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Speaker 1: So let's get it started. It is time for lift service.

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Speaker 1: I'm Angela E. I'm stepaning in Santiago. I'm Luria and

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Speaker 1: Joe Joe. Care what's up Joe Joe? You first of all,

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Speaker 1: you look amazing, So I don't know if you know

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Speaker 1: how to do your own hair and make up into everything?

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Speaker 1: Thank you. Yeah, I've had to learn over the years

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Speaker 1: how to beat beat myself together real quick. Thank you.

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Speaker 1: I need to learn that at some point because this

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Speaker 1: is said right, I'm a matigrade. I just put on

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Speaker 1: an album, so I'm over here trying to, you know,

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Speaker 1: have that glow up. I know that's right. Well, the

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Speaker 1: album is fire. Good to know, thank you. So there's

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Speaker 1: some fun things on here that we can talk about now.

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Speaker 1: I saw that you said that you have stained from

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Speaker 1: sex for a period of time, a period of time

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Speaker 1: just to kind of focus on your female relationships. And

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Speaker 1: we saw you at our Lennox and to Nashi and

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Speaker 1: the video for Man. So how did it upstanding from

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Speaker 1: sex change your mindset? Well, I realized that I had

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Speaker 1: never really done that, um since I started like since

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Speaker 1: I started dating. You know, I had been in relationship

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Speaker 1: like two years here, one year here, three years here,

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Speaker 1: to not be stimulated or to not even have the

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Speaker 1: comfort of companionship like that. So it wasn't just about sex.

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Speaker 1: It was about companionship and self reliance and all that stuff.

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Speaker 1: But um, I also found myself I'm really good at

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Speaker 1: recycling like relationships, meaning so like if something, if something,

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Speaker 1: if we're sexually compatible and we're both single, I'll be like, hey,

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Speaker 1: do that again. So, um, it was just about challenging

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Speaker 1: myself and growing up a little bit. You know, I'm

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Speaker 1: twenty nine, and I didn't want to bring that same

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Speaker 1: energy into like the next decade when I step into it.

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Speaker 1: So I feel like I'm guilty of a similar thing.

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Speaker 1: But like, do you feel like it's because of the

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Speaker 1: different situations you learned even with your relationships and business

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Speaker 1: and how like maybe you kind of put your trust

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Speaker 1: they kind of let you down and disappointages. Absolutely, Yeah,

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Speaker 1: I think when you find somebody that you can trust

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Speaker 1: in your compatible way. That's hard to like, it's hard

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Speaker 1: to open yourself up to new people. So I think

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Speaker 1: that that's why I have been a backslider and you know,

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Speaker 1: you know what I mean, because I don't open myself

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Speaker 1: up to to new people very very uh, very easily,

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Speaker 1: and it takes time and it's like an investment almost.

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Speaker 1: So yeah, I is that what you were talking about? Yeah, exactly,

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Speaker 1: not sous Are you attached to that? Really is the vibe,

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Speaker 1: isn't it? Yeah? I don't. It's it's hard for me.

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Speaker 1: Like I'm nice to everybody, I'm cool for everybody, and

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Speaker 1: and um, when guys meet me, they're like, oh man,

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Speaker 1: to cut people off, like the first especially when she's

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Speaker 1: not her period. I should tell you, step Well, let

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Speaker 1: me ask you this. Did you have a lot of

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Speaker 1: being closer with women. No, Honestly, I've been really fortunate

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Speaker 1: I mean. I mean, so I have amazing friendships. Actually,

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Speaker 1: we yeah, like she's been doing my hair and makeup

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Speaker 1: you know whatever. So how about Tearless with I read that, Um,

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Speaker 1: I really respect what she's done. But um, yeah, And

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Speaker 1: sympath as with it. Right now, let me ask you this,

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Speaker 1: during this time, right when you were abstinent, were you

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Speaker 1: masturbating a lot? Yes, girl, absolutely, And I also wasn't.

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Speaker 1: I wasn't perfectly abstinent, Like let me be okay, let

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Speaker 1: heard this saying you bond with the wand I didn't

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Speaker 1: want to be bonded with no one. But that's I'm

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Speaker 1: gonna use that. Yeah. The older woman said that to me,

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Speaker 1: let me tell you. I went. I went with about

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Speaker 1: all right, all right, all right, no, who am I

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Speaker 1: some kind of guys. Am I into guys who are mad? Funny?

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Speaker 1: Who are caring? Who are uh good? You didn't mention

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Speaker 1: I don't have bad sex. I'm not staying with you.

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Speaker 1: I'm trying to be like about it, but it's okay.

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Speaker 1: Would you second chanced? Okay? The truth things, I've never

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Speaker 1: And it was still whack. You're sweetheart for that. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: it's interesting. I was reading this article in Men's House

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Speaker 1: That's how I am. But Angela always called me a

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Speaker 1: I mean, yeah, but I've got in the trouble for that, Angela.

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Speaker 1: I agree that some information is distracting and not necessary,

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Speaker 1: I'm letting you know, and I'm sorry. I'll make it

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00:23:20,119 --> 00:23:22,400
Speaker 1: up to you. You know, Okay, that's fair. Some people

422
00:23:22,400 --> 00:23:24,800
Speaker 1: will lie and be like, oh I feel asleep or no,

423
00:23:24,920 --> 00:23:32,080
Speaker 1: I hate it. I think I hate that me and

424
00:23:32,160 --> 00:23:37,520
Speaker 1: I always I cancel on everything for my right. You

425
00:23:37,560 --> 00:23:42,399
Speaker 1: thought you're sleeping in my house and I girl, that

426
00:23:42,480 --> 00:23:51,760
Speaker 1: resonates with me. Yeah, I get that. I'm I'm sorry.

427
00:23:51,800 --> 00:23:54,760
Speaker 1: Asked it was a couple of star to do the show,

428
00:23:54,800 --> 00:24:01,399
Speaker 1: because I was yes, she work, Okay, the party's not

429
00:24:01,520 --> 00:24:04,840
Speaker 1: in show up too, because listen, I like to be

430
00:24:04,920 --> 00:24:07,440
Speaker 1: by myself. I'm like, quarantine is nothing for me. I'm

431
00:24:07,440 --> 00:24:11,640
Speaker 1: always I like being home alone. It's even training for this. Yeah, exactly,

432
00:24:11,640 --> 00:24:15,040
Speaker 1: I've been entrained. But when it comes to so like

433
00:24:15,040 --> 00:24:16,720
Speaker 1: when my friends are around me too long, I'm like,

434
00:24:16,720 --> 00:24:19,320
Speaker 1: all right, all right, this, I gotta I need she

435
00:24:19,400 --> 00:24:23,119
Speaker 1: gotta go, you gotta go long. I'm like, oh, Stacy, please,

436
00:24:23,160 --> 00:24:26,960
Speaker 1: I love you. Stacy. I'm like, I love you, girl,

437
00:24:27,040 --> 00:24:29,600
Speaker 1: but I need I need some time when I'm with

438
00:24:29,640 --> 00:24:32,720
Speaker 1: my man. He goes to the bathroom. I'm dying. Oh

439
00:24:32,760 --> 00:24:35,560
Speaker 1: my god, when is he going back? Why did you

440
00:24:35,600 --> 00:24:41,320
Speaker 1: have to go to the bathroom? Toxic? Yea toxic bro.

441
00:24:47,760 --> 00:24:50,040
Speaker 1: I was just I just spent um. I just spent

442
00:24:50,160 --> 00:24:53,320
Speaker 1: almost three weeks in his house and I um bout

443
00:24:53,400 --> 00:24:56,520
Speaker 1: day five. I was ready to go home. Oh but

444
00:24:56,880 --> 00:24:58,520
Speaker 1: so how did you turn the corner though and make

445
00:24:58,560 --> 00:25:02,800
Speaker 1: it the three weeks weeks? I asked him. I was like, hey, baby, mom,

446
00:25:02,840 --> 00:25:04,640
Speaker 1: I've been here a while. You want to think a

447
00:25:04,680 --> 00:25:06,360
Speaker 1: sign for me to go home? And he was like, no,

448
00:25:06,760 --> 00:25:08,800
Speaker 1: you're not going home until I say you're going home.

449
00:25:09,920 --> 00:25:19,199
Speaker 1: You like that. Rob figure it out, but you know,

450
00:25:19,880 --> 00:25:22,520
Speaker 1: we take off. But one thing about being with this person,

451
00:25:22,640 --> 00:25:25,440
Speaker 1: he we take our space when we're together, Like he'll

452
00:25:25,440 --> 00:25:28,080
Speaker 1: go someone, he'll go work out or do whatever he's doing,

453
00:25:28,080 --> 00:25:30,120
Speaker 1: and I'll go do whatever I'm doing. And then we'll

454
00:25:30,160 --> 00:25:32,320
Speaker 1: meet in the middle something at some point during the

455
00:25:32,400 --> 00:25:34,760
Speaker 1: day or in the nighttime. Like it's not like we're

456
00:25:34,760 --> 00:25:36,879
Speaker 1: always in each other's face. But if you do with

457
00:25:37,000 --> 00:25:39,000
Speaker 1: this phone and year around it's his phone, like this,

458
00:25:39,160 --> 00:25:42,440
Speaker 1: it's on silent and and and and does he turned

459
00:25:42,480 --> 00:25:45,479
Speaker 1: it over? Because I'm very stucked with my phone so

460
00:25:45,560 --> 00:25:47,520
Speaker 1: I just asking if someone who's very sad, what you

461
00:25:47,600 --> 00:25:50,560
Speaker 1: got to hide jail, Joel, It was just my business.

462
00:25:52,800 --> 00:25:56,240
Speaker 1: I pay the bill, Like I feel like he puts

463
00:25:56,280 --> 00:25:58,280
Speaker 1: the phone really close to his face and then when

464
00:25:58,320 --> 00:26:00,560
Speaker 1: he when he's done, he puts it in his pocket.

465
00:26:01,080 --> 00:26:03,800
Speaker 1: You see that would irk me? I would, I don't

466
00:26:03,800 --> 00:26:07,320
Speaker 1: know it would. In the he sleeps with his pants

467
00:26:07,440 --> 00:26:11,800
Speaker 1: with sweatpants, sweatshworts, phone in the pocket. That's crazy, crazy,

468
00:26:12,000 --> 00:26:14,320
Speaker 1: that's ridiculous. You don't working about me looking at his phone.

469
00:26:14,320 --> 00:26:17,040
Speaker 1: I don't want him looking at my phone, so all

470
00:26:17,040 --> 00:26:19,959
Speaker 1: of that, but you you would look at it if

471
00:26:19,960 --> 00:26:22,159
Speaker 1: you could, like say, he went to the bathroom and

472
00:26:22,200 --> 00:26:24,800
Speaker 1: he left it unlocked for you know, those five seconds

473
00:26:24,800 --> 00:26:28,320
Speaker 1: it's unlocked. One time this did happen in the very

474
00:26:28,359 --> 00:26:30,800
Speaker 1: beginning of our relationship. We were we were in a

475
00:26:30,880 --> 00:26:34,520
Speaker 1: hotel and he was living in the hotel, and he

476
00:26:34,560 --> 00:26:36,320
Speaker 1: went to the bathroom and his phone was unlocked. And

477
00:26:36,320 --> 00:26:38,520
Speaker 1: I've seen a gold ding. So I went and I

478
00:26:38,600 --> 00:26:41,200
Speaker 1: looked at it, and I saw what a whole bunch

479
00:26:41,240 --> 00:26:43,640
Speaker 1: of it I didn't want to see out of my

480
00:26:43,720 --> 00:26:45,520
Speaker 1: life that I would never look through his phone. However

481
00:26:45,560 --> 00:26:51,000
Speaker 1: again in my life because going anywhere, he's not going

482
00:26:51,000 --> 00:26:54,040
Speaker 1: any I'd rather I'd rather not even know. So no,

483
00:26:54,200 --> 00:27:00,359
Speaker 1: I'm not I don't want to know. Hey, he Marrio,

484
00:27:02,240 --> 00:27:05,440
Speaker 1: have you ever given out your password to your phone? Now?

485
00:27:06,600 --> 00:27:13,240
Speaker 1: I always do you do? Yeah, because I'm an idiot, like, hey,

486
00:27:13,320 --> 00:27:19,240
Speaker 1: it's my birthday. Duh? What about what about you and Jojo? Um? Yeah,

487
00:27:19,280 --> 00:27:23,440
Speaker 1: I tried that. No, it was fine, it was fine.

488
00:27:23,480 --> 00:27:26,560
Speaker 1: You know, I've I've had all different dynamics and relationships.

489
00:27:26,600 --> 00:27:30,800
Speaker 1: I've I've tried an open relationship. I've tried um, you know,

490
00:27:30,920 --> 00:27:33,520
Speaker 1: super closed where you know, you have my password and

491
00:27:33,520 --> 00:27:36,320
Speaker 1: I have yours and stuff and and it was cool.

492
00:27:36,480 --> 00:27:39,480
Speaker 1: And then that person cheated on me and then I

493
00:27:39,520 --> 00:27:41,880
Speaker 1: was bruised, and I carried that energy into the next

494
00:27:41,880 --> 00:27:44,479
Speaker 1: one and brought my own savagery into the mix. So

495
00:27:44,800 --> 00:27:46,639
Speaker 1: I don't know, I don't know. You know, I'm just

496
00:27:46,640 --> 00:27:49,800
Speaker 1: trying to live. What about living with guys? Do you like?

497
00:27:50,440 --> 00:27:53,400
Speaker 1: Is that something that you've done, like lived with your

498
00:27:53,440 --> 00:27:59,439
Speaker 1: boyfriends or whatever? You know, I've actually only had a

499
00:27:59,480 --> 00:28:03,880
Speaker 1: boyfriend like live with me. Um, So I've never intentionally

500
00:28:03,920 --> 00:28:08,640
Speaker 1: cohabitated with somebody and but like definitely done the oh

501
00:28:08,680 --> 00:28:13,879
Speaker 1: it feels like we're, you know, playing house or whatever. Um, yeah,

502
00:28:14,000 --> 00:28:16,480
Speaker 1: and spent a lot of time over a guy's place.

503
00:28:16,600 --> 00:28:19,760
Speaker 1: But I'm looking forward to it. I don't. I don't.

504
00:28:19,800 --> 00:28:22,040
Speaker 1: I'm really happy, like with my own space right now.

505
00:28:22,080 --> 00:28:25,320
Speaker 1: But I think it'll be cute. It'll be cute. I

506
00:28:25,359 --> 00:28:28,600
Speaker 1: went to fall in love. I share my location, you

507
00:28:28,680 --> 00:28:31,879
Speaker 1: share your You're falling in love with the same person

508
00:28:31,960 --> 00:28:35,000
Speaker 1: over and over. When we break up, that's when you

509
00:28:35,000 --> 00:28:36,280
Speaker 1: know what's I'm mad at him when I take my

510
00:28:36,320 --> 00:28:39,840
Speaker 1: location off. Oh that's the that's the sign. I'm just

511
00:28:39,840 --> 00:28:43,560
Speaker 1: grabbing a chargers. We're getting a nice tour, nice house.

512
00:28:44,360 --> 00:28:48,840
Speaker 1: I like that around a little bit. I wish I could.

513
00:28:48,920 --> 00:28:51,959
Speaker 1: I got to clean my damn place. But so, how

514
00:28:51,960 --> 00:28:53,920
Speaker 1: did it feel putting out this album? And I know,

515
00:28:54,000 --> 00:28:56,280
Speaker 1: obviously it's a difficult time you were supposed to be

516
00:28:56,280 --> 00:28:59,840
Speaker 1: on tour and everything, but it's still well received. So

517
00:29:00,200 --> 00:29:04,600
Speaker 1: what's that? Yeah, I mean, how ridiculous would I be

518
00:29:04,640 --> 00:29:07,200
Speaker 1: if I'm like, oh god, poor me. I mean, people

519
00:29:07,200 --> 00:29:09,880
Speaker 1: are really going through it right now. So what I'm

520
00:29:09,920 --> 00:29:12,680
Speaker 1: that that it threw off my touring schedule or you know,

521
00:29:13,400 --> 00:29:17,680
Speaker 1: it's just this is the time that people first of all,

522
00:29:17,680 --> 00:29:21,320
Speaker 1: we have a cape to audience, so so they're you know,

523
00:29:21,360 --> 00:29:24,480
Speaker 1: they're taking in my music, however they are from their

524
00:29:24,520 --> 00:29:29,440
Speaker 1: home and it's Yeah, the reception has been freaking really dope.

525
00:29:29,480 --> 00:29:31,120
Speaker 1: I mean, Drake had to put out a mixtape the

526
00:29:31,160 --> 00:29:33,240
Speaker 1: same day that I put on my album. But besides

527
00:29:33,320 --> 00:29:43,400
Speaker 1: that shit, no, but um, it's it's been really cool.

528
00:29:43,640 --> 00:29:46,480
Speaker 1: I miss like I want to be out there and touring,

529
00:29:46,600 --> 00:29:50,080
Speaker 1: and I'm just as much as I love l A,

530
00:29:50,120 --> 00:29:54,000
Speaker 1: I'm in my damn house like i'mutside, I don't want to. Yeah,

531
00:29:54,120 --> 00:29:56,360
Speaker 1: so I'm excited to get on tour like at the

532
00:29:56,440 --> 00:29:59,240
Speaker 1: end of the year or whenever you know, the world resumes.

533
00:29:59,760 --> 00:30:02,640
Speaker 1: We made you choose Tory Lanes. I had the feature

534
00:30:02,680 --> 00:30:04,880
Speaker 1: for your project because you don't have any other features,

535
00:30:05,120 --> 00:30:07,680
Speaker 1: just him, and it's a dope as record. But women,

536
00:30:07,760 --> 00:30:10,680
Speaker 1: do you go with him? Well, first of all, I

537
00:30:10,680 --> 00:30:13,720
Speaker 1: I do want to collaborate with way more people, but

538
00:30:13,560 --> 00:30:16,920
Speaker 1: but I'll start with with Tory. We've been talking about

539
00:30:16,960 --> 00:30:19,120
Speaker 1: working on something for a while, Like we did a

540
00:30:19,160 --> 00:30:21,280
Speaker 1: college show a few years ago at like one of

541
00:30:21,280 --> 00:30:23,520
Speaker 1: those Ivy League schools like Princeton or Gale or Harvard.

542
00:30:23,520 --> 00:30:25,600
Speaker 1: I don't know which one, but we we did a

543
00:30:25,640 --> 00:30:28,160
Speaker 1: show and I was like, oh ship, he's he's really

544
00:30:28,200 --> 00:30:31,200
Speaker 1: dope when you say it. I love that song. You're

545
00:30:31,200 --> 00:30:34,120
Speaker 1: gonna have to do them a lot and just um so,

546
00:30:34,400 --> 00:30:37,760
Speaker 1: and then I started to listen to more stuff because

547
00:30:37,760 --> 00:30:39,120
Speaker 1: he was like if we should getting the studio blah

548
00:30:39,120 --> 00:30:43,040
Speaker 1: blah blah. Anyway, when I wrote come Back Dirty Rock

549
00:30:43,120 --> 00:30:45,200
Speaker 1: who produced it, and I were like, this would be

550
00:30:45,240 --> 00:30:47,520
Speaker 1: this would be dope to really just have a guy

551
00:30:47,560 --> 00:30:50,960
Speaker 1: on it and talk shit like word. And the first

552
00:30:50,960 --> 00:30:52,800
Speaker 1: person that came to mind was Tory because I had

553
00:30:52,880 --> 00:30:55,320
Speaker 1: just broken a minute was like my favorite song that

554
00:30:55,360 --> 00:30:57,600
Speaker 1: had just come out, and so I sent him the

555
00:30:57,640 --> 00:30:59,520
Speaker 1: song and he wrote me right back. He's like, I'm

556
00:30:59,600 --> 00:31:03,600
Speaker 1: definitely the guy for this. I should have known because

557
00:31:03,760 --> 00:31:05,880
Speaker 1: he basically killed me on my own song. It's kind

558
00:31:05,880 --> 00:31:09,080
Speaker 1: of late. Didn't not kill you. He he did a thing,

559
00:31:09,560 --> 00:31:15,200
Speaker 1: but I just lost you. Guys. I thought it sounded

560
00:31:15,240 --> 00:31:17,360
Speaker 1: a little different, but I wasn't sure what. I think

561
00:31:17,360 --> 00:31:21,360
Speaker 1: it's switched from her switch. Let's take that singing. We're

562
00:31:21,360 --> 00:31:26,719
Speaker 1: gonna loop it and make a song. Hello you know

563
00:31:26,800 --> 00:31:31,760
Speaker 1: angelaa rap? Oh word? Now I just said you're singing

564
00:31:31,800 --> 00:31:35,600
Speaker 1: I'm sorry. Can you hear us? Yeah? I can hear

565
00:31:35,640 --> 00:31:39,040
Speaker 1: you in one headphone? This crazy. I was just saying

566
00:31:39,080 --> 00:31:40,680
Speaker 1: that we're gonna take your singing and loop it and

567
00:31:40,680 --> 00:31:45,360
Speaker 1: make it into a song. Please please sample me. Al

568
00:31:45,480 --> 00:31:47,880
Speaker 1: is gonna wrap over it, so it's gonna be Yeah,

569
00:31:47,880 --> 00:31:50,360
Speaker 1: we're gonna watching you and all your bead videos. You're

570
00:31:50,400 --> 00:31:53,760
Speaker 1: the real rapper. So I'm just write it for Angela though,

571
00:31:53,840 --> 00:31:56,640
Speaker 1: because she's been trying to wrap for a while. Now.

572
00:31:56,800 --> 00:32:01,080
Speaker 1: So what are you drinking? Oh? So I'm drinking Tekla

573
00:32:01,080 --> 00:32:03,120
Speaker 1: because it is the day that we recorded this single

574
00:32:03,160 --> 00:32:06,320
Speaker 1: to Maya. This is this is Michael Jordan's m tequila.

575
00:32:06,360 --> 00:32:10,880
Speaker 1: It's called to Cora Flag. I've been testing it. I've

576
00:32:10,880 --> 00:32:13,000
Speaker 1: been testing it. It's pretty good. This is the Reptile

577
00:32:13,160 --> 00:32:17,920
Speaker 1: and she's drunk. I am. I'm got to start drinking

578
00:32:17,920 --> 00:32:19,760
Speaker 1: when it hits about what time is it? When it

579
00:32:19,800 --> 00:32:24,360
Speaker 1: hits four pm? Here in New York, it's almost seven,

580
00:32:24,440 --> 00:32:26,640
Speaker 1: So I think it's fair. Yeah, I know you're good.

581
00:32:26,960 --> 00:32:32,040
Speaker 1: Get happy all we're happy. All. Now, let's me ask

582
00:32:32,040 --> 00:32:34,800
Speaker 1: you this, like, how much do you let slide? I

583
00:32:34,840 --> 00:32:37,720
Speaker 1: know you'se little last slide. Stephanie in a relationship. But

584
00:32:38,080 --> 00:32:40,080
Speaker 1: you know, how much do you think that, like you

585
00:32:40,240 --> 00:32:41,840
Speaker 1: try not to argue when you let a lot of

586
00:32:41,880 --> 00:32:44,880
Speaker 1: things slide that maybe looking back, you're like, why did

587
00:32:44,880 --> 00:32:47,240
Speaker 1: I let that go? We're gonna let Joe Joe answer,

588
00:32:47,280 --> 00:32:51,520
Speaker 1: you want me to answer this, stephaniely let everything slide.

589
00:32:52,040 --> 00:32:54,400
Speaker 1: But that's the thing. It seems like I let everything

590
00:32:54,480 --> 00:32:57,479
Speaker 1: is fod But in reality, I don't. I break up

591
00:32:57,520 --> 00:33:00,200
Speaker 1: with the I break up with this man for any thing.

592
00:33:00,320 --> 00:33:02,920
Speaker 1: If one hair is out of place? What is this

593
00:33:02,960 --> 00:33:04,560
Speaker 1: doing in your house? Okay? I'm even I don't want

594
00:33:04,560 --> 00:33:08,640
Speaker 1: to be you love it? You love it? Some people

595
00:33:08,720 --> 00:33:13,360
Speaker 1: like every other day they break up. Okay, So I've

596
00:33:13,520 --> 00:33:17,480
Speaker 1: definitely been in that that pattern that you know that's

597
00:33:17,960 --> 00:33:20,760
Speaker 1: totally get that. But for me right now, what I'm

598
00:33:21,600 --> 00:33:26,000
Speaker 1: I will probably let something slide, But it's all relative, right,

599
00:33:26,000 --> 00:33:30,120
Speaker 1: like what we consider letting things slide. Like I I'm

600
00:33:30,160 --> 00:33:32,600
Speaker 1: gonna compromise with my man. We're gonna talk things out,

601
00:33:33,400 --> 00:33:35,920
Speaker 1: um and I'd be fucking up. So I'm gonna need

602
00:33:35,960 --> 00:33:38,480
Speaker 1: him to let some things slide too. But it's all

603
00:33:39,400 --> 00:33:43,320
Speaker 1: I don't know. I as as I as I grow

604
00:33:43,360 --> 00:33:46,040
Speaker 1: and I get older, I realized that you just have

605
00:33:46,160 --> 00:33:49,960
Speaker 1: to really actively listen and like try to understand where

606
00:33:49,960 --> 00:33:51,800
Speaker 1: another person is coming from. And if you can do that,

607
00:33:51,840 --> 00:33:54,640
Speaker 1: then you can have a good relationship. How was those

608
00:33:54,680 --> 00:33:57,600
Speaker 1: open relationships for you? Because you talked about you once

609
00:33:57,680 --> 00:34:00,440
Speaker 1: tried that. Would you try that again or is that

610
00:34:00,640 --> 00:34:03,400
Speaker 1: something that's for you? I don't think that's for me

611
00:34:03,440 --> 00:34:05,840
Speaker 1: at this point in my life. I did that earlier

612
00:34:05,840 --> 00:34:10,799
Speaker 1: in my twenties and tried it once and then, um,

613
00:34:10,920 --> 00:34:14,000
Speaker 1: I actually ended up not wanting to be with anybody else.

614
00:34:14,040 --> 00:34:16,520
Speaker 1: We ended up closing the relationship. And then that man

615
00:34:17,320 --> 00:34:22,319
Speaker 1: cheated on me once the relationship and he was used

616
00:34:22,360 --> 00:34:24,680
Speaker 1: to doing what he was doing already, I guess, So,

617
00:34:25,160 --> 00:34:28,200
Speaker 1: you know, I don't really know how to just was

618
00:34:29,120 --> 00:34:31,160
Speaker 1: it was what it was, So I don't know. I

619
00:34:31,160 --> 00:34:33,040
Speaker 1: was kind of hurt by that situation, So I don't

620
00:34:33,080 --> 00:34:35,200
Speaker 1: think I would want to try it again. Did he

621
00:34:35,239 --> 00:34:37,480
Speaker 1: ever try to approach you? Like, hey, how about we

622
00:34:37,480 --> 00:34:43,640
Speaker 1: bring a girl into the bedroom And no, that particular

623
00:34:43,719 --> 00:34:47,479
Speaker 1: person knew not to go there with me, But um, yeah,

624
00:34:47,520 --> 00:34:54,880
Speaker 1: I've gone there. I'm into it, Like Mary, you know,

625
00:34:54,960 --> 00:34:58,600
Speaker 1: it depends everything is case by case, Like you shouldn't

626
00:34:58,640 --> 00:35:00,000
Speaker 1: for me, I don't think you should it with every

627
00:35:00,600 --> 00:35:03,480
Speaker 1: not everybody deserves it, and it doesn't feel right with everybody.

628
00:35:03,480 --> 00:35:05,839
Speaker 1: You need to be able to trust what's going on,

629
00:35:05,960 --> 00:35:08,360
Speaker 1: so you know, if if the mood, if the mood

630
00:35:09,400 --> 00:35:14,759
Speaker 1: strikes me, I'm open to whatever. Is it better, but

631
00:35:15,600 --> 00:35:18,040
Speaker 1: better with a girl you know or a stranger? Like

632
00:35:18,080 --> 00:35:20,440
Speaker 1: would you say, okay, let's bring I I don't. I

633
00:35:20,440 --> 00:35:22,120
Speaker 1: don't have that much experience to where I can even

634
00:35:22,160 --> 00:35:24,200
Speaker 1: speak to like whether it's better with my girl or

635
00:35:24,280 --> 00:35:27,359
Speaker 1: straight now, I don't know. You know, but did you pick?

636
00:35:27,600 --> 00:35:29,759
Speaker 1: Were you able to pick? Or did he pick? Or

637
00:35:29,840 --> 00:35:31,400
Speaker 1: was it like ya were just out and was like,

638
00:35:31,400 --> 00:35:34,759
Speaker 1: oh whatever if this person, no, this was this was

639
00:35:34,920 --> 00:35:39,000
Speaker 1: all my doing. Let's have a three somewhere. This girl

640
00:35:39,160 --> 00:35:42,279
Speaker 1: it's gonna be in this day. I mean, I just

641
00:35:42,400 --> 00:35:45,640
Speaker 1: I just let the moment roll. But I I premeditated

642
00:35:45,640 --> 00:35:48,080
Speaker 1: it from the beginning of the night pretty much. You know,

643
00:35:48,280 --> 00:35:53,279
Speaker 1: he wasn't gonna say no. I don't like I've had

644
00:35:53,320 --> 00:35:55,800
Speaker 1: three to three sons in my entire life, both with

645
00:35:55,920 --> 00:35:59,640
Speaker 1: the same girl. So you liked this girl a lot.

646
00:36:01,560 --> 00:36:03,160
Speaker 1: I just trust her and I know that she's not

647
00:36:03,160 --> 00:36:05,920
Speaker 1: gonna make me do anything to her. She likes everything

648
00:36:05,960 --> 00:36:10,399
Speaker 1: to me, so and I don't like girls. It worked out,

649
00:36:10,840 --> 00:36:14,520
Speaker 1: but I and I have such like the two threesomes

650
00:36:14,560 --> 00:36:19,359
Speaker 1: that I've had were fired like some fire sex. But

651
00:36:19,480 --> 00:36:22,279
Speaker 1: I I just I couldnot be with somebody I love

652
00:36:22,520 --> 00:36:25,680
Speaker 1: and another woman I feel. I totally feel you. So

653
00:36:26,440 --> 00:36:29,040
Speaker 1: it's like a totally to you. I can't watch the

654
00:36:29,080 --> 00:36:32,319
Speaker 1: man I love have sex with a woman. I can.

655
00:36:32,360 --> 00:36:34,640
Speaker 1: I can watch some other things for them, but no, no, no,

656
00:36:34,719 --> 00:36:38,440
Speaker 1: I can't do it. I'm a freak out. Wait what

657
00:36:38,600 --> 00:36:41,960
Speaker 1: some other things go down? Girl? What do you think?

658
00:36:42,960 --> 00:36:46,520
Speaker 1: I just don't want to see your dick in somebody else? Okay,

659
00:36:46,560 --> 00:36:49,520
Speaker 1: I didn't know what you mean. Yeah, I don't want

660
00:36:49,520 --> 00:36:54,520
Speaker 1: to see that With Stephanie. It feels like Stephanie calls

661
00:36:54,600 --> 00:36:56,319
Speaker 1: the girl and she's like, I know what's up girl?

662
00:36:56,360 --> 00:37:01,319
Speaker 1: Like I'm a back back girl. Is ready? I got

663
00:37:02,080 --> 00:37:04,239
Speaker 1: me and me and this girl. We've had two threesomes

664
00:37:04,239 --> 00:37:08,400
Speaker 1: in like apart ten years, like happened last year and

665
00:37:08,440 --> 00:37:12,680
Speaker 1: the other one happened like eight years ago. Okay, so

666
00:37:13,000 --> 00:37:16,080
Speaker 1: but I'm not gonna lie. Both times we were like yeah, girl,

667
00:37:18,320 --> 00:37:24,040
Speaker 1: so really y'all go together? Yeah? We go together? Right?

668
00:37:24,160 --> 00:37:26,759
Speaker 1: Or die? You never had sex with somebody and you

669
00:37:26,840 --> 00:37:29,600
Speaker 1: felt like they were a fan, like they were amazing.

670
00:37:29,719 --> 00:37:32,799
Speaker 1: Yes they were, yes, yes, Oh my god, let me

671
00:37:32,800 --> 00:37:35,640
Speaker 1: tell you actually a horrid story. Oh my god, this

672
00:37:35,680 --> 00:37:38,439
Speaker 1: is so embarrassing, but I'm not telling you, Okay. So

673
00:37:38,719 --> 00:37:41,120
Speaker 1: I was. I had known this guy for a long

674
00:37:41,120 --> 00:37:44,680
Speaker 1: time because I tend to have these experiences with like again,

675
00:37:44,719 --> 00:37:47,399
Speaker 1: I don't just I don't meet somebody and like let

676
00:37:47,440 --> 00:37:49,120
Speaker 1: them into my life. I knew this person for like

677
00:37:49,239 --> 00:37:52,200
Speaker 1: seven years, and I never thought that we would end

678
00:37:52,280 --> 00:37:56,000
Speaker 1: up going there, but we did. And um, you know,

679
00:37:56,040 --> 00:37:57,920
Speaker 1: he had always told me how much, you know, he

680
00:37:58,120 --> 00:38:01,360
Speaker 1: respected me as an artist, my voice, blah blah blah.

681
00:38:01,560 --> 00:38:03,799
Speaker 1: So when I finally was like, let's do this, he

682
00:38:03,960 --> 00:38:09,680
Speaker 1: was like okay. Then he put on Usher's Superstar on loop.

683
00:38:09,920 --> 00:38:13,480
Speaker 1: Do you know that song you groopy babe? Do you

684
00:38:13,520 --> 00:38:16,560
Speaker 1: want my super stuff? He put it on, like on

685
00:38:16,600 --> 00:38:19,160
Speaker 1: a continuous playlist, and it was just like I never

686
00:38:19,200 --> 00:38:25,640
Speaker 1: thought this moment would come, and I'm just like, oh, so,

687
00:38:26,080 --> 00:38:29,960
Speaker 1: like really, you know, it was so gross, and retrospect

688
00:38:30,239 --> 00:38:32,399
Speaker 1: was very It was like in the moment, I guess

689
00:38:32,440 --> 00:38:35,240
Speaker 1: it was okay because we were like really drunk off tequila.

690
00:38:35,320 --> 00:38:36,839
Speaker 1: But now that I'm thinking about it, and and I'm like,

691
00:38:36,880 --> 00:38:39,640
Speaker 1: this is gross. That crazy effort is that you had

692
00:38:39,640 --> 00:38:41,680
Speaker 1: sex with him again because you told that you never

693
00:38:41,719 --> 00:38:46,680
Speaker 1: had a one nice thing. I know. That was like

694
00:38:46,719 --> 00:38:50,239
Speaker 1: a week of just like, really, what a weird experience.

695
00:38:50,280 --> 00:38:55,359
Speaker 1: That was a weird experience. It was good, it was

696
00:38:55,920 --> 00:38:58,879
Speaker 1: I mean, it was good. He did a good job.

697
00:38:58,920 --> 00:39:05,040
Speaker 1: But you're like, I'm talking, but worth it? Are you loud?

698
00:39:05,040 --> 00:39:08,359
Speaker 1: Are you loud in the bedroom? I'm sure you can

699
00:39:08,400 --> 00:39:13,760
Speaker 1: imagine that with my uh my resonance, my voice that yes,

700
00:39:14,640 --> 00:39:16,680
Speaker 1: I I am loud, And but it's also fun to

701
00:39:16,840 --> 00:39:19,120
Speaker 1: like have to shut the funk up sometimes and like

702
00:39:19,160 --> 00:39:24,719
Speaker 1: be quite. You know, I like all of it. So yeah,

703
00:39:24,719 --> 00:39:29,320
Speaker 1: well listen, all of this was good to know you see.

704
00:39:29,680 --> 00:39:31,600
Speaker 1: That's what I was talking about. That's why the album

705
00:39:31,640 --> 00:39:35,719
Speaker 1: is called this be Some No, It's perfect. I love it.

706
00:39:36,560 --> 00:39:38,840
Speaker 1: I think it's great, and it's gonna make people relate

707
00:39:38,880 --> 00:39:42,000
Speaker 1: to you more because these are stories that are hilarious

708
00:39:42,040 --> 00:39:44,640
Speaker 1: and likelivable, and you know, I don't like I don't

709
00:39:44,680 --> 00:39:46,439
Speaker 1: like when people put out like the music that you've

710
00:39:46,480 --> 00:39:50,120
Speaker 1: put out that is so personal and like it's very real.

711
00:39:51,080 --> 00:39:53,600
Speaker 1: Is sexual some of it, and then you don't talk

712
00:39:53,640 --> 00:39:57,319
Speaker 1: like that at all. It doesn't match up. So now, yeah,

713
00:39:57,800 --> 00:40:01,120
Speaker 1: some of the real experiences. Yeah, I mean when when

714
00:40:01,120 --> 00:40:03,239
Speaker 1: I when I wrote come Back, and I'm like, tell

715
00:40:03,280 --> 00:40:04,960
Speaker 1: me it's mine. I'm gonna lose my fucking mind. I

716
00:40:05,000 --> 00:40:06,440
Speaker 1: need that dick all the time. I was like, am

717
00:40:06,440 --> 00:40:08,560
Speaker 1: I about to say this? I'm like, fuck it, my girl,

718
00:40:09,520 --> 00:40:13,840
Speaker 1: this is how I talk. Here we are. Do you

719
00:40:13,880 --> 00:40:16,880
Speaker 1: feel like you're You're like, not limited, but do you

720
00:40:16,880 --> 00:40:20,640
Speaker 1: feel like you think twice with those lyrics because you

721
00:40:20,680 --> 00:40:23,080
Speaker 1: were singing young, so you had to kind of watch

722
00:40:23,239 --> 00:40:26,440
Speaker 1: the way that you said certain things when you were younger.

723
00:40:26,520 --> 00:40:29,759
Speaker 1: So now you're still like now, because what's the whole

724
00:40:29,880 --> 00:40:32,480
Speaker 1: back you feel like from like saying things like that,

725
00:40:32,520 --> 00:40:35,680
Speaker 1: because you seem pretty open. I am very open, but

726
00:40:35,760 --> 00:40:39,280
Speaker 1: it's I think about my family. I think about um

727
00:40:39,560 --> 00:40:41,759
Speaker 1: where where I come from, and just like you know,

728
00:40:43,680 --> 00:40:46,040
Speaker 1: I think about my aunt telling me how she loves

729
00:40:46,040 --> 00:40:48,239
Speaker 1: how classy I am. And I'm like, and so I

730
00:40:48,280 --> 00:40:50,399
Speaker 1: told my aunt Connie earlier this year, I'm like, look,

731
00:40:50,440 --> 00:40:53,160
Speaker 1: I'm gonna do something. Don't say some things that you're

732
00:40:53,160 --> 00:40:55,440
Speaker 1: not gonna understand. I was like, but I want to

733
00:40:55,520 --> 00:40:57,920
Speaker 1: let you know that even though I'm a big old freak,

734
00:40:58,320 --> 00:41:01,960
Speaker 1: I'm still a really classy woman and I'm a bad girl,

735
00:41:02,200 --> 00:41:05,560
Speaker 1: but I'm a great woman. And I was like, you know,

736
00:41:05,680 --> 00:41:09,279
Speaker 1: so she's like, Joanna, don't be talking about Dick. And

737
00:41:09,320 --> 00:41:14,719
Speaker 1: I'm like, honey, does she have kids? She does. She

738
00:41:14,880 --> 00:41:17,360
Speaker 1: was talking about Dick at one point in time. Two girls.

739
00:41:17,360 --> 00:41:20,319
Speaker 1: So yeah, you know, people want to act like they

740
00:41:20,360 --> 00:41:23,680
Speaker 1: were never like that. I just actually shot I just

741
00:41:23,680 --> 00:41:27,279
Speaker 1: shot a video at my place and I shot it

742
00:41:27,360 --> 00:41:32,080
Speaker 1: on my table and my mom was like, I was like, Mom,

743
00:41:32,120 --> 00:41:34,000
Speaker 1: sorry that you're about to see me, like, you know,

744
00:41:34,160 --> 00:41:36,279
Speaker 1: be writhing on this table and stuff. And she's like

745
00:41:36,440 --> 00:41:40,160
Speaker 1: I was fucked on so many tables. I was like, yeah, yes,

746
00:41:42,520 --> 00:41:44,920
Speaker 1: so it's amazing. That's where I get it from. Pretty much.

747
00:41:46,480 --> 00:41:49,640
Speaker 1: Well we love it up. I saw you guys hiking

748
00:41:49,640 --> 00:41:53,040
Speaker 1: and so so distancing and everything, so yeah, she's amazing.

749
00:41:53,080 --> 00:41:56,640
Speaker 1: I will thank you. All right, can you day industry guys, Jojo?

750
00:41:57,040 --> 00:41:59,360
Speaker 1: Because I know you had a soccer player, want to

751
00:42:00,440 --> 00:42:02,839
Speaker 1: what do you mean by industry guys? Like do you like,

752
00:42:02,960 --> 00:42:05,840
Speaker 1: will you limit? Will you cut them off? Because it's like,

753
00:42:05,880 --> 00:42:07,440
Speaker 1: all right, I don't want to date anybody in the

754
00:42:07,480 --> 00:42:10,240
Speaker 1: same industry as me, or like, do you like regular

755
00:42:10,280 --> 00:42:16,200
Speaker 1: guys or does it not matter? I prefer guys who

756
00:42:18,160 --> 00:42:21,160
Speaker 1: Actually it doesn't matter, It really doesn't matter. But I

757
00:42:21,160 --> 00:42:24,480
Speaker 1: need you to be confident with what you do for

758
00:42:24,520 --> 00:42:27,120
Speaker 1: a career. Um, I'd like you to know about music,

759
00:42:27,280 --> 00:42:29,160
Speaker 1: because I remember I was talking to this guy I

760
00:42:29,400 --> 00:42:31,080
Speaker 1: did it wasn't serious, but I talked to this guy

761
00:42:31,120 --> 00:42:34,520
Speaker 1: who was in real estate and who like I didn't

762
00:42:34,520 --> 00:42:39,919
Speaker 1: know who tried called quest was and like what's from? Yeah,

763
00:42:39,880 --> 00:42:43,080
Speaker 1: I like, I need you to know music, love music,

764
00:42:43,480 --> 00:42:46,960
Speaker 1: and um, you don't need to be in music, right,

765
00:42:47,000 --> 00:42:52,759
Speaker 1: So well, the guy knew esther, he knew you was here.

766
00:42:52,840 --> 00:42:55,640
Speaker 1: You guys stop sorry, all right? Well, Joe, Joe, thank

767
00:42:55,680 --> 00:42:58,120
Speaker 1: you so much. We appreciate you for taking the time

768
00:42:58,120 --> 00:43:02,719
Speaker 1: out for us. Thank you so much. I hate my

769
00:43:02,960 --> 00:43:06,319
Speaker 1: freaking headphones. Okay, this's fun, but I'm gonna try that

770
00:43:06,320 --> 00:43:10,080
Speaker 1: one day too, when I'm ready to go. I'm not

771
00:43:10,160 --> 00:43:16,920
Speaker 1: ready to go. Yeah, I get it. This thing on,

772
00:43:18,920 --> 00:43:23,719
Speaker 1: Oh my god, I'm trying. It's okay, John, Joe. I

773
00:43:23,760 --> 00:43:25,880
Speaker 1: had a good question for you, but we're gonna let

774
00:43:25,920 --> 00:43:30,800
Speaker 1: you go on nothing part too. For you, thank you, congratulations.

775
00:43:31,200 --> 00:43:32,880
Speaker 1: I'm sorry, okay,