WEBVTT - Episode 202 "YOUNG DRO" 0:00:01.360 --> 0:00:14.000 Hold up, hold up this show Fall Alert, ball Alert Boller. 0:00:14.080 --> 0:00:16.640 Welcome to the Ball Alert Show podcast, available everywhere you 0:00:16.680 --> 0:00:18.560 get your podcasts. I go by the name Force Sims. 0:00:18.640 --> 0:00:21.160 Hey you what is your best tis too? Sol boy, bet, 0:00:21.320 --> 0:00:24.000 I'm in the building man. We got a special guests today, 0:00:24.760 --> 0:00:36.839 Polo down drug. I've played this bit. Yeah, ship, so 0:00:36.920 --> 0:00:39.199 you gonna co host with us today? Okay, I help you? 0:00:39.640 --> 0:00:42.400 Okay with that. Let's tell about the plethora of things. 0:00:42.440 --> 0:00:44.600 I know you're a man of good worlds. Yeah, that's 0:00:44.680 --> 0:00:53.360 pretty cool. Okay, well that ship Sam. You guys ready, 0:00:53.720 --> 0:01:01.240 let's go Democratic Senator war knock. When Georgia the runoff, 0:01:02.440 --> 0:01:05.520 the guy named herschel Walker, Democrats will now have a 0:01:06.760 --> 0:01:13.120 senate Know what you know why herschel Walker lost. I'm 0:01:13.160 --> 0:01:15.399 gonna tell you why he lost because he started talking 0:01:15.400 --> 0:01:19.160 about those those very parts and were wolves. You know, 0:01:19.800 --> 0:01:22.920 I'm a cooon and heard I heard couls are the 0:01:22.959 --> 0:01:29.920 smartest animals that ever. It was the pronoun people that 0:01:30.520 --> 0:01:32.479 was scared. I ain't gonna cat. I was really scared 0:01:32.520 --> 0:01:34.480 because I'm over here, like damn, this ship closer than 0:01:34.560 --> 0:01:41.559 we think. I'm a felon, so he can't vote. I can't. Yeah, 0:01:41.800 --> 0:01:45.400 well nobody. Well, I don't know people that really get 0:01:45.400 --> 0:01:48.080 in there like that that I sit around because everybody 0:01:48.160 --> 0:01:50.760 kind of like called charges and stuff. So we just 0:01:51.200 --> 0:01:54.280 be looking. But your influence is a lot bigger than 0:01:54.360 --> 0:01:57.200 the people that are just around you and your group circle. 0:01:57.680 --> 0:02:00.480 Your voice isn't necessary someone we need. You did go 0:02:00.560 --> 0:02:03.720 out and perform for some stuff, you know what I mean, 0:02:04.280 --> 0:02:08.600 for Stacy one time and then um yeah, but like 0:02:08.680 --> 0:02:12.440 my my close two people. Everybody that's okay, it's okay. 0:02:12.639 --> 0:02:14.720 It's the two million on social media that we're talking about, 0:02:14.760 --> 0:02:21.760 you know, yea, yeah, alright, Brittany Grinder is home. Come 0:02:22.040 --> 0:02:27.960 yeah now now, I don't know, there's a lot of 0:02:27.960 --> 0:02:31.120 people that are kind of upset about it. A prisoner 0:02:31.200 --> 0:02:36.160 swap with Russian arms dealer Victor Bolt. They gave the 0:02:36.200 --> 0:02:39.000 Merchant of death, you know, one of one for one 0:02:39.040 --> 0:02:43.240 trade for Grinder. Now. Joe Biden tweeted, she's safe, she's 0:02:43.240 --> 0:02:44.839 on the plane, she's on the way home. He also 0:02:44.880 --> 0:02:48.200 look on TV couldn't wait to tweet. He looked like 0:02:48.240 --> 0:02:50.040 he always need a nap. I don't know what's going 0:02:50.080 --> 0:02:53.440 on at President. I could definitely tell he needs some energy. 0:02:53.480 --> 0:02:56.520 Bars and he's eight years old. I think he older 0:02:56.520 --> 0:02:59.799 than that. No, I tell you what they traded Britain 0:03:00.200 --> 0:03:04.280 grounding for the wolfing the vampire. So I were talking 0:03:04.320 --> 0:03:09.440 about that was that was a very interesting trade. He 0:03:09.520 --> 0:03:15.800 definitely killed, gave the merchant of death. He would kill somebody. 0:03:15.840 --> 0:03:17.760 Now we aren't talking about no little you know, a 0:03:17.840 --> 0:03:21.400 little glot, little guy. What's that man name? Again? He 0:03:21.440 --> 0:03:28.120 sounds like he to kill somebody. Facts will do. Okay. 0:03:28.160 --> 0:03:29.359 So a lot of people feel like it wasn't a 0:03:29.400 --> 0:03:32.280 fair trade. They're like, okay, it wasn't a fair trade. 0:03:32.320 --> 0:03:34.280 It was all for the US. But it was a 0:03:34.480 --> 0:03:37.560 w for you know, a black person for Vember. What 0:03:37.560 --> 0:03:39.400 do you think it was a tipping point though, Like 0:03:39.480 --> 0:03:41.440 what finally made him be like all right, we're gonna 0:03:41.480 --> 0:03:46.680 give you all the merchant of death? And because yeah, 0:03:46.680 --> 0:03:50.600 this was a media disaster slash nightmare. This was coverage 0:03:50.680 --> 0:03:53.160 everywhere and then you know, keep in mind, uh, she's 0:03:53.200 --> 0:03:56.080 a w NBA player that needed to play. A lot 0:03:56.080 --> 0:03:59.360 of w NBA players play in America and overseas because 0:03:59.360 --> 0:04:01.280 they don't make enough money in America on the w 0:04:01.480 --> 0:04:04.680 n B A. So my question is who's gonna go 0:04:04.720 --> 0:04:16.600 play for Russia facts. I almost felt like if she 0:04:16.839 --> 0:04:20.000 was not sent over to like the prison camp and 0:04:20.040 --> 0:04:23.239 she was just in like regular Russian jail or prison, 0:04:23.279 --> 0:04:25.840 I almost feel like she would still be there. When 0:04:25.839 --> 0:04:28.680 they started talking about all the homophobic things against her, 0:04:28.720 --> 0:04:30.920 all the racist things against her, that's when I think 0:04:31.400 --> 0:04:34.480 the US was like, we can't stand for this anytime, 0:04:35.080 --> 0:04:39.360 my opinion, anytime you throw in you know, the LGBTQ community, 0:04:39.400 --> 0:04:42.120 things seemed to be taken a little more seriously. Now 0:04:42.120 --> 0:04:44.640 we already know that racism exists all over the world, 0:04:45.120 --> 0:04:46.720 but I think when it got to that point, they 0:04:46.800 --> 0:04:48.160 was like, all right, hold on, we're gonna have to 0:04:48.600 --> 0:04:50.480 get to sit out, because that's just not a fair trade. 0:04:50.960 --> 0:04:53.560 That man is back over there selling a ks right now, 0:04:53.800 --> 0:04:58.039 probably stuff over there. And you guys know that Nike 0:04:58.160 --> 0:05:01.040 dropped Kyrie Irvan. He covers the Nike shoe logo with 0:05:01.440 --> 0:05:05.000 I Am Free, covering the swoosh logo and itching I 0:05:05.120 --> 0:05:08.200 am free, Thank you God, I Am on a patch 0:05:08.480 --> 0:05:11.240 of take after his break up with the Sneaker Giant. 0:05:11.360 --> 0:05:14.719 Anybody got any thoughts of concerns about Kyrie, probably why 0:05:15.200 --> 0:05:17.840 why are you doing that? I Am free? He was 0:05:17.880 --> 0:05:20.600 making eleven million dollars. What are you free from a 0:05:20.720 --> 0:05:25.200 year with Nike? What are you free from? What do 0:05:25.279 --> 0:05:27.920 you free just because you get paid millions of the 0:05:28.320 --> 0:05:32.039 go ahead n be heard? I guess they'd be sense 0:05:32.080 --> 0:05:36.520 from him? You want to be black? Is he want 0:05:36.560 --> 0:05:39.280 to be? You know what I mean? It's not always 0:05:39.320 --> 0:05:45.040 about the check. Now, Sometimes you get you get tired 0:05:45.120 --> 0:05:47.080 of being told to shut up and dribble. At some 0:05:47.200 --> 0:05:49.080 point you want to be a human with a voice, 0:05:49.080 --> 0:05:51.200 no matter what you do. That man is tired of 0:05:51.360 --> 0:05:55.280 hearing shut up and dribble. Well, I think it's after 0:05:55.360 --> 0:05:56.840 the fact when you make the money. When you make 0:05:56.880 --> 0:05:58.720 the money, then then then you want to be free. 0:05:59.480 --> 0:06:01.880 Everybody wants to be free after they have made all 0:06:01.920 --> 0:06:05.239 the money. Now, why can't you want saying all this stuff? 0:06:05.279 --> 0:06:08.160 Ten years ago he had that money, yet he got 0:06:08.240 --> 0:06:10.960 the money now. I think Kenya always been saying the 0:06:11.040 --> 0:06:13.720 same thing. It's just an increment. And if we put 0:06:13.800 --> 0:06:17.040 it all together all together about what he's been saying, 0:06:17.120 --> 0:06:19.600 it'll all come together. You know, he just got a 0:06:19.640 --> 0:06:23.920 little spets. He does a bad at the setup. He 0:06:24.040 --> 0:06:26.320 just kind of messed up. But he actulates himself in 0:06:26.920 --> 0:06:32.520 it comes together. So I'm coming together lots money. It's 0:06:32.520 --> 0:06:37.320 time for love versus money. It loves. In the minute 0:06:37.360 --> 0:06:39.400 I met you, baby, I knew I wanted to manage 0:06:40.480 --> 0:06:45.359 the love of money. Money. It's love versus money. They 0:06:45.400 --> 0:06:47.080 said you can't put a price tag on love. I 0:06:47.240 --> 0:06:53.960 love on the ball or Alert show come up. We 0:06:54.080 --> 0:06:59.800 got every rosy together. That you're dating a boss, that 0:07:00.040 --> 0:07:03.839 this boss that you've seen that's fine? Is that really 0:07:03.880 --> 0:07:05.600 what kind of attracted you to him? To say, no, 0:07:05.760 --> 0:07:08.720 that's the guy for me? Yeah, it's I think it's 0:07:08.760 --> 0:07:11.240 the boss in him. I just think he's like, you know, 0:07:11.360 --> 0:07:13.840 I like guys who lead, So when you're a leader, 0:07:14.360 --> 0:07:17.240 you can step to me, you know. But again, when 0:07:17.280 --> 0:07:19.680 it comes down to Ross, like Ross's type a person 0:07:19.760 --> 0:07:22.960 who you look at and you just admire, you're inspired by, 0:07:23.320 --> 0:07:24.960 Like I want to do what you're doing, will teach me. 0:07:25.360 --> 0:07:27.280 So in the back end, I'm actually a student of 0:07:27.320 --> 0:07:31.000 the game as well. So I mean, yeah, if you 0:07:31.040 --> 0:07:34.280 want to say that, that's just what it is. It's official. Well, 0:07:34.440 --> 0:07:38.000 Ross is in it for the love. I'm I'm assuming 0:07:38.040 --> 0:07:46.320 and pretty V will be in it for says she's 0:07:46.360 --> 0:07:48.120 a girl. If I'm not mistaken. I feel like I 0:07:48.200 --> 0:07:51.800 had been seeing her literally has been putting her in 0:07:51.960 --> 0:07:54.680 position series because you know, Ross is a romantic and 0:07:54.760 --> 0:07:56.800 I think it's the first time has a way with women. 0:07:56.880 --> 0:07:59.160 You know, it's pretty. I think Ross really likes her. 0:07:59.440 --> 0:08:08.040 He does this is cool. I think he's I think 0:08:08.360 --> 0:08:12.800 he styled you know, girl, man, it looks like he 0:08:12.880 --> 0:08:18.920 can old baby. You know, I just love you guys 0:08:18.960 --> 0:08:21.120 playing apples, you know what I'm saying, come to the 0:08:21.160 --> 0:08:24.920 mansion all together. Man. I think Pretty V is smart enough, 0:08:24.920 --> 0:08:26.800 and I'm gonna kicking to y'all to get y'all, but 0:08:26.800 --> 0:08:28.360 I think she's smart enough to know that this could 0:08:28.400 --> 0:08:31.920 potentially be loved. But right now, this is a good business. 0:08:32.240 --> 0:08:38.199 Ship busness ship, business ship. I agree with ship. I'm 0:08:38.320 --> 0:08:41.079 agree with you Ferrari. I don't agree. I think that 0:08:41.160 --> 0:08:43.480 they are genuinely interested in each other, because so you 0:08:43.559 --> 0:08:45.680 think both of them are there for the love. Yeah, 0:08:46.320 --> 0:08:48.120 for the interest. You don't hear that they just got 0:08:48.120 --> 0:08:56.839 together all right? Bullshit? Let me just say this. I 0:08:56.960 --> 0:09:00.520 really thought, I really thought Pretty he would. No, they're 0:09:00.520 --> 0:09:07.959 not a thing. We we had confirmed and he confirmed 0:09:08.080 --> 0:09:10.880 one a thing. Okay, So I think they are genuinely 0:09:10.960 --> 0:09:13.040 interested in each other. I think there are tons of 0:09:13.080 --> 0:09:15.599 people that pretty v could get with if it was 0:09:15.640 --> 0:09:17.960 just a business situation, Like I don't think it would 0:09:18.000 --> 0:09:20.080 have to be Rick Ross. Like. I think they answered 0:09:20.080 --> 0:09:31.120 each other like that's that stuff, you know. I pictured 0:09:31.200 --> 0:09:37.360 Rick Ross with like a say what it is? Woman? 0:09:37.520 --> 0:09:42.319 You know what I'm saying, larger woman, you're like like 0:09:42.480 --> 0:09:46.840 a blood wise and horse type woman like that boy said. 0:09:46.880 --> 0:09:53.839 But woman, you know, y'all just not saying that. Y'all 0:09:53.880 --> 0:10:01.280 think you O. I really think that they both like 0:10:01.440 --> 0:10:07.440 each other. However, I think that attractive to him too. 0:10:08.559 --> 0:10:10.160 But I don't know, man, you know what, I don't know. 0:10:10.400 --> 0:10:14.920 I think they're attract each other. I didn't say that. 0:10:15.120 --> 0:10:22.160 I just said, pretty, you gotta come on the show. 0:10:22.400 --> 0:10:24.440 We did it during the pandemic. You gott we're gonna 0:10:24.440 --> 0:10:26.800 have We're gonna ask her. We're gonna freaking ask her. 0:10:26.960 --> 0:10:29.679 Let's ask her. Alright, cool, Let's take a quick commercial break. 0:10:29.679 --> 0:10:32.160 We'll be back with more of The Baller Alert Show podcast, 0:10:32.200 --> 0:10:35.440 available everywhere you get your podcast. We'll be right back 0:10:35.600 --> 0:10:42.000 with more of The Baller Alert Show. Welcome back to 0:10:42.120 --> 0:10:44.760 The Baller Alert Show podcast available everywhere you get your 0:10:44.800 --> 0:10:47.120 podcasts our guest host is in the building, Young drill 0:10:47.160 --> 0:10:49.079 has it launt her pretty good? How you doing? I 0:10:49.120 --> 0:10:51.040 appreciate you pulling up on this man. And I was 0:10:51.160 --> 0:10:54.120 right down the street and you was on time? Yeah, man, 0:10:54.200 --> 0:11:01.199 I was on. How is drow these days? I'm pretty good? Man? 0:11:03.160 --> 0:11:07.080 Sober life is pretty good. I like that you start. 0:11:07.120 --> 0:11:08.520 You opened it up with that because you know he's 0:11:08.520 --> 0:11:11.920 gonna get there in there. For definitely said that she 0:11:11.960 --> 0:11:13.960 was gonna be on time. Because you said I said 0:11:14.320 --> 0:11:16.640 Brow was sober. Now he's gonna be on time. I 0:11:16.720 --> 0:11:17.880 was like, no, I'm about to get some food. You know, 0:11:18.040 --> 0:11:25.680 rappers be later outside? Really is on time? All right? 0:11:25.679 --> 0:11:29.200 What are you sober from? We know what we'd um 0:11:30.360 --> 0:11:43.920 well when Molly was out X pills, egs, we liquor cigarettes? Um, 0:11:44.200 --> 0:11:48.400 what am I leaving out at a roll? Perko said. 0:11:49.120 --> 0:11:51.880 And you would do these things all together sometimes too, right, Yes, 0:11:52.320 --> 0:11:55.760 damn yeah. It was a combination, you know what I mean. 0:11:56.080 --> 0:12:00.600 Whatever day I was feeling like, you know what suited 0:12:00.679 --> 0:12:02.160 the day of the moment, you know what I mean, 0:12:02.200 --> 0:12:06.559 I would actually indulge, and um that was just so 0:12:06.760 --> 0:12:09.520 I would not not all of them like these, I 0:12:09.640 --> 0:12:12.920 kind of like was trading vices, like you know, when 0:12:13.040 --> 0:12:16.920 Molly was out, that was advice for me. Then like 0:12:17.160 --> 0:12:19.720 I'll take zenage to sleep, you know what I mean. 0:12:19.800 --> 0:12:22.280 Then when they started playing around with the Molly too 0:12:22.400 --> 0:12:25.480 much and it started like changing color, had tan, you know, 0:12:25.800 --> 0:12:27.720 they had tan, then they had pink and they had blue. 0:12:27.760 --> 0:12:30.320 I was like, yeah, she looked like fruity peers. I'm good. 0:12:30.600 --> 0:12:34.520 So then we switched to you know, perks, you know 0:12:34.559 --> 0:12:37.959 what I mean. Then we switched to adderall you see 0:12:38.000 --> 0:12:41.720 what I'm saying. But and so so when Molly was done, 0:12:42.000 --> 0:12:45.040 because niggas really started doing ice and ship if I 0:12:45.080 --> 0:12:46.640 was like, I don't really really funk with meth and 0:12:46.679 --> 0:12:48.679 ship like that, so you know what I mean. So 0:12:48.920 --> 0:12:52.319 it was it was almost like I was rolling with 0:12:52.440 --> 0:12:56.040 the times on what was new and popular with drugs, 0:12:56.120 --> 0:12:57.640 you know what I mean. And we used to put 0:12:57.720 --> 0:13:01.640 Molly in lean you know what I mean, on sprinkling 0:13:01.679 --> 0:13:04.760 on in the lean cup and like in the different 0:13:04.800 --> 0:13:07.640 cocktails of it. How did it affect your performance your 0:13:07.679 --> 0:13:12.520 personal life? It did my performance pretty good. Um, Like 0:13:13.960 --> 0:13:17.040 it sounds crazy, but like I could put the mike 0:13:17.120 --> 0:13:19.079 in my hand, you wouldn't know I was on anything, 0:13:20.000 --> 0:13:23.000 but after the show, I wouldn't want to, like I 0:13:23.000 --> 0:13:26.280 wouldn't do interviews, or I wouldn't make it to interviews, 0:13:26.600 --> 0:13:31.040 or I'll be late or or like. And my social 0:13:31.120 --> 0:13:36.400 life was kind of if I'm high, you could probably 0:13:36.440 --> 0:13:38.160 be like d didn't get drove a tripping lat night, 0:13:38.440 --> 0:13:41.720 you know what I'm saying. As opposed to me being 0:13:41.800 --> 0:13:44.640 cool and calm, I probably in the beginning of it, 0:13:45.040 --> 0:13:46.760 like in the beginning of it, when I'm waiting for 0:13:46.840 --> 0:13:48.480 it to kick in, but by the time to kick in, 0:13:49.240 --> 0:13:51.679 it's I'm all over the place. So it was it 0:13:51.800 --> 0:13:54.199 was kind of like ending out. But the majority of 0:13:54.280 --> 0:13:56.760 the important things I would miss. Do you feel like 0:13:56.880 --> 0:13:59.760 your career would be a lot further if you were sober, 0:14:00.160 --> 0:14:02.360 then like maybe you're in a room full of people 0:14:02.400 --> 0:14:04.280 that you should have been talking to, should have been 0:14:04.280 --> 0:14:07.120 building a relationship with, and that was your one time 0:14:07.160 --> 0:14:08.959 in the room, but you were so high that you 0:14:09.040 --> 0:14:13.000 couldn't make that connection any of times. Yeah, Like I, 0:14:13.160 --> 0:14:16.599 like I said, it's just would count it. When it 0:14:16.760 --> 0:14:20.160 count counting, I would be the most high. But and 0:14:20.240 --> 0:14:23.400 then like it wasn't that I would do it on purpose. 0:14:23.960 --> 0:14:26.200 It was my habit just showing up, you know what 0:14:26.240 --> 0:14:27.800 I mean. I would want to get HT so bad 0:14:27.920 --> 0:14:30.880 this day, you know, or I'll already be high, or 0:14:31.760 --> 0:14:35.000 I'll be not had like a week long high time, 0:14:35.440 --> 0:14:38.280 and by the time the money get there, I need 0:14:38.400 --> 0:14:41.440 that to sleep, so I Can't'm not available, you know 0:14:41.440 --> 0:14:43.320 what I mean. So it showed up in different ways, 0:14:43.360 --> 0:14:46.880 and I think that that's what I really like go 0:14:47.000 --> 0:14:52.840 around and talk about like it's always the drug. You 0:14:53.000 --> 0:14:56.200 think you've got control over it until it shows up, 0:14:56.520 --> 0:14:58.440 and it's just in that one day, don't seem that 0:14:58.520 --> 0:15:01.200 bad until the year goo is by in its thirty 0:15:01.240 --> 0:15:06.680 of those days. This sounds very expensive as well, because 0:15:07.440 --> 0:15:10.760 because you're making money, you're young droe obviously, and how 0:15:10.880 --> 0:15:14.520 much of how much like was your income dedicated to 0:15:15.160 --> 0:15:18.880 purchasing a month I always spend on drugs with I 0:15:18.920 --> 0:15:26.880 would say like between day, damn what that's somebody mortgage 0:15:27.000 --> 0:15:32.360 between five and I'm not actually and taking that. This 0:15:32.520 --> 0:15:34.520 is what it is what it takes to, you know, 0:15:34.680 --> 0:15:38.160 all the girls, all the guys, you know, because it's 0:15:38.200 --> 0:15:40.480 free around me just digging the bag and I think 0:15:40.560 --> 0:15:44.440 I'm I'm trying to I'm looking for people to love 0:15:44.520 --> 0:15:47.640 on me. I'm looking for validation. I'm looking for girls 0:15:47.760 --> 0:15:50.400 to be okay, you know what I mean. I don't 0:15:50.440 --> 0:15:52.520 want anybody to leave at this point, like you know 0:15:52.560 --> 0:15:54.280 what I mean, I want I want you to come 0:15:54.320 --> 0:15:56.560 into my world. So I'm kind of like buying you. 0:15:56.960 --> 0:15:59.160 You know what I mean. I'm selling this image and 0:15:59.240 --> 0:16:01.120 I'm and I'm wrapping about it in my lyrics and 0:16:01.600 --> 0:16:04.120 people seeing me and are you high right now? I'm like, yeah, 0:16:04.440 --> 0:16:06.040 you know what I mean. What you got my purse 0:16:06.120 --> 0:16:07.400 on me? I got this on me. I got that 0:16:07.520 --> 0:16:09.800 on me, you know what I'm saying. So it's almost 0:16:09.880 --> 0:16:14.320 like I was lonely trying to, you know, see what 0:16:14.400 --> 0:16:16.800 everybody was doing that day, and I want everybody to 0:16:16.840 --> 0:16:19.000 come on my house. And you know when you get there, 0:16:19.400 --> 0:16:22.720 ship perse on the table, weed on the table, alcohol 0:16:22.840 --> 0:16:25.000 right there. You know what I mean? This over here 0:16:25.080 --> 0:16:26.320 and that over that, you know what I mean? So 0:16:28.600 --> 0:16:36.440 music of music? What made you decide to stop? Um? 0:16:37.320 --> 0:16:40.040 I guess the repeat? It was always something in me. 0:16:40.880 --> 0:16:43.800 You know. I used to sit around because I used 0:16:43.840 --> 0:16:47.720 to be really really on drugs, really bad in the beginning, 0:16:48.320 --> 0:16:50.080 and we used to be out in the streets and 0:16:50.160 --> 0:16:51.840 I used to tell people, you know, they I used 0:16:51.840 --> 0:16:55.000 to always grab the notebook and just be writing and 0:16:55.120 --> 0:16:58.000 you can come into like I used to sit and 0:16:58.200 --> 0:17:02.040 um hot Ti Ridge off of off Mall of the King. 0:17:02.120 --> 0:17:04.399 They called it the nine over. There was savage and 0:17:04.400 --> 0:17:05.760 me used to be so I used to sit out 0:17:05.800 --> 0:17:08.560 there and right before the best thing smoking came out 0:17:08.760 --> 0:17:10.280 and you can just walk in the room and you 0:17:10.440 --> 0:17:11.840 just see me in that right now. And I was 0:17:11.920 --> 0:17:15.399 on drawers really really bad and what And I always 0:17:15.440 --> 0:17:17.119 told him, I was like, well, I ain't gonna be 0:17:17.119 --> 0:17:18.800 doing this. Ship would be too long, you know. They 0:17:18.840 --> 0:17:20.800 were like cray, like, well, you know what I'm saying. 0:17:20.800 --> 0:17:23.000 I got some stuff. I you know, I'm really just 0:17:23.040 --> 0:17:25.040 trying to get this music stuff done. And you know 0:17:25.040 --> 0:17:26.560 what I'm saying. I know we didn't here getting high, 0:17:26.600 --> 0:17:28.040 and you know what I'm saying, but I ain't gonna 0:17:28.040 --> 0:17:29.960 be here for this. Is so it was always in 0:17:30.119 --> 0:17:33.400 me too, you know, one day, but it just never 0:17:33.560 --> 0:17:36.080 it just was a grip on me so tight. When 0:17:36.119 --> 0:17:38.560 I felt like I had control, it was like, well 0:17:38.680 --> 0:17:41.439 the drug was like, well no, this is actually serious 0:17:41.480 --> 0:17:45.040 to what you think. You cannot quit and when you say, 0:17:45.280 --> 0:17:47.000 you know what I'm saying, Okay, you can stop for 0:17:47.080 --> 0:17:49.800 a week or two, but you'll be back, you know 0:17:49.840 --> 0:17:52.359 what I mean. And I used to be like and 0:17:52.440 --> 0:17:53.960 I prayed a lot, you know what I'm saying. I 0:17:54.520 --> 0:17:57.840 knew it was fucked up, but it was just the 0:17:57.920 --> 0:18:00.320 way it had my stomach feeling. I got pull up 0:18:00.320 --> 0:18:03.119 out a spot and my stomach could get weak because 0:18:03.160 --> 0:18:05.440 I was like this ship called me like that, you know, 0:18:05.520 --> 0:18:07.320 And I was and I used to be like this, 0:18:07.440 --> 0:18:10.040 she ain't even got no eyes, no mouth. You don't 0:18:10.040 --> 0:18:12.920 have to if you feel is in a plastic bag 0:18:13.119 --> 0:18:14.760 or you know what I'm saying, And it's just and 0:18:14.840 --> 0:18:16.840 it's calling me like that. So my body had done 0:18:16.920 --> 0:18:21.080 got used to it. And then like so and then 0:18:21.160 --> 0:18:23.200 like you know, my I think me praying to me 0:18:23.320 --> 0:18:25.680 and close like starting out in the church, you know 0:18:25.720 --> 0:18:28.080 what I mean, what my mama always said, and you 0:18:28.119 --> 0:18:30.720 know what people would say, a little spatter man, you 0:18:30.800 --> 0:18:33.199 can be certainly you can do this, and you can 0:18:33.240 --> 0:18:37.520 do that. And then like, um, well this what made 0:18:37.560 --> 0:18:41.040 me really stop when my child came in the house, 0:18:42.080 --> 0:18:44.440 how something, you know what I mean. I was like, damn, 0:18:44.480 --> 0:18:47.360 my little girl you know, first it was sweet, you're 0:18:47.359 --> 0:18:51.520 feeling me, but you know, she grew up. My baby 0:18:51.560 --> 0:18:53.520 mama really didn't let me see it like that. I 0:18:53.600 --> 0:18:57.119 got three kids and three different baby mamas, so you 0:18:57.200 --> 0:19:00.480 know what I mean. The downside of that is we're 0:19:00.520 --> 0:19:02.679 not in the same home, you know what I mean. 0:19:02.920 --> 0:19:06.399 And and I'm still running around being a horror, you 0:19:06.440 --> 0:19:08.520 know what I mean. So it's I don't have that 0:19:09.440 --> 0:19:14.359 one on one daddy daughter thing, which i'm their monetary wise, 0:19:14.800 --> 0:19:17.800 but actually being the father and actually seeing this, you 0:19:17.880 --> 0:19:20.480 know what I mean, I kind of like dropped the 0:19:20.520 --> 0:19:25.000 ball on that with my you know, choice of how 0:19:25.160 --> 0:19:28.680 I approach women in the relationships that I wanted, you 0:19:28.720 --> 0:19:31.320 know what I mean, So and and and and when 0:19:31.400 --> 0:19:34.200 I say that, I take my piece of the blame, 0:19:34.600 --> 0:19:36.880 you know what I mean for what you know, my actions. 0:19:37.200 --> 0:19:38.840 But it was a lot of things that my baby 0:19:38.880 --> 0:19:40.840 mama did to her. You know, you can't see her 0:19:40.920 --> 0:19:42.359 or you know what I mean, this and that, but 0:19:42.800 --> 0:19:45.200 most for the most part, we split it in half. 0:19:45.400 --> 0:19:47.639 So by the time my little girl showed up and 0:19:49.119 --> 0:19:51.440 I had witnessed this, she was on weed. I was like, 0:19:51.560 --> 0:19:53.399 oh I told about it. I was like, well, you know, 0:19:53.480 --> 0:19:56.159 our family really funked up on this stuff, like it 0:19:56.240 --> 0:19:58.280 can get out of hand, you know what I mean. 0:19:58.400 --> 0:20:00.880 So she really did listen. So she went on out 0:20:00.920 --> 0:20:05.119 into the world. And man, when she came back and 0:20:05.200 --> 0:20:07.879 I went out and saw her, I was like, damn. 0:20:08.200 --> 0:20:09.920 So she picked up the phone. She was like, Dad, 0:20:10.520 --> 0:20:12.800 I don't look the same, so don't don't cry when 0:20:12.840 --> 0:20:14.760 you walk up on me. I'm like, god, damn. And 0:20:14.800 --> 0:20:16.960 I go see her. Man, I just felt on my 0:20:17.040 --> 0:20:19.720 knees and I was like, baby, just getting the car, 0:20:19.960 --> 0:20:21.520 We're gonna go see about this ship, you know what 0:20:21.560 --> 0:20:24.240 I'm saying, And like that moment is the moment when 0:20:24.280 --> 0:20:29.280 you I was. I was. I was booking it on 0:20:29.440 --> 0:20:31.840 the way in the car. I was already I was 0:20:31.920 --> 0:20:34.199 filling out the stuff I feel. I was like, we're 0:20:34.200 --> 0:20:36.399 gonna go together, you know what I'm saying, And this 0:20:36.560 --> 0:20:39.159 HeiG gonna go. She was like yeah, So she she 0:20:39.359 --> 0:20:42.639 was really out of her mind. I'm talking out literally, 0:20:42.760 --> 0:20:46.680 no shoes on, hands, dirty feet, dirty you fear me, 0:20:46.920 --> 0:20:50.520 part me old man, beer kins, baggy is all that 0:20:50.600 --> 0:20:52.560 ship was like. It was like I've seen out of 0:20:52.600 --> 0:20:54.280 a movie. And I was like, lord, I know you 0:20:54.359 --> 0:20:57.040 ain't just feed me this and I had to eat it, 0:20:57.200 --> 0:21:00.680 you know what I'm saying. And so I was like, yeah, 0:21:00.800 --> 0:21:02.800 this is for me. I had tried a little bit 0:21:03.119 --> 0:21:06.199 in the past. Tip had tried to. Tip was like, Bro, 0:21:06.320 --> 0:21:09.600 we gotta you know, because we started out together, you 0:21:09.640 --> 0:21:11.280 know what I mean. And Tip, y'all used to be like, bro, 0:21:11.320 --> 0:21:13.320 you need to go get some help. I ain't going 0:21:13.359 --> 0:21:16.720 without you because we we started, you know, in that 0:21:16.960 --> 0:21:20.560 kind of game. But Tip actually he kind of like 0:21:21.160 --> 0:21:23.280 he did, he kind of like went big dog and 0:21:23.400 --> 0:21:25.040 just was like, but this's how you do it. Like, 0:21:25.440 --> 0:21:27.240 and I'm gonna have to cut you off if you 0:21:27.320 --> 0:21:30.280 don't get yourself together in your head because you were 0:21:30.320 --> 0:21:33.159 so close you're feeling me. I can't get straight if 0:21:33.200 --> 0:21:34.879 you're not, you know what I mean. So if we 0:21:34.960 --> 0:21:36.800 ain't on the same page, we're gonna have you know, 0:21:36.840 --> 0:21:39.000 we ain't gonna leave each other. But if I can't 0:21:39.040 --> 0:21:41.560 convince you that help yourself, I have to go ahead 0:21:41.600 --> 0:21:43.879 and help myself and maybe I can come back for you. 0:21:44.320 --> 0:21:47.639 But you know, so that that was how it went 0:21:47.760 --> 0:21:50.560 with me and him. So I was there one time 0:21:50.600 --> 0:21:52.520 and then I was sitting there and we was getting 0:21:52.520 --> 0:21:55.000 all this money and I heard these people talking about things. 0:21:55.040 --> 0:21:56.800 He not the gottish kid, and I was like, well, 0:21:56.800 --> 0:21:59.600 I ain't that kind of junkie, you know what I mean, celebrity. 0:21:59.680 --> 0:22:01.880 We had cars and you know, we're running faring out 0:22:01.920 --> 0:22:04.080 this dreary, all these women like me, and it was 0:22:04.200 --> 0:22:07.240 just it was steady creeping. It was just walking me down. 0:22:07.520 --> 0:22:10.439 And it walked me all the way down to zero dollars, 0:22:10.960 --> 0:22:14.240 you know what I mean. Yeah, yeah, it walked me 0:22:14.280 --> 0:22:16.280 all the way down to zero dollars. And I think 0:22:16.359 --> 0:22:19.159 God was like, now what you know what I mean? 0:22:19.359 --> 0:22:22.200 And I was like, I stopped for a second, you know, 0:22:22.320 --> 0:22:24.240 get myself back. And then you know, I think I 0:22:24.359 --> 0:22:27.520