WEBVTT - TWO PHONES 0:00:00.160 --> 0:00:01.920 Call from Tony. 0:00:04.519 --> 0:00:11.920 Tony, Oh my god, how are you doing? Tony? 0:00:12.520 --> 0:00:13.280 I'm doing good? 0:00:13.320 --> 0:00:13.840 How are you? 0:00:14.720 --> 0:00:16.560 I'm doing? Have we ever talked before, Tony? 0:00:17.520 --> 0:00:19.479 No, this is the first time and it took me 0:00:19.560 --> 0:00:20.920 four hundred tries. 0:00:21.840 --> 0:00:25.000 Really, I gotta I want to try to get do you. 0:00:26.040 --> 0:00:27.880 I kind of want to get some sort of queuing 0:00:27.960 --> 0:00:28.880 system in place. 0:00:29.640 --> 0:00:30.640 That would be amazing. 0:00:33.760 --> 0:00:35.639 Although I've been doing this for a year and I've 0:00:35.640 --> 0:00:41.200 been saying that since August, so it might not ever 0:00:41.240 --> 0:00:46.800 happen unless if Tony, what's your life like? Who are 0:00:46.800 --> 0:00:48.879 you with? You're like with someone and there's I can 0:00:48.920 --> 0:00:50.960 hear someone in the background. Is that like your wife 0:00:51.080 --> 0:00:53.680 or girlfriend or mother or sister? 0:00:54.040 --> 0:00:54.320 Buddy? 0:00:55.560 --> 0:00:55.800 Really? 0:01:00.320 --> 0:01:00.640 Hello? 0:01:01.560 --> 0:01:03.120 Yeah, that's Steve. 0:01:02.800 --> 0:01:03.040 Steve. 0:01:03.880 --> 0:01:05.520 Oh what's up Steve? Can I talk to Steve? 0:01:07.160 --> 0:01:07.319 Oh? 0:01:07.400 --> 0:01:08.000 Yeah, I'm here? 0:01:10.000 --> 0:01:10.280 All right? 0:01:10.319 --> 0:01:13.360 Can I go hold on cock? I'm on speakerphone. 0:01:13.959 --> 0:01:15.200 Yeah, I could take you off. 0:01:15.440 --> 0:01:18.319 No, no, no, it's fine. Be honest? Can you too? Be honest? 0:01:18.440 --> 0:01:20.760 Are you too how do you feel about Are you 0:01:20.800 --> 0:01:22.680 too good at being vulnerable with each other? 0:01:24.000 --> 0:01:24.520 I think so? 0:01:24.880 --> 0:01:27.360 Are you too? Consider yourself open and honest people? 0:01:28.160 --> 0:01:28.399 Yeah? 0:01:28.560 --> 0:01:35.200 Yeah, be honest with me? No hard feelings, No need 0:01:35.240 --> 0:01:40.240 to have your ego involved. Okay, between both of you, 0:01:40.319 --> 0:01:44.200 Tony and Steven, which of you would be more interesting 0:01:44.240 --> 0:01:44.720 to talk to? 0:01:48.040 --> 0:01:49.000 Probably Tony? 0:01:49.280 --> 0:01:49.680 Tony? 0:01:50.760 --> 0:01:52.720 All right, Tony, take me off speakerphone. 0:01:53.200 --> 0:01:53.560 All right? 0:01:57.520 --> 0:02:00.000 Do you feel like how do you feel like Steven 0:02:00.080 --> 0:02:03.040 and both of you said, both of you said you 0:02:04.040 --> 0:02:08.639 Stephen conceided that you were more interesting than him? Yeah, 0:02:09.440 --> 0:02:11.360 how do you? How do you think Stephen feels like this? 0:02:11.400 --> 0:02:13.760 Feels about that? Just because because I think there's some 0:02:13.800 --> 0:02:17.280 people out there, like they know, like they're very actually 0:02:17.360 --> 0:02:21.800 comfortable with who they would actually but they benefit more 0:02:21.840 --> 0:02:25.560 from being comfortable with who they are than with being 0:02:25.960 --> 0:02:28.560 more interesting than the others. That make sense? How do 0:02:28.560 --> 0:02:30.240 you I do think Stephen feels about that? 0:02:31.720 --> 0:02:32.000 Uh? 0:02:32.480 --> 0:02:35.440 Indifferent. I don't think he takes offense to it. We're 0:02:35.440 --> 0:02:36.000 good friends. 0:02:37.160 --> 0:02:37.520 M hm. 0:02:38.160 --> 0:02:40.160 Why do you think Stephen thinks that you are more 0:02:40.200 --> 0:02:42.399 interesting than him? 0:02:42.960 --> 0:02:47.120 I've told him my story, my story is pretty crazy. 0:02:48.200 --> 0:02:51.880 Your story is or is it a singular story? 0:02:52.720 --> 0:02:56.839 It's a lifesty, my life story, my ongoing story too. 0:02:56.880 --> 0:03:01.400 I guess it's an ongoing story. Well, let's do a 0:03:01.440 --> 0:03:04.000 little bit of a pulp fiction here, where are we 0:03:04.040 --> 0:03:05.440 at with the story right now? 0:03:06.960 --> 0:03:14.760 Right now, I'm preparing for my trip to Honduras next week. 0:03:15.639 --> 0:03:20.040 Interesting, okay, perfect, perfect, that's what that's how we that 0:03:20.120 --> 0:03:23.520 we cold open. You're preparing for your trip with Hon Doris. 0:03:23.560 --> 0:03:26.560 Now how did we get here? What is the beginning 0:03:26.600 --> 0:03:27.359 of this story? 0:03:28.520 --> 0:03:40.080 I was born there? Okay, I was born there. I 0:03:40.120 --> 0:03:43.840 was raised there, and I came here when I was 0:03:44.560 --> 0:03:52.800 kind of young. And uh, yeah, I don't know, I've 0:03:52.840 --> 0:03:53.640 been to quite a bit. 0:03:55.520 --> 0:04:01.440 Well Tony, you say this is a crazy story. 0:04:00.920 --> 0:04:04.840 All right. So I came Hunduras when I was a kid. 0:04:04.960 --> 0:04:08.800 And then when we got here, my father passed away 0:04:08.800 --> 0:04:11.440 and my mother got into a bad car accident ruined 0:04:11.440 --> 0:04:15.520 her brain, like for almost ten years, and so I 0:04:15.560 --> 0:04:19.799 was raising myself and eventually I joined the Marine Corps, 0:04:20.680 --> 0:04:24.359 got out of the Marine Corps, and then I started 0:04:26.600 --> 0:04:32.400 just traveling and meeting people and doing all kinds of stuff. 0:04:33.680 --> 0:04:38.840 And recently I was just gonna get married. She passed away. 0:04:38.920 --> 0:04:41.440 She had a heart condition nobody knew about. Sorry to 0:04:41.480 --> 0:04:44.960 hear that, that's all right. And so I used to 0:04:45.000 --> 0:04:48.360 live in Chicago. I moved down to Kentucky to start 0:04:48.440 --> 0:04:52.280 new and things are going pretty well here. I work 0:04:52.320 --> 0:04:57.479 at the hospital. Moved here right before the pandemic started. 0:04:58.240 --> 0:05:03.039 And Steve you told in Chicago, and he followed me 0:05:03.080 --> 0:05:04.719 down here, and so now we're both down here. 0:05:06.760 --> 0:05:08.560 He followed you down here? So did he followed you 0:05:08.600 --> 0:05:11.120 down to Kentucky? So you guys could be roommates. 0:05:12.440 --> 0:05:16.640 Oh, we don't live together, but it's just Chicago's kind 0:05:16.640 --> 0:05:19.640 of a crazy place to live. And we both decided, 0:05:19.680 --> 0:05:22.520 you know, it's just better anywhere but there. 0:05:23.839 --> 0:05:24.960 Now, why did you pick Kentucky? 0:05:27.320 --> 0:05:31.480 My sister teaches down here, and so it was like 0:05:31.520 --> 0:05:34.120 the only place I have family, so I figured i'd 0:05:34.160 --> 0:05:35.200 be closer to a family. 0:05:38.279 --> 0:05:46.240 Interesting, Okay, So now, how when's the last time I'm sorry, 0:05:46.360 --> 0:05:49.120 I'm trying to sort of piece the timeline back together 0:05:49.160 --> 0:05:51.960 out of what you told me. When is the last 0:05:51.960 --> 0:05:54.279 time you were in Honduras? 0:05:55.279 --> 0:05:56.680 Maybe three years ago? 0:05:57.520 --> 0:05:58.440 Four years ago? 0:05:58.920 --> 0:05:59.080 Were you? 0:05:59.160 --> 0:06:00.920 What were you doing there three years ago? 0:06:02.120 --> 0:06:03.240 Funeral my grandpa? 0:06:03.800 --> 0:06:06.200 Okay? And what are you going back for. 0:06:07.800 --> 0:06:07.960 Two? 0:06:09.760 --> 0:06:15.200 Assess some inheritance stuff and to checking my house over there? 0:06:15.240 --> 0:06:20.280 And you got a groundskeeper watching my place and we're 0:06:20.360 --> 0:06:21.120 changing him out. 0:06:22.440 --> 0:06:23.919 Do you still a lot of family in hondoors. 0:06:25.320 --> 0:06:28.240 I used to not so much anymore. They've all, they've all, 0:06:28.360 --> 0:06:29.359 most of them have passed. 0:06:32.800 --> 0:06:37.919 Are you how are you feeling about going back there? 0:06:38.080 --> 0:06:38.320 Do you? 0:06:38.440 --> 0:06:41.400 Is it a place that you feel like, uh, is 0:06:41.480 --> 0:06:42.720 emotional for you? 0:06:44.040 --> 0:06:47.960 It's not emotional. But I am a little anxious to 0:06:48.000 --> 0:06:54.120 go back, only because like there was like a like 0:06:54.160 --> 0:06:56.880 a no, there was like a hit out on my 0:06:56.920 --> 0:06:59.159 whole family at one point, and I couldn't be there. 0:06:59.839 --> 0:07:02.640 I'm not going to go back for a while. And uh, 0:07:03.120 --> 0:07:04.560 a little anxious to go back. I feel like the 0:07:04.640 --> 0:07:06.440 dust of settle. But I'm still anxious to go back 0:07:07.360 --> 0:07:11.800 because not really we're gonna die yet. 0:07:12.320 --> 0:07:14.240 You're you're afraid that there might still be a hit. 0:07:14.200 --> 0:07:17.000 Out on you a little bit, just a little bit. 0:07:18.480 --> 0:07:18.760 Uh. 0:07:18.800 --> 0:07:22.360 And by the way, just so you know, look, I 0:07:22.640 --> 0:07:26.440 could the fact that you opened up, uh this conversation, 0:07:27.160 --> 0:07:29.360 you know, sort of breadcrubbing me. I don't want you 0:07:29.400 --> 0:07:33.480 to feel like you have to give me any information 0:07:33.600 --> 0:07:36.200 about anything that you don't want to talk about here. 0:07:36.320 --> 0:07:40.880 You know, you set the boundaries, so you know you 0:07:41.000 --> 0:07:41.240 love me. 0:07:41.560 --> 0:07:44.320 Here to talk, here to talk. I'm I'm an open book. 0:07:44.960 --> 0:07:50.520 So how long ago was this hit set on. 0:07:50.440 --> 0:07:55.080 You about four years ago after my grandfather passed. 0:07:58.160 --> 0:08:02.600 That's that's bold of you for years? Is it's not 0:08:02.680 --> 0:08:07.200 a fresh hit, but it's it's not an old hit. 0:08:08.240 --> 0:08:11.760 Well, a person who ordered the hit is now dead, Okay? 0:08:13.360 --> 0:08:15.880 Is that how that works in the I don't know how. 0:08:15.960 --> 0:08:17.119 I don't know how hits work. 0:08:17.480 --> 0:08:17.880 I don't know. 0:08:17.960 --> 0:08:21.560 Man, if they get if you sort of inherit a 0:08:21.720 --> 0:08:24.760 hits that the you know, if they put that in 0:08:24.800 --> 0:08:25.720 the will or whatever. 0:08:26.640 --> 0:08:28.920 I feel like once the hitter is gone, the hit 0:08:29.080 --> 0:08:30.280 is the hit is gone? 0:08:30.280 --> 0:08:37.800 Too interesting? Can I ask why this person had such 0:08:37.800 --> 0:08:40.240 an indebta against your family that he wanted them dead. 0:08:42.000 --> 0:08:46.840 It's actually my grandpa's oldest son. So my uncle tried 0:08:46.880 --> 0:08:48.880 to kill his siblings to inherit everything. 0:08:50.240 --> 0:08:56.920 Mm hm, would you pull that a hit? Does that 0:08:56.960 --> 0:09:00.280 mean that like he had like like with like I 0:09:00.320 --> 0:09:01.560 didn't even I don't know why I didn't even think 0:09:01.559 --> 0:09:05.439 about this hit with like who like just a random assassin, 0:09:05.520 --> 0:09:06.920 whereas he involved in like a. 0:09:08.240 --> 0:09:12.640 Yeah, the gay people they got people called like cicadios. 0:09:13.679 --> 0:09:16.160 They just uh, you pay them and they kill people 0:09:17.000 --> 0:09:18.760 if you tell them where they are, show the picture. 0:09:21.800 --> 0:09:22.120 M hm. 0:09:22.760 --> 0:09:26.080 So why aren't you afraid? I mean, I know that 0:09:26.080 --> 0:09:30.080 you're anxious, but you're not. I'm impressed that you are 0:09:30.120 --> 0:09:34.640 not anxious enough, you know, to not go. 0:09:35.360 --> 0:09:39.800 You know, I'm not afraid because I mean, if it happens, 0:09:39.800 --> 0:09:45.400 it happens, I can't stop it. I've heard someone say 0:09:45.440 --> 0:09:48.400 before people are afraid of dying. Not because they're afraid 0:09:48.440 --> 0:09:50.520 of dying, but they're afraid of not living a full life. 0:09:50.520 --> 0:09:52.360 And I feel like I've lived a pretty full life 0:09:52.720 --> 0:09:56.760 for my age, pretty satisfied with what I've gotten where 0:09:56.760 --> 0:10:00.480 I'm at m I mean, I could die any second time, 0:10:00.480 --> 0:10:05.960 wouldn't really I don't know, it wouldn't really make me mad? 0:10:08.200 --> 0:10:08.720 How old you? 0:10:09.960 --> 0:10:13.160 I'm thirty one, you. 0:10:13.120 --> 0:10:16.959 Know I I By the way, I totally understand what 0:10:17.000 --> 0:10:19.720 you're saying. You know again, it's not, you know, that 0:10:19.760 --> 0:10:21.680 whole thing of it's not the years of your life, 0:10:21.679 --> 0:10:23.520 but the life and your years. You can pack some 0:10:23.559 --> 0:10:32.680 pretty good stuff into thirty one years. That's an interesting 0:10:32.720 --> 0:10:36.280 feeling to have when you feel like you've accomplished enough 0:10:36.320 --> 0:10:38.280 and you've lived a good enough life that you're like, 0:10:38.400 --> 0:10:41.640 all right, everything else is sort of a bonus. Now, 0:10:42.400 --> 0:10:42.880 that's right. 0:10:44.200 --> 0:10:45.040 That's exactly right. 0:10:49.000 --> 0:10:51.439 Are you going with anyone the Hondors? You're going alone, 0:10:52.360 --> 0:10:55.480 I'm going with my mom. You're going with your mom. Okay, So, 0:10:55.520 --> 0:10:57.880 now how does she feel because I assume that she 0:10:58.000 --> 0:11:00.000 would also be sort of a target of the hit is. 0:11:00.120 --> 0:11:03.520 Well, that's right, she's like the she would be the 0:11:03.559 --> 0:11:07.200 primary one, and they would like use her kids to 0:11:07.240 --> 0:11:09.559 get to her, you know what I mean. So it's 0:11:09.600 --> 0:11:13.000 not like I'm like the main target or anything, but 0:11:13.120 --> 0:11:15.720 they could like hurt one of her kids to get 0:11:16.040 --> 0:11:20.760 through to her. But she's probably a little anxious. She 0:11:20.760 --> 0:11:23.880 doesn't really talk about you know. I asked her she's nervous. 0:11:23.920 --> 0:11:28.680 She said not really. So I mean that makes me 0:11:28.720 --> 0:11:31.040 feel a little better for both of us. 0:11:31.920 --> 0:11:33.480 I mean, are you not anxiously? You know, I know 0:11:33.920 --> 0:11:36.480 the way that you feel about your own life, But 0:11:37.000 --> 0:11:44.480 I mean, how do you are you anxious about her? No? 0:11:44.679 --> 0:11:46.160 I mean it would be a horrible thing. It's something 0:11:46.200 --> 0:11:50.120 like that where to happen. But she's lived a pretty 0:11:50.120 --> 0:11:53.079 full good life as well. 0:11:56.880 --> 0:12:04.640 So your you're going there to like inspect your house? Yeah, basically, 0:12:06.520 --> 0:12:09.240 can you can you not do any of this like 0:12:09.520 --> 0:12:13.679 remotely in a in a safer fashion or anything like that. 0:12:14.040 --> 0:12:15.560 No, there's nothing like going there. 0:12:16.720 --> 0:12:22.839 Hmm. Well, let me ask another question. Can I like, 0:12:22.960 --> 0:12:25.000 can I actually you know what? You know what? You 0:12:25.040 --> 0:12:29.040 know what? Let's talk to Steven. Okay, let's talk to 0:12:29.080 --> 0:12:30.760 Steven real quick. I don't want I want to talk 0:12:30.800 --> 0:12:31.760 to Steven real quick. 0:12:32.679 --> 0:12:33.880 All right, all right, hold on, I. 0:12:38.160 --> 0:12:39.880 Want to hear what Steven has. I want to hear 0:12:39.880 --> 0:12:47.000 what Steven thinks about all this. Hella, Steven, Man, how's 0:12:47.000 --> 0:12:49.840 it going? Well, Steven, you're right, I will Actually, I'm 0:12:49.840 --> 0:12:51.760 not going to say that Tony is more interesting than you, 0:12:51.800 --> 0:12:55.120 because I don't know you. But Tony's definitely got some 0:12:55.120 --> 0:12:57.720 stuff going on, fairly unique. 0:12:57.800 --> 0:12:59.920 Yeah, I won't care. 0:13:00.480 --> 0:13:03.600 You're like this guy's best friend. It sounds to me like, 0:13:04.240 --> 0:13:08.840 are what's your perspective on all of this? 0:13:10.720 --> 0:13:10.800 It? 0:13:11.000 --> 0:13:13.760 Uh like, yeah, it kind of blows your mind. But 0:13:13.840 --> 0:13:18.520 at the same time, yeah, I never thought i'd, you know, 0:13:18.840 --> 0:13:20.560 actually meet someone who's going through stuff like that. 0:13:23.440 --> 0:13:26.560 This is all sort of completely foreign to you. You've 0:13:26.559 --> 0:13:30.640 never had a hit out on your family, No. 0:13:30.160 --> 0:13:33.000 No, I grew up in Illinois, so. 0:13:35.120 --> 0:13:39.000 Yeah, not a lot of mafia activity there out of 0:13:39.000 --> 0:13:44.520 a sat not exactly. The assassin capital of the United States. No, 0:13:45.320 --> 0:13:47.840 so how do you feel are you Are you nervous 0:13:47.880 --> 0:13:50.920 about your friend going to Honduras? 0:13:52.000 --> 0:13:54.560 Well, yeah, I'm babysitting at six cats, so I hope 0:13:54.559 --> 0:13:55.160 he comes back. 0:13:56.120 --> 0:13:59.040 He has six kids, six cats. 0:13:59.360 --> 0:14:06.520 Oh he has six still, six cats. Yeah, yeah, they'll 0:14:06.559 --> 0:14:08.040 be fine their cats. 0:14:09.160 --> 0:14:12.280 Yeah, but I do worry seriously though. Yeah. 0:14:12.840 --> 0:14:13.000 Yeah. 0:14:13.160 --> 0:14:16.000 All I can do is pray, you know, mm hmmm 0:14:16.240 --> 0:14:16.680 mm hm. 0:14:19.960 --> 0:14:20.080 Hm. 0:14:21.520 --> 0:14:24.240 Man. That's that's that is that is super super wild. 0:14:28.080 --> 0:14:30.680 Hm hmm. How do you feel about not being as 0:14:30.720 --> 0:14:31.800 interesting as Tony? 0:14:34.640 --> 0:14:37.480 Well, I I feel like I'm unique on my own, 0:14:37.520 --> 0:14:41.239 but I don't feel like I've had nearly as much uh. 0:14:41.800 --> 0:14:42.480 In my life. 0:14:42.760 --> 0:14:44.840 Yeah, so. 0:14:46.520 --> 0:14:47.480 I guess it's relative. 0:14:49.320 --> 0:14:51.960 Well look, man, keep uh. You know, it sounds it 0:14:52.000 --> 0:14:53.680 sounds like you're a It sounds like you're a sort 0:14:53.720 --> 0:14:56.160 of a rock in uh in Tony's life. You know. 0:14:56.360 --> 0:14:59.600 I'm glad that you two have each other, uh, you know, 0:14:59.800 --> 0:15:02.240 to fight the demons of Kentucky with. 0:15:03.720 --> 0:15:06.160 Oh yeah, that's not really any demons out here. 0:15:07.720 --> 0:15:09.360 Let me let me let me talk to Tony again 0:15:09.400 --> 0:15:11.040 real quick, for sure? 0:15:11.200 --> 0:15:11.560 For sure. 0:15:15.960 --> 0:15:21.840 Ye see, we're here, We're there, We're doing it. 0:15:24.200 --> 0:15:24.880 This is Tony. 0:15:25.800 --> 0:15:28.960 Well listen, Tony, thank you so much for sharing everything 0:15:29.000 --> 0:15:31.760 that you shared with us today. I want to wish 0:15:31.800 --> 0:15:35.720 you good luck. Man. You know, don't be safe all 0:15:35.800 --> 0:15:40.000 right much that means coming from a random gacko man, but. 0:15:41.240 --> 0:15:45.240 A lot actually, thanks man. Hey, in case I die, 0:15:45.360 --> 0:15:48.520 check out my legacy, my music The Silversmith. 0:15:49.920 --> 0:15:50.920 The silver Smith. 0:15:51.000 --> 0:15:55.000 Where is this on the Silversmiths? You can find on Spotify. 0:15:55.560 --> 0:15:57.560 Okay, I'll check that out. I'll check that out. Thank 0:15:57.600 --> 0:15:58.560 you for sharing, Tony Man. 0:15:59.320 --> 0:16:05.520 Thanks man, you too, never goes on the line taking 0:16:05.560 --> 0:16:06.400 your phone calls. 0:16:06.480 --> 0:16:12.360 Every name ever goes. He's teaching your. 0:16:12.760 --> 0:16:22.600 Real call from bruh tick. 0:16:23.760 --> 0:16:26.360 Hello, Wow, what'd you say? Her name was? 0:16:27.880 --> 0:16:31.120 Oh? My name is Nat. 0:16:32.640 --> 0:16:35.920 Your name is Nat? Net Yeah? 0:16:36.080 --> 0:16:38.440 And Adnad. 0:16:38.760 --> 0:16:39.720 How are you doing, Nad? 0:16:41.280 --> 0:16:42.120 I'm good. 0:16:43.040 --> 0:16:44.080 I just watched the stream. 0:16:44.160 --> 0:16:44.320 Man. 0:16:44.480 --> 0:16:46.760 I thought I would call. I didn't know I would 0:16:46.760 --> 0:16:47.160 get through. 0:16:47.720 --> 0:16:48.680 Where are you calling from? 0:16:48.800 --> 0:16:51.080 Ned the Netherlands? 0:16:52.120 --> 0:16:56.240 You're calling from the Netherlands. How much money do you 0:16:56.240 --> 0:16:57.880 think this call is going to cost you? 0:16:59.400 --> 0:16:59.800 I don't know. 0:17:00.320 --> 0:17:03.840 It's a throw away phone, so I might drop out 0:17:03.880 --> 0:17:05.000 any moment. I don't know. 0:17:06.200 --> 0:17:08.359 Really, can you do that? Can you just get a 0:17:08.400 --> 0:17:12.680 phone and then leave the people with the bill. You're 0:17:12.680 --> 0:17:13.919 just gonna dip out. 0:17:15.040 --> 0:17:18.480 No, it's like a burner phone, Like I have some 0:17:18.600 --> 0:17:21.560 money on it, but not a lot, so you might 0:17:21.680 --> 0:17:22.440 drop any moment. 0:17:23.160 --> 0:17:24.680 Okay, all right, So we got to make this quick. 0:17:24.680 --> 0:17:25.960 We got to make the most of the time that 0:17:26.000 --> 0:17:30.600 we have here. Yeah, okay, So tell me about the Netherlands. 0:17:30.640 --> 0:17:32.359 What's what's going on over there? 0:17:34.000 --> 0:17:35.119 Uh? 0:17:35.320 --> 0:17:42.679 Not much really, just got vaccinated. The people are getting vaccinated, 0:17:42.760 --> 0:17:45.160 and we're we might be opening up soon. 0:17:46.400 --> 0:17:49.639 Interesting, okay, so tell me all right. So it's interesting 0:17:49.680 --> 0:17:54.160 to me because here in America we're pretty open. Honestly, 0:17:54.520 --> 0:17:58.120 no one's been wearing masks anywhere that I've been. We're 0:17:58.200 --> 0:18:02.840 kind of chilling, but it's not the experience everywhere else. 0:18:02.880 --> 0:18:06.240 So I'm curious, Nad, what are you the most excited 0:18:06.320 --> 0:18:08.639 about for this reopening? 0:18:10.880 --> 0:18:11.080 Oh? 0:18:11.119 --> 0:18:13.480 Pretty excited to go back to the movies and the. 0:18:13.440 --> 0:18:18.840 Festivals, the festivals. Which festivals are you you got coming up? 0:18:18.960 --> 0:18:19.200 Nad? 0:18:21.480 --> 0:18:21.640 Uh? 0:18:22.160 --> 0:18:23.760 Decibel Outdoors. 0:18:26.440 --> 0:18:29.480 Is the festival call hold on? Is the festival called 0:18:29.560 --> 0:18:34.280 festival outdoors or is this a festival that takes place outdoors? 0:18:35.280 --> 0:18:37.800 The festival is called decibel outdoor. 0:18:38.680 --> 0:18:40.520 Death bell outdoors. 0:18:41.359 --> 0:18:41.760 Yes. 0:18:44.280 --> 0:18:47.239 Interesting. What kind of music do they play? Is it 0:18:47.680 --> 0:18:51.000 death metal? Death themed stuff? 0:18:52.680 --> 0:18:53.400 Uh? 0:18:53.520 --> 0:18:55.160 No, it's more heart style stuff. 0:18:56.720 --> 0:18:58.120 Death is pretty hard. 0:18:58.800 --> 0:19:07.280 Yes, it's lots of uh yeah, lots of bass music. 0:19:08.160 --> 0:19:10.120 Ne No, those kinds of things. 0:19:10.320 --> 0:19:14.280 Are you gonna uh uh roll while you go? You 0:19:14.359 --> 0:19:16.600 plan to take a whole bunch of drugs before you 0:19:16.640 --> 0:19:17.760 go to this concert? 0:19:18.560 --> 0:19:18.919 No? 0:19:18.760 --> 0:19:20.160 No, sober Man. 0:19:22.520 --> 0:19:24.879 Really, because I was wondering what you were doing with 0:19:24.960 --> 0:19:27.800 like the the you know, this burner phone. 0:19:30.280 --> 0:19:31.640 Oh, because there's only a. 0:19:31.560 --> 0:19:34.359 Few reasons why you would be in possession of a 0:19:34.400 --> 0:19:39.000 burner phone and calling a gecko, unless if you bought 0:19:39.040 --> 0:19:42.320 a burner phone just to call me, Like, I don't 0:19:42.320 --> 0:19:44.680 know how much of this call was like the purpose 0:19:44.720 --> 0:19:47.520 of the phone, or if I'm just like, uh okay, 0:19:47.560 --> 0:19:49.800 I've got a few minutes left on this burner phone 0:19:49.840 --> 0:19:54.160 that I used to buy drugs. Let's call the gecko 0:19:54.840 --> 0:19:59.920 if I'm at the beginning of the Really you bought 0:20:00.320 --> 0:20:02.639 I bought a burner phone just to talk to me? 0:20:03.800 --> 0:20:06.399 Yeah, I never thought I would get through, man, I 0:20:06.480 --> 0:20:07.320 heard people. 0:20:07.760 --> 0:20:10.920 You never thought you would get through. You you invested 0:20:11.040 --> 0:20:11.880 in getting through. 0:20:13.920 --> 0:20:15.280 I tried, but it wasn't. 0:20:15.520 --> 0:20:16.960 It was like a do kind of thing. 0:20:17.400 --> 0:20:22.679 You succeeded. It was a joke. Yeah, how do you do? 0:20:22.760 --> 0:20:24.720 You just went into a gas station and you bought 0:20:24.760 --> 0:20:25.520 the burner phone. 0:20:26.640 --> 0:20:28.720 Oh no, it's it's like the SIM card. 0:20:28.960 --> 0:20:30.040 It's a burner ship card. 0:20:30.080 --> 0:20:31.919 Are you how much? How much money did this? How 0:20:31.960 --> 0:20:34.000 much money? Did this burner ship card cost? 0:20:34.840 --> 0:20:35.719 Five euros? 0:20:36.400 --> 0:20:44.520 Five euros? Interesting? So tell me nad for five euros? 0:20:45.720 --> 0:20:47.960 I mean, was this call worth it to you? Be 0:20:48.080 --> 0:20:50.560 honest with me? Was it worth five euros? 0:20:51.800 --> 0:20:52.159 Uh? 0:20:52.240 --> 0:20:52.959 Yeah it was. 0:20:53.080 --> 0:20:55.000 I saw you on TikTok and I thought I would 0:20:55.040 --> 0:20:58.480 never get through. And suddenly I was a week late 0:20:58.480 --> 0:21:00.840 at night and I saw you gave him, so I thought, 0:21:00.960 --> 0:21:03.280 might as well call I see if I get through. 0:21:03.920 --> 0:21:06.040 Wait a minute, you woke You woke up in the 0:21:06.080 --> 0:21:10.720 middle of the night. You walked to a local convenience store. No, 0:21:10.920 --> 0:21:15.280 no phone. No wait. So if you already had it, 0:21:15.320 --> 0:21:16.960 then you didn't buy it just to call me. 0:21:18.800 --> 0:21:22.920 I did, I did, But I never do you. 0:21:22.920 --> 0:21:24.040 We're always alive. 0:21:25.480 --> 0:21:28.880 You Okay, here's my understanding. You now currently of what happened. 0:21:29.160 --> 0:21:32.960 You saw me on TikTok once, yeah, didn't even know 0:21:34.200 --> 0:21:36.119 you didn't You didn't follow me on Twitch. I'm betting 0:21:36.160 --> 0:21:37.960 you just like saw me on TikTok and you thought 0:21:38.080 --> 0:21:42.720 one day, I don't know when, but there's gonna be 0:21:42.760 --> 0:21:45.199 a situation in which I'm gonna want to call this gecko. 0:21:45.280 --> 0:21:48.480 Let me buy a burner phone to have on hand, 0:21:49.400 --> 0:21:53.600 put it behind some glass to break in the event 0:21:53.920 --> 0:21:57.280 of I happened to catch him live, I can use 0:21:57.280 --> 0:21:58.040 the burner phone. 0:21:58.800 --> 0:21:59.480 Yeah, that's right. 0:21:59.560 --> 0:22:02.560 I just came back from a party and I saw 0:22:02.560 --> 0:22:04.879 you were aligned. So I was a week at the 0:22:04.880 --> 0:22:06.959 time you were streaming, so I thought I might as 0:22:07.000 --> 0:22:09.240 well call it, try to get to reach you. 0:22:09.280 --> 0:22:10.919 No, I don't think that's what happened. I think you. 0:22:11.080 --> 0:22:12.960 I think you left the party early to call me. 0:22:15.480 --> 0:22:17.520 I think you were at a party. You were talking 0:22:17.560 --> 0:22:22.119 to some girl or whatever. She was like, I've had 0:22:22.119 --> 0:22:24.280 a really nice time talking to you. We should see 0:22:24.320 --> 0:22:26.119 each other again. And she was about to give you 0:22:26.160 --> 0:22:28.280 her phone number, and then your phone dinged and you 0:22:28.280 --> 0:22:30.040 saw it was me, and you shoved her aside, and 0:22:30.040 --> 0:22:32.199 you ran over to your burner phone and you called me. 0:22:33.680 --> 0:22:35.560 If you want to believe that, that's all fine with 0:22:35.640 --> 0:22:36.320 me man. 0:22:40.000 --> 0:22:42.800 That before we go, like, is there anything? I feel 0:22:42.800 --> 0:22:45.200 like You've went on such a journey to be here, 0:22:45.800 --> 0:22:49.080 and I just want to make sure that before we leave, 0:22:49.280 --> 0:22:53.680 I covered all of the bases that you wanted to cover. 0:22:54.800 --> 0:23:01.920 All right, what do you want to know? 0:23:02.720 --> 0:23:04.359 No, what do you want to know? 0:23:06.119 --> 0:23:08.760 Well, I just want to tell everyone to never give 0:23:08.840 --> 0:23:09.600 up on your dreams. 0:23:09.600 --> 0:23:11.640 Gush. I tried to call you, and I reached. 0:23:11.320 --> 0:23:13.760 You even though I'm in the Netherlands, and people told 0:23:14.000 --> 0:23:18.600 you couldn't call you from the Netherlands. So that's what 0:23:18.680 --> 0:23:19.639 I want to tell everyone. 0:23:20.160 --> 0:23:25.840 Beautiful, Well, listen, enjoy all the Did you get a 0:23:25.880 --> 0:23:30.840 prostitute in the Netherlands for like fifty euros? One time 0:23:31.680 --> 0:23:35.480 I actually went to I went to Amsterdam once and 0:23:36.880 --> 0:23:41.320 I considered. I considered getting getting one of the Red 0:23:41.400 --> 0:23:44.480 Light District prostituors, and then I went to like she 0:23:44.600 --> 0:23:47.240 opened up the door and the smell of a bunch 0:23:47.280 --> 0:23:51.600 of people's come wafted into my face, and so I did. 0:23:51.640 --> 0:23:53.200 I didn't do it. I went I got a hot 0:23:53.240 --> 0:23:53.880 dog instead. 0:23:55.320 --> 0:23:59.520 Oh well it's better anyways. Well I'm not a tourist. 0:23:59.280 --> 0:24:02.360 So I would all right, get out of here. I'll 0:24:02.359 --> 0:24:03.840 talk to you. Thank you so much for calling. 0:24:03.960 --> 0:24:11.280 All right, all from right right. 0:24:12.960 --> 0:24:16.040 Right right? Wait, Ryan, we talked the other day, didn't we? 0:24:17.400 --> 0:24:20.000 Yes, we did, but I was super anxious. 0:24:24.200 --> 0:24:25.040 Do you follow. 0:24:26.840 --> 0:24:31.639 I don't need to follow up. I was. I wanted 0:24:31.680 --> 0:24:33.520 to sing my rap for you. 0:24:35.000 --> 0:24:36.639 We kind of already did that. We kind of already 0:24:36.640 --> 0:24:37.480 did the musical thing. 0:24:38.440 --> 0:24:40.359 Yeah, okay, I'll buy that. 0:24:41.880 --> 0:24:45.440 What's the wrap about? 0:24:46.720 --> 0:24:50.440 It's about my eye. I got this eye injury last year, 0:24:51.280 --> 0:24:55.840 and uh, concrete like exploded into my eye and burnt. 0:24:55.840 --> 0:25:00.960 It exploded into your eye. 0:25:01.240 --> 0:25:06.680 Yeah, that's my job. I worked at Humped Concrete and 0:25:06.680 --> 0:25:10.919 and I was still in this hole and it filled 0:25:11.000 --> 0:25:15.560 up and then shot out and into my eye. 0:25:16.680 --> 0:25:17.880 Are you gonna sue them? 0:25:19.720 --> 0:25:19.800 No? 0:25:19.920 --> 0:25:24.480 It's my family business, So it's kind of like it's 0:25:24.480 --> 0:25:24.840 on me. 0:25:29.560 --> 0:25:31.440 How much money do you think you could get from 0:25:31.480 --> 0:25:34.960 your dad fulfilling your eye with concrete? Have you at 0:25:35.040 --> 0:25:37.440 least spoken with an attorney about how much a concrete 0:25:37.480 --> 0:25:39.800 eye goes for? I would. 0:25:39.880 --> 0:25:43.120 I looked at it and it's not as much as 0:25:43.119 --> 0:25:43.840 you would hope. 0:25:44.800 --> 0:25:50.399 How much? Wait? Where did you get this information from? I? 0:25:50.600 --> 0:25:54.040 Just like ell and I claims off the internet? Kind 0:25:54.080 --> 0:25:59.560 of like a general jest. So it's not like anything 0:25:59.600 --> 0:26:03.480 to finished, but I want, I mean, your eye, your 0:26:03.520 --> 0:26:07.200 eye is super important. I'd want like at least the mill, 0:26:09.040 --> 0:26:09.440 the million. 0:26:09.600 --> 0:26:13.040 Your eye is super important. Does your eye work still 0:26:13.119 --> 0:26:15.600 after having do you not have another eye? 0:26:16.480 --> 0:26:20.760 It's it's there, but it's like looking through a single 0:26:20.880 --> 0:26:24.200 ply tissue paper, so it's white and cloudy. 0:26:25.520 --> 0:26:27.000 Is it just like that now. 0:26:28.240 --> 0:26:34.040 Burning out for now? Yeah, they're kind of just waiting 0:26:34.119 --> 0:26:38.560 for it to see how much it heals, and they 0:26:38.640 --> 0:26:42.200 might do a cornea transplant later on down the line. 0:26:43.400 --> 0:26:44.399 When did this happen? 0:26:46.040 --> 0:26:47.840 February fifth, twenty twenty. 0:26:48.920 --> 0:26:51.160 February fifth, twenty twenty. Okay, so this was a lot. 0:26:51.200 --> 0:26:55.160 This was a year and a half ago. Yes, And 0:26:55.560 --> 0:27:02.040 I really would love to know how soon after this 0:27:02.240 --> 0:27:08.400 happened did you write the rap about it? 0:27:08.400 --> 0:27:12.080 It was a collective because I'm not very lyrically gifted. 0:27:12.240 --> 0:27:17.360 It took a full year to develop, and someone else's 0:27:17.600 --> 0:27:21.760 like help, and it was it wasn't like help, help. 0:27:21.840 --> 0:27:24.639 It was just kind of bouncing ideas off of my 0:27:24.760 --> 0:27:28.640 friend's head and she's like this, you know, she kind 0:27:28.640 --> 0:27:33.440 of helped me. I just wanted to give credit elsewhere. 0:27:33.440 --> 0:27:34.960 It wasn't one hundred percent meet. 0:27:36.040 --> 0:27:39.640 Who who I guess I'm I'm mostly curious, so it's 0:27:39.640 --> 0:27:41.399 like a full year to develop. But I'm mostly curious. 0:27:41.440 --> 0:27:43.480 When did the inception of the idea happen? Did you 0:27:43.520 --> 0:27:47.239 get blasted with a concrete eye? And then you're like, 0:27:47.240 --> 0:27:48.720 oh shit, this is kind of this would be a 0:27:48.720 --> 0:27:50.840 good rap, kind of like a like a through the 0:27:50.880 --> 0:27:53.840 wire thing where like Kanye West got his fucking jaw 0:27:54.280 --> 0:27:55.680 busted and rapped about that. 0:27:58.280 --> 0:28:04.040 No, not quite, it was uh it was uh psych see, 0:28:04.080 --> 0:28:09.280 so like you think you see, but you don't see. 0:28:09.520 --> 0:28:16.800 It's in your psyche, So like yeah, yeah, exactly, And. 0:28:16.760 --> 0:28:18.880 So let's sear the rap. I want to hear the rap. 0:28:19.119 --> 0:28:21.080 You've sold me. Let's hear the rap and then and 0:28:21.119 --> 0:28:21.560 then we can just. 0:28:21.560 --> 0:28:24.919 Se okay, it's not long, psychs se. 0:28:24.840 --> 0:28:26.560 Let me make you, let me hold let me let 0:28:26.600 --> 0:28:27.720 me turn the music off real quick. 0:28:30.119 --> 0:28:33.240 All right, you're good, psych see. 0:28:33.800 --> 0:28:37.320 Make you want to see a psychiatrist or a podiatrist 0:28:37.720 --> 0:28:39.960 because you're messed up from your head to your toes 0:28:40.440 --> 0:28:44.840 and nobody knows what's wrong with you. What's wrong with you? 0:28:46.320 --> 0:28:49.160 Take you to the edge of the press spruce. Don't 0:28:49.160 --> 0:28:54.160 want to mess with this because it can hardly see. 0:28:56.440 --> 0:29:05.120 That's it. 0:29:05.160 --> 0:29:06.080 That took you a year? 0:29:07.520 --> 0:29:13.080 Yeah, I'm not musically lyrical gifted. Yeah, that took me 0:29:13.120 --> 0:29:13.480 a year. 0:29:15.360 --> 0:29:20.040 How what was this sort of development process? 0:29:20.520 --> 0:29:25.840 Like doing dishes and you know, just doing dishes and 0:29:25.880 --> 0:29:31.920 I'm like, I'm sitting there going crazy doing dishes and 0:29:32.320 --> 0:29:33.760 rhyman little. 0:29:33.800 --> 0:29:37.120 Many all right, because that was pretty short. How like 0:29:37.320 --> 0:29:42.240 per dishwashing session you it seems like for a year 0:29:42.320 --> 0:29:44.840 purchase washing session, you probably got a single word in 0:29:45.520 --> 0:29:47.200 for each dish washing session. 0:29:48.160 --> 0:29:52.840 It was more like a sight see, yeah it was. 0:29:54.200 --> 0:29:57.960 It was like trimesters, you know, break it into trimesters. 0:29:58.000 --> 0:29:59.960 I got a quarter or a third. 0:29:59.720 --> 0:30:03.440 Of the song, another third and then and then I'm 0:30:03.480 --> 0:30:04.640 just like I'm done. 0:30:06.480 --> 0:30:10.600 Well, you know, if you want my my my criticism here, 0:30:10.680 --> 0:30:13.720 you know, I mean maybe a beat could fix it 0:30:13.840 --> 0:30:16.920 something like that. You know, if you have a producer friend, 0:30:17.000 --> 0:30:19.680 I'm not you know, I'm not Anthony Fantana or anything, 0:30:19.760 --> 0:30:23.360 so my opinion on things doesn't matter. But you know, 0:30:23.680 --> 0:30:27.560 I look proud of you for you know, building an 0:30:27.640 --> 0:30:31.080 artistic creation out of your out of your tragedy. 0:30:33.280 --> 0:30:36.280 Well, thank you of course, thank you. 0:30:36.200 --> 0:30:36.800 So much for sharing. 0:30:36.880 --> 0:30:37.040 Ryan. 0:30:37.080 --> 0:30:37.920 You have a good rest of the night. 0:30:38.720 --> 0:30:41.200 You're welcome. Thank you, bye. 0:30:42.760 --> 0:30:49.479 All from Penis Penis. 0:30:49.680 --> 0:30:50.479 Yeah, what's up? 0:30:50.720 --> 0:30:51.080 What's up? 0:30:51.120 --> 0:30:53.360 Gek, how are you? 0:30:55.000 --> 0:30:55.760 I'm doing good? 0:30:55.880 --> 0:30:58.040 Sorry about the Penis thing. I just thought that's talking 0:30:58.040 --> 0:31:00.000 to my therapist in front of eight hundred and fourteen 0:31:00.200 --> 0:31:02.720 people on Twitch. Kind of giving out my name would 0:31:02.720 --> 0:31:06.239 be against hip hooks. So I just wanted to use 0:31:06.280 --> 0:31:07.320 my alter egos Phenis. 0:31:07.440 --> 0:31:08.760 I have a few I have a few common I 0:31:08.800 --> 0:31:10.520 have a few things that I want to say right now. 0:31:12.320 --> 0:31:14.760 I'm not a therapist. I feel like you know that. 0:31:14.680 --> 0:31:18.760 Though, Oh of course I thought we're going with. 0:31:23.560 --> 0:31:25.640 Can I be honest with you at at this point? 0:31:25.680 --> 0:31:29.640 The shtick is, the get go part is the mainly 0:31:29.720 --> 0:31:34.920 the shtick, and the therapy part is like it's something. 0:31:34.920 --> 0:31:38.280 It's sort of just an ingrained it's not an aspect 0:31:38.520 --> 0:31:44.520 of the thing that I am interested in highlighting because 0:31:44.720 --> 0:31:51.280 you know, okay, I don't want to talk about myself anymore. 0:31:51.360 --> 0:31:52.440 What is your life like? 0:31:55.320 --> 0:31:55.520 Well? 0:31:55.600 --> 0:31:58.160 I feel like I have the wings of a dragonfly 0:31:58.400 --> 0:32:00.320 but the sins of a man, and I don't know 0:32:00.360 --> 0:32:01.200 how to get around that. 0:32:02.480 --> 0:32:04.160 Tell me about some of these sins. 0:32:06.280 --> 0:32:10.240 Any sin that a man would have, just the regular 0:32:10.280 --> 0:32:12.840 sins of a man, like think about your sins and 0:32:12.920 --> 0:32:17.760 think about your friends and your brother and father's sins. 0:32:17.840 --> 0:32:19.080 It's just regular sins. 0:32:19.200 --> 0:32:21.360 Nothing to have you ever killed anyone? 0:32:22.600 --> 0:32:22.840 Maybe? 0:32:22.960 --> 0:32:23.720 No? 0:32:23.720 --> 0:32:31.640 No, well, penis here's my question? Uh sin? 0:32:33.400 --> 0:32:33.560 Oh? 0:32:33.600 --> 0:32:39.800 Okay? Here it is? What constitutes a sin ultimately is subjective, 0:32:41.160 --> 0:32:44.560 and I know that. I mean it is ultimately subjective. 0:32:44.600 --> 0:32:50.800 So I'm curious you know where you are finding yours 0:32:50.960 --> 0:32:54.800 and basing your criteria for what is and is not 0:32:54.880 --> 0:32:56.560 a sin off of. 0:33:00.400 --> 0:33:02.720 I guess just societal norms. 0:33:04.440 --> 0:33:07.840 Okay, So what is Give me an example of something 0:33:07.920 --> 0:33:14.200 that society says is a sin that you have done? 0:33:14.600 --> 0:33:15.080 Sodomy? 0:33:17.800 --> 0:33:20.520 A sodomy is anal sex with someone. 0:33:20.280 --> 0:33:24.920 Right, doesn't have to be a someone? But anal sex? 0:33:25.000 --> 0:33:28.040 Yes, what do you mean? It's some What do you 0:33:28.040 --> 0:33:29.120 mean doesn't have to be a someone? 0:33:31.520 --> 0:33:31.760 You know? 0:33:31.840 --> 0:33:33.160 Like, it doesn't have to be a human. 0:33:34.640 --> 0:33:36.920 Are you implying that you had anal sex with a 0:33:37.040 --> 0:33:37.560 not human? 0:33:40.880 --> 0:33:41.920 Is that what I'm implying? 0:33:42.880 --> 0:33:45.120 When you try to be funny? This works less? 0:33:46.560 --> 0:33:56.000 Right, I guess? Not not a human? 0:33:56.720 --> 0:34:03.120 Okay, okay, so how how have you sinned? 0:34:07.440 --> 0:34:08.040 Too many? 0:34:08.440 --> 0:34:09.560 Uh? Too many? 0:34:09.600 --> 0:34:15.440 Heindakens in the wilderness on a camping trip kind of 0:34:15.560 --> 0:34:21.719 got the best of me, and. 0:34:21.400 --> 0:34:21.879 It just. 0:34:23.440 --> 0:34:23.759 I don't know. 0:34:23.800 --> 0:34:27.040 I guess the alcohols are at toll on me. I'm 0:34:27.040 --> 0:34:30.399 not sure what it was. If it was just being 0:34:30.440 --> 0:34:32.719 out in the open with no one around and just 0:34:32.760 --> 0:34:35.160 having that sort of freedom, or it was just just 0:34:35.200 --> 0:34:38.600 the poison I was ingesting. But I guess you can 0:34:39.000 --> 0:34:41.799 for for conversations sake, I guess a little bit of both. 0:34:42.280 --> 0:34:45.120 Here's what I want to tell you is, look, what's 0:34:45.160 --> 0:34:50.560 your name again, Penis, Penis Penis. Here's the thing is, 0:34:51.000 --> 0:34:53.440 uh just I just want you to know before before 0:34:53.480 --> 0:34:56.560 I go, you can you get to define what is 0:34:56.560 --> 0:34:58.600 and is not a sin, so you know, don't judge 0:34:58.640 --> 0:35:03.640 yourself based on the criteria area of something random that 0:35:03.680 --> 0:35:05.640 has nothing to do with you that you'd never subscribe 0:35:05.680 --> 0:35:07.200 to in the first place. That's all I want you 0:35:07.280 --> 0:35:08.920 to know. 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That is Patreon dot com 0:35:42.680 --> 0:35:43.800 slash lyle forever. 0:35:43.880 --> 0:35:47.960 You also get access to exclusive streams, exclusive gak content. 0:35:48.280 --> 0:35:51.680 You also get access to the exclusive Gek Legends discord 0:35:51.960 --> 0:35:55.920 Patreon dot com slash lyle forever. All right, back to 0:35:55.960 --> 0:36:03.160 the calls, All from Joe Kennili, Joseph Cantilope. 0:36:04.680 --> 0:36:09.239 That's my name, don't wear it out. That's my name me. 0:36:09.360 --> 0:36:12.759 Yeah, it's by leaving your stream on you actually ended 0:36:12.800 --> 0:36:13.960 up wearing out your own name. 0:36:15.040 --> 0:36:15.320 Yeah. 0:36:15.360 --> 0:36:17.160 Well, that's the irony of it, isn't it. 0:36:19.880 --> 0:36:20.759 What is your life like? 0:36:20.880 --> 0:36:21.120 Joe? 0:36:22.520 --> 0:36:23.080 I don't even know. 0:36:23.160 --> 0:36:30.640 Well, I sell phones. I watch his stream a lot. 0:36:32.120 --> 0:36:32.800 I have a cat. 0:36:35.239 --> 0:36:37.759 Did you sell a phone? I feel like we I 0:36:37.760 --> 0:36:42.120 feel like a lot of callers this evening have stories 0:36:42.160 --> 0:36:44.560 about buying phones. Did you sell one of the callers 0:36:44.760 --> 0:36:45.760 a phone? 0:36:46.440 --> 0:36:48.319 It'd be cool if I did. 0:36:48.840 --> 0:36:52.120 But I feel like that's just one of those things 0:36:52.160 --> 0:36:54.640 that the world may never know, just like how many 0:36:54.719 --> 0:36:57.200 licks it takes to get to the center. 0:36:56.960 --> 0:36:59.839 Of a topsy pop Why Joe cantalope? 0:37:01.840 --> 0:37:03.799 It just has a nice ring to it. You know, 0:37:05.320 --> 0:37:08.640 how old are you, Joe Candelop, I'm twenty three years old. 0:37:09.520 --> 0:37:12.319 Twenty three years old? Do you uh? What was the 0:37:12.360 --> 0:37:14.239 best year of your life? 0:37:15.400 --> 0:37:18.000 The best year of my life was probably twenty seventeen. 0:37:19.200 --> 0:37:21.200 Why was twenty seventeen the best year of your life? 0:37:22.400 --> 0:37:27.360 I went to a lot of music festivals. I was 0:37:27.440 --> 0:37:31.680 selling a lot of pot and other party favors. It 0:37:31.719 --> 0:37:38.120 was just a big party. It was at least the 0:37:38.160 --> 0:37:39.880 most fun year of my life. 0:37:41.040 --> 0:37:44.480 Sure, sure, there's I'm by the way. I totally understand 0:37:44.600 --> 0:37:49.919 the difference between fun and sort of overall best because 0:37:49.960 --> 0:37:55.360 there's a lot sure of Okay, So, in comparison, comparing 0:37:55.400 --> 0:37:58.400 twenty twenty one to twenty seventeen, what would you say 0:38:00.320 --> 0:38:04.840 are things that have changed that you like versus things 0:38:04.880 --> 0:38:08.840 that have changed that you know? Maybe you wish, uh 0:38:08.920 --> 0:38:11.520 you could you could retain some seventeen vibes. 0:38:12.680 --> 0:38:16.800 Well, I have a stable job, I have my own place, 0:38:20.360 --> 0:38:23.200 my lifestyle is less illegal. 0:38:24.680 --> 0:38:25.000 Always. 0:38:26.640 --> 0:38:30.879 Yeah, the the music festivals were fun. That a lot 0:38:30.960 --> 0:38:34.000 of good times in music festivals, especially in that year. 0:38:34.680 --> 0:38:39.799 But it was it was pretty drug fueled, so that's 0:38:39.960 --> 0:38:42.040 it's bittersweet and I don't want to return to that. 0:38:42.200 --> 0:38:43.680 But it was a lot of fun and I'm glad 0:38:43.719 --> 0:38:44.280 it happened. 0:38:44.840 --> 0:38:46.160 Are you Are you sober now? 0:38:48.239 --> 0:38:50.279 I mean, like I still drink and smoke pot, but 0:38:50.360 --> 0:38:54.520 I don't like drop assd all the time and roll 0:38:55.440 --> 0:38:58.359 for every show every weekend. 0:38:59.080 --> 0:39:03.080 Mm hmm. Now what I mean, because twenty three is 0:39:03.160 --> 0:39:05.080 you're not like, you know, you're not a forty year 0:39:05.120 --> 0:39:08.160 old man or anything. You're still a young, no crazy guy. 0:39:09.080 --> 0:39:13.080 What ye. So I almost feel like you made a 0:39:13.280 --> 0:39:16.640 conscious decision to stop doing these things, as opposed to 0:39:16.680 --> 0:39:19.640 sort of a more gradual fade out of them. 0:39:20.160 --> 0:39:25.799 Yeah. I made a conscious decision to drop certain things, 0:39:26.440 --> 0:39:30.919 like psychedelics as often as I was because I got 0:39:30.960 --> 0:39:38.080 really into those for a while. But yeah, I mean 0:39:38.160 --> 0:39:43.000 certain things were were fueled by my own motivations, while 0:39:43.040 --> 0:39:47.799 others were like getting into trouble with the law. So 0:39:47.880 --> 0:39:50.720 I kind of had to with certain things. 0:39:53.200 --> 0:39:57.480 Did you have a point where you, you know, got arrested. 0:39:58.880 --> 0:39:59.600 Yeah, I've had. 0:39:59.760 --> 0:40:00.000 I've had. 0:40:00.000 --> 0:40:03.719 I had a few distinct points where I've had to 0:40:03.760 --> 0:40:06.040 spend a couple of days in the slammer. 0:40:07.360 --> 0:40:10.960 Again. You know, you set the boundaries here. You don't 0:40:10.960 --> 0:40:13.600 have to tell me anything that you don't want. Oh, 0:40:13.640 --> 0:40:17.000 I'm an open book, all right. Let's hear. How did 0:40:17.160 --> 0:40:19.120 tell me? Tell me the about the first time? 0:40:21.239 --> 0:40:25.160 The first time I got arrested, there was this guy 0:40:25.400 --> 0:40:30.840 who was sent my way by a friend of mine 0:40:30.960 --> 0:40:35.480 because he was looking to buy some pots. And he, 0:40:36.120 --> 0:40:39.239 after like a year and a half of him, you know, 0:40:39.320 --> 0:40:42.439 coming by and buying a little here and there, he 0:40:43.239 --> 0:40:45.600 very getting really into xanac from the people he was 0:40:45.680 --> 0:40:47.960 hanging around with were really sketchy. 0:40:49.000 --> 0:40:56.399 And then he set me up to steal like a 0:40:56.440 --> 0:41:02.640 pound of weed from me, and then in the stuffle. 0:41:03.760 --> 0:41:10.360 Somebody got really hurt and got hospitalized. And after that, 0:41:10.800 --> 0:41:14.000 the next day there was a raid on my house 0:41:14.040 --> 0:41:15.960 and at the time I was living with my parents, 0:41:16.239 --> 0:41:21.560 So both of my parents and myself got arrested and 0:41:21.600 --> 0:41:23.160 I had to spend a few days in jail. 0:41:23.680 --> 0:41:28.640 Your parents got arrested too, Yeah, did they have anything 0:41:28.680 --> 0:41:30.919 to do with it? Or they have not a thing, 0:41:32.200 --> 0:41:34.880 not a thing. How did they react to that? I 0:41:36.160 --> 0:41:37.200 cannot imagine. 0:41:37.840 --> 0:41:42.759 Well, I mean, there was a whole thing. Jack. To 0:41:42.840 --> 0:41:46.279 say there was one reaction would be a gross understatement. 0:41:51.800 --> 0:41:53.719 Did this raid take place like in the middle of 0:41:53.760 --> 0:41:54.080 the night. 0:41:55.440 --> 0:41:57.839 No, it took place in the middle of the day. 0:41:59.000 --> 0:42:03.719 Wow. So, I mean, you know, that must have been 0:42:03.840 --> 0:42:06.880 kind of awkward sitting in that jail cell with your parents. 0:42:07.320 --> 0:42:08.760 Oh no, we didn't put us together. 0:42:10.120 --> 0:42:10.319 Oh. 0:42:10.400 --> 0:42:18.520 Interesting. So I'm curious, like, what did your parents have 0:42:18.600 --> 0:42:20.440 to say to you after that? 0:42:23.120 --> 0:42:24.879 They didn't have a lot to say. I mean they 0:42:25.280 --> 0:42:28.239 did eventually, but at first it was a lot of 0:42:28.440 --> 0:42:36.120 just like silence mm hmm. But I remember one time 0:42:36.239 --> 0:42:40.080 after I was we had a bar in our basement, 0:42:41.760 --> 0:42:44.239 not like a public one, but you know, like a 0:42:44.520 --> 0:42:46.400 like just a bar in our basement, and me and 0:42:46.440 --> 0:42:52.360 my dad were We're sipping some whiskey, like I don't know, 0:42:52.360 --> 0:42:58.560 maybe a month or two after, and he was talking 0:42:58.560 --> 0:43:01.280 about at one point how he was like pacing around 0:43:02.280 --> 0:43:08.520 and how like one of the CEOs like stopped in 0:43:08.640 --> 0:43:12.239 and looked at him and like, I don't know, talk 0:43:12.360 --> 0:43:14.520 to him for a while. I don't remember this story. 0:43:14.520 --> 0:43:15.279 A whole lot but. 0:43:15.280 --> 0:43:18.200 I just I remember he was like humbled by it, 0:43:18.280 --> 0:43:22.080 as was I. And that was like this first time 0:43:22.760 --> 0:43:25.359 having that was like his most legal trouble he's ever 0:43:25.400 --> 0:43:27.200 been in. And at the time he was like in 0:43:27.239 --> 0:43:31.920 his sixties, so he I don't know, it was it 0:43:31.960 --> 0:43:37.759 was a really interesting experience. I mean, they weren't impressed, 0:43:37.840 --> 0:43:40.480 but they were, well we were still like, I don't know, 0:43:40.600 --> 0:43:43.239 it was like an interesting experience for everyone. Just leave 0:43:43.239 --> 0:43:43.480 it at that. 0:43:44.920 --> 0:43:51.279 And this was only the first time. Yeah, And so 0:43:53.120 --> 0:43:57.520 what compelled you to So you've quit now you've you've you've, 0:43:57.520 --> 0:43:59.879 as you said, made the conscious decision to get out 0:43:59.880 --> 0:44:03.840 of that life that you know gets you into trouble. 0:44:04.360 --> 0:44:08.120 But it took And how many times did you get arrested? 0:44:08.200 --> 0:44:09.760 Was it was it two or three? 0:44:10.920 --> 0:44:15.040 I think I've been arrested a total of four times. 0:44:15.040 --> 0:44:17.000 Well at least I've gone to jail a total of 0:44:17.040 --> 0:44:17.920 four times. 0:44:18.760 --> 0:44:21.480 What was it about the fourth time where you were like, 0:44:22.640 --> 0:44:25.040 all right, time to throw in the owl? 0:44:29.320 --> 0:44:33.280 Well, the fourth time it was for a DUI okay, 0:44:33.360 --> 0:44:37.200 And I was because of like all, you know, the 0:44:37.239 --> 0:44:39.480 other legal trouble I've been in. I'm supposed to be 0:44:39.560 --> 0:44:42.520 on absolute sobriety. So it wasn't even the fact that 0:44:42.560 --> 0:44:44.319 it was a dui. It was the fact that I 0:44:44.360 --> 0:44:47.000 had an upload alcohol level and I'm not supposed to 0:44:47.040 --> 0:44:51.600 have any mm hmm, so that's considered bill jumping. 0:44:52.560 --> 0:44:55.560 Mm hm. So I mean you were pretty much you know, 0:44:55.719 --> 0:44:57.440 you were a court mandated to stay sober. 0:44:59.040 --> 0:45:02.160 Yeah, exactly what I've since done since then, though, was 0:45:02.200 --> 0:45:03.040 given up driving. 0:45:04.360 --> 0:45:05.720 You've given up driving completely? 0:45:06.680 --> 0:45:07.719 Yeah, I hired a driver. 0:45:09.120 --> 0:45:11.680 So now, so are are you? I don't know how long. 0:45:11.680 --> 0:45:14.440 I don't know how the DUI works. How long ye 0:45:14.560 --> 0:45:16.919 are you currently? Like elegit, you're able to drive? 0:45:16.960 --> 0:45:22.760 My license was actually my license was already suspended before 0:45:22.800 --> 0:45:25.759 I got the duy just because of speeding in that 0:45:26.640 --> 0:45:30.839 because I got too many points. So currently I could 0:45:30.840 --> 0:45:34.239 get an occupational in October twenty twenty two. But I 0:45:34.239 --> 0:45:37.919 think I'm just gonna keep doing this driving, this driver thing, 0:45:38.120 --> 0:45:40.000 so don't have to pay for insurance or any of that. 0:45:40.680 --> 0:45:43.840 Who you hired a drive like you have a personal chauffeur. 0:45:45.000 --> 0:45:45.320 Yes? 0:45:46.880 --> 0:45:48.240 Can I ask what you do for a living? 0:45:49.480 --> 0:45:50.320 I cell phones? 0:45:51.280 --> 0:46:01.920 You sell phones? Interesting? Interesting? So what's next for you? 0:46:02.000 --> 0:46:04.239 I mean, you're only twenty three and yet you have 0:46:04.360 --> 0:46:11.560 an extensive sort of history of stuff here. What do 0:46:11.600 --> 0:46:13.960 you what do you see next in your life? 0:46:16.120 --> 0:46:19.759 Well, I want to move to Europe because I have 0:46:19.840 --> 0:46:25.239 an EU citizenship. I have an Irish citizenship, so I 0:46:25.280 --> 0:46:29.360 can just kind of pick up and move there and 0:46:29.400 --> 0:46:33.160 be a full fledged European Union citizen. So I think 0:46:33.160 --> 0:46:36.640 I might just do that within the next five years 0:46:36.680 --> 0:46:40.560 because I'm not really impressed with American politics. Plus I 0:46:40.960 --> 0:46:44.440 feel like my like record won't carry over there. 0:46:46.040 --> 0:46:46.600 Interesting. 0:46:47.360 --> 0:46:49.640 Plus I'll be able to drive, because it's just with 0:46:49.719 --> 0:46:51.680 the American government that I can't drive. 0:46:53.280 --> 0:46:55.600 Well, then't you say you'll be eligible for another license 0:46:55.680 --> 0:46:57.359 in October twenty twenty two. 0:46:57.440 --> 0:47:00.440 I could get an occupational but the ensuring to that 0:47:00.600 --> 0:47:02.600 it's and no, I'm gonna leg a month. 0:47:03.120 --> 0:47:06.120 Yeah, I'm sure that a DUI is not incredible for 0:47:06.239 --> 0:47:13.360 your insurance, right right? Interesting? Do you know anyone in 0:47:13.400 --> 0:47:14.280 the European Union? 0:47:16.640 --> 0:47:19.440 I have some like I have like a couple family friends, 0:47:19.480 --> 0:47:22.240 and I have a half sister over there in Ireland. 0:47:23.280 --> 0:47:24.560 H do you know what you're gonna do. You're gonna 0:47:24.640 --> 0:47:27.200 keep selling phones. They're going to transfer you to another I. 0:47:27.120 --> 0:47:30.759 Mean, they don't exactly, have like American phone companies over there, 0:47:30.880 --> 0:47:34.160 so I you know, I'd love to figure out what 0:47:34.239 --> 0:47:37.200 kind of phone companies are over there and get into that. 0:47:38.280 --> 0:47:43.120 So yeah, that you know, the votaphone, I'm. 0:47:42.920 --> 0:47:47.400 Not super familiar. Is that like a European thing or what? 0:47:48.040 --> 0:47:51.000 Yeah, they're a European phone company. I went to Europe. 0:47:51.040 --> 0:47:53.160 I used the Vota phone. Maybe you could sell some 0:47:53.239 --> 0:47:53.840 Vota phones. 0:47:54.640 --> 0:47:58.160 Maybe I'll sell some votaphones. Thanks, Gek, I like that 0:47:58.239 --> 0:47:58.480 for you. 0:47:59.640 --> 0:48:03.560 Well you do well. Listen, man, this is a pleasure 0:48:03.560 --> 0:48:06.200 getting to talk to you. Thank you for and all 0:48:06.239 --> 0:48:09.040 this stuff. Uh, and I wish you the best. I'm 0:48:09.080 --> 0:48:11.920 happy to hear I know that, I know that you know, 0:48:12.280 --> 0:48:14.680 uh it was it was you know, a mandated at 0:48:14.760 --> 0:48:17.000 least a start. But I'm happy to hear that you're, 0:48:17.280 --> 0:48:21.160 you know, taking a positive and interesting direction with your life. 0:48:22.719 --> 0:48:27.640 Yeah, thanks Keg. Likewise, it's very you know, positive interesting 0:48:27.760 --> 0:48:30.080 for you too, So I'm happy to see you headed 0:48:30.080 --> 0:48:31.320 in that direction yourself. 0:48:32.719 --> 0:48:34.759 Thank you man, Thank you man. Is the best of 0:48:34.840 --> 0:48:35.879 luck you take care. 0:48:37.920 --> 0:48:38.160 But my. 0:48:42.680 --> 0:48:45.120 All from Sammy. 0:48:46.480 --> 0:48:51.600 Tammy. Hi, how are you know? 0:48:51.800 --> 0:48:53.000 It's Sammy? 0:48:55.600 --> 0:48:57.560 Can I call you Tammy? So that I don't have 0:48:57.600 --> 0:48:58.680 to be wrong about something. 0:48:59.800 --> 0:49:02.839 It Sammy with ans can I. 0:49:02.480 --> 0:49:04.000 I know, I know, I know what it is now, 0:49:04.040 --> 0:49:07.319 but between if you, if we if I I don't like. 0:49:07.280 --> 0:49:10.680 Being wrong, Okay, yeah you're right. 0:49:11.960 --> 0:49:16.799 So it's Stammy, Yeah it is, thank you, But I 0:49:16.840 --> 0:49:20.360 really I appreciate that because I you didn't have to 0:49:20.440 --> 0:49:22.480 let me have that. You could have you could have 0:49:22.560 --> 0:49:24.600 asserted yourself a little bit more, and you chose not 0:49:24.680 --> 0:49:27.239 to not because I don't think and I don't think 0:49:27.280 --> 0:49:29.920 you did that because you don't have the confidence to 0:49:29.920 --> 0:49:33.239 be assertive. I think you totally do, but you withheld 0:49:33.600 --> 0:49:38.200 because in addition to being assertive, you are also compassionate, 0:49:38.440 --> 0:49:42.680 and you chose to me have that. So I appreciate. 0:49:42.360 --> 0:49:44.760 That I chose you to take a win this time. 0:49:45.400 --> 0:49:52.880 Thank you very much. Yes, So Tom, what's up? What's 0:49:52.960 --> 0:49:53.640 your life? 0:49:53.800 --> 0:49:53.880 Like? 0:49:55.360 --> 0:49:57.760 Uh? 0:49:57.960 --> 0:50:03.520 I tried calling you so many times, and honestly, I 0:50:03.560 --> 0:50:07.239 know everyone's like, oh, I didn't think anyone would or 0:50:07.280 --> 0:50:09.520 you wouldn't pick up kind of thing. I was just like, 0:50:09.880 --> 0:50:12.560 kind of I just didn't think it would happen. Actually 0:50:13.480 --> 0:50:17.200 small enough, it will happen. 0:50:18.800 --> 0:50:24.280 So tall, So Tammy, you know, I assume and possibly 0:50:24.400 --> 0:50:27.759 I possibly assume incorrectly. It's okay if I do that. 0:50:28.080 --> 0:50:32.040 After calling me these many times, you have like, did 0:50:32.080 --> 0:50:34.200 you have a particular thing that you wanted to talk about? 0:50:35.239 --> 0:50:43.799 Yes, tamming me up, I I I would like to 0:50:43.920 --> 0:50:46.440 know your life wisdom. 0:50:46.719 --> 0:50:49.759 I've been I've been listening to you for a and 0:50:49.840 --> 0:50:51.840 I know this is a short amount of time, but 0:50:51.920 --> 0:50:53.000 I just discovered you. 0:50:54.320 --> 0:50:55.239 I've been listening to. 0:50:55.200 --> 0:50:57.840 You for like probably a week because I saw you 0:50:58.000 --> 0:51:06.600 like all TikTok or whatever. My boyfriend actually uh suggested 0:51:06.640 --> 0:51:09.040 me or you showed me a video and I thought 0:51:09.120 --> 0:51:12.960 you were hilarious and I thought the concept was so smart. 0:51:13.160 --> 0:51:15.840 And I just think you're a very wise man. And 0:51:15.880 --> 0:51:17.799 I've been listening to you in my car on the 0:51:17.840 --> 0:51:20.719 podcast and it's just a blast. I listened to you 0:51:20.800 --> 0:51:21.719 while I go to work. 0:51:21.880 --> 0:51:22.480 It's awesome. 0:51:22.640 --> 0:51:28.359 Thank you. How what's you? You had a question? I'd 0:51:28.400 --> 0:51:29.319 love to hear what it is? 0:51:34.719 --> 0:51:35.000 BC? 0:51:35.440 --> 0:51:38.279 What Sorry? My my my boyfriend's in my room right now. 0:51:39.760 --> 0:51:42.720 Is he like feeding you at like lines or something 0:51:42.760 --> 0:51:43.000 like that? 0:51:43.800 --> 0:51:44.000 Yeah? 0:51:44.160 --> 0:51:45.160 Just what? 0:51:47.800 --> 0:51:48.040 Oh? 0:51:48.160 --> 0:51:53.400 Oh okay, I actually just graduated high school nice like 0:51:53.560 --> 0:51:58.680 very recently. Yeah, and I'm planning I live in Canada. 0:51:58.840 --> 0:52:03.520 I'm planning to move out to BC. I mean, I'm 0:52:03.520 --> 0:52:06.600 not gonna say where I live right now, but. 0:52:08.080 --> 0:52:10.160 But you know, uh, I don't know. 0:52:10.200 --> 0:52:13.239 I just kind of want some what what's your what's 0:52:13.239 --> 0:52:13.800 your advice? 0:52:13.840 --> 0:52:14.080 As a. 0:52:15.760 --> 0:52:19.799 Oh, for just some someone moving out and going out 0:52:19.880 --> 0:52:23.520 into the world and doing stuff like I I'm personally like, 0:52:23.840 --> 0:52:27.239 I'm very artistically inclined, you know, like I want to 0:52:27.280 --> 0:52:31.080 be possibly like a filmmaker, and you know, I just 0:52:31.800 --> 0:52:34.160 you know, i'd love to hear your advice. 0:52:34.280 --> 0:52:36.480 I would love to. I think that'd be very interesting. 0:52:37.040 --> 0:52:41.560 I Well, here's what I'll say, is you're eighteen years old, right, Yeah, 0:52:42.280 --> 0:52:46.960 you can do you could just you're you're gonna live forever, 0:52:47.080 --> 0:52:49.879 at least if you're gonna you're never gonna die. You're 0:52:49.920 --> 0:52:52.879 eighteen years old. You can do anything. You could fuck 0:52:53.000 --> 0:52:57.160 up massively, unless if you kill someone or get someone pregnant, 0:52:57.920 --> 0:53:01.319 you could just keep suck up and be fine. You 0:53:01.320 --> 0:53:04.759 know what I mean. Now is the time. Actually, you 0:53:04.800 --> 0:53:09.200 know a concept that I find very interesting is that 0:53:09.280 --> 0:53:14.359 when you're young, it is actually it's like more it 0:53:14.440 --> 0:53:21.360 makes more sense, like logically to do the riskiest stuff, 0:53:21.520 --> 0:53:23.919 not like you know, risking your safety, but like risk 0:53:24.160 --> 0:53:27.560 in terms of like you know, let's move to fucking 0:53:27.680 --> 0:53:30.560 China for no reason, or do this crazy thing or 0:53:30.600 --> 0:53:35.399 you know, so yeah, you're take take take it, take 0:53:35.440 --> 0:53:38.920 advantage of it, move to b C, live off of 0:53:39.040 --> 0:53:44.400 no money and make uh figures out of straw. Whatever 0:53:44.440 --> 0:53:46.399 your art medium is, I don't know what you do. 0:53:46.920 --> 0:53:48.759 If you're a textiles person. 0:53:49.640 --> 0:53:54.839 Uh, I I do different I I've done. I'm more 0:53:54.880 --> 0:53:58.719 of a filmmaker. I like photography. I also do like 0:53:58.719 --> 0:54:00.880 like visual art, like painting and stuff like that. I mean, 0:54:01.000 --> 0:54:02.640 I mean filmmaking is a visual. 0:54:02.480 --> 0:54:05.279 Or So what's your what's your goal? What if you 0:54:05.320 --> 0:54:07.160 could be doing anything you want to, like be a 0:54:07.160 --> 0:54:09.600 professional making a living filmmaker. 0:54:11.640 --> 0:54:11.920 You know. 0:54:13.600 --> 0:54:16.600 That's not That's where I'm not one hundred percent sure, 0:54:16.600 --> 0:54:18.759 because I know that I want to be in the 0:54:18.760 --> 0:54:22.040 film industry and there's just so many opportunities with that, 0:54:22.239 --> 0:54:27.160 which is like and especially with like COVID and everything. 0:54:27.440 --> 0:54:30.240 It may be harder like in some aspects, but also 0:54:30.320 --> 0:54:32.880 at the same time, just like a lot of creative 0:54:33.239 --> 0:54:35.520 brain juices. 0:54:38.080 --> 0:54:39.319 Type of times. 0:54:39.600 --> 0:54:41.680 Okay, I'll tell you one more thing. I'll tell you 0:54:41.680 --> 0:54:44.160 one more thing, and so these will be my two things. 0:54:45.640 --> 0:54:47.600 One is that you're eighteen and you're never going to die, 0:54:47.640 --> 0:54:49.839 so you should do crazy things, not like risking your 0:54:49.840 --> 0:54:52.680 safety crazy, but you know, China or whatever. And then 0:54:52.680 --> 0:54:54.279 the second thing is and I know this because I 0:54:54.320 --> 0:54:57.600 went to film school and uh oh really, you know, 0:54:58.160 --> 0:55:01.800 I studied, and I I either go on TikTok sometimes 0:55:02.160 --> 0:55:04.440 and I'll see like people or like I'll read these 0:55:04.520 --> 0:55:07.280 articles or whatever, and I'll see people being like, here's 0:55:07.320 --> 0:55:09.120 some advice on how to get a job as a 0:55:09.120 --> 0:55:11.719 production assistant or how to break into the industry. You're 0:55:11.800 --> 0:55:18.000 breaking and there's no I hate the idea of breaking 0:55:18.040 --> 0:55:20.880 in and making it so much like that, Like that 0:55:20.960 --> 0:55:23.480 idea is so annoying. If you want to be a filmmaker, 0:55:24.160 --> 0:55:27.960 make stuff and put it on the internet and build 0:55:28.160 --> 0:55:32.160 an audience for it instead of trying to get some 0:55:33.280 --> 0:55:38.120 fucking random old guy at some random thing to pass 0:55:38.239 --> 0:55:41.600 on your Like, make shit on your own and put 0:55:41.600 --> 0:55:43.080 it on the internet. If you want to be a filmmaker, 0:55:43.120 --> 0:55:45.359 That's what I'll tell you is make shop and put 0:55:45.360 --> 0:55:47.920 it on your own, put it out on the internet. 0:55:48.440 --> 0:55:50.799 Don't freak out if you can't get a job as 0:55:50.840 --> 0:55:54.680 a production assistant or whatever that was back in the 0:55:54.840 --> 0:55:57.400 nineteen fucking eighties when that was the only way to 0:55:57.440 --> 0:55:58.640 do it. Now, the best way to do it is 0:55:58.680 --> 0:56:00.600 to put it out on the internet yourself. So those 0:56:00.600 --> 0:56:02.560 are the two things I'll tell you. Put it down 0:56:02.560 --> 0:56:07.200 on the internet and move to Chinau. 0:56:07.680 --> 0:56:12.760 My boyfriend is telling me to plug myself on YouTube. 0:56:12.880 --> 0:56:18.759 It's not very big at all, like like whatsoever. But 0:56:19.560 --> 0:56:21.800 I don't even know. It's just it's just Sammy James. 0:56:21.800 --> 0:56:24.560 But I don't know if you'll be able to find it. 0:56:25.440 --> 0:56:28.120 You'll be able to find it like anywhere. Honestly, I 0:56:28.120 --> 0:56:30.120 have like Instagram and read it and stuff like that. 0:56:30.280 --> 0:56:35.200 But anyway, what you're saying is very true, and I 0:56:36.200 --> 0:56:38.880 completely agree. I'm trying to get into that kind of 0:56:38.960 --> 0:56:43.719 mindset because I think that's pretty important for like any artists, 0:56:44.040 --> 0:56:46.719 you know, especially. 0:56:47.960 --> 0:56:50.040 Like anyone that's making like media. 0:56:50.239 --> 0:56:54.400 It's kind of this is an unpopular opinion, but we 0:56:54.560 --> 0:56:58.480 actually this is an unpopular opinion, but I believe that 0:56:58.520 --> 0:57:00.680 we live in like the best time ever to be 0:57:00.719 --> 0:57:01.399 a human being. 0:57:02.000 --> 0:57:04.120 So you know what, I actually agree to. 0:57:05.400 --> 0:57:08.600 Take advantage of it. Tammy, Tammy, thank you for Thank 0:57:08.640 --> 0:57:11.480 you for calling in and then and again for letting 0:57:11.520 --> 0:57:13.200 me call you by the wrong name. I hope you 0:57:13.239 --> 0:57:17.040 and your boyfriend have a wonderful time playing hockey and 0:57:17.080 --> 0:57:18.040 eating maple syrup. 0:57:18.920 --> 0:57:22.280 Oh of course that's what every Canadian does. 0:57:22.600 --> 0:57:23.520 You guys have a grass to night. 0:57:24.280 --> 0:57:25.720 Thank you, goodbye. 0:57:28.360 --> 0:57:30.560 Call from Quan. 0:57:32.720 --> 0:57:37.200 Vaughn. Who else is this Vaughan? 0:57:38.360 --> 0:57:40.560 Quan Juan? 0:57:40.640 --> 0:57:41.080 What's up on? 0:57:42.000 --> 0:57:44.080 What's up? Man? First off, I want to say that 0:57:44.120 --> 0:57:47.400 the Google Voice thing is like the biggest teas because 0:57:47.400 --> 0:57:49.080 you think you're gonna get to call in, but like 0:57:49.200 --> 0:57:49.560 you don't. 0:57:50.640 --> 0:57:53.160 But here, here we are. You're You're coming all over 0:57:53.200 --> 0:57:55.000 my face right now? How's that for a tease? 0:57:56.480 --> 0:57:58.400 I guess it was worth it because it was the 0:57:58.400 --> 0:58:00.520 first time I tried to call me. It took around 0:58:00.840 --> 0:58:03.280 from two phones, it took around eighty seven tries. 0:58:03.280 --> 0:58:04.840 I would say, you have two what do you have 0:58:04.880 --> 0:58:05.640 two phones? 0:58:06.400 --> 0:58:06.760 Okay? 0:58:06.840 --> 0:58:11.000 So one time I broke my phone, right, it's an 0:58:11.040 --> 0:58:15.240 iPhone eleven. So I had the insurance. But the same 0:58:15.320 --> 0:58:18.160 day I was going to make the plane, they said, oh, 0:58:18.160 --> 0:58:20.760 we haven't offered like it's free of charge. You can 0:58:20.760 --> 0:58:22.760 get a SIM card for free. And I had an 0:58:22.760 --> 0:58:25.280 extra iPhone laying around something like, oh, it's perfect, I 0:58:25.280 --> 0:58:27.160 don't pay anything and I get an extra phone. 0:58:28.640 --> 0:58:30.080 So you all you have a burner phone? 0:58:32.080 --> 0:58:36.040 Uh? I guess so it's more like a backup phone. 0:58:36.920 --> 0:58:39.400 The second person today who's calling me off of an 0:58:39.400 --> 0:58:42.960 alternative phone? Wait? Okay, all right, so which phone am 0:58:43.000 --> 0:58:45.760 I currently? Which phone is my voice coming out of 0:58:45.840 --> 0:58:47.800 right now? The primary phone or the burner phone? 0:58:48.400 --> 0:58:49.280 Primary phone? 0:58:50.320 --> 0:58:52.200 Okay, okay. 0:58:54.320 --> 0:58:54.600 One? 0:58:56.160 --> 0:58:56.919 Yeah, what do you do? 0:58:56.840 --> 0:58:57.040 What do you? 0:58:57.200 --> 0:58:57.960 How do you do with it? 0:58:58.920 --> 0:58:59.880 Did you have an accent? 0:59:00.680 --> 0:59:00.880 Yeah? 0:59:00.920 --> 0:59:03.200 Because like obviously it's like a Hispanic name. So I 0:59:03.240 --> 0:59:05.560 don't know if it's like you're already predisposed to me 0:59:05.680 --> 0:59:08.480 thinking I'm an accent, but I've been told I an accent. 0:59:08.840 --> 0:59:11.760 I I'm not. I haven't really thought about. I'm more 0:59:11.760 --> 0:59:14.760 focused on the phones thing than I am on any accent. 0:59:16.080 --> 0:59:20.080 Okay, fair enough. I like to say it's like one's 0:59:20.120 --> 0:59:22.440 a trap one and one's like for the for the girls. 0:59:22.760 --> 0:59:25.600 But I have a girlfriend. I'm like, OI wants hell, are. 0:59:25.440 --> 0:59:29.400 You talking to me on the one that's for girls? Uh? 0:59:29.520 --> 0:59:31.360 I would say something because I would feel like your 0:59:31.360 --> 0:59:33.560 second phone is more for like your business calls. 0:59:34.880 --> 0:59:37.160 What what what? What do you can do? What kind 0:59:37.160 --> 0:59:40.560 of what type of call? What category would you put 0:59:40.600 --> 0:59:41.480 this call into? 0:59:42.560 --> 0:59:46.000 I would say primary, like it's like my personal business, 0:59:46.680 --> 0:59:49.200 even though it's like extreaming on eight hundred and forty 0:59:49.240 --> 0:59:49.720 eight people. 0:59:50.760 --> 0:59:54.040 Mm hmmm hm am, I just like another one of 0:59:54.080 --> 0:59:56.920 your hose? Do you have other geckos in your phone 0:59:56.960 --> 1:00:00.120 that you like, could be talking to right now, but 1:00:00.160 --> 1:00:02.960 you're talking to me. I'm like your third option. No, 1:00:03.120 --> 1:00:06.040 you're the only geck I would like, that's what they 1:00:06.080 --> 1:00:08.360 all say, Juan, I. 1:00:08.280 --> 1:00:10.720 Would say so, but you know, I'm a pretty honest guy. 1:00:10.720 --> 1:00:13.200 I would say, so. 1:00:15.080 --> 1:00:17.560 You have a phone. So you have a trap phone? 1:00:17.560 --> 1:00:20.560 When you say you have a trap phone? Is that like, uh? 1:00:21.080 --> 1:00:25.080 In primarily in jest or you you know, doing a 1:00:25.120 --> 1:00:28.440 little bit of you trap them. 1:00:28.560 --> 1:00:30.600 I'd just do it because I remember hearing the song. 1:00:30.680 --> 1:00:32.160 I wouldn't say I don't know who it was. I 1:00:32.160 --> 1:00:33.840 want to say it was two chains, like one for 1:00:33.920 --> 1:00:37.480 the money, one for the hose. Idan's is a great parody. 1:00:37.840 --> 1:00:42.040 I got what's it go? Guess? I got two phones phones? 1:00:42.720 --> 1:00:44.760 Yeah, one for the money and one for the hope. 1:00:45.520 --> 1:00:50.040 Okay, so uh and yet you are not a drug dealer. 1:00:50.120 --> 1:00:53.640 You're probably work in property management or something like that, 1:00:53.680 --> 1:00:56.760 and you have a girlfriend. What do you do to 1:00:56.800 --> 1:00:57.280 make money? 1:00:58.120 --> 1:01:00.080 Oh, that's the biggest issue. I evering now. 1:01:02.040 --> 1:01:02.960 You want to play. 1:01:04.280 --> 1:01:08.760 No no. I just graduated, so like it's been quite 1:01:08.760 --> 1:01:10.240 a struggle to get a job. 1:01:11.040 --> 1:01:13.440 Okay, where what did you graduate with? 1:01:14.720 --> 1:01:17.560 I graduated with the bachelors in electrical engineering. 1:01:19.120 --> 1:01:20.960 Fukay. I feel like there's lots. I feel like that's 1:01:20.960 --> 1:01:23.120 something that we need people to do. 1:01:23.160 --> 1:01:24.840 You would think, well, you go to any jobs this 1:01:24.880 --> 1:01:28.080 scene and they're like, we require five years experience, you 1:01:28.120 --> 1:01:30.720 need to know thirteen programming languages, and you need to 1:01:30.760 --> 1:01:31.760 deal with your first child. 1:01:33.240 --> 1:01:35.440 Get the fuck out of here. What can you do? 1:01:35.600 --> 1:01:38.600 Can you? Is there an entrepreneurial path with that? Can 1:01:38.640 --> 1:01:41.720 you like make your own fucking electric company, make your 1:01:41.760 --> 1:01:43.920 own BG or something like that? Or is that? 1:01:44.160 --> 1:01:44.320 I mean? 1:01:44.360 --> 1:01:46.920 Actually, like the biggest thing you could do on your 1:01:46.920 --> 1:01:51.080 own is like electronic repairs. But that's why I don't 1:01:51.120 --> 1:01:53.040 want to like fix stuff. I want to make stuff. 1:01:53.080 --> 1:01:55.320 You know, Hey, look you got a phone to take 1:01:55.360 --> 1:01:56.480 a part and fuck around with. 1:01:57.400 --> 1:02:00.080 Oh I six iPhones, you know, But that's just you know, 1:02:00.200 --> 1:02:02.200 whenever it shit breaks, need to fix it. I'm not 1:02:02.240 --> 1:02:04.320 going to pay someone like two hundred bucks who put 1:02:04.320 --> 1:02:07.000 on a thirty dollars screen on you, but. 1:02:07.040 --> 1:02:09.680 Hey, lots of people will You could be that guy. 1:02:09.840 --> 1:02:11.960 The people are paying two hundred bucks to fix their 1:02:12.000 --> 1:02:12.960 fucking prone. 1:02:14.160 --> 1:02:17.760 In the meantime, I would like something a little bit 1:02:17.760 --> 1:02:18.400 more fulfilling. 1:02:19.520 --> 1:02:22.680 What all right? Give me what's what's what's your name? Wand? 1:02:22.760 --> 1:02:25.960 Give me the magic wand you that you you you 1:02:26.000 --> 1:02:31.120 wave your magic wand and you're doing this thing. Anything. 1:02:31.160 --> 1:02:35.000 It could be anything, the dream gig here kwan, what 1:02:35.040 --> 1:02:35.480 would it be? 1:02:36.400 --> 1:02:38.640 I used to like love cards and I still do. 1:02:39.080 --> 1:02:42.120 Like I used to have an old jeep which I 1:02:42.200 --> 1:02:46.720 sold just to pay for my tuition. So and I 1:02:46.760 --> 1:02:49.360 love like electronics, So I would hope to work for 1:02:49.400 --> 1:02:52.600 a company by like electronic vehicles, like maybe Tesla or 1:02:52.640 --> 1:02:53.240 something like that. 1:02:55.760 --> 1:02:56.400 And that you know what. 1:02:56.440 --> 1:02:59.680 I there's just like there's this one girl that my 1:03:00.000 --> 1:03:03.000 group of friends who were like kind of despised because 1:03:03.080 --> 1:03:08.440 she got an internship for Tesla. Why like school, because 1:03:08.800 --> 1:03:12.480 there's just like electronic Vehicle club. But the club was 1:03:12.680 --> 1:03:14.560 just a joke. It was just a joke. The meetings 1:03:14.560 --> 1:03:17.080 were trashed, like there is no guidance, there's no projects 1:03:17.120 --> 1:03:20.680 going on, there is no anything. But she was like 1:03:20.720 --> 1:03:22.720 the president of the club. So just having that on 1:03:22.760 --> 1:03:24.480 your resume like pretty sure got her in. 1:03:26.040 --> 1:03:30.640 Well look who you know what that being salty about 1:03:30.640 --> 1:03:32.400 her or whatever. It's not going to get you anywhere, you. 1:03:32.440 --> 1:03:34.320 Know, no, for sure, for sure. 1:03:34.640 --> 1:03:36.200 But you know what, Well, here's the thing. It's like, 1:03:36.240 --> 1:03:38.720 all right, Tesla, I know that they're like, you know, 1:03:38.920 --> 1:03:42.320 the god of electric cars or whatever, but could we 1:03:42.360 --> 1:03:46.400 go any smaller than that? Like, who are there smaller, 1:03:47.920 --> 1:03:53.440 crappier electronic car companies that you could get an internship at, 1:03:53.520 --> 1:03:55.040 you know, not that you don't have to go you 1:03:55.080 --> 1:03:57.360 don't have to shoot straight for the moon here to 1:03:57.400 --> 1:03:59.840 go to Tesla. You could always go to I don't 1:03:59.840 --> 1:04:01.880 even no, I don't even I don't even know, like 1:04:02.320 --> 1:04:05.960 regular car companies, what's what's a not Tesla electric car company? 1:04:06.920 --> 1:04:09.440 Well, Ford and Chevy are trying to go towards the 1:04:09.480 --> 1:04:12.600 EV route, like they have like electric Mustangs now and 1:04:12.640 --> 1:04:14.760 they have like a Chevy Bolt and stuff like that. 1:04:15.720 --> 1:04:17.760 Or Nissan you have like the Nissan Leaf. 1:04:19.160 --> 1:04:21.760 You could work for Nissan either. They can't pay that 1:04:21.880 --> 1:04:24.080 much of a demand to work for Nissan. They're just Nissan, 1:04:24.320 --> 1:04:24.720 no good. 1:04:24.920 --> 1:04:29.240 I mean I've applied to like electronic motor companies, but 1:04:29.360 --> 1:04:32.680 like my indeed is just like the only reply I've 1:04:32.720 --> 1:04:36.400 gotten from indeed from the plan is for the US 1:04:36.520 --> 1:04:39.920 Armies because like I know a code like program and stuff. 1:04:40.920 --> 1:04:44.040 So there's a job listening for a data analyst, and 1:04:44.080 --> 1:04:46.160 that's the only one that replied and actually called them 1:04:46.160 --> 1:04:49.720 today like with a little bit more hopes. But that 1:04:50.240 --> 1:04:55.280 like that involves like like combat training, like ten weeks. 1:04:55.320 --> 1:04:57.600 I guess everybody in the Army needs to do basic training, 1:04:57.840 --> 1:05:01.640 and I really don't see myself like doing basic training 1:05:01.760 --> 1:05:03.600 just to have to sit behind the computer. 1:05:04.400 --> 1:05:06.840 Is that in case if you get like tron into 1:05:06.880 --> 1:05:09.920 the system and you have to fight people on with 1:05:10.040 --> 1:05:11.520 the batons with the. 1:05:11.480 --> 1:05:16.640 Motorcycles, Yeah, probably, I'm guessing there's like a firewall you 1:05:16.640 --> 1:05:17.200 can jump down. 1:05:17.400 --> 1:05:19.360 Be sick. By the way, if you shut up for 1:05:19.400 --> 1:05:23.480 your data analyst training and that was what it was, 1:05:23.640 --> 1:05:26.320 is you doing tron ship with the motorbikes. That would 1:05:26.360 --> 1:05:29.040 be a cool job. I like that for you give 1:05:29.080 --> 1:05:32.479 it a shot. Combat train look never good, never never bad. 1:05:32.520 --> 1:05:36.080 To learn a new skill. I wouldn't bat, I wouldn't 1:05:36.360 --> 1:05:39.280 shy away from the combat training just because it's not 1:05:39.400 --> 1:05:42.120 your thing, you know, just like when you're going to 1:05:42.200 --> 1:05:42.560 need it. 1:05:43.480 --> 1:05:45.680 Because like I had a friend who went to the 1:05:45.680 --> 1:05:48.240 military and he died in combat training. 1:05:48.520 --> 1:05:49.160 Oh geez. 1:05:49.520 --> 1:05:51.240 They didn't get to make it out. And he was 1:05:51.280 --> 1:05:52.400 a very close friend of mine. 1:05:53.160 --> 1:05:55.520 He like he died because of combat training. 1:05:56.320 --> 1:06:00.880 Yeah, there's some kind of combat like uh training procedure 1:06:00.920 --> 1:06:03.360 that he died. It involved the tanks and it puts. 1:06:03.160 --> 1:06:05.680 Over Oh god. 1:06:06.680 --> 1:06:07.040 Yeah. 1:06:07.080 --> 1:06:07.480 So like. 1:06:08.960 --> 1:06:10.800 I went to it took me five years to get 1:06:10.800 --> 1:06:13.480 to the degree. So mag he's just going to a 1:06:13.520 --> 1:06:15.840 ten week combat training and dying at the eighth week. 1:06:18.920 --> 1:06:21.760 I hope he got a big ass settlement the least. 1:06:21.920 --> 1:06:25.240 Ah, I don't know. He was actually married, and like 1:06:25.520 --> 1:06:27.280 it was. It was quite sad to hear. 1:06:28.400 --> 1:06:32.680 Yeah, that is really sad. That is That is why 1:06:32.760 --> 1:06:36.440 I mean, you know, combat training is one thing, but 1:06:36.640 --> 1:06:39.640 I being a data analyst doesn't seem like you need 1:06:39.680 --> 1:06:41.600 to you need to know how to use. 1:06:41.480 --> 1:06:46.360 A tank exactly right, So why why put myself in 1:06:46.400 --> 1:06:47.000 this situation? 1:06:48.640 --> 1:06:50.520 Well, man, listen, I hope that you find a good 1:06:50.560 --> 1:06:53.080 gig for yourself. I hope that you just do a 1:06:53.120 --> 1:06:58.040 safe thing and uh, you know, hopefully you'll get a 1:06:58.200 --> 1:07:01.040 hopefully you'll you'll do the left your car thing instead 1:07:01.080 --> 1:07:01.800 of the tank thing. 1:07:03.280 --> 1:07:05.960 Yeah, I use the feeling like I'm pretty sure everybody 1:07:06.000 --> 1:07:08.280 feels like this. After like college and not getting a job. 1:07:08.280 --> 1:07:12.360 You have like the biggest imposss syndrome mm hmm, because 1:07:12.400 --> 1:07:15.360 like you think that all this like maths and like 1:07:15.480 --> 1:07:18.240 days of studying and staying up night just to like 1:07:18.840 --> 1:07:23.480 you think people would want you or something. But at 1:07:23.520 --> 1:07:25.520 the end of the day, I get how a business works. 1:07:25.560 --> 1:07:30.720 You know, you're you're literally just an investment. Like you know, 1:07:30.760 --> 1:07:33.280 whatever they pay you, they need to like account for 1:07:33.320 --> 1:07:34.320 that and their profits. 1:07:34.720 --> 1:07:36.240 Well this is why I tell ever. I mean, you know, 1:07:36.360 --> 1:07:39.440 I mean, if you can code, I mean it's not 1:07:39.480 --> 1:07:41.960 for everyone, but try as hard as you can to 1:07:42.000 --> 1:07:44.360 do your own thing, especially if you can code, you know, 1:07:44.480 --> 1:07:46.520 make a product and a half whatever the fuck it is, 1:07:47.120 --> 1:07:48.840 you know, because. 1:07:47.640 --> 1:07:51.920 Like everybody wants like coding jobs that like does like 1:07:52.880 --> 1:07:55.440 the visuals. So there's something called like front end and 1:07:55.520 --> 1:07:57.960 back end and front end. It's like what you see 1:07:58.080 --> 1:08:00.720 on your display and you see like all this pretty button, 1:08:01.160 --> 1:08:04.120 but like back ends, like when you press that button, oh, 1:08:04.160 --> 1:08:07.200 that goes into a database and that searches whatever information 1:08:07.280 --> 1:08:10.320 and data you need and like connect them. And I'm 1:08:10.320 --> 1:08:12.840 more of a back end guy, Like I'm rather good 1:08:12.880 --> 1:08:17.240 with numbers and like spreadsheets and like lists and arraysed 1:08:17.240 --> 1:08:17.960 and stuff like that. 1:08:19.160 --> 1:08:23.360 Well, I hope you find yourself a nice back end. 1:08:24.240 --> 1:08:25.120 Yep, I do too. 1:08:26.439 --> 1:08:27.760 You have a good rest of the night. One, Thank 1:08:27.800 --> 1:08:28.599 you so much for sharing. 1:08:29.360 --> 1:08:30.400 Yep, you have a nice night. 1:08:30.840 --> 1:08:31.280 Take care of. 1:08:33.640 --> 1:08:46.280 Call from Yeah, hello Zah no way way, Hello. 1:08:46.640 --> 1:08:50.360 Dude, you're you. There's some like weird science Hold on 1:08:50.439 --> 1:08:53.040 all right, you need to you need to stop everything 1:08:53.040 --> 1:08:56.840 in your house because there's a weird science fiction. The 1:08:56.880 --> 1:09:00.880 world is okay? Yeah, what if was that? It sounded 1:09:00.920 --> 1:09:03.120 like you were getting created by aliens today? I want 1:09:03.160 --> 1:09:03.439 to hear that. 1:09:04.640 --> 1:09:05.400 Maybe I don't know. 1:09:05.479 --> 1:09:07.360 I was on speaker phone and I was right next 1:09:07.360 --> 1:09:09.559 to the stream freaking out because I didn't think I'd 1:09:09.600 --> 1:09:10.040 get through. 1:09:11.280 --> 1:09:12.160 That is crazy. 1:09:12.200 --> 1:09:13.240 Wow, So that's what it was. 1:09:13.280 --> 1:09:14.639 I guess it was freaking out. 1:09:15.800 --> 1:09:17.920 No, I never heard that in sound of my entire 1:09:17.960 --> 1:09:22.640 life that's said that was an adoption sound? Who are 1:09:22.680 --> 1:09:24.320 you with do you sell? Are you in a room 1:09:24.360 --> 1:09:24.920 with people? 1:09:25.040 --> 1:09:28.240 And I was. I was in my room in my 1:09:28.360 --> 1:09:33.080 manager with my girlfriend and my dog, and I sprinted 1:09:33.200 --> 1:09:34.280 as far away. 1:09:34.000 --> 1:09:35.200 As I could from a string. 1:09:35.840 --> 1:09:38.800 Literally figured out that you don't like it to have 1:09:39.240 --> 1:09:42.519 the stream with the phone. Is that the case or. 1:09:42.640 --> 1:09:43.519 It's not so much. 1:09:43.760 --> 1:09:46.639 It's not a matter of pres I feel like it's 1:09:46.720 --> 1:09:51.799 not like as subjective as you're making it out to be. Okay, okay, 1:09:52.200 --> 1:09:54.160 you know, I was of like a preference. I feel 1:09:54.200 --> 1:09:59.639 like it's if you were to survey all the people 1:09:59.680 --> 1:10:02.080 watching in the stream, one hundred percent of them would 1:10:02.080 --> 1:10:05.639 probably say that they also prefer not to have a 1:10:05.680 --> 1:10:09.840 constant echo going there. But you and you stated it 1:10:09.920 --> 1:10:11.719 more like it was a matter of like. 1:10:12.479 --> 1:10:15.479 Fair enough, But I did, I didn't exactly. I didn't 1:10:15.520 --> 1:10:18.240 mean it in that way, So that's that's my fault. 1:10:19.000 --> 1:10:22.360 But you didn't do anything wrong. You don't owe me anything. 1:10:22.680 --> 1:10:25.599 Who the fuck am I you called into I'm lucky 1:10:25.640 --> 1:10:27.840 anyone's watching this that I'm calling into this at all. 1:10:27.840 --> 1:10:29.800 All right, you don't owe me anything. You can tell 1:10:29.880 --> 1:10:32.360 me to go fuck myself, you know, of. 1:10:32.280 --> 1:10:34.040 Course, But I is not the type of person I am, 1:10:34.080 --> 1:10:36.360 I would never tell you. 1:10:35.680 --> 1:10:38.320 Really type of person? What type of person are you? 1:10:38.360 --> 1:10:38.800 Tell me? 1:10:40.760 --> 1:10:45.120 That's very Are we talking just an every day. 1:10:44.960 --> 1:10:45.879 Any type of person? 1:10:46.200 --> 1:10:48.240 Like what do I do for work? Or like deep 1:10:48.320 --> 1:10:49.440 down spiritually? 1:10:49.600 --> 1:10:50.680 What type of person am? 1:10:50.720 --> 1:10:53.559 I let's go with deep down spiritually? What type of 1:10:53.560 --> 1:10:54.240 person you are? 1:10:55.040 --> 1:10:58.519 Deep down spiritually, I'd say, Okay, so I actually had 1:10:58.560 --> 1:11:00.880 a conversation about this free so and so and so 1:11:00.920 --> 1:11:05.720 it's kind of fresh. I relate myself to the I 1:11:05.720 --> 1:11:11.600 guess Native Americans most most. I guess that's what I 1:11:11.640 --> 1:11:14.880 relate my spirituality to the most is how how I 1:11:14.880 --> 1:11:18.519 should put it. But uh in the sense of I 1:11:18.600 --> 1:11:23.479 believe that there is you know, we're all one with 1:11:23.560 --> 1:11:26.080 the universe. We're all, you know, one living thing. We're 1:11:26.120 --> 1:11:30.439 all here to you know, obviously coexist and and treat 1:11:30.640 --> 1:11:34.639 you know, Earth as as you know as someone else. 1:11:34.720 --> 1:11:38.200 You know, it's not just here for you to you know, 1:11:38.320 --> 1:11:39.240 take a shit on it. 1:11:39.960 --> 1:11:41.240 But uh, so, I. 1:11:41.160 --> 1:11:46.040 Guess that would be my spirituality type type person, Like 1:11:46.080 --> 1:11:47.719 what I kind of well. 1:11:48.120 --> 1:11:50.000 You're talking hold on, okay, I want to set you 1:11:50.000 --> 1:11:52.360 straight here. Okay, you're talking about what you believe. I 1:11:52.400 --> 1:11:55.599 don't really care what you believe? Who are who are you? Though? 1:11:56.640 --> 1:12:02.720 Okay, okay? Who am I? I am a twenty three 1:12:02.800 --> 1:12:06.120 year old male from the US of A who's traveled 1:12:06.160 --> 1:12:10.839 around the world for most of his life and now 1:12:11.240 --> 1:12:18.200 found himself stuck back stateside working in fucking addicts, breaking 1:12:18.240 --> 1:12:23.720 his back, working on acs and making okay money. I 1:12:23.720 --> 1:12:26.519 shouldn't say shit money. I'm sure it's better than most 1:12:27.080 --> 1:12:27.920 you know can say. 1:12:28.000 --> 1:12:34.200 But okay, So you were this world traveling, cannot be stopped, 1:12:34.439 --> 1:12:39.479 never going to die guy? And what stopped the travels? 1:12:39.920 --> 1:12:42.240 Well, so I was one of the lucky few people 1:12:42.280 --> 1:12:48.360 whose fathers was an international worker. He was an oil 1:12:48.360 --> 1:12:50.320 field and so I was able to hop on his 1:12:50.439 --> 1:12:52.880 back and fucking mooch off that train as long as 1:12:52.920 --> 1:12:56.439 I could. And then I had the option to either 1:12:57.240 --> 1:13:01.960 stay overseas, study abroad, or go back to my ranked 1:13:02.000 --> 1:13:04.639 dank shitthead you know, shitty shitty towel Matt. 1:13:05.680 --> 1:13:06.960 I decided too damn. 1:13:07.000 --> 1:13:11.479 Now I'm regretting it gratefully, But I take that back. 1:13:11.520 --> 1:13:14.519 I don't regret it regret it fully because I have 1:13:14.680 --> 1:13:17.240 met the love of my life here. So that is 1:13:17.240 --> 1:13:19.240 a big, big fucking plot. I know. 1:13:19.360 --> 1:13:23.559 It's very funny, because I mean, there's about five billion 1:13:23.680 --> 1:13:26.760 songs written about that whole thing of what what's what's 1:13:26.800 --> 1:13:29.080 that fucking song? There's one song in particular that goes, 1:13:30.400 --> 1:13:32.680 fuck yeah. I can't even remember a single lay from this. 1:13:32.720 --> 1:13:34.479 Hold on, give me five second. I don't remember this. 1:13:35.000 --> 1:13:36.519 Okay, you got like a baby. 1:13:36.840 --> 1:13:40.120 I'm supposed he says you can't Who said you can't 1:13:40.280 --> 1:13:44.479 go home? Been all around the world? And do you 1:13:44.520 --> 1:13:45.360 know the song I talk about? 1:13:45.360 --> 1:13:46.040 I don't know that one? 1:13:46.320 --> 1:13:51.920 Please? Someone I got? There's only one left? One who 1:13:52.040 --> 1:13:55.920 says you can't go Who says you can't go back? 1:13:56.400 --> 1:13:58.280 Someone in the chat? Fucking please? What is the song? 1:13:58.439 --> 1:13:59.920 How do you not know the name of the star? 1:14:00.160 --> 1:14:00.360 You know this? 1:14:00.600 --> 1:14:03.280 Much of the lyrics says. 1:14:02.920 --> 1:14:07.120 You can't come back? Went all around the world? Is 1:14:07.200 --> 1:14:14.439 a matter of there's only one? The chat is right now? No, 1:14:14.439 --> 1:14:17.400 they're giving me fake answers. 1:14:16.800 --> 1:14:20.080 Ah, well is it? 1:14:20.120 --> 1:14:21.799 Is it a band or a singer? 1:14:22.160 --> 1:14:24.639 Like I said bon Jovi, who says you can't go home? 1:14:24.640 --> 1:14:24.960 All right? 1:14:25.000 --> 1:14:27.400 That's all yeah, they go, they go? 1:14:27.560 --> 1:14:30.599 Who said? All right? The whole point of this all right, 1:14:30.640 --> 1:14:34.160 I'm off time. The whole point of the song is 1:14:35.760 --> 1:14:39.720 that you go. Is that the guy bon Jovi or 1:14:39.760 --> 1:14:45.840 whoever it is, travel travels everywhere and he's like, I 1:14:45.840 --> 1:14:47.599 don't care where, I just want to be with you, 1:14:48.200 --> 1:14:50.960 which makes actually a lot if you've traveled, it kind 1:14:50.960 --> 1:14:55.080 of makes sense because traveling is is uh beautiful and 1:14:55.160 --> 1:15:01.120 amazing and then an intense but sometimes you're like, fuck, 1:15:01.280 --> 1:15:05.559 I just want to, you know, be with people that 1:15:05.680 --> 1:15:05.920 I know. 1:15:06.120 --> 1:15:10.320 I agree, but I also disagree because I do have 1:15:11.200 --> 1:15:15.200 a friend who is on the spectrum of man, I 1:15:15.280 --> 1:15:17.360 just want, you know, I want to fuck off and 1:15:17.400 --> 1:15:21.160 be on my own, and his only interaction is through 1:15:21.280 --> 1:15:24.680 probably Facebook with Actually he posted some shit the other 1:15:24.760 --> 1:15:30.600 day saying, how uh who loves rolling themselves up and 1:15:30.640 --> 1:15:34.160 slim and slithering across their living room floor Saturdays. I'm 1:15:34.160 --> 1:15:36.519 all right, like he's that type of weird we'll only 1:15:36.560 --> 1:15:38.599 you know, post every now and again types of this is. 1:15:39.320 --> 1:15:42.080 But I do also feel you in the sense of 1:15:42.120 --> 1:15:44.080 when I was traveling, I took a lot of trips 1:15:44.120 --> 1:15:47.760 solo by myself and also with friends, and I think 1:15:47.800 --> 1:15:53.080 it is a much greater experience to take these you know, seeed, 1:15:53.080 --> 1:15:56.519 these breasthtaking scenes that Earth has to bring us with 1:15:56.760 --> 1:15:58.960 someone else, especially someone that you love. 1:15:59.120 --> 1:16:00.360 We've only been able to do it. 1:16:00.439 --> 1:16:02.640 You know, we've been dating for about three years and 1:16:03.400 --> 1:16:05.400 we've only been able to, you know, go there's so 1:16:05.439 --> 1:16:08.360 many places in the States, but man, I'll tell you 1:16:08.400 --> 1:16:10.680 it's it's awesome having someone by your side if you 1:16:10.720 --> 1:16:11.880 love being able. 1:16:11.800 --> 1:16:15.880 To you know, fun up with you know what I mean? 1:16:16.720 --> 1:16:16.920 So? 1:16:17.160 --> 1:16:20.320 What's there's a lady gecko out there for you? Geta 1:16:21.479 --> 1:16:22.720 Is that what you call lady g. 1:16:24.040 --> 1:16:26.200 I guess that's what you would call a lady gecko 1:16:26.280 --> 1:16:31.799 if gecko was like a Spanish word where you change 1:16:31.880 --> 1:16:36.920 the o to the a or to indicate a feminine thing. 1:16:37.360 --> 1:16:38.599 What's the next thing? 1:16:38.680 --> 1:16:42.360 What's the next what's the next step for you? Guys? 1:16:42.360 --> 1:16:42.640 What are you? 1:16:42.960 --> 1:16:44.360 Where's the next adventure taking you? 1:16:45.840 --> 1:16:47.360 Honestly, I've been. 1:16:49.120 --> 1:16:50.200 You know what I need? 1:16:50.920 --> 1:16:54.400 Please? Yes, let's what's your name? Get let's talk to you? 1:16:54.320 --> 1:16:59.519 You get the guy off the phone. What's your name? Alena? 1:16:59.600 --> 1:16:59.840 Tell you? 1:17:00.000 --> 1:17:01.240 Please? What's next? 1:17:02.040 --> 1:17:03.240 The next step is a ring? 1:17:03.320 --> 1:17:05.560 But the ring is what I need. 1:17:07.600 --> 1:17:10.200 And then a nice wedding dress. 1:17:11.000 --> 1:17:13.920 We have in this conversation right now? What's up? What's 1:17:14.000 --> 1:17:14.680 what's going on? 1:17:15.880 --> 1:17:16.040 Oh? 1:17:16.080 --> 1:17:20.320 No, we're not having this conversation. That's what we need, 1:17:20.400 --> 1:17:21.400 That's what I need. 1:17:21.800 --> 1:17:23.559 Ship. What's the name of the guy, what's the name 1:17:23.600 --> 1:17:25.280 of your your your boyfriends? 1:17:26.200 --> 1:17:26.439 AJ? 1:17:27.160 --> 1:17:31.040 AJ, You're Elena right, yes, AJ, we have in this 1:17:31.120 --> 1:17:32.720 conversation right now. What's going on? 1:17:33.439 --> 1:17:33.800 We are? 1:17:33.960 --> 1:17:36.080 We are? That is actually something that I have been 1:17:36.120 --> 1:17:38.120 talking we've both been talking about recently. 1:17:38.160 --> 1:17:39.840 We both want to get married. 1:17:40.680 --> 1:17:46.000 I definitely, you know, I've been putting I'm sure she 1:17:46.080 --> 1:17:47.880 knows just because I mentioned it, but it's not a lot. 1:17:47.960 --> 1:17:51.200 I've been putting very little amounts of money to the side, 1:17:51.280 --> 1:17:56.360 like five dollars, ten dollars, you know, for this black 1:17:56.560 --> 1:18:00.640 diamond ring that she's so desperately Well, it can't be, 1:18:00.720 --> 1:18:02.479 you know, a normal dive. It's gotta be the black. 1:18:03.080 --> 1:18:06.879 So I've been you know, you know, Scott scrounging the internet, 1:18:06.880 --> 1:18:09.200 which is probably a bad idea. I've got a local 1:18:09.280 --> 1:18:11.439 jeweler that I should go to and talk to about. 1:18:11.479 --> 1:18:14.680 But how much is how much? 1:18:14.720 --> 1:18:14.920 Is it? 1:18:15.360 --> 1:18:16.599 How many AC units? 1:18:16.720 --> 1:18:17.840 I don't know yet. 1:18:18.160 --> 1:18:21.880 I don't know, so what I'm waiting for. I guess 1:18:21.960 --> 1:18:24.120 this I shouldn't say, you know, fuck it whatever. 1:18:24.120 --> 1:18:25.439 We're an open book, pretty much. 1:18:25.479 --> 1:18:30.360 But my my budget right now is around five grand I'd. 1:18:30.240 --> 1:18:31.960 Say maybe sick. 1:18:32.439 --> 1:18:35.479 Yeah, but that can change, you know, because I'm sure 1:18:35.479 --> 1:18:36.960 a fucking jeweler is gonna be. 1:18:36.920 --> 1:18:39.120 Like, well look at this bad boy. 1:18:39.200 --> 1:18:40.480 It's so much better. 1:18:40.240 --> 1:18:42.000 Than this, and I'm like, you know what, fuck it? 1:18:43.280 --> 1:18:44.599 She she deserves that. 1:18:44.600 --> 1:18:49.160 Ship so well. Elaine? Are you Elaine? Are you excited 1:18:49.200 --> 1:18:49.559 about this? 1:18:51.040 --> 1:18:51.720 Of course? 1:18:51.800 --> 1:18:55.160 Of course, and you are aware that you are fully 1:18:55.160 --> 1:18:57.519 aware that the amount of money that AJ spends on 1:18:57.560 --> 1:19:00.439 this ring is directly in correlation with how much. 1:19:00.280 --> 1:19:05.960 He loves you, right, very much better better be an 1:19:05.960 --> 1:19:09.360 extensive ass rock. No, I'm kidding. 1:19:09.400 --> 1:19:13.160 I'm kidding that like that, if anyone wants to sit 1:19:13.240 --> 1:19:17.400 out some donations, just just therapy echo and say it 1:19:17.520 --> 1:19:20.360 for for for the wedding, that and and then and 1:19:20.400 --> 1:19:22.840 if we get enough money, we'll have him be the 1:19:23.360 --> 1:19:24.559 preacher for our wedding. 1:19:24.600 --> 1:19:25.040 How's that? 1:19:25.120 --> 1:19:27.520 I actually, I'm I actually, I got officiated. 1:19:27.760 --> 1:19:27.880 Uh. 1:19:28.560 --> 1:19:32.479 I think it's super easy to do. You could do 1:19:32.520 --> 1:19:35.960 it in five minutes. I'm officiated by I'm licensed by 1:19:36.000 --> 1:19:39.479 the Universal Life Church, which by the way, is super easy. 1:19:39.520 --> 1:19:41.200 All you gotta do is give them an email let 1:19:41.200 --> 1:19:43.080 them send you a bunch of fucking spam email. So 1:19:43.080 --> 1:19:47.920 it's not really a big deal. But have yet, not 1:19:49.320 --> 1:19:51.519 so America. That's what we're going. It's part of the 1:19:51.560 --> 1:19:53.160 things that I'm doing for get Cars. It's like the 1:19:53.200 --> 1:19:54.559 last thing I'm doing pretty much. 1:19:55.240 --> 1:19:57.519 Oh yeah, that's also awesome. 1:19:57.600 --> 1:19:59.360 We'll be a great conversation. 1:20:00.120 --> 1:20:00.400 Question. 1:20:00.600 --> 1:20:04.080 I had to ask this before, you know, before we 1:20:04.160 --> 1:20:06.760 got on this goddamn fucking spew of whatever it was. 1:20:07.160 --> 1:20:09.040 But sure, hit me two. 1:20:09.560 --> 1:20:12.600 And they're both ready to smoking. Do you smoke cigarettes? 1:20:15.360 --> 1:20:18.600 I don't smoke cigarettes. If I'm hanging out with a 1:20:18.680 --> 1:20:25.280 friend and I'm like drinking and he has a cigarette lit, 1:20:25.840 --> 1:20:28.280 I will ask him if I can take one hit 1:20:28.360 --> 1:20:31.280 of his cigarette, and then that's good. But I don't 1:20:31.320 --> 1:20:33.880 like cigarette, okay? 1:20:34.280 --> 1:20:34.559 Fair? 1:20:34.640 --> 1:20:36.520 And then marijuana? 1:20:36.720 --> 1:20:39.400 Do you smoke it? 1:20:39.640 --> 1:20:43.120 Not on the clock, but yes, hell yeah. 1:20:43.960 --> 1:20:48.360 So the guy inside the gecko is lit, but the 1:20:48.400 --> 1:20:52.519 gecko himself is professional. Well I say that back, because 1:20:52.560 --> 1:20:55.840 I could be professional get lit. So the GETO stays 1:20:56.320 --> 1:21:01.280 stone cold while the guy inside stays high. That's a kite. 1:21:01.439 --> 1:21:01.880 I don't know. 1:21:02.320 --> 1:21:05.240 I'm probably I'll talk to you guys luck with your 1:21:05.320 --> 1:21:08.000 wedding and being in love and having children and never 1:21:08.000 --> 1:21:08.800 getting divorced ever. 1:21:08.880 --> 1:21:10.479 Bye bye. 1:21:12.680 --> 1:21:14.160 Never be Kend goes. 1:21:14.000 --> 1:21:16.800 On the line taking your phone calls every night. 1:21:17.200 --> 1:21:20.479 Never Be goes doing his Hide's teaching you cloud the 1:21:20.600 --> 1:21:24.679 end of your life. Money's not really an expert.