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Speaker 1: Hello, Hi there.

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Speaker 2: Holy shit?

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Speaker 1: What's your name?

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Speaker 3: Is this?

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Speaker 2: I'm bug? Is this? Is this the gecko?

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Speaker 1: This is the gecko? What's up? Bug? Just a just

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Speaker 1: a bug and a gecko. Hey, be careful or I'll

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Speaker 1: eat you.

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Speaker 2: Ha. No, don't do that, don't do that.

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Speaker 1: So Bug, what's going on with you?

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Speaker 2: Man?

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Speaker 1: Would you want to talk about today?

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Speaker 2: I'm this is kind of crazy. I don't know if

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Speaker 2: this is all that relatable. But I don't really feel

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Speaker 2: like a person, you know, sometimes I just want to

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Speaker 2: be like, uh, the dog is that real? Is that

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Speaker 2: a real thing people experience?

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Speaker 1: Well, you're real and you're experiencing it, so.

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Speaker 2: Yes, type ship that's true?

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Speaker 1: Actually all right, so you feel like you might be

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Speaker 1: a du here's the thing I've and I know people

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Speaker 1: are gonna want to make this into like a weird

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Speaker 1: furry sex thing because that's just but no, no, no, no,

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Speaker 1: I know, I know, I know, I know. I've also

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Speaker 1: thought about I've thought about this multiple times. This is

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Speaker 1: You're not alone in this. I've looked at dogs. That's

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Speaker 1: a funny thing to say confidently, like it's like you're

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Speaker 1: something you're bragging about. I've looked at dogs, many dogs,

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Speaker 1: and I noticed that. You know, I think people are

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Speaker 1: happiest when they're like in the moment, you know, because

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Speaker 1: if you're depressed, you're like thinking about I mean, you

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Speaker 1: might be depressed thinking about the future or the past.

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Speaker 1: And if you're anxious, you're thinking about the future. But

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Speaker 1: like if you're really like happy, it's when you're doing

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Speaker 1: you're really present. And dogs are like the most their

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Speaker 1: brains like are so they're so stupid that they can't

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Speaker 1: even the future or the past. They just are are.

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Speaker 1: So they're so stupid they can only be exactly where

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Speaker 1: they are and that's why they're always Also, Yeah.

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Speaker 2: Like puppies literally just get to be like told they're

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Speaker 2: doing a good job every day for like just sitting down.

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Speaker 2: That sounds so easy. Yeah, they can like piss outside

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Speaker 2: and be, oh shit, good job, bro. Like what, I

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Speaker 2: gotta get up at seven am and go to class.

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Speaker 2: I gotta write a paper why no, being a dog

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Speaker 2: is being That sounds so much easier.

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Speaker 1: All right, But here's the thing, and I'll put it

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Speaker 1: to you. I'll put it to you like this. Actually,

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Speaker 1: I was debating with my friend the other day about

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Speaker 1: whether or not it would be easier, like whether or

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Speaker 1: not it would be easier to be dead. I think

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Speaker 1: I talked about this on the podcast too, whether or

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Speaker 1: not to be easier to be dead, And this is

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Speaker 1: kind of feels like a similar argument it'd be easier

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Speaker 1: to be a dog. But I think ultimately it's probably

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Speaker 1: more rewarding to be a human being. You have access

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Speaker 1: to a greater breadth of life experience as a human

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Speaker 1: than as a dog. Do you not agree with that?

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Speaker 2: Sometimes? But I guess I don't really go out much.

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Speaker 2: I'm kinda I'm kind of a homebody. I sort of

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Speaker 2: just smoke lead and play video games. So I'm enjoying.

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Speaker 2: Am I enjoying my experience?

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Speaker 1: And are you experience?

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Speaker 2: I mean, I'm still doing it, so I guess so.

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Speaker 2: But like, I feel like there's got to be more, right?

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Speaker 1: How old are you?

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Speaker 2: I'm twenty?

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Speaker 1: What more do you desire for there to be?

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Speaker 2: I don't even like anything? What the fuck? What more could? Like?

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Speaker 2: Don't people? Don't people fall in love at some point? Like?

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Speaker 2: Isn't there stuff to do? I ain't never had no job.

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Speaker 1: Well, it's very funny to me that when I asked

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Speaker 1: you what more there is to life? You said all

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Speaker 1: things that are human things, right.

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Speaker 2: Like dogs?

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Speaker 1: They feel like familial love, and they certainly get very

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Speaker 1: But that feels like a human thing. And then jobs,

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Speaker 1: Some dogs have jobs, but most don't. So the things

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Speaker 1: are they're human things right right?

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Speaker 1: Dogs can't even smoke weed and play video games. So

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Speaker 1: your life experience would be if you think you're not

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Speaker 1: getting enough out of life right now, if you're sitting

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Speaker 1: here going is this all there is? I mean, if

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Speaker 1: you're a dog, imagine all the things that you're doing

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Speaker 1: being like is this all there is? And then you know,

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Speaker 1: get rid of at least twelve of them and you

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Speaker 1: probably have like five things as a dog you can

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Speaker 1: you can do like five things.

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Speaker 2: That's actually I never thought about that like that. I

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Speaker 2: wouldn't be able to do. Wow. Actually, thank you you

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Speaker 2: opened my eyes to a lot of shit today.

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Speaker 1: So think about it like this. Everything that you're doing,

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Speaker 1: smoking weed, playing video games, having a conversation with me

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Speaker 1: right now, going on Reddit and looking at bugs and shit,

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Speaker 1: all those things, those are all everything. Everything you are.

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Speaker 1: You're on Reddit, everything that you're doing is don't lie

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Speaker 1: and say you're not on ready, you're a redular. Everything

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Speaker 1: that you're doing is an amazing thing. Outside of that,

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Speaker 1: like a like to a dog, all the like, like

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Speaker 1: you're fantasizing about this like human life that doesn't exist

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Speaker 1: where you go like Walter Midi mode and you're, you know,

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Speaker 1: living the all these crazy experiences. But to a dog,

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Speaker 1: you're Walter Midty. You're living the crazy life, getting high

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Speaker 1: and playing video games right right, right right now, Let

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Speaker 1: me tell you something. Let me tell you something, even

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Speaker 1: crazier bug? Okay, all right, so we've established that getting high,

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Speaker 1: playing video games and going on Reddit and having conversations

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Speaker 1: with other people is like a crazy experience. Mm hmm

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Speaker 1: get this if you wanted to, if you wanted to,

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Speaker 1: it could get even crazier, even crazier, crazier. Well, I

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Speaker 1: don't know, I mean, what do you what do you want?

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Speaker 1: How do you want it to be crazy?

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Speaker 4: Well?

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Speaker 2: What? What's what?

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Speaker 3: What?

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Speaker 2: What? What makes it crazier? How does it get crazier? Like?

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Speaker 2: How do I? How do I improve this? If I'm

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Speaker 2: if I can't, if I can't be a dog, or

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Speaker 2: if being a dog is a step down, then where

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Speaker 2: do I go? What do I? How do I expand

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Speaker 2: you know, what do I do?

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Speaker 1: That's a good question. Well you want to fall in love? Right?

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Speaker 2: Facts?

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Speaker 1: Yeah, okay, you should probably get ripped? That would help.

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Speaker 2: Why do you what?

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Speaker 3: What is this?

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Speaker 2: What is this idea that I'm on Reddit that I'm

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Speaker 1: What is hold on? I didn't infer hold on? Maybe

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Speaker 1: you know what? You're right? I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I

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Speaker 1: I shouldn't have assumed that you're not already ripped.

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Speaker 2: I mean, like I'm not, but it's let's find though.

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Speaker 1: No, no, I'm not.

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Speaker 1: Okay, you should get ripped. That's one.

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Speaker 3: What else?

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Speaker 1: What else? All right? You want to fall in love?

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Speaker 1: All right, you'll get ripped and fall in love. All right,

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Speaker 1: we've done that. What else? What do you want to do?

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Speaker 1: You want to climb a mountain? Do you wanna go

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Speaker 2: Climbing a mountain sounds kind of fun. Actually, I feel.

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Speaker 1: Like that might be dangerous, so you gotta get ripped

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Speaker 2: Do I have to get ripped to go to China?

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Speaker 1: You do not have to get ripped to go to China.

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Speaker 2: Right, I'll be I'll be fat in China.

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Speaker 1: You can be fat in China. That sounds fun, dude.

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Speaker 2: They got good food too. Like I feel like I

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Speaker 2: and get fatter in China.

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Speaker 1: You know we've been talking. Uh see, you're a dog,

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Speaker 1: all right, China. There's dogs in China. But no, if

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Speaker 1: and smoke weed? In China. I'm pretty sure if you

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Speaker 1: smoke weed in China, they'll put you in jail for

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Speaker 2: But I don't know, because we'd like super legal and

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Speaker 1: Like they probably probably I have no idea. But see,

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Speaker 2: That's probably true. I'd agree, No, you're probably right about that.

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Speaker 1: So have I can? I feel like I don't. I

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Speaker 1: feel like I've successfully convinced you that it's better to

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Speaker 2: I think I'm I'm starting to realize that being a

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Speaker 2: huge men might be the higher life one. Yeah, I'm

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Speaker 2: starting to see it.

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Speaker 1: All Right, So you're gonna go get fat in China

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Speaker 1: and you're gonna come back and get ripped and fall

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Speaker 1: in love because that's two things you want? More? You

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Speaker 1: want more things? How many more things you want?

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Speaker 2: I'm I just want. I just want to fall in

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Speaker 2: love right now. Honestly, I feel like falling in love

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Speaker 2: might fix me. Mm, but I I thought being a

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Speaker 1: Yeah, you think being in love will fix you? You know,

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Speaker 1: I don't know. I'm gonna tell you. I'm gonna I'm

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Speaker 1: gonna get vulnerable with you for a second about with this,

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Speaker 1: because it's an interesting I think a lot of people

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Speaker 1: and I was like, oh, I'm going to just dive

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Speaker 1: into you know, the whole thing. Well, I mean, you're

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Speaker 1: I think you're in a point where you should explore

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Speaker 1: yourself because I mean going from I think not wanting

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Speaker 1: to be a dog would fix you more than falling

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Speaker 1: in love, you know what I'm saying. But I was

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Speaker 1: gonna say, I think falling in love, I think is

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Speaker 1: a nice I don't know. I don't know. I used

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Speaker 1: to I used to think it was like an accessorate

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Speaker 1: of life. But I do think it's an integral life thing.

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Speaker 1: But there's all sorts of integral life things, and falling

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Speaker 1: in love is just one of them. So you can't

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Speaker 1: usually lean on that because then you're fucked. You know,

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Speaker 1: By the way, okay, let me by the way, if

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Speaker 1: Some dogs are. I mean, listen, I think I think you.

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Speaker 2: Everyone should pack a bowl or roll a joint And

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Speaker 5: I am just waiting out like the last half hour

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Speaker 3: Right, dude, you are.

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Speaker 5: Possibly possibly everybody that I tell this to sort of

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Speaker 1: Yet I can't decide if I would be more likely

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Speaker 5: Honestly, probably both. I like to hang out all places

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Speaker 5: Yeah, So I looked through this pink sphere and I'm

442
00:25:19,320 --> 00:25:22,000
Speaker 5: guessing it's a sheet because as I understand now that

443
00:25:22,040 --> 00:25:24,240
Speaker 5: she sounded them and she's doing the same thing I'm doing,

444
00:25:24,280 --> 00:25:26,320
Speaker 5: and I'm just like, hey, don't you think it's kind

445
00:25:26,320 --> 00:25:28,800
Speaker 5: of weird that every single one of us is a

446
00:25:28,840 --> 00:25:31,959
Speaker 5: three dimensional shape just talking about stuff that's going on

447
00:25:32,040 --> 00:25:34,560
Speaker 5: inside of us? And then she got upset and basically

448
00:25:34,640 --> 00:25:36,120
Speaker 5: told me to shut the hell up and then went

449
00:25:36,160 --> 00:25:38,200
Speaker 5: back to doing what she was doing. And from that point,

450
00:25:38,280 --> 00:25:42,480
Speaker 5: I guess I kind of like uprooted and became free,

451
00:25:42,720 --> 00:25:45,000
Speaker 5: for lack of a better word, Right, and then I'm

452
00:25:45,000 --> 00:25:47,880
Speaker 5: just sort of floating and there's no coherency and there's

453
00:25:47,920 --> 00:25:54,480
Speaker 5: no consistency, and there's no like nothing that we experience now.

454
00:25:54,720 --> 00:25:56,679
Speaker 5: And the way that I know this is as whatever

455
00:25:56,720 --> 00:26:00,080
Speaker 5: this experiences I'm going through is continuing. I'm kind of

456
00:26:00,160 --> 00:26:03,400
Speaker 5: floating down this what could almost be perceived as a river,

457
00:26:03,880 --> 00:26:06,080
Speaker 5: and then in the middle in front of me, this

458
00:26:06,320 --> 00:26:09,679
Speaker 5: window opens up and suddenly there's a bicycle, and that

459
00:26:09,880 --> 00:26:12,200
Speaker 5: is the most profound thing that I think I felt

460
00:26:12,200 --> 00:26:15,080
Speaker 5: from them, because it's like, in whatever this is in

461
00:26:15,119 --> 00:26:20,159
Speaker 5: a place where the concept of concept, time, physicality, whatever

462
00:26:20,280 --> 00:26:23,880
Speaker 5: doesn't exist, there's something that is constant and it has

463
00:26:23,880 --> 00:26:26,239
Speaker 5: a name, and I know it has a name, and

464
00:26:26,280 --> 00:26:28,600
Speaker 5: I have no idea how I know what this thing is.

465
00:26:29,880 --> 00:26:33,360
Speaker 5: And then from there it's like more of these little windows,

466
00:26:33,359 --> 00:26:36,320
Speaker 5: and there's like a sailboat and another thing and another thing,

467
00:26:36,320 --> 00:26:39,959
Speaker 5: and then it sort of just goes dark. And then

468
00:26:40,119 --> 00:26:43,280
Speaker 5: from there is when my first memory starts at six

469
00:26:43,320 --> 00:26:47,440
Speaker 5: months old of my dad, my birthgiver, moving from one

470
00:26:47,480 --> 00:26:49,760
Speaker 5: house to the other. And at first I thought, oh,

471
00:26:49,800 --> 00:26:51,159
Speaker 5: I just dreamed that, but then I was talking to

472
00:26:51,160 --> 00:26:53,879
Speaker 5: my dad about it and describing the vehicle that I

473
00:26:53,920 --> 00:26:55,800
Speaker 5: saw and everything that was sticking out of it and

474
00:26:55,840 --> 00:26:57,320
Speaker 5: where we were, and he was like, yeah, you were

475
00:26:57,359 --> 00:26:59,639
Speaker 5: six months old and we were leaving the house we

476
00:26:59,640 --> 00:27:02,600
Speaker 5: were living at the time to move to somewhere else.

477
00:27:03,200 --> 00:27:05,399
Speaker 5: And I just needed to tell somebody who's not in

478
00:27:05,520 --> 00:27:08,439
Speaker 5: like my associated friend group or anything, because I usually

479
00:27:08,440 --> 00:27:11,280
Speaker 5: get the same response from them, and it's just sort

480
00:27:11,280 --> 00:27:13,840
Speaker 5: of a shrug and I, Okay, cool, whatever that's just you, right,

481
00:27:13,880 --> 00:27:17,720
Speaker 5: But I'm like, I don't know what it is. Nobody

482
00:27:17,800 --> 00:27:20,000
Speaker 5: has the ability it seems to give me any kind

483
00:27:20,040 --> 00:27:23,240
Speaker 5: of answers whatsoever, you know. But all I know is

484
00:27:23,240 --> 00:27:26,440
Speaker 5: that it sort of colored my perception on what life

485
00:27:26,440 --> 00:27:30,280
Speaker 5: in existence is because it's like, Okay, what am I

486
00:27:30,359 --> 00:27:33,480
Speaker 5: really then? If that is in my brain, that is

487
00:27:33,520 --> 00:27:36,679
Speaker 5: a system of memories I had, and I had no

488
00:27:36,880 --> 00:27:39,840
Speaker 5: access to drugs or anything at the time. But also,

489
00:27:40,000 --> 00:27:43,399
Speaker 5: how is it that I can be understanding English and

490
00:27:43,520 --> 00:27:47,160
Speaker 5: understanding this is English when I possibly hadn't been born

491
00:27:47,320 --> 00:27:49,520
Speaker 5: into a society that even spoke the language in the

492
00:27:49,520 --> 00:27:50,040
Speaker 5: first place.

493
00:27:50,600 --> 00:27:52,880
Speaker 1: You kind of sound like a white Kanye West.

494
00:27:54,920 --> 00:27:56,800
Speaker 5: I don't know if I should be assaulted by that,

495
00:27:56,840 --> 00:27:57,680
Speaker 5: but that's pretty good.

496
00:27:58,280 --> 00:28:03,280
Speaker 1: I'm sorry, I am I I was too busy thinking

497
00:28:03,280 --> 00:28:07,040
Speaker 1: of different jokes to make about you two. Really fully

498
00:28:08,359 --> 00:28:10,679
Speaker 1: understand everything that you were just saying to me. But

499
00:28:12,200 --> 00:28:15,280
Speaker 1: let me think here, let me think here. What's your

500
00:28:15,359 --> 00:28:15,840
Speaker 1: name again?

501
00:28:16,720 --> 00:28:18,840
Speaker 5: Severa.

502
00:28:19,520 --> 00:28:21,199
Speaker 1: By the way, Saveria, you seem like a nice You

503
00:28:21,240 --> 00:28:24,199
Speaker 1: seem like a really nice guy. I mean that you

504
00:28:24,240 --> 00:28:26,600
Speaker 1: seem like a nice guy. You seem like a nice guy.

505
00:28:26,720 --> 00:28:31,280
Speaker 1: I do mean that Holy Ship I'm so sorry. I

506
00:28:31,320 --> 00:28:36,040
Speaker 1: have I have I I I'm gonna tell you right now,

507
00:28:36,080 --> 00:28:39,479
Speaker 1: I can't help you. I'm just gonna put that out there.

508
00:28:39,520 --> 00:28:46,959
Speaker 1: I can't help you. But uh ship, uh well you

509
00:28:47,000 --> 00:28:50,400
Speaker 1: saw it. Yeah, I mean this, You're you're the therapy gotto.

510
00:28:50,480 --> 00:28:53,320
Speaker 1: You're beyond me in this point and this is and

511
00:28:53,400 --> 00:28:55,920
Speaker 1: this is probably this is Unfortunately the problem that you

512
00:28:56,040 --> 00:28:58,840
Speaker 1: you're gonna have with this is that you're gonna explain

513
00:28:58,920 --> 00:29:01,240
Speaker 1: and maybe people are going to be listening to this

514
00:29:02,000 --> 00:29:04,800
Speaker 1: and they're going to be like, Lyle, you're just stupid

515
00:29:04,800 --> 00:29:07,200
Speaker 1: and you didn't you didn't actually listen to them, which

516
00:29:07,240 --> 00:29:10,680
Speaker 1: might be a little bit true. But maybe that's the problem,

517
00:29:10,720 --> 00:29:12,280
Speaker 1: is that everyone you go to to try to get

518
00:29:12,280 --> 00:29:13,920
Speaker 1: make some sense of this is just like, I don't

519
00:29:13,920 --> 00:29:17,520
Speaker 1: know what the fuck you're talking about right now? Yeah,

520
00:29:17,760 --> 00:29:24,320
Speaker 1: but uh yeah, I thought I'm gonna say it was okay.

521
00:29:24,400 --> 00:29:26,200
Speaker 1: Let me, can I ask you some simple questions and

522
00:29:26,240 --> 00:29:30,320
Speaker 1: get some simple answers? Yeah, okay, everything you just talked

523
00:29:30,360 --> 00:29:32,080
Speaker 1: to me about, right?

524
00:29:32,920 --> 00:29:34,240
Speaker 3: Yeah?

525
00:29:34,360 --> 00:29:35,600
Speaker 1: Is it good?

526
00:29:36,480 --> 00:29:36,840
Speaker 3: Yes?

527
00:29:37,440 --> 00:29:37,800
Speaker 2: Okay?

528
00:29:37,840 --> 00:29:38,040
Speaker 1: Good?

529
00:29:38,160 --> 00:29:42,560
Speaker 5: The thing so, the experience itself was phenomenal. I guess

530
00:29:42,560 --> 00:29:46,120
Speaker 5: what I'm experiencing is I grew up in a very

531
00:29:46,760 --> 00:29:48,560
Speaker 5: I grew up in Texas, right, so a very like

532
00:29:48,760 --> 00:29:52,040
Speaker 5: Christian dominated place. And so for a while, that was

533
00:29:52,080 --> 00:29:54,239
Speaker 5: my view of the universe, you know, being terrified at

534
00:29:54,240 --> 00:29:55,960
Speaker 5: all times that if I messed up or made a

535
00:29:55,960 --> 00:29:58,480
Speaker 5: mistake and didn't beg for forgiveness on my knees, that

536
00:29:58,520 --> 00:30:00,560
Speaker 5: I was going to go suffering for all each right.

537
00:30:01,000 --> 00:30:02,640
Speaker 5: And then as time went by and I got out

538
00:30:02,680 --> 00:30:05,920
Speaker 5: of that, suddenly it became more spiritualist, you know, like

539
00:30:05,960 --> 00:30:09,160
Speaker 5: a Eastern thing brought over to the West and Alan

540
00:30:09,160 --> 00:30:11,360
Speaker 5: wattson all that good stuff. And now it's sort of

541
00:30:11,400 --> 00:30:14,480
Speaker 5: like I don't know what to expect or what to

542
00:30:14,640 --> 00:30:17,720
Speaker 5: think on what life is or how it arranges itself.

543
00:30:17,760 --> 00:30:19,840
Speaker 5: But the only thing I know is I have been

544
00:30:19,880 --> 00:30:23,320
Speaker 5: told all of my life that it's this way or

545
00:30:23,360 --> 00:30:26,480
Speaker 5: it's that way. It's very frigid and very you know, but.

546
00:30:27,000 --> 00:30:31,000
Speaker 1: No, it's anything. That's anything, It's anything, yeah, exactly, all right,

547
00:30:31,040 --> 00:30:33,320
Speaker 1: all right, so all right, so enough with this, enough

548
00:30:33,360 --> 00:30:36,400
Speaker 1: with all the bullshit stuff, all right, So tell me this.

549
00:30:36,920 --> 00:30:40,120
Speaker 1: I'm so sorry, I don't remember anyone's name. I'm gonna

550
00:30:40,120 --> 00:30:44,280
Speaker 1: call you Greg. Greg. Enough with this? What do you like?

551
00:30:44,440 --> 00:30:46,720
Speaker 1: Tell me this? Okay, and let's get out of get

552
00:30:46,800 --> 00:30:50,680
Speaker 1: out of the esoteric nonsense for me for a second.

553
00:30:50,720 --> 00:30:52,560
Speaker 1: I promise I'm not saying that just to be dismissive.

554
00:30:52,600 --> 00:30:54,240
Speaker 1: This is this is a purpose. Reason I want you

555
00:30:54,320 --> 00:30:56,480
Speaker 1: to get out of the esoteric nonsense for a second

556
00:30:56,560 --> 00:31:00,800
Speaker 1: is because, Okay, you've come to all of this stuff,

557
00:31:00,800 --> 00:31:04,320
Speaker 1: and you went and you saw dragons, you went to

558
00:31:04,400 --> 00:31:08,880
Speaker 1: ze thorough. You're there. Okay, So tell me now, Greg,

559
00:31:09,880 --> 00:31:13,680
Speaker 1: what in the physical universe are you going to do

560
00:31:13,960 --> 00:31:18,080
Speaker 1: with this information where you just discovered that life can

561
00:31:18,120 --> 00:31:21,160
Speaker 1: be however you desire it to be. What will you

562
00:31:21,240 --> 00:31:22,280
Speaker 1: do with this information?

563
00:31:22,440 --> 00:31:22,720
Speaker 2: Greg?

564
00:31:23,000 --> 00:31:23,680
Speaker 1: That's what I want.

565
00:31:23,720 --> 00:31:26,880
Speaker 5: I am going to continue on my plan to move

566
00:31:26,920 --> 00:31:29,160
Speaker 5: to Washington State so that I can open a gay

567
00:31:29,160 --> 00:31:31,920
Speaker 5: little cafe called The Place, so that people can have

568
00:31:31,920 --> 00:31:34,040
Speaker 5: a place they can go to twenty four hours a day,

569
00:31:34,120 --> 00:31:36,320
Speaker 5: six days a week to just sit down and relax.

570
00:31:36,840 --> 00:31:41,520
Speaker 1: Love it. Love a gay little twenty four hour cafe.

571
00:31:42,000 --> 00:31:42,960
Speaker 5: Love it.

572
00:31:42,720 --> 00:31:46,120
Speaker 1: I love it. Oh my god, I love It's hilarious

573
00:31:46,280 --> 00:31:49,720
Speaker 1: how much science fiction stuff it took you to get

574
00:31:49,920 --> 00:31:52,320
Speaker 1: there to be like I should open up a cafe.

575
00:31:52,640 --> 00:31:55,320
Speaker 1: But I'm glad. I'm glad that sounds like that's a

576
00:31:55,360 --> 00:31:56,360
Speaker 1: great goal. That's great.

577
00:31:56,400 --> 00:31:56,760
Speaker 3: I love that.

578
00:31:56,960 --> 00:31:57,240
Speaker 4: I love it.

579
00:31:57,240 --> 00:31:58,000
Speaker 1: What are you gonna call it?

580
00:31:58,720 --> 00:31:59,200
Speaker 5: The place?

581
00:32:00,120 --> 00:32:02,120
Speaker 1: The yeah, the place, the place to play? I'm stupid,

582
00:32:02,120 --> 00:32:06,719
Speaker 1: I I you said that, you're good? When when are

583
00:32:06,720 --> 00:32:07,280
Speaker 1: you going to do this?

584
00:32:08,760 --> 00:32:13,280
Speaker 5: My last day where I work now is next Friday,

585
00:32:13,320 --> 00:32:15,520
Speaker 5: and then I'm moving back to my hometown to save

586
00:32:15,600 --> 00:32:18,160
Speaker 5: up money to hopefully in six months. I eat about

587
00:32:18,160 --> 00:32:20,040
Speaker 5: five thousand to move up there with a friend, so

588
00:32:20,200 --> 00:32:22,160
Speaker 5: six months at the most of the projection.

589
00:32:23,040 --> 00:32:25,560
Speaker 1: Very cool, all right? I love this, by the way,

590
00:32:25,600 --> 00:32:27,080
Speaker 1: I hold on. I know I was making fun of

591
00:32:27,120 --> 00:32:29,400
Speaker 1: you this whole time, but I actually love this because

592
00:32:29,560 --> 00:32:32,440
Speaker 1: it is like, because that's the thing, right is there

593
00:32:32,520 --> 00:32:35,520
Speaker 1: anyone can have a crazy spiritual experience. But for me,

594
00:32:35,560 --> 00:32:38,840
Speaker 1: it's about like, okay, what in the real world, Like

595
00:32:38,920 --> 00:32:42,560
Speaker 1: do you come out of that with a significant plan

596
00:32:42,640 --> 00:32:45,959
Speaker 1: of action for your day to day life? And you

597
00:32:46,080 --> 00:32:48,200
Speaker 1: have and you have a plan. So I'm stoked for you.

598
00:32:48,280 --> 00:32:50,040
Speaker 1: This is awesome, man, Thanks for sharing you.

599
00:32:50,440 --> 00:32:52,760
Speaker 5: Yeah. Like, to be honest, it's I'll hang up here

600
00:32:52,800 --> 00:32:54,120
Speaker 5: just a sec because I gotta a clock out. But

601
00:32:54,800 --> 00:32:57,880
Speaker 5: it's been really hard my own way, you know, just

602
00:32:58,000 --> 00:32:59,400
Speaker 5: I don't want to get too much into it. It's

603
00:32:59,400 --> 00:33:02,440
Speaker 5: just been really, really difficult, and for the first time

604
00:33:02,560 --> 00:33:06,920
Speaker 5: in twenty five years, I'm at this point where I'm like, Oh,

605
00:33:07,160 --> 00:33:09,520
Speaker 5: it's okay for me to do the things that I

606
00:33:09,600 --> 00:33:12,200
Speaker 5: want to do just because I want to do them.

607
00:33:12,360 --> 00:33:15,120
Speaker 1: Yes, I love that. That's good and all. It took

608
00:33:15,560 --> 00:33:16,280
Speaker 1: a checkerboard.

609
00:33:17,560 --> 00:33:21,280
Speaker 5: Yep, I'm right. Some people it's having a discussion with

610
00:33:21,360 --> 00:33:24,560
Speaker 5: somebody they respect, and other people it's I don't even

611
00:33:24,600 --> 00:33:25,239
Speaker 5: know what it is.

612
00:33:27,280 --> 00:33:28,880
Speaker 1: Greg, Is there anything else you want to say to

613
00:33:28,920 --> 00:33:30,520
Speaker 1: the people of the computer before we go. I know

614
00:33:30,560 --> 00:33:32,760
Speaker 1: you got to go clock out. I want to give

615
00:33:32,760 --> 00:33:34,080
Speaker 1: you a chance to talk beforehand.

616
00:33:34,760 --> 00:33:38,360
Speaker 5: Yes, Actually, to anybody listening if you are in college

617
00:33:38,520 --> 00:33:44,000
Speaker 5: right now, as a maintenance worker, hygiene products and wipeies

618
00:33:44,280 --> 00:33:47,600
Speaker 5: do not go down the toilet. I know it says flushable,

619
00:33:47,960 --> 00:33:51,440
Speaker 5: but that's a technicality because a human body can hold

620
00:33:51,440 --> 00:33:53,680
Speaker 5: a knife. But that doesn't mean it's supposed to go there.

621
00:33:53,960 --> 00:33:55,640
Speaker 5: All that's going to happen is it's going to claw

622
00:33:55,720 --> 00:33:57,520
Speaker 5: your toilets, and your maintenance guys are going to have

623
00:33:57,560 --> 00:33:58,080
Speaker 5: to deal with it.

624
00:33:58,840 --> 00:34:02,880
Speaker 1: You have just entered the top five of most specific

625
00:34:03,040 --> 00:34:05,360
Speaker 1: answers to that final question that I have heard.

626
00:34:06,040 --> 00:34:08,000
Speaker 5: That is a wonderful top five to be a part

627
00:34:08,040 --> 00:34:09,640
Speaker 5: of that. I'm very happy about that.

628
00:34:10,280 --> 00:34:12,680
Speaker 1: Hey, take care, Greg, good luck, good luck. Hope to

629
00:34:12,760 --> 00:34:17,000
Speaker 1: visit the place one day next time I'm in Washington.

630
00:34:17,320 --> 00:34:19,719
Speaker 5: I hope so too. And if if you're there, give you.

631
00:34:19,719 --> 00:34:23,600
Speaker 1: A discount, beautiful take care, man, tell you you doube bye.

632
00:34:24,880 --> 00:34:29,120
Speaker 1: I love anything. I love a thing where I love

633
00:34:29,160 --> 00:34:36,240
Speaker 1: any call where my clarity you know, occurs on a spectrum,

634
00:34:36,520 --> 00:34:40,040
Speaker 1: right Because for there's a good amount of time talking

635
00:34:40,040 --> 00:34:41,520
Speaker 1: to that guy. I just had no idea what he

636
00:34:41,560 --> 00:34:44,439
Speaker 1: was talking about, and followed by an amount of time

637
00:34:44,560 --> 00:34:47,000
Speaker 1: where I felt deeply connected to him and what he

638
00:34:47,080 --> 00:34:49,880
Speaker 1: was talking about. So that's that's a sign of a

639
00:34:49,920 --> 00:34:50,719
Speaker 1: good conversation.

640
00:34:56,360 --> 00:34:59,640
Speaker 2: Yo u yo yo.

641
00:34:59,719 --> 00:35:02,600
Speaker 1: What it's good bro, Not much man, what's going on

642
00:35:02,640 --> 00:35:02,880
Speaker 1: with you?

643
00:35:03,840 --> 00:35:07,880
Speaker 3: Just at work right now? It's good with you. I

644
00:35:08,200 --> 00:35:13,719
Speaker 3: work for a health system and uh I like drive

645
00:35:13,800 --> 00:35:18,160
Speaker 3: around and like pick up blood samples. Uh sometimes body

646
00:35:18,200 --> 00:35:21,319
Speaker 3: parts uh stuff like that.

647
00:35:22,520 --> 00:35:24,160
Speaker 1: Yeah what what body parts?

648
00:35:26,760 --> 00:35:28,880
Speaker 3: Like A lot of cancer patients that like get like

649
00:35:29,280 --> 00:35:33,319
Speaker 3: uh like the breast removed. Uh. So I picked up

650
00:35:33,320 --> 00:35:36,000
Speaker 3: like a lot of breast diabetics when they get their

651
00:35:36,239 --> 00:35:43,200
Speaker 3: legs cut off. I've like shoved uh like all this

652
00:35:43,239 --> 00:35:46,480
Speaker 3: stuff in the back of the prius and like, uh

653
00:35:47,000 --> 00:35:49,919
Speaker 3: you know, uh yeah, it's that's pretty dope.

654
00:35:52,400 --> 00:35:56,480
Speaker 1: So you're you're driving around in a prius with tits

655
00:35:56,520 --> 00:36:00,600
Speaker 1: and legs. Yeah, what do you do with that?

656
00:36:00,680 --> 00:36:07,600
Speaker 3: Yeah? Uh? I drop them off at a an unspecified

657
00:36:07,680 --> 00:36:10,320
Speaker 3: location and they run.

658
00:36:10,200 --> 00:36:13,120
Speaker 1: Tests on them what kind of tests and.

659
00:36:13,080 --> 00:36:18,920
Speaker 3: Then like you know, like diagnosis, like oh, like mainly

660
00:36:19,000 --> 00:36:21,359
Speaker 3: they're just like samples of the breast and stuff. So

661
00:36:21,400 --> 00:36:26,040
Speaker 3: then like there's uh, these like histologists here like like

662
00:36:26,160 --> 00:36:28,560
Speaker 3: look at it and be like, oh, yeah, well you

663
00:36:28,680 --> 00:36:33,239
Speaker 3: have like cancer or whatever. And then yeah, but like

664
00:36:33,280 --> 00:36:36,520
Speaker 3: that's like way beyond me. I'm just the guy who,

665
00:36:36,600 --> 00:36:41,120
Speaker 3: uh who transports them in a prius.

666
00:36:41,120 --> 00:36:44,759
Speaker 1: Interesting, Uh why you just jam them and you just

667
00:36:44,800 --> 00:36:48,600
Speaker 1: have like a tit flopping around in the in the

668
00:36:48,640 --> 00:36:49,600
Speaker 1: trunk of your prius.

669
00:36:49,680 --> 00:36:53,000
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, pretty much. They're they're all like in in

670
00:36:53,280 --> 00:36:58,080
Speaker 3: uh like containers and uh in biohazard bags and everything.

671
00:36:58,160 --> 00:37:01,439
Speaker 3: But I mean underneath like the bah, I just drive

672
00:37:01,480 --> 00:37:03,680
Speaker 3: around like tits swopping around in the back of the breeze.

673
00:37:04,840 --> 00:37:10,319
Speaker 1: That's pretty cool. See people will call see you know,

674
00:37:10,400 --> 00:37:12,399
Speaker 1: some people they'll see you driving the Prius and they'll

675
00:37:12,400 --> 00:37:14,520
Speaker 1: be like, huh, that guy's laying but little do they

676
00:37:14,560 --> 00:37:16,919
Speaker 1: know he has tits in his trunk.

677
00:37:18,200 --> 00:37:21,920
Speaker 3: Exactly, bro exactly And like, you know, you'd never never

678
00:37:22,040 --> 00:37:24,480
Speaker 3: judge someone based off the priests And I'm gonna lie,

679
00:37:24,640 --> 00:37:28,040
Speaker 3: they're pretty dope. It's like driving a little go kart,

680
00:37:28,760 --> 00:37:31,160
Speaker 3: to be honest. I mean, they don't really go too fast,

681
00:37:31,280 --> 00:37:35,160
Speaker 3: but yeah, you drive as well.

682
00:37:35,200 --> 00:37:39,080
Speaker 1: I drove a Prius in high school and uh, I

683
00:37:39,120 --> 00:37:43,960
Speaker 1: got into an accident. Oh yeah, I got into an

684
00:37:43,960 --> 00:37:45,920
Speaker 1: accident and I was like on the side of the

685
00:37:46,040 --> 00:37:48,279
Speaker 1: road and my Prius was like totaled and I was

686
00:37:48,320 --> 00:37:51,960
Speaker 1: just kind of standing there waiting for like vehicles to

687
00:37:52,000 --> 00:37:56,360
Speaker 1: come and this guy, uh drives past me and he

688
00:37:56,440 --> 00:37:59,040
Speaker 1: yells out his window and he goes that's what you

689
00:37:59,120 --> 00:38:03,840
Speaker 1: get for driving a Prius.

690
00:38:03,680 --> 00:38:08,319
Speaker 3: It's pretty fun that that is. That is hilarious. There's

691
00:38:08,360 --> 00:38:11,600
Speaker 3: a lot of people that treat you differently on the road,

692
00:38:12,080 --> 00:38:14,400
Speaker 3: especially for driving a Prius.

693
00:38:15,600 --> 00:38:18,200
Speaker 1: How So, in what way do you feel that people

694
00:38:18,200 --> 00:38:18,920
Speaker 1: treat you differently?

695
00:38:19,040 --> 00:38:21,560
Speaker 3: I mean, you know, just like the same thing that

696
00:38:21,600 --> 00:38:24,960
Speaker 3: you just described a little bit but like, I don't know,

697
00:38:24,960 --> 00:38:27,440
Speaker 3: there's there's a lot of like diesel trucks where I

698
00:38:27,840 --> 00:38:30,560
Speaker 3: where I am, and uh, like a lot of them

699
00:38:30,560 --> 00:38:33,280
Speaker 3: will just like drive by and just blow like black

700
00:38:33,320 --> 00:38:36,640
Speaker 3: smoke all over the car and ship, and you know,

701
00:38:36,960 --> 00:38:39,200
Speaker 3: and then like you know, people will just like swarve

702
00:38:39,320 --> 00:38:41,680
Speaker 3: in try to cut you off because they think that

703
00:38:41,719 --> 00:38:44,359
Speaker 3: you're like I don't know, they think less of you

704
00:38:44,360 --> 00:38:48,319
Speaker 3: because you drive a Prius or something. But questions were

705
00:38:48,320 --> 00:38:50,520
Speaker 3: you dressed, were you in were you like in a

706
00:38:50,560 --> 00:38:53,880
Speaker 3: costume when you totaled your prius? Because I can totally

707
00:38:53,920 --> 00:38:57,000
Speaker 3: see you, like in the Gecko costume, like standing on

708
00:38:57,040 --> 00:38:58,160
Speaker 3: the side of the highway.

709
00:38:58,239 --> 00:39:00,879
Speaker 1: Why would I have been in the Gecko costume when

710
00:39:00,920 --> 00:39:04,480
Speaker 1: I was when I was driving the Prius, I had

711
00:39:04,480 --> 00:39:06,440
Speaker 1: no idea that I would when I was when this

712
00:39:06,640 --> 00:39:08,960
Speaker 1: I was. I was like seventeen when this happened. I

713
00:39:08,960 --> 00:39:11,759
Speaker 1: don't think I had no idea that I would be

714
00:39:11,920 --> 00:39:14,680
Speaker 1: in a Gecko costume eight years later.

715
00:39:16,360 --> 00:39:17,719
Speaker 3: Well, if you had to do it back in time,

716
00:39:17,840 --> 00:39:20,080
Speaker 3: would you would you do it again but be in

717
00:39:20,080 --> 00:39:21,120
Speaker 3: a Gecko costume?

718
00:39:21,480 --> 00:39:23,960
Speaker 1: No, definitively would say I would not.

719
00:39:26,400 --> 00:39:26,920
Speaker 3: Interesting.

720
00:39:28,440 --> 00:39:30,520
Speaker 1: Now, have you ever worried about like what would happen

721
00:39:30,560 --> 00:39:33,359
Speaker 1: if you got into an accident and like all the

722
00:39:33,400 --> 00:39:35,640
Speaker 1: all theos and legs fell out of your car.

723
00:39:37,040 --> 00:39:39,680
Speaker 3: Yeah, I was thinking about that because like I do

724
00:39:39,880 --> 00:39:43,839
Speaker 3: think about that quite often, because like people don't really

725
00:39:43,840 --> 00:39:46,560
Speaker 3: stop around here, so like if I'm just sitting at

726
00:39:46,600 --> 00:39:48,560
Speaker 3: a red light, there's like people that come up like

727
00:39:49,160 --> 00:39:51,680
Speaker 3: super hot behind me and like all the all the

728
00:39:51,719 --> 00:39:55,400
Speaker 3: specimens and stuff like in the trunk. So like I

729
00:39:55,440 --> 00:39:57,600
Speaker 3: don't know this one time I was driving around and

730
00:39:57,640 --> 00:40:02,080
Speaker 3: I like kind of just imagine getting rear ended with

731
00:40:02,360 --> 00:40:06,040
Speaker 3: a left leg like in my in my pass in

732
00:40:06,160 --> 00:40:08,759
Speaker 3: like the trunk, and then it gets hit and it

733
00:40:08,760 --> 00:40:12,000
Speaker 3: goes like flying through the windshield. And then I could

734
00:40:12,040 --> 00:40:14,759
Speaker 3: see that happening, and then you know what I mean,

735
00:40:14,840 --> 00:40:17,879
Speaker 3: and it just like makes this like huge dramatic thing

736
00:40:18,480 --> 00:40:21,480
Speaker 3: out of like nothing, because like I would be fine,

737
00:40:21,960 --> 00:40:24,879
Speaker 3: but like there would just be a leg like in

738
00:40:24,920 --> 00:40:28,440
Speaker 3: the windshield.

739
00:40:29,440 --> 00:40:31,719
Speaker 1: Yeah, I could see that. That's like a final destination

740
00:40:31,920 --> 00:40:33,400
Speaker 1: type of death. I could see.

741
00:40:34,800 --> 00:40:36,840
Speaker 3: Yeah, definitely definitely.

742
00:40:36,960 --> 00:40:40,879
Speaker 1: Was always Was it always your dream to transport body

743
00:40:40,880 --> 00:40:42,640
Speaker 1: parts or was there something else that you wanted to do?

744
00:40:46,960 --> 00:40:49,360
Speaker 3: Yeah, well kind of, I mean I've always kind of

745
00:40:49,400 --> 00:40:51,759
Speaker 3: wanted to work in healthcare, and then this kind of

746
00:40:51,800 --> 00:40:56,440
Speaker 3: just like happened upon me. So it kind of worked out,

747
00:40:56,600 --> 00:40:58,799
Speaker 3: and it was like a good way to get my

748
00:40:58,840 --> 00:40:59,480
Speaker 3: foot in the door.

749
00:40:59,520 --> 00:41:02,960
Speaker 1: Here, get your foot in the door, and get some

750
00:41:03,000 --> 00:41:04,319
Speaker 1: other people's feet in your door too.

751
00:41:06,239 --> 00:41:09,040
Speaker 3: In the windshield, in the windshield, in the windshield.

752
00:41:11,320 --> 00:41:13,680
Speaker 1: Is this considered work? I don't know, to demean your job?

753
00:41:13,760 --> 00:41:15,320
Speaker 1: Is this considered working in healthcare?

754
00:41:17,760 --> 00:41:24,319
Speaker 3: Technically yes, it's like it's considered non clinical, but it's

755
00:41:24,320 --> 00:41:30,040
Speaker 3: still like in the same environment. And uh, you know,

756
00:41:30,120 --> 00:41:32,239
Speaker 3: I look at it in terms of networking like I

757
00:41:32,600 --> 00:41:35,880
Speaker 3: you know, I have a lot of network connections and

758
00:41:35,920 --> 00:41:38,160
Speaker 3: stuff that I can make and have made and stuff

759
00:41:38,200 --> 00:41:41,320
Speaker 3: like that. So yeah, I can I do consider it. Now.

760
00:41:41,640 --> 00:41:44,480
Speaker 1: I'm curious about this, and and this is the last

761
00:41:44,520 --> 00:41:46,200
Speaker 1: thing I'll ask you, and you don't have If it's

762
00:41:46,239 --> 00:41:48,319
Speaker 1: too sensitive of a subject, you don't have to answer it.

763
00:41:48,320 --> 00:41:53,920
Speaker 1: But have you ever been approached buy the mafia looking

764
00:41:53,960 --> 00:41:58,719
Speaker 1: to intercept your vehicle to sell your tits on the

765
00:41:58,719 --> 00:42:00,719
Speaker 1: black market?

766
00:42:01,760 --> 00:42:04,600
Speaker 3: No? I haven't, But now that you point that out,

767
00:42:04,680 --> 00:42:08,279
Speaker 3: I'm gonna keep a good eye on that because I

768
00:42:08,360 --> 00:42:12,320
Speaker 3: never would have even thought about that gek. That's that's amazing. Sure,

769
00:42:12,600 --> 00:42:15,640
Speaker 3: I hope that actually, I actually hope that does happen.

770
00:42:15,800 --> 00:42:17,719
Speaker 3: That'd be kind of cool. I would get in like

771
00:42:17,760 --> 00:42:21,600
Speaker 3: a high speed chase, like they would obviously have like

772
00:42:21,680 --> 00:42:23,680
Speaker 3: faster cars than me, but you know, I can just

773
00:42:23,719 --> 00:42:26,719
Speaker 3: whip the go cart like it'd be pretty cool.

774
00:42:27,880 --> 00:42:30,120
Speaker 1: Yeah, you know, I don't think a Prius is the

775
00:42:30,120 --> 00:42:32,040
Speaker 1: first choice for a police chase.

776
00:42:34,040 --> 00:42:35,840
Speaker 3: It wouldn't be the police would be in the mafia.

777
00:42:37,840 --> 00:42:40,440
Speaker 1: Oh yes, the mafia. Well, I know you could. You

778
00:42:40,480 --> 00:42:42,160
Speaker 1: could throw That would be a good scene because you

779
00:42:42,160 --> 00:42:44,560
Speaker 1: could take a leg and like throw it from behind

780
00:42:44,560 --> 00:42:47,239
Speaker 1: them and it would like go into the windshield and

781
00:42:47,239 --> 00:42:49,040
Speaker 1: they'd crash and the car would explode.

782
00:42:51,120 --> 00:42:53,799
Speaker 3: That would be awesome. That'd be that'd be pretty sweet.

783
00:42:54,000 --> 00:42:56,239
Speaker 3: And then I could take like little blood vials and

784
00:42:56,360 --> 00:42:58,520
Speaker 3: just throw them out the window like your names.

785
00:42:58,960 --> 00:43:01,319
Speaker 1: Right, Like it's like oil that they're that they're they're

786
00:43:01,320 --> 00:43:02,600
Speaker 1: slipping and sliding.

787
00:43:02,239 --> 00:43:04,320
Speaker 3: On they're slipping and sliding.

788
00:43:04,760 --> 00:43:07,440
Speaker 1: This is it's just like Mario Kart that we're doing.

789
00:43:07,480 --> 00:43:10,240
Speaker 1: That we're doing exceptance with human body parts and blood.

790
00:43:10,239 --> 00:43:11,920
Speaker 1: It's like Mario Kart, but gross.

791
00:43:13,880 --> 00:43:17,400
Speaker 3: The graphic Mario Kart the leg would be the blueeshell.

792
00:43:19,280 --> 00:43:20,279
Speaker 1: What's your name again, sir?

793
00:43:22,280 --> 00:43:25,160
Speaker 3: Uh, my name is uh Ladder.

794
00:43:27,040 --> 00:43:30,680
Speaker 1: That's not your real name, right, No, that is my

795
00:43:30,760 --> 00:43:35,480
Speaker 1: real name. Okay you Okay. He's sounded like he just

796
00:43:35,480 --> 00:43:37,600
Speaker 1: looked and saw a ladder and picked that as your

797
00:43:37,600 --> 00:43:38,080
Speaker 1: fake name.

798
00:43:38,440 --> 00:43:42,320
Speaker 3: L E d R No, l A d d e R.

799
00:43:43,320 --> 00:43:44,560
Speaker 1: That's cool. What kind of name is that?

800
00:43:47,120 --> 00:43:49,520
Speaker 3: I don't know. Honestly, I think my parents are tripping

801
00:43:49,520 --> 00:43:52,719
Speaker 3: when they named me or something. But you know, it

802
00:43:52,840 --> 00:43:54,760
Speaker 3: is kind of cool because I can kind of stretch

803
00:43:54,800 --> 00:43:58,040
Speaker 3: my arms out like mister Elastic a little bit whenever

804
00:43:58,040 --> 00:44:02,640
Speaker 3: someone needs a ladder. It was a true gift from

805
00:44:02,640 --> 00:44:03,280
Speaker 3: the universe.

806
00:44:04,040 --> 00:44:08,960
Speaker 1: You're a cool guy, Ladder always always? Is there anything else?

807
00:44:10,480 --> 00:44:11,719
Speaker 1: Is there anything else you want to say to the

808
00:44:11,719 --> 00:44:13,080
Speaker 1: people of the computer before we go?

809
00:44:15,680 --> 00:44:18,960
Speaker 3: Keep watching the stream and if you ever want to

810
00:44:19,040 --> 00:44:21,960
Speaker 3: talk to Gek himself, you just got to blow up

811
00:44:22,000 --> 00:44:27,279
Speaker 3: the text message line. Anyways, have a good one, gak.

812
00:44:27,280 --> 00:44:33,640
Speaker 1: A youtwo Ladder. Take care by get those body parts

813
00:44:33,680 --> 00:44:35,960
Speaker 1: to their final destination safely.

814
00:44:39,040 --> 00:44:39,520
Speaker 4: Hello.

815
00:44:40,080 --> 00:44:40,959
Speaker 1: Hi, what's your name?

816
00:44:42,480 --> 00:44:43,600
Speaker 4: My name is Juniper?

817
00:44:44,200 --> 00:44:48,040
Speaker 1: Juniper. What's up, Juniper? Have we ever spoken before? Juniper?

818
00:44:48,440 --> 00:44:48,800
Speaker 3: Uh?

819
00:44:48,920 --> 00:44:48,960
Speaker 2: No?

820
00:44:49,120 --> 00:44:49,959
Speaker 4: This is actually my.

821
00:44:49,840 --> 00:44:52,719
Speaker 1: First time cool. I feel like I spoke to a Juniper.

822
00:44:53,120 --> 00:44:54,920
Speaker 1: There's not a lot of people. Do you ever go

823
00:44:54,960 --> 00:44:59,480
Speaker 1: about June, Junie? Juniper? What's up?

824
00:44:59,480 --> 00:44:59,880
Speaker 3: How at?

825
00:45:00,080 --> 00:45:01,480
Speaker 1: How can I get you today? Juniper?

826
00:45:02,480 --> 00:45:08,080
Speaker 4: Okay, so am I then asshole for sending money for

827
00:45:08,239 --> 00:45:11,719
Speaker 4: my ex boyfriend's favorite streamer to cuss him out?

828
00:45:12,480 --> 00:45:14,799
Speaker 1: You sent money to your ex boyfriend's favorite streamer to

829
00:45:14,800 --> 00:45:15,439
Speaker 1: cuss him out?

830
00:45:16,280 --> 00:45:19,040
Speaker 4: Yes, was just that psychotic who's.

831
00:45:18,840 --> 00:45:21,320
Speaker 1: Your ex boyfriend's favorite streamer?

832
00:45:22,680 --> 00:45:26,080
Speaker 4: I honestly don't even remember, but it was like a

833
00:45:26,880 --> 00:45:29,240
Speaker 4: like not even a really popular one.

834
00:45:29,760 --> 00:45:30,560
Speaker 1: How long ago is this?

835
00:45:32,280 --> 00:45:35,160
Speaker 4: I want to say about like a year ago?

836
00:45:36,440 --> 00:45:39,000
Speaker 1: Okay, why did you do it?

837
00:45:40,840 --> 00:45:44,120
Speaker 4: Because he was kind of a gas lighting piece of

838
00:45:44,160 --> 00:45:49,839
Speaker 4: shit speed my language. He would like, I smoke weed,

839
00:45:50,080 --> 00:45:54,239
Speaker 4: so like he would call me a druggie and he

840
00:45:54,280 --> 00:45:56,839
Speaker 4: would say, like I also have ADHD and he would

841
00:45:56,880 --> 00:45:59,560
Speaker 4: say that that doesn't exist. That's all in your head,

842
00:46:00,480 --> 00:46:04,319
Speaker 4: all this all this personal nasty uh crap about me

843
00:46:05,120 --> 00:46:07,880
Speaker 4: and that uh that I would like never amount to

844
00:46:07,920 --> 00:46:10,279
Speaker 4: anything pretty much just because I smoked wheat and that

845
00:46:10,400 --> 00:46:11,600
Speaker 4: I am an addict.

846
00:46:11,880 --> 00:46:13,640
Speaker 1: How long? How long were you dating this guy for?

847
00:46:13,840 --> 00:46:15,160
Speaker 4: About two years.

848
00:46:15,640 --> 00:46:17,080
Speaker 1: Okay? Was he like that the whole time?

849
00:46:18,840 --> 00:46:23,400
Speaker 4: Not in the beginning. We had an argument about having

850
00:46:23,480 --> 00:46:27,200
Speaker 4: ships one time and pretty much yeah, no, he was

851
00:46:27,239 --> 00:46:29,640
Speaker 4: just like, no, I gotta besectomy. I don't want that ship.

852
00:46:31,640 --> 00:46:33,239
Speaker 4: And I was like, well, you couldn't tell me that

853
00:46:33,280 --> 00:46:35,280
Speaker 4: in the beginning type thing.

854
00:46:38,239 --> 00:46:40,400
Speaker 1: When you said you paid his favorite streamer to custom out,

855
00:46:40,440 --> 00:46:43,000
Speaker 1: what did you What did you exactly pay him to say?

856
00:46:44,200 --> 00:46:47,600
Speaker 4: I told him to call him basically a piece of

857
00:46:47,800 --> 00:46:48,799
Speaker 4: narcissistic ship.

858
00:46:50,320 --> 00:46:53,399
Speaker 1: Okay, And when he did, how did that? How did

859
00:46:53,400 --> 00:46:54,040
Speaker 1: that feel for you?

860
00:46:56,000 --> 00:46:58,960
Speaker 4: The streamer didn't do it, he was funded my money.

861
00:46:59,000 --> 00:47:01,440
Speaker 4: But I had a good chuckle that you even mentioned it.

862
00:47:02,520 --> 00:47:06,239
Speaker 1: Okay, are you an asshole? I don't like? I don't like.

863
00:47:06,280 --> 00:47:09,399
Speaker 1: Am I the asshole? I don't. I'm not a I'm

864
00:47:09,480 --> 00:47:16,799
Speaker 1: not god. But uh, I guess I'll ask you this.

865
00:47:17,560 --> 00:47:21,040
Speaker 1: So this was a year ago, right, yes? Is there

866
00:47:21,080 --> 00:47:23,320
Speaker 1: any reason other than just like, oh, this would be

867
00:47:23,360 --> 00:47:25,160
Speaker 1: a fun thing to talk about on here that this

868
00:47:25,280 --> 00:47:27,120
Speaker 1: is like bubbling in your brain?

869
00:47:30,120 --> 00:47:34,080
Speaker 4: Not exactly. I just needed an unbiased opinion about it,

870
00:47:34,640 --> 00:47:36,640
Speaker 4: because like I told my friends about it, and they

871
00:47:36,640 --> 00:47:38,759
Speaker 4: were just like they were just telling me, Oh, You're

872
00:47:38,800 --> 00:47:41,680
Speaker 4: just toxic. You're being toxic, and I'm just like you

873
00:47:41,880 --> 00:47:44,120
Speaker 4: just mentally gas lit me. So how am I the

874
00:47:44,160 --> 00:47:45,360
Speaker 4: toxic one?

875
00:47:45,640 --> 00:47:49,080
Speaker 1: Well, it's forget about like toxic for a second. It's

876
00:47:49,080 --> 00:47:56,000
Speaker 1: like like looking at it from an expenditure of energy standpoint, right,

877
00:47:56,400 --> 00:48:01,040
Speaker 1: like paying this guy to cuss out. But like, okay,

878
00:48:01,360 --> 00:48:08,840
Speaker 1: if it's like if this guy, you know, hurt you

879
00:48:08,920 --> 00:48:12,719
Speaker 1: by calling you all these things and you want to

880
00:48:13,120 --> 00:48:15,960
Speaker 1: you just and it's just like a fucking life suck

881
00:48:16,520 --> 00:48:21,759
Speaker 1: for you, and you want to minimize the collateral damage

882
00:48:23,280 --> 00:48:26,720
Speaker 1: that you receive from this life sucking.

883
00:48:27,920 --> 00:48:28,279
Speaker 4: Mm hmm.

884
00:48:30,160 --> 00:48:36,160
Speaker 1: The expenditure of energy at of paying his the streamer

885
00:48:36,719 --> 00:48:41,640
Speaker 1: to cuss him out, in my opinion, does not contribute

886
00:48:42,280 --> 00:48:46,600
Speaker 1: to that goal, And that's more important to me than

887
00:48:46,680 --> 00:48:50,160
Speaker 1: whether or not you're an asshole or toxic. Does that

888
00:48:50,200 --> 00:48:50,760
Speaker 1: make sense?

889
00:48:51,680 --> 00:48:52,359
Speaker 4: Yeah a little bit?

890
00:48:52,440 --> 00:48:56,640
Speaker 1: Yeah, So oh go ahead, No, you go ahead.

891
00:48:56,760 --> 00:48:59,799
Speaker 4: I think I think at the time I was up

892
00:49:00,080 --> 00:49:03,320
Speaker 4: that and bitter because I basically wasted like two years

893
00:49:03,360 --> 00:49:08,120
Speaker 4: on this guy, like I've spent. He was unemployed for

894
00:49:08,160 --> 00:49:10,720
Speaker 4: the longest time, so I would be paying his bills,

895
00:49:10,880 --> 00:49:13,880
Speaker 4: I would be you know, basically giving him the toilet

896
00:49:13,920 --> 00:49:18,400
Speaker 4: paper to wipe his shit off. So like, yeah, I

897
00:49:18,480 --> 00:49:20,680
Speaker 4: you know, smoke weed a little bit, but so what

898
00:49:20,920 --> 00:49:22,840
Speaker 4: so he had to like throw that back in my face.

899
00:49:23,000 --> 00:49:25,600
Speaker 4: I don't know. Maybe it was just at the time,

900
00:49:25,640 --> 00:49:29,840
Speaker 4: I just wanted to get even. But now that I

901
00:49:29,880 --> 00:49:31,759
Speaker 4: think about it, as you put it in a little

902
00:49:31,760 --> 00:49:34,320
Speaker 4: bit perspective, it was kind of like a waste of energy.

903
00:49:34,360 --> 00:49:35,120
Speaker 4: But I don't.

904
00:49:34,920 --> 00:49:37,880
Speaker 1: Regret it, right, And there's no need to regret it,

905
00:49:37,880 --> 00:49:40,560
Speaker 1: because regretting it is is like I mean, you can

906
00:49:40,600 --> 00:49:42,000
Speaker 1: like learn from it and be like, all right, in

907
00:49:42,040 --> 00:49:46,720
Speaker 1: the future, I will I will recognize what certain things

908
00:49:46,800 --> 00:49:52,879
Speaker 1: might be poor expenditures of energy, which is, by the way,

909
00:49:52,960 --> 00:49:57,799
Speaker 1: tough because sometimes sometimes you want to feel like vindicated,

910
00:49:58,360 --> 00:50:05,200
Speaker 1: you know, and it's an emotional like it's an emotional decision, right,

911
00:50:05,800 --> 00:50:10,680
Speaker 1: and yeah, sometimes and that's that's that's just that's just

912
00:50:10,680 --> 00:50:12,640
Speaker 1: something you never learn. I'm not gonna say it's something

913
00:50:12,640 --> 00:50:17,080
Speaker 1: you never learned, but like how to not make emotional

914
00:50:17,120 --> 00:50:21,800
Speaker 1: decisions because you realize logically that they're poor expenditures of energy,

915
00:50:21,840 --> 00:50:23,720
Speaker 1: but just in the moment they just feel so good.

916
00:50:24,280 --> 00:50:29,719
Speaker 1: It takes you about I don't know, it's a hard

917
00:50:29,800 --> 00:50:32,600
Speaker 1: lesson to learn, you know it. Really you have to

918
00:50:32,640 --> 00:50:35,640
Speaker 1: be like a fucking Buddhist monk to master that.

919
00:50:37,719 --> 00:50:40,560
Speaker 4: Yeah, I know, I can't be a Buddhist monk.

920
00:50:41,480 --> 00:50:43,680
Speaker 1: Yeah, you probably couldn't smoke weed if you smoked it,

921
00:50:43,719 --> 00:50:45,839
Speaker 1: if you were a Buddhist monk. Unless if No, those

922
00:50:45,840 --> 00:50:46,719
Speaker 1: guys don't smoke weed.

923
00:50:46,760 --> 00:50:47,080
Speaker 2: They didn't.

924
00:50:47,080 --> 00:50:48,200
Speaker 1: They definitely don't smoke weed.

925
00:50:50,680 --> 00:50:53,560
Speaker 4: I don't think so. I work in like the cannabis field,

926
00:50:53,600 --> 00:50:57,720
Speaker 4: so like him, like basically saying like that was basically saying,

927
00:50:57,760 --> 00:51:01,719
Speaker 4: Oh my my career so far was basically a waste

928
00:51:01,760 --> 00:51:04,880
Speaker 4: of my time. And I picked pride in my worst ethic.

929
00:51:05,440 --> 00:51:08,360
Speaker 4: So to say that kind of like just disrespecting me.

930
00:51:08,440 --> 00:51:10,439
Speaker 4: I guess. So I just wanted to disrespect him back.

931
00:51:10,480 --> 00:51:10,680
Speaker 1: You know.

932
00:51:11,840 --> 00:51:14,280
Speaker 4: Yeah, men suck sometimes not all.

933
00:51:14,440 --> 00:51:17,120
Speaker 1: But some how's your life going now?

934
00:51:18,239 --> 00:51:18,719
Speaker 2: Honestly?

935
00:51:18,800 --> 00:51:22,440
Speaker 4: I just got a promotion and he apparently is on

936
00:51:22,680 --> 00:51:25,400
Speaker 4: welfare and apparently homeless.

937
00:51:26,840 --> 00:51:27,480
Speaker 1: How'd you hear that?

938
00:51:29,280 --> 00:51:31,359
Speaker 4: Just through the grape vine. I mean, I'm taking it

939
00:51:31,360 --> 00:51:32,960
Speaker 4: with a grain or like a grain of salt, But

940
00:51:33,480 --> 00:51:36,400
Speaker 4: from how I know how he is, I wouldn't be

941
00:51:36,440 --> 00:51:40,280
Speaker 4: surprised because I know he was going to court because

942
00:51:40,640 --> 00:51:46,920
Speaker 4: his apartment building. Was trying to a victim.

943
00:51:46,960 --> 00:51:48,759
Speaker 1: Are you are you dating anyone new now or are

944
00:51:48,800 --> 00:51:50,680
Speaker 1: you chilling chilling single for now?

945
00:51:51,080 --> 00:51:55,200
Speaker 4: I don't feel it like right now, I don't. I

946
00:51:55,239 --> 00:51:57,160
Speaker 4: am in a point in my life where I'm just

947
00:51:57,200 --> 00:52:01,040
Speaker 4: like I don't want to talk anybody. I just want

948
00:52:01,080 --> 00:52:05,080
Speaker 4: to like figure myself out. I feel like it wouldn't

949
00:52:05,120 --> 00:52:07,120
Speaker 4: do justice for me and other people.

950
00:52:08,880 --> 00:52:10,960
Speaker 1: Uh, you sound like you're doing great.

951
00:52:12,200 --> 00:52:13,720
Speaker 4: Oh thank you?

952
00:52:13,719 --> 00:52:17,680
Speaker 1: You do. You sound like you're doing great. That's you you.

953
00:52:18,000 --> 00:52:24,799
Speaker 1: That was a very confident, mentally healthy status report that

954
00:52:24,840 --> 00:52:25,239
Speaker 1: you gave.

955
00:52:25,480 --> 00:52:29,279
Speaker 4: I try to be you know you just you take

956
00:52:29,280 --> 00:52:30,040
Speaker 4: one day at a time.

957
00:52:32,840 --> 00:52:35,480
Speaker 1: You don't remember this streamer, No.

958
00:52:35,600 --> 00:52:38,520
Speaker 4: Unfortunately I don't. Well I would have to go back

959
00:52:38,560 --> 00:52:41,879
Speaker 4: on Twitch to look for Amazon or whatever it is.

960
00:52:42,400 --> 00:52:45,279
Speaker 1: Well, I'll say this, while I do think it's an

961
00:52:45,640 --> 00:52:53,080
Speaker 1: it is a waste of energy to, you know, pay

962
00:52:53,080 --> 00:52:56,839
Speaker 1: a streamer to cuss out your boyfriend. If you want

963
00:52:56,880 --> 00:52:59,240
Speaker 1: to give me fifty dollars, I will cuss out anyone

964
00:52:59,280 --> 00:53:01,080
Speaker 1: you want. Really.

965
00:53:01,200 --> 00:53:02,480
Speaker 4: Oh my gosh, thank you.

966
00:53:03,320 --> 00:53:04,560
Speaker 1: Yeah.

967
00:53:05,520 --> 00:53:10,120
Speaker 4: Actually literally just found your stream this morning. I found

968
00:53:10,160 --> 00:53:12,759
Speaker 4: your Instagram and I was like, oh, I gotta I

969
00:53:12,760 --> 00:53:14,800
Speaker 4: gotta subscribe or please follow.

970
00:53:15,200 --> 00:53:20,920
Speaker 1: Hell, yeah, well, what's your name again, Juniper? Jennifer Jennifer.

971
00:53:20,960 --> 00:53:22,120
Speaker 1: Is anything else you want to say to the people

972
00:53:22,120 --> 00:53:23,080
Speaker 1: of the computer before we go?

973
00:53:26,120 --> 00:53:28,480
Speaker 4: No, I want to leave in a healing air, so

974
00:53:28,520 --> 00:53:30,600
Speaker 4: I'm not gonna say anything bad. And I just want

975
00:53:30,600 --> 00:53:32,560
Speaker 4: to say thank you for letting me invent about it.

976
00:53:33,239 --> 00:53:35,040
Speaker 1: Absolutely have aggress to the night.

977
00:53:35,040 --> 00:53:38,040
Speaker 4: Juniper, Thank you, have a good one. Bye.

978
00:53:39,520 --> 00:53:45,040
Speaker 1: This was fifty too low or too high? Here's the thing,

979
00:53:45,080 --> 00:53:48,200
Speaker 1: me cussing out somebody is now is worth zero dollars.

980
00:53:48,480 --> 00:53:53,640
Speaker 1: But oh all right, how about this? You can pay

981
00:53:53,680 --> 00:53:59,240
Speaker 1: me a dollar and I'll compliment someone or maybe should

982
00:53:59,280 --> 00:54:02,400
Speaker 1: I should? Should I make the insults higher price or

983
00:54:02,480 --> 00:54:06,360
Speaker 1: the compliments higher priced? I like the idea. Actually, this

984
00:54:06,440 --> 00:54:09,439
Speaker 1: is interesting. I like the idea of cameo. But it's

985
00:54:09,480 --> 00:54:14,480
Speaker 1: to send mean, horrible messages to people Like cameo. But

986
00:54:14,560 --> 00:54:17,960
Speaker 1: you can pay John Taffer to call your boyfriend a

987
00:54:18,000 --> 00:54:22,960
Speaker 1: piece of shit? Someone should make that That's a good idea. Hello, folks,

988
00:54:23,160 --> 00:54:26,480
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989
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Speaker 6: I'm honestly traumatized.

999
00:55:05,280 --> 00:55:06,879
Speaker 1: Why are you trying to in my mouth?

1000
00:55:07,160 --> 00:55:08,160
Speaker 6: Dog peed in my mouth?

1001
00:55:08,440 --> 00:55:09,359
Speaker 1: Tell me more about that.

1002
00:55:09,560 --> 00:55:12,960
Speaker 6: So I work at an animal daycare place and a

1003
00:55:13,000 --> 00:55:13,719
Speaker 6: new dog came.

1004
00:55:14,040 --> 00:55:15,040
Speaker 2: I went to pick them up.

1005
00:55:15,239 --> 00:55:17,839
Speaker 6: I'm six four, I'm a little tall, and I picked

1006
00:55:17,880 --> 00:55:20,560
Speaker 6: him up. You just sprayed it right down the back

1007
00:55:20,600 --> 00:55:22,880
Speaker 6: of my throat. Tasted at all? It was awful.

1008
00:55:23,200 --> 00:55:23,800
Speaker 2: It was awful.

1009
00:55:24,160 --> 00:55:26,319
Speaker 1: Do you still remember what it tastes like?

1010
00:55:27,400 --> 00:55:31,800
Speaker 6: Yeah, it's uh, you know those uh, those chocolate oranges.

1011
00:55:31,840 --> 00:55:33,440
Speaker 6: I usually get him on Christmas. I don't know if

1012
00:55:33,440 --> 00:55:36,760
Speaker 6: anyone else does, but a little bit that orange chocolate

1013
00:55:36,880 --> 00:55:40,200
Speaker 6: and pennies like coins. Yeah, make sure of that. Not

1014
00:55:40,280 --> 00:55:40,719
Speaker 6: too great.

1015
00:55:41,600 --> 00:55:45,480
Speaker 1: Well, it's weird because you kind of like did you

1016
00:55:45,520 --> 00:55:47,799
Speaker 1: open your mouth, like where you like where you were.

1017
00:55:47,800 --> 00:55:50,640
Speaker 1: You surprised, You were like, oh what a dolt, what

1018
00:55:50,680 --> 00:55:52,479
Speaker 1: a cool dog? And you just had your mouth open.

1019
00:55:52,719 --> 00:55:55,080
Speaker 6: It was like an open mouth smile because I was,

1020
00:55:55,120 --> 00:55:57,400
Speaker 6: you know, I was excited. It's a little puppy, and

1021
00:55:57,760 --> 00:55:59,440
Speaker 6: I guess he was a little more excited.

1022
00:55:59,600 --> 00:56:01,680
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Speaker 1: episode description that's therapy Gecko dot supercast dot com. All right,

1026
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Speaker 1: I have nothing else to say.

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00:56:17,960 --> 00:56:21,920
Speaker 3: Really goes on the line making your phone calls every night.

1028
00:56:22,320 --> 00:56:25,520
Speaker 1: Therapy can goes to a side's teaching you aloud in.

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Speaker 2: Them of your life.

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Speaker 3: Money's not ready, an expert