WEBVTT - Episode 284 w/ Shyheim

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<v Speaker 1>Welcome to Drink Champs, the production of The Black Effect

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<v Speaker 1>and I Heart Radio and it's drink That's motherfucking podcast. Mason,

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<v Speaker 1>he's a legendary queen's rapper. He's like it's your boy

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<v Speaker 1>in r He's a Miami hippop pioneer. Up is d

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<v Speaker 1>j e f N. Together they drink it up with

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<v Speaker 1>some of the biggest players in the most professional unprofessional podcast.

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<v Speaker 1>And your number one sorts for drunk drink is New year' z.

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<v Speaker 1>Just time for Drink Champs. Drink Up, Mother, would it

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<v Speaker 1>could be? Hopeully would have shot me to see point?

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<v Speaker 1>And what up is dj e FN and his drink? Now?

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<v Speaker 1>This is one of the episodes I love. This is

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<v Speaker 1>one of the moments I love because not only is

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<v Speaker 1>this man a legend, we recently had discrepantencies or misunderstanding.

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<v Speaker 1>And when you do something that's wrong, or if you

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<v Speaker 1>do something that you thought, um, you didn't mean to,

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<v Speaker 1>but you gotta write your wrongs. And that's what real

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<v Speaker 1>men do. Real men don't base their feelings of a

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<v Speaker 1>boyish behavior. Real men act like real men. And besides that,

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<v Speaker 1>we had the invitation to him, we we we got

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<v Speaker 1>respectful him He's a legend, one of the first child stars,

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<v Speaker 1>not only just a child star, but a child star

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<v Speaker 1>that was like gangster. He's in mad movies, got movies

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<v Speaker 1>with l L, got records with Big Ol, part of

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<v Speaker 1>the motherfucking legendary Well tell you motherfucking clan. But I

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<v Speaker 1>kind of feel like he started his career on his own.

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<v Speaker 1>We don't get to the bottom of that. We're gonna

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<v Speaker 1>talk about the Movie's gonna talk about this new show.

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<v Speaker 1>We're gonna talk about everything. In case you don't know

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<v Speaker 1>who the funk we talk about Shah, the rugged man,

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<v Speaker 1>page page page. You can't you can't. You can't want

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<v Speaker 1>to be the rugged child no more right, you know what,

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<v Speaker 1>It's one of them things. I don't think I'll ever

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<v Speaker 1>be able to shake it, like Luduwayne can never not

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<v Speaker 1>be accepted. Yee, I don't got a choice. It's like

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<v Speaker 1>I tell people in my age and they still think

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<v Speaker 1>I'm fifteen, Like they don't un to stand the growth.

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<v Speaker 1>Let's talk about that. Let's talk about the beginning, because

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<v Speaker 1>how did you exactly get on? Because I believe we

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<v Speaker 1>heard of you prior to us here and about whoo who,

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<v Speaker 1>Well it will come out of ninety two? What what

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<v Speaker 1>what year was it? Well, my process into the music,

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<v Speaker 1>um Uchang was always the thing of Ruchang for me.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, Um, I'm from Stevens and Projects. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>Um Home and Gholdt Face producer, R and S, Rocky

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<v Speaker 1>and m Yeah like that flow so like and um

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<v Speaker 1>and Knife Prince, you see me, Knife Prince. We met

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<v Speaker 1>in second grade and we were just friends. And Rock

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<v Speaker 1>he was his big brother. They had DJ equipment, you

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<v Speaker 1>know what I mean. I was coming from the Projects.

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<v Speaker 1>I really didn't have that, but I was able to

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<v Speaker 1>go around and see real speakers. Besides, back then we

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<v Speaker 1>used to have part parties, like yeah, DJ dr Rock

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<v Speaker 1>was from Staton Allen and he was that's the Foursome

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<v Speaker 1>seas back and then back in the A so they

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<v Speaker 1>would throw Paul jams. And that's what got me into it,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean. Um, seeing that and then

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<v Speaker 1>dealing with real life like when my mom's drug addiction.

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<v Speaker 1>It was like when I was sitting in a wrap,

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<v Speaker 1>it was loved. So that kind of gave me the confidence.

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<v Speaker 1>And that's why my rom's always was about out that

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<v Speaker 1>about the struggle, because it was therapy for me. To

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<v Speaker 1>get it out because I didn't really have many people

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<v Speaker 1>to talk to. What age was you when you first

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<v Speaker 1>came out? When I came out, We'll see. This is

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<v Speaker 1>the thing I was kind of. I was outside for

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<v Speaker 1>a long time before I actually got on Mercury from

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<v Speaker 1>the legendary R and B group to force him ds

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<v Speaker 1>there from stat Mallen and Mirk would throw parties and

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<v Speaker 1>he would bring artists to stat Allen and he would

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<v Speaker 1>let me open up to perform. So that's how it was,

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<v Speaker 1>meeting like shoot out Green Daddy, are you naughty? All

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<v Speaker 1>before you know what I'm saying. I got my opportunity

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<v Speaker 1>once I started to do those shows rock Ym and

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<v Speaker 1>R and S who produced the un c S at

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<v Speaker 1>the time. He they started just like, oh, come up

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<v Speaker 1>to the studio and started to let me come around,

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<v Speaker 1>and then I started to. But the thing was, I

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<v Speaker 1>had to get my own tapes, you know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 1>Back then you had to go get the Maxwell teams

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<v Speaker 1>and not saying store. That's what I had to do,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm so, I would do all types

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<v Speaker 1>of things and no, no, no, thirteenes. Once I had

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<v Speaker 1>to deal we're talking, I'm probably nine. I'm probably like,

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<v Speaker 1>I can't even imagine that everything he's saying that him,

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<v Speaker 1>I never had a curve, you I mean, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>my mom's in the street, so it allowed me to

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<v Speaker 1>be outside. So my hustle was go to the store.

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<v Speaker 1>So that's how we'll get my little dollars. Taking bottles

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<v Speaker 1>to the store. That's who I was. That's who the

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<v Speaker 1>Rugged show was. I took bottles to the store. I

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<v Speaker 1>packed back. Yeah, yeah, yeah, excuse me, miss, Can I

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<v Speaker 1>help you see your bag with your car? The supermarket?

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<v Speaker 1>That was me drug dealers. Yeah, I'll go to store,

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<v Speaker 1>keep the change. And that's how I fed myself some

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<v Speaker 1>most nice you know. And I brought my tapes and

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<v Speaker 1>started to go up there and create demos. So I

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<v Speaker 1>had finally got a demo. It's called the Bad Little Basket,

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<v Speaker 1>and r and nests and big wigs and God rout

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<v Speaker 1>taking them and he was shopping gp Will at the time,

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<v Speaker 1>and my song was on the tape and they're at

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<v Speaker 1>a meeting, and you know, back then, they would play

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<v Speaker 1>the tape and taper in and go to the other side.

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<v Speaker 1>So I had to meet in the tape go. So

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<v Speaker 1>in all that, I'm a bad little basstid, who do

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<v Speaker 1>you And they're like, who's this little girl girl? Because

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<v Speaker 1>you're so young. Everybody thought I was a girl. Even

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<v Speaker 1>Big Daddy King said, I thought he was a girl

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<v Speaker 1>when I've seen him because my head was white. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know, but my voice was real, like EMC lightish right,

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<v Speaker 1>And they're like, NA, that's that's my little man for

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<v Speaker 1>my project. They're like, yo, you got a picture of them,

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<v Speaker 1>and it was like yeah, and they gave him a picture.

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<v Speaker 1>It was like yo, we want to sign them. And

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<v Speaker 1>it was just like word and then it was then

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<v Speaker 1>it was just like this little kid from Stevenson Projects

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<v Speaker 1>now got three hundred and fifty hollars because what was

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<v Speaker 1>the first labor side Virgin Records, Virgin Records. That was

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<v Speaker 1>what Janet Jackson was Jackson. Girls gotta smell Janet Jackson. No,

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<v Speaker 1>I actually didn't get jack but I met Michael Jackson

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<v Speaker 1>was calm down nine a kid. Now I see shot that.

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<v Speaker 1>I was. I know what I'm just saying, because that

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<v Speaker 1>sound what I'm saying, y'all went somewhere. I mean, it

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<v Speaker 1>is what it is. I was young because it's easy

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<v Speaker 1>shoot like that. I was happy that man, Mike, when

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<v Speaker 1>I was a little older, when you know you're not drinking,

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<v Speaker 1>but I'm gonna drink from Champaine. But I'm on the

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<v Speaker 1>What you want me to pop? You want to pop?

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<v Speaker 1>The Big Boy, the little Home. Honestly, all of it

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<v Speaker 1>looked big boys to me because I like, I heard

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<v Speaker 1>of the Ace of Spade when I was away in

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<v Speaker 1>the magazine. That's like, yeah, that's like big, big, big ship.

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<v Speaker 1>So yeah, you gotta go big big. Don't leave this

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<v Speaker 1>Michael Jackson story. No, no, no no, We're gonna right into it. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>So what was you No? No, only reason, I said, Mike,

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<v Speaker 1>because you brought up Janet right I was. I was

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<v Speaker 1>at Sony Studio recording street seven Street. So it's the

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<v Speaker 1>old build, you know, it's a new building. Okay. So

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<v Speaker 1>I'm near the exit smoking, or of a sudden, the

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<v Speaker 1>back door just pool. I see a mask. Yeah they've

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<v Speaker 1>been on the match. Yeah they've been, they've been. They've

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<v Speaker 1>Oh ship, I said Mike Old. I'm like, you know

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<v Speaker 1>right away. Oh, He's like, oh I love you guys,

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<v Speaker 1>I love your music. I was so hyped. I ran

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<v Speaker 1>back and told everybody, and then we all rushed thistly.

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<v Speaker 1>Everybody want to take this is the little cameras like

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<v Speaker 1>we was happy we didn't last five minutes after that

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<v Speaker 1>next thing, the phone ain't brute. Yeah, you guys is

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<v Speaker 1>gonna be moved over to the other buildings security ology.

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<v Speaker 1>I was hyped. You got a picture with Mike's awareness

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<v Speaker 1>this world. It is somewhere in this world, but I

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<v Speaker 1>don't have it. But yeah, I don't have anything. You

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<v Speaker 1>know how this when you get locked up, it seems

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<v Speaker 1>like nothing. You don't have nothing no more. How is

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<v Speaker 1>that right? Because I see a lot of people don't know. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>I went through poems big with him, right, I didn't know.

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<v Speaker 1>I did actually go to jail with him. But I'm

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<v Speaker 1>affected just as much as that we met in jail.

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<v Speaker 1>But this bid, the second bit had to be different

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<v Speaker 1>for people knew who he was when he walked through people.

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<v Speaker 1>How was that being someone famous? I didn't happen to

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<v Speaker 1>go back to that life because everyone's on the same level.

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<v Speaker 1>Everyone's the same here, Juliani's everyone's the same amount of commissary,

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<v Speaker 1>So how was that going from where you came from

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<v Speaker 1>to that? For me, I always remained the same. So

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<v Speaker 1>in any situation, I'm always the same You're gonna see

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<v Speaker 1>me the same head. I'm the same way in prison,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm the same way. Celebrating with my family, I'm I'm

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<v Speaker 1>one way. I don't even know this way to be

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<v Speaker 1>and to be myself. So I always took me wherever

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<v Speaker 1>I went, and I gave respect and I demanded respect.

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<v Speaker 1>And that's stat I didn't play games. I didn't play cards,

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't play basketball, I didn't wrap. I used the

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<v Speaker 1>penitentiary as a university. I studied, I wrote, I woke,

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<v Speaker 1>wroked out, and and and I got to see the

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<v Speaker 1>the world evolved without me and keep going without me.

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<v Speaker 1>And that was that was That was hard. That was

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<v Speaker 1>hard when I had to finally, when I made the

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<v Speaker 1>decision to stop reaching out, stop falling, and stop writing,

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<v Speaker 1>stop doing that with your five years, I did six

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<v Speaker 1>six ship. They chipped me out of it. Yeah, I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know why. They kept saying five years. Yeah that

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<v Speaker 1>all that BECA kept saying I was born in the

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<v Speaker 1>seventies six, and I'm like, no, I'm seventy seven, bro

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<v Speaker 1>give me another year, but continued, Yeah, so you know,

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<v Speaker 1>so that's how I carried myself. And unfortunately you know

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<v Speaker 1>there was there was a lot of brothers in there

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<v Speaker 1>that related to me in some way and felt like

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<v Speaker 1>I was their little brother. And and these guys never

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<v Speaker 1>got another opportunity at life, and they knew what I

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<v Speaker 1>was facing. I had. I had a terrible bit. I

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<v Speaker 1>had a seven or fourteen bid. So for those that

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<v Speaker 1>don't know what means, you could have do do anywhere from

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<v Speaker 1>seven years. Yeah, and with that, you gotta walk on

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<v Speaker 1>eight shells. And it was a thing of you know,

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<v Speaker 1>it's all type of things to get into and there

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<v Speaker 1>you know, the drugs is there, the even the women

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<v Speaker 1>because you know, it's even with the CEO, and they

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<v Speaker 1>get the CEO. You get him some drama because he

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<v Speaker 1>liked her and in his mind, that's his girl, and

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<v Speaker 1>they just make up relationships and you're fighting, and yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>you're fighting. They go over something that ain't even yours

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<v Speaker 1>because she told you to start sweeping the steps. They're

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<v Speaker 1>mad that you're sweeping the steps. Now you gotta fighting

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<v Speaker 1>the over sweeping the steps because he feels like you're

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<v Speaker 1>taking his broth. And it's like, bro, we're mates, Like

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<v Speaker 1>this is not you know. So I stayed away from that,

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<v Speaker 1>and it was like a decision. You can stand outside

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<v Speaker 1>of the yard every day and reminisce about all the

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<v Speaker 1>dudes that had it and what you used to do

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<v Speaker 1>in the town, or you can focus on getting in

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<v Speaker 1>these programs and making them working better than yourself. And

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<v Speaker 1>I chose that. Do you do you bumping to anybody

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<v Speaker 1>else that was famous or anybody else that's right? Yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I've seen me and True Life in Clinton. I've seen

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<v Speaker 1>True Life one day, but he was in a program

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<v Speaker 1>called APPU. I was in our general population, so I

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<v Speaker 1>had luckily, I was coming from the package room and

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<v Speaker 1>I had got through the gate, so I ain't even

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<v Speaker 1>supposed to be in whole. And when you went through

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<v Speaker 1>with them, when they walked, that's like having the man.

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<v Speaker 1>Everything's short of a shot on walk with them, you

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<v Speaker 1>know what I mean. So I was like, oh, ship,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, it was so boy like. It was up yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>oh yeah, you know what I'm saying. I am, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>shooting back back back to my thing. But I was

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<v Speaker 1>more excited to meet like the legends, like the Jails,

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<v Speaker 1>like like the Wems and like like like like legends

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<v Speaker 1>from the street, like you know what I mean. I was.

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<v Speaker 1>I was excited to meet those guys and just to

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<v Speaker 1>see where they went wrong at and you know, and

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<v Speaker 1>so I said, you know what, I got another chance.

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<v Speaker 1>I can't blow it. So so so how does that happen?

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<v Speaker 1>Now you come home, the woo embraces you. Does what

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<v Speaker 1>happens like the first bit of the second bit, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>talking about the second Yeah, this is the second bit,

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<v Speaker 1>this second bit, Um, it was great. It was great

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<v Speaker 1>because I was a man now dealing on man level.

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<v Speaker 1>Before I was you know, I was a kid, you

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<v Speaker 1>know what I mean. So to finally be recognized and

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<v Speaker 1>dealt with as a man and respected as a man,

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<v Speaker 1>it's a long time coming, you know. Um, for a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of time in my life, I um, I expected things,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, and then when I expected things, I got

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<v Speaker 1>let down. So everything is a plus for me today.

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<v Speaker 1>I lived my life for today and like I just

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<v Speaker 1>embraced everything for today. It's a good one today. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know about tomorrow, but I'm gonna enjoy this one

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<v Speaker 1>right now. I'm enjoyed being on drink chance because like

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<v Speaker 1>this is a miracle. This is a miracle for me

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<v Speaker 1>in my life. And and like I promised God when

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<v Speaker 1>when I was in that cell, and I broke down.

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<v Speaker 1>I praised with Law and I asked him to fix

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<v Speaker 1>me and fix my life and take everything that's not

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<v Speaker 1>good for me away and put right people in my path.

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<v Speaker 1>And and he did that for me. And I'm sitting

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<v Speaker 1>here today, so I want to let you know that. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>One of um Uh joints I was listening to today,

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<v Speaker 1>you get my notes. Um he said everyone's a huddler

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<v Speaker 1>until they get locked up and turned blood or musclum. Yeah, well,

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<v Speaker 1>big banks take little band and in New York pnitentiary,

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<v Speaker 1>the two biggest monsters is the homies and the Muslim community.

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<v Speaker 1>And that's just what it is. You see dudes that

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<v Speaker 1>was everything in the world, and you know, and not

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<v Speaker 1>saying that they might not find God and want to

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<v Speaker 1>change their life, and those potent because if we do.

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<v Speaker 1>But sometimes when they's false, you see them when they're home,

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<v Speaker 1>they're not on the d n still they throw they

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<v Speaker 1>crowned soon as they get off the bus. There's mad

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<v Speaker 1>Bibles and Korans and and crowns and koufies in the bucket.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm saying. And that's that's when they're

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<v Speaker 1>repeated because you're not serious with your with your your growth.

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<v Speaker 1>You ever thought New York City would be like that,

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<v Speaker 1>Like you know, um, you're being so young in the game,

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm sure you had to travel to California and

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<v Speaker 1>see the differences. Like we had to guard abouties. We had, Um,

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<v Speaker 1>we had poss Yeah, we had posts, we had the spades,

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<v Speaker 1>and we had all of this, but it wasn't really

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<v Speaker 1>per se gangs like even Zulu Nation. Like Zulu Nation

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<v Speaker 1>was actually looked at as something that was positive. And

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<v Speaker 1>then it gets to the West Coast and the Bloods

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<v Speaker 1>and the crypt thing, and I remember us actually laughing,

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<v Speaker 1>not not laughing, but like, look, look like what are

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<v Speaker 1>they doing? They got Jerry Curls and and like why

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<v Speaker 1>are they doing this? And then now New York is

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<v Speaker 1>doing that? Well, um, I'm real about it. I think

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<v Speaker 1>it's just the state of the monitor people. Because some

0:15:41.840 --> 0:15:44.440
<v Speaker 1>people are followers and some people are leaders. It's a

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<v Speaker 1>bunch of followers that follow the trend, you know what

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<v Speaker 1>I mean. And they don't know no better, they don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>They're just going off what they appeared, what they see,

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<v Speaker 1>what they where they see to be real, and sometimes

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<v Speaker 1>it takes some people their life and then sometimes take

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<v Speaker 1>people in prison forever, and then some people get it

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<v Speaker 1>in between and changes the life around. I think New

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<v Speaker 1>York is following on a whole lot of levels on

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<v Speaker 1>music when everything I think with us, what we did

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<v Speaker 1>was because it was everything we set the trends all

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<v Speaker 1>the time, and what we stopped doing with sticking together.

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<v Speaker 1>It was the time I remember as a kid. As

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<v Speaker 1>a kid, the whole industry was mines. Everybody was my

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<v Speaker 1>big brother Chuck, They big daddy. Can these dudes when

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<v Speaker 1>they've seen you, they grabbed you, they hugged you, they

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<v Speaker 1>told you, and they now you see a dude, it's

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<v Speaker 1>a standoff. You didn't see who's the fly. It's like

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<v Speaker 1>I can't say that the shine he got really all

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<v Speaker 1>I like to say software. I don't want to say

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<v Speaker 1>it was always like that, but it was a great

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<v Speaker 1>time where everyone embraced everyone like when you had it,

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<v Speaker 1>Like when I had an album release party, everyone would

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<v Speaker 1>be there like I couldn't even I didn't even have

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<v Speaker 1>to call people. I do remember that time you ever

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<v Speaker 1>throw a hip hop will be a little level like

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<v Speaker 1>as big as it is, like the verses and all

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<v Speaker 1>this ship is. I mean, I'm happy, you know what

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, I'm happy to be a part of it,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean. They see the evolutionary growth.

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<v Speaker 1>Of course it has to change. These kids want to

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<v Speaker 1>do what they want to do, and there's nothing wrong

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<v Speaker 1>with that. Um yeah, but it's growth. Is it's a

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<v Speaker 1>lot to be done because it's all the other things

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<v Speaker 1>that can come from hip hop that we're able to do.

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<v Speaker 1>Use our popularity, use our voices to clean up the community,

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<v Speaker 1>to start businesses, and use our voices just tell people

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<v Speaker 1>how to go about it. Because one thing we lack

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<v Speaker 1>in our community is the information. If I would have

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<v Speaker 1>knew half the things that I've learned along our journey,

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<v Speaker 1>I wouldn't have, you know, stumbled as much. And not

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<v Speaker 1>to say I went and made no mistakes, I wouldn't

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<v Speaker 1>stubbled as much. And that's what the other people do

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<v Speaker 1>in their communities. They give them the information when they're

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<v Speaker 1>in high school, they're preparing for their giving them the Jews.

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<v Speaker 1>They're giving them that and they're helping them walk through it.

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<v Speaker 1>I think every in our community, everybody just goes to

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<v Speaker 1>self when they make it. I think that's what for

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<v Speaker 1>Ell said on our he said when he said the

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<v Speaker 1>information we can't hide the information. We have to share

0:18:04.400 --> 0:18:08.520
<v Speaker 1>share the information. And I think, uh, that's something that

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<v Speaker 1>we've been trying to do on Drink Champs. Just the

0:18:10.600 --> 0:18:12.879
<v Speaker 1>crabs in the bucket mentality, Yeah, the crabs in the

0:18:12.880 --> 0:18:15.200
<v Speaker 1>bucket me you got you got those? Ready? Rise? You

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<v Speaker 1>know what I'm saying. So this is what we do

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<v Speaker 1>for our legends. You know what I'm saying. We want

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<v Speaker 1>you to know you were way invited, way before this

0:18:21.640 --> 0:18:24.000
<v Speaker 1>dumb sit and you're always gonna be invited. So we

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to make sure you got your flowers. You know

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying to your motherfucking face. You know what

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<v Speaker 1>I'm saying. You know what I mean. You know what

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<v Speaker 1>I mean. Come on, come on, you know what I'm saying. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>your motherfucker what I'm saying, Nah, that's this is just

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<v Speaker 1>for the crib. You know what I'm saying. Roses, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>and they lasted a couple of years because that's what

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<v Speaker 1>our show is about. What show was about giving flowers. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>it's always been about giving flowers. Are we gonna make

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<v Speaker 1>some mistakes along the way, of course we will. Are

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<v Speaker 1>we gonna make get some mistakes after? Of course we

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<v Speaker 1>will with our hearts and our goal is in the

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<v Speaker 1>right mind and the right frame. It's the great intentions

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<v Speaker 1>and we wanted you to know that face to face.

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<v Speaker 1>Man and man, I my nigga, thank you know what

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<v Speaker 1>I'm saying. So now I need you to go just

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<v Speaker 1>go on and on. But I just counted as twelve

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<v Speaker 1>is right, one plus Stewie Street. That's understands. Understand he

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<v Speaker 1>had to go. So you gotta take me to this

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<v Speaker 1>goes on and on? Shot you made that record? How

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<v Speaker 1>does how do where? What's going on? You were eleven?

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<v Speaker 1>You know it was it was the No. I was

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<v Speaker 1>like thirteen and it was No. Actually fourteen and it

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<v Speaker 1>was a fourteen fourteen fifteen somewhere around and you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I just started get old years with up. But um

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<v Speaker 1>it was the last song for the album. H and

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<v Speaker 1>my manager Wigs He Wiggs was always the uh instill

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<v Speaker 1>in like black history for me, Like different from with

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<v Speaker 1>when I was with the Guards, you know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 1>He was like uh Martin Luther King. He was more peaceful,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying. When I was with the Guards,

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<v Speaker 1>it was more revolutionary. So but he will always he

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<v Speaker 1>had Yeah, I felt but this is what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 1>So it was just the Jews, and he was like, Yo,

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<v Speaker 1>you have to be the reporter. That's who you are.

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<v Speaker 1>You have to show through your eyes, you know what

0:20:28.800 --> 0:20:31.399
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying. So I said, all right, well I'm right

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<v Speaker 1>through my eyes. And that's what came out of it.

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<v Speaker 1>And because in the line where I said, oh, man

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<v Speaker 1>got shot in the parking lot in front of my building,

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<v Speaker 1>I hain't with his grandchildren. It wasn't actually an old

0:20:44.000 --> 0:20:46.320
<v Speaker 1>man and his grand child. It was actually a dude

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<v Speaker 1>by the name of Tom Reagan that I looked up

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<v Speaker 1>to my neighborhood. He was fly and it's like a

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<v Speaker 1>dude just shot him under the building. It's just like

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<v Speaker 1>I killed him. That was one of my early depths.

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<v Speaker 1>You're not when you're young. You have to see and

0:20:58.359 --> 0:21:00.240
<v Speaker 1>it always affects me because he was one of the

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<v Speaker 1>dudes that had one of those smiles, you know what.

0:21:02.040 --> 0:21:04.720
<v Speaker 1>It seemed like everybody that goes has that smile. And

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<v Speaker 1>then it's like he had that smile, and it was

0:21:06.560 --> 0:21:08.840
<v Speaker 1>just like I never forgot him. And when I was

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<v Speaker 1>writing that and I said, ah, this is what happens

0:21:11.200 --> 0:21:15.600
<v Speaker 1>in my neighborhood. So was was like because I you know, Um,

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<v Speaker 1>we interviewed Germaine Duprix, right, and it's something that I

0:21:18.760 --> 0:21:20.760
<v Speaker 1>asked him, like, you know him working with child Stars,

0:21:20.880 --> 0:21:24.359
<v Speaker 1>is he could always get this money from Nickelodeon or Disney?

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<v Speaker 1>Was that ever like people who ever say, calm it

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<v Speaker 1>down was thirteen. By the time you're eighteen, you might

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<v Speaker 1>could be in a fucking Walt Disney. Oh man, it

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<v Speaker 1>was many. It was many relaxed on the god just

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<v Speaker 1>to telling me that to change my narrative to to

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<v Speaker 1>you know, be a little more clean, you know what

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<v Speaker 1>I'm saying. Um to join him Mature because I did

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<v Speaker 1>a record with Immature. UM called to Love his group

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<v Speaker 1>and they wanted me to join the group. And I

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<v Speaker 1>was wanted he had like to be the rap like

0:21:59.119 --> 0:22:03.960
<v Speaker 1>like the rapper because we did the song and I

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<v Speaker 1>couldn't I doing it and it was a lot of money.

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<v Speaker 1>But you know, coming from the projects, this is what

0:22:09.840 --> 0:22:12.320
<v Speaker 1>I love about coming from where I come from. It

0:22:12.440 --> 0:22:15.720
<v Speaker 1>gives you this thing called fuck it and it's like, yo,

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<v Speaker 1>for my principles and my pride, funk it. It's like,

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<v Speaker 1>this is who I am. I turned down movies because uh,

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<v Speaker 1>I wasn't gonna kick over a garbage kid, because I

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<v Speaker 1>know if I came back to the project, they're gonna

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<v Speaker 1>kill me. Was kicking over the garbage cans in the project,

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<v Speaker 1>I couldn't have lived, you know what I'm saying. So

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<v Speaker 1>I based everything off of what I thought that the

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<v Speaker 1>people from my neighborhood would think of me. That it's

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<v Speaker 1>a boat, it's a mindus true, because that's not real life.

0:22:41.520 --> 0:22:44.040
<v Speaker 1>You shouldn't. You should live your real life what people think.

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<v Speaker 1>But as a kid, you're only influenced about what you

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<v Speaker 1>see in your world. So in my book back for

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<v Speaker 1>a long time, I carried everybody else and Ship everybody

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<v Speaker 1>else's thoughts, everybody that I accumulated, and and then it

0:22:56.040 --> 0:22:57.800
<v Speaker 1>was soon when it when it burst and it was

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<v Speaker 1>over and everybody went to their real obs. I was

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<v Speaker 1>still stuck in amazed, like, oh Ship, it ain't no

0:23:02.960 --> 0:23:05.440
<v Speaker 1>real industry, it ain't these things. Really don't love me,

0:23:05.960 --> 0:23:09.080
<v Speaker 1>o ship? This was business? Oh yeah, sorry, kid, this

0:23:09.160 --> 0:23:10.960
<v Speaker 1>is this is business. I'm not like, really your lawyer,

0:23:11.000 --> 0:23:12.800
<v Speaker 1>I ain't come in to court to help you with

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<v Speaker 1>with this is I'm not gonna help you kids. You

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<v Speaker 1>got the budget cold, somebody they're not what and didnt

0:23:18.640 --> 0:23:21.320
<v Speaker 1>reality hits you like, oh ship, that's eighteen you're saying

0:23:22.080 --> 0:23:26.360
<v Speaker 1>started hitting you with that. No, no, but let's song

0:23:26.400 --> 0:23:28.320
<v Speaker 1>shot because this is like your first hit rep year, right.

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<v Speaker 1>How many people finger popped at that time? I was

0:23:34.960 --> 0:23:40.440
<v Speaker 1>at least I don't know why I was clevering. But no, no, not.

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<v Speaker 1>But here's the thing. A lot of the women probably

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<v Speaker 1>be in jail right now because I wasn't dealing with

0:23:44.560 --> 0:23:46.880
<v Speaker 1>thirteen years when she was the opposite off. Yeah, yeah,

0:23:48.119 --> 0:23:55.720
<v Speaker 1>I was getting what I'm telling you. I remember how

0:23:55.760 --> 0:23:57.200
<v Speaker 1>I got my bed. I'll tell you how I got it.

0:23:57.280 --> 0:23:59.800
<v Speaker 1>He was when I was young. The older guys would

0:23:59.800 --> 0:24:01.720
<v Speaker 1>tell you want them, you gotta get the bed. You

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<v Speaker 1>ain't doing that right because I'll be talking to a

0:24:04.040 --> 0:24:06.520
<v Speaker 1>girl I come through the process Puerto Rican? Here, what's

0:24:06.520 --> 0:24:08.919
<v Speaker 1>the guy who told you that? To Puerto Rican? I'ma

0:24:08.920 --> 0:24:14.840
<v Speaker 1>have Cuban, so I don't I don't speak nothing. Yeah,

0:24:15.920 --> 0:24:18.399
<v Speaker 1>supposed to be eating pussy early. So it was the

0:24:18.520 --> 0:24:21.400
<v Speaker 1>thing like you know, you know, you got a little

0:24:21.400 --> 0:24:23.080
<v Speaker 1>girlfriend and you couldn't come through the bout of the

0:24:23.119 --> 0:24:26.200
<v Speaker 1>building on the bench. Everybody out there hustling, so like, yeah,

0:24:26.760 --> 0:24:28.160
<v Speaker 1>you don't know what to do with that. You ain't

0:24:28.200 --> 0:24:29.880
<v Speaker 1>doing the right then, and I'm like, just I am chilling.

0:24:29.920 --> 0:24:32.320
<v Speaker 1>You don't say you mean eating. I'm like that's nasty.

0:24:32.840 --> 0:24:34.720
<v Speaker 1>And he's like, here, you gotta put your whole face

0:24:34.960 --> 0:24:38.439
<v Speaker 1>everything the chin aside. And my superdass was like, yeah, right,

0:24:38.440 --> 0:24:40.720
<v Speaker 1>if you did all this ship that, I can't even

0:24:40.760 --> 0:24:42.520
<v Speaker 1>cut it. I cut it today. It's like two, mom,

0:24:42.600 --> 0:24:45.080
<v Speaker 1>it's crazy. That's how you get it. That's how you

0:24:45.160 --> 0:24:48.200
<v Speaker 1>get this band. I thought that was just Puerto Rican ship.

0:24:48.240 --> 0:24:51.760
<v Speaker 1>It's like, I didn't even know Cuban Cubans you know cute.

0:24:53.440 --> 0:24:56.600
<v Speaker 1>I did not that they came. You'm okay have black

0:24:56.640 --> 0:25:01.200
<v Speaker 1>to Jamaican's. Don't want that, baby, Yeah, I know a

0:25:01.280 --> 0:25:04.920
<v Speaker 1>few of that, dude though. Yeah, they'd be low riding,

0:25:05.520 --> 0:25:11.080
<v Speaker 1>yeah we call it. Yeah, but a lot of them,

0:25:11.080 --> 0:25:12.920
<v Speaker 1>you know. But you got a thing at the time,

0:25:13.920 --> 0:25:16.520
<v Speaker 1>besides the rap celebrity girls. I was around my age

0:25:16.560 --> 0:25:18.520
<v Speaker 1>and I used to think I would have a relationship with,

0:25:18.680 --> 0:25:21.520
<v Speaker 1>you know, a girl, right, It's okay, let's just strow

0:25:21.520 --> 0:25:24.200
<v Speaker 1>it out. Dude, you're knock. I mean see, there's a

0:25:24.280 --> 0:25:26.520
<v Speaker 1>problem with that, right, because I don't want to seem

0:25:26.600 --> 0:25:29.200
<v Speaker 1>like I wanted them dudes that like talk about some

0:25:29.280 --> 0:25:31.840
<v Speaker 1>old ship. It was twenty years ago. Just be clear.

0:25:31.920 --> 0:25:34.159
<v Speaker 1>We had Nick Cannon sitting in the same table. Oh

0:25:34.240 --> 0:25:37.040
<v Speaker 1>he's a and he said, he said that Kim Kardashian

0:25:37.200 --> 0:25:39.520
<v Speaker 1>hurt his feelings and we had to say we had

0:25:39.560 --> 0:25:41.680
<v Speaker 1>to be with him. So you ain't got nothing to

0:25:41.680 --> 0:25:45.800
<v Speaker 1>worry about her. Yeah, he said, he said, listen, he damn,

0:25:45.800 --> 0:25:47.520
<v Speaker 1>I blowing up to the episode. But the episodes out right,

0:25:48.960 --> 0:25:50.359
<v Speaker 1>he said, he ket he kept it real. We had

0:25:50.400 --> 0:25:53.680
<v Speaker 1>to take a couple of shots to start smoking smoke.

0:25:53.840 --> 0:25:55.760
<v Speaker 1>He just smoke me, and he said, he said he

0:25:55.840 --> 0:25:57.720
<v Speaker 1>kept it real. He said he would have stuck by

0:25:57.800 --> 0:26:00.359
<v Speaker 1>her if she would have said that the rage tape

0:26:00.400 --> 0:26:04.720
<v Speaker 1>was real. But he said that she said jal, So

0:26:05.320 --> 0:26:06.760
<v Speaker 1>he was like hi, And then when he came out,

0:26:06.840 --> 0:26:09.160
<v Speaker 1>he was hurt. He said, could he could? He said,

0:26:09.160 --> 0:26:12.080
<v Speaker 1>but he was? He did? Oh s I don't know.

0:26:12.200 --> 0:26:15.960
<v Speaker 1>I mean, it depends why that's his own motor d

0:26:16.119 --> 0:26:20.840
<v Speaker 1>you know, yeah, but I didn't know. You gotta put

0:26:20.840 --> 0:26:24.280
<v Speaker 1>it like knockdown. Who did everybody? Damn? I think it

0:26:24.400 --> 0:26:27.600
<v Speaker 1>was Monica one. No Monica was that I met Monica

0:26:27.680 --> 0:26:31.640
<v Speaker 1>Monica is a cool person, very like Churchy. That wasn't

0:26:31.680 --> 0:26:33.320
<v Speaker 1>really like not to say she was my style, but

0:26:33.359 --> 0:26:37.399
<v Speaker 1>I was into the Bite street girls. But I like

0:26:37.600 --> 0:26:41.200
<v Speaker 1>girls like the girls that I liked. I like like

0:26:41.320 --> 0:26:44.920
<v Speaker 1>Foxy Brown, like like Feed. I'm like like Queen Pin.

0:26:45.000 --> 0:26:48.200
<v Speaker 1>I like girls like that. Okay, okay, I followed. I

0:26:48.280 --> 0:26:51.399
<v Speaker 1>like I like old girls. I like girls like that

0:26:51.560 --> 0:26:53.560
<v Speaker 1>that was in the industry doing this thing on the

0:26:53.640 --> 0:26:56.639
<v Speaker 1>high level, very hat swag they was doing. You know

0:26:56.680 --> 0:27:01.680
<v Speaker 1>what I mean. I followed all the way through standing

0:27:01.720 --> 0:27:08.520
<v Speaker 1>over respectfully. Actually she's very good person. So I never like,

0:27:08.760 --> 0:27:14.320
<v Speaker 1>never talked to help in that manner. So, um, move

0:27:14.400 --> 0:27:17.680
<v Speaker 1>it on. How did you start acting? What was what

0:27:17.840 --> 0:27:22.520
<v Speaker 1>was the actor who told you it was the first

0:27:22.680 --> 0:27:25.080
<v Speaker 1>The first off I got was to be in the

0:27:25.200 --> 0:27:28.280
<v Speaker 1>Friday Movie to Being Fridays as the little kid Chris

0:27:28.400 --> 0:27:30.600
<v Speaker 1>kicking over the garbage kids. And I was like, I

0:27:30.640 --> 0:27:34.800
<v Speaker 1>ain't doing that. You're going to So when you said

0:27:34.880 --> 0:27:38.480
<v Speaker 1>kicking over the garbage kid, what are you talking about?

0:27:38.560 --> 0:27:40.600
<v Speaker 1>They told you not to do it. I didn't want

0:27:40.600 --> 0:27:43.000
<v Speaker 1>to do because think about it, right during that time,

0:27:43.119 --> 0:27:48.240
<v Speaker 1>right we're talking the early nineties, you just kind of

0:27:48.320 --> 0:27:50.280
<v Speaker 1>sell out like at that time, it was like, yo,

0:27:50.320 --> 0:27:51.919
<v Speaker 1>you got a movie. It was to sell out, right.

0:27:53.840 --> 0:27:57.200
<v Speaker 1>I remember. There's no disrespect to anybody, but I remember

0:27:57.280 --> 0:27:59.119
<v Speaker 1>it was a time, right because I hung with Cane

0:27:59.720 --> 0:28:02.160
<v Speaker 1>and came, man, that's like, that's like that's all that's

0:28:02.200 --> 0:28:04.080
<v Speaker 1>my heart, right. And he will always give me these

0:28:04.160 --> 0:28:07.080
<v Speaker 1>jews like never sell your publishing this, and he said,

0:28:07.119 --> 0:28:08.640
<v Speaker 1>you know, you need to take your career to two

0:28:08.720 --> 0:28:11.840
<v Speaker 1>movies and things like that. And I would come back

0:28:11.880 --> 0:28:15.480
<v Speaker 1>home around the trying to make you a sell out

0:28:16.920 --> 0:28:19.280
<v Speaker 1>and I'm like yo, and then so I'm like nah.

0:28:19.440 --> 0:28:20.960
<v Speaker 1>My mind was like I don't want to be a

0:28:21.000 --> 0:28:22.440
<v Speaker 1>sell out. You know what I'm saying, Like, na, I'm

0:28:22.480 --> 0:28:29.119
<v Speaker 1>hip hop. All that was done radio. You ain't bar

0:28:29.240 --> 0:28:31.080
<v Speaker 1>me throwing stretch you made to the red. This thing

0:28:31.200 --> 0:28:33.120
<v Speaker 1>is dumb. You're being a party. And they're like nah,

0:28:33.200 --> 0:28:35.520
<v Speaker 1>he he you don't wrap us no more. It wasn't

0:28:35.560 --> 0:28:37.920
<v Speaker 1>some commercials and things of money like that. And he

0:28:37.920 --> 0:28:40.280
<v Speaker 1>would said, forget all this against sticking true to the culture.

0:28:40.440 --> 0:28:42.240
<v Speaker 1>I'm going to get the bag. And if I got

0:28:42.360 --> 0:28:44.200
<v Speaker 1>to do a flip in the strike commercial, that's what

0:28:44.280 --> 0:28:47.959
<v Speaker 1>they did and it made it sells everybody out at

0:28:48.000 --> 0:28:49.720
<v Speaker 1>the end of the day. But wait, was the frind

0:28:49.760 --> 0:28:52.120
<v Speaker 1>of thing before the til Yeah? Yeah, it was before

0:28:52.160 --> 0:28:54.760
<v Speaker 1>because it's the same director. So when that ain't happened

0:28:54.800 --> 0:28:57.000
<v Speaker 1>for that, he called me back. He said, all right,

0:28:57.640 --> 0:29:01.120
<v Speaker 1>it's not acting, it's just eat in the video. And

0:29:01.280 --> 0:29:04.080
<v Speaker 1>or you're doing this being yourself, he said. I said,

0:29:04.160 --> 0:29:06.480
<v Speaker 1>what is it for? He said, TLC. I was saying,

0:29:06.480 --> 0:29:09.120
<v Speaker 1>oh yeah, I'm on that, and and it was just

0:29:09.240 --> 0:29:10.640
<v Speaker 1>to be in a video. I didn't think of it.

0:29:11.680 --> 0:29:13.280
<v Speaker 1>I didn't think of it as acting. I just thought

0:29:13.320 --> 0:29:15.400
<v Speaker 1>that it's being in the video. But but Friday, did

0:29:15.440 --> 0:29:17.800
<v Speaker 1>you know what Ice Cub was attached to that? I didn't.

0:29:17.840 --> 0:29:19.760
<v Speaker 1>I didn't really care, you know what I mean. I

0:29:19.840 --> 0:29:22.280
<v Speaker 1>didn't care because for me, with me and the world

0:29:22.480 --> 0:29:25.720
<v Speaker 1>was coming to a party and rock him giving you

0:29:25.800 --> 0:29:29.440
<v Speaker 1>a DAP or Chuck Deed telling me that I'm the bridge,

0:29:29.880 --> 0:29:33.720
<v Speaker 1>and it's like, no, I'm not doing this. I want

0:29:33.720 --> 0:29:36.360
<v Speaker 1>to be accepted, you know what I'm saying on the block.

0:29:36.440 --> 0:29:38.760
<v Speaker 1>I don't really care about that, you know what I mean.

0:29:38.880 --> 0:29:41.320
<v Speaker 1>So that's why. But then when he said the video,

0:29:41.360 --> 0:29:43.200
<v Speaker 1>I said, all right, I'm not acting. I'm not really

0:29:43.240 --> 0:29:45.440
<v Speaker 1>So I did that and then the next call I

0:29:45.520 --> 0:29:49.000
<v Speaker 1>got was by Fred Williamson for Original Gangster's Original Games.

0:29:49.240 --> 0:29:51.320
<v Speaker 1>And this is one of the things when I can

0:29:51.400 --> 0:29:55.600
<v Speaker 1>say this, if people weren't you, they're gonna find you.

0:29:55.720 --> 0:29:57.680
<v Speaker 1>I don't care if you under the rock and nothing's

0:29:57.680 --> 0:29:59.600
<v Speaker 1>all that you need to be politics and have this

0:29:59.720 --> 0:30:03.040
<v Speaker 1>one that's bullshit. When you if you got interests and

0:30:03.080 --> 0:30:06.040
<v Speaker 1>people see value in you, they're gonna find So that's

0:30:06.080 --> 0:30:08.480
<v Speaker 1>what happened. My phone rang one day. It's an old

0:30:08.560 --> 0:30:11.840
<v Speaker 1>man by the name of Fred Williamson the Hammer. Now

0:30:12.400 --> 0:30:15.480
<v Speaker 1>people who know who the hammer is, they know me.

0:30:15.600 --> 0:30:18.520
<v Speaker 1>I didn't know, so I'm like, who it's the Hammer?

0:30:18.760 --> 0:30:21.320
<v Speaker 1>So I'm like, I can't touch this. He like na,

0:30:22.120 --> 0:30:25.800
<v Speaker 1>He's like, no, this is Fred Williamson, he said. I said, okay,

0:30:25.920 --> 0:30:27.920
<v Speaker 1>well what's up. He's like, I want you in the movie.

0:30:28.880 --> 0:30:33.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, Oh, ask your mama, who who who the Fred?

0:30:33.200 --> 0:30:37.080
<v Speaker 1>Him Williams said, I'm like, yo, you know some dude

0:30:38.160 --> 0:30:42.560
<v Speaker 1>about him Jim browning them? Everybody? Man, they didn't jumped

0:30:42.640 --> 0:30:45.760
<v Speaker 1>up my uncle. You're doing that. You're doing that. I

0:30:45.800 --> 0:30:48.600
<v Speaker 1>don't care about all that ship you're doing. You know

0:30:48.720 --> 0:30:51.080
<v Speaker 1>what they did for black people and movie and films

0:30:51.120 --> 0:30:55.000
<v Speaker 1>and everything you're gonna go and being this film where

0:30:55.120 --> 0:30:56.920
<v Speaker 1>I got a ouncle God bless your soul named she

0:30:57.000 --> 0:31:00.000
<v Speaker 1>Go my uncle Charlie. And he was like when he said,

0:31:00.000 --> 0:31:01.840
<v Speaker 1>and you're gonna do it, You're gonna do it. You're

0:31:01.840 --> 0:31:04.400
<v Speaker 1>going you do it. And that's how I got there

0:31:04.480 --> 0:31:10.680
<v Speaker 1>makes no noise. Un hold on, I got so much notice,

0:31:10.760 --> 0:31:13.840
<v Speaker 1>but hold on, hold on, Oh ship dam and who

0:31:13.920 --> 0:31:16.440
<v Speaker 1>real quick time with Slim today. Uh, these guys you

0:31:16.480 --> 0:31:19.760
<v Speaker 1>don't see the argument the bens they're gonna be Yeah,

0:31:19.840 --> 0:31:22.000
<v Speaker 1>there's mad loud on the side. Bro, you ain't see

0:31:22.000 --> 0:31:25.280
<v Speaker 1>that ship were you said? We're you sending that ship?

0:31:25.800 --> 0:31:28.840
<v Speaker 1>You personally on the group chat I'm talking about earlier

0:31:28.960 --> 0:31:32.800
<v Speaker 1>the um that was a group chat. Okay, cool, all right, cool,

0:31:32.800 --> 0:31:37.040
<v Speaker 1>I got it. Yeah, this is good organic food can

0:31:38.560 --> 0:31:41.520
<v Speaker 1>to Jack Teller. Voso was a part of Jack Teller

0:31:41.600 --> 0:31:44.120
<v Speaker 1>Jack Diller. You know I said, I said, oh eat

0:31:44.160 --> 0:31:48.440
<v Speaker 1>a new ferrycon Jack. He called me. He called me like,

0:31:48.520 --> 0:31:54.320
<v Speaker 1>what's what's got to do with it? Either love or

0:31:54.400 --> 0:31:57.440
<v Speaker 1>hate him? Like they either love him or they hate him.

0:31:57.680 --> 0:32:00.560
<v Speaker 1>He's good. We love him over if we love we

0:32:00.600 --> 0:32:02.120
<v Speaker 1>love him? But our fast day day up in the

0:32:02.160 --> 0:32:12.720
<v Speaker 1>air with him. So all right, cool, So I'm gonna

0:32:12.800 --> 0:32:14.920
<v Speaker 1>run through a couple of these, and I want you

0:32:14.960 --> 0:32:16.520
<v Speaker 1>to tell me what what what it means to you

0:32:16.520 --> 0:32:22.440
<v Speaker 1>when I said to a kid of rugged child at

0:32:23.240 --> 0:32:31.520
<v Speaker 1>four a K eight to rugged child in four, damn

0:32:31.600 --> 0:32:35.720
<v Speaker 1>that that little nigga man um because he literally is

0:32:35.720 --> 0:32:41.040
<v Speaker 1>a different person. He wanted to save the world. He

0:32:41.160 --> 0:32:44.520
<v Speaker 1>wanted to bring everybody from his projects with him. If

0:32:44.560 --> 0:32:46.840
<v Speaker 1>I could have, I would have a thirteen. I would

0:32:46.840 --> 0:32:51.360
<v Speaker 1>have had everybody, everybody. I would like to believe through

0:32:51.440 --> 0:32:53.480
<v Speaker 1>my actions and and and maybe you know, the people

0:32:53.520 --> 0:32:55.840
<v Speaker 1>from our neighborhood maybe could tell you better than I

0:32:55.920 --> 0:32:58.120
<v Speaker 1>could probably tell you. But I would like to believe

0:32:58.160 --> 0:33:02.160
<v Speaker 1>that I shared. I shared my my, my money, my fame,

0:33:02.760 --> 0:33:06.640
<v Speaker 1>my life with them. You know, I gave his music

0:33:06.760 --> 0:33:10.400
<v Speaker 1>business more than half my whole existence in the planet,

0:33:11.080 --> 0:33:15.280
<v Speaker 1>you know. And you know I'm hip hop. I dedicate

0:33:15.360 --> 0:33:21.400
<v Speaker 1>my life to this ship. Okay, the Lord's generation. Oh

0:33:21.520 --> 0:33:25.000
<v Speaker 1>he was arrogant, he had some money. Yeah, it's the

0:33:25.080 --> 0:33:28.920
<v Speaker 1>same little little year. But he's yeah, he control now

0:33:29.040 --> 0:33:33.800
<v Speaker 1>he you know, Yeah he's getting some virgin yeah, yeah, yeah,

0:33:34.160 --> 0:33:37.040
<v Speaker 1>he's virgin new trial because they had created a rap department.

0:33:37.120 --> 0:33:39.560
<v Speaker 1>Now you know what I'm saying, it's me, the Loonies

0:33:39.680 --> 0:33:42.480
<v Speaker 1>and scar Faced, a couple of rap. A lot dudes

0:33:42.600 --> 0:33:45.400
<v Speaker 1>was over there. Um yeah, so it transition, but it

0:33:45.480 --> 0:33:48.440
<v Speaker 1>was still under version. Um yeah, I was, I was.

0:33:48.520 --> 0:33:53.320
<v Speaker 1>I was having sex. You know what I'm saying. I was.

0:33:54.400 --> 0:33:56.960
<v Speaker 1>You you're scoring now? Yeah. I used to collect phone

0:33:57.040 --> 0:34:02.520
<v Speaker 1>numbers everything, so you know, Uh so I was, I was,

0:34:02.600 --> 0:34:05.360
<v Speaker 1>I was. I was. Yeah, I was a little horn

0:34:05.400 --> 0:34:07.560
<v Speaker 1>though I'm a scorpio two. So I when I was, yeah,

0:34:07.560 --> 0:34:09.400
<v Speaker 1>I was hard. I was busting him down. But that

0:34:09.480 --> 0:34:15.359
<v Speaker 1>was the last generation O man child. That's when ship

0:34:15.480 --> 0:34:19.080
<v Speaker 1>got real. That's got that ship got real. That's when

0:34:19.160 --> 0:34:27.080
<v Speaker 1>it changed from with with you. So now you got

0:34:27.160 --> 0:34:31.799
<v Speaker 1>the honey you're saying the audience to people, Well, I don't,

0:34:31.800 --> 0:34:34.399
<v Speaker 1>I don't know. I don't know about music. I can't

0:34:34.440 --> 0:34:36.480
<v Speaker 1>I don't know what fans was things. I don't really

0:34:36.560 --> 0:34:40.040
<v Speaker 1>base my life on what that force is. It's just

0:34:40.120 --> 0:34:42.400
<v Speaker 1>like in my personal life and in my community, in

0:34:42.480 --> 0:34:46.080
<v Speaker 1>my neighborhood, it started to change. People that was rooting

0:34:46.160 --> 0:34:47.960
<v Speaker 1>for me was for me, but then it was like

0:34:48.520 --> 0:34:51.920
<v Speaker 1>it started to change into jealousy. It started to change

0:34:51.960 --> 0:34:55.800
<v Speaker 1>into because you're next to me. Now you feel you

0:34:55.840 --> 0:34:59.000
<v Speaker 1>should have what I have and you feel that I'm

0:34:59.120 --> 0:35:01.879
<v Speaker 1>stopping you from getting it. And it's not me, it's

0:35:02.200 --> 0:35:04.920
<v Speaker 1>God's blessing me. How are you mad at me for

0:35:05.080 --> 0:35:09.319
<v Speaker 1>him blessing me? Pray and he'll brush you. But that's

0:35:09.360 --> 0:35:11.960
<v Speaker 1>what happened. So it started to turn the Hey, I

0:35:12.000 --> 0:35:18.160
<v Speaker 1>started to get caught fighting, getting caught with guns because

0:35:18.160 --> 0:35:20.120
<v Speaker 1>I ain't know no better, and all I knew what

0:35:20.200 --> 0:35:22.480
<v Speaker 1>to do was yo and get a gun. Was I

0:35:22.560 --> 0:35:24.880
<v Speaker 1>ready to shoot somebody? Absolutely not. I couldn't tell you.

0:35:24.920 --> 0:35:26.880
<v Speaker 1>I remember fronting in the mirror like I'm on, oh

0:35:26.960 --> 0:35:29.920
<v Speaker 1>my god, one walking with it. I wasn't prepared for that,

0:35:30.040 --> 0:35:31.560
<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying. And that's what happens with

0:35:31.640 --> 0:35:35.160
<v Speaker 1>a lot of kids and teenagers. We get thrown into

0:35:35.320 --> 0:35:40.840
<v Speaker 1>a a gang, get thrown into business, whether it's hustling

0:35:40.960 --> 0:35:43.279
<v Speaker 1>and being out there, and don't know what to do

0:35:43.520 --> 0:35:47.000
<v Speaker 1>when the real ship happens. So you make these mistakes

0:35:47.040 --> 0:35:48.960
<v Speaker 1>and the only thing that's gonna teach you at that

0:35:49.120 --> 0:35:52.120
<v Speaker 1>point is growth and moaning. When they say you're enough

0:35:52.320 --> 0:35:56.640
<v Speaker 1>enough for this ship, well I took it, Okay, the

0:35:56.760 --> 0:36:03.400
<v Speaker 1>greatest story never told. H I felt that way. I

0:36:03.560 --> 0:36:08.440
<v Speaker 1>felt that way I felt to come into this come

0:36:08.560 --> 0:36:10.840
<v Speaker 1>coming from my struggles. I was born with bron kite.

0:36:10.840 --> 0:36:12.440
<v Speaker 1>I wasn't even supposed to live. I was born at

0:36:12.480 --> 0:36:17.239
<v Speaker 1>six months to having a mother that had me at sixteen.

0:36:18.840 --> 0:36:21.160
<v Speaker 1>Then I was raised by my grandmother, so she died.

0:36:22.320 --> 0:36:24.759
<v Speaker 1>Then I was just outside. My mother was getting high.

0:36:25.440 --> 0:36:27.839
<v Speaker 1>Then I it came a wrapper and got money. Then

0:36:28.120 --> 0:36:30.960
<v Speaker 1>everybody was just around me and flooded my hear and

0:36:31.040 --> 0:36:32.640
<v Speaker 1>telling me it was good for me, it was best

0:36:32.680 --> 0:36:35.000
<v Speaker 1>for me. And I was just a follower. And I

0:36:35.080 --> 0:36:37.080
<v Speaker 1>went down a long road that I didn't have to

0:36:37.120 --> 0:36:39.680
<v Speaker 1>go to trying to be something that I'm not. And

0:36:39.760 --> 0:36:43.040
<v Speaker 1>when I was in prison this last song, I realized,

0:36:43.120 --> 0:36:45.640
<v Speaker 1>I'm not like that. As much as I would like

0:36:45.760 --> 0:36:47.680
<v Speaker 1>to believe, I'll go all the way to funk out.

0:36:48.280 --> 0:36:50.480
<v Speaker 1>I don't. I want a better life. I want to

0:36:50.560 --> 0:36:52.839
<v Speaker 1>live good, I want to be happy. I don't want

0:36:52.880 --> 0:36:54.799
<v Speaker 1>to live every day I have to go to night.

0:36:58.680 --> 0:37:01.160
<v Speaker 1>So that's that's what it did. It it opened, It

0:37:01.239 --> 0:37:04.800
<v Speaker 1>opened the geese. Damn, that was a great ship. Hold on.

0:37:05.080 --> 0:37:07.520
<v Speaker 1>I still got more notes. I got a lot of notes,

0:37:08.800 --> 0:37:11.080
<v Speaker 1>I went in there. Yeah, but did you know this this?

0:37:12.080 --> 0:37:21.600
<v Speaker 1>What more did we gonna disrespectfully speaking? M hmm, good one,

0:37:21.920 --> 0:37:28.160
<v Speaker 1>great one. Actually, I would say this is the time

0:37:28.160 --> 0:37:31.080
<v Speaker 1>you wan ray Kun is not saying yeah, yeah, it's

0:37:31.239 --> 0:37:39.200
<v Speaker 1>um um. I expected. I had a big expectitious right,

0:37:40.000 --> 0:37:45.560
<v Speaker 1>and in my mind I thought that ray Kawan and

0:37:45.680 --> 0:37:50.160
<v Speaker 1>Wos saying should be doing more for me. Right, That's

0:37:50.200 --> 0:37:55.560
<v Speaker 1>where I was at that and I felt that I

0:37:55.800 --> 0:37:59.560
<v Speaker 1>wasn't one that was like again because I had my

0:37:59.640 --> 0:38:02.520
<v Speaker 1>different start, you know what I mean. So I wasn't

0:38:02.560 --> 0:38:05.279
<v Speaker 1>looking for a handout. I was just saying, yo, look

0:38:05.360 --> 0:38:07.319
<v Speaker 1>look what I do. I'm talented, I wrapped, I act.

0:38:07.400 --> 0:38:10.120
<v Speaker 1>Why you not? What's up? Throld me? I'm under the rim.

0:38:10.719 --> 0:38:12.440
<v Speaker 1>So if you're standing in the rim for so long,

0:38:12.560 --> 0:38:14.960
<v Speaker 1>throw with fucking throw it. It's like, yo, what I'm

0:38:14.960 --> 0:38:16.759
<v Speaker 1>gonna do. I'm gonna take the fucking ball and I'm

0:38:16.760 --> 0:38:19.279
<v Speaker 1>gonna throw that ship because I'm wide open all the time.

0:38:19.760 --> 0:38:23.360
<v Speaker 1>So but it was I was still immature, you know

0:38:23.400 --> 0:38:25.960
<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying, And I didn't realize where he was

0:38:26.080 --> 0:38:29.080
<v Speaker 1>at in his life as a man. Because now I'm

0:38:29.160 --> 0:38:31.440
<v Speaker 1>at that place as a man and I see it

0:38:31.560 --> 0:38:34.160
<v Speaker 1>through those eyes. You don't know how to express it.

0:38:35.320 --> 0:38:38.399
<v Speaker 1>I expressed it well on my level because I don't

0:38:38.480 --> 0:38:40.160
<v Speaker 1>say that I didn't feel that way because I felt

0:38:40.160 --> 0:38:42.120
<v Speaker 1>how I felt. I don't know. I'm not taking back

0:38:42.400 --> 0:38:47.120
<v Speaker 1>how I felt at all, but how I handled it

0:38:47.960 --> 0:38:51.440
<v Speaker 1>it was immature and very kitty of me, you know

0:38:51.480 --> 0:38:54.279
<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying. But and after I thought about it,

0:38:54.560 --> 0:38:56.320
<v Speaker 1>when you got that time, when you think about it,

0:38:56.400 --> 0:38:58.360
<v Speaker 1>all the good memories, I'm like, sho, I love this

0:38:58.520 --> 0:39:01.520
<v Speaker 1>nigga like I have great times too. And then it's like,

0:39:01.640 --> 0:39:05.200
<v Speaker 1>once I started to come into my own understanding, I

0:39:05.280 --> 0:39:08.040
<v Speaker 1>owed him an apology and I gave him a sincere

0:39:08.080 --> 0:39:11.960
<v Speaker 1>apology because I understand where it was that because it's

0:39:11.960 --> 0:39:14.600
<v Speaker 1>like your what value was I bringing to him? It's

0:39:14.640 --> 0:39:16.600
<v Speaker 1>like this, I can say, yo, norm I got your number.

0:39:16.640 --> 0:39:18.759
<v Speaker 1>You don't call me right and you can say where

0:39:18.760 --> 0:39:22.640
<v Speaker 1>you don't go me togther, So it's like yo, I'm like, yo,

0:39:22.800 --> 0:39:24.200
<v Speaker 1>you ain't throwing the ball to me. It's like, well,

0:39:24.239 --> 0:39:26.359
<v Speaker 1>what boy you through to me? And then then that's

0:39:26.400 --> 0:39:28.560
<v Speaker 1>real reality and it's like work, I ain't never throw

0:39:28.560 --> 0:39:32.239
<v Speaker 1>you stuff. If you remember this, please please remember. But

0:39:32.360 --> 0:39:34.960
<v Speaker 1>I swear to God. I had that same conversation, we'll

0:39:35.000 --> 0:39:37.040
<v Speaker 1>do for my hood. He hit me one day, he said,

0:39:37.040 --> 0:39:39.279
<v Speaker 1>you don't call me. You don't call me when you're

0:39:39.280 --> 0:39:41.040
<v Speaker 1>in the hood. And I said, but you don't call

0:39:41.120 --> 0:39:42.879
<v Speaker 1>me when you know I'm in the hood. So who

0:39:42.960 --> 0:39:46.240
<v Speaker 1>the fund is wrong here? Yeah? Yeah, the same conversations

0:39:47.600 --> 0:39:50.319
<v Speaker 1>in life. You have to take responsibility for what you did.

0:39:50.719 --> 0:39:53.760
<v Speaker 1>I'm not saying I wasn't hurt or offended by that action,

0:39:54.160 --> 0:39:56.799
<v Speaker 1>but I had to take responsibility for myself and through

0:39:56.880 --> 0:39:59.359
<v Speaker 1>my own personal growth, I was able to see where

0:39:59.400 --> 0:40:01.879
<v Speaker 1>he stood in his life because that's how I sent

0:40:01.920 --> 0:40:04.040
<v Speaker 1>in my life. Like, Yo, if we're together, then we

0:40:04.280 --> 0:40:07.320
<v Speaker 1>brabbling together. We're doing business. And not only we doing business, nigger.

0:40:07.560 --> 0:40:09.799
<v Speaker 1>When my kid has a birthday, you know you're there,

0:40:10.040 --> 0:40:12.680
<v Speaker 1>and you're not only just some party friend or some

0:40:12.840 --> 0:40:16.480
<v Speaker 1>music family, your family family. So it just puts things.

0:40:16.600 --> 0:40:19.239
<v Speaker 1>I was able to put things in its proper perspective.

0:40:19.560 --> 0:40:21.920
<v Speaker 1>Like even with with my finances, I had to learn

0:40:22.000 --> 0:40:23.680
<v Speaker 1>to do that. I make a dollar, I don't got

0:40:23.760 --> 0:40:26.520
<v Speaker 1>a dollar, a quarters for this, quarters to that, quarters

0:40:26.560 --> 0:40:28.560
<v Speaker 1>for this, quarters for that, and then I'm able to

0:40:28.640 --> 0:40:32.080
<v Speaker 1>have a little balance. The same thing with relationships. This

0:40:32.200 --> 0:40:36.600
<v Speaker 1>relationship may just be smoking blunts and getting drunk, or

0:40:36.960 --> 0:40:38.920
<v Speaker 1>she may just be the chick I hang out with

0:40:39.000 --> 0:40:40.680
<v Speaker 1>the go to parties. But she's not gonna come up

0:40:40.719 --> 0:40:43.080
<v Speaker 1>eight hours to the president. What was you stupid for

0:40:43.200 --> 0:40:45.840
<v Speaker 1>thinking she was coming. She's at the next party, idiot.

0:40:47.640 --> 0:40:51.040
<v Speaker 1>And that's reality for yours. When reality strikes and you're

0:40:51.080 --> 0:40:55.279
<v Speaker 1>sitting on that ball with them itchy blankets. God make

0:40:55.320 --> 0:40:59.840
<v Speaker 1>so much that this is a game we played with

0:41:00.040 --> 0:41:03.360
<v Speaker 1>all all of our guests. We know you're not drinking,

0:41:03.400 --> 0:41:05.080
<v Speaker 1>so we're gonna drink for you. Lets you want when

0:41:05.080 --> 0:41:07.719
<v Speaker 1>your homies sitting for you? You know what I mean?

0:41:08.080 --> 0:41:10.840
<v Speaker 1>I don't know. Wait with June June's out, can you

0:41:10.920 --> 0:41:13.160
<v Speaker 1>come on Papa there drinking. Let's see if you gonna

0:41:13.160 --> 0:41:16.120
<v Speaker 1>hold it down from New Jersey. Motherfucker's is playing dirty

0:41:16.160 --> 0:41:19.520
<v Speaker 1>from the beginning. He's like my people when they put it, yeah,

0:41:19.560 --> 0:41:21.359
<v Speaker 1>I like I like it. I like it. Come on here,

0:41:21.880 --> 0:41:24.040
<v Speaker 1>let's see. You got you gotta drink down to drink shins,

0:41:24.080 --> 0:41:28.920
<v Speaker 1>don't represent, don't represent, and get the table. Just get

0:41:29.000 --> 0:41:31.759
<v Speaker 1>on the shots because you got you got. There's a

0:41:31.800 --> 0:41:33.680
<v Speaker 1>second one right on right here. Look if you want

0:41:33.760 --> 0:41:35.840
<v Speaker 1>drink shins, don't get drunk under the table. Let's go.

0:41:36.360 --> 0:41:38.200
<v Speaker 1>You get some water if you want. Yeah, I definitely

0:41:39.040 --> 0:41:42.960
<v Speaker 1>all right. Cool. You gotta stand up because you know

0:41:43.280 --> 0:41:45.839
<v Speaker 1>whatever he's gonna drink. Yeah, what what you want to drink?

0:41:45.840 --> 0:41:48.640
<v Speaker 1>You want to drink? Do say you want to drink?

0:41:48.840 --> 0:41:52.200
<v Speaker 1>I'm drinking something. You can drink my majuana. You can

0:41:52.280 --> 0:41:56.120
<v Speaker 1>drink something Colombia water, watermelon. He don't start speaking Spanish?

0:41:56.200 --> 0:41:58.359
<v Speaker 1>Then you speak Spanish a lot of damn time. Now

0:41:58.440 --> 0:42:00.360
<v Speaker 1>you're talking about me. That means he told about me

0:42:00.400 --> 0:42:02.560
<v Speaker 1>because you don't know he speaks Spanish. You're gonna get

0:42:02.560 --> 0:42:09.359
<v Speaker 1>in with y'all. Stop speaking Spanish. Who speaks Spanish? Cool?

0:42:10.760 --> 0:42:12.920
<v Speaker 1>You can man? Wanna I respect that mama? Who I'm

0:42:12.920 --> 0:42:16.439
<v Speaker 1>not gonna follow you, but I'm gonna respect that mama.

0:42:16.520 --> 0:42:19.560
<v Speaker 1>Wanna all right? Cool? Quick time of slim. You answer

0:42:20.239 --> 0:42:22.759
<v Speaker 1>you can you can say one or the other. Well,

0:42:22.800 --> 0:42:24.840
<v Speaker 1>you could say both. You say both of your man drinks.

0:42:25.520 --> 0:42:28.400
<v Speaker 1>It's nothing you can say no answer your man drinks.

0:42:29.120 --> 0:42:33.480
<v Speaker 1>But we all drink no word, so we are using them. Yeah, okay,

0:42:34.880 --> 0:42:37.120
<v Speaker 1>I don't know which one? Yeah, yeah, yeah, no, no,

0:42:37.200 --> 0:42:40.000
<v Speaker 1>I just I don't know which one you're gonna pick

0:42:40.040 --> 0:42:44.759
<v Speaker 1>on this one. This is really some inside wootang ship

0:42:48.280 --> 0:42:52.319
<v Speaker 1>you have to pour up or expected debt as far

0:42:52.360 --> 0:42:57.960
<v Speaker 1>as what we don't know check it's whatever in your

0:42:58.000 --> 0:43:01.600
<v Speaker 1>mind and if you want us. I don't know if

0:43:01.600 --> 0:43:04.200
<v Speaker 1>you're saying this as if they're m C or who

0:43:04.560 --> 0:43:07.759
<v Speaker 1>I have would relationship with it if it if it

0:43:07.840 --> 0:43:09.840
<v Speaker 1>goes to the relationship, who I'm gonna call in my

0:43:09.960 --> 0:43:11.799
<v Speaker 1>phone first, I'm gonna calling spack and back the side

0:43:11.800 --> 0:43:17.640
<v Speaker 1>of okay if it goes to MCIN sounds like both

0:43:17.680 --> 0:43:29.359
<v Speaker 1>to me, sir with enjoy solo solo. This is good.

0:43:29.920 --> 0:43:31.560
<v Speaker 1>It is good for man. I want to I want

0:43:31.560 --> 0:43:33.200
<v Speaker 1>to say what it is, but I don't want my

0:43:33.680 --> 0:43:38.800
<v Speaker 1>man isn't only be like a freaky I'm but I

0:43:38.840 --> 0:43:40.720
<v Speaker 1>don't want to be like a stick and people thinking

0:43:40.719 --> 0:43:47.040
<v Speaker 1>to don't worry about the water all right, Um, I

0:43:47.080 --> 0:43:51.080
<v Speaker 1>don't know where you're going with this one. Neither marbdep

0:43:52.680 --> 0:44:03.719
<v Speaker 1>or m O p wow okay, yes, okay O d

0:44:03.960 --> 0:44:14.920
<v Speaker 1>B A big punt O g B or prospect that

0:44:17.360 --> 0:44:22.399
<v Speaker 1>this is where it's gonna get a little crassy puff

0:44:22.560 --> 0:44:28.640
<v Speaker 1>daddy or shug mm hmmm. Have you ever met Shug. Mhm,

0:44:28.760 --> 0:44:30.319
<v Speaker 1>I need to hit the story. But wait, wait, let

0:44:30.360 --> 0:44:40.279
<v Speaker 1>him ask you for answer first. Damn, neither, that's a shot.

0:44:40.920 --> 0:44:43.160
<v Speaker 1>That's a shot, So do the rules of the game.

0:44:44.400 --> 0:44:48.960
<v Speaker 1>I respect that. Let's hear the story before we know

0:44:49.160 --> 0:44:51.400
<v Speaker 1>the reason why. I say neither, right, because both of

0:44:51.440 --> 0:44:54.120
<v Speaker 1>them are real moguls, right, you gotta put daddy story too.

0:44:54.120 --> 0:44:57.080
<v Speaker 1>We'll take them both, right, they're both big moguls, right

0:44:57.360 --> 0:44:59.160
<v Speaker 1>at least when ship was out, he was a big mogul.

0:44:59.200 --> 0:45:01.040
<v Speaker 1>And for what I wanted do in the business, it's

0:45:01.080 --> 0:45:02.799
<v Speaker 1>no room for me to be under a big mogul

0:45:02.840 --> 0:45:04.640
<v Speaker 1>because I want to be a big more so. It's

0:45:04.719 --> 0:45:07.360
<v Speaker 1>nothing so either one of them brothers, But I just

0:45:07.520 --> 0:45:09.719
<v Speaker 1>want to be because you met but you, but you

0:45:09.800 --> 0:45:12.400
<v Speaker 1>met you done with. I didn't there. I met him,

0:45:12.440 --> 0:45:14.759
<v Speaker 1>I was, I was. I met him a crazy way,

0:45:14.800 --> 0:45:19.320
<v Speaker 1>but I met him crazy crazy. I was out in

0:45:19.440 --> 0:45:23.400
<v Speaker 1>California and you know, I'm running around the beach somehow

0:45:23.520 --> 0:45:29.080
<v Speaker 1>and that everything I can hollight career, we probably where

0:45:29.120 --> 0:45:32.960
<v Speaker 1>we are. Yeah, yeah, mallible, Okay, I used to hang

0:45:33.000 --> 0:45:34.560
<v Speaker 1>out like I was. I was when I was out there.

0:45:34.680 --> 0:45:36.920
<v Speaker 1>You know, I hung out in Hollywood. You know what

0:45:36.920 --> 0:45:38.920
<v Speaker 1>I mean. I really I went to the hood sometime,

0:45:38.960 --> 0:45:41.319
<v Speaker 1>but I was a Hollywood kid, you know me. Um,

0:45:43.440 --> 0:45:47.080
<v Speaker 1>so I meant this female and we start hanging out.

0:45:47.600 --> 0:45:50.200
<v Speaker 1>So I'm like, I gotta go by a studio, my

0:45:50.280 --> 0:45:52.440
<v Speaker 1>boy DJ Quick, you know I mean, So I go

0:45:52.560 --> 0:45:54.600
<v Speaker 1>by to check great new men the studio and you

0:45:54.680 --> 0:45:56.880
<v Speaker 1>knew Quick was already right yah yah, Yeah, I met

0:45:56.960 --> 0:45:58.920
<v Speaker 1>Quick is another story. Just it's just one of them

0:45:58.960 --> 0:46:00.839
<v Speaker 1>things that God puts me in your life when they're

0:46:00.840 --> 0:46:03.200
<v Speaker 1>supposed to be there. And I go to the studio

0:46:03.320 --> 0:46:04.480
<v Speaker 1>and I'm with her and they're like, you know, who

0:46:04.520 --> 0:46:08.120
<v Speaker 1>the funk that is? Your baby, mama one. But that

0:46:08.280 --> 0:46:09.520
<v Speaker 1>was over. After that, I said, you got to go.

0:46:11.120 --> 0:46:14.080
<v Speaker 1>We're gonna stopped talking to him, and I guess her

0:46:14.120 --> 0:46:16.279
<v Speaker 1>things always always messing up things for me, But it's

0:46:16.320 --> 0:46:18.040
<v Speaker 1>not like that. And then when I met him, he

0:46:18.120 --> 0:46:19.640
<v Speaker 1>was like, no, I would have been a little man,

0:46:19.960 --> 0:46:25.120
<v Speaker 1>And I was like, they wouldn't have been because you know,

0:46:25.160 --> 0:46:28.880
<v Speaker 1>I didn't really want those type of problems. Understand, I understand,

0:46:29.080 --> 0:46:34.000
<v Speaker 1>can be moving on. This was like two thousand. This

0:46:34.160 --> 0:46:36.279
<v Speaker 1>is like two thousand around. That's how he's doing one

0:46:36.280 --> 0:46:39.279
<v Speaker 1>of the roots and clan albums out there. One of

0:46:39.360 --> 0:46:42.960
<v Speaker 1>them they we wasn't. I was just with them while

0:46:43.000 --> 0:46:45.080
<v Speaker 1>they was recording. Okay, I know what you're gonna go

0:46:45.160 --> 0:46:52.080
<v Speaker 1>with this one. Dr dre Listen. I mean again, see

0:46:52.120 --> 0:46:54.440
<v Speaker 1>if I could have see again he got What is

0:46:54.520 --> 0:46:57.400
<v Speaker 1>it for? Because if it's him, I need both of you.

0:46:58.080 --> 0:47:00.720
<v Speaker 1>It's whatever criterias in your mind. I mean you couldn't.

0:47:02.120 --> 0:47:04.160
<v Speaker 1>That's that's the craziness. I'm trying to figure out what

0:47:04.239 --> 0:47:07.279
<v Speaker 1>you mean because it's like it's just so vast it's

0:47:07.320 --> 0:47:08.759
<v Speaker 1>meant for you to be drinking. If you would be

0:47:08.840 --> 0:47:11.880
<v Speaker 1>drinking this, this game gets better better because I just

0:47:12.000 --> 0:47:14.960
<v Speaker 1>need to know what I can say. As as as

0:47:15.120 --> 0:47:21.480
<v Speaker 1>artists both yea, because it's just it just helps categorized.

0:47:22.680 --> 0:47:25.800
<v Speaker 1>I don't want my words to be misconstued. It's just

0:47:26.000 --> 0:47:28.120
<v Speaker 1>you know, shoes doctor drain over the ris and it's

0:47:28.120 --> 0:47:29.799
<v Speaker 1>like we're just showing about the risk is my big brother.

0:47:30.360 --> 0:47:32.960
<v Speaker 1>I can never We're just gonna drink for you, but

0:47:33.120 --> 0:47:35.440
<v Speaker 1>we're gonna driw you just how you did both of them.

0:47:35.800 --> 0:47:37.239
<v Speaker 1>Have both of them produced for me? That would be

0:47:37.239 --> 0:47:39.520
<v Speaker 1>a would be crazy solent. We're taking a show. We're

0:47:39.520 --> 0:47:45.359
<v Speaker 1>doing both right, on that. Ye both, all right, what's

0:47:46.480 --> 0:47:49.680
<v Speaker 1>he getting? Normous? All right? This one again, the more

0:47:50.480 --> 0:47:52.200
<v Speaker 1>should change it a little bit, but you can make

0:47:52.280 --> 0:47:53.840
<v Speaker 1>him fall. I'm gonna leave it. I'm gonna leave it.

0:47:54.320 --> 0:47:57.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna leave it. Method. But well would you like no, no, no, no,

0:47:57.280 --> 0:47:59.879
<v Speaker 1>I was gonna change because so method man or Jada

0:48:00.160 --> 0:48:06.440
<v Speaker 1>is okay this one, this one is a little tricky.

0:48:06.520 --> 0:48:08.120
<v Speaker 1>I like this one. I like the one before that.

0:48:09.320 --> 0:48:19.080
<v Speaker 1>Ray or Ghost Ghost okay, yeah, yeah, all right. I

0:48:19.160 --> 0:48:22.560
<v Speaker 1>think we should both all get our ship ready DMX

0:48:22.680 --> 0:48:30.839
<v Speaker 1>or tupap both. There's no way that's one. I keep

0:48:31.440 --> 0:48:34.600
<v Speaker 1>both of them. We got DMX. Oh that's beautiful. Both

0:48:34.640 --> 0:48:40.239
<v Speaker 1>of them were so like they definitely was yeah, yeah,

0:48:40.960 --> 0:48:48.880
<v Speaker 1>Hix never heard seven ship. Yeah, that's the first one.

0:48:49.960 --> 0:48:51.959
<v Speaker 1>But I thought it was gonna be something before. Okay,

0:48:51.960 --> 0:48:57.320
<v Speaker 1>where was that freestyle? That clear? Plaium was nothing? That was?

0:48:57.600 --> 0:49:13.480
<v Speaker 1>What was that? What was? Understand I'm just stand square

0:49:13.560 --> 0:49:22.480
<v Speaker 1>guarding New York super fess understand me. You know that

0:49:22.760 --> 0:49:24.680
<v Speaker 1>ms TO recorded that right, because I got the vital

0:49:24.719 --> 0:49:26.520
<v Speaker 1>it was mr Vil he put off. Yeah, you know

0:49:26.600 --> 0:49:29.360
<v Speaker 1>what's crazy. I was just going through argue. I actually

0:49:29.400 --> 0:49:32.160
<v Speaker 1>had an argument because they was talking about it, and

0:49:32.200 --> 0:49:33.560
<v Speaker 1>I was in the commerce. I was like, it's a

0:49:33.600 --> 0:49:36.000
<v Speaker 1>free style, and I'm arguing with people when they're like, no,

0:49:36.080 --> 0:49:38.360
<v Speaker 1>what's the record, I'm like, no, it was a freestyle.

0:49:38.800 --> 0:49:41.320
<v Speaker 1>And then he goes, oh, I made it a wreckie.

0:49:41.640 --> 0:49:44.319
<v Speaker 1>So now I go, okay, since it's a rekie, who

0:49:44.440 --> 0:49:50.240
<v Speaker 1>got my publishing? Now? Who took my If it's a record,

0:49:50.440 --> 0:49:53.080
<v Speaker 1>If that freestyle is now a record and it's now streaming,

0:49:53.080 --> 0:49:56.080
<v Speaker 1>it's now getting Royal's, somebody got some money. That's true.

0:49:57.000 --> 0:49:59.360
<v Speaker 1>Is it streaming? I know it's on vinyl. If it

0:49:59.520 --> 0:50:04.200
<v Speaker 1>was made into a record, it's a release. I always

0:50:04.320 --> 0:50:06.919
<v Speaker 1>was under the assumption that it was a freestyle because

0:50:06.960 --> 0:50:08.960
<v Speaker 1>I came up under the time when I was on

0:50:09.160 --> 0:50:13.799
<v Speaker 1>Doop subscribed to us what happened this night? Oh to night?

0:50:13.880 --> 0:50:15.799
<v Speaker 1>I was on Tool. I was young. I was on Tool.

0:50:15.880 --> 0:50:25.320
<v Speaker 1>Big Daddy came everything. So last spots get too Actually,

0:50:25.360 --> 0:50:27.279
<v Speaker 1>how I actually get in to the New Yorkshire We

0:50:27.360 --> 0:50:30.040
<v Speaker 1>I think me in Arizona and King had to literally

0:50:30.200 --> 0:50:33.200
<v Speaker 1>pick me up. It was It's the biggest arcade room

0:50:33.280 --> 0:50:35.560
<v Speaker 1>in the world. It seemed like it seemed like the

0:50:35.680 --> 0:50:38.040
<v Speaker 1>world was video game heaven, and I was in it,

0:50:38.719 --> 0:50:40.960
<v Speaker 1>but we had a plane to catch, and I was

0:50:41.040 --> 0:50:45.760
<v Speaker 1>a kid. I did not want to leave, literally kicking,

0:50:45.840 --> 0:50:48.000
<v Speaker 1>and I was like, I want to play games like

0:50:48.080 --> 0:50:49.799
<v Speaker 1>I was that kid because it got to a time

0:50:50.200 --> 0:50:52.239
<v Speaker 1>when I wanted just to be a kid. I didn't

0:50:52.239 --> 0:50:54.120
<v Speaker 1>want to do no interviews, I didn't want to wrap.

0:50:54.200 --> 0:50:56.640
<v Speaker 1>I just wanted to play basketball and do what I

0:50:56.719 --> 0:50:59.400
<v Speaker 1>ever did and didn't watch my friends. Yeah, but then

0:50:59.440 --> 0:51:02.720
<v Speaker 1>your friends growing up experiencing real life. They're going to proms.

0:51:02.760 --> 0:51:04.720
<v Speaker 1>You can't go because I'm not even in regular school

0:51:04.760 --> 0:51:09.279
<v Speaker 1>no more. Then they're getting married. I'm still in rapper life.

0:51:09.320 --> 0:51:11.200
<v Speaker 1>And then next thing you know, you with a whole

0:51:11.280 --> 0:51:13.880
<v Speaker 1>new crew that's not even your original crew because they

0:51:13.960 --> 0:51:15.759
<v Speaker 1>grew up and had to go down the road that

0:51:15.840 --> 0:51:17.600
<v Speaker 1>they had to go, and they kick your signs man,

0:51:17.840 --> 0:51:21.279
<v Speaker 1>kick her sons, so kick her sons. Yeah. So and

0:51:21.480 --> 0:51:24.000
<v Speaker 1>so that was. We ended up in New York and

0:51:25.160 --> 0:51:26.800
<v Speaker 1>we was doing I was always a part of the

0:51:26.880 --> 0:51:29.560
<v Speaker 1>tour coming out around it. But this show, since we

0:51:29.680 --> 0:51:33.000
<v Speaker 1>was in New York, he can bring out big Park.

0:51:33.960 --> 0:51:37.600
<v Speaker 1>So Park was Park was like considered East Coast guy.

0:51:37.760 --> 0:51:40.719
<v Speaker 1>This time, let's keep it real shot. He was he

0:51:40.840 --> 0:51:47.680
<v Speaker 1>was his story. I mean, he was like coast, he

0:51:47.840 --> 0:51:50.000
<v Speaker 1>was born out there. He just everybody knows that he

0:51:50.680 --> 0:51:54.879
<v Speaker 1>came out with he was you know, he at that time,

0:51:54.920 --> 0:51:59.439
<v Speaker 1>he even rep New York. He would wrap both um, Yeah,

0:51:59.520 --> 0:52:02.040
<v Speaker 1>that was I guess he was New York. But you

0:52:02.120 --> 0:52:05.440
<v Speaker 1>felt how did you feel about Yeah? You felt like

0:52:05.480 --> 0:52:07.040
<v Speaker 1>he was a New York dude because he had the thing.

0:52:07.480 --> 0:52:11.560
<v Speaker 1>I mean I didn't really, yeah, but I see my

0:52:11.680 --> 0:52:13.480
<v Speaker 1>thing is this, I'm funny when it comes to my

0:52:13.600 --> 0:52:16.319
<v Speaker 1>New York. Like I'm really funny with it. And even

0:52:16.360 --> 0:52:19.120
<v Speaker 1>I'm from stat down right, and we like as far

0:52:19.200 --> 0:52:21.560
<v Speaker 1>as the New York thing, it's like sometimes New York

0:52:21.600 --> 0:52:24.799
<v Speaker 1>and throw him on nowand and before it's like it's

0:52:24.840 --> 0:52:29.040
<v Speaker 1>like right, So it's like damn, you know what I mean.

0:52:29.239 --> 0:52:31.239
<v Speaker 1>It just made it more harder for us to wrap.

0:52:31.320 --> 0:52:33.400
<v Speaker 1>And we just wanted to be like me right, you

0:52:33.440 --> 0:52:36.239
<v Speaker 1>know what I mean. She's saying I didn't. I didn't

0:52:36.280 --> 0:52:38.680
<v Speaker 1>really didn't. It's not that I didn't claim him, but

0:52:38.719 --> 0:52:40.640
<v Speaker 1>it wasn't like y'all seeing it right when I when

0:52:40.640 --> 0:52:43.120
<v Speaker 1>I throw the y'all throw the queens identified with y'all's

0:52:43.200 --> 0:52:46.320
<v Speaker 1>queens appreciate that I didn't identify with nowhere else, you

0:52:46.360 --> 0:52:48.239
<v Speaker 1>know what I'm saying, But did junior head pop? This

0:52:48.400 --> 0:52:51.920
<v Speaker 1>is a nothing like the old school, Like no one

0:52:52.120 --> 0:52:55.800
<v Speaker 1>he broke down Skelly, he broke down Italian ices. No

0:52:56.000 --> 0:52:58.400
<v Speaker 1>one could break down the New York summer unless you

0:52:58.480 --> 0:53:00.840
<v Speaker 1>actually was in that New York sothing like York has

0:53:00.880 --> 0:53:02.640
<v Speaker 1>been in the New York summer. But it's a difference

0:53:02.680 --> 0:53:05.880
<v Speaker 1>from growing up in New York summers. Gonna listen to

0:53:05.920 --> 0:53:08.360
<v Speaker 1>the record, you can tell he grew up with it, Like,

0:53:08.719 --> 0:53:10.640
<v Speaker 1>but what age did he because I've read it. I've

0:53:10.640 --> 0:53:14.080
<v Speaker 1>read a lot of his biography. I because but that's

0:53:14.120 --> 0:53:16.640
<v Speaker 1>what happened because he was dealing with you know, you know,

0:53:16.880 --> 0:53:18.360
<v Speaker 1>the rest of the soul. He was dealing with a

0:53:18.440 --> 0:53:21.960
<v Speaker 1>mother that also was battling drug addiction. So he was

0:53:22.080 --> 0:53:23.960
<v Speaker 1>like an army kid. He'd be in New York, then

0:53:24.000 --> 0:53:25.800
<v Speaker 1>he'd be in Michigan, and he probably moved all the

0:53:25.840 --> 0:53:28.480
<v Speaker 1>way around, so he had pieces of everybody. And that's

0:53:28.520 --> 0:53:30.360
<v Speaker 1>what made him such a great artist, because he was

0:53:30.400 --> 0:53:32.880
<v Speaker 1>able to tap in to the South or to the

0:53:33.000 --> 0:53:35.480
<v Speaker 1>West coast and to that and being related to those

0:53:35.560 --> 0:53:37.799
<v Speaker 1>people and was this is your first time meeting Pop

0:53:39.560 --> 0:53:41.680
<v Speaker 1>was that, No, no, no, I met Park. The first

0:53:41.760 --> 0:53:44.200
<v Speaker 1>time I met Pop was strew a guy by the

0:53:44.320 --> 0:53:48.160
<v Speaker 1>name of Richie Rich from the four or five. Yeah,

0:53:48.200 --> 0:53:50.200
<v Speaker 1>that's the first person. That's the first person on the

0:53:50.239 --> 0:53:53.080
<v Speaker 1>West Coast follow He was trying to school me just now,

0:53:53.400 --> 0:53:56.080
<v Speaker 1>But that's the first I mean, I don't know, but

0:53:56.160 --> 0:54:01.840
<v Speaker 1>I'm just saying. I was she I was shot. I

0:54:01.960 --> 0:54:03.759
<v Speaker 1>was young when I met Richie was probably one of

0:54:03.800 --> 0:54:06.160
<v Speaker 1>the first robbers I ever met, going to West Coast

0:54:06.200 --> 0:54:08.800
<v Speaker 1>and everything. And right away he scooped me. I'm a

0:54:08.920 --> 0:54:11.759
<v Speaker 1>little bigg I'm riding around Oakland with Richie Rich like that.

0:54:12.120 --> 0:54:13.800
<v Speaker 1>He even gave me the full one. I got the

0:54:13.880 --> 0:54:17.880
<v Speaker 1>full one five original varsity jacket, the green train, he

0:54:18.000 --> 0:54:20.160
<v Speaker 1>gave that to me. I still slf got that. And

0:54:20.400 --> 0:54:23.160
<v Speaker 1>that's how I met Park And did you underground that way?

0:54:23.160 --> 0:54:27.040
<v Speaker 1>And then it was just like full circle again through Kane. Wow, wow,

0:54:27.200 --> 0:54:29.360
<v Speaker 1>all right? And that Big you knew that was the

0:54:29.400 --> 0:54:32.000
<v Speaker 1>first time meeting Big. Oh no, Big was Big was

0:54:32.120 --> 0:54:33.680
<v Speaker 1>Big was different, you know what I mean? Big was

0:54:33.719 --> 0:54:36.120
<v Speaker 1>from New York, so it was more people with people

0:54:36.160 --> 0:54:41.120
<v Speaker 1>because like again I knew Clark Ken you always had smoother.

0:54:41.239 --> 0:54:47.279
<v Speaker 1>Hustler triggered again with no, I wasn't even into um

0:54:47.800 --> 0:54:50.040
<v Speaker 1>spoken ad like that like that. I was just I was.

0:54:50.160 --> 0:54:51.560
<v Speaker 1>I was a new b at that time. You know,

0:54:52.000 --> 0:54:56.640
<v Speaker 1>me smoke at the school like I see when when

0:54:56.719 --> 0:54:58.640
<v Speaker 1>when bigg and them was a round, I was more

0:54:58.800 --> 0:55:02.560
<v Speaker 1>like season them me season all of them was more

0:55:02.760 --> 0:55:05.279
<v Speaker 1>cool and and talk and Big was the big bro.

0:55:05.480 --> 0:55:07.680
<v Speaker 1>But let's keep it real. I wasn't going to the

0:55:07.719 --> 0:55:10.400
<v Speaker 1>club with him, see what I'm saying. Okay, so we're

0:55:10.440 --> 0:55:12.000
<v Speaker 1>gonna move on. You know we're not moving on. We

0:55:12.080 --> 0:55:15.879
<v Speaker 1>haven't really discussed that whole scenario. You know, that whole

0:55:15.960 --> 0:55:20.440
<v Speaker 1>show's legendary. That's a moment in hip. Yeah, yeah, okay,

0:55:21.120 --> 0:55:23.319
<v Speaker 1>so you couldn't. So you were there, what happens? How

0:55:23.360 --> 0:55:26.680
<v Speaker 1>does that whole during the show. Normally, because I was

0:55:26.800 --> 0:55:29.520
<v Speaker 1>on the tour, we came. It's a segment where we

0:55:29.560 --> 0:55:33.719
<v Speaker 1>would do the freestyle boom. But this particular show, he

0:55:33.880 --> 0:55:36.920
<v Speaker 1>had extra guests to come on as well. So you

0:55:37.040 --> 0:55:41.880
<v Speaker 1>know when he said, we're Bill Biggie smalls that to

0:55:41.960 --> 0:55:44.840
<v Speaker 1>see the guarden go that you hear it from the audio.

0:55:47.200 --> 0:55:49.520
<v Speaker 1>This is where this is where you are schooling me

0:55:50.880 --> 0:55:53.520
<v Speaker 1>it's partying bullshit out around there. That's the only record,

0:55:53.560 --> 0:55:56.600
<v Speaker 1>that's the only which is which is a hit from

0:55:56.640 --> 0:56:00.799
<v Speaker 1>the soundtrack Who's the Man soundtrack? Yeah, I'm in jail.

0:56:00.840 --> 0:56:04.040
<v Speaker 1>I think this is we're speaking about. I'm in jail,

0:56:04.400 --> 0:56:08.040
<v Speaker 1>So I need you to describe for me because all

0:56:08.120 --> 0:56:10.239
<v Speaker 1>I'm here is party and bullshit. But I'm hearing it

0:56:10.320 --> 0:56:18.120
<v Speaker 1>through a Poughkeepsie radio radio station. How important was that

0:56:18.200 --> 0:56:20.440
<v Speaker 1>record to New York City and the party and bullshita?

0:56:20.480 --> 0:56:23.880
<v Speaker 1>Because it was it was He was a mixtape legend.

0:56:23.880 --> 0:56:28.400
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna say this, the only the only other person,

0:56:29.080 --> 0:56:32.239
<v Speaker 1>and this is to me, in New York history to

0:56:32.600 --> 0:56:35.800
<v Speaker 1>have pretty much a hit before it was out. And

0:56:35.880 --> 0:56:37.960
<v Speaker 1>the first person that I ever looked at on that

0:56:38.200 --> 0:56:41.839
<v Speaker 1>level was Nas. I had a Nas tape floating through

0:56:41.920 --> 0:56:44.560
<v Speaker 1>my project before it came out, you know what I'm saying.

0:56:44.600 --> 0:56:46.400
<v Speaker 1>It was sort of the same with Big. Back then

0:56:46.440 --> 0:56:48.239
<v Speaker 1>you would get teams and it was like so I

0:56:48.440 --> 0:56:51.040
<v Speaker 1>was already kind of like onto him, and he was

0:56:51.120 --> 0:56:53.479
<v Speaker 1>already big, you know what I mean on that level,

0:56:53.600 --> 0:56:56.800
<v Speaker 1>And then it was no brainer once Party in Bullshit

0:56:56.960 --> 0:56:59.320
<v Speaker 1>came out because he was circulated. He has party and

0:56:59.360 --> 0:57:03.520
<v Speaker 1>bullshit out there. Yeah, I think Dreams was out to Dreams. No, no, no,

0:57:03.960 --> 0:57:10.279
<v Speaker 1>that was a mixtape that was circular, not playing well,

0:57:10.360 --> 0:57:12.640
<v Speaker 1>that was a mixafe free style. But that's what I'm saying.

0:57:12.640 --> 0:57:15.440
<v Speaker 1>It was always so heavy on the mixtapes. It wasn't records,

0:57:15.480 --> 0:57:17.200
<v Speaker 1>it wasn't rough it like that was just he was

0:57:17.360 --> 0:57:20.800
<v Speaker 1>already a legend in the street. Yeah, yeah, he was

0:57:21.160 --> 0:57:23.520
<v Speaker 1>because because at that time, that's when puff Puff came

0:57:23.560 --> 0:57:25.480
<v Speaker 1>with that market and Puffs marking and Jean's back then

0:57:25.480 --> 0:57:30.760
<v Speaker 1>when he started promoting Craig Macking and he had Yeah. Yeah,

0:57:30.840 --> 0:57:35.680
<v Speaker 1>but so big Daddy Kane says, I'm bringing out my homeboy. Well,

0:57:35.760 --> 0:57:38.800
<v Speaker 1>he don't say anything because Kane is kneplain to nobody.

0:57:39.040 --> 0:57:41.160
<v Speaker 1>What was just you there? And next thing I heard

0:57:41.320 --> 0:57:43.080
<v Speaker 1>was I knew they was there, but I didn't know

0:57:43.200 --> 0:57:45.600
<v Speaker 1>he was going to have them rock Scooper scrap there.

0:57:45.800 --> 0:57:51.120
<v Speaker 1>School because School wrapped from the beginning, No, he wrapped, Yeah, School,

0:57:51.280 --> 0:57:56.440
<v Speaker 1>check it, check it bang bag. Yeah, because School was

0:57:56.520 --> 0:57:58.760
<v Speaker 1>on a on a tour with us as well. So

0:57:59.160 --> 0:58:05.840
<v Speaker 1>you see tupop a big both from you. Not this

0:58:06.000 --> 0:58:15.280
<v Speaker 1>moment is legendary. No, I would know even of course,

0:58:15.680 --> 0:58:17.880
<v Speaker 1>how do you know that, you know, because I see

0:58:18.000 --> 0:58:21.840
<v Speaker 1>souper together. You know I'm gonna be real with you.

0:58:22.040 --> 0:58:24.320
<v Speaker 1>The superstar to me was Kane. I was just so

0:58:24.480 --> 0:58:26.920
<v Speaker 1>excited that I wrote to the Limo with Kane. I'm

0:58:27.000 --> 0:58:28.920
<v Speaker 1>chilling out with Kane. I get to go over Kane's

0:58:29.000 --> 0:58:32.320
<v Speaker 1>house and after can fingerpop Mount Donna. Let's be clear,

0:58:32.440 --> 0:58:35.360
<v Speaker 1>Man Donna, I wasn't Man Donna, bro I wasn't here.

0:58:35.560 --> 0:58:37.160
<v Speaker 1>I don't I don't know. I don't know if he did.

0:58:37.560 --> 0:58:40.080
<v Speaker 1>I always that because he'd be like, I ain't do

0:58:40.200 --> 0:58:43.680
<v Speaker 1>nothing like finger pop. He said maybe, he said only

0:58:43.680 --> 0:58:46.680
<v Speaker 1>the other week. He never said he smashed though he

0:58:47.080 --> 0:58:49.760
<v Speaker 1>said that I was. I was just I was the

0:58:49.840 --> 0:58:52.440
<v Speaker 1>limo with Cane. Let's be clear. The Limo was like

0:58:52.520 --> 0:58:57.440
<v Speaker 1>a fandom back then. Yeah, like if you up out

0:58:57.480 --> 0:59:01.560
<v Speaker 1>the limo, you we didn't even jump out the limit.

0:59:01.640 --> 0:59:03.400
<v Speaker 1>Because this is the first time I ever went into

0:59:03.440 --> 0:59:12.480
<v Speaker 1>a stadium like that. The ship lifted off. Yeah, I

0:59:12.560 --> 0:59:14.600
<v Speaker 1>felt like I was playing basketball, like I was about

0:59:14.640 --> 0:59:16.720
<v Speaker 1>to go out on the court. Like you had headphones

0:59:16.720 --> 0:59:20.240
<v Speaker 1>when you walk into the game. Yeah, did you walk up?

0:59:20.840 --> 0:59:24.160
<v Speaker 1>Did you walk up a ramp? You walk up? I'm

0:59:24.240 --> 0:59:28.840
<v Speaker 1>starting and I was like look and to see thirty

0:59:29.280 --> 0:59:35.800
<v Speaker 1>like that many people and at this time, and at

0:59:35.880 --> 0:59:39.640
<v Speaker 1>this time, we didn't have social media, so you was

0:59:39.720 --> 0:59:42.880
<v Speaker 1>lucky if somebody had a disposable camera or if a

0:59:43.000 --> 0:59:45.720
<v Speaker 1>magazine happened to take a picture or other than that,

0:59:45.840 --> 0:59:48.000
<v Speaker 1>you didn't know. But for me, there was people from

0:59:48.040 --> 0:59:52.000
<v Speaker 1>my projects there. So the next morning and it was

0:59:52.120 --> 0:59:54.360
<v Speaker 1>like he was at the guarding because nobody would have

0:59:54.400 --> 0:59:56.360
<v Speaker 1>believed me if I told him I was in school

0:59:56.400 --> 0:59:58.120
<v Speaker 1>before I had a reggae deal, Like I had a

0:59:58.120 --> 1:00:00.560
<v Speaker 1>reggae deal, but I'm in school telling like yeah, working

1:00:00.600 --> 1:00:03.960
<v Speaker 1>on the album. Yeah, we know, you know what I mean,

1:00:04.000 --> 1:00:05.800
<v Speaker 1>Like I was a straight liar. It wasn't until my

1:00:05.880 --> 1:00:07.680
<v Speaker 1>song came out. It was like it wasn't lying all

1:00:07.720 --> 1:00:10.440
<v Speaker 1>this time because it was just so far fetched for

1:00:10.520 --> 1:00:12.600
<v Speaker 1>someone to have a record deal. Then you had to

1:00:12.680 --> 1:00:15.560
<v Speaker 1>know somebody, to know somebody, to know somebody, you know.

1:00:15.600 --> 1:00:18.280
<v Speaker 1>I mean, that's how the game was so controlled, you

1:00:18.320 --> 1:00:21.320
<v Speaker 1>know what I mean. That's why these these guys, these guys,

1:00:21.400 --> 1:00:24.520
<v Speaker 1>these young guys, they they they're so fortunate that you know,

1:00:24.640 --> 1:00:29.720
<v Speaker 1>they can really yeah, one action one night. It wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>like that far us. You had the big dudes and

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<v Speaker 1>hold on, I still got more. How did you mean Kane?

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<v Speaker 1>How did that collection happen? I met Kane? I was

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<v Speaker 1>I think it was the pladium. Um, I was running

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<v Speaker 1>around with Woot Sang because Mare. They came out before

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<v Speaker 1>me because I had to go through the court system

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<v Speaker 1>with my record deal because you because I was a minor,

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<v Speaker 1>so being that the things happened with Gary Coleman and

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<v Speaker 1>all of them, you had to go to Supreme Court

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<v Speaker 1>and stand in front of a judge when he gets

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<v Speaker 1>as you commission and he signs you into these contracts

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<v Speaker 1>and yeah, full circle. The judge sentence me on one

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<v Speaker 1>of my criminal cases as well in the same Supreme Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>So can you imagine that conversation that he had with me?

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<v Speaker 1>You know that that was that was touching. It makes

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<v Speaker 1>you say to him, I'm really fucking this up right? Um?

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<v Speaker 1>So yeah, and they and they had um yeah. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm on the stage with him and I'm just and

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<v Speaker 1>he tells his manager, Yo, he wants to meet O. D.

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<v Speaker 1>B and the girl on stage. That's what he tells

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<v Speaker 1>his his his manager. His manager girl comes back and says, well, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>the OLDB guys here, but that's not a chick, that's

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<v Speaker 1>a dude. He's name is Shot and that was it.

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<v Speaker 1>And at that point he was like, you'll give me

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<v Speaker 1>your number, right, like like, yo, you're rapped, and I'm

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<v Speaker 1>like yeah. He was like I'm saying if you did rap,

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<v Speaker 1>like you should wrap right. I'm like, wholl He's like, yo,

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<v Speaker 1>taking a number, and then you know, at that time,

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<v Speaker 1>I was like the golden goose egg, We're through the business.

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<v Speaker 1>You missed a lot of opportunities like that. You and

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<v Speaker 1>jay z on. That's what you're saying. Well, I need

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<v Speaker 1>to say he put anybody on. What I'm saying this

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<v Speaker 1>is that when he um bring me to the you're

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<v Speaker 1>good but good thing I ain't drunk. That would have

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<v Speaker 1>worked if I wasn't drunk, because he didn't say that,

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<v Speaker 1>And I don't know why. I'm thinking, did you say that?

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<v Speaker 1>Say that this sounds real good? Keep drinking? Good about answered? Right?

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<v Speaker 1>That's a guy, right, um damn the movies we at

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<v Speaker 1>he brought brought stage. Okay, so no, he he asked

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<v Speaker 1>for you and the dB. I'll go back whatever. I'll

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<v Speaker 1>try to get the contact with him. You know, dudes,

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<v Speaker 1>just the Elders Show we're handling it, we'll make the

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<v Speaker 1>contact whatever. A lot of other opportunities like that. I

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<v Speaker 1>read in jay z book he wanted me on the song.

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<v Speaker 1>I never he never called me, but he said he did,

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<v Speaker 1>but I don't know back to that. So then, um,

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<v Speaker 1>one day I'm playing basketball my projects in the middle

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<v Speaker 1>of my projects because I thought I was going to

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<v Speaker 1>the NBA. That's what I thought I was. Now I'm

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<v Speaker 1>trashed now yeah, yeah, I thought I was gonna be

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<v Speaker 1>a basketball player. And they're telling me they're going Boom

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<v Speaker 1>because that's my nickname, Boom, right, that's my My family

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<v Speaker 1>calls me Boom. So like boom running through projects now magic,

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<v Speaker 1>it's my projects is a long waterway to the basketball yo.

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<v Speaker 1>And they're running Big Daddy caters on bullshe I'm like

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<v Speaker 1>what Big Daddy And I'm like what, And now I'm

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<v Speaker 1>running back. So I get to him. He like this out.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, say, like what you're doing. I'm like none.

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<v Speaker 1>He's like, yo, you want to roll with me. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>like yeah. He's like, YO, tell your mother that you're

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<v Speaker 1>gonna roll me. I run upstairs. I lived on the

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<v Speaker 1>A four elevator broad because back then, your key is

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<v Speaker 1>on your chain. Yeah, that's my kid, can clip my mama.

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<v Speaker 1>Not home? Fuck it, I'm out, jumped in and called

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<v Speaker 1>boom going. I was in Virginia somewhere. Anybody thought I

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<v Speaker 1>was missing. But I'm chilling. I'm chilling grown women like

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<v Speaker 1>Kane is the dude. Grown women is feeding me French fries.

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<v Speaker 1>And he was always calling me your son, feed my son,

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<v Speaker 1>no things like I was. Know what I'm saying, like, hey,

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<v Speaker 1>it's cool, it was cool to be me. You know

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying. What I'm saying. So did I come back? Right?

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<v Speaker 1>I come back and he lets me out front of pods.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm hyping. I got me getting money, brought me my

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<v Speaker 1>first pier silk box. Oh this prince darkness I'm talking

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<v Speaker 1>about right now, I'm hyped. What I do. I run

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<v Speaker 1>the Rizard crib, run not with the silk boxes. Everything

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<v Speaker 1>still im He's a kid, so he's gonna do. And

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<v Speaker 1>they're looking at me like just trying to make you

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<v Speaker 1>a sell out something to this this was he's trying

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<v Speaker 1>to make you smooth and boxed up that she don't win.

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<v Speaker 1>No smooth boxes and you can walk a shower. And

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<v Speaker 1>now I'm confused, like I liked the boxes. I want

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<v Speaker 1>to wear the boxes. They feel smooth. I'm wearing these ships,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying. Yeah, but I was height

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<v Speaker 1>what you couldn't sell me. I might have worn for

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<v Speaker 1>a few days because they were so smooth. It was

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<v Speaker 1>different than the bbs. You can jump in the shower

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<v Speaker 1>and take him out and just go and throw them more.

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<v Speaker 1>He drive you have b I didn't have them, but

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<v Speaker 1>I used to stealing for my cousins, so they used

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<v Speaker 1>to have them, and I used to rock him. That's

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<v Speaker 1>how I got the first time my cousin smacked me

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<v Speaker 1>with a big fish. I wore was addas out his

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<v Speaker 1>shell tools. I was probably a side four and his

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<v Speaker 1>ships like a nine. And I'm in the project taking

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<v Speaker 1>ships like this. Crazy. You can call my sneakers on.

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<v Speaker 1>That was a death sentence in the eighties, random top.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what, they thought? He was a girl. You

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<v Speaker 1>know the kid in the Golden Child movie with a girl.

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<v Speaker 1>It was a girl. I never knew it. All right,

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<v Speaker 1>we're gonna move on with QuickTime. It's not so quick.

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<v Speaker 1>It's not so quick, alright, b Street or crush grow

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<v Speaker 1>Oh okay, you know why for me. It was just

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<v Speaker 1>the whole thing of like run DMC and and and

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<v Speaker 1>uh Curtis blow and Russell. It just showed that time

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<v Speaker 1>and then grind I felt like, yeah, I could be

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<v Speaker 1>I could be that too. One day, okay, the next

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<v Speaker 1>of the next, next, well now, I mean I'm New York,

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<v Speaker 1>next everything New York. But NIXT something even though sometimes

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<v Speaker 1>it's hard to be a knicker vodka hard sometimes oh

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<v Speaker 1>saw here the NIXT fan. But I did big up

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<v Speaker 1>to my man. But hey, I'll tell you one thing.

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<v Speaker 1>We got one of the best merchandise in the world.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah I should don't drop Okay, the box or video

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<v Speaker 1>music box, video music box, hand down a shot out

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<v Speaker 1>we got We got a big because the box was

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<v Speaker 1>more like commercial. It's like kind of if you made

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<v Speaker 1>it to the box, you kind of made it kind

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<v Speaker 1>of because people were they were buying the slots in

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<v Speaker 1>the box. You called it, Ralph, you had to I

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<v Speaker 1>remember that time to like if you wasn't dope, he

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't getting played. Now they're gonna play your ship because

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<v Speaker 1>you might slipping onto the table. Biggie up, bigger, Mr

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<v Speaker 1>Man right there, take a shot for you. Well, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>gonna say you like this, I'll pick both of them.

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<v Speaker 1>I picked both of them. Wanted you to pick both

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<v Speaker 1>of them because both of them, you know, but we

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<v Speaker 1>need but but I love No. Yeah, we're coming back

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<v Speaker 1>because you got you gotta drive a big Yeah. I

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<v Speaker 1>got tattooed big. That's one of my favorite rappers. Man. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>we're gonna get through a quick time and slim. Let's

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<v Speaker 1>come back to big. Remember that, and then we go

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<v Speaker 1>Scarface or ice Cube mm hmm. Both of them was instrumental.

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<v Speaker 1>Damn it. Good ship myself. You can't pay for you can't.

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<v Speaker 1>That's hard. That's my ma wanna cleansing myself right now.

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<v Speaker 1>By the way, you got the ultimate lantine on bracelet

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<v Speaker 1>right there. Every everybody uncle got that same bracelet, and

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<v Speaker 1>every Spanish family they got that same bracelet. I'm telling

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<v Speaker 1>you that's that's that's an ultimate real Latino ship. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>what did I say? All right, boom white man, Right,

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<v Speaker 1>I gotta take this first, right now, you gotta take it.

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<v Speaker 1>This is extra round of song. No, this is last

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<v Speaker 1>call for rel Kanye. I agree, premar just Blaze dreama

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<v Speaker 1>podcast or radio podcast. Just keep coming up the late

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<v Speaker 1>this no more Jay Z who nahs on jay Z. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna say this right, I'm gonna say I'm gonna

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<v Speaker 1>say no, No, I'm gonna say this. It's yeah, you're

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<v Speaker 1>gonna do that anyway. But I'm saying this how I'm

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<v Speaker 1>gonna say it is both of them at different times. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>that sounds like yeah, because I'm listening to a certain

1:10:03.320 --> 1:10:06.479
<v Speaker 1>vibe like nas Nas educates me like he makes me smart,

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<v Speaker 1>like he makes me look for books. I'm like, I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know that. I don't know what that is, but

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<v Speaker 1>that's sound fly. I need to do some history. J

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<v Speaker 1>just wakes me feel like, you know, I can take

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<v Speaker 1>over the industry. Okay, all right, this is clearly the

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<v Speaker 1>Dominican and public in Colombia because boltang, it's a wool

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<v Speaker 1>tang inside answer. Fourth disciple or true master m hmm,

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<v Speaker 1>fourth disciple true Damn, that's crazy. I gotta see both

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<v Speaker 1>of them. We came to play, baby the game. We

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<v Speaker 1>came to please. I'm taking the babies. I don't give

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<v Speaker 1>you gotta finish, gonna finish it, man, let's take to

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<v Speaker 1>come on. Damn, I'm gonna stick. I'm not gonna how

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<v Speaker 1>you get loose. No, I'm not gonna let my PEPs

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<v Speaker 1>because he already get a peep. I'm gonna stick with it.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna stick with it. Okay, con Tho, No, I

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<v Speaker 1>got it wrong. I'll tell you one thing. You ask

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<v Speaker 1>some questions that I wasn't expecting. This whole little game

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<v Speaker 1>that's this is fly Yeah yeah, come on bro, come

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<v Speaker 1>on bro, we we were here with you, baby. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>this is one I don't know where you're gonna go with.

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<v Speaker 1>And I'm very curious. Red Man or a Zy Damn bro,

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<v Speaker 1>it's like easy, that was real, I don't know, or

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<v Speaker 1>Minister Society. You gotta remember you from. So I made

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<v Speaker 1>the Jews. I mean I like mentes, you know what

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<v Speaker 1>I'm saying. But that wasn't really my culture. It was

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<v Speaker 1>more of an educational thing for me, But for Jews.

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<v Speaker 1>I felt like when I went to Bow Dagger and

1:12:21.439 --> 1:12:24.519
<v Speaker 1>he pop Poppy, I felt like that could have been me. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm into that. Just make some monch with you to that,

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<v Speaker 1>all right? Jersey Drive or Who's the Man? Jersey's Drive? Definitely,

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<v Speaker 1>it wasn't who was the man? Wasn't that wasn't that like,

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't Lover and Doctor wasn't it cops or something? They

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<v Speaker 1>were like cool cops though they was trying to make cops.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean it was funny. It was funny, all right, cool,

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<v Speaker 1>all right, this I really need to notice one. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>this is my Colombian and I don't know why I

1:13:10.680 --> 1:13:14.160
<v Speaker 1>got Colombians Dominicans making this list. This is they can

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<v Speaker 1>be born at any time. They can be born at

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<v Speaker 1>any time any time they No, no, I'm just saying.

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<v Speaker 1>I said that. I said Dominican and Columbia is making

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<v Speaker 1>the quick time of slab. They could be born at

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<v Speaker 1>any point. A pay them off. I really need an

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<v Speaker 1>honist answer because we come from the truth school, but

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<v Speaker 1>we liked it. One of them. We both come on

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<v Speaker 1>and be hammer over their lives. Yeah, hammer first handed,

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<v Speaker 1>ain't here humble for bumy ham hu Hamdle was first

1:13:59.360 --> 1:14:12.680
<v Speaker 1>and hammers and people that he's everybody with him. I

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<v Speaker 1>ain't doing it with other nig Yeah, definitely, I ain't

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<v Speaker 1>gonna find I did it before you. You ain't never

1:14:19.240 --> 1:14:22.479
<v Speaker 1>do it. Do it. Everybody did it. Can't touch all

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<v Speaker 1>that you did that still do it? Let me right

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<v Speaker 1>Hammer from Oatland too. Yeah, when I heard it matter

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<v Speaker 1>if she searched. We need to get we need. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>so sorry. Really be not conscious of everything that goes

1:14:40.200 --> 1:14:50.679
<v Speaker 1>on here, but not really Okay. Loyalty or respect? Loyalty

1:14:50.920 --> 1:14:57.920
<v Speaker 1>or respect mm hmm. Definitely respect because with respect you're

1:14:57.960 --> 1:15:01.240
<v Speaker 1>getting loyalty Now it don't now it matters why they

1:15:01.360 --> 1:15:04.040
<v Speaker 1>respect you, and it's a different thing. How will you respected?

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<v Speaker 1>But loyalty I think changes with conditions, you know what

1:15:09.360 --> 1:15:12.080
<v Speaker 1>I mean. Respect will always be somebody earning your respect.

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<v Speaker 1>You can't really funk that up unless you do some disrespect.

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<v Speaker 1>So I go with respect, Okay, like I go over

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<v Speaker 1>fair too. I go for fear over love. I don't

1:15:22.000 --> 1:15:25.960
<v Speaker 1>fear you go for fear over love, yea rather somebody? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>because people you love, like you ever noticed, like your

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<v Speaker 1>family right there, are steal from you because you love them.

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<v Speaker 1>But you won't try that ship with somebody that don't

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<v Speaker 1>love them. So don't use the love card on me.

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<v Speaker 1>People more than love. I know, I don't fear anybody.

1:15:39.080 --> 1:15:41.720
<v Speaker 1>What I'm saying is that if somebody fears me rather

1:15:41.760 --> 1:15:43.880
<v Speaker 1>than love me, you cross somebody you love before you

1:15:43.960 --> 1:15:46.439
<v Speaker 1>cross somebody you fear. No hear you. But I'm saying

1:15:46.439 --> 1:15:48.920
<v Speaker 1>the person that fears you is unpredictable because they're scared.

1:15:49.320 --> 1:15:53.040
<v Speaker 1>Both are unpredictable. Yeah, respect, you know what I mean.

1:15:53.320 --> 1:15:55.280
<v Speaker 1>I've had the most people who did the hurt fool

1:15:55.320 --> 1:15:57.040
<v Speaker 1>shipped to me was people I loved and loved me.

1:15:57.520 --> 1:15:59.360
<v Speaker 1>Did you hear the baby just said? Baby said, you

1:15:59.439 --> 1:16:03.519
<v Speaker 1>gotta watch envy when you watch hate, because envyous here yea,

1:16:03.920 --> 1:16:11.400
<v Speaker 1>and hate what you meant? All that ship man that

1:16:11.640 --> 1:16:17.920
<v Speaker 1>fear hey then away from here and maybe trying to

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<v Speaker 1>get deep man, come on, got that ship. Let me

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<v Speaker 1>take my shot. That guy we're taking He was like,

1:16:26.439 --> 1:16:29.280
<v Speaker 1>you want to just take it? And giggles little get

1:16:29.360 --> 1:16:38.559
<v Speaker 1>drunk so in too deep and you did original deep

1:16:38.720 --> 1:16:41.160
<v Speaker 1>and too deep. What is this story they're telling you

1:16:41.280 --> 1:16:44.519
<v Speaker 1>this story about? Because from Marvi's this story is actually

1:16:44.560 --> 1:16:48.240
<v Speaker 1>about Queen's dudes who went out of time. That's why

1:16:48.320 --> 1:16:52.160
<v Speaker 1>they kept using the god And that was like yeah,

1:16:52.200 --> 1:16:53.640
<v Speaker 1>But then they said it was about some people in

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<v Speaker 1>Ohio with Cincinnati and things like that. I don't know

1:16:56.960 --> 1:16:58.960
<v Speaker 1>because I really wasn't you know at that time, I

1:16:59.040 --> 1:17:01.800
<v Speaker 1>ain't here what it was about. It was like, what's

1:17:01.880 --> 1:17:04.320
<v Speaker 1>these lines and the checks there? All right, let's go.

1:17:04.560 --> 1:17:06.280
<v Speaker 1>But it was a fun set man, it was a

1:17:06.360 --> 1:17:09.479
<v Speaker 1>fun set um. It was it was big because it

1:17:09.600 --> 1:17:12.160
<v Speaker 1>was three people from our neighborhood. Actually, in that same movie,

1:17:12.240 --> 1:17:16.840
<v Speaker 1>you had me Hassan who played we Bay. You had

1:17:16.920 --> 1:17:19.320
<v Speaker 1>Candle Grills he was also he was all from the

1:17:19.360 --> 1:17:21.479
<v Speaker 1>same neighborhood. So it was a big thing to have

1:17:21.640 --> 1:17:23.759
<v Speaker 1>three of us from the same neighborhood in one movie,

1:17:24.120 --> 1:17:27.839
<v Speaker 1>alongside L. L. Coo J and Omar Epps and Sticky

1:17:27.920 --> 1:17:30.800
<v Speaker 1>Fingers Into being the trail is rapping with L. L.

1:17:31.040 --> 1:17:34.519
<v Speaker 1>Sticky and Omar Epps because Olmar is nice too, and

1:17:34.720 --> 1:17:37.960
<v Speaker 1>we was this is that's just times you can't people

1:17:38.000 --> 1:17:39.920
<v Speaker 1>can't pay for that. So what was you mad when

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<v Speaker 1>Cary said it was in too Deep like mccarth, No,

1:17:43.320 --> 1:17:44.920
<v Speaker 1>I didn't. I said, what the hell is just talking about?

1:17:44.920 --> 1:17:49.639
<v Speaker 1>That's not the movie. He wasn't even That's what I thought.

1:17:49.720 --> 1:17:51.559
<v Speaker 1>But then I was saying, well, maybe he's in too

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<v Speaker 1>deep in something else than I don't know, but I

1:17:55.840 --> 1:17:58.360
<v Speaker 1>know it wasn't the movie. What he was in too

1:17:58.439 --> 1:18:01.600
<v Speaker 1>d I don't know, wasn't the movie. I mean, you

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<v Speaker 1>know what, that's what Kanye said that sober into. I'm

1:18:06.200 --> 1:18:08.600
<v Speaker 1>trying to give him an out bro, I mean what

1:18:08.800 --> 1:18:10.760
<v Speaker 1>we don't know what he was meaning? Into deep? He

1:18:10.800 --> 1:18:15.080
<v Speaker 1>could have been into deep, too deep. You can't know

1:18:15.160 --> 1:18:18.320
<v Speaker 1>what Just be clear. We all wrapped. Come on, come

1:18:18.320 --> 1:18:21.360
<v Speaker 1>on we rappers and DJ's here when you say I'm

1:18:21.439 --> 1:18:24.960
<v Speaker 1>in too deep like my co fife, he might have

1:18:25.040 --> 1:18:27.000
<v Speaker 1>met something else though he like he said he might have.

1:18:27.160 --> 1:18:29.200
<v Speaker 1>It wasn't the movie because you know that we can

1:18:29.240 --> 1:18:32.080
<v Speaker 1>scratch the movie out because what was he? What was

1:18:32.160 --> 1:18:34.880
<v Speaker 1>he deep? Unless he thought he wasn't unless he thought

1:18:35.640 --> 1:18:41.200
<v Speaker 1>but mcaf but he thought, yeah, yeah, so that's why

1:18:41.280 --> 1:18:44.479
<v Speaker 1>he used that's that's the happen to be that right ship? Right? No,

1:18:44.760 --> 1:18:47.320
<v Speaker 1>what are you talking about? It might could be because

1:18:47.400 --> 1:18:50.640
<v Speaker 1>if you don't know somebody else, somebody don't know I

1:18:50.720 --> 1:18:53.160
<v Speaker 1>don't know if it's a writer or whoever it is,

1:18:53.280 --> 1:18:55.960
<v Speaker 1>but whoever, if don't you know that line and you

1:18:56.040 --> 1:18:58.320
<v Speaker 1>saw the movie, you didn't wait the movie, you didn't

1:18:59.640 --> 1:19:01.519
<v Speaker 1>if you don has heard about it, wrote that line,

1:19:01.520 --> 1:19:03.880
<v Speaker 1>you didn't want the movie. Yeah, he could have googled

1:19:03.880 --> 1:19:06.480
<v Speaker 1>that because I ain't gonna When I heard, I was like, indeed,

1:19:06.840 --> 1:19:08.120
<v Speaker 1>and I said it too, and I was like, who

1:19:08.479 --> 1:19:10.160
<v Speaker 1>was he? Even? Or it might have been a spin.

1:19:10.320 --> 1:19:12.240
<v Speaker 1>Maybe he's just that creative said, oh, I'm gonna say

1:19:12.280 --> 1:19:14.960
<v Speaker 1>mcco fight for fuck him up to make him say,

1:19:14.960 --> 1:19:17.320
<v Speaker 1>you say, wait a minute, he's not mccow fighter. Maybe

1:19:17.400 --> 1:19:19.760
<v Speaker 1>he said, oh my drink chats. We'll talk about this

1:19:19.800 --> 1:19:21.360
<v Speaker 1>and then I'm gonna do what I'm gonna do. I'm

1:19:21.360 --> 1:19:23.680
<v Speaker 1>gonna take a shot. Shot. He tried to clean it up.

1:19:24.040 --> 1:19:26.720
<v Speaker 1>He tried to clean it up. In the soundtrack for

1:19:26.800 --> 1:19:31.000
<v Speaker 1>that movie. I was in the soundtrack with with the

1:19:31.080 --> 1:19:35.599
<v Speaker 1>Locks with the Nuts Locks. You gotta come on, let's

1:19:35.600 --> 1:19:39.200
<v Speaker 1>take some more. Mom wanna the juel you I'm sorry,

1:19:39.240 --> 1:19:41.839
<v Speaker 1>I think he speaks. He speak a whole bunch of English.

1:19:42.160 --> 1:19:44.120
<v Speaker 1>I said, June, when you get did just speak smash?

1:19:44.960 --> 1:19:52.840
<v Speaker 1>He said, Nori speaks you guys, what are you trying

1:19:52.840 --> 1:19:57.800
<v Speaker 1>to because he got freckles man, dispect that's got to

1:19:57.800 --> 1:20:02.400
<v Speaker 1>discuss respectful. That's guys like him. Those are the brothers.

1:20:02.439 --> 1:20:10.000
<v Speaker 1>You might be fucking family. You never know. So I look, shot,

1:20:13.600 --> 1:20:18.680
<v Speaker 1>we've been through it all. What is the one thing

1:20:19.479 --> 1:20:24.439
<v Speaker 1>that you regret in this in this life or what

1:20:24.520 --> 1:20:27.720
<v Speaker 1>was the one thing you finished wish you finished either

1:20:27.880 --> 1:20:30.920
<v Speaker 1>or you could um the one thing that I really

1:20:31.000 --> 1:20:33.080
<v Speaker 1>wish I could have changed. Is that I wish I

1:20:33.120 --> 1:20:37.000
<v Speaker 1>would have grew up in time to like get my

1:20:37.120 --> 1:20:39.639
<v Speaker 1>mom the hell she needs, and I could have saved

1:20:39.680 --> 1:20:43.240
<v Speaker 1>my mom's life. But I didn't know to just take

1:20:43.280 --> 1:20:45.880
<v Speaker 1>a move away. I was just that just that I

1:20:45.960 --> 1:20:48.559
<v Speaker 1>make sure I should have just forced in the woods

1:20:48.640 --> 1:20:51.160
<v Speaker 1>and the force to get better. Like I was just

1:20:51.320 --> 1:20:53.519
<v Speaker 1>thinking like, oh, she's gonna do it anyway, so the

1:20:53.600 --> 1:20:55.880
<v Speaker 1>moms will stay home. That's why I never left, because

1:20:55.880 --> 1:20:59.720
<v Speaker 1>I always feed like, damn I moved. We never left,

1:20:59.760 --> 1:21:03.880
<v Speaker 1>you start, because I felt like if I took my mom,

1:21:04.000 --> 1:21:06.599
<v Speaker 1>Let's say I moved to Queens, right, and I'm living

1:21:06.640 --> 1:21:08.680
<v Speaker 1>out there now my mom's has an addiction, so now

1:21:08.760 --> 1:21:11.320
<v Speaker 1>she's running around Queens, and now it becomes the talk

1:21:11.520 --> 1:21:13.599
<v Speaker 1>Queens that my mother's like that at least at home.

1:21:13.880 --> 1:21:16.519
<v Speaker 1>Heybody knew that ship before I was, even it's not

1:21:16.680 --> 1:21:19.160
<v Speaker 1>a big deal. So I stayed where I was comfortable

1:21:19.240 --> 1:21:21.840
<v Speaker 1>at for all those reasons. But that's the same thing

1:21:21.920 --> 1:21:25.240
<v Speaker 1>that kept her and myself in that pit. So I

1:21:25.320 --> 1:21:27.000
<v Speaker 1>was like, if I could change anything, I wish I

1:21:27.120 --> 1:21:30.519
<v Speaker 1>was a little more mature in my decision making and

1:21:30.600 --> 1:21:33.400
<v Speaker 1>my thinking because I would have just removed myself from

1:21:33.439 --> 1:21:36.439
<v Speaker 1>the environment. See all along, I'm staying in the rat race.

1:21:36.520 --> 1:21:39.200
<v Speaker 1>I'm get involved in this stupid shot and binging and

1:21:39.240 --> 1:21:41.000
<v Speaker 1>shooting all this dumb ship when all I had to

1:21:41.080 --> 1:21:42.680
<v Speaker 1>do the simple thing to do is you know what

1:21:42.720 --> 1:21:45.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm just But you were a kid man, You were

1:21:45.080 --> 1:21:47.400
<v Speaker 1>a kid, and you know what I'm saying, and came

1:21:47.439 --> 1:21:49.639
<v Speaker 1>into the industry young. So it kind of stunts your broke.

1:21:49.880 --> 1:21:52.439
<v Speaker 1>But but but it was the best thing that happened

1:21:52.439 --> 1:21:54.240
<v Speaker 1>to me. I wouldn't trade it. I wouldn't trade it

1:21:54.680 --> 1:21:57.519
<v Speaker 1>because I know so much. It was pain that came

1:21:57.600 --> 1:22:00.479
<v Speaker 1>with it, but the things that I learned from this priceless.

1:22:00.720 --> 1:22:05.240
<v Speaker 1>All Right, you gonna do another shot with you getting

1:22:06.760 --> 1:22:10.320
<v Speaker 1>We're finishing this. Mama wanna bottle, and I'm finishing face

1:22:10.320 --> 1:22:12.240
<v Speaker 1>because you know what shop You don't know if you

1:22:12.360 --> 1:22:15.760
<v Speaker 1>know our show is about giving flowers. Yeah, I got

1:22:15.840 --> 1:22:19.400
<v Speaker 1>twelve gold ones. Yeah you know what this might be?

1:22:19.640 --> 1:22:21.479
<v Speaker 1>You know you heard it and this might be it. No,

1:22:21.680 --> 1:22:23.400
<v Speaker 1>it's gonna be an n f T. We're gonna do sing.

1:22:23.439 --> 1:22:25.760
<v Speaker 1>You can create that f T for yourself. We're gonna

1:22:25.760 --> 1:22:27.599
<v Speaker 1>make n f T those too, well, can y'all sign

1:22:27.640 --> 1:22:31.040
<v Speaker 1>it for me. It's already sign with the drink champs

1:22:33.520 --> 1:22:36.040
<v Speaker 1>were short chasing you at all. You're one of them.

1:22:36.120 --> 1:22:39.640
<v Speaker 1>We just started this, so you're I think he's you're

1:22:39.680 --> 1:22:44.760
<v Speaker 1>the fourth person. Yea for the coach. That's that's a coach.

1:22:44.880 --> 1:22:50.560
<v Speaker 1>That's for the coach. That's for So again, I just

1:22:50.680 --> 1:22:54.880
<v Speaker 1>wanted to tell you to your face, man um, how

1:22:54.960 --> 1:22:58.160
<v Speaker 1>much we appreciate your contribution to hip hop. That's what

1:22:58.240 --> 1:23:00.160
<v Speaker 1>our show was about. Our show was about giving even

1:23:00.240 --> 1:23:07.600
<v Speaker 1>flowers while they're alive. We could have interviewed anybody, but

1:23:07.720 --> 1:23:10.400
<v Speaker 1>we want to interview all legends. We want to end

1:23:10.400 --> 1:23:17.160
<v Speaker 1>a few people who have been seasoned like us that's

1:23:17.200 --> 1:23:21.680
<v Speaker 1>been around. And when I did speak to you and

1:23:21.760 --> 1:23:26.920
<v Speaker 1>I said, shot, my only problem is you're hitting me

1:23:27.040 --> 1:23:30.280
<v Speaker 1>now that you thought that I said something wrong, But

1:23:30.400 --> 1:23:32.840
<v Speaker 1>I said, I did three hundred shows when I said

1:23:32.880 --> 1:23:35.240
<v Speaker 1>something beautiful about you, and you hit me and you

1:23:35.320 --> 1:23:37.160
<v Speaker 1>school me real quickly said, but I was in jail.

1:23:37.160 --> 1:23:39.680
<v Speaker 1>I didn't know. I've never seen this ship first. I

1:23:39.760 --> 1:23:41.320
<v Speaker 1>just telling me, like, go on online, it's on the

1:23:41.400 --> 1:23:45.960
<v Speaker 1>end of that us. So what I'm trying to tell

1:23:46.000 --> 1:23:49.000
<v Speaker 1>you is that's what our show was about. Our show

1:23:49.160 --> 1:23:55.240
<v Speaker 1>was has been, it will continue, and we'll always be

1:23:55.400 --> 1:23:59.799
<v Speaker 1>about picking up our legends. There's plenty of radio stations

1:23:59.840 --> 1:24:03.080
<v Speaker 1>that people can go to when they got something going

1:24:03.160 --> 1:24:07.519
<v Speaker 1>over it, but we want to interview the people that's

1:24:07.560 --> 1:24:11.560
<v Speaker 1>put in that work that got them ten years in

1:24:12.080 --> 1:24:15.559
<v Speaker 1>four than ten years in. And I'm tired of people

1:24:15.640 --> 1:24:19.720
<v Speaker 1>saying that washed up or they're over the hill. That's

1:24:19.760 --> 1:24:23.720
<v Speaker 1>no fucking word like that in any other genre and

1:24:23.840 --> 1:24:26.439
<v Speaker 1>any other music. So that's the reason why we started

1:24:26.560 --> 1:24:29.639
<v Speaker 1>drink Chat. It was because we want to give people

1:24:29.800 --> 1:24:33.160
<v Speaker 1>their belts back, you know how like Rick Flair run

1:24:33.280 --> 1:24:38.040
<v Speaker 1>his belt then you know, Rick Flair might that belt

1:24:38.160 --> 1:24:43.599
<v Speaker 1>is yours forever. Yeah, that's peace, that's peace. Um yeah, yeah,

1:24:43.600 --> 1:24:49.920
<v Speaker 1>I appreciate that. G I appreciate it, but um yeah,

1:24:50.040 --> 1:24:52.200
<v Speaker 1>like you know, and that's the same way I felt.

1:24:52.400 --> 1:24:54.800
<v Speaker 1>I was like, you know, if you go back, it

1:24:54.920 --> 1:24:56.800
<v Speaker 1>was funny too, right, just the way the world works.

1:24:57.000 --> 1:24:59.840
<v Speaker 1>They was just asking me, what's what's like? What was

1:25:00.000 --> 1:25:02.960
<v Speaker 1>on your top? I'm like the war report and didn't

1:25:03.320 --> 1:25:05.320
<v Speaker 1>not as soon as this ship came out of my mother.

1:25:06.400 --> 1:25:08.640
<v Speaker 1>But it's the truth. I can't like, you know what

1:25:08.640 --> 1:25:12.439
<v Speaker 1>I mean under no, under no circumstances would what y'all

1:25:12.520 --> 1:25:15.519
<v Speaker 1>did for my life. See it's a difference because I

1:25:16.280 --> 1:25:18.760
<v Speaker 1>grew up in the era. But to be a kid

1:25:18.840 --> 1:25:21.240
<v Speaker 1>a fan, See I was a kid a fan too

1:25:21.400 --> 1:25:24.439
<v Speaker 1>at the same time being in this ship office in Champagne.

1:25:24.479 --> 1:25:25.880
<v Speaker 1>But I feel like I just need to get you

1:25:26.600 --> 1:25:32.960
<v Speaker 1>funked up alone. He's speaking. No, he's Spanish, he said

1:25:33.040 --> 1:25:40.599
<v Speaker 1>nothing yet you guys like aisha local. No, no Spanish.

1:25:41.000 --> 1:25:47.120
<v Speaker 1>We got to get what are you talking about? Want

1:25:47.160 --> 1:25:49.439
<v Speaker 1>let's do it, June, you're working with you. I'm good

1:25:49.479 --> 1:25:52.200
<v Speaker 1>to you. Yeah, ship, y'all don't know what just happened

1:25:52.240 --> 1:25:56.120
<v Speaker 1>my mind just my computer just cool. Yeah, man, No,

1:25:56.320 --> 1:25:59.040
<v Speaker 1>but it's it's peace. Man. I'm glad. We're glad we

1:25:59.120 --> 1:26:01.760
<v Speaker 1>could we could see here as as grown ups and

1:26:01.920 --> 1:26:03.960
<v Speaker 1>and and work through something, because that's a lot of

1:26:04.000 --> 1:26:06.479
<v Speaker 1>the problems with people today. They don't just take the

1:26:06.560 --> 1:26:08.200
<v Speaker 1>time to work it out and say, hey, yo, bro,

1:26:08.560 --> 1:26:10.640
<v Speaker 1>just how this made me feel and just and and

1:26:10.720 --> 1:26:12.080
<v Speaker 1>a lot of time it's like, yo, I didn't even

1:26:12.120 --> 1:26:14.040
<v Speaker 1>make me to make you feel that way. And it's

1:26:14.120 --> 1:26:15.920
<v Speaker 1>like okay, all right now speech and now we have

1:26:15.960 --> 1:26:18.200
<v Speaker 1>an understanding. You know what I mean, but it can

1:26:18.240 --> 1:26:20.599
<v Speaker 1>go another way too, that people don't take the time

1:26:21.280 --> 1:26:24.040
<v Speaker 1>to do things the right way. And I commend y'all

1:26:24.280 --> 1:26:27.280
<v Speaker 1>for doing things the right way and you know, correcting

1:26:28.320 --> 1:26:32.040
<v Speaker 1>whatever mistake, whatever we want to call it, it's it's

1:26:32.080 --> 1:26:33.920
<v Speaker 1>water under the bridge, you know what I'm saying. And

1:26:34.040 --> 1:26:36.040
<v Speaker 1>that's why I thank y'all for getting on my podcast

1:26:36.520 --> 1:26:39.559
<v Speaker 1>and just making it, making it smooth and making anything right.

1:26:39.760 --> 1:26:45.840
<v Speaker 1>We fun before, We with you now, and we're gonna

1:26:45.880 --> 1:26:50.040
<v Speaker 1>fuk with you after. And um, you know that's just

1:26:50.200 --> 1:26:52.840
<v Speaker 1>what we are. Man. You know, come on, got that.

1:26:53.040 --> 1:26:55.360
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, it's like, it's one more this is it?

1:26:57.600 --> 1:27:01.519
<v Speaker 1>Because he wants you to do. I gotta do because yeah,

1:27:01.600 --> 1:27:05.360
<v Speaker 1>we got got the rugged, the rugged road to recovery.

1:27:05.400 --> 1:27:08.080
<v Speaker 1>That let's talk Let's let's talk about the podcast. Yea,

1:27:08.160 --> 1:27:12.120
<v Speaker 1>let's at the podgrass is you know, dedicating the memory

1:27:12.160 --> 1:27:15.400
<v Speaker 1>of my mother, Um, and I just wanted to create

1:27:15.479 --> 1:27:21.639
<v Speaker 1>a platform. Oh my mother's name, Marilyn Franklin. You know, um, okay,

1:27:21.720 --> 1:27:26.320
<v Speaker 1>think you sir, just because most of the sounds people

1:27:26.400 --> 1:27:27.880
<v Speaker 1>just don't have no way to go to talk to

1:27:27.960 --> 1:27:29.920
<v Speaker 1>when they in those breaking moments, or they just want

1:27:30.000 --> 1:27:31.760
<v Speaker 1>people to listen to them. So it's like, yo, you

1:27:31.800 --> 1:27:34.240
<v Speaker 1>know what would be dope. We the community hip hop,

1:27:34.320 --> 1:27:37.000
<v Speaker 1>We got a bunch of things where rappers come up.

1:27:37.080 --> 1:27:39.400
<v Speaker 1>You even got gang boundings. But a part of our

1:27:39.439 --> 1:27:42.840
<v Speaker 1>community is the people that struggle with drug addiction and

1:27:43.160 --> 1:27:46.479
<v Speaker 1>and hustling drugs and things like that that made terrible mistakes.

1:27:46.720 --> 1:27:49.400
<v Speaker 1>That's trying to correct their errors, a place for them

1:27:49.479 --> 1:27:52.519
<v Speaker 1>to come get their strength and event as well as

1:27:52.600 --> 1:27:55.800
<v Speaker 1>celebrities that's in the same thing, dealing with the same

1:27:55.920 --> 1:27:59.280
<v Speaker 1>issues and just just a just a smooth spot just

1:27:59.520 --> 1:28:02.080
<v Speaker 1>to have comversation, you know what I mean, And you

1:28:02.160 --> 1:28:04.880
<v Speaker 1>take what you take from it, leaving what else back

1:28:05.000 --> 1:28:07.640
<v Speaker 1>on the table, you know what I mean. You got

1:28:07.680 --> 1:28:11.280
<v Speaker 1>audio distribution yet, Um, I just did it through on

1:28:11.360 --> 1:28:13.360
<v Speaker 1>the line. Like me, I just turned to a vigorous

1:28:13.479 --> 1:28:15.720
<v Speaker 1>Internet and just Google everything. So I did it through.

1:28:15.920 --> 1:28:18.760
<v Speaker 1>Um one of those asks. Some Spotify the same way.

1:28:18.760 --> 1:28:21.880
<v Speaker 1>You pretty much do it through. Course. Yeah, something's one

1:28:21.920 --> 1:28:24.400
<v Speaker 1>of those, like you know, gets at that level right now.

1:28:24.479 --> 1:28:26.720
<v Speaker 1>But you know I'm listening, bro, I'm here. I want

1:28:26.720 --> 1:28:30.400
<v Speaker 1>to work movies, music, podcast whatever. You know what I mean?

1:28:31.439 --> 1:28:36.519
<v Speaker 1>You back out here. I'm so I'm gonna use the

1:28:36.560 --> 1:28:40.680
<v Speaker 1>bathroom now. Yeah, hell yeah, yeah, I'll say I'll say

1:28:40.760 --> 1:28:48.479
<v Speaker 1>drinks is distribution for what it record? Just wait, wait, wait?

1:28:48.560 --> 1:28:50.880
<v Speaker 1>Can the car be in my name? You listen, you

1:28:50.960 --> 1:28:58.840
<v Speaker 1>already signed that. I go to the bathroom looking fifteen

1:28:58.920 --> 1:29:03.040
<v Speaker 1>times the wood. You know what happen if you would

1:29:03.040 --> 1:29:04.840
<v Speaker 1>have been on that bus coming down from Clinton and

1:29:06.600 --> 1:29:21.160
<v Speaker 1>you're gonna go down your leg exactly? All right? So

1:29:21.240 --> 1:29:22.639
<v Speaker 1>I just want to take a shot with you again.

1:29:23.160 --> 1:29:28.200
<v Speaker 1>Oh Jesus Christ, want to do something. Let's talk about

1:29:28.240 --> 1:29:32.599
<v Speaker 1>double shot. Let's do something alright, alright, double shot? All right,

1:29:32.640 --> 1:29:35.400
<v Speaker 1>So let me ask you, shot, what's what's your most

1:29:35.439 --> 1:29:38.840
<v Speaker 1>favorite part of the game. Is it performing the record

1:29:40.200 --> 1:29:47.960
<v Speaker 1>or making the record? Um? Oh yeah, well you can't

1:29:48.000 --> 1:29:50.400
<v Speaker 1>perform the record until you mean right, So, I mean

1:29:50.479 --> 1:29:56.400
<v Speaker 1>I love making it, but ain't nothing like that crowd man. Yeah,

1:29:56.479 --> 1:29:59.240
<v Speaker 1>it's just just like like, yeah, you feel me in

1:29:59.320 --> 1:30:04.479
<v Speaker 1>that screen. Man, that's just like it's like dope, uh solo. Yeah,

1:30:04.920 --> 1:30:06.720
<v Speaker 1>So let me ask you now, we need the big

1:30:06.800 --> 1:30:10.400
<v Speaker 1>ol stories. Okay, that's what I relaxed for a second.

1:30:12.080 --> 1:30:15.160
<v Speaker 1>Coming at me like like I like it. I like it,

1:30:15.439 --> 1:30:20.360
<v Speaker 1>like I would like so me me and big relationship.

1:30:20.520 --> 1:30:24.120
<v Speaker 1>It started, um he was on Columbia and I was

1:30:24.200 --> 1:30:27.040
<v Speaker 1>on Virsion and I used to go. When I was

1:30:27.080 --> 1:30:28.720
<v Speaker 1>a kid, the thing that I used to do was

1:30:28.800 --> 1:30:31.280
<v Speaker 1>go hang out a record labels and radio station. I'll

1:30:31.320 --> 1:30:32.960
<v Speaker 1>just be the kids showing up and they'd be like,

1:30:33.200 --> 1:30:35.080
<v Speaker 1>come sitt in my office, chill and my death shoining.

1:30:35.439 --> 1:30:37.040
<v Speaker 1>Did what I wanted to do everywhere, you know what

1:30:37.040 --> 1:30:38.960
<v Speaker 1>I mean. So I used to go up to Columbia

1:30:39.200 --> 1:30:40.920
<v Speaker 1>and the used to be a female my name of

1:30:41.000 --> 1:30:43.200
<v Speaker 1>Taish Harris. You used to be there, so she used

1:30:43.240 --> 1:30:45.000
<v Speaker 1>to let me come show the office and get on

1:30:45.080 --> 1:30:47.920
<v Speaker 1>the computer and just learn and listen and watch and

1:30:48.320 --> 1:30:50.920
<v Speaker 1>how how the businesses ran. And L used to go

1:30:51.080 --> 1:30:53.519
<v Speaker 1>up there too, and so we man we got cool.

1:30:53.640 --> 1:30:55.960
<v Speaker 1>And then throughout the years he was he was just like,

1:30:56.360 --> 1:30:58.360
<v Speaker 1>see back then you could have me meet a rapper

1:30:58.560 --> 1:31:01.160
<v Speaker 1>and he give you your number, and I actually keeping such.

1:31:01.760 --> 1:31:03.719
<v Speaker 1>See now it was the thing of we got exchange

1:31:03.800 --> 1:31:06.439
<v Speaker 1>number twenty times before we actually called each other. But

1:31:06.560 --> 1:31:08.360
<v Speaker 1>back then it was like a B B B BO,

1:31:08.439 --> 1:31:10.080
<v Speaker 1>what's up? And then call you back on the pay phone,

1:31:10.120 --> 1:31:12.240
<v Speaker 1>what's up. And then when I started to go to

1:31:12.360 --> 1:31:15.760
<v Speaker 1>Hall arm more because of my drugging drugging choice, I

1:31:15.880 --> 1:31:18.760
<v Speaker 1>started to be up there, and then I started to

1:31:18.840 --> 1:31:21.719
<v Speaker 1>hang around three nine Lenings. You know, all that around

1:31:21.800 --> 1:31:25.360
<v Speaker 1>that was sparked parts of towns and that was I

1:31:25.600 --> 1:31:27.960
<v Speaker 1>know that. Yeah, I don't know about now, but back

1:31:28.000 --> 1:31:30.040
<v Speaker 1>then it was. Back then it was. And you know,

1:31:30.120 --> 1:31:31.320
<v Speaker 1>I used to go up there and get my ship

1:31:31.360 --> 1:31:33.519
<v Speaker 1>and it was there cam out of liquor store right

1:31:33.560 --> 1:31:35.559
<v Speaker 1>there too at the time. So I used to hang

1:31:35.640 --> 1:31:38.160
<v Speaker 1>out over there, and you know, and then when I

1:31:38.280 --> 1:31:40.960
<v Speaker 1>got my third deal through a woot Sang Records, and

1:31:40.960 --> 1:31:43.719
<v Speaker 1>I was doing a man Shout album, I had full

1:31:43.880 --> 1:31:46.519
<v Speaker 1>control over the budget. So then I was like, I

1:31:46.640 --> 1:31:48.680
<v Speaker 1>want to work with who I want to work with.

1:31:48.960 --> 1:31:50.760
<v Speaker 1>So I was like, oh, I need you on this ship.

1:31:50.840 --> 1:31:53.640
<v Speaker 1>I got the budget. Here's Bread produced because he was

1:31:53.720 --> 1:31:55.800
<v Speaker 1>making Beach produced a joint and get on the joint.

1:31:56.160 --> 1:31:59.800
<v Speaker 1>And we was actually recording. We had did Furious Anger,

1:32:00.200 --> 1:32:03.240
<v Speaker 1>and we was recording the second record, and I was

1:32:03.320 --> 1:32:06.280
<v Speaker 1>in Quash Studios. I'm there and I'm like, l he

1:32:06.439 --> 1:32:09.240
<v Speaker 1>wasn't the type of person to bullshit you, so he

1:32:09.320 --> 1:32:11.599
<v Speaker 1>told me a shot, I'm near eight o'clock. He might

1:32:11.680 --> 1:32:13.960
<v Speaker 1>have been a thirty, but he wasn't showing up ten.

1:32:14.320 --> 1:32:16.080
<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm saying. He kept his words. So

1:32:16.120 --> 1:32:18.320
<v Speaker 1>I'm sitting here at eleven o'clock. It's late now, you know,

1:32:18.320 --> 1:32:21.120
<v Speaker 1>I don't remember the exact but so I'm like, yo,

1:32:21.240 --> 1:32:23.639
<v Speaker 1>where the fun is? So I'm calling around, calling around.

1:32:23.880 --> 1:32:26.000
<v Speaker 1>And then I said, okay, let me call somebody from

1:32:26.320 --> 1:32:28.680
<v Speaker 1>like like Lord Finesse in one of them. And then

1:32:28.760 --> 1:32:31.160
<v Speaker 1>he was like, yo, yo, school, he just got shot.

1:32:31.240 --> 1:32:35.200
<v Speaker 1>He's he's I'm like what, just shut it up? And

1:32:35.280 --> 1:32:37.840
<v Speaker 1>and and and and I lost my friend that day,

1:32:38.160 --> 1:32:42.479
<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying. And so the day he

1:32:42.520 --> 1:32:45.080
<v Speaker 1>got supposed to go to recording, yeah, he was working

1:32:45.120 --> 1:32:47.760
<v Speaker 1>on music, and he was coming through the other song.

1:32:48.880 --> 1:32:52.400
<v Speaker 1>And because but you have another I have a song

1:32:52.479 --> 1:32:54.200
<v Speaker 1>with him, we could see what I would do was

1:32:54.240 --> 1:32:56.320
<v Speaker 1>book the sessions out, so I knew I was working with.

1:32:56.720 --> 1:32:58.240
<v Speaker 1>So we were booked a couple of days of the

1:32:58.280 --> 1:33:00.920
<v Speaker 1>session to do the records. Withell, so we locked one

1:33:00.960 --> 1:33:03.160
<v Speaker 1>in and we had the rest of the week to

1:33:03.240 --> 1:33:06.400
<v Speaker 1>finish the other songs. So then the process of finishing

1:33:06.479 --> 1:33:09.800
<v Speaker 1>other songs, this tragedy just happened during that time, you

1:33:09.840 --> 1:33:11.200
<v Speaker 1>know what I mean. So when it happened, it's just

1:33:11.280 --> 1:33:15.479
<v Speaker 1>like that ship sucked me up and you're waiting on him. Yeah,

1:33:16.040 --> 1:33:17.920
<v Speaker 1>he knew something was wrong because you said because he

1:33:18.000 --> 1:33:20.519
<v Speaker 1>was wrong late. I didn't know that happened, but I

1:33:20.640 --> 1:33:22.479
<v Speaker 1>just knew like something because he wouldn't play me like

1:33:22.520 --> 1:33:23.720
<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying. He wasn't one of them

1:33:24.120 --> 1:33:26.120
<v Speaker 1>dudes to play me out like that's like to play me,

1:33:26.360 --> 1:33:28.240
<v Speaker 1>I'm coming and you don't come them call no show.

1:33:28.600 --> 1:33:31.519
<v Speaker 1>It's like no, he wasn't like that, So that she

1:33:31.720 --> 1:33:34.000
<v Speaker 1>was hurtful, and that's why I got the tattoo. I said, no,

1:33:34.040 --> 1:33:38.880
<v Speaker 1>no matter where I make it at yea, no, no, no,

1:33:39.000 --> 1:33:41.439
<v Speaker 1>why would you think that? I mean, it looked more

1:33:41.520 --> 1:33:44.800
<v Speaker 1>like a C than a B. I mean, but but

1:33:44.920 --> 1:33:49.400
<v Speaker 1>it's a it's a calligrapiel. Yeah. But when I was

1:33:49.479 --> 1:33:51.519
<v Speaker 1>in prison it started things too because this is said

1:33:51.600 --> 1:33:53.960
<v Speaker 1>that I didn't know eight one sick crips, So they

1:33:54.000 --> 1:33:55.920
<v Speaker 1>think I'm walking around with an eight one six and

1:33:56.000 --> 1:33:58.600
<v Speaker 1>the sea. I'm like, whoa, so I'm coming on the

1:33:58.640 --> 1:34:01.200
<v Speaker 1>mess online. He said, you about that? Like about what

1:34:01.520 --> 1:34:04.080
<v Speaker 1>he said to tax said, you like it, but like bigger,

1:34:04.400 --> 1:34:07.280
<v Speaker 1>he like six creep I'm like, I don't know what

1:34:07.479 --> 1:34:12.439
<v Speaker 1>you're talking about, and that's not it's bigger, Jesus. But

1:34:12.520 --> 1:34:14.320
<v Speaker 1>I see how it looked though it couldn't look like

1:34:14.439 --> 1:34:17.160
<v Speaker 1>that condor look at yeah, it doesn't look a little bit.

1:34:17.600 --> 1:34:20.040
<v Speaker 1>I did not think it us a seat. So it's

1:34:20.080 --> 1:34:25.160
<v Speaker 1>not as you just said that Jesus, we focused on.

1:34:26.400 --> 1:34:27.640
<v Speaker 1>That's why I got it, because I just said, you

1:34:27.680 --> 1:34:29.400
<v Speaker 1>know what I want. I think it's one of the

1:34:29.479 --> 1:34:34.000
<v Speaker 1>best ms ever, man, and there's not a lot of

1:34:34.040 --> 1:34:37.000
<v Speaker 1>people that say they have a bigger health feature. And

1:34:37.200 --> 1:34:41.439
<v Speaker 1>that ran with Tupac and big. I think that's the

1:34:41.560 --> 1:34:48.519
<v Speaker 1>reason why some chimes your door gets shut? What door shut?

1:34:49.120 --> 1:34:51.559
<v Speaker 1>I think the door this industry. You know, you noticed

1:34:51.600 --> 1:34:54.320
<v Speaker 1>inus she pick who they want, pick who they can control,

1:34:54.439 --> 1:34:56.439
<v Speaker 1>or or like, Okay, we can get away with it

1:34:56.520 --> 1:34:58.160
<v Speaker 1>with this guy. This guy is a little bit now,

1:34:58.280 --> 1:35:00.000
<v Speaker 1>we don't want to keep keep him over there, don't

1:35:00.000 --> 1:35:01.960
<v Speaker 1>invite him to this, you know what I mean, because

1:35:02.000 --> 1:35:04.040
<v Speaker 1>you stand on principles and morals, so it's like you

1:35:04.160 --> 1:35:05.960
<v Speaker 1>have to give up all that to be that, and

1:35:06.040 --> 1:35:08.200
<v Speaker 1>for me, it's just not worth it for me, you

1:35:08.240 --> 1:35:09.800
<v Speaker 1>know what I mean. I'd rather stand short and they

1:35:10.040 --> 1:35:12.200
<v Speaker 1>remember me for how it was than for me to

1:35:12.280 --> 1:35:16.080
<v Speaker 1>be a sellout for a bag or or anything like that.

1:35:17.000 --> 1:35:20.479
<v Speaker 1>Give this nigga, bis he's a part of the table. Man,

1:35:20.640 --> 1:35:24.280
<v Speaker 1>he's really really sick taking the shot. No more shots,

1:35:24.520 --> 1:35:27.120
<v Speaker 1>no more shots. It's done, it's done, it's done. You

1:35:27.200 --> 1:35:29.720
<v Speaker 1>wanted to let shot? No, there's no more, Juanna, we're

1:35:29.720 --> 1:35:32.599
<v Speaker 1>not mixing. Shut we got we got, we got something.

1:35:32.880 --> 1:35:34.720
<v Speaker 1>Get up something brown because we don't need drinking that.

1:35:34.840 --> 1:35:38.960
<v Speaker 1>We got game thrown up to now SA right you

1:35:39.000 --> 1:35:43.160
<v Speaker 1>want to do, say yeah, do say but dj come on,

1:35:43.479 --> 1:35:45.360
<v Speaker 1>let's get them drunk. We want them on the table.

1:35:45.600 --> 1:35:47.800
<v Speaker 1>Come on, Joe, get some do put them on the

1:35:47.880 --> 1:35:50.439
<v Speaker 1>table between boys. This is what I would do to them.

1:35:50.479 --> 1:35:54.719
<v Speaker 1>But you know, don't let you go down by yourself.

1:35:54.800 --> 1:36:00.640
<v Speaker 1>You go, mr Mr Lea, you please wrap it up.

1:36:02.280 --> 1:36:12.200
<v Speaker 1>Come on, yeah we know that, Joe. Then how folks

1:36:12.280 --> 1:36:15.839
<v Speaker 1>with you? Joe? Yeah? And you got you play handball

1:36:15.920 --> 1:36:18.360
<v Speaker 1>for real? Just keep it. No, you gotta go off,

1:36:18.439 --> 1:36:21.000
<v Speaker 1>you gotta have ye. But you gotta glove. I don't

1:36:21.040 --> 1:36:22.320
<v Speaker 1>like the way you trying to make that a joke.

1:36:22.360 --> 1:36:24.599
<v Speaker 1>Now I'm saying you gotta go out play with the gloves.

1:36:27.040 --> 1:36:31.080
<v Speaker 1>You don't need no clove hen I'll play none of

1:36:31.120 --> 1:36:34.759
<v Speaker 1>that ship. Do I come outside of my gloves? Profession

1:36:35.240 --> 1:36:38.120
<v Speaker 1>he's a professionals now, I mean, are you? Are you

1:36:38.280 --> 1:36:40.320
<v Speaker 1>good to when you go to the floor and almost

1:36:40.320 --> 1:36:45.479
<v Speaker 1>straight the deel with I got not only I oh yeah,

1:36:45.520 --> 1:36:51.160
<v Speaker 1>you professional? I'm not right. You know, I got a

1:36:51.200 --> 1:36:54.360
<v Speaker 1>couple of things in my hand. Start burning, yo, shot.

1:36:54.479 --> 1:36:59.000
<v Speaker 1>Let me just tell you something. We really appreciate you,

1:36:59.360 --> 1:37:03.639
<v Speaker 1>not just and drink chance for the hip hop. Hold on, guys,

1:37:03.680 --> 1:37:09.760
<v Speaker 1>hold on, guys. Let me just say I actually, when

1:37:10.040 --> 1:37:14.439
<v Speaker 1>everything happened, I can't say I was disappointed. I guess

1:37:14.479 --> 1:37:17.160
<v Speaker 1>just say I was like, damn, because for me and you,

1:37:17.360 --> 1:37:19.880
<v Speaker 1>we've always been great. Yeah, that's what I was saying.

1:37:19.920 --> 1:37:22.680
<v Speaker 1>I said, you've been the left frack before I said, Yo,

1:37:22.800 --> 1:37:24.200
<v Speaker 1>that's what it was the same way with me. So

1:37:24.280 --> 1:37:27.599
<v Speaker 1>I'm on the obviously side like your world. That's for yourself,

1:37:28.400 --> 1:37:36.599
<v Speaker 1>but for future. Just you know, that's not what we're about.

1:37:37.400 --> 1:37:40.040
<v Speaker 1>What we about is bigg en up our car. Yeah,

1:37:40.080 --> 1:37:44.880
<v Speaker 1>that's that's big ship we were about. It's uplifting our culture.

1:37:46.640 --> 1:37:50.240
<v Speaker 1>And whether you're gonna do a podcast, you're gonna open

1:37:50.320 --> 1:37:55.320
<v Speaker 1>a fresh fried joint. I'm gonna stand behind it because

1:37:55.360 --> 1:37:58.400
<v Speaker 1>you know why, that's what the funk we do over

1:37:58.520 --> 1:38:05.599
<v Speaker 1>here and drink jams. We're here to support, helping hand

1:38:05.720 --> 1:38:11.320
<v Speaker 1>to our legends space and I'm always stand for that space.

1:38:12.240 --> 1:38:14.360
<v Speaker 1>So I want you to know that. And I forgave

1:38:14.400 --> 1:38:17.559
<v Speaker 1>everybody who made the blogs and whatever. It's only one

1:38:17.560 --> 1:38:21.000
<v Speaker 1>thing I don't forget. It was a comedian thing. He's funny,

1:38:21.040 --> 1:38:23.040
<v Speaker 1>he said, I'm gonna get. I'm gonna get it's funny though,

1:38:23.640 --> 1:38:33.439
<v Speaker 1>I feel like, I mean he did. He did, So

1:38:34.640 --> 1:38:38.519
<v Speaker 1>I'm coming back to comedian Yo yo, comedian girl. He's

1:38:38.560 --> 1:38:41.080
<v Speaker 1>coming for yo yo yo. Here coming for you, big

1:38:43.400 --> 1:38:47.240
<v Speaker 1>looking man now. But not for nothing, No, honestly, man.

1:38:47.800 --> 1:38:50.120
<v Speaker 1>I mean during the time, I ain't gonna lie. I

1:38:50.240 --> 1:38:54.040
<v Speaker 1>had a fucking ball, had all because it was like

1:38:54.160 --> 1:38:56.439
<v Speaker 1>it was a learning experience, right, So the whole thing

1:38:56.600 --> 1:38:59.000
<v Speaker 1>where it was the light because the young boys. You

1:38:59.080 --> 1:39:01.120
<v Speaker 1>gotta blame them, right because when they say, oh, g

1:39:01.280 --> 1:39:04.320
<v Speaker 1>you gotta troll, I'm like, what's trolling? So they say

1:39:04.360 --> 1:39:06.240
<v Speaker 1>you could take this and do this, and so I

1:39:06.280 --> 1:39:16.240
<v Speaker 1>could do that, right. You were supposed to. You were

1:39:16.280 --> 1:39:20.479
<v Speaker 1>supposed to, But it wasn't personal. I was. I was

1:39:20.560 --> 1:39:23.160
<v Speaker 1>just I felt like I had to defend. I had

1:39:23.200 --> 1:39:26.680
<v Speaker 1>to defend, right, because all right, since we're here right here,

1:39:27.400 --> 1:39:29.800
<v Speaker 1>when when the statements was said or whatever, right, and

1:39:29.880 --> 1:39:32.799
<v Speaker 1>it was said to groups, it was said to groups

1:39:33.080 --> 1:39:35.560
<v Speaker 1>along with my name, but the difference between me and

1:39:35.600 --> 1:39:39.640
<v Speaker 1>the other groups that was said, I'm by myself. So

1:39:39.800 --> 1:39:42.320
<v Speaker 1>it put that name and that that that that that

1:39:42.479 --> 1:39:45.760
<v Speaker 1>that world flunky and non existent with my face. And

1:39:45.880 --> 1:39:50.160
<v Speaker 1>not only that, my daughters in college. This is number one, Bro,

1:39:51.080 --> 1:39:53.160
<v Speaker 1>my kids gotta live with that ship. Oh that's your dad,

1:39:53.320 --> 1:39:55.240
<v Speaker 1>that little you know what I'm saying. So I was like, no,

1:39:55.400 --> 1:39:57.160
<v Speaker 1>I die before I do that ship. You know what

1:39:57.200 --> 1:39:59.600
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying. That That's what I was defending. You know

1:39:59.600 --> 1:40:02.080
<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying, because it wasn't the first time that

1:40:02.280 --> 1:40:07.719
<v Speaker 1>someone said that. Um, when the clan was making a storm,

1:40:08.080 --> 1:40:10.960
<v Speaker 1>there was groups that they didn't want. There, there was

1:40:11.040 --> 1:40:13.400
<v Speaker 1>they didn't really want killer the other groups that was

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<v Speaker 1>not you know, that was part of the Aphilias whatever

1:40:16.000 --> 1:40:18.120
<v Speaker 1>you want to call us. They didn't want us. They

1:40:18.200 --> 1:40:21.160
<v Speaker 1>just wanted to clan. And rightfully so, because it's your show,

1:40:21.160 --> 1:40:23.120
<v Speaker 1>I don't hear a funk. You can't have whoever you want,

1:40:23.960 --> 1:40:27.680
<v Speaker 1>but judge my music, judged my career, and I got

1:40:27.760 --> 1:40:29.400
<v Speaker 1>nothing to say. You could say it's the whack of ship.

1:40:29.400 --> 1:40:32.040
<v Speaker 1>You could say I'm terrible on screen. Hey do what

1:40:32.160 --> 1:40:34.920
<v Speaker 1>you do, but a character flaw that is not me.

1:40:35.720 --> 1:40:38.000
<v Speaker 1>I can't. I can't allow that. And when I walked

1:40:38.040 --> 1:40:40.640
<v Speaker 1>the prison yard, dudes that got natural life took a

1:40:40.680 --> 1:40:42.800
<v Speaker 1>pack of cigarettes for me pay me back on time,

1:40:43.080 --> 1:40:44.600
<v Speaker 1>not because they were scared of me, but as a

1:40:44.680 --> 1:40:46.920
<v Speaker 1>respect of how I carried myself. So that's what I

1:40:47.040 --> 1:40:49.400
<v Speaker 1>was defending. And that's why I was so adamant and

1:40:49.479 --> 1:40:53.880
<v Speaker 1>so and so disappointed. Not angry because I'm going to

1:40:54.000 --> 1:40:56.599
<v Speaker 1>the penitentiary. I wasn't going to consentually, that was out

1:40:56.640 --> 1:40:59.320
<v Speaker 1>of it because I know, but there was a time

1:40:59.400 --> 1:41:01.880
<v Speaker 1>in my life where the result would have been the

1:41:01.920 --> 1:41:04.800
<v Speaker 1>grave order penitentiary because I would have been smoking that

1:41:05.000 --> 1:41:08.200
<v Speaker 1>dust and I would have been thinking, these days, a

1:41:08.280 --> 1:41:11.479
<v Speaker 1>bigger plot. They're trying to kill me there, Loman. I

1:41:11.479 --> 1:41:14.759
<v Speaker 1>would have been bugging the funk out and then cool.

1:41:15.040 --> 1:41:17.960
<v Speaker 1>I mean, you wish, but you know what I'm saying,

1:41:18.040 --> 1:41:21.120
<v Speaker 1>But that's what that was my mentality. What I'm saying.

1:41:21.200 --> 1:41:23.840
<v Speaker 1>But I'm glad that everything worked out the way it

1:41:23.960 --> 1:41:26.400
<v Speaker 1>worked out, because it definitely was a blessing. You know

1:41:26.400 --> 1:41:28.200
<v Speaker 1>what I mean. I'm not gonna be an idiot like

1:41:28.360 --> 1:41:31.280
<v Speaker 1>you know, you're like, y'all ain't fucking so we brow

1:41:31.360 --> 1:41:36.120
<v Speaker 1>the motherfucking dirt off the back of this shining I am.

1:41:36.760 --> 1:41:42.200
<v Speaker 1>I did that before this. I'm gonna tell you some shing. No,

1:41:42.360 --> 1:41:43.840
<v Speaker 1>this is what I'm saying some ship. And that's why

1:41:43.880 --> 1:41:45.360
<v Speaker 1>I was like, what the fund is this? Because I

1:41:45.400 --> 1:41:47.360
<v Speaker 1>remember it was not too long ago. Right after I

1:41:47.439 --> 1:41:49.280
<v Speaker 1>did Glad, I got a message from one of the

1:41:49.360 --> 1:41:52.080
<v Speaker 1>pages like yo, pull up and I said, word, here's

1:41:52.120 --> 1:41:54.559
<v Speaker 1>my math. And then it was months I didn't hear nothing.

1:41:54.920 --> 1:41:58.439
<v Speaker 1>And then let no, I didn't. I didn't know why.

1:41:58.479 --> 1:42:00.920
<v Speaker 1>I know, actually I thought you were saying on Joe buttons. OK,

1:42:01.160 --> 1:42:03.800
<v Speaker 1>let's get to that with what I was when I

1:42:03.920 --> 1:42:06.280
<v Speaker 1>was as well, yeah, you know what I'm talking about

1:42:06.320 --> 1:42:08.760
<v Speaker 1>it come on, because but this is what I thought.

1:42:08.880 --> 1:42:11.400
<v Speaker 1>So I don't know what. It wasn't facts, nothing was facts.

1:42:11.439 --> 1:42:13.439
<v Speaker 1>It was just what I thought, right, So I'm like,

1:42:13.600 --> 1:42:16.040
<v Speaker 1>damn it reached out and said come on the show.

1:42:16.200 --> 1:42:18.360
<v Speaker 1>Then I don't hear nothing. After I give my number.

1:42:18.600 --> 1:42:21.320
<v Speaker 1>Then months later it's like, I'm a flunking what the

1:42:21.479 --> 1:42:24.640
<v Speaker 1>full ship? By the way, let's just be clear with you.

1:42:25.160 --> 1:42:27.160
<v Speaker 1>You know, I know what happened. You said what you said,

1:42:27.439 --> 1:42:29.120
<v Speaker 1>and you said what you said about sons of men.

1:42:29.240 --> 1:42:32.439
<v Speaker 1>That's fine, but my whole life calling myself a retard,

1:42:33.200 --> 1:42:36.080
<v Speaker 1>you know, yeah, but it's the problem you call another

1:42:36.200 --> 1:42:41.120
<v Speaker 1>person problem. Even if both of y'all were toughting on

1:42:41.200 --> 1:42:43.720
<v Speaker 1>the bus and you called me, how are you gonna

1:42:43.760 --> 1:42:51.760
<v Speaker 1>call me? What the moment you call me? You know

1:42:51.760 --> 1:42:53.280
<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying. You know what I'm saying. That's what

1:42:53.360 --> 1:42:54.960
<v Speaker 1>I do. I deal with empathy. That's my main thing.

1:42:55.000 --> 1:42:56.920
<v Speaker 1>I try to see things from not only my point

1:42:56.960 --> 1:42:58.800
<v Speaker 1>of view, from other people's point in view, and I

1:42:58.920 --> 1:43:01.400
<v Speaker 1>try to figure it out. And I figured out was Finn,

1:43:01.439 --> 1:43:06.839
<v Speaker 1>don't listen to you, because it clearly heard you say resistance.

1:43:06.880 --> 1:43:09.760
<v Speaker 1>He wouldn't have said. But if Finn was also on

1:43:09.880 --> 1:43:13.479
<v Speaker 1>the back end story, he came in saying, killer army,

1:43:13.760 --> 1:43:16.120
<v Speaker 1>We're gonna kill the bees. So he was just rambling

1:43:16.200 --> 1:43:18.200
<v Speaker 1>that he killer be He thought he knew, but he

1:43:18.280 --> 1:43:21.320
<v Speaker 1>didn't hear the words you said prior, and that was

1:43:23.400 --> 1:43:26.280
<v Speaker 1>understanding understand how it happy. It happens all the time,

1:43:26.720 --> 1:43:30.360
<v Speaker 1>but it happened. My thing was like the patsy, who's

1:43:30.400 --> 1:43:35.559
<v Speaker 1>responsible for letting this ship get released? Right there? Because

1:43:35.560 --> 1:43:38.639
<v Speaker 1>I normally had to watch this ship And somebody said,

1:43:38.680 --> 1:43:44.479
<v Speaker 1>who I wrote yourself that is washing draws with cor

1:43:44.560 --> 1:43:50.080
<v Speaker 1>Craft right now to take him another tendant. I'm gonna

1:43:50.120 --> 1:43:53.160
<v Speaker 1>tell you. I'm gonna tell you I'm sorry because we

1:43:53.360 --> 1:43:55.680
<v Speaker 1>were together and we did have a meet and this

1:43:55.840 --> 1:44:00.080
<v Speaker 1>saying that should have never because it wasn't intense? Is

1:44:00.479 --> 1:44:02.600
<v Speaker 1>that the way what we was trying to say was,

1:44:03.160 --> 1:44:05.000
<v Speaker 1>and if you really look at the whole for this,

1:44:05.240 --> 1:44:09.439
<v Speaker 1>there's no one could be bad. As we said, we

1:44:09.640 --> 1:44:12.840
<v Speaker 1>have this this dude random rand up one of the

1:44:13.520 --> 1:44:18.400
<v Speaker 1>apologize to the whole such a sense, That's what we

1:44:18.479 --> 1:44:22.440
<v Speaker 1>was trying to say. Okay, right, so at that point everybody,

1:44:22.479 --> 1:44:27.599
<v Speaker 1>and then where did it become? So we're separating Flunky

1:44:28.520 --> 1:44:30.640
<v Speaker 1>and a non existence? Right? And that's fine. You can

1:44:30.720 --> 1:44:34.080
<v Speaker 1>feel how you want to feel about about the Sons

1:44:34.080 --> 1:44:35.840
<v Speaker 1>of Man when you mentioned them, right, because I can't

1:44:35.880 --> 1:44:38.280
<v Speaker 1>defend no, I didn't mean that though. But what I'm

1:44:38.280 --> 1:44:40.920
<v Speaker 1>saying is, let me just tell you this. I don't know.

1:44:40.960 --> 1:44:44.000
<v Speaker 1>I don't know. I still don't. Actually I think flunky

1:44:44.080 --> 1:44:46.800
<v Speaker 1>is a bad word. That's me. Yeah, but it's a

1:44:46.840 --> 1:44:48.439
<v Speaker 1>bad word. You know why I killed me? Or when

1:44:48.439 --> 1:44:50.360
<v Speaker 1>I was a little boy, this bad When I was

1:44:50.439 --> 1:44:52.720
<v Speaker 1>a little kid, right, my grandmother used to tell me

1:44:52.880 --> 1:44:55.160
<v Speaker 1>in this world stories, I don't want you to be.

1:44:55.479 --> 1:44:57.960
<v Speaker 1>You don't be nobody's fucking flunky. You don't be a thief,

1:44:58.120 --> 1:45:00.519
<v Speaker 1>and you don't be a fucking liar. And also you

1:45:00.560 --> 1:45:02.760
<v Speaker 1>don't have not nobody a place to stay or something

1:45:02.800 --> 1:45:04.680
<v Speaker 1>to eat. So those are the things that I look

1:45:06.120 --> 1:45:09.160
<v Speaker 1>So when that was me, I'm like my grandmothers and

1:45:09.240 --> 1:45:11.600
<v Speaker 1>her grave, Boy, you better go in the projects and

1:45:11.720 --> 1:45:15.240
<v Speaker 1>fight and come back with a bus, grandma. My grandma

1:45:15.400 --> 1:45:19.600
<v Speaker 1>did not say, do not be a retard? What are

1:45:19.640 --> 1:45:22.080
<v Speaker 1>you talking about? I was in the Big Lift, the

1:45:22.160 --> 1:45:32.320
<v Speaker 1>ball Chass, Little Everlasting Sheldon, and we all called ourselves

1:45:34.479 --> 1:45:38.960
<v Speaker 1>the retards, and you know what ship was hanging out

1:45:38.960 --> 1:45:43.200
<v Speaker 1>the junction boulevard and we all fought for the worm

1:45:43.360 --> 1:45:50.479
<v Speaker 1>in the tekiller. Okay, okay, okay, So now so now

1:45:50.960 --> 1:45:57.120
<v Speaker 1>now I know what I'm dealing with. You, I vent

1:45:59.479 --> 1:46:03.360
<v Speaker 1>so words is semantic to me, Like I don't know.

1:46:03.400 --> 1:46:06.880
<v Speaker 1>I don't digg into words. Now. It was five or

1:46:06.920 --> 1:46:10.600
<v Speaker 1>sent words now identified with that. If I identified calling you,

1:46:10.680 --> 1:46:14.840
<v Speaker 1>you're cool now I know I'm yeah. Um. If I'm

1:46:15.600 --> 1:46:19.400
<v Speaker 1>calling you, it's like one of the words that we

1:46:19.600 --> 1:46:21.559
<v Speaker 1>Sometimes we take words and we give it our own

1:46:21.640 --> 1:46:24.240
<v Speaker 1>meaning to it, and sometimes it means something different than

1:46:24.280 --> 1:46:26.680
<v Speaker 1>it could be construed. It happens, brother, it happens. You

1:46:26.760 --> 1:46:30.240
<v Speaker 1>can say the whole hearted. When we had when we

1:46:30.360 --> 1:46:34.200
<v Speaker 1>spoke immediately when everything started transpiring, he told me, He's like,

1:46:34.520 --> 1:46:38.040
<v Speaker 1>I didn't say anything back. I didn't know. He didn't understand.

1:46:38.600 --> 1:46:40.840
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, no, bro, that's that's He's like. He was

1:46:40.880 --> 1:46:42.640
<v Speaker 1>saying that too, because I learned something. You know what

1:46:42.760 --> 1:46:44.360
<v Speaker 1>it is. I'm gonna tell you what it is. You

1:46:44.560 --> 1:46:46.000
<v Speaker 1>can't wait there for one. Let me just give this

1:46:46.080 --> 1:46:50.519
<v Speaker 1>brother one. It was called Mega called me call Omega

1:46:50.600 --> 1:46:56.679
<v Speaker 1>said we know you love him? Omega bro that I said,

1:46:56.720 --> 1:46:58.760
<v Speaker 1>Omega what? Because I didn't I didn't know what he

1:46:58.880 --> 1:47:02.479
<v Speaker 1>was talking about. That's the way I said that. He

1:47:02.720 --> 1:47:04.360
<v Speaker 1>and he said the names. Let's say I just say

1:47:04.400 --> 1:47:07.040
<v Speaker 1>that ship what he told them. It's the first time

1:47:07.080 --> 1:47:10.680
<v Speaker 1>me and Comega raised our voice to each other he

1:47:10.800 --> 1:47:15.200
<v Speaker 1>said something I like, I like what the mega said, Chill,

1:47:15.360 --> 1:47:17.800
<v Speaker 1>I'm a senior to Clip and I didn't even know

1:47:19.040 --> 1:47:22.000
<v Speaker 1>good team which brother said, Ship, Damn, you're good at

1:47:22.000 --> 1:47:27.160
<v Speaker 1>what you do, right, Um. But uh we were talking

1:47:27.760 --> 1:47:31.160
<v Speaker 1>yeah because oh because he with the words right, because

1:47:31.200 --> 1:47:34.280
<v Speaker 1>I spent I spent a good decent time with June

1:47:34.760 --> 1:47:37.679
<v Speaker 1>and he has that same problem. You know what I'm saying,

1:47:38.080 --> 1:47:41.360
<v Speaker 1>And I'm like, what about But I didn't realize said

1:47:41.400 --> 1:47:43.680
<v Speaker 1>after me and you spoke that time for the first time, right,

1:47:43.720 --> 1:47:45.600
<v Speaker 1>and we was doing and I was explaining to you

1:47:45.720 --> 1:47:48.200
<v Speaker 1>where I seen, what where the force was or whatever,

1:47:48.439 --> 1:47:50.400
<v Speaker 1>and you was like, oh, Ship, I didn't see it

1:47:50.520 --> 1:47:52.760
<v Speaker 1>that way. And then it was like okay. Then I

1:47:53.080 --> 1:47:55.800
<v Speaker 1>wholehearted me like I told you once we had understanding

1:47:55.880 --> 1:47:58.519
<v Speaker 1>and you've seen where I came from. That's all I needed,

1:47:58.720 --> 1:48:01.200
<v Speaker 1>even like I told you for when we spoke off camera,

1:48:01.240 --> 1:48:02.800
<v Speaker 1>I said, we don't even got to visit this ship

1:48:02.960 --> 1:48:05.640
<v Speaker 1>on here because all I wanted as men to know

1:48:05.960 --> 1:48:07.760
<v Speaker 1>where I stand as a man, and looking at your

1:48:07.800 --> 1:48:10.400
<v Speaker 1>eyes of how I felt, that don't change how I

1:48:10.520 --> 1:48:13.679
<v Speaker 1>felt and how we can move forward, don't change because

1:48:13.720 --> 1:48:16.800
<v Speaker 1>now like I know y'all more now because we went

1:48:16.880 --> 1:48:24.479
<v Speaker 1>through something you got earlier. I ain't gonna lie. Listen, listen,

1:48:24.520 --> 1:48:27.680
<v Speaker 1>this is your this is this is your platform. Just

1:48:27.760 --> 1:48:29.759
<v Speaker 1>in case you don't know it, let me say it again.

1:48:30.200 --> 1:48:34.320
<v Speaker 1>Reiterated face the basement. You can promote and you got

1:48:34.439 --> 1:48:37.559
<v Speaker 1>pink toneenails tomorrow, I got the Rugger Road to Recovery

1:48:40.560 --> 1:48:43.120
<v Speaker 1>Concepts dot com. You can stream. You can stream my

1:48:43.280 --> 1:48:46.479
<v Speaker 1>music because now they said Jack Villers said that, y'all.

1:48:50.600 --> 1:48:53.479
<v Speaker 1>So that's the podcasts tell us, tell us about the

1:48:53.520 --> 1:48:56.800
<v Speaker 1>bast Oh. The podcast is about about recovery, all types

1:48:56.840 --> 1:48:59.680
<v Speaker 1>of recovery, substance abuse, recovery, career, because we are on

1:48:59.800 --> 1:49:03.440
<v Speaker 1>the we're all just all all types of mental health recovery.

1:49:03.680 --> 1:49:06.120
<v Speaker 1>Just just if you broke your leg and they're putting

1:49:06.160 --> 1:49:09.200
<v Speaker 1>you on pills, and that's what happens. They take away

1:49:09.240 --> 1:49:10.760
<v Speaker 1>the pills the next thing you know, you're looking for

1:49:10.800 --> 1:49:13.560
<v Speaker 1>the fix and now your stone code dope head, you

1:49:13.640 --> 1:49:16.679
<v Speaker 1>know what I mean. So it's just about just getting

1:49:16.680 --> 1:49:19.519
<v Speaker 1>a community to share information and say hold on, you

1:49:19.560 --> 1:49:21.200
<v Speaker 1>don't just what you can get a little help and

1:49:21.520 --> 1:49:24.280
<v Speaker 1>maybe if you are going you you you at the

1:49:24.320 --> 1:49:26.760
<v Speaker 1>point in overturn let's slow it down a little, one

1:49:26.800 --> 1:49:29.800
<v Speaker 1>step at a time, just to a smooth level. And

1:49:29.920 --> 1:49:31.760
<v Speaker 1>that's it. And as long as I do that, I

1:49:31.880 --> 1:49:34.360
<v Speaker 1>feel like my job is done on that. As far

1:49:34.439 --> 1:49:37.639
<v Speaker 1>as the music, UM, I got iso Mestrical Concepts where

1:49:37.640 --> 1:49:43.160
<v Speaker 1>I streamed my music. UM yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah yeah,

1:49:43.160 --> 1:49:44.519
<v Speaker 1>that's what I heard. You have to do, create your

1:49:44.520 --> 1:49:46.920
<v Speaker 1>own website and tell me to come here and um

1:49:47.280 --> 1:49:50.479
<v Speaker 1>stream your own music. So that's what I do, mestric Concepts,

1:49:51.320 --> 1:49:53.280
<v Speaker 1>and um, I have a joint. I actually have a

1:49:53.320 --> 1:49:57.240
<v Speaker 1>record out right now called Mercy Made Me. It's Rockness

1:49:57.320 --> 1:49:59.920
<v Speaker 1>is on the hook and um I got about it

1:50:00.000 --> 1:50:03.880
<v Speaker 1>all j Pain on it and I guess Mickey Facts

1:50:04.000 --> 1:50:09.479
<v Speaker 1>is on it. Oh yeah, with Petty Cracking and Cracking Dutch.

1:50:09.560 --> 1:50:12.200
<v Speaker 1>I got a drink with him, shout out to me

1:50:12.280 --> 1:50:14.479
<v Speaker 1>and goals got a record coming out to yo. What's up?

1:50:14.520 --> 1:50:16.120
<v Speaker 1>I would love for you to get on a joint cam.

1:50:16.200 --> 1:50:19.160
<v Speaker 1>Can we get the Come on man, I'm saying we

1:50:19.240 --> 1:50:21.640
<v Speaker 1>can call it just like a song. We're gonna make it.

1:50:21.680 --> 1:50:24.479
<v Speaker 1>We're gonna let's check it out with the shows. Funky

1:50:24.880 --> 1:50:29.799
<v Speaker 1>the song shot him and Norviega Flunky Color, the Funky

1:50:31.120 --> 1:50:38.720
<v Speaker 1>that's do what's ye takes us send me some ship.

1:50:38.920 --> 1:50:42.519
<v Speaker 1>Yesterday I was so mad because I was like, Damn,

1:50:42.600 --> 1:50:46.000
<v Speaker 1>I don't want to write like I just gotta walk. No,

1:50:46.280 --> 1:50:49.519
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna write you could I get my ship back? Shot?

1:50:49.760 --> 1:50:55.040
<v Speaker 1>You shut up? He was always take a shot with us. Alight, cool,

1:50:56.160 --> 1:51:01.160
<v Speaker 1>chee the weeze, Papa Cheese. Who's going down? But it's mad.

1:51:01.280 --> 1:51:03.000
<v Speaker 1>It's good, but it's steaks. So I don't want you

1:51:03.040 --> 1:51:05.240
<v Speaker 1>don't want to smoke with nobody on versus let's keep

1:51:05.240 --> 1:51:09.080
<v Speaker 1>it real versus. The only person I could do a

1:51:09.200 --> 1:51:12.719
<v Speaker 1>versus with his myself A k to rougets show Lord's

1:51:12.760 --> 1:51:18.400
<v Speaker 1>Generation versus man show and h he's regga this. Yeah,

1:51:18.479 --> 1:51:20.040
<v Speaker 1>but you know what I meant, he would come out.

1:51:20.080 --> 1:51:25.240
<v Speaker 1>He would together though. Yeah, that's that's local vicious, but

1:51:25.360 --> 1:51:27.800
<v Speaker 1>that's not the same thing that's not here. I would,

1:51:27.840 --> 1:51:33.040
<v Speaker 1>I mean, honestly, the only lot a really really I

1:51:33.200 --> 1:51:37.519
<v Speaker 1>think would it be fun? Probably because he's probably been around.

1:51:37.560 --> 1:51:41.639
<v Speaker 1>It has to be somebody have an extensive an extensive record,

1:51:41.680 --> 1:51:43.439
<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying. I have albums I have featured,

1:51:43.520 --> 1:51:45.120
<v Speaker 1>So it has to be somebody that has that type

1:51:45.160 --> 1:51:49.360
<v Speaker 1>of body of work. Um, maybe somebody like Bleak. I mean,

1:51:49.479 --> 1:51:53.200
<v Speaker 1>I could see that. I'm not calling out anybody I'm saying,

1:51:53.240 --> 1:51:55.960
<v Speaker 1>you say, you know, because that would be that would

1:51:56.000 --> 1:51:58.040
<v Speaker 1>be saying our old records. If I was calling him out,

1:51:58.040 --> 1:52:00.200
<v Speaker 1>I'd say, spits some new ship and we go right down.

1:52:00.920 --> 1:52:05.600
<v Speaker 1>So that's something different going right now. But anybody in

1:52:05.720 --> 1:52:07.880
<v Speaker 1>my category, I ain't jumping out the window. I ain't

1:52:07.880 --> 1:52:12.400
<v Speaker 1>saying I want to go out. You came, I said

1:52:12.479 --> 1:52:14.599
<v Speaker 1>his name, I said, I feel like he's the only

1:52:14.720 --> 1:52:19.280
<v Speaker 1>one that could probably get in the ring with me.

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<v Speaker 1>You gotta think a k the rugged shall On and

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<v Speaker 1>On ship is real Man shall Furious Single co Defendants,

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<v Speaker 1>Uh Show, Improved jay Z, Big Daddy came, Little Vicious

1:52:35.600 --> 1:52:37.680
<v Speaker 1>if you want to party, and sure, it's a lot

1:52:37.720 --> 1:52:41.439
<v Speaker 1>of records I've done seven oh two that got forgotten about. Maybe,

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<v Speaker 1>but when you hear him motherfucker's it's like it's and

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<v Speaker 1>and and and and I don't think that anybody besides myself.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know if I could say he wanted to nine,

1:52:53.800 --> 1:53:00.040
<v Speaker 1>I think he's I didn't. I didn't was that I

1:53:00.120 --> 1:53:08.400
<v Speaker 1>was now you your manager right now? You know? But honestly,

1:53:08.520 --> 1:53:10.720
<v Speaker 1>right other than him. Let's let's let's break it down right.

1:53:11.000 --> 1:53:13.840
<v Speaker 1>If you go with Criss Cross, absolutely not. Are you

1:53:13.960 --> 1:53:19.640
<v Speaker 1>going with actually Chris Cross the only thing? It's only one?

1:53:21.520 --> 1:53:25.960
<v Speaker 1>How you're going too fast? He already, soldier boy, alright

1:53:26.360 --> 1:53:32.120
<v Speaker 1>he did. Alright, hip hop hip hop will be talking

1:53:32.640 --> 1:53:35.360
<v Speaker 1>say me against the hip hop er. Don't put me

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<v Speaker 1>say Chris Cross because one thing Cris Cross one passed away.

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<v Speaker 1>We can't. Yeah, you can't do it. You can't do it.

1:53:42.840 --> 1:53:45.840
<v Speaker 1>I mean as the what you got, I went too

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<v Speaker 1>far after that is what you're gonna do. Let's think

1:53:50.439 --> 1:53:59.960
<v Speaker 1>about this. Can a little bit that's called sound class

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<v Speaker 1>sound okay, so a sound class not a versus the

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<v Speaker 1>other the other artists that could possibly I'm thinking from

1:54:08.280 --> 1:54:10.560
<v Speaker 1>that time that that would have that a much that

1:54:10.760 --> 1:54:13.200
<v Speaker 1>much credits do they need, you know? I mean, don't

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<v Speaker 1>count the songs that if we wrote for people that

1:54:15.640 --> 1:54:17.920
<v Speaker 1>if you can do those suits because you know my

1:54:18.000 --> 1:54:20.640
<v Speaker 1>ghostwriting says, we didn't even talk about that, but you

1:54:20.720 --> 1:54:23.439
<v Speaker 1>are ghostwriting stories and you ain't telling us I wrote

1:54:23.479 --> 1:54:27.559
<v Speaker 1>Raven simone album. Come on man, we're going wrong here right?

1:54:27.880 --> 1:54:31.680
<v Speaker 1>What read the credit? Ell Yeah, Mr Elliott and me

1:54:31.960 --> 1:54:34.400
<v Speaker 1>was the writers for Raven Simone from the Cosby Show.

1:54:34.880 --> 1:54:37.560
<v Speaker 1>We're about and you're not gonna talk about this. I mean,

1:54:37.720 --> 1:54:39.480
<v Speaker 1>it is what it is, the first day of school,

1:54:39.560 --> 1:54:43.600
<v Speaker 1>ravens the frame and check the credit. It would have

1:54:43.720 --> 1:54:45.520
<v Speaker 1>to be somebody that's been around for a while, that

1:54:45.640 --> 1:54:47.960
<v Speaker 1>has several albums. And the only reason I say somebody

1:54:48.080 --> 1:54:50.520
<v Speaker 1>like to the caliber of Bleek is because he has

1:54:50.560 --> 1:54:53.000
<v Speaker 1>big records with jay Z. But if he takes them

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<v Speaker 1>records away and it's just me and his records, I

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<v Speaker 1>don't think anybody could I like it. I mean, and

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<v Speaker 1>it's not a shot because this is stuff that's done already,

1:55:03.160 --> 1:55:05.800
<v Speaker 1>So I'm not saying if a DJ could do that

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<v Speaker 1>and put them together and play it out. But it's

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<v Speaker 1>also the type of m C. I'm a different type

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<v Speaker 1>of MC than a lot of these dudes. They don't

1:55:13.960 --> 1:55:16.400
<v Speaker 1>share the pain I share. They can't relate to what

1:55:16.480 --> 1:55:18.400
<v Speaker 1>I'm talking about, Like they don't know, like they got

1:55:18.520 --> 1:55:20.720
<v Speaker 1>to liver my balls and scraped my driding cough, Like

1:55:20.840 --> 1:55:22.960
<v Speaker 1>you don't know what it's like to take a fucking

1:55:23.000 --> 1:55:25.680
<v Speaker 1>piece of meat and bread and wrapping and plastic and

1:55:25.720 --> 1:55:27.480
<v Speaker 1>put it on the stock and tied to the fucking

1:55:27.520 --> 1:55:30.040
<v Speaker 1>heat of the eat. You can't funk with me. You're

1:55:30.120 --> 1:55:33.800
<v Speaker 1>Nigga's living in fake land, not him particularly, but that's

1:55:33.840 --> 1:55:35.600
<v Speaker 1>just how I failed as an artist, as an MC.

1:55:36.000 --> 1:55:38.160
<v Speaker 1>But that's the old catalog versus Then you got this

1:55:38.240 --> 1:55:40.760
<v Speaker 1>new world ball ship that Nigga just got smoked overnight.

1:55:41.160 --> 1:55:43.800
<v Speaker 1>And if Nigger want to talk about wrap for today,

1:55:43.840 --> 1:55:46.720
<v Speaker 1>I'll smoke him there too. So I mean, I ain't

1:55:46.840 --> 1:55:48.800
<v Speaker 1>turned down no college. If Nigga wants to smoke, I'm

1:55:48.800 --> 1:55:50.800
<v Speaker 1>gonna bring it. But just know what you're getting into.

1:55:50.880 --> 1:55:53.760
<v Speaker 1>I've been around a long time and I was learned.

1:55:53.880 --> 1:55:56.320
<v Speaker 1>I learned from the best. I learned from the best.

1:55:57.720 --> 1:56:00.200
<v Speaker 1>Brother was the whole clan getting jews from them? Well,

1:56:00.200 --> 1:56:02.200
<v Speaker 1>it was getting jews from Kane Well, it was getting

1:56:02.240 --> 1:56:05.120
<v Speaker 1>jews from Fred Williamson's. Well was l L. It's like

1:56:05.280 --> 1:56:07.560
<v Speaker 1>my arsenal are the people that I talked to and

1:56:07.640 --> 1:56:09.560
<v Speaker 1>that gave me the tools and know and think who

1:56:09.600 --> 1:56:12.640
<v Speaker 1>I am and move hard more. It ain't nobody that

1:56:12.760 --> 1:56:17.400
<v Speaker 1>has that. If they do, like, bring them out, but

1:56:17.560 --> 1:56:22.200
<v Speaker 1>you don't want it with a little vicious all right,

1:56:22.360 --> 1:56:25.160
<v Speaker 1>we at, But then we only got one song together.

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<v Speaker 1>But let me ask you this, what about a little.

1:56:30.280 --> 1:56:32.480
<v Speaker 1>Is this straight hip hop? Was just legend because I've

1:56:32.520 --> 1:56:36.760
<v Speaker 1>never seen a reggae reggae I gotta get my But

1:56:37.400 --> 1:56:40.400
<v Speaker 1>you mean on dream chance? Is this straight hip hop? Want?

1:56:40.680 --> 1:56:44.120
<v Speaker 1>I want to he might be some different ship right now? Yeah,

1:56:44.120 --> 1:56:49.120
<v Speaker 1>it was sufficious. Here's my man. We talked about with

1:56:49.200 --> 1:56:53.280
<v Speaker 1>Red Alert last week and we talked, Yeah, that's my boy.

1:56:53.280 --> 1:56:55.640
<v Speaker 1>I'll get yeah, yeah, but I can't do it first.

1:56:55.680 --> 1:56:57.240
<v Speaker 1>But even Visius, that's my boy. But you don't got

1:56:57.360 --> 1:57:00.960
<v Speaker 1>enough albums with me. And that's reggae. You know what

1:57:00.960 --> 1:57:04.640
<v Speaker 1>I mean? I got a k to Rugged show Lost

1:57:04.680 --> 1:57:15.520
<v Speaker 1>Generation Lowe. Look, come on, man, I'm not bro bro.

1:57:15.680 --> 1:57:17.960
<v Speaker 1>I'm just come on nor me. That's like coloring book

1:57:18.040 --> 1:57:20.360
<v Speaker 1>raps like you want me to battle niggers, that's like

1:57:20.440 --> 1:57:23.680
<v Speaker 1>coloring like I wanna let me do somebody that's been busy,

1:57:23.960 --> 1:57:26.240
<v Speaker 1>Like I've brat with Big El, I brat with Big

1:57:26.280 --> 1:57:28.720
<v Speaker 1>Al in hell mons. None of them niggers could do that.

1:57:29.640 --> 1:57:32.240
<v Speaker 1>That's real, none of them not. And I don't want to.

1:57:32.280 --> 1:57:33.800
<v Speaker 1>I'm not seeing I don't want to do like I'm

1:57:33.840 --> 1:57:35.720
<v Speaker 1>taking shot. But I'm just saying we go with facts.

1:57:35.880 --> 1:57:39.960
<v Speaker 1>It's not personal. Mury Over here somewhere. It's not enough.

1:57:40.120 --> 1:57:43.760
<v Speaker 1>He can't compete with my catalog. Come my category could

1:57:43.800 --> 1:57:49.680
<v Speaker 1>do it. Keith Murray just had it with Fresgro. Absolutely

1:57:49.720 --> 1:57:54.879
<v Speaker 1>not that albums, but let's go. I got five albums

1:57:54.920 --> 1:57:59.320
<v Speaker 1>plus mix tapes and Fijians. I got five all charted

1:57:59.400 --> 1:58:02.120
<v Speaker 1>except for my independent. When I started my independent albums,

1:58:02.200 --> 1:58:04.360
<v Speaker 1>that was the greatest story never told. When I started

1:58:04.400 --> 1:58:06.920
<v Speaker 1>my own independent label in two thousand and three, I

1:58:07.040 --> 1:58:09.440
<v Speaker 1>started this path. So I've been trying to get my

1:58:09.560 --> 1:58:11.520
<v Speaker 1>websites and stuff. Some suit out and three. I had

1:58:11.520 --> 1:58:14.360
<v Speaker 1>bottom up the movement. I had songs like the Dust Jews.

1:58:14.720 --> 1:58:17.520
<v Speaker 1>I had Bonn and Mama Killed the Man. So that's

1:58:17.520 --> 1:58:20.160
<v Speaker 1>a whole underground. That's that's just something that not even touched.

1:58:20.640 --> 1:58:22.520
<v Speaker 1>It's like if we do it that way, because there's

1:58:22.520 --> 1:58:24.440
<v Speaker 1>certain ways you do it. They say you picked twenty songs,

1:58:24.520 --> 1:58:28.080
<v Speaker 1>You go for twenty songs. I got forty songs that

1:58:28.200 --> 1:58:31.200
<v Speaker 1>I comported, so I can go twice. That's why I

1:58:31.240 --> 1:58:33.080
<v Speaker 1>said the only person I would do versus with is

1:58:33.160 --> 1:58:37.840
<v Speaker 1>myself Rugged show versus man Chaw. But I ain't got

1:58:37.920 --> 1:58:39.960
<v Speaker 1>those types with numbers, like, let's be for real. You

1:58:39.960 --> 1:58:41.640
<v Speaker 1>know what I'm saying for a business like them, they

1:58:41.680 --> 1:58:45.280
<v Speaker 1>want so it's not about m C and it's about

1:58:45.520 --> 1:58:47.400
<v Speaker 1>well it could be, it could be. It just has

1:58:47.440 --> 1:58:50.880
<v Speaker 1>to be the right pair of Yeah. I mean because

1:58:50.960 --> 1:58:55.440
<v Speaker 1>right now, look they got who Cane and Caress. That's amazing, amazing,

1:58:56.680 --> 1:59:02.440
<v Speaker 1>and I'm like, I'm here. Yeah, let's wrap it up ready, Yoh,

1:59:02.640 --> 1:59:06.080
<v Speaker 1>ain't your should before we go, We're gonna take another shop.

1:59:06.600 --> 1:59:09.360
<v Speaker 1>Let's go dj June. You gotta take another shot, brother,

1:59:11.440 --> 1:59:14.760
<v Speaker 1>because make man proud. Yeah, because he dj' red too.

1:59:15.040 --> 1:59:20.800
<v Speaker 1>That's the Red Man was about flowers. You got gold

1:59:21.000 --> 1:59:27.480
<v Speaker 1>fucking flowers. Oh this is so beautiful. Yeah, man, you please,

1:59:27.600 --> 1:59:29.880
<v Speaker 1>it's like it's bad. I want to I ain't even

1:59:29.920 --> 1:59:33.360
<v Speaker 1>giving it to nobody. It's not you know, you gott

1:59:33.640 --> 1:59:36.920
<v Speaker 1>get it. We're just starting this. Yeah, but things like this,

1:59:37.040 --> 1:59:39.200
<v Speaker 1>it's like the kids sticking up the top five of

1:59:39.280 --> 1:59:43.560
<v Speaker 1>who we gave this fire real ship. I can't take

1:59:43.600 --> 1:59:47.560
<v Speaker 1>a shot. I mean, yeah, it's dope. It's dope. That's big. Deservable,

1:59:48.160 --> 1:59:50.600
<v Speaker 1>so matric this is very I so matting right there.

1:59:50.720 --> 1:59:54.000
<v Speaker 1>The fucker that just said deservable, Yeah, I like that word.

1:59:54.040 --> 1:59:59.720
<v Speaker 1>I'll take it. That word. You can make that with you, bro.

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<v Speaker 1>That's a good never right now, first time drink Shamp's dictionary.

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<v Speaker 1>You started for all the words you're making. We're all

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<v Speaker 1>with all the with all these slangs and everything, and

2:00:15.640 --> 2:00:18.520
<v Speaker 1>you give the meanings to the words. You guys mock

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<v Speaker 1>up concept. Yeah, but see since this is a new

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<v Speaker 1>minor day, uh music. But I gotta get some shoutouts

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<v Speaker 1>first and foremost show follow me on Instagram shot underscore

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<v Speaker 1>Rugged six. He got all, this is your platform, and

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<v Speaker 1>I want you to know that I'm gonna keep looking

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<v Speaker 1>at me in your eyes. And no, it was accepted

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<v Speaker 1>prior to the yeah, that's that's not what we're doing.

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<v Speaker 1>It was actually bigger up. It was like, now, not

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<v Speaker 1>get it from that point, but some signs when you

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<v Speaker 1>see things and it could be in one world that

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<v Speaker 1>everything else disappears. So now it makes sense when you

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<v Speaker 1>watch it. She's oh he was saying that, yo, it

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<v Speaker 1>was actually actually added to them, Like damn. He hadn't

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<v Speaker 1>even apologize, said the fucking the air. I get it,

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<v Speaker 1>but I was just like, like, I didn't get apologized to,

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<v Speaker 1>So I said, I didn't even get apology for none

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<v Speaker 1>of this ship, don't I ain't it. But but you

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<v Speaker 1>always thinking and the reason for is because your legends.

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<v Speaker 1>And the thing about it is the platform is for legends.

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<v Speaker 1>We are not for you know what I'm saying, God,

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<v Speaker 1>the god bodies that come to most of them, Mecha

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<v Speaker 1>number seven for the first two days we are like,

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<v Speaker 1>that's the God too. Were for the people that's been

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<v Speaker 1>here as cold ministers. That's what we're here for. You

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<v Speaker 1>know what I'm saying, Like, I never say I'm not

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<v Speaker 1>God body, not once I elevated the same way everyone elevated.

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<v Speaker 1>That's why my first question to you was big turn hood.

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<v Speaker 1>Look and when they go up state they turned blood

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<v Speaker 1>or Muslim. It's because my knowledge of self has stayed

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<v Speaker 1>the same. That's peace, and I will never change it.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm sorry well right now because but no real talk shot.

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<v Speaker 1>That's why I fell back. I stood back because I'm

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<v Speaker 1>confident in who I am as a man like wise,

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<v Speaker 1>and I want you to know that this is your platform.

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<v Speaker 1>Any time you ever felt offended by this platform or

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<v Speaker 1>whatever you call this platform, no no, no, we're here.

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<v Speaker 1>Were you under the Muslim Master number seven right now? No, no, no, no, no, no,

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<v Speaker 1>no Gods exactly right here and just for future reference,

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<v Speaker 1>if you ever feel offended anything, I'm gonna call you. Now. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna call you. It's different. It's different because we

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<v Speaker 1>have an understanding now, so now if but we've been

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<v Speaker 1>had an understanding because no, no, no, listen, God bless

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<v Speaker 1>me for saying this. I could be mad. I could be.

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<v Speaker 1>But you know me and you, we've been always this way.

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<v Speaker 1>I've always seeing you when you said every time I'm

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<v Speaker 1>seeing I was a part of that, seeing you and saying, yo,

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<v Speaker 1>what's sick. Yeah, I wanted you to prosper. I wanted

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<v Speaker 1>you and I would that would never change. So I

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<v Speaker 1>just wanted you to know it. Accept that's real always,

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<v Speaker 1>and that's how I stand. You know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 1>We're not example, we moved to it. We gotta understand it.

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<v Speaker 1>It's a beautiful relationship. Now. Look, we're happen a there's

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<v Speaker 1>some some couple of words that got took in the

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<v Speaker 1>wrong way. Now we heah, we're doing like man and

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<v Speaker 1>it's it's it's infinite opportunities for everybody right here. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm happy. Thank you hold off checking the picture, Let's go.

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