WEBVTT - We Have Decided The Fate Of Humanity

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<v Speaker 1>For all you audio listeners.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, what the.

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<v Speaker 3>Get gone?

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<v Speaker 1>Welcome back to this episode or welcome to this episode

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<v Speaker 1>of Emergency inter Com. Today we're going to be talking

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<v Speaker 1>about Drew's plastic surgery.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, he's got some work done and he just feels

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<v Speaker 1>like he's been setting the beauty standard for a while

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<v Speaker 1>now and he.

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<v Speaker 3>Has to speak on it. I've been lying about my

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<v Speaker 3>BBL and his big balls. I've been lying about my

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<v Speaker 3>cack enlargement. It's real, your.

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<v Speaker 1>B L ball enlargement and lowerment. It's to make them

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<v Speaker 1>them hang.

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<v Speaker 3>Lower ball enlargement and lowerment. So b E E.

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<v Speaker 1>Ball ball enlargement and low and like lowerment. Shout the

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<v Speaker 1>fuck out because what I mean b E E it'd

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<v Speaker 1>be b E A L.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, I thought you were saying in like E N lowerment,

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<v Speaker 3>like E N L O no and lowerman.

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<v Speaker 1>But like you know when they do like not abbreviations,

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<v Speaker 1>but like, is that what it's called where it's the

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<v Speaker 1>letters instead of like the words. When they do the abbreviations,

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<v Speaker 1>they never be put in the A for the end.

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<v Speaker 1>You just got to figure out where it goes. Why

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<v Speaker 1>is that?

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<v Speaker 3>Because I think everybody can just assume.

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<v Speaker 1>Where it takes me a lot for work to know.

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<v Speaker 3>It does take my brain a lot of like brain

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<v Speaker 3>power to figure out abbreviations.

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<v Speaker 1>I was watching something oh when we were watching Sonic too.

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<v Speaker 1>They don't have like real government logos in them, like

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<v Speaker 1>or anything that looks like a real government logo, which

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<v Speaker 1>makes sense because they have to keep it in the

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<v Speaker 1>world of like a video game. And I don't think

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<v Speaker 1>there's real government involved in Sonic world or like in

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<v Speaker 1>the Sega universe. I don't know, like I literally.

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<v Speaker 3>Could surprise, but they support a cab in the Sonic universe.

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<v Speaker 1>No, they actually support the opposite. At one point, Sonic

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<v Speaker 1>puts on his blue coat again. It goes it's good

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<v Speaker 1>to be in blue, like and me and my friends

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<v Speaker 1>who saw it together were like.

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<v Speaker 3>That's a little They were, yeah, like main.

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<v Speaker 1>Guy was like a sheriff, so like he's literally it's

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<v Speaker 1>like on some paw patrol ship. It's like, it's good

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<v Speaker 1>to be in blue. It's good to be back in blue,

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<v Speaker 1>like that's his way.

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<v Speaker 3>Patrol is literally a psychological operation for our children.

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<v Speaker 1>No, it's literally to put to put kids in not

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<v Speaker 1>only the workforce, but like the police workforce. The fuck

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<v Speaker 1>was I saying, Oh, but basically I was thinking yesterday

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<v Speaker 1>for some reason because I'm thinking about the like debreviation FBI,

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<v Speaker 1>and I literally was sitting on the couch and I

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<v Speaker 1>was like, Federal Bureau of Investigation like it like it

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<v Speaker 1>like took me a minute to think of it. And

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, they don't have the O in there,

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<v Speaker 1>like because it's not Federal Bureaucuse.

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<v Speaker 3>Sb IO or FBL.

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<v Speaker 1>The beginning of this is just showing how fucking dumb

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<v Speaker 1>we are. We have said anything of like true into the.

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<v Speaker 3>Craziest part is we have nothing to say because this

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<v Speaker 3>is the second episode. We're recording in twenty four hours.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, because we have big plans, big plans, so we'll

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<v Speaker 1>be gone forever. I'm probably not work coming back.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah maybe maybe running away. I am running away. I'm

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<v Speaker 3>genuinely running away. Or maybe I'm running into the fire.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm running towards my problems kind of.

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<v Speaker 1>You're running up that damn hill. Yeah, you're pulling a Kate.

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<v Speaker 3>But I'm going I'm going camping again, which is really

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<v Speaker 3>exciting for me.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>Why'd you laugh?

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<v Speaker 1>Because anytime you like bring up camping, you're always talking

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<v Speaker 1>about like you're like.

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<v Speaker 3>Something's going to I was gonna say, something bad is

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<v Speaker 3>gonna happen while I'm gone. It always when I go

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<v Speaker 3>to you saw a camp, something bad happens every time.

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<v Speaker 3>But you know, like I've accepted that, and like that's

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<v Speaker 3>a small price. Like death is a small price to

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<v Speaker 3>pay to get a weekend away. It's a small price

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<v Speaker 3>to pay.

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<v Speaker 1>No, you have to change the narrative. Actually, bad things

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<v Speaker 1>happen to you because you attract them. Did you know

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<v Speaker 1>that if bad things are happening to you, it's probably

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<v Speaker 1>because you deserve them. That's just that's literally is the

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<v Speaker 1>ideology of manifestation. Like that's like what you but just like.

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<v Speaker 3>Preach like, oh I'm manifest. I am those bitches.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah you are the problem.

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<v Speaker 3>I manifest all my bad problems. Like it's really fucked up.

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<v Speaker 3>Like I'll fester them. I'll be in bed, just like

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<v Speaker 3>right before I fall asleep, just thinking of literally all

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<v Speaker 3>the worst shit possible that could happen, and then eventually

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<v Speaker 3>it comes true and it's because I manifested them. Maybe

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<v Speaker 3>I should spend my time laying in bed manifesting all

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<v Speaker 3>the good things that can happen, and maybe they'll start

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<v Speaker 3>coming true.

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<v Speaker 1>I spend my time in bed manifesting having sex and

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<v Speaker 1>oh my god, I do it like comes to fruition,

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<v Speaker 1>like it like works out for me. Like I'm always having.

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<v Speaker 3>Sex, that's sure, she is.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I am always. I'm always like I've always got

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<v Speaker 1>a bone to pick at. You get it, like I

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<v Speaker 1>have a bone to pick, but I have a bone

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<v Speaker 1>to pick it like I'm picking at that bone.

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<v Speaker 3>Like, guys, we need to look over in that corner.

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<v Speaker 3>You see that orange packet. Yeah, I took fourteen of

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<v Speaker 3>them today, mushroom gummies.

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<v Speaker 1>So you're tripping today.

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<v Speaker 3>Not yet, not yet, but it'll come up on the

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<v Speaker 3>podcast and y'all will see me in a full blown

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<v Speaker 3>mushroom trip.

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<v Speaker 2>You're gonna have an ego death on the podcast.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, it's gonna be actually fucked up, just something casual

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<v Speaker 3>like it's I do it like three times a day.

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<v Speaker 1>You have ego death three times.

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<v Speaker 3>Ye, death isn't real. I genuinely believe that you can't

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<v Speaker 3>have death.

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<v Speaker 1>The thing is, you said this before. I think you

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<v Speaker 1>said this on like four up.

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<v Speaker 3>It's it's a core belief of mine. It just doesn't make.

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<v Speaker 1>You're always like because if you think you had ego death,

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<v Speaker 1>your ego is still intact because you believe it's.

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<v Speaker 2>Episode four minutes in exactly.

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<v Speaker 3>Watch that view, right, I just listen.

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<v Speaker 1>You've twenty eight minutes and and it's Drew being like,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm a fucking slot, I'm a whore, Like I love.

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<v Speaker 3>I love having I love getting ran through total verse.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't even know what that means. I'm saying shit

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<v Speaker 3>like I'm not even I don't even know what that ship.

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<v Speaker 1>So are you a slut or no?

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<v Speaker 3>I am, but I don't know what verse means, Like

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<v Speaker 3>I'm not that.

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<v Speaker 1>It sounds like like why would you even use that

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<v Speaker 1>vocabulary because like normal people don't say that kind of stuff.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm I'm a sleigh. I'm a sleigh in bed with

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<v Speaker 3>whatever partner I decided that.

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<v Speaker 1>Day here, So saying you're a person that being like,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just saying because I don't know what that means.

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<v Speaker 1>I just saw that online, Like I don't actually know

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<v Speaker 1>what that means. I was gonna say something and I

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<v Speaker 1>literally forgot, Oh are we gonna comment on my shirt?

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<v Speaker 1>Like no one has any comments, Like I'm turning a

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<v Speaker 1>new tide, like oh yeah, I was on my time

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<v Speaker 1>men ship, but like I'm just I'm gonna like, like

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna call it now, like we're going into a

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<v Speaker 1>pro men, yes.

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<v Speaker 2>In front of the trend yeah, like.

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<v Speaker 1>And his trend forecasting man me trend forecasting when it's

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<v Speaker 1>like I got this shirt, Like I didn't make the shirt,

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<v Speaker 1>so like one of my tread forecasting I just.

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<v Speaker 2>Was wondering, like who got the shirts for you?

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<v Speaker 1>And who who got the shirt for me? It's from

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<v Speaker 1>Hollywood Gifts like that, it's from a brand.

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<v Speaker 2>But yeah, technically Kai was.

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<v Speaker 1>The hook up. Kai was the plug. Yes, it's not

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<v Speaker 1>the first time he's like been a third person party

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<v Speaker 1>in terms of transactions that aren't necessarily legal, but we

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<v Speaker 1>don't have to talk about it.

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<v Speaker 3>He's a drug dealer.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, amongst other things.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm about to take a trip. I'm turning like I'm

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<v Speaker 3>turning to Have you ever heard the word altoid? Like,

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<v Speaker 3>have you ever listened to it? The word altoid is

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<v Speaker 3>fucking discussing? What does that even mean? Altoid?

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<v Speaker 2>It's so annoying. I actually remember the first time I

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<v Speaker 2>heard it in like third grade and being like, just

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<v Speaker 2>why not call it candy?

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<v Speaker 1>You remember that far back? Kai there's actually no way

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<v Speaker 1>you remember all the way back to third grade. That's

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<v Speaker 1>over twenty years ago. You don't remember that, like you

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<v Speaker 1>really don't. That's two decades ago.

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<v Speaker 2>Kai, Oh my god, it is holy.

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<v Speaker 3>Wait do you actually know what age you were in

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<v Speaker 3>third grade? Off your head like that?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah you're like seven, or yeah, you're like seven six

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<v Speaker 1>or seven, you're like seven.

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<v Speaker 3>No concept of time.

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<v Speaker 1>I think I only have concept because that's around the

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<v Speaker 1>time my mom literally decided to like abandon and ruin

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<v Speaker 1>my life. So trust, trust and belief. Also, I trust

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<v Speaker 1>and belief I did not for yeah, but also why.

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<v Speaker 3>And just laughing at like trauma.

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<v Speaker 1>Also I have siblings who are that age, so it's

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<v Speaker 1>just like off top off top of dome, which I

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<v Speaker 1>give a lot and very well.

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<v Speaker 3>Mm hmm. I watched like thirty six movies last night.

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<v Speaker 3>I could not sleep.

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<v Speaker 1>I couldn't sleep either, and I don't know what the

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<v Speaker 1>fuck I was doing. I have work to do, like

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<v Speaker 1>trust and believe.

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<v Speaker 3>I have so much work to do.

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<v Speaker 1>I have to like pack, I have things to do,

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<v Speaker 1>But instead I sat in my bed and made tiktoks forever,

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<v Speaker 1>which is exactly why I shouldn't have that app like

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<v Speaker 1>I'm so bored because fucking Fortnite was down last night.

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<v Speaker 1>It was literally the worst thing that happened to me.

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<v Speaker 1>Kaya I played one round. It was so good. I

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<v Speaker 1>was on such a good streak last night and that

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<v Speaker 1>a Fortnite went down. No, it was It was really

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<v Speaker 1>the worst thing that happened to me. I can't stress enough.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I just like laid in bed to like six am,

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<v Speaker 3>watching movies and shows all night like I watch. Honestly,

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<v Speaker 3>it almost broke my top four on letterblocks. But then

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<v Speaker 3>I thought about it, and I was like, you're just

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<v Speaker 3>being like fucking stupid, Like you're just trying to be

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<v Speaker 3>different weird, which I can recognize sometimes I my brain

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<v Speaker 3>works in that way where I'm like I want to

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<v Speaker 3>be as different and weird as possible. But I never

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<v Speaker 3>give into those weird thoughts because I am who I

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<v Speaker 3>am at the end of the day. But I watched

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<v Speaker 3>the Lego movie last night, and first one, Yes, that

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<v Speaker 3>ship is actually so it's really good. It's like really

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<v Speaker 3>like there are some like really like actually real ship

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<v Speaker 3>that they're like commenting on in such like a fun

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<v Speaker 3>I was laughing out loud in that's genuinely super good.

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<v Speaker 3>It's super funny, super good, and like the subject matter

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<v Speaker 3>is like super advanced. I was like, oh, whoa, this

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<v Speaker 3>is like a ass movie.

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<v Speaker 1>I was back to someone on a plane recently and

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<v Speaker 1>they were watching it and cracking the fuck up.

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<v Speaker 3>It's actually that funny. It's actually that funny.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know if I believe that, Like come on, like,

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<v Speaker 1>come on, like come.

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<v Speaker 2>On talking about how much we loved the Lego movie.

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<v Speaker 3>It's actually really good.

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<v Speaker 2>It is good though.

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<v Speaker 1>You're texting me that last night and I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>all right, I'm going to bed that p and.

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<v Speaker 3>He was like I'm up to I was like, I

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<v Speaker 3>can't sleep either. I can't sleep either. Literally, just like that.

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<v Speaker 2>And then I was true hinting that he wants to

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<v Speaker 2>crawl in bed with.

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<v Speaker 3>We haven't had this spend the night in a very

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<v Speaker 3>long time.

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<v Speaker 1>When was suffering very awfully from his PTSD from the

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<v Speaker 1>break in, he would sleep in my bed almost too often.

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<v Speaker 3>No, it was awesome for me.

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<v Speaker 1>My little wing was like not getting the shriveled.

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<v Speaker 3>The wing that the glitterist was shriveled.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, she was like evaporated. She was like a little

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<v Speaker 1>dust bunny.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, no, I just gave you your sensitivity back. You

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<v Speaker 3>were abusing.

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<v Speaker 1>You did give me a tolerance break.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I gave you. I gave you a masturbation t break.

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<v Speaker 3>You were abusing her simply, I'm no fat right now.

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<v Speaker 1>Huh, you're no fat right now? This like why, like

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<v Speaker 1>how did we become like one of the most sexual

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<v Speaker 1>like podcasts other than maybe like Ken moo Jo, and

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<v Speaker 1>I haven't watched her podcast. I'm just a assuming she'd

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<v Speaker 1>be talking about sex because we don't.

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<v Speaker 3>Talk about sex. We talk about like playing, we talk

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<v Speaker 3>about our own members, we talk about like the really

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<v Speaker 3>lame ship.

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<v Speaker 1>If I'm going to talk about something, it's gonna be

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<v Speaker 1>my wing bot.

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<v Speaker 3>Like we're just relatable.

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<v Speaker 2>Everyone does a podcast. It's just a jacking off podcast.

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<v Speaker 1>It's the masturbation podcast. Okay, sorry, I thought of something.

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<v Speaker 1>I thought I had a thought, and it's it's not

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<v Speaker 1>coming up.

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<v Speaker 3>Do you want me to cry?

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<v Speaker 1>No, you should, because I literally can't. I can't say it.

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<v Speaker 1>And that's it for this episode.

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<v Speaker 3>That's what it feels. I have nothing else to say that.

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<v Speaker 1>I literally felt like I just talked for it.

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<v Speaker 3>I have nothing else to say to y'all. Y'all are

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<v Speaker 3>sucking me dry.

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<v Speaker 1>Dry.

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<v Speaker 3>You are literally stealing every ounce of conversation I have.

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<v Speaker 1>And it's y'all, what what's insane is the fact that

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<v Speaker 1>I still talk my fucking ass off. You would think

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<v Speaker 1>I do this and it like leaves me dead and

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<v Speaker 1>silent for a week. Bitch. I get off of here,

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<v Speaker 1>I get on my iPhone for like an hour, and

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<v Speaker 1>I'm right back to it. Like I just need like

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<v Speaker 1>a few minutes on iPhone having monkey brain like dopamine

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<v Speaker 1>to like recharge. And then I'm like, all right, you now,

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<v Speaker 1>I dabble.

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<v Speaker 2>You do without fail every single episode for at this

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<v Speaker 2>point forty two episodes. As soon as we turn off

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<v Speaker 2>the camera, you just go to the couch and are

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<v Speaker 2>on TikTok yeah for like an hour straight and then

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<v Speaker 2>you're good yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>And then I'm like, all right, I'm back, Like I

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<v Speaker 1>literally like it. Actually, after the camera gets turned off,

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<v Speaker 1>my brain is like it feels like an old TV

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<v Speaker 1>turning off, like when like like when it would like

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<v Speaker 1>like like that's what my brain feels like for like an.

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<v Speaker 3>Hour after it is like actually so draining to talk

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<v Speaker 3>for an hour. Like people don't realize that, but I

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<v Speaker 3>have the hardest job in the.

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<v Speaker 2>World is America.

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<v Speaker 3>It's like I'm I do harder work than the average American. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>I was.

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<v Speaker 1>Gonna say, because like, yes, we can argue like whatever

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<v Speaker 1>nine to five, you have to get up blah blah blah,

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<v Speaker 1>but like I have to sit here and like be myself,

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<v Speaker 1>which like that the most courageous thing you can do.

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<v Speaker 3>So hard this day.

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<v Speaker 1>And age, nobody wants to be themselves.

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<v Speaker 3>And like the hardest part about it is being loved

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<v Speaker 3>by everybody.

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<v Speaker 1>Not being able to go outside, like living in a

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<v Speaker 1>city like la and not being able to go outside

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<v Speaker 1>without the chance of someone knowing who you are.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, it's just a nightmare.

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<v Speaker 1>It literally is it. Like I'm at least we have

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<v Speaker 1>each other to understand because like these these people watch

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<v Speaker 1>it like they.

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<v Speaker 3>Literally have no idea what we're talking about. Like just

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<v Speaker 3>like really it's unnatural, Like humans weren't meant to be

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<v Speaker 3>seen by this many people.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, but we But but the thing is, like we

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<v Speaker 1>are the people to put ourselves in that position for

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<v Speaker 1>their enjoyment.

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<v Speaker 3>We're like we're like God, we are good people. Yeah,

0:14:59.080 --> 0:15:02.080
<v Speaker 3>like we are, we are we are better. We lock

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<v Speaker 3>ourselves in the zoo so they can observe us. If

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<v Speaker 3>only y'all could see the cage that's around us right now.

0:15:07.760 --> 0:15:09.840
<v Speaker 3>We literally record the podcast in the cage and go

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<v Speaker 3>and sleep in the corner and wake up again.

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<v Speaker 1>There's a little stack of hay in the corner from

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<v Speaker 1>our body.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, and then I eat the hay that.

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<v Speaker 1>You said on Why would you eat the hay that

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<v Speaker 1>I smell? I would you eat the like I sweat on.

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<v Speaker 3>That flakes.

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<v Speaker 1>Like you're eating my doodoo flakes. You're stink, my little stink.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh, I love a good smell. I love a good

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<v Speaker 3>bad smell.

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<v Speaker 2>Is that like your Texas accent? You say stink stink?

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<v Speaker 2>Say stink stink?

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<v Speaker 1>But isn't it stink stink stink stink.

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<v Speaker 2>No, it is stink, But doesn't you say stink stink?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>But I guess that's like, what.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you want to say? Stink sink sink.

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<v Speaker 3>I also say, I'm going to draw.

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<v Speaker 2>A picture that has to be Texas too.

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<v Speaker 3>It's that Texan draw.

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<v Speaker 1>Wait, somewhere I saw, Oh, I think I saw on

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<v Speaker 1>like the Reddit page or something like the other day

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<v Speaker 1>that someone was like, it's so crazy how Madeline still

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<v Speaker 1>has her accent. And then like Drew does it, and.

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<v Speaker 3>I was like, it is it is crazy I had

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<v Speaker 3>that accent. But I also just think like I never

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<v Speaker 3>really fully had like an actual Texas accent, Texan accent,

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<v Speaker 3>like a Southern accent. I think, like, oh my god,

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<v Speaker 3>she's always she's always feels the attention from me.

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<v Speaker 1>She always I'm not getting that burp actually left bubble

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<v Speaker 1>right here, Like it actually like knocked me a little.

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<v Speaker 3>But I don't think I ever really had a Texas accent.

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<v Speaker 3>I think like or Texan accent. I think I just

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<v Speaker 3>like have a better vocabulary than the average person. So

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<v Speaker 3>it's just like it was hard for me to have that. No, genuinely,

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<v Speaker 3>I like just didn't have one. And then but I

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<v Speaker 3>actually have noticed a bunch recently that people are like

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<v Speaker 3>when I talked to madd On on the phone, they

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<v Speaker 3>were like Drew's text and accent came out or comes

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<v Speaker 3>out when he's talking on the phone. And I watched

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<v Speaker 3>that clip over and over again to like try to

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<v Speaker 3>hear my text and accent, and there were like fifty

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<v Speaker 3>comments talking about it, and I, for the life of me,

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<v Speaker 3>could not hear like a change in my like accent.

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<v Speaker 3>But then when I'm on the phone with my grandma

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<v Speaker 3>or like one of my Texas friends. Like my accent

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<v Speaker 3>like literally comes out like crazy. It's literally like Elsie

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<v Speaker 3>talking with her mom. Yeah, like and it's like it's

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<v Speaker 3>something so like like instinctual in me. Like I don't

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<v Speaker 3>even like consciously do it. It just happens. But yeah, in

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<v Speaker 3>Grandberry we say like sligh and serve.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh okay, that's cool.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh my god, my hometown. I just like I haven't

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<v Speaker 3>thought about it in like since the Billboard video, and

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<v Speaker 3>like that place is psycho my I love it. Though

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<v Speaker 3>it's like literally such like a change of pace.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like a different world.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, it really is. Just like I go back and

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<v Speaker 3>I live, and that's like I don't do anything but

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<v Speaker 3>eat McDonald's and drive my mom's car one hundred and

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<v Speaker 3>twenty miles per hour up and down the road. You've

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<v Speaker 3>been in it, dude, that was probably that was so

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<v Speaker 3>fucked up of me to do to you, because like

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<v Speaker 3>I was literally like not suicidal, but I was like

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<v Speaker 3>at like a very low point in my life after

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<v Speaker 3>my rather died and you were in Granberry and I

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<v Speaker 3>was like, look how fast we can go? And it

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<v Speaker 3>was like midnight and I was like like just zooming

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<v Speaker 3>up and down the back room.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what, though, like I I didn't experience a death,

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<v Speaker 1>but I was like in like also a tumultuous time.

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<v Speaker 1>So I literally did not sucking guess it because that's

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<v Speaker 1>like I was partaking in the same kind of like

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<v Speaker 1>really like let's see how high I could get my

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<v Speaker 1>adrenaline so I could feel a lot together. Yeah, So

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<v Speaker 1>I just like, I literally I don't do that shit though.

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<v Speaker 3>That is genuinely like some of the dumbest shit that

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<v Speaker 3>I've ever done. What or do is like go fast

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<v Speaker 3>in the car, Like that's like actually, like I can

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<v Speaker 3>I recognize that that is like really really stupid and dangerous,

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<v Speaker 3>but I just like doing it. But I also, to clarify,

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<v Speaker 3>do it on like desolate desolate back roads in Texas

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<v Speaker 3>where like literally there hasn't been a soul driving on

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<v Speaker 3>it but me for the last eight hours. So it's

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<v Speaker 3>just like whatever, but yeah, very dangerous time in my life.

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<v Speaker 1>Sorry. I went to go smell my fucking armpit because

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<v Speaker 1>something in this area stinks and I thought it was me,

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<v Speaker 1>and I hit my fucking forehead with my rings.

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<v Speaker 3>Girl, that's my ball grease no, that girl that fucking

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<v Speaker 3>Coachella like an onion.

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<v Speaker 1>It smells like a single onion, like.

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<v Speaker 3>Probably rotten food back here, like there's always something rotten.

0:19:36.119 --> 0:19:38.399
<v Speaker 3>The girl at Coachella that was like raising her hands

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<v Speaker 3>and she's like yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, I saw that,

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<v Speaker 3>and she like looked away. She's my hero. She's like,

0:19:46.680 --> 0:19:50.040
<v Speaker 3>I got comments like I'm smelling the onion. Yeah it's

0:19:50.119 --> 0:19:52.040
<v Speaker 3>Josh's food. He probably ordered onion food.

0:19:52.200 --> 0:19:58.800
<v Speaker 1>Oh no, it fully is Josh's food. The thing is,

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<v Speaker 1>I've had got common where people are like, are we

0:20:00.920 --> 0:20:04.480
<v Speaker 1>gonna ignore that? And you smell yourself? Who fucking cares?

0:20:04.520 --> 0:20:07.040
<v Speaker 1>Because y'all are the kind of bitches to be in

0:20:07.040 --> 0:20:10.200
<v Speaker 1>a room smelling bad, wondering what's smelling bad? And it's

0:20:10.240 --> 0:20:12.600
<v Speaker 1>you because you don't smell yourself like you need to.

0:20:12.880 --> 0:20:19.359
<v Speaker 1>You need to take accountability, yeah for smelling like ship.

0:20:19.680 --> 0:20:24.600
<v Speaker 3>She did what she had to do and like she like, yeah,

0:20:25.160 --> 0:20:26.920
<v Speaker 3>she had her hands up, she put her hands down,

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<v Speaker 3>and that self awareness that I love and support.

0:20:29.040 --> 0:20:30.760
<v Speaker 1>She did what she needed to do.

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<v Speaker 3>She had her hands up and put her hands yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>and I support her thoroughly.

0:20:35.080 --> 0:20:38.359
<v Speaker 1>Sorry, I like need to light a fucking candle because

0:20:38.359 --> 0:20:39.040
<v Speaker 1>it smells like I.

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<v Speaker 3>Need I need a j right now, like literally, so fucking.

0:20:44.320 --> 0:20:48.760
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, just suck that down. Imagine I did just that

0:20:49.600 --> 0:20:50.400
<v Speaker 1>would be awesome.

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<v Speaker 3>No one's commented on my mudwater because we're over it.

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<v Speaker 1>Hold on, actually, because I like, literally.

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<v Speaker 2>Wow, that looks so fucking wow yeah, wow wow wow Wow.

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<v Speaker 3>Again. I know I say that again, but it's very real.

0:21:07.200 --> 0:21:11.000
<v Speaker 3>It's very real for me. I am surrounded by dangerous people, Diane,

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<v Speaker 3>And you are dangerous when you.

0:21:13.320 --> 0:21:15.679
<v Speaker 1>Just admitted to like going one hundred and twenty miles

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<v Speaker 1>an hour with me in the passengers and twisted.

0:21:18.080 --> 0:21:21.040
<v Speaker 3>And they play mind games with me. You can see

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<v Speaker 3>what they do to me.

0:21:22.520 --> 0:21:23.120
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, we do.

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<v Speaker 3>When the cameras are off, it's a different story. It

0:21:26.040 --> 0:21:29.639
<v Speaker 3>may seem lighthearted and fine, true, but they attack me.

0:21:29.720 --> 0:21:30.840
<v Speaker 2>You're acting crazy.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you're fucking ligerly.

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<v Speaker 2>Did you take your meds today?

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<v Speaker 3>Oh my god?

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<v Speaker 2>See did you take your pills? Open your mouth?

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<v Speaker 1>Let me see it undertongue. Oh oh? Has I been

0:21:40.680 --> 0:21:41.560
<v Speaker 1>in your mouth all the.

0:21:41.640 --> 0:21:54.520
<v Speaker 2>Time chewing the lithium?

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<v Speaker 1>What I've spoken to my therapist for like two months?

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<v Speaker 3>You're ghostinger again, I'm not spoken to have you? Like,

0:22:02.920 --> 0:22:04.919
<v Speaker 3>did you get the last response in or did.

0:22:04.800 --> 0:22:08.760
<v Speaker 1>She yeah, she got the last response I just or no, no.

0:22:08.840 --> 0:22:11.960
<v Speaker 3>Like the conversation ended cordially.

0:22:12.600 --> 0:22:17.040
<v Speaker 1>It was really cordial. I basically emailed my therapist and

0:22:17.080 --> 0:22:19.720
<v Speaker 1>I was like, oh, sorry, I've been like am I A.

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<v Speaker 1>I just like haven't really had time to talk and

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like I've been doing okay enough that I

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<v Speaker 1>don't need to.

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<v Speaker 3>Which is you need to talk.

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<v Speaker 1>Like clinically insane. I actually like, you know when like

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<v Speaker 1>in the beginning of interrogation, like YouTube videos where people

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<v Speaker 1>are like it starts with like this video has been

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<v Speaker 1>like analyzed by like psychologists, like we need that for Drew,

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<v Speaker 1>like a psychologist to analyze footage.

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<v Speaker 3>Of One thing about me, is I thoroughly believe that

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<v Speaker 3>I could No, No, I was gonna say I could

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<v Speaker 3>like commit a crime and then lie my way out

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<v Speaker 3>of an interrogation. You absolutely not. I would genuinely like

0:23:07.080 --> 0:23:09.840
<v Speaker 3>I could not commit a crime and go to jail

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<v Speaker 3>for life for the crime I didn't commit because I

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<v Speaker 3>would freak the fuck out.

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<v Speaker 1>In Freeze and says all the time we were watching

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<v Speaker 1>this interrogation, and I was like, this is how you

0:23:18.800 --> 0:23:21.280
<v Speaker 1>would look like like this girl thinks she's killing it,

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<v Speaker 1>and that's exactly how you would look. It's just like no, yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>I want yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Me, Like I don't know what you're talking.

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<v Speaker 2>About, dude, I would fold hard. I have never had

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<v Speaker 2>a doubt in my mind. I am so transparent when

0:23:38.920 --> 0:23:41.080
<v Speaker 2>it comes to being stressed out. Like people will be like,

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<v Speaker 2>I feel like one time we were hanging out.

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<v Speaker 3>I clocked you. Forever every time I can, I clock you.

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<v Speaker 2>Like we're in the car and you've done this to

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<v Speaker 2>me too. We're in the car, not even look at me,

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<v Speaker 2>maybe even on your phone, and then my body will

0:23:55.119 --> 0:23:58.280
<v Speaker 2>like tense up or something, and you'll go, oh, like

0:23:58.480 --> 0:24:01.840
<v Speaker 2>you are acting weird as fun and it's like just no,

0:24:01.840 --> 0:24:02.240
<v Speaker 2>no me.

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<v Speaker 3>No, But I say you you're acting weird.

0:24:04.640 --> 0:24:05.920
<v Speaker 2>Well, you'll just call me out for like.

0:24:06.040 --> 0:24:07.800
<v Speaker 3>No, I don't call I'm like hi, are you all right?

0:24:08.040 --> 0:24:09.480
<v Speaker 3>Like what's up? What do you think? This is what

0:24:09.560 --> 0:24:11.000
<v Speaker 3>I say. I'm like, what are you thinking about?

0:24:11.160 --> 0:24:13.480
<v Speaker 2>Yeah? Yeah, You'll be like no. A couple of times

0:24:13.480 --> 0:24:14.560
<v Speaker 2>you'll be like I'll.

0:24:14.400 --> 0:24:17.200
<v Speaker 1>Be like, you're being weird, you are being a freak.

0:24:17.320 --> 0:24:19.280
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, the killer is in the back of it,

0:24:19.640 --> 0:24:23.320
<v Speaker 1>Like I'm driving it. I just feel something about shift

0:24:23.520 --> 0:24:26.960
<v Speaker 1>and like Kai when he is like, like, not in

0:24:27.000 --> 0:24:29.000
<v Speaker 1>a mood, but like when you are like feeling something,

0:24:29.000 --> 0:24:30.680
<v Speaker 1>you will get in my car and disappear in the car,

0:24:30.840 --> 0:24:32.920
<v Speaker 1>Like I'll be driving for twenty minutes and I'm like

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<v Speaker 1>then suddenly I look in my rooview mirror. I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>oh my.

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<v Speaker 2>God, so bad, like faking it.

0:24:39.200 --> 0:24:41.639
<v Speaker 1>But whatever, well, you gotta fake it till you make

0:24:41.680 --> 0:24:43.359
<v Speaker 1>it and push all that shit down so get better.

0:24:43.520 --> 0:24:46.480
<v Speaker 2>Exactly, yeah, totally.

0:24:46.400 --> 0:24:48.480
<v Speaker 1>I'm really good. I'm not good at faking it. I

0:24:48.520 --> 0:24:53.080
<v Speaker 1>don't think no, I think i'm good.

0:24:54.040 --> 0:24:57.000
<v Speaker 3>I'm awful. Well, no, I'm good when I need to

0:24:57.040 --> 0:24:59.040
<v Speaker 3>be good. But when I want people to be like

0:24:59.440 --> 0:25:02.000
<v Speaker 3>what's wrong, or like you're terrorizing the vibe right now,

0:25:02.080 --> 0:25:05.199
<v Speaker 3>I like it Sometimes intentionally do it, Like when we

0:25:05.200 --> 0:25:07.919
<v Speaker 3>were walking up to Coachella. That was unintentional, but I

0:25:07.960 --> 0:25:09.280
<v Speaker 3>wasn't even trying to hide it. I was just like,

0:25:09.280 --> 0:25:11.960
<v Speaker 3>I'm in a bad mood. But like when I intentionally

0:25:11.960 --> 0:25:13.760
<v Speaker 3>want someone to be like what's wrong, Like, I'll like

0:25:13.800 --> 0:25:14.680
<v Speaker 3>play it up a little bit.

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<v Speaker 1>You're so annoying, It's true.

0:25:18.800 --> 0:25:21.199
<v Speaker 3>He's like, no, I'm good, No, exactly, I'm telling the

0:25:21.200 --> 0:25:24.600
<v Speaker 3>goddamn truth, Like that's what. That's the thing about me

0:25:24.960 --> 0:25:27.399
<v Speaker 3>is I tell the truth. I say what people.

0:25:27.119 --> 0:25:30.480
<v Speaker 1>Are you're not you're lying? Like how are you lying

0:25:30.640 --> 0:25:32.840
<v Speaker 1>as you're talking about telling the truth, Like you're lying

0:25:32.840 --> 0:25:35.560
<v Speaker 1>about telling the truth. I don't think I'm a good

0:25:35.560 --> 0:25:37.439
<v Speaker 1>liar at all, Like I think I'm really bad, Like

0:25:37.480 --> 0:25:41.960
<v Speaker 1>I fold really easily. But mainly I I speak before

0:25:42.160 --> 0:25:44.600
<v Speaker 1>I think so often that I don't even think to

0:25:44.680 --> 0:25:48.439
<v Speaker 1>lie before I tell the truth, like I just am

0:25:48.520 --> 0:25:52.080
<v Speaker 1>naturally Like oh yeah, why is this because I don't

0:25:52.080 --> 0:25:53.560
<v Speaker 1>think to lie, because I'm not a piece of shit,

0:25:53.640 --> 0:25:55.480
<v Speaker 1>Like I'm literally one of the best people on earth.

0:25:55.640 --> 0:26:00.040
<v Speaker 3>See I quote me on that, They're like, okay, this, this,

0:26:00.040 --> 0:26:04.760
<v Speaker 3>this is like I lie when it's fun and funny obviously,

0:26:04.960 --> 0:26:06.480
<v Speaker 3>like we know that about me. Half they should I

0:26:06.480 --> 0:26:10.679
<v Speaker 3>say a funny lie like whatever. But when the time

0:26:11.040 --> 0:26:14.240
<v Speaker 3>to tell the truth happens, like I like when when

0:26:14.240 --> 0:26:16.120
<v Speaker 3>it's like a serious moment, I don't lie. I tell

0:26:16.119 --> 0:26:18.840
<v Speaker 3>the truth. Except when someone asked me about my own emotions,

0:26:18.960 --> 0:26:24.320
<v Speaker 3>then I lie, so no, I'm happy, So I'm happy.

0:26:24.520 --> 0:26:26.320
<v Speaker 3>And then I bottle it up and shove it way

0:26:26.359 --> 0:26:29.240
<v Speaker 3>deep down honestly, I honestly.

0:26:28.920 --> 0:26:30.919
<v Speaker 1>Bottle it up and shove it up my whole like

0:26:30.960 --> 0:26:33.520
<v Speaker 1>everything was shoving it down, but I bottle it and

0:26:33.560 --> 0:26:34.080
<v Speaker 1>put it.

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<v Speaker 3>In me exactly. No, I like there's something like, actually,

0:26:39.040 --> 0:26:41.680
<v Speaker 3>I like recognize this ron with me because like when

0:26:41.680 --> 0:26:44.040
<v Speaker 3>I bottle shit down, like everyone's like, oh, it's gonna

0:26:44.040 --> 0:26:46.280
<v Speaker 3>boil over. It's gonna boil over. I've been bottling shit

0:26:46.400 --> 0:26:48.919
<v Speaker 3>for like fifteen years and it somehow just like evaporates

0:26:48.920 --> 0:26:49.800
<v Speaker 3>in my gut and my shit at.

0:26:49.960 --> 0:26:51.919
<v Speaker 1>That is literally not true. That is like that is

0:26:51.920 --> 0:26:52.879
<v Speaker 1>so far from the truth.

0:26:53.000 --> 0:26:53.960
<v Speaker 3>No, it's true.

0:26:54.160 --> 0:26:56.919
<v Speaker 1>No, it's literally not like I I think, like you

0:26:57.000 --> 0:26:58.840
<v Speaker 1>don't you think you're good at it?

0:26:58.880 --> 0:27:01.760
<v Speaker 2>But like it do you remember that video of the

0:27:01.840 --> 0:27:06.040
<v Speaker 2>Cony twenty twelve guy like getting naked and just yeah, yeah,

0:27:06.160 --> 0:27:08.680
<v Speaker 2>that's gonna be drewing literally two years. He's like, no,

0:27:09.080 --> 0:27:11.800
<v Speaker 2>I've bottled it for fifteen years, Like I'm but it's good.

0:27:11.960 --> 0:27:14.240
<v Speaker 3>Like I've said that now, like there's gonna I'm gonna

0:27:14.240 --> 0:27:16.879
<v Speaker 3>snap one day. It's like it's gonna be crazy, Like

0:27:16.920 --> 0:27:18.520
<v Speaker 3>people are gonna be like, oh was this like a

0:27:18.600 --> 0:27:20.560
<v Speaker 3>bit like what is he doing? And I'm gonna be

0:27:20.640 --> 0:27:24.360
<v Speaker 3>like literally rolling around naked on the floor of fucking Hollywood.

0:27:23.800 --> 0:27:24.119
<v Speaker 2>Like.

0:27:25.480 --> 0:27:29.880
<v Speaker 3>Literally putting rocks in my ass. It's gonna be crazy.

0:27:30.160 --> 0:27:32.600
<v Speaker 1>That's gonna make you like way down, Like, how are you?

0:27:32.680 --> 0:27:35.160
<v Speaker 3>I'm gonna recreate the movie at Holland Drive?

0:27:35.760 --> 0:27:40.000
<v Speaker 1>What was that? What was that? Because I blinked and

0:27:40.040 --> 0:27:43.160
<v Speaker 1>then I heard something? What was that? You almost dropped something?

0:27:43.200 --> 0:27:45.119
<v Speaker 3>Actually that was just a moment between me Kai and

0:27:45.160 --> 0:27:45.840
<v Speaker 3>the viewers.

0:27:46.119 --> 0:27:48.200
<v Speaker 1>Oh the thing is you put off the fucking candle somehow?

0:27:48.320 --> 0:27:49.439
<v Speaker 3>No, it just dies?

0:27:49.480 --> 0:27:51.160
<v Speaker 2>Is it a glossy candle? Yes?

0:27:51.280 --> 0:27:52.920
<v Speaker 1>And I want another one so bad?

0:27:53.400 --> 0:28:00.720
<v Speaker 3>But the birds Kai every time that, like if you

0:28:00.760 --> 0:28:02.160
<v Speaker 3>want to make Kyla just burn?

0:28:02.520 --> 0:28:06.560
<v Speaker 1>That was like yours is like a baby burp.

0:28:07.840 --> 0:28:11.679
<v Speaker 3>That's how babies purp drinking baby diarrhea.

0:28:11.160 --> 0:28:11.720
<v Speaker 1>Ship right now.

0:28:12.280 --> 0:28:14.919
<v Speaker 2>Babies don't have any social awareness to know that burps

0:28:14.920 --> 0:28:16.960
<v Speaker 2>are funny yet. So it was like ship and burp

0:28:17.119 --> 0:28:18.960
<v Speaker 2>and just be like serious.

0:28:19.480 --> 0:28:20.600
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you just like did it?

0:28:20.680 --> 0:28:27.240
<v Speaker 3>Like brain, wait, why are why do I want a kid?

0:28:27.840 --> 0:28:33.280
<v Speaker 1>You awful bother you? After saying like yeah, I just

0:28:33.280 --> 0:28:35.560
<v Speaker 1>borrow everything up and I've been doing it for fifteen years.

0:28:35.560 --> 0:28:36.400
<v Speaker 1>Why do I want a kid?

0:28:36.480 --> 0:28:39.600
<v Speaker 3>I drove my parents around in Los Angeles for a week,

0:28:39.960 --> 0:28:42.520
<v Speaker 3>and on the way to Malibu, I had a very

0:28:42.560 --> 0:28:45.560
<v Speaker 3>serious conversation with myself in my head where I was like, like,

0:28:45.800 --> 0:28:48.280
<v Speaker 3>this is what it's like having children, and I actually

0:28:48.360 --> 0:28:52.680
<v Speaker 3>like it. That would be dangerous me, you can it

0:28:52.680 --> 0:28:53.480
<v Speaker 3>would be dark.

0:28:53.360 --> 0:28:58.920
<v Speaker 1>Sided thinking a conversation with yourself. Girl, you're just thinking.

0:28:59.640 --> 0:29:04.640
<v Speaker 3>No, we were having dialogue Altars Drew, should we try

0:29:04.840 --> 0:29:09.600
<v Speaker 3>for a kid. I'm so happy you finally asked I

0:29:09.640 --> 0:29:10.160
<v Speaker 3>can't reach.

0:29:11.640 --> 0:29:19.920
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, we should start trying. I'll carry Yeah, just deciding

0:29:19.960 --> 0:29:21.320
<v Speaker 2>who's going to carry the chat.

0:29:21.680 --> 0:29:23.680
<v Speaker 1>Also that quick, just like yeah, I'll do it like

0:29:23.720 --> 0:29:25.680
<v Speaker 1>it's on me. It's on me, the baby's on me.

0:29:25.880 --> 0:29:30.600
<v Speaker 1>Like I'll do it. I still literally I feel like

0:29:30.600 --> 0:29:33.840
<v Speaker 1>we've talked about like wanting kids possibly on this podcast

0:29:33.840 --> 0:29:38.960
<v Speaker 1>so much. It's a relatable talk for I'm down, but

0:29:39.040 --> 0:29:41.760
<v Speaker 1>I'm sot like I think i'd be a really bad mom.

0:29:41.920 --> 0:29:44.600
<v Speaker 1>I think I'd be really like, without realizing it, like

0:29:44.760 --> 0:29:48.120
<v Speaker 1>fucking awful. Because I genuinely had this thought. I was

0:29:48.120 --> 0:29:50.360
<v Speaker 1>going through my closet and folding everything, and I was like, dude,

0:29:50.520 --> 0:29:53.719
<v Speaker 1>I have like such a cool, like collection of clothing

0:29:53.720 --> 0:29:56.160
<v Speaker 1>building up. I get to give this to my daughter,

0:29:56.280 --> 0:29:58.080
<v Speaker 1>and then I really thought about it, and I was like,

0:29:58.200 --> 0:29:59.800
<v Speaker 1>let me see my daughter look better on my clothing

0:29:59.840 --> 0:30:02.880
<v Speaker 1>than I ever did. No, I'm gonna be like, damn,

0:30:02.960 --> 0:30:05.800
<v Speaker 1>you look bad, Like you look really bad in that, Like, oh, it's.

0:30:05.640 --> 0:30:08.160
<v Speaker 3>Gonna be so cute when like my grandkids are going

0:30:08.200 --> 0:30:10.320
<v Speaker 3>through like my kid's Addict and they find like a

0:30:10.400 --> 0:30:12.400
<v Speaker 3>rack of like all of my clothes on there and they're.

0:30:12.200 --> 0:30:13.960
<v Speaker 1>Like they find three shirts.

0:30:13.720 --> 0:30:18.600
<v Speaker 3>Vintage ship like this. Hello, this is gonna be worth

0:30:18.680 --> 0:30:21.040
<v Speaker 3>like two hundred dollars in the future. This link tour

0:30:21.200 --> 0:30:26.360
<v Speaker 3>cre marriage. Yeah, it's a grail. There are so many

0:30:26.400 --> 0:30:29.840
<v Speaker 3>people watching right now that want their shirt getting goes

0:30:29.960 --> 0:30:35.040
<v Speaker 3>at let's say six forty. Okay, I have a surprise.

0:30:35.680 --> 0:30:38.880
<v Speaker 3>What damn I always bring out all the surprises. Thing is.

0:30:39.080 --> 0:30:40.760
<v Speaker 1>The thing is, whatever he just pulled out was out

0:30:40.760 --> 0:30:43.320
<v Speaker 1>of our fucking fridge. So like I wears all, I

0:30:43.400 --> 0:30:49.840
<v Speaker 1>probably put it in there. Oh, which one.

0:30:49.680 --> 0:30:50.160
<v Speaker 2>Do you want?

0:30:51.040 --> 0:30:55.640
<v Speaker 3>You choose? It's it's your surprise. Okay. Inflation isn't real

0:30:55.640 --> 0:31:00.280
<v Speaker 3>because these are still like y'all are actually fucking saying

0:31:00.320 --> 0:31:01.240
<v Speaker 3>I genuinely.

0:31:01.240 --> 0:31:03.120
<v Speaker 1>I was literally making it up because they want.

0:31:03.000 --> 0:31:06.240
<v Speaker 3>To break greed. This is proof that it's corporate greed.

0:31:07.040 --> 0:31:09.959
<v Speaker 3>Inflation wouldn't be real if everybody just stuck to their

0:31:09.960 --> 0:31:11.760
<v Speaker 3>prices all the time and we could just live in

0:31:11.800 --> 0:31:12.560
<v Speaker 3>harmony forever.

0:31:13.880 --> 0:31:16.720
<v Speaker 1>That's what you were. One of the smartest people I

0:31:16.760 --> 0:31:17.320
<v Speaker 1>know you.

0:31:17.960 --> 0:31:19.840
<v Speaker 3>Literally, I need to hear.

0:31:21.840 --> 0:31:24.360
<v Speaker 1>Ki what were you gonna say? You were gonna say something.

0:31:24.440 --> 0:31:27.960
<v Speaker 1>You took a minor break because something really bad happened

0:31:28.000 --> 0:31:29.120
<v Speaker 1>to me, guys, so you should.

0:31:28.840 --> 0:31:30.360
<v Speaker 2>Comment like people were.

0:31:37.360 --> 0:31:38.000
<v Speaker 3>What are you saying?

0:31:40.720 --> 0:31:51.120
<v Speaker 2>People were, Okay.

0:31:47.760 --> 0:31:49.960
<v Speaker 3>You can go, you can go, you can go, We'll chill.

0:31:50.000 --> 0:32:00.280
<v Speaker 3>What people were, Oh fuck, all right, it's down out

0:32:00.280 --> 0:32:02.000
<v Speaker 3>of my hand. I'm not gonna do anything. And you

0:32:02.040 --> 0:32:04.120
<v Speaker 3>put your down to this ship.

0:32:04.040 --> 0:32:07.440
<v Speaker 1>Takes you so fucking good? What the actually?

0:32:07.520 --> 0:32:10.480
<v Speaker 3>Literally, Miss Arizona put her pussy in this. I swear

0:32:10.520 --> 0:32:11.920
<v Speaker 3>to god, it's scary.

0:32:11.960 --> 0:32:12.440
<v Speaker 1>What is it?

0:32:13.240 --> 0:32:14.640
<v Speaker 3>The pussy of the green tea leafing?

0:32:15.720 --> 0:32:19.200
<v Speaker 1>They literally like, what there? This is? Squirt Like what

0:32:19.720 --> 0:32:20.920
<v Speaker 1>it's like? Fucking me up?

0:32:21.800 --> 0:32:24.120
<v Speaker 3>This is an apple flavor? To try this, it has

0:32:24.160 --> 0:32:25.160
<v Speaker 3>like the essence of apple.

0:32:25.680 --> 0:32:26.800
<v Speaker 1>I used to get this one.

0:32:29.360 --> 0:32:30.760
<v Speaker 3>Arizona sponsor us.

0:32:32.120 --> 0:32:34.520
<v Speaker 1>What were you saying cappine. Isn't this keep going?

0:32:34.760 --> 0:32:36.360
<v Speaker 2>Okay?

0:32:36.960 --> 0:32:40.280
<v Speaker 3>People were I swear to god, I was just gonna

0:32:40.280 --> 0:32:42.040
<v Speaker 3>take it. I was literally just gonna take a.

0:32:43.920 --> 0:32:46.760
<v Speaker 1>Big I used to drink like three of these like

0:32:47.120 --> 0:32:50.360
<v Speaker 1>every day in high school and middle It's.

0:32:50.200 --> 0:32:53.360
<v Speaker 3>Only ten calories, which are surprising. I thought it would

0:32:53.400 --> 0:32:54.000
<v Speaker 3>be like six.

0:32:54.160 --> 0:32:57.280
<v Speaker 2>How many grams of sugar? Isn't that it's gonna be

0:32:57.320 --> 0:32:58.320
<v Speaker 2>like forty grams? Right?

0:32:59.080 --> 0:32:59.640
<v Speaker 1>Forty nine?

0:33:00.000 --> 0:33:02.600
<v Speaker 2>F yea. That's like that's not good for you.

0:33:03.240 --> 0:33:06.840
<v Speaker 3>I mean I need coath to survive, baby, that's true.

0:33:06.920 --> 0:33:07.520
<v Speaker 2>I'm an idiot.

0:33:08.000 --> 0:33:10.640
<v Speaker 1>It's like how they give cows skittles, Say what you're inside?

0:33:11.120 --> 0:33:16.200
<v Speaker 2>Oh? People were ubering back from Coachella to LA, like

0:33:16.360 --> 0:33:17.560
<v Speaker 2>I heard of.

0:33:17.520 --> 0:33:20.520
<v Speaker 1>Like wait, but how much would that be?

0:33:21.080 --> 0:33:24.120
<v Speaker 2>Dude? Some people spent like one thousand dollars because it.

0:33:24.160 --> 0:33:27.520
<v Speaker 3>Was Ubers were driving from LA anyways. Like all the

0:33:27.600 --> 0:33:30.400
<v Speaker 3>Ubers that I had were from LA at Coachella. Really yeah,

0:33:30.440 --> 0:33:31.240
<v Speaker 3>they all drive.

0:33:31.080 --> 0:33:33.000
<v Speaker 1>Down Yeah, so they were probably going to go back anyway,

0:33:33.000 --> 0:33:34.280
<v Speaker 1>and they were just like damn.

0:33:34.040 --> 0:33:36.520
<v Speaker 2>I'll make a bag while I you know, Like we

0:33:36.560 --> 0:33:38.880
<v Speaker 2>would try to get an uber to an after party

0:33:39.080 --> 0:33:40.959
<v Speaker 2>and it was like one hundred and ten dollars just

0:33:41.000 --> 0:33:43.760
<v Speaker 2>like to go like what ten miles or something. Yeah,

0:33:43.800 --> 0:33:44.400
<v Speaker 2>and then.

0:33:44.480 --> 0:33:46.800
<v Speaker 3>It's like literally two hundred thousand people are all trying.

0:33:46.640 --> 0:33:47.280
<v Speaker 1>To do Yeah.

0:33:47.360 --> 0:33:50.440
<v Speaker 2>So one of my friends, I guess blacked out and

0:33:50.840 --> 0:33:54.000
<v Speaker 2>ordered an uber back to LA and it was like

0:33:54.120 --> 0:33:56.880
<v Speaker 2>during the rush of everyone going to after parties and

0:33:56.960 --> 0:33:59.680
<v Speaker 2>it was like eight hundred and fifty bucks. Oh, I'm

0:34:00.120 --> 0:34:03.040
<v Speaker 2>blacked in. But I guess the drive wasn't bad at

0:34:03.040 --> 0:34:04.640
<v Speaker 2>all because it was at like three am in the

0:34:04.680 --> 0:34:06.640
<v Speaker 2>middle of the festival, so it was Yeah, it took

0:34:06.720 --> 0:34:09.839
<v Speaker 2>like two and a half hours, but it like got

0:34:09.880 --> 0:34:11.840
<v Speaker 2>caught in like the surge pricing or.

0:34:11.880 --> 0:34:13.160
<v Speaker 1>Did they mean to leave.

0:34:15.440 --> 0:34:17.239
<v Speaker 2>I think that they did make the decision. They were

0:34:17.280 --> 0:34:18.480
<v Speaker 2>like I want to go home.

0:34:21.600 --> 0:34:23.520
<v Speaker 1>Like three hours from home and be like I'm and

0:34:23.640 --> 0:34:25.320
<v Speaker 1>like just blacked out and like hitting.

0:34:25.040 --> 0:34:27.840
<v Speaker 3>Home on your uber, Like that's literally what YA was

0:34:27.880 --> 0:34:30.680
<v Speaker 3>trying to make me do. On day three, She's.

0:34:30.520 --> 0:34:33.520
<v Speaker 1>Like, bitch, I was like, you know, like eight million

0:34:33.560 --> 0:34:36.160
<v Speaker 1>people here, bitch, I do forget.

0:34:35.800 --> 0:34:37.560
<v Speaker 3>That I am a bit of a socialite and every

0:34:37.600 --> 0:34:40.440
<v Speaker 3>everybody I know loves me and would be so willing

0:34:40.440 --> 0:34:41.359
<v Speaker 3>to get me a ride back.

0:34:41.520 --> 0:34:44.719
<v Speaker 1>I forget that yeah, but you do have to do

0:34:44.760 --> 0:34:46.799
<v Speaker 1>things for them, like in a sexual way. So it's

0:34:46.800 --> 0:34:48.279
<v Speaker 1>like is it love? Are they using you?

0:34:48.680 --> 0:34:55.080
<v Speaker 3>It's not using me because I want it badly? Eight

0:34:55.120 --> 0:34:57.799
<v Speaker 3>hundred dollars Uber that's actually fucking insane, Like the uber

0:34:57.800 --> 0:34:58.600
<v Speaker 3>prices in general.

0:34:58.600 --> 0:35:00.880
<v Speaker 1>For Coachella, me and our we're talking about this, we

0:35:00.880 --> 0:35:04.400
<v Speaker 1>were like, literally, thank god we can afford to like

0:35:04.600 --> 0:35:07.880
<v Speaker 1>come and leave here, or like specifically leave because you

0:35:07.880 --> 0:35:11.239
<v Speaker 1>can get an uber for like fifty dollars there if

0:35:11.280 --> 0:35:14.200
<v Speaker 1>you like timed it right, but to leave it was

0:35:14.280 --> 0:35:16.319
<v Speaker 1>always one hundred and fifty dollars plus. And I was like,

0:35:16.680 --> 0:35:20.120
<v Speaker 1>holy shit, like that is insane. That is unreal.

0:35:20.320 --> 0:35:25.000
<v Speaker 3>Like even that price fifty dollars uber is like insanely

0:35:25.080 --> 0:35:26.399
<v Speaker 3>high for how far we were going.

0:35:26.560 --> 0:35:29.279
<v Speaker 1>No, yeah, it was literally a twenty five minute drive.

0:35:29.440 --> 0:35:33.479
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, so like it's it's already insanely high. But like yeah,

0:35:33.719 --> 0:35:35.960
<v Speaker 3>like what else would you do?

0:35:36.120 --> 0:35:38.320
<v Speaker 1>Like yeah, yeah, Like it's like you either be safe.

0:35:38.920 --> 0:35:41.320
<v Speaker 1>I guess it's making the decision like Okay, do you

0:35:41.360 --> 0:35:43.480
<v Speaker 1>want to go there and stay sober and drive or

0:35:43.520 --> 0:35:45.719
<v Speaker 1>do you want to like be safe and not take

0:35:45.719 --> 0:35:50.640
<v Speaker 1>your car because you probably what oh my yead stay sober.

0:35:51.600 --> 0:35:53.480
<v Speaker 1>What are you looking at You're looking at my tits

0:35:53.560 --> 0:35:58.280
<v Speaker 1>right now? What were you just looking at my boobs?

0:35:58.360 --> 0:35:59.960
<v Speaker 2>Did you think that was subtle? True?

0:36:00.800 --> 0:36:02.319
<v Speaker 3>What I was even doing that?

0:36:03.280 --> 0:36:05.440
<v Speaker 1>You fully just bet your body forward to look at

0:36:05.440 --> 0:36:06.040
<v Speaker 1>my boobs.

0:36:06.160 --> 0:36:08.239
<v Speaker 3>I'm not even looking at your fucking boobs.

0:36:07.920 --> 0:36:10.040
<v Speaker 1>Like now you're looking right now like STARp.

0:36:11.440 --> 0:36:13.560
<v Speaker 3>Oh my god, y'all. Are you're such a curve? Like

0:36:13.640 --> 0:36:14.920
<v Speaker 3>everything you do, everything I do?

0:36:15.080 --> 0:36:16.400
<v Speaker 1>Hi, why are you covering yourself?

0:36:17.080 --> 0:36:18.640
<v Speaker 2>I'm showing respect, but.

0:36:21.480 --> 0:36:24.000
<v Speaker 1>I'm holding respect by not acknowledging that there's a woman

0:36:24.040 --> 0:36:28.080
<v Speaker 1>in the room, because I will indefinitely sexualize.

0:36:27.520 --> 0:36:29.400
<v Speaker 2>You if I look at you exactly.

0:36:29.600 --> 0:36:32.400
<v Speaker 3>That's the male gaze. Or no, that's literally not what

0:36:32.440 --> 0:36:32.840
<v Speaker 3>that means.

0:36:33.000 --> 0:36:41.640
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you are a male gaze. Oh oh oh.

0:36:46.600 --> 0:36:50.040
<v Speaker 3>We had a five minute bit of us just slurping.

0:36:50.880 --> 0:36:51.160
<v Speaker 3>I know.

0:36:51.200 --> 0:36:53.239
<v Speaker 1>When we were doing that, I was like, dude, you

0:36:53.239 --> 0:36:54.640
<v Speaker 1>guys are such freaks for watching this.

0:36:56.440 --> 0:37:01.280
<v Speaker 3>They're not freaks. They're actually like brave, like they're warriors.

0:37:01.600 --> 0:37:05.040
<v Speaker 3>If you make it through every episode, I like, if

0:37:05.040 --> 0:37:07.120
<v Speaker 3>you make it this far into this episode, I literally

0:37:07.160 --> 0:37:09.760
<v Speaker 3>need to see like a comment or something.

0:37:09.840 --> 0:37:11.719
<v Speaker 1>You're getting a badge of honor because.

0:37:11.440 --> 0:37:15.719
<v Speaker 3>I yeah, you're literally like like I will like acknowledge

0:37:15.719 --> 0:37:17.560
<v Speaker 3>and not acknowledge it because I don't have the time,

0:37:17.640 --> 0:37:19.680
<v Speaker 3>but I will read it and I will.

0:37:19.480 --> 0:37:21.719
<v Speaker 2>See there's comments of people. It will be like I

0:37:21.760 --> 0:37:24.200
<v Speaker 2>just found out about this podcast. I watched. I binged

0:37:24.280 --> 0:37:27.520
<v Speaker 2>every episode over the last like two weeks. You like,

0:37:27.680 --> 0:37:30.520
<v Speaker 2>I need to see an MRI scan of that person's brain.

0:37:31.000 --> 0:37:36.560
<v Speaker 3>Big now, it's it's not even a skittle. Yeah, it's

0:37:36.600 --> 0:37:41.600
<v Speaker 3>literally are yeah sour skill the yellow Ones.

0:37:41.680 --> 0:37:45.040
<v Speaker 1>It's just nasty, dude, that is so insane.

0:37:46.120 --> 0:37:49.279
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yea, but like, just say something. I made it

0:37:49.280 --> 0:37:51.160
<v Speaker 3>this far into the episode wherever the time saying I.

0:37:51.160 --> 0:37:52.959
<v Speaker 1>Want to play Fortnite so bad right now, I'm gonna

0:37:52.960 --> 0:37:54.600
<v Speaker 1>be really honest, like it's all I can think about it.

0:37:54.840 --> 0:37:56.360
<v Speaker 3>Let's do it on Patreon.

0:37:56.719 --> 0:37:57.320
<v Speaker 1>I'm not kidding.

0:37:57.320 --> 0:38:00.439
<v Speaker 3>That would be me literally fucking you have a video

0:38:00.520 --> 0:38:03.160
<v Speaker 3>of us playing in my video Fortnight coming out tomorrow.

0:38:03.400 --> 0:38:05.320
<v Speaker 1>I'm itching. I'm literally itching.

0:38:05.960 --> 0:38:07.799
<v Speaker 3>Wait when is your video coming out?

0:38:08.280 --> 0:38:10.120
<v Speaker 1>There should be today, but I might be late.

0:38:10.320 --> 0:38:16.120
<v Speaker 3>Okay, work Mine is probably gonna come out tomorrow then sorry,

0:38:16.200 --> 0:38:18.920
<v Speaker 3>we're discussing work and scheduling. That's what it's like being

0:38:18.920 --> 0:38:20.439
<v Speaker 3>an influencer, scheduling out your.

0:38:20.360 --> 0:38:24.920
<v Speaker 1>Videos, taking meetings exactly, girl, I love. I love a

0:38:24.960 --> 0:38:27.400
<v Speaker 1>good influencer saying like yeah, like I wake up and

0:38:27.440 --> 0:38:29.359
<v Speaker 1>then I take meetings. I'm like, you don't do that.

0:38:29.440 --> 0:38:30.680
<v Speaker 3>You don't do that.

0:38:30.719 --> 0:38:32.400
<v Speaker 1>I don't do that, but like maybe some of you

0:38:32.440 --> 0:38:33.600
<v Speaker 1>bitches actually have that.

0:38:33.680 --> 0:38:36.880
<v Speaker 3>But like I well, I just call like any phone

0:38:36.880 --> 0:38:38.960
<v Speaker 3>call that I have a meeting, like any Like I'm like,

0:38:39.160 --> 0:38:43.919
<v Speaker 3>I was doing meetings literally just to make myself feel

0:38:44.000 --> 0:38:46.720
<v Speaker 3>like I'm productive, when like, in reality, I do nothing

0:38:47.160 --> 0:38:51.520
<v Speaker 3>all the time, all the fucking time. I am fucking

0:38:51.760 --> 0:38:52.759
<v Speaker 3>munching these downs.

0:38:52.880 --> 0:38:53.240
<v Speaker 1>It tastes.

0:38:53.280 --> 0:38:56.000
<v Speaker 3>Really, I am actually destroying this.

0:38:56.239 --> 0:38:57.839
<v Speaker 1>You're never gonna hear me sing again because I'm gona

0:38:57.880 --> 0:39:00.759
<v Speaker 1>kill myself, oh my god. And then then you're gonna

0:39:00.840 --> 0:39:01.920
<v Speaker 1>I love saying that to people.

0:39:02.040 --> 0:39:02.920
<v Speaker 3>Then you're gonna miss me.

0:39:03.840 --> 0:39:05.640
<v Speaker 1>Then you'll be like, damn, I should have taken that

0:39:05.680 --> 0:39:07.759
<v Speaker 1>for granted, like that thing that you didn't like, You're

0:39:07.800 --> 0:39:08.600
<v Speaker 1>gonna look back and be.

0:39:08.560 --> 0:39:09.839
<v Speaker 3>Like, you know what, I could use that right, Oh

0:39:09.840 --> 0:39:11.400
<v Speaker 3>I think about that shit all the time. I'm like,

0:39:11.440 --> 0:39:15.759
<v Speaker 3>what I'm annoyed by, like with like my friends or

0:39:15.920 --> 0:39:19.040
<v Speaker 3>relationships or family. I'm like, you know what, it may

0:39:19.080 --> 0:39:22.040
<v Speaker 3>be annoying in the moment, but when they eventually pass away,

0:39:22.040 --> 0:39:24.759
<v Speaker 3>because to me, I'm gonna outlive everybody. It's gonna be

0:39:24.760 --> 0:39:27.040
<v Speaker 3>sad when I'm all alone. I think I'm gonna be

0:39:27.080 --> 0:39:28.680
<v Speaker 3>like one hundred and fifty six.

0:39:28.800 --> 0:39:32.000
<v Speaker 1>You what from thinking you're gonna diet like thirty.

0:39:32.120 --> 0:39:35.560
<v Speaker 3>Now, well it's twenty five because I have to make

0:39:35.600 --> 0:39:38.160
<v Speaker 3>a million dollars from twenty five, which I have like

0:39:39.239 --> 0:39:40.839
<v Speaker 3>seven more months or what is it?

0:39:41.920 --> 0:39:43.560
<v Speaker 2>You have literally one more month?

0:39:43.920 --> 0:39:47.080
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, So I'm like, I don't know how you're gonna

0:39:47.120 --> 0:39:50.200
<v Speaker 3>make it, y'all. This may be y'all better say with

0:39:50.239 --> 0:39:52.120
<v Speaker 3>these moments seriously, because.

0:39:51.840 --> 0:39:54.719
<v Speaker 1>I'm not kidding. I have such little fathom of real life.

0:39:54.760 --> 0:39:56.759
<v Speaker 1>I don't know what making a million dollars would even

0:39:56.840 --> 0:39:59.440
<v Speaker 1>do for someone Like I'm literally genuinely, what does that

0:39:59.520 --> 0:40:00.000
<v Speaker 1>do for you?

0:40:00.280 --> 0:40:02.440
<v Speaker 3>At this point? It means nothing to me?

0:40:02.520 --> 0:40:05.439
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I'm like, you were literally just doing that. You're

0:40:05.480 --> 0:40:07.319
<v Speaker 1>just doing it to say you did it, like you're not.

0:40:07.640 --> 0:40:10.680
<v Speaker 1>That's not it's not changing anything about your life. You're

0:40:10.719 --> 0:40:12.520
<v Speaker 1>literally just doing it to be like I did that

0:40:12.560 --> 0:40:14.400
<v Speaker 1>one time, and it's like cool, like you still suck.

0:40:14.440 --> 0:40:16.680
<v Speaker 1>I'm sorry, and I'm having fun.

0:40:17.120 --> 0:40:17.200
<v Speaker 3>Me.

0:40:17.640 --> 0:40:20.360
<v Speaker 1>That's the thing about me, is like I am alive

0:40:20.480 --> 0:40:23.799
<v Speaker 1>to have fun, have sex, and have a laugh.

0:40:24.520 --> 0:40:26.440
<v Speaker 3>Yeah. At the end of the day, the meaning of

0:40:26.480 --> 0:40:27.320
<v Speaker 3>life is to breed.

0:40:28.320 --> 0:40:31.880
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's to breed and live. My Oh.

0:40:32.200 --> 0:40:34.160
<v Speaker 2>For me, it's just all about helping people and just

0:40:34.200 --> 0:40:35.319
<v Speaker 2>being positive and chill.

0:40:35.640 --> 0:40:39.320
<v Speaker 1>And you are like one of the most negative energies

0:40:39.320 --> 0:40:40.080
<v Speaker 1>everment in my life.

0:40:40.640 --> 0:40:41.520
<v Speaker 3>That was beautiful.

0:40:42.760 --> 0:40:43.880
<v Speaker 1>You're beautiful.

0:40:45.520 --> 0:40:53.120
<v Speaker 3>That's really just like so good. Yeah.

0:40:53.239 --> 0:40:55.400
<v Speaker 1>That used to be like my idea, but then I

0:40:55.440 --> 0:40:57.040
<v Speaker 1>was like, wait, you could be really nice to someone

0:40:57.080 --> 0:40:58.839
<v Speaker 1>and they still treat you like shit. You know what,

0:40:59.200 --> 0:41:01.319
<v Speaker 1>I'm here to have fun, even though I still been

0:41:01.400 --> 0:41:02.960
<v Speaker 1>over backwards everybody.

0:41:02.640 --> 0:41:04.400
<v Speaker 3>About to say, I do make it an effort to

0:41:04.719 --> 0:41:07.960
<v Speaker 3>just be nice to literally everybody, like just give everybody

0:41:07.960 --> 0:41:10.400
<v Speaker 3>the benefit of the doubt and see their side. And

0:41:10.760 --> 0:41:12.960
<v Speaker 3>maybe I don't agree with it, but I think everybody

0:41:13.000 --> 0:41:14.520
<v Speaker 3>deserves that much.

0:41:15.000 --> 0:41:16.759
<v Speaker 1>You are one of the best people I've ever met.

0:41:16.760 --> 0:41:19.200
<v Speaker 1>My wife like, did you just like teach yourself that

0:41:19.280 --> 0:41:19.720
<v Speaker 1>or did.

0:41:19.560 --> 0:41:22.440
<v Speaker 3>Someone tea It's just like this intuition that I have,

0:41:22.520 --> 0:41:25.080
<v Speaker 3>like ever since I was a young child naturally, Yeah,

0:41:25.400 --> 0:41:26.600
<v Speaker 3>basically a philosopher.

0:41:26.640 --> 0:41:28.319
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you've always been a caretaker and.

0:41:28.280 --> 0:41:30.399
<v Speaker 3>Like just like a giver I've been. I've been a giver.

0:41:30.640 --> 0:41:31.320
<v Speaker 1>You're an EmPATH.

0:41:31.440 --> 0:41:33.359
<v Speaker 3>I'm an EmPATH. I've been a giver my whole life.

0:41:33.400 --> 0:41:34.919
<v Speaker 3>I just give so much.

0:41:35.120 --> 0:41:35.960
<v Speaker 1>I am giving.

0:41:36.320 --> 0:41:40.400
<v Speaker 3>It's giving. Wait, the giver, the giver is literally giving, Like,

0:41:40.560 --> 0:41:41.240
<v Speaker 3>oh my god.

0:41:44.239 --> 0:41:46.319
<v Speaker 1>That I haven't met the useless to give to the world.

0:41:46.560 --> 0:41:51.200
<v Speaker 3>I know. Sorry, this is you're seeing us just like deteriorate.

0:41:51.400 --> 0:41:53.920
<v Speaker 1>Like I'm like, okay, how do actually, how do people

0:41:53.920 --> 0:41:56.359
<v Speaker 1>have podcasts for like three years? What the fuck are

0:41:56.400 --> 0:41:57.120
<v Speaker 1>you talking about?

0:41:57.160 --> 0:42:00.160
<v Speaker 3>Like what are you talking about that? And also so

0:42:00.560 --> 0:42:04.040
<v Speaker 3>how do people record podcasts every day? Like I actually

0:42:04.160 --> 0:42:06.160
<v Speaker 3>like or even like multiple times?

0:42:06.360 --> 0:42:08.319
<v Speaker 1>Do people do anything every day? Like I'm done, I'm

0:42:08.320 --> 0:42:10.759
<v Speaker 1>tapping out, Like I'm literally like.

0:42:10.440 --> 0:42:12.759
<v Speaker 2>Like it's so funny because like we're gonna turn the

0:42:12.800 --> 0:42:15.239
<v Speaker 2>camera and then you guys are gonna be talking for

0:42:15.320 --> 0:42:16.480
<v Speaker 2>seven hours straight.

0:42:17.239 --> 0:42:18.560
<v Speaker 1>I'm not going to shut the fuck up. We have

0:42:18.600 --> 0:42:20.319
<v Speaker 1>somewhere to go after this, and then after I'm trying

0:42:20.320 --> 0:42:21.960
<v Speaker 1>to meet with more people, I'm like yeah, yeah.

0:42:24.120 --> 0:42:28.160
<v Speaker 3>Right, okay, because I was like I made plans with

0:42:28.719 --> 0:42:38.160
<v Speaker 3>Axel to go see movie today. Yeah, Weber a TikToker.

0:42:39.440 --> 0:42:42.960
<v Speaker 1>I'm not kidding. I don't know who that is. I'm

0:42:43.040 --> 0:42:43.720
<v Speaker 1>not kidding.

0:42:44.200 --> 0:42:46.200
<v Speaker 3>He's a guy that lives in the world's smallest apartment

0:42:46.239 --> 0:42:47.759
<v Speaker 3>in La or in New York.

0:42:49.080 --> 0:42:51.759
<v Speaker 1>Oh, the guy who's on the news. Are you joking here?

0:42:52.120 --> 0:42:55.759
<v Speaker 3>But I am meeting with Axel. You're not going but

0:42:55.840 --> 0:42:56.319
<v Speaker 3>not him?

0:42:57.120 --> 0:42:59.000
<v Speaker 1>Not going to see me with that kid? Like what

0:42:59.040 --> 0:42:59.920
<v Speaker 1>are you talking about?

0:43:01.880 --> 0:43:02.440
<v Speaker 3>Like Western?

0:43:02.560 --> 0:43:05.799
<v Speaker 1>That actually greeens me the living fuck out. I was like,

0:43:06.040 --> 0:43:08.000
<v Speaker 1>why are you going to see a movie with that kid?

0:43:08.200 --> 0:43:09.960
<v Speaker 1>Like why why is he here?

0:43:10.280 --> 0:43:12.479
<v Speaker 2>Like the little actor boy?

0:43:12.800 --> 0:43:18.480
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, psychological Yeah, Like I feel like you real, Is

0:43:18.480 --> 0:43:20.719
<v Speaker 3>that a real person or is that I've discussed this,

0:43:20.880 --> 0:43:23.040
<v Speaker 3>like I think he is an industry plant and he's

0:43:23.080 --> 0:43:25.160
<v Speaker 3>like an actual robot. Like I know last night I

0:43:25.200 --> 0:43:28.359
<v Speaker 3>was saying, like, like there is some human behind Mark

0:43:28.440 --> 0:43:31.320
<v Speaker 3>Zuckerberg and his decisions, but actual Weber is a literal

0:43:31.400 --> 0:43:34.200
<v Speaker 3>robot and he actually gives me Uncanny Valley and I'm

0:43:34.280 --> 0:43:36.799
<v Speaker 3>scared of that. Man. I'm sorry.

0:43:37.160 --> 0:43:40.120
<v Speaker 2>He's just so good at being in front of a

0:43:40.160 --> 0:43:43.320
<v Speaker 2>camera for TikTok, not even for like movie like TV

0:43:43.400 --> 0:43:44.520
<v Speaker 2>and film, but for TikTok.

0:43:44.560 --> 0:43:46.000
<v Speaker 1>You don't know that he's going to be big.

0:43:47.440 --> 0:43:48.600
<v Speaker 2>He probably will be.

0:43:48.920 --> 0:43:51.400
<v Speaker 3>No, I agree like what he does, he's so good.

0:43:51.239 --> 0:43:54.080
<v Speaker 2>At yeah, and I'm just like it seems.

0:43:54.000 --> 0:43:56.799
<v Speaker 3>He's infectious, which is annoying to me because I want

0:43:56.800 --> 0:43:58.840
<v Speaker 3>to be that. But I'm like the opposite of it.

0:43:59.120 --> 0:44:05.279
<v Speaker 1>You're like like hazardous, like hazard really, but it's your

0:44:05.440 --> 0:44:07.120
<v Speaker 1>bio hazard infectious.

0:44:08.360 --> 0:44:12.800
<v Speaker 3>Yo, we're on the podcast, just as on the podcast

0:44:12.840 --> 0:44:20.160
<v Speaker 3>with this. What do you have to say?

0:44:22.160 --> 0:44:24.600
<v Speaker 2>What I have a question.

0:44:24.440 --> 0:44:28.399
<v Speaker 3>Of Okay, I have to call you back.

0:44:33.239 --> 0:44:39.040
<v Speaker 1>Just believe what he said, Like, I'm so ugly.

0:44:40.760 --> 0:44:43.839
<v Speaker 3>I'm like mass Man Day getting lifted on the airplane.

0:44:45.640 --> 0:44:48.680
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's not that I'm anti mask is that it's

0:44:48.760 --> 0:44:49.400
<v Speaker 1>just I don't.

0:44:49.200 --> 0:44:53.360
<v Speaker 3>Believe in the muzzle exactly exactly, Like I know it

0:44:53.920 --> 0:44:58.280
<v Speaker 3>is like me wanting to be comfortable.

0:45:00.120 --> 0:45:07.040
<v Speaker 1>Anyway. So I'm so drunk right now.

0:45:07.480 --> 0:45:09.960
<v Speaker 3>Holy shit, she's fucking lit.

0:45:10.640 --> 0:45:13.920
<v Speaker 2>This phroto being taken. Like someone's gonna see that photo

0:45:13.920 --> 0:45:15.880
<v Speaker 2>and be like, oh, that was taken. Like once they were.

0:45:15.760 --> 0:45:19.800
<v Speaker 3>Done, I was like, while we were in the middle

0:45:19.880 --> 0:45:21.360
<v Speaker 3>of the fucking episode.

0:45:20.960 --> 0:45:23.080
<v Speaker 1>You know what it is? I actually have absolutely nothing

0:45:23.120 --> 0:45:25.680
<v Speaker 1>fucking happening in my life. Like I genuinely I've said

0:45:25.680 --> 0:45:28.640
<v Speaker 1>this for the past few months. I cannot stress enough

0:45:28.840 --> 0:45:30.839
<v Speaker 1>monkey Brian, Like I don't know what's happening. I never

0:45:30.880 --> 0:45:33.399
<v Speaker 1>know what's happening. I'm just letting life happen. And I'm like, Okay,

0:45:33.400 --> 0:45:34.880
<v Speaker 1>I guess I gotta go do this, and I go

0:45:34.920 --> 0:45:36.560
<v Speaker 1>and do the thing, and then I'm like I'm waiting

0:45:36.600 --> 0:45:38.320
<v Speaker 1>for another task, and then I avoid the task, and

0:45:38.360 --> 0:45:39.640
<v Speaker 1>then I do it because I need to do it.

0:45:39.680 --> 0:45:40.520
<v Speaker 1>I guess.

0:45:42.080 --> 0:45:43.880
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I have so much shit going on. I have

0:45:43.920 --> 0:45:46.480
<v Speaker 2>like deals and meetings that I have to make. I'm

0:45:46.520 --> 0:45:48.160
<v Speaker 2>like moving money around constantly.

0:45:48.520 --> 0:45:50.080
<v Speaker 1>So you're laundering money.

0:45:50.600 --> 0:45:53.160
<v Speaker 2>Oh no, No, I'm just moving into different investments kind

0:45:53.200 --> 0:45:56.560
<v Speaker 2>of like reevaluating what, like how much.

0:45:56.800 --> 0:45:59.640
<v Speaker 1>This is what everybody who accidentally got involved in the

0:45:59.680 --> 0:46:02.719
<v Speaker 1>money laundering scheme that is crypto trying to explain to

0:46:02.760 --> 0:46:05.240
<v Speaker 1>their parents why they're out like two thousand dollars.

0:46:06.760 --> 0:46:08.520
<v Speaker 3>I was looking I was doing my taxes for twenty

0:46:08.560 --> 0:46:10.839
<v Speaker 3>twenty one, and I was like looking at my like

0:46:11.800 --> 0:46:13.759
<v Speaker 3>statement and I was like, oh my god. Like in

0:46:13.840 --> 0:46:16.759
<v Speaker 3>twenty twenty one, I got addicted to gambling again. It

0:46:16.840 --> 0:46:20.440
<v Speaker 3>was just like not actually gambling, but like like throwing

0:46:20.520 --> 0:46:25.680
<v Speaker 3>money at crypto, which is essentially gambling to me. But

0:46:25.760 --> 0:46:26.759
<v Speaker 3>I still believe in it.

0:46:26.680 --> 0:46:30.600
<v Speaker 1>And I got addicted to investing myself. That's how I guess.

0:46:30.760 --> 0:46:34.000
<v Speaker 3>That's actually just like getting investing in pieces of cls.

0:46:34.040 --> 0:46:36.160
<v Speaker 2>Did you know that you don't have to pay taxes?

0:46:37.360 --> 0:46:39.279
<v Speaker 2>You don't? Yeah, you don't even have to do that.

0:46:39.719 --> 0:46:40.560
<v Speaker 1>Are you serious?

0:46:41.200 --> 0:46:43.000
<v Speaker 2>You can actually save a bunch of mone.

0:46:42.960 --> 0:46:49.560
<v Speaker 3>Hr Blocks scammed me. They scammed me today yesterday because

0:46:49.640 --> 0:46:54.040
<v Speaker 3>I was filing for an extension and because I'm like,

0:46:54.080 --> 0:46:55.759
<v Speaker 3>I'm not paying my tax I'm not doing that shit

0:46:55.880 --> 0:47:01.560
<v Speaker 3>right now, I'm like, literally master procrastinator, I'm masturbator exactly.

0:47:02.719 --> 0:47:05.759
<v Speaker 3>I went to file for an extension and I did

0:47:05.800 --> 0:47:08.440
<v Speaker 3>it on my own, but it said it got rejected,

0:47:08.800 --> 0:47:12.480
<v Speaker 3>and so I called H and R Block and I

0:47:12.520 --> 0:47:14.160
<v Speaker 3>was like, I need to file for an extension and

0:47:14.239 --> 0:47:15.480
<v Speaker 3>they were like, well, you have to pay us ninety

0:47:15.560 --> 0:47:17.080
<v Speaker 3>nine dollars to even talk to us, and I was

0:47:17.120 --> 0:47:19.440
<v Speaker 3>like okay, So I gave them ninety nine dollars and

0:47:19.480 --> 0:47:21.160
<v Speaker 3>they were like, oh, we'll file it for you. Like

0:47:21.320 --> 0:47:23.839
<v Speaker 3>it says you're not file it's not filed, and then

0:47:24.280 --> 0:47:25.919
<v Speaker 3>we like on the fun I had like a thirty

0:47:25.920 --> 0:47:28.400
<v Speaker 3>minute call with them. They filed it, and then she

0:47:28.480 --> 0:47:30.839
<v Speaker 3>called me back like an hour later and was like, Oh,

0:47:30.960 --> 0:47:33.359
<v Speaker 3>it got rejected. Don't be worried. It's because the first

0:47:33.400 --> 0:47:36.920
<v Speaker 3>time you filed it on your own it went through.

0:47:37.239 --> 0:47:38.560
<v Speaker 3>And I was like, so I paid you on ninety

0:47:38.600 --> 0:47:41.319
<v Speaker 3>nine dollars for nothing, and she was like, well, it

0:47:41.480 --> 0:47:44.200
<v Speaker 3>adds to like when we do our taxes together at

0:47:44.200 --> 0:47:45.440
<v Speaker 3>the end of the year and I'm like, I don't

0:47:46.040 --> 0:47:48.680
<v Speaker 3>do my taxes with H and R Block, so I'll

0:47:48.719 --> 0:47:49.919
<v Speaker 3>just stole money from it.

0:47:50.239 --> 0:47:53.399
<v Speaker 2>It's so crazy that there's like facial recognition, We're all

0:47:53.400 --> 0:47:58.000
<v Speaker 2>being tracked constantly, but there's no like automated way just

0:47:58.040 --> 0:47:58.920
<v Speaker 2>to take taxes.

0:47:59.120 --> 0:48:03.200
<v Speaker 3>It's because attack like H and R Block and into

0:48:03.360 --> 0:48:06.319
<v Speaker 3>It and Turbo Tax all lobbied against the government for

0:48:06.480 --> 0:48:09.799
<v Speaker 3>years and paid congressman millions of dollars to vote that

0:48:09.960 --> 0:48:13.080
<v Speaker 3>they have to be the one in power to during

0:48:13.080 --> 0:48:15.520
<v Speaker 3>the tax season and all this crazy shit. And that's

0:48:15.560 --> 0:48:18.120
<v Speaker 3>why taxes are so convoluted. It's because of places like

0:48:18.280 --> 0:48:21.200
<v Speaker 3>H and R Block. I fucking I literally.

0:48:21.400 --> 0:48:22.520
<v Speaker 1>You're supporting those places.

0:48:24.000 --> 0:48:27.919
<v Speaker 3>Well, it's there's no other way. Like actually, like every

0:48:28.000 --> 0:48:30.080
<v Speaker 3>tax season, I like get so angry thinking about it

0:48:30.120 --> 0:48:32.840
<v Speaker 3>because I'm like, just please, you know how much fucking

0:48:32.880 --> 0:48:35.600
<v Speaker 3>money I owe you, Send me that. Send me that

0:48:35.680 --> 0:48:38.200
<v Speaker 3>on January first, and I will pay that to you,

0:48:38.360 --> 0:48:40.319
<v Speaker 3>and I'll do my little stupid deductions. Like I won't

0:48:40.320 --> 0:48:43.439
<v Speaker 3>even do deductions for you. I will literally just give

0:48:43.440 --> 0:48:45.360
<v Speaker 3>you the money that you think I owe you, just

0:48:45.400 --> 0:48:47.319
<v Speaker 3>so I don't have to fucking worry about going to jail.

0:48:47.360 --> 0:48:48.280
<v Speaker 3>It's like the worst vibe.

0:48:48.560 --> 0:48:50.080
<v Speaker 1>Why don't you just like call the I R S

0:48:50.160 --> 0:48:50.879
<v Speaker 1>And figure it out.

0:48:51.800 --> 0:48:55.200
<v Speaker 3>I actually did to like twenty I no, I literally

0:48:55.200 --> 0:48:57.600
<v Speaker 3>did in twenty twenty two or in twenty twenty because

0:48:58.960 --> 0:49:02.960
<v Speaker 3>since my like identity was stolen, like literally like for

0:49:03.000 --> 0:49:06.040
<v Speaker 3>some reason, my like social wasn't working, and like when

0:49:06.080 --> 0:49:08.799
<v Speaker 3>I filed my taxes, like I wasn't being recognized as

0:49:08.840 --> 0:49:12.759
<v Speaker 3>like a real person, and I had like it said,

0:49:12.800 --> 0:49:14.320
<v Speaker 3>I didn't file my taxes, and I was like, I

0:49:14.360 --> 0:49:16.839
<v Speaker 3>filed my taxes and paid you on there, we'll sort

0:49:16.880 --> 0:49:18.120
<v Speaker 3>this out. And then I had to be on the

0:49:18.160 --> 0:49:19.839
<v Speaker 3>phone with him for four hours when I was back

0:49:19.880 --> 0:49:21.920
<v Speaker 3>in Texas in April and twenty twenty two or twenty

0:49:21.920 --> 0:49:23.720
<v Speaker 3>twenty fucking nightmare.

0:49:24.400 --> 0:49:28.240
<v Speaker 1>Also, your identity like wasn't like stolen for some reason.

0:49:28.280 --> 0:49:30.880
<v Speaker 1>It's because you used to carry your fucking social and

0:49:30.920 --> 0:49:33.200
<v Speaker 1>your wallet. Yeah, and then you lost it at Universal

0:49:33.200 --> 0:49:35.040
<v Speaker 1>when you were under a triggering. See you know, see

0:49:35.040 --> 0:49:37.120
<v Speaker 1>how karma catches up to you when you do.

0:49:37.120 --> 0:49:42.480
<v Speaker 3>Illegal thing keyword underage. I was a little child and

0:49:42.520 --> 0:49:45.280
<v Speaker 3>you were feeding me alcohol, David, Yeah.

0:49:45.120 --> 0:49:47.439
<v Speaker 1>Because you needed it.

0:49:47.440 --> 0:49:50.560
<v Speaker 3>It's giving, David Dobrik, it's giving, David do Brak.

0:49:50.640 --> 0:49:52.120
<v Speaker 1>It's giving. Defamation lawsuit.

0:49:53.320 --> 0:49:57.600
<v Speaker 3>I mean he said it himself. He apologized for it,

0:49:58.040 --> 0:50:00.480
<v Speaker 3>for giving you alcohol. No, I'm saying you gave me out.

0:50:00.480 --> 0:50:02.759
<v Speaker 3>I thought you were saying it's defamation lawsuit because David

0:50:02.760 --> 0:50:03.680
<v Speaker 3>Dericks gon to assume me.

0:50:03.920 --> 0:50:04.799
<v Speaker 1>Yeah he is.

0:50:04.880 --> 0:50:07.200
<v Speaker 3>Well, he said that, he admitted to it. He apologized,

0:50:07.239 --> 0:50:10.200
<v Speaker 3>So it's not defamation. I my basis covered.

0:50:11.120 --> 0:50:12.040
<v Speaker 1>You've thought about this.

0:50:12.360 --> 0:50:13.920
<v Speaker 3>I am a lawyer, I'm training.

0:50:14.280 --> 0:50:18.680
<v Speaker 1>So you're a lawyer, you're an EmPATH. You're clinically insane.

0:50:19.920 --> 0:50:22.840
<v Speaker 1>We need to get that. I'm sure, sure, lawyer, EmPATH

0:50:23.040 --> 0:50:28.000
<v Speaker 1>clinically sure, but that's literally all over the I don't

0:50:28.000 --> 0:50:29.719
<v Speaker 1>think you could be like a true EmPATH and like

0:50:29.760 --> 0:50:30.360
<v Speaker 1>be a lawyer.

0:50:31.320 --> 0:50:35.359
<v Speaker 3>I think there's like a certain like a defending lawyer, but.

0:50:35.560 --> 0:50:38.080
<v Speaker 1>Like even you could get on cases where you're defending

0:50:38.120 --> 0:50:40.160
<v Speaker 1>something that you don't morally agree with. I think it's

0:50:40.200 --> 0:50:43.640
<v Speaker 1>not about being an EmPATH. It's about being like you.

0:50:43.560 --> 0:50:45.440
<v Speaker 3>Can only choose your cases. You can be like a

0:50:45.480 --> 0:50:47.839
<v Speaker 3>lawyer and choose like cases where you're like, oh, this dude,

0:50:48.200 --> 0:50:52.040
<v Speaker 3>Like there's this dude on TikTok. I think his name's

0:50:52.080 --> 0:50:56.920
<v Speaker 3>like Lolo or something, Lola Bunny. Yeah, Lolo he uh

0:50:57.760 --> 0:51:00.120
<v Speaker 3>is like I think a good lawyer, I don't. I

0:51:00.160 --> 0:51:00.960
<v Speaker 3>know nothing about it.

0:51:01.000 --> 0:51:02.960
<v Speaker 1>No lawyer is a good lawyer because all of the

0:51:03.000 --> 0:51:05.040
<v Speaker 1>whole system is fucking throw the whole system away.

0:51:05.360 --> 0:51:10.240
<v Speaker 3>Te t me saying shit that I know nothing about.

0:51:10.360 --> 0:51:10.640
<v Speaker 3>I know.

0:51:11.239 --> 0:51:14.000
<v Speaker 1>No, both of us just like regurgitating what we think

0:51:14.200 --> 0:51:15.040
<v Speaker 1>sounds good.

0:51:15.680 --> 0:51:17.360
<v Speaker 3>No, I know that sounds good. I don't think it

0:51:17.400 --> 0:51:17.879
<v Speaker 3>sounds good.

0:51:18.520 --> 0:51:21.120
<v Speaker 1>You said you know it sounds good. You don't know any.

0:51:21.080 --> 0:51:23.360
<v Speaker 3>Holy shit, this is the worst episode we've ever recorded

0:51:23.440 --> 0:51:25.799
<v Speaker 3>like this. I'm sorry, guys, this is fucking awful. Like

0:51:25.880 --> 0:51:27.440
<v Speaker 3>I don't want to be doing this right now. I

0:51:27.480 --> 0:51:31.240
<v Speaker 3>love you so much like I love that you watch

0:51:31.400 --> 0:51:34.799
<v Speaker 3>this every week, and I'm sorry sometimes I can't turn

0:51:34.840 --> 0:51:36.480
<v Speaker 3>it on. I've been turning it on for forty two

0:51:36.520 --> 0:51:39.040
<v Speaker 3>weeks in a row or forty one weeks in a row,

0:51:39.200 --> 0:51:42.120
<v Speaker 3>just like give me a chance today is it's just

0:51:42.160 --> 0:51:46.560
<v Speaker 3>not on for me, and I'm sorry. But like next week,

0:51:47.040 --> 0:51:50.120
<v Speaker 3>if there is a next week, the world might end.

0:51:50.200 --> 0:51:53.000
<v Speaker 3>I might die in the forest, I may get stranded,

0:51:54.280 --> 0:51:57.040
<v Speaker 3>who knows, who knows. No, that's it, it'll be better.

0:51:57.080 --> 0:51:59.000
<v Speaker 1>The good news is this is the last episode of

0:51:59.040 --> 0:52:01.600
<v Speaker 1>the podcast because I don't plan on coming back to this.

0:52:01.800 --> 0:52:04.160
<v Speaker 1>Like I think I'm just like kind of like said

0:52:04.200 --> 0:52:06.279
<v Speaker 1>what I needed to say, and I think I could

0:52:06.280 --> 0:52:08.839
<v Speaker 1>just like disappear for like three years and everybody just

0:52:08.840 --> 0:52:10.840
<v Speaker 1>has to kind of like be okay with that. And

0:52:10.920 --> 0:52:12.920
<v Speaker 1>sure you might get like a little bit of like

0:52:13.000 --> 0:52:17.000
<v Speaker 1>ebenment issues and like PTSD because you'll be like, oh

0:52:17.000 --> 0:52:18.600
<v Speaker 1>my god, this is someone who I used to see

0:52:18.719 --> 0:52:21.080
<v Speaker 1>every week and although virtually like I built a connection

0:52:21.160 --> 0:52:23.040
<v Speaker 1>with this person, but now they're just gone and like

0:52:23.080 --> 0:52:24.799
<v Speaker 1>I don't know what they're up to, and like I'm

0:52:24.800 --> 0:52:27.640
<v Speaker 1>feeling this weird sense of like detachment and it's making

0:52:27.640 --> 0:52:30.160
<v Speaker 1>me freak out because it's making me overanalyze my like

0:52:30.160 --> 0:52:33.319
<v Speaker 1>parasocial relationships with people on the internet, and like that's good,

0:52:33.360 --> 0:52:35.680
<v Speaker 1>you're being self aware, but like I really don't give

0:52:35.680 --> 0:52:37.480
<v Speaker 1>a fuck, and I'm actually going to abandon you and

0:52:37.520 --> 0:52:43.840
<v Speaker 1>I'm done, Like I'm gone, yeah, yeah, well I'll be

0:52:43.880 --> 0:52:46.680
<v Speaker 1>here next week. Oh fuck, Okay, no, that won't be here.

0:52:46.719 --> 0:52:48.759
<v Speaker 1>We'll be here. We can't. We can't. Let kay take it.

0:52:48.880 --> 0:52:51.960
<v Speaker 1>We cand all like Guy's gonna be here next week alone,

0:52:51.960 --> 0:52:53.520
<v Speaker 1>but like he's not gonna be on camera and the

0:52:53.600 --> 0:52:55.520
<v Speaker 1>cheers are just gonna be empty, and you're still gonna

0:52:55.560 --> 0:52:56.120
<v Speaker 1>be right there.

0:52:56.280 --> 0:52:59.080
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, you're just gonna be adding like you're gonna have conversations.

0:52:59.080 --> 0:53:00.919
<v Speaker 3>You're gonna be like yeah, or you're gonna like laugh

0:53:00.960 --> 0:53:02.839
<v Speaker 3>in the background nothing.

0:53:02.560 --> 0:53:07.400
<v Speaker 2>For ten minute intervals. Yeah, it's gonna be really cool.

0:53:07.960 --> 0:53:10.440
<v Speaker 1>You can't. Why do you like tray it laugh like that?

0:53:11.120 --> 0:53:14.520
<v Speaker 3>Huh Oh, I'm getting massage. I need a massage.

0:53:14.719 --> 0:53:16.880
<v Speaker 1>I could massage. The thing is I can turn you on.

0:53:16.960 --> 0:53:18.520
<v Speaker 1>I can give you a massage. I can do all

0:53:18.520 --> 0:53:20.160
<v Speaker 1>the things you want. You don't want me to.

0:53:20.080 --> 0:53:22.560
<v Speaker 3>Be that I've asked you. I've genuinely before I asked

0:53:22.560 --> 0:53:24.200
<v Speaker 3>you to give me a massage or walk on my back,

0:53:24.280 --> 0:53:25.080
<v Speaker 3>and you're like, ew.

0:53:25.239 --> 0:53:27.080
<v Speaker 1>No, I don't. I don't believe in that. I genuinely

0:53:27.120 --> 0:53:29.960
<v Speaker 1>don't like even like like I have to really love

0:53:30.040 --> 0:53:33.240
<v Speaker 1>someone like in a romantic way to give them a massage,

0:53:33.280 --> 0:53:34.560
<v Speaker 1>because like, no, bitch, like what.

0:53:34.840 --> 0:53:36.520
<v Speaker 3>Like, I just want someone to walk on my back.

0:53:36.560 --> 0:53:38.239
<v Speaker 3>Every once in a while, I'll walk on your back.

0:53:38.880 --> 0:53:39.440
<v Speaker 3>I love that.

0:53:39.840 --> 0:53:41.520
<v Speaker 1>I used to do that with my siblings, and then

0:53:41.560 --> 0:53:43.000
<v Speaker 1>my parents yelled at me because they were like, that's

0:53:43.080 --> 0:53:45.000
<v Speaker 1>so bad for you. That's literally so bad for you.

0:53:45.080 --> 0:53:46.719
<v Speaker 1>To be a hard wood.

0:53:47.400 --> 0:53:49.560
<v Speaker 3>I used to have my parents walk on my back

0:53:49.560 --> 0:53:51.759
<v Speaker 3>and I would walk on their back when I was

0:53:51.840 --> 0:53:52.239
<v Speaker 3>like nine.

0:53:52.440 --> 0:53:54.600
<v Speaker 1>How the fuck were your parents step regarded?

0:53:54.719 --> 0:53:57.040
<v Speaker 3>It was just it was just like, oh, like lightly, yeah,

0:53:57.080 --> 0:54:00.759
<v Speaker 3>it wasn't like they were fucking jumping on me. But yeah,

0:54:00.800 --> 0:54:04.839
<v Speaker 3>we would like there was like bars of my parents' bed,

0:54:04.960 --> 0:54:06.840
<v Speaker 3>like because they had like a canopy bed. Yeah, and

0:54:06.920 --> 0:54:08.360
<v Speaker 3>we would like I would hold on and just like

0:54:08.440 --> 0:54:11.640
<v Speaker 3>be walking on my dad's back. Really good memory of mine,

0:54:11.719 --> 0:54:12.439
<v Speaker 3>that's so cute.

0:54:12.520 --> 0:54:14.120
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I think I used to do that with my

0:54:14.200 --> 0:54:17.200
<v Speaker 1>parents too, but I don't really remember because I've just

0:54:17.360 --> 0:54:19.520
<v Speaker 1>like my life was like actually a nightmare. So like

0:54:19.600 --> 0:54:21.080
<v Speaker 1>I've like blocked out a lot of things and I

0:54:21.160 --> 0:54:22.120
<v Speaker 1>don't like to think about it.

0:54:26.080 --> 0:54:28.680
<v Speaker 3>Holy shit, I just like spiral them. I had crazy thoughts,

0:54:29.239 --> 0:54:30.280
<v Speaker 3>actually crazy thoughts.

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<v Speaker 1>Can you share your crazy thoughts now?

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<v Speaker 3>I was just like thinking about how I like slept

0:54:35.000 --> 0:54:36.919
<v Speaker 3>in my parents' bed for like a very long time,

0:54:37.040 --> 0:54:39.600
<v Speaker 3>like until I was like like eight or something like.

0:54:39.680 --> 0:54:41.360
<v Speaker 3>I was like I did not like sleeping in my

0:54:41.440 --> 0:54:44.000
<v Speaker 3>own room. And then I was like I was like,

0:54:44.160 --> 0:54:46.360
<v Speaker 3>did that like affect me as an adult? Like my

0:54:46.560 --> 0:54:48.560
<v Speaker 3>is that like why I can't like form like romantic

0:54:48.560 --> 0:54:51.120
<v Speaker 3>connections with people or some weird shit. And then I

0:54:51.200 --> 0:54:55.080
<v Speaker 3>went into the spiral where I was like like and

0:54:55.200 --> 0:54:57.800
<v Speaker 3>then I thought I was like like why did I

0:54:57.880 --> 0:54:59.719
<v Speaker 3>sleep in my parents' bed at the ripe age of

0:54:59.760 --> 0:55:01.759
<v Speaker 3>twin one when my brother died? But then I was like, oh,

0:55:01.840 --> 0:55:08.200
<v Speaker 3>that's like cute, It's like whatever, but just thoughts literally thoughts.

0:55:09.880 --> 0:55:11.960
<v Speaker 1>I was thinking about that literally while we were at Coachella,

0:55:12.000 --> 0:55:15.600
<v Speaker 1>because I kept not obviously exactly that, but I kept

0:55:15.640 --> 0:55:19.239
<v Speaker 1>looking at people and thinking about how I was like, damn,

0:55:19.360 --> 0:55:22.680
<v Speaker 1>like it's so insane, like again, this is nothing new

0:55:22.960 --> 0:55:26.560
<v Speaker 1>to say, ever, but it's so easy, like within our

0:55:26.600 --> 0:55:29.880
<v Speaker 1>own experiences to like look at people and not think like, oh,

0:55:29.960 --> 0:55:32.680
<v Speaker 1>this person used to be a child, Like this person

0:55:32.840 --> 0:55:36.200
<v Speaker 1>used to be dependent on like other adults around them,

0:55:36.239 --> 0:55:38.080
<v Speaker 1>and they used to be so small, and like it

0:55:38.200 --> 0:55:39.880
<v Speaker 1>was in the hands of the people around them to

0:55:40.000 --> 0:55:42.239
<v Speaker 1>try and do a good job to raise them and

0:55:42.360 --> 0:55:45.440
<v Speaker 1>like keep them safe and like teach them the right things.

0:55:45.560 --> 0:55:48.319
<v Speaker 1>But like nobody knows how to do that. So that's

0:55:48.320 --> 0:55:50.279
<v Speaker 1>why there's so many people struggling with that. And then

0:55:50.280 --> 0:55:52.800
<v Speaker 1>those people are gonna like either like self reflect and

0:55:52.960 --> 0:55:55.560
<v Speaker 1>change their own attitudes and like do their best to

0:55:55.760 --> 0:55:59.080
<v Speaker 1>not repeat that, or they're just gonna repeat it without

0:55:59.160 --> 0:56:02.680
<v Speaker 1>really realizing it because we're just fucking people, and what

0:56:02.760 --> 0:56:04.840
<v Speaker 1>are we supposed to do? Like as much self reflecting

0:56:04.880 --> 0:56:06.879
<v Speaker 1>as you do, I literally think there is no way

0:56:06.960 --> 0:56:10.520
<v Speaker 1>to not project like things onto other people. Like there,

0:56:10.640 --> 0:56:14.840
<v Speaker 1>I genuinely don't think even the most self aware like.

0:56:15.680 --> 0:56:21.680
<v Speaker 3>Well I've done mushrooms before. Oh it just makes me

0:56:21.960 --> 0:56:27.400
<v Speaker 3>like a better person. Oh yeah, Like I know more things,

0:56:27.480 --> 0:56:30.080
<v Speaker 3>and I know that the like world is like connected,

0:56:30.200 --> 0:56:30.960
<v Speaker 3>and I really.

0:56:30.800 --> 0:56:33.719
<v Speaker 1>Can't believe men need to take mushrooms to know that

0:56:33.920 --> 0:56:36.520
<v Speaker 1>humans have feelings like that is like literally, like that

0:56:36.719 --> 0:56:39.320
<v Speaker 1>is it's a truth. It's literally true.

0:56:39.719 --> 0:56:42.239
<v Speaker 2>I did a bunch of ketamine, and I realized that

0:56:42.360 --> 0:56:46.000
<v Speaker 2>I know nothing exactly exactly that.

0:56:47.239 --> 0:56:50.160
<v Speaker 1>You were like, I literally know's away.

0:56:50.000 --> 0:56:52.800
<v Speaker 3>From my actual first mushroom ship was that nothing matters,

0:56:53.200 --> 0:56:55.879
<v Speaker 3>Like that's literally I came out of it like seven

0:56:55.960 --> 0:56:57.560
<v Speaker 3>years ago and it was like, oh my god, like

0:56:57.760 --> 0:57:02.760
<v Speaker 3>nothing literally matters out We're all connected, but nothing matters.

0:57:03.160 --> 0:57:05.920
<v Speaker 3>And then that was like an unhealthy, very very unhealthy

0:57:05.960 --> 0:57:09.360
<v Speaker 3>spiral for me. Yeah, for like six years, seven or

0:57:09.440 --> 0:57:12.279
<v Speaker 3>five years. And then by like year five, like I

0:57:12.440 --> 0:57:15.680
<v Speaker 3>like had like a very deep self reflection moment where

0:57:15.680 --> 0:57:19.200
<v Speaker 3>I was like, this is like this nihilistic like view

0:57:19.280 --> 0:57:22.800
<v Speaker 3>on your world or on the world is like really

0:57:22.920 --> 0:57:27.080
<v Speaker 3>destroying you in your relationships. So then I like just

0:57:27.480 --> 0:57:30.360
<v Speaker 3>read a bunch of philosophy and read a bunch of

0:57:30.560 --> 0:57:33.240
<v Speaker 3>books on nihilism neolism. However the fuck you say, I

0:57:33.240 --> 0:57:38.160
<v Speaker 3>don't give a shit and kind of just like discovered

0:57:38.240 --> 0:57:41.600
<v Speaker 3>this like it's not even possible, Like I know someone's

0:57:41.600 --> 0:57:43.400
<v Speaker 3>gonna have to have an argument with me, but like

0:57:43.880 --> 0:57:46.640
<v Speaker 3>the idea of like optimistic nihilism where it's like, yeah,

0:57:47.120 --> 0:57:51.720
<v Speaker 3>nothing matters at all, sure, but like since nothing matters,

0:57:51.760 --> 0:57:53.120
<v Speaker 3>you can do whatever the fuck you want and why

0:57:53.200 --> 0:57:55.480
<v Speaker 3>not enjoy your time here when you have it. That's

0:57:55.560 --> 0:57:57.760
<v Speaker 3>like kind of my view on the world, and that

0:57:58.160 --> 0:58:00.840
<v Speaker 3>made me a better person. Find the beauty in the life,

0:58:00.840 --> 0:58:04.440
<v Speaker 3>and you'll stop seeing what's ugly. I'm serious.

0:58:04.640 --> 0:58:06.920
<v Speaker 2>Why do you feel like I feel like so much

0:58:06.960 --> 0:58:09.960
<v Speaker 2>of going from your early twenties into your mid to

0:58:10.200 --> 0:58:14.080
<v Speaker 2>late twenties is becoming nihilistic and then figuring out a

0:58:14.120 --> 0:58:19.800
<v Speaker 2>way to like transform that into optimistic nihilism or you're

0:58:19.880 --> 0:58:23.160
<v Speaker 2>just like delusional and you're like I actually do matter. Yeah,

0:58:23.200 --> 0:58:24.720
<v Speaker 2>and maybe if that's.

0:58:24.720 --> 0:58:27.800
<v Speaker 3>I wish, I wish I thought that way. I genuinely

0:58:27.880 --> 0:58:30.400
<v Speaker 3>wish I could be like, dude, like there's this greater

0:58:30.520 --> 0:58:32.920
<v Speaker 3>purpose in life, like but I just don't have it,

0:58:33.320 --> 0:58:35.560
<v Speaker 3>which I don't think is unhealthy. I don't think that's

0:58:35.560 --> 0:58:38.440
<v Speaker 3>an unhealthy thought. I think it's like for me, it's

0:58:38.520 --> 0:58:39.439
<v Speaker 3>like the healthiest thought.

0:58:40.880 --> 0:58:44.960
<v Speaker 1>I don't think necessarily that I don't know. I don't

0:58:45.000 --> 0:58:49.800
<v Speaker 1>know that I believe that like nothing matters, because this

0:58:49.960 --> 0:58:52.560
<v Speaker 1>is like the wackest way to phrase it, but like

0:58:53.440 --> 0:58:56.760
<v Speaker 1>because nothing matters. Literally everything you do does matter.

0:58:57.080 --> 0:58:59.000
<v Speaker 2>That's how that's like my.

0:58:59.120 --> 0:59:02.440
<v Speaker 1>Train of thought is, it's be like sure, like you

0:59:02.560 --> 0:59:05.560
<v Speaker 1>could like be super objective, which isn't a thing because

0:59:05.600 --> 0:59:08.600
<v Speaker 1>I agree, like I don't think that. I never look

0:59:08.640 --> 0:59:10.560
<v Speaker 1>at my own life as a thing of like I

0:59:10.680 --> 0:59:15.440
<v Speaker 1>don't matter, but realistically, yes, yes I do. Because not

0:59:15.640 --> 0:59:18.520
<v Speaker 1>only on like a grander scale of like the position

0:59:18.600 --> 0:59:21.680
<v Speaker 1>we're in where we obviously like although what we do

0:59:21.920 --> 0:59:24.320
<v Speaker 1>is very silly and it could be pinpoint to like

0:59:24.440 --> 0:59:27.480
<v Speaker 1>pinpointed to nothing, but like us just being like funny

0:59:27.560 --> 0:59:30.200
<v Speaker 1>people who like talk shit and do stupid things, like

0:59:30.600 --> 0:59:32.880
<v Speaker 1>there is no way around the fact that, like the

0:59:32.960 --> 0:59:36.640
<v Speaker 1>people who watch this are like very intensely affected by

0:59:36.720 --> 0:59:40.880
<v Speaker 1>it in a positive manner. And and then even just

0:59:40.960 --> 0:59:43.120
<v Speaker 1>on a smaller scope of like the way you go

0:59:43.280 --> 0:59:45.320
<v Speaker 1>out through your life, like whether it be holding a

0:59:45.400 --> 0:59:48.760
<v Speaker 1>door for someone, like chipping in, like do doing small

0:59:48.840 --> 0:59:51.120
<v Speaker 1>things like those things have such big domino effects. And

0:59:51.120 --> 0:59:53.440
<v Speaker 1>then especially in your like day to day life, like

0:59:53.560 --> 0:59:56.360
<v Speaker 1>you do really like matter. But I know what you're saying,

0:59:56.440 --> 0:59:58.400
<v Speaker 1>Like I used to when I was younger, be like

0:59:58.840 --> 1:00:00.880
<v Speaker 1>I need I need to be something I need to

1:00:00.920 --> 1:00:04.000
<v Speaker 1>be like I need to be remembered forever, Like I

1:00:04.080 --> 1:00:07.640
<v Speaker 1>need to like make myself this historical figure because like

1:00:07.760 --> 1:00:11.000
<v Speaker 1>my biggest fear was being forgotten. But now I almost

1:00:11.040 --> 1:00:12.800
<v Speaker 1>find like solitude in that because.

1:00:12.600 --> 1:00:15.080
<v Speaker 3>I'm like, I love this idea of being forgotten. Some

1:00:15.120 --> 1:00:17.640
<v Speaker 3>two hundred years my body is gonna be recycled back

1:00:17.680 --> 1:00:20.280
<v Speaker 3>to Earth and no one's gonna have any idea who

1:00:20.320 --> 1:00:21.040
<v Speaker 3>the fuck I was.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>Literally, it's just a very comforting feeling because I'm like, good, Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Because that is it makes it easier to digest, like

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<v Speaker 1>I think your own faults in that way because it's

1:00:31.800 --> 1:00:34.560
<v Speaker 1>it's it's like, yes, I could like look at my

1:00:34.680 --> 1:00:38.200
<v Speaker 1>own mistakes and like self reflect to the point of

1:00:38.280 --> 1:00:41.320
<v Speaker 1>almost self harm where I'm just like not really helping

1:00:41.400 --> 1:00:43.600
<v Speaker 1>myself and I'm like, oh, I'm this piece of shit,

1:00:43.680 --> 1:00:46.360
<v Speaker 1>like I'll never learn, like I make mistakes all the time,

1:00:46.880 --> 1:00:51.600
<v Speaker 1>but who fucking cares. Yes, of course, self reflect try

1:00:51.680 --> 1:00:54.840
<v Speaker 1>to better yourself. But what you're gonna like be fucking

1:00:54.960 --> 1:00:56.480
<v Speaker 1>evil and be like, oh my god, like I'm just

1:00:56.560 --> 1:00:59.400
<v Speaker 1>this awful fucking person and everyone will remember me that way.

1:00:59.440 --> 1:01:02.360
<v Speaker 1>It's like no, Sure, some people you interact with will

1:01:02.360 --> 1:01:04.560
<v Speaker 1>remember you one way or another, but at some point

1:01:04.840 --> 1:01:08.520
<v Speaker 1>even those memories fade and then it's like you just

1:01:08.600 --> 1:01:11.880
<v Speaker 1>had your fun, you lived, you loved Like literally to

1:01:12.000 --> 1:01:14.400
<v Speaker 1>me genuinely, I always say this, but the reason I

1:01:14.520 --> 1:01:17.680
<v Speaker 1>am alive, like through thick and thin, is because of

1:01:17.760 --> 1:01:21.280
<v Speaker 1>my relationships with people and my love for people, and like, sure,

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<v Speaker 1>to a certain extent, it is unhealthy, but like if

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<v Speaker 1>it's what keeps me afloat, like by all means like

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<v Speaker 1>keep me afloat is like the love I know I

1:01:30.560 --> 1:01:31.920
<v Speaker 1>have to give and like the fact that I do

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<v Speaker 1>matter to the people around me, because it is really

1:01:35.280 --> 1:01:37.520
<v Speaker 1>insane to think, like I would be so different if

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't know you, true, like if I if I

1:01:39.960 --> 1:01:42.920
<v Speaker 1>didn't have you, I'd be completely different. I think, like

1:01:43.000 --> 1:01:45.840
<v Speaker 1>in so many ways I can't even pinpoint how I

1:01:45.880 --> 1:01:48.120
<v Speaker 1>would be different, but I know I would be. And

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<v Speaker 1>like even like without Kai, like I haven't known you

1:01:51.440 --> 1:01:53.640
<v Speaker 1>for super long, but like there is no denying that,

1:01:53.800 --> 1:01:58.440
<v Speaker 1>like our friendship has had so many effects already.

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<v Speaker 3>Life is about learning.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, but it is. It is really funny how like

1:02:03.560 --> 1:02:06.200
<v Speaker 1>nihilistic you can be as like a teenager, like just

1:02:06.280 --> 1:02:10.160
<v Speaker 1>being like this is so fucking stupid. I'm so fucking

1:02:10.280 --> 1:02:12.000
<v Speaker 1>small and like, what the fuck is this for?

1:02:12.400 --> 1:02:15.000
<v Speaker 3>Like, and then you're just the person floating on a

1:02:15.120 --> 1:02:16.120
<v Speaker 3>rock through that.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that do.

1:02:19.920 --> 1:02:21.600
<v Speaker 3>It resonate with that thought, but it goes.

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<v Speaker 2>Like your scope is really big at first and you're

1:02:24.320 --> 1:02:28.160
<v Speaker 2>like everything is so big and important. And then for

1:02:28.320 --> 1:02:31.040
<v Speaker 2>me it was like in my like I think it

1:02:31.120 --> 1:02:34.320
<v Speaker 2>was around twenty, I was just like, oh shit, everything

1:02:34.440 --> 1:02:37.680
<v Speaker 2>is meaningless, completely meaningless. And then finally coming around like

1:02:37.760 --> 1:02:41.680
<v Speaker 2>you said, or like since everything is meaningless, what's right

1:02:41.800 --> 1:02:44.240
<v Speaker 2>in front of you all of a sudden has all

1:02:44.280 --> 1:02:48.920
<v Speaker 2>this weight that you didn't have like before, And.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, that's kind of what I was saying, like without

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<v Speaker 3>saying it is just like find the beauty. Yeah, like

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<v Speaker 3>that's literally all it is. It's just like, if you

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<v Speaker 3>can find the beauty, everything becomes less ugly. I genuinely

1:03:00.960 --> 1:03:02.200
<v Speaker 3>believe that, just look for it.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah literally. Also, I only laughed when you said that

1:03:04.840 --> 1:03:06.800
<v Speaker 1>because the way you moved your finger and said it.

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<v Speaker 1>At first, I thought when you said it, you were

1:03:09.480 --> 1:03:11.600
<v Speaker 1>you were gonna follow it being like I just made

1:03:11.640 --> 1:03:13.479
<v Speaker 1>that up, like I thought you were going to follow

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<v Speaker 1>it with that, And that's why I laughed because they

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<v Speaker 1>know what.

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<v Speaker 3>I was getting at is find the beauty everybody's north star.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh so look to me for your answers, and you'll

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<v Speaker 3>be depressed.

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<v Speaker 2>If you ever depressed, just pull up a photo of

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<v Speaker 2>Drew exactly and smile.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, and it will reduced like so much stress the

1:03:35.160 --> 1:03:36.160
<v Speaker 3>way that's actually true.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I mean, you know what's fucked up is like

1:03:39.160 --> 1:03:40.320
<v Speaker 1>it is true for something.

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<v Speaker 2>This is why, this is why Drew and I were

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<v Speaker 2>walking around Coachella telling women to smile.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, we were just like, you need to smile more.

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<v Speaker 1>You guys were harassing woman.

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<v Speaker 3>With a smile.

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<v Speaker 2>We're literally why did.

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<v Speaker 1>You have to comment on her looks? Like you weren't

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<v Speaker 1>even like inquiring about her like emotional sight.

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<v Speaker 2>You were just we are third wave feminists and you

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<v Speaker 2>don't understand that.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh it's it's beyond your you, it's beyond me as

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<v Speaker 3>a woman.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>I didn't want to say it. I didn't want to

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<v Speaker 3>say it, but yeah, it's like it's a man thing.

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<v Speaker 1>I wish I could like say, explain this better, but

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<v Speaker 1>I'll never forget when I met someone, Oh my god,

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<v Speaker 1>when I started to like I used to like I

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<v Speaker 1>think for context is like I am this is annoying

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<v Speaker 1>to say, but I'm like a boys girl. Like there's

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<v Speaker 1>like I think it's very obviously of course I have

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<v Speaker 1>my female relationships, but like I am usually around men

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<v Speaker 1>more often than not. And like when I was growing up, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>because it's like, yeah, like I need a good feeling.

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<v Speaker 1>But like so I don't think I ever like stepped

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<v Speaker 1>back to things like oh damn, like even in these

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<v Speaker 1>close relationships with men, like I still have like lesser

1:04:57.560 --> 1:05:00.600
<v Speaker 1>power in the room because there's no denying it, whether

1:05:00.600 --> 1:05:03.080
<v Speaker 1>I'm being treated failure or not. Like once we leave

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<v Speaker 1>this room where I'm being treated fairly, like there's still unfairness,

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<v Speaker 1>Like it doesn't make sense whatever, we don't have to

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<v Speaker 1>get into it.

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<v Speaker 3>What are you saying, like in our like close circle, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>like no, I get what you're saying. Yeah, Like there's

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<v Speaker 3>just certain like things that come along with being a man.

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<v Speaker 3>That yeah, that like it's unfair.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, whether you try to build a space space or not.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like at the end of the day, bitch, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>a woman, so I am like playing at a lower

1:05:26.320 --> 1:05:31.040
<v Speaker 1>level than you. But I like so I never and

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<v Speaker 1>then I got to a point where I was really

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<v Speaker 1>thinking about that, Like when I was like especially when

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<v Speaker 1>I moved out to LA and I was nineteen, and

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<v Speaker 1>I was like fully just around like guys all the time.

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't have close girlfriends like me and Ryan weren't

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<v Speaker 1>very close yet, and I kind of started to realize

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<v Speaker 1>that as I got close to to O Ryan, I

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<v Speaker 1>started to really look at that. And I had someone

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<v Speaker 1>I knew for my birthday gave me books about like

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<v Speaker 1>feminism and being a woman, and I remember I was

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<v Speaker 1>really like offended by it. Not that there's anything offensive

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<v Speaker 1>about being a feminist, but when a man is This

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<v Speaker 1>has to do with what they said about it, But

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<v Speaker 1>they said that they got the books for me because

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<v Speaker 1>they felt like I was just like really into being

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<v Speaker 1>a girl right now, Like I was really into it,

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<v Speaker 1>Like I was just like that was like my thing

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<v Speaker 1>right now, which really was like excuse me, like oh

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<v Speaker 1>just right now, okay, yeah, yeah, like this this too

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<v Speaker 1>shall pass. Like that was like kind of the I

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<v Speaker 1>was like all this feminism, like feminism shit, like you'll

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<v Speaker 1>be back to being the cool girl. You'll you'll be

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<v Speaker 1>back to being like you'll be back to being normal,

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<v Speaker 1>none of that feminism shit exactly. But Yeah, I just

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<v Speaker 1>thought about that because that is fucking hilarious.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, well, like being a male feminist is like actually hard.

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<v Speaker 2>It's really hard for us, like taking I don't true, Oh,

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<v Speaker 2>don't cry again, don't cry again. Remember when we cried

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<v Speaker 2>in your room, we held each other. How hard it

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<v Speaker 2>is for us? Okay, I didn't want anybody to know

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<v Speaker 2>about that. How many people watch this? A lot of

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<v Speaker 2>people take hundreds of thousands.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh no, how good?

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<v Speaker 2>How we cry each other?

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<v Speaker 1>How y'all are like gay? Like you're literally like when

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<v Speaker 1>we cried, we tell each other we're close, we're closed

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<v Speaker 1>on or off?

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<v Speaker 2>They they were off, But I don't know why that matters.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, But what I'm just like, I don't know,

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<v Speaker 1>Like I'm like, we guys are, I'm like, I'm so

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<v Speaker 1>for and like I'm here for you, But like, why

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<v Speaker 1>weren't your clothes on?

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<v Speaker 3>Like we're in our jockstraps. It was very homoerotic.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, we had our beds some stuff on, but it

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<v Speaker 2>doesn't really has nothing to.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you have like a gag like leather.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh, just like we were in a swing, yeah, a

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<v Speaker 3>sex wing.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, we were looking at the twenty sixteen voting results

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<v Speaker 2>and just sobbing.

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<v Speaker 3>Falling kaya voting for Hillary Clinton three times that's crazy,

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<v Speaker 3>it's four it is now four times five coming soon.

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<v Speaker 2>Get to the fucking booths. Write it in let's fix this.

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<v Speaker 3>Right and miss Clinton like miss Clinton? Yeah, sorry Clinton.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh I said something to ride the day in the car,

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<v Speaker 1>Like it's gone into my real life of being like

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<v Speaker 1>can I like finger I figure it out when you fuck? Like,

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<v Speaker 1>like that's gotten to my real life to say that.

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<v Speaker 1>So oh Ryot literally is like can you fucking stop?

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<v Speaker 3>Like can you keep?

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<v Speaker 1>Can you keep? Like shut up? And I was like

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<v Speaker 1>what I literally like, I like when I have those slipups,

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<v Speaker 1>you should be for me and like just know that

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<v Speaker 1>I'm a person and I'm making a mistake.

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<v Speaker 3>Like yeah, like in the in the video I did

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<v Speaker 3>with Casey when I was like I'm fingering it out,

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<v Speaker 3>figuring it out.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, dude, it is not normal how sexual our group

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<v Speaker 1>is together. That no, that insinuates that we actually do

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<v Speaker 1>anything sexual. But all we do is like when there

1:09:22.960 --> 1:09:25.240
<v Speaker 1>is silence there, we feel.

1:09:25.040 --> 1:09:27.960
<v Speaker 3>It there, you feel there is tension. There is a

1:09:28.040 --> 1:09:30.120
<v Speaker 3>lot of tension between us, and one day we're all

1:09:30.160 --> 1:09:32.320
<v Speaker 3>gonna do ecstasy as a group, and it's just all

1:09:32.400 --> 1:09:35.360
<v Speaker 3>gonna come out and regularly, we're just gonna do it.

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<v Speaker 3>It's just gonna happen, and it's gonna be kidding.

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<v Speaker 1>That actually makes me fucking sick to my core.

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<v Speaker 3>It's just gonna happen. We're gonna be weird for two

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<v Speaker 3>weeks and then it's gonna go. We're gonna forget about it.

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<v Speaker 2>That was me and Coachell and making sure that Enya

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<v Speaker 2>didn't do Molly to make sure that.

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<v Speaker 1>You and that's like, yeah, that's that's why I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>do Molly's because, like I know, I was gonna freak.

1:09:55.320 --> 1:09:58.800
<v Speaker 1>I was gonna have sex with Me and Drew are

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<v Speaker 1>literally like too close a this point, Like it really

1:10:01.439 --> 1:10:03.640
<v Speaker 1>is some sibling shit. Literally, like we were in the

1:10:03.800 --> 1:10:07.120
<v Speaker 1>hotel together and I just like went and like peede

1:10:07.160 --> 1:10:09.240
<v Speaker 1>while he stood right in front of me, like not

1:10:09.400 --> 1:10:10.920
<v Speaker 1>looking at me, but he was like in the mirror

1:10:10.920 --> 1:10:12.280
<v Speaker 1>and we were talking and I was just sitting right

1:10:12.320 --> 1:10:14.600
<v Speaker 1>behind him peeing with the door open, and I was like,

1:10:15.320 --> 1:10:17.400
<v Speaker 1>this is like so funny. We're too close. And then

1:10:17.479 --> 1:10:20.080
<v Speaker 1>also my boobs like felt like fucking bags of rocks,

1:10:20.240 --> 1:10:23.200
<v Speaker 1>and I almost like grew Drew like like, go to

1:10:23.240 --> 1:10:25.280
<v Speaker 1>grab my boob, because I was like, this is actually insane,

1:10:25.320 --> 1:10:27.759
<v Speaker 1>This is actually insane, like how dense they are, because

1:10:27.760 --> 1:10:29.240
<v Speaker 1>I genuinely first second, I was like, oh my god,

1:10:29.240 --> 1:10:31.920
<v Speaker 1>I definitely am going to lose my boobs too.

1:10:32.000 --> 1:10:36.680
<v Speaker 3>I don't want to so badly, so bad, I will say.

1:10:36.680 --> 1:10:38.679
<v Speaker 1>That's why I wanted you to ask me so bad

1:10:38.760 --> 1:10:40.960
<v Speaker 1>That's why he didn't get to because like I was like.

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<v Speaker 2>That, you're gay for fifteen years.

1:10:47.720 --> 1:10:52.120
<v Speaker 3>Boos to milk her knockers, God, like, let me massage

1:10:52.160 --> 1:10:54.760
<v Speaker 3>them for you. I got you, you and they need

1:10:54.840 --> 1:10:56.880
<v Speaker 3>to be sucked because you're producing milk and it's building

1:10:56.960 --> 1:10:58.360
<v Speaker 3>up and you just let me suck your boob.

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<v Speaker 1>You have a you have a claw. Have you seen that?

1:11:03.240 --> 1:11:06.920
<v Speaker 1>Like literally your nipples will clog and like some partners

1:11:06.960 --> 1:11:08.800
<v Speaker 1>will just like suck your tit.

1:11:08.920 --> 1:11:10.400
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, Drew and I cried about that.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, that's one.

1:11:11.920 --> 1:11:15.320
<v Speaker 1>Another Wait, that just sounds like you don't like want

1:11:15.360 --> 1:11:17.120
<v Speaker 1>to suck a boob like you guys cried about the

1:11:17.160 --> 1:11:18.640
<v Speaker 1>idea of ever having to be with a woman and

1:11:18.720 --> 1:11:19.400
<v Speaker 1>sucking her tit.

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<v Speaker 2>We were just crying.

1:11:22.360 --> 1:11:30.120
<v Speaker 3>Period. Diva cups toxic sock shittyndrome sock talk, toxic shock syndrome,

1:11:30.600 --> 1:11:33.280
<v Speaker 3>toxic thoughts. Cramps.

1:11:34.160 --> 1:11:36.559
<v Speaker 2>Cramps are really hard for us to think about.

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<v Speaker 1>You won't get me with palls.

1:11:42.080 --> 1:11:42.120
<v Speaker 3>No.

1:11:42.320 --> 1:11:45.240
<v Speaker 1>Periods in general are really hard for us to be around.

1:11:49.560 --> 1:11:51.479
<v Speaker 1>I literally am the luckiest girl in the world. I

1:11:51.640 --> 1:11:54.599
<v Speaker 1>like barely ever get cramps or anything. Also, my period

1:11:54.640 --> 1:11:56.559
<v Speaker 1>was so short this time, so hopefully, let's pray. Let's

1:11:56.560 --> 1:11:58.960
<v Speaker 1>pray something is wrong, something is very wrong.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh my god.

1:12:00.160 --> 1:12:02.000
<v Speaker 1>We can only pray, though, guys, like, we can really

1:12:02.080 --> 1:12:02.600
<v Speaker 1>only pray for me.

1:12:02.920 --> 1:12:06.280
<v Speaker 3>I watched Prometheus last night and there was a scene

1:12:06.280 --> 1:12:09.439
<v Speaker 3>where she got like pregnant by like an alien baby

1:12:10.680 --> 1:12:12.840
<v Speaker 3>and she had to cut it out, and it was

1:12:12.920 --> 1:12:15.400
<v Speaker 3>the funniest thing I'd ever seen in my life when

1:12:15.560 --> 1:12:19.639
<v Speaker 3>it was in the like surgery container like flopping around

1:12:19.760 --> 1:12:22.120
<v Speaker 3>and like slinging slime at her.

1:12:22.200 --> 1:12:25.240
<v Speaker 2>And shit, did I actually do like a C section

1:12:25.360 --> 1:12:25.840
<v Speaker 2>in that movie?

1:12:26.000 --> 1:12:30.040
<v Speaker 3>Yeah? She she like went into the like surgery pod

1:12:30.080 --> 1:12:32.639
<v Speaker 3>that was only made for men, and like they did

1:12:32.680 --> 1:12:38.320
<v Speaker 3>a C section on her. She was like abdominal invasive object,

1:12:38.600 --> 1:12:40.640
<v Speaker 3>like remove it and they like cut her open and

1:12:40.800 --> 1:12:42.000
<v Speaker 3>pulled out the fucking baby.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I'm not kidding, Like and then it turned out,

1:12:44.439 --> 1:12:48.760
<v Speaker 1>actually why I don't watch like horror movies. I am

1:12:48.960 --> 1:12:53.040
<v Speaker 1>really like squeamish to like even like the idea of

1:12:53.200 --> 1:12:56.280
<v Speaker 1>like Gore, like like I can't I can't do anything

1:12:56.400 --> 1:13:00.760
<v Speaker 1>that's like mimicking, like like skin being like cut up

1:13:00.880 --> 1:13:01.240
<v Speaker 1>or whatever.

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<v Speaker 3>I was watching a movie that it was very real.

1:13:03.160 --> 1:13:06.000
<v Speaker 3>The sea section was very sea section is really.

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<v Speaker 2>I saw that movie eight years ago probably.

1:13:09.280 --> 1:13:12.920
<v Speaker 3>And that I remember that like, yeah, I for some reason,

1:13:13.000 --> 1:13:14.720
<v Speaker 3>I sorry, I like come to you, cut you off.

1:13:15.160 --> 1:13:16.040
<v Speaker 1>No, it's fully okay.

1:13:16.200 --> 1:13:19.360
<v Speaker 3>I like remember like her like taking care of the

1:13:19.439 --> 1:13:21.479
<v Speaker 3>baby like I always thought she like grew attached to it.

1:13:21.520 --> 1:13:23.840
<v Speaker 3>But that might be like another alien movie where like

1:13:24.200 --> 1:13:26.320
<v Speaker 3>she's impregnated by the alien and then she's like in

1:13:26.360 --> 1:13:28.600
<v Speaker 3>the corner like trying to protect it. I always I

1:13:28.720 --> 1:13:30.439
<v Speaker 3>thought that was coming next because I had seen it,

1:13:30.479 --> 1:13:33.920
<v Speaker 3>but it wasn't in this movie. But then the baby

1:13:34.000 --> 1:13:37.479
<v Speaker 3>she birth grew up to be a giant squid face

1:13:37.560 --> 1:13:40.559
<v Speaker 3>sucker and then face sucked the.

1:13:40.800 --> 1:13:43.920
<v Speaker 1>Uh engineer, I need that sucker to go on my member.

1:13:44.120 --> 1:13:47.400
<v Speaker 3>No, it's it's like your wing it's like your wing bot.

1:13:47.520 --> 1:13:50.839
<v Speaker 1>And then oh sorry, I just had to either.

1:13:50.760 --> 1:13:55.000
<v Speaker 3>That movie like is simultaneously like as bad as it

1:13:55.120 --> 1:13:56.000
<v Speaker 3>is good, Like.

1:13:56.280 --> 1:13:58.840
<v Speaker 2>That's I feel the same way like that I did

1:13:58.960 --> 1:14:00.000
<v Speaker 2>not like that's the last time.

1:13:59.880 --> 1:14:03.760
<v Speaker 1>You watched it though, because like you keep it was amazing. Yeah,

1:14:03.840 --> 1:14:04.880
<v Speaker 1>you must have an amazing but.

1:14:05.040 --> 1:14:07.880
<v Speaker 2>That movie stuck with me. Oh my god, my god,

1:14:08.640 --> 1:14:11.920
<v Speaker 2>that movie is stuck with me though, Like there's something about.

1:14:11.800 --> 1:14:15.840
<v Speaker 3>It's just the visuals that's very Also like story wise,

1:14:15.880 --> 1:14:19.120
<v Speaker 3>it's really interesting. Like I'm just gonna spoil it because

1:14:19.120 --> 1:14:21.240
<v Speaker 3>it's fucking twelve years old, ten years old, but like

1:14:21.960 --> 1:14:25.240
<v Speaker 3>it's like what was it the prequel to Alien versus

1:14:25.320 --> 1:14:29.320
<v Speaker 3>Predator Alien basically, and it's just like these human are

1:14:29.400 --> 1:14:34.200
<v Speaker 3>these like beings created humans out of boredom and then

1:14:34.439 --> 1:14:39.120
<v Speaker 3>they like developed this like bio warfare ship, which were

1:14:39.160 --> 1:14:44.519
<v Speaker 3>the aliens, like the yeah, acid spinning aliens that like

1:14:44.640 --> 1:14:49.320
<v Speaker 3>we're supposed to like wipe out planet Earth. But yeah,

1:14:49.320 --> 1:14:50.800
<v Speaker 3>it's really curious, dude.

1:14:50.840 --> 1:14:54.880
<v Speaker 1>I used to be obsessed with Alienable, but like I

1:14:54.920 --> 1:14:57.680
<v Speaker 1>was saying Gore, like I literally can't do it. Like

1:14:58.080 --> 1:15:00.680
<v Speaker 1>any movie I'm watching, I like I can't look like

1:15:00.800 --> 1:15:04.160
<v Speaker 1>I haven't finished to Tom because I said, this movie

1:15:04.280 --> 1:15:07.559
<v Speaker 1>is like I literally I like can't watch that kind

1:15:07.560 --> 1:15:09.439
<v Speaker 1>of stuff. I don't know why, Like it just like

1:15:09.760 --> 1:15:12.479
<v Speaker 1>actually freaks me out. And obviously I'm very well aware

1:15:12.520 --> 1:15:15.200
<v Speaker 1>it's not real, but something about it, like it literally

1:15:15.280 --> 1:15:17.320
<v Speaker 1>makes my body crawl in the same way.

1:15:17.400 --> 1:15:18.760
<v Speaker 2>I feel like I used to when I was like

1:15:18.800 --> 1:15:21.559
<v Speaker 2>a teenager, I'd be like fuck yeah, like look their

1:15:21.640 --> 1:15:24.960
<v Speaker 2>heads like blown off. And now it was like, I

1:15:25.000 --> 1:15:26.960
<v Speaker 2>don't know, around like twenty four or something, I was

1:15:27.080 --> 1:15:30.800
<v Speaker 2>just like, wait, why no watching this? This is fucked up?

1:15:30.880 --> 1:15:33.120
<v Speaker 3>I said that. I think literally last episode where I

1:15:33.240 --> 1:15:35.800
<v Speaker 3>was like I was so desensitized because I was watching

1:15:35.840 --> 1:15:38.320
<v Speaker 3>Beheadings when I was like twelve years old, and oh ye,

1:15:38.479 --> 1:15:41.040
<v Speaker 3>for like the last like eight years, I didn't give

1:15:41.040 --> 1:15:43.040
<v Speaker 3>a shit, But when I like turned like twenty one,

1:15:43.120 --> 1:15:46.200
<v Speaker 3>I was like, oh, this shit is gnarly, Like like

1:15:46.479 --> 1:15:51.200
<v Speaker 3>why It's just like why was I indulging in that behavior?

1:15:51.439 --> 1:15:54.360
<v Speaker 3>Like it's something to do with like seeing like the

1:15:54.479 --> 1:15:56.800
<v Speaker 3>darkest parts of human I do believe that sometimes when

1:15:56.800 --> 1:15:58.560
<v Speaker 3>I'm like, you have to see the darkest sides of

1:15:58.640 --> 1:16:01.479
<v Speaker 3>humanity to like appreciate the good shit, because like it's

1:16:01.560 --> 1:16:03.080
<v Speaker 3>out there, you have to be aware of it. But

1:16:03.320 --> 1:16:07.400
<v Speaker 3>like there're they like became unhealthy where I was just

1:16:07.479 --> 1:16:11.200
<v Speaker 3>like surrounded by like like just dark thoughts and like

1:16:11.960 --> 1:16:13.800
<v Speaker 3>I don't know, intrusive thoughts, and now I'm kind of

1:16:13.920 --> 1:16:16.320
<v Speaker 3>just like I don't need to turned off by all

1:16:16.360 --> 1:16:16.519
<v Speaker 3>of it.

1:16:16.960 --> 1:16:18.519
<v Speaker 1>Well, we were talking about that too, is there's so

1:16:18.640 --> 1:16:21.439
<v Speaker 1>many movies that like I wish I watched when I

1:16:21.560 --> 1:16:23.280
<v Speaker 1>was younger, because now as an adult, I'm like, I

1:16:23.320 --> 1:16:25.960
<v Speaker 1>don't I don't want to see that. I'm like, I

1:16:26.000 --> 1:16:29.599
<v Speaker 1>don't like specifically movies where it's like kids doing shit,

1:16:29.720 --> 1:16:32.519
<v Speaker 1>like literally kids. I'm like, I don't need to Like

1:16:32.600 --> 1:16:34.639
<v Speaker 1>that's not something I need to like partake in anyway,

1:16:34.800 --> 1:16:38.240
<v Speaker 1>although like obviously, like everybody knows it's culturally important, like

1:16:38.280 --> 1:16:39.920
<v Speaker 1>we don't have to get into like the deepness of

1:16:39.960 --> 1:16:42.920
<v Speaker 1>it or like like nitty gritty, but like things like

1:16:43.000 --> 1:16:45.599
<v Speaker 1>that where I'm like, now as an adult, I don't

1:16:45.600 --> 1:16:48.320
<v Speaker 1>see why I need to partake in that necessarily. I

1:16:48.400 --> 1:16:49.920
<v Speaker 1>say that, like I don't have the VHS sitting in

1:16:49.960 --> 1:16:51.960
<v Speaker 1>my pucke, but like, yeah, I think you go what

1:16:52.080 --> 1:16:54.720
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying, Like what rewatching thirteen? I was like oo,

1:16:55.439 --> 1:16:57.519
<v Speaker 1>I was like, oh, this was insane, Like no ononder

1:16:57.560 --> 1:16:59.479
<v Speaker 1>my parents like didn't want me to watch that, although

1:16:59.479 --> 1:17:01.160
<v Speaker 1>I know it did the option for people, like a

1:17:01.240 --> 1:17:03.840
<v Speaker 1>lot of parents randomly wanted their kids to watch it

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<v Speaker 1>because they thought it would like make them kna act

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<v Speaker 1>like that. But I was like, bitch, if I saw

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<v Speaker 1>that shit when I was a kid, I'd be like,

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<v Speaker 1>I'd be like, yeah, like you like that is me,

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<v Speaker 1>Like that's literally me. But yeah, I just I can't like,

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<v Speaker 1>But I don't know if I've ever been one for

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<v Speaker 1>like gory shit. I've always been one for someone like

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<v Speaker 1>the description of like gnarly shit, like I don't want

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<v Speaker 1>to see it, but like I love like forty eight

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<v Speaker 1>hours Dateline like all like bitch, I like I eat

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<v Speaker 1>that shit up like it's fucking porridge.

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<v Speaker 3>Like Josh and Josiah describing the aristocrats choke have you heard?

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<v Speaker 3>You know? Yeah, like that shit is like crazy. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>but that's another topic for another time because that's really

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<v Speaker 3>gnarly shit. But I think we're good.

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<v Speaker 1>There's part of me no one will ever know. Isn't

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<v Speaker 1>that fucked up? As close as you get to something,

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<v Speaker 1>I think I said I was last time I fucked it,

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<v Speaker 1>Like I think about this all the time because I

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<v Speaker 1>think about my siblings, and I'm like me and my

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<v Speaker 1>SI are all so like insanely different. And those are

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<v Speaker 1>people who I spent almost every waking moment with, but

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<v Speaker 1>there are so many things they have no idea about me,

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<v Speaker 1>even during that time when we spent so much time together,

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<v Speaker 1>same goes both ways, and we all ended up so different,

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<v Speaker 1>and like there is literally like no matter how much

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<v Speaker 1>time you spend with someone, there there are so many

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<v Speaker 1>parts of that.

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<v Speaker 3>Person you will I was saying this exactly to Josh

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<v Speaker 3>last night, but I was like, I like wish there

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<v Speaker 3>was a way, like when like I passed away, that

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<v Speaker 3>I could like download my subconscious and like make like

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<v Speaker 3>a fucking clip of like my highlights and low lights

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<v Speaker 3>and all the weird secretive shit that I did in between,

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<v Speaker 3>cause I'm dead, like I don't give a fuck, Like

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<v Speaker 3>I can't be humiliated or shameful, so like just being

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<v Speaker 3>able to like put that out there and just like

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<v Speaker 3>it's like I'm basically describing a memoir but like it

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<v Speaker 3>but like just like no, I know what you're saying.

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<v Speaker 3>It's like it's so like all of it would be

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<v Speaker 3>so fucking sick, just so because like I lead like

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<v Speaker 3>a pretty like all, so like I talk for an

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<v Speaker 3>hour like every week, and like I like am pretty

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<v Speaker 3>open with my friends. I lead like a pretty mysterious life,

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<v Speaker 3>especially like with my sexuality and like exploring that shit

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<v Speaker 3>like literally like even y'all like don't know like fully

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<v Speaker 3>fully what goes down, but like it's just like like

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<v Speaker 3>I think, like just like the most embarrassing moments that

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<v Speaker 3>people don't know about, and like the highest moments that

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<v Speaker 3>like affected me the most. Like I think that would

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<v Speaker 3>just be such like a cool like idea for like

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<v Speaker 3>a passing away like thing. I don't I don't know

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<v Speaker 3>if that would ever, that's like never gonna happen, but

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<v Speaker 3>I just was telling Josh like that or that last

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<v Speaker 3>night that I think that would be so like fucking

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<v Speaker 3>fascinating just like to put that out there.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah literally, because I mean I could say the same,

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<v Speaker 1>like not fully, but I feel like I'm a fucking

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<v Speaker 1>open book, but there's still so much shit that I'm like, no,

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<v Speaker 1>like that doesn't need to be shared, and I would

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<v Speaker 1>never say that out loud. And I feel like I'm

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<v Speaker 1>a very open person, Like I'm a pretty open book,

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<v Speaker 1>like especially now. I used to be so fucking closed off.

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<v Speaker 1>But now I'd be like I just say shit, but

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<v Speaker 1>I know what you're describing me, because what's the scariest.

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<v Speaker 3>Part is cardia girl.

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<v Speaker 1>I know I was gonna say I wish, but I

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<v Speaker 1>was like, I literally don't, Like I don't at all.

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<v Speaker 1>But even when you describe like experiences to the deepest

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<v Speaker 1>like of their core and try your best, like you

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<v Speaker 1>could have the best fucking vocabulary in terms of talking

1:20:25.840 --> 1:20:29.720
<v Speaker 1>about like your emotional experiences, but it will never ever

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<v Speaker 1>translate exactly like how it feels to you. Because even

1:20:34.200 --> 1:20:37.200
<v Speaker 1>your most intense moments, like even if someone can kind

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<v Speaker 1>of relate to it because they've been close experienced of

1:20:39.520 --> 1:20:41.920
<v Speaker 1>things similar, like it's just not the same, like you

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<v Speaker 1>you weren't there. Like it's crazy, Like I'm trying to

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<v Speaker 1>like use like intense verbiage to like explain to you

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<v Speaker 1>how it felt, what was there, like what was happening

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<v Speaker 1>around me, But like if you weren't there and you

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<v Speaker 1>don't know even how it affected that person, it's like

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<v Speaker 1>so insane to think about that like really freaked me out,

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<v Speaker 1>especially with my siblings because I was like, oh my god,

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<v Speaker 1>Like if you grew up around siblings, you know, that

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<v Speaker 1>like you're with them all the time, and it's crazy

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<v Speaker 1>how close you could be your sibling, and like there's

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<v Speaker 1>still so much you don't know about that person and

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<v Speaker 1>vice versa. It's like so insane to me.

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<v Speaker 3>I was just sitting here and I had like a

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<v Speaker 3>like a really weird moment where I was like, wait,

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<v Speaker 3>I've had these on my wrist for so long and

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<v Speaker 3>it's not even like a conscious choice, Like they've just

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<v Speaker 3>been on my wrist and I don't know why. And

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<v Speaker 3>now I'm like they've been on there for Like I

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<v Speaker 3>was just sitting here thinking about that. I was like, wait,

1:21:33.200 --> 1:21:35.920
<v Speaker 3>why are these on my wrists? Like I know one

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<v Speaker 3>of them is all my risk, but the other three

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<v Speaker 3>like I don't really know why I have them on,

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<v Speaker 3>but they've like become like a part of me, and

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<v Speaker 3>now I can't take them off. I was like I

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<v Speaker 3>was freaking out about that for a second. I was like, wait,

1:21:46.920 --> 1:21:48.479
<v Speaker 3>these have been on me for so long, Like I

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<v Speaker 3>literally like haven't taken them off.

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<v Speaker 1>Remember my fucking nasty ass inklet that I had on forever.

1:21:53.920 --> 1:21:56.280
<v Speaker 1>I used to have this inklet that I got in

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<v Speaker 1>sixth seventh grade that I had tied in a knot

1:22:00.640 --> 1:22:04.640
<v Speaker 1>that like one of my like family friends brought back

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<v Speaker 1>from like Nicaragua or something, and I tied it onto

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<v Speaker 1>my leg and I didn't cut it off until I

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<v Speaker 1>was like like twenty years old.

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<v Speaker 2>In La.

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<v Speaker 1>It stayed on. It's not like it was something I

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<v Speaker 1>could take off and on, like it had showered with me.

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<v Speaker 1>It had gone like it was like on me for literally,

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<v Speaker 1>like it was on me for more of my life

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<v Speaker 1>than it was on for less of my life, like

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<v Speaker 1>if that makes sense, wow. And then and cutting it

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<v Speaker 1>off felt like really like intense, Like I didn't want to,

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<v Speaker 1>but I was like, this is so ugly and nasty,

1:22:35.600 --> 1:22:38.360
<v Speaker 1>like it's just like rotting on my fucking leg. So

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<v Speaker 1>I cut it off. And I remember when I did,

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, dude, that is so weird because like

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<v Speaker 1>I was so used to the feeling of getting out

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<v Speaker 1>of the shower and it being.

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<v Speaker 3>Wet and like on my ankle.

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<v Speaker 2>I put my Yoni egg in like ten years ago,

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<v Speaker 2>and I just realized, like it's still in there.

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<v Speaker 1>One time I actually genuinely thought I left to deal

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<v Speaker 1>a cup in me for like ever, what Like I

1:22:58.200 --> 1:23:00.679
<v Speaker 1>was like, because one time I just had one single

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<v Speaker 1>leave a cup and I was like, I can't find

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<v Speaker 1>it and I don't remember taking it, so it just

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<v Speaker 1>like it went up into me and it's like a.

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<v Speaker 3>Part of my organs.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh, if you knew the female anatomy, you know that

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<v Speaker 1>that's literally.

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<v Speaker 2>Literally have no idea about that at all.

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<v Speaker 3>And I don't care to learn. Yeah, all right, let's

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<v Speaker 3>do the media media of zooeek. Alright, I'm gonna do

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<v Speaker 3>the shuffle thing again because that was fun. Snowy Lava.

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<v Speaker 3>But am at Stubb a M E T S t

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<v Speaker 3>U B. I used to love this song kims By Burial.

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<v Speaker 3>I've said that one before. Uh Rosette Noise, Crystal Garden

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<v Speaker 3>and a Coda Harold Bud those are my whatever? How

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<v Speaker 3>many that was? Well?

1:23:58.680 --> 1:24:02.799
<v Speaker 1>Mine is literally just reading, writing and arithmetic the Sunday's

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<v Speaker 1>album because I like heard it in that pop up.

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<v Speaker 1>I went to Yesterday the Prettiest One and see.

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<v Speaker 3>The album It's the Seashells. Oh your class.

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<v Speaker 1>That album is so fucking good. The Sundays are so

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<v Speaker 1>good and the album on Earth like, oh They're so good,

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<v Speaker 1>like such feel good, like I feel like a girl.

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<v Speaker 1>Also Good Days by Sissa. I was like driving around

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<v Speaker 1>last night listening to that that song used to make

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<v Speaker 1>me like cry, Like I remember like there was a

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<v Speaker 1>moment like in twenty twenty one where I was like

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<v Speaker 1>sitting in the car with the like friend and like

1:24:38.600 --> 1:24:40.000
<v Speaker 1>listening to it. I was like, oh my God, like

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<v Speaker 1>these are my good days, Like I'm finally like hitting

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<v Speaker 1>them in my good days, the good old days, the solid.

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<v Speaker 3>Day and the dog days, the dog days of the days.

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<v Speaker 3>Go watch the Lego movie, and go watch Think about Murder.

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<v Speaker 1>Remind yourself that the biggest threat to your safety is

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<v Speaker 1>another human, and go.

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<v Speaker 3>Watch the Patroon episode that we're recording Max.

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<v Speaker 1>Bye. See you on Patreon if you actually care AboutUs.

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