WEBVTT - The Lord's Work

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<v Speaker 1>What you hear in this podcast does not implicate any

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<v Speaker 1>individual or entity in any criminal activity. The views and

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<v Speaker 1>opinions are solely those of the individuals participating in the podcast. Amen. Amen, Now, Renie,

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<v Speaker 1>before you go, obviously, I'm praying that there's gonna be

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<v Speaker 1>some young people listening going maybe the Lord wants me

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<v Speaker 1>to do something like that. But I don't want to

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<v Speaker 1>put words in your mouth. What's on your heart today

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<v Speaker 1>as we sit here? Well, you know, um, I moved

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<v Speaker 1>to Ganda and I was really young. Prior to leaving

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<v Speaker 1>and moving, there was a lot of fear. Am I

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<v Speaker 1>going to fail? Am I going to be that person

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<v Speaker 1>that you know said I was going to do this

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<v Speaker 1>thing for the Lord and just couldn't do it and

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<v Speaker 1>didn't have the strength or didn't have the knowledge, or

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<v Speaker 1>couldn't rally their resources. That was a real fear for me.

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<v Speaker 1>But the Lord just continued to bring to mind that

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<v Speaker 1>if you trust in him, even your failures can be

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<v Speaker 1>made beautiful. And I think that that was renee Bach

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<v Speaker 1>did trust in the Lord with all her heart her

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<v Speaker 1>whole life. She listened to him, saw his wisdom, followed

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<v Speaker 1>his lead, and he led her from a small town

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<v Speaker 1>in Virginia all the way to Uganda, where she started

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<v Speaker 1>a charity to help malnourished kids. Renee was entrepreneurial, inspiring.

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<v Speaker 1>She was the perfect local girl does good story. Here

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<v Speaker 1>she is on a Virginia Christian radio station called equipm FM.

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<v Speaker 1>We just launched a campaign this past month called Cycle Breakers.

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<v Speaker 1>We really do believe that Malnatician is a cycle um

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<v Speaker 1>and then it really can be broken, and we need

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<v Speaker 1>people just like you to help us break that cycle.

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<v Speaker 1>We are completely funded by generous owners. Renee was a

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<v Speaker 1>modern missionary. She didn't work for institutions like the Seletian

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<v Speaker 1>Sisters or the International Mission Board. Instead, she ran her

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<v Speaker 1>ministry like a tech startup, raising money through blogs, marketing

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<v Speaker 1>through YouTube videos, and doing church tours and radio interviews

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<v Speaker 1>like this one. And that's when I found it serving

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<v Speaker 1>his children. How old were you? I was nineteen nineteen.

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<v Speaker 1>That's just when I read that piece in the paper

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<v Speaker 1>about your ministry, I'm thinking that is crazy because I

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't thinking about starting ministries at nineteen years old. So

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<v Speaker 1>obviously the Lord really had a special plan for you.

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<v Speaker 1>And and still does. I mean you're you're so if

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<v Speaker 1>God had a plan for Renee Bach, then why did

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<v Speaker 1>he lead her to where she is today? Tonight at six,

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<v Speaker 1>a Betverord woman is facing disturbing allegations about her nonprofit

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<v Speaker 1>in Uganda. Essentially, a U s Citis been with no

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<v Speaker 1>medical training set up a medical clinic in Uganda serving

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<v Speaker 1>his children was actually shut down and five children died

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<v Speaker 1>at an unlicensed treatment center for malnourished kids in Uganda

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<v Speaker 1>is being sued in Ugandan court. This girl going into

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<v Speaker 1>this situation just the savior complex on our own. It's

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<v Speaker 1>closed to people's lives. I'm Rogi Gola, I'm a journalist

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<v Speaker 1>and I moved to Uganda last year. Just five days

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<v Speaker 1>after I got there, I received a message on WhatsApp.

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<v Speaker 1>It was about Renee Back and it was one of

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<v Speaker 1>the wildest leads i'd ever heard, probably the most severe

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<v Speaker 1>case of the Savior complex we've ever seen. Hundreds of

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<v Speaker 1>children have died as a result. The message came from

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<v Speaker 1>Kelsey Nielsen, one of the founders of an activist group

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<v Speaker 1>called No White Saviors. She was a former missionary. She'd

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<v Speaker 1>seen the inside of that world and now she was

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<v Speaker 1>speaking out. Kelsey told me that Renee wasn't just feeding

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<v Speaker 1>or ministering to kids. She was playing god, she was

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<v Speaker 1>masquerading as a doctor, and hundreds of kids had died

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<v Speaker 1>because of her actions, and that Renee was back home

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<v Speaker 1>in Virginia living scott free most of the time. If

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<v Speaker 1>you're white and have money and access to the right resources,

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<v Speaker 1>you're not You're going to be able to get away

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<v Speaker 1>with whatever you want to. And I think know Kelsey

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<v Speaker 1>and here you've gone, and co founder Olivia Alasso, we're

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<v Speaker 1>helping to file a case against Renee in Uganda's High

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<v Speaker 1>court fields like, finally someone will pay four hundreds of

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<v Speaker 1>kids deaths that have been written off as good deeds

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<v Speaker 1>um for so long, that just because of some spiritual

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<v Speaker 1>bypassing in some God complex, that someone can come and

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<v Speaker 1>practice medicine without a medical degree. No White Saviors had

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<v Speaker 1>been sounding the alarm about Renee on Instagram for months.

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<v Speaker 1>It was the centerpiece of their advocacy. People in the

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<v Speaker 1>comments called Renee a serial killer, an angel of death.

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<v Speaker 1>At first, I was skeptical. Hundreds of dead kids, and

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<v Speaker 1>the more I looked into the story, the more the

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<v Speaker 1>accusations piled up that she'd been stealing children from hospitals

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<v Speaker 1>and villages, experimenting on them. The children were like, it

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<v Speaker 1>was like a science lab where everyone will touch and

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<v Speaker 1>you know, try to inject, try to do that. So

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<v Speaker 1>for me, there's no excuse for that. There were allegations

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<v Speaker 1>of murder, government conspiracies. It is shocking the medical profession

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<v Speaker 1>after one of their own was gunned down in Iganga

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<v Speaker 1>District Friday night, Bribery, blackmail, even cannibalism. The father of

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<v Speaker 1>Patricia alleges that he was bribed to tell the courts

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<v Speaker 1>that Renee cut off the skin of Patricia's face and

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<v Speaker 1>kept in the fridge so she could eat it. Oh boy,

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<v Speaker 1>I knew right away that it would be tough to

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<v Speaker 1>pick apart rumors from facts. This wasn't a story about

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<v Speaker 1>just one victim, one event, or one crime. It was

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<v Speaker 1>a saga that stretched over ten years, to continents and

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<v Speaker 1>touched thousands of lives. So I pulled together a team

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<v Speaker 1>Malcolm Burnley in Philadelphia and Helimakkandhi and Kenya, and together

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<v Speaker 1>we spent the next year investigating Renee's story. We ended

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<v Speaker 1>up interviewing over a hundred people, and almost no one

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<v Speaker 1>could agree on what kind of person Renee Bach was

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<v Speaker 1>or if she'd done anything wrong at all. Just a

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<v Speaker 1>few months ago, this story might have felt distant, But now,

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<v Speaker 1>as we're all caught in a deadly battle between arrogant

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<v Speaker 1>ignorance and a desire for authority, we can trust it's

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<v Speaker 1>closer than ever. In association with I Heeart Media, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>Roger Gola. I I'm Malcolm Burnley, and this is the

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<v Speaker 1>missionary episode one the Lord's Work. Before we dive in,

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<v Speaker 1>let's get you situated. Our story takes place in the

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<v Speaker 1>town of Jinja in Uganda. Pull up a map of

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<v Speaker 1>Africa and find the mouth of the Nile River where

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<v Speaker 1>Egypt meets the Mediterranean. Then trace it all the way

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<v Speaker 1>down through Sudan, past South Sudan and into Uganda. And

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<v Speaker 1>right there underneath your fingertip, that's Ginger. It's a small

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<v Speaker 1>town on the lip of Lake Victoria, a lush, tropical

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<v Speaker 1>paradise built on the banks of the world's longest river.

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<v Speaker 1>Gingers become known as the adventure sports capital of East Africa.

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<v Speaker 1>Tourists from around the world come to Ginger for its

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<v Speaker 1>world famous rapids, bungee jumping, mountain biking and hiking. All right,

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<v Speaker 1>let's get going. I had Arthur Wassawa take me through

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<v Speaker 1>town one afternoon. As a professional tour guide, he spent

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<v Speaker 1>years working with Westerners, or as they're called here, Mazungos.

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<v Speaker 1>A lot of actually a lot of people who write

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<v Speaker 1>to me or emailed me about inquiries. They have read

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<v Speaker 1>about the country and they're very educated about the country.

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<v Speaker 1>Other people think it's the jungle, most especially missionaries who

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<v Speaker 1>have been a kind of tote that they're going to jungle,

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<v Speaker 1>expected jungle. I don't really talk to your Gunmans unless

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<v Speaker 1>they're told the space to Ugandon. So it's kind of weird.

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<v Speaker 1>Main Street is the heart of Ginger. One side is Ugandan,

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<v Speaker 1>full of shops and apartments and street stalls. The other

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<v Speaker 1>is for foreigners with upscale hotels, hip coffee shops and

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<v Speaker 1>souvenir stalls. I mean, so this part of town, I

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<v Speaker 1>mean it seems like it's largely Uganda, not Zongles on

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<v Speaker 1>the side. Yeah, there's a there's a sort of divide,

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<v Speaker 1>uh them there on the other side and this guy

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<v Speaker 1>is there on this side. You know. Yeah, so that

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<v Speaker 1>divide does happened in the last year or so. Hold,

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<v Speaker 1>this guy doesn't stop. No one stops in traffic here.

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<v Speaker 1>Everyone has right away. If you take the Ugandan side

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<v Speaker 1>of main Street all the way down, you end up

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<v Speaker 1>on a pothole road that follows the shore of like Victoria.

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<v Speaker 1>The road is lined with factories and warehouses and a

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<v Speaker 1>fish processing plant that stinks up the whole neighborhood. On

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<v Speaker 1>the other side is Messesse, where Renee set up shop

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<v Speaker 1>in two thousand nine. And Messesse is kind of like

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<v Speaker 1>the slum of our area. And so I was advised

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<v Speaker 1>several times by by folks in Uganda, like I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know if it's a good idea, you being like a

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<v Speaker 1>Western girl by yourself moving to Missess. But I just

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<v Speaker 1>felt so strongly that's where the Lord had us, and

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<v Speaker 1>he used among shacks made of scrapwood and tin roofing.

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<v Speaker 1>Rene's house was easy to spot. It was a two

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<v Speaker 1>story brick building with a wrap around porch and clean

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<v Speaker 1>white banisters, almost like a New England bed and breakfast,

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<v Speaker 1>and it served double duty. It was Renee's home and

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<v Speaker 1>the headquarters of her new NGO. Serving his children. Serving

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<v Speaker 1>his children took a single action, a single choice, and

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<v Speaker 1>it was bold enough to cause others to do the same.

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<v Speaker 1>Save a life. The goal of the NGO was to

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<v Speaker 1>fight child malnutrition, a daunting task, especially in a place

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<v Speaker 1>where thirty of the population faces chronic food in security.

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<v Speaker 1>The Lord just allowed me to see that malnutrition is

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<v Speaker 1>such an issue in Uganda that's often really hidden in

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<v Speaker 1>dark places, and families are ashamed of having children that

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<v Speaker 1>are malnourished. And it wasn't a need that other ministries

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<v Speaker 1>in our area were meeting. And by all accounts, serving

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<v Speaker 1>as children was an early success. Twice a week, hundreds

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<v Speaker 1>of kids would line up with empty bowls and wait

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<v Speaker 1>their turn for beans and rice. I think it was like, Wow,

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<v Speaker 1>she's serving a thousand children lunch out of her yard.

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<v Speaker 1>Like that's Ashley Laverty, one of Renee's first friends in Ginger.

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<v Speaker 1>And again it was kind of like a tourist attraction.

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<v Speaker 1>People would come on those specific days specifically to go

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<v Speaker 1>serve rice and beans to the kids of messssy and

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<v Speaker 1>like photo op, like serving these poor kids around the world.

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<v Speaker 1>There these global hotspots for missionaries like poor to Prince

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<v Speaker 1>and Haiti and San Jose and Costa Rica. Similarly, Jinja

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<v Speaker 1>is home to hundreds of NGOs and just as many

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<v Speaker 1>young eager people following their calling and even in the

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<v Speaker 1>community like that, Renee stood out. She was just twenty

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<v Speaker 1>years old, the director of her own organization, helping thousands

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<v Speaker 1>of people. Here's Jackie Kramlick, one of Renee's old volunteers.

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<v Speaker 1>Anyone who would have been in Ginger around that time

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<v Speaker 1>with Renee would remember a time where, you know, she

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<v Speaker 1>get a call in the middle of church or in

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<v Speaker 1>the middle of the party or whatever and just grab

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<v Speaker 1>her stuff and run out the door. And she, I

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<v Speaker 1>think really liked that. Being the kind of the emergency person,

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<v Speaker 1>she always felt like there was something more that she

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<v Speaker 1>could do. Like when I remember Rene, she just always

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to be doing the next thing. It's just kind

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<v Speaker 1>of her personality is just always very much focused on

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<v Speaker 1>like the next project she was going to start. In

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<v Speaker 1>terms of people who just like plan on conquering everything,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, I would definitely consider her a very ambitious person.

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<v Speaker 1>That ambition led Renee to transform serving his children from

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<v Speaker 1>a simple feeding program into a full on rehabilitation center

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<v Speaker 1>with impatient services and professional medical equipment. That decision would

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<v Speaker 1>eventually split open the entire missionary community. Again, Ashley Laverty,

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<v Speaker 1>there was just a lot of strength. I mean, there

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<v Speaker 1>was a very clear divide. You were either pro Renee

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<v Speaker 1>and going to stand up for her and you know,

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<v Speaker 1>have her back, or you were very much against what

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<v Speaker 1>she was doing and just kind of outraged by it all.

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<v Speaker 1>Last January, I made my first trip to Ginja. I

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to be there as Kelsey Nielsen from No White

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<v Speaker 1>Saviors and her Ugandan co founder Olivia Alasso filed the

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<v Speaker 1>case against Forna in Jina's High Court. It feels like

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know Christmas for me today, like I'm just

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<v Speaker 1>just bringing the paperwork here. Seems like a victory for

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<v Speaker 1>both of them. I'm just fitting to alive. I'm checking

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<v Speaker 1>right now. But I think this is like what we've

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<v Speaker 1>waited for, Like this comes to the world right now

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<v Speaker 1>that the kiss has been filed, it's on record. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>When I started reporting this project, it felt like No

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<v Speaker 1>Waight Saviors was the story. It was a charismatic premise,

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<v Speaker 1>two young women, one American the other Ugandan fighting for

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<v Speaker 1>justice and trying to radically change their communities from the inside.

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<v Speaker 1>I think being a white person and it all involved

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<v Speaker 1>in this is like again totally like there is no

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<v Speaker 1>me being the hero or me doing It's literally the

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<v Speaker 1>things we should be doing like we should be holding

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<v Speaker 1>each other accountable, and we should be doing what we

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<v Speaker 1>know is right instead of just pretending these things don't exist.

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<v Speaker 1>We should be using our access to resources to rectify

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<v Speaker 1>these situations that, otherwise injustice would have just continued. Kelsey

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<v Speaker 1>and Olivia spoke so passionately it was hard not to

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<v Speaker 1>get carried away. They made it clear that this fight

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't just about Renee and tied it to bigger issues

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<v Speaker 1>of racism and colonialism. They made it feel like this

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<v Speaker 1>case really was a historic milestone. They made me want

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<v Speaker 1>to believe in their fight as much as they did.

0:14:31.320 --> 0:14:33.880
<v Speaker 1>No Weight Saviors have been effective at using Instagram to

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<v Speaker 1>draw attention to Renee's story, but they've been hard at

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<v Speaker 1>work on the ground as well. For months, Kelsey and

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<v Speaker 1>Olivia had been gathering evidence and tracking down witnesses to

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<v Speaker 1>file a core case against Serving his children. Once they

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<v Speaker 1>had the funding, they hired a Yuganian law firm to

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<v Speaker 1>file a civil case on behalf of the two grieving mothers,

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<v Speaker 1>one was Gimbo Zoo Beta. In her affidavit, she says

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<v Speaker 1>that in she lets Serving his children take her malner

0:15:00.920 --> 0:15:04.200
<v Speaker 1>three year old to Lali to Ginger for treatment. Three

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<v Speaker 1>days later, Gimbo was told that her son was dead.

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<v Speaker 1>She received to Lali wrapped in a white sheet and

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<v Speaker 1>fifteen dollars as a condolence. The other mother's name was

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<v Speaker 1>Kakai Rose. Her one year old son, Elijah Kawa Gambe,

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<v Speaker 1>had been diagnosed with TB. She says, us serving his

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<v Speaker 1>children worker insisted that she admit her son to the facility.

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<v Speaker 1>After a few days, they were sent home without any

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<v Speaker 1>information or medication. Elijah died three days later. Those are

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<v Speaker 1>our future leaders in this country that died, future lawyers

0:15:40.760 --> 0:15:44.600
<v Speaker 1>and doctors. She shut at their gems by not giving

0:15:44.640 --> 0:15:48.320
<v Speaker 1>them a chance to live. The mother's demands are simple

0:15:49.160 --> 0:15:53.000
<v Speaker 1>compensation for their loss and the permanent shutdown of serving

0:15:53.040 --> 0:15:57.520
<v Speaker 1>his children. For Kelsey, a former missionary with her own NGO,

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<v Speaker 1>there was something personal about the moment. It's a civil

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<v Speaker 1>rights case, and I think for me, being a white

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<v Speaker 1>person who has done work in this town for several years,

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<v Speaker 1>being a recovering white savior, as I say myself, this

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<v Speaker 1>is going to go down in history. We're definitely not

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<v Speaker 1>the heroes of the story. The families who have stood

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<v Speaker 1>up and said I'm going to fight for justice for

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<v Speaker 1>my children. It's an honor to even be at all

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<v Speaker 1>part of this and to to see them and their courage.

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<v Speaker 1>After hanging around the courthouse all afternoon, the court registrar

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<v Speaker 1>finally gave us a hearing date March twelve. Over the

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<v Speaker 1>coming months, that date would be pushed back again and again,

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<v Speaker 1>first to January, then to February, then March. But I

0:16:51.360 --> 0:16:58.680
<v Speaker 1>jumped into my investigation right away. The cornerstone of the

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<v Speaker 1>case against Renee is a handful of her Yugandan employees.

0:17:02.240 --> 0:17:04.800
<v Speaker 1>They worked with Renee for years but were fired in

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<v Speaker 1>twenty seventeen over a pay dispute. In their affidavits, they

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<v Speaker 1>claimed to have seen hundreds of dead children, gross medical malpractice,

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<v Speaker 1>and that they suffered from racist and discriminatory treatment. We

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<v Speaker 1>are recording this for a radio documentary. Kelsey set up

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<v Speaker 1>a meeting for me with some of the former employees

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<v Speaker 1>in Ginger and the information you provide. We met at

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<v Speaker 1>a hotel early in the afternoon and took seats in

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<v Speaker 1>the sunny courtyard away from the other guests. They sipped

0:17:31.640 --> 0:17:34.239
<v Speaker 1>cokes and fantas and told me their stories from their

0:17:34.320 --> 0:17:39.280
<v Speaker 1>years with Renee. My name is Lana Jays, I worked

0:17:39.280 --> 0:17:43.080
<v Speaker 1>with serving his stidren from two thousand thirteen tooth and seventeen.

0:17:43.440 --> 0:17:48.119
<v Speaker 1>Asa Joyce Alana worked with Renee for four years, and

0:17:48.200 --> 0:17:51.520
<v Speaker 1>she was proud of the work she did. I was contented.

0:17:51.640 --> 0:17:54.000
<v Speaker 1>I loved what I used to do. I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>if I'm to leave this work, is there someone who

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<v Speaker 1>is going to come and do the exact thing I'm doing?

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<v Speaker 1>How was like, let me be ready. Toself Joyce told

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<v Speaker 1>me that Renee performed medical treatments on children, but she

0:18:06.920 --> 0:18:09.840
<v Speaker 1>assumed Renee knew what she was doing. In fact, I

0:18:09.880 --> 0:18:16.880
<v Speaker 1>thought she's a nurse or a medical expert. Also where

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<v Speaker 1>because I saw her she introduced that myself to me

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<v Speaker 1>as a director and I saw her doing medical practices,

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<v Speaker 1>doing other things, So myself I concluded that she's a

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<v Speaker 1>medical expert. Yeah. But the longer she was there, the

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<v Speaker 1>more trouble she became. The thing which which had me.

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<v Speaker 1>Most children dying all of a sudden, you find you

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<v Speaker 1>reach home, they call you this one has died. Even

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<v Speaker 1>in the morning. At times you come and you find

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<v Speaker 1>the bad is empty, as what happened to this child?

0:18:53.800 --> 0:18:59.359
<v Speaker 1>They will tell you that the child has died. Sometimes

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<v Speaker 1>I used to take the dead buddies to dead villages.

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<v Speaker 1>Charles Alwaeny was the oldest of the crew, and he's

0:19:06.440 --> 0:19:09.720
<v Speaker 1>in his early fifties, short and bald, and has the

0:19:09.800 --> 0:19:13.399
<v Speaker 1>leathery hands of a farm worker. At different points he

0:19:13.480 --> 0:19:17.200
<v Speaker 1>worked as a driver, program manager, and security guard for

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<v Speaker 1>serving his children. In his affidavit, Charles wrote that he

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<v Speaker 1>would see anywhere from seven to ten dead children every

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<v Speaker 1>week now as I take the dead buddies, I was

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<v Speaker 1>always given the task of explaining how these children were daying,

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<v Speaker 1>and it was really hard for me. I couldn't explain

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<v Speaker 1>anything because one, I'm not a medical doctor, and I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know what caused the death of the child? What what?

0:19:45.800 --> 0:19:48.600
<v Speaker 1>It was something that I had for me. And I

0:19:48.720 --> 0:19:55.359
<v Speaker 1>was almost seven to ten a week. If that was true,

0:19:55.800 --> 0:19:57.960
<v Speaker 1>the death toll would get into the thousands in just

0:19:58.080 --> 0:20:15.840
<v Speaker 1>a few years. I hunt Buffalo, so I brought my

0:20:16.000 --> 0:20:19.359
<v Speaker 1>rifle into the country with me legally, and I kept

0:20:19.400 --> 0:20:22.159
<v Speaker 1>it at the police station. Elizabeth Nicholson was one of

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<v Speaker 1>the older missionaries in town. Were chuffed this this silly

0:20:26.640 --> 0:20:30.640
<v Speaker 1>little woman went this big giant rifle. I had heard

0:20:30.640 --> 0:20:34.080
<v Speaker 1>that she was the wild white lady in Ginger. When

0:20:34.119 --> 0:20:37.840
<v Speaker 1>I finally met her. I wasn't disappointed. I go hunting

0:20:37.840 --> 0:20:42.919
<v Speaker 1>when I want to kill some person, then I go

0:20:43.000 --> 0:20:48.200
<v Speaker 1>out into the bush and get out my aggressions. Elizabeth

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<v Speaker 1>was a real estate agent in California in a previous life,

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<v Speaker 1>but she heard God calling her to Uganda ten years

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<v Speaker 1>ago and she hasn't looked back since. She saw a

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<v Speaker 1>place with institutions that were struggling to keep up, and

0:21:00.960 --> 0:21:04.560
<v Speaker 1>she wanted to support them. Children and the children's hospital

0:21:04.680 --> 0:21:08.400
<v Speaker 1>now La Fania were three sometimes four to a bed,

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<v Speaker 1>or they were on the concrete floor in the corridor.

0:21:12.520 --> 0:21:16.440
<v Speaker 1>The children of malnutrition are very vulnerable, so I ended

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<v Speaker 1>up building another mini hospital on the government hospital grounds.

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<v Speaker 1>It was an attritional unit. You had a free place

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<v Speaker 1>for the malnourished children to be and to stay as

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<v Speaker 1>long as they needed. Elizabeth and Renee were both dealing

0:21:32.200 --> 0:21:35.919
<v Speaker 1>with malnourished kids, which means Elizabeth ran into Renee at

0:21:35.920 --> 0:21:39.879
<v Speaker 1>the local hospital on a regular basis. At first, she

0:21:39.920 --> 0:21:43.320
<v Speaker 1>thought Renee was just another young, pretty missionary. But then

0:21:43.359 --> 0:21:47.960
<v Speaker 1>something strange started happening. I noticed that well, there would

0:21:47.960 --> 0:21:52.840
<v Speaker 1>be malnourished children and then one day they'd be gone.

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<v Speaker 1>What happened? Why? Each time this happened, Elizabeth assumed the

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<v Speaker 1>worst that the child had died in hospital, or maybe optimistically,

0:22:03.640 --> 0:22:06.399
<v Speaker 1>that the kid had recovered and gone home. But it

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<v Speaker 1>turns out it was neither what I was told. She

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<v Speaker 1>was paying a couple of the nurses to let her

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<v Speaker 1>know every time a malnourished child came, and then she

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<v Speaker 1>would come to the hospital and she would talk to

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<v Speaker 1>the parents into signing out and then taking the child

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<v Speaker 1>to her, which I thought was wrong. It was something

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<v Speaker 1>the former employees had written about in their affidavits as well.

0:22:34.840 --> 0:22:39.679
<v Speaker 1>Renee called them referrals. Others called it kidnapping. I'd begun

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<v Speaker 1>to get nervous about all the children that were ending

0:22:43.160 --> 0:22:46.080
<v Speaker 1>up with her. She didn't make sense when they had

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<v Speaker 1>the government free hospital and free food. So I decided

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<v Speaker 1>that I would least like to go and check and

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<v Speaker 1>see what it was like. When I went there, Renee

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't there. She was in America. She had I think

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<v Speaker 1>three volunteers who are about eighteen years old, weren't trained

0:23:02.400 --> 0:23:08.879
<v Speaker 1>in anything medical, and they had like children. I found

0:23:08.880 --> 0:23:13.680
<v Speaker 1>it appalling. Elizabeth had good reason to be frustrated. She'd

0:23:13.680 --> 0:23:17.560
<v Speaker 1>been fighting child malnutrition for a decade. In her mind,

0:23:17.800 --> 0:23:20.600
<v Speaker 1>she's been doing it the right way, following the rules

0:23:20.760 --> 0:23:23.719
<v Speaker 1>and letting doctors take the lead. I mean, my understanding

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<v Speaker 1>is she has her high school g e d. She

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<v Speaker 1>didn't even finish regular high school. She didn't at the

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<v Speaker 1>time have any medical I think now she only has

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<v Speaker 1>um like Red Cross stuff. And she was doing things

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<v Speaker 1>that we're not only out of her capabilities, but we're painful,

0:23:49.359 --> 0:23:55.200
<v Speaker 1>not nice easy things, um, taking jiggers out of toes okay, fine,

0:23:56.640 --> 0:24:03.240
<v Speaker 1>but emptying somebody's kidneys with a long syringe no, I'm sorry,

0:24:03.280 --> 0:24:07.120
<v Speaker 1>and slitting their chest to get into their lungs. There's

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of doctors that won't do this and know

0:24:08.640 --> 0:24:12.639
<v Speaker 1>we need a specialist for that to be clear. Elizabeth

0:24:12.680 --> 0:24:16.320
<v Speaker 1>didn't actually see any of this firsthand, but these were

0:24:16.359 --> 0:24:19.080
<v Speaker 1>the rumors that have been floating around Ginja for years.

0:24:21.000 --> 0:24:24.720
<v Speaker 1>Eventually Elizabeth would even get the police involved and try

0:24:24.760 --> 0:24:27.800
<v Speaker 1>to get Renee shut down. I heard a lot that

0:24:28.440 --> 0:24:31.440
<v Speaker 1>she was stubborn, She wouldn't listen to anybody. She looked

0:24:31.440 --> 0:24:35.760
<v Speaker 1>down on yuganden professionals, didn't take advice from anybody. What

0:24:36.320 --> 0:24:41.480
<v Speaker 1>leads Renee to go down this path? She thinks that's

0:24:41.480 --> 0:24:47.040
<v Speaker 1>what God wants her to do. Although the idea that

0:24:47.080 --> 0:24:50.199
<v Speaker 1>God would want her to operate on children which she

0:24:50.280 --> 0:24:54.280
<v Speaker 1>has no training, and there's a hospital ten minutes away,

0:24:54.600 --> 0:24:57.760
<v Speaker 1>it's a little hard to swell. I don't know, I

0:24:57.800 --> 0:25:02.720
<v Speaker 1>don't know. It's incomprehensible to me. It was such an

0:25:02.720 --> 0:25:11.040
<v Speaker 1>outstandingly evil thing. So many children were dying, and it

0:25:11.080 --> 0:25:25.639
<v Speaker 1>was getting bigger and bigger. Honestly, from the get go,

0:25:26.160 --> 0:25:29.399
<v Speaker 1>I had my doubts about the case of success. Holding

0:25:29.400 --> 0:25:32.879
<v Speaker 1>the filing in my hands, it was flimsy, maybe a

0:25:32.960 --> 0:25:36.760
<v Speaker 1>hundred pages, front to back, printed double sided. Yes, there

0:25:36.760 --> 0:25:40.320
<v Speaker 1>were strong affidavits from Ashley Jackie and the former employees,

0:25:41.200 --> 0:25:45.040
<v Speaker 1>but the evidence, that's where the trouble was. It was

0:25:45.080 --> 0:25:49.199
<v Speaker 1>mostly anecdotal. There were a few photographs of malnourished children

0:25:49.480 --> 0:25:53.640
<v Speaker 1>and some Health Ministry protocols and registration documents, and sure

0:25:54.200 --> 0:25:56.720
<v Speaker 1>there were a couple of photos of Renee inserting IVY lines,

0:25:57.440 --> 0:25:59.560
<v Speaker 1>but that's a procedure anyone could be trained to do,

0:26:00.119 --> 0:26:03.520
<v Speaker 1>and didn't speak to the more severe allegations of medical misconduct.

0:26:04.480 --> 0:26:07.040
<v Speaker 1>Without much more, it would be difficult to keep this

0:26:07.080 --> 0:26:10.440
<v Speaker 1>case from getting into he said, she said, So we

0:26:10.480 --> 0:26:13.520
<v Speaker 1>set out to look for those details, but we also

0:26:13.560 --> 0:26:18.679
<v Speaker 1>needed to hear from Renee herself. In the court documents

0:26:18.720 --> 0:26:21.720
<v Speaker 1>and all around town. There was something that kept coming up,

0:26:22.760 --> 0:26:29.120
<v Speaker 1>Renee's blogs. Blogging was huge among young missionaries, heroic stories

0:26:29.119 --> 0:26:32.119
<v Speaker 1>of service in far flung corners of the world and

0:26:32.200 --> 0:26:36.440
<v Speaker 1>pictures of children suffering starvation and disease who needed your

0:26:36.520 --> 0:26:41.280
<v Speaker 1>help in your prayers, So send money now. They were

0:26:41.280 --> 0:26:44.680
<v Speaker 1>the millennial version of those old Sally Struthers ads where

0:26:44.680 --> 0:26:47.359
<v Speaker 1>she holds a starving, sick child in her arms and

0:26:47.440 --> 0:26:52.040
<v Speaker 1>asks you for donations while a number flashes underneath. It's

0:26:52.160 --> 0:26:55.240
<v Speaker 1>enough to make the angels cry. No. I can't get

0:26:55.359 --> 0:26:57.760
<v Speaker 1>used to this any more than you could. But we

0:26:57.800 --> 0:27:01.280
<v Speaker 1>can get rid of it. Yes you can. Your seventy

0:27:01.320 --> 0:27:03.960
<v Speaker 1>cents will put one of these otherwise doomed boys or

0:27:04.000 --> 0:27:06.760
<v Speaker 1>girls into a clean and bright to Elizabeth. The blogs

0:27:06.760 --> 0:27:10.520
<v Speaker 1>are proof of Renee's insincerity, that she cared more about

0:27:10.520 --> 0:27:14.080
<v Speaker 1>her image than actually helping kids. It was on her

0:27:14.119 --> 0:27:17.760
<v Speaker 1>website and her blog or what, but that she had

0:27:17.920 --> 0:27:22.040
<v Speaker 1>to do these medical things and are to save these

0:27:22.119 --> 0:27:27.360
<v Speaker 1>children because help was so far away and so expensive.

0:27:28.040 --> 0:27:33.119
<v Speaker 1>People really liked that this wonderful woman who's sacrificing, and

0:27:33.600 --> 0:27:36.199
<v Speaker 1>I think that was her thing. I don't think she

0:27:36.320 --> 0:27:38.800
<v Speaker 1>was doing what was best for the children. I think

0:27:38.840 --> 0:27:43.320
<v Speaker 1>she was doing what was exciting and powerful for Renee,

0:27:43.760 --> 0:27:47.880
<v Speaker 1>and getting an awful lot of money for it. Kelsey

0:27:47.880 --> 0:27:51.320
<v Speaker 1>from No White Saviors painted and even darker picture. Every

0:27:51.359 --> 0:27:53.240
<v Speaker 1>time a kid dies, you're writing a blog post, You're

0:27:53.240 --> 0:27:58.240
<v Speaker 1>getting all its attention. You might become addicted to, like

0:27:58.480 --> 0:28:01.320
<v Speaker 1>child death. You might become addicted to like the attention

0:28:01.400 --> 0:28:03.879
<v Speaker 1>and the like the rush you get from it. I

0:28:03.920 --> 0:28:06.840
<v Speaker 1>hope that's not the case, but I don't think we

0:28:06.840 --> 0:28:09.639
<v Speaker 1>can weigh that out. Renee took her blogs down a

0:28:09.640 --> 0:28:11.960
<v Speaker 1>few years ago, and they're only a handful in the

0:28:12.000 --> 0:28:14.800
<v Speaker 1>case filing. So I did some googling and managed to

0:28:14.840 --> 0:28:18.000
<v Speaker 1>find over a hundred of her old posts. I printed

0:28:18.040 --> 0:28:20.119
<v Speaker 1>them all out and spent an entire weekend hold up

0:28:20.119 --> 0:28:23.159
<v Speaker 1>in my room reading through them. At first, I was

0:28:23.200 --> 0:28:26.480
<v Speaker 1>looking for evidence against Renee, proof that she was doing

0:28:26.480 --> 0:28:29.199
<v Speaker 1>what Elizabeth Kelsey and the former employees were telling me,

0:28:30.280 --> 0:28:34.600
<v Speaker 1>and I found some examples easily enough. There were blogs

0:28:34.640 --> 0:28:37.440
<v Speaker 1>about kids hooked up to medical equipment in a red

0:28:37.520 --> 0:28:39.920
<v Speaker 1>room that served as an ic you for serving his

0:28:40.040 --> 0:28:42.960
<v Speaker 1>children there are plenty of stories about kids being brought

0:28:43.000 --> 0:28:46.120
<v Speaker 1>over from the local hospital to miss Essay, and there

0:28:46.160 --> 0:28:48.640
<v Speaker 1>were more than a handful of eulogies that Renee had

0:28:48.640 --> 0:28:50.640
<v Speaker 1>written to children who had passed away over the years.

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<v Speaker 1>The truth is I expected to hate Renee. I'd spent

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<v Speaker 1>weeks hearing stories about how evil she was, how she'd

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<v Speaker 1>been killing kids experimenting on them. But the blogs painted

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<v Speaker 1>a totally different picture. Here's one from We had a

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<v Speaker 1>voice actor read them and they're edited for clarity. I

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<v Speaker 1>am an all or nothing kind of person, and it's

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<v Speaker 1>hard for me not to be able to give to everyone.

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<v Speaker 1>Mother Teresa once said, you can do no great thing,

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<v Speaker 1>only small things with great love. I have to remind

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<v Speaker 1>myself of that almost every day, because I believe that

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<v Speaker 1>when you have a great love for Jesus, everything else

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<v Speaker 1>you do is turned into greatness. So if all you

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<v Speaker 1>do in a day is smile at a lady on

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<v Speaker 1>the street or feed four fifty hungry orphan children, you

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<v Speaker 1>have achieved greatness in God's eyes. But there was something

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<v Speaker 1>else about Renee's writing. Her words felt familiar. Then I

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<v Speaker 1>read one of her blogs about a woman named Lydia.

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<v Speaker 1>So much of her body had been overtaken, consumed by

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<v Speaker 1>her si kness. She was scarcely recognizable, but her hands

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<v Speaker 1>and her feet they remained the same. She lay in bed,

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<v Speaker 1>her skeletal figure almost invisible, underneath a single sheet. Renee

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<v Speaker 1>wrote that Lydia was a young woman who sold bananas

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<v Speaker 1>in the neighborhood. Her son had been in Renee's malnutrition

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<v Speaker 1>program and had gone home healthy. But soon after that,

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<v Speaker 1>Lydia discovered that she was HIV positive. I sat down

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<v Speaker 1>near her and spoke softly, would you like me to

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<v Speaker 1>paint your fingernails? She slowly opened her eyes and barely

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<v Speaker 1>nodded in response. Renee helped her get medications, but six

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<v Speaker 1>months later got a phone call that Lydia wasn't doing well.

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<v Speaker 1>The sickness had eaten away at her. She was just

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<v Speaker 1>fifty three pounds. I picked up one of her limp

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<v Speaker 1>hands and started to change her dull nails into a

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<v Speaker 1>bright shade or bread. I painted each finger nail slowly

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<v Speaker 1>with care, praying for God to restore strength, to allow

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<v Speaker 1>her the privilege of holding her baby girl again, even

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<v Speaker 1>just once more, so that the next time I could

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<v Speaker 1>paint her fingers purple. Because purple was her favorite. The

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<v Speaker 1>next day, God decided it was time to restore Lydia,

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<v Speaker 1>to make her completely whole by taking her to be

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<v Speaker 1>with him. I was sad to say goodbye, but I

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<v Speaker 1>know I'll see her again dancing in heaven, clothed in

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<v Speaker 1>many shades of purple. I felt like I'd been here before.

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<v Speaker 1>I had written these exact words in my own journal.

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<v Speaker 1>When I was a junior in college, I went to

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<v Speaker 1>South Sudan to try my hand as a freelance reporter.

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<v Speaker 1>Two weeks in, I heard that a town up north

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<v Speaker 1>had been attacked. People were forced to flee their homes

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<v Speaker 1>in large parts of town had been burned to the ground.

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<v Speaker 1>Many people told the stay don't feel safe to return

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<v Speaker 1>to their homes given in Wow Town. When I got there,

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<v Speaker 1>it felt like a ghost town. The only people I

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<v Speaker 1>saw were soldiers, and the scene felt empty, a certain

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<v Speaker 1>kind of hopeless. But then I met Sister Gracie. It

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<v Speaker 1>was at the Catholic compound in the middle of town,

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<v Speaker 1>where thousands of people had sought refuge. She said, I

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<v Speaker 1>reminded her of her nephew back in India, and she

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<v Speaker 1>took me in for the next two weeks. I lived

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<v Speaker 1>by her side as she dealt with the fallout from

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<v Speaker 1>the attack. This is from an interview she did with

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<v Speaker 1>BBC's Outwork. Back when I arrived, there was thousands of

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<v Speaker 1>people walking towards the town, almost without clothes, just naked,

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<v Speaker 1>but just as skeleton and the health of sender was

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<v Speaker 1>fitted with. She's been in Wow for decades, building hospitals,

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<v Speaker 1>running schools, and helping orphans find families. She was fearless,

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<v Speaker 1>staring down soldiers at checkpoints, and she was funny teasing

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<v Speaker 1>her former students. She was tireless. She woke up before

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<v Speaker 1>I did and was still working long after I fell asleep.

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<v Speaker 1>But on some nights when it was just the two

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<v Speaker 1>of us, she would cry. She told me she was

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<v Speaker 1>filled with doubt. She didn't know if she was really

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<v Speaker 1>doing the Lord's work or she was working in vain.

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<v Speaker 1>She knew she had to keep helping people, doing what

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<v Speaker 1>she thought was right, but what did it all lead to?

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<v Speaker 1>It was severe. It's seen many mothers, many babies dying

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<v Speaker 1>out of hunger, and it gave me a lot of pain,

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<v Speaker 1>and I asked the Lord give me strength to work

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<v Speaker 1>for these people until my death. One evening, she took

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<v Speaker 1>me to the government hospital. We went to the children's

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<v Speaker 1>ward and found a teenage girl lying in bed. She

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<v Speaker 1>was so skinny, she just disappeared under the sheets, just

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<v Speaker 1>like Lydia. But then I noticed her fingernail polish, a

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<v Speaker 1>glittery silver. So often in war, where people are forced

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<v Speaker 1>to live in humiliating conditions, it's easy to forget that

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<v Speaker 1>people are people. They become statistics and cases and problems

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<v Speaker 1>to be solved. But seeing this girl with her nails

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<v Speaker 1>painted made her a person again. Before she was in

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<v Speaker 1>this bed, she was a kid. She went to school,

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<v Speaker 1>she hung out with her friends, and she painted her nails.

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<v Speaker 1>It's an image I still see so vividly in my mind.

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<v Speaker 1>Sister Gracie asked the girl's family to stand up. They

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<v Speaker 1>all held hands, bowed their heads, and she said a

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<v Speaker 1>prayer for them. On the way back to the car,

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<v Speaker 1>Sister Gracie whispered to me that the girl wouldn't make

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<v Speaker 1>it through the night. When I returned to the States,

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<v Speaker 1>all I could think about was Sister Gracie. For the

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<v Speaker 1>first time I had seen someone who dedicated their entire

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<v Speaker 1>life to serving others. I felt like every day I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't follow her example, I was taking the easy way

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<v Speaker 1>out for a while. I even thought about dropping out

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<v Speaker 1>of school to go work by her side, until a

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<v Speaker 1>few friends convinced me otherwise. In some ways, I wish

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<v Speaker 1>they hadn't. God keeps sending kids, so I keep saying yes.

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<v Speaker 1>Who am I to say no? Some people say I'm insane, Well, folks,

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<v Speaker 1>I would have to agree with you. Some days I

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<v Speaker 1>think I've literally gone insane. What you hear in Renee's

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<v Speaker 1>words depends entirely on what you believe so far. Maybe

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<v Speaker 1>you hear a woman of good intentions who made some mistakes,

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<v Speaker 1>or maybe you hear a predator posing as a saint.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like as Christians, we are called to live

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<v Speaker 1>an insane life, a life set apart, a life that

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<v Speaker 1>is not normal by any sense of the word, A

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<v Speaker 1>life that would cause others to wonder, what the heck,

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<v Speaker 1>why on earth would she do that? Now, I'll be

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<v Speaker 1>the first to say a life of insanity is sometimes

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<v Speaker 1>very exciting. By obeying Christ's call, he blesses you with

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<v Speaker 1>many amazing things. I heard myself in those words. Renee

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<v Speaker 1>and I made her first trips to the continent when

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<v Speaker 1>we were around the same age. Neither of us had

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<v Speaker 1>any experience for expertise. We were moved to the core

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<v Speaker 1>by what we'd seen and it felt like doing the

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<v Speaker 1>right thing was the only thing that mattered, never mind

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<v Speaker 1>the cost. But when it came down to it, I

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<v Speaker 1>took a step back from the ledge and Renee kept

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<v Speaker 1>going this season on the missionary, no one's going to

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<v Speaker 1>call out a girl who has like dropped her life

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<v Speaker 1>and moved here and it's just serving serving serving to

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<v Speaker 1>be like, are you really doing this right? Well, they

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<v Speaker 1>look like a huge asshole now. And never witnessed the

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<v Speaker 1>blood being in us fuels though, and any kind of

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<v Speaker 1>bloody product at the facility. I never witnessed it. I

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<v Speaker 1>was watching her be literally crucified for trying to do

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<v Speaker 1>the right thing. Have you explained what we're doing here?

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<v Speaker 1>I'm explained to her because she's what it that she

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<v Speaker 1>needs to be careful of what she's talking. She grabbed

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<v Speaker 1>a medication and injected her with it, and then she

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<v Speaker 1>fell backwards died. Black African lives do not matter to

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<v Speaker 1>the same level to us as white people. I'm Renee Vach,

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<v Speaker 1>the founder and former director of Serving Children. A lot

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<v Speaker 1>of people would say, oh, why did you do this

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<v Speaker 1>or why did you do that? And it's like, well,

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<v Speaker 1>when you explain, the answer wasn't satisfying. And then you

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<v Speaker 1>want to say, well, have you ever been put in

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<v Speaker 1>a situation like that? Do you know what you would do?

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<v Speaker 1>Because like, it's a tough call and sometimes you have

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<v Speaker 1>like minutes to make it, you know, and you have

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<v Speaker 1>to live with yourself with the answer of that for

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<v Speaker 1>the rest of your life. The Missionaries produced in association

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<v Speaker 1>with iHeart Media. It's written and reported by Roger Gola,

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<v Speaker 1>Palima Gakandi, and Malcolm Burnley. It's produced by Michelle Lance

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<v Speaker 1>and Ryan Murdoch. Mark Ltto is our story editor. Our

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<v Speaker 1>executive producer is at the Good. Fact checker is Austin Thompson.

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<v Speaker 1>Mixing by Josh Rogisson, voice acting by Taylor Kaufman and

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<v Speaker 1>special thanks to equip FM and BBC HM