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Speaker 1: The Knickki Glaser Podcast.

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Speaker 2: Niki Glaser, Nikki, Hello here, I am welcome to the show.

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Speaker 2: It's the Nikki Glazer Podcast. I'm Nikki Glazer. I'm in

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Speaker 2: Saint Louis. Brian Frangie is in Los Angeles again. You're

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Speaker 2: back home back after the holiday. Then are you going

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Speaker 2: out again for the holiday?

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Speaker 1: Back there?

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Speaker 3: I'm going to Chicago for Christmas? To all that makes sense?

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Speaker 1: The old switch, the old switch Aroo.

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Speaker 3: Yeah.

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Speaker 2: Someone had a tweet that like said something about Thanksgiving

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Speaker 2: and Christmas being so close together is fucking insane. For

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Speaker 2: how we have to see these people that close together.

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Speaker 2: I forget whose tweet it was.

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Speaker 3: It was someone home for a full month. I went

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Speaker 3: just back full time, and.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, that makes sense. Why not just stay? It's Christmas

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Speaker 2: is here and Thanksgiving was yesterday.

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Speaker 3: Christmas Time one of the best Christmas songs of all time.

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Speaker 2: I really like Christmas Time. But we'll get into that

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Speaker 2: in a second. Noah is here from Arizona. Hey, Noah, Hi, Hey,

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Speaker 2: And we have a special guest today, a really good

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Speaker 2: friend of mine who I don't get to hang out

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Speaker 2: with us nearly as much as I would want to.

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Speaker 1: I feel like if we were in the same city.

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Speaker 2: We'd beginning we'd be like, I don't know, whenever I

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Speaker 2: would run unto you, it just is like so easy

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Speaker 2: to hang out with you. So it was an instant

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Speaker 2: yes when I heard that you wanted to come on

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Speaker 2: the pod and like talk about your new special coming up.

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Speaker 4: It's Carmen Lean, thank you, greetings from Astoria, greeting.

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Speaker 1: What stop on the Are you the last? The laugh

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Speaker 1: on me too?

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Speaker 2: I was dit Mars you can fall asleep thirty six

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Speaker 2: and dit Mars you could fall asleep on that train

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Speaker 2: and not worry about missing your stops.

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Speaker 1: It'll just hit it.

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Speaker 4: And it sucks because the stop before stops for like

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Speaker 4: ten minutes.

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Speaker 1: Do you ever notice that? It's like, oh yeah, can

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Speaker 1: you stop at the end? Yes?

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Speaker 2: I loved that stop. I love Tavernat yeah yeah. And

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Speaker 2: there was a Starbucks that I frequented many times. There's

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Speaker 2: a CVS that's enjoyable. I loved that. I like that train.

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Speaker 2: By the way, the n Q is like clean. I

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Speaker 2: like those blue seats. It feels like it's probably my

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Speaker 2: favorite train.

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Speaker 4: It's still are Yeah, there's a it's still oh no,

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Speaker 4: that's the or that's the previous stop the staples.

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Speaker 1: Yes, yes, but.

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Speaker 4: You would die now. And there's there they just opened

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Speaker 4: up Burlington. They're putting in a target. There's an eye hog.

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Speaker 1: It looks like a lall. Now it's crazy. They're not

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Speaker 1: messing around. It was already like up and coming.

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Speaker 2: But they've just fucking committed to Like that's there's tons

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Speaker 1: Yeah, and now a target.

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Speaker 2: I would always get scared to go to targets in

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Speaker 2: just be so picked over, so run.

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Speaker 1: Down, so chaotic. But I love a target so much.

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Speaker 2: And I I always say that if you get out

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Speaker 2: of a target without spending eighty dollars, you spent no

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Speaker 2: money at target. Like if it's under eighty dollars, it's

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Speaker 2: zero money spent. Yeah, but eighty is what like you

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Speaker 2: have to at least spend eighty at a time.

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Speaker 1: That's where I feel like, oh my gosh, it less

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Speaker 1: than eighty. This is I just won money.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, I don't even have to go into the

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Speaker 4: city now to go shopping. Like if you need something,

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Speaker 4: there's also a tech yeah too.

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Speaker 2: Oh Burlington and TJ Max. I mean and because Burlington

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Speaker 2: they're more than greatcoats. I've heard that now they they

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Speaker 2: do more. It's like TJ Max pretty much.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, pretty much for Nordstrom, it's I mean, they're all

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Speaker 4: pretty much the same.

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Speaker 2: They're just you feel like you're bargain hunting. You feel

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Speaker 2: like you like are kind of thrifting in a way

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Speaker 2: So there isn't an element to it that makes you

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Speaker 2: feel like you're like combing for good deals like searching

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Speaker 2: through a landfill, which you pretty much are searching through

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Speaker 2: a future landfill. But it isn't that like the kind

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Speaker 2: of the appeal of the Nordstrom rack or the TJ

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Speaker 2: is that there is a thrifting element to it.

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Speaker 1: Oh totally. And I love that you call it raw

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Speaker 1: I don't go there, it's just an la. I don't know, man.

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Speaker 2: I guess someone called it rd f l ur DFL.

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Speaker 2: Someone was calling it the summer and I was like, oh,

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Speaker 2: that sounds cool. Yeah, it's those places. And then thrifting

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Speaker 2: just makes your hands feel dirty. So that's where I thrifting.

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Speaker 2: My hands feel musty at the end of it, going

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Speaker 2: through so much wrecks and then your hand's hurt. You

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Speaker 2: get like cardio from it. And then going to a

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Speaker 2: like if we're talking like a Nordstrom, that is not

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Speaker 2: like you're not digging.

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Speaker 1: You're not.

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Speaker 2: You don't feel like you've struck gold when you find

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Speaker 2: something good, Well, it's so layed out for you.

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Speaker 1: It's so cheap that it feels good to go through it.

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Speaker 4: Like I don't like go into the expensive places, Like

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Speaker 4: if I have to go to somewhere pricey, I'd rather

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Speaker 4: just do that.

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Speaker 1: Stitch fix. Do you ever do stitch fix?

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Speaker 2: I did it a couple times, like in twenty thirteen,

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Speaker 2: where they kind of pick out outfits for you.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, and then if you don't like them, you just

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Speaker 4: shove them into a bag and send them back.

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Speaker 1: I have success with it when I did it.

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Speaker 2: I don't know why I haven't done it again because

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Speaker 2: I did wear those things for a really long time.

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Speaker 2: That's so nice too, because shopping is exhausting and hell,

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Speaker 2: how often do you open your closet even after a

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Speaker 2: like you recently think you spend a lot of money

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Speaker 2: in clothes and you go, I have nothing to wear.

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Speaker 2: It's like it's it's yeah, it is. Shopping is hell.

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Speaker 2: And Noah, we've talked about how you're like, I don't

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Speaker 2: I realized, like we don't need to. I was realizing,

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Speaker 2: like the way the how old you are is how old?

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Speaker 2: And I know people have said this before. This isn't novel,

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Speaker 2: but it's really like how old you feel? Like I

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Speaker 2: talk about we were talking I think we talked about

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Speaker 2: had a brain injury that like a like a steel

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Speaker 2: her brain that gave her short term memory, and so

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Speaker 2: she would restart it constantly and she instantly became an

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Speaker 2: ultra Marazon runner because she couldn't. She always thought she

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Speaker 2: So much of so much of your mental or your

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Speaker 2: physical fatigue is based on the fact that you know,

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Speaker 2: I've been running twenty miles.

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Speaker 1: I have five to go. My body's falling apart.

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Speaker 2: But if you were to have a brain that just

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Speaker 2: aging too, Like if you dress and act young and

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Speaker 2: like actually feel like you're young, you'll you'll kind of

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Speaker 2: look it like you'll possess.

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Speaker 3: I've seen some old folks dressed young and they look silly.

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Speaker 1: I think they're not really they're not owning it then, Yeah,

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Speaker 1: but it only looks weird.

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Speaker 4: It looks weird to see like a seventy year old

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Speaker 2: Yeah it is Dolly Parton even and you were just like,

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Speaker 2: oh honey, that's not comfortable.

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Speaker 3: About like a fifty nine year old man with a

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Speaker 3: like children. I just feel like when I see a

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Speaker 3: the wrong decade here.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean some people are holding on to dress

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Speaker 2: the wardrobe that they had. Yeah, they're holding onto the

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Speaker 2: wardrobe that they had when they had the most clothes

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Speaker 2: and they're the most comfortable in it. It was like

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Speaker 2: they thought, I'm not trying to disparage them.

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Speaker 3: I'm just saying it does look silly, but you have

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Speaker 3: disparage any man who wears sandals at any time for

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Speaker 1: Never your man should never wear sandalst care how I

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Speaker 4: No, that's cave at the beach, but not like do

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Speaker 4: you look down in the front guy they're wearing flip.

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Speaker 1: Flops and they put it. They put their feet on

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Speaker 1: it is a control thing.

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Speaker 2: This guy the other day, he like had a he

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Speaker 2: I'll allow you to.

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Speaker 1: Keep your fucking foot on. I was like, you've.

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Speaker 2: Earned that, that entitled stance that you already had before

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Speaker 2: you even said that nice thing. But yeah, there there's

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Speaker 2: Yeah, and to you last night, I had some chatterboxes

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Speaker 2: just trying to help or just I think they were

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Speaker 2: just jazzed about part like they were just like yes,

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Speaker 3: But I think.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, but they it was distracting, but they didn't know

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Speaker 2: they were just And then it ended up being funny

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Speaker 2: not you. I was talking to her and she felt

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Speaker 2: I was like, I wasn't looking at you.

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Speaker 1: I'm sorry, I wasn't not saying you look bad.

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Speaker 3: But the proportion of men who put their foot on

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Speaker 1: In a line like in a in the show and.

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Speaker 2: The show Yeah, oh interesting, possibly a lot of math.

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Speaker 1: I had to think about that one for a second.

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Speaker 2: Carman as a female comic, and this sounds like I'm

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Speaker 2: starting out as a joke, but like, I'm actually commenting

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Speaker 2: female comics, are we My answer is always like yeah, exactly.

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Speaker 2: My answer is always I just I never like thought

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Speaker 2: I'm a female comic this, and I guess recently meaning

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Speaker 2: the past seven years. But I always just was like,

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Speaker 2: I guess I was living under the susumption that everyone

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Speaker 2: viewed me the same that they view male comics.

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Speaker 1: Like.

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Speaker 3: I would imagine you really just have to do it

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Speaker 3: This is TikTok's problem. Everyone thinks they're confident enough to

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Speaker 3: Those videos on YouTube where they're doing self help or

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Speaker 2: Until then, man, I was so satisfied though. It felt

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Speaker 2: She sent me pictures of her planner war like. She

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Speaker 1: And I was like, I want to so bad.

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Speaker 1: You have so many fans.

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Speaker 4: I bet you anything, people would line up to let

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Speaker 1: There's there whatever I know.

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Speaker 2: But I can't because I'm gonna I'm gonna give them

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Speaker 2: two years. Like I'm not good at this, Like I

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Speaker 3: Yes, that's how people learn to do that.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, but I wish there was like community college courses,

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Speaker 4: You just need a tube of meospourn and warm water

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Speaker 1: You're right, Okay, you.

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Speaker 1: Person all doctors. It's doctor foot fixer.

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Speaker 3: That's what they say.

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Speaker 2: Yes, there are people that go in they talk like doctors.

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Speaker 2: certain way. These are exactly the people you should trusts

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Speaker 2: doctor's foot fixer.

442
00:18:51,800 --> 00:18:54,280
Speaker 3: I am authorizing you to do surgery on your mother?

443
00:18:54,600 --> 00:18:56,280
Speaker 1: Was that name not taken before?

444
00:18:58,280 --> 00:19:00,840
Speaker 2: They have never get told us how to do it.

445
00:19:00,880 --> 00:19:03,359
Speaker 2: They are just talking about it because they know that

446
00:19:03,359 --> 00:19:05,480
Speaker 2: we're at home jerking off to this stuff. Like they

447
00:19:05,520 --> 00:19:09,680
Speaker 2: know they always do it instructionally, Like this is how

448
00:19:09,720 --> 00:19:11,840
Speaker 2: to do it if you're another doctor watching. But it's

449
00:19:11,880 --> 00:19:14,439
Speaker 2: really like, you know, there are sickos at home like me,

450
00:19:14,680 --> 00:19:18,119
Speaker 2: just drooling over you cutting out this old woman's sport

451
00:19:18,400 --> 00:19:19,960
Speaker 2: and her talking about her afternoon.

452
00:19:19,960 --> 00:19:22,720
Speaker 1: It's it's it's fucking sick, but I long for it.

453
00:19:23,119 --> 00:19:23,639
Speaker 1: That content.

454
00:19:23,800 --> 00:19:25,600
Speaker 2: We're gonna have more with Carmen Lynch and about her

455
00:19:25,640 --> 00:19:28,760
Speaker 2: two comedy specials that are coming out on YouTube on

456
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Speaker 2: Mark Norman's YouTube page. One is coming out the fifteenth,

457
00:19:32,359 --> 00:19:34,840
Speaker 2: and then the other or sorry, the twelfth versus The

458
00:19:34,840 --> 00:19:37,600
Speaker 2: twelfth is the English version, and then there is a

459
00:19:37,640 --> 00:19:40,080
Speaker 2: Spanish version coming out the fifteenth, and those are all

460
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Speaker 2: on Mark Norman's YouTube page.

461
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Speaker 1: It's not the Spanish. He's not getting the Spanish one.

462
00:19:44,560 --> 00:19:49,720
Speaker 4: I'm just kidding Spanish. A Spanish platform called Feeling Mean,

463
00:19:50,680 --> 00:19:53,639
Speaker 4: Feel Mean Feel are filming filming Feeling Me.

464
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Speaker 1: It's amazing. Okay, well we'll get into all that when

465
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Speaker 1: we get back with Carmen Lynch after this. All right,

466
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Speaker 1: we're back.

467
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Speaker 2: Carmen Lynch has two specials coming out, one in English,

468
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Speaker 2: one in Spanish. The English one you can check out

469
00:20:08,480 --> 00:20:12,120
Speaker 2: almost so soon on the twelfth. What's the what's the day?

470
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Speaker 1: Of that. That's a Tuesday.

471
00:20:14,680 --> 00:20:17,640
Speaker 2: Oh so Tuesday the twelfth. Check that out on Mark

472
00:20:17,640 --> 00:20:20,280
Speaker 2: Norman's YouTube page. And you should be following Mark Norman anyway,

473
00:20:20,320 --> 00:20:21,399
Speaker 2: so you'll see it once you do that.

474
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Speaker 1: And then where did you film it? At the cellar

475
00:20:24,960 --> 00:20:26,520
Speaker 1: at the v at the Village Underground?

476
00:20:26,800 --> 00:20:27,200
Speaker 3: Nice?

477
00:20:28,480 --> 00:20:29,159
Speaker 1: And what did you do?

478
00:20:29,320 --> 00:20:29,399
Speaker 3: Like?

479
00:20:29,440 --> 00:20:32,199
Speaker 2: Okay, because I'm about to tape a special right on

480
00:20:32,240 --> 00:20:36,000
Speaker 2: the sixteenth, so I'm in like a special prep mode.

481
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Speaker 2: Tell me, I'm gonna make this about me, even though

482
00:20:40,080 --> 00:20:42,120
Speaker 2: this should be about you, but I I just because

483
00:20:42,119 --> 00:20:42,480
Speaker 2: I want to.

484
00:20:42,520 --> 00:20:45,520
Speaker 1: I'm like dying. My life is special? Right now?

485
00:20:45,560 --> 00:20:47,199
Speaker 2: Was your life a week and a half out of

486
00:20:47,240 --> 00:20:48,560
Speaker 2: taping your special?

487
00:20:48,880 --> 00:20:49,639
Speaker 1: Special? Like?

488
00:20:49,840 --> 00:20:51,800
Speaker 2: Is your life? Like every time you close your eyes

489
00:20:51,800 --> 00:20:53,720
Speaker 2: you're thinking about it? Every time you open your eyes,

490
00:20:53,720 --> 00:20:55,560
Speaker 2: there's something to work on. Oh my god, what am

491
00:20:55,600 --> 00:20:56,080
Speaker 2: I gonna wear?

492
00:20:56,080 --> 00:20:57,600
Speaker 1: Oh my god? What am I gonna do? This joke?

493
00:20:57,640 --> 00:20:59,159
Speaker 1: But like, how's the order? How am I going to

494
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Speaker 1: remember that? All that? Was it? All that?

495
00:21:00,840 --> 00:21:03,920
Speaker 4: But it was like the day I booked the date

496
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Speaker 4: at the Village Underground, so like six months before or

497
00:21:06,960 --> 00:21:10,159
Speaker 4: like four monthssion, Well, think about it because like this

498
00:21:10,200 --> 00:21:12,880
Speaker 4: is my first one you've done a ton, so.

499
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Speaker 1: God, that surprises me. That's okay.

500
00:21:15,800 --> 00:21:19,560
Speaker 2: Yes, albums are similar, but yes, special obviously a lot

501
00:21:19,560 --> 00:21:21,800
Speaker 2: more pressure. It's yeah, there's a lot writing on this,

502
00:21:21,840 --> 00:21:23,880
Speaker 2: there's someone who's producing it, all these things.

503
00:21:23,960 --> 00:21:24,560
Speaker 1: Yes, yeah.

504
00:21:24,600 --> 00:21:26,520
Speaker 4: And I wanted to do it before COVID, and then

505
00:21:26,600 --> 00:21:30,320
Speaker 4: COVID happened, and then I just kind of pushed it, like,

506
00:21:30,400 --> 00:21:32,080
Speaker 4: you know, I did a bunch of late nights and

507
00:21:32,119 --> 00:21:35,360
Speaker 4: I just was in that mentality where like, things just happened,

508
00:21:35,640 --> 00:21:37,439
Speaker 4: so I wasn't in the mode of like, no, you

509
00:21:37,480 --> 00:21:38,360
Speaker 4: got to do it yourself.

510
00:21:38,880 --> 00:21:39,600
Speaker 1: And I kept.

511
00:21:39,440 --> 00:21:41,560
Speaker 4: Pushing that back and pushing that back, and then I

512
00:21:41,640 --> 00:21:43,320
Speaker 4: read The War of Arts.

513
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Speaker 1: Did you ever read that? Oh? Boy? I was in

514
00:21:45,560 --> 00:21:47,200
Speaker 1: a story on when I read that book. I was

515
00:21:47,280 --> 00:21:49,320
Speaker 1: at that store bucks reading that book.

516
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Speaker 3: I think when we read that book.

517
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Speaker 1: Oh my god, oh my god, it was all about resistance.

518
00:21:54,359 --> 00:21:56,240
Speaker 4: And then I wanted to do the book out the

519
00:21:56,280 --> 00:21:58,520
Speaker 4: window because everything he said was resistance.

520
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Speaker 1: I was doing, oh, every little thing, and I was.

521
00:22:01,280 --> 00:22:03,240
Speaker 2: Like, I remember putting down the book because I'm like,

522
00:22:03,280 --> 00:22:05,320
Speaker 2: reading this book is me resisting work.

523
00:22:05,680 --> 00:22:06,199
Speaker 1: Like, don't you know?

524
00:22:06,320 --> 00:22:08,439
Speaker 2: Like I eventually put it down because I was like

525
00:22:08,680 --> 00:22:11,040
Speaker 2: now I feel bad even fucking reading a book because I.

526
00:22:10,960 --> 00:22:12,160
Speaker 1: Should be working right now.

527
00:22:12,200 --> 00:22:15,040
Speaker 2: Like this is just me trying to create an obstacle

528
00:22:15,160 --> 00:22:17,600
Speaker 2: from doing what I need to do because of fear again,

529
00:22:17,800 --> 00:22:19,280
Speaker 2: fear and in the guilt.

530
00:22:19,520 --> 00:22:22,199
Speaker 4: Like I painted a lot during COVID, and I had

531
00:22:22,200 --> 00:22:23,919
Speaker 4: that voice that was like, what do you Why are

532
00:22:23,920 --> 00:22:25,000
Speaker 4: you enjoying your life?

533
00:22:25,040 --> 00:22:27,000
Speaker 1: You should be writing at jocks and I'm like, yeah,

534
00:22:27,040 --> 00:22:29,560
Speaker 1: I just want to paint. Leave me alone, dude.

535
00:22:29,800 --> 00:22:33,959
Speaker 2: I mean it's That's the problem with comedy or doing

536
00:22:34,040 --> 00:22:36,040
Speaker 2: stand up comedy or any kind of job that you

537
00:22:36,119 --> 00:22:38,760
Speaker 2: don't leave at work, is that when you are not

538
00:22:39,480 --> 00:22:41,680
Speaker 2: you could be working on it any time, So there

539
00:22:41,760 --> 00:22:44,199
Speaker 2: is never y. It's like having kids or having a

540
00:22:44,200 --> 00:22:46,280
Speaker 2: dog that's constantly looking at you, like you just took

541
00:22:46,280 --> 00:22:47,480
Speaker 2: it for a walk, but it's like, but we could

542
00:22:47,520 --> 00:22:50,080
Speaker 2: go again, and you go, okay, I feel now I'm

543
00:22:50,080 --> 00:22:52,320
Speaker 2: guilty again, even though I think I just did this.

544
00:22:52,960 --> 00:22:54,240
Speaker 1: There's it never ending guilts.

545
00:22:54,560 --> 00:22:57,200
Speaker 3: You're also if you're not a made person, like you're

546
00:22:57,240 --> 00:22:59,600
Speaker 3: also just have to constantly be working just to see

547
00:22:59,640 --> 00:23:00,880
Speaker 3: if you get paid at all.

548
00:23:01,600 --> 00:23:05,080
Speaker 1: Oh my god, don't stop and then you go home.

549
00:23:05,280 --> 00:23:07,240
Speaker 4: I mean you you just leave the room or wherever

550
00:23:07,280 --> 00:23:09,639
Speaker 4: you are and you're like, okay, stop and then you're like, no,

551
00:23:09,800 --> 00:23:10,520
Speaker 4: it's still going.

552
00:23:10,720 --> 00:23:13,480
Speaker 1: I'm still Oh my god.

553
00:23:13,680 --> 00:23:16,159
Speaker 2: You know, Carmen, it's interesting to me because I do

554
00:23:16,280 --> 00:23:19,120
Speaker 2: relate to you know, it's just been I guess kind

555
00:23:19,160 --> 00:23:21,720
Speaker 2: of have been floating along. I don't have to I

556
00:23:21,760 --> 00:23:24,560
Speaker 2: get I get the I've had that in my life too,

557
00:23:24,560 --> 00:23:26,159
Speaker 2: where it's like, okay, things are coming in. I was

558
00:23:26,160 --> 00:23:29,960
Speaker 2: on least coming standing, as were you tonight's show appearances.

559
00:23:30,280 --> 00:23:34,320
Speaker 2: You you have little letterman. Conan's like like, I'm working

560
00:23:34,320 --> 00:23:36,920
Speaker 2: at your working regular at the seller, Like I'm not

561
00:23:37,000 --> 00:23:40,000
Speaker 2: like really wanting for like the the next thing will

562
00:23:40,000 --> 00:23:43,320
Speaker 2: come when they email me about it. And I think

563
00:23:43,359 --> 00:23:45,680
Speaker 2: I was at that point too, at a certain point

564
00:23:45,720 --> 00:23:48,880
Speaker 2: where I was like, oh no, they unless you make it.

565
00:23:49,160 --> 00:23:50,720
Speaker 2: You gotta build it if you want them to come,

566
00:23:50,840 --> 00:23:53,400
Speaker 2: like this, or just saying totally.

567
00:23:53,040 --> 00:23:55,439
Speaker 4: Not coming, they're not coming, Like that was the day

568
00:23:55,440 --> 00:23:57,359
Speaker 4: where I was like, they're not coming.

569
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Speaker 1: Just they're not coming. Just do it, just do it,

570
00:23:59,440 --> 00:24:00,680
Speaker 1: you know what you have to lose.

571
00:24:00,920 --> 00:24:02,760
Speaker 4: And then I did the Spanish one because I was

572
00:24:02,800 --> 00:24:04,639
Speaker 4: so obsessed with the English one. I was like I

573
00:24:04,680 --> 00:24:07,440
Speaker 4: need something to just calm me down. Why didn't I

574
00:24:07,480 --> 00:24:08,320
Speaker 4: just do it in Spanish?

575
00:24:08,520 --> 00:24:10,000
Speaker 1: Tape first the.

576
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Speaker 4: Village Underground, and then three weeks later I went to

577
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Speaker 4: Spain and I shot up the Spanish one.

578
00:24:13,680 --> 00:24:14,720
Speaker 1: Wow, oh my god.

579
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Speaker 3: So is it the is the material the same and

580
00:24:16,680 --> 00:24:18,680
Speaker 3: just one's in a different language or is it totally different?

581
00:24:18,840 --> 00:24:21,760
Speaker 4: It's about seven I'd say it's about seventy five percent

582
00:24:21,960 --> 00:24:22,439
Speaker 4: the same.

583
00:24:23,119 --> 00:24:26,040
Speaker 3: Can you give me an example of one English joke

584
00:24:26,119 --> 00:24:28,399
Speaker 3: that you needed to like change the syntax or the

585
00:24:28,440 --> 00:24:30,200
Speaker 3: words of in Spanish so that it would be funny,

586
00:24:30,200 --> 00:24:31,760
Speaker 3: because it wouldn't have been funny otherwise.

587
00:24:32,800 --> 00:24:36,119
Speaker 4: I mean not so I ahead, but it would just

588
00:24:36,160 --> 00:24:38,679
Speaker 4: be more like I flipped the words around, or I

589
00:24:38,760 --> 00:24:42,160
Speaker 4: had to describe a little bit more sometimes like the subtleties,

590
00:24:42,280 --> 00:24:46,640
Speaker 4: the subtleties or the sarcasm, they don't translate.

591
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Speaker 1: And also I grew up.

592
00:24:48,160 --> 00:24:51,159
Speaker 4: In Spain until I was eight, so my Spanish is

593
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Speaker 4: like that's the first thing I say when I get

594
00:24:53,160 --> 00:24:53,680
Speaker 4: on stage.

595
00:24:53,720 --> 00:24:54,920
Speaker 1: I'm like, I talk like an eight.

596
00:24:54,880 --> 00:24:58,080
Speaker 4: Year old Spanish girl, Like, yeah, I'm eight, So my

597
00:24:58,560 --> 00:25:03,159
Speaker 4: my version of translated is different from eight year old's

598
00:25:03,280 --> 00:25:05,600
Speaker 4: vocabulary and They're like, no, we love it because I

599
00:25:05,640 --> 00:25:07,280
Speaker 4: used to be obsessed with like this is wrong. I

600
00:25:07,320 --> 00:25:09,199
Speaker 4: need to talk to a Spanish person who speaks like

601
00:25:09,200 --> 00:25:09,760
Speaker 4: an adult.

602
00:25:10,119 --> 00:25:12,080
Speaker 1: And they were like, just leave it, it's cute, Like

603
00:25:12,200 --> 00:25:12,960
Speaker 1: just do yeah, I don't know.

604
00:25:13,760 --> 00:25:18,040
Speaker 2: There's so many comedians that kind of do in English

605
00:25:18,680 --> 00:25:22,640
Speaker 2: only acts. They don't use words above a eight year

606
00:25:22,680 --> 00:25:26,359
Speaker 2: old great, Like you can get by with just the

607
00:25:26,400 --> 00:25:29,320
Speaker 2: words you know and be extremely funny. Like Nate's whole

608
00:25:29,320 --> 00:25:31,480
Speaker 2: thing is being just a dumb guy. You know, like

609
00:25:31,840 --> 00:25:34,040
Speaker 2: I'm kind of dumb even though he's a genius, and

610
00:25:34,119 --> 00:25:36,680
Speaker 2: you hear it in the material. He's not used he's

611
00:25:36,680 --> 00:25:40,840
Speaker 2: saying reading stupid, He's he's using simple words he's confused by.

612
00:25:41,080 --> 00:25:44,240
Speaker 2: Like that's a perfect example of someone who is like,

613
00:25:44,320 --> 00:25:46,720
Speaker 2: can still be genius while operating in it in a

614
00:25:47,000 --> 00:25:51,679
Speaker 2: quote unquote a little bit of a dumber vote. Not

615
00:25:51,720 --> 00:25:53,600
Speaker 2: that I don't know, he probably does use big words

616
00:25:53,640 --> 00:25:55,720
Speaker 2: better than an eight year old, but like, you can

617
00:25:55,760 --> 00:25:57,159
Speaker 2: still be hilarious with it.

618
00:25:57,200 --> 00:25:59,920
Speaker 4: Totally, and and he can get all of America that way,

619
00:26:00,000 --> 00:26:01,600
Speaker 4: because then he can get the dumb people too.

620
00:26:02,200 --> 00:26:06,840
Speaker 1: I don't want to say it more accessible.

621
00:26:06,920 --> 00:26:08,960
Speaker 2: We could talk about Nate being clean and that's why

622
00:26:08,960 --> 00:26:13,520
Speaker 2: he's accessible, but he's you know, also appealing to He's no,

623
00:26:13,960 --> 00:26:17,240
Speaker 2: he's not dumb obviously, talk to everyone. He knows how

624
00:26:17,320 --> 00:26:23,879
Speaker 2: to talk dumb speaking, Yeah, yeah, and I'm a.

625
00:26:23,920 --> 00:26:27,359
Speaker 3: Dumb guy, and then he communications I'm.

626
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Speaker 1: I I agree.

627
00:26:28,440 --> 00:26:31,240
Speaker 2: I think that there's sometimes I'm like, I want to

628
00:26:31,320 --> 00:26:33,880
Speaker 2: use a big word because it just like really says

629
00:26:34,119 --> 00:26:35,760
Speaker 2: what I want to say, and it just sounds good.

630
00:26:35,800 --> 00:26:37,760
Speaker 2: I like big words sometimes not to be like I'm

631
00:26:37,760 --> 00:26:40,920
Speaker 2: so smart, but then if they're alienating, you can't do it.

632
00:26:41,760 --> 00:26:44,120
Speaker 2: But I also just trust an audience if they don't

633
00:26:44,160 --> 00:26:46,320
Speaker 2: know a word to be like, they're not like is

634
00:26:46,359 --> 00:26:47,320
Speaker 2: she an alien?

635
00:26:47,520 --> 00:26:49,959
Speaker 1: Like she said something wrong? They're just gonna go, that's

636
00:26:49,960 --> 00:26:50,760
Speaker 1: a word. I don't know.

637
00:26:51,119 --> 00:26:54,480
Speaker 2: It's really funny to me when people hear a reference

638
00:26:54,920 --> 00:26:57,520
Speaker 2: that's being made in a joke or a word being

639
00:26:57,600 --> 00:26:59,960
Speaker 2: used and they like act confused like.

640
00:27:00,080 --> 00:27:01,800
Speaker 1: Well what was that? It's like, don't you just know

641
00:27:01,920 --> 00:27:03,240
Speaker 1: you don't know what that was?

642
00:27:03,520 --> 00:27:06,080
Speaker 2: If everyone else laughed like, that's always a confusing thing

643
00:27:06,080 --> 00:27:08,919
Speaker 2: to me. I'm like, not everyone gets every reference, and

644
00:27:08,960 --> 00:27:12,720
Speaker 2: that's it's hard to make everything relatable. Sometimes it is

645
00:27:12,760 --> 00:27:15,320
Speaker 2: fun to just have a joke that only certain people

646
00:27:15,440 --> 00:27:18,880
Speaker 2: might might get and they can go and they laugh

647
00:27:19,000 --> 00:27:21,159
Speaker 2: like super loud, to be like I know Rick and

648
00:27:21,280 --> 00:27:23,680
Speaker 2: Morny And you're like, okay, like I'm a freaking Morny

649
00:27:23,720 --> 00:27:24,080
Speaker 2: fan or.

650
00:27:24,080 --> 00:27:26,840
Speaker 4: Whatever about that with me because I'm not going to

651
00:27:26,960 --> 00:27:29,280
Speaker 4: use big words in Spanish.

652
00:27:28,840 --> 00:27:32,920
Speaker 2: And you're, yeah, well, I'm excited to see your English

653
00:27:33,119 --> 00:27:36,520
Speaker 2: speaking uh, specially you have. You are just so funny

654
00:27:36,560 --> 00:27:41,960
Speaker 2: and so well. I mean, you're honest and like I

655
00:27:42,160 --> 00:27:46,560
Speaker 2: like that You're just realistic about what you talk from

656
00:27:46,560 --> 00:27:49,560
Speaker 2: a realistic perspective and in maybe a little bit of

657
00:27:49,600 --> 00:27:53,479
Speaker 2: a not even negative but kind of like it is

658
00:27:53,520 --> 00:27:57,280
Speaker 2: what it is kind of perspective. What is the what

659
00:27:57,320 --> 00:27:59,639
Speaker 2: are the major themes coming from this material? And is

660
00:27:59,640 --> 00:28:01,520
Speaker 2: it stuff that you had been working on since COVID?

661
00:28:01,600 --> 00:28:03,560
Speaker 2: Is it like did you find that like, well, this

662
00:28:03,640 --> 00:28:05,920
Speaker 2: is what I did. I guess my question is because

663
00:28:05,920 --> 00:28:08,360
Speaker 2: I'm worried about this. Are you saying something with your

664
00:28:08,359 --> 00:28:10,560
Speaker 2: special when you got done with it where you like, oh,

665
00:28:10,640 --> 00:28:13,000
Speaker 2: I can see a through line of like this is

666
00:28:13,080 --> 00:28:15,200
Speaker 2: what I need to say at this point in my life.

667
00:28:15,320 --> 00:28:17,400
Speaker 4: I don't think there's a through line, but it does

668
00:28:17,480 --> 00:28:22,240
Speaker 4: all connect with the previous joke. Yes, and then I

669
00:28:22,520 --> 00:28:25,439
Speaker 4: because it's my first one. I it's it's almost like

670
00:28:25,520 --> 00:28:27,960
Speaker 4: you realize so much your learning curve is so big,

671
00:28:28,359 --> 00:28:30,520
Speaker 4: because like I used to not be lazy, but I

672
00:28:30,520 --> 00:28:32,879
Speaker 4: would just like I always wrote new jokes, but I

673
00:28:33,200 --> 00:28:35,200
Speaker 4: would go on the road and just do my hour

674
00:28:35,320 --> 00:28:38,520
Speaker 4: but not really have an order. Like I'd be like,

675
00:28:38,560 --> 00:28:41,120
Speaker 4: as long as I do those five jokes, I'm gonna

676
00:28:41,160 --> 00:28:41,680
Speaker 4: do whatever, the.

677
00:28:41,720 --> 00:28:47,160
Speaker 2: Help anything atween never I don't write down any literally, Carmen,

678
00:28:47,200 --> 00:28:48,720
Speaker 2: I don't write down anything.

679
00:28:49,240 --> 00:28:50,960
Speaker 1: It's not it's a nightmare.

680
00:28:50,720 --> 00:28:53,200
Speaker 2: To plan a special and I just I always call

681
00:28:53,240 --> 00:28:55,360
Speaker 2: it a grab bag when I'm on stage, Like, yes,

682
00:28:55,480 --> 00:28:57,600
Speaker 2: I have the five big toys in my bag in

683
00:28:57,600 --> 00:29:00,560
Speaker 2: Santa's bag that I'm gonna bring out four or five,

684
00:29:01,040 --> 00:29:03,120
Speaker 2: and then within that I'm going to go other places

685
00:29:03,120 --> 00:29:05,040
Speaker 2: and I might go too far someplace and we might

686
00:29:05,040 --> 00:29:06,920
Speaker 2: not get to my last toy or something. But there's

687
00:29:07,160 --> 00:29:09,040
Speaker 2: there's five that I know can save me. And then

688
00:29:09,080 --> 00:29:11,600
Speaker 2: the rest is a fucking mishmash. And I'm just like

689
00:29:12,000 --> 00:29:15,000
Speaker 2: and it makes it fun, It makes it fun fun.

690
00:29:15,360 --> 00:29:16,680
Speaker 1: It's also lazy.

691
00:29:16,800 --> 00:29:20,120
Speaker 4: I know that, Like I realized it I was like,

692
00:29:20,280 --> 00:29:20,880
Speaker 4: oh my god.

693
00:29:20,920 --> 00:29:22,000
Speaker 1: I was writing it out and.

694
00:29:21,920 --> 00:29:24,400
Speaker 4: I was like, this is lazy because I don't want

695
00:29:24,400 --> 00:29:25,840
Speaker 4: to put something together, but it.

696
00:29:25,800 --> 00:29:28,720
Speaker 1: Also I don't want to look it. But it gives you'll.

697
00:29:28,560 --> 00:29:31,760
Speaker 2: Have to look if you if it gives you a

698
00:29:31,760 --> 00:29:33,480
Speaker 2: freedom to not look at it, you're saying.

699
00:29:33,400 --> 00:29:35,440
Speaker 4: It gives you a freedom to be like, oh my god,

700
00:29:35,920 --> 00:29:37,720
Speaker 4: if I don't have an order, then I'm going to

701
00:29:37,800 --> 00:29:41,719
Speaker 4: go from mom to therapist if I want to. But

702
00:29:41,720 --> 00:29:43,960
Speaker 4: then you'll realize like, oh my god, those actually go

703
00:29:44,040 --> 00:29:46,160
Speaker 4: really want together, whereas if you had a list, you

704
00:29:46,160 --> 00:29:48,240
Speaker 4: would have never put mom in therapists together.

705
00:29:48,640 --> 00:29:50,880
Speaker 2: Yes, well that's why you have to constantly like this

706
00:29:50,920 --> 00:29:52,680
Speaker 2: is the process I'm in right now. Is like all

707
00:29:52,720 --> 00:29:54,320
Speaker 2: the jokes and this is the order we think they're

708
00:29:54,320 --> 00:29:56,280
Speaker 2: going in. And Brian is like I've hired Brian is

709
00:29:56,320 --> 00:29:59,040
Speaker 2: like my head writer to like help me on my

710
00:29:59,080 --> 00:30:01,600
Speaker 2: special because I it's it truly is like I'm trying

711
00:30:01,600 --> 00:30:03,160
Speaker 2: to write a TV show and I would never write

712
00:30:03,160 --> 00:30:05,160
Speaker 2: a TV show on my own, like a whole script,

713
00:30:05,400 --> 00:30:07,640
Speaker 2: And so I'm approaching my special this time of like yeah,

714
00:30:07,720 --> 00:30:10,360
Speaker 2: I want everyone's input, of like we see a theme here,

715
00:30:10,400 --> 00:30:12,560
Speaker 2: maybe this could go into this, and that is the

716
00:30:12,640 --> 00:30:17,000
Speaker 2: hardest thing because you, yeah, I always have had this joke,

717
00:30:17,080 --> 00:30:20,560
Speaker 2: into this joke, and then you'd you never realize, oh

718
00:30:20,600 --> 00:30:22,360
Speaker 2: my god, if this came before this, that could pay

719
00:30:22,360 --> 00:30:23,040
Speaker 2: off so much more.

720
00:30:23,200 --> 00:30:26,440
Speaker 1: But then you have callbacks. My call that doesn't work.

721
00:30:26,440 --> 00:30:28,400
Speaker 2: Now if I put this over there, now that's the

722
00:30:28,560 --> 00:30:30,320
Speaker 2: Now I have to switch the callbacks. And it's like

723
00:30:30,720 --> 00:30:34,840
Speaker 2: it's it's it's so fucked. But I will say that

724
00:30:34,880 --> 00:30:37,120
Speaker 2: I'm really glad that you also operate this way. I

725
00:30:37,120 --> 00:30:39,160
Speaker 2: think Mark Maron is the only other person that I've heard.

726
00:30:39,200 --> 00:30:41,280
Speaker 2: I'm sure there's tons more that just kind of grab

727
00:30:41,320 --> 00:30:43,320
Speaker 2: bag it and don't have a list hold on.

728
00:30:43,600 --> 00:30:47,680
Speaker 4: Because after realizing that I've always grab bagged it, when

729
00:30:47,720 --> 00:30:50,680
Speaker 4: I decided to a special, the alarms went off and

730
00:30:50,720 --> 00:30:52,280
Speaker 4: I was like, girl, you can't do this.

731
00:30:52,800 --> 00:30:55,080
Speaker 1: You are not doing this for your special. You need

732
00:30:55,120 --> 00:30:55,680
Speaker 1: an order.

733
00:30:56,120 --> 00:30:59,720
Speaker 4: Because I will look at someone during the recording. I know,

734
00:30:59,800 --> 00:31:02,080
Speaker 4: I well, I will look at someone. They will throw

735
00:31:02,120 --> 00:31:05,040
Speaker 4: me off. It'll be like my dentist who actually showed up.

736
00:31:05,120 --> 00:31:07,200
Speaker 4: So I'm glad I'm write and then I'm like I'm

737
00:31:07,240 --> 00:31:10,120
Speaker 4: gonna go blank. So I memorized it like a script,

738
00:31:10,240 --> 00:31:13,560
Speaker 4: and I realized I came up with so many.

739
00:31:13,240 --> 00:31:16,320
Speaker 1: Different lines, so much as, so much more at the

740
00:31:16,400 --> 00:31:17,920
Speaker 1: last minute, and now when.

741
00:31:17,800 --> 00:31:19,800
Speaker 2: You fucking write it all down and look at it

742
00:31:19,840 --> 00:31:21,959
Speaker 2: and you have to read and you have to memorize it,

743
00:31:22,000 --> 00:31:25,480
Speaker 2: so then you're looking at the sentences again and you go, oh, wait,

744
00:31:25,520 --> 00:31:27,640
Speaker 2: there's another chance for another joke here, Like this is

745
00:31:27,720 --> 00:31:30,400
Speaker 2: kind of It's totally the way we work is the

746
00:31:30,520 --> 00:31:33,760
Speaker 2: laziest way, and we've gotten away with it. Yeah, but

747
00:31:33,920 --> 00:31:36,320
Speaker 2: when people go Nikki, you're wow, it's so amazing. You

748
00:31:36,320 --> 00:31:38,880
Speaker 2: can remember everything and you don't have notes, and you

749
00:31:38,880 --> 00:31:41,280
Speaker 2: don't go over notes beforehand, you don't go over notes afterwards.

750
00:31:41,320 --> 00:31:43,840
Speaker 2: I'm like, it's not because I'm a genius or like,

751
00:31:44,200 --> 00:31:47,560
Speaker 2: this is just my artistic way. I've found the path

752
00:31:47,640 --> 00:31:50,719
Speaker 2: of least resistance, of most resistance. Let's be honest, if

753
00:31:50,720 --> 00:31:52,800
Speaker 2: we're talking about resistance. I found the path of most

754
00:31:52,880 --> 00:31:56,760
Speaker 2: resistance to actually looking at the hearts, doing the thing

755
00:31:56,800 --> 00:32:00,880
Speaker 2: I fear, which is seeing my material for what it

756
00:32:00,960 --> 00:32:01,920
Speaker 2: is and it might not.

757
00:32:01,960 --> 00:32:03,440
Speaker 1: Be as good as I think it is, which is

758
00:32:03,440 --> 00:32:03,800
Speaker 1: the fear.

759
00:32:04,080 --> 00:32:07,440
Speaker 4: But also you've had other specials, so when you're done

760
00:32:07,440 --> 00:32:10,200
Speaker 4: with your special and it's out there, Do you like

761
00:32:10,520 --> 00:32:11,920
Speaker 4: not even look at that stuff anymore?

762
00:32:11,920 --> 00:32:15,880
Speaker 1: Because it's out there, you still use it? Right, Sometimes

763
00:32:16,520 --> 00:32:19,280
Speaker 1: I if you know, if I'm talking about something similar,

764
00:32:19,320 --> 00:32:21,320
Speaker 1: and I don't remember really what I put in specials,

765
00:32:21,320 --> 00:32:23,400
Speaker 1: but after I really said, I kind of like dump

766
00:32:23,400 --> 00:32:24,080
Speaker 1: it from my mind.

767
00:32:24,160 --> 00:32:26,440
Speaker 2: And so I've I literally I've had to ask Brian

768
00:32:26,480 --> 00:32:27,840
Speaker 2: to go back and watch all my specials because I

769
00:32:27,840 --> 00:32:29,040
Speaker 2: won't do it. And I'm like, we just have to

770
00:32:29,040 --> 00:32:30,800
Speaker 2: make sure I'm not doing any of the same stuff

771
00:32:31,040 --> 00:32:33,320
Speaker 2: because I talk about the same themes still of like

772
00:32:33,640 --> 00:32:34,800
Speaker 2: sex and dating and.

773
00:32:34,800 --> 00:32:36,320
Speaker 1: I don't want kids, and it's like the same r.

774
00:32:38,080 --> 00:32:40,360
Speaker 2: Was a joke that I was doing that I did

775
00:32:40,400 --> 00:32:41,840
Speaker 2: it in the last special, but it was like I

776
00:32:41,840 --> 00:32:44,000
Speaker 2: had just written it before the last special and now

777
00:32:44,000 --> 00:32:46,320
Speaker 2: it's like, so it's better, but I can't do it.

778
00:32:46,560 --> 00:32:48,560
Speaker 2: But at the same time, there's there is a line

779
00:32:48,880 --> 00:32:51,840
Speaker 2: like my last special, I say, like, you know, I

780
00:32:51,880 --> 00:32:54,040
Speaker 2: talk to young girls, and I'm like, you're gonna age someday.

781
00:32:54,080 --> 00:32:55,440
Speaker 2: I know you think you won't, and I hope you

782
00:32:55,520 --> 00:32:58,160
Speaker 2: don't because I want you to die young. And that

783
00:32:58,280 --> 00:33:00,840
Speaker 2: was like in my last special, and I'm really making

784
00:33:00,880 --> 00:33:03,080
Speaker 2: the same point again, this time where I'm like you,

785
00:33:03,400 --> 00:33:06,160
Speaker 2: like young girls, I know you think you're not gonna eight, Like,

786
00:33:06,880 --> 00:33:09,920
Speaker 2: it's okay for me to reiterate something if it's important enough,

787
00:33:09,920 --> 00:33:12,120
Speaker 2: and I found another way to prove it. Yeah, I

788
00:33:12,120 --> 00:33:16,840
Speaker 2: don't have a problem repeating premises. But yeah, it's it's

789
00:33:17,400 --> 00:33:20,120
Speaker 2: I find though that you know, I was crying in

790
00:33:20,200 --> 00:33:22,560
Speaker 2: therapy about it yesterday because it's just such a stressful

791
00:33:22,560 --> 00:33:24,960
Speaker 2: time right now and there's so much it's seeming so much,

792
00:33:25,000 --> 00:33:27,640
Speaker 2: seemingly so much pressure. And I'm glad that you're done

793
00:33:27,720 --> 00:33:29,440
Speaker 2: taping years and you can give me perspective on the

794
00:33:29,480 --> 00:33:32,480
Speaker 2: other side, because there's me it it is going.

795
00:33:32,720 --> 00:33:34,920
Speaker 4: No, there's more, keep going. I want to tell you

796
00:33:35,160 --> 00:33:37,280
Speaker 4: something else going okay, yes, keep going.

797
00:33:37,280 --> 00:33:41,200
Speaker 2: Sorry, well, just well crying about it, and I just

798
00:33:41,400 --> 00:33:43,959
Speaker 2: was like, I keep telling myself that Trump is probably

799
00:33:43,960 --> 00:33:48,320
Speaker 2: gonna win and nothing matters, and that has been helping

800
00:33:48,360 --> 00:33:51,880
Speaker 2: me totally to think about you know. I'm just using

801
00:33:51,960 --> 00:33:54,280
Speaker 2: that as an example of like things aren't good, you know,

802
00:33:54,480 --> 00:33:56,600
Speaker 2: or like it's it's another way of saying I'm gonna

803
00:33:56,600 --> 00:33:58,320
Speaker 2: die someday and this will all be forgotten. So just

804
00:33:58,360 --> 00:34:01,920
Speaker 2: like ease up, on yourself, like not, you know, like

805
00:34:02,200 --> 00:34:04,760
Speaker 2: I always think about people who host SNL and it's

806
00:34:04,800 --> 00:34:06,160
Speaker 2: like the biggest news of Like, oh my god, I

807
00:34:06,160 --> 00:34:08,680
Speaker 2: can't believe that comedians hosting SNL like this is their

808
00:34:08,680 --> 00:34:09,760
Speaker 2: big break Wow.

809
00:34:09,840 --> 00:34:13,320
Speaker 1: And then it happens and no one even watches.

810
00:34:12,920 --> 00:34:16,680
Speaker 2: It, Like it's just like life, everything seems so fucking big.

811
00:34:16,760 --> 00:34:19,800
Speaker 2: Even the biggest thing I could do, will uh nefinitely

812
00:34:19,800 --> 00:34:23,480
Speaker 2: be a fit in my IMDb that everyone will forget,

813
00:34:23,480 --> 00:34:24,280
Speaker 2: including my family.

814
00:34:25,400 --> 00:34:27,160
Speaker 3: Will it be in the deadline article when you die?

815
00:34:27,600 --> 00:34:27,799
Speaker 2: Yeah?

816
00:34:27,920 --> 00:34:29,680
Speaker 3: And then her fifth special didn't end.

817
00:34:30,160 --> 00:34:33,320
Speaker 2: My deadline article will be pushed down to the bottom

818
00:34:33,400 --> 00:34:35,799
Speaker 2: and we'll be in the archives someday of that, you know,

819
00:34:35,920 --> 00:34:37,799
Speaker 2: Like everything's gonna.

820
00:34:37,800 --> 00:34:40,319
Speaker 3: Be okay, And in thousands and thousands of years from now,

821
00:34:40,320 --> 00:34:43,440
Speaker 3: people won't even know any individual that ever existed in

822
00:34:43,480 --> 00:34:44,000
Speaker 3: this line.

823
00:34:44,200 --> 00:34:47,000
Speaker 2: I always remember that I will be as remembered as

824
00:34:47,080 --> 00:34:51,000
Speaker 2: Obama and Abraham Lincoln. We will all be equals in

825
00:34:51,040 --> 00:34:53,680
Speaker 2: the end in terms of no one on the planet Earth.

826
00:34:54,000 --> 00:34:56,680
Speaker 2: This will be wiped out someday and we will all

827
00:34:56,800 --> 00:34:59,640
Speaker 2: just be bones. Like Kyle Dunagan always talks about how

828
00:34:59,680 --> 00:35:04,719
Speaker 2: like most of our lives as humans is this yeah, great?

829
00:35:05,280 --> 00:35:09,440
Speaker 2: Like for millennia, are like right now we're like bones

830
00:35:09,440 --> 00:35:12,520
Speaker 2: inside skin and like, but most of our time on

831
00:35:12,560 --> 00:35:15,840
Speaker 2: this planet in this form is just like this ah

832
00:35:16,560 --> 00:35:18,080
Speaker 2: in the ground and for like.

833
00:35:20,560 --> 00:35:21,680
Speaker 1: No no no no, no no no no.

834
00:35:22,680 --> 00:35:25,799
Speaker 2: Nine percent of your existence on this planet is just

835
00:35:25,840 --> 00:35:27,000
Speaker 2: being still bones.

836
00:35:27,360 --> 00:35:29,200
Speaker 1: Just think about it. Think about it.

837
00:35:29,320 --> 00:35:29,720
Speaker 3: Existent.

838
00:35:29,880 --> 00:35:32,960
Speaker 4: We don't have kids, so after we die, who's really

839
00:35:33,000 --> 00:35:33,960
Speaker 4: going to talk about us?

840
00:35:34,040 --> 00:35:35,160
Speaker 1: Our need nephews.

841
00:35:36,320 --> 00:35:38,680
Speaker 2: This is my entire special. Like literally that's a line

842
00:35:38,680 --> 00:35:41,280
Speaker 2: for my special. It's like I got nothing, so okay,

843
00:35:41,360 --> 00:35:43,360
Speaker 2: let's talk about you were saying it gets worse.

844
00:35:43,480 --> 00:35:43,840
Speaker 1: Okay.

845
00:35:43,880 --> 00:35:47,440
Speaker 4: So I thought you did your special and then you

846
00:35:47,520 --> 00:35:51,080
Speaker 4: were done and you're likes right, it's like the stress

847
00:35:51,080 --> 00:35:53,160
Speaker 4: of editing, which you know. And I was like, now

848
00:35:53,200 --> 00:35:55,040
Speaker 4: I have to do it twice because I got to

849
00:35:55,080 --> 00:35:57,200
Speaker 4: do English and I got to do in Spanish, and

850
00:35:57,200 --> 00:35:59,040
Speaker 4: then I have my editor in English and I editor

851
00:35:59,040 --> 00:36:01,040
Speaker 4: in Spanish. The color is to the sound guy, and

852
00:36:01,080 --> 00:36:03,680
Speaker 4: I started getting them confused. I was like, is Joe

853
00:36:03,719 --> 00:36:06,160
Speaker 4: with this one or the other one? You know, all confused?

854
00:36:06,560 --> 00:36:09,080
Speaker 1: Oh my god. It was like and I'm like, I

855
00:36:09,120 --> 00:36:11,520
Speaker 1: can never do this again. I can't do two at once.

856
00:36:11,600 --> 00:36:13,080
Speaker 1: That's crazy. Oh you can't do that.

857
00:36:13,080 --> 00:36:15,799
Speaker 2: That I mean, that is really what an undertaking now

858
00:36:15,800 --> 00:36:19,640
Speaker 2: that I'm thinking about it, because when doing one, it's

859
00:36:19,640 --> 00:36:22,120
Speaker 2: like twins. It's like twins, but also carrying them both.

860
00:36:22,160 --> 00:36:24,880
Speaker 2: It's like, I don't even there's no comparison to it

861
00:36:25,080 --> 00:36:28,920
Speaker 2: with pregnancy, because it's not like you it's two separate

862
00:36:28,960 --> 00:36:32,000
Speaker 2: things that you were like giving birth to twins and

863
00:36:32,040 --> 00:36:33,800
Speaker 2: then raising two babies.

864
00:36:33,440 --> 00:36:37,040
Speaker 1: Separately in different languages, and then oh, yeah, you have

865
00:36:37,200 --> 00:36:39,440
Speaker 1: to watch them get a nanny, either.

866
00:36:39,920 --> 00:36:42,040
Speaker 4: Nanny and then you have to like for some reason,

867
00:36:42,040 --> 00:36:44,120
Speaker 4: they would come in on the same day. They'd be like, Okay,

868
00:36:44,160 --> 00:36:46,719
Speaker 4: here's the first draft, and then like ten minutes later,

869
00:36:46,760 --> 00:36:47,839
Speaker 4: here's the Spanish one.

870
00:36:48,320 --> 00:36:49,520
Speaker 1: And I'm like, oh, and.

871
00:36:49,480 --> 00:36:51,319
Speaker 3: Then one of those babies has to go to Mark

872
00:36:51,360 --> 00:36:52,560
Speaker 3: Norman's house and the other one.

873
00:36:53,640 --> 00:36:55,759
Speaker 4: I'm like, can you guys do one one week and

874
00:36:55,760 --> 00:36:57,560
Speaker 4: then one the other. No, they would come in at

875
00:36:57,560 --> 00:36:59,440
Speaker 4: this no, because they are not connected.

876
00:36:59,480 --> 00:37:00,799
Speaker 1: They're not talking to each other.

877
00:37:01,560 --> 00:37:04,920
Speaker 2: That's the that's the rub is you're the only person

878
00:37:04,960 --> 00:37:07,080
Speaker 2: that's seeing that these two things are being demanded of

879
00:37:07,120 --> 00:37:07,439
Speaker 2: you at.

880
00:37:07,320 --> 00:37:10,479
Speaker 1: The same time. The babies. I'm a single no one

881
00:37:10,560 --> 00:37:14,359
Speaker 1: fucking relates to your struggle, and yeah, no, there's no one.

882
00:37:14,600 --> 00:37:15,239
Speaker 1: You have no one.

883
00:37:15,440 --> 00:37:17,600
Speaker 4: And then now it's like they both they're both coming

884
00:37:17,640 --> 00:37:20,160
Speaker 4: out and I can't. I thought the Spanish one would

885
00:37:20,160 --> 00:37:22,200
Speaker 4: distract me from the English one or vice versa.

886
00:37:22,480 --> 00:37:24,120
Speaker 1: No, I have double the stress.

887
00:37:24,239 --> 00:37:26,160
Speaker 4: I keep going back and forth like a tennis ball,

888
00:37:26,200 --> 00:37:27,799
Speaker 4: like oh and I'll be stressed about this one or

889
00:37:27,840 --> 00:37:28,399
Speaker 4: this one or.

890
00:37:28,360 --> 00:37:29,480
Speaker 1: This what's the stress now?

891
00:37:29,480 --> 00:37:31,399
Speaker 2: It's just because it's edited now and you're just now

892
00:37:31,440 --> 00:37:32,520
Speaker 2: waiting like for it to come out.

893
00:37:32,560 --> 00:37:35,160
Speaker 1: That's it's the promo, it's the marketing exposure.

894
00:37:35,320 --> 00:37:37,799
Speaker 4: Like I think it's because I've heard that they get

895
00:37:37,840 --> 00:37:40,040
Speaker 4: easier over time. You just get used to Like I'm like,

896
00:37:40,080 --> 00:37:42,359
Speaker 4: what if they hate it? Like what if people hate it?

897
00:37:42,840 --> 00:37:46,040
Speaker 2: That's not possible, that that is not possible. And I

898
00:37:46,040 --> 00:37:48,360
Speaker 2: think that's a fear I've let go of too, because

899
00:37:48,440 --> 00:37:50,200
Speaker 2: and I had a little pep talk with my friend

900
00:37:50,280 --> 00:37:52,200
Speaker 2: Greg Warren last night before my show, and he was

901
00:37:52,239 --> 00:37:55,520
Speaker 2: just like, this didn't happen by accident, like that you

902
00:37:55,640 --> 00:37:59,279
Speaker 2: got this like maybe you know Mark Norman is not

903
00:37:59,360 --> 00:38:01,759
Speaker 2: going to put it like release someone who's bad on him,

904
00:38:02,000 --> 00:38:03,400
Speaker 2: Like you know what I'm saying, like he is a

905
00:38:03,440 --> 00:38:06,799
Speaker 2: connoisseur of comedy, so you got to just trust that.

906
00:38:06,880 --> 00:38:09,279
Speaker 2: There's just no way it's gonna be bad. You're you're

907
00:38:09,320 --> 00:38:11,160
Speaker 2: you've been doing this too long to be bad. But

908
00:38:11,239 --> 00:38:13,319
Speaker 2: you mean, there's just no one that does it as

909
00:38:13,400 --> 00:38:15,200
Speaker 2: much and as good as you that has had that

910
00:38:15,400 --> 00:38:17,080
Speaker 2: that you could not have had the career you had

911
00:38:17,080 --> 00:38:20,680
Speaker 2: with all the opportunities because you or something.

912
00:38:20,760 --> 00:38:23,120
Speaker 1: You know, there's very nice thing to say, there's just

913
00:38:23,160 --> 00:38:26,200
Speaker 1: no way, like you think Mark's to be talented, because

914
00:38:26,200 --> 00:38:26,520
Speaker 1: if you.

915
00:38:26,520 --> 00:38:28,799
Speaker 3: Think that people are gonna hate it, then that means

916
00:38:28,840 --> 00:38:31,880
Speaker 3: you're saying that Mark Norman makes bad decisions?

917
00:38:31,920 --> 00:38:34,879
Speaker 1: And yeah, wow, how dare you? I'm not saying I'm

918
00:38:34,920 --> 00:38:36,279
Speaker 1: not even thinking it about him.

919
00:38:36,320 --> 00:38:39,240
Speaker 4: I'm saying that in your brain when someone gives you something,

920
00:38:39,360 --> 00:38:40,480
Speaker 4: you're like, well, it's your fault.

921
00:38:40,600 --> 00:38:41,480
Speaker 1: You offered it to me.

922
00:38:41,920 --> 00:38:44,840
Speaker 4: Where I'm going to do a thing in English and

923
00:38:44,880 --> 00:38:47,520
Speaker 4: then I'm going to do one in Spanish, you know,

924
00:38:47,640 --> 00:38:50,080
Speaker 4: And then you're like, you're you're self doubt, I don't

925
00:38:50,080 --> 00:38:52,400
Speaker 4: know if you have bad where you're what am I doing?

926
00:38:52,480 --> 00:38:55,239
Speaker 4: Why do I find this ship that I can do too?

927
00:38:55,640 --> 00:38:55,879
Speaker 1: Well?

928
00:38:56,000 --> 00:38:58,920
Speaker 2: That's interesting because you get if they give it to

929
00:38:59,040 --> 00:39:01,680
Speaker 2: you, you go. Because I have that with like getting it,

930
00:39:01,719 --> 00:39:05,320
Speaker 2: I go. I've tricked someone and the team we've assembled,

931
00:39:05,320 --> 00:39:08,359
Speaker 2: like the my director that's directing my special directs. He's

932
00:39:08,360 --> 00:39:11,160
Speaker 2: directed the last twelve super Bowl halftime shows. He like

933
00:39:11,200 --> 00:39:14,160
Speaker 2: works with Beyonce and Rihanna and you two on like

934
00:39:14,400 --> 00:39:17,120
Speaker 2: one name, Like he's best friends with these people and

935
00:39:17,160 --> 00:39:19,359
Speaker 2: like only works with them, and like he's done one

936
00:39:19,400 --> 00:39:21,440
Speaker 2: other comedy special years and years ago. But he's just

937
00:39:21,480 --> 00:39:23,239
Speaker 2: like doing this for fun as a favor because he's

938
00:39:23,239 --> 00:39:25,319
Speaker 2: friends with my boyfriend and worked with him before. And

939
00:39:25,360 --> 00:39:27,719
Speaker 2: I feel so intimidated that this guy has to like

940
00:39:27,760 --> 00:39:30,080
Speaker 2: fly to Seattle when he just got he got done

941
00:39:30,120 --> 00:39:32,799
Speaker 2: like with Shakira and j Loo last year. He's working

942
00:39:32,800 --> 00:39:34,600
Speaker 2: with Usher on this year's super Bowl and he's like

943
00:39:35,040 --> 00:39:37,080
Speaker 2: talking to me about my gang Bang joke. Like it

944
00:39:37,200 --> 00:39:39,399
Speaker 2: just I feel like this is like so embarrasing. I'm

945
00:39:39,440 --> 00:39:42,560
Speaker 2: really struggling with like the people that have signed up

946
00:39:42,600 --> 00:39:45,000
Speaker 2: for this and have been like believe in me, like

947
00:39:45,040 --> 00:39:48,239
Speaker 2: I'm a fraud. I'm there. I somehow tricked them. They

948
00:39:48,239 --> 00:39:50,600
Speaker 2: don't really know what's going on. They've gotten tricked into

949
00:39:50,600 --> 00:39:52,719
Speaker 2: this But then there's the added thing that I have

950
00:39:52,840 --> 00:39:57,160
Speaker 2: experienced before of of starting something that you go, I

951
00:39:57,200 --> 00:39:59,239
Speaker 2: can do this, and no one's asking me to do this.

952
00:39:59,680 --> 00:40:04,319
Speaker 2: I'm saying that I can do this, and wha the.

953
00:40:04,440 --> 00:40:06,960
Speaker 1: I better fucking do it. And if I don't, what

954
00:40:07,280 --> 00:40:08,239
Speaker 1: I look so bad?

955
00:40:08,280 --> 00:40:09,880
Speaker 2: At least I can blaze, like you were saying, at

956
00:40:09,960 --> 00:40:12,120
Speaker 2: least I can just say that was someone's bad call.

957
00:40:12,440 --> 00:40:12,840
Speaker 1: I didn't.

958
00:40:13,160 --> 00:40:14,799
Speaker 2: It's not my what am I gonna turn it down?

959
00:40:15,040 --> 00:40:17,960
Speaker 2: But this is something that you were like, no people need.

960
00:40:17,760 --> 00:40:18,319
Speaker 1: To see this.

961
00:40:18,719 --> 00:40:22,520
Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm good and it's such a risk, but it's

962
00:40:22,800 --> 00:40:25,040
Speaker 2: but it's it was absolutely the right move.

963
00:40:25,239 --> 00:40:27,560
Speaker 1: What was so reading the Art of War was that what.

964
00:40:27,600 --> 00:40:29,799
Speaker 2: Got you to that point of going, I need to

965
00:40:29,880 --> 00:40:31,800
Speaker 2: do this to tell me the moment?

966
00:40:32,760 --> 00:40:35,680
Speaker 4: Well, it was actually I felt like during COVID I

967
00:40:35,800 --> 00:40:39,239
Speaker 4: was getting depressed because there was no action, that I

968
00:40:39,280 --> 00:40:43,160
Speaker 4: was taking, no goal. And then there was a line

969
00:40:43,200 --> 00:40:45,960
Speaker 4: in the Art of War that was like not everyone.

970
00:40:46,080 --> 00:40:48,000
Speaker 4: He was like, not everyone, but a lot of people

971
00:40:48,040 --> 00:40:53,880
Speaker 4: are on antidepressants because they aren't going through that difficult

972
00:40:54,320 --> 00:40:56,279
Speaker 4: like fit like that.

973
00:40:56,400 --> 00:40:57,359
Speaker 1: Go through it, just.

974
00:40:57,320 --> 00:40:59,400
Speaker 4: Go through it, the fear, the fear, and I can

975
00:40:59,440 --> 00:41:02,080
Speaker 4: get I go. I just had a connection with that,

976
00:41:02,160 --> 00:41:03,839
Speaker 4: and I was like, I think that's me. I mean

977
00:41:03,840 --> 00:41:06,480
Speaker 4: I had I was on Zoloft like low dose, like

978
00:41:06,520 --> 00:41:09,239
Speaker 4: fifty miligrams, and I did have panic attacks and I

979
00:41:09,480 --> 00:41:10,360
Speaker 4: have had one.

980
00:41:10,560 --> 00:41:12,359
Speaker 1: I had one since I've been off of it.

981
00:41:13,040 --> 00:41:16,759
Speaker 4: But I mean as soon as I made that decision,

982
00:41:17,000 --> 00:41:20,040
Speaker 4: I just felt like the depression, I mean, anxiety came

983
00:41:20,040 --> 00:41:22,239
Speaker 4: in now, but I can handle the anxiety because now

984
00:41:22,480 --> 00:41:24,680
Speaker 4: I had to just do the jokes, make the list,

985
00:41:24,880 --> 00:41:27,080
Speaker 4: you know, get the outfit d But the.

986
00:41:27,000 --> 00:41:29,600
Speaker 2: Depression, I was just sitting there like, oh, this is

987
00:41:29,640 --> 00:41:31,400
Speaker 2: so what I'm reading right now. I was just reading

988
00:41:31,440 --> 00:41:34,000
Speaker 2: this chapter last night he talks about in this book

989
00:41:34,040 --> 00:41:38,080
Speaker 2: called Letting Go. He talks about how depression, anxiety, and

990
00:41:38,120 --> 00:41:42,600
Speaker 2: fear are way better than depression because depression is hopelessness,

991
00:41:42,640 --> 00:41:45,360
Speaker 2: it's complete, that it's nothing. But if you have fear,

992
00:41:45,680 --> 00:41:48,120
Speaker 2: fear is the next step to courage. So if you

993
00:41:48,160 --> 00:41:51,040
Speaker 2: have fear and anxiety, it is a good sign that

994
00:41:51,120 --> 00:41:54,120
Speaker 2: you have something in you that you need to break

995
00:41:54,160 --> 00:41:56,920
Speaker 2: through and that you can get to that next side

996
00:41:57,280 --> 00:42:00,720
Speaker 2: to that side, which is courage. Courage is fear. Courage

997
00:42:00,760 --> 00:42:03,560
Speaker 2: is fear with like the absence of fear. It's doing

998
00:42:03,600 --> 00:42:06,000
Speaker 2: something that is going to be painful, but putting just

999
00:42:06,160 --> 00:42:08,920
Speaker 2: silencing the fear. That's what courage is, that's what bravery is,

1000
00:42:09,880 --> 00:42:12,759
Speaker 2: and it's one step up above fear and that's when

1001
00:42:12,840 --> 00:42:15,920
Speaker 2: you break through to actually the good stuff that the

1002
00:42:17,280 --> 00:42:22,080
Speaker 2: high vibe things like depression is zero vibrations, right, fear

1003
00:42:22,160 --> 00:42:25,080
Speaker 2: is like a little bit more vibrations, anxiety more and

1004
00:42:25,160 --> 00:42:27,759
Speaker 2: then you got to a place where it's like your

1005
00:42:27,800 --> 00:42:30,839
Speaker 2: depression will lift. It's very interesting to think about all

1006
00:42:30,880 --> 00:42:33,440
Speaker 2: these things that we get diagnosed with and be like,

1007
00:42:33,880 --> 00:42:40,720
Speaker 2: maybe it's my approach to my insecurities and my fears

1008
00:42:40,719 --> 00:42:43,279
Speaker 2: and like the all the I can't do that I

1009
00:42:43,360 --> 00:42:46,759
Speaker 2: have or that which are really I won't because of

1010
00:42:47,160 --> 00:42:50,440
Speaker 2: I'm gonna look stupid, or because I just all the

1011
00:42:50,440 --> 00:42:53,720
Speaker 2: fears we have. And that's so good that you overcame.

1012
00:42:53,960 --> 00:42:56,520
Speaker 2: The problem is is when you like read that chapter

1013
00:42:56,680 --> 00:42:58,680
Speaker 2: or you listen to that podcast, or you hear that

1014
00:42:59,400 --> 00:43:02,120
Speaker 2: motivational thing and you go, I'm putting this in the

1015
00:43:02,160 --> 00:43:04,520
Speaker 2: action into action, you send an email like we're gonna

1016
00:43:04,520 --> 00:43:06,839
Speaker 2: fucking do a special and here's the idea, and then

1017
00:43:06,880 --> 00:43:07,799
Speaker 2: you like you wake up.

1018
00:43:07,719 --> 00:43:09,520
Speaker 1: The next day to press and you're like, oh fuck,

1019
00:43:09,560 --> 00:43:11,759
Speaker 1: You're like, what do I sign out for?

1020
00:43:12,320 --> 00:43:15,040
Speaker 2: Yeah, just having that perfect amount of caffeine or like

1021
00:43:15,600 --> 00:43:18,279
Speaker 2: eighty D med if you happen to Like there's sometimes

1022
00:43:18,280 --> 00:43:20,880
Speaker 2: where I've like mixed a perfect amount of Like I

1023
00:43:21,000 --> 00:43:24,720
Speaker 2: watched something hopeful and I have like a just amount

1024
00:43:24,760 --> 00:43:26,960
Speaker 2: of caffeine. I got enough rest, and I'm like I

1025
00:43:27,000 --> 00:43:29,560
Speaker 2: can do anything, and let's start a band.

1026
00:43:29,640 --> 00:43:31,480
Speaker 1: And then like I have to put a fan practice

1027
00:43:31,480 --> 00:43:33,000
Speaker 1: the next day, and I'm like, I am a person

1028
00:43:33,040 --> 00:43:34,840
Speaker 1: that just did not what am I doing?

1029
00:43:35,960 --> 00:43:38,640
Speaker 2: But I think that that original person is the right

1030
00:43:38,680 --> 00:43:40,319
Speaker 2: thing to do. And I love to hear that. It's

1031
00:43:40,320 --> 00:43:44,040
Speaker 2: like lifted for you and that Yeah, one panic attack

1032
00:43:44,080 --> 00:43:46,560
Speaker 2: when you were getting would would you say that's pretty

1033
00:43:46,600 --> 00:43:48,320
Speaker 2: low for you being off medicine.

1034
00:43:48,640 --> 00:43:52,840
Speaker 4: Yeah, I mean I can anticipate them because I anticipate

1035
00:43:52,920 --> 00:43:55,480
Speaker 4: the fear of having a panic attack before I have

1036
00:43:55,560 --> 00:43:58,520
Speaker 4: the panic attack. And most of the time it's like

1037
00:43:59,000 --> 00:44:02,360
Speaker 4: if I feel clawstrophobic, if I'm sitting in a tiny restaurant.

1038
00:44:02,440 --> 00:44:05,920
Speaker 4: Sometimes happened on a plane, and now I just do breathing.

1039
00:44:06,120 --> 00:44:08,600
Speaker 4: I just sit there and I go don't like kind

1040
00:44:08,600 --> 00:44:11,240
Speaker 4: of like don't talk to me. I'm just gonna breathe, yes,

1041
00:44:11,280 --> 00:44:14,239
Speaker 4: you know, and that's good. And again it's like if

1042
00:44:14,239 --> 00:44:17,360
Speaker 4: I'm on medication and no judgments because you know, it

1043
00:44:17,480 --> 00:44:20,319
Speaker 4: helped me for five years, Like I wouldn't have done

1044
00:44:20,360 --> 00:44:22,279
Speaker 4: that because I would have been fine. So now I'm like,

1045
00:44:22,360 --> 00:44:24,920
Speaker 4: don't fucking rush off to on med's karmen again. Just

1046
00:44:24,960 --> 00:44:28,880
Speaker 4: give it a second and do the breathing and exercise,

1047
00:44:28,880 --> 00:44:31,360
Speaker 4: I mean exercise I kind of always did, but do

1048
00:44:31,440 --> 00:44:34,160
Speaker 4: it more. But the breathing, like you never think about

1049
00:44:34,160 --> 00:44:36,440
Speaker 4: you need to breathe, right, No, it fucking works.

1050
00:44:36,880 --> 00:44:40,239
Speaker 2: It's you know, works that just like box breathing or

1051
00:44:40,440 --> 00:44:43,279
Speaker 2: just holding Like I breathe in and I just like

1052
00:44:43,360 --> 00:44:45,400
Speaker 2: hold it for five seconds, like if I need to

1053
00:44:45,400 --> 00:44:47,880
Speaker 2: calm my heart rate, I know that breathing in for

1054
00:44:48,400 --> 00:44:51,280
Speaker 2: four count, holding it for five, releasing it for whatever

1055
00:44:51,480 --> 00:44:55,080
Speaker 2: like that kind that there's just simple tricks, but they're

1056
00:44:55,160 --> 00:44:58,600
Speaker 2: just so much harder for us to reach for.

1057
00:44:58,840 --> 00:45:03,760
Speaker 4: The damn cold showers. Oh my god, yes, just turned

1058
00:45:03,760 --> 00:45:05,080
Speaker 4: the shower to cold.

1059
00:45:05,680 --> 00:45:08,600
Speaker 1: It's so adverse to that for some reason, I mean

1060
00:45:08,680 --> 00:45:09,320
Speaker 1: feels so.

1061
00:45:10,800 --> 00:45:12,799
Speaker 4: The hardest is in the winter or if you didn't

1062
00:45:12,840 --> 00:45:15,640
Speaker 4: work out if your body's still hot and sweaty and

1063
00:45:15,680 --> 00:45:18,000
Speaker 4: you good, it feels so.

1064
00:45:18,040 --> 00:45:20,160
Speaker 2: Good, that's a good idea to sneak them in. Then

1065
00:45:20,280 --> 00:45:22,680
Speaker 2: I've been I've been going to pilates just to get

1066
00:45:22,680 --> 00:45:24,359
Speaker 2: in shape for my special because I wanted to wear

1067
00:45:24,400 --> 00:45:27,160
Speaker 2: like a kind of revealing dress thing. And it's kind

1068
00:45:27,160 --> 00:45:29,520
Speaker 2: of like I'm trying to use this as like I'm

1069
00:45:29,560 --> 00:45:32,680
Speaker 2: peeking and like I'm gonna dress like hot for the

1070
00:45:32,760 --> 00:45:34,719
Speaker 2: last like or at least, you know, maybe one of

1071
00:45:34,719 --> 00:45:36,360
Speaker 2: the last times, like as long as I got it,

1072
00:45:36,400 --> 00:45:36,680
Speaker 2: why not.

1073
00:45:37,120 --> 00:45:39,480
Speaker 1: And I've been doing pilates and that's been a lot of.

1074
00:45:41,080 --> 00:45:47,279
Speaker 2: Yeah, like focusing on body breathing, uh, using muscles I've

1075
00:45:47,280 --> 00:45:47,959
Speaker 2: never used before.

1076
00:45:47,960 --> 00:45:48,399
Speaker 1: It's so.

1077
00:45:50,040 --> 00:45:53,920
Speaker 2: It's so psychological and texting, Like yesterday I went in

1078
00:45:53,960 --> 00:45:55,879
Speaker 2: and I was so tired and I was still bad

1079
00:45:55,920 --> 00:45:57,960
Speaker 2: going to a trainer and being like I hate, I

1080
00:45:57,960 --> 00:45:59,560
Speaker 2: don't want to do this today. But I just was

1081
00:45:59,760 --> 00:46:01,799
Speaker 2: I to my friends who are pilateates teachers, and I go,

1082
00:46:01,840 --> 00:46:03,480
Speaker 2: what do you do if your client like is just

1083
00:46:03,520 --> 00:46:05,400
Speaker 2: not in the fucking mood? And they were like, just

1084
00:46:05,440 --> 00:46:08,000
Speaker 2: be honest and say, I don't have a lot of

1085
00:46:08,000 --> 00:46:10,520
Speaker 2: stamina today, Like let's do other stuff. And we just

1086
00:46:10,560 --> 00:46:12,680
Speaker 2: did all this other stuff that was like mine stuff

1087
00:46:12,680 --> 00:46:14,640
Speaker 2: where I was just literally laying down and I would

1088
00:46:14,680 --> 00:46:17,800
Speaker 2: have to just like you know, point my foot or something,

1089
00:46:17,840 --> 00:46:20,000
Speaker 2: and it was just it was incredibly hard because it

1090
00:46:20,040 --> 00:46:23,920
Speaker 2: was physically or mentally taxing but not physically, and I

1091
00:46:24,000 --> 00:46:27,160
Speaker 2: just felt so much better after it because it was

1092
00:46:27,200 --> 00:46:29,040
Speaker 2: better than I wanted to cancel the whole thing, but

1093
00:46:29,040 --> 00:46:31,080
Speaker 2: it's better than doing nothing. And then I've been doing

1094
00:46:31,640 --> 00:46:35,360
Speaker 2: you know, some manifestation stuff that has really been working,

1095
00:46:35,440 --> 00:46:41,520
Speaker 2: but it's it's yeah, I I are you when your

1096
00:46:41,520 --> 00:46:43,080
Speaker 2: special was over to were you so excited?

1097
00:46:43,080 --> 00:46:43,520
Speaker 1: And did you so?

1098
00:46:43,960 --> 00:46:46,640
Speaker 4: God? I mean, I first of all, I got very sick.

1099
00:46:46,800 --> 00:46:48,880
Speaker 4: I got so sick. I think I was just holding

1100
00:46:48,960 --> 00:46:51,640
Speaker 4: in all this tension right after and I got super sick.

1101
00:46:51,680 --> 00:46:53,680
Speaker 4: And then I went to Spain and I was still sick,

1102
00:46:53,719 --> 00:46:56,239
Speaker 4: but I got better the week before, and then after

1103
00:46:56,280 --> 00:46:58,239
Speaker 4: the Spanish one, I got sick again. So I don't

1104
00:46:58,280 --> 00:47:03,600
Speaker 4: know what I was makes sense, But I now my

1105
00:47:03,680 --> 00:47:05,799
Speaker 4: anxiety is the relief, and I'm like, if I could

1106
00:47:05,840 --> 00:47:08,919
Speaker 4: just get used to just not being anxious, I got

1107
00:47:08,920 --> 00:47:11,200
Speaker 4: to let it all go. Like I read something yesterday

1108
00:47:11,200 --> 00:47:12,880
Speaker 4: because yesterday I was gonna have a mental breakdown.

1109
00:47:12,880 --> 00:47:15,399
Speaker 1: I was like, attachment is bad, and I was like, ooh,

1110
00:47:15,440 --> 00:47:20,560
Speaker 1: I love that. Just detach from all of our projects everything.

1111
00:47:20,200 --> 00:47:23,800
Speaker 4: Detached from everything, because then attachment can be like codependency

1112
00:47:24,080 --> 00:47:28,839
Speaker 4: or expectations or whatever. So just detached, attached, move on.

1113
00:47:28,960 --> 00:47:31,080
Speaker 4: So now I'm like, Okay, what's my next project. I'm

1114
00:47:31,080 --> 00:47:32,680
Speaker 4: just gonna move on like I'm gonna.

1115
00:47:32,480 --> 00:47:34,600
Speaker 1: Okay instead of after.

1116
00:47:34,760 --> 00:47:37,400
Speaker 3: But detachment is like if you don't attach to anything,

1117
00:47:37,440 --> 00:47:39,160
Speaker 3: then you're like not even experiencing.

1118
00:47:39,360 --> 00:47:42,719
Speaker 2: Yes, after yeah, well well once, well it makes sense

1119
00:47:42,760 --> 00:47:45,760
Speaker 2: to detach once you really can't control anything zacturate.

1120
00:47:45,880 --> 00:47:46,759
Speaker 1: What's done is done.

1121
00:47:46,760 --> 00:47:48,400
Speaker 2: I mean you can go on podcasts and you can

1122
00:47:48,440 --> 00:47:50,680
Speaker 2: work towards promoting and talking about and getting the word up,

1123
00:47:50,920 --> 00:47:54,719
Speaker 2: but regardless like worrying about is it good? Sorry, it's

1124
00:47:54,719 --> 00:47:58,239
Speaker 2: in the can's like that. That's like, detached from that

1125
00:47:58,520 --> 00:48:02,040
Speaker 2: immediately because no amount of thinking is gonna change balgor

1126
00:48:02,280 --> 00:48:03,759
Speaker 2: or like the best time.

1127
00:48:03,600 --> 00:48:07,280
Speaker 3: To start a new project as soon as one project ends, exactly.

1128
00:48:07,680 --> 00:48:09,520
Speaker 1: That's a really good point that.

1129
00:48:09,160 --> 00:48:11,000
Speaker 3: You're like if you go out for a job interview

1130
00:48:11,120 --> 00:48:12,719
Speaker 3: or if you're waiting to see if something gets picked

1131
00:48:12,760 --> 00:48:15,080
Speaker 3: up or whatever, the best thing to do is to

1132
00:48:15,160 --> 00:48:18,279
Speaker 3: start a new project, and then the outcome of that

1133
00:48:18,360 --> 00:48:20,680
Speaker 3: thing that you have no control over is doesn't matter

1134
00:48:20,719 --> 00:48:22,480
Speaker 3: as much because now you're focused on this new the

1135
00:48:22,520 --> 00:48:22,960
Speaker 3: next thing.

1136
00:48:23,160 --> 00:48:23,799
Speaker 1: That's a good point.

1137
00:48:25,120 --> 00:48:27,520
Speaker 2: Go ahead, Yes, oh my god, No, I was just

1138
00:48:27,520 --> 00:48:29,080
Speaker 2: gonna do a cool segue and say we're going to

1139
00:48:29,120 --> 00:48:31,799
Speaker 2: detach from this segment and go to a'll do it

1140
00:48:31,920 --> 00:48:32,799
Speaker 2: back with more after that.

1141
00:48:32,920 --> 00:48:39,600
Speaker 1: I just did. I love we're talking about detachment or

1142
00:48:39,600 --> 00:48:40,320
Speaker 1: we were before.

1143
00:48:40,480 --> 00:48:44,279
Speaker 2: And yeah, you said, just like a breakup, like move

1144
00:48:44,320 --> 00:48:45,160
Speaker 2: on to the next thing.

1145
00:48:45,200 --> 00:48:46,439
Speaker 1: I don't think that's a mad thing.

1146
00:48:46,719 --> 00:48:50,719
Speaker 2: Like have have your little if I'm quoting Taylor Swift floor,

1147
00:48:50,880 --> 00:48:53,720
Speaker 2: have your Matt Heally before you get to your Travis Kelcey,

1148
00:48:53,840 --> 00:48:58,000
Speaker 2: like have a little fun, Like, yeah, get distracted from

1149
00:48:58,080 --> 00:48:58,960
Speaker 2: your sadness.

1150
00:48:59,280 --> 00:49:01,799
Speaker 4: This is another thing that helped a lot too. And

1151
00:49:01,840 --> 00:49:04,600
Speaker 4: I think this was from like Mel Robbins or someone

1152
00:49:04,640 --> 00:49:08,560
Speaker 4: who knows. Oh yeah, but like if you're anxious about something,

1153
00:49:08,680 --> 00:49:12,040
Speaker 4: and because anxiety and excitement are the same energy, so

1154
00:49:12,120 --> 00:49:16,080
Speaker 4: if you say I'm excited when you're anxious, it actually

1155
00:49:16,120 --> 00:49:17,840
Speaker 4: does to the energy.

1156
00:49:17,920 --> 00:49:20,279
Speaker 1: It's it's weird. Like think about okay and.

1157
00:49:20,360 --> 00:49:22,520
Speaker 4: Just go I'm excited, I'm and then you start going

1158
00:49:23,160 --> 00:49:26,680
Speaker 4: I'm excited, I am excited, yeah, because that.

1159
00:49:26,800 --> 00:49:29,960
Speaker 1: Is what anxiety is, Like you are getting too excited.

1160
00:49:30,960 --> 00:49:34,000
Speaker 4: Yeah, it's like you're you're excited, but yeah, it's like

1161
00:49:34,040 --> 00:49:35,600
Speaker 4: negative excitement anxiety.

1162
00:49:35,800 --> 00:49:37,360
Speaker 1: That's a really I love that.

1163
00:49:37,680 --> 00:49:41,600
Speaker 3: Yeah. Conscious also doesn't understand like sarcasm or lies. So

1164
00:49:41,680 --> 00:49:43,799
Speaker 3: if you just say I'm excited, it doesn't know that

1165
00:49:43,920 --> 00:49:47,560
Speaker 3: you're lying, and your subconscious will take that information and

1166
00:49:47,600 --> 00:49:48,160
Speaker 3: act on it.

1167
00:49:48,239 --> 00:49:51,040
Speaker 1: I've been a fucking psycho with this manifestation stuff, like

1168
00:49:51,200 --> 00:49:55,320
Speaker 1: I have been hilarious, like because I've always really struggled

1169
00:49:55,360 --> 00:49:57,440
Speaker 1: with looking myself in the mirror and being like you're

1170
00:49:57,480 --> 00:49:59,880
Speaker 1: beautiful and you're hilarious and you're gonna kill it tonight.

1171
00:50:00,440 --> 00:50:02,840
Speaker 2: That really makes me. Just like my friends on my

1172
00:50:02,880 --> 00:50:04,799
Speaker 2: girl's chat have been like, just go look in the

1173
00:50:04,800 --> 00:50:06,960
Speaker 2: mayor right now and tell you yourself that you're beautiful,

1174
00:50:07,000 --> 00:50:08,840
Speaker 2: say I love you, Nikki, I love you, Nikki, And

1175
00:50:08,840 --> 00:50:11,239
Speaker 2: I'm like, I can't. I'm not gonna do that, Like

1176
00:50:11,280 --> 00:50:13,879
Speaker 2: there's I know that would help. I'm never gonna do it.

1177
00:50:14,000 --> 00:50:16,040
Speaker 2: So my new thing and I've talked about this on

1178
00:50:16,080 --> 00:50:18,920
Speaker 2: the podcast already, but I went kind of bonanza with

1179
00:50:18,960 --> 00:50:22,160
Speaker 2: it this weekend. Is I go, like before a show

1180
00:50:22,239 --> 00:50:23,799
Speaker 2: right that, I'm like not in the mood to do,

1181
00:50:23,960 --> 00:50:25,880
Speaker 2: and I'm feeling anxious about because I have to you know,

1182
00:50:26,040 --> 00:50:28,000
Speaker 2: work on the order and it's not just a normal

1183
00:50:28,040 --> 00:50:30,399
Speaker 2: show anymore, Carmen, you know, I'm reading a set list

1184
00:50:30,440 --> 00:50:33,440
Speaker 2: and I like, it's just not fun to perform right now.

1185
00:50:33,480 --> 00:50:35,920
Speaker 1: It is once you get in the flow, but whatever, So.

1186
00:50:35,880 --> 00:50:37,880
Speaker 2: I'm feeling anxious and I just turned to Anya and

1187
00:50:37,880 --> 00:50:41,000
Speaker 2: I go, isn't it crazy that I'm so worried about

1188
00:50:41,000 --> 00:50:42,640
Speaker 2: this set right now? But it's gonna be like the

1189
00:50:42,640 --> 00:50:45,360
Speaker 2: best set of my life tonight. Isn't that so wild

1190
00:50:45,480 --> 00:50:48,239
Speaker 2: that like I manifested this set to be like the

1191
00:50:48,280 --> 00:50:50,400
Speaker 2: greatest set of my life, that everything felt easy and

1192
00:50:50,440 --> 00:50:53,520
Speaker 2: flowed so nicely. It's so weird, like that's my new

1193
00:50:53,600 --> 00:50:55,799
Speaker 2: And She's kind of like, what, like, I just can't

1194
00:50:55,880 --> 00:50:58,080
Speaker 2: do I spring it on people without them knowing. I go,

1195
00:50:58,719 --> 00:51:02,480
Speaker 2: isn't it wild that, oh, this is a one I

1196
00:51:02,640 --> 00:51:06,080
Speaker 2: burnt the fuck out of my throat drinking some tea

1197
00:51:06,120 --> 00:51:09,200
Speaker 2: on Thursday night, I like, gulp down this tea two

1198
00:51:09,239 --> 00:51:11,960
Speaker 2: vast in my vocal cords and like I have a

1199
00:51:11,960 --> 00:51:14,840
Speaker 2: lot of vocal cord trauma and like I've had surgery.

1200
00:51:15,280 --> 00:51:17,799
Speaker 1: It was it was like, oh no, what did I do?

1201
00:51:17,840 --> 00:51:19,080
Speaker 2: And I have to take the special and I was

1202
00:51:19,080 --> 00:51:21,400
Speaker 2: like coughing and gagging and like I couldn't sleep. I

1203
00:51:21,400 --> 00:51:24,120
Speaker 2: couldn't lay horizontal because I was like, my throat is

1204
00:51:24,200 --> 00:51:25,520
Speaker 2: so damaged, the skin.

1205
00:51:25,480 --> 00:51:27,640
Speaker 1: Is gonna be flaking. I'm gonna be chucking, like coughing

1206
00:51:27,680 --> 00:51:28,920
Speaker 1: up chunks like it was burnt.

1207
00:51:28,920 --> 00:51:30,440
Speaker 2: I could feel it. I've never felt this pain in

1208
00:51:30,480 --> 00:51:32,080
Speaker 2: my life in that way. And I was like, You're

1209
00:51:32,120 --> 00:51:34,319
Speaker 2: such an idiot. Why did you do this? And then

1210
00:51:34,360 --> 00:51:36,560
Speaker 2: I was like, wait, just let's try to manifest something

1211
00:51:36,560 --> 00:51:39,080
Speaker 2: because I got to sleep. I'm in Toronto, I got

1212
00:51:39,080 --> 00:51:41,400
Speaker 2: a ten hour flight tomorrow I have to do two shows.

1213
00:51:41,440 --> 00:51:43,040
Speaker 1: Like I don't have time to stay up and worry

1214
00:51:43,040 --> 00:51:44,359
Speaker 1: about this, so I just go.

1215
00:51:45,440 --> 00:51:48,799
Speaker 2: It's so crazy that I burnt my mouth or I

1216
00:51:49,040 --> 00:51:52,600
Speaker 2: burnt my throat so badly, and tomorrow my throat never

1217
00:51:52,640 --> 00:51:57,480
Speaker 2: felt more supple or like young and youthful and healed

1218
00:51:57,600 --> 00:52:00,640
Speaker 2: and like ooey gooey. It's so crazy at my voteds like,

1219
00:52:00,840 --> 00:52:03,560
Speaker 2: have never felt better after I burnt it. That's wild

1220
00:52:03,640 --> 00:52:06,120
Speaker 2: that this worked. That saying this right now made that

1221
00:52:06,160 --> 00:52:09,600
Speaker 2: tomorrow it's gonna be wild to feel that. And I

1222
00:52:09,600 --> 00:52:12,480
Speaker 2: I promise you guys, I woke up the next day,

1223
00:52:13,040 --> 00:52:15,120
Speaker 2: no no side effects from it.

1224
00:52:15,160 --> 00:52:16,520
Speaker 1: Did they feel the best they've ever felt.

1225
00:52:16,520 --> 00:52:18,560
Speaker 2: I don't know if that's true, but they certainly were

1226
00:52:18,560 --> 00:52:21,919
Speaker 2: indiscernible from the best they've ever felt. Like I did

1227
00:52:21,960 --> 00:52:24,839
Speaker 2: an injury that was out without question. I was like

1228
00:52:25,560 --> 00:52:28,120
Speaker 2: gagging on water because it would hurt to even drink water.

1229
00:52:28,440 --> 00:52:30,960
Speaker 2: I was choking, I was coughing, I couldn't sleep. As

1230
00:52:31,040 --> 00:52:33,520
Speaker 2: soon as I started talking like that, I just relaxed.

1231
00:52:33,560 --> 00:52:34,879
Speaker 2: I was able to go to sleep, and I woke

1232
00:52:34,960 --> 00:52:37,239
Speaker 2: up and had no memory of burning my throat until

1233
00:52:37,280 --> 00:52:37,839
Speaker 2: later that day.

1234
00:52:38,040 --> 00:52:40,080
Speaker 1: That's so weird. This is it.

1235
00:52:40,239 --> 00:52:42,200
Speaker 2: Just try this shit when you can, and do it

1236
00:52:42,239 --> 00:52:44,080
Speaker 2: in like a comical way of like, oh my god,

1237
00:52:44,160 --> 00:52:46,759
Speaker 2: I can't believe tomorrow that guy's.

1238
00:52:46,440 --> 00:52:47,200
Speaker 1: Gonna call me that.

1239
00:52:47,239 --> 00:52:50,000
Speaker 2: I'm like, whatever, it is, like, it's worth a try,

1240
00:52:50,080 --> 00:52:55,040
Speaker 2: because it's less embarrassing doing that than saying you are

1241
00:52:55,080 --> 00:52:57,959
Speaker 2: beautiful and your throat is fire like in the mirror

1242
00:52:58,040 --> 00:52:58,920
Speaker 2: gazing at yourself.

1243
00:52:59,280 --> 00:53:01,359
Speaker 3: You can get over the self consciousness of it by

1244
00:53:01,400 --> 00:53:04,600
Speaker 3: being sarcastic and baking it a joke, and because your

1245
00:53:04,600 --> 00:53:06,839
Speaker 3: subconscious doesn't know the difference anyway. So if you want

1246
00:53:06,840 --> 00:53:09,640
Speaker 3: it as a comedian, be like, oh, tomorrow is gonna

1247
00:53:09,640 --> 00:53:11,240
Speaker 3: be the best day of my life. I can't believe

1248
00:53:11,280 --> 00:53:13,040
Speaker 3: tomorrow is the best day of my life and it's

1249
00:53:13,080 --> 00:53:14,920
Speaker 3: happening tomorrow. Isn't that crazy?

1250
00:53:15,000 --> 00:53:18,920
Speaker 2: And being incredulous about the true subconscious?

1251
00:53:18,760 --> 00:53:20,280
Speaker 3: Is it really? Really?

1252
00:53:20,640 --> 00:53:23,160
Speaker 2: It's like a dog because it's that's how I talk

1253
00:53:23,239 --> 00:53:27,360
Speaker 2: normally to myself. So I'm tricking my subconscious into actually

1254
00:53:27,360 --> 00:53:29,839
Speaker 2: thinking that's true because I do like that your subconscious

1255
00:53:29,920 --> 00:53:31,840
Speaker 2: is like autistic and like has.

1256
00:53:32,000 --> 00:53:34,160
Speaker 1: No sense of irony, no.

1257
00:53:34,040 --> 00:53:36,759
Speaker 2: Sense of sarcasm, takes everything out its word. I think

1258
00:53:36,760 --> 00:53:37,719
Speaker 2: that's very adorable.

1259
00:53:37,840 --> 00:53:39,680
Speaker 3: Yeah, like a dog. If you go to your dog

1260
00:53:39,719 --> 00:53:41,000
Speaker 3: and you go, do you want to treat? You want

1261
00:53:41,040 --> 00:53:43,040
Speaker 3: to treat? They'll get excited for a treat. But if

1262
00:53:43,080 --> 00:53:45,439
Speaker 3: you go do you want to treat? Well, actually, maybe

1263
00:53:45,440 --> 00:53:46,759
Speaker 3: that's not a good good wait.

1264
00:53:46,480 --> 00:53:50,160
Speaker 1: That's the opposite, that's the opposite. Final thought.

1265
00:53:50,320 --> 00:53:54,399
Speaker 2: Okay, okay, So Carmen, your specials coming out, everyone has

1266
00:53:54,440 --> 00:53:56,279
Speaker 2: to watch it. I mean, because your fear now is

1267
00:53:56,320 --> 00:53:57,759
Speaker 2: that no one's going to watch it the view Like

1268
00:53:57,960 --> 00:53:59,560
Speaker 2: are you fearing of like there's not going to be

1269
00:53:59,680 --> 00:54:00,319
Speaker 2: enough use?

1270
00:54:00,680 --> 00:54:02,920
Speaker 1: Yes, Like the comments are gonna be shitty.

1271
00:54:03,239 --> 00:54:06,200
Speaker 4: Because I I don't know, you know, who's gonna troll

1272
00:54:06,320 --> 00:54:11,600
Speaker 4: on YouTube or or who's gonna say like your Spanish sucks, bitch,

1273
00:54:11,680 --> 00:54:12,160
Speaker 4: go back.

1274
00:54:12,040 --> 00:54:15,520
Speaker 2: To That might happen, But first of all, I would

1275
00:54:15,960 --> 00:54:17,520
Speaker 2: could could you get to a place where you don't

1276
00:54:17,520 --> 00:54:18,000
Speaker 2: read the comments?

1277
00:54:18,080 --> 00:54:20,000
Speaker 1: Is that you might not?

1278
00:54:20,560 --> 00:54:22,439
Speaker 2: Okay, I'm gonna yeah, I think you should not read

1279
00:54:22,440 --> 00:54:24,640
Speaker 2: the comments. And also I know for a fact that

1280
00:54:24,640 --> 00:54:27,560
Speaker 2: they're not gonna say that because the people that do

1281
00:54:27,719 --> 00:54:29,920
Speaker 2: troll and go like women aren't funny. Let's say that

1282
00:54:29,920 --> 00:54:32,799
Speaker 2: Mark Norman fans that might think that they always pick

1283
00:54:32,880 --> 00:54:36,040
Speaker 2: like one girl to like so that they justify themselves

1284
00:54:36,120 --> 00:54:40,120
Speaker 2: as not being you know, in cells that just hate women,

1285
00:54:40,520 --> 00:54:44,319
Speaker 2: so they and you're the gonna you should be that

1286
00:54:44,600 --> 00:54:47,600
Speaker 2: you should be a one girl that everyone goes clearly

1287
00:54:47,600 --> 00:54:49,560
Speaker 2: women are funny. But they're gonna give that to you

1288
00:54:49,640 --> 00:54:52,440
Speaker 2: because he's given the dumb ones who just follow whatever

1289
00:54:52,560 --> 00:54:55,200
Speaker 2: he says. And this is not just saying Mark Norman's fans.

1290
00:54:55,239 --> 00:54:57,080
Speaker 2: I love Mark Norman, so I'm a Mark Norman fan.

1291
00:54:57,600 --> 00:55:00,279
Speaker 2: Any kind of like these guy comic fans that are

1292
00:55:00,280 --> 00:55:03,480
Speaker 2: like that might hate women, they usually like one.

1293
00:55:04,040 --> 00:55:06,880
Speaker 1: And they're gonna it's gonna be It's gonna be you.

1294
00:55:07,480 --> 00:55:09,920
Speaker 2: It really will, because first of all, you are as

1295
00:55:09,960 --> 00:55:12,640
Speaker 2: good as any comic that they would ever you know,

1296
00:55:12,880 --> 00:55:15,280
Speaker 2: hold you up against it's not better.

1297
00:55:15,920 --> 00:55:17,400
Speaker 1: And you also.

1298
00:55:18,680 --> 00:55:21,319
Speaker 2: There's there's no gimmick with you where you can like

1299
00:55:21,480 --> 00:55:23,879
Speaker 2: throw like oh, she's just trying to do this thing,

1300
00:55:24,000 --> 00:55:26,640
Speaker 2: like you really are just a comics comic.

1301
00:55:26,719 --> 00:55:29,040
Speaker 1: You're fucking You're.

1302
00:55:28,840 --> 00:55:31,120
Speaker 2: Just one of the best. And so's it's without question

1303
00:55:31,160 --> 00:55:31,759
Speaker 2: they're gonna love it.

1304
00:55:31,960 --> 00:55:34,160
Speaker 4: I'm gonna request sure that I'm gonna listen to that

1305
00:55:34,200 --> 00:55:35,839
Speaker 4: every day just because he feel so much.

1306
00:55:35,880 --> 00:55:37,000
Speaker 1: It really is true.

1307
00:55:37,080 --> 00:55:39,960
Speaker 2: It's just no, every comic knows you're great, and like

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00:55:40,000 --> 00:55:43,000
Speaker 2: there you we just all can't be wrong. And so

1309
00:55:43,280 --> 00:55:46,080
Speaker 2: whether the audience will get that because they'll follow our

1310
00:55:46,200 --> 00:55:49,080
Speaker 2: lead and like you know, the savvy ones tend to

1311
00:55:49,200 --> 00:55:52,680
Speaker 2: like the comics that comics like, and and yeah, but

1312
00:55:52,719 --> 00:55:54,800
Speaker 2: I would have those same I have those same fears

1313
00:55:54,800 --> 00:55:59,160
Speaker 2: whenever I do anything on a male comics platform.

1314
00:55:59,560 --> 00:55:59,800
Speaker 1: But do you?

1315
00:56:00,320 --> 00:56:01,879
Speaker 2: And I don't mean to put in fears in your head,

1316
00:56:01,920 --> 00:56:04,520
Speaker 2: but like I always fear those kinds of fans.

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Speaker 4: Do you feel like, now that you've done so many

1318
00:56:06,560 --> 00:56:09,600
Speaker 4: specials though, that all those fears just get lighter and

1319
00:56:09,680 --> 00:56:11,360
Speaker 4: lighter or do they just stay?

1320
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Speaker 1: You know?

1321
00:56:11,960 --> 00:56:14,719
Speaker 2: What I've realized is that no, they say each time

1322
00:56:14,840 --> 00:56:16,520
Speaker 2: it feels like this is do or die, it always

1323
00:56:16,560 --> 00:56:18,399
Speaker 2: feels like the first time, like it does, I will

1324
00:56:18,440 --> 00:56:21,600
Speaker 2: say that, but the aft, like the aftermath of like

1325
00:56:21,680 --> 00:56:25,080
Speaker 2: how it's received way less pressure than I thought it

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00:56:25,080 --> 00:56:27,560
Speaker 2: would be. And things have not always been a fucking

1327
00:56:27,719 --> 00:56:30,120
Speaker 2: huge big splash for me in terms of my specials.

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00:56:30,160 --> 00:56:33,800
Speaker 2: I mean they've been they've come and gone without with fanfare,

1329
00:56:33,920 --> 00:56:36,239
Speaker 2: without fanfare, and it's all kind of felt the same.

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Speaker 1: Yeah.

1331
00:56:37,280 --> 00:56:40,799
Speaker 2: Really, the amount of times I've survived putting something out

1332
00:56:40,800 --> 00:56:42,720
Speaker 2: that I put so much work into and it wasn't

1333
00:56:43,239 --> 00:56:46,520
Speaker 2: watched a lot, or it just didn't strike a chord,

1334
00:56:47,160 --> 00:56:49,400
Speaker 2: it doesn't it did. I didn't take it personally, and

1335
00:56:49,440 --> 00:56:52,680
Speaker 2: I hope that for you because I think it surprised

1336
00:56:52,680 --> 00:56:54,879
Speaker 2: me that I didn't, But I think you won't too,

1337
00:56:54,920 --> 00:56:58,960
Speaker 2: because the First of all, everything's oversaturated, there's too much

1338
00:56:59,000 --> 00:57:01,359
Speaker 2: to watch, so you can have that in the back

1339
00:57:01,400 --> 00:57:02,839
Speaker 2: of your head of like it just didn't cut through,

1340
00:57:02,880 --> 00:57:05,799
Speaker 2: and like it just you know, and it's all the

1341
00:57:05,840 --> 00:57:07,759
Speaker 2: hard work is done, and it's like you can you

1342
00:57:07,800 --> 00:57:09,719
Speaker 2: can't control it, so you you can kind of let

1343
00:57:09,719 --> 00:57:13,080
Speaker 2: that go. So I'm I'm happy to say that. However,

1344
00:57:13,160 --> 00:57:16,680
Speaker 2: my special does I know that I'll be okay even

1345
00:57:16,720 --> 00:57:19,000
Speaker 2: if it fucking tanks, because I know it's good, because

1346
00:57:19,080 --> 00:57:21,920
Speaker 2: it's there's no question it's funny, because I do have that.

1347
00:57:22,320 --> 00:57:25,560
Speaker 2: And right now as I'm talking to you, doing comedy

1348
00:57:25,600 --> 00:57:27,400
Speaker 2: twenty years, you can't at the rate of doing it.

1349
00:57:27,480 --> 00:57:30,720
Speaker 2: If I was bad, that would be it would be impossible, remarkable,

1350
00:57:31,320 --> 00:57:32,320
Speaker 2: it would actually.

1351
00:57:32,080 --> 00:57:33,080
Speaker 1: Really very impressive.

1352
00:57:33,160 --> 00:57:35,880
Speaker 3: I've seen it happen. I've seen it happen. I've seen

1353
00:57:35,880 --> 00:57:39,439
Speaker 3: not twenty but maybe fifteen ten. I've seen people like, sure,

1354
00:57:39,560 --> 00:57:41,320
Speaker 3: it's still not funny at all.

1355
00:57:41,240 --> 00:57:44,440
Speaker 2: But twenty you got you. You're not bad at No

1356
00:57:44,480 --> 00:57:46,320
Speaker 2: one has been doing it twenty years. It doesn't do

1357
00:57:46,360 --> 00:57:49,040
Speaker 2: a good job. And if you actually care about being

1358
00:57:49,040 --> 00:57:50,920
Speaker 2: on the cutting edge and writing new material, if you

1359
00:57:51,280 --> 00:57:53,400
Speaker 2: which I have done, then there's no question.

1360
00:57:53,480 --> 00:57:53,880
Speaker 1: I'm good.

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00:57:54,000 --> 00:57:55,680
Speaker 2: I might not be as good as I want to be,

1362
00:57:55,800 --> 00:57:58,240
Speaker 2: but there's no question I'm I'm elite, I'm come.

1363
00:57:59,280 --> 00:58:01,760
Speaker 3: I can definitely up with I'm not going to say

1364
00:58:01,760 --> 00:58:02,600
Speaker 3: them on the pod.

1365
00:58:02,800 --> 00:58:03,400
Speaker 1: Are they people?

1366
00:58:03,640 --> 00:58:05,880
Speaker 2: Are they people that are trying new material? There are

1367
00:58:05,920 --> 00:58:08,440
Speaker 2: people who and that are actually trying to progress or

1368
00:58:08,440 --> 00:58:09,919
Speaker 2: are they relying on the old act?

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00:58:10,040 --> 00:58:12,400
Speaker 3: Probably all know their name. I don't know who they are,

1370
00:58:12,440 --> 00:58:14,400
Speaker 3: but if I point you out, you'd be like that guy,

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00:58:14,480 --> 00:58:17,800
Speaker 3: that guy hosted for this thing in twenty two thousand

1372
00:58:17,840 --> 00:58:19,000
Speaker 3: and nine. He's he's been.

1373
00:58:19,000 --> 00:58:22,320
Speaker 4: Doing the same and he's probably progression is little pond

1374
00:58:22,560 --> 00:58:26,560
Speaker 4: and everything's fine, or size fish in a very very

1375
00:58:26,560 --> 00:58:27,120
Speaker 4: big pond.

1376
00:58:28,320 --> 00:58:30,080
Speaker 3: Yeah, I know, I can. I think I can name

1377
00:58:30,120 --> 00:58:33,440
Speaker 3: a few that are still somehow bad. But no, you're right,

1378
00:58:33,520 --> 00:58:36,320
Speaker 3: Nikki about are they doing the same material? A lot

1379
00:58:36,320 --> 00:58:38,240
Speaker 3: of them? Are them thinking of? Are doing the same

1380
00:58:38,240 --> 00:58:40,800
Speaker 3: material over and over again for twenty years, and I

1381
00:58:41,160 --> 00:58:43,320
Speaker 3: think it was bad the first time they did it,

1382
00:58:43,640 --> 00:58:46,200
Speaker 3: and it's still bad and they never adjusted.

1383
00:58:47,000 --> 00:58:48,960
Speaker 2: Yes, but I know what you're saying now that I'm

1384
00:58:49,120 --> 00:58:50,680
Speaker 2: racking my brain. I can think of people that have

1385
00:58:50,720 --> 00:58:52,400
Speaker 2: been doing twenty years and I don't like their commedy.

1386
00:58:52,400 --> 00:58:55,120
Speaker 2: I don't like they're doing, but I cannot deny that

1387
00:58:55,280 --> 00:58:57,960
Speaker 2: they do have an audience that doesn't like that does

1388
00:58:58,080 --> 00:59:00,920
Speaker 2: like it, and they have mastered the skin of performing,

1389
00:59:01,000 --> 00:59:03,160
Speaker 2: which is a skill in and of itself. So whether

1390
00:59:03,200 --> 00:59:06,480
Speaker 2: their jokes are bad, they do deserve like they're twenty.

1391
00:59:06,680 --> 00:59:08,600
Speaker 2: Like if we're talking about someone who just got a

1392
00:59:08,640 --> 00:59:12,880
Speaker 2: special too soon after doing it, however many years, seven years,

1393
00:59:12,960 --> 00:59:15,800
Speaker 2: you're gonna see like this person is out of their element.

1394
00:59:15,880 --> 00:59:17,960
Speaker 1: But twenty years you deserve.

1395
00:59:18,640 --> 00:59:20,440
Speaker 2: Whether your jokes are good or bad, you deserve to

1396
00:59:20,440 --> 00:59:22,080
Speaker 2: be up there because you're a good performer that you've

1397
00:59:22,120 --> 00:59:24,720
Speaker 2: been on stages for twenty years. There's something in that.

1398
00:59:25,160 --> 00:59:27,320
Speaker 2: But you know, we me and Carmen also have jokes,

1399
00:59:27,360 --> 00:59:28,200
Speaker 2: so there's just no question.

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00:59:28,280 --> 00:59:30,760
Speaker 4: Carmen, that's what's gonna be great exciting things though, is

1401
00:59:30,800 --> 00:59:34,040
Speaker 4: to just put that shit aside, like the material, I mean,

1402
00:59:34,200 --> 00:59:38,160
Speaker 4: catch and and just write. There's so much new stuff

1403
00:59:38,200 --> 00:59:40,080
Speaker 4: and stuff that I didn't even put in this special

1404
00:59:40,120 --> 00:59:42,800
Speaker 4: because I waited so long to do a special and

1405
00:59:42,960 --> 00:59:46,400
Speaker 4: I'm like, I already have so much for the next one.

1406
00:59:46,280 --> 00:59:48,480
Speaker 2: You know, now you're gonna go on tour off of

1407
00:59:48,520 --> 00:59:50,800
Speaker 2: this thing. Your numbers are gonna go up there, that's

1408
00:59:50,800 --> 00:59:51,680
Speaker 2: gonna be so fun.

1409
00:59:52,320 --> 00:59:54,760
Speaker 3: No, it's amazing that her numbers have gone up already,

1410
00:59:54,880 --> 00:59:57,160
Speaker 3: and that her that the tour is all selling out.

1411
00:59:57,240 --> 00:59:59,720
Speaker 1: Oh my god, Carmen, I can't believe that this has led.

1412
01:00:00,200 --> 01:00:02,240
Speaker 2: I can't believe you are the most one of the

1413
01:00:02,280 --> 01:00:06,960
Speaker 2: most watched news specials on YouTube of the year and

1414
01:00:07,040 --> 01:00:09,320
Speaker 2: the most critically acclaimed. I mean, I can believe it

1415
01:00:09,360 --> 01:00:12,040
Speaker 2: because we talked about it, but it really is it

1416
01:00:12,200 --> 01:00:15,240
Speaker 2: just finally, it's so nice to see that finally people

1417
01:00:15,320 --> 01:00:18,440
Speaker 2: are seeing what has obviously you know, the lettermans and

1418
01:00:18,480 --> 01:00:21,000
Speaker 2: the last comic standings have acknowledged here and there, but

1419
01:00:21,400 --> 01:00:24,480
Speaker 2: it's happening on a wider scale for you, and like

1420
01:00:24,720 --> 01:00:27,720
Speaker 2: people comedy officianos are now like know your name, it's

1421
01:00:27,720 --> 01:00:28,360
Speaker 2: a household name.

1422
01:00:28,360 --> 01:00:31,200
Speaker 4: But also that I'm the most watched American comedian in

1423
01:00:31,240 --> 01:00:34,080
Speaker 4: Spain is crazy, right.

1424
01:00:34,760 --> 01:00:38,280
Speaker 1: That is such an accomplishment, that is so cool that.

1425
01:00:41,040 --> 01:00:43,960
Speaker 3: There's no like, there's no way that doesn't happen.

1426
01:00:44,040 --> 01:00:46,040
Speaker 2: I mean, we might not know the scene. Carmen's probably

1427
01:00:46,040 --> 01:00:48,280
Speaker 2: more tuned in. There's probably a lot of Americans.

1428
01:00:48,680 --> 01:00:51,160
Speaker 1: They Oh my god, it's so cool. They love they.

1429
01:00:51,520 --> 01:00:53,440
Speaker 4: First of all, they the other day I did I

1430
01:00:53,440 --> 01:00:55,360
Speaker 4: did a ton of Spanish podcasts. I just got back

1431
01:00:55,400 --> 01:00:57,440
Speaker 4: from Madrid. I had to go from Madrid to Nebraska.

1432
01:00:57,440 --> 01:01:01,080
Speaker 4: That's why I haven't slept in and I I it

1433
01:01:01,200 --> 01:01:05,000
Speaker 4: was so funny. One of the podcast guys was like, Lee,

1434
01:01:05,160 --> 01:01:09,240
Speaker 4: Bobby Lee, you have to go like.

1435
01:01:09,200 --> 01:01:11,240
Speaker 1: Who oh Bobby Lee. Oh Bobby Lee.

1436
01:01:11,960 --> 01:01:14,160
Speaker 4: And then this other podcast they were like, you know,

1437
01:01:15,320 --> 01:01:16,720
Speaker 4: and I go the cellar.

1438
01:01:20,120 --> 01:01:23,160
Speaker 3: It's fun to do because c is you know th h.

1439
01:01:22,880 --> 01:01:27,800
Speaker 1: So like and I was like, oh, that's sella fella.

1440
01:01:28,360 --> 01:01:30,680
Speaker 1: Oh my god, Bobby Lee, well, Bobby Lee is they

1441
01:01:30,680 --> 01:01:37,000
Speaker 1: have good taste, Mark Norman and they were like that's awesome. Yeah, okay,

1442
01:01:37,000 --> 01:01:38,720
Speaker 1: it was pretty They're gonna love you even more.

1443
01:01:38,760 --> 01:01:40,880
Speaker 2: But Mark Norman doesn't speak Spanish, so they're gonna like,

1444
01:01:40,960 --> 01:01:43,320
Speaker 2: they're gonna fucking eat this up. This is so exciting.

1445
01:01:44,400 --> 01:01:46,040
Speaker 2: I'm so happy for you, Carmel. What's the name of

1446
01:01:46,040 --> 01:01:46,560
Speaker 2: your special?

1447
01:01:46,920 --> 01:01:52,000
Speaker 4: The English one is Queef Week and which Mark imaniately.

1448
01:01:51,480 --> 01:01:54,080
Speaker 1: Loved, because you know how he loves he loves that

1449
01:01:54,600 --> 01:01:57,439
Speaker 1: picture him. Yeah, that's I can't believe he hasn't named

1450
01:01:57,440 --> 01:01:58,560
Speaker 1: his special that yet, and.

1451
01:01:58,480 --> 01:02:01,320
Speaker 4: Then the Spanish one is just and Espanol because I

1452
01:02:01,360 --> 01:02:04,200
Speaker 4: wanted to make sure this is not my language.

1453
01:02:04,240 --> 01:02:09,800
Speaker 1: It's yes, okay, so we Espanol. Check it out on

1454
01:02:09,840 --> 01:02:12,560
Speaker 1: Mark Norman's YouTube page. That will be on the twelfth.

1455
01:02:12,560 --> 01:02:18,400
Speaker 2: That's Tuesday the twelfth, nine pm Eastern. Set your alarms

1456
01:02:18,680 --> 01:02:21,720
Speaker 2: and then if you speak Spanish on the fifteenth on

1457
01:02:22,480 --> 01:02:25,080
Speaker 2: feel me on YouTube.

1458
01:02:24,840 --> 01:02:26,760
Speaker 4: On No film in is like a Netflix, but it's

1459
01:02:26,800 --> 01:02:30,880
Speaker 4: only in Spain, so it's feel mean is the platform nice?

1460
01:02:30,960 --> 01:02:35,040
Speaker 1: Okay? Wow, congratulations girl, Thank you, get some rest. Thank

1461
01:02:35,080 --> 01:02:37,240
Speaker 1: you for doing this podcast. I love you. I love

1462
01:02:37,280 --> 01:02:38,720
Speaker 1: you so good to catch up. I can't wait till

1463
01:02:38,760 --> 01:02:40,440
Speaker 1: we can run into each other again. I just like

1464
01:02:40,560 --> 01:02:42,280
Speaker 1: complain about life. More'll do it.

1465
01:02:42,680 --> 01:02:47,080
Speaker 4: You're the best, all right, bye, Carmen, thank you, Thanks again, guys.

1466
01:02:46,360 --> 01:02:49,000
Speaker 1: Bye guys, Bine. All right, that's it. I'll see you

1467
01:02:49,040 --> 01:02:50,080
Speaker 1: on tour coming up.

1468
01:02:50,160 --> 01:02:52,560
Speaker 2: I'm gonna be at Brea with Brian Frangie, and then

1469
01:02:52,640 --> 01:02:57,040
Speaker 2: Spokane and then Seattle for my special taping, which I

1470
01:02:57,040 --> 01:02:59,040
Speaker 2: hope you guys can make it to, and then December

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01:02:59,040 --> 01:03:01,040
Speaker 2: thirtieth and thirty. First, I'm going to be in Denver

1472
01:03:01,280 --> 01:03:02,959
Speaker 2: for those shows, so come out to those as well.

1473
01:03:03,560 --> 01:03:05,720
Speaker 2: That's it for us, don't Beka and Digit Just watch

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01:03:05,760 --> 01:03:10,560
Speaker 2: Carmen on December twelfth, TWEK Week on Mark Hammon's YouTube

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Speaker 2: page