Speaker 1: What's the lift service? And Angela yee, I'm Stephanie Fatiago,
Speaker 1: I'm Laura Mourra, I don't call me white girl. And
Speaker 1: Joey Badass is here for the first time. I was surprised.
Speaker 1: I was like, cause I don't be seeing Joey Badass
Speaker 1: do like a lift service. And I've been asking you
Speaker 1: for a long Time's true, that's true. I'm glad we
Speaker 1: finally made that happen. Yes, and it's your birthday when
Speaker 1: we actually are feeling this, And so we were talking
Speaker 1: about you being an Aquarius. Huh, that's true. I'm actually
Speaker 1: like a cousin baby like we were saying. You know,
Speaker 1: I'm on one twenty, which is like kind of and
Speaker 1: the Capricorn the beginning of Aquarius. So I got like
Speaker 1: both properties or whatever, but I designate identified more with
Speaker 1: Aquarious for sure, so different. I don't know. I just
Speaker 1: always felt more like an Aquarious than a Capricorn, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Like when I read like horoscopes
Speaker 1: or characteristics, I've always resonated more with the Aquarius side.
Speaker 1: But it's funny. I got mad Capricorn homie, both men
Speaker 1: and women, and I got mad aquarious homies both men
Speaker 1: and women. Like January is actually an overwhelming month for
Speaker 1: me because it's like white after Christmas and then it's
Speaker 1: like fifteen birthdays and people that I know, like people
Speaker 1: who are really rock with too, So just like damn, yeah,
Speaker 1: my dad's birthday is January second, mine is January three,
Speaker 1: So that's always a weird time. You were right. I
Speaker 1: got a homegirl January two, got a homegirl in a
Speaker 1: home in January three, got homeboy January five, got homie
Speaker 1: January seven, got a homie, uh January nine, January fifteen,
Speaker 1: January fourteen, January everybody together every birthday. But what is
Speaker 1: even more funny is like every year a different person
Speaker 1: from my January trial gets a gift. Okay, Ye're not
Speaker 1: going to do like one of moments now you were
Speaker 1: talking about Aquarius is and saying that Aquarius and men
Speaker 1: can't be monogamous or no. Aquarius is in general. To me,
Speaker 1: we're not meant for like one person or one thing
Speaker 1: or one we got to move around. Aquarius is a
Speaker 1: real like were like an entity, you know what I mean,
Speaker 1: Like we come in, boom, we're here, right, So he
Speaker 1: knows he's a quaries over gapric Onnes were so different.
Speaker 1: Y'all focused on money, very driven. We focused on life.
Speaker 1: We like in your heads, you know, like we'd be
Speaker 1: flowing with the wind. And you feel like aquarious can't
Speaker 1: be monogamous. Well, I can't speak for all the quariers,
Speaker 1: but you know I do resonate with that personally. You know,
Speaker 1: I'm not sure for monogamous relationship is necessarily for me,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. I loved your tweet. Let's
Speaker 1: talk about it, all right, here's the tweets. Let me
Speaker 1: see that all right. Time to gotta stop being a
Speaker 1: sorry ass. And we'd tell Clo, you're fucking yiais and
Speaker 1: you need more than one woman? Straight up? What's so
Speaker 1: hard about being honest with our women? Fellas fun this
Speaker 1: west and bullshit? Relationships should be expansive and beneficial for all.
Speaker 1: Most of us have been in polyamorous relationships our whole lives.
Speaker 1: The only differences we weren't honest about it. So that
Speaker 1: deserves like, we know how you feel first of all,
Speaker 1: just as a man to come out and say, because
Speaker 1: that's not the broad thing to do. You're supposed to
Speaker 1: be like, yeah, you know that's real ship, Like, that's
Speaker 1: corny to play with somebody like that in the public
Speaker 1: publicly embarrassed them over and over and over, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean. I think it should be another mean,
Speaker 1: you know, like I mean that other men respect to
Speaker 1: say that's corny. Some people say he lies to you
Speaker 1: because he loves you. It's real, girl, all right. So
Speaker 1: I feel like people lie in general because they're trying
Speaker 1: to preserve a reality for themselves. Like I'm a lied
Speaker 1: to you because this reality that we've built together is
Speaker 1: the one that's convenient for me, or for you or
Speaker 1: for us easier. But I feel like when you're ready
Speaker 1: to be real, or when you're ready to experience with
Speaker 1: true love is unconditional love is just like nothing that
Speaker 1: I could say to you is gonna break this bond.
Speaker 1: So it's like if I got to tell you, like, yo,
Speaker 1: I love you, but I have another love, it's somebody
Speaker 1: else that I love and if that's gonna break us up,
Speaker 1: And I feel like we ain't meant to love more
Speaker 1: than one person. Absolutely. I mean, don't you love your
Speaker 1: mother and your kids and your pops and your cousins,
Speaker 1: And you know you could you could definitely love more
Speaker 1: than okay, but I'm talking about like in love. Yeah,
Speaker 1: like in love, what is that people do different things
Speaker 1: for you? So being in love is you can't like
Speaker 1: see yourself with no one else in certain that you
Speaker 1: can't have different conversations with other people that you can
Speaker 1: have with that person. You don't open up to other
Speaker 1: people like you open up. You don't feel it's comfortable
Speaker 1: because I can trust people hearing exactly. I just feel
Speaker 1: like love is more of a butterflies than it is.
Speaker 1: Like love is not a now you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: It's a verb. Love is it love does Like when
Speaker 1: you say you love somebody, what are you willing to
Speaker 1: do for them to show that you love them? Sacrifice? Okay,
Speaker 1: other relationships, but you know my sacrifice to look different
Speaker 1: than your sacrifice, so the other way around. So you're
Speaker 1: okay with Okay, I love you, but I love other women,
Speaker 1: And you're okay with being with a woman who's like,
Speaker 1: I love you, but I love other men. Right, I
Speaker 1: mean any woman that I've ever been with has pretty
Speaker 1: much loved another man before at the time. You know what,
Speaker 1: if she was honest and alright, so boom, this is
Speaker 1: my whole thing boom. Alright, So you got polyamory, which
Speaker 1: is we're both aware that you know, we have a
Speaker 1: thing with each other. We love each other, we have
Speaker 1: a lot of love bond with each other, but you know,
Speaker 1: we're messing with other people. It's not committed you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. Thing, you got, you know, polygamous situations,
Speaker 1: which is more of a committed thing. It's like, all right,
Speaker 1: if a man has two women, right, he's committed to
Speaker 1: those two women. He can't mess with no other women
Speaker 1: outside of those two women, you know what I'm saying, Like,
Speaker 1: that's that's the agreement. It all depends on what the
Speaker 1: agreement is with whatever partner. You know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: you have And everybody is different. Like I think this
Speaker 1: world today, this generation is a lack of understanding with dynamics,
Speaker 1: relationship dynamics, Like people are not really diving deep to
Speaker 1: what their partner wants. It's more about what they want
Speaker 1: and they're like, you know, they even go deeper. This
Speaker 1: society that how it raised us is like the woman's
Speaker 1: happiness is at the expense of a man. So a
Speaker 1: lot of the times, you know, women lack the understanding
Speaker 1: of what their man wants, But what about the expense
Speaker 1: of the women? I feel we make more. It depends
Speaker 1: on who the man is. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: It depends on who the man is. Like you know,
Speaker 1: I agree. I I feel like like when you said
Speaker 1: your definition of love, it sounds good, you know, like
Speaker 1: that that is one. I feel like everybody has their
Speaker 1: own definition of what love is. And you know, when
Speaker 1: I'm in love with somebody, I feel like I sacrifice
Speaker 1: a lot. Like I sacrificed my my mental stability. Okay,
Speaker 1: you shouldn't have to do that. And like I mean,
Speaker 1: you know, I've been with a man I know who
Speaker 1: who I love so much, and I know he loves
Speaker 1: me back, but he just his lifestyle and his career.
Speaker 1: It just brings a lot of women to his feet.
Speaker 1: And I will never be okay with a man being
Speaker 1: with me and being with other women openly. I just don't.
Speaker 1: Even though, like I've been saying this, I've I've thought
Speaker 1: about the whole Polly and polygamy thing in recent weeks.
Speaker 1: I thought about it because I feel like I made
Speaker 1: me allowing my man to be with another woman who
Speaker 1: I am also close to might be the only way.
Speaker 1: That's if it's the only way, because I do not.
Speaker 1: It's just something I'm thinking about. Couldn't you be with
Speaker 1: the man who has Yeah, let's get back to that,
Speaker 1: you know, but saying with saying that, I'm not dumb.
Speaker 1: You know, I know what's going on, So I know
Speaker 1: what's going on in the back of my mind. But
Speaker 1: I just I'm not okay with him telling me that
Speaker 1: I'm never gonna be okay. I'm on the road, so
Speaker 1: I got this prostitute sucking my deck, I'm never gonna
Speaker 1: be okay with. By the way, I don't think that's okay.
Speaker 1: You know what, rather a situation where it's like I
Speaker 1: have another woman because I don't want to prostitute sucking
Speaker 1: my dead I don't want to mess with holes. I
Speaker 1: don't want to mess with nobody who I ain't got
Speaker 1: a real love, buyd genuine connection with. But also, let's
Speaker 1: get down to the roote of the problem. Why why
Speaker 1: would you rather to being dark about a prostitute? Second,
Speaker 1: women have like a real other love. My love language
Speaker 1: is um, you know, um, affirmations of love, you know,
Speaker 1: terms of ex So it's like it's hard for me.
Speaker 1: How could a man be be telling me. How can
Speaker 1: a man tell me I love you but I want
Speaker 1: to be with another woman. That's like crushing my whole heart.
Speaker 1: I want to know. Nah, I wanted. I wanted to
Speaker 1: add to what you said earlier. And I think the
Speaker 1: other big part is when you said society. Women get
Speaker 1: caught up on what people think a lot. So I
Speaker 1: feel like, when you're in a relationship with me, right,
Speaker 1: he's giving you everything you need, you feel fulfilled. Right
Speaker 1: with your sisters, say, with the people that following on
Speaker 1: social media, say, with the church, say or whatever say.
Speaker 1: A lot of that impacts how you react or you respond.
Speaker 1: So when he said the thing about society, it's a
Speaker 1: lot of pressure on women that, oh he bet not
Speaker 1: have another bit, you know what I mean? Versus if
Speaker 1: you're comfortable. People ask me for advice all the time,
Speaker 1: and I tell them, like, if you know that he
Speaker 1: dates other women or he deals with other women in
Speaker 1: whatever way, and you're really truly happy home, I'm not
Speaker 1: talking about being suspicious and look at the phones and
Speaker 1: you can't sleep in your mental stability. I'm talking about
Speaker 1: this nigger keep you happy? That's any fun? Other women,
Speaker 1: why do you care like why why does it bother
Speaker 1: you if you're happy in the home, And because the
Speaker 1: truth is, men come like him straightforward. Most bitches can't
Speaker 1: take it, even though you'll be honest most but then
Speaker 1: there's just something like women is more okay with Like,
Speaker 1: all right, I funk with Joey, Like I know he
Speaker 1: gets bitches and ship like that, but she gonna I'm
Speaker 1: gonna make him commit to me, even though I know
Speaker 1: he can go on tour and he might do what
Speaker 1: you do as long as I don't know about It's
Speaker 1: like I just think that that's exactly that's just because
Speaker 1: he is Joey. I can't come back home and like
Speaker 1: I don't feel like I could be really with you.
Speaker 1: I'm keeping you. I just I'm keeping you and this
Speaker 1: false for you can be real without being you know,
Speaker 1: so you know you don't want to honest man, So
Speaker 1: you don't want to honest man, You don't want to
Speaker 1: say I don't I feel like like you said, if
Speaker 1: a man is making you happy in all kinds of ways,
Speaker 1: but he's sleeping with other women, you're not making me happy.
Speaker 1: If no matter what you do, you're not making me happy,
Speaker 1: You're making me sad. All right, but let me stop
Speaker 1: you right there though. How many times have you dealt
Speaker 1: with a man who you wasn't in an exclusive relationship
Speaker 1: with and you're telling all your home girls like, yo,
Speaker 1: I think he'd the one boom boom, but you're not committed,
Speaker 1: so you know what that means. He got other bitches,
Speaker 1: but he's satisfying your knees though for now. But if
Speaker 1: I'm looking to get married or be with somebody in
Speaker 1: a minute, I'm an monogamous type of person, Like I
Speaker 1: don't want to have be with somebody that's with other people.
Speaker 1: But that's just me. I don't think gets wrong. If
Speaker 1: other people need to do that, you could do what
Speaker 1: you want to do. But I know that that's how
Speaker 1: I feel because I also know that I need somebody
Speaker 1: that's like making me a priority over anybody else. So
Speaker 1: I know there's somebody else in the picture that you
Speaker 1: might have to compromise the situation with me because they
Speaker 1: need something, and it might that's gonna upset me. But
Speaker 1: that's the understanding. Say send that expectation from the beginning,
Speaker 1: like I'd rather than men be open like where I'm
Speaker 1: at now. Before I used to think like that, like no,
Speaker 1: I don't want women, but now where I'm at in
Speaker 1: my life, I'm just like, you know what, if you're
Speaker 1: open and honest from the beginning, you're giving me a choice,
Speaker 1: But can you expectations getting the way of breaking my heart?
Speaker 1: Like what the ship you do work out out with? God?
Speaker 1: Don't let me find out because likening, I'm gonna not
Speaker 1: feel like I shouldn't do anything else either, right, Like,
Speaker 1: if you're like I'm detting other women, I'm gonna be like, Okay,
Speaker 1: we're in an open relationships. What kind of men are
Speaker 1: your dating? Though? Bro? What you mean? He said, broke
Speaker 1: a lot of guys lately, Like like, I think I'm
Speaker 1: meeting guys and it's like that they're open with me
Speaker 1: from the beginning. So I'm like, okay, well, now this
Speaker 1: is different. I respect that you're giving me a choice.
Speaker 1: As long as you're giving me the choice to either,
Speaker 1: you know, go through it or not, then I'm okay
Speaker 1: with it. But I'm gonna let you know these are
Speaker 1: my expectations as long as that's not compromising my happiness
Speaker 1: where I'm at, and you making sure that you could
Speaker 1: play that field. Never had no right I dated a
Speaker 1: guy recently and I'm like, yo, let's let's not lock in.
Speaker 1: Let's just enjoy each other. Let's make financial goals. We
Speaker 1: don't have to go together. You do you do me?
Speaker 1: He was like, no, let's get married, just for me
Speaker 1: to find out he got some I never feel a
Speaker 1: man that was like open and honest with me. I'm
Speaker 1: such aggressive, like a big personality. Think it's like the
Speaker 1: lock me now. So the first thing is like, you
Speaker 1: don't take nobody whatever. I think I'm cool with the
Speaker 1: polygamy thing too, because I'm Muslim my faith and Muslims
Speaker 1: can have I'm a Slamica and more than one wife.
Speaker 1: And that's like how you said, it's almost contractual. So
Speaker 1: if we're both had the same husband, we both have
Speaker 1: to live the same. You can't have a rental property
Speaker 1: and I have owned home. I can't mean the projects
Speaker 1: and you in the mansion. It has to be fair
Speaker 1: to days with unfair. So I mean for me to
Speaker 1: say I'm not with Pami is against my religions because
Speaker 1: everybody got to have the same. Depends on the level
Speaker 1: of that. Let's get to you said something about priority, right.
Speaker 1: I think that's a very important word because who is
Speaker 1: really priority. Right, if you're dealing with a man who's purposeful,
Speaker 1: you could never be his priority. You know why, because
Speaker 1: his purpose to himself to what he gotta do, it's
Speaker 1: always gonna be first. He's always going to choose the
Speaker 1: opportunity that's going to advance his career, which trickles down
Speaker 1: and benefits you. If he's a woman over you, well,
Speaker 1: I don't mean that I have to be a priority
Speaker 1: over every aspect because my my career is a priority too,
Speaker 1: and I think at times people know that. But I
Speaker 1: also don't want to know when it comes to another woman. Yeah,
Speaker 1: like if it's a holiday, a man with purpose, I
Speaker 1: think children are children are different, you know, And truthfully,
Speaker 1: i'd rather date somebody that doesn't, you know, have a
Speaker 1: kid that if I had a choice, if we're talking
Speaker 1: about choices, i'd rather not. Yeah, if I can do that,
Speaker 1: I would rather not have to. But I love kids
Speaker 1: and so no, but I love kids. But I'm okay
Speaker 1: with that. But when it comes to somebody that you're treating,
Speaker 1: like in a relationship, I don't want to feel like
Speaker 1: in your relationship there's somebody that's you know, you might
Speaker 1: have to be like yo, Angela. It's her birthday, so
Speaker 1: me and her gonna go on this tree to know
Speaker 1: how to deal like he has to know how to
Speaker 1: play that, like play that like I mean, I've never
Speaker 1: been in that situation, so I don't know, like he
Speaker 1: shouldn't have you. I feel like it's nice in a
Speaker 1: perfect world, a man will give you the choice. But listen,
Speaker 1: if you're giving me the choice, I'm gonna choose to
Speaker 1: not with my heart breast, but that situation. My heartbreak
Speaker 1: has come from men lying to me a picture that
Speaker 1: is not for having multiple lives aside of me. I'm
Speaker 1: thinking I'm the only one. Note give me a choice,
Speaker 1: don't waste my time. Feel like I mean, and I
Speaker 1: would say I'm not. I'm more than enough woman man
Speaker 1: to just want to be with me. I'm down, I'll
Speaker 1: do whatever, I make my own money. I'm independent, I'm intelligent,
Speaker 1: I'm beautiful, I'm sexy, and I'm shy. I feel like
Speaker 1: I'm just just because you're all those things that that
Speaker 1: doesn't take away a man wanting alright, so boom, I
Speaker 1: just can't like if a man is telling me straight up,
Speaker 1: like listen, you want of mine, You're part of my realm.
Speaker 1: You're you're one of the girls that I'm working with
Speaker 1: right now, I'm okay, fine, you're not one of the
Speaker 1: guys that I'm working with. I just want a guy
Speaker 1: who's at lea is gonna give me the respect to
Speaker 1: give me time and the beginning to just be with
Speaker 1: me at first, at least give me a try. Do
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Because then you're accepting and
Speaker 1: you're just accepting that right from the beginning. But if
Speaker 1: that's the guy for you, and that's the guy that's
Speaker 1: meant for you, he's going to be all I was saying.
Speaker 1: All I've you know, wanted to say is you know
Speaker 1: everything that you just said about yourself. You're being beautiful
Speaker 1: and you're being with You're being small, you being in
Speaker 1: the tracking like you're being kind so nice. Yeah, like
Speaker 1: you know, you're being one of these A man, Okay,
Speaker 1: So first, it takes a certain type of man to
Speaker 1: either to even be able to handle a situation with
Speaker 1: he's managing two or more relationships, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: Like me, personally, I feel like I can only do two.
Speaker 1: I can't do more than two, you know what I mean?
Speaker 1: I can only do too or whatever? Right, what's the
Speaker 1: highest duty of a man? The highest duty of a man? Yeah,
Speaker 1: exec protection, like just making me feel like I'm okay,
Speaker 1: like I'm good with you. So I feelt protecting it
Speaker 1: more than one way, so safely together, Okay, providing supportive
Speaker 1: mentally physics, But what would try the only duty? But
Speaker 1: what's the highest student? So when it comes to when
Speaker 1: it comes to providing financially, it's probably the biggest aspect
Speaker 1: of that. In capitalist America and the society that we
Speaker 1: live in, a man has to be able to provide
Speaker 1: for his family, right, that's pretty much every most women's
Speaker 1: expectation of a man, and that's most men's expectation of themselves. However,
Speaker 1: that's not the only way a man is supposed to provide.
Speaker 1: A man needs to be able to provide guidance and leadership.
Speaker 1: That I need from a man. I need him to
Speaker 1: provide me with inspiration. That's all I need. Okay, So look,
Speaker 1: this is this is the point that I'm getting to.
Speaker 1: This is the point that I'm getting to. You See,
Speaker 1: most women haven't come across a man who is able
Speaker 1: to provide financially and intellectually, spiritually, emotionally, but I'm physically
Speaker 1: all of that ship, you know what I'm saying. So
Speaker 1: of course, at the first glance, it would be like,
Speaker 1: oh yeah, I could never do that because most women
Speaker 1: have not been introduced to that type of man. And
Speaker 1: you know, to be real, not a lot of these
Speaker 1: men exist because the way society has groomed us all,
Speaker 1: it's corrupted, you know what I'm saying, It's corrupted, like
Speaker 1: society's groom mental life. Society has been a woman to
Speaker 1: you know, almost take on this masculine role of today.
Speaker 1: It's like, let's be real as a woman, all y'all.
Speaker 1: Don't don't you want your men to dominate you? Yeah,
Speaker 1: that's all I want. Yes, I mean didn't know I'm
Speaker 1: a very dominated Like I mean no, no, no, what
Speaker 1: I'm saying like, don't when you say dominate, I mean,
Speaker 1: don't y'all want your men to lead y'all for sure?
Speaker 1: Don't you don't y'all want to be with a man
Speaker 1: who y'all know, y'all can close your eyes fall back
Speaker 1: this nigga, right, But I want to be that for
Speaker 1: him too, Okay. But the thing is, the way natural
Speaker 1: order works, a real man is not necessarily going to
Speaker 1: allow a woman to be that for him, because that
Speaker 1: kind of takes away his power. However, all men need
Speaker 1: a woman to remind them of who they are, to
Speaker 1: remind them of their party, because at times we do
Speaker 1: get lost, we do get misguided, and we lean on
Speaker 1: our women A lot of the times with men, women
Speaker 1: is our inspiration. You see, men turn their whole lives around.
Speaker 1: Why tract the woman into their lives? You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. So, what I'm basically trying to get to
Speaker 1: is if a man is living in his highest duty,
Speaker 1: he's checking every box off for you. For that type
Speaker 1: of man, some woman might not be enough to fulfill him,
Speaker 1: and that's why he may need another option. It doesn't
Speaker 1: take a watch, it doesn't take away. I mean, you're
Speaker 1: in a situation where he's not a complete man a
Speaker 1: woman could be because I feel like, um, like you said, guys,
Speaker 1: men natural natural form there. They want to be the strength,
Speaker 1: They want to be the provider, right when a lot
Speaker 1: of times a man will look at me and be like,
Speaker 1: what could I give her? She already has everything. She
Speaker 1: takes care of everything herself, you know, So that kind
Speaker 1: of kicks in on a man's ego. You know what
Speaker 1: it does aute financially right, that's just one man was
Speaker 1: super rich and my money looks super small to him.
Speaker 1: You know my money. Look, he can't teach you exactly,
Speaker 1: I can't. I can't teach the conversation with this. He
Speaker 1: can't guide you. You rather have a conversation with something
Speaker 1: from the project, because you know he in the books.
Speaker 1: He went to jail. He like, you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: he got a real man. How much a man would
Speaker 1: look beyond my my career path and you know the
Speaker 1: type of friends that I have and the type of
Speaker 1: man that I could be around on a regular Tuesday.
Speaker 1: And just realized, like just you being yourself as inspiring
Speaker 1: to me. If I want to be with you, I'm
Speaker 1: already inspired, you know what I mean. I'm already already
Speaker 1: look up to you. Even if I have more money
Speaker 1: than you, I but a better car and a better house.
Speaker 1: I still let it stop talking crazy to people. I
Speaker 1: know all of us, all of us are speaking from
Speaker 1: our own experience. You know what I'm saying. It's like
Speaker 1: the reality for you is you just never found that
Speaker 1: real alpha male who you feel you know he could
Speaker 1: financially provide for you, and you could also fill your
Speaker 1: mom with some good things. I the reason I believe
Speaker 1: in monogamy. I don't feel like that's the biggest issue
Speaker 1: for me in a relationship. Like you know, I've dated
Speaker 1: guys who they probably more wanted me to be in
Speaker 1: a relationship with them, and then the other way around,
Speaker 1: like it'll be like they want to lock it in
Speaker 1: and it's not that's never really the issue. Well, you
Speaker 1: sound like you like your control. Yeah, I'm a controlling person,
Speaker 1: you see, and that's a lot of you know, women
Speaker 1: of today, not even women people of today. But I
Speaker 1: want to put a focus on or focused with control
Speaker 1: and power, but honestly controlling power that's more of a
Speaker 1: masculine But I say this, I'm very good at like
Speaker 1: I'm very catering to a person, but I also am
Speaker 1: But your career base, yeah, I'm very and I said
Speaker 1: it earlier. Put your career I work a lot, like
Speaker 1: she'll tell you because but she goes hard though, like
Speaker 1: that's how busy she is. She makes sure she do
Speaker 1: little things like make somebody feel really spatial, and it's good.
Speaker 1: But sometimes it's like I think guys have a problem with, um,
Speaker 1: how much I work? M hmm. Like people would be like,
Speaker 1: I don't want you to work anymore. I just want
Speaker 1: to take care of things and a week and he said,
Speaker 1: how many days you take off a week? Um, it
Speaker 1: depends how to make sure? Yeah, I do not. Now
Speaker 1: what's the highest duty of a woman? I think to
Speaker 1: take care of them? Could clean and stuff like them.
Speaker 1: Old school, don't let's simplify that it depends on the
Speaker 1: man because different men have different No. No, no, it
Speaker 1: don't depend on the man. Highest duty, just more of
Speaker 1: a man nurture. Yeah, that's exactly what I feel like, nure.
Speaker 1: I feel like, at the end of the day, a
Speaker 1: man to nurture. Period. Duty of a woman is to nurture. Yeah. Period.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. So like in dynamics like yours,
Speaker 1: what may exists for these men is feeling like, oh, like,
Speaker 1: let me be the man because they want you to
Speaker 1: be fully submissive as a woman. But you know, that's
Speaker 1: why dynamics is important. And you got to understand dynamics
Speaker 1: because just because I'm a man, don't mean that I'm
Speaker 1: more masculine base. I could be more feminine base, and
Speaker 1: I could be like, oh, you know what, it's cool
Speaker 1: that you work baby, Like I'm I'm a hold. That's
Speaker 1: what you're saying. I mean with me, you got beta man,
Speaker 1: You guys, it's about understanding your dynamics. Really, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. So what I'm saying to you, and
Speaker 1: just like, don't go looking for alpha male. If you
Speaker 1: know that you like to be in control, you know
Speaker 1: that you like to have the power to know, but
Speaker 1: your man is going to be weaker than the typical.
Speaker 1: I don't like anybody to let me walk all over them,
Speaker 1: but I do feel like it's you know, I worked
Speaker 1: really really hard to get to where I am, and
Speaker 1: there's a lot of things that I still want to achieve,
Speaker 1: and so it is hard for me to say, yeah,
Speaker 1: it is hard for me to just say I'm gonna
Speaker 1: not do this just so I could, you know, be home.
Speaker 1: And I mean, I want my man to be in
Speaker 1: total control of everything. On the money, I like, take
Speaker 1: all my money and give me what I need. I
Speaker 1: want my man to be in control of my whole life.
Speaker 1: That's what I wanted my whole life. I still want that,
Speaker 1: and I can never find because even when it comes
Speaker 1: to money, I don't mind like spending money. It's not
Speaker 1: a big deal to me. Me either, I'm not gonna
Speaker 1: be like you gotta buy me this, you gotta, But
Speaker 1: I don't mind buying things. I don't mind paying for
Speaker 1: like it's not a big ba to me. Ever. See
Speaker 1: what me is my personality, so it don't matter. I
Speaker 1: have a lot, have nothing. Men just don't know how
Speaker 1: to take this. And I'm at the point there where
Speaker 1: it's like, because I've never dating anybody but black man,
Speaker 1: I'm starting to feel that most black men can't take
Speaker 1: a girl that's like how I am. Because once we
Speaker 1: date and you get there totally sumiss. If I cook,
Speaker 1: I clean our frider chicken, I'll bring you take the plate.
Speaker 1: What you carry like that, I carry it like that.
Speaker 1: But of course it's this big thing. I'm from North Philly.
Speaker 1: This is who I am. I'm like, I don't give
Speaker 1: you that day one because I can't trust you once
Speaker 1: we locked it and I trust you completely, simiss if
Speaker 1: that's who I am. But you gotta be a certain
Speaker 1: type of negative even get through that, because this is
Speaker 1: how I talk. I'm brash, I'm aggressive, a city girl
Speaker 1: like not even that, Like I know how to show
Speaker 1: you respect. I know how to do all it, but
Speaker 1: that don't come day one. Like I feel like, just
Speaker 1: because my personally how big is and I'm intelligent, a
Speaker 1: lot of black men expect me to kind of like
Speaker 1: dim my ship down so he could feel comfortable. That's
Speaker 1: how I feel like, almost like be quiet, don't be asked, funny,
Speaker 1: don't be asked more so he doesn't feel like a
Speaker 1: bit And it's like I need a man, mean because
Speaker 1: I can't make you feel like a bit being myself
Speaker 1: because this is really who I am every day no
Speaker 1: matter what. How does this translate into the bedroom? Then
Speaker 1: when it comes to being dominant in the bedroom, they
Speaker 1: go back to the question that I asked all y'all
Speaker 1: that y'all all agreed on except for you, you're all
Speaker 1: like to be dominating you're laughing, Yeah, I probably controlling
Speaker 1: in the bedroom too, I am, I do, i'd be Yeah,
Speaker 1: she's literally that's a problem for nigger like me. Like
Speaker 1: in the bedroom, I ain't be in control control that's it.
Speaker 1: You better come what say you ain't up what you
Speaker 1: ain't get tied up about? What about a role? I would?
Speaker 1: That's different. The whole world role for you. Could you
Speaker 1: play a role where you were dominant in life? Put
Speaker 1: in the bedroom because you're so dominant in your life
Speaker 1: you'd like to be tied up? No, because it wouldn't
Speaker 1: be good acting. The roles that I take is like
Speaker 1: subconsciously a piece of me. That's really like that. Why
Speaker 1: wouldn't you like to be tied up? He's like, I
Speaker 1: like you need wouldn't like to be would you control?
Speaker 1: But submissive? But you said you want to be? Like,
Speaker 1: but you're being pleased? You could take your wal You've
Speaker 1: seen that one video with Shorty who tired a man
Speaker 1: up and she started tickling his feet. I can't what
Speaker 1: about blind Oh yeah I did blind fold before. Okay,
Speaker 1: so you've been blindsations on that. It's crazy? Okay, so
Speaker 1: you like that. Now there's a woman I don't know.
Speaker 1: I don't know if you said this story. This woman
Speaker 1: has two vaginas. Did you see this? All? Right? She
Speaker 1: was born to She has an only fan she makes
Speaker 1: seventy I'm just subscribed. Yeah, she has and she uses
Speaker 1: one for work like as an escort, and the other
Speaker 1: one she uses in her personal life. Lucky girl, right,
Speaker 1: that could be like two women for you right, anybody else? Now,
Speaker 1: that's crazy. I never seen that. Would you would would
Speaker 1: you have sex to somebody? She's like, like, I gotta
Speaker 1: tell you something I got. Yeah, Yeah, I mean if
Speaker 1: I'm really if I'm really into like you know, she's
Speaker 1: really something special, I'll be like, you know, that's new,
Speaker 1: that's what you show. It's it's really too you know.
Speaker 1: And I wanted to ask all of y'all something because
Speaker 1: y'all were saying about if a person has two different things,
Speaker 1: like um my experiences the good guys or the guys
Speaker 1: with stuff like you have a career or whatever that
Speaker 1: And I got a lot of mal friends. I feel
Speaker 1: like they had the same experience the horse like the
Speaker 1: bitches on the Project route, nasty, everybody like them. They
Speaker 1: fuck the best, like the career, no shade the career experience.
Speaker 1: The career group of George girls might be a said
Speaker 1: the coach might be a ted corny me. All the
Speaker 1: good sex has been on terrible guys. Oh man, Like
Speaker 1: you know it's not enough sex or the sex sucks.
Speaker 1: I don't feel like you could get two in one.
Speaker 1: The guy that got the whole package as far as
Speaker 1: he digging you, damn he has something going for himself,
Speaker 1: but libery and with his grandmother. All you're going that basement,
Speaker 1: where are you out a few? Because the better dick
Speaker 1: is one the homeless guy. What that's just honestly, you
Speaker 1: want I don't know that you can stereotype. I will
Speaker 1: say I will say that guys who were working for
Speaker 1: a roof over their head are better because it's like
Speaker 1: the same ship women, the same ship. He go from
Speaker 1: his ground basement to you said, you said, guys who
Speaker 1: what looking for a roof the best for the roof
Speaker 1: over their head. They need a place to stay. All
Speaker 1: they think about it like this is a job. I
Speaker 1: got to do a great job. The best. The best
Speaker 1: sex I've ever had is probably has been with one
Speaker 1: of the richest guys I've ever been. Really yeah, we
Speaker 1: have opposite experience. Yeah yeah, he was looking down for
Speaker 1: a minute till you said that. I'm like, what that? Like?
Speaker 1: What about that? Like? For women? Is there a different
Speaker 1: inspires Like it's successful struggling. I don't think he got
Speaker 1: to do with like success. It's just more about character
Speaker 1: and personality, Like sure, you gotta have some type of edge,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying? Like she gotta be raw type,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. She gotta be from somewhere.
Speaker 1: She gotta she had to see some ship like if
Speaker 1: she didn't and she just like a good two shoot
Speaker 1: and ship like she's got to be a super freak.
Speaker 1: Like maybe she washed porn all day long. But I
Speaker 1: just want to say, like I've seen both. I've seen
Speaker 1: both sides of the spectrum and then really determined on
Speaker 1: like success, like a good girl with glasses on sucking
Speaker 1: you could just come over. The girls from the hood,
Speaker 1: they always got something that like, you know, the girls
Speaker 1: who not from the hood ain't got Oh I talk ship,
Speaker 1: so yeah, yeah, yeah we could talk ship. Yeah. I
Speaker 1: like that. I like, um, I like communication. Has anybody
Speaker 1: ever said something that took you aback? Like well the
Speaker 1: first time I was told to like spitting a mouth out,
Speaker 1: but it was just like you did it? Oh yeah
Speaker 1: I did it? I mean should I wasn't. Did you
Speaker 1: not do it? If I liked it? Yeah, it was
Speaker 1: like yeah it was going ain't gonna be it be
Speaker 1: it's kind of thing now for me. Now you sneaking
Speaker 1: girls now face it's wildly popular. Now. It wasn't that
Speaker 1: they didn't start rapping bout it. It It got popular, like
Speaker 1: super popular. I have a question. So if a girl's
Speaker 1: like your dick, like you feel some type of way
Speaker 1: if she don't swallow ship I don't get personal here
Speaker 1: she go, I don't swallow Just to everybody, you want
Speaker 1: to know something. Yeah, you don't like in your dick set.
Speaker 1: Oh no, I love this guy. Imagine tomorrow your channel
Speaker 1: father young Black repers he doesn't like get in this.
Speaker 1: This is front page now, but this this might be
Speaker 1: front page too. It's like I'd rather not busting nut
Speaker 1: when you're getting not period. Yeah, yeah, I'm learning not
Speaker 1: busting you don't like to happen. You don't like to
Speaker 1: come when you're when you're having sex? Why because I'd
Speaker 1: rather so this for the first time. It's gonna sound crazy,
Speaker 1: but like I'd rather preserve my life force, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean. Like when a man ejaculates, Like there's
Speaker 1: a lot of things that leave your body, this blood cells,
Speaker 1: it's just talk to them energy. You know, you get depleted.
Speaker 1: They say it's like the equivalent and running twenty miles
Speaker 1: when you're busting nuts. I'm dutive. I mean, you know,
Speaker 1: you know, are you gonna feel the type of way
Speaker 1: if I make you come six times, because then it's
Speaker 1: not over till it's not somebody stopped. I've had guys
Speaker 1: that did that, like they just like to the part,
Speaker 1: I'm like I've come enough, like I've never said anything
Speaker 1: like come and then they come where where you tell
Speaker 1: them not to them? That was in advice like that,
Speaker 1: and it was a good looking at me, But you know,
Speaker 1: you're dealing with men who got like no you know,
Speaker 1: no experience, no history of like you know with hold
Speaker 1: and they see you back and ship. So what do
Speaker 1: you do your box two years now? I don't stop,
Speaker 1: I just just hold it. I just you just never come.
Speaker 1: And the thing is just like once you don't release
Speaker 1: like that big ejaculation, like you kind of come a
Speaker 1: lot of times. You feel like you mean insective, like
Speaker 1: the whole thing was like yea, yeah, you gotta let
Speaker 1: you like you have like multiple but you don't finish.
Speaker 1: So what you you're the type that like what you
Speaker 1: know you're about to come, you stop and then you
Speaker 1: just do something else to make sure she come again,
Speaker 1: and you go back in because you got the energy back.
Speaker 1: Your type act. If we have sex in the morning,
Speaker 1: he wouldn't come because he said he couldn't get his
Speaker 1: day right because they wouldn't be right. He can only
Speaker 1: come at night. I like when guys be in a
Speaker 1: feudal position after I've never seen. Yeah, that's you don't
Speaker 1: like if I saw me in the fetal naked it
Speaker 1: would I think I'll be scared. Said guys coming, they
Speaker 1: just can't do nothing after that. But like that that's
Speaker 1: crazy to baby too, But that sounds really master, baby girl,
Speaker 1: that scene. You remember that scene for don't be a
Speaker 1: management when sure he was in the truck with Mala
Speaker 1: to must baby remember when I rest did the naked
Speaker 1: thing he's in the like, ain'tle with a hairy ass.
Speaker 1: I would be so over. That's wicked, she said, Like
Speaker 1: you like, what about you don't mind a g being
Speaker 1: on your domina? No, you almost there? You know of
Speaker 1: the iceberg. Yeah, you're on your way. I feel like
Speaker 1: you'd be full beaty or somebody. I got you, okay,
Speaker 1: So when you organs about you loud, like do you
Speaker 1: make noises? You scream nothing? I forgot you did not feel.
Speaker 1: I don't know, I can't like to make I'm not loud.
Speaker 1: I'm like I'm not like like screaming this ship. But
Speaker 1: I'm like like like, damn you like I got to
Speaker 1: make a sound. Yeah, I mean you know, I like
Speaker 1: like a grunt, like yeah, little something quietly come and
Speaker 1: I'm not sign it at all, and I'm out like
Speaker 1: I like, unless unless you're quiet for a reason, like
Speaker 1: because you're trying not to make noise. I'm not quiet.
Speaker 1: I'm damn. They're cracking jokes. Sometimes it's born. I'm cracking joke.
Speaker 1: You can't crack, Ain't they funny? So I never fired
Speaker 1: bas No, I'm never farted. Come on, I'm not far
Speaker 1: in front of my meaning at all. This is that
Speaker 1: you can't help it. I mean, but there's but I
Speaker 1: mean fart, like my pussy's parted. I hate that. That's controllable,
Speaker 1: but that's it's not it's not control when it's like
Speaker 1: and it's good and it happens and I'm like fuck it,
Speaker 1: like he's like, yeah, I mean I used to like that.
Speaker 1: Don't like it when it happens to me. But it's
Speaker 1: the only reason you're quiefing you're having a pussy far
Speaker 1: during sex is because he's too small. He's letting air
Speaker 1: in it's too big and there's too much air, not
Speaker 1: enough moisture experience. They're wrong with them. Yeah, it's it's not.
Speaker 1: It's not. You don't form guys and push air out.
Speaker 1: I don't through your vagina. So it's from dom putting
Speaker 1: it in and letting air go in. I don't think
Speaker 1: we know or shun me, and I know that's probably ridiculous,
Speaker 1: but no, I think you should think. I think he's
Speaker 1: going to back crossed the door and then, you know,
Speaker 1: try to do it when he's not like us the
Speaker 1: bear from downstairs. Yeah, at least you have it down.
Speaker 1: I'm like the whole bear from like Bleach because I'm
Speaker 1: getting rid of ships about I gotta get that sprayed
Speaker 1: at before you pullos for a year, and you gotta
Speaker 1: answer as soon as it hit the water flesh. It's
Speaker 1: called a courtesy. Or just play music in there w
Speaker 1: a lip service podcast. It's like taking a ship. I'm with.
Speaker 1: Are you a kisser? Yeah, I'm a kissing Okay, so
Speaker 1: you make out and all of that. Yeah, I like, Um,
Speaker 1: I'm in the affectionist if that's the word. Um, yeah,
Speaker 1: I like affection Uh, you cut off and affectionate publicly
Speaker 1: PDAs too. I'll do a p A. Do you find
Speaker 1: that now though it's harder for you to be out
Speaker 1: in public doing things because everybody knows you. Yeah, but
Speaker 1: like I feel like I just know how to move,
Speaker 1: so you know, I'll be low despite all of that.
Speaker 1: But every now and again be like, oh, like oh
Speaker 1: ship you know, but yeah, you know I know how
Speaker 1: to be low. How do you enjoy playing the character
Speaker 1: of unique? Because we were all talking about that. We
Speaker 1: actually had a little Mary killed with some of your
Speaker 1: characters to see like the type of guy we would
Speaker 1: like the best kill me. Well you know, they're all you,
Speaker 1: but different roles, different roles. Oh yeah, yeah, we're killing
Speaker 1: the we're killing he's a good guy, but good guys
Speaker 1: always you're married, everybody moving. The nigga finished life. You
Speaker 1: didn't even get to live his life, okay, but his
Speaker 1: character not that you know, not him getting killed by
Speaker 1: the cops, but like his character as a person, like, well,
Speaker 1: I know if that was unique in that situation, I
Speaker 1: didn't even consider that character and the options, yeah, because
Speaker 1: he's just like I can't even tell because I had
Speaker 1: to play a weak man. Money was having like a
Speaker 1: one night have you ever had in one night stand
Speaker 1: more than one many? Yeah, I've never had. How you
Speaker 1: feel about that? I can't wait? Well, now it's not
Speaker 1: a um like Now that I'm older, I don't seek
Speaker 1: those type of experiences, you know what I mean? Like,
Speaker 1: I like connectivity. I like connection, Like first of all,
Speaker 1: you gotta have your mind in a certain type of space,
Speaker 1: feel like me, to even feel like the energy exchange
Speaker 1: is worth it. So ties, I guess you could say that,
Speaker 1: I just like it. I like spiritual connection. Did you
Speaker 1: kids during one night stands? Like a woman? You didn't
Speaker 1: know that? Well? Would you do that? That's sweet? But
Speaker 1: that was like in my older life though, like now
Speaker 1: I was young and coming up like yeah, I was
Speaker 1: just young and wild and likely love quick. Um nah nah,
Speaker 1: I've only had one relationship my whole life. Really me too,
Speaker 1: well too but too But you so you're not in
Speaker 1: a polyamorary relationship now, you're just um No, is that
Speaker 1: what you want? You want to be in a polly
Speaker 1: relationship or a polygamy thing. That's what you want to
Speaker 1: You want to do polygamy. So you want your wives
Speaker 1: to want to You want to wives, they're gonna get along? Well,
Speaker 1: you know right now and with two girlfriends. Okay, say no,
Speaker 1: so you don't want it. You don't want it to
Speaker 1: be a family. You just want to have one family
Speaker 1: here and one family there and everybody okay with it?
Speaker 1: You know what they're mess with each other? Well, that's
Speaker 1: up to them, you know what I'm saying, Like, as
Speaker 1: the man, I feel like that's not really your role.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. It is like they would
Speaker 1: have to be cool with each other. They have to,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, be able to call each
Speaker 1: other and stuff like that. And if they want to
Speaker 1: get down like that, then cool. But they don't know that.
Speaker 1: But not they don't have to. It's not a requirement.
Speaker 1: I wouldn't mind the same city, um, potentially because that's
Speaker 1: like but you know, I like to be by coast,
Speaker 1: so maybe like, well it's New York and l a
Speaker 1: real query. You think you're amazing in bed? Yeah? I
Speaker 1: know it? Clear? He said. Six times he turned her
Speaker 1: and said, who comes? Six times? I remember that? Well,
Speaker 1: how do you think you got so good experience? You know?
Speaker 1: Triling never ship? You have some errors, I won't call
Speaker 1: it errorge Well, yeah, yeah, I guess I guess average,
Speaker 1: but mm hmm, I'm trying. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah yeah,
Speaker 1: I've had some marriage coming for can have it to
Speaker 1: the best of us. You know what I'm saying, what
Speaker 1: did You're just not not even young boy things like
Speaker 1: sometimes it's just about toming and as a young nigga,
Speaker 1: I didn't really understand timing as much as I do now.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. It's like, you gotta get
Speaker 1: the pussy wet, like you know, you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: But you gotta take your time, Like it's not about
Speaker 1: one night stance. It's not about hitting it on the
Speaker 1: first day. And she's like, like, I actually prefer not
Speaker 1: to hit on the first day, yeah, because it builds
Speaker 1: up anticipation, you know what I'm saying, Like you see
Speaker 1: how unique queries is are? Yes, you never hear? Do
Speaker 1: you like it? You're easy? Oh yeah? Yeah question? Yeah
Speaker 1: that just came out of left field. And she's just like,
Speaker 1: you're good as I'm trying to see how you can't
Speaker 1: be good if you don't need pussy. I mean, there's
Speaker 1: men out there that you can't be good. I'm sorry,
Speaker 1: I can't required to now. I don't like that that's crazy.
Speaker 1: We talking about that already. Let's just move past it.
Speaker 1: Do you like to use luke? Nah, he don't need to.
Speaker 1: You gotta hat your pussy way. Yeah, I'm you know,
Speaker 1: I take my time, and I can't imagine a guy
Speaker 1: wanting to have sex and not eating pussy. I feel
Speaker 1: like that's the first thing they always go for us,
Speaker 1: like close face and before you stick it. I don't
Speaker 1: know over there you of it before you stick, you
Speaker 1: looking like it's the it's the conversation, it's how we being,
Speaker 1: you're making forth, it's the vibe. Is that I'm talking text,
Speaker 1: but I need to know. I feel like when it's
Speaker 1: a sexual chemistry, it's like face magnets, Like my face
Speaker 1: is a magnet, yours is. Now that That's why I
Speaker 1: was important to build that anticipation ship, the magnitism. Even
Speaker 1: though I've had a great sexual experience with somebody that
Speaker 1: I met and we just ended up having some great
Speaker 1: sex just in a couple of hours. I would never
Speaker 1: lie about that, but I feel like I was sex
Speaker 1: that I may wait a little while. Besides that one
Speaker 1: that was like you know, some people, some people you
Speaker 1: just got it out for, you know what, Like you
Speaker 1: met that person, It's like, damn, you got it off
Speaker 1: for me like that, Like I've never had a one
Speaker 1: night stand. I thought this guy was gonna end up
Speaker 1: being a one night stand. But the way it happened,
Speaker 1: like we met, our eyes connected, and then I don't know,
Speaker 1: we like ended up in the movie. I ended up
Speaker 1: in a handstand and we had enough sucking up a
Speaker 1: whole cime room. But he and I did end up
Speaker 1: having a relationship, but on some relationship after that. Now,
Speaker 1: what about masturbating, I think that's weird, but not for
Speaker 1: a woman. I think so. I believe that women are
Speaker 1: the more sexually sexual beings, you know what I mean,
Speaker 1: They're a more sexual jenner. I feel like as a man,
Speaker 1: it's like you should be in control, Like you should
Speaker 1: have self control over yourself. It's like, if you're at home,
Speaker 1: masturbating is like, nigga, what are you doing? Like you're
Speaker 1: wasting your time? This ship that could be done, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Like you want women like you
Speaker 1: need to fucking do ship. You know what I'm saying
Speaker 1: that if you're sitting home watching poem ascident, I just
Speaker 1: think that now they'll come into seconds some of them
Speaker 1: have to fellas at home. Sorry, Like the self controlled
Speaker 1: thing that's that is it just it is part of
Speaker 1: the measure of a man, like how can how much
Speaker 1: can you control? You come fa Stefani, you don't want
Speaker 1: to mask because thinking at the masturbating. But I understand
Speaker 1: what he's saying. No, you're younger. When you were younger,
Speaker 1: this was me. This is like part of my process
Speaker 1: of maturing it to a man. It's like, you know
Speaker 1: where I started to realize Like no, that's like I
Speaker 1: don't know, like I ain't gonna knock anybody, but you
Speaker 1: just I just won't be doing Yeah, that's just weird
Speaker 1: behavior to me, you know what I'm saying. Just whacking
Speaker 1: off Like that's wicked to me alone alone, Like that
Speaker 1: means I have no self control because I got options
Speaker 1: and I still gotta whack on off Like whoa what
Speaker 1: if gets stressed out and it helps you go to sleep? Nah,
Speaker 1: I don't sleep other ways you want to sleep like
Speaker 1: we're not like and this was you know, me learning
Speaker 1: like you know what I'm saying as I was growing up,
Speaker 1: because when I was younger, I used to definitely be
Speaker 1: addicted to masturbation. Sixteen seventeen to be wiling and my
Speaker 1: grandmother was wild and sorry, I'm not saying it's like,
Speaker 1: you know this need to relate to that ship right there,
Speaker 1: but it's just yeah, as you get older, it's like you,
Speaker 1: I feel like you come to the point you realize
Speaker 1: that's where don't behavior. That's like some little kidship, like
Speaker 1: you think that it's so dirty? Did you feel dirty
Speaker 1: after too? Like? Yeah, after like I have to, especially
Speaker 1: if I use porn, I have to close it out
Speaker 1: because I'm ashamed that. Yeah, I'm ashamed. Look, I can't
Speaker 1: even sell you porn. And then masturbating, after masturbating is
Speaker 1: over and I see the porn, I'm like, wow, I'm
Speaker 1: just shut shut. I'm just I'm not gonna. I can't
Speaker 1: believe this. Maybe this is a random category. Please, what's
Speaker 1: the word I want to talk about? What's worry? Let's
Speaker 1: just move fast. I covered him and I said to her,
Speaker 1: I'm confidence, I'm not It gets a little. What's the question? Category?
Speaker 1: What category porn do you use? Don't do that? I thought, Okay,
Speaker 1: that's just it. It's the storyline black White listen. I
Speaker 1: was on here one time and they was talking about
Speaker 1: what porn are you watching? I was like school parm
Speaker 1: and I was like, wait, I don't mean like school poorm.
Speaker 1: I mean like the teachers, their teachers. And then the
Speaker 1: role play type. I've always wanted to do that. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I feel like you would. Yeah, I feel like I
Speaker 1: would to be a home intruder. Oh my god, I
Speaker 1: pulled a gun on you, Like, put that gun away, bitch.
Speaker 1: I I'm not trying to ros. What would you if
Speaker 1: you had to play the plumb I did on Mrs Clause.
Speaker 1: It was like around Christmas time, on Christmas Day, like
Speaker 1: the cases already, you know, and it on like the road,
Speaker 1: the Miss Santa Claus Road. It's just like some nice
Speaker 1: fishnets and stuff. And I was cooking breakfast. I knew
Speaker 1: he was about to come in, So what's he saying
Speaker 1: at all? He funked it up like he was so like, alright, bro,
Speaker 1: like do you just have to? It was, bro, it's over.
Speaker 1: I saved it, he because I didn't. But it was
Speaker 1: just like you killed it character definitely. So the plumber Okay,
Speaker 1: so let's see this scenario. So you're the plumber, alright,
Speaker 1: and you do role play, right, I mean I've done
Speaker 1: that home and true today. Okay, all right, so you
Speaker 1: come to the do alright, and so what do you say? Um?
Speaker 1: Who is it? It's the plumber. I've come to fix
Speaker 1: the thing. I didn't know. I didn't know what was
Speaker 1: kind of my guy? This she freaky. Let's I've had
Speaker 1: only things contact. She wakes a video. You're supposed to
Speaker 1: be like t back out of the head and be like, yes,
Speaker 1: I'm clogged up. Oh take your ship. I don't like
Speaker 1: she called me a thug. I said, I want to
Speaker 1: do get your company money, but continue, I want to hear.
Speaker 1: We want to hear the rest ship. We got a
Speaker 1: call about, you know, something being backed up your pipes
Speaker 1: right now? You bless it the clot to me off.
Speaker 1: I just get with it. You up, didn't I didn't
Speaker 1: order a plumber. You sure, but you're sexy though you
Speaker 1: get unclog these pipes. Come on, I would never be
Speaker 1: it's being an apartment of shi. But I did. Oh yeah,
Speaker 1: actually already prepaid. So come on, yeah, can you show
Speaker 1: me up with the problem. Man? Well, I amy, let's
Speaker 1: keep going with me. I would let's try y scenario mona. Okay,
Speaker 1: he's intruder right now, that's more of my thing. So
Speaker 1: like I'm trying fish and you come in with I'm
Speaker 1: a grabbing pistol. You don't hand a pistol. So I'm
Speaker 1: trying to fish. You're coming from behind me. Nigga, get
Speaker 1: out of my house. Just feels real like back, You're
Speaker 1: gonna go home and try it. That's the better one.
Speaker 1: I don't wanted to do role play so bad. Remember
Speaker 1: like it Sex in the City when Samantha first started
Speaker 1: dating her boyfriend and Johnsy Sex in the City the
Speaker 1: new reboot. No, I did see the new reboot. Yeah,
Speaker 1: we're not gonna talk about that. No, but remember Samantha
Speaker 1: with what's his name? They used to do like they
Speaker 1: in the beginning. He was an actor and they used
Speaker 1: to They did the Intruder and they did a whole
Speaker 1: bunch of ship and I always like, takes her down.
Speaker 1: If my man got it, like, if you're dating, like
Speaker 1: I said, you're being honest. You gave me the choice.
Speaker 1: I said, okay, like stuff, keep me on my feet,
Speaker 1: keep me entertained, keep me like I don't. I want
Speaker 1: to make sure that you I don't want to think
Speaker 1: about it, like you told me. But you're doing so
Speaker 1: much stuff like I'm gonna give you a scenario. Okay,
Speaker 1: look are you ready to act? All right? Right now?
Speaker 1: Unique is coming to the door. You a fiend, don't
Speaker 1: clock and crazy Unique would even be doing personal drops
Speaker 1: sexy crack. He turns her into a fing for both.
Speaker 1: Or maybe I'm trying to get her to stop feen
Speaker 1: there and I'm giving her another addiction, just getting deep. Damn.
Speaker 1: That sounds like therapy. It does come to but sometimes
Speaker 1: you know therapy is good. Which therapy you're here to
Speaker 1: give me today? Which addiction are you here to satisfy
Speaker 1: on the dick? Well, you know you've got the choices
Speaker 1: pink tops and bluetops today, Laura, First of all, you
Speaker 1: need come to the door. Like girls love that character, yes,
Speaker 1: but just love Unique for real. Yeah, for sure you
Speaker 1: did that great honest like Beard boys though, that's what
Speaker 1: we like. You know, you did a great job on
Speaker 1: the air. And you know what, I'm not gonna lie.
Speaker 1: When I saw Chranges at first, I didn't even realize
Speaker 1: that was you. That's good, it's good. Actually I was
Speaker 1: talking about that on the air. I was like, I
Speaker 1: didn't at first, I was like, where is Joey Badass,
Speaker 1: and I didn't even realize that with you. When that
Speaker 1: ship came out, I was like, oh, I can't wait
Speaker 1: for Unique to come out. See my range. And you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, because you know, that was obviously
Speaker 1: a specific type of role and I never thought I'd
Speaker 1: play a role like that. But a shout to my man,
Speaker 1: James Samuel Uh. He's the one who created the Hortiday
Speaker 1: Fall and everything. I was supposed to be in that actually,
Speaker 1: but then I had took the role for Unique, Like
Speaker 1: he literally called me a week later to come through
Speaker 1: Hartiday Fall. When you got to make those decisions, well,
Speaker 1: I already made it. It was like out of my power.
Speaker 1: It was meant to It was meant to be, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. But then a couple of months
Speaker 1: later he hit me about the two Distent Strangers role
Speaker 1: and he was like, Yo, I'm telling you play this
Speaker 1: role bo boom, and it's like that manifested beautifully. You know,
Speaker 1: do you like with Unique such a big character in
Speaker 1: that show, so successful that people kind of care you
Speaker 1: like that now? Like people talk to you like Unique
Speaker 1: or be angry with that type of thing. Oh? No,
Speaker 1: you know, to be honest, I don't really be outside
Speaker 1: enough like to even like really men Like it's definitely
Speaker 1: a part of like I don't know, it's like I
Speaker 1: got the hair cutting down, Like I had to cut
Speaker 1: my dreads off for this role. So it's like I
Speaker 1: feel like people definitely kind of see it when I'm out,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, Because it's like this literally
Speaker 1: the nigga who played it looks like he's still in Carroty.
Speaker 1: He got the part. We're still shooting from ship actively,
Speaker 1: so it's like, you know, that's how I'd be throwing
Speaker 1: on hats more and ship now to like just be
Speaker 1: more joey, you know what I'm saying, not even advantage
Speaker 1: that kind of feel a little. Yeah, you had a
Speaker 1: lot to say on that. Can we talk about that
Speaker 1: because everybody's been like music, music, music, but clearly you've
Speaker 1: been busy with your acting. So that song, why was
Speaker 1: that like to come back, you know, new music coming
Speaker 1: song for you? Well, I had previewed like a few shows. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I previous had a few shows that I did like
Speaker 1: um back in like the Fall and it just went
Speaker 1: crazy love like who blow me Up? I did that
Speaker 1: rolling loud, um there was another show I did, and
Speaker 1: it's just like the fan reception, the crowd response was
Speaker 1: so crazy, and it's like I love having a hype
Speaker 1: song and perform because I'm such a traditional rap artist.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying is like my style is
Speaker 1: usually boom back, but like you know what you call
Speaker 1: classic rap and ship like that. So me also being
Speaker 1: a festival performer, like I understand the dynamics of having
Speaker 1: a good up temple song. So like that's just kind
Speaker 1: of like the energy that I wanted to be on
Speaker 1: coming back and I like to show people that I
Speaker 1: got ranged, that I could do more than what they
Speaker 1: expect of me, because you know, with artistry, people always
Speaker 1: try to throw you in the box and ship like that,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. So I always like to
Speaker 1: come back and be like, oh, boom, but you know
Speaker 1: it's gonna come with that left because I'm such a
Speaker 1: right you know what I'm saying that, Because your fans
Speaker 1: have do have like this expectation, and sometimes you can't
Speaker 1: please everybody, Like you want to grow, you want to
Speaker 1: show raine, but people want you to stay. And it's
Speaker 1: like what I've realized to like what I've learned to
Speaker 1: accept is people are gonna always have something to say.
Speaker 1: Like as quick as we could accept that as human beings,
Speaker 1: we'll be living such a fruitful life. Because I'll tell
Speaker 1: you what, if I didn't drop Revenge, and if I
Speaker 1: let people get to my head and like just continue
Speaker 1: doing I was doing first, Nick's gonna be like, oh,
Speaker 1: Joey gotta grow Joey never gonna grow out this sound.
Speaker 1: And also I would have regretted not putting that song
Speaker 1: out because boom, now I'm back on stage again, and
Speaker 1: I feel like I ain't got something that's like monstrous
Speaker 1: that's gonna, you know, send shock waves through the crowd
Speaker 1: and everything. So it's just I've been coming terms with that.
Speaker 1: It's like I'm good with criticism, Like I really don't
Speaker 1: give a funk. At the end of the day. Niggas
Speaker 1: don't know me. They're not having the conversations with me.
Speaker 1: And I've accepted the fact that I'm a public figure.
Speaker 1: So it's like, once you become a public figure, you're
Speaker 1: free game talk about you. You know what I'm I'm saying,
Speaker 1: It is what it is, like I can't get offended
Speaker 1: if somebody say something about something that I did publicly
Speaker 1: like it is what it is. That's your opinion. If
Speaker 1: you're disrespecting me, that's a different thing. You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. We address that when you know what I'm
Speaker 1: saying when I see you in person, and that's what
Speaker 1: it is the best advantage. That's the answer you give
Speaker 1: to people that hate on me. But I still see you.
Speaker 1: It is supposed to feel you though, right people hating
Speaker 1: on you, it's supposed to feel you to be like, okay,
Speaker 1: you disagree when when you know that, like the reason
Speaker 1: why they're hating is like, so first of all, everybody
Speaker 1: who could be possibly hating it is not the niggas
Speaker 1: who's buying your music. It's not the niggas who was
Speaker 1: buying your merch not the niggas was buying tickets to
Speaker 1: your should He's the niggas who's like right outside of that,
Speaker 1: who just kind of looking for a reason and not
Speaker 1: funk with you. But guess what, all of them haters
Speaker 1: still gonna listen to my album because they want to
Speaker 1: confirm why they was hating. The want to be like
Speaker 1: you see I told you like into the album and
Speaker 1: I'm like, oh ship, Like now they're gonna have nothing
Speaker 1: to say this is gonna be quiet. You know, I
Speaker 1: disagree with that though, being fuel but I hate I
Speaker 1: just think it's corny and I think it's like everybody
Speaker 1: jumped on that thing where it's like my haters my motive. No,
Speaker 1: they hate that negatively like that. It's disgusting. This gross.
Speaker 1: I'm heavy on the block button stuff, sucking blocks. Longest
Speaker 1: ship block is longer than my father. But I don't
Speaker 1: even listen to sit here, but they're not going nowhere, right,
Speaker 1: And I block everybody too. But I also feel like
Speaker 1: if you hate on me, it's just it's nothing you
Speaker 1: can really do about it. It isn't but but I
Speaker 1: just that negative, just you're looking and you being negative.
Speaker 1: I don't think that's helpful for I understand. You could
Speaker 1: turn it around real nice with the block here, and
Speaker 1: I'm crazy with it, like I really explain it later
Speaker 1: quick with that. Yeah, I'm not one of those people
Speaker 1: who says, oh I love my I love my haters,
Speaker 1: but you can't let it get you down. You also
Speaker 1: shot and you also have to be like this is
Speaker 1: how I look at it. If you hate me now,
Speaker 1: you're gonna hate me even more, yea, even like what
Speaker 1: Kanye said, is like should I'd be worried if they
Speaker 1: were saying nothing. The fact that Nigga's got to spend
Speaker 1: energy to hate, It's like, damn, like I must be
Speaker 1: I must be doing something right. It's like you take
Speaker 1: your time out your day to speak with negative comments
Speaker 1: to someone like that's crazy. That shows how much power
Speaker 1: that person got over you. Like I just motivated you
Speaker 1: to fucking dish energy out, whether it's negative or positive.
Speaker 1: And they're always picking apart lip service and I'm just
Speaker 1: like listening and if they don't pick us apart. So
Speaker 1: since you mentioned, let me ask you this, have you
Speaker 1: ever got into a fight over a woman? Because you
Speaker 1: see he want to fight Pete never never never gone
Speaker 1: to a fight over woman. I feel like, you know
Speaker 1: that's um, that's a little unmanly, you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: Like unless a man clearly disrespects you and your boundaries
Speaker 1: that you have said to him over a woman, like
Speaker 1: I don't think he's ever right for a man to
Speaker 1: like fight the woman like you know, I mean you
Speaker 1: mean like if you stay away from my bit and yeah,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like, if you set the
Speaker 1: boundaries like boom boom, Like, Yo, I know you my short,
Speaker 1: he probably has some history boom boom, But now you know,
Speaker 1: like nigga, you know it is what it is. But
Speaker 1: respect the line and if he go beyond that line,
Speaker 1: that you have every right to sock that nigg in
Speaker 1: the face when you seem because I told you stupid,
Speaker 1: like now you're disrespecting me. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: But in a situation like that is that you gotta
Speaker 1: take that up with the woman, bro, or you gotta
Speaker 1: take that up with yourself, nigga, like you felt short
Speaker 1: and she moved on. You know, I'm not talking to
Speaker 1: game specifically, you know what I'm saying. I'm speaking in
Speaker 1: general and ship like that. But yeah, I think honestly,
Speaker 1: let's be real, you know, Yeah is smart. He said
Speaker 1: that ship the same way we're saying like he wants
Speaker 1: people to talk about the scene. I don't think you
Speaker 1: really want to fight. I don't think I really want.
Speaker 1: And I also feel like with artists, like even with me,
Speaker 1: I'm a comedian, That's how I get my ship off.
Speaker 1: I'm putting everything into the joke because it makes me
Speaker 1: feel better at the time. It doesn't mean I'm really
Speaker 1: going to do half that ship. People take some of
Speaker 1: the artistry to series. Now rap is different, I guess
Speaker 1: because it's lyrical. But for me, like, since I get
Speaker 1: my ship off, you shouldn't take my jokes serious because
Speaker 1: they're sucking jokes. They didn't met you, they didn't make
Speaker 1: you laugh. That's the whole point of the too, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Like this generation just so sensitive
Speaker 1: things like it's it's it's trash the way this whole
Speaker 1: society has transformed in the last eight years, and the
Speaker 1: camp like I don't want to say, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, I like, I don't care to be because
Speaker 1: I'm a public figure. I'm aware that when I say
Speaker 1: certain things, it's gonna send certain shock waves and it's
Speaker 1: gonna become a headline. And that's the part that I
Speaker 1: don't care about. I care about the message. I don't
Speaker 1: care about me becoming a distraction for people like, oh,
Speaker 1: Joey Badass said this ship. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: So just like most of the times, I'd rather just
Speaker 1: fall back. And it's like, if you know me, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. You know why I stand on everything,
Speaker 1: Like you know what I mean. But have you ever Um,
Speaker 1: this is so random question because I'm thinking about all
Speaker 1: the other things that you do with the modeling, right,
Speaker 1: and so you're around all different kinds of people. Have
Speaker 1: you ever said with a white woman when I was younger? Said?
Speaker 1: Of course, I don't know. I mean when I was younger,
Speaker 1: But you know, yeah, I'm trying. I'm trying not to
Speaker 1: say anything that's going to give me a trouble. I mean,
Speaker 1: a preference is a preferences. Preference man preferences different? Is
Speaker 1: it different? As far as this is all I'm gonna say.
Speaker 1: I love my black queens. I love my black woman,
Speaker 1: and I don't know, black women just make me feel
Speaker 1: a certain type of ways. That's where I rock with
Speaker 1: Joey bands for person. That's nice, Okay, wanted it. I
Speaker 1: love my melon and queens, my melan and all the ships.
Speaker 1: That's it. I'm not gonna lie. That's not taking away
Speaker 1: from anybody from any other races too. Ain't gonna lie
Speaker 1: but love black man, like like I like dark skin.
Speaker 1: I really love black man. But it's just something about
Speaker 1: my Puerto Rican man. They flock together, you know what color.
Speaker 1: I'm just like black, like everyone asked me being Dominican,
Speaker 1: like you like Spanish. But I've never liked, no, you
Speaker 1: could be Dominican and dark. I know, no my saying
Speaker 1: this dark his same coloriding myself black. But there's a
Speaker 1: lot of Dominicans that consider themselves from North Philia. But
Speaker 1: I'm only Dominican. I've never met a North fully Dominican
Speaker 1: grid that felt black, that told me she was black black,
Speaker 1: and growing up I was black even with my family.
Speaker 1: Like so that's why it's like, no identify and I
Speaker 1: love me a dark black man like me too. I
Speaker 1: don't know if I'm allowed to like you. They call
Speaker 1: me white pictures, they think I'm white. I'm full black,
Speaker 1: I'm all black. They call me white all the time.
Speaker 1: You think you black because you got black kids. I
Speaker 1: think at this point in my life, though I'm over,
Speaker 1: I'm choosing my man, like he has to be a
Speaker 1: black guy, or he has to be a white guy,
Speaker 1: or he has to be a Puerto Rican guy. I
Speaker 1: just feel like, you know, whatever God signs me, I'm
Speaker 1: not gonna stop dating black man because I like Puerto
Speaker 1: Rican guys or vice versa. You know, there's there's one
Speaker 1: thing we all think about what our kids gonna look like. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it's nice. We all think about the blends, you know.
Speaker 1: Yeah that's a good black ship. It's never my kids
Speaker 1: to look like me. I want my kids to have
Speaker 1: chocolate skin like me. You know what I'm saying, Like,
Speaker 1: I want my kids to be chocolate. Yeah. And see
Speaker 1: if I say I want my kids to be chocolate,
Speaker 1: I really did because I went through so much being
Speaker 1: so light, and my mother's very like my mother went
Speaker 1: through a lot of being light. So I did want
Speaker 1: my kids did some color, though, I did. You know,
Speaker 1: you want to protect your kids, So I never thought
Speaker 1: about it. I feel like I'm very accepting of all
Speaker 1: things just because of how I grew up. Yes, yeah,
Speaker 1: you know, like I never that's like, I want my
Speaker 1: kids to be a color. I don't think. I don't
Speaker 1: think I'm sexual. I don't think i'm see. Actually, my
Speaker 1: little one, I don't think. But it's like I love it.
Speaker 1: I tell him everyday, Poppy, you are so handsome. Your
Speaker 1: skin complexion is amazing. I love it. And so it's
Speaker 1: my other I got a butterpeakin and I got a
Speaker 1: milk it's golden. I don't think I'm I don't have
Speaker 1: any racial preference when it comes to your pink pussy. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I don't like I mean, I want to say that.
Speaker 1: I just don't want to limit myself. You know, I
Speaker 1: want to get married one day. I want to find
Speaker 1: a man for me, and I'm not gonna be like, oh,
Speaker 1: he's not it because he's white. But what's your favorite?
Speaker 1: My favorite is to have black math Fuerto Rican, you know,
Speaker 1: relatability to me, I'm a New York Reacan. I'm very
Speaker 1: but I'm close to my culture. I'll listen to the music,
Speaker 1: I like to talk Spanish with my friends. And you know, um,
Speaker 1: I like for my man to be culture whatever his
Speaker 1: culture is, you know. I like him to be into
Speaker 1: his to know himself. I just like to learn ship
Speaker 1: like relation with somebody. I want to learn some things
Speaker 1: that I never knew before. I just helped step me
Speaker 1: up in ways and I do the same thing and
Speaker 1: for me already in a relationship. Yeah, I have to
Speaker 1: be able to teach and learn in my relationships, saying,
Speaker 1: you know, like I feel like I could learn in
Speaker 1: any room that I'm in, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm as humble as they come, Like I
Speaker 1: could take direction from a kid, and I could learn
Speaker 1: from a kid. But like I do like to teach
Speaker 1: my partners, you know what I'm saying. I do like
Speaker 1: to be some type of guidance, a positive motivative force
Speaker 1: inside you know, my partner's lives, you know. And when
Speaker 1: it comes to me, I feel like a man can
Speaker 1: get to learn so much from me when it comes
Speaker 1: to a religion and culture because I'm so deep into
Speaker 1: it and I really appreciate teaching, but I have to
Speaker 1: be able to learn from discussed religion and relationships. You'd
Speaker 1: be surprised. It depends though, as long as as long
Speaker 1: as you have respect for everybody's beliefs, it's it's a
Speaker 1: it's a good conversation. Yeah, that's a fact I was.
Speaker 1: I was raising no denomination like my mom's. It was
Speaker 1: one conversation that we had that like pretty much led
Speaker 1: me to be in an open minded soul. And it's
Speaker 1: like I remember, I was like eight years old, was
Speaker 1: in the back seat riding with my mom's and you
Speaker 1: know how Flatbush Brooklyn is. You see like the Presbyterian Church,
Speaker 1: then you see like the Catholic church that you see
Speaker 1: it's all these different type of churches. And then I
Speaker 1: was going to school and I had a Muslim girl
Speaker 1: in my class, so you know, questions started to arise,
Speaker 1: and I asked my mom, like, your mom, what's our religion?
Speaker 1: And she said, we're a non denomination, meaning that we believe,
Speaker 1: we don't have a religion, but we believe in God.
Speaker 1: And that allowed me to be open minded to like
Speaker 1: respect everybody else is thinking, but also still keep my spirituality,
Speaker 1: still keep my open connection with what I thought was
Speaker 1: just undeniable, which is this outside For I would say
Speaker 1: I'm more like agnostic now. It's like, you know, I
Speaker 1: believe in the Higher Power. I believe in God, Like
Speaker 1: I wake up every morning, I pray all that, like
Speaker 1: I pray multiple times of the day. You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. And but um, I definitely don't identify with
Speaker 1: a specific religion. I actually feel like we all kind
Speaker 1: of in a way supposed to have our own religion. Well, Joey,
Speaker 1: you prayed most of the times a day, you believe
Speaker 1: in polegue me you sounds, But I feel like I
Speaker 1: feel like as long as you believe in and something
Speaker 1: bigger and higher power and God, the universe, whatever you
Speaker 1: want to call it. It's so much to learn, you're
Speaker 1: never gonna stop learning. I think I'm a spiritual person,
Speaker 1: but I grew up going to church because my grandfather
Speaker 1: was very religious. He was like doing missionary stuff and
Speaker 1: everything and traveling and donating all his money to the church.
Speaker 1: Your black grand problem back, So you grew up what,
Speaker 1: I'm going to church a lot. So he was Pentecostal,
Speaker 1: and so my mom used to go to church. But
Speaker 1: then my dad, who is Chinese, he did not ever
Speaker 1: go to church. And my grandfather used to write me
Speaker 1: letters and be like, my mom is a hen. He
Speaker 1: was like, you don't want to go to Hell, and
Speaker 1: he would always give me bibles and everything. Pressure, pressure,
Speaker 1: But I just tried to be like, I'm a very
Speaker 1: spiritual person. But I do feel like, you know, I
Speaker 1: do want to, Like I haven't been a church in
Speaker 1: so long. I kind of go, you know, if you
Speaker 1: feel like you want if you want to go, you
Speaker 1: should be a costles want to get the Holy Ghost.
Speaker 1: But I go online, yeah, every day all the time,
Speaker 1: and I pray about everything and I thank God for everything.
Speaker 1: I just always like in every church experience I've ever had,
Speaker 1: I've just always kind of felt like an outcast, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Like, I've never felt home in
Speaker 1: the church that I've been to. I've never been to
Speaker 1: a mosque churches here, and that's what I feel like.
Speaker 1: But I feel like what every experience is like, you know,
Speaker 1: I feel like I'm being judged by somebody, by the
Speaker 1: pastor or something, and you know, I always just kind
Speaker 1: of repel me from church. Like, but I have a
Speaker 1: very strong, deep connection to God, Like I take my
Speaker 1: action with God so serious, and I feel like if
Speaker 1: I'm with a partner, if I'm with a woman, like
Speaker 1: she has to have that same type of connection with
Speaker 1: God too, because everything with me is like I'm a
Speaker 1: man who's led by spirit Like, it's all intuitive. It's
Speaker 1: all spiritual like, which connects to the emotional and the
Speaker 1: intellectual physical is like the last thing. So if I
Speaker 1: don't feel that connection, even with just business deals and
Speaker 1: ship like that, then it's just I don't trip over
Speaker 1: opportunities because if it missed me, I just look at
Speaker 1: it like it wasn't. I gave my life, I gave
Speaker 1: my life to my faith, and I moved forward in
Speaker 1: faith and I still am. And um I had this
Speaker 1: idea that I wanted a man to be into his
Speaker 1: faith as much as I am, and that's really hard.
Speaker 1: So what ended up happening. What happens now is I
Speaker 1: put faith into the man I'm wearing. Every guy I'm wearing,
Speaker 1: I'm like putting faith for him, Like, you know, God
Speaker 1: is amazing right already opened. No, I have to be
Speaker 1: honest it it does work out. Every time I leave
Speaker 1: a man, I know I left him with more God
Speaker 1: and him, and that makes me feel good. I think
Speaker 1: God for everything. It'd be like stupid, I'd be like no,
Speaker 1: I'd be like, can I find a practice bad? Thank
Speaker 1: you guys? And I think for every little thing, I'd
Speaker 1: be like, oh my God, I gotta thank you guys.
Speaker 1: I know that, and I'm making a point every day
Speaker 1: the first words out of my mom to be thank
Speaker 1: you God. It's so important important to be grateful. But
Speaker 1: what happens with men is like I was with somebody
Speaker 1: who when I met his family, they say, you know,
Speaker 1: he doesn't believe in God, right, because I'm always bringing
Speaker 1: up the conversation of religion, and his brother was like,
Speaker 1: you know, he don't believe in God, right, And I'm like,
Speaker 1: what are you talking about I'm make him pray with
Speaker 1: me all the time, and now you know, six seven
Speaker 1: years later, this man is a praying man. He believes
Speaker 1: in God. He's he's so faith forward. And even even
Speaker 1: though even though he and I will be on a norful,
Speaker 1: I know when we're not together, he's he's he became
Speaker 1: a praying person and that makes me feel really good
Speaker 1: about your Yeah. Yeah, so like I said, it works out.
Speaker 1: Like even if the relationship doesn't work out, they take
Speaker 1: God got men take the faith in because it's not
Speaker 1: I'm not pressuring them into a religion. I'm Christian. You
Speaker 1: have to be Christian. I'm not, you know, It's just
Speaker 1: it's very important for me to be with somebody who
Speaker 1: also has faith. That's it's just friendly. I'm supposed to
Speaker 1: be a missionary going door to door, but so much
Speaker 1: I know your it's your birthday week, so I appreciate
Speaker 1: you for coming through and I know you're super busy,
Speaker 1: and so it means a lot to me though, because
Speaker 1: like I said, I've been trying to get you up
Speaker 1: here every time I see you. I don't be pushing
Speaker 1: to him. This is the perfect time. And though like
Speaker 1: we couldn't have picked a better time to you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. And we had a little mini birthday
Speaker 1: I did. I did headcakes, candles, lit up. What you
Speaker 1: got to play in the club because he's on perfect
Speaker 1: raising kidded January birthdays. You celebrate the guys, right they
Speaker 1: got to come home. Appreciate the queeris why you lose this.
Speaker 1: We like the what you call that. We like the
Speaker 1: torch parers. We bring the point that right back ahead,
Speaker 1: are yes? End of it? Are you gonna ejaculate for
Speaker 1: your birthday? At least? Are you come? Might? I just might?
Speaker 1: I just might because I was thinking about doing a
Speaker 1: little abstinent period after my birthday, So I got to
Speaker 1: get some out first, get one of your na She
Speaker 1: ain't got to send me that. I could just you know,
Speaker 1: we could play together. Well, I need a video? She
Speaker 1: well have you? You're busy and you all over the place.
Speaker 1: So it's true, but you know it's my birthday. It's
Speaker 1: the one day out the year. I got an excuse
Speaker 1: to just do what I'm doing. One tied up. Okay, sorry,
Speaker 1: you got a domination's future already opened up. I got
Speaker 1: a whip, I got changed. I got the sweet I'm
Speaker 1: not so was your mom's more dominant? No, not at all.
Speaker 1: So why why did you turn out this way? I
Speaker 1: don't know that I'm dominant. I can't be controlling, but
Speaker 1: I wouldn't say I'm dominant like I'm very It's the
Speaker 1: same thing almost, you think, Y see it in here
Speaker 1: for short? You telling comments, tamp don't you come I'm
Speaker 1: that I'm sweeting at the arrested pussy ain't good if
Speaker 1: I leave in a fetal position, right and I'm not
Speaker 1: borrow with it, and it serves I stole it. That
Speaker 1: was wild ship work. People like to be to feed it.
Speaker 1: I gotta I gotta do to defeating She to be Joe,
Speaker 1: that's it. She got to be what you're going to like,
Speaker 1: like a fucking starfish like laid out that. Okay, the
Speaker 1: next that's it. You just got to trusted woman enough
Speaker 1: to allow you to just Oh no, I trust my
Speaker 1: baby to submit. You ain't don't do what I say.
Speaker 1: That's it to submit to what I say? When and
Speaker 1: when is the album coming? I know you said it's
Speaker 1: almost done or it's pretty much done. I'm shooting for
Speaker 1: the end of this quarter. Okay. Yeah, So we're going
Speaker 1: ejaculate to that czy crazy experience the first time ever.
Speaker 1: On this is definitely not the last time. I'll come back.
Speaker 1: See when you become a dominatrix next year one next
Speaker 1: time you see something we come back. We all got
Speaker 1: to be role playing. Yeah, I'm sure as a as
Speaker 1: an electrician, you're going to be. You're a plumber. I'm
Speaker 1: not the plumber. I'm the plumber. He's the plumber. Kicky
Speaker 1: directors and forces us to get the position the best.
Speaker 1: She Mrs Claude, I'll be Mrs Claude because she getting niggas. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna breaking answering. I'm gonna breaking your listen. I
Speaker 1: have to tell you something. We have to be the comment.
Speaker 1: Not only are we for Quarious. Back when I used
Speaker 1: to be in the streets a long time ago, my
Speaker 1: alias was Joey. So when you're typing my name, my
Speaker 1: name comes up, but Joey's under I don't use anymore
Speaker 1: because the fuzz. No, okay, twin, but leg I'm gonna
Speaker 1: write a role for you, and that role you're gonna
Speaker 1: be definitely tied up in it. So I will not
Speaker 1: be taking that role, you know, I don't come back.
Speaker 1: Oscar winning, okay, yeah, Oscar winning, big dog, congratulations a deal.
Speaker 1: I don't know why a woman would want to tie
Speaker 1: up a man, but we're wrapping the show. I would't
Speaker 1: let my man tie me up, but I don't even
Speaker 1: think I would be comfortable with that. And you just
Speaker 1: talk about it's a kid to tie you up, because
Speaker 1: it's just like, we don't even got to do all
Speaker 1: of that. You gotta do it. At least you could
Speaker 1: take your risk. You could slide them out to a
Speaker 1: man to put force into me though, like to to
Speaker 1: let me feel his strength. But tying me up, it
Speaker 1: is just like, all right, are you gonna stab me? Well,
Speaker 1: you like being slapped it choked with arms and her
Speaker 1: legs and like me just holding that ship exactly that
Speaker 1: way too. Fine, I didn't but that hurt. Don't even
Speaker 1: pull out here comes. I mean, not bad, that's just
Speaker 1: in the way came working. But I know that he
Speaker 1: said handcuffs. I think the handcuffs and ties together. I
Speaker 1: don't like. It's like I don't even like, you know,
Speaker 1: being arrested. The bondage slavery isn't Oh my god, dad, Okay, guys, fine,
Speaker 1: tell you to keep your he still. People you're doing
Speaker 1: breaking the entry. But y'all don't want to get a
Speaker 1: little loosely tied up. What about you getting taught up?
Speaker 1: All right, let's every