WEBVTT - Ep102: Sex on Drugs 0:00:03.320 --> 0:00:08.559 You're welcome to horribleut Decisions. Guys, welcome. Um this you girl, 0:00:08.640 --> 0:00:11.600 Mandy b A k A full pumps A k A 0:00:11.680 --> 0:00:13.800 that bitch. Um, and y'all know my other A k 0:00:13.960 --> 0:00:15.800 A s man. Y'all, y'all go ahead and call me 0:00:15.800 --> 0:00:18.160 a funk with me. You know, you know that's what's 0:00:18.200 --> 0:00:20.760 wrong with you. Listen. I'm actually sound like you have 0:00:20.760 --> 0:00:23.360 a right now with the squiggly lines that say A 0:00:23.480 --> 0:00:26.079 K A b k A you know, And that's actually 0:00:26.280 --> 0:00:29.000 I think what I had on my mysta. Um, I 0:00:29.040 --> 0:00:32.479 got the be actually from my name was it's Mandy 0:00:32.520 --> 0:00:36.080 bitch after Brittany came out with this Brittany bitch the 0:00:36.080 --> 0:00:38.240 bet I dropped the bitch. And where did the double 0:00:38.280 --> 0:00:40.559 eyes come from? Because it was cute back then? Hell yeah, 0:00:40.640 --> 0:00:43.080 but you know everybody had to double eyes. I used 0:00:43.080 --> 0:00:45.640 to write with threes as ease. There was three this ease, 0:00:45.760 --> 0:00:49.920 there was um the v's and the and the and 0:00:50.080 --> 0:00:53.040 I think it's cute. Oh, we can't start this episode 0:00:53.040 --> 0:00:55.560 without giving a big congrats to our friend Rory who 0:00:55.640 --> 0:00:59.400 was engaged. Now, Yo, I feel like I'm being left 0:00:59.440 --> 0:01:02.360 out everybody. I'm think Mall probably feels what if you 0:01:02.440 --> 0:01:04.600 and me had another co host and both the motherfucker's 0:01:04.640 --> 0:01:08.680 just got engaged. Oh, they gotta get canceled, Like Alex, 0:01:08.720 --> 0:01:19.080 I'll fire. I'm just saying, get ready, I'm really not ship. 0:01:19.200 --> 0:01:21.600 We just started the show. Let's be on. I feel 0:01:21.600 --> 0:01:23.759 like that puts mad fucking pressure on the other person, 0:01:23.760 --> 0:01:25.720 because like when one of us is dating somebody, it 0:01:25.720 --> 0:01:27.400 doesn't really feel like a big deal because it's one person. 0:01:27.440 --> 0:01:29.800 But imagine if it was two people planning weddings in 0:01:29.800 --> 0:01:32.399 the room. Yeah, that would be so no parks. Its 0:01:32.440 --> 0:01:35.000 parks married or well, probably about to get engaged. Now 0:01:35.040 --> 0:01:38.360 we got a girlfriend though, Um, but yeah, congratulations Rory. 0:01:38.480 --> 0:01:41.240 Let me tell you how I felt super guilty because 0:01:41.760 --> 0:01:43.479 so I went to this party by myself, this roots 0:01:43.520 --> 0:01:45.640 jam thing in l A, and then Rory was there. 0:01:46.440 --> 0:01:49.480 Rory was by shut up. Rory's by myself too. So 0:01:49.520 --> 0:01:51.840 I'm like Rory, I'm like, don't leave, and He's like, no, 0:01:51.960 --> 0:01:54.080 I think I'm gonna head back like Sam's. I was like, 0:01:54.120 --> 0:01:56.480 I don't care, dude, we're on vacation, You're not leaving. 0:01:56.560 --> 0:01:58.360 I dragged this think in like four places. They was 0:01:58.400 --> 0:02:01.000 all closed because you know how l A go literally 0:02:01.320 --> 0:02:03.880 making him hang so like we could kick it. And 0:02:03.920 --> 0:02:06.080 then the next day I was like, yo at the 0:02:06.160 --> 0:02:08.760 rotten Nation brun feeling bad as fun. Can you imagine 0:02:08.760 --> 0:02:10.720 if someone had a big day like that and you 0:02:10.840 --> 0:02:13.680 just help me, guys, stay with me, come out with me. 0:02:15.320 --> 0:02:17.000 So I do want to say, can can I just 0:02:17.040 --> 0:02:20.280 start by giving a huge motherfucking shout out to l A. 0:02:20.960 --> 0:02:23.160 We are sold out? V I P We're sold out 0:02:23.200 --> 0:02:26.200 first general admission tickets. There are now less than thirty 0:02:26.240 --> 0:02:29.200 tickets left for the l A show, And I actually 0:02:29.240 --> 0:02:33.720 want to say Wee's first response was four o'clock show, 0:02:34.080 --> 0:02:36.200 and I'm just like, bitch in is l A and 0:02:36.280 --> 0:02:39.400 everything closes so early. I'm so glad we're gonna be 0:02:39.440 --> 0:02:41.880 able to eat dinner when we're fucking done. And everything 0:02:41.919 --> 0:02:44.400 fucking closes early in l A. Bro, I'll be honest 0:02:44.440 --> 0:02:46.680 with you. I didn't realize, um that it was Grammy 0:02:46.720 --> 0:02:48.799 weekend when I went, because I went for some other 0:02:48.880 --> 0:02:51.560 kind of work, and so I say the weekend to 0:02:51.760 --> 0:02:53.880 kick it, so, like, I go out to a bunch 0:02:53.919 --> 0:02:55.960 of parties, right, I went to this b T showcase 0:02:56.040 --> 0:02:59.160 thing and um, then the Roots thing and some other stuff. 0:02:59.200 --> 0:03:02.280 And what was crazy. Mandy is like, people recognize me, 0:03:03.080 --> 0:03:06.400 but more people heard me talking and then asked me 0:03:06.919 --> 0:03:09.560 if I was on the podcast. No, that's like literally 0:03:09.639 --> 0:03:12.440 people say I heard your voice and knew it was you. 0:03:12.840 --> 0:03:14.880 It's so weird that y'all do that. By the way, 0:03:14.919 --> 0:03:17.400 I'm not gonna lie. It'll be people that don't here. 0:03:17.400 --> 0:03:19.960 He first gotten organized by that girl with her dad 0:03:20.680 --> 0:03:23.639 before they see us, and it's just crazy that. Let 0:03:23.639 --> 0:03:25.639 me know to like, I definitely need to do more 0:03:25.760 --> 0:03:30.760 like visual stuff like posting our fucking horrible decisions videos 0:03:30.800 --> 0:03:34.359 more and like doing things like that because I can't understand. 0:03:34.400 --> 0:03:36.400 I was sitting down with you know, Feezi from Miami, 0:03:36.880 --> 0:03:39.240 grabbed a bit with him. It was DJ Enough, some 0:03:39.320 --> 0:03:42.880 other dude who does radio and CALLI and feezis piping 0:03:42.960 --> 0:03:45.160 us up. He's like, yo, I don't know nobody that's 0:03:45.200 --> 0:03:48.040 selling out auditoriums like this, theaters like this, they're going 0:03:48.040 --> 0:03:50.320 crazy blah blah blah. And this dude here's me. You're 0:03:50.320 --> 0:03:52.440 talking and he looks at me and he supports us. 0:03:52.440 --> 0:03:55.160 I don't want to bring up his name again though. Thanks. Okay, 0:03:55.440 --> 0:03:58.040 So the dude next to him is like looking and 0:03:58.520 --> 0:04:00.800 trying to figure it out, and he was like yellow 0:04:00.880 --> 0:04:04.200 horrible decisions and I'm like yeah, and he's like wow, 0:04:04.280 --> 0:04:06.800 and he's like going through these texts where like people 0:04:06.840 --> 0:04:10.680 talk about us in group chats and absolutely, I think 0:04:10.680 --> 0:04:13.320 we're the group chat gods. I ain't even gonna hold 0:04:13.320 --> 0:04:16.440 you group chat god, Yes, because dog, everybody be bringing 0:04:16.480 --> 0:04:18.599 us up in the group chat. We get screenshots in 0:04:18.640 --> 0:04:21.640 our d M. We're pretty disgusting. We get the group 0:04:21.720 --> 0:04:25.720 chet convo's lip. Bro had an uber wear this guy um, well, 0:04:25.720 --> 0:04:27.640 the pool. The person in the pool listened to horrible 0:04:27.640 --> 0:04:29.800 decisions and then we're describing it to the uber driver 0:04:29.920 --> 0:04:32.880 and so the uber drivers like, god, I just said 0:04:32.920 --> 0:04:34.400 I read in the pool. That makes me feel poor. 0:04:34.520 --> 0:04:37.320 So the uber drivers like, what do you think is 0:04:37.320 --> 0:04:38.920 the craziest thing you've said on your show? I was like, 0:04:38.960 --> 0:04:40.760 I don't think it was me. I was like, tell 0:04:40.800 --> 0:04:45.240 me what might be saying. I said, what do you 0:04:45.240 --> 0:04:48.000 think is worse eating a cream pie out of someone 0:04:48.960 --> 0:04:53.279 or going to brunch with one of your friends and 0:04:53.279 --> 0:04:57.640 still haven't come on your neck? Dried come is not 0:04:57.720 --> 0:05:00.080 worth than eating a fucking cream pie? Bro? Bro? What 0:05:00.320 --> 0:05:04.040 the funk out of here? Bro? Dry nut is easily 0:05:04.120 --> 0:05:08.479 just a facial And what would gross you out more 0:05:08.600 --> 0:05:10.800 if you knew that someone in the car with you 0:05:11.279 --> 0:05:16.640 come out of a pussy who cares you? You swallow? Bro? 0:05:16.800 --> 0:05:19.279 When I saw that video that Tiana Trump did, I 0:05:19.320 --> 0:05:22.360 was disgusted. I couldn't even watch it. As soon as 0:05:22.360 --> 0:05:23.800 it started coming out the pussy hall, I had to 0:05:23.800 --> 0:05:27.480 stopped the video. Bro that ship with Nasty's b I 0:05:27.520 --> 0:05:30.040 don't know, but I was disgusted. I was like in 0:05:30.160 --> 0:05:32.440 my wild from feeling like this is not that crazy? 0:05:32.839 --> 0:05:35.920 Yeah you are, I do find crazy. Is your motherfucking 0:05:35.920 --> 0:05:40.080 ask you thinking you got? I was like, what the funk? 0:05:40.480 --> 0:05:45.480 I did wear a necklace? What's worse like? Remember that? 0:05:47.000 --> 0:05:51.000 And then it's not a flaking So basically mine was 0:05:51.040 --> 0:05:53.359 cleaner than yours. Get the funk out of here. You 0:05:53.360 --> 0:05:55.800 can sit here and believe that. Okay, so um, I 0:05:55.800 --> 0:06:00.080 do want to catch up about one thing. Uh. I 0:06:00.080 --> 0:06:02.920 have become obsessed with the idea of having a real 0:06:03.000 --> 0:06:05.440 role play scene with scissors because I've been watching so 0:06:05.560 --> 0:06:09.000 much Love After lock Up. Everybody's been telling me now 0:06:09.000 --> 0:06:10.800 that I'm doing any day fiance to watch Love After 0:06:10.839 --> 0:06:13.680 lock Up. First of all, Tyoming was on there in 0:06:13.760 --> 0:06:18.920 a quip in a clip because this virgin. They got 0:06:18.920 --> 0:06:21.640 this black girl who's a virgin that lives in Texas, 0:06:21.680 --> 0:06:25.400 who's talking to an inmate who's in Michigan. She's never 0:06:25.520 --> 0:06:28.800 had sex before, so she finds Tyomi. They're doing like 0:06:28.880 --> 0:06:31.200 a skype conference and Yomi's like teaching her how to 0:06:31.279 --> 0:06:32.800 like ride and have sex for the first time. It 0:06:32.839 --> 0:06:35.200 was really cute. So she's like picking out her wedding 0:06:35.240 --> 0:06:36.800 dress and getting all excited. She's like, you know, I 0:06:36.839 --> 0:06:38.760 know he has a baby mama, but I'm not worried 0:06:38.760 --> 0:06:41.280 about her. Bam. Camera then goes to a new scene 0:06:41.279 --> 0:06:43.880 where you see this white woman who's talking about how 0:06:43.880 --> 0:06:46.440 she's twenty four years old and engaged to her fiance, 0:06:46.640 --> 0:06:49.599 who is said man in prison. Both of these women 0:06:49.640 --> 0:06:51.680 at the same time are picking out wedding dresses bro 0:06:52.560 --> 0:06:54.560 both of them at the same time. This nigga is 0:06:54.560 --> 0:06:56.599 literally they got the camera going hey boo, hey boo, 0:06:56.680 --> 0:06:59.640 live you live you talking to both of them. Then 0:07:00.160 --> 0:07:02.559 the bitch who was the version the producers ain't shipped 0:07:02.560 --> 0:07:06.400 for that. I'm just gonna tell you that. The producers 0:07:06.400 --> 0:07:09.760 all y'all getting shot. I'm getting all my niggas. Y'all 0:07:09.760 --> 0:07:11.640 really go, baby, look like a fool. Y'all knew this. 0:07:11.960 --> 0:07:15.080 This nigga had another by her daddy, the Black Girl, right, 0:07:15.120 --> 0:07:17.160 and you already now on team black Girl. So he's like, Yo, 0:07:17.200 --> 0:07:18.800 there could be two or three women when you get there. 0:07:18.840 --> 0:07:21.280 She's like, he's not lying to me. So then she 0:07:21.320 --> 0:07:24.120 gets producers are not shipped. She gets to the airport right, 0:07:24.120 --> 0:07:26.119 and all I keep thinking of is how is the camera? 0:07:26.160 --> 0:07:28.320 How is everyone letting it get this far? Bro? I 0:07:28.400 --> 0:07:31.560 was screwed to the TV. So then he calls. He's like, baby, 0:07:32.160 --> 0:07:34.160 don't come. She's like, what you're talking about? I'm checking 0:07:34.200 --> 0:07:35.800 in for my flight and he's like, I'm trying to 0:07:35.800 --> 0:07:37.560 get some things together. I'm trying to make it special 0:07:37.600 --> 0:07:41.000 for you. Bitch. Well, he's gonna make a jail bread 0:07:41.080 --> 0:07:43.920 the baby mama picks him up. They go in the car. 0:07:44.400 --> 0:07:46.480 He tells her to go do something. He used his 0:07:46.520 --> 0:07:50.680 homeboy phone FaceTime and using producers phones, bitch talking about 0:07:50.680 --> 0:07:51.800 you know, I ain't got no phone. That's why I 0:07:51.840 --> 0:07:55.200 can't call you. Think about you bay niggas. It's trash. 0:07:55.560 --> 0:08:00.240 But here's a what al right, guy, just tell O me, 0:08:04.240 --> 0:08:05.880 I'm sorry. Everybody wanted to tell me I was doing 0:08:05.880 --> 0:08:07.960 something wrong. Um No. But then they had a really 0:08:08.000 --> 0:08:10.400 good one where they got this black woman. She's forty one, 0:08:10.480 --> 0:08:12.200 she's been jails for ten years. She's talking to the 0:08:12.200 --> 0:08:14.960 old white man named Steve. Steve been tricking the fuck 0:08:15.040 --> 0:08:17.400 off bit. He gave her like a hunter jeez while 0:08:17.440 --> 0:08:20.080 she was in jail. You know why this isn't much fun? 0:08:20.720 --> 0:08:23.080 Do none of these people have accents? Otherwise I don't 0:08:23.120 --> 0:08:25.440 care to get a you know, the story is really good. 0:08:25.640 --> 0:08:27.760 So then she he goes to pick her up from 0:08:27.760 --> 0:08:30.440 the jail, right and then he gets there and she 0:08:30.560 --> 0:08:32.760 can't get out because all the money he was sending 0:08:32.840 --> 0:08:35.400 she was using to do fucking matt. So then they 0:08:35.480 --> 0:08:38.679 do season two, they're back, the bitch is there and 0:08:38.720 --> 0:08:40.400 she's like, yeah, you know, I just don't know if 0:08:40.400 --> 0:08:42.360 I'm attracted to Steve. He'd been talking to her for 0:08:42.360 --> 0:08:44.439 three years, wasn't sucking nobody else, giving her a hunter 0:08:44.440 --> 0:08:45.920 of geese. She's like, so, I don't think I'm gonna 0:08:45.920 --> 0:08:47.559 have sex with him. I need to clean him up first. 0:08:47.760 --> 0:08:50.080 So she gets these scissors and she's ready to cut 0:08:50.080 --> 0:08:51.240 his hair and she's like, you know, I was in 0:08:51.320 --> 0:08:53.560 cosmetology school. They kicked me out because I was too 0:08:53.640 --> 0:08:56.280 high on meth, but I took a few classes. It 0:08:56.320 --> 0:09:00.480 starts trying to like revamp his book. Gotta be scripted, Bro, No, Bro, 0:09:00.679 --> 0:09:02.680 it's just a little you know, broke people have the 0:09:02.679 --> 0:09:05.200 best live. It's gotta be like they just gotta be 0:09:05.240 --> 0:09:06.800 like the type of people today used to get on 0:09:06.880 --> 0:09:10.160 Jerry Springer, and Jerry Springer was not real. Don't tell 0:09:10.200 --> 0:09:14.160 me it's not real. I'm really was not real, dog. 0:09:14.240 --> 0:09:16.800 You don't know how many hours? Well, I paid thirty 0:09:16.840 --> 0:09:19.400 seven dollars on a flight tip and that wasn't real. 0:09:19.600 --> 0:09:22.000 I don't know. Ricky Lake was real, the only one 0:09:22.040 --> 0:09:24.360 that might have been real. And Jenny Jones, Jenny Jones 0:09:24.400 --> 0:09:28.120 definitely wasn't real. Bro, I'm gonna say the only one 0:09:28.200 --> 0:09:31.640 was Maury bitch. Bro, Maury was real. You had to 0:09:31.640 --> 0:09:34.480 get a real DNA swab. The only thing I don't 0:09:34.520 --> 0:09:37.079 believe about Maury was the decoys that they used to 0:09:37.080 --> 0:09:41.720 set it. Like that ship. Bro, I'm not around. I 0:09:41.720 --> 0:09:44.280 would love to be a decoy. Get the funk out 0:09:44.280 --> 0:09:48.360 of here, bro. That ship was the only part, you know, 0:09:48.440 --> 0:09:50.920 But the decoys be making out. That's what I'm saying. 0:09:51.000 --> 0:09:53.959 No way, bro does I would love to come out. 0:09:54.440 --> 0:09:56.520 We know you you like to have sex for research, 0:09:56.679 --> 0:10:01.280 so we Manu shan Qula. I was back there with 0:10:01.640 --> 0:10:03.920 se Quantas and I tried to let him know, like, 0:10:04.120 --> 0:10:06.800 you know, I'm only gonna do this if you say going. 0:10:06.840 --> 0:10:08.240 He told me he was saying, Oh, so that's why 0:10:08.240 --> 0:10:10.599 I did it. You mean that's what you're gonna do. Yeah, Like, 0:10:10.640 --> 0:10:12.520 I would love to just be a part of that. 0:10:12.840 --> 0:10:15.640 What a great job. That would be. A worried How 0:10:15.679 --> 0:10:18.840 much do you think they got paid? I was about 0:10:18.840 --> 0:10:20.480 to say that, No, I think they got paid as 0:10:20.559 --> 0:10:27.240 much as NBA cheerleaders get fifty dollars a game. You know. 0:10:27.280 --> 0:10:29.560 I met a cheerleader at the airport that was a 0:10:29.559 --> 0:10:31.199 bartender two and I was like, but I don't get 0:10:31.200 --> 0:10:33.360 it here on the TV. Yeah, they make fifty dollars 0:10:33.400 --> 0:10:35.800 a game. What you know? What do you mean they 0:10:35.840 --> 0:10:40.040 make fifty dollars per game? Why? I think the Dallas 0:10:40.200 --> 0:10:42.160 Cowboy Chillers make the most. And I think they make 0:10:42.200 --> 0:10:44.760 a hunted or a hunt and fifty per game. Don't 0:10:44.800 --> 0:10:47.000 they gotta practice? Yes, and they don't get paid to 0:10:47.000 --> 0:10:49.959 practice either. They gotta like go and do appearances and ship. 0:10:51.000 --> 0:10:52.280 That's what a god. That's why a lot of them 0:10:52.280 --> 0:10:58.000 work at Hooters. Like yeah, maybe it's yeah, maybe you guys, 0:10:58.000 --> 0:10:59.800 we gotta do a pot you gotta start somewhere. We 0:11:00.000 --> 0:11:02.240 podcasted for free, put our money and our manpower in this, 0:11:02.360 --> 0:11:04.280 and now we're getting paid. Yeah. Well that's like you know, 0:11:04.440 --> 0:11:06.439 they hope to land one of them ball players on 0:11:06.480 --> 0:11:09.280 the court. So it's like when that's that's really what 0:11:09.280 --> 0:11:10.920 they do. It's like sucking for free. You hope it's 0:11:10.920 --> 0:11:14.720 a good end game. What about you? What did you 0:11:14.760 --> 0:11:17.600 do this? Weegod um So I'm in busy season. I'm 0:11:17.640 --> 0:11:22.160 super busy um with work. Um me got into a 0:11:22.160 --> 0:11:24.320 really big argument, so I don't know how if he's 0:11:24.320 --> 0:11:27.120 going to be president twenty nineteen any further. We got 0:11:27.120 --> 0:11:29.920 into just a really bad argument and he caught a 0:11:29.920 --> 0:11:33.360 little snappy ass attitude with me, So I caught one back. Nope, 0:11:33.679 --> 0:11:35.719 aregued on the phone and pretty much was like were 0:11:35.760 --> 0:11:38.840 dead at each other, like because you know, mind you. 0:11:38.920 --> 0:11:40.760 I think it was a little bit of an ego thing. 0:11:41.200 --> 0:11:43.680 Like he pretty much was like, man, I'm tight as funk, 0:11:43.760 --> 0:11:46.959 I just hit you right now, because I've literally missed 0:11:47.440 --> 0:11:51.120 his last five to six hit ups, like either by 0:11:51.160 --> 0:11:55.480 being sleep being at work, like not being available. I've 0:11:55.480 --> 0:11:58.800 been really busy and he's just like used to me 0:11:58.880 --> 0:12:01.320 like waking up, Like I've I make myself available for 0:12:01.400 --> 0:12:06.040 him very often, but it's literally gone like for two weeks. Um. No, 0:12:06.440 --> 0:12:12.680 I haven't been sucking anybody else. But that day we argued, bitch, 0:12:12.720 --> 0:12:15.240 I said well fuck you, and so I hit up 0:12:15.240 --> 0:12:17.720 another nigga real quick and was hoping he was available. Bitch, 0:12:17.760 --> 0:12:19.880 I took a train to Philly to get dick. That's 0:12:19.920 --> 0:12:21.760 how much I was not gonna make him upset me. 0:12:22.080 --> 0:12:24.760 So I took a train to Philly, got some dick, 0:12:25.040 --> 0:12:26.679 and bitch got on the train the next morning and 0:12:26.720 --> 0:12:30.720 went into work from from my job an hour and 0:12:30.760 --> 0:12:35.360 ten minutes. Yeah. Right, So I was like, and it 0:12:35.440 --> 0:12:38.280 was really really really really good sex. It was well 0:12:38.280 --> 0:12:41.920 worth it. We fucked really nasty. He like came all 0:12:41.920 --> 0:12:43.640 over my face and I watched it all off, Thank 0:12:43.640 --> 0:12:46.320 you very much, um, And it was just it was 0:12:46.360 --> 0:12:48.640 just really good. I gave him a massage. I think 0:12:48.720 --> 0:12:51.840 I am one percent now in the foot game because 0:12:51.920 --> 0:12:56.400 I massage his foot. It started at the ankle though no, 0:12:57.080 --> 0:12:59.240 I didn't put his foot in my mouth, but I 0:12:59.320 --> 0:13:04.600 like massage his whole foot, like the heel the massage 0:13:04.640 --> 0:13:07.360 feep and not like before sex scene. Well so no, 0:13:07.480 --> 0:13:09.720 we had already fucked. And then you know, he was 0:13:09.800 --> 0:13:13.079 like like my ankle hurts, like could you rub my ankle? 0:13:13.080 --> 0:13:14.960 And I was like yeah, so I wrote his ankle. 0:13:15.000 --> 0:13:16.760 Then I turned it into a foot massage. Then his 0:13:16.840 --> 0:13:19.439 hamstrings hurt, and b he shouldn't let me rode the handstrings. 0:13:19.679 --> 0:13:22.120 So the hamstrings I made him like I heard so 0:13:22.200 --> 0:13:26.040 much that he playing, No, don't worry about what damn 0:13:26.200 --> 0:13:31.360 hope anyway? Who sounds like a sports injury to me? 0:13:32.080 --> 0:13:35.600 Anyway his hamstring heard or whatever. So you know I 0:13:35.600 --> 0:13:38.480 started giving the massage and I was like damn, and 0:13:38.480 --> 0:13:42.160 he said my massage and was good. Um, I like 0:13:42.240 --> 0:13:45.040 it for a sex. I oh, I had some sex too, 0:13:45.040 --> 0:13:47.560 So Beard Bay was um in l a for grammies 0:13:48.080 --> 0:13:50.640 and we had sex. And let me tell you what's crazy. 0:13:51.080 --> 0:13:54.520 We get along so well to an energy where I 0:13:54.760 --> 0:13:56.760 don't really like how friendly we can be, but we 0:13:56.840 --> 0:13:58.959 just get along that well. Right seeing him, I get 0:13:59.040 --> 0:14:01.480 very relaxed and you talk and immediately when we see 0:14:01.520 --> 0:14:03.600 each other, we're always talking about like other lovers, right, like, oh, 0:14:03.640 --> 0:14:06.000 let me tell you about this and what's going to this. 0:14:07.480 --> 0:14:10.520 But the second we have sex, bro, literally he got 0:14:10.600 --> 0:14:13.760 inside of my pussy and it felt like my pussy 0:14:13.920 --> 0:14:16.719 was a fucking glove that was like perfectly fit. It 0:14:16.840 --> 0:14:20.760 was crazy. I did not want to come too hard 0:14:20.800 --> 0:14:22.600 because I didn't want to pipe him up that much. 0:14:23.120 --> 0:14:26.480 Holy sh it, Like it was so fucking good. And honestly, 0:14:26.520 --> 0:14:29.240 what was even more exciting about it was the fact 0:14:29.240 --> 0:14:33.000 that like Scissors was just so dope like the whole time, 0:14:33.600 --> 0:14:35.640 Like I had this little bit of a fear, like 0:14:36.320 --> 0:14:39.760 I know she knows what is scissors. I call her 0:14:39.800 --> 0:14:42.560 my girl, but I also like don't like labels, Like 0:14:42.600 --> 0:14:45.360 I don't know, she's an important person to me. People, 0:14:45.400 --> 0:14:47.720 Like some people were saying that other people don't mean 0:14:47.720 --> 0:14:49.880 anything because I only post her, but like she's just 0:14:49.960 --> 0:14:54.320 the only one that I feel is needs to be posted. 0:14:54.400 --> 0:14:56.760 I don't know. She's like the most consistent person in 0:14:56.800 --> 0:14:59.240 my life. And honestly, with the men that I date, 0:14:59.320 --> 0:15:02.440 I feel at um. For some reason, I wanted to 0:15:02.440 --> 0:15:03.960 be a little more private, maybe because she hasn't been 0:15:04.000 --> 0:15:05.920 in my life so long, I don't care. Like, for example, 0:15:05.920 --> 0:15:07.880 if I started dating my ex the Latin dude, I 0:15:07.960 --> 0:15:11.480 probably post him because I posted him before, But anyone 0:15:11.520 --> 0:15:13.440 that's new, I feel like they don't need to. That's 0:15:13.440 --> 0:15:16.080 where I'm at, And especially with the show, and as 0:15:16.200 --> 0:15:21.200 much as I think we are very transparent with our listeners, um, 0:15:21.240 --> 0:15:25.600 I feel like the ones who don't really ride for 0:15:25.720 --> 0:15:28.560 us can say very cruel things, or even they say 0:15:28.600 --> 0:15:31.800 things jokingly, and I don't know how my partners would 0:15:31.800 --> 0:15:34.760 take those things. Um. So, Like I said, even when 0:15:34.800 --> 0:15:37.400 I posted Jordan's like all of the comments under that 0:15:37.480 --> 0:15:39.920 ship and how fast it went, I was just like, 0:15:40.040 --> 0:15:43.440 no one's Like I love sharing stories with everyone, but 0:15:43.480 --> 0:15:46.080 I don't think it's that necessary to share photos and 0:15:46.280 --> 0:15:51.240 details of that person's life. Um. For example, like I 0:15:51.320 --> 0:15:54.080 used to wonder a lot with Jeeves, like what would 0:15:54.160 --> 0:15:57.280 happen after a while, Like it would always feel like 0:15:57.320 --> 0:15:58.880 we were about to post each other, and then I 0:15:58.880 --> 0:16:00.480 would just be like listening. I don't wanna bring you 0:16:00.520 --> 0:16:02.200 into something that I can never get you out of, 0:16:02.560 --> 0:16:05.280 and I don't know how far how do you can go? Like, 0:16:05.720 --> 0:16:09.240 for for people to post other people's Instagrams on you know, 0:16:09.360 --> 0:16:11.960 blogs or whatever it be and share it between each other. 0:16:12.200 --> 0:16:14.600 That's something you can't get back. That's something you can google. 0:16:14.840 --> 0:16:16.600 So if I have to live through that ship, I 0:16:16.600 --> 0:16:18.960 don't want you to have to. I even told Scissors, like, 0:16:19.000 --> 0:16:21.640 are you sure is this okay? Like I won't tag her, 0:16:21.680 --> 0:16:25.080 but it's still her face. Oh So I guess I 0:16:25.120 --> 0:16:27.160 will share one more thing that happened, and it really 0:16:27.160 --> 0:16:29.760 made me think oddly, and I want to know maybe 0:16:29.800 --> 0:16:31.880 if any of you women have been through this so 0:16:32.400 --> 0:16:34.040 um as you guys know, Like I live in my 0:16:34.080 --> 0:16:36.400 apartment now by by myself. So I had all this 0:16:36.560 --> 0:16:40.440 furniture delivery um over the weekend, and not only that, 0:16:40.480 --> 0:16:44.360 I needed a handyman, So bitch, I paid someone from 0:16:44.400 --> 0:16:46.960 handy to come and take furniture apart and dispose of furniture. 0:16:47.320 --> 0:16:49.640 Then I had two people come to deliver my furniture. 0:16:49.800 --> 0:16:51.600 Then I had someone to come and pick up my 0:16:51.600 --> 0:16:54.840 my entire living room set. In the span of like 0:16:55.680 --> 0:16:59.560 four hours, four or five hours, there were five strange 0:16:59.600 --> 0:17:01.880 men that came into my house. So I literally hit 0:17:01.960 --> 0:17:05.040 up Fellam Bay like where are you? Like, I just 0:17:05.119 --> 0:17:08.560 need your presence because I genuinely did not feel safe 0:17:08.560 --> 0:17:11.080 and it was stupid. I guess it's not stupid to 0:17:11.080 --> 0:17:13.959 feel that way, but literally it scared me that I 0:17:14.040 --> 0:17:16.520 was going to be in this house. Five strange men 0:17:16.560 --> 0:17:19.520 were coming, and I genuinely felt like I needed someone 0:17:19.560 --> 0:17:22.479 to protect me. Did you listen to my episode within 0:17:22.520 --> 0:17:25.680 her uprising? No, I didn't. I talked about the stuff 0:17:25.680 --> 0:17:27.840 that I haven't talked about this podcast with like someone 0:17:27.920 --> 0:17:29.720 recognized me right as I was putting the key into 0:17:29.720 --> 0:17:32.560 my door. I mean, you know where I live, um, 0:17:32.640 --> 0:17:34.680 and how I've felt like my safety has been a 0:17:34.680 --> 0:17:36.760 big deal and maybe because I live alone. And I 0:17:36.800 --> 0:17:38.520 said that one of the people I've called when I 0:17:38.520 --> 0:17:41.360 don't feel safe, I have no romantic relationship with him 0:17:41.400 --> 0:17:44.720 is Wax. Okay, I mean I'm in the I'm in 0:17:44.760 --> 0:17:46.920 the Bronx, So like, there's not many people that I 0:17:46.960 --> 0:17:51.639 can think of that are close outside of Christopher. Who Christopher, 0:17:51.720 --> 0:17:56.480 but I hit because right Alex lives in Queens and 0:17:57.280 --> 0:17:59.720 Alex is so busy with Andrew. Sometimes I've called Alex 0:18:00.000 --> 0:18:04.240 answer and like immediately when I'm freaking out, it's a 0:18:04.280 --> 0:18:07.000 weird default. I'd be like, I just immediately called wax. 0:18:07.280 --> 0:18:08.680 I don't know why. I just feel like he could 0:18:08.760 --> 0:18:12.720 kill someone for friend na like Nigga Nigga who was 0:18:12.760 --> 0:18:15.640 like ruthless. I feel like it wasn't even that I felt. 0:18:15.680 --> 0:18:18.560 I guess I just felt like I just needed another 0:18:18.680 --> 0:18:22.359 male's presence to wean off whatever, you know. Even the 0:18:22.400 --> 0:18:24.560 guy that came and picked up my sofa hit me 0:18:24.960 --> 0:18:27.840 and was like you're so beautiful, Oh my god, we 0:18:27.880 --> 0:18:31.080 should be friends after and so it was just very uncomfortable, 0:18:31.240 --> 0:18:33.919 like something I wanna tell everyone about who's listening that 0:18:33.960 --> 0:18:36.680 lives in New York. I started to feel so unsafe. 0:18:36.720 --> 0:18:41.280 Like in that same way, there's this place called Shaka 0:18:41.760 --> 0:18:45.440 Um and it's on Second and seventh. It's free self defense. 0:18:45.960 --> 0:18:49.680 Black guy who teaches it um. It's on Sundays from 0:18:49.720 --> 0:18:52.240 three to four and you could do Tuesdays and Thursdays 0:18:52.240 --> 0:18:54.320 at seven free women self defense. I'm telling you, man, 0:18:54.440 --> 0:18:56.240 when I took now, I'm just gonna get weapons and 0:18:56.240 --> 0:18:58.080 place them around my house. I have it to like 0:18:58.119 --> 0:19:00.520 weapons in my house, but that at least to know 0:19:00.640 --> 0:19:03.920 to fight someone off, like because once someone's in there, 0:19:03.960 --> 0:19:07.520 like a handy dude, right, how fast can you grab honestly, 0:19:07.640 --> 0:19:10.800 I will be very honest with you. Self defense classes 0:19:10.840 --> 0:19:15.960 are cool. However, in my mind, I feel like I'm 0:19:16.000 --> 0:19:18.280 gonna turn like Three Dred is one of those movies 0:19:18.280 --> 0:19:20.240 that makes me feel like I could be anybody, and 0:19:20.280 --> 0:19:22.040 I literally feel like I'm going to turn into a 0:19:22.080 --> 0:19:25.480 Spartan in my mind. However, when I was sexually assaulted 0:19:25.520 --> 0:19:27.919 on the train, I froze. I could have beat the 0:19:27.920 --> 0:19:30.240 funk out that nigga, but because of what was happening, 0:19:30.720 --> 0:19:34.320 there was such shock that it happened that I literally couldn't. 0:19:34.359 --> 0:19:36.359