WEBVTT - #079 Jason Flom with Timothy Tyler

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<v Speaker 1>I've never been in trouble in my life. I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>even have a parking ticket, you know what I mean.

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<v Speaker 1>I was brought up like cops are the good guys.

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't know what was going to happen, but I

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<v Speaker 1>do know that everything was stacked against me. Everything like

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<v Speaker 1>everything this isn't supposed to happen this way. I'm innocent.

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<v Speaker 1>I know I'm innocent. I know I had nothing to

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<v Speaker 1>do with this.

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<v Speaker 2>How is this possible?

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<v Speaker 3>I grew up trusting the systems. I've grew up believing

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<v Speaker 3>that every human being should do the right thing. And

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<v Speaker 3>that's why, even though I knew I was dealing with

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<v Speaker 3>corerough people, I wasn't going to break anyone to get

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<v Speaker 3>me out of prison because I wouldn't live with the

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<v Speaker 3>fact that I break my way out of my wife's death.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm not innocent, too proven guilty.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm guilty until I prove my innocence.

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<v Speaker 3>And that's absolutely what happened to me.

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<v Speaker 1>Our system. Since I've been out ten years, it has

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<v Speaker 1>come a little ways, but it's still broken.

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<v Speaker 3>I totally lost trusting humanity after what's happened to me.

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<v Speaker 2>This is wrongful conviction. Welcome back to Wrongful Conviction with

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<v Speaker 2>Jason Flamm That's me. And today we have a very

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<v Speaker 2>special and unique episode of the show. Today we have

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<v Speaker 2>Tim Tyler with us. Tim, Welcome to Wronful Conviction. Oh,

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<v Speaker 2>thank you and Tim. One of the reasons why I

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<v Speaker 2>say it's unique is because Tim was actually convicted of

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<v Speaker 2>a crime that he was guilty of, which was an

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<v Speaker 2>LSD crime, non violent and sentenced to double life in prison.

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<v Speaker 2>No guns, no weapons, no violence, no no nothing. Actually,

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<v Speaker 2>and when I tell you, when you learn the story,

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<v Speaker 2>your head is going to explode. So stay tuned, uned,

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<v Speaker 2>get comfortable, because this is this is really madness. So Tim,

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<v Speaker 2>let's turn this to you. This case. I mean, you

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<v Speaker 2>were in prison for twenty six years, so this case

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<v Speaker 2>happened a long time.

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<v Speaker 1>Ago, Yes, in nineteen ninety two, August.

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<v Speaker 2>Third, nineteen ninety two, and you were on the road

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<v Speaker 2>with the Grateful Dead, right, Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>I was a deadhead going to you know, like I

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<v Speaker 1>loved the Grateful Dead and the band, the families. It

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<v Speaker 1>was like a big family that went around and it

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<v Speaker 1>was a sense of freedom, it felt like. And I

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<v Speaker 1>was following them around and I was arrested. I mailed

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<v Speaker 1>some melisty to Florida and I was arrested and I

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<v Speaker 1>ended up doing like like you know, his twenty six

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<v Speaker 1>years in twenty seven days, right, And I'm lucky because

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<v Speaker 1>President Obama ended up giving me a clemency. So without that,

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<v Speaker 1>or without well support, I would still be in there,

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<v Speaker 1>and I wouldn't just be like another number, or I

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<v Speaker 1>couldn't get a message out.

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<v Speaker 2>And your case has so many horrible aspects to it,

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<v Speaker 2>and for me, it's very personal because listeners of the

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<v Speaker 2>show know that I'm the founding board member of the

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<v Speaker 2>Innocence Project, but I actually joined the Board of Families

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<v Speaker 2>Against Mandatory Minimums before I even knew about the Innocence Project.

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<v Speaker 2>So I've been with FAMS since almost since the beginning

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<v Speaker 2>of the organization. It's a wonderful organization, FAMM dot org.

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<v Speaker 2>It was founded by Julie Stewart. She was sort of

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<v Speaker 2>my mentor as I got started on this. You know,

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<v Speaker 2>lifetime in criminal justice reform, and you are a person

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<v Speaker 2>that we've spent a lot of time talking about. You

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<v Speaker 2>are a rallying cry, I think for people in this movement.

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<v Speaker 2>You're someone who all of us respect so much, and

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<v Speaker 2>you're someone who we're really proud to have played a

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<v Speaker 2>part in helping to win your freedom. But the lens

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<v Speaker 2>that the government went to to convict you of this

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<v Speaker 2>crime and sends you to life in prison, which again life,

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<v Speaker 2>And I've heard your sister talk about this on videos.

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<v Speaker 2>Is a video free Tim Tyler on the Internet. People

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<v Speaker 2>want to watch. It's so horrible because, as we say it,

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<v Speaker 2>fam Let, the punishment fit the crime, right, but your

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<v Speaker 2>punishment didn't match anything to do with the crime. Yours

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<v Speaker 2>was a non violent crime. How did this happen? Right?

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<v Speaker 2>How could this have gone so wrong? And we know

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<v Speaker 2>also that they ended up implicating your father, which is

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<v Speaker 2>so disgusting that it actually just and I think people

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<v Speaker 2>need to know that part of the story. I'm sure

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<v Speaker 2>it's tough to talk about it, but anyway, can you

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<v Speaker 2>take us back to this. So you're on the road

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<v Speaker 2>with the grateful Dead, you get approached by it turned

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<v Speaker 2>out to be a government and foremant right.

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<v Speaker 1>Actually, I had friends in Florida and Saint Pete, Florida

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<v Speaker 1>that I sold you know, I wanted to do LSD

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<v Speaker 1>and I sold some to my friends. Wanted to do it,

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<v Speaker 1>so I sold it to my friends. Well one of

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<v Speaker 1>them was arrested for I believe a sheet or announce

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<v Speaker 1>a weed, I'm not sure which. And he told me

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<v Speaker 1>he was arrested. He's like, I was arrested last night,

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<v Speaker 1>and he said he posted a bond and you know,

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<v Speaker 1>and I told him, well, your first defense in Florida

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<v Speaker 1>probably give you a probation. But he was recording me

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<v Speaker 1>at that time. And then he recorded me like twenty

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<v Speaker 1>six audio tapes after that, and like, I sold him

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<v Speaker 1>like a thousand hits of LSD, you know, And then

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<v Speaker 1>I sold them three more times another thousand, and all

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<v Speaker 1>of those were recorded where they could have arrested me.

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<v Speaker 1>And then I said, well, I was actually in Florida

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<v Speaker 1>when I did these sales in person to them, and

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<v Speaker 1>they could have arrested me, but they didn't arrest me.

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<v Speaker 1>I told them, I said, I'm leaving Saturday to go

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<v Speaker 1>on tour, you know, because there was no shows at

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<v Speaker 1>this particular time, and they could arrested me before I left,

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<v Speaker 1>but they didn't. They let me go. So I went

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<v Speaker 1>on to the shows, and actually I went to California

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<v Speaker 1>first and I bought like twelve five hundred hits of LSD.

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<v Speaker 1>Now it was like the price for that what I

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<v Speaker 1>paid was like four thousand dollars, So you're talking about

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<v Speaker 1>four thousand dollars of LSD total conspiracy. And I went

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<v Speaker 1>and I sent they wired me money, like eighteen hundred

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<v Speaker 1>dollars of their money, and I sent it all in

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<v Speaker 1>an envelope. But I had sent envelopes that never that

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<v Speaker 1>never arrived, and I took the loss myself before before this.

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<v Speaker 1>So this particular envelope, I sent nine thousand hits in

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<v Speaker 1>this envelope, and I put several different envelopes in it,

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<v Speaker 1>and one was for a friend of mine, one was

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<v Speaker 1>for somebody that somebody else that just was with a

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<v Speaker 1>blank person. One was for two thousand hits, which was

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<v Speaker 1>for my father. But my father was he didn't look

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<v Speaker 1>at it like he was doing anything. It was like

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<v Speaker 1>an envelope, you know. He never did all the steed,

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<v Speaker 1>so he was just getting some for a friend of his.

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<v Speaker 1>So but he knew it was coming, you know. But

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<v Speaker 1>I sent it all in one big envelope with more

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<v Speaker 1>with envelopes inside it, and I sent it to this

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<v Speaker 1>guy's business. Well when it was delivered, the dea or

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<v Speaker 1>whoever the officers delivered it. And at this guy's business,

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<v Speaker 1>and he knew me, says I was a kid, and

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<v Speaker 1>my father knew him since he was a kid, and

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<v Speaker 1>he basically cooperated right on the spot. So he called

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<v Speaker 1>my father and said, hey, come down here. So my

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<v Speaker 1>father did, and he basically threw the envelope in my

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<v Speaker 1>father's car, and then he convinced my father to walk

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<v Speaker 1>around with him at their business, trying to get him

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<v Speaker 1>to incriminate. I think that's the word himself. So my

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<v Speaker 1>father said something, Yeah, I'm just getting that. It's just

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<v Speaker 1>an envelope. I'm bringing to a friend. That's all my

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<v Speaker 1>father really said, and that's all he was really doing.

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<v Speaker 1>So they arrested him as soon as he said that.

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<v Speaker 1>They came and arrest him.

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<v Speaker 2>Right.

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<v Speaker 1>They were there hidden and they arrested my father and

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<v Speaker 1>I had a good friend of mine, they arrested him.

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<v Speaker 1>There was only five hundred hits was for him. He

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<v Speaker 1>ended up doing five years himself. This guy and my

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<v Speaker 1>father ended up being sentenced to ten years for this charge.

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<v Speaker 1>And he had about a year and have to go home.

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<v Speaker 1>And he died in prison of a heart attack at

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<v Speaker 1>the age of fifty three and April seventeen, two thousand

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<v Speaker 1>and one. So when I sent all this stuff. Then

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<v Speaker 1>I had warrants for sending that.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, now it's a federal crime because you sent

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<v Speaker 2>it through the mail.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, actually I sent it ups so it wasn't a

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<v Speaker 1>federal offense. But I was traveling the country and they

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<v Speaker 1>couldn't catch me, so I guess it was originally going

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<v Speaker 1>to be a state crime. And my father was arrested

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<v Speaker 1>and posted his bond as a state crime, but they

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<v Speaker 1>wouldn't release him because they decided to let the federal

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<v Speaker 1>take over my So eventually my father was able to

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<v Speaker 1>get a bond, and when I was arrested, I had

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<v Speaker 1>no bond, none, not a million, not ten million, whatever,

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<v Speaker 1>zero bond. And I also knew that once I was

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<v Speaker 1>arrested that I was I was going to go away

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<v Speaker 1>for a long time. This time, see, I had two

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<v Speaker 1>prior sales of LSD, and when I went to court,

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<v Speaker 1>they offered me eighteen months in prison or three years

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<v Speaker 1>for robation. So I took the three years for probation.

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<v Speaker 1>I pled guilty, took three years probation, and then they

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<v Speaker 1>took me to the other one and they actually wanted

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<v Speaker 1>to give me three years in prison, and I told

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<v Speaker 1>him I was never even in their town, which they

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<v Speaker 1>can verify, and I'd like to have a speedy trial

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<v Speaker 1>and go to trial. And then several months later I

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<v Speaker 1>told him I would be willing to plead guilty if

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<v Speaker 1>you ran at concurrent probation with the one in Penelos County.

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<v Speaker 1>Even though I was not the person that would drove

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<v Speaker 1>up there. They arrested. It was a friend of mine

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<v Speaker 1>that drove up there, and they arrested him and he

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<v Speaker 1>pled guilty in the whole nine yards. So after it

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<v Speaker 1>was like a week before we were going to go

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<v Speaker 1>to trial, they said, okay, you can plead guilty today.

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<v Speaker 1>Matter of fact, the judge was upset that I was

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<v Speaker 1>going to plead guilty. It was a female judge, and

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<v Speaker 1>she says, you could plead no contest and I will

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<v Speaker 1>give you adjudication of guilt withheld and give you three

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<v Speaker 1>years probation concurrent to your other three years probation. So

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<v Speaker 1>I pled no contest, okay. So then within six months

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<v Speaker 1>at that time, I ended up going to some shows again,

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<v Speaker 1>and I was really only had a couple of guys,

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<v Speaker 1>This guy UH named Jeff Rhodes that I sold to

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<v Speaker 1>on this charge that ended up setting me up, and

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<v Speaker 1>I had like one or two other guys that I

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<v Speaker 1>sold to.

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<v Speaker 2>That was it.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, it was just my friends. It wasn't like

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<v Speaker 1>this big, big thing. I wasn't this big person that

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<v Speaker 1>they seem like to make me out to be.

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<v Speaker 2>But and I want to just jump in here for

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<v Speaker 2>a second, because you know, the the cynic out there

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<v Speaker 2>would be listening and go, Wow, this guy who's selling

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<v Speaker 2>LSD and it's against the law and this and that,

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<v Speaker 2>blah blah blah. We have people, all kinds of people

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<v Speaker 2>who listen to the show, and they all have their

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<v Speaker 2>own unique viewpoints on these two issues. But for those people,

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<v Speaker 2>I would ask them to consider the fact that it

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<v Speaker 2>was a total four thousand dollars involved, right, and we

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<v Speaker 2>spent as a country to keep you locked up for

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<v Speaker 2>twenty six years. We spent probably close to a million

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<v Speaker 2>and a half taxpayer dollars, not to mention the lost

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<v Speaker 2>income that we might have gotten from being out and

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<v Speaker 2>getting a job and working, paying taxes, you know, not

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<v Speaker 2>to mention your dad's ten years in prison. I mean,

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<v Speaker 2>the implications of this across the board, it's you know,

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<v Speaker 2>I guess when you edit all up, it's probably more

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<v Speaker 2>than a couple million bucks that we spent to lock

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<v Speaker 2>up a guy who probably needed to go to rehab,

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<v Speaker 2>which was you. You know, I mean, I don't I

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<v Speaker 2>can't go back and judge you from back then, but

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<v Speaker 2>you know, it sounds like you had to you know,

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<v Speaker 2>you had a drug issue, and at some point you

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<v Speaker 2>probably would have had to get some help for that.

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<v Speaker 2>But I think that's my personal feeling is that that's

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<v Speaker 2>how we should approach drugs. You should approach them as

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<v Speaker 2>a medical problem, not a criminal justice problem. And they

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<v Speaker 2>do that in certain parts of the world, like Portugal,

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<v Speaker 2>and they have no issues whatsoever right that all drugs

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<v Speaker 2>are legal there. Nobody cares. There's no there's no increase

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<v Speaker 2>in crime, there's no increase in overdoses, there's no Every

0:13:31.000 --> 0:13:34.000
<v Speaker 2>social scienceist that has studied it has found that when

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<v Speaker 2>they decriminalized it, which was in two thousand, all those

0:13:37.440 --> 0:13:40.840
<v Speaker 2>things actually were affected positively. The crime rate went down,

0:13:42.200 --> 0:13:45.440
<v Speaker 2>you know, drug use went down, overdoses went down, and

0:13:45.480 --> 0:13:49.040
<v Speaker 2>it went down not only for small countries. They compared

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<v Speaker 2>it to European countries and world countries like It's just

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<v Speaker 2>that all the evidence shows that this is the only

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<v Speaker 2>saying strategy is to treat drugs as a medical problem.

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<v Speaker 2>If you get behind the wheel and your high as

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<v Speaker 2>a kite and you hurt somebody, then I believed and

0:14:04.760 --> 0:14:06.760
<v Speaker 2>you have to be punished in some way, right Or

0:14:06.800 --> 0:14:09.120
<v Speaker 2>if you do anything to hurt somebody, and if you

0:14:09.160 --> 0:14:12.079
<v Speaker 2>act in a way that's irresponsible to anyone other than yourself,

0:14:12.480 --> 0:14:14.839
<v Speaker 2>then you know, we have to as a society look

0:14:14.880 --> 0:14:18.680
<v Speaker 2>at that. But for someone who is not harming anybody else,

0:14:19.880 --> 0:14:22.600
<v Speaker 2>not you know, selling it to little school children or

0:14:22.680 --> 0:14:27.680
<v Speaker 2>doing anything. You know, don't get me started, But anyway,

0:14:27.800 --> 0:14:33.600
<v Speaker 2>your experience is a is an extreme example of what's

0:14:33.640 --> 0:14:37.440
<v Speaker 2>wrong with our sentencing laws and with our approach to

0:14:37.600 --> 0:14:43.480
<v Speaker 2>drugs in general. And it is also an example of

0:14:44.000 --> 0:14:47.840
<v Speaker 2>something that's such a strange dichotomy because here you were

0:14:48.640 --> 0:14:51.560
<v Speaker 2>someone who is sort of a free spirit music lover.

0:14:51.840 --> 0:14:54.520
<v Speaker 2>I'm a music lover. I never liked the Grateful Dead personally,

0:14:54.760 --> 0:14:56.440
<v Speaker 2>I was a whole morning to the hard rock stuff,

0:14:56.480 --> 0:15:01.320
<v Speaker 2>but whatever, and then you end up being put in

0:15:01.760 --> 0:15:07.240
<v Speaker 2>going from this sort of hippie dippy lifestyle, flower power whatever,

0:15:08.040 --> 0:15:12.080
<v Speaker 2>into literally some of the most harsh conditions that any

0:15:12.120 --> 0:15:15.440
<v Speaker 2>human being can or ever would endure. And I want

0:15:15.480 --> 0:15:17.320
<v Speaker 2>to talk about that, because it's important for people to

0:15:17.480 --> 0:15:22.000
<v Speaker 2>understand what that's like and the concept of putting non

0:15:22.120 --> 0:15:26.800
<v Speaker 2>violent offenders like yourself into maximum security prisons, which is

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<v Speaker 2>so wrong on so many levels. But before we get

0:15:29.280 --> 0:15:32.840
<v Speaker 2>to that, tim so there's another problem with your case

0:15:32.880 --> 0:15:36.080
<v Speaker 2>that we find over and over again in wrongful conviction cases,

0:15:36.160 --> 0:15:40.119
<v Speaker 2>which is the lack of adequate counsel. And your attorney

0:15:40.560 --> 0:15:43.560
<v Speaker 2>actually sold you down the river in a very meaningful way.

0:15:43.600 --> 0:15:45.280
<v Speaker 2>And can you talk about that because did you have

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<v Speaker 2>a public defender?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, he was a public defender, but he was also

0:15:49.440 --> 0:15:52.800
<v Speaker 1>a private attorney that the government hired. It's kind of

0:15:52.840 --> 0:15:56.560
<v Speaker 1>a strange situation because my father hired a very good

0:15:56.680 --> 0:16:03.040
<v Speaker 1>attorney in Florida name Frank Osada. And as soon as

0:16:03.960 --> 0:16:08.480
<v Speaker 1>we played guilty, you know I was gonna plead guilty. Anyway,

0:16:09.240 --> 0:16:11.360
<v Speaker 1>I knew I was going to be in prison until

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<v Speaker 1>at least twenty twelve, which because I happened to believe

0:16:15.280 --> 0:16:19.600
<v Speaker 1>in some of the stuff that Jerry Garcia and Terrence

0:16:19.640 --> 0:16:22.640
<v Speaker 1>McKenna had spoke about that date, So I knew I

0:16:22.680 --> 0:16:25.040
<v Speaker 1>was going to be in prison until then at least. Anyways,

0:16:25.080 --> 0:16:31.440
<v Speaker 1>but I listened to my father in some levels. In

0:16:31.840 --> 0:16:36.160
<v Speaker 1>one level and his attorney and his attorney basically said

0:16:36.160 --> 0:16:38.400
<v Speaker 1>we should plead guilty, and my father was looking at

0:16:38.400 --> 0:16:42.440
<v Speaker 1>it through another another way too. I wanted I didn't

0:16:42.440 --> 0:16:45.320
<v Speaker 1>want to go to trial because I actually believed LSD

0:16:45.480 --> 0:16:50.240
<v Speaker 1>to be a sacrament, you know, which is something that

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<v Speaker 1>I'm sure there's a lot of argument to go on

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<v Speaker 1>both ways on that. But they did take Ayahaska to

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<v Speaker 1>the Supreme Court in two thousand and six and recognize

0:17:00.960 --> 0:17:04.040
<v Speaker 1>it as a sacrament to certain people, which is very similar.

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<v Speaker 2>So I just so that's now considered a religious ceremony.

0:17:08.440 --> 0:17:13.159
<v Speaker 1>Right, Yeah, it's considered religious ceremony. Ayahuasca. It's spelled a

0:17:13.359 --> 0:17:16.159
<v Speaker 1>ya h u a sca, and it's went to the

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<v Speaker 1>Supreme Court and it's legal in this country as a sacrament.

0:17:19.560 --> 0:17:22.800
<v Speaker 1>They use the same argument that the Native Americans use

0:17:22.960 --> 0:17:25.080
<v Speaker 1>for payote, and they took it and the guy that

0:17:25.200 --> 0:17:28.360
<v Speaker 1>owned Segum's Bottle company, Jeff Brawmnfman, I think I think

0:17:28.359 --> 0:17:30.560
<v Speaker 1>his name is, he took it to the Supreme Court

0:17:30.600 --> 0:17:34.800
<v Speaker 1>and he won. So it's regulated. But they're doing a

0:17:34.800 --> 0:17:37.359
<v Speaker 1>good job. They said, they don't want the same thing

0:17:37.400 --> 0:17:39.200
<v Speaker 1>that happened with LSD. They don't want it to happen

0:17:39.200 --> 0:17:42.440
<v Speaker 1>with Ayahuascas, so it's very controlled. You have to really

0:17:42.480 --> 0:17:46.280
<v Speaker 1>go through a ceremony and prepare yourself for it, you know.

0:17:46.640 --> 0:17:51.840
<v Speaker 1>But it's very similar, probably more potent in the experience

0:17:51.920 --> 0:17:53.679
<v Speaker 1>than LSD. And it's legal.

0:17:54.080 --> 0:17:56.639
<v Speaker 2>Right. What a strange psychotomy, right, I mean? And what

0:17:56.720 --> 0:17:58.919
<v Speaker 2>a weird society we are when you look at the

0:17:58.960 --> 0:18:02.879
<v Speaker 2>fact that alcohol causes you know, tens of thousands of

0:18:02.920 --> 0:18:04.680
<v Speaker 2>deaths every year, if not one hundreds of thousands. I

0:18:04.680 --> 0:18:07.160
<v Speaker 2>don't even know the numbers, but it's a lot, and

0:18:07.240 --> 0:18:09.800
<v Speaker 2>it causes violence, and it causes people to misbehave in

0:18:09.880 --> 0:18:12.720
<v Speaker 2>all sorts of ways, all of which are negative for

0:18:12.880 --> 0:18:16.520
<v Speaker 2>society and their own families and their health and everything else.

0:18:16.920 --> 0:18:20.399
<v Speaker 2>And yet it's totally legal, right, And yet we have

0:18:20.480 --> 0:18:23.800
<v Speaker 2>other drugs like marijuana which are still which is you know,

0:18:24.000 --> 0:18:26.320
<v Speaker 2>obviously we're making a lot of progress, and this is

0:18:26.320 --> 0:18:28.240
<v Speaker 2>something I've been working on for a long time and

0:18:28.280 --> 0:18:31.600
<v Speaker 2>advocating for, but you know, there's still people serving life

0:18:31.640 --> 0:18:35.080
<v Speaker 2>in prison in America for marijuana like that. What in

0:18:35.200 --> 0:18:37.639
<v Speaker 2>the fuck is going on with that? I mean? People,

0:18:37.720 --> 0:18:39.400
<v Speaker 2>I say that to people and they're like, huh, No,

0:18:39.480 --> 0:18:41.760
<v Speaker 2>that doesn't make any sense. Yet we have more than

0:18:41.800 --> 0:18:43.960
<v Speaker 2>sixty percent of Americans now live in a community where

0:18:44.119 --> 0:18:47.920
<v Speaker 2>at least some form of medical or recreational marijuana is legal,

0:18:48.080 --> 0:18:49.840
<v Speaker 2>and yet we have people who are serving life in

0:18:49.880 --> 0:18:52.800
<v Speaker 2>prison and getting arrested every day. Tens of thousand of

0:18:52.800 --> 0:18:55.600
<v Speaker 2>people every week, every month get arrested for marijuana. It's

0:18:55.720 --> 0:18:59.240
<v Speaker 2>nuts and goes back to what you were talking about before. So,

0:18:59.240 --> 0:19:02.199
<v Speaker 2>so you came from a place of believing that what

0:19:02.240 --> 0:19:06.720
<v Speaker 2>you were doing really wasn't wrong because of the fact

0:19:06.760 --> 0:19:09.800
<v Speaker 2>that you looked at this and granted, you know, okay,

0:19:10.359 --> 0:19:13.400
<v Speaker 2>you know, people will have I'm sure very different opinions

0:19:13.480 --> 0:19:16.480
<v Speaker 2>on that, but I can understand where you're coming from.

0:19:16.960 --> 0:19:20.359
<v Speaker 2>But I want to fast forward a little bit to

0:19:20.400 --> 0:19:24.480
<v Speaker 2>the trial itself, because didn't your attorney give you literally

0:19:24.520 --> 0:19:27.160
<v Speaker 2>the worst advice that any attorney has ever given anybody,

0:19:27.160 --> 0:19:28.840
<v Speaker 2>which was the please guilty.

0:19:29.400 --> 0:19:31.639
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, Actually he gave me worst advice than that. He

0:19:31.680 --> 0:19:35.159
<v Speaker 1>wanted me to cooperate, go against my father and they

0:19:35.200 --> 0:19:38.600
<v Speaker 1>would give me ten years, you know. So that was

0:19:38.600 --> 0:19:41.119
<v Speaker 1>his first conversation I ever had with him, and I'm like,

0:19:42.040 --> 0:19:43.720
<v Speaker 1>I called my father as soon as I was done

0:19:43.720 --> 0:19:47.199
<v Speaker 1>with that conversation. My father was had a bond and

0:19:47.240 --> 0:19:50.080
<v Speaker 1>he was home and I went and called him. I says, yeah,

0:19:50.080 --> 0:19:52.919
<v Speaker 1>this is what this attorney just told me. You know,

0:19:53.520 --> 0:19:56.679
<v Speaker 1>they offered me ten years to go against you. And

0:19:56.720 --> 0:19:59.280
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, of course, I'm just telling you. Of course

0:19:59.320 --> 0:20:03.720
<v Speaker 1>I'm not going to do nothing like that. And yeah,

0:20:03.760 --> 0:20:08.080
<v Speaker 1>he gave me bad advice. And I was his last

0:20:08.119 --> 0:20:10.639
<v Speaker 1>case that he was taken on as for the government.

0:20:10.760 --> 0:20:13.040
<v Speaker 1>He started private practice after my case.

0:20:12.840 --> 0:20:15.040
<v Speaker 2>So he's pretty conflicted.

0:20:16.000 --> 0:20:19.680
<v Speaker 1>I mean, it's a sad story that the laws of

0:20:19.760 --> 0:20:23.720
<v Speaker 1>this country are made to hand somebody a life sentence

0:20:23.920 --> 0:20:28.560
<v Speaker 1>for this small amount. Well maybe it's a large amount.

0:20:28.560 --> 0:20:30.879
<v Speaker 1>It just all depends on the way you look at it.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, if you look at it in terms of monetary value,

0:20:33.359 --> 0:20:34.800
<v Speaker 2>it's a small amount. If you look at it in

0:20:34.880 --> 0:20:37.840
<v Speaker 2>terms of the sheer numbers, it's a large amount. But

0:20:38.160 --> 0:20:40.120
<v Speaker 2>you know, it's an amount that most people will never

0:20:40.200 --> 0:20:42.480
<v Speaker 2>ever see or come close to in their lifetimes. But

0:20:43.160 --> 0:20:46.159
<v Speaker 2>at the same time, you know, again I'm of the

0:20:46.160 --> 0:20:49.200
<v Speaker 2>opinion that drugs should be regulated, they should be taxed

0:20:49.400 --> 0:20:52.320
<v Speaker 2>just like alcohol, and they shouldn't be sold to minors,

0:20:53.000 --> 0:20:55.520
<v Speaker 2>and we should have safe spaces for people who are

0:20:55.560 --> 0:20:58.000
<v Speaker 2>heroinauts to to, you know, to do what they need

0:20:58.080 --> 0:21:01.399
<v Speaker 2>to do and not be in the streets. And you know,

0:21:01.560 --> 0:21:04.159
<v Speaker 2>it's been shown that these type of safe injection facilities

0:21:04.600 --> 0:21:08.639
<v Speaker 2>reduce the spread of AIDS and hepatitis drastically, clean needle exchanges.

0:21:08.680 --> 0:21:12.960
<v Speaker 2>Things like that, I don't do drugs. I wish, you know,

0:21:13.680 --> 0:21:16.080
<v Speaker 2>I could wave a magic wand and help every drug

0:21:16.080 --> 0:21:18.359
<v Speaker 2>addict off of drugs that you know that they could.

0:21:18.359 --> 0:21:20.680
<v Speaker 2>I believe we should have rehab facilities available to every

0:21:20.720 --> 0:21:24.240
<v Speaker 2>American who needs it and wants it like a hospital is,

0:21:25.600 --> 0:21:27.720
<v Speaker 2>and we would be a much better society if that

0:21:27.760 --> 0:21:32.080
<v Speaker 2>were the case. But instead we lock people like you

0:21:32.240 --> 0:21:36.080
<v Speaker 2>up for crazy amounts of time. But in your case,

0:21:36.440 --> 0:21:39.560
<v Speaker 2>your attorney told you that you could plead guilty. First

0:21:39.600 --> 0:21:40.919
<v Speaker 2>of all, the idea that he wanted you to testify

0:21:40.920 --> 0:21:43.119
<v Speaker 2>against your father is something I really have to just

0:21:43.200 --> 0:21:45.280
<v Speaker 2>process for a little while. I guess he had to

0:21:45.320 --> 0:21:47.000
<v Speaker 2>offer you that option if it was an option that

0:21:47.080 --> 0:21:49.639
<v Speaker 2>was available to you. You know, he probably had a

0:21:49.760 --> 0:21:51.720
<v Speaker 2>legal duty to tell you about it. He didn't have

0:21:51.760 --> 0:21:53.720
<v Speaker 2>to advise you to do it. But I'm sure he

0:21:53.760 --> 0:21:57.600
<v Speaker 2>did have some sort of a responsibility to tell you

0:21:57.640 --> 0:22:00.320
<v Speaker 2>that that was on the table. You did the only

0:22:00.400 --> 0:22:02.840
<v Speaker 2>right thing that you could do, of course, and that's

0:22:03.000 --> 0:22:05.840
<v Speaker 2>the only honorable thing. And then but then he still

0:22:05.840 --> 0:22:07.760
<v Speaker 2>told you that if you pleaded guilty, you would get

0:22:08.080 --> 0:22:08.840
<v Speaker 2>what not.

0:22:08.960 --> 0:22:13.040
<v Speaker 1>Life twenty one to twenty seven years. I thought, so,

0:22:14.520 --> 0:22:17.320
<v Speaker 1>which is a long time, you know, when you're just

0:22:17.640 --> 0:22:20.760
<v Speaker 1>getting arrested and you're coming in. But I also I

0:22:20.800 --> 0:22:25.160
<v Speaker 1>just had to adapt to my environment and think about, Okay,

0:22:25.200 --> 0:22:26.640
<v Speaker 1>I'm going to be in prison for a long time,

0:22:26.720 --> 0:22:31.240
<v Speaker 1>so regardless, and I really thought about December twenty one,

0:22:31.280 --> 0:22:34.040
<v Speaker 1>twenty twelve. I had on the back of my mind.

0:22:35.240 --> 0:22:37.200
<v Speaker 1>I believed something was going to happen, and maybe I

0:22:37.200 --> 0:22:41.520
<v Speaker 1>would that date would change, you know, like Jerry mentioned,

0:22:41.720 --> 0:22:46.080
<v Speaker 1>or Terrence McKenna, an author, he mentioned, like a global

0:22:46.080 --> 0:22:48.639
<v Speaker 1>shift of consciousness on that date. So I figured, Okay,

0:22:49.080 --> 0:22:50.560
<v Speaker 1>I'm going to be in until then anyway. So it

0:22:50.600 --> 0:22:53.760
<v Speaker 1>doesn't matter if they say twenty years, two life sentences,

0:22:53.960 --> 0:22:56.280
<v Speaker 1>thirty years. It just didn't matter to me at the time.

0:22:56.320 --> 0:23:02.000
<v Speaker 1>I just accepted my fate, you know. Like I had

0:23:02.119 --> 0:23:05.280
<v Speaker 1>a couple of friends also, and I called them up

0:23:05.320 --> 0:23:07.760
<v Speaker 1>and I said, you're never going to hear from me again.

0:23:07.840 --> 0:23:10.760
<v Speaker 1>I'm if anybody ever comes to you ask you any

0:23:10.880 --> 0:23:13.960
<v Speaker 1>questions or anything, just tell them you'll cooperate against me.

0:23:14.440 --> 0:23:16.119
<v Speaker 1>That's what I told some of the people because I

0:23:16.160 --> 0:23:20.520
<v Speaker 1>know I was basically the taking it. I was going

0:23:20.560 --> 0:23:23.600
<v Speaker 1>to jail, you know, I was doing that as a

0:23:23.640 --> 0:23:24.120
<v Speaker 1>long time.

0:23:24.240 --> 0:23:25.840
<v Speaker 2>So you were trying to send a lifeline out to

0:23:25.880 --> 0:23:27.440
<v Speaker 2>some of your friends that might have gotten in trouble.

0:23:27.480 --> 0:23:29.399
<v Speaker 2>That's actually I've never heard that story before. That's a

0:23:29.520 --> 0:23:32.320
<v Speaker 2>very uh, it's extreme. I mean, thoughtful is not the

0:23:32.359 --> 0:23:33.919
<v Speaker 2>right word, is not a strong enough word for it,

0:23:33.960 --> 0:23:36.959
<v Speaker 2>but it's a it's a very grace graceful thing that

0:23:37.000 --> 0:23:42.120
<v Speaker 2>you did, and I tip my hat to you for that.

0:23:42.600 --> 0:23:45.639
<v Speaker 2>So your attorney told you if you pleaded guilty, this

0:23:45.680 --> 0:23:47.600
<v Speaker 2>is what you would get. You were operating under this

0:23:48.040 --> 0:23:50.840
<v Speaker 2>mistaken assumption that this prophecy was real and that you

0:23:50.880 --> 0:23:53.240
<v Speaker 2>would that some magical thing was going to happen on

0:23:54.000 --> 0:23:57.199
<v Speaker 2>that particular date in twenty twelve. Obviously that's not how

0:23:57.240 --> 0:24:00.000
<v Speaker 2>it worked out. So when you when you were sentenced,

0:24:01.960 --> 0:24:04.840
<v Speaker 2>I mean that moment, I guess it.

0:24:04.800 --> 0:24:06.800
<v Speaker 1>Didn't really hit me when I was sentenced when he

0:24:06.840 --> 0:24:10.679
<v Speaker 1>actually said, you know, I send you to life and

0:24:10.720 --> 0:24:13.119
<v Speaker 1>then another life. It didn't really hit me. My sister

0:24:13.160 --> 0:24:16.080
<v Speaker 1>was in the courtroom though, and the officers involved were

0:24:16.080 --> 0:24:18.600
<v Speaker 1>in the courtroom, and as I was walking out of

0:24:18.640 --> 0:24:22.680
<v Speaker 1>the courtroom, you know, I was it was. It didn't

0:24:22.760 --> 0:24:25.040
<v Speaker 1>hit me until I looked at my sister and the

0:24:25.080 --> 0:24:29.640
<v Speaker 1>two guys they were officers. They stood up and high

0:24:29.640 --> 0:24:31.560
<v Speaker 1>fived each other in the middle of the courtroom, and

0:24:31.600 --> 0:24:34.440
<v Speaker 1>my sister saw that, and I'm looking at my sister

0:24:34.480 --> 0:24:36.479
<v Speaker 1>and I basically start I broke down right then. I

0:24:36.520 --> 0:24:39.359
<v Speaker 1>was like, man, this is sad. I'm sad for my sister.

0:24:40.960 --> 0:24:43.120
<v Speaker 1>It's sad to see my sister here right now like that.

0:24:43.320 --> 0:24:47.040
<v Speaker 1>And I walked in, you know, with the marshals, into

0:24:47.040 --> 0:24:50.720
<v Speaker 1>the elevator, and I had some tears going because I've

0:24:50.720 --> 0:24:53.479
<v Speaker 1>seen my sister. It was more to do with her

0:24:53.560 --> 0:24:55.320
<v Speaker 1>than it was for myself.

0:24:55.600 --> 0:25:10.560
<v Speaker 2>You know, that's a crazy thing, but we've heard that

0:25:10.640 --> 0:25:13.359
<v Speaker 2>before on the show, with people at this moment of

0:25:14.080 --> 0:25:17.920
<v Speaker 2>utter despair still thinking more about the people they love

0:25:18.000 --> 0:25:20.280
<v Speaker 2>than about their own predicament, which is sort of a

0:25:20.680 --> 0:25:26.680
<v Speaker 2>really an interesting phenomenon psychological and emotional phenomena that happens.

0:25:26.320 --> 0:25:31.600
<v Speaker 2>But then, you know, then comes another terrible aspect of

0:25:31.640 --> 0:25:34.400
<v Speaker 2>your case, which is something that I know you talk

0:25:34.440 --> 0:25:36.639
<v Speaker 2>about in your speeches, and I know you want to

0:25:36.680 --> 0:25:40.359
<v Speaker 2>talk about today, and I want to talk about today,

0:25:40.359 --> 0:25:41.919
<v Speaker 2>which is the fact that you were sent to some

0:25:41.960 --> 0:25:45.880
<v Speaker 2>of the most dangerous prisons in America as a non

0:25:46.040 --> 0:25:49.800
<v Speaker 2>violent hippie. Right, you still look like a hippie. You

0:25:49.359 --> 0:25:51.280
<v Speaker 2>got you can't hear you can't see him on the radio,

0:25:51.320 --> 0:25:55.040
<v Speaker 2>but he's got long hair in a braid, and you know,

0:25:55.200 --> 0:25:57.760
<v Speaker 2>just sort of has the mannerisms of somebody who is

0:25:58.000 --> 0:26:01.840
<v Speaker 2>just a gentle musical sort of a soul, which I

0:26:01.880 --> 0:26:05.119
<v Speaker 2>recognized from my day job in the music business. So

0:26:06.160 --> 0:26:08.600
<v Speaker 2>how did you deal with this? I mean, what was

0:26:08.640 --> 0:26:10.720
<v Speaker 2>it like when you first went and how did you

0:26:10.800 --> 0:26:13.160
<v Speaker 2>manage to survive? I mean, these are places where people

0:26:13.200 --> 0:26:17.520
<v Speaker 2>are getting stabbed, people are getting beaten, people are getting killed, right,

0:26:17.800 --> 0:26:19.680
<v Speaker 2>and here you are not not I mean you're not

0:26:19.720 --> 0:26:22.360
<v Speaker 2>a small guy, but you're not a big bodybuilder type

0:26:22.400 --> 0:26:24.520
<v Speaker 2>of guy, tough guy whatever. You did grow up in

0:26:24.560 --> 0:26:27.480
<v Speaker 2>a violent you know, back with the background like.

0:26:28.080 --> 0:26:31.440
<v Speaker 1>It started off. I guess it just depends on who

0:26:31.520 --> 0:26:35.399
<v Speaker 1>you befriend when you first go into prison. You know,

0:26:36.240 --> 0:26:39.240
<v Speaker 1>I went. There was a guy from actually from Hell's

0:26:39.320 --> 0:26:43.879
<v Speaker 1>Kitchen in New York named Paulie Shartier. He passed away

0:26:43.920 --> 0:26:48.280
<v Speaker 1>since then, but he took me as a roommate right off,

0:26:48.560 --> 0:26:50.760
<v Speaker 1>you know, right off the bus basically, you know. And

0:26:50.800 --> 0:26:52.760
<v Speaker 1>I came in there with long hair. So he's like, look,

0:26:52.800 --> 0:26:55.959
<v Speaker 1>you gotta shut your you gotta cut your hair first.

0:26:56.080 --> 0:26:59.760
<v Speaker 1>And he schooled me. But he did more than school me.

0:26:59.800 --> 0:27:04.280
<v Speaker 1>He had without me realizing the amount of stuff that

0:27:04.359 --> 0:27:08.919
<v Speaker 1>he did for me, he had like power within the

0:27:08.960 --> 0:27:13.119
<v Speaker 1>prison system. Let's say, you know, if you're a serious

0:27:13.320 --> 0:27:16.760
<v Speaker 1>violent person or whatever, and you've done some serious violent acts,

0:27:17.600 --> 0:27:22.439
<v Speaker 1>then you gained some kind of power more more like

0:27:22.520 --> 0:27:24.960
<v Speaker 1>people are afraid of you. I guess it boils down

0:27:25.000 --> 0:27:27.040
<v Speaker 1>to and he took me in as a roommate and

0:27:27.080 --> 0:27:30.480
<v Speaker 1>he schooled me. And he also had explained to other

0:27:30.520 --> 0:27:36.080
<v Speaker 1>people where I came from. You know, I'm this deadhead.

0:27:36.520 --> 0:27:39.240
<v Speaker 1>I'm you know. He's like, yeah, you're you know. He

0:27:39.320 --> 0:27:41.800
<v Speaker 1>used to he used to be funny to him in

0:27:41.840 --> 0:27:44.600
<v Speaker 1>a way as far as seeing me because I'm like

0:27:44.640 --> 0:27:47.439
<v Speaker 1>this non He's like, you don't belong in here in

0:27:47.480 --> 0:27:53.000
<v Speaker 1>this prison system. And he personally told people that other

0:27:53.040 --> 0:27:55.280
<v Speaker 1>people that had power like to look out for me,

0:27:55.400 --> 0:27:59.840
<v Speaker 1>you know, to like make sure that I don't get

0:27:59.880 --> 0:28:02.200
<v Speaker 1>in anything I wasn't. I didn't do drugs in there.

0:28:02.280 --> 0:28:06.840
<v Speaker 1>I didn't do I didn't borrow things from people and

0:28:06.880 --> 0:28:09.080
<v Speaker 1>not return them. There's a lot of things they say

0:28:09.320 --> 0:28:15.960
<v Speaker 1>when you get to prison, not to do gamble and.

0:28:17.359 --> 0:28:19.280
<v Speaker 2>Tim why do you think that he took such an

0:28:19.280 --> 0:28:21.639
<v Speaker 2>interest in your well being, because it sounds like he,

0:28:22.359 --> 0:28:24.160
<v Speaker 2>at least for a period of time, may have saved

0:28:24.160 --> 0:28:24.560
<v Speaker 2>your life.

0:28:24.600 --> 0:28:26.840
<v Speaker 1>Well, he wasn't the first person. I mean, he was

0:28:26.880 --> 0:28:30.880
<v Speaker 1>the first person, but he wasn't the last. An Italian

0:28:30.880 --> 0:28:34.960
<v Speaker 1>guy that's very well known from New York also, and

0:28:35.040 --> 0:28:38.840
<v Speaker 1>he's he's he took a liking to me too. And

0:28:38.880 --> 0:28:42.720
<v Speaker 1>I started playing tennis with him and three days a week.

0:28:42.560 --> 0:28:45.080
<v Speaker 2>And tennis at tennis in a maxim security prison.

0:28:45.200 --> 0:28:47.640
<v Speaker 1>They did in Atlanta. It took a few years, but

0:28:48.400 --> 0:28:51.200
<v Speaker 1>they had tennis in USP Atlanta when I when I

0:28:51.280 --> 0:28:55.280
<v Speaker 1>arrived there, you know, they actually had tennis courts in there.

0:28:55.960 --> 0:28:58.120
<v Speaker 1>No longer, they have no more tennis than any of

0:28:58.160 --> 0:29:03.040
<v Speaker 1>the prisons, but they had there and handball. And one

0:29:03.080 --> 0:29:05.640
<v Speaker 1>of the things I started doing was playing handball. And

0:29:07.760 --> 0:29:11.160
<v Speaker 1>these guys, you know, had a lot of power on

0:29:11.200 --> 0:29:14.040
<v Speaker 1>the street in the free world, so in prison they

0:29:14.680 --> 0:29:17.560
<v Speaker 1>some of them retained some of that power where nobody

0:29:17.600 --> 0:29:21.840
<v Speaker 1>would mess with them or maybe their friends. So they

0:29:22.800 --> 0:29:28.600
<v Speaker 1>by me playing at daily doing exercise with some people

0:29:28.640 --> 0:29:32.840
<v Speaker 1>that had it was that had a little power in

0:29:32.880 --> 0:29:35.640
<v Speaker 1>the free world, let's say, or even in prison, some

0:29:35.760 --> 0:29:39.239
<v Speaker 1>of the other people would think, well they better not

0:29:39.720 --> 0:29:45.160
<v Speaker 1>you know, approached me in negative ways based on only

0:29:45.200 --> 0:29:48.320
<v Speaker 1>because I befriended some people and not everybody is able

0:29:48.360 --> 0:29:51.440
<v Speaker 1>to befriend you know, some people like that. It's just

0:29:51.480 --> 0:29:55.000
<v Speaker 1>like they kind of like came to me. It's I

0:29:55.000 --> 0:29:57.920
<v Speaker 1>don't really know how it all happened. It was more

0:29:58.000 --> 0:30:02.280
<v Speaker 1>like they they saw somebody. They saw so many they

0:30:02.280 --> 0:30:05.959
<v Speaker 1>didn't feel like that was a real that was like

0:30:06.000 --> 0:30:10.160
<v Speaker 1>a I don't know, I like to say the word convict,

0:30:10.200 --> 0:30:15.840
<v Speaker 1>but in some levels like a criminal. They didn't look

0:30:15.840 --> 0:30:17.800
<v Speaker 1>at me as like a criminal, and they looked at

0:30:17.800 --> 0:30:20.760
<v Speaker 1>me like and I had a life sentence, So there

0:30:21.560 --> 0:30:24.840
<v Speaker 1>they had some compassion for me. I guess yeah, it.

0:30:24.840 --> 0:30:29.800
<v Speaker 2>Sounds like it. It upset their own sense of right

0:30:29.840 --> 0:30:33.240
<v Speaker 2>and wrong to an extent that they felt that they

0:30:33.320 --> 0:30:39.000
<v Speaker 2>could use that influenced power you know, they had in

0:30:39.040 --> 0:30:45.040
<v Speaker 2>that situation to be able to protect you. And that's

0:30:45.080 --> 0:30:47.400
<v Speaker 2>a sort of a little miracle, right, It's sort of

0:30:48.160 --> 0:30:50.920
<v Speaker 2>hope in a hopeless place, I suppose. But you were

0:30:50.960 --> 0:30:54.560
<v Speaker 2>transferred to I mean, you were in a dozen different

0:30:54.600 --> 0:30:57.720
<v Speaker 2>prisons over the time you were locked up, and so

0:30:58.360 --> 0:31:02.080
<v Speaker 2>you know, you couldn't have had a dozen different protectors,

0:31:02.200 --> 0:31:05.560
<v Speaker 2>right And even then, like for you, I know that

0:31:06.040 --> 0:31:10.000
<v Speaker 2>from having read about you at various times, you were

0:31:10.080 --> 0:31:13.760
<v Speaker 2>the winemaker or whatever in the prison, and that managed

0:31:13.800 --> 0:31:17.160
<v Speaker 2>to help you because making a prison hoots or whatever

0:31:18.480 --> 0:31:20.320
<v Speaker 2>to keep you in the good graces of some of

0:31:20.400 --> 0:31:22.760
<v Speaker 2>the other guys who might have you know, been predators

0:31:25.000 --> 0:31:28.400
<v Speaker 2>or tormentors of yours. And that that does lead to

0:31:28.440 --> 0:31:29.800
<v Speaker 2>a good point that I want to make, which is

0:31:29.800 --> 0:31:34.400
<v Speaker 2>that my friend Tony Poppa, who was in prison maxim

0:31:34.440 --> 0:31:36.920
<v Speaker 2>security prison New York for twelve years for a non

0:31:36.960 --> 0:31:40.800
<v Speaker 2>violent first defense, he talks a lot about how, you know,

0:31:40.800 --> 0:31:42.600
<v Speaker 2>there was so much there was so much drugs in

0:31:42.640 --> 0:31:44.960
<v Speaker 2>the prisons that he was in. There were so many

0:31:45.000 --> 0:31:48.040
<v Speaker 2>drugs and as he says, if you can't control the

0:31:48.440 --> 0:31:50.560
<v Speaker 2>flow of drugs in a maximum security prison, how can

0:31:50.640 --> 0:31:52.800
<v Speaker 2>you expect to control it in a free society. And

0:31:52.800 --> 0:31:54.840
<v Speaker 2>I think that really says a lot about the work

0:31:54.840 --> 0:31:57.880
<v Speaker 2>that we do, because just think about that, right, there's

0:31:58.160 --> 0:32:00.560
<v Speaker 2>I don't think there's I mean, for everything, everybody I've

0:32:00.560 --> 0:32:03.360
<v Speaker 2>spoken to, and as you know, hundreds of people by

0:32:03.360 --> 0:32:06.360
<v Speaker 2>now that I know who have served time in different

0:32:06.360 --> 0:32:08.320
<v Speaker 2>prisons around and nobody says that it was hard to

0:32:08.320 --> 0:32:13.720
<v Speaker 2>get access to drugs, which I find remarkable, but it's true.

0:32:13.880 --> 0:32:16.480
<v Speaker 2>And yet we labor under this assumption that if we

0:32:16.600 --> 0:32:19.760
<v Speaker 2>devote enough resources to trying to stop the flow of

0:32:19.840 --> 0:32:23.280
<v Speaker 2>drugs or trying to you know, legislate our way out

0:32:23.280 --> 0:32:25.440
<v Speaker 2>of it or incarcerate our way out of it, that

0:32:25.520 --> 0:32:27.840
<v Speaker 2>somehow others going to reduce the amount of drugs and society.

0:32:28.080 --> 0:32:30.160
<v Speaker 2>It's never worked, it never will work, it never can work.

0:32:30.600 --> 0:32:33.640
<v Speaker 2>So and your your experience is just another example of that.

0:32:33.720 --> 0:32:36.880
<v Speaker 2>But back to your experience. So, so you went from

0:32:36.920 --> 0:32:40.080
<v Speaker 2>prison to prison, you were placed in solitary confinement at

0:32:40.120 --> 0:32:42.240
<v Speaker 2>various times for either things that you did or did

0:32:42.280 --> 0:32:46.040
<v Speaker 2>not do right. And how did I mean? You were

0:32:46.080 --> 0:32:50.280
<v Speaker 2>deprived of basically all almost all the things that a

0:32:50.360 --> 0:32:53.040
<v Speaker 2>human being needs to survive, aside from the fact that.

0:32:53.080 --> 0:32:55.080
<v Speaker 2>I mean, were you you were vegetarian the whole time

0:32:55.120 --> 0:32:55.960
<v Speaker 2>you were in there too.

0:32:56.160 --> 0:32:59.240
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I mean that's an early impossible to do. But yes,

0:33:01.480 --> 0:33:05.520
<v Speaker 1>I starved at times. Literally. That's something that I'd like

0:33:06.400 --> 0:33:09.160
<v Speaker 1>to bring awareness to, Like there is some other vegetarians

0:33:09.160 --> 0:33:12.080
<v Speaker 1>in there, vegans in there. There. There actually are a few,

0:33:12.200 --> 0:33:18.320
<v Speaker 1>like a lot of Rastafarians or vegans, and they have

0:33:19.320 --> 0:33:25.240
<v Speaker 1>very limited food choices in there. You know. Towards the

0:33:25.360 --> 0:33:27.600
<v Speaker 1>last couple of years I was in there, they started

0:33:28.200 --> 0:33:31.600
<v Speaker 1>letting people get like tofu and our bomzo beans and

0:33:31.600 --> 0:33:34.200
<v Speaker 1>stuff like that that are vegan. That are the vegetarians.

0:33:35.640 --> 0:33:38.240
<v Speaker 1>But for the most part, for the most of those years,

0:33:38.560 --> 0:33:41.959
<v Speaker 1>they serve like soy, just soy, you know, throw some

0:33:42.000 --> 0:33:46.520
<v Speaker 1>water and some soy and that would be food, you know.

0:33:46.600 --> 0:33:49.840
<v Speaker 1>But for me, I was fortunate where I would I

0:33:50.040 --> 0:33:53.800
<v Speaker 1>ate oatmeal and apples mostly every single day for lunch.

0:33:54.080 --> 0:33:56.200
<v Speaker 1>That was my lunch, you know. I would eat that

0:33:56.400 --> 0:33:58.480
<v Speaker 1>in my room because you can buy oatmeal in the

0:33:58.480 --> 0:34:03.240
<v Speaker 1>commissary and apples sometimes you can get them from the kitchen,

0:34:03.840 --> 0:34:05.560
<v Speaker 1>you know, or you can have somebody to bring them

0:34:05.920 --> 0:34:09.680
<v Speaker 1>to you, I guess. And I would just go out

0:34:09.719 --> 0:34:13.040
<v Speaker 1>and play handball for a lot of years, for like

0:34:13.200 --> 0:34:16.080
<v Speaker 1>the past twenty years, probably I would skip going to

0:34:16.160 --> 0:34:19.040
<v Speaker 1>the real lunch because there's mostly nothing there that I

0:34:19.080 --> 0:34:25.560
<v Speaker 1>would eat. But yeah, and then in a commissary, they

0:34:25.640 --> 0:34:28.960
<v Speaker 1>have a comma saries where inmates can buy food, but

0:34:29.120 --> 0:34:34.879
<v Speaker 1>there's nothing, definitely nothing organic in there. But there's very

0:34:34.920 --> 0:34:37.480
<v Speaker 1>little that's even healthy, you know, Like they might sell

0:34:38.000 --> 0:34:40.720
<v Speaker 1>bags of beans, but even those contain like canola oil

0:34:40.800 --> 0:34:43.880
<v Speaker 1>and other stuff that I don't that I know that's

0:34:44.040 --> 0:34:48.239
<v Speaker 1>unhealthy for you. So, like I said, it's very very

0:34:48.239 --> 0:34:50.960
<v Speaker 1>difficult to eat the way I did. But I I've

0:34:50.960 --> 0:34:55.239
<v Speaker 1>been a vegan for a long time, mostly for because

0:34:55.280 --> 0:34:57.919
<v Speaker 1>I karma, Like I don't like to promote death, even

0:34:57.920 --> 0:35:02.840
<v Speaker 1>of animals, you know, And so you know, that's just

0:35:02.920 --> 0:35:07.520
<v Speaker 1>my choice, and it was a hard choice. But luckily

0:35:07.560 --> 0:35:09.920
<v Speaker 1>I was given another chance. And when I come out

0:35:10.320 --> 0:35:12.800
<v Speaker 1>to the free world here, I cannot believe they have

0:35:12.920 --> 0:35:16.640
<v Speaker 1>vegan restaurants now. Everywhere they have It's amazing. They have

0:35:16.760 --> 0:35:20.040
<v Speaker 1>vegan They have whole foods with vegan food, vegan salad bards,

0:35:20.320 --> 0:35:24.440
<v Speaker 1>I mean, organic food everywhere. It's unbelievable.

0:35:24.480 --> 0:35:26.279
<v Speaker 2>I'm telling you, I eat all that stuff now. I

0:35:26.280 --> 0:35:28.600
<v Speaker 2>eat the Beyond burgers. I eat that. They have these

0:35:28.640 --> 0:35:30.760
<v Speaker 2>things called fruffalo wings. That's my addiction.

0:35:30.880 --> 0:35:32.680
<v Speaker 1>Now is it a cauliflower?

0:35:33.080 --> 0:35:34.719
<v Speaker 2>I think it's made out of cauliflower. It's got a

0:35:34.760 --> 0:35:36.200
<v Speaker 2>bunch of differ stuff in it, but none of it's me.

0:35:36.480 --> 0:35:39.600
<v Speaker 2>And uh, you know, I'm gonna I'm gonna be opening

0:35:40.640 --> 0:35:44.719
<v Speaker 2>a vegan restaurant eventually, and I'm very excited about that too.

0:35:44.760 --> 0:35:47.520
<v Speaker 2>I mean, I'm not I'm I'm almost there, but I'm

0:35:47.520 --> 0:35:49.520
<v Speaker 2>not quite there. I still slip once in a while

0:35:49.600 --> 0:35:52.120
<v Speaker 2>with a little bit of fish or something. But I'm

0:35:52.160 --> 0:35:53.680
<v Speaker 2>on the same page as you. I don't want to

0:35:53.719 --> 0:35:57.719
<v Speaker 2>hurt animals or or anything like that. So you know,

0:35:58.000 --> 0:35:59.520
<v Speaker 2>I'm getting there, you know. But I have a lot

0:35:59.520 --> 0:36:00.880
<v Speaker 2>of respect for people like you. The been able to

0:36:00.920 --> 0:36:02.319
<v Speaker 2>do it for so long, and the fact that you

0:36:02.360 --> 0:36:05.799
<v Speaker 2>were able to do it under those conditions is insane.

0:36:05.920 --> 0:36:09.560
<v Speaker 2>But I'm not perfect, but I'm I'm trying to minimize,

0:36:09.800 --> 0:36:12.640
<v Speaker 2>you know, my impact on the on the animals and

0:36:12.680 --> 0:36:15.000
<v Speaker 2>the oceans and the rest of it. So so I

0:36:15.000 --> 0:36:17.680
<v Speaker 2>look up to you for that. But how did I mean,

0:36:18.000 --> 0:36:19.760
<v Speaker 2>you know, going back to what I was saying before, Tim,

0:36:19.840 --> 0:36:23.840
<v Speaker 2>you know, the deprivation to someone like you who was

0:36:24.800 --> 0:36:27.960
<v Speaker 2>really yours addicted, more addicted to music than drugs, right,

0:36:28.040 --> 0:36:31.240
<v Speaker 2>I mean, and you weren't able to have that experience

0:36:31.239 --> 0:36:34.160
<v Speaker 2>in prison except on a very limited basis at certain times.

0:36:35.840 --> 0:36:40.880
<v Speaker 2>You obviously are someone who is a you know, a

0:36:41.040 --> 0:36:44.120
<v Speaker 2>kind and gentle and loving person, and here it is

0:36:44.600 --> 0:36:47.439
<v Speaker 2>everything is the opposite. Right. You're not able to have

0:36:47.760 --> 0:36:53.200
<v Speaker 2>appropriate forms of physical contact with with with and by

0:36:53.200 --> 0:36:57.440
<v Speaker 2>that I mean whether hugs or you know, romantic relationships.

0:36:58.920 --> 0:37:01.160
<v Speaker 2>You're not able to have any of the things that

0:37:01.360 --> 0:37:05.080
<v Speaker 2>sustained you and sustain you now on the outside, How

0:37:05.120 --> 0:37:09.600
<v Speaker 2>does a person like you go into an environment like

0:37:09.680 --> 0:37:13.280
<v Speaker 2>that and with with actually no prospects of ever getting

0:37:13.320 --> 0:37:18.720
<v Speaker 2>out and maintain sanity, hope, any of it? Like what

0:37:18.719 --> 0:37:21.920
<v Speaker 2>what you know? You're in this like the darkest hole

0:37:21.960 --> 0:37:25.080
<v Speaker 2>that even in solitary confinement, Like, how'd you do that? Well?

0:37:25.239 --> 0:37:27.799
<v Speaker 1>The first time I went in hole in South they

0:37:27.800 --> 0:37:30.840
<v Speaker 1>call it solitary confinement is known as the hole in prison.

0:37:31.239 --> 0:37:32.959
<v Speaker 1>You know, when you're in prison, they state it's the hole.

0:37:34.360 --> 0:37:35.960
<v Speaker 1>The first time I went in there, I was in

0:37:36.000 --> 0:37:39.280
<v Speaker 1>there for thirty seven days. I didn't do anything wrong,

0:37:39.520 --> 0:37:43.960
<v Speaker 1>but there's there's different reasons why you would go to

0:37:44.080 --> 0:37:47.200
<v Speaker 1>the hole. They call it special housing unit, it's called

0:37:47.200 --> 0:37:52.080
<v Speaker 1>a shoe. There's different reasons why. I like, at this

0:37:52.080 --> 0:37:55.600
<v Speaker 1>particular time, there was a guy that was in the

0:37:55.640 --> 0:37:58.760
<v Speaker 1>same living quarters that I lived at, and he actually

0:37:58.800 --> 0:38:01.759
<v Speaker 1>put a knife in not only our room, but like

0:38:01.840 --> 0:38:04.680
<v Speaker 1>four other people's rooms because he didn't like my roommate

0:38:05.080 --> 0:38:08.080
<v Speaker 1>and he didn't like you know, in the nineties, and

0:38:10.360 --> 0:38:13.200
<v Speaker 1>so they locked you. If they find something in your

0:38:13.280 --> 0:38:16.040
<v Speaker 1>room and nobody says it's theirs, my roommate would have

0:38:16.040 --> 0:38:17.480
<v Speaker 1>said it was his if it was his, And if

0:38:17.560 --> 0:38:20.319
<v Speaker 1>I have something that's wrong that I shouldn't have, I

0:38:20.320 --> 0:38:24.279
<v Speaker 1>will say it's mine too. So it wasn't either one

0:38:24.280 --> 0:38:26.479
<v Speaker 1>of ours. And so they took us to the hole.

0:38:26.880 --> 0:38:30.200
<v Speaker 1>I was there for thirty seven days and then they

0:38:30.480 --> 0:38:33.279
<v Speaker 1>let me out. And then another time I went for

0:38:33.440 --> 0:38:36.319
<v Speaker 1>over two months because somebody else was trying to leave

0:38:36.360 --> 0:38:39.400
<v Speaker 1>that prison. So he used my name to say that

0:38:39.440 --> 0:38:43.800
<v Speaker 1>I was like extorting him for to make wine or something.

0:38:43.840 --> 0:38:47.399
<v Speaker 1>You know. It was extorting. I don't. I would never

0:38:47.440 --> 0:38:50.040
<v Speaker 1>extort anybody for anything, you know, And I'm thinking, wow,

0:38:50.400 --> 0:38:52.440
<v Speaker 1>And they shipped the guy I was in the hole

0:38:52.480 --> 0:38:54.719
<v Speaker 1>for two months and two days. And it's just a

0:38:54.760 --> 0:38:59.439
<v Speaker 1>coincidence that it was around August ninth of nineteen ninety five.

0:38:59.480 --> 0:39:02.319
<v Speaker 1>This was right when Jerry Garcia died. I was in

0:39:02.360 --> 0:39:05.319
<v Speaker 1>a hole when he died. And they used to never

0:39:05.360 --> 0:39:09.239
<v Speaker 1>play music, you know, and you could maybe hear one

0:39:09.239 --> 0:39:12.120
<v Speaker 1>of their songs every so often on the music. But

0:39:12.160 --> 0:39:15.440
<v Speaker 1>when he died, they started playing all day for the

0:39:15.480 --> 0:39:17.560
<v Speaker 1>whole day. I was able to listen, you know, I'm

0:39:17.600 --> 0:39:21.319
<v Speaker 1>listening to music on the radio, you know. And that

0:39:21.440 --> 0:39:23.520
<v Speaker 1>started the Grateful Dead Hour, and they started to have

0:39:23.640 --> 0:39:25.799
<v Speaker 1>one hour a week, you know, where I can listen

0:39:25.800 --> 0:39:28.160
<v Speaker 1>to it. Where that helped me, really helped me. But

0:39:29.440 --> 0:39:31.200
<v Speaker 1>at times when I could not listen to it, I

0:39:31.200 --> 0:39:34.920
<v Speaker 1>actually used to use the telephone and call my sister

0:39:34.960 --> 0:39:36.640
<v Speaker 1>and she would play me the song called the Days

0:39:36.640 --> 0:39:39.840
<v Speaker 1>Between It's a Grateful Dead song over the phone, and

0:39:39.880 --> 0:39:42.480
<v Speaker 1>I would it would help me. It was like, oh,

0:39:42.960 --> 0:39:47.280
<v Speaker 1>it would help me, Like maybe someday, somehow somebody will

0:39:49.120 --> 0:39:51.200
<v Speaker 1>help me and I can go back to a show

0:39:51.239 --> 0:39:53.160
<v Speaker 1>where I can be able to listen to him on

0:39:53.200 --> 0:39:58.680
<v Speaker 1>my own, whatever the case may be. So I was,

0:39:58.719 --> 0:40:00.000
<v Speaker 1>like I said, I was in the hole for two

0:40:00.080 --> 0:40:03.239
<v Speaker 1>months in two days over somebody saying that I was

0:40:03.719 --> 0:40:05.479
<v Speaker 1>something to do it whine, But they shipped that guy.

0:40:05.640 --> 0:40:07.600
<v Speaker 1>He wanted to get shipped, and they they did. They

0:40:07.600 --> 0:40:10.719
<v Speaker 1>shipped him. They let me back out, and then I

0:40:10.800 --> 0:40:13.120
<v Speaker 1>was there for seven years, and at the very end

0:40:15.160 --> 0:40:18.479
<v Speaker 1>they tried to say I was. They didn't know for sure,

0:40:18.520 --> 0:40:20.840
<v Speaker 1>but they were saying, just in case, they're going to

0:40:21.040 --> 0:40:24.520
<v Speaker 1>put me in the hole because they thought I was

0:40:24.520 --> 0:40:27.320
<v Speaker 1>friends with these guys that were trying to escape. I

0:40:27.360 --> 0:40:31.239
<v Speaker 1>would never try to leave because it's there's no sense

0:40:31.280 --> 0:40:33.920
<v Speaker 1>of trying to leave, because you're you can't stay away.

0:40:33.960 --> 0:40:38.239
<v Speaker 1>It's like it's weird. I wouldn't never try to try

0:40:38.239 --> 0:40:41.200
<v Speaker 1>to go anywhere. But I had a friend of mine

0:40:41.200 --> 0:40:43.319
<v Speaker 1>that was actually trying to leave, and he had some

0:40:43.320 --> 0:40:47.759
<v Speaker 1>friends and they all they were trying, and they locked

0:40:47.760 --> 0:40:49.239
<v Speaker 1>them all up. And then a month later they came

0:40:49.280 --> 0:40:50.800
<v Speaker 1>and said, well, we're locking you up just in case,

0:40:51.360 --> 0:40:53.080
<v Speaker 1>and they locked me up. And I was in over

0:40:53.320 --> 0:40:54.080
<v Speaker 1>five months.

0:40:54.239 --> 0:40:57.239
<v Speaker 2>Over five months because your friends were trying to escape.

0:40:57.040 --> 0:40:59.560
<v Speaker 1>Because I had one friend that was or whatever, they

0:40:59.600 --> 0:41:02.040
<v Speaker 1>just thought that just in case, they're locking me up,

0:41:02.440 --> 0:41:05.080
<v Speaker 1>just in case. So they locked you up. And back

0:41:05.120 --> 0:41:06.759
<v Speaker 1>then they can ship you if they had a good

0:41:06.840 --> 0:41:09.880
<v Speaker 1>enough reading. So they they just said, all right, you've

0:41:09.880 --> 0:41:11.840
<v Speaker 1>been here long enough, or sending you somewhere else. So

0:41:11.840 --> 0:41:15.120
<v Speaker 1>they sent me to USP Beaumont, which is another one

0:41:15.160 --> 0:41:18.200
<v Speaker 1>of the most serious prisons in the country. Still is

0:41:18.480 --> 0:41:24.560
<v Speaker 1>well now. It's really limited control in there, like there's

0:41:25.840 --> 0:41:29.919
<v Speaker 1>fences everywhere inside there. You're never together with a whole

0:41:29.920 --> 0:41:33.520
<v Speaker 1>prison at one time, so it's very it's still violent

0:41:34.239 --> 0:41:36.440
<v Speaker 1>even with that. I have a friend of mine there

0:41:36.440 --> 0:41:42.640
<v Speaker 1>that actually named Ronald Adcocks that was arrested in nineteen

0:41:42.719 --> 0:41:49.000
<v Speaker 1>eighty and he had a release date in nineteen eighty

0:41:49.040 --> 0:41:53.719
<v Speaker 1>seven and a guy came to him and heard that

0:41:53.840 --> 0:41:57.920
<v Speaker 1>he was gay on the street and he got arrested

0:41:57.960 --> 0:42:01.320
<v Speaker 1>at seventeen years old in nineteen eight. Seventeen years old,

0:42:01.560 --> 0:42:03.640
<v Speaker 1>this guy came and slapped him and says, shay, if

0:42:03.680 --> 0:42:06.200
<v Speaker 1>you're going to be my girl. Basically in prison, so

0:42:06.239 --> 0:42:11.800
<v Speaker 1>he basically killed a guy. You know, I would have

0:42:11.840 --> 0:42:15.520
<v Speaker 1>thought he could have used self defense. But there's people

0:42:15.560 --> 0:42:19.520
<v Speaker 1>in prison that will go to court or trial against you.

0:42:19.560 --> 0:42:22.160
<v Speaker 1>There's some people that will like if somebody gets hurt,

0:42:22.600 --> 0:42:25.680
<v Speaker 1>there's somebody else in a whole other unit. That didn't

0:42:25.680 --> 0:42:27.600
<v Speaker 1>see anything, but they will be willing to testify that

0:42:27.680 --> 0:42:31.000
<v Speaker 1>they saw everything. And apparently he had enough people that

0:42:31.080 --> 0:42:33.120
<v Speaker 1>went against him and they gave him a life sentence,

0:42:33.719 --> 0:42:36.600
<v Speaker 1>and since then he ended up killing two more people.

0:42:37.360 --> 0:42:39.480
<v Speaker 1>There's different reasons why that would happen, but if somebody

0:42:39.800 --> 0:42:45.200
<v Speaker 1>tried you in that manner, you know, he did what

0:42:45.239 --> 0:42:48.160
<v Speaker 1>he did. And so he has three life sentences now

0:42:49.000 --> 0:42:52.120
<v Speaker 1>and he he's about six or four. You know, he

0:42:52.160 --> 0:42:55.520
<v Speaker 1>was a serious person and I ended up befriending him

0:42:56.280 --> 0:43:00.720
<v Speaker 1>in around two thousand and six and since then been friends.

0:43:01.000 --> 0:43:03.600
<v Speaker 1>You know, I've been We've been friends ever since then.

0:43:03.640 --> 0:43:07.439
<v Speaker 1>I actually still talk to him. He's he's I mean,

0:43:07.920 --> 0:43:10.400
<v Speaker 1>his story is interesting because he was arrested at seventeen

0:43:10.480 --> 0:43:13.239
<v Speaker 1>years old. He's never been to seeing a beach in

0:43:13.280 --> 0:43:16.040
<v Speaker 1>his life, and I'm like, there's anything I could do

0:43:16.080 --> 0:43:18.120
<v Speaker 1>ever to help him out. You know, I will and

0:43:18.200 --> 0:43:21.239
<v Speaker 1>I have been, you know, could do whatever I could

0:43:21.239 --> 0:43:22.560
<v Speaker 1>do for him.

0:43:22.640 --> 0:43:25.080
<v Speaker 2>And I want to talk about that too, Tim, because

0:43:25.800 --> 0:43:31.400
<v Speaker 2>before we get to it, though, your nightmare came to

0:43:31.440 --> 0:43:35.320
<v Speaker 2>a very dramatic end, and that's an important thing for

0:43:35.400 --> 0:43:40.279
<v Speaker 2>us to talk about. I have been for as long

0:43:40.320 --> 0:43:45.600
<v Speaker 2>as I've been in this movement an advocate for clemency

0:43:46.719 --> 0:43:51.799
<v Speaker 2>in cases like yours, in mandatory sense, in cases in

0:43:51.880 --> 0:43:56.040
<v Speaker 2>cases of actual innocence. Ironically, paradoxically, those are harder to

0:43:56.040 --> 0:44:03.320
<v Speaker 2>get clemency on, typically because governor and presidents will often

0:44:03.560 --> 0:44:08.320
<v Speaker 2>prefer to let the courts deal with those actual innocence claims.

0:44:08.400 --> 0:44:12.480
<v Speaker 2>It's sort of understandable, but it's easier for them to

0:44:13.040 --> 0:44:16.160
<v Speaker 2>look at a case like yours or so many other

0:44:16.280 --> 0:44:20.640
<v Speaker 2>mandatory sense in cases I've been involved with where it's

0:44:20.680 --> 0:44:27.080
<v Speaker 2>so obviously an affront to justice that someone is serving

0:44:27.160 --> 0:44:32.160
<v Speaker 2>a sentence that is so wildly mismatched with the crime

0:44:32.200 --> 0:44:35.520
<v Speaker 2>that they're convicted of, even if they are guilty. And

0:44:35.520 --> 0:44:37.560
<v Speaker 2>certainly there's a lot of people serving mandatory senses for

0:44:37.600 --> 0:44:42.120
<v Speaker 2>crimes they didn't do. But in cases where someone like

0:44:42.160 --> 0:44:45.279
<v Speaker 2>you actually pleads guilty, or even Lenny Singleton, who I

0:44:45.360 --> 0:44:48.239
<v Speaker 2>was so thrilled to walk out of prison and we

0:44:48.360 --> 0:44:53.560
<v Speaker 2>become friends since in several months ago in Virginia, you

0:44:53.560 --> 0:44:58.600
<v Speaker 2>know who is serving double life for stealing five hundred

0:44:58.600 --> 0:45:02.239
<v Speaker 2>dollars and a handful of dashing grab robberies in which

0:45:02.239 --> 0:45:04.600
<v Speaker 2>no weapon was used and no one was hurt. He's

0:45:04.640 --> 0:45:08.719
<v Speaker 2>another one who pleaded guilty and just judge was in

0:45:08.719 --> 0:45:11.600
<v Speaker 2>a bad mood that day, you know so. But in

0:45:11.680 --> 0:45:18.280
<v Speaker 2>your case, the system it took too long. Justice delayed,

0:45:18.360 --> 0:45:23.080
<v Speaker 2>but justice wasn't denied because ultimately there were a lot

0:45:23.120 --> 0:45:26.120
<v Speaker 2>of people who came to your You know, I guess

0:45:26.160 --> 0:45:28.160
<v Speaker 2>in a certain way, your prayers were answered, right because

0:45:28.160 --> 0:45:31.280
<v Speaker 2>you had a literally an army of people, four hundred

0:45:31.280 --> 0:45:37.120
<v Speaker 2>thousand of them signed petitions. I was one of them,

0:45:37.160 --> 0:45:40.040
<v Speaker 2>asking the president, Yeah, sure, asking him one of four

0:45:40.080 --> 0:45:42.400
<v Speaker 2>hundred thousand. It's good. It's a good army to be

0:45:42.440 --> 0:46:00.799
<v Speaker 2>a part of. So there was an army of people, advocates, lawyers,

0:46:01.160 --> 0:46:04.600
<v Speaker 2>families against mandatory minimums. Again, that's famm dot Org. I

0:46:04.719 --> 0:46:08.200
<v Speaker 2>hope people will go and visit the website who were

0:46:09.680 --> 0:46:14.120
<v Speaker 2>literally begging for your freedom, and those cries were heard

0:46:15.200 --> 0:46:20.120
<v Speaker 2>and you were granted clemency. But I want to hear

0:46:20.200 --> 0:46:24.399
<v Speaker 2>from your perspective what that moment was like and how

0:46:24.440 --> 0:46:28.520
<v Speaker 2>did you find out? Were you expecting it? How did

0:46:28.560 --> 0:46:30.080
<v Speaker 2>you Because this is the flip side, right, we know

0:46:30.120 --> 0:46:32.720
<v Speaker 2>what the misery was of that moment in the courtroom

0:46:32.760 --> 0:46:35.960
<v Speaker 2>where they were, you know, the high fiving and your sister,

0:46:36.080 --> 0:46:39.440
<v Speaker 2>and now this was really the opposite, right, So can

0:46:39.480 --> 0:46:41.440
<v Speaker 2>you explain that scenario.

0:46:42.520 --> 0:46:49.399
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, they were handing out clemencies every I don't think

0:46:49.400 --> 0:46:50.239
<v Speaker 1>there was a set time.

0:46:50.640 --> 0:46:53.240
<v Speaker 2>This is twenty sixteen, yes, President Obama.

0:46:53.400 --> 0:46:57.600
<v Speaker 1>President Obama was granting clemencies, you know, so I think

0:46:57.640 --> 0:47:00.160
<v Speaker 1>he started like forty five and then he and then

0:47:00.160 --> 0:47:01.719
<v Speaker 1>it got to be like one hundred I think at

0:47:01.760 --> 0:47:03.640
<v Speaker 1>one time, or one hundred and eleven I think. And

0:47:03.880 --> 0:47:06.160
<v Speaker 1>the time that they gave that, I was granted it.

0:47:09.280 --> 0:47:11.759
<v Speaker 1>So for me, I was every time they were to

0:47:12.719 --> 0:47:14.759
<v Speaker 1>have a group of clemencies, you know, you want to

0:47:14.800 --> 0:47:16.560
<v Speaker 1>be the first to see if your name's on or

0:47:16.840 --> 0:47:19.520
<v Speaker 1>you know, because we didn't know how they would tell

0:47:19.560 --> 0:47:21.840
<v Speaker 1>you if you was going to have one. So I

0:47:21.840 --> 0:47:23.799
<v Speaker 1>would go and see my note, my name's not on

0:47:23.840 --> 0:47:25.560
<v Speaker 1>that one. My name's not on it. So one day

0:47:25.600 --> 0:47:28.879
<v Speaker 1>I'm sitting in my room. I think I just came

0:47:28.920 --> 0:47:32.120
<v Speaker 1>in from recreation. I'm not sure, but it was that

0:47:33.640 --> 0:47:37.319
<v Speaker 1>it was like at one forty in the afternoon, and

0:47:37.719 --> 0:47:41.080
<v Speaker 1>normally when you're in prison, you can only move for

0:47:41.239 --> 0:47:44.680
<v Speaker 1>ten minute moves, like it's like on the hour. I

0:47:44.680 --> 0:47:46.719
<v Speaker 1>believe it is some places on the hour or some

0:47:46.800 --> 0:47:50.440
<v Speaker 1>and a half hour. So if it's not on the

0:47:50.520 --> 0:47:52.440
<v Speaker 1>right time, they're not going to open the door, and

0:47:52.480 --> 0:47:53.920
<v Speaker 1>you're not gonna go anywhere. You're gonna have to wait

0:47:54.000 --> 0:47:56.560
<v Speaker 1>until the next move, you know, and the next move

0:47:56.640 --> 0:47:59.000
<v Speaker 1>is either at two or two thirty. So they come

0:47:59.040 --> 0:48:03.080
<v Speaker 1>to my door, says you need to go out right

0:48:03.120 --> 0:48:07.000
<v Speaker 1>now and go to R and D. He didn't tell

0:48:07.040 --> 0:48:10.399
<v Speaker 1>me why or anything, so I s all right, I

0:48:10.440 --> 0:48:15.040
<v Speaker 1>walked out there. He opened a door, which is not normal.

0:48:16.239 --> 0:48:19.000
<v Speaker 1>So and then in the center of the prison there's

0:48:19.080 --> 0:48:22.960
<v Speaker 1>a it's called a hut where there's a guard standing

0:48:23.160 --> 0:48:26.759
<v Speaker 1>under there usually. So I walked and he doesn't ask

0:48:26.840 --> 0:48:29.040
<v Speaker 1>me where I'm going or nothing, so apparently he's in

0:48:29.120 --> 0:48:32.080
<v Speaker 1>on whatever this is too, so he didn't say nothing

0:48:32.080 --> 0:48:33.880
<v Speaker 1>to me. It's okay. I walk go to R and

0:48:33.920 --> 0:48:37.520
<v Speaker 1>D and they put me in this room and then

0:48:37.560 --> 0:48:39.239
<v Speaker 1>you know, they locked the door here in this room

0:48:39.239 --> 0:48:42.120
<v Speaker 1>in R and D. So I don't really.

0:48:41.960 --> 0:48:43.840
<v Speaker 2>Know exactly what's R and D.

0:48:44.360 --> 0:48:48.840
<v Speaker 1>R and D is receiving and oh receiving in disyard

0:48:48.920 --> 0:48:52.680
<v Speaker 1>my bat. So they called me in there. So I'm

0:48:52.719 --> 0:48:55.040
<v Speaker 1>sitting there for a few minutes, and then they called

0:48:55.120 --> 0:48:58.920
<v Speaker 1>two other guys that worked at this place, and they

0:48:58.920 --> 0:49:02.880
<v Speaker 1>have called unich or it's basically a factory in prison.

0:49:05.239 --> 0:49:10.440
<v Speaker 1>That's another whole story that's interesting because it's more like

0:49:11.080 --> 0:49:13.839
<v Speaker 1>the more people you lock up that are non violent offenders,

0:49:14.520 --> 0:49:17.000
<v Speaker 1>they can work in these prisons. Like let's say you

0:49:17.080 --> 0:49:21.000
<v Speaker 1>take a small time dealer and put them in prison. Well,

0:49:21.480 --> 0:49:24.600
<v Speaker 1>he doesn't have an income, so for him to get by,

0:49:24.719 --> 0:49:28.279
<v Speaker 1>he might go work for average sixty nine cents an

0:49:28.320 --> 0:49:32.200
<v Speaker 1>hour in a factory they call Unicorn. Anyways, so these

0:49:32.640 --> 0:49:36.759
<v Speaker 1>two guys were working in there and they came in

0:49:36.800 --> 0:49:38.680
<v Speaker 1>the same room as me, so all three of us,

0:49:38.680 --> 0:49:40.879
<v Speaker 1>and I said, hey, can I ask you guys a question?

0:49:40.960 --> 0:49:45.560
<v Speaker 1>Are you guys did you happen to put in clemency petitions?

0:49:46.320 --> 0:49:49.080
<v Speaker 1>And both of them said yes. I said, oh my god,

0:49:49.360 --> 0:49:52.200
<v Speaker 1>this might be a clemency. So they called one of

0:49:52.239 --> 0:49:54.600
<v Speaker 1>them first and they called him into this room. He

0:49:54.640 --> 0:49:57.040
<v Speaker 1>went to an office and he came back by us

0:49:57.080 --> 0:49:59.320
<v Speaker 1>and gave a thumbs up like he just got a clemency.

0:49:59.320 --> 0:50:02.760
<v Speaker 1>And I'm like, this cannot be happened, No way, I can't.

0:50:02.800 --> 0:50:06.480
<v Speaker 1>I cannot believe this. And they called me next, and

0:50:06.520 --> 0:50:10.120
<v Speaker 1>I went in there and it was. There was a

0:50:10.160 --> 0:50:14.400
<v Speaker 1>female a w there assistant warden, and she says, I

0:50:14.440 --> 0:50:17.200
<v Speaker 1>need to put you on his phone on a speakerphone.

0:50:17.480 --> 0:50:21.040
<v Speaker 1>So she puts so she hits it, and then Professor

0:50:21.040 --> 0:50:23.799
<v Speaker 1>Ogilvie at Catholic University gets on the phone. He says,

0:50:23.840 --> 0:50:27.759
<v Speaker 1>mister Tyler. He says, we have some good news from

0:50:27.800 --> 0:50:31.960
<v Speaker 1>you from the parton attorney. President Obama has granted you

0:50:32.000 --> 0:50:36.520
<v Speaker 1>a clemency. And I was I couldn't believe. I couldn't.

0:50:37.320 --> 0:50:40.920
<v Speaker 1>Almost just came back through me again right now. I couldn't.

0:50:41.520 --> 0:50:45.640
<v Speaker 1>I started, uh, like I want to tear up. I said,

0:50:45.640 --> 0:50:47.359
<v Speaker 1>I'm trying to hold it together right now. I said,

0:50:47.360 --> 0:50:48.960
<v Speaker 1>this is this is unreal.

0:50:49.680 --> 0:50:50.839
<v Speaker 2>And did you believe it?

0:50:51.160 --> 0:50:53.320
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I mean I believe it because it's his voice

0:50:53.360 --> 0:50:55.880
<v Speaker 1>and he's talking to me. But I couldn't. I couldn't

0:50:55.880 --> 0:50:59.640
<v Speaker 1>really believe it. It was like a dream. And and

0:51:00.200 --> 0:51:02.840
<v Speaker 1>the woman which she was looking at me like she

0:51:02.880 --> 0:51:05.319
<v Speaker 1>wanted to hug me, you know, which is improper And

0:51:05.719 --> 0:51:09.120
<v Speaker 1>I didn't cross that line, but it was like it

0:51:09.160 --> 0:51:12.480
<v Speaker 1>was genuine a great feeling of energy that she was

0:51:12.560 --> 0:51:16.279
<v Speaker 1>sharing towards me at that time. And I just I

0:51:16.320 --> 0:51:18.120
<v Speaker 1>was like, wow, I'm trying to hold it together. Well,

0:51:18.320 --> 0:51:21.120
<v Speaker 1>he gave me, and then he went into the details

0:51:21.160 --> 0:51:23.640
<v Speaker 1>where I was given a two year date, which with

0:51:23.760 --> 0:51:25.560
<v Speaker 1>the enrollment in our adap.

0:51:27.800 --> 0:51:29.279
<v Speaker 2>To your date, does that mean a two year date,

0:51:29.320 --> 0:51:31.160
<v Speaker 2>a two year release date, you know you had to

0:51:31.160 --> 0:51:32.320
<v Speaker 2>serve another two years.

0:51:32.440 --> 0:51:34.319
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, he gave me. They gave me a clemency. It

0:51:34.400 --> 0:51:38.080
<v Speaker 1>was August thirtieth, twenty sixteen, and he gave me a

0:51:38.120 --> 0:51:42.440
<v Speaker 1>release date, so a two year date, which with the

0:51:42.520 --> 0:51:45.600
<v Speaker 1>enrollment in our APP which is a residential drug and

0:51:45.600 --> 0:51:52.080
<v Speaker 1>alcohol program. So I ended up going into that program.

0:51:53.719 --> 0:51:56.320
<v Speaker 1>But I lived all the way up until that time

0:51:56.640 --> 0:51:59.399
<v Speaker 1>without a release date. You know, I never I didn't

0:51:59.400 --> 0:52:03.239
<v Speaker 1>have a release d I was doing life. So a

0:52:03.280 --> 0:52:05.960
<v Speaker 1>lot of people coming into prison, they have release dates

0:52:06.000 --> 0:52:08.520
<v Speaker 1>like they're gonna go home someday. They know on this

0:52:08.640 --> 0:52:11.720
<v Speaker 1>date and this time, if they can not hurt somebody,

0:52:11.719 --> 0:52:15.239
<v Speaker 1>they're gonna go home, or if they can, you know,

0:52:15.440 --> 0:52:19.000
<v Speaker 1>stay out of mischief trouble, they'll go home. Well, I

0:52:19.120 --> 0:52:23.200
<v Speaker 1>never had that understanding or comprehension before. So he gave

0:52:23.239 --> 0:52:26.760
<v Speaker 1>me a two year date. I went back in my room.

0:52:28.239 --> 0:52:30.360
<v Speaker 1>I couldn't believe it. Actually, I went back in and

0:52:30.400 --> 0:52:32.959
<v Speaker 1>I tried to call my sister and she didn't answer

0:52:33.000 --> 0:52:36.480
<v Speaker 1>the phone. So I called my mother and I caught

0:52:36.520 --> 0:52:39.680
<v Speaker 1>my mom on the phone and I was like, Mom,

0:52:40.400 --> 0:52:42.760
<v Speaker 1>you ain't gonna believe this, but I just got a clemency.

0:52:44.400 --> 0:52:49.400
<v Speaker 1>And my mother was at first, She's like what. And

0:52:49.840 --> 0:52:52.799
<v Speaker 1>then all of a sudden, she I felt like all

0:52:52.880 --> 0:52:58.719
<v Speaker 1>this nervous, negative energy, negative depression that she's had for

0:52:58.760 --> 0:53:01.359
<v Speaker 1>all these years, I felt it like come on her,

0:53:01.400 --> 0:53:04.800
<v Speaker 1>and she realized, Oh my god, I'm going to come home.

0:53:05.040 --> 0:53:06.759
<v Speaker 1>I'm not I'm not going to die in prison. I'm

0:53:06.760 --> 0:53:12.080
<v Speaker 1>going to make it home. And it was just this

0:53:12.160 --> 0:53:15.759
<v Speaker 1>feeling that I can I can't even put it down

0:53:16.120 --> 0:53:22.200
<v Speaker 1>the way it really was. So I ended that conversation

0:53:22.239 --> 0:53:24.800
<v Speaker 1>with my mom and changed her whole life.

0:53:26.960 --> 0:53:29.200
<v Speaker 2>And look at what she went through, right, losing you

0:53:29.280 --> 0:53:34.880
<v Speaker 2>and your dad at the same time. As far I mean, yeah,

0:53:35.120 --> 0:53:35.600
<v Speaker 2>I'm just.

0:53:36.719 --> 0:53:39.200
<v Speaker 1>For many years my mother had says, I didn't raise

0:53:39.239 --> 0:53:42.680
<v Speaker 1>you to do all your life in prison. I didn't

0:53:42.760 --> 0:53:46.239
<v Speaker 1>raise you for that. I believed there's something more for

0:53:46.280 --> 0:53:48.680
<v Speaker 1>you to be doing here than serving all your life

0:53:48.719 --> 0:53:49.120
<v Speaker 1>in prison.

0:53:49.320 --> 0:53:56.960
<v Speaker 2>Well she was right, as it turns out, and.

0:53:54.040 --> 0:53:56.680
<v Speaker 1>So a few several hours later, I called my sister,

0:53:57.360 --> 0:53:59.600
<v Speaker 1>and when I called her, I know she already had

0:53:59.640 --> 0:54:04.160
<v Speaker 1>heard a new because at a certain time, whenever they

0:54:04.200 --> 0:54:09.319
<v Speaker 1>give out clemency to people, it goes all over the

0:54:09.320 --> 0:54:11.560
<v Speaker 1>internet of who's going to get it and all that.

0:54:11.760 --> 0:54:16.680
<v Speaker 1>So I couldn't catch her until like eight pm that

0:54:16.840 --> 0:54:19.680
<v Speaker 1>night on the East Coast time, which is five her time.

0:54:20.280 --> 0:54:22.440
<v Speaker 1>And when she answered her phone, I said, Carrie, I

0:54:22.440 --> 0:54:25.440
<v Speaker 1>got to clemency in this, But she didn't have that

0:54:25.600 --> 0:54:28.799
<v Speaker 1>genuine feeling of knowing it that I just told it

0:54:28.840 --> 0:54:31.080
<v Speaker 1>to her, so I knew, but she did have I

0:54:31.080 --> 0:54:34.600
<v Speaker 1>think it was NBC at her house or Las Vegas.

0:54:34.719 --> 0:54:39.000
<v Speaker 1>NBC was at her house actually recording when I called her,

0:54:39.400 --> 0:54:43.600
<v Speaker 1>So I told her the story about my mom that

0:54:43.680 --> 0:54:48.279
<v Speaker 1>I just revealed to you. And they actually played that

0:54:49.400 --> 0:54:52.160
<v Speaker 1>thing over the internet or over the NBC, that news

0:54:52.160 --> 0:54:54.080
<v Speaker 1>when I was telling a story about my mom. Because

0:54:54.560 --> 0:54:57.960
<v Speaker 1>when I called my sisters, she already knew, so they

0:54:58.040 --> 0:55:00.000
<v Speaker 1>recorded that all this. So that was interesting.

0:55:00.120 --> 0:55:02.640
<v Speaker 2>And then and what was the reaction of the other

0:55:02.680 --> 0:55:05.800
<v Speaker 2>guys in prison, because word must have spread. Were they angry?

0:55:06.000 --> 0:55:08.480
<v Speaker 2>Were they bitter? Were they resentful? Well?

0:55:09.120 --> 0:55:10.960
<v Speaker 1>Actually happy? When I went back into the unit, and

0:55:11.000 --> 0:55:12.560
<v Speaker 1>I told a couple of guys and then they all

0:55:12.640 --> 0:55:18.399
<v Speaker 1>saw it later on the everybody gets these downloads from

0:55:18.520 --> 0:55:22.160
<v Speaker 1>the internet. We actually have internet in federal prison since

0:55:22.960 --> 0:55:25.560
<v Speaker 1>not the Internet but email, you know, you go to

0:55:25.600 --> 0:55:27.640
<v Speaker 1>core links dot com and you can email somebody that's

0:55:27.680 --> 0:55:33.760
<v Speaker 1>in federal prison. And there's actually can do clemency foundation.

0:55:33.840 --> 0:55:36.600
<v Speaker 1>I was mentioned in earlier where Amy and there's in

0:55:36.800 --> 0:55:40.080
<v Speaker 1>her East Coast affiliate is this guy named Elik King,

0:55:40.640 --> 0:55:44.439
<v Speaker 1>and he's in Atlanta, and he actually writes like over

0:55:44.480 --> 0:55:47.239
<v Speaker 1>four hundred people that are in prison daily and he

0:55:47.360 --> 0:55:51.080
<v Speaker 1>calls it lighting up our Blue there's a blue light

0:55:51.320 --> 0:55:53.759
<v Speaker 1>you know when we when you have a message, Like

0:55:53.840 --> 0:55:56.440
<v Speaker 1>you can walk by these computers in prison. There's like

0:55:56.520 --> 0:55:59.480
<v Speaker 1>five of them in your unit where you live usually

0:56:00.120 --> 0:56:02.120
<v Speaker 1>and if you go buy and you type in your number,

0:56:02.239 --> 0:56:04.400
<v Speaker 1>it'll show it'll be a blue light if you have

0:56:04.800 --> 0:56:08.959
<v Speaker 1>messages from the free world. So he would actually send

0:56:08.960 --> 0:56:11.439
<v Speaker 1>messages and he still does to over four hundred people

0:56:11.480 --> 0:56:15.040
<v Speaker 1>every single day, and I was one of them. And

0:56:15.160 --> 0:56:19.279
<v Speaker 1>so he would actually send us who who got the clemencies,

0:56:19.320 --> 0:56:21.480
<v Speaker 1>what they were charged for, their release dates, the whole

0:56:21.560 --> 0:56:26.279
<v Speaker 1>nine yards. So I saw my name there that day.

0:56:26.320 --> 0:56:28.560
<v Speaker 1>You know, that night, there's my name and everybody could

0:56:28.600 --> 0:56:30.520
<v Speaker 1>see that. But when I walked into the unit, I

0:56:30.520 --> 0:56:32.880
<v Speaker 1>couldn't help. I was like, oh my god, I just

0:56:33.560 --> 0:56:35.640
<v Speaker 1>I got out of clemency just now, and everybody was

0:56:35.840 --> 0:56:39.440
<v Speaker 1>so happy. Oh I'm so happy. Oh man. It wasn't

0:56:39.480 --> 0:56:42.319
<v Speaker 1>like they hate. They weren't hating on anybody. Anybody that

0:56:42.400 --> 0:56:43.720
<v Speaker 1>got They were so happy.

0:56:43.960 --> 0:56:44.200
<v Speaker 3>You know.

0:56:44.440 --> 0:56:46.839
<v Speaker 2>That's good to hear. And by the way, I'm glad

0:56:46.880 --> 0:56:49.600
<v Speaker 2>you mentioned that because I do get asked by people

0:56:49.680 --> 0:56:51.839
<v Speaker 2>and I encourage people to write to people who are

0:56:51.840 --> 0:56:54.239
<v Speaker 2>on the inside. And this sounds like a good time

0:56:54.280 --> 0:56:57.440
<v Speaker 2>to talk about that. Because what's the name of the foundation.

0:56:57.560 --> 0:56:58.840
<v Speaker 2>It's can Do Foundation.

0:56:59.280 --> 0:57:02.440
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I can do Clemency, or it could be just

0:57:02.560 --> 0:57:06.320
<v Speaker 1>can do Foundations at c A N Capital c A

0:57:06.560 --> 0:57:07.480
<v Speaker 1>N d O.

0:57:08.239 --> 0:57:10.000
<v Speaker 2>You know, can do Foundations. I want to put in

0:57:10.040 --> 0:57:11.560
<v Speaker 2>a plug for them because if you go to their site,

0:57:11.600 --> 0:57:14.600
<v Speaker 2>they can give you some instructions as to how to uh,

0:57:15.320 --> 0:57:17.880
<v Speaker 2>how to reach out and and you know, make somebody's

0:57:17.960 --> 0:57:19.920
<v Speaker 2>day a little brighter on the inside. Because I know

0:57:20.040 --> 0:57:23.560
<v Speaker 2>from the people that I'm in communication with, it does

0:57:23.640 --> 0:57:26.280
<v Speaker 2>make a big difference to know that someone you know

0:57:27.120 --> 0:57:29.760
<v Speaker 2>there are people out there that care about you and

0:57:29.760 --> 0:57:32.440
<v Speaker 2>and are fighting for you, and I'm hearing it, of

0:57:32.440 --> 0:57:43.400
<v Speaker 2>course from you now in such a powerful way. So okay,

0:57:43.760 --> 0:57:47.640
<v Speaker 2>so it's and for anyone listening, please go to can

0:57:47.760 --> 0:57:51.680
<v Speaker 2>do clemency dot com. It's c A N d O clemency,

0:57:51.720 --> 0:57:54.120
<v Speaker 2>which is c L E M E n c hy

0:57:54.720 --> 0:57:57.160
<v Speaker 2>dot com. So it can do clemency dot com and

0:57:57.200 --> 0:58:00.400
<v Speaker 2>get involved and you know, correspond with some month and

0:58:00.960 --> 0:58:03.440
<v Speaker 2>you'll be amazed how much of a difference you can

0:58:03.480 --> 0:58:05.800
<v Speaker 2>really make with a very simple act like sending an email.

0:58:06.160 --> 0:58:11.120
<v Speaker 2>Whereas Tim is so eloquently explaining right now. So so

0:58:11.680 --> 0:58:16.600
<v Speaker 2>that's that's quite a dramatic turn of events. I you know,

0:58:17.320 --> 0:58:21.560
<v Speaker 2>I hope that we're going to see many, many more clemencies,

0:58:21.680 --> 0:58:25.480
<v Speaker 2>gubernatorial and presidential. We're going to I'm looking forward to

0:58:25.480 --> 0:58:29.480
<v Speaker 2>working with can Do on some of these because I've

0:58:29.480 --> 0:58:32.520
<v Speaker 2>been blabbing about this issue for so long that people

0:58:32.520 --> 0:58:34.600
<v Speaker 2>that know me are tired of hearing me talk about it.

0:58:34.880 --> 0:58:40.640
<v Speaker 2>I think clemencies are an absolute responsibility of people in power.

0:58:40.680 --> 0:58:43.240
<v Speaker 2>That's why they're given those those powers so that they

0:58:43.280 --> 0:58:50.000
<v Speaker 2>can right wrongs. Because the justice system, whoever created the clemency. Uh.

0:58:50.240 --> 0:58:55.520
<v Speaker 2>You know, Protocol was obviously very aware that the criminal

0:58:55.560 --> 0:58:59.320
<v Speaker 2>justice system is not, cannot be, and never will be perfect,

0:58:59.640 --> 0:59:01.720
<v Speaker 2>and they're mistakes that are made, and the person who

0:59:01.800 --> 0:59:04.320
<v Speaker 2>is holding the h highest executive office in the state

0:59:04.440 --> 0:59:09.800
<v Speaker 2>or the country has an opportunity and responsibility to correct

0:59:09.800 --> 0:59:13.120
<v Speaker 2>those injustices. And that's why they have that power. Unfortunately,

0:59:13.600 --> 0:59:16.160
<v Speaker 2>it hasn't been used nearly as much as it should.

0:59:17.080 --> 0:59:21.560
<v Speaker 2>President Obama certainly went farther than other presidents have in

0:59:21.680 --> 0:59:25.240
<v Speaker 2>modern times, but not nearly far enough. In my view,

0:59:25.360 --> 0:59:28.760
<v Speaker 2>I think there are just too many thousands and thousands

0:59:28.760 --> 0:59:31.080
<v Speaker 2>of people in the federal system and of course hundreds

0:59:31.120 --> 0:59:35.760
<v Speaker 2>of thousands of state systems that belong on the outside

0:59:35.800 --> 0:59:38.960
<v Speaker 2>that deserve clemency, that can be productive members of society

0:59:38.960 --> 0:59:41.840
<v Speaker 2>as you are now. And that's you know, with the

0:59:41.880 --> 0:59:45.320
<v Speaker 2>limited time we have left, tim you know, I want

0:59:45.360 --> 0:59:49.200
<v Speaker 2>to ask you about that because we were speaking earlier

0:59:49.240 --> 0:59:51.880
<v Speaker 2>about some of the people you left behind, and if

0:59:51.920 --> 0:59:55.760
<v Speaker 2>there were you know, you know, a couple two or three,

0:59:57.040 --> 1:00:00.720
<v Speaker 2>you know, people that really stick in your heart that

1:00:00.720 --> 1:00:03.440
<v Speaker 2>that you want to bring attention to their cases, this

1:00:03.480 --> 1:00:04.920
<v Speaker 2>would be a good time to do it, because you

1:00:04.960 --> 1:00:06.880
<v Speaker 2>never know who's listening. Someone might be listening. They can

1:00:06.920 --> 1:00:07.520
<v Speaker 2>make a difference.

1:00:08.320 --> 1:00:11.280
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, there's one person off the top of my head

1:00:11.280 --> 1:00:13.440
<v Speaker 1>that I could think of. His name is Frank Merrold,

1:00:14.520 --> 1:00:20.160
<v Speaker 1>and he, you know, he was in like a reverse thing,

1:00:20.440 --> 1:00:24.440
<v Speaker 1>like the government was going to sell him some cocaine,

1:00:24.480 --> 1:00:26.200
<v Speaker 1>which is it was going to be quite a bit

1:00:26.240 --> 1:00:30.640
<v Speaker 1>of it, but he and he had access to money

1:00:30.640 --> 1:00:33.320
<v Speaker 1>at the time, and he paid for it. And they

1:00:34.360 --> 1:00:37.800
<v Speaker 1>he has no zero priors, and they gave him a

1:00:37.800 --> 1:00:42.200
<v Speaker 1>life sentence. This is twenty some odd years ago. He's

1:00:42.200 --> 1:00:44.480
<v Speaker 1>been down twenty some odd years. I just left him

1:00:44.480 --> 1:00:46.160
<v Speaker 1>in jessep Georgia.

1:00:46.240 --> 1:00:49.760
<v Speaker 2>So he was convicted of a hypothetical crime, right because.

1:00:49.320 --> 1:00:52.280
<v Speaker 1>No drugs involved. I mean the government was actually selling

1:00:52.360 --> 1:00:55.919
<v Speaker 1>reverse thing into him, trying to sell him cocaine, which

1:00:56.000 --> 1:00:58.240
<v Speaker 1>was I think it was fifty kilos a lot.

1:00:58.480 --> 1:01:00.680
<v Speaker 2>It was a lot, right, and it was intense his intention.

1:01:00.760 --> 1:01:02.160
<v Speaker 2>He thought he was doing a real deal, but it

1:01:02.200 --> 1:01:04.320
<v Speaker 2>wasn't even a real deal, right Obviously, then they.

1:01:04.440 --> 1:01:09.240
<v Speaker 1>Fictitious drugs and well there's nothing produced. He had people

1:01:09.240 --> 1:01:12.320
<v Speaker 1>that went to trial against him, but there's no evidence.

1:01:12.360 --> 1:01:16.480
<v Speaker 1>There's no drugs anywhere. So and he's not. He's just

1:01:16.520 --> 1:01:20.240
<v Speaker 1>somebody that I personally know. There's other ones inside prison

1:01:20.240 --> 1:01:23.160
<v Speaker 1>that have similar stories. You know what they call it

1:01:23.200 --> 1:01:26.440
<v Speaker 1>ghost drugs or stuff like that, where they didn't produce

1:01:26.480 --> 1:01:30.600
<v Speaker 1>any drugs. There's no drugs actually involved. But that's the

1:01:30.640 --> 1:01:35.919
<v Speaker 1>most Uh, that's probably the worst case I've I've ran

1:01:35.960 --> 1:01:39.160
<v Speaker 1>across that I personally knew, you know, I've played the

1:01:39.880 --> 1:01:42.520
<v Speaker 1>music with him in there a couple of times, and

1:01:45.600 --> 1:01:47.960
<v Speaker 1>you know, that's somebody that I could bring awareness to.

1:01:48.040 --> 1:01:51.000
<v Speaker 1>I had some other friends that were doing life for marijuana,

1:01:51.120 --> 1:01:53.400
<v Speaker 1>like Billy Deco, but he ended up getting a clemency.

1:01:53.560 --> 1:01:57.520
<v Speaker 1>Luckily I knew. I knew him for the hold for

1:01:57.560 --> 1:02:00.640
<v Speaker 1>twenty five years probably in prison, and he got a

1:02:00.640 --> 1:02:05.160
<v Speaker 1>clemency in two thouy I think fifteen before me, you know.

1:02:05.200 --> 1:02:07.840
<v Speaker 1>But he was in there for marijuana, and he had life,

1:02:08.920 --> 1:02:13.120
<v Speaker 1>and he was into like sprouting food like i'm, you know,

1:02:13.160 --> 1:02:16.920
<v Speaker 1>into health like I was. He was into like sprouting

1:02:17.360 --> 1:02:19.160
<v Speaker 1>beans and stuff. He even tried to do some of

1:02:19.160 --> 1:02:21.200
<v Speaker 1>that in prison, which is nearly impot I actually did

1:02:21.200 --> 1:02:23.280
<v Speaker 1>some prison like that, which is nearly impossible to do.

1:02:24.440 --> 1:02:29.280
<v Speaker 2>Tim your story is a remarkable testament of the human spirit.

1:02:30.400 --> 1:02:34.120
<v Speaker 2>The fact that you were able to, you know, to

1:02:34.200 --> 1:02:38.400
<v Speaker 2>hang on as you did, and to you know, maintain

1:02:39.120 --> 1:02:43.240
<v Speaker 2>hope and maintain your vegan and your just sort of

1:02:43.400 --> 1:02:47.840
<v Speaker 2>gentle and kind spirit and throughout this over a quarter

1:02:47.920 --> 1:02:54.680
<v Speaker 2>century nightmare. And so you know, I'm obviously thrilled that

1:02:54.760 --> 1:02:57.000
<v Speaker 2>you're here. I hope people will hear your words and

1:02:57.080 --> 1:03:00.000
<v Speaker 2>want to get involved if you do. The most direct

1:03:00.120 --> 1:03:02.880
<v Speaker 2>way to do that is by going to FAMM dot org.

1:03:02.920 --> 1:03:06.400
<v Speaker 2>That's Families Against Mandatory Minimum, So it's fa MM like

1:03:06.720 --> 1:03:11.640
<v Speaker 2>Marymary dot org and learn and go ahead. So what's

1:03:11.680 --> 1:03:11.920
<v Speaker 2>you say?

1:03:12.640 --> 1:03:16.000
<v Speaker 1>I just wanted to say something about FAM because Julie Stewart,

1:03:16.960 --> 1:03:21.480
<v Speaker 1>she had a brother. She started FAM twenty some odd

1:03:21.560 --> 1:03:24.280
<v Speaker 1>years ago because she had a brother that was I

1:03:24.320 --> 1:03:26.440
<v Speaker 1>think doing five years. It could have been more than

1:03:26.440 --> 1:03:28.920
<v Speaker 1>that for marijuana and for.

1:03:28.920 --> 1:03:31.479
<v Speaker 2>Growing it in his own home. Yep, right, it wasn't

1:03:31.480 --> 1:03:32.320
<v Speaker 2>even a large quantity.

1:03:32.400 --> 1:03:35.360
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, exactly. And she and he had a mini mandatory.

1:03:35.400 --> 1:03:40.520
<v Speaker 1>I think it's five years. And she heard of my

1:03:40.640 --> 1:03:45.320
<v Speaker 1>case probably twenty twenty plus years ago also, and for

1:03:45.480 --> 1:03:49.040
<v Speaker 1>all this time, whenever there's somewhere to talk about, she

1:03:49.040 --> 1:03:51.640
<v Speaker 1>would talk about me. So you know, I feel like

1:03:51.960 --> 1:03:54.360
<v Speaker 1>I'm indebted to her, and in some respects I went

1:03:54.400 --> 1:03:57.840
<v Speaker 1>to visit her, and you know, I have a lot

1:03:57.840 --> 1:04:02.800
<v Speaker 1>of thankful to go to her, you know, specifically because

1:04:03.280 --> 1:04:06.520
<v Speaker 1>she introduced me to Catholic University that ended up doing

1:04:06.520 --> 1:04:11.720
<v Speaker 1>my clemency petition, and she has introduced me to many

1:04:11.720 --> 1:04:14.560
<v Speaker 1>people throughout the years. You know, that brought a light

1:04:14.640 --> 1:04:18.640
<v Speaker 1>to my case. And I'm actually very lucky to be

1:04:18.720 --> 1:04:23.200
<v Speaker 1>free right now. And that's a big tribute to her,

1:04:23.360 --> 1:04:26.560
<v Speaker 1>you know, a big much of that is attributed to her,

1:04:26.600 --> 1:04:32.880
<v Speaker 1>because without her and many other people, of course, and

1:04:32.920 --> 1:04:35.040
<v Speaker 1>all the people that sign a petition at change dot org.

1:04:35.560 --> 1:04:40.320
<v Speaker 1>Without all those people and her, and never mind President Obama,

1:04:41.520 --> 1:04:43.480
<v Speaker 1>I wouldn't even be able to be here right now

1:04:43.520 --> 1:04:46.040
<v Speaker 1>to speak to maybe help somebody else in the future.

1:04:46.120 --> 1:04:47.800
<v Speaker 1>So I appreciate that.

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<v Speaker 2>So Julia, I know you're listening, and I'm going to

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<v Speaker 2>thank you from my bottom of my heart too for

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<v Speaker 2>getting me involved in this fight and for mentoring me

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<v Speaker 2>and so many other people, for really starting a movement

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<v Speaker 2>that is gaining momentum every day and which we're not

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<v Speaker 2>going to stop until you know, everyone who is in

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<v Speaker 2>prison that shouldn't be is out and that's a huge,

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<v Speaker 2>huge task. But there's a lot of really good people

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<v Speaker 2>working on this now more than ever, and the momentum

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<v Speaker 2>is there, so a change is definitely in the air. So, Tim,

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<v Speaker 2>this is the part of the show that I like

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<v Speaker 2>the best because as we get towards the end, I

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<v Speaker 2>get the opportunity, since it's my show, to do what

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<v Speaker 2>I want, and what I want to do at the

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<v Speaker 2>end of each show is to stop talking and listen.

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<v Speaker 2>And so before we before I turn the microphone over

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<v Speaker 2>to you for final thoughts, I just want to thank

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<v Speaker 2>you for coming in here, taking your time, doing all

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<v Speaker 2>the advocacy work that you're doing, inspiring other people, including me,

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<v Speaker 2>and sharing your story with us listeners. So, Tim, the

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<v Speaker 2>mic is yours. Please feel free to talk about whatever's

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<v Speaker 2>on your mind for the last few minutes that we have.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, I'm sitting here in New York City, which in

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<v Speaker 1>the free world, which is every single day, like I

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<v Speaker 1>wake up, and I still have this comprehension where I

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<v Speaker 1>can't even believe that I am free, you know, And

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<v Speaker 1>I'm thankful every single day that I am free, that

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<v Speaker 1>I'm able to have something organic to eat or something

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<v Speaker 1>vegan to eat, that's you know, the life has changed,

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<v Speaker 1>technology has changed. I do also feel at times that

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<v Speaker 1>I just came out of a like I was thrown

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<v Speaker 1>in the future somehow. You know, as soon as I

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<v Speaker 1>walked like past that gate, you know, I had to

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<v Speaker 1>go through all these gates and give your name and

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<v Speaker 1>all this stuff. And as soon as I walked past

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<v Speaker 1>that gate, I just broke down. I could not believe it.

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<v Speaker 1>Like the sunshine, looking at the sun, it looked so

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<v Speaker 1>different from walking when I walked through that gate, then

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<v Speaker 1>it does inside them gates, the sun was like real again.

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<v Speaker 1>And when I walked out of there, you know, we

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<v Speaker 1>recorded walking out of there. And I have this friend

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<v Speaker 1>of mine named Wes Brewer. Well, Wes Brewer decided to come.

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<v Speaker 1>He's like a grateful dead fan or a fish fan

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<v Speaker 1>or you know, similar fans jam band music fan, and

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<v Speaker 1>he decided to come and take a bus with me.

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<v Speaker 1>I was released from Jessup, Georgia, and I elected to

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<v Speaker 1>take a bus ride all the way to Las Vegas

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<v Speaker 1>because it gave me three days on of freedom before

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<v Speaker 1>I had to go to the halfway house. And if

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<v Speaker 1>you would have went on an airplane, then you would

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<v Speaker 1>only have like eight hours of freedom. So I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>I'll I'd rather see the country on a bus. And

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<v Speaker 1>Wes decided to come, not only come, but to the

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<v Speaker 1>video recorded me the whole way and interview me, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>and asked me different, you know, coming right out of prison.

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<v Speaker 1>So one of the things that he did do was

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<v Speaker 1>he surprised me with a trip to the beach and

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<v Speaker 1>recorded me. And as soon as I just touched the sand,

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<v Speaker 1>I just broke down, like broke down, and he recorded

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<v Speaker 1>all this and recorded me going into this water, and

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<v Speaker 1>I mean I broke down, literally broke.

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<v Speaker 2>Down and like baptized in freedom.

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<v Speaker 1>It was unreal. I just it was just tears of joy, massive,

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<v Speaker 1>massive tears of joy.

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<v Speaker 2>Really.

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<v Speaker 1>So yeah, I would like to thank everybody that has

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<v Speaker 1>signed a petition for me or had supported me in

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<v Speaker 1>any way anyway. And thinking my sister too, who has

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<v Speaker 1>spent many years not giving up. I guess that's that'll

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<v Speaker 1>probably do it.

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<v Speaker 2>Well. Once again, thank you for coming everyone. Please go

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<v Speaker 2>to FAMM dot org, go to kendoclemency dot com, and

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<v Speaker 2>let's not stop until we get every Tim Tyler that

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<v Speaker 2>there is out of prison.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you, Jason, don't forget to.

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