Speaker 1: Once upon a time there was a good old traditional housewife.
Speaker 1: She couldn't She cleaned and cared for her children and
Speaker 1: the man of the house, and of course she didn't
Speaker 1: talk back. She was both obedient and soft by nature.
Speaker 2: She was a good woman who always made good choices.
Speaker 3: That we're good Mom's bad choices. Who's single mom who
Speaker 3: said fuck the patriarchy, shared all their bad choices and
Speaker 3: sound out they were so bad. After all, we're experts,
Speaker 3: overshares and your new besties. Sit back and enjoy the ride.
Speaker 3: I can do it. Welcome back to good Mom's bad Choices.
Speaker 4: I'm Erica and I'm Mila, and it's Wednesday, Witches, a.
Speaker 3: Weird days away from my favorite costume holiday, Halloween, and
Speaker 3: I am the head witch in charge bitch, and I'm
Speaker 3: myself as I always am. Mela meals yeah, And if
Speaker 3: you're just listening, you need to go to YouTube because
Speaker 3: we are wearing our signature Halloween outfits, which of course
Speaker 3: is ourselves witches and bitches. Actually I'm a cat, but
Speaker 3: i'm that three six five, And obviously we're wearing patent leather,
Speaker 3: because are you even doing Halloween if you haven't worn
Speaker 3: patent leather this week or months, or watched one scary movie.
Speaker 4: I couldn't wait to put on my witch's skirt today.
Speaker 4: It's been a while to dusted out of my witch's closet.
Speaker 3: Take the cobwebs off or keep them, because then it
Speaker 3: looks more authentic. I've been wearing my caddiers all week.
Speaker 3: I bought these from Severes. What it's French sees CBS.
Speaker 5: Oh oh, Saborski crystals.
Speaker 3: Yeah, beautiful, How are you? I'm good.
Speaker 4: I'm happy that it's nearing the end of the month,
Speaker 4: and actually tomorrow's my birthday.
Speaker 3: Yes, the head witch is birthday. I'm thirty eight. Ate
Speaker 3: as I see the girls putting up the igh eight yeah, eight,
Speaker 3: but I ate that.
Speaker 4: Okay, that's cute. Yeah, put them the cake. I can't
Speaker 4: believe I'm alive. I can't believe I've made it.
Speaker 3: You say that like you grew up in the hood.
Speaker 4: I just mean like, I've done a lot of things.
Speaker 4: I've done drunk driving, I've you know, hung out with
Speaker 4: murderers and oh.
Speaker 3: How appropriate for the Halloween. I'm black, I'm a woman.
Speaker 3: Like there's a lot of reasons why I shouldn't be here.
Speaker 3: That's true. It's true here. But I'm riving, rive.
Speaker 4: It because I'm ahead, because I'm a witch witch. My
Speaker 4: witchy skills have protected.
Speaker 3: Me from death, murder and dumb decisions, really bad choices,
Speaker 3: dumb bitch decisions. I mean, I've made a lot of
Speaker 3: bad choices, but they just, thank God, didn't ultimately lead
Speaker 3: to death. I mean that that's a testament that you
Speaker 3: supposed to be here and not dead. Yeah, I'm really
Speaker 3: happy that you're here. Thank you. I'm happy i'm here too.
Speaker 3: And all those getting into cars with strangers as a teenager,
Speaker 3: you didn't die, because Lord knows that is a risky business.
Speaker 4: I mean, I could have died even like as an
Speaker 4: as an adult, there's a lot of drunk driving is
Speaker 4: in my twenties and probably thirties, not me, I learned,
Speaker 4: but with other people driving.
Speaker 3: I definitely there's lots of drunk driving in my twenties,
Speaker 3: which is actually miraculous. I mean, like between my hoeing
Speaker 3: and my drunk I mean not like, yeah, I can't
Speaker 3: even lie, like under twenty five. It's a miracle that
Speaker 3: I'm here. Yeah, I mean I lived in Atlanta and
Speaker 3: I was hoeing in Atlanta, so it's really the fact
Speaker 3: that I'm healthy and I'm sitting here is a huge deal. Free,
Speaker 3: sity free. I'm really like, I'm like, thank you God,
Speaker 3: because there would be times I would go to like
Speaker 3: the planned parent heard and be like, God, I hope
Speaker 3: this goes well because I've been risking my life. But
Speaker 3: as an later, more wiser woman, I'm really happy to
Speaker 3: say that God protected me tremendously and you because we
Speaker 3: had bigger plans to be sitting here on this yellow
Speaker 3: couch in our babe cave, celebrating Halloween together baby Amen,
Speaker 3: in our thirtieth birth but our thirty eight.
Speaker 4: Birthday, our seventh Halloween on the show, our seventh Halloween wrath,
Speaker 4: seventh seventh, our seventh Halloween.
Speaker 3: Lucky number seven.
Speaker 4: You know, our Halloween episodes are generally pretty creepy lit,
Speaker 4: so make sure you go check out all of our
Speaker 4: Halloween episodes if you haven't, and get with it.
Speaker 3: If you're just joining the show, it's really important that
Speaker 3: you know you have joined the podcast of black Witches.
Speaker 3: We are self proclaimed. Early on the show, we wouldn't
Speaker 3: say that because black people in Witchcraft. I don't know,
Speaker 3: huge deal Christians, but but we've later, we've come, we've evolved,
Speaker 3: we've matured into our witchiness, and now we claim it publicly.
Speaker 3: Where before we weren't aiming at publicly. We were closet
Speaker 3: at witches. Now we're out and you will see the
Speaker 3: slow progression of our outness the more we've gotten in
Speaker 3: our power. So yeah, if you're joining us, can be
Speaker 3: a Christian witch. You know the other day that is
Speaker 3: very true. PSA announcement. If you're a Christian you're listening
Speaker 3: to this, I was not trying to shade you. I
Speaker 3: was just kidding. And you can be a Christian witch.
Speaker 3: They're Jesus loving witches on our in our tribes.
Speaker 4: You don't not love Jesus because you are a witch,
Speaker 4: because you use the elements to you know, do things
Speaker 4: for your highest good or.
Speaker 3: To somebody condemned that. Somebody sorry, trying to keep listeners
Speaker 3: not scaring them away. Somebody tell me, simone that you
Speaker 3: could be a Christian witch. Tells how her method.
Speaker 4: Wait did you guys, did you see that they're saying
Speaker 4: that Kisha Kor has like a witch spell over Uci Maine.
Speaker 3: It will work, so he should be thankful. Well, because
Speaker 3: did you see them on the Breakfast Club. No, I
Speaker 3: mean I saw that they were on there, but you know,
Speaker 3: he's schizophrenic. I saw that, Okay, I had no idea,
Speaker 3: and so I was watching them on the Breakfast Club
Speaker 3: and she was basically doing a lot of the talking
Speaker 3: and what's just sitting there.
Speaker 6: She's not me.
Speaker 4: Talked, but like she's like she seems like his handler. Yeah,
Speaker 4: that's at least that's what the internet is saying. But
Speaker 4: there was like this I can't remember who.
Speaker 3: I don't know who it was. It was like a witch.
Speaker 3: It was like it.
Speaker 4: I've watched the Breakfast Club interview and it is very
Speaker 4: clear that she has put some sort of juju on him.
Speaker 4: You know, she's a Jamaican woman, and so she has
Speaker 4: put a Jamaican juju spell on him, and she has
Speaker 4: blinded him and she's taking all his money and.
Speaker 3: Made him sober and looked good because he never looked
Speaker 3: like that when he was on drugs. And listen, baby,
Speaker 3: that is a commercial for witchcraft. If that's what she's saying,
Speaker 3: you almost schizophrenic. If you have a schizophrenic husband partner,
Speaker 3: hit up Kishk for all the witchcraft spells so that
Speaker 3: your man can thrive like Gucci Man. I really wish
Speaker 3: I could insert a testimony from Orlando for dating this
Speaker 3: witch for so long, because the first time we ever
Speaker 3: hung out, I told him I'm a witch and he said, oh,
Speaker 3: I like that, and here we are because I've made
Speaker 3: his life better. Witches make your life better. And this
Speaker 3: is the commercial if you're a witch, if you're a
Speaker 3: man who thinks you hate witches, but maybe not, look
Speaker 3: at literally, Gucci Man has glowed up. He had a
Speaker 3: pot belly, he was on drugs, sipping that syrup, and
Speaker 3: he was nodding off in the club I saw him.
Speaker 3: I was in Atlanta, and now he's kind of fine,
Speaker 3: which I never even saw that there would be. I
Speaker 3: never thought that. I never never thought would be fine.
Speaker 3: And he's fine. Those new teeth and whatever spells she's
Speaker 3: putting on him work because women are witches. All of
Speaker 3: us are witches. Whether you'd like to believe it or not,
Speaker 3: we all have. Here's your own word too. It doesn't
Speaker 3: have to be a witch. I like you. I like
Speaker 3: using words that piss people off. I like witches and
Speaker 3: bitches and sluts and whorees because ha ha ha ha,
Speaker 3: I'm a witch. Bitch. Yeah, sorry, I just had to
Speaker 3: get that off, you know. I feel like people get
Speaker 3: so triggered by the word whore, and especially men, even
Speaker 3: though they like made it up. But I'm like, what
Speaker 3: does that mean? Like I really want to I don't know.
Speaker 3: I don't think they get they use it to try
Speaker 3: to trigger up that. I don't think fucking Clip with
Speaker 3: Elizabeth saying marry the whore, oh yeah, is going crazy
Speaker 3: till this day because men hate the word horror slut,
Speaker 3: and I just want to know what does that mean
Speaker 3: to you? Like, what defines a whore? Is it like
Speaker 3: ten that's what they're through? But what defines ran through?
Speaker 3: Because then all you and your homies are usually ran through.
Speaker 4: It means either you fuck someone they know, or it
Speaker 4: is you could don't You could actually only have sex
Speaker 4: with five people. But if you fucked somebody that somebody knows,
Speaker 4: you're a horn Okay, okay, right right right, So there's that, then.
Speaker 3: It's like ten plus bodies your head, head, he was sixty.
Speaker 3: If I had ten bodies, I'm in horrehood. No, no, no, no.
Speaker 4: There's a certain amount of time in which the whorehood
Speaker 4: has to happen.
Speaker 3: Isn't this relative? Like I need to chat GPT.
Speaker 4: And then if you dress a certain way, you're automatically
Speaker 4: like put in the cat, you're like first first running
Speaker 4: for horrishness.
Speaker 3: There's a lot of there's a lot of checkofs.
Speaker 4: There's a lot of checkofs, but most importantly, they ran
Speaker 4: through and then everyone decides what that means, because I
Speaker 4: think every man has a different definition of what being
Speaker 4: ran through it.
Speaker 3: So thank you for your urban dictionary that you had
Speaker 3: such like like I don't know you spoke niggad and
Speaker 3: I in.
Speaker 4: My long history of good Mom's bad choices and reading
Speaker 4: the comments, I would say I've I've gotten a lot
Speaker 4: of education on what horror horness means to men.
Speaker 3: To men horse let You could also be a Christian whore.
Speaker 4: There's a lot of Christian whose oh yeah, that's when
Speaker 4: they go to church.
Speaker 3: Oh they have to repent. They gotta repent. My dad
Speaker 3: for example, first of all, Christian horr. Why would you
Speaker 3: bless your father? He was on the show See but
Speaker 3: the mantin is horness. But he can own it. And
Speaker 3: it's cool because men can own the horness. Women have
Speaker 3: to get a co signer. They can't even get a
Speaker 3: coast they can't. No, you know what, I will say,
Speaker 3: You've got to stand boldly in your horness. I do
Speaker 3: feel that I've always stood boldly in my horness, mostly
Speaker 3: because I know it pisses men off and I kind
Speaker 3: of like that. But also I do feel more confident
Speaker 3: having a male co signer as a husband, so I
Speaker 3: could like get off in the comments like I'm married,
Speaker 3: fuck you, yeah, I saw I've seen guys because I'm
Speaker 3: always like, you're single, you single bitch, and I'm like, actually,
Speaker 3: I'm a married whore. So I got a co signer,
Speaker 3: and I'm really using that I owned it and I
Speaker 3: got a co signer, So maybe there's that maybe, but
Speaker 3: you're your husband also.
Speaker 4: But that's sad though, because that like we as women
Speaker 4: need a male co signer to be okay with our horness,
Speaker 4: Like we need a nigga to sign off on us
Speaker 4: in order to validate that we're worthy, not you in particular,
Speaker 4: but like validate that we're worthy enough, because I think
Speaker 4: I see a lot of women hide behind their husbands
Speaker 4: as like, well i'm married, well on this, and again,
Speaker 4: not speaking about you, but I understand that there probably
Speaker 4: is some sort of bravado or safety in saying that.
Speaker 3: I think it's because men like to say that's why
Speaker 3: you're single, that's why you're a baby mom. And so
Speaker 3: when you there's a level of if you're a horror
Speaker 3: or a slug, like the clip said, marry the horror
Speaker 3: and they're like never, even though nobody would marry them anyway,
Speaker 3: there's a level of you're not worthy and that you're
Speaker 3: just you're discardible because you are a whore or you've
Speaker 3: been ran through. You've been ran through, and so the
Speaker 3: like the comeback is like, well, actually somebody does love me,
Speaker 3: Fuck you my mom.
Speaker 4: It's just so funny because generally in Halloween just want
Speaker 4: to dress like whores, even even the even the bitches
Speaker 4: that are calling other bitches whores on Halloween.
Speaker 3: It's okay to be a whore. It's okay to costplay horror.
Speaker 3: I have a PSA announcement. If you like to cause
Speaker 3: play hohrror on Halloween, like we all do breaking news,
Speaker 3: you don't have to wait till Hallo. You could wear
Speaker 3: whatever you want. If you want to wear patent leather
Speaker 3: boots and caddiers in June, you could do it. I
Speaker 3: do it. You could do it. Come on over to
Speaker 3: the horse side. It's three six y five Halloween over here.
Speaker 3: You don't even need a co signer for your horshness.
Speaker 3: And guess what if you wear horrish clothes, whatever the
Speaker 3: fuck that means the uniform, you don't even really have
Speaker 3: to be a whore. You don't even have to second
Speaker 3: your dick. Horror.
Speaker 5: Today's episode is all the types of horres Christian horror,
Speaker 5: a married horror, a single hoore, I getting paid horror,
Speaker 5: just kind of like Bubblegump, shrimps.
Speaker 3: Pat and leather wore, Jewish horror. They got those two.
Speaker 3: Every type of horror, Buddhist horror, all of them. They
Speaker 3: got nonprofit horse for profit like a Christian horror, got
Speaker 3: scientists horse, all of them. Mother horrors, father horse, sister horse,
Speaker 3: Auntie horse. There's lots of daddy horse, a lot of those.
Speaker 3: They started it. I would like to say the one
Speaker 3: thing about the patriarchy is that they founded Horus Hortem.
Speaker 3: They did, and then they try to thank you to
Speaker 3: our forefathers. I would like to say thank you to
Speaker 3: our thank you Washington the original whore. Actually, I would
Speaker 3: believe maybe Jesus is the original horse. Old girl here,
Speaker 3: oh girl, he did. He hung out with the tax
Speaker 3: the tax collectors, and the Mary, not the good one,
Speaker 3: the Magullent, the Magdalene, the Magdalen. He hung out with
Speaker 3: the virgin. Wait that was his mama, right, Wait. He
Speaker 3: hung out with the prostitutes and the street walkers. Jesus
Speaker 3: was the one of the founding fathers of the hortem,
Speaker 3: like he founded the horse. He was a whore, he
Speaker 3: founded them, but he was a good horror because he
Speaker 3: protected the horse. He was a friend of Mary Magdalen.
Speaker 3: And everybody likes to call women jezebels, but obviously Jesus
Speaker 3: loved us. So there's that. I just need to break
Speaker 3: it down the history of horedem for you guys, just
Speaker 3: in case every buddy was wondering where we came from
Speaker 3: and why we're going hard on horedom because it doesn't exist.
Speaker 4: I was thinking about, like the word which and how
Speaker 4: it is associated with rituals. And the other day I
Speaker 4: went to church with my mom, You did, I did. Yes,
Speaker 4: I went to church with my mom and I didn't
Speaker 4: know that it was baptism day.
Speaker 3: So I was there and I rooms with me too,
Speaker 3: and so there's.
Speaker 4: Like a big pool of water in the middle of
Speaker 4: the Uh.
Speaker 3: It's I guess it is a church. It's a building
Speaker 3: that they made a church whatever the room and I
Speaker 3: was like and then I'm like seeing all these people.
Speaker 3: They're so excited, they're about to get baptized and they're
Speaker 3: getting in the water and they're dipping their heads in,
Speaker 3: and I'm like, isn't this some shit? Not that did
Speaker 3: you start melting now? I was just like, isn't this
Speaker 3: some shit? Look at this ritual? This is pretty ritualistic.
Speaker 3: We're literally dipping our heads in the water in the middle.
Speaker 3: And then I re I want to do it? Oh God?
Speaker 3: I was like, do you? I was like, are you
Speaker 3: ready to give your life to Jesus Christ? Were you
Speaker 3: asked your ten year old? Because that's what they're doing,
Speaker 3: that is what the baptism is. Were there other kids
Speaker 3: doing it?
Speaker 1: Yeah?
Speaker 4: The kids, and like, you know, she just want to
Speaker 4: get wet and like get and she loves getting in
Speaker 4: the water with her clothes.
Speaker 3: So she's like, sounds like fun. So I was like, I.
Speaker 4: Literally was like, are you ready to give your life
Speaker 4: Jesus Christ, your Lord and Savior?
Speaker 3: And she was like yeah, sure, mom? Whatever am I
Speaker 3: gonna get ayry. I was like, for real, or you
Speaker 3: want to get in the water. I was like, I
Speaker 3: was like, for because it so, I'm like, this is serious.
Speaker 3: This is not for fake, This is not for play,
Speaker 3: This is not for play, Like, this is not just
Speaker 3: a game. Girl.
Speaker 4: I was like, how about we come here a few
Speaker 4: more times? Her first time going, and then you decide no,
Speaker 4: it's not. But it's like, you know, I was like,
Speaker 4: how about we come here a few more times and
Speaker 4: then you decide if you want to give your life
Speaker 4: to Jesus Christ.
Speaker 3: And she was like, okay, fine, Mom, I'll read the
Speaker 3: Bible when I get home. I'll figure it out.
Speaker 4: But I was just like, I just find it so
Speaker 4: funny when you know, like when people pick and choose
Speaker 4: the type, like what what ritual is acceptable? What is unacceptable,
Speaker 4: and villainize and demonize these things using the elements to
Speaker 4: bless yourself, using the elements to choose your God, whatever
Speaker 4: that means to you. And I just think that we
Speaker 4: all have to just stop fucking judging ourselves and judging
Speaker 4: other people. And that was my that was my takeaway
Speaker 4: from that experience because I was just I.
Speaker 3: Literally was a giggling inside.
Speaker 4: I was like, this is so because at the church too,
Speaker 4: they've because I've been a few times, they talk they've
Speaker 4: sometimes they talk about like.
Speaker 3: You don't need crystals, you don't need Yeah, I would
Speaker 3: walk out. That would be my key to be like
Speaker 3: I'm out. That's why I don't go to church because
Speaker 3: every time it gets like hip, it like it gets weird.
Speaker 3: I just like I totally shut down because I'm like,
Speaker 3: what the fuck are we talking about here? Like homophobia, politics,
Speaker 3: crystals that God created natural rest versus a mineral sage,
Speaker 3: you know, Like, well, I think.
Speaker 4: That Like what I've gotten from it is a lot
Speaker 4: of discomfort for sure, but also the realization that like
Speaker 4: a I can choose the things that really like speak
Speaker 4: to my spirit and to my soul. And when I
Speaker 4: am when I've gone like I always do get a message.
Speaker 4: I always do receive something like something I needed to hear,
Speaker 4: something that needed to like come through for me. So
Speaker 4: I understand that piece of it, but I am still
Speaker 4: very uncomfortable throughout moments.
Speaker 3: Specifically the music. You know, the music is hard for
Speaker 3: me because I talk to the music. That's my favorite part. No,
Speaker 3: if I go to church, I'll go for the music
Speaker 3: and then I'll.
Speaker 4: Know because it's a specific music that you that makes
Speaker 4: you feel comfortable.
Speaker 1: Right.
Speaker 3: The woman at the church, one of the main singers,
Speaker 3: is white. Can you sing it?
Speaker 1: Like?
Speaker 3: Can you do me? Can you do like it?
Speaker 1: Like?
Speaker 5: No?
Speaker 1: Please?
Speaker 3: I want to hear it, Like why don't you what song?
Speaker 3: Hate you hate? Which one? It's not about the song,
Speaker 3: it's the deliverer of the song. It's a white woman
Speaker 3: like soul. She's the lead singer of a black choir.
Speaker 3: It's oh, it's like a gospel yeah. And she's not
Speaker 3: always that.
Speaker 4: She's not always in that position, but for the most
Speaker 4: part when I go, she is.
Speaker 3: And it's like it like throws me off.
Speaker 4: Not that like white people can't sing praise music, but
Speaker 4: it's just like for me, I really what really like
Speaker 4: feeds me? And and that and that really is what
Speaker 4: reminds me of my time in church with my dad,
Speaker 4: because we always went to black churches and that was
Speaker 4: like the most that's what like, it was exciting for me,
Speaker 4: and that was like the biggest takeaway.
Speaker 3: The thing I remember the most was the music.
Speaker 4: And how it inspired people and ignited them and all
Speaker 4: those things. So that at this church in particular. The
Speaker 4: music sometimes throws me off, but the message is always
Speaker 4: really good. And that's why I've continued to go with
Speaker 4: my mom and Irine because I'm like, I want I
Speaker 4: want her to know all the options, you know, Like
Speaker 4: she's going to learn the things that I'm teaching her,
Speaker 4: She's going to learn what's there, and I want her
Speaker 4: to have a choice and not just like I'm not
Speaker 4: bringing her here and being.
Speaker 3: Like Jesus is your Lord and savior.
Speaker 4: I'm really asking her like question herself, like why why
Speaker 4: do you want to get in my water?
Speaker 1: Girl?
Speaker 3: Do you have you read?
Speaker 4: And and and and on top of that, these are
Speaker 4: things I haven't even shared with you.
Speaker 3: But I've been reading the Bible because I have never
Speaker 3: read it literally when you went to Notre Dame, they
Speaker 3: didn't require you in religion because I had to read it.
Speaker 3: I read it, Okay, I read it, But do I
Speaker 3: remember anything from it? No? Absolutely not.
Speaker 4: So as an adult reading it, I'm like, oh, some
Speaker 4: of these stories are actually very lit.
Speaker 3: I like, I understand share which one is lit?
Speaker 4: Genesis is a pretty long one, okay, And and and
Speaker 4: some of them and obviously when you go to the
Speaker 4: when they go to church, they you know, they bring.
Speaker 4: But anyway, long story short is that I just find
Speaker 4: it really interesting, like how Christian's pick and chew and
Speaker 4: We've always talked about this, but now that I've like
Speaker 4: been going more, I'm like, huh interesting because I think
Speaker 4: for me, like it's a it's like a it's a
Speaker 4: feeling that I have around it because I've been negatively
Speaker 4: impacted going to Catholic school, so I've kind of just
Speaker 4: like wrote it all off, and so going there's still
Speaker 4: definitely genuine discomfort that I don't think I'll ever work through.
Speaker 4: And then there's also like, Okay, this message. I understand
Speaker 4: this message and I need it. So I know most
Speaker 4: Christians would like me saying I'm picking and choosing the
Speaker 4: things that I want to take away, but I am.
Speaker 3: I think all Christians do that. I think that's like
Speaker 3: the basis of Christianity, because I mean, like, look at that,
Speaker 3: I do do that, but like they don't want they
Speaker 3: don't claim they don't want to claim that. But when
Speaker 3: you think about the umbrella of Christianity, there's baptist there's
Speaker 3: four Square, there's you know, there's Catholicism. It's all Christianity.
Speaker 3: But people are picking and choosing what they take. I
Speaker 3: you know what I think for me the church thing
Speaker 3: a I grew up with not very church parents. Actually
Speaker 3: I asked my parents if I can get baptized when
Speaker 3: I was eleven and when they were going out of town,
Speaker 3: and they like were like, no, I don't think that's
Speaker 3: a good idea while we're out of town. And I
Speaker 3: was like, the devil. You're the devil because I was
Speaker 3: really into Christianity one time, so that reminded me of that.
Speaker 3: But I never went back to get baptized. But there's
Speaker 3: a level of like as black people, when Christianity was
Speaker 3: like justified via the Bible, I mean when Christians justified
Speaker 3: slavery via the Bible and then put white Jesus. Like
Speaker 3: even if I go into a church now and there's
Speaker 3: white Jesus hanging there looking like sad, I just can't
Speaker 3: resonate if it makes me feel weird. And also when
Speaker 3: I go to black churches. I think the last time
Speaker 3: I went to church was Easter. I got high in
Speaker 3: the car. I went in and there's like all these
Speaker 3: black people like just praising this white figure, and I'm like,
Speaker 3: this is weird to me, And I just think of slavery,
Speaker 3: and I realized that like the route of Christianity came,
Speaker 3: like the oldest Christianity comes from Ethiopia, like the Bible,
Speaker 3: like they've picked and shoes that to and it's like
Speaker 3: who the fuck is Mark Mike and whoever the fuck
Speaker 3: else Joseph Wan and two, you know, like people, someone
Speaker 3: if I wrote right now, wrote a thousand pages and
Speaker 3: I was like God told me to write this, everybody
Speaker 3: would be like, bitch, what are you talking about. No
Speaker 3: one would be like, Okay, let's add Jamila to the
Speaker 3: end of revelations. So like it's very esoteric and it's
Speaker 3: in like I don't know. I just feel some of
Speaker 3: it is good. I've read some of it because I
Speaker 3: went to Catholic school too, But I also just feel
Speaker 3: skeptical about it because I know how Christianity makes it
Speaker 3: okay to judge and shun people, and I just feel
Speaker 3: like love is the language all paths to God. And
Speaker 3: I just think with religion there is so many, so
Speaker 3: much hypocrisy and hate.
Speaker 4: So I just you know, I think I think that's
Speaker 4: in any any religious system.
Speaker 3: I mean not just in system.
Speaker 4: I think that's in any system that you follow you
Speaker 4: could we could that could be said in to bet
Speaker 4: and Buddhism Tibetan Buddhism that can be in any structured
Speaker 4: not a religion though, Okay, but I'm just but it's
Speaker 4: still a system that you practice, a spiritual practice that
Speaker 4: that can still exist there hypocrisy, Yeah, yeah, I mean,
Speaker 4: I just so it's like people are just like naturally
Speaker 4: hypocritical in ways, and so I just I don't know.
Speaker 4: I have been exploring my I really want to have
Speaker 4: a full understanding of it so that I can truly
Speaker 4: speak from it from a place of like intelligence and
Speaker 4: whatever my truth is about it.
Speaker 3: And that's why I've At first I was.
Speaker 4: Really resistant to go, and my mom really wanted me
Speaker 4: to go with her, and so I was like, fuck,
Speaker 4: it's right down the street from my house. I'm like,
Speaker 4: it's a black church, which is really random in Calabasism.
Speaker 3: Yeah, who knew that there's a black church. I had
Speaker 3: no idea. And are the members predominantly black? Yeah? Yeah,
Speaker 3: I would say like ninety percent.
Speaker 4: Wow, But the music are traveling from LA But but
Speaker 4: the music was just it is it black?
Speaker 3: Is it it's black?
Speaker 4: I mean, the the preacher he is a former. I
Speaker 4: think he still is. He's a producer. He worked in
Speaker 4: the music industry for many, many years, and so now
Speaker 4: this has been his calling. And so I know the
Speaker 4: music is important, which is why I'm like, why this?
Speaker 4: Why why she's a nice woman?
Speaker 1: Yeah?
Speaker 3: Why? Why is it? Like to be more? I don't know.
Speaker 4: It's d I more related, relatable, and it's a representation
Speaker 4: mommy's walking.
Speaker 3: I don't know anyway, enough about that. Back to Halloween.
Speaker 3: Oh my god. My grandmother, who's such a Christian, would
Speaker 3: be like, I'm not passing out no candy for Halloween.
Speaker 3: That's the Devil's Day. I'm like, it's a it's just
Speaker 3: dressing up, Grandma. I'm like that was That was my
Speaker 3: biggest thing, Like I can't be Christian. I love Halloween. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 3: me too. Also, the darkness is good. I think people
Speaker 3: like are so against the darkness and sometimes you gotta
Speaker 3: like dive into the darkness to see the light, to
Speaker 3: get the balance, you know, I believe in balance over here.
Speaker 3: Just a little bit of this, a little bit of that.
Speaker 3: Have you watched any Halloween movies this season? This month,
Speaker 3: I started to watch Smile, Oh Sue. That was creepy.
Speaker 4: I think I fell asleep though I started also watching
Speaker 4: Monster that is so creepy, and I fell asleep. I
Speaker 4: keep every time I watched TV, I fall fucking asleep.
Speaker 4: So yes, but no, yes and no.
Speaker 3: I watched Practical Magic on the plane and I really
Speaker 3: love that movie since I'm ten, so I was like,
Speaker 3: it's not really scary, but it's about witches, a witch
Speaker 3: family with Sandra Bullock, and I've been meaning to make
Speaker 3: Luna watch it. I'm like, I don't know if it's
Speaker 3: too advanced because I remember, like they killed that boyfriend,
Speaker 3: you remember put the lime in the can? I? Yeah,
Speaker 3: you know what I did watch?
Speaker 4: That is not supposed to be a horror story, but
Speaker 4: it was horror horror.
Speaker 3: The Perfect Neighbor on Netflix. Have you seen that? You know?
Speaker 3: I saw the trailer and that was a horror story.
Speaker 3: Orlando told me that you said to watch it, and
Speaker 3: I was like, this is I don't want it looks
Speaker 3: too I did not say it is real. It's a documentary.
Speaker 3: It's not fake. I okay, I don't know. A kid
Speaker 3: get hurt, no, a mother gets hurt.
Speaker 4: And I didn't know what I was I thought we
Speaker 4: were gonna like, so I don't know. I thought something
Speaker 4: was going to happen. I didn't know first of all,
Speaker 4: people were gonna die in the beginning at all.
Speaker 3: So people do die from this crazy white bitch neighbor
Speaker 3: who's a racist.
Speaker 4: She's crazy, and so I didn't know. I just thought like, oh,
Speaker 4: it's like there's gonna be a bright spot at the end,
Speaker 4: like revenge or like something. No, it's none of that.
Speaker 4: It's just black death and depression. I literally watching it,
Speaker 4: crying for these fucking poor children, and it was horrible.
Speaker 4: And I was like thinking, too, like this is this
Speaker 4: is in twenty twenty two real, It wasn't even that
Speaker 4: long ago, and all these kids are like everything's documented
Speaker 4: via like the police officers cam and you know, it's
Speaker 4: like won all these awards, and I'm like why, Like
Speaker 4: this is just sad black terror.
Speaker 3: And that's what it felt like. It felt like black terror.
Speaker 4: And I didn't I had literally no idea that's what
Speaker 4: I was walking into. I thought it was gonna.
Speaker 3: Be like a little funny, a little creepy. You don't
Speaker 3: watch the trailer, no, because I watched it and I
Speaker 3: saw I said immediately, fuck now, life is hard enough.
Speaker 3: I didn't watch the trailer.
Speaker 4: I just saw that it kept popping up, popping up,
Speaker 4: popping up, and I was like, whatever, let me just
Speaker 4: I think it. Like I had won an award at
Speaker 4: Sunday and so I was like, fuck it, let me
Speaker 4: just watch it. And then I watched it and I
Speaker 4: was devastated and fucked up.
Speaker 3: There's like a level of like, know what's going on
Speaker 3: in the world and knowing that, like there are still
Speaker 3: fucked up things happening and every day to black people,
Speaker 3: to women, to brown people. Obviously, I mean like to
Speaker 3: be live in the world is to literally be in
Speaker 3: Halloween all the time. I'm in fucking terror all the time.
Speaker 3: But there's a level of like how much where's the
Speaker 3: balance between being informed? And also I am so sick
Speaker 3: of seeing senseless death of black people that look like me,
Speaker 3: Like I cannot consume a bunch of this or else
Speaker 3: I'm going to be a sad, depressed bitch all the
Speaker 3: time Because I take those, I would probably be mad
Speaker 3: at white people for a month. I don't want to
Speaker 3: consume it at all. At this point. It is a
Speaker 3: horror story. Horror horror, horror, horror story. So that was
Speaker 3: a horror story. For me, that was me like, yeah,
Speaker 3: that was horrendous and I hate it every moment And
Speaker 3: it was like I didn't even watch it, but I
Speaker 3: could tell immediately it was senseless. This bitch was bored,
Speaker 3: she was hateful, she thought she was justified in her
Speaker 3: old assways, and like this ended up being something obviously
Speaker 3: murderous because this old fucking evil lady I just look
Speaker 3: like so unnecessary. I just I was just like, what
Speaker 3: was the point? Like did the family make it? Did
Speaker 3: they get a lot of money?
Speaker 4: Like it even that doesn't bring a mom out, but
Speaker 4: I'm just like, exactly, so what is the point?
Speaker 3: Like what was the point of us seeing these black
Speaker 3: children in total devastation in these kids thinking it's their fault?
Speaker 3: Like it was just horri that these children have to
Speaker 3: live with that, And I.
Speaker 4: Was just like, why are we still making why are
Speaker 4: we still making this shit?
Speaker 3: Because it's real and because Karen's are real, and because
Speaker 3: that is the truth about like Karen's is funny joke
Speaker 3: and all these things, but like that is the truth,
Speaker 3: Like that type of person, that is what that is,
Speaker 3: like the like that's what happens when you don't check
Speaker 3: those type of people. Or those people go unchecked by
Speaker 3: police by law enforcement because it's just the old white
Speaker 3: lady calling the police every five minutes on kids playing school.
Speaker 4: I know that it's real, but I think that those
Speaker 4: those things, like I feel like they need to have
Speaker 4: a category on Netflix for whites that want to do
Speaker 4: better where they can go watch stuff like perfect Neighbor
Speaker 4: and fucking you know, twelve Years of Slave and they
Speaker 4: can there's like a whole category. They made a whole
Speaker 4: category for like it was basically for us to watch
Speaker 4: our own.
Speaker 3: Death on Netflix.
Speaker 4: They needed to They need to rebrand it as whites
Speaker 4: that want to do better.
Speaker 3: I have something to say about whites that need to
Speaker 3: do better. I have something to say. I have an announcement.
Speaker 3: I think a lot of whites, Yeah, let me hit
Speaker 3: this because there's a lot. There's a lot happening here
Speaker 3: in my spirit. This is the preacher I have. I
Speaker 3: have some things to say because a lot of we're
Speaker 3: living in a global racial world that like racism is
Speaker 3: global in America, it is a whole different beast because
Speaker 3: obviously slavery took place on this land. What I notice
Speaker 3: about even my friends that are not black, but I'm
Speaker 3: noticing as a as a culture, as a community. I
Speaker 3: don't think white people know a lot about history, and
Speaker 3: that's why it's like, oh, get over it, oh blah blahlah.
Speaker 3: So let me just break down a few things for you.
Speaker 3: Imagine coming from a different country, they put a bunch
Speaker 3: of people on the boat. They intentionally put people that
Speaker 3: don't come from where you come from. So even the
Speaker 3: people on the boat don't speak the same language. You're scared,
Speaker 3: you're cold. You're in the bottom of a boat, shitting, shackled, shackled, shitting, peeing,
Speaker 3: bleeding on each other for months. Then you come to
Speaker 3: a place where a foreign land. You're chained, you're shackled.
Speaker 3: They are literally removing the people that you know, your children,
Speaker 3: to never be seen again. They are putting you on
Speaker 3: a block to be sold. You cannot speak the language.
Speaker 3: You are being beat. You've seen people be murdered. You're
Speaker 3: seeing people have it naked, violent atrocities. You're witnessing it's
Speaker 3: sexually as let's not even jump do you white people
Speaker 3: know even black people, because I realize there are a
Speaker 3: lot of ignorant black people who don't also do not
Speaker 3: know the history. There were bucking camps. They literally broke men.
Speaker 3: They were men were fucking black slaves in front of
Speaker 3: their wives and children so that they would not run.
Speaker 3: Imagine your father or your brother or your child being
Speaker 3: raped by a man. There was a whole plant. There
Speaker 3: were plantations built on this. There is also plantations where
Speaker 3: they were just breeding people the strongest, even if you
Speaker 3: were related, just making them fucking produce women that were
Speaker 3: just made to be birthers so that they could have
Speaker 3: the strongest of the strong. Imagine, as a mother, your kid,
Speaker 3: you're birthing people and they are ripping them from you,
Speaker 3: and then you were breastfeeding some other white babies, white parents' baby.
Speaker 3: Just imagine as a mother, your kids leaving you and
Speaker 3: you can't do shit about it and you can never
Speaker 3: find them again. Imagine not being your last name being replaced,
Speaker 3: your language, your music, your culture, your religion, everything being
Speaker 3: stripped from you, and then the violence. And then on
Speaker 3: top of that, you could not be educated, you could
Speaker 3: not practice, you could not read, you don't know what
Speaker 3: the fuck is going on, being made to work, and
Speaker 3: then you're being raped and told to go back into
Speaker 3: the fucking field. On top of that, they're feeding babies
Speaker 3: to alligators as bait. They're hanging people. They're murdering children
Speaker 3: and men and women. They're hanging from trees at a
Speaker 3: motherfucking picnic. There are photos, this is not that long ago,
Speaker 3: photos of white families eating fucking crustless sandwiches while a
Speaker 3: human is being hung from a tree. Imagine the type
Speaker 3: of fucking disconnect you have to have as a human
Speaker 3: being to be smiling and carrying on and eating a
Speaker 3: fucking sandwich while someone is hanging from a tree in murder.
Speaker 3: This happened on a weekend, weekly basis. This is sick
Speaker 3: on a different level of sickness. They were taking people's penises, limbs,
Speaker 3: all types of heinous, brutal, violent crimes. You guys, violent
Speaker 3: crimes for hundreds of years on this soil. Imagine you
Speaker 3: come to a foreign place and for four hundred years
Speaker 3: you do not have this same basic level of humanity,
Speaker 3: and somehow still you manage after all of that, to
Speaker 3: come up somewhat in a space where you can exist
Speaker 3: and still not have rage and smile. It is insane
Speaker 3: to ask black people to get over it. It is
Speaker 3: insane to remove those stories from history because it happened
Speaker 3: and not that long ago. It is insane and it
Speaker 3: is reckless to talk about things that you have no
Speaker 3: fucking clue about the reality of what that looked like
Speaker 3: and it was not that long ago. You have got
Speaker 3: to educate yourselves and stop with this fucking victim mentality,
Speaker 3: because black people, when we talk about it, it's not
Speaker 3: from victim mentality, it's from fact, it's from truth, it's
Speaker 3: from history. Educate yourselves before you start saying ignorant ass
Speaker 3: shit out your fucking mouth, because the amount of atrocities
Speaker 3: and barbaric murderous acts that took place for hundreds of
Speaker 3: years legally in this place are insane. So sorry, I
Speaker 3: just had to kick that off my chest. And then
Speaker 3: we're in a space where it was so much systematic
Speaker 3: racism that you couldn't go to college, you couldn't be educated,
Speaker 3: you had your own colleges. And still when people were like,
Speaker 3: there's some obvious unfair treatment happening here because little Billy's
Speaker 3: dad went here, and his dad went here, and they
Speaker 3: fucking donated one hundred million dollars and so yeah, it's
Speaker 3: all the good old boys here. So yeah, maybe we
Speaker 3: should let twenty black people in just to make it
Speaker 3: seem fair, and then they remove the DEI and say
Speaker 3: it's not fair. Shut the fuck up about fairness until
Speaker 3: you're really ready to talk about some real ass shit.
Speaker 3: You cannot talk about the state of the world without
Speaker 3: ignored knowledging the systematic it is fabric sewn into the
Speaker 3: fabric of the United States racism. Even black people have
Speaker 3: racist thoughts and racist actions because it's systematically ingrained in
Speaker 3: the United States. We were built on racism. We were
Speaker 3: above everybody because we did barbaric acts and we had
Speaker 3: four hundred years of free labor. That's why America's Land
Speaker 3: of the fucking Great, because we've used people's labor for free.
Speaker 3: You cannot acknowledge America without acknowledging black people. We built it. Literally,
Speaker 3: the White House is built by slaves. Stop with the bullshit. Please,
Speaker 3: for the love of God, read a fucking book. Okay, sorry,
Speaker 3: thank you. Wow.
Speaker 4: I think it's so important for even our people to
Speaker 4: be reminded because sometimes we don't know where our pain
Speaker 4: is rooted, where the dysfunction is rooted. We're told get
Speaker 4: over it, go to therapy.
Speaker 3: It's in our.
Speaker 4: Body, it's by design, it's in our bones. It that
Speaker 4: we can't transcend it because we are resilient.
Speaker 3: That's what it is to be black. The alchemy that
Speaker 3: to even exist and so smile and laugh and not
Speaker 3: be hateful is crazy. To live as a black person
Speaker 3: in America is to exist with rage all the time.
Speaker 3: You know, absolutely you coexist with it because there's no
Speaker 3: other choice, because if you know your history, you know
Speaker 3: how dark. And then to have to hea he and
Speaker 3: haha with bitches who are like, I mean, just like,
Speaker 3: don't be a victim though, okay, Kelly, Like no, like,
Speaker 3: there's some real shit that happened, and if you're not
Speaker 3: acknowledging it, like everything is by design when you look
Speaker 3: at ignorance, when you look whatever things that you think
Speaker 3: black people, the violence, when you have been told to
Speaker 3: hate yourself, hate how you look, that your hair is
Speaker 3: not beautiful, that you are not worthy, that everything about
Speaker 3: you is not good, and then you see literally a
Speaker 3: global on a global, a global level, people steal everything
Speaker 3: that you create and then label it something else. It's
Speaker 3: fucking brainwashery. It's delusion and like you guys, you gotta
Speaker 3: wake the fuck up. Stop. And it's not it's by design,
Speaker 3: because there's something very powerful. If you steal someone's history,
Speaker 3: you hide it. You think there's things in the pyramids,
Speaker 3: will never know. Yeah, if you don't know, there's things
Speaker 3: at the Vatican, hold history. Who you are, where you
Speaker 3: come from, what you eat, you will think that your
Speaker 3: history start at slavery. Most people do. Black people, most people.
Speaker 3: I know because we watch those Save the Children fucking commercials.
Speaker 3: As children, I mean, when everybody was starving and white
Speaker 3: people were giving them sandwiches, like, oh, look at the
Speaker 3: poor black people. No, Nigga, we are come from royalty,
Speaker 3: like the Moors. Educated the entire globe we have been like,
Speaker 3: it's just the technology that we have been blessed with
Speaker 3: and then also been stripped with. Is some the magic trick,
Speaker 3: the delusion intentionally that has been cloaked over the United
Speaker 3: like globally is crazy. On our maps that we get,
Speaker 3: Africa is three times larger the size, but they intentionally
Speaker 3: shrunk it so that it would look sizable to Europe
Speaker 3: and to America. But if you look at older maps,
Speaker 3: Africa is literally three times the size and at the
Speaker 3: center of the globe, but they intentionally shrunk it. Do
Speaker 3: you know how fucking crazy you have to be to
Speaker 3: shrink something on a map so that you feel better
Speaker 3: about the ratios. I'll just leave it there.
Speaker 4: You as a history teacher and a cat mix together.
Speaker 3: This is this might be it. It's just on YouTube.
Speaker 3: This is your look, bab, I'm a dominatrix history. Have you
Speaker 3: done your history? Lesson reality?
Speaker 1: Like me?
Speaker 3: Reality? Let it to me. Look at me, she is real.
Speaker 3: Look at this love, look at my white port. Sorry,
Speaker 3: I feel very passionate about these things because I recognize
Speaker 3: this is important. Thank you, this is so important. We're
Speaker 3: all fucked. No we're not, we're not. But I just
Speaker 3: I realized that ignorance is deeply ingrained and it's intentional,
Speaker 3: and so you have to be pulled back into reality
Speaker 3: sometimes because you, guys, it is it's it's just not
Speaker 3: like whatever concept that you think that you're living in
Speaker 3: is just like doude, just watch a couple movies, a
Speaker 3: couple documentaries, read a fucking couple books. Just before you
Speaker 3: comment on anything, just understand. Yeah, well, people don't want
Speaker 3: to do that.
Speaker 4: They just want to be smart, and so they just
Speaker 4: grasp information and then regurgitate it or pure smart.
Speaker 3: Well, on that note, I think let's take a little breath.
Speaker 3: Okay for the ancestors. Yes, thank God for the ability
Speaker 3: to transmute and to shift, and for alchemy and to
Speaker 3: still be happy. For resilience, for togetherness, for love, for love,
Speaker 3: for respect, for education. Okay. On a lighter note, whate
Speaker 3: our previous retreaties, I tell you this. Oh yeah, maybe
Speaker 3: I don't know if I did actually called me on
Speaker 3: Facebook though, I mean on Instagram the other day. I
Speaker 3: was like, Hi, Hey, it's me. Do you remember me.
Speaker 3: I was like, I was like, actually, of course I
Speaker 3: remember you. I'm seeing you right now. And of course
Speaker 3: on Facebook. I was like, what are you doing? She
Speaker 3: was like, I'm in the car. I'm losing my shit,
Speaker 3: Mila help. I was like, what's wrong.
Speaker 7: She was like, I'm leaving the Fall festival in the
Speaker 7: suburbs and I'm just bored.
Speaker 3: I was like what. She was like, it's this thing
Speaker 3: where you walk around and see other people's houses. And
Speaker 3: I was with the kids. But now I'm in the
Speaker 3: car and I just want to say I just missed.
Speaker 7: I just missed doing drugs and having threesomes and my
Speaker 7: life is so boring and I don't know how to
Speaker 7: tell my husband.
Speaker 3: I was like, Okay, stay calm. I was like, stay calm,
Speaker 3: Maybe you need to go on a staycation and she
Speaker 3: was I was like, maybe you got another retreat.
Speaker 7: She's like, I can't when two of my kids are
Speaker 7: in college and my other kids just had to go
Speaker 7: to private school for more liberal views.
Speaker 3: I now pay later, bitch. I was like, I think
Speaker 3: you should just tell your husband all you're feeling. She
Speaker 3: was like, I just want to get my ass a
Speaker 3: and do a rail off of somebody's back. I was like, okay,
Speaker 3: the whole spine. Huh. First of all, I love this bitch.
Speaker 3: We loved her then I loved her. And if you
Speaker 3: saw her never think never the most family picturesque picket fence.
Speaker 3: And I was like, I feel you bitches need outlets.
Speaker 3: She was like when she just recently moved to like
Speaker 3: a suburban area. She was like, when I lived in DC,
Speaker 3: I could do whatever I wanted to. Just look at
Speaker 3: the girl and we could. We could bring them home.
Speaker 3: I was like, really that she was saying, the politicians,
Speaker 3: we're just we're getting we're doing such good ecstasy. She's like,
Speaker 3: she doesn't, she needs to go back to the city.
Speaker 3: She's a city girl. She's a city a city girl.
Speaker 3: I was like, you know what, let me find some
Speaker 3: people in your area. I think we can figure this out.
Speaker 3: I actually have to message a few people in but
Speaker 3: I need the database. Just anyone in this area listening.
Speaker 3: I can don't even want out. I'm gonna put out
Speaker 3: the area and I'm gonna say but I was just like, girl,
Speaker 3: I feel you, like I understand, like you're not dead.
Speaker 3: You want a party? Yeah, and you should, you know.
Speaker 3: And she was just like I sat in the phone
Speaker 3: with her for like maybe twenty five minutes. She would
Speaker 3: send her card the whole time.
Speaker 4: She probably hiding from her husband. She doesn't know how
Speaker 4: to tell him yet. I just left the fucking festival.
Speaker 4: She just toreed a bunch of rich white people's homes.
Speaker 3: And then I looked as I looked at her story,
Speaker 3: there's like a picture of her whole family at the fall.
Speaker 3: I couldn't see it with like pumpkins around and like
Speaker 3: with like fucking spawling grass house fronts and shit, like
Speaker 3: I can see it right now. That was the That
Speaker 3: was her like, that was her horror story. She's like,
Speaker 3: I'm strolling the plantation essentially, Oh my god, that's scary
Speaker 3: she was.
Speaker 1: A dark thought.
Speaker 3: Sorry, you know what. I didn't even go there. I
Speaker 3: was just like driving down the street and you know
Speaker 3: how people like hang the ghosts from the tree, and
Speaker 3: I was like, huh, I don't like that. I was like,
Speaker 3: that's problematic, Like is that what we evolved into? Is
Speaker 3: that what he evolved from?
Speaker 6: Oh?
Speaker 3: God, I was thinking now, like is this where that
Speaker 3: came from? Like there was like and I was trying
Speaker 3: to be like, oh, the Halloween spirit, and then I
Speaker 3: got dark.
Speaker 4: And I was like, man, well, I mean I wouldn't
Speaker 4: be surprised, but I'm just I'm not gonna take it there.
Speaker 4: I'm going to keep my mask on until someone approaches
Speaker 4: me with information.
Speaker 3: Because I love Halloween. I do love Halloween. I mean,
Speaker 3: we don't have to hang any skeleton chimney trees, but.
Speaker 4: I probably should know. Now now I'm gonna have to know.
Speaker 4: Fucking I'm gonna have to Wikipedia this.
Speaker 3: I mean, I mean, I don't know. Maybe I try
Speaker 3: to justify that they look like they're swinging, you know,
Speaker 3: like floating, so they're like dead children swinging. I don't know. Okay,
Speaker 3: well I was triggered. Okay, anyway, don't we have some
Speaker 3: horror stories today, some stories to share we had. You know,
Speaker 3: I made a post on our stories the other day
Speaker 3: because you guys, are you guys? Our horse story section
Speaker 3: is so fucking dry, So I was like, are y'all
Speaker 3: not fucking like? I think people are fucking less because
Speaker 3: of social media. I actually saw a stat about it,
Speaker 3: and it's true.
Speaker 4: People are having sex less and also people are losing
Speaker 4: their virginities later, which is why I don't know.
Speaker 3: Because they're watching porn. But I feel like seven years ago,
Speaker 3: early in the podcast, we got really juicy horries. They're
Speaker 3: watching porn, but they're also not even like they're watching porn,
Speaker 3: and they're also not interacting with people at all. They're
Speaker 3: just like living on devices and not we all are.
Speaker 3: We're just transactional. We're in our circles, we're in our bubbles.
Speaker 4: We're in these individual bubbles that we're in, and pleasure
Speaker 4: is not the center at all. We don't probably even
Speaker 4: masturbate because masturbating. I wouldn't be surprised if masturbating is
Speaker 4: on an all time low.
Speaker 3: I don't think for men, I don't connection of your
Speaker 3: body like I just do men masturbate still.
Speaker 4: I think men do masturbate. I've met a few men
Speaker 4: that don't, which is always very strange to me because
Speaker 4: I just always just assume men masturbate.
Speaker 3: But I know that that's not true, just like not
Speaker 3: all women master but but yeah, I don't know. I
Speaker 3: have to look at that stat now, our ghosts slaves
Speaker 3: and our men masturbating an all time low slash humanity.
Speaker 3: Let us know, chatgy bt. Okay, somebody sent me a story.
Speaker 3: Okay on a voice note. It's anonymous, but maybe cue
Speaker 3: and some spooky music here Landa you hear that it's
Speaker 3: like the regular add some screams to our hori. Okay, yeah, yes,
Speaker 3: what's up?
Speaker 1: Good moment's bad choices.
Speaker 2: I'm going there from New York City and I just
Speaker 2: want to share one of my creepy dating experiences. Not
Speaker 2: really sure if it actually comes as a dating experience,
Speaker 2: but it involves a date and it was creepy.
Speaker 1: It was an experience, so.
Speaker 3: Okay.
Speaker 1: This happened around circa twenty eighteen.
Speaker 2: I actually was living with Jimille at the time, and
Speaker 2: I'm not sure if I ever told her this story,
Speaker 2: but here is she was out.
Speaker 1: Of town at the time. I can recall that, but
Speaker 1: I went to a mixer AUC mixer.
Speaker 2: We went to school in Atlanta for college and the
Speaker 2: AUC Clark Moorehouse Spelman Black College is all that, you know,
Speaker 2: So there was an AUC mixture in Los Angeles.
Speaker 1: Went with a friend of mine who went to Morehouse, and.
Speaker 2: You know, it was like mad people, but specifically at
Speaker 2: this table that I was sitting at him might have
Speaker 2: been like fifteen people. And I was sitting across from
Speaker 2: this guy. I'm going to say his name was Brad
Speaker 2: for lack of real me remembering. But anyway, my friend
Speaker 2: Mike co invited me went to Morehouse and so sodie Brad.
Speaker 2: So he was like, oh, Brad, like you got to
Speaker 2: meet me, you know. He was like, you know he's
Speaker 2: involved in music. You know, Brad's really interesting in music.
Speaker 2: You know, he just moved out here. He's looking to
Speaker 2: invest in x y Z. I heard invest That's what,
Speaker 2: you know, what I'm saying. So me and Brady changed
Speaker 2: information and the day went on and you know I
Speaker 2: heard from vaguely, you know, through text, like you don't
Speaker 2: buy me to the studio man like XYZ over the
Speaker 2: course of the next two weeks. So anyway, I was
Speaker 2: leaving I was in Hollywood leaving. My friend had a showing,
Speaker 2: a real estate showing at a big home and she
Speaker 2: had a party there.
Speaker 1: So I random to get this text from Brad and
Speaker 1: he's like, hey, man, like, I'm in Hollywood with some girls.
Speaker 1: Like we're drinking, Like come meet me in town.
Speaker 2: So I was already in Hollywood, so I was like, Okay,
Speaker 2: fuck it, I'll pull up in town. See you know
Speaker 2: what's going on now that I think you know anything
Speaker 2: of it? He with girls, and also I had met
Speaker 2: his fiance. Keep in mind a woman I met his
Speaker 2: fiance at the AUC mixer a couple of weeks back,
Speaker 2: but she didn't live here at the time.
Speaker 1: She lives in Atlanta and he was living in Los
Speaker 1: Angeles pursuing you know x y Z. So anyway, I
Speaker 1: know I'm rambling, but damn, where's at? So I go
Speaker 1: to town.
Speaker 2: It's him in tuber. They all drinking. We haven't he
Speaker 2: getting more drinks and ship. So we all drink and
Speaker 2: have a good time.
Speaker 6: You know.
Speaker 2: The night concludes and he's like, you don't gonna walk
Speaker 2: the girls to the car, you know, wait up for
Speaker 2: me and we'll chat for a second.
Speaker 1: So we walk these girls to the car.
Speaker 2: The moment he twists these girls in the car, all
Speaker 2: of a sudden he's drunk, too drunk to drive, and
Speaker 2: I'm just like, what the fuck, Like you literally just
Speaker 2: made sure these girls are okay to get home. So
Speaker 2: he's like, yeah, man, like you know, I'm too drunk.
Speaker 2: I can't drive downtown. My car is here, so I
Speaker 2: might as well just leave it in Hollywood and you know,
Speaker 2: sleep on your couch because you know, I'm living in
Speaker 2: the valley with your miller at this point.
Speaker 1: So I'm like, uh, drive home, is drunk in the
Speaker 1: passenger seat the whole time.
Speaker 2: I put him on the couch and go take a showers.
Speaker 2: And the moment I closed my door and getting in
Speaker 2: the bed, Nigga comes and runs and jumps in the
Speaker 2: bed with me, and it's cuddling the ship out of me.
Speaker 2: So I'm okay, same, sound like what's afternoon? I mean
Speaker 2: all but like like I wasn't expecting it.
Speaker 1: And then we got a fiance, so I'm like, damn,
Speaker 1: what the fuck? So anyway, X y Z happens and
Speaker 1: the next day.
Speaker 3: You know, he's not drunk, going about it whatever, and
Speaker 3: so he.
Speaker 2: Goes to work and then later that day he texts
Speaker 2: me like, yo, what's up man, you gotta let me
Speaker 2: to the studio.
Speaker 1: I'm like, are you fucking serious?
Speaker 3: Like this is crazy?
Speaker 1: But okay a week past, sorry, somebody called me.
Speaker 2: So a week passes and I'm just randomly in the
Speaker 2: gym and I started getting a whole bunch of notifications
Speaker 2: on my phone and it's a woman likings on Instagram ship.
Speaker 1: So I go to her page and I'm like, damn,
Speaker 1: she's mad pretty, you know.
Speaker 2: So anyway, she does follow We don't follow each other,
Speaker 2: so you know, you get that DM in the request messages,
Speaker 2: not in your regular one. So I just happened to
Speaker 2: see you, and it was like the DM literally said,
Speaker 2: well aren't you cute? With a winky face. That's so
Speaker 2: I was like, uh what. So anyway, I look at
Speaker 2: who she follows and I noticed she follows that guy,
Speaker 2: and I scrolled.
Speaker 1: On her page and law and behold, this is the fiance.
Speaker 2: Now keep in mind I had met her very briefly
Speaker 2: at the mixer, but I didn't remember what she looked like.
Speaker 2: We didn't interact, you know. So this woman has gone
Speaker 2: through her man's phone and has found oh I.
Speaker 1: Don't actually know what she found because we never really.
Speaker 2: Talked about anything. They an't going to the studio, so
Speaker 2: I don't know if he told her or what happened
Speaker 2: she caught. I don't know what happened. A long story short,
Speaker 2: this woman, literally I still have the DMS in text
Speaker 2: to this day. This woman harassed and the shit out
Speaker 2: of me and was calling me all kinds of names.
Speaker 2: And it was the strangest thing because I'm like, you
Speaker 2: are really coming to a man as a woman about
Speaker 2: your man. Like I've had some strange things happened to
Speaker 2: me in my life, but that was by far the
Speaker 2: strangers that she was talking to me like I was
Speaker 2: her equal.
Speaker 1: Or vice versa, you know, like being strange and that gentleman.
Speaker 1: They never got married and they started together.
Speaker 3: Cue the stranger Things music here. Wow. I remember him
Speaker 3: telling me this story, and I also couldn't rap my
Speaker 3: mind about it. I thought it was gonna go like
Speaker 3: she wanted to fuck him. I thought I was going
Speaker 3: to take it. I feel like that was like maybe
Speaker 3: kind of on the table, but then like she started
Speaker 3: talking mean to him and like disrespecting him. But I'm like,
Speaker 3: can it's one thing if I find out like I'm
Speaker 3: being cheated on by my man by with a woman,
Speaker 3: but like to like that had that couldn't have been
Speaker 3: the first time, because like you, aren't you cute? I
Speaker 3: wouldn't even say that to a bitch like I, Yeah,
Speaker 3: that is pretty creepy. I mean, I guess maybe she knows.
Speaker 3: She obviously knows her men man likes men, and that's
Speaker 3: why she's in the trenches fighting for her nigga. I
Speaker 3: don't know if I would do it, that would just
Speaker 3: be the end of that. I no, uh uh, I
Speaker 3: am not fighting. I'm not doing enough. I'm not fighting
Speaker 3: over I'm not fighting over it. Can you be like
Speaker 3: you win? Can you imagine me win? Can you imagine
Speaker 3: me showing you like he ugly? You got him? Got
Speaker 3: he's ugly anyway, and got it? The fuck? Do I
Speaker 3: look like arguing with another man about my man?
Speaker 4: The fun't even I can't even imagine what that conversation
Speaker 4: would go, how it would go over.
Speaker 3: I remember her saying, so, I guess if it must
Speaker 3: have not been that good or something like what like
Speaker 3: comparing your your bossied in my kuchie Like I, God, wow,
Speaker 3: that's why pictures, ain't I mean, she obviously knew, but yeah,
Speaker 3: that's a horror, horror story. I wonder why do people
Speaker 3: decide to be in relationships if you want to fuck
Speaker 3: other people. I don't understand it at this big age.
Speaker 3: Why because they're horny and they want to try different things.
Speaker 3: They know the person I want to try different things.
Speaker 3: It's not that easy for people. It's hard. It's hard.
Speaker 3: You're working through shame, judgment, like you not wanting them
Speaker 3: to go do that thing. It's hard. It's like it's
Speaker 3: hard to lie. I was with somebody last night and
Speaker 3: I was like, are your girlfriend? And he's like, I
Speaker 3: can't lie. He told me to shush because he was
Speaker 3: trying to talk to one of my friends. I said, child,
Speaker 3: that's a grown ass woman. Nobody's getting in your love triangle,
Speaker 3: and like, I have to tell I have to tell her.
Speaker 3: I saw you where you are married. Literally, I'm like,
Speaker 3: NIGGI just move out. Don't be around me. If you're
Speaker 3: a cheater. I'm too real. I'm like, you're a fake.
Speaker 3: You're just fake, like you don't even like yourself because
Speaker 3: you can't even be who you really are. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 3: that's hard. Sorry, Okay, So I have another one. Okay,
Speaker 3: I read it right. Should you have to go sooner?
Speaker 1: You?
Speaker 3: Okay? Yeah, I had to get the Halloween counterval before
Speaker 3: I'm coined as a bad mom. Are you dressed like
Speaker 3: you're dressing like this the Halloween Arden? Should I wear
Speaker 3: this or should I wear different shoes?
Speaker 1: You know what?
Speaker 3: Maluna's shamed me about your Halloween About my outfits? I said,
Speaker 3: do you like care about the outfit that pick up
Speaker 3: in school, because like, I'm I'm sexy three six five, Like,
Speaker 3: I don't do this just for the show, just because
Speaker 3: you guys know. And she was like no. But one
Speaker 3: time somebody said, like, I like caring mom dresses, but
Speaker 3: is it appropriate? And I was like, who said that?
Speaker 3: She's like I forgot and I was like, well, what
Speaker 3: did you say? Did you stand up for me? Said?
Speaker 3: She's like, I just was like yeah, because sometimes I
Speaker 3: was like ah, I said sometimes what I said, next time,
Speaker 3: tell her because her mom can't wear it now she
Speaker 3: couldn't even get it out.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 3: I was like, I was like that because her mom's
Speaker 3: not sexy. I said, tell her next time. I know
Speaker 3: your mom can't dress like that, So I get where
Speaker 3: you would be feel like it's inappropriate, but they're just outfits.
Speaker 3: Friend's mom actually actually Luna. She thinks it's this one girl.
Speaker 3: And I saw her the other day and I was like, hey,
Speaker 3: and I was wearing.
Speaker 4: She's not gonna tell you. She's like, my mom is
Speaker 4: gonna beat her up. She's like, I can't remember, Luna smart,
Speaker 4: she know exactly who the fuck said is. She is
Speaker 4: not gonna forget who was talking trip.
Speaker 3: Your friend exactly been handing up for handle it, Luna
Speaker 3: the fuck? Oh my god, just because your mom can't
Speaker 3: wear that.
Speaker 4: Sorry, Okay, all right, this this story is called they
Speaker 4: wrote it in as the Empty Apartment. I met this
Speaker 4: guy at a Halloween bar crawl. He was dressed as
Speaker 4: a vampire cliche, but he pulled it off. After a
Speaker 4: few drinks, he invited me back to his place to.
Speaker 3: See the view girl.
Speaker 4: The apartment was spotless, like too spotless, no clothes, no dishes,
Speaker 4: no toothbrush. I asked him if he even lived there.
Speaker 4: He smiled and said not for very much longer.
Speaker 3: When I went to the bath When I went to
Speaker 3: the bathroom, I saw my own picture printed out and
Speaker 3: taped to the mirror, a selfie i'd posted that morning.
Speaker 4: I walked out and he was gone. What the leasing
Speaker 4: office later told me the apartment had been vacant for
Speaker 4: six months, So.
Speaker 3: You just went home with your stalker. Wait, so is
Speaker 3: he a ghost, bitch or is he just a relief
Speaker 3: in the night. Okay, that's got's to be more careful.
Speaker 1: What do you think?
Speaker 3: Like, what the fuck? This is almost as scary as
Speaker 3: flying in a bus. Story Wait what was our story?
Speaker 3: The homeless? Oh yeah, wow, I'm I'm happy I'm out
Speaker 3: of the streets anymore because I've definitely been to some
Speaker 3: strangers apartments and all types. Remember that time we went
Speaker 3: to the Soho house in New York and we met
Speaker 3: we met some white men behind us at a table,
Speaker 3: and they're like, we live right on the water. We're
Speaker 3: like really, And I was like, we guys, we should go.
Speaker 3: And I made mandicm and we went over to this
Speaker 3: white man's apartment and then his other white roommate was upstairs,
Speaker 3: and I cat crawled up the stairs in the strange
Speaker 3: man's It wasn't apartment. It was a beautiful love for
Speaker 3: it looked like a had like it had stained windows.
Speaker 3: His house. His bed was like as like an altar,
Speaker 3: an altar He had a stained glass above the bed.
Speaker 3: It was like a beautiful had to swing in the
Speaker 3: living room and it was right on the water. He
Speaker 3: was rich. We just wandered into some rich. First of all,
Speaker 3: we didn't even leave with them. I called them after, like, hey, hey,
Speaker 3: you guys are there invites, so can we still come?
Speaker 3: There was one white strangers at the restaurant we met.
Speaker 3: We had a good joke with They're like, yeah, come over,
Speaker 3: and there was remember there's nobody else on the floor.
Speaker 3: He was on the one guy on one floor. And
Speaker 3: I crawled up the stairs to his room. Name did
Speaker 3: you evergre his number? I don't remember his name. You
Speaker 3: need to look under your phone. We're gonna find him.
Speaker 3: IM gonna put in New York. I'm probably funny. And
Speaker 3: I like cracked open the door and this white man
Speaker 3: was just like waking up and I was like, hi,
Speaker 3: he's like I was dreaming about you. I was like, okay,
Speaker 3: come downstairs. And then I made him in his roommate
Speaker 3: threeway kiss me because I have witch like powers. Well,
Speaker 3: and you were also like you were like on I
Speaker 3: was on a three way kissing. Yeah.
Speaker 4: You were like you were really gonna make it happen
Speaker 4: and they did it. Yeah, he was acting like he
Speaker 4: wasn't going to do it, and then he did it anyway,
Speaker 4: because you're a witchy catlike skills.
Speaker 3: That could have gone really wrong. We could have all meet,
Speaker 3: Erica and Mandy would have never had a podcast this
Speaker 3: long because we could have all been died. We could
Speaker 3: have died in those white men's apartment. And then I stayed.
Speaker 3: I was like, it's cool, you guys go, I'm to
Speaker 3: hang out with it here with Doug whatever the fuck
Speaker 3: his name was, What you guys do? I think you
Speaker 3: took a shower. I don't know. I forgot about that part.
Speaker 3: And then the next morning I was like, why did
Speaker 3: I stay here? Never to be seen again? Was that even?
Speaker 3: He was like a magician? I don't know. Beautiful house though, Yeah,
Speaker 3: it was amazing. That was amazing. These are the type
Speaker 3: of situations that I get us in too, But they're
Speaker 3: not horsed.
Speaker 4: I mean they're more likely with the W So those
Speaker 4: are not there's a potential. They could have been a
Speaker 4: horror story. They could have been bad, but we survived.
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's a good horror story. Though I do have
Speaker 3: some I do have some videos topless swinging in their
Speaker 3: house though, Me and Mandy. Me and Mandy like snickering
Speaker 3: in the corner, and I was like, I'm having so
Speaker 3: much fun. Guys, there's a swing in the living room. Wow,
Speaker 3: oh my god. Shout out to God. He's a real MVP. Yes,
Speaker 3: because I'm supposed to be dead like ten times already.
Speaker 4: Oh, you're meant to be here. I mean, the real
Speaker 4: world is kind of a horse horror story. Anyway, we're
Speaker 4: kind of living in one. So every day we're still
Speaker 4: good no matter what.
Speaker 3: Look at the state, like the President, the future, Three
Speaker 3: at Lists, Oh my god, everything's really scary right now.
Speaker 3: Three Atlists? Is that the alien ship you were talking about?
Speaker 3: Alien ship that's on its way. It's actually coming the
Speaker 3: first week in November. Well this ship is called three
Speaker 3: at Lists? Oh interesting, Yeah google it. Yeah, this is
Speaker 3: on its way. So what do they know? Like, are
Speaker 3: they just are not They're like kind of talking about
Speaker 3: it but not really. But apparently it's a ship that's
Speaker 3: coming to save us, save humanity.
Speaker 1: I hope.
Speaker 3: I don't know to say.
Speaker 4: I mean, that's an optimistic take. I like that because
Speaker 4: I was thinking something different.
Speaker 3: I mean, they'd be saving us kind of taking us
Speaker 3: out at this point. Yeah, they might be like, okayunough guy.
Speaker 3: We really tried with you, guys, We really this one.
Speaker 3: You guys were so close, but not really. You're kind
Speaker 3: of like as stupid as the last group. So we
Speaker 3: gotta kill the land, clear the land, fucking it up
Speaker 3: beat it would be surprised. Okay, I have one more. Okay,
Speaker 3: one time. This one's not scary, but it's MANIFESTI you
Speaker 3: can still read ours. I just thought about this one time.
Speaker 3: I was masturbating thinking about this guy that I know,
Speaker 3: like in my head, and then I haven't talked to
Speaker 3: him in a while. And then I went to sleep,
Speaker 3: and the next morning he's the first person who called
Speaker 3: me and I literally called. I answered and I was like,
Speaker 3: did I text you last night? Like trying to be nasty.
Speaker 3: He's like no. I was like, you got to be
Speaker 3: kidding me. My Kuchie called you, called you. He's like,
Speaker 3: what are you talking about. I was like, I swear
Speaker 3: to god, I was playing with my pussy thinking about
Speaker 3: you last night. I was drunk, so I thought maybe
Speaker 3: I must have texted you and told you. And I
Speaker 3: was like, but no, my Kuci called you. What happened
Speaker 3: after that? Did you guys meet up? Because I was like, yeah,
Speaker 3: that's like mediate, Yeah, he's my little, my little long
Speaker 3: term fuck buddy that i've met at BJK concert.
Speaker 4: Oh right right, it's magic. It was you know, you
Speaker 4: met in ceremony, sort of ceremony.
Speaker 3: I met a bet ceremony and I inducted him into
Speaker 3: my MMF fantasies and it worked out and then you
Speaker 3: manifested him into the bed. Yeah, not multiple ways. I
Speaker 3: don't know. Should I read hi this Christ? That could
Speaker 3: be it? We should we do taro? Oh? Okay? Do
Speaker 3: you have any birthday wishes? What are your what's your
Speaker 3: birthday wish? We should have brought a cake, you're blow
Speaker 3: into my this is an invisible cake. Actually, we don't
Speaker 3: do cakes anymore because we're done with that. Yeah, happy
Speaker 3: birthday on a friend.
Speaker 4: So this birthday, I am making it less of a
Speaker 4: ritual because apparently ritualizing your birthday is is bad.
Speaker 3: Why is it bad? It's a ritual and so it
Speaker 3: ages you. So you have to like not acknowledge this.
Speaker 3: You don't acknowledge it, like it doesn't exist. Time doesn't exist,
Speaker 3: This year doesn't exist, Like who the fuck says, well.
Speaker 4: It's all if time doesn't exist, who's to say that
Speaker 4: Just acknowledging it makes you that doesn't exist, Acknowledging it
Speaker 4: doesn't make me old.
Speaker 3: It just is a celebration. I don't know about you,
Speaker 3: but I'm not singing that fucking song and I'm not
Speaker 3: blowing you don't want anyone ever singing you happy birth
Speaker 3: You can sing that version yet, but I don't want
Speaker 3: to sing the other version and I don't want to blow. Well,
Speaker 3: it's the same shit, you know, it's not. It's Stevie
Speaker 3: fucking Wonder. It's the same shit. It's not who wrote
Speaker 3: Happy Birthday of the original? You don't know it wasn't Stevie, though.
Speaker 3: I'm just saying it's still an acknowledgement of your birthday.
Speaker 3: I'm not singing that song, and I'm not blowing out
Speaker 3: that fucking candle. Okay, okay, Well, thank you for not
Speaker 3: bringing me a cake. Thanks to tomorrow, and maybe we'll
Speaker 3: have a cake tomorrow if you want to do that
Speaker 3: type of thing. I was going to bring you a
Speaker 3: vibrator with the candle on it, because that's better. I
Speaker 3: have too many vibrators. I don't need one more fuck
Speaker 3: up vibrator.
Speaker 4: Okay, attention brands, don't send me any more vibrators until
Speaker 4: mid twenties.
Speaker 3: I'm sending you a car. You're sending you a car,
Speaker 3: just be ready, dressed it all black, a car six pm. Yeah,
Speaker 3: because I know if I don't, then you're not going
Speaker 3: to get in any car. We won't go anywhere. My
Speaker 3: wish is that I don't have one, because apparently if
Speaker 3: I wish for something, you can wish. Just don't sing this,
Speaker 3: Just don't blow a candle out. Yeah, don't do the ceremony.
Speaker 3: We're not doing that anymore. That's passed. The car is
Speaker 3: going to come get you at six be ready, Okay,
Speaker 3: got it.
Speaker 4: My wish is continued expansion and happiness and in health
Speaker 4: and just radical self acceptance and.
Speaker 3: Just a space to.
Speaker 4: Really sit with myself, more intentional space to really sit
Speaker 4: with myself and love on myself and love the people
Speaker 4: that I love and be.
Speaker 1: Free and open.
Speaker 3: Amen always forever, and lots of sex and orgasms and
Speaker 3: dance parties. And the car that fill out is the
Speaker 3: eight of Pentacles. It looks like I gotta work for it.
Speaker 3: Almost I gotta work for it. I mean, I got it.
Speaker 3: It's I'm making progress, but I gotta work for it.
Speaker 3: But I'm an expert at my craft, so it's.
Speaker 1: Okay, Like.
Speaker 3: Okay. Eight of Pentacles calling my girl, Biddy Ring Ring,
Speaker 3: hang out to me. Tell me about the Ada Pinnacles.
Speaker 3: The Ada Pentacles is a card of a pre apprenticeship
Speaker 3: and mastery. When this card appears in Tario reading, you
Speaker 3: are working hard to improve your skills and become a
Speaker 3: master at what you do. You may have recently changed
Speaker 3: your work, education, or financial circumstances, and now you're applying
Speaker 3: your sheer determination and concentration to master the new skill
Speaker 3: that you were learning. You're diligent and hardworking, and you're
Speaker 3: applying yourself fully to whatever it is that center of
Speaker 3: your attention. As you do the same task over and over,
Speaker 3: you work your way towards the mastery of your craft,
Speaker 3: and through your perseverance and unwavering attention, you create success.
Speaker 3: The Adip pinnacles may indicate further education steady in order
Speaker 3: to hone in your skills. You may already be proficient
Speaker 3: in a particular skill set, you are now seeking to
Speaker 3: master those skills. For example, you may be a great
Speaker 3: home cook, but now you're starting to focus your attention
Speaker 3: on fine French cuisine, or perhaps you have learned the
Speaker 3: basics of tarot reading, but now you want to become
Speaker 3: a tarot expert. You know that what you requires a
Speaker 3: lot of focus dedicated in your studies, but you're willing
Speaker 3: to work hard and pay attention to the details that
Speaker 3: you will not learn these skills overnight, but you're prepared
Speaker 3: for the journey towards becoming a master of your chosen expertise. Hmmm,
Speaker 3: I love that it's good for your birthday. Yeah, I
Speaker 3: resonate with that. I am.
Speaker 4: I am working towards something like that, and I'm always working.
Speaker 4: That's like, it's just I want to master myself. I
Speaker 4: want to like really deeply be able to know my wants.
Speaker 3: Needs, my yes is my nose.
Speaker 4: And I'm like still on the I feel like the
Speaker 4: sh medium journey of that, Like, yes, I've done the work,
Speaker 4: but like it's continuous because people are going to come
Speaker 4: in your life and situations are going to come in
Speaker 4: your life that are going to mirror the blind spots
Speaker 4: and enhance the whatever other things you have going there.
Speaker 4: And it's like until you meet those people or until
Speaker 4: you encounter that situation, you don't know that there's still.
Speaker 3: More, There's always more. Yeah, yeah, because.
Speaker 4: And so I'm grateful for the opportunity to do that
Speaker 4: As a Scorpio woman. Transformation rebirth is like my thing
Speaker 4: and I know that, and it's it's cute to say,
Speaker 4: but it's hard. It's be fucking dark, okay, And I'm
Speaker 4: not saying that it's any different for any other person,
Speaker 4: but I think the way that we experience it is
Speaker 4: like a very much a shedding. And like I just
Speaker 4: the other day, I was like, I'm prickly, like literally,
Speaker 4: like my stinger is out specifically in this time. I'm
Speaker 4: a double Scorpio. Also, I was thinking about that and
Speaker 4: I'm ruled by Scorpio. I'm so fucking Scorpio.
Speaker 3: It's thank you God. But why it's it can feel so.
Speaker 1: I don't know.
Speaker 4: Just i just feel very vulnerable during this time and
Speaker 4: I'm grateful for it. It's a reminder that I'm alive
Speaker 4: and that I can feel and I'm just I'm grateful
Speaker 4: for it for life, Thank you God. And thirty eight
Speaker 4: is going to be.
Speaker 3: Beautiful, vivacious, juicy, watery year. Amen. Amen, you have affirmation
Speaker 3: it's Scorpio season. Bitch okay, Doki Okay, Brittany, it's Brittany, bitch. Well,
Speaker 3: thank you for joining us. I hope everyone is having
Speaker 3: a beautiful, fun Halloween season. I hope that you're doing
Speaker 3: what makes you feel good wearing the Houcci gear. I
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