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Speaker 1: Welcome back to Good Mom's Bad Choices. I'm Erica and

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Speaker 1: I'm Nila and it's lesday House.

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Speaker 2: What up, bitches? Hey bitches? Hotep? Hi, Hi, Hey girls,

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Speaker 2: what's going on? Nothing?

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Speaker 1: I feel like I haven't been here with you in

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Speaker 1: a while. I know it's been a minute and it's time.

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Speaker 1: It's time to just let it rip.

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Speaker 2: Let it rip. It's been like six weeks or more

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Speaker 2: that we've recorded that I've seen you in these chairs,

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Speaker 2: my love. I know I missed too. You know what

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Speaker 2: I was thinking. I was thinking yesterday. I was like,

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Speaker 2: I invited someone over for dinner. I invited Elizabeth over

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Speaker 2: for dinner. Oh she came, she didn't. But I was thinking,

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Speaker 2: I was like, huh, I wonder if I if I

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Speaker 2: could invite Erica over for dinner and we could like

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Speaker 2: not work.

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Speaker 3: Good luck.

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Speaker 2: I'm like, we'd have to have a real strict boundary friends.

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Speaker 3: We have to have Orlando there to be like, stop.

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Speaker 2: Right into it.

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Speaker 3: I'm like, but we have to retreat, says the emails.

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Speaker 3: Do you see the email?

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Speaker 2: Let me do this. We'd be texting each other about work,

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Speaker 2: but talking regular.

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Speaker 3: Can you tell now?

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Speaker 2: Yeah? I miss you?

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Speaker 3: Maybe it's you too. Oh my god, our shirt looks

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Speaker 3: so good on you like it?

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Speaker 2: Yeah, you guys, if you're not on YouTube, now's the

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Speaker 2: time I'm wearing our hot drop called Heal First Hoe Later.

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Speaker 2: I'm really proud of this. This is like, I'm really

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Speaker 2: proud of this drop. I thought of it. I was like,

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Speaker 2: I don't know where I was in the shower. I

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Speaker 2: have a lot of like my philosophical high thoughts and

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Speaker 2: shower and I was like, yes, that's it, Heal First

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Speaker 2: Hoe Later. Like that's going to be the money maker.

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Speaker 1: You know it's accurate. I one dred percent stand by

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Speaker 1: this statement. Your shower highness moment.

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Speaker 2: I get really deep in the shower when I'm high.

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Speaker 2: Just so you guys know, I realized, like the weed

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Speaker 2: makes us philosophical. In fact, I told Orlando this morning,

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Speaker 2: I was like, I have a new segment and it

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Speaker 2: shall be called philosophical high moments. And every time I

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Speaker 2: sound really smart and high, just just insert like a

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Speaker 2: special song.

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Speaker 3: Because you know, I was gonna say.

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Speaker 1: The problem is is that when we get high, we

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Speaker 1: say philosophical shit.

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Speaker 3: And we forget what it was.

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Speaker 2: That's how I thought of it, because I was in

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Speaker 2: the shower thinking some really philosophical thoughts. I was like, Oh,

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Speaker 2: you're so deep. And then I was like, huh, I

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Speaker 2: wish there's a music here right now. I was like,

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Speaker 2: that's what we need in the show. And I was like, Orlando,

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Speaker 2: come come quick.

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Speaker 1: The amount of like as we're writing this book too,

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Speaker 1: I'm like, I know I'm smart. I know I've said

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Speaker 1: smart things.

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Speaker 2: It's hard to write.

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Speaker 3: The fuck are my smart thoughts?

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Speaker 2: When I need? If we had inserted philosophical high thoughts earlier,

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Speaker 2: we would have a list of them. I know. I

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Speaker 2: can only think of so many things at a time.

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Speaker 1: Okay, we're here trying to like really think, like on

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Speaker 1: the spot, I'm like, God, it's so much better when

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Speaker 1: i'm high.

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Speaker 2: I know, it's it is. It only works.

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Speaker 3: I can't write when I'm high, so then it's just

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Speaker 3: doesn't work.

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Speaker 2: I know, I know. And this book writing has been

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Speaker 2: has really challenged my vocabulary.

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Speaker 1: And I've never used a synonym fucking Google search more

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Speaker 1: in my life.

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Speaker 2: Same and I was questioning my my my smarts. I

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Speaker 2: was like, damn, am I smart? I wish? And my

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Speaker 2: plan was to go back.

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Speaker 3: Youre smart. I read your chapters. You're very smart.

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Speaker 2: You did read them. Oh, we went together.

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Speaker 3: Yeah. I was like, wow, my friend's so smart.

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Speaker 2: Really, I was like, oh, it's just so funny. I

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Speaker 2: could write some funnier jokes. I was like trying to wait.

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Speaker 4: Oh my god, I was Oh no, I was reading

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Speaker 4: my chapters. I deleted it because I was like, I

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Speaker 4: was really pushing it, and do you know what I wrote?

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Speaker 2: Oh god, I wrote I'm gonna cry, I wrote, I was.

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Speaker 2: I was activated like Jerry curle Juice.

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Speaker 1: Like what please tell me? You deleted this like Jerry

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Speaker 1: curle Juice. I was like, like Jerry, like activators like

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Speaker 1: Jerry correct.

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Speaker 2: I read that, You're really trying to the people so hard.

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Speaker 5: I was like, bitch, why I am black? I am

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Speaker 5: Jimmie Leah and I am black. When I read that,

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Speaker 5: I was like, bitch. No, I was like, where at

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Speaker 5: state was I? When I wrote this, I was serious.

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Speaker 5: I was typed out everything. So wow, you're so funny

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Speaker 5: that I made bad jokes.

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Speaker 3: Drink whoa? I remember here trying to sound smarter. Oh

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Speaker 3: my goodness.

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Speaker 2: I also thought I was going to go back and

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Speaker 2: listen to all of our episodes and write down all

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Speaker 2: of our philosophical high moments. But I don't have any

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Speaker 2: fucking time.

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Speaker 1: No, I just have to it's all. It's done now.

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Speaker 1: The book is done, guys. So it is what it is,

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Speaker 1: and it's going to be great.

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Speaker 2: It's going to be so great. And and the more

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Speaker 2: I read it, the more I'm like, this is great. Yea,

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Speaker 2: and yeah, that's what we've been working on. So this

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Speaker 2: is an update. Hi everyone, this is an update. Erica

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Speaker 2: and I haven't seen each other in weeks, and so

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Speaker 2: we have a lot of updating to do with each other.

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Speaker 2: And hence you shall listen.

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Speaker 3: M should we take a deep breath together?

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Speaker 2: How we should?

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Speaker 3: Okay, everyone take a deep breath and release.

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Speaker 2: Still one more time. Hold the release for sound because

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Speaker 2: that feels really good.

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Speaker 3: Me the mounds, I forget to take a second. Just

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Speaker 3: go go, go, go go all the time.

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Speaker 2: All the fucking time, all the time. We're going.

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Speaker 1: But you took some time. You took time to decompress.

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Speaker 1: Mila went away to Mexico for a month and left me.

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Speaker 2: Wow, okay, I left me, but it's fine.

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Speaker 3: She's back now.

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Speaker 1: But she told me she was going because she needed

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Speaker 1: to work on the foundation of her relationship, and I

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Speaker 2: Because of all those were Orlando's words. It was a

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Speaker 2: good description, but he gave me those words, and I

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Speaker 2: guess I use them also. Towards the end of the trip,

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Speaker 2: coming back? I was like, bitch, you know what I'm

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Speaker 2: coming back. You have the itinerary. I was like, I

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Speaker 2: don't see it in our calendar, so I don't know.

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Speaker 2: Remind me again, what are the dates because it's been weeks. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: I did. I felt the need to take a full

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Speaker 2: And so you know, my my very get shit done

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Speaker 2: boyfriend made it happen. And probably without him I would

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Speaker 2: have flaked on myself. But yeah, I went away for

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Speaker 2: to code depend on somebody else. Fuck just kidding. Speaking

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Speaker 2: I know I make all the decisions, but we're in

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Speaker 2: take make some decisions too. I was like, I know,

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Speaker 2: how about this, We'll do Monday, I'll make decisions. Tuesday,

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Speaker 2: you make decisions. Wednesdays, I'll make decisions. Surrisday, you make decisions. Friday, Saturday,

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Speaker 2: And I was like, Wow, how sad that my boyfriend

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Speaker 1: But then he makes a decision. You have forty thousand

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Speaker 1: Amalia yesterday and she was literally irate at Orlando's cooking skills.

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Speaker 1: She was embossing him around about sauces and shit. Granted

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Speaker 1: he did put sauces on a cutting board, which was

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Speaker 2: Like Nigga, we're about to eat this right now.

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Speaker 1: She's like, I need the sauces, the rice. There's not

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Speaker 2: was really beautiful, to be completely honest, Like it did

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Speaker 2: But then after Mexico, I don't feel that way anymore.

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Speaker 2: I don't get like hot sweats every time he says

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Speaker 2: or like moving in. So I would say it was

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Speaker 2: you were there crying and deep staring into each other's eyes,

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Speaker 2: and that was very accurate, very accurate. You know, Landa

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Speaker 2: much we're in love. So that's mostly what Mexico consisted of.

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Speaker 2: That plus a few questionable drug deals on my end.

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Speaker 3: We had a couple of fights, but you know, like her,

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Speaker 3: we run into the cartel, A couple run.

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Speaker 2: Into the cartel, but nothing crazy. We're here. We made it.

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Speaker 2: Speaking of our speaking of our arguments, which we really

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Speaker 2: don't argue. But the other day Luna, randomly, like no

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Speaker 2: and I was like, what the hell kind of child

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Speaker 2: I was like, we didn't get along. We argued a lot.

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Speaker 2: In my head, I'm like, has he never been in

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Speaker 2: Do you understand you? Did you hear that? He's like,

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Speaker 2: I'm like, do you want to go? He's like no,

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Speaker 2: I was gonna drink it. I was like, I about

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Speaker 3: He both you both fucked up. We did he both

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Speaker 1: You don't do the drugs before the drug transaction is over,

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Speaker 2: Know, and Orlando's gonna let him shake me.

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Speaker 3: You know. They don't give a fuck out.

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Speaker 2: didn't learn her lesson. We needed to smoke. Okay, So

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Speaker 2: it's just sweet. We were at it. It was We're

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Speaker 2: I was like you weed. He's like, oh yeah, I

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Speaker 2: name is Sunshine. Oh my god. I was like, oh Sunshine.

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Speaker 2: He's like, yeah, my friend's gonna pull him in an

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Speaker 2: So anyway, the guy is taking a long time, we

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Speaker 2: to me like this. I was like, all right, Sunshine,

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Speaker 2: I'm gona meet up with you later. I was like, Leada,

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Speaker 2: let's go. He's like, what about your share?

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Speaker 3: I was like, it's cool to me in Sunshine tr

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Speaker 2: I trust him. We go home. What do I do?

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Speaker 2: I fall asleep and Orlando doesn't make me up for

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Speaker 2: my eleven eleven drug deal meet. So I'm chasing fucking

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Speaker 2: Sunshine for weeks in Mexico. He's like, Mommy, Mommy, I'm

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Speaker 2: implying I'm gonna come right back. Don't worry. You could

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Speaker 2: I can't come back. He sends me a picture of her.

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Speaker 2: I'm like, you have my money. He's like, I gave

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Speaker 2: He's like he had take this as like collateral should

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Speaker 2: probably cost two dollars for sure. Did not cool. It

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Speaker 2: then he calls me my birth I'm in the room alone.

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Speaker 2: He calls me. He's like on Facetime's like, happy birthday,

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Speaker 2: I'm like, He's like, don't worry, mommy. As soon as

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Speaker 2: I was like Orlando, I already knew. He was thinking, like, bitch,

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Speaker 2: you're damn Like I went outside. I was like, by

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Speaker 2: the way, Orlando send Shane called me for my birthday.

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Speaker 2: He's like, what do you say. I was like, it's

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Speaker 2: you sake me happy birthday? He's like, oh, okay, never

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I know Sunshine spent that money real quick that day.

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Speaker 2: One hundred dollars to get you a long way in

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Speaker 2: Mexico too. But you know, I've learned some lessons to

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Speaker 2: listen to my man, don't give strangers your money, don't

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Speaker 2: buy maybe drugs for the Mexican cartel. You know, I

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Speaker 2: at a level ten actress because Orlando and I just

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Speaker 2: had a lot, a lot, a lot, a lot of

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Speaker 2: And some of the roles that we played were primal,

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Speaker 2: animalistic lions. Also, we were what else. I was Jade

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Speaker 2: from the whorehouse and he had a girl friend named Mila.

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Speaker 2: He's been seeing me. He took me to Mexico. He's

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Speaker 2: catching feelings. It's not well, but the sex is great. Oh,

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Speaker 2: his girlfriend's Mila. But you're Jade, you're his side bitch. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: I got it, okay, And I'm just showing him things

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Speaker 3: Wow, me really needs to step up her fucking game.

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Speaker 2: I know, That's what I said. Also, you know, my

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Speaker 2: And like, Orlando is like such an actor. As soon

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Speaker 3: Into h Yeah, I know New Orleans. He was a

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Speaker 3: little country boy. We're at the club. I forgot about that.

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Speaker 1: We're at the club and I just hear like, yeah, baby, yeah, baby,

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Speaker 1: Like wait till I get home, baby, ye a little

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Speaker 1: And I just hear to me this is in the corner,

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Speaker 3: And she's like he's pleased. Were role playing the whole night.

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Speaker 1: I look over and he's still a little baby in

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Speaker 1: her I was like, what the fuck? And then I

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Speaker 1: She's like, yeah, I committed. And then and then like

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Speaker 1: and where we're still we're still doing that. He brought

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Speaker 2: We did that one. Lots of role playing was fun.

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Speaker 2: It was very fun. Lots of deep steering. We went

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Speaker 2: to Baccalar for my birthday and did mushrooms and like

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Speaker 2: bucclo is the most one of the most beautiful places

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Speaker 2: I've ever been. It's like this eighty mile blue lagoon

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Speaker 2: with like barely any fish in its very still and

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Speaker 2: my wife bought me a sail boat ride me and

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Speaker 2: Orlando and like.

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Speaker 3: I see pictures. I think, I'm like, are you butt

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Speaker 1: She's like yeah, Like wow, that's sailors in for a treat.

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Speaker 2: The sailor and his help. Yesen ya Yeah. I got

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Speaker 2: shirt and then we got back on the boat. He's like,

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00:21:02,600 --> 00:21:05,040
Speaker 2: you're not putting it back on our you was like nope,

430
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Speaker 2: And he's gonna get the memo as soon as I

431
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Speaker 2: get back on the boat. Topless. Everybody who've survived you

432
00:21:11,160 --> 00:21:12,720
Speaker 2: want to. I don't know how much that boat what

433
00:21:12,880 --> 00:21:14,960
Speaker 2: ride was, but I'm sure was expensive. I'll take these

434
00:21:15,000 --> 00:21:20,360
Speaker 2: titties out. But it was beautiful. Aided mushrooms and cried

435
00:21:20,480 --> 00:21:23,159
Speaker 2: and stared into each other's eyes some more. And I

436
00:21:23,200 --> 00:21:29,359
Speaker 2: had like a very deep epiphany that I feel like

437
00:21:29,400 --> 00:21:32,119
Speaker 2: a lot of people forget, like like in love and

438
00:21:32,119 --> 00:21:35,720
Speaker 2: in relationships. And it was just like, oh, he's human,

439
00:21:36,960 --> 00:21:40,480
Speaker 2: like humanizing my lover that like he's flawed, he's not

440
00:21:40,520 --> 00:21:42,359
Speaker 2: going to read my mind, he's not going to like

441
00:21:42,440 --> 00:21:45,600
Speaker 2: check off all Like I think sometimes we envision our

442
00:21:45,640 --> 00:21:47,480
Speaker 2: levers how they're like supposed to like ride it like

443
00:21:47,520 --> 00:21:50,600
Speaker 2: not like on a white horse. But when you meet them,

444
00:21:50,600 --> 00:21:52,639
Speaker 2: they're gonna check every box and you'll just know right

445
00:21:52,680 --> 00:21:54,439
Speaker 2: they're gonna pay a certain way, they're gonna lookt the why,

446
00:21:54,440 --> 00:21:56,600
Speaker 2: they're gona have a good style and fashions, they're like

447
00:21:56,640 --> 00:22:00,320
Speaker 2: all these things, you know, and it's just it's just

448
00:22:00,320 --> 00:22:03,639
Speaker 2: not realistic. And like I just humanized him and I

449
00:22:03,640 --> 00:22:05,560
Speaker 2: was like, Wow, I'm falling in love with a flawed,

450
00:22:06,240 --> 00:22:08,680
Speaker 2: perfect human being and I love that. And I think

451
00:22:08,760 --> 00:22:12,679
Speaker 2: that was like a shift. We were just like very honest.

452
00:22:12,720 --> 00:22:15,159
Speaker 2: We did a lot of communicating that time after the

453
00:22:15,160 --> 00:22:17,440
Speaker 2: bad drug deal. After he yelled at me and I cried,

454
00:22:17,520 --> 00:22:19,000
Speaker 2: He's like, are you crying? I was like, I'm just

455
00:22:19,000 --> 00:22:21,080
Speaker 2: thinking about to start my period. I don't like when

456
00:22:21,080 --> 00:22:24,880
Speaker 2: people yell at me. I've had a lot of relationships

457
00:22:24,880 --> 00:22:29,280
Speaker 2: where people were yelling like this a bitch is crazy true.

458
00:22:29,359 --> 00:22:31,760
Speaker 2: I'm I'm like, am I a battered woman? I'm like,

459
00:22:31,760 --> 00:22:33,919
Speaker 2: it's gonna hit me? Like I know he's not going

460
00:22:33,960 --> 00:22:36,000
Speaker 2: to hit me, but like any level of aggression, I'm like,

461
00:22:37,760 --> 00:22:40,520
Speaker 2: but he's like then he's like, I'm sorry, holds me.

462
00:22:40,920 --> 00:22:46,280
Speaker 2: It was very healthy, growth oriented arguing, like like Luna said,

463
00:22:46,359 --> 00:22:50,520
Speaker 2: we're nice arguing, and yeah, really, it just was a

464
00:22:50,520 --> 00:22:53,119
Speaker 2: beautiful trip and it solidified a lot of things for me,

465
00:22:53,280 --> 00:22:55,199
Speaker 2: and like settled a lot of my worry and my

466
00:22:55,280 --> 00:22:59,879
Speaker 2: stress and realizing that I stressed about shit that's not

467
00:23:00,640 --> 00:23:05,119
Speaker 2: and that I've given a lot of men chances that

468
00:23:05,160 --> 00:23:07,120
Speaker 2: weren't worthy. So this is a good time to start

469
00:23:07,119 --> 00:23:09,880
Speaker 2: giving a worthy man a chance. And so I released

470
00:23:09,920 --> 00:23:15,400
Speaker 2: a lot of my subconscious hang ups about just long

471
00:23:15,480 --> 00:23:18,080
Speaker 2: term shit. And even though Orlando's been telling me for

472
00:23:18,080 --> 00:23:21,480
Speaker 2: three months when he left a forty pound Duffel bag

473
00:23:21,520 --> 00:23:23,400
Speaker 2: at my house that he was moving in, I finally

474
00:23:23,480 --> 00:23:24,840
Speaker 2: really accepted it in real life.

475
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Speaker 3: Got it perfect? Sounds like you did a lot of

476
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Speaker 3: growing in that month, and it was really important for

477
00:23:30,960 --> 00:23:31,639
Speaker 3: it really was.

478
00:23:31,680 --> 00:23:35,040
Speaker 2: And Erica and I completed and turned in a sixty

479
00:23:35,080 --> 00:23:45,240
Speaker 2: five thousand word memoir and I cried like a fucking

480
00:23:45,720 --> 00:23:48,080
Speaker 2: baby after I just like pushed send, and I was like.

481
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Speaker 1: I didn't cry, and that was the thing. I was like,

482
00:23:51,320 --> 00:23:53,320
Speaker 1: am I supposed to cry? I should be crying, right.

483
00:23:53,320 --> 00:23:54,960
Speaker 2: Orlando told me too, and then I was like, you're right,

484
00:23:54,960 --> 00:23:55,760
Speaker 2: I should cry.

485
00:23:55,760 --> 00:23:57,760
Speaker 3: But I cried later. I cried like a few days later.

486
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Speaker 1: I was like in the kitchen and I just like

487
00:23:59,400 --> 00:24:02,200
Speaker 1: broke down, like finally I was alone, like Iri was gone,

488
00:24:02,280 --> 00:24:04,320
Speaker 1: and then I just cried for like an hour and

489
00:24:04,359 --> 00:24:07,560
Speaker 1: I was like it was like I had a delayed response.

490
00:24:07,880 --> 00:24:10,840
Speaker 2: Yeah, girl, we do a lot of shit all the time.

491
00:24:10,880 --> 00:24:13,320
Speaker 2: And I think it's like we we know that this

492
00:24:13,359 --> 00:24:15,200
Speaker 2: book has been in the works for like a year

493
00:24:15,240 --> 00:24:17,560
Speaker 2: and a half ish, you know, it's like from the

494
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Speaker 2: proposal to the signing of the publisher with Harper Collins,

495
00:24:21,240 --> 00:24:24,160
Speaker 2: to the editing. You know, it's it's a long process

496
00:24:24,400 --> 00:24:29,919
Speaker 2: and I we've been you know, obviously we're excited about it,

497
00:24:29,920 --> 00:24:31,400
Speaker 2: but like actually turning it in.

498
00:24:32,359 --> 00:24:33,280
Speaker 3: It's really triggering.

499
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Speaker 1: I mean, we're recounting parts of our past that we've

500
00:24:36,320 --> 00:24:38,400
Speaker 1: kind of put, what we have, we've put behind us,

501
00:24:38,440 --> 00:24:41,800
Speaker 1: and that maybe we haven't really really.

502
00:24:41,320 --> 00:24:43,000
Speaker 2: Dissected our childhood.

503
00:24:43,040 --> 00:24:44,919
Speaker 1: I mean, even though we talk about a lot of

504
00:24:44,920 --> 00:24:46,840
Speaker 1: these things on the show, like we kind of like,

505
00:24:47,119 --> 00:24:49,320
Speaker 1: don't we just touched the surface of it.

506
00:24:49,359 --> 00:24:52,280
Speaker 3: We don't really get deep, deep, deep.

507
00:24:52,080 --> 00:24:54,040
Speaker 1: And that's like what this book is is really kind

508
00:24:54,080 --> 00:24:58,919
Speaker 1: of getting to know us and how we've come to

509
00:24:59,119 --> 00:25:02,840
Speaker 1: be this almost and like I really had to dig

510
00:25:02,880 --> 00:25:06,680
Speaker 1: and lay like how did I become this? Like I've

511
00:25:06,680 --> 00:25:10,119
Speaker 1: just been not like just been like moving forward in

512
00:25:10,160 --> 00:25:13,000
Speaker 1: this space and just like letting it flow and not

513
00:25:13,320 --> 00:25:14,880
Speaker 1: really like going back.

514
00:25:14,720 --> 00:25:16,240
Speaker 3: And being like why did I do this? Why do

515
00:25:16,320 --> 00:25:16,639
Speaker 3: I do this?

516
00:25:16,680 --> 00:25:18,879
Speaker 1: And actually the book has been really healing for me

517
00:25:18,920 --> 00:25:22,000
Speaker 1: in ways and trying to even dissect my relationship with

518
00:25:22,800 --> 00:25:25,320
Speaker 1: my dad, with my mom, with my relationship with men,

519
00:25:25,640 --> 00:25:28,560
Speaker 1: the men I've chosen, the men I'm choosing now, and

520
00:25:29,440 --> 00:25:32,359
Speaker 1: even like the humanizing too, like of men too, and

521
00:25:32,400 --> 00:25:34,920
Speaker 1: like knowing why why is it?

522
00:25:35,000 --> 00:25:37,720
Speaker 2: Like what are my toxic traits? Why what are they?

523
00:25:37,760 --> 00:25:40,640
Speaker 1: Like truly what is my role in all of this?

524
00:25:41,119 --> 00:25:43,280
Speaker 1: Because it's easy to point the finger and say you

525
00:25:43,280 --> 00:25:45,040
Speaker 1: did this and this is why I'm a single mom

526
00:25:45,080 --> 00:25:47,000
Speaker 1: and this is what happened and my dad didn't show

527
00:25:47,080 --> 00:25:47,640
Speaker 1: up for me, and da.

528
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Speaker 2: Da da da.

529
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Speaker 3: You know, it's like, well, what did I do?

530
00:25:50,680 --> 00:25:50,919
Speaker 2: You know?

531
00:25:51,040 --> 00:25:54,600
Speaker 3: And that shit's kind of fucked scary and.

532
00:25:54,520 --> 00:25:57,040
Speaker 1: Like I was avoiding it, like I would sit down

533
00:25:57,040 --> 00:25:58,000
Speaker 1: and write and I'm like I'm tired.

534
00:25:58,240 --> 00:25:59,000
Speaker 3: I can't do it today.

535
00:25:59,040 --> 00:26:00,920
Speaker 2: I would get fatigue immediately immediately.

536
00:26:00,920 --> 00:26:03,639
Speaker 1: It was like writing of it was like school, but

537
00:26:03,760 --> 00:26:08,000
Speaker 1: like the light school of life. But I'm really I'm

538
00:26:08,000 --> 00:26:11,360
Speaker 1: really happy that we completed it. We had to or else.

539
00:26:11,440 --> 00:26:12,560
Speaker 1: I don't know what they were going to do, like

540
00:26:12,600 --> 00:26:13,320
Speaker 1: sue us or something.

541
00:26:13,320 --> 00:26:16,400
Speaker 2: I don't know for sure, sue us, you spent the money?

542
00:26:16,560 --> 00:26:20,920
Speaker 2: Like no, it's it's been so beautiful. And Orlando's like,

543
00:26:20,920 --> 00:26:21,960
Speaker 2: how do you feel?

544
00:26:21,960 --> 00:26:22,000
Speaker 3: Like?

545
00:26:22,080 --> 00:26:25,080
Speaker 2: It was like super aggressive observant, like oh.

546
00:26:25,040 --> 00:26:27,600
Speaker 1: He sent me a video. He's like, Jamila, tell tell

547
00:26:27,680 --> 00:26:31,000
Speaker 1: Erica why you love her? And like.

548
00:26:33,160 --> 00:26:36,000
Speaker 3: Well, and then I'm like, oh my god, I'm so

549
00:26:36,080 --> 00:26:38,320
Speaker 3: happy that he asked her this question. I'm like crying.

550
00:26:39,160 --> 00:26:42,199
Speaker 3: I'm like, I'm like, does Jamala doesn't even know he

551
00:26:42,280 --> 00:26:42,800
Speaker 3: sent me this?

552
00:26:43,119 --> 00:26:45,520
Speaker 2: I did it. I forgot I recorded it. I We're

553
00:26:45,560 --> 00:26:47,320
Speaker 2: gonna put it on the Patreon so you can see

554
00:26:47,600 --> 00:26:51,800
Speaker 2: my deep, intimate high answers and my deep ass boyfriend

555
00:26:51,800 --> 00:26:53,600
Speaker 2: asking me deep ass questions. And he's like, what do

556
00:26:53,640 --> 00:26:55,000
Speaker 2: you want to say to your tribe? But I was

557
00:26:55,040 --> 00:27:00,600
Speaker 2: like asking me a lot of questions right now. But yeah,

558
00:27:01,119 --> 00:27:05,960
Speaker 2: this this piece of work that we're about to dispel

559
00:27:06,040 --> 00:27:10,480
Speaker 2: into the universe is truly a labor of love and

560
00:27:10,520 --> 00:27:15,119
Speaker 2: truly a testament of our growth. And I know that

561
00:27:15,200 --> 00:27:18,440
Speaker 2: I've grown, but really writing it out in chapters is

562
00:27:19,400 --> 00:27:24,560
Speaker 2: amazing and like, honestly, the change, you know, like the shifts,

563
00:27:24,600 --> 00:27:30,480
Speaker 2: the transformation, like it's it's God sense and I can

564
00:27:30,520 --> 00:27:33,320
Speaker 2: only just like I can only accredit it for starting here,

565
00:27:33,520 --> 00:27:36,240
Speaker 2: you know, just like talking and then writing as a

566
00:27:36,240 --> 00:27:41,920
Speaker 2: different level of releasing and just really reflecting on where

567
00:27:41,920 --> 00:27:47,920
Speaker 2: we started and how it started and how it's going. Amen, hallelujah.

568
00:27:48,119 --> 00:27:50,080
Speaker 3: Ha fucking Louijah.

569
00:27:50,640 --> 00:27:54,879
Speaker 2: I had so much sex in Mexico, like so much sex,

570
00:27:54,960 --> 00:27:58,320
Speaker 2: like so so so so so much suff so so

571
00:27:58,440 --> 00:28:01,200
Speaker 2: so you better have I know. Oh my god, do

572
00:28:01,200 --> 00:28:02,720
Speaker 2: you remember that time I went to Mexico with the

573
00:28:02,720 --> 00:28:05,000
Speaker 2: adventure Bay And I was bitching the whole time because

574
00:28:05,160 --> 00:28:13,240
Speaker 2: we had sex like three times? Oh God, thank god.

575
00:28:13,119 --> 00:28:14,600
Speaker 3: You finally have met your sexual match.

576
00:28:14,680 --> 00:28:20,600
Speaker 2: Thank fucking God for change. Oh my god, I have

577
00:28:20,800 --> 00:28:24,440
Speaker 2: dare he not fuck me in a week long sex vacation? Anyway,

578
00:28:24,440 --> 00:28:28,960
Speaker 2: this vacation was a sexcation. Oh yeah, what I wanted to. Like,

579
00:28:29,240 --> 00:28:33,160
Speaker 2: we did a lot of animalistic like primal play and

580
00:28:33,680 --> 00:28:36,000
Speaker 2: let me just show you how that goes. Oh my god,

581
00:28:36,000 --> 00:28:37,880
Speaker 2: I can't wait. Yeah, are you ready? Yeah, I'm gonna

582
00:28:37,880 --> 00:28:39,520
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583
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Speaker 2: Let me do it with Orlando? Okay, okay, actually so odd,

643
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644
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646
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Speaker 2: but do you want to come over here in an

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Speaker 2: exam exemplify Come on, come on, come, come on, set baby,

648
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Speaker 2: because our land because Erica can't get.

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Speaker 1: It, don't judge me. H. So that's what you wanted

650
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Speaker 1: me to do. I was supposed to get that memo.

651
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Speaker 2: What the fuck your primate, bitch.

652
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Speaker 3: You've obviously trained each other, like I don't. I didn't,

653
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Speaker 3: I don't know.

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Speaker 2: No, that's the most beautiful part about it. We didn't

655
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Speaker 2: train each other. We just start doing it and then

656
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Speaker 2: it just rolls out.

657
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Speaker 1: Okay, well, wow, this is where our this is where

658
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Speaker 1: our disconnect comes, what's exposed.

659
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Speaker 2: Okay, well you should try it anyway. He like there

660
00:32:59,760 --> 00:33:01,480
Speaker 2: was a for like his dick fell out of my

661
00:33:01,520 --> 00:33:07,040
Speaker 2: pussy and I was like like pulling it back in.

662
00:33:07,120 --> 00:33:16,160
Speaker 2: So no words, just sound, no words got sound. Okay, yeah, yeah,

663
00:33:16,200 --> 00:33:17,920
Speaker 2: So there was a lot of that. It was really

664
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Speaker 2: tantrick and primal. At one point. We did this a

665
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Speaker 2: few times. We still do it. So at one point

666
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Speaker 2: and it's crazy as soon as he like growls or

667
00:33:26,640 --> 00:33:29,760
Speaker 2: like purrs, I'm ready. But at one point he had

668
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Speaker 2: like had a lampshank for dinner the night before, and.

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Speaker 3: I saw this photo posted on close Friends.

670
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Speaker 2: Yeah, and he no, it wasn't close Friends or Discord.

671
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Speaker 2: I think it's in discording. I was Discord, yeah, and

672
00:33:38,840 --> 00:33:41,600
Speaker 2: he was like eating the end of the leftovers and

673
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Speaker 2: then so he just fucked me with the bone in

674
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Speaker 2: his mouth. Well wow, purring and growling.

675
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Speaker 3: Joined Discord to see this epic image. We have like

676
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Speaker 3: a couple, yeah, a couple of things in there, but

677
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Speaker 3: all this suff how how did you maintain your pussy

678
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Speaker 3: this whole time, all the fuck, all the sex thing, bitch.

679
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Speaker 2: V vitamins. I maintained my pussy because I took v

680
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Speaker 2: vitamins with me, and every time I was getting a

681
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Speaker 2: little crazy, I was like, boop oop, it's v vitamin time,

682
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Speaker 2: v vitamin time. And I literally was like having so

683
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Speaker 2: much sex but then just popping it in during the

684
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Speaker 2: day or at night, like right after.

685
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Speaker 3: Pussy's perfect chef's kiss.

686
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Speaker 1: You know it really is, because you know, I think

687
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Speaker 1: I told you like me and my what I'm going

688
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Speaker 1: to call him, scorpio bay.

689
00:34:31,000 --> 00:34:33,280
Speaker 2: I was kidding I would want to I wanted to call.

690
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Speaker 3: Him dread Bay, like freckle Bay. I don't know the.

691
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Speaker 2: Thing is we could call him because it does not

692
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Speaker 2: it doesn't really say whether or not. I guess, like

693
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Speaker 2: his name.

694
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Speaker 3: What the funk?

695
00:34:46,480 --> 00:34:48,680
Speaker 2: Why would I give his name because it's it's like

696
00:34:48,719 --> 00:34:49,680
Speaker 2: a bay name.

697
00:34:50,120 --> 00:34:52,200
Speaker 3: But it's his name. This guys has an interesting name.

698
00:34:52,400 --> 00:34:53,120
Speaker 3: I mean, it's not his name.

699
00:34:54,600 --> 00:34:55,399
Speaker 2: What are you gonna call him?

700
00:34:55,400 --> 00:34:59,040
Speaker 3: I don't know. Soul mate Bay, Okay, soul mate Bay. Yeah.

701
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Speaker 1: We had like five hours of my pussy was I

702
00:35:01,120 --> 00:35:03,319
Speaker 1: thought it was broken, like legit. I was like I

703
00:35:03,320 --> 00:35:06,279
Speaker 1: couldn't even put like my finger inside of it, and

704
00:35:06,360 --> 00:35:09,080
Speaker 1: so v Vitamins literally popped it in the night before

705
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Speaker 1: or like after that, and I was like, oh my god,

706
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Speaker 1: I'm here for I was in New York. This is

707
00:35:12,200 --> 00:35:14,480
Speaker 1: actually after when Mila went to Mexico. I took the

708
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Speaker 1: kids to Mexico another part of Mexico, and then it

709
00:35:17,239 --> 00:35:18,719
Speaker 1: was a vacation for us. And then I was like,

710
00:35:18,800 --> 00:35:20,800
Speaker 1: that's not a vacation for me. I need a vacation.

711
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Speaker 1: So I literally dropped them in Mexico back home, and

712
00:35:23,520 --> 00:35:25,080
Speaker 1: then two days later I went to New York to

713
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Speaker 1: see my boo, and we got it in and the

714
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Speaker 1: pussy was broken. But then it was unbroken because of

715
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Speaker 1: vitamins because I was like, I have one more day here.

716
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Speaker 1: It can't be broken, Like my nigga doesn't live in

717
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Speaker 1: my city like it.

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Speaker 3: This has to work. So if you guys haven't tried

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Speaker 1: There for pH balance, it's for smell, it's for swollen pussy.

721
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Speaker 2: It's for swollen pussy after your period.

722
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Speaker 3: It's great, Like it just literally restores the natural balance

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Speaker 3: of your vagina. And it's a woman owned, it's black owned,

724
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Speaker 3: and it's the bomb.

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Speaker 2: Yes, shout out to v vitamins. Like after day three,

726
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Speaker 2: I was like, how am I going to maintain thirty

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Speaker 1: Purified pussy like that, Oh, I'm feeling my pussy purified.

734
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Speaker 2: Get that, Blessed Borg asked and didn't get that purified.

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Speaker 1: Pussy is your pussy, Purifi, My pussy is purified pure water.

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Speaker 2: Wop.

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Speaker 3: So it is a tarot time, my love.

738
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Speaker 2: It's tterot tyme, bitches.

739
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Speaker 3: What's the music? I don't know, we don't know.

740
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Speaker 1: It's some tribut shit may picked, just like you may

741
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Speaker 1: pick the porn hub sound for Patreon.

742
00:36:57,480 --> 00:37:00,719
Speaker 2: So I never knew it's the porn hub sound. Naka

743
00:37:00,800 --> 00:37:07,200
Speaker 2: told me. Okay, so today I picked the four of Cups. Um,

744
00:37:07,239 --> 00:37:09,359
Speaker 2: I feel like we've picked this before. Should pick something else?

745
00:37:10,120 --> 00:37:11,640
Speaker 3: No, this is what the spirits?

746
00:37:11,920 --> 00:37:15,080
Speaker 2: How'd you pick? You can't fucking control the spirits, bitch, whitch?

747
00:37:15,160 --> 00:37:21,520
Speaker 2: I am the spirits et Meditation, contemplation, apathy, and re evaluation.

748
00:37:22,520 --> 00:37:24,640
Speaker 2: The fourth Cups shows a young man sitting under a

749
00:37:24,680 --> 00:37:30,520
Speaker 2: tree with his arms crowseds cross, deep in contemplation and meditation.

750
00:37:31,040 --> 00:37:33,000
Speaker 2: He is so engrossed with his thoughts that he does

751
00:37:33,000 --> 00:37:35,920
Speaker 2: not seem to notice the outstretched arm offering him a cup.

752
00:37:38,600 --> 00:37:40,920
Speaker 2: When the fourth Cups turns up in a tarot reading,

753
00:37:41,000 --> 00:37:44,799
Speaker 2: new invitations and opportunities are flowing to you, but for

754
00:37:44,880 --> 00:37:50,200
Speaker 2: now you're saying no and turning them away. Perhaps the

755
00:37:50,239 --> 00:37:53,640
Speaker 2: prospects do not interest you, or your cup is full,

756
00:37:53,840 --> 00:37:56,520
Speaker 2: or you already have too much on your plate. Use

757
00:37:56,560 --> 00:38:00,279
Speaker 2: your discernment to decide what is truly important to you,

758
00:38:00,360 --> 00:38:03,239
Speaker 2: and don't be afraid to decline new projects that don't

759
00:38:03,239 --> 00:38:06,080
Speaker 2: align with your future path. The four of cups can

760
00:38:06,120 --> 00:38:08,760
Speaker 2: also indicate it's time when you are turning your attention

761
00:38:08,840 --> 00:38:12,280
Speaker 2: and your energy internally to realign to this new phase

762
00:38:12,320 --> 00:38:14,440
Speaker 2: of your life. You know that you need to be

763
00:38:14,480 --> 00:38:17,440
Speaker 2: standing on a tear on tarra firma before you can

764
00:38:17,440 --> 00:38:19,840
Speaker 2: decide your next steps. While you may need to decline

765
00:38:19,880 --> 00:38:23,359
Speaker 2: some very alluring opportunities, you do so knowing you will

766
00:38:23,360 --> 00:38:26,200
Speaker 2: be in a better position to say yes to the

767
00:38:26,200 --> 00:38:29,320
Speaker 2: opportunities that are better fit for you. You're creating this

768
00:38:29,480 --> 00:38:32,360
Speaker 2: space within yourself so that you are ready to accept

769
00:38:32,360 --> 00:38:35,400
Speaker 2: new opportunities later and give them the best possibility of success.

770
00:38:36,000 --> 00:38:39,200
Speaker 2: Use this time for inward reflection, grounding and contemplating before

771
00:38:39,239 --> 00:38:45,640
Speaker 2: accepting the next big thing. That's crazy. I'm happy I

772
00:38:45,680 --> 00:38:46,759
Speaker 2: read that because I.

773
00:38:47,120 --> 00:38:49,840
Speaker 3: Look at you try to block your taro blessings.

774
00:38:49,960 --> 00:38:54,360
Speaker 2: Listen, while I was in Mexico, me and Erica are

775
00:38:54,880 --> 00:39:01,959
Speaker 2: in negotiations ish or conversation with you know an opportunity

776
00:39:02,160 --> 00:39:06,040
Speaker 2: that we're probably going to say no, but.

777
00:39:07,239 --> 00:39:09,240
Speaker 3: We're like a year ago we would have said yes.

778
00:39:09,840 --> 00:39:12,040
Speaker 2: And in January when we had a we had a

779
00:39:12,080 --> 00:39:15,520
Speaker 2: conversation with Samaya, I think we talk about being confident

780
00:39:15,560 --> 00:39:19,720
Speaker 2: and getting comfortable saying no. Was that that episode And

781
00:39:21,040 --> 00:39:23,640
Speaker 2: I've never been so comfortable saying no. I'm my girl,

782
00:39:23,760 --> 00:39:28,840
Speaker 2: Bay Girl, Bad Triggy. But because we're really confident of

783
00:39:28,920 --> 00:39:31,040
Speaker 2: like what we're doing our brand, like there's not there's

784
00:39:31,040 --> 00:39:36,360
Speaker 2: not a lot that will like tantalize us because we

785
00:39:36,400 --> 00:39:38,279
Speaker 2: know our worth. Even if it seems like a lot,

786
00:39:38,440 --> 00:39:41,080
Speaker 2: it's if it's not what we want, then it's not it.

787
00:39:42,120 --> 00:39:46,319
Speaker 2: So that's like very accurate. And I also feel like

788
00:39:47,960 --> 00:39:49,759
Speaker 2: this is I've said this before, but like this is

789
00:39:49,800 --> 00:39:53,759
Speaker 2: an epic turning point for our business and for us

790
00:39:53,800 --> 00:40:01,320
Speaker 2: and like personally, and we are moving really fat, really

791
00:40:01,480 --> 00:40:04,920
Speaker 2: really fast, and honestly we are magic women because I

792
00:40:05,000 --> 00:40:08,239
Speaker 2: really don't know how we're maintaining all of the shit

793
00:40:08,320 --> 00:40:14,120
Speaker 2: that we maintain and saying like to realign and like

794
00:40:15,080 --> 00:40:18,640
Speaker 2: you know, our cup is full, it's fullest, it's fullest,

795
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Speaker 2: full of.

796
00:40:19,200 --> 00:40:20,080
Speaker 3: This fucketh.

797
00:40:21,640 --> 00:40:24,319
Speaker 2: I could cry like all the time just about like

798
00:40:24,440 --> 00:40:27,360
Speaker 2: how full my life is right now, like I'm so happy.

799
00:40:27,920 --> 00:40:31,640
Speaker 2: I'm busy, but I'm so happy. In fact, this morning

800
00:40:32,120 --> 00:40:37,839
Speaker 2: we were listening to We're listening to What's Beyonce's little

801
00:40:37,920 --> 00:40:44,560
Speaker 2: sister Solange, and uh, Orlando, I was like, oh, this

802
00:40:44,600 --> 00:40:46,560
Speaker 2: is a good album. And I was thinking about where

803
00:40:46,600 --> 00:40:49,200
Speaker 2: I was when that album came out, and I was like, oh,

804
00:40:49,320 --> 00:40:51,279
Speaker 2: it was twenty sixteen. I knew exactly what year was

805
00:40:51,280 --> 00:40:52,440
Speaker 2: because I knew what I was going through. It was

806
00:40:52,440 --> 00:40:55,120
Speaker 2: like the year it was literally like around the time

807
00:40:55,160 --> 00:40:57,800
Speaker 2: I broke up with my baby daddy and he actually

808
00:40:57,800 --> 00:41:01,120
Speaker 2: moved out, and I was like elev out of that space.

809
00:41:01,680 --> 00:41:04,960
Speaker 2: And I remember listening like you know, certain albums for

810
00:41:05,080 --> 00:41:09,040
Speaker 2: you to a certain place. And then Orlando and I

811
00:41:09,120 --> 00:41:13,359
Speaker 2: just cuddled and stood and hugged for one song, and

812
00:41:13,760 --> 00:41:17,839
Speaker 2: I was thinking about where I was and where I am,

813
00:41:18,000 --> 00:41:20,160
Speaker 2: and like just how happy and full I am to

814
00:41:20,200 --> 00:41:24,440
Speaker 2: have like the supportive, loving relationship like in you in Orlando,

815
00:41:24,680 --> 00:41:28,799
Speaker 2: and just like how I had to end that in

816
00:41:28,960 --> 00:41:31,560
Speaker 2: order to be here, in order to like that was

817
00:41:32,480 --> 00:41:36,960
Speaker 2: really like had that not happened, I would not be here,

818
00:41:37,160 --> 00:41:41,200
Speaker 2: you know, and just like really evaluating the growth and

819
00:41:41,280 --> 00:41:43,840
Speaker 2: I cried while we hugged, and then it's so normal.

820
00:41:43,920 --> 00:41:46,279
Speaker 2: We cried so often together that I just wiped my

821
00:41:46,320 --> 00:41:47,600
Speaker 2: chairs and kept on getting dressed.

822
00:41:48,440 --> 00:41:51,000
Speaker 3: Yeah, I mean, I think you.

823
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Speaker 1: I mean for those listening that are like in a

824
00:41:53,480 --> 00:41:56,799
Speaker 1: period of trying to decide to if they should walk

825
00:41:56,840 --> 00:41:59,879
Speaker 1: away from something that isn't serving them, Yes, yes, apps

826
00:42:00,320 --> 00:42:03,439
Speaker 1: you should, because you won't receive the blessings that are

827
00:42:03,480 --> 00:42:06,520
Speaker 1: on the way if you do. You literally just continuously

828
00:42:06,600 --> 00:42:09,840
Speaker 1: block them. Every year you decide to stay and do

829
00:42:09,960 --> 00:42:13,760
Speaker 1: some shit that you know does not feel good every

830
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Speaker 1: year a girl, every fucking year.

831
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Speaker 2: And you'd be so surprised once you like ripe the

832
00:42:19,480 --> 00:42:25,040
Speaker 2: band aid off. How the universe like conspires to assist

833
00:42:25,120 --> 00:42:27,839
Speaker 2: you in your evolution and in like beautiful shit when

834
00:42:27,920 --> 00:42:29,919
Speaker 2: you stop entertaining toxic shit.

835
00:42:31,239 --> 00:42:32,719
Speaker 1: There's this quote that I saw on the internet the

836
00:42:32,800 --> 00:42:36,520
Speaker 1: other day. It's really it's just like, I don't know.

837
00:42:36,600 --> 00:42:39,040
Speaker 1: It just made sense to me immediately, and it was

838
00:42:39,080 --> 00:42:45,160
Speaker 1: the past is a place of reference, not residents, right, Yeah, Like,

839
00:42:45,280 --> 00:42:46,520
Speaker 1: it's a place of reference.

840
00:42:46,560 --> 00:42:48,799
Speaker 3: It's not where you're living. We don't live in the past.

841
00:42:48,840 --> 00:42:50,920
Speaker 1: We've got to move on so that we can invite

842
00:42:50,960 --> 00:42:54,319
Speaker 1: healthy loves that we can invite abundances, abundance in our

843
00:42:54,320 --> 00:42:57,040
Speaker 1: business and in our life and with our children and

844
00:42:57,080 --> 00:42:59,719
Speaker 1: all those things, like we have to like we have

845
00:43:00,120 --> 00:43:02,560
Speaker 1: we have to use the pass as a point of

846
00:43:02,600 --> 00:43:05,560
Speaker 1: reference so that we can make better choices now presently.

847
00:43:06,320 --> 00:43:06,560
Speaker 3: Yeah.

848
00:43:06,640 --> 00:43:10,680
Speaker 2: Literally, I was just referencing like what I was allowing

849
00:43:10,719 --> 00:43:14,799
Speaker 2: in that relationship, and like literally had I not experienced that,

850
00:43:14,880 --> 00:43:17,280
Speaker 2: I probably wouldn't have been as grateful for the relationship

851
00:43:17,280 --> 00:43:22,080
Speaker 2: that I have and like maybe have not recognized the blessings,

852
00:43:22,120 --> 00:43:26,759
Speaker 2: you know, Like so for sure reference and like you

853
00:43:26,800 --> 00:43:29,240
Speaker 2: got to go through some shit to like be grateful

854
00:43:29,280 --> 00:43:31,080
Speaker 2: for the for the new shit and to know like

855
00:43:31,280 --> 00:43:32,400
Speaker 2: that ain't it. But this is.

856
00:43:33,280 --> 00:43:36,360
Speaker 1: And he feels uncomfortable because you know, I watched you

857
00:43:36,520 --> 00:43:39,840
Speaker 1: get really uncomfortable with the idea of committing to Orlando,

858
00:43:40,360 --> 00:43:42,000
Speaker 1: like you try to talk yourself out of it four

859
00:43:42,080 --> 00:43:43,799
Speaker 1: hundred million thousand times on the phone with me.

860
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Speaker 3: I don't know, no, no, no.

861
00:43:46,840 --> 00:43:48,080
Speaker 2: No, I know, he said, I know he's telling people

862
00:43:48,080 --> 00:43:50,919
Speaker 2: he's moving in. He's not. No, he is a little

863
00:43:51,000 --> 00:43:53,640
Speaker 2: bit like you know, it's all lives around the corner,

864
00:43:53,719 --> 00:43:58,520
Speaker 2: so he's not sending all of his fluggage to my

865
00:43:58,600 --> 00:44:00,279
Speaker 2: house to my No, no, no, no, don't know.

866
00:44:02,480 --> 00:44:04,319
Speaker 3: On that note, can we smoke real quick? We can

867
00:44:04,520 --> 00:44:05,600
Speaker 3: if I do have a whori that.

868
00:44:05,600 --> 00:44:08,960
Speaker 1: I want to share from one of the ladies in

869
00:44:09,000 --> 00:44:09,680
Speaker 1: our discord.

870
00:44:09,920 --> 00:44:13,760
Speaker 2: Oh yes, it's I's smoke a clock. I've been smoking backwards,

871
00:44:13,960 --> 00:44:16,200
Speaker 2: I know, and it's not like you know. I love blunts.

872
00:44:16,200 --> 00:44:19,759
Speaker 2: First of all, everybody knows I love blunts, and I

873
00:44:19,880 --> 00:44:21,800
Speaker 2: suddenly I started smoking honey?

874
00:44:22,560 --> 00:44:22,799
Speaker 3: Is that?

875
00:44:22,800 --> 00:44:24,960
Speaker 2: Why the fuck there's this? Why the fuck is there

876
00:44:25,000 --> 00:44:27,520
Speaker 2: this big ass thing of honey here? I want to

877
00:44:27,560 --> 00:44:28,120
Speaker 2: show you something.

878
00:44:28,200 --> 00:44:29,759
Speaker 1: I must been sitting here and I meant to ask you.

879
00:44:29,800 --> 00:44:33,360
Speaker 1: I was like, why does Jamila have the biggest pint

880
00:44:33,400 --> 00:44:33,920
Speaker 1: of honey?

881
00:44:34,000 --> 00:44:35,560
Speaker 2: Because I got to show you something. Okay, So I

882
00:44:35,680 --> 00:44:39,000
Speaker 2: rolled my backwood as I usually do, and then I'm adding, like,

883
00:44:39,280 --> 00:44:42,600
Speaker 2: just a dab of honey. Wait, wait, I don't. Can

884
00:44:42,640 --> 00:44:43,440
Speaker 2: you dab with that?

885
00:44:43,680 --> 00:44:45,239
Speaker 3: Like? That's okay a lot?

886
00:44:45,320 --> 00:44:47,160
Speaker 2: Do you want to help me? I don't, Okay, the professional,

887
00:44:47,160 --> 00:44:51,279
Speaker 2: I'm just gonna put a drop. Okay, I just got

888
00:44:51,280 --> 00:44:55,600
Speaker 2: to get it out, just okay, hold on, just give

889
00:44:55,600 --> 00:44:56,160
Speaker 2: me a second.

890
00:44:56,160 --> 00:44:58,040
Speaker 3: Here is how you do it at home.

891
00:44:58,719 --> 00:45:01,560
Speaker 2: I have a smaller honey container. Hum, wait, maybe I

892
00:45:01,600 --> 00:45:03,560
Speaker 2: need that. Why are you doing that?

893
00:45:04,000 --> 00:45:05,160
Speaker 3: What the fuck is wrong with you?

894
00:45:05,320 --> 00:45:08,000
Speaker 2: Oh my god? Are you trying to kill me? Just

895
00:45:14,000 --> 00:45:15,520
Speaker 2: what the fuck was that supposed to do for me?

896
00:45:17,360 --> 00:45:19,879
Speaker 3: I was trying to help you. This wasn't this is

897
00:45:19,920 --> 00:45:20,359
Speaker 3: I don't know.

898
00:45:21,120 --> 00:45:22,640
Speaker 2: Let me to put the honey from the floor that

899
00:45:22,680 --> 00:45:24,759
Speaker 2: you just scooped up from this dirty ass rug.

900
00:45:24,800 --> 00:45:28,200
Speaker 3: It's not dirty.

901
00:45:29,719 --> 00:45:32,000
Speaker 2: Maybe put your finger in it, just dip your Okay,

902
00:45:32,200 --> 00:45:34,719
Speaker 2: this is not the office, honey, it's totally sanitary. I

903
00:45:34,760 --> 00:45:36,880
Speaker 2: just washed my hands. Very sick.

904
00:45:37,200 --> 00:45:39,239
Speaker 3: Okay, that's just so sexual.

905
00:45:40,440 --> 00:45:40,760
Speaker 2: Wow.

906
00:45:42,320 --> 00:45:44,120
Speaker 3: Who knew backwards could be so sexy?

907
00:45:44,320 --> 00:45:46,279
Speaker 2: Oh it's sexy. A right, do this in front of

908
00:45:46,280 --> 00:45:47,919
Speaker 2: your nigga for extra special so we can.

909
00:45:47,920 --> 00:45:49,319
Speaker 3: Close up access to this mode.

910
00:45:49,840 --> 00:45:54,239
Speaker 2: Just dab it, dab it a little bit on the

911
00:45:54,280 --> 00:45:54,960
Speaker 2: surface here.

912
00:45:55,719 --> 00:45:58,480
Speaker 3: Just this looks delicious.

913
00:45:58,520 --> 00:45:59,480
Speaker 2: It's gonna be sick.

914
00:45:59,520 --> 00:46:02,120
Speaker 3: We don't want to I'm gonna eat this and then.

915
00:46:03,360 --> 00:46:06,280
Speaker 1: M oh, and then you put it all the way around.

916
00:46:08,080 --> 00:46:09,879
Speaker 1: This speels very witchy, like that's how you're gonna trap

917
00:46:09,880 --> 00:46:11,279
Speaker 1: a nigga. It's like a witch spell.

918
00:46:11,400 --> 00:46:14,160
Speaker 2: You want a spell, Put honey on your boot, Put

919
00:46:14,200 --> 00:46:15,919
Speaker 2: honey on your weed. When you're breaking down the weed,

920
00:46:16,000 --> 00:46:19,239
Speaker 2: think about the love you're gonna have, and then just

921
00:46:19,280 --> 00:46:22,759
Speaker 2: put the sweetness over the blunt and seal it with

922
00:46:22,800 --> 00:46:26,359
Speaker 2: your saliva and then give it to your nigger. I'll

923
00:46:26,400 --> 00:46:27,080
Speaker 2: never leave.

924
00:46:28,520 --> 00:46:30,360
Speaker 3: While you're at it. Just rub some pussy juices on

925
00:46:30,400 --> 00:46:30,719
Speaker 3: there too.

926
00:46:30,880 --> 00:46:35,680
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's a good idea. Rub your pussy break down

927
00:46:35,719 --> 00:46:39,239
Speaker 2: the weed with it. I don't want to give you

928
00:46:39,239 --> 00:46:42,680
Speaker 2: my pussy juices. Are you already here to stay? So? Yeah,

929
00:46:43,480 --> 00:46:46,440
Speaker 2: I've been putting honey on all my backwoods, helping them seal,

930
00:46:47,000 --> 00:46:47,960
Speaker 2: so it helps.

931
00:46:47,680 --> 00:46:50,040
Speaker 3: It, like I think it probably helps burn slower.

932
00:46:49,760 --> 00:46:51,840
Speaker 2: To burn slow. It's freaking delicious.

933
00:46:51,840 --> 00:46:52,239
Speaker 3: I can't wait.

934
00:46:52,320 --> 00:46:53,839
Speaker 2: Let's light it up as you can see.

935
00:46:55,280 --> 00:46:55,440
Speaker 5: This is.

936
00:46:57,800 --> 00:46:59,359
Speaker 1: We or you know, people already got mad at us

937
00:46:59,400 --> 00:47:01,280
Speaker 1: like three years ago when we ate during an episode,

938
00:47:01,840 --> 00:47:04,080
Speaker 1: it like came for us, Like I really like them,

939
00:47:04,120 --> 00:47:07,759
Speaker 1: but they chew really loud. We have like free It's

940
00:47:07,800 --> 00:47:09,960
Speaker 1: like when our kids were three. That's the only time

941
00:47:10,000 --> 00:47:12,319
Speaker 1: we eat. Mm hmm.

942
00:47:13,440 --> 00:47:16,040
Speaker 2: I made Orlando watching YouTube and how to roll backwards

943
00:47:16,040 --> 00:47:19,240
Speaker 2: so he can roll them for me. It's wonderful.

944
00:47:19,560 --> 00:47:20,960
Speaker 3: I watched him watch it.

945
00:47:21,920 --> 00:47:25,960
Speaker 2: Okay, can you like this fucking honey is everywhere. Use

946
00:47:26,000 --> 00:47:28,600
Speaker 2: it use don't use a gallon package of honey, just

947
00:47:28,680 --> 00:47:35,359
Speaker 2: use a regular size personal thank you honey. Today we're

948
00:47:35,360 --> 00:47:38,240
Speaker 2: smoking a THHC hybrid.

949
00:47:39,480 --> 00:47:43,720
Speaker 3: Hmm you like that like that?

950
00:47:48,520 --> 00:47:48,880
Speaker 2: Damn?

951
00:47:50,200 --> 00:47:52,719
Speaker 3: Oh my god, Yeah it's sexual.

952
00:47:53,320 --> 00:47:57,000
Speaker 2: I know that's my cogniac dipped in honey. This is backward. Yeah,

953
00:47:57,000 --> 00:47:59,560
Speaker 2: this is the koonyak dipped in honey smoking.

954
00:48:00,040 --> 00:48:02,680
Speaker 3: Taste so delicious and be sexual and make me hungry

955
00:48:02,680 --> 00:48:03,239
Speaker 3: all at once.

956
00:48:04,200 --> 00:48:09,960
Speaker 2: Me go slow, it's burning. That's a slow burn for you,

957
00:48:10,120 --> 00:48:13,319
Speaker 2: for a grown in sexy woman is ready.

958
00:48:13,360 --> 00:48:15,120
Speaker 3: This is what experienced smoker guy.

959
00:48:15,360 --> 00:48:19,520
Speaker 2: That's called the trap your nigga spell. Maybe that's that's

960
00:48:19,520 --> 00:48:22,080
Speaker 2: not nice, Like how about like the sticky honey spell

961
00:48:22,120 --> 00:48:24,480
Speaker 2: to keep your nick next to you? Oh, you always

962
00:48:24,480 --> 00:48:26,240
Speaker 2: should show off because you know how to smoke.

963
00:48:26,080 --> 00:48:35,719
Speaker 1: Pretty anyway, It's horry time, guys, horry time. So I

964
00:48:35,760 --> 00:48:37,520
Speaker 1: don't know if you guys have joined the discord yet.

965
00:48:37,520 --> 00:48:40,680
Speaker 1: If you haven't, it's time. It's the discord is popping

966
00:48:40,800 --> 00:48:41,200
Speaker 1: over there.

967
00:48:41,239 --> 00:48:42,880
Speaker 2: Okay, popping is an understatement.

968
00:48:42,880 --> 00:48:45,480
Speaker 1: It's really understatement. Like I've I can't even keep up

969
00:48:45,480 --> 00:48:47,360
Speaker 1: with chats. They're like I'm like, what the fuck are

970
00:48:47,400 --> 00:48:50,680
Speaker 1: they talking about. They've had like forty thousand conversations before

971
00:48:50,920 --> 00:48:52,960
Speaker 1: in one day before I've come in and I'm like, wait,

972
00:48:53,000 --> 00:48:54,000
Speaker 1: I'm lost, I'm late.

973
00:48:54,239 --> 00:48:56,560
Speaker 2: Well did you hear about Dick's deep throat Thursday?

974
00:48:56,719 --> 00:48:58,200
Speaker 3: What? Yeah, they're making Thursday.

975
00:48:58,239 --> 00:49:00,560
Speaker 2: What they're making. There's a whole there's a whole calendar

976
00:49:00,600 --> 00:49:02,359
Speaker 2: in there. But I can't keep up. But deep though

977
00:49:02,480 --> 00:49:04,160
Speaker 2: Thursday is a thing.

978
00:49:04,560 --> 00:49:06,200
Speaker 3: People getting like they're taking pictures.

979
00:49:07,560 --> 00:49:10,960
Speaker 2: I wasn't deep thirty in the picture, but I just put.

980
00:49:10,719 --> 00:49:12,799
Speaker 1: I heard someone there was sound, someone was sucking Dick

981
00:49:12,840 --> 00:49:13,680
Speaker 1: and they had an audio.

982
00:49:13,880 --> 00:49:16,799
Speaker 2: It's probably deep throat Thursday. Well, we have a like,

983
00:49:16,840 --> 00:49:19,239
Speaker 2: we have a special channel just for women where we

984
00:49:19,280 --> 00:49:23,479
Speaker 2: send each other. It's called Power where we just send

985
00:49:23,560 --> 00:49:26,399
Speaker 2: like nudes, you know, but just be nasty and all

986
00:49:26,440 --> 00:49:28,480
Speaker 2: the like twitters when Dick Pick's leak.

987
00:49:29,480 --> 00:49:31,880
Speaker 3: If you know what I'm talking about, you know the

988
00:49:31,880 --> 00:49:35,160
Speaker 3: watermelon person? Yeah?

989
00:49:35,239 --> 00:49:39,280
Speaker 2: Wait? Why did speaking of watermelon person? Why did I

990
00:49:39,480 --> 00:49:42,759
Speaker 2: group chat our group chat today? Who's that big hit?

991
00:49:45,960 --> 00:49:48,680
Speaker 2: And I'm breaking news? He agreed to send us all

992
00:49:48,680 --> 00:49:51,760
Speaker 2: the only fans content early, So if you've joined Discard,

993
00:49:51,800 --> 00:49:53,920
Speaker 2: he might maybe get the early content too. I don't know.

994
00:49:54,200 --> 00:49:54,719
Speaker 3: I never know.

995
00:49:56,960 --> 00:50:07,560
Speaker 1: Okay, so this hoary is straight from the discord who Stories. Okay,

996
00:50:07,600 --> 00:50:10,000
Speaker 1: the ladies were talking about mourning Wood in the Yoni

997
00:50:10,080 --> 00:50:12,439
Speaker 1: Power thread, so I wanted to share my little horry

998
00:50:12,480 --> 00:50:15,920
Speaker 1: about the silent morning sex being explosive. It's like I

999
00:50:15,920 --> 00:50:18,680
Speaker 1: couldn't hear any sound, but I could somehow feel the

1000
00:50:18,760 --> 00:50:22,760
Speaker 1: sound inside of me. Now, sensory deprivation play is definitely

1001
00:50:22,840 --> 00:50:26,239
Speaker 1: something I plan on exploring. Oh, then she said that

1002
00:50:26,280 --> 00:50:27,680
Speaker 1: we've probably already dabbled into this.

1003
00:50:27,800 --> 00:50:30,080
Speaker 3: No we haven't. We have not. Have you dabbled into

1004
00:50:30,560 --> 00:50:31,919
Speaker 3: sensory deprivation play?

1005
00:50:32,040 --> 00:50:32,120
Speaker 1: No?

1006
00:50:32,200 --> 00:50:34,600
Speaker 2: But you know Orlando was doing this thing in Mexico

1007
00:50:34,640 --> 00:50:36,680
Speaker 2: where he was he won date my pussy every day

1008
00:50:36,680 --> 00:50:39,800
Speaker 2: for thirty days. It basically did. But he was putting

1009
00:50:39,800 --> 00:50:41,920
Speaker 2: his headphones in and doing it to like this music.

1010
00:50:41,960 --> 00:50:42,960
Speaker 2: And I was like, does you know when you hear

1011
00:50:43,000 --> 00:50:44,840
Speaker 2: me moaning? And I was like, whatever, whatever works, I

1012
00:50:44,840 --> 00:50:47,400
Speaker 2: don't care. So Orlando have Capricorn in him.

1013
00:50:47,560 --> 00:50:47,880
Speaker 3: I don't know.

1014
00:50:47,880 --> 00:50:49,560
Speaker 1: We gotta check his charts. It's got to be capricorn

1015
00:50:49,600 --> 00:50:50,920
Speaker 1: because there's a lot of scheduling happening.

1016
00:50:51,000 --> 00:50:54,080
Speaker 2: He has to have some type of the Monday.

1017
00:50:53,800 --> 00:50:56,440
Speaker 1: You'd make decisions Tuesday. Then there's like thirty days of

1018
00:50:56,560 --> 00:50:58,160
Speaker 1: pussy eating. There's like a lot of.

1019
00:50:58,239 --> 00:50:59,920
Speaker 3: It's little ocd Okay, thank god.

1020
00:51:01,320 --> 00:51:03,400
Speaker 1: I kind of stumbled on it because my ex snored

1021
00:51:03,440 --> 00:51:05,680
Speaker 1: like a fucking bear, so I started sleeping with ear

1022
00:51:05,680 --> 00:51:08,040
Speaker 1: plugs in. One morning, he pulls me on top of

1023
00:51:08,080 --> 00:51:10,080
Speaker 1: him while I'm half asleep. I kept my ear plugs

1024
00:51:10,080 --> 00:51:13,040
Speaker 1: in and my eyes closed, feeling him kissing my neck

1025
00:51:13,120 --> 00:51:15,680
Speaker 1: and squeezing my ass and rubbing my pussy. He had

1026
00:51:15,719 --> 00:51:18,080
Speaker 1: been irritating the fuck out of me that night, so

1027
00:51:18,120 --> 00:51:20,040
Speaker 1: I wasn't even trying to submit to him, but the

1028
00:51:20,040 --> 00:51:25,120
Speaker 1: physical sensations of his strokes were so euphoric. I started

1029
00:51:25,160 --> 00:51:29,560
Speaker 1: moaning uncontrollably, uncontrollably, and even my low moans sounded crazy

1030
00:51:29,640 --> 00:51:33,720
Speaker 1: intense as I felt my own moaning and heavy breathing reverberating.

1031
00:51:33,800 --> 00:51:37,160
Speaker 3: Is that a word? Reverberating? Reverberating in my head?

1032
00:51:37,239 --> 00:51:37,799
Speaker 2: David said it.

1033
00:51:37,880 --> 00:51:39,879
Speaker 1: I couldn't even play like I wasn't loving this shit.

1034
00:51:40,239 --> 00:51:42,560
Speaker 1: I started kissing him, and even our lips smack and

1035
00:51:42,560 --> 00:51:43,959
Speaker 1: felt explosive in my head.

1036
00:51:43,960 --> 00:51:45,080
Speaker 3: Wow, imagine that's on mushroom.

1037
00:51:45,080 --> 00:51:46,960
Speaker 2: We're getting one of these, and went on my way home.

1038
00:51:48,440 --> 00:51:52,960
Speaker 1: He let out a little and it vibrated down my throat.

1039
00:51:53,640 --> 00:51:55,520
Speaker 1: Keep in mind I still have my eyes closed and

1040
00:51:55,560 --> 00:51:58,520
Speaker 1: ear plugs in. He smacked my ass, squeezing my cheeks

1041
00:51:58,520 --> 00:52:03,000
Speaker 1: and whoa child first, gushing all over his dick, collapsing

1042
00:52:03,000 --> 00:52:05,600
Speaker 1: on top of him. I felt his goatee graized my

1043
00:52:05,640 --> 00:52:08,640
Speaker 1: shoulder as he was talking, but heard no words. I

1044
00:52:08,640 --> 00:52:11,840
Speaker 1: could only focus on the throbbing sensations pulsing between my

1045
00:52:11,960 --> 00:52:15,759
Speaker 1: legs and our heartbeats, feeling and sink. Oh so beautiful, cry,

1046
00:52:15,800 --> 00:52:18,279
Speaker 1: I want to do this immediately with soul mateg He

1047
00:52:18,360 --> 00:52:21,359
Speaker 1: then proceeded to wrap his arms around me, holding me tight,

1048
00:52:21,400 --> 00:52:23,320
Speaker 1: and jackhammered the fuck out of my pussy.

1049
00:52:24,360 --> 00:52:26,920
Speaker 3: The hurt emoji plus the devil.

1050
00:52:27,680 --> 00:52:30,239
Speaker 1: I felt like an earthquake shaking through my body. I

1051
00:52:30,320 --> 00:52:33,800
Speaker 1: was holding onto the mattress for dear life. I squeezed shut,

1052
00:52:35,040 --> 00:52:39,040
Speaker 1: ripping the fitted sheets off. Then I feel him bite

1053
00:52:39,040 --> 00:52:42,600
Speaker 1: my neck, his signal he was about to come, which

1054
00:52:42,640 --> 00:52:46,200
Speaker 1: sent chills down my spine. Me too, I love a

1055
00:52:46,280 --> 00:52:50,480
Speaker 1: bite neck and I was both exploding at the same time.

1056
00:52:50,880 --> 00:52:53,960
Speaker 3: We broke my motherfucking bed. But I couldn't even be mad.

1057
00:52:54,600 --> 00:52:58,920
Speaker 1: Nig literally rocked my fucking world best morning dick ever.

1058
00:52:59,320 --> 00:53:01,359
Speaker 1: I was in such a happy mood at work all day,

1059
00:53:01,440 --> 00:53:05,359
Speaker 1: humming and shit, wait was that?

1060
00:53:06,719 --> 00:53:08,880
Speaker 3: Even the co workers was like, yeah, she got some

1061
00:53:08,960 --> 00:53:09,760
Speaker 3: dick that night.

1062
00:53:11,800 --> 00:53:16,200
Speaker 2: And wow, that was beautifully written. Now I'm buying earplugs.

1063
00:53:16,280 --> 00:53:17,400
Speaker 3: I'm getting air plugs.

1064
00:53:17,239 --> 00:53:19,799
Speaker 1: Immediately, but I'm not seeing my man for a long time,

1065
00:53:19,880 --> 00:53:20,400
Speaker 1: so I don't know.

1066
00:53:20,480 --> 00:53:22,799
Speaker 3: Maybe like masturbating and like you.

1067
00:53:22,760 --> 00:53:24,719
Speaker 2: Can hear your own moans more even if you're doing

1068
00:53:24,760 --> 00:53:26,160
Speaker 2: well masturbating.

1069
00:53:25,760 --> 00:53:27,960
Speaker 1: Yeah, maybe I'll you know, I'm tap into this alone

1070
00:53:27,960 --> 00:53:30,680
Speaker 1: first and then explore with the partner.

1071
00:53:30,760 --> 00:53:37,160
Speaker 2: But damn damny. Oh wait, speaking of hories, I have

1072
00:53:37,239 --> 00:53:40,919
Speaker 2: one more. Oh okay, no, you did share?

1073
00:53:40,960 --> 00:53:43,000
Speaker 3: Like three did? Wow? This is a juicy one. Give

1074
00:53:43,040 --> 00:53:44,080
Speaker 3: them all, Boom, give them all.

1075
00:53:44,680 --> 00:53:46,680
Speaker 2: So those of you who are just joining us, you

1076
00:53:46,719 --> 00:53:50,480
Speaker 2: should go back and listen to an episode from I

1077
00:53:50,480 --> 00:53:56,760
Speaker 2: Believe it's January twenty twenty one, and I discuss briefly

1078
00:53:56,920 --> 00:53:59,520
Speaker 2: the blood play that Orlando did, and that's probably in

1079
00:53:59,520 --> 00:54:03,480
Speaker 2: addition to this trap of nigga honey blunt. These are

1080
00:54:03,480 --> 00:54:05,399
Speaker 2: the things to keep your man gets you a mane

1081
00:54:05,400 --> 00:54:08,200
Speaker 2: and keep them. He really wants to do blood play,

1082
00:54:08,239 --> 00:54:10,520
Speaker 2: and he put his initials and blood on my chest,

1083
00:54:10,680 --> 00:54:12,880
Speaker 2: and you know, I realized it is really a spell.

1084
00:54:12,960 --> 00:54:15,160
Speaker 2: So I was like, listen, nigga, I know we're bonded

1085
00:54:15,200 --> 00:54:16,640
Speaker 2: for life since you put your blood on my chest,

1086
00:54:16,640 --> 00:54:18,240
Speaker 2: but at some point you got to put my blood

1087
00:54:18,280 --> 00:54:20,800
Speaker 2: on your chest. But I don't want to cut myself.

1088
00:54:21,040 --> 00:54:28,440
Speaker 2: So in Mexico, stumbled upon my period, not stumbled, stumbled

1089
00:54:28,480 --> 00:54:31,120
Speaker 2: in stage left my period, and I was like, perfect,

1090
00:54:31,760 --> 00:54:37,080
Speaker 2: So obviously I have sex on my period. Nothing your

1091
00:54:37,120 --> 00:54:39,319
Speaker 2: gold hoss woman. Periods don't stop any shows around here.

1092
00:54:39,440 --> 00:54:41,640
Speaker 2: Some people don't like it, but if you could be vitamins,

1093
00:54:41,680 --> 00:54:42,000
Speaker 2: you will.

1094
00:54:42,480 --> 00:54:42,800
Speaker 1: True.

1095
00:54:44,120 --> 00:54:47,360
Speaker 2: So I was riding him and then I like lifted

1096
00:54:47,440 --> 00:54:52,120
Speaker 2: up over him, and his dick was like throbbing and

1097
00:54:52,160 --> 00:54:59,000
Speaker 2: like erect underneath me, dripping in menstrual blood blessed from Jesus,

1098
00:55:00,560 --> 00:55:03,879
Speaker 2: and I pulled up my fingers like this, so all

1099
00:55:03,960 --> 00:55:06,200
Speaker 2: the blood came to the top. And then I put

1100
00:55:06,239 --> 00:55:08,960
Speaker 2: my initials on his chest and blood and let me

1101
00:55:09,040 --> 00:55:12,840
Speaker 2: just like had sex ravage sex. So basically I completed

1102
00:55:12,960 --> 00:55:16,200
Speaker 2: the spell. That's complete, full circle, full circle. Got it.

1103
00:55:16,320 --> 00:55:21,200
Speaker 2: He's never leaving anyway.

1104
00:55:22,800 --> 00:55:25,879
Speaker 1: It's beautiful, thank you. Either people are either grossed out

1105
00:55:26,000 --> 00:55:26,440
Speaker 1: or turned on.

1106
00:55:26,560 --> 00:55:26,920
Speaker 2: I don't know.

1107
00:55:26,920 --> 00:55:27,879
Speaker 3: It's probably fifty to fifty.

1108
00:55:27,920 --> 00:55:30,560
Speaker 2: I would say, listen, it's now everyone's gonna like what

1109
00:55:30,600 --> 00:55:32,480
Speaker 2: you like. I know that. I'm just giving you some

1110
00:55:32,560 --> 00:55:36,799
Speaker 2: ideas in case you want to trap a nigga. Orlando's obsessed.

1111
00:55:37,960 --> 00:55:41,719
Speaker 3: Yes, I've seen it. He literally stares like this at

1112
00:55:41,800 --> 00:55:45,560
Speaker 3: you when you're talking. Literally like likes like a movie,

1113
00:55:46,120 --> 00:55:47,920
Speaker 3: like a little kid at school in love with this

1114
00:55:48,719 --> 00:55:51,600
Speaker 3: little crush. Look at him. He's doing it right now.

1115
00:55:51,760 --> 00:55:53,560
Speaker 3: He's literally rocking back and forth.

1116
00:55:54,719 --> 00:55:59,120
Speaker 2: I've sayed him doing it. I wish I was filming this.

1117
00:55:59,360 --> 00:56:05,760
Speaker 3: Fuck god, oh my god, it's fucking adorbs. Love it.

1118
00:56:05,840 --> 00:56:10,440
Speaker 2: Two spells, two spells, Oh my god.

1119
00:56:10,680 --> 00:56:13,520
Speaker 3: Okay, well, does anyone happen? Do you have an affirmation?

1120
00:56:13,560 --> 00:56:18,320
Speaker 3: Should I? Should I share an affirmation from Discord? Discord?

1121
00:56:18,360 --> 00:56:20,359
Speaker 2: Please? We also have the like, won't you share all

1122
00:56:20,360 --> 00:56:23,239
Speaker 2: the channels and Discord so people understand what's popping over there?

1123
00:56:23,400 --> 00:56:25,160
Speaker 3: Okay? So the channels are a finder tribe.

1124
00:56:25,160 --> 00:56:28,319
Speaker 1: That's where the people meet up to introduce what city

1125
00:56:28,360 --> 00:56:31,080
Speaker 1: they're in, and they hang out, we have general which

1126
00:56:31,080 --> 00:56:35,120
Speaker 1: is just for everyone and are there guys there, there's there's.

1127
00:56:35,080 --> 00:56:40,040
Speaker 2: We have like a og Dad Anthony, and then I

1128
00:56:40,080 --> 00:56:40,480
Speaker 2: don't know.

1129
00:56:40,560 --> 00:56:41,719
Speaker 3: There's a lot of women. I don't know.

1130
00:56:41,840 --> 00:56:43,440
Speaker 1: Then we have hories of course. Then we have the

1131
00:56:43,480 --> 00:56:46,279
Speaker 1: episode recap where we talk about the weekly episodes. Then

1132
00:56:46,320 --> 00:56:47,960
Speaker 1: we have event where people are like bach, they take

1133
00:56:47,960 --> 00:56:51,680
Speaker 1: it trying to fucking test me today, I'm in.

1134
00:56:51,640 --> 00:56:53,040
Speaker 3: There a lot you can't tell.

1135
00:56:54,920 --> 00:56:57,640
Speaker 1: Then there's a girl guess what, where we're hyping bitches

1136
00:56:57,719 --> 00:57:00,680
Speaker 1: up because we got to celebrate one another. After informations

1137
00:57:00,719 --> 00:57:03,160
Speaker 1: where y'all have some bomb ass affirmations. I'm actually going

1138
00:57:03,200 --> 00:57:05,480
Speaker 1: to share one from the discord because I'll be running

1139
00:57:05,520 --> 00:57:08,760
Speaker 1: out and i'd be needing inspo. Then we have manifestations

1140
00:57:08,760 --> 00:57:12,240
Speaker 1: where we're all collectively helping each other manifest certain things

1141
00:57:12,239 --> 00:57:14,720
Speaker 1: in our life. Because if you and Mila have listened

1142
00:57:14,719 --> 00:57:17,880
Speaker 1: to you know, previous episodes or just us talk about manifesting,

1143
00:57:18,320 --> 00:57:21,400
Speaker 1: even with our retreats, we definitely know and believe that

1144
00:57:21,920 --> 00:57:25,800
Speaker 1: manifesting in groups and when you have people also putting

1145
00:57:25,800 --> 00:57:28,560
Speaker 1: power behind whatever you're trying to manifest, it's really powerful.

1146
00:57:28,600 --> 00:57:31,640
Speaker 1: So there's that, and then We have Yoni Power, which

1147
00:57:31,680 --> 00:57:32,840
Speaker 1: is our private channel where we.

1148
00:57:32,800 --> 00:57:36,360
Speaker 3: Share naked pictures.

1149
00:57:35,360 --> 00:57:37,280
Speaker 2: And sexy shit and also pump each other.

1150
00:57:37,600 --> 00:57:40,840
Speaker 1: It's women's only, so niggas don't try to penetrate the

1151
00:57:40,920 --> 00:57:42,880
Speaker 1: Yoni Well know, we know, we'll know.

1152
00:57:42,840 --> 00:57:44,840
Speaker 2: Who you are. Well, yeah, it's private, so we have

1153
00:57:44,920 --> 00:57:45,520
Speaker 2: to be accepted.

1154
00:57:45,560 --> 00:57:47,600
Speaker 1: Then we even have channels for our tour. So you guys,

1155
00:57:47,640 --> 00:57:50,680
Speaker 1: we have a tour coming up. We're going on fucking tour.

1156
00:57:50,960 --> 00:57:53,640
Speaker 2: Kitty out.

1157
00:57:54,400 --> 00:57:56,000
Speaker 1: If you want to book us with club appearances, is

1158
00:57:56,040 --> 00:57:58,240
Speaker 1: she just call us because we can come to the plant,

1159
00:57:58,320 --> 00:57:59,760
Speaker 1: you know, just give us a bottle and a little

1160
00:57:59,840 --> 00:58:01,040
Speaker 1: chick and we'll be there.

1161
00:58:03,080 --> 00:58:05,440
Speaker 2: Such a commercial for our club appearance.

1162
00:58:06,280 --> 00:58:09,680
Speaker 3: Ever since we did our first club appearance, you can't tell.

1163
00:58:10,840 --> 00:58:12,840
Speaker 1: Only we can only book a second one. We had

1164
00:58:12,880 --> 00:58:15,640
Speaker 1: our first club appearance in DC. Can't tell me shit Noway,

1165
00:58:15,640 --> 00:58:20,160
Speaker 1: I'm a fucking rapper. So we are going on tour.

1166
00:58:20,320 --> 00:58:22,520
Speaker 1: The tour is called of course.

1167
00:58:22,440 --> 00:58:26,280
Speaker 2: Good Mom's Gone Wild because bitches need to come outside

1168
00:58:26,560 --> 00:58:28,840
Speaker 2: and get a little crazy. And who better to come

1169
00:58:28,880 --> 00:58:30,480
Speaker 2: to is us will lead you if you're having a

1170
00:58:30,480 --> 00:58:33,800
Speaker 2: hard time coming outside, and if you're already a champ,

1171
00:58:34,760 --> 00:58:37,840
Speaker 2: Girl's gone wild. Good, Mom's gone wild. Then please come.

1172
00:58:38,280 --> 00:58:41,320
Speaker 2: We'll be in New York, We'll be in Chicago, We'll

1173
00:58:41,360 --> 00:58:44,720
Speaker 2: be in DC, we'll be in Atlanta and Philly.

1174
00:58:45,680 --> 00:58:47,400
Speaker 1: Yeah, make sure you click the link in this episode

1175
00:58:47,440 --> 00:58:50,120
Speaker 1: description to find out the dates. To click the links,

1176
00:58:50,200 --> 00:58:52,040
Speaker 1: get that VIP so we can take a picture.

1177
00:58:52,160 --> 00:58:55,280
Speaker 2: They're all at the end of September, and we want

1178
00:58:55,320 --> 00:58:57,960
Speaker 2: to see you. And also, don't embarrass us, like, come

1179
00:58:58,000 --> 00:58:58,479
Speaker 2: see us.

1180
00:58:58,680 --> 00:58:59,680
Speaker 3: Yeah, don't embarrass us.

1181
00:58:59,680 --> 00:59:01,960
Speaker 2: What the please come see us. You want to see you.

1182
00:59:02,400 --> 00:59:04,600
Speaker 2: I'm really excited to do Philly, you know. I'm like,

1183
00:59:04,600 --> 00:59:06,280
Speaker 2: I'm gonna call it every cousin I ever had, Like,

1184
00:59:06,280 --> 00:59:07,480
Speaker 2: remember me from when I was fine.

1185
00:59:07,560 --> 00:59:10,080
Speaker 1: Now, I'm really excited about New York because you know

1186
00:59:10,160 --> 00:59:12,040
Speaker 1: how much I love New York. But it's so crazy.

1187
00:59:12,320 --> 00:59:14,240
Speaker 1: One of my friends, she's a reiki healer. You know,

1188
00:59:14,320 --> 00:59:15,600
Speaker 1: every time I go to New York, I get sick.

1189
00:59:15,680 --> 00:59:16,680
Speaker 2: M oh yeah.

1190
00:59:17,040 --> 00:59:18,640
Speaker 3: She was like, you always get to I told her,

1191
00:59:18,640 --> 00:59:20,440
Speaker 3: I was, I always get like this throat infection in

1192
00:59:20,440 --> 00:59:20,720
Speaker 3: New York.

1193
00:59:20,760 --> 00:59:22,200
Speaker 1: She's like, you need to go do a podcast show

1194
00:59:22,200 --> 00:59:25,000
Speaker 1: out there. There's something in your blocking. There's something blocked.

1195
00:59:25,480 --> 00:59:28,000
Speaker 1: So I'm really excited I feel like I have to

1196
00:59:28,040 --> 00:59:30,400
Speaker 1: go to New York and do this, and like, I

1197
00:59:30,440 --> 00:59:32,760
Speaker 1: have so many people out there that are gonna come

1198
00:59:32,800 --> 00:59:38,200
Speaker 1: support us, and I just like And then Atlanta because

1199
00:59:38,240 --> 00:59:40,080
Speaker 1: that was our first show we ever did. It was

1200
00:59:40,080 --> 00:59:41,880
Speaker 1: our second show, I mean, our first show we ever

1201
00:59:41,920 --> 00:59:42,720
Speaker 1: did outside.

1202
00:59:42,440 --> 00:59:44,520
Speaker 2: Of La Yes, I'm really excited about that too.

1203
00:59:44,560 --> 00:59:47,720
Speaker 3: And if you haven't heard that episode, bitch, you gotta listen.

1204
00:59:47,520 --> 00:59:49,240
Speaker 2: To that episode. It was a real thing. It was

1205
00:59:49,280 --> 00:59:49,800
Speaker 2: a struggle.

1206
00:59:49,960 --> 00:59:52,720
Speaker 3: It was That episode was epic storytelling.

1207
00:59:52,920 --> 00:59:56,680
Speaker 2: Okay, oh my god, I need to go back to that.

1208
00:59:56,720 --> 00:59:59,000
Speaker 1: A lot of the dating of a married man happened,

1209
00:59:59,360 --> 01:00:03,240
Speaker 1: the fucking negotiations of getting our shit, but because I

1210
01:00:03,360 --> 01:00:05,960
Speaker 1: was married and also trying to get my.

1211
01:00:05,960 --> 01:00:07,040
Speaker 3: Dress out of storage.

1212
01:00:07,120 --> 01:00:08,120
Speaker 2: Oh right, you have.

1213
01:00:08,040 --> 01:00:09,880
Speaker 3: To listen to get it. It's just it's one of

1214
01:00:09,920 --> 01:00:13,200
Speaker 3: those what is it called. I don't know what year

1215
01:00:13,280 --> 01:00:13,520
Speaker 3: was that.

1216
01:00:13,560 --> 01:00:18,120
Speaker 2: Was that twenty nineteen eighteen. We did it, We did it.

1217
01:00:18,120 --> 01:00:21,760
Speaker 2: It's twenty nineteen nineteen. Yeah, it's in it's around October. No,

1218
01:00:22,040 --> 01:00:27,560
Speaker 2: it's October of twenty nineteen, so go back and find it. Anyway.

1219
01:00:27,560 --> 01:00:30,000
Speaker 1: I can't wait to go on tour and meet everyone

1220
01:00:30,400 --> 01:00:33,240
Speaker 1: and party and turn up and have a good time.

1221
01:00:33,320 --> 01:00:34,400
Speaker 3: We're gonna have dope.

1222
01:00:34,320 --> 01:00:39,080
Speaker 2: Guests and yes, it's gonna be great and yeah, oh

1223
01:00:39,120 --> 01:00:40,840
Speaker 2: my god, I'm so excited. I hope you guys come

1224
01:00:40,880 --> 01:00:46,840
Speaker 2: out and see us. Oh yeah, but that's all I got.

1225
01:00:48,840 --> 01:00:49,480
Speaker 3: Got anything else.

1226
01:00:49,600 --> 01:00:51,160
Speaker 2: I was just gonna say that. I'm really grateful.

1227
01:00:52,040 --> 01:00:54,120
Speaker 3: Oh, bitch, affirmation.

1228
01:00:54,920 --> 01:00:56,680
Speaker 2: We didn't. We didn't read the affirmation from discard. The

1229
01:00:56,720 --> 01:00:59,360
Speaker 2: bitch is high. Now, sorry she didn't smoke the bunch high.

1230
01:00:59,360 --> 01:01:01,240
Speaker 2: But we have what I thunk I was going to

1231
01:01:01,280 --> 01:01:05,520
Speaker 2: say something. Okay, what what's the discord?

1232
01:01:05,920 --> 01:01:09,840
Speaker 3: Damn? It was important these goddamn back Oh okay, So

1233
01:01:09,880 --> 01:01:11,400
Speaker 3: I went to Mexico for a month, but then I

1234
01:01:11,440 --> 01:01:13,400
Speaker 3: came home for two days. No, I didn't come home

1235
01:01:13,440 --> 01:01:17,520
Speaker 3: from Mexico. We went to Essence Fest. Bitch, Okay, yeah

1236
01:01:17,560 --> 01:01:17,880
Speaker 3: we did.

1237
01:01:18,040 --> 01:01:21,840
Speaker 2: We went to Esence. We did. This is our life.

1238
01:01:21,840 --> 01:01:23,480
Speaker 2: Are you tired? I'm not tired.

1239
01:01:23,600 --> 01:01:26,920
Speaker 1: I'm just trying to record another episode.

1240
01:01:28,240 --> 01:01:29,959
Speaker 3: Can we talk about it all the next episode? Sure,

1241
01:01:29,960 --> 01:01:33,479
Speaker 3: we have a whole other episode. Okay, Now, I feel

1242
01:01:33,480 --> 01:01:34,760
Speaker 3: like I interrupted your story.

1243
01:01:34,800 --> 01:01:36,360
Speaker 2: There was really no story. I was just saying I

1244
01:01:36,400 --> 01:01:37,640
Speaker 2: knew we were forgetting something.

1245
01:01:37,720 --> 01:01:46,000
Speaker 3: Oh okay, well.

1246
01:01:42,360 --> 01:01:45,600
Speaker 2: Why did we give you weep? You're h too.

1247
01:01:46,000 --> 01:01:47,120
Speaker 3: Don't blame me.

1248
01:01:47,760 --> 01:01:50,160
Speaker 2: I was trying to like, I was trying to deflect.

1249
01:01:50,440 --> 01:01:53,000
Speaker 3: Anyway, We're really excited to see you come out.

1250
01:01:53,280 --> 01:01:54,840
Speaker 2: And this is the affirmation.

1251
01:01:55,760 --> 01:01:58,520
Speaker 3: This is the affirmation from our discord. If you happen

1252
01:01:58,520 --> 01:01:59,520
Speaker 3: to a discord, click the.

1253
01:01:59,520 --> 01:02:01,760
Speaker 1: Link in this episode description and you can join the

1254
01:02:01,920 --> 01:02:08,120
Speaker 1: discord and your affirmation can be featured. This is from

1255
01:02:08,120 --> 01:02:10,560
Speaker 1: someone that I love. Actually in our discord a lot.

1256
01:02:10,960 --> 01:02:16,040
Speaker 1: She is, she came down a retreat. She's dope. I

1257
01:02:16,080 --> 01:02:19,360
Speaker 1: am constantly evolving, and it is okay to release things

1258
01:02:19,360 --> 01:02:21,720
Speaker 1: that no longer serve me without guilt.

1259
01:02:23,200 --> 01:02:25,200
Speaker 3: I am constantly can.

1260
01:02:25,080 --> 01:02:29,439
Speaker 2: I to find it? I am constantly high.

1261
01:02:30,160 --> 01:02:31,120
Speaker 3: Okay, let me read it again.

1262
01:02:31,480 --> 01:02:32,920
Speaker 2: Can you do it? In part?

1263
01:02:33,360 --> 01:02:34,800
Speaker 3: I am constantly evolving.

1264
01:02:34,920 --> 01:02:38,880
Speaker 2: I am I am constantly evolving, and it is okay

1265
01:02:38,920 --> 01:02:41,200
Speaker 2: to release things. And it is okay to release things

1266
01:02:41,240 --> 01:02:44,120
Speaker 2: that no longer serve me without guilt, that no longer

1267
01:02:44,240 --> 01:02:50,280
Speaker 2: serve me without guilt. Ooh, that's a good one. That's

1268
01:02:50,320 --> 01:02:51,080
Speaker 2: a really good one.

1269
01:02:51,160 --> 01:02:55,240
Speaker 1: We often feel like guilty about elevating.

1270
01:02:55,960 --> 01:02:59,959
Speaker 2: Oh my god, it's true. True.

1271
01:03:00,160 --> 01:03:03,920
Speaker 1: The other day I was like, wow, people have people

1272
01:03:03,920 --> 01:03:06,560
Speaker 1: have been removed from my life throughout my elevation for

1273
01:03:06,600 --> 01:03:09,200
Speaker 1: a reason, whether it was like on their own doing,

1274
01:03:09,320 --> 01:03:12,320
Speaker 1: whether it was my doing. I realize like and some

1275
01:03:12,360 --> 01:03:15,120
Speaker 1: of that I felt guilty about. Actually there's yeah, there's

1276
01:03:15,160 --> 01:03:16,720
Speaker 1: a few that I feel guilty about. But I know

1277
01:03:16,800 --> 01:03:19,480
Speaker 1: that it's for my highest good that I have to

1278
01:03:19,720 --> 01:03:23,720
Speaker 1: honor in order to keep allowing the things to come through,

1279
01:03:23,920 --> 01:03:27,520
Speaker 1: because you'll get tested on like your new boundaries all

1280
01:03:27,560 --> 01:03:31,080
Speaker 1: the time and your new evolution essentially, and you'd sawn

1281
01:03:31,080 --> 01:03:32,800
Speaker 1: it upset to you to kind of keep it in check.

1282
01:03:33,080 --> 01:03:35,240
Speaker 1: And sometimes I'm like, I don't that person does not

1283
01:03:35,280 --> 01:03:38,200
Speaker 1: forgive me, that that person does not need my forgiveness

1284
01:03:38,600 --> 01:03:40,640
Speaker 1: or deserve my forgiveness. I forgive them, but that doesn't

1285
01:03:40,680 --> 01:03:43,120
Speaker 1: mean that need to be back into my life, you know.

1286
01:03:44,160 --> 01:03:46,360
Speaker 1: And you'll be like, I'll do this to myself all

1287
01:03:46,360 --> 01:03:48,040
Speaker 1: the time, like, well, time has passed, Like it's not

1288
01:03:48,080 --> 01:03:48,800
Speaker 1: that big of a deal.

1289
01:03:48,960 --> 01:03:51,040
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's not that big of a deal. The thing

1290
01:03:51,080 --> 01:03:51,640
Speaker 3: that happened.

1291
01:03:51,640 --> 01:03:53,160
Speaker 1: They didn't show me who they did show me who

1292
01:03:53,160 --> 01:03:56,440
Speaker 1: they were, but like you know, yeah, it's like you

1293
01:03:56,480 --> 01:03:59,560
Speaker 1: they did, and so I don't know, I think that

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Speaker 1: that affirmation just kind of speaks to that of just

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Speaker 1: releasing things that no longer serve you without.

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Speaker 2: Guilt, and you know how hard that is for me?

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Speaker 2: Is a cancer, Like it's so hard for me, but

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Speaker 2: like also elevating and knowing, like you said, everyone is

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Speaker 2: not going to go where you're going and that's okay.

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Speaker 2: Everyone doesn't deserve your time or energy. And like someone

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Speaker 2: messaged me, someone I know for a long time just

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Speaker 2: set me this like negative video like me minding my business,

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Speaker 2: like about this girl talking about oh, like a lot

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Speaker 2: of y'all are not going to get married because you

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Speaker 2: want to have a howt girl, hot girl summer and

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Speaker 2: you're mad when the people who are ready coming, like

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Speaker 2: basically why like certain type of women are not going

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Speaker 2: to get wiped? And I was like, why the fuck

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Speaker 2: was this? Like I don't give a fuck about you,

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Speaker 2: like I love you because I've known even a long time.

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Speaker 2: But then I was like do I And I responded

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Speaker 2: some smart ass shit like whatever I was, Oh, They're like,

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Speaker 2: I was like, that's I'm engaged. And then I went

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Speaker 2: back and he wrote all this shit and I almost

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Speaker 2: read it, and then I said, I'm not about to

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Speaker 2: read this laugh out loud, sent it and blocked him,

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Speaker 2: and usually I would go back and read it, and

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Speaker 2: I was like, why you are fucking doing what the

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Speaker 2: fuck are you doing that I give a fuck about

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Speaker 2: your opinion and whether or not I get married. Bitch,

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Speaker 2: I'm so happy and elevated and that it's gonna constantly

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Speaker 2: be as I like, as we evolve and our lives

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Speaker 2: are moving so quickly and how like I listened to

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Speaker 2: an episode that we did it like uh with harder

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Speaker 2: soft like three months ago. I was like, whoa, I

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Speaker 2: was really chill. I wasn't like crazy bitch at all,

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Speaker 2: because I don't. I'm a different bitch than I was

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Speaker 2: three months ago, and I'm like evolving so quickly, Like

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Speaker 2: so I have to release like whatever this weird guilt

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Speaker 2: I have about like holding on to people, but like

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Speaker 2: everyone is not going to be on your level.

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Speaker 3: Not everyone can start.

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Speaker 2: Leveling up is a real thing, and that's okay.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, level up, bitches, Oh leve.

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Speaker 2: Level up one, four, three, two one.

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Speaker 1: Anyway, All right, Well we're gonna go now it's getting

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Speaker 1: out of control. We love you, and make sure you

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