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Speaker 1: Ola b and Buenas Mama's mal decisions. Yoso yamila, ma.

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Speaker 2: Chica. How are you feeling, my love, I'm feeling great,

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Speaker 2: you guys. We are back in Costa Rica.

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Speaker 3: You can hear the sounds of the jungle and we

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Speaker 3: are actually sitting right smack dab in the middle of

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Speaker 3: the jungle recording in this beautiful scenery.

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Speaker 2: I wish you well if.

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Speaker 3: You're watching YouTube, but you should be watching YouTube. You

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Speaker 3: can see how beautiful it is where we are. And

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Speaker 3: nature is like the ultimate backdrop.

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Speaker 4: I know.

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Speaker 1: I was like, I told the Erica this week. I'm like, wait,

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Speaker 1: what did you say? Nature's the original influencer.

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Speaker 2: Influencer.

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Speaker 1: It's just like Nature's say, an original influencer. We got

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Speaker 1: all this shit from nature. I'm like, yep, curated by nature.

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Speaker 2: It's true.

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Speaker 3: Like even when you look at fashion, architecture, just color schemes,

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Speaker 3: like all the things. The reasons why we like are

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Speaker 1: I know, Like some of the birds here. I was like,

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Speaker 1: I men have to put those colors together for an outfit. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: Like that's like, oh okay, I like that bird. That's true. Yeah, yeah,

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Speaker 1: We're in the jungle doing the good vibratory, which has

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Speaker 1: been lovely as usual. Our kids are here, and I

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Speaker 1: don't know I'm feeling, you know, in Costa Rica, no

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Speaker 1: one's ever been there. There's the saying they go by

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Speaker 1: is pure Vidra, and I'm feeling very pure vidra, pura pura.

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Speaker 1: I've been asking Eric, I.

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Speaker 2: Do help you all the time. You act like I

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Speaker 3: She gets so annoyed, like, well, but that's because she

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Speaker 1: Bitch, just correct me, like.

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Speaker 2: Everything that doesn't have an S. She adds an S too. Look,

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Speaker 2: you're mad because I'm correcting you. Look, she wants.

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Speaker 3: Why I let her just talk trad like she just

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Speaker 3: talks like a green goo Because I'm like, bitch, fine,

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Speaker 1: Not talks like a gringo.

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Speaker 2: Bitch, keep going.

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Speaker 3: Gila's facial expressions shout out to Orlando. She's fucking adopted

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Speaker 3: his facial expressions. I'm like, bitch, can you please hide

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Speaker 5: Please?

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Speaker 2: Are you mean?

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Speaker 5: Now?

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Speaker 2: I ask her a question.

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Speaker 1: She's like, I have not adopted Orlando's facial expression.

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Speaker 2: That's Orlando. He's like, I know, I'm like, fix your face.

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Speaker 1: His faces are the ultimate. Can you please be aware

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Speaker 1: of your facial expression? I'm like, my nigga, I can

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Speaker 1: see you.

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Speaker 5: I know you know.

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Speaker 1: I think since I've gotten well into my thirties, almost

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Speaker 1: We're supposed to feel them and let other people know

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm not used to it.

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Speaker 3: My facial expressions have always lived on my face, so

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Speaker 2: But Miila has been very much. I'm fine, I'm fine.

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Speaker 2: And now she's like, I'm like, okay, bitch, I know

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Speaker 1: What the fuck it's not my face anyway.

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Speaker 2: It's either that or like laughing, but like look like

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Speaker 2: you're dumb. You're dumb. Yeah, anyway, we're in a peaceful place.

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Speaker 2: My facial expressions are beautiful right now. But the jungle.

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Speaker 2: We always say this, but the jungle really does make

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Speaker 3: Just feel healthier here. My friend was like, did you

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Speaker 1: You know how they say, like the camera gives you

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Speaker 3: You're eating poison, and just there's so much stimulation constantly

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Speaker 1: different level. It's really teaching me patients because I'm like,

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Speaker 1: Huh, you can give a fuck. I was like, does

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Speaker 2: Maybe?

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Speaker 1: Almost Anyway, it's really teaching me to be patient and

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Speaker 1: obviously very obvious according to Ericam. But anyway, we're here

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Speaker 1: with a very special guest. We have our dear friends,

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Speaker 1: and let me get up my notes for this. A

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Speaker 1: Queer Afro Caribbean medium, birth worker and energy alchemist that

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Speaker 1: supports people who are seeking to build spirit, intimacy and

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Speaker 1: womb healing through divination, ritual and ceremony. Alandra aka the

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Speaker 1: Island Bruha.

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Speaker 5: Hello.

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Speaker 4: I know.

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Speaker 1: I was like, damn, I need to write, like I

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Speaker 2: Oh wow, powerful it is.

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Speaker 4: Thank you, what a wonderful introduction.

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Speaker 2: Grateful to be here with both of you. Finally us,

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Speaker 2: We're happy to have you, Alandra. You know, it's so

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Speaker 2: funny how we connected. Alandra found us.

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Speaker 3: Through our merch, right through our hat, right through our

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Speaker 3: hat and merch drop one time, yes, and.

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Speaker 4: It was the psychedelic like colors.

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Speaker 3: Like I was the good Mom's little flower bucket hat

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Speaker 6: And you know, I've been around mother's my whole life

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Speaker 6: I'm a big advocate for like let's bring these worlds together.

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Speaker 4: So it felt very daring and I was like Okay.

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Speaker 4: Someone was like you're doing it but like making it fun.

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Speaker 2: But I think, like then what like they just so happened.

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Speaker 1: We were like about to come to about to come

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Speaker 1: we have one friend, if one friend of here, I

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Speaker 1: don't know, we exchanged numbers. I was like, we're on

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Speaker 1: it was like very much meant to happen much like everything, Yes.

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Speaker 6: A divine connection, especially when I found out that you

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Speaker 6: I was like, of course, of course it was already

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Speaker 1: Yeah, it's so beautiful how things like people things come

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Speaker 1: we didn't write it, but we did say we should

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Speaker 1: Good Vibra Treats. Is actually like our fourth annual Good

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Speaker 1: alchemy and the synchronosity, synchronosity, synchronicitychnicity of I don't know,

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Speaker 3: Yes, yeah, our treaties and our attendee shout out to

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Speaker 3: the Good Fave Tribe OG one, OG two, OG three

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Speaker 2: They have such.

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Speaker 3: Amazing things to say after your self devotion ceremony like truly,

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Speaker 3: and I know some of them have stayed connected with you.

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Speaker 2: Yes after and I I mean, I love I.

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Speaker 3: Mean that self devotion ceremony was so incredible and amazing

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Speaker 3: and necessary. And also I really didn't realize like how much,

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Speaker 3: especially in like spaces where men are because you know,

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Speaker 3: you and you're like whoa, Like hello, I'm not dancing

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Speaker 3: for you. And then like being able to just kind

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Speaker 2: You can just do all the twerky.

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Speaker 3: You can fucking do the cry baby on the floor,

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Speaker 3: whatever the fuck you want to do. Baby, Yeah, bit

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Speaker 3: to the cry baby without like judgment. Don't be black, man,

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Speaker 3: I just don't be black.

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Speaker 1: I haven't heard anyone refer to the crybaby and the baby,

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Speaker 1: the cry baby and the yellow Pages and two things

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Speaker 1: of the past, apparently, and I haven't heard it.

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Speaker 2: E's a term.

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Speaker 1: In the years, I almost forgot the existed.

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Speaker 2: So after this as well, in live okay, please, can.

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Speaker 3: We just don't do it anymore? Because people are regressive publicly.

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Speaker 1: God, I just remember the days we could do the

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Speaker 1: cry baby in public, the and the worm okay and

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Speaker 1: the alarm.

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Speaker 2: I'm only thirty four guys. Okay, you're aging yourself right now.

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Speaker 1: Can you please do a crybaby re enactment?

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Speaker 2: She didn't give me like I'm gonna like stay, and

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Speaker 4: Yeah, so I was born in Dominican Republic. Oh my god.

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Speaker 2: It's one of those weird things, one of those things

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Speaker 6: And for me, the biggest part within that has been, Okay,

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Speaker 3: you heal is not necessarily how I heal, you know,

442
00:22:33,680 --> 00:22:36,560
Speaker 3: like I can't be amongst people all the time, Like

443
00:22:36,680 --> 00:22:40,080
Speaker 3: that's not how I recharge myself, And that is how

444
00:22:40,119 --> 00:22:44,159
Speaker 3: you recharge yourself, and that is your like superpower And

445
00:22:44,400 --> 00:22:47,120
Speaker 3: like I think also there's a lot of imposter syndrome too,

446
00:22:47,440 --> 00:22:50,040
Speaker 3: you know, even in our space of like doing what

447
00:22:50,119 --> 00:22:53,359
Speaker 3: we do, there's a moments where like are.

448
00:22:53,280 --> 00:22:55,720
Speaker 2: We like am I am I faking? Like is this? People?

449
00:22:55,960 --> 00:22:56,600
Speaker 2: Like what you know?

450
00:22:56,720 --> 00:22:59,920
Speaker 1: You just start thinking like am I good enough to do?

451
00:23:00,040 --> 00:23:01,479
Speaker 2: Am I good enough to do this? I'm not all

452
00:23:01,520 --> 00:23:03,200
Speaker 2: the way here, you know.

453
00:23:03,520 --> 00:23:07,639
Speaker 3: And so I think because the patriarchy and just it's

454
00:23:07,680 --> 00:23:09,320
Speaker 3: not even it's the patriarchy, but it's also just.

455
00:23:10,800 --> 00:23:11,320
Speaker 2: Yes, it's that.

456
00:23:11,480 --> 00:23:14,560
Speaker 3: But I think also just people in general, like education

457
00:23:14,680 --> 00:23:17,720
Speaker 3: system across the globe making you feel as if you

458
00:23:17,800 --> 00:23:19,480
Speaker 3: do have to jump through hoops in order to be

459
00:23:20,160 --> 00:23:22,119
Speaker 3: this certified anything, you know.

460
00:23:22,760 --> 00:23:26,440
Speaker 4: Yeah, and I think that is truly the patriarchy and colonialism.

461
00:23:26,520 --> 00:23:27,840
Speaker 1: And I think you're the one who told me that

462
00:23:28,119 --> 00:23:31,040
Speaker 1: has been I think I was talking to you about this.

463
00:23:31,359 --> 00:23:34,159
Speaker 4: Yeah, I'm all for blaming it all on.

464
00:23:34,280 --> 00:23:38,600
Speaker 6: The truth is we couldn't be here in this left's

465
00:23:38,640 --> 00:23:41,960
Speaker 6: paradise experience with all these all these other aspects being

466
00:23:43,119 --> 00:23:49,480
Speaker 6: feeling this pressure upon us. So I want to answer

467
00:23:49,520 --> 00:23:53,399
Speaker 6: your question with thinking about like the first thing that

468
00:23:53,480 --> 00:23:56,960
Speaker 6: came to me when I was a kid, I used

469
00:23:57,000 --> 00:23:59,960
Speaker 6: to talk to my Bible because I went to Christian Church,

470
00:24:01,080 --> 00:24:05,520
Speaker 6: and that was the beginning of me trying to feel

471
00:24:05,680 --> 00:24:08,920
Speaker 6: safe in something because I didn't really have that with

472
00:24:09,080 --> 00:24:09,639
Speaker 6: my parents.

473
00:24:10,000 --> 00:24:13,240
Speaker 4: My mom was a single parent, always always working.

474
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Speaker 6: Drinking was definitely a problem within my family my lineage period,

475
00:24:20,880 --> 00:24:22,800
Speaker 6: and so there was there was a disconnect, you know.

476
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Speaker 6: It was just me and my sister and my younger brother,

477
00:24:26,000 --> 00:24:30,800
Speaker 6: and so I really had to find something to lean

478
00:24:30,960 --> 00:24:32,800
Speaker 6: on because my.

479
00:24:32,840 --> 00:24:35,840
Speaker 4: Sister was trying to do her thing as the older sibling.

480
00:24:35,520 --> 00:24:37,640
Speaker 6: And my younger brother was just you know, a kid.

481
00:24:38,400 --> 00:24:42,359
Speaker 6: And so I used to get bullied also often a

482
00:24:42,400 --> 00:24:45,440
Speaker 6: lot when I was younger. I was really shy and timn.

483
00:24:47,400 --> 00:24:50,840
Speaker 4: And yeah, I found solace in that.

484
00:24:51,160 --> 00:24:52,560
Speaker 6: And so I would talk to my Bible and I

485
00:24:52,560 --> 00:24:55,159
Speaker 6: would use it like I would do now like with

486
00:24:55,240 --> 00:24:58,560
Speaker 6: another book, and I would ask you a question, so

487
00:24:58,600 --> 00:25:01,520
Speaker 6: i'murder like we do with cars, and what my intention

488
00:25:01,800 --> 00:25:04,560
Speaker 6: is right and what I needed, and I would just

489
00:25:04,720 --> 00:25:06,760
Speaker 6: let the flip through the pages and kind of let

490
00:25:06,800 --> 00:25:11,359
Speaker 6: it naturally land wherever it would, and eight times out

491
00:25:11,400 --> 00:25:13,800
Speaker 6: of ten I would get like a solid answer that

492
00:25:13,920 --> 00:25:17,960
Speaker 6: made sense, that resonated, that inspired me and helped me

493
00:25:18,040 --> 00:25:21,679
Speaker 6: feel like grounded and centered. And so when I've been

494
00:25:21,720 --> 00:25:24,200
Speaker 6: able to think about that and come back to that

495
00:25:24,359 --> 00:25:28,040
Speaker 6: again and again, I can have helped myself to remember, like, no,

496
00:25:28,240 --> 00:25:31,200
Speaker 6: this has always been with you. It's not something that

497
00:25:31,400 --> 00:25:34,520
Speaker 6: you have to like acquire and learn. It is who

498
00:25:34,600 --> 00:25:38,000
Speaker 6: you are, right, it's never been separate from you, and

499
00:25:38,160 --> 00:25:44,480
Speaker 6: so it's only able to be enhanced and expand with practice,

500
00:25:44,640 --> 00:25:48,080
Speaker 6: right and how much intention and what other things you

501
00:25:48,280 --> 00:25:50,960
Speaker 6: add to it, you know, to amplify it. But it's

502
00:25:50,960 --> 00:25:53,639
Speaker 6: been a journey, and like I said, especially since moving

503
00:25:53,720 --> 00:25:59,159
Speaker 6: here and officially fully working within this spiritual work and

504
00:25:59,280 --> 00:26:03,960
Speaker 6: healing work entirely. I mean, my mom, my family thinks

505
00:26:04,000 --> 00:26:07,199
Speaker 6: I'm crazy, you know, Like my mom's a Jehovah's Witness.

506
00:26:08,320 --> 00:26:10,680
Speaker 1: I was gonna ask you if you grew up religious?

507
00:26:11,040 --> 00:26:13,440
Speaker 6: Yeah, my mom, I didn't grow up Jehovah's witness. That's

508
00:26:13,520 --> 00:26:15,879
Speaker 6: like a recent thing within my thumb, within.

509
00:26:15,920 --> 00:26:16,440
Speaker 5: Just my mom.

510
00:26:16,640 --> 00:26:18,720
Speaker 2: Are there are a lot of I was an Dominicans?

511
00:26:19,119 --> 00:26:21,400
Speaker 2: Is that a lot of Jehovah witness Dominicans?

512
00:26:21,560 --> 00:26:22,919
Speaker 5: Not much now?

513
00:26:23,000 --> 00:26:25,440
Speaker 4: I feel like there might be some, but there's more Catholic.

514
00:26:25,880 --> 00:26:28,919
Speaker 2: Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, Okay, but she.

515
00:26:29,040 --> 00:26:33,160
Speaker 6: Got got you know, and it's okay. Now we've we're

516
00:26:33,280 --> 00:26:35,320
Speaker 6: better and we're in a better place than we were before.

517
00:26:36,000 --> 00:26:39,200
Speaker 6: But you know, and that says a lot right of

518
00:26:39,320 --> 00:26:41,680
Speaker 6: like the journey that I've come to, because it's really

519
00:26:41,840 --> 00:26:45,080
Speaker 6: been about me just standing firmly and saying again and

520
00:26:45,160 --> 00:26:47,720
Speaker 6: again and again, and choosing again and again and again.

521
00:26:48,200 --> 00:26:50,320
Speaker 6: This is who I am, This is what I want

522
00:26:50,400 --> 00:26:53,240
Speaker 6: to embody, this is what I want to share and

523
00:26:53,359 --> 00:26:56,879
Speaker 6: how I want to connect and build with people. And

524
00:26:56,960 --> 00:26:59,920
Speaker 6: it brings me back to this very like pivotal moment

525
00:27:00,200 --> 00:27:05,119
Speaker 6: in my life where I was living in California and

526
00:27:05,240 --> 00:27:09,119
Speaker 6: I was nanny and nanny for many years, and I

527
00:27:09,240 --> 00:27:11,720
Speaker 6: had this It was this little cute white baby and

528
00:27:11,960 --> 00:27:15,200
Speaker 6: they had spirit he had some spiritualized fucking parents and

529
00:27:15,280 --> 00:27:18,000
Speaker 6: they had this. Yeah, they had this whole room that

530
00:27:18,200 --> 00:27:20,280
Speaker 6: was just for like this decked out altar with all

531
00:27:20,320 --> 00:27:23,960
Speaker 6: these tools and mass shit, and so of course naturally

532
00:27:23,960 --> 00:27:25,200
Speaker 6: I was drawn to it. And so I was in

533
00:27:25,280 --> 00:27:29,639
Speaker 6: there snooping around, and I was also simultaneously having just

534
00:27:29,760 --> 00:27:31,960
Speaker 6: like a life crisis, like not knowing what am I doing?

535
00:27:31,960 --> 00:27:36,119
Speaker 4: Where I'm supposed to go? Who am I? And I

536
00:27:36,280 --> 00:27:38,640
Speaker 4: did what I, you know, did when I was a kid,

537
00:27:38,800 --> 00:27:40,680
Speaker 4: and I picked up a book and I asked it

538
00:27:40,760 --> 00:27:41,160
Speaker 4: a question.

539
00:27:42,200 --> 00:27:45,280
Speaker 6: And this book was one of those I don't know

540
00:27:45,280 --> 00:27:48,760
Speaker 6: if you ever heard of. It's like a series that

541
00:27:49,040 --> 00:27:54,600
Speaker 6: somebody wrote called Conversations with God. And so I flipped

542
00:27:54,640 --> 00:27:57,920
Speaker 6: through that book and you know was doing my thing,

543
00:27:58,280 --> 00:28:03,200
Speaker 6: and it took me to this page talking about what life,

544
00:28:03,320 --> 00:28:08,560
Speaker 6: what God would essentially want to be taught to children

545
00:28:08,760 --> 00:28:12,440
Speaker 6: and how and just that that foundational aspect of like

546
00:28:12,640 --> 00:28:16,480
Speaker 6: education with an embedding spirit within that like education of

547
00:28:16,640 --> 00:28:21,520
Speaker 6: bringing for children. And you know, obviously it immediately resonated

548
00:28:21,560 --> 00:28:24,320
Speaker 6: with me because I've always loved working.

549
00:28:24,080 --> 00:28:26,920
Speaker 4: With children since I was a kid. I never I

550
00:28:27,000 --> 00:28:28,320
Speaker 4: never wanted to have children.

551
00:28:28,400 --> 00:28:31,600
Speaker 6: I never wanted to get married, and I didn't want

552
00:28:31,640 --> 00:28:33,080
Speaker 6: to I didn't want to fuck with adults.

553
00:28:33,200 --> 00:28:35,480
Speaker 4: I knew that clearly. I was like, nah, I'm just

554
00:28:35,520 --> 00:28:40,960
Speaker 4: gonna I wanted to be a children's doctor. And so

555
00:28:42,520 --> 00:28:45,440
Speaker 4: being able to have brought.

556
00:28:45,320 --> 00:28:50,520
Speaker 6: Those tools back to this present moment and be able

557
00:28:50,560 --> 00:28:53,400
Speaker 6: to bring them for myself again and again has been

558
00:28:53,960 --> 00:28:59,520
Speaker 6: just completely transformative and a reminder of like where my

559
00:28:59,640 --> 00:28:59,960
Speaker 6: power is.

560
00:29:01,080 --> 00:29:06,760
Speaker 4: And as corny as it sounds inside you, it's true.

561
00:29:07,360 --> 00:29:11,959
Speaker 1: It's true. I think we forget sometimes, like like our souls,

562
00:29:12,080 --> 00:29:16,440
Speaker 1: like we are like really made of energy, and like

563
00:29:16,600 --> 00:29:19,240
Speaker 1: every living thing is made of energy and if you

564
00:29:19,360 --> 00:29:21,320
Speaker 1: like close your eyes you can feel it, you know

565
00:29:21,360 --> 00:29:23,360
Speaker 1: what I mean? And like even what you said about

566
00:29:23,400 --> 00:29:25,560
Speaker 1: like you know, I get energized by being around people

567
00:29:25,640 --> 00:29:29,480
Speaker 1: I do. But like even being here just slowing down

568
00:29:29,680 --> 00:29:31,760
Speaker 1: or being around a lot of women because we're leading

569
00:29:31,840 --> 00:29:36,680
Speaker 1: retreats for the fourth time, Like I'm really being super

570
00:29:37,000 --> 00:29:39,960
Speaker 1: aware of how things make me feel, why I'm doing

571
00:29:40,080 --> 00:29:42,400
Speaker 1: things like and even like when I need to step away,

572
00:29:42,600 --> 00:29:46,480
Speaker 1: you know, because I'm used to being mixy mixy, but like,

573
00:29:47,040 --> 00:29:51,200
Speaker 1: you know, respecting saving my energy understanding, Like when I

574
00:29:51,440 --> 00:29:54,600
Speaker 1: come across energy, is that like maybe I'm like, why

575
00:29:54,640 --> 00:29:56,160
Speaker 1: am I feeling away? I don't even know this person,

576
00:29:56,240 --> 00:29:57,520
Speaker 1: you know what I mean? Like why am I like

577
00:29:57,600 --> 00:30:00,160
Speaker 1: what's making me like not like that? Or oh you

578
00:30:00,160 --> 00:30:02,360
Speaker 1: know why because it feels familiar to another energy I've

579
00:30:02,400 --> 00:30:06,080
Speaker 1: met before. They look familiar or I'm associating it.

580
00:30:06,120 --> 00:30:06,680
Speaker 2: With this or that.

581
00:30:06,920 --> 00:30:09,440
Speaker 1: But just like with religion in general, like I really like,

582
00:30:09,680 --> 00:30:15,040
Speaker 1: you know, just like your story that you were just

583
00:30:15,280 --> 00:30:19,320
Speaker 1: in alignment with figuring out what it meant for you.

584
00:30:20,120 --> 00:30:22,600
Speaker 1: I think people go into religion and like this is that,

585
00:30:22,840 --> 00:30:24,320
Speaker 1: this is what I was taught, This is what mom

586
00:30:24,360 --> 00:30:26,800
Speaker 1: and dad told me. So that's it, you know. But

587
00:30:27,000 --> 00:30:30,360
Speaker 1: like the pathway to God is there's so many pathways,

588
00:30:30,520 --> 00:30:32,440
Speaker 1: and it's just like being open to the energy and

589
00:30:32,480 --> 00:30:35,000
Speaker 1: receiving the message, whether it be through the Bible, whether

590
00:30:35,040 --> 00:30:36,600
Speaker 1: it be through the card, whether it be to like,

591
00:30:36,720 --> 00:30:39,480
Speaker 1: hey God, I need a message, what's up, and being

592
00:30:39,560 --> 00:30:41,240
Speaker 1: open to receiving it in all the ways.

593
00:30:41,320 --> 00:30:41,440
Speaker 5: You know.

594
00:30:41,520 --> 00:30:42,760
Speaker 1: I think that that's a lot of what we talk

595
00:30:42,760 --> 00:30:46,160
Speaker 1: about in like our retreat, is that there's not one way,

596
00:30:46,240 --> 00:30:48,680
Speaker 1: and it looks different for everybody, and like what doesn't

597
00:30:48,720 --> 00:30:51,239
Speaker 1: Like Jehovah's witness doesn't work for me, but it might

598
00:30:51,280 --> 00:30:53,560
Speaker 1: work for somebody else. But like also just I think

599
00:30:54,160 --> 00:30:56,280
Speaker 1: for me, my issue with religion in general is that

600
00:30:56,400 --> 00:30:59,720
Speaker 1: it's so limiting, limiting, it's so much in a box

601
00:30:59,800 --> 00:31:03,400
Speaker 1: that it doesn't give you the power to explore your

602
00:31:03,440 --> 00:31:06,360
Speaker 1: own intuition and let you let allow yourself to be

603
00:31:06,480 --> 00:31:09,880
Speaker 1: guided by however whatever is pulling you, you know, because

604
00:31:09,880 --> 00:31:12,480
Speaker 1: if it's this, it's just this. But that's not true.

605
00:31:12,560 --> 00:31:14,320
Speaker 1: Like we're all different and there's going to be different

606
00:31:15,840 --> 00:31:17,960
Speaker 1: different things that speak to us differently.

607
00:31:18,120 --> 00:31:18,280
Speaker 4: You know.

608
00:31:18,520 --> 00:31:20,840
Speaker 2: Well, I think to it, like you just said it,

609
00:31:21,480 --> 00:31:24,120
Speaker 2: it doesn't give us the power right period.

610
00:31:25,080 --> 00:31:27,880
Speaker 3: And you know, I'm not saying that of all religions,

611
00:31:28,040 --> 00:31:31,480
Speaker 3: but most really remove you from being the source of

612
00:31:31,560 --> 00:31:34,480
Speaker 3: your own power and looking outwardly for someone else to

613
00:31:34,560 --> 00:31:38,440
Speaker 3: kind of save you. And I think, you know, really

614
00:31:38,760 --> 00:31:42,239
Speaker 3: the real power resides within and that's why a lot

615
00:31:42,320 --> 00:31:46,280
Speaker 3: of times people go to church for years and feel

616
00:31:46,360 --> 00:31:51,320
Speaker 3: empty and empty because they're constantly seeking outwardly instead of

617
00:31:51,440 --> 00:31:53,640
Speaker 3: And I think we met this we got this man

618
00:31:53,680 --> 00:31:55,960
Speaker 3: here recently and he was talking about how like when

619
00:31:56,000 --> 00:31:59,640
Speaker 3: you're seeking, it's because you are you're deficient in something.

620
00:32:00,560 --> 00:32:02,479
Speaker 3: And I'm not to say, but I think we all

621
00:32:02,640 --> 00:32:05,520
Speaker 3: should be. We all seek, right, But like at one point,

622
00:32:05,600 --> 00:32:08,720
Speaker 3: at what point do you try to? At what point

623
00:32:08,720 --> 00:32:11,400
Speaker 3: do you realize that the seeking is not leading you

624
00:32:11,640 --> 00:32:14,240
Speaker 3: to actually filling yourself and that you actually have to

625
00:32:14,360 --> 00:32:18,840
Speaker 3: do the inner work. And I think outwardly we learn things,

626
00:32:18,920 --> 00:32:24,719
Speaker 3: we experience people, we learn lessons that ultimately hopefully help us,

627
00:32:25,280 --> 00:32:29,320
Speaker 3: you know, guide ourselves and be able to fulfill ourselves too.

628
00:32:29,920 --> 00:32:33,320
Speaker 3: But it really does start with yourself. And like I

629
00:32:33,880 --> 00:32:36,880
Speaker 3: know that everyone says that because it's fucking true.

630
00:32:38,280 --> 00:32:38,760
Speaker 2: It's true.

631
00:32:38,800 --> 00:32:41,000
Speaker 3: There's certain shit you're like, damn, I know, like everyone

632
00:32:41,000 --> 00:32:43,760
Speaker 3: always says that, Like everyone always says, like kids grow

633
00:32:43,840 --> 00:32:47,040
Speaker 3: up so fast, it goes so fast, it does. Everyone

634
00:32:47,040 --> 00:32:49,080
Speaker 3: always says like, you gotta love yourself first, you do.

635
00:32:49,720 --> 00:32:56,400
Speaker 3: Yeahsumption is just like intrinsically, it just is what it is.

636
00:32:57,080 --> 00:33:01,480
Speaker 6: And we have so many, so many distractions constantly being

637
00:33:01,560 --> 00:33:04,400
Speaker 6: thrown at us try to keep us from doing that

638
00:33:04,560 --> 00:33:08,680
Speaker 6: work so that we can just stay complacent, stay in

639
00:33:08,800 --> 00:33:13,840
Speaker 6: the comfortable, stay in the consumerism, and not get to

640
00:33:14,000 --> 00:33:17,040
Speaker 6: like the real nitty gritty of like what we're here

641
00:33:17,200 --> 00:33:21,600
Speaker 6: for as far as like your soul's expansion goes right,

642
00:33:21,760 --> 00:33:25,880
Speaker 6: because that's what I believe the healing work is is

643
00:33:26,000 --> 00:33:28,200
Speaker 6: really here to serve us in that service, in that

644
00:33:28,360 --> 00:33:31,600
Speaker 6: kind of way, so that we can move beyond just

645
00:33:31,760 --> 00:33:34,480
Speaker 6: what this human experience that we're having and be able

646
00:33:34,520 --> 00:33:38,720
Speaker 6: to intertwine like the spirit and the body right and

647
00:33:39,680 --> 00:33:43,600
Speaker 6: have an even more awesome time because you're leaning into

648
00:33:43,720 --> 00:33:46,040
Speaker 6: it and dancing with it instead of trying to fight

649
00:33:46,160 --> 00:33:49,160
Speaker 6: it and resist it and trying to control it or

650
00:33:49,320 --> 00:33:49,960
Speaker 6: understand it.

651
00:33:50,080 --> 00:33:53,600
Speaker 4: Because yeah, so.

652
00:33:54,520 --> 00:33:57,200
Speaker 3: After that moment, like, how did that journey, how did

653
00:33:57,280 --> 00:34:01,080
Speaker 3: that message to you ultimately shape you know, your journey

654
00:34:01,280 --> 00:34:03,880
Speaker 3: into all the different you know things that you do now.

655
00:34:04,720 --> 00:34:09,840
Speaker 6: Yeah, so after that, so I'll speak to that moment. Actually,

656
00:34:11,600 --> 00:34:17,040
Speaker 6: I've had most of my biggest lessons come through through heartbreak.

657
00:34:18,120 --> 00:34:20,799
Speaker 4: And when I when I got my.

658
00:34:22,120 --> 00:34:25,440
Speaker 6: Like acoustic records read for the first time, that's one

659
00:34:25,480 --> 00:34:26,640
Speaker 6: of the first things she mentioned.

660
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Speaker 4: She's like, Oh, I'm sorry, but this is just what

661
00:34:29,040 --> 00:34:29,640
Speaker 4: it is for you.

662
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Speaker 1: Can you explain to the people what that is, mostly

663
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Speaker 1: because I want to do this next week and I

664
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Speaker 1: need we're getting.

665
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Speaker 2: Our records read. Shout out to Sylvia.

666
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Speaker 3: If you haven't we've had If you haven't listened to

667
00:34:39,040 --> 00:34:43,440
Speaker 3: the episodes with a mo what was the name of episodes?

668
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Speaker 2: What Monique did something abroad?

669
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Speaker 3: Actually, anyway, Moe's and an r and nurse that basically

670
00:34:49,400 --> 00:34:52,120
Speaker 3: left America, I moved here and is raising her.

671
00:34:51,760 --> 00:34:56,279
Speaker 2: Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful baby here. And then Sylvia does astrology

672
00:34:56,360 --> 00:35:01,000
Speaker 2: work and and a Kashik records. But I even asked her.

673
00:35:01,000 --> 00:35:02,880
Speaker 2: I was like, She's like, do you want your Akashic records?

674
00:35:03,080 --> 00:35:04,279
Speaker 5: I was like, what is that?

675
00:35:04,800 --> 00:35:06,719
Speaker 2: Sounds amazing? Tell me more.

676
00:35:07,920 --> 00:35:12,880
Speaker 6: It's essentially in the spiritual realm, the book of all lives,

677
00:35:13,600 --> 00:35:17,560
Speaker 6: and so it is for you to be able to

678
00:35:17,760 --> 00:35:20,320
Speaker 6: use as a resource so that you can kind of

679
00:35:20,440 --> 00:35:26,840
Speaker 6: look back at past lives, past experiences, past traumas, past

680
00:35:27,000 --> 00:35:31,279
Speaker 6: lessons and things that can be really helpful to bring

681
00:35:31,360 --> 00:35:34,880
Speaker 6: forth at this time. It is the reason why you

682
00:35:35,080 --> 00:35:38,600
Speaker 6: feel so connected to certain things, even like this place.

683
00:35:38,800 --> 00:35:42,360
Speaker 6: I feel very confident that in a past life, in

684
00:35:42,480 --> 00:35:47,440
Speaker 6: a past experience, or some kind of ancestor is connected

685
00:35:47,480 --> 00:35:51,480
Speaker 6: and grounded in this space. I don't find it any coincidence.

686
00:35:51,520 --> 00:35:53,279
Speaker 6: And those are some of the things that you will

687
00:35:53,360 --> 00:35:56,240
Speaker 6: see show up in your reading where you'll be like, oh, Okay,

688
00:35:56,600 --> 00:35:59,040
Speaker 6: that's why I do that, or that's why I'm connected

689
00:35:59,120 --> 00:36:02,520
Speaker 6: in this way, or why I'm building with this person. Right,

690
00:36:04,320 --> 00:36:07,320
Speaker 6: there's an understanding that you come here as a choice

691
00:36:08,360 --> 00:36:11,520
Speaker 6: within your spirit, and you get to choose what you

692
00:36:11,719 --> 00:36:15,319
Speaker 6: want to come here to do and what your purpose is. Right,

693
00:36:15,480 --> 00:36:18,400
Speaker 6: and so they say that is the disease that we

694
00:36:18,600 --> 00:36:21,080
Speaker 6: are born with, right where we forget all of that,

695
00:36:21,480 --> 00:36:24,920
Speaker 6: And so the journey is coming back to the center

696
00:36:25,120 --> 00:36:27,600
Speaker 6: to that purpose, to to what it is that you

697
00:36:27,960 --> 00:36:32,439
Speaker 6: that you really wanted to accomplish. And so usually they'll

698
00:36:32,480 --> 00:36:35,960
Speaker 6: tell you whatever. Usually you have a couple soul contracts.

699
00:36:37,320 --> 00:36:39,680
Speaker 6: This person was able to tell me like my spirit's

700
00:36:39,800 --> 00:36:44,120
Speaker 6: actual name and talk to me about a lot of

701
00:36:44,200 --> 00:36:47,040
Speaker 6: the interactions that I've had sure, thank you a lot

702
00:36:47,080 --> 00:36:49,000
Speaker 6: of the interactions that I've had with the people up

703
00:36:49,040 --> 00:36:52,360
Speaker 6: to that point in my life and what the purpose

704
00:36:52,480 --> 00:36:53,840
Speaker 6: of the interaction was.

705
00:36:54,640 --> 00:36:57,080
Speaker 4: And so it's a really helpful tool to just get.

706
00:36:56,960 --> 00:36:59,920
Speaker 6: Some insight online what the fuck is going on and

707
00:37:00,200 --> 00:37:03,160
Speaker 6: how to like use that information to just make the

708
00:37:03,200 --> 00:37:07,120
Speaker 6: shit easier for me. Because one of the main things

709
00:37:07,160 --> 00:37:09,360
Speaker 6: that she told me was as the closer that you

710
00:37:09,480 --> 00:37:12,600
Speaker 6: get to thirty five, which I'm thirty one now, it's

711
00:37:12,680 --> 00:37:15,000
Speaker 6: just going to continue to make a lot more sense.

712
00:37:15,080 --> 00:37:16,719
Speaker 6: And thirty five is going to be like the peak

713
00:37:16,800 --> 00:37:20,480
Speaker 6: of you being like just riding and like doing your

714
00:37:20,520 --> 00:37:24,160
Speaker 6: best shit and living in your fullest like potential, you know,

715
00:37:24,280 --> 00:37:27,200
Speaker 6: in a way, and so and I feel that and

716
00:37:27,880 --> 00:37:34,120
Speaker 6: it has absolutely all been true, and that's amazing. Yes, yes,

717
00:37:34,360 --> 00:37:38,040
Speaker 6: So why wouldn't we take advantage of that and use

718
00:37:38,120 --> 00:37:40,680
Speaker 6: it to make this experience a little lighter, a little

719
00:37:40,760 --> 00:37:46,640
Speaker 6: more joyful digestible? Mmmm that part, yes, because it's heavy,

720
00:37:46,840 --> 00:37:50,360
Speaker 6: it's complicated, it can get really messy.

721
00:37:51,080 --> 00:37:55,280
Speaker 4: But but yeah, these tools have saved my life totally.

722
00:37:55,960 --> 00:37:56,160
Speaker 2: Yeah.

723
00:37:56,280 --> 00:38:01,319
Speaker 3: No, they definitely serve as confirmations. And it's like it's

724
00:38:01,360 --> 00:38:06,640
Speaker 3: almost like faith. It's like being able to like have

725
00:38:06,880 --> 00:38:10,920
Speaker 3: someone tell you like, don't worry a little bit, you know,

726
00:38:11,239 --> 00:38:13,560
Speaker 3: like shit is fucked up right now, but just keep

727
00:38:13,719 --> 00:38:18,279
Speaker 3: moving forward. And I know, for me, like having having

728
00:38:18,320 --> 00:38:24,640
Speaker 3: readings done and then seeing how they've you know, cultivated

729
00:38:24,760 --> 00:38:28,040
Speaker 3: and moving forward, I'm just like, oh my gosh, like

730
00:38:28,160 --> 00:38:30,719
Speaker 3: I'm so happy that I have that basis to be

731
00:38:30,880 --> 00:38:33,879
Speaker 3: like so that I even appreciate that moment even more

732
00:38:34,600 --> 00:38:36,680
Speaker 3: where I'm like, oh my god, this is what this

733
00:38:36,800 --> 00:38:39,040
Speaker 3: is what they were talking about, This is it right here.

734
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Speaker 2: So I don't just write it off as like, oh,

735
00:38:42,080 --> 00:38:45,239
Speaker 2: this is luck. Yeah, you know, oh, this is just

736
00:38:45,719 --> 00:38:46,360
Speaker 2: I'm just lucky.

737
00:38:46,880 --> 00:38:52,279
Speaker 6: I've struggled with that word luck because we are very

738
00:38:52,400 --> 00:38:56,600
Speaker 6: much co creating the reality that we're having. And so

739
00:38:56,760 --> 00:39:02,520
Speaker 6: with that comes to aspects right of like, yes, you

740
00:39:02,760 --> 00:39:05,520
Speaker 6: have played a part in some of the struggles that

741
00:39:05,600 --> 00:39:08,680
Speaker 6: you are experiencing because in a way you are choosing

742
00:39:08,920 --> 00:39:13,919
Speaker 6: to stay within them and not transcend them, right, which

743
00:39:14,000 --> 00:39:16,799
Speaker 6: transcend means you are doing the work that we talked

744
00:39:16,800 --> 00:39:22,080
Speaker 6: about earlier withinside yourself and then the other aspect of that,

745
00:39:22,200 --> 00:39:24,200
Speaker 6: which that could be a hard pill to swallow, right Like,

746
00:39:24,320 --> 00:39:26,279
Speaker 6: I'm I'm I'm a part of.

747
00:39:26,320 --> 00:39:28,400
Speaker 1: This I'm responsible for my woes, No, I'm not.

748
00:39:30,120 --> 00:39:33,480
Speaker 6: And then the other aspect of like that reality is

749
00:39:34,000 --> 00:39:39,840
Speaker 6: really empowering and really being able to see how capable

750
00:39:39,920 --> 00:39:42,960
Speaker 6: you are of like molding this world in this view

751
00:39:43,760 --> 00:39:44,840
Speaker 6: to whatever the.

752
00:39:44,840 --> 00:39:45,719
Speaker 4: Fuck you want it to be.

753
00:39:46,120 --> 00:39:50,520
Speaker 6: Really, when they tell you that anything is possible, it's true,

754
00:39:51,719 --> 00:39:56,080
Speaker 6: it's true, But that's also play, you know, can come

755
00:39:56,160 --> 00:39:58,960
Speaker 6: in with that imposter syndrome feeling of like what are

756
00:39:59,040 --> 00:39:59,640
Speaker 6: you sure.

757
00:40:01,320 --> 00:40:03,320
Speaker 4: Is it? Like, isn't that just for the movies?

758
00:40:03,640 --> 00:40:06,160
Speaker 6: Like no, if you've been paying attention to the movies,

759
00:40:06,400 --> 00:40:08,719
Speaker 6: all of the movies we've been seeing have been all

760
00:40:08,760 --> 00:40:13,479
Speaker 6: that should been coming true. Yeah, So yeah, think about

761
00:40:13,560 --> 00:40:17,520
Speaker 6: that the power of you know that the capitalism and

762
00:40:17,600 --> 00:40:21,399
Speaker 6: the patriarchy use those tools right to perpetuate and kind

763
00:40:21,440 --> 00:40:23,279
Speaker 6: of prepare us in a lot of ways for like

764
00:40:23,440 --> 00:40:24,360
Speaker 6: the world that they're.

765
00:40:24,200 --> 00:40:30,520
Speaker 4: Trying to create for us. So yeah, but this connection,

766
00:40:31,680 --> 00:40:33,120
Speaker 4: this awareness.

767
00:40:33,800 --> 00:40:38,160
Speaker 6: The using of all of these tools have been yeah, again,

768
00:40:38,360 --> 00:40:44,239
Speaker 6: everything to keep me sane, keep me connected with what's

769
00:40:44,360 --> 00:40:47,360
Speaker 6: true and what's real and not get so cut up

770
00:40:47,400 --> 00:40:51,600
Speaker 6: so easily with like you know, all the constant shifts

771
00:40:51,800 --> 00:40:54,800
Speaker 6: that are just not happening just not even the world,

772
00:40:54,920 --> 00:40:58,560
Speaker 6: but within our families, in our intimate relationships.

773
00:40:58,920 --> 00:41:02,080
Speaker 4: So we're dealing with we're dealing with a lot.

774
00:41:02,239 --> 00:41:06,080
Speaker 1: There's a lot. So with that in mind, how have

775
00:41:06,280 --> 00:41:09,360
Speaker 1: like what tools are you using? What tools are you

776
00:41:09,480 --> 00:41:11,840
Speaker 1: using to help others? What have made you come across

777
00:41:11,920 --> 00:41:14,439
Speaker 1: those tools? Because I think also in like the healing world,

778
00:41:14,520 --> 00:41:18,160
Speaker 1: the spiritual world, what I'm learning is that unlike the

779
00:41:18,200 --> 00:41:20,600
Speaker 1: school that we're used to, the tools are very much

780
00:41:20,680 --> 00:41:24,560
Speaker 1: your experiences. So the tools are like, damn, this is

781
00:41:24,600 --> 00:41:27,120
Speaker 1: what I learned. This is what I had this breakup.

782
00:41:27,520 --> 00:41:29,840
Speaker 1: I had this cosmic pool to this person that was

783
00:41:29,880 --> 00:41:32,080
Speaker 1: super toxic that I knew was toxic. But then how

784
00:41:32,160 --> 00:41:34,480
Speaker 1: did I transmute that energy and use those tools A

785
00:41:34,640 --> 00:41:37,759
Speaker 1: to heal myself and then B to go tell my

786
00:41:37,960 --> 00:41:40,560
Speaker 1: sister or tell my brother or whoever, Like, Okay, this

787
00:41:40,719 --> 00:41:43,399
Speaker 1: is what I did because I have like, like you said,

788
00:41:43,520 --> 00:41:47,600
Speaker 1: we're inter create like cro creating, and I think I

789
00:41:47,680 --> 00:41:55,680
Speaker 1: love that word. Like people really underestimate conversation, you know.

790
00:41:55,880 --> 00:41:56,400
Speaker 4: I I.

791
00:41:58,080 --> 00:42:00,839
Speaker 1: Saw this documentary once and this woman said, like every

792
00:42:00,920 --> 00:42:04,320
Speaker 1: week like hers and these friends would just have a conversation.

793
00:42:04,520 --> 00:42:07,120
Speaker 1: It was what they did and they would evolve ideas

794
00:42:07,520 --> 00:42:14,279
Speaker 1: and like resolutions to problems, and like you know, it

795
00:42:14,360 --> 00:42:16,880
Speaker 1: was a documentary, so it showed years later with that cultivated.

796
00:42:16,920 --> 00:42:20,920
Speaker 1: But I always like, really I really resonated with that

797
00:42:21,080 --> 00:42:23,400
Speaker 1: because I really feel that way, like the power is

798
00:42:23,640 --> 00:42:28,520
Speaker 1: in speaking and just like we ideas are so unique

799
00:42:28,560 --> 00:42:30,480
Speaker 1: and it's so like you know what I mean. And

800
00:42:30,560 --> 00:42:32,960
Speaker 1: so when we share our tools and we observe our

801
00:42:33,040 --> 00:42:34,919
Speaker 1: tools and we heal ourselves, like I really do believe

802
00:42:34,960 --> 00:42:36,840
Speaker 1: we have the power to heal the world. But sometimes

803
00:42:36,880 --> 00:42:39,360
Speaker 1: it's hard to put words on exactly you know what

804
00:42:39,480 --> 00:42:41,960
Speaker 1: that looks like so people can understand, you know, like

805
00:42:42,320 --> 00:42:44,480
Speaker 1: I had this immense trauma and this is how I

806
00:42:44,520 --> 00:42:46,080
Speaker 1: dealt with it. And now I'm a so and so

807
00:42:46,360 --> 00:42:49,680
Speaker 1: you know, a light worker, a retreat leader, you know.

808
00:42:50,080 --> 00:42:51,759
Speaker 1: So I just like, what are the tools and how

809
00:42:51,840 --> 00:42:53,640
Speaker 1: have you used them? And how are you like using

810
00:42:53,719 --> 00:42:55,440
Speaker 1: them in your practice?

811
00:42:56,440 --> 00:42:59,880
Speaker 6: So heartbreak, like I said, has been like the biggest

812
00:43:00,360 --> 00:43:06,360
Speaker 6: has been my pathway. So I went through some a

813
00:43:06,480 --> 00:43:13,560
Speaker 6: really shitty experience with somebody in twenty nineteen, twenty nineteen,

814
00:43:14,320 --> 00:43:20,120
Speaker 6: and you know, the like really terrible like dismissive breakup

815
00:43:20,239 --> 00:43:25,600
Speaker 6: texts completely like just blaming everything on me, like ghosting

816
00:43:26,120 --> 00:43:30,800
Speaker 6: the whole thing, just like it was all shit. And

817
00:43:31,080 --> 00:43:35,640
Speaker 6: it really shook me in a way that I and

818
00:43:35,920 --> 00:43:37,839
Speaker 6: everything just stopped in my world.

819
00:43:37,960 --> 00:43:40,200
Speaker 4: I was just like, oh, wait a minute, Like, what

820
00:43:40,440 --> 00:43:42,960
Speaker 4: the fuck somebody could do this to me?

821
00:43:43,640 --> 00:43:47,080
Speaker 6: Somebody is making me like be shaking and crying and

822
00:43:47,200 --> 00:43:52,520
Speaker 6: on the floor, like what I This is not acceptable

823
00:43:52,920 --> 00:43:57,479
Speaker 6: and one I cannot allow anyone to ever be able

824
00:43:57,560 --> 00:44:00,840
Speaker 6: to have this kind of grip on me ever again.

825
00:44:02,880 --> 00:44:03,200
Speaker 5: And so.

826
00:44:04,760 --> 00:44:09,080
Speaker 6: In that moment, I was able to just see a

827
00:44:09,160 --> 00:44:14,359
Speaker 6: lot of things more clearly because I wasn't immersed right

828
00:44:14,480 --> 00:44:16,960
Speaker 6: in this relationship and not in these things and in

829
00:44:17,080 --> 00:44:21,480
Speaker 6: these ideas and these fantasies, and I was able to

830
00:44:21,560 --> 00:44:25,279
Speaker 6: look at it from the outside perspective and acknowledge where

831
00:44:25,719 --> 00:44:28,080
Speaker 6: I was playing a part in all of this, right

832
00:44:28,239 --> 00:44:31,440
Speaker 6: cause clearly has happened to me a couple of times,

833
00:44:32,600 --> 00:44:35,800
Speaker 6: and this was the worst of it, and I was done.

834
00:44:35,960 --> 00:44:38,279
Speaker 6: So I had to get sick and tired of being

835
00:44:38,360 --> 00:44:43,160
Speaker 6: sick and tired of that shit, and I ultimately was

836
00:44:43,239 --> 00:44:47,400
Speaker 6: able to start to see how my father and the

837
00:44:47,520 --> 00:44:50,960
Speaker 6: story that my mother and my father lived out, and

838
00:44:51,120 --> 00:44:54,880
Speaker 6: how it was manifesting in my relationship, and I was like,

839
00:44:55,120 --> 00:44:58,080
Speaker 6: I've been dating my fucking father and these women.

840
00:45:01,160 --> 00:45:08,120
Speaker 2: And that realization when that happened, oh.

841
00:45:08,200 --> 00:45:11,800
Speaker 6: Man, when I finally was able to just like accept

842
00:45:11,840 --> 00:45:14,320
Speaker 6: that right because you can see it and understand it.

843
00:45:14,400 --> 00:45:16,919
Speaker 6: But then it's like, Okay, yeah, I accept that I've

844
00:45:16,960 --> 00:45:22,239
Speaker 6: been that's what's been happening. Okay, how how am I

845
00:45:22,320 --> 00:45:25,600
Speaker 6: gonna like move forward from here? And so I took

846
00:45:26,320 --> 00:45:30,480
Speaker 6: a time to be at least single, not like jumping

847
00:45:30,560 --> 00:45:36,880
Speaker 6: into another lesbian relationship. I was still dating, but I

848
00:45:37,040 --> 00:45:39,600
Speaker 6: wasn't like I was really clear about my boundary of

849
00:45:39,760 --> 00:45:42,040
Speaker 6: like I'm not here to like open up my heart

850
00:45:42,239 --> 00:45:44,279
Speaker 6: in that way. I'm here, I'm down to have a

851
00:45:44,360 --> 00:45:51,120
Speaker 6: good time. But during that time, I really started to

852
00:45:52,280 --> 00:45:54,920
Speaker 6: just look at it a little bit, even even at

853
00:45:54,960 --> 00:45:57,840
Speaker 6: that story, just a little bit deeper, you know, speaking

854
00:45:57,880 --> 00:45:59,920
Speaker 6: to my mother and my father's relationship.

855
00:46:01,080 --> 00:46:04,320
Speaker 4: And I took a trip with my mom that summer.

856
00:46:05,080 --> 00:46:06,000
Speaker 4: We went to Mexico.

857
00:46:06,160 --> 00:46:07,960
Speaker 6: It was our first time ever doing anything like that,

858
00:46:09,320 --> 00:46:10,880
Speaker 6: if you know, if we ever left the country, it

859
00:46:11,000 --> 00:46:13,280
Speaker 6: was just to go back to dr you know, together

860
00:46:13,400 --> 00:46:15,839
Speaker 6: see the family. So and then it was just her

861
00:46:15,920 --> 00:46:18,879
Speaker 6: and I right, So it was really intimate, something we've

862
00:46:18,920 --> 00:46:22,400
Speaker 6: never done before. And she loves Mexico. Her expert was

863
00:46:22,440 --> 00:46:25,279
Speaker 6: from there and so and I love it as well.

864
00:46:25,520 --> 00:46:27,600
Speaker 6: Right when I got to drive through it, so I

865
00:46:27,680 --> 00:46:29,760
Speaker 6: went to take her to one of my favorite places

866
00:46:30,160 --> 00:46:35,200
Speaker 6: in Mexico, which is Wahaka mm m. And in this trip,

867
00:46:35,440 --> 00:46:40,000
Speaker 6: I took a recorder with me and my intention was

868
00:46:40,120 --> 00:46:43,040
Speaker 6: to record her story and ask her like.

869
00:46:43,080 --> 00:46:45,200
Speaker 4: A certain list of questions that I had for her.

870
00:46:46,360 --> 00:46:49,600
Speaker 6: And it was the most amazing, Like I think I

871
00:46:49,640 --> 00:46:53,600
Speaker 6: got like six hours or so a conversation with my mom,

872
00:46:53,760 --> 00:46:56,960
Speaker 6: like you were talking about. And in Mexico, they there's

873
00:46:57,160 --> 00:47:00,520
Speaker 6: like a it's tradition, there's a traditional with there's a

874
00:47:00,600 --> 00:47:04,279
Speaker 6: practice that they call blatica, which is literally means just

875
00:47:04,440 --> 00:47:10,360
Speaker 6: talking and that's a form of feeling like yes, And

876
00:47:10,600 --> 00:47:13,719
Speaker 6: so that's basically what we did. We just had this

877
00:47:13,920 --> 00:47:19,560
Speaker 6: long ass blatika about her life. And so to tell

878
00:47:19,560 --> 00:47:22,279
Speaker 6: you a little bit about my mom, she is an

879
00:47:22,360 --> 00:47:27,520
Speaker 6: aries woman as well, so very stoic, very like present,

880
00:47:27,800 --> 00:47:33,799
Speaker 6: very joyful, very silly, very like interactive with anybody, very loud.

881
00:47:36,000 --> 00:47:38,840
Speaker 4: And independent, extremely independent.

882
00:47:39,000 --> 00:47:39,279
Speaker 5: And so.

883
00:47:41,280 --> 00:47:45,000
Speaker 4: She's telling me the story about like my consumption.

884
00:47:44,840 --> 00:47:48,400
Speaker 6: My sisters, you know, my brothers, her interaction with like

885
00:47:48,480 --> 00:47:51,239
Speaker 6: these men, you know what happened, what was going on

886
00:47:51,520 --> 00:47:55,880
Speaker 6: when like I was born. And meanwhile, like through all

887
00:47:55,960 --> 00:47:58,759
Speaker 6: of this, I'm feeling all of the emotions. So I'm

888
00:47:58,960 --> 00:47:59,840
Speaker 6: just in tear.

889
00:48:00,320 --> 00:48:04,960
Speaker 4: I'm like, no way, what how did you let that happen?

890
00:48:05,160 --> 00:48:07,160
Speaker 4: Like how did you? And like and so I was

891
00:48:07,239 --> 00:48:07,879
Speaker 4: having all the things.

892
00:48:07,960 --> 00:48:12,960
Speaker 6: Meanwhile she is just straight faced, like, no emotion. She's

893
00:48:13,040 --> 00:48:15,360
Speaker 6: just she's telling me like, oh, come on, pow because

894
00:48:15,520 --> 00:48:18,399
Speaker 6: my middle name is Paola, so everybody calls me power

895
00:48:18,520 --> 00:48:19,000
Speaker 6: my family.

896
00:48:19,400 --> 00:48:21,680
Speaker 4: She's like, oh, come on, Pow. You gotta stop crying,

897
00:48:21,920 --> 00:48:26,200
Speaker 4: Like are we gonna get through this or what? And so, yeah,

898
00:48:26,440 --> 00:48:27,000
Speaker 4: that was.

899
00:48:27,680 --> 00:48:32,120
Speaker 6: Incredibly transformative for her because you know, after it all,

900
00:48:32,239 --> 00:48:37,200
Speaker 6: she definitely confirmed like how she had never had anyone

901
00:48:37,280 --> 00:48:40,959
Speaker 6: even ask these questions to her, let alone her.

902
00:48:40,960 --> 00:48:43,040
Speaker 4: Be able to process herself.

903
00:48:43,360 --> 00:48:45,759
Speaker 6: And so it was in this moment, you know that

904
00:48:45,840 --> 00:48:51,040
Speaker 6: she was constantly in the moment answering things and processing

905
00:48:51,160 --> 00:48:55,960
Speaker 6: and digesting and feeling and coming to realize and so

906
00:48:56,520 --> 00:48:59,000
Speaker 6: it was it was amazing and it allowed me to

907
00:48:59,120 --> 00:49:01,960
Speaker 6: really see all of the elements that were a part

908
00:49:02,040 --> 00:49:04,840
Speaker 6: of my just my life and connected to me in

909
00:49:04,960 --> 00:49:07,920
Speaker 6: some kind of way and connected to my family and

910
00:49:08,000 --> 00:49:08,680
Speaker 6: my lineage.

911
00:49:08,800 --> 00:49:10,880
Speaker 4: And so that's where I.

912
00:49:10,960 --> 00:49:14,399
Speaker 6: Started, and that that, to me, that's the that's all

913
00:49:14,480 --> 00:49:16,560
Speaker 6: the tools I feel like that you could really need

914
00:49:16,880 --> 00:49:20,800
Speaker 6: if you that alone, and continuing to do that with

915
00:49:21,000 --> 00:49:23,400
Speaker 6: the other elders that you do still have in your life,

916
00:49:23,680 --> 00:49:28,839
Speaker 6: I feel like there's so much information there and it's

917
00:49:28,880 --> 00:49:31,640
Speaker 6: important to like for them as well, to have that

918
00:49:31,800 --> 00:49:35,239
Speaker 6: moment to be acknowledged, to be seen and to know

919
00:49:35,400 --> 00:49:37,200
Speaker 6: that like, oh you care and you want to know

920
00:49:37,320 --> 00:49:37,680
Speaker 6: about it.

921
00:49:38,560 --> 00:49:40,800
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's I mean, that's such a gift too, that

922
00:49:41,000 --> 00:49:44,080
Speaker 3: she would that she was honest, you know, and that

923
00:49:44,160 --> 00:49:46,200
Speaker 3: because there's certain there's certain you know, there's like a

924
00:49:46,840 --> 00:49:49,120
Speaker 3: there's stigmas in obviously different communities of just like we

925
00:49:49,160 --> 00:49:51,160
Speaker 3: don't talk about that shit, we don't talk about that trauma.

926
00:49:51,200 --> 00:49:53,399
Speaker 3: I mean, even though even my grandmother she's Mexican, there's

927
00:49:53,400 --> 00:49:55,600
Speaker 3: certain things that I know have happened in her life

928
00:49:55,640 --> 00:49:59,480
Speaker 3: that she literally will just not even acknowledge, she will

929
00:49:59,600 --> 00:50:04,560
Speaker 3: not talk about, like she is adamant about that. And

930
00:50:04,880 --> 00:50:07,120
Speaker 3: I'm just like, wow, what a gift though, to be

931
00:50:07,200 --> 00:50:09,880
Speaker 3: able to you know, be able to share that and

932
00:50:09,920 --> 00:50:13,160
Speaker 3: to be your mother that really gave you these tools,

933
00:50:14,560 --> 00:50:17,319
Speaker 3: Like there's that's the found that's that's like the foundation I.

934
00:50:17,320 --> 00:50:19,400
Speaker 2: Think most of us hope for.

935
00:50:19,480 --> 00:50:22,480
Speaker 3: I mean, obviously these tools show up in every person differently,

936
00:50:23,520 --> 00:50:25,600
Speaker 3: but that mother, and that's probably why I do.

937
00:50:25,719 --> 00:50:27,719
Speaker 2: I feel such a motherly energy from you. You're very

938
00:50:27,800 --> 00:50:30,800
Speaker 2: much like a nurturer, very like soft.

939
00:50:31,080 --> 00:50:35,759
Speaker 1: And what dream you had about Lanja? What was the

940
00:50:35,840 --> 00:50:39,319
Speaker 1: dream she was holding you like a baby. Oh, yeah,

941
00:50:42,360 --> 00:50:43,000
Speaker 1: it's true.

942
00:50:43,280 --> 00:50:43,680
Speaker 6: I did.

943
00:50:43,800 --> 00:50:44,600
Speaker 4: I did have a dream.

944
00:50:44,600 --> 00:50:46,160
Speaker 2: I was like, oh my god, I was the best,

945
00:50:46,480 --> 00:50:48,840
Speaker 2: Like I'm so crazy.

946
00:50:48,840 --> 00:50:51,919
Speaker 1: I felt so good though, I felt so taking care

947
00:50:51,920 --> 00:50:52,239
Speaker 1: of her.

948
00:50:52,880 --> 00:50:55,040
Speaker 2: I was like it was like it was like a warm,

949
00:50:56,080 --> 00:50:58,440
Speaker 2: like but like perfectly temperatured cloud.

950
00:51:00,719 --> 00:51:02,480
Speaker 3: And I'm oh my god, yeah, oh my god, a

951
00:51:02,600 --> 00:51:06,160
Speaker 3: flashback Jesus my memory. Well, but that's the energy that

952
00:51:06,239 --> 00:51:08,320
Speaker 3: I that I get is that kind of mother energy.

953
00:51:08,360 --> 00:51:10,560
Speaker 3: And maybe maybe you won't have children, but that's like,

954
00:51:11,440 --> 00:51:13,600
Speaker 3: that's that mother in you. I think all of us

955
00:51:13,880 --> 00:51:16,520
Speaker 3: have that energy, whether or not we decide to conceive

956
00:51:16,680 --> 00:51:19,600
Speaker 3: or not. But that's a beautiful. That's beautiful that your

957
00:51:19,640 --> 00:51:22,160
Speaker 3: mother gave that to you, and that is true. We

958
00:51:22,239 --> 00:51:26,279
Speaker 3: should encourage we should all be encouraged to sit down

959
00:51:26,360 --> 00:51:30,280
Speaker 3: and ask because that's really how the original even family

960
00:51:30,800 --> 00:51:32,200
Speaker 3: trees and stories were told.

961
00:51:32,280 --> 00:51:33,040
Speaker 2: And it's dyed.

962
00:51:33,760 --> 00:51:35,800
Speaker 3: It's just like people die and we've lived through like

963
00:51:35,920 --> 00:51:39,279
Speaker 3: pictures on social media and not really the storytelling and

964
00:51:39,360 --> 00:51:41,320
Speaker 3: the stories and the sharing and the platica.

965
00:51:41,920 --> 00:51:44,520
Speaker 2: You know that that I think is so important.

966
00:51:44,960 --> 00:51:47,479
Speaker 3: My grandfather and I had a conversation like that once

967
00:51:47,640 --> 00:51:49,839
Speaker 3: and I did actually I did record it. I haven't

968
00:51:49,880 --> 00:51:51,719
Speaker 3: even oh wow, yeah, and I need to go back

969
00:51:51,760 --> 00:51:53,160
Speaker 3: and listen to it. So thank you for reminding me

970
00:51:53,200 --> 00:51:57,160
Speaker 3: of that. But that's that's so I think healing could

971
00:51:57,200 --> 00:51:59,160
Speaker 3: be so transformational for so many.

972
00:51:59,000 --> 00:51:59,840
Speaker 2: People to do that.

973
00:52:00,719 --> 00:52:04,799
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's so crazy because literally I'm smoking. But as

974
00:52:04,880 --> 00:52:07,800
Speaker 1: we were having this conversation during I'm just like I

975
00:52:07,920 --> 00:52:10,360
Speaker 1: daydreamed a little bit and I wandered off behind you

976
00:52:10,440 --> 00:52:12,680
Speaker 1: and I was like, I've never this has been on

977
00:52:12,800 --> 00:52:16,200
Speaker 1: my my like spirit to go on a trip with

978
00:52:16,320 --> 00:52:17,880
Speaker 1: my mom. I've never gone on a one on one

979
00:52:17,920 --> 00:52:19,840
Speaker 1: trip with her, and she was supposed to be supposed

980
00:52:19,840 --> 00:52:20,799
Speaker 1: to go on a trip in June, and I don't

981
00:52:20,800 --> 00:52:22,880
Speaker 1: think that was the trip like it didn't happen, and

982
00:52:23,000 --> 00:52:24,000
Speaker 1: I was like, oh, I can't wait to be my

983
00:52:24,080 --> 00:52:26,759
Speaker 1: mom here, and then you said that and then just

984
00:52:26,920 --> 00:52:29,759
Speaker 1: like I think, you know, as much as we talk

985
00:52:29,920 --> 00:52:32,440
Speaker 1: to women and we connect in this way, like it

986
00:52:32,560 --> 00:52:35,480
Speaker 1: is so ceremonious and ritualistic, I don't even realize it,

987
00:52:35,560 --> 00:52:38,600
Speaker 1: but like, you know, I don't know, Like I just

988
00:52:38,680 --> 00:52:41,280
Speaker 1: came on a trip, a long trip with my family,

989
00:52:41,520 --> 00:52:44,279
Speaker 1: my grandmother who's like turning eighty, and like my you know,

990
00:52:44,400 --> 00:52:47,680
Speaker 1: my uncles and my aunts, and I'm like thinking about

991
00:52:47,719 --> 00:52:49,880
Speaker 1: how particular and different we are and like the trauma

992
00:52:49,960 --> 00:52:51,640
Speaker 1: that they've been through that just I know, and like

993
00:52:51,960 --> 00:52:53,520
Speaker 1: the things we don't talk about and the way we

994
00:52:53,600 --> 00:52:55,719
Speaker 1: spend time, and it's like we're being loving and it's

995
00:52:55,719 --> 00:52:58,080
Speaker 1: all those things, the things we don't know.

996
00:52:58,160 --> 00:53:01,640
Speaker 3: It's just why they're like, which feels like very confusing

997
00:53:01,680 --> 00:53:03,279
Speaker 3: because you don't know, and you're like why do you

998
00:53:03,400 --> 00:53:04,120
Speaker 3: act this way?

999
00:53:04,320 --> 00:53:08,000
Speaker 1: But even then like not like only really being able

1000
00:53:08,080 --> 00:53:10,880
Speaker 1: to connect because it's comfortable, like I could have for

1001
00:53:11,000 --> 00:53:12,840
Speaker 1: sure been like, Okay, I'm about to record this, like

1002
00:53:12,960 --> 00:53:14,759
Speaker 1: tell me this, you know, and maybe some of the

1003
00:53:14,840 --> 00:53:18,560
Speaker 1: people wouldn't have got but like even the attempt, you know,

1004
00:53:18,800 --> 00:53:21,680
Speaker 1: because but that's where it's comfortable. And even like I'm

1005
00:53:21,719 --> 00:53:23,640
Speaker 1: the type of person I am, like I could be

1006
00:53:23,960 --> 00:53:27,319
Speaker 1: like super deep with someone and stup like I don't

1007
00:53:27,360 --> 00:53:30,279
Speaker 1: mind being touchy with people, but in my family and

1008
00:53:30,400 --> 00:53:33,359
Speaker 1: with myself, I'm kind of like, you know, and it's

1009
00:53:33,400 --> 00:53:35,600
Speaker 1: so weird, but there's something there, and there's something that

1010
00:53:35,800 --> 00:53:39,520
Speaker 1: needs to be addressed or dug into, and I and like,

1011
00:53:39,560 --> 00:53:41,320
Speaker 1: obviously I know the history of my family and some

1012
00:53:41,440 --> 00:53:44,520
Speaker 1: of the shit is dark, but it's just we don't

1013
00:53:44,760 --> 00:53:49,799
Speaker 1: really consider how deep and how present those those struggles are,

1014
00:53:50,320 --> 00:53:52,760
Speaker 1: even like because it just reminded me. We were driving

1015
00:53:52,840 --> 00:53:57,080
Speaker 1: through Virginia and it's called Mapsville, Virginia, and my last

1016
00:53:57,160 --> 00:53:58,879
Speaker 1: name is Map and like this is where we came from.

1017
00:53:59,040 --> 00:54:01,239
Speaker 1: This is where like the white people that owned us

1018
00:54:01,400 --> 00:54:03,279
Speaker 1: came from. And then like my family was like I

1019
00:54:03,320 --> 00:54:06,000
Speaker 1: looked at I liked that map a lot on the Facebook,

1020
00:54:06,000 --> 00:54:07,959
Speaker 1: and it's mostly black people, so they must have owned

1021
00:54:08,000 --> 00:54:09,520
Speaker 1: a lot of us. I'm like, really, there's not that

1022
00:54:09,600 --> 00:54:11,800
Speaker 1: many white ones, so it's like pretty obvious probably like

1023
00:54:11,880 --> 00:54:15,040
Speaker 1: that's where the lineage came from. But we're walking, you know,

1024
00:54:15,080 --> 00:54:16,800
Speaker 1: we're driving past and there's like a picture of like

1025
00:54:17,280 --> 00:54:20,400
Speaker 1: maps map da Dada maps, like a two lawyers or

1026
00:54:20,440 --> 00:54:21,960
Speaker 1: two white So I was like, look, there must be

1027
00:54:22,040 --> 00:54:22,640
Speaker 1: the descendant.

1028
00:54:22,719 --> 00:54:23,200
Speaker 2: Oh god.

1029
00:54:23,719 --> 00:54:29,400
Speaker 1: But then later I'm listening to Orlando is editing an

1030
00:54:29,480 --> 00:54:33,959
Speaker 1: episode from the Royal Fetish radio podcast and they're talking

1031
00:54:33,960 --> 00:54:37,640
Speaker 1: about slavery and he goes, you know in Virginia most

1032
00:54:37,760 --> 00:54:42,920
Speaker 1: he's like talking about the trauma and sexual trauma, and

1033
00:54:43,280 --> 00:54:46,120
Speaker 1: he said, you know, slaves that came from Virginia, they

1034
00:54:46,160 --> 00:54:50,040
Speaker 1: were breeding, those were mostly breeding plantations. And I didn't

1035
00:54:50,040 --> 00:54:52,400
Speaker 1: even like, I know the atrocities of slavery, but like

1036
00:54:52,920 --> 00:54:56,560
Speaker 1: breeding plantations, and that had just so happened to have

1037
00:54:56,719 --> 00:55:01,759
Speaker 1: driven through Virginia, Mapsville, Virginia and made these associations, and

1038
00:55:01,800 --> 00:55:03,160
Speaker 1: I was like, oh god, like it made me a

1039
00:55:03,200 --> 00:55:05,880
Speaker 1: little sick, you know, like, oh, like what am I

1040
00:55:05,960 --> 00:55:06,680
Speaker 1: a product of?

1041
00:55:07,000 --> 00:55:07,200
Speaker 6: You know?

1042
00:55:07,480 --> 00:55:10,640
Speaker 1: But like also probably makes some sense, you know, but

1043
00:55:10,840 --> 00:55:14,480
Speaker 1: just like and thinking when you could drive through it

1044
00:55:14,719 --> 00:55:17,239
Speaker 1: or think about it in that way, it's not that

1045
00:55:17,400 --> 00:55:20,520
Speaker 1: far off like those like it's not like this distant ancestry.

1046
00:55:21,160 --> 00:55:23,239
Speaker 1: It's like my great, great, you know what I'm saying,

1047
00:55:24,719 --> 00:55:27,759
Speaker 1: And like, you know, the amount of healing, like like

1048
00:55:28,040 --> 00:55:30,640
Speaker 1: energetic healing you have to do and be aware of

1049
00:55:30,960 --> 00:55:33,239
Speaker 1: to like go deep, like like you're womb you know,

1050
00:55:33,400 --> 00:55:36,319
Speaker 1: even just as like women period, as like women of color,

1051
00:55:36,360 --> 00:55:38,960
Speaker 1: there's some dark fucking history. But you know, we just

1052
00:55:39,320 --> 00:55:42,160
Speaker 1: we kind of like because it's not comfortable. We just

1053
00:55:42,360 --> 00:55:45,719
Speaker 1: operate from this realm this time we can see. But

1054
00:55:46,120 --> 00:55:47,920
Speaker 1: it's so much deeper than that. There's so much more

1055
00:55:48,000 --> 00:55:50,520
Speaker 1: we could feel. And if we were like just quiet

1056
00:55:50,640 --> 00:55:54,360
Speaker 1: enough and more in tune enough to admit that, you know,

1057
00:55:54,480 --> 00:55:56,279
Speaker 1: how much more progressive the world could be.

1058
00:55:56,760 --> 00:55:56,880
Speaker 5: Right?

1059
00:55:57,200 --> 00:56:00,080
Speaker 6: Yeah, No, there's a reason why so many women of

1060
00:56:00,200 --> 00:56:07,920
Speaker 6: color have so many womb related diseases, right from cysts.

1061
00:56:09,080 --> 00:56:14,520
Speaker 4: To fibroids, fybroids right like, and so there's so many more.

1062
00:56:16,400 --> 00:56:21,720
Speaker 1: Just with like birth right sexuality, sexuality right.

1063
00:56:21,800 --> 00:56:24,759
Speaker 4: Right, and so observing that Birst story.

1064
00:56:26,040 --> 00:56:30,279
Speaker 6: From as many different aspects and from as far back

1065
00:56:30,400 --> 00:56:36,600
Speaker 6: as you can has been very important to me. And

1066
00:56:36,760 --> 00:56:41,600
Speaker 6: then from that, from that information, I am able to

1067
00:56:42,400 --> 00:56:48,320
Speaker 6: energetically tap into that ancestry and within my own self

1068
00:56:48,440 --> 00:56:52,000
Speaker 6: as well energetically and move that and shift that and

1069
00:56:52,160 --> 00:56:58,759
Speaker 6: tend to that. So I do that, particularly as a

1070
00:56:59,120 --> 00:57:02,360
Speaker 6: king master at least I learned that modality.

1071
00:57:02,640 --> 00:57:05,640
Speaker 4: But we've all, you know, heard of laying of the hands.

1072
00:57:06,640 --> 00:57:10,080
Speaker 6: And you know, just intuitively, when you might feel some pain,

1073
00:57:10,360 --> 00:57:12,400
Speaker 6: you know you're gonna like probably put your hand on

1074
00:57:12,520 --> 00:57:15,200
Speaker 6: there for a second or a rubbit, right, you hurt yourself,

1075
00:57:15,960 --> 00:57:19,560
Speaker 6: And so there's power within that right and that energy

1076
00:57:19,680 --> 00:57:22,000
Speaker 6: exchange if you know that, you feel it when you're

1077
00:57:22,120 --> 00:57:23,920
Speaker 6: being embraced by somebody, right.

1078
00:57:24,680 --> 00:57:24,960
Speaker 4: And so.

1079
00:57:26,480 --> 00:57:33,640
Speaker 6: I learned this reki modality that comes from Japan. But

1080
00:57:34,200 --> 00:57:38,400
Speaker 6: again it's been it's been used for many, many ancient times.

1081
00:57:38,640 --> 00:57:39,520
Speaker 4: And in different ways.

1082
00:57:39,640 --> 00:57:43,880
Speaker 6: But I really enjoyed reki because it has helped me

1083
00:57:44,160 --> 00:57:48,360
Speaker 6: to add it to my virtuals, to the ceremonial things

1084
00:57:48,400 --> 00:57:51,920
Speaker 6: that I do for myself and that I offer in

1085
00:57:52,040 --> 00:57:56,640
Speaker 6: my courses with people, to really hone in on those stories,

1086
00:57:56,880 --> 00:58:01,160
Speaker 6: really hone in on not healing that energy experience within

1087
00:58:01,280 --> 00:58:04,600
Speaker 6: your own body and your room. But we can actually

1088
00:58:04,640 --> 00:58:10,520
Speaker 6: go back into generations and address it from its source.

1089
00:58:11,480 --> 00:58:11,960
Speaker 5: In what way?

1090
00:58:12,080 --> 00:58:15,280
Speaker 2: And I'm just curious, like how exactly do you do that?

1091
00:58:15,480 --> 00:58:15,920
Speaker 4: Like is it.

1092
00:58:17,480 --> 00:58:19,840
Speaker 3: Like an energy shift in which and like in which

1093
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Speaker 3: that happens in your session? Or is it like things

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00:58:22,120 --> 00:58:25,400
Speaker 3: come up and then you have a platica like like

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00:58:25,960 --> 00:58:28,800
Speaker 3: do you like come up? And I mean, because some things,

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00:58:28,920 --> 00:58:31,040
Speaker 3: like you know, there's for sure, I wouldn't be able to,

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00:58:31,080 --> 00:58:32,680
Speaker 3: I wouldn't be able to answer. I mean, it would

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00:58:32,800 --> 00:58:34,920
Speaker 3: just be like I would, I wouldn't even know how

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00:58:35,040 --> 00:58:41,120
Speaker 3: to to I guess confirm nor deny those things within myself.

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Speaker 2: I mean I think.

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00:58:41,920 --> 00:58:44,920
Speaker 3: And maybe that's the thing is that there is no

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00:58:45,200 --> 00:58:47,760
Speaker 3: like you'll never It's just a feeling. It's an energy

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00:58:47,800 --> 00:58:49,600
Speaker 3: that you just know is there and exists, and it

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00:58:49,680 --> 00:58:51,960
Speaker 3: makes sense once it's kind of expressed to you that

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00:58:52,080 --> 00:58:55,560
Speaker 3: that's what happened. So like, how do you like, I'm

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00:58:55,640 --> 00:58:59,200
Speaker 3: just curious, like how, Yeah, I guess how does that

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00:58:59,320 --> 00:59:02,160
Speaker 3: womb healing and shifting happen with someone?

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00:59:02,640 --> 00:59:02,840
Speaker 4: Yeah?

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00:59:03,080 --> 00:59:09,000
Speaker 6: So in the course, it looks like us processing like

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00:59:09,080 --> 00:59:11,840
Speaker 6: I said, the birth story aspect within your own self

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00:59:12,000 --> 00:59:15,520
Speaker 6: and within your lineage, and then we use that information

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Speaker 6: to just acknowledge some highlighting coins.

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00:59:18,600 --> 00:59:23,160
Speaker 4: Right to address. And so we once we have that, we.

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00:59:24,680 --> 00:59:27,800
Speaker 6: Are able to in a ritualistic way, so in a

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00:59:27,880 --> 00:59:30,480
Speaker 6: ceremonial way. And by that I just mean like you're

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00:59:30,560 --> 00:59:33,680
Speaker 6: creating in a really intentional space where you're saying Hey,

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00:59:34,280 --> 00:59:36,880
Speaker 6: this is what I'm going to be addressing, and you're

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00:59:36,960 --> 00:59:40,840
Speaker 6: calling on whatever guides, whatever deities that you want to

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00:59:40,880 --> 00:59:43,120
Speaker 6: work with, whatever energies.

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Speaker 4: I particularly really love to.

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00:59:45,720 --> 00:59:50,600
Speaker 6: Work with Yamaya and Oshun, especially as they are directly

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00:59:50,640 --> 00:59:53,640
Speaker 6: connected with and associated with that part of our bodies

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00:59:54,720 --> 00:59:58,480
Speaker 6: and with just that birth work and that wom healing

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00:59:58,600 --> 01:00:02,160
Speaker 6: work and so and the waters right as just as

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Speaker 6: far as being cleansing associated with cleansing.

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Speaker 4: And so.

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Speaker 6: Within that space, I also have my own, you know,

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Speaker 6: personal spirit guide team, my homies that I call upon,

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01:00:15,880 --> 01:00:21,160
Speaker 6: angels that I work with, and I essentially am always

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01:00:21,320 --> 01:00:25,120
Speaker 6: asking for whatever is needed or most needed in your

1131
01:00:25,200 --> 01:00:29,280
Speaker 6: highest good in that moment to to happen, and I

1132
01:00:29,560 --> 01:00:32,919
Speaker 6: am a conduit to that for that process to come through.

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01:00:33,440 --> 01:00:37,200
Speaker 6: And within that process as a medium, I sometimes see colors.

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01:00:37,400 --> 01:00:44,080
Speaker 6: I sometimes have visions. I sometimes am able to just

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01:00:44,240 --> 01:00:48,160
Speaker 6: see things from past lives as well that are like

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01:00:48,520 --> 01:00:52,160
Speaker 6: wanting to be highlighted and addressed. Sometimes I've had a

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01:00:52,280 --> 01:00:55,160
Speaker 6: session where you know, I can feel like other hands

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01:00:55,680 --> 01:00:58,760
Speaker 6: around me and they are like literally doing like some

1139
01:00:58,920 --> 01:01:03,080
Speaker 6: kind of surgical, you know, thing for this person, right,

1140
01:01:03,280 --> 01:01:06,840
Speaker 6: And so there's a lot of different layers and levels

1141
01:01:06,920 --> 01:01:11,560
Speaker 6: to it. It's definitely like I said, this world is

1142
01:01:11,640 --> 01:01:13,600
Speaker 6: about what you decide you want to believe in and

1143
01:01:13,720 --> 01:01:15,640
Speaker 6: what you want to put out and what intention you

1144
01:01:15,720 --> 01:01:20,560
Speaker 6: know you're putting into it. And so I am always,

1145
01:01:20,920 --> 01:01:23,400
Speaker 6: like I said, centering whatever is in the highest good,

1146
01:01:23,720 --> 01:01:27,040
Speaker 6: and when I'm calling on that level of support as well,

1147
01:01:27,720 --> 01:01:31,240
Speaker 6: anything can happen. And so in a session, you know,

1148
01:01:31,360 --> 01:01:34,760
Speaker 6: people are just kind of laying down, relaxing, might fall asleep.

1149
01:01:34,840 --> 01:01:35,960
Speaker 4: A lot of people fall asleep.

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01:01:36,040 --> 01:01:40,240
Speaker 6: Actually, some people feel like twitching, or it might feel

1151
01:01:40,320 --> 01:01:45,960
Speaker 6: like a little warm in some places. They might have

1152
01:01:46,320 --> 01:01:49,800
Speaker 6: visions and see colors or things like that as well themselves.

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01:01:51,920 --> 01:01:54,520
Speaker 4: And so yeah, that's kind of like what a session

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01:01:54,560 --> 01:01:54,960
Speaker 4: looks like.

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01:01:55,160 --> 01:01:59,680
Speaker 6: And we can, again if we come bring whatever one

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01:01:59,720 --> 01:02:02,720
Speaker 6: of those intentions that we're focusing on into it.

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01:02:03,400 --> 01:02:07,240
Speaker 4: That's just amplified and yeah, can you do that.

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Speaker 3: First of all, I'm thinking about my own mother's birth

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01:02:10,840 --> 01:02:12,440
Speaker 3: story and how I don't really know much about it

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01:02:12,600 --> 01:02:16,160
Speaker 3: at all, Like I think brought her, no one liked

1161
01:02:16,280 --> 01:02:19,200
Speaker 3: I was born, like like literally I don't even really know.

1162
01:02:19,280 --> 01:02:20,680
Speaker 2: I know there was some drama that went.

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01:02:20,600 --> 01:02:24,160
Speaker 3: Down at the hospital, but like which probably was which

1164
01:02:24,240 --> 01:02:26,960
Speaker 3: was traumatic. You know, So there's trauma in her birth

1165
01:02:27,000 --> 01:02:29,120
Speaker 3: story for sure. I'm sure there's I hope there's beauty,

1166
01:02:29,120 --> 01:02:31,680
Speaker 3: God please, but maybe not. I don't really know what

1167
01:02:31,960 --> 01:02:35,840
Speaker 3: the energy energy was and like yeah, and like really

1168
01:02:35,920 --> 01:02:38,720
Speaker 3: like what her hopes were for her birth, birth and

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01:02:39,040 --> 01:02:42,520
Speaker 3: her birth plan if there was any, and you know,

1170
01:02:43,160 --> 01:02:45,960
Speaker 3: just just I know that I know it hurt, but

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01:02:46,080 --> 01:02:46,720
Speaker 3: that's general.

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01:02:48,160 --> 01:02:50,960
Speaker 2: That's and and same with my grandmother. Not one clue, like,

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01:02:51,120 --> 01:02:53,120
Speaker 2: not one clue, and they're here and I can ask.

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Speaker 1: Them, right, and like the fact that we don't.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I've asked more guests their birth story. I just

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01:02:59,520 --> 01:03:01,400
Speaker 2: getting my own fucking family family.

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Speaker 1: I know, I know a lot of people's birth story.

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01:03:04,120 --> 01:03:05,480
Speaker 2: Right, I'm like, did you know about I can I

1179
01:03:05,480 --> 01:03:06,160
Speaker 2: can this person?

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Speaker 3: Not my own, not my mother's not her mother, like

1181
01:03:10,760 --> 01:03:13,600
Speaker 3: you know, it's just it's so it's kind of crazy.

1182
01:03:14,560 --> 01:03:16,960
Speaker 1: I know my birth story. I know, like my mom

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01:03:17,200 --> 01:03:20,000
Speaker 1: had to be alone because my parents weren't married and

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01:03:20,040 --> 01:03:22,760
Speaker 1: they were in like bumblefuck Alabama and Montgomery and they're

1185
01:03:22,800 --> 01:03:25,600
Speaker 1: really racist, and I was like, can you well, I

1186
01:03:25,720 --> 01:03:27,840
Speaker 1: thought like I couldn't imagine being alone in a room

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01:03:27,880 --> 01:03:31,040
Speaker 1: with nobody that I knew and giving birth, and then

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01:03:31,120 --> 01:03:33,320
Speaker 1: I was thinking, I never associated that with the energy

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01:03:33,360 --> 01:03:35,720
Speaker 1: that was brought in when I like the fear. I

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01:03:35,840 --> 01:03:38,280
Speaker 1: never thought about how that transmuted and like with that

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01:03:38,440 --> 01:03:42,320
Speaker 1: feel like like if that's your first like energetic like

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01:03:42,840 --> 01:03:47,520
Speaker 1: association with coming earthside, that is very you know, like

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01:03:48,080 --> 01:03:52,000
Speaker 1: you know, I'd be nervous. Girls, I'm always nervous inside.

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01:03:52,040 --> 01:03:53,760
Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm nervous. She's like why. I was like,

1195
01:03:53,800 --> 01:03:56,120
Speaker 1: I don't know, I don't know, I'm just nervous.

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Speaker 2: Can you do these sessions virtually?

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Speaker 4: Yes?

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Speaker 6: So I actually started doing them virtually kind of randomly.

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Speaker 6: Like if I had a friend or somebody that I

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Speaker 6: knew that was kind of going through something, I'd be like,

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01:04:15,040 --> 01:04:19,080
Speaker 6: let me offer this person, you know, because it's also

1202
01:04:19,520 --> 01:04:23,600
Speaker 6: as the person's that's fatilitating, it's also very nourishing for

1203
01:04:23,800 --> 01:04:26,320
Speaker 6: me as well, right, Like I don't leave the session

1204
01:04:26,440 --> 01:04:29,560
Speaker 6: feeling like oh right, you know, like I just did

1205
01:04:29,600 --> 01:04:32,080
Speaker 6: all this world like it's inequal. You know, I'm connected

1206
01:04:32,160 --> 01:04:35,360
Speaker 6: as well with the healing energy that's moving through.

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Speaker 4: And so.

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Speaker 6: Yeah, I started offering a couple of free sessions for

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01:04:42,920 --> 01:04:46,680
Speaker 6: people because life is rough, it's a lot going on

1210
01:04:47,520 --> 01:04:52,320
Speaker 6: and so I don't get anything but the names of

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01:04:52,480 --> 01:04:55,800
Speaker 6: these people, and I think I just asked them if

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01:04:55,800 --> 01:04:58,240
Speaker 6: they've ever done this session in a session like this

1213
01:04:58,360 --> 01:05:02,720
Speaker 6: before and so, and then after I do the session,

1214
01:05:03,080 --> 01:05:05,680
Speaker 6: and we don't. I don't call them or anything. They

1215
01:05:05,760 --> 01:05:07,400
Speaker 6: just know time when it's happening.

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Speaker 5: So they're just.

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01:05:08,680 --> 01:05:11,520
Speaker 6: Present in whatever way they want to be. I invite

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01:05:11,560 --> 01:05:14,600
Speaker 6: people to, you know, play some music, barn some incense,

1219
01:05:14,880 --> 01:05:18,320
Speaker 6: maybe get in a bath, you know, because I definitely

1220
01:05:18,440 --> 01:05:22,000
Speaker 6: believe in water being a huge conduit for healing, and

1221
01:05:22,120 --> 01:05:28,760
Speaker 6: so probably nine yeah, most every single time that I've done,

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01:05:29,120 --> 01:05:33,560
Speaker 6: every single every session, I send an email afterwards just

1223
01:05:33,640 --> 01:05:37,160
Speaker 6: to follow up on my experience and what I perceived,

1224
01:05:38,200 --> 01:05:42,240
Speaker 6: And every single time I've gotten nothing but affirmations and

1225
01:05:43,400 --> 01:05:47,840
Speaker 6: just immense gratitude and people just really eager to know

1226
01:05:48,080 --> 01:05:51,400
Speaker 6: more of Like how how is this even possible? Because

1227
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Speaker 6: I get it. It sounds like some woo woo shit.

1228
01:05:55,040 --> 01:05:57,480
Speaker 6: It sounds like some what are you talking about?

1229
01:05:57,600 --> 01:06:00,800
Speaker 4: But you're not even here? How is that possible? Is

1230
01:06:00,880 --> 01:06:01,360
Speaker 4: the magic?

1231
01:06:01,600 --> 01:06:01,800
Speaker 6: Yes?

1232
01:06:02,480 --> 01:06:04,760
Speaker 2: Well, you know, I think it's this idea that it's

1233
01:06:04,760 --> 01:06:05,440
Speaker 2: so it's so funny.

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01:06:05,440 --> 01:06:09,040
Speaker 3: I'm reading this book called conversations with strangers or something

1235
01:06:09,720 --> 01:06:10,280
Speaker 3: what's called.

1236
01:06:10,640 --> 01:06:12,760
Speaker 2: Anyway, I should know the name, But it's about how,

1237
01:06:13,800 --> 01:06:19,600
Speaker 2: oh oh, hello, little black butterfly. It's basically so far.

1238
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Speaker 3: What I've deducting from it is that it's basically about

1239
01:06:23,640 --> 01:06:26,160
Speaker 3: how sometimes the people that are closest to you just

1240
01:06:26,360 --> 01:06:28,840
Speaker 3: know the least about you, and that oftentimes, like people

1241
01:06:28,880 --> 01:06:31,040
Speaker 3: that don't really like I have no perception of who

1242
01:06:31,120 --> 01:06:33,000
Speaker 3: you are, haven't actually met you in person, there's no

1243
01:06:33,120 --> 01:06:36,560
Speaker 3: influence and so that and therefore a lot of times

1244
01:06:36,760 --> 01:06:39,040
Speaker 3: there it goes both ways.

1245
01:06:39,440 --> 01:06:40,640
Speaker 2: But I think people always.

1246
01:06:40,400 --> 01:06:43,360
Speaker 3: Think that you must know someone intimately in order to

1247
01:06:43,880 --> 01:06:46,640
Speaker 3: connect with them, in order to understand them, in order

1248
01:06:46,720 --> 01:06:49,240
Speaker 3: to even like understand their ideology and ways.

1249
01:06:50,160 --> 01:06:52,600
Speaker 2: But this is even more that's even this.

1250
01:06:52,800 --> 01:06:54,760
Speaker 3: Is even more I don't want to say disconnected, because

1251
01:06:54,760 --> 01:06:57,240
Speaker 3: it's it's obviously not, but for lack of a better word,

1252
01:06:57,400 --> 01:07:01,520
Speaker 3: like there's this there's this wall where you don't know anything.

1253
01:07:01,520 --> 01:07:02,880
Speaker 2: You don't what they look like, you know, the no

1254
01:07:02,960 --> 01:07:06,000
Speaker 2: their background, you don't know their sign, you don't know

1255
01:07:06,440 --> 01:07:08,960
Speaker 2: you know their energy. You know, because sometimes you know

1256
01:07:09,000 --> 01:07:12,720
Speaker 2: you meet someone, you're like, oh, okay, I personal I've

1257
01:07:12,760 --> 01:07:16,080
Speaker 2: met you before. You know, there's like an energy. So

1258
01:07:16,320 --> 01:07:18,560
Speaker 2: that's even I think that's why I think a lot

1259
01:07:18,640 --> 01:07:19,880
Speaker 2: of people to have.

1260
01:07:21,640 --> 01:07:22,360
Speaker 4: Problems.

1261
01:07:22,520 --> 01:07:28,240
Speaker 3: I guess believing in the power of like magic essentially

1262
01:07:29,960 --> 01:07:35,360
Speaker 3: and and energy and intuitiveness that it must appear a

1263
01:07:35,440 --> 01:07:39,160
Speaker 3: certain way. So I mean, and you know, me and

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Speaker 3: Neil actually had a reading in the same fashion with Gemma.

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Speaker 1: Oh yeah, and we talked about it. I was like,

1266
01:07:45,880 --> 01:07:47,680
Speaker 1: she went first. She was like, yeah, I just she

1267
01:07:47,800 --> 01:07:49,120
Speaker 1: just told me to wake up and sit in my

1268
01:07:49,160 --> 01:07:50,760
Speaker 1: bed at nine am. And I was like, wait, let

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01:07:50,800 --> 01:07:51,360
Speaker 1: me get this straight.

1270
01:07:51,640 --> 01:07:52,080
Speaker 2: She asked me.

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01:07:52,120 --> 01:07:56,040
Speaker 1: In five times I called you and then you got

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Speaker 1: on you got on zoom. She's like, no, she just

1273
01:07:59,040 --> 01:08:02,200
Speaker 1: told me to wake up and sit up. I said,

1274
01:08:02,200 --> 01:08:04,320
Speaker 1: what are you talking about. I was like, wait, I

1275
01:08:04,360 --> 01:08:05,920
Speaker 1: need to be more clinic. She said no, but she did.

1276
01:08:05,960 --> 01:08:07,439
Speaker 1: I don't know what she was calling it. She didn't

1277
01:08:07,440 --> 01:08:09,840
Speaker 1: call it the same thing, but I know, like essentially

1278
01:08:09,920 --> 01:08:12,640
Speaker 1: it sounds crazy, like what you gave him a bitch,

1279
01:08:12,760 --> 01:08:13,160
Speaker 1: you can do it?

1280
01:08:13,240 --> 01:08:13,280
Speaker 4: What?

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01:08:13,840 --> 01:08:16,080
Speaker 1: But you Yeah, it's like really the power of believing

1282
01:08:16,120 --> 01:08:18,960
Speaker 1: in magic and just like that's a part of the adulthood.

1283
01:08:18,960 --> 01:08:21,160
Speaker 1: I don't get you know, like in childhood, we're so

1284
01:08:22,320 --> 01:08:26,040
Speaker 1: green and everything's a possibility. I literally remember everything everything

1285
01:08:26,080 --> 01:08:28,679
Speaker 1: as a possibility as a child and like really believing

1286
01:08:28,720 --> 01:08:31,160
Speaker 1: in magic and turning pages and getting an answer and

1287
01:08:31,360 --> 01:08:34,479
Speaker 1: like believing in that and feeling like, you know, even

1288
01:08:34,520 --> 01:08:37,599
Speaker 1: seeing Luna. And that's the part of becoming an adult.

1289
01:08:37,720 --> 01:08:39,880
Speaker 1: It's like not that we stop believing, like is that

1290
01:08:40,360 --> 01:08:43,560
Speaker 1: we get less connected with the true reality and we

1291
01:08:43,640 --> 01:08:46,360
Speaker 1: get more conditioned and domesticated.

1292
01:08:45,760 --> 01:08:47,200
Speaker 2: With you to the reality they told us.

1293
01:08:48,240 --> 01:08:50,360
Speaker 1: And the truth is is like you know, as children

1294
01:08:50,439 --> 01:08:54,000
Speaker 1: and kids, as babies, we are more connected to source absolutely,

1295
01:08:54,600 --> 01:08:56,080
Speaker 1: and as women that's why.

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01:08:56,000 --> 01:08:57,559
Speaker 3: They can most like a lot of kids believe they

1297
01:08:57,560 --> 01:09:00,000
Speaker 3: can do anything because they can. And now as adult

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01:09:00,120 --> 01:09:02,960
Speaker 3: for relearning that is like even the power manifest and

1299
01:09:03,040 --> 01:09:05,240
Speaker 3: you can manifest whatever you want, you know, and like

1300
01:09:05,880 --> 01:09:08,200
Speaker 3: someone telling us along the way, no you can't, you can't,

1301
01:09:08,240 --> 01:09:09,920
Speaker 3: you can, then you believed it, and it's like, how

1302
01:09:09,960 --> 01:09:13,560
Speaker 3: do we keep that alive in our children? And like

1303
01:09:13,720 --> 01:09:16,439
Speaker 3: how do we reactivate that and ignite that back into

1304
01:09:16,800 --> 01:09:21,639
Speaker 3: ourselves ourselves and now as adults, Yeah, well.

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01:09:21,560 --> 01:09:26,240
Speaker 6: This practice has definitely done that for me. That these

1306
01:09:26,320 --> 01:09:29,240
Speaker 6: tools that the amount of healing that I've been able

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01:09:29,320 --> 01:09:31,960
Speaker 6: to see happen within my life as like I continue to.

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01:09:32,080 --> 01:09:36,679
Speaker 4: Embrace them all and more and more and just practice them. Right.

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01:09:38,040 --> 01:09:43,320
Speaker 6: It's it's been amazing and transformational and to witness like

1310
01:09:43,600 --> 01:09:46,920
Speaker 6: how transformation I can be for another person.

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01:09:46,880 --> 01:09:49,960
Speaker 4: Is it's just yeah, I think I need to do

1312
01:09:50,080 --> 01:09:50,439
Speaker 4: this with you.

1313
01:09:51,680 --> 01:09:53,360
Speaker 2: Let me go talk to my grandma mom first.

1314
01:09:53,439 --> 01:09:53,559
Speaker 5: Though.

1315
01:09:55,520 --> 01:09:57,559
Speaker 3: Now I'm really I'm very intrigued because I have as

1316
01:09:57,560 --> 01:09:59,920
Speaker 3: boomb healing is something I haven't really ever, I haven't dealt,

1317
01:10:00,120 --> 01:10:02,000
Speaker 3: don't dove into. But you know, that's come up a

1318
01:10:02,080 --> 01:10:04,840
Speaker 3: lot here whenever I come to Costa Rica and like

1319
01:10:04,960 --> 01:10:07,320
Speaker 3: talking about womb work and the womb because we are

1320
01:10:07,479 --> 01:10:10,080
Speaker 3: in the home here, you know, really makes you feel

1321
01:10:10,120 --> 01:10:12,800
Speaker 3: like you have to you got like we gotta figure

1322
01:10:12,840 --> 01:10:13,120
Speaker 3: this out.

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01:10:14,000 --> 01:10:16,600
Speaker 6: Yeah, it does bring it up and like put it

1324
01:10:16,720 --> 01:10:23,599
Speaker 6: in your face and it's like what you're going to do? Though, yeah, yeah,

1325
01:10:23,920 --> 01:10:29,120
Speaker 6: and yeah, I would never rush that experience. I always

1326
01:10:29,200 --> 01:10:31,960
Speaker 6: am like allowing it to naturally happen. It's not this

1327
01:10:32,760 --> 01:10:34,760
Speaker 6: you know goal, This healing is not a goal that

1328
01:10:34,880 --> 01:10:37,160
Speaker 6: we need to reach. It's just being present for it

1329
01:10:37,280 --> 01:10:39,080
Speaker 6: as it comes up. Right, So now you have this

1330
01:10:39,200 --> 01:10:41,640
Speaker 6: new information. Okay, cool, What are we going to do

1331
01:10:41,680 --> 01:10:43,479
Speaker 6: about it? How are we going to actually implement it

1332
01:10:43,640 --> 01:10:47,160
Speaker 6: and keep it alive and keep it going? And you know,

1333
01:10:47,320 --> 01:10:49,320
Speaker 6: as far as both of you, I know that you

1334
01:10:49,439 --> 01:10:54,240
Speaker 6: are both creating new rituals and ceremonies and practices for

1335
01:10:54,439 --> 01:10:58,320
Speaker 6: your children that they're gonna continue and pass along as well.

1336
01:10:58,520 --> 01:11:04,160
Speaker 4: So that that to me is everything. So I.

1337
01:11:05,640 --> 01:11:08,400
Speaker 6: Address not just the you know, the border stories, but

1338
01:11:08,760 --> 01:11:12,320
Speaker 6: moving past that, like any kind of sexual traumas that

1339
01:11:12,400 --> 01:11:17,040
Speaker 6: you experience whenever, you know, as especially as much as

1340
01:11:17,160 --> 01:11:22,280
Speaker 6: the children have been just hyper sexualized continuously. And I

1341
01:11:22,439 --> 01:11:25,400
Speaker 6: just heard some crazy shit the other day about this

1342
01:11:26,240 --> 01:11:30,960
Speaker 6: white woman in Texas that was basically like loving on

1343
01:11:31,040 --> 01:11:35,160
Speaker 6: this child until he was like thirteen, moved into his complex,

1344
01:11:35,479 --> 01:11:36,960
Speaker 6: like it's.

1345
01:11:38,479 --> 01:11:42,360
Speaker 2: Like love, like being his lover, like to yes, yes.

1346
01:11:42,800 --> 01:11:47,160
Speaker 6: Yes, there's there's so many poss right, We've all we've

1347
01:11:47,360 --> 01:11:49,960
Speaker 6: so many of us shared that story, you know, one

1348
01:11:50,000 --> 01:11:51,360
Speaker 6: of those stories we don't talk about.

1349
01:11:52,600 --> 01:11:56,680
Speaker 4: We don't talk about it. But and that's and I

1350
01:11:56,840 --> 01:11:59,760
Speaker 4: say that especially to highlight that it's not just the

1351
01:11:59,800 --> 01:12:02,920
Speaker 4: way men that you know have that experience of being

1352
01:12:03,040 --> 01:12:06,400
Speaker 4: hyper sexualized as little girls, but young boys do too,

1353
01:12:06,760 --> 01:12:06,960
Speaker 4: you know.

1354
01:12:07,520 --> 01:12:09,719
Speaker 6: And when I speak of the womb, like I don't,

1355
01:12:10,240 --> 01:12:14,120
Speaker 6: that's not something that is exclusive to just people that

1356
01:12:14,280 --> 01:12:19,200
Speaker 6: can have children, you know, it's we all carry that energy,

1357
01:12:19,360 --> 01:12:22,439
Speaker 6: can tap into that energy and have that depth within ourselves.

1358
01:12:22,479 --> 01:12:23,639
Speaker 2: Well, it's the creator.

1359
01:12:23,720 --> 01:12:29,680
Speaker 6: It's there, yea and so and then you know, as

1360
01:12:29,720 --> 01:12:32,439
Speaker 6: things progress, you know the things that you were taught,

1361
01:12:34,880 --> 01:12:35,759
Speaker 6: you know, in school.

1362
01:12:36,400 --> 01:12:38,160
Speaker 4: I don't know if y'all had a sex sid class

1363
01:12:39,720 --> 01:12:45,400
Speaker 4: girl barely exactly. All I remember was they had us

1364
01:12:45,560 --> 01:12:48,280
Speaker 4: looking at this, really this.

1365
01:12:48,439 --> 01:12:50,920
Speaker 6: It was a white vagina that was pushing out a baby.

1366
01:12:51,120 --> 01:12:52,559
Speaker 6: And that's all I remember from.

1367
01:12:52,400 --> 01:12:55,160
Speaker 1: The Well that's even progressive. And I didn't, you know, birth,

1368
01:12:55,280 --> 01:12:55,720
Speaker 1: real birth.

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01:12:55,880 --> 01:12:58,160
Speaker 4: I didn't understand how they were allowed to show us,

1370
01:12:58,760 --> 01:13:04,799
Speaker 4: but I did, wouldn't it? But we again give these tools?

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01:13:04,920 --> 01:13:07,559
Speaker 1: Yeah, oh my god, is that way? I don't want

1372
01:13:07,560 --> 01:13:08,000
Speaker 1: to have a baby.

1373
01:13:10,840 --> 01:13:11,360
Speaker 4: Probably.

1374
01:13:12,400 --> 01:13:15,040
Speaker 1: I don't say that because I's been showing Lenna birth

1375
01:13:15,120 --> 01:13:15,479
Speaker 1: videos and.

1376
01:13:15,479 --> 01:13:16,719
Speaker 2: She doesn't want to have no baby for years.

1377
01:13:17,560 --> 01:13:19,800
Speaker 1: Leaders always I don't want to have her. I want

1378
01:13:19,880 --> 01:13:21,840
Speaker 1: her to know, like I thought it was I thought

1379
01:13:21,880 --> 01:13:23,519
Speaker 1: it was important, like if I have another baby, I

1380
01:13:23,640 --> 01:13:24,840
Speaker 1: want her to be there. She don't have to be

1381
01:13:24,960 --> 01:13:27,160
Speaker 1: like in the front. But like I think it's I

1382
01:13:27,240 --> 01:13:29,759
Speaker 1: think when we forget about it, that's when it gets scary.

1383
01:13:30,680 --> 01:13:33,120
Speaker 4: But it is listen to me in a really shitty way.

1384
01:13:33,520 --> 01:13:36,160
Speaker 4: It was in a room full of others that we're

1385
01:13:36,240 --> 01:13:39,840
Speaker 4: just laughing saying em you know, and there was no

1386
01:13:40,439 --> 01:13:42,040
Speaker 4: processing after that.

1387
01:13:42,800 --> 01:13:45,360
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's also like how much shame, Like, oh my god,

1388
01:13:45,479 --> 01:13:48,040
Speaker 3: my body's gonna do this? My body never do this,

1389
01:13:48,600 --> 01:13:51,960
Speaker 3: and everyone's saying ill and and it's disgusted and scared.

1390
01:13:52,040 --> 01:13:54,920
Speaker 3: And also that don't look like my body right right?

1391
01:13:55,320 --> 01:13:56,639
Speaker 3: Is there something wrong with my body?

1392
01:13:56,840 --> 01:13:57,080
Speaker 6: You know?

1393
01:13:57,479 --> 01:13:59,240
Speaker 4: Right? So I trust that you.

1394
01:14:02,520 --> 01:14:03,599
Speaker 2: I had the right choices.

1395
01:14:05,680 --> 01:14:08,000
Speaker 3: Oh my gosh. Well, you know, on our show we

1396
01:14:08,040 --> 01:14:10,360
Speaker 3: always ask our guests to share an affirmation.

1397
01:14:10,800 --> 01:14:12,559
Speaker 2: I wanted to know if you had one to share.

1398
01:14:13,360 --> 01:14:20,519
Speaker 4: Yes, okay, I want to say. My affirmation is.

1399
01:14:23,200 --> 01:14:30,160
Speaker 1: Anything is possible, Anything is possible that feels good for this.

1400
01:14:30,439 --> 01:14:33,400
Speaker 2: You know, it's just a reminders like anything is possible.

1401
01:14:33,520 --> 01:14:36,240
Speaker 2: You can your mother can heal you. Your mother could

1402
01:14:36,280 --> 01:14:40,519
Speaker 2: be the the a conduit to healing, you know, and

1403
01:14:41,439 --> 01:14:44,439
Speaker 2: you know magic is real, and.

1404
01:14:45,960 --> 01:14:48,120
Speaker 3: You can move to another country and have a whole

1405
01:14:48,200 --> 01:14:51,160
Speaker 3: new life. You can also do that, you can feel

1406
01:14:51,200 --> 01:14:54,960
Speaker 3: at home in a place you've never been. So I

1407
01:14:55,040 --> 01:14:57,439
Speaker 3: think that that's anything is possible.

1408
01:14:57,800 --> 01:14:59,040
Speaker 1: Anything is possible.

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01:14:59,439 --> 01:14:59,840
Speaker 4: I love that.

1410
01:15:00,720 --> 01:15:05,760
Speaker 1: Yeah, we also pull a card, and usually we pull

1411
01:15:05,760 --> 01:15:07,960
Speaker 1: our tarot cards, but the launder has been so gracious

1412
01:15:08,840 --> 01:15:10,040
Speaker 1: to bring. What kind of deck is this?

1413
01:15:10,400 --> 01:15:13,800
Speaker 4: So this is called Chalks of Ki Kongle. It's called

1414
01:15:13,960 --> 01:15:19,000
Speaker 4: luxury deck for the culture. It's by.

1415
01:15:20,720 --> 01:15:28,600
Speaker 6: A Genal Sweet Things, really beautiful black owned card illustrator.

1416
01:15:28,880 --> 01:15:31,240
Speaker 6: And these are based on like a Dinker symbols.

1417
01:15:32,080 --> 01:15:34,040
Speaker 2: What are Dinker symbols.

1418
01:15:34,280 --> 01:15:40,800
Speaker 6: They are symbols from a region in Africa, and so

1419
01:15:41,120 --> 01:15:46,240
Speaker 6: this is speaking to like the four directions and just

1420
01:15:46,360 --> 01:15:49,040
Speaker 6: the cycles of life and the.

1421
01:15:49,120 --> 01:15:54,200
Speaker 4: Elements and so yeah, the cards have all symbols and.

1422
01:15:56,840 --> 01:16:00,200
Speaker 6: Yeah whatever in a message that they center or in

1423
01:16:00,400 --> 01:16:06,240
Speaker 6: simple but in direct messages. And I love that they're around.

1424
01:16:06,479 --> 01:16:08,720
Speaker 6: They're like, that's my favorite. They feel so good in

1425
01:16:08,800 --> 01:16:10,080
Speaker 6: my hands and they're.

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01:16:09,920 --> 01:16:10,759
Speaker 5: So soft touching.

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01:16:11,280 --> 01:16:15,360
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, soft, you said, this is the Dinkers symbol.

1428
01:16:15,960 --> 01:16:19,599
Speaker 4: These are on the front of based on our Dinker symbols. Yes,

1429
01:16:22,120 --> 01:16:25,600
Speaker 4: do we have any specific question or intention.

1430
01:16:25,560 --> 01:16:27,559
Speaker 5: Or just in general?

1431
01:16:30,720 --> 01:16:33,200
Speaker 2: I can ask anything you can ask whatever.

1432
01:16:33,360 --> 01:16:37,360
Speaker 4: You can ask anything, Yes, anything is possible.

1433
01:16:40,600 --> 01:16:42,960
Speaker 2: Let me think, I want to ask about my love

1434
01:16:43,160 --> 01:16:58,559
Speaker 2: my love space? Uh is I guess it's is being

1435
01:16:59,160 --> 01:17:03,400
Speaker 2: in love or in partnership with with one person?

1436
01:17:03,560 --> 01:17:03,800
Speaker 4: For me?

1437
01:17:04,720 --> 01:17:07,080
Speaker 2: Is that what fulfills me? Is that what I want

1438
01:17:07,200 --> 01:17:08,960
Speaker 2: long term? Is that what fulfills my soul?

1439
01:17:10,400 --> 01:17:10,719
Speaker 5: Okay?

1440
01:17:11,600 --> 01:17:12,320
Speaker 1: Like monogamy?

1441
01:17:13,320 --> 01:17:16,600
Speaker 3: I just mean like yeah, like is I don't know?

1442
01:17:16,600 --> 01:17:18,880
Speaker 3: I think it's I mean even as a woman for me,

1443
01:17:19,040 --> 01:17:21,639
Speaker 3: like I kind of I don't know. I go back

1444
01:17:21,680 --> 01:17:25,160
Speaker 3: and forth between like feeling like I want this this

1445
01:17:25,400 --> 01:17:27,920
Speaker 3: certain way of like my family to look, versus like

1446
01:17:28,120 --> 01:17:30,240
Speaker 3: am I actually? But then I also feel like I'm

1447
01:17:30,240 --> 01:17:33,519
Speaker 3: actually open to the idea that like love doesn't last forever,

1448
01:17:33,720 --> 01:17:36,439
Speaker 3: like there's no love, there's no one true love, you know,

1449
01:17:36,800 --> 01:17:39,000
Speaker 3: And sometimes I wonder if that's just me?

1450
01:17:39,280 --> 01:17:40,200
Speaker 2: Is that just fear in me?

1451
01:17:40,720 --> 01:17:41,559
Speaker 1: Is there one truth?

1452
01:17:41,720 --> 01:17:42,519
Speaker 2: Is there one true love?

1453
01:17:43,120 --> 01:17:45,960
Speaker 1: It's me, Erica? Is there one true love? My one

1454
01:17:46,080 --> 01:17:49,360
Speaker 1: question for the cads is is there one true love?

1455
01:17:51,040 --> 01:17:56,519
Speaker 1: Is there one true love? Okay, fine, that's a different one, beautiful.

1456
01:17:58,200 --> 01:18:00,559
Speaker 1: I want to know too, bitch, want to know.

1457
01:18:02,320 --> 01:18:02,720
Speaker 2: Some time.

1458
01:18:02,800 --> 01:18:08,280
Speaker 5: Five we have the.

1459
01:18:08,400 --> 01:18:15,759
Speaker 6: Infinite card okay, And the infinite card is literally speaking

1460
01:18:15,960 --> 01:18:24,639
Speaker 6: to the interweaving of the spiritual experience with this body

1461
01:18:26,439 --> 01:18:30,680
Speaker 6: and understanding the divineness like in that flow, in that

1462
01:18:31,080 --> 01:18:35,160
Speaker 6: and in that dance, right, and so there is with that.

1463
01:18:35,640 --> 01:18:40,800
Speaker 6: My interpretation of the card is that it's not it's

1464
01:18:40,960 --> 01:18:46,080
Speaker 6: not this cut and defined, you know, black and white thing.

1465
01:18:46,920 --> 01:18:52,040
Speaker 6: There is a there is the one true love exists

1466
01:18:52,160 --> 01:18:54,600
Speaker 6: in everything that you are doing in the career that

1467
01:18:54,720 --> 01:18:58,600
Speaker 6: you are choosing, in your child and your family and

1468
01:18:58,800 --> 01:19:01,680
Speaker 6: your story, within the relationship that you have with your

1469
01:19:01,720 --> 01:19:05,200
Speaker 6: own self. And so the more that you are able

1470
01:19:05,320 --> 01:19:09,920
Speaker 6: to look at it from that more broad perspective, it

1471
01:19:10,040 --> 01:19:12,920
Speaker 6: doesn't feel like if it's ever separate from you or

1472
01:19:12,960 --> 01:19:15,320
Speaker 6: something that you have to go attain and go look

1473
01:19:15,439 --> 01:19:19,559
Speaker 6: for and find and hope and wish for yourself, because

1474
01:19:19,600 --> 01:19:20,360
Speaker 6: you already have it.

1475
01:19:20,920 --> 01:19:21,880
Speaker 4: You're already doing it.

1476
01:19:23,439 --> 01:19:25,240
Speaker 2: Yes, I believe that, I feel that.

1477
01:19:25,520 --> 01:19:30,520
Speaker 6: Yes, And there's divineness in However, the relate your relationships

1478
01:19:30,840 --> 01:19:33,280
Speaker 6: you know are going to change. We can count on

1479
01:19:33,439 --> 01:19:38,160
Speaker 6: that this share is gonna change. Someone is my fuck up.

1480
01:19:39,560 --> 01:19:41,320
Speaker 6: We're gonna go through something rough.

1481
01:19:41,520 --> 01:19:43,120
Speaker 1: Give me. No one's gonna be perfect for me, and

1482
01:19:43,200 --> 01:19:44,000
Speaker 1: never piss me off.

1483
01:19:44,640 --> 01:19:47,639
Speaker 6: No, I mean if we live that this life would

1484
01:19:47,680 --> 01:19:50,800
Speaker 6: be kind of boring and not it would be interesting,

1485
01:19:51,240 --> 01:19:51,680
Speaker 6: it would be.

1486
01:19:54,720 --> 01:19:55,120
Speaker 2: Perfect.

1487
01:19:58,720 --> 01:20:01,639
Speaker 6: Well, that's why we we come with all these things,

1488
01:20:01,840 --> 01:20:05,000
Speaker 6: right to work them out, and so looking at how

1489
01:20:05,439 --> 01:20:08,360
Speaker 6: what's important for you to know is like is when

1490
01:20:09,080 --> 01:20:12,360
Speaker 6: you know the relate where the relationship is and just

1491
01:20:12,479 --> 01:20:16,040
Speaker 6: honoring that as it continues to show up, and the

1492
01:20:16,160 --> 01:20:18,920
Speaker 6: least resistant that we are to those relationships and how

1493
01:20:18,960 --> 01:20:22,759
Speaker 6: they shift who this experience could be a lot easier

1494
01:20:23,200 --> 01:20:27,400
Speaker 6: for all of us because there's you know, again this

1495
01:20:27,560 --> 01:20:30,280
Speaker 6: co creating that we're doing within it. So if you

1496
01:20:30,439 --> 01:20:33,720
Speaker 6: are someone that is inviting healing, you can't expect shit

1497
01:20:33,840 --> 01:20:34,879
Speaker 6: to stay the same.

1498
01:20:35,120 --> 01:20:35,360
Speaker 4: You know.

1499
01:20:35,800 --> 01:20:40,080
Speaker 6: And the deeper the dieper things that you the deeper

1500
01:20:40,120 --> 01:20:42,200
Speaker 6: that you go into it, you know, the more that

1501
01:20:42,720 --> 01:20:45,439
Speaker 6: your reality around you is going to shift to just

1502
01:20:45,560 --> 01:20:48,000
Speaker 6: realign with like where you are now.

1503
01:20:48,560 --> 01:20:49,839
Speaker 5: Okay, yes.

1504
01:20:51,720 --> 01:20:53,640
Speaker 2: I have another question, but I just thought of another one.

1505
01:20:56,520 --> 01:20:59,519
Speaker 1: Go ahead, roll Your last one was good and just

1506
01:20:59,560 --> 01:21:00,800
Speaker 1: like being it's telling you the truth.

1507
01:21:02,160 --> 01:21:03,840
Speaker 2: I'm like, I feel called to ask one more.

1508
01:21:03,880 --> 01:21:09,720
Speaker 3: Okay, Well, a particular relationship in my life to have

1509
01:21:09,840 --> 01:21:11,479
Speaker 3: to name the relationship in order for it to be

1510
01:21:12,040 --> 01:21:13,080
Speaker 3: that specific.

1511
01:21:12,920 --> 01:21:17,799
Speaker 1: Whisper to her you okay, by scary as.

1512
01:21:21,360 --> 01:21:24,639
Speaker 2: Ever, be one of friendship and peace.

1513
01:21:25,240 --> 01:21:42,200
Speaker 5: Okay, Lee, okay, uhh.

1514
01:21:42,640 --> 01:21:45,280
Speaker 3: Which one fell out, y'all? It's one fell on the floor.

1515
01:21:45,320 --> 01:21:46,519
Speaker 3: That's usually the one we gotta pick.

1516
01:21:48,240 --> 01:21:54,720
Speaker 4: So the message is too similar to like what we

1517
01:21:54,840 --> 01:21:59,720
Speaker 4: were speaking about in the Infinite Card is the is

1518
01:21:59,800 --> 01:22:02,360
Speaker 4: like continue writing the wave essentially.

1519
01:22:02,360 --> 01:22:06,400
Speaker 6: Like there's there's no there's no limit to like to

1520
01:22:06,560 --> 01:22:08,920
Speaker 6: what you can how you can choose to have the

1521
01:22:09,080 --> 01:22:11,679
Speaker 6: experience with this person.

1522
01:22:13,160 --> 01:22:14,240
Speaker 5: But it is it is.

1523
01:22:14,680 --> 01:22:19,200
Speaker 6: You are on the journey and within it there's there's

1524
01:22:19,200 --> 01:22:22,000
Speaker 6: a lot of possibilities, but can just continuing. Don't give

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Speaker 6: up is what I'm hearing more than anything, like, don't

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01:22:24,120 --> 01:22:27,600
Speaker 6: give up on that possibility and those hopes. There's a

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01:22:27,680 --> 01:22:29,439
Speaker 6: lot of it that has nothing to do with you,

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01:22:29,880 --> 01:22:31,800
Speaker 6: and it's so much more important for you to be

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01:22:31,880 --> 01:22:35,000
Speaker 6: able to just make sure you're taking care of yourself,

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01:22:35,040 --> 01:22:39,200
Speaker 6: which you are actively doing more and more in your life,

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01:22:40,600 --> 01:22:45,160
Speaker 6: and so naturally there's going to you're gonna come into

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01:22:45,240 --> 01:22:49,160
Speaker 6: a balance. So as long as you like keep some

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01:22:49,320 --> 01:22:53,360
Speaker 6: hope and keep putting out what it is that you

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01:22:53,880 --> 01:22:56,400
Speaker 6: envision it to be and to feel and to look

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01:22:56,600 --> 01:23:00,280
Speaker 6: like and doing your own part within it, all right,

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01:23:00,400 --> 01:23:04,800
Speaker 6: taking accountability and being present in your own healing. Within

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01:23:04,920 --> 01:23:08,639
Speaker 6: that relationships and those dynamics that you know are mending

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01:23:08,720 --> 01:23:13,360
Speaker 6: and shifting and growing and expanding, you'll see you'll see

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01:23:13,400 --> 01:23:17,000
Speaker 6: it get to a balance place. That's not to say

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01:23:17,040 --> 01:23:21,920
Speaker 6: that again, shit is gonna happen, but not. I always

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01:23:22,000 --> 01:23:26,400
Speaker 6: encourage people to not look at shit happening as I'm

1542
01:23:26,479 --> 01:23:29,800
Speaker 6: fucking up, or I'm not enough, or I you know

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01:23:30,040 --> 01:23:31,960
Speaker 6: I didn't or me it's my fault.

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01:23:32,000 --> 01:23:36,160
Speaker 4: But like it's an opportunity. It's always an opportunity.

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01:23:37,320 --> 01:23:40,200
Speaker 6: It can be uncomfortable, and it has to be uncomfortable

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01:23:40,240 --> 01:23:43,000
Speaker 6: because it just it's just letting you know that something

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01:23:43,080 --> 01:23:46,560
Speaker 6: has to shift. And when you say yes to that

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01:23:46,680 --> 01:23:51,120
Speaker 6: opportunity and you lean into that possibility, you allow yourself

1549
01:23:51,280 --> 01:23:54,080
Speaker 6: for to expand and for those things that you thought

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01:23:54,240 --> 01:23:55,680
Speaker 6: couldn't be possible.

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01:23:55,360 --> 01:23:56,200
Speaker 4: To be possible.

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01:23:58,280 --> 01:24:01,200
Speaker 6: So give it a chance, give it, give like a true, true,

1553
01:24:01,240 --> 01:24:03,679
Speaker 6: honest chance. But don't make it your job.

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01:24:04,720 --> 01:24:05,240
Speaker 2: That's the thing.

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01:24:06,040 --> 01:24:09,040
Speaker 4: Don't make it your job, because you can own you

1556
01:24:09,240 --> 01:24:11,960
Speaker 4: are your job. You're on your own job. You got

1557
01:24:11,960 --> 01:24:15,160
Speaker 4: your child. That's your job and that's it. And so

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01:24:15,280 --> 01:24:18,120
Speaker 4: the more you do that, the more everything around you

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01:24:18,280 --> 01:24:19,760
Speaker 4: is going to line up with it.

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Speaker 5: Got it?

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Speaker 1: Thank you, Thank you so much Alanda for coming and hanging.

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01:24:28,200 --> 01:24:29,040
Speaker 2: I want to ask a question.

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01:24:29,160 --> 01:24:34,720
Speaker 1: I was like, Hello, what is that? Okay, God, it's

1564
01:24:34,760 --> 01:24:35,599
Speaker 1: so much pressure.

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01:24:36,439 --> 01:24:38,640
Speaker 2: You had four minutes to think. I know, that's what

1566
01:24:38,720 --> 01:24:39,640
Speaker 2: I was anxiety.

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01:24:39,720 --> 01:24:43,720
Speaker 1: I'm like, my future lives in Alandra's hand. I was like,

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01:24:43,760 --> 01:24:46,840
Speaker 1: I'm not asking anything. I know everything for sure. I

1569
01:24:46,960 --> 01:24:48,120
Speaker 1: might have a million dollars to check.

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01:24:49,880 --> 01:24:54,200
Speaker 6: Oh my gosh, is there anything like anything that's been

1571
01:24:54,320 --> 01:24:56,479
Speaker 6: like kind of on your on your heart a little

1572
01:24:56,520 --> 01:24:57,920
Speaker 6: bit or something that you're.

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01:24:57,920 --> 01:25:04,400
Speaker 1: Like, I'm like, it's it's like marriage in the cards

1574
01:25:04,520 --> 01:25:10,120
Speaker 1: for me, okay, marriage the cards for you long.

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01:25:10,040 --> 01:25:12,760
Speaker 2: Term like forever, so based all the same question.

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01:25:12,800 --> 01:25:19,240
Speaker 1: Is that the same ship? Oh it's just falling out.

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01:25:21,280 --> 01:25:23,400
Speaker 4: These cards love to fall out. Okay.

1578
01:25:24,880 --> 01:25:30,080
Speaker 2: So oh no, no you didn't want to ask.

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01:25:31,320 --> 01:25:32,320
Speaker 4: It's not bad.

1580
01:25:36,520 --> 01:25:39,920
Speaker 6: So I want to speak to the imagery on the

1581
01:25:40,080 --> 01:25:46,360
Speaker 6: card and this unification right in this center across as

1582
01:25:46,560 --> 01:25:51,000
Speaker 6: an affirmation to your question of like yes, but yes,

1583
01:25:51,120 --> 01:25:56,519
Speaker 6: and I say yes, and there's there's there's a few things.

1584
01:25:56,840 --> 01:25:59,080
Speaker 6: Not to say that you're not where, you're not whole,

1585
01:25:59,160 --> 01:26:00,160
Speaker 6: perfect income.

1586
01:26:00,520 --> 01:26:03,680
Speaker 4: Because you are co perfect and complete perfect.

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01:26:04,000 --> 01:26:09,280
Speaker 6: But there is this just there's these certain layers of

1588
01:26:12,360 --> 01:26:15,519
Speaker 6: just certain layers within yourself that want to be just

1589
01:26:15,640 --> 01:26:18,880
Speaker 6: really nurtured and tended to before you make that like

1590
01:26:19,200 --> 01:26:23,240
Speaker 6: full commitment. So it doesn't feel very far away, like

1591
01:26:23,320 --> 01:26:25,760
Speaker 6: at all, doesn't feel very far away, like even in

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01:26:25,840 --> 01:26:28,360
Speaker 6: the next couple like handful of years at the most.

1593
01:26:29,040 --> 01:26:32,120
Speaker 6: But there is like there is a requirement of like

1594
01:26:32,280 --> 01:26:36,040
Speaker 6: if you really want that for yourself, you do have to.

1595
01:26:36,600 --> 01:26:37,960
Speaker 6: You just have There's just some things you know that

1596
01:26:38,080 --> 01:26:40,559
Speaker 6: you need to handle, and there's some things that are

1597
01:26:40,720 --> 01:26:43,880
Speaker 6: just gonna be different, you know, there just can't carry

1598
01:26:43,960 --> 01:26:46,240
Speaker 6: with you, can't walk with you into that life.

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01:26:46,960 --> 01:26:50,799
Speaker 4: Wow, So we're gonna have to say goodbye to some things.

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01:26:51,800 --> 01:26:53,040
Speaker 1: And my whole days over.

1601
01:26:54,720 --> 01:26:59,400
Speaker 2: Your hoarding is over. No more holding holding hoarding.

1602
01:27:00,760 --> 01:27:04,160
Speaker 1: Oh now, I don't think it's my harden, you guys.

1603
01:27:04,160 --> 01:27:06,080
Speaker 1: I don't think that's told me back. I think I

1604
01:27:06,240 --> 01:27:08,560
Speaker 1: do have some woom healing. I do need something I

1605
01:27:08,680 --> 01:27:12,000
Speaker 1: need to address some I know I know that that's

1606
01:27:12,080 --> 01:27:15,920
Speaker 1: come up. I think here too, and even like a

1607
01:27:16,080 --> 01:27:18,960
Speaker 1: relationshipship with my parents. I think those are all things

1608
01:27:19,040 --> 01:27:21,800
Speaker 1: that probably because I have deep fear about certain shit

1609
01:27:21,880 --> 01:27:27,120
Speaker 1: that even I think more than I even acknowledge. So yeah,

1610
01:27:27,880 --> 01:27:28,880
Speaker 1: I resonate with that.

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01:27:29,520 --> 01:27:30,240
Speaker 4: Yeah, we all do.

1612
01:27:30,880 --> 01:27:34,680
Speaker 6: Like, let's get real, and that's why we're able to

1613
01:27:34,800 --> 01:27:37,599
Speaker 6: connect and why those women were able to like literally

1614
01:27:37,680 --> 01:27:40,519
Speaker 6: tell me I love you after having spent not even

1615
01:27:40,680 --> 01:27:44,839
Speaker 6: twenty four hours with me, Like it's it's because we resonate.

1616
01:27:44,920 --> 01:27:47,800
Speaker 4: We all are connected in that way, like we said, is.

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01:27:47,800 --> 01:27:51,640
Speaker 6: Amplified once we're here physically in the space like this

1618
01:27:52,200 --> 01:27:56,560
Speaker 6: and so and when you add intention to it, so

1619
01:27:56,720 --> 01:27:59,960
Speaker 6: much magic can happen. So thank y'all for facilitating space

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01:28:00,120 --> 01:28:00,880
Speaker 6: for that to happen.

1621
01:28:01,160 --> 01:28:04,360
Speaker 4: For inviting me again and again, because.

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01:28:04,080 --> 01:28:06,880
Speaker 6: It's a pleasure to work with you and see, you know,

1623
01:28:07,000 --> 01:28:09,840
Speaker 6: the beautiful ways that you are transforming and doing your

1624
01:28:09,960 --> 01:28:14,040
Speaker 6: part in your world. And it's just it's inspiring because

1625
01:28:15,040 --> 01:28:16,000
Speaker 6: this is this is it.

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01:28:17,040 --> 01:28:17,840
Speaker 4: This is really it.

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01:28:19,160 --> 01:28:21,160
Speaker 3: Yeah, no, I mean, and we're so grateful for you too,

1628
01:28:21,400 --> 01:28:24,080
Speaker 3: And just in the journey of just doing retreats, it's

1629
01:28:24,120 --> 01:28:27,200
Speaker 3: just so beautiful to see women tapped into their you know,

1630
01:28:27,720 --> 01:28:31,519
Speaker 3: their calling, their true nature and the confidence they have

1631
01:28:31,680 --> 01:28:36,800
Speaker 3: behind it and it's inspiring to see that. So you guys,

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01:28:36,840 --> 01:28:38,960
Speaker 3: if you guys haven't ever been to the good vibera Tree,

1633
01:28:39,080 --> 01:28:44,200
Speaker 3: definitely come. We're having one in February and the Landra

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01:28:44,280 --> 01:28:47,200
Speaker 3: will be there, and definitely check out a Landra.

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01:28:47,320 --> 01:28:48,840
Speaker 2: Can you tell that people where they can find you?

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01:28:49,479 --> 01:28:53,639
Speaker 6: Yes, So I am on the interwebs as Island bru

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01:28:53,760 --> 01:28:59,040
Speaker 6: Ha on Instagram and my website is islandbreuhad.

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01:28:58,320 --> 01:29:01,880
Speaker 4: Dot com and and yeah, you can find what I

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01:29:02,000 --> 01:29:05,320
Speaker 4: do and offer and stay connected.

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