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Speaker 1: Hi, guys, welcome to another episode of Horrible Decisions. I

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Speaker 1: just want you all to take a home in a

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Speaker 1: silence one time. Maybe what are you doing? You know,

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Speaker 1: I got a little seem me in here. Welcome guy

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Speaker 1: in a studio, heney. I know, I'm excited lift song

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Speaker 1: and everything, even though they already did it. You know

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Speaker 1: she put the mask on for a fixed but we

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Speaker 1: don't take that, shi all real quick because we got

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Speaker 1: condom Voma mica y'all. Gotham Podcast Studio at thirty nine

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Speaker 1: West Street. Is that correct? That's the Adam finished, but

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Speaker 1: it's super affordable. We've been coming here for years. You

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Speaker 1: guys got to stop by. Thank you guys for being open,

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Speaker 1: you know what I mean. I'm glad to be back

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Speaker 1: in the studio. We was doing Zoom. I want to

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Speaker 1: shout out to everyone who rocked with us during the

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Speaker 1: goddamn everybody like here you go. I do want to

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Speaker 1: actually shout out to our listeners who have still rocked

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Speaker 1: with us at home. I know you have your children,

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Speaker 1: your pets, your spouse, and somehow you managed to find

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Speaker 1: headphones and still listen to what I mean, I can't

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Speaker 1: listen to podcasts in the house unless I'm cleaning or

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Speaker 1: less I'm alone, bit I ain't going. I was gonna

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Speaker 1: listen to the podcasts in front of my nigga and

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Speaker 1: he's like, why you like? My friends hate it. I

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Speaker 1: was in fucking Miami with Crystal and she's like, Bro,

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Speaker 1: you think I want to get dressed to fucking Joe Button.

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Speaker 1: I don't want to hear that nigga voice. And I

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Speaker 1: literally will listen to Joe Budden and the Read and between.

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Speaker 1: So Joe Button drops two episodes a week, three hours,

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Speaker 1: then the read be over two hours. That's all I

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Speaker 1: can fit in right now. You know what's funny? From

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Speaker 1: the Read? I fell from like I can't listen anything

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Speaker 1: for too long. But when I went to Mexico, I

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Speaker 1: kind of wanted to feel more normal. I was like,

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Speaker 1: I need more niggas in my life. So I started

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Speaker 1: playing the Read and it's funny because they're coming to room.

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Speaker 1: He'd be like, that's crazy. I know that ship about Keisicole.

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Speaker 1: All right, It's it's funny how like you can take

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Speaker 1: a break and like immediately feel like, oh my god,

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Speaker 1: how have I not been listening to this? So for

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Speaker 1: you bitches who even listening to our fucking show, how

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Speaker 1: well you know what you do know they try to

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Speaker 1: cancel us. But anyway, but y'all who is new because

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Speaker 1: y'all still heard us through the grapevine. Um, I'm a girl,

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Speaker 1: Mandy b a K A Mandy Baskins a K A

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Speaker 1: peg the Stallion a K full corpus aka that motherfucking bitch,

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Speaker 1: so uncomfortable and what I really listen, I have to

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Speaker 1: okay and I need to actually keep it growing. I

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Speaker 1: just haven't thought anyway. My name's speezy, and I am

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Speaker 1: not like a person that just like a K S

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Speaker 1: or whatever. The girl shut us talking about it. I

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Speaker 1: ain't a person, did anyway? See the clip recirculate where

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Speaker 1: you said we were talking about what we like the

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Speaker 1: same man. He goes, I'm trying to catch that nut,

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Speaker 1: and I said, that is so good. You know, it's crazy.

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Speaker 1: I actually was just talking to my toy friend about

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Speaker 1: it because he says I've only really asked him for

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Speaker 1: dick one, and I was like, damn, that's crazy because

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Speaker 1: when I was seven, you know, I literally hit him up,

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Speaker 1: like let me catch that nut. You want a nut,

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Speaker 1: let me and I will send him pick n emoji

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Speaker 1: now like that nut. Yeah, we're that nut going baby,

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Speaker 1: So dude, this is what why is is that ghetto? Man?

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Speaker 1: You know what? I go like, he calls it southern,

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Speaker 1: but then I realized, you don't like nothing southern, So

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Speaker 1: I don't think he really like. I mean, I say

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Speaker 1: it more sexy. Give me that nut, Give me the nut.

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Speaker 1: You don't ask for the nut. What do you call it? Combach,

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Speaker 1: it's synonyms. Okay, cynonylms. Anyway, let's go ahead and do

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Speaker 1: a little quick catch up because y'all we are solo.

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Speaker 1: There ain't no guests in the motherfucking bill. Dude, well,

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Speaker 1: I think we should do our horrible decisions catch up.

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Speaker 1: You guys. This isn't an announcement because we can't say

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Speaker 1: it yet, but Mandy and I are about to have

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Speaker 1: a boss. And this is really funny because yeah, we

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Speaker 1: can't say yet. I can't wait to afflect when there's

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Speaker 1: up with the manager, bitch? I mean, that's just what

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Speaker 1: it's gonna be. I'm excited, y'all. We have um some

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Speaker 1: news to tell y'all, so we ain't gonna tell y'all. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: it's probably gonna be after Labor Day, but I'm fine

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Speaker 1: with that, y'all. Um, By the way, um are we doing?

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Speaker 1: You said we're not doing the contest, right, So now

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Speaker 1: I won't say nothing about that. Never it's gonna be

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Speaker 1: much for me to catch up with. Y'all. Know, I

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Speaker 1: got my little toy friend and he surprised me the

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Speaker 1: other day. He no, bitchual, I get that all the time.

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Speaker 1: But he Um, he was supposed to take me to

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Speaker 1: home depot because I'm getting plants. Not that I'm gonna

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Speaker 1: And so I was like, babe, I need you to

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Speaker 1: and was like, so is the nude peach open? And

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Speaker 1: I was like, uh yeah. He was like would you

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Speaker 1: want to go? I said duh. He said I'll be

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Speaker 1: there in thirty Have you met me before? I Well,

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Speaker 1: I'm the one who told him about it. And he

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Speaker 1: and here we go going to the beach. So we

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Speaker 1: went to the Nude Beach. I had a great time.

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Speaker 1: He actually had a great time. Yeah we did. It's

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Speaker 1: it's in Sandy Hook, so Gonnason beat y'all know. I

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Speaker 1: can't even say the word what what? What was it else?

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Speaker 1: It was like a hurricane that ruined Sandy Hook to

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Speaker 1: right and then I don't know. All the trains was

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Speaker 1: But anyway, so we went to the nude Beach. Um

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Speaker 1: he actually got all the way nude. So it was exciting.

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Speaker 1: Wouldn't need dick down to his dick is so big,

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Speaker 1: but act I mean, because he's still like, I mean,

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Speaker 1: So we went there and it's crazy. Shout out to

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Speaker 1: Candice Vane, she was there, so I ran into her.

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Speaker 1: She was like, oh, y'all just looked so beautiful walking

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Speaker 1: up good but even so, yeah, y'all want to go

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Speaker 1: to the beach there as porn stars and all types

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Speaker 1: even know what all conversations we was having, but I

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Speaker 1: didn't let him know. I tell everybody he's my boyfriend,

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Speaker 1: my boyfriends. So I was like, okay, I guess you

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Speaker 1: understand your my boyfriend. Isn't it funny how that happens?

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Speaker 1: I pretty much. I was like, so like when you

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Speaker 1: know me as my boyfriend? Do you say toy friends? No?

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Speaker 1: I mean I told him on the show he's a

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Speaker 1: toy friend. But I mean I was like, my boy,

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Speaker 1: a toy friend? How you was like with toy friend? Um?

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Speaker 1: But we ended up. Um. I ended up Like it

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Speaker 1: was so nice for for I guess any of you

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Speaker 1: tell everybody, Um, but where, Like what the funk? This

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Speaker 1: didn't want to tell you about the sex club. Don't

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Speaker 1: do I know, but now I can't go there, but

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Speaker 1: And now you wanna be like, we can't tell everybody,

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Speaker 1: those of y'all who were interested. Um, so it was

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Speaker 1: probably much space out than Miami was. I actually did

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Speaker 1: He looked like he looked like a short big Clay Thompson.

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Speaker 1: So maybe he's makes with black but he looked white.

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Speaker 1: I don't know, but anyway white. No, he don't feel

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Speaker 1: I really do everything. I ain't gonna hold you, but

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Speaker 1: Like who's the nigger who dancing? Mike? Who? Who he

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Speaker 1: people that are like, okay, I got cold, I got you.

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Speaker 1: White people have to have to like put avoid Paul

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Speaker 1: wall Yes, Paul wall A, who's that white girl that

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Speaker 1: she's like, Oh, bad baby, Cyrus be doing it. Sometimes

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Speaker 1: it's not it's bad baby. That bed anyway bombs over

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Speaker 1: behind baby. Anyway, we did. We did end um the

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Speaker 1: was just nice. And guys, I just encourage you before

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Speaker 1: the end of the summer to text duh, which I

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Speaker 1: was drinking. I said, listen, I just wanted to get

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Speaker 1: So did. And so he had a little, you know,

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Speaker 1: a HORDRV bitch. Let's see what I felt like. I

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Speaker 1: wasn't an easy baker of and bit what's new? Oh

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Speaker 1: a bitch moved to Brooklyn and we got trying to leave,

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Speaker 1: and by the grace of God, yesterday I had a

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Speaker 1: ghastly But you said they fixed it, right, Yeah they did,

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Speaker 1: but I was still complained and it was my fault

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Speaker 1: because I was getting TV's mounted. But that's not the

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Speaker 1: like a party there years ago, and I was like,

421
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Speaker 1: I didn't have don't know in New York. I was like,

422
00:21:03,880 --> 00:21:07,600
Speaker 1: probably over by Edgewater, Yeah yeah, but right over there.

423
00:21:07,720 --> 00:21:09,560
Speaker 1: You know. I just really feel like this is my

424
00:21:09,760 --> 00:21:13,760
Speaker 1: time to just say irresponsible, she actually and be fun

425
00:21:13,880 --> 00:21:18,000
Speaker 1: because once I'm how accountable to company standards, I will

426
00:21:18,520 --> 00:21:21,320
Speaker 1: I will try my best to be as POC or

427
00:21:21,359 --> 00:21:26,000
Speaker 1: no as PC as PC no like y'all don't even

428
00:21:26,040 --> 00:21:27,680
Speaker 1: want to know. Y'all, y'all know why she's saying this,

429
00:21:28,000 --> 00:21:30,480
Speaker 1: because but she wrote me it was probably eight o'clock

430
00:21:30,480 --> 00:21:33,800
Speaker 1: in the morning, like, I'm really nervous about signing this deal. Now,

431
00:21:33,880 --> 00:21:36,680
Speaker 1: do you see what they're doing in Nick Cannon. She

432
00:21:37,840 --> 00:21:39,639
Speaker 1: literally was like, no, I'm not gonna be able to

433
00:21:39,680 --> 00:21:42,159
Speaker 1: say anything anymore once we signed to this business. And

434
00:21:42,359 --> 00:21:43,840
Speaker 1: She's like, I just don't know if I'm ready for

435
00:21:43,880 --> 00:21:46,600
Speaker 1: that type of pressure. I'm not. Eight o'clock in the morning,

436
00:21:46,880 --> 00:21:51,200
Speaker 1: she says me. Goddamn. I saw one clip that he

437
00:21:51,280 --> 00:21:54,000
Speaker 1: said we could talk about every place since whatever. I

438
00:21:54,040 --> 00:21:55,399
Speaker 1: saw the one clip where he was talking about how

439
00:21:55,400 --> 00:21:57,680
Speaker 1: white people are barbaric, and I was like, okay, no

440
00:21:57,800 --> 00:22:02,240
Speaker 1: offense for Rianna, and we do have a way, okay, whatever.

441
00:22:02,640 --> 00:22:05,280
Speaker 1: But then the issue is, and I know I sound

442
00:22:05,359 --> 00:22:07,840
Speaker 1: biased because of my father, but I was about to say,

443
00:22:07,960 --> 00:22:09,840
Speaker 1: is that it was Jews. But now I'm saying ship

444
00:22:09,920 --> 00:22:12,320
Speaker 1: that just didn't make sense, Like he was saying that

445
00:22:12,440 --> 00:22:16,600
Speaker 1: Jews weren't Semitic, right, So Semitic is it's the region,

446
00:22:16,680 --> 00:22:20,560
Speaker 1: it's afro Asian Attic, it's where you're from. And literally

447
00:22:20,640 --> 00:22:25,320
Speaker 1: geographically speaking, yes, Jews are. You can be a Ashkenazi Jew,

448
00:22:25,440 --> 00:22:27,560
Speaker 1: which is the white kind. You can be a Safarti Jew,

449
00:22:27,880 --> 00:22:29,760
Speaker 1: which is when I did my swab test why I

450
00:22:29,840 --> 00:22:32,000
Speaker 1: came out more than half black, because you could be

451
00:22:32,000 --> 00:22:34,280
Speaker 1: a North African Jew. So you can't just say a

452
00:22:34,400 --> 00:22:36,920
Speaker 1: group of religious people are wicked and do all this

453
00:22:36,960 --> 00:22:39,480
Speaker 1: ship when they're your brothers and sisters too. Now you

454
00:22:39,640 --> 00:22:41,960
Speaker 1: sound dumb, but I ain't gonna hold you. That's why

455
00:22:42,160 --> 00:22:46,560
Speaker 1: I really don't do the Christianity following because to me,

456
00:22:46,880 --> 00:22:50,440
Speaker 1: not to get into like the parts of where they're from,

457
00:22:50,800 --> 00:22:53,760
Speaker 1: but as far as Euro Americans and how they came

458
00:22:53,800 --> 00:22:57,840
Speaker 1: and colonized America when they were Christian, what they did

459
00:22:57,920 --> 00:23:00,439
Speaker 1: to slaves, and how they still viewed them selves as

460
00:23:00,520 --> 00:23:03,920
Speaker 1: Christians despite them going completely against what the Bible said,

461
00:23:04,119 --> 00:23:06,960
Speaker 1: and they were judging, you know, or or viewing black

462
00:23:07,040 --> 00:23:09,359
Speaker 1: people as three fifths of a person and all of

463
00:23:09,520 --> 00:23:11,040
Speaker 1: like the ship that they did to them. I'm just like,

464
00:23:11,320 --> 00:23:13,240
Speaker 1: there's no way you can really follow a Bible and

465
00:23:13,359 --> 00:23:15,359
Speaker 1: only pick out what suits you like. And that's my

466
00:23:15,440 --> 00:23:17,520
Speaker 1: thing with really hard thing too. It's like, you know,

467
00:23:18,040 --> 00:23:21,560
Speaker 1: we we can't go on this podcast and just say

468
00:23:21,640 --> 00:23:23,520
Speaker 1: shitty things about Muslims. I have nothing bad to say

469
00:23:23,520 --> 00:23:27,919
Speaker 1: about people do it every day. But as far as

470
00:23:27,960 --> 00:23:30,239
Speaker 1: just can't be a nick Cannon. First of all, when

471
00:23:30,280 --> 00:23:32,280
Speaker 1: I wh why I say that Nick Cannon's on his

472
00:23:32,400 --> 00:23:36,200
Speaker 1: doctor umar right now with a white following. Nick Cannon

473
00:23:36,320 --> 00:23:39,520
Speaker 1: is huge. He's realizable, not just to us, he is

474
00:23:39,600 --> 00:23:42,160
Speaker 1: a huge celebrity. And now you go and talk about

475
00:23:42,320 --> 00:23:45,160
Speaker 1: and white people love to throw out the Jews because

476
00:23:45,200 --> 00:23:49,080
Speaker 1: they have really no other super marginalized and disrespected people

477
00:23:49,440 --> 00:23:51,760
Speaker 1: within their blanket. So I feel like white people love

478
00:23:51,840 --> 00:23:54,200
Speaker 1: talking about the Jews were slaves too. They love to

479
00:23:54,240 --> 00:23:55,960
Speaker 1: tell you that. Well, I just want to let y'all know.

480
00:23:56,480 --> 00:23:59,520
Speaker 1: She literally early as hell in the morning, She's like,

481
00:24:00,119 --> 00:24:02,639
Speaker 1: we talk so much about white people. I'm just nervous

482
00:24:02,680 --> 00:24:04,159
Speaker 1: that we're not gonna get to do it anymore. And

483
00:24:04,280 --> 00:24:06,640
Speaker 1: I was like, bit y'all, I'm stay talking about them crackers.

484
00:24:07,040 --> 00:24:10,639
Speaker 1: Oh I definitely called our boss, and um, you know,

485
00:24:10,920 --> 00:24:14,800
Speaker 1: I just want to be sure because I'm doing accing.

486
00:24:17,640 --> 00:24:20,520
Speaker 1: See here you go. Now for those of you don't

487
00:24:20,600 --> 00:24:23,280
Speaker 1: like it, I do want you to know even understand

488
00:24:23,359 --> 00:24:26,159
Speaker 1: that you can start a podcast yourself and then you

489
00:24:26,240 --> 00:24:28,119
Speaker 1: get on there and you say, you know, what we

490
00:24:28,200 --> 00:24:32,959
Speaker 1: see is terrible accents. Do you do it there? But otherwise, well,

491
00:24:33,040 --> 00:24:34,639
Speaker 1: I do want it to This is gonna be a

492
00:24:34,760 --> 00:24:38,520
Speaker 1: blankt a fuck honestly about like how anything I do

493
00:24:38,640 --> 00:24:41,480
Speaker 1: in this show than because for me, I just feel

494
00:24:41,520 --> 00:24:44,399
Speaker 1: like I started that's just an outlet for my like

495
00:24:44,840 --> 00:24:48,960
Speaker 1: you know, like like whatever I'm trying to do on

496
00:24:49,080 --> 00:24:51,280
Speaker 1: this show is what I'm gonna fucking zo. What is

497
00:24:51,320 --> 00:24:53,320
Speaker 1: gonna be my accent? And I'm gonna just blanket this

498
00:24:53,440 --> 00:24:56,960
Speaker 1: statement real quick. I feel like every episode someone is

499
00:24:57,000 --> 00:25:00,720
Speaker 1: offended by motherfucking something. I said Maria um a few

500
00:25:00,760 --> 00:25:04,160
Speaker 1: episodes ago, and someone wanted me to issue an apology

501
00:25:04,200 --> 00:25:07,000
Speaker 1: to the working Latin X community, and I was just like, listen,

502
00:25:07,080 --> 00:25:10,720
Speaker 1: we just said to quantas. We don't said Karen, Keisha,

503
00:25:11,760 --> 00:25:14,440
Speaker 1: Tyrone were the name names. It's just what we do.

504
00:25:14,800 --> 00:25:17,040
Speaker 1: And if you offended, I'm just gonna go ahead and

505
00:25:17,119 --> 00:25:20,359
Speaker 1: just I apologize that if you're offended. But I'm just

506
00:25:20,400 --> 00:25:22,800
Speaker 1: gonna keep saying that. I'm almost getting exhausted. It is.

507
00:25:22,880 --> 00:25:25,920
Speaker 1: It's exhausting. Don't feel wrong. I'm a social justice warrior

508
00:25:26,000 --> 00:25:27,960
Speaker 1: two and I have Twitter fingers and I get angry

509
00:25:27,960 --> 00:25:30,480
Speaker 1: at people too. However, I think that this is the

510
00:25:30,560 --> 00:25:35,040
Speaker 1: main thing now, So don't fight the fight for someone

511
00:25:35,119 --> 00:25:38,639
Speaker 1: you know that's on your team, and that's what does

512
00:25:38,680 --> 00:25:41,800
Speaker 1: that mean. I'm gonna explain. That's really something to me,

513
00:25:42,000 --> 00:25:45,119
Speaker 1: Like when you see people that are actually violent or

514
00:25:45,200 --> 00:25:48,280
Speaker 1: you know, are holding racist, racist racism in their hearts,

515
00:25:48,320 --> 00:25:51,600
Speaker 1: perpetuating it, not employing people of color, not trying to

516
00:25:51,720 --> 00:25:54,880
Speaker 1: forward conversation. I see why y'all jumped down their throats,

517
00:25:55,000 --> 00:25:57,600
Speaker 1: but I understand that we're fighting the same fight too,

518
00:25:58,440 --> 00:26:03,360
Speaker 1: and by comedy, through joking around, through doing the things

519
00:26:03,440 --> 00:26:05,240
Speaker 1: we do on this show, making people laugh in a

520
00:26:05,359 --> 00:26:07,800
Speaker 1: lighthearted way. This is not only how we make money,

521
00:26:07,840 --> 00:26:10,280
Speaker 1: but this is how people enjoy themselves through us. We

522
00:26:10,320 --> 00:26:12,040
Speaker 1: can't always make money doing the show. You know what

523
00:26:12,080 --> 00:26:14,600
Speaker 1: I'm saying now, it's our jobs. But nothing has really

524
00:26:14,720 --> 00:26:16,960
Speaker 1: switched up. I will say that I've said things on

525
00:26:17,040 --> 00:26:19,480
Speaker 1: the show that I'm embarrassed about. I eat having the

526
00:26:19,640 --> 00:26:22,880
Speaker 1: google what the difference was with transgender or what pronoun

527
00:26:22,920 --> 00:26:26,040
Speaker 1: to use, Like I'm not there anymore. But certain jokes

528
00:26:26,119 --> 00:26:30,120
Speaker 1: I make I genuinely feel like y'all expect too much,

529
00:26:31,280 --> 00:26:34,760
Speaker 1: and sometimes that's hurtful when you know what fight we're fighting,

530
00:26:34,880 --> 00:26:37,760
Speaker 1: Like the things that we want to teach people on

531
00:26:37,880 --> 00:26:41,120
Speaker 1: this show, the men and the women that have come

532
00:26:41,200 --> 00:26:43,439
Speaker 1: to us at live shows and say, dude, I think

533
00:26:43,480 --> 00:26:46,719
Speaker 1: I was transphobic or homophobic or whatever. Someone jumped down

534
00:26:46,760 --> 00:26:48,680
Speaker 1: my throat the other day about changing the title of

535
00:26:48,720 --> 00:26:51,520
Speaker 1: the episode with Hope and Tahoe because it said Ami transphobic.

536
00:26:51,800 --> 00:26:53,480
Speaker 1: They're like, how funked up is this? I'm like, have

537
00:26:53,680 --> 00:26:57,200
Speaker 1: you listened to it? Bit right? It's just I don't know.

538
00:26:57,480 --> 00:26:59,960
Speaker 1: I feel like it's not gonna be for everybody, maybe

539
00:27:00,000 --> 00:27:01,920
Speaker 1: if you hear one episode, but for those of you

540
00:27:02,000 --> 00:27:03,560
Speaker 1: that like growing with us and laughing at us and

541
00:27:03,720 --> 00:27:06,879
Speaker 1: checking us, which we all appreciate, Like it's just for you.

542
00:27:07,240 --> 00:27:08,879
Speaker 1: But I ain't even gonna hold you when y'all come

543
00:27:08,920 --> 00:27:11,399
Speaker 1: with the bullshit BT you a post the ass home.

544
00:27:11,480 --> 00:27:13,680
Speaker 1: I don't want to get no more anyway, though, we're

545
00:27:13,680 --> 00:27:16,880
Speaker 1: gonna get into the Hord dirt, and y'all the Hord

546
00:27:16,920 --> 00:27:21,080
Speaker 1: dirt actually comes from my toy friend. Oh my god,

547
00:27:21,680 --> 00:27:27,040
Speaker 1: So when we have sex, right, damn did I delete

548
00:27:27,080 --> 00:27:30,600
Speaker 1: the goddamn thing? Where to go? So no, no, no, no,

549
00:27:31,880 --> 00:27:34,120
Speaker 1: I will not call aad. No. We needo tole say

550
00:27:34,160 --> 00:27:36,399
Speaker 1: that old Bays wizard Kelly because I only posted his

551
00:27:36,520 --> 00:27:39,360
Speaker 1: nose down, So you should just give us. I don't

552
00:27:39,400 --> 00:27:42,080
Speaker 1: already told you y'all getting that post. Y'all got enough

553
00:27:42,160 --> 00:27:44,320
Speaker 1: with a goddamn nickname. We'll put it. Let's see how

554
00:27:44,400 --> 00:27:46,640
Speaker 1: it sounds, and then we could have Ben to maybe

555
00:27:46,680 --> 00:27:52,639
Speaker 1: do a little a little little up anyway though. Um So,

556
00:27:52,880 --> 00:27:54,520
Speaker 1: the Hord Dirt For those of you who are not

557
00:27:54,720 --> 00:27:57,159
Speaker 1: hip or new time listeners, the Hord derv is a

558
00:27:57,200 --> 00:28:00,399
Speaker 1: segment where we give a sex tip. And this one

559
00:28:00,600 --> 00:28:02,720
Speaker 1: is a tip not only for men, but I wanted

560
00:28:02,760 --> 00:28:05,119
Speaker 1: to give it to women too, because this is a

561
00:28:05,240 --> 00:28:08,160
Speaker 1: sneaky way if your man is not saying hard while

562
00:28:08,200 --> 00:28:10,960
Speaker 1: y'all are having sex, if he's not if he's coming

563
00:28:11,040 --> 00:28:13,560
Speaker 1: once and can't get back hard, or if you just

564
00:28:13,680 --> 00:28:15,960
Speaker 1: find that he has some sort of e d. Again,

565
00:28:16,040 --> 00:28:18,080
Speaker 1: this is the tip four men and women. And this

566
00:28:18,280 --> 00:28:21,240
Speaker 1: is what my my toy friend said. He does drink

567
00:28:21,560 --> 00:28:25,760
Speaker 1: beat juice daily. Um. Low libido is a common problem

568
00:28:25,960 --> 00:28:29,840
Speaker 1: that's linked to stress, tiredness, or an underlying medical problem.

569
00:28:29,920 --> 00:28:31,600
Speaker 1: And I know with COVID right now a lot of

570
00:28:31,720 --> 00:28:34,359
Speaker 1: us are stressed and possibly tired of being sick and tired.

571
00:28:34,840 --> 00:28:38,320
Speaker 1: But drinking this unlikely vegetable juice could help to increase

572
00:28:38,400 --> 00:28:41,560
Speaker 1: your sex dribe. The root vegetable contains high levels of

573
00:28:41,640 --> 00:28:45,080
Speaker 1: the mineral boron, which boost the production of sexual hormones.

574
00:28:45,280 --> 00:28:49,280
Speaker 1: According to beat root juice maker be active. So we

575
00:28:49,480 --> 00:28:52,000
Speaker 1: were having this conversation because I legit had to ask

576
00:28:52,080 --> 00:28:54,880
Speaker 1: that nigga, you know, I had to asked him if

577
00:28:54,920 --> 00:28:56,440
Speaker 1: he either had a rod in his dick or if

578
00:28:56,480 --> 00:28:58,480
Speaker 1: he was popping viagraph because I was like, I have

579
00:28:58,600 --> 00:29:02,760
Speaker 1: never fucked a nigga like this this much to where

580
00:29:02,920 --> 00:29:06,720
Speaker 1: I'd be crawling, screaming, wanting to get away. Not that

581
00:29:06,800 --> 00:29:10,760
Speaker 1: I feel sore, but I feel like like like, I

582
00:29:10,880 --> 00:29:16,520
Speaker 1: feel like fuck. Like he comes like so he doesn't

583
00:29:16,520 --> 00:29:19,400
Speaker 1: work too long, but he'll nut and then put it

584
00:29:19,520 --> 00:29:22,600
Speaker 1: right back in four times here or it sucks too

585
00:29:22,680 --> 00:29:25,120
Speaker 1: longer he does that, he nuts and keeps going, and

586
00:29:25,200 --> 00:29:27,880
Speaker 1: I'm just like, so let me tell y'all, say he

587
00:29:28,000 --> 00:29:30,880
Speaker 1: comes for the bitch is a nut, So where does

588
00:29:30,920 --> 00:29:34,880
Speaker 1: he come? So it's it's different places. So, um, we

589
00:29:35,000 --> 00:29:38,800
Speaker 1: did different things. Now we do different things. Sometimes he'll

590
00:29:38,880 --> 00:29:41,920
Speaker 1: just like and squired on my chest and I'll go

591
00:29:42,120 --> 00:29:44,600
Speaker 1: like under my neck all the way down to my

592
00:29:44,720 --> 00:29:47,480
Speaker 1: tips and stomach. And then sometimes I mean, you know,

593
00:29:47,480 --> 00:29:51,440
Speaker 1: I still like swallowing, so it'll be a swallow sometimes um,

594
00:29:52,280 --> 00:29:53,800
Speaker 1: and some other times it'll be just right on a

595
00:29:53,840 --> 00:29:56,160
Speaker 1: little puss a little. I do love watching porn where

596
00:29:56,200 --> 00:29:58,040
Speaker 1: girls get came on and then they still get sucked.

597
00:29:58,040 --> 00:29:59,560
Speaker 1: I don't know what's and that's what he did. He

598
00:29:59,600 --> 00:30:02,560
Speaker 1: just get your lashes done. Yeah, cholester came out damn

599
00:30:02,640 --> 00:30:04,800
Speaker 1: for real with probably because I was crying. Oh yeah,

600
00:30:04,840 --> 00:30:08,640
Speaker 1: I see, it was just too anyway. I wanted to

601
00:30:09,000 --> 00:30:13,280
Speaker 1: talk about like the most recent time I got sucked

602
00:30:13,320 --> 00:30:14,640
Speaker 1: with him, and that's where I was just like, what

603
00:30:14,800 --> 00:30:16,680
Speaker 1: the fun is you doing? And this is how he

604
00:30:16,800 --> 00:30:19,320
Speaker 1: told me. It's beat juice, celery juice and then sometimes

605
00:30:19,360 --> 00:30:21,880
Speaker 1: some cold showers, but the beat juice, he said, help

606
00:30:21,920 --> 00:30:24,000
Speaker 1: send me drinks a daily. And he sucked me into

607
00:30:24,080 --> 00:30:27,320
Speaker 1: a fetal position and tears. So where listen, I don't

608
00:30:27,360 --> 00:30:31,320
Speaker 1: think you understand. Guys, I know seven used to out

609
00:30:31,320 --> 00:30:32,720
Speaker 1: of me. Why did you get in fetal and cry?

610
00:30:33,200 --> 00:30:35,560
Speaker 1: Because so with how he fucked me, I don't know

611
00:30:35,800 --> 00:30:38,440
Speaker 1: what it's like. Yes, he snatched my soul and I

612
00:30:38,520 --> 00:30:41,040
Speaker 1: know I snatched soles with with with my mouth, he

613
00:30:41,200 --> 00:30:43,720
Speaker 1: snatched the soul with like, let me tell you what

614
00:30:43,840 --> 00:30:47,080
Speaker 1: happened first. So I got really drunk for the July weekend.

615
00:30:47,760 --> 00:30:49,480
Speaker 1: And when I get drunk, because be saying a little

616
00:30:49,560 --> 00:30:52,600
Speaker 1: nasty ship. So I texted to like one o'clock like, oh,

617
00:30:52,680 --> 00:30:55,520
Speaker 1: I want to fill you in all my holes. I said,

618
00:30:56,080 --> 00:30:58,120
Speaker 1: I need to fill you in all of my holes

619
00:30:58,400 --> 00:31:01,600
Speaker 1: right now. I said to us on Friday one o'clock,

620
00:31:01,920 --> 00:31:04,360
Speaker 1: drunk as fuck, and you know, didn't see him Friday,

621
00:31:04,640 --> 00:31:07,600
Speaker 1: so we we fuck on Sunday. Bitch, let me tell

622
00:31:07,640 --> 00:31:11,800
Speaker 1: you what this motherfucking did. So we're fucking. He's on

623
00:31:11,920 --> 00:31:15,880
Speaker 1: top right next thing I know, bitch, he takes his

624
00:31:16,080 --> 00:31:19,760
Speaker 1: hand and puts three fingers in my mouth. Another rifice,

625
00:31:21,320 --> 00:31:24,720
Speaker 1: then he takes his other hand, puts it up underneath

626
00:31:24,800 --> 00:31:28,680
Speaker 1: me and fits two fingers in my asshole, then starts

627
00:31:28,880 --> 00:31:32,200
Speaker 1: fucking me, and and I was just like oh. And

628
00:31:32,280 --> 00:31:34,160
Speaker 1: then while he did it, he said, you said you

629
00:31:34,240 --> 00:31:37,840
Speaker 1: wanted all your holes field and I bit my whole

630
00:31:37,960 --> 00:31:40,080
Speaker 1: soul was snatched. Bitch, my whole, I said, I said,

631
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Speaker 1: all holes, not at one. Now. I didn't want to

632
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633
00:31:49,120 --> 00:31:53,080
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634
00:31:53,360 --> 00:31:56,800
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635
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636
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637
00:32:03,360 --> 00:32:05,440
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638
00:32:05,760 --> 00:32:08,200
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639
00:32:08,280 --> 00:32:12,920
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640
00:32:12,920 --> 00:32:15,680
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641
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642
00:32:19,120 --> 00:32:20,800
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643
00:32:20,880 --> 00:32:23,160
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644
00:32:23,200 --> 00:32:26,360
Speaker 1: I came to Florida for lashes. No, Mitch, nothing was

645
00:32:26,440 --> 00:32:30,200
Speaker 1: open here, um, but he fucked me into this fetal

646
00:32:30,240 --> 00:32:35,000
Speaker 1: position and my eyes were were were so burning that

647
00:32:35,120 --> 00:32:37,600
Speaker 1: I wanted to lay there and like ball, like to

648
00:32:37,760 --> 00:32:40,400
Speaker 1: where because I felt I felt like I was in pain,

649
00:32:40,480 --> 00:32:42,200
Speaker 1: but not pain, but it was pleasure. But I felt

650
00:32:42,240 --> 00:32:44,240
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651
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652
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653
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Speaker 1: you're okay. The only thing I could think of to say,

654
00:32:53,720 --> 00:32:58,200
Speaker 1: fuck nigga, what I feel telling nigga when he out

655
00:32:58,240 --> 00:33:01,760
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656
00:33:02,320 --> 00:33:04,520
Speaker 1: I want to say love you, but I wasn't gonna

657
00:33:04,520 --> 00:33:07,080
Speaker 1: say that, Just fuck you, nigga. How dare you make

658
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659
00:33:10,840 --> 00:33:14,840
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660
00:33:15,040 --> 00:33:18,040
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661
00:33:18,080 --> 00:33:20,320
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662
00:33:20,560 --> 00:33:23,000
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663
00:33:23,440 --> 00:33:28,680
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664
00:33:28,720 --> 00:33:31,280
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665
00:33:31,360 --> 00:33:32,800
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666
00:33:32,840 --> 00:33:35,360
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Speaker 1: So I'm excited to get into the horrible decision this week. Guys. Yeah,

690
00:34:47,800 --> 00:34:49,959
Speaker 1: because y'all know she don't read my preproduction. You didn't

691
00:34:49,960 --> 00:34:52,760
Speaker 1: send it, bitch, I'm reading it through the text message.

692
00:34:52,760 --> 00:34:54,400
Speaker 1: All you read with the homemail I sent you, Yes,

693
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Speaker 1: which that's all you must have sent. No. No, no, no, no,

694
00:34:56,400 --> 00:35:02,879
Speaker 1: no Ah, gotta scroll up. This bitch ain't even read

695
00:35:02,920 --> 00:35:06,240
Speaker 1: this ship anyways. Guys, I think because of the place

696
00:35:06,320 --> 00:35:08,840
Speaker 1: that Weezy and Iron not only with our our past

697
00:35:08,880 --> 00:35:14,600
Speaker 1: lovers that I shared what this I know, I know,

698
00:35:15,160 --> 00:35:18,359
Speaker 1: I know someone from my path I know. See. Can

699
00:35:18,400 --> 00:35:21,080
Speaker 1: I introduce the goddamn topic? Did we get into your feelings? Hope?

700
00:35:21,600 --> 00:35:26,360
Speaker 1: So y'all this week? It's really important because again, the

701
00:35:26,520 --> 00:35:29,840
Speaker 1: person that I'm I'm currently talking to now has completely

702
00:35:29,920 --> 00:35:31,520
Speaker 1: changed a lot of things that I've said in the past.

703
00:35:31,920 --> 00:35:36,520
Speaker 1: Weezy has had different lovers over the show where she

704
00:35:36,680 --> 00:35:38,520
Speaker 1: had all these feelings, but there was just a lot

705
00:35:38,600 --> 00:35:40,440
Speaker 1: going on, either with her job or with what they

706
00:35:40,560 --> 00:35:44,000
Speaker 1: had going on. And we don't know that a person

707
00:35:44,160 --> 00:35:46,040
Speaker 1: is wrong for us until we look back and see

708
00:35:46,120 --> 00:35:48,840
Speaker 1: that possibly just the timing was wrong. So the horrible

709
00:35:49,040 --> 00:35:53,000
Speaker 1: decision for this week is right person, wrong time. I

710
00:35:53,080 --> 00:35:54,920
Speaker 1: want to talk about that because we a lot of

711
00:35:55,000 --> 00:35:57,960
Speaker 1: times think that someone is right for us, and when

712
00:35:58,040 --> 00:36:00,920
Speaker 1: we look back, we realize, damn, they weren't even the

713
00:36:01,040 --> 00:36:03,840
Speaker 1: ones that we thought was right for us. And so

714
00:36:04,000 --> 00:36:06,600
Speaker 1: I wanted to talk about this because the heartbreaking truth

715
00:36:06,640 --> 00:36:09,040
Speaker 1: about it is meeting the right person at the wrong

716
00:36:09,160 --> 00:36:13,840
Speaker 1: time really just means that that's not the right person. Dude. Honestly,

717
00:36:14,440 --> 00:36:16,879
Speaker 1: this is just so weird for me because you don't

718
00:36:16,920 --> 00:36:22,640
Speaker 1: even know. I felt like that's what God, Icky is

719
00:36:22,760 --> 00:36:26,520
Speaker 1: so raw for me because somebody from my past. I

720
00:36:26,560 --> 00:36:28,840
Speaker 1: don't even want to say who it was because I

721
00:36:28,920 --> 00:36:32,920
Speaker 1: feel like maybe even something y'all will know him, and

722
00:36:33,120 --> 00:36:37,160
Speaker 1: it's like whatever. But you know, I had this conversation

723
00:36:37,280 --> 00:36:41,200
Speaker 1: recently where during Corona, I've been, you know, trying to

724
00:36:41,320 --> 00:36:43,400
Speaker 1: keep up with people that I care about, and you know,

725
00:36:44,560 --> 00:36:47,880
Speaker 1: just at whatever capacity that may be in a respectful

726
00:36:47,960 --> 00:36:51,720
Speaker 1: way to every single party then current level or whatever.

727
00:36:52,400 --> 00:36:56,440
Speaker 1: So basically this person was like, if you can't be

728
00:36:56,600 --> 00:36:58,680
Speaker 1: with me, then I don't need you to hit me

729
00:36:58,760 --> 00:37:01,920
Speaker 1: up anymore. Do me a favor. If you know I'm

730
00:37:01,960 --> 00:37:03,879
Speaker 1: in love with you and you know how I feel

731
00:37:03,920 --> 00:37:08,239
Speaker 1: about you and you can't reciprocate it and I can't

732
00:37:08,360 --> 00:37:10,040
Speaker 1: do this with you, don't hit me up, don't ask

733
00:37:10,080 --> 00:37:12,239
Speaker 1: me how I'm doing, don't even see me in the

734
00:37:12,280 --> 00:37:14,200
Speaker 1: street and speak to me. And it like broke my

735
00:37:14,360 --> 00:37:17,879
Speaker 1: heart because I was like, damn, it made me feel

736
00:37:18,040 --> 00:37:21,239
Speaker 1: terrible that like, of course I have loved for this person,

737
00:37:21,360 --> 00:37:23,480
Speaker 1: but like, why shut me out like that? And he

738
00:37:23,719 --> 00:37:29,000
Speaker 1: literally cannot handle us even being cordial if we're not together,

739
00:37:29,120 --> 00:37:31,600
Speaker 1: and he's like, don't fucking crash into my life. That

740
00:37:31,760 --> 00:37:33,400
Speaker 1: was like literally the words he said to me. And

741
00:37:33,440 --> 00:37:36,080
Speaker 1: I feel like shit. He's like, I can't watch you

742
00:37:36,160 --> 00:37:38,759
Speaker 1: with someone else. I can't be front row and root you,

743
00:37:39,000 --> 00:37:42,480
Speaker 1: like root for you with someone else. And was like,

744
00:37:42,920 --> 00:37:45,399
Speaker 1: no fucking way. And he was like, do you feel like, if,

745
00:37:46,280 --> 00:37:49,719
Speaker 1: if if coronavirus was happening and Old Bay wasn't in

746
00:37:49,800 --> 00:37:52,440
Speaker 1: the picture, that you would give a second chance with him?

747
00:37:52,480 --> 00:37:54,200
Speaker 1: I do you feel like you're in a space now

748
00:37:54,280 --> 00:37:56,120
Speaker 1: where maybe you could give him what you weren't able

749
00:37:56,120 --> 00:37:58,440
Speaker 1: to give him in the past or vice versa? Is

750
00:37:58,480 --> 00:37:59,920
Speaker 1: he able to give you what you think you want?

751
00:38:00,880 --> 00:38:04,880
Speaker 1: All that, I've been thinking about it, like why wasn't

752
00:38:04,920 --> 00:38:07,359
Speaker 1: I with him? And at the end of the day,

753
00:38:07,560 --> 00:38:10,680
Speaker 1: I just don't think we matched. And the sad part

754
00:38:10,719 --> 00:38:14,040
Speaker 1: about that is like love is just not enough. I

755
00:38:14,160 --> 00:38:16,839
Speaker 1: feel like you know what I'm talking about, because girl,

756
00:38:16,840 --> 00:38:23,399
Speaker 1: you'ven't been in love with so many niggas. Oh, but like, oh,

757
00:38:23,880 --> 00:38:26,160
Speaker 1: it's just see, I didn't even know you really love that,

758
00:38:26,280 --> 00:38:29,799
Speaker 1: nigga like that. I didn't really feel like I did,

759
00:38:30,040 --> 00:38:31,719
Speaker 1: but I didn't need to talk about it on the

760
00:38:31,760 --> 00:38:35,720
Speaker 1: show because I just didn't want to. And not everything.

761
00:38:35,800 --> 00:38:37,960
Speaker 1: I mean, I share less thing out there and some

762
00:38:38,040 --> 00:38:41,800
Speaker 1: hollow stories too, but yeah, I mean it really hit me, like,

763
00:38:42,000 --> 00:38:44,680
Speaker 1: oh wow, I did. It's just that, no, are just

764
00:38:44,880 --> 00:38:48,640
Speaker 1: lives don't fucking match. Like it's like love is just

765
00:38:48,800 --> 00:38:51,040
Speaker 1: not enough, and I kept thinking that it wasn't. I

766
00:38:51,080 --> 00:38:54,000
Speaker 1: had this conversation with Alex yesterday. I ran into him

767
00:38:54,000 --> 00:38:55,960
Speaker 1: in Larisa and we were talking and he was like, nigga,

768
00:38:56,040 --> 00:38:58,279
Speaker 1: like and I told him how hurt I was that

769
00:38:58,360 --> 00:38:59,839
Speaker 1: he said that. I was like, you know, I feel

770
00:39:00,040 --> 00:39:03,360
Speaker 1: had about fucking feeling heartbroken over some somebody like that

771
00:39:03,719 --> 00:39:05,880
Speaker 1: from my past, Like I felt guilty about it, but

772
00:39:06,280 --> 00:39:08,200
Speaker 1: also you know what you do feel like wow when

773
00:39:08,280 --> 00:39:10,920
Speaker 1: you see someone that feels that strongly about you and

774
00:39:11,040 --> 00:39:12,919
Speaker 1: you know there's nothing you could do about it because

775
00:39:12,960 --> 00:39:14,960
Speaker 1: and he said to me like, I know you love me,

776
00:39:15,320 --> 00:39:16,800
Speaker 1: but you don't love me like I love you, and

777
00:39:16,840 --> 00:39:20,160
Speaker 1: that's why I can't talk to you. And I was like, fuck,

778
00:39:20,719 --> 00:39:23,520
Speaker 1: it made me feel terrible, and no, we're not together

779
00:39:23,680 --> 00:39:25,759
Speaker 1: because it may feel like he was the right person

780
00:39:25,840 --> 00:39:29,000
Speaker 1: in moments, but long term or not. And he always

781
00:39:29,040 --> 00:39:31,279
Speaker 1: says that, like I think in spreadsheets, He's like, you're

782
00:39:31,280 --> 00:39:33,480
Speaker 1: not with me because you have a spreadsheet mind. You

783
00:39:33,520 --> 00:39:35,880
Speaker 1: want to plan your things like this and blah bla

784
00:39:35,880 --> 00:39:37,840
Speaker 1: blah blah blah. And actually it's funny because out of

785
00:39:37,880 --> 00:39:40,600
Speaker 1: the two of us, I'm not that person. But realistically,

786
00:39:40,640 --> 00:39:42,279
Speaker 1: I kind of do plan my life a little bit

787
00:39:42,320 --> 00:39:44,920
Speaker 1: in a way. And when I think about it, I'm like, no,

788
00:39:46,040 --> 00:39:48,879
Speaker 1: it doesn't fit. We don't fit. I like certain things,

789
00:39:49,160 --> 00:39:52,040
Speaker 1: you don't like certain things. It's too much classic clashing.

790
00:39:52,239 --> 00:39:54,839
Speaker 1: And I do believe that just because there's love there,

791
00:39:55,080 --> 00:39:57,800
Speaker 1: it doesn't mean anything when opposites don't really attract. In

792
00:39:57,880 --> 00:40:00,840
Speaker 1: my book, I do not think and I know people

793
00:40:00,920 --> 00:40:04,759
Speaker 1: say it maybe extroverted introvert attracts, But as far as

794
00:40:04,840 --> 00:40:09,279
Speaker 1: like that, my my nigga is definitely understand quiet because

795
00:40:09,680 --> 00:40:13,480
Speaker 1: that's a balance when you the interests aren't there. And

796
00:40:13,640 --> 00:40:16,080
Speaker 1: like even the stuff worn times where he'd be condescending,

797
00:40:16,200 --> 00:40:19,600
Speaker 1: like I'll remember one conversation. This is so basic to say,

798
00:40:20,160 --> 00:40:23,000
Speaker 1: and I hope he doesn't hear this, but it's simple

799
00:40:23,600 --> 00:40:25,279
Speaker 1: but he because they have enough money for you. But

800
00:40:25,360 --> 00:40:29,279
Speaker 1: we ain't gonna talk about that's not true. He said

801
00:40:29,360 --> 00:40:32,520
Speaker 1: to me something about Soho House, like why do you

802
00:40:32,600 --> 00:40:36,920
Speaker 1: even go there? And like he said something about how

803
00:40:37,000 --> 00:40:38,880
Speaker 1: they like treat people, and like, well, why would you

804
00:40:38,920 --> 00:40:40,280
Speaker 1: want to be in a place like that? And Dad,

805
00:40:40,280 --> 00:40:42,640
Speaker 1: and I'm like, look there are places and I'm like,

806
00:40:42,800 --> 00:40:44,480
Speaker 1: I just it bothered me so much because I'm like,

807
00:40:44,520 --> 00:40:46,920
Speaker 1: I want to do elevated ship, whether it be travels

808
00:40:46,960 --> 00:40:49,160
Speaker 1: somewhere or go to a luxury hotel. And you may

809
00:40:49,280 --> 00:40:52,000
Speaker 1: always think like that, and I can't be with someone

810
00:40:52,080 --> 00:40:55,080
Speaker 1: that's fucking thinking like that. I don't like simple shit.

811
00:40:55,520 --> 00:40:57,520
Speaker 1: I just like, that's why I want to spend my

812
00:40:57,600 --> 00:41:01,040
Speaker 1: money on. I want to fucking eat over priced food

813
00:41:01,080 --> 00:41:05,000
Speaker 1: because I can't. I like to see you, okam down

814
00:41:05,160 --> 00:41:07,239
Speaker 1: but the same way, man, I know, I know, but

815
00:41:07,480 --> 00:41:09,600
Speaker 1: I know I know. So you feel me because I do.

816
00:41:09,800 --> 00:41:13,480
Speaker 1: I do, but I don't lead me out at the

817
00:41:13,560 --> 00:41:16,600
Speaker 1: daily So well, I okay, but do you tell me

818
00:41:16,680 --> 00:41:18,000
Speaker 1: that when you spend your money and you want to

819
00:41:18,040 --> 00:41:20,759
Speaker 1: congratulate yourself is yeah, I go to lights, Okay, I

820
00:41:20,800 --> 00:41:23,239
Speaker 1: don't want to feel good. Look my eyes don't even

821
00:41:23,280 --> 00:41:24,600
Speaker 1: eat a lot, so I'll be like, let me go

822
00:41:24,719 --> 00:41:27,439
Speaker 1: somewhere with the crudo, the little yellow crudo, that's my sheet.

823
00:41:28,360 --> 00:41:30,440
Speaker 1: What I like the little raw fish. I just felt like,

824
00:41:31,160 --> 00:41:32,919
Speaker 1: at the end of the day, love is not enough

825
00:41:33,320 --> 00:41:37,160
Speaker 1: when in the long term ship like it just won't work.

826
00:41:37,239 --> 00:41:38,919
Speaker 1: I know the kind of ship I need in my life.

827
00:41:39,160 --> 00:41:40,880
Speaker 1: I know the kind of person I am, and I

828
00:41:41,000 --> 00:41:43,600
Speaker 1: know I don't want to feel guilty because I'm about

829
00:41:43,640 --> 00:41:44,880
Speaker 1: to tell you I'm about to do this ship with

830
00:41:44,920 --> 00:41:47,600
Speaker 1: my home girls. Yeah, I want to spend twenty three

831
00:41:47,640 --> 00:41:50,239
Speaker 1: dollars on a drink because I want to because I can.

832
00:41:50,600 --> 00:41:53,000
Speaker 1: I don't want to be like to me when I

833
00:41:53,160 --> 00:41:55,440
Speaker 1: when I read this, and even with what's going on

834
00:41:55,640 --> 00:42:03,000
Speaker 1: now with with my dating life. UM Jacksonville, Um, he's been.

835
00:42:03,280 --> 00:42:05,480
Speaker 1: He reached out to me, Darren Cornsine, you were in

836
00:42:05,760 --> 00:42:08,640
Speaker 1: love with him. The only times I've ever heard you cry,

837
00:42:08,640 --> 00:42:11,839
Speaker 1: if it wasn't for like a crisis, was him when

838
00:42:11,880 --> 00:42:13,680
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839
00:42:13,719 --> 00:42:16,120
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840
00:42:16,200 --> 00:42:18,680
Speaker 1: went down and spent over a week with him in Jacksonville,

841
00:42:18,760 --> 00:42:21,200
Speaker 1: and he wanted I don't know if they have to.

842
00:42:21,360 --> 00:42:24,200
Speaker 1: They have to. Oh girl, perpendiculated and hit me up.

843
00:42:24,600 --> 00:42:29,160
Speaker 1: Um fucking golden showered and hit me up. If I

844
00:42:29,280 --> 00:42:30,920
Speaker 1: tell you, all the niggas want to pass that to

845
00:42:31,040 --> 00:42:33,480
Speaker 1: hit me up. Dear motherfucker quarantine. I'm like they realized

846
00:42:33,480 --> 00:42:37,719
Speaker 1: that here about somebody. So Jacksonville hit me up and

847
00:42:37,880 --> 00:42:39,360
Speaker 1: I was like, oh my god, I'm so proud to

848
00:42:39,400 --> 00:42:41,640
Speaker 1: see the things you're doing, everything that you said you

849
00:42:41,680 --> 00:42:44,440
Speaker 1: would do and mind you. Um, when I did this,

850
00:42:44,520 --> 00:42:47,080
Speaker 1: I was what twenty two maybe twenty three when I

851
00:42:47,120 --> 00:42:49,240
Speaker 1: went down there, and we were talking about like furthering

852
00:42:49,280 --> 00:42:51,880
Speaker 1: our relationship. And what's crazy is we're about ten or

853
00:42:51,920 --> 00:42:54,880
Speaker 1: eleven years in age difference. And so back then when

854
00:42:54,920 --> 00:42:56,719
Speaker 1: I went down there, I have a little I have

855
00:42:56,840 --> 00:42:59,000
Speaker 1: a little crop tops. He hated me wearing crop tops.

856
00:42:59,760 --> 00:43:01,680
Speaker 1: I had porn star sex all the time, which he

857
00:43:01,719 --> 00:43:03,200
Speaker 1: didn't like. And he also didn't like that I was

858
00:43:03,280 --> 00:43:06,160
Speaker 1: bisexual and dealt with women. And at the time I

859
00:43:06,200 --> 00:43:08,640
Speaker 1: was a bartender. This was before getting back into school

860
00:43:08,640 --> 00:43:11,480
Speaker 1: and all of this stuff, and so at that time

861
00:43:11,760 --> 00:43:14,319
Speaker 1: I was ready. I thought I was. At twenty two,

862
00:43:14,360 --> 00:43:15,640
Speaker 1: I was like, I just want to be with you.

863
00:43:16,080 --> 00:43:19,000
Speaker 1: I'm ready If marriage. Whatever you want, I'll give to you.

864
00:43:19,160 --> 00:43:21,040
Speaker 1: I'll moved down tore like. I was really in a

865
00:43:21,080 --> 00:43:22,640
Speaker 1: space where I was like, I can give you everything

866
00:43:22,680 --> 00:43:24,560
Speaker 1: you want. I'm a good woman at the time. I'll

867
00:43:24,560 --> 00:43:26,959
Speaker 1: be honest with you. A bitch couldn't really boil water.

868
00:43:27,280 --> 00:43:29,960
Speaker 1: So I'm really saying all this ship, but I couldn't cook.

869
00:43:30,040 --> 00:43:33,400
Speaker 1: I couldn't like realistically, I still did want to have

870
00:43:33,520 --> 00:43:35,160
Speaker 1: fun and go to the club and be you know,

871
00:43:35,640 --> 00:43:38,600
Speaker 1: do whole trips and all that stuff like that. I

872
00:43:38,840 --> 00:43:40,759
Speaker 1: was young, but in my mind I did think I

873
00:43:40,880 --> 00:43:42,799
Speaker 1: was ready and I thought that he was the most

874
00:43:42,880 --> 00:43:45,080
Speaker 1: perfect man for me. Our sex was amazing. I had

875
00:43:45,080 --> 00:43:48,560
Speaker 1: a great time with him. His job, like he traveled,

876
00:43:48,640 --> 00:43:50,960
Speaker 1: so I always met him like other cities, like around

877
00:43:50,960 --> 00:43:54,200
Speaker 1: Florida sometimes. But I was just like, I'm ready to

878
00:43:54,320 --> 00:43:56,520
Speaker 1: be with you. And it's funny because I look back

879
00:43:56,600 --> 00:44:00,400
Speaker 1: now and bitch, there was nothing about me that was

880
00:44:00,440 --> 00:44:02,320
Speaker 1: ready for a relationship. And he would tell me that,

881
00:44:02,960 --> 00:44:05,719
Speaker 1: and I would think, it's because you see in that

882
00:44:05,920 --> 00:44:08,480
Speaker 1: moment the idea of a man that you'd want to

883
00:44:08,560 --> 00:44:11,319
Speaker 1: be with. Yes, but so you're like, that's what I want.

884
00:44:11,400 --> 00:44:13,399
Speaker 1: That's what I want, man. But even though your life

885
00:44:13,480 --> 00:44:16,000
Speaker 1: isn't ready and I wasn't ready. Just me, honestly, if

886
00:44:16,040 --> 00:44:18,840
Speaker 1: you're meant to be, it'll happen. I think the reason

887
00:44:18,960 --> 00:44:22,520
Speaker 1: that I'm feeling so guilty in this moment right now

888
00:44:22,760 --> 00:44:24,279
Speaker 1: is because one of the things he said to me

889
00:44:24,480 --> 00:44:27,920
Speaker 1: was like, you don't want me, And like hearing those

890
00:44:27,920 --> 00:44:30,239
Speaker 1: words hurt when you know you care about someone, you

891
00:44:30,320 --> 00:44:32,120
Speaker 1: know what I mean, And like that's how you feel

892
00:44:32,280 --> 00:44:34,560
Speaker 1: when someone can't be with you, You feel like you

893
00:44:34,640 --> 00:44:36,520
Speaker 1: don't want me. But but I don't believe that's true.

894
00:44:36,600 --> 00:44:38,719
Speaker 1: But also I'm to the point now too where I

895
00:44:38,840 --> 00:44:41,440
Speaker 1: realized as far as being a hole, not only being

896
00:44:41,440 --> 00:44:44,600
Speaker 1: a hole, but like y'all know, I really like me

897
00:44:44,719 --> 00:44:47,440
Speaker 1: some fella bay. And when I met him, I was

898
00:44:47,880 --> 00:44:50,440
Speaker 1: in my third or fourth year of college. I was

899
00:44:50,560 --> 00:44:53,680
Speaker 1: just about to start um e y, so I was

900
00:44:53,760 --> 00:44:56,240
Speaker 1: just starting my career and in my mind, nothing about

901
00:44:56,320 --> 00:44:59,520
Speaker 1: him fit that. But also my money still wasn't necessarily

902
00:44:59,560 --> 00:45:01,480
Speaker 1: where I want it it to be, so in my mind,

903
00:45:01,520 --> 00:45:05,040
Speaker 1: I still when I dated someone, I thought about, okay, financially,

904
00:45:05,080 --> 00:45:07,040
Speaker 1: what could this person do for me? And so now

905
00:45:07,160 --> 00:45:09,640
Speaker 1: I'm at a time where my heart is open because

906
00:45:09,760 --> 00:45:12,160
Speaker 1: I don't have that ulterior motive of wanting a man

907
00:45:12,520 --> 00:45:15,600
Speaker 1: with super high finances because I don't need someone to

908
00:45:15,640 --> 00:45:18,759
Speaker 1: finance my life anymore. So even the ideas of dating. Now,

909
00:45:19,160 --> 00:45:22,799
Speaker 1: I'm realizing I was looking at men and dating men

910
00:45:22,920 --> 00:45:24,400
Speaker 1: to see what they could do for me because I

911
00:45:24,520 --> 00:45:27,479
Speaker 1: wasn't completely fulfilled with myself. And now that I feel

912
00:45:27,520 --> 00:45:30,040
Speaker 1: like I can buy what I want, I'm living comfortably.

913
00:45:30,320 --> 00:45:33,880
Speaker 1: I'm doing what I do. So even let me tell you,

914
00:45:34,480 --> 00:45:36,279
Speaker 1: I was stressed because this week I knew I had

915
00:45:36,320 --> 00:45:39,239
Speaker 1: to call with uh with my lawyer talking to you

916
00:45:39,719 --> 00:45:42,280
Speaker 1: set up calls. I have a whole new company I'm building,

917
00:45:42,320 --> 00:45:44,960
Speaker 1: which is fucking stressing me out, and then I'm starting

918
00:45:45,040 --> 00:45:47,120
Speaker 1: my trucking business. So I just have all of this

919
00:45:47,200 --> 00:45:50,879
Speaker 1: stuff this week, and he like, We're on the phone

920
00:45:50,920 --> 00:45:52,640
Speaker 1: and I'm telling him literally everything I have to do.

921
00:45:52,719 --> 00:45:54,239
Speaker 1: I know we're coming to the studio. I'm like, it's

922
00:45:54,280 --> 00:45:58,480
Speaker 1: a whole cluster fuck this week. And the thing that

923
00:45:58,600 --> 00:46:01,839
Speaker 1: he said to me that just had me like, oh

924
00:46:01,920 --> 00:46:05,080
Speaker 1: my god, You're exactly what I wanted. I sat here

925
00:46:05,160 --> 00:46:06,759
Speaker 1: and told him everything I was doing this week, and

926
00:46:06,840 --> 00:46:08,600
Speaker 1: he was like, well, what do you need me to do?

927
00:46:09,800 --> 00:46:12,360
Speaker 1: And him just saying that. My response was, I just

928
00:46:12,480 --> 00:46:16,080
Speaker 1: want you to be with me on whatever days I

929
00:46:16,160 --> 00:46:18,520
Speaker 1: have some free time. I just want you to come

930
00:46:18,560 --> 00:46:21,400
Speaker 1: over and take me to home. People. But I literally

931
00:46:21,480 --> 00:46:23,080
Speaker 1: just said I just I just want your company as

932
00:46:23,080 --> 00:46:25,000
Speaker 1: an escape. Like when I'm with him, my phone is

933
00:46:25,000 --> 00:46:27,160
Speaker 1: in another room, I don't open it and we just

934
00:46:27,680 --> 00:46:30,120
Speaker 1: have our own the oldest so but she did had

935
00:46:30,160 --> 00:46:32,280
Speaker 1: me watch all these movies from the eighties and nineties.

936
00:46:32,280 --> 00:46:35,480
Speaker 1: I was like, looking, look at all is probably something

937
00:46:35,640 --> 00:46:39,640
Speaker 1: like you never had no from other men. I haven't know.

938
00:46:39,840 --> 00:46:41,359
Speaker 1: It's really when when you live in the same city

939
00:46:41,440 --> 00:46:43,080
Speaker 1: or so. I told him that. When I was drunk too,

940
00:46:43,160 --> 00:46:45,120
Speaker 1: I was like, this is why I don't I gotta

941
00:46:45,160 --> 00:46:47,360
Speaker 1: stop drinking. I'd just be opening up around are so

942
00:46:47,360 --> 00:46:50,239
Speaker 1: we at the beach, I'm naked as still stroking his dick,

943
00:46:50,560 --> 00:46:52,040
Speaker 1: and I just like, I just want to let you know,

944
00:46:52,320 --> 00:46:54,759
Speaker 1: like all the other guys in my past, yeah, they

945
00:46:54,800 --> 00:46:56,759
Speaker 1: gave me gifts and flew me around the world and

946
00:46:57,280 --> 00:46:59,239
Speaker 1: did all of these things for me, But I never

947
00:46:59,400 --> 00:47:02,160
Speaker 1: got to time that you give me. And I'm sure

948
00:47:02,200 --> 00:47:04,520
Speaker 1: he just thought that he calls me since his name

949
00:47:04,640 --> 00:47:07,920
Speaker 1: is Hippo senseius for sensitive hippos, because I think he

950
00:47:07,960 --> 00:47:11,240
Speaker 1: a hypocrite. He'd be talking about me traveling. But I'm like, nigga,

951
00:47:11,280 --> 00:47:14,719
Speaker 1: you you go around everybody, you with your daddy one day,

952
00:47:14,760 --> 00:47:16,960
Speaker 1: your sister the next, your homeboys the next year. You

953
00:47:17,040 --> 00:47:20,239
Speaker 1: know what I mean? So yes, I'm like, they don't

954
00:47:20,239 --> 00:47:22,560
Speaker 1: talk about me flying, and you'll ask around different people

955
00:47:22,600 --> 00:47:24,560
Speaker 1: every day which your hippocrite or something. For those of

956
00:47:24,600 --> 00:47:26,400
Speaker 1: you guys are scared to travel, the second you get

957
00:47:26,440 --> 00:47:28,560
Speaker 1: on the plane, you'll be like, oh, okay, I mean,

958
00:47:28,600 --> 00:47:30,160
Speaker 1: I ain't gonna hold you. I told you I'd rather

959
00:47:30,200 --> 00:47:32,400
Speaker 1: I feel more comfortable in the sex clubs than Home Goods.

960
00:47:32,560 --> 00:47:35,320
Speaker 1: You know, my Marshals allows a hundred and four people

961
00:47:35,440 --> 00:47:39,320
Speaker 1: in there. I don't know like, but and Home Goods

962
00:47:39,640 --> 00:47:42,879
Speaker 1: allows ninety. The sex club ain't allowing that many people.

963
00:47:42,960 --> 00:47:45,080
Speaker 1: So I'm saved. I feel like we could safer in

964
00:47:45,120 --> 00:47:49,280
Speaker 1: the sun. I have ways that I'm carrying on about

965
00:47:49,400 --> 00:47:51,719
Speaker 1: living my life now, and y'all could be judgy about

966
00:47:51,719 --> 00:47:53,160
Speaker 1: it or not. I don't give a fun his mind

967
00:47:53,239 --> 00:47:56,120
Speaker 1: to live. The only reason I'm gonna keep getting tested

968
00:47:56,560 --> 00:48:00,000
Speaker 1: is because of other people. At this point, I feel

969
00:48:00,000 --> 00:48:02,640
Speaker 1: alike for my space and mental health. I do need

970
00:48:02,719 --> 00:48:06,040
Speaker 1: to socialize my nigga I have. I was thinking, no

971
00:48:06,239 --> 00:48:10,239
Speaker 1: bullshit crazy ask thoughts about like, oh how long would

972
00:48:10,280 --> 00:48:12,160
Speaker 1: this last? How long could I live like this? Like

973
00:48:12,320 --> 00:48:15,120
Speaker 1: being you know, fucking I just want to apologize to

974
00:48:15,280 --> 00:48:18,160
Speaker 1: a happy life, right, I'm not not. Nothing is going

975
00:48:18,200 --> 00:48:20,680
Speaker 1: wrong with me. My parents are healthy, my money is plentiful.

976
00:48:20,960 --> 00:48:24,480
Speaker 1: I'm happy as far as my relationship, and I legit,

977
00:48:25,320 --> 00:48:27,560
Speaker 1: I was thinking, how long can I be alive like this?

978
00:48:28,000 --> 00:48:30,960
Speaker 1: That's crazy? Ship. So the thing that I'm doing is

979
00:48:31,040 --> 00:48:35,319
Speaker 1: boosting my immune system, keeping myself healthy, keeping active, keeping

980
00:48:35,360 --> 00:48:38,360
Speaker 1: my body heavy and alkaline, trying to oxygenate my blood.

981
00:48:38,680 --> 00:48:41,239
Speaker 1: And that's all I could sucking do. Would you say?

982
00:48:41,840 --> 00:48:45,279
Speaker 1: Oxygen oxygen eight? Hold on you? You know, I gotta

983
00:48:45,280 --> 00:48:46,960
Speaker 1: see you. That's the word, because I'm a comfy o

984
00:48:47,040 --> 00:48:52,640
Speaker 1: with oxygen. Oxygen. Oh b, it is a word, Okay,

985
00:48:52,960 --> 00:48:56,799
Speaker 1: oxygen supply, treat charger, enrich with it is a verb

986
00:48:57,400 --> 00:49:00,040
Speaker 1: with objects, Okay. Anyway, Yeah, We're gonna get into the

987
00:49:00,120 --> 00:49:03,239
Speaker 1: motherfucker homemail this week. And I sent this Sweezy and

988
00:49:03,360 --> 00:49:06,239
Speaker 1: she was like, bro, is this are these people real?

989
00:49:06,680 --> 00:49:08,520
Speaker 1: So they d m me. I'm not gonna put it.

990
00:49:08,800 --> 00:49:10,520
Speaker 1: They DM me on Twitter. I won't put out their name,

991
00:49:10,560 --> 00:49:13,799
Speaker 1: but they are located in Detroit. Um, so I'll ask

992
00:49:13,920 --> 00:49:15,640
Speaker 1: him if I can put his name out. If any

993
00:49:15,680 --> 00:49:19,800
Speaker 1: of you men listening want to offer up your services again, guys,

994
00:49:19,880 --> 00:49:22,960
Speaker 1: if you guys want to send in a homemail d MS,

995
00:49:23,000 --> 00:49:24,719
Speaker 1: I lose. I only have this because they sent it

996
00:49:24,840 --> 00:49:26,600
Speaker 1: this morning. But if you guys want to send us

997
00:49:26,680 --> 00:49:30,279
Speaker 1: a homemail, make sure you write us at horrible decisions

998
00:49:30,520 --> 00:49:35,359
Speaker 1: at Gmail don't comb So this starts off, UM, good morning.

999
00:49:35,480 --> 00:49:37,560
Speaker 1: I hope I caught you at an extremely giving and

1000
00:49:37,640 --> 00:49:41,800
Speaker 1: generous mood. Listen, he really needed some help, but this

1001
00:49:41,960 --> 00:49:44,960
Speaker 1: is crazy what he needed help with. Bro. I've listened

1002
00:49:44,960 --> 00:49:48,000
Speaker 1: to your podcast off and on for years and love it.

1003
00:49:49,440 --> 00:49:54,160
Speaker 1: Long story short, I'm addicted to my wife getting fucked

1004
00:49:54,239 --> 00:49:58,319
Speaker 1: in front of me like MMF train, I don't care.

1005
00:49:58,960 --> 00:50:03,239
Speaker 1: Problem is the niggas dicks are too small. I'm well

1006
00:50:03,360 --> 00:50:05,760
Speaker 1: endowed myself, but I'm not opposed to my wife getting

1007
00:50:05,760 --> 00:50:09,080
Speaker 1: a dick. My size are bigger. I actually theme for it.

1008
00:50:09,640 --> 00:50:12,360
Speaker 1: We just suck at finding guys. We're in Detroit and

1009
00:50:12,440 --> 00:50:15,200
Speaker 1: it's not that really many attractive black couples we can

1010
00:50:15,280 --> 00:50:18,640
Speaker 1: find any tips or tips just getting niggas for her

1011
00:50:19,000 --> 00:50:20,680
Speaker 1: and the ones that know how to shut up and

1012
00:50:20,760 --> 00:50:23,520
Speaker 1: not run their mouth if you're running his wife at

1013
00:50:23,560 --> 00:50:28,240
Speaker 1: their pleasure. To put it into perspective, I want my wife,

1014
00:50:28,880 --> 00:50:31,600
Speaker 1: you know right. I want my wife to be like

1015
00:50:32,000 --> 00:50:34,839
Speaker 1: the woman from She's gotta have it and get dick

1016
00:50:35,280 --> 00:50:38,080
Speaker 1: that she wants because I genuinely love it for her.

1017
00:50:38,560 --> 00:50:42,320
Speaker 1: We swing and I just love seeing her get berated

1018
00:50:42,440 --> 00:50:45,560
Speaker 1: with dix and her being open as a woman. It

1019
00:50:45,640 --> 00:50:48,520
Speaker 1: doesn't change my love for her, It actually amplifies it.

1020
00:50:48,960 --> 00:50:51,520
Speaker 1: My favorite porn start, she's my favorite porn start to

1021
00:50:51,560 --> 00:50:54,480
Speaker 1: clean up and my best friend as a woman and

1022
00:50:54,600 --> 00:50:57,480
Speaker 1: a quote unquote or I hope you can understand. I

1023
00:50:57,600 --> 00:50:59,800
Speaker 1: want her to do me how men do women, and

1024
00:51:00,040 --> 00:51:03,640
Speaker 1: it fuckeding creamed in. Like Wheezy said before, I want

1025
00:51:03,680 --> 00:51:06,920
Speaker 1: to be my wife's nasty stag, but she needs bigger

1026
00:51:07,160 --> 00:51:10,759
Speaker 1: and better dicks. Any advice, I just want to look

1027
00:51:10,800 --> 00:51:16,040
Speaker 1: a stagg really is a stag a horse? It's an animal, right,

1028
00:51:16,200 --> 00:51:18,640
Speaker 1: a male dear. But I want to see if it means, oh,

1029
00:51:18,680 --> 00:51:20,440
Speaker 1: it's a male dear. I know it was like an

1030
00:51:20,480 --> 00:51:24,440
Speaker 1: animal dear or same thing. So before we start, I'll

1031
00:51:24,480 --> 00:51:28,200
Speaker 1: actually got it. Stag Urban Dictionary the male half of

1032
00:51:28,239 --> 00:51:31,360
Speaker 1: a relationship who allows and find sexual gratification in allowing

1033
00:51:31,560 --> 00:51:33,480
Speaker 1: and even encouraging his female partner to have sex with

1034
00:51:33,480 --> 00:51:35,440
Speaker 1: other men. Why why do you read so fast? I

1035
00:51:35,480 --> 00:51:37,560
Speaker 1: think they would love this definition? So can you slow it?

1036
00:51:38,760 --> 00:51:44,360
Speaker 1: What I was? Real? Ship? I felt like it was

1037
00:51:44,560 --> 00:51:47,480
Speaker 1: my brain is on a hundred. The male half of

1038
00:51:47,520 --> 00:51:52,080
Speaker 1: a relationship who allows and find sexual gratification in allowing

1039
00:51:52,200 --> 00:51:55,320
Speaker 1: and even encouraging his female partner to have sex with

1040
00:51:55,400 --> 00:51:57,760
Speaker 1: other men. Not to be confused with the cup hold,

1041
00:51:57,960 --> 00:52:01,759
Speaker 1: because the male is typically weak and into humil humiliation.

1042
00:52:02,080 --> 00:52:05,320
Speaker 1: Stags are dominant but want to share their woman. I

1043
00:52:05,600 --> 00:52:07,960
Speaker 1: like that. I didn't know that. So look at you all,

1044
00:52:07,960 --> 00:52:11,279
Speaker 1: we're learning with you like it's a dear Now I

1045
00:52:11,400 --> 00:52:12,960
Speaker 1: figured it was. It was just such a random word

1046
00:52:13,040 --> 00:52:15,640
Speaker 1: of so stag. Um, So I like that because yeah,

1047
00:52:15,640 --> 00:52:18,000
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna lie when you do. Definitely, And when

1048
00:52:18,040 --> 00:52:21,000
Speaker 1: you think of cuc holding, you do think of um,

1049
00:52:21,239 --> 00:52:23,760
Speaker 1: the man being more submissive. I know who's a stag?

1050
00:52:24,520 --> 00:52:28,279
Speaker 1: The guy how well, he doesn't necessarily want it, but

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00:52:28,320 --> 00:52:29,719
Speaker 1: he was like saying how he didn't care if his

1052
00:52:29,800 --> 00:52:32,680
Speaker 1: girl sucked out niggas, but having at present, I feel

1053
00:52:32,760 --> 00:52:34,800
Speaker 1: like he's he more so just wants her to go

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00:52:34,880 --> 00:52:36,960
Speaker 1: out and big dicks. Like this guy doesn't seem like

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00:52:37,080 --> 00:52:38,680
Speaker 1: he's in the room all the time or cares to

1056
00:52:38,719 --> 00:52:40,120
Speaker 1: be in the room all the time. He said, I

1057
00:52:40,160 --> 00:52:42,839
Speaker 1: just want to get big dicks. I ain't gonna hold you. Uh,

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00:52:43,040 --> 00:52:47,440
Speaker 1: don't be king shaman, I don't Okay, he's a nasty nigga.

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00:52:48,080 --> 00:52:53,080
Speaker 1: I like that. That's the clip. There we go. Um,

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00:52:53,800 --> 00:52:58,120
Speaker 1: So my my bit of advice for this would be, actually, um,

1061
00:52:58,440 --> 00:53:03,359
Speaker 1: there are fat Life, my Wild Lifestyle go on these

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00:53:03,440 --> 00:53:06,399
Speaker 1: apps and men. There's a lot of men that want

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00:53:06,480 --> 00:53:09,520
Speaker 1: to partake in these type of engagements. So you just

1064
00:53:09,680 --> 00:53:14,399
Speaker 1: requesting big dicks like you can literally ask looking for Hey,

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00:53:14,640 --> 00:53:17,000
Speaker 1: I know you're gonna hate it a BBC. You can

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00:53:17,120 --> 00:53:19,520
Speaker 1: use those hashtags or you can you can you can

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00:53:19,600 --> 00:53:21,520
Speaker 1: make a Twitter for this too. I feel like it's

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00:53:21,560 --> 00:53:23,439
Speaker 1: Craigslist all the way shut down because I ain't gonna

1069
00:53:23,480 --> 00:53:25,759
Speaker 1: lie to you when I don't feel like watching porn.

1070
00:53:26,239 --> 00:53:28,880
Speaker 1: I used to go to like Craigslist and just read it.

1071
00:53:29,280 --> 00:53:31,080
Speaker 1: Used to make me so wet. I kind of want

1072
00:53:31,200 --> 00:53:34,919
Speaker 1: like an old school, Craigslist home, so like, I ain't

1073
00:53:34,960 --> 00:53:36,760
Speaker 1: gonna hold you. I used to just go on Craigslist

1074
00:53:36,840 --> 00:53:40,200
Speaker 1: just to read these people just offering their boy two

1075
00:53:40,320 --> 00:53:42,239
Speaker 1: chicks that we know from back in the day. And

1076
00:53:42,280 --> 00:53:45,399
Speaker 1: when you know she was doing Craigslist. Um, I wasn't

1077
00:53:45,440 --> 00:53:46,759
Speaker 1: really her friend like that either, but I know she

1078
00:53:46,880 --> 00:53:48,920
Speaker 1: was doing it. You know what I'm talking about. She

1079
00:53:49,239 --> 00:53:51,880
Speaker 1: was like when she had her hotel room, me and

1080
00:53:51,920 --> 00:53:53,160
Speaker 1: the X we picture up to take her to a

1081
00:53:53,200 --> 00:53:55,200
Speaker 1: strip c ever something, She's like, oh, this dude left

1082
00:53:55,239 --> 00:53:59,000
Speaker 1: his phone here, and I was like, Craigslist and what's

1083
00:54:00,040 --> 00:54:01,919
Speaker 1: other ones? And they always put the little squiggly line

1084
00:54:01,920 --> 00:54:06,080
Speaker 1: asterisks to her, like, what's what's the other one that

1085
00:54:06,160 --> 00:54:10,800
Speaker 1: got shut down? He no back page. Anyways, I suggest

1086
00:54:10,840 --> 00:54:13,800
Speaker 1: you to go onto one of the kink sites. UM. Also,

1087
00:54:13,920 --> 00:54:17,759
Speaker 1: there's if you look up even the hashtags honestly on Instagram,

1088
00:54:18,239 --> 00:54:21,880
Speaker 1: so swingers Polly open relationships and I started seeing those

1089
00:54:21,920 --> 00:54:25,640
Speaker 1: has hashtags from the relationship goals. When you go to

1090
00:54:25,719 --> 00:54:29,040
Speaker 1: their um podcast page, you see them use the hashtags

1091
00:54:29,080 --> 00:54:32,200
Speaker 1: a lot. I think that people definitely utilize those. So

1092
00:54:32,320 --> 00:54:35,439
Speaker 1: if you don't want to get onto lifestyle games, yeah,

1093
00:54:35,600 --> 00:54:38,279
Speaker 1: if you don't want to get onto an actual app,

1094
00:54:39,120 --> 00:54:42,759
Speaker 1: I would say get onto and Twitter. Twitter has the

1095
00:54:42,920 --> 00:54:45,279
Speaker 1: best porn stars, the best amateur people, a lot of

1096
00:54:45,320 --> 00:54:48,640
Speaker 1: those only fans people, and honestly a lot of people

1097
00:54:48,760 --> 00:54:50,839
Speaker 1: look for people to shoot content with. I'm not sure

1098
00:54:50,880 --> 00:54:53,680
Speaker 1: if you're comfortable with your wife being shot on film,

1099
00:54:54,080 --> 00:54:56,840
Speaker 1: but if you like that kind of sag position to

1100
00:54:56,880 --> 00:54:59,759
Speaker 1: where you like watching her get fucked by, here's the ones.

1101
00:55:00,080 --> 00:55:03,520
Speaker 1: Consider that. The hashtags I just clicked on them hashtag

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00:55:03,600 --> 00:55:07,719
Speaker 1: Polly Proud, hashtag US three, hashtag Polly, hashtag, pride um

1103
00:55:07,920 --> 00:55:16,480
Speaker 1: hashtag three, relationship goals, relationship goals, polyamory, um, lifestyle. I

1104
00:55:16,520 --> 00:55:18,120
Speaker 1: don't I know. You said you hate that word, but

1105
00:55:18,160 --> 00:55:22,120
Speaker 1: I told you lifestyle really Black and Polly hashtag Black

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00:55:22,200 --> 00:55:26,640
Speaker 1: and Polly Nation. Um No, I mean I hate the word.

1107
00:55:26,719 --> 00:55:28,840
Speaker 1: Like I'm just teasing when I say that, Like I'm like,

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00:55:29,040 --> 00:55:32,399
Speaker 1: because you never know I would. I would suggest too though,

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00:55:32,440 --> 00:55:35,480
Speaker 1: Like I said, getting on Twitter, um, there's a ton

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00:55:35,560 --> 00:55:40,520
Speaker 1: of people there that are looking for other other people

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00:55:40,600 --> 00:55:43,799
Speaker 1: to shoot with and just play with. Um. Also, if

1112
00:55:43,840 --> 00:55:46,080
Speaker 1: you're a stag and you like to feel dominant, I

1113
00:55:46,160 --> 00:55:48,840
Speaker 1: think the most dominant thing a motherfucker can do is

1114
00:55:48,920 --> 00:55:52,080
Speaker 1: be dominant with them pockets, So feel free to buy

1115
00:55:52,560 --> 00:55:54,920
Speaker 1: to pay for days. I'm just gonna say, like, I

1116
00:55:55,000 --> 00:55:57,880
Speaker 1: think as far as professionalism goes, like what if I

1117
00:55:57,960 --> 00:56:00,439
Speaker 1: don't know, if y'all don't wanna, I feel like people

1118
00:56:00,560 --> 00:56:02,040
Speaker 1: like want to do nasty thing. They're like, how would

1119
00:56:02,040 --> 00:56:04,120
Speaker 1: you not find someone weird? Do you pay them? Yeah?

1120
00:56:04,160 --> 00:56:07,280
Speaker 1: I would say, look look into paying people, especially guys

1121
00:56:07,360 --> 00:56:10,480
Speaker 1: with big dicks, do feel like they need to be

1122
00:56:10,600 --> 00:56:16,280
Speaker 1: taken care of a lot? Yeah, well it's COVID. Niggas

1123
00:56:16,280 --> 00:56:18,680
Speaker 1: ain't traveling like that. No, the more they in Detroit,

1124
00:56:19,000 --> 00:56:21,960
Speaker 1: they're in Detroit. Not well they didn't we have a

1125
00:56:22,080 --> 00:56:25,200
Speaker 1: Detroit cup. No, in Detroit we had a blowjob. We

1126
00:56:25,320 --> 00:56:29,440
Speaker 1: had the blow job in Detroit. Yeah she was great. Um,

1127
00:56:29,600 --> 00:56:31,719
Speaker 1: but yeah, I would say, honestly, get on get on

1128
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Speaker 1: some some message boards and find the lifestyle community in

1129
00:56:36,000 --> 00:56:39,200
Speaker 1: Detroit and there's a tournament. Men are easy to give up?

1130
00:56:39,400 --> 00:56:41,080
Speaker 1: Can you? I wonder I need to figure out if

1131
00:56:41,120 --> 00:56:42,839
Speaker 1: you could do this? Already? I know, Ready, it's really

1132
00:56:42,840 --> 00:56:46,080
Speaker 1: white back getting the whole dog. Ready, that's so white.

1133
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Speaker 1: I don't get a ready. I only like it because

1134
00:56:47,920 --> 00:56:52,000
Speaker 1: I'm starting to get into conspiracy theories and let's see

1135
00:56:52,000 --> 00:56:57,080
Speaker 1: are they here? Are they here? All right? Um? Well y'all,

1136
00:56:57,239 --> 00:56:59,120
Speaker 1: y'all can't get a long episode because our guests are

1137
00:56:59,120 --> 00:57:03,120
Speaker 1: almost on time to no. But guys, um, I do

1138
00:57:03,239 --> 00:57:06,439
Speaker 1: want to shout out to everyone who has subscribed, rating

1139
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1140
00:57:10,280 --> 00:57:13,200
Speaker 1: Also keep up with us on Twitter at Horrible Pod. Again,

1141
00:57:13,440 --> 00:57:16,000
Speaker 1: thank you all for supporting us, watching us on YouTube,

1142
00:57:16,200 --> 00:57:18,800
Speaker 1: and just suck y'all in the comments. But shut out

1143
00:57:18,800 --> 00:57:21,520
Speaker 1: something request. Um Mandy and I, as we told you,

1144
00:57:21,560 --> 00:57:24,240
Speaker 1: we have some new changes coming. So few things that

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Speaker 1: we want. We want to try a new segment we've

1146
00:57:27,520 --> 00:57:29,880
Speaker 1: we've done horrid derves. This is I really like, especially

1147
00:57:29,880 --> 00:57:31,360
Speaker 1: when guests come on and they can give us their

1148
00:57:31,400 --> 00:57:33,920
Speaker 1: tips and you know we're not a normal normally like

1149
00:57:34,000 --> 00:57:36,480
Speaker 1: a six tippy show, I feel like, but it has

1150
00:57:36,520 --> 00:57:39,560
Speaker 1: been fun to do those. So take this email not

1151
00:57:39,720 --> 00:57:42,160
Speaker 1: just for homemail Horrible Decisions, and I want you to

1152
00:57:42,240 --> 00:57:45,640
Speaker 1: put show suggestions. And when you say that, let either

1153
00:57:45,800 --> 00:57:48,680
Speaker 1: guest suggestions. But when you have a guest suggestion, please

1154
00:57:48,720 --> 00:57:51,080
Speaker 1: tell us who directed us to a Twitter direct us

1155
00:57:51,080 --> 00:57:53,480
Speaker 1: to it. Don't be like, yo, y'all should get couples

1156
00:57:53,520 --> 00:57:55,520
Speaker 1: that eat each other's ask and spit it in people's mouths.

1157
00:57:55,600 --> 00:57:59,840
Speaker 1: Oh cool, great, Like I don't mind reaching out, but

1158
00:58:00,400 --> 00:58:03,600
Speaker 1: just be the liaison. Um. I do know that I've

1159
00:58:03,680 --> 00:58:05,760
Speaker 1: heard and we've received a lot of comments that they

1160
00:58:05,800 --> 00:58:07,440
Speaker 1: do want to see more couples, and so I am

1161
00:58:07,480 --> 00:58:10,560
Speaker 1: in communication with couples. I like the couples. I think

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Speaker 1: that that's a I think that that's a great many recently,

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00:58:13,360 --> 00:58:14,760
Speaker 1: and I really do want it. I want to like

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00:58:14,840 --> 00:58:19,760
Speaker 1: some drama on the show that's not us. Want If

1165
00:58:19,800 --> 00:58:22,200
Speaker 1: you we're having an issue with your baby mother and

1166
00:58:22,320 --> 00:58:25,080
Speaker 1: you want to confront her, come to the studio. We

1167
00:58:25,120 --> 00:58:27,480
Speaker 1: are in New York with social distance, y'all won't be

1168
00:58:27,480 --> 00:58:29,320
Speaker 1: able to fight because we'll keep the table apart. But

1169
00:58:29,360 --> 00:58:31,560
Speaker 1: I want you all to talk about your problems. Dogs

1170
00:58:31,640 --> 00:58:35,520
Speaker 1: that do that we could do like maybe X is

1171
00:58:36,960 --> 00:58:40,400
Speaker 1: if you want to get back to here we go,

1172
00:58:40,640 --> 00:58:42,280
Speaker 1: Here we go. Let's see what else we don't have

1173
00:58:42,440 --> 00:58:45,720
Speaker 1: people that we did put play? What else do I want?

1174
00:58:45,800 --> 00:58:48,440
Speaker 1: Black lesbian couple? Someone wrote us right me back. If

1175
00:58:48,480 --> 00:58:51,200
Speaker 1: you're a nasty and you're black and lesbian, I think

1176
00:58:51,200 --> 00:58:52,800
Speaker 1: that'd be great, we haven't had a black I also

1177
00:58:52,840 --> 00:58:55,120
Speaker 1: would love a Polly couple with two men, so we

1178
00:58:55,160 --> 00:58:56,560
Speaker 1: can get two men and a woman in here. And

1179
00:58:56,600 --> 00:58:58,520
Speaker 1: you already know. I want to talk about what else.

1180
00:58:59,000 --> 00:59:01,680
Speaker 1: I do have some some people who are by that

1181
00:59:01,960 --> 00:59:04,880
Speaker 1: white girl with a black guy. I feel like I

1182
00:59:04,960 --> 00:59:06,800
Speaker 1: see y'all in the street and we need to talk

1183
00:59:06,840 --> 00:59:10,360
Speaker 1: about it. Can you know that you're a big white

1184
00:59:10,440 --> 00:59:14,120
Speaker 1: girl and you know a pog? They're called POGs. No,

1185
00:59:14,280 --> 00:59:17,240
Speaker 1: I'm not talking about badass white girl. I mean, by

1186
00:59:17,240 --> 00:59:19,000
Speaker 1: the way, because Ashley Chevy but he said that word

1187
00:59:19,080 --> 00:59:21,600
Speaker 1: is fine, but no, for real, but only when you're fat.

1188
00:59:21,800 --> 00:59:25,840
Speaker 1: But your man has to be obsessed with big white girls. Okay, No,

1189
00:59:26,760 --> 00:59:28,439
Speaker 1: you have to be one of those who are black.

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00:59:28,480 --> 00:59:30,880
Speaker 1: Guys will not stop sucking you. And I want you

1191
00:59:30,960 --> 00:59:32,960
Speaker 1: to come on this show. We're not gonna read you

1192
00:59:33,040 --> 00:59:34,920
Speaker 1: because I'm not going to talk about you until the

1193
00:59:35,000 --> 00:59:38,800
Speaker 1: next episode. Oh my god, you know what, guys. Anyways,

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00:59:38,920 --> 00:59:40,960
Speaker 1: I want to thank all of y'all who continue to

1195
00:59:41,040 --> 00:59:44,080
Speaker 1: support us during quarantine. As you see, we off the

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Speaker 1: motherfucking zoom but become a patron. We dropped three bonus

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Speaker 1: episodes a month, so that is Patreon dot com backslash

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Speaker 1: horrible Decisions. We are going to leave you guys with

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Speaker 1: a five minute bonus clip at the end of the show. Again,

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Speaker 1: I want to thank you all, but motherfucker supporting us,

1201
00:59:57,760 --> 01:00:01,000
Speaker 1: motherfucking riding with us. And it's been all good. It's

1202
01:00:01,000 --> 01:00:10,480
Speaker 1: another episode up by here's another good one that you

1203
01:00:10,520 --> 01:00:13,479
Speaker 1: brought up. EASTA and Molly's friendship growing apart from a friend.

1204
01:00:13,720 --> 01:00:15,560
Speaker 1: Man even knows when do you know friendships from? Of course?

1205
01:00:15,600 --> 01:00:18,600
Speaker 1: And is it possible to outgrow a friendship? And can

1206
01:00:18,640 --> 01:00:20,880
Speaker 1: they can they hear those questions? Can they hear those questions?

1207
01:00:21,040 --> 01:00:22,960
Speaker 1: Because but this pre production I want them to know

1208
01:00:23,080 --> 01:00:26,160
Speaker 1: I really thought about I actually think that I am

1209
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Speaker 1: the East and I think it could be a bad thing.

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Speaker 1: And let me tell you, guys, why Okay, real quick, guys,

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01:00:30,560 --> 01:00:32,240
Speaker 1: just so you know the questions because I didn't even

1212
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Speaker 1: hear how you read it? And I'm looking at it.

1213
01:00:33,680 --> 01:00:36,160
Speaker 1: Why are you reading it? So we're gonna get into

1214
01:00:36,200 --> 01:00:39,080
Speaker 1: the topic now. Of course, um Easa and Molly's friendship

1215
01:00:39,280 --> 01:00:41,480
Speaker 1: they started growing apart as friends, and it was really

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Speaker 1: just because they were in two different parts of their lives.

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Speaker 1: And so the questions that I asked for a weezy

1218
01:00:46,200 --> 01:00:48,160
Speaker 1: night to break this down, is when do you know

1219
01:00:48,280 --> 01:00:51,160
Speaker 1: a friendship has run its course? And is it possible

1220
01:00:51,200 --> 01:00:55,040
Speaker 1: to outgrow a friendship and end amicably doesn't have to end?

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Speaker 1: And I think that that's what I have a lot

1222
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Speaker 1: of feelings about that. A few people come to my mind,

1223
01:00:59,760 --> 01:01:02,400
Speaker 1: but now I want to keep in mind this has

1224
01:01:02,480 --> 01:01:04,800
Speaker 1: nothing to do with let's take out a friend that

1225
01:01:04,880 --> 01:01:08,280
Speaker 1: pished you off and you gotta fight with because when

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Speaker 1: you said to outgrow, I think those are the friendships

1227
01:01:11,280 --> 01:01:13,440
Speaker 1: that kind of like linger and you're not sure why

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01:01:13,480 --> 01:01:16,320
Speaker 1: you have them. But the reason I felt like issa

1229
01:01:17,280 --> 01:01:21,480
Speaker 1: is because I don't do well with letting a friendship

1230
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Speaker 1: end because I don't know why it's happening. I think

1231
01:01:25,520 --> 01:01:27,600
Speaker 1: that means something is wrong, and so I'll just do

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01:01:27,760 --> 01:01:29,920
Speaker 1: my best to keep it when I don't even need it,

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Speaker 1: And I think that it can come across very like

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Speaker 1: I don't know, juvenile almost But I had a friend

1235
01:01:37,640 --> 01:01:39,840
Speaker 1: recently where like I linked up with her for lunch

1236
01:01:40,480 --> 01:01:43,200
Speaker 1: and we had nothing to talk about that in common anymore,

1237
01:01:43,640 --> 01:01:45,640
Speaker 1: but I was one who pushed for it, and then

1238
01:01:45,680 --> 01:01:47,720
Speaker 1: I set up a time to meet up with her again.

1239
01:01:47,760 --> 01:01:49,880
Speaker 1: And I was like, why did I do it? Was

1240
01:01:49,920 --> 01:01:51,440
Speaker 1: like word on me, Oh, let's do it again next

1241
01:01:51,640 --> 01:01:53,960
Speaker 1: And I even want to see your next Saturday. And

1242
01:01:54,040 --> 01:01:57,320
Speaker 1: this is a few months ago, but I realized it's because, oh,

1243
01:01:57,440 --> 01:02:00,680
Speaker 1: it's this failure thing in my head instead of just growth,

1244
01:02:01,080 --> 01:02:05,120
Speaker 1: like people change and it's totally okay, like you can

1245
01:02:05,160 --> 01:02:07,479
Speaker 1: acknowledge what you have with someone at that time. Ship.

1246
01:02:07,760 --> 01:02:09,880
Speaker 1: Me and you, we were fun, we had fun, we

1247
01:02:10,000 --> 01:02:12,760
Speaker 1: were young, we were kids, and we just don't. We're

1248
01:02:12,800 --> 01:02:15,880
Speaker 1: not the same way. And I I think it's like

1249
01:02:17,680 --> 01:02:21,040
Speaker 1: it's such an issue for us learning and growing up

1250
01:02:21,080 --> 01:02:23,640
Speaker 1: that when things end, a break up, a friendship, whatever,

1251
01:02:24,160 --> 01:02:26,800
Speaker 1: you did something wrong. They did something wrong, and you

1252
01:02:26,880 --> 01:02:28,880
Speaker 1: feel guilty about it. So instead of that guilt, we

1253
01:02:28,920 --> 01:02:30,919
Speaker 1: would rather just keep some ship that we don't need.

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Speaker 1: I mean, I think that that's how I view a

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Speaker 1: lot of my friendships from back home, which is why

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Speaker 1: I say I don't care to ever really go to Orlando.

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Speaker 1: I don't have like a lot of the friends that

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Speaker 1: I did have and that I, you know, grew up with,

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Speaker 1: they all have kids, partners, never traveled. I remember the

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Speaker 1: last time I went, I had um I went out

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Speaker 1: to lunch with two of my two of my home girls,

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Speaker 1: and we went to like this New Orleans restaurant. They

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Speaker 1: had never even been in New Orleans, so which they

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Speaker 1: didn't know it about. Like we literally had nothing in common.

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Speaker 1: I don't care about kids. I don't want to hear

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Speaker 1: about your little your little shit, and I you know,

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Speaker 1: I have a whole different lifestyle that they don't understand.

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Speaker 1: So I was just like, Okay, well, this kind of

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Speaker 1: probably won't last much longer, like as and And it's

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Speaker 1: not that we hate each other, but we like each

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Speaker 1: other's picks on Instagram. We be in the d m

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Speaker 1: s and we keep it putting either like I like

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Speaker 1: knowing that I have that with some people. You know,

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Speaker 1: it's weird because when your lives do go in different directions,

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Speaker 1: you want to enhance your friends lives. You don't want

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Speaker 1: them to feel like it doesn't match. Like I think

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Speaker 1: Serrita is a great example, because we've never stopped being friends,

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Speaker 1: and we won't. We really love each other, but I

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Speaker 1: do know we live different lives, and I think that's

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Speaker 1: why we talk less, you know, but I love talking.

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Speaker 1: She came to our show about tickets. That felt great

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Speaker 1: to see her husband does my taxes. It's nice to

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Speaker 1: see her, but I do realize we don't talk as

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Speaker 1: much because you know, she's got her grown as kids

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Speaker 1: out the house and her and Alan aor do in

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Speaker 1: their thing. And I'm just sitting here about saying little bullshit.

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Speaker 1: But but also when I call her now, the conversations

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Speaker 1: are a little different. You know, maybe I'll ask her

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Speaker 1: for help she was a therapist from a mental health perspective,

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Speaker 1: or advice about colleagues or whatever like those have been

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Speaker 1: the things we've talked about in the last few years.

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Speaker 1: And I'm like, Okay, it's changed. It's not gonna be

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Speaker 1: the every day, every week call because her life is different.

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Speaker 1: That's cool to me. Like, I don't see, so do

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Speaker 1: they have to end um if it becomes toxic in

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Speaker 1: the way that Molly and East's friendship was to where

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Speaker 1: it was affecting their moods, they didn't even like they

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Speaker 1: looked at the call and you could tell it, just like, like,

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Speaker 1: I don't really want to answer this. I think when

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Speaker 1: things when a when a friendship becomes toxic, or when

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Speaker 1: a when a friendship can affect your mood for the day,

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Speaker 1: or or how you move and you don't even want to,

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Speaker 1: Like there was a scene where she really wanted this

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Speaker 1: food and she saw Molly in the restaurant, so she

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Speaker 1: didn't even eat the food. When things be, when a

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Speaker 1: friendship starts to feel like wait that you're caring, that's

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Speaker 1: when I think it's time to just okay, really revise

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Speaker 1: it and think to yourself, is this is this worth it?

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Speaker 1: And like I said, even in the dealing with mental

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Speaker 1: health with partners, I think that you need to look

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Speaker 1: at how you're how energies affect you, and I think

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Speaker 1: that that's how you decide whether a friendship is worth it.

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Speaker 1: I've had that call with a friend that like is

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Speaker 1: a friend and we're getting attitudes with each other on

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Speaker 1: the phone and then about to hang out, and I'm like,

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Speaker 1: why am I doing this ship? Like why for what?

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Speaker 1: This dumb shit? I haven't done it recently? Is an adult.

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Speaker 1: But you know one of my friends who checks me

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Speaker 1: a lot. I remember I used to bother me sometimes.

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Speaker 1: Charterie would be like, bitch, you told me we were

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Speaker 1: hanging out today, and I know we always canceled plans,

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Speaker 1: but you can at least let me know five minutes

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Speaker 1: before