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Speaker 1: The truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth.

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Speaker 1: You're listening to Big Facts with Big Bank and DJ

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Speaker 1: Scream broadcasts a lot from first Class Sounds is DJ Scream,

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Speaker 1: Big Bank is here and we got a special guests

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Speaker 1: up in the building. Russ is on Big Facts. Welcome

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Speaker 1: to Big Facts, man, Welcome to Big Facts. So we

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Speaker 1: gotta started the right way in a big fast tradition. Man,

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Speaker 1: if you don't mind, Man, you gotta swear to tell

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Speaker 1: the whole truth, nothing but the truth. Is that cool

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Speaker 1: with Russles? Okay, you're gonna do that. We're just making sure. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: we gotta hold into trouble. Yeah yeah, yeah, no Rusby

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Speaker 1: keeping it all the way. You know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 1: So the first thing I want to talk about, man,

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Speaker 1: is oh, you so self contained. You You're there the artist,

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Speaker 1: the engineer, the producer. You do everything yourself. What was

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Speaker 1: the moment where you said, I'm taking this all in

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Speaker 1: my own hands. I'm not calling producers for beasts, I'm

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Speaker 1: not calling the engineer. I'm gonna do all this ship myself.

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Speaker 1: I didn't know anyone, You didn't know anybody. A lot

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Speaker 1: of people think it was just like it's funny having

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Speaker 1: fans and stuff. They're like, yo, do the song with Drake?

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Speaker 1: Where's the song with Jake? It's like, I don't know that.

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Speaker 1: What are you talking like? People just think that like

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Speaker 1: when you get on you have some sort of like

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Speaker 1: thing at your house where you press a button in

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Speaker 1: like a Drake verse pops out, Like I don't know

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Speaker 1: if people you know what I'm saying. Like, so when

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Speaker 1: I was coming up, I didn't know anyone, so I

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Speaker 1: had to do everything myself. Like it wasn't It wasn't

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Speaker 1: it was. It was really like I don't I genuinely

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Speaker 1: don't know anyone. So I got to figure out how

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Speaker 1: to do this myself. I figured out how to do

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Speaker 1: it myself. I ended up falling in love with each role, mixing, engineering,

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Speaker 1: the whole thing, and I like the fact that it

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Speaker 1: really sounded like me, the engineering that like, you know,

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Speaker 1: when you really do everything in that music yourself, it

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Speaker 1: hits different, like when people that first album, when when

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Speaker 1: of it and people loved it. It's like, you know,

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Speaker 1: a lot of rappers might be like, man, you like

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Speaker 1: my verse. That's cool. I'm man, you like the reverb

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Speaker 1: it's just it's just different, you know. But so I

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Speaker 1: used that first album number one to prove it to

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Speaker 1: myself that I could really sit in my basement make

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Speaker 1: a whole album myself, not call anyone, and it's and

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Speaker 1: it's make everything by me, and it still go platinum

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Speaker 1: and have all these crazy numbers. But at the same time,

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Speaker 1: it's also because I didn't know anyone. So as I

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Speaker 1: got into the industry, you know, I got to know

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Speaker 1: people and get connections, but I was never, I mean,

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Speaker 1: anyone that knows me. And I think it's starting to

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Speaker 1: like be a little bit more evident now. I'm a

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Speaker 1: big fan of people, and I don't do that privately.

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Speaker 1: I do that publicly. I still love on Twitter or whatever.

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Speaker 1: I've always been adamant about showing my support for Scott

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Speaker 1: Storcher's and Boy Wonders and Timberlands and all these all

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Speaker 1: I knew them, obviously I'm gonna make a bunch of

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Speaker 1: songs with them. So that's how you get to shake

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Speaker 1: what are you supposed to do? I wasn't gonna go knock.

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Speaker 1: I don't like knocking on doors like that, you know

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Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I like the playing field to be

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Speaker 1: like box you in the genres because some people you're popped.

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Speaker 1: Some people I'm okay. I'm okay with that, But what

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Speaker 1: like it's crazy. It's like if I'm a painter and

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Speaker 1: that over ten years, you're gonna try and put me

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Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. But it's like, why to me,

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Speaker 1: you can't try and marginalize me to one specific genre

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Speaker 1: because no one feels hard all day long. And it's

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Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like, no one feels in

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Speaker 1: I'm cool, I'm cool with it all. So basically saying,

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Speaker 1: That's what it is. Yeah, if you know what, if

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Speaker 1: the past couple of days, I'm like, no one hit

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Speaker 1: though I've done a bunch of wrap stuff, all my

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Speaker 1: for the It's a marathon, you know. Being able to

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Speaker 1: do you know, like you said, you produce makes you

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Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. They can reduce and did music, singing,

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Speaker 1: rapping on your ship, being able to do that ship yourself.

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Speaker 1: know those like two K or if it's madded and

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Speaker 1: you do the creative player mode, the career mode. I

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Speaker 1: always tell people like this ship is a career mode

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Speaker 1: where you start out as a sixty overall. The trick

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Speaker 1: thinking you're a ninety, you know what. I like that,

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Speaker 1: And that's the process. So you think a lot of

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Speaker 1: and you you're cool. But the world was always before

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Speaker 1: arrogant interviews though too so okay, I forgive people, like

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Speaker 1: my message was always sure, but a lot of times

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Speaker 1: my house is like super okay, Like I've always been

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Speaker 1: able to be arrogant. Bro. That's a lot of people

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Speaker 1: came out the bullshit and did this ship myself? Yeah,

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Speaker 1: when else I was supposed to be him real ship though,

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Speaker 1: for real one of my songs, too Many, which is gold.

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Speaker 1: ship and Pop my ship and everything, but at the

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Speaker 1: just like we, I mean, it's so solidified at this point.

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Speaker 1: Even if you don't funk with it, if you don't know,

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Speaker 1: like I hate to break it to you, you don't

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Speaker 1: promise your opinion doesn't move. It doesn't move a needle

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Speaker 1: like motherfucker's hate on me, as if it matters. It's crazy.

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Speaker 1: It's like, yo, you say that, as if the next

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Speaker 1: night I'm not doing the sold out showing in the arena.

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Speaker 1: What are you talking about. I'm gonna miss you in

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Speaker 1: the crowd at all. I'm not looking for you in

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Speaker 1: the crowd. Loads are in. It's too late, doesn't matter.

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Speaker 1: So just whatever, big facts, How do you do how

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Speaker 1: you deal with like real love versus fake love? Because

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Speaker 1: obviously now that you know, you came and you did

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Speaker 1: or comes up and says, I don't let me Like

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Speaker 1: everyone in this room, I've known for a decade, so

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Speaker 1: I don't. I just I never had that cliche like

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Speaker 1: people switching up on me? Did it? I never did,

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Speaker 1: just because I never I'm such a you know, very

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Speaker 1: private person when it comes to my personal life, you know,

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Speaker 1: so I don't let people close. So I never had

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Speaker 1: It wasn't. My circle is not some fucking big open

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Speaker 1: party where anyone's invited you feel me like you were

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Speaker 1: either here ten years ago you're not. So now listen

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Speaker 1: this moment, we're getting the facts, this moment that happened recently.

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Speaker 1: You're a lot of nigga trying. Absolutely, But like when

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Speaker 1: But no, the real, the real shit about that? Yeah,

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Speaker 1: You're worried about a lie on another stranger. I don't

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Speaker 1: Who is Who's rust's goat? Who's your goat? Everybody always

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Speaker 1: those self help books and deepak Choppers and ship like that,

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00:22:25,040 --> 00:22:28,520
Speaker 1: it's ship that you can apply now And it's like

425
00:22:28,760 --> 00:22:32,560
Speaker 1: Nipsey's mentality. You can just apply it now and you'll

426
00:22:32,600 --> 00:22:36,240
Speaker 1: forever be able to apply it, Like is the longest race,

427
00:22:36,840 --> 00:22:39,840
Speaker 1: so don't. I mean, I don't know a rapper who's

428
00:22:39,880 --> 00:22:44,520
Speaker 1: come along that has left behind that much of an

429
00:22:44,560 --> 00:22:47,520
Speaker 1: impact with the mentality people with the music for sure,

430
00:22:47,880 --> 00:22:52,200
Speaker 1: for sure, but a mentality something something for people to

431
00:22:52,480 --> 00:22:56,160
Speaker 1: live by mentally or come on, I don't know. That's real,

432
00:22:57,080 --> 00:23:00,000
Speaker 1: A real blueprint another real ship. That's that's that's that's

433
00:23:00,040 --> 00:23:02,920
Speaker 1: It's like our bobbum you know what I'm saying, real

434
00:23:03,000 --> 00:23:05,680
Speaker 1: ship like this ship start right here home with doing

435
00:23:05,720 --> 00:23:10,080
Speaker 1: everything he's supposed to did Black for us, chose a queen,

436
00:23:11,119 --> 00:23:13,040
Speaker 1: chose you know what I'm saying, chose it pal and

437
00:23:13,080 --> 00:23:15,840
Speaker 1: stood on that ship like yeah, he was just solid.

438
00:23:16,240 --> 00:23:19,240
Speaker 1: He was just solid. And it's like you know that inspired.

439
00:23:19,560 --> 00:23:21,959
Speaker 1: I've been inspired by Nipsey since seventeen. I mean, we

440
00:23:22,000 --> 00:23:25,119
Speaker 1: went me and my best friend Bugis who we started

441
00:23:25,119 --> 00:23:29,160
Speaker 1: Diamond Tailor when we were seventeen. We went to his

442
00:23:29,200 --> 00:23:32,560
Speaker 1: store when we were when was that eighteen or nineteen

443
00:23:33,160 --> 00:23:37,480
Speaker 1: seventeen eighteen? We go to this store and uh that

444
00:23:37,480 --> 00:23:40,399
Speaker 1: that story is ridiculous. It's because of what we were aware.

445
00:23:40,440 --> 00:23:41,800
Speaker 1: We were like, you know, we got to take this

446
00:23:41,880 --> 00:23:45,480
Speaker 1: office because like I had on because you know, initially

447
00:23:45,480 --> 00:23:48,679
Speaker 1: had just dropped the marathon, right, so I'll never forget this.

448
00:23:48,680 --> 00:23:52,919
Speaker 1: This is just a funny story. But Nipsey, Yeah, this

449
00:23:53,040 --> 00:23:56,119
Speaker 1: is because Nipsey dropped the marathon December twenty times. So

450
00:23:56,240 --> 00:24:02,400
Speaker 1: we're there like February March, and I have on like

451
00:24:03,320 --> 00:24:05,520
Speaker 1: she you know, blue Laces was like my favorite song,

452
00:24:07,400 --> 00:24:11,359
Speaker 1: h part one, part one, So like I like, you know,

453
00:24:11,440 --> 00:24:13,920
Speaker 1: it's my first time in l A. And I'm just

454
00:24:14,000 --> 00:24:16,200
Speaker 1: like geek to be in l A. I forget where

455
00:24:16,200 --> 00:24:20,240
Speaker 1: we're going, and I got on black forces with red laces,

456
00:24:20,359 --> 00:24:22,639
Speaker 1: and I'm like, I don't know if I should go

457
00:24:22,640 --> 00:24:26,440
Speaker 1: in there with red laces. I don't know if that's

458
00:24:26,560 --> 00:24:29,800
Speaker 1: necessarily the best because I'm not me at all yet.

459
00:24:29,880 --> 00:24:32,679
Speaker 1: I'm just a randomized white dude. I see, you know,

460
00:24:32,800 --> 00:24:36,000
Speaker 1: in your story. I remember taking out the laces just

461
00:24:37,000 --> 00:24:39,199
Speaker 1: tugged up, you know what I mean, But it was

462
00:24:39,440 --> 00:24:44,879
Speaker 1: it was amazing lass because yo, how is one of

463
00:24:44,920 --> 00:24:47,119
Speaker 1: my favorite songs gotta be blue laces. I'm walking in

464
00:24:47,200 --> 00:24:51,440
Speaker 1: with red laces, like I'm at least exercise something sort

465
00:24:51,440 --> 00:24:56,879
Speaker 1: of self awareness song some type like even if I

466
00:24:56,880 --> 00:24:58,919
Speaker 1: look crazy with no laces and at least I didn't

467
00:24:59,000 --> 00:25:06,960
Speaker 1: disrespect the disrespected myself. But but I've just been living

468
00:25:07,000 --> 00:25:12,520
Speaker 1: by that marathon code, uh since since seventeen and and

469
00:25:12,560 --> 00:25:14,600
Speaker 1: that's what inspired me to write the self help book

470
00:25:14,600 --> 00:25:17,840
Speaker 1: that I did is on your head because you know,

471
00:25:18,119 --> 00:25:20,399
Speaker 1: and I recorded the audio book for it too, which

472
00:25:20,480 --> 00:25:23,679
Speaker 1: to me is I just think the book that I

473
00:25:23,720 --> 00:25:26,280
Speaker 1: wrote in the audiobook I did is the most important

474
00:25:26,320 --> 00:25:29,639
Speaker 1: thing I still have yet to do. Ever, it's more

475
00:25:29,680 --> 00:25:31,960
Speaker 1: point than any song I've done, any album, because at

476
00:25:31,960 --> 00:25:35,240
Speaker 1: the end of the day, I was attributed to Nipsey.

477
00:25:35,240 --> 00:25:38,440
Speaker 1: If Nipsey right now had an hour and a half long,

478
00:25:38,520 --> 00:25:43,800
Speaker 1: two hour long vocal recording of his belief system, it's

479
00:25:43,840 --> 00:25:46,560
Speaker 1: the bigges ship in the world. And so the fact

480
00:25:46,640 --> 00:25:48,959
Speaker 1: that I was able to, you know what, man, let

481
00:25:48,960 --> 00:25:52,240
Speaker 1: me do it now and record my hour and a half,

482
00:25:52,400 --> 00:25:57,640
Speaker 1: however long it is belief system on a microphone. I mean,

483
00:25:57,720 --> 00:26:01,080
Speaker 1: I've already transcended my body when I'm dead. That's on loop.

484
00:26:01,480 --> 00:26:04,680
Speaker 1: You feel me so and it impacts the mentality. So

485
00:26:04,720 --> 00:26:06,680
Speaker 1: I feel like I've already done my part. You're saying,

486
00:26:06,760 --> 00:26:10,760
Speaker 1: you're saying, you're saying you you recorded yours already. Yeah,

487
00:26:10,760 --> 00:26:12,480
Speaker 1: it's already. Yeah. I put out the book. I put

488
00:26:12,480 --> 00:26:14,959
Speaker 1: out the audio book the whole ship, and so like,

489
00:26:15,000 --> 00:26:17,000
Speaker 1: to me, that's so much more point than the music,

490
00:26:17,040 --> 00:26:19,359
Speaker 1: because songs wise, you might be like I don't like

491
00:26:19,400 --> 00:26:21,960
Speaker 1: to be right, maybe like I don't like the sound

492
00:26:21,960 --> 00:26:24,760
Speaker 1: of your singing voice. I don't like the bars. Cool,

493
00:26:25,000 --> 00:26:29,159
Speaker 1: absolutely understandable. But when it comes down to the game

494
00:26:29,320 --> 00:26:32,400
Speaker 1: and the knowledge and whatever, here's a book and here's

495
00:26:32,400 --> 00:26:36,199
Speaker 1: an audio book. Whether I'm telling you where there's no

496
00:26:36,320 --> 00:26:38,240
Speaker 1: music behind it, there's no beach. It's just me giving

497
00:26:38,280 --> 00:26:41,199
Speaker 1: you my belief system. Now. But that's the really shot, like,

498
00:26:41,920 --> 00:26:44,560
Speaker 1: because you can never got them that ship here for

499
00:26:44,640 --> 00:26:49,160
Speaker 1: your grandkids whoever, That's what I'm saying. Whoever, three hundred

500
00:26:49,280 --> 00:26:52,640
Speaker 1: years from now, you could play what I thought about ship. Yeah,

501
00:26:53,560 --> 00:26:56,320
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying not not music, not trying

502
00:26:56,320 --> 00:26:59,160
Speaker 1: to rhyme. You could play what I just thought about

503
00:26:59,200 --> 00:27:02,440
Speaker 1: Ship for two hours. I just think that's the most

504
00:27:02,440 --> 00:27:04,280
Speaker 1: important that that That's what I'll be telling We got

505
00:27:04,440 --> 00:27:05,800
Speaker 1: dropped in the gyms, you know what I'm saying, not

506
00:27:05,840 --> 00:27:08,399
Speaker 1: even just trying, just like I know it ain't always right,

507
00:27:08,440 --> 00:27:10,160
Speaker 1: but I'm gonna give the niggas my side on how

508
00:27:10,160 --> 00:27:13,200
Speaker 1: I think of Ship. All you do Internet called big Facts,

509
00:27:13,200 --> 00:27:15,520
Speaker 1: and you're do an audiobook. It's a it's a hundred

510
00:27:15,520 --> 00:27:18,239
Speaker 1: fifty pages and it's a belief system of what you

511
00:27:18,280 --> 00:27:21,679
Speaker 1: think are big facts, and it's out of here, and

512
00:27:21,720 --> 00:27:25,879
Speaker 1: it's a it's a code. It's a it's a code

513
00:27:25,960 --> 00:27:28,679
Speaker 1: that's hard. But it's like that way, like you end

514
00:27:28,760 --> 00:27:31,760
Speaker 1: up talking less you feel me because it's like, if

515
00:27:31,800 --> 00:27:34,640
Speaker 1: you don't know how I feel about this situation, read

516
00:27:34,680 --> 00:27:38,400
Speaker 1: it or listen to it is out. Yeah, you gotta

517
00:27:38,440 --> 00:27:41,400
Speaker 1: say you know how I feel. I'll rip out exactly

518
00:27:43,119 --> 00:27:46,600
Speaker 1: already told to you, right, you know what I'm about? Yeah? Yeah,

519
00:27:47,440 --> 00:27:48,760
Speaker 1: how do you think they put out a list of

520
00:27:49,080 --> 00:27:51,680
Speaker 1: everybody all the rappers we lost like in the last

521
00:27:51,720 --> 00:27:53,840
Speaker 1: ten years, and a lot of fans were just saying that, uh,

522
00:27:54,480 --> 00:27:56,720
Speaker 1: you know, we're painting, and I'm saying that we're in

523
00:27:56,760 --> 00:27:59,560
Speaker 1: pain because so many people have passed away and so forth.

524
00:27:59,600 --> 00:28:01,600
Speaker 1: How do you think fans should heal from losing so

525
00:28:01,640 --> 00:28:08,120
Speaker 1: many artists that they love and respect. I think they should. Um.

526
00:28:08,160 --> 00:28:10,560
Speaker 1: I think the way to heal is self reflection, to

527
00:28:10,600 --> 00:28:14,480
Speaker 1: be honest, and I think that they should self reflection,

528
00:28:14,560 --> 00:28:17,920
Speaker 1: self reflection, and gratitude. I think gratitude is I was

529
00:28:17,960 --> 00:28:19,960
Speaker 1: just having a conversation with my mom the other day

530
00:28:20,320 --> 00:28:22,720
Speaker 1: and she was saying how gratitude is more powerful than

531
00:28:22,760 --> 00:28:31,199
Speaker 1: love because love can be manipulate, it changes, so gratitude gratitude,

532
00:28:31,760 --> 00:28:34,760
Speaker 1: you know. Yeah, like if you're grateful for someone, you're

533
00:28:34,800 --> 00:28:37,560
Speaker 1: grateful for your life and that's just is what it is.

534
00:28:38,040 --> 00:28:41,080
Speaker 1: But you could love someone because of what they do

535
00:28:41,160 --> 00:28:45,160
Speaker 1: for you. It can be conditional. Gratitude, by context, is

536
00:28:45,160 --> 00:28:48,960
Speaker 1: not conditional. Gratitude is unconditional. I think being grateful for

537
00:28:48,960 --> 00:28:51,880
Speaker 1: your life and and being self aware enough to be like,

538
00:28:51,920 --> 00:28:55,640
Speaker 1: you know what, maybe this this type of lifestyle isn't

539
00:28:55,640 --> 00:28:58,840
Speaker 1: the way because I just keep dying in and I

540
00:28:58,920 --> 00:29:01,960
Speaker 1: just think, you know, it just comes down to self

541
00:29:02,000 --> 00:29:04,400
Speaker 1: awareness will save you years on your life. I think

542
00:29:04,760 --> 00:29:06,440
Speaker 1: I think a lot of people are just running around

543
00:29:07,320 --> 00:29:09,400
Speaker 1: like you're chicken with the head cut off and just

544
00:29:09,480 --> 00:29:13,440
Speaker 1: running crazy and living crazy and living faster and then

545
00:29:13,480 --> 00:29:15,959
Speaker 1: it just gets fucking stopped short in the side. But

546
00:29:16,600 --> 00:29:20,680
Speaker 1: you know, it's crazy with my generation, the younger generation

547
00:29:20,760 --> 00:29:23,040
Speaker 1: is going through losing all these artists, like I don't

548
00:29:23,040 --> 00:29:25,360
Speaker 1: know what time it was, like this crazy. It's a lot.

549
00:29:25,880 --> 00:29:28,840
Speaker 1: I mean, we're painting over pocketing big in that day,

550
00:29:28,880 --> 00:29:33,360
Speaker 1: but it's way more than that. We're doing this in February, right,

551
00:29:33,440 --> 00:29:37,280
Speaker 1: it's February we lost Pop Smoke. January we lost Kobe,

552
00:29:37,840 --> 00:29:41,920
Speaker 1: December we lost It's like that's almost every month. That's

553
00:29:44,160 --> 00:29:49,800
Speaker 1: that's crazy. That's crazy. That's crazy, and it's it's like,

554
00:29:50,560 --> 00:29:53,959
Speaker 1: I don't know, it's I hope it makes everyone just

555
00:29:54,000 --> 00:29:56,760
Speaker 1: appreciate every second one. But it's hard when it's not

556
00:29:56,800 --> 00:29:59,520
Speaker 1: at your doorstep. It's hard because it hits you. You

557
00:29:59,560 --> 00:30:01,720
Speaker 1: see it on Twitter, and then you move on about

558
00:30:01,720 --> 00:30:03,160
Speaker 1: your life. You feel funked up about it for a

559
00:30:03,240 --> 00:30:05,960
Speaker 1: day too, and you move on about your life and

560
00:30:05,960 --> 00:30:09,400
Speaker 1: it's sucked up. But this ship really just getting really

561
00:30:10,360 --> 00:30:12,440
Speaker 1: people really don't even feeling funked up, no moment and

562
00:30:12,480 --> 00:30:16,760
Speaker 1: ship really just like nomb to this ship up just godam,

563
00:30:17,080 --> 00:30:19,800
Speaker 1: it's goddamn and keeps growing. Damn you've heard about it,

564
00:30:20,120 --> 00:30:22,920
Speaker 1: keep going. I'm just don't give a funk about nothing.

565
00:30:23,120 --> 00:30:25,600
Speaker 1: One or two days after that, man, this ship Oh well,

566
00:30:25,640 --> 00:30:28,760
Speaker 1: you know why? It's because I think number one, because

567
00:30:28,760 --> 00:30:32,040
Speaker 1: people don't know that obviously that it's not your doorstep.

568
00:30:32,600 --> 00:30:37,640
Speaker 1: Yeah exactly. But also it's like, I don't know, maybe

569
00:30:37,640 --> 00:30:40,080
Speaker 1: because I'm such a huge fan of Nipsey, but I

570
00:30:40,160 --> 00:30:42,520
Speaker 1: just feel like when you leave the mentality behind, bro,

571
00:30:43,280 --> 00:30:46,280
Speaker 1: that is when it extends past the shelf life of

572
00:30:46,360 --> 00:30:50,960
Speaker 1: a week on social media, because guess what the mentality does.

573
00:30:51,040 --> 00:30:56,280
Speaker 1: It lasts forever, has longevity, and and it's so perfectly

574
00:30:56,360 --> 00:30:59,320
Speaker 1: on brand. Nipsey's brand is the marathon, and it just

575
00:30:59,360 --> 00:31:04,360
Speaker 1: so happens that his mentality is the marathon. It lasts forever,

576
00:31:04,680 --> 00:31:07,360
Speaker 1: it's not a sprint. And if She's mentality will always work,

577
00:31:07,840 --> 00:31:09,600
Speaker 1: it will always work. There will never be in time

578
00:31:09,600 --> 00:31:11,120
Speaker 1: of life where you shouldn't be playing for the long

579
00:31:11,160 --> 00:31:16,440
Speaker 1: game ever ever. Ever, so he wins forever. I don't

580
00:31:16,440 --> 00:31:18,120
Speaker 1: care if he's here or not. His mentality is here

581
00:31:18,120 --> 00:31:22,120
Speaker 1: and at that point, you've transcended your body. They put

582
00:31:22,160 --> 00:31:24,880
Speaker 1: this fucking piece of ship body in the ground and

583
00:31:24,880 --> 00:31:28,920
Speaker 1: in the dirt. But my soul, in my mentality is omnipresident.

584
00:31:29,160 --> 00:31:31,479
Speaker 1: That's my focus. Bro. I know I've already like I'm

585
00:31:31,560 --> 00:31:34,360
Speaker 1: omni President. I could die today and I know I

586
00:31:34,520 --> 00:31:41,440
Speaker 1: beat the game of life because I transcended it. Tell you,

587
00:31:41,480 --> 00:31:43,880
Speaker 1: because I put out the book, I gave you all mentality.

588
00:31:44,160 --> 00:31:46,520
Speaker 1: I have people live in a certain way off of

589
00:31:46,600 --> 00:31:48,640
Speaker 1: how to think and behave and whatever, like this is

590
00:31:48,640 --> 00:31:52,240
Speaker 1: a real like I would you know, we talked about

591
00:31:53,080 --> 00:31:54,720
Speaker 1: how do you honor some of these artists if they

592
00:31:54,760 --> 00:31:57,760
Speaker 1: would have passed away tragically today? Like what would you

593
00:31:57,800 --> 00:32:00,600
Speaker 1: do in their honor? And what is it You go

594
00:32:00,680 --> 00:32:04,200
Speaker 1: to a store and buy clothes that doesn't like black people,

595
00:32:04,320 --> 00:32:09,160
Speaker 1: or you go buy a car, or you go like Nipsey, Bro,

596
00:32:09,680 --> 00:32:12,800
Speaker 1: Nipsey has you. The way you honor Nipsey is is

597
00:32:12,880 --> 00:32:15,240
Speaker 1: running the long race and ownership and giving back to

598
00:32:15,240 --> 00:32:17,800
Speaker 1: the community. So I feel like with me, I could

599
00:32:17,880 --> 00:32:20,520
Speaker 1: die today because I left I already did my part.

600
00:32:20,600 --> 00:32:23,280
Speaker 1: I'm gonna do more of my part, but I did

601
00:32:23,360 --> 00:32:27,040
Speaker 1: my part, and I left behind the mentality and I

602
00:32:27,120 --> 00:32:30,160
Speaker 1: left behind something that people will forever be able to

603
00:32:30,200 --> 00:32:35,200
Speaker 1: apply to the life forever, forever, forever. I like that. Man,

604
00:32:35,840 --> 00:32:38,080
Speaker 1: It's always wonderful when when a guest can put you

605
00:32:38,120 --> 00:32:39,960
Speaker 1: on some game. You know what I'm saying, Like, you know,

606
00:32:40,000 --> 00:32:44,560
Speaker 1: I appreciate you. It's amazing. Don't cut you five, bro.

607
00:32:45,280 --> 00:32:48,880
Speaker 1: That's real ship, because it's what ship is gonna always

608
00:32:48,920 --> 00:32:53,720
Speaker 1: be there, always, always. How you feel about things is

609
00:32:53,760 --> 00:32:57,360
Speaker 1: always going to leave a bigger handprint than the song

610
00:32:57,440 --> 00:33:00,360
Speaker 1: you dropped. You know what I'm saying when they know

611
00:33:00,360 --> 00:33:04,160
Speaker 1: they're getting it wrong, Like it's how you feel. That's

612
00:33:04,160 --> 00:33:07,920
Speaker 1: why people's people's grandfathers who told them one gem of

613
00:33:08,000 --> 00:33:12,160
Speaker 1: advice lasts longer and resonates more than the song that

614
00:33:12,240 --> 00:33:14,760
Speaker 1: someone so dropped who passed away, because it's like, no,

615
00:33:14,880 --> 00:33:17,800
Speaker 1: I can't use that. How am I supposed to use

616
00:33:17,800 --> 00:33:21,000
Speaker 1: that song for my life? I'm thirty now what now?

617
00:33:21,040 --> 00:33:24,440
Speaker 1: What I should still be obsessed with the texts? It's crazy,

618
00:33:25,440 --> 00:33:29,240
Speaker 1: Like it's crazy, it's crazy. What's the spot you like

619
00:33:29,280 --> 00:33:31,360
Speaker 1: to hit in the city? So in Atlanta when you

620
00:33:31,360 --> 00:33:33,280
Speaker 1: just get some downtown like he was talking about what

621
00:33:33,400 --> 00:33:35,959
Speaker 1: you like to eat and all that good ship, Like stay.

622
00:33:36,000 --> 00:33:37,520
Speaker 1: That's the thing I was just saying today, like I

623
00:33:37,560 --> 00:33:39,040
Speaker 1: don't come into the city because I live on the

624
00:33:39,040 --> 00:33:41,360
Speaker 1: north side, so I just stay in my house like

625
00:33:41,560 --> 00:33:45,160
Speaker 1: Uber eats all day. I don't like. I don't like.

626
00:33:45,280 --> 00:33:47,960
Speaker 1: Do you go to the door and get your food?

627
00:33:48,280 --> 00:33:51,680
Speaker 1: Very set up where the gate code, but the gate

628
00:33:51,720 --> 00:33:53,960
Speaker 1: code buzzes my phone. Then I gotta let you in.

629
00:33:54,080 --> 00:33:56,880
Speaker 1: Then you leave it on the front porch. You get

630
00:33:56,920 --> 00:34:03,800
Speaker 1: the funk away from right. No autographs today, And if

631
00:34:03,840 --> 00:34:06,600
Speaker 1: you like, I feel bold enough to ring the doorbell,

632
00:34:07,080 --> 00:34:09,200
Speaker 1: be like, I'm here. I got that app like, you

633
00:34:10,640 --> 00:34:19,239
Speaker 1: get the funk off, go away. I hate you right there, right,

634
00:34:19,840 --> 00:34:28,799
Speaker 1: but I can see your plaques from out here. That's funny, man,

635
00:34:29,000 --> 00:34:43,600
Speaker 1: that's having Let's just say that's funny. Man. Away, I'm sitting.

636
00:34:44,760 --> 00:34:47,680
Speaker 1: Oh bad. Let's talk about shape the snow globe a

637
00:34:47,680 --> 00:34:49,520
Speaker 1: little bit before you ride, man, shape the snow a

638
00:34:49,560 --> 00:34:51,440
Speaker 1: little it's too good of a comment. We got to

639
00:34:51,480 --> 00:34:58,120
Speaker 1: have another at least thirty minutes. Rush, I can get

640
00:34:58,200 --> 00:35:03,719
Speaker 1: somebody say your wine's gone. I'm thinking it might be

641
00:35:03,719 --> 00:35:05,759
Speaker 1: out of one winds. Come on. My mind is here,

642
00:35:05,840 --> 00:35:08,840
Speaker 1: so it's okay, what what? Why? Why is shape the

643
00:35:08,880 --> 00:35:12,040
Speaker 1: snow Globe special to you, and why shouldn't be special

644
00:35:12,040 --> 00:35:14,520
Speaker 1: to the world. You know why, because there's really a wolf.

645
00:35:14,600 --> 00:35:19,279
Speaker 1: My first album was uh me, halfway on the come up,

646
00:35:19,320 --> 00:35:22,960
Speaker 1: halfway tasting successful the first time, so it captures that

647
00:35:23,920 --> 00:35:25,960
Speaker 1: Zoo is in the belly of the beast of the hate.

648
00:35:26,680 --> 00:35:29,279
Speaker 1: So it's like kind of a dark, aggressive album. Shake

649
00:35:29,360 --> 00:35:31,439
Speaker 1: the Snow Globe is the first album where the dust

650
00:35:31,520 --> 00:35:35,759
Speaker 1: that settled and I've you know, taking my jacket off

651
00:35:36,080 --> 00:35:38,560
Speaker 1: and I'm like, all right, cool, I see what it is.

652
00:35:38,800 --> 00:35:42,719
Speaker 1: And that's why it's only going to get more comfortable

653
00:35:42,760 --> 00:35:45,759
Speaker 1: from here, you know. Shade the Snowball was also the

654
00:35:45,760 --> 00:35:48,600
Speaker 1: first album where I've recorded it all in one place.

655
00:35:49,239 --> 00:35:52,319
Speaker 1: You know, there's really a wolf. Was at Bugus's house

656
00:35:52,360 --> 00:35:55,200
Speaker 1: and on the road. Same thing with Zoo Shake the Snowbirllb.

657
00:35:55,239 --> 00:35:57,120
Speaker 1: I got my house, I got a crazy studio. The

658
00:35:57,120 --> 00:36:00,800
Speaker 1: whole thing is recorded in my basement. Comes from comfortable. Yeah, yeah,

659
00:36:00,840 --> 00:36:04,759
Speaker 1: so it's only gonna get better for me. You know what,

660
00:36:04,760 --> 00:36:07,400
Speaker 1: what what are the spots like other than than Atlanta?

661
00:36:07,440 --> 00:36:09,160
Speaker 1: Do you when you say you just love like, where

662
00:36:09,160 --> 00:36:10,440
Speaker 1: do you like to go? Where do you like to be?

663
00:36:10,480 --> 00:36:16,120
Speaker 1: Where else? Would you live I love I Love Lake

664
00:36:16,200 --> 00:36:22,160
Speaker 1: Gloser in Switzerland. Yeah, oh yeah. So the reason that

665
00:36:22,280 --> 00:36:24,840
Speaker 1: I went to was, uh, it was this hotel called

666
00:36:25,920 --> 00:36:28,040
Speaker 1: it was just numbers, it was four numbers. It's like

667
00:36:28,120 --> 00:36:30,440
Speaker 1: this famous Japanese architect designer. But it was like up

668
00:36:30,440 --> 00:36:33,160
Speaker 1: in the Alps. It was crazy. But uh, Italy is

669
00:36:33,200 --> 00:36:36,480
Speaker 1: notice like the Amalfi Coast Switzer. I don't know, Like

670
00:36:36,520 --> 00:36:38,439
Speaker 1: there's so many ill places around the world. I feel

671
00:36:38,480 --> 00:36:40,960
Speaker 1: like traveling is the biggest blessing because you understand that

672
00:36:41,400 --> 00:36:45,879
Speaker 1: your little bubble is not ship right, No, that's your hood.

673
00:36:46,280 --> 00:36:49,239
Speaker 1: We love you, we love the hood. But facts. But

674
00:36:49,320 --> 00:36:51,760
Speaker 1: it's like you're the flies person in your zip code.

675
00:36:51,800 --> 00:36:56,000
Speaker 1: That's pathetic, you feel me like you know how pathetic

676
00:36:56,040 --> 00:36:58,759
Speaker 1: that is. You're telling me, out of all the zip

677
00:36:58,760 --> 00:37:01,640
Speaker 1: codes in the world, this is the only one you're flying.

678
00:37:03,920 --> 00:37:05,960
Speaker 1: This is it because if you if you bring this

679
00:37:06,200 --> 00:37:10,319
Speaker 1: trash as fit to Italy, you look nuts, You look

680
00:37:10,440 --> 00:37:12,200
Speaker 1: nuts and all that. Oh I was ill and this

681
00:37:12,200 --> 00:37:15,360
Speaker 1: is code though, who cares? Bro The world is so

682
00:37:15,440 --> 00:37:18,920
Speaker 1: much bigger than that. Like when you when you're fucking,

683
00:37:19,000 --> 00:37:21,919
Speaker 1: when you brought in your horizons, you realize that there's

684
00:37:22,000 --> 00:37:24,680
Speaker 1: different food in pairs, and there's different clothes in Italy,

685
00:37:24,719 --> 00:37:27,520
Speaker 1: and there's different this here that I just feel like

686
00:37:27,520 --> 00:37:30,640
Speaker 1: you become a more well rounded person. I know people

687
00:37:30,719 --> 00:37:32,040
Speaker 1: gonna be like, well, we don't have the money to

688
00:37:32,080 --> 00:37:35,640
Speaker 1: be doing that. Yeah, y'all do, Yeah, y'all do, because

689
00:37:35,880 --> 00:37:39,440
Speaker 1: y'all spend at least at least a lot of y'all

690
00:37:39,440 --> 00:37:42,400
Speaker 1: spend at least a thousand dollars a year. I'm downplaying

691
00:37:42,880 --> 00:37:47,480
Speaker 1: on weed a thousand a year. But you can get

692
00:37:47,480 --> 00:37:52,320
Speaker 1: a ticket overseas for fucking you know what I'm saying.

693
00:37:52,320 --> 00:37:54,640
Speaker 1: And you can spend two nights in a shitty hotel

694
00:37:55,239 --> 00:37:57,799
Speaker 1: for for a hundred dollars. Two hundred dollars a night,

695
00:37:58,480 --> 00:38:00,960
Speaker 1: you know, let's call your thousand. You just to go

696
00:38:01,160 --> 00:38:03,880
Speaker 1: just to see some ship and get a stamp. And

697
00:38:03,920 --> 00:38:05,279
Speaker 1: you want to act like you don't have the money

698
00:38:05,280 --> 00:38:07,160
Speaker 1: to do it. No, you don't have the discipline to

699
00:38:07,200 --> 00:38:09,920
Speaker 1: do it. Change the word. Keep it real with yourself.

700
00:38:09,920 --> 00:38:12,480
Speaker 1: You don't have to discipline to do it. You have

701
00:38:12,600 --> 00:38:14,840
Speaker 1: the money to do it. You spend your money on you.

702
00:38:16,640 --> 00:38:18,239
Speaker 1: Sure you figure out a way to go to the

703
00:38:18,239 --> 00:38:22,120
Speaker 1: club Fresh every Friday. Yeah, you figure out how to

704
00:38:22,160 --> 00:38:23,560
Speaker 1: do what you want to do because they don't really

705
00:38:23,560 --> 00:38:25,600
Speaker 1: want to do it because it ignorance is bliss, and

706
00:38:25,640 --> 00:38:27,680
Speaker 1: so you don't miss what you're missing out on what

707
00:38:27,719 --> 00:38:31,320
Speaker 1: I'm saying. Who got the baddest women? You think? Atlanta?

708
00:38:31,640 --> 00:38:36,960
Speaker 1: Atlanta over Switzerland, Italy, Japan, everywhere. Atlanta has all of it,

709
00:38:37,400 --> 00:38:43,319
Speaker 1: all of it. Like I'll say Atlanta, Uh, Toronto in

710
00:38:43,360 --> 00:38:51,000
Speaker 1: Toronto number two? Yeah, I was crazy. Now I'm gonna

711
00:38:51,000 --> 00:38:53,440
Speaker 1: say Atlanta Toronto. I'm gonna just give a sleeper just

712
00:38:53,480 --> 00:39:00,640
Speaker 1: because are you ready for this? Michigan telling you bro,

713
00:39:01,920 --> 00:39:05,120
Speaker 1: I'm telling you something different. I don't know the water

714
00:39:06,760 --> 00:39:10,280
Speaker 1: h Now I'm gonna go in New York. Okay, yeah,

715
00:39:11,080 --> 00:39:14,719
Speaker 1: but because all the bad bitch from everywhere come here.

716
00:39:15,520 --> 00:39:18,600
Speaker 1: Everyone wants to look like that at all bad bites

717
00:39:18,680 --> 00:39:22,040
Speaker 1: from everywhere you can think of, move here and be

718
00:39:22,120 --> 00:39:28,319
Speaker 1: a whole new Hope. Who I will back y'all sucking

719
00:39:28,320 --> 00:39:31,879
Speaker 1: me up on the bleachers. I'm sach you know how

720
00:39:31,920 --> 00:39:34,120
Speaker 1: you know the kids? You have some kids? Story like

721
00:39:34,920 --> 00:39:37,799
Speaker 1: she'd be sucking part is you know what you do? Know?

722
00:39:37,840 --> 00:39:41,840
Speaker 1: Don't talk about bros. Been up five people and you

723
00:39:41,880 --> 00:39:44,160
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. She ain't got worried about that ship.

724
00:39:44,560 --> 00:39:47,000
Speaker 1: I stayed in Atlanta up brand new bitch, and that's

725
00:39:47,040 --> 00:39:49,080
Speaker 1: like going to Corging. Like, yeah, I was in nerd

726
00:39:49,200 --> 00:39:52,880
Speaker 1: high by a quarterback. I would played varsity in high school.

727
00:39:53,040 --> 00:39:54,759
Speaker 1: It doesn't matter your whole new person. When you go

728
00:39:54,800 --> 00:40:00,200
Speaker 1: to college. What do you do in high school? I

729
00:40:00,360 --> 00:40:05,160
Speaker 1: was like, you were get to start over, start over.

730
00:40:06,440 --> 00:40:08,560
Speaker 1: I've been saying Atlantic because you know what, bro At

731
00:40:08,600 --> 00:40:11,439
Speaker 1: the end of the day, Atlanta is just the best

732
00:40:11,440 --> 00:40:16,040
Speaker 1: of everything. Like you'll find a regular You'll find a

733
00:40:16,120 --> 00:40:21,160
Speaker 1: regular girl in Atlantic, like a thousand followers bad that

734
00:40:22,160 --> 00:40:25,560
Speaker 1: like the baddest one. I'm telling you, they're the baddest

735
00:40:25,560 --> 00:40:29,720
Speaker 1: one of them. Got them of Private Page fifteen hundred

736
00:40:29,840 --> 00:40:33,560
Speaker 1: fundred following and they have fucking bachelor's degrees and they're

737
00:40:33,560 --> 00:40:39,600
Speaker 1: just work. They went to state. Yeah, I'm telling you,

738
00:40:39,760 --> 00:40:43,759
Speaker 1: regular girls just bad. Like you're like, God, damn, you

739
00:40:43,840 --> 00:40:46,040
Speaker 1: deserve a little bit more shine. You come with me,

740
00:40:51,320 --> 00:40:59,360
Speaker 1: RUSSA turn you up. Scared though, you put somebody on

741
00:41:00,160 --> 00:41:02,879
Speaker 1: and then if they like dip on you. I can't

742
00:41:03,160 --> 00:41:05,000
Speaker 1: like that. I'm murder It comes with the game. No,

743
00:41:05,840 --> 00:41:08,359
Speaker 1: that's not acceptable to me. I'm just saying, like what

744
00:41:08,360 --> 00:41:11,160
Speaker 1: you want to marry. I'm not about to give you

745
00:41:11,239 --> 00:41:20,160
Speaker 1: life the gratitude you've gotta put someone onto their whole

746
00:41:20,280 --> 00:41:23,080
Speaker 1: scheme in life. I mean, it's beautiful, but it's like

747
00:41:23,160 --> 00:41:26,880
Speaker 1: but then, yeah, but then it's like, damn if we

748
00:41:26,920 --> 00:41:30,799
Speaker 1: don't end up doing something long term. Yes exactly, it's

749
00:41:30,800 --> 00:41:33,520
Speaker 1: like you're welcome. I got her ready for you. You

750
00:41:33,560 --> 00:41:35,360
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. It's almost like I can see it,

751
00:41:35,520 --> 00:41:37,759
Speaker 1: I'll let it go. But then at that point I

752
00:41:37,840 --> 00:41:40,520
Speaker 1: put it like this, it's about investment of time and energy.

753
00:41:40,800 --> 00:41:42,920
Speaker 1: I'm not about to invest my time and energy to

754
00:41:43,040 --> 00:41:45,480
Speaker 1: someone on that series of a level unless this is

755
00:41:45,480 --> 00:41:49,239
Speaker 1: what we're doing. That's what I can do. What I'm saying,

756
00:41:49,680 --> 00:41:52,040
Speaker 1: what I'm saying is what if what if you got

757
00:41:52,080 --> 00:41:55,760
Speaker 1: your country, the country to ship, put up your manager,

758
00:41:58,000 --> 00:42:00,000
Speaker 1: you got your ship together, you know what I'm saying.

759
00:42:00,239 --> 00:42:04,520
Speaker 1: So your advice is make your side bit your manager time.

760
00:42:06,160 --> 00:42:09,480
Speaker 1: Oh you're managing the bitch man. I'm managing what's going

761
00:42:09,560 --> 00:42:12,160
Speaker 1: on with whatever. If I turn you up, I'm in

762
00:42:12,160 --> 00:42:16,600
Speaker 1: this paperwork for a lifetime. I like that. I like

763
00:42:16,680 --> 00:42:18,880
Speaker 1: that I'm saying. So if I like I like to

764
00:42:18,920 --> 00:42:22,400
Speaker 1: fall in love at least three months. I need, you

765
00:42:22,440 --> 00:42:24,960
Speaker 1: need at least three months a long I need at

766
00:42:25,040 --> 00:42:27,239
Speaker 1: least I need. I need an ep out of you

767
00:42:27,320 --> 00:42:30,719
Speaker 1: and I. But this ship don't work, then hey man,

768
00:42:30,760 --> 00:42:34,919
Speaker 1: we locked in lifetime. I just think, Yeah, it gets

769
00:42:34,960 --> 00:42:37,960
Speaker 1: scary when it's like a chick, you know, know nothing

770
00:42:38,080 --> 00:42:41,160
Speaker 1: nothing going on. It's bad. Like you see, you're like

771
00:42:41,200 --> 00:42:50,319
Speaker 1: a A and R. I see, if it's talent, then

772
00:42:50,400 --> 00:42:54,920
Speaker 1: it's you know, then the running While I say he

773
00:42:54,960 --> 00:42:58,560
Speaker 1: should he said you shouldn't be day for ever? Like

774
00:42:58,719 --> 00:43:01,320
Speaker 1: me ever noticed you? You noticeable and can't nobody to

775
00:43:01,320 --> 00:43:04,440
Speaker 1: get control of you? Twist the fantasy if it was

776
00:43:04,480 --> 00:43:06,680
Speaker 1: flipped around, though, which would you be loyal to the

777
00:43:07,480 --> 00:43:11,319
Speaker 1: celebrity women if we were nobody's I feel like, yo,

778
00:43:11,440 --> 00:43:14,400
Speaker 1: you're just having this conversation. What's crazy to me is that,

779
00:43:14,600 --> 00:43:18,600
Speaker 1: like the times we're living in, I couldn't imagine being like,

780
00:43:18,680 --> 00:43:20,960
Speaker 1: let's say you're just it's the exaction that I gave

781
00:43:21,000 --> 00:43:22,479
Speaker 1: you in the car on the way here. I swear

782
00:43:22,480 --> 00:43:25,239
Speaker 1: to God. Let's say you're just a regular dude and

783
00:43:25,320 --> 00:43:27,279
Speaker 1: you're doing really well for yourself, but like you're in

784
00:43:27,280 --> 00:43:29,160
Speaker 1: not like let's say you work at Google, you Ma,

785
00:43:30,760 --> 00:43:33,719
Speaker 1: you're not out of here, but you're dating like a

786
00:43:33,880 --> 00:43:39,279
Speaker 1: famous batcheck who's got d M from everyone. Right, I

787
00:43:39,360 --> 00:43:43,160
Speaker 1: don't know if you could be so mad that your

788
00:43:43,200 --> 00:43:52,000
Speaker 1: girl leaves you for like shock. It's like it's like

789
00:43:52,360 --> 00:43:54,800
Speaker 1: that kind of makes sense. You gotta kind of just

790
00:43:54,880 --> 00:43:58,239
Speaker 1: be like, yeah, I mean I get it. So that

791
00:43:58,440 --> 00:44:03,359
Speaker 1: means you're approving of your back, like i'd be sucking

792
00:44:03,400 --> 00:44:05,480
Speaker 1: my girls who like they get d MS from like

793
00:44:05,760 --> 00:44:10,280
Speaker 1: crazy legends. I'm like, no, like take the drink. I understand,

794
00:44:10,360 --> 00:44:14,279
Speaker 1: like what I'm just you know, I get it. But like,

795
00:44:14,360 --> 00:44:16,160
Speaker 1: if you're that dude who's working at Google and you're

796
00:44:16,280 --> 00:44:19,279
Speaker 1: lit in your little societal life year, I'm turning went

797
00:44:19,360 --> 00:44:21,320
Speaker 1: to cause the whole thing. But your girl has like

798
00:44:21,480 --> 00:44:24,719
Speaker 1: offers to go get drinks with legends, Like, bro, you

799
00:44:24,760 --> 00:44:28,960
Speaker 1: can't be mad at she answer. So it's scary. It's scary.

800
00:44:29,000 --> 00:44:31,040
Speaker 1: That's the original question, because I know there's another that

801
00:44:31,200 --> 00:44:39,560
Speaker 1: wasn't the question. That's how the question there was another

802
00:44:39,680 --> 00:44:44,000
Speaker 1: answer though. What we were talking about. We reversed what

803
00:44:44,080 --> 00:44:47,360
Speaker 1: we do in this day and age with with famous

804
00:44:47,520 --> 00:44:50,359
Speaker 1: women your d M or something. Okay, we can talk

805
00:44:50,360 --> 00:44:53,680
Speaker 1: about that too. How do you hand out what you

806
00:44:54,000 --> 00:44:56,200
Speaker 1: asked him. I'm not trying to put a question on me.

807
00:44:56,400 --> 00:44:59,160
Speaker 1: Asked him if it shouldn't be okay? If a woman

808
00:44:59,239 --> 00:45:02,279
Speaker 1: turned a dude up, would you be loyal to it?

809
00:45:02,360 --> 00:45:06,759
Speaker 1: Would you be okay? See? Now here's my thing. If

810
00:45:06,880 --> 00:45:10,120
Speaker 1: let's say you're a regular dude, halle Berry, DMG, right,

811
00:45:11,440 --> 00:45:14,680
Speaker 1: you better just buckle down, bro and go dumb. That's

812
00:45:14,719 --> 00:45:16,839
Speaker 1: about it ill as you're gonna get If you are

813
00:45:16,920 --> 00:45:21,480
Speaker 1: to do that, Google, that's your full time job, yeah, Google,

814
00:45:21,920 --> 00:45:27,040
Speaker 1: to make happy, to just simply supply, right, you know

815
00:45:27,080 --> 00:45:30,160
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. Like I have two six days a

816
00:45:30,239 --> 00:45:34,280
Speaker 1: week from your nine. So you can figure the scenario.

817
00:45:34,400 --> 00:45:37,400
Speaker 1: Halle Berry makes you famous if you weren't famous, right,

818
00:45:38,040 --> 00:45:41,680
Speaker 1: and now you're more famous? But now but now is

819
00:45:41,680 --> 00:45:44,440
Speaker 1: trying to get at you? Done deal, So you got

820
00:45:44,560 --> 00:45:46,360
Speaker 1: That's what I say. So you're not gonna be loyal.

821
00:45:47,000 --> 00:45:49,360
Speaker 1: You're not gonna be loyal. So can you inspect the

822
00:45:49,440 --> 00:45:52,040
Speaker 1: moment that you turn up to be loyal to? That's

823
00:45:52,040 --> 00:45:55,120
Speaker 1: all I've gotten rid of me. Now you're still with

824
00:45:55,239 --> 00:45:59,359
Speaker 1: halle butt shot hypothetically, Well see, but you know why

825
00:45:59,440 --> 00:46:01,800
Speaker 1: you can't aime that person if they go too to

826
00:46:02,880 --> 00:46:05,839
Speaker 1: dabble in the shot the age because you took them

827
00:46:05,920 --> 00:46:09,560
Speaker 1: from a place of anonymity and you let them into

828
00:46:09,640 --> 00:46:12,520
Speaker 1: this new life that they didn't even know they had access.

829
00:46:13,520 --> 00:46:16,759
Speaker 1: You can't. You don't know what ship tastes like. No

830
00:46:19,160 --> 00:46:22,160
Speaker 1: bringing it down. He put it down, He put it down.

831
00:46:25,520 --> 00:46:28,759
Speaker 1: You know. Listen, like if if if I go from

832
00:46:28,800 --> 00:46:32,480
Speaker 1: thinking that my pond is this and halle Berry comes

833
00:46:32,520 --> 00:46:36,080
Speaker 1: and snatches me, and now I'm dragged through this door

834
00:46:36,640 --> 00:46:42,759
Speaker 1: of echelon pond, I'm now thinking like damn yeah, like

835
00:46:42,840 --> 00:46:47,560
Speaker 1: halle Berry like amazing, great, thankful. But what he's saying,

836
00:46:47,560 --> 00:46:50,120
Speaker 1: who wants this mash? I might have to go try

837
00:46:50,239 --> 00:46:52,440
Speaker 1: these flavors? And it's your fault because I didn't even

838
00:46:52,440 --> 00:46:59,640
Speaker 1: know this candy store existed. But I got you. You

839
00:46:59,719 --> 00:47:01,879
Speaker 1: know what, he'll put me around. You know what I'm saying.

840
00:47:01,880 --> 00:47:05,719
Speaker 1: I gotta let him get n dig that. That's what

841
00:47:05,840 --> 00:47:09,359
Speaker 1: he's saying. Hey, man, keep me a local joker. Man,

842
00:47:09,360 --> 00:47:14,080
Speaker 1: if you want a local joker. All I'm saying, if

843
00:47:14,160 --> 00:47:16,719
Speaker 1: you when you turn the woman out, and I will

844
00:47:16,800 --> 00:47:19,640
Speaker 1: say you should break up with Halley. If that's the case,

845
00:47:20,200 --> 00:47:22,520
Speaker 1: keep it keep it solid. At least I don't think

846
00:47:22,600 --> 00:47:25,719
Speaker 1: cheating is over the ways. So I think cheating is

847
00:47:25,840 --> 00:47:30,160
Speaker 1: very weak. Cheating is signs of a non confrontational human being.

848
00:47:31,920 --> 00:47:34,080
Speaker 1: That I think cheating is the signs of a non

849
00:47:34,120 --> 00:47:37,719
Speaker 1: confrontational human being, which almost makes my soul resonated with

850
00:47:37,760 --> 00:47:40,360
Speaker 1: that your bitch made, because it's like, why can't you

851
00:47:40,480 --> 00:47:42,880
Speaker 1: just be like, you know what, I'm having a little

852
00:47:42,920 --> 00:47:45,279
Speaker 1: bit too many feelings over here and not enough over

853
00:47:45,360 --> 00:47:49,080
Speaker 1: here with you, so this is done. People too often

854
00:47:49,120 --> 00:47:50,960
Speaker 1: want to just be like, man, I can't even tell

855
00:47:51,000 --> 00:47:52,799
Speaker 1: her that, I can't even tell him that, So I'm

856
00:47:52,800 --> 00:47:54,719
Speaker 1: gonna just go over here, and then it becomes this

857
00:47:54,760 --> 00:47:57,360
Speaker 1: whole blow up and now people get labeled as toxic

858
00:47:57,440 --> 00:47:59,439
Speaker 1: and they have all these weird trust issues when really

859
00:47:59,480 --> 00:48:02,000
Speaker 1: it's like, bro, you could have just been like, nah,

860
00:48:02,480 --> 00:48:04,680
Speaker 1: I'm good on this right now, but mouser's want their

861
00:48:04,719 --> 00:48:06,960
Speaker 1: cake and they want to eat it too. Look at

862
00:48:14,560 --> 00:48:17,640
Speaker 1: a lot of guns. I suggest if you're recording artists,

863
00:48:17,680 --> 00:48:24,480
Speaker 1: it's great content at that point you gotta flip that. Nah.

864
00:48:24,520 --> 00:48:26,920
Speaker 1: But like I just I think cheating is weak. I do.

865
00:48:27,080 --> 00:48:30,920
Speaker 1: I think cheating is super weak. Sure, I cheated once

866
00:48:30,960 --> 00:48:33,640
Speaker 1: in my life, but it was with my first relationship

867
00:48:33,719 --> 00:48:36,920
Speaker 1: for reals, when I was seventeen, and you know, I

868
00:48:37,080 --> 00:48:41,480
Speaker 1: was emotionally immature, so I was like, you know, I

869
00:48:41,640 --> 00:48:43,400
Speaker 1: was I was playing basketball in high school. I was

870
00:48:44,320 --> 00:48:46,319
Speaker 1: making bees in high school. I wasn't even thinking about girls.

871
00:48:46,320 --> 00:48:48,759
Speaker 1: I was on some other ship. So I didn't lose

872
00:48:48,800 --> 00:48:51,640
Speaker 1: my virginity till seventeen. You feel me with this girl

873
00:48:52,239 --> 00:48:55,800
Speaker 1: because I was on some other ship and so you know,

874
00:48:56,239 --> 00:48:59,880
Speaker 1: fucking with her it was like it was amazing. But

875
00:49:00,080 --> 00:49:03,040
Speaker 1: then I kind of got turned out to some other ship.

876
00:49:03,120 --> 00:49:04,440
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Like, I'm like, oh wait

877
00:49:04,440 --> 00:49:07,359
Speaker 1: a second, I'm like all these girls who I thought,

878
00:49:08,000 --> 00:49:09,560
Speaker 1: you know, like you don't even know that. Maybe some

879
00:49:09,680 --> 00:49:12,200
Speaker 1: girls roxy on it like that, and like damn, actually

880
00:49:12,239 --> 00:49:14,680
Speaker 1: they were. I'm out of double back maybe and figure

881
00:49:14,680 --> 00:49:16,840
Speaker 1: out what's going on. But I was just emotionally immature,

882
00:49:17,400 --> 00:49:19,799
Speaker 1: and so moving forward after that, I never cheated again

883
00:49:19,800 --> 00:49:21,640
Speaker 1: because I saw what it did somebody that I actually

884
00:49:21,680 --> 00:49:24,120
Speaker 1: cared about, and I was like man, and I was like, man,

885
00:49:24,160 --> 00:49:26,759
Speaker 1: I could never I don't want to feel that. And

886
00:49:26,800 --> 00:49:28,520
Speaker 1: then of course my comment bade me in the ash.

887
00:49:28,520 --> 00:49:30,400
Speaker 1: That's the very next relationship I was getting cheated on,

888
00:49:30,480 --> 00:49:32,640
Speaker 1: like motherfucker. You know what I mean? Like, and that

889
00:49:32,840 --> 00:49:38,000
Speaker 1: was expected, understood and acceptable. That's what I deserved, you

890
00:49:38,040 --> 00:49:40,800
Speaker 1: feel me. But now where I'm at now, I just

891
00:49:40,960 --> 00:49:42,560
Speaker 1: I couldn't. I don't have the stomach to do it,

892
00:49:42,680 --> 00:49:45,200
Speaker 1: you know, Like I don't have the fucking I don't

893
00:49:45,239 --> 00:49:51,800
Speaker 1: have the balls, nor the heart, nor the My grandfather

894
00:49:51,880 --> 00:49:55,880
Speaker 1: pop Up who passed away, Uh, he always told me, Uh,

895
00:49:57,239 --> 00:49:58,600
Speaker 1: if you want to be a good lie, you better

896
00:49:58,640 --> 00:50:01,759
Speaker 1: have a good memory. And I'm just not even trying

897
00:50:01,800 --> 00:50:03,640
Speaker 1: to be caught up in the memory like that, Like

898
00:50:03,680 --> 00:50:07,279
Speaker 1: I gotta figure out, you know, why why your shee'es

899
00:50:07,280 --> 00:50:09,319
Speaker 1: on on the bed during the while they in the wash,

900
00:50:09,640 --> 00:50:12,040
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like we'd ship, like I'm

901
00:50:12,080 --> 00:50:13,960
Speaker 1: not trying to Like, I'm not trying to keep tabs

902
00:50:14,120 --> 00:50:16,560
Speaker 1: on the wrong dude. If I got to keep tabs

903
00:50:17,200 --> 00:50:19,480
Speaker 1: on my like day to day ship because I've done

904
00:50:19,520 --> 00:50:21,759
Speaker 1: something wrong, then I've done something wrong and I'm sucked up.

905
00:50:22,880 --> 00:50:25,439
Speaker 1: And if and then if you go end up doing

906
00:50:25,520 --> 00:50:28,200
Speaker 1: something fun up to me, I can't snap on you

907
00:50:28,320 --> 00:50:30,839
Speaker 1: and be like how dare you? Just because you didn't

908
00:50:30,880 --> 00:50:32,560
Speaker 1: find out about me doing something wrong doesn't mean I

909
00:50:32,640 --> 00:50:35,080
Speaker 1: wasn't doing something wrong. It just means you didn't find out.

910
00:50:36,000 --> 00:50:37,920
Speaker 1: You know, even if I found out about your ship,

911
00:50:37,960 --> 00:50:40,520
Speaker 1: I just couldn't do it. Now, Bro, I'm too worried

912
00:50:40,520 --> 00:50:42,680
Speaker 1: about karma. I'm too worried about the reciprocation of the

913
00:50:43,200 --> 00:50:46,399
Speaker 1: of the wrong doing. What's the final words you would

914
00:50:46,400 --> 00:50:49,240
Speaker 1: say to um, maybe somebody that was in your position

915
00:50:50,080 --> 00:50:52,280
Speaker 1: when you was fifteen and you just had big dreams

916
00:50:52,360 --> 00:50:54,399
Speaker 1: or just becoming rest man, what's the What's what type

917
00:50:54,440 --> 00:50:57,120
Speaker 1: of game you'll give them? I would say, allow yourself

918
00:50:57,520 --> 00:51:01,080
Speaker 1: to be you and just and grow and also trust

919
00:51:01,160 --> 00:51:06,720
Speaker 1: yourself even when you feel not trustworthy, meaning creatively everything,

920
00:51:06,840 --> 00:51:10,320
Speaker 1: Like I feel like one thing I'm proud of is

921
00:51:10,320 --> 00:51:12,480
Speaker 1: the same thing that I forgive myself for, which is

922
00:51:12,640 --> 00:51:17,399
Speaker 1: being so me at the time. You know, me at

923
00:51:17,520 --> 00:51:20,160
Speaker 1: nineteen was it different me at seven? And it's supposed

924
00:51:20,160 --> 00:51:22,360
Speaker 1: to be so when I look back at me and nineteen,

925
00:51:22,800 --> 00:51:25,719
Speaker 1: I'm like, damn, it's fucking your fuking idiot, Like what

926
00:51:25,800 --> 00:51:29,680
Speaker 1: are you doing that? Uh? You know, Like that's how

927
00:51:29,680 --> 00:51:32,600
Speaker 1: you should feel about you as of five days ago,

928
00:51:32,640 --> 00:51:35,440
Speaker 1: in my opinion, not like that heavy, but you should

929
00:51:35,480 --> 00:51:38,279
Speaker 1: feel like I'm better than that you know, and um,

930
00:51:38,400 --> 00:51:40,400
Speaker 1: I think as long as you're operating out of the

931
00:51:40,480 --> 00:51:42,840
Speaker 1: truth of your present moment, like this is who I

932
00:51:42,920 --> 00:51:45,000
Speaker 1: am now, and I'm proud of who I am now.

933
00:51:45,760 --> 00:51:47,279
Speaker 1: And I know I might grow from this, but this

934
00:51:47,440 --> 00:51:50,520
Speaker 1: is me now. That's the goal, bro, because you never

935
00:51:50,600 --> 00:51:52,919
Speaker 1: want to you never want to look back on your life.

936
00:51:52,960 --> 00:51:55,600
Speaker 1: I think it, and and think that, Man, I wonder

937
00:51:56,000 --> 00:51:59,440
Speaker 1: what being me would have turned out to be. My

938
00:51:59,520 --> 00:52:02,840
Speaker 1: Fader's miserable and forty and they going, even then, how

939
00:52:02,880 --> 00:52:05,879
Speaker 1: are you gonna be visible? It's like, bro, you were

940
00:52:05,920 --> 00:52:08,560
Speaker 1: better off being miserable in you because at least you

941
00:52:08,560 --> 00:52:10,960
Speaker 1: can saying ship, I was me and me just didn't

942
00:52:10,960 --> 00:52:14,560
Speaker 1: work out, you know what I'm saying. Like, so I'm

943
00:52:14,640 --> 00:52:17,320
Speaker 1: proud of the fact that I was me and and

944
00:52:17,520 --> 00:52:20,320
Speaker 1: anything that got me into some heat online or whatever,

945
00:52:20,480 --> 00:52:22,520
Speaker 1: and any interviews I look back and I cringed, and

946
00:52:22,560 --> 00:52:24,360
Speaker 1: I'm like, this is fucking crazy. I'm like, you know what,

947
00:52:24,800 --> 00:52:28,200
Speaker 1: at that time, I was me. I wasn't me now

948
00:52:28,760 --> 00:52:30,719
Speaker 1: that that person and that ship was not me now,

949
00:52:30,800 --> 00:52:32,759
Speaker 1: but I was me then and I'm proud of that

950
00:52:32,840 --> 00:52:36,719
Speaker 1: because I was fearless. So just be you and you'll

951
00:52:36,800 --> 00:52:41,040
Speaker 1: grow organically through your processes and journey of you. Let's

952
00:52:41,040 --> 00:52:44,480
Speaker 1: I always say, okay, big shots out to rust Man.

953
00:52:44,560 --> 00:52:46,560
Speaker 1: Make sure y'all check out that Shake the snow Globe.

954
00:52:46,560 --> 00:52:49,040
Speaker 1: If you haven't already you said, you can at an

955
00:52:49,040 --> 00:52:52,440
Speaker 1: audio book to name It's on your Head. So it's

956
00:52:52,440 --> 00:52:54,319
Speaker 1: a hardcover book too, it's called It's on your Head.

957
00:52:54,360 --> 00:52:58,879
Speaker 1: It's a self help book, the Stories Bonds and Noble Everything. Okay, yeah,

958
00:52:59,280 --> 00:53:07,960
Speaker 1: I'm gonna check that out too, man, you know, yeah, okay,

959
00:53:08,080 --> 00:53:10,760
Speaker 1: please do now. I'm telling you like it's I always

960
00:53:10,800 --> 00:53:14,120
Speaker 1: tell people like, yo, if I was tragically died tomorrow,

961
00:53:14,239 --> 00:53:17,279
Speaker 1: don't start with my music. Play the audiobook first, and

962
00:53:17,360 --> 00:53:20,279
Speaker 1: then listen to the music, because after the audio book,

963
00:53:20,280 --> 00:53:22,800
Speaker 1: there is no way you don't hear some ship that resonates,

964
00:53:23,360 --> 00:53:28,360
Speaker 1: because it's I'm not giving you any new game. You know,

965
00:53:29,000 --> 00:53:32,160
Speaker 1: everything has already been said. It's now, how are you

966
00:53:32,280 --> 00:53:37,080
Speaker 1: saying it? Everything's been said, you know, like everything, yeah,

967
00:53:37,160 --> 00:53:43,759
Speaker 1: nothing new one the everything so like, and all I'm

968
00:53:43,840 --> 00:53:49,600
Speaker 1: doing is regurgitating certain unspoken codes that have already been communicated.

969
00:53:50,160 --> 00:53:52,080
Speaker 1: So there's no way that if you listen to the

970
00:53:52,120 --> 00:53:54,239
Speaker 1: whole audiobook and not catching something that resonates, so you

971
00:53:54,280 --> 00:53:56,440
Speaker 1: should listen to that then the music, because then the

972
00:53:56,560 --> 00:53:59,439
Speaker 1: music has a context. I'm not just you know, shut

973
00:53:59,520 --> 00:54:01,239
Speaker 1: up and drive. I'm not just an artist. I'm trying

974
00:54:01,239 --> 00:54:03,640
Speaker 1: to like, I know that songs don't last like that.

975
00:54:03,800 --> 00:54:06,880
Speaker 1: I don't mentalities do, so I'm trying to leave that

976
00:54:07,000 --> 00:54:10,759
Speaker 1: behind for sure. Big shots out the rust are putting

977
00:54:10,800 --> 00:54:12,880
Speaker 1: up the big facts, putting us on some game, putting

978
00:54:12,960 --> 00:54:17,120
Speaker 1: us down. Appreciate you, I mean, we appreciate you coming through. Man,

979
00:54:18,320 --> 00:54:22,920
Speaker 1: it's amazing. We gotta do it again. We'll get too

980
00:54:22,960 --> 00:54:24,759
Speaker 1: big for the little people. Man, I'm saying like this

981
00:54:24,840 --> 00:54:28,760
Speaker 1: is a routine now though, yeah, because the energy is amazing.

982
00:54:28,880 --> 00:54:32,680
Speaker 1: And I always I always, like I always say, like

983
00:54:32,760 --> 00:54:34,760
Speaker 1: anyone who makes my mom happy, he's good in my books,

984
00:54:34,880 --> 00:54:38,920
Speaker 1: feel me so, uh, you know, Atlanta, really not to

985
00:54:39,040 --> 00:54:42,879
Speaker 1: charge and and really do the thing with best on Earth.

986
00:54:43,480 --> 00:54:45,439
Speaker 1: And my mom be texting me every day like y'all

987
00:54:45,520 --> 00:54:48,440
Speaker 1: arge you on the radio six times and and it's

988
00:54:48,480 --> 00:54:52,120
Speaker 1: like that's it for me, you know, Like I realized that, man,

989
00:54:54,120 --> 00:54:56,520
Speaker 1: certain elements of your success are not meant for you.

990
00:54:57,880 --> 00:55:02,200
Speaker 1: They're meant to they provide more hope for someone else

991
00:55:02,280 --> 00:55:06,319
Speaker 1: than you, you know, like you getting a chain might

992
00:55:06,440 --> 00:55:08,719
Speaker 1: mean more for the deuce standing next to you and

993
00:55:08,880 --> 00:55:11,839
Speaker 1: just for you because it's like, wow, I can get

994
00:55:11,880 --> 00:55:15,239
Speaker 1: it too. That's how it should be, so, you know,

995
00:55:15,920 --> 00:55:17,799
Speaker 1: I don't know, just like seeing my mom happy every

996
00:55:17,880 --> 00:55:20,040
Speaker 1: day because she hears the song on the radio in Atlanta. Finally,

997
00:55:20,400 --> 00:55:22,440
Speaker 1: because you know, I'm I'm up a weird hours. I'm

998
00:55:22,440 --> 00:55:24,800
Speaker 1: not driving around. My mom's always driving around, going somewhere

999
00:55:24,880 --> 00:55:27,040
Speaker 1: doing something, so she hears it all the time. She's

1000
00:55:27,080 --> 00:55:31,840
Speaker 1: just I'm just so grateful that my mom and I

1001
00:55:32,520 --> 00:55:35,000
Speaker 1: got to be alive while that happened, like that was

1002
00:55:35,080 --> 00:55:39,759
Speaker 1: a memory. So yeah, yeah, that's fine. It's amazing. Man,

1003
00:55:40,520 --> 00:55:47,680
Speaker 1: big shots out to rust on big facts on social

1004
00:55:47,719 --> 00:55:49,920
Speaker 1: media A Big Facts five f