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Speaker 1: M hm, get it, Koresha Charlamagne, how you feeling?

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Speaker 2: I feel good? How are you feeling?

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Speaker 3: I'm blessed, Black and Holly. Favorite man, I'm happy to see.

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Speaker 3: I'm not want to argue with you for so long

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Speaker 3: I want to argue.

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Speaker 2: I don't want to argue with you. It's it's you know.

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Speaker 2: I always say you one of my favorites.

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Speaker 3: I appreciate it.

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Speaker 2: I already look up to you, I already do like.

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Speaker 4: I just feel like you are a shrink forward person

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Speaker 4: and you'll tell it how it is and it comes

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Speaker 4: from a mature space.

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Speaker 2: I appreciate You're gonna say how you feel, and that

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Speaker 2: is what it is. It ain't. It ain't because you

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Speaker 2: feel a way like. If you like, you like it.

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Speaker 2: If you don't, don't absolutely and I respect that.

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Speaker 3: I respect you too. You know, I fuck with you.

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Speaker 3: But I heard you say that you would You said

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Speaker 3: you said that a man needs a net worth of

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Speaker 3: one hundred million dollars, And.

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Speaker 2: I know your stuff. I'm just saying, do you work

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Speaker 2: to that point? You know how good you feel?

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Speaker 1: How you're talking about Okay, I'm.

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Speaker 3: Just you know less than one thousandth of one percent

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Speaker 3: of people reached that type.

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Speaker 4: Of networth I know, and I mean you a hard

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Speaker 4: workingman if you got and I want me a hard

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Speaker 4: working man.

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Speaker 3: What does it have to be?

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Speaker 4: You didn't mean a hundred though, I didn't mean it literally,

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Speaker 4: but I would love for him to have at least

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Speaker 4: But that don't mean nothing. Money don't mean everything, you know,

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Speaker 4: But I'm just saying, like, I know, I said a

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Speaker 4: lot of shit, but.

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Speaker 3: I did mean it, though, could you date a regular

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Speaker 3: dude though, like just you died in Miami, dude work

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Speaker 3: at FedEx, he got a betefit God damn.

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Speaker 2: And not even just that, I just I like what

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Speaker 2: I like.

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Speaker 4: I just I think that I'm like, you know, I'm

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Speaker 4: into nice things and not saying that a man at

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Speaker 4: work a job can't give me nice things. But I

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Speaker 4: think I want to date somebody that's like in the

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Speaker 4: same caliber me.

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Speaker 3: Absolutely, I understand. Yeah, Now, what happened to the Koreasian

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Speaker 3: Please podcast? Now everybody loved the podcast. You were supposed

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Speaker 3: to be the next black Oprah. You said you, I'm.

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Speaker 2: Still lit oph already black. But I'm like, you know,

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Speaker 2: how like a person is like black, but they like

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Speaker 2: black black? Ora, I'm saying like it's like the hood.

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Speaker 4: The hood. Okay, that's what I meant. Let me, let

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Speaker 4: me not. I mean the hood like it's gonna be

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Speaker 4: like Oprah, but on a hood level. And Corisia, please,

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Speaker 4: you know I spoke.

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Speaker 2: To you about it.

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Speaker 4: I'm just trying to find the right home, on the

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Speaker 4: right partner to come back for season three.

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Speaker 3: Oh, we love to have you on Black Effect, but

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Speaker 3: but are you going to We need you to be

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Speaker 3: consistent though, how often would you want to do it?

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Speaker 2: I think with me being an artist realistically, and I

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Speaker 2: honestly think it's a flow of things and how you

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Speaker 2: do things. I think for me.

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Speaker 4: Korecia, things work because people wanted it. It was like

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Speaker 4: I want more, I want more, And on top of

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Speaker 4: half of the podcast, I still got to be an artist.

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Speaker 4: I still got to release music. So you don't want

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Speaker 4: to just see too much of me because it's like

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Speaker 4: they got to see them. They gotta have the music

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Speaker 4: and then they go into the podcast. I would love

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Speaker 4: to be consistent, but I also think that's what worked

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Speaker 2: I love the flow up me.

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Speaker 3: I love that you said that you think artists nowadays

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Speaker 3: are too overexposed.

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Speaker 4: Yes, and I think we feel like we know them

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Speaker 4: too much, like superstars. Then you was just Newtleman as

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Speaker 4: Michael Jackson or a performer. Now we know what happened

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Speaker 4: with your baby daddy. Can we can get the police reports,

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Speaker 4: we can get an now on one call. It's just

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Speaker 4: too much that it kind of leans like yoah, that's

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Speaker 4: this person or that's that person. It don't give the

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Speaker 4: celarbity status because it's too it's too accessible.

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Speaker 3: Do you ever feel like you was too over exposed?

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Speaker 1: I do.

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Speaker 4: I think when people know too much of your personal life,

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Speaker 4: it just makes them feel like they know you on

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Speaker 2: So yeah, I do.

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Speaker 3: So. I mean, I know you had to be at

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Speaker 3: reality show that you were filming. Then you take a

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Speaker 4: Going into it, I was excited about it. I'm like,

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Speaker 4: I think once I got into it, it's not really

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Speaker 4: reality like it's stage.

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Speaker 2: It's stage reality.

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Speaker 4: And I'm the type of person I want everything real

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Speaker 4: wrong on count I don't want to go go back

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Speaker 4: I think that it became too much of that that

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Speaker 4: it become a whole story that's not kind of like

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Speaker 4: what you signed up for. So I had to take

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Speaker 3: I feel like you've been trying to find a space

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Speaker 3: to be comfortable, to really just express yourself.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, because I think that I am a real, raw,

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Speaker 2: That would be your experience in me.

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Speaker 4: And I think that the world now, like the world

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Speaker 2: You gotta just move a certain way and.

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Speaker 4: Just just be so polished, and it's not fun.

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Speaker 2: And I think that I can't. I can't.

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Speaker 4: I can't live and be creative in a space like that,

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Speaker 4: Like I can't be my best self if I have

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Speaker 3: I feel like though, you know, when you see people

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Speaker 3: like Cardi, for example, Cardi's always herself, I feel like

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Speaker 3: if you're not afraid to be yourself. I think sometimes

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Speaker 2: All myself, I get crucified for being myself.

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Speaker 4: Like I can say anything, and it's just when it

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Speaker 4: It's like if this person said, but when I said

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Speaker 4: we all, I'm saying the same shit. But when I

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Speaker 4: say it's just like, well god damn, like I just said,

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Speaker 4: I feel like I be myself.

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Speaker 2: I'm myself.

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Speaker 4: I'm not I'm not never like I say a lot

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Speaker 4: being myself, Like I like to go live, have fun.

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Speaker 4: That was another thing that people loved about me, my personality.

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Speaker 4: Going out with Sincena just can'ting on now.

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Speaker 3: We just.

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Speaker 4: Talking about each other. That's us in our natural form.

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Speaker 4: Some people understanding, some people don't. Some people like that

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Speaker 2: That's our friend group. That's how we have fun. But

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Speaker 2: it's all love. We understand each other.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I don't think people dislike you like they act

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Speaker 3: like they do on social media. I think that you

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Speaker 3: they keep messing with you just to get a response. Yeah,

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Speaker 3: I bet you. Sometimes you be hitting people and they

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Speaker 3: be like I just wanted you to reply.

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Speaker 1: Oh my god, you.

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Speaker 2: Like, why you fucking with me? I'm cool, Like I'm

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Speaker 4: I'm a human, Like I'm a great I feel like

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Speaker 4: I'm a great human, Like I am a genuine person.

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Speaker 2: If I don't like you, I ain't even coming your Hey,

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Speaker 4: But and I'm just I'm literally like I come from nothing,

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Speaker 4: I still gotta grow. I still have a lot to learn.

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Speaker 4: But it's like I'm learning as I grow. And I

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Speaker 4: literally grew up in oprah Locka inner projects, Like I

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Speaker 4: news Flash there and I'm just like, I get it.

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Speaker 4: People walk around like they don't dress up.

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Speaker 2: It's bunny. It's slides like how you wake up, is

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Speaker 2: how you going outside? You know, it's not like it's

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Speaker 3: How do you think you made it up?

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Speaker 4: I think I was always destined to be who I

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Speaker 4: So she always tried to provide the best life she can.

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Speaker 4: And she was like also popular. She was like a

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Speaker 3: Just was Yeah she should be popular.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, she probably had all because they come to you

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Speaker 3: Closed, okay, polo.

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Speaker 2: Yeah all that. So you know, just just seeing it

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Speaker 3: Are you scared right now because you're out here solo? No?

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Speaker 3: I love it, Okay, I love it.

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Speaker 4: I think that it's a new error for me. I

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Speaker 4: been the people saw me, they learned me as the

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Speaker 4: city girls. I was going through the stuff with my mom,

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Speaker 4: I always just like holding something down. I never really

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Speaker 4: I was always holding something down or had to work,

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Speaker 4: I had to take care of her kids. So as

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Speaker 4: come out. We go through all of this stuff that

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Speaker 4: Like I get a chance to be creative. I get

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Speaker 4: a chance that just make my own decisions. I get

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Speaker 4: a chance to just be free, like and I also

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Speaker 4: learned so much from a group, and just I know

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Speaker 4: I'm not scared. I'm ready.

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Speaker 3: So who was young Miami without the city girls, without

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Speaker 3: celebrity relationships, without the headlines.

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Speaker 4: No, your Miami is that you are all that? Yeah,

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Speaker 4: that's your Miami. I mean that's what's the start of

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Speaker 4: my career. And that's everything I went through. That's shape

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Speaker 4: me as Yo Miami. I feel like I can't run

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Speaker 4: Miyaimi that went through that. Y'all saw me every face

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Speaker 3: So are you trying to show people more of the

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Speaker 4: I think the last time I came out to Brefast Club,

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Speaker 2: Like sometimes I'm like, bang up, Like even though I

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Speaker 4: Sometimes that's how I feel like I look at somebody

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Speaker 2: You ain't showing nothing new.

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Speaker 3: But on this new album, you're still giving them classic

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Speaker 4: You know, you still got to finish me. Yeah, you

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Speaker 4: That's the message I'll be trying to get through. I

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Speaker 4: I'd be like, I want to know one hundred million dollars.

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Speaker 4: You gotta know what you want and life. You gotta

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Speaker 2: I know what I want.

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Speaker 4: So if I know that we're gonna have sex, we

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Speaker 4: And it's not prostitution, it's not It's just I'm a

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Speaker 4: we fuck when we in our teens, that's something you

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Speaker 3: I feel like a man's job is to protect and provide.

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Speaker 3: I understand the logic. I'm just saying, bring the number

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Speaker 2: But Charlamagne, that's man. I'm trying to go up this.

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Speaker 4: Life is you know, life, life is weird these days,

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Speaker 3: At this point, you're not afraid to talk about your roster.

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Speaker 3: I heard Caresia's tales when you flipped the too Short

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Speaker 3: joint freaky tale.

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Speaker 2: Mm hmm.

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Speaker 3: What made you want to want to do that record?

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Speaker 2: I think it's hip hop when I listen to it.

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Speaker 4: Workers like that, like look him, even Nicki Minaj is

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Speaker 3: I'm only going to assume that everybody on the record

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Speaker 2: You must be eating boy.

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Speaker 3: I'm from South Carolina. I'm from the South.

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Speaker 2: I mean that's a grown mass work that there is.

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Speaker 3: A grown man. But why she ain't men for it?

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Speaker 4: I'm not No, I'm just saying like, because it's like

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Speaker 4: I got two holes, Why do you want to eat

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Speaker 3: What if he's doing boats appetizer entree entree apple sometimes

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Speaker 4: It's not a shame too it, but it's like you

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Speaker 3: What I shot see you see. I like when I

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Speaker 4: Just not like, I don't like the whole bad that'll

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Speaker 3: All right, let's stay on freaky tails. You say you

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Speaker 3: name a bunch of men, and you say, my billionaire

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Speaker 3: Now we know who that is. That's Diddy. In light

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Speaker 4: Because I think that I should be able to be

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Speaker 4: a relationship with somebody and what we had was in

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Speaker 4: It's music. It's my music. It's my time to tell

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Speaker 3: I'm gonna do that when someone you know you were

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Speaker 4: I think in life, you always get put in something

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Speaker 2: Look back and say, like what makes sense for me

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Speaker 4: You know, like I can love this person, but I

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Speaker 2: And I think that that was one of those situations.

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Speaker 3: You wrote a letter about you for Diddy's character, and

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Speaker 4: I think I wrote it up for a change, man.

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Speaker 4: I think that the man that I met and that

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Speaker 4: or like support some but if I felt like that

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Speaker 2: It was a different experience. So that's why I wrote

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Speaker 3: Do you think you old like your fans explanation or

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Speaker 3: do you feel like your personal relationships with nobody's business

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Speaker 2: I feel like both.

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Speaker 4: I feel like, as people that's supporting you, that's buying

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Speaker 2: So I can't just be like, fuck y'all, this my

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Speaker 4: It's having me that do feel like they were at

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Speaker 4: I felt like that though, is open to them.

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Speaker 3: How do you how do you reconcile supporting someone publicly

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Speaker 4: Because if I meet you today or it's my time

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Speaker 4: I can only I can only speak to the person

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Speaker 4: And I feel like people can have opinions, but I

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Speaker 4: that I never was a part of, that I never knew,

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Speaker 4: Like I can only judge who I'm at.

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Speaker 2: I can only judge who who I was in a

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Speaker 3: Were you were you afraid that they might call you

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Speaker 2: No, I never get nothing. I don't have nothing to have.

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Speaker 3: You seem like a very loyal person I am. At

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Speaker 3: chlne we got time. We can just see that. Tell you.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean I understand that.

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Speaker 4: your family, or it's just it's still positive. It's kind

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Speaker 4: of hard to say fuck you you going through this ship.

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Speaker 4: I don't fuck like I gotta just fuck you. It's

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Speaker 2: You gotta figure it out because I like you my friend.

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Speaker 3: I have a.

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Speaker 4: Relationship with you. I have a personal relationship with you,

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Speaker 4: like I know you. It's like family, like we like

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Speaker 4: And it's just like I cannot just turn my back

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Speaker 4: it meant nothing. It's just that would be a fake

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Speaker 3: What did this whole situation teach you about who's really

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Speaker 3: when I listen to the album and I hear you

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Speaker 3: an interview, sometimes I feel like people turning back on

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Speaker 4: So many people didn't go back to the liability question,

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Speaker 4: Like some people just gonna do what makes sense, you

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Speaker 4: know what I'm saying, And some people just gonna ride

442
00:18:51,640 --> 00:18:53,320
Speaker 4: out with you, like we're gonna figure this out because

443
00:18:53,359 --> 00:18:55,159
Speaker 4: things do turn around, you know what I'm saying. So

444
00:18:55,880 --> 00:18:58,760
Speaker 4: I think I'm just focused on people that stay down,

445
00:18:58,800 --> 00:18:59,880
Speaker 4: on the people that left.

446
00:19:00,800 --> 00:19:01,919
Speaker 2: It wasn't supposed to be here.

447
00:19:02,560 --> 00:19:06,080
Speaker 3: Did being tied to the Didny situation impact your branding anyway?

448
00:19:06,160 --> 00:19:08,800
Speaker 2: It did? Really it did bad.

449
00:19:09,240 --> 00:19:11,760
Speaker 3: Like I'm not talking about just social media now, in

450
00:19:11,840 --> 00:19:12,880
Speaker 3: real life it did.

451
00:19:14,160 --> 00:19:18,879
Speaker 4: Like what it just it was a lot like I

452
00:19:19,000 --> 00:19:23,080
Speaker 4: lost steals, I lost money, I lost relationships, I lost

453
00:19:23,160 --> 00:19:26,560
Speaker 4: a life and you know, yeah.

454
00:19:27,000 --> 00:19:31,320
Speaker 3: Wow, after everything you've experienced, right, like, I mean, we

455
00:19:31,359 --> 00:19:33,560
Speaker 3: can there's so many things you've experienced on a personal level,

456
00:19:33,640 --> 00:19:37,919
Speaker 3: on a you know, business level. You know, how has

457
00:19:37,960 --> 00:19:40,560
Speaker 3: your relationship with trust changed?

458
00:19:42,640 --> 00:19:45,800
Speaker 4: I don't trust nobody, Damn, I'm not gonna lie like

459
00:19:46,359 --> 00:19:48,680
Speaker 4: trust is like the only person that I probably trust

460
00:19:48,760 --> 00:19:52,960
Speaker 4: is God and my kids, and I think that I

461
00:19:53,040 --> 00:19:55,280
Speaker 4: don't know what trust is built on, because you could

462
00:19:55,320 --> 00:19:57,520
Speaker 4: be knowing a person your whole like your kids to

463
00:19:57,600 --> 00:20:00,320
Speaker 4: turn on. So I don't when it comes to trust,

464
00:20:00,440 --> 00:20:04,119
Speaker 4: I don't that that's I don't even trust God. I

465
00:20:04,240 --> 00:20:06,040
Speaker 4: got friends that I love and that I trust to

466
00:20:06,080 --> 00:20:07,880
Speaker 4: a certain extent, but it ain't ever in the back

467
00:20:07,920 --> 00:20:10,960
Speaker 4: of my mind like a person wouldn't do something to me, but.

468
00:20:11,040 --> 00:20:13,720
Speaker 3: Their particular situation that made that made you feel like.

469
00:20:13,760 --> 00:20:16,600
Speaker 4: That, or just like you're seeing everything off old how

470
00:20:16,680 --> 00:20:18,720
Speaker 4: people will be with you and then when something get

471
00:20:19,240 --> 00:20:22,080
Speaker 4: just go like they ain't trying to stand by you,

472
00:20:22,160 --> 00:20:24,119
Speaker 4: they ain't trying to support you, they just keep the

473
00:20:24,160 --> 00:20:24,480
Speaker 4: fuck on.

474
00:20:25,080 --> 00:20:27,840
Speaker 3: Do you expect you from other people? I do, and

475
00:20:27,880 --> 00:20:29,119
Speaker 3: that's very disappointed when.

476
00:20:28,960 --> 00:20:31,840
Speaker 4: You it is I expect me and every person that

477
00:20:31,880 --> 00:20:33,240
Speaker 4: I'm mean, I feel like I won't do that any

478
00:20:34,280 --> 00:20:34,800
Speaker 4: and when they do.

479
00:20:34,840 --> 00:20:37,320
Speaker 2: It, I just be like, whoopie do.

480
00:20:40,800 --> 00:20:43,200
Speaker 3: Now? You know? I love the city girls. So I

481
00:20:43,320 --> 00:20:46,000
Speaker 3: hate to see you and JT not together anymore. Well,

482
00:20:46,200 --> 00:20:48,040
Speaker 3: what's the status of the relationship now?

483
00:20:48,520 --> 00:20:50,920
Speaker 4: I think that when it comes to me and JT,

484
00:20:51,680 --> 00:20:54,879
Speaker 4: I feel like it was a marriage right you you

485
00:20:55,040 --> 00:21:00,280
Speaker 4: meet somebody, y'all fall in love. Shit happening, y'all break up,

486
00:21:00,359 --> 00:21:02,720
Speaker 4: y'all get a divorce. It could be ugly or it

487
00:21:02,760 --> 00:21:04,560
Speaker 4: could be good. It could be one that childges, get

488
00:21:04,600 --> 00:21:06,320
Speaker 4: a divorce and y'all move on. We want to be

489
00:21:06,400 --> 00:21:07,359
Speaker 4: finding from the public.

490
00:21:08,119 --> 00:21:08,879
Speaker 2: And I think that.

491
00:21:10,600 --> 00:21:12,560
Speaker 4: It was one of those situations where, like you know,

492
00:21:12,720 --> 00:21:16,720
Speaker 4: we childhood friends, that love is always going to be there.

493
00:21:16,760 --> 00:21:19,199
Speaker 4: That's why even when the whole thing on the end

494
00:21:19,200 --> 00:21:22,119
Speaker 4: that happened, I'm like JT, like what we're doing here,

495
00:21:23,080 --> 00:21:25,840
Speaker 4: we can never go It's never gonna go nowhere because

496
00:21:25,840 --> 00:21:27,560
Speaker 4: it's like I'm never we ain't.

497
00:21:27,760 --> 00:21:30,359
Speaker 2: We both ain't gonna go that far like we family.

498
00:21:31,160 --> 00:21:33,160
Speaker 3: So you said you'll got the period at the same time.

499
00:21:33,560 --> 00:21:34,640
Speaker 2: Yeah, like when you're.

500
00:21:34,800 --> 00:21:38,040
Speaker 4: As a as a woman, as a girlfriend group, if

501
00:21:38,080 --> 00:21:40,440
Speaker 4: you be around somebody every day, I'll get your period

502
00:21:40,480 --> 00:21:43,280
Speaker 4: the same time around the same way. So it was

503
00:21:43,359 --> 00:21:44,680
Speaker 4: at one point we will be on tour, like but

504
00:21:44,720 --> 00:21:47,920
Speaker 4: you got a tough fun you got on like we're

505
00:21:47,960 --> 00:21:51,000
Speaker 4: real friends, we grew up together. That's gonna always be

506
00:21:51,080 --> 00:21:53,399
Speaker 4: a person that I got love for.

507
00:21:55,119 --> 00:21:58,000
Speaker 3: When something like the City Girls and it's not just

508
00:21:58,160 --> 00:22:00,320
Speaker 3: business though, like that's a piece of your identity. So

509
00:22:01,040 --> 00:22:04,240
Speaker 3: what did you have to I guess what did you

510
00:22:04,320 --> 00:22:06,560
Speaker 3: grieve in letting that version of yourself go?

511
00:22:07,200 --> 00:22:12,080
Speaker 2: It was just like losing a friend, like a sister.

512
00:22:12,320 --> 00:22:13,280
Speaker 3: Did it feel like a death?

513
00:22:14,520 --> 00:22:19,680
Speaker 2: It it hurts. I won't say death because deaf person

514
00:22:19,800 --> 00:22:20,439
Speaker 2: is going to coming back.

515
00:22:20,480 --> 00:22:23,440
Speaker 4: She's still here, so it's always room for us to

516
00:22:24,080 --> 00:22:26,760
Speaker 4: have a conversation, so I ain't gonna say death, but

517
00:22:26,880 --> 00:22:27,320
Speaker 4: it hurts.

518
00:22:27,440 --> 00:22:29,800
Speaker 2: It's like getting your heart broke for the first time.

519
00:22:30,040 --> 00:22:33,160
Speaker 3: What made you to actually grow apart? Like everybody thought

520
00:22:33,200 --> 00:22:36,360
Speaker 3: it was Karisha. She got the podcast, now she's doing

521
00:22:36,400 --> 00:22:39,680
Speaker 3: the reality show, she's getting her Beyonce on. Yeah, people thought,

522
00:22:39,720 --> 00:22:43,840
Speaker 3: well JT takes music more seriously and Karsha does. What

523
00:22:44,280 --> 00:22:44,840
Speaker 3: was it now?

524
00:22:44,880 --> 00:22:47,000
Speaker 4: I think it was just more of she felt like

525
00:22:47,920 --> 00:22:50,440
Speaker 4: you know, JT into like fashion, it's so many different

526
00:22:50,480 --> 00:22:52,280
Speaker 4: other things. She got her own landes. She and I

527
00:22:52,359 --> 00:22:55,679
Speaker 4: think just like we are in just two different lanes,

528
00:22:55,760 --> 00:22:58,000
Speaker 4: like our brands. It's just two different brands and it's

529
00:22:58,080 --> 00:23:01,000
Speaker 4: like two different people trying to be one that she's

530
00:23:01,080 --> 00:23:03,560
Speaker 4: never gonna work. And I think it was more of

531
00:23:03,800 --> 00:23:05,680
Speaker 4: like she just had a lane that she wanted to

532
00:23:05,800 --> 00:23:09,119
Speaker 4: go in and it just wasn't the same type of

533
00:23:09,160 --> 00:23:11,240
Speaker 4: time I was on. So it was just more of

534
00:23:11,440 --> 00:23:13,640
Speaker 4: like I'm kind of ready to do my own thing,

535
00:23:13,720 --> 00:23:16,000
Speaker 4: Like you know, I don't really want to do this

536
00:23:16,160 --> 00:23:18,200
Speaker 4: shitting on my own getting older because she's older than me.

537
00:23:18,840 --> 00:23:20,680
Speaker 2: So it was more of like I'm just ready to go.

538
00:23:21,119 --> 00:23:23,240
Speaker 3: I've heard you say JT hasn't been the same since

539
00:23:23,280 --> 00:23:25,000
Speaker 3: the fad case. What case you talking about?

540
00:23:25,200 --> 00:23:27,159
Speaker 2: When she went to prison?

541
00:23:27,600 --> 00:23:29,760
Speaker 3: Got you? You think jail changed her?

542
00:23:30,400 --> 00:23:32,560
Speaker 4: Yeah, I think jail shape people. I think when you

543
00:23:32,680 --> 00:23:35,680
Speaker 4: go to jail, if you you know, you sober in there.

544
00:23:35,760 --> 00:23:37,840
Speaker 4: Not saying that she does yours. Someone's just saying like people,

545
00:23:37,920 --> 00:23:40,159
Speaker 4: when you go in there, that's like time out, Like

546
00:23:40,320 --> 00:23:42,520
Speaker 4: you have no time. You have nothing to do but

547
00:23:42,680 --> 00:23:44,639
Speaker 4: to sit and think and reflect. And it can like

548
00:23:45,320 --> 00:23:47,560
Speaker 4: it could fuck you up or it can help you grow,

549
00:23:47,840 --> 00:23:50,040
Speaker 4: but it mentally do something to you because it's like

550
00:23:50,359 --> 00:23:51,719
Speaker 4: you got time away from everybody.

551
00:23:51,760 --> 00:23:54,159
Speaker 2: You just sit and reflect. And I think that.

552
00:23:55,760 --> 00:23:58,040
Speaker 4: Befo JT went in me and her was like this,

553
00:23:59,480 --> 00:24:03,480
Speaker 4: like it was so like this, And when she came home,

554
00:24:03,560 --> 00:24:07,240
Speaker 4: I just felt a shift, But it wasn't bad, like

555
00:24:07,320 --> 00:24:09,159
Speaker 4: I didn't take heat to it because my mom been

556
00:24:09,160 --> 00:24:11,920
Speaker 4: in person, so I know what it's like to be

557
00:24:12,080 --> 00:24:14,360
Speaker 4: in chill and come home. They see the world differently

558
00:24:14,640 --> 00:24:16,960
Speaker 4: because they just win the time out. So I feel

559
00:24:16,960 --> 00:24:17,920
Speaker 4: like that was my experience.

560
00:24:18,080 --> 00:24:20,920
Speaker 3: Do you ever feel I don't know. I don't know

561
00:24:20,920 --> 00:24:23,159
Speaker 3: if I call it jealousy, but you know she had

562
00:24:23,200 --> 00:24:25,160
Speaker 3: a man, and she spent more time with her man now,

563
00:24:25,240 --> 00:24:27,680
Speaker 3: and you know you probably was used to y'all being

564
00:24:27,760 --> 00:24:29,399
Speaker 3: together all the time. Was there anything like that?

565
00:24:30,200 --> 00:24:32,280
Speaker 2: Not when it comes to a man, because as whomen,

566
00:24:32,320 --> 00:24:34,000
Speaker 2: we all want to be with our men. Like I don't.

567
00:24:34,200 --> 00:24:37,680
Speaker 4: I'm I'm uncurious, so I'm very big on space and

568
00:24:37,720 --> 00:24:39,960
Speaker 4: I like to be alone a lot. So I think

569
00:24:40,080 --> 00:24:44,280
Speaker 4: it was me, like I I disconnect a lot of times,

570
00:24:44,359 --> 00:24:47,080
Speaker 4: and it could come off us and like I'm disconnected,

571
00:24:47,119 --> 00:24:49,560
Speaker 4: But sometimes I got to just go and just you

572
00:24:49,680 --> 00:24:50,240
Speaker 4: by myself.

573
00:24:50,760 --> 00:24:53,000
Speaker 3: Have y'all talked about any of this we have?

574
00:24:53,800 --> 00:24:57,959
Speaker 4: We I think we need a therapist. We need somebody

575
00:24:58,080 --> 00:25:00,800
Speaker 4: to come and hear both sides. When we try to

576
00:25:00,920 --> 00:25:03,320
Speaker 4: like express ourselves, it's like what you did this to me,

577
00:25:03,440 --> 00:25:05,280
Speaker 4: but you did this to me. We just point to

578
00:25:05,320 --> 00:25:07,200
Speaker 4: think at each other it's like you made me feel

579
00:25:07,240 --> 00:25:08,560
Speaker 4: this way. When you made me feel this way, I

580
00:25:08,560 --> 00:25:10,080
Speaker 4: ain't doing nothing to you and you ain't. It's like

581
00:25:10,160 --> 00:25:12,240
Speaker 4: we're not getting nowhere. So we got to literally have

582
00:25:12,400 --> 00:25:15,000
Speaker 4: someone come in and say, look, she feel like this

583
00:25:15,119 --> 00:25:16,959
Speaker 4: and you feel like this, and like, what's the solution.

584
00:25:17,560 --> 00:25:19,800
Speaker 3: You clearly love JT. Like that's what I'm saying, So

585
00:25:19,840 --> 00:25:22,560
Speaker 3: why not go get a counselor therapists and y'all just

586
00:25:22,680 --> 00:25:25,000
Speaker 3: go have a couple of sessions with each other and

587
00:25:25,280 --> 00:25:27,000
Speaker 3: put everything on the table and see if you know,

588
00:25:27,160 --> 00:25:28,760
Speaker 3: y'all can resolve the relationship.

589
00:25:28,920 --> 00:25:31,040
Speaker 4: Because I think we both need time to do our

590
00:25:31,080 --> 00:25:35,040
Speaker 4: own things. I think that when JT was one thing,

591
00:25:35,520 --> 00:25:37,680
Speaker 4: I never wanted to make it about me, Like I

592
00:25:37,800 --> 00:25:39,919
Speaker 4: didn't want to, Oh you see, I'm doing my thing.

593
00:25:40,000 --> 00:25:41,680
Speaker 4: Now you trying to come back Now Now you're trying

594
00:25:41,720 --> 00:25:43,520
Speaker 4: to make things And I don't want it to feel

595
00:25:43,560 --> 00:25:44,680
Speaker 4: like that when I'm doing my things.

596
00:25:44,760 --> 00:25:47,280
Speaker 2: So I think she did her thing, I'm doing my thing.

597
00:25:47,400 --> 00:25:51,320
Speaker 4: Now. Let us both grow, you know, as individuals, and

598
00:25:51,400 --> 00:25:53,520
Speaker 4: I think that time will come, and I also think

599
00:25:53,560 --> 00:25:55,520
Speaker 4: we both got to be ready. It can't just be

600
00:25:55,640 --> 00:25:57,440
Speaker 4: like when I feel like I'm ready, or when she

601
00:25:57,480 --> 00:25:59,200
Speaker 4: feel like she ready, Like we both got to be

602
00:25:59,600 --> 00:26:02,119
Speaker 4: in this space where we can sit down as adults

603
00:26:02,200 --> 00:26:05,520
Speaker 4: and say, Okay, we're in a better space now, and

604
00:26:05,600 --> 00:26:06,320
Speaker 4: I think we need this.

605
00:26:06,359 --> 00:26:06,880
Speaker 2: Time the part.

606
00:26:07,240 --> 00:26:08,760
Speaker 3: But the City Girls aren't done. It's just like a

607
00:26:08,800 --> 00:26:09,680
Speaker 3: season of separation.

608
00:26:09,880 --> 00:26:12,679
Speaker 4: Kind Yeah, I wouldn't never just off the City Girls.

609
00:26:13,600 --> 00:26:16,480
Speaker 4: We built this together, you know, like we did a

610
00:26:16,560 --> 00:26:18,919
Speaker 4: lot together. Did she just say that it never happened

611
00:26:18,920 --> 00:26:21,879
Speaker 4: on just at like it's she's dead, you know, like

612
00:26:22,119 --> 00:26:24,560
Speaker 4: it's it's forever going to be the City Girls. Like

613
00:26:25,080 --> 00:26:29,240
Speaker 4: we both come from the fucking hood. We gotta that's

614
00:26:29,240 --> 00:26:30,600
Speaker 4: an accomplishment for both of us.

615
00:26:31,160 --> 00:26:32,359
Speaker 2: So I look at it like that.

616
00:26:32,880 --> 00:26:35,159
Speaker 3: You know, people on the internet were saying that it

617
00:26:35,240 --> 00:26:37,720
Speaker 3: was a lover's quarrel, like y'all be scissoring or something like.

618
00:26:39,560 --> 00:26:44,160
Speaker 2: I ain't never seen her that. Yeah, I know that's

619
00:26:44,160 --> 00:26:45,800
Speaker 2: what they do on the innything that don't people make

620
00:26:45,880 --> 00:26:47,119
Speaker 2: up ship and then start believe it.

621
00:26:49,119 --> 00:26:51,480
Speaker 3: If the City Girls will never make music again, what

622
00:26:51,560 --> 00:26:54,520
Speaker 3: would you want that legacy to be? Just the City Girls?

623
00:26:54,680 --> 00:26:57,720
Speaker 4: You and j I wanted to be two young girls.

624
00:26:57,800 --> 00:26:59,920
Speaker 4: They got that they grew up together. They came in,

625
00:27:00,040 --> 00:27:04,159
Speaker 4: they made history and it was it was built off

626
00:27:04,200 --> 00:27:04,840
Speaker 4: of SS thehood.

627
00:27:06,160 --> 00:27:11,480
Speaker 3: Yeah, you've had to process a lot of loss publicly

628
00:27:11,600 --> 00:27:14,640
Speaker 3: and privately, like you got relationships changing, people you love

629
00:27:14,760 --> 00:27:17,680
Speaker 3: no longer hear, how do you even beginning to separate

630
00:27:18,320 --> 00:27:22,360
Speaker 3: your personal grief from what the world is consuming as entertainment.

631
00:27:23,640 --> 00:27:25,800
Speaker 4: And that's the part I feel like they don't understand,

632
00:27:25,920 --> 00:27:30,760
Speaker 4: Like for them, it's just like they don't give me

633
00:27:30,840 --> 00:27:34,680
Speaker 4: that grace. And I think it's hard going it's hard

634
00:27:34,840 --> 00:27:38,639
Speaker 4: going through everything publicly with the world just being a

635
00:27:38,840 --> 00:27:42,000
Speaker 4: weird and indurate place. And I think that I have

636
00:27:42,000 --> 00:27:44,240
Speaker 4: already got a chance to actually sit and go through

637
00:27:44,280 --> 00:27:46,520
Speaker 4: my grievous actions because it's like I always had to work,

638
00:27:46,640 --> 00:27:48,480
Speaker 4: or I always got to defend myself, or it's just

639
00:27:48,600 --> 00:27:51,760
Speaker 4: in front of the world. So I just worked through

640
00:27:51,760 --> 00:27:53,680
Speaker 4: the bullsheet, like I haven't ready had a sign of

641
00:27:53,760 --> 00:27:56,520
Speaker 4: really seeing dodges everything that's happened to me.

642
00:27:56,800 --> 00:27:59,400
Speaker 3: But you know, they say staying busy as a response

643
00:27:59,480 --> 00:28:02,600
Speaker 3: to trauma, But you're trying to run from what you

644
00:28:02,720 --> 00:28:05,080
Speaker 3: probably actually actually should be sitting down and dealing with.

645
00:28:05,359 --> 00:28:06,359
Speaker 2: So why I need to deal with it?

646
00:28:06,960 --> 00:28:07,320
Speaker 3: He said? What?

647
00:28:07,520 --> 00:28:08,560
Speaker 2: Why do I need to deal with it.

648
00:28:09,200 --> 00:28:10,840
Speaker 3: I mean, because I always feel like if you don't

649
00:28:10,920 --> 00:28:13,760
Speaker 3: deal with your trauma, your trauma or trauma ultimately deal

650
00:28:13,800 --> 00:28:16,280
Speaker 3: with you. Like, you know, the example I like to use,

651
00:28:17,119 --> 00:28:20,080
Speaker 3: remember when Willi Smith was at the Oscars. That's the

652
00:28:20,240 --> 00:28:22,480
Speaker 3: biggest night of his life. Right He's about to get Croyn,

653
00:28:22,560 --> 00:28:27,200
Speaker 3: he about to get best Actor, and like everything just

654
00:28:27,720 --> 00:28:30,680
Speaker 3: you know, came out at once. He lashed out, and

655
00:28:30,840 --> 00:28:33,640
Speaker 3: he lashed out in that moment. That's why I still

656
00:28:33,720 --> 00:28:35,960
Speaker 3: deal with your trauma or your trauma ultimately deal with you.

657
00:28:35,960 --> 00:28:37,920
Speaker 3: You can't run from it forever.

658
00:28:38,040 --> 00:28:42,360
Speaker 4: Kresha, I got to deal with it when when God

659
00:28:42,480 --> 00:28:45,840
Speaker 4: calls me, showed me I don't want to deal with

660
00:28:45,920 --> 00:28:47,520
Speaker 4: it right now. I got too much to focus on.

661
00:28:47,680 --> 00:28:49,880
Speaker 4: I think that it just puts you on a depression

662
00:28:51,160 --> 00:28:53,680
Speaker 4: that it's hard to pull yourself out of. And it's

663
00:28:53,760 --> 00:28:55,360
Speaker 4: just like I don't want to deal with it right now.

664
00:28:55,440 --> 00:28:57,680
Speaker 4: Like right now, I got I got kids, the raising,

665
00:28:57,760 --> 00:28:59,320
Speaker 4: I got I got things that I need to do.

666
00:28:59,440 --> 00:29:00,960
Speaker 4: I don't want to be dealing which.

667
00:29:00,760 --> 00:29:03,760
Speaker 3: Trauma, you know, speaking of your kids. You know, like

668
00:29:03,960 --> 00:29:06,400
Speaker 3: that's the last question I'll talk about with grief. But

669
00:29:06,480 --> 00:29:08,120
Speaker 3: you know, you didn't lose the father of your child,

670
00:29:09,040 --> 00:29:11,040
Speaker 3: and that's a different kind of grief because it's not

671
00:29:11,160 --> 00:29:13,720
Speaker 3: just yours, it's your child's as well. How has that

672
00:29:13,880 --> 00:29:16,280
Speaker 3: changed the way you show up as a woman and

673
00:29:16,400 --> 00:29:16,880
Speaker 3: as a mother.

674
00:29:18,080 --> 00:29:21,520
Speaker 4: I mean, it's it's so hard as a woman losing

675
00:29:22,000 --> 00:29:25,960
Speaker 4: like a male figure because it's like, I always check

676
00:29:26,000 --> 00:29:27,080
Speaker 4: on my son, are you okay?

677
00:29:27,640 --> 00:29:30,960
Speaker 2: You know, mentally, how are you? And I feel like

678
00:29:31,040 --> 00:29:32,080
Speaker 2: he always like I'm okay.

679
00:29:32,720 --> 00:29:34,720
Speaker 4: But I feel like even if he's not, he went

680
00:29:34,840 --> 00:29:36,400
Speaker 4: and put it on me because I think, you know,

681
00:29:36,560 --> 00:29:38,360
Speaker 4: he's a young man that's growing up. He probably don't

682
00:29:38,360 --> 00:29:40,920
Speaker 4: even want to put that on me. So like for me,

683
00:29:41,040 --> 00:29:45,080
Speaker 4: it's just it's hard because i'd be like, damn, I'm

684
00:29:45,160 --> 00:29:47,560
Speaker 4: raising my son. He's twelve nine, about to be a teen,

685
00:29:47,640 --> 00:29:49,560
Speaker 4: so I know he's about to get it's a teenager thing.

686
00:29:50,440 --> 00:29:52,520
Speaker 2: Who's that like him?

687
00:29:52,560 --> 00:29:54,640
Speaker 4: And his dad was like this, So who's that real

688
00:29:54,760 --> 00:29:57,240
Speaker 4: figure in his life that's gonna replace his dad?

689
00:29:57,680 --> 00:29:59,520
Speaker 2: It's not nobody, and it's me.

690
00:29:59,680 --> 00:30:01,840
Speaker 4: So I feel like I put a lot of pressure

691
00:30:01,880 --> 00:30:05,080
Speaker 4: on myself and I try to apply myself as much

692
00:30:05,120 --> 00:30:07,720
Speaker 4: as I can and really, you know, try to make

693
00:30:07,760 --> 00:30:09,640
Speaker 4: sure that he knows, like, hey, I'm here for you.

694
00:30:09,760 --> 00:30:10,040
Speaker 3: You can.

695
00:30:10,280 --> 00:30:12,120
Speaker 2: You can come to me about anything. I'm fuck what

696
00:30:12,200 --> 00:30:13,760
Speaker 2: it is you gonna figure it out together?

697
00:30:14,120 --> 00:30:20,120
Speaker 3: Is? Does he talk to you about everything? No? Really,

698
00:30:20,960 --> 00:30:21,440
Speaker 3: he's shy.

699
00:30:22,040 --> 00:30:24,600
Speaker 2: He's very shy, Like he's really really really shy.

700
00:30:24,720 --> 00:30:27,600
Speaker 4: He got my little sister, which is his I feel

701
00:30:27,720 --> 00:30:29,600
Speaker 4: good about that because that's my sister that he's taught.

702
00:30:29,680 --> 00:30:31,840
Speaker 3: So do you tell him that he has to have

703
00:30:31,880 --> 00:30:34,040
Speaker 3: one hundred million dollars A girls knockna wan dam No.

704
00:30:34,960 --> 00:30:38,440
Speaker 4: I don't even that, damn okay at all? Like I

705
00:30:39,080 --> 00:30:40,680
Speaker 4: literally hate when he get on the in netacy and

706
00:30:40,720 --> 00:30:42,160
Speaker 4: say stuff like that. But I didn't stop.

707
00:30:42,520 --> 00:30:45,479
Speaker 3: Oh man, people don't think about that. They don't think

708
00:30:45,480 --> 00:30:48,360
Speaker 3: about when you got kids old enough to be online

709
00:30:48,400 --> 00:30:51,120
Speaker 3: and see what people are saying about their mom or

710
00:30:51,160 --> 00:30:53,120
Speaker 3: what their mom is saying about other people. Yeah, you've

711
00:30:53,160 --> 00:30:53,800
Speaker 3: had to explain that.

712
00:30:53,880 --> 00:30:58,520
Speaker 4: Though. My son is so smart. He's like a he's

713
00:30:58,720 --> 00:31:01,720
Speaker 4: smart and he loves That's something I love about my son.

714
00:31:01,800 --> 00:31:04,520
Speaker 4: He's into school, Like if I go out, he's like, Mamma,

715
00:31:04,520 --> 00:31:05,840
Speaker 4: you know, I gotta go to school, maro, Like I'm

716
00:31:05,960 --> 00:31:06,760
Speaker 4: getting school borrow.

717
00:31:06,840 --> 00:31:09,200
Speaker 2: He be on like school tomorrow. I got a test.

718
00:31:09,280 --> 00:31:12,800
Speaker 4: He's very loved school, so he he know that, like

719
00:31:12,880 --> 00:31:14,880
Speaker 4: if that's not something I had to explain to him.

720
00:31:14,920 --> 00:31:17,520
Speaker 3: He know that. Do you talk to him about your music?

721
00:31:18,880 --> 00:31:22,840
Speaker 4: I did play my Apple for him cause they tell

722
00:31:22,960 --> 00:31:26,960
Speaker 4: what you heard tales. I skipped that song. I ain't

723
00:31:27,000 --> 00:31:29,880
Speaker 4: gonnaize okay song, but I did play for him because

724
00:31:29,880 --> 00:31:31,720
Speaker 4: as a kid, I just wanted to know what he thinks,

725
00:31:31,720 --> 00:31:33,920
Speaker 4: and he really taught me. He liked the newsplash, he

726
00:31:34,080 --> 00:31:37,280
Speaker 4: loved take me to Shanell. He likes still eat You.

727
00:31:37,680 --> 00:31:38,000
Speaker 3: I like it.

728
00:31:38,360 --> 00:31:38,760
Speaker 2: I love it.

729
00:31:39,000 --> 00:31:42,320
Speaker 3: They may feel good, so I want to. I mean

730
00:31:42,680 --> 00:31:43,640
Speaker 3: him and J still talk.

731
00:31:44,040 --> 00:31:46,800
Speaker 4: Yeah she maybe I go through it so like I

732
00:31:47,040 --> 00:31:49,720
Speaker 4: randomly get his song when see her phone and they

733
00:31:49,920 --> 00:31:52,080
Speaker 4: be I love you, like they don't.

734
00:31:52,360 --> 00:31:54,560
Speaker 2: They got their own relationship. I actually love that.

735
00:31:54,680 --> 00:31:56,800
Speaker 3: I'm like love that, and I mean, I'm sure that

736
00:31:56,880 --> 00:31:58,720
Speaker 3: makes you feel good too, unless you know, like, okay,

737
00:31:59,240 --> 00:32:00,400
Speaker 3: there's still a bomb here.

738
00:32:00,600 --> 00:32:02,920
Speaker 2: Yeah okay, Yeah, he loved hers, she loved him.

739
00:32:03,640 --> 00:32:05,200
Speaker 3: Why don't you do it? We were talking about this

740
00:32:05,280 --> 00:32:08,160
Speaker 3: before the interview started. Why don't you do more records?

741
00:32:08,200 --> 00:32:11,400
Speaker 3: Like f them kids? And what's up in Dead County

742
00:32:11,400 --> 00:32:13,680
Speaker 3: because to me, that's your lane, because I love that

743
00:32:13,800 --> 00:32:15,720
Speaker 3: old Miami basedine. I was born in nineteen hundred and

744
00:32:15,760 --> 00:32:17,680
Speaker 3: seventy eight, so I grew up on it. That's my era.

745
00:32:17,760 --> 00:32:19,560
Speaker 3: The Uncle Lou Gull like, why don't you do more

746
00:32:19,600 --> 00:32:21,640
Speaker 3: of that? Like that sound need to come back I am.

747
00:32:22,120 --> 00:32:24,160
Speaker 4: I think that I just had to keep back in

748
00:32:24,240 --> 00:32:26,120
Speaker 4: my groove, you know, and I had to get back

749
00:32:26,160 --> 00:32:28,640
Speaker 4: in my sound. I think as artists, the fans that

750
00:32:28,680 --> 00:32:31,160
Speaker 4: stare you away from what's your sound, because then they

751
00:32:31,240 --> 00:32:34,120
Speaker 4: go to tell you, like if I put out fucking

752
00:32:34,160 --> 00:32:36,560
Speaker 4: them kids, someone say, you ain't growing you still talking

753
00:32:36,600 --> 00:32:38,160
Speaker 4: out fucking them kids, and da da da dah. So

754
00:32:38,320 --> 00:32:40,320
Speaker 4: it put artists in a place where you get in

755
00:32:40,360 --> 00:32:42,200
Speaker 4: your head and you feel like you need to make

756
00:32:42,320 --> 00:32:44,200
Speaker 4: better records, and then you start making shit. They don't

757
00:32:44,200 --> 00:32:45,800
Speaker 4: even resonate with your fans and they ain't even you,

758
00:32:46,320 --> 00:32:48,800
Speaker 4: and now you just sound like you trying. She So

759
00:32:49,000 --> 00:32:50,800
Speaker 4: I think that that was a phase I went through too,

760
00:32:51,640 --> 00:32:53,800
Speaker 4: and now on back in my bag, on backing my pop,

761
00:32:53,920 --> 00:32:55,680
Speaker 4: and I know that those songs feel good to me,

762
00:32:55,800 --> 00:32:58,320
Speaker 4: like those records that I love, and I feel like

763
00:32:58,560 --> 00:32:59,400
Speaker 4: that's my best self.

764
00:32:59,480 --> 00:33:01,080
Speaker 2: So A'm gonna make more records like that.

765
00:33:01,320 --> 00:33:03,200
Speaker 3: So all these records, you like when you hear records

766
00:33:03,240 --> 00:33:06,680
Speaker 3: like take take take me to Chanelle and you know caretails,

767
00:33:06,840 --> 00:33:08,479
Speaker 3: is that really where you're at right now?

768
00:33:08,720 --> 00:33:09,760
Speaker 2: It's always take me to Shanel.

769
00:33:09,960 --> 00:33:10,600
Speaker 3: Lord have mercy.

770
00:33:10,760 --> 00:33:11,800
Speaker 2: You see what I got on right now?

771
00:33:12,000 --> 00:33:15,120
Speaker 3: Yes, yes, Lord have mercy. I want to ask you

772
00:33:15,160 --> 00:33:17,520
Speaker 3: something about grief again. Do you feel like grief has

773
00:33:17,560 --> 00:33:20,600
Speaker 3: hardened you or or softened you or made you more

774
00:33:20,680 --> 00:33:24,240
Speaker 3: intentional about who and what you pour into.

775
00:33:27,000 --> 00:33:30,400
Speaker 4: I think all of the grief is so it's I

776
00:33:30,480 --> 00:33:34,200
Speaker 4: think grief coming like different stages, and I think that

777
00:33:35,160 --> 00:33:39,640
Speaker 4: when it comes to grief, I think it made me

778
00:33:39,720 --> 00:33:43,360
Speaker 4: shrunker because I always feel like I gotta be so strong,

779
00:33:43,440 --> 00:33:45,760
Speaker 4: Like whenever I'm like how you I be, I don't

780
00:33:45,760 --> 00:33:48,600
Speaker 4: feel bad, but I'll be like, come on, like let's

781
00:33:48,640 --> 00:33:50,680
Speaker 4: get out of this, like you gotta keep growing. So

782
00:33:50,760 --> 00:33:55,080
Speaker 4: I feel like we made me stronking. It made me

783
00:33:55,200 --> 00:33:57,560
Speaker 4: feel like I gotta keep going, like I can't, I

784
00:33:57,640 --> 00:33:58,360
Speaker 4: can't live in this.

785
00:33:59,200 --> 00:34:03,000
Speaker 3: I feel like because you had to you know raised,

786
00:34:03,000 --> 00:34:04,840
Speaker 3: I guess your brothers and sisters, when your mom was

787
00:34:04,880 --> 00:34:06,840
Speaker 3: in prison, and just even growing up in the environment

788
00:34:06,920 --> 00:34:09,920
Speaker 3: you grew up in. Like I almost feel like, you know,

789
00:34:10,480 --> 00:34:13,359
Speaker 3: you didn't maybe get the childhood you wanted.

790
00:34:14,480 --> 00:34:16,760
Speaker 2: Then I was grown. I had to be a woman.

791
00:34:16,840 --> 00:34:18,960
Speaker 4: I was cooking, going to the grocery store down there,

792
00:34:19,040 --> 00:34:22,960
Speaker 4: section eight feeling not applications. So I appreciate it because

793
00:34:23,000 --> 00:34:24,880
Speaker 4: I know how to do a lot, Like I know

794
00:34:24,880 --> 00:34:26,360
Speaker 4: how to do applications. I know how to feel like

795
00:34:26,400 --> 00:34:28,320
Speaker 4: stuff for credit. I know how to apply for things.

796
00:34:28,440 --> 00:34:30,920
Speaker 4: So it's like a blessing in acurriace, because I do

797
00:34:31,040 --> 00:34:35,439
Speaker 4: wish I did have a childhood like at one point,

798
00:34:35,560 --> 00:34:38,239
Speaker 4: but I did have to be an adult fast, Like

799
00:34:38,239 --> 00:34:39,879
Speaker 4: I had to raise kids, like I had to get

800
00:34:39,960 --> 00:34:42,759
Speaker 4: them ready for school iron uniforms. At one point I

801
00:34:42,840 --> 00:34:46,359
Speaker 4: started boosting because I had to. My mama wasn't there,

802
00:34:46,600 --> 00:34:48,880
Speaker 4: you know, like these are kids, how they gonna get uniforms?

803
00:34:48,920 --> 00:34:50,880
Speaker 4: Don't got no money, don't got no job. So I

804
00:34:50,960 --> 00:34:52,480
Speaker 4: had to go and get them closed.

805
00:34:52,520 --> 00:34:54,600
Speaker 3: You know, that's why you want that man with one

806
00:34:54,680 --> 00:34:56,560
Speaker 3: hundred million dollars because you want to feel, You want

807
00:34:56,600 --> 00:34:58,560
Speaker 3: to be taken care of. You want to just kick

808
00:34:58,600 --> 00:35:00,200
Speaker 3: your feet up for a safe I do you want

809
00:35:00,239 --> 00:35:02,759
Speaker 3: somebody to treat you the way you've always treated people. Yes,

810
00:35:03,400 --> 00:35:08,120
Speaker 3: got you? Yes got you? What's so much happening around you? Right?

811
00:35:08,200 --> 00:35:10,719
Speaker 3: What boundaries have you had to create the protect your

812
00:35:10,760 --> 00:35:12,160
Speaker 3: piece that you didn't have before.

813
00:35:15,600 --> 00:35:19,800
Speaker 4: I don't feel bad about my feelings no more like

814
00:35:20,320 --> 00:35:21,840
Speaker 4: I can feel away and then not be like I

815
00:35:21,880 --> 00:35:24,040
Speaker 4: won't say that to that person because I want them

816
00:35:24,120 --> 00:35:26,439
Speaker 4: to take it. It's like, if this is how I feel,

817
00:35:26,600 --> 00:35:28,120
Speaker 4: this is how I feel, and you gotta respect hot

818
00:35:28,200 --> 00:35:30,879
Speaker 4: feel like it's literally seeing how I feel.

819
00:35:31,120 --> 00:35:33,360
Speaker 2: Like, No, it's no, I don't want to do this.

820
00:35:33,480 --> 00:35:34,640
Speaker 2: I don't want to do this. I don't have to

821
00:35:34,719 --> 00:35:35,520
Speaker 2: explain myself.

822
00:35:35,560 --> 00:35:37,719
Speaker 4: I don't care how it makes you feel because I'm

823
00:35:37,719 --> 00:35:42,120
Speaker 4: on the type of person I always put myself on

824
00:35:42,200 --> 00:35:42,880
Speaker 4: the other side.

825
00:35:43,280 --> 00:35:45,240
Speaker 2: How does this make this person feel? How I'm a looked?

826
00:35:45,520 --> 00:35:47,040
Speaker 2: I don't do that at the moment. I don't care.

827
00:35:48,480 --> 00:35:50,880
Speaker 3: I love uh go back to the home. I love

828
00:35:50,960 --> 00:35:53,880
Speaker 3: the Dave County record. What did that that recommend to you?

829
00:35:53,920 --> 00:35:55,680
Speaker 3: Because you got your girl treating on there? You always

830
00:35:55,680 --> 00:35:59,000
Speaker 3: said in the inspiration here trickers on there, Rick Ross, like,

831
00:35:59,080 --> 00:36:02,800
Speaker 3: why did you select those three individuals to do that record?

832
00:36:02,920 --> 00:36:07,279
Speaker 2: That's stay County trick trainer and Rocks. When you think

833
00:36:07,320 --> 00:36:08,000
Speaker 2: of Day County.

834
00:36:08,040 --> 00:36:09,880
Speaker 4: They did so much and you know, it's not a

835
00:36:09,960 --> 00:36:12,719
Speaker 4: lot of artists that come from Miami, and they did

836
00:36:12,840 --> 00:36:15,360
Speaker 4: so much. And it's like when I listen to the

837
00:36:15,480 --> 00:36:17,839
Speaker 4: radio station because I do that and like I love

838
00:36:17,920 --> 00:36:20,400
Speaker 4: hearing like DJ Nasty, they pay a lot of Miami

839
00:36:20,480 --> 00:36:22,440
Speaker 4: mixes and they are mixed me in. And I was like,

840
00:36:22,840 --> 00:36:26,120
Speaker 4: I want to have that same feeling now in my generation.

841
00:36:26,280 --> 00:36:29,040
Speaker 4: Like when you go listen to the radio, you still

842
00:36:29,120 --> 00:36:32,000
Speaker 4: hear trip training, but me and it sound new, you know,

843
00:36:32,200 --> 00:36:36,920
Speaker 4: like it's in Miami, the high schools, the band, it's

844
00:36:37,000 --> 00:36:38,640
Speaker 4: real big and I just can hear them doing that,

845
00:36:38,840 --> 00:36:40,880
Speaker 4: like when they doing the games and things like that.

846
00:36:41,080 --> 00:36:42,080
Speaker 4: That's what it's fired us.

847
00:36:42,719 --> 00:36:44,600
Speaker 3: What does training mean to you? And then what does

848
00:36:44,680 --> 00:36:45,200
Speaker 3: she taught you?

849
00:36:46,640 --> 00:36:47,000
Speaker 2: Trainer?

850
00:36:47,440 --> 00:36:54,359
Speaker 4: She always just trucking, knowledging, Like when I first got

851
00:36:54,440 --> 00:36:58,560
Speaker 4: into this game, she called me, listen, you paid face clean,

852
00:36:59,600 --> 00:37:01,920
Speaker 4: know what you doing, know the business, say what you

853
00:37:02,040 --> 00:37:04,359
Speaker 4: won't like it's what you want, like don't let don't

854
00:37:04,400 --> 00:37:07,080
Speaker 4: let nobody take advantage of you and needs being gonna

855
00:37:07,080 --> 00:37:09,480
Speaker 4: come to pick the right one. And if you and

856
00:37:09,880 --> 00:37:12,680
Speaker 4: if you get in the relationship with them. Make sure

857
00:37:12,680 --> 00:37:14,080
Speaker 4: you come out in that relationship with something.

858
00:37:15,280 --> 00:37:19,000
Speaker 3: Damn well you said that on please? Yeah? What about

859
00:37:19,040 --> 00:37:22,280
Speaker 3: what about professionally though this is a this is an artist.

860
00:37:22,960 --> 00:37:25,040
Speaker 4: I mean she always just tell me like, look you

861
00:37:25,160 --> 00:37:28,520
Speaker 4: aspar you doing it. Don't let the body tell you.

862
00:37:28,640 --> 00:37:31,000
Speaker 4: She you you know, like you show what you can do.

863
00:37:31,080 --> 00:37:32,680
Speaker 4: It's gonna always feel out they come with this and

864
00:37:32,760 --> 00:37:35,480
Speaker 4: she was like, you got it, Like, just believe in yourself.

865
00:37:35,520 --> 00:37:36,600
Speaker 4: It ain't nothing gonna stop you.

866
00:37:37,320 --> 00:37:38,800
Speaker 3: Do you feel like you've been judged fairly?

867
00:37:40,560 --> 00:37:40,600
Speaker 1: No?

868
00:37:40,719 --> 00:37:43,239
Speaker 4: I feel like I've been judged. I feel like I

869
00:37:43,320 --> 00:37:47,279
Speaker 4: get judged for every single thing that I do, and

870
00:37:47,400 --> 00:37:48,520
Speaker 4: it's just like I don't.

871
00:37:49,239 --> 00:37:51,279
Speaker 2: I've been trying to go down the timeline to figure

872
00:37:51,320 --> 00:37:53,480
Speaker 2: out when did all this happen and when did this

873
00:37:53,680 --> 00:37:55,880
Speaker 2: shift or like what's the problem.

874
00:37:57,800 --> 00:38:01,000
Speaker 3: I think it was Carreisia please only because it was

875
00:38:01,080 --> 00:38:03,520
Speaker 3: such a good podcast. But you would get so comfortable

876
00:38:03,600 --> 00:38:05,879
Speaker 3: on that that you would talk and you would say

877
00:38:05,960 --> 00:38:07,839
Speaker 3: things and you would give them ammore like you when

878
00:38:07,840 --> 00:38:09,000
Speaker 3: you talked about getting peed.

879
00:38:08,880 --> 00:38:10,480
Speaker 2: On, I made that up?

880
00:38:11,200 --> 00:38:12,440
Speaker 3: Ain't no say you made that up?

881
00:38:12,520 --> 00:38:17,960
Speaker 4: Now, Okay, let's talk about it. So I didn't even

882
00:38:18,000 --> 00:38:21,600
Speaker 4: make that card. I didn't even know what a golden

883
00:38:21,640 --> 00:38:24,600
Speaker 4: shadow was. So I came up with the car as

884
00:38:24,640 --> 00:38:27,400
Speaker 4: wis on and when I got to the car, like,

885
00:38:27,480 --> 00:38:29,080
Speaker 4: what the fuck is it going to the shower it is?

886
00:38:29,160 --> 00:38:32,360
Speaker 4: She's like, we ain't never I'm like, bitch now. So

887
00:38:32,480 --> 00:38:34,759
Speaker 4: when we was doing a podcast, I just did it

888
00:38:34,800 --> 00:38:36,799
Speaker 4: because I was from in my gang, so I'm thinking

889
00:38:36,840 --> 00:38:39,320
Speaker 4: that this is gonna be something that just like go

890
00:38:39,560 --> 00:38:40,960
Speaker 4: for our but I ain't know. It was like a

891
00:38:41,040 --> 00:38:44,400
Speaker 4: whole thing of like me actually being peete on and

892
00:38:44,520 --> 00:38:46,640
Speaker 4: that's something I'm just like, damn, like I should have

893
00:38:46,719 --> 00:38:47,759
Speaker 4: really thought about that one.

894
00:38:47,960 --> 00:38:50,000
Speaker 2: I didn't think it was like a yeah.

895
00:38:50,160 --> 00:38:51,960
Speaker 3: And you was thinking somebody named Pendd.

896
00:38:53,040 --> 00:38:53,680
Speaker 2: I said.

897
00:38:57,320 --> 00:38:59,279
Speaker 3: Yourself. I know it was.

898
00:38:59,560 --> 00:39:02,839
Speaker 4: That was one thing that was like it was good

899
00:39:02,880 --> 00:39:06,479
Speaker 4: and bad because y'all they that was like the most

900
00:39:06,640 --> 00:39:09,440
Speaker 4: talked about thing ever. And that was one month that

901
00:39:09,600 --> 00:39:12,759
Speaker 4: myself went skyrocket but all good one, all money and

902
00:39:12,800 --> 00:39:15,400
Speaker 4: good one. And that's one thing I was just like, damn,

903
00:39:15,840 --> 00:39:18,040
Speaker 4: I should have thought about that. And I always go

904
00:39:18,160 --> 00:39:21,440
Speaker 4: back to it because I remember calling Britney was like, no,

905
00:39:21,560 --> 00:39:23,040
Speaker 4: bring me. She was like even when it come out,

906
00:39:23,520 --> 00:39:24,840
Speaker 4: you didn't even know what to go to the show was.

907
00:39:24,920 --> 00:39:26,759
Speaker 4: I'm like, it's out that these people ain't going to

908
00:39:26,760 --> 00:39:29,160
Speaker 4: believe me. That's just something that I gotta bite that bully.

909
00:39:29,280 --> 00:39:30,080
Speaker 2: Cut it down the hill.

910
00:39:30,320 --> 00:39:31,440
Speaker 3: So you never been peed on?

911
00:39:32,280 --> 00:39:34,880
Speaker 2: Damn no, if I would have been peed on, I literally,

912
00:39:35,120 --> 00:39:36,280
Speaker 2: I mean I told.

913
00:39:36,120 --> 00:39:39,200
Speaker 3: Y'all you gotta tell us everything. I've learned that in

914
00:39:39,280 --> 00:39:41,200
Speaker 3: life too. You think you got to share so much

915
00:39:41,239 --> 00:39:42,799
Speaker 3: because we be in front of these cameras, in front

916
00:39:42,800 --> 00:39:44,080
Speaker 3: of the microphone, Well be over.

917
00:39:44,120 --> 00:39:45,560
Speaker 2: But I mean, if I talk about how I said,

918
00:39:45,800 --> 00:39:46,600
Speaker 2: like I talk about it.

919
00:39:46,719 --> 00:39:50,520
Speaker 3: I say, is that when you ever had to explain

920
00:39:50,680 --> 00:39:52,640
Speaker 3: to your to your son?

921
00:39:53,360 --> 00:39:54,480
Speaker 2: Nah, we never talked about it.

922
00:39:54,560 --> 00:39:57,080
Speaker 4: It's it's that's That's one thing that's uncomfortable for me

923
00:39:57,160 --> 00:39:58,279
Speaker 4: because I always be like them.

924
00:39:58,360 --> 00:39:59,279
Speaker 2: I do want because I'll.

925
00:39:59,160 --> 00:40:00,919
Speaker 4: Be thinking about it, and I damn like, I wonder

926
00:40:00,920 --> 00:40:02,839
Speaker 4: if he I know, he like he got to get

927
00:40:02,880 --> 00:40:04,720
Speaker 4: into arguments that shit in school.

928
00:40:04,719 --> 00:40:07,239
Speaker 2: It's gonna come eventually helped me not. But I'm like, damn,

929
00:40:07,280 --> 00:40:09,760
Speaker 2: why I did that to myself and my kids?

930
00:40:10,239 --> 00:40:14,040
Speaker 3: How do you plan to explain like those complicated adult

931
00:40:14,120 --> 00:40:17,840
Speaker 3: situations to your child while still trying to like preserve

932
00:40:17,960 --> 00:40:18,960
Speaker 3: his sense of innocence.

933
00:40:19,440 --> 00:40:21,880
Speaker 2: I gotta just tell him what it is, talk to

934
00:40:21,960 --> 00:40:22,560
Speaker 2: him like a man.

935
00:40:22,800 --> 00:40:26,000
Speaker 4: Just literally say, look, I made some mistakes, and I

936
00:40:26,080 --> 00:40:27,880
Speaker 4: think that you're gonna make some, you know, and you

937
00:40:28,000 --> 00:40:29,480
Speaker 4: gotta be mindful of things like this.

938
00:40:29,640 --> 00:40:30,560
Speaker 2: You gotta learn from me.

939
00:40:30,640 --> 00:40:32,880
Speaker 4: It's something that I learned, something I'm not I'm not

940
00:40:33,160 --> 00:40:36,520
Speaker 4: proud of, and I regret, But don't make the same mistake.

941
00:40:37,160 --> 00:40:38,200
Speaker 3: What do you think you've done wrong?

942
00:40:38,880 --> 00:40:39,200
Speaker 4: Like that?

943
00:40:39,800 --> 00:40:40,279
Speaker 3: That's just one?

944
00:40:40,520 --> 00:40:42,640
Speaker 4: Yeah, Like I hate that, Like I literally be like,

945
00:40:42,920 --> 00:40:46,560
Speaker 4: why the fuck I did it? Like you know, marketing marketing?

946
00:40:46,640 --> 00:40:48,160
Speaker 4: You say shit, I'm like, but that was like a

947
00:40:48,239 --> 00:40:50,640
Speaker 4: wrong card. But again I never been peed on, so

948
00:40:50,680 --> 00:40:51,520
Speaker 4: I didn't think that that was.

949
00:40:51,600 --> 00:40:53,040
Speaker 2: Just like a a thing.

950
00:40:56,960 --> 00:40:59,800
Speaker 3: What does accountability look like for you, Crrecia, not not

951
00:41:00,000 --> 00:41:02,800
Speaker 3: even just publicly, but when you're sitting there on in

952
00:41:02,920 --> 00:41:05,520
Speaker 3: your house just privately, Like, what does accountability look like

953
00:41:05,520 --> 00:41:07,000
Speaker 3: for you? When you look at me? Like? What did

954
00:41:07,160 --> 00:41:10,200
Speaker 3: I do wrong? What did I do that I the

955
00:41:10,320 --> 00:41:11,160
Speaker 3: cause this to happen?

956
00:41:12,080 --> 00:41:15,680
Speaker 4: I say, like the way that I present myself, the

957
00:41:15,760 --> 00:41:18,359
Speaker 4: way that I carry myself, the things that I think

958
00:41:18,440 --> 00:41:21,239
Speaker 4: it's fun, you know, like the way I have fun?

959
00:41:21,360 --> 00:41:22,640
Speaker 2: Is splaying out the way that you have fun?

960
00:41:23,000 --> 00:41:25,680
Speaker 4: So I think that's polishing up a little bit, tonging

961
00:41:25,800 --> 00:41:28,960
Speaker 4: some things down or not sharing everything, like everything like

962
00:41:29,000 --> 00:41:30,680
Speaker 4: if I'm outside I'm having a good time, I'm shook

963
00:41:30,680 --> 00:41:33,120
Speaker 4: my heads. Maybe I ain't got to post it, you know,

964
00:41:33,360 --> 00:41:35,440
Speaker 4: just things like that. I think it's kind of like

965
00:41:35,560 --> 00:41:36,440
Speaker 4: what I put out there.

966
00:41:37,080 --> 00:41:38,800
Speaker 3: When why are you figure me and you don't have

967
00:41:38,840 --> 00:41:40,279
Speaker 3: the same type of fun? What do you like to

968
00:41:40,320 --> 00:41:41,560
Speaker 3: do that I probably wouldn't like to do?

969
00:41:42,280 --> 00:41:44,400
Speaker 4: Probably like hang out at like five o'clock in the morning.

970
00:41:44,480 --> 00:41:47,720
Speaker 4: Oh no, no, yeah, lean bying the club? We trapped,

971
00:41:47,760 --> 00:41:48,479
Speaker 4: then get on the boat.

972
00:41:48,680 --> 00:41:50,920
Speaker 3: Nah. Yeah, I used to like to you five though,

973
00:41:51,200 --> 00:41:54,200
Speaker 3: yeah five fire spot. Do you feel like you're finally

974
00:41:54,239 --> 00:41:55,320
Speaker 3: in controller a narrative?

975
00:41:56,239 --> 00:41:56,479
Speaker 1: Yeah?

976
00:41:56,920 --> 00:41:59,719
Speaker 4: I think that now get a chance to really tell

977
00:41:59,800 --> 00:42:02,920
Speaker 4: my story, you know, and nobody control your narrative. But

978
00:42:03,000 --> 00:42:06,200
Speaker 4: you you the one that's putting out whatever whatever it is.

979
00:42:06,360 --> 00:42:08,600
Speaker 4: You the one that's feeding whatever it is that you're feeding.

980
00:42:08,640 --> 00:42:10,719
Speaker 2: So yeah, what.

981
00:42:10,800 --> 00:42:14,720
Speaker 3: Scares you more? Starting over solo or being misunderstood forever?

982
00:42:15,239 --> 00:42:18,879
Speaker 4: Being misunderstood forever Because I think that people that really

983
00:42:19,120 --> 00:42:22,160
Speaker 4: know me, that really like know who I am as

984
00:42:22,200 --> 00:42:25,840
Speaker 4: a person. I'm nothing like what's out there, nothing like

985
00:42:26,280 --> 00:42:28,440
Speaker 4: absolutely not And I hate that.

986
00:42:28,600 --> 00:42:30,359
Speaker 2: I hate that it's out there. It's like a thing.

987
00:42:30,440 --> 00:42:32,640
Speaker 2: I just feel like, what, like what the fuck? What

988
00:42:32,840 --> 00:42:36,080
Speaker 2: the fuck it means it? I could fix it?

989
00:42:36,680 --> 00:42:39,239
Speaker 3: Well, you know that the time say time can can

990
00:42:39,320 --> 00:42:42,760
Speaker 3: fix all right? Yeah, I remember when you said your

991
00:42:42,880 --> 00:42:45,719
Speaker 3: music was getting shoved. Was it getting shoved by QC?

992
00:42:46,640 --> 00:42:49,759
Speaker 4: I think at one period of time, I think that

993
00:42:49,840 --> 00:42:51,960
Speaker 4: was just turned off with us as a group, Like

994
00:42:52,239 --> 00:42:54,239
Speaker 4: they just felt like we was letting the group go.

995
00:42:54,480 --> 00:42:56,480
Speaker 2: Did they investment? You know how? That ship they was

996
00:42:56,600 --> 00:42:57,440
Speaker 2: just overary.

997
00:42:58,200 --> 00:43:00,520
Speaker 4: So when we started branching off in our on era,

998
00:43:01,320 --> 00:43:03,640
Speaker 4: I think that when it came to me, I feel

999
00:43:03,680 --> 00:43:06,520
Speaker 4: like I always get get I feel like I just

1000
00:43:06,719 --> 00:43:08,759
Speaker 4: when it come to music, I get it hard. And

1001
00:43:08,920 --> 00:43:11,680
Speaker 4: I think that I was presenting the music some of

1002
00:43:11,880 --> 00:43:13,440
Speaker 4: like the songs that I got out, it was just like, no,

1003
00:43:13,960 --> 00:43:16,359
Speaker 4: don't grow up there, No, we're talking about the same shit.

1004
00:43:17,040 --> 00:43:20,160
Speaker 2: And I'm just like, but we all saying the same ship.

1005
00:43:20,239 --> 00:43:22,480
Speaker 2: I mean, I just feel like this is the music

1006
00:43:22,560 --> 00:43:23,000
Speaker 2: that I made.

1007
00:43:23,320 --> 00:43:25,040
Speaker 3: When you said we all saying the same shit, like

1008
00:43:25,080 --> 00:43:27,680
Speaker 3: you mean, like the guys were making the I feel

1009
00:43:27,719 --> 00:43:28,719
Speaker 3: like a music.

1010
00:43:28,600 --> 00:43:32,000
Speaker 4: All female all female rappers. Now that's like the music,

1011
00:43:32,080 --> 00:43:34,320
Speaker 4: the topic, the subject, it's all the same. Were just

1012
00:43:34,360 --> 00:43:35,360
Speaker 4: saying it in different ways.

1013
00:43:36,080 --> 00:43:38,440
Speaker 3: I love I like, you know what QC did for

1014
00:43:38,520 --> 00:43:41,080
Speaker 3: a lot of the artists, but I do feel like, man,

1015
00:43:41,160 --> 00:43:43,520
Speaker 3: they dropped the ball on a couple of y'all projects

1016
00:43:43,680 --> 00:43:44,080
Speaker 3: in a way.

1017
00:43:44,520 --> 00:43:44,719
Speaker 2: Yeah.

1018
00:43:44,719 --> 00:43:46,640
Speaker 3: I don't know if it was y'all or I know

1019
00:43:47,080 --> 00:43:49,920
Speaker 3: that one album came out during the pandemic that what

1020
00:43:50,120 --> 00:43:51,960
Speaker 3: was that? I can't remember what iut that was? That

1021
00:43:52,160 --> 00:43:53,560
Speaker 3: was Niggas Don't Deserve Them?

1022
00:43:53,640 --> 00:43:55,160
Speaker 1: That was the one that that was.

1023
00:43:55,800 --> 00:43:57,359
Speaker 2: I don't know if it was Girl called a City

1024
00:43:57,440 --> 00:43:57,719
Speaker 2: or lock.

1025
00:43:59,520 --> 00:44:02,279
Speaker 3: It was City ow Lote, yeah, going with Doja Cat

1026
00:44:02,440 --> 00:44:04,720
Speaker 3: was on there. Yeah, I feel like that one should

1027
00:44:04,719 --> 00:44:06,520
Speaker 3: have really really went. But it was a pandemic, Like

1028
00:44:06,800 --> 00:44:08,520
Speaker 3: why even put out an album during that time? Like

1029
00:44:08,560 --> 00:44:09,439
Speaker 3: did they make you better?

1030
00:44:09,920 --> 00:44:12,600
Speaker 4: But people couldn't do nothing to be at home and

1031
00:44:12,680 --> 00:44:15,200
Speaker 4: listen to music, Like everybody was in the house. Remember

1032
00:44:15,280 --> 00:44:17,640
Speaker 4: they had their quarantine wives and stuff like that. So

1033
00:44:17,719 --> 00:44:19,359
Speaker 4: I think that it was just a time where people

1034
00:44:19,400 --> 00:44:20,919
Speaker 4: it was just in the house listening to music.

1035
00:44:21,200 --> 00:44:25,320
Speaker 2: But I think that we wanted, like, for instance, we

1036
00:44:25,400 --> 00:44:28,040
Speaker 2: wanted to have Calculator as a single. They didn't.

1037
00:44:28,600 --> 00:44:31,520
Speaker 4: And then the song and then once it got leap,

1038
00:44:31,800 --> 00:44:34,080
Speaker 4: then they ended up wanting like this is the song.

1039
00:44:34,120 --> 00:44:36,440
Speaker 4: We was like, we was being because we wanted calculated

1040
00:44:36,480 --> 00:44:39,600
Speaker 4: They went with Pinyota. We'll see making do that that song.

1041
00:44:39,640 --> 00:44:42,320
Speaker 4: We was like, we won't Calculator. They want a Piyada,

1042
00:44:42,480 --> 00:44:46,640
Speaker 4: so they went Piyada. Calculator ended up going after the fat.

1043
00:44:46,920 --> 00:44:48,120
Speaker 4: But then you know how to fans, they was like,

1044
00:44:48,200 --> 00:44:49,759
Speaker 4: oh god, y'all, I need a video after the fat,

1045
00:44:49,800 --> 00:44:52,080
Speaker 4: we ain't on it no more. And then it was

1046
00:44:52,160 --> 00:44:54,080
Speaker 4: more like pointing fingers.

1047
00:44:54,600 --> 00:44:59,680
Speaker 3: And then you know, between that situation and your new situation.

1048
00:45:00,920 --> 00:45:04,560
Speaker 4: I think I'm in control now. I think that you know,

1049
00:45:06,640 --> 00:45:09,040
Speaker 4: I made my own decisions, and I think that it's

1050
00:45:09,080 --> 00:45:09,680
Speaker 4: just support me.

1051
00:45:11,600 --> 00:45:14,600
Speaker 3: What's the lesson in all this for you and the

1052
00:45:14,680 --> 00:45:15,680
Speaker 3: people watching.

1053
00:45:19,880 --> 00:45:20,719
Speaker 2: The lesson and all?

1054
00:45:20,840 --> 00:45:24,680
Speaker 3: What just this this, this this existence that Karsha has

1055
00:45:24,760 --> 00:45:27,520
Speaker 3: gone through, all of these things that we've seen publicly

1056
00:45:27,600 --> 00:45:30,080
Speaker 3: and privately. When you sit here in this very moment

1057
00:45:30,200 --> 00:45:32,480
Speaker 3: right here looking at me, what do you think the

1058
00:45:32,600 --> 00:45:33,759
Speaker 3: lesson has been?

1059
00:45:33,920 --> 00:45:36,040
Speaker 4: Life is a journey and it's gonna be different places

1060
00:45:36,120 --> 00:45:39,400
Speaker 4: to like and I feel like I am perfectly fallt

1061
00:45:39,719 --> 00:45:43,040
Speaker 4: I have flost me like I'm gonna I'm going I'm

1062
00:45:43,080 --> 00:45:45,359
Speaker 4: a human, So'm gonna make mistakes, I'm gonna grow, I'm

1063
00:45:45,400 --> 00:45:47,640
Speaker 4: a crimea go through things. But you know, y'all have

1064
00:45:47,800 --> 00:45:49,800
Speaker 4: watched me from when I first started to now, and

1065
00:45:49,920 --> 00:45:53,360
Speaker 4: it's a journey and it's an open journey. And I

1066
00:45:53,440 --> 00:45:55,640
Speaker 4: want y'all to come on this journey journey with me,

1067
00:45:55,800 --> 00:45:57,759
Speaker 4: and we'll look back and say I'm so proud of you,

1068
00:45:58,000 --> 00:46:00,880
Speaker 4: Like you really went through all this shit. You you

1069
00:46:01,040 --> 00:46:05,000
Speaker 4: set back, you took accountability, you you cleaned up, you

1070
00:46:05,160 --> 00:46:08,080
Speaker 4: realized what was wrong, and you came far.

1071
00:46:08,719 --> 00:46:11,239
Speaker 2: Like that's what I want to put out there.

1072
00:46:11,800 --> 00:46:13,800
Speaker 3: What does success look like for you in regards to

1073
00:46:13,880 --> 00:46:14,280
Speaker 3: this album?

1074
00:46:15,400 --> 00:46:23,240
Speaker 4: Success that like Feeldboard, Grammy touring and just really showing

1075
00:46:23,320 --> 00:46:28,839
Speaker 4: people like, Okay, we we we under estimated her being

1076
00:46:28,880 --> 00:46:29,920
Speaker 4: an underdog coming.

1077
00:46:29,760 --> 00:46:30,319
Speaker 2: Out on top.

1078
00:46:31,760 --> 00:46:34,400
Speaker 3: No, Kresha, nice to meet you again.

1079
00:46:34,640 --> 00:46:37,440
Speaker 2: Yeah, yes, you meeting a whole new one like this

1080
00:46:37,640 --> 00:46:38,839
Speaker 2: is I feel that way? Yeah?

1081
00:46:39,480 --> 00:46:41,160
Speaker 3: Why, I've been around you a bunch of times, but

1082
00:46:41,200 --> 00:46:44,200
Speaker 3: I feel like I'm needing a whole new individual because.

1083
00:46:43,960 --> 00:46:46,960
Speaker 4: You know why, I think that, Like I was, I

1084
00:46:47,200 --> 00:46:50,879
Speaker 4: was always whenever we come and we do these these runs,

1085
00:46:50,920 --> 00:46:53,120
Speaker 4: it's promoted something, it's selling something. So I was always

1086
00:46:53,120 --> 00:46:56,920
Speaker 4: trying to sell something like I gotta you know, I'm

1087
00:46:57,000 --> 00:47:00,239
Speaker 4: more of like I don't gotta do all that. Now

1088
00:47:00,480 --> 00:47:03,040
Speaker 4: it's like less, it's more just going. There's just just

1089
00:47:03,400 --> 00:47:05,759
Speaker 4: you know, just have a conversation. You don't gotta go

1090
00:47:05,920 --> 00:47:08,400
Speaker 4: and be extra and do this and do that like

1091
00:47:08,440 --> 00:47:09,480
Speaker 4: the people gonna fuck with you.

1092
00:47:09,760 --> 00:47:11,279
Speaker 3: It's it's gonna I just want you to know. It's

1093
00:47:11,280 --> 00:47:13,160
Speaker 3: gonna be a little uncomfortable. And the reason it's gonna

1094
00:47:13,160 --> 00:47:16,040
Speaker 3: be a little uncomfortable because you really are standing along

1095
00:47:16,320 --> 00:47:19,400
Speaker 3: like there's no JT, there's no Diddy.

1096
00:47:19,480 --> 00:47:22,320
Speaker 4: It's really just and I love and that's why I

1097
00:47:22,440 --> 00:47:26,279
Speaker 4: love it because y'all saw me with JT, y'all saw

1098
00:47:26,400 --> 00:47:28,560
Speaker 4: me with Diddy, and now y'all see me by myself,

1099
00:47:29,480 --> 00:47:31,239
Speaker 4: and I'm gonna show you all what I can do.

1100
00:47:32,000 --> 00:47:33,800
Speaker 3: Thank you, Christian than I appreciate you.

1101
00:47:40,160 --> 00:47:42,440
Speaker 2: I love business is well.

1102
00:47:42,520 --> 00:47:42,880
Speaker 4: I love it.

1103
00:47:43,160 --> 00:47:49,520
Speaker 2: Take so that you are a very person. It's due

1104
00:47:49,560 --> 00:47:50,520
Speaker 2: they don't let ship lock.

1105
00:47:50,960 --> 00:47:54,480
Speaker 4: And I think that that's like, that's like earning your respect,

1106
00:47:54,840 --> 00:47:57,480
Speaker 4: Like you have to respect an honorable person, you understand.

1107
00:47:57,520 --> 00:47:59,400
Speaker 2: Like that's why when I wanted to do this conversation,

1108
00:47:59,520 --> 00:48:01,920
Speaker 2: I gotta do what Sela make I can.

1109
00:48:02,400 --> 00:48:03,920
Speaker 3: They're gonna respect you the same way. I mean, I

1110
00:48:03,960 --> 00:48:06,080
Speaker 3: think they already do. They just fuck with you. They

1111
00:48:06,160 --> 00:48:08,360
Speaker 3: fuck with me online like they are. They fuck with

1112
00:48:08,480 --> 00:48:12,040
Speaker 3: you because you're such a transparent person and you give

1113
00:48:12,120 --> 00:48:15,360
Speaker 3: them energy. If you ignore them, they still fuck with you,

1114
00:48:15,440 --> 00:48:16,040
Speaker 3: but not as much.

1115
00:48:16,239 --> 00:48:17,000
Speaker 2: Yeah, but it's good.

1116
00:48:17,280 --> 00:48:19,480
Speaker 3: It's good to fuck with them back sometimes.

1117
00:48:19,680 --> 00:48:22,600
Speaker 2: Yeah, but I learned now, Like now I just like, man,

1118
00:48:22,960 --> 00:48:23,719
Speaker 2: I'm gonna lock out.

1119
00:48:24,080 --> 00:48:25,839
Speaker 3: There's really the way you do and tell that music

1120
00:48:25,920 --> 00:48:27,279
Speaker 3: drop when you drop that out, and you're gonna get

1121
00:48:27,280 --> 00:48:28,640
Speaker 3: there all night going through your Twitter.

1122
00:48:29,719 --> 00:48:33,480
Speaker 2: I know, I've been searching fun all day.

1123
00:48:33,880 --> 00:48:36,719
Speaker 3: I am see what people's reactions are. I am that

1124
00:48:37,520 --> 00:48:38,520
Speaker 3: that would drive me crazy.

1125
00:48:38,640 --> 00:48:41,680
Speaker 2: I don't know how it do it do it drives crazy?

1126
00:48:42,280 --> 00:48:45,640
Speaker 3: It does, But I tell all of them I saw

1127
00:48:45,680 --> 00:48:47,600
Speaker 3: a digital guy. But I've been telling Jess Lauren Ali

1128
00:48:47,640 --> 00:48:49,000
Speaker 3: would stopped looking at the comments.

1129
00:48:49,600 --> 00:48:51,759
Speaker 4: It's hard because you want to see what people are

1130
00:48:51,760 --> 00:48:54,760
Speaker 4: online saying about like if you drop something you really want.

1131
00:48:54,640 --> 00:48:55,759
Speaker 2: To look to see if they fuck with you.

1132
00:48:55,920 --> 00:48:57,800
Speaker 4: But then you go down there wrap a hole of

1133
00:48:57,920 --> 00:49:00,880
Speaker 4: the negativity and then it'd be one thing that that

1134
00:49:01,040 --> 00:49:03,520
Speaker 4: makes you feel like I defend myself, I need to

1135
00:49:03,719 --> 00:49:04,320
Speaker 4: cool myself.

1136
00:49:04,320 --> 00:49:05,840
Speaker 2: And it's like, no, that ship just opened up a

1137
00:49:05,880 --> 00:49:08,160
Speaker 2: door for it to keep going. And that's what I learned.

1138
00:49:08,400 --> 00:49:12,520
Speaker 3: I don't think it's real. I'm really training don't believing

1139
00:49:12,680 --> 00:49:15,880
Speaker 3: that majority of that ship online is real. It's not

1140
00:49:16,160 --> 00:49:19,200
Speaker 3: like even you know, we're laughing about the Jack Hollow aiut.

1141
00:49:19,239 --> 00:49:20,880
Speaker 3: But I think people are just doing it because it's funny.

1142
00:49:22,360 --> 00:49:25,000
Speaker 3: That's it. That's it. It's it's it's the humor for

1143
00:49:25,080 --> 00:49:27,440
Speaker 3: the week, Like let's make all these memes and stuff, like,

1144
00:49:28,440 --> 00:49:30,480
Speaker 3: you know, I don't personally care for the album, but

1145
00:49:31,440 --> 00:49:34,239
Speaker 3: it ain't you know, it ain't. It ain't worthy of

1146
00:49:34,320 --> 00:49:36,759
Speaker 3: all of that. But it's just funny. Yeah, Like, and

1147
00:49:36,840 --> 00:49:39,120
Speaker 3: nobody's even talking about the music. It's just this joke.

1148
00:49:39,440 --> 00:49:41,880
Speaker 3: It's just the means, it's just the memes, the memes

1149
00:49:41,920 --> 00:49:45,120
Speaker 3: of the joke. Yeah, so they gonna don't they gonna

1150
00:49:45,120 --> 00:49:48,960
Speaker 3: always give them that. They're gonna always do that to artists. Like,

1151
00:49:49,040 --> 00:49:51,239
Speaker 3: I don't know any artist that that doesn't happen to now.

1152
00:49:51,680 --> 00:49:54,520
Speaker 2: Yeah, then I forgot the extra question I wanted to extra,

1153
00:49:55,200 --> 00:49:55,800
Speaker 2: come on, let's do it.

1154
00:49:55,840 --> 00:49:57,759
Speaker 3: We can do it now came.

1155
00:50:00,000 --> 00:50:02,560
Speaker 4: Okay, So a question I wanted to throw back at

1156
00:50:02,600 --> 00:50:04,880
Speaker 4: you was you know, just turned into an episode of

1157
00:50:04,920 --> 00:50:05,520
Speaker 4: Karasha Plata.

1158
00:50:05,680 --> 00:50:07,440
Speaker 2: Yeah, possibly, Okay, I wanted to.

1159
00:50:07,840 --> 00:50:11,560
Speaker 4: I really want to just you know, look about growing

1160
00:50:11,680 --> 00:50:13,719
Speaker 4: up being some things that you had to doing.

1161
00:50:13,880 --> 00:50:17,440
Speaker 2: You are you are now? Do you believe that people change?

1162
00:50:17,800 --> 00:50:21,759
Speaker 3: Absolutely? I believe people change, people grow, people evolved. Like

1163
00:50:21,840 --> 00:50:24,520
Speaker 3: the first book my father ever gave me was the

1164
00:50:24,520 --> 00:50:27,600
Speaker 3: autobiography of Malcolm X. And the reason I loved that

1165
00:50:27,760 --> 00:50:31,520
Speaker 3: book so much is because it literally shows you the

1166
00:50:31,719 --> 00:50:35,080
Speaker 3: evolution and transformation of a man like Malcolm X was

1167
00:50:35,160 --> 00:50:37,239
Speaker 3: Malcolm Little. He was a pimp. He was you know,

1168
00:50:37,560 --> 00:50:40,520
Speaker 3: you know, selling selling drugs, number running all types of stuff.

1169
00:50:40,560 --> 00:50:43,200
Speaker 3: But then he went to prison, you know, got introduced

1170
00:50:43,239 --> 00:50:45,640
Speaker 3: to the teachings of you know, the Honorabile Olijah Muhammad

1171
00:50:46,080 --> 00:50:49,400
Speaker 3: and became a whole different individual. He became the Malcolm

1172
00:50:49,600 --> 00:50:51,680
Speaker 3: X that we know now. That's that's another reason why

1173
00:50:51,719 --> 00:50:53,840
Speaker 3: I love, you know, the NI so much, because they

1174
00:50:53,960 --> 00:50:57,800
Speaker 3: show you that transformation and growth is possible, but you

1175
00:50:57,920 --> 00:51:01,200
Speaker 3: got to be intentional about that growth, like you know,

1176
00:51:01,280 --> 00:51:04,560
Speaker 3: it can't be performative, like you really really, you know,

1177
00:51:04,680 --> 00:51:07,280
Speaker 3: got to do the work. So yes, I absolutely believe

1178
00:51:07,719 --> 00:51:08,680
Speaker 3: in growth and evolution.

1179
00:51:08,960 --> 00:51:09,160
Speaker 2: Yeah.

1180
00:51:09,440 --> 00:51:11,120
Speaker 4: And that's another thing too, when you say he went

1181
00:51:11,160 --> 00:51:13,279
Speaker 4: to prison. I think that when people go to prison,

1182
00:51:13,320 --> 00:51:15,000
Speaker 4: it's about what they do with their time in prison.

1183
00:51:15,480 --> 00:51:16,880
Speaker 4: Because you could go to prison and you can go

1184
00:51:16,920 --> 00:51:18,520
Speaker 4: to school. I got so many programs you can go

1185
00:51:18,520 --> 00:51:20,880
Speaker 4: to school, you can learn, and that's when people come

1186
00:51:20,960 --> 00:51:22,279
Speaker 4: out and they do a book and they talk about

1187
00:51:22,320 --> 00:51:25,160
Speaker 4: they experience and experiences in prison. And I think that

1188
00:51:25,680 --> 00:51:28,000
Speaker 4: it's kind of like what you do with your time

1189
00:51:28,080 --> 00:51:31,280
Speaker 4: in prison. And I think like my mom, she felt

1190
00:51:31,440 --> 00:51:34,640
Speaker 4: so bad because she was like I left my kids

1191
00:51:34,680 --> 00:51:38,680
Speaker 4: out there that she didn't really go in there and grow,

1192
00:51:39,600 --> 00:51:41,719
Speaker 4: like she came home or resent me, like oh my god,

1193
00:51:41,960 --> 00:51:45,160
Speaker 4: I'm like, girl, it's fine, it's okay, we're good. You

1194
00:51:45,360 --> 00:51:47,799
Speaker 4: got good kids. Like look at me, I ain't out

1195
00:51:47,840 --> 00:51:51,440
Speaker 4: here killing nobody doing it wrong, Like it's okay. And

1196
00:51:51,560 --> 00:51:54,400
Speaker 4: that's something that I learned to like put pat myself

1197
00:51:54,400 --> 00:51:57,920
Speaker 4: on the back. It's like it's hard out here, and

1198
00:51:58,480 --> 00:52:00,680
Speaker 4: as long as you show up and you sacrifice for

1199
00:52:00,760 --> 00:52:01,959
Speaker 4: your kids, like it's okay.

1200
00:52:02,600 --> 00:52:05,840
Speaker 3: You know the thing about growth, right, it's so funny

1201
00:52:05,960 --> 00:52:09,680
Speaker 3: in this era because especially with social media, they won't

1202
00:52:09,680 --> 00:52:13,400
Speaker 3: allow you to grow. You could be a whole different person,

1203
00:52:14,600 --> 00:52:18,120
Speaker 3: evolved on a whole different level. But they'll be, you know,

1204
00:52:18,280 --> 00:52:20,799
Speaker 3: talking to you about something you did five years ago,

1205
00:52:20,840 --> 00:52:22,560
Speaker 3: ten years ago, fifteen years ago, twenty years ago, and

1206
00:52:22,560 --> 00:52:25,000
Speaker 3: you're like, damn, I ain't even own that no more.

1207
00:52:25,040 --> 00:52:28,680
Speaker 3: But they'll constantly remind you of who you were. So

1208
00:52:29,440 --> 00:52:31,120
Speaker 3: we got to do such a great job. We got

1209
00:52:31,200 --> 00:52:33,799
Speaker 3: to do a great job of protecting our piece right

1210
00:52:33,920 --> 00:52:36,600
Speaker 3: and not letting them tell us who we are.

1211
00:52:36,840 --> 00:52:38,759
Speaker 4: Yeah, you know, yeah, And I think that's the problem

1212
00:52:38,840 --> 00:52:41,359
Speaker 4: with social media, Like what you were saying, We read

1213
00:52:41,520 --> 00:52:45,319
Speaker 4: so much online about ourselves that that's what we feed

1214
00:52:45,360 --> 00:52:47,440
Speaker 4: in our mind and it just become a thing of

1215
00:52:47,640 --> 00:52:50,920
Speaker 4: like you start like, look I'm seeing this coming fifteen

1216
00:52:51,000 --> 00:52:53,880
Speaker 4: times twenty times, Like you start this shit start like

1217
00:52:54,200 --> 00:52:55,200
Speaker 4: digesting in your mind.

1218
00:52:55,239 --> 00:52:58,640
Speaker 3: It's like that's why you can't be on it. As

1219
00:52:58,680 --> 00:53:00,480
Speaker 3: I was telling you, like when you're our come out,

1220
00:53:01,800 --> 00:53:04,600
Speaker 3: just give yourself at least. I know it's gonna be hard,

1221
00:53:04,680 --> 00:53:07,239
Speaker 3: but give yourself at least the weekend, like that, I'm

1222
00:53:07,320 --> 00:53:11,840
Speaker 3: driving on a Friday, don't don't check the comments. Tell Monday, Like,

1223
00:53:12,000 --> 00:53:15,840
Speaker 3: just give yourself forty eight hours just to experience the

1224
00:53:16,080 --> 00:53:20,320
Speaker 3: joy of putting out a solo album. Yeah, just Bele's

1225
00:53:20,400 --> 00:53:21,479
Speaker 3: let it ride for a minute.

1226
00:53:21,560 --> 00:53:22,160
Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm gonna do that.

1227
00:53:22,239 --> 00:53:23,640
Speaker 3: I don't think you're gonna do it. I don't believe.

1228
00:53:24,239 --> 00:53:24,880
Speaker 3: I don't believe it.

1229
00:53:25,239 --> 00:53:27,360
Speaker 2: I'm growing, sela mane growing.

1230
00:53:27,760 --> 00:53:30,919
Speaker 3: You said something earlier when you were talking about you know, Diddy,

1231
00:53:31,000 --> 00:53:34,120
Speaker 3: that I you know, I thought about, but I never

1232
00:53:34,400 --> 00:53:38,759
Speaker 3: heard anybody speak about like when you know somebody later

1233
00:53:39,920 --> 00:53:43,959
Speaker 3: in life, he probably it is a whole different person,

1234
00:53:44,160 --> 00:53:46,800
Speaker 3: probably have had, you know, grown and evolved and learned

1235
00:53:46,840 --> 00:53:49,759
Speaker 3: from you know, those mistakes. But we wouldn't know that, yeah,

1236
00:53:50,000 --> 00:53:50,200
Speaker 3: you know.

1237
00:53:50,640 --> 00:53:53,200
Speaker 4: Yeah, and not honestly. And I think that people think

1238
00:53:53,200 --> 00:53:55,880
Speaker 4: that like, oh, you're trying to protect something. It's like no, literally,

1239
00:53:56,000 --> 00:53:58,959
Speaker 4: like when we talked about like Unclesia please like church,

1240
00:53:59,040 --> 00:54:00,279
Speaker 4: she says, like, yo, that's to church.

1241
00:54:00,320 --> 00:54:01,080
Speaker 2: And he was just so.

1242
00:54:02,760 --> 00:54:05,080
Speaker 4: Like trying to to is still so much that I

1243
00:54:05,200 --> 00:54:08,479
Speaker 4: think that he probably experienced before. And that's why I'm like, Okay,

1244
00:54:08,560 --> 00:54:11,839
Speaker 4: this is a man that has changed because of all

1245
00:54:11,920 --> 00:54:13,839
Speaker 4: the shit that he probably previously went through.

1246
00:54:14,239 --> 00:54:16,680
Speaker 3: Oh man, I saw him. We was at Bishop td

1247
00:54:16,840 --> 00:54:20,080
Speaker 3: Jake's was at the Potter's House on Sunday and he

1248
00:54:20,320 --> 00:54:24,640
Speaker 3: was there and I saw him balling, like like falling,

1249
00:54:24,719 --> 00:54:26,560
Speaker 3: like throwing himself on the altar.

1250
00:54:26,760 --> 00:54:26,880
Speaker 4: Right.

1251
00:54:27,000 --> 00:54:29,279
Speaker 3: This was it's like many two years ago. I think. No,

1252
00:54:29,360 --> 00:54:31,200
Speaker 3: I couldn't have been too many three years ago. I

1253
00:54:31,200 --> 00:54:33,040
Speaker 3: don't matter. Maybe two three years ago, and I just

1254
00:54:33,080 --> 00:54:36,200
Speaker 3: remember thinking to myself, like, boy, he doesnet been through it?

1255
00:54:36,560 --> 00:54:38,120
Speaker 3: Like he going through something right now?

1256
00:54:38,320 --> 00:54:40,600
Speaker 4: Yeah, because he always like you kids need to go

1257
00:54:40,640 --> 00:54:43,000
Speaker 4: to church on Sunday. You need to turn some ten

1258
00:54:43,160 --> 00:54:44,080
Speaker 4: Jake students do there?

1259
00:54:44,239 --> 00:54:47,960
Speaker 2: Like okay, Yeah. Then I got more into it because

1260
00:54:47,960 --> 00:54:50,040
Speaker 2: I always had a relationship with God, like more into church.

1261
00:54:50,239 --> 00:54:52,160
Speaker 3: Did he help did he help you grow spiritually?

1262
00:54:53,400 --> 00:54:53,600
Speaker 1: Yeah?

1263
00:54:54,520 --> 00:54:56,120
Speaker 4: He always send me service and stuff like that, like

1264
00:54:56,160 --> 00:54:58,520
Speaker 4: do this before you was old pretty before and do

1265
00:54:58,640 --> 00:54:59,839
Speaker 4: this and you always learned topic too.

1266
00:55:00,960 --> 00:55:02,960
Speaker 3: What is a day like for Koreasia? Because I know

1267
00:55:03,200 --> 00:55:05,280
Speaker 3: I've seen you wake up taking your kids to school.

1268
00:55:06,080 --> 00:55:08,080
Speaker 3: You'll be listening to the radio, Like, what is a

1269
00:55:08,239 --> 00:55:10,160
Speaker 3: regular day like for you in Miami?

1270
00:55:10,560 --> 00:55:13,319
Speaker 4: Wake up, take my case of school, go home, check

1271
00:55:13,400 --> 00:55:17,600
Speaker 4: my emails, call my management. Whatever it is that I'm

1272
00:55:17,600 --> 00:55:20,000
Speaker 4: feeling like I got to express myself and I started

1273
00:55:20,040 --> 00:55:22,200
Speaker 4: working on new things I think, and I'm like constantly

1274
00:55:22,239 --> 00:55:24,560
Speaker 4: trying to create and like come up with new ideas

1275
00:55:24,680 --> 00:55:27,839
Speaker 4: and you know, explore new things because I'm like, what's

1276
00:55:28,080 --> 00:55:31,520
Speaker 4: like for me outside of music? And that's been an entrepreneur,

1277
00:55:31,719 --> 00:55:33,160
Speaker 4: so it's always like trying to come up with a

1278
00:55:33,200 --> 00:55:36,240
Speaker 4: new products, So like what can I create that's different

1279
00:55:36,400 --> 00:55:39,160
Speaker 4: or like what people doing is that I can't really

1280
00:55:39,200 --> 00:55:41,360
Speaker 4: grab their attention and make this another moment.

1281
00:55:43,680 --> 00:55:47,200
Speaker 3: Cool unless you want to do more Coreasia. Please, I'm

1282
00:55:47,280 --> 00:55:50,000
Speaker 3: here for Karashia. Please we bring a Kreasia please back.

1283
00:55:50,120 --> 00:55:54,920
Speaker 3: Goddamn it, we gonna bring please.

1284
00:55:55,000 --> 00:55:57,799
Speaker 4: But I'm glad that, like I had a break from

1285
00:55:57,880 --> 00:56:00,759
Speaker 4: season one to two because now I got so many

1286
00:56:00,880 --> 00:56:03,160
Speaker 4: ideas of how I want to do season three, Season

1287
00:56:03,560 --> 00:56:06,600
Speaker 4: three different, Like now like I want this to be different.

1288
00:56:06,640 --> 00:56:09,279
Speaker 2: I want to approach it like this, I want to

1289
00:56:09,719 --> 00:56:11,239
Speaker 2: do it this way. I don't want to do it

1290
00:56:11,320 --> 00:56:11,640
Speaker 2: this way.

1291
00:56:11,719 --> 00:56:13,799
Speaker 4: So it just gave me a moment to really sit

1292
00:56:13,960 --> 00:56:16,719
Speaker 4: and like look at it and see, like what was

1293
00:56:16,800 --> 00:56:19,239
Speaker 4: different about season one? What was different about season three?

1294
00:56:19,360 --> 00:56:21,080
Speaker 4: How can I I mean two, how can I grow

1295
00:56:21,160 --> 00:56:21,680
Speaker 4: season three?

1296
00:56:21,800 --> 00:56:21,840
Speaker 3: Like?

1297
00:56:22,239 --> 00:56:25,080
Speaker 4: What can I do to make the fans wanted the

1298
00:56:25,280 --> 00:56:27,799
Speaker 4: first the first time they saw it because season one,

1299
00:56:27,960 --> 00:56:30,400
Speaker 4: like I don't, I don't know if y'all was one

1300
00:56:30,400 --> 00:56:32,279
Speaker 4: of the ones that was hanging up yep, y'all said,

1301
00:56:32,320 --> 00:56:38,960
Speaker 4: did he brought my he did award? I earned that

1302
00:56:39,719 --> 00:56:42,600
Speaker 4: you had four episodes, but you want to know, okay,

1303
00:56:43,040 --> 00:56:47,160
Speaker 4: you I have four episodes and what what was episode?

1304
00:56:47,280 --> 00:56:47,440
Speaker 3: Yes?

1305
00:56:47,600 --> 00:56:52,680
Speaker 2: The four Kevin Gates it was Kevin Gates. Diddy was

1306
00:56:52,719 --> 00:56:53,160
Speaker 2: the second.

1307
00:56:53,239 --> 00:56:56,480
Speaker 4: No, Diddy was the Kevin Gates and did I don't

1308
00:56:56,480 --> 00:57:01,000
Speaker 4: know how it went, but the first episodes was powerful episode.

1309
00:57:00,800 --> 00:57:06,160
Speaker 3: And then it was tied between Drink Champs and Lady Krisia.

1310
00:57:06,200 --> 00:57:06,879
Speaker 3: Police was new.

1311
00:57:07,120 --> 00:57:08,880
Speaker 4: It was a new vibe and new experience. I had

1312
00:57:08,920 --> 00:57:10,800
Speaker 4: hooka on that I had people getting wide open. We

1313
00:57:10,880 --> 00:57:12,800
Speaker 4: had the same and were getting to the smoke. The

1314
00:57:12,920 --> 00:57:13,800
Speaker 4: trailer was different.

1315
00:57:14,320 --> 00:57:17,120
Speaker 3: Cocaine. You had no cocaine, no, but.

1316
00:57:17,200 --> 00:57:18,760
Speaker 2: We had hook and dap vibes.

1317
00:57:19,320 --> 00:57:21,360
Speaker 4: So I felt like it was something different, something that's

1318
00:57:21,440 --> 00:57:23,880
Speaker 4: always different and new people gonna be on it. You know,

1319
00:57:23,960 --> 00:57:26,960
Speaker 4: people own stuff that's trendy or that's new. I think

1320
00:57:27,000 --> 00:57:29,040
Speaker 4: it was it was it was, it was new, and

1321
00:57:29,120 --> 00:57:31,960
Speaker 4: it was also me like Karsia interview or somebody.

1322
00:57:32,240 --> 00:57:33,760
Speaker 3: So how would how would you make it different in

1323
00:57:33,760 --> 00:57:35,160
Speaker 3: the season there all four.

1324
00:57:36,720 --> 00:57:39,520
Speaker 4: I wanted to be I want to have like I

1325
00:57:39,600 --> 00:57:41,960
Speaker 4: feel like I do have real conversations, but I want

1326
00:57:42,000 --> 00:57:45,400
Speaker 4: an interview on a different level, like a real deep level,

1327
00:57:45,480 --> 00:57:46,080
Speaker 4: Like I want to go.

1328
00:57:46,200 --> 00:57:49,880
Speaker 3: Deeper, like we were talking to people like with s J. Roberts. Yeah,

1329
00:57:51,360 --> 00:57:52,400
Speaker 3: I would love to see that.

1330
00:57:52,480 --> 00:57:53,640
Speaker 2: I let talk to Obama.

1331
00:57:54,360 --> 00:57:55,400
Speaker 3: I would love to see that.

1332
00:57:55,640 --> 00:57:57,160
Speaker 2: I already want to talk to Obama. He cool, he

1333
00:57:57,280 --> 00:57:57,760
Speaker 2: the president.

1334
00:57:58,000 --> 00:58:01,280
Speaker 3: Michelle Lebarrock president. You would be good on the show.

1335
00:58:01,480 --> 00:58:03,560
Speaker 3: They should. They should try to get you on Michelle's

1336
00:58:03,600 --> 00:58:04,680
Speaker 3: podcast for your album.

1337
00:58:04,880 --> 00:58:05,320
Speaker 2: They should.

1338
00:58:05,480 --> 00:58:08,000
Speaker 3: She won't make pride of she gonna bring something out

1339
00:58:08,000 --> 00:58:08,120
Speaker 3: of you.

1340
00:58:08,400 --> 00:58:10,880
Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean I love to sit down with the

1341
00:58:11,280 --> 00:58:13,400
Speaker 2: you know the first stating.

1342
00:58:13,880 --> 00:58:17,200
Speaker 3: That's the thing I do be hating about just when

1343
00:58:17,240 --> 00:58:19,800
Speaker 3: they look at certain people, especially us from the South,

1344
00:58:20,000 --> 00:58:23,240
Speaker 3: they think we're slow for some reason. Yeah, we're not realizing,

1345
00:58:23,360 --> 00:58:27,160
Speaker 3: Like do you understand where we come from and the

1346
00:58:27,320 --> 00:58:31,240
Speaker 3: things that we learned early, like we get instilled with

1347
00:58:31,440 --> 00:58:35,080
Speaker 3: like common sense and suffering values that you know, put

1348
00:58:35,160 --> 00:58:37,240
Speaker 3: us in a position to where we can prosper anywhere

1349
00:58:37,320 --> 00:58:40,040
Speaker 3: in the world. Yeah, because we don't. We keep things

1350
00:58:40,120 --> 00:58:41,200
Speaker 3: simple for the most part.

1351
00:58:41,520 --> 00:58:41,720
Speaker 1: Yeah.

1352
00:58:42,160 --> 00:58:44,240
Speaker 4: And I also and I like, as a mother, I

1353
00:58:44,360 --> 00:58:46,160
Speaker 4: be looking at it because I'd be like, dangn what

1354
00:58:46,200 --> 00:58:47,000
Speaker 4: can I do differently?

1355
00:58:47,200 --> 00:58:52,120
Speaker 2: Or how am I raising my kids differently on how

1356
00:58:52,200 --> 00:58:52,720
Speaker 2: I was raised.

1357
00:58:52,760 --> 00:58:55,600
Speaker 4: Because we still at in Miami, So even though we're

1358
00:58:55,640 --> 00:58:57,919
Speaker 4: not in the hood, the environment is still the same,

1359
00:58:58,520 --> 00:59:01,440
Speaker 4: you know, like the the kids that they going to

1360
00:59:01,480 --> 00:59:02,560
Speaker 4: school with and things like that.

1361
00:59:02,760 --> 00:59:04,160
Speaker 2: So I think about that a lot too.

1362
00:59:04,240 --> 00:59:06,480
Speaker 3: I just want you to give yourself grace, man, I

1363
00:59:06,600 --> 00:59:10,160
Speaker 3: need you're doing You're doing good. Like number one, you

1364
00:59:10,280 --> 00:59:15,640
Speaker 3: alive right and you know your child is doing well.

1365
00:59:15,760 --> 00:59:20,080
Speaker 3: You're not in jail, like you you've beaten the odds already. Like,

1366
00:59:20,160 --> 00:59:21,760
Speaker 3: think about where you come from when you say you

1367
00:59:21,760 --> 00:59:24,520
Speaker 3: shut to shout the video for h News News slash

1368
00:59:24,840 --> 00:59:28,080
Speaker 3: back in your hood, look at that environment and be like, yo,

1369
00:59:28,240 --> 00:59:30,960
Speaker 3: I came up out of this. I'm the roles that

1370
00:59:31,040 --> 00:59:33,760
Speaker 3: grew from this concrete. So you'll continue to give yourself

1371
00:59:33,800 --> 00:59:35,440
Speaker 3: grace because you don't know what God got playing for you.

1372
00:59:35,520 --> 00:59:37,720
Speaker 3: That's why when you know people will laugh and be like, oh,

1373
00:59:37,960 --> 00:59:40,440
Speaker 3: she said she gonna be the next black Oprah, Like

1374
00:59:40,520 --> 00:59:44,160
Speaker 3: you know, you laugh because Oprah already black. But I

1375
00:59:44,240 --> 00:59:46,760
Speaker 3: don't know you really might end up being that. Who

1376
00:59:46,840 --> 00:59:48,120
Speaker 3: am I to have said? You're not gonna end up

1377
00:59:48,120 --> 00:59:48,360
Speaker 3: being that?

1378
00:59:48,760 --> 00:59:52,840
Speaker 4: Yeah, anything is possible yourself, that's right. A lot of

1379
00:59:52,880 --> 00:59:55,200
Speaker 4: people don't believe in themselves. That's slept out. I don't

1380
00:59:55,200 --> 00:59:58,280
Speaker 4: got stept out ever, you never felt that. I mean,

1381
00:59:58,320 --> 00:59:59,520
Speaker 4: I do it at times, but I got to kick

1382
00:59:59,560 --> 01:00:01,959
Speaker 4: out of past, like, yes you can, because you gotta

1383
01:00:02,040 --> 01:00:03,960
Speaker 4: be like delusion a little bit to get where you

1384
01:00:04,000 --> 01:00:04,280
Speaker 4: want to go.

1385
01:00:04,360 --> 01:00:06,040
Speaker 3: When the last time he said you can't do something

1386
01:00:07,000 --> 01:00:11,600
Speaker 3: and then you snapped out of it, hm hmm.

1387
01:00:11,800 --> 01:00:15,120
Speaker 4: Probably like today, I was like, it's so hard for

1388
01:00:15,240 --> 01:00:17,400
Speaker 4: me to stay consistent workout. I can't do it because

1389
01:00:17,440 --> 01:00:19,120
Speaker 4: I'll work out for money. It's hard for me to

1390
01:00:19,160 --> 01:00:21,200
Speaker 4: eat clean. I said you could do that, You could

1391
01:00:21,240 --> 01:00:21,960
Speaker 4: do that, you gotta try.

1392
01:00:22,160 --> 01:00:24,000
Speaker 3: Line shit, it is hard to eat clean when you

1393
01:00:24,040 --> 01:00:25,600
Speaker 3: from Miami. You got the licking right there.

1394
01:00:26,120 --> 01:00:27,840
Speaker 2: I know that I'm doing these shows every night, and

1395
01:00:27,920 --> 01:00:28,920
Speaker 2: so who puts the drinks?

1396
01:00:29,000 --> 01:00:30,600
Speaker 3: You see what I'm saying, But I could do it.

1397
01:00:31,480 --> 01:00:32,520
Speaker 3: You got Tricks restaurant.

1398
01:00:33,040 --> 01:00:36,520
Speaker 2: Ooh, I love Little fris.

1399
01:00:37,080 --> 01:00:38,800
Speaker 3: No Tricky booty. Tricky is ahead of you. Need a

1400
01:00:38,800 --> 01:00:41,880
Speaker 3: booty game. You feel about you shaming that I should

1401
01:00:41,880 --> 01:00:43,959
Speaker 3: have Trick. I just Trick. Feel about Trick.

1402
01:00:44,040 --> 01:00:45,240
Speaker 2: Don't care what nobody gotta say.

1403
01:00:45,360 --> 01:00:48,840
Speaker 4: Like he is. He is the basic eating booty game.

1404
01:00:48,880 --> 01:00:50,680
Speaker 4: He got the shirts, the merchant, all that. You don't

1405
01:00:50,720 --> 01:00:53,520
Speaker 4: care what's my thoughts. I feel he's staying on you

1406
01:00:53,640 --> 01:00:54,640
Speaker 4: and salute the trick.

1407
01:00:57,200 --> 01:01:04,080
Speaker 3: That's good. Yeah, yeah, yes, indeed. M