1 00:00:05,760 --> 00:00:08,560 Speaker 1: When we talked to Marietta Fernandez, one of the parents 2 00:00:08,600 --> 00:00:11,920 Speaker 1: from Holy Cross, she told us a story about Sister 3 00:00:11,960 --> 00:00:15,440 Speaker 1: Michelle Lewis that in all our years digging into the school, 4 00:00:16,000 --> 00:00:24,319 Speaker 1: we'd never heard before. Just before joining the monastery and 5 00:00:24,400 --> 00:00:26,759 Speaker 1: deciding to live the rest of her life as a nun, 6 00:00:27,280 --> 00:00:30,400 Speaker 1: Sister Michelle told Marietta that she took a trip home 7 00:00:30,440 --> 00:00:34,920 Speaker 1: to Ohio where she grew up. She packed up all 8 00:00:34,960 --> 00:00:38,159 Speaker 1: of her belongings that she had. She had a truck, 9 00:00:38,600 --> 00:00:41,560 Speaker 1: She put them in her truck. She drove to her 10 00:00:41,600 --> 00:00:48,680 Speaker 1: family's home. She dropped everything off on that drive. Sister 11 00:00:48,720 --> 00:00:52,240 Speaker 1: Michelle was letting go of her past life, getting rid 12 00:00:52,320 --> 00:00:55,200 Speaker 1: of what she owned, moving on from her job as 13 00:00:55,200 --> 00:00:58,760 Speaker 1: an accountant, and putting her divorce an abusive marriage in 14 00:00:58,800 --> 00:01:02,480 Speaker 1: the past. But she was giving up more than those 15 00:01:02,520 --> 00:01:06,120 Speaker 1: parts of her identity. Because I knew that she liked rock, 16 00:01:06,160 --> 00:01:08,319 Speaker 1: and I knew that she liked heavy metal and stuff 17 00:01:08,360 --> 00:01:12,160 Speaker 1: like that. I had this whole imagination of Sister Michelle 18 00:01:12,240 --> 00:01:15,560 Speaker 1: driving down the road by herself with all of her belongings, 19 00:01:15,840 --> 00:01:19,720 Speaker 1: you know, listening to Stairway to Heaven Metallica and the 20 00:01:19,840 --> 00:01:22,560 Speaker 1: Doors or everything, and saying this is the last time, 21 00:01:22,600 --> 00:01:26,679 Speaker 1: I'm ever gonna do this, because my life is going 22 00:01:26,760 --> 00:01:37,120 Speaker 1: to change. She released any energy that was in any 23 00:01:37,160 --> 00:01:42,800 Speaker 1: way negative in her life, and she knew that she 24 00:01:42,840 --> 00:01:44,160 Speaker 1: had to do that if she was going to be 25 00:01:44,200 --> 00:01:48,440 Speaker 1: a monastic, you give everything up, you really don't bring 26 00:01:48,480 --> 00:01:53,320 Speaker 1: anything with you. She was joyful to do that. She 27 00:01:53,480 --> 00:01:56,919 Speaker 1: was joyful because she was releasing that from her life. 28 00:01:56,960 --> 00:02:03,400 Speaker 1: She was starting over. Hearing the story about sister Michelle, 29 00:02:03,440 --> 00:02:07,120 Speaker 1: now it got us thinking about father Went and Father Damien. 30 00:02:07,800 --> 00:02:10,440 Speaker 1: We've spent so much time talking to the police and 31 00:02:10,520 --> 00:02:13,840 Speaker 1: lawyers and Mike over the years that we've always seen 32 00:02:13,840 --> 00:02:18,920 Speaker 1: the priests from that perspective as manipulative, power hungry frauds 33 00:02:19,240 --> 00:02:21,840 Speaker 1: who may be sexually abused one of the boys who 34 00:02:21,919 --> 00:02:26,040 Speaker 1: they promised a better life. But over the years, we 35 00:02:26,120 --> 00:02:28,480 Speaker 1: can't say that we haven't had our doubts about that 36 00:02:28,560 --> 00:02:32,760 Speaker 1: story as well. There was never any solid, corroborating evidence 37 00:02:32,840 --> 00:02:36,760 Speaker 1: that the abuse happened. If Mike was capable of doing 38 00:02:36,800 --> 00:02:39,880 Speaker 1: something as terrible as stabbing someone more than ninety times, 39 00:02:40,600 --> 00:02:45,800 Speaker 1: maybe he's also capable of lying about the abuse. And 40 00:02:45,840 --> 00:02:48,600 Speaker 1: if that's the case, who's to say that the priests 41 00:02:48,639 --> 00:02:51,480 Speaker 1: weren't doing the same as Sister Michelle. When they moved 42 00:02:51,480 --> 00:02:55,400 Speaker 1: to North Carolina, maybe they weren't running away, but giving 43 00:02:55,480 --> 00:02:59,040 Speaker 1: up what they had, the school, the monastery, their community 44 00:02:59,400 --> 00:03:03,040 Speaker 1: and starting over again. And when the Orthodox Church in 45 00:03:03,080 --> 00:03:07,120 Speaker 1: America also started looking into them, maybe they realized that 46 00:03:07,200 --> 00:03:10,360 Speaker 1: they didn't go far enough. They needed to give up 47 00:03:10,400 --> 00:03:15,880 Speaker 1: more and begin again, this time in Ukraine. But their 48 00:03:15,960 --> 00:03:19,280 Speaker 1: long silence in the decades since the murder has left 49 00:03:19,360 --> 00:03:21,520 Speaker 1: us feeling like we'll never truly know how to feel 50 00:03:21,560 --> 00:03:25,240 Speaker 1: about all of this. When we started the project, we 51 00:03:25,360 --> 00:03:27,840 Speaker 1: knew that in order for this story to feel fair, 52 00:03:28,560 --> 00:03:30,960 Speaker 1: we'd have to at least try to talk to Father 53 00:03:31,000 --> 00:03:34,520 Speaker 1: Went and Father Damien to share their side of the story. 54 00:03:35,480 --> 00:03:39,320 Speaker 1: But twenty years ago they didn't even answer questions while 55 00:03:39,400 --> 00:03:42,760 Speaker 1: under subpoena in front of a judge, And on top 56 00:03:42,760 --> 00:03:50,480 Speaker 1: of that, we had no idea where to even find them. 57 00:03:50,520 --> 00:03:55,440 Speaker 1: I'm Paula Barrows and I'm Melanie Bartley and this is 58 00:03:55,520 --> 00:04:10,720 Speaker 1: sacred scandal. Okay. So when we returned to this project 59 00:04:10,840 --> 00:04:13,280 Speaker 1: last year, here's what we knew about the group from 60 00:04:13,320 --> 00:04:16,640 Speaker 1: Holy Cross from what we could put together based on 61 00:04:16,720 --> 00:04:20,000 Speaker 1: what's publicly visible on social media like Facebook and LinkedIn 62 00:04:20,800 --> 00:04:24,560 Speaker 1: Father's Went and Damien Petro and Vasile all appeared to 63 00:04:24,560 --> 00:04:28,279 Speaker 1: be in Ukraine since about two thousand eleven, and it 64 00:04:28,360 --> 00:04:30,760 Speaker 1: looks like they've invested heavily in building some sort of 65 00:04:30,839 --> 00:04:36,240 Speaker 1: hospital or clinic called Protection Medical Center. It's an us Garad, 66 00:04:36,320 --> 00:04:39,320 Speaker 1: the biggest city in trans Carpathia, and it looks like 67 00:04:39,320 --> 00:04:43,640 Speaker 1: it opened around two thousand thirteen. We learned that the 68 00:04:43,680 --> 00:04:46,760 Speaker 1: clinic is like a mini hospital. It had a staff 69 00:04:46,800 --> 00:04:51,760 Speaker 1: of doctors, nurses and technicians. They did basic general medicine 70 00:04:51,760 --> 00:04:55,560 Speaker 1: type stuff, but also had expensive modern equipment to do 71 00:04:55,800 --> 00:04:59,839 Speaker 1: m R s, CT scans, X rays and minor surgery. 72 00:05:01,360 --> 00:05:03,520 Speaker 1: The website for the hospital where we got most of 73 00:05:03,560 --> 00:05:08,360 Speaker 1: this information, listed Father's Went and Damien Petro and Vasile 74 00:05:08,960 --> 00:05:13,560 Speaker 1: all as directors as recently as last year, but strangely 75 00:05:14,120 --> 00:05:17,599 Speaker 1: that site became disconnected over the summer and we couldn't 76 00:05:17,600 --> 00:05:23,000 Speaker 1: find any news as to why. Also, it looked like 77 00:05:23,000 --> 00:05:25,520 Speaker 1: they were starting to build a new monastery about eight 78 00:05:25,600 --> 00:05:29,560 Speaker 1: years ago from Facebook photos. It was shaping up to 79 00:05:29,600 --> 00:05:32,800 Speaker 1: be a small version of the gold onion domed Orthodox 80 00:05:32,880 --> 00:05:37,000 Speaker 1: churches you see across Eastern Europe, but we had no 81 00:05:37,080 --> 00:05:40,720 Speaker 1: idea where it was in Ukraine, and after two thousand 82 00:05:40,720 --> 00:05:44,159 Speaker 1: and fourteen there are no more public photos of Father 83 00:05:44,240 --> 00:05:48,800 Speaker 1: went or Damien. Up until then, they look almost exactly 84 00:05:48,839 --> 00:05:52,320 Speaker 1: as they did at Holy Cross forever in their long 85 00:05:52,400 --> 00:05:58,000 Speaker 1: black robes. But Petro, the monk who was once assistant, 86 00:05:58,320 --> 00:06:01,880 Speaker 1: had more recent photos. In older pictures he dressed in 87 00:06:01,920 --> 00:06:05,760 Speaker 1: monk's robes, but now he was almost always in regular clothes, 88 00:06:06,520 --> 00:06:08,960 Speaker 1: and as you click through its photos you see less 89 00:06:09,000 --> 00:06:12,480 Speaker 1: of the other monastics and more of someone else, a woman, 90 00:06:13,600 --> 00:06:16,159 Speaker 1: and they look close like a girlfriend or maybe even 91 00:06:16,200 --> 00:06:23,200 Speaker 1: a wife. We wondered if he left the group. It 92 00:06:23,360 --> 00:06:26,120 Speaker 1: was also unclear whether or not they still used the 93 00:06:26,160 --> 00:06:30,880 Speaker 1: monastery in North Carolina, which they still own. The property 94 00:06:30,960 --> 00:06:33,400 Speaker 1: was put up for sale around two thousand and sixteen, 95 00:06:33,960 --> 00:06:36,279 Speaker 1: but it never sold and they took it off the 96 00:06:36,320 --> 00:06:41,279 Speaker 1: market two years later. We tried reaching out to all 97 00:06:41,279 --> 00:06:44,600 Speaker 1: of them through social media because we had so many questions, 98 00:06:44,960 --> 00:06:48,680 Speaker 1: but never got any response. So last year, when we 99 00:06:48,760 --> 00:06:52,120 Speaker 1: talked to the former monastic candidate, Elia Hertztock, who lives 100 00:06:52,120 --> 00:06:55,760 Speaker 1: in Ukraine, we decided to see if he knew anything. 101 00:06:57,920 --> 00:07:00,760 Speaker 1: Elia told us that one of the monks, usp Lamback, 102 00:07:00,920 --> 00:07:03,719 Speaker 1: who is also another one of his cousins left the 103 00:07:03,760 --> 00:07:06,480 Speaker 1: group and they returned to Ukraine. He got married and 104 00:07:06,520 --> 00:07:10,400 Speaker 1: started a family. But Eliah heard that Joseph left in 105 00:07:10,480 --> 00:07:15,280 Speaker 1: part because of the medical center, because I know that 106 00:07:15,560 --> 00:07:19,840 Speaker 1: Joseph's brother we were working together, and he told me 107 00:07:19,880 --> 00:07:25,320 Speaker 1: that he visited the center before Joseph was there, before 108 00:07:25,360 --> 00:07:30,559 Speaker 1: he left, so he didn't like the way it was here, 109 00:07:30,800 --> 00:07:34,120 Speaker 1: that they had to work all the times, all the days, 110 00:07:34,280 --> 00:07:39,800 Speaker 1: and even if it was holidays, so Sundays, but usually 111 00:07:39,840 --> 00:07:43,400 Speaker 1: in our religion, if it's a big holiday or Sunday, 112 00:07:43,400 --> 00:07:47,800 Speaker 1: you don't do any physical work. And then they were working, 113 00:07:47,840 --> 00:07:51,240 Speaker 1: and he was asking his brother Joseph, why you're working, 114 00:07:51,280 --> 00:07:55,720 Speaker 1: and they said, because father went blessed our work. We 115 00:07:55,760 --> 00:08:00,280 Speaker 1: can do any time, anything and any day like that. 116 00:08:00,720 --> 00:08:03,600 Speaker 1: And then they were only two of them, was still 117 00:08:03,680 --> 00:08:09,520 Speaker 1: and Joseph and then just left. Eliot told us that 118 00:08:09,560 --> 00:08:12,320 Speaker 1: his other cousin, Vasile, was no longer working at the 119 00:08:12,360 --> 00:08:15,960 Speaker 1: medical center, but his path out of the clinic was different. 120 00:08:17,040 --> 00:08:20,560 Speaker 1: He's staying over there in the USA, and Vasil now 121 00:08:20,600 --> 00:08:26,160 Speaker 1: he is making a grill which chicken meat grilling somebody 122 00:08:26,400 --> 00:08:30,679 Speaker 1: chef in some shopping center where it's in the place 123 00:08:30,720 --> 00:08:34,160 Speaker 1: that they moved from Miami. I don't really remember, so 124 00:08:34,360 --> 00:08:37,080 Speaker 1: to your knowledge of a seal in the US, he's 125 00:08:37,120 --> 00:08:40,520 Speaker 1: not in Ukraine. I was speaking with his brother maybe 126 00:08:40,960 --> 00:08:45,600 Speaker 1: two days before, and he was asking me what do 127 00:08:45,640 --> 00:08:48,720 Speaker 1: you think I can do to bring was still back? 128 00:08:49,800 --> 00:08:53,880 Speaker 1: So he's not affiliated with Went or Damian anymore. I 129 00:08:53,920 --> 00:08:58,400 Speaker 1: believe they are. But father went and petrol what I 130 00:08:58,480 --> 00:09:05,120 Speaker 1: heard from what's ill brother there and he was by himself, 131 00:09:05,160 --> 00:09:10,040 Speaker 1: And believe is he still a monk? He's still a monk, 132 00:09:10,120 --> 00:09:16,920 Speaker 1: but he cooks chickens. Based on what we thought we knew, 133 00:09:17,320 --> 00:09:20,160 Speaker 1: we were obviously surprised to hear that any of the 134 00:09:20,200 --> 00:09:24,280 Speaker 1: former Holy Cross monks were living in North Carolina, but 135 00:09:24,360 --> 00:09:27,040 Speaker 1: we were even more stunned to find out that Bastille, 136 00:09:27,480 --> 00:09:30,000 Speaker 1: a monk whose job it was to serve the monastery, 137 00:09:30,480 --> 00:09:34,520 Speaker 1: was maybe working as a cook. It felt a little unbelievable, 138 00:09:34,559 --> 00:09:36,960 Speaker 1: to be honest, and we were hoping that knowing where 139 00:09:37,000 --> 00:09:39,160 Speaker 1: the seal was might help us get in touch with 140 00:09:39,160 --> 00:09:43,240 Speaker 1: the priests too. We tried calling the Weaverville Monastery, but 141 00:09:43,320 --> 00:09:46,400 Speaker 1: the numbers listed no longer belonged to it, and he 142 00:09:46,440 --> 00:09:50,400 Speaker 1: didn't reply to our messages online, so we sent a 143 00:09:50,440 --> 00:09:53,760 Speaker 1: local producer, Greta Webber, to see if she could confirm 144 00:09:53,800 --> 00:09:58,240 Speaker 1: if a seal was really alone in North Carolina. So 145 00:09:58,360 --> 00:10:02,920 Speaker 1: I'm now driving up the hill towards the monastery. It's 146 00:10:02,920 --> 00:10:07,839 Speaker 1: a gravel roads, pretty steep hill. Greta said that whatever 147 00:10:07,880 --> 00:10:10,480 Speaker 1: security cameras and electric fence that the O c A 148 00:10:10,600 --> 00:10:13,680 Speaker 1: Visitors saw when they first came to the monastery was 149 00:10:13,720 --> 00:10:16,480 Speaker 1: long gone by now, and that the whole setup felt 150 00:10:16,480 --> 00:10:21,480 Speaker 1: pretty simple. The monastery is really just like kind of 151 00:10:21,480 --> 00:10:31,880 Speaker 1: shipping container um looking very basic ah building. She also 152 00:10:31,960 --> 00:10:38,720 Speaker 1: noticed that the monastery's name changed yet again, says Holy 153 00:10:39,120 --> 00:10:44,160 Speaker 1: Transfiguration the word travel. But no monks were there. All 154 00:10:44,200 --> 00:10:50,240 Speaker 1: the blinds are closed in the monastery. Yeah, it looks 155 00:10:50,320 --> 00:10:55,080 Speaker 1: like no one's really been there for a while. Greta 156 00:10:55,160 --> 00:10:57,240 Speaker 1: was able to meet some neighbors from the houses around 157 00:10:57,280 --> 00:11:00,200 Speaker 1: the monastery. They were willing to talk to her bit 158 00:11:00,400 --> 00:11:02,800 Speaker 1: after she told him what she was doing, but they 159 00:11:02,840 --> 00:11:06,040 Speaker 1: didn't want to be recorded for the podcast. Greta said 160 00:11:06,120 --> 00:11:08,400 Speaker 1: none of them seemed to know much about the monks, 161 00:11:08,440 --> 00:11:12,200 Speaker 1: even though some of them were neighbors for years, but 162 00:11:12,360 --> 00:11:15,360 Speaker 1: they did say at least one person was living there 163 00:11:15,400 --> 00:11:19,320 Speaker 1: at the moment a monk they knew as Seraphim, who 164 00:11:19,400 --> 00:11:22,920 Speaker 1: we knew as Va Sial, and they told Greta that 165 00:11:23,000 --> 00:11:26,520 Speaker 1: he did have a job. He worked in a shopping center, 166 00:11:27,200 --> 00:11:29,240 Speaker 1: and so I kind of put it together that it 167 00:11:29,320 --> 00:11:33,679 Speaker 1: was Facile that worked, and so I just started calling 168 00:11:34,120 --> 00:11:38,560 Speaker 1: and literally just asking like, is Vasile working today? Eventually 169 00:11:38,600 --> 00:11:40,920 Speaker 1: I got to the I think it was the Delhi 170 00:11:40,960 --> 00:11:45,760 Speaker 1: Department and I asked, you know, it's Facile working today 171 00:11:46,200 --> 00:11:50,160 Speaker 1: and the guy was like who, And I was like, oh, 172 00:11:50,240 --> 00:11:53,199 Speaker 1: you know, he's Ukrainian and he was like, oh yeah, 173 00:11:53,280 --> 00:11:55,320 Speaker 1: Va Sial like, let me get him, and then I 174 00:11:55,360 --> 00:11:59,040 Speaker 1: was like, oh shoot, oh shoot. So I just hung up, 175 00:11:59,720 --> 00:12:02,800 Speaker 1: And was our mistake. We didn't really prepare Greta for 176 00:12:02,880 --> 00:12:05,840 Speaker 1: what the state of Asil if she found him. I 177 00:12:05,880 --> 00:12:08,280 Speaker 1: guess we figured we'd take it from there, would go 178 00:12:08,360 --> 00:12:11,360 Speaker 1: ourselves and try to talk to him. But by the 179 00:12:11,400 --> 00:12:14,599 Speaker 1: time she did confirm that Vasile was living in North Carolina, 180 00:12:15,160 --> 00:12:18,839 Speaker 1: Melanie and I had other plans. We figured out where 181 00:12:18,880 --> 00:12:22,760 Speaker 1: Father went and Father Damien's new monastery was, and booked 182 00:12:22,800 --> 00:12:27,920 Speaker 1: our flights to Ukraine. That's coming up after the break. 183 00:12:37,720 --> 00:12:41,720 Speaker 1: Welcome back to Sacred Scandal I'm Paula Barrows and I 184 00:12:41,840 --> 00:12:54,160 Speaker 1: Melanie Bartley. When Ilia confirmed that most of the Holy 185 00:12:54,200 --> 00:12:58,080 Speaker 1: Cross group was still in Transcarpathia, we knew we had 186 00:12:58,160 --> 00:13:01,520 Speaker 1: to go find them. I know it sounds crazy, but 187 00:13:01,559 --> 00:13:05,160 Speaker 1: it's crazy for Melanie and me too. We never thought 188 00:13:05,200 --> 00:13:08,440 Speaker 1: we'd go this far. What started as visits to Mike 189 00:13:08,600 --> 00:13:12,880 Speaker 1: and Prison, an hour or so north of Miami was 190 00:13:12,960 --> 00:13:16,800 Speaker 1: now a search for a monastery in a remote corner 191 00:13:16,920 --> 00:13:21,520 Speaker 1: of eastern Europe. We figured it's a small part of 192 00:13:21,520 --> 00:13:24,679 Speaker 1: the world. If we ask around, someone has to know 193 00:13:24,880 --> 00:13:28,000 Speaker 1: where to find the tall American priest. This was an 194 00:13:28,000 --> 00:13:33,040 Speaker 1: early December, just as the political tension between Russia and 195 00:13:33,200 --> 00:13:36,720 Speaker 1: Ukraine started to begin. Everyone in our family was worried 196 00:13:36,720 --> 00:13:39,360 Speaker 1: about us, telling us not to go. Are you sure 197 00:13:39,400 --> 00:13:42,560 Speaker 1: you want to go now? But by then we'd already 198 00:13:42,559 --> 00:13:46,600 Speaker 1: bought our tickets. So we flew from Miami to Istanbul 199 00:13:46,679 --> 00:13:53,800 Speaker 1: to Liviv, a city in western Ukraine, and that's the landing. 200 00:13:55,640 --> 00:13:59,079 Speaker 1: We got a landing ladies and gentlemen, which just a 201 00:13:59,080 --> 00:14:02,840 Speaker 1: lot of guys m and then we did a long 202 00:14:02,920 --> 00:14:05,319 Speaker 1: four and a half hour drive from one side of 203 00:14:05,360 --> 00:14:14,920 Speaker 1: the Carpathian Mountains to another. Here you go stir until 204 00:14:15,000 --> 00:14:17,320 Speaker 1: we got to us Garad, the city where the Holy 205 00:14:17,360 --> 00:14:29,240 Speaker 1: Cross Monks opened their medical center. I'm in. Before we 206 00:14:29,280 --> 00:14:32,120 Speaker 1: started looking for fathers, Went and Damien, though there was 207 00:14:32,160 --> 00:14:35,840 Speaker 1: another pair we needed to talk to first, Mike's parents, 208 00:14:36,000 --> 00:14:39,680 Speaker 1: Maria and Yuri co Fell. They still live a lot 209 00:14:39,720 --> 00:14:42,720 Speaker 1: like they did while Mike was growing up. Uri retired 210 00:14:42,760 --> 00:14:46,240 Speaker 1: from the railroad, but in their sixties they still work 211 00:14:46,280 --> 00:14:49,440 Speaker 1: in the fields with tools straight from the eighteen hundreds. 212 00:14:53,520 --> 00:14:56,720 Speaker 1: A few years ago, Mike wrote Apollo on Me, worried 213 00:14:56,760 --> 00:14:59,000 Speaker 1: because he hadn't gotten an email from his parents for 214 00:14:59,040 --> 00:15:02,840 Speaker 1: a long time. Aside from us, they're really the only 215 00:15:02,880 --> 00:15:06,480 Speaker 1: other people he hears from regularly. We got in touch 216 00:15:06,520 --> 00:15:09,400 Speaker 1: with the ko Fells, and it turned out that Florida's 217 00:15:09,440 --> 00:15:13,360 Speaker 1: prison email service was now blocked in Ukraine, so we 218 00:15:13,480 --> 00:15:15,960 Speaker 1: helped his parents get into a VPN so they could 219 00:15:16,000 --> 00:15:20,560 Speaker 1: get around their restrictions. Since then, we've kept in touch 220 00:15:20,600 --> 00:15:23,840 Speaker 1: with them too. We don't share a common language, but 221 00:15:24,280 --> 00:15:28,160 Speaker 1: we email and use Google Translate. We wanted to meet 222 00:15:28,160 --> 00:15:31,480 Speaker 1: them at their home and Sivkovina Bistra, the village where 223 00:15:31,560 --> 00:15:34,080 Speaker 1: Mike grew up, but they didn't want us to visit 224 00:15:34,320 --> 00:15:37,600 Speaker 1: and draw the same attention that the lawyers, private investigators 225 00:15:37,880 --> 00:15:42,640 Speaker 1: and other reporters brought two decades ago. So their local 226 00:15:42,680 --> 00:15:45,360 Speaker 1: priest drove them almost two hours from the village to 227 00:15:45,400 --> 00:15:48,800 Speaker 1: our hotel in Usgarad, and we spoke with them through 228 00:15:48,800 --> 00:15:53,160 Speaker 1: a translator, Julia Terasuk, who amazingly kept up with our 229 00:15:53,200 --> 00:15:59,000 Speaker 1: conversation for hours. Mel and I met the Coo Fells 230 00:15:59,040 --> 00:16:02,600 Speaker 1: for the first time in person a few hours after 231 00:16:02,640 --> 00:16:06,280 Speaker 1: we arrived in the city. We were honestly a little 232 00:16:06,280 --> 00:16:08,920 Speaker 1: worried about how this meaning would go at first, and 233 00:16:08,960 --> 00:16:11,600 Speaker 1: how they would feel about finally meeting us in person, 234 00:16:12,480 --> 00:16:15,360 Speaker 1: But when we saw them waiting outside our hotel, the 235 00:16:15,400 --> 00:16:18,600 Speaker 1: four of us recognized each other right away. They were 236 00:16:18,640 --> 00:16:22,920 Speaker 1: so friendly, bubbly and really excited to see us. We 237 00:16:23,000 --> 00:16:26,480 Speaker 1: all hugged and went inside to start the interview. Yeah, 238 00:16:26,600 --> 00:16:40,080 Speaker 1: my Rideo, she's Marie and she lives in Vista and 239 00:16:40,240 --> 00:16:42,760 Speaker 1: she loves him loyal life, and she's waiting for him 240 00:16:42,800 --> 00:16:52,040 Speaker 1: to welcome soon. And you, yeah, you MICHAELA. And he's 241 00:16:52,120 --> 00:16:55,720 Speaker 1: his father and he's waiting for him to meet us. 242 00:16:58,680 --> 00:17:01,560 Speaker 1: Though it was exciting to meet them after all these years, 243 00:17:02,200 --> 00:17:06,160 Speaker 1: we knew this would be different than our casual emails. Today, 244 00:17:06,440 --> 00:17:08,160 Speaker 1: Mel and I would have to bring up some more 245 00:17:08,200 --> 00:17:11,399 Speaker 1: difficult stuff with them, things we weren't sure they'd be 246 00:17:11,400 --> 00:17:17,360 Speaker 1: comfortable talking about, and after our emotional greeting, these questions 247 00:17:17,359 --> 00:17:22,680 Speaker 1: would be hard for us to ask. Mikailo has told 248 00:17:22,760 --> 00:17:25,960 Speaker 1: us that you, I guess you you had a drinking 249 00:17:26,000 --> 00:17:29,720 Speaker 1: problem when he was growing up, and he's very happy 250 00:17:29,800 --> 00:17:33,280 Speaker 1: that you're recovered down, but can you tell us a 251 00:17:33,359 --> 00:17:46,399 Speaker 1: little bit about that phase of your life you He 252 00:17:46,480 --> 00:17:48,680 Speaker 1: seemed a bit embarrassed that we brought up this time 253 00:17:48,680 --> 00:17:51,439 Speaker 1: in his life. He brushed it off and said it's 254 00:17:51,480 --> 00:17:54,240 Speaker 1: just something that people did in those days. But it 255 00:17:54,359 --> 00:17:57,280 Speaker 1: was his drinking that led to Mike's allegations of sex 256 00:17:57,320 --> 00:18:03,359 Speaker 1: abuse against him. But since those allegations, Mike's relationship with 257 00:18:03,400 --> 00:18:06,640 Speaker 1: his dad has meanted and he's actually retracted those initial 258 00:18:06,680 --> 00:18:10,159 Speaker 1: accusations against Uri. He said that he was too drunk 259 00:18:10,200 --> 00:18:12,800 Speaker 1: to realize he was touching Mike and not his mother 260 00:18:12,920 --> 00:18:17,600 Speaker 1: in their shared bed. Let's go back to these guys. 261 00:18:18,640 --> 00:18:23,439 Speaker 1: How did they present the opportunity to you? What was 262 00:18:23,520 --> 00:18:46,439 Speaker 1: the package? They said? Went initially told him that the 263 00:18:46,480 --> 00:18:49,520 Speaker 1: plan was to build a monastery and a hospital in Ukraine. 264 00:18:50,280 --> 00:18:53,080 Speaker 1: Mike would study for three years in the US, then 265 00:18:53,200 --> 00:18:55,640 Speaker 1: come back as a monk and a doctor and work 266 00:18:55,760 --> 00:18:58,320 Speaker 1: in the hospital. He couldn't say no to such a thing, 267 00:18:58,320 --> 00:19:02,520 Speaker 1: and they were they be meeting him here, maybe not 268 00:19:02,680 --> 00:19:06,800 Speaker 1: in his village, but they would flip close. We asked 269 00:19:06,800 --> 00:19:09,120 Speaker 1: the k Fels if they saw any signs that Mike 270 00:19:09,200 --> 00:19:12,640 Speaker 1: was struggling at Holy Cross. They mentioned a few things 271 00:19:12,680 --> 00:19:15,720 Speaker 1: that stood out to them, mostly that he seemed sad 272 00:19:15,840 --> 00:19:19,719 Speaker 1: or different when he came home. He would also flinch 273 00:19:19,840 --> 00:19:23,200 Speaker 1: and jerk back when they tried to hug him, and 274 00:19:23,359 --> 00:19:26,000 Speaker 1: that time when he came home with father Damien and 275 00:19:26,040 --> 00:19:29,280 Speaker 1: the adoption was brought up, they felt as if the 276 00:19:29,320 --> 00:19:32,360 Speaker 1: priest didn't want Mike to be alone with his own parents. 277 00:19:33,359 --> 00:19:44,080 Speaker 1: Mm hmm. So in he was coming everywhere, all around, 278 00:19:44,119 --> 00:19:47,360 Speaker 1: always with Damien, and the mother was asking what did 279 00:19:47,400 --> 00:19:49,760 Speaker 1: they love you so much there? Or like why would 280 00:19:49,760 --> 00:19:57,240 Speaker 1: they want to adopt you? In Mike's letters, the co 281 00:19:57,400 --> 00:19:59,960 Speaker 1: Fell said their son told them that he was fine, 282 00:20:00,520 --> 00:20:04,000 Speaker 1: but that Mike did hint at something he maybe didn't 283 00:20:04,040 --> 00:20:08,439 Speaker 1: want to share. Vin would be telling him to the 284 00:20:08,560 --> 00:20:12,080 Speaker 1: mother's day, are watching some weird movies in the evening, 285 00:20:12,600 --> 00:20:16,040 Speaker 1: He wouldn't confess what kind of movies because he felt ashamed, 286 00:20:16,560 --> 00:20:19,560 Speaker 1: but he would just say they watched weird movies, such 287 00:20:19,600 --> 00:20:21,600 Speaker 1: movies that I am closing my eyes when I watched. 288 00:20:23,440 --> 00:20:27,960 Speaker 1: Only now does she assume those movies were pornography. The 289 00:20:28,040 --> 00:20:30,879 Speaker 1: ko Fells first heard about the murder through Pedro's uncle, 290 00:20:31,240 --> 00:20:34,920 Speaker 1: who helped run the candidate's house in Ukraine. He called 291 00:20:34,960 --> 00:20:37,360 Speaker 1: to let them know what happened and to tell them 292 00:20:37,359 --> 00:20:41,320 Speaker 1: that their son confessed and wasn't prison And that's really 293 00:20:41,359 --> 00:20:44,760 Speaker 1: surprised Paula on me, we'd always just assume that father 294 00:20:44,840 --> 00:20:47,240 Speaker 1: went through father Damien were there. Wants to give them 295 00:20:47,240 --> 00:20:52,160 Speaker 1: this news, even with a translator. When they got the news, though, 296 00:20:52,480 --> 00:20:55,480 Speaker 1: Maria and Yuri were shocked and didn't know what to do. 297 00:20:56,080 --> 00:20:59,080 Speaker 1: In talking to them, it feels like they're still stuck 298 00:20:59,160 --> 00:21:07,080 Speaker 1: in that moment, lost and powerless. Um, how has this experienced, 299 00:21:07,119 --> 00:21:23,159 Speaker 1: This whole thing changed the two of you role. Our translator, 300 00:21:23,240 --> 00:21:26,840 Speaker 1: Julia choked up and started crying as the co Fells answered. 301 00:21:27,600 --> 00:21:30,440 Speaker 1: Through tears, she told us that they both talked about 302 00:21:30,520 --> 00:21:34,200 Speaker 1: depression and that Ury said he just has to keep 303 00:21:34,320 --> 00:21:46,000 Speaker 1: living but has no real happiness anymore. Yuri also said 304 00:21:46,080 --> 00:21:49,080 Speaker 1: he has health issues and his only hope is that 305 00:21:49,160 --> 00:21:51,400 Speaker 1: he lives just a few more years to see Mike 306 00:21:51,520 --> 00:21:55,800 Speaker 1: get out of prison now. Julia wasn't the only one 307 00:21:55,840 --> 00:22:00,359 Speaker 1: in the room with eyes filled with tears. The co 308 00:22:00,520 --> 00:22:03,080 Speaker 1: Fels told us that over the last two decades they 309 00:22:03,119 --> 00:22:12,639 Speaker 1: already cried everything out, but Maria said that maybe talking 310 00:22:12,680 --> 00:22:18,919 Speaker 1: about it now could lighten their hearts. We were all 311 00:22:18,960 --> 00:22:21,879 Speaker 1: so curious about whether Father Went or Father Damien reached 312 00:22:21,880 --> 00:22:24,520 Speaker 1: out to them at any point after Mike was arrested 313 00:22:25,080 --> 00:22:27,600 Speaker 1: to give them any more details on their son's case, 314 00:22:28,160 --> 00:22:31,760 Speaker 1: or maybe just to see how they were doing. Didn't 315 00:22:31,960 --> 00:22:46,320 Speaker 1: um Father Gregory call you at all? To what they 316 00:22:46,359 --> 00:22:48,560 Speaker 1: told us that they never once heard from any of 317 00:22:48,600 --> 00:22:51,240 Speaker 1: the priests or the monks in the last twenty years. 318 00:22:52,000 --> 00:22:54,760 Speaker 1: And this too really struck us. I mean, the co 319 00:22:54,920 --> 00:22:58,000 Speaker 1: Fells trusted them as priests and knew them both and 320 00:22:58,080 --> 00:23:00,719 Speaker 1: Father Damien slept in their house and try to adopt 321 00:23:00,760 --> 00:23:03,480 Speaker 1: their son. It always felt like the least they could 322 00:23:03,520 --> 00:23:17,560 Speaker 1: do was reach out, but that never happened. We are surprised. 323 00:23:17,880 --> 00:23:23,840 Speaker 1: We are surprised, and Maria and Nudi also were surprised 324 00:23:23,880 --> 00:23:26,280 Speaker 1: to learn from us that the group were now living 325 00:23:26,280 --> 00:23:31,160 Speaker 1: in Transcarpathia, something we figured they already knew finding out 326 00:23:31,200 --> 00:23:34,440 Speaker 1: that fathers Went and Damien were living so close, it's 327 00:23:34,440 --> 00:23:42,760 Speaker 1: still never called or visited. Clearly up the Kofels were 328 00:23:42,760 --> 00:23:46,679 Speaker 1: still emotional all these years later. They clearly felt wronged 329 00:23:46,720 --> 00:23:50,239 Speaker 1: by the priests. Maria wondered how they could all go 330 00:23:50,320 --> 00:23:54,080 Speaker 1: through this terrible experience together but get nothing but silence. 331 00:23:55,200 --> 00:23:57,479 Speaker 1: They even went so far as to blame the murder 332 00:23:57,480 --> 00:24:00,639 Speaker 1: on the priests because they were in control at Holy Cross. 333 00:24:01,720 --> 00:24:04,840 Speaker 1: They also believe their son's allegations of sexual abuse against 334 00:24:04,880 --> 00:24:08,600 Speaker 1: father's Went and Damien, and Maria said it wasn't up 335 00:24:08,600 --> 00:24:11,720 Speaker 1: to her or her husband to judge the priests, but 336 00:24:11,840 --> 00:24:21,040 Speaker 1: to God. That night, the k Fels changed her mind 337 00:24:21,040 --> 00:24:24,280 Speaker 1: about us coming to their home now. They insisted that 338 00:24:24,320 --> 00:24:26,680 Speaker 1: we stopped by if we had time during our trip. 339 00:24:27,960 --> 00:24:31,400 Speaker 1: Then we hugged again, we cried some more, and they 340 00:24:31,480 --> 00:24:35,200 Speaker 1: drove back up the mountain to Vergovina Bistra. We wanted 341 00:24:35,240 --> 00:24:37,360 Speaker 1: to know why no one from Holy Cross had ever 342 00:24:37,440 --> 00:24:41,359 Speaker 1: reached out to them, so the next morning we'd start 343 00:24:41,400 --> 00:24:46,680 Speaker 1: poking around Transcarpathia trying to answer that question. That's coming 344 00:24:46,760 --> 00:25:06,760 Speaker 1: up after a break. Welcome back to Sacred Scandal. Uskarad 345 00:25:06,840 --> 00:25:09,280 Speaker 1: is not a big city. There's not much more than 346 00:25:09,280 --> 00:25:12,240 Speaker 1: a hundred thousand people, and it's kind of small footprint 347 00:25:12,280 --> 00:25:15,639 Speaker 1: on the map. Its sprawl is confined by mountains on 348 00:25:15,640 --> 00:25:19,320 Speaker 1: one side and the border between Slovakia and Ukraine on another. 349 00:25:19,960 --> 00:25:22,399 Speaker 1: But on the eastern edge of town, about fifteen minutes 350 00:25:22,480 --> 00:25:25,119 Speaker 1: drive from the city center, the group from Holy Cross 351 00:25:25,160 --> 00:25:32,240 Speaker 1: built Protection Medical Center. It's a modern cottage looking clinic 352 00:25:32,280 --> 00:25:35,200 Speaker 1: that stood out from the worn industrial buildings with roll 353 00:25:35,280 --> 00:25:38,879 Speaker 1: up doors and iron gates that surrounded it. They didn't 354 00:25:38,920 --> 00:25:43,120 Speaker 1: know that there existed in a private hospital. I think 355 00:25:43,119 --> 00:25:47,879 Speaker 1: it's something quite unique for our town. Our translator, Yulia, 356 00:25:48,040 --> 00:25:50,600 Speaker 1: who's lived in Uskarat her whole life, told us she 357 00:25:50,640 --> 00:25:52,800 Speaker 1: never heard of the clinic and felt it was a 358 00:25:52,840 --> 00:25:55,600 Speaker 1: weird place to set one up. It's hidden off the 359 00:25:55,640 --> 00:25:58,760 Speaker 1: main road and not many buses, she said. I routed 360 00:25:58,760 --> 00:26:04,040 Speaker 1: out there. Not long before we left for Ukraine. We 361 00:26:04,119 --> 00:26:06,800 Speaker 1: found out that the website for Protection Medical Center was 362 00:26:06,880 --> 00:26:11,760 Speaker 1: down because now it had a different name. A new 363 00:26:11,800 --> 00:26:15,119 Speaker 1: pin appeared on its Google Maps location. It was called 364 00:26:15,480 --> 00:26:19,240 Speaker 1: Prevention Hospital. The new site showed it was part of 365 00:26:19,240 --> 00:26:21,480 Speaker 1: a chain of two or three other clinics of the 366 00:26:21,520 --> 00:26:25,240 Speaker 1: same name around us Gard. There was no mention of 367 00:26:25,280 --> 00:26:30,560 Speaker 1: the priests or monks anywhere on the site. We were 368 00:26:30,600 --> 00:26:33,600 Speaker 1: curious what happened and why it may be changed hands, 369 00:26:34,240 --> 00:26:37,280 Speaker 1: but we also wanted to see what they built. It 370 00:26:37,400 --> 00:26:41,119 Speaker 1: felt like Holy Cross Academy all over again. They create 371 00:26:41,240 --> 00:26:47,480 Speaker 1: some dream building, the name changes and then they disappear. Paula, Julia, 372 00:26:47,600 --> 00:26:50,720 Speaker 1: our producer Dennis and I drove out there one afternoon 373 00:26:51,240 --> 00:26:54,399 Speaker 1: just to see what they created. I mean, this is 374 00:26:54,480 --> 00:27:00,960 Speaker 1: very impressive. I'll be honest. It's a nice so strange 375 00:27:03,320 --> 00:27:07,120 Speaker 1: this building, it's really nice. It didn't look that nice. 376 00:27:07,960 --> 00:27:11,080 Speaker 1: She didn't look as in person. Is just like really impressive. 377 00:27:11,119 --> 00:27:14,199 Speaker 1: It's thing. It's really clean, it looks new. It kind 378 00:27:14,240 --> 00:27:17,159 Speaker 1: of looks like a like a like a ski lodge. 379 00:27:18,200 --> 00:27:20,120 Speaker 1: There are a lot of people here when you came out. Yes, 380 00:27:20,280 --> 00:27:23,240 Speaker 1: I was actually surprised that it was. We asked Julia 381 00:27:23,480 --> 00:27:26,440 Speaker 1: to visit the medical center before we arrived in Ukraine. 382 00:27:27,160 --> 00:27:29,359 Speaker 1: We wanted to see if she could figure out if 383 00:27:29,359 --> 00:27:32,560 Speaker 1: the priests were still involved or find a way for 384 00:27:32,640 --> 00:27:34,679 Speaker 1: us to get in touch with them through the center. 385 00:27:35,600 --> 00:27:37,879 Speaker 1: She found out that they did move on from running 386 00:27:37,880 --> 00:27:41,760 Speaker 1: the hospital because apparently it wasn't doing well. She said 387 00:27:41,800 --> 00:27:44,000 Speaker 1: stuff told her it was been running too much of 388 00:27:44,000 --> 00:27:47,960 Speaker 1: an American way. They had the philosophy of individual medicines. 389 00:27:48,000 --> 00:27:51,560 Speaker 1: It seemed not to work very well in Ukraine, probably 390 00:27:51,600 --> 00:27:55,879 Speaker 1: from some cultural differences. They still owned the facility but 391 00:27:56,000 --> 00:27:59,720 Speaker 1: rented everything to this new clinic. But something else happened. 392 00:27:59,720 --> 00:28:04,200 Speaker 1: While talking to the staff, without asking, someone gave Julia's 393 00:28:04,200 --> 00:28:07,480 Speaker 1: cell phone numbers for father, Went and Petro. We got 394 00:28:07,520 --> 00:28:10,520 Speaker 1: these phone numbers days before we left, and we debated 395 00:28:10,520 --> 00:28:12,680 Speaker 1: whether it was best to reach out before we got 396 00:28:12,680 --> 00:28:15,800 Speaker 1: there or not. On the one hand, we knew their 397 00:28:15,840 --> 00:28:18,359 Speaker 1: history and worried that if they knew we were coming, 398 00:28:18,840 --> 00:28:21,959 Speaker 1: they might do what they did before and leave. But 399 00:28:22,000 --> 00:28:23,800 Speaker 1: we also felt like we needed to let them know 400 00:28:23,840 --> 00:28:26,040 Speaker 1: about this podcast and that we would be trying to 401 00:28:26,080 --> 00:28:29,080 Speaker 1: talk to them when we got there. We were conflicted. 402 00:28:30,359 --> 00:28:33,000 Speaker 1: In the end, we decided to get advice from the 403 00:28:33,000 --> 00:28:36,320 Speaker 1: one person we knew who was closest to them, Mike. 404 00:28:37,760 --> 00:28:39,960 Speaker 1: We sent him an email asking what he thought was 405 00:28:40,040 --> 00:28:43,680 Speaker 1: best send the priests a message first or just show up. 406 00:28:44,000 --> 00:28:46,200 Speaker 1: He wrote back and said that if fathers went in. 407 00:28:46,280 --> 00:28:49,760 Speaker 1: Damien knew we were coming, they would probably try to hide, 408 00:28:50,200 --> 00:28:52,200 Speaker 1: and we did not want to risk going all the 409 00:28:52,240 --> 00:28:55,840 Speaker 1: way to Ukraine only for them to disappear. So after 410 00:28:55,920 --> 00:29:00,120 Speaker 1: visiting the hospital and dropping off our translator, Melanie den Us, 411 00:29:00,160 --> 00:29:02,720 Speaker 1: and I decided to just show up at the monastery 412 00:29:02,800 --> 00:29:05,640 Speaker 1: and see if they were willing to talk to us. 413 00:29:07,080 --> 00:29:12,440 Speaker 1: How did you find this place? One more time? Done us? Um? 414 00:29:12,480 --> 00:29:17,000 Speaker 1: I found it through father. You know that I'm not 415 00:29:17,040 --> 00:29:21,280 Speaker 1: friends with them on Facebook, but the father Damien had 416 00:29:21,320 --> 00:29:27,360 Speaker 1: pictures of them building a monastery, construction photos um the 417 00:29:27,400 --> 00:29:30,920 Speaker 1: town that they kept saying it was in. It is 418 00:29:32,000 --> 00:29:34,760 Speaker 1: I found that monastery and it is not that it 419 00:29:34,880 --> 00:29:39,160 Speaker 1: is not. And so what I ended up doing was 420 00:29:40,440 --> 00:29:43,560 Speaker 1: looking at other people who had commented on the photos 421 00:29:43,600 --> 00:29:46,720 Speaker 1: that they had put up and see where they were from. 422 00:29:46,760 --> 00:29:48,960 Speaker 1: And it kept saying that town. So I was like, well, 423 00:29:49,000 --> 00:29:51,840 Speaker 1: maybe if people who know this is coming and or 424 00:29:51,960 --> 00:29:54,240 Speaker 1: visiting there are from there, it's got to be close 425 00:29:54,320 --> 00:29:57,800 Speaker 1: to there. So I started I went on the map 426 00:29:58,160 --> 00:30:02,400 Speaker 1: and I just started looking around for any sort of 427 00:30:02,440 --> 00:30:05,280 Speaker 1: like thing that looked like new construction or a new build. 428 00:30:05,560 --> 00:30:07,520 Speaker 1: And I was looking at those photos realizing like it 429 00:30:07,560 --> 00:30:09,800 Speaker 1: needs to have trees in the background, so it needed 430 00:30:09,840 --> 00:30:11,520 Speaker 1: to be at the edge of one of these villages 431 00:30:11,840 --> 00:30:15,040 Speaker 1: or in the middle of the foreest. And so I 432 00:30:15,080 --> 00:30:20,000 Speaker 1: looked all around the on thett looking around, clicking around, 433 00:30:20,000 --> 00:30:21,480 Speaker 1: and then I went into the woods and I found 434 00:30:21,480 --> 00:30:23,520 Speaker 1: that clearing and I said, what the hell was this 435 00:30:23,640 --> 00:30:26,280 Speaker 1: and this clearing and I assumed then and I was like, 436 00:30:26,440 --> 00:30:30,440 Speaker 1: that's the building with the dome. It was the same 437 00:30:30,440 --> 00:30:33,000 Speaker 1: shape that has this area this like thing beside it 438 00:30:33,040 --> 00:30:37,520 Speaker 1: with bells. And then went and Damien both have pictures 439 00:30:37,560 --> 00:30:40,880 Speaker 1: of them in these houses that look like log cabins 440 00:30:41,160 --> 00:30:43,240 Speaker 1: and the buildings beside it, our buildings that look like 441 00:30:43,360 --> 00:30:46,360 Speaker 1: a little like log cabins, the words, and so I'm 442 00:30:46,400 --> 00:30:49,040 Speaker 1: just like this, it has this has to be something 443 00:30:49,040 --> 00:30:51,520 Speaker 1: that they built where they there. That's great detective work. 444 00:30:51,600 --> 00:30:54,120 Speaker 1: And it's like it's all, it's all. And then we 445 00:30:54,160 --> 00:30:56,720 Speaker 1: have confirmation from from Julia and then just show me 446 00:30:56,760 --> 00:30:58,640 Speaker 1: that thing today and I was like, that's it. Why 447 00:30:58,640 --> 00:31:00,440 Speaker 1: did she show you? There is a site and it's 448 00:31:00,440 --> 00:31:03,560 Speaker 1: a listing of monasteries I've come across about. She found 449 00:31:03,560 --> 00:31:05,520 Speaker 1: it because she started it in Ukrainian exactly, but she 450 00:31:05,560 --> 00:31:08,960 Speaker 1: started in Ukrainian and the name is slightly different, and 451 00:31:09,000 --> 00:31:11,240 Speaker 1: when you brought it up, we just confirmed. We looked 452 00:31:11,240 --> 00:31:13,280 Speaker 1: at the pictures that the pictures they have on there 453 00:31:13,280 --> 00:31:19,960 Speaker 1: with the construction photels, and it's the same building, the 454 00:31:20,040 --> 00:31:22,640 Speaker 1: new monastery and homes they built. We're in a clearing 455 00:31:22,680 --> 00:31:27,040 Speaker 1: about forty minutes outside of Uskarad. The land is isolated 456 00:31:27,080 --> 00:31:30,360 Speaker 1: on a mountain side. There's nothing but forest all around, 457 00:31:30,880 --> 00:31:33,520 Speaker 1: and the nearest neighbor was at least half a mile 458 00:31:33,560 --> 00:31:35,880 Speaker 1: away in a town across the river. This is the 459 00:31:35,960 --> 00:31:38,680 Speaker 1: moment we've been talking about so much that I can't 460 00:31:38,680 --> 00:31:43,520 Speaker 1: believe like we're here. I was nervous as we drove 461 00:31:43,560 --> 00:31:46,680 Speaker 1: there that morning. We debated whether or not this was 462 00:31:46,800 --> 00:31:50,360 Speaker 1: a good idea just to show up there unannounced. What 463 00:31:50,480 --> 00:31:53,400 Speaker 1: if they lived so remotely because they didn't want outsiders 464 00:31:53,440 --> 00:31:57,120 Speaker 1: coming there. What if they were armed and shot us 465 00:31:57,160 --> 00:32:01,400 Speaker 1: on site? Would anyone out here even no two minutes? 466 00:32:03,080 --> 00:32:05,680 Speaker 1: With that in mind, we booked our entire trip around 467 00:32:05,680 --> 00:32:08,360 Speaker 1: going to the monastery on a Sunday so we could 468 00:32:08,360 --> 00:32:12,120 Speaker 1: try to time our arrival just after Sunday liturgy when 469 00:32:12,120 --> 00:32:15,240 Speaker 1: there might be other people around. Knowing what we heard 470 00:32:15,240 --> 00:32:18,120 Speaker 1: about electric fences and security cameras at their place in 471 00:32:18,160 --> 00:32:21,400 Speaker 1: North Carolina. We didn't know what to expect. There's no 472 00:32:21,480 --> 00:32:25,240 Speaker 1: address for this monastery, so before we left, Paula and 473 00:32:25,240 --> 00:32:27,840 Speaker 1: I sent the coordinates of the property to our families 474 00:32:28,400 --> 00:32:34,240 Speaker 1: just in case anything happened. You to go into the 475 00:32:34,400 --> 00:32:38,840 Speaker 1: two of us go in is yeah, okay, I'm just 476 00:32:38,880 --> 00:32:43,640 Speaker 1: starting to get y. Yeah, I mean not starting. I've been, 477 00:32:43,760 --> 00:32:48,040 Speaker 1: but it's like we're getting closer and relaxed. People relax. 478 00:32:48,800 --> 00:32:51,520 Speaker 1: I'm kind of doing it for for my ex parents, 479 00:32:52,040 --> 00:32:53,760 Speaker 1: Like I'm going to knock on that door just to 480 00:32:53,760 --> 00:33:01,480 Speaker 1: ask them why they haven't called them. M As we 481 00:33:01,560 --> 00:33:04,920 Speaker 1: pulled off the main highway, we drove farther and farther 482 00:33:05,080 --> 00:33:09,720 Speaker 1: from town and deeper into the remote mountain forest. On 483 00:33:09,800 --> 00:33:12,960 Speaker 1: these rural back roads, the early winter snow started to 484 00:33:12,960 --> 00:33:16,479 Speaker 1: fall harder and harder, coating the road and the trees 485 00:33:16,560 --> 00:33:19,440 Speaker 1: in a cold white quilt. This is feeling a little 486 00:33:19,440 --> 00:33:22,360 Speaker 1: the shining. This is very the shining. It completely changed. 487 00:33:22,440 --> 00:33:38,680 Speaker 1: Everything is different. I help see anything. Oh okay, I 488 00:33:38,760 --> 00:33:43,800 Speaker 1: see where we're going. Yeah, this is very uh hard 489 00:33:43,840 --> 00:33:50,920 Speaker 1: to find. There's a here, this is a location. You 490 00:33:51,000 --> 00:34:03,800 Speaker 1: have arrived and there's a van m When we approached 491 00:34:03,800 --> 00:34:07,120 Speaker 1: the entrance to the monastery, there was an old Soviet 492 00:34:07,200 --> 00:34:10,040 Speaker 1: looking van at the bottom of the driveway. The gate 493 00:34:10,160 --> 00:34:13,400 Speaker 1: was open, but the drive was a rocky mountain trail 494 00:34:14,239 --> 00:34:18,120 Speaker 1: that was steadily getting snow eier and snow eier. The 495 00:34:18,239 --> 00:34:22,400 Speaker 1: hill was steep and through the narrow entrance between the trees, 496 00:34:22,920 --> 00:34:27,320 Speaker 1: you couldn't see any buildings. It was like looking straight 497 00:34:27,400 --> 00:34:33,040 Speaker 1: up at the sky. The local people didn't was driving 498 00:34:33,120 --> 00:34:36,440 Speaker 1: up the hill, so neither would we. We parked on 499 00:34:36,480 --> 00:34:39,200 Speaker 1: the roadside and waited to see if anyone would return 500 00:34:39,239 --> 00:34:44,080 Speaker 1: to the van. After a few anxious minutes, Dennis, our producer, 501 00:34:44,640 --> 00:34:47,319 Speaker 1: volunteered to walk up the hill to see if it 502 00:34:47,360 --> 00:34:51,880 Speaker 1: felt safe for us to enter the property. Dennis is 503 00:34:51,880 --> 00:34:53,960 Speaker 1: working up there to explore and see what's going on. 504 00:34:54,520 --> 00:35:04,839 Speaker 1: I just hope he doesn't get or anything. Oh hello, yes, yes, 505 00:35:04,880 --> 00:35:08,840 Speaker 1: I can. Okay, I'm gonna can you guys keep talking 506 00:35:08,880 --> 00:35:11,720 Speaker 1: so I know I can hear you. Yes, absolutely, isn't okay, 507 00:35:11,920 --> 00:35:14,480 Speaker 1: Like I answered on the on the apple on the 508 00:35:14,520 --> 00:35:18,319 Speaker 1: apple thinging and it's sound speaker. Yeah that's fun. Yeah, 509 00:35:18,360 --> 00:35:23,040 Speaker 1: that's fun. He's walking up all right, don it's gonna 510 00:35:23,040 --> 00:35:28,080 Speaker 1: be okay, can you hear me? It looks like all 511 00:35:28,080 --> 00:35:35,320 Speaker 1: the footprints are leaving here. M Are they thank footprints? 512 00:35:35,160 --> 00:35:43,360 Speaker 1: It's just a man. No, don't a point women's shoes? Really? Yeah? 513 00:35:43,520 --> 00:35:45,200 Speaker 1: This done because you're staring at me. There are so 514 00:35:45,239 --> 00:35:52,000 Speaker 1: many gates up here, really yeah? Are they closed? No, 515 00:35:52,160 --> 00:36:02,719 Speaker 1: they're open, just some trees down. We definitely can't drive 516 00:36:02,800 --> 00:36:10,000 Speaker 1: up this. No, right, we can't. No, I wouldn't. It's 517 00:36:10,040 --> 00:36:13,040 Speaker 1: it's bad even the cars that have come up here. 518 00:36:13,080 --> 00:36:15,080 Speaker 1: Or I'll skit it out. Okay, that would explain why 519 00:36:15,120 --> 00:36:20,520 Speaker 1: the van is down here. Yeah, this is not drivable. Dog, 520 00:36:22,120 --> 00:36:25,640 Speaker 1: it's not okay, happy to see me. Okay. If you're 521 00:36:25,680 --> 00:36:30,080 Speaker 1: scared of grab grab a rock or something. Stick, Yeah, 522 00:36:30,160 --> 00:36:32,960 Speaker 1: grab a stick. This is totally fenced off, even though 523 00:36:33,000 --> 00:36:39,279 Speaker 1: it's in a wood fenced off wire stop. I can't 524 00:36:39,280 --> 00:36:42,600 Speaker 1: see anybody else up here. I'm coming back down. Okay, 525 00:36:42,640 --> 00:36:45,560 Speaker 1: let me get over here. This is like a compound. 526 00:36:46,360 --> 00:36:50,040 Speaker 1: Is there like a doorbell or or a camera? Date 527 00:36:50,160 --> 00:36:55,520 Speaker 1: is open. I can't see any cameras, but there's a date. 528 00:36:57,120 --> 00:37:05,080 Speaker 1: It's open. Ship. I think somebody's coming, are you it's 529 00:37:05,400 --> 00:37:07,600 Speaker 1: by this dog? What if it's him? Is this dog 530 00:37:07,719 --> 00:37:11,960 Speaker 1: is like, yeah, that's I don't know what it is 531 00:37:12,080 --> 00:37:15,719 Speaker 1: or not. I'm coming Okay, I'm just getting paranoid being 532 00:37:15,760 --> 00:37:17,600 Speaker 1: up there. It's your cud. If you see this fence, 533 00:37:18,000 --> 00:37:20,080 Speaker 1: this fence will make you tar and like mind you 534 00:37:20,760 --> 00:37:24,600 Speaker 1: this is this is like dense forest stuff here. Okay, 535 00:37:24,760 --> 00:37:29,560 Speaker 1: get out, get over here. It seems kind of extremes. Okay, 536 00:37:30,360 --> 00:37:31,799 Speaker 1: I don't think it's safe for us to do this, 537 00:37:32,960 --> 00:37:38,160 Speaker 1: Like nobody wants you to come up here. Okay, Like 538 00:37:39,120 --> 00:37:41,800 Speaker 1: I mean, but is there someone coming down? Do you 539 00:37:41,840 --> 00:37:44,520 Speaker 1: see someone coming down or at all? Or no? No 540 00:37:44,680 --> 00:37:48,440 Speaker 1: not now okay, Yeah, we can't vibe up this, so 541 00:37:48,480 --> 00:37:51,600 Speaker 1: we have to walk up. This is not an easy 542 00:37:51,719 --> 00:37:55,680 Speaker 1: up or an easy down. Okay, it's easy. Okay. We 543 00:37:55,680 --> 00:37:57,360 Speaker 1: we see you, We see you, We see you, we 544 00:37:57,400 --> 00:38:02,240 Speaker 1: see you. I have man, you just get over here. Yeah, 545 00:38:02,360 --> 00:38:14,080 Speaker 1: this is unsafety ice that sense that's that fence puts 546 00:38:14,080 --> 00:38:15,680 Speaker 1: me off. I mean it looks like you know when 547 00:38:15,680 --> 00:38:18,400 Speaker 1: you see like government military property. Shut the funk up. 548 00:38:18,520 --> 00:38:22,759 Speaker 1: That's the type of thing. It's like, it's serious, it 549 00:38:22,840 --> 00:38:28,839 Speaker 1: goes It's like we're taking that what the whole road 550 00:38:28,960 --> 00:38:42,680 Speaker 1: is all the way up just little stones, imbalanced okay, yeah, yeah, yeah, 551 00:38:42,680 --> 00:38:47,120 Speaker 1: I need springles. I'm so nervous. Okay you did, Yeah, 552 00:38:47,120 --> 00:38:49,759 Speaker 1: I'm good. That's just that that fence made me paranoid 553 00:38:50,120 --> 00:38:54,799 Speaker 1: because it's it's like the whole property is off as 554 00:38:54,840 --> 00:38:56,799 Speaker 1: if like don't come or it's not just like don't 555 00:38:56,880 --> 00:38:59,880 Speaker 1: drive up here, don't walk up here, don't come sucking anything. 556 00:39:00,160 --> 00:39:03,360 Speaker 1: Let me see this. I would not drive up this 557 00:39:03,440 --> 00:39:04,600 Speaker 1: road out it because if you had to get out 558 00:39:04,600 --> 00:39:06,120 Speaker 1: of here, I mean you can see the tire tracks 559 00:39:06,520 --> 00:39:09,560 Speaker 1: for somebody going up there it was. It would probably 560 00:39:09,560 --> 00:39:14,280 Speaker 1: need change. It's a struggle at this point. Honestly, guys, 561 00:39:15,520 --> 00:39:20,200 Speaker 1: I think that we should send them. At this point, 562 00:39:20,480 --> 00:39:28,719 Speaker 1: it feels like send him the note. We drove back 563 00:39:28,760 --> 00:39:31,640 Speaker 1: to us Garad and wrote a long message on the way. 564 00:39:32,239 --> 00:39:35,080 Speaker 1: We explained what we were doing in Ukraine, that I 565 00:39:35,200 --> 00:39:38,200 Speaker 1: was a former holy Cross student, and that we wanted 566 00:39:38,239 --> 00:39:42,520 Speaker 1: to hear their side of everything. We sent the message 567 00:39:42,560 --> 00:39:45,920 Speaker 1: off to both numbers we've gotten Father Went and Petrol. 568 00:39:46,719 --> 00:39:49,440 Speaker 1: They were delivered and read on both ends, and we 569 00:39:49,520 --> 00:39:52,280 Speaker 1: waited for a response. I know you got my message 570 00:39:52,280 --> 00:39:54,920 Speaker 1: today and I was just following up for only a 571 00:39:54,920 --> 00:39:59,239 Speaker 1: few days. We must I think you should figured we 572 00:39:59,320 --> 00:40:02,279 Speaker 1: heard nothing for hours, so we tried to call those 573 00:40:02,360 --> 00:40:15,000 Speaker 1: numbers that evening, Hello, good evening is his father? Gregory went? No, Um, 574 00:40:15,040 --> 00:40:23,479 Speaker 1: who am I speaking to Wed? We did, That's something 575 00:40:23,560 --> 00:40:26,680 Speaker 1: we didn't plan for. What was somebody else to pick up? 576 00:40:26,920 --> 00:40:30,680 Speaker 1: We did? Yeah, but not somebody. Who's who's going to 577 00:40:30,800 --> 00:40:33,120 Speaker 1: talk to you in English and sound like that? Who 578 00:40:33,120 --> 00:40:35,480 Speaker 1: the hell was that? We couldn't tell if it was 579 00:40:35,520 --> 00:40:39,040 Speaker 1: Petro or Went or neither of them. We started to 580 00:40:39,080 --> 00:40:44,800 Speaker 1: worry if these were their phone numbers at all. Then 581 00:40:45,280 --> 00:40:49,320 Speaker 1: around midnight a text finally came in. It was Petro. 582 00:40:50,120 --> 00:40:53,360 Speaker 1: He said he wasn't interested in talking to us. He 583 00:40:53,480 --> 00:40:56,160 Speaker 1: also didn't believe that I was someone from Holy Cross. 584 00:40:58,239 --> 00:41:00,680 Speaker 1: We were already in bed in our hotel rooms when 585 00:41:00,680 --> 00:41:04,080 Speaker 1: this message came in. We huddled up for an emergency 586 00:41:04,120 --> 00:41:07,719 Speaker 1: meeting to figure out a response. We really wanted him 587 00:41:07,719 --> 00:41:10,840 Speaker 1: to understand why we flew halfway across the world to 588 00:41:10,960 --> 00:41:14,360 Speaker 1: talk to them, that this show would be released whether 589 00:41:14,400 --> 00:41:16,640 Speaker 1: they spoke with us or not, and that at this 590 00:41:16,719 --> 00:41:21,720 Speaker 1: point mihailoko Fell, a confessed murderer, was the main spokesperson 591 00:41:22,040 --> 00:41:26,480 Speaker 1: for what happened that Holy Cross, and that message changed 592 00:41:26,520 --> 00:41:30,960 Speaker 1: his mind. He agreed to talk with us privately at 593 00:41:30,960 --> 00:41:34,200 Speaker 1: our hotel the next day. Petro wanted to see if 594 00:41:34,200 --> 00:41:37,400 Speaker 1: he remembered Paula and if the others from the monastery 595 00:41:37,520 --> 00:41:41,800 Speaker 1: could trust us. We were expecting Petro to be cold 596 00:41:41,880 --> 00:41:45,680 Speaker 1: and stand offish, based on his texts and the testimony 597 00:41:45,760 --> 00:41:49,239 Speaker 1: videos we watched over and over through the years, but 598 00:41:49,360 --> 00:41:52,680 Speaker 1: he was incredibly warmed towards both of us. In the 599 00:41:52,760 --> 00:41:55,799 Speaker 1: hour or so that we talked, he really opened up 600 00:41:55,840 --> 00:42:00,439 Speaker 1: and we learned a lot. Petro was no longer a monk, 601 00:42:00,719 --> 00:42:04,040 Speaker 1: but an Orthodox priest. He was married and had a family. 602 00:42:04,840 --> 00:42:06,760 Speaker 1: He also told us he was still on the board 603 00:42:06,800 --> 00:42:10,200 Speaker 1: at the new medical center, but closing their clinic meant 604 00:42:10,200 --> 00:42:13,600 Speaker 1: there were other changes too. Petro told us that only 605 00:42:13,640 --> 00:42:17,440 Speaker 1: a few months earlier, after the hospital changed hands, Father 606 00:42:17,520 --> 00:42:21,440 Speaker 1: Damien left Ukraine. Now he was back in North Carolina 607 00:42:21,520 --> 00:42:24,920 Speaker 1: with Vasile. Our team met in a cafe after the 608 00:42:25,000 --> 00:42:29,880 Speaker 1: talk with Petro to share what else we found out. 609 00:42:28,760 --> 00:42:38,600 Speaker 1: Father dam Yeah, because they broke They have no money. 610 00:42:39,600 --> 00:42:42,640 Speaker 1: This ruined them, This ruined their list. The medical center 611 00:42:42,760 --> 00:42:45,520 Speaker 1: was a failure. They lost all their money there. There 612 00:42:45,520 --> 00:42:48,879 Speaker 1: is so much debt. Father went lives within Petro's house 613 00:42:50,040 --> 00:42:54,320 Speaker 1: with the family like Um. He said he was willing 614 00:42:54,360 --> 00:42:57,000 Speaker 1: to do a recorded interview and that he would talk 615 00:42:57,040 --> 00:43:00,880 Speaker 1: to Father Went about joining us well. He told us 616 00:43:00,880 --> 00:43:08,240 Speaker 1: he'd send us a text later that day. We waited 617 00:43:08,280 --> 00:43:11,799 Speaker 1: to hear back from Petro, and he finally messaged us 618 00:43:11,840 --> 00:43:15,920 Speaker 1: that evening. He sent a text saying Father Went would 619 00:43:15,920 --> 00:43:18,240 Speaker 1: like to talk to us on the phone first before 620 00:43:18,280 --> 00:43:22,439 Speaker 1: agreeing to an interview, but he said the priest would 621 00:43:22,520 --> 00:43:26,160 Speaker 1: call us. It was already late on our last line 622 00:43:26,160 --> 00:43:29,359 Speaker 1: in Usgarad. The next day, we planned to stop by 623 00:43:29,400 --> 00:43:31,880 Speaker 1: the Kofels as he was on the way back to Leviv. 624 00:43:32,920 --> 00:43:35,680 Speaker 1: We needed to leave by midday to avoid driving through 625 00:43:35,680 --> 00:43:38,200 Speaker 1: the mountains at night, and missed the worst of a 626 00:43:38,320 --> 00:43:41,520 Speaker 1: huge snowstorm that was expected to roll through in the evening. 627 00:43:43,080 --> 00:43:45,760 Speaker 1: We stayed in Usgarad a little later than we wanted, 628 00:43:46,000 --> 00:43:50,200 Speaker 1: hoping to hear from Father Went or Petro. We reached out, 629 00:43:50,239 --> 00:43:53,960 Speaker 1: but we got nothing but silence. With the snowstorm coming, 630 00:43:54,600 --> 00:43:57,400 Speaker 1: we gave up and started making the four and a 631 00:43:57,440 --> 00:44:00,640 Speaker 1: half hour drive back to Leviv so we could catch 632 00:44:00,640 --> 00:44:06,600 Speaker 1: our flights to Miami early the next morning. Then about 633 00:44:06,600 --> 00:44:13,680 Speaker 1: an hour into the drive, headphones and headphones. Oh the 634 00:44:13,680 --> 00:44:19,640 Speaker 1: phone ratting. Hello, Hi, Father, so here, I'm here with 635 00:44:19,719 --> 00:44:22,760 Speaker 1: funny Gregory here. You're going to talk to him out Okay, Oh, 636 00:44:22,800 --> 00:44:25,759 Speaker 1: thank you so much, Petro Okay, I'm doing him the 637 00:44:25,840 --> 00:44:37,040 Speaker 1: funky hello. Hi, Hello, Hello, Father Went. How are you doing. 638 00:44:37,280 --> 00:44:39,359 Speaker 1: I'm a little long winded when I'm nervous, and I'm 639 00:44:39,480 --> 00:44:42,240 Speaker 1: very I'm nervous and excited to talk to you. I 640 00:44:42,280 --> 00:44:46,160 Speaker 1: was so nervous talking to Father Went. I imagined this 641 00:44:46,239 --> 00:44:50,000 Speaker 1: moment for years, and we sat anxiously on the side 642 00:44:50,080 --> 00:44:53,560 Speaker 1: of a rural Ukrainian road trying to convince him to 643 00:44:53,600 --> 00:44:57,440 Speaker 1: give us his side of the story. After almost an 644 00:44:57,480 --> 00:45:01,160 Speaker 1: hour on the phone, Father Went made up his mind. 645 00:45:01,680 --> 00:45:06,840 Speaker 1: I think it's more, and I think that you have 646 00:45:07,000 --> 00:45:12,960 Speaker 1: something that you would like to do and don't stand 647 00:45:12,960 --> 00:45:15,920 Speaker 1: it so wrong? What's it? So? Why not a dance? 648 00:45:16,040 --> 00:45:20,000 Speaker 1: What we can for you? We set a time to 649 00:45:20,080 --> 00:45:23,279 Speaker 1: meet with them at the monastery that evening. In a 650 00:45:23,320 --> 00:45:28,440 Speaker 1: few hours we'd be face to face with Father Abbott 651 00:45:28,640 --> 00:45:43,720 Speaker 1: Gregory Went. Sacred Scandal is a production of Exile Content 652 00:45:43,840 --> 00:45:47,920 Speaker 1: Studio in partnership with I Heart Radios Michael da Podcast Network. 653 00:45:48,760 --> 00:45:52,080 Speaker 1: Sacred Scandal was created and produced by Melanie Bartley and 654 00:45:52,239 --> 00:45:57,120 Speaker 1: me Paula Barrows. Our senior producer is Dennis Funk of 655 00:45:57,239 --> 00:46:01,960 Speaker 1: Written in Air. The executive producers are Rose Red and 656 00:46:02,120 --> 00:46:07,680 Speaker 1: Nando Villa. Production mixing and sound design by Helena de Grout. 657 00:46:08,560 --> 00:46:13,439 Speaker 1: Our production assistant is Imani Leonard. The show is fact 658 00:46:13,520 --> 00:46:18,800 Speaker 1: checked by Kimberly Winston. Original music and final audio mixing 659 00:46:18,960 --> 00:46:23,440 Speaker 1: comes from Patrick Hart and special thanks on this episode 660 00:46:23,719 --> 00:46:29,000 Speaker 1: to Julia TERASUK, Greta Weber, and Travis Roig. If you'd 661 00:46:29,000 --> 00:46:31,960 Speaker 1: like to reach out, email us at hello at Sacred 662 00:46:32,000 --> 00:46:36,000 Speaker 1: Scandal podcast dot com, and you can follow us on 663 00:46:36,040 --> 00:46:38,160 Speaker 1: Instagram at Sacred Scandal