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Speaker 1: be cool. This is all going to be part of

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Speaker 2: Yeah, people really want to hear about that.

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Speaker 1: Well, I mean they might be intrigued. You never know

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Speaker 1: what to do. And I think what you said about

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Speaker 2: I know, well, you know when you're looking at your

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Speaker 2: some things and something small and I don't have time

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Speaker 1: Do you ever look Do you ever have time to

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Speaker 2: You know what I do. I'm like, if I'm spending,

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Speaker 2: if I'm doing big screen time, I will save them too.

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Speaker 2: Then an album that I never refer back to in

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Speaker 2: TikTok's like reels? I say, And do you look back

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Speaker 2: to your collections and say, I'm going to learn today?

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Speaker 1: Rare rarely ever, rarely ever And mainly my the things

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Speaker 2: I should try that. I'm doing a lot. I have

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Speaker 1: Say, I, well, I have like Paris, which I do

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Speaker 2: Probably you're not taking like a side trip to this place.

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Speaker 1: It's going to be in your saved files.

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Speaker 2: I want to video about this. I say, the video

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Speaker 2: You can't because I can't be making new albums all

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Speaker 2: the time. But then I will see something where I go.

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Speaker 2: This is so useful, like taking passport photos at home.

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Speaker 2: where are you the presthetic? What do you do?

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Speaker 2: She's been into like a million things. Like we she

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Speaker 2: It's hard. Did you do theater growing up? Like?

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Speaker 2: One day you're gonna have to look back on Renee

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Speaker 2: I always did theater. But it's kind of when you're

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Speaker 2: even if I don't particularly even if I'm not watching

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Speaker 2: To learn because when also when you're a kid in

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Speaker 1: Were Your parents supportive of your theater endeavors.

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Speaker 2: but they were very like, if you actually want to

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Speaker 2: I don't think I think I couldn't have. I think that, like,

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Speaker 2: Yeah? That not punching in and punching out?

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Speaker 2: Getting fired is actually really good sometimes, or like jobs

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Speaker 2: I also used to feel like that way about breakups too,

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Speaker 2: There's never been a time I've had friends be fired

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Speaker 1: save these children and any stay bad. Yeah, it's really hard.

436
00:18:46,000 --> 00:18:48,080
Speaker 2: And I was like full presence all the time and

437
00:18:48,520 --> 00:18:49,520
Speaker 2: I got to go home.

438
00:18:49,600 --> 00:18:53,520
Speaker 1: But I was like, they are whatever has happened before

439
00:18:53,600 --> 00:18:56,360
Speaker 1: I arrived at the ripe age of gosh, how old

440
00:18:56,440 --> 00:18:59,320
Speaker 1: was I twenty six or something? I was like, whatever

441
00:18:59,400 --> 00:19:00,200
Speaker 1: happened here?

442
00:19:00,800 --> 00:19:02,879
Speaker 2: Can someone else's family? None us exactly.

443
00:19:02,920 --> 00:19:07,119
Speaker 1: I'm not here often enough. I do not aspire to

444
00:19:07,119 --> 00:19:11,320
Speaker 1: be merry and so Poppins that is yeah. So I'm like, yeah,

445
00:19:11,359 --> 00:19:13,919
Speaker 1: I got I'm gonna I felt I felt really relieved

446
00:19:13,960 --> 00:19:15,719
Speaker 1: to get fired. But it was the first time. So

447
00:19:15,800 --> 00:19:17,280
Speaker 1: you've been fired a bunch of times, and how do

448
00:19:17,359 --> 00:19:17,840
Speaker 1: you take it?

449
00:19:18,840 --> 00:19:20,000
Speaker 2: I fire a couple times.

450
00:19:21,960 --> 00:19:22,159
Speaker 1: I mean.

451
00:19:22,200 --> 00:19:24,280
Speaker 2: One thing I do like about I feel like jobs

452
00:19:24,280 --> 00:19:26,399
Speaker 2: in entertainment is that you do kind of even if

453
00:19:26,400 --> 00:19:28,159
Speaker 2: you're on a job for a while, it is like

454
00:19:28,560 --> 00:19:30,720
Speaker 2: ultimately you're like, I'm doing this for a couple of months,

455
00:19:30,840 --> 00:19:32,440
Speaker 2: then I'm doing something else, then I'm coming back for

456
00:19:32,440 --> 00:19:34,840
Speaker 2: a couple months. Like that is a nice rhythm, as

457
00:19:34,920 --> 00:19:37,080
Speaker 2: much as it also makes you feel insane, yea, the

458
00:19:37,119 --> 00:19:39,720
Speaker 2: times where you're you don't have a place to clock in.

459
00:19:40,440 --> 00:19:42,920
Speaker 2: I think it is when you get used to the rhythm.

460
00:19:42,920 --> 00:19:45,000
Speaker 2: A good thing when I'm yeah, I mean getting I

461
00:19:45,000 --> 00:19:46,880
Speaker 2: mean getting bad from other jobs. It always was sort

462
00:19:46,920 --> 00:19:50,600
Speaker 2: of like I'm tired of being here. God, I'm here

463
00:19:50,600 --> 00:19:52,840
Speaker 2: every day and then I leave, like I I really

464
00:19:52,840 --> 00:19:55,800
Speaker 2: feel for and this is most people, but like going

465
00:19:55,920 --> 00:19:57,960
Speaker 2: and spending most of your waking hours at a job

466
00:19:58,040 --> 00:19:59,520
Speaker 2: and then you only get a little bit of time

467
00:19:59,560 --> 00:20:02,520
Speaker 2: to go home, and then you're there again again to

468
00:20:03,440 --> 00:20:05,840
Speaker 2: and you're doing that every week of the year, except

469
00:20:05,840 --> 00:20:08,000
Speaker 2: for like a Christmas or something, or two weeks off

470
00:20:08,000 --> 00:20:10,240
Speaker 2: in the summer, like and it's the same people over

471
00:20:10,280 --> 00:20:11,879
Speaker 2: and over again. That is tough. You.

472
00:20:12,640 --> 00:20:14,760
Speaker 1: Well, that's why you were never you were always going

473
00:20:14,840 --> 00:20:19,320
Speaker 1: to be a star. Frankly, if I may say transient names,

474
00:20:19,480 --> 00:20:22,320
Speaker 1: you're to your nature. It's such that you couldn't do that,

475
00:20:22,640 --> 00:20:24,439
Speaker 1: And that's what it's. It's in you. You have to

476
00:20:24,480 --> 00:20:27,640
Speaker 1: see people I think like that stability and like the predictability.

477
00:20:27,840 --> 00:20:29,400
Speaker 2: How do you do comforting? Yeah?

478
00:20:29,440 --> 00:20:32,280
Speaker 1: How are you with change? Just as a general concept.

479
00:20:31,920 --> 00:20:33,560
Speaker 2: I'm good with it, but I like obviously have my

480
00:20:33,600 --> 00:20:36,000
Speaker 2: little meltdowns. You have to, like, I think even people

481
00:20:36,040 --> 00:20:37,919
Speaker 2: who are good with change, like then, I don't know

482
00:20:37,960 --> 00:20:41,600
Speaker 2: anyone who doesn't have like a bump on it in

483
00:20:41,760 --> 00:20:44,200
Speaker 2: some way. Yeah, you know, like you are scared to

484
00:20:44,280 --> 00:20:45,919
Speaker 2: let go, you have all those things. It's just like,

485
00:20:45,960 --> 00:20:49,160
Speaker 2: can you can you tighten your reaction time a little bit?

486
00:20:49,600 --> 00:20:52,560
Speaker 2: I think I do. I think I like have my dramas,

487
00:20:52,600 --> 00:20:54,639
Speaker 2: but they happen really quickly. Yeah, and I move on

488
00:20:54,680 --> 00:20:57,800
Speaker 2: really fast, you know. Yeah, I don't like to like

489
00:20:57,880 --> 00:20:59,760
Speaker 2: stew if I don't have to. But then everyone in

490
00:20:59,800 --> 00:21:01,879
Speaker 2: a while, while one hits you, obviously where you go.

491
00:21:01,960 --> 00:21:05,199
Speaker 2: I'm so overwhelmed. Yeah, and I'm going to be like

492
00:21:05,280 --> 00:21:07,840
Speaker 2: maybe maybe like a nightmare for three weeks a month.

493
00:21:08,680 --> 00:21:09,520
Speaker 2: Maybe that's it.

494
00:21:09,960 --> 00:21:12,280
Speaker 1: See, I'm going like tom full months.

495
00:21:12,359 --> 00:21:16,479
Speaker 2: Well, I looked this up your pisces, I my partner's

496
00:21:16,560 --> 00:21:19,080
Speaker 2: pis and I feel like our mood difference is kind

497
00:21:19,080 --> 00:21:21,400
Speaker 2: of that. I will be on a more even keel

498
00:21:21,440 --> 00:21:23,200
Speaker 2: for longer and then I'll hit a dip and it'll

499
00:21:23,240 --> 00:21:26,560
Speaker 2: be like weeks months apart. I think for water signs pisces,

500
00:21:26,640 --> 00:21:29,440
Speaker 2: it's like you're experiencing the range of emotions in a day.

501
00:21:29,600 --> 00:21:31,080
Speaker 2: It's you're hitting three PM.

502
00:21:30,920 --> 00:21:35,240
Speaker 1: It's over. I felt I felt everything today, even every and.

503
00:21:35,280 --> 00:21:38,600
Speaker 2: It's much more. The spectrum is like height.

504
00:21:39,720 --> 00:21:41,840
Speaker 1: I wanted to ask you your sign while you were

505
00:21:41,880 --> 00:21:43,919
Speaker 1: talking about how you engage with change, and I go,

506
00:21:44,040 --> 00:21:48,040
Speaker 1: don't be that girl. Don't ask, but do not ask, Taylor,

507
00:21:49,440 --> 00:21:49,960
Speaker 1: do not ask.

508
00:21:50,000 --> 00:21:54,720
Speaker 2: I'm a Gemini, okay. But but we're both mutable signs, okay,

509
00:21:54,800 --> 00:21:58,280
Speaker 2: so we both are really technically good with change. Changes

510
00:21:58,320 --> 00:22:01,520
Speaker 2: are constant, so yeah, I'm good with change. But then

511
00:22:01,520 --> 00:22:03,679
Speaker 2: I also my rising is airy, so I'm very like

512
00:22:03,720 --> 00:22:06,880
Speaker 2: forward moving okay person. But then of course then I go,

513
00:22:07,000 --> 00:22:09,199
Speaker 2: I sometimes I'm not checking in with the I can

514
00:22:09,240 --> 00:22:10,720
Speaker 2: go long time without checking with feelings.

515
00:22:10,880 --> 00:22:13,320
Speaker 1: Really, that's kind of nice as a person who I

516
00:22:13,320 --> 00:22:16,800
Speaker 1: feel overall sometimes and this is no therapist would stand

517
00:22:16,800 --> 00:22:20,120
Speaker 1: by this advice, but sometimes feeling all the feelings, it's

518
00:22:20,160 --> 00:22:21,000
Speaker 1: just like too much.

519
00:22:21,160 --> 00:22:21,399
Speaker 2: It is.

520
00:22:21,600 --> 00:22:23,639
Speaker 1: That's how I feel as a as a pisces.

521
00:22:23,800 --> 00:22:25,880
Speaker 2: Sometimes I witness it and I say, that does seem

522
00:22:26,440 --> 00:22:30,159
Speaker 2: it seems really hard, and obviously our feelings are like

523
00:22:30,200 --> 00:22:32,680
Speaker 2: sometimes my partner will be like, we'll say, like you're

524
00:22:32,680 --> 00:22:34,800
Speaker 2: a logical person, and like logic is your truth, but

525
00:22:34,880 --> 00:22:36,840
Speaker 2: like for me, like feelings are the facts, and I go,

526
00:22:37,040 --> 00:22:39,120
Speaker 2: that's not true to me, that feelings are the facts.

527
00:22:39,640 --> 00:22:41,320
Speaker 2: But obviously I know how it feels to be like

528
00:22:41,400 --> 00:22:46,320
Speaker 2: my mood is my I can't like I can't see

529
00:22:46,320 --> 00:22:48,560
Speaker 2: that I'm loved by anyone. I can't see that I

530
00:22:48,560 --> 00:22:50,480
Speaker 2: have any good in my life. I can't see it.

531
00:22:50,960 --> 00:22:54,480
Speaker 2: My feelings won't let me. Yeah, I have to wait

532
00:22:54,480 --> 00:22:56,239
Speaker 2: for it to be over. Ye, And you're like, I

533
00:22:56,320 --> 00:22:57,360
Speaker 2: just have to wait.

534
00:22:57,160 --> 00:23:01,520
Speaker 1: For it out. It's yeah, as I'm such a proponent

535
00:23:01,520 --> 00:23:04,199
Speaker 1: of feeling your feelings. And then in the pisces of

536
00:23:04,200 --> 00:23:06,240
Speaker 1: it all, I am a little like last week and

537
00:23:06,280 --> 00:23:07,879
Speaker 1: the number of times I've said this, it's not just

538
00:23:07,960 --> 00:23:11,080
Speaker 1: last week, It's been several weeks ago. But I'm like,

539
00:23:11,440 --> 00:23:13,320
Speaker 1: I don't feel like crying. And it's like and I'm like,

540
00:23:13,359 --> 00:23:14,960
Speaker 1: I have no problem with it. I used to, but

541
00:23:15,000 --> 00:23:16,400
Speaker 1: I was like, I have no problem with it. I'll

542
00:23:16,400 --> 00:23:18,639
Speaker 1: do it whatever. I'll happy, crial, sad, cry. But I'm like,

543
00:23:18,960 --> 00:23:21,359
Speaker 1: it's exhausting. And someone's like somebody said to me, like,

544
00:23:21,400 --> 00:23:22,560
Speaker 1: you can cry if you want to go No, No,

545
00:23:22,600 --> 00:23:24,520
Speaker 1: I know, I just I just don't feel like it.

546
00:23:24,640 --> 00:23:26,760
Speaker 1: I like, it's so exhausted.

547
00:23:26,840 --> 00:23:28,719
Speaker 2: I had a breakup, a bad breakup once, or like

548
00:23:28,760 --> 00:23:31,400
Speaker 2: it was meant to be like this very big breakup,

549
00:23:32,680 --> 00:23:34,719
Speaker 2: but it was also like a time where like everyone

550
00:23:34,800 --> 00:23:37,479
Speaker 2: was really stressed out and I was doing a job,

551
00:23:37,840 --> 00:23:40,920
Speaker 2: and I had a friend who is a Leo, which

552
00:23:41,000 --> 00:23:42,919
Speaker 2: is a really people want to guess like fire signs

553
00:23:42,920 --> 00:23:46,080
Speaker 2: they sneak by Leo is a really emotional sign. And

554
00:23:46,280 --> 00:23:49,000
Speaker 2: this friend is a Leo who loves to cry, and

555
00:23:49,200 --> 00:23:52,000
Speaker 2: was almost sort of like, you can cry if you want,

556
00:23:53,000 --> 00:23:54,600
Speaker 2: and I can see them getting excited the You're like,

557
00:23:54,880 --> 00:23:55,160
Speaker 2: I can.

558
00:23:55,200 --> 00:23:59,000
Speaker 1: Have a little, dude, he shaved on a little cry.

559
00:23:58,800 --> 00:24:00,600
Speaker 2: And I'm like, I just don't want to you right now.

560
00:24:00,640 --> 00:24:03,480
Speaker 2: I'm just feeling like kind of like dead inside kind

561
00:24:03,480 --> 00:24:05,480
Speaker 2: of yeah, yeah, I don't think crying would make me

562
00:24:05,480 --> 00:24:06,840
Speaker 2: feel better. I'm angry.

563
00:24:07,040 --> 00:24:08,520
Speaker 1: I love that you said it was meant to be

564
00:24:08,560 --> 00:24:11,560
Speaker 1: a big breakup, meaning it was meant to be, but

565
00:24:11,600 --> 00:24:13,440
Speaker 1: that's just not how you experienced it.

566
00:24:13,440 --> 00:24:15,520
Speaker 2: It was a big breakup. But you know when you're like,

567
00:24:16,720 --> 00:24:19,480
Speaker 2: you know what in the in the moment when it's happening,

568
00:24:19,600 --> 00:24:22,000
Speaker 2: or like right after it's something big is happening to you,

569
00:24:22,080 --> 00:24:25,119
Speaker 2: where you're just sort of like I wasn't planning for

570
00:24:25,160 --> 00:24:26,879
Speaker 2: this right now, and I don't know that I can

571
00:24:26,920 --> 00:24:29,480
Speaker 2: make the space for it and I feelings. I'm like,

572
00:24:30,800 --> 00:24:35,080
Speaker 2: I'm sure, I'm sure weird behavior is going to surface

573
00:24:35,080 --> 00:24:37,639
Speaker 2: at some point, and it did, you know, I'm sure

574
00:24:37,720 --> 00:24:39,240
Speaker 2: that this will take me a long time, like it

575
00:24:39,240 --> 00:24:42,399
Speaker 2: takes everyone. I'm sure I'm not over it. But sometimes

576
00:24:42,440 --> 00:24:43,639
Speaker 2: you're just kind of like, ah, I have to go

577
00:24:43,680 --> 00:24:45,639
Speaker 2: to work. Yeah, I gotta go to work. I have

578
00:24:45,760 --> 00:24:46,240
Speaker 2: to go to work.

579
00:24:46,240 --> 00:24:47,920
Speaker 1: Oh, my favorite thing is having to go to work.

580
00:24:47,960 --> 00:24:50,040
Speaker 2: I love having Then again, sometimes most of the time

581
00:24:50,080 --> 00:24:51,399
Speaker 2: you can go to work. Have you ever been like

582
00:24:51,560 --> 00:24:53,840
Speaker 2: I have to go to work. Recently, I was like

583
00:24:53,880 --> 00:24:55,240
Speaker 2: I have to go to work, and I'm like on

584
00:24:55,320 --> 00:24:56,879
Speaker 2: set and I'm looking like it's a time where I

585
00:24:56,880 --> 00:24:58,320
Speaker 2: was like looking silly. I'm in a wig, you know,

586
00:24:58,800 --> 00:25:02,359
Speaker 2: and you want it be able to jump into it.

587
00:25:02,400 --> 00:25:04,479
Speaker 2: But I'm sort of like, I'm like between scenes, I'm

588
00:25:04,520 --> 00:25:07,919
Speaker 2: like looking at the ceiling. I'm like, like, I actually

589
00:25:08,000 --> 00:25:11,320
Speaker 2: am trying not to try. Everything's making Oh I've been

590
00:25:11,359 --> 00:25:13,720
Speaker 2: to work like that too, and you're just like, yes,

591
00:25:14,920 --> 00:25:16,800
Speaker 2: everything anyone says, You're like if only.

592
00:25:19,520 --> 00:25:21,080
Speaker 1: In those moments says anyone come up to you and

593
00:25:21,160 --> 00:25:22,200
Speaker 1: is like, tylor, are you okay?

594
00:25:22,240 --> 00:25:27,600
Speaker 2: It's everything okay? No, I really I think I'm good

595
00:25:27,680 --> 00:25:31,320
Speaker 2: at not making that apparent. I Oh my goodness. But

596
00:25:31,359 --> 00:25:33,840
Speaker 2: then you'll see someone else, like especially you'll see someone

597
00:25:33,880 --> 00:25:37,080
Speaker 2: else because sett is tough, like jobs like that, you're

598
00:25:37,440 --> 00:25:40,320
Speaker 2: just you can try to not let it, be a parent,

599
00:25:40,440 --> 00:25:44,160
Speaker 2: but you're there for so many hours. Yeah, it's once

600
00:25:44,160 --> 00:25:48,000
Speaker 2: it gets twelve plus hours. I'm a big believer in like,

601
00:25:48,040 --> 00:25:50,800
Speaker 2: if someone has something in them. When people are like,

602
00:25:50,840 --> 00:25:53,040
Speaker 2: oh that person's scary whatever, if someone has that in

603
00:25:53,080 --> 00:25:54,960
Speaker 2: them and you are working on set with them, like

604
00:25:55,119 --> 00:25:56,800
Speaker 2: their feelings will come out one way or another, like

605
00:25:56,840 --> 00:25:58,480
Speaker 2: their personality, their feelings, all of it will.

606
00:25:58,600 --> 00:25:58,800
Speaker 1: Yeah.

607
00:26:00,119 --> 00:26:01,919
Speaker 2: So I do think I'm pretty good at hiding it.

608
00:26:01,960 --> 00:26:03,600
Speaker 2: But like it comes out, you'll see somebody else kind

609
00:26:03,600 --> 00:26:05,600
Speaker 2: of like have their like weird little moment. You're like, oh,

610
00:26:05,600 --> 00:26:08,119
Speaker 2: they were feeling weird today and I didn't know, and

611
00:26:08,160 --> 00:26:10,600
Speaker 2: I wouldn't have seen it. It pops out. They were

612
00:26:10,640 --> 00:26:11,480
Speaker 2: stuffing it down.

613
00:26:11,800 --> 00:26:14,679
Speaker 1: Yes, you know, it's true. I mean maybe that's the

614
00:26:14,800 --> 00:26:17,679
Speaker 1: nice thing about the acting of it all. It's such

615
00:26:17,720 --> 00:26:19,919
Speaker 1: a distraction, not just because like I have to go

616
00:26:19,960 --> 00:26:22,160
Speaker 1: to work, I'm here, but it's like I also have

617
00:26:22,200 --> 00:26:24,840
Speaker 1: to now emote a different thing than whatever I'm feeling.

618
00:26:25,040 --> 00:26:25,879
Speaker 1: It's that's nice.

619
00:26:26,040 --> 00:26:27,960
Speaker 2: Do you ever feel like this is such toxic actor?

620
00:26:28,040 --> 00:26:31,040
Speaker 2: But like when you're like actually feeling kind of happy

621
00:26:31,040 --> 00:26:33,960
Speaker 2: and excited and you have to you have to really

622
00:26:33,960 --> 00:26:35,960
Speaker 2: be giving an emotional spectrumhere you I still felt that

623
00:26:36,000 --> 00:26:41,080
Speaker 2: I want to. Things are going great for you. I

624
00:26:41,080 --> 00:26:43,920
Speaker 2: have this amazing Yeah, sorry, I feel really really good.

625
00:26:43,960 --> 00:26:47,920
Speaker 2: I'm sort of exhilarated, actually exhilary.

626
00:26:48,040 --> 00:26:51,640
Speaker 1: I have again because I think like crying is exhausting

627
00:26:51,680 --> 00:26:53,600
Speaker 1: at times. Been like I just don't feel like.

628
00:26:53,560 --> 00:26:55,200
Speaker 2: Going at a job.

629
00:26:55,400 --> 00:26:57,439
Speaker 1: Not at a job, but like in acting class, just

630
00:26:57,480 --> 00:26:59,920
Speaker 1: been like, yeah, I can't do that right now. I

631
00:27:00,560 --> 00:27:02,000
Speaker 1: can't serve that or you do.

632
00:27:02,359 --> 00:27:05,240
Speaker 2: Sometimes I feel almost like indignant a little bit where

633
00:27:05,280 --> 00:27:06,679
Speaker 2: I'm like I can if I want to, but I

634
00:27:06,720 --> 00:27:07,359
Speaker 2: just don't want to.

635
00:27:07,560 --> 00:27:09,160
Speaker 1: Just it's a choice. I'm making a choice.

636
00:27:09,160 --> 00:27:10,800
Speaker 2: You're trying to manipulate me. And it's like that's what

637
00:27:10,800 --> 00:27:15,000
Speaker 2: an acting class is. It's exactly it manipulating you and

638
00:27:15,080 --> 00:27:16,040
Speaker 2: you're paying to Donna.

639
00:27:26,400 --> 00:27:28,080
Speaker 1: Did you study theater college?

640
00:27:28,320 --> 00:27:30,920
Speaker 2: No, I didn't. I studied like a bunch of stuff.

641
00:27:30,960 --> 00:27:33,639
Speaker 2: I studied broadcasting for a period of time, which was

642
00:27:33,720 --> 00:27:37,240
Speaker 2: really interesting. Never wanted to work in news. Sure, I

643
00:27:37,320 --> 00:27:40,240
Speaker 2: kind of did want to go to school. See, yeah,

644
00:27:40,280 --> 00:27:43,320
Speaker 2: so I it was never a school person. But I

645
00:27:43,359 --> 00:27:45,639
Speaker 2: feel like right at the time I went to college,

646
00:27:45,760 --> 00:27:48,400
Speaker 2: it was sort of like this. It was this sprint

647
00:27:48,400 --> 00:27:50,520
Speaker 2: of years that they made seem like an attorney where

648
00:27:50,520 --> 00:27:53,399
Speaker 2: it's like you have to, no, you have to.

649
00:27:53,720 --> 00:27:54,719
Speaker 1: There's no choice.

650
00:27:54,920 --> 00:27:58,280
Speaker 2: You can't live indoors for the rest of your life. Yeah,

651
00:27:59,000 --> 00:28:00,520
Speaker 2: right now. And it was sort of like, I guess

652
00:28:00,520 --> 00:28:04,479
Speaker 2: I will, but I didn't really. It really took me

653
00:28:04,640 --> 00:28:06,160
Speaker 2: a long time. Was I had a bunch of majors.

654
00:28:06,160 --> 00:28:08,919
Speaker 2: I was an English major, broadcasting major. I was briefly

655
00:28:08,960 --> 00:28:13,400
Speaker 2: an acting major, but I found it very expensive and

656
00:28:15,359 --> 00:28:16,960
Speaker 2: I needed to see a little more. Like I love

657
00:28:16,960 --> 00:28:20,480
Speaker 2: an acting class because you're like, Okay, we're going it's

658
00:28:20,520 --> 00:28:22,720
Speaker 2: this many hours a week, and we are we're doing

659
00:28:22,760 --> 00:28:25,159
Speaker 2: we're doing we're doing scenework, we're doing whatever. Yeah, sometimes

660
00:28:25,240 --> 00:28:29,280
Speaker 2: theater school is a bit like you're zapping my spine,

661
00:28:29,280 --> 00:28:32,440
Speaker 2: we're breathing, and I'm sure that there is I didn't

662
00:28:32,480 --> 00:28:35,000
Speaker 2: stay long enough to see what the payoff was, but

663
00:28:35,200 --> 00:28:38,080
Speaker 2: at eighteen, I'm kind of like, yeah, we should read it.

664
00:28:38,320 --> 00:28:39,120
Speaker 2: I took.

665
00:28:39,400 --> 00:28:42,400
Speaker 1: I took one theater class in college and I was like, yeah,

666
00:28:42,440 --> 00:28:44,480
Speaker 1: and I planned on maybe being a double major. Like

667
00:28:45,080 --> 00:28:47,360
Speaker 1: that was definitely in my head. When I had gone

668
00:28:47,400 --> 00:28:49,280
Speaker 1: to college. I was like, even I was a bio

669
00:28:49,360 --> 00:28:51,680
Speaker 1: major and I was like, oh, definitely. I don't know

670
00:28:51,680 --> 00:28:53,520
Speaker 1: any don't be impressed. Don't be impressed. It's not good.

671
00:28:53,520 --> 00:28:56,040
Speaker 2: I don't want anything that's real that's real school though

672
00:28:56,520 --> 00:28:59,520
Speaker 2: it was real. It was actually school. You were doing

673
00:28:59,560 --> 00:29:01,040
Speaker 2: real like you. I had like real course loads.

674
00:29:01,160 --> 00:29:02,480
Speaker 1: It was real course loads.

675
00:29:02,520 --> 00:29:04,320
Speaker 2: It was real. Early all the major would have been

676
00:29:04,360 --> 00:29:05,720
Speaker 2: like you would have been. I think, angry at the

677
00:29:05,720 --> 00:29:08,959
Speaker 2: people in your theater. Oh major, where if to hear

678
00:29:09,000 --> 00:29:09,480
Speaker 2: them complain?

679
00:29:09,520 --> 00:29:12,120
Speaker 1: Ever, maybe that's what happened. I did one class and

680
00:29:12,160 --> 00:29:13,880
Speaker 1: I go, yeah, I don't like this. I know I

681
00:29:13,880 --> 00:29:15,600
Speaker 1: still want to be an actor, but I don't like this.

682
00:29:15,840 --> 00:29:19,480
Speaker 1: But I think for me being entrenched in all even

683
00:29:19,520 --> 00:29:22,000
Speaker 1: like in pursuing comedy, being like, oh my goodness, all

684
00:29:22,040 --> 00:29:23,959
Speaker 1: the people I know, the only people I know right

685
00:29:24,000 --> 00:29:27,160
Speaker 1: now at the stage of my life are comedians and actors.

686
00:29:27,600 --> 00:29:28,440
Speaker 1: That's crazy.

687
00:29:28,480 --> 00:29:31,240
Speaker 2: It's really crazy. I think it's on some level it's

688
00:29:31,240 --> 00:29:33,080
Speaker 2: not necessary that they all be but I do think

689
00:29:33,120 --> 00:29:37,880
Speaker 2: it's so weird. I've come so like round trip on

690
00:29:38,720 --> 00:29:41,000
Speaker 2: seeing theater school being really young and going you actually

691
00:29:41,000 --> 00:29:43,320
Speaker 2: don't ever need to do this, Yeah, you never need

692
00:29:43,360 --> 00:29:46,160
Speaker 2: to go there. You never need to Like it really

693
00:29:46,200 --> 00:29:48,560
Speaker 2: is person to person. It's not gonna make you good,

694
00:29:48,600 --> 00:29:50,560
Speaker 2: it's not gonna make you whatever. But then I do

695
00:29:50,640 --> 00:29:53,840
Speaker 2: really think like acting classes, like doing shows if you're

696
00:29:53,840 --> 00:29:57,520
Speaker 2: a comedian, or doing whatever like that stuff has made me. Obviously,

697
00:29:57,760 --> 00:30:00,600
Speaker 2: obviously it's only been like a net positive being around

698
00:30:00,640 --> 00:30:03,920
Speaker 2: other creative people all the time. That's such a net positive. Yeah,

699
00:30:03,960 --> 00:30:06,400
Speaker 2: I think feeling like when you still live here. I

700
00:30:06,440 --> 00:30:08,360
Speaker 2: live here now, but I lived here then moved to

701
00:30:08,440 --> 00:30:12,720
Speaker 2: La then lived here, and sometimes I would be feeling like,

702
00:30:12,840 --> 00:30:15,400
Speaker 2: never jealous of other people and what they were working on,

703
00:30:15,720 --> 00:30:18,840
Speaker 2: but sometimes I would be feeling kind of like stuck myself.

704
00:30:19,560 --> 00:30:21,640
Speaker 2: And then it was nice to be in community with

705
00:30:21,680 --> 00:30:24,120
Speaker 2: other creative people because you wouldn't want to do what

706
00:30:24,160 --> 00:30:25,840
Speaker 2: they were doing. But you'd see someone like do a

707
00:30:25,880 --> 00:30:28,440
Speaker 2: solo show. You'd see someone do whatever they were doing,

708
00:30:28,880 --> 00:30:32,400
Speaker 2: and you'd go, okay, like if that person is like

709
00:30:32,440 --> 00:30:34,680
Speaker 2: exhausted and tired and probably wants a job, they're getting

710
00:30:34,680 --> 00:30:36,680
Speaker 2: paid for, but they're putting in all this work to

711
00:30:37,720 --> 00:30:40,480
Speaker 2: make something that they like and feel proud of. I

712
00:30:40,520 --> 00:30:43,680
Speaker 2: could do it too, you know, I'm here too. And

713
00:30:43,720 --> 00:30:45,040
Speaker 2: then it kind of you know, you start to doing

714
00:30:45,080 --> 00:30:46,400
Speaker 2: and then you feel good about yourself again, and you

715
00:30:46,480 --> 00:30:48,440
Speaker 2: kind of like it's like you need to you really

716
00:30:48,520 --> 00:30:50,000
Speaker 2: need to like see it to do it. It's see

717
00:30:50,040 --> 00:30:50,560
Speaker 2: it to be it.

718
00:30:50,680 --> 00:30:53,640
Speaker 1: Yeah, kind of that's the vibe. Honestly. I had a

719
00:30:53,640 --> 00:30:57,640
Speaker 1: friend who booked a pilot. My goodness, I'm going to say,

720
00:30:57,720 --> 00:30:59,640
Speaker 1: the year is twenty sixteen, and.

721
00:30:59,600 --> 00:31:01,600
Speaker 2: I just grea year to book a pilot, great year

722
00:31:01,600 --> 00:31:02,360
Speaker 2: to book a pride.

723
00:31:02,680 --> 00:31:05,240
Speaker 1: It was that was a different time. That was meaning

724
00:31:06,200 --> 00:31:09,400
Speaker 1: you pilot season very much the thing. But like she

725
00:31:09,480 --> 00:31:11,280
Speaker 1: booked the pilot and I was for me, it was like,

726
00:31:11,320 --> 00:31:15,240
Speaker 1: oh that's possible. Like you don't come from this industry

727
00:31:15,320 --> 00:31:17,240
Speaker 1: or not born of this industry, just kind of hustled

728
00:31:17,320 --> 00:31:19,520
Speaker 1: and did class and had this audition and you book

729
00:31:19,560 --> 00:31:22,240
Speaker 1: this pilot. It was so cool to see. It's inspiring.

730
00:31:22,280 --> 00:31:23,959
Speaker 1: And I do think to your point, I'm like, it

731
00:31:24,000 --> 00:31:26,720
Speaker 1: is it is helpful to be around other creatives to

732
00:31:26,760 --> 00:31:30,240
Speaker 1: be like, oh, the momentum, the creative energy. The people

733
00:31:30,240 --> 00:31:32,600
Speaker 1: who are pursuing their passions in this way and you

734
00:31:32,640 --> 00:31:35,480
Speaker 1: get your own ideas, you become inspired. It's a good

735
00:31:35,560 --> 00:31:36,240
Speaker 1: it is a net.

736
00:31:36,560 --> 00:31:39,800
Speaker 2: Did her pilot get picked up? And that is also

737
00:31:40,200 --> 00:31:42,000
Speaker 2: that is also really important to see, is see your

738
00:31:42,000 --> 00:31:45,680
Speaker 2: friend get her dream and then lose her dream, then

739
00:31:46,040 --> 00:31:48,320
Speaker 2: go back and do another and more shows.

740
00:31:48,400 --> 00:31:50,080
Speaker 1: Oh, let me tell you, Taylor. I when I I

741
00:31:50,080 --> 00:31:52,480
Speaker 1: had done a vision board later that year, my first ever,

742
00:31:52,520 --> 00:31:56,200
Speaker 1: I was like, let me be real specific. Pilot show,

743
00:31:56,240 --> 00:32:01,240
Speaker 1: it's multiple seasons to be very clear, not just it

744
00:32:01,280 --> 00:32:04,200
Speaker 1: made me get real specific, because that isn't And back

745
00:32:04,200 --> 00:32:06,160
Speaker 1: in twenty sixteen, it would be like your friend would

746
00:32:06,160 --> 00:32:07,560
Speaker 1: get a show, someone you know would.

747
00:32:07,320 --> 00:32:10,440
Speaker 2: Get a show, a pilot, whatever, and you'd go and

748
00:32:10,480 --> 00:32:12,760
Speaker 2: they never have to write a word again, and they

749
00:32:12,920 --> 00:32:16,160
Speaker 2: never she's free, she's moved on to the next. And

750
00:32:16,200 --> 00:32:18,920
Speaker 2: then it's really important to see them on the same

751
00:32:18,920 --> 00:32:22,280
Speaker 2: shows as you absolutely you know, promoting and doing that

752
00:32:22,360 --> 00:32:24,040
Speaker 2: where you go, oh, I'll be doing that forever.

753
00:32:24,160 --> 00:32:25,480
Speaker 1: Yes, that's just part of the job.

754
00:32:25,520 --> 00:32:27,720
Speaker 2: I'll be doing that for Yeah. And that that's really hard.

755
00:32:27,800 --> 00:32:31,000
Speaker 2: That's that pill goes down, really, that goes pilles goes

756
00:32:31,000 --> 00:32:31,920
Speaker 2: on dry. Yeah.

757
00:32:32,280 --> 00:32:34,600
Speaker 1: Yeah, when you see that, that's crazy.

758
00:32:34,720 --> 00:32:38,080
Speaker 2: We're like, I have to no one ever like I

759
00:32:38,120 --> 00:32:39,680
Speaker 2: have this conver I feel like I'm always having this

760
00:32:39,720 --> 00:32:42,040
Speaker 2: conversation with friends and they're having they're reminding me that

761
00:32:42,200 --> 00:32:43,640
Speaker 2: of that, and it's like and we love what we

762
00:32:43,720 --> 00:32:46,000
Speaker 2: do and we're lucky to do it, and it is true.

763
00:32:46,000 --> 00:32:49,200
Speaker 2: And then sometimes you go, I hate this. Someone should

764
00:32:49,200 --> 00:32:51,680
Speaker 2: give me something at this point, and that's why someone

765
00:32:51,720 --> 00:32:52,680
Speaker 2: should give me something.

766
00:32:52,720 --> 00:32:54,000
Speaker 1: I know, but you know what, I feel like that

767
00:32:54,080 --> 00:32:56,680
Speaker 1: is true of every single career and as gorgeous, fabulous,

768
00:32:56,680 --> 00:32:59,680
Speaker 1: wonderful as this all appears, and in many ways fucking

769
00:32:59,840 --> 00:33:02,480
Speaker 1: is is yes, dreamy, it's so it's like, yeah, you

770
00:33:02,560 --> 00:33:03,680
Speaker 1: go through those moments you're.

771
00:33:03,560 --> 00:33:05,760
Speaker 2: Like, what the fuck am I doing? Why did I send? This?

772
00:33:05,800 --> 00:33:06,400
Speaker 2: Is awful?

773
00:33:06,880 --> 00:33:08,600
Speaker 1: A fucking shit show.

774
00:33:08,640 --> 00:33:10,280
Speaker 2: And it's at the worst when it's like up to you,

775
00:33:10,320 --> 00:33:13,040
Speaker 2: when it's like on you and it's like your time

776
00:33:13,320 --> 00:33:15,440
Speaker 2: to create something new, you're just gonna like, what do

777
00:33:15,480 --> 00:33:16,080
Speaker 2: you want me to do?

778
00:33:16,320 --> 00:33:18,880
Speaker 1: Yeah, I've done it all for me.

779
00:33:20,040 --> 00:33:21,160
Speaker 2: You're like putting on a little wig.

780
00:33:21,200 --> 00:33:25,920
Speaker 1: You're like, why you why people want? Well? How are

781
00:33:25,920 --> 00:33:26,800
Speaker 1: you with auditioning?

782
00:33:26,840 --> 00:33:31,040
Speaker 2: Though? Auditioning. I think, I I love I think it's

783
00:33:31,320 --> 00:33:32,680
Speaker 2: I really miss when it used to be in person

784
00:33:32,680 --> 00:33:34,080
Speaker 2: because it was like you could go do it for

785
00:33:34,080 --> 00:33:37,160
Speaker 2: fifteen minutes and be like, god, I gave it my

786
00:33:37,240 --> 00:33:39,320
Speaker 2: all that I'm an actress. I'm a working at you.

787
00:33:39,520 --> 00:33:42,040
Speaker 1: Yeah, today I went into an office building.

788
00:33:42,120 --> 00:33:46,080
Speaker 2: I think when you're like doing lot, like when you're writing,

789
00:33:46,320 --> 00:33:49,800
Speaker 2: takes so much discipline showing up to like shows at night,

790
00:33:49,840 --> 00:33:52,200
Speaker 2: if you're a comedian, like agreeing to a show and

791
00:33:52,240 --> 00:33:53,680
Speaker 2: then having to leave the house when a stark out

792
00:33:53,680 --> 00:33:56,680
Speaker 2: in the winter, that's way harder than daytime audition. Yeah,

793
00:33:56,720 --> 00:33:59,440
Speaker 2: my god, oh yeah, oh my goodness. Someone else wrote it.

794
00:34:00,120 --> 00:34:01,880
Speaker 1: Someone else wrote it. God bless someone else.

795
00:34:02,080 --> 00:34:05,640
Speaker 2: I'm schmoozing a little. Yeah. That actually makes me go.

796
00:34:05,880 --> 00:34:10,359
Speaker 2: I worked really hard something really happy day. I love it.

797
00:34:10,440 --> 00:34:16,440
Speaker 2: I did do once because I had been auditioning a bunch,

798
00:34:16,520 --> 00:34:19,640
Speaker 2: but for yeah, like sitcom pilots, that type of thing,

799
00:34:19,680 --> 00:34:22,920
Speaker 2: like card comedy. This was like pre pandemic. And my

800
00:34:22,960 --> 00:34:26,520
Speaker 2: sister is a musical theater person by original trade, and

801
00:34:26,880 --> 00:34:29,000
Speaker 2: she was really hard on herself with auditions, and I'm

802
00:34:29,040 --> 00:34:30,960
Speaker 2: like a girl, you're not even getting paid, Like, yeah,

803
00:34:31,040 --> 00:34:33,799
Speaker 2: fun whatever. Yeah, but she's doing like sixteen bars, like

804
00:34:33,840 --> 00:34:36,000
Speaker 2: all these pages that they have them, do it really intensely,

805
00:34:36,120 --> 00:34:40,880
Speaker 2: you know. And we went in for a rare audition

806
00:34:40,880 --> 00:34:42,560
Speaker 2: where we were like back to back, which like was

807
00:34:42,600 --> 00:34:46,120
Speaker 2: not happening at the time, and it was for a

808
00:34:46,239 --> 00:34:50,799
Speaker 2: musical film, and she was so nervous, and I was

809
00:34:50,800 --> 00:34:52,759
Speaker 2: so like, oh, I never get to do this, Like

810
00:34:52,960 --> 00:34:56,759
Speaker 2: I felt so prepared. I'm like, I sound amazing. She's

811
00:34:56,760 --> 00:34:59,360
Speaker 2: a way better singer than me. We go in and

812
00:34:59,440 --> 00:35:03,760
Speaker 2: I go in first, and I oh, she goes in first.

813
00:35:03,920 --> 00:35:06,600
Speaker 2: She does her audition, It's flawless, she sounds amazing. She

814
00:35:06,719 --> 00:35:09,560
Speaker 2: comes out, she's already beating herself up. She's like, I

815
00:35:09,560 --> 00:35:11,560
Speaker 2: don't know if that was gonna go. That was the

816
00:35:11,600 --> 00:35:14,520
Speaker 2: best audition I've ever heard it because I'm thinking, like

817
00:35:14,560 --> 00:35:17,920
Speaker 2: I'm used to like comedy auditions way loose. Yeah, I

818
00:35:18,000 --> 00:35:20,719
Speaker 2: go in. It's stern in there, okay, And I'm sure

819
00:35:20,760 --> 00:35:24,240
Speaker 2: they're perfectly nice people, but it's austere. It's a different vibe.

820
00:35:24,719 --> 00:35:26,760
Speaker 2: I go in and I'm kind of using my usually

821
00:35:26,800 --> 00:35:31,759
Speaker 2: like hey, so see it, you know, And I do

822
00:35:32,000 --> 00:35:34,359
Speaker 2: my sides or whatever if there are sides, and then

823
00:35:34,360 --> 00:35:38,360
Speaker 2: I do my song and I you know, I'm at

824
00:35:38,400 --> 00:35:40,480
Speaker 2: the end. I think I've killed it, and I they

825
00:35:40,560 --> 00:35:41,840
Speaker 2: kind of are looking at me, They're like, are you

826
00:35:41,840 --> 00:35:43,520
Speaker 2: gonna keep going? And I guess I had like missed

827
00:35:43,520 --> 00:35:47,279
Speaker 2: a whole page and I still was not getting that

828
00:35:47,280 --> 00:35:48,640
Speaker 2: I was meant to feel it Like I was like,

829
00:35:48,920 --> 00:35:51,279
Speaker 2: I was like, oh my gosh, my bad. Do you

830
00:35:51,280 --> 00:35:53,120
Speaker 2: guys want me to start from the top or just

831
00:35:53,120 --> 00:35:54,479
Speaker 2: go right from there? And I'm like, you can start

832
00:35:54,480 --> 00:35:56,960
Speaker 2: from the top. And I was like, incredible. And my

833
00:35:57,040 --> 00:35:59,160
Speaker 2: sister's probably out there listening to this audition and thinking

834
00:35:59,200 --> 00:36:02,800
Speaker 2: this girl is bombed so hard. I still left going

835
00:36:03,640 --> 00:36:08,320
Speaker 2: what I did today was incredible. It was incredible body.

836
00:36:08,480 --> 00:36:10,480
Speaker 1: I feel like it's such good perspective to have because

837
00:36:10,520 --> 00:36:12,319
Speaker 1: it's so easy to be down on auditions.

838
00:36:12,320 --> 00:36:14,279
Speaker 2: Though if I was in if I was in musical theater,

839
00:36:14,360 --> 00:36:16,520
Speaker 2: I probably would I would have a different They are

840
00:36:16,560 --> 00:36:18,920
Speaker 2: like very it's a much more intense space. It is

841
00:36:18,920 --> 00:36:21,319
Speaker 2: a much more like if we don't like truly it

842
00:36:21,320 --> 00:36:24,120
Speaker 2: feels like when when musical theater like Broaday editions, it

843
00:36:24,120 --> 00:36:25,960
Speaker 2: really does feel like they're gonna line us up and

844
00:36:26,000 --> 00:36:30,400
Speaker 2: like it really is scary. But I think coming from you,

845
00:36:30,560 --> 00:36:33,560
Speaker 2: I think doing like TV auditions as way. Yeah, good

846
00:36:33,560 --> 00:36:34,040
Speaker 2: to see you again.

847
00:36:34,040 --> 00:36:35,279
Speaker 1: You're like, it's so I see you.

848
00:36:35,680 --> 00:36:38,600
Speaker 2: Yeah, the sun is shining. We're gonna read half a

849
00:36:38,600 --> 00:36:39,920
Speaker 2: page of dialogue exactly.

850
00:36:40,320 --> 00:36:42,440
Speaker 1: Any questions, No, let's try it.

851
00:36:43,120 --> 00:36:44,799
Speaker 2: I'm just going to give you another one because I'm

852
00:36:44,800 --> 00:36:46,319
Speaker 2: having fun with you, and you're like, I'm having fun

853
00:36:46,360 --> 00:36:46,719
Speaker 2: with you.

854
00:36:47,880 --> 00:36:49,839
Speaker 1: I love that you love auditioning so much.

855
00:36:49,920 --> 00:36:51,880
Speaker 2: I feel like rare, rare breed.

856
00:36:51,880 --> 00:36:54,160
Speaker 1: But to your point, though, if I walked into an

857
00:36:54,160 --> 00:36:57,800
Speaker 1: audition and it's giving save the last dance energy intense

858
00:36:58,200 --> 00:37:00,600
Speaker 1: the table, they're all seated there, like do your thing,

859
00:37:00,719 --> 00:37:03,480
Speaker 1: there's no warmth coming from them. That would That would

860
00:37:03,560 --> 00:37:05,600
Speaker 1: really throw me. It would, and that's not fun. That's

861
00:37:05,640 --> 00:37:06,080
Speaker 1: not fun.

862
00:37:06,200 --> 00:37:08,600
Speaker 2: It's not fun. I think it's gotta be fun. It's

863
00:37:08,600 --> 00:37:12,960
Speaker 2: probably they just I think that the theater world. Probably

864
00:37:12,960 --> 00:37:15,600
Speaker 2: it's particularly musical theater, because it's a harder thing to land,

865
00:37:15,680 --> 00:37:19,680
Speaker 2: Like singing is so scary. I think for them it

866
00:37:19,880 --> 00:37:21,600
Speaker 2: has to be a version of like what we get

867
00:37:21,640 --> 00:37:24,919
Speaker 2: from feeling we did a good job in an easier audition. Yeah,

868
00:37:24,960 --> 00:37:27,080
Speaker 2: you know where you kind of when you go in

869
00:37:27,200 --> 00:37:29,080
Speaker 2: and you don't have to belt at all, and you

870
00:37:29,120 --> 00:37:30,880
Speaker 2: don't have to sob and you don't have to do

871
00:37:30,920 --> 00:37:32,759
Speaker 2: any of that, and you're doing the thing you feel

872
00:37:32,760 --> 00:37:34,640
Speaker 2: comfortable with. But it's still that. Is that like a

873
00:37:34,680 --> 00:37:38,080
Speaker 2: little hit of like that was brave of me? Yeah?

874
00:37:38,160 --> 00:37:40,360
Speaker 2: Well I was pretty brave.

875
00:37:40,160 --> 00:37:40,759
Speaker 1: What I did.

876
00:37:41,440 --> 00:37:42,480
Speaker 2: How do you feel about now?

877
00:37:42,480 --> 00:37:44,440
Speaker 1: We're getting so deep in the actor talk of it all,

878
00:37:44,680 --> 00:37:47,479
Speaker 1: which I tend to do sometimes. How are you about

879
00:37:47,480 --> 00:37:49,839
Speaker 1: getting off book for an audition? Are you committed to

880
00:37:49,880 --> 00:37:51,040
Speaker 1: it or are you like.

881
00:37:51,960 --> 00:37:54,160
Speaker 2: I'm really trying to be more of like a preparer

882
00:37:54,239 --> 00:37:57,640
Speaker 2: and a reader. Okay, like this past year and like

883
00:37:57,680 --> 00:38:03,719
Speaker 2: the years to come, I think I have a whispering

884
00:38:04,080 --> 00:38:05,880
Speaker 2: but I don't want to admit it, kind of because

885
00:38:05,880 --> 00:38:09,280
Speaker 2: I have a bit of a crutch of like I can.

886
00:38:09,520 --> 00:38:12,600
Speaker 2: When I would do smaller roles on things, it was

887
00:38:12,680 --> 00:38:14,799
Speaker 2: easy for me to be like, you know how you'll

888
00:38:14,840 --> 00:38:18,520
Speaker 2: go in You do a like you do a blocking rehearsal,

889
00:38:18,600 --> 00:38:20,040
Speaker 2: and then you do a camera rehearsal and then you

890
00:38:20,040 --> 00:38:23,279
Speaker 2: film it nineteen times. So for me, it's kind of

891
00:38:23,280 --> 00:38:25,279
Speaker 2: like after those two reads, I kind of got it

892
00:38:25,320 --> 00:38:27,680
Speaker 2: in my head, especially if it's like good script people

893
00:38:27,719 --> 00:38:29,680
Speaker 2: are giving you, like good stuff, you're kind of like, oh,

894
00:38:29,719 --> 00:38:32,040
Speaker 2: it's in. And I think the problem with memorizing really

895
00:38:32,120 --> 00:38:34,880
Speaker 2: quickly is like it it becomes something you can kind

896
00:38:34,880 --> 00:38:37,520
Speaker 2: of lean on to not be preparing as much. So

897
00:38:37,560 --> 00:38:40,120
Speaker 2: I am trying to be I honestly want to do

898
00:38:40,880 --> 00:38:43,160
Speaker 2: theater a lot more now that I'm back in New York,

899
00:38:43,239 --> 00:38:45,200
Speaker 2: because I think it would really serve me to do

900
00:38:45,239 --> 00:38:49,680
Speaker 2: something off book for an hour and a half, two hours,

901
00:38:49,800 --> 00:38:51,640
Speaker 2: over and over and over and over and over. Yeah,

902
00:38:51,680 --> 00:38:54,440
Speaker 2: Like I really want to do that, and like, you know,

903
00:38:54,640 --> 00:38:57,960
Speaker 2: discover if you can discover things on camera doing a

904
00:38:57,960 --> 00:39:00,400
Speaker 2: bunch of takes or someone else's coverage, it's yeah, it's

905
00:39:00,400 --> 00:39:03,239
Speaker 2: interesting to see what. But you got to build up

906
00:39:03,280 --> 00:39:05,040
Speaker 2: that discipline. And I am really starting from a place

907
00:39:05,080 --> 00:39:06,040
Speaker 2: of like I came from improv.

908
00:39:06,200 --> 00:39:06,759
Speaker 1: Yeah me too.

909
00:39:06,880 --> 00:39:08,840
Speaker 2: I came from it to boom.

910
00:39:09,160 --> 00:39:11,440
Speaker 1: We do a little bit of you do a team

911
00:39:11,560 --> 00:39:14,440
Speaker 1: practice once a week or something you do. I mean, granted,

912
00:39:14,480 --> 00:39:15,960
Speaker 1: you put in your hours. I don't want to trivialize.

913
00:39:16,040 --> 00:39:16,879
Speaker 2: Oh it's a lot of time.

914
00:39:17,000 --> 00:39:19,959
Speaker 1: But at the same time, I think I've said to people,

915
00:39:19,960 --> 00:39:21,880
Speaker 1: I think one of my favorite things about improv, one

916
00:39:21,920 --> 00:39:24,799
Speaker 1: of my favorite things about improv is that you don't

917
00:39:24,880 --> 00:39:27,359
Speaker 1: really rehearse. You don't And I'm like, and you do

918
00:39:27,400 --> 00:39:31,160
Speaker 1: the thing one time, it's satisfying and also pays zero dollars.

919
00:39:30,920 --> 00:39:33,839
Speaker 2: You're still the least. It's like you cannot there is

920
00:39:33,920 --> 00:39:36,000
Speaker 2: no art form you can monetize less. No, and I

921
00:39:36,000 --> 00:39:38,920
Speaker 2: wouldn't have it any other way. It's so pure, it's

922
00:39:39,040 --> 00:39:42,280
Speaker 2: like and and it's almost the way that it exists

923
00:39:42,400 --> 00:39:45,200
Speaker 2: makes it so that you can't capitalize off of it

924
00:39:45,239 --> 00:39:47,800
Speaker 2: in any way. It's just built that way at its best,

925
00:39:48,440 --> 00:39:51,239
Speaker 2: and you can't capture it in that rocks. But certainly

926
00:39:51,719 --> 00:39:53,600
Speaker 2: when you say one rehearsal week, which is true when

927
00:39:53,600 --> 00:39:55,839
Speaker 2: you're on a house seamoror doing like your rehearsal, you're

928
00:39:55,840 --> 00:39:59,120
Speaker 2: doing your one practice teah practice a week, and that

929
00:39:59,120 --> 00:40:02,840
Speaker 2: that is as diligent as it gets. Yes for improv.

930
00:40:02,880 --> 00:40:04,880
Speaker 1: And I but but then I got on a sketch

931
00:40:04,920 --> 00:40:06,880
Speaker 1: team at UCB, and I was very much like, I

932
00:40:06,880 --> 00:40:08,960
Speaker 1: don't feel like I mean, I showed the same, but

933
00:40:09,000 --> 00:40:10,680
Speaker 1: I'm like, we don't need to run the scene again,

934
00:40:10,800 --> 00:40:11,439
Speaker 1: same same.

935
00:40:11,520 --> 00:40:13,640
Speaker 2: No. I lasted four months. I lasted four months. I

936
00:40:13,680 --> 00:40:16,120
Speaker 2: went this is a lot, I go you guys are

937
00:40:16,160 --> 00:40:16,680
Speaker 2: beating this.

938
00:40:16,760 --> 00:40:18,840
Speaker 1: I'm like, it's not gonna feel it's fun and fresh

939
00:40:18,840 --> 00:40:20,520
Speaker 1: out there if we keep running these lots.

940
00:40:20,520 --> 00:40:21,880
Speaker 2: I feel like it doesn't Like. I think there's like

941
00:40:21,920 --> 00:40:24,839
Speaker 2: amazing sketch out there and an amazing character work out there,

942
00:40:25,120 --> 00:40:27,359
Speaker 2: But to me as the one doing it, it's kind

943
00:40:27,360 --> 00:40:29,359
Speaker 2: of like sports versus watching sports. It's like, okay, well,

944
00:40:29,360 --> 00:40:31,359
Speaker 2: if I'm the one doing it, like I you know,

945
00:40:31,719 --> 00:40:34,440
Speaker 2: it's like this, I've done it a hundred times. Uh,

946
00:40:35,280 --> 00:40:37,919
Speaker 2: I've done this one hundred times. Now it's like fun

947
00:40:37,920 --> 00:40:39,640
Speaker 2: for you to watch. You can't tell the difference, And

948
00:40:39,640 --> 00:40:41,719
Speaker 2: in fact, you're probably liking watching sketch more than you're

949
00:40:41,719 --> 00:40:44,960
Speaker 2: liking watching improv because we figured it all out. It's

950
00:40:45,000 --> 00:40:47,719
Speaker 2: only the hits. But as the person doing it, it's

951
00:40:47,719 --> 00:40:50,480
Speaker 2: obviously way more fun to get like one good improv

952
00:40:50,600 --> 00:40:51,080
Speaker 2: joke off.

953
00:40:51,200 --> 00:40:53,080
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, so satisfy, even.

954
00:40:52,880 --> 00:40:54,279
Speaker 2: If the audience is suffering more.

955
00:40:54,880 --> 00:40:58,040
Speaker 1: Yeah, but that's so sad that one.

956
00:40:57,880 --> 00:41:01,200
Speaker 2: Big improv win. No, I'm on a sketch that can

957
00:41:01,360 --> 00:41:01,800
Speaker 2: that can.

958
00:41:02,080 --> 00:41:05,839
Speaker 1: It's simply simply true. But I think we have this

959
00:41:05,920 --> 00:41:08,320
Speaker 1: in common. But I have to say that theater actors

960
00:41:08,360 --> 00:41:10,960
Speaker 1: are athletes. I think about them. I did a run

961
00:41:10,960 --> 00:41:13,440
Speaker 1: at the Lincoln Center and I was like, this is crazy.

962
00:41:13,640 --> 00:41:15,840
Speaker 2: I saw that show. Yeah you did, oh yeah, gosh mayhem.

963
00:41:16,360 --> 00:41:18,440
Speaker 2: I loved it. But that's what I mean. That's exactly

964
00:41:18,440 --> 00:41:20,320
Speaker 2: what I mean. It is like it really like seeing

965
00:41:20,360 --> 00:41:24,879
Speaker 2: somebody else do something where you go, this person put

966
00:41:24,960 --> 00:41:27,680
Speaker 2: like all their time into it. It's not scary when

967
00:41:27,680 --> 00:41:30,440
Speaker 2: it's good. It's like you know, it's not when you

968
00:41:30,480 --> 00:41:33,160
Speaker 2: see it pay off and you see it be funny,

969
00:41:33,280 --> 00:41:34,200
Speaker 2: it's not scary.

970
00:41:34,320 --> 00:41:37,680
Speaker 1: Yes, well, thank you. It was very stressful going into

971
00:41:37,800 --> 00:41:40,520
Speaker 1: but it is. There's so many barriers to getting started.

972
00:41:40,520 --> 00:41:42,520
Speaker 1: But I needed the pressure of like, this is the date.

973
00:41:42,640 --> 00:41:44,160
Speaker 2: It's on the book. It's on the books.

974
00:41:44,320 --> 00:41:46,200
Speaker 1: And as it crept and crept and crept, I was like,

975
00:41:46,239 --> 00:41:49,799
Speaker 1: oh shit, fuck, I don't have anything, but I need

976
00:41:49,800 --> 00:41:52,600
Speaker 1: that kind of pressure because I'm a big time procrastinator.

977
00:41:53,040 --> 00:41:54,600
Speaker 2: Well, it doesn't sound like it if you're putting dates

978
00:41:54,600 --> 00:41:55,360
Speaker 2: on the books.

979
00:41:55,920 --> 00:41:57,239
Speaker 1: I rarely do, though.

980
00:41:58,280 --> 00:42:00,000
Speaker 2: I'm like, but you're putting dates on the book.

981
00:42:00,120 --> 00:42:02,640
Speaker 1: Your two dates on the books, and then and then

982
00:42:02,680 --> 00:42:05,040
Speaker 1: I'm mad about it. But there's a date on the book.

983
00:42:05,080 --> 00:42:09,400
Speaker 2: It's I'm always I'm always but then when there's nothing

984
00:42:09,440 --> 00:42:12,440
Speaker 2: on the book, I'm sort of at my lowest. I

985
00:42:12,440 --> 00:42:14,719
Speaker 2: think that's most people that I yes, are at their

986
00:42:14,760 --> 00:42:17,719
Speaker 2: lowest when there's nothing when they're and that's where the

987
00:42:17,760 --> 00:42:21,239
Speaker 2: day jobs become comforting. And also then you can kind

988
00:42:21,239 --> 00:42:23,439
Speaker 2: of use the day job to say, this day job

989
00:42:23,480 --> 00:42:26,800
Speaker 2: is the only reason that I'm not achieving something bigger

990
00:42:26,800 --> 00:42:28,880
Speaker 2: than this. This day job is holding me back. I

991
00:42:29,040 --> 00:42:32,560
Speaker 2: would be I would be diligent on my own. Unfortunately,

992
00:42:32,600 --> 00:42:33,200
Speaker 2: I'm employed.

993
00:42:33,239 --> 00:42:36,920
Speaker 1: I have a day job. Okay. I did a casting

994
00:42:36,920 --> 00:42:39,040
Speaker 1: director workshop. Had you ever done any of those before

995
00:42:39,040 --> 00:42:40,080
Speaker 1: they became illegal?

996
00:42:40,360 --> 00:42:43,240
Speaker 2: Wait? I don't think I have. Okay, I don't think.

997
00:42:43,080 --> 00:42:45,040
Speaker 1: That I haven't done a casting director workshop. And I

998
00:42:45,040 --> 00:42:47,840
Speaker 1: did a scene in this casting director was like that

999
00:42:47,960 --> 00:42:50,200
Speaker 1: was great, and she was like turned my head shot

1000
00:42:50,239 --> 00:42:54,319
Speaker 1: over and was like, yeah, so you know, that was

1001
00:42:54,360 --> 00:42:56,759
Speaker 1: really good. But I feel like you don't have representation

1002
00:42:56,840 --> 00:42:58,600
Speaker 1: because you're comfortable. I don't know your life, but you

1003
00:42:58,680 --> 00:43:01,280
Speaker 1: must be comfortable. And I was like, oh my god,

1004
00:43:01,480 --> 00:43:03,680
Speaker 1: she wasn't wrong. I had the most cushy day job.

1005
00:43:04,040 --> 00:43:05,520
Speaker 1: Oh in my own office.

1006
00:43:05,560 --> 00:43:07,200
Speaker 2: She was saying, she was one of those who was like,

1007
00:43:07,360 --> 00:43:08,680
Speaker 2: you have to tear up.

1008
00:43:08,800 --> 00:43:10,279
Speaker 1: You have to tear Yeah, you have to tear up.

1009
00:43:10,280 --> 00:43:12,000
Speaker 1: Plan B. And I was like, well, I'm this I

1010
00:43:12,000 --> 00:43:13,799
Speaker 1: don't really have a plan B. But my day job

1011
00:43:13,920 --> 00:43:17,440
Speaker 1: was way too comfy, cozy. I had an office with

1012
00:43:17,520 --> 00:43:19,799
Speaker 1: a view. The view was of a cemetery. But still,

1013
00:43:19,840 --> 00:43:20,680
Speaker 1: I like, that's.

1014
00:43:20,440 --> 00:43:23,799
Speaker 2: Actually one of my most favorite beautiful views. So but

1015
00:43:23,880 --> 00:43:26,719
Speaker 2: it was a view, nonetheless, And so I which cemetery

1016
00:43:26,760 --> 00:43:27,319
Speaker 2: can I ask?

1017
00:43:27,480 --> 00:43:30,359
Speaker 1: It was the one by Howard Hughes Center in La

1018
00:43:30,440 --> 00:43:33,160
Speaker 1: off the four oh five. There's like a cemetery, like,

1019
00:43:33,200 --> 00:43:35,160
Speaker 1: I've been to that one, Okay, But you also you

1020
00:43:35,200 --> 00:43:38,200
Speaker 1: lived in La. Yes, yeah, thoughts on La versus New

1021
00:43:38,280 --> 00:43:39,520
Speaker 1: York and maybe your thought.

1022
00:43:39,400 --> 00:43:42,040
Speaker 2: Is God, it's like they're so hard to compare. But

1023
00:43:42,200 --> 00:43:43,359
Speaker 2: yet I talk about it all the time.

1024
00:43:43,520 --> 00:43:45,880
Speaker 1: I want to know what your experience wasn't because you

1025
00:43:45,880 --> 00:43:47,359
Speaker 1: did a brief stint in La with it.

1026
00:43:47,880 --> 00:43:51,200
Speaker 2: I did four years, okay, and all my stuff is

1027
00:43:51,239 --> 00:43:54,600
Speaker 2: still there, So in a way, I it's I'm I'm

1028
00:43:54,600 --> 00:43:57,759
Speaker 2: living in spirit And did you break up with someone there? No?

1029
00:43:57,920 --> 00:44:00,759
Speaker 2: I got a job here, I Netflix TIW I'm on

1030
00:44:00,800 --> 00:44:05,360
Speaker 2: films here, and so I came back thinking it was

1031
00:44:05,440 --> 00:44:08,319
Speaker 2: kind of the opposite. I started dating someone and we

1032
00:44:08,320 --> 00:44:12,560
Speaker 2: were long distance. Okay, and U LA me LA in

1033
00:44:12,600 --> 00:44:17,040
Speaker 2: New York. Gotcha? I said, Okay, I'm gonna go. We

1034
00:44:17,080 --> 00:44:19,200
Speaker 2: had been dating for a couple of months. I'm gonna

1035
00:44:19,239 --> 00:44:22,440
Speaker 2: go to New York. I'm gonna film this show and

1036
00:44:22,520 --> 00:44:25,560
Speaker 2: then maybe we'll just like go back to LA and

1037
00:44:25,600 --> 00:44:28,960
Speaker 2: like live together and that'll be the plan. And it

1038
00:44:29,080 --> 00:44:31,839
Speaker 2: just kind of like snuck up on me, Like New York.

1039
00:44:32,400 --> 00:44:34,480
Speaker 2: I hadn't been back for a long stretch of time

1040
00:44:34,520 --> 00:44:37,719
Speaker 2: since I left. I feel like, and I think I

1041
00:44:37,760 --> 00:44:40,960
Speaker 2: was expecting that everything would have changed and that would

1042
00:44:41,000 --> 00:44:43,480
Speaker 2: be hard to accept, but I forget that the East Coast.

1043
00:44:43,560 --> 00:44:45,080
Speaker 2: One of the ways it's different is that like people

1044
00:44:45,400 --> 00:44:48,600
Speaker 2: stay in New York, like, yeah, it is way less turnover,

1045
00:44:48,680 --> 00:44:51,680
Speaker 2: way less transient than in LA. And I think I'd

1046
00:44:51,680 --> 00:44:53,839
Speaker 2: become accustomed to that schedule. And LA is like both

1047
00:44:53,920 --> 00:44:56,080
Speaker 2: like you'll have people move away, but you'll also just

1048
00:44:56,160 --> 00:44:58,920
Speaker 2: have people who like are there a couple months and

1049
00:44:58,920 --> 00:45:01,279
Speaker 2: then they're gone and they're back again, and you run

1050
00:45:01,320 --> 00:45:02,759
Speaker 2: into people and you go, I may not see you

1051
00:45:02,840 --> 00:45:05,560
Speaker 2: again for a couple months, but I know I will again,

1052
00:45:06,440 --> 00:45:09,520
Speaker 2: Which is now how I am with La. But I

1053
00:45:09,520 --> 00:45:11,719
Speaker 2: I came back and I like really just missed everybody

1054
00:45:11,880 --> 00:45:14,319
Speaker 2: and I was having a lot of fun here. And yeah,

1055
00:45:14,360 --> 00:45:16,560
Speaker 2: it also had become kind of convenient. Like I was

1056
00:45:16,600 --> 00:45:19,839
Speaker 2: working in Canada and it's like shorter travel from LA

1057
00:45:20,000 --> 00:45:20,399
Speaker 2: is tough.

1058
00:45:20,400 --> 00:45:22,520
Speaker 1: I will say, yeah, it's tough.

1059
00:45:22,760 --> 00:45:25,239
Speaker 2: It's like a lot. It's a full travel day and

1060
00:45:25,280 --> 00:45:27,640
Speaker 2: then you're going right to a job or something, and

1061
00:45:27,920 --> 00:45:30,480
Speaker 2: it is the most comfortable place to live. Every day

1062
00:45:30,600 --> 00:45:33,880
Speaker 2: is gorgeous. There's nothing more I love than like, wait,

1063
00:45:34,719 --> 00:45:35,840
Speaker 2: wasting a day.

1064
00:45:35,640 --> 00:45:38,160
Speaker 1: In La oh, and everyone's so good at it.

1065
00:45:38,320 --> 00:45:41,480
Speaker 2: Oh, and knowing that it doesn't matter, Tomorrow's going to

1066
00:45:41,520 --> 00:45:45,960
Speaker 2: be gorgeous. So it's a It really offers something beautiful

1067
00:45:45,960 --> 00:45:49,239
Speaker 2: in the way of like everybody, and it slows down

1068
00:45:49,239 --> 00:45:51,799
Speaker 2: the pace. It really makes everyone go, we did one

1069
00:45:51,840 --> 00:45:56,319
Speaker 2: thing today. Let's not make each other feel bad. Let's

1070
00:45:56,400 --> 00:45:59,160
Speaker 2: not anyone push too hard. I all agree. If we

1071
00:45:59,200 --> 00:46:03,040
Speaker 2: all agree, yeah, to do one thing a day, no problem,

1072
00:46:03,080 --> 00:46:03,719
Speaker 2: it can be done.

1073
00:46:03,840 --> 00:46:05,040
Speaker 1: And then we're going to Runyon.

1074
00:46:05,239 --> 00:46:07,480
Speaker 2: Yeah I'm not gonna go to that.

1075
00:46:07,560 --> 00:46:11,120
Speaker 1: But I I lived in LA for twelve years, and

1076
00:46:11,120 --> 00:46:14,000
Speaker 1: I think I went to Runyan Canyon my first time,

1077
00:46:14,160 --> 00:46:15,800
Speaker 1: like nine years.

1078
00:46:15,800 --> 00:46:17,400
Speaker 2: Okay, you weren't hiking at all.

1079
00:46:17,400 --> 00:46:20,200
Speaker 1: I I wasn't because also the hikes are like walks.

1080
00:46:20,200 --> 00:46:22,360
Speaker 1: I'm sure there are real hikes to the hiking community.

1081
00:46:22,400 --> 00:46:24,160
Speaker 2: Don't come for us. I went to running once and

1082
00:46:24,200 --> 00:46:27,160
Speaker 2: I felt like I was climbing vertically up the mountains whatever.

1083
00:46:27,480 --> 00:46:29,560
Speaker 1: Thing. I just my cousin on a hike who is

1084
00:46:29,560 --> 00:46:32,480
Speaker 1: from Jersey at Runyon when she came to visit me.

1085
00:46:32,520 --> 00:46:34,920
Speaker 1: When I was there, she was so mad at me.

1086
00:46:35,080 --> 00:46:37,800
Speaker 1: She was like, we are way too high.

1087
00:46:37,840 --> 00:46:39,080
Speaker 2: What do you mean, like the altitude.

1088
00:46:39,480 --> 00:46:41,040
Speaker 1: She just was like, I'm scared of heights. Like when

1089
00:46:41,040 --> 00:46:42,719
Speaker 1: we got to the top beautiful view, it was like

1090
00:46:43,320 --> 00:46:45,880
Speaker 1: here panic from her. And was like and I was laughing.

1091
00:46:45,920 --> 00:46:48,279
Speaker 1: She's like, this is not funny, this is scary.

1092
00:46:48,320 --> 00:46:49,920
Speaker 2: It is. I guess you should have told her that

1093
00:46:50,000 --> 00:46:51,799
Speaker 2: it's but it's in my mind. It didn't even occur

1094
00:46:51,880 --> 00:46:52,160
Speaker 2: to me.

1095
00:46:52,360 --> 00:46:54,439
Speaker 1: But it didn't occur to me because I'm like, none

1096
00:46:54,440 --> 00:46:55,800
Speaker 1: of these hikes are for real.

1097
00:46:56,200 --> 00:46:58,920
Speaker 2: Yeah, they're like they're soft hikes. They're soft hikes. And

1098
00:46:59,080 --> 00:47:01,399
Speaker 2: the whole point of it is when you're living in LA,

1099
00:47:01,480 --> 00:47:03,919
Speaker 2: you're living in just in California at all, it really

1100
00:47:03,960 --> 00:47:07,440
Speaker 2: is the most beautiful place. You can't believe it. It's like

1101
00:47:08,560 --> 00:47:12,319
Speaker 2: the biodiversity merely among succulents is like crazy. You're like,

1102
00:47:12,320 --> 00:47:15,000
Speaker 2: I've never seen one that color. I've never seen one

1103
00:47:15,040 --> 00:47:18,799
Speaker 2: like that before. Like this is outside my house. Yeah,

1104
00:47:19,040 --> 00:47:22,719
Speaker 2: elementary in every yard. Imagine it is. You have to,

1105
00:47:23,280 --> 00:47:25,600
Speaker 2: I mean, if you can, you have to experience living

1106
00:47:25,600 --> 00:47:28,920
Speaker 2: in California. But then I am sort of like there,

1107
00:47:29,440 --> 00:47:31,040
Speaker 2: you know, I'm sure there's like a lot of like

1108
00:47:31,040 --> 00:47:34,400
Speaker 2: parables written about like living in Paradise and you know

1109
00:47:34,480 --> 00:47:37,239
Speaker 2: the lessons there are for everything being so perfect and yeah,

1110
00:47:37,280 --> 00:47:39,440
Speaker 2: what that means? And I asked my partners from San

1111
00:47:39,480 --> 00:47:41,919
Speaker 2: Diego and I was like, do you have They've lived

1112
00:47:41,960 --> 00:47:45,080
Speaker 2: in New York since twenty eighteen, but before that like

1113
00:47:45,080 --> 00:47:47,080
Speaker 2: always like lived in La lived in San Diego. I

1114
00:47:47,120 --> 00:47:51,160
Speaker 2: was like, do you have like when the season's changed

1115
00:47:51,200 --> 00:47:55,719
Speaker 2: on the East Coast, do you get nostalgic pangs of

1116
00:47:56,040 --> 00:47:59,800
Speaker 2: like memories and like sense memory? And they were like, no,

1117
00:48:00,080 --> 00:48:03,640
Speaker 2: have any of that from growing up? And I was like, whoa, yeah, rock,

1118
00:48:03,719 --> 00:48:04,960
Speaker 2: that's rocked my world for weeks.

1119
00:48:05,080 --> 00:48:08,759
Speaker 1: Not having seasons is I grew up in Baltimore and

1120
00:48:08,800 --> 00:48:11,440
Speaker 1: I'm like, we had seasons all four very hard, dude. Yeah,

1121
00:48:11,520 --> 00:48:13,719
Speaker 1: that we went hard on winter, hard, on summer, hard

1122
00:48:13,719 --> 00:48:17,719
Speaker 1: on spring. So when people are like, no, it's the

1123
00:48:17,800 --> 00:48:21,600
Speaker 1: tracking of time just feels different just there because.

1124
00:48:21,320 --> 00:48:24,040
Speaker 2: Of the m there's a numb yeah, and I'm sure

1125
00:48:24,160 --> 00:48:26,560
Speaker 2: and the holidays are anything and it ends you out

1126
00:48:26,600 --> 00:48:26,799
Speaker 2: of it.

1127
00:48:27,120 --> 00:48:29,600
Speaker 1: Do you miss La in a real way or in

1128
00:48:29,640 --> 00:48:32,080
Speaker 1: a kind of like I'll be back and kind of both.

1129
00:48:32,120 --> 00:48:34,680
Speaker 2: I feel like lately it's been getting warm here and

1130
00:48:34,719 --> 00:48:37,160
Speaker 2: it's making me think of La of it, Like today

1131
00:48:37,280 --> 00:48:39,920
Speaker 2: is like a gorgeous spring day, and I am being like, Oh,

1132
00:48:40,000 --> 00:48:43,360
Speaker 2: that's what they're experiencing over there, that's so fun. Yeah,

1133
00:48:44,440 --> 00:48:48,040
Speaker 2: But I also think, I don't know, it's also a

1134
00:48:48,080 --> 00:48:49,520
Speaker 2: place that, even though it does change a lot and

1135
00:48:49,560 --> 00:48:51,720
Speaker 2: people cycle through a lot, then you go and it's

1136
00:48:51,800 --> 00:48:53,440
Speaker 2: the same feeling of like, oh my god, it's like

1137
00:48:53,480 --> 00:48:55,399
Speaker 2: I'm not missing anything the way I wasn't missing anything

1138
00:48:55,400 --> 00:48:57,399
Speaker 2: when I was there and y'all were here, Like I'm

1139
00:48:57,600 --> 00:49:01,560
Speaker 2: you know, I like, I'm definitely probably missing fun times,

1140
00:49:01,600 --> 00:49:02,840
Speaker 2: but you guys aren't going to tell me exactly what

1141
00:49:02,920 --> 00:49:04,880
Speaker 2: happened to what I missed. You'll never be so cruel.

1142
00:49:04,920 --> 00:49:07,920
Speaker 1: Oh do you when you see uh people getting together

1143
00:49:07,920 --> 00:49:10,560
Speaker 1: on Instagram? You're not there? Do you feel any semblance

1144
00:49:10,560 --> 00:49:12,280
Speaker 1: of fomo in general as a concept.

1145
00:49:12,360 --> 00:49:14,560
Speaker 2: It's so hard because New York is so fun. Yeah,

1146
00:49:14,600 --> 00:49:16,160
Speaker 2: it's such a fun place to live, and it really

1147
00:49:16,200 --> 00:49:19,239
Speaker 2: occupies your brain a lot. And unfortunately people in New

1148
00:49:19,320 --> 00:49:20,640
Speaker 2: York are and this has not changed, Like people in

1149
00:49:20,640 --> 00:49:23,000
Speaker 2: New York are doing like nineteen things a day, back

1150
00:49:23,040 --> 00:49:25,400
Speaker 2: to back to back to back. So time is passing

1151
00:49:26,320 --> 00:49:28,840
Speaker 2: so fat that I have noticed since being back, I

1152
00:49:28,880 --> 00:49:31,360
Speaker 2: am kind of like time is moving really really really.

1153
00:49:31,120 --> 00:49:33,600
Speaker 1: Way too fast, way too too fast, way way way

1154
00:49:33,600 --> 00:49:35,759
Speaker 1: too fast. I I when I lived in LA and

1155
00:49:35,800 --> 00:49:37,960
Speaker 1: I just romanticize living in New York. I wanted to

1156
00:49:37,960 --> 00:49:40,160
Speaker 1: live in New York so badly. I'm like Emman East coastco.

1157
00:49:40,239 --> 00:49:41,520
Speaker 1: I have to get to New York. I want to

1158
00:49:41,520 --> 00:49:44,480
Speaker 1: be in New York. I used to feel fomo.

1159
00:49:44,760 --> 00:49:45,040
Speaker 2: I don't.

1160
00:49:45,080 --> 00:49:46,759
Speaker 1: I'm not a person who suffers from fomo. But I

1161
00:49:46,800 --> 00:49:49,319
Speaker 1: would just like I'd look at the clock in LA

1162
00:49:49,360 --> 00:49:51,719
Speaker 1: and I'd be like, it's it'd be five o'clock and

1163
00:49:51,760 --> 00:49:53,239
Speaker 1: I'm like, but it's eight pm in New York.

1164
00:49:53,280 --> 00:49:57,480
Speaker 2: They're already in I think about, I will know it's

1165
00:49:57,520 --> 00:49:59,359
Speaker 2: only I will sometimes have that feeling of like it's

1166
00:49:59,360 --> 00:50:02,800
Speaker 2: only one. Yeah, it's only one. In LA, like okay,

1167
00:50:03,000 --> 00:50:05,600
Speaker 2: they have so many chances to make better choices than

1168
00:50:05,640 --> 00:50:10,000
Speaker 2: I have. The last three hours I've wasted another day. Yeah,

1169
00:50:10,040 --> 00:50:12,080
Speaker 2: New York, I would get fomo sometimes because I had

1170
00:50:12,120 --> 00:50:14,080
Speaker 2: context for living here when I lived in LA, where

1171
00:50:14,120 --> 00:50:16,520
Speaker 2: if I saw really good New York night or like

1172
00:50:16,520 --> 00:50:20,160
Speaker 2: somewhere somewhere really fun, like, yeah, I would get New

1173
00:50:20,239 --> 00:50:24,480
Speaker 2: York fomo. Yeah, but I don't really get that abou La.

1174
00:50:24,600 --> 00:50:27,120
Speaker 2: LA doesn't really do that, though, ye, LA does it

1175
00:50:27,719 --> 00:50:30,320
Speaker 2: New York. I think thinks a bit more about the comparison.

1176
00:50:30,360 --> 00:50:32,040
Speaker 2: People always say this like people in LA are not

1177
00:50:32,080 --> 00:50:34,319
Speaker 2: thinking about New York, and they're not. They're not if

1178
00:50:34,320 --> 00:50:35,560
Speaker 2: you haven't lived there, they're not thinking.

1179
00:50:35,640 --> 00:50:37,879
Speaker 1: I think if I think the comparison comes if you've

1180
00:50:37,920 --> 00:50:40,320
Speaker 1: lived in either place, you've had close people come. So

1181
00:50:40,480 --> 00:50:42,520
Speaker 1: I'm like, if you're from New York and you've never

1182
00:50:42,560 --> 00:50:44,600
Speaker 1: been to LA, don't give a damn about LA. You're not,

1183
00:50:44,880 --> 00:50:47,319
Speaker 1: you don't care, You're you're not worried about comparison. Same

1184
00:50:47,360 --> 00:50:49,120
Speaker 1: for people in LA who are like this is home.

1185
00:50:49,239 --> 00:50:49,759
Speaker 1: I love it.

1186
00:50:50,000 --> 00:50:51,640
Speaker 2: I'm never really living like I'm.

1187
00:50:51,400 --> 00:50:54,640
Speaker 1: Not interested in comparing the two fair enough, I do

1188
00:50:54,719 --> 00:50:57,680
Speaker 1: think though, having lived in both have an adoration for

1189
00:50:57,760 --> 00:51:01,880
Speaker 1: both places. I'm like, I did feel New York fomam like, oh,

1190
00:51:01,920 --> 00:51:04,719
Speaker 1: they're having it there, it's fun over there, And being

1191
00:51:04,760 --> 00:51:07,080
Speaker 1: in New York it hasn't so much occurred to me

1192
00:51:07,080 --> 00:51:08,960
Speaker 1: except for like maybe once or twice when I was

1193
00:51:08,960 --> 00:51:11,320
Speaker 1: working on a Saturday and like seeing all my friends

1194
00:51:11,320 --> 00:51:13,200
Speaker 1: in LA got together and it's nice.

1195
00:51:13,320 --> 00:51:16,000
Speaker 2: I know, I but I also think because we're from

1196
00:51:16,040 --> 00:51:19,000
Speaker 2: the East Coast, there's also like I think probably my

1197
00:51:19,040 --> 00:51:21,239
Speaker 2: partner is experiencing that for La in a way that

1198
00:51:21,800 --> 00:51:23,200
Speaker 2: it would take us too long to catch up to

1199
00:51:23,239 --> 00:51:26,200
Speaker 2: that like, yeah, to feeling familiar about a place that

1200
00:51:26,680 --> 00:51:28,160
Speaker 2: I think probably for people who aren't from the East

1201
00:51:28,160 --> 00:51:30,240
Speaker 2: Coast who moved to New York as their big city.

1202
00:51:31,080 --> 00:51:32,919
Speaker 2: If you're from California, then you moved to New York,

1203
00:51:32,960 --> 00:51:35,880
Speaker 2: maybe it's taking you forever to adjust to like what

1204
00:51:36,200 --> 00:51:37,719
Speaker 2: being on the East Coast feels like, or living on

1205
00:51:37,719 --> 00:51:39,920
Speaker 2: the East Coast feels like where I do feel like

1206
00:51:40,160 --> 00:51:42,680
Speaker 2: That's another thing. I think that, like everyone, I always

1207
00:51:42,680 --> 00:51:44,160
Speaker 2: felt like everyone who lived in New York for the

1208
00:51:44,160 --> 00:51:48,960
Speaker 2: most part was from New York, New Jersey, Maryland. Yeah,

1209
00:51:49,000 --> 00:51:52,960
Speaker 2: it's true, like everyone, It's true. And so you're seeing

1210
00:51:53,000 --> 00:51:55,120
Speaker 2: people who like, were raised really similarly to you have

1211
00:51:55,200 --> 00:51:58,239
Speaker 2: really similar context for things. LA is not like that

1212
00:51:58,280 --> 00:51:59,960
Speaker 2: as much. You have like your La people and your

1213
00:52:00,040 --> 00:52:03,719
Speaker 2: California people, but then you have people from truly everywhere. Yeah,

1214
00:52:03,760 --> 00:52:06,920
Speaker 2: so it is way more like take it or leave it. Yeah,

1215
00:52:07,040 --> 00:52:08,799
Speaker 2: like it here. It's it's here whether you want it

1216
00:52:08,880 --> 00:52:11,040
Speaker 2: or not. If you don't get it, that's okay. Yeah.

1217
00:52:11,080 --> 00:52:12,719
Speaker 2: And in New York it feels a lot more like

1218
00:52:13,680 --> 00:52:15,520
Speaker 2: I when I feel like I'm feeling fomo, it's like,

1219
00:52:15,800 --> 00:52:18,080
Speaker 2: but those people, like, we have so many similar touchstones

1220
00:52:18,080 --> 00:52:20,919
Speaker 2: and we have such similar childhoods. It's like that. It's

1221
00:52:20,960 --> 00:52:24,239
Speaker 2: like that, Like I feel kind of defensive of the

1222
00:52:24,239 --> 00:52:27,080
Speaker 2: East Coast in a lot of ways. And then now

1223
00:52:27,160 --> 00:52:28,560
Speaker 2: I have a bunch of like because of comedy, like

1224
00:52:28,560 --> 00:52:32,319
Speaker 2: Midwestern friends who add like a thirdgo element to it. Yeah,

1225
00:52:32,320 --> 00:52:35,560
Speaker 2: and they're experiencing both cities. Like right now, the Midwesterners

1226
00:52:35,560 --> 00:52:36,960
Speaker 2: I know are doing New York for the first time.

1227
00:52:37,160 --> 00:52:39,080
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, I'm saying a lot of that.

1228
00:52:39,520 --> 00:52:41,440
Speaker 2: Yeah, so it's fun to be here because you're kind

1229
00:52:41,440 --> 00:52:45,480
Speaker 2: of feeling like, oh, everyone's here. Yeah, But and then

1230
00:52:45,480 --> 00:52:46,920
Speaker 2: i'm I go, and then I feel bad. I go,

1231
00:52:46,960 --> 00:52:49,359
Speaker 2: Am I just following the swing of the party? Am

1232
00:52:49,360 --> 00:52:52,440
Speaker 2: I just going? Am I being fickle? Am I following? Taylor?

1233
00:52:52,480 --> 00:52:54,120
Speaker 1: How are you doing without your stuff?

1234
00:52:55,360 --> 00:52:58,480
Speaker 2: Also, it's really hard not having stuff. Your stuff is now,

1235
00:52:58,840 --> 00:53:01,239
Speaker 2: I mean stuff I need myself. When is the last

1236
00:53:01,239 --> 00:53:03,239
Speaker 2: time you've had to furnish a whole apartment? Because it's like,

1237
00:53:03,600 --> 00:53:04,359
Speaker 2: not it.

1238
00:53:04,640 --> 00:53:06,320
Speaker 1: The last time I had to furnish the whole apartment

1239
00:53:06,480 --> 00:53:09,080
Speaker 1: was twenty twenty. No, So I moved here and then

1240
00:53:09,120 --> 00:53:10,719
Speaker 1: I lived in a spot for two years, and then

1241
00:53:10,760 --> 00:53:11,480
Speaker 1: I moved.

1242
00:53:11,200 --> 00:53:13,160
Speaker 2: To sublet it furnished. Yeah two years?

1243
00:53:13,239 --> 00:53:16,840
Speaker 1: No, I got you got a Heidi Gardener like, gave

1244
00:53:16,880 --> 00:53:19,640
Speaker 1: me her couch or yeah. She was trying to get

1245
00:53:19,680 --> 00:53:20,719
Speaker 1: rid of her stuff and I was like, you can

1246
00:53:20,719 --> 00:53:21,879
Speaker 1: have it if you want, and I was like, yes,

1247
00:53:21,960 --> 00:53:23,040
Speaker 1: I love in a shit studio.

1248
00:53:23,080 --> 00:53:24,960
Speaker 2: I live in Midtown. I'll take whatever.

1249
00:53:26,400 --> 00:53:30,839
Speaker 1: Midtown equivalent LA equivalent of Hollywood and Highland. Why would

1250
00:53:30,840 --> 00:53:31,480
Speaker 1: I move there?

1251
00:53:31,560 --> 00:53:33,879
Speaker 2: I kind of get it, like you're there for work.

1252
00:53:33,920 --> 00:53:35,480
Speaker 2: And then it's also like I was on like near

1253
00:53:35,560 --> 00:53:37,359
Speaker 2: like twenty third Street the other day, and I used

1254
00:53:37,360 --> 00:53:39,879
Speaker 2: to work around there so much, spend so much time there,

1255
00:53:39,920 --> 00:53:42,040
Speaker 2: and I was feeling like nostalgic for Madison Square Park

1256
00:53:42,040 --> 00:53:44,760
Speaker 2: and I was like, live here, yeah, yeah, live in midtown.

1257
00:53:45,239 --> 00:53:46,880
Speaker 1: Listen. It was a special time.

1258
00:53:47,080 --> 00:53:47,400
Speaker 2: It was.

1259
00:53:47,480 --> 00:53:48,439
Speaker 1: I did COVID there.

1260
00:53:49,160 --> 00:53:51,840
Speaker 2: Okay, that's a wild that's really crazy.

1261
00:53:52,239 --> 00:53:54,719
Speaker 1: But it's years ago. So it's been like it's been

1262
00:53:54,719 --> 00:53:57,200
Speaker 1: like five six years since I've furnished. So you're furnishing

1263
00:53:57,200 --> 00:53:58,800
Speaker 1: a whole new Yeah.

1264
00:53:58,840 --> 00:54:02,840
Speaker 2: I don't have like any hairs, and that's super crazy.

1265
00:54:02,840 --> 00:54:04,399
Speaker 2: You think I don't need chairs. I have a catch.

1266
00:54:04,440 --> 00:54:07,000
Speaker 2: I have a bed. I can sit on the bed chairs.

1267
00:54:07,080 --> 00:54:09,040
Speaker 1: The funny thing is I might not need chairs because

1268
00:54:09,080 --> 00:54:11,239
Speaker 1: I don't. I want to sit in my I want

1269
00:54:11,239 --> 00:54:12,440
Speaker 1: to be in my bed at all times.

1270
00:54:13,560 --> 00:54:15,640
Speaker 2: And I am functionally in my bed a lot. But yeah,

1271
00:54:15,680 --> 00:54:18,279
Speaker 2: living with like when you live as someone who's not

1272
00:54:18,440 --> 00:54:20,200
Speaker 2: who is like, I can't sit in my bed all day,

1273
00:54:20,200 --> 00:54:25,120
Speaker 2: you go toally, I would never sit that's crazy. Sits

1274
00:54:25,120 --> 00:54:29,000
Speaker 2: in bed all day, slovenly animal? What's in their vet

1275
00:54:29,000 --> 00:54:29,480
Speaker 2: all day? Like?

1276
00:54:30,160 --> 00:54:33,560
Speaker 1: I feel like I am in bed so often that

1277
00:54:34,480 --> 00:54:39,080
Speaker 1: when I and I FaceTime a lot. I'm but I'm embarrassed. Well,

1278
00:54:39,239 --> 00:54:41,120
Speaker 1: I'm lying, I'm not really embarrassed. I think this is

1279
00:54:41,160 --> 00:54:42,520
Speaker 1: what I feel. I feel like a part of me

1280
00:54:42,600 --> 00:54:46,640
Speaker 1: should be embarrassed that someone who's face timed me last

1281
00:54:46,680 --> 00:54:49,640
Speaker 1: week is facetiming me again, like three weeks later, and

1282
00:54:49,680 --> 00:54:51,279
Speaker 1: it's like, oh, this bitch is in bed again.

1283
00:54:52,520 --> 00:54:54,160
Speaker 2: You know you're on bed the whole time. Did you

1284
00:54:54,200 --> 00:54:57,080
Speaker 2: ever have be real? I didn't, but I know, be real,

1285
00:54:57,120 --> 00:55:00,480
Speaker 2: be real? I started it, stop using it like everything.

1286
00:55:00,560 --> 00:55:03,279
Speaker 2: But my uh a friend of mine said something that

1287
00:55:03,320 --> 00:55:05,839
Speaker 2: like I think about now every day where she was like,

1288
00:55:06,040 --> 00:55:07,480
Speaker 2: I really like it because you get to see how

1289
00:55:07,560 --> 00:55:09,319
Speaker 2: many people are just like home most of the time.

1290
00:55:09,560 --> 00:55:12,160
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's I mean, yes, And before someone said that,

1291
00:55:12,200 --> 00:55:14,320
Speaker 1: I went, I'm the most at home.

1292
00:55:15,920 --> 00:55:17,520
Speaker 2: Who's ever existed. Yeah.

1293
00:55:17,920 --> 00:55:19,719
Speaker 1: Yeah, but did you any feel any shame about it?

1294
00:55:19,760 --> 00:55:22,200
Speaker 1: Because I'm like, I love being a homebody.

1295
00:55:22,480 --> 00:55:25,080
Speaker 2: I feel I feel shame about going out. I feel

1296
00:55:25,080 --> 00:55:26,960
Speaker 2: shame about being at home. I don't know what the

1297
00:55:26,960 --> 00:55:29,000
Speaker 2: balance is. The older I get, the less I care. Yeah, okay,

1298
00:55:29,080 --> 00:55:31,200
Speaker 2: the older I get, the more I'm just like I'm tired.

1299
00:55:31,440 --> 00:55:35,320
Speaker 1: Yeah, it doesn't matter. I'm kind of yes, this is

1300
00:55:35,360 --> 00:55:37,640
Speaker 1: my thing is I'm pro homebody. But the fact that

1301
00:55:37,680 --> 00:55:40,319
Speaker 1: I'm in bed all the time, Like if I'm not

1302
00:55:41,239 --> 00:55:44,359
Speaker 1: out and about, I'm getting in bed, I'm changing out

1303
00:55:44,400 --> 00:55:46,360
Speaker 1: of my street clothes of course, softer pants.

1304
00:55:46,400 --> 00:55:49,360
Speaker 2: Yes, yeah, I like being in my bed. I like

1305
00:55:49,400 --> 00:55:51,680
Speaker 2: my bedroom. I like eating in there.

1306
00:55:51,880 --> 00:55:52,719
Speaker 1: I eat in my bed.

1307
00:55:52,840 --> 00:55:55,600
Speaker 2: I like watching stuff on a screen that there's bigger

1308
00:55:55,640 --> 00:55:58,560
Speaker 2: screens in the house. Same but I'm on a little tailor.

1309
00:55:58,600 --> 00:56:01,520
Speaker 1: Are we kindred spirits? Because like laptop, give me there

1310
00:56:01,600 --> 00:56:04,520
Speaker 1: is I have on my belly. Yes, the heat of

1311
00:56:04,520 --> 00:56:06,759
Speaker 1: the laptop on the belly right in front of my

1312
00:56:07,000 --> 00:56:08,920
Speaker 1: right here. I also don't have a heating pad from

1313
00:56:08,960 --> 00:56:11,680
Speaker 1: the shoulders. Its hot, hot all around.

1314
00:56:12,160 --> 00:56:13,080
Speaker 2: I have that as well.

1315
00:56:13,120 --> 00:56:15,120
Speaker 1: But then my TV in my living room. I got

1316
00:56:15,120 --> 00:56:17,400
Speaker 1: the most massive TV. I had a neighbor helped me

1317
00:56:17,480 --> 00:56:20,720
Speaker 1: like like unbox it when I got it five years ago,

1318
00:56:20,960 --> 00:56:23,239
Speaker 1: and he was like a big TV. And I'm like,

1319
00:56:23,280 --> 00:56:25,360
Speaker 1: for a girl who don't watch TV and has to

1320
00:56:25,400 --> 00:56:26,680
Speaker 1: watch on laptop.

1321
00:56:26,320 --> 00:56:29,080
Speaker 2: That's for guests. For the guests, that's for guests. That's

1322
00:56:29,120 --> 00:56:30,320
Speaker 2: where when you have a lot of people sitting in

1323
00:56:30,320 --> 00:56:32,319
Speaker 2: the room. Everyone needs to see the TV. Yeah, when

1324
00:56:32,320 --> 00:56:35,000
Speaker 2: it's just me watching TV, it's like I want to

1325
00:56:35,280 --> 00:56:39,120
Speaker 2: be laying all the way down like legs and I

1326
00:56:39,120 --> 00:56:41,080
Speaker 2: want the cool sheets. I don't want the couch.

1327
00:56:41,200 --> 00:56:43,040
Speaker 1: Yeah I don't either. I got a couch that feels

1328
00:56:43,080 --> 00:56:44,560
Speaker 1: like a bed because I was like, this is going

1329
00:56:44,560 --> 00:56:47,680
Speaker 1: to incentivize me to get out of bed. And guess

1330
00:56:47,719 --> 00:56:48,680
Speaker 1: what didn't work?

1331
00:56:48,880 --> 00:56:51,360
Speaker 2: If anything, it's it becomes a problem, Like now, this

1332
00:56:51,440 --> 00:56:53,720
Speaker 2: is a problem I haven't had before where I'm falling asleep.

1333
00:56:54,200 --> 00:56:56,040
Speaker 2: I mean I've had it in the past other places,

1334
00:56:56,040 --> 00:56:57,719
Speaker 2: but falling asleep on the couch instead of in the

1335
00:56:57,760 --> 00:56:58,239
Speaker 2: bed and then.

1336
00:56:58,160 --> 00:56:59,800
Speaker 1: Having to get up in the middle.

1337
00:57:00,880 --> 00:57:01,320
Speaker 2: Yeah.

1338
00:57:02,120 --> 00:57:05,080
Speaker 1: See, well here's I Also, here's the thing. Sometimes I

1339
00:57:05,120 --> 00:57:08,080
Speaker 1: don't feel like getting ready for bed period, say long day.

1340
00:57:08,160 --> 00:57:10,240
Speaker 1: I have to make up on have to brush my teeth,

1341
00:57:10,480 --> 00:57:13,840
Speaker 1: but I'm so tired. Tell me if this is crazy.

1342
00:57:13,880 --> 00:57:16,240
Speaker 1: Perhaps this is a great segue into the segment. Okay,

1343
00:57:16,280 --> 00:57:19,880
Speaker 1: that's nice, but what about me? Okay, okay, is every

1344
00:57:19,960 --> 00:57:22,720
Speaker 1: once in a while we'll just not have the energy

1345
00:57:22,760 --> 00:57:25,160
Speaker 1: to get ready for bed, can't conceive of it. Floss,

1346
00:57:25,160 --> 00:57:27,760
Speaker 1: brush my teeth, wash my face, take crazy my hair,

1347
00:57:27,800 --> 00:57:28,720
Speaker 1: What are you talking about?

1348
00:57:28,840 --> 00:57:29,240
Speaker 2: So long?

1349
00:57:29,320 --> 00:57:33,080
Speaker 1: So I will take a nap. It will be like

1350
00:57:33,120 --> 00:57:36,880
Speaker 1: a one am nap. Set the alarm. It's like twelve

1351
00:57:36,960 --> 00:57:39,320
Speaker 1: fifty seven. I'll set the alarm for one thirty am

1352
00:57:39,520 --> 00:57:41,640
Speaker 1: to wake me up to properly get ready for bed.

1353
00:57:41,680 --> 00:57:42,720
Speaker 2: I do that all the time. I do at like

1354
00:57:42,760 --> 00:57:45,160
Speaker 2: four am. I'll get up at four and I'll do it.

1355
00:57:45,320 --> 00:57:47,320
Speaker 2: But I go, I'm washing my face tonight. Yeah you

1356
00:57:47,360 --> 00:57:47,600
Speaker 2: got to.

1357
00:57:47,680 --> 00:57:48,280
Speaker 1: I'll break out.

1358
00:57:48,320 --> 00:57:50,800
Speaker 2: I go do this for three more hours. Every I'll

1359
00:57:50,800 --> 00:57:53,680
Speaker 2: turn into just said, an absolute hideous beast.

1360
00:57:53,800 --> 00:57:56,680
Speaker 1: But works. But it works. It works, and people like

1361
00:57:56,680 --> 00:57:58,560
Speaker 1: that's so chatic. Just do it and be done with it.

1362
00:57:58,600 --> 00:58:00,440
Speaker 1: And I'm like, I'm that tired.

1363
00:58:00,480 --> 00:58:02,520
Speaker 2: I need and I do the full get ready for bed.

1364
00:58:02,560 --> 00:58:04,200
Speaker 2: I do believe in the full get ready for bed.

1365
00:58:04,440 --> 00:58:07,080
Speaker 2: I think on a night where I cannot, like a

1366
00:58:07,160 --> 00:58:10,920
Speaker 2: really hard like you worked like long day, whatever, really

1367
00:58:10,960 --> 00:58:12,800
Speaker 2: hard day. For once in a while, I have a

1368
00:58:12,840 --> 00:58:15,520
Speaker 2: second moisturizer next to my bed, and I have like

1369
00:58:15,640 --> 00:58:18,480
Speaker 2: wipes if I need. But I don't believe in the wipe.

1370
00:58:18,600 --> 00:58:20,520
Speaker 2: I don't believe in wipe only. I don't believe in

1371
00:58:20,520 --> 00:58:20,800
Speaker 2: the white.

1372
00:58:20,800 --> 00:58:21,560
Speaker 1: I don't I don't know.

1373
00:58:21,600 --> 00:58:22,040
Speaker 2: It doesn't.

1374
00:58:22,120 --> 00:58:24,320
Speaker 1: I was gonna say, you're so brave to see you.

1375
00:58:24,400 --> 00:58:25,840
Speaker 2: I don't believe I yeah, because.

1376
00:58:25,680 --> 00:58:27,720
Speaker 1: I also yeah, I'm like, the wipe is not enough.

1377
00:58:27,760 --> 00:58:29,640
Speaker 1: The wipe is simply not enough. I will break out.

1378
00:58:29,680 --> 00:58:31,760
Speaker 1: This will be a problem. I will, so we don't

1379
00:58:31,800 --> 00:58:33,520
Speaker 1: come later. I have one right now. You have one

1380
00:58:33,600 --> 00:58:36,040
Speaker 1: from from sleeping in makeup or from hair.

1381
00:58:36,360 --> 00:58:40,200
Speaker 2: From actually it might be from hair touching. From hair touching.

1382
00:58:40,400 --> 00:58:42,360
Speaker 2: Have you seen the videos where it's like a girl

1383
00:58:42,800 --> 00:58:45,160
Speaker 2: and she can't really be asleep, but a girl comes

1384
00:58:45,160 --> 00:58:48,440
Speaker 2: home and then her boyfriend puts what looks like this

1385
00:58:48,560 --> 00:58:52,080
Speaker 2: little it's like a little plastic tub, like soft inflatable

1386
00:58:52,120 --> 00:58:55,320
Speaker 2: tub under her neck in her bed and does hurt.

1387
00:58:55,160 --> 00:58:57,840
Speaker 1: Like oh, I know, well she's got to marry him.

1388
00:58:58,000 --> 00:59:01,000
Speaker 2: Full face wash does the hole getting ready for a

1389
00:59:01,000 --> 00:59:03,000
Speaker 2: bed while she's sleeping, and then puts one of those

1390
00:59:03,080 --> 00:59:05,480
Speaker 2: you know those the hair dryers that you put on

1391
00:59:05,560 --> 00:59:07,480
Speaker 2: and then you stick the thing in and it.

1392
00:59:07,240 --> 00:59:08,680
Speaker 1: Is like oh yeah, yeah, yeah yeah.

1393
00:59:10,720 --> 00:59:12,320
Speaker 2: Then puts one of those on so she also has

1394
00:59:12,400 --> 00:59:14,640
Speaker 2: dry hair for bed. It's crazy. It's like my dream.

1395
00:59:14,680 --> 00:59:15,720
Speaker 2: I see those videos.

1396
00:59:15,560 --> 00:59:18,040
Speaker 1: It's like I've I would be is that is that

1397
00:59:18,080 --> 00:59:19,240
Speaker 1: AI or it's real?

1398
00:59:19,320 --> 00:59:22,120
Speaker 2: I think it's real. I've seen a couple of creators

1399
00:59:22,520 --> 00:59:25,960
Speaker 2: do it. I think the most My partner has brushed

1400
00:59:25,960 --> 00:59:29,640
Speaker 2: my teeth in bed for me. Marry them. Yes, has

1401
00:59:29,680 --> 00:59:30,760
Speaker 2: brushed my teeth in bed for me.

1402
00:59:30,800 --> 00:59:32,440
Speaker 1: But it happened one time because it's like hard to

1403
00:59:32,480 --> 00:59:35,120
Speaker 1: do it is it's hardy you spin into cup.

1404
00:59:35,400 --> 00:59:37,400
Speaker 2: I probably I think I swallowed it.

1405
00:59:37,520 --> 00:59:39,720
Speaker 1: Damn can't be swallowing toothpaste.

1406
00:59:39,720 --> 00:59:41,680
Speaker 2: You can't be. That's the thing. It's not never toothpakee

1407
00:59:41,720 --> 00:59:43,720
Speaker 2: with the plaque in it. I know it's not an

1408
00:59:43,720 --> 00:59:47,520
Speaker 2: every night solution, but at the time, I go, yeah,

1409
00:59:47,520 --> 00:59:49,680
Speaker 2: I wasn't going to get up. Yeah, I just was

1410
00:59:49,880 --> 00:59:50,560
Speaker 2: going to get up.

1411
00:59:50,720 --> 00:59:53,840
Speaker 1: I've I've romanticized someone getting me ready for bed. I

1412
00:59:53,840 --> 00:59:56,000
Speaker 1: think it's so messed up that after a long day

1413
00:59:56,840 --> 00:59:59,600
Speaker 1: you're expecting it is so messed U.

1414
01:00:00,080 --> 01:00:02,560
Speaker 2: Also getting ready of her bed is different, Like it's

1415
01:00:02,600 --> 01:00:05,280
Speaker 2: different for everybody but mine. I would say, like takes

1416
01:00:05,440 --> 01:00:07,080
Speaker 2: too long for me to justify.

1417
01:00:07,080 --> 01:00:09,760
Speaker 1: Sometimes I have a whole process and my friends will

1418
01:00:09,800 --> 01:00:12,040
Speaker 1: be I call friends on FaceTime to do it because

1419
01:00:12,080 --> 01:00:14,720
Speaker 1: it's a nice distraction from me for me and I'll

1420
01:00:14,720 --> 01:00:16,840
Speaker 1: be like, you stay on the phone with me while

1421
01:00:16,840 --> 01:00:19,480
Speaker 1: I do this. And my one friend was like, you

1422
01:00:19,520 --> 01:00:22,520
Speaker 1: are the most face washingest person I've ever seen. I mean,

1423
01:00:22,560 --> 01:00:27,360
Speaker 1: there are steps. I'm flossing every single night, every single night.

1424
01:00:27,680 --> 01:00:28,880
Speaker 1: I want to keep my teeth.

1425
01:00:29,080 --> 01:00:32,240
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, yeah, oh I want to keep my teeth too.

1426
01:00:32,280 --> 01:00:34,640
Speaker 2: And it's something you don't think about in your twenties.

1427
01:00:34,960 --> 01:00:37,640
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's just that I had braces, and because I

1428
01:00:37,880 --> 01:00:40,360
Speaker 1: saw what braces did to some people's teeth, like maybe

1429
01:00:40,400 --> 01:00:42,200
Speaker 1: they're straightened, but like there's a lot of other things

1430
01:00:42,240 --> 01:00:44,840
Speaker 1: going on now. I just that's when I picked up

1431
01:00:44,880 --> 01:00:48,000
Speaker 1: on flossing in dental hygiene, was having braces. So it

1432
01:00:48,040 --> 01:00:49,800
Speaker 1: was like a gift and a curse. I mean mostly

1433
01:00:49,840 --> 01:00:52,720
Speaker 1: gift frankly having braces. Yeah, well, it's never a gift.

1434
01:00:52,880 --> 01:00:55,440
Speaker 1: They're so expensive. Yeah, and I was fourteen and insurance

1435
01:00:55,440 --> 01:00:57,120
Speaker 1: didn't cover it back then, so shout out to my

1436
01:00:57,160 --> 01:00:57,800
Speaker 1: mom my.

1437
01:00:57,840 --> 01:01:01,200
Speaker 2: God. Yeah, I actually don't know much braces costs, but

1438
01:01:01,280 --> 01:01:03,600
Speaker 2: our parents make it sound like it's a lot as

1439
01:01:03,640 --> 01:01:04,240
Speaker 2: much as the house.

1440
01:01:04,320 --> 01:01:07,440
Speaker 1: Five thousand dollars. That's like the mortgage times whatever.

1441
01:01:07,520 --> 01:01:09,720
Speaker 2: I don't even know who. Yeah, And that was and

1442
01:01:09,720 --> 01:01:11,640
Speaker 2: that was back then, like then, and that was back then.

1443
01:01:11,640 --> 01:01:13,400
Speaker 2: What do braces probably cost now fifty k?

1444
01:01:13,880 --> 01:01:18,000
Speaker 1: They're college to fifty k? You racist probably getting your

1445
01:01:18,040 --> 01:01:18,760
Speaker 1: teeth fixed.

1446
01:01:18,880 --> 01:01:21,600
Speaker 2: Get your teeth fix. Honestly, I would get your tea.

1447
01:01:22,520 --> 01:01:24,920
Speaker 1: And I were zooming yesterday and he was like he

1448
01:01:25,080 --> 01:01:28,000
Speaker 1: essentially who was such a proponent of college for all

1449
01:01:28,040 --> 01:01:31,280
Speaker 1: of us, was low key like it's a scam and

1450
01:01:31,360 --> 01:01:33,439
Speaker 1: the school's cost too much. And I so hearing him

1451
01:01:33,480 --> 01:01:36,280
Speaker 1: say this all these years later, I was like, Yeah,

1452
01:01:36,360 --> 01:01:38,240
Speaker 1: get your teeth fixed, and that's it.

1453
01:01:38,320 --> 01:01:40,440
Speaker 2: If you're if you're gonna be like a doctor, a lawyer,

1454
01:01:41,200 --> 01:01:45,080
Speaker 2: consider school. Yeah, consider if you're anyone else considered beautiful

1455
01:01:45,080 --> 01:01:50,040
Speaker 2: teeth because it's people are you know, uh, there's nothing

1456
01:01:50,080 --> 01:01:52,680
Speaker 2: like presentation obviously such an important part of being taken seriously.

1457
01:01:52,840 --> 01:01:55,080
Speaker 2: You know that in psychology that is a big That

1458
01:01:55,240 --> 01:01:56,960
Speaker 2: is c because you went to school for real stuff,

1459
01:01:57,920 --> 01:01:59,720
Speaker 2: because you were taking like math scientists.

1460
01:02:00,120 --> 01:02:03,120
Speaker 1: Well this was in high school, gratis public high school. God,

1461
01:02:03,640 --> 01:02:06,480
Speaker 1: the school was Gratia. I mean, taxpayers paid for my schooling.

1462
01:02:06,560 --> 01:02:09,520
Speaker 2: But really, yeah, it's really good. Why do we didn't

1463
01:02:09,560 --> 01:02:13,200
Speaker 2: have that? But yeah, that is I think for most

1464
01:02:13,200 --> 01:02:14,720
Speaker 2: things it's like you, we learned, we all learned that

1465
01:02:14,720 --> 01:02:15,960
Speaker 2: you don't need to go to school, and then so

1466
01:02:16,000 --> 01:02:17,480
Speaker 2: many of us went to college that it kind of

1467
01:02:17,480 --> 01:02:19,520
Speaker 2: became like, oh, everyone has a college degree. It's not

1468
01:02:19,560 --> 01:02:21,800
Speaker 2: even like a competitive edge anymore. Why did I get

1469
01:02:21,840 --> 01:02:22,240
Speaker 2: this thing?

1470
01:02:22,520 --> 01:02:26,200
Speaker 1: Unnecessary but also maybe good for you? So don't listen

1471
01:02:26,240 --> 01:02:30,160
Speaker 1: to me? Right, actually does love My sister loves school.

1472
01:02:30,240 --> 01:02:32,920
Speaker 1: My sister was school. I've talked about this on the podcast.

1473
01:02:34,080 --> 01:02:35,680
Speaker 1: Everyone's different, some.

1474
01:02:35,560 --> 01:02:38,320
Speaker 2: People really like and thank god that exists. Yes, you

1475
01:02:38,360 --> 01:02:40,320
Speaker 2: can say I'm not sure yet, because there's been so

1476
01:02:40,400 --> 01:02:43,960
Speaker 2: much of my life where I'm not sure what next. God,

1477
01:02:44,160 --> 01:02:46,080
Speaker 2: like most of your twenties, you're just sort of like

1478
01:02:46,160 --> 01:02:48,240
Speaker 2: someone should let me know what I should do next.

1479
01:02:49,080 --> 01:02:52,640
Speaker 2: And thank goodness for improv class. I know. Improv class

1480
01:02:53,000 --> 01:02:56,160
Speaker 2: is really if you find your path in improv class. Yeah,

1481
01:02:56,200 --> 01:02:58,200
Speaker 2: I mean it's a lot cheaper than college.

1482
01:02:58,280 --> 01:02:59,200
Speaker 1: Yes, try that.

1483
01:02:59,240 --> 01:02:59,680
Speaker 2: I try that.

1484
01:03:00,040 --> 01:03:02,200
Speaker 1: I did improv with someone who was like telling their

1485
01:03:02,200 --> 01:03:03,960
Speaker 1: parents they were getting their masters. It was a lie.

1486
01:03:03,960 --> 01:03:06,640
Speaker 1: But because they were an improv getting masters and.

1487
01:03:07,400 --> 01:03:10,680
Speaker 2: Your master's only cost three and you have books, we

1488
01:03:10,720 --> 01:03:11,280
Speaker 2: support this.

1489
01:03:11,320 --> 01:03:11,800
Speaker 1: It is so great.

1490
01:03:11,800 --> 01:03:13,840
Speaker 2: It don't anymore. Im provate costs a lot more now,

1491
01:03:13,880 --> 01:03:17,360
Speaker 2: but back then it was like you could get you know,

1492
01:03:17,480 --> 01:03:19,600
Speaker 2: you could talks a parent into getting it for you

1493
01:03:19,640 --> 01:03:20,080
Speaker 2: for Christmas.

1494
01:03:20,120 --> 01:03:21,800
Speaker 1: R Yes, improv degrees.

1495
01:03:21,880 --> 01:03:22,480
Speaker 2: Let us go.

1496
01:03:22,560 --> 01:03:25,120
Speaker 1: Well, I'm happy to have had you today. Thank you

1497
01:03:25,400 --> 01:03:25,760
Speaker 1: so much.

1498
01:03:26,880 --> 01:03:29,080
Speaker 2: You have the most beautiful teeth of maybe anyone I've

1499
01:03:29,120 --> 01:03:32,240
Speaker 2: ever matched. So it's really work. It is.

1500
01:03:32,560 --> 01:03:37,160
Speaker 1: I still were my retainers sometimes, but that's for another time.

1501
01:03:38,160 --> 01:03:40,160
Speaker 1: No no, no, no, no, I need to put it.

1502
01:03:40,240 --> 01:03:41,360
Speaker 2: I haven't. I haven't worn it.

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Speaker 1: And sometimes because I thought like surely after sixteen years

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Speaker 1: without I were my retainer for a math sixteen years

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Speaker 1: and I stopped during COVID, which I feel like during COVID,

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Speaker 1: other people like pandemic lockdown.

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Speaker 2: I stopped. You were kind of saying like when do

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Speaker 2: I take the retainer out of it?

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Speaker 1: I was like to get I was like, why am

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Speaker 1: I wearing this? And I and I stopped wearing and

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Speaker 1: then dentists recently was like, no need to that's forever.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, people, that's so funny that like there were people

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Speaker 2: who were like coming out as like gay during pandemic

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Speaker 2: fully transitioning. You're like, and I kind of decided I'm like,

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Speaker 2: I'm not a retainer person anymore. I learned about myself

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Speaker 2: as well. I'm not wearing a retainer also kind of

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Speaker 2: like a big awakening. Huge.

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Speaker 1: I still have it but for when I want to dabble.

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Speaker 2: But yeah, yeah, I keep it.

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Speaker 1: Thank you, Taylor. I'm so excited to see you in

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Speaker 1: your show and thank you for doing this.

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Speaker 2: Well.

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Speaker 1: Watch it April night.

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Speaker 2: Please watch it please.

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Speaker 1: Taylor is begging you.

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Speaker 2: Please you guys.

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Speaker 1: That was my conversation with Taylor or Tega. That was

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Speaker 1: very fun for me. I hope you enjoyed. If you

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Speaker 1: want advice from me and my next guest, we haven't

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Speaker 1: given out advice since some time, but we'd love to

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Speaker 1: give out advice. I'm speaking for me and my future guests.

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Speaker 1: Please call us and leave a voice message at five

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Speaker 1: zero two t Dads, five zero two, tax Dads. That's

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Speaker 1: five zero two, Thanks Dads. We'd love to give you advice.

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Speaker 1: Thank you for listening.

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Speaker 2: See you next time. Thanks Dad.

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