WEBVTT - Vision Board Meeting 0:00:01.920 --> 0:00:05.359 Wind Down with Jana Kramer and I'm Heeart Radio podcast. 0:00:06.519 --> 0:00:08.000 Do we have anything we need to catch up on? 0:00:08.920 --> 0:00:13.000 Well, girls, I've had I had an eventful couple of weeks. 0:00:13.080 --> 0:00:16.400 Okay, would you like to care to share? 0:00:16.600 --> 0:00:20.000 I care to share, but I care to share and 0:00:20.040 --> 0:00:22.080 cautious to share two topics I. 0:00:22.079 --> 0:00:24.000 Really go between here on wind Down. 0:00:26.680 --> 0:00:29.120 Well, you know, I had our we had our parents 0:00:29.160 --> 0:00:33.440 in and it was interesting because my mom hasn't been 0:00:33.479 --> 0:00:36.440 here in two years, so that is that always comes. 0:00:36.680 --> 0:00:39.880 We confirmed if she listens or not listens to the podcast. 0:00:39.440 --> 0:00:40.000 We wouldn't know. 0:00:40.159 --> 0:00:43.840 Wild avoidance is her main character trait. So okay, because 0:00:43.880 --> 0:00:44.199 we know. 0:00:44.440 --> 0:00:47.800 We don't really directly ask these questions. I feel like, yeah, 0:00:47.880 --> 0:00:50.360 but we try to figure it out. I don't think so, 0:00:50.520 --> 0:00:51.200 I don't care. 0:00:51.280 --> 0:00:53.920 I always you know, obviously, we just always all represent 0:00:53.920 --> 0:00:56.920 ourselves as if as if they. 0:00:56.360 --> 0:00:58.880 Anyone is listening. I mean, we're very I think that's 0:00:58.880 --> 0:00:59.400 when things. 0:00:59.320 --> 0:00:59.880 Tried to be good. 0:01:01.640 --> 0:01:04.240 There's sometimes we say things that grows our fingers or 0:01:04.360 --> 0:01:07.440 we say, hey, Hannah, can you take that out? No, 0:01:07.680 --> 0:01:09.920 I think it was just that part was fine. It 0:01:10.440 --> 0:01:13.679 is a wild world we live in where this generation 0:01:13.800 --> 0:01:16.840 of parents had never had technology at their fingertips like 0:01:16.880 --> 0:01:20.280 they do now, and so just the amounts that they're 0:01:20.319 --> 0:01:24.800 on their phone is mind boggling to me. I mean 0:01:24.880 --> 0:01:29.120 we and listen, we are all on our phones. I 0:01:29.200 --> 0:01:31.600 know that, and I know that we are all like 0:01:31.680 --> 0:01:34.880 our business is our phones. I can't imagine us not 0:01:35.520 --> 0:01:39.959 being able to do that. But there's such a wild 0:01:40.959 --> 0:01:43.520 it's hard for me to sit in rooms where people 0:01:43.560 --> 0:01:47.120 haven't been in like you know, grandparents haven't been with 0:01:47.160 --> 0:01:49.880 these kids in like months or even years in some 0:01:49.960 --> 0:01:53.160 of these cases in our house, and that the phone 0:01:53.200 --> 0:01:53.840 is still such. 0:01:53.680 --> 0:01:57.680 A priority as just a really like wild observation. Interesting. 0:01:57.720 --> 0:02:02.200 I actually have a different my my My mom is. 0:02:02.320 --> 0:02:05.360 Rarely on her phone. Okay, so yeah, yeah, is rarely 0:02:05.360 --> 0:02:09.840 on hers. Preston's mom she used to be more so, 0:02:09.960 --> 0:02:13.080 but I think now because she just, I don't know, 0:02:13.120 --> 0:02:15.480 she's just not. I think the fascination maybe has left 0:02:15.480 --> 0:02:20.600 for her. My mom glued, Preston's dad glued. I mean, 0:02:20.680 --> 0:02:24.240 people are just it's just a really interesting. 0:02:24.160 --> 0:02:25.400 What are they doing on their phone? 0:02:26.240 --> 0:02:26.520 Book? 0:02:26.800 --> 0:02:30.600 Is where some people my mom will play. My mom 0:02:30.600 --> 0:02:32.399 will look over and she's like playing a card game. 0:02:32.400 --> 0:02:34.480 But that's if it's like, legit, we're bored. We've got 0:02:34.520 --> 0:02:36.960 nothing to do right now. Yeah, so she's playing a game. 0:02:37.080 --> 0:02:39.880 I'm hyper sensitive to it though, too, Like where it's 0:02:41.120 --> 0:02:42.560 I'm not going to say who it is, but it's 0:02:42.560 --> 0:02:45.040 someone that comes into town that rarely sees the kid 0:02:45.200 --> 0:02:48.560 is on their phone, and I'm like, hang out with 0:02:48.600 --> 0:02:50.400 the kids, please, I don't know it bothers me. And 0:02:50.400 --> 0:02:52.080 then I don't want the kids seeing that either, because 0:02:52.120 --> 0:02:54.280 they see us on our phones, which I'm trying to 0:02:54.440 --> 0:02:57.840 be so much better about because i feel like I'm 0:02:57.840 --> 0:02:59.440 good about it, but I'm trying to even be even 0:02:59.480 --> 0:03:02.680 better about it because I I don't want them just 0:03:02.720 --> 0:03:05.840 to feel like they get second place to a phone, 0:03:05.880 --> 0:03:07.240 because that's how I felt with my dad and the 0:03:07.240 --> 0:03:09.000 computer when I was a kid. I'd be like, hey, Dad, 0:03:09.120 --> 0:03:12.400 interesting and it was like hours later he'd be like, 0:03:12.400 --> 0:03:15.000 did someone call me? I'm like, never mind, get out 0:03:15.080 --> 0:03:17.519 to your computer. Never mind. I've had a birthday since then. Yeah, 0:03:17.600 --> 0:03:18.760 that's the interesting part of it. 0:03:18.800 --> 0:03:20.720 What I was going to say is we've really replaced 0:03:20.800 --> 0:03:24.880 the going into an office with a computer locking ourselves in, 0:03:25.000 --> 0:03:27.320 you know, like you didn't bother mom or dad when 0:03:27.320 --> 0:03:29.040 they were on their computer and they were working. 0:03:29.240 --> 0:03:31.040 It was separate and they were doing this. 0:03:31.280 --> 0:03:34.240 So to me, my kind of opposite of that is 0:03:34.320 --> 0:03:37.080 it's like, I'm fortunate enough that I can work at 0:03:37.080 --> 0:03:38.920 any moment off my phone. I don't have to stop 0:03:38.960 --> 0:03:41.120 and not be with them to go lock myself into 0:03:41.120 --> 0:03:44.480 an office. True, but they might not understand that. They 0:03:44.520 --> 0:03:46.280 may not see that, but I do think it's a 0:03:46.320 --> 0:03:46.840 trade off. 0:03:46.960 --> 0:03:47.160 You know. 0:03:47.240 --> 0:03:49.320 It's like I work from home and I work from 0:03:49.320 --> 0:03:51.800 a phone all the time. But my trade off is 0:03:51.840 --> 0:03:53.160 I don't have to go into an office and be 0:03:53.280 --> 0:03:56.080 gone ten hours a day from my kids, or I 0:03:56.080 --> 0:03:58.160 don't have to lock myself in. Nick kind of still 0:03:58.160 --> 0:04:01.040 locks himself in an office with a computer versus working 0:04:01.040 --> 0:04:01.640 on a phone. 0:04:01.840 --> 0:04:03.440 But to me, that gets frustrating. 0:04:04.120 --> 0:04:05.440 I'm like, just come out here and be with us, 0:04:05.440 --> 0:04:06.800 and if you need to check something on your phone, 0:04:06.880 --> 0:04:07.800 check it on your phone. 0:04:08.400 --> 0:04:11.120 Right. Alan's in his office all day on his computer 0:04:11.160 --> 0:04:12.960 because he has to do all his analysis, right so 0:04:13.000 --> 0:04:15.240 the kids. I mean, so he pretty much locks himself. 0:04:15.240 --> 0:04:17.560 But what he'll do is he'll come in to the 0:04:17.600 --> 0:04:20.000 main area if it's still and the kids are home, 0:04:20.839 --> 0:04:22.680 and I'm like, babe, go to your office because it's 0:04:22.680 --> 0:04:24.080 like he's like, well, no, I want to be around you, guys. 0:04:24.120 --> 0:04:25.920 I go, but you're not though too, you know what 0:04:26.000 --> 0:04:27.960 I mean? Like I get you wanting to be He's like, 0:04:27.960 --> 0:04:29.880 but I want to still be. Yeah. So now it's 0:04:30.000 --> 0:04:31.880 now was kind of in the beginning, but now knowing 0:04:31.920 --> 0:04:34.960 that he just likes to still be around us. Because 0:04:34.960 --> 0:04:36.760 at first I'm like, well, it's not helpful because the 0:04:36.800 --> 0:04:38.040 kids want you, and then now I have to feel 0:04:38.040 --> 0:04:39.719 like I have to hould it off of you. But 0:04:39.839 --> 0:04:41.920 now it's they're used to it now, Like he'll work 0:04:41.960 --> 0:04:44.359 in the common area when they're home sometimes, right, he 0:04:44.440 --> 0:04:45.160 still wants. 0:04:44.960 --> 0:04:48.039 To be it's hard to He'll bring his computer into 0:04:48.080 --> 0:04:49.560 there and kind of do that too. 0:04:49.880 --> 0:04:51.080 Yeah, President trade off. 0:04:51.200 --> 0:04:53.839 He's constantly on his phone because that is his office, 0:04:53.960 --> 0:04:55.840 you know. And we've had to say to the kids like, 0:04:56.440 --> 0:04:59.040 there's mommy and daddies that leave at you know, six 0:04:59.080 --> 0:05:01.039 am and they don't come home till five, and like, 0:05:01.120 --> 0:05:03.039 we have this ability to do this, but that still 0:05:03.040 --> 0:05:04.600 means I have to get it's just a hard thing 0:05:04.600 --> 0:05:05.520 for them to understand. 0:05:05.560 --> 0:05:08.279 Well, like none of our kids probably understand that. Does 0:05:08.320 --> 0:05:11.599 anyone know because no one goes into an office for work, none, 0:05:11.920 --> 0:05:12.640 none of us. 0:05:12.920 --> 0:05:16.000 So our children don't understand that. I mean my older. 0:05:15.760 --> 0:05:18.120 Ones, Yeah, that's true, to go into an office. They've 0:05:18.160 --> 0:05:19.320 been to this office before. 0:05:19.800 --> 0:05:20.080 Yeah. 0:05:20.120 --> 0:05:22.080 But and my older kids do because I used to 0:05:22.120 --> 0:05:24.520 go into an office when they so they understand that, 0:05:24.560 --> 0:05:26.760 because I used to be gone till six, seven o'clock 0:05:26.760 --> 0:05:27.160 every night. 0:05:27.400 --> 0:05:27.719 Yeah. 0:05:27.720 --> 0:05:29.760 So but you know, for the other ones, like they 0:05:29.760 --> 0:05:32.440 don't even understand that, you know, Yeah, it's just weird. 0:05:32.520 --> 0:05:33.800 It is such a strange. 0:05:34.040 --> 0:05:36.800 But for people coming into town who have not seen 0:05:37.200 --> 0:05:41.280 and our people and are retired and not trying to work, yeah, 0:05:41.400 --> 0:05:42.360 they can put that on the phone. 0:05:42.480 --> 0:05:45.440 Listen, I be there, promise. I'm just being observant. 0:05:45.520 --> 0:05:48.000 I feel like I stayed very even this entire the 0:05:48.440 --> 0:05:49.080 entire visit. 0:05:49.120 --> 0:05:50.120 I was very even. 0:05:51.160 --> 0:05:53.880 Jana tipped me off to taking saffron, So I've been like, 0:05:54.400 --> 0:05:58.320 I ran it by you know, doctor Non doctor Nate, 0:05:58.360 --> 0:05:59.480 and he was like, I think that would be a 0:05:59.480 --> 0:06:01.680 great addition. So I've been I don't know if that 0:06:01.839 --> 0:06:04.760 is what I'm having or if it's I took way 0:06:04.800 --> 0:06:07.599 more time out this Christmas season. We took a lot 0:06:07.600 --> 0:06:11.080 of like the traditions off of our plates, meaning just 0:06:11.120 --> 0:06:14.039 like the excursions mostly And so I feel like I 0:06:14.080 --> 0:06:17.039 stayed really grounded, just observant. But it was interesting to 0:06:17.040 --> 0:06:20.880 watch because I can't imagine a world where I haven't 0:06:20.880 --> 0:06:24.520 seen like Love's kids in two years and I'm doing 0:06:24.600 --> 0:06:27.640 anything on my phone. In fact, I'm like so out 0:06:27.680 --> 0:06:30.800 of office, you know. Yeah, especially when it's not a necessity. 0:06:31.200 --> 0:06:33.880 I think sometimes habits just come to play, you know. 0:06:34.040 --> 0:06:35.760 And if they're just sitting at home on their phones, 0:06:35.800 --> 0:06:38.640 it's probably a lot of a habit too, Oh, definitely, 0:06:38.760 --> 0:06:39.839 And we're all guilty about it. 0:06:40.000 --> 0:06:42.599 Like speaking of hell and it being the new year, 0:06:42.720 --> 0:06:45.599 what's the habit you're wanting to put on the vision board? Like, 0:06:45.600 --> 0:06:49.000 what's something on the vision board this year that you like, 0:06:49.080 --> 0:06:51.240 leave a habit? Well, we're leaving and we're gaining a 0:06:51.279 --> 0:06:56.360 habit kind like And I think, you know, I will 0:06:56.400 --> 0:06:58.479 say this, I did a vision board. I think you 0:06:58.480 --> 0:07:01.240 guys were there, Yeah, Hams too. Did you not come 0:07:01.279 --> 0:07:03.120 to PAMs last year vision board? Where did a vision 0:07:03.120 --> 0:07:07.440 board last year? And you know, wanting to do it again? 0:07:08.200 --> 0:07:11.240 And it's I had it in my closet and I 0:07:11.240 --> 0:07:14.200 looked at it, so many times, and it really actually 0:07:14.240 --> 0:07:15.720 did help me. It does help. 0:07:15.800 --> 0:07:17.960 I have mine framed in my little writing room, like 0:07:18.040 --> 0:07:19.800 I put it in a real frame this year. I 0:07:19.840 --> 0:07:21.480 was like, this is not just a vision, this is 0:07:21.480 --> 0:07:24.080 like an actual like it's solidifying. 0:07:24.160 --> 0:07:25.160 Yeah, I love it. 0:07:25.160 --> 0:07:28.440 But I think what I when I've looked back on 0:07:28.480 --> 0:07:32.440 my years past of because I've been doing my goals, 0:07:32.560 --> 0:07:35.200 I think it was twenty seventeen. I've got this little 0:07:35.200 --> 0:07:37.120 black book, I think it's twenty seventeen or twenty seventeen 0:07:37.160 --> 0:07:41.200 or twenty eighteen off to look but where it's you know, 0:07:41.400 --> 0:07:45.240 my goals for the new year relationally personally and then professionally. 0:07:45.880 --> 0:07:51.920 But some of my goals professionally are so to like, 0:07:51.920 --> 0:07:55.000 like so top tier that I'm like, okay, okay, Like 0:07:55.040 --> 0:07:57.880 we gotta be a little bit more realistic now, is that? Yeah? 0:07:57.920 --> 0:07:58.480 I think we do. 0:07:58.640 --> 0:08:01.960 Yeah, especially if you're someone who's like gets upset if 0:08:01.960 --> 0:08:02.520 you don't hit. 0:08:02.440 --> 0:08:04.560 Them exactly because I haven't been able to hit a 0:08:04.600 --> 0:08:06.239 certain one though, we get depressed. 0:08:06.320 --> 0:08:07.720 Yeah. Yeah. 0:08:07.760 --> 0:08:10.960 So yeah, So I've had to now kind of just 0:08:11.000 --> 0:08:15.280 go because last year was an insane year doing never 0:08:15.320 --> 0:08:17.200 in a million years, I think I'd filmed four movies 0:08:17.240 --> 0:08:19.880 ever in a year, right, so if I but I 0:08:19.880 --> 0:08:22.040 can't put that same So now I can't put on 0:08:22.080 --> 0:08:24.080 my list in which I didn't. I didn't put film 0:08:24.120 --> 0:08:26.720 five movies in a year because I didn't even put 0:08:26.920 --> 0:08:30.120 I did film one, you know, because that is a success. 0:08:30.280 --> 0:08:32.280 And yes, do you know what I mean? 0:08:32.360 --> 0:08:36.400 Yes, So hearing that so important, especially for someone like you. 0:08:37.160 --> 0:08:39.640 I just I do because it's like, hey, the goal 0:08:39.840 --> 0:08:42.480 is to work. The goal is to get a movie 0:08:42.520 --> 0:08:44.560 to do something that you if you put something so 0:08:44.640 --> 0:08:48.760 specific that you're really setting yourself up to not hit 0:08:48.880 --> 0:08:50.520 maybe you know, because it's so specific. 0:08:50.640 --> 0:08:54.400 Put on book a series, regular rule, right, two thousand 0:08:54.440 --> 0:08:56.120 and whatever a year that was, And it's like every 0:08:56.200 --> 0:08:58.679 year I'm like, well failed again, you know. And that's 0:08:58.679 --> 0:09:00.840 where my brain goes to. And it's like, why don't 0:09:00.880 --> 0:09:03.839 you just go I film one project this year because 0:09:03.880 --> 0:09:06.880 that in itself is a success and could that be? 0:09:06.960 --> 0:09:09.600 That could be that? Right, it could be. Sure, I'm 0:09:09.600 --> 0:09:11.280 putting like I think we put too much of a 0:09:11.360 --> 0:09:14.880 title on what we are wanting to achieve. That then 0:09:14.920 --> 0:09:17.880 we look down on ourselves. That is my personality, like Kat, 0:09:18.160 --> 0:09:20.480 you know, like I will then and I have I've 0:09:20.520 --> 0:09:24.000 hated on myself when I rely. When I was redoing 0:09:24.040 --> 0:09:27.240 it for this new year, I'm like, okay, I set 0:09:27.280 --> 0:09:30.880 myself up for almost failing. Okay, so this is my question. 0:09:31.160 --> 0:09:34.640 Actually this is perfect segue because I've been struggling with this. 0:09:34.920 --> 0:09:39.000 I love my vision board. I hit zero of it, 0:09:39.040 --> 0:09:43.240 I think pretty much last year, but also like, I 0:09:43.520 --> 0:09:45.520 don't know, last year just felt a little noisy and 0:09:45.600 --> 0:09:49.360 a little cluttery, so a little snaky shedding it did, 0:09:49.720 --> 0:09:52.080 a lot of people are resonating with the snake shedding. 0:09:52.640 --> 0:09:57.880 I when is like, I have this friend who is 0:09:57.920 --> 0:10:03.720 the manifestation guru. This chick is unstoppable. It actually doesn't 0:10:03.760 --> 0:10:10.080 even make sense. And she also came from this very full, lovely, 0:10:10.440 --> 0:10:15.440 nurturing upbringing and probably had some funds available to her. 0:10:16.040 --> 0:10:18.240 And so I watch her just be able to knock 0:10:18.280 --> 0:10:20.160 things out of the park. And when I say she 0:10:20.320 --> 0:10:22.240 has no lid on her brain, she has no lid. 0:10:22.360 --> 0:10:26.400 I mean billboards in Times Square, launching this, launching that, 0:10:26.520 --> 0:10:31.520 writing this, writing that like it's crazy, and I so badly. 0:10:31.679 --> 0:10:34.400 I mean, I look back at like my life nineteen 0:10:34.440 --> 0:10:38.240 eighty two, huge things have happened for me that could never. 0:10:38.559 --> 0:10:42.280 I would have never thought possible based on circumstance, right, 0:10:43.800 --> 0:10:46.920 But still I limit when I look at the vision 0:10:46.920 --> 0:10:48.839 board I have right now, it is the vision board. 0:10:48.880 --> 0:10:51.520 It's for some reason in my brain, those things are 0:10:51.600 --> 0:10:54.080 like five years away always. So if every year they're 0:10:54.080 --> 0:10:56.559 five years away, I'm just never quite getting there. 0:10:56.880 --> 0:10:58.600 Well, you have to take one step to get there, 0:10:59.080 --> 0:11:01.400 and I'm doing that one steppy you know what I mean, Like, 0:11:01.480 --> 0:11:02.960 and then then if you're doing one step, and then 0:11:02.960 --> 0:11:05.679 what's the second step? So I keep stepping. I just 0:11:05.720 --> 0:11:06.280 wonder if. 0:11:06.200 --> 0:11:09.640 What to your point, I'm on the stepping guys, I 0:11:09.640 --> 0:11:12.280 feel so proud of my stuff. I just to your point, 0:11:12.320 --> 0:11:17.040 I'm wondering, like, where does vision board and reality hit 0:11:17.080 --> 0:11:20.440 for me? Because I'm noticing, for the first time ever 0:11:20.640 --> 0:11:23.200 in the last two years, when I'm creating it, there's 0:11:23.240 --> 0:11:27.680 a layer of real reality that I'm putting over it 0:11:27.720 --> 0:11:31.400 that I didn't before, you know, like it used to 0:11:31.520 --> 0:11:34.040 just be like dream Big Superstar, you know. 0:11:34.120 --> 0:11:35.840 No, I mean I think it's you have to go 0:11:35.880 --> 0:11:38.200 a little bit more specific, you know. 0:11:38.559 --> 0:11:40.559 Well, I'm sure, but I mean, like I'm just I'm 0:11:40.559 --> 0:11:42.079 not telling you what was on my vision board, but 0:11:42.120 --> 0:11:45.160 say there was like be a Victoria's Super Secret Supermodel 0:11:45.559 --> 0:11:46.880 was on my vision board? Say that was on my 0:11:46.960 --> 0:11:50.120 vision board like three years ago, And is that actually one? 0:11:50.320 --> 0:11:50.640 Or no? 0:11:50.720 --> 0:11:52.720 I never had the Torso. God, I love watching it. 0:11:52.760 --> 0:11:55.200 I was like, Oh, I was like, oh, you guys, 0:11:55.520 --> 0:11:56.840 what a time that would be. I don't have the 0:11:56.840 --> 0:12:00.760 Torso for that, but they're stunning. I just feel like 0:12:00.960 --> 0:12:03.400 now I'm going, Ah, maybe it's because I know all 0:12:03.400 --> 0:12:06.840 the things it would take to become so say like 0:12:06.880 --> 0:12:08.679 Saturday Live, right, that could be something that's on a 0:12:08.760 --> 0:12:09.400 vision board for me. 0:12:09.480 --> 0:12:10.960 Great, Okay, so you know what you do? You go 0:12:11.000 --> 0:12:16.640 to William Scott, It's the fourth Wall is amazing acting coach. 0:12:16.679 --> 0:12:18.600 They do comedy. There's a lot of people doing sketch 0:12:18.600 --> 0:12:21.560 comedy there. You take us Tuesday night class and is 0:12:21.559 --> 0:12:25.280 that here? Yes, in Nashville, big stuff forward. Let's I'm 0:12:25.280 --> 0:12:27.839 saying you have to put things out and those people 0:12:27.880 --> 0:12:30.319 are doing some really cool sketch. You know, they do 0:12:30.400 --> 0:12:31.959 drama and stuff too, but they also have a sketch 0:12:31.960 --> 0:12:34.680 comedy night, you know, and you start meeting people, you 0:12:34.720 --> 0:12:36.360 start meeting that world. Then you're going to go do 0:12:36.760 --> 0:12:39.720 you know, go do zanies or whatever it is, and 0:12:39.800 --> 0:12:44.120 then it's you know, the next step. Interesting, it's not 0:12:44.160 --> 0:12:44.920 on my vision war but. 0:12:45.720 --> 0:12:48.199 Because I've got that, you have steps what you got 0:12:48.200 --> 0:12:48.400 for me? 0:12:48.800 --> 0:12:50.480 And I was just wondering, is it well as we 0:12:50.520 --> 0:12:53.320 get older, is the reality in us knowing what we know? 0:12:54.040 --> 0:12:55.160 Start to Yeah? 0:12:55.200 --> 0:12:57.480 But you but you're limiting yourself too much. So there's 0:12:57.600 --> 0:13:02.560 so there's it's like me saying zero movie okay in 0:13:02.600 --> 0:13:04.400 a way or I feel like or. 0:13:04.400 --> 0:13:06.960 It's not like that because for you, you're already like 0:13:07.280 --> 0:13:10.640 in that I feel like, okay, yeah, and I have a. 0:13:10.559 --> 0:13:11.320 Lot to say about this. 0:13:11.440 --> 0:13:15.040 But for you, it's like saying something that you've never done, 0:13:15.200 --> 0:13:19.600 a cookbook, something just so random, not so random. 0:13:19.600 --> 0:13:22.880 But you're not like in that world, right per se? 0:13:22.960 --> 0:13:25.640 Okay, Yes, so that's a lot more overwhelming and figuring 0:13:25.640 --> 0:13:26.640 out how to write. 0:13:26.640 --> 0:13:29.280 I mean, I wouldn't say put you know, sure for 0:13:29.400 --> 0:13:32.160 the for next year. I wouldn't for for your board 0:13:32.280 --> 0:13:37.240 for for this year. I wouldn't put you know a 0:13:37.280 --> 0:13:40.120 star on you know, be the lead in the sketch comedy. 0:13:40.160 --> 0:13:43.720 I would say, sign up for a sketch comedy class, okay, 0:13:43.800 --> 0:13:47.600 because that is more of that's that's I think the 0:13:47.600 --> 0:13:51.160 the goal because that's that might take a couple of 0:13:51.200 --> 0:13:52.840 months for you to actually do that and then to 0:13:52.840 --> 0:13:55.719 start the class. So that could be like, don't go 0:13:55.880 --> 0:13:58.040 just to like the top top, right, Yeah, like my 0:13:58.120 --> 0:14:02.040 vision board has always been here, and then the bigger 0:14:02.160 --> 0:14:04.360 dream can be that, right. So it's like the bigger 0:14:04.440 --> 0:14:06.640 dream in years to come is that, But what can 0:14:06.679 --> 0:14:09.319 you do this year to actively get me to there? 0:14:09.400 --> 0:14:11.800 To there? Cat? 0:14:11.880 --> 0:14:12.679 That's just so funny. 0:14:14.880 --> 0:14:17.480 It's just so funny because I don't have those huge 0:14:17.559 --> 0:14:21.160 I know, and that's I don't and I am fine. 0:14:20.840 --> 0:14:22.840 With that, and I love that I am. 0:14:23.200 --> 0:14:24.080 I just don't. 0:14:24.120 --> 0:14:28.000 I think for me, I've hit, I've done things that 0:14:28.080 --> 0:14:30.160 I really wanted to do, and now for me, I 0:14:30.200 --> 0:14:32.600 have the perfect situation where I get to do it 0:14:32.640 --> 0:14:33.840 and be home and. 0:14:33.800 --> 0:14:34.640 You're rooted in your face. 0:14:34.680 --> 0:14:37.880 I'm just so rooted in that, and I'm just like, yeah, 0:14:37.920 --> 0:14:40.960 maybe when they all leave, maybe I'll like expand it 0:14:41.080 --> 0:14:41.520 or something. 0:14:41.640 --> 0:14:41.920 I don't. 0:14:42.120 --> 0:14:45.320 I don't have those huge goals like that anymore. And 0:14:45.360 --> 0:14:48.080 I did, trust me. I mean, I was interning when 0:14:48.080 --> 0:14:49.520 I was in high school. And maybe that has a 0:14:49.560 --> 0:14:51.240 lot to do with it, is that I had those 0:14:51.360 --> 0:14:54.440 very specific goals from the get go early on. 0:14:54.640 --> 0:14:58.880 You've managed huge acts. Yeah, and it's great, including myself 0:14:58.920 --> 0:15:05.880 in that yeah, massive, Naomi Jihad and all these people. 0:15:05.920 --> 0:15:09.440 It's like you've you've lived a very cool life. 0:15:09.600 --> 0:15:11.960 Yeah, and it was all amazing and it was great. 0:15:12.120 --> 0:15:15.800 And at times I will say, I'm like, you know, 0:15:16.720 --> 0:15:19.680 if I don't know someone huge were to come to me, 0:15:19.960 --> 0:15:20.840 would I go do it? 0:15:21.160 --> 0:15:21.960 I don't even know. 0:15:22.400 --> 0:15:24.440 I truly don't know that I would because it comes 0:15:24.480 --> 0:15:27.440 for such there's such a sacrifice for that, and so 0:15:27.640 --> 0:15:31.240 I don't even really think that way as much, which 0:15:31.280 --> 0:15:34.040 is maybe good or bad. I'm just not that way, 0:15:34.200 --> 0:15:37.800 you know. And my my goals work wise are always 0:15:37.800 --> 0:15:40.440 for the person that I'm working with, because at the 0:15:40.520 --> 0:15:42.840 end of the day, I succeed if that person succeeds. 0:15:43.080 --> 0:15:44.880 So it's never like because I don't want to do 0:15:44.920 --> 0:15:48.960 something different. I don't necessarily want to make my company huge. 0:15:49.000 --> 0:15:51.160 I don't, you know, I just don't. That's just not stuff. 0:15:51.200 --> 0:15:53.240 And so it's it is so fun though to listen 0:15:53.280 --> 0:15:55.080 to y'all and like y'all's huge goals. 0:15:55.120 --> 0:15:56.640 I'm over here, like, yeah, I got no goals. 0:15:56.640 --> 0:15:57.080 This is cool. 0:15:57.160 --> 0:15:59.760 No you know, because your goals are so rooted in family, 0:16:00.040 --> 0:16:03.840 which I mean ours are we but it's in different 0:16:04.200 --> 0:16:07.800 one percent. And I think that's okay because we're different personalities. Absolutely, 0:16:07.880 --> 0:16:09.680 I don't think that you'd ever put you want to 0:16:09.720 --> 0:16:12.440 be an actress on your list, right, you know, zero desire. 0:16:12.480 --> 0:16:15.040 But if I mean, there's a Tuesday night workshop you can. 0:16:14.920 --> 0:16:17.480 Take, Sayiny's is like my worst Nightmary, you know, I. 0:16:17.480 --> 0:16:20.600 Could see you doing something else, of maybe doing something 0:16:20.760 --> 0:16:22.800 faith rooted, or you know what I mean. Like, I 0:16:22.800 --> 0:16:27.840 think there's different avenues for each individual and each personality. 0:16:27.400 --> 0:16:30.600 And I do think for my personality too. These things 0:16:30.640 --> 0:16:34.200 may come later on. I'm just so focused on I'm 0:16:34.200 --> 0:16:36.440 going to have someone that's graduating in a year, you know, 0:16:36.480 --> 0:16:38.240 and then I've got another one going into high school. 0:16:38.320 --> 0:16:38.960 You know those things. 0:16:39.080 --> 0:16:41.000 I'm just so focused on that that I'm not even 0:16:41.040 --> 0:16:44.200 really focused on those other things. But I love to 0:16:44.280 --> 0:16:45.760 hear y'all talk about it. 0:16:45.960 --> 0:16:48.960 Well and always a new year and a new birthday 0:16:49.000 --> 0:16:51.120 are so close for me. Yeah, they're like just two 0:16:51.200 --> 0:16:54.880 days apart, so it's just a whole overhaul in my brain. 0:16:55.200 --> 0:16:58.280 Well and again it goes to that whole birthday syndrome 0:16:58.480 --> 0:17:01.840 that I guess is a real thing apparently. Yeah, of okay, 0:17:01.920 --> 0:17:08.280 I'm another year older, like forty four to be feels yeah, yeah, fine, 0:17:08.680 --> 0:17:11.000 but I don't feel my age, So maybe at some 0:17:11.080 --> 0:17:13.520 point there is some sort of denial happening too, and 0:17:13.560 --> 0:17:16.280 there is the sense of like, well, shoot, like I haven't. 0:17:16.320 --> 0:17:21.000 That's a weird thing at forty four, I haven't all 0:17:21.040 --> 0:17:22.640 the things you're so certain you would do in life 0:17:22.680 --> 0:17:25.600 and you haven't done, like I do think deeply like 0:17:25.680 --> 0:17:28.960 God plants things in us that we know are ours 0:17:29.160 --> 0:17:31.960 because you're supposed to fulfill them. Not a pressure but 0:17:32.119 --> 0:17:34.560 just more of like a calling, right, So like if 0:17:34.600 --> 0:17:37.879 I haven't, when is that happening? You know? But then 0:17:37.880 --> 0:17:39.400 I also remember I have a two and a half 0:17:39.480 --> 0:17:41.120 year old and blah blah blah blah, and a husband 0:17:41.160 --> 0:17:43.239 that's gone all the time, and you know, so that 0:17:43.280 --> 0:17:46.480 does make it. Yeah, I I just it's been interesting 0:17:46.520 --> 0:17:48.800 the vision board process because it used to just be 0:17:49.119 --> 0:17:50.520 and listen to all the things I've done. We're on 0:17:50.560 --> 0:17:53.040 a vision board at one point, right, like host a 0:17:53.119 --> 0:17:55.680 radio show and do a sheet TV show, Like all 0:17:55.720 --> 0:17:58.080