. That makes sense. Why 1410 01:14:28,600 --> 01:14:29,360 Speaker 1: do you say that care? 1411 01:14:29,439 --> 01:14:32,960 Speaker 2: Because it's warm, people getting outside people, the tired schools 1412 01:14:32,960 --> 01:14:36,240 Speaker 2: starting maybe yeah, the big that's the biggest thing. 1413 01:14:36,560 --> 01:14:38,320 Speaker 1: School's starting a lot of that. 1414 01:14:38,520 --> 01:14:41,200 Speaker 2: That's why it was amazing when COVID first hit. A 1415 01:14:41,200 --> 01:14:43,639 Speaker 2: lot of people had these myths about but the children 1416 01:14:43,720 --> 01:14:45,719 Speaker 2: can't get on, say, bitch, did we sent the children 1417 01:14:45,800 --> 01:14:48,280 Speaker 2: home first? So of course you're not getting interacting with 1418 01:14:48,360 --> 01:14:50,120 Speaker 2: them because they're not together. 1419 01:14:51,160 --> 01:14:51,400 Speaker 6: Yep. 1420 01:14:54,080 --> 01:14:56,360 Speaker 1: If people try to act like it's an increase in testing, 1421 01:14:56,439 --> 01:14:59,120 Speaker 1: but these numbers are talking about one hundred and forty 1422 01:14:59,120 --> 01:15:04,960 Speaker 1: four percent increase in the in the Northeast one hundred 1423 01:15:04,960 --> 01:15:07,840 Speaker 1: and twenty three percent increase in the in the Midwest. 1424 01:15:08,000 --> 01:15:12,400 Speaker 1: That's not a testing thing, which. 1425 01:15:12,280 --> 01:15:16,000 Speaker 2: Means children not catching it from family members and then 1426 01:15:16,080 --> 01:15:16,759 Speaker 2: going to school. 1427 01:15:18,280 --> 01:15:21,240 Speaker 1: Yeah, and well also just you're young, and you're less 1428 01:15:21,400 --> 01:15:25,640 Speaker 1: likely to follow the rules. Yeah, children, and yeah, uh, 1429 01:15:27,680 --> 01:15:29,960 Speaker 1: well you're young, you're less likely to follow the rules. 1430 01:15:30,000 --> 01:15:33,920 Speaker 1: You're less likely to be completely taken out by it. 1431 01:15:34,120 --> 01:15:36,760 Speaker 1: It's not impossible, but it's much less likely. And then 1432 01:15:36,880 --> 01:15:42,439 Speaker 1: also you're not really having good behavior modeled for you. 1433 01:15:42,439 --> 01:15:46,639 Speaker 1: You know, it's not like the adults are behaving better, right, 1434 01:15:47,400 --> 01:15:50,120 Speaker 1: you know, so it almost makes sense that the kids 1435 01:15:50,160 --> 01:15:52,880 Speaker 1: would get it, because who the fuck they gonna listen to. 1436 01:15:53,040 --> 01:15:55,479 Speaker 1: Most of the adults don't don't really seem to be 1437 01:15:55,560 --> 01:15:57,400 Speaker 1: taking a lot of the adults in power don't seem 1438 01:15:57,400 --> 01:15:58,160 Speaker 1: to be taking it serious. 1439 01:15:58,360 --> 01:15:59,960 Speaker 2: Right if you if you're living in the onies out 1440 01:16:00,040 --> 01:16:01,880 Speaker 2: so people go fuck that mask and they send you 1441 01:16:01,920 --> 01:16:03,439 Speaker 2: to school. They're not gonna give you a mask. Teacher 1442 01:16:03,479 --> 01:16:04,880 Speaker 2: gonna give you a mask. You're gonna fight to teach 1443 01:16:04,920 --> 01:16:06,599 Speaker 2: you own. This be a whole assu mess. 1444 01:16:06,720 --> 01:16:08,480 Speaker 1: Even if you don't live in one of those households, 1445 01:16:08,920 --> 01:16:13,439 Speaker 1: your dean at your dorm is like y'all come to school. 1446 01:16:14,040 --> 01:16:16,240 Speaker 1: We gotta get this money, you know what I mean, 1447 01:16:16,400 --> 01:16:18,960 Speaker 1: Like I mean dean at your school like this is 1448 01:16:19,160 --> 01:16:21,240 Speaker 1: this is you know, there's a lot of adults in 1449 01:16:21,320 --> 01:16:23,719 Speaker 1: positions of power that are just acting out of pure 1450 01:16:24,280 --> 01:16:25,559 Speaker 1: short sightedness and greed. 1451 01:16:26,120 --> 01:16:26,280 Speaker 2: You know. 1452 01:16:27,640 --> 01:16:30,360 Speaker 1: Uh but uh, all right, let's get into. 1453 01:16:30,240 --> 01:16:31,040 Speaker 2: Some other things. 1454 01:16:31,200 --> 01:16:37,400 Speaker 1: All right, other things are happening. Let's see vibe check 1455 01:16:37,560 --> 01:16:40,559 Speaker 1: Montana sex shop giving away vibrators to women who vote. 1456 01:16:42,320 --> 01:16:45,280 Speaker 1: That's the one way to do it. Mm hm, cock 1457 01:16:45,360 --> 01:16:48,880 Speaker 1: the vote is what I say, Come on, cock the vote. 1458 01:16:49,920 --> 01:16:51,880 Speaker 1: Sex shop owner in Montana has a plan to make 1459 01:16:51,920 --> 01:16:58,679 Speaker 1: America orgasm again. Billy McWilliams, who runs Erotic Erotic Erotic. Okay, 1460 01:16:58,720 --> 01:17:01,760 Speaker 1: it's just one of them, quease on the end, I 1461 01:17:01,800 --> 01:17:06,840 Speaker 1: guess erotic adult store in Okay. Yeah, I'm sorry. 1462 01:17:06,840 --> 01:17:08,920 Speaker 2: I was trying to write something depending it flipped off. 1463 01:17:09,000 --> 01:17:09,280 Speaker 2: My bad. 1464 01:17:09,439 --> 01:17:16,040 Speaker 1: Okay, I'm wrong. Store in Bozeman, Montana, Montana, Montana What 1465 01:17:16,600 --> 01:17:21,240 Speaker 1: Montana devised a patriotic promotion to encourage women to vote 1466 01:17:21,240 --> 01:17:25,280 Speaker 1: in the upcoming election, while also addressing a vastly overlooked 1467 01:17:25,320 --> 01:17:28,639 Speaker 1: gender disparity in this country. The so called orgasm gap 1468 01:17:28,720 --> 01:17:31,400 Speaker 1: and an effort to inspire civic duty while also inspiring 1469 01:17:31,479 --> 01:17:35,400 Speaker 1: gender equality in the bedroom or wherever. The sixty year 1470 01:17:35,479 --> 01:17:39,320 Speaker 1: old businessman told the SWNS he will give away two 1471 01:17:39,560 --> 01:17:42,320 Speaker 1: twenty two hundred red, white and blue vibrators to American 1472 01:17:42,360 --> 01:17:45,120 Speaker 1: women who pledged to vote November third, in an event 1473 01:17:45,200 --> 01:17:49,120 Speaker 1: he dubbed the Great American Orgasm. It's not a Republican 1474 01:17:49,280 --> 01:17:53,120 Speaker 1: orgasm or Democrat orgasm, it's an American orgasm. He said. 1475 01:17:53,640 --> 01:17:59,160 Speaker 1: Someone has to help us come together. Mc williams has 1476 01:17:59,200 --> 01:18:02,200 Speaker 1: already mailed out four hundred of the gaudy gifts, with 1477 01:18:02,640 --> 01:18:05,400 Speaker 1: which come with an American flag sticker that also read 1478 01:18:05,600 --> 01:18:11,560 Speaker 1: I came and I voted. They are bullet vibrators in 1479 01:18:11,640 --> 01:18:13,160 Speaker 1: retail around thirteen dollars. 1480 01:18:13,200 --> 01:18:13,559 Speaker 3: He said. 1481 01:18:13,680 --> 01:18:16,599 Speaker 1: It's the smallest powerful, it takes a triple a battery, 1482 01:18:17,040 --> 01:18:19,000 Speaker 1: and it comes in red, white and blue. The twenty 1483 01:18:19,040 --> 01:18:21,679 Speaker 1: twenty general election is critical, he said, and more people 1484 01:18:21,680 --> 01:18:26,360 Speaker 1: who vote, the better for our democracy. So there you go, 1485 01:18:28,479 --> 01:18:31,080 Speaker 1: you live out there, you know what I mean. It 1486 01:18:31,120 --> 01:18:34,800 Speaker 1: sounds like he'll mail it to you, even he said. 1487 01:18:34,880 --> 01:18:37,200 Speaker 1: He said, we are and it's not just about voting. 1488 01:18:37,280 --> 01:18:41,759 Speaker 1: We are under orgasm, particularly women. He said, fourteen percent 1489 01:18:41,800 --> 01:18:44,120 Speaker 1: of women in the United States have never had an orgasm. 1490 01:18:44,960 --> 01:18:47,280 Speaker 1: Out of every three orgasms, men have two and women 1491 01:18:47,400 --> 01:18:51,240 Speaker 1: only have one. We have a fixable problem, huh. Some 1492 01:18:51,439 --> 01:18:53,640 Speaker 1: women will never get a vibrator because they don't want 1493 01:18:53,680 --> 01:18:55,240 Speaker 1: to put it on their credit card. He added, the 1494 01:18:55,280 --> 01:18:57,680 Speaker 1: vibrator is an easy, discreet, no judgment sex toy, and 1495 01:18:57,760 --> 01:18:59,040 Speaker 1: it makes women's lives better. 1496 01:18:59,320 --> 01:19:01,719 Speaker 2: Poll time you live in the household, you can't charge 1497 01:19:01,720 --> 01:19:02,360 Speaker 2: the vibrator. 1498 01:19:04,040 --> 01:19:07,959 Speaker 1: Yeah. I mean maybe it's religious hang ups and ship. 1499 01:19:07,800 --> 01:19:09,200 Speaker 2: Right, and that they don't want to show up on 1500 01:19:09,320 --> 01:19:12,160 Speaker 2: their credit card. Yeah. 1501 01:19:12,600 --> 01:19:15,200 Speaker 1: Man, I'm glad I ain't got them problems. 1502 01:19:15,720 --> 01:19:15,880 Speaker 2: You know. 1503 01:19:16,160 --> 01:19:19,080 Speaker 1: I just don't know why people see the sex choices 1504 01:19:19,160 --> 01:19:20,560 Speaker 1: like this, this enemy. 1505 01:19:20,640 --> 01:19:24,000 Speaker 2: Right, It actually enhances the relationship, and I think. 1506 01:19:23,920 --> 01:19:25,840 Speaker 1: A lot of people get wouldn't both people come and 1507 01:19:26,040 --> 01:19:27,639 Speaker 1: enhance every fucking thing in the house. 1508 01:19:27,720 --> 01:19:30,680 Speaker 2: That's what And that's the part I don't understand particularly. 1509 01:19:30,920 --> 01:19:34,400 Speaker 1: I mean, obviously we're talking relationships, all yeah, all right, 1510 01:19:34,479 --> 01:19:36,680 Speaker 1: in yeah, we're talking about because you know what, the 1511 01:19:36,880 --> 01:19:40,439 Speaker 1: lesbians love to dunk on everybody, and like right now 1512 01:19:40,520 --> 01:19:46,240 Speaker 1: you come in the statistics say we are splu Hey, 1513 01:19:46,360 --> 01:19:48,559 Speaker 1: the lesbians love. I don't blame them, but they love 1514 01:19:48,640 --> 01:19:50,040 Speaker 1: to orgasm stunt on them. 1515 01:19:50,280 --> 01:19:52,840 Speaker 2: They love to stunt on their own. These holes. 1516 01:19:52,960 --> 01:19:57,840 Speaker 1: They be like, listen, we come every time, okay, one 1517 01:19:57,960 --> 01:20:02,320 Speaker 1: hundred percent of that time, every time the time. I'm 1518 01:20:02,360 --> 01:20:06,759 Speaker 1: coming right now, okay, because this is how we do. Okay, 1519 01:20:06,880 --> 01:20:09,800 Speaker 1: y'all don't even understand. It's like cross the street, come 1520 01:20:09,880 --> 01:20:11,479 Speaker 1: over here the orgasm lane. 1521 01:20:11,479 --> 01:20:14,400 Speaker 2: All right, come over here to orgasm town. 1522 01:20:14,720 --> 01:20:20,120 Speaker 1: It's one big orgasm. Yes, we are slipping and sliding everywhere. 1523 01:20:20,800 --> 01:20:24,880 Speaker 1: I left the men's behind and now I comes every day. 1524 01:20:25,160 --> 01:20:27,120 Speaker 1: Like I don't blame them, but I just know they 1525 01:20:27,240 --> 01:20:29,400 Speaker 1: like the stud That's why. That's why I wanted to 1526 01:20:29,439 --> 01:20:31,320 Speaker 1: make sure we says this head just so we don't 1527 01:20:31,320 --> 01:20:35,400 Speaker 1: get them. Yea, I know, y'all, it would just be silent, 1528 01:20:35,439 --> 01:20:36,760 Speaker 1: it'd be spluci emojis. 1529 01:20:37,120 --> 01:20:37,240 Speaker 3: Uh. 1530 01:20:38,040 --> 01:20:41,200 Speaker 1: There's a title and in the words like I know y'all, y'all, 1531 01:20:41,360 --> 01:20:45,600 Speaker 1: y'all be coming. I absolutely understanding I And it's a 1532 01:20:45,680 --> 01:20:48,040 Speaker 1: damn shame okay that I know the rest of us 1533 01:20:48,120 --> 01:20:50,760 Speaker 1: can't get like you. Yeah, I'm sorry, I don't cut 1534 01:20:50,800 --> 01:20:51,679 Speaker 1: you off. What you're saying. 1535 01:20:53,280 --> 01:20:53,799 Speaker 2: O forgot. 1536 01:20:54,080 --> 01:20:57,519 Speaker 1: I'm sorry, that's all the I'm sorry, but yeah, man, 1537 01:20:57,600 --> 01:21:01,479 Speaker 1: you I mean that that definitely only is a great 1538 01:21:01,560 --> 01:21:04,760 Speaker 1: marketing tool. And then something like a bullet vibrator it's 1539 01:21:04,800 --> 01:21:07,240 Speaker 1: not even big, No, those are small. You can use 1540 01:21:07,320 --> 01:21:10,479 Speaker 1: that during sex. You don't have to like. It's not this, 1541 01:21:11,240 --> 01:21:12,800 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. It's not even intrusive. I 1542 01:21:12,800 --> 01:21:14,320 Speaker 1: don't know why people see it's such a threat. 1543 01:21:14,560 --> 01:21:17,519 Speaker 2: Yeah, I know it's talking about about sex toys and 1544 01:21:17,960 --> 01:21:19,960 Speaker 2: relationships and marriages and things like that. A lot of 1545 01:21:20,000 --> 01:21:22,759 Speaker 2: people have a lot of hang ups about sex toys, 1546 01:21:23,160 --> 01:21:25,680 Speaker 2: you know, and I think, my personal opinion, a lot 1547 01:21:25,720 --> 01:21:28,600 Speaker 2: of that has been based in misogyny. You know, a 1548 01:21:28,680 --> 01:21:31,519 Speaker 2: lot of men think that my dick is you are 1549 01:21:31,720 --> 01:21:34,720 Speaker 2: just blessed girl. I pulled my dick out, and you 1550 01:21:34,880 --> 01:21:38,479 Speaker 2: supposed to just worship this shit. Suck my ball, suck 1551 01:21:38,560 --> 01:21:40,680 Speaker 2: my dick from the back, and I'm just supposed to 1552 01:21:40,720 --> 01:21:44,439 Speaker 2: satisfy everything. All your niece is in my in my dick. 1553 01:21:45,680 --> 01:21:48,559 Speaker 2: That's how that's a lot of women are supposed to respawn. 1554 01:21:48,720 --> 01:21:50,679 Speaker 1: If you think about it, how much of our media 1555 01:21:50,800 --> 01:21:53,240 Speaker 1: tells us that, right, I mean, you look at like 1556 01:21:53,640 --> 01:21:58,960 Speaker 1: every uh sexual just about every like movie that has 1557 01:21:59,040 --> 01:22:01,400 Speaker 1: sex and it this shit. It's like the sex is 1558 01:22:01,439 --> 01:22:04,960 Speaker 1: good because basically the man has a magic penis. Like like, 1559 01:22:05,280 --> 01:22:07,840 Speaker 1: it's never like because he took his time and he 1560 01:22:08,520 --> 01:22:11,320 Speaker 1: did these things. It's always like we had hot sex 1561 01:22:11,360 --> 01:22:13,840 Speaker 1: because it's penis touched me and I just started orgasming. 1562 01:22:14,000 --> 01:22:16,479 Speaker 1: Right now, that's the whole thing. And you know, so 1563 01:22:16,600 --> 01:22:19,200 Speaker 1: it's not a realistic depiction of sex in the first place, 1564 01:22:19,320 --> 01:22:21,680 Speaker 1: right And it's not it's not realistic. 1565 01:22:22,280 --> 01:22:25,920 Speaker 2: And it's one of those things where you know, when 1566 01:22:26,000 --> 01:22:29,040 Speaker 2: it comes to like sex and intimacy, some days are good, 1567 01:22:29,160 --> 01:22:31,240 Speaker 2: some days are bad, like that's real, you know, and 1568 01:22:31,360 --> 01:22:34,040 Speaker 2: men get tired or sometimes where he might have a 1569 01:22:34,120 --> 01:22:36,160 Speaker 2: good one round in them, I'm not trying fun and 1570 01:22:36,240 --> 01:22:38,200 Speaker 2: you'd be like, bitch, I want some more. He'd be like, well, 1571 01:22:38,240 --> 01:22:40,960 Speaker 2: the party over. You know what am I supposed to do? 1572 01:22:41,160 --> 01:22:44,479 Speaker 1: I'm not gonna go without because you you go right, 1573 01:22:44,520 --> 01:22:47,840 Speaker 1: and now imagine that happens and then the person's like, 1574 01:22:48,400 --> 01:22:54,000 Speaker 1: I know you ain't getting no fucking vibrator out who house? Well, 1575 01:22:54,080 --> 01:22:58,760 Speaker 1: who bills? How how do you even feel like a 1576 01:22:58,800 --> 01:23:00,360 Speaker 1: good person for that? 1577 01:23:00,640 --> 01:23:03,120 Speaker 2: Now I'm supposed to deal with some pent up energy. 1578 01:23:03,320 --> 01:23:05,760 Speaker 2: Well not if that's like this. If that's the case, 1579 01:23:06,560 --> 01:23:09,799 Speaker 2: excuse me. And what's deepest that also, women are supposed 1580 01:23:09,800 --> 01:23:12,400 Speaker 2: to have sex drops like the only time I'm supposed 1581 01:23:12,439 --> 01:23:14,200 Speaker 2: to want to fuck is to make babies, and only 1582 01:23:14,240 --> 01:23:16,240 Speaker 2: when he wants to fuck if he's not in the 1583 01:23:16,280 --> 01:23:17,680 Speaker 2: mood to fuck, were not fucking. 1584 01:23:17,400 --> 01:23:19,920 Speaker 1: For the meanwhile, man, they would have movies and TV 1585 01:23:20,000 --> 01:23:22,160 Speaker 1: shows where man start a whole new family because he 1586 01:23:22,160 --> 01:23:25,000 Speaker 1: couldn't get fucked one night. You know, my wife didn't 1587 01:23:25,000 --> 01:23:28,640 Speaker 1: fuck me for three weeks. It's like, you know, one 1588 01:23:28,680 --> 01:23:30,840 Speaker 1: of our children died and I wasn't getting no pussy. 1589 01:23:30,960 --> 01:23:33,439 Speaker 1: So then I said, I'm out. Like it's always some 1590 01:23:33,560 --> 01:23:36,640 Speaker 1: weird shit like that. It's like that's justifiable in a 1591 01:23:36,720 --> 01:23:39,840 Speaker 1: lot of people's minds. But well, she wasn't fucking. But 1592 01:23:40,360 --> 01:23:43,200 Speaker 1: you know, if a woman's like, uh, I need, I 1593 01:23:43,320 --> 01:23:46,160 Speaker 1: need more sex, and then also I can't. I can't 1594 01:23:46,200 --> 01:23:49,760 Speaker 1: even have a sexty in my house. Uh, damn bitch. 1595 01:23:49,840 --> 01:23:53,640 Speaker 2: Why you gotta be so greedy and right? Why you 1596 01:23:53,680 --> 01:23:55,120 Speaker 2: gotta want so much? And I was sold one of 1597 01:23:55,160 --> 01:23:55,639 Speaker 2: these things. 1598 01:23:55,560 --> 01:23:57,320 Speaker 1: Too, Damn bitch. You try to come every time? 1599 01:23:57,720 --> 01:24:02,519 Speaker 2: Every time? What and it's one of those things too, 1600 01:24:02,600 --> 01:24:05,280 Speaker 2: where uh and men say this and I think it's 1601 01:24:05,320 --> 01:24:08,400 Speaker 2: the most fucking ridiculous thing ever. They'd be like, well, 1602 01:24:08,840 --> 01:24:12,000 Speaker 2: what if she likes it better than me? And that's 1603 01:24:12,000 --> 01:24:14,000 Speaker 2: what I'm saying, Well, bit is a goddamn toy, A toy, 1604 01:24:14,560 --> 01:24:17,479 Speaker 2: Like what about that? Don't you understand I can use 1605 01:24:17,560 --> 01:24:19,080 Speaker 2: this toy and steal fuck you? 1606 01:24:19,320 --> 01:24:22,320 Speaker 1: It's all so different, Yes, it is. It's just different, 1607 01:24:22,439 --> 01:24:25,680 Speaker 1: Like why you you know, it's like, oh man, what 1608 01:24:26,000 --> 01:24:27,920 Speaker 1: happens if you like your motorcycle better than your car? 1609 01:24:28,080 --> 01:24:31,160 Speaker 1: Like those are two different things. Those are two different 1610 01:24:31,200 --> 01:24:32,120 Speaker 1: modes of transportations. 1611 01:24:32,160 --> 01:24:33,880 Speaker 2: I would prefer the car, but if I can't have 1612 01:24:34,000 --> 01:24:36,080 Speaker 2: a car, I would ride the bike or the scooter 1613 01:24:36,240 --> 01:24:37,160 Speaker 2: until I can get to the car. 1614 01:24:37,200 --> 01:24:39,920 Speaker 1: Again, honestly, even if it was the opposite way, it 1615 01:24:40,000 --> 01:24:43,080 Speaker 1: don't matter, you know what I mean, Like it's I 1616 01:24:43,120 --> 01:24:45,240 Speaker 1: don't know, I just I don't know. I think people 1617 01:24:45,320 --> 01:24:47,439 Speaker 1: it's the same thing that people get mad, like she 1618 01:24:47,600 --> 01:24:49,519 Speaker 1: doesn't she fucked the man with a big dick, and 1619 01:24:49,640 --> 01:24:52,639 Speaker 1: now you know she even gonna be able to feel anything. 1620 01:24:52,800 --> 01:24:54,479 Speaker 1: Like babies come out of there and they tighten that 1621 01:24:54,520 --> 01:24:57,840 Speaker 1: shit right back up. Baby's whole ass. Children like just 1622 01:24:57,920 --> 01:25:02,519 Speaker 1: stop stop getting your information from Reddit, and fucking high 1623 01:25:02,520 --> 01:25:04,880 Speaker 1: school boys like right, it's one of them things. 1624 01:25:04,920 --> 01:25:07,080 Speaker 2: I like a health class, right, you think you're tearing 1625 01:25:07,160 --> 01:25:08,840 Speaker 2: this shit up. Do you know an eight pound baby 1626 01:25:08,920 --> 01:25:09,879 Speaker 2: came out this bitch. 1627 01:25:09,760 --> 01:25:12,280 Speaker 1: Nigga like, take a health class, man, I don't know. 1628 01:25:12,520 --> 01:25:17,280 Speaker 1: It's just anyway. I just think that's whack me too, 1629 01:25:18,560 --> 01:25:21,680 Speaker 1: But anyway, shout out to him. And of course, you 1630 01:25:21,760 --> 01:25:24,080 Speaker 1: know internalized sh it too. I know there's probably women 1631 01:25:24,160 --> 01:25:27,719 Speaker 1: that are like I don't a vibrator because blank reasons, 1632 01:25:27,920 --> 01:25:30,040 Speaker 1: or you know, or some people massurbate with their hands 1633 01:25:30,080 --> 01:25:32,519 Speaker 1: and ship that's true. I mean, there's a lot of things, 1634 01:25:32,600 --> 01:25:36,680 Speaker 1: but I just think you're a lot of times you're sexual. 1635 01:25:39,479 --> 01:25:45,479 Speaker 1: Your sexual satisfaction is a thing that you have to 1636 01:25:45,800 --> 01:25:48,120 Speaker 1: want and you have to be involved in, and you 1637 01:25:48,240 --> 01:25:51,120 Speaker 1: have to not just communicate but also take it to 1638 01:25:51,160 --> 01:25:52,880 Speaker 1: your own hands. And it's one of those things I 1639 01:25:52,960 --> 01:25:54,840 Speaker 1: don't think men have as much of a problem with 1640 01:25:54,920 --> 01:25:58,000 Speaker 1: because with the culture is just much more leaning and 1641 01:25:58,080 --> 01:26:00,719 Speaker 1: liberal towards men doing it. It's a lot more funny. 1642 01:26:01,320 --> 01:26:04,120 Speaker 1: It's a joke, you know, if anything with women, it's 1643 01:26:04,200 --> 01:26:08,560 Speaker 1: like this you broke the laws of womanhood by doing this. 1644 01:26:08,840 --> 01:26:11,560 Speaker 2: Yeah, there's also one of the things too, with a 1645 01:26:11,600 --> 01:26:13,600 Speaker 2: lot of the intimidation, because like you said, most of 1646 01:26:13,640 --> 01:26:16,479 Speaker 2: the time most men are quote unquote aggressive aggressive. A 1647 01:26:16,520 --> 01:26:18,360 Speaker 2: lot of women won't be aggressive, and a lot of 1648 01:26:18,360 --> 01:26:20,400 Speaker 2: times they want express what they want, the needs and 1649 01:26:20,479 --> 01:26:23,960 Speaker 2: the desires, and a lot of times that communication matters 1650 01:26:23,960 --> 01:26:26,360 Speaker 2: because lot of times it's men's ego because like I said, 1651 01:26:26,400 --> 01:26:28,439 Speaker 2: that goes to I think my dickens is supposed to say. 1652 01:26:28,439 --> 01:26:31,719 Speaker 1: So you can get shamed, right, you know, oh you whore? Yeah, 1653 01:26:31,960 --> 01:26:34,000 Speaker 1: all kinds of shit. I mean, it's definitely a risk, 1654 01:26:34,080 --> 01:26:36,080 Speaker 1: and you want to have a partner that's just down 1655 01:26:36,160 --> 01:26:38,439 Speaker 1: for that. But you just never know. 1656 01:26:38,640 --> 01:26:38,760 Speaker 3: Man. 1657 01:26:38,840 --> 01:26:40,960 Speaker 1: And then of course, because of the puritanical nature of 1658 01:26:40,960 --> 01:26:43,400 Speaker 1: our culture, you have people that really will turn on you, 1659 01:26:43,640 --> 01:26:46,040 Speaker 1: like you some type of I didn't know you was 1660 01:26:46,280 --> 01:26:48,400 Speaker 1: this type of woman, you know, as opposed to being like, 1661 01:26:48,479 --> 01:26:50,120 Speaker 1: oh I didn't know you was this type of woman. 1662 01:26:50,280 --> 01:26:51,960 Speaker 1: It is a negative feeling. 1663 01:26:52,120 --> 01:26:55,960 Speaker 2: Yeah, And it's also and it's amazing how fucked up 1664 01:26:57,160 --> 01:26:59,400 Speaker 2: people have tricked men, because cause when you hear some 1665 01:26:59,520 --> 01:27:03,280 Speaker 2: men talk, it's like, how do you want a a 1666 01:27:03,439 --> 01:27:06,519 Speaker 2: sexual virgin. So you want somebody that knows how to 1667 01:27:06,600 --> 01:27:09,759 Speaker 2: do all these fantastical things, but you're her first partner. 1668 01:27:09,960 --> 01:27:11,040 Speaker 2: That makes no sense. 1669 01:27:11,200 --> 01:27:16,080 Speaker 1: Yeah, you honestly just you're you're really against yourself, right 1670 01:27:16,240 --> 01:27:17,040 Speaker 1: Who gives a fuck? 1671 01:27:17,400 --> 01:27:18,759 Speaker 2: Who cares? 1672 01:27:19,479 --> 01:27:19,800 Speaker 1: Is it? 1673 01:27:19,960 --> 01:27:21,559 Speaker 2: But like this is you fucking her right now? 1674 01:27:21,880 --> 01:27:22,120 Speaker 3: Yes? 1675 01:27:22,520 --> 01:27:25,240 Speaker 2: Okay, right before after don't matter. 1676 01:27:25,880 --> 01:27:51,000 Speaker 1: Let's get into the next segment. That's right, y'all, It's 1677 01:27:51,040 --> 01:27:54,080 Speaker 1: time for sucking with them black people. All right, let's 1678 01:27:54,120 --> 01:27:57,479 Speaker 1: talk about it. Oh man, this is a bad one. 1679 01:27:57,640 --> 01:28:01,160 Speaker 1: New York Post. A Texas man called a pillar of 1680 01:28:01,280 --> 01:28:05,800 Speaker 1: the community is fatally shot by police officer. Texas man 1681 01:28:05,840 --> 01:28:07,760 Speaker 1: held is a pillar of the community was fatally shot 1682 01:28:07,800 --> 01:28:09,880 Speaker 1: by police officers. He tried to break up a fight. 1683 01:28:11,560 --> 01:28:13,880 Speaker 1: You know, I hate to say this, but this is 1684 01:28:13,920 --> 01:28:17,479 Speaker 1: why I never break up fights. I mean, not just 1685 01:28:17,520 --> 01:28:19,639 Speaker 1: because the costum show. If it's just nothing good comes 1686 01:28:19,680 --> 01:28:22,040 Speaker 1: of it. You break up a fight, next thing, you know, 1687 01:28:22,120 --> 01:28:25,120 Speaker 1: you get shot by the motherfuckering and everybody clown and you, oh, nigga, 1688 01:28:25,120 --> 01:28:26,679 Speaker 1: while he was doing that, mind your business. 1689 01:28:27,479 --> 01:28:30,120 Speaker 2: Uh, you're just trying to bring the piece. Like I could, 1690 01:28:30,439 --> 01:28:33,400 Speaker 2: I could kind of see me being shot like that. Like, oh, yes, 1691 01:28:33,439 --> 01:28:33,760 Speaker 2: she died. 1692 01:28:33,840 --> 01:28:36,599 Speaker 1: She was actually just trying to be a good person. Yeah, 1693 01:28:36,760 --> 01:28:38,360 Speaker 1: I couldn't see it because you're gonna be running the 1694 01:28:38,400 --> 01:28:41,920 Speaker 1: other way. Let's let's do real here. Care Okay, fight 1695 01:28:42,000 --> 01:28:44,760 Speaker 1: or flight? You fight all right most of the time. Yes, 1696 01:28:45,200 --> 01:28:48,519 Speaker 1: every one hundred time. I was with you on the 1697 01:28:48,560 --> 01:28:50,760 Speaker 1: campus when there was that fight and you literally ran 1698 01:28:50,840 --> 01:28:53,439 Speaker 1: the other way, you left me, Yes, I did. 1699 01:28:53,720 --> 01:28:53,880 Speaker 6: Right. 1700 01:28:54,720 --> 01:28:56,200 Speaker 1: Come on, now there's some fights. 1701 01:28:56,240 --> 01:28:58,120 Speaker 2: I'm not willing to break up y'all. Niggas just gonna 1702 01:28:58,120 --> 01:28:59,559 Speaker 2: have you got to battle it out. 1703 01:29:00,080 --> 01:29:02,519 Speaker 1: Okay, this one I'm eda Mammy moments. Okay, you would 1704 01:29:02,560 --> 01:29:04,960 Speaker 1: have broken up and you would have got Christmas addicts. Care, 1705 01:29:05,080 --> 01:29:11,439 Speaker 1: but whatever the audience needs to hear. Jonathan Price Jonathan Price, 1706 01:29:13,240 --> 01:29:15,680 Speaker 1: thirty one, intervened when he saw a man and a 1707 01:29:15,760 --> 01:29:19,400 Speaker 1: woman brawling outside of a gas station about sixty five 1708 01:29:19,479 --> 01:29:23,080 Speaker 1: miles northeast of Dallas. Yeah. See, that's the thing too, 1709 01:29:23,280 --> 01:29:26,080 Speaker 1: Like when it's a man and a woman or something 1710 01:29:26,720 --> 01:29:29,680 Speaker 1: that's chivalry kicks in. Mane, it's hard, Like you know, 1711 01:29:29,760 --> 01:29:32,719 Speaker 1: I remember we had a situation here where I don't 1712 01:29:32,760 --> 01:29:35,120 Speaker 1: think it was a domestic wound situation, but it just 1713 01:29:35,200 --> 01:29:38,240 Speaker 1: felt like it could have been, and I remember being like, 1714 01:29:39,800 --> 01:29:43,320 Speaker 1: I can't live with myself walking past this and going 1715 01:29:43,400 --> 01:29:46,320 Speaker 1: in the house like this ain't happening now. Look, luckily 1716 01:29:46,920 --> 01:29:49,759 Speaker 1: it was diffused. I think my presence kind of calmed 1717 01:29:49,800 --> 01:29:53,439 Speaker 1: everything down. But I mean before I walked out of 1718 01:29:53,520 --> 01:29:56,400 Speaker 1: that door, part of me thought like, because I think 1719 01:29:56,479 --> 01:29:59,360 Speaker 1: I was at home alone that day, and part of 1720 01:29:59,400 --> 01:30:01,240 Speaker 1: me was like, if I go out here and get 1721 01:30:01,320 --> 01:30:04,200 Speaker 1: fucking shot in the chest by this nigga or whatever, 1722 01:30:05,640 --> 01:30:08,360 Speaker 1: this might be hot. This, this might be it, you 1723 01:30:08,479 --> 01:30:12,479 Speaker 1: know what I mean? So is me thinking about this 1724 01:30:12,680 --> 01:30:16,840 Speaker 1: black woman who lives upstairs with her boyfriend where they 1725 01:30:16,920 --> 01:30:22,000 Speaker 1: always loud as shit? Is that like, is this gonna 1726 01:30:22,040 --> 01:30:25,160 Speaker 1: be my obituary? Niggas trying to do the right thing, 1727 01:30:25,400 --> 01:30:26,080 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. 1728 01:30:26,200 --> 01:30:28,800 Speaker 2: But but but it is hard. 1729 01:30:28,960 --> 01:30:31,600 Speaker 1: I think it's much harder to see that if it 1730 01:30:31,680 --> 01:30:33,600 Speaker 1: was just two dudes fighting, it's a lot easier for 1731 01:30:33,680 --> 01:30:36,320 Speaker 1: me to be like, I don't know what started that ship. 1732 01:30:36,360 --> 01:30:40,120 Speaker 1: I hope everything's okay, right and right, you see a woman. 1733 01:30:39,960 --> 01:30:43,080 Speaker 2: A man, Yeah, my heart will go out. Yeah, two men, 1734 01:30:43,560 --> 01:30:45,920 Speaker 2: I'm not stepping in. No, you ain't gonna knock me out. 1735 01:30:45,960 --> 01:30:49,760 Speaker 1: I hate to go with that cliche, but that is 1736 01:30:49,840 --> 01:30:51,080 Speaker 1: the truth anyway. 1737 01:30:51,439 --> 01:30:51,880 Speaker 2: Uh So. 1738 01:30:53,880 --> 01:30:56,679 Speaker 1: We walked over. Family members and friends told the outlet 1739 01:30:56,760 --> 01:30:59,160 Speaker 1: that the man as saw the price, and when officers 1740 01:30:59,200 --> 01:31:01,479 Speaker 1: responded to her or other disturbance, a cop tasted the 1741 01:31:01,560 --> 01:31:05,960 Speaker 1: good Samaritan, the not the man and then shot him. 1742 01:31:06,840 --> 01:31:09,360 Speaker 1: The reason they say they shot him is because when 1743 01:31:09,439 --> 01:31:13,640 Speaker 1: they tased him, the electricity caused them to have involuntary spasms, 1744 01:31:13,680 --> 01:31:17,320 Speaker 1: which scared the cops and then they killed them. Authority 1745 01:31:17,360 --> 01:31:18,960 Speaker 1: Sail on Sunday, the cop involve was placed on the 1746 01:31:18,960 --> 01:31:21,560 Speaker 1: administrative leading in an investigation about the textas ranger, but 1747 01:31:21,600 --> 01:31:23,120 Speaker 1: did not release details about the shooting. 1748 01:31:23,240 --> 01:31:24,560 Speaker 2: Do they not know what happened to people? When you 1749 01:31:24,640 --> 01:31:25,080 Speaker 2: tase him? 1750 01:31:27,439 --> 01:31:32,680 Speaker 1: You would think right like that the excuse is so ridiculous, 1751 01:31:33,080 --> 01:31:34,280 Speaker 1: Yes it is. 1752 01:31:34,840 --> 01:31:37,920 Speaker 2: And you know, talking to police officers, some of them 1753 01:31:38,000 --> 01:31:40,080 Speaker 2: actually have to be tasted, like, oh bitch, you need 1754 01:31:40,160 --> 01:31:40,920 Speaker 2: to know how this feels. 1755 01:31:40,960 --> 01:31:41,559 Speaker 1: You gonna taste? 1756 01:31:41,560 --> 01:31:42,599 Speaker 2: People get some tasting. 1757 01:31:42,640 --> 01:31:42,840 Speaker 8: They do. 1758 01:31:42,960 --> 01:31:45,120 Speaker 1: I think they do that right, so you know, the 1759 01:31:45,160 --> 01:31:48,760 Speaker 1: shit don't feel good. And what's wild to me is 1760 01:31:48,880 --> 01:31:53,760 Speaker 1: that I don't know, man, it's just literally like. 1761 01:31:54,360 --> 01:31:58,000 Speaker 2: You, he wasn't gonna hurt you, you were tasting him. 1762 01:31:58,400 --> 01:32:00,840 Speaker 1: I just don't understand why it's okay police to do 1763 01:32:01,000 --> 01:32:03,920 Speaker 1: that job and be that fucking scared all the time 1764 01:32:05,520 --> 01:32:09,560 Speaker 1: then and then for us to allow it, like for 1765 01:32:09,760 --> 01:32:13,120 Speaker 1: us as a culture to say and that's you know, 1766 01:32:13,360 --> 01:32:16,519 Speaker 1: and that's all right, Like you know, you're he was scared, y'all. 1767 01:32:16,800 --> 01:32:20,240 Speaker 1: And these people are heroes and they get scared sometime, 1768 01:32:21,040 --> 01:32:23,320 Speaker 1: and you know how it is. It's like, why is 1769 01:32:23,400 --> 01:32:28,639 Speaker 1: that ever? Okay? And it gets worse, gets much worse, okay, 1770 01:32:29,280 --> 01:32:35,120 Speaker 1: But so they kill him. Everyone loved Jonathan and everybody black, white, 1771 01:32:35,160 --> 01:32:37,240 Speaker 1: meskin don't matter, said his sister, a bra Lewis told 1772 01:32:37,280 --> 01:32:41,080 Speaker 1: her alt Price's mother, Marcella Lewis, said she wasn't surprised 1773 01:32:41,120 --> 01:32:42,680 Speaker 1: to hear that her son will step up in to 1774 01:32:42,680 --> 01:32:44,960 Speaker 1: stop a fight. That's what he always did, tried to 1775 01:32:45,000 --> 01:32:46,880 Speaker 1: help others. I tied him that all the years. 1776 01:32:47,240 --> 01:32:48,439 Speaker 3: Uh uh. 1777 01:32:48,640 --> 01:32:51,599 Speaker 1: And witness who was in the store across the street said, well, 1778 01:32:51,640 --> 01:32:54,160 Speaker 1: the shots rang out. She recognized victims Price call him 1779 01:32:54,160 --> 01:32:56,120 Speaker 1: a pillar of the community. We all love him and 1780 01:32:56,200 --> 01:32:58,000 Speaker 1: think so highly of him, and just the nicest guy 1781 01:32:58,080 --> 01:33:01,360 Speaker 1: you could ever meet. Philadelphia Base civil rights lawyer Lee 1782 01:33:01,479 --> 01:33:04,559 Speaker 1: Merritt said he is working with the family that get justice, 1783 01:33:05,280 --> 01:33:07,160 Speaker 1: calling him a hometown hero. So you know what that 1784 01:33:07,280 --> 01:33:09,760 Speaker 1: mean if Lee Mary's involved, might be some Sean King 1785 01:33:09,880 --> 01:33:13,160 Speaker 1: fund raising coming up. You know how much you negroes 1786 01:33:13,240 --> 01:33:17,919 Speaker 1: love that a motivational speaker, training, professional athlete, community advocate 1787 01:33:18,160 --> 01:33:23,240 Speaker 1: was did love by so many, said merrit. So police 1788 01:33:23,280 --> 01:33:25,400 Speaker 1: fired the tastes at him when his body convolts from 1789 01:33:25,400 --> 01:33:28,360 Speaker 1: the electrical current day perceived a threat and shot him 1790 01:33:28,400 --> 01:33:35,599 Speaker 1: to death. So that's part one of what happened, hearen one. 1791 01:33:36,520 --> 01:33:39,040 Speaker 1: It's part two coming up after the break in the 1792 01:33:39,120 --> 01:33:42,439 Speaker 1: chat room. We're gonna get the part two. Oh yeah, 1793 01:33:42,479 --> 01:33:48,440 Speaker 1: really coming up after the break and now for the conclusion. 1794 01:33:49,800 --> 01:33:58,080 Speaker 1: So that sounds pretty tragic. I assume you would uh 1795 01:33:58,680 --> 01:34:04,160 Speaker 1: probably give it a hundred maybe. But then they found 1796 01:34:04,320 --> 01:34:10,880 Speaker 1: his social media's and it got a little it got 1797 01:34:10,880 --> 01:34:15,559 Speaker 1: a little ashy caring, Okay, they don't know. Once they 1798 01:34:15,600 --> 01:34:19,160 Speaker 1: found the social media's, I feel like the tide kind 1799 01:34:19,200 --> 01:34:23,200 Speaker 1: of changed on the dude. He's had a post that 1800 01:34:23,320 --> 01:34:26,400 Speaker 1: said this from June, with all the tension and that 1801 01:34:26,479 --> 01:34:29,400 Speaker 1: the MASSI going on with race and the police and 1802 01:34:29,479 --> 01:34:32,200 Speaker 1: the one time. Right now, I'm on the same fence 1803 01:34:32,240 --> 01:34:35,880 Speaker 1: as Lil Wayne, with him saying a white cop saved 1804 01:34:35,920 --> 01:34:38,960 Speaker 1: his life. It hasn't been too vocal based off experiences. 1805 01:34:39,640 --> 01:34:43,200 Speaker 1: Brain emoji. I was raised by the malones and woodroofs 1806 01:34:43,280 --> 01:34:45,800 Speaker 1: in my hometown for a large amount of my youth. 1807 01:34:46,400 --> 01:34:49,120 Speaker 1: Was my second family then and still are in twenty twenty. 1808 01:34:49,120 --> 01:34:50,960 Speaker 1: If I had to say anything, If I have to 1809 01:34:51,000 --> 01:34:53,880 Speaker 1: say anything, the amount of food fed to me, money 1810 01:34:53,920 --> 01:34:56,960 Speaker 1: they spent on me outweighs any bs about race or color. 1811 01:34:57,080 --> 01:35:00,360 Speaker 1: Right now, I have family that's never done a damn 1812 01:35:00,479 --> 01:35:03,120 Speaker 1: thing for me or support of my business ventures. And 1813 01:35:03,200 --> 01:35:08,240 Speaker 1: then my blood ear emoji, sick emoji, crime emoji. They 1814 01:35:08,280 --> 01:35:12,679 Speaker 1: will forever be one million in my book lock emoji 1815 01:35:13,240 --> 01:35:16,680 Speaker 1: book emoji, I guess and they know who they are. 1816 01:35:16,960 --> 01:35:20,960 Speaker 1: They're to blame for my countryside and addiction to white women. 1817 01:35:21,800 --> 01:35:26,719 Speaker 1: Peach emoji know he liked pokes, Yeah, peach emoji. Shaking 1818 01:35:26,800 --> 01:35:31,679 Speaker 1: my head emoji not complaining one bit country white hat 1819 01:35:32,240 --> 01:35:34,040 Speaker 1: a country boy cowboy hat memoji. 1820 01:35:34,280 --> 01:35:36,360 Speaker 2: I don't know. I don't I don't understand none of 1821 01:35:36,439 --> 01:35:37,000 Speaker 2: this langage. 1822 01:35:37,680 --> 01:35:40,280 Speaker 1: There were times I should have been detained for speeding. 1823 01:35:40,360 --> 01:35:43,960 Speaker 1: Outstanding citations, outdated registration, dozing off of the red light 1824 01:35:44,360 --> 01:35:47,040 Speaker 1: before making it to my garage downtown Dallas at the 1825 01:35:47,160 --> 01:35:51,880 Speaker 1: Long Night Out wine emoji monkey covered his eyes emoji, 1826 01:35:51,960 --> 01:35:54,479 Speaker 1: I passed out. I passed a sobriety test after leaving 1827 01:35:54,479 --> 01:35:56,640 Speaker 1: the bar in wildly texts by two white cops and 1828 01:35:56,720 --> 01:35:58,519 Speaker 1: they still let me drive to where I was headed. 1829 01:35:58,600 --> 01:36:01,320 Speaker 1: And by the way, they what do you mean failtal any? 1830 01:36:01,960 --> 01:36:05,080 Speaker 1: By the way, they consider Wiley, Texas to be very racist. 1831 01:36:05,560 --> 01:36:10,120 Speaker 1: Hmm thoughts emoji. I've never got that kind of energy 1832 01:36:10,160 --> 01:36:14,920 Speaker 1: from the po po police carmoji and shrug emoji, not 1833 01:36:15,080 --> 01:36:17,920 Speaker 1: saying black lives don't matter. But he had his finger 1834 01:36:18,000 --> 01:36:21,120 Speaker 1: up emoji. But don't forget about your own or your 1835 01:36:21,200 --> 01:36:26,320 Speaker 1: experiences through growth, KMA waking up hashtag God's playing eleven 1836 01:36:26,400 --> 01:36:30,400 Speaker 1: eight movement hashtags they woke. So, as you can imagine, 1837 01:36:30,560 --> 01:36:33,760 Speaker 1: that was not very well received by a lot of people, 1838 01:36:35,600 --> 01:36:39,240 Speaker 1: because one, you got the whole my family, my black 1839 01:36:39,320 --> 01:36:42,720 Speaker 1: family wasn't never you know a lot of them never 1840 01:36:42,840 --> 01:36:47,080 Speaker 1: done shit for me. And when you look at the 1841 01:36:47,439 --> 01:36:50,600 Speaker 1: press conference to get him justice, let's just say the 1842 01:36:50,680 --> 01:36:55,160 Speaker 1: Malons and the Woodroffs, they're not in the picture. So 1843 01:36:55,280 --> 01:36:57,080 Speaker 1: I don't know what these white people that raised him, 1844 01:36:57,720 --> 01:37:02,000 Speaker 1: that's his second family, are forgetting him justice. But all 1845 01:37:02,080 --> 01:37:05,240 Speaker 1: I saw was the black people in that in that 1846 01:37:05,600 --> 01:37:10,000 Speaker 1: in that press conference. So that's a pretty that that 1847 01:37:10,080 --> 01:37:12,840 Speaker 1: will tell me, teacher. Yeah, because I'm not saying they 1848 01:37:12,880 --> 01:37:15,400 Speaker 1: don't care about you, but you think they would want 1849 01:37:15,400 --> 01:37:18,200 Speaker 1: to get justice, and you think they be there using 1850 01:37:18,280 --> 01:37:20,000 Speaker 1: some of that whiteness to try to help, you know, 1851 01:37:20,360 --> 01:37:22,439 Speaker 1: their adopted son or whatever. You know, how do you 1852 01:37:22,640 --> 01:37:27,880 Speaker 1: refer to yourself? Refer to yourself? I guess that that 1853 01:37:28,080 --> 01:37:31,519 Speaker 1: line about addiction to white women and then blaming that 1854 01:37:31,720 --> 01:37:36,280 Speaker 1: on your you know, on your family, that's the problem. 1855 01:37:36,800 --> 01:37:43,400 Speaker 1: Saying you know, that's that's just kind of weird. So 1856 01:37:43,640 --> 01:37:48,479 Speaker 1: I don't know, that just felt weird, but okay. Uh 1857 01:37:48,720 --> 01:37:51,000 Speaker 1: And then like he had another post they found where 1858 01:37:51,000 --> 01:37:54,719 Speaker 1: he was supporting uh bousy when he was bashing Dwayne 1859 01:37:54,800 --> 01:38:01,720 Speaker 1: Wade and his child. Yes, yeah, so it was it 1860 01:38:01,880 --> 01:38:04,840 Speaker 1: was I mean, it's pretty bad. I mean, I'm not 1861 01:38:04,960 --> 01:38:09,200 Speaker 1: I can't even front on that. Those are pretty terrible values. 1862 01:38:11,160 --> 01:38:14,760 Speaker 1: My personal belief is that doesn't make me not feel 1863 01:38:14,840 --> 01:38:17,560 Speaker 1: like there should be justice and those police should be 1864 01:38:17,600 --> 01:38:21,240 Speaker 1: brought to uh should be brought to justice for what 1865 01:38:21,400 --> 01:38:24,760 Speaker 1: they did, because what they did was show up and 1866 01:38:24,920 --> 01:38:29,839 Speaker 1: kill somebody unwarranted, whether I agree with that person's politics 1867 01:38:29,960 --> 01:38:32,880 Speaker 1: or not. Row and I remember we've talked about this 1868 01:38:33,000 --> 01:38:34,640 Speaker 1: on the show a long time ago. I was like, Yo, 1869 01:38:35,240 --> 01:38:37,720 Speaker 1: if Stacey Dash gets killed by the cops, are you 1870 01:38:38,479 --> 01:38:41,320 Speaker 1: like a person that's going to be like I want 1871 01:38:41,479 --> 01:38:43,120 Speaker 1: justice or your person that wouldn't give a fuck? And 1872 01:38:43,320 --> 01:38:46,160 Speaker 1: I mean the poell was not one hundred like yeah, 1873 01:38:46,240 --> 01:38:48,599 Speaker 1: we need to get justice. It was like they would 1874 01:38:48,800 --> 01:38:52,080 Speaker 1: let a cop murder that black woman and get away 1875 01:38:52,120 --> 01:38:54,800 Speaker 1: with it in their minds like or they would not 1876 01:38:54,960 --> 01:38:58,240 Speaker 1: help for them to be justice simply but based off 1877 01:38:58,280 --> 01:38:59,720 Speaker 1: of the fact that they don't fuck with her. 1878 01:39:00,680 --> 01:39:00,840 Speaker 6: Right. 1879 01:39:01,080 --> 01:39:05,320 Speaker 2: But people think we're supposed to have this this uniform 1880 01:39:05,640 --> 01:39:09,519 Speaker 2: change in our system, you know, But it's gonna be 1881 01:39:09,640 --> 01:39:11,719 Speaker 2: very hard to do that because guess what's gonna happen 1882 01:39:11,800 --> 01:39:14,760 Speaker 2: forgiveness and compassion and all that shit, and people ain't 1883 01:39:14,760 --> 01:39:16,880 Speaker 2: willing to do that. And Nate, I don't know when 1884 01:39:17,040 --> 01:39:20,880 Speaker 2: if it would happen. My thing is at some period 1885 01:39:20,880 --> 01:39:22,840 Speaker 2: of time he can grow and change because it's a 1886 01:39:22,880 --> 01:39:24,360 Speaker 2: lot of people listening to us now that used to 1887 01:39:24,400 --> 01:39:26,880 Speaker 2: be these ash ass niggas that they live long enough 1888 01:39:26,920 --> 01:39:29,000 Speaker 2: to grow and evolve and change, and he might have too. 1889 01:39:29,439 --> 01:39:31,439 Speaker 2: So you know, it's one of those things that where 1890 01:39:34,439 --> 01:39:36,599 Speaker 2: people want to put you in a snapshot because there's 1891 01:39:36,600 --> 01:39:38,519 Speaker 2: a lot of people if you would have died at 1892 01:39:38,560 --> 01:39:40,680 Speaker 2: some period of time, you know, you wouldn't shit. You know, 1893 01:39:40,760 --> 01:39:43,040 Speaker 2: you was out here doing fuck shiting, you know, doing 1894 01:39:43,120 --> 01:39:45,800 Speaker 2: all types of crazy shit. But you got you actually 1895 01:39:45,880 --> 01:39:48,000 Speaker 2: live long enough to grow and change and evolve. 1896 01:39:48,280 --> 01:39:50,240 Speaker 1: And if he didn't, so be it. 1897 01:39:50,400 --> 01:39:52,320 Speaker 2: But a lot of us have grown. We are not 1898 01:39:52,439 --> 01:39:55,280 Speaker 2: the same person that we used to be. And with 1899 01:39:55,439 --> 01:39:57,519 Speaker 2: him doing work in the community, that means he has 1900 01:39:57,560 --> 01:39:59,760 Speaker 2: some type of respect. He didn't love and care about 1901 01:39:59,800 --> 01:40:00,360 Speaker 2: his people. 1902 01:40:00,720 --> 01:40:02,920 Speaker 1: So it's not like, you know, we don't know what 1903 01:40:03,080 --> 01:40:05,880 Speaker 1: kind of work, but sure, because it might not have 1904 01:40:05,960 --> 01:40:07,760 Speaker 1: been race based work. It could have been a bunch 1905 01:40:07,760 --> 01:40:08,880 Speaker 1: of there's a bunch of shit you can do in. 1906 01:40:08,840 --> 01:40:10,920 Speaker 2: The community, I mean, I mean yeah, but but he 1907 01:40:11,000 --> 01:40:13,080 Speaker 2: was doing community work. Put like this, So he was 1908 01:40:13,120 --> 01:40:15,800 Speaker 2: doing work in the community wherever the community. 1909 01:40:15,560 --> 01:40:18,320 Speaker 1: Was absolutely absolutely, so you know that work. 1910 01:40:18,120 --> 01:40:19,560 Speaker 2: Can't be a race because for you to be a 1911 01:40:19,640 --> 01:40:21,240 Speaker 2: pillar of a community, people got to know who the 1912 01:40:21,240 --> 01:40:21,720 Speaker 2: fuck you are. 1913 01:40:22,080 --> 01:40:22,240 Speaker 1: Yeah. 1914 01:40:22,320 --> 01:40:23,280 Speaker 2: The thing for me is. 1915 01:40:25,080 --> 01:40:29,920 Speaker 1: It's ironic. It's funny in that ironic sense of even 1916 01:40:29,960 --> 01:40:32,920 Speaker 1: your respectability and shit, it's well, people tell you respectability 1917 01:40:32,960 --> 01:40:35,720 Speaker 1: won't save you from these cops, won't you know? This 1918 01:40:36,000 --> 01:40:40,760 Speaker 1: This thing like to pardon the analogy, but it's like 1919 01:40:41,000 --> 01:40:44,240 Speaker 1: people that tell me they tame the tiger. I was like, yeah, 1920 01:40:44,240 --> 01:40:45,920 Speaker 1: you tell the tiger till it fucking kills you. 1921 01:40:46,240 --> 01:40:48,160 Speaker 2: Yeah, to that time, like I don't want a fart 1922 01:40:48,160 --> 01:40:48,880 Speaker 2: of your rules no more. 1923 01:40:49,040 --> 01:40:51,360 Speaker 1: Yeah, and then we go, oh, yeah, it's a fucking tiger. 1924 01:40:51,720 --> 01:40:54,320 Speaker 1: That's how black people that talk about like what the 1925 01:40:54,400 --> 01:40:56,640 Speaker 1: cops treated me good? Type like oh so we can 1926 01:40:56,720 --> 01:41:00,599 Speaker 1: ignore the systemic issues with policing because they ever fucked 1927 01:41:00,840 --> 01:41:04,160 Speaker 1: you up? Well, what if the first time they treat 1928 01:41:04,200 --> 01:41:07,400 Speaker 1: you unfairly is this time? And now you're dead and 1929 01:41:07,479 --> 01:41:09,680 Speaker 1: the only people that came to your motherfucking press the 1930 01:41:09,760 --> 01:41:12,960 Speaker 1: press conference about justice is your black family, the one 1931 01:41:13,000 --> 01:41:16,920 Speaker 1: that you you know, it to up white people in 1932 01:41:17,000 --> 01:41:20,200 Speaker 1: front of people. And I mean that and that might 1933 01:41:20,240 --> 01:41:22,000 Speaker 1: be his truth. I'm not saying it's not his truth, 1934 01:41:22,040 --> 01:41:25,240 Speaker 1: but damn, bro, this this is ironic as fuck. So 1935 01:41:25,960 --> 01:41:28,799 Speaker 1: you know, and then with all this stuff. I remember 1936 01:41:28,960 --> 01:41:32,000 Speaker 1: we talked about it with Erica Gardner, we talked about 1937 01:41:32,040 --> 01:41:36,200 Speaker 1: it with Nipsey Hustle. Look what you leave behind, And 1938 01:41:36,320 --> 01:41:38,799 Speaker 1: this is one of the reasons I hope these lessons 1939 01:41:38,880 --> 01:41:40,639 Speaker 1: to me are not for the dead, is for the living. 1940 01:41:41,880 --> 01:41:44,320 Speaker 1: Watch what people leave behind and see how it affects 1941 01:41:44,400 --> 01:41:48,519 Speaker 1: people in their memory. Now, look, you're gone, so there's 1942 01:41:48,520 --> 01:41:51,280 Speaker 1: nothing you can do about it. But the ship you 1943 01:41:51,439 --> 01:41:56,880 Speaker 1: do leaves a mark, and people might go, I don't 1944 01:41:57,200 --> 01:41:59,720 Speaker 1: want to I don't give a fuck if your family 1945 01:41:59,760 --> 01:42:03,200 Speaker 1: gets justice, because look what kind of person you would 1946 01:42:03,200 --> 01:42:06,600 Speaker 1: represent yourself as. Because that is human. That's not like 1947 01:42:07,240 --> 01:42:09,080 Speaker 1: I would love to tell you that. I know it's 1948 01:42:09,120 --> 01:42:12,200 Speaker 1: not quote unquote right morally, but it is human. And 1949 01:42:12,320 --> 01:42:17,080 Speaker 1: I know for a fact a movement where many of 1950 01:42:17,160 --> 01:42:19,960 Speaker 1: the people in leadership in the movement, leader of people 1951 01:42:20,120 --> 01:42:25,640 Speaker 1: organizing movement are comprised of black women, where of the organization, 1952 01:42:25,800 --> 01:42:29,679 Speaker 1: the actual organization of Black Lives Matter, separate from the movement, 1953 01:42:30,320 --> 01:42:36,000 Speaker 1: found about three queer black women. Where we're talking about 1954 01:42:37,360 --> 01:42:41,000 Speaker 1: black women. Suppose a march for you, hashtag for you, 1955 01:42:42,680 --> 01:42:45,560 Speaker 1: and this is what you think of them, This is 1956 01:42:45,600 --> 01:42:50,240 Speaker 1: what you feel comfortable saying about them in public. How 1957 01:42:50,320 --> 01:42:53,599 Speaker 1: you expect. I don't expect anyone to ever do anything 1958 01:42:53,640 --> 01:42:57,519 Speaker 1: for anyone, but definitely don't expect them to march for this. 1959 01:42:57,800 --> 01:42:59,960 Speaker 1: Like I understand, I put it this way. I understand 1960 01:43:00,080 --> 01:43:02,080 Speaker 1: if you go, I'm not marching for this, I'm not 1961 01:43:02,200 --> 01:43:03,680 Speaker 1: hashtagging for this, dude, I'm not. 1962 01:43:05,240 --> 01:43:07,160 Speaker 2: And I hope they get justice, but I'm not going 1963 01:43:07,200 --> 01:43:07,479 Speaker 2: out my. 1964 01:43:07,520 --> 01:43:09,920 Speaker 1: Way like I because you're adding to another level of 1965 01:43:10,000 --> 01:43:13,280 Speaker 1: my oppression with your bullshit. And then on the other end, 1966 01:43:14,000 --> 01:43:16,599 Speaker 1: I'm I'm you know, it's the principle for me. Now, look, 1967 01:43:16,640 --> 01:43:18,599 Speaker 1: I also understand the people that march. I think that's 1968 01:43:19,200 --> 01:43:21,599 Speaker 1: you know, it is the principle, and they're very principal people. 1969 01:43:21,640 --> 01:43:24,160 Speaker 1: I think people will want them to get justice and shit. 1970 01:43:24,240 --> 01:43:27,080 Speaker 1: But look, man, this kind of shit, and I don't 1971 01:43:27,120 --> 01:43:29,120 Speaker 1: think it's right. For the record, I think this is 1972 01:43:29,880 --> 01:43:31,599 Speaker 1: I don't think it's the same, but I think it's 1973 01:43:31,600 --> 01:43:35,200 Speaker 1: the same tactic of let us sully this person who's 1974 01:43:35,240 --> 01:43:37,920 Speaker 1: been killed by the cops, so that people go, oh no, no, no, 1975 01:43:38,120 --> 01:43:41,200 Speaker 1: they weren't perfect, so fuck justice. Yep. So it's definitely 1976 01:43:41,280 --> 01:43:43,760 Speaker 1: that they were no angel type shit. You know, I 1977 01:43:43,880 --> 01:43:46,519 Speaker 1: never saw Mike Brown's Facebook page, you know, I saw 1978 01:43:46,600 --> 01:43:49,920 Speaker 1: what they said about Treyvonn but you know, like I know, 1979 01:43:50,240 --> 01:43:51,840 Speaker 1: I know what did is. It's a way to help 1980 01:43:51,880 --> 01:43:54,200 Speaker 1: the cops escape justices to go, but they're not worth 1981 01:43:54,280 --> 01:43:57,559 Speaker 1: fighting for it anyway, right right, So I definitely understand 1982 01:43:57,600 --> 01:43:59,720 Speaker 1: the trick that's a foot, but it fuck with me 1983 01:43:59,760 --> 01:44:01,280 Speaker 1: ren that shit so zero two hundred. 1984 01:44:01,880 --> 01:44:04,720 Speaker 2: Oh yeah, that's a hundred because it's one of those 1985 01:44:04,800 --> 01:44:08,600 Speaker 2: things where you know, what he died and that and 1986 01:44:08,680 --> 01:44:11,800 Speaker 2: he he had life like that shit matters, you know, 1987 01:44:12,160 --> 01:44:16,160 Speaker 2: because it's one of those things where you know, we 1988 01:44:16,360 --> 01:44:20,360 Speaker 2: all if it was you and you didn't fucked up shit, 1989 01:44:20,520 --> 01:44:22,760 Speaker 2: you know, how would you feel? You know, some people 1990 01:44:22,760 --> 01:44:24,519 Speaker 2: would be like fuck it, don't marsh for me. Some 1991 01:44:24,640 --> 01:44:26,559 Speaker 2: people like burn it down, like I've seen people say 1992 01:44:26,640 --> 01:44:29,240 Speaker 2: various diferent things online, you know, but it would be 1993 01:44:29,320 --> 01:44:31,200 Speaker 2: one of those things where you know, for most people, 1994 01:44:31,280 --> 01:44:33,560 Speaker 2: their family would want some form of justice regardless of 1995 01:44:33,600 --> 01:44:34,040 Speaker 2: what you did. 1996 01:44:34,240 --> 01:44:37,880 Speaker 1: You know what. I think It's interesting though he worked 1997 01:44:38,080 --> 01:44:41,120 Speaker 1: with the police as like a community like he was 1998 01:44:41,160 --> 01:44:43,280 Speaker 1: one of those people that tried to help them with 1999 01:44:43,400 --> 01:44:47,360 Speaker 1: community relations. He up though he big up those white 2000 01:44:47,400 --> 01:44:51,360 Speaker 1: people that he called his second family and stuff. He 2001 01:44:51,520 --> 01:44:54,400 Speaker 1: spoke all the things that white people would love black 2002 01:44:54,400 --> 01:45:00,439 Speaker 1: people to say. He's killed by the police. Those white 2003 01:45:00,479 --> 01:45:06,040 Speaker 1: people don't give a fuck. Where are they? It's just 2004 01:45:06,160 --> 01:45:06,559 Speaker 1: us again. 2005 01:45:08,320 --> 01:45:08,479 Speaker 8: You know. 2006 01:45:08,760 --> 01:45:11,320 Speaker 1: That's one of the reasons why I would never turn 2007 01:45:11,360 --> 01:45:14,439 Speaker 1: my back on black people because at the end of 2008 01:45:14,479 --> 01:45:17,640 Speaker 1: the day, it's always us. We only got us. I 2009 01:45:17,680 --> 01:45:22,080 Speaker 1: don't like it's you know, call me an idealist or whatever, fuck, 2010 01:45:22,560 --> 01:45:24,280 Speaker 1: but at the end of the day, it's why I'm like, 2011 01:45:24,760 --> 01:45:27,400 Speaker 1: you can't be about black people if you're making these 2012 01:45:27,479 --> 01:45:30,360 Speaker 1: dividing lines among blackness and being like you don't count 2013 01:45:30,800 --> 01:45:32,880 Speaker 1: because at the end of the day, when your back 2014 01:45:33,000 --> 01:45:35,559 Speaker 1: is against the wall, no one else ever shows up 2015 01:45:35,600 --> 01:45:38,599 Speaker 1: for us. Period. We only show up for each other. 2016 01:45:39,160 --> 01:45:42,719 Speaker 1: That's it, you know. And I know there's divisions within 2017 01:45:42,800 --> 01:45:46,280 Speaker 1: the community, and there's you know, unreciprocated and all this type, 2018 01:45:46,640 --> 01:45:50,280 Speaker 1: but in general, when the day comes when you need 2019 01:45:50,360 --> 01:45:54,280 Speaker 1: a community, it's gonna be us. If some have a 2020 01:45:54,320 --> 01:45:56,080 Speaker 1: la Daniel Cameron, the white people that put him on 2021 01:45:56,120 --> 01:45:58,559 Speaker 1: a pedestal do not give a fuck as long as 2022 01:45:58,600 --> 01:46:00,280 Speaker 1: he If it's some shit he did with gets black 2023 01:46:00,320 --> 01:46:03,040 Speaker 1: people sure, but if he did something to get It's 2024 01:46:03,080 --> 01:46:05,479 Speaker 1: like when Herman came out accused of groping white women 2025 01:46:05,520 --> 01:46:09,880 Speaker 1: and shit, he had to end his campaign ended. Donald 2026 01:46:09,920 --> 01:46:14,000 Speaker 1: Trump is a whole ass accused rapist on tape saying 2027 01:46:14,040 --> 01:46:19,040 Speaker 1: it President, it's only us. So if you alienate yourself 2028 01:46:19,080 --> 01:46:22,400 Speaker 1: from us, what the fuck are you doing? You are 2029 01:46:22,479 --> 01:46:26,680 Speaker 1: literally a fucking you're chicken in a wolf house den 2030 01:46:26,920 --> 01:46:28,960 Speaker 1: Like It's like, it's not even a wolf in the henhouse. 2031 01:46:29,000 --> 01:46:31,519 Speaker 1: You are a hand in the wolf den being like 2032 01:46:31,640 --> 01:46:35,680 Speaker 1: but we was right, like, noah, nigga. So anyway, a 2033 01:46:35,800 --> 01:46:38,880 Speaker 1: hundred from me, I hate to see you know, I 2034 01:46:38,920 --> 01:46:40,840 Speaker 1: hate I didn't it wasn't a video or anything, but 2035 01:46:40,880 --> 01:46:44,920 Speaker 1: I just hate to see that pure gym. I think 2036 01:46:44,960 --> 01:46:47,040 Speaker 1: this is in the UK, pure gym, because it's not 2037 01:46:47,360 --> 01:46:50,760 Speaker 1: here in America. They they're getting some hot water, Karen. 2038 01:46:50,800 --> 01:46:53,400 Speaker 1: They've been slammed from launching slavery base to work out 2039 01:46:53,439 --> 01:47:00,800 Speaker 1: for Black History Martha, what m hm, Now it's Black 2040 01:47:00,880 --> 01:47:02,920 Speaker 1: History Month different over there. I mean it would make 2041 01:47:03,000 --> 01:47:04,920 Speaker 1: sense that it would be a different month, Okay. 2042 01:47:05,000 --> 01:47:06,759 Speaker 2: And I was like, we ain't know what new February, 2043 01:47:07,000 --> 01:47:08,639 Speaker 2: but yeah, you're talking about o the country my bad. 2044 01:47:08,760 --> 01:47:11,040 Speaker 1: Yeah, I guess they got a different Black History Month 2045 01:47:11,120 --> 01:47:16,400 Speaker 1: than matter of fact, I'm gonna google that Black History Month. 2046 01:47:16,479 --> 01:47:19,560 Speaker 1: I don't know why YO, talk about us being some 2047 01:47:19,680 --> 01:47:22,200 Speaker 1: fucking uh Americans. 2048 01:47:22,400 --> 01:47:24,920 Speaker 2: Yes, anti paper hu everywhere I know, nigga know it 2049 01:47:24,960 --> 01:47:25,559 Speaker 2: ain't February. 2050 01:47:25,720 --> 01:47:29,600 Speaker 1: Well, yeah, talk about us being some fucking uh weird Americans. 2051 01:47:29,680 --> 01:47:32,200 Speaker 1: I have no idea Black History Month's the same for everybody. 2052 01:47:32,920 --> 01:47:35,479 Speaker 1: Oh no, a Black History Month? Wait, that's the United States. 2053 01:47:36,920 --> 01:47:39,200 Speaker 1: What is Black History Month in the UK? And the 2054 01:47:39,640 --> 01:47:43,040 Speaker 1: nigga just tell me when is it? When the fuck 2055 01:47:43,120 --> 01:47:45,800 Speaker 1: is Black History Month in the UK? Just can you 2056 01:47:45,920 --> 01:47:47,120 Speaker 1: give me just it's giving. 2057 01:47:46,960 --> 01:47:50,000 Speaker 2: You all types of America keeps popping up Fabruary, February, February. 2058 01:47:50,760 --> 01:47:53,519 Speaker 1: Yeah, it's given me. It's like a website. It's like 2059 01:47:53,640 --> 01:47:58,040 Speaker 1: these are the events. It's not lot's like other people. 2060 01:47:58,080 --> 01:48:02,719 Speaker 1: Black History months don't count some shit. Let's se okay. 2061 01:48:02,880 --> 01:48:05,840 Speaker 1: Let's see Black History Month is now established part of 2062 01:48:05,880 --> 01:48:09,679 Speaker 1: the year. Lets celebrate success. That's from a day ago. 2063 01:48:11,560 --> 01:48:15,240 Speaker 1: This is the Guardian, So that is the UK. It's 2064 01:48:15,280 --> 01:48:18,240 Speaker 1: an American import concept about the Britain in the nineteen 2065 01:48:18,320 --> 01:48:21,360 Speaker 1: eighties and the US is celebrated in February. 2066 01:48:25,080 --> 01:48:27,640 Speaker 2: It doesn't say October the apparently. 2067 01:48:27,960 --> 01:48:32,720 Speaker 1: Yeah, it doesn't say when it's celebrated here. It's contingents 2068 01:48:32,720 --> 01:48:34,840 Speaker 1: in the UK. It's not the black part but the 2069 01:48:35,040 --> 01:48:41,240 Speaker 1: history bit. M nigga, When does y'all just tell us 2070 01:48:41,320 --> 01:48:43,320 Speaker 1: what month? What month? 2071 01:48:44,439 --> 01:48:46,479 Speaker 2: Like a month? 2072 01:48:46,680 --> 01:48:49,160 Speaker 1: Give me like a I can't get a quick rundown? 2073 01:48:49,520 --> 01:48:51,559 Speaker 2: Is it February? We just do the same thing y'all 2074 01:48:51,640 --> 01:48:53,479 Speaker 2: do over there in the States. 2075 01:48:53,920 --> 01:48:57,000 Speaker 1: I'm about to just search this article for October. 2076 01:48:58,640 --> 01:48:59,960 Speaker 2: October Black History Month. 2077 01:49:00,080 --> 01:49:03,400 Speaker 1: I'm a Bama like that. Let's see uber e celebrate 2078 01:49:03,479 --> 01:49:07,080 Speaker 1: the rival October with a pratfall. The chat room said 2079 01:49:07,120 --> 01:49:09,519 Speaker 1: that UK does celebrate It sounds like October. Yeah, it 2080 01:49:09,560 --> 01:49:12,879 Speaker 1: looks like October. Okay, So they celebrate they should in October, 2081 01:49:12,880 --> 01:49:15,240 Speaker 1: all right, if we just wanted to confirm that before 2082 01:49:15,320 --> 01:49:17,439 Speaker 1: we just assumed it everybody, Because I'm working at the 2083 01:49:17,520 --> 01:49:20,320 Speaker 1: date on this article. It's from the fifth of October, 2084 01:49:20,600 --> 01:49:24,000 Speaker 1: so today, and I'm like, okay, so unless they celebrate 2085 01:49:24,120 --> 01:49:26,960 Speaker 1: real late, all right, So they do it in October, 2086 01:49:28,400 --> 01:49:31,160 Speaker 1: which I got it from. Say, I like it. 2087 01:49:31,720 --> 01:49:33,479 Speaker 2: Yeah, go to one days cooler. 2088 01:49:34,040 --> 01:49:36,240 Speaker 1: I can get punk and spice at the at the cookout, 2089 01:49:36,320 --> 01:49:40,360 Speaker 1: I mean uh. The workout was advertised on Facebook Pure 2090 01:49:40,520 --> 01:49:45,040 Speaker 1: Gems Luton and Dunstable Branch and the class itself is 2091 01:49:45,080 --> 01:49:49,400 Speaker 1: called twelve Years of Slave, inspired by the Oscar winning 2092 01:49:49,400 --> 01:49:53,759 Speaker 1: twenty thirteen film with a similar title. The Facebook post 2093 01:49:55,080 --> 01:49:56,800 Speaker 1: so he's gonna put out some whips and chains to 2094 01:49:56,880 --> 01:49:59,720 Speaker 1: while they're working out Facebook folsts, which is now been 2095 01:50:00,200 --> 01:50:02,920 Speaker 1: it read slavery was hard and so is this? 2096 01:50:04,360 --> 01:50:04,680 Speaker 2: Oh No. 2097 01:50:06,560 --> 01:50:10,439 Speaker 1: The workout itself includes short sprints, Burpy's deadlifts and other 2098 01:50:10,560 --> 01:50:11,320 Speaker 1: challenging moves. 2099 01:50:11,640 --> 01:50:13,120 Speaker 2: Well he gonna what are you gonna happen out at 2100 01:50:13,160 --> 01:50:14,080 Speaker 2: picking cotton and ship? 2101 01:50:15,840 --> 01:50:18,639 Speaker 1: This is part of the workout. Are they gonna They're 2102 01:50:18,640 --> 01:50:21,200 Speaker 1: gonna stop all the techno music that be in the gym, 2103 01:50:21,240 --> 01:50:24,960 Speaker 1: and there's gonna be negro spirituals. Let's go in wade 2104 01:50:25,640 --> 01:50:29,479 Speaker 1: in the wall and two lay he ain't didn't no wall. 2105 01:50:29,320 --> 01:50:29,640 Speaker 4: And for. 2106 01:50:31,680 --> 01:50:34,280 Speaker 1: And title twelve years of Slack. We're gonna do a 2107 01:50:34,320 --> 01:50:40,560 Speaker 1: cool down nobody, no troubleized scene and breathe yes and 2108 01:50:40,680 --> 01:50:45,040 Speaker 1: we're just walking uh. Entitled twelve Years of Slave. This 2109 01:50:45,160 --> 01:50:48,920 Speaker 1: is a workout of the month designed by at Matt's 2110 01:50:49,240 --> 01:50:51,800 Speaker 1: s I M. P. T. They thought this was okay. 2111 01:50:52,720 --> 01:50:53,479 Speaker 2: This it was okay. 2112 01:50:55,280 --> 01:50:58,880 Speaker 1: The imagine putting your act next to us. He better 2113 01:50:58,960 --> 01:51:01,040 Speaker 1: be black. By the way, what if it's a white man, 2114 01:51:04,800 --> 01:51:07,360 Speaker 1: y'all get his slave shape? Okay, you know where niggas 2115 01:51:07,439 --> 01:51:09,000 Speaker 1: in shape? Slavery? 2116 01:51:09,360 --> 01:51:13,240 Speaker 2: Okay, blood pressure Highchole's wrong. You know when that didn't 2117 01:51:13,280 --> 01:51:14,160 Speaker 2: happen doing slavery. 2118 01:51:14,240 --> 01:51:17,639 Speaker 1: Let me tell you something. Del Toys was white awn 2119 01:51:17,920 --> 01:51:22,800 Speaker 1: trappozoids like blind awm Okay, biceps on swoon from picking 2120 01:51:22,880 --> 01:51:26,479 Speaker 1: that cotton. Okay, niggas was fit back in the day. 2121 01:51:26,680 --> 01:51:29,320 Speaker 1: You have a plowed forty acres and huh, you have 2122 01:51:29,439 --> 01:51:32,799 Speaker 1: a plow. Your legs will be sore for days. Okay, 2123 01:51:33,439 --> 01:51:34,440 Speaker 1: daily workouts. 2124 01:51:34,680 --> 01:51:37,160 Speaker 2: You ever been picking that cotton? You're gonna have the 2125 01:51:37,800 --> 01:51:38,759 Speaker 2: smoothest cash. 2126 01:51:38,920 --> 01:51:42,439 Speaker 1: It was the design to celebrate Black History Month. Read 2127 01:51:42,479 --> 01:51:46,040 Speaker 1: the advertisement. The slavery was harder, So it is this 2128 01:51:47,520 --> 01:51:50,720 Speaker 1: the twist. The twist of this is one rep of 2129 01:51:50,800 --> 01:51:54,719 Speaker 1: your first episode exercise, two of the second but more. 2130 01:51:55,120 --> 01:51:57,400 Speaker 1: But before you move on to third exercise, which is 2131 01:51:57,439 --> 01:52:00,160 Speaker 1: also three reps, you must start the beginning to move on, 2132 01:52:00,439 --> 01:52:05,719 Speaker 1: and that's how the entire workout goes, just like slavery. Okay, 2133 01:52:06,200 --> 01:52:09,519 Speaker 1: one cotton. Then you tell one field and then you 2134 01:52:10,200 --> 01:52:13,200 Speaker 1: I mean you tell two fields and then you uh. 2135 01:52:16,840 --> 01:52:19,400 Speaker 2: However, lots of people one bag of tobacco, then you 2136 01:52:19,680 --> 01:52:21,720 Speaker 2: feel two bags of tobacco. Then you go back and 2137 01:52:21,760 --> 01:52:23,760 Speaker 2: you feel one bag of tobacco too bad. Then you 2138 01:52:23,880 --> 01:52:25,400 Speaker 2: get that's when you can do the third bag, so 2139 01:52:25,439 --> 01:52:26,599 Speaker 2: we actually get five bags. 2140 01:52:28,920 --> 01:52:32,240 Speaker 1: However, lots of people don't think creating the workout based 2141 01:52:32,280 --> 01:52:33,760 Speaker 1: on the challenges of slavery is the best way to 2142 01:52:33,800 --> 01:52:37,080 Speaker 1: celebrate Black History Month. In fact, many people have seen 2143 01:52:37,120 --> 01:52:39,320 Speaker 1: the advert and are extremely offended. 2144 01:52:39,479 --> 01:52:42,559 Speaker 2: Yeah, this is some slavery crossfitter. What is that? That's yeah, 2145 01:52:42,760 --> 01:52:46,040 Speaker 2: that slavery hits ship. I did that ship. 2146 01:52:46,120 --> 01:52:47,000 Speaker 1: That's some bullshit. 2147 01:52:47,080 --> 01:52:49,800 Speaker 2: I know people like that, but that is some bullshit. 2148 01:52:50,160 --> 01:52:51,800 Speaker 2: My body was aching so bad. 2149 01:52:52,560 --> 01:52:55,439 Speaker 1: Yeah, you are not your ancestors. I am not my ancestor. 2150 01:52:55,520 --> 01:52:58,240 Speaker 2: Roger can tell you. I could barely walk after that bullshit. No, 2151 01:52:58,560 --> 01:52:58,840 Speaker 2: thank you. 2152 01:52:59,280 --> 01:53:01,479 Speaker 1: I would love for them. I just want to hear 2153 01:53:01,479 --> 01:53:04,280 Speaker 1: the black people that were discussed by this, because I know, 2154 01:53:05,040 --> 01:53:06,679 Speaker 1: I know them. British accents was good. 2155 01:53:08,360 --> 01:53:15,360 Speaker 8: My reaction is angry, sad and disappointed, like that's what 2156 01:53:15,439 --> 01:53:21,360 Speaker 8: I want to hear direction angry, sad. 2157 01:53:22,840 --> 01:53:23,840 Speaker 2: And disappointed. 2158 01:53:24,760 --> 01:53:26,960 Speaker 1: Mm hmmm. And when they saw this, you know what 2159 01:53:27,040 --> 01:53:29,040 Speaker 1: they were saying, do you want the smoke brother? 2160 01:53:29,600 --> 01:53:29,800 Speaker 2: Yeah? 2161 01:53:30,160 --> 01:53:34,800 Speaker 1: Do you want the smoke brother? Uh? The like buck 2162 01:53:34,960 --> 01:53:39,400 Speaker 1: loves my talk. Come on, They were protesting the hell 2163 01:53:39,439 --> 01:53:42,800 Speaker 1: out of hem. Oh wow, this is embarrassing. Please delete this, 2164 01:53:42,960 --> 01:53:45,759 Speaker 1: take some diversity training for all your staff, and replace 2165 01:53:45,840 --> 01:53:50,920 Speaker 1: with a long, detailed apology. Mm hmm. Mandemn was tripping 2166 01:53:51,880 --> 01:53:54,840 Speaker 1: poor pure gem must have it a physively tone deaf 2167 01:53:54,920 --> 01:53:58,839 Speaker 1: marketing team thinking it is acceptable to compare a workout 2168 01:53:58,880 --> 01:54:02,880 Speaker 1: to slavery for Fox, they said, uh, please tell me 2169 01:54:03,040 --> 01:54:04,840 Speaker 1: you are not seriously a quaking going to the gym 2170 01:54:04,880 --> 01:54:08,400 Speaker 1: with the hearts of the slave trade. Plenty of angry 2171 01:54:08,479 --> 01:54:11,200 Speaker 1: people in the comments are keen for the gym to 2172 01:54:11,280 --> 01:54:13,680 Speaker 1: issue an apology about the post. Others pointed out that 2173 01:54:13,760 --> 01:54:15,519 Speaker 1: a better way to celebrate black history well would be 2174 01:54:15,560 --> 01:54:19,080 Speaker 1: the train staff effectively about issues of diversity. Yeah, but 2175 01:54:19,160 --> 01:54:20,280 Speaker 1: how are you gonna get fit doing that? 2176 01:54:21,000 --> 01:54:23,600 Speaker 2: M can't can't get them by steps good doing that? 2177 01:54:24,360 --> 01:54:27,320 Speaker 1: Just hours out before posting an average twelve years of 2178 01:54:27,479 --> 01:54:31,200 Speaker 1: slave workout, uh, the gym posted the inspirational message about 2179 01:54:31,200 --> 01:54:33,920 Speaker 1: celebrating black History on his Facebook page that has also 2180 01:54:34,000 --> 01:54:36,560 Speaker 1: been deleted. Oh so you took you know what's part 2181 01:54:36,600 --> 01:54:38,560 Speaker 1: of the comments? Because I was gonna say, why do 2182 01:54:38,600 --> 01:54:40,520 Speaker 1: you take down the one that's actually like black history 2183 01:54:40,560 --> 01:54:41,600 Speaker 1: mother and point ball blah. 2184 01:54:41,680 --> 01:54:44,200 Speaker 2: They need he you know you're gonna do that. You need, 2185 01:54:44,760 --> 01:54:47,840 Speaker 2: you need, you need to be like them. Those all people, 2186 01:54:47,960 --> 01:54:50,520 Speaker 2: you know, reverse reverse those all. You need to not 2187 01:54:50,640 --> 01:54:53,960 Speaker 2: reverse those all. But all these white women they coming 2188 01:54:54,040 --> 01:54:57,839 Speaker 2: out uh nibs being black. Just just disable the comments. 2189 01:54:58,160 --> 01:55:01,800 Speaker 1: I would actually love to see a I love to 2190 01:55:01,800 --> 01:55:04,240 Speaker 1: see what the trainer looks like. They come out with 2191 01:55:04,320 --> 01:55:07,879 Speaker 1: a straw hat and dirt on his face and ship overall. 2192 01:55:09,560 --> 01:55:12,040 Speaker 1: I said, now it's time to do some work. 2193 01:55:13,200 --> 01:55:17,360 Speaker 2: Boy. I'm here to give y'all the best workout of 2194 01:55:17,520 --> 01:55:21,520 Speaker 2: your lives. He come out hot to it. 2195 01:55:21,880 --> 01:55:23,960 Speaker 1: He come out with a whip and a one and 2196 01:55:24,080 --> 01:55:25,440 Speaker 1: a two three. 2197 01:55:27,320 --> 01:55:30,480 Speaker 2: I know, yeah, I have to have him tilding and 2198 01:55:30,680 --> 01:55:31,440 Speaker 2: hoeing and shit. 2199 01:55:31,720 --> 01:55:37,080 Speaker 1: Your new name is Dobah now lift boy, like, oh 2200 01:55:37,160 --> 01:55:40,240 Speaker 1: my god, I know what you need is the profile 2201 01:55:40,280 --> 01:55:42,680 Speaker 1: and racially difference has never been high for some of us. 2202 01:55:42,880 --> 01:55:45,160 Speaker 1: Read the post we have we can only help to 2203 01:55:45,280 --> 01:55:47,920 Speaker 1: change but while we do this month, let us prop 2204 01:55:47,960 --> 01:55:50,240 Speaker 1: file the life changes that have made so many things 2205 01:55:50,280 --> 01:55:52,160 Speaker 1: for us possible. To post a company with a picture 2206 01:55:52,200 --> 01:55:54,880 Speaker 1: of Martin Luther King and it's famous. I have a 2207 01:55:54,960 --> 01:55:58,720 Speaker 1: dream quote. What from over here? These niggas went the one. 2208 01:55:59,120 --> 01:56:01,680 Speaker 2: I'm pretty sure y'all have y'all icons over there. There's 2209 01:56:01,680 --> 01:56:03,760 Speaker 2: plenty of black people over there. That's foult for y'all 2210 01:56:03,840 --> 01:56:05,960 Speaker 2: rights that outside of the United States. 2211 01:56:06,160 --> 01:56:09,880 Speaker 1: They they fucking wikied this. Yeah, they they wicked all 2212 01:56:09,960 --> 01:56:11,760 Speaker 1: this shit. They didn't even look at their own history. 2213 01:56:12,360 --> 01:56:15,280 Speaker 1: Get it from over there, right, they wickied they would 2214 01:56:15,280 --> 01:56:17,320 Speaker 1: have been been off with the real Martin Luther. That's 2215 01:56:17,360 --> 01:56:21,680 Speaker 1: one of y'all's, Come on, Martin Luther. The representative for 2216 01:56:21,760 --> 01:56:25,520 Speaker 1: Pure Jem told metro Code dot UK that the company 2217 01:56:25,560 --> 01:56:30,000 Speaker 1: apologizes unreservedly for the Facebook posts. This supposed is wholly unacceptable, 2218 01:56:30,440 --> 01:56:32,520 Speaker 1: was not approved or endorsed by the company, and was 2219 01:56:32,560 --> 01:56:34,160 Speaker 1: removed as soon as it was brought to our attention. 2220 01:56:34,280 --> 01:56:36,680 Speaker 1: They say, each of our two hundred and seventy one 2221 01:56:36,760 --> 01:56:39,120 Speaker 1: gyms has its own social media channels which are run locally. 2222 01:56:39,240 --> 01:56:42,720 Speaker 1: We take this mat extremely seriously and are urgently investigating 2223 01:56:42,840 --> 01:56:45,920 Speaker 1: how and why this supposts made. I mostly just feel 2224 01:56:46,000 --> 01:56:48,360 Speaker 1: bad for the white people that signed up for this 2225 01:56:48,440 --> 01:56:51,600 Speaker 1: and they never get a chance. Okay, they never They 2226 01:56:51,800 --> 01:56:52,720 Speaker 1: never get a chance. 2227 01:56:52,760 --> 01:56:53,920 Speaker 2: They ain't never gonna get a chance. 2228 01:56:54,360 --> 01:56:56,280 Speaker 1: You know, there's nothing for white people that signed up 2229 01:56:56,280 --> 01:56:58,960 Speaker 1: for this shit. Man, you ain't catching none of us 2230 01:56:59,040 --> 01:57:00,040 Speaker 1: walking through that mother. 2231 01:57:00,600 --> 01:57:02,400 Speaker 2: They gonna they gonna hit that room. That shit gonna 2232 01:57:02,400 --> 01:57:02,960 Speaker 2: be like a swamp. 2233 01:57:03,040 --> 01:57:04,480 Speaker 1: That shit gonna be so hot when they walk in 2234 01:57:04,520 --> 01:57:06,720 Speaker 1: that room. I can finally know what it feels. 2235 01:57:06,840 --> 01:57:07,760 Speaker 2: Is this racism? 2236 01:57:08,120 --> 01:57:11,000 Speaker 1: It's the burning in my thighs. How the black man 2237 01:57:11,120 --> 01:57:15,360 Speaker 1: feels this when he's traveled upon? Come on, is this oppression? Okay? 2238 01:57:15,640 --> 01:57:16,080 Speaker 2: Is this one? 2239 01:57:16,160 --> 01:57:20,520 Speaker 1: It's like, Okay, the way my arms are shaking, is 2240 01:57:20,600 --> 01:57:24,040 Speaker 1: that the way that the black race is shaking when 2241 01:57:24,080 --> 01:57:25,360 Speaker 1: the police pulled them over. 2242 01:57:25,800 --> 01:57:28,640 Speaker 2: Because now I know, and I understand. 2243 01:57:29,080 --> 01:57:34,200 Speaker 1: Okay, I too know why the cage bird sings because 2244 01:57:34,280 --> 01:57:38,960 Speaker 1: when I was doing squats, Okay, my glutes were singing 2245 01:57:39,080 --> 01:57:41,880 Speaker 1: to me. All right, I know what it's like to 2246 01:57:42,000 --> 01:57:45,280 Speaker 1: go through. What you black lives matter to me? Now? Okay, 2247 01:57:45,840 --> 01:57:47,560 Speaker 1: I it got so serious. 2248 01:57:47,640 --> 01:57:49,440 Speaker 2: I had to take with that that that salt that 2249 01:57:49,600 --> 01:57:52,040 Speaker 2: EPs and salt. I take me EPs and salt. 2250 01:57:52,240 --> 01:57:54,800 Speaker 1: The salt. You the salt, you guys love you know 2251 01:57:55,200 --> 01:57:55,600 Speaker 1: that one. 2252 01:57:56,440 --> 01:58:00,160 Speaker 2: You're that one, not my normal salt. I you know, 2253 01:58:00,200 --> 01:58:01,200 Speaker 2: I had to get thesence. 2254 01:58:01,280 --> 01:58:03,720 Speaker 1: I would never put it on my food, Okay, I 2255 01:58:03,720 --> 01:58:06,440 Speaker 1: would never seize anything with it. But I had to 2256 01:58:06,480 --> 01:58:08,560 Speaker 1: put it on my on my feet because they were 2257 01:58:08,600 --> 01:58:12,240 Speaker 1: so swollen from my you know, for my trainers. Oh 2258 01:58:12,360 --> 01:58:16,840 Speaker 1: my god, these those poor whites. I hope y'all get 2259 01:58:16,880 --> 01:58:19,280 Speaker 1: another class that was stolen from them. What were the 2260 01:58:19,320 --> 01:58:19,960 Speaker 1: other ideas? 2261 01:58:20,440 --> 01:58:20,560 Speaker 3: You know? 2262 01:58:21,200 --> 01:58:23,440 Speaker 2: But I can't even imagine the roots. 2263 01:58:23,760 --> 01:58:29,280 Speaker 1: Let's get to the roots. Glutes. It was glos, Yes, 2264 01:58:29,400 --> 01:58:35,640 Speaker 1: it was glutes, all glutes all the time. We're gonna 2265 01:58:35,680 --> 01:58:37,960 Speaker 1: get you, an I'm a starve body. Okay, we're about 2266 01:58:38,000 --> 01:58:40,920 Speaker 1: to have you, about to beave you about to be 2267 01:58:41,160 --> 01:58:42,960 Speaker 1: rosewood fresh on these holes. 2268 01:58:43,040 --> 01:58:48,280 Speaker 2: Okay, going down all the black heads. 2269 01:58:49,800 --> 01:58:53,440 Speaker 1: Just nothing. Slave movies, and that's all. That's all. Every 2270 01:58:53,520 --> 01:58:56,760 Speaker 1: day it's different slave movie. Okay, when you get done, 2271 01:58:57,120 --> 01:58:59,880 Speaker 1: I'm gonna make you cry freedom because you're gonna be 2272 01:59:00,600 --> 01:59:08,800 Speaker 1: You're gonna be so rip bro. All right, it's been 2273 01:59:09,080 --> 01:59:11,680 Speaker 1: two hours, y'all. Okay, it's time to wrap this up. 2274 01:59:11,800 --> 01:59:13,960 Speaker 1: Got it. Like I said, we've been busy. You can 2275 01:59:14,000 --> 01:59:21,200 Speaker 1: hear us everywhere, see us everywhere, Spectrum, NPR, NPR here, Spotify. Yeah, 2276 01:59:21,240 --> 01:59:25,000 Speaker 1: we got interviews coming up Keith and the Girl last 2277 01:59:25,040 --> 01:59:26,040 Speaker 1: week and Keith and the Girl. 2278 01:59:26,200 --> 01:59:28,560 Speaker 2: Yeah, I just recorded an episode and then on the 2279 01:59:28,800 --> 01:59:33,920 Speaker 2: eighth we're doing a virtual show a Charlotte Podcast Festival 2280 01:59:33,960 --> 01:59:35,120 Speaker 2: Thursday at six pm. 2281 01:59:36,320 --> 01:59:37,760 Speaker 1: Yeah, it's about comedy. 2282 01:59:38,080 --> 01:59:41,920 Speaker 2: Yes, okay, absolutely positively free. Y'all is free. 2283 01:59:42,120 --> 01:59:46,360 Speaker 1: The links are in the show notes. Just virtual show 2284 01:59:46,480 --> 01:59:49,920 Speaker 1: up on a Thursday, hang out with us. It's gonna 2285 01:59:49,920 --> 01:59:54,040 Speaker 1: be fun. We're working hard for y'all. If you're podcaster, especially, 2286 01:59:54,120 --> 01:59:55,920 Speaker 1: and you have questions and you want to pick our 2287 01:59:55,960 --> 01:59:58,560 Speaker 1: brains about how do you make a funny podcast? 2288 01:59:58,720 --> 02:00:01,400 Speaker 2: They allow people people, They are going to a lot 2289 02:00:01,440 --> 02:00:02,280 Speaker 2: of people that ask questions. 2290 02:00:02,480 --> 02:00:04,920 Speaker 1: Yeah, so y'all go ahead and do that. Man, Well, 2291 02:00:05,000 --> 02:00:06,360 Speaker 1: we want you all to do all that stuff. 2292 02:00:06,400 --> 02:00:08,120 Speaker 2: We look forward to seeing y'all there. We know some 2293 02:00:08,240 --> 02:00:11,400 Speaker 2: people will have three panels doing the course. I've seen 2294 02:00:11,440 --> 02:00:13,240 Speaker 2: several people say they sign up for all three and 2295 02:00:13,360 --> 02:00:16,520 Speaker 2: thank you. And I'm looking forward to the other people 2296 02:00:16,640 --> 02:00:17,400 Speaker 2: joining and coming in. 2297 02:00:17,760 --> 02:00:19,600 Speaker 1: Yeah, and I also forgot to say this, but I 2298 02:00:19,760 --> 02:00:22,240 Speaker 1: meant to say it earlier, but I should have said 2299 02:00:22,280 --> 02:00:24,240 Speaker 1: it during the deal though segment. But Adam and Eve 2300 02:00:24,280 --> 02:00:25,440 Speaker 1: dot Com check it out. 2301 02:00:25,600 --> 02:00:26,200 Speaker 2: Adam and Eve. 2302 02:00:26,360 --> 02:00:32,080 Speaker 1: Okay, Adam and Eve dot Com use cold TVGWT and 2303 02:00:32,200 --> 02:00:35,360 Speaker 1: you can get half off of any item. Pick an item, 2304 02:00:35,440 --> 02:00:38,440 Speaker 1: put it in your cart. Maybe it's an item to 2305 02:00:38,440 --> 02:00:41,000 Speaker 1: put in your boxes. You know what I'm saying. And uh, 2306 02:00:41,520 --> 02:00:45,600 Speaker 1: treat yourself for voting. Okay, maybe they little their little red, 2307 02:00:45,640 --> 02:00:47,560 Speaker 1: white and blue. Maybe you're not down with that. Maybe 2308 02:00:47,560 --> 02:00:49,720 Speaker 1: you need one of them Wakanda Forever Black joints. But 2309 02:00:49,800 --> 02:00:50,560 Speaker 1: whatever you come out. 2310 02:00:50,840 --> 02:00:53,600 Speaker 2: Maybe you need something with a big ass modor whatever 2311 02:00:53,840 --> 02:00:54,600 Speaker 2: float your boat. 2312 02:00:54,840 --> 02:00:57,280 Speaker 1: You might need a diesel power We're not judging. It's 2313 02:00:57,320 --> 02:00:59,560 Speaker 1: a judge freezong it is, but you can get it 2314 02:00:59,640 --> 02:01:02,160 Speaker 1: half off when you put it called TBGWT And in 2315 02:01:02,240 --> 02:01:05,600 Speaker 1: addition to that, they gonna give you some free spicy movies, 2316 02:01:06,080 --> 02:01:08,320 Speaker 1: three other gifts that you can share with a partner 2317 02:01:08,440 --> 02:01:10,880 Speaker 1: or use them all on yourself. Be selfish, okay, don't 2318 02:01:10,920 --> 02:01:12,800 Speaker 1: learn a better tell you what to do, and plus 2319 02:01:12,880 --> 02:01:16,880 Speaker 1: free shipping. That's Adam and dot Com code tbg W 2320 02:01:17,120 --> 02:01:22,080 Speaker 1: T all right, let's do some sort ratchetess and then 2321 02:01:22,240 --> 02:01:27,160 Speaker 1: we gotta go. Okay, it's late, we haven't eaten. Mm hmm. 2322 02:01:27,560 --> 02:01:30,040 Speaker 1: It's serious up in here. Karen gets grauchy when she 2323 02:01:30,080 --> 02:01:37,839 Speaker 1: has had her at a Mamay, I hope. 2324 02:01:37,640 --> 02:01:39,360 Speaker 2: It don't get in a fight, gonna get his ass whooped. 2325 02:01:54,000 --> 02:02:00,200 Speaker 1: Uh. Let's see a North Carolina man. Oh wait, a 2326 02:02:00,280 --> 02:02:04,360 Speaker 1: machete wilding man smear bloody satanic messages on North Carolina 2327 02:02:04,440 --> 02:02:10,160 Speaker 1: sorority house. Oh no, mm hmmmm h we ain't him 2328 02:02:10,200 --> 02:02:13,920 Speaker 1: my own business, right, girls just want to have fun? 2329 02:02:14,160 --> 02:02:14,440 Speaker 3: Come on? 2330 02:02:15,600 --> 02:02:21,280 Speaker 1: Oh you crazy? 2331 02:02:21,520 --> 02:02:21,880 Speaker 3: I am? 2332 02:02:23,760 --> 02:02:25,600 Speaker 1: I mean, I've heard of hazing, but this is a 2333 02:02:25,680 --> 02:02:26,480 Speaker 1: bit to the extreme. 2334 02:02:26,800 --> 02:02:27,120 Speaker 3: It is. 2335 02:02:27,360 --> 02:02:29,840 Speaker 1: A North Carolina man was arrested Sunday for allegedly posting 2336 02:02:29,880 --> 02:02:32,880 Speaker 1: satanic messages with his own blood on a sorority house, 2337 02:02:33,960 --> 02:02:37,360 Speaker 1: reported Greenville, North Carolina TV station w i t N. 2338 02:02:38,680 --> 02:02:41,560 Speaker 1: Cops claimed the suspect that didified as Patrick Canter. Yes 2339 02:02:41,640 --> 02:02:46,480 Speaker 1: he is was Will was will in a machete where 2340 02:02:46,520 --> 02:02:49,720 Speaker 1: he was knabbed on the east on the East Carolina 2341 02:02:49,800 --> 02:02:53,360 Speaker 1: University campus and also was able to identify an individual 2342 02:02:53,440 --> 02:02:58,720 Speaker 1: and disarmed the individual without any further incident. Uh, how 2343 02:02:58,760 --> 02:03:02,000 Speaker 1: do I just go back to living in my sorority house? Right? 2344 02:03:02,280 --> 02:03:04,080 Speaker 1: They added, twenty five year old suspect that has been 2345 02:03:04,120 --> 02:03:08,560 Speaker 1: charged of injury to real property. He anjured to them, right, true, 2346 02:03:08,800 --> 02:03:12,760 Speaker 1: that's why he was mad. Sudden also stated that Canter 2347 02:03:13,000 --> 02:03:15,160 Speaker 1: injured himself and then smeared what appeared to be his 2348 02:03:15,280 --> 02:03:17,280 Speaker 1: own blood on the front of the Alpha Delta Pie 2349 02:03:17,800 --> 02:03:20,400 Speaker 1: sorority house, as well as a white jeep parked on 2350 02:03:20,440 --> 02:03:24,640 Speaker 1: the property. But it sounded like a white sorority too. 2351 02:03:25,000 --> 02:03:25,960 Speaker 2: Yep that name. 2352 02:03:26,080 --> 02:03:29,320 Speaker 1: Yes, yeah, I think it was just cut slacerations, not 2353 02:03:29,440 --> 02:03:32,080 Speaker 1: to submit severed, but enough to transfer blood into a 2354 02:03:32,400 --> 02:03:35,360 Speaker 1: couple of different services where the individual wrote different messages 2355 02:03:35,440 --> 02:03:37,280 Speaker 1: believed to be satanic in nature, and some of the 2356 02:03:37,360 --> 02:03:39,400 Speaker 1: verbiage from some of the things he was saying was 2357 02:03:39,440 --> 02:03:43,000 Speaker 1: also believably sadistic in nature. Although there was little information 2358 02:03:43,080 --> 02:03:45,440 Speaker 1: regarding the bloody messages, one ec U student said she 2359 02:03:45,520 --> 02:03:47,440 Speaker 1: was able to discern some of it. I can make 2360 02:03:47,480 --> 02:03:51,080 Speaker 1: out like a couple of upside down crosses, it said hell, 2361 02:03:51,240 --> 02:03:55,200 Speaker 1: saying it like written in blood, which is strange. Cantor 2362 02:03:55,320 --> 02:03:57,880 Speaker 1: was booked into the Pitt County Detention Center on fifteen 2363 02:03:57,920 --> 02:04:01,120 Speaker 1: hundred dollars bond know that W I T N. 2364 02:04:02,000 --> 02:04:02,600 Speaker 3: W I T. 2365 02:04:04,240 --> 02:04:15,160 Speaker 1: All right, y'all, we got blood on your house? Oh no, 2366 02:04:15,800 --> 02:04:16,120 Speaker 1: I don't. 2367 02:04:16,360 --> 02:04:17,720 Speaker 2: I think we need to change the channel. 2368 02:04:17,720 --> 02:04:20,720 Speaker 1: Bait coming up weather Man skiptoptly and we got swords 2369 02:04:20,760 --> 02:04:24,360 Speaker 1: on the ones. All right, y'all, that's it for today. 2370 02:04:24,520 --> 02:04:28,120 Speaker 1: Be careful if you're in Greensboro. We'll be back tomorrow 2371 02:04:28,960 --> 02:04:32,400 Speaker 1: probably with our Walking Dair recap, and then Wednesday with 2372 02:04:32,760 --> 02:04:35,160 Speaker 1: our love Craft Country recaps. 2373 02:04:35,200 --> 02:04:37,600 Speaker 2: So we got to Walking Down season finale. Fine, we 2374 02:04:38,040 --> 02:04:39,880 Speaker 2: finally got it, y'all, like the months, right. 2375 02:04:39,960 --> 02:04:42,480 Speaker 1: I know, I love our Walking Down recapsle a lot 2376 02:04:42,560 --> 02:04:45,080 Speaker 1: shorter than I love Craft recaps, so maybe be a 2377 02:04:45,120 --> 02:04:47,960 Speaker 1: short show tomorrow, but we'll be looking forward to it 2378 02:04:48,080 --> 02:04:50,960 Speaker 1: and we'll be here tomorrow, so until then, I love it. 2379 02:04:51,680 --> 02:04:51,920 Speaker 2: Wow.