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Speaker 1: Once upon a time there was a good old traditional housewife.

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Speaker 1: She couldn't She cleaned and cared for her children and

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Speaker 1: the man of the house, and of course she didn't

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Speaker 1: talk back. She was both obedient and soft by nature.

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Speaker 2: She was a good woman who always made good choices.

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Speaker 3: That we're good Mom's bad choices. Who's single mom who

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Speaker 3: said fuck the patriarchy, shared all their bad choices and

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Speaker 3: sound out they were so bad. After all, we're experts,

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Speaker 3: overshares and your new besties. Sit back and enjoy the ride.

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Speaker 3: I can do it. Welcome back to good Mom's bad Choices.

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Speaker 4: I'm Erica and I'm Mila, and it's Wednesday, Witches, a.

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Speaker 3: Weird days away from my favorite costume holiday, Halloween, and

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Speaker 3: I am the head witch in charge bitch, and I'm

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Speaker 3: myself as I always am. Mela meals yeah, And if

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Speaker 3: you're just listening, you need to go to YouTube because

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Speaker 3: we are wearing our signature Halloween outfits, which of course

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Speaker 3: is ourselves witches and bitches. Actually I'm a cat, but

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Speaker 3: i'm that three six five, And obviously we're wearing patent leather,

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Speaker 3: because are you even doing Halloween if you haven't worn

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Speaker 3: patent leather this week or months, or watched one scary movie.

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Speaker 4: I couldn't wait to put on my witch's skirt today.

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Speaker 4: It's been a while to dusted out of my witch's closet.

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Speaker 3: Take the cobwebs off or keep them, because then it

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Speaker 3: looks more authentic. I've been wearing my caddiers all week.

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Speaker 3: I bought these from Severes. What it's French sees CBS.

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Speaker 5: Oh oh, Saborski crystals.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, beautiful, How are you? I'm good.

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Speaker 4: I'm happy that it's nearing the end of the month,

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Speaker 4: and actually tomorrow's my birthday.

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Speaker 3: Yes, the head witch is birthday. I'm thirty eight. Ate

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Speaker 3: as I see the girls putting up the igh eight yeah, eight,

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Speaker 3: but I ate that.

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Speaker 4: Okay, that's cute. Yeah, put them the cake. I can't

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Speaker 4: believe I'm alive. I can't believe I've made it.

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Speaker 3: You say that like you grew up in the hood.

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Speaker 4: I just mean like, I've done a lot of things.

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Speaker 4: I've done drunk driving, I've you know, hung out with

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Speaker 4: murderers and oh.

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Speaker 3: How appropriate for the Halloween. I'm black, I'm a woman.

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Speaker 3: Like there's a lot of reasons why I shouldn't be here.

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Speaker 3: That's true. It's true here. But I'm riving, rive.

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Speaker 4: It because I'm ahead, because I'm a witch witch. My

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Speaker 4: witchy skills have protected.

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Speaker 3: Me from death, murder and dumb decisions, really bad choices,

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Speaker 3: dumb bitch decisions. I mean, I've made a lot of

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Speaker 3: bad choices, but they just, thank God, didn't ultimately lead

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Speaker 3: to death. I mean that that's a testament that you

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Speaker 3: supposed to be here and not dead. Yeah, I'm really

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Speaker 3: happy that you're here. Thank you. I'm happy i'm here too.

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Speaker 3: And all those getting into cars with strangers as a teenager,

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Speaker 3: you didn't die, because Lord knows that is a risky business.

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Speaker 4: I mean, I could have died even like as an

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Speaker 4: as an adult, there's a lot of drunk driving is

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Speaker 4: in my twenties and probably thirties, not me, I learned,

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Speaker 4: but with other people driving.

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Speaker 3: I definitely there's lots of drunk driving in my twenties,

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Speaker 3: which is actually miraculous. I mean, like between my hoeing

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Speaker 3: even lie, like under twenty five. It's a miracle that

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Speaker 3: I'm here. Yeah, I mean I lived in Atlanta and

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Speaker 3: I was hoeing in Atlanta, so it's really the fact

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Speaker 3: that I'm healthy and I'm sitting here is a huge deal. Free,

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Speaker 3: sity free. I'm really like, I'm like, thank you God,

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Speaker 3: because there would be times I would go to like

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Speaker 3: the planned parent heard and be like, God, I hope

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Speaker 3: this goes well because I've been risking my life. But

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Speaker 3: as an later, more wiser woman, I'm really happy to

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Speaker 3: say that God protected me tremendously and you because we

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Speaker 3: had bigger plans to be sitting here on this yellow

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Speaker 3: couch in our babe cave, celebrating Halloween together baby Amen,

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Speaker 3: in our thirtieth birth but our thirty eight.

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Speaker 4: Birthday, our seventh Halloween on the show, our seventh Halloween wrath,

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Speaker 4: seventh seventh, our seventh Halloween.

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Speaker 3: Lucky number seven.

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Speaker 4: You know, our Halloween episodes are generally pretty creepy lit,

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Speaker 4: so make sure you go check out all of our

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Speaker 4: Halloween episodes if you haven't, and get with it.

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Speaker 3: If you're just joining the show, it's really important that

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Speaker 3: you know you have joined the podcast of black Witches.

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Speaker 3: We are self proclaimed. Early on the show, we wouldn't

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Speaker 3: say that because black people in Witchcraft. I don't know,

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Speaker 3: huge deal Christians, but but we've later, we've come, we've evolved,

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Speaker 3: we've matured into our witchiness, and now we claim it publicly.

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Speaker 3: Where before we weren't aiming at publicly. We were closet

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Speaker 3: slow progression of our outness the more we've gotten in

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Speaker 3: our power. So yeah, if you're joining us, can be

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Speaker 3: a Christian witch. You know the other day that is

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Speaker 3: very true. PSA announcement. If you're a Christian you're listening

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Speaker 3: to this, I was not trying to shade you. I

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Speaker 3: was just kidding. And you can be a Christian witch.

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Speaker 3: They're Jesus loving witches on our in our tribes.

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Speaker 4: You don't not love Jesus because you are a witch,

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Speaker 4: because you use the elements to you know, do things

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Speaker 4: for your highest good or.

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Speaker 3: To somebody condemned that. Somebody sorry, trying to keep listeners

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Speaker 3: not scaring them away. Somebody tell me, simone that you

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Speaker 4: Wait did you guys, did you see that they're saying

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Speaker 4: that Kisha Kor has like a witch spell over Uci Maine.

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Speaker 3: It will work, so he should be thankful. Well, because

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Speaker 3: did you see them on the Breakfast Club. No, I

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Speaker 3: mean I saw that they were on there, but you know,

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Speaker 3: he's schizophrenic. I saw that, Okay, I had no idea,

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Speaker 3: and so I was watching them on the Breakfast Club

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Speaker 4: Talked, but like she's like she seems like his handler. Yeah,

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Speaker 4: that's at least that's what the internet is saying. But

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Speaker 4: there was like this I can't remember who.

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Speaker 3: I don't know who it was. It was like a witch.

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Speaker 3: It was like it.

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Speaker 4: I've watched the Breakfast Club interview and it is very

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Speaker 4: clear that she has put some sort of juju on him.

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Speaker 4: You know, she's a Jamaican woman, and so she has

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Speaker 4: put a Jamaican juju spell on him, and she has

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Speaker 3: Made him sober and looked good because he never looked

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Speaker 3: like that when he was on drugs. And listen, baby,

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Speaker 3: that is a commercial for witchcraft. If that's what she's saying,

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Speaker 3: you almost schizophrenic. If you have a schizophrenic husband partner,

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Speaker 3: hit up Kishk for all the witchcraft spells so that

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Speaker 3: I could insert a testimony from Orlando for dating this

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Speaker 3: I like that, and here we are because I've made

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Speaker 3: his life better. Witches make your life better. And this

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Speaker 3: is the commercial if you're a witch, if you're a

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Speaker 3: at literally, Gucci Man has glowed up. He had a

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Speaker 3: pot belly, he was on drugs, sipping that syrup, and

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Speaker 3: And he's fine. Those new teeth and whatever spells she's

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Speaker 3: putting on him work because women are witches. All of

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Speaker 3: us are witches. Whether you'd like to believe it or not,

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Speaker 3: we all have. Here's your own word too. It doesn't

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Speaker 3: have to be a witch. I like you. I like

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Speaker 3: using words that piss people off. I like witches and

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Speaker 3: bitches and sluts and whorees because ha ha ha ha,

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Speaker 3: I'm a witch. Bitch. Yeah, sorry, I just had to

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Speaker 3: get that off, you know. I feel like people get

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Speaker 3: so triggered by the word whore, and especially men, even

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Speaker 3: I don't think they get they use it to try

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Speaker 3: Elizabeth saying marry the whore, oh yeah, is going crazy

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Speaker 3: till this day because men hate the word horror slut,

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Speaker 3: and I just want to know what does that mean

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Speaker 3: to you? Like, what defines a whore? Is it like

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Speaker 3: ten that's what they're through? But what defines ran through?

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Speaker 3: Because then all you and your homies are usually ran through.

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Speaker 4: It means either you fuck someone they know, or it

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Speaker 4: is you could don't You could actually only have sex

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Speaker 3: It's like ten plus bodies your head, head, he was sixty.

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Speaker 3: If I had ten bodies, I'm in horrehood. No, no, no, no.

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Speaker 4: There's a certain amount of time in which the whorehood

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Speaker 3: Isn't this relative? Like I need to chat GPT.

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Speaker 4: And then if you dress a certain way, you're automatically

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Speaker 3: There's a lot of there's a lot of checkofs.

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Speaker 4: There's a lot of checkofs, but most importantly, they ran

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Speaker 3: So thank you for your urban dictionary that you had

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Speaker 3: such like like I don't know you spoke niggad and

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Speaker 4: My long history of good Mom's bad choices and reading

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Speaker 4: the comments, I would say I've I've gotten a lot

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Speaker 4: of education on what horror horness means to men.

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Speaker 3: To men horse let You could also be a Christian whore.

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Speaker 4: There's a lot of Christian whose oh yeah, that's when

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Speaker 3: Oh they have to repent. They gotta repent. My dad

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Speaker 3: for example, first of all, Christian horr. Why would you

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Speaker 3: the mantin is horness. But he can own it. And

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Speaker 3: it's cool because men can own the horness. Women have

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Speaker 3: coast they can't. No, you know what, I will say,

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Speaker 3: You've got to stand boldly in your horness. I do

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Speaker 3: feel that I've always stood boldly in my horness, mostly

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Speaker 3: because I know it pisses men off and I kind

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Speaker 3: having a male co signer as a husband, so I

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Speaker 3: fuck you, yeah, I saw I've seen guys because I'm

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Speaker 3: always like, you're single, you single bitch, and I'm like, actually,

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Speaker 3: I'm a married whore. So I got a co signer,

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Speaker 3: and I'm really using that I owned it and I

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Speaker 3: you're your husband also.

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Speaker 4: But that's sad though, because that like we as women

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Speaker 4: need a male co signer to be okay with our horness,

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Speaker 4: Like we need a nigga to sign off on us

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Speaker 4: in order to validate that we're worthy, not you in particular,

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Speaker 4: but like validate that we're worthy enough, because I think

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Speaker 4: as like, well i'm married, well on this, and again,

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Speaker 4: not speaking about you, but I understand that there probably

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Speaker 3: I was like, do you? I was like, are you

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Speaker 4: I was like, how about we come here a few

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Speaker 4: I was like, this is so because at the church too,

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Speaker 3: Can you do me? Can you do like it?

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Speaker 3: I want to hear it, Like why don't you what song?

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Speaker 3: Do you have you read?

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Speaker 3: But I've been reading the Bible because I have never

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Speaker 3: a level of like as black people, when Christianity was

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00:21:24,800 --> 00:21:30,080
Speaker 3: like justified via the Bible, I mean when Christians justified

432
00:21:30,080 --> 00:21:32,560
Speaker 3: slavery via the Bible and then put white Jesus. Like

433
00:21:32,600 --> 00:21:34,240
Speaker 3: even if I go into a church now and there's

434
00:21:34,240 --> 00:21:36,720
Speaker 3: white Jesus hanging there looking like sad, I just can't

435
00:21:36,720 --> 00:21:39,000
Speaker 3: resonate if it makes me feel weird. And also when

436
00:21:39,040 --> 00:21:40,600
Speaker 3: I go to black churches. I think the last time

437
00:21:40,600 --> 00:21:42,520
Speaker 3: I went to church was Easter. I got high in

438
00:21:42,600 --> 00:21:44,880
Speaker 3: the car. I went in and there's like all these

439
00:21:44,880 --> 00:21:49,159
Speaker 3: black people like just praising this white figure, and I'm like,

440
00:21:49,280 --> 00:21:51,639
Speaker 3: this is weird to me, And I just think of slavery,

441
00:21:51,760 --> 00:21:55,160
Speaker 3: and I realized that like the route of Christianity came,

442
00:21:55,320 --> 00:21:58,760
Speaker 3: like the oldest Christianity comes from Ethiopia, like the Bible,

443
00:21:58,880 --> 00:22:01,159
Speaker 3: like they've picked and shoes that to and it's like

444
00:22:01,600 --> 00:22:04,120
Speaker 3: who the fuck is Mark Mike and whoever the fuck

445
00:22:04,160 --> 00:22:07,439
Speaker 3: else Joseph Wan and two, you know, like people, someone

446
00:22:08,119 --> 00:22:11,280
Speaker 3: if I wrote right now, wrote a thousand pages and

447
00:22:11,320 --> 00:22:13,520
Speaker 3: I was like God told me to write this, everybody

448
00:22:13,600 --> 00:22:15,200
Speaker 3: would be like, bitch, what are you talking about. No

449
00:22:15,200 --> 00:22:17,719
Speaker 3: one would be like, Okay, let's add Jamila to the

450
00:22:18,080 --> 00:22:22,440
Speaker 3: end of revelations. So like it's very esoteric and it's

451
00:22:22,480 --> 00:22:24,520
Speaker 3: in like I don't know. I just feel some of

452
00:22:24,560 --> 00:22:26,639
Speaker 3: it is good. I've read some of it because I

453
00:22:26,640 --> 00:22:29,040
Speaker 3: went to Catholic school too, But I also just feel

454
00:22:29,400 --> 00:22:34,760
Speaker 3: skeptical about it because I know how Christianity makes it

455
00:22:34,800 --> 00:22:38,960
Speaker 3: okay to judge and shun people, and I just feel

456
00:22:38,960 --> 00:22:41,359
Speaker 3: like love is the language all paths to God. And

457
00:22:41,400 --> 00:22:45,320
Speaker 3: I just think with religion there is so many, so

458
00:22:45,400 --> 00:22:47,200
Speaker 3: much hypocrisy and hate.

459
00:22:47,560 --> 00:22:50,200
Speaker 4: So I just you know, I think I think that's

460
00:22:50,200 --> 00:22:53,320
Speaker 4: in any any religious system.

461
00:22:53,320 --> 00:22:54,719
Speaker 3: I mean not just in system.

462
00:22:54,840 --> 00:22:56,919
Speaker 4: I think that's in any system that you follow you

463
00:22:56,920 --> 00:23:00,200
Speaker 4: could we could that could be said in to bet

464
00:23:00,200 --> 00:23:04,639
Speaker 4: and Buddhism Tibetan Buddhism that can be in any structured

465
00:23:05,680 --> 00:23:07,639
Speaker 4: not a religion though, Okay, but I'm just but it's

466
00:23:07,640 --> 00:23:11,000
Speaker 4: still a system that you practice, a spiritual practice that

467
00:23:11,000 --> 00:23:13,760
Speaker 4: that can still exist there hypocrisy, Yeah, yeah, I mean,

468
00:23:13,800 --> 00:23:16,919
Speaker 4: I just so it's like people are just like naturally

469
00:23:17,000 --> 00:23:19,719
Speaker 4: hypocritical in ways, and so I just I don't know.

470
00:23:20,359 --> 00:23:26,920
Speaker 4: I have been exploring my I really want to have

471
00:23:27,040 --> 00:23:31,680
Speaker 4: a full understanding of it so that I can truly

472
00:23:31,800 --> 00:23:36,240
Speaker 4: speak from it from a place of like intelligence and

473
00:23:36,400 --> 00:23:37,959
Speaker 4: whatever my truth is about it.

474
00:23:38,040 --> 00:23:39,840
Speaker 3: And that's why I've At first I was.

475
00:23:39,800 --> 00:23:42,080
Speaker 4: Really resistant to go, and my mom really wanted me

476
00:23:42,119 --> 00:23:43,280
Speaker 4: to go with her, and so I was like, fuck,

477
00:23:43,280 --> 00:23:45,040
Speaker 4: it's right down the street from my house. I'm like,

478
00:23:45,119 --> 00:23:48,679
Speaker 4: it's a black church, which is really random in Calabasism.

479
00:23:48,800 --> 00:23:51,720
Speaker 3: Yeah, who knew that there's a black church. I had

480
00:23:51,720 --> 00:23:56,600
Speaker 3: no idea. And are the members predominantly black? Yeah? Yeah,

481
00:23:56,600 --> 00:23:58,080
Speaker 3: I would say like ninety percent.

482
00:23:58,240 --> 00:24:02,680
Speaker 4: Wow, But the music are traveling from LA But but

483
00:24:02,720 --> 00:24:05,200
Speaker 4: the music was just it is it black?

484
00:24:05,280 --> 00:24:06,240
Speaker 3: Is it it's black?

485
00:24:06,359 --> 00:24:09,960
Speaker 4: I mean, the the preacher he is a former. I

486
00:24:10,000 --> 00:24:12,119
Speaker 4: think he still is. He's a producer. He worked in

487
00:24:12,119 --> 00:24:14,560
Speaker 4: the music industry for many, many years, and so now

488
00:24:14,600 --> 00:24:16,520
Speaker 4: this has been his calling. And so I know the

489
00:24:16,560 --> 00:24:19,119
Speaker 4: music is important, which is why I'm like, why this?

490
00:24:19,640 --> 00:24:22,640
Speaker 4: Why why she's a nice woman?

491
00:24:22,800 --> 00:24:22,960
Speaker 1: Yeah?

492
00:24:24,240 --> 00:24:28,720
Speaker 3: Why? Why is it? Like to be more? I don't know.

493
00:24:28,800 --> 00:24:33,679
Speaker 4: It's d I more related, relatable, and it's a representation

494
00:24:34,280 --> 00:24:34,960
Speaker 4: mommy's walking.

495
00:24:35,119 --> 00:24:39,920
Speaker 3: I don't know anyway, enough about that. Back to Halloween.

496
00:24:42,080 --> 00:24:44,160
Speaker 3: Oh my god. My grandmother, who's such a Christian, would

497
00:24:44,200 --> 00:24:46,879
Speaker 3: be like, I'm not passing out no candy for Halloween.

498
00:24:47,040 --> 00:24:49,359
Speaker 3: That's the Devil's Day. I'm like, it's a it's just

499
00:24:49,480 --> 00:24:52,399
Speaker 3: dressing up, Grandma. I'm like that was That was my

500
00:24:52,440 --> 00:24:57,640
Speaker 3: biggest thing, Like I can't be Christian. I love Halloween. Yeah, yeah,

501
00:24:57,640 --> 00:25:00,280
Speaker 3: me too. Also, the darkness is good. I think people

502
00:25:00,480 --> 00:25:03,120
Speaker 3: like are so against the darkness and sometimes you gotta

503
00:25:03,200 --> 00:25:05,320
Speaker 3: like dive into the darkness to see the light, to

504
00:25:05,320 --> 00:25:08,280
Speaker 3: get the balance, you know, I believe in balance over here.

505
00:25:08,480 --> 00:25:09,879
Speaker 3: Just a little bit of this, a little bit of that.

506
00:25:11,400 --> 00:25:15,119
Speaker 3: Have you watched any Halloween movies this season? This month,

507
00:25:16,960 --> 00:25:22,280
Speaker 3: I started to watch Smile, Oh Sue. That was creepy.

508
00:25:22,720 --> 00:25:25,240
Speaker 4: I think I fell asleep though I started also watching

509
00:25:25,320 --> 00:25:28,000
Speaker 4: Monster that is so creepy, and I fell asleep. I

510
00:25:28,080 --> 00:25:30,040
Speaker 4: keep every time I watched TV, I fall fucking asleep.

511
00:25:30,080 --> 00:25:33,080
Speaker 4: So yes, but no, yes and no.

512
00:25:33,760 --> 00:25:37,120
Speaker 3: I watched Practical Magic on the plane and I really

513
00:25:37,160 --> 00:25:39,520
Speaker 3: love that movie since I'm ten, so I was like,

514
00:25:39,560 --> 00:25:41,520
Speaker 3: it's not really scary, but it's about witches, a witch

515
00:25:41,560 --> 00:25:44,959
Speaker 3: family with Sandra Bullock, and I've been meaning to make

516
00:25:45,040 --> 00:25:46,480
Speaker 3: Luna watch it. I'm like, I don't know if it's

517
00:25:46,480 --> 00:25:50,119
Speaker 3: too advanced because I remember, like they killed that boyfriend,

518
00:25:50,600 --> 00:25:58,800
Speaker 3: you remember put the lime in the can? I? Yeah,

519
00:25:58,920 --> 00:25:59,880
Speaker 3: you know what I did watch?

520
00:26:00,080 --> 00:26:02,040
Speaker 4: That is not supposed to be a horror story, but

521
00:26:02,160 --> 00:26:04,359
Speaker 4: it was horror horror.

522
00:26:04,720 --> 00:26:07,720
Speaker 3: The Perfect Neighbor on Netflix. Have you seen that? You know?

523
00:26:08,400 --> 00:26:11,240
Speaker 3: I saw the trailer and that was a horror story.

524
00:26:11,320 --> 00:26:13,320
Speaker 3: Orlando told me that you said to watch it, and

525
00:26:13,359 --> 00:26:14,840
Speaker 3: I was like, this is I don't want it looks

526
00:26:14,840 --> 00:26:17,560
Speaker 3: too I did not say it is real. It's a documentary.

527
00:26:17,720 --> 00:26:21,320
Speaker 3: It's not fake. I okay, I don't know. A kid

528
00:26:21,359 --> 00:26:24,720
Speaker 3: get hurt, no, a mother gets hurt.

529
00:26:25,040 --> 00:26:27,560
Speaker 4: And I didn't know what I was I thought we

530
00:26:27,560 --> 00:26:29,439
Speaker 4: were gonna like, so I don't know. I thought something

531
00:26:29,520 --> 00:26:31,360
Speaker 4: was going to happen. I didn't know first of all,

532
00:26:31,440 --> 00:26:33,040
Speaker 4: people were gonna die in the beginning at all.

533
00:26:33,280 --> 00:26:36,840
Speaker 3: So people do die from this crazy white bitch neighbor

534
00:26:36,840 --> 00:26:38,920
Speaker 3: who's a racist.

535
00:26:39,440 --> 00:26:42,160
Speaker 4: She's crazy, and so I didn't know. I just thought like, oh,

536
00:26:42,240 --> 00:26:44,200
Speaker 4: it's like there's gonna be a bright spot at the end,

537
00:26:44,240 --> 00:26:47,360
Speaker 4: like revenge or like something. No, it's none of that.

538
00:26:47,440 --> 00:26:50,959
Speaker 4: It's just black death and depression. I literally watching it,

539
00:26:51,080 --> 00:26:55,639
Speaker 4: crying for these fucking poor children, and it was horrible.

540
00:26:55,640 --> 00:26:57,600
Speaker 4: And I was like thinking, too, like this is this

541
00:26:57,640 --> 00:26:59,480
Speaker 4: is in twenty twenty two real, It wasn't even that

542
00:26:59,520 --> 00:27:03,040
Speaker 4: long ago, and all these kids are like everything's documented

543
00:27:03,119 --> 00:27:07,920
Speaker 4: via like the police officers cam and you know, it's

544
00:27:07,960 --> 00:27:11,120
Speaker 4: like won all these awards, and I'm like why, Like

545
00:27:11,200 --> 00:27:14,160
Speaker 4: this is just sad black terror.

546
00:27:14,520 --> 00:27:16,560
Speaker 3: And that's what it felt like. It felt like black terror.

547
00:27:16,560 --> 00:27:18,879
Speaker 4: And I didn't I had literally no idea that's what

548
00:27:18,920 --> 00:27:20,760
Speaker 4: I was walking into. I thought it was gonna.

549
00:27:20,520 --> 00:27:22,960
Speaker 3: Be like a little funny, a little creepy. You don't

550
00:27:22,960 --> 00:27:24,760
Speaker 3: watch the trailer, no, because I watched it and I

551
00:27:24,840 --> 00:27:27,960
Speaker 3: saw I said immediately, fuck now, life is hard enough.

552
00:27:28,080 --> 00:27:29,040
Speaker 3: I didn't watch the trailer.

553
00:27:29,320 --> 00:27:31,840
Speaker 4: I just saw that it kept popping up, popping up,

554
00:27:31,840 --> 00:27:33,399
Speaker 4: popping up, and I was like, whatever, let me just

555
00:27:33,440 --> 00:27:34,840
Speaker 4: I think it. Like I had won an award at

556
00:27:34,840 --> 00:27:36,199
Speaker 4: Sunday and so I was like, fuck it, let me

557
00:27:36,240 --> 00:27:37,800
Speaker 4: just watch it. And then I watched it and I

558
00:27:37,840 --> 00:27:40,200
Speaker 4: was devastated and fucked up.

559
00:27:40,440 --> 00:27:43,199
Speaker 3: There's like a level of like, know what's going on

560
00:27:43,280 --> 00:27:45,680
Speaker 3: in the world and knowing that, like there are still

561
00:27:45,760 --> 00:27:49,159
Speaker 3: fucked up things happening and every day to black people,

562
00:27:49,240 --> 00:27:52,359
Speaker 3: to women, to brown people. Obviously, I mean like to

563
00:27:52,359 --> 00:27:54,000
Speaker 3: be live in the world is to literally be in

564
00:27:54,040 --> 00:27:56,520
Speaker 3: Halloween all the time. I'm in fucking terror all the time.

565
00:27:56,840 --> 00:28:00,080
Speaker 3: But there's a level of like how much where's the

566
00:28:00,119 --> 00:28:03,320
Speaker 3: balance between being informed? And also I am so sick

567
00:28:03,359 --> 00:28:06,280
Speaker 3: of seeing senseless death of black people that look like me,

568
00:28:06,600 --> 00:28:08,960
Speaker 3: Like I cannot consume a bunch of this or else

569
00:28:09,040 --> 00:28:11,879
Speaker 3: I'm going to be a sad, depressed bitch all the

570
00:28:11,920 --> 00:28:15,040
Speaker 3: time Because I take those, I would probably be mad

571
00:28:15,160 --> 00:28:17,560
Speaker 3: at white people for a month. I don't want to

572
00:28:17,560 --> 00:28:19,320
Speaker 3: consume it at all. At this point. It is a

573
00:28:19,359 --> 00:28:26,680
Speaker 3: horror story. Horror horror, horror, horror story. So that was

574
00:28:26,720 --> 00:28:28,560
Speaker 3: a horror story. For me, that was me like, yeah,

575
00:28:28,600 --> 00:28:30,480
Speaker 3: that was horrendous and I hate it every moment And

576
00:28:30,520 --> 00:28:32,119
Speaker 3: it was like I didn't even watch it, but I

577
00:28:32,119 --> 00:28:35,040
Speaker 3: could tell immediately it was senseless. This bitch was bored,

578
00:28:35,320 --> 00:28:37,760
Speaker 3: she was hateful, she thought she was justified in her

579
00:28:37,760 --> 00:28:41,640
Speaker 3: old assways, and like this ended up being something obviously

580
00:28:42,240 --> 00:28:45,440
Speaker 3: murderous because this old fucking evil lady I just look

581
00:28:45,480 --> 00:28:47,680
Speaker 3: like so unnecessary. I just I was just like, what

582
00:28:47,800 --> 00:28:50,160
Speaker 3: was the point? Like did the family make it? Did

583
00:28:50,160 --> 00:28:51,120
Speaker 3: they get a lot of money?

584
00:28:51,160 --> 00:28:53,800
Speaker 4: Like it even that doesn't bring a mom out, but

585
00:28:53,800 --> 00:28:56,280
Speaker 4: I'm just like, exactly, so what is the point?

586
00:28:56,480 --> 00:28:58,600
Speaker 3: Like what was the point of us seeing these black

587
00:28:58,720 --> 00:29:04,959
Speaker 3: children in total devastation in these kids thinking it's their fault?

588
00:29:05,520 --> 00:29:07,520
Speaker 3: Like it was just horri that these children have to

589
00:29:07,600 --> 00:29:09,040
Speaker 3: live with that, And I.

590
00:29:08,960 --> 00:29:11,680
Speaker 4: Was just like, why are we still making why are

591
00:29:11,720 --> 00:29:12,520
Speaker 4: we still making this shit?

592
00:29:12,600 --> 00:29:14,959
Speaker 3: Because it's real and because Karen's are real, and because

593
00:29:15,000 --> 00:29:17,440
Speaker 3: that is the truth about like Karen's is funny joke

594
00:29:17,520 --> 00:29:19,680
Speaker 3: and all these things, but like that is the truth,

595
00:29:19,800 --> 00:29:23,280
Speaker 3: Like that type of person, that is what that is,

596
00:29:23,320 --> 00:29:25,640
Speaker 3: like the like that's what happens when you don't check

597
00:29:25,680 --> 00:29:28,160
Speaker 3: those type of people. Or those people go unchecked by

598
00:29:28,200 --> 00:29:30,920
Speaker 3: police by law enforcement because it's just the old white

599
00:29:30,960 --> 00:29:33,640
Speaker 3: lady calling the police every five minutes on kids playing school.

600
00:29:33,680 --> 00:29:35,720
Speaker 4: I know that it's real, but I think that those

601
00:29:36,120 --> 00:29:37,920
Speaker 4: those things, like I feel like they need to have

602
00:29:37,920 --> 00:29:40,400
Speaker 4: a category on Netflix for whites that want to do

603
00:29:40,440 --> 00:29:44,640
Speaker 4: better where they can go watch stuff like perfect Neighbor

604
00:29:45,680 --> 00:29:48,920
Speaker 4: and fucking you know, twelve Years of Slave and they

605
00:29:48,920 --> 00:29:50,760
Speaker 4: can there's like a whole category. They made a whole

606
00:29:50,760 --> 00:29:53,240
Speaker 4: category for like it was basically for us to watch

607
00:29:53,320 --> 00:29:53,920
Speaker 4: our own.

608
00:29:53,800 --> 00:29:54,960
Speaker 3: Death on Netflix.

609
00:29:55,200 --> 00:29:58,560
Speaker 4: They needed to They need to rebrand it as whites

610
00:29:58,600 --> 00:29:59,280
Speaker 4: that want to do better.

611
00:30:00,120 --> 00:30:02,160
Speaker 3: I have something to say about whites that need to

612
00:30:02,200 --> 00:30:04,680
Speaker 3: do better. I have something to say. I have an announcement.

613
00:30:06,720 --> 00:30:10,200
Speaker 3: I think a lot of whites, Yeah, let me hit

614
00:30:10,240 --> 00:30:12,479
Speaker 3: this because there's a lot. There's a lot happening here

615
00:30:13,640 --> 00:30:16,840
Speaker 3: in my spirit. This is the preacher I have. I

616
00:30:16,880 --> 00:30:22,560
Speaker 3: have some things to say because a lot of we're

617
00:30:22,560 --> 00:30:27,880
Speaker 3: living in a global racial world that like racism is

618
00:30:27,920 --> 00:30:32,480
Speaker 3: global in America, it is a whole different beast because

619
00:30:32,560 --> 00:30:36,280
Speaker 3: obviously slavery took place on this land. What I notice

620
00:30:36,360 --> 00:30:40,040
Speaker 3: about even my friends that are not black, but I'm

621
00:30:40,120 --> 00:30:46,160
Speaker 3: noticing as a as a culture, as a community. I

622
00:30:46,160 --> 00:30:52,520
Speaker 3: don't think white people know a lot about history, and

623
00:30:52,520 --> 00:30:55,680
Speaker 3: that's why it's like, oh, get over it, oh blah blahlah.

624
00:30:55,720 --> 00:30:57,239
Speaker 3: So let me just break down a few things for you.

625
00:30:58,320 --> 00:31:02,000
Speaker 3: Imagine coming from a different country, they put a bunch

626
00:31:02,040 --> 00:31:04,440
Speaker 3: of people on the boat. They intentionally put people that

627
00:31:04,480 --> 00:31:06,120
Speaker 3: don't come from where you come from. So even the

628
00:31:06,160 --> 00:31:09,200
Speaker 3: people on the boat don't speak the same language. You're scared,

629
00:31:09,480 --> 00:31:14,120
Speaker 3: you're cold. You're in the bottom of a boat, shitting, shackled, shackled, shitting, peeing,

630
00:31:14,280 --> 00:31:17,480
Speaker 3: bleeding on each other for months. Then you come to

631
00:31:17,560 --> 00:31:20,720
Speaker 3: a place where a foreign land. You're chained, you're shackled.

632
00:31:20,920 --> 00:31:24,840
Speaker 3: They are literally removing the people that you know, your children,

633
00:31:25,040 --> 00:31:27,920
Speaker 3: to never be seen again. They are putting you on

634
00:31:27,960 --> 00:31:31,000
Speaker 3: a block to be sold. You cannot speak the language.

635
00:31:31,360 --> 00:31:33,720
Speaker 3: You are being beat. You've seen people be murdered. You're

636
00:31:33,720 --> 00:31:40,080
Speaker 3: seeing people have it naked, violent atrocities. You're witnessing it's

637
00:31:40,080 --> 00:31:46,479
Speaker 3: sexually as let's not even jump do you white people

638
00:31:46,560 --> 00:31:48,280
Speaker 3: know even black people, because I realize there are a

639
00:31:48,280 --> 00:31:50,120
Speaker 3: lot of ignorant black people who don't also do not

640
00:31:50,160 --> 00:31:54,400
Speaker 3: know the history. There were bucking camps. They literally broke men.

641
00:31:54,760 --> 00:31:58,320
Speaker 3: They were men were fucking black slaves in front of

642
00:31:58,360 --> 00:32:00,920
Speaker 3: their wives and children so that they would not run.

643
00:32:02,040 --> 00:32:06,480
Speaker 3: Imagine your father or your brother or your child being

644
00:32:06,600 --> 00:32:09,239
Speaker 3: raped by a man. There was a whole plant. There

645
00:32:09,280 --> 00:32:13,520
Speaker 3: were plantations built on this. There is also plantations where

646
00:32:13,560 --> 00:32:17,000
Speaker 3: they were just breeding people the strongest, even if you

647
00:32:17,000 --> 00:32:20,280
Speaker 3: were related, just making them fucking produce women that were

648
00:32:20,480 --> 00:32:23,840
Speaker 3: just made to be birthers so that they could have

649
00:32:24,000 --> 00:32:27,680
Speaker 3: the strongest of the strong. Imagine, as a mother, your kid,

650
00:32:27,760 --> 00:32:30,640
Speaker 3: you're birthing people and they are ripping them from you,

651
00:32:30,880 --> 00:32:34,960
Speaker 3: and then you were breastfeeding some other white babies, white parents' baby.

652
00:32:36,040 --> 00:32:39,680
Speaker 3: Just imagine as a mother, your kids leaving you and

653
00:32:39,720 --> 00:32:41,960
Speaker 3: you can't do shit about it and you can never

654
00:32:42,160 --> 00:32:46,520
Speaker 3: find them again. Imagine not being your last name being replaced,

655
00:32:46,520 --> 00:32:51,440
Speaker 3: your language, your music, your culture, your religion, everything being

656
00:32:51,480 --> 00:32:54,600
Speaker 3: stripped from you, and then the violence. And then on

657
00:32:54,640 --> 00:32:56,800
Speaker 3: top of that, you could not be educated, you could

658
00:32:56,880 --> 00:32:58,840
Speaker 3: not practice, you could not read, you don't know what

659
00:32:58,880 --> 00:33:01,760
Speaker 3: the fuck is going on, being made to work, and

660
00:33:01,800 --> 00:33:04,080
Speaker 3: then you're being raped and told to go back into

661
00:33:04,120 --> 00:33:08,960
Speaker 3: the fucking field. On top of that, they're feeding babies

662
00:33:09,000 --> 00:33:14,160
Speaker 3: to alligators as bait. They're hanging people. They're murdering children

663
00:33:14,320 --> 00:33:17,959
Speaker 3: and men and women. They're hanging from trees at a

664
00:33:18,040 --> 00:33:21,920
Speaker 3: motherfucking picnic. There are photos, this is not that long ago,

665
00:33:22,080 --> 00:33:28,040
Speaker 3: photos of white families eating fucking crustless sandwiches while a

666
00:33:28,160 --> 00:33:32,680
Speaker 3: human is being hung from a tree. Imagine the type

667
00:33:32,760 --> 00:33:36,240
Speaker 3: of fucking disconnect you have to have as a human

668
00:33:36,320 --> 00:33:39,239
Speaker 3: being to be smiling and carrying on and eating a

669
00:33:39,280 --> 00:33:44,080
Speaker 3: fucking sandwich while someone is hanging from a tree in murder.

670
00:33:44,720 --> 00:33:49,120
Speaker 3: This happened on a weekend, weekly basis. This is sick

671
00:33:49,200 --> 00:33:55,440
Speaker 3: on a different level of sickness. They were taking people's penises, limbs,

672
00:33:55,880 --> 00:34:02,280
Speaker 3: all types of heinous, brutal, violent crimes. You guys, violent

673
00:34:02,400 --> 00:34:08,319
Speaker 3: crimes for hundreds of years on this soil. Imagine you

674
00:34:08,440 --> 00:34:11,200
Speaker 3: come to a foreign place and for four hundred years

675
00:34:11,239 --> 00:34:14,239
Speaker 3: you do not have this same basic level of humanity,

676
00:34:14,719 --> 00:34:18,840
Speaker 3: and somehow still you manage after all of that, to

677
00:34:18,920 --> 00:34:22,440
Speaker 3: come up somewhat in a space where you can exist

678
00:34:23,040 --> 00:34:29,400
Speaker 3: and still not have rage and smile. It is insane

679
00:34:30,080 --> 00:34:34,759
Speaker 3: to ask black people to get over it. It is

680
00:34:34,840 --> 00:34:39,280
Speaker 3: insane to remove those stories from history because it happened

681
00:34:39,280 --> 00:34:42,640
Speaker 3: and not that long ago. It is insane and it

682
00:34:42,719 --> 00:34:45,719
Speaker 3: is reckless to talk about things that you have no

683
00:34:46,120 --> 00:34:49,600
Speaker 3: fucking clue about the reality of what that looked like

684
00:34:49,800 --> 00:34:52,320
Speaker 3: and it was not that long ago. You have got

685
00:34:52,360 --> 00:34:56,040
Speaker 3: to educate yourselves and stop with this fucking victim mentality,

686
00:34:56,239 --> 00:34:57,880
Speaker 3: because black people, when we talk about it, it's not

687
00:34:57,960 --> 00:35:01,000
Speaker 3: from victim mentality, it's from fact, it's from truth, it's

688
00:35:01,040 --> 00:35:05,040
Speaker 3: from history. Educate yourselves before you start saying ignorant ass

689
00:35:05,040 --> 00:35:08,680
Speaker 3: shit out your fucking mouth, because the amount of atrocities

690
00:35:08,719 --> 00:35:13,000
Speaker 3: and barbaric murderous acts that took place for hundreds of

691
00:35:13,120 --> 00:35:20,440
Speaker 3: years legally in this place are insane. So sorry, I

692
00:35:20,480 --> 00:35:23,759
Speaker 3: just had to kick that off my chest. And then

693
00:35:24,000 --> 00:35:27,080
Speaker 3: we're in a space where it was so much systematic

694
00:35:27,160 --> 00:35:29,640
Speaker 3: racism that you couldn't go to college, you couldn't be educated,

695
00:35:29,680 --> 00:35:32,279
Speaker 3: you had your own colleges. And still when people were like,

696
00:35:32,360 --> 00:35:35,800
Speaker 3: there's some obvious unfair treatment happening here because little Billy's

697
00:35:35,880 --> 00:35:37,920
Speaker 3: dad went here, and his dad went here, and they

698
00:35:38,320 --> 00:35:41,719
Speaker 3: fucking donated one hundred million dollars and so yeah, it's

699
00:35:41,760 --> 00:35:44,200
Speaker 3: all the good old boys here. So yeah, maybe we

700
00:35:44,200 --> 00:35:47,040
Speaker 3: should let twenty black people in just to make it

701
00:35:47,080 --> 00:35:49,719
Speaker 3: seem fair, and then they remove the DEI and say

702
00:35:49,760 --> 00:35:53,720
Speaker 3: it's not fair. Shut the fuck up about fairness until

703
00:35:53,719 --> 00:35:56,919
Speaker 3: you're really ready to talk about some real ass shit.

704
00:35:57,239 --> 00:35:59,600
Speaker 3: You cannot talk about the state of the world without

705
00:35:59,640 --> 00:36:04,160
Speaker 3: ignored knowledging the systematic it is fabric sewn into the

706
00:36:04,200 --> 00:36:09,160
Speaker 3: fabric of the United States racism. Even black people have

707
00:36:09,360 --> 00:36:14,160
Speaker 3: racist thoughts and racist actions because it's systematically ingrained in

708
00:36:14,360 --> 00:36:17,719
Speaker 3: the United States. We were built on racism. We were

709
00:36:17,800 --> 00:36:21,040
Speaker 3: above everybody because we did barbaric acts and we had

710
00:36:21,560 --> 00:36:24,560
Speaker 3: four hundred years of free labor. That's why America's Land

711
00:36:24,560 --> 00:36:30,680
Speaker 3: of the fucking Great, because we've used people's labor for free.

712
00:36:30,840 --> 00:36:37,000
Speaker 3: You cannot acknowledge America without acknowledging black people. We built it. Literally,

713
00:36:37,160 --> 00:36:43,000
Speaker 3: the White House is built by slaves. Stop with the bullshit. Please,

714
00:36:43,719 --> 00:36:48,000
Speaker 3: for the love of God, read a fucking book. Okay, sorry,

715
00:36:50,080 --> 00:36:54,080
Speaker 3: thank you. Wow.

716
00:36:56,280 --> 00:37:01,239
Speaker 4: I think it's so important for even our people to

717
00:37:01,320 --> 00:37:05,080
Speaker 4: be reminded because sometimes we don't know where our pain

718
00:37:05,200 --> 00:37:10,359
Speaker 4: is rooted, where the dysfunction is rooted. We're told get

719
00:37:10,400 --> 00:37:12,279
Speaker 4: over it, go to therapy.

720
00:37:12,840 --> 00:37:13,480
Speaker 3: It's in our.

721
00:37:13,360 --> 00:37:16,480
Speaker 4: Body, it's by design, it's in our bones. It that

722
00:37:16,520 --> 00:37:19,480
Speaker 4: we can't transcend it because we are resilient.

723
00:37:19,520 --> 00:37:22,480
Speaker 3: That's what it is to be black. The alchemy that

724
00:37:22,560 --> 00:37:25,759
Speaker 3: to even exist and so smile and laugh and not

725
00:37:25,840 --> 00:37:29,359
Speaker 3: be hateful is crazy. To live as a black person

726
00:37:29,400 --> 00:37:32,160
Speaker 3: in America is to exist with rage all the time.

727
00:37:32,400 --> 00:37:35,759
Speaker 3: You know, absolutely you coexist with it because there's no

728
00:37:35,840 --> 00:37:38,359
Speaker 3: other choice, because if you know your history, you know

729
00:37:38,800 --> 00:37:40,600
Speaker 3: how dark. And then to have to hea he and

730
00:37:40,640 --> 00:37:43,320
Speaker 3: haha with bitches who are like, I mean, just like,

731
00:37:43,360 --> 00:37:48,480
Speaker 3: don't be a victim though, okay, Kelly, Like no, like,

732
00:37:48,880 --> 00:37:50,719
Speaker 3: there's some real shit that happened, and if you're not

733
00:37:50,760 --> 00:37:54,719
Speaker 3: acknowledging it, like everything is by design when you look

734
00:37:54,760 --> 00:37:57,000
Speaker 3: at ignorance, when you look whatever things that you think

735
00:37:57,040 --> 00:38:00,239
Speaker 3: black people, the violence, when you have been told to

736
00:38:00,280 --> 00:38:02,719
Speaker 3: hate yourself, hate how you look, that your hair is

737
00:38:02,760 --> 00:38:05,720
Speaker 3: not beautiful, that you are not worthy, that everything about

738
00:38:05,719 --> 00:38:09,720
Speaker 3: you is not good, and then you see literally a

739
00:38:09,760 --> 00:38:14,400
Speaker 3: global on a global, a global level, people steal everything

740
00:38:14,440 --> 00:38:17,799
Speaker 3: that you create and then label it something else. It's

741
00:38:17,960 --> 00:38:23,600
Speaker 3: fucking brainwashery. It's delusion and like you guys, you gotta

742
00:38:23,600 --> 00:38:26,800
Speaker 3: wake the fuck up. Stop. And it's not it's by design,

743
00:38:26,840 --> 00:38:30,040
Speaker 3: because there's something very powerful. If you steal someone's history,

744
00:38:30,040 --> 00:38:33,960
Speaker 3: you hide it. You think there's things in the pyramids,

745
00:38:34,000 --> 00:38:36,879
Speaker 3: will never know. Yeah, if you don't know, there's things

746
00:38:36,880 --> 00:38:39,239
Speaker 3: at the Vatican, hold history. Who you are, where you

747
00:38:39,280 --> 00:38:42,680
Speaker 3: come from, what you eat, you will think that your

748
00:38:42,840 --> 00:38:47,479
Speaker 3: history start at slavery. Most people do. Black people, most people.

749
00:38:48,160 --> 00:38:51,719
Speaker 3: I know because we watch those Save the Children fucking commercials.

750
00:38:51,760 --> 00:38:54,520
Speaker 3: As children, I mean, when everybody was starving and white

751
00:38:54,560 --> 00:38:56,920
Speaker 3: people were giving them sandwiches, like, oh, look at the

752
00:38:56,960 --> 00:39:00,840
Speaker 3: poor black people. No, Nigga, we are come from royalty,

753
00:39:01,600 --> 00:39:07,239
Speaker 3: like the Moors. Educated the entire globe we have been like,

754
00:39:07,360 --> 00:39:09,480
Speaker 3: it's just the technology that we have been blessed with

755
00:39:09,560 --> 00:39:13,320
Speaker 3: and then also been stripped with. Is some the magic trick,

756
00:39:13,480 --> 00:39:17,800
Speaker 3: the delusion intentionally that has been cloaked over the United

757
00:39:17,880 --> 00:39:21,239
Speaker 3: like globally is crazy. On our maps that we get,

758
00:39:21,360 --> 00:39:25,480
Speaker 3: Africa is three times larger the size, but they intentionally

759
00:39:25,600 --> 00:39:29,480
Speaker 3: shrunk it so that it would look sizable to Europe

760
00:39:29,760 --> 00:39:35,080
Speaker 3: and to America. But if you look at older maps,

761
00:39:35,320 --> 00:39:38,920
Speaker 3: Africa is literally three times the size and at the

762
00:39:38,960 --> 00:39:41,799
Speaker 3: center of the globe, but they intentionally shrunk it. Do

763
00:39:41,840 --> 00:39:44,200
Speaker 3: you know how fucking crazy you have to be to

764
00:39:44,440 --> 00:39:48,200
Speaker 3: shrink something on a map so that you feel better

765
00:39:48,280 --> 00:39:54,319
Speaker 3: about the ratios. I'll just leave it there.

766
00:39:54,719 --> 00:39:58,360
Speaker 4: You as a history teacher and a cat mix together.

767
00:39:58,560 --> 00:40:01,200
Speaker 3: This is this might be it. It's just on YouTube.

768
00:40:01,320 --> 00:40:08,440
Speaker 3: This is your look, bab, I'm a dominatrix history. Have you

769
00:40:08,560 --> 00:40:11,320
Speaker 3: done your history? Lesson reality?

770
00:40:11,560 --> 00:40:11,759
Speaker 1: Like me?

771
00:40:12,320 --> 00:40:14,839
Speaker 3: Reality? Let it to me. Look at me, she is real.

772
00:40:15,600 --> 00:40:20,040
Speaker 3: Look at this love, look at my white port. Sorry,

773
00:40:20,160 --> 00:40:23,480
Speaker 3: I feel very passionate about these things because I recognize

774
00:40:24,080 --> 00:40:27,759
Speaker 3: this is important. Thank you, this is so important. We're

775
00:40:27,800 --> 00:40:30,239
Speaker 3: all fucked. No we're not, we're not. But I just

776
00:40:30,400 --> 00:40:34,320
Speaker 3: I realized that ignorance is deeply ingrained and it's intentional,

777
00:40:34,480 --> 00:40:38,560
Speaker 3: and so you have to be pulled back into reality

778
00:40:38,680 --> 00:40:42,120
Speaker 3: sometimes because you, guys, it is it's it's just not

779
00:40:42,480 --> 00:40:45,600
Speaker 3: like whatever concept that you think that you're living in

780
00:40:45,960 --> 00:40:48,360
Speaker 3: is just like doude, just watch a couple movies, a

781
00:40:48,400 --> 00:40:52,080
Speaker 3: couple documentaries, read a fucking couple books. Just before you

782
00:40:52,160 --> 00:40:56,879
Speaker 3: comment on anything, just understand. Yeah, well, people don't want

783
00:40:56,880 --> 00:40:57,120
Speaker 3: to do that.

784
00:40:57,200 --> 00:40:58,719
Speaker 4: They just want to be smart, and so they just

785
00:40:58,880 --> 00:41:03,240
Speaker 4: grasp information and then regurgitate it or pure smart.

786
00:41:05,920 --> 00:41:09,800
Speaker 3: Well, on that note, I think let's take a little breath.

787
00:41:11,400 --> 00:41:17,200
Speaker 3: Okay for the ancestors. Yes, thank God for the ability

788
00:41:17,280 --> 00:41:20,719
Speaker 3: to transmute and to shift, and for alchemy and to

789
00:41:20,800 --> 00:41:31,320
Speaker 3: still be happy. For resilience, for togetherness, for love, for love,

790
00:41:31,920 --> 00:41:55,120
Speaker 3: for respect, for education. Okay. On a lighter note, whate

791
00:41:55,239 --> 00:41:58,719
Speaker 3: our previous retreaties, I tell you this. Oh yeah, maybe

792
00:41:58,760 --> 00:42:02,560
Speaker 3: I don't know if I did actually called me on

793
00:42:02,640 --> 00:42:04,640
Speaker 3: Facebook though, I mean on Instagram the other day. I

794
00:42:04,719 --> 00:42:06,520
Speaker 3: was like, Hi, Hey, it's me. Do you remember me.

795
00:42:06,600 --> 00:42:08,560
Speaker 3: I was like, I was like, actually, of course I

796
00:42:08,600 --> 00:42:10,600
Speaker 3: remember you. I'm seeing you right now. And of course

797
00:42:10,640 --> 00:42:12,480
Speaker 3: on Facebook. I was like, what are you doing? She

798
00:42:12,600 --> 00:42:15,239
Speaker 3: was like, I'm in the car. I'm losing my shit,

799
00:42:15,360 --> 00:42:17,719
Speaker 3: Mila help. I was like, what's wrong.

800
00:42:17,840 --> 00:42:21,000
Speaker 7: She was like, I'm leaving the Fall festival in the

801
00:42:21,120 --> 00:42:23,960
Speaker 7: suburbs and I'm just bored.

802
00:42:24,840 --> 00:42:27,040
Speaker 3: I was like what. She was like, it's this thing

803
00:42:27,040 --> 00:42:29,000
Speaker 3: where you walk around and see other people's houses. And

804
00:42:29,160 --> 00:42:30,440
Speaker 3: I was with the kids. But now I'm in the

805
00:42:30,520 --> 00:42:32,720
Speaker 3: car and I just want to say I just missed.

806
00:42:33,239 --> 00:42:37,719
Speaker 7: I just missed doing drugs and having threesomes and my

807
00:42:37,840 --> 00:42:40,040
Speaker 7: life is so boring and I don't know how to

808
00:42:40,080 --> 00:42:40,880
Speaker 7: tell my husband.

809
00:42:41,000 --> 00:42:46,160
Speaker 3: I was like, Okay, stay calm. I was like, stay calm,

810
00:42:48,360 --> 00:42:49,759
Speaker 3: Maybe you need to go on a staycation and she

811
00:42:49,880 --> 00:42:51,200
Speaker 3: was I was like, maybe you got another retreat.

812
00:42:51,200 --> 00:42:53,239
Speaker 7: She's like, I can't when two of my kids are

813
00:42:53,280 --> 00:42:55,400
Speaker 7: in college and my other kids just had to go

814
00:42:55,480 --> 00:42:57,800
Speaker 7: to private school for more liberal views.

815
00:42:58,000 --> 00:43:01,480
Speaker 3: I now pay later, bitch. I was like, I think

816
00:43:02,000 --> 00:43:03,800
Speaker 3: you should just tell your husband all you're feeling. She

817
00:43:03,920 --> 00:43:05,920
Speaker 3: was like, I just want to get my ass a

818
00:43:07,040 --> 00:43:11,000
Speaker 3: and do a rail off of somebody's back. I was like, okay,

819
00:43:12,239 --> 00:43:16,200
Speaker 3: the whole spine. Huh. First of all, I love this bitch.

820
00:43:17,080 --> 00:43:19,759
Speaker 3: We loved her then I loved her. And if you

821
00:43:19,800 --> 00:43:25,400
Speaker 3: saw her never think never the most family picturesque picket fence.

822
00:43:25,520 --> 00:43:28,719
Speaker 3: And I was like, I feel you bitches need outlets.

823
00:43:29,280 --> 00:43:31,360
Speaker 3: She was like when she just recently moved to like

824
00:43:31,400 --> 00:43:34,320
Speaker 3: a suburban area. She was like, when I lived in DC,

825
00:43:34,480 --> 00:43:36,080
Speaker 3: I could do whatever I wanted to. Just look at

826
00:43:36,120 --> 00:43:37,759
Speaker 3: the girl and we could. We could bring them home.

827
00:43:37,880 --> 00:43:44,279
Speaker 3: I was like, really that she was saying, the politicians,

828
00:43:44,320 --> 00:43:48,040
Speaker 3: we're just we're getting we're doing such good ecstasy. She's like,

829
00:43:48,280 --> 00:43:50,040
Speaker 3: she doesn't, she needs to go back to the city.

830
00:43:50,080 --> 00:43:52,160
Speaker 3: She's a city girl. She's a city a city girl.

831
00:43:52,239 --> 00:43:53,320
Speaker 3: I was like, you know what, let me find some

832
00:43:53,400 --> 00:43:55,920
Speaker 3: people in your area. I think we can figure this out.

833
00:43:56,040 --> 00:44:00,239
Speaker 3: I actually have to message a few people in but

834
00:44:00,719 --> 00:44:03,360
Speaker 3: I need the database. Just anyone in this area listening.

835
00:44:04,000 --> 00:44:05,640
Speaker 3: I can don't even want out. I'm gonna put out

836
00:44:05,680 --> 00:44:08,560
Speaker 3: the area and I'm gonna say but I was just like, girl,

837
00:44:08,600 --> 00:44:11,520
Speaker 3: I feel you, like I understand, like you're not dead.

838
00:44:12,480 --> 00:44:15,400
Speaker 3: You want a party? Yeah, and you should, you know.

839
00:44:15,600 --> 00:44:17,480
Speaker 3: And she was just like I sat in the phone

840
00:44:17,480 --> 00:44:20,080
Speaker 3: with her for like maybe twenty five minutes. She would

841
00:44:20,080 --> 00:44:21,120
Speaker 3: send her card the whole time.

842
00:44:22,200 --> 00:44:23,880
Speaker 4: She probably hiding from her husband. She doesn't know how

843
00:44:23,880 --> 00:44:27,960
Speaker 4: to tell him yet. I just left the fucking festival.

844
00:44:28,080 --> 00:44:30,640
Speaker 4: She just toreed a bunch of rich white people's homes.

845
00:44:30,680 --> 00:44:32,600
Speaker 3: And then I looked as I looked at her story,

846
00:44:32,680 --> 00:44:34,399
Speaker 3: there's like a picture of her whole family at the fall.

847
00:44:34,480 --> 00:44:36,719
Speaker 3: I couldn't see it with like pumpkins around and like

848
00:44:37,239 --> 00:44:41,560
Speaker 3: with like fucking spawling grass house fronts and shit, like

849
00:44:41,600 --> 00:44:43,120
Speaker 3: I can see it right now. That was the That

850
00:44:43,280 --> 00:44:45,239
Speaker 3: was her like, that was her horror story. She's like,

851
00:44:45,360 --> 00:44:49,160
Speaker 3: I'm strolling the plantation essentially, Oh my god, that's scary

852
00:44:49,480 --> 00:44:49,719
Speaker 3: she was.

853
00:44:49,680 --> 00:44:50,239
Speaker 1: A dark thought.

854
00:44:50,280 --> 00:44:52,560
Speaker 3: Sorry, you know what. I didn't even go there. I

855
00:44:52,719 --> 00:44:54,000
Speaker 3: was just like driving down the street and you know

856
00:44:54,120 --> 00:44:57,000
Speaker 3: how people like hang the ghosts from the tree, and

857
00:44:57,080 --> 00:44:59,520
Speaker 3: I was like, huh, I don't like that. I was like,

858
00:45:01,360 --> 00:45:04,000
Speaker 3: that's problematic, Like is that what we evolved into? Is

859
00:45:04,040 --> 00:45:04,920
Speaker 3: that what he evolved from?

860
00:45:05,000 --> 00:45:05,160
Speaker 6: Oh?

861
00:45:05,239 --> 00:45:07,200
Speaker 3: God, I was thinking now, like is this where that

862
00:45:07,280 --> 00:45:09,520
Speaker 3: came from? Like there was like and I was trying

863
00:45:09,520 --> 00:45:11,880
Speaker 3: to be like, oh, the Halloween spirit, and then I

864
00:45:11,920 --> 00:45:12,560
Speaker 3: got dark.

865
00:45:12,440 --> 00:45:18,880
Speaker 4: And I was like, man, well, I mean I wouldn't

866
00:45:18,880 --> 00:45:21,239
Speaker 4: be surprised, but I'm just I'm not gonna take it there.

867
00:45:21,280 --> 00:45:24,440
Speaker 4: I'm going to keep my mask on until someone approaches

868
00:45:24,480 --> 00:45:25,480
Speaker 4: me with information.

869
00:45:26,760 --> 00:45:28,920
Speaker 3: Because I love Halloween. I do love Halloween. I mean,

870
00:45:28,960 --> 00:45:31,000
Speaker 3: we don't have to hang any skeleton chimney trees, but.

871
00:45:31,280 --> 00:45:33,200
Speaker 4: I probably should know. Now now I'm gonna have to know.

872
00:45:33,400 --> 00:45:34,880
Speaker 4: Fucking I'm gonna have to Wikipedia this.

873
00:45:36,200 --> 00:45:38,160
Speaker 3: I mean, I mean, I don't know. Maybe I try

874
00:45:38,200 --> 00:45:40,520
Speaker 3: to justify that they look like they're swinging, you know,

875
00:45:40,719 --> 00:45:46,480
Speaker 3: like floating, so they're like dead children swinging. I don't know. Okay,

876
00:45:46,760 --> 00:45:49,239
Speaker 3: well I was triggered. Okay, anyway, don't we have some

877
00:45:49,320 --> 00:45:52,480
Speaker 3: horror stories today, some stories to share we had. You know,

878
00:45:52,640 --> 00:45:55,879
Speaker 3: I made a post on our stories the other day

879
00:45:56,080 --> 00:46:01,439
Speaker 3: because you guys, are you guys? Our horse story section

880
00:46:01,680 --> 00:46:03,920
Speaker 3: is so fucking dry, So I was like, are y'all

881
00:46:04,000 --> 00:46:06,319
Speaker 3: not fucking like? I think people are fucking less because

882
00:46:06,320 --> 00:46:08,600
Speaker 3: of social media. I actually saw a stat about it,

883
00:46:08,680 --> 00:46:09,200
Speaker 3: and it's true.

884
00:46:09,239 --> 00:46:11,600
Speaker 4: People are having sex less and also people are losing

885
00:46:11,600 --> 00:46:14,960
Speaker 4: their virginities later, which is why I don't know.

886
00:46:14,920 --> 00:46:18,799
Speaker 3: Because they're watching porn. But I feel like seven years ago,

887
00:46:18,920 --> 00:46:21,560
Speaker 3: early in the podcast, we got really juicy horries. They're

888
00:46:21,560 --> 00:46:24,560
Speaker 3: watching porn, but they're also not even like they're watching porn,

889
00:46:24,600 --> 00:46:26,879
Speaker 3: and they're also not interacting with people at all. They're

890
00:46:26,920 --> 00:46:30,000
Speaker 3: just like living on devices and not we all are.

891
00:46:30,040 --> 00:46:32,400
Speaker 3: We're just transactional. We're in our circles, we're in our bubbles.

892
00:46:32,440 --> 00:46:36,360
Speaker 4: We're in these individual bubbles that we're in, and pleasure

893
00:46:36,480 --> 00:46:38,839
Speaker 4: is not the center at all. We don't probably even

894
00:46:38,920 --> 00:46:42,040
Speaker 4: masturbate because masturbating. I wouldn't be surprised if masturbating is

895
00:46:42,080 --> 00:46:43,000
Speaker 4: on an all time low.

896
00:46:44,640 --> 00:46:46,520
Speaker 3: I don't think for men, I don't connection of your

897
00:46:46,560 --> 00:46:49,240
Speaker 3: body like I just do men masturbate still.

898
00:46:49,600 --> 00:46:51,480
Speaker 4: I think men do masturbate. I've met a few men

899
00:46:51,520 --> 00:46:53,879
Speaker 4: that don't, which is always very strange to me because

900
00:46:53,920 --> 00:46:55,840
Speaker 4: I just always just assume men masturbate.

901
00:46:56,120 --> 00:46:59,080
Speaker 3: But I know that that's not true, just like not

902
00:46:59,160 --> 00:47:04,200
Speaker 3: all women master but but yeah, I don't know. I

903
00:47:04,320 --> 00:47:08,760
Speaker 3: have to look at that stat now, our ghosts slaves

904
00:47:09,480 --> 00:47:13,560
Speaker 3: and our men masturbating an all time low slash humanity.

905
00:47:14,520 --> 00:47:18,360
Speaker 3: Let us know, chatgy bt. Okay, somebody sent me a story.

906
00:47:18,480 --> 00:47:21,680
Speaker 3: Okay on a voice note. It's anonymous, but maybe cue

907
00:47:21,719 --> 00:47:25,759
Speaker 3: and some spooky music here Landa you hear that it's

908
00:47:25,840 --> 00:47:38,719
Speaker 3: like the regular add some screams to our hori. Okay, yeah, yes,

909
00:47:41,080 --> 00:47:41,440
Speaker 3: what's up?

910
00:47:41,440 --> 00:47:42,560
Speaker 1: Good moment's bad choices.

911
00:47:42,800 --> 00:47:44,680
Speaker 2: I'm going there from New York City and I just

912
00:47:44,760 --> 00:47:48,400
Speaker 2: want to share one of my creepy dating experiences. Not

913
00:47:48,480 --> 00:47:51,360
Speaker 2: really sure if it actually comes as a dating experience,

914
00:47:51,440 --> 00:47:54,000
Speaker 2: but it involves a date and it was creepy.

915
00:47:54,400 --> 00:47:55,319
Speaker 1: It was an experience, so.

916
00:47:56,960 --> 00:47:57,240
Speaker 3: Okay.

917
00:47:57,480 --> 00:47:59,760
Speaker 1: This happened around circa twenty eighteen.

918
00:48:00,239 --> 00:48:05,759
Speaker 2: I actually was living with Jimille at the time, and

919
00:48:06,280 --> 00:48:08,160
Speaker 2: I'm not sure if I ever told her this story,

920
00:48:08,280 --> 00:48:10,640
Speaker 2: but here is she was out.

921
00:48:10,560 --> 00:48:13,040
Speaker 1: Of town at the time. I can recall that, but

922
00:48:13,600 --> 00:48:17,160
Speaker 1: I went to a mixer AUC mixer.

923
00:48:17,440 --> 00:48:20,040
Speaker 2: We went to school in Atlanta for college and the

924
00:48:20,080 --> 00:48:23,560
Speaker 2: AUC Clark Moorehouse Spelman Black College is all that, you know,

925
00:48:24,000 --> 00:48:26,560
Speaker 2: So there was an AUC mixture in Los Angeles.

926
00:48:26,960 --> 00:48:30,120
Speaker 1: Went with a friend of mine who went to Morehouse, and.

927
00:48:30,840 --> 00:48:33,480
Speaker 2: You know, it was like mad people, but specifically at

928
00:48:33,480 --> 00:48:34,759
Speaker 2: this table that I was sitting at him might have

929
00:48:34,800 --> 00:48:37,319
Speaker 2: been like fifteen people. And I was sitting across from

930
00:48:37,360 --> 00:48:39,800
Speaker 2: this guy. I'm going to say his name was Brad

931
00:48:40,200 --> 00:48:43,960
Speaker 2: for lack of real me remembering. But anyway, my friend

932
00:48:44,040 --> 00:48:47,120
Speaker 2: Mike co invited me went to Morehouse and so sodie Brad.

933
00:48:47,400 --> 00:48:49,040
Speaker 2: So he was like, oh, Brad, like you got to

934
00:48:49,080 --> 00:48:52,879
Speaker 2: meet me, you know. He was like, you know he's

935
00:48:53,000 --> 00:48:55,439
Speaker 2: involved in music. You know, Brad's really interesting in music.

936
00:48:55,560 --> 00:48:57,000
Speaker 2: You know, he just moved out here. He's looking to

937
00:48:57,080 --> 00:48:59,920
Speaker 2: invest in x y Z. I heard invest That's what,

938
00:49:00,400 --> 00:49:02,399
Speaker 2: you know, what I'm saying. So me and Brady changed

939
00:49:02,440 --> 00:49:06,920
Speaker 2: information and the day went on and you know I

940
00:49:07,360 --> 00:49:09,560
Speaker 2: heard from vaguely, you know, through text, like you don't

941
00:49:09,600 --> 00:49:12,239
Speaker 2: buy me to the studio man like XYZ over the

942
00:49:12,280 --> 00:49:14,800
Speaker 2: course of the next two weeks. So anyway, I was

943
00:49:14,920 --> 00:49:17,760
Speaker 2: leaving I was in Hollywood leaving. My friend had a showing,

944
00:49:17,840 --> 00:49:19,960
Speaker 2: a real estate showing at a big home and she

945
00:49:20,040 --> 00:49:20,759
Speaker 2: had a party there.

946
00:49:21,200 --> 00:49:23,400
Speaker 1: So I random to get this text from Brad and

947
00:49:23,560 --> 00:49:26,000
Speaker 1: he's like, hey, man, like, I'm in Hollywood with some girls.

948
00:49:26,080 --> 00:49:27,920
Speaker 1: Like we're drinking, Like come meet me in town.

949
00:49:28,480 --> 00:49:30,520
Speaker 2: So I was already in Hollywood, so I was like, Okay,

950
00:49:30,640 --> 00:49:33,080
Speaker 2: fuck it, I'll pull up in town. See you know

951
00:49:33,160 --> 00:49:36,080
Speaker 2: what's going on now that I think you know anything

952
00:49:36,160 --> 00:49:40,520
Speaker 2: of it? He with girls, and also I had met

953
00:49:41,040 --> 00:49:43,320
Speaker 2: his fiance. Keep in mind a woman I met his

954
00:49:43,400 --> 00:49:46,319
Speaker 2: fiance at the AUC mixer a couple of weeks back,

955
00:49:46,640 --> 00:49:47,879
Speaker 2: but she didn't live here at the time.

956
00:49:48,000 --> 00:49:49,719
Speaker 1: She lives in Atlanta and he was living in Los

957
00:49:49,760 --> 00:49:53,080
Speaker 1: Angeles pursuing you know x y Z. So anyway, I

958
00:49:53,160 --> 00:49:58,239
Speaker 1: know I'm rambling, but damn, where's at? So I go

959
00:49:58,440 --> 00:49:58,839
Speaker 1: to town.

960
00:49:59,080 --> 00:50:02,160
Speaker 2: It's him in tuber. They all drinking. We haven't he

961
00:50:02,200 --> 00:50:05,759
Speaker 2: getting more drinks and ship. So we all drink and

962
00:50:05,920 --> 00:50:06,520
Speaker 2: have a good time.

963
00:50:06,960 --> 00:50:07,120
Speaker 6: You know.

964
00:50:07,280 --> 00:50:09,640
Speaker 2: The night concludes and he's like, you don't gonna walk

965
00:50:09,680 --> 00:50:11,480
Speaker 2: the girls to the car, you know, wait up for

966
00:50:11,560 --> 00:50:12,960
Speaker 2: me and we'll chat for a second.

967
00:50:13,320 --> 00:50:14,759
Speaker 1: So we walk these girls to the car.

968
00:50:15,280 --> 00:50:18,239
Speaker 2: The moment he twists these girls in the car, all

969
00:50:18,280 --> 00:50:20,880
Speaker 2: of a sudden he's drunk, too drunk to drive, and

970
00:50:21,000 --> 00:50:25,120
Speaker 2: I'm just like, what the fuck, Like you literally just

971
00:50:25,200 --> 00:50:27,239
Speaker 2: made sure these girls are okay to get home. So

972
00:50:27,400 --> 00:50:30,680
Speaker 2: he's like, yeah, man, like you know, I'm too drunk.

973
00:50:30,760 --> 00:50:33,920
Speaker 2: I can't drive downtown. My car is here, so I

974
00:50:34,000 --> 00:50:35,759
Speaker 2: might as well just leave it in Hollywood and you know,

975
00:50:35,920 --> 00:50:38,239
Speaker 2: sleep on your couch because you know, I'm living in

976
00:50:38,280 --> 00:50:39,759
Speaker 2: the valley with your miller at this point.

977
00:50:40,280 --> 00:50:48,279
Speaker 1: So I'm like, uh, drive home, is drunk in the

978
00:50:48,320 --> 00:50:49,600
Speaker 1: passenger seat the whole time.

979
00:50:50,600 --> 00:50:55,279
Speaker 2: I put him on the couch and go take a showers.

980
00:50:55,840 --> 00:50:58,800
Speaker 2: And the moment I closed my door and getting in

981
00:50:59,000 --> 00:51:01,680
Speaker 2: the bed, Nigga comes and runs and jumps in the

982
00:51:01,760 --> 00:51:03,440
Speaker 2: bed with me, and it's cuddling the ship out of me.

983
00:51:03,880 --> 00:51:10,080
Speaker 2: So I'm okay, same, sound like what's afternoon? I mean

984
00:51:10,640 --> 00:51:12,480
Speaker 2: all but like like I wasn't expecting it.

985
00:51:12,600 --> 00:51:15,520
Speaker 1: And then we got a fiance, so I'm like, damn,

986
00:51:15,520 --> 00:51:19,800
Speaker 1: what the fuck? So anyway, X y Z happens and

987
00:51:20,760 --> 00:51:21,439
Speaker 1: the next day.

988
00:51:21,400 --> 00:51:25,719
Speaker 3: You know, he's not drunk, going about it whatever, and

989
00:51:25,960 --> 00:51:26,680
Speaker 3: so he.

990
00:51:26,760 --> 00:51:29,279
Speaker 2: Goes to work and then later that day he texts

991
00:51:29,320 --> 00:51:30,800
Speaker 2: me like, yo, what's up man, you gotta let me

992
00:51:30,840 --> 00:51:31,400
Speaker 2: to the studio.

993
00:51:31,560 --> 00:51:32,880
Speaker 1: I'm like, are you fucking serious?

994
00:51:33,280 --> 00:51:34,480
Speaker 3: Like this is crazy?

995
00:51:35,239 --> 00:51:41,440
Speaker 1: But okay a week past, sorry, somebody called me.

996
00:51:42,280 --> 00:51:45,880
Speaker 2: So a week passes and I'm just randomly in the

997
00:51:46,000 --> 00:51:49,440
Speaker 2: gym and I started getting a whole bunch of notifications

998
00:51:49,480 --> 00:51:55,600
Speaker 2: on my phone and it's a woman likings on Instagram ship.

999
00:51:56,560 --> 00:51:58,000
Speaker 1: So I go to her page and I'm like, damn,

1000
00:51:58,200 --> 00:51:59,320
Speaker 1: she's mad pretty, you know.

1001
00:52:00,080 --> 00:52:02,920
Speaker 2: So anyway, she does follow We don't follow each other,

1002
00:52:03,080 --> 00:52:06,840
Speaker 2: so you know, you get that DM in the request messages,

1003
00:52:07,320 --> 00:52:09,200
Speaker 2: not in your regular one. So I just happened to

1004
00:52:09,239 --> 00:52:12,040
Speaker 2: see you, and it was like the DM literally said,

1005
00:52:12,080 --> 00:52:14,759
Speaker 2: well aren't you cute? With a winky face. That's so

1006
00:52:15,080 --> 00:52:20,640
Speaker 2: I was like, uh what. So anyway, I look at

1007
00:52:20,640 --> 00:52:23,560
Speaker 2: who she follows and I noticed she follows that guy,

1008
00:52:24,280 --> 00:52:25,200
Speaker 2: and I scrolled.

1009
00:52:24,920 --> 00:52:28,880
Speaker 1: On her page and law and behold, this is the fiance.

1010
00:52:29,560 --> 00:52:32,080
Speaker 2: Now keep in mind I had met her very briefly

1011
00:52:32,400 --> 00:52:35,040
Speaker 2: at the mixer, but I didn't remember what she looked like.

1012
00:52:35,080 --> 00:52:38,439
Speaker 2: We didn't interact, you know. So this woman has gone

1013
00:52:38,480 --> 00:52:41,680
Speaker 2: through her man's phone and has found oh I.

1014
00:52:41,680 --> 00:52:44,040
Speaker 1: Don't actually know what she found because we never really.

1015
00:52:43,920 --> 00:52:46,440
Speaker 2: Talked about anything. They an't going to the studio, so

1016
00:52:46,480 --> 00:52:48,600
Speaker 2: I don't know if he told her or what happened

1017
00:52:48,760 --> 00:52:51,480
Speaker 2: she caught. I don't know what happened. A long story short,

1018
00:52:51,520 --> 00:52:54,520
Speaker 2: this woman, literally I still have the DMS in text

1019
00:52:54,560 --> 00:52:56,600
Speaker 2: to this day. This woman harassed and the shit out

1020
00:52:56,680 --> 00:52:59,680
Speaker 2: of me and was calling me all kinds of names.

1021
00:53:00,000 --> 00:53:02,440
Speaker 2: And it was the strangest thing because I'm like, you

1022
00:53:02,680 --> 00:53:07,720
Speaker 2: are really coming to a man as a woman about

1023
00:53:07,800 --> 00:53:12,160
Speaker 2: your man. Like I've had some strange things happened to

1024
00:53:12,200 --> 00:53:14,040
Speaker 2: me in my life, but that was by far the

1025
00:53:14,120 --> 00:53:16,040
Speaker 2: strangers that she was talking to me like I was

1026
00:53:16,080 --> 00:53:16,920
Speaker 2: her equal.

1027
00:53:17,000 --> 00:53:21,160
Speaker 1: Or vice versa, you know, like being strange and that gentleman.

1028
00:53:21,600 --> 00:53:24,560
Speaker 1: They never got married and they started together.

1029
00:53:28,120 --> 00:53:32,200
Speaker 3: Cue the stranger Things music here. Wow. I remember him

1030
00:53:32,239 --> 00:53:34,520
Speaker 3: telling me this story, and I also couldn't rap my

1031
00:53:34,600 --> 00:53:36,239
Speaker 3: mind about it. I thought it was gonna go like

1032
00:53:36,640 --> 00:53:39,279
Speaker 3: she wanted to fuck him. I thought I was going

1033
00:53:39,320 --> 00:53:40,839
Speaker 3: to take it. I feel like that was like maybe

1034
00:53:40,960 --> 00:53:43,680
Speaker 3: kind of on the table, but then like she started

1035
00:53:43,719 --> 00:53:46,480
Speaker 3: talking mean to him and like disrespecting him. But I'm like,

1036
00:53:46,719 --> 00:53:48,560
Speaker 3: can it's one thing if I find out like I'm

1037
00:53:48,560 --> 00:53:52,120
Speaker 3: being cheated on by my man by with a woman,

1038
00:53:52,280 --> 00:53:55,480
Speaker 3: but like to like that had that couldn't have been

1039
00:53:55,480 --> 00:54:00,040
Speaker 3: the first time, because like you, aren't you cute? I

1040
00:54:00,040 --> 00:54:02,759
Speaker 3: wouldn't even say that to a bitch like I, Yeah,

1041
00:54:03,520 --> 00:54:06,000
Speaker 3: that is pretty creepy. I mean, I guess maybe she knows.

1042
00:54:06,120 --> 00:54:09,879
Speaker 3: She obviously knows her men man likes men, and that's

1043
00:54:09,920 --> 00:54:12,520
Speaker 3: why she's in the trenches fighting for her nigga. I

1044
00:54:12,600 --> 00:54:14,400
Speaker 3: don't know if I would do it, that would just

1045
00:54:14,480 --> 00:54:20,480
Speaker 3: be the end of that. I no, uh uh, I

1046
00:54:20,520 --> 00:54:22,480
Speaker 3: am not fighting. I'm not doing enough. I'm not fighting

1047
00:54:22,560 --> 00:54:25,400
Speaker 3: over I'm not fighting over it. Can you be like

1048
00:54:25,480 --> 00:54:27,720
Speaker 3: you win? Can you imagine me win? Can you imagine

1049
00:54:27,719 --> 00:54:29,879
Speaker 3: me showing you like he ugly? You got him? Got

1050
00:54:29,920 --> 00:54:32,279
Speaker 3: he's ugly anyway, and got it? The fuck? Do I

1051
00:54:32,280 --> 00:54:34,040
Speaker 3: look like arguing with another man about my man?

1052
00:54:34,400 --> 00:54:36,760
Speaker 4: The fun't even I can't even imagine what that conversation

1053
00:54:36,800 --> 00:54:37,879
Speaker 4: would go, how it would go over.

1054
00:54:39,840 --> 00:54:41,239
Speaker 3: I remember her saying, so, I guess if it must

1055
00:54:41,239 --> 00:54:45,200
Speaker 3: have not been that good or something like what like

1056
00:54:45,360 --> 00:54:50,719
Speaker 3: comparing your your bossied in my kuchie Like I, God, wow,

1057
00:54:52,239 --> 00:54:56,359
Speaker 3: that's why pictures, ain't I mean, she obviously knew, but yeah,

1058
00:54:56,440 --> 00:55:00,560
Speaker 3: that's a horror, horror story. I wonder why do people

1059
00:55:00,719 --> 00:55:02,480
Speaker 3: decide to be in relationships if you want to fuck

1060
00:55:02,520 --> 00:55:06,000
Speaker 3: other people. I don't understand it at this big age.

1061
00:55:06,360 --> 00:55:09,600
Speaker 3: Why because they're horny and they want to try different things.

1062
00:55:09,960 --> 00:55:11,839
Speaker 3: They know the person I want to try different things.

1063
00:55:12,120 --> 00:55:15,439
Speaker 3: It's not that easy for people. It's hard. It's hard.

1064
00:55:15,480 --> 00:55:21,319
Speaker 3: You're working through shame, judgment, like you not wanting them

1065
00:55:21,400 --> 00:55:23,480
Speaker 3: to go do that thing. It's hard. It's like it's

1066
00:55:23,520 --> 00:55:25,480
Speaker 3: hard to lie. I was with somebody last night and

1067
00:55:25,480 --> 00:55:27,320
Speaker 3: I was like, are your girlfriend? And he's like, I

1068
00:55:27,400 --> 00:55:29,520
Speaker 3: can't lie. He told me to shush because he was

1069
00:55:29,560 --> 00:55:31,279
Speaker 3: trying to talk to one of my friends. I said, child,

1070
00:55:31,480 --> 00:55:34,520
Speaker 3: that's a grown ass woman. Nobody's getting in your love triangle,

1071
00:55:34,600 --> 00:55:38,279
Speaker 3: and like, I have to tell I have to tell her.

1072
00:55:38,400 --> 00:55:41,719
Speaker 3: I saw you where you are married. Literally, I'm like,

1073
00:55:41,800 --> 00:55:44,480
Speaker 3: NIGGI just move out. Don't be around me. If you're

1074
00:55:44,480 --> 00:55:47,759
Speaker 3: a cheater. I'm too real. I'm like, you're a fake.

1075
00:55:47,840 --> 00:55:49,759
Speaker 3: You're just fake, like you don't even like yourself because

1076
00:55:49,800 --> 00:55:54,000
Speaker 3: you can't even be who you really are. Yeah, yeah,

1077
00:55:54,120 --> 00:55:59,399
Speaker 3: that's hard. Sorry, Okay, So I have another one. Okay,

1078
00:55:59,400 --> 00:56:02,200
Speaker 3: I read it right. Should you have to go sooner?

1079
00:56:02,280 --> 00:56:02,320
Speaker 1: You?

1080
00:56:02,320 --> 00:56:04,640
Speaker 3: Okay? Yeah, I had to get the Halloween counterval before

1081
00:56:04,640 --> 00:56:07,000
Speaker 3: I'm coined as a bad mom. Are you dressed like

1082
00:56:07,000 --> 00:56:09,080
Speaker 3: you're dressing like this the Halloween Arden? Should I wear

1083
00:56:09,120 --> 00:56:10,400
Speaker 3: this or should I wear different shoes?

1084
00:56:10,840 --> 00:56:11,040
Speaker 1: You know what?

1085
00:56:11,120 --> 00:56:14,960
Speaker 3: Maluna's shamed me about your Halloween About my outfits? I said,

1086
00:56:15,280 --> 00:56:16,840
Speaker 3: do you like care about the outfit that pick up

1087
00:56:16,880 --> 00:56:19,320
Speaker 3: in school, because like, I'm I'm sexy three six five, Like,

1088
00:56:19,360 --> 00:56:21,120
Speaker 3: I don't do this just for the show, just because

1089
00:56:21,120 --> 00:56:24,719
Speaker 3: you guys know. And she was like no. But one

1090
00:56:24,800 --> 00:56:27,840
Speaker 3: time somebody said, like, I like caring mom dresses, but

1091
00:56:27,960 --> 00:56:30,600
Speaker 3: is it appropriate? And I was like, who said that?

1092
00:56:30,719 --> 00:56:32,000
Speaker 3: She's like I forgot and I was like, well, what

1093
00:56:32,080 --> 00:56:36,000
Speaker 3: did you say? Did you stand up for me? Said?

1094
00:56:36,080 --> 00:56:38,800
Speaker 3: She's like, I just was like yeah, because sometimes I

1095
00:56:38,920 --> 00:56:41,160
Speaker 3: was like ah, I said sometimes what I said, next time,

1096
00:56:41,239 --> 00:56:43,040
Speaker 3: tell her because her mom can't wear it now she

1097
00:56:43,040 --> 00:56:43,920
Speaker 3: couldn't even get it out.

1098
00:56:44,040 --> 00:56:44,200
Speaker 2: Yeah.

1099
00:56:44,239 --> 00:56:46,120
Speaker 3: I was like, I was like that because her mom's

1100
00:56:46,160 --> 00:56:50,239
Speaker 3: not sexy. I said, tell her next time. I know

1101
00:56:50,320 --> 00:56:52,640
Speaker 3: your mom can't dress like that, So I get where

1102
00:56:52,680 --> 00:56:55,440
Speaker 3: you would be feel like it's inappropriate, but they're just outfits.

1103
00:56:57,960 --> 00:57:03,040
Speaker 3: Friend's mom actually actually Luna. She thinks it's this one girl.

1104
00:57:03,080 --> 00:57:05,200
Speaker 3: And I saw her the other day and I was like, hey,

1105
00:57:05,280 --> 00:57:06,080
Speaker 3: and I was wearing.

1106
00:57:06,239 --> 00:57:07,600
Speaker 4: She's not gonna tell you. She's like, my mom is

1107
00:57:07,600 --> 00:57:12,840
Speaker 4: gonna beat her up. She's like, I can't remember, Luna smart,

1108
00:57:13,280 --> 00:57:15,080
Speaker 4: she know exactly who the fuck said is. She is

1109
00:57:15,200 --> 00:57:17,200
Speaker 4: not gonna forget who was talking trip.

1110
00:57:17,240 --> 00:57:21,600
Speaker 3: Your friend exactly been handing up for handle it, Luna

1111
00:57:22,640 --> 00:57:26,280
Speaker 3: the fuck? Oh my god, just because your mom can't

1112
00:57:26,320 --> 00:57:26,640
Speaker 3: wear that.

1113
00:57:27,000 --> 00:57:32,440
Speaker 4: Sorry, Okay, all right, this this story is called they

1114
00:57:32,560 --> 00:57:36,320
Speaker 4: wrote it in as the Empty Apartment. I met this

1115
00:57:36,440 --> 00:57:38,720
Speaker 4: guy at a Halloween bar crawl. He was dressed as

1116
00:57:38,760 --> 00:57:42,040
Speaker 4: a vampire cliche, but he pulled it off. After a

1117
00:57:42,120 --> 00:57:44,320
Speaker 4: few drinks, he invited me back to his place to.

1118
00:57:44,440 --> 00:57:47,560
Speaker 3: See the view girl.

1119
00:57:48,320 --> 00:57:52,280
Speaker 4: The apartment was spotless, like too spotless, no clothes, no dishes,

1120
00:57:52,440 --> 00:57:55,480
Speaker 4: no toothbrush. I asked him if he even lived there.

1121
00:57:55,560 --> 00:57:58,000
Speaker 4: He smiled and said not for very much longer.

1122
00:57:58,840 --> 00:58:01,000
Speaker 3: When I went to the bath When I went to

1123
00:58:01,080 --> 00:58:03,720
Speaker 3: the bathroom, I saw my own picture printed out and

1124
00:58:03,880 --> 00:58:07,280
Speaker 3: taped to the mirror, a selfie i'd posted that morning.

1125
00:58:07,400 --> 00:58:11,560
Speaker 4: I walked out and he was gone. What the leasing

1126
00:58:11,640 --> 00:58:14,160
Speaker 4: office later told me the apartment had been vacant for

1127
00:58:14,240 --> 00:58:16,560
Speaker 4: six months, So.

1128
00:58:16,680 --> 00:58:19,280
Speaker 3: You just went home with your stalker. Wait, so is

1129
00:58:19,320 --> 00:58:21,760
Speaker 3: he a ghost, bitch or is he just a relief

1130
00:58:21,800 --> 00:58:26,880
Speaker 3: in the night. Okay, that's got's to be more careful.

1131
00:58:27,880 --> 00:58:28,560
Speaker 1: What do you think?

1132
00:58:28,880 --> 00:58:31,040
Speaker 3: Like, what the fuck? This is almost as scary as

1133
00:58:31,120 --> 00:58:34,200
Speaker 3: flying in a bus. Story Wait what was our story?

1134
00:58:34,560 --> 00:58:43,480
Speaker 3: The homeless? Oh yeah, wow, I'm I'm happy I'm out

1135
00:58:43,480 --> 00:58:45,240
Speaker 3: of the streets anymore because I've definitely been to some

1136
00:58:45,280 --> 00:58:48,640
Speaker 3: strangers apartments and all types. Remember that time we went

1137
00:58:48,680 --> 00:58:50,240
Speaker 3: to the Soho house in New York and we met

1138
00:58:50,560 --> 00:58:53,000
Speaker 3: we met some white men behind us at a table,

1139
00:58:53,040 --> 00:58:54,680
Speaker 3: and they're like, we live right on the water. We're

1140
00:58:54,720 --> 00:58:56,840
Speaker 3: like really, And I was like, we guys, we should go.

1141
00:58:57,680 --> 00:58:59,720
Speaker 3: And I made mandicm and we went over to this

1142
00:59:00,280 --> 00:59:05,080
Speaker 3: white man's apartment and then his other white roommate was upstairs,

1143
00:59:05,120 --> 00:59:08,320
Speaker 3: and I cat crawled up the stairs in the strange

1144
00:59:08,360 --> 00:59:10,160
Speaker 3: man's It wasn't apartment. It was a beautiful love for

1145
00:59:10,360 --> 00:59:13,600
Speaker 3: it looked like a had like it had stained windows.

1146
00:59:14,240 --> 00:59:17,280
Speaker 3: His house. His bed was like as like an altar,

1147
00:59:17,440 --> 00:59:20,240
Speaker 3: an altar He had a stained glass above the bed.

1148
00:59:20,320 --> 00:59:21,640
Speaker 3: It was like a beautiful had to swing in the

1149
00:59:21,680 --> 00:59:24,080
Speaker 3: living room and it was right on the water. He

1150
00:59:24,240 --> 00:59:27,960
Speaker 3: was rich. We just wandered into some rich. First of all,

1151
00:59:28,000 --> 00:59:31,200
Speaker 3: we didn't even leave with them. I called them after, like, hey, hey,

1152
00:59:31,200 --> 00:59:33,440
Speaker 3: you guys are there invites, so can we still come?

1153
00:59:34,120 --> 00:59:36,200
Speaker 3: There was one white strangers at the restaurant we met.

1154
00:59:36,200 --> 00:59:38,640
Speaker 3: We had a good joke with They're like, yeah, come over,

1155
00:59:38,720 --> 00:59:40,400
Speaker 3: and there was remember there's nobody else on the floor.

1156
00:59:40,920 --> 00:59:43,400
Speaker 3: He was on the one guy on one floor. And

1157
00:59:43,480 --> 00:59:46,320
Speaker 3: I crawled up the stairs to his room. Name did

1158
00:59:46,360 --> 00:59:48,920
Speaker 3: you evergre his number? I don't remember his name. You

1159
00:59:48,960 --> 00:59:50,560
Speaker 3: need to look under your phone. We're gonna find him.

1160
00:59:50,560 --> 00:59:52,320
Speaker 3: IM gonna put in New York. I'm probably funny. And

1161
00:59:52,960 --> 00:59:55,640
Speaker 3: I like cracked open the door and this white man

1162
00:59:55,840 --> 00:59:57,320
Speaker 3: was just like waking up and I was like, hi,

1163
00:59:57,520 --> 00:59:59,680
Speaker 3: he's like I was dreaming about you. I was like, okay,

1164
01:00:00,240 --> 01:00:03,560
Speaker 3: come downstairs. And then I made him in his roommate

1165
01:00:03,640 --> 01:00:08,520
Speaker 3: threeway kiss me because I have witch like powers. Well,

1166
01:00:08,960 --> 01:00:11,400
Speaker 3: and you were also like you were like on I

1167
01:00:11,480 --> 01:00:12,760
Speaker 3: was on a three way kissing. Yeah.

1168
01:00:12,920 --> 01:00:15,200
Speaker 4: You were like you were really gonna make it happen

1169
01:00:15,600 --> 01:00:17,280
Speaker 4: and they did it. Yeah, he was acting like he

1170
01:00:17,320 --> 01:00:20,040
Speaker 4: wasn't going to do it, and then he did it anyway,

1171
01:00:20,240 --> 01:00:22,400
Speaker 4: because you're a witchy catlike skills.

1172
01:00:24,320 --> 01:00:26,440
Speaker 3: That could have gone really wrong. We could have all meet,

1173
01:00:26,640 --> 01:00:28,880
Speaker 3: Erica and Mandy would have never had a podcast this

1174
01:00:28,960 --> 01:00:30,600
Speaker 3: long because we could have all been died. We could

1175
01:00:30,600 --> 01:00:34,600
Speaker 3: have died in those white men's apartment. And then I stayed.

1176
01:00:35,480 --> 01:00:36,800
Speaker 3: I was like, it's cool, you guys go, I'm to

1177
01:00:36,880 --> 01:00:39,000
Speaker 3: hang out with it here with Doug whatever the fuck

1178
01:00:39,040 --> 01:00:40,960
Speaker 3: his name was, What you guys do? I think you

1179
01:00:41,040 --> 01:00:44,320
Speaker 3: took a shower. I don't know. I forgot about that part.

1180
01:00:44,560 --> 01:00:46,000
Speaker 3: And then the next morning I was like, why did

1181
01:00:46,040 --> 01:00:50,280
Speaker 3: I stay here? Never to be seen again? Was that even?

1182
01:00:50,680 --> 01:00:55,200
Speaker 3: He was like a magician? I don't know. Beautiful house though, Yeah,

1183
01:00:55,640 --> 01:00:58,439
Speaker 3: it was amazing. That was amazing. These are the type

1184
01:00:58,440 --> 01:01:01,680
Speaker 3: of situations that I get us in too, But they're

1185
01:01:01,720 --> 01:01:02,240
Speaker 3: not horsed.

1186
01:01:02,280 --> 01:01:05,240
Speaker 4: I mean they're more likely with the W So those

1187
01:01:05,240 --> 01:01:06,880
Speaker 4: are not there's a potential. They could have been a

1188
01:01:06,920 --> 01:01:09,440
Speaker 4: horror story. They could have been bad, but we survived.

1189
01:01:09,520 --> 01:01:12,440
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's a good horror story. Though I do have

1190
01:01:12,520 --> 01:01:14,840
Speaker 3: some I do have some videos topless swinging in their

1191
01:01:14,880 --> 01:01:18,760
Speaker 3: house though, Me and Mandy. Me and Mandy like snickering

1192
01:01:18,800 --> 01:01:21,200
Speaker 3: in the corner, and I was like, I'm having so

1193
01:01:21,360 --> 01:01:26,040
Speaker 3: much fun. Guys, there's a swing in the living room. Wow,

1194
01:01:26,680 --> 01:01:30,360
Speaker 3: oh my god. Shout out to God. He's a real MVP. Yes,

1195
01:01:30,480 --> 01:01:33,160
Speaker 3: because I'm supposed to be dead like ten times already.

1196
01:01:33,240 --> 01:01:35,760
Speaker 4: Oh, you're meant to be here. I mean, the real

1197
01:01:35,800 --> 01:01:38,280
Speaker 4: world is kind of a horse horror story. Anyway, we're

1198
01:01:38,400 --> 01:01:40,440
Speaker 4: kind of living in one. So every day we're still

1199
01:01:40,480 --> 01:01:41,600
Speaker 4: good no matter what.

1200
01:01:42,360 --> 01:01:47,800
Speaker 3: Look at the state, like the President, the future, Three

1201
01:01:47,880 --> 01:01:51,120
Speaker 3: at Lists, Oh my god, everything's really scary right now.

1202
01:01:51,360 --> 01:01:53,680
Speaker 3: Three Atlists? Is that the alien ship you were talking about?

1203
01:01:53,800 --> 01:01:55,560
Speaker 3: Alien ship that's on its way. It's actually coming the

1204
01:01:55,600 --> 01:01:57,760
Speaker 3: first week in November. Well this ship is called three

1205
01:01:57,840 --> 01:02:01,800
Speaker 3: at Lists? Oh interesting, Yeah google it. Yeah, this is

1206
01:02:01,840 --> 01:02:05,240
Speaker 3: on its way. So what do they know? Like, are

1207
01:02:05,240 --> 01:02:07,040
Speaker 3: they just are not They're like kind of talking about

1208
01:02:07,040 --> 01:02:10,240
Speaker 3: it but not really. But apparently it's a ship that's

1209
01:02:10,360 --> 01:02:12,920
Speaker 3: coming to save us, save humanity.

1210
01:02:12,960 --> 01:02:13,320
Speaker 1: I hope.

1211
01:02:13,360 --> 01:02:14,360
Speaker 3: I don't know to say.

1212
01:02:14,440 --> 01:02:17,960
Speaker 4: I mean, that's an optimistic take. I like that because

1213
01:02:18,040 --> 01:02:19,240
Speaker 4: I was thinking something different.

1214
01:02:20,000 --> 01:02:21,920
Speaker 3: I mean, they'd be saving us kind of taking us

1215
01:02:21,960 --> 01:02:25,960
Speaker 3: out at this point. Yeah, they might be like, okayunough guy.

1216
01:02:26,920 --> 01:02:29,280
Speaker 3: We really tried with you, guys, We really this one.

1217
01:02:29,400 --> 01:02:32,040
Speaker 3: You guys were so close, but not really. You're kind

1218
01:02:32,080 --> 01:02:34,440
Speaker 3: of like as stupid as the last group. So we

1219
01:02:34,480 --> 01:02:38,760
Speaker 3: gotta kill the land, clear the land, fucking it up

1220
01:02:39,480 --> 01:02:46,240
Speaker 3: beat it would be surprised. Okay, I have one more. Okay,

1221
01:02:47,520 --> 01:02:52,040
Speaker 3: one time. This one's not scary, but it's MANIFESTI you

1222
01:02:52,080 --> 01:02:54,160
Speaker 3: can still read ours. I just thought about this one time.

1223
01:02:54,440 --> 01:02:57,760
Speaker 3: I was masturbating thinking about this guy that I know,

1224
01:02:59,200 --> 01:03:01,040
Speaker 3: like in my head, and then I haven't talked to

1225
01:03:01,120 --> 01:03:02,680
Speaker 3: him in a while. And then I went to sleep,

1226
01:03:03,240 --> 01:03:05,439
Speaker 3: and the next morning he's the first person who called

1227
01:03:05,480 --> 01:03:07,720
Speaker 3: me and I literally called. I answered and I was like,

1228
01:03:08,360 --> 01:03:10,600
Speaker 3: did I text you last night? Like trying to be nasty.

1229
01:03:10,680 --> 01:03:12,640
Speaker 3: He's like no. I was like, you got to be

1230
01:03:12,760 --> 01:03:16,680
Speaker 3: kidding me. My Kuchie called you, called you. He's like,

1231
01:03:16,680 --> 01:03:17,880
Speaker 3: what are you talking about. I was like, I swear

1232
01:03:17,920 --> 01:03:19,959
Speaker 3: to god, I was playing with my pussy thinking about

1233
01:03:19,960 --> 01:03:22,080
Speaker 3: you last night. I was drunk, so I thought maybe

1234
01:03:22,120 --> 01:03:23,760
Speaker 3: I must have texted you and told you. And I

1235
01:03:23,840 --> 01:03:26,000
Speaker 3: was like, but no, my Kuci called you. What happened

1236
01:03:26,000 --> 01:03:28,800
Speaker 3: after that? Did you guys meet up? Because I was like, yeah,

1237
01:03:28,880 --> 01:03:32,880
Speaker 3: that's like mediate, Yeah, he's my little, my little long

1238
01:03:33,000 --> 01:03:35,000
Speaker 3: term fuck buddy that i've met at BJK concert.

1239
01:03:35,720 --> 01:03:39,360
Speaker 4: Oh right right, it's magic. It was you know, you

1240
01:03:39,480 --> 01:03:42,640
Speaker 4: met in ceremony, sort of ceremony.

1241
01:03:43,240 --> 01:03:46,120
Speaker 3: I met a bet ceremony and I inducted him into

1242
01:03:46,200 --> 01:03:49,080
Speaker 3: my MMF fantasies and it worked out and then you

1243
01:03:49,160 --> 01:03:57,360
Speaker 3: manifested him into the bed. Yeah, not multiple ways. I

1244
01:03:57,400 --> 01:04:01,520
Speaker 3: don't know. Should I read hi this Christ? That could

1245
01:04:01,520 --> 01:04:04,000
Speaker 3: be it? We should we do taro? Oh? Okay? Do

1246
01:04:04,080 --> 01:04:06,000
Speaker 3: you have any birthday wishes? What are your what's your

1247
01:04:06,040 --> 01:04:10,120
Speaker 3: birthday wish? We should have brought a cake, you're blow

1248
01:04:10,160 --> 01:04:12,439
Speaker 3: into my this is an invisible cake. Actually, we don't

1249
01:04:12,440 --> 01:04:16,080
Speaker 3: do cakes anymore because we're done with that. Yeah, happy

1250
01:04:16,120 --> 01:04:17,160
Speaker 3: birthday on a friend.

1251
01:04:17,240 --> 01:04:19,720
Speaker 4: So this birthday, I am making it less of a

1252
01:04:19,840 --> 01:04:25,520
Speaker 4: ritual because apparently ritualizing your birthday is is bad.

1253
01:04:25,600 --> 01:04:27,880
Speaker 3: Why is it bad? It's a ritual and so it

1254
01:04:27,960 --> 01:04:31,960
Speaker 3: ages you. So you have to like not acknowledge this.

1255
01:04:32,080 --> 01:04:34,760
Speaker 3: You don't acknowledge it, like it doesn't exist. Time doesn't exist,

1256
01:04:35,000 --> 01:04:37,479
Speaker 3: This year doesn't exist, Like who the fuck says, well.

1257
01:04:37,400 --> 01:04:39,840
Speaker 4: It's all if time doesn't exist, who's to say that

1258
01:04:40,000 --> 01:04:43,960
Speaker 4: Just acknowledging it makes you that doesn't exist, Acknowledging it

1259
01:04:44,000 --> 01:04:44,680
Speaker 4: doesn't make me old.

1260
01:04:44,760 --> 01:04:47,520
Speaker 3: It just is a celebration. I don't know about you,

1261
01:04:47,640 --> 01:04:49,720
Speaker 3: but I'm not singing that fucking song and I'm not

1262
01:04:49,760 --> 01:04:52,720
Speaker 3: blowing you don't want anyone ever singing you happy birth

1263
01:04:53,200 --> 01:04:54,840
Speaker 3: You can sing that version yet, but I don't want

1264
01:04:54,880 --> 01:04:56,760
Speaker 3: to sing the other version and I don't want to blow. Well,

1265
01:04:56,760 --> 01:04:59,000
Speaker 3: it's the same shit, you know, it's not. It's Stevie

1266
01:04:59,120 --> 01:05:02,160
Speaker 3: fucking Wonder. It's the same shit. It's not who wrote

1267
01:05:02,200 --> 01:05:05,280
Speaker 3: Happy Birthday of the original? You don't know it wasn't Stevie, though.

1268
01:05:05,400 --> 01:05:07,760
Speaker 3: I'm just saying it's still an acknowledgement of your birthday.

1269
01:05:07,960 --> 01:05:10,520
Speaker 3: I'm not singing that song, and I'm not blowing out

1270
01:05:10,560 --> 01:05:14,240
Speaker 3: that fucking candle. Okay, okay, Well, thank you for not

1271
01:05:14,320 --> 01:05:18,680
Speaker 3: bringing me a cake. Thanks to tomorrow, and maybe we'll

1272
01:05:18,720 --> 01:05:20,000
Speaker 3: have a cake tomorrow if you want to do that

1273
01:05:20,080 --> 01:05:21,400
Speaker 3: type of thing. I was going to bring you a

1274
01:05:21,480 --> 01:05:23,520
Speaker 3: vibrator with the candle on it, because that's better. I

1275
01:05:23,600 --> 01:05:25,960
Speaker 3: have too many vibrators. I don't need one more fuck

1276
01:05:26,000 --> 01:05:26,640
Speaker 3: up vibrator.

1277
01:05:26,720 --> 01:05:30,560
Speaker 4: Okay, attention brands, don't send me any more vibrators until

1278
01:05:31,000 --> 01:05:31,560
Speaker 4: mid twenties.

1279
01:05:31,920 --> 01:05:34,160
Speaker 3: I'm sending you a car. You're sending you a car,

1280
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Speaker 3: just be ready, dressed it all black, a car six pm. Yeah,

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Speaker 3: because I know if I don't, then you're not going

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Speaker 3: to get in any car. We won't go anywhere. My

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Speaker 3: wish is that I don't have one, because apparently if

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Speaker 3: I wish for something, you can wish. Just don't sing this,

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Speaker 3: Just don't blow a candle out. Yeah, don't do the ceremony.

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Speaker 3: We're not doing that anymore. That's passed. The car is

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Speaker 3: going to come get you at six be ready, Okay,

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Speaker 3: got it.

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Speaker 4: My wish is continued expansion and happiness and in health

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Speaker 4: and just radical self acceptance and.

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Speaker 3: Just a space to.

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Speaker 4: Really sit with myself, more intentional space to really sit

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Speaker 4: with myself and love on myself and love the people

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Speaker 4: that I love and be.

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Speaker 1: Free and open.

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Speaker 3: Amen always forever, and lots of sex and orgasms and

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Speaker 3: dance parties. And the car that fill out is the

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Speaker 3: eight of Pentacles. It looks like I gotta work for it.

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Speaker 3: Almost I gotta work for it. I mean, I got it.

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Speaker 3: It's I'm making progress, but I gotta work for it.

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Speaker 3: But I'm an expert at my craft, so it's.

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Speaker 1: Okay, Like.

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Speaker 3: Okay. Eight of Pentacles calling my girl, Biddy Ring Ring,

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Speaker 3: hang out to me. Tell me about the Ada Pinnacles.

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Speaker 3: The Ada Pentacles is a card of a pre apprenticeship

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Speaker 3: and mastery. When this card appears in Tario reading, you

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Speaker 3: are working hard to improve your skills and become a

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Speaker 3: master at what you do. You may have recently changed

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01:07:35,160 --> 01:07:38,480
Speaker 3: your work, education, or financial circumstances, and now you're applying

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Speaker 3: your sheer determination and concentration to master the new skill

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Speaker 3: that you were learning. You're diligent and hardworking, and you're

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Speaker 3: applying yourself fully to whatever it is that center of

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Speaker 3: your attention. As you do the same task over and over,

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Speaker 3: you work your way towards the mastery of your craft,

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Speaker 3: and through your perseverance and unwavering attention, you create success.

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Speaker 3: The Adip pinnacles may indicate further education steady in order

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Speaker 3: to hone in your skills. You may already be proficient

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Speaker 3: in a particular skill set, you are now seeking to

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Speaker 3: master those skills. For example, you may be a great

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01:08:08,000 --> 01:08:10,080
Speaker 3: home cook, but now you're starting to focus your attention

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01:08:10,200 --> 01:08:13,120
Speaker 3: on fine French cuisine, or perhaps you have learned the

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Speaker 3: basics of tarot reading, but now you want to become

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Speaker 3: a tarot expert. You know that what you requires a

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Speaker 3: lot of focus dedicated in your studies, but you're willing

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Speaker 3: to work hard and pay attention to the details that

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01:08:23,640 --> 01:08:27,240
Speaker 3: you will not learn these skills overnight, but you're prepared

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Speaker 3: for the journey towards becoming a master of your chosen expertise. Hmmm,

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Speaker 3: I love that it's good for your birthday. Yeah, I

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Speaker 3: resonate with that. I am.

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Speaker 4: I am working towards something like that, and I'm always working.

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Speaker 4: That's like, it's just I want to master myself. I

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Speaker 4: want to like really deeply be able to know my wants.

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Speaker 3: Needs, my yes is my nose.

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Speaker 4: And I'm like still on the I feel like the

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Speaker 4: sh medium journey of that, Like, yes, I've done the work,

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Speaker 4: but like it's continuous because people are going to come

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Speaker 4: in your life and situations are going to come in

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Speaker 4: your life that are going to mirror the blind spots

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01:09:04,560 --> 01:09:07,200
Speaker 4: and enhance the whatever other things you have going there.

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Speaker 4: And it's like until you meet those people or until

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Speaker 4: you encounter that situation, you don't know that there's still.

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Speaker 3: More, There's always more. Yeah, yeah, because.

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Speaker 4: And so I'm grateful for the opportunity to do that

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01:09:20,880 --> 01:09:26,599
Speaker 4: As a Scorpio woman. Transformation rebirth is like my thing

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01:09:27,120 --> 01:09:30,040
Speaker 4: and I know that, and it's it's cute to say,

1346
01:09:30,280 --> 01:09:34,080
Speaker 4: but it's hard. It's be fucking dark, okay, And I'm

1347
01:09:34,120 --> 01:09:36,080
Speaker 4: not saying that it's any different for any other person,

1348
01:09:36,160 --> 01:09:38,680
Speaker 4: but I think the way that we experience it is

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01:09:38,800 --> 01:09:42,680
Speaker 4: like a very much a shedding. And like I just

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01:09:42,720 --> 01:09:45,000
Speaker 4: the other day, I was like, I'm prickly, like literally,

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Speaker 4: like my stinger is out specifically in this time. I'm

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01:09:48,280 --> 01:09:50,240
Speaker 4: a double Scorpio. Also, I was thinking about that and

1353
01:09:50,280 --> 01:09:52,720
Speaker 4: I'm ruled by Scorpio. I'm so fucking Scorpio.

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Speaker 3: It's thank you God. But why it's it can feel so.

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01:10:00,000 --> 01:10:00,280
Speaker 1: I don't know.

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Speaker 4: Just i just feel very vulnerable during this time and

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Speaker 4: I'm grateful for it. It's a reminder that I'm alive

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01:10:07,320 --> 01:10:11,639
Speaker 4: and that I can feel and I'm just I'm grateful

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01:10:11,680 --> 01:10:15,760
Speaker 4: for it for life, Thank you God. And thirty eight

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Speaker 4: is going to be.

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Speaker 3: Beautiful, vivacious, juicy, watery year. Amen. Amen, you have affirmation

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Speaker 3: it's Scorpio season. Bitch okay, Doki Okay, Brittany, it's Brittany, bitch. Well,

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Speaker 3: thank you for joining us. I hope everyone is having

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01:10:46,320 --> 01:10:52,759
Speaker 3: a beautiful, fun Halloween season. I hope that you're doing

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01:10:53,040 --> 01:10:56,560
Speaker 3: what makes you feel good wearing the Houcci gear. I

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01:10:56,720 --> 01:11:03,160
Speaker 3: hope that you're honoring your ancestors, the veilst and yeah,

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Speaker 3: on all platforms, Good Mom's Underscore, Bad Choices on Instagram.

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Speaker 3: We're going to Jamaica. We only have three spots left.

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Speaker 3: If it's you and your homegirl, you ship book today

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Speaker 3: because you don't miss your spot, and you're gonna miss it,

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Speaker 3: and smoking a lot of weed on the beach. Wait

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Speaker 3: a journey.

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Speaker 4: If Jamila inspired you today, go leave a comment. Go

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Speaker 4: showed you be listening to love in our comments and

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01:11:54,880 --> 01:11:55,320
Speaker 4: we love you.

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Speaker 3: Tell us all good we looko mutue love you bye

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Speaker 3: please Yeah, I'm living so good. Can't you tell?

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Speaker 6: I went through a drought. That's until I found out,

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01:12:06,040 --> 01:12:08,000
Speaker 6: Well may my have been known earth? I used to

1388
01:12:08,120 --> 01:12:10,360
Speaker 6: be broken tail, now got the blues in to like

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01:12:10,439 --> 01:12:13,639
Speaker 6: Beyonce just throat shot or pop in his cow wearing

1390
01:12:13,680 --> 01:12:16,720
Speaker 6: our voices. Patriarchy kept it in the box to exploit it.

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Speaker 6: Women put the pee in power, so it's pointingless. They

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Speaker 6: want me to be good, so I mean bad choices.

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Speaker 6: Bad mom, not a bad mom, but a bad mom.

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Speaker 6: It he's in on for cannabis in their bath. Bon

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Speaker 6: walked in Boston's cap and I blew his cat ball

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Speaker 6: tip dog.

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Speaker 3: Now I'm immune to the cat called Herbie.

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Speaker 6: And no waisted straight to it like a dollar sign.

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Speaker 3: Mother, rent the lover when too.

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Speaker 6: It is like a water sign where you're rent the

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Speaker 6: winter essential will when the summertime.

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Speaker 3: I do it all. Ain't know when that needs to

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Speaker 3: run it by