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Speaker 1: Hey guys, I'm Kaylie Shure and this is too much

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Speaker 1: to say A questions it out you. Okay, So this

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Speaker 1: week's minisode is a story about something horrendous I did

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Speaker 1: as a child. Um. I don't like to do things

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Speaker 1: that I don't want to do, plain and simple. I

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Speaker 1: just I just don't like doing it. Um. I could

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Speaker 1: blame several things for it. I could blame being an

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Speaker 1: angiogram eight. I could blame having a d h D

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Speaker 1: and you know, having poor executive functioning and being untreated

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Speaker 1: for that until I was in my twenties. And I

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Speaker 1: could just blame laziness. I don't know. Maybe some I

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Speaker 1: think it's some combination of all three, but there's um. Okay,

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Speaker 1: So when I get anxious and I get nervous, I

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Speaker 1: like have to pee a lot. And I know that

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Speaker 1: that's like a normal thing, but like a lot a lot.

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Speaker 1: And I used to really hate swimming class because I

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Speaker 1: would get cold and I just would have a really

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Speaker 1: hard time not plugging my nose and being able to

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Speaker 1: go underwater. And so when I was like six or seven,

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Speaker 1: I was taking swimming lessons and it was at the

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Speaker 1: like local Olympic sized pool, so it got really deep,

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Speaker 1: like it went to like fourteen feet and I just

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Speaker 1: didn't like it. And I told my mom I didn't

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Speaker 1: like it. And the truth is, like she did the

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Speaker 1: right thing because kids need to know how to swim,

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Speaker 1: like I just I need to and she was like, no,

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Speaker 1: you're going to swimming lessons, and that's like a good

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Speaker 1: parental choice. So one day I just had had enough.

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Speaker 1: I was like, I can't do this anymore. I don't

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Speaker 1: like this. I have to pee. I feel like my

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Speaker 1: teacher has a vendetta against me, and I just don't

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Speaker 1: want to do it. So I, as usual, asked to

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Speaker 1: be excused to use a restaurant within the first five

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Speaker 1: minutes of class because I had to pee and I

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Speaker 1: do not be in pools. Some people seem to think

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Speaker 1: that's okay, that's disgusting and an unforgivable act. Don't do that.

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Speaker 1: Uh So I did my you know, my my every

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Speaker 1: week routine of going to the bathroom within five minutes,

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Speaker 1: but then I just didn't come back. Uh And they

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Speaker 1: let me go to the bathroom by myself because I

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Speaker 1: was like six or seven at this point, and uh,

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Speaker 1: I just I found a cozy little locker and I

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Speaker 1: got inside of it, and because I was so small,

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Speaker 1: I could just sit down, and I just sat in

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Speaker 1: the locker and I started to hear some hubbub. About

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Speaker 1: fifteen minutes in when someone had realized I was gone

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Speaker 1: and people were looking for me and calling my name,

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Speaker 1: and uh, kids, parents who had stayed through the lesson

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Speaker 1: had been calling. Yeah, it was I had really worried

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Speaker 1: a lot of people, and there were a lot of

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Speaker 1: stress adults, and so they're they're out there like calling

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Speaker 1: my name, but I'm not moving, I am not giving up.

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Speaker 1: I don't want to go to class. And I don't

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Speaker 1: know what I thought the outcome of this could be,

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Speaker 1: but it was not very well thought out, because again

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Speaker 1: I was a literal child, and eventually after I mean it,

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Speaker 1: it had to have been I remember class being almost

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Speaker 1: over when this happened. So it was probably like forty

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Speaker 1: five minutes into this, and uh, somebody opened the locker

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Speaker 1: that I was in and was like, oh, we found her.

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Speaker 1: And it turns out that they thought I had drowned,

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Speaker 1: and they were sending people diving down like thirteen ft

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Speaker 1: to look for me. They were going to empty the pool.

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Speaker 1: They thought a kid had just straight up died and

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Speaker 1: fallen in and nobody noticed, and yeah, I really And

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Speaker 1: if my teacher didn't hate me like I thought she

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Speaker 1: did at that point, she did after that and that

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Speaker 1: was not that was not my best moment. Uh, but

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Speaker 1: it just feels like an excellent microcosm for what I

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Speaker 1: will do to avoid something that makes me nervous that

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Speaker 1: I don't like. UM. I feel like I've done similar

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Speaker 1: things on avoiding a date with a guy actually, like

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Speaker 1: like just completely had a meltdown and come up with

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Speaker 1: some ridiculous excuse and just like disappeared and just been

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Speaker 1: like sorry. And it's because I liked um. So that's

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Speaker 1: a whole thing as well. But that was this week's minisote.

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Speaker 1: We will be back next week. We have two more

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Speaker 1: weeks of the minisot's until we're back in full force.

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Speaker 1: And last week I asked for you guys to reach

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Speaker 1: out with things that you wanted to see on the podcast,

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Speaker 1: So keep me posted on that and I will see

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Speaker 1: you next week. I'm telling sure, And this is too

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Speaker 1: much to say, don't go asking questions, tell it out

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Speaker 1: you