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Speaker 1: For all you audio listeners.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, what the.

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Speaker 3: Get gone?

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Speaker 1: Welcome back to this episode or welcome to this episode

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Speaker 1: of Emergency inter Com. Today we're going to be talking

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Speaker 1: about Drew's plastic surgery.

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Speaker 3: Yeah.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, he's got some work done and he just feels

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Speaker 1: like he's been setting the beauty standard for a while

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Speaker 1: now and he.

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Speaker 3: Has to speak on it. I've been lying about my

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Speaker 3: BBL and his big balls. I've been lying about my

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Speaker 3: cack enlargement. It's real, your.

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Speaker 1: B L ball enlargement and lowerment. It's to make them

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Speaker 1: them hang.

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Speaker 3: Lower ball enlargement and lowerment. So b E E.

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Speaker 1: Ball ball enlargement and low and like lowerment. Shout the

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Speaker 1: fuck out because what I mean b E E it'd

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Speaker 1: be b E A L.

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Speaker 3: Well, I thought you were saying in like E N lowerment,

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Speaker 3: like E N L O no and lowerman.

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Speaker 1: But like you know when they do like not abbreviations,

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Speaker 1: but like, is that what it's called where it's the

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Speaker 1: letters instead of like the words. When they do the abbreviations,

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Speaker 1: they never be put in the A for the end.

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Speaker 1: You just got to figure out where it goes. Why

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Speaker 1: is that?

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Speaker 3: Because I think everybody can just assume.

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Speaker 1: Where it takes me a lot for work to know.

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Speaker 3: It does take my brain a lot of like brain

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Speaker 3: power to figure out abbreviations.

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Speaker 1: I was watching something oh when we were watching Sonic too.

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Speaker 1: They don't have like real government logos in them, like

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Speaker 1: or anything that looks like a real government logo, which

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Speaker 1: makes sense because they have to keep it in the

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Speaker 1: world of like a video game. And I don't think

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Speaker 1: there's real government involved in Sonic world or like in

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Speaker 1: the Sega universe. I don't know, like I literally.

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Speaker 3: Could surprise, but they support a cab in the Sonic universe.

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Speaker 1: No, they actually support the opposite. At one point, Sonic

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Speaker 1: puts on his blue coat again. It goes it's good

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Speaker 1: to be in blue, like and me and my friends

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Speaker 1: who saw it together were like.

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Speaker 3: That's a little They were, yeah, like main.

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Speaker 1: Guy was like a sheriff, so like he's literally it's

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Speaker 1: like on some paw patrol ship. It's like, it's good

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Speaker 1: to be in blue. It's good to be back in blue,

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Speaker 1: like that's his way.

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Speaker 3: Patrol is literally a psychological operation for our children.

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Speaker 1: No, it's literally to put to put kids in not

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Speaker 1: only the workforce, but like the police workforce. The fuck

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Speaker 1: was I saying, Oh, but basically I was thinking yesterday

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Speaker 1: for some reason because I'm thinking about the like debreviation FBI,

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Speaker 1: and I literally was sitting on the couch and I

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Speaker 1: was like, Federal Bureau of Investigation like it like it

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Speaker 1: like took me a minute to think of it. And

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Speaker 1: I was like, they don't have the O in there,

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Speaker 1: like because it's not Federal Bureaucuse.

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Speaker 3: Sb IO or FBL.

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Speaker 1: The beginning of this is just showing how fucking dumb

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Speaker 1: we are. We have said anything of like true into the.

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Speaker 3: Craziest part is we have nothing to say because this

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Speaker 3: is the second episode. We're recording in twenty four hours.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, because we have big plans, big plans, so we'll

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Speaker 1: be gone forever. I'm probably not work coming back.

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Speaker 3: Yeah maybe maybe running away. I am running away. I'm

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Speaker 3: genuinely running away. Or maybe I'm running into the fire.

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Speaker 3: I'm running towards my problems kind of.

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Speaker 1: You're running up that damn hill. Yeah, you're pulling a Kate.

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Speaker 3: But I'm going I'm going camping again, which is really

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Speaker 3: exciting for me.

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Speaker 2: Yeah.

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Speaker 3: Why'd you laugh?

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Speaker 1: Because anytime you like bring up camping, you're always talking

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Speaker 1: about like you're like.

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Speaker 3: Something's going to I was gonna say, something bad is

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Speaker 3: gonna happen while I'm gone. It always when I go

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Speaker 3: to you saw a camp, something bad happens every time.

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Speaker 3: But you know, like I've accepted that, and like that's

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Speaker 3: a small price. Like death is a small price to

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Speaker 1: No, you have to change the narrative. Actually, bad things

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Speaker 1: happen to you because you attract them. Did you know

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Speaker 1: that if bad things are happening to you, it's probably

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Speaker 1: because you deserve them. That's just that's literally is the

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Speaker 1: ideology of manifestation. Like that's like what you but just like.

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Speaker 3: Preach like, oh I'm manifest. I am those bitches.

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Speaker 1: Yeah you are the problem.

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Speaker 3: I manifest all my bad problems. Like it's really fucked up.

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Speaker 3: Like I'll fester them. I'll be in bed, just like

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Speaker 3: it comes true and it's because I manifested them. Maybe

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Speaker 3: I should spend my time laying in bed manifesting all

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Speaker 3: the good things that can happen, and maybe they'll start

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Speaker 1: I spend my time in bed manifesting having sex and

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Speaker 1: oh my god, I do it like comes to fruition,

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Speaker 1: like it like works out for me. Like I'm always having.

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Speaker 3: Sex, that's sure, she is.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I am always. I'm always like I've always got

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Speaker 1: a bone to pick at. You get it, like I

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Speaker 1: have a bone to pick, but I have a bone

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Speaker 1: to pick it like I'm picking at that bone.

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Speaker 3: Like, guys, we need to look over in that corner.

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Speaker 3: You see that orange packet. Yeah, I took fourteen of

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Speaker 3: them today, mushroom gummies.

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Speaker 1: So you're tripping today.

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Speaker 3: Not yet, not yet, but it'll come up on the

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Speaker 3: podcast and y'all will see me in a full blown

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Speaker 3: mushroom trip.

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Speaker 2: You're gonna have an ego death on the podcast.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, it's gonna be actually fucked up, just something casual

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Speaker 3: like it's I do it like three times a day.

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Speaker 1: You have ego death three times.

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Speaker 3: Ye, death isn't real. I genuinely believe that you can't

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Speaker 3: have death.

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Speaker 1: The thing is, you said this before. I think you

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Speaker 1: said this on like four up.

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Speaker 3: It's it's a core belief of mine. It just doesn't make.

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Speaker 1: You're always like because if you think you had ego death,

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Speaker 1: your ego is still intact because you believe it's.

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Speaker 2: Episode four minutes in exactly.

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Speaker 3: Watch that view, right, I just listen.

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Speaker 1: You've twenty eight minutes and and it's Drew being like,

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Speaker 1: I'm a fucking slot, I'm a whore, Like I love.

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Speaker 3: I love having I love getting ran through total verse.

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Speaker 3: I don't even know what that means. I'm saying shit

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Speaker 3: like I'm not even I don't even know what that ship.

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Speaker 1: So are you a slut or no?

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Speaker 3: I am, but I don't know what verse means, Like

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Speaker 3: I'm not that.

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Speaker 1: It sounds like like why would you even use that

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Speaker 3: I'm I'm a sleigh. I'm a sleigh in bed with

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Speaker 3: whatever partner I decided that.

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Speaker 1: Day here, So saying you're a person that being like,

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Speaker 1: I'm just saying because I don't know what that means.

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Speaker 1: I just saw that online, Like I don't actually know

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Speaker 1: what that means. I was gonna say something and I

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Speaker 1: literally forgot, Oh are we gonna comment on my shirt?

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Speaker 1: Like no one has any comments, Like I'm turning a

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Speaker 1: new tide, like oh yeah, I was on my time

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Speaker 1: men ship, but like I'm just I'm gonna like, like

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Speaker 1: I'm gonna call it now, like we're going into a

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Speaker 1: pro men, yes.

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Speaker 2: In front of the trend yeah, like.

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Speaker 1: And his trend forecasting man me trend forecasting when it's

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Speaker 1: like I got this shirt, Like I didn't make the shirt,

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Speaker 1: so like one of my tread forecasting I just.

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Speaker 2: Was wondering, like who got the shirts for you?

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Speaker 1: And who who got the shirt for me? It's from

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Speaker 1: Hollywood Gifts like that, it's from a brand.

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Speaker 2: But yeah, technically Kai was.

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Speaker 1: The hook up. Kai was the plug. Yes, it's not

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Speaker 1: the first time he's like been a third person party

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Speaker 1: in terms of transactions that aren't necessarily legal, but we

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Speaker 3: He's a drug dealer.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, amongst other things.

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Speaker 3: I'm about to take a trip. I'm turning like I'm

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Speaker 3: turning to Have you ever heard the word altoid? Like,

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Speaker 3: have you ever listened to it? The word altoid is

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Speaker 3: fucking discussing? What does that even mean? Altoid?

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Speaker 2: It's so annoying. I actually remember the first time I

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Speaker 2: heard it in like third grade and being like, just

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Speaker 2: why not call it candy?

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Speaker 1: You remember that far back? Kai there's actually no way

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Speaker 1: you remember all the way back to third grade. That's

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Speaker 1: over twenty years ago. You don't remember that, like you

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Speaker 1: really don't. That's two decades ago.

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Speaker 2: Kai, Oh my god, it is holy.

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Speaker 3: Wait do you actually know what age you were in

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Speaker 3: third grade? Off your head like that?

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Speaker 1: Yeah you're like seven, or yeah, you're like seven six

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Speaker 3: No concept of time.

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Speaker 1: I think I only have concept because that's around the

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Speaker 1: time my mom literally decided to like abandon and ruin

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Speaker 1: my life. So trust, trust and belief. Also, I trust

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Speaker 1: and belief I did not for yeah, but also why.

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Speaker 3: And just laughing at like trauma.

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Speaker 1: Also I have siblings who are that age, so it's

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Speaker 3: Mm hmm. I watched like thirty six movies last night.

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Speaker 3: I could not sleep.

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Speaker 1: I couldn't sleep either, and I don't know what the

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Speaker 1: trust and believe.

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Speaker 3: I have so much work to do.

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Speaker 1: I have to like pack, I have things to do,

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Speaker 1: But instead I sat in my bed and made tiktoks forever,

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Speaker 1: which is exactly why I shouldn't have that app like

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Speaker 1: I'm so bored because fucking Fortnite was down last night.

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Speaker 1: It was literally the worst thing that happened to me.

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Speaker 1: Kaya I played one round. It was so good. I

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Speaker 1: a Fortnite went down. No, it was It was really

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Speaker 1: the worst thing that happened to me. I can't stress enough.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I just like laid in bed to like six am,

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Speaker 3: watching movies and shows all night like I watch. Honestly,

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Speaker 3: it almost broke my top four on letterblocks. But then

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Speaker 3: I thought about it, and I was like, you're just

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Speaker 3: being like fucking stupid, Like you're just trying to be

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Speaker 3: different weird, which I can recognize sometimes I my brain

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Speaker 3: works in that way where I'm like I want to

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Speaker 3: give into those weird thoughts because I am who I

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Speaker 3: am at the end of the day. But I watched

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Speaker 3: the Lego movie last night, and first one, Yes, that

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Speaker 3: ship is actually so it's really good. It's like really

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Speaker 3: like there are some like really like actually real ship

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Speaker 3: I was laughing out loud in that's genuinely super good.

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Speaker 3: It's super funny, super good, and like the subject matter

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Speaker 1: I was back to someone on a plane recently and

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Speaker 3: Well, no, I just gave you your sensitivity back. You

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I gave you. I gave you a masturbation t break.

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Speaker 3: You were abusing her simply, I'm no fat right now.

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Speaker 3: Like we're just relatable.

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Speaker 2: Everyone does a podcast. It's just a jacking off podcast.

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Speaker 3: Do you want me to cry?

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Speaker 3: You are literally stealing every ounce of conversation I have.

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Speaker 3: Literally have no idea what we're talking about. Like just

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Speaker 1: Yeah, but we But but the thing is, like we

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Speaker 3: We're like we're like God, we are good people. Yeah,

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Speaker 3: Yeah, and then I eat the hay that.

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Speaker 1: You said on Why would you eat the hay that

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Speaker 3: That flakes.

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Speaker 1: Like you're eating my doodoo flakes. You're stink, my little stink.

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Speaker 3: Oh, I love a good smell. I love a good

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Speaker 2: Is that like your Texas accent? You say stink stink?

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Speaker 2: Say stink stink?

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Speaker 2: No, it is stink, But doesn't you say stink stink?

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Speaker 1: Yeah?

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Speaker 3: It's that Texan draw.

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Speaker 1: She always I'm not getting that burp actually left bubble

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Speaker 3: But I don't think I ever really had a Texas accent.

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Speaker 3: Oh my god, my hometown. I just like I haven't

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Speaker 3: Yeah, it really is. Just like I go back and

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Speaker 1: So I literally did not sucking guess it because that's

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Speaker 1: Sorry. I went to go smell my fucking armpit because

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Speaker 3: Girl, that's my ball grease no, that girl that fucking

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Speaker 3: Coachella like an onion.

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Speaker 1: It smells like a single onion, like.

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Speaker 3: Probably rotten food back here, like there's always something rotten.

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Speaker 3: The girl at Coachella that was like raising her hands

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Speaker 3: I got comments like I'm smelling the onion. Yeah it's

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Speaker 1: Oh no, it fully is Josh's food. The thing is,

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Speaker 1: Because y'all are the kind of bitches to be in

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Speaker 1: a room smelling bad, wondering what's smelling bad? And it's

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Speaker 1: You need to take accountability, yeah for smelling like ship.

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Speaker 3: She did what she had to do and like she like, yeah,

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Speaker 1: She did what she needed to do.

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Speaker 3: She had her hands up and put her hands yeah,

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Speaker 1: Sorry, I like need to light a fucking candle because

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Speaker 1: it smells like I.

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Speaker 3: Need I need a j right now, like literally, so fucking.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, just suck that down. Imagine I did just that

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Speaker 3: No one's commented on my mudwater because we're over it.

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Speaker 1: Hold on, actually, because I like, literally.

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Speaker 3: It's very real for me. I am surrounded by dangerous people, Diane,

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00:21:11,040 --> 00:21:13,199
Speaker 3: And you are dangerous when you.

444
00:21:13,320 --> 00:21:15,679
Speaker 1: Just admitted to like going one hundred and twenty miles

445
00:21:15,680 --> 00:21:18,320
Speaker 1: an hour with me in the passengers and twisted.

446
00:21:18,080 --> 00:21:21,040
Speaker 3: And they play mind games with me. You can see

447
00:21:21,080 --> 00:21:21,679
Speaker 3: what they do to me.

448
00:21:22,520 --> 00:21:23,120
Speaker 2: Yeah, we do.

449
00:21:23,240 --> 00:21:26,000
Speaker 3: When the cameras are off, it's a different story. It

450
00:21:26,040 --> 00:21:29,639
Speaker 3: may seem lighthearted and fine, true, but they attack me.

451
00:21:29,720 --> 00:21:30,840
Speaker 2: You're acting crazy.

452
00:21:31,000 --> 00:21:32,199
Speaker 1: Yeah, you're fucking ligerly.

453
00:21:32,280 --> 00:21:33,560
Speaker 2: Did you take your meds today?

454
00:21:33,720 --> 00:21:34,360
Speaker 3: Oh my god?

455
00:21:34,359 --> 00:21:36,240
Speaker 2: See did you take your pills? Open your mouth?

456
00:21:36,320 --> 00:21:40,640
Speaker 1: Let me see it undertongue. Oh oh? Has I been

457
00:21:40,680 --> 00:21:41,560
Speaker 1: in your mouth all the.

458
00:21:41,640 --> 00:21:54,520
Speaker 2: Time chewing the lithium?

459
00:21:54,560 --> 00:21:58,640
Speaker 1: What I've spoken to my therapist for like two months?

460
00:21:58,880 --> 00:22:02,359
Speaker 3: You're ghostinger again, I'm not spoken to have you? Like,

461
00:22:02,920 --> 00:22:04,919
Speaker 3: did you get the last response in or did.

462
00:22:04,800 --> 00:22:08,760
Speaker 1: She yeah, she got the last response I just or no, no.

463
00:22:08,840 --> 00:22:11,960
Speaker 3: Like the conversation ended cordially.

464
00:22:12,600 --> 00:22:17,040
Speaker 1: It was really cordial. I basically emailed my therapist and

465
00:22:17,080 --> 00:22:19,720
Speaker 1: I was like, oh, sorry, I've been like am I A.

466
00:22:19,920 --> 00:22:22,800
Speaker 1: I just like haven't really had time to talk and

467
00:22:22,880 --> 00:22:25,000
Speaker 1: I feel like I've been doing okay enough that I

468
00:22:25,040 --> 00:22:25,920
Speaker 1: don't need to.

469
00:22:28,359 --> 00:22:30,040
Speaker 3: Which is you need to talk.

470
00:22:33,040 --> 00:22:37,600
Speaker 1: Like clinically insane. I actually like, you know when like

471
00:22:37,680 --> 00:22:40,440
Speaker 1: in the beginning of interrogation, like YouTube videos where people

472
00:22:40,480 --> 00:22:43,160
Speaker 1: are like it starts with like this video has been

473
00:22:43,240 --> 00:22:47,440
Speaker 1: like analyzed by like psychologists, like we need that for Drew,

474
00:22:47,920 --> 00:22:50,480
Speaker 1: like a psychologist to analyze footage.

475
00:22:50,080 --> 00:22:52,560
Speaker 3: Of One thing about me, is I thoroughly believe that

476
00:22:52,600 --> 00:22:56,560
Speaker 3: I could No, No, I was gonna say I could

477
00:22:56,600 --> 00:22:59,680
Speaker 3: like commit a crime and then lie my way out

478
00:22:59,720 --> 00:23:06,280
Speaker 3: of an interrogation. You absolutely not. I would genuinely like

479
00:23:07,080 --> 00:23:09,840
Speaker 3: I could not commit a crime and go to jail

480
00:23:09,920 --> 00:23:11,919
Speaker 3: for life for the crime I didn't commit because I

481
00:23:11,920 --> 00:23:13,200
Speaker 3: would freak the fuck out.

482
00:23:13,040 --> 00:23:15,720
Speaker 1: In Freeze and says all the time we were watching

483
00:23:15,720 --> 00:23:18,760
Speaker 1: this interrogation, and I was like, this is how you

484
00:23:18,800 --> 00:23:21,280
Speaker 1: would look like like this girl thinks she's killing it,

485
00:23:21,320 --> 00:23:25,040
Speaker 1: and that's exactly how you would look. It's just like no, yeah.

486
00:23:27,160 --> 00:23:31,720
Speaker 3: I want yeah.

487
00:23:29,960 --> 00:23:31,240
Speaker 1: Me, Like I don't know what you're talking.

488
00:23:31,119 --> 00:23:36,439
Speaker 2: About, dude, I would fold hard. I have never had

489
00:23:36,480 --> 00:23:38,880
Speaker 2: a doubt in my mind. I am so transparent when

490
00:23:38,920 --> 00:23:41,080
Speaker 2: it comes to being stressed out. Like people will be like,

491
00:23:41,840 --> 00:23:43,600
Speaker 2: I feel like one time we were hanging out.

492
00:23:44,280 --> 00:23:47,000
Speaker 3: I clocked you. Forever every time I can, I clock you.

493
00:23:47,720 --> 00:23:50,560
Speaker 2: Like we're in the car and you've done this to

494
00:23:50,600 --> 00:23:52,720
Speaker 2: me too. We're in the car, not even look at me,

495
00:23:52,760 --> 00:23:55,080
Speaker 2: maybe even on your phone, and then my body will

496
00:23:55,119 --> 00:23:58,280
Speaker 2: like tense up or something, and you'll go, oh, like

497
00:23:58,480 --> 00:24:01,840
Speaker 2: you are acting weird as fun and it's like just no,

498
00:24:01,840 --> 00:24:02,240
Speaker 2: no me.

499
00:24:02,680 --> 00:24:04,160
Speaker 3: No, But I say you you're acting weird.

500
00:24:04,640 --> 00:24:05,920
Speaker 2: Well, you'll just call me out for like.

501
00:24:06,040 --> 00:24:07,800
Speaker 3: No, I don't call I'm like hi, are you all right?

502
00:24:08,040 --> 00:24:09,480
Speaker 3: Like what's up? What do you think? This is what

503
00:24:09,560 --> 00:24:11,000
Speaker 3: I say. I'm like, what are you thinking about?

504
00:24:11,160 --> 00:24:13,480
Speaker 2: Yeah? Yeah, You'll be like no. A couple of times

505
00:24:13,480 --> 00:24:14,560
Speaker 2: you'll be like I'll.

506
00:24:14,400 --> 00:24:17,200
Speaker 1: Be like, you're being weird, you are being a freak.

507
00:24:17,320 --> 00:24:19,280
Speaker 1: I'm like, the killer is in the back of it,

508
00:24:19,640 --> 00:24:23,320
Speaker 1: Like I'm driving it. I just feel something about shift

509
00:24:23,520 --> 00:24:26,960
Speaker 1: and like Kai when he is like, like, not in

510
00:24:27,000 --> 00:24:29,000
Speaker 1: a mood, but like when you are like feeling something,

511
00:24:29,000 --> 00:24:30,680
Speaker 1: you will get in my car and disappear in the car,

512
00:24:30,840 --> 00:24:32,920
Speaker 1: Like I'll be driving for twenty minutes and I'm like

513
00:24:33,119 --> 00:24:35,440
Speaker 1: then suddenly I look in my rooview mirror. I'm like,

514
00:24:35,440 --> 00:24:35,760
Speaker 1: oh my.

515
00:24:35,720 --> 00:24:39,080
Speaker 2: God, so bad, like faking it.

516
00:24:39,200 --> 00:24:41,639
Speaker 1: But whatever, well, you gotta fake it till you make

517
00:24:41,680 --> 00:24:43,359
Speaker 1: it and push all that shit down so get better.

518
00:24:43,520 --> 00:24:46,480
Speaker 2: Exactly, yeah, totally.

519
00:24:46,400 --> 00:24:48,480
Speaker 1: I'm really good. I'm not good at faking it. I

520
00:24:48,520 --> 00:24:53,080
Speaker 1: don't think no, I think i'm good.

521
00:24:54,040 --> 00:24:57,000
Speaker 3: I'm awful. Well, no, I'm good when I need to

522
00:24:57,040 --> 00:24:59,040
Speaker 3: be good. But when I want people to be like

523
00:24:59,440 --> 00:25:02,000
Speaker 3: what's wrong, or like you're terrorizing the vibe right now,

524
00:25:02,080 --> 00:25:05,199
Speaker 3: I like it Sometimes intentionally do it, Like when we

525
00:25:05,200 --> 00:25:07,919
Speaker 3: were walking up to Coachella. That was unintentional, but I

526
00:25:07,960 --> 00:25:09,280
Speaker 3: wasn't even trying to hide it. I was just like,

527
00:25:09,280 --> 00:25:11,960
Speaker 3: I'm in a bad mood. But like when I intentionally

528
00:25:11,960 --> 00:25:13,760
Speaker 3: want someone to be like what's wrong, Like, I'll like

529
00:25:13,800 --> 00:25:14,680
Speaker 3: play it up a little bit.

530
00:25:15,359 --> 00:25:17,320
Speaker 1: You're so annoying, It's true.

531
00:25:18,800 --> 00:25:21,199
Speaker 3: He's like, no, I'm good, No, exactly, I'm telling the

532
00:25:21,200 --> 00:25:24,600
Speaker 3: goddamn truth, Like that's what. That's the thing about me

533
00:25:24,960 --> 00:25:27,399
Speaker 3: is I tell the truth. I say what people.

534
00:25:27,119 --> 00:25:30,480
Speaker 1: Are you're not you're lying? Like how are you lying

535
00:25:30,640 --> 00:25:32,840
Speaker 1: as you're talking about telling the truth, Like you're lying

536
00:25:32,840 --> 00:25:35,560
Speaker 1: about telling the truth. I don't think I'm a good

537
00:25:35,560 --> 00:25:37,439
Speaker 1: liar at all, Like I think I'm really bad, Like

538
00:25:37,480 --> 00:25:41,960
Speaker 1: I fold really easily. But mainly I I speak before

539
00:25:42,160 --> 00:25:44,600
Speaker 1: I think so often that I don't even think to

540
00:25:44,680 --> 00:25:48,439
Speaker 1: lie before I tell the truth, like I just am

541
00:25:48,520 --> 00:25:52,080
Speaker 1: naturally Like oh yeah, why is this because I don't

542
00:25:52,080 --> 00:25:53,560
Speaker 1: think to lie, because I'm not a piece of shit,

543
00:25:53,640 --> 00:25:55,480
Speaker 1: Like I'm literally one of the best people on earth.

544
00:25:55,640 --> 00:26:00,040
Speaker 3: See I quote me on that, They're like, okay, this, this,

545
00:26:00,040 --> 00:26:04,760
Speaker 3: this is like I lie when it's fun and funny obviously,

546
00:26:04,960 --> 00:26:06,480
Speaker 3: like we know that about me. Half they should I

547
00:26:06,480 --> 00:26:10,679
Speaker 3: say a funny lie like whatever. But when the time

548
00:26:11,040 --> 00:26:14,240
Speaker 3: to tell the truth happens, like I like when when

549
00:26:14,240 --> 00:26:16,120
Speaker 3: it's like a serious moment, I don't lie. I tell

550
00:26:16,119 --> 00:26:18,840
Speaker 3: the truth. Except when someone asked me about my own emotions,

551
00:26:18,960 --> 00:26:24,320
Speaker 3: then I lie, so no, I'm happy, So I'm happy.

552
00:26:24,520 --> 00:26:26,320
Speaker 3: And then I bottle it up and shove it way

553
00:26:26,359 --> 00:26:29,240
Speaker 3: deep down honestly, I honestly.

554
00:26:28,920 --> 00:26:30,919
Speaker 1: Bottle it up and shove it up my whole like

555
00:26:30,960 --> 00:26:33,520
Speaker 1: everything was shoving it down, but I bottle it and

556
00:26:33,560 --> 00:26:34,080
Speaker 1: put it.

557
00:26:33,960 --> 00:26:38,640
Speaker 3: In me exactly. No, I like there's something like, actually,

558
00:26:39,040 --> 00:26:41,680
Speaker 3: I like recognize this ron with me because like when

559
00:26:41,680 --> 00:26:44,040
Speaker 3: I bottle shit down, like everyone's like, oh, it's gonna

560
00:26:44,040 --> 00:26:46,280
Speaker 3: boil over. It's gonna boil over. I've been bottling shit

561
00:26:46,400 --> 00:26:48,919
Speaker 3: for like fifteen years and it somehow just like evaporates

562
00:26:48,920 --> 00:26:49,800
Speaker 3: in my gut and my shit at.

563
00:26:49,960 --> 00:26:51,919
Speaker 1: That is literally not true. That is like that is

564
00:26:51,920 --> 00:26:52,879
Speaker 1: so far from the truth.

565
00:26:53,000 --> 00:26:53,960
Speaker 3: No, it's true.

566
00:26:54,160 --> 00:26:56,919
Speaker 1: No, it's literally not like I I think, like you

567
00:26:57,000 --> 00:26:58,840
Speaker 1: don't you think you're good at it?

568
00:26:58,880 --> 00:27:01,760
Speaker 2: But like it do you remember that video of the

569
00:27:01,840 --> 00:27:06,040
Speaker 2: Cony twenty twelve guy like getting naked and just yeah, yeah,

570
00:27:06,160 --> 00:27:08,680
Speaker 2: that's gonna be drewing literally two years. He's like, no,

571
00:27:09,080 --> 00:27:11,800
Speaker 2: I've bottled it for fifteen years, Like I'm but it's good.

572
00:27:11,960 --> 00:27:14,240
Speaker 3: Like I've said that now, like there's gonna I'm gonna

573
00:27:14,240 --> 00:27:16,879
Speaker 3: snap one day. It's like it's gonna be crazy, Like

574
00:27:16,920 --> 00:27:18,520
Speaker 3: people are gonna be like, oh was this like a

575
00:27:18,600 --> 00:27:20,560
Speaker 3: bit like what is he doing? And I'm gonna be

576
00:27:20,640 --> 00:27:24,360
Speaker 3: like literally rolling around naked on the floor of fucking Hollywood.

577
00:27:23,800 --> 00:27:24,119
Speaker 2: Like.

578
00:27:25,480 --> 00:27:29,880
Speaker 3: Literally putting rocks in my ass. It's gonna be crazy.

579
00:27:30,160 --> 00:27:32,600
Speaker 1: That's gonna make you like way down, Like, how are you?

580
00:27:32,680 --> 00:27:35,160
Speaker 3: I'm gonna recreate the movie at Holland Drive?

581
00:27:35,760 --> 00:27:40,000
Speaker 1: What was that? What was that? Because I blinked and

582
00:27:40,040 --> 00:27:43,160
Speaker 1: then I heard something? What was that? You almost dropped something?

583
00:27:43,200 --> 00:27:45,119
Speaker 3: Actually that was just a moment between me Kai and

584
00:27:45,160 --> 00:27:45,840
Speaker 3: the viewers.

585
00:27:46,119 --> 00:27:48,200
Speaker 1: Oh the thing is you put off the fucking candle somehow?

586
00:27:48,320 --> 00:27:49,439
Speaker 3: No, it just dies?

587
00:27:49,480 --> 00:27:51,160
Speaker 2: Is it a glossy candle? Yes?

588
00:27:51,280 --> 00:27:52,920
Speaker 1: And I want another one so bad?

589
00:27:53,400 --> 00:28:00,720
Speaker 3: But the birds Kai every time that, like if you

590
00:28:00,760 --> 00:28:02,160
Speaker 3: want to make Kyla just burn?

591
00:28:02,520 --> 00:28:06,560
Speaker 1: That was like yours is like a baby burp.

592
00:28:07,840 --> 00:28:11,679
Speaker 3: That's how babies purp drinking baby diarrhea.

593
00:28:11,160 --> 00:28:11,720
Speaker 1: Ship right now.

594
00:28:12,280 --> 00:28:14,919
Speaker 2: Babies don't have any social awareness to know that burps

595
00:28:14,920 --> 00:28:16,960
Speaker 2: are funny yet. So it was like ship and burp

596
00:28:17,119 --> 00:28:18,960
Speaker 2: and just be like serious.

597
00:28:19,480 --> 00:28:20,600
Speaker 1: Yeah, you just like did it?

598
00:28:20,680 --> 00:28:27,240
Speaker 3: Like brain, wait, why are why do I want a kid?

599
00:28:27,840 --> 00:28:33,280
Speaker 1: You awful bother you? After saying like yeah, I just

600
00:28:33,280 --> 00:28:35,560
Speaker 1: borrow everything up and I've been doing it for fifteen years.

601
00:28:35,560 --> 00:28:36,400
Speaker 1: Why do I want a kid?

602
00:28:36,480 --> 00:28:39,600
Speaker 3: I drove my parents around in Los Angeles for a week,

603
00:28:39,960 --> 00:28:42,520
Speaker 3: and on the way to Malibu, I had a very

604
00:28:42,560 --> 00:28:45,560
Speaker 3: serious conversation with myself in my head where I was like, like,

605
00:28:45,800 --> 00:28:48,280
Speaker 3: this is what it's like having children, and I actually

606
00:28:48,360 --> 00:28:52,680
Speaker 3: like it. That would be dangerous me, you can it

607
00:28:52,680 --> 00:28:53,480
Speaker 3: would be dark.

608
00:28:53,360 --> 00:28:58,920
Speaker 1: Sided thinking a conversation with yourself. Girl, you're just thinking.

609
00:28:59,640 --> 00:29:04,640
Speaker 3: No, we were having dialogue Altars Drew, should we try

610
00:29:04,840 --> 00:29:09,600
Speaker 3: for a kid. I'm so happy you finally asked I

611
00:29:09,640 --> 00:29:10,160
Speaker 3: can't reach.

612
00:29:11,640 --> 00:29:19,920
Speaker 2: Yeah, we should start trying. I'll carry Yeah, just deciding

613
00:29:19,960 --> 00:29:21,320
Speaker 2: who's going to carry the chat.

614
00:29:21,680 --> 00:29:23,680
Speaker 1: Also that quick, just like yeah, I'll do it like

615
00:29:23,720 --> 00:29:25,680
Speaker 1: it's on me. It's on me, the baby's on me.

616
00:29:25,880 --> 00:29:30,600
Speaker 1: Like I'll do it. I still literally I feel like

617
00:29:30,600 --> 00:29:33,840
Speaker 1: we've talked about like wanting kids possibly on this podcast

618
00:29:33,840 --> 00:29:38,960
Speaker 1: so much. It's a relatable talk for I'm down, but

619
00:29:39,040 --> 00:29:41,760
Speaker 1: I'm sot like I think i'd be a really bad mom.

620
00:29:41,920 --> 00:29:44,600
Speaker 1: I think I'd be really like, without realizing it, like

621
00:29:44,760 --> 00:29:48,120
Speaker 1: fucking awful. Because I genuinely had this thought. I was

622
00:29:48,120 --> 00:29:50,360
Speaker 1: going through my closet and folding everything, and I was like, dude,

623
00:29:50,520 --> 00:29:53,719
Speaker 1: I have like such a cool, like collection of clothing

624
00:29:53,720 --> 00:29:56,160
Speaker 1: building up. I get to give this to my daughter,

625
00:29:56,280 --> 00:29:58,080
Speaker 1: and then I really thought about it, and I was like,

626
00:29:58,200 --> 00:29:59,800
Speaker 1: let me see my daughter look better on my clothing

627
00:29:59,840 --> 00:30:02,880
Speaker 1: than I ever did. No, I'm gonna be like, damn,

628
00:30:02,960 --> 00:30:05,800
Speaker 1: you look bad, Like you look really bad in that, Like, oh, it's.

629
00:30:05,640 --> 00:30:08,160
Speaker 3: Gonna be so cute when like my grandkids are going

630
00:30:08,200 --> 00:30:10,320
Speaker 3: through like my kid's Addict and they find like a

631
00:30:10,400 --> 00:30:12,400
Speaker 3: rack of like all of my clothes on there and they're.

632
00:30:12,200 --> 00:30:13,960
Speaker 1: Like they find three shirts.

633
00:30:13,720 --> 00:30:18,600
Speaker 3: Vintage ship like this. Hello, this is gonna be worth

634
00:30:18,680 --> 00:30:21,040
Speaker 3: like two hundred dollars in the future. This link tour

635
00:30:21,200 --> 00:30:26,360
Speaker 3: cre marriage. Yeah, it's a grail. There are so many

636
00:30:26,400 --> 00:30:29,840
Speaker 3: people watching right now that want their shirt getting goes

637
00:30:29,960 --> 00:30:35,040
Speaker 3: at let's say six forty. Okay, I have a surprise.

638
00:30:35,680 --> 00:30:38,880
Speaker 3: What damn I always bring out all the surprises. Thing is.

639
00:30:39,080 --> 00:30:40,760
Speaker 1: The thing is, whatever he just pulled out was out

640
00:30:40,760 --> 00:30:43,320
Speaker 1: of our fucking fridge. So like I wears all, I

641
00:30:43,400 --> 00:30:49,840
Speaker 1: probably put it in there. Oh, which one.

642
00:30:49,680 --> 00:30:50,160
Speaker 2: Do you want?

643
00:30:51,040 --> 00:30:55,640
Speaker 3: You choose? It's it's your surprise. Okay. Inflation isn't real

644
00:30:55,640 --> 00:31:00,280
Speaker 3: because these are still like y'all are actually fucking saying

645
00:31:00,320 --> 00:31:01,240
Speaker 3: I genuinely.

646
00:31:01,240 --> 00:31:03,120
Speaker 1: I was literally making it up because they want.

647
00:31:03,000 --> 00:31:06,240
Speaker 3: To break greed. This is proof that it's corporate greed.

648
00:31:07,040 --> 00:31:09,959
Speaker 3: Inflation wouldn't be real if everybody just stuck to their

649
00:31:09,960 --> 00:31:11,760
Speaker 3: prices all the time and we could just live in

650
00:31:11,800 --> 00:31:12,560
Speaker 3: harmony forever.

651
00:31:13,880 --> 00:31:16,720
Speaker 1: That's what you were. One of the smartest people I

652
00:31:16,760 --> 00:31:17,320
Speaker 1: know you.

653
00:31:17,960 --> 00:31:19,840
Speaker 3: Literally, I need to hear.

654
00:31:21,840 --> 00:31:24,360
Speaker 1: Ki what were you gonna say? You were gonna say something.

655
00:31:24,440 --> 00:31:27,960
Speaker 1: You took a minor break because something really bad happened

656
00:31:28,000 --> 00:31:29,120
Speaker 1: to me, guys, so you should.

657
00:31:28,840 --> 00:31:30,360
Speaker 2: Comment like people were.

658
00:31:37,360 --> 00:31:38,000
Speaker 3: What are you saying?

659
00:31:40,720 --> 00:31:51,120
Speaker 2: People were, Okay.

660
00:31:47,760 --> 00:31:49,960
Speaker 3: You can go, you can go, you can go, We'll chill.

661
00:31:50,000 --> 00:32:00,280
Speaker 3: What people were, Oh fuck, all right, it's down out

662
00:32:00,280 --> 00:32:02,000
Speaker 3: of my hand. I'm not gonna do anything. And you

663
00:32:02,040 --> 00:32:04,120
Speaker 3: put your down to this ship.

664
00:32:04,040 --> 00:32:07,440
Speaker 1: Takes you so fucking good? What the actually?

665
00:32:07,520 --> 00:32:10,480
Speaker 3: Literally, Miss Arizona put her pussy in this. I swear

666
00:32:10,520 --> 00:32:11,920
Speaker 3: to god, it's scary.

667
00:32:11,960 --> 00:32:12,440
Speaker 1: What is it?

668
00:32:13,240 --> 00:32:14,640
Speaker 3: The pussy of the green tea leafing?

669
00:32:15,720 --> 00:32:19,200
Speaker 1: They literally like, what there? This is? Squirt Like what

670
00:32:19,720 --> 00:32:20,920
Speaker 1: it's like? Fucking me up?

671
00:32:21,800 --> 00:32:24,120
Speaker 3: This is an apple flavor? To try this, it has

672
00:32:24,160 --> 00:32:25,160
Speaker 3: like the essence of apple.

673
00:32:25,680 --> 00:32:26,800
Speaker 1: I used to get this one.

674
00:32:29,360 --> 00:32:30,760
Speaker 3: Arizona sponsor us.

675
00:32:32,120 --> 00:32:34,520
Speaker 1: What were you saying cappine. Isn't this keep going?

676
00:32:34,760 --> 00:32:36,360
Speaker 2: Okay?

677
00:32:36,960 --> 00:32:40,280
Speaker 3: People were I swear to god, I was just gonna

678
00:32:40,280 --> 00:32:42,040
Speaker 3: take it. I was literally just gonna take a.

679
00:32:43,920 --> 00:32:46,760
Speaker 1: Big I used to drink like three of these like

680
00:32:47,120 --> 00:32:50,360
Speaker 1: every day in high school and middle It's.

681
00:32:50,200 --> 00:32:53,360
Speaker 3: Only ten calories, which are surprising. I thought it would

682
00:32:53,400 --> 00:32:54,000
Speaker 3: be like six.

683
00:32:54,160 --> 00:32:57,280
Speaker 2: How many grams of sugar? Isn't that it's gonna be

684
00:32:57,320 --> 00:32:58,320
Speaker 2: like forty grams? Right?

685
00:32:59,080 --> 00:32:59,640
Speaker 1: Forty nine?

686
00:33:00,000 --> 00:33:02,600
Speaker 2: F yea. That's like that's not good for you.

687
00:33:03,240 --> 00:33:06,840
Speaker 3: I mean I need coath to survive, baby, that's true.

688
00:33:06,920 --> 00:33:07,520
Speaker 2: I'm an idiot.

689
00:33:08,000 --> 00:33:10,640
Speaker 1: It's like how they give cows skittles, Say what you're inside?

690
00:33:11,120 --> 00:33:16,200
Speaker 2: Oh? People were ubering back from Coachella to LA, like

691
00:33:16,360 --> 00:33:17,560
Speaker 2: I heard of.

692
00:33:17,520 --> 00:33:20,520
Speaker 1: Like wait, but how much would that be?

693
00:33:21,080 --> 00:33:24,120
Speaker 2: Dude? Some people spent like one thousand dollars because it.

694
00:33:24,160 --> 00:33:27,520
Speaker 3: Was Ubers were driving from LA anyways. Like all the

695
00:33:27,600 --> 00:33:30,400
Speaker 3: Ubers that I had were from LA at Coachella. Really yeah,

696
00:33:30,440 --> 00:33:31,240
Speaker 3: they all drive.

697
00:33:31,080 --> 00:33:33,000
Speaker 1: Down Yeah, so they were probably going to go back anyway,

698
00:33:33,000 --> 00:33:34,280
Speaker 1: and they were just like damn.

699
00:33:34,040 --> 00:33:36,520
Speaker 2: I'll make a bag while I you know, Like we

700
00:33:36,560 --> 00:33:38,880
Speaker 2: would try to get an uber to an after party

701
00:33:39,080 --> 00:33:40,959
Speaker 2: and it was like one hundred and ten dollars just

702
00:33:41,000 --> 00:33:43,760
Speaker 2: like to go like what ten miles or something. Yeah,

703
00:33:43,800 --> 00:33:44,400
Speaker 2: and then.

704
00:33:44,480 --> 00:33:46,800
Speaker 3: It's like literally two hundred thousand people are all trying.

705
00:33:46,640 --> 00:33:47,280
Speaker 1: To do Yeah.

706
00:33:47,360 --> 00:33:50,440
Speaker 2: So one of my friends, I guess blacked out and

707
00:33:50,840 --> 00:33:54,000
Speaker 2: ordered an uber back to LA and it was like

708
00:33:54,120 --> 00:33:56,880
Speaker 2: during the rush of everyone going to after parties and

709
00:33:56,960 --> 00:33:59,680
Speaker 2: it was like eight hundred and fifty bucks. Oh, I'm

710
00:34:00,120 --> 00:34:03,040
Speaker 2: blacked in. But I guess the drive wasn't bad at

711
00:34:03,040 --> 00:34:04,640
Speaker 2: all because it was at like three am in the

712
00:34:04,680 --> 00:34:06,640
Speaker 2: middle of the festival, so it was Yeah, it took

713
00:34:06,720 --> 00:34:09,839
Speaker 2: like two and a half hours, but it like got

714
00:34:09,880 --> 00:34:11,840
Speaker 2: caught in like the surge pricing or.

715
00:34:11,880 --> 00:34:13,160
Speaker 1: Did they mean to leave.

716
00:34:15,440 --> 00:34:17,239
Speaker 2: I think that they did make the decision. They were

717
00:34:17,280 --> 00:34:18,480
Speaker 2: like I want to go home.

718
00:34:21,600 --> 00:34:23,520
Speaker 1: Like three hours from home and be like I'm and

719
00:34:23,640 --> 00:34:25,320
Speaker 1: like just blacked out and like hitting.

720
00:34:25,040 --> 00:34:27,840
Speaker 3: Home on your uber, Like that's literally what YA was

721
00:34:27,880 --> 00:34:30,680
Speaker 3: trying to make me do. On day three, She's.

722
00:34:30,520 --> 00:34:33,520
Speaker 1: Like, bitch, I was like, you know, like eight million

723
00:34:33,560 --> 00:34:36,160
Speaker 1: people here, bitch, I do forget.

724
00:34:35,800 --> 00:34:37,560
Speaker 3: That I am a bit of a socialite and every

725
00:34:37,600 --> 00:34:40,440
Speaker 3: everybody I know loves me and would be so willing

726
00:34:40,440 --> 00:34:41,359
Speaker 3: to get me a ride back.

727
00:34:41,520 --> 00:34:44,719
Speaker 1: I forget that yeah, but you do have to do

728
00:34:44,760 --> 00:34:46,799
Speaker 1: things for them, like in a sexual way. So it's

729
00:34:46,800 --> 00:34:48,279
Speaker 1: like is it love? Are they using you?

730
00:34:48,680 --> 00:34:55,080
Speaker 3: It's not using me because I want it badly? Eight

731
00:34:55,120 --> 00:34:57,799
Speaker 3: hundred dollars Uber that's actually fucking insane, Like the uber

732
00:34:57,800 --> 00:34:58,600
Speaker 3: prices in general.

733
00:34:58,600 --> 00:35:00,880
Speaker 1: For Coachella, me and our we're talking about this, we

734
00:35:00,880 --> 00:35:04,400
Speaker 1: were like, literally, thank god we can afford to like

735
00:35:04,600 --> 00:35:07,880
Speaker 1: come and leave here, or like specifically leave because you

736
00:35:07,880 --> 00:35:11,239
Speaker 1: can get an uber for like fifty dollars there if

737
00:35:11,280 --> 00:35:14,200
Speaker 1: you like timed it right, but to leave it was

738
00:35:14,280 --> 00:35:16,319
Speaker 1: always one hundred and fifty dollars plus. And I was like,

739
00:35:16,680 --> 00:35:20,120
Speaker 1: holy shit, like that is insane. That is unreal.

740
00:35:20,320 --> 00:35:25,000
Speaker 3: Like even that price fifty dollars uber is like insanely

741
00:35:25,080 --> 00:35:26,399
Speaker 3: high for how far we were going.

742
00:35:26,560 --> 00:35:29,279
Speaker 1: No, yeah, it was literally a twenty five minute drive.

743
00:35:29,440 --> 00:35:33,479
Speaker 3: Yeah, so like it's it's already insanely high. But like yeah,

744
00:35:33,719 --> 00:35:35,960
Speaker 3: like what else would you do?

745
00:35:36,120 --> 00:35:38,320
Speaker 1: Like yeah, yeah, Like it's like you either be safe.

746
00:35:38,920 --> 00:35:41,320
Speaker 1: I guess it's making the decision like Okay, do you

747
00:35:41,360 --> 00:35:43,480
Speaker 1: want to go there and stay sober and drive or

748
00:35:43,520 --> 00:35:45,719
Speaker 1: do you want to like be safe and not take

749
00:35:45,719 --> 00:35:50,640
Speaker 1: your car because you probably what oh my yead stay sober.

750
00:35:51,600 --> 00:35:53,480
Speaker 1: What are you looking at You're looking at my tits

751
00:35:53,560 --> 00:35:58,280
Speaker 1: right now? What were you just looking at my boobs?

752
00:35:58,360 --> 00:35:59,960
Speaker 2: Did you think that was subtle? True?

753
00:36:00,800 --> 00:36:02,319
Speaker 3: What I was even doing that?

754
00:36:03,280 --> 00:36:05,440
Speaker 1: You fully just bet your body forward to look at

755
00:36:05,440 --> 00:36:06,040
Speaker 1: my boobs.

756
00:36:06,160 --> 00:36:08,239
Speaker 3: I'm not even looking at your fucking boobs.

757
00:36:07,920 --> 00:36:10,040
Speaker 1: Like now you're looking right now like STARp.

758
00:36:11,440 --> 00:36:13,560
Speaker 3: Oh my god, y'all. Are you're such a curve? Like

759
00:36:13,640 --> 00:36:14,920
Speaker 3: everything you do, everything I do?

760
00:36:15,080 --> 00:36:16,400
Speaker 1: Hi, why are you covering yourself?

761
00:36:17,080 --> 00:36:18,640
Speaker 2: I'm showing respect, but.

762
00:36:21,480 --> 00:36:24,000
Speaker 1: I'm holding respect by not acknowledging that there's a woman

763
00:36:24,040 --> 00:36:28,080
Speaker 1: in the room, because I will indefinitely sexualize.

764
00:36:27,520 --> 00:36:29,400
Speaker 2: You if I look at you exactly.

765
00:36:29,600 --> 00:36:32,400
Speaker 3: That's the male gaze. Or no, that's literally not what

766
00:36:32,440 --> 00:36:32,840
Speaker 3: that means.

767
00:36:33,000 --> 00:36:41,640
Speaker 1: Yeah, you are a male gaze. Oh oh oh.

768
00:36:46,600 --> 00:36:50,040
Speaker 3: We had a five minute bit of us just slurping.

769
00:36:50,880 --> 00:36:51,160
Speaker 3: I know.

770
00:36:51,200 --> 00:36:53,239
Speaker 1: When we were doing that, I was like, dude, you

771
00:36:53,239 --> 00:36:54,640
Speaker 1: guys are such freaks for watching this.

772
00:36:56,440 --> 00:37:01,280
Speaker 3: They're not freaks. They're actually like brave, like they're warriors.

773
00:37:01,600 --> 00:37:05,040
Speaker 3: If you make it through every episode, I like, if

774
00:37:05,040 --> 00:37:07,120
Speaker 3: you make it this far into this episode, I literally

775
00:37:07,160 --> 00:37:09,760
Speaker 3: need to see like a comment or something.

776
00:37:09,840 --> 00:37:11,719
Speaker 1: You're getting a badge of honor because.

777
00:37:11,440 --> 00:37:15,719
Speaker 3: I yeah, you're literally like like I will like acknowledge

778
00:37:15,719 --> 00:37:17,560
Speaker 3: and not acknowledge it because I don't have the time,

779
00:37:17,640 --> 00:37:19,680
Speaker 3: but I will read it and I will.

780
00:37:19,480 --> 00:37:21,719
Speaker 2: See there's comments of people. It will be like I

781
00:37:21,760 --> 00:37:24,200
Speaker 2: just found out about this podcast. I watched. I binged

782
00:37:24,280 --> 00:37:27,520
Speaker 2: every episode over the last like two weeks. You like,

783
00:37:27,680 --> 00:37:30,520
Speaker 2: I need to see an MRI scan of that person's brain.

784
00:37:31,000 --> 00:37:36,560
Speaker 3: Big now, it's it's not even a skittle. Yeah, it's

785
00:37:36,600 --> 00:37:41,600
Speaker 3: literally are yeah sour skill the yellow Ones.

786
00:37:41,680 --> 00:37:45,040
Speaker 1: It's just nasty, dude, that is so insane.

787
00:37:46,120 --> 00:37:49,279
Speaker 3: Yeah, yea, but like, just say something. I made it

788
00:37:49,280 --> 00:37:51,160
Speaker 3: this far into the episode wherever the time saying I.

789
00:37:51,160 --> 00:37:52,959
Speaker 1: Want to play Fortnite so bad right now, I'm gonna

790
00:37:52,960 --> 00:37:54,600
Speaker 1: be really honest, like it's all I can think about it.

791
00:37:54,840 --> 00:37:56,360
Speaker 3: Let's do it on Patreon.

792
00:37:56,719 --> 00:37:57,320
Speaker 1: I'm not kidding.

793
00:37:57,320 --> 00:38:00,439
Speaker 3: That would be me literally fucking you have a video

794
00:38:00,520 --> 00:38:03,160
Speaker 3: of us playing in my video Fortnight coming out tomorrow.

795
00:38:03,400 --> 00:38:05,320
Speaker 1: I'm itching. I'm literally itching.

796
00:38:05,960 --> 00:38:07,799
Speaker 3: Wait when is your video coming out?

797
00:38:08,280 --> 00:38:10,120
Speaker 1: There should be today, but I might be late.

798
00:38:10,320 --> 00:38:16,120
Speaker 3: Okay, work Mine is probably gonna come out tomorrow then sorry,

799
00:38:16,200 --> 00:38:18,920
Speaker 3: we're discussing work and scheduling. That's what it's like being

800
00:38:18,920 --> 00:38:20,439
Speaker 3: an influencer, scheduling out your.

801
00:38:20,360 --> 00:38:24,920
Speaker 1: Videos, taking meetings exactly, girl, I love. I love a

802
00:38:24,960 --> 00:38:27,400
Speaker 1: good influencer saying like yeah, like I wake up and

803
00:38:27,440 --> 00:38:29,359
Speaker 1: then I take meetings. I'm like, you don't do that.

804
00:38:29,440 --> 00:38:30,680
Speaker 3: You don't do that.

805
00:38:30,719 --> 00:38:32,400
Speaker 1: I don't do that, but like maybe some of you

806
00:38:32,440 --> 00:38:33,600
Speaker 1: bitches actually have that.

807
00:38:33,680 --> 00:38:36,880
Speaker 3: But like I well, I just call like any phone

808
00:38:36,880 --> 00:38:38,960
Speaker 3: call that I have a meeting, like any Like I'm like,

809
00:38:39,160 --> 00:38:43,919
Speaker 3: I was doing meetings literally just to make myself feel

810
00:38:44,000 --> 00:38:46,720
Speaker 3: like I'm productive, when like, in reality, I do nothing

811
00:38:47,160 --> 00:38:51,520
Speaker 3: all the time, all the fucking time. I am fucking

812
00:38:51,760 --> 00:38:52,759
Speaker 3: munching these downs.

813
00:38:52,880 --> 00:38:53,240
Speaker 1: It tastes.

814
00:38:53,280 --> 00:38:56,000
Speaker 3: Really, I am actually destroying this.

815
00:38:56,239 --> 00:38:57,839
Speaker 1: You're never gonna hear me sing again because I'm gona

816
00:38:57,880 --> 00:39:00,759
Speaker 1: kill myself, oh my god. And then then you're gonna

817
00:39:00,840 --> 00:39:01,920
Speaker 1: I love saying that to people.

818
00:39:02,040 --> 00:39:02,920
Speaker 3: Then you're gonna miss me.

819
00:39:03,840 --> 00:39:05,640
Speaker 1: Then you'll be like, damn, I should have taken that

820
00:39:05,680 --> 00:39:07,759
Speaker 1: for granted, like that thing that you didn't like, You're

821
00:39:07,800 --> 00:39:08,600
Speaker 1: gonna look back and be.

822
00:39:08,560 --> 00:39:09,839
Speaker 3: Like, you know what, I could use that right, Oh

823
00:39:09,840 --> 00:39:11,400
Speaker 3: I think about that shit all the time. I'm like,

824
00:39:11,440 --> 00:39:15,759
Speaker 3: what I'm annoyed by, like with like my friends or

825
00:39:15,920 --> 00:39:19,040
Speaker 3: relationships or family. I'm like, you know what, it may

826
00:39:19,080 --> 00:39:22,040
Speaker 3: be annoying in the moment, but when they eventually pass away,

827
00:39:22,040 --> 00:39:24,759
Speaker 3: because to me, I'm gonna outlive everybody. It's gonna be

828
00:39:24,760 --> 00:39:27,040
Speaker 3: sad when I'm all alone. I think I'm gonna be

829
00:39:27,080 --> 00:39:28,680
Speaker 3: like one hundred and fifty six.

830
00:39:28,800 --> 00:39:32,000
Speaker 1: You what from thinking you're gonna diet like thirty.

831
00:39:32,120 --> 00:39:35,560
Speaker 3: Now, well it's twenty five because I have to make

832
00:39:35,600 --> 00:39:38,160
Speaker 3: a million dollars from twenty five, which I have like

833
00:39:39,239 --> 00:39:40,839
Speaker 3: seven more months or what is it?

834
00:39:41,920 --> 00:39:43,560
Speaker 2: You have literally one more month?

835
00:39:43,920 --> 00:39:47,080
Speaker 3: Yeah, So I'm like, I don't know how you're gonna

836
00:39:47,120 --> 00:39:50,200
Speaker 3: make it, y'all. This may be y'all better say with

837
00:39:50,239 --> 00:39:52,120
Speaker 3: these moments seriously, because.

838
00:39:51,840 --> 00:39:54,719
Speaker 1: I'm not kidding. I have such little fathom of real life.

839
00:39:54,760 --> 00:39:56,759
Speaker 1: I don't know what making a million dollars would even

840
00:39:56,840 --> 00:39:59,440
Speaker 1: do for someone Like I'm literally genuinely, what does that

841
00:39:59,520 --> 00:40:00,000
Speaker 1: do for you?

842
00:40:00,280 --> 00:40:02,440
Speaker 3: At this point? It means nothing to me?

843
00:40:02,520 --> 00:40:05,439
Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm like, you were literally just doing that. You're

844
00:40:05,480 --> 00:40:07,319
Speaker 1: just doing it to say you did it, like you're not.

845
00:40:07,640 --> 00:40:10,680
Speaker 1: That's not it's not changing anything about your life. You're

846
00:40:10,719 --> 00:40:12,520
Speaker 1: literally just doing it to be like I did that

847
00:40:12,560 --> 00:40:14,400
Speaker 1: one time, and it's like cool, like you still suck.

848
00:40:14,440 --> 00:40:16,680
Speaker 1: I'm sorry, and I'm having fun.

849
00:40:17,120 --> 00:40:17,200
Speaker 3: Me.

850
00:40:17,640 --> 00:40:20,360
Speaker 1: That's the thing about me, is like I am alive

851
00:40:20,480 --> 00:40:23,799
Speaker 1: to have fun, have sex, and have a laugh.

852
00:40:24,520 --> 00:40:26,440
Speaker 3: Yeah. At the end of the day, the meaning of

853
00:40:26,480 --> 00:40:27,320
Speaker 3: life is to breed.

854
00:40:28,320 --> 00:40:31,880
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's to breed and live. My Oh.

855
00:40:32,200 --> 00:40:34,160
Speaker 2: For me, it's just all about helping people and just

856
00:40:34,200 --> 00:40:35,319
Speaker 2: being positive and chill.

857
00:40:35,640 --> 00:40:39,320
Speaker 1: And you are like one of the most negative energies

858
00:40:39,320 --> 00:40:40,080
Speaker 1: everment in my life.

859
00:40:40,640 --> 00:40:41,520
Speaker 3: That was beautiful.

860
00:40:42,760 --> 00:40:43,880
Speaker 1: You're beautiful.

861
00:40:45,520 --> 00:40:53,120
Speaker 3: That's really just like so good. Yeah.

862
00:40:53,239 --> 00:40:55,400
Speaker 1: That used to be like my idea, but then I

863
00:40:55,440 --> 00:40:57,040
Speaker 1: was like, wait, you could be really nice to someone

864
00:40:57,080 --> 00:40:58,839
Speaker 1: and they still treat you like shit. You know what,

865
00:40:59,200 --> 00:41:01,319
Speaker 1: I'm here to have fun, even though I still been

866
00:41:01,400 --> 00:41:02,960
Speaker 1: over backwards everybody.

867
00:41:02,640 --> 00:41:04,400
Speaker 3: About to say, I do make it an effort to

868
00:41:04,719 --> 00:41:07,960
Speaker 3: just be nice to literally everybody, like just give everybody

869
00:41:07,960 --> 00:41:10,400
Speaker 3: the benefit of the doubt and see their side. And

870
00:41:10,760 --> 00:41:12,960
Speaker 3: maybe I don't agree with it, but I think everybody

871
00:41:13,000 --> 00:41:14,520
Speaker 3: deserves that much.

872
00:41:15,000 --> 00:41:16,759
Speaker 1: You are one of the best people I've ever met.

873
00:41:16,760 --> 00:41:19,200
Speaker 1: My wife like, did you just like teach yourself that

874
00:41:19,280 --> 00:41:19,720
Speaker 1: or did.

875
00:41:19,560 --> 00:41:22,440
Speaker 3: Someone tea It's just like this intuition that I have,

876
00:41:22,520 --> 00:41:25,080
Speaker 3: like ever since I was a young child naturally, Yeah,

877
00:41:25,400 --> 00:41:26,600
Speaker 3: basically a philosopher.

878
00:41:26,640 --> 00:41:28,319
Speaker 1: Yeah, you've always been a caretaker and.

879
00:41:28,280 --> 00:41:30,399
Speaker 3: Like just like a giver I've been. I've been a giver.

880
00:41:30,640 --> 00:41:31,320
Speaker 1: You're an EmPATH.

881
00:41:31,440 --> 00:41:33,359
Speaker 3: I'm an EmPATH. I've been a giver my whole life.

882
00:41:33,400 --> 00:41:34,919
Speaker 3: I just give so much.

883
00:41:35,120 --> 00:41:35,960
Speaker 1: I am giving.

884
00:41:36,320 --> 00:41:40,400
Speaker 3: It's giving. Wait, the giver, the giver is literally giving, Like,

885
00:41:40,560 --> 00:41:41,240
Speaker 3: oh my god.

886
00:41:44,239 --> 00:41:46,319
Speaker 1: That I haven't met the useless to give to the world.

887
00:41:46,560 --> 00:41:51,200
Speaker 3: I know. Sorry, this is you're seeing us just like deteriorate.

888
00:41:51,400 --> 00:41:53,920
Speaker 1: Like I'm like, okay, how do actually, how do people

889
00:41:53,920 --> 00:41:56,359
Speaker 1: have podcasts for like three years? What the fuck are

890
00:41:56,400 --> 00:41:57,120
Speaker 1: you talking about?

891
00:41:57,160 --> 00:42:00,160
Speaker 3: Like what are you talking about that? And also so

892
00:42:00,560 --> 00:42:04,040
Speaker 3: how do people record podcasts every day? Like I actually

893
00:42:04,160 --> 00:42:06,160
Speaker 3: like or even like multiple times?

894
00:42:06,360 --> 00:42:08,319
Speaker 1: Do people do anything every day? Like I'm done, I'm

895
00:42:08,320 --> 00:42:10,759
Speaker 1: tapping out, Like I'm literally like.

896
00:42:10,440 --> 00:42:12,759
Speaker 2: Like it's so funny because like we're gonna turn the

897
00:42:12,800 --> 00:42:15,239
Speaker 2: camera and then you guys are gonna be talking for

898
00:42:15,320 --> 00:42:16,480
Speaker 2: seven hours straight.

899
00:42:17,239 --> 00:42:18,560
Speaker 1: I'm not going to shut the fuck up. We have

900
00:42:18,600 --> 00:42:20,319
Speaker 1: somewhere to go after this, and then after I'm trying

901
00:42:20,320 --> 00:42:21,960
Speaker 1: to meet with more people, I'm like yeah, yeah.

902
00:42:24,120 --> 00:42:28,160
Speaker 3: Right, okay, because I was like I made plans with

903
00:42:28,719 --> 00:42:38,160
Speaker 3: Axel to go see movie today. Yeah, Weber a TikToker.

904
00:42:39,440 --> 00:42:42,960
Speaker 1: I'm not kidding. I don't know who that is. I'm

905
00:42:43,040 --> 00:42:43,720
Speaker 1: not kidding.

906
00:42:44,200 --> 00:42:46,200
Speaker 3: He's a guy that lives in the world's smallest apartment

907
00:42:46,239 --> 00:42:47,759
Speaker 3: in La or in New York.

908
00:42:49,080 --> 00:42:51,759
Speaker 1: Oh, the guy who's on the news. Are you joking here?

909
00:42:52,120 --> 00:42:55,759
Speaker 3: But I am meeting with Axel. You're not going but

910
00:42:55,840 --> 00:42:56,319
Speaker 3: not him?

911
00:42:57,120 --> 00:42:59,000
Speaker 1: Not going to see me with that kid? Like what

912
00:42:59,040 --> 00:42:59,920
Speaker 1: are you talking about?

913
00:43:01,880 --> 00:43:02,440
Speaker 3: Like Western?

914
00:43:02,560 --> 00:43:05,799
Speaker 1: That actually greeens me the living fuck out. I was like,

915
00:43:06,040 --> 00:43:08,000
Speaker 1: why are you going to see a movie with that kid?

916
00:43:08,200 --> 00:43:09,960
Speaker 1: Like why why is he here?

917
00:43:10,280 --> 00:43:12,479
Speaker 2: Like the little actor boy?

918
00:43:12,800 --> 00:43:18,480
Speaker 3: Yeah, psychological Yeah, Like I feel like you real, Is

919
00:43:18,480 --> 00:43:20,719
Speaker 3: that a real person or is that I've discussed this,

920
00:43:20,880 --> 00:43:23,040
Speaker 3: like I think he is an industry plant and he's

921
00:43:23,080 --> 00:43:25,160
Speaker 3: like an actual robot. Like I know last night I

922
00:43:25,200 --> 00:43:28,359
Speaker 3: was saying, like, like there is some human behind Mark

923
00:43:28,440 --> 00:43:31,320
Speaker 3: Zuckerberg and his decisions, but actual Weber is a literal

924
00:43:31,400 --> 00:43:34,200
Speaker 3: robot and he actually gives me Uncanny Valley and I'm

925
00:43:34,280 --> 00:43:36,799
Speaker 3: scared of that. Man. I'm sorry.

926
00:43:37,160 --> 00:43:40,120
Speaker 2: He's just so good at being in front of a

927
00:43:40,160 --> 00:43:43,320
Speaker 2: camera for TikTok, not even for like movie like TV

928
00:43:43,400 --> 00:43:44,520
Speaker 2: and film, but for TikTok.

929
00:43:44,560 --> 00:43:46,000
Speaker 1: You don't know that he's going to be big.

930
00:43:47,440 --> 00:43:48,600
Speaker 2: He probably will be.

931
00:43:48,920 --> 00:43:51,400
Speaker 3: No, I agree like what he does, he's so good.

932
00:43:51,239 --> 00:43:54,080
Speaker 2: At yeah, and I'm just like it seems.

933
00:43:54,000 --> 00:43:56,799
Speaker 3: He's infectious, which is annoying to me because I want

934
00:43:56,800 --> 00:43:58,840
Speaker 3: to be that. But I'm like the opposite of it.

935
00:43:59,120 --> 00:44:05,279
Speaker 1: You're like like hazardous, like hazard really, but it's your

936
00:44:05,440 --> 00:44:07,120
Speaker 1: bio hazard infectious.

937
00:44:08,360 --> 00:44:12,800
Speaker 3: Yo, we're on the podcast, just as on the podcast

938
00:44:12,840 --> 00:44:20,160
Speaker 3: with this. What do you have to say?

939
00:44:22,160 --> 00:44:24,600
Speaker 2: What I have a question.

940
00:44:24,440 --> 00:44:28,399
Speaker 3: Of Okay, I have to call you back.

941
00:44:33,239 --> 00:44:39,040
Speaker 1: Just believe what he said, Like, I'm so ugly.

942
00:44:40,760 --> 00:44:43,839
Speaker 3: I'm like mass Man Day getting lifted on the airplane.

943
00:44:45,640 --> 00:44:48,680
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's not that I'm anti mask is that it's

944
00:44:48,760 --> 00:44:49,400
Speaker 1: just I don't.

945
00:44:49,200 --> 00:44:53,360
Speaker 3: Believe in the muzzle exactly exactly, Like I know it

946
00:44:53,920 --> 00:44:58,280
Speaker 3: is like me wanting to be comfortable.

947
00:45:00,120 --> 00:45:07,040
Speaker 1: Anyway. So I'm so drunk right now.

948
00:45:07,480 --> 00:45:09,960
Speaker 3: Holy shit, she's fucking lit.

949
00:45:10,640 --> 00:45:13,920
Speaker 2: This phroto being taken. Like someone's gonna see that photo

950
00:45:13,920 --> 00:45:15,880
Speaker 2: and be like, oh, that was taken. Like once they were.

951
00:45:15,760 --> 00:45:19,800
Speaker 3: Done, I was like, while we were in the middle

952
00:45:19,880 --> 00:45:21,360
Speaker 3: of the fucking episode.

953
00:45:20,960 --> 00:45:23,080
Speaker 1: You know what it is? I actually have absolutely nothing

954
00:45:23,120 --> 00:45:25,680
Speaker 1: fucking happening in my life. Like I genuinely I've said

955
00:45:25,680 --> 00:45:28,640
Speaker 1: this for the past few months. I cannot stress enough

956
00:45:28,840 --> 00:45:30,839
Speaker 1: monkey Brian, Like I don't know what's happening. I never

957
00:45:30,880 --> 00:45:33,399
Speaker 1: know what's happening. I'm just letting life happen. And I'm like, Okay,

958
00:45:33,400 --> 00:45:34,880
Speaker 1: I guess I gotta go do this, and I go

959
00:45:34,920 --> 00:45:36,560
Speaker 1: and do the thing, and then I'm like I'm waiting

960
00:45:36,600 --> 00:45:38,320
Speaker 1: for another task, and then I avoid the task, and

961
00:45:38,360 --> 00:45:39,640
Speaker 1: then I do it because I need to do it.

962
00:45:39,680 --> 00:45:40,520
Speaker 1: I guess.

963
00:45:42,080 --> 00:45:43,880
Speaker 2: Yeah, I have so much shit going on. I have

964
00:45:43,920 --> 00:45:46,480
Speaker 2: like deals and meetings that I have to make. I'm

965
00:45:46,520 --> 00:45:48,160
Speaker 2: like moving money around constantly.

966
00:45:48,520 --> 00:45:50,080
Speaker 1: So you're laundering money.

967
00:45:50,600 --> 00:45:53,160
Speaker 2: Oh no, No, I'm just moving into different investments kind

968
00:45:53,200 --> 00:45:56,560
Speaker 2: of like reevaluating what, like how much.

969
00:45:56,800 --> 00:45:59,640
Speaker 1: This is what everybody who accidentally got involved in the

970
00:45:59,680 --> 00:46:02,719
Speaker 1: money laundering scheme that is crypto trying to explain to

971
00:46:02,760 --> 00:46:05,240
Speaker 1: their parents why they're out like two thousand dollars.

972
00:46:06,760 --> 00:46:08,520
Speaker 3: I was looking I was doing my taxes for twenty

973
00:46:08,560 --> 00:46:10,839
Speaker 3: twenty one, and I was like looking at my like

974
00:46:11,800 --> 00:46:13,759
Speaker 3: statement and I was like, oh my god. Like in

975
00:46:13,840 --> 00:46:16,759
Speaker 3: twenty twenty one, I got addicted to gambling again. It

976
00:46:16,840 --> 00:46:20,440
Speaker 3: was just like not actually gambling, but like like throwing

977
00:46:20,520 --> 00:46:25,680
Speaker 3: money at crypto, which is essentially gambling to me. But

978
00:46:25,760 --> 00:46:26,759
Speaker 3: I still believe in it.

979
00:46:26,680 --> 00:46:30,600
Speaker 1: And I got addicted to investing myself. That's how I guess.

980
00:46:30,760 --> 00:46:34,000
Speaker 3: That's actually just like getting investing in pieces of cls.

981
00:46:34,040 --> 00:46:36,160
Speaker 2: Did you know that you don't have to pay taxes?

982
00:46:37,360 --> 00:46:39,279
Speaker 2: You don't? Yeah, you don't even have to do that.

983
00:46:39,719 --> 00:46:40,560
Speaker 1: Are you serious?

984
00:46:41,200 --> 00:46:43,000
Speaker 2: You can actually save a bunch of mone.

985
00:46:42,960 --> 00:46:49,560
Speaker 3: Hr Blocks scammed me. They scammed me today yesterday because

986
00:46:49,640 --> 00:46:54,040
Speaker 3: I was filing for an extension and because I'm like,

987
00:46:54,080 --> 00:46:55,759
Speaker 3: I'm not paying my tax I'm not doing that shit

988
00:46:55,880 --> 00:47:01,560
Speaker 3: right now, I'm like, literally master procrastinator, I'm masturbator exactly.

989
00:47:02,719 --> 00:47:05,759
Speaker 3: I went to file for an extension and I did

990
00:47:05,800 --> 00:47:08,440
Speaker 3: it on my own, but it said it got rejected,

991
00:47:08,800 --> 00:47:12,480
Speaker 3: and so I called H and R Block and I

992
00:47:12,520 --> 00:47:14,160
Speaker 3: was like, I need to file for an extension and

993
00:47:14,239 --> 00:47:15,480
Speaker 3: they were like, well, you have to pay us ninety

994
00:47:15,560 --> 00:47:17,080
Speaker 3: nine dollars to even talk to us, and I was

995
00:47:17,120 --> 00:47:19,440
Speaker 3: like okay, So I gave them ninety nine dollars and

996
00:47:19,480 --> 00:47:21,160
Speaker 3: they were like, oh, we'll file it for you. Like

997
00:47:21,320 --> 00:47:23,839
Speaker 3: it says you're not file it's not filed, and then

998
00:47:24,280 --> 00:47:25,919
Speaker 3: we like on the fun I had like a thirty

999
00:47:25,920 --> 00:47:28,400
Speaker 3: minute call with them. They filed it, and then she

1000
00:47:28,480 --> 00:47:30,839
Speaker 3: called me back like an hour later and was like, Oh,

1001
00:47:30,960 --> 00:47:33,359
Speaker 3: it got rejected. Don't be worried. It's because the first

1002
00:47:33,400 --> 00:47:36,920
Speaker 3: time you filed it on your own it went through.

1003
00:47:37,239 --> 00:47:38,560
Speaker 3: And I was like, so I paid you on ninety

1004
00:47:38,600 --> 00:47:41,319
Speaker 3: nine dollars for nothing, and she was like, well, it

1005
00:47:41,480 --> 00:47:44,200
Speaker 3: adds to like when we do our taxes together at

1006
00:47:44,200 --> 00:47:45,440
Speaker 3: the end of the year and I'm like, I don't

1007
00:47:46,040 --> 00:47:48,680
Speaker 3: do my taxes with H and R Block, so I'll

1008
00:47:48,719 --> 00:47:49,919
Speaker 3: just stole money from it.

1009
00:47:50,239 --> 00:47:53,399
Speaker 2: It's so crazy that there's like facial recognition, We're all

1010
00:47:53,400 --> 00:47:58,000
Speaker 2: being tracked constantly, but there's no like automated way just

1011
00:47:58,040 --> 00:47:58,920
Speaker 2: to take taxes.

1012
00:47:59,120 --> 00:48:03,200
Speaker 3: It's because attack like H and R Block and into

1013
00:48:03,360 --> 00:48:06,319
Speaker 3: It and Turbo Tax all lobbied against the government for

1014
00:48:06,480 --> 00:48:09,799
Speaker 3: years and paid congressman millions of dollars to vote that

1015
00:48:09,960 --> 00:48:13,080
Speaker 3: they have to be the one in power to during

1016
00:48:13,080 --> 00:48:15,520
Speaker 3: the tax season and all this crazy shit. And that's

1017
00:48:15,560 --> 00:48:18,120
Speaker 3: why taxes are so convoluted. It's because of places like

1018
00:48:18,280 --> 00:48:21,200
Speaker 3: H and R Block. I fucking I literally.

1019
00:48:21,400 --> 00:48:22,520
Speaker 1: You're supporting those places.

1020
00:48:24,000 --> 00:48:27,919
Speaker 3: Well, it's there's no other way. Like actually, like every

1021
00:48:28,000 --> 00:48:30,080
Speaker 3: tax season, I like get so angry thinking about it

1022
00:48:30,120 --> 00:48:32,840
Speaker 3: because I'm like, just please, you know how much fucking

1023
00:48:32,880 --> 00:48:35,600
Speaker 3: money I owe you, Send me that. Send me that

1024
00:48:35,680 --> 00:48:38,200
Speaker 3: on January first, and I will pay that to you,

1025
00:48:38,360 --> 00:48:40,319
Speaker 3: and I'll do my little stupid deductions. Like I won't

1026
00:48:40,320 --> 00:48:43,439
Speaker 3: even do deductions for you. I will literally just give

1027
00:48:43,440 --> 00:48:45,360
Speaker 3: you the money that you think I owe you, just

1028
00:48:45,400 --> 00:48:47,319
Speaker 3: so I don't have to fucking worry about going to jail.

1029
00:48:47,360 --> 00:48:48,280
Speaker 3: It's like the worst vibe.

1030
00:48:48,560 --> 00:48:50,080
Speaker 1: Why don't you just like call the I R S

1031
00:48:50,160 --> 00:48:50,879
Speaker 1: And figure it out.

1032
00:48:51,800 --> 00:48:55,200
Speaker 3: I actually did to like twenty I no, I literally

1033
00:48:55,200 --> 00:48:57,600
Speaker 3: did in twenty twenty two or in twenty twenty because

1034
00:48:58,960 --> 00:49:02,960
Speaker 3: since my like identity was stolen, like literally like for

1035
00:49:03,000 --> 00:49:06,040
Speaker 3: some reason, my like social wasn't working, and like when

1036
00:49:06,080 --> 00:49:08,799
Speaker 3: I filed my taxes, like I wasn't being recognized as

1037
00:49:08,840 --> 00:49:12,759
Speaker 3: like a real person, and I had like it said,

1038
00:49:12,800 --> 00:49:14,320
Speaker 3: I didn't file my taxes, and I was like, I

1039
00:49:14,360 --> 00:49:16,839
Speaker 3: filed my taxes and paid you on there, we'll sort

1040
00:49:16,880 --> 00:49:18,120
Speaker 3: this out. And then I had to be on the

1041
00:49:18,160 --> 00:49:19,839
Speaker 3: phone with him for four hours when I was back

1042
00:49:19,880 --> 00:49:21,920
Speaker 3: in Texas in April and twenty twenty two or twenty

1043
00:49:21,920 --> 00:49:23,720
Speaker 3: twenty fucking nightmare.

1044
00:49:24,400 --> 00:49:28,240
Speaker 1: Also, your identity like wasn't like stolen for some reason.

1045
00:49:28,280 --> 00:49:30,880
Speaker 1: It's because you used to carry your fucking social and

1046
00:49:30,920 --> 00:49:33,200
Speaker 1: your wallet. Yeah, and then you lost it at Universal

1047
00:49:33,200 --> 00:49:35,040
Speaker 1: when you were under a triggering. See you know, see

1048
00:49:35,040 --> 00:49:37,120
Speaker 1: how karma catches up to you when you do.

1049
00:49:37,120 --> 00:49:42,480
Speaker 3: Illegal thing keyword underage. I was a little child and

1050
00:49:42,520 --> 00:49:45,280
Speaker 3: you were feeding me alcohol, David, Yeah.

1051
00:49:45,120 --> 00:49:47,439
Speaker 1: Because you needed it.

1052
00:49:47,440 --> 00:49:50,560
Speaker 3: It's giving, David Dobrik, it's giving, David do Brak.

1053
00:49:50,640 --> 00:49:52,120
Speaker 1: It's giving. Defamation lawsuit.

1054
00:49:53,320 --> 00:49:57,600
Speaker 3: I mean he said it himself. He apologized for it,

1055
00:49:58,040 --> 00:50:00,480
Speaker 3: for giving you alcohol. No, I'm saying you gave me out.

1056
00:50:00,480 --> 00:50:02,759
Speaker 3: I thought you were saying it's defamation lawsuit because David

1057
00:50:02,760 --> 00:50:03,680
Speaker 3: Dericks gon to assume me.

1058
00:50:03,920 --> 00:50:04,799
Speaker 1: Yeah he is.

1059
00:50:04,880 --> 00:50:07,200
Speaker 3: Well, he said that, he admitted to it. He apologized,

1060
00:50:07,239 --> 00:50:10,200
Speaker 3: So it's not defamation. I my basis covered.

1061
00:50:11,120 --> 00:50:12,040
Speaker 1: You've thought about this.

1062
00:50:12,360 --> 00:50:13,920
Speaker 3: I am a lawyer, I'm training.

1063
00:50:14,280 --> 00:50:18,680
Speaker 1: So you're a lawyer, you're an EmPATH. You're clinically insane.

1064
00:50:19,920 --> 00:50:22,840
Speaker 1: We need to get that. I'm sure, sure, lawyer, EmPATH

1065
00:50:23,040 --> 00:50:28,000
Speaker 1: clinically sure, but that's literally all over the I don't

1066
00:50:28,000 --> 00:50:29,719
Speaker 1: think you could be like a true EmPATH and like

1067
00:50:29,760 --> 00:50:30,360
Speaker 1: be a lawyer.

1068
00:50:31,320 --> 00:50:35,359
Speaker 3: I think there's like a certain like a defending lawyer, but.

1069
00:50:35,560 --> 00:50:38,080
Speaker 1: Like even you could get on cases where you're defending

1070
00:50:38,120 --> 00:50:40,160
Speaker 1: something that you don't morally agree with. I think it's

1071
00:50:40,200 --> 00:50:43,640
Speaker 1: not about being an EmPATH. It's about being like you.

1072
00:50:43,560 --> 00:50:45,440
Speaker 3: Can only choose your cases. You can be like a

1073
00:50:45,480 --> 00:50:47,839
Speaker 3: lawyer and choose like cases where you're like, oh, this dude,

1074
00:50:48,200 --> 00:50:52,040
Speaker 3: Like there's this dude on TikTok. I think his name's

1075
00:50:52,080 --> 00:50:56,920
Speaker 3: like Lolo or something, Lola Bunny. Yeah, Lolo he uh

1076
00:50:57,760 --> 00:51:00,120
Speaker 3: is like I think a good lawyer, I don't. I

1077
00:51:00,160 --> 00:51:00,960
Speaker 3: know nothing about it.

1078
00:51:01,000 --> 00:51:02,960
Speaker 1: No lawyer is a good lawyer because all of the

1079
00:51:03,000 --> 00:51:05,040
Speaker 1: whole system is fucking throw the whole system away.

1080
00:51:05,360 --> 00:51:10,240
Speaker 3: Te t me saying shit that I know nothing about.

1081
00:51:10,360 --> 00:51:10,640
Speaker 3: I know.

1082
00:51:11,239 --> 00:51:14,000
Speaker 1: No, both of us just like regurgitating what we think

1083
00:51:14,200 --> 00:51:15,040
Speaker 1: sounds good.

1084
00:51:15,680 --> 00:51:17,360
Speaker 3: No, I know that sounds good. I don't think it

1085
00:51:17,400 --> 00:51:17,879
Speaker 3: sounds good.

1086
00:51:18,520 --> 00:51:21,120
Speaker 1: You said you know it sounds good. You don't know any.

1087
00:51:21,080 --> 00:51:23,360
Speaker 3: Holy shit, this is the worst episode we've ever recorded

1088
00:51:23,440 --> 00:51:25,799
Speaker 3: like this. I'm sorry, guys, this is fucking awful. Like

1089
00:51:25,880 --> 00:51:27,440
Speaker 3: I don't want to be doing this right now. I

1090
00:51:27,480 --> 00:51:31,240
Speaker 3: love you so much like I love that you watch

1091
00:51:31,400 --> 00:51:34,799
Speaker 3: this every week, and I'm sorry sometimes I can't turn

1092
00:51:34,840 --> 00:51:36,480
Speaker 3: it on. I've been turning it on for forty two

1093
00:51:36,520 --> 00:51:39,040
Speaker 3: weeks in a row or forty one weeks in a row,

1094
00:51:39,200 --> 00:51:42,120
Speaker 3: just like give me a chance today is it's just

1095
00:51:42,160 --> 00:51:46,560
Speaker 3: not on for me, and I'm sorry. But like next week,

1096
00:51:47,040 --> 00:51:50,120
Speaker 3: if there is a next week, the world might end.

1097
00:51:50,200 --> 00:51:53,000
Speaker 3: I might die in the forest, I may get stranded,

1098
00:51:54,280 --> 00:51:57,040
Speaker 3: who knows, who knows. No, that's it, it'll be better.

1099
00:51:57,080 --> 00:51:59,000
Speaker 1: The good news is this is the last episode of

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Speaker 1: the podcast because I don't plan on coming back to this.

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Speaker 1: Like I think I'm just like kind of like said

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Speaker 1: what I needed to say, and I think I could

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Speaker 1: just like disappear for like three years and everybody just

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Speaker 1: has to kind of like be okay with that. And

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Speaker 1: sure you might get like a little bit of like

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Speaker 1: ebenment issues and like PTSD because you'll be like, oh

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Speaker 1: my god, this is someone who I used to see

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Speaker 1: every week and although virtually like I built a connection

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Speaker 1: with this person, but now they're just gone and like

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Speaker 1: I don't know what they're up to, and like I'm

1111
00:52:24,800 --> 00:52:27,640
Speaker 1: feeling this weird sense of like detachment and it's making

1112
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Speaker 1: me freak out because it's making me overanalyze my like

1113
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Speaker 1: parasocial relationships with people on the internet, and like that's good,

1114
00:52:33,360 --> 00:52:35,680
Speaker 1: you're being self aware, but like I really don't give

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00:52:35,680 --> 00:52:37,480
Speaker 1: a fuck, and I'm actually going to abandon you and

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Speaker 1: I'm done, Like I'm gone, yeah, yeah, well I'll be

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Speaker 1: here next week. Oh fuck, Okay, no, that won't be here.

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Speaker 1: We'll be here. We can't. We can't. Let kay take it.

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Speaker 1: We cand all like Guy's gonna be here next week alone,

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Speaker 1: but like he's not gonna be on camera and the

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00:52:53,600 --> 00:52:55,520
Speaker 1: cheers are just gonna be empty, and you're still gonna

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Speaker 1: be right there.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, you're just gonna be adding like you're gonna have conversations.

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Speaker 3: You're gonna be like yeah, or you're gonna like laugh

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Speaker 3: in the background nothing.

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Speaker 2: For ten minute intervals. Yeah, it's gonna be really cool.

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Speaker 1: You can't. Why do you like tray it laugh like that?

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Speaker 3: Huh Oh, I'm getting massage. I need a massage.

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Speaker 1: I could massage. The thing is I can turn you on.

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Speaker 1: I can give you a massage. I can do all

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Speaker 1: the things you want. You don't want me to.

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Speaker 3: Be that I've asked you. I've genuinely before I asked

1133
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Speaker 3: you to give me a massage or walk on my back,

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Speaker 3: and you're like, ew.

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Speaker 1: No, I don't. I don't believe in that. I genuinely

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00:53:27,120 --> 00:53:29,960
Speaker 1: don't like even like like I have to really love

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00:53:30,040 --> 00:53:33,240
Speaker 1: someone like in a romantic way to give them a massage,

1138
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Speaker 1: because like, no, bitch, like what.

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00:53:34,840 --> 00:53:36,520
Speaker 3: Like, I just want someone to walk on my back.

1140
00:53:36,560 --> 00:53:38,239
Speaker 3: Every once in a while, I'll walk on your back.

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Speaker 3: I love that.

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Speaker 1: I used to do that with my siblings, and then

1143
00:53:41,560 --> 00:53:43,000
Speaker 1: my parents yelled at me because they were like, that's

1144
00:53:43,080 --> 00:53:45,000
Speaker 1: so bad for you. That's literally so bad for you.

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00:53:45,080 --> 00:53:46,719
Speaker 1: To be a hard wood.

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Speaker 3: I used to have my parents walk on my back

1147
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Speaker 3: and I would walk on their back when I was

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Speaker 3: like nine.

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Speaker 1: How the fuck were your parents step regarded?

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Speaker 3: It was just it was just like, oh, like lightly, yeah,

1151
00:53:57,080 --> 00:54:00,759
Speaker 3: it wasn't like they were fucking jumping on me. But yeah,

1152
00:54:00,800 --> 00:54:04,839
Speaker 3: we would like there was like bars of my parents' bed,

1153
00:54:04,960 --> 00:54:06,840
Speaker 3: like because they had like a canopy bed. Yeah, and

1154
00:54:06,920 --> 00:54:08,360
Speaker 3: we would like I would hold on and just like

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Speaker 3: be walking on my dad's back. Really good memory of mine,

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00:54:11,719 --> 00:54:12,439
Speaker 3: that's so cute.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I think I used to do that with my

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00:54:14,200 --> 00:54:17,200
Speaker 1: parents too, but I don't really remember because I've just

1159
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Speaker 1: like my life was like actually a nightmare. So like

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Speaker 1: I've like blocked out a lot of things and I

1161
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Speaker 1: don't like to think about it.

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Speaker 3: Holy shit, I just like spiral them. I had crazy thoughts,

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Speaker 3: actually crazy thoughts.

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Speaker 1: Can you share your crazy thoughts now?

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Speaker 3: I was just like thinking about how I like slept

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Speaker 3: in my parents' bed for like a very long time,

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Speaker 3: like until I was like like eight or something like.

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Speaker 3: I was like I did not like sleeping in my

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Speaker 3: own room. And then I was like I was like,

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Speaker 3: did that like affect me as an adult? Like my

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Speaker 3: is that like why I can't like form like romantic

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Speaker 3: connections with people or some weird shit. And then I

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Speaker 3: went into the spiral where I was like like and

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Speaker 3: then I thought I was like like why did I

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Speaker 3: sleep in my parents' bed at the ripe age of

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Speaker 3: twin one when my brother died? But then I was like, oh,

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Speaker 3: that's like cute, It's like whatever, but just thoughts literally thoughts.

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Speaker 1: I was thinking about that literally while we were at Coachella,

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Speaker 1: because I kept not obviously exactly that, but I kept

1180
00:55:15,640 --> 00:55:19,239
Speaker 1: looking at people and thinking about how I was like, damn,

1181
00:55:19,360 --> 00:55:22,680
Speaker 1: like it's so insane, like again, this is nothing new

1182
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Speaker 1: to say, ever, but it's so easy, like within our

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00:55:26,600 --> 00:55:29,880
Speaker 1: own experiences to like look at people and not think like, oh,

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Speaker 1: this person used to be a child, Like this person

1185
00:55:32,840 --> 00:55:36,200
Speaker 1: used to be dependent on like other adults around them,

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Speaker 1: and they used to be so small, and like it

1187
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Speaker 1: was in the hands of the people around them to

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Speaker 1: try and do a good job to raise them and

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Speaker 1: like keep them safe and like teach them the right things.

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Speaker 1: But like nobody knows how to do that. So that's

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Speaker 1: why there's so many people struggling with that. And then

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Speaker 1: those people are gonna like either like self reflect and

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Speaker 1: change their own attitudes and like do their best to

1194
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Speaker 1: not repeat that, or they're just gonna repeat it without

1195
00:55:59,160 --> 00:56:02,680
Speaker 1: really realizing it because we're just fucking people, and what

1196
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Speaker 1: are we supposed to do? Like as much self reflecting

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Speaker 1: as you do, I literally think there is no way

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Speaker 1: to not project like things onto other people. Like there,

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Speaker 1: I genuinely don't think even the most self aware like.

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Speaker 3: Well I've done mushrooms before. Oh it just makes me

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00:56:21,960 --> 00:56:27,400
Speaker 3: like a better person. Oh yeah, Like I know more things,

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Speaker 3: and I know that the like world is like connected,

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Speaker 3: and I really.

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Speaker 1: Can't believe men need to take mushrooms to know that

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00:56:33,920 --> 00:56:36,520
Speaker 1: humans have feelings like that is like literally, like that

1206
00:56:36,719 --> 00:56:39,320
Speaker 1: is it's a truth. It's literally true.

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Speaker 2: I did a bunch of ketamine, and I realized that

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Speaker 2: I know nothing exactly exactly that.

1209
00:56:47,239 --> 00:56:50,160
Speaker 1: You were like, I literally know's away.

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00:56:50,000 --> 00:56:52,800
Speaker 3: From my actual first mushroom ship was that nothing matters,

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Speaker 3: Like that's literally I came out of it like seven

1212
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Speaker 3: years ago and it was like, oh my god, like

1213
00:56:57,760 --> 00:57:02,760
Speaker 3: nothing literally matters out We're all connected, but nothing matters.

1214
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Speaker 3: And then that was like an unhealthy, very very unhealthy

1215
00:57:05,960 --> 00:57:09,360
Speaker 3: spiral for me. Yeah, for like six years, seven or

1216
00:57:09,440 --> 00:57:12,279
Speaker 3: five years. And then by like year five, like I

1217
00:57:12,440 --> 00:57:15,680
Speaker 3: like had like a very deep self reflection moment where

1218
00:57:15,680 --> 00:57:19,200
Speaker 3: I was like, this is like this nihilistic like view

1219
00:57:19,280 --> 00:57:22,800
Speaker 3: on your world or on the world is like really

1220
00:57:22,920 --> 00:57:27,080
Speaker 3: destroying you in your relationships. So then I like just

1221
00:57:27,480 --> 00:57:30,360
Speaker 3: read a bunch of philosophy and read a bunch of

1222
00:57:30,560 --> 00:57:33,240
Speaker 3: books on nihilism neolism. However the fuck you say, I

1223
00:57:33,240 --> 00:57:38,160
Speaker 3: don't give a shit and kind of just like discovered

1224
00:57:38,240 --> 00:57:41,600
Speaker 3: this like it's not even possible, Like I know someone's

1225
00:57:41,600 --> 00:57:43,400
Speaker 3: gonna have to have an argument with me, but like

1226
00:57:43,880 --> 00:57:46,640
Speaker 3: the idea of like optimistic nihilism where it's like, yeah,

1227
00:57:47,120 --> 00:57:51,720
Speaker 3: nothing matters at all, sure, but like since nothing matters,

1228
00:57:51,760 --> 00:57:53,120
Speaker 3: you can do whatever the fuck you want and why

1229
00:57:53,200 --> 00:57:55,480
Speaker 3: not enjoy your time here when you have it. That's

1230
00:57:55,560 --> 00:57:57,760
Speaker 3: like kind of my view on the world, and that

1231
00:57:58,160 --> 00:58:00,840
Speaker 3: made me a better person. Find the beauty in the life,

1232
00:58:00,840 --> 00:58:04,440
Speaker 3: and you'll stop seeing what's ugly. I'm serious.

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Speaker 2: Why do you feel like I feel like so much

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Speaker 2: of going from your early twenties into your mid to

1235
00:58:10,200 --> 00:58:14,080
Speaker 2: late twenties is becoming nihilistic and then figuring out a

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00:58:14,120 --> 00:58:19,800
Speaker 2: way to like transform that into optimistic nihilism or you're

1237
00:58:19,880 --> 00:58:23,160
Speaker 2: just like delusional and you're like I actually do matter. Yeah,

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00:58:23,200 --> 00:58:24,720
Speaker 2: and maybe if that's.

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00:58:24,720 --> 00:58:27,800
Speaker 3: I wish, I wish I thought that way. I genuinely

1240
00:58:27,880 --> 00:58:30,400
Speaker 3: wish I could be like, dude, like there's this greater

1241
00:58:30,520 --> 00:58:32,920
Speaker 3: purpose in life, like but I just don't have it,

1242
00:58:33,320 --> 00:58:35,560
Speaker 3: which I don't think is unhealthy. I don't think that's

1243
00:58:35,560 --> 00:58:38,440
Speaker 3: an unhealthy thought. I think it's like for me, it's

1244
00:58:38,520 --> 00:58:39,439
Speaker 3: like the healthiest thought.

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Speaker 1: I don't think necessarily that I don't know. I don't

1246
00:58:45,000 --> 00:58:49,800
Speaker 1: know that I believe that like nothing matters, because this

1247
00:58:49,960 --> 00:58:52,560
Speaker 1: is like the wackest way to phrase it, but like

1248
00:58:53,440 --> 00:58:56,760
Speaker 1: because nothing matters. Literally everything you do does matter.

1249
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Speaker 2: That's how that's like my.

1250
00:58:59,120 --> 00:59:02,440
Speaker 1: Train of thought is, it's be like sure, like you

1251
00:59:02,560 --> 00:59:05,560
Speaker 1: could like be super objective, which isn't a thing because

1252
00:59:05,600 --> 00:59:08,600
Speaker 1: I agree, like I don't think that. I never look

1253
00:59:08,640 --> 00:59:10,560
Speaker 1: at my own life as a thing of like I

1254
00:59:10,680 --> 00:59:15,440
Speaker 1: don't matter, but realistically, yes, yes I do. Because not

1255
00:59:15,640 --> 00:59:18,520
Speaker 1: only on like a grander scale of like the position

1256
00:59:18,600 --> 00:59:21,680
Speaker 1: we're in where we obviously like although what we do

1257
00:59:21,920 --> 00:59:24,320
Speaker 1: is very silly and it could be pinpoint to like

1258
00:59:24,440 --> 00:59:27,480
Speaker 1: pinpointed to nothing, but like us just being like funny

1259
00:59:27,560 --> 00:59:30,200
Speaker 1: people who like talk shit and do stupid things, like

1260
00:59:30,600 --> 00:59:32,880
Speaker 1: there is no way around the fact that, like the

1261
00:59:32,960 --> 00:59:36,640
Speaker 1: people who watch this are like very intensely affected by

1262
00:59:36,720 --> 00:59:40,880
Speaker 1: it in a positive manner. And and then even just

1263
00:59:40,960 --> 00:59:43,120
Speaker 1: on a smaller scope of like the way you go

1264
00:59:43,280 --> 00:59:45,320
Speaker 1: out through your life, like whether it be holding a

1265
00:59:45,400 --> 00:59:48,760
Speaker 1: door for someone, like chipping in, like do doing small

1266
00:59:48,840 --> 00:59:51,120
Speaker 1: things like those things have such big domino effects. And

1267
00:59:51,120 --> 00:59:53,440
Speaker 1: then especially in your like day to day life, like

1268
00:59:53,560 --> 00:59:56,360
Speaker 1: you do really like matter. But I know what you're saying,

1269
00:59:56,440 --> 00:59:58,400
Speaker 1: Like I used to when I was younger, be like

1270
00:59:58,840 --> 01:00:00,880
Speaker 1: I need I need to be something I need to

1271
01:00:00,920 --> 01:00:04,000
Speaker 1: be like I need to be remembered forever, Like I

1272
01:00:04,080 --> 01:00:07,640
Speaker 1: need to like make myself this historical figure because like

1273
01:00:07,760 --> 01:00:11,000
Speaker 1: my biggest fear was being forgotten. But now I almost

1274
01:00:11,040 --> 01:00:12,800
Speaker 1: find like solitude in that because.

1275
01:00:12,600 --> 01:00:15,080
Speaker 3: I'm like, I love this idea of being forgotten. Some

1276
01:00:15,120 --> 01:00:17,640
Speaker 3: two hundred years my body is gonna be recycled back

1277
01:00:17,680 --> 01:00:20,280
Speaker 3: to Earth and no one's gonna have any idea who

1278
01:00:20,320 --> 01:00:21,040
Speaker 3: the fuck I was.

1279
01:00:21,360 --> 01:00:21,520
Speaker 1: Yeah.

1280
01:00:21,600 --> 01:00:26,040
Speaker 3: Literally, it's just a very comforting feeling because I'm like, good, Yeah.

1281
01:00:25,920 --> 01:00:28,560
Speaker 1: Because that is it makes it easier to digest, like

1282
01:00:28,680 --> 01:00:31,640
Speaker 1: I think your own faults in that way because it's

1283
01:00:31,800 --> 01:00:34,560
Speaker 1: it's it's like, yes, I could like look at my

1284
01:00:34,680 --> 01:00:38,200
Speaker 1: own mistakes and like self reflect to the point of

1285
01:00:38,280 --> 01:00:41,320
Speaker 1: almost self harm where I'm just like not really helping

1286
01:00:41,400 --> 01:00:43,600
Speaker 1: myself and I'm like, oh, I'm this piece of shit,

1287
01:00:43,680 --> 01:00:46,360
Speaker 1: like I'll never learn, like I make mistakes all the time,

1288
01:00:46,880 --> 01:00:51,600
Speaker 1: but who fucking cares. Yes, of course, self reflect try

1289
01:00:51,680 --> 01:00:54,840
Speaker 1: to better yourself. But what you're gonna like be fucking

1290
01:00:54,960 --> 01:00:56,480
Speaker 1: evil and be like, oh my god, like I'm just

1291
01:00:56,560 --> 01:00:59,400
Speaker 1: this awful fucking person and everyone will remember me that way.

1292
01:00:59,440 --> 01:01:02,360
Speaker 1: It's like no, Sure, some people you interact with will

1293
01:01:02,360 --> 01:01:04,560
Speaker 1: remember you one way or another, but at some point

1294
01:01:04,840 --> 01:01:08,520
Speaker 1: even those memories fade and then it's like you just

1295
01:01:08,600 --> 01:01:11,880
Speaker 1: had your fun, you lived, you loved Like literally to

1296
01:01:12,000 --> 01:01:14,400
Speaker 1: me genuinely, I always say this, but the reason I

1297
01:01:14,520 --> 01:01:17,680
Speaker 1: am alive, like through thick and thin, is because of

1298
01:01:17,760 --> 01:01:21,280
Speaker 1: my relationships with people and my love for people, and like, sure,

1299
01:01:21,400 --> 01:01:24,600
Speaker 1: to a certain extent, it is unhealthy, but like if

1300
01:01:24,640 --> 01:01:27,320
Speaker 1: it's what keeps me afloat, like by all means like

1301
01:01:27,480 --> 01:01:30,480
Speaker 1: keep me afloat is like the love I know I

1302
01:01:30,560 --> 01:01:31,920
Speaker 1: have to give and like the fact that I do

1303
01:01:32,080 --> 01:01:35,200
Speaker 1: matter to the people around me, because it is really

1304
01:01:35,280 --> 01:01:37,520
Speaker 1: insane to think, like I would be so different if

1305
01:01:37,560 --> 01:01:39,920
Speaker 1: I didn't know you, true, like if I if I

1306
01:01:39,960 --> 01:01:42,920
Speaker 1: didn't have you, I'd be completely different. I think, like

1307
01:01:43,000 --> 01:01:45,840
Speaker 1: in so many ways I can't even pinpoint how I

1308
01:01:45,880 --> 01:01:48,120
Speaker 1: would be different, but I know I would be. And

1309
01:01:48,280 --> 01:01:51,320
Speaker 1: like even like without Kai, like I haven't known you

1310
01:01:51,440 --> 01:01:53,640
Speaker 1: for super long, but like there is no denying that,

1311
01:01:53,800 --> 01:01:58,440
Speaker 1: like our friendship has had so many effects already.

1312
01:01:58,760 --> 01:02:00,240
Speaker 3: Life is about learning.

1313
01:02:00,320 --> 01:02:02,680
Speaker 1: Yeah, but it is. It is really funny how like

1314
01:02:03,560 --> 01:02:06,200
Speaker 1: nihilistic you can be as like a teenager, like just

1315
01:02:06,280 --> 01:02:10,160
Speaker 1: being like this is so fucking stupid. I'm so fucking

1316
01:02:10,280 --> 01:02:12,000
Speaker 1: small and like, what the fuck is this for?

1317
01:02:12,400 --> 01:02:15,000
Speaker 3: Like, and then you're just the person floating on a

1318
01:02:15,120 --> 01:02:16,120
Speaker 3: rock through that.

1319
01:02:18,080 --> 01:02:19,760
Speaker 2: Yeah, that do.

1320
01:02:19,920 --> 01:02:21,600
Speaker 3: It resonate with that thought, but it goes.

1321
01:02:21,520 --> 01:02:24,240
Speaker 2: Like your scope is really big at first and you're

1322
01:02:24,320 --> 01:02:28,160
Speaker 2: like everything is so big and important. And then for

1323
01:02:28,320 --> 01:02:31,040
Speaker 2: me it was like in my like I think it

1324
01:02:31,120 --> 01:02:34,320
Speaker 2: was around twenty, I was just like, oh shit, everything

1325
01:02:34,440 --> 01:02:37,680
Speaker 2: is meaningless, completely meaningless. And then finally coming around like

1326
01:02:37,760 --> 01:02:41,680
Speaker 2: you said, or like since everything is meaningless, what's right

1327
01:02:41,800 --> 01:02:44,240
Speaker 2: in front of you all of a sudden has all

1328
01:02:44,280 --> 01:02:48,920
Speaker 2: this weight that you didn't have like before, And.

1329
01:02:49,160 --> 01:02:51,760
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's kind of what I was saying, like without

1330
01:02:51,800 --> 01:02:54,040
Speaker 3: saying it is just like find the beauty. Yeah, like

1331
01:02:54,200 --> 01:02:56,720
Speaker 3: that's literally all it is. It's just like, if you

1332
01:02:56,760 --> 01:03:00,920
Speaker 3: can find the beauty, everything becomes less ugly. I genuinely

1333
01:03:00,960 --> 01:03:02,200
Speaker 3: believe that, just look for it.

1334
01:03:02,600 --> 01:03:04,760
Speaker 1: Yeah literally. Also, I only laughed when you said that

1335
01:03:04,840 --> 01:03:06,800
Speaker 1: because the way you moved your finger and said it.

1336
01:03:07,200 --> 01:03:09,080
Speaker 1: At first, I thought when you said it, you were

1337
01:03:09,480 --> 01:03:11,600
Speaker 1: you were gonna follow it being like I just made

1338
01:03:11,640 --> 01:03:13,479
Speaker 1: that up, like I thought you were going to follow

1339
01:03:13,520 --> 01:03:15,040
Speaker 1: it with that, And that's why I laughed because they

1340
01:03:15,320 --> 01:03:15,520
Speaker 1: know what.

1341
01:03:15,600 --> 01:03:22,320
Speaker 3: I was getting at is find the beauty everybody's north star.

1342
01:03:22,800 --> 01:03:25,479
Speaker 3: Oh so look to me for your answers, and you'll

1343
01:03:25,640 --> 01:03:27,120
Speaker 3: be depressed.

1344
01:03:27,280 --> 01:03:29,040
Speaker 2: If you ever depressed, just pull up a photo of

1345
01:03:29,120 --> 01:03:30,960
Speaker 2: Drew exactly and smile.

1346
01:03:31,240 --> 01:03:35,080
Speaker 3: Yeah, and it will reduced like so much stress the

1347
01:03:35,160 --> 01:03:36,160
Speaker 3: way that's actually true.

1348
01:03:36,760 --> 01:03:38,640
Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean, you know what's fucked up is like

1349
01:03:39,160 --> 01:03:40,320
Speaker 1: it is true for something.

1350
01:03:40,440 --> 01:03:42,240
Speaker 2: This is why, this is why Drew and I were

1351
01:03:42,240 --> 01:03:44,040
Speaker 2: walking around Coachella telling women to smile.

1352
01:03:44,320 --> 01:03:46,000
Speaker 3: Yeah, we were just like, you need to smile more.

1353
01:03:46,000 --> 01:03:48,360
Speaker 1: You guys were harassing woman.

1354
01:03:49,880 --> 01:03:50,440
Speaker 3: With a smile.

1355
01:03:50,840 --> 01:03:52,120
Speaker 2: We're literally why did.

1356
01:03:52,040 --> 01:03:54,600
Speaker 1: You have to comment on her looks? Like you weren't

1357
01:03:54,600 --> 01:03:56,720
Speaker 1: even like inquiring about her like emotional sight.

1358
01:03:56,760 --> 01:04:00,360
Speaker 2: You were just we are third wave feminists and you

1359
01:04:00,400 --> 01:04:01,120
Speaker 2: don't understand that.

1360
01:04:01,320 --> 01:04:07,840
Speaker 3: Oh it's it's beyond your you, it's beyond me as

1361
01:04:07,840 --> 01:04:08,200
Speaker 3: a woman.

1362
01:04:08,360 --> 01:04:08,560
Speaker 1: Yeah.

1363
01:04:08,680 --> 01:04:10,160
Speaker 3: I didn't want to say it. I didn't want to

1364
01:04:10,160 --> 01:04:12,480
Speaker 3: say it, but yeah, it's like it's a man thing.

1365
01:04:13,560 --> 01:04:16,520
Speaker 1: I wish I could like say, explain this better, but

1366
01:04:16,560 --> 01:04:19,360
Speaker 1: I'll never forget when I met someone, Oh my god,

1367
01:04:23,400 --> 01:04:26,240
Speaker 1: when I started to like I used to like I

1368
01:04:26,320 --> 01:04:29,320
Speaker 1: think for context is like I am this is annoying

1369
01:04:29,360 --> 01:04:31,520
Speaker 1: to say, but I'm like a boys girl. Like there's

1370
01:04:31,560 --> 01:04:33,360
Speaker 1: like I think it's very obviously of course I have

1371
01:04:33,480 --> 01:04:36,720
Speaker 1: my female relationships, but like I am usually around men

1372
01:04:36,800 --> 01:04:40,720
Speaker 1: more often than not. And like when I was growing up, yeah,

1373
01:04:40,720 --> 01:04:44,680
Speaker 1: because it's like, yeah, like I need a good feeling.

1374
01:04:48,200 --> 01:04:51,280
Speaker 1: But like so I don't think I ever like stepped

1375
01:04:51,320 --> 01:04:53,320
Speaker 1: back to things like oh damn, like even in these

1376
01:04:53,360 --> 01:04:57,360
Speaker 1: close relationships with men, like I still have like lesser

1377
01:04:57,560 --> 01:05:00,600
Speaker 1: power in the room because there's no denying it, whether

1378
01:05:00,600 --> 01:05:03,080
Speaker 1: I'm being treated failure or not. Like once we leave

1379
01:05:03,160 --> 01:05:06,600
Speaker 1: this room where I'm being treated fairly, like there's still unfairness,

1380
01:05:06,760 --> 01:05:08,440
Speaker 1: Like it doesn't make sense whatever, we don't have to

1381
01:05:08,440 --> 01:05:08,840
Speaker 1: get into it.

1382
01:05:09,120 --> 01:05:13,080
Speaker 3: What are you saying, like in our like close circle, Yeah,

1383
01:05:13,160 --> 01:05:14,960
Speaker 3: like no, I get what you're saying. Yeah, Like there's

1384
01:05:15,000 --> 01:05:16,880
Speaker 3: just certain like things that come along with being a man.

1385
01:05:16,960 --> 01:05:18,920
Speaker 3: That yeah, that like it's unfair.

1386
01:05:19,200 --> 01:05:22,880
Speaker 1: Yeah, whether you try to build a space space or not.

1387
01:05:22,960 --> 01:05:24,400
Speaker 1: It's like at the end of the day, bitch, I'm

1388
01:05:24,440 --> 01:05:26,200
Speaker 1: a woman, so I am like playing at a lower

1389
01:05:26,320 --> 01:05:31,040
Speaker 1: level than you. But I like so I never and

1390
01:05:31,160 --> 01:05:33,040
Speaker 1: then I got to a point where I was really

1391
01:05:33,120 --> 01:05:35,440
Speaker 1: thinking about that, Like when I was like especially when

1392
01:05:35,440 --> 01:05:37,080
Speaker 1: I moved out to LA and I was nineteen, and

1393
01:05:37,160 --> 01:05:40,520
Speaker 1: I was like fully just around like guys all the time.

1394
01:05:40,600 --> 01:05:43,200
Speaker 1: I didn't have close girlfriends like me and Ryan weren't

1395
01:05:43,280 --> 01:05:46,080
Speaker 1: very close yet, and I kind of started to realize

1396
01:05:46,080 --> 01:05:47,600
Speaker 1: that as I got close to to O Ryan, I

1397
01:05:47,640 --> 01:05:49,960
Speaker 1: started to really look at that. And I had someone

1398
01:05:52,240 --> 01:05:57,120
Speaker 1: I knew for my birthday gave me books about like

1399
01:05:58,320 --> 01:06:01,200
Speaker 1: feminism and being a woman, and I remember I was

1400
01:06:01,280 --> 01:06:05,160
Speaker 1: really like offended by it. Not that there's anything offensive

1401
01:06:05,240 --> 01:06:10,200
Speaker 1: about being a feminist, but when a man is This

1402
01:06:10,400 --> 01:06:12,360
Speaker 1: has to do with what they said about it, But

1403
01:06:12,640 --> 01:06:15,840
Speaker 1: they said that they got the books for me because

1404
01:06:16,480 --> 01:06:19,479
Speaker 1: they felt like I was just like really into being

1405
01:06:19,600 --> 01:06:22,200
Speaker 1: a girl right now, Like I was really into it,

1406
01:06:22,360 --> 01:06:24,480
Speaker 1: Like I was just like that was like my thing

1407
01:06:24,640 --> 01:06:29,200
Speaker 1: right now, which really was like excuse me, like oh

1408
01:06:29,400 --> 01:06:32,440
Speaker 1: just right now, okay, yeah, yeah, like this this too

1409
01:06:32,480 --> 01:06:34,280
Speaker 1: shall pass. Like that was like kind of the I

1410
01:06:34,400 --> 01:06:37,480
Speaker 1: was like all this feminism, like feminism shit, like you'll

1411
01:06:37,520 --> 01:06:40,080
Speaker 1: be back to being the cool girl. You'll you'll be

1412
01:06:40,160 --> 01:06:42,280
Speaker 1: back to being like you'll be back to being normal,

1413
01:06:42,440 --> 01:06:45,520
Speaker 1: none of that feminism shit exactly. But Yeah, I just

1414
01:06:45,600 --> 01:06:48,840
Speaker 1: thought about that because that is fucking hilarious.

1415
01:06:49,160 --> 01:06:53,200
Speaker 3: Yeah, well, like being a male feminist is like actually hard.

1416
01:06:53,680 --> 01:06:59,560
Speaker 2: It's really hard for us, like taking I don't true, Oh,

1417
01:06:59,680 --> 01:07:03,360
Speaker 2: don't cry again, don't cry again. Remember when we cried

1418
01:07:03,360 --> 01:07:07,200
Speaker 2: in your room, we held each other. How hard it

1419
01:07:07,320 --> 01:07:12,000
Speaker 2: is for us? Okay, I didn't want anybody to know

1420
01:07:12,080 --> 01:07:14,960
Speaker 2: about that. How many people watch this? A lot of

1421
01:07:15,000 --> 01:07:16,520
Speaker 2: people take hundreds of thousands.

1422
01:07:16,600 --> 01:07:17,880
Speaker 3: Oh no, how good?

1423
01:07:18,880 --> 01:07:21,720
Speaker 2: How we cry each other?

1424
01:07:23,680 --> 01:07:26,840
Speaker 1: How y'all are like gay? Like you're literally like when

1425
01:07:26,920 --> 01:07:30,360
Speaker 1: we cried, we tell each other we're close, we're closed

1426
01:07:30,360 --> 01:07:30,840
Speaker 1: on or off?

1427
01:07:31,640 --> 01:07:34,880
Speaker 2: They they were off, But I don't know why that matters.

1428
01:07:35,320 --> 01:07:36,960
Speaker 1: You know, But what I'm just like, I don't know,

1429
01:07:37,120 --> 01:07:40,240
Speaker 1: Like I'm like, we guys are, I'm like, I'm so

1430
01:07:40,440 --> 01:07:43,360
Speaker 1: for and like I'm here for you, But like, why

1431
01:07:43,480 --> 01:07:44,400
Speaker 1: weren't your clothes on?

1432
01:07:44,640 --> 01:07:47,000
Speaker 3: Like we're in our jockstraps. It was very homoerotic.

1433
01:07:49,880 --> 01:07:51,840
Speaker 2: Yeah, we had our beds some stuff on, but it

1434
01:07:51,880 --> 01:07:53,320
Speaker 2: doesn't really has nothing to.

1435
01:07:53,360 --> 01:07:55,880
Speaker 1: Do you have like a gag like leather.

1436
01:07:56,320 --> 01:08:00,080
Speaker 3: Oh, just like we were in a swing, yeah, a

1437
01:08:00,200 --> 01:08:00,640
Speaker 3: sex wing.

1438
01:08:00,920 --> 01:08:04,120
Speaker 2: Yeah, we were looking at the twenty sixteen voting results

1439
01:08:04,280 --> 01:08:05,480
Speaker 2: and just sobbing.

1440
01:08:05,360 --> 01:08:16,839
Speaker 3: Falling kaya voting for Hillary Clinton three times that's crazy,

1441
01:08:17,000 --> 01:08:20,040
Speaker 3: it's four it is now four times five coming soon.

1442
01:08:21,920 --> 01:08:25,439
Speaker 2: Get to the fucking booths. Write it in let's fix this.

1443
01:08:25,760 --> 01:08:33,439
Speaker 3: Right and miss Clinton like miss Clinton? Yeah, sorry Clinton.

1444
01:08:36,000 --> 01:08:38,519
Speaker 1: Oh I said something to ride the day in the car,

1445
01:08:38,800 --> 01:08:41,080
Speaker 1: Like it's gone into my real life of being like

1446
01:08:43,320 --> 01:08:46,720
Speaker 1: can I like finger I figure it out when you fuck? Like,

1447
01:08:46,960 --> 01:08:49,400
Speaker 1: like that's gotten to my real life to say that.

1448
01:08:49,560 --> 01:08:53,080
Speaker 1: So oh Ryot literally is like can you fucking stop?

1449
01:08:53,320 --> 01:08:54,120
Speaker 3: Like can you keep?

1450
01:08:54,360 --> 01:08:56,960
Speaker 1: Can you keep? Like shut up? And I was like

1451
01:08:57,080 --> 01:08:59,559
Speaker 1: what I literally like, I like when I have those slipups,

1452
01:08:59,560 --> 01:09:01,320
Speaker 1: you should be for me and like just know that

1453
01:09:01,360 --> 01:09:03,160
Speaker 1: I'm a person and I'm making a mistake.

1454
01:09:02,960 --> 01:09:06,960
Speaker 3: Like yeah, like in the in the video I did

1455
01:09:07,040 --> 01:09:10,200
Speaker 3: with Casey when I was like I'm fingering it out,

1456
01:09:10,400 --> 01:09:11,120
Speaker 3: figuring it out.

1457
01:09:11,720 --> 01:09:16,800
Speaker 1: Yeah, dude, it is not normal how sexual our group

1458
01:09:16,840 --> 01:09:19,960
Speaker 1: is together. That no, that insinuates that we actually do

1459
01:09:20,000 --> 01:09:22,840
Speaker 1: anything sexual. But all we do is like when there

1460
01:09:22,960 --> 01:09:25,240
Speaker 1: is silence there, we feel.

1461
01:09:25,040 --> 01:09:27,960
Speaker 3: It there, you feel there is tension. There is a

1462
01:09:28,040 --> 01:09:30,120
Speaker 3: lot of tension between us, and one day we're all

1463
01:09:30,160 --> 01:09:32,320
Speaker 3: gonna do ecstasy as a group, and it's just all

1464
01:09:32,400 --> 01:09:35,360
Speaker 3: gonna come out and regularly, we're just gonna do it.

1465
01:09:35,479 --> 01:09:38,080
Speaker 3: It's just gonna happen, and it's gonna be kidding.

1466
01:09:38,120 --> 01:09:40,160
Speaker 1: That actually makes me fucking sick to my core.

1467
01:09:40,600 --> 01:09:42,240
Speaker 3: It's just gonna happen. We're gonna be weird for two

1468
01:09:42,280 --> 01:09:44,280
Speaker 3: weeks and then it's gonna go. We're gonna forget about it.

1469
01:09:44,400 --> 01:09:46,240
Speaker 2: That was me and Coachell and making sure that Enya

1470
01:09:46,320 --> 01:09:48,000
Speaker 2: didn't do Molly to make sure that.

1471
01:09:48,040 --> 01:09:52,880
Speaker 1: You and that's like, yeah, that's that's why I didn't

1472
01:09:52,880 --> 01:09:54,920
Speaker 1: do Molly's because, like I know, I was gonna freak.

1473
01:09:55,320 --> 01:09:58,800
Speaker 1: I was gonna have sex with Me and Drew are

1474
01:09:58,880 --> 01:10:01,360
Speaker 1: literally like too close a this point, Like it really

1475
01:10:01,439 --> 01:10:03,640
Speaker 1: is some sibling shit. Literally, like we were in the

1476
01:10:03,800 --> 01:10:07,120
Speaker 1: hotel together and I just like went and like peede

1477
01:10:07,160 --> 01:10:09,240
Speaker 1: while he stood right in front of me, like not

1478
01:10:09,400 --> 01:10:10,920
Speaker 1: looking at me, but he was like in the mirror

1479
01:10:10,920 --> 01:10:12,280
Speaker 1: and we were talking and I was just sitting right

1480
01:10:12,320 --> 01:10:14,600
Speaker 1: behind him peeing with the door open, and I was like,

1481
01:10:15,320 --> 01:10:17,400
Speaker 1: this is like so funny. We're too close. And then

1482
01:10:17,479 --> 01:10:20,080
Speaker 1: also my boobs like felt like fucking bags of rocks,

1483
01:10:20,240 --> 01:10:23,200
Speaker 1: and I almost like grew Drew like like, go to

1484
01:10:23,240 --> 01:10:25,280
Speaker 1: grab my boob, because I was like, this is actually insane,

1485
01:10:25,320 --> 01:10:27,759
Speaker 1: This is actually insane, like how dense they are, because

1486
01:10:27,760 --> 01:10:29,240
Speaker 1: I genuinely first second, I was like, oh my god,

1487
01:10:29,240 --> 01:10:31,920
Speaker 1: I definitely am going to lose my boobs too.

1488
01:10:32,000 --> 01:10:36,680
Speaker 3: I don't want to so badly, so bad, I will say.

1489
01:10:36,680 --> 01:10:38,679
Speaker 1: That's why I wanted you to ask me so bad

1490
01:10:38,760 --> 01:10:40,960
Speaker 1: That's why he didn't get to because like I was like.

1491
01:10:43,360 --> 01:10:46,240
Speaker 2: That, you're gay for fifteen years.

1492
01:10:47,720 --> 01:10:52,120
Speaker 3: Boos to milk her knockers, God, like, let me massage

1493
01:10:52,160 --> 01:10:54,760
Speaker 3: them for you. I got you, you and they need

1494
01:10:54,840 --> 01:10:56,880
Speaker 3: to be sucked because you're producing milk and it's building

1495
01:10:56,960 --> 01:10:58,360
Speaker 3: up and you just let me suck your boob.

1496
01:10:58,640 --> 01:11:02,960
Speaker 1: You have a you have a claw. Have you seen that?

1497
01:11:03,240 --> 01:11:06,920
Speaker 1: Like literally your nipples will clog and like some partners

1498
01:11:06,960 --> 01:11:08,800
Speaker 1: will just like suck your tit.

1499
01:11:08,920 --> 01:11:10,400
Speaker 2: Yeah, Drew and I cried about that.

1500
01:11:10,640 --> 01:11:11,719
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's one.

1501
01:11:11,920 --> 01:11:15,320
Speaker 1: Another Wait, that just sounds like you don't like want

1502
01:11:15,360 --> 01:11:17,120
Speaker 1: to suck a boob like you guys cried about the

1503
01:11:17,160 --> 01:11:18,640
Speaker 1: idea of ever having to be with a woman and

1504
01:11:18,720 --> 01:11:19,400
Speaker 1: sucking her tit.

1505
01:11:19,960 --> 01:11:21,040
Speaker 2: We were just crying.

1506
01:11:22,360 --> 01:11:30,120
Speaker 3: Period. Diva cups toxic sock shittyndrome sock talk, toxic shock syndrome,

1507
01:11:30,600 --> 01:11:33,280
Speaker 3: toxic thoughts. Cramps.

1508
01:11:34,160 --> 01:11:36,559
Speaker 2: Cramps are really hard for us to think about.

1509
01:11:40,240 --> 01:11:41,479
Speaker 1: You won't get me with palls.

1510
01:11:42,080 --> 01:11:42,120
Speaker 3: No.

1511
01:11:42,320 --> 01:11:45,240
Speaker 1: Periods in general are really hard for us to be around.

1512
01:11:49,560 --> 01:11:51,479
Speaker 1: I literally am the luckiest girl in the world. I

1513
01:11:51,640 --> 01:11:54,599
Speaker 1: like barely ever get cramps or anything. Also, my period

1514
01:11:54,640 --> 01:11:56,559
Speaker 1: was so short this time, so hopefully, let's pray. Let's

1515
01:11:56,560 --> 01:11:58,960
Speaker 1: pray something is wrong, something is very wrong.

1516
01:11:59,320 --> 01:11:59,920
Speaker 2: Oh my god.

1517
01:12:00,160 --> 01:12:02,000
Speaker 1: We can only pray, though, guys, like, we can really

1518
01:12:02,080 --> 01:12:02,600
Speaker 1: only pray for me.

1519
01:12:02,920 --> 01:12:06,280
Speaker 3: I watched Prometheus last night and there was a scene

1520
01:12:06,280 --> 01:12:09,439
Speaker 3: where she got like pregnant by like an alien baby

1521
01:12:10,680 --> 01:12:12,840
Speaker 3: and she had to cut it out, and it was

1522
01:12:12,920 --> 01:12:15,400
Speaker 3: the funniest thing I'd ever seen in my life when

1523
01:12:15,560 --> 01:12:19,639
Speaker 3: it was in the like surgery container like flopping around

1524
01:12:19,760 --> 01:12:22,120
Speaker 3: and like slinging slime at her.

1525
01:12:22,200 --> 01:12:25,240
Speaker 2: And shit, did I actually do like a C section

1526
01:12:25,360 --> 01:12:25,840
Speaker 2: in that movie?

1527
01:12:26,000 --> 01:12:30,040
Speaker 3: Yeah? She she like went into the like surgery pod

1528
01:12:30,080 --> 01:12:32,639
Speaker 3: that was only made for men, and like they did

1529
01:12:32,680 --> 01:12:38,320
Speaker 3: a C section on her. She was like abdominal invasive object,

1530
01:12:38,600 --> 01:12:40,640
Speaker 3: like remove it and they like cut her open and

1531
01:12:40,800 --> 01:12:42,000
Speaker 3: pulled out the fucking baby.

1532
01:12:42,439 --> 01:12:44,439
Speaker 1: You know, I'm not kidding, Like and then it turned out,

1533
01:12:44,439 --> 01:12:48,760
Speaker 1: actually why I don't watch like horror movies. I am

1534
01:12:48,960 --> 01:12:53,040
Speaker 1: really like squeamish to like even like the idea of

1535
01:12:53,200 --> 01:12:56,280
Speaker 1: like Gore, like like I can't I can't do anything

1536
01:12:56,400 --> 01:13:00,760
Speaker 1: that's like mimicking, like like skin being like cut up

1537
01:13:00,880 --> 01:13:01,240
Speaker 1: or whatever.

1538
01:13:01,439 --> 01:13:03,080
Speaker 3: I was watching a movie that it was very real.

1539
01:13:03,160 --> 01:13:06,000
Speaker 3: The sea section was very sea section is really.

1540
01:13:06,320 --> 01:13:09,560
Speaker 2: I saw that movie eight years ago probably.

1541
01:13:09,280 --> 01:13:12,920
Speaker 3: And that I remember that like, yeah, I for some reason,

1542
01:13:13,000 --> 01:13:14,720
Speaker 3: I sorry, I like come to you, cut you off.

1543
01:13:15,160 --> 01:13:16,040
Speaker 1: No, it's fully okay.

1544
01:13:16,200 --> 01:13:19,360
Speaker 3: I like remember like her like taking care of the

1545
01:13:19,439 --> 01:13:21,479
Speaker 3: baby like I always thought she like grew attached to it.

1546
01:13:21,520 --> 01:13:23,840
Speaker 3: But that might be like another alien movie where like

1547
01:13:24,200 --> 01:13:26,320
Speaker 3: she's impregnated by the alien and then she's like in

1548
01:13:26,360 --> 01:13:28,600
Speaker 3: the corner like trying to protect it. I always I

1549
01:13:28,720 --> 01:13:30,439
Speaker 3: thought that was coming next because I had seen it,

1550
01:13:30,479 --> 01:13:33,920
Speaker 3: but it wasn't in this movie. But then the baby

1551
01:13:34,000 --> 01:13:37,479
Speaker 3: she birth grew up to be a giant squid face

1552
01:13:37,560 --> 01:13:40,559
Speaker 3: sucker and then face sucked the.

1553
01:13:40,800 --> 01:13:43,920
Speaker 1: Uh engineer, I need that sucker to go on my member.

1554
01:13:44,120 --> 01:13:47,400
Speaker 3: No, it's it's like your wing it's like your wing bot.

1555
01:13:47,520 --> 01:13:50,839
Speaker 1: And then oh sorry, I just had to either.

1556
01:13:50,760 --> 01:13:55,000
Speaker 3: That movie like is simultaneously like as bad as it

1557
01:13:55,120 --> 01:13:56,000
Speaker 3: is good, Like.

1558
01:13:56,280 --> 01:13:58,840
Speaker 2: That's I feel the same way like that I did

1559
01:13:58,960 --> 01:14:00,000
Speaker 2: not like that's the last time.

1560
01:13:59,880 --> 01:14:03,760
Speaker 1: You watched it though, because like you keep it was amazing. Yeah,

1561
01:14:03,840 --> 01:14:04,880
Speaker 1: you must have an amazing but.

1562
01:14:05,040 --> 01:14:07,880
Speaker 2: That movie stuck with me. Oh my god, my god,

1563
01:14:08,640 --> 01:14:11,920
Speaker 2: that movie is stuck with me though, Like there's something about.

1564
01:14:11,800 --> 01:14:15,840
Speaker 3: It's just the visuals that's very Also like story wise,

1565
01:14:15,880 --> 01:14:19,120
Speaker 3: it's really interesting. Like I'm just gonna spoil it because

1566
01:14:19,120 --> 01:14:21,240
Speaker 3: it's fucking twelve years old, ten years old, but like

1567
01:14:21,960 --> 01:14:25,240
Speaker 3: it's like what was it the prequel to Alien versus

1568
01:14:25,320 --> 01:14:29,320
Speaker 3: Predator Alien basically, and it's just like these human are

1569
01:14:29,400 --> 01:14:34,200
Speaker 3: these like beings created humans out of boredom and then

1570
01:14:34,439 --> 01:14:39,120
Speaker 3: they like developed this like bio warfare ship, which were

1571
01:14:39,160 --> 01:14:44,519
Speaker 3: the aliens, like the yeah, acid spinning aliens that like

1572
01:14:44,640 --> 01:14:49,320
Speaker 3: we're supposed to like wipe out planet Earth. But yeah,

1573
01:14:49,320 --> 01:14:50,800
Speaker 3: it's really curious, dude.

1574
01:14:50,840 --> 01:14:54,880
Speaker 1: I used to be obsessed with Alienable, but like I

1575
01:14:54,920 --> 01:14:57,680
Speaker 1: was saying Gore, like I literally can't do it. Like

1576
01:14:58,080 --> 01:15:00,680
Speaker 1: any movie I'm watching, I like I can't look like

1577
01:15:00,800 --> 01:15:04,160
Speaker 1: I haven't finished to Tom because I said, this movie

1578
01:15:04,280 --> 01:15:07,559
Speaker 1: is like I literally I like can't watch that kind

1579
01:15:07,560 --> 01:15:09,439
Speaker 1: of stuff. I don't know why, Like it just like

1580
01:15:09,760 --> 01:15:12,479
Speaker 1: actually freaks me out. And obviously I'm very well aware

1581
01:15:12,520 --> 01:15:15,200
Speaker 1: it's not real, but something about it, like it literally

1582
01:15:15,280 --> 01:15:17,320
Speaker 1: makes my body crawl in the same way.

1583
01:15:17,400 --> 01:15:18,760
Speaker 2: I feel like I used to when I was like

1584
01:15:18,800 --> 01:15:21,559
Speaker 2: a teenager, I'd be like fuck yeah, like look their

1585
01:15:21,640 --> 01:15:24,960
Speaker 2: heads like blown off. And now it was like, I

1586
01:15:25,000 --> 01:15:26,960
Speaker 2: don't know, around like twenty four or something, I was

1587
01:15:27,080 --> 01:15:30,800
Speaker 2: just like, wait, why no watching this? This is fucked up?

1588
01:15:30,880 --> 01:15:33,120
Speaker 3: I said that. I think literally last episode where I

1589
01:15:33,240 --> 01:15:35,800
Speaker 3: was like I was so desensitized because I was watching

1590
01:15:35,840 --> 01:15:38,320
Speaker 3: Beheadings when I was like twelve years old, and oh ye,

1591
01:15:38,479 --> 01:15:41,040
Speaker 3: for like the last like eight years, I didn't give

1592
01:15:41,040 --> 01:15:43,040
Speaker 3: a shit, But when I like turned like twenty one,

1593
01:15:43,120 --> 01:15:46,200
Speaker 3: I was like, oh, this shit is gnarly, Like like

1594
01:15:46,479 --> 01:15:51,200
Speaker 3: why It's just like why was I indulging in that behavior?

1595
01:15:51,439 --> 01:15:54,360
Speaker 3: Like it's something to do with like seeing like the

1596
01:15:54,479 --> 01:15:56,800
Speaker 3: darkest parts of human I do believe that sometimes when

1597
01:15:56,800 --> 01:15:58,560
Speaker 3: I'm like, you have to see the darkest sides of

1598
01:15:58,640 --> 01:16:01,479
Speaker 3: humanity to like appreciate the good shit, because like it's

1599
01:16:01,560 --> 01:16:03,080
Speaker 3: out there, you have to be aware of it. But

1600
01:16:03,320 --> 01:16:07,400
Speaker 3: like there're they like became unhealthy where I was just

1601
01:16:07,479 --> 01:16:11,200
Speaker 3: like surrounded by like like just dark thoughts and like

1602
01:16:11,960 --> 01:16:13,800
Speaker 3: I don't know, intrusive thoughts, and now I'm kind of

1603
01:16:13,920 --> 01:16:16,320
Speaker 3: just like I don't need to turned off by all

1604
01:16:16,360 --> 01:16:16,519
Speaker 3: of it.

1605
01:16:16,960 --> 01:16:18,519
Speaker 1: Well, we were talking about that too, is there's so

1606
01:16:18,640 --> 01:16:21,439
Speaker 1: many movies that like I wish I watched when I

1607
01:16:21,560 --> 01:16:23,280
Speaker 1: was younger, because now as an adult, I'm like, I

1608
01:16:23,320 --> 01:16:25,960
Speaker 1: don't I don't want to see that. I'm like, I

1609
01:16:26,000 --> 01:16:29,599
Speaker 1: don't like specifically movies where it's like kids doing shit,

1610
01:16:29,720 --> 01:16:32,519
Speaker 1: like literally kids. I'm like, I don't need to Like

1611
01:16:32,600 --> 01:16:34,639
Speaker 1: that's not something I need to like partake in anyway,

1612
01:16:34,800 --> 01:16:38,240
Speaker 1: although like obviously, like everybody knows it's culturally important, like

1613
01:16:38,280 --> 01:16:39,920
Speaker 1: we don't have to get into like the deepness of

1614
01:16:39,960 --> 01:16:42,920
Speaker 1: it or like like nitty gritty, but like things like

1615
01:16:43,000 --> 01:16:45,599
Speaker 1: that where I'm like, now as an adult, I don't

1616
01:16:45,600 --> 01:16:48,320
Speaker 1: see why I need to partake in that necessarily. I

1617
01:16:48,400 --> 01:16:49,920
Speaker 1: say that, like I don't have the VHS sitting in

1618
01:16:49,960 --> 01:16:51,960
Speaker 1: my pucke, but like, yeah, I think you go what

1619
01:16:52,080 --> 01:16:54,720
Speaker 1: I'm saying, Like what rewatching thirteen? I was like oo,

1620
01:16:55,439 --> 01:16:57,519
Speaker 1: I was like, oh, this was insane, Like no ononder

1621
01:16:57,560 --> 01:16:59,479
Speaker 1: my parents like didn't want me to watch that, although

1622
01:16:59,479 --> 01:17:01,160
Speaker 1: I know it did the option for people, like a

1623
01:17:01,240 --> 01:17:03,840
Speaker 1: lot of parents randomly wanted their kids to watch it

1624
01:17:04,000 --> 01:17:06,320
Speaker 1: because they thought it would like make them kna act

1625
01:17:06,360 --> 01:17:07,559
Speaker 1: like that. But I was like, bitch, if I saw

1626
01:17:07,600 --> 01:17:08,760
Speaker 1: that shit when I was a kid, I'd be like,

1627
01:17:08,920 --> 01:17:13,519
Speaker 1: I'd be like, yeah, like you like that is me,

1628
01:17:13,840 --> 01:17:17,280
Speaker 1: Like that's literally me. But yeah, I just I can't like,

1629
01:17:17,560 --> 01:17:18,840
Speaker 1: But I don't know if I've ever been one for

1630
01:17:18,920 --> 01:17:21,080
Speaker 1: like gory shit. I've always been one for someone like

1631
01:17:21,880 --> 01:17:24,559
Speaker 1: the description of like gnarly shit, like I don't want

1632
01:17:24,600 --> 01:17:27,439
Speaker 1: to see it, but like I love like forty eight

1633
01:17:27,520 --> 01:17:31,120
Speaker 1: hours Dateline like all like bitch, I like I eat

1634
01:17:31,120 --> 01:17:33,000
Speaker 1: that shit up like it's fucking porridge.

1635
01:17:32,680 --> 01:17:36,639
Speaker 3: Like Josh and Josiah describing the aristocrats choke have you heard?

1636
01:17:36,720 --> 01:17:41,120
Speaker 3: You know? Yeah, like that shit is like crazy. Yeah,

1637
01:17:41,280 --> 01:17:45,080
Speaker 3: but that's another topic for another time because that's really

1638
01:17:45,120 --> 01:17:48,559
Speaker 3: gnarly shit. But I think we're good.

1639
01:17:48,880 --> 01:17:51,120
Speaker 1: There's part of me no one will ever know. Isn't

1640
01:17:51,160 --> 01:17:52,760
Speaker 1: that fucked up? As close as you get to something,

1641
01:17:52,760 --> 01:17:55,720
Speaker 1: I think I said I was last time I fucked it,

1642
01:17:55,880 --> 01:17:57,479
Speaker 1: Like I think about this all the time because I

1643
01:17:57,479 --> 01:17:59,680
Speaker 1: think about my siblings, and I'm like me and my

1644
01:17:59,720 --> 01:18:03,920
Speaker 1: SI are all so like insanely different. And those are

1645
01:18:03,960 --> 01:18:07,640
Speaker 1: people who I spent almost every waking moment with, but

1646
01:18:08,080 --> 01:18:10,560
Speaker 1: there are so many things they have no idea about me,

1647
01:18:10,800 --> 01:18:13,040
Speaker 1: even during that time when we spent so much time together,

1648
01:18:13,800 --> 01:18:17,160
Speaker 1: same goes both ways, and we all ended up so different,

1649
01:18:17,240 --> 01:18:20,200
Speaker 1: and like there is literally like no matter how much

1650
01:18:20,280 --> 01:18:22,920
Speaker 1: time you spend with someone, there there are so many

1651
01:18:22,960 --> 01:18:23,400
Speaker 1: parts of that.

1652
01:18:23,400 --> 01:18:26,559
Speaker 3: Person you will I was saying this exactly to Josh

1653
01:18:26,680 --> 01:18:28,960
Speaker 3: last night, but I was like, I like wish there

1654
01:18:29,080 --> 01:18:32,000
Speaker 3: was a way, like when like I passed away, that

1655
01:18:32,080 --> 01:18:35,400
Speaker 3: I could like download my subconscious and like make like

1656
01:18:35,479 --> 01:18:38,200
Speaker 3: a fucking clip of like my highlights and low lights

1657
01:18:38,240 --> 01:18:40,559
Speaker 3: and all the weird secretive shit that I did in between,

1658
01:18:40,640 --> 01:18:42,360
Speaker 3: cause I'm dead, like I don't give a fuck, Like

1659
01:18:42,640 --> 01:18:45,280
Speaker 3: I can't be humiliated or shameful, so like just being

1660
01:18:45,320 --> 01:18:47,519
Speaker 3: able to like put that out there and just like

1661
01:18:47,640 --> 01:18:50,280
Speaker 3: it's like I'm basically describing a memoir but like it

1662
01:18:50,400 --> 01:18:52,960
Speaker 3: but like just like no, I know what you're saying.

1663
01:18:53,000 --> 01:18:55,880
Speaker 3: It's like it's so like all of it would be

1664
01:18:56,080 --> 01:18:58,880
Speaker 3: so fucking sick, just so because like I lead like

1665
01:18:58,920 --> 01:19:00,840
Speaker 3: a pretty like all, so like I talk for an

1666
01:19:00,880 --> 01:19:03,360
Speaker 3: hour like every week, and like I like am pretty

1667
01:19:03,360 --> 01:19:05,840
Speaker 3: open with my friends. I lead like a pretty mysterious life,

1668
01:19:05,960 --> 01:19:09,320
Speaker 3: especially like with my sexuality and like exploring that shit

1669
01:19:09,520 --> 01:19:13,679
Speaker 3: like literally like even y'all like don't know like fully

1670
01:19:14,640 --> 01:19:18,600
Speaker 3: fully what goes down, but like it's just like like

1671
01:19:18,760 --> 01:19:20,920
Speaker 3: I think, like just like the most embarrassing moments that

1672
01:19:21,000 --> 01:19:23,320
Speaker 3: people don't know about, and like the highest moments that

1673
01:19:23,439 --> 01:19:25,599
Speaker 3: like affected me the most. Like I think that would

1674
01:19:25,640 --> 01:19:28,479
Speaker 3: just be such like a cool like idea for like

1675
01:19:28,920 --> 01:19:31,200
Speaker 3: a passing away like thing. I don't I don't know

1676
01:19:31,280 --> 01:19:33,439
Speaker 3: if that would ever, that's like never gonna happen, but

1677
01:19:33,479 --> 01:19:35,639
Speaker 3: I just was telling Josh like that or that last

1678
01:19:35,720 --> 01:19:37,400
Speaker 3: night that I think that would be so like fucking

1679
01:19:37,479 --> 01:19:39,519
Speaker 3: fascinating just like to put that out there.

1680
01:19:40,320 --> 01:19:42,840
Speaker 1: Yeah literally, because I mean I could say the same,

1681
01:19:43,080 --> 01:19:46,240
Speaker 1: like not fully, but I feel like I'm a fucking

1682
01:19:46,320 --> 01:19:49,800
Speaker 1: open book, but there's still so much shit that I'm like, no,

1683
01:19:50,280 --> 01:19:52,000
Speaker 1: like that doesn't need to be shared, and I would

1684
01:19:52,200 --> 01:19:54,439
Speaker 1: never say that out loud. And I feel like I'm

1685
01:19:54,479 --> 01:19:56,840
Speaker 1: a very open person, Like I'm a pretty open book,

1686
01:19:56,960 --> 01:19:59,760
Speaker 1: like especially now. I used to be so fucking closed off.

1687
01:19:59,800 --> 01:20:02,240
Speaker 1: But now I'd be like I just say shit, but

1688
01:20:03,120 --> 01:20:06,480
Speaker 1: I know what you're describing me, because what's the scariest.

1689
01:20:06,080 --> 01:20:07,679
Speaker 3: Part is cardia girl.

1690
01:20:09,120 --> 01:20:11,120
Speaker 1: I know I was gonna say I wish, but I

1691
01:20:11,240 --> 01:20:13,320
Speaker 1: was like, I literally don't, Like I don't at all.

1692
01:20:14,720 --> 01:20:19,200
Speaker 1: But even when you describe like experiences to the deepest

1693
01:20:19,360 --> 01:20:21,160
Speaker 1: like of their core and try your best, like you

1694
01:20:21,240 --> 01:20:25,800
Speaker 1: could have the best fucking vocabulary in terms of talking

1695
01:20:25,840 --> 01:20:29,720
Speaker 1: about like your emotional experiences, but it will never ever

1696
01:20:29,960 --> 01:20:33,360
Speaker 1: translate exactly like how it feels to you. Because even

1697
01:20:34,200 --> 01:20:37,200
Speaker 1: your most intense moments, like even if someone can kind

1698
01:20:37,240 --> 01:20:39,479
Speaker 1: of relate to it because they've been close experienced of

1699
01:20:39,520 --> 01:20:41,920
Speaker 1: things similar, like it's just not the same, like you

1700
01:20:42,080 --> 01:20:44,439
Speaker 1: you weren't there. Like it's crazy, Like I'm trying to

1701
01:20:44,560 --> 01:20:50,760
Speaker 1: like use like intense verbiage to like explain to you

1702
01:20:50,840 --> 01:20:53,120
Speaker 1: how it felt, what was there, like what was happening

1703
01:20:53,160 --> 01:20:55,200
Speaker 1: around me, But like if you weren't there and you

1704
01:20:55,280 --> 01:20:57,960
Speaker 1: don't know even how it affected that person, it's like

1705
01:20:58,080 --> 01:21:00,680
Speaker 1: so insane to think about that like really freaked me out,

1706
01:21:00,760 --> 01:21:02,519
Speaker 1: especially with my siblings because I was like, oh my god,

1707
01:21:02,600 --> 01:21:05,920
Speaker 1: Like if you grew up around siblings, you know, that

1708
01:21:06,040 --> 01:21:08,439
Speaker 1: like you're with them all the time, and it's crazy

1709
01:21:08,479 --> 01:21:11,120
Speaker 1: how close you could be your sibling, and like there's

1710
01:21:11,160 --> 01:21:13,840
Speaker 1: still so much you don't know about that person and

1711
01:21:14,000 --> 01:21:16,840
Speaker 1: vice versa. It's like so insane to me.

1712
01:21:17,080 --> 01:21:18,800
Speaker 3: I was just sitting here and I had like a

1713
01:21:19,360 --> 01:21:21,920
Speaker 3: like a really weird moment where I was like, wait,

1714
01:21:22,040 --> 01:21:24,280
Speaker 3: I've had these on my wrist for so long and

1715
01:21:24,360 --> 01:21:27,040
Speaker 3: it's not even like a conscious choice, Like they've just

1716
01:21:27,240 --> 01:21:29,560
Speaker 3: been on my wrist and I don't know why. And

1717
01:21:29,680 --> 01:21:31,479
Speaker 3: now I'm like they've been on there for Like I

1718
01:21:31,560 --> 01:21:33,160
Speaker 3: was just sitting here thinking about that. I was like, wait,

1719
01:21:33,200 --> 01:21:35,920
Speaker 3: why are these on my wrists? Like I know one

1720
01:21:36,000 --> 01:21:37,439
Speaker 3: of them is all my risk, but the other three

1721
01:21:37,560 --> 01:21:40,720
Speaker 3: like I don't really know why I have them on,

1722
01:21:40,920 --> 01:21:42,479
Speaker 3: but they've like become like a part of me, and

1723
01:21:42,520 --> 01:21:44,360
Speaker 3: now I can't take them off. I was like I

1724
01:21:44,439 --> 01:21:46,360
Speaker 3: was freaking out about that for a second. I was like, wait,

1725
01:21:46,920 --> 01:21:48,479
Speaker 3: these have been on me for so long, Like I

1726
01:21:48,600 --> 01:21:50,120
Speaker 3: literally like haven't taken them off.

1727
01:21:50,520 --> 01:21:53,840
Speaker 1: Remember my fucking nasty ass inklet that I had on forever.

1728
01:21:53,920 --> 01:21:56,280
Speaker 1: I used to have this inklet that I got in

1729
01:21:57,439 --> 01:22:00,559
Speaker 1: sixth seventh grade that I had tied in a knot

1730
01:22:00,640 --> 01:22:04,640
Speaker 1: that like one of my like family friends brought back

1731
01:22:04,680 --> 01:22:08,439
Speaker 1: from like Nicaragua or something, and I tied it onto

1732
01:22:08,520 --> 01:22:11,600
Speaker 1: my leg and I didn't cut it off until I

1733
01:22:11,760 --> 01:22:13,599
Speaker 1: was like like twenty years old.

1734
01:22:13,680 --> 01:22:14,080
Speaker 2: In La.

1735
01:22:14,560 --> 01:22:16,400
Speaker 1: It stayed on. It's not like it was something I

1736
01:22:16,400 --> 01:22:19,000
Speaker 1: could take off and on, like it had showered with me.

1737
01:22:19,080 --> 01:22:22,559
Speaker 1: It had gone like it was like on me for literally,

1738
01:22:22,680 --> 01:22:24,599
Speaker 1: like it was on me for more of my life

1739
01:22:24,640 --> 01:22:26,800
Speaker 1: than it was on for less of my life, like

1740
01:22:26,920 --> 01:22:30,320
Speaker 1: if that makes sense, wow. And then and cutting it

1741
01:22:30,400 --> 01:22:33,000
Speaker 1: off felt like really like intense, Like I didn't want to,

1742
01:22:33,439 --> 01:22:35,439
Speaker 1: but I was like, this is so ugly and nasty,

1743
01:22:35,600 --> 01:22:38,360
Speaker 1: like it's just like rotting on my fucking leg. So

1744
01:22:38,439 --> 01:22:39,800
Speaker 1: I cut it off. And I remember when I did,

1745
01:22:39,840 --> 01:22:41,800
Speaker 1: I was like, dude, that is so weird because like

1746
01:22:42,640 --> 01:22:44,200
Speaker 1: I was so used to the feeling of getting out

1747
01:22:44,240 --> 01:22:45,160
Speaker 1: of the shower and it being.

1748
01:22:45,080 --> 01:22:46,719
Speaker 3: Wet and like on my ankle.

1749
01:22:47,200 --> 01:22:50,479
Speaker 2: I put my Yoni egg in like ten years ago,

1750
01:22:50,560 --> 01:22:53,120
Speaker 2: and I just realized, like it's still in there.

1751
01:22:53,520 --> 01:22:55,519
Speaker 1: One time I actually genuinely thought I left to deal

1752
01:22:55,520 --> 01:22:58,040
Speaker 1: a cup in me for like ever, what Like I

1753
01:22:58,200 --> 01:23:00,679
Speaker 1: was like, because one time I just had one single

1754
01:23:00,760 --> 01:23:03,000
Speaker 1: leave a cup and I was like, I can't find

1755
01:23:03,040 --> 01:23:05,320
Speaker 1: it and I don't remember taking it, so it just

1756
01:23:05,479 --> 01:23:07,800
Speaker 1: like it went up into me and it's like a.

1757
01:23:07,800 --> 01:23:08,679
Speaker 3: Part of my organs.

1758
01:23:08,760 --> 01:23:12,439
Speaker 1: Oh, if you knew the female anatomy, you know that

1759
01:23:12,680 --> 01:23:13,640
Speaker 1: that's literally.

1760
01:23:14,360 --> 01:23:17,559
Speaker 2: Literally have no idea about that at all.

1761
01:23:17,720 --> 01:23:22,759
Speaker 3: And I don't care to learn. Yeah, all right, let's

1762
01:23:22,880 --> 01:23:26,680
Speaker 3: do the media media of zooeek. Alright, I'm gonna do

1763
01:23:26,720 --> 01:23:31,000
Speaker 3: the shuffle thing again because that was fun. Snowy Lava.

1764
01:23:31,120 --> 01:23:34,840
Speaker 3: But am at Stubb a M E T S t

1765
01:23:35,000 --> 01:23:39,919
Speaker 3: U B. I used to love this song kims By Burial.

1766
01:23:43,600 --> 01:23:48,960
Speaker 3: I've said that one before. Uh Rosette Noise, Crystal Garden

1767
01:23:49,320 --> 01:23:55,479
Speaker 3: and a Coda Harold Bud those are my whatever? How

1768
01:23:55,520 --> 01:23:58,160
Speaker 3: many that was? Well?

1769
01:23:58,680 --> 01:24:02,799
Speaker 1: Mine is literally just reading, writing and arithmetic the Sunday's

1770
01:24:02,840 --> 01:24:07,080
Speaker 1: album because I like heard it in that pop up.

1771
01:24:07,080 --> 01:24:10,679
Speaker 1: I went to Yesterday the Prettiest One and see.

1772
01:24:10,479 --> 01:24:15,240
Speaker 3: The album It's the Seashells. Oh your class.

1773
01:24:17,280 --> 01:24:19,680
Speaker 1: That album is so fucking good. The Sundays are so

1774
01:24:19,840 --> 01:24:23,479
Speaker 1: good and the album on Earth like, oh They're so good,

1775
01:24:23,640 --> 01:24:26,599
Speaker 1: like such feel good, like I feel like a girl.

1776
01:24:26,720 --> 01:24:29,360
Speaker 1: Also Good Days by Sissa. I was like driving around

1777
01:24:29,400 --> 01:24:31,599
Speaker 1: last night listening to that that song used to make

1778
01:24:31,680 --> 01:24:33,760
Speaker 1: me like cry, Like I remember like there was a

1779
01:24:33,800 --> 01:24:36,280
Speaker 1: moment like in twenty twenty one where I was like

1780
01:24:36,320 --> 01:24:38,479
Speaker 1: sitting in the car with the like friend and like

1781
01:24:38,600 --> 01:24:40,000
Speaker 1: listening to it. I was like, oh my God, like

1782
01:24:41,800 --> 01:24:45,599
Speaker 1: these are my good days, Like I'm finally like hitting

1783
01:24:45,640 --> 01:24:49,280
Speaker 1: them in my good days, the good old days, the solid.

1784
01:24:49,040 --> 01:24:55,360
Speaker 3: Day and the dog days, the dog days of the days.

1785
01:24:55,680 --> 01:25:00,880
Speaker 3: Go watch the Lego movie, and go watch Think about Murder.

1786
01:25:01,000 --> 01:25:04,040
Speaker 1: Remind yourself that the biggest threat to your safety is

1787
01:25:04,120 --> 01:25:06,519
Speaker 1: another human, and go.

1788
01:25:06,720 --> 01:25:09,000
Speaker 3: Watch the Patroon episode that we're recording Max.

1789
01:25:10,800 --> 01:25:13,559
Speaker 1: Bye. See you on Patreon if you actually care AboutUs.

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01:25:38,560 --> 01:25:38,600
Speaker 3: H