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Speaker 1: Call It What It Is with Jessica Capshaw and Camil Lunnington,

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Speaker 1: an iHeartRadio podcast.

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Speaker 2: Well, Hello, Hello, Hello, Hello Call It crew, and welcome

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Speaker 2: to the most depressing episode Call It What It Is.

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Speaker 3: I'm already in a bad mood. And I saw that.

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Speaker 4: Episode twenty four of season eight, the season finale, was

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Speaker 4: you know, in the top five of things that the

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Speaker 4: crew wanted us to recap.

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Speaker 3: I was so excited.

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Speaker 4: I was THRILLI I couldn't wait. I was like, Oh

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Speaker 4: my gosh, that's great. So much happened in that episode.

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Speaker 4: This is gonna be so dramatic, and oh, it's gonna

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Speaker 4: be so much fun to look back on that work.

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Speaker 3: And then and then I watched it.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, when was the last time you watched that episode?

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Speaker 3: Well, while I was rewatching it, I was reminded that

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Speaker 3: it turns out I never did.

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Speaker 2: Oh you've never seen it.

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Speaker 3: Well, after watching and I now know why I didn't

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Speaker 3: watch it.

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Speaker 2: So I haven't seen it since I started the show.

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Speaker 2: So this is like thirteen years ago, and I had

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Speaker 2: forgotten all the other parts of it, and probably for

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Speaker 2: a reason, for a reason, I was horrified. I thought

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Speaker 2: I would watch it over coffee.

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Speaker 3: This morning.

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Speaker 2: I was like, oh, great, Coomel, why would I can

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Speaker 2: do that? Just the worst way to set up my day.

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Speaker 2: Let's start with a table read.

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Speaker 3: Well again, flood of emotions. It was so depressing, the

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Speaker 3: sad stable read of all time.

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Speaker 4: Because okay, so here, sorry, in all seriousness, the thing

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Speaker 4: that I'm going to say that is maybe controversial, maybe not,

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Speaker 4: maybe just reporting from the front lines of my truth.

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Speaker 4: This episode was really really sad. It was really sad.

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Speaker 4: I found the whole thing very depressing.

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Speaker 2: Well, they're wearing a lot of lols.

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Speaker 3: I didn't like it at all.

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Speaker 2: No, no, I don't like it either.

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Speaker 3: I didn't like this episode. You don't need to watch

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Speaker 3: it again.

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Speaker 2: No, I never want to see this episode again.

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Speaker 4: Was the first and last day that I saw episode

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Speaker 4: twenty four of season eight.

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Speaker 3: Okay, let's start at the table read.

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Speaker 4: Even though you know your television shows, your favorites are

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Speaker 4: the ones you watch, seem like it's just a foregone

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Speaker 4: conclusion that those characters are going to come back every season.

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Speaker 4: We are as actors contract players, which means that our

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Speaker 4: contract is for that season. So every season that's a

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Speaker 4: new season, we actually have to get re hired.

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Speaker 3: On some level when you finish.

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Speaker 4: The season, no promises, no guarantees that you're coming back.

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Speaker 4: You're the last episode of any given season.

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Speaker 3: Really could be your last.

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Speaker 4: In this particular case, again, we will check Jessica's facts.

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Speaker 4: My memory was that there were a lot of people

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Speaker 4: up for contract renegotiations, which wasn't just getting wasn't just

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Speaker 4: you were getting picked up, and you were actually renegotiating

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Speaker 4: the price that you get paid per episode in this year.

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Speaker 3: It's my memory that the people that were sort of.

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Speaker 4: Hearing the script for the first time at the table read,

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Speaker 4: but also understanding that they may not come back the

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Speaker 4: next year, ye were myself, Eric Dane. It's my memory

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Speaker 4: that Lexi knew she Kyler knew she was leaving.

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Speaker 2: I'm not in this episode, so I'm really truly watching

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Speaker 2: it as a fan. Yeah did you know that? She

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Speaker 2: was going? Yeah, oh you did, Okay, okay.

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Speaker 3: And it was super sad.

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Speaker 4: And also a sneak attack that actually made me really

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Speaker 4: even more sad. And she absolutely crushed the episode and

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Speaker 4: I was weeping.

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Speaker 2: Kim, Kim, I mean, Kim, I mean, I was a puddle.

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Speaker 4: So the episode table read was it was heavy, it

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Speaker 3: It was. It was full of like.

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Speaker 4: Uncertainty in terms of could was this your last table read?

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Speaker 4: And then I do believe again I completely cross memories here,

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Speaker 4: but I do believe that Kim did know that was

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Speaker 3: Come back right, so she thought she was leaving.

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Speaker 4: And yeah, it was just heavy heavy.

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Speaker 2: Were you guys allowed access to the script before the

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Speaker 4: No, I mean you got to table you know, you

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Speaker 4: get to table read time, and there'd be lunch out

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Speaker 4: but honestly, there's not usually that much time. You're certainly

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Speaker 2: So now we get access to scripts ahead of time,

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Speaker 2: but back then we we were reading them is sometimes

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Speaker 2: the table read. Oh oh my god. Okay, so that was.

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Speaker 3: The table reading. Those were table readvice.

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Speaker 2: Let's talk about actually like filming location getting up there.

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Speaker 2: Do I remember you telling me you guys filmed a

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Speaker 2: big Bear. Is that where you went?

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Speaker 3: So we also were not filming on our stage as

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Speaker 3: we were filming in Big Beer. Well okay, so again

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Speaker 3: I was watching it for the first time. I forgot

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Speaker 3: that there was this flip flop. So you start the

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Speaker 3: You're like, yeah, which, what are we on here? What

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Speaker 4: And you're having this flashback of Weber talking to the

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Speaker 4: And then it's juxtaposed to the wilderness and this horrible screaming,

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Speaker 3: Who was doing that horrible screaming that was so high

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Speaker 3: I was doing the horrible screaming.

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Speaker 2: So I realized it was your horrible screaming. It was

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Speaker 2: I'm like, how long you actually have to scream for?

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Speaker 4: Scream for so long, and I remember that it was

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Speaker 4: again I was I am remembering that it was written

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Speaker 3: It was so horrible. It was so repellent.

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Speaker 3: I was very pregnant.

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Speaker 2: I know, I'm thinking about this for you. First off,

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Speaker 2: in those opening scenes, and then you know, Sandra's like.

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Speaker 3: Yet, yeah, Christina is so good in that. Christina is

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Speaker 4: So yeah, No, I'm doing a lot of I know,

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Speaker 2: I think that we organically like have it go where

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Speaker 4: So we know that we know that it's we know

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Speaker 3: And we know we're filming on location, which we never do.

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Speaker 3: So there's a lot of you know, there's a lot

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Speaker 4: We're just used to our normal programming, which is, you know,

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Speaker 3: And then also it was.

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Speaker 4: It was the last so of the season, which back

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Speaker 3: So you're at the end of your race. Like if

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Speaker 4: You are exhausted, everything has been taken out of you,

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Speaker 3: It's a beautifully written script. It's a beautifully written script,

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Speaker 4: And for a show that I think, you know, gets

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Speaker 4: But I do think it was really well, you know,

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Speaker 3: You're watching you know series regulars that you you were.

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Speaker 4: I didn't realize that Lexi dies so quickly. I mean

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Speaker 2: No, she died because I stopped. Okay, so I was

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Speaker 2: watching this morning Matt came in and he came in

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Speaker 2: it and it said fifteen minutes. He's like, this is

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Speaker 2: and they packed that horrible punch fifteen minutes in where

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Speaker 2: this going now? But I want to know how long

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Speaker 2: you were actually having to scream for? Like how long

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Speaker 4: And I was very I wasn't just kind of pregnant.

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Speaker 4: I was very pregnant, which is why I'm always covered

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Speaker 4: in a jacket too. But I'm screaming for you know.

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Speaker 4: I mean, I remember just we would just every setup

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Speaker 4: kind of like the show shows you that there's different

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Speaker 2: Everyone was incredible. There's a lot of times when I

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Speaker 3: I remember my room had a really really large jacuzzie

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Speaker 4: And you're still working with him every day, and it's

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Speaker 4: It's just that Kevin is so serious. He just comes

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Speaker 4: Which is that her husband is alive halls of his

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Speaker 3: You know, he means business. He's so serious.

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Speaker 4: Now you're in the you're in the residence lounge and

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Speaker 2: You know what? I don't know if she that he

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Speaker 4: And then you see the characters at different parts of

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Speaker 3: You're not dying. And Lexi knows she's dying. Lexi's fully

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Speaker 3: This was my note, it's my favorite. Mark Slanci never.

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Speaker 2: Oh yeah, yeah, I would say, I would say.

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Speaker 2: I wonder how many times they had to do that scene.

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Speaker 2: I know you probably were. I was there, Oh you were.

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Speaker 3: Everybody was talking about it. Everybody was talking about how

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Speaker 4: Kyler had her last take, like the last word, the

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Speaker 3: Yeah, and you also forget that, well, you don't forget,

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Speaker 4: Well, Meredith is so obsessed with finding Derek, which of

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Speaker 2: Needed to come, Yeah, you got you got.

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Speaker 4: And when she finds out after that commercial break, and

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Speaker 3: It's just like from her, it's a whole other general.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, like it's that deep. I just yeah, that scene

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Speaker 3: To film it's worth mentioning.

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Speaker 4: We had to film the outside stuff and the wilderness

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Speaker 3: But in our regular show, we you know, our crew

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00:23:50,359 --> 00:23:53,640
Speaker 3: and all the all the departments, every single one from

444
00:23:53,720 --> 00:23:57,359
Speaker 3: props to camera to sound. Everybody knows our sets and

445
00:23:57,400 --> 00:24:00,200
Speaker 3: it's a real program. They know where all the things go. Oh,

446
00:24:00,240 --> 00:24:03,359
Speaker 3: they know how to do the thing. And we were

447
00:24:03,560 --> 00:24:06,240
Speaker 3: all in completely unfamiliar territory.

448
00:24:06,400 --> 00:24:10,160
Speaker 4: So we were not laying down, you know, Dolly, We

449
00:24:10,160 --> 00:24:14,520
Speaker 4: were not you know, recording sound in the same way

450
00:24:14,560 --> 00:24:19,359
Speaker 4: because we were competing with birds chirping and airplanes flying

451
00:24:19,440 --> 00:24:23,960
Speaker 4: and sounds that we don't normally compete with, and so everything.

452
00:24:23,400 --> 00:24:29,960
Speaker 3: About it was so much more. My memory was like it.

453
00:24:29,880 --> 00:24:36,680
Speaker 4: Was raw and it was honestly probably influenced by the storytelling.

454
00:24:36,800 --> 00:24:39,600
Speaker 3: It was painful. It was like painful. It was kind

455
00:24:39,600 --> 00:24:40,560
Speaker 3: of aggravating.

456
00:24:40,880 --> 00:24:42,760
Speaker 4: The light would change and then all of a sudden

457
00:24:42,760 --> 00:24:44,919
Speaker 4: they'd have to add things and then you'd have to

458
00:24:44,960 --> 00:24:47,040
Speaker 4: wait and you were covered in blood.

459
00:24:47,240 --> 00:24:49,200
Speaker 2: That was the other thing I was gonna say. The blood.

460
00:24:49,200 --> 00:24:52,160
Speaker 2: People don't understand, like the blood's all sticky. You're probably

461
00:24:52,160 --> 00:24:55,879
Speaker 2: in the dirt with the like that fake blood is

462
00:24:55,960 --> 00:24:59,679
Speaker 2: like glue, and it does get aggravating to have it

463
00:24:59,720 --> 00:25:00,000
Speaker 2: on you.

464
00:25:01,119 --> 00:25:03,760
Speaker 4: So this is the this is the one funny story

465
00:25:03,800 --> 00:25:07,920
Speaker 4: that I have from this episode. We shoot the episode

466
00:25:08,040 --> 00:25:10,320
Speaker 4: and in order to get the blood and stuff, and

467
00:25:10,440 --> 00:25:12,160
Speaker 4: Arizona had quite a lot of stuff on our face.

468
00:25:12,320 --> 00:25:15,320
Speaker 3: Yeah, you would, and in her hair and you would

469
00:25:15,400 --> 00:25:16,960
Speaker 3: have to get or the best way to get it

470
00:25:16,960 --> 00:25:18,000
Speaker 3: at was shaving cream.

471
00:25:18,119 --> 00:25:20,639
Speaker 4: So you'd get shaving cream and you'd just lather it

472
00:25:20,760 --> 00:25:22,719
Speaker 4: up all over and there was something about it that

473
00:25:22,760 --> 00:25:25,920
Speaker 4: would remove that the cookie stuff and.

474
00:25:25,920 --> 00:25:28,080
Speaker 3: So and then a hot towel. So when we were

475
00:25:28,119 --> 00:25:29,840
Speaker 3: shooting and you just go back to your hotel room

476
00:25:29,880 --> 00:25:33,879
Speaker 3: at night, you know, you would take back your shaving

477
00:25:33,920 --> 00:25:36,600
Speaker 3: cream and your hotels and you'd go home and you'd

478
00:25:36,600 --> 00:25:38,240
Speaker 3: do it in your hotel room and you didn't see

479
00:25:38,280 --> 00:25:42,200
Speaker 3: anybody else, and it was done the last day.

480
00:25:42,880 --> 00:25:45,960
Speaker 4: We finished, and we all got in our cars to

481
00:25:46,000 --> 00:25:50,560
Speaker 4: go home. And I have said this before, and I

482
00:25:50,560 --> 00:25:52,600
Speaker 4: think probably even more so in this case.

483
00:25:52,920 --> 00:25:56,439
Speaker 3: You go a little especially after like a highly emotional

484
00:25:56,480 --> 00:26:00,320
Speaker 3: scenes or content, you kind of get nuh when you

485
00:26:00,320 --> 00:26:01,520
Speaker 3: get in your car and you kind of don't want

486
00:26:01,520 --> 00:26:03,920
Speaker 3: to talk to anyone. You just kind of zone no

487
00:26:04,160 --> 00:26:06,560
Speaker 3: and big bears on a big mountain.

488
00:26:06,840 --> 00:26:10,800
Speaker 4: And so I drive home. I'm so pregnant, I'm numb.

489
00:26:10,880 --> 00:26:14,159
Speaker 4: We've finished this long, hard shoot and I'm driving and

490
00:26:14,200 --> 00:26:16,399
Speaker 4: I finally get down to the We get to the

491
00:26:16,440 --> 00:26:18,520
Speaker 4: freeway and I'm driving on the freeway and I hit

492
00:26:18,520 --> 00:26:20,680
Speaker 4: a little bit of traffic and I'm sitting in traffic

493
00:26:20,720 --> 00:26:24,080
Speaker 4: and I'm looking out the window and I'm like processing

494
00:26:24,119 --> 00:26:26,960
Speaker 4: and everything else. And I looked to my left because

495
00:26:27,000 --> 00:26:28,919
Speaker 4: there's a car there, and.

496
00:26:30,240 --> 00:26:31,560
Speaker 2: Don't say you got recognized.

497
00:26:32,160 --> 00:26:38,920
Speaker 3: This woman turns locks eyes with me, and her face

498
00:26:39,320 --> 00:26:43,000
Speaker 3: registers what I look like, which is a like I'm

499
00:26:43,000 --> 00:26:45,879
Speaker 3: in a horror movie, like I've got blood everywhere.

500
00:26:47,520 --> 00:26:52,520
Speaker 4: I'd been completely I mean, she did not know what

501
00:26:52,600 --> 00:26:52,920
Speaker 4: to do.

502
00:26:53,240 --> 00:26:54,760
Speaker 3: I mean I couldn't hear because she was in a car.

503
00:26:54,760 --> 00:26:57,479
Speaker 3: But it was like she screamed, Slash said like do

504
00:26:57,560 --> 00:27:00,400
Speaker 3: you need help? Slash, And there was nothing I could

505
00:27:00,400 --> 00:27:01,240
Speaker 3: actually say.

506
00:27:01,160 --> 00:27:04,640
Speaker 4: Back that would be comforting to her, right, like besides

507
00:27:04,760 --> 00:27:07,480
Speaker 4: rolling down my window asking her to roll down hers,

508
00:27:07,920 --> 00:27:10,400
Speaker 4: and stopping in the middle of a freeway to say,

509
00:27:10,560 --> 00:27:11,400
Speaker 4: oh no, no, don't worry.

510
00:27:11,440 --> 00:27:12,760
Speaker 3: I'm on a TV show.

511
00:27:12,640 --> 00:27:15,639
Speaker 2: Which filmed I was just in a plane crash and

512
00:27:15,640 --> 00:27:18,200
Speaker 2: it's I'm totally fine. My legs come off, but it's like,

513
00:27:18,320 --> 00:27:21,680
Speaker 2: it's totally fine. That's really funny.

514
00:27:21,960 --> 00:27:24,560
Speaker 4: So that woman is out there in the world somewhere

515
00:27:24,800 --> 00:27:27,840
Speaker 4: today and she has some story about and it probably

516
00:27:27,920 --> 00:27:31,440
Speaker 4: is sad, right she probably imagines that, yeah.

517
00:27:31,200 --> 00:27:33,840
Speaker 3: Sad person. But I'm here to tell you that if

518
00:27:33,880 --> 00:27:35,879
Speaker 3: you ever hear this, it was not sad. It was

519
00:27:35,920 --> 00:27:37,040
Speaker 3: just me coming home from work.

520
00:27:39,840 --> 00:27:41,440
Speaker 2: God, I can't believe you drove all.

521
00:27:41,640 --> 00:27:42,760
Speaker 3: Like that anyways.

522
00:27:42,800 --> 00:27:45,800
Speaker 4: Okay, so we go back to the hospital. Kim is

523
00:27:45,840 --> 00:27:49,560
Speaker 4: crushing it. She's doing all that she's doing. I love

524
00:27:49,560 --> 00:27:51,159
Speaker 4: the scene that comes when we come back to the

525
00:27:51,160 --> 00:27:53,520
Speaker 4: World with the Woods again with Christina and Meredith, where

526
00:27:53,840 --> 00:27:56,719
Speaker 4: Christina is so over it and she is like, I

527
00:27:56,760 --> 00:27:59,160
Speaker 4: am over the guns to my head and I'm over

528
00:27:59,280 --> 00:28:01,680
Speaker 4: business and as soon as I get home, I am

529
00:28:01,720 --> 00:28:05,320
Speaker 4: getting the hell away from Seattle, Grace, Mercy, Death, Death,

530
00:28:05,400 --> 00:28:06,240
Speaker 4: I'm out of here.

531
00:28:07,200 --> 00:28:23,600
Speaker 2: That was brilliant. I also we didn't talk about this,

532
00:28:23,720 --> 00:28:27,040
Speaker 2: but I loved at the beginning. God, Sandra's is so

533
00:28:27,119 --> 00:28:30,120
Speaker 2: good in everything. I loved at the beginning how she

534
00:28:30,200 --> 00:28:31,360
Speaker 2: was obsessed with her shoe.

535
00:28:32,080 --> 00:28:33,080
Speaker 3: Yeah, where's my shoe?

536
00:28:33,119 --> 00:28:36,000
Speaker 2: Where's my shoe? I loved that that was like part

537
00:28:36,040 --> 00:28:38,600
Speaker 2: of her chaos makes sense.

538
00:28:38,440 --> 00:28:41,200
Speaker 3: To me the weird way, like when you can't control anything, No, it.

539
00:28:41,160 --> 00:28:44,000
Speaker 2: Does, it totally does, so silly. I thought it was

540
00:28:44,120 --> 00:28:45,080
Speaker 2: fantastic writing.

541
00:28:45,280 --> 00:28:47,520
Speaker 4: And then I also love when she said the whole

542
00:28:47,600 --> 00:28:52,360
Speaker 4: thing about when she was like, because Meredith is still

543
00:28:52,400 --> 00:28:54,360
Speaker 4: looking at her like she's her person and she's gonna

544
00:28:54,440 --> 00:28:57,880
Speaker 4: have some you know, some sage answers of things or

545
00:28:57,880 --> 00:29:01,040
Speaker 4: figure it out, and she's like, I have.

546
00:29:01,080 --> 00:29:03,400
Speaker 3: PTSD and I'm not related. I'm not reliable.

547
00:29:03,760 --> 00:29:10,400
Speaker 6: Yeah no, yeah, yeah yeah, But she's still in the trauma.

548
00:29:09,840 --> 00:29:13,000
Speaker 4: Like she's saying, yeah, I have PTSD, but she's actually

549
00:29:13,600 --> 00:29:14,640
Speaker 4: in the TS part.

550
00:29:16,600 --> 00:29:17,440
Speaker 3: There's no TRD.

551
00:29:18,080 --> 00:29:22,239
Speaker 2: There's so much I know, there's so many elements to like,

552
00:29:22,360 --> 00:29:26,640
Speaker 2: so many people's journey in this episode. It really by

553
00:29:26,640 --> 00:29:29,120
Speaker 2: the way, I think the whole episode's like forty two minutes,

554
00:29:29,160 --> 00:29:32,480
Speaker 2: and it's unreal what you guys pack into that. I do.

555
00:29:32,640 --> 00:29:35,640
Speaker 2: I found it super jarring, the back and forth between

556
00:29:35,680 --> 00:29:40,440
Speaker 2: the hospital and the airplane. And I think that it

557
00:29:40,640 --> 00:29:43,960
Speaker 2: works though, because you're never with you guys long enough

558
00:29:43,960 --> 00:29:48,240
Speaker 2: to sort of get comfortable in your chaos and trauma.

559
00:29:48,400 --> 00:29:51,160
Speaker 2: You're thrown back into the hospital. So by the time

560
00:29:51,280 --> 00:29:54,800
Speaker 2: you're back with you guys, it feels like a slap

561
00:29:54,800 --> 00:29:55,320
Speaker 2: in the face.

562
00:29:55,920 --> 00:29:58,480
Speaker 4: Well yeah, because you go from you go from them

563
00:29:58,800 --> 00:30:04,479
Speaker 4: using a safety pin to close Derek's wound to Weber

564
00:30:04,480 --> 00:30:07,360
Speaker 4: and the o R being like, you kids jazzed about dinner.

565
00:30:07,800 --> 00:30:11,400
Speaker 2: Oh okay, well let's let's talk about that. Because I

566
00:30:11,560 --> 00:30:15,280
Speaker 2: was a resident, I don't remember ever having a duck dinner.

567
00:30:15,800 --> 00:30:16,840
Speaker 3: You didn't get a duck dinner.

568
00:30:16,880 --> 00:30:20,880
Speaker 2: I didn't dare Yeah, I'm wondering where my steak dinner was.

569
00:30:21,560 --> 00:30:23,480
Speaker 4: Well, maybe Krap talked you out of it, because his

570
00:30:23,480 --> 00:30:25,440
Speaker 4: next line was I'll still, I'll give you ten bucks

571
00:30:25,440 --> 00:30:26,800
Speaker 4: to stab me in the face right now.

572
00:30:27,920 --> 00:30:31,400
Speaker 2: This is true. Maybe maybe Joe was told to stay

573
00:30:31,440 --> 00:30:34,000
Speaker 2: home in order to take out This is totally possible.

574
00:30:35,280 --> 00:30:38,360
Speaker 2: Let's talk about Kapner and Avery.

575
00:30:39,560 --> 00:30:43,400
Speaker 3: Oh gosh, I'm in which part?

576
00:30:44,960 --> 00:30:48,840
Speaker 2: Well, let's talk. First off, I feel like I really

577
00:30:48,880 --> 00:30:50,160
Speaker 2: missed our chemistry on the show.

578
00:30:50,760 --> 00:30:53,680
Speaker 3: It really I miss like they looked like babies.

579
00:30:54,120 --> 00:30:57,400
Speaker 2: He did look like little babies. I missed our chemistry

580
00:30:57,400 --> 00:30:57,720
Speaker 2: on the show.

581
00:30:57,800 --> 00:30:59,040
Speaker 3: Wease are you in right now?

582
00:30:59,280 --> 00:30:59,959
Speaker 2: Five hundred?

583
00:31:00,680 --> 00:31:00,800
Speaker 3: No?

584
00:31:00,840 --> 00:31:02,960
Speaker 2: But really twenty we're about to go into twenty two.

585
00:31:03,600 --> 00:31:08,560
Speaker 3: Okay, so that was season eight. It was a very

586
00:31:08,640 --> 00:31:09,520
Speaker 3: long time ago.

587
00:31:10,280 --> 00:31:12,920
Speaker 2: Yeah, that is a very long time fourteen eighteen years ago?

588
00:31:13,080 --> 00:31:16,440
Speaker 2: Fourteen yeah, thirteen, Oh yeah, no, it's a really long

589
00:31:16,480 --> 00:31:19,760
Speaker 2: time ago. Can we talk about their I was wondering

590
00:31:19,760 --> 00:31:23,280
Speaker 2: where they were in their relationship, and I got like

591
00:31:23,320 --> 00:31:25,880
Speaker 2: ap when she started talking about being happy.

592
00:31:26,840 --> 00:31:27,280
Speaker 3: M hmm.

593
00:31:28,200 --> 00:31:30,560
Speaker 2: And then they'd had sex, and the whole virgin thing

594
00:31:30,880 --> 00:31:32,480
Speaker 2: forgot about that, and.

595
00:31:32,400 --> 00:31:36,160
Speaker 4: She really liked having sex with him, but she wasn't happy.

596
00:31:36,200 --> 00:31:37,840
Speaker 4: She wasn't a virgin anymore, and.

597
00:31:37,800 --> 00:31:40,800
Speaker 2: She didn't know who she was. I, you know, someone say,

598
00:31:41,000 --> 00:31:41,880
Speaker 2: she feels her word.

599
00:31:42,040 --> 00:31:43,520
Speaker 3: So now she wasn't even like the dot she was.

600
00:31:43,720 --> 00:31:45,080
Speaker 3: I know, she wasn't a virgin.

601
00:31:45,760 --> 00:31:48,160
Speaker 2: I thought. I just thought it was. I thought Sarah

602
00:31:48,200 --> 00:31:50,320
Speaker 2: did such a good job of that.

603
00:31:50,840 --> 00:31:54,720
Speaker 3: Always does such a good job. They super look like babies.

604
00:31:54,920 --> 00:31:58,520
Speaker 2: I know, I know. Anyway, Okay, okay, let's go back

605
00:31:58,600 --> 00:31:59,520
Speaker 2: to the horror.

606
00:31:59,560 --> 00:32:01,960
Speaker 4: S know, and right before you go into that scene,

607
00:32:02,000 --> 00:32:04,800
Speaker 4: which is so tender and sweet and honest. And both

608
00:32:04,800 --> 00:32:10,000
Speaker 4: of them, I mean, Jesse and Sarah were always really

609
00:32:10,080 --> 00:32:13,480
Speaker 4: good at being honest with each other in their storytelling.

610
00:32:13,520 --> 00:32:14,800
Speaker 3: Like they both showed up.

611
00:32:14,800 --> 00:32:18,800
Speaker 4: They were very it was simple and it was clear,

612
00:32:18,960 --> 00:32:21,800
Speaker 4: and it was honest and so and you lean into

613
00:32:21,840 --> 00:32:24,000
Speaker 4: that as a viewer, you're like, yes, tell me more,

614
00:32:24,920 --> 00:32:29,160
Speaker 4: because they had super high arching storylines, right, I mean,

615
00:32:29,200 --> 00:32:31,120
Speaker 4: she's saying things like I'm not a virgin anymore and

616
00:32:31,120 --> 00:32:34,320
Speaker 4: you're my best friend, and they're big things she's talking about,

617
00:32:34,320 --> 00:32:37,720
Speaker 4: but she's making them so simple and so relatable that

618
00:32:37,800 --> 00:32:41,280
Speaker 4: you and he's really listening and it's you know, it's

619
00:32:41,360 --> 00:32:41,840
Speaker 4: so great.

620
00:32:42,040 --> 00:32:44,320
Speaker 2: I do have to say, also, when you what one

621
00:32:44,480 --> 00:32:47,120
Speaker 2: second on that note that when you come onto the

622
00:32:47,160 --> 00:32:51,560
Speaker 2: show with your intern class, there is a bond that

623
00:32:51,680 --> 00:32:55,280
Speaker 2: happens with that intern class if those actors are able

624
00:32:55,320 --> 00:32:58,120
Speaker 2: to sort of stay around long enough with you, because

625
00:32:58,160 --> 00:33:00,640
Speaker 2: sometimes you know on Grays, you know, we have an

626
00:33:00,640 --> 00:33:04,000
Speaker 2: interurn has to leave and this happens to the other intern.

627
00:33:04,520 --> 00:33:09,360
Speaker 2: And I think that for Sarah and Jessee coming on

628
00:33:09,440 --> 00:33:12,120
Speaker 2: at the same time as that class, like they would

629
00:33:12,160 --> 00:33:14,440
Speaker 2: just bond in a way that you do see in

630
00:33:14,560 --> 00:33:18,320
Speaker 2: other classes too. But that chemistry just sticks around with you,

631
00:33:18,760 --> 00:33:23,600
Speaker 2: regardless of like romantic chemistry, Like the intern chemistry sticks

632
00:33:23,600 --> 00:33:25,240
Speaker 2: around with you. And I was just reminded of that

633
00:33:25,400 --> 00:33:26,200
Speaker 2: watching it.

634
00:33:27,240 --> 00:33:30,040
Speaker 3: Right before you go to that scene I have in

635
00:33:30,080 --> 00:33:31,640
Speaker 3: my notes that I was watching.

636
00:33:32,080 --> 00:33:37,400
Speaker 4: I also saw or noticed that Arizona was kind of

637
00:33:37,400 --> 00:33:42,000
Speaker 4: on her own with Jerry, Like, yeah, she was not

638
00:33:42,400 --> 00:33:47,280
Speaker 4: part of the Meredith, Christina Derek, and she wasn't part

639
00:33:47,320 --> 00:33:51,360
Speaker 4: of the Lexi Sloan. I mean, we tire back in

640
00:33:51,440 --> 00:33:54,120
Speaker 4: at the end with Sloan, but she really was kind

641
00:33:54,120 --> 00:33:59,320
Speaker 4: of on her own, and I felt so bad for her,

642
00:34:00,040 --> 00:34:02,479
Speaker 4: felt so bad for her, just like with that, and

643
00:34:02,880 --> 00:34:06,600
Speaker 4: you know, nobody it wasn't wrong that they weren't, you know,

644
00:34:06,840 --> 00:34:09,400
Speaker 4: ministering to her. They were all bleeding out right, But

645
00:34:11,600 --> 00:34:14,839
Speaker 4: really you didn't know how bad it was for her.

646
00:34:15,000 --> 00:34:16,560
Speaker 4: You know, you see her coughing up a little blood

647
00:34:16,560 --> 00:34:19,880
Speaker 4: and you see the bone, but you're not you're not

648
00:34:20,000 --> 00:34:22,840
Speaker 4: really understanding what's going on. And of course, now that

649
00:34:22,880 --> 00:34:25,080
Speaker 4: we do know what ended up happening, I mean, listen,

650
00:34:25,160 --> 00:34:28,040
Speaker 4: she she gets to live, and that's a really huge thing.

651
00:34:28,800 --> 00:34:32,200
Speaker 4: And she's in big trouble. I mean she's in super

652
00:34:32,239 --> 00:34:33,600
Speaker 4: dupertuper duper big trouble.

653
00:34:33,719 --> 00:34:36,080
Speaker 2: Can I tell him my note on that? Yeah, I

654
00:34:36,120 --> 00:34:39,520
Speaker 2: you're going to laugh. What it's pretty on brand because

655
00:34:39,560 --> 00:34:41,640
Speaker 2: I'm a little slothy. And so I was watching. I

656
00:34:41,680 --> 00:34:45,319
Speaker 2: was like, Jessica got to sit the whole time, and

657
00:34:45,400 --> 00:34:50,759
Speaker 2: I was like, I would have liked that. I like

658
00:34:50,840 --> 00:34:53,600
Speaker 2: that you were sitting, especially pregnant. I'm like wondering if

659
00:34:53,600 --> 00:34:55,680
Speaker 2: they sort of did it on purpose. You couldn't have

660
00:34:55,680 --> 00:34:58,080
Speaker 2: been climbing up and down the hills and there seven

661
00:34:58,080 --> 00:35:00,000
Speaker 2: months pregnant. I'm like, I would have had a little

662
00:35:00,080 --> 00:35:02,120
Speaker 2: pillow yeah under me.

663
00:35:03,320 --> 00:35:04,520
Speaker 3: Oh gosh, they had this.

664
00:35:04,560 --> 00:35:07,600
Speaker 4: Okay, so we would shoot down in this one spot

665
00:35:07,640 --> 00:35:10,000
Speaker 4: there was we shot at the bottom of this hill.

666
00:35:10,040 --> 00:35:12,120
Speaker 4: It was kind of like a ravine where it was

667
00:35:12,160 --> 00:35:14,759
Speaker 4: a little flat where the plane was that Jerry and

668
00:35:14,800 --> 00:35:18,320
Speaker 4: I were sitting at. And of course I'm seven and

669
00:35:18,360 --> 00:35:20,680
Speaker 4: a half eight months pregnant. Nobody wants me walking up

670
00:35:20,719 --> 00:35:24,200
Speaker 4: and down that. But the only way to get around

671
00:35:24,200 --> 00:35:26,120
Speaker 4: that was to get on this thing called the gator

672
00:35:26,640 --> 00:35:29,920
Speaker 4: that was kind of like a souped up golf cart,

673
00:35:29,960 --> 00:35:32,080
Speaker 4: like a golf cart that could go at an incline

674
00:35:32,120 --> 00:35:35,560
Speaker 4: and had you know, rugged tread on the wheels and

675
00:35:35,760 --> 00:35:38,960
Speaker 4: so you know, I mean the first couple of times

676
00:35:39,000 --> 00:35:41,200
Speaker 4: I was that that's kind that they're you know, trying

677
00:35:41,200 --> 00:35:42,560
Speaker 4: to help me out with this gator.

678
00:35:42,800 --> 00:35:45,640
Speaker 3: Yeah, that gear almost put me into labor.

679
00:35:45,800 --> 00:35:50,439
Speaker 2: I mean, it was like, is so stressful. I'd rather

680
00:35:50,520 --> 00:35:52,560
Speaker 2: them like hoist me up, you know when they like

681
00:35:52,640 --> 00:35:56,000
Speaker 2: rescue a horse, you know, you know, a horse. But

682
00:35:56,000 --> 00:35:58,200
Speaker 2: he always say they rescue a horse with the hell gut.

683
00:35:58,320 --> 00:36:00,440
Speaker 2: I would rather be pregnant, just rest you like a

684
00:36:00,480 --> 00:36:03,200
Speaker 2: horse up and down. I don't need the gator.

685
00:36:03,400 --> 00:36:06,399
Speaker 3: Just slide down a sling. I will hold to.

686
00:36:06,520 --> 00:36:14,000
Speaker 6: It, yes, yes, yeah, So finally, I mean truly, I

687
00:36:14,000 --> 00:36:15,680
Speaker 6: don't know that I took more than two rides on

688
00:36:15,719 --> 00:36:20,319
Speaker 6: this gator, and uh, I said, no more gator for.

689
00:36:20,400 --> 00:36:22,759
Speaker 2: Me, and then my stomachs is open.

690
00:36:22,560 --> 00:36:25,520
Speaker 3: To walk it. And I was like, I guess I am.

691
00:36:25,719 --> 00:36:28,919
Speaker 2: You're like I dilated on it. Well.

692
00:36:28,960 --> 00:36:31,520
Speaker 4: Also, I couldn't go into labor and big Bear. I

693
00:36:31,520 --> 00:36:33,719
Speaker 4: mean I could, but it wasn't you know, I wasn't You.

694
00:36:33,680 --> 00:36:37,360
Speaker 2: Couldn't go into labor and take Bear on a mountain.

695
00:36:37,520 --> 00:36:39,120
Speaker 3: But it takes like, I don't know how long to

696
00:36:39,160 --> 00:36:40,880
Speaker 3: get off the mountain. It was. You know, I was

697
00:36:40,880 --> 00:36:44,560
Speaker 3: a little stressed. I was a little stressed and if

698
00:36:44,560 --> 00:36:45,520
Speaker 3: I was losing my job.

699
00:36:46,480 --> 00:36:49,560
Speaker 2: No, this is so stressful. You know what's funny is

700
00:36:49,560 --> 00:36:51,480
Speaker 2: I was watching this thinking about the fact that, like

701
00:36:52,920 --> 00:36:54,880
Speaker 2: you know, you did you didn't know if you were

702
00:36:54,880 --> 00:36:57,200
Speaker 2: going to come back the next season. So therefore, when

703
00:36:57,239 --> 00:37:00,479
Speaker 2: you're acting, I'm I'm thinking, oh, she knows she's gonna

704
00:37:00,520 --> 00:37:03,120
Speaker 2: lose her leg. He was an actress, like, and you didn't.

705
00:37:03,880 --> 00:37:06,160
Speaker 2: I did not. You did not know that that I

706
00:37:06,200 --> 00:37:09,600
Speaker 2: didn't leg injury was going to be what it was.

707
00:37:10,200 --> 00:37:12,759
Speaker 4: No, because I didn't know if I was gonna if

708
00:37:12,760 --> 00:37:14,520
Speaker 4: if my character was that was where she was going

709
00:37:14,560 --> 00:37:16,680
Speaker 4: to meet her end was out there in the wilderness.

710
00:37:16,920 --> 00:37:17,960
Speaker 2: Let's talk about Callie.

711
00:37:18,480 --> 00:37:20,960
Speaker 3: Jerry and I were just going to be yeah, left

712
00:37:21,000 --> 00:37:21,439
Speaker 3: out there.

713
00:37:22,120 --> 00:37:25,239
Speaker 4: Oh my gosh, I know, and Cally is and all

714
00:37:25,280 --> 00:37:27,239
Speaker 4: the Ben and Bailey stuff that's happening. But of course

715
00:37:27,320 --> 00:37:30,520
Speaker 4: the way and again acting their asses off, wonderful storyline,

716
00:37:31,680 --> 00:37:34,360
Speaker 4: hard to really focus on because you're worried about the

717
00:37:34,360 --> 00:37:36,080
Speaker 4: people that are in the wilderness that my diet.

718
00:37:36,400 --> 00:37:39,319
Speaker 2: Well, Callie's in such a good mood and she's so

719
00:37:39,520 --> 00:37:42,440
Speaker 2: happy and she's got the sexy time planned that every

720
00:37:42,520 --> 00:37:44,840
Speaker 2: time she was like I'm in law, I have laundrey,

721
00:37:44,880 --> 00:37:48,640
Speaker 2: I was like, no, Cally, no, I'm like yelling at

722
00:37:48,680 --> 00:37:50,600
Speaker 2: the screen. Don't.

723
00:37:50,920 --> 00:37:52,920
Speaker 4: She is the whole thing where she foreshadows and she's

724
00:37:52,960 --> 00:37:55,800
Speaker 4: like it just takes one minute, I know, and everything

725
00:37:55,840 --> 00:37:58,480
Speaker 4: can change in your life. On the sunate what she

726
00:37:58,520 --> 00:38:01,160
Speaker 4: say about something with that expression with the dime, yeah

727
00:38:01,200 --> 00:38:01,640
Speaker 4: anything I.

728
00:38:01,719 --> 00:38:02,279
Speaker 2: Did a dime.

729
00:38:04,160 --> 00:38:08,840
Speaker 3: Yeah. It was like, oh, Kelly, so she's waiting for everybody,

730
00:38:09,040 --> 00:38:11,439
Speaker 3: she's waiting for her, she's waiting for Arizona to come home,

731
00:38:11,560 --> 00:38:13,640
Speaker 3: and she's gonna have this great Oh that's all land.

732
00:38:14,120 --> 00:38:19,680
Speaker 3: And then also you know Karev and Arizona's friendship again,

733
00:38:19,680 --> 00:38:23,960
Speaker 3: because I was thinking about the fact that it's not

734
00:38:24,000 --> 00:38:26,160
Speaker 3: like she was in the hospital system. She was never

735
00:38:26,200 --> 00:38:28,680
Speaker 3: an island right. There was Calli, there was Karrev, there

736
00:38:28,719 --> 00:38:30,560
Speaker 3: was the whole ecosystem of the hospital. But if you

737
00:38:30,600 --> 00:38:32,120
Speaker 3: put her next to the people who were there from

738
00:38:32,160 --> 00:38:35,120
Speaker 3: the very beginning, like Christina and Meredith and Derek and Sloane,

739
00:38:36,040 --> 00:38:37,640
Speaker 3: she's really not a part of that group.

740
00:38:38,520 --> 00:38:42,120
Speaker 4: So in the wilderness she kind of was, you know,

741
00:38:42,280 --> 00:38:44,839
Speaker 4: left with Jerry.

742
00:38:44,000 --> 00:38:45,480
Speaker 2: You and Jerry you and Jerry And.

743
00:38:46,200 --> 00:38:49,480
Speaker 4: So I did really appreciate on Arizona's behalf. I did

744
00:38:49,480 --> 00:38:53,200
Speaker 4: appreciate when Karev is so mad at her and it

745
00:38:53,239 --> 00:38:55,799
Speaker 4: is like whatever, fuck her, and Callis liked, well, she

746
00:38:55,800 --> 00:38:57,279
Speaker 4: should be mad at you, and she's gonna be mad

747
00:38:57,280 --> 00:38:58,759
Speaker 4: at you and then she's gonna get over it. But

748
00:38:58,800 --> 00:39:01,840
Speaker 4: then he goes in a very coreerb way to leave

749
00:39:02,239 --> 00:39:05,399
Speaker 4: her the message to say like, I know you're mad

750
00:39:05,440 --> 00:39:08,200
Speaker 4: at me, and I know that you think I fucked up,

751
00:39:08,360 --> 00:39:11,680
Speaker 4: but you know you made me and it was your

752
00:39:11,680 --> 00:39:13,959
Speaker 4: belief in me that made me like I am and

753
00:39:14,360 --> 00:39:17,319
Speaker 4: I need to figure out if I'm something when you're

754
00:39:17,320 --> 00:39:20,120
Speaker 4: not there. And I thought that was so just in

755
00:39:20,160 --> 00:39:23,759
Speaker 4: a way that Krev does boils it down to you know,

756
00:39:24,000 --> 00:39:26,080
Speaker 4: could very well sound like an insult, but it's actually

757
00:39:26,200 --> 00:39:27,640
Speaker 4: very loving what he's saying.

758
00:39:27,600 --> 00:39:31,040
Speaker 2: Coming from him. It's all love. I did. I did.

759
00:39:31,040 --> 00:39:34,880
Speaker 2: There's a moment where like he's talking to he's talking

760
00:39:34,920 --> 00:39:38,120
Speaker 2: to Callie and he's like, I'm gonna call her, and

761
00:39:38,160 --> 00:39:41,360
Speaker 2: he calls and then he just like I was watching

762
00:39:41,480 --> 00:39:44,319
Speaker 2: and I've forgotten and I was like, get through to her,

763
00:39:44,640 --> 00:39:46,560
Speaker 2: get through, get through, and he just in the background

764
00:39:46,600 --> 00:39:48,719
Speaker 2: you can see him. He's even like a little out

765
00:39:48,719 --> 00:39:51,279
Speaker 2: of focus him hang up because he can't get through.

766
00:39:51,600 --> 00:39:54,880
Speaker 2: And it's like all these little moments of potential hope

767
00:39:54,920 --> 00:39:57,319
Speaker 2: where you were like, oh, they're gonna get rescued now,

768
00:39:57,360 --> 00:40:00,600
Speaker 2: and this is gonna happen, and it's just it all

769
00:40:00,719 --> 00:40:03,080
Speaker 2: adds into the horror of it all.

770
00:40:03,880 --> 00:40:06,280
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, yep.

771
00:40:07,239 --> 00:40:10,799
Speaker 4: So then I did also remark that I think we're

772
00:40:10,840 --> 00:40:15,479
Speaker 4: like over the halfway mark when Meredith remembers Sola point,

773
00:40:15,640 --> 00:40:17,080
Speaker 4: did you hear the point where she's.

774
00:40:16,960 --> 00:40:18,200
Speaker 3: Like, have I through the episode?

775
00:40:18,239 --> 00:40:21,840
Speaker 4: She's I mean, she's probably doing inventory of her life

776
00:40:22,000 --> 00:40:24,200
Speaker 4: and what is at stake, and she all of a

777
00:40:24,239 --> 00:40:27,600
Speaker 4: sudden says Sola. And again, because I'm not watching in

778
00:40:27,640 --> 00:40:30,640
Speaker 4: them in sequence, I was like, oh, they have a

779
00:40:30,760 --> 00:40:36,920
Speaker 4: kid and they have a kid, I mean Arizona, but

780
00:40:37,000 --> 00:40:40,880
Speaker 4: I mean I just it was I was I was

781
00:40:40,920 --> 00:40:43,440
Speaker 4: brought back to all like the just the domino effect

782
00:40:43,480 --> 00:40:46,160
Speaker 4: and all the consequences that are going to, you know,

783
00:40:46,280 --> 00:40:47,080
Speaker 4: come of.

784
00:40:48,880 --> 00:40:49,800
Speaker 3: If they're not found.

785
00:41:03,800 --> 00:41:05,719
Speaker 4: Oh and then the Mark in Arizona. It's not the

786
00:41:05,719 --> 00:41:08,000
Speaker 4: first time that I've someone I've tried to pray someone alive.

787
00:41:08,040 --> 00:41:10,400
Speaker 4: By the way, this is something that I evidently do

788
00:41:10,560 --> 00:41:14,640
Speaker 4: as an actor. As a what I've just had multiple

789
00:41:14,680 --> 00:41:16,480
Speaker 4: times where I've prayed people back to life.

790
00:41:18,040 --> 00:41:19,919
Speaker 2: Who did you pray back to life in the show?

791
00:41:20,800 --> 00:41:21,600
Speaker 2: I mean, I don't know.

792
00:41:21,640 --> 00:41:22,919
Speaker 3: I just know that I didn't.

793
00:41:23,360 --> 00:41:25,360
Speaker 2: In the episode, did you pray someone back to Mark?

794
00:41:25,520 --> 00:41:26,120
Speaker 3: Mark? Mark?

795
00:41:26,160 --> 00:41:28,880
Speaker 2: He's going yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, Like I'm going.

796
00:41:28,719 --> 00:41:31,560
Speaker 3: To meet Lexi. I'm gonna go and yeah, Arizona is like, no,

797
00:41:31,640 --> 00:41:34,640
Speaker 3: you're not, No, You're not. No. Oh, he says, Lexi's

798
00:41:34,680 --> 00:41:36,000
Speaker 3: waiting for me, and she's like no.

799
00:41:35,840 --> 00:41:38,759
Speaker 4: I know, Sophia is waiting for you, and Kelly is

800
00:41:38,760 --> 00:41:40,279
Speaker 4: waiting for you, and you know they have a very

801
00:41:40,360 --> 00:41:42,799
Speaker 4: rocky relationship those two, and so it's kind of a

802
00:41:42,800 --> 00:41:44,400
Speaker 4: big deal. I remember it was a big deal for

803
00:41:44,440 --> 00:41:46,960
Speaker 4: her to say like, I'm waiting for you. And then

804
00:41:47,000 --> 00:41:49,040
Speaker 4: I was a little disoriented because I couldn't figure out

805
00:41:49,080 --> 00:41:50,839
Speaker 4: if it looked like he was laying on her lap.

806
00:41:50,880 --> 00:41:54,399
Speaker 2: And I was like, isn't No, I didn't know he's

807
00:41:54,440 --> 00:41:57,480
Speaker 2: laying all the leg he was laying on the leg. No,

808
00:41:57,480 --> 00:41:58,800
Speaker 2: I didn't think he was laying on the lab. I

809
00:41:59,000 --> 00:42:01,279
Speaker 2: I when you said and I'm waiting for you to

810
00:42:03,400 --> 00:42:07,640
Speaker 2: it was it's hard to describe, honestly, like the feeling

811
00:42:07,680 --> 00:42:10,879
Speaker 2: of it, because it just it's so all of it

812
00:42:10,920 --> 00:42:15,120
Speaker 2: is so emotional. Yeah, and that line was like, oh,

813
00:42:15,160 --> 00:42:16,600
Speaker 2: another stop right in the.

814
00:42:16,560 --> 00:42:17,959
Speaker 3: Heart by now.

815
00:42:18,360 --> 00:42:20,280
Speaker 4: And then you go back to the hospital where again

816
00:42:20,960 --> 00:42:24,720
Speaker 4: Chief Hunt is just really cranky and grumpy, but also

817
00:42:24,960 --> 00:42:27,920
Speaker 4: realizing that he has to do this thing because now

818
00:42:28,960 --> 00:42:33,040
Speaker 4: now she's admitted to him that she's staying for him,

819
00:42:33,320 --> 00:42:36,640
Speaker 4: and he of course realizes she can't stay for him,

820
00:42:36,880 --> 00:42:39,680
Speaker 4: so then he fires her and he's all grumpy and

821
00:42:39,760 --> 00:42:43,719
Speaker 4: mean and fiery and she's like, are you kidding me?

822
00:42:43,880 --> 00:42:49,720
Speaker 2: Like that scene was so good. Absolutely, I will say it.

823
00:42:49,719 --> 00:42:53,560
Speaker 2: It's hard to compete with those scenes where you guys

824
00:42:53,600 --> 00:42:56,239
Speaker 2: are And that was the scene that stood out to

825
00:42:56,239 --> 00:42:59,680
Speaker 2: me that I was like, oh that, like that can

826
00:42:59,719 --> 00:43:02,520
Speaker 2: compet with these scenes because those scenes were so crazy.

827
00:43:04,080 --> 00:43:07,080
Speaker 2: It was so amazing. And she says son of a

828
00:43:07,120 --> 00:43:09,640
Speaker 2: bitch and she walks out and then she comes back.

829
00:43:09,680 --> 00:43:12,400
Speaker 4: It was so when she comes back, she makes me

830
00:43:12,440 --> 00:43:15,800
Speaker 4: cry so hard because you can see on her faith

831
00:43:15,960 --> 00:43:17,880
Speaker 4: by the way, you don't forget in real life.

832
00:43:18,080 --> 00:43:19,719
Speaker 3: She knew she wasn't coming back.

833
00:43:20,440 --> 00:43:21,520
Speaker 2: I know that's hard.

834
00:43:21,920 --> 00:43:23,319
Speaker 3: But when she comes to the.

835
00:43:23,239 --> 00:43:26,040
Speaker 4: Door and you see when she comes back, I felt

836
00:43:26,080 --> 00:43:29,040
Speaker 4: from her it was so clear on her face that

837
00:43:29,200 --> 00:43:35,520
Speaker 4: she was grateful, relieved, sad, she was there were so

838
00:43:35,680 --> 00:43:39,640
Speaker 4: many things going through her character's mind that was like ugh.

839
00:43:39,840 --> 00:43:41,920
Speaker 3: And then he hugs her because he knows.

840
00:43:43,160 --> 00:43:46,080
Speaker 2: I think it's one of my favorite Kim scenes actually,

841
00:43:46,160 --> 00:43:47,400
Speaker 2: like I'd forgotten about.

842
00:43:47,160 --> 00:43:50,040
Speaker 4: It's amazing in this episode's amazing.

843
00:43:51,360 --> 00:43:53,439
Speaker 2: But oh oh, oh, we should talk about too, because

844
00:43:53,440 --> 00:43:55,800
Speaker 2: at first I was like, whoa wait, what's this cut?

845
00:43:56,320 --> 00:44:00,600
Speaker 2: They're going back and forth between the hospital and doing

846
00:44:00,640 --> 00:44:02,440
Speaker 2: it on hymn so you can see like how it

847
00:44:02,480 --> 00:44:06,240
Speaker 2: should be done. That was really cool that first cut away.

848
00:44:06,280 --> 00:44:08,000
Speaker 2: I was like, that's a weird cut, Like why are

849
00:44:08,040 --> 00:44:09,960
Speaker 2: we cutting like that? And then I was like, oh,

850
00:44:10,040 --> 00:44:11,240
Speaker 2: we're going back and forth.

851
00:44:11,280 --> 00:44:15,239
Speaker 4: Genius, genius, super cool, super super cool.

852
00:44:16,400 --> 00:44:18,480
Speaker 3: Yeah, and then I sat there.

853
00:44:18,640 --> 00:44:23,359
Speaker 4: So the episode kind of honestly doesn't end with some

854
00:44:23,480 --> 00:44:24,200
Speaker 4: huge bang.

855
00:44:24,800 --> 00:44:30,920
Speaker 3: It sort of ends and there's no result.

856
00:44:32,080 --> 00:44:33,040
Speaker 2: There's no again.

857
00:44:33,120 --> 00:44:34,719
Speaker 3: Remember go back to the table read where no one

858
00:44:34,760 --> 00:44:35,560
Speaker 3: knows what's gonna happen.

859
00:44:35,600 --> 00:44:39,279
Speaker 4: We were all like and now like, no one had

860
00:44:39,400 --> 00:44:44,600
Speaker 4: any clues. And I do remember being told that the

861
00:44:44,640 --> 00:44:49,719
Speaker 4: writers were deliberately leaving the finale so that should they

862
00:44:49,760 --> 00:44:53,520
Speaker 4: need to wrap it up and say that any one

863
00:44:53,560 --> 00:44:54,239
Speaker 4: of the people.

864
00:44:54,000 --> 00:44:58,239
Speaker 3: In the wilderness that they could, and so.

865
00:44:58,200 --> 00:45:00,520
Speaker 4: You leave them at this like campfire and you have

866
00:45:00,600 --> 00:45:01,600
Speaker 4: the voice over and all that.

867
00:45:01,800 --> 00:45:05,279
Speaker 2: How much do you remember? Did it like really take

868
00:45:05,320 --> 00:45:09,040
Speaker 2: you back if you haven't seen it ever, did it

869
00:45:09,080 --> 00:45:11,320
Speaker 2: really were you like, oh my god.

870
00:45:11,960 --> 00:45:16,040
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah for sure. Yeah, yeah, all of it, all

871
00:45:16,080 --> 00:45:20,359
Speaker 3: of it. I remember all the face, where all the yeah,

872
00:45:20,400 --> 00:45:23,880
Speaker 3: where all the blood was, where with the jackets. I

873
00:45:23,880 --> 00:45:24,680
Speaker 3: remember the set.

874
00:45:24,760 --> 00:45:26,440
Speaker 4: I remember they'd have to put these things on the

875
00:45:26,440 --> 00:45:27,960
Speaker 4: ground that would be constantly smoking.

876
00:45:28,440 --> 00:45:31,080
Speaker 3: Why because the plane had just crashed.

877
00:45:31,560 --> 00:45:33,719
Speaker 2: Oh oh oh, I understand. I was like, wait what,

878
00:45:34,440 --> 00:45:38,319
Speaker 2: oh yeah, do you remember seeing the set for the

879
00:45:38,360 --> 00:45:41,759
Speaker 2: first time? Like the airplane pieces and being like, oh

880
00:45:41,800 --> 00:45:44,319
Speaker 2: my god, it's really happening. Sometimes when you get to

881
00:45:44,400 --> 00:45:47,080
Speaker 2: see it in real life, you're like, shit.

882
00:45:47,120 --> 00:45:49,839
Speaker 3: It was really. Yeah, it was very It was also

883
00:45:49,920 --> 00:45:53,200
Speaker 3: very hard because again I say again so much, please

884
00:45:53,200 --> 00:45:54,360
Speaker 3: cut out all many agains.

885
00:45:55,840 --> 00:46:02,960
Speaker 4: I remember it personally being a very challenging time because

886
00:46:02,960 --> 00:46:08,160
Speaker 4: there I was so happy and pregnant and excited and

887
00:46:08,200 --> 00:46:12,080
Speaker 4: about to have a baby at the same time that

888
00:46:13,320 --> 00:46:20,239
Speaker 4: I knew that my job might be changing, and that

889
00:46:20,360 --> 00:46:25,520
Speaker 4: I was playing in my set of imaginary circumstances such

890
00:46:25,719 --> 00:46:31,920
Speaker 4: deep grief and fear and hysteria. And I do also

891
00:46:32,040 --> 00:46:37,520
Speaker 4: remember having a moment where I felt, really it was poppy.

892
00:46:37,560 --> 00:46:42,040
Speaker 3: I was pregnant with Poppy. I felt I don't know,

893
00:46:42,160 --> 00:46:44,160
Speaker 3: I need to insert the right word. I'm not sure.

894
00:46:44,480 --> 00:46:47,680
Speaker 3: I felt guilty, I felt worried. I felt thoughtful. I

895
00:46:47,680 --> 00:46:49,000
Speaker 3: felt mindful.

896
00:46:48,640 --> 00:46:53,080
Speaker 4: Of what all of that emotion was doing to the

897
00:46:53,120 --> 00:46:54,480
Speaker 4: little baby inside my meal.

898
00:46:55,120 --> 00:46:58,319
Speaker 2: I was thinking, like the screaming even like I would

899
00:46:58,480 --> 00:47:00,440
Speaker 2: give me he be Gebi's pregnant.

900
00:47:01,160 --> 00:47:04,160
Speaker 3: Yeah, there was no good way to make that all happen,

901
00:47:04,239 --> 00:47:08,880
Speaker 3: you know. That was that was just tough stuff. I then, anyway,

902
00:47:08,920 --> 00:47:09,760
Speaker 3: so I saw we finished.

903
00:47:09,800 --> 00:47:12,160
Speaker 4: I finished the episode and then I sat there and

904
00:47:12,280 --> 00:47:14,200
Speaker 4: you know how your TV just goes on to the

905
00:47:14,239 --> 00:47:17,880
Speaker 4: next episode if you don't do anything. And episode nine,

906
00:47:18,239 --> 00:47:20,799
Speaker 4: the first episode, the first character.

907
00:47:20,480 --> 00:47:22,560
Speaker 2: That you see as you Okay, so I have to

908
00:47:22,560 --> 00:47:25,600
Speaker 2: talk about this because this is it really made me laugh,

909
00:47:25,719 --> 00:47:29,560
Speaker 2: okay because I remember and I said this to Matt

910
00:47:29,840 --> 00:47:31,680
Speaker 2: because he saw the end of it with me, and

911
00:47:31,680 --> 00:47:34,520
Speaker 2: he was like, damn, such a good episode. And I said,

912
00:47:35,239 --> 00:47:38,279
Speaker 2: I remember all those years ago coming on and being

913
00:47:38,480 --> 00:47:42,399
Speaker 2: so excited for my first episode, and you know, all

914
00:47:42,480 --> 00:47:46,680
Speaker 2: the intro and I and I remember being almost confused

915
00:47:46,719 --> 00:47:50,920
Speaker 2: why we weren't immediately embraced as an intern class. You know,

916
00:47:50,920 --> 00:47:54,560
Speaker 2: we're new doctors, Like why aren't you guys all immediately

917
00:47:54,600 --> 00:47:57,920
Speaker 2: in love with us? And then I laughed to myself

918
00:47:57,960 --> 00:48:01,600
Speaker 2: and I thought, literally, there could not have been a

919
00:48:01,719 --> 00:48:09,680
Speaker 2: more annoying probably entrance of a character than me just

920
00:48:09,719 --> 00:48:13,919
Speaker 2: coming Everyone's expecting to like come back and find out

921
00:48:13,920 --> 00:48:16,239
Speaker 2: what happened with the plane crash, and here I am

922
00:48:16,320 --> 00:48:19,279
Speaker 2: coming out of the elevator with my little books and stuff, like,

923
00:48:19,719 --> 00:48:21,680
Speaker 2: you don't want to be the character that comes on

924
00:48:21,880 --> 00:48:24,920
Speaker 2: after the trauma of all these characters that have been

925
00:48:24,920 --> 00:48:26,280
Speaker 2: on the show for so long.

926
00:48:26,800 --> 00:48:30,480
Speaker 4: Is this perhaps maybe a good segue into the tone

927
00:48:30,520 --> 00:48:33,600
Speaker 4: that was on set right around Burgergate.

928
00:48:34,880 --> 00:48:37,399
Speaker 3: I don't know. I mean maybe just a little bit.

929
00:48:37,560 --> 00:48:43,520
Speaker 4: Are we setting a little bit more context because now

930
00:48:43,520 --> 00:48:46,560
Speaker 4: we've identified Yes, that's right. I was the baby that

931
00:48:46,560 --> 00:48:48,920
Speaker 4: I had just had, was poppy, and I'd almost died

932
00:48:48,920 --> 00:48:51,279
Speaker 4: in a plane crash, and you took a picture of

933
00:48:51,280 --> 00:48:52,279
Speaker 4: meeting a burger.

934
00:48:53,640 --> 00:48:55,440
Speaker 3: And you posted it. That's the important part.

935
00:48:55,560 --> 00:48:59,640
Speaker 2: This is true. Yeah. No, it would be more annoying

936
00:48:59,760 --> 00:49:02,759
Speaker 2: to have, you know, a new actor on set that

937
00:49:03,040 --> 00:49:06,520
Speaker 2: is like, Hi, guys, tell us.

938
00:49:06,440 --> 00:49:09,359
Speaker 3: Hey, guys, let's thanks, let's thanks Shanda for the burger truck.

939
00:49:09,840 --> 00:49:13,439
Speaker 2: Listen to be honest. Let's be honest. We all needed

940
00:49:13,480 --> 00:49:15,759
Speaker 2: that burger truck. You guys needed that burger truck. No

941
00:49:15,760 --> 00:49:18,000
Speaker 2: one needed a burger more than Arizona Robin's.

942
00:49:18,320 --> 00:49:20,160
Speaker 3: She just wanted to have her burger in peace.

943
00:49:21,040 --> 00:49:23,600
Speaker 2: She want I get it, I do get it. I'll

944
00:49:23,600 --> 00:49:27,120
Speaker 2: give you, I'll give you. Yeah, have a minute to herself.

945
00:49:27,239 --> 00:49:32,719
Speaker 2: And instead I was like, thanks for the burger truck. Clappy. No, yeah,

946
00:49:32,760 --> 00:49:35,200
Speaker 2: it is annoying. Now in retrospect, I'm giving you a

947
00:49:35,200 --> 00:49:36,880
Speaker 2: little bit of props right now. It is annoying.

948
00:49:37,160 --> 00:49:37,840
Speaker 3: Here's what The.

949
00:49:38,160 --> 00:49:41,520
Speaker 4: Overall note is that I that I will I will

950
00:49:41,800 --> 00:49:45,799
Speaker 4: say this forever because it is true and it's very

951
00:49:45,840 --> 00:49:46,560
Speaker 4: easy to keep.

952
00:49:46,480 --> 00:49:47,200
Speaker 3: Track of the truth.

953
00:49:48,120 --> 00:49:51,799
Speaker 4: Every episode that I've ever done I'm grateful for, and

954
00:49:51,840 --> 00:49:54,880
Speaker 4: I know that it had a reason and a season.

955
00:49:55,600 --> 00:49:58,879
Speaker 4: Revisiting some of them is more enjoyable than others. And

956
00:49:59,400 --> 00:50:02,400
Speaker 4: this particular other episode, which I'm so happy that everyone

957
00:50:02,960 --> 00:50:05,840
Speaker 4: really loves, because I do think it has incredible things

958
00:50:05,840 --> 00:50:06,160
Speaker 4: in it.

959
00:50:06,880 --> 00:50:11,839
Speaker 3: Personally, it was just a little bit more challenging. It

960
00:50:11,880 --> 00:50:14,640
Speaker 3: was challenging to do, and it was challenging to rewatch.

961
00:50:14,920 --> 00:50:17,760
Speaker 2: I actually think it was genius though, to not reveal

962
00:50:18,520 --> 00:50:21,799
Speaker 2: in the premiere episode what had happened and to have

963
00:50:21,880 --> 00:50:26,920
Speaker 2: everybody really wait until episode two of season nine, because

964
00:50:26,920 --> 00:50:29,040
Speaker 2: you get to introduce all these new characters. Whether you

965
00:50:29,120 --> 00:50:32,399
Speaker 2: like us or not, you know we're going to be there.

966
00:50:33,440 --> 00:50:36,200
Speaker 2: But in episode two it was such it was so

967
00:50:36,360 --> 00:50:41,319
Speaker 2: shocking to go back and see what had happened, because

968
00:50:41,360 --> 00:50:44,839
Speaker 2: we really didn't know the fate of anybody and how

969
00:50:44,840 --> 00:50:47,040
Speaker 2: it had all ended until that episode.

970
00:50:47,640 --> 00:50:52,640
Speaker 3: Yeah, but again, it was so it was so hard

971
00:50:52,880 --> 00:50:54,680
Speaker 3: that I remember. I mean, I hate to make this

972
00:50:54,760 --> 00:50:55,680
Speaker 3: like such a downer.

973
00:50:56,520 --> 00:51:00,120
Speaker 2: It's not an upper episode is it's down I remember.

974
00:50:59,800 --> 00:51:05,720
Speaker 4: Being like when when we came back and then because

975
00:51:05,719 --> 00:51:09,319
Speaker 4: Sloan didn't die in the woods, he died in two.

976
00:51:08,960 --> 00:51:16,760
Speaker 3: So yeah, Sloane came back to then film his last scene,

977
00:51:16,840 --> 00:51:20,080
Speaker 3: and it was like, that's sad. It's all sad.

978
00:51:20,200 --> 00:51:24,320
Speaker 2: It's all sad, you know, Yeah, we do sad. We

979
00:51:24,680 --> 00:51:25,760
Speaker 2: do sad really well.

980
00:51:25,960 --> 00:51:29,920
Speaker 4: Arizon Our lost her leg I know, sorry I didn't not.

981
00:51:29,960 --> 00:51:31,320
Speaker 4: Let's not put that at the top of the list.

982
00:51:31,360 --> 00:51:34,279
Speaker 4: We lost Lexi, we lost did.

983
00:51:34,160 --> 00:51:36,960
Speaker 3: We ever find that? What happened to Jerry? Where's Jerry?

984
00:51:37,160 --> 00:51:40,560
Speaker 2: Did Jerry survive? Oh my god? So maybe you need

985
00:51:40,560 --> 00:51:42,200
Speaker 2: to I don't even want to. I think I'm just

986
00:51:42,200 --> 00:51:44,759
Speaker 2: gonna personally watch episode two because I need to. I

987
00:51:44,800 --> 00:51:47,800
Speaker 2: need to remember what happened. But this is kind of amazing.

988
00:51:47,840 --> 00:51:50,840
Speaker 2: Think about this. That was the season finale of eight,

989
00:51:51,239 --> 00:51:53,640
Speaker 2: and then the season finale of nine was the cheating.

990
00:51:53,719 --> 00:51:58,319
Speaker 2: I mean, these are fantastics back to back season finales.

991
00:51:58,960 --> 00:52:02,080
Speaker 4: I know, I know, I know, And it's so funny.

992
00:52:02,160 --> 00:52:04,440
Speaker 4: It'll be for another I'll tell the story another time.

993
00:52:04,480 --> 00:52:07,239
Speaker 4: But remind me to tell you what. Whenever Shanda would

994
00:52:07,239 --> 00:52:10,680
Speaker 4: call me with really great storylines that she was cooking up,

995
00:52:11,719 --> 00:52:15,040
Speaker 4: I would always have the same response, I'll.

996
00:52:14,840 --> 00:52:18,879
Speaker 2: Tell you what I'm not okay, okay, okay, we got

997
00:52:18,880 --> 00:52:19,239
Speaker 2: to know that.

998
00:52:19,680 --> 00:52:21,239
Speaker 3: I'll tell you all. I'll tell you all what I

999
00:52:21,320 --> 00:52:23,319
Speaker 3: used to say.

1000
00:52:23,680 --> 00:52:29,320
Speaker 2: So not your not your favorite episode, but very necessary episode.

1001
00:52:29,640 --> 00:52:34,120
Speaker 3: Uh really appreciated all the high level.

1002
00:52:36,000 --> 00:52:39,960
Speaker 4: Storytelling and performances, but it's just, you know, an overall

1003
00:52:40,000 --> 00:52:40,880
Speaker 4: grade of sadness.

1004
00:52:41,760 --> 00:52:45,439
Speaker 2: Yeah, no, it's I was I was not looking forward

1005
00:52:45,440 --> 00:52:49,480
Speaker 2: to watching it. I was sad, but that was my homework.

1006
00:52:50,120 --> 00:52:51,799
Speaker 2: I didn't want to be taken back there.

1007
00:52:52,880 --> 00:52:54,759
Speaker 4: What does it say about all of you that this

1008
00:52:54,800 --> 00:52:56,719
Speaker 4: is in your top five that you wanted to hear

1009
00:52:56,760 --> 00:52:57,760
Speaker 4: from us about.

1010
00:52:59,560 --> 00:53:03,719
Speaker 2: I know because it is. It is a brilliant episode.

1011
00:53:04,080 --> 00:53:10,279
Speaker 2: It's brilliant and the yeah, it's everyone's fantastic. And I

1012
00:53:10,280 --> 00:53:12,239
Speaker 2: think we have to do a shout out to the

1013
00:53:12,320 --> 00:53:17,600
Speaker 2: crew too, because I'm sure nobody weren't harder in those

1014
00:53:17,920 --> 00:53:21,560
Speaker 2: circumstances than that crew that are there from the beginning

1015
00:53:21,640 --> 00:53:24,080
Speaker 2: to the end of the day, every single day out

1016
00:53:24,080 --> 00:53:26,120
Speaker 2: there in the mountains, making that happen.

1017
00:53:26,880 --> 00:53:28,560
Speaker 3: Every department had to work.

1018
00:53:29,840 --> 00:53:35,080
Speaker 4: Ninety five times harder, everyone from crafty to camera to

1019
00:53:35,320 --> 00:53:38,359
Speaker 4: sound to props to all of it.

1020
00:53:38,480 --> 00:53:40,120
Speaker 2: This is what we want to hear. We want to hear.

1021
00:53:40,400 --> 00:53:42,520
Speaker 2: There's no way for you to be like, oh my god,

1022
00:53:42,600 --> 00:53:46,720
Speaker 2: I just loved that week. It was like really fun.

1023
00:53:47,440 --> 00:53:50,840
Speaker 2: Like nobody's that way. You would sound psychotic. I would

1024
00:53:50,840 --> 00:53:54,200
Speaker 2: expect you to hate filming that week. It's it's you're

1025
00:53:54,200 --> 00:54:00,840
Speaker 2: putting yourself through trauma and the storylines are not nice.

1026
00:54:01,719 --> 00:54:04,279
Speaker 3: Yeah. Yeah, And you know what, I also remember there

1027
00:54:04,400 --> 00:54:07,640
Speaker 3: was a real feeling when we came back for season

1028
00:54:07,719 --> 00:54:10,760
Speaker 3: nine because clearly we know the end of that story.

1029
00:54:10,800 --> 00:54:13,560
Speaker 3: I did get my contract, did get re nude.

1030
00:54:14,400 --> 00:54:19,480
Speaker 4: When I came back for season nine, I felt pretty

1031
00:54:19,880 --> 00:54:23,520
Speaker 4: strongly that there were there was a real division between

1032
00:54:23,560 --> 00:54:25,240
Speaker 4: those who were in the woods and those.

1033
00:54:25,120 --> 00:54:25,560
Speaker 3: Who were not.

1034
00:54:27,040 --> 00:54:29,040
Speaker 2: I mean, I'm not kidding, yeah.

1035
00:54:29,200 --> 00:54:32,160
Speaker 3: Really, I mean, and you know, we didn't we didn't.

1036
00:54:32,440 --> 00:54:35,880
Speaker 4: We weren't there for you know, the blood, sweat and

1037
00:54:36,160 --> 00:54:40,440
Speaker 4: tears that Kim gave or that Chandra gave and those scenes, like,

1038
00:54:40,480 --> 00:54:42,040
Speaker 4: we weren't there for that, so we didn't see it.

1039
00:54:43,160 --> 00:54:45,560
Speaker 4: But no matter what they did on some level, again,

1040
00:54:45,640 --> 00:54:48,239
Speaker 4: it was sort of normal programming. It was what we

1041
00:54:48,239 --> 00:54:50,640
Speaker 4: were used to doing, and what we did in the

1042
00:54:50,640 --> 00:54:58,799
Speaker 4: Woods was so different and so just deeply challenging that

1043
00:54:58,880 --> 00:55:01,120
Speaker 4: I think there was a real like we would refer

1044
00:55:01,200 --> 00:55:03,040
Speaker 4: to it. There would be there would be times in

1045
00:55:03,120 --> 00:55:05,920
Speaker 4: season nine where you know, whether it was Ellen and

1046
00:55:05,960 --> 00:55:08,759
Speaker 4: I or or you know, Sandra and I, well, we'd

1047
00:55:08,760 --> 00:55:09,719
Speaker 4: refer back to it.

1048
00:55:09,719 --> 00:55:12,320
Speaker 2: It would be, yeah, remember the woods.

1049
00:55:12,600 --> 00:55:15,520
Speaker 3: We would recall. We would recall being in the woods.

1050
00:55:15,640 --> 00:55:17,759
Speaker 2: Yeah. It was like it is like the season ninth

1051
00:55:17,760 --> 00:55:22,200
Speaker 2: finale when you're like, you out there, you were out there.

1052
00:55:23,480 --> 00:55:26,000
Speaker 2: It's like, I'm a new actor on the show. I'm

1053
00:55:26,040 --> 00:55:28,520
Speaker 2: so excited to be there. You weren't there.

1054
00:55:30,040 --> 00:55:32,359
Speaker 4: We turned into like the Jack Nicholson a few Good

1055
00:55:32,400 --> 00:55:33,160
Speaker 4: Men moments where.

1056
00:55:33,040 --> 00:55:36,840
Speaker 2: Like you you can't on that wall, you can't handle

1057
00:55:36,920 --> 00:55:40,000
Speaker 2: the woods, you can't.

1058
00:55:39,640 --> 00:55:41,680
Speaker 3: Handle the woods. You don't want to think about me

1059
00:55:41,760 --> 00:55:43,120
Speaker 3: being in the woods, but I have to be in

1060
00:55:43,160 --> 00:55:43,720
Speaker 3: the woods.

1061
00:55:45,200 --> 00:55:49,240
Speaker 4: All the story that just populated the entirety of season nine.

1062
00:55:49,640 --> 00:55:53,560
Speaker 2: I know, and you're like, and April and all those

1063
00:55:53,600 --> 00:55:54,680
Speaker 2: guys are at dinner.

1064
00:55:55,480 --> 00:55:58,080
Speaker 3: And yeah, they're talking about there's slow roasted duck.

1065
00:55:58,440 --> 00:56:01,440
Speaker 2: There's slow roasted duck did like before we go. I

1066
00:56:01,440 --> 00:56:03,200
Speaker 2: have to say I did like the web. It was

1067
00:56:03,280 --> 00:56:06,239
Speaker 2: like I've got one piece of advice and he's like,

1068
00:56:06,239 --> 00:56:08,279
Speaker 2: oh wait, all wait, I'll wait, I'll wait. I'm like,

1069
00:56:08,320 --> 00:56:09,600
Speaker 2: what was it gonna be?

1070
00:56:11,320 --> 00:56:13,280
Speaker 3: Dance? Why was kreb at that dinner?

1071
00:56:14,880 --> 00:56:19,399
Speaker 2: He must have been a resident. He must have still

1072
00:56:19,400 --> 00:56:22,680
Speaker 2: been a residence. In fact, that's why, well he must

1073
00:56:22,680 --> 00:56:25,520
Speaker 2: have been, or because that's why they were waiting.

1074
00:56:25,520 --> 00:56:29,759
Speaker 3: Also, Kepner were not the same resident class as.

1075
00:56:30,280 --> 00:56:35,080
Speaker 2: I know, but they came in as transfers from another hospital.

1076
00:56:35,160 --> 00:56:36,880
Speaker 3: So they were supposed to be the same age.

1077
00:56:36,719 --> 00:56:38,560
Speaker 2: I know, And I never think of them that way either.

1078
00:56:38,600 --> 00:56:43,520
Speaker 2: I always think of the other crew as like further ahead.

1079
00:56:43,640 --> 00:56:45,799
Speaker 4: All right, the one for those of you in our

1080
00:56:45,840 --> 00:56:48,080
Speaker 4: crew that likes to get really forensic about things.

1081
00:56:48,160 --> 00:56:49,400
Speaker 3: I want an analysis.

1082
00:56:50,440 --> 00:56:53,440
Speaker 4: Yeah, we need to know the braindo how it's possible

1083
00:56:53,440 --> 00:56:56,160
Speaker 4: that they're all in the same class, and then their

1084
00:56:56,200 --> 00:56:59,600
Speaker 4: birthdays and their fictional pages.

1085
00:57:00,400 --> 00:57:05,440
Speaker 2: Yes, we need to know out all right. My request

1086
00:57:05,480 --> 00:57:07,879
Speaker 2: to the crew is the next one that you guys

1087
00:57:07,960 --> 00:57:12,480
Speaker 2: vote for, can we make it less traumatic for us

1088
00:57:12,520 --> 00:57:14,120
Speaker 2: to rewatch? Yeah?

1089
00:57:15,239 --> 00:57:17,480
Speaker 3: Yeah, but I don't know if it gets to be

1090
00:57:17,520 --> 00:57:19,400
Speaker 3: the musical episode, because that's a different kind of.

1091
00:57:19,360 --> 00:57:22,160
Speaker 2: Happy, that's a different kind of trauma for you. It's

1092
00:57:22,160 --> 00:57:23,560
Speaker 2: a different kind of trauma for you.

1093
00:57:23,960 --> 00:57:27,600
Speaker 3: All Right. So at the end of the day, I'm

1094
00:57:27,600 --> 00:57:28,400
Speaker 3: glad we did it.

1095
00:57:28,960 --> 00:57:30,960
Speaker 2: I'm glad we did it. Usually when we say it's

1096
00:57:31,000 --> 00:57:32,520
Speaker 2: the end of the episode, I'm a little bit sad.

1097
00:57:32,720 --> 00:57:38,160
Speaker 2: But today I'm a little bit happy. I'm gonna go

1098
00:57:38,240 --> 00:57:39,360
Speaker 2: lay down and cry.

1099
00:57:39,240 --> 00:57:44,200
Speaker 3: For season eight, do you never see you never again?

1100
00:57:45,160 --> 00:57:55,240
Speaker 5: Let's call it the end of the episode.

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00:58:00,120 --> 00:58:00,320
Speaker 3: Yeah,