WEBVTT - Conversations While Sober 0:00:01.880 --> 0:00:04.400 What's up and welcome back to another episode of No 0:00:04.559 --> 0:00:07.520 Sealer's podcast with your hosts Now fuck That with your 0:00:07.560 --> 0:00:14.360 loaw glasses Malone. 0:00:16.560 --> 0:00:20.159 So you got two Latto winners in close proximity to 0:00:20.200 --> 0:00:23.960 each other, trying to simultaneously hunt the other one down. 0:00:27.600 --> 0:00:29.800 How do you think they won the same numbers? Again? 0:00:30.440 --> 0:00:33.640 I think they both have. They're from the same area, 0:00:33.880 --> 0:00:37.320 same interests, same traditions, same shit. I think they walked 0:00:37.320 --> 0:00:39.440 in and said, I want my lucky numbers. Here at 0:00:39.479 --> 0:00:41.160 the six lucky numbers, and they both got the same 0:00:41.200 --> 0:00:43.360 six numbers. I think it's more likely that than they 0:00:43.880 --> 0:00:46.320 just randomly spun the same ones. 0:00:49.400 --> 0:00:56.200 My thought is somebody told somebody to get their lottery numbers. Here, 0:00:56.280 --> 0:01:00.800 play my numbers, and they went to play the numbers, 0:01:00.800 --> 0:01:03.320 and they felt they didn't go play the numbers, so 0:01:03.320 --> 0:01:06.600 they went to plan themselves. So I think it's probably 0:01:07.840 --> 0:01:10.319 the winner of the both winners are out the same 0:01:10.360 --> 0:01:11.200 exact household. 0:01:11.240 --> 0:01:16.000 It's very likely. That makes it even more chaos. That's 0:01:16.040 --> 0:01:20.640 almost like a domestic grudge death match. 0:01:23.000 --> 0:01:26.760 I was reading this crazy story today and there was 0:01:26.800 --> 0:01:28.679 a lady who got a tip. She was in the 0:01:28.760 --> 0:01:34.440 South and somebody tipped her ten million dollars. No, they 0:01:34.480 --> 0:01:35.759 tipped her a lottery ticket. 0:01:37.040 --> 0:01:38.880 Isn't tike a movie out of that with Nicholas Cage. 0:01:39.240 --> 0:01:42.240 I don't know. I don't know. But she won the lottery. 0:01:42.280 --> 0:01:44.959 She they tipped her a lottery ticket and the ticket 0:01:45.040 --> 0:01:50.920 hit for ten million. Yeah, and she took the ten million. 0:01:51.000 --> 0:01:54.720 And then first her co workers, her co people, was like, well, 0:01:54.760 --> 0:01:58.480 we split the tips, we split the tips, and so 0:01:58.720 --> 0:02:01.680 they tried to see her and didn't work. Yeah. And 0:02:01.720 --> 0:02:07.560 then the person who actually gave her the ticket. Yeah, 0:02:07.840 --> 0:02:09.840 I guess they was joking. She like, well, if I hit, 0:02:09.880 --> 0:02:12.920 I'll buy you a truck or either. He said to 0:02:12.960 --> 0:02:15.280 her when he tipped her the ticket. If you hit, 0:02:15.320 --> 0:02:17.280 you gotta buy me a truck, and she was like okay. 0:02:18.440 --> 0:02:21.960 So he tried to sue her. Wow. He tried to 0:02:21.960 --> 0:02:26.400 sue her and it didn't work. And then the husband 0:02:26.560 --> 0:02:30.440 kidnapped her, who had just got a fresh divorce, kidnapped 0:02:30.480 --> 0:02:32.400 her to try to get it, and she ended up 0:02:32.400 --> 0:02:35.680 getting a gun and shooting a husband. Wow. 0:02:37.080 --> 0:02:40.000 That's an that's one too. That's that's a more interesting 0:02:40.000 --> 0:02:42.480 movie because something like that happened in the movie, but 0:02:42.560 --> 0:02:45.760 it was in like New York at a diner and 0:02:45.840 --> 0:02:49.520 some lady won off of a tipped ticket or some nonsense, 0:02:51.120 --> 0:02:55.400 and uh, it was just kind of like rom come, 0:02:55.960 --> 0:02:58.360 but that that that hadn't. 0:02:58.200 --> 0:03:04.959 No rom com. No, this is the real deal. Read. 0:03:05.040 --> 0:03:09.200 Between reading that and living today, I was just thinking 0:03:09.200 --> 0:03:13.440 to myself, like, I don't know how I do this 0:03:13.520 --> 0:03:14.240 life sober. 0:03:15.760 --> 0:03:18.119 Yeah, I find it a little unsettling. 0:03:19.320 --> 0:03:22.680 And I used to think to myself, I don't know 0:03:22.720 --> 0:03:27.360 how everybody else is drinking and smoking weed and shit. 0:03:28.000 --> 0:03:30.359 I used to think everybody else is crazy. But as 0:03:30.400 --> 0:03:33.680 I get older, I'm starting to believe I'm the crazy 0:03:33.720 --> 0:03:36.240 motherfucker for doing this life sober. 0:03:37.600 --> 0:03:38.520 What's in the red cup? 0:03:38.520 --> 0:03:39.880 Then water? 0:03:40.360 --> 0:03:50.640 Oh? Yeah, yeah, No, I think that. I don't think 0:03:50.720 --> 0:03:53.960 that you're sober for being or you're crazy for being 0:03:53.960 --> 0:04:00.920 the sober one. I think crazy lends itself to you 0:04:01.040 --> 0:04:04.800 being the sober one. 0:04:05.240 --> 0:04:07.800 Elaborate, elaborate, Like. 0:04:09.960 --> 0:04:16.320 I think you have to be crazy to want to 0:04:18.720 --> 0:04:21.200 soak it all in and make sure you don't miss anything. 0:04:23.040 --> 0:04:28.839 Yeah, that's what I'm saying. That's what I'm saying. It's 0:04:28.920 --> 0:04:32.680 like you feel everything, you see everything, to always be 0:04:32.800 --> 0:04:41.080 aware and conscious. It's crazy, like everything and I think 0:04:41.200 --> 0:04:45.680 things that other people use to get by, because I 0:04:45.720 --> 0:04:48.000 think the things that other people use to get by, 0:04:49.160 --> 0:04:51.760 you know what I mean, with weed or alcohol or whatever. 0:04:52.480 --> 0:04:56.080 Like I get it now, I really fucking get it. 0:04:56.400 --> 0:04:59.000 Because I was talking ahead about it earlier and I 0:04:59.080 --> 0:05:01.159 was like, here's it's like what it got to be arrogant. 0:05:01.200 --> 0:05:03.279 I'm like, why would you think it's arrogance that we 0:05:03.320 --> 0:05:05.599 don't drink or smoke like that. He's like, well, because 0:05:05.640 --> 0:05:10.120 it's like we believe we could deal with it. And 0:05:10.160 --> 0:05:12.480 I'm like, well, I don't think I ever thought about 0:05:12.520 --> 0:05:16.240 it like that. I just thought about it in the 0:05:16.360 --> 0:05:21.599 sense that, you know, he referencedeeing people throwing up on 0:05:21.640 --> 0:05:25.440 a curve. I was like, well, I've seen people be 0:05:25.520 --> 0:05:28.880 buzz and I wouldn't go to the exaggeration. I'm worried 0:05:28.880 --> 0:05:36.400 about throwing up as much as as much as ah, like, 0:05:36.560 --> 0:05:40.200 just poisoning myself, throwing off my equilibrium at all for 0:05:40.279 --> 0:05:44.120 any reason. I get that. So that that became the 0:05:44.200 --> 0:05:46.440 main thing, Like I just never thought about it, like 0:05:47.240 --> 0:05:50.719 and then every time it costs no benefit proposition, yeah, 0:05:50.760 --> 0:05:53.159 I don't get the benefit. Like to me, these are normal. 0:05:53.320 --> 0:05:57.160 It's like most people talk about normal functions, achieving normal 0:05:57.240 --> 0:06:00.760 functions through assistance, right, They'll be like, or I want 0:06:00.760 --> 0:06:05.240 to relax. I'm like relax or you know, like if 0:06:05.279 --> 0:06:05.920 you meet a girl. 0:06:06.000 --> 0:06:06.400 It's weird. 0:06:06.440 --> 0:06:08.520 You'll meet a girl and she's not trying to use 0:06:08.560 --> 0:06:13.360 some pussy, but she's at the board drinking, Like you 0:06:13.400 --> 0:06:15.080 know what I mean, Like, why are you lowering your 0:06:15.120 --> 0:06:19.640 inhibitions if your goal is not to have lowered inhibitions? 0:06:19.960 --> 0:06:21.720 Yeah, yeah, yeah, so. 0:06:23.240 --> 0:06:26.440 It just it gets crazier and crazier every time. 0:06:28.480 --> 0:06:33.440 That's true. I don't know personally, I mean, yeah, I 0:06:33.480 --> 0:06:36.080 guess like through time, people who drink like the cope 0:06:36.120 --> 0:06:38.320 and shit like that. Seems like I know a lot 0:06:38.320 --> 0:06:42.000 of more people who smoke weed to cope. 0:06:43.279 --> 0:06:43.760 You know, like. 0:06:46.120 --> 0:06:49.400 Because I've always equated it, like I don't drink that 0:06:49.520 --> 0:06:54.040 much anymore, like in frequency or volume. But there's people 0:06:54.080 --> 0:06:59.359 I know that like through their day, they you know, 0:06:59.400 --> 0:07:02.559 got to hit the when they get up before work, 0:07:02.920 --> 0:07:05.919 on a break at work, lunch, after work, before they 0:07:06.000 --> 0:07:09.680 go to bed. It's like five times. Like if I 0:07:09.720 --> 0:07:13.960 had a cocktail five times a day, every single fucking day, 0:07:16.160 --> 0:07:21.640 I'd walk into an intervention at some point, like I don't. 0:07:21.640 --> 0:07:25.320 I don't know. That's kind of like my my weed curses, 0:07:25.400 --> 0:07:27.440 like like that's a lot, you know, like you can't 0:07:27.480 --> 0:07:30.680 make it three four hours. You just go to work 0:07:30.720 --> 0:07:31.600 and send in a cubicle. 0:07:36.200 --> 0:07:40.120 How did you start drinking? 0:07:40.320 --> 0:07:43.760 My best friend growing up was the youngest of like 0:07:43.960 --> 0:07:48.440 four so and by by a margin, he was what 0:07:48.560 --> 0:07:52.800 some might call a change of life baby, others might 0:07:52.840 --> 0:07:59.960 call an accident. So his older brothers that he looked 0:08:00.160 --> 0:08:01.840 up to a lot, like when he was younger, they 0:08:01.840 --> 0:08:04.720 were like, like we were in grade school, they were 0:08:04.720 --> 0:08:07.120 like in college doing the fraternity thing or whatever else. 0:08:07.200 --> 0:08:08.360 Some the time we were in high school, they were 0:08:08.360 --> 0:08:12.560 in there like I don't know, fucking mid late twenties whatever, 0:08:12.560 --> 0:08:14.000 They're out and going to bars when I was kind 0:08:14.000 --> 0:08:16.400 of junk whatever. So I started drinking with him one 0:08:16.400 --> 0:08:18.240 time on a vacation. I went on a vacation with 0:08:18.240 --> 0:08:23.520 his family once, and I didn't think a lot of it. 0:08:23.920 --> 0:08:25.520 At some point in time in high school, around in 0:08:25.520 --> 0:08:30.480 eleventh grade. I was from about the eleventh grade through 0:08:34.120 --> 0:08:38.520 at the time I was like twenty to twenty, I 0:08:38.600 --> 0:08:43.000 drank a lot. Like seventeen to twenty, I drank a 0:08:43.080 --> 0:08:49.520 lot twenty one to twenty three, I drank less, but 0:08:49.559 --> 0:08:56.520 there were still some frequent, like gargantuan consumption moments, you know. 0:08:57.800 --> 0:09:03.600 After that, I really you know, if I get drunk drunk, 0:09:03.640 --> 0:09:08.400 it might be once a year maybe, And it just 0:09:08.440 --> 0:09:09.400 happened randomly. 0:09:10.679 --> 0:09:15.960 So so your partner turn you on, hold up, no seilings, 0:09:16.760 --> 0:09:26.560 g L my man Peter in the house. So your 0:09:26.600 --> 0:09:28.120 partner introduce you to drinking. 0:09:28.440 --> 0:09:31.240 That's correct. It wasn't like I hadn't heard of it. 0:09:31.600 --> 0:09:35.040 Sure, but I'm saying, but the first time I drank, 0:09:36.240 --> 0:09:37.360 do you remember what it was? 0:09:38.880 --> 0:09:45.160 Yeah? It was a beer, just a beer. Remember what 0:09:45.240 --> 0:09:46.680 kind of beer? But uh. 0:09:49.120 --> 0:09:50.520 So, what did you start drinking after that? 0:09:51.880 --> 0:09:58.360 Whatever we had after that? I didn't start really discerning 0:09:59.360 --> 0:10:02.319 any kind of alcohol until I had to become responsible 0:10:02.360 --> 0:10:06.840 for getting it myself. Then I it just it went 0:10:06.840 --> 0:10:11.760 from whatever got handed to me to well, now since 0:10:11.800 --> 0:10:15.079 I have to make the decision, you. 0:10:15.040 --> 0:10:21.240 Know, So, how the fuck did you start drinking a 0:10:21.240 --> 0:10:23.920 lot between seventeen and twenty and nobody noticed? 0:10:26.160 --> 0:10:34.080 I don't know if nobody noticed, but like, how do 0:10:34.120 --> 0:10:35.320 you mean, like. 0:10:35.280 --> 0:10:39.280 How was you going home drinking a lot? Like how 0:10:39.400 --> 0:10:41.880 was you going home your your mom and dad, sister, 0:10:42.120 --> 0:10:48.880 how you going home if you're drinking a lot? Younger 0:10:48.920 --> 0:10:50.200 people can handle liquor better. 0:10:51.200 --> 0:10:56.480 Oh, they bounced back faster. Hangover is not a big 0:10:56.520 --> 0:11:00.360 deal when you're younger, handle it better. No, But I've 0:11:02.280 --> 0:11:05.800 I only got caught coming home drunk once, and it 0:11:05.840 --> 0:11:08.040 was so stupid because I think my parents didn't think 0:11:08.040 --> 0:11:09.319 I was going to drink and drive, and a lot 0:11:09.360 --> 0:11:10.640 of the time I didn't, but a lot of the 0:11:10.640 --> 0:11:15.040 time I did too, So it depended. 0:11:14.600 --> 0:11:17.640 On I quite a lot of the times you didn't. 0:11:17.679 --> 0:11:18.520 A lot of times you. 0:11:18.440 --> 0:11:22.040 Did, yeah, meaning it was a mixed bag. But the 0:11:22.160 --> 0:11:25.040 nights when I didn't, I would still drive and leave 0:11:25.080 --> 0:11:27.880 the house, but I would drive around the corner and 0:11:27.920 --> 0:11:31.160 get my friend's car. So the time that I got 0:11:31.200 --> 0:11:39.560 caught coming home driving drunk, I had driven one hundred feet. 0:11:40.120 --> 0:11:42.920 I just came around a corner like this, stopped for 0:11:43.040 --> 0:11:44.800 like the other side of the neighbor's house. 0:11:45.200 --> 0:11:46.760 So at that point, why the fuck was you even 0:11:46.840 --> 0:11:48.400 driving to move. 0:11:48.280 --> 0:11:50.720 The car back so it looked like I didn't. I 0:11:50.760 --> 0:11:54.000 wasn't allowed to go out and drink like that. Oh, 0:11:54.960 --> 0:11:55.880 so there was. 0:11:55.880 --> 0:11:58.840 That Imagine you seventeen to twenty You for sure wouldn't 0:11:58.840 --> 0:12:03.719 be old of to go out and drink like that, folks. No, no, no, no. 0:12:04.760 --> 0:12:12.080 So Also they had a house with two stories, so 0:12:12.160 --> 0:12:16.120 like my bedroom had like a balcony thing, so I 0:12:16.160 --> 0:12:18.200 could get out and come back in through there. That 0:12:18.280 --> 0:12:19.000 happened a lot too. 0:12:19.200 --> 0:12:22.760 The fuck you get out through the balcony, fucking spider 0:12:22.760 --> 0:12:26.120 man up the dam? You ever climbed up drunk? 0:12:26.800 --> 0:12:27.000 Oh? 0:12:27.080 --> 0:12:33.480 Hell, yeah, you're a fail. No close, but no, what 0:12:33.520 --> 0:12:35.880 the fuck was you climbing to climb up to the balcony? 0:12:35.960 --> 0:12:37.000 You got a ladder out there? 0:12:37.480 --> 0:12:40.000 No, it's funny. They had a little retaining wall kind 0:12:40.040 --> 0:12:45.320 of thing by like the pool filter shit, So I 0:12:45.360 --> 0:12:48.960 could hop up onto that and jump from that and 0:12:49.040 --> 0:12:51.160 catch that and pull myself up onto the next thing 0:12:51.200 --> 0:12:52.960 and then just go over the rail and walk in 0:12:53.000 --> 0:12:53.320 the door. 0:12:53.960 --> 0:12:58.320 White life is just white life is fucking hella, like 0:12:58.360 --> 0:13:01.800 how most met like general pot people feel about, you know, 0:13:01.880 --> 0:13:04.199 growing up in the ghetto. That's how I feel about 0:13:04.280 --> 0:13:06.679 Like when you hear about white life, I mean not 0:13:06.840 --> 0:13:09.800 white life like ghetto, because I get how trailer trash 0:13:09.800 --> 0:13:13.280 white life can go, but regular and yeah, like saved 0:13:13.280 --> 0:13:16.680 by the bell, white life, Kelly Zach and Slater white life, 0:13:18.640 --> 0:13:21.360 it's almost like that's not real to us. 0:13:22.000 --> 0:13:26.199 Yeah, there's a lot of there's a lot of bilateral disconnect. 0:13:28.000 --> 0:13:29.880 It's like the first time I started hanging out in 0:13:29.920 --> 0:13:32.920 Lakewood and you start meaning like go to people house. 0:13:33.000 --> 0:13:34.960 I remember one of my child friends, he became a 0:13:34.960 --> 0:13:36.840 police officer. He was a little older than us. I 0:13:36.880 --> 0:13:41.560 think I went to our teaching my freshman year in Lakewood, 0:13:42.280 --> 0:13:44.520 and they used to have a park across the street 0:13:44.559 --> 0:13:47.319 called Palm's Park, and it was cool. I was super 0:13:47.320 --> 0:13:50.160 good at karams because obviously from the ghetto, they got carams. 0:13:50.440 --> 0:13:52.600 But I remember I used to have so many like 0:13:52.720 --> 0:13:53.480 white friends. 0:13:53.960 --> 0:13:56.400 Went to Teacher High School for year. One year, my 0:13:56.559 --> 0:14:00.360 friends older sister they moved. They were from South Central 0:14:00.360 --> 0:14:03.600 and that his mom moved them down to our school district. 0:14:03.880 --> 0:14:06.960 But his older sister went to ar Teaser. 0:14:07.080 --> 0:14:10.160 Yeah, the ABC school district. I had got a's and shit, 0:14:10.240 --> 0:14:13.600 and I had thirty six tarties. So they pulled my permit, 0:14:14.400 --> 0:14:16.240 send my eyes right back to Compton, like you're not 0:14:16.280 --> 0:14:20.200 going this ain't happening, And my mom ended up giving 0:14:20.200 --> 0:14:21.800 me a pair of my high school because they still had, 0:14:22.000 --> 0:14:25.160 she wouldn't let me go to Compton Lock Jeordan, Like 0:14:25.200 --> 0:14:27.080 I wanted to go to the schools that you know, 0:14:27.120 --> 0:14:28.920 we grew up because it's all your friends go there. 0:14:28.920 --> 0:14:30.840 But they didn't have ap class the school. 0:14:30.840 --> 0:14:32.200 I guess it depends on if you are your mom's 0:14:32.240 --> 0:14:34.320 your dad's, Like what school would have been your school? 0:14:35.040 --> 0:14:37.600 Well, at my mom, I was Conter High that was 0:14:37.680 --> 0:14:40.400 Leterly like four minutes away. At my dad house, it 0:14:40.480 --> 0:14:42.640 would have probably been to ten, which that would have 0:14:42.640 --> 0:14:46.520 been weird. Yeah, it would have been ten to ten 0:14:46.680 --> 0:14:48.360 or Locked or maybe lynn Will because a lot of 0:14:48.360 --> 0:14:50.360 their older homies went to lynd Wood too, that was close. 0:14:51.000 --> 0:14:53.280 That's yeah, because don't understand like how that school district 0:14:53.280 --> 0:14:56.040 iSport was because obviously Compton unified its own thing. You're 0:14:56.080 --> 0:15:00.120 on the LA side, you know. So you got a 0:15:00.240 --> 0:15:01.160 USD address. 0:15:01.480 --> 0:15:03.680 Yep, right, because you so in wats right, you got 0:15:03.840 --> 0:15:07.080 Jordan right by the Jordan Downs. You got Locked. You 0:15:07.120 --> 0:15:12.840 got Centennial because Centennial's is in Los Angeles too. Yeah, Okay, 0:15:13.000 --> 0:15:14.680 I know it seemed like it's in Comptant, but it 0:15:14.720 --> 0:15:16.760 gets freaking when you get over Well, I think no, 0:15:16.920 --> 0:15:18.320 Centennial is in Compton. 0:15:18.000 --> 0:15:23.400 Still yeah, I swear that it is, But. 0:15:23.440 --> 0:15:24.760 It would have been one of those schools. But I 0:15:24.800 --> 0:15:27.120 wanted to go to those schools because that's where everybody 0:15:27.840 --> 0:15:31.440 you know went to school. Yeah, yeah, Centennia was at Compton, 0:15:31.840 --> 0:15:35.200 so soon as you cross over, that was a good though. Yeah, 0:15:35.240 --> 0:15:37.680 so it would have been one of those schools, the Mingas. 0:15:37.680 --> 0:15:39.600 Maybe my mom wasn't going for that. They had no 0:15:39.640 --> 0:15:42.720 AP classes. She was like that ship out the Mingas. 0:15:43.000 --> 0:15:46.480 She none of those schools had AP classes. There was 0:15:46.520 --> 0:15:48.200 no chance she was letting me go to school without 0:15:48.200 --> 0:15:50.320 being in an advanced placement. That just wasn't gonna happen. 0:15:53.920 --> 0:15:56.360 But yeah, I used to notice that, and so I 0:15:56.400 --> 0:15:58.640 got a chance to hang around that kind of environment 0:15:58.680 --> 0:16:03.720 for about a good months and just really chilling, just 0:16:03.760 --> 0:16:09.960 tripping off of it. And that's how I knew it 0:16:10.040 --> 0:16:12.840 was real because before that, you know Compton and watching 0:16:12.880 --> 0:16:16.240 you think Comptonent watches the whole world like everywhere is 0:16:16.320 --> 0:16:19.040 like this. Some people don't have money, some people on drugs. 0:16:19.400 --> 0:16:21.800 You go to Lakewood, ain't nobody pushing no damn baskets? 0:16:22.760 --> 0:16:23.040 Sure? 0:16:23.240 --> 0:16:24.840 You know what I mean? When you and watching content, 0:16:24.880 --> 0:16:28.360 people pushing baskets, assembling all kinds of things that they 0:16:28.400 --> 0:16:31.000 could sell to try to buy some rocks like that 0:16:31.200 --> 0:16:33.160 was normal. I think about a lot of the stuff 0:16:33.200 --> 0:16:34.560 that was normal at that time. 0:16:36.160 --> 0:16:41.600 I have to ask, sure, because the the language choice 0:16:41.680 --> 0:16:46.640 was so particular. Sure, you said assembling all kinds of things. 0:16:46.760 --> 0:16:52.440 What kind of product would a person purchased for money 0:16:53.640 --> 0:16:56.040 that had been assembled by a crackhead? What would be 0:16:56.080 --> 0:16:57.160 something that they might assemble. 0:16:57.400 --> 0:17:00.960 When I'm saying as symble, I mean gathering, right, So 0:17:01.000 --> 0:17:03.560 some people would be taking like people would be pushing grows. 0:17:03.560 --> 0:17:06.200 They used to still the grocery baskets, sure, right from 0:17:06.200 --> 0:17:09.520 the grocery store and be pushing them around as simp 0:17:09.600 --> 0:17:15.480 like gathering things to sell. You got it. So it 0:17:15.480 --> 0:17:23.680 could be something like cans, bottles. Some people would get TVs. 0:17:24.040 --> 0:17:26.800 People would do that time. They was the only flockers. 0:17:26.800 --> 0:17:29.960 Crackheads was the only flockers. It was only people breaking 0:17:29.960 --> 0:17:33.240 in people houses. Sometimes you see people with TVs radios, 0:17:33.680 --> 0:17:35.359 and a lot of times that shit to be working, 0:17:35.640 --> 0:17:38.119 like they knew the difference between junk and things that 0:17:38.160 --> 0:17:44.520 people bought. Sure, Sure, so I used to look at 0:17:44.520 --> 0:17:46.760 them people crazy, But I'm starting to really think that 0:17:46.880 --> 0:17:50.080 I must be crazy. Because I don't know how I 0:17:50.160 --> 0:17:53.360 deal with this world sober, Like Chuck Game is posting 0:17:53.400 --> 0:17:58.680 all these pictures of uh, what's going on and over 0:17:58.720 --> 0:17:59.440 there in Israel? 0:18:00.040 --> 0:18:00.359 Mm hm. 0:18:01.160 --> 0:18:04.000 You know it's people posting babies being blown up and 0:18:05.600 --> 0:18:07.560 women dead, And I was just thinking to myself, like, 0:18:07.640 --> 0:18:09.480 how am I sober looking at all this shit? 0:18:11.840 --> 0:18:15.000 It's a matter of scope, I suppose. I mean, it's tragic, 0:18:15.119 --> 0:18:19.800 is a hell, but I've never I don't know as 0:18:19.800 --> 0:18:25.280 far as like the world me personally, I never blinked. 0:18:25.920 --> 0:18:31.720 M I don't think I blink. I think I see 0:18:31.760 --> 0:18:36.159 it all. But it's also why like I'll be on 0:18:36.240 --> 0:18:39.120 my Donnie Hathaway where I'd be like, eah, living ain't 0:18:39.160 --> 0:18:46.199 what it cracked up to be, Like, like, I have 0:18:46.359 --> 0:18:50.840 huge faith in humanity, but that's probably a big problem too. 0:18:51.240 --> 0:18:55.280 I believe in humanity, and that probably is like a 0:18:55.280 --> 0:18:56.440 flaw maybe. 0:18:56.520 --> 0:19:01.680 I mean humanity cuts both ways. Humanity makes creates enormous problems, 0:19:01.720 --> 0:19:04.000 and humanity solves enormous problems. 0:19:04.560 --> 0:19:07.200 You know what's the biggest problem they ever solve? You 0:19:07.240 --> 0:19:08.040 feel humanity? 0:19:08.440 --> 0:19:12.200 Humanity? Well, I mean the almost obvious one. I mean, 0:19:12.240 --> 0:19:16.800 like they created a humanity created a clusterfuck of World 0:19:16.840 --> 0:19:20.679 War two. It also solved the same problem. 0:19:21.320 --> 0:19:23.240 You know, what's the what do you mean you solve 0:19:23.280 --> 0:19:29.440 which problem? I think humanity don't do shit but cause problems. 0:19:29.760 --> 0:19:32.359 I don't think humanity has done one good thing for 0:19:32.400 --> 0:19:36.240 the Earth. I would disagree with that, you know what 0:19:36.240 --> 0:19:40.640 I mean? I think humanity just creates problems and then 0:19:40.720 --> 0:19:43.680 solve the problems that they create, and then the problems 0:19:43.680 --> 0:19:45.960 that they solve creates even more problems. 0:19:46.520 --> 0:19:49.040 Well, I think the default setting is a problem. You know, 0:19:49.119 --> 0:19:51.600 if you were to go back and back and back 0:19:51.640 --> 0:19:54.760 and back in time, whether the human life expectancy probably 0:19:54.840 --> 0:19:58.800 twenty five thirty years, you will die in all kinds 0:19:58.800 --> 0:20:02.600 of different ways we were supposed to. That's probably true. 0:20:02.680 --> 0:20:08.240 I think that there's it's like every innovation that's that's 0:20:08.320 --> 0:20:12.359 that's helped human beings. Human beings probably worse for the Earth. 0:20:13.240 --> 0:20:16.400 I don't know about that. I think there's the person. 0:20:16.400 --> 0:20:21.840 I think there is fine. The Earth's equilibrium is pretty fine. 0:20:22.359 --> 0:20:22.800 But like. 0:20:25.640 --> 0:20:31.160 The abundant, like abundance breeds abundance, and abundance breeds time. 0:20:32.280 --> 0:20:38.919 So the same ecosystem of the human mind that was 0:20:38.920 --> 0:20:43.119 able to use spare time to invent a light bulb, 0:20:44.560 --> 0:20:50.480 was able to use spare time to devise eugenics, you know, 0:20:52.080 --> 0:20:55.399 time to think. It's all in the mind of the thinker. 0:20:57.320 --> 0:20:58.200 I agree with that. 0:21:01.000 --> 0:21:03.160 Every day I'll be disappointed. 0:21:02.480 --> 0:21:09.679 Because, yeah, that disappointing types, but I don't think it 0:21:09.760 --> 0:21:11.360 ever wasn't a disappointing time. 0:21:11.920 --> 0:21:15.600 It's also true, you know what I mean, Like, how 0:21:15.640 --> 0:21:18.280 could a place like Watts in a place like Newport 0:21:18.400 --> 0:21:23.399 Beach exists at the same time. That gotta be like 0:21:23.600 --> 0:21:27.720 a fucking flaw in a place like bell Layer in 0:21:27.760 --> 0:21:34.119 a place like Compton can exist at the same time. Yeah, yeah, 0:21:34.680 --> 0:21:38.159 think about that bell Layer and Compton, then motherfuckers is 0:21:38.400 --> 0:21:40.480 twenty miles from each other. I think. Let me look 0:21:40.520 --> 0:21:41.400 it up, gul Well. 0:21:41.400 --> 0:21:45.320 I mean, how far is Central Park West or whatever 0:21:45.400 --> 0:21:49.280 the hell from Harlem? I mean, it'sn't like Park Avenue 0:21:49.359 --> 0:21:51.640 on one side of Central Park West or I'm sorry, 0:21:51.680 --> 0:21:55.440 one side of Central Park and then like Harlem is 0:21:55.480 --> 0:21:58.680 like basically the other side. 0:21:59.000 --> 0:22:05.040 Yeah, Compton to bell Layer is nineteen miles. 0:22:04.000 --> 0:22:06.600 A little more. Number of guests had about fourteen, But. 0:22:07.640 --> 0:22:12.399 How the fuck can somebody have entirely too much and 0:22:12.440 --> 0:22:17.760 then these people have entirely not enough. That gotta be 0:22:17.880 --> 0:22:25.480 like the greatest, Like that's just crap. It's nineteen miles 0:22:25.520 --> 0:22:30.199 peat it is how could you? How could you have 0:22:30.440 --> 0:22:33.000 that much? And then somebody this close could not have 0:22:33.280 --> 0:22:37.760 nearly enough and you exist peacefully. 0:22:38.640 --> 0:22:44.240 That's the last part is kind of the uh, the kicker, 0:22:44.840 --> 0:22:54.359 you know, but you know resources come buy an awful lot. 0:22:54.680 --> 0:22:57.440 Like think about that. There's a house in bell Layer 0:22:57.560 --> 0:23:00.159 for sale right now. Let me look at this. Was 0:23:00.160 --> 0:23:02.040 looking at a house in bell Layer for sale right 0:23:02.119 --> 0:23:08.639 It came up in my email and there's a house 0:23:08.680 --> 0:23:10.600 in bell Layer. Oh thin. 0:23:10.760 --> 0:23:11.840 I saw something about that. 0:23:12.600 --> 0:23:15.879 It was like some kind of crazy means like a 0:23:16.000 --> 0:23:19.560 nine figure Yeah, it was like one hundred and thirty 0:23:19.640 --> 0:23:26.240 nine million dollars a twelve bedroom, seventeen bath, two acre 0:23:26.480 --> 0:23:30.240 house and bell Layer. The address is twelve hundred Bell Layer, rolled, 0:23:30.640 --> 0:23:35.520 Los Angeles, Sky nine zero zero seven seven. The house 0:23:35.640 --> 0:23:38.240 cousin is one hundred and forty million dollars. 0:23:38.280 --> 0:23:44.040 You know what I really don't understand about that. There's 0:23:44.119 --> 0:23:48.560 a lot of surplus bathrooms in that home. 0:23:48.880 --> 0:23:50.720 It's almost like they don't want to share the bathroom. 0:23:50.840 --> 0:23:52.160 I never got that evil. 0:23:53.400 --> 0:23:58.479 I understand Okay, we're gonna have twelve bedrooms and then 0:23:58.600 --> 0:23:59.560 twelve bathrooms. 0:24:00.200 --> 0:24:02.760 Five teams. Yeah, I get thirteen guess bathroom? You want 0:24:02.760 --> 0:24:03.399 people in Yo bad. 0:24:03.600 --> 0:24:07.040 They've got five or six extra bathrooms. It's as if 0:24:07.080 --> 0:24:10.119 they're serving laxative in there. And you better have a 0:24:10.119 --> 0:24:12.520 bathroom close enough to in case, you know, you don't 0:24:12.560 --> 0:24:13.760 have to go down to the hall too far to 0:24:13.800 --> 0:24:14.560 the next bathroom. 0:24:14.640 --> 0:24:15.960 You never know what that was about. 0:24:16.240 --> 0:24:17.320 Oh what's going on there? 0:24:18.119 --> 0:24:21.479 But I'm looking and this is right here, and they 0:24:21.560 --> 0:24:24.000 be talking shit about these people who running in these 0:24:24.040 --> 0:24:25.120 stores taking shit. 0:24:26.359 --> 0:24:31.159 Five one hundred thousand is about what it's about the 0:24:31.160 --> 0:24:32.320 price of a house in Compton. 0:24:33.400 --> 0:24:34.000