1 00:00:02,120 --> 00:00:03,720 Speaker 1: I've never been in trouble in my life. I didn't 2 00:00:03,720 --> 00:00:05,360 Speaker 1: even have a parking ticket, you know what I mean. 3 00:00:05,640 --> 00:00:08,960 Speaker 1: I was brought up like cops are the good guys. 4 00:00:09,840 --> 00:00:11,640 Speaker 1: I didn't know what was going to happen, but I 5 00:00:11,760 --> 00:00:15,680 Speaker 1: do know that everything was stacked against me. Everything like 6 00:00:16,280 --> 00:00:21,800 Speaker 1: everything this isn't supposed to happen this way. I'm innocent. 7 00:00:22,239 --> 00:00:24,360 Speaker 1: I know I'm innocent. I know I had nothing to 8 00:00:24,400 --> 00:00:24,880 Speaker 1: do with this. 9 00:00:25,680 --> 00:00:27,240 Speaker 2: How is this possible? 10 00:00:28,240 --> 00:00:30,600 Speaker 3: I grew up trusting the systems. I've grew up believing 11 00:00:30,600 --> 00:00:33,680 Speaker 3: that every human being should do the right thing. And 12 00:00:33,760 --> 00:00:35,559 Speaker 3: that's why, even though I knew I was dealing with 13 00:00:35,560 --> 00:00:38,000 Speaker 3: corerough people, I wasn't going to break anyone to get 14 00:00:38,000 --> 00:00:40,760 Speaker 3: me out of prison because I wouldn't live with the 15 00:00:40,760 --> 00:00:42,840 Speaker 3: fact that I break my way out of my wife's death. 16 00:00:44,360 --> 00:00:46,040 Speaker 3: I'm not innocent, too proven guilty. 17 00:00:46,040 --> 00:00:48,440 Speaker 1: I'm guilty until I prove my innocence. 18 00:00:48,479 --> 00:00:50,120 Speaker 3: And that's absolutely what happened to me. 19 00:00:51,240 --> 00:00:53,239 Speaker 1: Our system. Since I've been out ten years, it has 20 00:00:53,280 --> 00:00:55,480 Speaker 1: come a little ways, but it's still broken. 21 00:00:56,800 --> 00:00:59,480 Speaker 3: I totally lost trusting humanity after what's happened to me. 22 00:01:02,800 --> 00:01:20,760 Speaker 2: This is wrongful conviction. Welcome back to Wrongful Conviction with 23 00:01:20,880 --> 00:01:24,240 Speaker 2: Jason Flamm That's me. And today we have a very 24 00:01:24,600 --> 00:01:28,399 Speaker 2: special and unique episode of the show. Today we have 25 00:01:28,520 --> 00:01:32,000 Speaker 2: Tim Tyler with us. Tim, Welcome to Wronful Conviction. Oh, 26 00:01:32,040 --> 00:01:35,200 Speaker 2: thank you and Tim. One of the reasons why I 27 00:01:35,200 --> 00:01:39,840 Speaker 2: say it's unique is because Tim was actually convicted of 28 00:01:39,880 --> 00:01:43,440 Speaker 2: a crime that he was guilty of, which was an 29 00:01:43,560 --> 00:01:48,360 Speaker 2: LSD crime, non violent and sentenced to double life in prison. 30 00:01:49,000 --> 00:01:55,280 Speaker 2: No guns, no weapons, no violence, no no nothing. Actually, 31 00:01:55,360 --> 00:01:57,200 Speaker 2: and when I tell you, when you learn the story, 32 00:01:57,320 --> 00:02:00,320 Speaker 2: your head is going to explode. So stay tuned, uned, 33 00:02:01,040 --> 00:02:06,200 Speaker 2: get comfortable, because this is this is really madness. So Tim, 34 00:02:06,400 --> 00:02:09,640 Speaker 2: let's turn this to you. This case. I mean, you 35 00:02:09,639 --> 00:02:11,800 Speaker 2: were in prison for twenty six years, so this case 36 00:02:11,840 --> 00:02:13,079 Speaker 2: happened a long time. 37 00:02:13,000 --> 00:02:16,960 Speaker 1: Ago, Yes, in nineteen ninety two, August. 38 00:02:16,560 --> 00:02:20,120 Speaker 2: Third, nineteen ninety two, and you were on the road 39 00:02:20,160 --> 00:02:22,079 Speaker 2: with the Grateful Dead, right, Yeah. 40 00:02:22,120 --> 00:02:26,040 Speaker 1: I was a deadhead going to you know, like I 41 00:02:26,160 --> 00:02:29,840 Speaker 1: loved the Grateful Dead and the band, the families. It 42 00:02:29,919 --> 00:02:33,079 Speaker 1: was like a big family that went around and it 43 00:02:33,120 --> 00:02:37,040 Speaker 1: was a sense of freedom, it felt like. And I 44 00:02:37,120 --> 00:02:43,440 Speaker 1: was following them around and I was arrested. I mailed 45 00:02:43,440 --> 00:02:47,800 Speaker 1: some melisty to Florida and I was arrested and I 46 00:02:47,880 --> 00:02:51,639 Speaker 1: ended up doing like like you know, his twenty six 47 00:02:51,720 --> 00:02:55,720 Speaker 1: years in twenty seven days, right, And I'm lucky because 48 00:02:56,600 --> 00:02:59,480 Speaker 1: President Obama ended up giving me a clemency. So without that, 49 00:02:59,639 --> 00:03:02,520 Speaker 1: or without well support, I would still be in there, 50 00:03:02,560 --> 00:03:05,560 Speaker 1: and I wouldn't just be like another number, or I 51 00:03:05,600 --> 00:03:08,000 Speaker 1: couldn't get a message out. 52 00:03:08,840 --> 00:03:13,440 Speaker 2: And your case has so many horrible aspects to it, 53 00:03:13,680 --> 00:03:20,320 Speaker 2: and for me, it's very personal because listeners of the 54 00:03:20,400 --> 00:03:22,519 Speaker 2: show know that I'm the founding board member of the 55 00:03:22,560 --> 00:03:25,280 Speaker 2: Innocence Project, but I actually joined the Board of Families 56 00:03:25,280 --> 00:03:30,160 Speaker 2: Against Mandatory Minimums before I even knew about the Innocence Project. 57 00:03:30,240 --> 00:03:33,080 Speaker 2: So I've been with FAMS since almost since the beginning 58 00:03:33,200 --> 00:03:37,640 Speaker 2: of the organization. It's a wonderful organization, FAMM dot org. 59 00:03:37,680 --> 00:03:39,880 Speaker 2: It was founded by Julie Stewart. She was sort of 60 00:03:39,880 --> 00:03:44,040 Speaker 2: my mentor as I got started on this. You know, 61 00:03:44,720 --> 00:03:52,640 Speaker 2: lifetime in criminal justice reform, and you are a person 62 00:03:52,680 --> 00:03:55,360 Speaker 2: that we've spent a lot of time talking about. You 63 00:03:55,520 --> 00:03:59,960 Speaker 2: are a rallying cry, I think for people in this movement. 64 00:04:00,640 --> 00:04:05,280 Speaker 2: You're someone who all of us respect so much, and 65 00:04:06,400 --> 00:04:08,680 Speaker 2: you're someone who we're really proud to have played a 66 00:04:08,720 --> 00:04:14,800 Speaker 2: part in helping to win your freedom. But the lens 67 00:04:14,840 --> 00:04:18,839 Speaker 2: that the government went to to convict you of this 68 00:04:18,960 --> 00:04:21,880 Speaker 2: crime and sends you to life in prison, which again life, 69 00:04:21,880 --> 00:04:24,200 Speaker 2: And I've heard your sister talk about this on videos. 70 00:04:24,560 --> 00:04:26,560 Speaker 2: Is a video free Tim Tyler on the Internet. People 71 00:04:26,560 --> 00:04:33,120 Speaker 2: want to watch. It's so horrible because, as we say it, 72 00:04:33,200 --> 00:04:35,960 Speaker 2: fam Let, the punishment fit the crime, right, but your 73 00:04:36,080 --> 00:04:39,839 Speaker 2: punishment didn't match anything to do with the crime. Yours 74 00:04:39,880 --> 00:04:42,360 Speaker 2: was a non violent crime. How did this happen? Right? 75 00:04:42,400 --> 00:04:44,760 Speaker 2: How could this have gone so wrong? And we know 76 00:04:44,839 --> 00:04:48,920 Speaker 2: also that they ended up implicating your father, which is 77 00:04:49,040 --> 00:04:53,159 Speaker 2: so disgusting that it actually just and I think people 78 00:04:53,200 --> 00:04:54,600 Speaker 2: need to know that part of the story. I'm sure 79 00:04:54,640 --> 00:04:56,479 Speaker 2: it's tough to talk about it, but anyway, can you 80 00:04:56,480 --> 00:04:58,040 Speaker 2: take us back to this. So you're on the road 81 00:04:58,080 --> 00:05:00,840 Speaker 2: with the grateful Dead, you get approached by it turned 82 00:05:00,839 --> 00:05:02,320 Speaker 2: out to be a government and foremant right. 83 00:05:03,040 --> 00:05:06,240 Speaker 1: Actually, I had friends in Florida and Saint Pete, Florida 84 00:05:06,560 --> 00:05:09,880 Speaker 1: that I sold you know, I wanted to do LSD 85 00:05:10,040 --> 00:05:13,120 Speaker 1: and I sold some to my friends. Wanted to do it, 86 00:05:13,160 --> 00:05:16,320 Speaker 1: so I sold it to my friends. Well one of 87 00:05:16,360 --> 00:05:21,560 Speaker 1: them was arrested for I believe a sheet or announce 88 00:05:21,600 --> 00:05:23,839 Speaker 1: a weed, I'm not sure which. And he told me 89 00:05:23,880 --> 00:05:26,520 Speaker 1: he was arrested. He's like, I was arrested last night, 90 00:05:27,200 --> 00:05:30,760 Speaker 1: and he said he posted a bond and you know, 91 00:05:30,960 --> 00:05:33,599 Speaker 1: and I told him, well, your first defense in Florida 92 00:05:33,720 --> 00:05:41,599 Speaker 1: probably give you a probation. But he was recording me 93 00:05:41,720 --> 00:05:44,240 Speaker 1: at that time. And then he recorded me like twenty 94 00:05:44,279 --> 00:05:47,600 Speaker 1: six audio tapes after that, and like, I sold him 95 00:05:47,640 --> 00:05:50,760 Speaker 1: like a thousand hits of LSD, you know, And then 96 00:05:50,800 --> 00:05:54,240 Speaker 1: I sold them three more times another thousand, and all 97 00:05:54,279 --> 00:05:58,800 Speaker 1: of those were recorded where they could have arrested me. 98 00:05:59,000 --> 00:06:02,120 Speaker 1: And then I said, well, I was actually in Florida 99 00:06:02,160 --> 00:06:06,240 Speaker 1: when I did these sales in person to them, and 100 00:06:06,279 --> 00:06:08,159 Speaker 1: they could have arrested me, but they didn't arrest me. 101 00:06:08,560 --> 00:06:11,360 Speaker 1: I told them, I said, I'm leaving Saturday to go 102 00:06:11,400 --> 00:06:13,840 Speaker 1: on tour, you know, because there was no shows at 103 00:06:13,839 --> 00:06:17,640 Speaker 1: this particular time, and they could arrested me before I left, 104 00:06:17,640 --> 00:06:19,479 Speaker 1: but they didn't. They let me go. So I went 105 00:06:20,000 --> 00:06:24,120 Speaker 1: on to the shows, and actually I went to California 106 00:06:24,120 --> 00:06:29,960 Speaker 1: first and I bought like twelve five hundred hits of LSD. 107 00:06:30,480 --> 00:06:35,520 Speaker 1: Now it was like the price for that what I 108 00:06:35,560 --> 00:06:38,359 Speaker 1: paid was like four thousand dollars, So you're talking about 109 00:06:38,360 --> 00:06:45,400 Speaker 1: four thousand dollars of LSD total conspiracy. And I went 110 00:06:45,440 --> 00:06:49,640 Speaker 1: and I sent they wired me money, like eighteen hundred 111 00:06:49,680 --> 00:06:54,640 Speaker 1: dollars of their money, and I sent it all in 112 00:06:54,680 --> 00:06:58,760 Speaker 1: an envelope. But I had sent envelopes that never that 113 00:06:58,920 --> 00:07:03,400 Speaker 1: never arrived, and I took the loss myself before before this. 114 00:07:04,920 --> 00:07:10,200 Speaker 1: So this particular envelope, I sent nine thousand hits in 115 00:07:10,280 --> 00:07:14,680 Speaker 1: this envelope, and I put several different envelopes in it, 116 00:07:14,800 --> 00:07:18,320 Speaker 1: and one was for a friend of mine, one was 117 00:07:18,360 --> 00:07:21,840 Speaker 1: for somebody that somebody else that just was with a 118 00:07:21,880 --> 00:07:25,480 Speaker 1: blank person. One was for two thousand hits, which was 119 00:07:25,560 --> 00:07:29,200 Speaker 1: for my father. But my father was he didn't look 120 00:07:29,240 --> 00:07:30,520 Speaker 1: at it like he was doing anything. It was like 121 00:07:30,560 --> 00:07:32,520 Speaker 1: an envelope, you know. He never did all the steed, 122 00:07:33,720 --> 00:07:37,440 Speaker 1: so he was just getting some for a friend of his. 123 00:07:38,160 --> 00:07:41,960 Speaker 1: So but he knew it was coming, you know. But 124 00:07:42,040 --> 00:07:45,360 Speaker 1: I sent it all in one big envelope with more 125 00:07:45,480 --> 00:07:47,640 Speaker 1: with envelopes inside it, and I sent it to this 126 00:07:47,720 --> 00:07:54,160 Speaker 1: guy's business. Well when it was delivered, the dea or 127 00:07:54,200 --> 00:07:59,040 Speaker 1: whoever the officers delivered it. And at this guy's business, 128 00:07:59,680 --> 00:08:01,640 Speaker 1: and he knew me, says I was a kid, and 129 00:08:01,760 --> 00:08:04,920 Speaker 1: my father knew him since he was a kid, and 130 00:08:06,000 --> 00:08:10,600 Speaker 1: he basically cooperated right on the spot. So he called 131 00:08:10,600 --> 00:08:12,720 Speaker 1: my father and said, hey, come down here. So my 132 00:08:12,760 --> 00:08:14,800 Speaker 1: father did, and he basically threw the envelope in my 133 00:08:14,800 --> 00:08:18,920 Speaker 1: father's car, and then he convinced my father to walk 134 00:08:18,960 --> 00:08:24,040 Speaker 1: around with him at their business, trying to get him 135 00:08:24,080 --> 00:08:30,040 Speaker 1: to incriminate. I think that's the word himself. So my 136 00:08:30,080 --> 00:08:32,160 Speaker 1: father said something, Yeah, I'm just getting that. It's just 137 00:08:32,200 --> 00:08:34,240 Speaker 1: an envelope. I'm bringing to a friend. That's all my 138 00:08:34,280 --> 00:08:36,439 Speaker 1: father really said, and that's all he was really doing. 139 00:08:37,280 --> 00:08:40,280 Speaker 1: So they arrested him as soon as he said that. 140 00:08:40,559 --> 00:08:41,640 Speaker 1: They came and arrest him. 141 00:08:41,679 --> 00:08:41,760 Speaker 2: Right. 142 00:08:41,880 --> 00:08:44,880 Speaker 1: They were there hidden and they arrested my father and 143 00:08:44,920 --> 00:08:48,280 Speaker 1: I had a good friend of mine, they arrested him. 144 00:08:48,600 --> 00:08:50,320 Speaker 1: There was only five hundred hits was for him. He 145 00:08:50,400 --> 00:08:53,000 Speaker 1: ended up doing five years himself. This guy and my 146 00:08:53,040 --> 00:08:57,680 Speaker 1: father ended up being sentenced to ten years for this charge. 147 00:08:57,720 --> 00:09:00,600 Speaker 1: And he had about a year and have to go home. 148 00:09:00,600 --> 00:09:02,600 Speaker 1: And he died in prison of a heart attack at 149 00:09:02,600 --> 00:09:06,240 Speaker 1: the age of fifty three and April seventeen, two thousand 150 00:09:06,240 --> 00:09:12,559 Speaker 1: and one. So when I sent all this stuff. Then 151 00:09:12,559 --> 00:09:14,240 Speaker 1: I had warrants for sending that. 152 00:09:14,640 --> 00:09:17,320 Speaker 2: You know, now it's a federal crime because you sent 153 00:09:17,400 --> 00:09:17,960 Speaker 2: it through the mail. 154 00:09:18,040 --> 00:09:19,840 Speaker 1: Well, actually I sent it ups so it wasn't a 155 00:09:19,880 --> 00:09:23,320 Speaker 1: federal offense. But I was traveling the country and they 156 00:09:23,320 --> 00:09:26,920 Speaker 1: couldn't catch me, so I guess it was originally going 157 00:09:26,960 --> 00:09:29,760 Speaker 1: to be a state crime. And my father was arrested 158 00:09:29,760 --> 00:09:33,640 Speaker 1: and posted his bond as a state crime, but they 159 00:09:33,640 --> 00:09:38,000 Speaker 1: wouldn't release him because they decided to let the federal 160 00:09:38,160 --> 00:09:43,600 Speaker 1: take over my So eventually my father was able to 161 00:09:43,600 --> 00:09:46,439 Speaker 1: get a bond, and when I was arrested, I had 162 00:09:46,480 --> 00:09:50,520 Speaker 1: no bond, none, not a million, not ten million, whatever, 163 00:09:51,240 --> 00:09:56,199 Speaker 1: zero bond. And I also knew that once I was 164 00:09:56,280 --> 00:09:59,520 Speaker 1: arrested that I was I was going to go away 165 00:09:59,520 --> 00:10:02,040 Speaker 1: for a long time. This time, see, I had two 166 00:10:02,080 --> 00:10:05,360 Speaker 1: prior sales of LSD, and when I went to court, 167 00:10:05,400 --> 00:10:07,960 Speaker 1: they offered me eighteen months in prison or three years 168 00:10:07,960 --> 00:10:11,000 Speaker 1: for robation. So I took the three years for probation. 169 00:10:11,120 --> 00:10:15,160 Speaker 1: I pled guilty, took three years probation, and then they 170 00:10:15,160 --> 00:10:18,720 Speaker 1: took me to the other one and they actually wanted 171 00:10:18,760 --> 00:10:22,240 Speaker 1: to give me three years in prison, and I told 172 00:10:22,280 --> 00:10:24,960 Speaker 1: him I was never even in their town, which they 173 00:10:24,960 --> 00:10:27,440 Speaker 1: can verify, and I'd like to have a speedy trial 174 00:10:27,480 --> 00:10:30,680 Speaker 1: and go to trial. And then several months later I 175 00:10:30,720 --> 00:10:33,920 Speaker 1: told him I would be willing to plead guilty if 176 00:10:33,920 --> 00:10:38,280 Speaker 1: you ran at concurrent probation with the one in Penelos County. 177 00:10:37,480 --> 00:10:40,680 Speaker 1: Even though I was not the person that would drove 178 00:10:40,800 --> 00:10:43,120 Speaker 1: up there. They arrested. It was a friend of mine 179 00:10:43,120 --> 00:10:44,840 Speaker 1: that drove up there, and they arrested him and he 180 00:10:44,880 --> 00:10:49,719 Speaker 1: pled guilty in the whole nine yards. So after it 181 00:10:49,760 --> 00:10:52,559 Speaker 1: was like a week before we were going to go 182 00:10:52,600 --> 00:10:55,800 Speaker 1: to trial, they said, okay, you can plead guilty today. 183 00:10:56,160 --> 00:10:59,240 Speaker 1: Matter of fact, the judge was upset that I was 184 00:10:59,280 --> 00:11:01,120 Speaker 1: going to plead guilty. It was a female judge, and 185 00:11:01,160 --> 00:11:03,640 Speaker 1: she says, you could plead no contest and I will 186 00:11:03,679 --> 00:11:06,640 Speaker 1: give you adjudication of guilt withheld and give you three 187 00:11:06,679 --> 00:11:11,120 Speaker 1: years probation concurrent to your other three years probation. So 188 00:11:11,280 --> 00:11:15,720 Speaker 1: I pled no contest, okay. So then within six months 189 00:11:15,760 --> 00:11:18,920 Speaker 1: at that time, I ended up going to some shows again, 190 00:11:18,960 --> 00:11:21,520 Speaker 1: and I was really only had a couple of guys, 191 00:11:21,679 --> 00:11:25,000 Speaker 1: This guy UH named Jeff Rhodes that I sold to 192 00:11:25,080 --> 00:11:28,120 Speaker 1: on this charge that ended up setting me up, and 193 00:11:28,200 --> 00:11:30,080 Speaker 1: I had like one or two other guys that I 194 00:11:30,120 --> 00:11:30,440 Speaker 1: sold to. 195 00:11:30,600 --> 00:11:31,000 Speaker 2: That was it. 196 00:11:31,040 --> 00:11:32,680 Speaker 1: I mean, it was just my friends. It wasn't like 197 00:11:33,160 --> 00:11:36,760 Speaker 1: this big, big thing. I wasn't this big person that 198 00:11:37,280 --> 00:11:39,360 Speaker 1: they seem like to make me out to be. 199 00:11:40,280 --> 00:11:43,160 Speaker 2: But and I want to just jump in here for 200 00:11:43,200 --> 00:11:48,079 Speaker 2: a second, because you know, the the cynic out there 201 00:11:48,120 --> 00:11:50,319 Speaker 2: would be listening and go, Wow, this guy who's selling 202 00:11:50,440 --> 00:11:52,920 Speaker 2: LSD and it's against the law and this and that, 203 00:11:53,320 --> 00:11:55,800 Speaker 2: blah blah blah. We have people, all kinds of people 204 00:11:55,800 --> 00:11:58,000 Speaker 2: who listen to the show, and they all have their 205 00:11:58,040 --> 00:12:03,079 Speaker 2: own unique viewpoints on these two issues. But for those people, 206 00:12:03,120 --> 00:12:07,719 Speaker 2: I would ask them to consider the fact that it 207 00:12:07,840 --> 00:12:12,080 Speaker 2: was a total four thousand dollars involved, right, and we 208 00:12:12,200 --> 00:12:17,400 Speaker 2: spent as a country to keep you locked up for 209 00:12:17,480 --> 00:12:21,760 Speaker 2: twenty six years. We spent probably close to a million 210 00:12:21,800 --> 00:12:27,360 Speaker 2: and a half taxpayer dollars, not to mention the lost 211 00:12:27,400 --> 00:12:32,520 Speaker 2: income that we might have gotten from being out and 212 00:12:32,559 --> 00:12:37,000 Speaker 2: getting a job and working, paying taxes, you know, not 213 00:12:37,120 --> 00:12:41,199 Speaker 2: to mention your dad's ten years in prison. I mean, 214 00:12:41,840 --> 00:12:45,800 Speaker 2: the implications of this across the board, it's you know, 215 00:12:45,920 --> 00:12:48,360 Speaker 2: I guess when you edit all up, it's probably more 216 00:12:48,400 --> 00:12:51,440 Speaker 2: than a couple million bucks that we spent to lock 217 00:12:51,559 --> 00:12:54,959 Speaker 2: up a guy who probably needed to go to rehab, 218 00:12:54,960 --> 00:12:58,040 Speaker 2: which was you. You know, I mean, I don't I 219 00:12:58,040 --> 00:13:00,120 Speaker 2: can't go back and judge you from back then, but 220 00:13:00,600 --> 00:13:03,880 Speaker 2: you know, it sounds like you had to you know, 221 00:13:04,120 --> 00:13:07,880 Speaker 2: you had a drug issue, and at some point you 222 00:13:07,920 --> 00:13:09,640 Speaker 2: probably would have had to get some help for that. 223 00:13:09,720 --> 00:13:12,360 Speaker 2: But I think that's my personal feeling is that that's 224 00:13:12,400 --> 00:13:14,400 Speaker 2: how we should approach drugs. You should approach them as 225 00:13:14,400 --> 00:13:17,160 Speaker 2: a medical problem, not a criminal justice problem. And they 226 00:13:17,160 --> 00:13:19,160 Speaker 2: do that in certain parts of the world, like Portugal, 227 00:13:19,160 --> 00:13:21,839 Speaker 2: and they have no issues whatsoever right that all drugs 228 00:13:21,880 --> 00:13:25,600 Speaker 2: are legal there. Nobody cares. There's no there's no increase 229 00:13:25,640 --> 00:13:30,800 Speaker 2: in crime, there's no increase in overdoses, there's no Every 230 00:13:31,000 --> 00:13:34,000 Speaker 2: social scienceist that has studied it has found that when 231 00:13:34,000 --> 00:13:37,440 Speaker 2: they decriminalized it, which was in two thousand, all those 232 00:13:37,440 --> 00:13:40,840 Speaker 2: things actually were affected positively. The crime rate went down, 233 00:13:42,200 --> 00:13:45,440 Speaker 2: you know, drug use went down, overdoses went down, and 234 00:13:45,480 --> 00:13:49,040 Speaker 2: it went down not only for small countries. They compared 235 00:13:49,040 --> 00:13:51,720 Speaker 2: it to European countries and world countries like It's just 236 00:13:51,960 --> 00:13:55,679 Speaker 2: that all the evidence shows that this is the only 237 00:13:55,760 --> 00:13:59,680 Speaker 2: saying strategy is to treat drugs as a medical problem. 238 00:14:00,360 --> 00:14:02,240 Speaker 2: If you get behind the wheel and your high as 239 00:14:02,280 --> 00:14:04,599 Speaker 2: a kite and you hurt somebody, then I believed and 240 00:14:04,760 --> 00:14:06,760 Speaker 2: you have to be punished in some way, right Or 241 00:14:06,800 --> 00:14:09,120 Speaker 2: if you do anything to hurt somebody, and if you 242 00:14:09,160 --> 00:14:12,079 Speaker 2: act in a way that's irresponsible to anyone other than yourself, 243 00:14:12,480 --> 00:14:14,839 Speaker 2: then you know, we have to as a society look 244 00:14:14,880 --> 00:14:18,680 Speaker 2: at that. But for someone who is not harming anybody else, 245 00:14:19,880 --> 00:14:22,600 Speaker 2: not you know, selling it to little school children or 246 00:14:22,680 --> 00:14:27,680 Speaker 2: doing anything. You know, don't get me started, But anyway, 247 00:14:27,800 --> 00:14:33,600 Speaker 2: your experience is a is an extreme example of what's 248 00:14:33,640 --> 00:14:37,440 Speaker 2: wrong with our sentencing laws and with our approach to 249 00:14:37,600 --> 00:14:43,480 Speaker 2: drugs in general. And it is also an example of 250 00:14:44,000 --> 00:14:47,840 Speaker 2: something that's such a strange dichotomy because here you were 251 00:14:48,640 --> 00:14:51,560 Speaker 2: someone who is sort of a free spirit music lover. 252 00:14:51,840 --> 00:14:54,520 Speaker 2: I'm a music lover. I never liked the Grateful Dead personally, 253 00:14:54,760 --> 00:14:56,440 Speaker 2: I was a whole morning to the hard rock stuff, 254 00:14:56,480 --> 00:15:01,320 Speaker 2: but whatever, and then you end up being put in 255 00:15:01,760 --> 00:15:07,240 Speaker 2: going from this sort of hippie dippy lifestyle, flower power whatever, 256 00:15:08,040 --> 00:15:12,080 Speaker 2: into literally some of the most harsh conditions that any 257 00:15:12,120 --> 00:15:15,440 Speaker 2: human being can or ever would endure. And I want 258 00:15:15,480 --> 00:15:17,320 Speaker 2: to talk about that, because it's important for people to 259 00:15:17,480 --> 00:15:22,000 Speaker 2: understand what that's like and the concept of putting non 260 00:15:22,120 --> 00:15:26,800 Speaker 2: violent offenders like yourself into maximum security prisons, which is 261 00:15:26,800 --> 00:15:29,240 Speaker 2: so wrong on so many levels. But before we get 262 00:15:29,280 --> 00:15:32,840 Speaker 2: to that, tim so there's another problem with your case 263 00:15:32,880 --> 00:15:36,080 Speaker 2: that we find over and over again in wrongful conviction cases, 264 00:15:36,160 --> 00:15:40,119 Speaker 2: which is the lack of adequate counsel. And your attorney 265 00:15:40,560 --> 00:15:43,560 Speaker 2: actually sold you down the river in a very meaningful way. 266 00:15:43,600 --> 00:15:45,280 Speaker 2: And can you talk about that because did you have 267 00:15:45,280 --> 00:15:46,120 Speaker 2: a public defender? 268 00:15:47,000 --> 00:15:49,360 Speaker 1: Yeah, he was a public defender, but he was also 269 00:15:49,440 --> 00:15:52,800 Speaker 1: a private attorney that the government hired. It's kind of 270 00:15:52,840 --> 00:15:56,560 Speaker 1: a strange situation because my father hired a very good 271 00:15:56,680 --> 00:16:03,040 Speaker 1: attorney in Florida name Frank Osada. And as soon as 272 00:16:03,960 --> 00:16:08,480 Speaker 1: we played guilty, you know I was gonna plead guilty. Anyway, 273 00:16:09,240 --> 00:16:11,360 Speaker 1: I knew I was going to be in prison until 274 00:16:12,440 --> 00:16:15,240 Speaker 1: at least twenty twelve, which because I happened to believe 275 00:16:15,280 --> 00:16:19,600 Speaker 1: in some of the stuff that Jerry Garcia and Terrence 276 00:16:19,640 --> 00:16:22,640 Speaker 1: McKenna had spoke about that date, So I knew I 277 00:16:22,680 --> 00:16:25,040 Speaker 1: was going to be in prison until then at least. Anyways, 278 00:16:25,080 --> 00:16:31,440 Speaker 1: but I listened to my father in some levels. In 279 00:16:31,840 --> 00:16:36,160 Speaker 1: one level and his attorney and his attorney basically said 280 00:16:36,160 --> 00:16:38,400 Speaker 1: we should plead guilty, and my father was looking at 281 00:16:38,400 --> 00:16:42,440 Speaker 1: it through another another way too. I wanted I didn't 282 00:16:42,440 --> 00:16:45,320 Speaker 1: want to go to trial because I actually believed LSD 283 00:16:45,480 --> 00:16:50,240 Speaker 1: to be a sacrament, you know, which is something that 284 00:16:52,280 --> 00:16:54,080 Speaker 1: I'm sure there's a lot of argument to go on 285 00:16:54,200 --> 00:16:58,120 Speaker 1: both ways on that. But they did take Ayahaska to 286 00:16:58,200 --> 00:17:00,920 Speaker 1: the Supreme Court in two thousand and six and recognize 287 00:17:00,960 --> 00:17:04,040 Speaker 1: it as a sacrament to certain people, which is very similar. 288 00:17:04,119 --> 00:17:08,879 Speaker 2: So I just so that's now considered a religious ceremony. 289 00:17:08,440 --> 00:17:13,159 Speaker 1: Right, Yeah, it's considered religious ceremony. Ayahuasca. It's spelled a 290 00:17:13,359 --> 00:17:16,159 Speaker 1: ya h u a sca, and it's went to the 291 00:17:16,200 --> 00:17:19,200 Speaker 1: Supreme Court and it's legal in this country as a sacrament. 292 00:17:19,560 --> 00:17:22,800 Speaker 1: They use the same argument that the Native Americans use 293 00:17:22,960 --> 00:17:25,080 Speaker 1: for payote, and they took it and the guy that 294 00:17:25,200 --> 00:17:28,360 Speaker 1: owned Segum's Bottle company, Jeff Brawmnfman, I think I think 295 00:17:28,359 --> 00:17:30,560 Speaker 1: his name is, he took it to the Supreme Court 296 00:17:30,600 --> 00:17:34,800 Speaker 1: and he won. So it's regulated. But they're doing a 297 00:17:34,800 --> 00:17:37,359 Speaker 1: good job. They said, they don't want the same thing 298 00:17:37,400 --> 00:17:39,200 Speaker 1: that happened with LSD. They don't want it to happen 299 00:17:39,200 --> 00:17:42,440 Speaker 1: with Ayahuascas, so it's very controlled. You have to really 300 00:17:42,480 --> 00:17:46,280 Speaker 1: go through a ceremony and prepare yourself for it, you know. 301 00:17:46,640 --> 00:17:51,840 Speaker 1: But it's very similar, probably more potent in the experience 302 00:17:51,920 --> 00:17:53,679 Speaker 1: than LSD. And it's legal. 303 00:17:54,080 --> 00:17:56,639 Speaker 2: Right. What a strange psychotomy, right, I mean? And what 304 00:17:56,720 --> 00:17:58,919 Speaker 2: a weird society we are when you look at the 305 00:17:58,960 --> 00:18:02,879 Speaker 2: fact that alcohol causes you know, tens of thousands of 306 00:18:02,920 --> 00:18:04,680 Speaker 2: deaths every year, if not one hundreds of thousands. I 307 00:18:04,680 --> 00:18:07,160 Speaker 2: don't even know the numbers, but it's a lot, and 308 00:18:07,240 --> 00:18:09,800 Speaker 2: it causes violence, and it causes people to misbehave in 309 00:18:09,880 --> 00:18:12,720 Speaker 2: all sorts of ways, all of which are negative for 310 00:18:12,880 --> 00:18:16,520 Speaker 2: society and their own families and their health and everything else. 311 00:18:16,920 --> 00:18:20,399 Speaker 2: And yet it's totally legal, right, And yet we have 312 00:18:20,480 --> 00:18:23,800 Speaker 2: other drugs like marijuana which are still which is you know, 313 00:18:24,000 --> 00:18:26,320 Speaker 2: obviously we're making a lot of progress, and this is 314 00:18:26,320 --> 00:18:28,240 Speaker 2: something I've been working on for a long time and 315 00:18:28,280 --> 00:18:31,600 Speaker 2: advocating for, but you know, there's still people serving life 316 00:18:31,640 --> 00:18:35,080 Speaker 2: in prison in America for marijuana like that. What in 317 00:18:35,200 --> 00:18:37,639 Speaker 2: the fuck is going on with that? I mean? People, 318 00:18:37,720 --> 00:18:39,400 Speaker 2: I say that to people and they're like, huh, No, 319 00:18:39,480 --> 00:18:41,760 Speaker 2: that doesn't make any sense. Yet we have more than 320 00:18:41,800 --> 00:18:43,960 Speaker 2: sixty percent of Americans now live in a community where 321 00:18:44,119 --> 00:18:47,920 Speaker 2: at least some form of medical or recreational marijuana is legal, 322 00:18:48,080 --> 00:18:49,840 Speaker 2: and yet we have people who are serving life in 323 00:18:49,880 --> 00:18:52,800 Speaker 2: prison and getting arrested every day. Tens of thousand of 324 00:18:52,800 --> 00:18:55,600 Speaker 2: people every week, every month get arrested for marijuana. It's 325 00:18:55,720 --> 00:18:59,240 Speaker 2: nuts and goes back to what you were talking about before. So, 326 00:18:59,240 --> 00:19:02,199 Speaker 2: so you came from a place of believing that what 327 00:19:02,240 --> 00:19:06,720 Speaker 2: you were doing really wasn't wrong because of the fact 328 00:19:06,760 --> 00:19:09,800 Speaker 2: that you looked at this and granted, you know, okay, 329 00:19:10,359 --> 00:19:13,400 Speaker 2: you know, people will have I'm sure very different opinions 330 00:19:13,480 --> 00:19:16,480 Speaker 2: on that, but I can understand where you're coming from. 331 00:19:16,960 --> 00:19:20,359 Speaker 2: But I want to fast forward a little bit to 332 00:19:20,400 --> 00:19:24,480 Speaker 2: the trial itself, because didn't your attorney give you literally 333 00:19:24,520 --> 00:19:27,160 Speaker 2: the worst advice that any attorney has ever given anybody, 334 00:19:27,160 --> 00:19:28,840 Speaker 2: which was the please guilty. 335 00:19:29,400 --> 00:19:31,639 Speaker 1: Yeah, Actually he gave me worst advice than that. He 336 00:19:31,680 --> 00:19:35,159 Speaker 1: wanted me to cooperate, go against my father and they 337 00:19:35,200 --> 00:19:38,600 Speaker 1: would give me ten years, you know. So that was 338 00:19:38,600 --> 00:19:41,119 Speaker 1: his first conversation I ever had with him, and I'm like, 339 00:19:42,040 --> 00:19:43,720 Speaker 1: I called my father as soon as I was done 340 00:19:43,720 --> 00:19:47,199 Speaker 1: with that conversation. My father was had a bond and 341 00:19:47,240 --> 00:19:50,080 Speaker 1: he was home and I went and called him. I says, yeah, 342 00:19:50,080 --> 00:19:52,919 Speaker 1: this is what this attorney just told me. You know, 343 00:19:53,520 --> 00:19:56,679 Speaker 1: they offered me ten years to go against you. And 344 00:19:56,720 --> 00:19:59,280 Speaker 1: I'm like, of course, I'm just telling you. Of course 345 00:19:59,320 --> 00:20:03,720 Speaker 1: I'm not going to do nothing like that. And yeah, 346 00:20:03,760 --> 00:20:08,080 Speaker 1: he gave me bad advice. And I was his last 347 00:20:08,119 --> 00:20:10,639 Speaker 1: case that he was taken on as for the government. 348 00:20:10,760 --> 00:20:13,040 Speaker 1: He started private practice after my case. 349 00:20:12,840 --> 00:20:15,040 Speaker 2: So he's pretty conflicted. 350 00:20:16,000 --> 00:20:19,680 Speaker 1: I mean, it's a sad story that the laws of 351 00:20:19,760 --> 00:20:23,720 Speaker 1: this country are made to hand somebody a life sentence 352 00:20:23,920 --> 00:20:28,560 Speaker 1: for this small amount. Well maybe it's a large amount. 353 00:20:28,560 --> 00:20:30,879 Speaker 1: It just all depends on the way you look at it. 354 00:20:31,160 --> 00:20:33,320 Speaker 2: Well, if you look at it in terms of monetary value, 355 00:20:33,359 --> 00:20:34,800 Speaker 2: it's a small amount. If you look at it in 356 00:20:34,880 --> 00:20:37,840 Speaker 2: terms of the sheer numbers, it's a large amount. But 357 00:20:38,160 --> 00:20:40,120 Speaker 2: you know, it's an amount that most people will never 358 00:20:40,200 --> 00:20:42,480 Speaker 2: ever see or come close to in their lifetimes. But 359 00:20:43,160 --> 00:20:46,159 Speaker 2: at the same time, you know, again I'm of the 360 00:20:46,160 --> 00:20:49,200 Speaker 2: opinion that drugs should be regulated, they should be taxed 361 00:20:49,400 --> 00:20:52,320 Speaker 2: just like alcohol, and they shouldn't be sold to minors, 362 00:20:53,000 --> 00:20:55,520 Speaker 2: and we should have safe spaces for people who are 363 00:20:55,560 --> 00:20:58,000 Speaker 2: heroinauts to to, you know, to do what they need 364 00:20:58,080 --> 00:21:01,399 Speaker 2: to do and not be in the streets. And you know, 365 00:21:01,560 --> 00:21:04,159 Speaker 2: it's been shown that these type of safe injection facilities 366 00:21:04,600 --> 00:21:08,639 Speaker 2: reduce the spread of AIDS and hepatitis drastically, clean needle exchanges. 367 00:21:08,680 --> 00:21:12,960 Speaker 2: Things like that, I don't do drugs. I wish, you know, 368 00:21:13,680 --> 00:21:16,080 Speaker 2: I could wave a magic wand and help every drug 369 00:21:16,080 --> 00:21:18,359 Speaker 2: addict off of drugs that you know that they could. 370 00:21:18,359 --> 00:21:20,680 Speaker 2: I believe we should have rehab facilities available to every 371 00:21:20,720 --> 00:21:24,240 Speaker 2: American who needs it and wants it like a hospital is, 372 00:21:25,600 --> 00:21:27,720 Speaker 2: and we would be a much better society if that 373 00:21:27,760 --> 00:21:32,080 Speaker 2: were the case. But instead we lock people like you 374 00:21:32,240 --> 00:21:36,080 Speaker 2: up for crazy amounts of time. But in your case, 375 00:21:36,440 --> 00:21:39,560 Speaker 2: your attorney told you that you could plead guilty. First 376 00:21:39,600 --> 00:21:40,919 Speaker 2: of all, the idea that he wanted you to testify 377 00:21:40,920 --> 00:21:43,119 Speaker 2: against your father is something I really have to just 378 00:21:43,200 --> 00:21:45,280 Speaker 2: process for a little while. I guess he had to 379 00:21:45,320 --> 00:21:47,000 Speaker 2: offer you that option if it was an option that 380 00:21:47,080 --> 00:21:49,639 Speaker 2: was available to you. You know, he probably had a 381 00:21:49,760 --> 00:21:51,720 Speaker 2: legal duty to tell you about it. He didn't have 382 00:21:51,760 --> 00:21:53,720 Speaker 2: to advise you to do it. But I'm sure he 383 00:21:53,760 --> 00:21:57,600 Speaker 2: did have some sort of a responsibility to tell you 384 00:21:57,640 --> 00:22:00,320 Speaker 2: that that was on the table. You did the only 385 00:22:00,400 --> 00:22:02,840 Speaker 2: right thing that you could do, of course, and that's 386 00:22:03,000 --> 00:22:05,840 Speaker 2: the only honorable thing. And then but then he still 387 00:22:05,840 --> 00:22:07,760 Speaker 2: told you that if you pleaded guilty, you would get 388 00:22:08,080 --> 00:22:08,840 Speaker 2: what not. 389 00:22:08,960 --> 00:22:13,040 Speaker 1: Life twenty one to twenty seven years. I thought, so, 390 00:22:14,520 --> 00:22:17,320 Speaker 1: which is a long time, you know, when you're just 391 00:22:17,640 --> 00:22:20,760 Speaker 1: getting arrested and you're coming in. But I also I 392 00:22:20,800 --> 00:22:25,160 Speaker 1: just had to adapt to my environment and think about, Okay, 393 00:22:25,200 --> 00:22:26,640 Speaker 1: I'm going to be in prison for a long time, 394 00:22:26,720 --> 00:22:31,240 Speaker 1: so regardless, and I really thought about December twenty one, 395 00:22:31,280 --> 00:22:34,040 Speaker 1: twenty twelve. I had on the back of my mind. 396 00:22:35,240 --> 00:22:37,200 Speaker 1: I believed something was going to happen, and maybe I 397 00:22:37,200 --> 00:22:41,520 Speaker 1: would that date would change, you know, like Jerry mentioned, 398 00:22:41,720 --> 00:22:46,080 Speaker 1: or Terrence McKenna, an author, he mentioned, like a global 399 00:22:46,080 --> 00:22:48,639 Speaker 1: shift of consciousness on that date. So I figured, Okay, 400 00:22:49,080 --> 00:22:50,560 Speaker 1: I'm going to be in until then anyway. So it 401 00:22:50,600 --> 00:22:53,760 Speaker 1: doesn't matter if they say twenty years, two life sentences, 402 00:22:53,960 --> 00:22:56,280 Speaker 1: thirty years. It just didn't matter to me at the time. 403 00:22:56,320 --> 00:23:02,000 Speaker 1: I just accepted my fate, you know. Like I had 404 00:23:02,119 --> 00:23:05,280 Speaker 1: a couple of friends also, and I called them up 405 00:23:05,320 --> 00:23:07,760 Speaker 1: and I said, you're never going to hear from me again. 406 00:23:07,840 --> 00:23:10,760 Speaker 1: I'm if anybody ever comes to you ask you any 407 00:23:10,880 --> 00:23:13,960 Speaker 1: questions or anything, just tell them you'll cooperate against me. 408 00:23:14,440 --> 00:23:16,119 Speaker 1: That's what I told some of the people because I 409 00:23:16,160 --> 00:23:20,520 Speaker 1: know I was basically the taking it. I was going 410 00:23:20,560 --> 00:23:23,600 Speaker 1: to jail, you know, I was doing that as a 411 00:23:23,640 --> 00:23:24,120 Speaker 1: long time. 412 00:23:24,240 --> 00:23:25,840 Speaker 2: So you were trying to send a lifeline out to 413 00:23:25,880 --> 00:23:27,440 Speaker 2: some of your friends that might have gotten in trouble. 414 00:23:27,480 --> 00:23:29,399 Speaker 2: That's actually I've never heard that story before. That's a 415 00:23:29,520 --> 00:23:32,320 Speaker 2: very uh, it's extreme. I mean, thoughtful is not the 416 00:23:32,359 --> 00:23:33,919 Speaker 2: right word, is not a strong enough word for it, 417 00:23:33,960 --> 00:23:36,959 Speaker 2: but it's a it's a very grace graceful thing that 418 00:23:37,000 --> 00:23:42,120 Speaker 2: you did, and I tip my hat to you for that. 419 00:23:42,600 --> 00:23:45,639 Speaker 2: So your attorney told you if you pleaded guilty, this 420 00:23:45,680 --> 00:23:47,600 Speaker 2: is what you would get. You were operating under this 421 00:23:48,040 --> 00:23:50,840 Speaker 2: mistaken assumption that this prophecy was real and that you 422 00:23:50,880 --> 00:23:53,240 Speaker 2: would that some magical thing was going to happen on 423 00:23:54,000 --> 00:23:57,199 Speaker 2: that particular date in twenty twelve. Obviously that's not how 424 00:23:57,240 --> 00:24:00,000 Speaker 2: it worked out. So when you when you were sentenced, 425 00:24:01,960 --> 00:24:04,840 Speaker 2: I mean that moment, I guess it. 426 00:24:04,800 --> 00:24:06,800 Speaker 1: Didn't really hit me when I was sentenced when he 427 00:24:06,840 --> 00:24:10,679 Speaker 1: actually said, you know, I send you to life and 428 00:24:10,720 --> 00:24:13,119 Speaker 1: then another life. It didn't really hit me. My sister 429 00:24:13,160 --> 00:24:16,080 Speaker 1: was in the courtroom though, and the officers involved were 430 00:24:16,080 --> 00:24:18,600 Speaker 1: in the courtroom, and as I was walking out of 431 00:24:18,640 --> 00:24:22,680 Speaker 1: the courtroom, you know, I was it was. It didn't 432 00:24:22,760 --> 00:24:25,040 Speaker 1: hit me until I looked at my sister and the 433 00:24:25,080 --> 00:24:29,640 Speaker 1: two guys they were officers. They stood up and high 434 00:24:29,640 --> 00:24:31,560 Speaker 1: fived each other in the middle of the courtroom, and 435 00:24:31,600 --> 00:24:34,440 Speaker 1: my sister saw that, and I'm looking at my sister 436 00:24:34,480 --> 00:24:36,479 Speaker 1: and I basically start I broke down right then. I 437 00:24:36,520 --> 00:24:39,359 Speaker 1: was like, man, this is sad. I'm sad for my sister. 438 00:24:40,960 --> 00:24:43,120 Speaker 1: It's sad to see my sister here right now like that. 439 00:24:43,320 --> 00:24:47,040 Speaker 1: And I walked in, you know, with the marshals, into 440 00:24:47,040 --> 00:24:50,720 Speaker 1: the elevator, and I had some tears going because I've 441 00:24:50,720 --> 00:24:53,479 Speaker 1: seen my sister. It was more to do with her 442 00:24:53,560 --> 00:24:55,320 Speaker 1: than it was for myself. 443 00:24:55,600 --> 00:25:10,560 Speaker 2: You know, that's a crazy thing, but we've heard that 444 00:25:10,640 --> 00:25:13,359 Speaker 2: before on the show, with people at this moment of 445 00:25:14,080 --> 00:25:17,920 Speaker 2: utter despair still thinking more about the people they love 446 00:25:18,000 --> 00:25:20,280 Speaker 2: than about their own predicament, which is sort of a 447 00:25:20,680 --> 00:25:26,680 Speaker 2: really an interesting phenomenon psychological and emotional phenomena that happens. 448 00:25:26,320 --> 00:25:31,600 Speaker 2: But then, you know, then comes another terrible aspect of 449 00:25:31,640 --> 00:25:34,400 Speaker 2: your case, which is something that I know you talk 450 00:25:34,440 --> 00:25:36,639 Speaker 2: about in your speeches, and I know you want to 451 00:25:36,680 --> 00:25:40,359 Speaker 2: talk about today, and I want to talk about today, 452 00:25:40,359 --> 00:25:41,919 Speaker 2: which is the fact that you were sent to some 453 00:25:41,960 --> 00:25:45,880 Speaker 2: of the most dangerous prisons in America as a non 454 00:25:46,040 --> 00:25:49,800 Speaker 2: violent hippie. Right, you still look like a hippie. You 455 00:25:49,359 --> 00:25:51,280 Speaker 2: got you can't hear you can't see him on the radio, 456 00:25:51,320 --> 00:25:55,040 Speaker 2: but he's got long hair in a braid, and you know, 457 00:25:55,200 --> 00:25:57,760 Speaker 2: just sort of has the mannerisms of somebody who is 458 00:25:58,000 --> 00:26:01,840 Speaker 2: just a gentle musical sort of a soul, which I 459 00:26:01,880 --> 00:26:05,119 Speaker 2: recognized from my day job in the music business. So 460 00:26:06,160 --> 00:26:08,600 Speaker 2: how did you deal with this? I mean, what was 461 00:26:08,640 --> 00:26:10,720 Speaker 2: it like when you first went and how did you 462 00:26:10,800 --> 00:26:13,160 Speaker 2: manage to survive? I mean, these are places where people 463 00:26:13,200 --> 00:26:17,520 Speaker 2: are getting stabbed, people are getting beaten, people are getting killed, right, 464 00:26:17,800 --> 00:26:19,680 Speaker 2: and here you are not not I mean you're not 465 00:26:19,720 --> 00:26:22,360 Speaker 2: a small guy, but you're not a big bodybuilder type 466 00:26:22,400 --> 00:26:24,520 Speaker 2: of guy, tough guy whatever. You did grow up in 467 00:26:24,560 --> 00:26:27,480 Speaker 2: a violent you know, back with the background like. 468 00:26:28,080 --> 00:26:31,440 Speaker 1: It started off. I guess it just depends on who 469 00:26:31,520 --> 00:26:35,399 Speaker 1: you befriend when you first go into prison. You know, 470 00:26:36,240 --> 00:26:39,240 Speaker 1: I went. There was a guy from actually from Hell's 471 00:26:39,320 --> 00:26:43,879 Speaker 1: Kitchen in New York named Paulie Shartier. He passed away 472 00:26:43,920 --> 00:26:48,280 Speaker 1: since then, but he took me as a roommate right off, 473 00:26:48,560 --> 00:26:50,760 Speaker 1: you know, right off the bus basically, you know. And 474 00:26:50,800 --> 00:26:52,760 Speaker 1: I came in there with long hair. So he's like, look, 475 00:26:52,800 --> 00:26:55,959 Speaker 1: you gotta shut your you gotta cut your hair first. 476 00:26:56,080 --> 00:26:59,760 Speaker 1: And he schooled me. But he did more than school me. 477 00:26:59,800 --> 00:27:04,280 Speaker 1: He had without me realizing the amount of stuff that 478 00:27:04,359 --> 00:27:08,919 Speaker 1: he did for me, he had like power within the 479 00:27:08,960 --> 00:27:13,119 Speaker 1: prison system. Let's say, you know, if you're a serious 480 00:27:13,320 --> 00:27:16,760 Speaker 1: violent person or whatever, and you've done some serious violent acts, 481 00:27:17,600 --> 00:27:22,439 Speaker 1: then you gained some kind of power more more like 482 00:27:22,520 --> 00:27:24,960 Speaker 1: people are afraid of you. I guess it boils down 483 00:27:25,000 --> 00:27:27,040 Speaker 1: to and he took me in as a roommate and 484 00:27:27,080 --> 00:27:30,480 Speaker 1: he schooled me. And he also had explained to other 485 00:27:30,520 --> 00:27:36,080 Speaker 1: people where I came from. You know, I'm this deadhead. 486 00:27:36,520 --> 00:27:39,240 Speaker 1: I'm you know. He's like, yeah, you're you know. He 487 00:27:39,320 --> 00:27:41,800 Speaker 1: used to he used to be funny to him in 488 00:27:41,840 --> 00:27:44,600 Speaker 1: a way as far as seeing me because I'm like 489 00:27:44,640 --> 00:27:47,439 Speaker 1: this non He's like, you don't belong in here in 490 00:27:47,480 --> 00:27:53,000 Speaker 1: this prison system. And he personally told people that other 491 00:27:53,040 --> 00:27:55,280 Speaker 1: people that had power like to look out for me, 492 00:27:55,400 --> 00:27:59,840 Speaker 1: you know, to like make sure that I don't get 493 00:27:59,880 --> 00:28:02,200 Speaker 1: in anything I wasn't. I didn't do drugs in there. 494 00:28:02,280 --> 00:28:06,840 Speaker 1: I didn't do I didn't borrow things from people and 495 00:28:06,880 --> 00:28:09,080 Speaker 1: not return them. There's a lot of things they say 496 00:28:09,320 --> 00:28:15,960 Speaker 1: when you get to prison, not to do gamble and. 497 00:28:17,359 --> 00:28:19,280 Speaker 2: Tim why do you think that he took such an 498 00:28:19,280 --> 00:28:21,639 Speaker 2: interest in your well being, because it sounds like he, 499 00:28:22,359 --> 00:28:24,160 Speaker 2: at least for a period of time, may have saved 500 00:28:24,160 --> 00:28:24,560 Speaker 2: your life. 501 00:28:24,600 --> 00:28:26,840 Speaker 1: Well, he wasn't the first person. I mean, he was 502 00:28:26,880 --> 00:28:30,880 Speaker 1: the first person, but he wasn't the last. An Italian 503 00:28:30,880 --> 00:28:34,960 Speaker 1: guy that's very well known from New York also, and 504 00:28:35,040 --> 00:28:38,840 Speaker 1: he's he's he took a liking to me too. And 505 00:28:38,880 --> 00:28:42,720 Speaker 1: I started playing tennis with him and three days a week. 506 00:28:42,560 --> 00:28:45,080 Speaker 2: And tennis at tennis in a maxim security prison. 507 00:28:45,200 --> 00:28:47,640 Speaker 1: They did in Atlanta. It took a few years, but 508 00:28:48,400 --> 00:28:51,200 Speaker 1: they had tennis in USP Atlanta when I when I 509 00:28:51,280 --> 00:28:55,280 Speaker 1: arrived there, you know, they actually had tennis courts in there. 510 00:28:55,960 --> 00:28:58,120 Speaker 1: No longer, they have no more tennis than any of 511 00:28:58,160 --> 00:29:03,040 Speaker 1: the prisons, but they had there and handball. And one 512 00:29:03,080 --> 00:29:05,640 Speaker 1: of the things I started doing was playing handball. And 513 00:29:07,760 --> 00:29:11,160 Speaker 1: these guys, you know, had a lot of power on 514 00:29:11,200 --> 00:29:14,040 Speaker 1: the street in the free world, so in prison they 515 00:29:14,680 --> 00:29:17,560 Speaker 1: some of them retained some of that power where nobody 516 00:29:17,600 --> 00:29:21,840 Speaker 1: would mess with them or maybe their friends. So they 517 00:29:22,800 --> 00:29:28,600 Speaker 1: by me playing at daily doing exercise with some people 518 00:29:28,640 --> 00:29:32,840 Speaker 1: that had it was that had a little power in 519 00:29:32,880 --> 00:29:35,640 Speaker 1: the free world, let's say, or even in prison, some 520 00:29:35,760 --> 00:29:39,239 Speaker 1: of the other people would think, well they better not 521 00:29:39,720 --> 00:29:45,160 Speaker 1: you know, approached me in negative ways based on only 522 00:29:45,200 --> 00:29:48,320 Speaker 1: because I befriended some people and not everybody is able 523 00:29:48,360 --> 00:29:51,440 Speaker 1: to befriend you know, some people like that. It's just 524 00:29:51,480 --> 00:29:55,000 Speaker 1: like they kind of like came to me. It's I 525 00:29:55,000 --> 00:29:57,920 Speaker 1: don't really know how it all happened. It was more 526 00:29:58,000 --> 00:30:02,280 Speaker 1: like they they saw somebody. They saw so many they 527 00:30:02,280 --> 00:30:05,959 Speaker 1: didn't feel like that was a real that was like 528 00:30:06,000 --> 00:30:10,160 Speaker 1: a I don't know, I like to say the word convict, 529 00:30:10,200 --> 00:30:15,840 Speaker 1: but in some levels like a criminal. They didn't look 530 00:30:15,840 --> 00:30:17,800 Speaker 1: at me as like a criminal, and they looked at 531 00:30:17,800 --> 00:30:20,760 Speaker 1: me like and I had a life sentence, So there 532 00:30:21,560 --> 00:30:24,840 Speaker 1: they had some compassion for me. I guess yeah, it. 533 00:30:24,840 --> 00:30:29,800 Speaker 2: Sounds like it. It upset their own sense of right 534 00:30:29,840 --> 00:30:33,240 Speaker 2: and wrong to an extent that they felt that they 535 00:30:33,320 --> 00:30:39,000 Speaker 2: could use that influenced power you know, they had in 536 00:30:39,040 --> 00:30:45,040 Speaker 2: that situation to be able to protect you. And that's 537 00:30:45,080 --> 00:30:47,400 Speaker 2: a sort of a little miracle, right, It's sort of 538 00:30:48,160 --> 00:30:50,920 Speaker 2: hope in a hopeless place, I suppose. But you were 539 00:30:50,960 --> 00:30:54,560 Speaker 2: transferred to I mean, you were in a dozen different 540 00:30:54,600 --> 00:30:57,720 Speaker 2: prisons over the time you were locked up, and so 541 00:30:58,360 --> 00:31:02,080 Speaker 2: you know, you couldn't have had a dozen different protectors, 542 00:31:02,200 --> 00:31:05,560 Speaker 2: right And even then, like for you, I know that 543 00:31:06,040 --> 00:31:10,000 Speaker 2: from having read about you at various times, you were 544 00:31:10,080 --> 00:31:13,760 Speaker 2: the winemaker or whatever in the prison, and that managed 545 00:31:13,800 --> 00:31:17,160 Speaker 2: to help you because making a prison hoots or whatever 546 00:31:18,480 --> 00:31:20,320 Speaker 2: to keep you in the good graces of some of 547 00:31:20,400 --> 00:31:22,760 Speaker 2: the other guys who might have you know, been predators 548 00:31:25,000 --> 00:31:28,400 Speaker 2: or tormentors of yours. And that that does lead to 549 00:31:28,440 --> 00:31:29,800 Speaker 2: a good point that I want to make, which is 550 00:31:29,800 --> 00:31:34,400 Speaker 2: that my friend Tony Poppa, who was in prison maxim 551 00:31:34,440 --> 00:31:36,920 Speaker 2: security prison New York for twelve years for a non 552 00:31:36,960 --> 00:31:40,800 Speaker 2: violent first defense, he talks a lot about how, you know, 553 00:31:40,800 --> 00:31:42,600 Speaker 2: there was so much there was so much drugs in 554 00:31:42,640 --> 00:31:44,960 Speaker 2: the prisons that he was in. There were so many 555 00:31:45,000 --> 00:31:48,040 Speaker 2: drugs and as he says, if you can't control the 556 00:31:48,440 --> 00:31:50,560 Speaker 2: flow of drugs in a maximum security prison, how can 557 00:31:50,640 --> 00:31:52,800 Speaker 2: you expect to control it in a free society. And 558 00:31:52,800 --> 00:31:54,840 Speaker 2: I think that really says a lot about the work 559 00:31:54,840 --> 00:31:57,880 Speaker 2: that we do, because just think about that, right, there's 560 00:31:58,160 --> 00:32:00,560 Speaker 2: I don't think there's I mean, for everything, everybody I've 561 00:32:00,560 --> 00:32:03,360 Speaker 2: spoken to, and as you know, hundreds of people by 562 00:32:03,360 --> 00:32:06,360 Speaker 2: now that I know who have served time in different 563 00:32:06,360 --> 00:32:08,320 Speaker 2: prisons around and nobody says that it was hard to 564 00:32:08,320 --> 00:32:13,720 Speaker 2: get access to drugs, which I find remarkable, but it's true. 565 00:32:13,880 --> 00:32:16,480 Speaker 2: And yet we labor under this assumption that if we 566 00:32:16,600 --> 00:32:19,760 Speaker 2: devote enough resources to trying to stop the flow of 567 00:32:19,840 --> 00:32:23,280 Speaker 2: drugs or trying to you know, legislate our way out 568 00:32:23,280 --> 00:32:25,440 Speaker 2: of it or incarcerate our way out of it, that 569 00:32:25,520 --> 00:32:27,840 Speaker 2: somehow others going to reduce the amount of drugs and society. 570 00:32:28,080 --> 00:32:30,160 Speaker 2: It's never worked, it never will work, it never can work. 571 00:32:30,600 --> 00:32:33,640 Speaker 2: So and your your experience is just another example of that. 572 00:32:33,720 --> 00:32:36,880 Speaker 2: But back to your experience. So, so you went from 573 00:32:36,920 --> 00:32:40,080 Speaker 2: prison to prison, you were placed in solitary confinement at 574 00:32:40,120 --> 00:32:42,240 Speaker 2: various times for either things that you did or did 575 00:32:42,280 --> 00:32:46,040 Speaker 2: not do right. And how did I mean? You were 576 00:32:46,080 --> 00:32:50,280 Speaker 2: deprived of basically all almost all the things that a 577 00:32:50,360 --> 00:32:53,040 Speaker 2: human being needs to survive, aside from the fact that. 578 00:32:53,080 --> 00:32:55,080 Speaker 2: I mean, were you you were vegetarian the whole time 579 00:32:55,120 --> 00:32:55,960 Speaker 2: you were in there too. 580 00:32:56,160 --> 00:32:59,240 Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean that's an early impossible to do. But yes, 581 00:33:01,480 --> 00:33:05,520 Speaker 1: I starved at times. Literally. That's something that I'd like 582 00:33:06,400 --> 00:33:09,160 Speaker 1: to bring awareness to, Like there is some other vegetarians 583 00:33:09,160 --> 00:33:12,080 Speaker 1: in there, vegans in there. There. There actually are a few, 584 00:33:12,200 --> 00:33:18,320 Speaker 1: like a lot of Rastafarians or vegans, and they have 585 00:33:19,320 --> 00:33:25,240 Speaker 1: very limited food choices in there. You know. Towards the 586 00:33:25,360 --> 00:33:27,600 Speaker 1: last couple of years I was in there, they started 587 00:33:28,200 --> 00:33:31,600 Speaker 1: letting people get like tofu and our bomzo beans and 588 00:33:31,600 --> 00:33:34,200 Speaker 1: stuff like that that are vegan. That are the vegetarians. 589 00:33:35,640 --> 00:33:38,240 Speaker 1: But for the most part, for the most of those years, 590 00:33:38,560 --> 00:33:41,959 Speaker 1: they serve like soy, just soy, you know, throw some 591 00:33:42,000 --> 00:33:46,520 Speaker 1: water and some soy and that would be food, you know. 592 00:33:46,600 --> 00:33:49,840 Speaker 1: But for me, I was fortunate where I would I 593 00:33:50,040 --> 00:33:53,800 Speaker 1: ate oatmeal and apples mostly every single day for lunch. 594 00:33:54,080 --> 00:33:56,200 Speaker 1: That was my lunch, you know. I would eat that 595 00:33:56,400 --> 00:33:58,480 Speaker 1: in my room because you can buy oatmeal in the 596 00:33:58,480 --> 00:34:03,240 Speaker 1: commissary and apples sometimes you can get them from the kitchen, 597 00:34:03,840 --> 00:34:05,560 Speaker 1: you know, or you can have somebody to bring them 598 00:34:05,920 --> 00:34:09,680 Speaker 1: to you, I guess. And I would just go out 599 00:34:09,719 --> 00:34:13,040 Speaker 1: and play handball for a lot of years, for like 600 00:34:13,200 --> 00:34:16,080 Speaker 1: the past twenty years, probably I would skip going to 601 00:34:16,160 --> 00:34:19,040 Speaker 1: the real lunch because there's mostly nothing there that I 602 00:34:19,080 --> 00:34:25,560 Speaker 1: would eat. But yeah, and then in a commissary, they 603 00:34:25,640 --> 00:34:28,960 Speaker 1: have a comma saries where inmates can buy food, but 604 00:34:29,120 --> 00:34:34,879 Speaker 1: there's nothing, definitely nothing organic in there. But there's very 605 00:34:34,920 --> 00:34:37,480 Speaker 1: little that's even healthy, you know, Like they might sell 606 00:34:38,000 --> 00:34:40,720 Speaker 1: bags of beans, but even those contain like canola oil 607 00:34:40,800 --> 00:34:43,880 Speaker 1: and other stuff that I don't that I know that's 608 00:34:44,040 --> 00:34:48,239 Speaker 1: unhealthy for you. So, like I said, it's very very 609 00:34:48,239 --> 00:34:50,960 Speaker 1: difficult to eat the way I did. But I I've 610 00:34:50,960 --> 00:34:55,239 Speaker 1: been a vegan for a long time, mostly for because 611 00:34:55,280 --> 00:34:57,919 Speaker 1: I karma, Like I don't like to promote death, even 612 00:34:57,920 --> 00:35:02,840 Speaker 1: of animals, you know, And so you know, that's just 613 00:35:02,920 --> 00:35:07,520 Speaker 1: my choice, and it was a hard choice. But luckily 614 00:35:07,560 --> 00:35:09,920 Speaker 1: I was given another chance. And when I come out 615 00:35:10,320 --> 00:35:12,800 Speaker 1: to the free world here, I cannot believe they have 616 00:35:12,920 --> 00:35:16,640 Speaker 1: vegan restaurants now. Everywhere they have It's amazing. They have 617 00:35:16,760 --> 00:35:20,040 Speaker 1: vegan They have whole foods with vegan food, vegan salad bards, 618 00:35:20,320 --> 00:35:24,440 Speaker 1: I mean, organic food everywhere. It's unbelievable. 619 00:35:24,480 --> 00:35:26,279 Speaker 2: I'm telling you, I eat all that stuff now. I 620 00:35:26,280 --> 00:35:28,600 Speaker 2: eat the Beyond burgers. I eat that. They have these 621 00:35:28,640 --> 00:35:30,760 Speaker 2: things called fruffalo wings. That's my addiction. 622 00:35:30,880 --> 00:35:32,680 Speaker 1: Now is it a cauliflower? 623 00:35:33,080 --> 00:35:34,719 Speaker 2: I think it's made out of cauliflower. It's got a 624 00:35:34,760 --> 00:35:36,200 Speaker 2: bunch of differ stuff in it, but none of it's me. 625 00:35:36,480 --> 00:35:39,600 Speaker 2: And uh, you know, I'm gonna I'm gonna be opening 626 00:35:40,640 --> 00:35:44,719 Speaker 2: a vegan restaurant eventually, and I'm very excited about that too. 627 00:35:44,760 --> 00:35:47,520 Speaker 2: I mean, I'm not I'm I'm almost there, but I'm 628 00:35:47,520 --> 00:35:49,520 Speaker 2: not quite there. I still slip once in a while 629 00:35:49,600 --> 00:35:52,120 Speaker 2: with a little bit of fish or something. But I'm 630 00:35:52,160 --> 00:35:53,680 Speaker 2: on the same page as you. I don't want to 631 00:35:53,719 --> 00:35:57,719 Speaker 2: hurt animals or or anything like that. So you know, 632 00:35:58,000 --> 00:35:59,520 Speaker 2: I'm getting there, you know. But I have a lot 633 00:35:59,520 --> 00:36:00,880 Speaker 2: of respect for people like you. The been able to 634 00:36:00,920 --> 00:36:02,319 Speaker 2: do it for so long, and the fact that you 635 00:36:02,360 --> 00:36:05,799 Speaker 2: were able to do it under those conditions is insane. 636 00:36:05,920 --> 00:36:09,560 Speaker 2: But I'm not perfect, but I'm I'm trying to minimize, 637 00:36:09,800 --> 00:36:12,640 Speaker 2: you know, my impact on the on the animals and 638 00:36:12,680 --> 00:36:15,000 Speaker 2: the oceans and the rest of it. So so I 639 00:36:15,000 --> 00:36:17,680 Speaker 2: look up to you for that. But how did I mean, 640 00:36:18,000 --> 00:36:19,760 Speaker 2: you know, going back to what I was saying before, Tim, 641 00:36:19,840 --> 00:36:23,840 Speaker 2: you know, the deprivation to someone like you who was 642 00:36:24,800 --> 00:36:27,960 Speaker 2: really yours addicted, more addicted to music than drugs, right, 643 00:36:28,040 --> 00:36:31,240 Speaker 2: I mean, and you weren't able to have that experience 644 00:36:31,239 --> 00:36:34,160 Speaker 2: in prison except on a very limited basis at certain times. 645 00:36:35,840 --> 00:36:40,880 Speaker 2: You obviously are someone who is a you know, a 646 00:36:41,040 --> 00:36:44,120 Speaker 2: kind and gentle and loving person, and here it is 647 00:36:44,600 --> 00:36:47,439 Speaker 2: everything is the opposite. Right. You're not able to have 648 00:36:47,760 --> 00:36:53,200 Speaker 2: appropriate forms of physical contact with with with and by 649 00:36:53,200 --> 00:36:57,440 Speaker 2: that I mean whether hugs or you know, romantic relationships. 650 00:36:58,920 --> 00:37:01,160 Speaker 2: You're not able to have any of the things that 651 00:37:01,360 --> 00:37:05,080 Speaker 2: sustained you and sustain you now on the outside, How 652 00:37:05,120 --> 00:37:09,600 Speaker 2: does a person like you go into an environment like 653 00:37:09,680 --> 00:37:13,280 Speaker 2: that and with with actually no prospects of ever getting 654 00:37:13,320 --> 00:37:18,720 Speaker 2: out and maintain sanity, hope, any of it? Like what 655 00:37:18,719 --> 00:37:21,920 Speaker 2: what you know? You're in this like the darkest hole 656 00:37:21,960 --> 00:37:25,080 Speaker 2: that even in solitary confinement, Like, how'd you do that? Well? 657 00:37:25,239 --> 00:37:27,799 Speaker 1: The first time I went in hole in South they 658 00:37:27,800 --> 00:37:30,840 Speaker 1: call it solitary confinement is known as the hole in prison. 659 00:37:31,239 --> 00:37:32,959 Speaker 1: You know, when you're in prison, they state it's the hole. 660 00:37:34,360 --> 00:37:35,960 Speaker 1: The first time I went in there, I was in 661 00:37:36,000 --> 00:37:39,280 Speaker 1: there for thirty seven days. I didn't do anything wrong, 662 00:37:39,520 --> 00:37:43,960 Speaker 1: but there's there's different reasons why you would go to 663 00:37:44,080 --> 00:37:47,200 Speaker 1: the hole. They call it special housing unit, it's called 664 00:37:47,200 --> 00:37:52,080 Speaker 1: a shoe. There's different reasons why. I like, at this 665 00:37:52,080 --> 00:37:55,600 Speaker 1: particular time, there was a guy that was in the 666 00:37:55,640 --> 00:37:58,760 Speaker 1: same living quarters that I lived at, and he actually 667 00:37:58,800 --> 00:38:01,759 Speaker 1: put a knife in not only our room, but like 668 00:38:01,840 --> 00:38:04,680 Speaker 1: four other people's rooms because he didn't like my roommate 669 00:38:05,080 --> 00:38:08,080 Speaker 1: and he didn't like you know, in the nineties, and 670 00:38:10,360 --> 00:38:13,200 Speaker 1: so they locked you. If they find something in your 671 00:38:13,280 --> 00:38:16,040 Speaker 1: room and nobody says it's theirs, my roommate would have 672 00:38:16,040 --> 00:38:17,480 Speaker 1: said it was his if it was his, And if 673 00:38:17,560 --> 00:38:20,319 Speaker 1: I have something that's wrong that I shouldn't have, I 674 00:38:20,320 --> 00:38:24,279 Speaker 1: will say it's mine too. So it wasn't either one 675 00:38:24,280 --> 00:38:26,479 Speaker 1: of ours. And so they took us to the hole. 676 00:38:26,880 --> 00:38:30,200 Speaker 1: I was there for thirty seven days and then they 677 00:38:30,480 --> 00:38:33,279 Speaker 1: let me out. And then another time I went for 678 00:38:33,440 --> 00:38:36,319 Speaker 1: over two months because somebody else was trying to leave 679 00:38:36,360 --> 00:38:39,400 Speaker 1: that prison. So he used my name to say that 680 00:38:39,440 --> 00:38:43,800 Speaker 1: I was like extorting him for to make wine or something. 681 00:38:43,840 --> 00:38:47,399 Speaker 1: You know. It was extorting. I don't. I would never 682 00:38:47,440 --> 00:38:50,040 Speaker 1: extort anybody for anything, you know, And I'm thinking, wow, 683 00:38:50,400 --> 00:38:52,440 Speaker 1: And they shipped the guy I was in the hole 684 00:38:52,480 --> 00:38:54,719 Speaker 1: for two months and two days. And it's just a 685 00:38:54,760 --> 00:38:59,439 Speaker 1: coincidence that it was around August ninth of nineteen ninety five. 686 00:38:59,480 --> 00:39:02,319 Speaker 1: This was right when Jerry Garcia died. I was in 687 00:39:02,360 --> 00:39:05,319 Speaker 1: a hole when he died. And they used to never 688 00:39:05,360 --> 00:39:09,239 Speaker 1: play music, you know, and you could maybe hear one 689 00:39:09,239 --> 00:39:12,120 Speaker 1: of their songs every so often on the music. But 690 00:39:12,160 --> 00:39:15,440 Speaker 1: when he died, they started playing all day for the 691 00:39:15,480 --> 00:39:17,560 Speaker 1: whole day. I was able to listen, you know, I'm 692 00:39:17,600 --> 00:39:21,319 Speaker 1: listening to music on the radio, you know. And that 693 00:39:21,440 --> 00:39:23,520 Speaker 1: started the Grateful Dead Hour, and they started to have 694 00:39:23,640 --> 00:39:25,799 Speaker 1: one hour a week, you know, where I can listen 695 00:39:25,800 --> 00:39:28,160 Speaker 1: to it. Where that helped me, really helped me. But 696 00:39:29,440 --> 00:39:31,200 Speaker 1: at times when I could not listen to it, I 697 00:39:31,200 --> 00:39:34,920 Speaker 1: actually used to use the telephone and call my sister 698 00:39:34,960 --> 00:39:36,640 Speaker 1: and she would play me the song called the Days 699 00:39:36,640 --> 00:39:39,840 Speaker 1: Between It's a Grateful Dead song over the phone, and 700 00:39:39,880 --> 00:39:42,480 Speaker 1: I would it would help me. It was like, oh, 701 00:39:42,960 --> 00:39:47,280 Speaker 1: it would help me, Like maybe someday, somehow somebody will 702 00:39:49,120 --> 00:39:51,200 Speaker 1: help me and I can go back to a show 703 00:39:51,239 --> 00:39:53,160 Speaker 1: where I can be able to listen to him on 704 00:39:53,200 --> 00:39:58,680 Speaker 1: my own, whatever the case may be. So I was, 705 00:39:58,719 --> 00:40:00,000 Speaker 1: like I said, I was in the hole for two 706 00:40:00,080 --> 00:40:03,239 Speaker 1: months in two days over somebody saying that I was 707 00:40:03,719 --> 00:40:05,479 Speaker 1: something to do it whine, But they shipped that guy. 708 00:40:05,640 --> 00:40:07,600 Speaker 1: He wanted to get shipped, and they they did. They 709 00:40:07,600 --> 00:40:10,719 Speaker 1: shipped him. They let me back out, and then I 710 00:40:10,800 --> 00:40:13,120 Speaker 1: was there for seven years, and at the very end 711 00:40:15,160 --> 00:40:18,479 Speaker 1: they tried to say I was. They didn't know for sure, 712 00:40:18,520 --> 00:40:20,840 Speaker 1: but they were saying, just in case, they're going to 713 00:40:21,040 --> 00:40:24,520 Speaker 1: put me in the hole because they thought I was 714 00:40:24,520 --> 00:40:27,320 Speaker 1: friends with these guys that were trying to escape. I 715 00:40:27,360 --> 00:40:31,239 Speaker 1: would never try to leave because it's there's no sense 716 00:40:31,280 --> 00:40:33,920 Speaker 1: of trying to leave, because you're you can't stay away. 717 00:40:33,960 --> 00:40:38,239 Speaker 1: It's like it's weird. I wouldn't never try to try 718 00:40:38,239 --> 00:40:41,200 Speaker 1: to go anywhere. But I had a friend of mine 719 00:40:41,200 --> 00:40:43,319 Speaker 1: that was actually trying to leave, and he had some 720 00:40:43,320 --> 00:40:47,759 Speaker 1: friends and they all they were trying, and they locked 721 00:40:47,760 --> 00:40:49,239 Speaker 1: them all up. And then a month later they came 722 00:40:49,280 --> 00:40:50,800 Speaker 1: and said, well, we're locking you up just in case, 723 00:40:51,360 --> 00:40:53,080 Speaker 1: and they locked me up. And I was in over 724 00:40:53,320 --> 00:40:54,080 Speaker 1: five months. 725 00:40:54,239 --> 00:40:57,239 Speaker 2: Over five months because your friends were trying to escape. 726 00:40:57,040 --> 00:40:59,560 Speaker 1: Because I had one friend that was or whatever, they 727 00:40:59,600 --> 00:41:02,040 Speaker 1: just thought that just in case, they're locking me up, 728 00:41:02,440 --> 00:41:05,080 Speaker 1: just in case. So they locked you up. And back 729 00:41:05,120 --> 00:41:06,759 Speaker 1: then they can ship you if they had a good 730 00:41:06,840 --> 00:41:09,880 Speaker 1: enough reading. So they they just said, all right, you've 731 00:41:09,880 --> 00:41:11,840 Speaker 1: been here long enough, or sending you somewhere else. So 732 00:41:11,840 --> 00:41:15,120 Speaker 1: they sent me to USP Beaumont, which is another one 733 00:41:15,160 --> 00:41:18,200 Speaker 1: of the most serious prisons in the country. Still is 734 00:41:18,480 --> 00:41:24,560 Speaker 1: well now. It's really limited control in there, like there's 735 00:41:25,840 --> 00:41:29,919 Speaker 1: fences everywhere inside there. You're never together with a whole 736 00:41:29,920 --> 00:41:33,520 Speaker 1: prison at one time, so it's very it's still violent 737 00:41:34,239 --> 00:41:36,440 Speaker 1: even with that. I have a friend of mine there 738 00:41:36,440 --> 00:41:42,640 Speaker 1: that actually named Ronald Adcocks that was arrested in nineteen 739 00:41:42,719 --> 00:41:49,000 Speaker 1: eighty and he had a release date in nineteen eighty 740 00:41:49,040 --> 00:41:53,719 Speaker 1: seven and a guy came to him and heard that 741 00:41:53,840 --> 00:41:57,920 Speaker 1: he was gay on the street and he got arrested 742 00:41:57,960 --> 00:42:01,320 Speaker 1: at seventeen years old in nineteen eight. Seventeen years old, 743 00:42:01,560 --> 00:42:03,640 Speaker 1: this guy came and slapped him and says, shay, if 744 00:42:03,680 --> 00:42:06,200 Speaker 1: you're going to be my girl. Basically in prison, so 745 00:42:06,239 --> 00:42:11,800 Speaker 1: he basically killed a guy. You know, I would have 746 00:42:11,840 --> 00:42:15,520 Speaker 1: thought he could have used self defense. But there's people 747 00:42:15,560 --> 00:42:19,520 Speaker 1: in prison that will go to court or trial against you. 748 00:42:19,560 --> 00:42:22,160 Speaker 1: There's some people that will like if somebody gets hurt, 749 00:42:22,600 --> 00:42:25,680 Speaker 1: there's somebody else in a whole other unit. That didn't 750 00:42:25,680 --> 00:42:27,600 Speaker 1: see anything, but they will be willing to testify that 751 00:42:27,680 --> 00:42:31,000 Speaker 1: they saw everything. And apparently he had enough people that 752 00:42:31,080 --> 00:42:33,120 Speaker 1: went against him and they gave him a life sentence, 753 00:42:33,719 --> 00:42:36,600 Speaker 1: and since then he ended up killing two more people. 754 00:42:37,360 --> 00:42:39,480 Speaker 1: There's different reasons why that would happen, but if somebody 755 00:42:39,800 --> 00:42:45,200 Speaker 1: tried you in that manner, you know, he did what 756 00:42:45,239 --> 00:42:48,160 Speaker 1: he did. And so he has three life sentences now 757 00:42:49,000 --> 00:42:52,120 Speaker 1: and he he's about six or four. You know, he 758 00:42:52,160 --> 00:42:55,520 Speaker 1: was a serious person and I ended up befriending him 759 00:42:56,280 --> 00:43:00,720 Speaker 1: in around two thousand and six and since then been friends. 760 00:43:01,000 --> 00:43:03,600 Speaker 1: You know, I've been We've been friends ever since then. 761 00:43:03,640 --> 00:43:07,439 Speaker 1: I actually still talk to him. He's he's I mean, 762 00:43:07,920 --> 00:43:10,400 Speaker 1: his story is interesting because he was arrested at seventeen 763 00:43:10,480 --> 00:43:13,239 Speaker 1: years old. He's never been to seeing a beach in 764 00:43:13,280 --> 00:43:16,040 Speaker 1: his life, and I'm like, there's anything I could do 765 00:43:16,080 --> 00:43:18,120 Speaker 1: ever to help him out. You know, I will and 766 00:43:18,200 --> 00:43:21,239 Speaker 1: I have been, you know, could do whatever I could 767 00:43:21,239 --> 00:43:22,560 Speaker 1: do for him. 768 00:43:22,640 --> 00:43:25,080 Speaker 2: And I want to talk about that too, Tim, because 769 00:43:25,800 --> 00:43:31,400 Speaker 2: before we get to it, though, your nightmare came to 770 00:43:31,440 --> 00:43:35,320 Speaker 2: a very dramatic end, and that's an important thing for 771 00:43:35,400 --> 00:43:40,279 Speaker 2: us to talk about. I have been for as long 772 00:43:40,320 --> 00:43:45,600 Speaker 2: as I've been in this movement an advocate for clemency 773 00:43:46,719 --> 00:43:51,799 Speaker 2: in cases like yours, in mandatory sense, in cases in 774 00:43:51,880 --> 00:43:56,040 Speaker 2: cases of actual innocence. Ironically, paradoxically, those are harder to 775 00:43:56,040 --> 00:44:03,320 Speaker 2: get clemency on, typically because governor and presidents will often 776 00:44:03,560 --> 00:44:08,320 Speaker 2: prefer to let the courts deal with those actual innocence claims. 777 00:44:08,400 --> 00:44:12,480 Speaker 2: It's sort of understandable, but it's easier for them to 778 00:44:13,040 --> 00:44:16,160 Speaker 2: look at a case like yours or so many other 779 00:44:16,280 --> 00:44:20,640 Speaker 2: mandatory sense in cases I've been involved with where it's 780 00:44:20,680 --> 00:44:27,080 Speaker 2: so obviously an affront to justice that someone is serving 781 00:44:27,160 --> 00:44:32,160 Speaker 2: a sentence that is so wildly mismatched with the crime 782 00:44:32,200 --> 00:44:35,520 Speaker 2: that they're convicted of, even if they are guilty. And 783 00:44:35,520 --> 00:44:37,560 Speaker 2: certainly there's a lot of people serving mandatory senses for 784 00:44:37,600 --> 00:44:42,120 Speaker 2: crimes they didn't do. But in cases where someone like 785 00:44:42,160 --> 00:44:45,279 Speaker 2: you actually pleads guilty, or even Lenny Singleton, who I 786 00:44:45,360 --> 00:44:48,239 Speaker 2: was so thrilled to walk out of prison and we 787 00:44:48,360 --> 00:44:53,560 Speaker 2: become friends since in several months ago in Virginia, you 788 00:44:53,560 --> 00:44:58,600 Speaker 2: know who is serving double life for stealing five hundred 789 00:44:58,600 --> 00:45:02,239 Speaker 2: dollars and a handful of dashing grab robberies in which 790 00:45:02,239 --> 00:45:04,600 Speaker 2: no weapon was used and no one was hurt. He's 791 00:45:04,640 --> 00:45:08,719 Speaker 2: another one who pleaded guilty and just judge was in 792 00:45:08,719 --> 00:45:11,600 Speaker 2: a bad mood that day, you know so. But in 793 00:45:11,680 --> 00:45:18,280 Speaker 2: your case, the system it took too long. Justice delayed, 794 00:45:18,360 --> 00:45:23,080 Speaker 2: but justice wasn't denied because ultimately there were a lot 795 00:45:23,120 --> 00:45:26,120 Speaker 2: of people who came to your You know, I guess 796 00:45:26,160 --> 00:45:28,160 Speaker 2: in a certain way, your prayers were answered, right because 797 00:45:28,160 --> 00:45:31,280 Speaker 2: you had a literally an army of people, four hundred 798 00:45:31,280 --> 00:45:37,120 Speaker 2: thousand of them signed petitions. I was one of them, 799 00:45:37,160 --> 00:45:40,040 Speaker 2: asking the president, Yeah, sure, asking him one of four 800 00:45:40,080 --> 00:45:42,400 Speaker 2: hundred thousand. It's good. It's a good army to be 801 00:45:42,440 --> 00:46:00,799 Speaker 2: a part of. So there was an army of people, advocates, lawyers, 802 00:46:01,160 --> 00:46:04,600 Speaker 2: families against mandatory minimums. Again, that's famm dot Org. I 803 00:46:04,719 --> 00:46:08,200 Speaker 2: hope people will go and visit the website who were 804 00:46:09,680 --> 00:46:14,120 Speaker 2: literally begging for your freedom, and those cries were heard 805 00:46:15,200 --> 00:46:20,120 Speaker 2: and you were granted clemency. But I want to hear 806 00:46:20,200 --> 00:46:24,399 Speaker 2: from your perspective what that moment was like and how 807 00:46:24,440 --> 00:46:28,520 Speaker 2: did you find out? Were you expecting it? How did 808 00:46:28,560 --> 00:46:30,080 Speaker 2: you Because this is the flip side, right, we know 809 00:46:30,120 --> 00:46:32,720 Speaker 2: what the misery was of that moment in the courtroom 810 00:46:32,760 --> 00:46:35,960 Speaker 2: where they were, you know, the high fiving and your sister, 811 00:46:36,080 --> 00:46:39,440 Speaker 2: and now this was really the opposite, right, So can 812 00:46:39,480 --> 00:46:41,440 Speaker 2: you explain that scenario. 813 00:46:42,520 --> 00:46:49,399 Speaker 1: Yeah, they were handing out clemencies every I don't think 814 00:46:49,400 --> 00:46:50,239 Speaker 1: there was a set time. 815 00:46:50,640 --> 00:46:53,240 Speaker 2: This is twenty sixteen, yes, President Obama. 816 00:46:53,400 --> 00:46:57,600 Speaker 1: President Obama was granting clemencies, you know, so I think 817 00:46:57,640 --> 00:47:00,160 Speaker 1: he started like forty five and then he and then 818 00:47:00,160 --> 00:47:01,719 Speaker 1: it got to be like one hundred I think at 819 00:47:01,760 --> 00:47:03,640 Speaker 1: one time, or one hundred and eleven I think. And 820 00:47:03,880 --> 00:47:06,160 Speaker 1: the time that they gave that, I was granted it. 821 00:47:09,280 --> 00:47:11,759 Speaker 1: So for me, I was every time they were to 822 00:47:12,719 --> 00:47:14,759 Speaker 1: have a group of clemencies, you know, you want to 823 00:47:14,800 --> 00:47:16,560 Speaker 1: be the first to see if your name's on or 824 00:47:16,840 --> 00:47:19,520 Speaker 1: you know, because we didn't know how they would tell 825 00:47:19,560 --> 00:47:21,840 Speaker 1: you if you was going to have one. So I 826 00:47:21,840 --> 00:47:23,799 Speaker 1: would go and see my note, my name's not on 827 00:47:23,840 --> 00:47:25,560 Speaker 1: that one. My name's not on it. So one day 828 00:47:25,600 --> 00:47:28,879 Speaker 1: I'm sitting in my room. I think I just came 829 00:47:28,920 --> 00:47:32,120 Speaker 1: in from recreation. I'm not sure, but it was that 830 00:47:33,640 --> 00:47:37,319 Speaker 1: it was like at one forty in the afternoon, and 831 00:47:37,719 --> 00:47:41,080 Speaker 1: normally when you're in prison, you can only move for 832 00:47:41,239 --> 00:47:44,680 Speaker 1: ten minute moves, like it's like on the hour. I 833 00:47:44,680 --> 00:47:46,719 Speaker 1: believe it is some places on the hour or some 834 00:47:46,800 --> 00:47:50,440 Speaker 1: and a half hour. So if it's not on the 835 00:47:50,520 --> 00:47:52,440 Speaker 1: right time, they're not going to open the door, and 836 00:47:52,480 --> 00:47:53,920 Speaker 1: you're not gonna go anywhere. You're gonna have to wait 837 00:47:54,000 --> 00:47:56,560 Speaker 1: until the next move, you know, and the next move 838 00:47:56,640 --> 00:47:59,000 Speaker 1: is either at two or two thirty. So they come 839 00:47:59,040 --> 00:48:03,080 Speaker 1: to my door, says you need to go out right 840 00:48:03,120 --> 00:48:07,000 Speaker 1: now and go to R and D. He didn't tell 841 00:48:07,040 --> 00:48:10,399 Speaker 1: me why or anything, so I s all right, I 842 00:48:10,440 --> 00:48:15,040 Speaker 1: walked out there. He opened a door, which is not normal. 843 00:48:16,239 --> 00:48:19,000 Speaker 1: So and then in the center of the prison there's 844 00:48:19,080 --> 00:48:22,960 Speaker 1: a it's called a hut where there's a guard standing 845 00:48:23,160 --> 00:48:26,759 Speaker 1: under there usually. So I walked and he doesn't ask 846 00:48:26,840 --> 00:48:29,040 Speaker 1: me where I'm going or nothing, so apparently he's in 847 00:48:29,120 --> 00:48:32,080 Speaker 1: on whatever this is too, so he didn't say nothing 848 00:48:32,080 --> 00:48:33,880 Speaker 1: to me. It's okay. I walk go to R and 849 00:48:33,920 --> 00:48:37,520 Speaker 1: D and they put me in this room and then 850 00:48:37,560 --> 00:48:39,239 Speaker 1: you know, they locked the door here in this room 851 00:48:39,239 --> 00:48:42,120 Speaker 1: in R and D. So I don't really. 852 00:48:41,960 --> 00:48:43,840 Speaker 2: Know exactly what's R and D. 853 00:48:44,360 --> 00:48:48,840 Speaker 1: R and D is receiving and oh receiving in disyard 854 00:48:48,920 --> 00:48:52,680 Speaker 1: my bat. So they called me in there. So I'm 855 00:48:52,719 --> 00:48:55,040 Speaker 1: sitting there for a few minutes, and then they called 856 00:48:55,120 --> 00:48:58,920 Speaker 1: two other guys that worked at this place, and they 857 00:48:58,920 --> 00:49:02,880 Speaker 1: have called unich or it's basically a factory in prison. 858 00:49:05,239 --> 00:49:10,440 Speaker 1: That's another whole story that's interesting because it's more like 859 00:49:11,080 --> 00:49:13,839 Speaker 1: the more people you lock up that are non violent offenders, 860 00:49:14,520 --> 00:49:17,000 Speaker 1: they can work in these prisons. Like let's say you 861 00:49:17,080 --> 00:49:21,000 Speaker 1: take a small time dealer and put them in prison. Well, 862 00:49:21,480 --> 00:49:24,600 Speaker 1: he doesn't have an income, so for him to get by, 863 00:49:24,719 --> 00:49:28,279 Speaker 1: he might go work for average sixty nine cents an 864 00:49:28,320 --> 00:49:32,200 Speaker 1: hour in a factory they call Unicorn. Anyways, so these 865 00:49:32,640 --> 00:49:36,759 Speaker 1: two guys were working in there and they came in 866 00:49:36,800 --> 00:49:38,680 Speaker 1: the same room as me, so all three of us, 867 00:49:38,680 --> 00:49:40,879 Speaker 1: and I said, hey, can I ask you guys a question? 868 00:49:40,960 --> 00:49:45,560 Speaker 1: Are you guys did you happen to put in clemency petitions? 869 00:49:46,320 --> 00:49:49,080 Speaker 1: And both of them said yes. I said, oh my god, 870 00:49:49,360 --> 00:49:52,200 Speaker 1: this might be a clemency. So they called one of 871 00:49:52,239 --> 00:49:54,600 Speaker 1: them first and they called him into this room. He 872 00:49:54,640 --> 00:49:57,040 Speaker 1: went to an office and he came back by us 873 00:49:57,080 --> 00:49:59,320 Speaker 1: and gave a thumbs up like he just got a clemency. 874 00:49:59,320 --> 00:50:02,760 Speaker 1: And I'm like, this cannot be happened, No way, I can't. 875 00:50:02,800 --> 00:50:06,480 Speaker 1: I cannot believe this. And they called me next, and 876 00:50:06,520 --> 00:50:10,120 Speaker 1: I went in there and it was. There was a 877 00:50:10,160 --> 00:50:14,400 Speaker 1: female a w there assistant warden, and she says, I 878 00:50:14,440 --> 00:50:17,200 Speaker 1: need to put you on his phone on a speakerphone. 879 00:50:17,480 --> 00:50:21,040 Speaker 1: So she puts so she hits it, and then Professor 880 00:50:21,040 --> 00:50:23,799 Speaker 1: Ogilvie at Catholic University gets on the phone. He says, 881 00:50:23,840 --> 00:50:27,759 Speaker 1: mister Tyler. He says, we have some good news from 882 00:50:27,800 --> 00:50:31,960 Speaker 1: you from the parton attorney. President Obama has granted you 883 00:50:32,000 --> 00:50:36,520 Speaker 1: a clemency. And I was I couldn't believe. I couldn't. 884 00:50:37,320 --> 00:50:40,920 Speaker 1: Almost just came back through me again right now. I couldn't. 885 00:50:41,520 --> 00:50:45,640 Speaker 1: I started, uh, like I want to tear up. I said, 886 00:50:45,640 --> 00:50:47,359 Speaker 1: I'm trying to hold it together right now. I said, 887 00:50:47,360 --> 00:50:48,960 Speaker 1: this is this is unreal. 888 00:50:49,680 --> 00:50:50,839 Speaker 2: And did you believe it? 889 00:50:51,160 --> 00:50:53,320 Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean I believe it because it's his voice 890 00:50:53,360 --> 00:50:55,880 Speaker 1: and he's talking to me. But I couldn't. I couldn't 891 00:50:55,880 --> 00:50:59,640 Speaker 1: really believe it. It was like a dream. And and 892 00:51:00,200 --> 00:51:02,840 Speaker 1: the woman which she was looking at me like she 893 00:51:02,880 --> 00:51:05,319 Speaker 1: wanted to hug me, you know, which is improper And 894 00:51:05,719 --> 00:51:09,120 Speaker 1: I didn't cross that line, but it was like it 895 00:51:09,160 --> 00:51:12,480 Speaker 1: was genuine a great feeling of energy that she was 896 00:51:12,560 --> 00:51:16,279 Speaker 1: sharing towards me at that time. And I just I 897 00:51:16,320 --> 00:51:18,120 Speaker 1: was like, wow, I'm trying to hold it together. Well, 898 00:51:18,320 --> 00:51:21,120 Speaker 1: he gave me, and then he went into the details 899 00:51:21,160 --> 00:51:23,640 Speaker 1: where I was given a two year date, which with 900 00:51:23,760 --> 00:51:25,560 Speaker 1: the enrollment in our adap. 901 00:51:27,800 --> 00:51:29,279 Speaker 2: To your date, does that mean a two year date, 902 00:51:29,320 --> 00:51:31,160 Speaker 2: a two year release date, you know you had to 903 00:51:31,160 --> 00:51:32,320 Speaker 2: serve another two years. 904 00:51:32,440 --> 00:51:34,319 Speaker 1: Yeah, he gave me. They gave me a clemency. It 905 00:51:34,400 --> 00:51:38,080 Speaker 1: was August thirtieth, twenty sixteen, and he gave me a 906 00:51:38,120 --> 00:51:42,440 Speaker 1: release date, so a two year date, which with the 907 00:51:42,520 --> 00:51:45,600 Speaker 1: enrollment in our APP which is a residential drug and 908 00:51:45,600 --> 00:51:52,080 Speaker 1: alcohol program. So I ended up going into that program. 909 00:51:53,719 --> 00:51:56,320 Speaker 1: But I lived all the way up until that time 910 00:51:56,640 --> 00:51:59,399 Speaker 1: without a release date. You know, I never I didn't 911 00:51:59,400 --> 00:52:03,239 Speaker 1: have a release d I was doing life. So a 912 00:52:03,280 --> 00:52:05,960 Speaker 1: lot of people coming into prison, they have release dates 913 00:52:06,000 --> 00:52:08,520 Speaker 1: like they're gonna go home someday. They know on this 914 00:52:08,640 --> 00:52:11,720 Speaker 1: date and this time, if they can not hurt somebody, 915 00:52:11,719 --> 00:52:15,239 Speaker 1: they're gonna go home, or if they can, you know, 916 00:52:15,440 --> 00:52:19,000 Speaker 1: stay out of mischief trouble, they'll go home. Well, I 917 00:52:19,120 --> 00:52:23,200 Speaker 1: never had that understanding or comprehension before. So he gave 918 00:52:23,239 --> 00:52:26,760 Speaker 1: me a two year date. I went back in my room. 919 00:52:28,239 --> 00:52:30,360 Speaker 1: I couldn't believe it. Actually, I went back in and 920 00:52:30,400 --> 00:52:32,959 Speaker 1: I tried to call my sister and she didn't answer 921 00:52:33,000 --> 00:52:36,480 Speaker 1: the phone. So I called my mother and I caught 922 00:52:36,520 --> 00:52:39,680 Speaker 1: my mom on the phone and I was like, Mom, 923 00:52:40,400 --> 00:52:42,760 Speaker 1: you ain't gonna believe this, but I just got a clemency. 924 00:52:44,400 --> 00:52:49,400 Speaker 1: And my mother was at first, She's like what. And 925 00:52:49,840 --> 00:52:52,799 Speaker 1: then all of a sudden, she I felt like all 926 00:52:52,880 --> 00:52:58,719 Speaker 1: this nervous, negative energy, negative depression that she's had for 927 00:52:58,760 --> 00:53:01,359 Speaker 1: all these years, I felt it like come on her, 928 00:53:01,400 --> 00:53:04,800 Speaker 1: and she realized, Oh my god, I'm going to come home. 929 00:53:05,040 --> 00:53:06,759 Speaker 1: I'm not I'm not going to die in prison. I'm 930 00:53:06,760 --> 00:53:12,080 Speaker 1: going to make it home. And it was just this 931 00:53:12,160 --> 00:53:15,759 Speaker 1: feeling that I can I can't even put it down 932 00:53:16,120 --> 00:53:22,200 Speaker 1: the way it really was. So I ended that conversation 933 00:53:22,239 --> 00:53:24,800 Speaker 1: with my mom and changed her whole life. 934 00:53:26,960 --> 00:53:29,200 Speaker 2: And look at what she went through, right, losing you 935 00:53:29,280 --> 00:53:34,880 Speaker 2: and your dad at the same time. As far I mean, yeah, 936 00:53:35,120 --> 00:53:35,600 Speaker 2: I'm just. 937 00:53:36,719 --> 00:53:39,200 Speaker 1: For many years my mother had says, I didn't raise 938 00:53:39,239 --> 00:53:42,680 Speaker 1: you to do all your life in prison. I didn't 939 00:53:42,760 --> 00:53:46,239 Speaker 1: raise you for that. I believed there's something more for 940 00:53:46,280 --> 00:53:48,680 Speaker 1: you to be doing here than serving all your life 941 00:53:48,719 --> 00:53:49,120 Speaker 1: in prison. 942 00:53:49,320 --> 00:53:56,960 Speaker 2: Well she was right, as it turns out, and. 943 00:53:54,040 --> 00:53:56,680 Speaker 1: So a few several hours later, I called my sister, 944 00:53:57,360 --> 00:53:59,600 Speaker 1: and when I called her, I know she already had 945 00:53:59,640 --> 00:54:04,160 Speaker 1: heard a new because at a certain time, whenever they 946 00:54:04,200 --> 00:54:09,319 Speaker 1: give out clemency to people, it goes all over the 947 00:54:09,320 --> 00:54:11,560 Speaker 1: internet of who's going to get it and all that. 948 00:54:11,760 --> 00:54:16,680 Speaker 1: So I couldn't catch her until like eight pm that 949 00:54:16,840 --> 00:54:19,680 Speaker 1: night on the East Coast time, which is five her time. 950 00:54:20,280 --> 00:54:22,440 Speaker 1: And when she answered her phone, I said, Carrie, I 951 00:54:22,440 --> 00:54:25,440 Speaker 1: got to clemency in this, But she didn't have that 952 00:54:25,600 --> 00:54:28,799 Speaker 1: genuine feeling of knowing it that I just told it 953 00:54:28,840 --> 00:54:31,080 Speaker 1: to her, so I knew, but she did have I 954 00:54:31,080 --> 00:54:34,600 Speaker 1: think it was NBC at her house or Las Vegas. 955 00:54:34,719 --> 00:54:39,000 Speaker 1: NBC was at her house actually recording when I called her, 956 00:54:39,400 --> 00:54:43,600 Speaker 1: So I told her the story about my mom that 957 00:54:43,680 --> 00:54:48,279 Speaker 1: I just revealed to you. And they actually played that 958 00:54:49,400 --> 00:54:52,160 Speaker 1: thing over the internet or over the NBC, that news 959 00:54:52,160 --> 00:54:54,080 Speaker 1: when I was telling a story about my mom. Because 960 00:54:54,560 --> 00:54:57,960 Speaker 1: when I called my sisters, she already knew, so they 961 00:54:58,040 --> 00:55:00,000 Speaker 1: recorded that all this. So that was interesting. 962 00:55:00,120 --> 00:55:02,640 Speaker 2: And then and what was the reaction of the other 963 00:55:02,680 --> 00:55:05,800 Speaker 2: guys in prison, because word must have spread. Were they angry? 964 00:55:06,000 --> 00:55:08,480 Speaker 2: Were they bitter? Were they resentful? Well? 965 00:55:09,120 --> 00:55:10,960 Speaker 1: Actually happy? When I went back into the unit, and 966 00:55:11,000 --> 00:55:12,560 Speaker 1: I told a couple of guys and then they all 967 00:55:12,640 --> 00:55:18,399 Speaker 1: saw it later on the everybody gets these downloads from 968 00:55:18,520 --> 00:55:22,160 Speaker 1: the internet. We actually have internet in federal prison since 969 00:55:22,960 --> 00:55:25,560 Speaker 1: not the Internet but email, you know, you go to 970 00:55:25,600 --> 00:55:27,640 Speaker 1: core links dot com and you can email somebody that's 971 00:55:27,680 --> 00:55:33,760 Speaker 1: in federal prison. And there's actually can do clemency foundation. 972 00:55:33,840 --> 00:55:36,600 Speaker 1: I was mentioned in earlier where Amy and there's in 973 00:55:36,800 --> 00:55:40,080 Speaker 1: her East Coast affiliate is this guy named Elik King, 974 00:55:40,640 --> 00:55:44,439 Speaker 1: and he's in Atlanta, and he actually writes like over 975 00:55:44,480 --> 00:55:47,239 Speaker 1: four hundred people that are in prison daily and he 976 00:55:47,360 --> 00:55:51,080 Speaker 1: calls it lighting up our Blue there's a blue light 977 00:55:51,320 --> 00:55:53,759 Speaker 1: you know when we when you have a message, Like 978 00:55:53,840 --> 00:55:56,440 Speaker 1: you can walk by these computers in prison. There's like 979 00:55:56,520 --> 00:55:59,480 Speaker 1: five of them in your unit where you live usually 980 00:56:00,120 --> 00:56:02,120 Speaker 1: and if you go buy and you type in your number, 981 00:56:02,239 --> 00:56:04,400 Speaker 1: it'll show it'll be a blue light if you have 982 00:56:04,800 --> 00:56:08,959 Speaker 1: messages from the free world. So he would actually send 983 00:56:08,960 --> 00:56:11,439 Speaker 1: messages and he still does to over four hundred people 984 00:56:11,480 --> 00:56:15,040 Speaker 1: every single day, and I was one of them. And 985 00:56:15,160 --> 00:56:19,279 Speaker 1: so he would actually send us who who got the clemencies, 986 00:56:19,320 --> 00:56:21,480 Speaker 1: what they were charged for, their release dates, the whole 987 00:56:21,560 --> 00:56:26,279 Speaker 1: nine yards. So I saw my name there that day. 988 00:56:26,320 --> 00:56:28,560 Speaker 1: You know, that night, there's my name and everybody could 989 00:56:28,600 --> 00:56:30,520 Speaker 1: see that. But when I walked into the unit, I 990 00:56:30,520 --> 00:56:32,880 Speaker 1: couldn't help. I was like, oh my god, I just 991 00:56:33,560 --> 00:56:35,640 Speaker 1: I got out of clemency just now, and everybody was 992 00:56:35,840 --> 00:56:39,440 Speaker 1: so happy. Oh I'm so happy. Oh man. It wasn't 993 00:56:39,480 --> 00:56:42,319 Speaker 1: like they hate. They weren't hating on anybody. Anybody that 994 00:56:42,400 --> 00:56:43,720 Speaker 1: got They were so happy. 995 00:56:43,960 --> 00:56:44,200 Speaker 3: You know. 996 00:56:44,440 --> 00:56:46,839 Speaker 2: That's good to hear. And by the way, I'm glad 997 00:56:46,880 --> 00:56:49,600 Speaker 2: you mentioned that because I do get asked by people 998 00:56:49,680 --> 00:56:51,839 Speaker 2: and I encourage people to write to people who are 999 00:56:51,840 --> 00:56:54,239 Speaker 2: on the inside. And this sounds like a good time 1000 00:56:54,280 --> 00:56:57,440 Speaker 2: to talk about that. Because what's the name of the foundation. 1001 00:56:57,560 --> 00:56:58,840 Speaker 2: It's can Do Foundation. 1002 00:56:59,280 --> 00:57:02,440 Speaker 1: Yeah, I can do Clemency, or it could be just 1003 00:57:02,560 --> 00:57:06,320 Speaker 1: can do Foundations at c A N Capital c A 1004 00:57:06,560 --> 00:57:07,480 Speaker 1: N d O. 1005 00:57:08,239 --> 00:57:10,000 Speaker 2: You know, can do Foundations. I want to put in 1006 00:57:10,040 --> 00:57:11,560 Speaker 2: a plug for them because if you go to their site, 1007 00:57:11,600 --> 00:57:14,600 Speaker 2: they can give you some instructions as to how to uh, 1008 00:57:15,320 --> 00:57:17,880 Speaker 2: how to reach out and and you know, make somebody's 1009 00:57:17,960 --> 00:57:19,920 Speaker 2: day a little brighter on the inside. Because I know 1010 00:57:20,040 --> 00:57:23,560 Speaker 2: from the people that I'm in communication with, it does 1011 00:57:23,640 --> 00:57:26,280 Speaker 2: make a big difference to know that someone you know 1012 00:57:27,120 --> 00:57:29,760 Speaker 2: there are people out there that care about you and 1013 00:57:29,760 --> 00:57:32,440 Speaker 2: and are fighting for you, and I'm hearing it, of 1014 00:57:32,440 --> 00:57:43,400 Speaker 2: course from you now in such a powerful way. So okay, 1015 00:57:43,760 --> 00:57:47,640 Speaker 2: so it's and for anyone listening, please go to can 1016 00:57:47,760 --> 00:57:51,680 Speaker 2: do clemency dot com. It's c A N d O clemency, 1017 00:57:51,720 --> 00:57:54,120 Speaker 2: which is c L E M E n c hy 1018 00:57:54,720 --> 00:57:57,160 Speaker 2: dot com. So it can do clemency dot com and 1019 00:57:57,200 --> 00:58:00,400 Speaker 2: get involved and you know, correspond with some month and 1020 00:58:00,960 --> 00:58:03,440 Speaker 2: you'll be amazed how much of a difference you can 1021 00:58:03,480 --> 00:58:05,800 Speaker 2: really make with a very simple act like sending an email. 1022 00:58:06,160 --> 00:58:11,120 Speaker 2: Whereas Tim is so eloquently explaining right now. So so 1023 00:58:11,680 --> 00:58:16,600 Speaker 2: that's that's quite a dramatic turn of events. I you know, 1024 00:58:17,320 --> 00:58:21,560 Speaker 2: I hope that we're going to see many, many more clemencies, 1025 00:58:21,680 --> 00:58:25,480 Speaker 2: gubernatorial and presidential. We're going to I'm looking forward to 1026 00:58:25,480 --> 00:58:29,480 Speaker 2: working with can Do on some of these because I've 1027 00:58:29,480 --> 00:58:32,520 Speaker 2: been blabbing about this issue for so long that people 1028 00:58:32,520 --> 00:58:34,600 Speaker 2: that know me are tired of hearing me talk about it. 1029 00:58:34,880 --> 00:58:40,640 Speaker 2: I think clemencies are an absolute responsibility of people in power. 1030 00:58:40,680 --> 00:58:43,240 Speaker 2: That's why they're given those those powers so that they 1031 00:58:43,280 --> 00:58:50,000 Speaker 2: can right wrongs. Because the justice system, whoever created the clemency. Uh. 1032 00:58:50,240 --> 00:58:55,520 Speaker 2: You know, Protocol was obviously very aware that the criminal 1033 00:58:55,560 --> 00:58:59,320 Speaker 2: justice system is not, cannot be, and never will be perfect, 1034 00:58:59,640 --> 00:59:01,720 Speaker 2: and they're mistakes that are made, and the person who 1035 00:59:01,800 --> 00:59:04,320 Speaker 2: is holding the h highest executive office in the state 1036 00:59:04,440 --> 00:59:09,800 Speaker 2: or the country has an opportunity and responsibility to correct 1037 00:59:09,800 --> 00:59:13,120 Speaker 2: those injustices. And that's why they have that power. Unfortunately, 1038 00:59:13,600 --> 00:59:16,160 Speaker 2: it hasn't been used nearly as much as it should. 1039 00:59:17,080 --> 00:59:21,560 Speaker 2: President Obama certainly went farther than other presidents have in 1040 00:59:21,680 --> 00:59:25,240 Speaker 2: modern times, but not nearly far enough. In my view, 1041 00:59:25,360 --> 00:59:28,760 Speaker 2: I think there are just too many thousands and thousands 1042 00:59:28,760 --> 00:59:31,080 Speaker 2: of people in the federal system and of course hundreds 1043 00:59:31,120 --> 00:59:35,760 Speaker 2: of thousands of state systems that belong on the outside 1044 00:59:35,800 --> 00:59:38,960 Speaker 2: that deserve clemency, that can be productive members of society 1045 00:59:38,960 --> 00:59:41,840 Speaker 2: as you are now. And that's you know, with the 1046 00:59:41,880 --> 00:59:45,320 Speaker 2: limited time we have left, tim you know, I want 1047 00:59:45,360 --> 00:59:49,200 Speaker 2: to ask you about that because we were speaking earlier 1048 00:59:49,240 --> 00:59:51,880 Speaker 2: about some of the people you left behind, and if 1049 00:59:51,920 --> 00:59:55,760 Speaker 2: there were you know, you know, a couple two or three, 1050 00:59:57,040 --> 01:00:00,720 Speaker 2: you know, people that really stick in your heart that 1051 01:00:00,720 --> 01:00:03,440 Speaker 2: that you want to bring attention to their cases, this 1052 01:00:03,480 --> 01:00:04,920 Speaker 2: would be a good time to do it, because you 1053 01:00:04,960 --> 01:00:06,880 Speaker 2: never know who's listening. Someone might be listening. They can 1054 01:00:06,920 --> 01:00:07,520 Speaker 2: make a difference. 1055 01:00:08,320 --> 01:00:11,280 Speaker 1: Yeah, there's one person off the top of my head 1056 01:00:11,280 --> 01:00:13,440 Speaker 1: that I could think of. His name is Frank Merrold, 1057 01:00:14,520 --> 01:00:20,160 Speaker 1: and he, you know, he was in like a reverse thing, 1058 01:00:20,440 --> 01:00:24,440 Speaker 1: like the government was going to sell him some cocaine, 1059 01:00:24,480 --> 01:00:26,200 Speaker 1: which is it was going to be quite a bit 1060 01:00:26,240 --> 01:00:30,640 Speaker 1: of it, but he and he had access to money 1061 01:00:30,640 --> 01:00:33,320 Speaker 1: at the time, and he paid for it. And they 1062 01:00:34,360 --> 01:00:37,800 Speaker 1: he has no zero priors, and they gave him a 1063 01:00:37,800 --> 01:00:42,200 Speaker 1: life sentence. This is twenty some odd years ago. He's 1064 01:00:42,200 --> 01:00:44,480 Speaker 1: been down twenty some odd years. I just left him 1065 01:00:44,480 --> 01:00:46,160 Speaker 1: in jessep Georgia. 1066 01:00:46,240 --> 01:00:49,760 Speaker 2: So he was convicted of a hypothetical crime, right because. 1067 01:00:49,320 --> 01:00:52,280 Speaker 1: No drugs involved. I mean the government was actually selling 1068 01:00:52,360 --> 01:00:55,919 Speaker 1: reverse thing into him, trying to sell him cocaine, which 1069 01:00:56,000 --> 01:00:58,240 Speaker 1: was I think it was fifty kilos a lot. 1070 01:00:58,480 --> 01:01:00,680 Speaker 2: It was a lot, right, and it was intense his intention. 1071 01:01:00,760 --> 01:01:02,160 Speaker 2: He thought he was doing a real deal, but it 1072 01:01:02,200 --> 01:01:04,320 Speaker 2: wasn't even a real deal, right Obviously, then they. 1073 01:01:04,440 --> 01:01:09,240 Speaker 1: Fictitious drugs and well there's nothing produced. He had people 1074 01:01:09,240 --> 01:01:12,320 Speaker 1: that went to trial against him, but there's no evidence. 1075 01:01:12,360 --> 01:01:16,480 Speaker 1: There's no drugs anywhere. So and he's not. He's just 1076 01:01:16,520 --> 01:01:20,240 Speaker 1: somebody that I personally know. There's other ones inside prison 1077 01:01:20,240 --> 01:01:23,160 Speaker 1: that have similar stories. You know what they call it 1078 01:01:23,200 --> 01:01:26,440 Speaker 1: ghost drugs or stuff like that, where they didn't produce 1079 01:01:26,480 --> 01:01:30,600 Speaker 1: any drugs. There's no drugs actually involved. But that's the 1080 01:01:30,640 --> 01:01:35,919 Speaker 1: most Uh, that's probably the worst case I've I've ran 1081 01:01:35,960 --> 01:01:39,160 Speaker 1: across that I personally knew, you know, I've played the 1082 01:01:39,880 --> 01:01:42,520 Speaker 1: music with him in there a couple of times, and 1083 01:01:45,600 --> 01:01:47,960 Speaker 1: you know, that's somebody that I could bring awareness to. 1084 01:01:48,040 --> 01:01:51,000 Speaker 1: I had some other friends that were doing life for marijuana, 1085 01:01:51,120 --> 01:01:53,400 Speaker 1: like Billy Deco, but he ended up getting a clemency. 1086 01:01:53,560 --> 01:01:57,520 Speaker 1: Luckily I knew. I knew him for the hold for 1087 01:01:57,560 --> 01:02:00,640 Speaker 1: twenty five years probably in prison, and he got a 1088 01:02:00,640 --> 01:02:05,160 Speaker 1: clemency in two thouy I think fifteen before me, you know. 1089 01:02:05,200 --> 01:02:07,840 Speaker 1: But he was in there for marijuana, and he had life, 1090 01:02:08,920 --> 01:02:13,120 Speaker 1: and he was into like sprouting food like i'm, you know, 1091 01:02:13,160 --> 01:02:16,920 Speaker 1: into health like I was. He was into like sprouting 1092 01:02:17,360 --> 01:02:19,160 Speaker 1: beans and stuff. He even tried to do some of 1093 01:02:19,160 --> 01:02:21,200 Speaker 1: that in prison, which is nearly impot I actually did 1094 01:02:21,200 --> 01:02:23,280 Speaker 1: some prison like that, which is nearly impossible to do. 1095 01:02:24,440 --> 01:02:29,280 Speaker 2: Tim your story is a remarkable testament of the human spirit. 1096 01:02:30,400 --> 01:02:34,120 Speaker 2: The fact that you were able to, you know, to 1097 01:02:34,200 --> 01:02:38,400 Speaker 2: hang on as you did, and to you know, maintain 1098 01:02:39,120 --> 01:02:43,240 Speaker 2: hope and maintain your vegan and your just sort of 1099 01:02:43,400 --> 01:02:47,840 Speaker 2: gentle and kind spirit and throughout this over a quarter 1100 01:02:47,920 --> 01:02:54,680 Speaker 2: century nightmare. And so you know, I'm obviously thrilled that 1101 01:02:54,760 --> 01:02:57,000 Speaker 2: you're here. I hope people will hear your words and 1102 01:02:57,080 --> 01:03:00,000 Speaker 2: want to get involved if you do. The most direct 1103 01:03:00,120 --> 01:03:02,880 Speaker 2: way to do that is by going to FAMM dot org. 1104 01:03:02,920 --> 01:03:06,400 Speaker 2: That's Families Against Mandatory Minimum, So it's fa MM like 1105 01:03:06,720 --> 01:03:11,640 Speaker 2: Marymary dot org and learn and go ahead. So what's 1106 01:03:11,680 --> 01:03:11,920 Speaker 2: you say? 1107 01:03:12,640 --> 01:03:16,000 Speaker 1: I just wanted to say something about FAM because Julie Stewart, 1108 01:03:16,960 --> 01:03:21,480 Speaker 1: she had a brother. She started FAM twenty some odd 1109 01:03:21,560 --> 01:03:24,280 Speaker 1: years ago because she had a brother that was I 1110 01:03:24,320 --> 01:03:26,440 Speaker 1: think doing five years. It could have been more than 1111 01:03:26,440 --> 01:03:28,920 Speaker 1: that for marijuana and for. 1112 01:03:28,920 --> 01:03:31,479 Speaker 2: Growing it in his own home. Yep, right, it wasn't 1113 01:03:31,480 --> 01:03:32,320 Speaker 2: even a large quantity. 1114 01:03:32,400 --> 01:03:35,360 Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, exactly. And she and he had a mini mandatory. 1115 01:03:35,400 --> 01:03:40,520 Speaker 1: I think it's five years. And she heard of my 1116 01:03:40,640 --> 01:03:45,320 Speaker 1: case probably twenty twenty plus years ago also, and for 1117 01:03:45,480 --> 01:03:49,040 Speaker 1: all this time, whenever there's somewhere to talk about, she 1118 01:03:49,040 --> 01:03:51,640 Speaker 1: would talk about me. So you know, I feel like 1119 01:03:51,960 --> 01:03:54,360 Speaker 1: I'm indebted to her, and in some respects I went 1120 01:03:54,400 --> 01:03:57,840 Speaker 1: to visit her, and you know, I have a lot 1121 01:03:57,840 --> 01:04:02,800 Speaker 1: of thankful to go to her, you know, specifically because 1122 01:04:03,280 --> 01:04:06,520 Speaker 1: she introduced me to Catholic University that ended up doing 1123 01:04:06,520 --> 01:04:11,720 Speaker 1: my clemency petition, and she has introduced me to many 1124 01:04:11,720 --> 01:04:14,560 Speaker 1: people throughout the years. You know, that brought a light 1125 01:04:14,640 --> 01:04:18,640 Speaker 1: to my case. And I'm actually very lucky to be 1126 01:04:18,720 --> 01:04:23,200 Speaker 1: free right now. And that's a big tribute to her, 1127 01:04:23,360 --> 01:04:26,560 Speaker 1: you know, a big much of that is attributed to her, 1128 01:04:26,600 --> 01:04:32,880 Speaker 1: because without her and many other people, of course, and 1129 01:04:32,920 --> 01:04:35,040 Speaker 1: all the people that sign a petition at change dot org. 1130 01:04:35,560 --> 01:04:40,320 Speaker 1: Without all those people and her, and never mind President Obama, 1131 01:04:41,520 --> 01:04:43,480 Speaker 1: I wouldn't even be able to be here right now 1132 01:04:43,520 --> 01:04:46,040 Speaker 1: to speak to maybe help somebody else in the future. 1133 01:04:46,120 --> 01:04:47,800 Speaker 1: So I appreciate that. 1134 01:04:48,000 --> 01:04:51,160 Speaker 2: So Julia, I know you're listening, and I'm going to 1135 01:04:51,440 --> 01:04:54,640 Speaker 2: thank you from my bottom of my heart too for 1136 01:04:54,760 --> 01:04:58,240 Speaker 2: getting me involved in this fight and for mentoring me 1137 01:04:58,680 --> 01:05:02,080 Speaker 2: and so many other people, for really starting a movement 1138 01:05:02,200 --> 01:05:06,320 Speaker 2: that is gaining momentum every day and which we're not 1139 01:05:06,360 --> 01:05:11,440 Speaker 2: going to stop until you know, everyone who is in 1140 01:05:11,480 --> 01:05:14,360 Speaker 2: prison that shouldn't be is out and that's a huge, 1141 01:05:14,760 --> 01:05:17,480 Speaker 2: huge task. But there's a lot of really good people 1142 01:05:17,520 --> 01:05:20,880 Speaker 2: working on this now more than ever, and the momentum 1143 01:05:21,040 --> 01:05:25,920 Speaker 2: is there, so a change is definitely in the air. So, Tim, 1144 01:05:26,000 --> 01:05:28,440 Speaker 2: this is the part of the show that I like 1145 01:05:28,520 --> 01:05:32,400 Speaker 2: the best because as we get towards the end, I 1146 01:05:32,480 --> 01:05:35,280 Speaker 2: get the opportunity, since it's my show, to do what 1147 01:05:35,320 --> 01:05:37,280 Speaker 2: I want, and what I want to do at the 1148 01:05:37,400 --> 01:05:41,000 Speaker 2: end of each show is to stop talking and listen. 1149 01:05:41,640 --> 01:05:46,040 Speaker 2: And so before we before I turn the microphone over 1150 01:05:46,080 --> 01:05:49,000 Speaker 2: to you for final thoughts, I just want to thank 1151 01:05:49,040 --> 01:05:52,520 Speaker 2: you for coming in here, taking your time, doing all 1152 01:05:52,560 --> 01:05:57,040 Speaker 2: the advocacy work that you're doing, inspiring other people, including me, 1153 01:05:57,880 --> 01:06:02,200 Speaker 2: and sharing your story with us listeners. So, Tim, the 1154 01:06:02,240 --> 01:06:07,360 Speaker 2: mic is yours. Please feel free to talk about whatever's 1155 01:06:07,360 --> 01:06:09,280 Speaker 2: on your mind for the last few minutes that we have. 1156 01:06:09,960 --> 01:06:15,560 Speaker 1: Well, I'm sitting here in New York City, which in 1157 01:06:16,160 --> 01:06:21,360 Speaker 1: the free world, which is every single day, like I 1158 01:06:21,440 --> 01:06:26,040 Speaker 1: wake up, and I still have this comprehension where I 1159 01:06:26,080 --> 01:06:30,160 Speaker 1: can't even believe that I am free, you know, And 1160 01:06:30,480 --> 01:06:32,720 Speaker 1: I'm thankful every single day that I am free, that 1161 01:06:32,840 --> 01:06:38,800 Speaker 1: I'm able to have something organic to eat or something 1162 01:06:39,800 --> 01:06:44,040 Speaker 1: vegan to eat, that's you know, the life has changed, 1163 01:06:44,720 --> 01:06:48,320 Speaker 1: technology has changed. I do also feel at times that 1164 01:06:48,360 --> 01:06:52,080 Speaker 1: I just came out of a like I was thrown 1165 01:06:52,200 --> 01:06:55,000 Speaker 1: in the future somehow. You know, as soon as I 1166 01:06:55,040 --> 01:06:57,440 Speaker 1: walked like past that gate, you know, I had to 1167 01:06:57,480 --> 01:06:59,240 Speaker 1: go through all these gates and give your name and 1168 01:06:59,280 --> 01:07:00,959 Speaker 1: all this stuff. And as soon as I walked past 1169 01:07:00,960 --> 01:07:03,240 Speaker 1: that gate, I just broke down. I could not believe it. 1170 01:07:03,640 --> 01:07:06,640 Speaker 1: Like the sunshine, looking at the sun, it looked so 1171 01:07:06,760 --> 01:07:09,440 Speaker 1: different from walking when I walked through that gate, then 1172 01:07:09,480 --> 01:07:13,440 Speaker 1: it does inside them gates, the sun was like real again. 1173 01:07:14,120 --> 01:07:18,160 Speaker 1: And when I walked out of there, you know, we 1174 01:07:18,280 --> 01:07:20,919 Speaker 1: recorded walking out of there. And I have this friend 1175 01:07:20,920 --> 01:07:24,560 Speaker 1: of mine named Wes Brewer. Well, Wes Brewer decided to come. 1176 01:07:24,640 --> 01:07:27,120 Speaker 1: He's like a grateful dead fan or a fish fan 1177 01:07:27,320 --> 01:07:32,200 Speaker 1: or you know, similar fans jam band music fan, and 1178 01:07:32,280 --> 01:07:34,840 Speaker 1: he decided to come and take a bus with me. 1179 01:07:35,240 --> 01:07:39,120 Speaker 1: I was released from Jessup, Georgia, and I elected to 1180 01:07:39,160 --> 01:07:41,560 Speaker 1: take a bus ride all the way to Las Vegas 1181 01:07:41,640 --> 01:07:44,959 Speaker 1: because it gave me three days on of freedom before 1182 01:07:45,000 --> 01:07:47,960 Speaker 1: I had to go to the halfway house. And if 1183 01:07:47,960 --> 01:07:49,720 Speaker 1: you would have went on an airplane, then you would 1184 01:07:49,760 --> 01:07:51,960 Speaker 1: only have like eight hours of freedom. So I was like, 1185 01:07:52,000 --> 01:07:55,040 Speaker 1: I'll I'd rather see the country on a bus. And 1186 01:07:56,120 --> 01:08:00,280 Speaker 1: Wes decided to come, not only come, but to the 1187 01:08:00,400 --> 01:08:05,000 Speaker 1: video recorded me the whole way and interview me, you know, 1188 01:08:05,040 --> 01:08:07,240 Speaker 1: and asked me different, you know, coming right out of prison. 1189 01:08:07,960 --> 01:08:10,560 Speaker 1: So one of the things that he did do was 1190 01:08:11,920 --> 01:08:15,160 Speaker 1: he surprised me with a trip to the beach and 1191 01:08:15,480 --> 01:08:17,679 Speaker 1: recorded me. And as soon as I just touched the sand, 1192 01:08:17,680 --> 01:08:21,120 Speaker 1: I just broke down, like broke down, and he recorded 1193 01:08:21,160 --> 01:08:24,040 Speaker 1: all this and recorded me going into this water, and 1194 01:08:24,160 --> 01:08:26,760 Speaker 1: I mean I broke down, literally broke. 1195 01:08:26,560 --> 01:08:30,400 Speaker 2: Down and like baptized in freedom. 1196 01:08:30,600 --> 01:08:36,960 Speaker 1: It was unreal. I just it was just tears of joy, massive, 1197 01:08:37,120 --> 01:08:38,160 Speaker 1: massive tears of joy. 1198 01:08:38,240 --> 01:08:38,519 Speaker 2: Really. 1199 01:08:39,479 --> 01:08:43,680 Speaker 1: So yeah, I would like to thank everybody that has 1200 01:08:43,720 --> 01:08:45,760 Speaker 1: signed a petition for me or had supported me in 1201 01:08:45,840 --> 01:08:49,040 Speaker 1: any way anyway. And thinking my sister too, who has 1202 01:08:49,080 --> 01:08:55,519 Speaker 1: spent many years not giving up. I guess that's that'll 1203 01:08:55,520 --> 01:08:56,120 Speaker 1: probably do it. 1204 01:08:56,439 --> 01:09:00,240 Speaker 2: Well. Once again, thank you for coming everyone. Please go 1205 01:09:00,320 --> 01:09:06,800 Speaker 2: to FAMM dot org, go to kendoclemency dot com, and 1206 01:09:07,720 --> 01:09:10,680 Speaker 2: let's not stop until we get every Tim Tyler that 1207 01:09:10,720 --> 01:09:11,679 Speaker 2: there is out of prison. 1208 01:09:12,240 --> 01:09:17,000 Speaker 1: Thank you, Jason, don't forget to. 1209 01:09:16,920 --> 01:09:18,360 Speaker 2: Give us a fantastic review. 1210 01:09:18,360 --> 01:09:20,639 Speaker 1: Wherever you get your podcasts. 1211 01:09:20,080 --> 01:09:23,240 Speaker 2: It really helps. 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