WEBVTT - Heal First, Hoe Later

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<v Speaker 1>Welcome back to Good Mom's Bad Choices. I'm Erica and

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<v Speaker 1>I'm Nila and it's lesday House.

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<v Speaker 2>What up, bitches? Hey bitches? Hotep? Hi, Hi, Hey girls,

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<v Speaker 2>what's going on? Nothing?

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like I haven't been here with you in

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<v Speaker 1>a while. I know it's been a minute and it's time.

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<v Speaker 1>It's time to just let it rip.

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<v Speaker 2>Let it rip. It's been like six weeks or more

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<v Speaker 2>that we've recorded that I've seen you in these chairs,

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<v Speaker 2>my love. I know I missed too. You know what

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<v Speaker 2>I was thinking. I was thinking yesterday. I was like,

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<v Speaker 2>I invited someone over for dinner. I invited Elizabeth over

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<v Speaker 2>for dinner. Oh she came, she didn't. But I was thinking,

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<v Speaker 2>I was like, huh, I wonder if I if I

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<v Speaker 2>could invite Erica over for dinner and we could like

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<v Speaker 2>not work.

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<v Speaker 3>Good luck.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, we'd have to have a real strict boundary friends.

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<v Speaker 3>We have to have Orlando there to be like, stop.

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<v Speaker 2>Right into it.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm like, but we have to retreat, says the emails.

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<v Speaker 3>Do you see the email?

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<v Speaker 2>Let me do this. We'd be texting each other about work,

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<v Speaker 2>but talking regular.

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<v Speaker 3>Can you tell now?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah? I miss you?

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<v Speaker 3>Maybe it's you too. Oh my god, our shirt looks

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<v Speaker 3>so good on you like it?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, you guys, if you're not on YouTube, now's the

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<v Speaker 2>time I'm wearing our hot drop called Heal First Hoe Later.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm really proud of this. This is like, I'm really

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<v Speaker 2>proud of this drop. I thought of it. I was like,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know where I was in the shower. I

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<v Speaker 2>have a lot of like my philosophical high thoughts and

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<v Speaker 2>shower and I was like, yes, that's it, Heal First

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<v Speaker 2>Hoe Later. Like that's going to be the money maker.

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<v Speaker 1>You know it's accurate. I one dred percent stand by

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<v Speaker 1>this statement. Your shower highness moment.

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<v Speaker 2>I get really deep in the shower when I'm high.

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<v Speaker 2>Just so you guys know, I realized, like the weed

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<v Speaker 2>makes us philosophical. In fact, I told Orlando this morning,

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<v Speaker 2>I was like, I have a new segment and it

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<v Speaker 2>shall be called philosophical high moments. And every time I

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<v Speaker 2>sound really smart and high, just just insert like a

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<v Speaker 2>special song.

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<v Speaker 3>Because you know, I was gonna say.

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<v Speaker 1>The problem is is that when we get high, we

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<v Speaker 1>say philosophical shit.

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<v Speaker 3>And we forget what it was.

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<v Speaker 2>That's how I thought of it, because I was in

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<v Speaker 2>the shower thinking some really philosophical thoughts. I was like, Oh,

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<v Speaker 2>you're so deep. And then I was like, huh, I

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<v Speaker 2>wish there's a music here right now. I was like,

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<v Speaker 2>that's what we need in the show. And I was like, Orlando,

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<v Speaker 2>come come quick.

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<v Speaker 1>The amount of like as we're writing this book too,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, I know I'm smart. I know I've said

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<v Speaker 1>smart things.

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<v Speaker 2>It's hard to write.

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<v Speaker 3>The fuck are my smart thoughts?

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<v Speaker 2>When I need? If we had inserted philosophical high thoughts earlier,

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<v Speaker 2>we would have a list of them. I know. I

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<v Speaker 2>can only think of so many things at a time.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, we're here trying to like really think, like on

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<v Speaker 1>the spot, I'm like, God, it's so much better when

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<v Speaker 1>i'm high.

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<v Speaker 2>I know, it's it is. It only works.

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<v Speaker 3>I can't write when I'm high, so then it's just

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<v Speaker 3>doesn't work.

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<v Speaker 2>I know, I know. And this book writing has been

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<v Speaker 2>has really challenged my vocabulary.

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<v Speaker 1>And I've never used a synonym fucking Google search more

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<v Speaker 1>in my life.

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<v Speaker 2>Same and I was questioning my my my smarts. I

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<v Speaker 2>was like, damn, am I smart? I wish? And my

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<v Speaker 2>plan was to go back.

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<v Speaker 3>Youre smart. I read your chapters. You're very smart.

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<v Speaker 2>You did read them. Oh, we went together.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah. I was like, wow, my friend's so smart.

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<v Speaker 2>Really, I was like, oh, it's just so funny. I

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<v Speaker 2>don't even more jokes. It's like, fuck, I wish I

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<v Speaker 2>could write some funnier jokes. I was like trying to wait.

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<v Speaker 4>Oh my god, I was Oh no, I was reading

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<v Speaker 4>my chapters. I deleted it because I was like, I

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<v Speaker 4>was really pushing it, and do you know what I wrote?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh god, I wrote I'm gonna cry, I wrote, I was.

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<v Speaker 2>I was activated like Jerry curle Juice.

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<v Speaker 1>Like what please tell me? You deleted this like Jerry

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<v Speaker 1>curle Juice. I was like, like Jerry, like activators like

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<v Speaker 1>Jerry correct.

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<v Speaker 2>I read that, You're really trying to the people so hard.

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<v Speaker 5>I was like, bitch, why I am black? I am

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<v Speaker 5>Jimmie Leah and I am black. When I read that,

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<v Speaker 5>I was like, bitch. No, I was like, where at

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<v Speaker 5>state was I? When I wrote this, I was serious.

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<v Speaker 5>I was typed out everything. So wow, you're so funny

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<v Speaker 5>that I made bad jokes.

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<v Speaker 3>Drink whoa? I remember here trying to sound smarter. Oh

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<v Speaker 3>my goodness.

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<v Speaker 2>I also thought I was going to go back and

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<v Speaker 2>listen to all of our episodes and write down all

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<v Speaker 2>of our philosophical high moments. But I don't have any

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<v Speaker 2>fucking time.

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<v Speaker 1>No, I just have to it's all. It's done now.

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<v Speaker 1>The book is done, guys. So it is what it is,

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<v Speaker 1>and it's going to be great.

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<v Speaker 2>It's going to be so great. And and the more

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<v Speaker 2>I read it, the more I'm like, this is great. Yea,

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<v Speaker 2>and yeah, that's what we've been working on. So this

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<v Speaker 2>is an update. Hi everyone, this is an update. Erica

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<v Speaker 2>and I haven't seen each other in weeks, and so

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<v Speaker 2>we have a lot of updating to do with each other.

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<v Speaker 2>And hence you shall listen.

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<v Speaker 3>M should we take a deep breath together?

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<v Speaker 2>How we should?

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<v Speaker 3>Okay, everyone take a deep breath and release.

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<v Speaker 2>Still one more time. Hold the release for sound because

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<v Speaker 2>that feels really good.

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<v Speaker 3>Me the mounds, I forget to take a second. Just

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<v Speaker 3>go go, go, go go all the time.

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<v Speaker 2>All the fucking time, all the time. We're going.

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<v Speaker 1>But you took some time. You took time to decompress.

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<v Speaker 1>Mila went away to Mexico for a month and left me.

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<v Speaker 2>Wow, okay, I left me, but it's fine.

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<v Speaker 3>She's back now.

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<v Speaker 1>But she told me she was going because she needed

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<v Speaker 1>to work on the foundation of her relationship, and I

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<v Speaker 1>like about three weeks and I was like, bitch, is

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<v Speaker 1>the foundation secured?

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<v Speaker 2>Because of all those were Orlando's words. It was a

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<v Speaker 2>good description, but he gave me those words, and I

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<v Speaker 2>guess I use them also. Towards the end of the trip,

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<v Speaker 2>I can hear the hostility in your voice and I

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<v Speaker 2>was like, huh, I think she's pizzed. When are you

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<v Speaker 2>coming back? I was like, bitch, you know what I'm

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<v Speaker 2>coming back. You have the itinerary. I was like, I

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<v Speaker 2>don't see it in our calendar, so I don't know.

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<v Speaker 2>Remind me again, what are the dates because it's been weeks. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>I did. I felt the need to take a full

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<v Speaker 2>month because earlier this year I just figured, well, the

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<v Speaker 2>last time I was the first time I went to

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<v Speaker 2>Costa Rica. I was like, these are the type of

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<v Speaker 2>trips we need to take. And I knew that unless

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<v Speaker 2>I just put my foot down and book it wouldn't happen.

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<v Speaker 2>And so you know, my my very get shit done

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<v Speaker 2>boyfriend made it happen. And probably without him I would

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<v Speaker 2>have flaked on myself. But yeah, I went away for

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<v Speaker 2>a month without my wife to re establish some independence

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<v Speaker 2>to code depend on somebody else. Fuck just kidding. Speaking

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<v Speaker 2>of code dependence, maybe I really am. Because Orlando told

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<v Speaker 2>me the begin the beginning of the trip, he goes, listen,

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<v Speaker 2>I know I make all the decisions, but we're in

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<v Speaker 2>a foreign country and I'm going to need you to

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<v Speaker 2>take make some decisions too. I was like, I know,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm an adult, you know, I'm a mom. He's like,

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<v Speaker 2>how about this, We'll do Monday, I'll make decisions. Tuesday,

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<v Speaker 2>you make decisions. Wednesdays, I'll make decisions. Surrisday, you make decisions. Friday, Saturday,

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<v Speaker 2>Sunday we both make decisions. And so that was the

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<v Speaker 2>That was just like the format of the decision making.

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<v Speaker 2>And I was like, Wow, how sad that my boyfriend

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<v Speaker 2>has to give us days or else. I'm just gonna

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<v Speaker 2>be like whatever whatever you want, I don't care.

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<v Speaker 1>But then he makes a decision. You have forty thousand

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<v Speaker 1>opinions about the decision. I was on the phone tech

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<v Speaker 1>Amalia yesterday and she was literally irate at Orlando's cooking skills.

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<v Speaker 1>She was embossing him around about sauces and shit. Granted

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<v Speaker 1>he did put sauces on a cutting board, which was

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<v Speaker 1>really confusing, but I would for planting purposes.

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<v Speaker 2>Like Nigga, we're about to eat this right now.

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<v Speaker 1>She's like, I need the sauces, the rice. There's not

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<v Speaker 1>enough sauce. What about tomorrow add water?

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<v Speaker 2>It's true, it's true. Like I think I'm totally chill,

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<v Speaker 2>and then I hear myself talk and I'm like, you're nut.

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<v Speaker 2>I was like, you're crazy. Like I am like a

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<v Speaker 2>OCD chill, So like I'm cool until I don't like something,

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<v Speaker 2>and then I get really crazy. But what really happened

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<v Speaker 2>was I edited eight chapters of our ten chapter book

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<v Speaker 2>and then didn't save it, and so my whole day

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<v Speaker 2>was ruined, and so poor Orlando cooking me dear dinner

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<v Speaker 2>just got got the brood out of it because I

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<v Speaker 2>was pissed how he made the sauce, but I didn't

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<v Speaker 2>want to cook anyway. I'm totally fine now. Yeah, Mexico

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<v Speaker 2>was really beautiful, to be completely honest, Like it did

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<v Speaker 2>solidify the relationship even though we've been in a relationship

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<v Speaker 2>for six months, because I'd be in denial and like

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<v Speaker 2>I was like I was in it, but I was

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<v Speaker 2>just like whatever. And then he kept telling people he

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<v Speaker 2>was moving to la and moving in, and every time

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<v Speaker 2>he said it, I was like, oh God, oh God,

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<v Speaker 2>stop saying that he's like forever. And I was like, oh.

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<v Speaker 2>But then after Mexico, I don't feel that way anymore.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't get like hot sweats every time he says

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<v Speaker 2>like some very long term word like forever, like marriage

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<v Speaker 2>or like moving in. So I would say it was

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<v Speaker 2>a success. You wrote us. You wrote me a very

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<v Speaker 2>sweet message when I left, and you're like, I know

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<v Speaker 2>you were there crying and deep staring into each other's eyes,

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<v Speaker 2>and that was very accurate, very accurate. You know, Landa

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<v Speaker 2>do a lot of staring at each other and a

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<v Speaker 2>lot of crying about how happy we are and how

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<v Speaker 2>much we're in love. So that's mostly what Mexico consisted of.

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<v Speaker 2>That plus a few questionable drug deals on my end.

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<v Speaker 3>We had a couple of fights, but you know, like her,

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<v Speaker 3>we run into the cartel, A couple run.

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<v Speaker 2>Into the cartel, but nothing crazy. We're here. We made it.

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<v Speaker 2>Speaking of our speaking of our arguments, which we really

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<v Speaker 2>don't argue. But the other day Luna, randomly, like no

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<v Speaker 2>reason for this question, asked me about this guy I

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<v Speaker 2>was dating. I was like, what, happened with so and so,

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<v Speaker 2>and I was like, what the hell kind of child

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<v Speaker 2>do I have? And I was like we didn't get along.

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<v Speaker 2>I was like, we didn't get along. We argued a lot.

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<v Speaker 2>And she was like, one thing about him, he talked

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<v Speaker 2>a lot. I was like, he did talk a lot, girl,

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<v Speaker 2>that's not a little scorpio moon. She was like, he

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<v Speaker 2>talked a lot. Actually, you know, one thing about him,

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<v Speaker 2>he talked a lot. I was like, that is accurate.

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<v Speaker 2>She's like that's She's like that's She's like, yeah, you

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<v Speaker 2>in Orlando argue, but like argu nice. I was like, wow,

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<v Speaker 2>this is an observant seven year old. She's like it's

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<v Speaker 2>always she like even gave an example. She's always like, yeah, okay.

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<v Speaker 2>I was like wow. I was like that's true. We

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<v Speaker 2>do argue nice if we're going to argue. So I

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<v Speaker 2>was like really grateful for her observation and like our

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<v Speaker 2>ability to have his conversation. So that was nice. Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>But back to Mexico and a couple of drug deals

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<v Speaker 2>that may have could have gone really wrong. So like

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<v Speaker 2>maybe the first week we went out probably forcing it

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<v Speaker 2>because there's nothing really going on, and we get to

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<v Speaker 2>a bar in this guy, We're like, of course I

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<v Speaker 2>brought weed in Nature's pocket because I can't leave the

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<v Speaker 2>country without weed and have to wonder whereman to find it.

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<v Speaker 3>For the first Matre's pocket is pussy for those that

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<v Speaker 3>don't understand.

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<v Speaker 2>If you want to learn, how joined this. And we're

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<v Speaker 2>running out of weed and so you know, if you've

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<v Speaker 2>ever been in Mexico, you know people will offer you

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<v Speaker 2>weed and drugs and things. So a young boy came

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<v Speaker 2>out at the bar and I was like, oh, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>I got weed. I was like, okay, like I want

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<v Speaker 2>some of that, let me see it. So he like

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<v Speaker 2>pulled it out. I was like cool, and uh, Orlando

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<v Speaker 2>had just taken up money from the ATM, so I

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<v Speaker 2>just knew we had money, and so I rolled it up.

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<v Speaker 3>I tried it.

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<v Speaker 2>I was like cool, and I was like, he's like, oh,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't have enough money. I was like, okay, go

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<v Speaker 2>to the ATM. So I told the guy like he's

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<v Speaker 2>going to go through to the ATM. So I'm waiting

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<v Speaker 2>at the bar smoking and he comes back, and Orlando's sweating.

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<v Speaker 2>If you're going to like fifteen minutes, or Leno comes

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<v Speaker 2>like sweating, perfeatly and I'm like, He's like all the

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<v Speaker 2>ATMs are are like at a service, and I was like,

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<v Speaker 2>oh okay. So I'm like talking to the guy. I'm like,

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<v Speaker 2>how much did we all?

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<v Speaker 1>You know?

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<v Speaker 2>How much money do we have? So we're short? So

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<v Speaker 2>me and the guy are like going back and forth.

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<v Speaker 2>Orlando's like, give him back the weed, give him the

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<v Speaker 2>weed back. The guy doesn't speak at English. I can

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<v Speaker 2>only do so much Spanish speaking and drug deals. And

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<v Speaker 2>I was like, can I meet you tomorrow? And I

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<v Speaker 2>was like, give him back the weed. I'm like, well,

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<v Speaker 2>then the guy goes blah blah la cartel and I

0:13:12.640 --> 0:13:16.880
<v Speaker 2>was like, I was like, Orlando's yelling at me, give

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<v Speaker 2>him back the weat. I said, Orlando, I smoked the weed.

0:13:21.800 --> 0:13:24.400
<v Speaker 2>I smoked it. He's like, why don't you. I was like,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, you don't need to argue with me. While

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<v Speaker 2>I'm arguing with him, did you hear the I know

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<v Speaker 2>you'll speak Spanish, but did you hear cartel? I'm fucking

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<v Speaker 2>about to curse him out. The guy's writing me and

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<v Speaker 2>I was, Hi, shit, So I'm like, how much money

0:13:38.960 --> 0:13:41.000
<v Speaker 2>do we have? Orlando? So there was like maybe he

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<v Speaker 2>wanted two thousand paesels. We had like fifteen hundred. I

0:13:44.000 --> 0:13:46.920
<v Speaker 2>was like, listen, this is what we have. Orlando will

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<v Speaker 2>not let go of the money. He's like, this is

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<v Speaker 2>for the cab. I was like, Orlando, we will get

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<v Speaker 2>the fuck up. He's like so mad, arguing with me.

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<v Speaker 2>In my head, I'm like, has he never been in

0:13:56.280 --> 0:13:59.079
<v Speaker 2>a drug deal? Like, the guy is giving us five

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<v Speaker 2>hundred paesels off and this is all we have. Give

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<v Speaker 2>me the fucking money. We'll figure out the cab later. Anyway,

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<v Speaker 2>the guy takes the fifteen hundred pasos, Orlando's hissed. I

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<v Speaker 2>was like, look, I shouldn't smoked the weed before he

0:14:11.559 --> 0:14:15.480
<v Speaker 2>gave him the money. However, do you understand fucking cartel?

0:14:17.760 --> 0:14:19.600
<v Speaker 2>Do you understand you? Did you hear that? He's like,

0:14:19.680 --> 0:14:21.160
<v Speaker 2>he's fuming. I was like, we will get in the

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<v Speaker 2>cab and we will find an ATM. I don't care

0:14:22.840 --> 0:14:24.800
<v Speaker 2>if we have to fucking drive the cancne to find it.

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<v Speaker 2>We will find the ATM. So me, and he's pissed

0:14:28.800 --> 0:14:33.440
<v Speaker 2>with me, but I still want to have a good

0:14:33.440 --> 0:14:39.440
<v Speaker 2>time kind of. So he's like, clearly has an attitude

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<v Speaker 2>and like I don't. Orlando's like, so the kindest guy

0:14:41.560 --> 0:14:44.640
<v Speaker 2>I've ever dated, but his attitudes or like a fucking evil,

0:14:44.840 --> 0:14:47.520
<v Speaker 2>old mean Jamaican aunt of some sort, like he cannot

0:14:47.600 --> 0:14:50.960
<v Speaker 2>had an attitude. So he's like, I'm like, He's like,

0:14:51.000 --> 0:14:52.160
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, do you want to go? He's like no,

0:14:52.320 --> 0:14:53.720
<v Speaker 2>and he's like, actually I do want to go, And

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<v Speaker 2>I was like, fuck, So I then I order another drink.

0:14:57.480 --> 0:14:58.080
<v Speaker 3>You're a bitch.

0:14:59.120 --> 0:15:00.920
<v Speaker 2>I was gonna drink it. I was like, I about

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<v Speaker 2>to go home and argue. I might drink real quirk. Anyway,

0:15:04.400 --> 0:15:06.000
<v Speaker 2>we argue all the way back home, and I'm like,

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<v Speaker 2>we're fine. The next day, he like yelled at me

0:15:07.880 --> 0:15:10.400
<v Speaker 2>and I was like crying. I was like, I'm a

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<v Speaker 2>sensitive bitch. He's never yelled at me before. Anyway, I

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<v Speaker 2>really feel like my argument was valid because we were

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<v Speaker 2>almost got fucking got by the cartel over five hundred

0:15:20.600 --> 0:15:23.040
<v Speaker 2>fucking pesos because I smoked weed before I gave the

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<v Speaker 2>guy the cash.

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<v Speaker 3>He both you both fucked up. We did he both

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<v Speaker 3>fucked up.

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<v Speaker 1>You don't do the drugs before the drug transaction is over,

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<v Speaker 1>and you don't withhold the money from the cartel when

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<v Speaker 1>we have the money and he's giving us a discount

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<v Speaker 1>he might have fucking shanked you, I.

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<v Speaker 2>Know, and Orlando's gonna let him shake me.

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<v Speaker 3>You know. They don't give a fuck out.

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<v Speaker 2>I know he and all I could think is his

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<v Speaker 2>bosses and come down on him and tell him where

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<v Speaker 2>we're at, and then it's over. And then I like,

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<v Speaker 2>the second time I tried to do a drug deal,

0:15:51.720 --> 0:15:56.400
<v Speaker 2>didn't learn her lesson. We needed to smoke. Okay, So

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<v Speaker 2>we were at I love calling the drug deal and

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<v Speaker 2>it's just sweet. We were at it. It was We're

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<v Speaker 2>at like a day party and this guy the cool shirt.

0:16:05.200 --> 0:16:06.400
<v Speaker 2>I was like, that guy has a cool share and

0:16:06.480 --> 0:16:09.120
<v Speaker 2>go talk to I'm like, oh hey, cool shirt. He's like,

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<v Speaker 2>oh him, mommy, yeah, Like I got it right there.

0:16:11.160 --> 0:16:13.080
<v Speaker 2>I was like you weed. He's like, oh yeah, I

0:16:13.080 --> 0:16:15.760
<v Speaker 2>cold shoot weed. He's my friend. We start talking. His

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<v Speaker 2>name is Sunshine. Oh my god. I was like, oh Sunshine.

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<v Speaker 2>He's like, yeah, my friend's gonna pull him in an

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<v Speaker 2>hour with one hundred dollars worth of weed. I'm like cool.

0:16:23.800 --> 0:16:26.960
<v Speaker 2>So anyway, the guy is taking a long time, we

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<v Speaker 2>have to go. I was like, listen, I'm a witch.

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<v Speaker 2>We meet up with me tonight at eleven eleven or

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<v Speaker 2>else he's like, I'm a shaman. Mommy, don't even talk

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<v Speaker 2>to me like this. I was like, all right, Sunshine,

0:16:38.360 --> 0:16:40.280
<v Speaker 2>I'm gona meet up with you later. I was like, Leada,

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<v Speaker 2>let's go. He's like, what about your share?

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<v Speaker 3>I was like, it's cool to me in Sunshine tr

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<v Speaker 3>eleven eleven.

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<v Speaker 2>I trust him. We go home. What do I do?

0:16:47.720 --> 0:16:50.840
<v Speaker 2>I fall asleep and Orlando doesn't make me up for

0:16:50.880 --> 0:16:54.360
<v Speaker 2>my eleven eleven drug deal meet. So I'm chasing fucking

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<v Speaker 2>Sunshine for weeks in Mexico. He's like, Mommy, Mommy, I'm

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<v Speaker 2>implying I'm gonna come right back. Don't worry. You could

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<v Speaker 2>trust mecuse like, Mommy, I find a beautiful Italian woman.

0:17:03.240 --> 0:17:05.200
<v Speaker 2>I can't come back. He sends me a picture of her.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, you have my money. He's like, I gave

0:17:10.280 --> 0:17:13.040
<v Speaker 2>you jewelivity. Don't worry. He'd made jewelry. So he gave

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<v Speaker 2>me some joys. Like when I said I'll be back,

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<v Speaker 2>He's like he had take this as like collateral should

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<v Speaker 2>probably cost two dollars for sure. Did not cool. It

0:17:19.520 --> 0:17:21.639
<v Speaker 2>was like a little spoon. It was about Ashley one.

0:17:22.080 --> 0:17:25.600
<v Speaker 2>So then he so then we leave Tobacco alat and

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<v Speaker 2>then he calls me my birth I'm in the room alone.

0:17:27.720 --> 0:17:30.440
<v Speaker 2>He calls me. He's like on Facetime's like, happy birthday,

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<v Speaker 2>Happy birthday. You know, he ows me a hundred dollars.

0:17:32.560 --> 0:17:38.919
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, He's like, don't worry, mommy. As soon as

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<v Speaker 2>you get back to Tulum, I got you. I was like, okay.

0:17:42.280 --> 0:17:44.920
<v Speaker 2>I was like Orlando, I already knew. He was thinking, like, bitch,

0:17:44.960 --> 0:17:48.120
<v Speaker 2>you're damn Like I went outside. I was like, by

0:17:48.160 --> 0:17:52.040
<v Speaker 2>the way, Orlando send Shane called me for my birthday.

0:17:52.240 --> 0:17:53.800
<v Speaker 2>He's like, what do you say. I was like, it's

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<v Speaker 2>gonna meet me as soon as we get back. Can

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<v Speaker 2>you sake me happy birthday? He's like, oh, okay, never

0:17:58.119 --> 0:17:59.040
<v Speaker 2>saw a Sunshine again.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I know Sunshine spent that money real quick that day.

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<v Speaker 2>I was an.

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<v Speaker 3>Italian lover.

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<v Speaker 2>One hundred dollars to get you a long way in

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<v Speaker 2>Mexico too. But you know, I've learned some lessons to

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<v Speaker 2>listen to my man, don't give strangers your money, don't

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<v Speaker 2>buy maybe drugs for the Mexican cartel. You know, I

0:18:23.160 --> 0:18:25.160
<v Speaker 2>discovered I'm in Like I knew I was an actress

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<v Speaker 2>at a level ten actress because Orlando and I just

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<v Speaker 2>had a lot, a lot, a lot, a lot of

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<v Speaker 2>role playing sex and just really upped my level of

0:18:34.840 --> 0:18:38.919
<v Speaker 2>actress skills. And yeah, I feel like now I'm like

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<v Speaker 2>the tantric sex coach of the year and I could

0:18:41.280 --> 0:18:44.920
<v Speaker 2>just revive any sex life just through just through role playing.

0:18:45.640 --> 0:18:48.440
<v Speaker 2>And some of the roles that we played were primal,

0:18:48.520 --> 0:18:58.280
<v Speaker 2>animalistic lions. Also, we were what else. I was Jade

0:18:58.720 --> 0:19:01.920
<v Speaker 2>from the whorehouse and he had a girl friend named Mila.

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<v Speaker 2>He's been seeing me. He took me to Mexico. He's

0:19:03.760 --> 0:19:06.480
<v Speaker 2>catching feelings. It's not well, but the sex is great. Oh,

0:19:06.480 --> 0:19:08.680
<v Speaker 2>his girlfriend's Mila. But you're Jade, you're his side bitch. Yeah,

0:19:08.680 --> 0:19:11.640
<v Speaker 2>I got it, okay, And I'm just showing him things

0:19:11.640 --> 0:19:12.840
<v Speaker 2>he's never been shown before.

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<v Speaker 3>Wow, me really needs to step up her fucking game.

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<v Speaker 2>I know, That's what I said. Also, you know, my

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<v Speaker 2>favorite fantasy of all time, like a naughty, naughty girl

0:19:22.760 --> 0:19:26.200
<v Speaker 2>with like some step daddy daddy shoes. Yeah, he was stepdaddy.

0:19:26.240 --> 0:19:29.200
<v Speaker 2>And like, Orlando is like such an actor. As soon

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<v Speaker 2>as I say something, he's like right.

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<v Speaker 3>Into h Yeah, I know New Orleans. He was a

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<v Speaker 3>little country boy. We're at the club. I forgot about that.

0:19:36.880 --> 0:19:41.200
<v Speaker 1>We're at the club and I just hear like, yeah, baby, yeah, baby,

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<v Speaker 1>Like wait till I get home, baby, ye a little

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<v Speaker 1>shorty And I'm like, what the fuck is he talking about?

0:19:46.320 --> 0:19:47.760
<v Speaker 1>And I just hear to me this is in the corner,

0:19:47.760 --> 0:19:51.400
<v Speaker 1>like it's like giggling, and he's like, yeah, little baby.

0:19:53.119 --> 0:19:57.120
<v Speaker 3>And she's like he's pleased. Were role playing the whole night.

0:19:57.200 --> 0:19:59.439
<v Speaker 1>I look over and he's still a little baby in

0:19:59.520 --> 0:20:03.399
<v Speaker 1>her I was like, what the fuck? And then I

0:20:03.640 --> 0:20:04.960
<v Speaker 1>like the next morning, I was like, so, how to go.

0:20:05.000 --> 0:20:07.359
<v Speaker 1>She's like, yeah, I committed. And then and then like

0:20:07.400 --> 0:20:08.920
<v Speaker 1>a week later she's like, yeah, he did it again,

0:20:08.920 --> 0:20:10.680
<v Speaker 1>and where we're still we're still doing that. He brought

0:20:10.760 --> 0:20:15.479
<v Speaker 1>him back to California, back to California. Yeah so and

0:20:15.520 --> 0:20:19.960
<v Speaker 1>then yeah, I've also I was also like the the

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<v Speaker 1>witchy woman in our tribe, but he was the tribe hunter.

0:20:22.880 --> 0:20:26.280
<v Speaker 2>We did that one. Lots of role playing was fun.

0:20:26.280 --> 0:20:28.600
<v Speaker 2>It was very fun. Lots of deep steering. We went

0:20:28.640 --> 0:20:32.720
<v Speaker 2>to Baccalar for my birthday and did mushrooms and like

0:20:32.760 --> 0:20:34.720
<v Speaker 2>bucclo is the most one of the most beautiful places

0:20:34.720 --> 0:20:38.280
<v Speaker 2>I've ever been. It's like this eighty mile blue lagoon

0:20:38.400 --> 0:20:42.239
<v Speaker 2>with like barely any fish in its very still and

0:20:42.320 --> 0:20:44.760
<v Speaker 2>my wife bought me a sail boat ride me and

0:20:44.840 --> 0:20:46.280
<v Speaker 2>Orlando and like.

0:20:46.359 --> 0:20:47.800
<v Speaker 3>I see pictures. I think, I'm like, are you butt

0:20:47.880 --> 0:20:48.560
<v Speaker 3>naked on the boat?

0:20:48.680 --> 0:20:54.040
<v Speaker 1>She's like yeah, Like wow, that's sailors in for a treat.

0:20:53.840 --> 0:20:59.160
<v Speaker 2>The sailor and his help. Yesen ya Yeah. I got

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<v Speaker 2>out the boat and it's like I'm picking off my

0:21:01.000 --> 0:21:02.600
<v Speaker 2>shirt and then we got back on the boat. He's like,

0:21:02.600 --> 0:21:05.040
<v Speaker 2>you're not putting it back on our you was like nope,

0:21:05.720 --> 0:21:07.520
<v Speaker 2>And he's gonna get the memo as soon as I

0:21:07.560 --> 0:21:11.119
<v Speaker 2>get back on the boat. Topless. Everybody who've survived you

0:21:11.160 --> 0:21:12.720
<v Speaker 2>want to. I don't know how much that boat what

0:21:12.880 --> 0:21:14.960
<v Speaker 2>ride was, but I'm sure was expensive. I'll take these

0:21:15.000 --> 0:21:20.360
<v Speaker 2>titties out. But it was beautiful. Aided mushrooms and cried

0:21:20.480 --> 0:21:23.159
<v Speaker 2>and stared into each other's eyes some more. And I

0:21:23.200 --> 0:21:29.359
<v Speaker 2>had like a very deep epiphany that I feel like

0:21:29.400 --> 0:21:32.119
<v Speaker 2>a lot of people forget, like like in love and

0:21:32.119 --> 0:21:35.720
<v Speaker 2>in relationships. And it was just like, oh, he's human,

0:21:36.960 --> 0:21:40.480
<v Speaker 2>like humanizing my lover that like he's flawed, he's not

0:21:40.520 --> 0:21:42.359
<v Speaker 2>going to read my mind, he's not going to like

0:21:42.440 --> 0:21:45.600
<v Speaker 2>check off all Like I think sometimes we envision our

0:21:45.640 --> 0:21:47.480
<v Speaker 2>levers how they're like supposed to like ride it like

0:21:47.520 --> 0:21:50.600
<v Speaker 2>not like on a white horse. But when you meet them,

0:21:50.600 --> 0:21:52.639
<v Speaker 2>they're gonna check every box and you'll just know right

0:21:52.680 --> 0:21:54.439
<v Speaker 2>they're gonna pay a certain way, they're gonna lookt the why,

0:21:54.440 --> 0:21:56.600
<v Speaker 2>they're gona have a good style and fashions, they're like

0:21:56.640 --> 0:22:00.320
<v Speaker 2>all these things, you know, and it's just it's just

0:22:00.320 --> 0:22:03.639
<v Speaker 2>not realistic. And like I just humanized him and I

0:22:03.640 --> 0:22:05.560
<v Speaker 2>was like, Wow, I'm falling in love with a flawed,

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<v Speaker 2>perfect human being and I love that. And I think

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<v Speaker 2>that was like a shift. We were just like very honest.

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<v Speaker 2>We did a lot of communicating that time after the

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<v Speaker 2>bad drug deal. After he yelled at me and I cried,

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<v Speaker 2>He's like, are you crying? I was like, I'm just

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<v Speaker 2>thinking about to start my period. I don't like when

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<v Speaker 2>people yell at me. I've had a lot of relationships

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<v Speaker 2>where people were yelling like this a bitch is crazy true.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm I'm like, am I a battered woman? I'm like,

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<v Speaker 2>it's gonna hit me? Like I know he's not going

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<v Speaker 2>to hit me, but like any level of aggression, I'm like,

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<v Speaker 2>but he's like then he's like, I'm sorry, holds me.

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<v Speaker 2>It was very healthy, growth oriented arguing, like like Luna said,

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<v Speaker 2>we're nice arguing, and yeah, really, it just was a

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<v Speaker 2>beautiful trip and it solidified a lot of things for me,

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<v Speaker 2>and like settled a lot of my worry and my

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<v Speaker 2>stress and realizing that I stressed about shit that's not

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<v Speaker 2>and that I've given a lot of men chances that

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<v Speaker 2>weren't worthy. So this is a good time to start

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<v Speaker 2>giving a worthy man a chance. And so I released

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<v Speaker 2>a lot of my subconscious hang ups about just long

0:23:15.480 --> 0:23:18.080
<v Speaker 2>term shit. And even though Orlando's been telling me for

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<v Speaker 2>three months when he left a forty pound Duffel bag

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<v Speaker 2>at my house that he was moving in, I finally

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<v Speaker 2>really accepted it in real life.

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<v Speaker 3>Got it perfect? Sounds like you did a lot of

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<v Speaker 3>growing in that month, and it was really important for

0:23:30.960 --> 0:23:31.639
<v Speaker 3>it really was.

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<v Speaker 2>And Erica and I completed and turned in a sixty

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<v Speaker 2>five thousand word memoir and I cried like a fucking

0:23:45.720 --> 0:23:48.080
<v Speaker 2>baby after I just like pushed send, and I was like.

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't cry, and that was the thing. I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>am I supposed to cry? I should be crying, right.

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<v Speaker 2>Orlando told me too, and then I was like, you're right,

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<v Speaker 2>I should cry.

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<v Speaker 3>But I cried later. I cried like a few days later.

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<v Speaker 1>I was like in the kitchen and I just like

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<v Speaker 1>broke down, like finally I was alone, like Iri was gone,

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<v Speaker 1>and then I just cried for like an hour and

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<v Speaker 1>I was like it was like I had a delayed response.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, girl, we do a lot of shit all the time.

0:24:10.880 --> 0:24:13.320
<v Speaker 2>And I think it's like we we know that this

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<v Speaker 2>book has been in the works for like a year

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<v Speaker 2>and a half ish, you know, it's like from the

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<v Speaker 2>proposal to the signing of the publisher with Harper Collins,

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<v Speaker 2>to the editing. You know, it's it's a long process

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<v Speaker 2>and I we've been you know, obviously we're excited about it,

0:24:29.920 --> 0:24:31.400
<v Speaker 2>but like actually turning it in.

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<v Speaker 3>It's really triggering.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, we're recounting parts of our past that we've

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<v Speaker 1>kind of put, what we have, we've put behind us,

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<v Speaker 1>and that maybe we haven't really really.

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<v Speaker 2>Dissected our childhood.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, even though we talk about a lot of

0:24:44.920 --> 0:24:46.840
<v Speaker 1>these things on the show, like we kind of like,

0:24:47.119 --> 0:24:49.320
<v Speaker 1>don't we just touched the surface of it.

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<v Speaker 3>We don't really get deep, deep, deep.

0:24:52.080 --> 0:24:54.040
<v Speaker 1>And that's like what this book is is really kind

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<v Speaker 1>of getting to know us and how we've come to

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<v Speaker 1>be this almost and like I really had to dig

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<v Speaker 1>and lay like how did I become this? Like I've

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<v Speaker 1>just been not like just been like moving forward in

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<v Speaker 1>this space and just like letting it flow and not

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<v Speaker 1>really like going back.

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<v Speaker 3>And being like why did I do this? Why do

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<v Speaker 3>I do this?

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<v Speaker 1>And actually the book has been really healing for me

0:25:18.920 --> 0:25:22.000
<v Speaker 1>in ways and trying to even dissect my relationship with

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<v Speaker 1>my dad, with my mom, with my relationship with men,

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<v Speaker 1>the men I've chosen, the men I'm choosing now, and

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<v Speaker 1>even like the humanizing too, like of men too, and

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<v Speaker 1>like knowing why why is it?

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<v Speaker 2>Like what are my toxic traits? Why what are they?

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<v Speaker 1>Like truly what is my role in all of this?

0:25:41.119 --> 0:25:43.280
<v Speaker 1>Because it's easy to point the finger and say you

0:25:43.280 --> 0:25:45.040
<v Speaker 1>did this and this is why I'm a single mom

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<v Speaker 1>and this is what happened and my dad didn't show

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<v Speaker 1>up for me, and da.

0:25:47.600 --> 0:25:48.080
<v Speaker 2>Da da da.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, it's like, well, what did I do?

0:25:50.680 --> 0:25:50.919
<v Speaker 2>You know?

0:25:51.040 --> 0:25:54.600
<v Speaker 3>And that shit's kind of fucked scary and.

0:25:54.520 --> 0:25:57.040
<v Speaker 1>Like I was avoiding it, like I would sit down

0:25:57.040 --> 0:25:58.000
<v Speaker 1>and write and I'm like I'm tired.

0:25:58.240 --> 0:25:59.000
<v Speaker 3>I can't do it today.

0:25:59.040 --> 0:26:00.920
<v Speaker 2>I would get fatigue immediately immediately.

0:26:00.920 --> 0:26:03.639
<v Speaker 1>It was like writing of it was like school, but

0:26:03.760 --> 0:26:08.000
<v Speaker 1>like the light school of life. But I'm really I'm

0:26:08.000 --> 0:26:11.360
<v Speaker 1>really happy that we completed it. We had to or else.

0:26:11.440 --> 0:26:12.560
<v Speaker 1>I don't know what they were going to do, like

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<v Speaker 1>sue us or something.

0:26:13.320 --> 0:26:16.400
<v Speaker 2>I don't know for sure, sue us, you spent the money?

0:26:16.560 --> 0:26:20.920
<v Speaker 2>Like no, it's it's been so beautiful. And Orlando's like,

0:26:20.920 --> 0:26:21.960
<v Speaker 2>how do you feel?

0:26:21.960 --> 0:26:22.000
<v Speaker 3>Like?

0:26:22.080 --> 0:26:25.080
<v Speaker 2>It was like super aggressive observant, like oh.

0:26:25.040 --> 0:26:27.600
<v Speaker 1>He sent me a video. He's like, Jamila, tell tell

0:26:27.680 --> 0:26:31.000
<v Speaker 1>Erica why you love her? And like.

0:26:33.160 --> 0:26:36.000
<v Speaker 3>Well, and then I'm like, oh my god, I'm so

0:26:36.080 --> 0:26:38.320
<v Speaker 3>happy that he asked her this question. I'm like crying.

0:26:39.160 --> 0:26:42.199
<v Speaker 3>I'm like, I'm like, does Jamala doesn't even know he

0:26:42.280 --> 0:26:42.800
<v Speaker 3>sent me this?

0:26:43.119 --> 0:26:45.520
<v Speaker 2>I did it. I forgot I recorded it. I We're

0:26:45.560 --> 0:26:47.320
<v Speaker 2>gonna put it on the Patreon so you can see

0:26:47.600 --> 0:26:51.800
<v Speaker 2>my deep, intimate high answers and my deep ass boyfriend

0:26:51.800 --> 0:26:53.600
<v Speaker 2>asking me deep ass questions. And he's like, what do

0:26:53.640 --> 0:26:55.000
<v Speaker 2>you want to say to your tribe? But I was

0:26:55.040 --> 0:27:00.600
<v Speaker 2>like asking me a lot of questions right now. But yeah,

0:27:01.119 --> 0:27:05.960
<v Speaker 2>this this piece of work that we're about to dispel

0:27:06.040 --> 0:27:10.480
<v Speaker 2>into the universe is truly a labor of love and

0:27:10.520 --> 0:27:15.119
<v Speaker 2>truly a testament of our growth. And I know that

0:27:15.200 --> 0:27:18.440
<v Speaker 2>I've grown, but really writing it out in chapters is

0:27:19.400 --> 0:27:24.560
<v Speaker 2>amazing and like, honestly, the change, you know, like the shifts,

0:27:24.600 --> 0:27:30.480
<v Speaker 2>the transformation, like it's it's God sense and I can

0:27:30.520 --> 0:27:33.320
<v Speaker 2>only just like I can only accredit it for starting here,

0:27:33.520 --> 0:27:36.240
<v Speaker 2>you know, just like talking and then writing as a

0:27:36.240 --> 0:27:41.920
<v Speaker 2>different level of releasing and just really reflecting on where

0:27:41.920 --> 0:27:47.920
<v Speaker 2>we started and how it started and how it's going. Amen, hallelujah.

0:27:48.119 --> 0:27:50.080
<v Speaker 3>Ha fucking Louijah.

0:27:50.640 --> 0:27:54.879
<v Speaker 2>I had so much sex in Mexico, like so much sex,

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<v Speaker 2>like so so so so so much suff so so

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<v Speaker 2>so you better have I know. Oh my god, do

0:28:01.200 --> 0:28:02.720
<v Speaker 2>you remember that time I went to Mexico with the

0:28:02.720 --> 0:28:05.000
<v Speaker 2>adventure Bay And I was bitching the whole time because

0:28:05.160 --> 0:28:13.240
<v Speaker 2>we had sex like three times? Oh God, thank god.

0:28:13.119 --> 0:28:14.600
<v Speaker 3>You finally have met your sexual match.

0:28:14.680 --> 0:28:20.600
<v Speaker 2>Thank fucking God for change. Oh my god, I have

0:28:20.800 --> 0:28:24.440
<v Speaker 2>dare he not fuck me in a week long sex vacation? Anyway,

0:28:24.440 --> 0:28:28.960
<v Speaker 2>this vacation was a sexcation. Oh yeah, what I wanted to. Like,

0:28:29.240 --> 0:28:33.160
<v Speaker 2>we did a lot of animalistic like primal play and

0:28:33.680 --> 0:28:36.000
<v Speaker 2>let me just show you how that goes. Oh my god,

0:28:36.000 --> 0:28:37.880
<v Speaker 2>I can't wait. Yeah, are you ready? Yeah, I'm gonna

0:28:37.880 --> 0:28:39.520
<v Speaker 2>come over there. I think it's better if i'm closed out.

0:28:39.560 --> 0:28:40.080
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<v Speaker 2>It was so loudy? What am I supposed to do?

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<v Speaker 3>Like bark?

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<v Speaker 2>Let me do it with Orlando? Okay, okay, actually so odd,

0:31:54.720 --> 0:31:57.360
<v Speaker 2>But Orlando works for us now, so he's here while

0:31:57.360 --> 0:31:59.560
<v Speaker 2>I'm talking about him so intimately, but I kind of

0:31:59.560 --> 0:32:01.920
<v Speaker 2>turned my sh shoulders so I can't see him. Okay,

0:32:01.920 --> 0:32:02.920
<v Speaker 2>but do you want to come over here in an

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<v Speaker 2>exam exemplify Come on, come on, come, come on, set baby,

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<v Speaker 2>because our land because Erica can't get.

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<v Speaker 1>It, don't judge me. H. So that's what you wanted

0:32:35.960 --> 0:32:37.600
<v Speaker 1>me to do. I was supposed to get that memo.

0:32:38.000 --> 0:32:40.480
<v Speaker 2>What the fuck your primate, bitch.

0:32:41.720 --> 0:32:44.800
<v Speaker 3>You've obviously trained each other, like I don't. I didn't,

0:32:44.920 --> 0:32:45.440
<v Speaker 3>I don't know.

0:32:45.720 --> 0:32:48.400
<v Speaker 2>No, that's the most beautiful part about it. We didn't

0:32:48.440 --> 0:32:50.360
<v Speaker 2>train each other. We just start doing it and then

0:32:50.400 --> 0:32:51.400
<v Speaker 2>it just rolls out.

0:32:51.520 --> 0:32:53.720
<v Speaker 1>Okay, well, wow, this is where our this is where

0:32:53.720 --> 0:32:56.400
<v Speaker 1>our disconnect comes, what's exposed.

0:32:57.040 --> 0:32:59.719
<v Speaker 2>Okay, well you should try it anyway. He like there

0:32:59.760 --> 0:33:01.480
<v Speaker 2>was a for like his dick fell out of my

0:33:01.520 --> 0:33:07.040
<v Speaker 2>pussy and I was like like pulling it back in.

0:33:07.120 --> 0:33:16.160
<v Speaker 2>So no words, just sound, no words got sound. Okay, yeah, yeah,

0:33:16.200 --> 0:33:17.920
<v Speaker 2>So there was a lot of that. It was really

0:33:18.080 --> 0:33:22.200
<v Speaker 2>tantrick and primal. At one point. We did this a

0:33:22.200 --> 0:33:24.040
<v Speaker 2>few times. We still do it. So at one point

0:33:24.080 --> 0:33:26.600
<v Speaker 2>and it's crazy as soon as he like growls or

0:33:26.640 --> 0:33:29.760
<v Speaker 2>like purrs, I'm ready. But at one point he had

0:33:29.800 --> 0:33:32.520
<v Speaker 2>like had a lampshank for dinner the night before, and.

0:33:32.880 --> 0:33:34.640
<v Speaker 3>I saw this photo posted on close Friends.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and he no, it wasn't close Friends or Discord.

0:33:36.920 --> 0:33:38.800
<v Speaker 2>I think it's in discording. I was Discord, yeah, and

0:33:38.840 --> 0:33:41.600
<v Speaker 2>he was like eating the end of the leftovers and

0:33:41.640 --> 0:33:43.520
<v Speaker 2>then so he just fucked me with the bone in

0:33:43.560 --> 0:33:49.400
<v Speaker 2>his mouth. Well wow, purring and growling.

0:33:49.400 --> 0:33:53.520
<v Speaker 3>Joined Discord to see this epic image. We have like

0:33:53.760 --> 0:33:55.560
<v Speaker 3>a couple, yeah, a couple of things in there, but

0:33:55.760 --> 0:33:58.560
<v Speaker 3>all this suff how how did you maintain your pussy

0:33:58.640 --> 0:34:01.760
<v Speaker 3>this whole time, all the fuck, all the sex thing, bitch.

0:34:02.200 --> 0:34:05.720
<v Speaker 2>V vitamins. I maintained my pussy because I took v

0:34:05.800 --> 0:34:08.440
<v Speaker 2>vitamins with me, and every time I was getting a

0:34:08.440 --> 0:34:12.359
<v Speaker 2>little crazy, I was like, boop oop, it's v vitamin time,

0:34:13.200 --> 0:34:16.080
<v Speaker 2>v vitamin time. And I literally was like having so

0:34:16.280 --> 0:34:19.239
<v Speaker 2>much sex but then just popping it in during the

0:34:19.360 --> 0:34:21.000
<v Speaker 2>day or at night, like right after.

0:34:22.880 --> 0:34:24.960
<v Speaker 3>Pussy's perfect chef's kiss.

0:34:25.800 --> 0:34:27.359
<v Speaker 1>You know it really is, because you know, I think

0:34:27.360 --> 0:34:29.200
<v Speaker 1>I told you like me and my what I'm going

0:34:29.239 --> 0:34:30.480
<v Speaker 1>to call him, scorpio bay.

0:34:31.000 --> 0:34:33.280
<v Speaker 2>I was kidding I would want to I wanted to call.

0:34:33.200 --> 0:34:37.560
<v Speaker 3>Him dread Bay, like freckle Bay. I don't know the.

0:34:37.520 --> 0:34:42.000
<v Speaker 2>Thing is we could call him because it does not

0:34:42.400 --> 0:34:45.200
<v Speaker 2>it doesn't really say whether or not. I guess, like

0:34:45.239 --> 0:34:45.920
<v Speaker 2>his name.

0:34:46.040 --> 0:34:46.480
<v Speaker 3>What the funk?

0:34:46.480 --> 0:34:48.680
<v Speaker 2>Why would I give his name because it's it's like

0:34:48.719 --> 0:34:49.680
<v Speaker 2>a bay name.

0:34:50.120 --> 0:34:52.200
<v Speaker 3>But it's his name. This guys has an interesting name.

0:34:52.400 --> 0:34:53.120
<v Speaker 3>I mean, it's not his name.

0:34:54.600 --> 0:34:55.399
<v Speaker 2>What are you gonna call him?

0:34:55.400 --> 0:34:59.040
<v Speaker 3>I don't know. Soul mate Bay, Okay, soul mate Bay. Yeah.

0:34:59.040 --> 0:35:01.120
<v Speaker 1>We had like five hours of my pussy was I

0:35:01.120 --> 0:35:03.319
<v Speaker 1>thought it was broken, like legit. I was like I

0:35:03.320 --> 0:35:06.279
<v Speaker 1>couldn't even put like my finger inside of it, and

0:35:06.360 --> 0:35:09.080
<v Speaker 1>so v Vitamins literally popped it in the night before

0:35:09.239 --> 0:35:10.560
<v Speaker 1>or like after that, and I was like, oh my god,

0:35:10.560 --> 0:35:11.920
<v Speaker 1>I'm here for I was in New York. This is

0:35:12.200 --> 0:35:14.480
<v Speaker 1>actually after when Mila went to Mexico. I took the

0:35:14.560 --> 0:35:17.200
<v Speaker 1>kids to Mexico another part of Mexico, and then it

0:35:17.239 --> 0:35:18.719
<v Speaker 1>was a vacation for us. And then I was like,

0:35:18.800 --> 0:35:20.800
<v Speaker 1>that's not a vacation for me. I need a vacation.

0:35:20.920 --> 0:35:23.520
<v Speaker 1>So I literally dropped them in Mexico back home, and

0:35:23.520 --> 0:35:25.080
<v Speaker 1>then two days later I went to New York to

0:35:25.120 --> 0:35:28.160
<v Speaker 1>see my boo, and we got it in and the

0:35:28.200 --> 0:35:31.200
<v Speaker 1>pussy was broken. But then it was unbroken because of

0:35:31.280 --> 0:35:33.479
<v Speaker 1>vitamins because I was like, I have one more day here.

0:35:34.160 --> 0:35:36.680
<v Speaker 1>It can't be broken, Like my nigga doesn't live in

0:35:36.680 --> 0:35:37.359
<v Speaker 1>my city like it.

0:35:37.880 --> 0:35:40.600
<v Speaker 3>This has to work. So if you guys haven't tried

0:35:40.640 --> 0:35:42.759
<v Speaker 3>VI vitamins, you do need to try them.

0:35:42.800 --> 0:35:46.640
<v Speaker 1>There for pH balance, it's for smell, it's for swollen pussy.

0:35:46.920 --> 0:35:49.440
<v Speaker 2>It's for swollen pussy after your period.

0:35:49.440 --> 0:35:54.160
<v Speaker 3>It's great, Like it just literally restores the natural balance

0:35:54.200 --> 0:35:56.680
<v Speaker 3>of your vagina. And it's a woman owned, it's black owned,

0:35:56.719 --> 0:35:57.960
<v Speaker 3>and it's the bomb.

0:35:58.640 --> 0:36:00.920
<v Speaker 2>Yes, shout out to v vitamins. Like after day three,

0:36:01.000 --> 0:36:02.520
<v Speaker 2>I was like, how am I going to maintain thirty

0:36:02.640 --> 0:36:05.040
<v Speaker 2>days at this rate? And I was like, oh, I know,

0:36:05.680 --> 0:36:10.360
<v Speaker 2>my little friend vitamins. So yeah, if you guys, lucky

0:36:10.400 --> 0:36:14.319
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<v Speaker 2>this episode description to have purified pussy today.

0:36:24.480 --> 0:36:29.200
<v Speaker 1>Purified pussy like that, Oh, I'm feeling my pussy purified.

0:36:29.560 --> 0:36:32.319
<v Speaker 2>Get that, Blessed Borg asked and didn't get that purified.

0:36:31.800 --> 0:36:37.240
<v Speaker 1>Pussy is your pussy, Purifi, My pussy is purified pure water.

0:36:39.600 --> 0:36:39.960
<v Speaker 2>Wop.

0:36:42.560 --> 0:36:44.520
<v Speaker 3>So it is a tarot time, my love.

0:36:45.200 --> 0:36:47.000
<v Speaker 2>It's tterot tyme, bitches.

0:36:48.680 --> 0:36:50.440
<v Speaker 3>What's the music? I don't know, we don't know.

0:36:50.800 --> 0:36:54.440
<v Speaker 1>It's some tribut shit may picked, just like you may

0:36:54.480 --> 0:36:56.719
<v Speaker 1>pick the porn hub sound for Patreon.

0:36:57.480 --> 0:37:00.719
<v Speaker 2>So I never knew it's the porn hub sound. Naka

0:37:00.800 --> 0:37:07.200
<v Speaker 2>told me. Okay, so today I picked the four of Cups. Um,

0:37:07.239 --> 0:37:09.359
<v Speaker 2>I feel like we've picked this before. Should pick something else?

0:37:10.120 --> 0:37:11.640
<v Speaker 3>No, this is what the spirits?

0:37:11.920 --> 0:37:15.080
<v Speaker 2>How'd you pick? You can't fucking control the spirits, bitch, whitch?

0:37:15.160 --> 0:37:21.520
<v Speaker 2>I am the spirits et Meditation, contemplation, apathy, and re evaluation.

0:37:22.520 --> 0:37:24.640
<v Speaker 2>The fourth Cups shows a young man sitting under a

0:37:24.680 --> 0:37:30.520
<v Speaker 2>tree with his arms crowseds cross, deep in contemplation and meditation.

0:37:31.040 --> 0:37:33.000
<v Speaker 2>He is so engrossed with his thoughts that he does

0:37:33.000 --> 0:37:35.920
<v Speaker 2>not seem to notice the outstretched arm offering him a cup.

0:37:38.600 --> 0:37:40.920
<v Speaker 2>When the fourth Cups turns up in a tarot reading,

0:37:41.000 --> 0:37:44.799
<v Speaker 2>new invitations and opportunities are flowing to you, but for

0:37:44.880 --> 0:37:50.200
<v Speaker 2>now you're saying no and turning them away. Perhaps the

0:37:50.239 --> 0:37:53.640
<v Speaker 2>prospects do not interest you, or your cup is full,

0:37:53.840 --> 0:37:56.520
<v Speaker 2>or you already have too much on your plate. Use

0:37:56.560 --> 0:38:00.279
<v Speaker 2>your discernment to decide what is truly important to you,

0:38:00.360 --> 0:38:03.239
<v Speaker 2>and don't be afraid to decline new projects that don't

0:38:03.239 --> 0:38:06.080
<v Speaker 2>align with your future path. The four of cups can

0:38:06.120 --> 0:38:08.760
<v Speaker 2>also indicate it's time when you are turning your attention

0:38:08.840 --> 0:38:12.280
<v Speaker 2>and your energy internally to realign to this new phase

0:38:12.320 --> 0:38:14.440
<v Speaker 2>of your life. You know that you need to be

0:38:14.480 --> 0:38:17.440
<v Speaker 2>standing on a tear on tarra firma before you can

0:38:17.440 --> 0:38:19.840
<v Speaker 2>decide your next steps. While you may need to decline

0:38:19.880 --> 0:38:23.359
<v Speaker 2>some very alluring opportunities, you do so knowing you will

0:38:23.360 --> 0:38:26.200
<v Speaker 2>be in a better position to say yes to the

0:38:26.200 --> 0:38:29.320
<v Speaker 2>opportunities that are better fit for you. You're creating this

0:38:29.480 --> 0:38:32.360
<v Speaker 2>space within yourself so that you are ready to accept

0:38:32.360 --> 0:38:35.400
<v Speaker 2>new opportunities later and give them the best possibility of success.

0:38:36.000 --> 0:38:39.200
<v Speaker 2>Use this time for inward reflection, grounding and contemplating before

0:38:39.239 --> 0:38:45.640
<v Speaker 2>accepting the next big thing. That's crazy. I'm happy I

0:38:45.680 --> 0:38:46.759
<v Speaker 2>read that because I.

0:38:47.120 --> 0:38:49.840
<v Speaker 3>Look at you try to block your taro blessings.

0:38:49.960 --> 0:38:54.360
<v Speaker 2>Listen, while I was in Mexico, me and Erica are

0:38:54.880 --> 0:39:01.959
<v Speaker 2>in negotiations ish or conversation with you know an opportunity

0:39:02.160 --> 0:39:06.040
<v Speaker 2>that we're probably going to say no, but.

0:39:07.239 --> 0:39:09.240
<v Speaker 3>We're like a year ago we would have said yes.

0:39:09.840 --> 0:39:12.040
<v Speaker 2>And in January when we had a we had a

0:39:12.080 --> 0:39:15.520
<v Speaker 2>conversation with Samaya, I think we talk about being confident

0:39:15.560 --> 0:39:19.720
<v Speaker 2>and getting comfortable saying no. Was that that episode And

0:39:21.040 --> 0:39:23.640
<v Speaker 2>I've never been so comfortable saying no. I'm my girl,

0:39:23.760 --> 0:39:28.840
<v Speaker 2>Bay Girl, Bad Triggy. But because we're really confident of

0:39:28.920 --> 0:39:31.040
<v Speaker 2>like what we're doing our brand, like there's not there's

0:39:31.040 --> 0:39:36.360
<v Speaker 2>not a lot that will like tantalize us because we

0:39:36.400 --> 0:39:38.279
<v Speaker 2>know our worth. Even if it seems like a lot,

0:39:38.440 --> 0:39:41.080
<v Speaker 2>it's if it's not what we want, then it's not it.

0:39:42.120 --> 0:39:46.319
<v Speaker 2>So that's like very accurate. And I also feel like

0:39:47.960 --> 0:39:49.759
<v Speaker 2>this is I've said this before, but like this is

0:39:49.800 --> 0:39:53.759
<v Speaker 2>an epic turning point for our business and for us

0:39:53.800 --> 0:40:01.320
<v Speaker 2>and like personally, and we are moving really fat, really

0:40:01.480 --> 0:40:04.920
<v Speaker 2>really fast, and honestly we are magic women because I

0:40:05.000 --> 0:40:08.239
<v Speaker 2>really don't know how we're maintaining all of the shit

0:40:08.320 --> 0:40:14.120
<v Speaker 2>that we maintain and saying like to realign and like

0:40:15.080 --> 0:40:18.640
<v Speaker 2>you know, our cup is full, it's fullest, it's fullest,

0:40:18.800 --> 0:40:19.200
<v Speaker 2>full of.

0:40:19.200 --> 0:40:20.080
<v Speaker 3>This fucketh.

0:40:21.640 --> 0:40:24.319
<v Speaker 2>I could cry like all the time just about like

0:40:24.440 --> 0:40:27.360
<v Speaker 2>how full my life is right now, like I'm so happy.

0:40:27.920 --> 0:40:31.640
<v Speaker 2>I'm busy, but I'm so happy. In fact, this morning

0:40:32.120 --> 0:40:37.839
<v Speaker 2>we were listening to We're listening to What's Beyonce's little

0:40:37.920 --> 0:40:44.560
<v Speaker 2>sister Solange, and uh, Orlando, I was like, oh, this

0:40:44.600 --> 0:40:46.560
<v Speaker 2>is a good album. And I was thinking about where

0:40:46.600 --> 0:40:49.200
<v Speaker 2>I was when that album came out, and I was like, oh,

0:40:49.320 --> 0:40:51.279
<v Speaker 2>it was twenty sixteen. I knew exactly what year was

0:40:51.280 --> 0:40:52.440
<v Speaker 2>because I knew what I was going through. It was

0:40:52.440 --> 0:40:55.120
<v Speaker 2>like the year it was literally like around the time

0:40:55.160 --> 0:40:57.800
<v Speaker 2>I broke up with my baby daddy and he actually

0:40:57.800 --> 0:41:01.120
<v Speaker 2>moved out, and I was like elev out of that space.

0:41:01.680 --> 0:41:04.960
<v Speaker 2>And I remember listening like you know, certain albums for

0:41:05.080 --> 0:41:09.040
<v Speaker 2>you to a certain place. And then Orlando and I

0:41:09.120 --> 0:41:13.359
<v Speaker 2>just cuddled and stood and hugged for one song, and

0:41:13.760 --> 0:41:17.839
<v Speaker 2>I was thinking about where I was and where I am,

0:41:18.000 --> 0:41:20.160
<v Speaker 2>and like just how happy and full I am to

0:41:20.200 --> 0:41:24.440
<v Speaker 2>have like the supportive, loving relationship like in you in Orlando,

0:41:24.680 --> 0:41:28.799
<v Speaker 2>and just like how I had to end that in

0:41:28.960 --> 0:41:31.560
<v Speaker 2>order to be here, in order to like that was

0:41:32.480 --> 0:41:36.960
<v Speaker 2>really like had that not happened, I would not be here,

0:41:37.160 --> 0:41:41.200
<v Speaker 2>you know, and just like really evaluating the growth and

0:41:41.280 --> 0:41:43.840
<v Speaker 2>I cried while we hugged, and then it's so normal.

0:41:43.920 --> 0:41:46.279
<v Speaker 2>We cried so often together that I just wiped my

0:41:46.320 --> 0:41:47.600
<v Speaker 2>chairs and kept on getting dressed.

0:41:48.440 --> 0:41:51.000
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I mean, I think you.

0:41:51.320 --> 0:41:53.239
<v Speaker 1>I mean for those listening that are like in a

0:41:53.480 --> 0:41:56.799
<v Speaker 1>period of trying to decide to if they should walk

0:41:56.840 --> 0:41:59.879
<v Speaker 1>away from something that isn't serving them, Yes, yes, apps

0:42:00.320 --> 0:42:03.439
<v Speaker 1>you should, because you won't receive the blessings that are

0:42:03.480 --> 0:42:06.520
<v Speaker 1>on the way if you do. You literally just continuously

0:42:06.600 --> 0:42:09.840
<v Speaker 1>block them. Every year you decide to stay and do

0:42:09.960 --> 0:42:13.760
<v Speaker 1>some shit that you know does not feel good every

0:42:13.840 --> 0:42:17.279
<v Speaker 1>year a girl, every fucking year.

0:42:17.480 --> 0:42:19.480
<v Speaker 2>And you'd be so surprised once you like ripe the

0:42:19.480 --> 0:42:25.040
<v Speaker 2>band aid off. How the universe like conspires to assist

0:42:25.120 --> 0:42:27.839
<v Speaker 2>you in your evolution and in like beautiful shit when

0:42:27.920 --> 0:42:29.919
<v Speaker 2>you stop entertaining toxic shit.

0:42:31.239 --> 0:42:32.719
<v Speaker 1>There's this quote that I saw on the internet the

0:42:32.800 --> 0:42:36.520
<v Speaker 1>other day. It's really it's just like, I don't know.

0:42:36.600 --> 0:42:39.040
<v Speaker 1>It just made sense to me immediately, and it was

0:42:39.080 --> 0:42:45.160
<v Speaker 1>the past is a place of reference, not residents, right, Yeah, Like,

0:42:45.280 --> 0:42:46.520
<v Speaker 1>it's a place of reference.

0:42:46.560 --> 0:42:48.799
<v Speaker 3>It's not where you're living. We don't live in the past.

0:42:48.840 --> 0:42:50.920
<v Speaker 1>We've got to move on so that we can invite

0:42:50.960 --> 0:42:54.319
<v Speaker 1>healthy loves that we can invite abundances, abundance in our

0:42:54.320 --> 0:42:57.040
<v Speaker 1>business and in our life and with our children and

0:42:57.080 --> 0:42:59.719
<v Speaker 1>all those things, like we have to like we have

0:43:00.120 --> 0:43:02.560
<v Speaker 1>we have to use the pass as a point of

0:43:02.600 --> 0:43:05.560
<v Speaker 1>reference so that we can make better choices now presently.

0:43:06.320 --> 0:43:06.560
<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

0:43:06.640 --> 0:43:10.680
<v Speaker 2>Literally, I was just referencing like what I was allowing

0:43:10.719 --> 0:43:14.799
<v Speaker 2>in that relationship, and like literally had I not experienced that,

0:43:14.880 --> 0:43:17.280
<v Speaker 2>I probably wouldn't have been as grateful for the relationship

0:43:17.280 --> 0:43:22.080
<v Speaker 2>that I have and like maybe have not recognized the blessings,

0:43:22.120 --> 0:43:26.759
<v Speaker 2>you know, Like so for sure reference and like you

0:43:26.800 --> 0:43:29.240
<v Speaker 2>got to go through some shit to like be grateful

0:43:29.280 --> 0:43:31.080
<v Speaker 2>for the for the new shit and to know like

0:43:31.280 --> 0:43:32.400
<v Speaker 2>that ain't it. But this is.

0:43:33.280 --> 0:43:36.360
<v Speaker 1>And he feels uncomfortable because you know, I watched you

0:43:36.520 --> 0:43:39.840
<v Speaker 1>get really uncomfortable with the idea of committing to Orlando,

0:43:40.360 --> 0:43:42.000
<v Speaker 1>like you try to talk yourself out of it four

0:43:42.080 --> 0:43:43.799
<v Speaker 1>hundred million thousand times on the phone with me.

0:43:44.800 --> 0:43:46.839
<v Speaker 3>I don't know, no, no, no.

0:43:46.840 --> 0:43:48.080
<v Speaker 2>No, I know, he said, I know he's telling people

0:43:48.080 --> 0:43:50.919
<v Speaker 2>he's moving in. He's not. No, he is a little

0:43:51.000 --> 0:43:53.640
<v Speaker 2>bit like you know, it's all lives around the corner,

0:43:53.719 --> 0:43:58.520
<v Speaker 2>so he's not sending all of his fluggage to my

0:43:58.600 --> 0:44:00.279
<v Speaker 2>house to my No, no, no, no, don't know.

0:44:02.480 --> 0:44:04.319
<v Speaker 3>On that note, can we smoke real quick? We can

0:44:04.520 --> 0:44:05.600
<v Speaker 3>if I do have a whori that.

0:44:05.600 --> 0:44:08.960
<v Speaker 1>I want to share from one of the ladies in

0:44:09.000 --> 0:44:09.680
<v Speaker 1>our discord.

0:44:09.920 --> 0:44:13.760
<v Speaker 2>Oh yes, it's I's smoke a clock. I've been smoking backwards,

0:44:13.960 --> 0:44:16.200
<v Speaker 2>I know, and it's not like you know. I love blunts.

0:44:16.200 --> 0:44:19.759
<v Speaker 2>First of all, everybody knows I love blunts, and I

0:44:19.880 --> 0:44:21.800
<v Speaker 2>suddenly I started smoking honey?

0:44:22.560 --> 0:44:22.799
<v Speaker 3>Is that?

0:44:22.800 --> 0:44:24.960
<v Speaker 2>Why the fuck there's this? Why the fuck is there

0:44:25.000 --> 0:44:27.520
<v Speaker 2>this big ass thing of honey here? I want to

0:44:27.560 --> 0:44:28.120
<v Speaker 2>show you something.

0:44:28.200 --> 0:44:29.759
<v Speaker 1>I must been sitting here and I meant to ask you.

0:44:29.800 --> 0:44:33.360
<v Speaker 1>I was like, why does Jamila have the biggest pint

0:44:33.400 --> 0:44:33.920
<v Speaker 1>of honey?

0:44:34.000 --> 0:44:35.560
<v Speaker 2>Because I got to show you something. Okay, So I

0:44:35.680 --> 0:44:39.000
<v Speaker 2>rolled my backwood as I usually do, and then I'm adding, like,

0:44:39.280 --> 0:44:42.600
<v Speaker 2>just a dab of honey. Wait, wait, I don't. Can

0:44:42.640 --> 0:44:43.440
<v Speaker 2>you dab with that?

0:44:43.680 --> 0:44:45.239
<v Speaker 3>Like? That's okay a lot?

0:44:45.320 --> 0:44:47.160
<v Speaker 2>Do you want to help me? I don't, Okay, the professional,

0:44:47.160 --> 0:44:51.279
<v Speaker 2>I'm just gonna put a drop. Okay, I just got

0:44:51.280 --> 0:44:55.600
<v Speaker 2>to get it out, just okay, hold on, just give

0:44:55.600 --> 0:44:56.160
<v Speaker 2>me a second.

0:44:56.160 --> 0:44:58.040
<v Speaker 3>Here is how you do it at home.

0:44:58.719 --> 0:45:01.560
<v Speaker 2>I have a smaller honey container. Hum, wait, maybe I

0:45:01.600 --> 0:45:03.560
<v Speaker 2>need that. Why are you doing that?

0:45:04.000 --> 0:45:05.160
<v Speaker 3>What the fuck is wrong with you?

0:45:05.320 --> 0:45:08.000
<v Speaker 2>Oh my god? Are you trying to kill me? Just

0:45:14.000 --> 0:45:15.520
<v Speaker 2>what the fuck was that supposed to do for me?

0:45:17.360 --> 0:45:19.879
<v Speaker 3>I was trying to help you. This wasn't this is

0:45:19.920 --> 0:45:20.359
<v Speaker 3>I don't know.

0:45:21.120 --> 0:45:22.640
<v Speaker 2>Let me to put the honey from the floor that

0:45:22.680 --> 0:45:24.759
<v Speaker 2>you just scooped up from this dirty ass rug.

0:45:24.800 --> 0:45:28.200
<v Speaker 3>It's not dirty.

0:45:29.719 --> 0:45:32.000
<v Speaker 2>Maybe put your finger in it, just dip your Okay,

0:45:32.200 --> 0:45:34.719
<v Speaker 2>this is not the office, honey, it's totally sanitary. I

0:45:34.760 --> 0:45:36.880
<v Speaker 2>just washed my hands. Very sick.

0:45:37.200 --> 0:45:39.239
<v Speaker 3>Okay, that's just so sexual.

0:45:40.440 --> 0:45:40.760
<v Speaker 2>Wow.

0:45:42.320 --> 0:45:44.120
<v Speaker 3>Who knew backwards could be so sexy?

0:45:44.320 --> 0:45:46.279
<v Speaker 2>Oh it's sexy. A right, do this in front of

0:45:46.280 --> 0:45:47.919
<v Speaker 2>your nigga for extra special so we can.

0:45:47.920 --> 0:45:49.319
<v Speaker 3>Close up access to this mode.

0:45:49.840 --> 0:45:54.239
<v Speaker 2>Just dab it, dab it a little bit on the

0:45:54.280 --> 0:45:54.960
<v Speaker 2>surface here.

0:45:55.719 --> 0:45:58.480
<v Speaker 3>Just this looks delicious.

0:45:58.520 --> 0:45:59.480
<v Speaker 2>It's gonna be sick.

0:45:59.520 --> 0:46:02.120
<v Speaker 3>We don't want to I'm gonna eat this and then.

0:46:03.360 --> 0:46:06.280
<v Speaker 1>M oh, and then you put it all the way around.

0:46:08.080 --> 0:46:09.879
<v Speaker 1>This speels very witchy, like that's how you're gonna trap

0:46:09.880 --> 0:46:11.279
<v Speaker 1>a nigga. It's like a witch spell.

0:46:11.400 --> 0:46:14.160
<v Speaker 2>You want a spell, Put honey on your boot, Put

0:46:14.200 --> 0:46:15.919
<v Speaker 2>honey on your weed. When you're breaking down the weed,

0:46:16.000 --> 0:46:19.239
<v Speaker 2>think about the love you're gonna have, and then just

0:46:19.280 --> 0:46:22.759
<v Speaker 2>put the sweetness over the blunt and seal it with

0:46:22.800 --> 0:46:26.359
<v Speaker 2>your saliva and then give it to your nigger. I'll

0:46:26.400 --> 0:46:27.080
<v Speaker 2>never leave.

0:46:28.520 --> 0:46:30.360
<v Speaker 3>While you're at it. Just rub some pussy juices on

0:46:30.400 --> 0:46:30.719
<v Speaker 3>there too.

0:46:30.880 --> 0:46:35.680
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that's a good idea. Rub your pussy break down

0:46:35.719 --> 0:46:39.239
<v Speaker 2>the weed with it. I don't want to give you

0:46:39.239 --> 0:46:42.680
<v Speaker 2>my pussy juices. Are you already here to stay? So? Yeah,

0:46:43.480 --> 0:46:46.440
<v Speaker 2>I've been putting honey on all my backwoods, helping them seal,

0:46:47.000 --> 0:46:47.960
<v Speaker 2>so it helps.

0:46:47.680 --> 0:46:50.040
<v Speaker 3>It, like I think it probably helps burn slower.

0:46:49.760 --> 0:46:51.840
<v Speaker 2>To burn slow. It's freaking delicious.

0:46:51.840 --> 0:46:52.239
<v Speaker 3>I can't wait.

0:46:52.320 --> 0:46:53.839
<v Speaker 2>Let's light it up as you can see.

0:46:55.280 --> 0:46:55.440
<v Speaker 5>This is.

0:46:57.800 --> 0:46:59.359
<v Speaker 1>We or you know, people already got mad at us

0:46:59.400 --> 0:47:01.280
<v Speaker 1>like three years ago when we ate during an episode,

0:47:01.840 --> 0:47:04.080
<v Speaker 1>it like came for us, Like I really like them,

0:47:04.120 --> 0:47:07.759
<v Speaker 1>but they chew really loud. We have like free It's

0:47:07.800 --> 0:47:09.960
<v Speaker 1>like when our kids were three. That's the only time

0:47:10.000 --> 0:47:12.319
<v Speaker 1>we eat. Mm hmm.

0:47:13.440 --> 0:47:16.040
<v Speaker 2>I made Orlando watching YouTube and how to roll backwards

0:47:16.040 --> 0:47:19.240
<v Speaker 2>so he can roll them for me. It's wonderful.

0:47:19.560 --> 0:47:20.960
<v Speaker 3>I watched him watch it.

0:47:21.920 --> 0:47:25.960
<v Speaker 2>Okay, can you like this fucking honey is everywhere. Use

0:47:26.000 --> 0:47:28.600
<v Speaker 2>it use don't use a gallon package of honey, just

0:47:28.680 --> 0:47:35.359
<v Speaker 2>use a regular size personal thank you honey. Today we're

0:47:35.360 --> 0:47:38.240
<v Speaker 2>smoking a THHC hybrid.

0:47:39.480 --> 0:47:43.720
<v Speaker 3>Hmm you like that like that?

0:47:48.520 --> 0:47:48.880
<v Speaker 2>Damn?

0:47:50.200 --> 0:47:52.719
<v Speaker 3>Oh my god, Yeah it's sexual.

0:47:53.320 --> 0:47:57.000
<v Speaker 2>I know that's my cogniac dipped in honey. This is backward. Yeah,

0:47:57.000 --> 0:47:59.560
<v Speaker 2>this is the koonyak dipped in honey smoking.

0:48:00.040 --> 0:48:02.680
<v Speaker 3>Taste so delicious and be sexual and make me hungry

0:48:02.680 --> 0:48:03.239
<v Speaker 3>all at once.

0:48:04.200 --> 0:48:09.960
<v Speaker 2>Me go slow, it's burning. That's a slow burn for you,

0:48:10.120 --> 0:48:13.319
<v Speaker 2>for a grown in sexy woman is ready.

0:48:13.360 --> 0:48:15.120
<v Speaker 3>This is what experienced smoker guy.

0:48:15.360 --> 0:48:19.520
<v Speaker 2>That's called the trap your nigga spell. Maybe that's that's

0:48:19.520 --> 0:48:22.080
<v Speaker 2>not nice, Like how about like the sticky honey spell

0:48:22.120 --> 0:48:24.480
<v Speaker 2>to keep your nick next to you? Oh, you always

0:48:24.480 --> 0:48:26.240
<v Speaker 2>should show off because you know how to smoke.

0:48:26.080 --> 0:48:35.719
<v Speaker 1>Pretty anyway, It's horry time, guys, horry time. So I

0:48:35.760 --> 0:48:37.520
<v Speaker 1>don't know if you guys have joined the discord yet.

0:48:37.520 --> 0:48:40.680
<v Speaker 1>If you haven't, it's time. It's the discord is popping

0:48:40.800 --> 0:48:41.200
<v Speaker 1>over there.

0:48:41.239 --> 0:48:42.880
<v Speaker 2>Okay, popping is an understatement.

0:48:42.880 --> 0:48:45.480
<v Speaker 1>It's really understatement. Like I've I can't even keep up

0:48:45.480 --> 0:48:47.360
<v Speaker 1>with chats. They're like I'm like, what the fuck are

0:48:47.400 --> 0:48:50.680
<v Speaker 1>they talking about. They've had like forty thousand conversations before

0:48:50.920 --> 0:48:52.960
<v Speaker 1>in one day before I've come in and I'm like, wait,

0:48:53.000 --> 0:48:54.000
<v Speaker 1>I'm lost, I'm late.

0:48:54.239 --> 0:48:56.560
<v Speaker 2>Well did you hear about Dick's deep throat Thursday?

0:48:56.719 --> 0:48:58.200
<v Speaker 3>What? Yeah, they're making Thursday.

0:48:58.239 --> 0:49:00.560
<v Speaker 2>What they're making. There's a whole there's a whole calendar

0:49:00.600 --> 0:49:02.359
<v Speaker 2>in there. But I can't keep up. But deep though

0:49:02.480 --> 0:49:04.160
<v Speaker 2>Thursday is a thing.

0:49:04.560 --> 0:49:06.200
<v Speaker 3>People getting like they're taking pictures.

0:49:07.560 --> 0:49:10.960
<v Speaker 2>I wasn't deep thirty in the picture, but I just put.

0:49:10.719 --> 0:49:12.799
<v Speaker 1>I heard someone there was sound, someone was sucking Dick

0:49:12.840 --> 0:49:13.680
<v Speaker 1>and they had an audio.

0:49:13.880 --> 0:49:16.799
<v Speaker 2>It's probably deep throat Thursday. Well, we have a like,

0:49:16.840 --> 0:49:19.239
<v Speaker 2>we have a special channel just for women where we

0:49:19.280 --> 0:49:23.479
<v Speaker 2>send each other. It's called Power where we just send

0:49:23.560 --> 0:49:26.399
<v Speaker 2>like nudes, you know, but just be nasty and all

0:49:26.440 --> 0:49:28.480
<v Speaker 2>the like twitters when Dick Pick's leak.

0:49:29.480 --> 0:49:31.880
<v Speaker 3>If you know what I'm talking about, you know the

0:49:31.880 --> 0:49:35.160
<v Speaker 3>watermelon person? Yeah?

0:49:35.239 --> 0:49:39.280
<v Speaker 2>Wait? Why did speaking of watermelon person? Why did I

0:49:39.480 --> 0:49:42.759
<v Speaker 2>group chat our group chat today? Who's that big hit?

0:49:45.960 --> 0:49:48.680
<v Speaker 2>And I'm breaking news? He agreed to send us all

0:49:48.680 --> 0:49:51.760
<v Speaker 2>the only fans content early, So if you've joined Discard,

0:49:51.800 --> 0:49:53.920
<v Speaker 2>he might maybe get the early content too. I don't know.

0:49:54.200 --> 0:49:54.719
<v Speaker 3>I never know.

0:49:56.960 --> 0:50:07.560
<v Speaker 1>Okay, so this hoary is straight from the discord who Stories. Okay,

0:50:07.600 --> 0:50:10.000
<v Speaker 1>the ladies were talking about mourning Wood in the Yoni

0:50:10.080 --> 0:50:12.439
<v Speaker 1>Power thread, so I wanted to share my little horry

0:50:12.480 --> 0:50:15.920
<v Speaker 1>about the silent morning sex being explosive. It's like I

0:50:15.920 --> 0:50:18.680
<v Speaker 1>couldn't hear any sound, but I could somehow feel the

0:50:18.760 --> 0:50:22.760
<v Speaker 1>sound inside of me. Now, sensory deprivation play is definitely

0:50:22.840 --> 0:50:26.239
<v Speaker 1>something I plan on exploring. Oh, then she said that

0:50:26.280 --> 0:50:27.680
<v Speaker 1>we've probably already dabbled into this.

0:50:27.800 --> 0:50:30.080
<v Speaker 3>No we haven't. We have not. Have you dabbled into

0:50:30.560 --> 0:50:31.919
<v Speaker 3>sensory deprivation play?

0:50:32.040 --> 0:50:32.120
<v Speaker 1>No?

0:50:32.200 --> 0:50:34.600
<v Speaker 2>But you know Orlando was doing this thing in Mexico

0:50:34.640 --> 0:50:36.680
<v Speaker 2>where he was he won date my pussy every day

0:50:36.680 --> 0:50:39.800
<v Speaker 2>for thirty days. It basically did. But he was putting

0:50:39.800 --> 0:50:41.920
<v Speaker 2>his headphones in and doing it to like this music.

0:50:41.960 --> 0:50:42.960
<v Speaker 2>And I was like, does you know when you hear

0:50:43.000 --> 0:50:44.840
<v Speaker 2>me moaning? And I was like, whatever, whatever works, I

0:50:44.840 --> 0:50:47.400
<v Speaker 2>don't care. So Orlando have Capricorn in him.

0:50:47.560 --> 0:50:47.880
<v Speaker 3>I don't know.

0:50:47.880 --> 0:50:49.560
<v Speaker 1>We gotta check his charts. It's got to be capricorn

0:50:49.600 --> 0:50:50.920
<v Speaker 1>because there's a lot of scheduling happening.

0:50:51.000 --> 0:50:54.080
<v Speaker 2>He has to have some type of the Monday.

0:50:53.800 --> 0:50:56.440
<v Speaker 1>You'd make decisions Tuesday. Then there's like thirty days of

0:50:56.560 --> 0:50:58.160
<v Speaker 1>pussy eating. There's like a lot of.

0:50:58.239 --> 0:50:59.920
<v Speaker 3>It's little ocd Okay, thank god.

0:51:01.320 --> 0:51:03.400
<v Speaker 1>I kind of stumbled on it because my ex snored

0:51:03.440 --> 0:51:05.680
<v Speaker 1>like a fucking bear, so I started sleeping with ear

0:51:05.680 --> 0:51:08.040
<v Speaker 1>plugs in. One morning, he pulls me on top of

0:51:08.080 --> 0:51:10.080
<v Speaker 1>him while I'm half asleep. I kept my ear plugs

0:51:10.080 --> 0:51:13.040
<v Speaker 1>in and my eyes closed, feeling him kissing my neck

0:51:13.120 --> 0:51:15.680
<v Speaker 1>and squeezing my ass and rubbing my pussy. He had

0:51:15.719 --> 0:51:18.080
<v Speaker 1>been irritating the fuck out of me that night, so

0:51:18.120 --> 0:51:20.040
<v Speaker 1>I wasn't even trying to submit to him, but the

0:51:20.040 --> 0:51:25.120
<v Speaker 1>physical sensations of his strokes were so euphoric. I started

0:51:25.160 --> 0:51:29.560
<v Speaker 1>moaning uncontrollably, uncontrollably, and even my low moans sounded crazy

0:51:29.640 --> 0:51:33.720
<v Speaker 1>intense as I felt my own moaning and heavy breathing reverberating.

0:51:33.800 --> 0:51:37.160
<v Speaker 3>Is that a word? Reverberating? Reverberating in my head?

0:51:37.239 --> 0:51:37.799
<v Speaker 2>David said it.

0:51:37.880 --> 0:51:39.879
<v Speaker 1>I couldn't even play like I wasn't loving this shit.

0:51:40.239 --> 0:51:42.560
<v Speaker 1>I started kissing him, and even our lips smack and

0:51:42.560 --> 0:51:43.959
<v Speaker 1>felt explosive in my head.

0:51:43.960 --> 0:51:45.080
<v Speaker 3>Wow, imagine that's on mushroom.

0:51:45.080 --> 0:51:46.960
<v Speaker 2>We're getting one of these, and went on my way home.

0:51:48.440 --> 0:51:52.960
<v Speaker 1>He let out a little and it vibrated down my throat.

0:51:53.640 --> 0:51:55.520
<v Speaker 1>Keep in mind I still have my eyes closed and

0:51:55.560 --> 0:51:58.520
<v Speaker 1>ear plugs in. He smacked my ass, squeezing my cheeks

0:51:58.520 --> 0:52:03.000
<v Speaker 1>and whoa child first, gushing all over his dick, collapsing

0:52:03.000 --> 0:52:05.600
<v Speaker 1>on top of him. I felt his goatee graized my

0:52:05.640 --> 0:52:08.640
<v Speaker 1>shoulder as he was talking, but heard no words. I

0:52:08.640 --> 0:52:11.840
<v Speaker 1>could only focus on the throbbing sensations pulsing between my

0:52:11.960 --> 0:52:15.759
<v Speaker 1>legs and our heartbeats, feeling and sink. Oh so beautiful, cry,

0:52:15.800 --> 0:52:18.279
<v Speaker 1>I want to do this immediately with soul mateg He

0:52:18.360 --> 0:52:21.359
<v Speaker 1>then proceeded to wrap his arms around me, holding me tight,

0:52:21.400 --> 0:52:23.320
<v Speaker 1>and jackhammered the fuck out of my pussy.

0:52:24.360 --> 0:52:26.920
<v Speaker 3>The hurt emoji plus the devil.

0:52:27.680 --> 0:52:30.239
<v Speaker 1>I felt like an earthquake shaking through my body. I

0:52:30.320 --> 0:52:33.800
<v Speaker 1>was holding onto the mattress for dear life. I squeezed shut,

0:52:35.040 --> 0:52:39.040
<v Speaker 1>ripping the fitted sheets off. Then I feel him bite

0:52:39.040 --> 0:52:42.600
<v Speaker 1>my neck, his signal he was about to come, which

0:52:42.640 --> 0:52:46.200
<v Speaker 1>sent chills down my spine. Me too, I love a

0:52:46.280 --> 0:52:50.480
<v Speaker 1>bite neck and I was both exploding at the same time.

0:52:50.880 --> 0:52:53.960
<v Speaker 3>We broke my motherfucking bed. But I couldn't even be mad.

0:52:54.600 --> 0:52:58.920
<v Speaker 1>Nig literally rocked my fucking world best morning dick ever.

0:52:59.320 --> 0:53:01.359
<v Speaker 1>I was in such a happy mood at work all day,

0:53:01.440 --> 0:53:05.359
<v Speaker 1>humming and shit, wait was that?

0:53:06.719 --> 0:53:08.880
<v Speaker 3>Even the co workers was like, yeah, she got some

0:53:08.960 --> 0:53:09.760
<v Speaker 3>dick that night.

0:53:11.800 --> 0:53:16.200
<v Speaker 2>And wow, that was beautifully written. Now I'm buying earplugs.

0:53:16.280 --> 0:53:17.400
<v Speaker 3>I'm getting air plugs.

0:53:17.239 --> 0:53:19.799
<v Speaker 1>Immediately, but I'm not seeing my man for a long time,

0:53:19.880 --> 0:53:20.400
<v Speaker 1>so I don't know.

0:53:20.480 --> 0:53:22.799
<v Speaker 3>Maybe like masturbating and like you.

0:53:22.760 --> 0:53:24.719
<v Speaker 2>Can hear your own moans more even if you're doing

0:53:24.760 --> 0:53:26.160
<v Speaker 2>well masturbating.

0:53:25.760 --> 0:53:27.960
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, maybe I'll you know, I'm tap into this alone

0:53:27.960 --> 0:53:30.680
<v Speaker 1>first and then explore with the partner.

0:53:30.760 --> 0:53:37.160
<v Speaker 2>But damn damny. Oh wait, speaking of hories, I have

0:53:37.239 --> 0:53:40.919
<v Speaker 2>one more. Oh okay, no, you did share?

0:53:40.960 --> 0:53:43.000
<v Speaker 3>Like three did? Wow? This is a juicy one. Give

0:53:43.040 --> 0:53:44.080
<v Speaker 3>them all, Boom, give them all.

0:53:44.680 --> 0:53:46.680
<v Speaker 2>So those of you who are just joining us, you

0:53:46.719 --> 0:53:50.480
<v Speaker 2>should go back and listen to an episode from I

0:53:50.480 --> 0:53:56.760
<v Speaker 2>Believe it's January twenty twenty one, and I discuss briefly

0:53:56.920 --> 0:53:59.520
<v Speaker 2>the blood play that Orlando did, and that's probably in

0:53:59.520 --> 0:54:03.480
<v Speaker 2>addition to this trap of nigga honey blunt. These are

0:54:03.480 --> 0:54:05.399
<v Speaker 2>the things to keep your man gets you a mane

0:54:05.400 --> 0:54:08.200
<v Speaker 2>and keep them. He really wants to do blood play,

0:54:08.239 --> 0:54:10.520
<v Speaker 2>and he put his initials and blood on my chest,

0:54:10.680 --> 0:54:12.880
<v Speaker 2>and you know, I realized it is really a spell.

0:54:12.960 --> 0:54:15.160
<v Speaker 2>So I was like, listen, nigga, I know we're bonded

0:54:15.200 --> 0:54:16.640
<v Speaker 2>for life since you put your blood on my chest,

0:54:16.640 --> 0:54:18.240
<v Speaker 2>but at some point you got to put my blood

0:54:18.280 --> 0:54:20.800
<v Speaker 2>on your chest. But I don't want to cut myself.

0:54:21.040 --> 0:54:28.440
<v Speaker 2>So in Mexico, stumbled upon my period, not stumbled, stumbled

0:54:28.480 --> 0:54:31.120
<v Speaker 2>in stage left my period, and I was like, perfect,

0:54:31.760 --> 0:54:37.080
<v Speaker 2>So obviously I have sex on my period. Nothing your

0:54:37.120 --> 0:54:39.319
<v Speaker 2>gold hoss woman. Periods don't stop any shows around here.

0:54:39.440 --> 0:54:41.640
<v Speaker 2>Some people don't like it, but if you could be vitamins,

0:54:41.680 --> 0:54:42.000
<v Speaker 2>you will.

0:54:42.480 --> 0:54:42.800
<v Speaker 1>True.

0:54:44.120 --> 0:54:47.360
<v Speaker 2>So I was riding him and then I like lifted

0:54:47.440 --> 0:54:52.120
<v Speaker 2>up over him, and his dick was like throbbing and

0:54:52.160 --> 0:54:59.000
<v Speaker 2>like erect underneath me, dripping in menstrual blood blessed from Jesus,

0:55:00.560 --> 0:55:03.879
<v Speaker 2>and I pulled up my fingers like this, so all

0:55:03.960 --> 0:55:06.200
<v Speaker 2>the blood came to the top. And then I put

0:55:06.239 --> 0:55:08.960
<v Speaker 2>my initials on his chest and blood and let me

0:55:09.040 --> 0:55:12.840
<v Speaker 2>just like had sex ravage sex. So basically I completed

0:55:12.960 --> 0:55:16.200
<v Speaker 2>the spell. That's complete, full circle, full circle. Got it.

0:55:16.320 --> 0:55:21.200
<v Speaker 2>He's never leaving anyway.

0:55:22.800 --> 0:55:25.879
<v Speaker 1>It's beautiful, thank you. Either people are either grossed out

0:55:26.000 --> 0:55:26.440
<v Speaker 1>or turned on.

0:55:26.560 --> 0:55:26.920
<v Speaker 2>I don't know.

0:55:26.920 --> 0:55:27.879
<v Speaker 3>It's probably fifty to fifty.

0:55:27.920 --> 0:55:30.560
<v Speaker 2>I would say, listen, it's now everyone's gonna like what

0:55:30.600 --> 0:55:32.480
<v Speaker 2>you like. I know that. I'm just giving you some

0:55:32.560 --> 0:55:36.799
<v Speaker 2>ideas in case you want to trap a nigga. Orlando's obsessed.

0:55:37.960 --> 0:55:41.719
<v Speaker 3>Yes, I've seen it. He literally stares like this at

0:55:41.800 --> 0:55:45.560
<v Speaker 3>you when you're talking. Literally like likes like a movie,

0:55:46.120 --> 0:55:47.920
<v Speaker 3>like a little kid at school in love with this

0:55:48.719 --> 0:55:51.600
<v Speaker 3>little crush. Look at him. He's doing it right now.

0:55:51.760 --> 0:55:53.560
<v Speaker 3>He's literally rocking back and forth.

0:55:54.719 --> 0:55:59.120
<v Speaker 2>I've sayed him doing it. I wish I was filming this.

0:55:59.360 --> 0:56:05.760
<v Speaker 3>Fuck god, oh my god, it's fucking adorbs. Love it.

0:56:05.840 --> 0:56:10.440
<v Speaker 2>Two spells, two spells, Oh my god.

0:56:10.680 --> 0:56:13.520
<v Speaker 3>Okay, well, does anyone happen? Do you have an affirmation?

0:56:13.560 --> 0:56:18.320
<v Speaker 3>Should I? Should I share an affirmation from Discord? Discord?

0:56:18.360 --> 0:56:20.359
<v Speaker 2>Please? We also have the like, won't you share all

0:56:20.360 --> 0:56:23.239
<v Speaker 2>the channels and Discord so people understand what's popping over there?

0:56:23.400 --> 0:56:25.160
<v Speaker 3>Okay? So the channels are a finder tribe.

0:56:25.160 --> 0:56:28.319
<v Speaker 1>That's where the people meet up to introduce what city

0:56:28.360 --> 0:56:31.080
<v Speaker 1>they're in, and they hang out, we have general which

0:56:31.080 --> 0:56:35.120
<v Speaker 1>is just for everyone and are there guys there, there's there's.

0:56:35.080 --> 0:56:40.040
<v Speaker 2>We have like a og Dad Anthony, and then I

0:56:40.080 --> 0:56:40.480
<v Speaker 2>don't know.

0:56:40.560 --> 0:56:41.719
<v Speaker 3>There's a lot of women. I don't know.

0:56:41.840 --> 0:56:43.440
<v Speaker 1>Then we have hories of course. Then we have the

0:56:43.480 --> 0:56:46.279
<v Speaker 1>episode recap where we talk about the weekly episodes. Then

0:56:46.320 --> 0:56:47.960
<v Speaker 1>we have event where people are like bach, they take

0:56:47.960 --> 0:56:51.680
<v Speaker 1>it trying to fucking test me today, I'm in.

0:56:51.640 --> 0:56:53.040
<v Speaker 3>There a lot you can't tell.

0:56:54.920 --> 0:56:57.640
<v Speaker 1>Then there's a girl guess what, where we're hyping bitches

0:56:57.719 --> 0:57:00.680
<v Speaker 1>up because we got to celebrate one another. After informations

0:57:00.719 --> 0:57:03.160
<v Speaker 1>where y'all have some bomb ass affirmations. I'm actually going

0:57:03.200 --> 0:57:05.480
<v Speaker 1>to share one from the discord because I'll be running

0:57:05.520 --> 0:57:08.760
<v Speaker 1>out and i'd be needing inspo. Then we have manifestations

0:57:08.760 --> 0:57:12.240
<v Speaker 1>where we're all collectively helping each other manifest certain things

0:57:12.239 --> 0:57:14.720
<v Speaker 1>in our life. Because if you and Mila have listened

0:57:14.719 --> 0:57:17.880
<v Speaker 1>to you know, previous episodes or just us talk about manifesting,

0:57:18.320 --> 0:57:21.400
<v Speaker 1>even with our retreats, we definitely know and believe that

0:57:21.920 --> 0:57:25.800
<v Speaker 1>manifesting in groups and when you have people also putting

0:57:25.800 --> 0:57:28.560
<v Speaker 1>power behind whatever you're trying to manifest, it's really powerful.

0:57:28.600 --> 0:57:31.640
<v Speaker 1>So there's that, and then We have Yoni Power, which

0:57:31.680 --> 0:57:32.840
<v Speaker 1>is our private channel where we.

0:57:32.800 --> 0:57:36.360
<v Speaker 3>Share naked pictures.

0:57:35.360 --> 0:57:37.280
<v Speaker 2>And sexy shit and also pump each other.

0:57:37.600 --> 0:57:40.840
<v Speaker 1>It's women's only, so niggas don't try to penetrate the

0:57:40.920 --> 0:57:42.880
<v Speaker 1>Yoni Well know, we know, we'll know.

0:57:42.840 --> 0:57:44.840
<v Speaker 2>Who you are. Well, yeah, it's private, so we have

0:57:44.920 --> 0:57:45.520
<v Speaker 2>to be accepted.

0:57:45.560 --> 0:57:47.600
<v Speaker 1>Then we even have channels for our tour. So you guys,

0:57:47.640 --> 0:57:50.680
<v Speaker 1>we have a tour coming up. We're going on fucking tour.

0:57:50.960 --> 0:57:53.640
<v Speaker 2>Kitty out.

0:57:54.400 --> 0:57:56.000
<v Speaker 1>If you want to book us with club appearances, is

0:57:56.040 --> 0:57:58.240
<v Speaker 1>she just call us because we can come to the plant,

0:57:58.320 --> 0:57:59.760
<v Speaker 1>you know, just give us a bottle and a little

0:57:59.840 --> 0:58:01.040
<v Speaker 1>chick and we'll be there.

0:58:03.080 --> 0:58:05.440
<v Speaker 2>Such a commercial for our club appearance.

0:58:06.280 --> 0:58:09.680
<v Speaker 3>Ever since we did our first club appearance, you can't tell.

0:58:10.840 --> 0:58:12.840
<v Speaker 1>Only we can only book a second one. We had

0:58:12.880 --> 0:58:15.640
<v Speaker 1>our first club appearance in DC. Can't tell me shit Noway,

0:58:15.640 --> 0:58:20.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm a fucking rapper. So we are going on tour.

0:58:20.320 --> 0:58:22.520
<v Speaker 1>The tour is called of course.

0:58:22.440 --> 0:58:26.280
<v Speaker 2>Good Mom's Gone Wild because bitches need to come outside

0:58:26.560 --> 0:58:28.840
<v Speaker 2>and get a little crazy. And who better to come

0:58:28.880 --> 0:58:30.480
<v Speaker 2>to is us will lead you if you're having a

0:58:30.480 --> 0:58:33.800
<v Speaker 2>hard time coming outside, and if you're already a champ,

0:58:34.760 --> 0:58:37.840
<v Speaker 2>Girl's gone wild. Good, Mom's gone wild. Then please come.

0:58:38.280 --> 0:58:41.320
<v Speaker 2>We'll be in New York, We'll be in Chicago, We'll

0:58:41.360 --> 0:58:44.720
<v Speaker 2>be in DC, we'll be in Atlanta and Philly.

0:58:45.680 --> 0:58:47.400
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, make sure you click the link in this episode

0:58:47.440 --> 0:58:50.120
<v Speaker 1>description to find out the dates. To click the links,

0:58:50.200 --> 0:58:52.040
<v Speaker 1>get that VIP so we can take a picture.

0:58:52.160 --> 0:58:55.280
<v Speaker 2>They're all at the end of September, and we want

0:58:55.320 --> 0:58:57.960
<v Speaker 2>to see you. And also, don't embarrass us, like, come

0:58:58.000 --> 0:58:58.479
<v Speaker 2>see us.

0:58:58.680 --> 0:58:59.680
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, don't embarrass us.

0:58:59.680 --> 0:59:01.960
<v Speaker 2>What the please come see us. You want to see you.

0:59:02.400 --> 0:59:04.600
<v Speaker 2>I'm really excited to do Philly, you know. I'm like,

0:59:04.600 --> 0:59:06.280
<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna call it every cousin I ever had, Like,

0:59:06.280 --> 0:59:07.480
<v Speaker 2>remember me from when I was fine.

0:59:07.560 --> 0:59:10.080
<v Speaker 1>Now, I'm really excited about New York because you know

0:59:10.160 --> 0:59:12.040
<v Speaker 1>how much I love New York. But it's so crazy.

0:59:12.320 --> 0:59:14.240
<v Speaker 1>One of my friends, she's a reiki healer. You know,

0:59:14.320 --> 0:59:15.600
<v Speaker 1>every time I go to New York, I get sick.

0:59:15.680 --> 0:59:16.680
<v Speaker 2>M oh yeah.

0:59:17.040 --> 0:59:18.640
<v Speaker 3>She was like, you always get to I told her,

0:59:18.640 --> 0:59:20.440
<v Speaker 3>I was, I always get like this throat infection in

0:59:20.440 --> 0:59:20.720
<v Speaker 3>New York.

0:59:20.760 --> 0:59:22.200
<v Speaker 1>She's like, you need to go do a podcast show

0:59:22.200 --> 0:59:25.000
<v Speaker 1>out there. There's something in your blocking. There's something blocked.

0:59:25.480 --> 0:59:28.000
<v Speaker 1>So I'm really excited I feel like I have to

0:59:28.040 --> 0:59:30.400
<v Speaker 1>go to New York and do this, and like, I

0:59:30.440 --> 0:59:32.760
<v Speaker 1>have so many people out there that are gonna come

0:59:32.800 --> 0:59:38.200
<v Speaker 1>support us, and I just like And then Atlanta because

0:59:38.240 --> 0:59:40.080
<v Speaker 1>that was our first show we ever did. It was

0:59:40.080 --> 0:59:41.880
<v Speaker 1>our second show, I mean, our first show we ever

0:59:41.920 --> 0:59:42.720
<v Speaker 1>did outside.

0:59:42.440 --> 0:59:44.520
<v Speaker 2>Of La Yes, I'm really excited about that too.

0:59:44.560 --> 0:59:47.720
<v Speaker 3>And if you haven't heard that episode, bitch, you gotta listen.

0:59:47.520 --> 0:59:49.240
<v Speaker 2>To that episode. It was a real thing. It was

0:59:49.280 --> 0:59:49.800
<v Speaker 2>a struggle.

0:59:49.960 --> 0:59:52.720
<v Speaker 3>It was That episode was epic storytelling.

0:59:52.920 --> 0:59:56.680
<v Speaker 2>Okay, oh my god, I need to go back to that.

0:59:56.720 --> 0:59:59.000
<v Speaker 1>A lot of the dating of a married man happened,

0:59:59.360 --> 1:00:03.240
<v Speaker 1>the fucking negotiations of getting our shit, but because I

1:00:03.360 --> 1:00:05.960
<v Speaker 1>was married and also trying to get my.

1:00:05.960 --> 1:00:07.040
<v Speaker 3>Dress out of storage.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh right, you have.

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<v Speaker 3>To listen to get it. It's just it's one of

1:00:09.920 --> 1:00:13.200
<v Speaker 3>those what is it called. I don't know what year

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<v Speaker 3>was that.

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<v Speaker 2>Was that twenty nineteen eighteen. We did it, We did it.

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<v Speaker 2>It's twenty nineteen nineteen. Yeah, it's in it's around October. No,

1:00:22.040 --> 1:00:27.560
<v Speaker 2>it's October of twenty nineteen, so go back and find it. Anyway.

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<v Speaker 1>I can't wait to go on tour and meet everyone

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<v Speaker 1>and party and turn up and have a good time.

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<v Speaker 3>We're gonna have dope.

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<v Speaker 2>Guests and yes, it's gonna be great and yeah, oh

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<v Speaker 2>my god, I'm so excited. I hope you guys come

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<v Speaker 2>out and see us. Oh yeah, but that's all I got.

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<v Speaker 3>Got anything else.

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<v Speaker 2>I was just gonna say that. I'm really grateful.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh, bitch, affirmation.

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<v Speaker 2>We didn't. We didn't read the affirmation from discard. The

1:00:56.720 --> 1:00:59.360
<v Speaker 2>bitch is high. Now, sorry she didn't smoke the bunch high.

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<v Speaker 2>But we have what I thunk I was going to

1:01:01.280 --> 1:01:05.520
<v Speaker 2>say something. Okay, what what's the discord?

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<v Speaker 3>Damn? It was important these goddamn back Oh okay, So

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<v Speaker 3>I went to Mexico for a month, but then I

1:01:11.440 --> 1:01:13.400
<v Speaker 3>came home for two days. No, I didn't come home

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<v Speaker 3>from Mexico. We went to Essence Fest. Bitch, Okay, yeah

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<v Speaker 3>we did.

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<v Speaker 2>We went to Esence. We did. This is our life.

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<v Speaker 2>Are you tired? I'm not tired.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just trying to record another episode.

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<v Speaker 3>Can we talk about it all the next episode? Sure,

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<v Speaker 3>we have a whole other episode. Okay, Now, I feel

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<v Speaker 3>like I interrupted your story.

1:01:34.800 --> 1:01:36.360
<v Speaker 2>There was really no story. I was just saying I

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<v Speaker 2>knew we were forgetting something.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh okay, well.

1:01:42.360 --> 1:01:45.600
<v Speaker 2>Why did we give you weep? You're h too.

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<v Speaker 3>Don't blame me.

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<v Speaker 2>I was trying to like, I was trying to deflect.

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<v Speaker 3>Anyway, We're really excited to see you come out.

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<v Speaker 2>And this is the affirmation.

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<v Speaker 3>This is the affirmation from our discord. If you happen

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<v Speaker 3>to a discord, click the.

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<v Speaker 1>Link in this episode description and you can join the

1:02:01.920 --> 1:02:08.120
<v Speaker 1>discord and your affirmation can be featured. This is from

1:02:08.120 --> 1:02:10.560
<v Speaker 1>someone that I love. Actually in our discord a lot.

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<v Speaker 1>She is, she came down a retreat. She's dope. I

1:02:16.080 --> 1:02:19.360
<v Speaker 1>am constantly evolving, and it is okay to release things

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<v Speaker 1>that no longer serve me without guilt.

1:02:23.200 --> 1:02:25.200
<v Speaker 3>I am constantly can.

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<v Speaker 2>I to find it? I am constantly high.

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<v Speaker 3>Okay, let me read it again.

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<v Speaker 2>Can you do it? In part?

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<v Speaker 3>I am constantly evolving.

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<v Speaker 2>I am I am constantly evolving, and it is okay

1:02:38.920 --> 1:02:41.200
<v Speaker 2>to release things. And it is okay to release things

1:02:41.240 --> 1:02:44.120
<v Speaker 2>that no longer serve me without guilt, that no longer

1:02:44.240 --> 1:02:50.280
<v Speaker 2>serve me without guilt. Ooh, that's a good one. That's

1:02:50.320 --> 1:02:51.080
<v Speaker 2>a really good one.

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<v Speaker 1>We often feel like guilty about elevating.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh my god, it's true. True.

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<v Speaker 1>The other day I was like, wow, people have people

1:03:03.920 --> 1:03:06.560
<v Speaker 1>have been removed from my life throughout my elevation for

1:03:06.600 --> 1:03:09.200
<v Speaker 1>a reason, whether it was like on their own doing,

1:03:09.320 --> 1:03:12.320
<v Speaker 1>whether it was my doing. I realize like and some

1:03:12.360 --> 1:03:15.120
<v Speaker 1>of that I felt guilty about. Actually there's yeah, there's

1:03:15.160 --> 1:03:16.720
<v Speaker 1>a few that I feel guilty about. But I know

1:03:16.800 --> 1:03:19.480
<v Speaker 1>that it's for my highest good that I have to

1:03:19.720 --> 1:03:23.720
<v Speaker 1>honor in order to keep allowing the things to come through,

1:03:23.920 --> 1:03:27.520
<v Speaker 1>because you'll get tested on like your new boundaries all

1:03:27.560 --> 1:03:31.080
<v Speaker 1>the time and your new evolution essentially, and you'd sawn

1:03:31.080 --> 1:03:32.800
<v Speaker 1>it upset to you to kind of keep it in check.

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<v Speaker 1>And sometimes I'm like, I don't that person does not

1:03:35.280 --> 1:03:38.200
<v Speaker 1>forgive me, that that person does not need my forgiveness

1:03:38.600 --> 1:03:40.640
<v Speaker 1>or deserve my forgiveness. I forgive them, but that doesn't

1:03:40.680 --> 1:03:43.120
<v Speaker 1>mean that need to be back into my life, you know.

1:03:44.160 --> 1:03:46.360
<v Speaker 1>And you'll be like, I'll do this to myself all

1:03:46.360 --> 1:03:48.040
<v Speaker 1>the time, like, well, time has passed, Like it's not

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<v Speaker 1>that big of a deal.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, it's not that big of a deal. The thing

1:03:51.080 --> 1:03:51.640
<v Speaker 3>that happened.

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<v Speaker 1>They didn't show me who they did show me who

1:03:53.160 --> 1:03:56.440
<v Speaker 1>they were, but like you know, yeah, it's like you

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<v Speaker 1>they did, and so I don't know, I think that

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<v Speaker 1>that affirmation just kind of speaks to that of just

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<v Speaker 1>releasing things that no longer serve you without.

1:04:04.840 --> 1:04:06.440
<v Speaker 2>Guilt, and you know how hard that is for me?

1:04:06.600 --> 1:04:09.280
<v Speaker 2>Is a cancer, Like it's so hard for me, but

1:04:09.400 --> 1:04:13.040
<v Speaker 2>like also elevating and knowing, like you said, everyone is

1:04:13.080 --> 1:04:15.440
<v Speaker 2>not going to go where you're going and that's okay.

1:04:15.480 --> 1:04:18.040
<v Speaker 2>Everyone doesn't deserve your time or energy. And like someone

1:04:18.080 --> 1:04:20.280
<v Speaker 2>messaged me, someone I know for a long time just

1:04:20.320 --> 1:04:23.120
<v Speaker 2>set me this like negative video like me minding my business,

1:04:23.160 --> 1:04:26.520
<v Speaker 2>like about this girl talking about oh, like a lot

1:04:26.520 --> 1:04:27.920
<v Speaker 2>of y'all are not going to get married because you

1:04:27.920 --> 1:04:29.760
<v Speaker 2>want to have a howt girl, hot girl summer and

1:04:29.800 --> 1:04:31.640
<v Speaker 2>you're mad when the people who are ready coming, like

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<v Speaker 2>basically why like certain type of women are not going

1:04:34.080 --> 1:04:36.520
<v Speaker 2>to get wiped? And I was like, why the fuck

1:04:36.680 --> 1:04:38.600
<v Speaker 2>was this? Like I don't give a fuck about you,

1:04:38.640 --> 1:04:40.040
<v Speaker 2>like I love you because I've known even a long time.

1:04:40.080 --> 1:04:42.960
<v Speaker 2>But then I was like do I And I responded

1:04:42.960 --> 1:04:45.400
<v Speaker 2>some smart ass shit like whatever I was, Oh, They're like,

1:04:45.440 --> 1:04:49.720
<v Speaker 2>I was like, that's I'm engaged. And then I went

1:04:49.800 --> 1:04:52.240
<v Speaker 2>back and he wrote all this shit and I almost

1:04:52.280 --> 1:04:54.200
<v Speaker 2>read it, and then I said, I'm not about to

1:04:54.240 --> 1:04:56.240
<v Speaker 2>read this laugh out loud, sent it and blocked him,

1:04:56.520 --> 1:04:58.480
<v Speaker 2>and usually I would go back and read it, and

1:04:58.520 --> 1:05:02.320
<v Speaker 2>I was like, why you are fucking doing what the

1:05:02.320 --> 1:05:04.240
<v Speaker 2>fuck are you doing that I give a fuck about

1:05:04.280 --> 1:05:06.520
<v Speaker 2>your opinion and whether or not I get married. Bitch,

1:05:06.560 --> 1:05:09.880
<v Speaker 2>I'm so happy and elevated and that it's gonna constantly

1:05:09.880 --> 1:05:12.960
<v Speaker 2>be as I like, as we evolve and our lives

1:05:12.960 --> 1:05:15.360
<v Speaker 2>are moving so quickly and how like I listened to

1:05:15.440 --> 1:05:18.320
<v Speaker 2>an episode that we did it like uh with harder

1:05:18.360 --> 1:05:20.280
<v Speaker 2>soft like three months ago. I was like, whoa, I

1:05:20.320 --> 1:05:22.000
<v Speaker 2>was really chill. I wasn't like crazy bitch at all,

1:05:22.000 --> 1:05:24.360
<v Speaker 2>because I don't. I'm a different bitch than I was

1:05:24.440 --> 1:05:27.320
<v Speaker 2>three months ago, and I'm like evolving so quickly, Like

1:05:27.400 --> 1:05:31.200
<v Speaker 2>so I have to release like whatever this weird guilt

1:05:31.200 --> 1:05:33.840
<v Speaker 2>I have about like holding on to people, but like

1:05:34.000 --> 1:05:36.760
<v Speaker 2>everyone is not going to be on your level.

1:05:37.320 --> 1:05:38.280
<v Speaker 3>Not everyone can start.

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<v Speaker 2>Leveling up is a real thing, and that's okay.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, level up, bitches, Oh leve.

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<v Speaker 2>Level up one, four, three, two one.

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<v Speaker 1>Anyway, All right, Well we're gonna go now it's getting

1:05:58.600 --> 1:06:02.280
<v Speaker 1>out of control. We love you, and make sure you

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