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Speaker 1: First things first, before we get into where we are

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Speaker 1: really excited to announce a live show, lip Service Live

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Speaker 1: Mark that goes down at Carolines on Broadway. Make sure

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Speaker 1: We're gonna have a great time. Me Lauria g McGuire

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Speaker 1: Caroline dot com and get those tickets. More announcements to

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Speaker 1: come and seen. What's up? What's up islip Service? I mean,

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Speaker 1: I'm g McGuire, I'm Laurial, Sammy. How are you going

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Speaker 1: to drink right before you get ready? Yea? Now the

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Speaker 1: last episode, we have this new thing we always in

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Speaker 1: the episode where you have to guess which one of

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Speaker 1: us this was, So we're gonna reveal it today, right

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Speaker 1: which one of the lip service ladies said? That wasn't me, Angela,

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Speaker 1: Lorial or Gi. So this person said that when they

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Speaker 1: were young, someone's mom came to their house and said,

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Speaker 1: I want to talk to your mom because you were

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Speaker 1: having sex with my son and that's disgusting. Which one

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Speaker 1: of us did that happen to? If you had to

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Speaker 1: And I actually know that happened to me. I was

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Speaker 1: a virgin, so he was lying and she overheard him

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Speaker 1: telling his brother something and then came to my house

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Speaker 1: and I was shocked, and you know, my himing was

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Speaker 1: still intact. He did you wonder I was crazy? He

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Speaker 1: at the time, and a couple of years later, I

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Speaker 1: everybody knew it was for sure a lie, because yeah,

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Speaker 1: why it was a crazy thing, like a crazy like

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Speaker 1: his mom overheard him telling his brother and she was like,

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Speaker 1: really mad. He actually hit me up on Facebook when

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Speaker 1: he heard me tell this story before apologize. He did apologize,

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Speaker 1: not that it matters. He never say no, that's black.

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Speaker 1: That goes against my R and B code in the

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Speaker 1: essence of myself as a man. Has anybody ever lied

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Speaker 1: about you and said, you know, used to? I don't

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Speaker 1: know because I moved real private. So the girls that

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Speaker 1: So we don't do too much street like pillow talking

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Speaker 1: about all endeavors. But it could be that somebody you

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Speaker 1: never messed with at all. She was telling people. Oh yes,

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Speaker 1: if so, it never came back to me. Okay, yeah,

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Speaker 1: I find nothing to tell us. Who you fun like that? Yeah? Yeah, yeah, yeah,

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Speaker 1: I've been around a minute. Yeah young since I was twelve.

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Speaker 1: That's crazy, like two Friday years now being happy birthday happy. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: this comes out. This is your birthday celebration. We lit

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Speaker 1: Now I'm real chill. So now I never had that

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Speaker 1: it's like somebody famous. I've heard women lie about people

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Speaker 1: they have sex with. I definitely have. Yes, I've had

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Speaker 1: a girl actually lied to me about somebody. She said, like,

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Speaker 1: your lives. Listen. That's one of the reasons why I

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Speaker 1: That's a weird thing to lie about that. I'm not

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Speaker 1: doing that. Right back. Yeah, you're nice to her still right, Yeah,

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Speaker 1: I'm never I'm never rude to him. So you hit again.

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Speaker 1: Oh no, you showed up at a birthday. You're saying

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Speaker 1: if I'm free, I'll make it. Damn you lied on

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Speaker 1: top of it. He said, yes, Mr Chance, were you free? Yeah? Yeah, yeah,

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Speaker 1: about checking somebody that I didn't sex. Yeah, I had

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Speaker 1: go through a fucking somebody before. That's awful, I know,

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Speaker 1: to medicate yourself is rape. If somebody has sex with you,

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Speaker 1: proper hand. That's a no no for sure. Roly Poly

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Speaker 1: backchat we're gonna talk about something that's currently happening, and

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Speaker 1: I want to get your take on a different aspect

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Speaker 1: of it. So Robert Kraft, right, yeah, um, the owner

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Speaker 1: for prostitution and all of that. Now. This morning on

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Speaker 1: the show, when I was on the Breakfast Club, Charlemagne

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Speaker 1: made the case that men pay for sex anyway, because

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Speaker 1: I guess or whatever for sex paying for it. Now,

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Speaker 1: do you think that it's equivalent paying for sex? Is

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Speaker 1: you either giving somebody money? Are you paying for like

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Speaker 1: a meal or some gifts. I've never paid anyone cash

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Speaker 1: for sex, but I've courted a woman, I guess you know,

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Speaker 1: courting right, because you don't think I bought your dinner? No, no, no, no,

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Speaker 1: Like you know, um, I believe in taking a girl out,

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Speaker 1: grabbing drinks. Who can party and whatever you like to do,

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Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. You gotta do that, Yeah,

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Speaker 1: It's not got a church. I just I just got

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Speaker 1: I can't just pay the girl. Yeah, so I never

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Speaker 1: I don't think those two are the same thing. Yeah.

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Speaker 1: It bothers me when guys say, well, you're paying for

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Speaker 1: don't think that's true. I need you take somebody to dinner.

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Speaker 1: That doesn't mean they're going to have sex with you.

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Speaker 1: That means that they're going to eat yeah and eat

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Speaker 1: Bob and talking and get to know each other a

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Speaker 1: little bit. What's the best first date you ever had?

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Speaker 1: I don't know when I'm going on so many, Like

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Speaker 1: when I'm dating somebody with a lot of first days,

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Speaker 1: I get like the best first date? Who you walked away?

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Speaker 1: Like going so many? Just know I've been in relationship,

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Speaker 1: so I'm trying to channel the first like something has

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Speaker 1: the best first date, I don't think I ever had

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Speaker 1: first too, But that's the same thing. It wasn't on

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Speaker 1: the first for you know. Yeah, but no, I'm saying

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Speaker 1: that's not what I like the first time we went out.

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Speaker 1: But there was a time when it was like the

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Speaker 1: first time we had it was amazing. Yeah, I don't

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Speaker 1: have that for my first day, and then it didn't

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Speaker 1: so you could the exactly how it was. That's the problem.

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Speaker 1: You can't have to set the bar too high the

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Speaker 1: first time. That's why us as women, that's why we

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Speaker 1: hold back the first couple of times, because we don't

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Speaker 1: expecting it every every time. I'm not gonna stick to

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Speaker 1: the town a little bit, give you a little bit

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Speaker 1: more each time. You feel like you can't suck nobody

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Speaker 1: deck on the first time, I was not. She got

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Speaker 1: to hold back, no, because that's that's super mouthful over there. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: because you're not gonna be harassing me, so you gotta

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Speaker 1: like that. That's like the advertiser to sex for me

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Speaker 1: but it was a lot easier than what it could

423
00:21:49,200 --> 00:21:51,240
Speaker 1: have been. And I kept trying to force that relationship

424
00:21:51,280 --> 00:21:52,639
Speaker 1: to work. The next thing, you know, she had been

425
00:21:52,640 --> 00:21:55,080
Speaker 1: pregnant and now we're still not getting along. But I

426
00:21:55,119 --> 00:21:57,879
Speaker 1: have a life that the death I'm attached to for

427
00:21:57,920 --> 00:21:59,560
Speaker 1: at least, you know, well for the rest of my life.

428
00:21:59,600 --> 00:22:02,240
Speaker 1: You should so. Um. I wrote that record because I

429
00:22:02,240 --> 00:22:04,960
Speaker 1: know everybody wish that they can unlove somebody. Yeah, that's

430
00:22:05,000 --> 00:22:07,280
Speaker 1: like that movie turn on Sunshine of the Spotless Man.

431
00:22:07,359 --> 00:22:13,200
Speaker 1: You've seen that. It's a turn on Sunshine of the

432
00:22:13,240 --> 00:22:20,400
Speaker 1: Spotless Man. Jim Carrey, don't let it just outside. It's

433
00:22:20,400 --> 00:22:23,920
Speaker 1: about erasing your memory. Bay. It's good. Like you should

434
00:22:23,920 --> 00:22:27,000
Speaker 1: see it if you have any when you have an opportunity. See,

435
00:22:27,040 --> 00:22:33,920
Speaker 1: Like everybody just like it's been out but Jim Carrey, Yeah,

436
00:22:34,640 --> 00:22:36,480
Speaker 1: but it's a good movie. It's gonna make you feeling

437
00:22:37,119 --> 00:22:40,000
Speaker 1: See everybody's like, yeah, um, now do you think that

438
00:22:40,160 --> 00:22:43,639
Speaker 1: as um an artist? Right? For you doing what you

439
00:22:43,720 --> 00:22:46,480
Speaker 1: do that people look at you differently if you're in

440
00:22:46,480 --> 00:22:49,320
Speaker 1: a relationship, Like, does that for your fans make you

441
00:22:49,359 --> 00:22:51,960
Speaker 1: feel like it's like it's not as marketable, it's it's

442
00:22:52,040 --> 00:22:54,879
Speaker 1: yes and no. It depends how much you show of

443
00:22:55,000 --> 00:22:58,560
Speaker 1: that relationship because there is this fantasy aspect of things

444
00:22:58,640 --> 00:23:01,720
Speaker 1: when girls feel like they have chance. I understand that,

445
00:23:02,160 --> 00:23:04,159
Speaker 1: but then I think, as I age, like I'll be

446
00:23:04,160 --> 00:23:06,560
Speaker 1: thirty two, it should be okay for me to have

447
00:23:06,560 --> 00:23:15,560
Speaker 1: a girlfriend doesn't want the past twenty years. They feel

448
00:23:15,600 --> 00:23:17,520
Speaker 1: like they in the relationship every time. I mean like

449
00:23:17,640 --> 00:23:19,560
Speaker 1: if I say I'm dating, I get d ms like

450
00:23:19,600 --> 00:23:23,600
Speaker 1: with Heartbrokey movies like yeah, it really want me sixty

451
00:23:23,680 --> 00:23:27,719
Speaker 1: years old out here? You want that? At first? I

452
00:23:27,760 --> 00:23:30,600
Speaker 1: felt like when you came out and it was at

453
00:23:30,600 --> 00:23:33,040
Speaker 1: a time when you couldn't have a girlfriend, and I

454
00:23:33,080 --> 00:23:36,560
Speaker 1: felt like nowadays people are so invested into people's lives

455
00:23:36,840 --> 00:23:39,160
Speaker 1: that they might be heartbroken at first, but then it'll

456
00:23:39,200 --> 00:23:42,080
Speaker 1: go from that to my favorite couple goals. Like I

457
00:23:42,119 --> 00:23:44,120
Speaker 1: think what it is is this is actually shallow because

458
00:23:44,119 --> 00:23:45,959
Speaker 1: they'll never know the girl for real, for real. They

459
00:23:45,960 --> 00:23:48,720
Speaker 1: only can see if she's cute enough. I'm saying for you,

460
00:23:50,560 --> 00:23:53,919
Speaker 1: I was about to say, what girls like? Yeah, so

461
00:23:53,960 --> 00:23:56,040
Speaker 1: as long as the girl is like being pretty enough

462
00:23:56,080 --> 00:23:59,080
Speaker 1: and that pictures are cute enough or hashtag relationship goals,

463
00:23:59,359 --> 00:24:01,960
Speaker 1: then it can work. But I just think that um

464
00:24:02,000 --> 00:24:04,600
Speaker 1: if and just for me personally, I like to just

465
00:24:04,680 --> 00:24:07,159
Speaker 1: keep something to myself. I already got to tell on

466
00:24:07,240 --> 00:24:10,120
Speaker 1: myself in my music. I already gotta, you know, do

467
00:24:10,280 --> 00:24:12,640
Speaker 1: a lot and be transparent about things I go through

468
00:24:12,720 --> 00:24:15,960
Speaker 1: my family personally, trying to juggle being an entrepreneur. Uh,

469
00:24:16,080 --> 00:24:18,720
Speaker 1: you have had mainstream success, but I'm independent, you feel me.

470
00:24:18,760 --> 00:24:22,359
Speaker 1: So it's it's the strainiest life to live this life

471
00:24:22,359 --> 00:24:24,639
Speaker 1: in the same token. And I don't complain because I'm blessed.

472
00:24:24,880 --> 00:24:26,680
Speaker 1: So when I'm in love with somebody, I just make

473
00:24:26,720 --> 00:24:28,919
Speaker 1: sure I keep it like under wraps, not like I'm

474
00:24:28,960 --> 00:24:30,840
Speaker 1: it's not on something like I'm hiding my girl from

475
00:24:30,880 --> 00:24:36,320
Speaker 1: the world or hiding the world from the girl. It's

476
00:24:36,320 --> 00:24:38,600
Speaker 1: really trying to build a strong foundation with her first,

477
00:24:40,280 --> 00:24:43,960
Speaker 1: because I promise you I dealt with this like girls

478
00:24:44,000 --> 00:24:46,399
Speaker 1: are about the sliding your d M to try to

479
00:24:46,440 --> 00:24:52,159
Speaker 1: break us up. How yeah, yeah, yeah. My last relationship,

480
00:24:52,560 --> 00:24:54,720
Speaker 1: this girl was like yo, I flew out to l

481
00:24:54,760 --> 00:24:56,360
Speaker 1: A for something. I don't know what, but the girl

482
00:24:56,440 --> 00:24:58,640
Speaker 1: was like yeah, my home girl. Semi flew my girl

483
00:24:58,640 --> 00:25:03,359
Speaker 1: out like it's a fake page, like no profile, no followers.

484
00:25:03,520 --> 00:25:06,160
Speaker 1: This is causing problems in my crib. So I'm like, wait,

485
00:25:06,160 --> 00:25:09,280
Speaker 1: what you know? But she didn't accused me, but her

486
00:25:09,280 --> 00:25:11,040
Speaker 1: whole ship changed when she read that d M right,

487
00:25:11,680 --> 00:25:13,119
Speaker 1: because you don't know it could be true. Yeah, I

488
00:25:13,160 --> 00:25:15,760
Speaker 1: was like, as to somebody out tell whoever that person

489
00:25:15,880 --> 00:25:19,920
Speaker 1: is to send the receipts. There has not been something

490
00:25:19,920 --> 00:25:25,120
Speaker 1: where I stayed at that's how they but I wanted

491
00:25:25,119 --> 00:25:26,439
Speaker 1: her to do that and when she did it and

492
00:25:26,480 --> 00:25:28,359
Speaker 1: the person went away, But it has to go to the

493
00:25:28,320 --> 00:25:31,080
Speaker 1: the show. Like it's some malicious people out here that

494
00:25:31,160 --> 00:25:33,560
Speaker 1: just don't want to see you with nobody. I'm saying,

495
00:25:33,560 --> 00:25:35,920
Speaker 1: so before I'll be so quick to throw a girl

496
00:25:35,960 --> 00:25:37,800
Speaker 1: on the ground and I'm kicking it with I want

497
00:25:37,800 --> 00:25:40,880
Speaker 1: to make sure me and her like solid because it's

498
00:25:40,880 --> 00:25:42,800
Speaker 1: just the ship is gonna come, you know what I'm saying, Like,

499
00:25:42,840 --> 00:25:45,080
Speaker 1: bullshit is gonna come, and you attract all this negative

500
00:25:45,119 --> 00:25:48,840
Speaker 1: energy the moment you show uh anthing of being happy.

501
00:25:49,040 --> 00:25:51,040
Speaker 1: We live in this. We live in a social media

502
00:25:51,080 --> 00:25:53,199
Speaker 1: age where people can just be bullies behind the keyboard

503
00:25:53,240 --> 00:25:55,800
Speaker 1: and behind their phones and they have photoshop stuff. Yeah,

504
00:25:56,920 --> 00:25:59,760
Speaker 1: crazy luggle out here. So I'm not big on. I'm

505
00:25:59,800 --> 00:26:02,160
Speaker 1: big on in real life. Like if I'm providing every day,

506
00:26:02,200 --> 00:26:04,760
Speaker 1: I'm putting in time because time to me is love. Man.

507
00:26:04,760 --> 00:26:08,120
Speaker 1: If I'm putting effort, investing money, I'm praying with you.

508
00:26:08,480 --> 00:26:11,400
Speaker 1: I don't think that Instagram post or the lack there

509
00:26:11,520 --> 00:26:14,159
Speaker 1: of validates ship over that that's nice of where you

510
00:26:14,200 --> 00:26:17,560
Speaker 1: pray with your girl. Yeah, I'm very spiritual. That's that's

511
00:26:18,119 --> 00:26:20,760
Speaker 1: to pray for. Thank God for Like that's me, you

512
00:26:20,800 --> 00:26:22,640
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. That's I've always been that way

513
00:26:22,640 --> 00:26:25,399
Speaker 1: and old. I've gotten the more deep into my spirituality

514
00:26:25,400 --> 00:26:27,200
Speaker 1: I got, so I try to feed that into my woman.

515
00:26:27,240 --> 00:26:28,760
Speaker 1: I think the dopest thing I've ever done for a

516
00:26:28,760 --> 00:26:30,960
Speaker 1: woman is my ex. Although it didn't work out, she

517
00:26:30,960 --> 00:26:32,840
Speaker 1: said that she was like, because of you, my relationship

518
00:26:32,840 --> 00:26:35,560
Speaker 1: with God as much stronger. That was the biggest accomplishment

519
00:26:35,560 --> 00:26:38,280
Speaker 1: I think I could do as a man. Anyway is

520
00:26:38,280 --> 00:26:41,360
Speaker 1: about to be flooded. It's about to be crazy. They're

521
00:26:41,359 --> 00:26:49,680
Speaker 1: gonna be m right now right times ten. Yeah, let's

522
00:26:49,680 --> 00:27:00,600
Speaker 1: talk about your confidence in the bedroom. Yeah yeah, yeah,

523
00:27:00,680 --> 00:27:04,080
Speaker 1: it's just like annorable or cheek lit, godfearing, So you

524
00:27:04,080 --> 00:27:06,320
Speaker 1: wouldn't know unless you really indulge with me, Like I'm

525
00:27:06,359 --> 00:27:07,679
Speaker 1: not just out here, you know what I'm saying. But

526
00:27:07,720 --> 00:27:11,919
Speaker 1: when I go, I go, you're a god fearing freak

527
00:27:12,840 --> 00:27:16,400
Speaker 1: and women's appropriate. So he gave us that that emotion.

528
00:27:16,520 --> 00:27:18,760
Speaker 1: And what do you mean by a freak? Like I'm

529
00:27:18,800 --> 00:27:22,600
Speaker 1: just I'm a I'm a pleaser, Like it's not about Yeah,

530
00:27:22,640 --> 00:27:28,879
Speaker 1: I'm I am trying to funk up your head. Yeah,

531
00:27:28,960 --> 00:27:32,160
Speaker 1: I don't know because I don't know how it worked,

532
00:27:32,200 --> 00:27:34,639
Speaker 1: like good or bad? Right, you're going to be in

533
00:27:34,680 --> 00:27:36,920
Speaker 1: the group chat, fellas if you have sex, you're in

534
00:27:36,960 --> 00:27:39,560
Speaker 1: the group chat, not the group. Five girls that I

535
00:27:39,600 --> 00:27:48,600
Speaker 1: know about you that are so like my next girl

536
00:27:52,000 --> 00:27:57,600
Speaker 1: reviews I need. They had yelped for men check out

537
00:27:58,160 --> 00:28:03,280
Speaker 1: man yelped. See it how he's used passionate. I'm really

538
00:28:03,320 --> 00:28:05,840
Speaker 1: a pleaser. And again I'm trying to like leave my mark.

539
00:28:06,040 --> 00:28:07,480
Speaker 1: I kind of want to make it to like whoever

540
00:28:07,560 --> 00:28:10,120
Speaker 1: you sex before me, it wasn't that Damn it didn't

541
00:28:10,160 --> 00:28:16,840
Speaker 1: count Jesus Christ. So that's why Tom sent it So homegirl, Faith,

542
00:28:17,359 --> 00:28:23,200
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna say, but Faith, that's it's so bod

543
00:28:23,640 --> 00:28:26,280
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, But I'm as so like,

544
00:28:26,320 --> 00:28:30,640
Speaker 1: I don't how explain it. We just like it's a spirit. Yeah,

545
00:28:30,680 --> 00:28:37,040
Speaker 1: it's all of that. Yeah, swimming in the deep. I've

546
00:28:37,080 --> 00:28:43,320
Speaker 1: had bad situations with pisce sexual. Are you a no now? Sexual?

547
00:28:44,280 --> 00:28:46,600
Speaker 1: I have because I cheat it before. I'm not a

548
00:28:46,680 --> 00:28:48,640
Speaker 1: liar and I'm not good at it, which is why

549
00:28:48,640 --> 00:28:50,360
Speaker 1: I don't like, I can't cheat. I'm not good at

550
00:28:50,440 --> 00:28:52,760
Speaker 1: I'm a get called. We're sloppy. I'm saying, like we

551
00:28:53,400 --> 00:28:55,560
Speaker 1: used to leave the pictures and the videos and all,

552
00:28:55,640 --> 00:28:59,160
Speaker 1: like I just didn't. I don't know what so yeah

553
00:28:59,520 --> 00:29:08,800
Speaker 1: jacket were but together. Yeah, so I'm not a good liar. Um.

554
00:29:09,400 --> 00:29:12,680
Speaker 1: I think one thing about Pisces. Everyone loves us though

555
00:29:13,600 --> 00:29:18,680
Speaker 1: guy is pretty chill people everybody. We're like fish, but

556
00:29:18,760 --> 00:29:22,720
Speaker 1: with chameleons we can blend in any cross school. So

557
00:29:22,880 --> 00:29:24,840
Speaker 1: when you're a guy and you attract a little bit

558
00:29:24,840 --> 00:29:27,400
Speaker 1: of everybody, you know, And that's the thing with relationships

559
00:29:27,520 --> 00:29:30,000
Speaker 1: is deciding to be committed every day. That's just the

560
00:29:30,080 --> 00:29:32,840
Speaker 1: hardest part of it, right, That's what marriage like is

561
00:29:33,560 --> 00:29:35,920
Speaker 1: deciding even on my worst day, no matter how angry

562
00:29:36,040 --> 00:29:38,600
Speaker 1: or what we're space we're in. I'm gonna still stay

563
00:29:38,640 --> 00:29:41,240
Speaker 1: down and loyal with my girl. I used to not

564
00:29:41,440 --> 00:29:43,560
Speaker 1: be that kind of guy. Sometimes. I used to be like, Okay,

565
00:29:43,600 --> 00:29:45,800
Speaker 1: I'm lacking in this department with your ass, and I

566
00:29:45,880 --> 00:29:47,440
Speaker 1: love you, and I feel like you should not be

567
00:29:47,640 --> 00:29:51,400
Speaker 1: stressing me. Cool my short in l A, she don't,

568
00:29:51,680 --> 00:29:53,600
Speaker 1: she don't stress me. You know what I'm saying. I

569
00:29:53,720 --> 00:29:57,160
Speaker 1: used to. Yeah, I used to have that mindset. Um,

570
00:29:58,160 --> 00:30:00,160
Speaker 1: but then that comes also from just being image sure

571
00:30:00,200 --> 00:30:02,800
Speaker 1: because that means I needed validation right right, that's your

572
00:30:02,800 --> 00:30:05,640
Speaker 1: own insecurity. There we go. I learned that. Um, now

573
00:30:05,840 --> 00:30:11,960
Speaker 1: I'm validated by self, like I'm whole by myself. Yeah yeah,

574
00:30:12,120 --> 00:30:15,040
Speaker 1: god fearing or nice with charismatic, articulate like I got

575
00:30:15,080 --> 00:30:17,200
Speaker 1: my ship together. I know that I took like self

576
00:30:17,280 --> 00:30:20,280
Speaker 1: care time when I was single. It's just like when

577
00:30:20,280 --> 00:30:24,600
Speaker 1: I got single, I really yeah. I just focused on myself.

578
00:30:24,720 --> 00:30:26,320
Speaker 1: Learn how to sleep alone, you know what I'm saying,

579
00:30:26,400 --> 00:30:29,040
Speaker 1: Like just date alone, go bowling by myself, go to

580
00:30:29,160 --> 00:30:30,880
Speaker 1: movies by myself. I never did ship like that. I

581
00:30:30,920 --> 00:30:33,240
Speaker 1: always thought I had to have a girl, you know

582
00:30:33,280 --> 00:30:36,160
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. Masturbate a lot during that time, yeah,

583
00:30:38,000 --> 00:30:40,920
Speaker 1: after that time, during that because I'm sensual, right, so,

584
00:30:41,440 --> 00:30:43,880
Speaker 1: but spiritual, so I understand like what sex really is,

585
00:30:44,000 --> 00:30:46,880
Speaker 1: Like I'm outside of just putting my physical inside you

586
00:30:46,960 --> 00:30:49,080
Speaker 1: and giving you some of my spirit too, and I'm

587
00:30:49,080 --> 00:30:51,720
Speaker 1: scattering my spirit with so many you know what i mean? Random,

588
00:30:52,200 --> 00:30:54,920
Speaker 1: Like that ship is unhealthy. So sometimes that fatigue you feel,

589
00:30:54,960 --> 00:30:57,920
Speaker 1: it's not your fatigue. Yeah, not only are you leaving yours,

590
00:30:57,960 --> 00:31:01,520
Speaker 1: you're picking up a little yeah Creek episodes of thousands

591
00:31:04,360 --> 00:31:08,280
Speaker 1: like ain't been no Crystal stare Yeah, yeah, yeah. When

592
00:31:08,320 --> 00:31:11,080
Speaker 1: I'm not when I'm refraining from sex, the porn life

593
00:31:11,160 --> 00:31:15,200
Speaker 1: is a little more intensified. But that's better than um sleeping,

594
00:31:15,640 --> 00:31:19,960
Speaker 1: just recreation. What's the longest amount of time you watched

595
00:31:19,960 --> 00:31:22,479
Speaker 1: porn for? I'm so crazy with it. Let me say,

596
00:31:22,680 --> 00:31:24,760
Speaker 1: I feel like a creep after I watched porn. I

597
00:31:24,960 --> 00:31:30,400
Speaker 1: need after what I just did was so nat like nothing.

598
00:31:32,480 --> 00:31:36,720
Speaker 1: I'm so mad you watch porn. I believe my guilt.

599
00:31:40,200 --> 00:31:42,360
Speaker 1: I was waiting, where are you supposed to watch porn?

600
00:31:42,400 --> 00:31:45,680
Speaker 1: Because she just told me she no, I do mind

601
00:31:45,720 --> 00:31:50,160
Speaker 1: on my laptop. The whole thing to me, that's I

602
00:31:50,200 --> 00:31:52,320
Speaker 1: can't tell you why because you look crazy on your

603
00:31:52,360 --> 00:31:54,680
Speaker 1: phone trying to watch more and now you look crazy

604
00:31:54,720 --> 00:31:56,400
Speaker 1: when you're like, all right, let me set this on me.

605
00:31:56,480 --> 00:32:01,080
Speaker 1: I have a set up yeah, the desktop, and I'm finished.

606
00:32:01,080 --> 00:32:07,120
Speaker 1: I'd be like that was stupid. I got ship everything,

607
00:32:07,200 --> 00:32:09,640
Speaker 1: the game. You have Apple TV, then you can marry it.

608
00:32:10,640 --> 00:32:17,040
Speaker 1: It takes too much a girl. And I really like,

609
00:32:17,160 --> 00:32:21,760
Speaker 1: because I'm looking type, I'm telling him myself, I'll go

610
00:32:21,880 --> 00:32:23,760
Speaker 1: to the end first to make sure in the way

611
00:32:24,040 --> 00:32:29,240
Speaker 1: I want to. Yeah. If he if y'all not all

612
00:32:29,280 --> 00:32:32,200
Speaker 1: the way right at the end, it cuts off, I'm

613
00:32:32,840 --> 00:32:41,440
Speaker 1: I'm left hanging right, so no, no, no. Um. One

614
00:32:41,480 --> 00:32:45,760
Speaker 1: time my first girl took my virginity was like on period, right,

615
00:32:45,840 --> 00:32:47,560
Speaker 1: so but she was doing other ship to me, and

616
00:32:47,600 --> 00:32:49,400
Speaker 1: I'm I don't like to be teased, like I don't

617
00:32:49,400 --> 00:32:50,680
Speaker 1: like to be tea so much. I don't even I

618
00:32:50,720 --> 00:32:53,840
Speaker 1: don't like strip clubs, Like why to me, Like, I'm like,

619
00:32:54,200 --> 00:32:55,560
Speaker 1: I'm too sexual. That's what it is. If I go

620
00:32:55,600 --> 00:32:57,120
Speaker 1: to a strip club and I just fell in love

621
00:32:57,200 --> 00:33:00,280
Speaker 1: with it you all night. I need to really like

622
00:33:01,720 --> 00:33:04,000
Speaker 1: Spanish releas that yeah, that's just how my mom was.

623
00:33:04,080 --> 00:33:12,200
Speaker 1: So I kind of stay out of it, like you know,

624
00:33:12,280 --> 00:33:16,720
Speaker 1: I know, girl, she was about to leave me hanging

625
00:33:18,040 --> 00:33:21,240
Speaker 1: until she was older than me too, but she was

626
00:33:21,240 --> 00:33:23,080
Speaker 1: about that life, so I didn't know. I really used

627
00:33:23,080 --> 00:33:25,560
Speaker 1: to think seriously, like period meant no sex for me,

628
00:33:25,920 --> 00:33:30,520
Speaker 1: Like yeah, sometimes you have to run the legs and

629
00:33:30,680 --> 00:33:34,760
Speaker 1: just clean up. Yeah. So she almost left me hanging,

630
00:33:34,800 --> 00:33:37,000
Speaker 1: but then she unless I was willing to try something new,

631
00:33:37,080 --> 00:33:39,120
Speaker 1: which I was like hell yeah, and she was my girlfriend.

632
00:33:39,560 --> 00:33:42,720
Speaker 1: I'm going Was it super messy? Was it like during

633
00:33:42,760 --> 00:33:45,080
Speaker 1: a heavy flow? Wasn't too bad either? Actually? Was the

634
00:33:45,200 --> 00:33:46,920
Speaker 1: end of your period is not too bad when it's light,

635
00:33:47,480 --> 00:33:49,760
Speaker 1: but that heavy flow time. The problem with the end

636
00:33:49,920 --> 00:33:52,200
Speaker 1: is you're doing and then that should have come you

637
00:33:52,240 --> 00:33:56,280
Speaker 1: can knock it on. Yeah. Yeah, so you're like, wait

638
00:33:56,320 --> 00:33:58,160
Speaker 1: it one day and I gotta wait, and then you're

639
00:33:58,160 --> 00:34:03,320
Speaker 1: like apologetic, like I'm sorry, all right now let's talk

640
00:34:03,320 --> 00:34:07,760
Speaker 1: about I'm stupid. Stupid. Um, this is how I cope

641
00:34:07,840 --> 00:34:10,280
Speaker 1: with breakups? What this our cope with my last breakup?

642
00:34:10,280 --> 00:34:11,719
Speaker 1: But you remember I didn't want it to be over.

643
00:34:12,120 --> 00:34:14,399
Speaker 1: It's kind of like this whole album is about well,

644
00:34:14,520 --> 00:34:17,040
Speaker 1: I love that. So the album is about every so

645
00:34:17,200 --> 00:34:18,920
Speaker 1: ever lasting. The reason why I named it that my

646
00:34:18,960 --> 00:34:20,640
Speaker 1: mom told me in our seventeen that's when I really

647
00:34:20,719 --> 00:34:24,040
Speaker 1: like started to date freely and like with my mom's permission,

648
00:34:24,239 --> 00:34:26,120
Speaker 1: and she just didn't get me long, no longer spill

649
00:34:26,239 --> 00:34:29,560
Speaker 1: or nothing. She said that every good relationship, bad relationship,

650
00:34:29,960 --> 00:34:32,120
Speaker 1: every one night stand will have an ever lasting effect

651
00:34:32,120 --> 00:34:34,239
Speaker 1: on the man you become. And I'm seventeen, so I

652
00:34:34,280 --> 00:34:36,200
Speaker 1: don't know what the hell that I'm like, cool, I

653
00:34:36,280 --> 00:34:39,600
Speaker 1: can go talk to this girls. But at thirty one,

654
00:34:39,719 --> 00:34:41,880
Speaker 1: now I'm like, holy sh it, like those things I

655
00:34:42,000 --> 00:34:44,920
Speaker 1: did in my youth, excuse me and my youth. Um,

656
00:34:45,520 --> 00:34:48,239
Speaker 1: it's true. You feel me like I really I used

657
00:34:48,239 --> 00:34:50,840
Speaker 1: to mess with girls that had like he was a

658
00:34:50,880 --> 00:34:59,040
Speaker 1: sy piece. Used to because you didn't need to date

659
00:34:59,120 --> 00:35:01,720
Speaker 1: these girls and take them out so they can have boyfriends.

660
00:35:01,800 --> 00:35:04,879
Speaker 1: That's cool. At thirty one, it bothers me because it's like, damn,

661
00:35:04,880 --> 00:35:06,359
Speaker 1: I gotta if I got a girlfriend and she's going

662
00:35:06,400 --> 00:35:07,920
Speaker 1: to sleep when she said good night, because I know

663
00:35:08,000 --> 00:35:10,160
Speaker 1: girls like good night and they're not going to sleep

664
00:35:10,960 --> 00:35:13,479
Speaker 1: at their home girls career. So that's what the album's about.

665
00:35:13,520 --> 00:35:17,239
Speaker 1: It's about every funk up, even the healthy relationships that

666
00:35:17,360 --> 00:35:19,359
Speaker 1: I've been doing the last fourteen years of my life.

667
00:35:20,040 --> 00:35:22,400
Speaker 1: So stupid is just how I like dealt with a

668
00:35:22,440 --> 00:35:24,680
Speaker 1: breakup one time, Like I'm not about to sit there

669
00:35:24,719 --> 00:35:27,160
Speaker 1: and cry. You gotta go out a bunch of women.

670
00:35:27,640 --> 00:35:32,719
Speaker 1: I'm gonna go drink partygas, but you're really hurting. Yeah,

671
00:35:32,760 --> 00:35:34,759
Speaker 1: I really don't want to do this. I'm just doing

672
00:35:34,800 --> 00:35:37,480
Speaker 1: it because I don't know what my I have to

673
00:35:38,680 --> 00:35:40,880
Speaker 1: you know, study show that women did with breakups. The

674
00:35:40,920 --> 00:35:43,319
Speaker 1: way that women and men did with breakups is so different, right,

675
00:35:43,719 --> 00:35:45,440
Speaker 1: they say that for women, and we like get up

676
00:35:45,480 --> 00:35:48,080
Speaker 1: with our girls. We said at home, we cry, we

677
00:35:48,200 --> 00:35:50,360
Speaker 1: deal with it, and then we get over it faster.

678
00:35:50,960 --> 00:35:54,560
Speaker 1: Men go out right away and they like fuck chicks

679
00:35:54,640 --> 00:35:56,680
Speaker 1: and they try to act like they're not bother. But

680
00:35:56,760 --> 00:36:00,279
Speaker 1: then it hits you later, like months later. There, it

681
00:36:00,360 --> 00:36:07,040
Speaker 1: could be a year later, and you're like it's too much. Yeah, yeah,

682
00:36:07,040 --> 00:36:09,800
Speaker 1: that's what stupid about. It's just me handling the breakup

683
00:36:10,200 --> 00:36:12,319
Speaker 1: in that way, and most men, for whatever reason, that's

684
00:36:12,360 --> 00:36:15,239
Speaker 1: just how we decided to cope because yeah, act like

685
00:36:15,320 --> 00:36:17,480
Speaker 1: you don't got no emotions, and then when the pallet

686
00:36:17,800 --> 00:36:19,799
Speaker 1: you can't help them. I'm not that guy, like I'm

687
00:36:19,840 --> 00:36:22,040
Speaker 1: told you, I'm a piscey to the core. I'm sensitive,

688
00:36:22,040 --> 00:36:25,320
Speaker 1: I'm expressive, like I'll go all out and for it

689
00:36:25,400 --> 00:36:27,920
Speaker 1: to not end. But I'm big on peace though, So

690
00:36:28,120 --> 00:36:29,680
Speaker 1: I do hit a point where I'm like, I'm not

691
00:36:29,680 --> 00:36:32,120
Speaker 1: about to force this no more because I'm stressed the

692
00:36:32,160 --> 00:36:34,120
Speaker 1: hell out and I might not want to let you go,

693
00:36:34,239 --> 00:36:36,080
Speaker 1: but for my sanity and my health, I got to.

694
00:36:36,760 --> 00:36:39,680
Speaker 1: So I'm still left dealing with some shing I don't

695
00:36:39,680 --> 00:36:43,239
Speaker 1: want to do with practical you know, alright, playlists, that's

696
00:36:43,280 --> 00:36:45,799
Speaker 1: your song you said that sets the mood for sure.

697
00:36:45,840 --> 00:36:49,240
Speaker 1: It's called playlist and it's just strictly meant for your sex. Playlist.

698
00:36:49,320 --> 00:36:52,040
Speaker 1: We released it on Valentine's Day and the feedback on

699
00:36:52,120 --> 00:36:55,280
Speaker 1: that in Thompson has been awesome. Thompson is like straight

700
00:36:55,320 --> 00:36:57,919
Speaker 1: to the point, No for play you know what I'm saying.

701
00:36:57,960 --> 00:37:00,120
Speaker 1: And then playlist is that one where if you want

702
00:37:00,160 --> 00:37:01,800
Speaker 1: to be made love to, you want to you know

703
00:37:01,840 --> 00:37:03,920
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. Like, that's the difference as far as

704
00:37:04,160 --> 00:37:06,960
Speaker 1: the sexual sensual part of the records, Like, playlist is

705
00:37:07,160 --> 00:37:10,680
Speaker 1: very uh, it's a passionate central record times Chan is

706
00:37:10,719 --> 00:37:14,160
Speaker 1: like blunt as hell, don't talk a lot during sex? No,

707
00:37:14,520 --> 00:37:16,759
Speaker 1: not so much. I might say something every now man,

708
00:37:16,960 --> 00:37:19,520
Speaker 1: but it's something like what I don't know. It depends

709
00:37:19,560 --> 00:37:21,160
Speaker 1: if you're my girl'll make you tell me it's my

710
00:37:21,640 --> 00:37:27,680
Speaker 1: a few times. And because I'm so like if you

711
00:37:27,800 --> 00:37:31,160
Speaker 1: really like my girlfriend and I'm just I'm just wrapped

712
00:37:31,239 --> 00:37:33,480
Speaker 1: up in love and everything else, I might say that,

713
00:37:34,239 --> 00:37:39,360
Speaker 1: um before the most part, I'm just like focused again

714
00:37:39,440 --> 00:37:45,640
Speaker 1: on pleasing I have more guys hold back, try to

715
00:37:46,080 --> 00:37:50,719
Speaker 1: do you all try to hold I don't know how to. Yeah,

716
00:37:51,880 --> 00:37:55,560
Speaker 1: I'm all a nothing. Guys like do you do you do?

717
00:37:55,680 --> 00:37:58,360
Speaker 1: You come and find it? No? Even that's when the

718
00:37:58,440 --> 00:38:05,080
Speaker 1: noises come out ground. That's like when you're coming. I

719
00:38:05,239 --> 00:38:08,200
Speaker 1: never practiced you. I gotta gotta do it. Do you

720
00:38:08,280 --> 00:38:10,200
Speaker 1: think about your face when you're having sex, like what

721
00:38:10,320 --> 00:38:13,279
Speaker 1: it looks like to her? No, that's something girls think about. Yeah,

722
00:38:13,880 --> 00:38:18,160
Speaker 1: girls think about what they're doing it like they think

723
00:38:18,160 --> 00:38:20,200
Speaker 1: about what their body look like. Oh no, no, no,

724
00:38:20,239 --> 00:38:23,520
Speaker 1: I'm not doing nothing. Girls like when you after you come,

725
00:38:23,600 --> 00:38:26,120
Speaker 1: do you like hide your limp penis? No? I get

726
00:38:26,200 --> 00:38:28,480
Speaker 1: up and go get a rag. You know something? You

727
00:38:28,600 --> 00:38:30,600
Speaker 1: guys be like put their draws back on and they

728
00:38:30,640 --> 00:38:32,920
Speaker 1: put the gun over. That should shrivel up to that

729
00:38:33,120 --> 00:38:36,799
Speaker 1: shrivel up something not immediately though for me. So it's

730
00:38:36,800 --> 00:38:40,200
Speaker 1: like a thing that's a process. Walk away, get the rag,

731
00:38:41,120 --> 00:38:43,520
Speaker 1: come help, hug so you always get the rag. Yeah,

732
00:38:47,520 --> 00:38:49,640
Speaker 1: So do you mind if you're a girl, like a

733
00:38:49,719 --> 00:38:52,319
Speaker 1: girl with seizar dick when it's not hard. Yeah, I'm

734
00:38:52,320 --> 00:38:57,840
Speaker 1: not triggering. It's like, yeah, a shower, it's hers. But

735
00:38:57,960 --> 00:39:02,200
Speaker 1: tonight girl, my girl. Let's say somebody your dating. Does

736
00:39:02,239 --> 00:39:07,520
Speaker 1: it matter to you because you don't the thing? Yeah? Day,

737
00:39:09,200 --> 00:39:12,520
Speaker 1: because because I don't date a lot, I'm dating like

738
00:39:12,600 --> 00:39:14,640
Speaker 1: with intent, Like if I'm dating, I'm really dating you.

739
00:39:14,880 --> 00:39:17,000
Speaker 1: It's not just for sport. Yeah. Now, I don't see

740
00:39:17,040 --> 00:39:19,000
Speaker 1: I don't go on dates like with three different four

741
00:39:19,000 --> 00:39:20,920
Speaker 1: different women at the time. He'll know because when I'm

742
00:39:20,960 --> 00:39:23,080
Speaker 1: a nice guy, So that will have four girls stressed

743
00:39:23,120 --> 00:39:26,359
Speaker 1: me to hell out. Boyfriend, I'd rather be just one

744
00:39:26,600 --> 00:39:29,319
Speaker 1: on one, you know what I'm saying. Period, More guys

745
00:39:29,400 --> 00:39:30,960
Speaker 1: need to be like that. Yeah, I'm trying to show

746
00:39:31,040 --> 00:39:33,080
Speaker 1: him the way. Trying to show him the way. Now

747
00:39:33,120 --> 00:39:35,920
Speaker 1: you actually have the song success versus Love, and you

748
00:39:36,000 --> 00:39:38,440
Speaker 1: talk about the balance between what you have to do

749
00:39:38,520 --> 00:39:41,719
Speaker 1: in the music industry and being in a relationship and

750
00:39:41,840 --> 00:39:46,000
Speaker 1: trying to have both of those things be fulfilling for you. Um, so,

751
00:39:47,000 --> 00:39:49,080
Speaker 1: how have you figured that out? Because I know early

752
00:39:49,160 --> 00:39:51,040
Speaker 1: on it probably was more difficult. But do you think

753
00:39:51,120 --> 00:39:53,680
Speaker 1: you can successfully be in a relationship have a woman

754
00:39:53,719 --> 00:39:56,400
Speaker 1: be supportive of you in your career. I'm hopeful, but

755
00:39:56,480 --> 00:39:58,400
Speaker 1: I haven't figured it out. It hasn't happened yet. M

756
00:39:58,640 --> 00:40:01,840
Speaker 1: hm hm, Say you're not in a relationship. You know,

757
00:40:01,920 --> 00:40:04,239
Speaker 1: I'm dating somebody, and how does that work out? Right now?

758
00:40:05,000 --> 00:40:10,120
Speaker 1: Just work in progress and just started dating like three months.

759
00:40:11,560 --> 00:40:14,160
Speaker 1: It's awesome. It's awesome. You know what I'm saying. She's awesome.

760
00:40:15,239 --> 00:40:18,120
Speaker 1: It's just, um, like this is new for like, this

761
00:40:18,200 --> 00:40:20,320
Speaker 1: is the first time she's dating me. And I'm on

762
00:40:20,400 --> 00:40:23,120
Speaker 1: the press run in l A, I'm out in New York. Uh,

763
00:40:23,520 --> 00:40:24,719
Speaker 1: this may be a lot for her, you know what

764
00:40:24,719 --> 00:40:26,719
Speaker 1: I'm saying. I don't know, but I know that she

765
00:40:26,840 --> 00:40:29,120
Speaker 1: knows just comes with the territory. So I'll see, Like

766
00:40:29,520 --> 00:40:33,760
Speaker 1: I hope that this is uh conducive to her lifestyle,

767
00:40:34,000 --> 00:40:36,120
Speaker 1: you know, because I don't dictate it. A woman just

768
00:40:36,280 --> 00:40:40,560
Speaker 1: has to understand and fit. I can't force a woman

769
00:40:40,600 --> 00:40:42,880
Speaker 1: to understand my lifestyle. You know what I'm saying. I can,

770
00:40:43,480 --> 00:40:46,640
Speaker 1: I can give you all the essentials before and still

771
00:40:46,719 --> 00:40:48,960
Speaker 1: with nothing like experiencing it. What if she was like,

772
00:40:49,040 --> 00:40:51,799
Speaker 1: can you not like post with your shirt off? Yeah?

773
00:40:51,840 --> 00:40:53,560
Speaker 1: But I'm a whole R and B singer that go

774
00:40:53,680 --> 00:40:56,239
Speaker 1: to the gym four times a week. I'm in the gym.

775
00:40:56,440 --> 00:41:02,840
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Like, I'm probably would you

776
00:41:02,880 --> 00:41:05,919
Speaker 1: bring around the road? Oh for sure? For sure. Yeah,

777
00:41:06,400 --> 00:41:08,520
Speaker 1: she's a she's been rocking with me a couple of times.

778
00:41:09,000 --> 00:41:11,120
Speaker 1: Nobody just know, you know what I'm saying. When she

779
00:41:11,280 --> 00:41:14,200
Speaker 1: be around? Does she like so what if people want

780
00:41:14,239 --> 00:41:18,759
Speaker 1: to take pictures? She has no problem techniqu She's cool. Yeah,

781
00:41:18,840 --> 00:41:20,440
Speaker 1: so far, so cool. It's just it's like it's like

782
00:41:20,680 --> 00:41:23,399
Speaker 1: it's new, really just started kicking and getting to grow

783
00:41:23,480 --> 00:41:25,920
Speaker 1: each with each other and learning each other. So um,

784
00:41:26,320 --> 00:41:29,360
Speaker 1: just Tom tells all, So you believe in the honeymoon Paide,

785
00:41:29,560 --> 00:41:32,359
Speaker 1: Yeah for sure, because there's three different things that there's

786
00:41:32,600 --> 00:41:35,120
Speaker 1: different things that happened. First people like you, and then

787
00:41:35,200 --> 00:41:36,799
Speaker 1: you all love each other, and then you fall in love.

788
00:41:36,880 --> 00:41:39,000
Speaker 1: So those are three different individuals that you gotta deal

789
00:41:39,040 --> 00:41:42,400
Speaker 1: with because the ship that wasn't bothering that person now

790
00:41:42,480 --> 00:41:44,520
Speaker 1: that I love your ass, it kind of does. Now

791
00:41:44,560 --> 00:41:46,080
Speaker 1: that I'm in love. I really don't like this ship.

792
00:41:46,360 --> 00:41:48,960
Speaker 1: So you know, that's just you give it time and

793
00:41:49,080 --> 00:41:51,560
Speaker 1: you take the time to try to like understand one another,

794
00:41:52,040 --> 00:41:54,399
Speaker 1: uh not focus on more so who's right and who's wrong.

795
00:41:54,440 --> 00:41:55,920
Speaker 1: I think that's where a lot of us go wrong

796
00:41:55,960 --> 00:41:59,840
Speaker 1: in relationships, Like you're having pissy fits about being right

797
00:41:59,880 --> 00:42:02,280
Speaker 1: and won't forget that. Let's just find that happy place

798
00:42:02,840 --> 00:42:05,520
Speaker 1: in this so I can understand my boyfriend's like, I

799
00:42:05,600 --> 00:42:07,919
Speaker 1: just always let you be right and everything that. Yeah,

800
00:42:07,960 --> 00:42:10,160
Speaker 1: that's true, that's that's true. That's true. That's really that's

801
00:42:10,200 --> 00:42:12,640
Speaker 1: really the way to a degree that it would be right,

802
00:42:12,800 --> 00:42:15,160
Speaker 1: and yeah, I love you and let's keep rocking. Yeah,

803
00:42:15,200 --> 00:42:17,040
Speaker 1: I think when a guy goes too hard to prove

804
00:42:17,120 --> 00:42:20,200
Speaker 1: that he's right, I'm like this a bitch, as ye think,

805
00:42:21,360 --> 00:42:25,480
Speaker 1: let me do be right most of the times. That's

806
00:42:25,520 --> 00:42:27,279
Speaker 1: fair most of the time, most of the time. But

807
00:42:28,160 --> 00:42:31,080
Speaker 1: just just when I say success version love, I'm talking

808
00:42:31,080 --> 00:42:33,200
Speaker 1: about the happy ending, you know what I'm saying, the

809
00:42:33,320 --> 00:42:40,920
Speaker 1: happy underrated. But but just you know, being able to

810
00:42:41,320 --> 00:42:44,799
Speaker 1: make money, go on the road, travel with your lady,

811
00:42:45,160 --> 00:42:46,839
Speaker 1: do all that you know what I'm saying, like, that's

812
00:42:46,920 --> 00:42:51,799
Speaker 1: really what I feel can happen. I'm just having successfully

813
00:42:51,840 --> 00:42:56,800
Speaker 1: made it that far yet speaking of happy endings, when's

814
00:42:56,800 --> 00:42:58,640
Speaker 1: the last time you had somebody just jerk you off

815
00:42:58,680 --> 00:43:01,759
Speaker 1: and you came from that? And that's not think for me.

816
00:43:02,080 --> 00:43:04,719
Speaker 1: That's never happened for you ever, that even early on

817
00:43:04,840 --> 00:43:09,120
Speaker 1: yet just that because my first girlfriend, my first everything,

818
00:43:09,239 --> 00:43:11,640
Speaker 1: she was older than me and already like sexually active,

819
00:43:11,719 --> 00:43:15,200
Speaker 1: so she I was seventeen, she was nineteen. So you

820
00:43:15,280 --> 00:43:17,120
Speaker 1: lost your virginity at seventeen. Made it far though I

821
00:43:17,160 --> 00:43:19,839
Speaker 1: did good. I can't believe this because you were young

822
00:43:20,520 --> 00:43:22,279
Speaker 1: mind in place she used to keep me away from you?

823
00:43:22,320 --> 00:43:24,520
Speaker 1: How does she managed to do that? She's put a

824
00:43:24,560 --> 00:43:28,319
Speaker 1: lot of fear in my heart. I was like, nah, wow,

825
00:43:28,600 --> 00:43:31,520
Speaker 1: saying me lately, I would have never thought. I think that.

826
00:43:32,400 --> 00:43:34,200
Speaker 1: I would have thought you was out there singing and

827
00:43:34,360 --> 00:43:40,560
Speaker 1: sucking old seventeen and then um one girl like high school?

828
00:43:40,640 --> 00:43:44,160
Speaker 1: My who high school? Because I ain't started becoming like

829
00:43:44,360 --> 00:43:48,640
Speaker 1: a thought until and moved to Atlanta. At miss me.

830
00:43:48,960 --> 00:43:51,000
Speaker 1: There's too many beautiful girls there from all over the

831
00:43:51,080 --> 00:43:54,320
Speaker 1: world and them and I was by myself, like I

832
00:43:54,320 --> 00:43:56,080
Speaker 1: don't have enough family there, so it was just me

833
00:43:56,400 --> 00:43:58,680
Speaker 1: and ran into some money. So I was like, oh, ship,

834
00:43:58,760 --> 00:44:02,520
Speaker 1: this is dope. No girlfriend for me seventeen? What was that? Like?

835
00:44:02,680 --> 00:44:07,760
Speaker 1: What happened? Uh? Like the experience experience first, it was horrible.

836
00:44:08,560 --> 00:44:11,520
Speaker 1: I went for like two seconds. Yeah, I went like

837
00:44:11,600 --> 00:44:15,680
Speaker 1: two seconds. She was nineteen, okay, But I was telling

838
00:44:15,680 --> 00:44:17,080
Speaker 1: how I was a version before we did it, and

839
00:44:17,160 --> 00:44:18,719
Speaker 1: she just didn't believe me because I'm saying, She's like,

840
00:44:18,719 --> 00:44:20,160
Speaker 1: shut up, you're a flirt. And I had like all

841
00:44:20,160 --> 00:44:21,880
Speaker 1: the girls in high school that liked me, so everyone

842
00:44:21,960 --> 00:44:23,600
Speaker 1: thought I was doing it. But I'm like, no, I'm dead,

843
00:44:23,600 --> 00:44:25,520
Speaker 1: a's virgin. Like I could tell girls that and it's

844
00:44:25,520 --> 00:44:27,200
Speaker 1: not looked at, like, oh, you're laying was scary. They

845
00:44:27,239 --> 00:44:29,400
Speaker 1: really thought I was just lying, So I like it

846
00:44:29,480 --> 00:44:31,640
Speaker 1: was my first day I ever skipped school. It was

847
00:44:31,719 --> 00:44:34,120
Speaker 1: her birthday, so I went to a crib and it

848
00:44:34,200 --> 00:44:36,160
Speaker 1: was a whole kickback. But when I got there, everybody

849
00:44:36,239 --> 00:44:42,680
Speaker 1: started leaving, so I knew they knew it. So we

850
00:44:42,800 --> 00:44:44,759
Speaker 1: kissed for like forty five minutes. It's a long time.

851
00:44:45,719 --> 00:44:48,719
Speaker 1: I was like scared because I knew what was I

852
00:44:48,840 --> 00:44:52,080
Speaker 1: just knew I was really trying to get out of

853
00:44:52,280 --> 00:44:54,520
Speaker 1: you know what, that's probably what made you come. We went,

854
00:44:54,680 --> 00:44:58,080
Speaker 1: had too much for plasures, Yeah, will make a guy. Yeah.

855
00:44:58,239 --> 00:45:01,520
Speaker 1: So by the time was it into the place of love,

856
00:45:02,000 --> 00:45:04,719
Speaker 1: it was a rap, probably even a condom because you

857
00:45:04,760 --> 00:45:06,440
Speaker 1: didn't even know you were seven. All right, I was

858
00:45:06,440 --> 00:45:09,600
Speaker 1: gonna skip that part. The we went, I had that

859
00:45:09,680 --> 00:45:12,359
Speaker 1: pick the condom on. But she only can make out

860
00:45:12,440 --> 00:45:14,960
Speaker 1: for so long, you know what I'm saying. In my situation,

861
00:45:15,040 --> 00:45:17,320
Speaker 1: I had a little too too. We had to go

862
00:45:17,360 --> 00:45:18,920
Speaker 1: to the bathroom and be like, yo, don't do this

863
00:45:19,000 --> 00:45:20,840
Speaker 1: to me because I was thinking too much. But the

864
00:45:20,880 --> 00:45:25,320
Speaker 1: condom was already one minutes. Yes, So I took it

865
00:45:25,400 --> 00:45:26,880
Speaker 1: off and I came back in the room where we

866
00:45:26,960 --> 00:45:29,320
Speaker 1: continued to make up, and she she she thought it

867
00:45:29,400 --> 00:45:31,640
Speaker 1: still was one though, and it wasn't. And then my

868
00:45:31,719 --> 00:45:33,759
Speaker 1: mom talked to my homeboys about it. So I was like, oh, cool,

869
00:45:33,760 --> 00:45:35,960
Speaker 1: you'll feel the tinkly feeling. You can pull out. As

870
00:45:36,000 --> 00:45:38,120
Speaker 1: I thought, I knew what I was doing. Once the

871
00:45:38,160 --> 00:45:41,200
Speaker 1: team was feeling happened in my body, it was all bad.

872
00:45:41,440 --> 00:45:44,120
Speaker 1: It was all bad. Two seconds didn't pull out. So

873
00:45:44,400 --> 00:45:45,719
Speaker 1: now I'm thinking all kinds of ship. I'm like I

874
00:45:45,760 --> 00:45:50,600
Speaker 1: could have a STVNA skip school, Like, this is all

875
00:45:50,640 --> 00:45:52,400
Speaker 1: going through my head. So I was like messed up

876
00:45:52,440 --> 00:45:59,160
Speaker 1: until she told me her period came on. Then everything there.

877
00:45:59,800 --> 00:46:02,799
Speaker 1: That is my first time. You even said you could

878
00:46:02,840 --> 00:46:04,720
Speaker 1: have been a daddy or a father a couple of times,

879
00:46:05,640 --> 00:46:07,759
Speaker 1: so you had some make some situations where you thought

880
00:46:07,800 --> 00:46:10,400
Speaker 1: you were gonna be a daddy. Listen to Price of

881
00:46:10,520 --> 00:46:13,440
Speaker 1: Thing on my album and I might have spoken on

882
00:46:13,560 --> 00:46:16,960
Speaker 1: that situation finally yea. So we have to listen to

883
00:46:17,040 --> 00:46:18,919
Speaker 1: the song to hear about it. And if you catch

884
00:46:19,000 --> 00:46:22,719
Speaker 1: the line, take it forward it what it is. Are

885
00:46:22,760 --> 00:46:25,000
Speaker 1: you excited to be a dad? I look forward to

886
00:46:25,120 --> 00:46:27,440
Speaker 1: being a fun and a dad. Yeah, it would be

887
00:46:27,440 --> 00:46:30,320
Speaker 1: a great pop Like I'm the oldest of three on

888
00:46:30,440 --> 00:46:33,040
Speaker 1: my mom's side, so they're like my children. I helped

889
00:46:33,040 --> 00:46:35,960
Speaker 1: my mom, she was a single parent. I love kids. Um,

890
00:46:36,560 --> 00:46:40,000
Speaker 1: I can't wait to have some tribes, you know, a

891
00:46:40,040 --> 00:46:44,160
Speaker 1: little tribal rather. Yeah, we look forward to that. We

892
00:46:44,239 --> 00:46:47,280
Speaker 1: look forward to that for you. Now, what's the biggest

893
00:46:47,320 --> 00:46:50,759
Speaker 1: lie you ever got? Quite telling ship that I wasn't cheat?

894
00:46:51,880 --> 00:46:55,839
Speaker 1: How did you get caught? Uh? The phone? She went

895
00:46:55,880 --> 00:46:59,440
Speaker 1: through my phone? I got O C D. So if

896
00:46:59,440 --> 00:47:01,200
Speaker 1: I put my up like right here, I know it.

897
00:47:01,360 --> 00:47:04,640
Speaker 1: That's exactly where it came out the shower, and I

898
00:47:05,120 --> 00:47:06,840
Speaker 1: was already what about it? So I just was like,

899
00:47:06,920 --> 00:47:11,440
Speaker 1: let's talk, let's talk about it. Moved my phone, was

900
00:47:11,480 --> 00:47:13,120
Speaker 1: sending me this to the left room where I left

901
00:47:13,160 --> 00:47:18,719
Speaker 1: it around my neighborhood and your password. Um not to

902
00:47:18,880 --> 00:47:24,839
Speaker 1: my knowledge, but she probably watched the thumb game one

903
00:47:25,120 --> 00:47:29,360
Speaker 1: on one, you know, dressed up to everything like this,

904
00:47:29,719 --> 00:47:33,600
Speaker 1: was looking at it look really easy, wasn't. It wasn't

905
00:47:33,680 --> 00:47:41,640
Speaker 1: no one tooth before ship. It was complex. That really

906
00:47:41,680 --> 00:47:44,439
Speaker 1: took time to watch the pattern. And you know that's

907
00:47:44,480 --> 00:47:46,920
Speaker 1: the that that day sucked because you're gonna, I'm not,

908
00:47:47,239 --> 00:47:49,160
Speaker 1: I gotta dress up to the shit you saw. So

909
00:47:49,280 --> 00:47:52,720
Speaker 1: you guys took a walk. Yeah, so what did you she? Actually?

910
00:47:52,760 --> 00:47:55,000
Speaker 1: Did I believe in monogamy? I was just opening on

911
00:47:55,680 --> 00:48:00,919
Speaker 1: did you read my tex No? Clearly I do believe

912
00:48:00,920 --> 00:48:02,880
Speaker 1: in monogamy. You know what I'm saying that I haven't

913
00:48:02,960 --> 00:48:07,120
Speaker 1: necessarily been the most but not anogamous. Clearly, you know

914
00:48:07,160 --> 00:48:09,160
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, or you wouldn't be having this conversation

915
00:48:09,239 --> 00:48:11,560
Speaker 1: with me. So, uh so that's when I really how

916
00:48:11,640 --> 00:48:13,960
Speaker 1: to start getting my ship together because I just was.

917
00:48:14,040 --> 00:48:15,680
Speaker 1: I ain't really having no reason, you know what I'm

918
00:48:15,680 --> 00:48:17,320
Speaker 1: saying to be doing what I was doing. I was

919
00:48:17,400 --> 00:48:19,840
Speaker 1: just like being greedy, and y'all worked it out and

920
00:48:19,880 --> 00:48:22,520
Speaker 1: stayed together. Yeah, but she never was the same because see,

921
00:48:22,600 --> 00:48:24,799
Speaker 1: like this, you could do so much damage that after

922
00:48:24,840 --> 00:48:26,520
Speaker 1: that you could become the best boyfriend in the world.

923
00:48:27,480 --> 00:48:28,919
Speaker 1: He got my ship to get to change my number

924
00:48:29,360 --> 00:48:31,759
Speaker 1: because I was It wasn't like I wanted them emotionally.

925
00:48:32,000 --> 00:48:35,200
Speaker 1: Was he was just and being stupid doing it because

926
00:48:35,239 --> 00:48:36,799
Speaker 1: you could but she never could see the good at

927
00:48:36,840 --> 00:48:39,799
Speaker 1: me again? So what if it was the other way around? Oh,

928
00:48:39,840 --> 00:48:41,520
Speaker 1: we can't take that. What if you found out that

929
00:48:41,800 --> 00:48:44,000
Speaker 1: you've been cheated on? He said that you've been cheated

930
00:48:44,040 --> 00:48:46,279
Speaker 1: out over it's over. One wouldn't have been the working

931
00:48:46,320 --> 00:48:49,640
Speaker 1: it out? Why one time? You don't think people make mistakes,

932
00:48:50,360 --> 00:48:54,160
Speaker 1: you know, just just continue on what you like though,

933
00:48:55,719 --> 00:48:57,360
Speaker 1: Know what happened? Tell us the story about when you

934
00:48:57,440 --> 00:48:59,279
Speaker 1: got cheated on. I just went I did the dumbest ship.

935
00:48:59,320 --> 00:49:00,799
Speaker 1: I just I don't go through phones no more coming

936
00:49:00,840 --> 00:49:02,759
Speaker 1: you went to her phone. It was my first, my

937
00:49:02,880 --> 00:49:06,160
Speaker 1: first girlfriend, and I moved to Atlanta, to work on

938
00:49:06,200 --> 00:49:08,120
Speaker 1: my second album, and she was still in the Orlando

939
00:49:08,200 --> 00:49:09,839
Speaker 1: so she would come up from time and visit or whatever.

940
00:49:10,280 --> 00:49:12,279
Speaker 1: And it had been a while, and I remember just

941
00:49:12,400 --> 00:49:14,279
Speaker 1: how she's grown. Like I said, she's not grown, but

942
00:49:14,320 --> 00:49:15,759
Speaker 1: she's two years old and me, so she's way more

943
00:49:15,800 --> 00:49:18,560
Speaker 1: mature and maybe more just sexual than I was. I

944
00:49:18,640 --> 00:49:20,359
Speaker 1: was just like, ain't no way. You know what I'm saying.

945
00:49:20,560 --> 00:49:24,719
Speaker 1: You holding out and I'm in the whole up. It took. Yeah,

946
00:49:25,520 --> 00:49:27,480
Speaker 1: I went through a phone and saw a text and

947
00:49:27,560 --> 00:49:31,200
Speaker 1: then she made my stomach hurt. Wanted like throw her

948
00:49:31,239 --> 00:49:34,120
Speaker 1: down the stairs. Jesus, I ain't doing it though. Good

949
00:49:34,800 --> 00:49:39,799
Speaker 1: thought I was thrown downstairs, but all you got thrown downstairs. Yeah.

950
00:49:40,280 --> 00:49:41,960
Speaker 1: I tried to break up with the guy that that killed.

951
00:49:42,040 --> 00:49:44,880
Speaker 1: His birthday was yesterday to y'all. But I tried to

952
00:49:44,960 --> 00:49:50,279
Speaker 1: break up with that I kill. That's what she said, right, Yeah,

953
00:49:51,280 --> 00:49:53,920
Speaker 1: had a heart attack. So I tried to break up

954
00:49:53,960 --> 00:49:56,520
Speaker 1: with him and he didn't take it pretty good and

955
00:49:56,840 --> 00:50:00,360
Speaker 1: he m drew me down down the stairs. Yeah, and

956
00:50:00,400 --> 00:50:02,280
Speaker 1: we were in the hotel, so you know that stairwell

957
00:50:02,360 --> 00:50:06,560
Speaker 1: it's like still and literally you know it happened. They

958
00:50:06,600 --> 00:50:08,560
Speaker 1: stayed with him after that. No, that was when I

959
00:50:08,600 --> 00:50:10,680
Speaker 1: packed up and moved to Atlanta. But then you had

960
00:50:10,719 --> 00:50:12,440
Speaker 1: a heart attack after that. No, he had had the

961
00:50:12,480 --> 00:50:17,040
Speaker 1: heart before he started acting crazy to leave, y'all. Yeah,

962
00:50:17,080 --> 00:50:20,840
Speaker 1: he had when you got cheated on? Yeah what what

963
00:50:21,120 --> 00:50:24,120
Speaker 1: what did you say? The text says some ship like,

964
00:50:24,400 --> 00:50:29,960
Speaker 1: uh oh it was worth the wait. Yeah, that's to

965
00:50:31,680 --> 00:50:33,160
Speaker 1: know what I think? What I what I what I

966
00:50:33,239 --> 00:50:36,040
Speaker 1: think it was she's a virginity snatcher? What I think

967
00:50:36,080 --> 00:50:38,560
Speaker 1: when I when I think it was diary He was trying,

968
00:50:39,000 --> 00:50:41,000
Speaker 1: but she probably was really trying to be faithful, you

969
00:50:41,040 --> 00:50:43,200
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Like and she couldn't no longer

970
00:50:43,280 --> 00:50:46,880
Speaker 1: and whatever whatever. But whenever they did do it, so

971
00:50:47,000 --> 00:50:49,520
Speaker 1: I went downstairs to the guest room and I like

972
00:50:50,080 --> 00:50:51,640
Speaker 1: because I didn't want to like lay next to her,

973
00:50:51,719 --> 00:50:54,480
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. That the morning she came

974
00:50:54,760 --> 00:50:56,640
Speaker 1: and she knew, like you know what I'm saying, what

975
00:50:56,760 --> 00:50:58,960
Speaker 1: you doing? Like I'm downstairs and the guest room. She

976
00:50:59,000 --> 00:51:01,080
Speaker 1: came down, it was like, what's wrong? When I was like, yo,

977
00:51:01,440 --> 00:51:03,440
Speaker 1: get away from me, you know what I'm saying, And

978
00:51:03,480 --> 00:51:05,480
Speaker 1: then she just started like pleating that that's not what

979
00:51:05,640 --> 00:51:08,880
Speaker 1: that meant. That's not and it didn't make sense again,

980
00:51:09,000 --> 00:51:11,040
Speaker 1: Like that's why I didn't even bother the loud when

981
00:51:11,040 --> 00:51:13,000
Speaker 1: shure he went through my phone, like it is what

982
00:51:13,120 --> 00:51:15,880
Speaker 1: you saw, what you read. Let me not try to

983
00:51:16,280 --> 00:51:20,239
Speaker 1: r be it and create some crazy scenario so I

984
00:51:20,280 --> 00:51:22,120
Speaker 1: couldn't rock with her. No more. Did you ever cry

985
00:51:22,239 --> 00:51:26,719
Speaker 1: over a girl? Yes, you have come on your page,

986
00:51:26,760 --> 00:51:30,840
Speaker 1: all these R and B songs come on, but yeah, literally,

987
00:51:31,200 --> 00:51:34,440
Speaker 1: like with her trying to get her back, you never cried.

988
00:51:34,640 --> 00:51:38,879
Speaker 1: I mean that sounds good. No I didn't. I didn't cry.

989
00:51:41,560 --> 00:51:44,440
Speaker 1: I've made guys cry before you made I'm not gonna lie.

990
00:51:44,719 --> 00:51:46,800
Speaker 1: When the guy cries, you never believe it either. I

991
00:51:48,040 --> 00:51:51,320
Speaker 1: didn't believe it. I'm not going I won't cry a

992
00:51:51,440 --> 00:51:53,200
Speaker 1: little girl or nothing like that. But I just haven't

993
00:51:53,239 --> 00:51:56,400
Speaker 1: been one of those scenarios where I cried. Yeah, I

994
00:51:56,480 --> 00:51:58,000
Speaker 1: did not want to see saying with the tears of

995
00:51:58,040 --> 00:52:05,400
Speaker 1: this beard feared It's okay to cry though. Yeah, but

996
00:52:05,680 --> 00:52:07,520
Speaker 1: I actually don't cry a lot. As as now for

997
00:52:07,600 --> 00:52:10,120
Speaker 1: me to be so emotional and insensitive, I don't cry

998
00:52:10,160 --> 00:52:12,800
Speaker 1: a lot. Why. I don't know. The last time I

999
00:52:12,840 --> 00:52:14,880
Speaker 1: cried three years ago my favorite uncle pass and that

1000
00:52:15,080 --> 00:52:17,480
Speaker 1: that sucked me up for two days. But prior to that,

1001
00:52:17,560 --> 00:52:19,400
Speaker 1: it's been a while and since then I haven't cried,

1002
00:52:19,560 --> 00:52:21,520
Speaker 1: Like maybe you need to. I'm about to say, maybe

1003
00:52:21,520 --> 00:52:24,160
Speaker 1: you need to cry. I probably do for a good cry,

1004
00:52:24,440 --> 00:52:25,960
Speaker 1: but I don't know how to make them come. You

1005
00:52:26,000 --> 00:52:31,600
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, like, oh, I don't know. I

1006
00:52:31,640 --> 00:52:35,400
Speaker 1: don't know how to make my tears fall. Now, you

1007
00:52:35,480 --> 00:52:39,680
Speaker 1: did take a long hiatus. Actually yeah, that's long, but

1008
00:52:39,719 --> 00:52:41,000
Speaker 1: that was there to go to high school. And he

1009
00:52:41,000 --> 00:52:43,399
Speaker 1: took four years of that to graduate. So you like, I, guys,

1010
00:52:43,520 --> 00:52:46,000
Speaker 1: I just gotta be a regular, Well it was. It

1011
00:52:46,080 --> 00:52:48,239
Speaker 1: was more to the story. So the first half is

1012
00:52:48,560 --> 00:52:51,040
Speaker 1: a sense of normalcy. You take a kid from like

1013
00:52:51,120 --> 00:52:53,560
Speaker 1: the hood of Florida, I like it comes out goes

1014
00:52:53,680 --> 00:52:55,880
Speaker 1: number one. Now I'm in like Canada and in l A.

1015
00:52:56,160 --> 00:52:58,759
Speaker 1: I me in York. Then I got my mom never

1016
00:52:58,800 --> 00:53:00,920
Speaker 1: took me out of public school, so I would go

1017
00:53:01,000 --> 00:53:04,400
Speaker 1: to school three days. That's where William Dandy middle and

1018
00:53:04,440 --> 00:53:06,440
Speaker 1: for a lot of deal. So I'm not normal though,

1019
00:53:06,440 --> 00:53:08,920
Speaker 1: So I have security helping me go to class. Who

1020
00:53:09,000 --> 00:53:11,000
Speaker 1: was wanting to fight because they think I want their girls.

1021
00:53:11,280 --> 00:53:14,120
Speaker 1: Girls is going crazy? So I didn't it was I

1022
00:53:14,120 --> 00:53:17,080
Speaker 1: couldn't turn it off, and my mom started realizing how

1023
00:53:17,200 --> 00:53:20,640
Speaker 1: drained I was. And then I think one time, uh um,

1024
00:53:20,760 --> 00:53:22,640
Speaker 1: four day Hours, they did a special on me and

1025
00:53:22,800 --> 00:53:24,880
Speaker 1: the guy asked me, like, are you happy? And I

1026
00:53:24,960 --> 00:53:27,920
Speaker 1: said sometimes. When I said that, it messed my mom up,

1027
00:53:28,480 --> 00:53:30,320
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. And that's when she was like,

1028
00:53:30,320 --> 00:53:32,440
Speaker 1: I'm gona take my baby out of this. So from

1029
00:53:32,480 --> 00:53:34,920
Speaker 1: ninety nine to two thousand one, that was my first run,

1030
00:53:35,600 --> 00:53:37,800
Speaker 1: and you know, she was like, you just need to

1031
00:53:37,960 --> 00:53:40,400
Speaker 1: be normal because I couldn't play basketball normal I can

1032
00:53:40,520 --> 00:53:42,440
Speaker 1: play football, it was in my contractor that's like a

1033
00:53:42,760 --> 00:53:46,080
Speaker 1: high risk injury sport. So I was just when you're twelve,

1034
00:53:46,160 --> 00:53:48,320
Speaker 1: you really don't know what the hell is going on.

1035
00:53:48,600 --> 00:53:50,480
Speaker 1: You know, you you don't get the business aspect of it.

1036
00:53:50,760 --> 00:53:52,160
Speaker 1: You do know you have a deal. You do know

1037
00:53:52,200 --> 00:53:54,439
Speaker 1: you're popping and famous, but you don't understand like, oh, Ship,

1038
00:53:54,520 --> 00:53:56,040
Speaker 1: this house that I'm living and I'm helping pay for

1039
00:53:56,400 --> 00:53:58,480
Speaker 1: this card in my mom's driving, I'm making money every

1040
00:53:58,520 --> 00:54:00,320
Speaker 1: time I go on stage and we're selling these records.

1041
00:54:00,760 --> 00:54:03,000
Speaker 1: So like it wasn't I was like fifteen when I realized, like,

1042
00:54:03,080 --> 00:54:07,480
Speaker 1: oh Ship, I was really like I thought, because I

1043
00:54:07,600 --> 00:54:10,720
Speaker 1: was about the same age as you. When it came outside,

1044
00:54:10,719 --> 00:54:14,040
Speaker 1: I'm like, oh, somebody my ages out there on and

1045
00:54:15,840 --> 00:54:19,000
Speaker 1: everybody else to you know, go get younger talents. So um,

1046
00:54:19,480 --> 00:54:21,160
Speaker 1: while I was gone, it was kind of dope to

1047
00:54:22,160 --> 00:54:24,440
Speaker 1: for real, for real in frustrating the same time to

1048
00:54:24,520 --> 00:54:27,000
Speaker 1: start watching younger acts pop because I was the first

1049
00:54:27,040 --> 00:54:29,160
Speaker 1: one to do that and no one. That was no

1050
00:54:29,200 --> 00:54:31,759
Speaker 1: announcement that I was leaving. I just left, you know right,

1051
00:54:32,040 --> 00:54:34,080
Speaker 1: It was like you just did. And then the second

1052
00:54:34,120 --> 00:54:39,399
Speaker 1: half of that, I had an older woman. My mom

1053
00:54:39,520 --> 00:54:42,040
Speaker 1: was also my mama jer and my mom don't play right,

1054
00:54:42,200 --> 00:54:45,719
Speaker 1: so like her, Dallas Austin who discovered me, and Joyce

1055
00:54:45,760 --> 00:54:48,040
Speaker 1: herby those three kind of was the triangle offense of

1056
00:54:48,120 --> 00:54:50,960
Speaker 1: my career. They were all butt heads. Like my mom.

1057
00:54:51,440 --> 00:54:54,560
Speaker 1: She wasn't holding for no, I don't care millions or

1058
00:54:54,960 --> 00:54:56,640
Speaker 1: the house that you're trying to like my mom don't

1059
00:54:56,680 --> 00:54:59,120
Speaker 1: care nothing about none of that. And once they realized

1060
00:54:59,120 --> 00:55:01,399
Speaker 1: they couldn't break her, and she was like a little

1061
00:55:01,400 --> 00:55:03,120
Speaker 1: too smart, Like you thought you were sending him on

1062
00:55:03,160 --> 00:55:05,319
Speaker 1: a promo run for twenty cities. Now he got number

1063
00:55:05,320 --> 00:55:07,080
Speaker 1: one record, we're getting twelve thousand in the show, and

1064
00:55:07,160 --> 00:55:10,440
Speaker 1: she my mom was that once she found out the business,

1065
00:55:11,080 --> 00:55:14,520
Speaker 1: she's hard to did she still manager? Three? No, no, no,

1066
00:55:14,640 --> 00:55:17,000
Speaker 1: she's just my mom. Yeah. When I came back in

1067
00:55:17,080 --> 00:55:19,920
Speaker 1: eight and two thousand and five, I wanted her to

1068
00:55:20,040 --> 00:55:23,840
Speaker 1: just be my parents because because she that was seemed

1069
00:55:23,880 --> 00:55:27,000
Speaker 1: friction too. You understand why she's chasing me around. There's

1070
00:55:27,000 --> 00:55:29,160
Speaker 1: two siblings that has nanny's and not being intended to

1071
00:55:29,280 --> 00:55:31,680
Speaker 1: by her. So like it all to our relationship, and

1072
00:55:31,680 --> 00:55:33,319
Speaker 1: in high school, me and my mom didn't get along.

1073
00:55:33,360 --> 00:55:35,319
Speaker 1: Now we're like best friends. That's my love, that's my queen.

1074
00:55:35,680 --> 00:55:37,600
Speaker 1: But she felt I gave you so much of my

1075
00:55:37,640 --> 00:55:41,200
Speaker 1: attention and where my little brother may have lacked or

1076
00:55:41,280 --> 00:55:43,520
Speaker 1: my sister may have lacked, it's because I'm chasing you around.

1077
00:55:43,560 --> 00:55:45,120
Speaker 1: And I felt that was unfair because I'm like, I'm

1078
00:55:45,160 --> 00:55:47,960
Speaker 1: a minor. I'm not doing anything that I'm not that

1079
00:55:48,080 --> 00:55:49,759
Speaker 1: you're not permitting me to do, know what I'm saying.

1080
00:55:50,280 --> 00:55:51,800
Speaker 1: So it was just a lot. So that was the

1081
00:55:51,840 --> 00:55:54,600
Speaker 1: first hiatus and the really the technically the only one.

1082
00:55:54,680 --> 00:55:57,000
Speaker 1: After that, I came back with the Sami album You

1083
00:55:57,040 --> 00:55:59,479
Speaker 1: should be My Girl, Come with Me Kissing put the phone,

1084
00:56:00,080 --> 00:56:01,920
Speaker 1: and that year kitching through the phone came out. Is

1085
00:56:01,960 --> 00:56:04,719
Speaker 1: when I found out my current manage at the time

1086
00:56:04,800 --> 00:56:06,960
Speaker 1: was still in Hella Bread. You know what I'm saying,

1087
00:56:06,960 --> 00:56:10,120
Speaker 1: and doing foul shit. He said, six figures six figures

1088
00:56:10,239 --> 00:56:16,640
Speaker 1: Like like, um, somebody I knew since I was twelve

1089
00:56:16,680 --> 00:56:20,640
Speaker 1: I met him when I was that he could trust him.

1090
00:56:20,640 --> 00:56:21,960
Speaker 1: I was like, only need my mom. I still got

1091
00:56:22,040 --> 00:56:24,080
Speaker 1: like a big brother to watch over me. He was

1092
00:56:24,120 --> 00:56:27,840
Speaker 1: watching over that account. He had access to my personal account,

1093
00:56:28,000 --> 00:56:29,840
Speaker 1: he was coaching on my bins, and he was a

1094
00:56:29,880 --> 00:56:34,759
Speaker 1: primary account holdering my American Express. So remember when I

1095
00:56:34,920 --> 00:56:37,200
Speaker 1: fired him. I did. I was twenty one at the time,

1096
00:56:37,280 --> 00:56:39,520
Speaker 1: so I knew what he had access to and I

1097
00:56:39,600 --> 00:56:41,840
Speaker 1: knew what he could possibly do. I didn't know he

1098
00:56:41,880 --> 00:56:44,160
Speaker 1: would do it, though, I'm like, I think we can

1099
00:56:44,239 --> 00:56:47,360
Speaker 1: have a man and man talk this. I got that

1100
00:56:48,440 --> 00:56:52,920
Speaker 1: already been you know, well more than your your commission.

1101
00:56:53,480 --> 00:56:55,239
Speaker 1: Let let me be free. You know what I'm saying.

1102
00:56:55,320 --> 00:56:58,000
Speaker 1: Hell no. He did everything from liquidate my account to

1103
00:56:58,040 --> 00:57:02,160
Speaker 1: shut my credit card off and found like a missing

1104
00:57:02,560 --> 00:57:06,200
Speaker 1: stolen vehicle report on my card. I was in court

1105
00:57:06,239 --> 00:57:08,640
Speaker 1: one day with him when I came out of courtin

1106
00:57:09,520 --> 00:57:14,239
Speaker 1: you were with him and against him. Some cops did

1107
00:57:14,280 --> 00:57:16,240
Speaker 1: that series. A cop is like, yo, do you own

1108
00:57:16,360 --> 00:57:17,800
Speaker 1: such such beings? I was like, yes, sir, he was

1109
00:57:17,840 --> 00:57:19,400
Speaker 1: a good thing. We didn't catch you in it. So

1110
00:57:19,520 --> 00:57:21,440
Speaker 1: if something is reporter of stolen, they have to take

1111
00:57:21,480 --> 00:57:23,400
Speaker 1: you to jail, even if your name's on it. Right,

1112
00:57:23,720 --> 00:57:25,360
Speaker 1: So they sent me to the crib. I had the

1113
00:57:25,560 --> 00:57:27,920
Speaker 1: Valord report. But at this point I could let the

1114
00:57:27,960 --> 00:57:29,640
Speaker 1: bins go because I don't have no money to take

1115
00:57:29,680 --> 00:57:33,040
Speaker 1: care of you know what I mean. So it was

1116
00:57:33,080 --> 00:57:34,720
Speaker 1: like in two thousand nine, why I'm gonna kiss me

1117
00:57:34,720 --> 00:57:37,000
Speaker 1: to the phone? I had zero. Some people don't know

1118
00:57:37,080 --> 00:57:39,600
Speaker 1: that because that was that's a huge Now he didn't

1119
00:57:39,680 --> 00:57:43,080
Speaker 1: show here's the blessing of that. That's what kept me afloat.

1120
00:57:43,520 --> 00:57:46,440
Speaker 1: He didn't like change my life drastically, But now I

1121
00:57:46,600 --> 00:57:48,640
Speaker 1: was living the equivalent to people who lived. Check the check.

1122
00:57:48,680 --> 00:57:51,600
Speaker 1: I would live and show the show. Anybody to do

1123
00:57:51,880 --> 00:57:59,000
Speaker 1: everybody else sold your boy that No, But so like

1124
00:57:59,200 --> 00:58:00,800
Speaker 1: like he didn't even know was going through that. Nobody

1125
00:58:00,880 --> 00:58:02,640
Speaker 1: knew because I still wore you know, I still was

1126
00:58:02,720 --> 00:58:04,800
Speaker 1: dressing nice. I still did Jay Leno, and I still

1127
00:58:04,840 --> 00:58:06,640
Speaker 1: did Jimmy Kim Alive and I was turning up and

1128
00:58:06,680 --> 00:58:09,840
Speaker 1: I would make my my bread. But um, you know,

1129
00:58:10,000 --> 00:58:12,880
Speaker 1: I believe perception is reality, and at that time I

1130
00:58:13,040 --> 00:58:15,720
Speaker 1: knew that it wasn't time for the world to know

1131
00:58:15,840 --> 00:58:18,320
Speaker 1: that people don't really care about your story to you win, right,

1132
00:58:18,760 --> 00:58:20,960
Speaker 1: So if I was talking about, oh, my next moment,

1133
00:58:21,040 --> 00:58:22,600
Speaker 1: you did such and such, I would be like, stop crying.

1134
00:58:22,640 --> 00:58:25,439
Speaker 1: Did you get it together? Right? You got his songs out? Yeah,

1135
00:58:25,800 --> 00:58:28,960
Speaker 1: that's your phone. Like that's just how hard to say?

1136
00:58:28,960 --> 00:58:31,520
Speaker 1: Because now you know she understand my mom want me

1137
00:58:31,600 --> 00:58:33,320
Speaker 1: to come back to the industry anyway. So she's like,

1138
00:58:34,640 --> 00:58:37,920
Speaker 1: I told you so, so my mom and she couldn't

1139
00:58:37,920 --> 00:58:40,520
Speaker 1: save me like it was. It was. It was legit

1140
00:58:41,000 --> 00:58:42,960
Speaker 1: set up for him to do the stuff he did.

1141
00:58:43,040 --> 00:58:46,280
Speaker 1: You go understand like he did it. He orchestrated my

1142
00:58:46,360 --> 00:58:50,960
Speaker 1: business so he could do that. I'm gonna get from

1143
00:58:50,960 --> 00:58:55,040
Speaker 1: two options, stay and can keep your money, right, I'm

1144
00:58:55,040 --> 00:58:56,800
Speaker 1: gonna take everything from you and make you start over.

1145
00:58:56,960 --> 00:58:59,440
Speaker 1: So people thought I took a hiatus after two thousand nine.

1146
00:58:59,560 --> 00:59:01,880
Speaker 1: Hell no, I put out it was a mix tape

1147
00:59:01,920 --> 00:59:07,280
Speaker 1: with the Holiday um EP via Troy Taylor. UH mix

1148
00:59:07,320 --> 00:59:10,320
Speaker 1: tape that summer mix tape that UM Winner. And the

1149
00:59:10,360 --> 00:59:12,160
Speaker 1: reason why I was flooding the market with free music

1150
00:59:12,280 --> 00:59:14,160
Speaker 1: is because one, I don't have a deal. These A

1151
00:59:14,240 --> 00:59:16,080
Speaker 1: and rs and these excuts don't give two ships about

1152
00:59:16,080 --> 00:59:18,160
Speaker 1: my sad story. So I was like, how do I

1153
00:59:18,280 --> 00:59:20,760
Speaker 1: stay consistent? Not although I'm not on the radio and

1154
00:59:20,800 --> 00:59:22,920
Speaker 1: b T and mt V no more. I got the internet.

1155
00:59:23,000 --> 00:59:25,960
Speaker 1: This is before the internet became the thing. So I

1156
00:59:26,080 --> 00:59:29,280
Speaker 1: was using that Piss and im wire and Love Love

1157
00:59:29,360 --> 00:59:33,680
Speaker 1: mixtapes and I was getting booked like That's when I

1158
00:59:33,680 --> 00:59:35,800
Speaker 1: started learning the business. I was answering emails on my

1159
00:59:35,920 --> 00:59:37,440
Speaker 1: own and then I would send it to my man's

1160
00:59:37,480 --> 00:59:38,640
Speaker 1: to read when they get to the voice. So I

1161
00:59:38,680 --> 00:59:40,720
Speaker 1: would like to book me five thousand plus travel for

1162
00:59:40,840 --> 00:59:42,920
Speaker 1: two like whatever, right, not knowing what the hell I'm

1163
00:59:42,960 --> 00:59:45,280
Speaker 1: doing because I never had to do this, and I'd

1164
00:59:45,280 --> 00:59:47,760
Speaker 1: be like, yo, KG, that was my assistant, read that

1165
00:59:48,320 --> 00:59:50,600
Speaker 1: we out to l amor read that we're going Arizona.

1166
00:59:50,760 --> 00:59:52,560
Speaker 1: Like And when I started doing that and started making

1167
00:59:52,600 --> 00:59:53,800
Speaker 1: me a boss, and I was like, oh, I could

1168
00:59:53,800 --> 00:59:56,320
Speaker 1: do this ship myself. I just gotta keep singing. I

1169
00:59:56,400 --> 00:59:59,040
Speaker 1: gotta end. Then I'm running to a big one. You

1170
00:59:59,080 --> 01:00:00,520
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying one thing about this business. You

1171
01:00:00,600 --> 01:00:03,440
Speaker 1: could be down for six some years and in one

1172
01:00:03,520 --> 01:00:06,120
Speaker 1: situation on me going viral and shave them three years ago.

1173
01:00:06,880 --> 01:00:09,320
Speaker 1: Money is not an issue. I'm back. You know what

1174
01:00:09,360 --> 01:00:11,480
Speaker 1: I'm saying. I'm booked and busy. I don't have to

1175
01:00:12,000 --> 01:00:15,320
Speaker 1: put out mixtapes. I hated doing that, Like this is

1176
01:00:15,360 --> 01:00:17,560
Speaker 1: what I'm used to. I'm used to putting album, having

1177
01:00:17,640 --> 01:00:20,560
Speaker 1: my pressure on touring. So I think God let me

1178
01:00:20,640 --> 01:00:22,320
Speaker 1: go through that. For seven years. It felt like I

1179
01:00:22,400 --> 01:00:28,680
Speaker 1: was under on a hiatus. No I was, yeah, And

1180
01:00:29,120 --> 01:00:31,880
Speaker 1: you know, three years ago one viral video, people thought,

1181
01:00:31,880 --> 01:00:34,000
Speaker 1: oh he came back with a beard and tattooed. Hell no,

1182
01:00:34,240 --> 01:00:38,680
Speaker 1: I've been this. Y'all just didn't know where I was at,

1183
01:00:38,760 --> 01:00:40,520
Speaker 1: and y'all didn't know what I was going through. I

1184
01:00:40,600 --> 01:00:42,640
Speaker 1: think the dope thing is whenever you are on the

1185
01:00:42,760 --> 01:00:46,919
Speaker 1: record that peaks or gets big, you can still make

1186
01:00:47,080 --> 01:00:49,440
Speaker 1: some kind of money out of it. So even if

1187
01:00:49,480 --> 01:00:51,920
Speaker 1: you go everywhere and saying the hook that kiss me

1188
01:00:51,960 --> 01:00:56,960
Speaker 1: through the phone, somebody's gonna pay you took me the Germany.

1189
01:00:57,040 --> 01:00:59,480
Speaker 1: That record had me exactly. It took me Abu Dhabi,

1190
01:00:59,560 --> 01:01:02,479
Speaker 1: it took me to Tokyo. We took me on the radio.

1191
01:01:04,880 --> 01:01:08,880
Speaker 1: I've to have like the mainstream records that hit hit

1192
01:01:09,280 --> 01:01:10,800
Speaker 1: and work, you know what I'm saying. And I thank

1193
01:01:10,840 --> 01:01:12,920
Speaker 1: God for that. And I think my fans for always,

1194
01:01:13,360 --> 01:01:16,480
Speaker 1: for some reason, they're right there no longer, no matter

1195
01:01:16,520 --> 01:01:19,720
Speaker 1: how long it's been, when something hit, they're like, oh ship,

1196
01:01:19,800 --> 01:01:23,960
Speaker 1: I still like alright, well seam, maybe thank you so

1197
01:01:24,080 --> 01:01:26,720
Speaker 1: much now. And at the show, just like how we

1198
01:01:26,760 --> 01:01:28,360
Speaker 1: started the show, you have to guess which one of

1199
01:01:28,400 --> 01:01:30,800
Speaker 1: the lip service lady said this and we're gonna tell

1200
01:01:30,840 --> 01:01:35,160
Speaker 1: you next week, don't come um, which one of us

1201
01:01:35,680 --> 01:01:38,080
Speaker 1: got our period on a rappers tour of us and

1202
01:01:38,160 --> 01:01:39,760
Speaker 1: woke up in a pool of blood and was scared

1203
01:01:39,800 --> 01:01:44,920
Speaker 1: to tell him you're guilty. All right, we'll find out

1204
01:01:44,960 --> 01:01:55,280
Speaker 1: next week. Guilty on the album. Yeah, yeah, So we're

1205
01:01:55,440 --> 01:01:58,000
Speaker 1: very excited. But we appreciate that was really great and informative.

1206
01:01:58,040 --> 01:01:59,880
Speaker 1: We learned a lot about you things. You appreciate it.

1207
01:02:00,360 --> 01:02:05,640
Speaker 1: You know what before you came in saying what they

1208
01:02:05,680 --> 01:02:07,440
Speaker 1: were talking about how when you first came out you

1209
01:02:07,520 --> 01:02:09,800
Speaker 1: were so young and kind of was like watching like

1210
01:02:10,000 --> 01:02:12,640
Speaker 1: Olivia on The Cosby Show and they're like, oh, this

1211
01:02:12,840 --> 01:02:14,960
Speaker 1: is you know we can't even talk to seeing me

1212
01:02:15,000 --> 01:02:18,600
Speaker 1: about that, but you're clearly in the dough now. Some

1213
01:02:18,720 --> 01:02:20,760
Speaker 1: times when you come out as a kid, we'll still

1214
01:02:20,800 --> 01:02:22,760
Speaker 1: see you like as that kid. Yeah. I think going

1215
01:02:22,800 --> 01:02:24,720
Speaker 1: through the bullshot I went through help me age two again.

1216
01:02:26,160 --> 01:02:30,240
Speaker 1: That growth, Yeah, it's just growth. And then um, not

1217
01:02:30,520 --> 01:02:32,720
Speaker 1: being able to see me for those years at the

1218
01:02:32,760 --> 01:02:36,200
Speaker 1: time helped the cross from being a child start to

1219
01:02:36,240 --> 01:02:38,640
Speaker 1: a grown man be taking a lot more seriously than

1220
01:02:38,720 --> 01:02:41,200
Speaker 1: me having forced myself like, yo, I'm thirty one, right,

1221
01:02:41,360 --> 01:02:43,280
Speaker 1: look I'm grown. Yeah. We can't wait to see you

1222
01:02:43,320 --> 01:02:52,280
Speaker 1: a girl on social media. Don't look forward to alright,

1223
01:02:52,360 --> 01:02:54,760
Speaker 1: Thanks Service, Thank you Sam, thank you. Yeah. I say,

1224
01:02:54,800 --> 01:02:57,280
Speaker 1: we are so excited here at lip Service to announce

1225
01:02:57,640 --> 01:03:00,360
Speaker 1: that we do have a live show happening in New

1226
01:03:00,480 --> 01:03:04,400
Speaker 1: York City. It goes down Mars at Carolines, So make

1227
01:03:04,440 --> 01:03:05,960
Speaker 1: sure you go and get your tickets. You can go

1228
01:03:06,000 --> 01:03:08,680
Speaker 1: to carolines dot com to get all that information. It's

1229
01:03:08,680 --> 01:03:11,040
Speaker 1: also penned on my Twitter page, so if you want

1230
01:03:11,080 --> 01:03:13,240
Speaker 1: to find that link. I know, g G and Loriae

1231
01:03:13,280 --> 01:03:14,960
Speaker 1: we've all been posting about it. We're gonna have some

1232
01:03:15,080 --> 01:03:17,560
Speaker 1: very special surprises for y'all, so make sure you get

1233
01:03:17,600 --> 01:03:19,840
Speaker 1: your tickets before they sell out. We're gonna have a

1234
01:03:19,880 --> 01:03:22,120
Speaker 1: great time, and we haven't even announced who's gonna be

1235
01:03:22,160 --> 01:03:22,520
Speaker 1: there yet