WEBVTT - Ep. 70 Who You Callin Holistic with Sheanah Rivers

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<v Speaker 1>Talk. We're just too unapologetically black women with an opinion

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<v Speaker 1>who talks back? That's up, y'all. Thank you for tuning

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<v Speaker 1>in for a new episode that we talked back. One

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<v Speaker 1>of these days we're gonna have a different intro. But

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<v Speaker 1>not to motherfucking Day. How y'all doing not to motherfucking Day?

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<v Speaker 1>That's a new curse word to motherfucking day. You know

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<v Speaker 1>Black people love compound words. Wait, is that a compound?

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<v Speaker 1>You made it one? That's like those Facebook names? Uh,

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<v Speaker 1>tim bam loving myself today, booth, don't say the cup

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<v Speaker 1>be by my last name. These nigs go do some

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<v Speaker 1>scams with myself security, y'all. Look, they can have mine.

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<v Speaker 1>I've been to college, that's shall. I don't know who

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<v Speaker 1>the fund I was starting through the loans belong to.

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<v Speaker 1>Y'all could definitely hack my ship. Please, I would tell

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<v Speaker 1>me about your weekend, AJ. It was good man. You

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<v Speaker 1>know I went to Jamaica. Now I'm fucking Look, I

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<v Speaker 1>don't have that booker. I can't cold that any diseases

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<v Speaker 1>that booker. But I'm sucking sick now and nobody else

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<v Speaker 1>have the trip is sick. What I do know is

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<v Speaker 1>that going forward I'm still wearing a mask on planes

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<v Speaker 1>because I feel like, yeah, I always get sick, even

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<v Speaker 1>before COVID, I just always come home with a bug. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>because the air is circulating on the plane. So yes,

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<v Speaker 1>with all these people in close proximity. But I enjoyed myself.

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't smoke. Why did smoke my pin a little bit,

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<v Speaker 1>so I didn't get super high. But I definitely was

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<v Speaker 1>drunk every and look that's why my immuting system lows. Fuck. Now,

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<v Speaker 1>I've been drinking just a fish the whole time, just

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<v Speaker 1>drinking from twelve to twelve. Yep, that'll do it. We

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<v Speaker 1>had a really really nice time. That's good. I um.

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<v Speaker 1>I went on a date, uh with a guy and

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<v Speaker 1>I liked him. He was real funny. We had a

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<v Speaker 1>good time and like I was enjoying myself. Like we

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<v Speaker 1>went a couple of different places and we was drinking

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<v Speaker 1>and I was just enjoying myself so much. I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>go to the bathroom at all. And at some point

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<v Speaker 1>he was like, stop being weird, bro. I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>what you're talking about. He's like, go use the party.

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<v Speaker 1>He's like, you know, drink two bottles of Feedji water.

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<v Speaker 1>You to drink like four drinks, two shots, Like, why

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<v Speaker 1>you ain't pe yet? That'ship? Weird go to the bathroom.

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<v Speaker 1>But how the hell he realized you ain't? You just

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<v Speaker 1>sitting there squareming like a kid need to use the bathroom?

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<v Speaker 1>And I was fine, I didn't have to use the bathroom.

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, I'm sorry, I don't have to go,

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<v Speaker 1>but if you, you know, you want me to go,

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<v Speaker 1>I'll go. Like he's like, you hadn't been three times?

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<v Speaker 1>Like why you even to the bathroom? Go weirdo bladder

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<v Speaker 1>week my bladder? You're that was nice? How does what

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<v Speaker 1>is this guy you wanted to date with? I'm interested

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<v Speaker 1>now his name is right, but he's a really nice guy.

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<v Speaker 1>I have fun with him, so we'll see where this goes.

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<v Speaker 1>Don't talk about him too much. That's how we ruined it.

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<v Speaker 1>As women, you start fixating on the nick and all

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<v Speaker 1>of a sudden they start sucking up. Yeah, exactly, you

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<v Speaker 1>don't like them. That's the hard part. When you like

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<v Speaker 1>a guy, you gotta psych yourself out. But they're nicer

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<v Speaker 1>when you act meaner. Yeah, because men like crazy women

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<v Speaker 1>like their MoMA's. Yeah, let's be clear. Yeah, like they

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<v Speaker 1>have to feel like it's they don't like calm. You

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<v Speaker 1>gotta act retarded. Mm hmm, just a little retarded. It's

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<v Speaker 1>more funny, is that a word? Nope, funny that way.

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<v Speaker 1>What happened is stupid internet news girl, every fucking thing everything.

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<v Speaker 1>So I was tripping out on the Kishiko and Antonio

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<v Speaker 1>Brown situation. What situation is that? Uh So? The biggest

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<v Speaker 1>situation is that you've got this nigga initials tattooed on

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<v Speaker 1>you and y'all been on the internet and an internet

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<v Speaker 1>couple situation ship for for a month. That's the first thing.

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<v Speaker 1>And I love Hesha Cole, right, but I realized he

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<v Speaker 1>Sha Cole got some attachment issues or something that be

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<v Speaker 1>going on where because remember she just had this last

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<v Speaker 1>kid for this young ass boy h And I can

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<v Speaker 1>see f he was fine and the baby fine. M

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<v Speaker 1>but what you expect This man ain't lived yet at all.

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<v Speaker 1>The little boy was like twenty three years old. I

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<v Speaker 1>know that's all a man, but that's somebody's probably strong

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<v Speaker 1>good that bad ship. So I'm pretty sure that Tonio

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<v Speaker 1>Brown's retarded ask to but I feel like he should

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<v Speaker 1>go only to do some self healing. Man. She gotta

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<v Speaker 1>she gotta do something else, because wouldn't you attracted a

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<v Speaker 1>nigga like that to not have to be dealing with

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<v Speaker 1>what he doing to you on the internet. Because you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm a firm believer and we are who we beat,

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<v Speaker 1>same way you are what you eat, you are who

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<v Speaker 1>you beat. So something in hers she saw it in him? No,

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<v Speaker 1>because that's not fair, because you know, you think you're

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<v Speaker 1>meeting a nice guy, and you're working with a nice guy.

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<v Speaker 1>He turned out to be the devil. Sometimes, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>you don't never feel like you don't have nothing to

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<v Speaker 1>do with you how you sometimes this devil? Yeah, but

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<v Speaker 1>sometimes we continue to funk with the devil for a while.

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<v Speaker 1>Now they're thirty days in, so she know, I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know how many I know he didn't show up as

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<v Speaker 1>this current thing that we're seeing. I know that's not

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<v Speaker 1>how he showed up when he when she when he

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<v Speaker 1>got the pussy, didn't see what happened. Uh, Antonio Brown

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<v Speaker 1>kind of just said, we don't want Keisha Cole. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>he said we don't want Keisha. Who then is we?

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<v Speaker 1>Because we love That's how I'm saying, Who's weed? Is

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<v Speaker 1>that your third personality? Who's we? Yeah? You don't like her.

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<v Speaker 1>Who is we bench could speak for yourself. I love

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<v Speaker 1>Keisha ko I do. That's terrible, but I'm sure she

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<v Speaker 1>has all kind of different issues she hadn't helped from,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, her mom passed away, then from her mom

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<v Speaker 1>passed away, and yeah she got I'm sure she had

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<v Speaker 1>a trouble childhood that some of that trauma still affects

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<v Speaker 1>her in her adulthood. So I believe Antonio Brown has

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<v Speaker 1>CT and I think as black women, we really be

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<v Speaker 1>literally out here trying to fix broken things, maybe people, children,

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<v Speaker 1>your friends. I got to stop. I hate you, but

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<v Speaker 1>you can't never be serious. We do. We fixed the

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<v Speaker 1>broken first. I just fixed the table. Go ahead, I'm sorry.

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<v Speaker 1>Did you fix that money plant you had after that? Yeah? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>Like when when when somebody like that like me now

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<v Speaker 1>seeing his antics, I feel like that that type of

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<v Speaker 1>ship is nothing somebody can hide. And when I see

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<v Speaker 1>these type of people show up, I appreciate Future, a

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<v Speaker 1>nigga like Future more and more because I know Future

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<v Speaker 1>be showing up as his same fun it self. They

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<v Speaker 1>really be making making a conscious decision to mess the future.

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<v Speaker 1>It's no way that he showed up at as this

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<v Speaker 1>person and she's so funed with him. But here's the thing,

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<v Speaker 1>she probably might funk with him again after this. You

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<v Speaker 1>know how niggas do. I'm sorry, give me another change.

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<v Speaker 1>I was off. My man is that we want to

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<v Speaker 1>talk to the lady. The lady said I could come in, like,

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<v Speaker 1>but he wanted. I feel like he want to be Kanye. Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>he definitely needs some help. I could see it. It's

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<v Speaker 1>not normal how that guy acts. You gotta watch the

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<v Speaker 1>full video. I saw it on YouTube, but I initially

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<v Speaker 1>saw the original post on Instagram, but I want on

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<v Speaker 1>YouTube to see like the full his full story. And

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<v Speaker 1>I feel bad for her because this is Kesha embarrassing.

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<v Speaker 1>That's what I'm saying. Like, what what makes you think

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<v Speaker 1>you can play with Keshakle like that? I think a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of people her in high regard just because you

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<v Speaker 1>did Chicole. Yeah, And like, what make you think Antonio

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<v Speaker 1>Brown you can come through and play without home girl

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<v Speaker 1>like that? We all care hot stupid she might be.

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<v Speaker 1>Don't play her. I feel some type of way about

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<v Speaker 1>that ship. I don't like that, Like I really want to.

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<v Speaker 1>He's never been more unattractive than he is right now.

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<v Speaker 1>But you know, two years ago when he had that

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<v Speaker 1>big hit when he was with the Steelers. Um, he

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<v Speaker 1>hasn't been the same since then. Because I sat and

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<v Speaker 1>I once I saw that, I'm like, what happened. I

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<v Speaker 1>just went back to previous interviews of his before and

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<v Speaker 1>after he got hit in this particular game. I forgot

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<v Speaker 1>what team he was playing playing against, but he was

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<v Speaker 1>on the Steelers at the time. But he's not the

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<v Speaker 1>same person. So imagine how many men, how many black

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<v Speaker 1>men right now are probably still playing football or no

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<v Speaker 1>longer playing football. We see a lot of them dying,

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of them being abusive towards their spouses or

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<v Speaker 1>killing people. And your brain is, yeah, your brain is

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<v Speaker 1>a computer trip and sometimes you can get a virus

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<v Speaker 1>and getting hit like that healthy. Yeah. So I wouldn't

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<v Speaker 1>suggest any woman to get into a relationship with a

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<v Speaker 1>guy like him. He needs help. You can't fix him.

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<v Speaker 1>Kanye can't fix him either. I feel like I don't

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<v Speaker 1>think nothing wrong Kanye, Kanye full of ship. Okay, Kanye.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like Kanye might have been might have seen

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<v Speaker 1>something and may have been trying to keep them close,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, to just maybe help him a little bit,

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<v Speaker 1>because a lot of a lot of people that we

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<v Speaker 1>see on the streets. Remember that basketball player I forgot

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<v Speaker 1>his name, but he's home. He was homeless on drugs

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<v Speaker 1>on the Yeah, a lot of people with mental health issues.

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<v Speaker 1>They get discarded like nobody's caring for them. Like your

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<v Speaker 1>family give up on you, The system gives up on you,

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<v Speaker 1>and you just be out here homeless on the streets. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>we already know football players. Thems be running out of

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<v Speaker 1>money quick, So I don't know. Prayers for Antonio Brownin's.

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<v Speaker 1>I hope he gets his mental health together. And Keisha

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<v Speaker 1>call to let's everybody me including me, let me get

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<v Speaker 1>my mental ship together most days? What else happened? Um?

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<v Speaker 1>Did he Young Miami and part part pardon me? The

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<v Speaker 1>next level love Dad Granddaddy d love? Um, Young Miami

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<v Speaker 1>and Gina isn't high end? How now I don't know

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<v Speaker 1>what's your last name? And Gina playing second fiddle? Now

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<v Speaker 1>you're still playing second fiddle to a young girl right

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<v Speaker 1>and getting embarrassed on the damn Internet. That ship is

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<v Speaker 1>embarrassing for all of them, for the whole lot of them,

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<v Speaker 1>Young Miami too. Yeah, like you ain't winning either. I

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<v Speaker 1>would be on the beach right with it as my love.

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<v Speaker 1>You want another drink, I don't bring it right up? Love?

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<v Speaker 1>You want me to feel your glass? Baby, yesh, I'll

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<v Speaker 1>be right there with so you'll be somebody in his

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<v Speaker 1>harem mm hmm. Wow. I have my own real nigga too,

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<v Speaker 1>but I being Diddy's harem. You think a real nigg

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<v Speaker 1>is gonna deal with you being one of ditty bitches? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>especially if I'm tricking Ditty money on him. Yo, baby,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm going with Ditty this weekend. But when I come back,

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<v Speaker 1>we go in shop, and we go in shop. What

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<v Speaker 1>you are? Hey? What's that you wear? A baby? You ghetto?

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<v Speaker 1>You ghetto as hell? Oh goodness, man, I'm not about

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<v Speaker 1>to play with that old last man. Okay. Somebody in

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<v Speaker 1>the comments called nigga a arp daddy or something like that. No,

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<v Speaker 1>not about like that. Ain't that? Oh? How old is?

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<v Speaker 1>Did he fifty ish plus? Let's he holding it in

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<v Speaker 1>the row. Let's see how old love is? Okay? Did

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<v Speaker 1>he use fifty two? Fifty two years old? Let's see

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<v Speaker 1>when he'll be fifty three? And this nigga scorpio up.

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<v Speaker 1>These bitches don't run? What is wrong with y'all running?

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<v Speaker 1>I'm right there. No, I got more integrity than that.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not about to let that granddaddy d play with me.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm sorry, all right? And uh, young Miami told her

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<v Speaker 1>told you, Gina, Um, you've you've been around. I know

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<v Speaker 1>you're around. You've been around, just around, like did you eat?

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<v Speaker 1>You ain't get your position yet, the white young man,

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<v Speaker 1>are you gonna be anything but around? Ain't nobody ain't

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<v Speaker 1>None of his bitch has been anything but around? Right,

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<v Speaker 1>And he'll look, let me not say that anyway, which

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<v Speaker 1>is about to say nothing nothing, you know, some ship

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<v Speaker 1>that's gonna make people make me cusse their ass out

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<v Speaker 1>on the internet. So I'm not even stay away from

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<v Speaker 1>there today because tomorrow is different. I think the only

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<v Speaker 1>woman he really loved has passed on. But did he

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<v Speaker 1>love her because he played with her the entire time too,

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<v Speaker 1>And that's really along the lines of what I was

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<v Speaker 1>gonna say. So does it take a woman dying for

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<v Speaker 1>you to be good to them? I don't even know

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<v Speaker 1>if if it's dying, I just need no longer having

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<v Speaker 1>access to a woman. That's when the man start loving

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<v Speaker 1>her the most. And that's why these women should not

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<v Speaker 1>all at men play with them absent. Absence definitely makes

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<v Speaker 1>the heart grow fonder, so deep the funk out. Get

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<v Speaker 1>out of there the minute they started looking stupid, act

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<v Speaker 1>and stupid. Get out of there. Looking at acting ship.

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<v Speaker 1>You see what Cancy did. Casey leveled up, moved right

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<v Speaker 1>on through. M hm did. But she was around for

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<v Speaker 1>a long time and she benefited. Yeah, she benefited. But

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<v Speaker 1>that probably wasn't somebody she wanted to have kids with

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<v Speaker 1>and stuff. Some of these I mean, like, what would

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<v Speaker 1>they have been doing outside of being there. Their livelihood

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<v Speaker 1>and claim to fame and sadness and anything they got

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<v Speaker 1>comes from being Diddy's want of did He's batties? Oh

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<v Speaker 1>my god? So you know, I don't know. I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>They Kim Border when she was a model, you know

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying. She had a career, Yeah she did.

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<v Speaker 1>She was around for a long time. Um, I loved her.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know none of the rest of them. Baby

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<v Speaker 1>Mama's Yeah, I saw her. Um I saw her in

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<v Speaker 1>the airport at one time, and um st Martin heard

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<v Speaker 1>all the kids ship, the other baby mom and that

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<v Speaker 1>little girl might have been with them too. It was

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<v Speaker 1>a bunch of them was coming family. Yeah. Then see. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>I was trying to be part of the bad boy family.

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<v Speaker 1>Time me up. I'm joking. Unless you're listening, love ship

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<v Speaker 1>stupid listen. Did he can afford to play with women

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<v Speaker 1>like that? Okay? So this is where we'll be talking about,

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<v Speaker 1>like if you want, you gotta pay for submission. This

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<v Speaker 1>is what it looks like. Okay, So y'all, ne niggas

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<v Speaker 1>ain't gonna never have to worry about paying nobody, no

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<v Speaker 1>damn a hundred and fifteen thousand dollars a month and

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<v Speaker 1>child supporter or spot support. Y'all ain't gonna never know

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<v Speaker 1>what that looks like. Don't say they never gonna know.

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<v Speaker 1>Some of y'all might know, not most. But I don't

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<v Speaker 1>want to ruin nobody's dreams out there. That shouldn't be

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<v Speaker 1>a dream and people should aspire to, you know, build

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<v Speaker 1>one person. It's less of a headache. I'm pretty sure

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<v Speaker 1>it's a man who out there who want to get

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<v Speaker 1>rich and have uh harem a woman? Anything else in

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<v Speaker 1>the internet news? Tammy, did you see this woman in

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<v Speaker 1>Jacksonville got arrested and charge with sexual battery for breaking

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<v Speaker 1>into a man's house and forcibly I'm assuming forcibly, because

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<v Speaker 1>how else could have been done. I don't know. They

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<v Speaker 1>giving him some head. She held him down and gave

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<v Speaker 1>him some head. I don't know how it happened, but

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<v Speaker 1>that's what she's being charged with. Some rather, she just

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<v Speaker 1>got in there and licked the dick and then got

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<v Speaker 1>himmed up and he called the police. I don't know exactly,

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<v Speaker 1>but this person has mental health issues because why she

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<v Speaker 1>tweeted and said, I still can't believe he snitched on me.

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<v Speaker 1>I swear if you break into a man's house once

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<v Speaker 1>and give him some head while he's sleep, they label you.

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't harm anyone. What bitch, if you gotta break

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<v Speaker 1>in and suck some dick that ain't your dick, that

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<v Speaker 1>you don't need to suck it, if you gotta break

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<v Speaker 1>in to do it, listen. Her name is Brittany Brittany

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<v Speaker 1>Lishelle Jones, right, black girl. I googled this Brittany I

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<v Speaker 1>initially I just put Brittany Jones and Google. But the

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<v Speaker 1>same girl was arrested um in Jacksonville for having sex

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<v Speaker 1>in the cloorhouse and filming in Oh wow, she's problems.

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<v Speaker 1>M You went to jail for the dumbest ship on

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<v Speaker 1>earth and obviously a girl you a sexual deviant because

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<v Speaker 1>this the type of should you'd be doing the fuck.

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<v Speaker 1>And she probably was already in court for some other ship.

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<v Speaker 1>This is in seventeen is other um situation happened? So

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<v Speaker 1>was this someone she knew or it was a stranger.

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<v Speaker 1>That's what I don't know, Like, um, I don't I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't see the article doesn't say about her getting arrested

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<v Speaker 1>for giving hand. This is weird. Let's focus on the

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<v Speaker 1>one that we're talking about. Yeah, listen, we're gonna go

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<v Speaker 1>to commercial right quick. We'll be right back, y'all. What's up.

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<v Speaker 1>We're back, Hey, y'all, thank you. Listen. We got a

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<v Speaker 1>special guest this week. Um, we're in retrograde. Retrograde officially

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<v Speaker 1>started on May tenth. If you guys don't know, just

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<v Speaker 1>google it just you can see. It's not a bad

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<v Speaker 1>think either depends on well your mind is at how

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<v Speaker 1>you want to deal with retrograde, because I know a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of times people just feel like retrograde is for

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<v Speaker 1>all negative ship, even though retrograde is sucking me up

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<v Speaker 1>right now, let's be clear, okay, but I'm staying positive.

0:18:17.359 --> 0:18:20.399
<v Speaker 1>I'm staying girl. You saw McDonald's giving our free tarot

0:18:20.440 --> 0:18:22.840
<v Speaker 1>card readings during retrograde. Did you see that ship? That

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<v Speaker 1>ghetto ship. No, it was really happening. Who was giving

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<v Speaker 1>it out? People at the window. Must be Ronald, must

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<v Speaker 1>be fucking Ronald. All right, y'all, let's get into it. Hey, everybody,

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<v Speaker 1>we got something special for you today. We gotta guess

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<v Speaker 1>she's super dope. She's actually a friend of mine and

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<v Speaker 1>kind of like a spiritual guid for me as well.

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<v Speaker 1>I could say that honestly. She on the host, Hey girl,

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<v Speaker 1>host of who you calling? Holistic podcast? Thank you for

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<v Speaker 1>joining us? Name happened me? Thank you my name or

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<v Speaker 1>the podcast name, the podcast? Your name? Okay, okay, everything,

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<v Speaker 1>thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you. So all right,

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<v Speaker 1>tell us listeners about yourself and your podcast. Okay. I

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<v Speaker 1>am a multidimensional healer, is what I like to call it. UM.

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<v Speaker 1>I start with with massage therapy and that kind of

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<v Speaker 1>rolled over into some other stuff. UM. I started studying reiki,

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<v Speaker 1>which is energy healing in and I started teaching it

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<v Speaker 1>in just before the almost said the podcast, just before

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<v Speaker 1>the pandemic began. Um yeah, February yep, yep. I became

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<v Speaker 1>a teacher in February, and so I've just been rolling

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<v Speaker 1>with a teaching since then. And then that's also rumbled

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<v Speaker 1>over into some other stuff. I started learning more about

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<v Speaker 1>astrology and something else called human design. So I use

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<v Speaker 1>all of these tools to help people, UM get through

0:20:07.760 --> 0:20:12.040
<v Speaker 1>grief and get through challenging times and help empower others UM.

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<v Speaker 1>And my my line is, I like to say I

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<v Speaker 1>help people heal themselves and remember who the funk they are.

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<v Speaker 1>So so podcast just explores different therapies that are available

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<v Speaker 1>out there for people that they might not know about. UM,

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<v Speaker 1>because I've I've had a sample of all kinds of

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<v Speaker 1>different therapies in the wellness community, and there's so many

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<v Speaker 1>different modalities out there that people don't know about or

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<v Speaker 1>haven't tried, or haven't thought to try out, or they're

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<v Speaker 1>scared of them and want more information. So explain what

0:20:40.880 --> 0:20:45.760
<v Speaker 1>reiki is to our listeners. So I like to I

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<v Speaker 1>like to give the comparison UM. Everybody can sense energy,

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<v Speaker 1>like you don't have to be an energy healer to

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<v Speaker 1>understand that. You can feel it, Like you can walk

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<v Speaker 1>into a room and tell if there's joy or compassion

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<v Speaker 1>or if somebody just had an argument you can feel

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<v Speaker 1>that whether or not you are an energy healer. So

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<v Speaker 1>raki is just the manipulation of that energy basically. And

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<v Speaker 1>I'm sure you've heard of chakras. Getting your chakras aligned,

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<v Speaker 1>that's the work that I do. Um, I help, I

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<v Speaker 1>help those blockages flow better. Um with energy healing, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>just the vessel to help clear those energy centers. So

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<v Speaker 1>I got a bottle of water outside right now and

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<v Speaker 1>it catch this uh full, this new moon energy child,

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<v Speaker 1>be drinking that throughout the month. So it's also about

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<v Speaker 1>to be retrograde, right are we in retrograde right now?

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<v Speaker 1>Right on the tent, we're in the pre shadow right now,

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<v Speaker 1>So may tent is the retrograde. But today is a

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<v Speaker 1>Gemini move. So this is a great time to be

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<v Speaker 1>recording because Gemini is all about communication. And by the way, hey, hey,

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<v Speaker 1>that you like people crazy? I have? I know, Um,

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<v Speaker 1>I got a lot of them in my life. I

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<v Speaker 1>found a lot of them in my life. The Capital

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<v Speaker 1>girl by okay, I'm gonna stroller to stroll jurist too, right,

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<v Speaker 1>I'll be knowing about them. Damn signs. Now, what's your rising? Then?

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<v Speaker 1>I am? So I'm Gemini son, I am um virgo

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<v Speaker 1>ascending and libra moon yes, okay, alright, I don't know

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<v Speaker 1>what the funk, none of that me. What is that? Um?

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<v Speaker 1>Your son sign is like how you come across the others. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>so your your cancer, so you're the nurturer and whatnot.

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<v Speaker 1>Your rising sign is um, oh other way around. Sorry, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>rising sign is how you come across the others. Oh

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<v Speaker 1>you're Libra rising, You're gonna say, okay, um. And then

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<v Speaker 1>your moon sign is your emotions. So I'm a real moon.

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<v Speaker 1>How do you determine what those are? Do your birth

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<v Speaker 1>your birthtime? H and y'all really believe that the time

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<v Speaker 1>of night you were born or day determines how you

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<v Speaker 1>treat people and how you Yeah, when you get that

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<v Speaker 1>birth chart, you can kind of look at the different

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<v Speaker 1>like different houses and all these different things. You can

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<v Speaker 1>look at and try to pinpoint the areas in your

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<v Speaker 1>life that you may need to adjust. It helps a

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<v Speaker 1>little bit based on what time I came out my

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<v Speaker 1>mama pussy. Yeah, yeah know, y'all crazy it is. And

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<v Speaker 1>you shouldn't share your birth chart with people either, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>Recently I went and emailed all these low uh astrology

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<v Speaker 1>companies like these apps and should I signed up for

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<v Speaker 1>over the years, like I want you all to take

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<v Speaker 1>my ship out your database. I've been doing that, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>because I feel like if somebody knows your birth chart,

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<v Speaker 1>because I do this to men like you, you haven't

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<v Speaker 1>used that co star app. I had then start quick

0:23:56.760 --> 0:24:01.639
<v Speaker 1>so I could go do chart. No, I could go

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<v Speaker 1>through his fucking chart right quick. I see our compatibility

0:24:04.760 --> 0:24:08.080
<v Speaker 1>all this ship, and I'm out of there if need be. Yes, yea,

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<v Speaker 1>So it's real. It's telling sounds crazy to me. Nope,

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<v Speaker 1>But because also like you can find things out like

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<v Speaker 1>a certain career, things that are good for you and like,

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<v Speaker 1>um you know, and I sent you something earlier today

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<v Speaker 1>about like I'm starting a new cycle today and look

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<v Speaker 1>at the odds of you know, us recording today and

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<v Speaker 1>it said that things are are looking up for my

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<v Speaker 1>career and exposure and whatnot. And and I'm on here

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<v Speaker 1>with you today, like I'm exciting. So when you when

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<v Speaker 1>you say you're interdisciplinary in I mean you'd be like

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<v Speaker 1>being kids and no, no, no, no, nope, nope, I

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<v Speaker 1>no not at all. I share knowledge that's like in

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<v Speaker 1>between the studies. So like you could call me um

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<v Speaker 1>an esoteric teacher or an occultist. Um, I have different

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<v Speaker 1>resources and different pieces of knowledge that I incorporate with

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<v Speaker 1>my work, So I know what the cult is. But yes,

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<v Speaker 1>oh l because I'm about to say drinking, I'm knocking

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<v Speaker 1>that cool. I don't want the responsibility is there. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't want that. It seems like too much work for me.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't I don't have it in me. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>have it in me. So let's talk about the moon.

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<v Speaker 1>Let's talk about the current moon cycle. What we got

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<v Speaker 1>on next. So it's a Gemini moon right now, and

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<v Speaker 1>the moon's usually changed around two to three days. So yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>now's a like today is a good day, especially for

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<v Speaker 1>cancer replacements. Which makes sense that you're like not working

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<v Speaker 1>on Monday's right, Yeah, Well, you know, I don't work

0:25:49.560 --> 0:25:51.440
<v Speaker 1>on Mondays because I'm a hair stylus and we'll be

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<v Speaker 1>closed on Monday. I don't know if I got anything

0:25:53.560 --> 0:25:55.840
<v Speaker 1>to do in my case replacement. I don't even know

0:25:55.960 --> 0:25:59.120
<v Speaker 1>what that mean. But you should, like, as a cancer placement,

0:25:59.240 --> 0:26:02.800
<v Speaker 1>your moods, emotions are very much affected by the moon cycles.

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<v Speaker 1>So I know that. When I learned about the moon cycles,

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, oh, this is why I'm this is

0:26:08.320 --> 0:26:11.960
<v Speaker 1>why I'm a wreck today. Um, because it can affect

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<v Speaker 1>your you know, how motivated you are to do things.

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<v Speaker 1>It can affect your your anger, it can affect all

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<v Speaker 1>kinds of things. Your cycle. Um. A lot of times

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<v Speaker 1>women have their cycles on a new moon or a

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<v Speaker 1>full moon. There's kind of and then it depends on

0:26:28.800 --> 0:26:34.520
<v Speaker 1>what they're going through creatively too with those cycles. I

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<v Speaker 1>use this app call my Days and it actually has

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<v Speaker 1>the moon cycles on there, like it's for your cycle,

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<v Speaker 1>your mistrel, your minstrel cycle, but it has the different

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<v Speaker 1>moon phases on there. So it's a really really really

0:26:45.560 --> 0:26:50.840
<v Speaker 1>good app. Are you start dust star Dust? It's your cycle.

0:26:51.840 --> 0:26:53.200
<v Speaker 1>I'm meant to look at it. I know fipp it

0:26:53.320 --> 0:26:57.800
<v Speaker 1>has one too, but are you that is it accurate? Though? Mine?

0:26:57.920 --> 0:26:59.920
<v Speaker 1>Like my ship come on like as soon as that apps?

0:27:00.600 --> 0:27:04.359
<v Speaker 1>What has been until recently? Last month my period lasted

0:27:04.400 --> 0:27:07.800
<v Speaker 1>twenty one days? No, yeah, no, that it was weird.

0:27:07.880 --> 0:27:11.880
<v Speaker 1>I think it has I have fibroids. Mm hmmm yeah.

0:27:11.960 --> 0:27:14.000
<v Speaker 1>I actually go see a doctor about it tomorrow. So

0:27:14.520 --> 0:27:19.000
<v Speaker 1>my flow chart is all off. Checkout acupuncture for that,

0:27:19.440 --> 0:27:23.960
<v Speaker 1>oh really m hm, and see somebody who does Yoni

0:27:24.080 --> 0:27:27.240
<v Speaker 1>steams as well. Oh yeah, to strength them m m

0:27:27.480 --> 0:27:34.760
<v Speaker 1>m hmm. Definitely losing verses them cutting me open, you know,

0:27:35.000 --> 0:27:37.399
<v Speaker 1>m hmm. There's always options, And that's what I like

0:27:37.480 --> 0:27:40.280
<v Speaker 1>to tell people like UM and I think we're coming

0:27:40.359 --> 0:27:42.960
<v Speaker 1>in a time, especially post pandemic, that people are a

0:27:43.040 --> 0:27:47.040
<v Speaker 1>lot more open to alternative methods of healing UM because

0:27:47.080 --> 0:27:49.560
<v Speaker 1>we're you know, we're told, oh, well, you need surgery

0:27:49.640 --> 0:27:51.640
<v Speaker 1>for this, and you need these medications, but like that's

0:27:51.680 --> 0:27:55.000
<v Speaker 1>not always the case. There are other options sometimes. Yeah.

0:27:55.119 --> 0:27:59.720
<v Speaker 1>You know, my stepdad went into I See you last

0:27:59.760 --> 0:28:01.840
<v Speaker 1>week Sunday, and I didn't go down there all week.

0:28:02.800 --> 0:28:05.920
<v Speaker 1>I went to the hospital on Friday. He was still

0:28:06.000 --> 0:28:10.280
<v Speaker 1>an ICU on a ventilator and I did a violent

0:28:10.560 --> 0:28:15.240
<v Speaker 1>flame meditation and he got off to breatheing machino. Before

0:28:15.320 --> 0:28:18.200
<v Speaker 1>I left the hospital, I told my mama tomorrow they're

0:28:18.200 --> 0:28:20.800
<v Speaker 1>gonna take him off the machine, and they took him

0:28:20.800 --> 0:28:22.920
<v Speaker 1>off the machine. She called me back Saturday morning and

0:28:23.000 --> 0:28:25.080
<v Speaker 1>they took him off the machine. So I went down

0:28:25.119 --> 0:28:27.720
<v Speaker 1>there with my crystals and all that ship. The fucking

0:28:27.800 --> 0:28:29.920
<v Speaker 1>nurses was looking at me like I'm crazy. My mama

0:28:29.960 --> 0:28:33.680
<v Speaker 1>looking at me like I'm crazy. Everything you don't have

0:28:33.840 --> 0:28:35.600
<v Speaker 1>to go to the hospital for everything. You know what

0:28:35.680 --> 0:28:37.119
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying. They don't know a lot of things. They

0:28:37.160 --> 0:28:38.760
<v Speaker 1>don't know that. I feel like a lot of things

0:28:38.800 --> 0:28:41.680
<v Speaker 1>are spiritual. So I lended him some of my heart

0:28:41.800 --> 0:28:46.720
<v Speaker 1>to heal him essentially, so hopefully he's coming home soon.

0:28:47.080 --> 0:28:50.000
<v Speaker 1>I don't know that's good news. That's I'm a whole witch.

0:28:50.480 --> 0:28:57.920
<v Speaker 1>I don't know. If tam to you in some of

0:28:58.000 --> 0:29:03.680
<v Speaker 1>your heart, yes, that for healing, so you just basically

0:29:03.720 --> 0:29:09.840
<v Speaker 1>praying energy healing. Yes, I have always known I was

0:29:09.920 --> 0:29:12.280
<v Speaker 1>a healer. And see that's why I have to be

0:29:12.400 --> 0:29:15.160
<v Speaker 1>careful the type of people I deal with, because they

0:29:15.200 --> 0:29:19.000
<v Speaker 1>will drain your ass. They will drain you, you know

0:29:19.040 --> 0:29:20.760
<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying. And then now you're trying to figure

0:29:20.760 --> 0:29:23.480
<v Speaker 1>out why the funk you all discombobulated, It's because you

0:29:23.840 --> 0:29:27.320
<v Speaker 1>You you've helped somebody else's life. So I try to

0:29:27.680 --> 0:29:33.120
<v Speaker 1>preserve my energy nowadays. But more about you. You know,

0:29:33.240 --> 0:29:34.880
<v Speaker 1>I tell people a lot of times, because I have

0:29:34.960 --> 0:29:38.720
<v Speaker 1>a lot of students that they have those experiences. I

0:29:38.800 --> 0:29:41.360
<v Speaker 1>call them energy vampires where they're like, you know, I

0:29:41.440 --> 0:29:43.920
<v Speaker 1>can't go places, I can't be around crowd because it's

0:29:44.160 --> 0:29:46.600
<v Speaker 1>too much energy, I don't know how to protect it. So,

0:29:46.720 --> 0:29:49.080
<v Speaker 1>like I help people and give them tools, like you know,

0:29:49.320 --> 0:29:52.600
<v Speaker 1>for instance, calling upon divine white light for protection. You

0:29:52.680 --> 0:29:56.000
<v Speaker 1>know that helps create a bubble around you, uh, so

0:29:56.120 --> 0:29:58.760
<v Speaker 1>that you don't get that interference from the energy vampires.

0:30:00.480 --> 0:30:05.480
<v Speaker 1>So yeah, why do people associate this type of stuff

0:30:05.520 --> 0:30:08.160
<v Speaker 1>we're not believing in God. I'm just I'm not asking

0:30:08.280 --> 0:30:10.200
<v Speaker 1>just I know, I know you believe in God, but

0:30:10.240 --> 0:30:13.520
<v Speaker 1>I just would to ask y'all in front of everybody. Yeah,

0:30:13.720 --> 0:30:18.120
<v Speaker 1>but let's talk about that for a second though. Let's

0:30:18.160 --> 0:30:20.360
<v Speaker 1>talk about that for a second. Like, nobody ever tells

0:30:20.440 --> 0:30:22.560
<v Speaker 1>you to be careful with religion, but they try to

0:30:22.600 --> 0:30:25.720
<v Speaker 1>tell you to be careful with everything else that's out

0:30:26.040 --> 0:30:28.560
<v Speaker 1>that's inside of you as opposed to outside of you.

0:30:29.000 --> 0:30:32.960
<v Speaker 1>So what the type of work that Shanna does is

0:30:33.080 --> 0:30:37.600
<v Speaker 1>teaching you to go within to to to change whatever

0:30:37.760 --> 0:30:41.160
<v Speaker 1>is on the outside of you. See what religion, especially Christianity,

0:30:41.360 --> 0:30:45.000
<v Speaker 1>it teaches you no accountability for one, because you could

0:30:45.040 --> 0:30:47.720
<v Speaker 1>just blame it in Uh, go to church and repent

0:30:47.840 --> 0:30:52.000
<v Speaker 1>and God gonna take care of it. Right. So exactly,

0:30:52.640 --> 0:30:55.280
<v Speaker 1>Jesus or God whoever now you worship in a man

0:30:56.040 --> 0:31:01.160
<v Speaker 1>at that point. So you don't like Christianity, I know

0:31:01.440 --> 0:31:03.640
<v Speaker 1>I do, um And I think it has its place.

0:31:03.880 --> 0:31:07.000
<v Speaker 1>It's not my thing. Um And I think, and I tell,

0:31:07.120 --> 0:31:09.480
<v Speaker 1>I tell people all the time, you can have you

0:31:09.600 --> 0:31:13.440
<v Speaker 1>can be spiritual and not be religious, but you cannot

0:31:13.440 --> 0:31:17.040
<v Speaker 1>be religious and not be spiritual. So I can't have

0:31:17.400 --> 0:31:20.520
<v Speaker 1>one without the other. I have religion, but I'm not religious,

0:31:20.600 --> 0:31:22.760
<v Speaker 1>That's what I like to say. I'm not like. I

0:31:22.920 --> 0:31:27.000
<v Speaker 1>believe in myself more than anything. Mm hmm. Period. Yeah,

0:31:27.040 --> 0:31:29.800
<v Speaker 1>I think my understanding of God is just different than

0:31:30.120 --> 0:31:31.960
<v Speaker 1>you know, what we were brought up to believe. What

0:31:32.240 --> 0:31:41.680
<v Speaker 1>God is, that's all. God just is the unknown, some

0:31:41.720 --> 0:31:43.840
<v Speaker 1>white man in the sky looking down at us. No,

0:31:43.960 --> 0:31:45.840
<v Speaker 1>I don't believe that. I never believe it was a

0:31:45.960 --> 0:31:47.680
<v Speaker 1>white man. I don't believe it's a man at all.

0:31:47.760 --> 0:31:52.920
<v Speaker 1>I just believe it's the energy source, it's a consciousness. Yeah,

0:31:53.320 --> 0:31:58.440
<v Speaker 1>I agree there. I mean, y'all might be a little

0:31:58.440 --> 0:32:04.400
<v Speaker 1>bit nervous, so a little bit girl just back. At

0:32:04.480 --> 0:32:06.680
<v Speaker 1>least she got some some tools to to call him

0:32:06.680 --> 0:32:12.360
<v Speaker 1>protection though, you know, we can't interfere with you. Okay,

0:32:13.320 --> 0:32:18.160
<v Speaker 1>Back to Ricky and like Ky, back to Reiky and

0:32:18.880 --> 0:32:22.600
<v Speaker 1>like like what is all right? So when you raiki something,

0:32:22.680 --> 0:32:25.240
<v Speaker 1>w are you essentially just praying over it? Or is

0:32:25.280 --> 0:32:26.800
<v Speaker 1>it like I like to say, it's like player on

0:32:26.920 --> 0:32:30.080
<v Speaker 1>steroids or a player on caffeine. So yeah, it's um

0:32:30.200 --> 0:32:32.560
<v Speaker 1>and I'd say I put that shirt on everything. UM,

0:32:32.640 --> 0:32:35.160
<v Speaker 1>I have clients that I raki. I also had a

0:32:35.680 --> 0:32:38.240
<v Speaker 1>I rake it a horse a couple of weeks ago. Um,

0:32:38.920 --> 0:32:41.680
<v Speaker 1>and then people were like, Okay, that horse looks really relaxed.

0:32:41.720 --> 0:32:45.360
<v Speaker 1>Maybe maybe she does know what she's doing. UM, I

0:32:45.800 --> 0:32:48.600
<v Speaker 1>like I sent Raki to this podcast interview before we

0:32:48.680 --> 0:32:51.920
<v Speaker 1>got here, so like, it doesn't have to be a

0:32:52.080 --> 0:32:55.280
<v Speaker 1>living object. It's like, imagine if you just prayed over

0:32:55.400 --> 0:32:58.400
<v Speaker 1>things before you did anything, like you prayed before we

0:32:58.480 --> 0:33:01.080
<v Speaker 1>came on the show, you prayed before or you got

0:33:01.120 --> 0:33:03.480
<v Speaker 1>out of bed, like if you just, like I said,

0:33:03.480 --> 0:33:06.400
<v Speaker 1>prayer on steroids. So if you just set that intention

0:33:06.520 --> 0:33:11.480
<v Speaker 1>with everything you did, imagine how much of an experience

0:33:11.520 --> 0:33:13.960
<v Speaker 1>you would get out of it, a more positive experience

0:33:13.960 --> 0:33:19.840
<v Speaker 1>you would get out of these situations. That's interesting. Now, listen,

0:33:20.000 --> 0:33:23.080
<v Speaker 1>I could I could easily say like I'm going to

0:33:23.600 --> 0:33:30.280
<v Speaker 1>rank you for you and then start charging people. Right, No, no,

0:33:30.640 --> 0:33:32.400
<v Speaker 1>you gotta learn it and you can't learn it from

0:33:32.480 --> 0:33:34.520
<v Speaker 1>But how would they know? How would they know that

0:33:34.680 --> 0:33:37.520
<v Speaker 1>I know what I'm talking about? You know, the experience

0:33:37.600 --> 0:33:44.880
<v Speaker 1>life changes Boom, drink that right now. It's gonna change

0:33:44.920 --> 0:33:47.400
<v Speaker 1>your life. Go ahead and drink it. Don't it taste

0:33:47.440 --> 0:33:51.120
<v Speaker 1>a little bother bit? Nobody would know? How? How do

0:33:51.200 --> 0:33:55.760
<v Speaker 1>I don't know? They know? Listen, y'all, I'm gonna start

0:33:55.840 --> 0:33:58.680
<v Speaker 1>ranking y'all. Ship for y'all. Y'all. Just send it to

0:33:58.760 --> 0:34:00.800
<v Speaker 1>we talked back and tell Bay I'm gonna rank it.

0:34:02.320 --> 0:34:04.640
<v Speaker 1>Did you tell a j that I raki something for

0:34:04.720 --> 0:34:07.360
<v Speaker 1>you before? No? No, no, we were. I was gonna

0:34:07.400 --> 0:34:11.040
<v Speaker 1>get into it. She is reiky water for me. She's

0:34:11.160 --> 0:34:16.640
<v Speaker 1>raiky blunts with joints for me. Yeah. Yeah, not the

0:34:16.760 --> 0:34:22.480
<v Speaker 1>praying over the blunt. It's quint medicine. It's point medicine.

0:34:22.520 --> 0:34:24.400
<v Speaker 1>So I like to say, said an intention, you know,

0:34:25.280 --> 0:34:27.160
<v Speaker 1>or I said an intention when I rake it, But

0:34:27.680 --> 0:34:32.799
<v Speaker 1>it changes it right like different? Yeah, I agree. Now,

0:34:32.960 --> 0:34:35.359
<v Speaker 1>See the last time when I had you on four

0:34:36.280 --> 0:34:40.040
<v Speaker 1>reiky my joint, I didn't get a real good experience

0:34:40.120 --> 0:34:41.759
<v Speaker 1>with it. And I think it's because it was just

0:34:41.880 --> 0:34:44.080
<v Speaker 1>too too many people on the joint with me. It

0:34:44.120 --> 0:34:46.440
<v Speaker 1>was a lot going on in the room because it

0:34:46.520 --> 0:34:50.719
<v Speaker 1>was a four twenty party. It was just kind of like, yeah,

0:34:50.800 --> 0:34:53.160
<v Speaker 1>I don't know if I had it much halfen there,

0:34:53.600 --> 0:34:55.960
<v Speaker 1>but when I had that water that time, I did

0:34:56.080 --> 0:34:58.560
<v Speaker 1>feel like, yeah, I had a whole experience with that.

0:34:58.800 --> 0:35:01.399
<v Speaker 1>So yeah, and that was just a picture of water.

0:35:01.600 --> 0:35:04.000
<v Speaker 1>By the way, It wasn't like I wasn't next to you.

0:35:04.239 --> 0:35:07.560
<v Speaker 1>You set me a picture. Yeah I did. Yeah, And

0:35:07.640 --> 0:35:09.920
<v Speaker 1>I didn't have an experience. I did. You should let

0:35:09.960 --> 0:35:15.120
<v Speaker 1>her so what if you got some water? Uh, if

0:35:15.120 --> 0:35:16.719
<v Speaker 1>you got some water, I can bake your water for you.

0:35:16.880 --> 0:35:19.759
<v Speaker 1>A So what I did was I let her break it,

0:35:20.360 --> 0:35:23.279
<v Speaker 1>drank it, and then I got in the shower and

0:35:23.400 --> 0:35:25.560
<v Speaker 1>I kind of meditated with the water because you know,

0:35:25.719 --> 0:35:29.759
<v Speaker 1>that's a conduit for like, uh, I don't know what

0:35:29.880 --> 0:35:34.040
<v Speaker 1>the word is A good yeah. So and then I

0:35:34.280 --> 0:35:36.480
<v Speaker 1>just was I don't know, like last week I told

0:35:36.480 --> 0:35:38.920
<v Speaker 1>you about that energy source that I felt like it

0:35:39.000 --> 0:35:41.440
<v Speaker 1>was a bright light over me. And I felt like

0:35:41.520 --> 0:35:43.360
<v Speaker 1>that while I was in the shower and I was crying,

0:35:44.239 --> 0:35:47.640
<v Speaker 1>like and it was like very I was like, oh, ship,

0:35:47.719 --> 0:35:53.640
<v Speaker 1>maybe it's something that is Maybe she's not faking and

0:35:53.719 --> 0:35:56.000
<v Speaker 1>that was just water. That wasn't a full session. She

0:35:56.160 --> 0:35:58.360
<v Speaker 1>wasn't on the table, she wasn't you know, Like, and

0:35:58.440 --> 0:36:00.920
<v Speaker 1>I have distance flience, Like I've had clients in England,

0:36:01.160 --> 0:36:03.759
<v Speaker 1>at clients in New York and Texas and I work

0:36:03.840 --> 0:36:07.120
<v Speaker 1>here in South Carolina. Like it doesn't matter where you are,

0:36:07.239 --> 0:36:10.200
<v Speaker 1>you can receive this energy healing and um anybody can

0:36:10.280 --> 0:36:12.040
<v Speaker 1>learn it, which I think is great too. And I

0:36:12.120 --> 0:36:14.799
<v Speaker 1>think a lot of times, like like you said, you're

0:36:14.920 --> 0:36:17.000
<v Speaker 1>a whole witch, or you've always known you're a healer,

0:36:17.600 --> 0:36:20.160
<v Speaker 1>like we all have it in us, we just are

0:36:21.200 --> 0:36:26.319
<v Speaker 1>conditioned to forget it and you know, and from it. Yeah,

0:36:26.320 --> 0:36:28.440
<v Speaker 1>And I think it's even worse now, especially with the

0:36:28.560 --> 0:36:30.719
<v Speaker 1>pandemic and all that ship that we just went through.

0:36:32.360 --> 0:36:36.239
<v Speaker 1>I feel like a lot of melanated people were about

0:36:36.280 --> 0:36:39.719
<v Speaker 1>to come online and they had to do something to

0:36:39.880 --> 0:36:42.120
<v Speaker 1>dumb us back down so we don't tap into that

0:36:42.280 --> 0:36:45.239
<v Speaker 1>real life power that we have that they know we

0:36:45.400 --> 0:36:48.040
<v Speaker 1>have because they use it every day. You know what

0:36:48.080 --> 0:36:50.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm saying. We're talking about a group of people that

0:36:50.200 --> 0:36:52.120
<v Speaker 1>just sit around all day long trying to figure out

0:36:52.160 --> 0:36:53.880
<v Speaker 1>how to funk. They can keep us down while we

0:36:54.040 --> 0:36:57.000
<v Speaker 1>just be chilling. We won't even be doing nothing. But

0:36:57.120 --> 0:37:00.960
<v Speaker 1>that's just how powerful black people are. Mm hmm, girl,

0:37:00.960 --> 0:37:03.360
<v Speaker 1>I don't know about all that. Sometimes I feel like

0:37:03.440 --> 0:37:09.560
<v Speaker 1>you'd be going like so much deeper because everything is

0:37:09.640 --> 0:37:13.520
<v Speaker 1>My surface level is not sitting around trying to not

0:37:13.760 --> 0:37:16.320
<v Speaker 1>all and you know it's not all. But it's the

0:37:16.400 --> 0:37:18.960
<v Speaker 1>people that control our lives, the people that control the TV,

0:37:19.160 --> 0:37:21.279
<v Speaker 1>all these different things. You know, that's why I watch

0:37:21.640 --> 0:37:25.759
<v Speaker 1>TV like that ship's real out here, some ship is real.

0:37:25.840 --> 0:37:28.840
<v Speaker 1>But sometimes I'll be feeling like you have created some

0:37:28.920 --> 0:37:32.000
<v Speaker 1>of this ship. Look at what's look at what's happened

0:37:32.000 --> 0:37:34.759
<v Speaker 1>in the last two years. Y'all feel like we like

0:37:34.920 --> 0:37:38.480
<v Speaker 1>time has sped up. You don't feel like that. I

0:37:38.560 --> 0:37:41.399
<v Speaker 1>feel like it's a both like it it slows down

0:37:41.560 --> 0:37:43.600
<v Speaker 1>a whole bunch and then like right now, I feel

0:37:43.640 --> 0:37:46.279
<v Speaker 1>like this year has sped up all of a sudden um.

0:37:46.480 --> 0:37:49.719
<v Speaker 1>But during the pandemic, I felt like time completely just

0:37:49.880 --> 0:37:53.040
<v Speaker 1>like stood still. But but just think a lot of

0:37:53.080 --> 0:37:55.680
<v Speaker 1>people forgot about I said that the other day, like

0:37:55.719 --> 0:37:58.080
<v Speaker 1>when people talking about when people start talking about something

0:37:58.160 --> 0:38:01.920
<v Speaker 1>that happened like the year before, asked they stayed twenty one,

0:38:02.040 --> 0:38:05.400
<v Speaker 1>but it actually happened in like they literally forgot about

0:38:05.480 --> 0:38:12.319
<v Speaker 1>that year. That's the long year. If it was long, girl,

0:38:12.360 --> 0:38:15.760
<v Speaker 1>you was outside, cut it out. Okay, it wasn't bortant

0:38:15.760 --> 0:38:17.279
<v Speaker 1>for me, but I know it's better for a lot

0:38:17.360 --> 0:38:23.040
<v Speaker 1>of you never been in the house outside. I stayed

0:38:23.080 --> 0:38:25.239
<v Speaker 1>in the house a couple of days. Yeah, when your

0:38:25.239 --> 0:38:27.320
<v Speaker 1>ass got COVID last year, that's the only time he

0:38:27.440 --> 0:38:30.080
<v Speaker 1>was in the house. Every time I got COVID, I

0:38:30.200 --> 0:38:34.200
<v Speaker 1>stayed in the house. Okay, all the times I had

0:38:34.280 --> 0:38:38.319
<v Speaker 1>every variant, So you could have you could have used

0:38:38.360 --> 0:38:41.600
<v Speaker 1>that time to um to up your up your spirituality,

0:38:41.840 --> 0:38:44.600
<v Speaker 1>like like some of us. I did a little bit,

0:38:44.640 --> 0:38:46.759
<v Speaker 1>I feel like because I feel like I started having

0:38:46.840 --> 0:38:50.920
<v Speaker 1>that third eye experience during the pandemic. You know, that's

0:38:50.960 --> 0:38:54.399
<v Speaker 1>when started happening for me. So I feel like maybe

0:38:54.440 --> 0:38:57.360
<v Speaker 1>I did grow in that realm a little bit. But

0:38:57.440 --> 0:38:59.680
<v Speaker 1>I still don't believe that all white people got to meet.

0:39:02.200 --> 0:39:05.239
<v Speaker 1>It's like a few of them. Yeah, it's a it's

0:39:05.239 --> 0:39:07.560
<v Speaker 1>a few of them. Well, we're gonna talk about plant medicine.

0:39:07.600 --> 0:39:09.799
<v Speaker 1>Let's take a break right quick. We'll be right back, y'all. Yeah,

0:39:09.880 --> 0:39:16.799
<v Speaker 1>we're gonna see what the white people doing all right,

0:39:16.840 --> 0:39:20.279
<v Speaker 1>So let's talk about this plan, because I do feel

0:39:20.320 --> 0:39:23.279
<v Speaker 1>like marijuana is healing for me. It's not just like

0:39:23.800 --> 0:39:28.120
<v Speaker 1>recreational drugs. I mean it is that too, but it

0:39:28.400 --> 0:39:32.120
<v Speaker 1>is a tool. I have multiple scurosis, so I feel

0:39:32.160 --> 0:39:35.040
<v Speaker 1>like the weed does help me with pain sometimes, and

0:39:35.160 --> 0:39:37.319
<v Speaker 1>it just helps me calm my mind when I start

0:39:37.400 --> 0:39:40.440
<v Speaker 1>to get like worried about my disease. You know, it

0:39:40.560 --> 0:39:43.080
<v Speaker 1>does help me in so many ways that liquor ain't

0:39:43.080 --> 0:39:46.040
<v Speaker 1>gonna help me. Dick ain't gonna help me in that department,

0:39:46.480 --> 0:39:50.920
<v Speaker 1>you know. And sometimes prayer just isn't enough, you know.

0:39:51.560 --> 0:39:54.680
<v Speaker 1>So the weed is a healing tool for me. And

0:39:54.800 --> 0:39:57.560
<v Speaker 1>I have people like on my social media like oh yeah,

0:39:57.840 --> 0:40:02.360
<v Speaker 1>drug addict, and about the kids they're following up, like

0:40:02.560 --> 0:40:06.080
<v Speaker 1>girl fuck your kids, like kids following us, Like that's

0:40:06.120 --> 0:40:09.600
<v Speaker 1>not girl fucking them kids they can be following. Yeah,

0:40:09.719 --> 0:40:11.479
<v Speaker 1>you better not bring your kids over here. They're gonna

0:40:11.480 --> 0:40:15.319
<v Speaker 1>be smoking weed with me. Get them more for the show.

0:40:17.040 --> 0:40:22.200
<v Speaker 1>It's like, I ain't gonna give your babies drugs, all right.

0:40:23.840 --> 0:40:26.440
<v Speaker 1>I actually, Um, I didn't realize you had ms I

0:40:26.480 --> 0:40:29.399
<v Speaker 1>actually had a guest on my show with ms UM

0:40:30.040 --> 0:40:33.600
<v Speaker 1>earlier on actually and he saw a natural path, which

0:40:33.719 --> 0:40:35.799
<v Speaker 1>is illegal in South Carolina, believe it or not, which

0:40:35.840 --> 0:40:39.360
<v Speaker 1>makes you question things. But Um, with some diet changes,

0:40:39.400 --> 0:40:43.040
<v Speaker 1>including like taking out tomato paste or tomato sauce and

0:40:43.160 --> 0:40:46.719
<v Speaker 1>like pouring some other things, she doesn't have the symptoms

0:40:46.760 --> 0:40:50.520
<v Speaker 1>he used to have at all, right, So I you

0:40:50.600 --> 0:40:53.480
<v Speaker 1>know I do. Uh. I watched this Ted talk called

0:40:53.560 --> 0:40:58.400
<v Speaker 1>my my Mitochondria, and it was definitely about what I

0:40:58.520 --> 0:41:00.720
<v Speaker 1>put in my body. So I do try to be mindful.

0:41:00.760 --> 0:41:04.399
<v Speaker 1>I try to stay away from tomato, peppers, a lot

0:41:04.440 --> 0:41:07.560
<v Speaker 1>of stuff that will you know, harmy when it comes

0:41:07.600 --> 0:41:10.520
<v Speaker 1>to my MS. But sometimes I do, like step outside

0:41:10.560 --> 0:41:12.800
<v Speaker 1>of the parameters of what I should have, just because

0:41:13.480 --> 0:41:15.759
<v Speaker 1>I love I love chocolate. Like it's hard for me

0:41:15.880 --> 0:41:18.759
<v Speaker 1>to give up certain certain things when it comes to

0:41:18.880 --> 0:41:21.320
<v Speaker 1>my MS, but I will. I do do it sometimes,

0:41:21.400 --> 0:41:24.440
<v Speaker 1>but probably not to the level I should honestly. But

0:41:24.600 --> 0:41:28.880
<v Speaker 1>the weed, it didn't say I couldn't have weed, right,

0:41:29.760 --> 0:41:31.799
<v Speaker 1>so you could always You could always just be more

0:41:31.840 --> 0:41:34.120
<v Speaker 1>intentional with the weed too, Like I say, like with

0:41:34.280 --> 0:41:36.920
<v Speaker 1>plant medicine, if I treated as medicine, then I'd like

0:41:37.040 --> 0:41:39.719
<v Speaker 1>to set an intention. Um, you know, you can say

0:41:39.880 --> 0:41:43.239
<v Speaker 1>thank you to the ancestors who have sacrifice, you know,

0:41:44.080 --> 0:41:48.759
<v Speaker 1>because of legalization tshoes, you know, uh, the ancestors before us.

0:41:48.800 --> 0:41:51.320
<v Speaker 1>So you can you can send set an intention. You

0:41:51.360 --> 0:41:54.640
<v Speaker 1>can thank those before us. You can thank those who

0:41:54.680 --> 0:41:58.040
<v Speaker 1>are incarcerated for their service to you know what this

0:41:58.120 --> 0:42:02.440
<v Speaker 1>medicine is about, right, Sometimes yeah, because you know, and

0:42:02.520 --> 0:42:05.759
<v Speaker 1>I do, like I get I'll smoke and I'll meditate. Yeah,

0:42:05.760 --> 0:42:07.960
<v Speaker 1>I feel like the experience is different when I have

0:42:08.560 --> 0:42:12.120
<v Speaker 1>smoke versus when I do it without it. So I

0:42:12.200 --> 0:42:14.279
<v Speaker 1>don't know. I'm not giving it up. You guys, if

0:42:14.360 --> 0:42:19.320
<v Speaker 1>y'all mad about it, jus educate yourselves on it. More like,

0:42:19.440 --> 0:42:21.680
<v Speaker 1>I don't know what the oh my god, it's about,

0:42:22.120 --> 0:42:23.759
<v Speaker 1>and I think or I do know what it's about.

0:42:23.760 --> 0:42:26.920
<v Speaker 1>A lot of times it's just misinformation. People don't know

0:42:27.080 --> 0:42:31.279
<v Speaker 1>enough about it. Right, it's not going nowhere. I'm gonna

0:42:31.280 --> 0:42:34.480
<v Speaker 1>be a grandma like baby, go get that canister off

0:42:34.600 --> 0:42:40.200
<v Speaker 1>my cap, bring it here. And yeah, but y'all have

0:42:40.280 --> 0:42:43.400
<v Speaker 1>to look at all the different plant medicines that the government,

0:42:43.560 --> 0:42:46.799
<v Speaker 1>this government has made illegal were once like real life

0:42:46.840 --> 0:42:49.080
<v Speaker 1>medicines for the civilization. I was here before them. So

0:42:49.160 --> 0:42:51.560
<v Speaker 1>they make it illegal, so we can't have our medicine, Like,

0:42:51.640 --> 0:42:54.000
<v Speaker 1>this is our ship. So now they're making it illegal

0:42:54.160 --> 0:42:56.480
<v Speaker 1>so they can make money off of it, essentially like

0:42:56.640 --> 0:42:59.680
<v Speaker 1>ayahuasca to the to the Indians. You know what I'm saying, like,

0:42:59.760 --> 0:43:02.239
<v Speaker 1>why is that illegal when you when y'all came here,

0:43:02.719 --> 0:43:05.640
<v Speaker 1>this is what they were doing. So now y'all made

0:43:05.680 --> 0:43:09.600
<v Speaker 1>that illegal for them to naturally heal themselves. That's some

0:43:09.680 --> 0:43:16.480
<v Speaker 1>wicked ship. But people doing it. I ain't gonna say

0:43:16.520 --> 0:43:19.399
<v Speaker 1>it ain't no white people doing it, but I will

0:43:19.480 --> 0:43:22.360
<v Speaker 1>say that all white people are not involved. That is

0:43:22.440 --> 0:43:24.520
<v Speaker 1>not what I'm saying. And the white people that know,

0:43:24.960 --> 0:43:27.400
<v Speaker 1>like listen, that's the That's the same way like if

0:43:27.440 --> 0:43:29.520
<v Speaker 1>a man coming here and like and say something like

0:43:29.880 --> 0:43:31.719
<v Speaker 1>fuck y'all holes and bitches, like if you're not a

0:43:31.760 --> 0:43:34.120
<v Speaker 1>whole bit, why are you getting offended? So if I'm

0:43:34.160 --> 0:43:36.799
<v Speaker 1>not talking about you in particular, white person, then it's

0:43:36.840 --> 0:43:38.919
<v Speaker 1>not you. Do you see what I'm saying. I don't

0:43:38.920 --> 0:43:40.560
<v Speaker 1>feel offended by some ship that don't got nothing to

0:43:40.600 --> 0:43:43.200
<v Speaker 1>do with me. But when you say white people is

0:43:43.280 --> 0:43:46.239
<v Speaker 1>kind of like generalizing because I mean, sorry, and is white,

0:43:46.280 --> 0:43:54.719
<v Speaker 1>So it's not like that's the cheat. Yes, but you

0:43:54.840 --> 0:43:56.799
<v Speaker 1>can't do nothing about the color of your skin. Right,

0:43:56.840 --> 0:43:58.840
<v Speaker 1>your skin is white. So when you say white, it

0:43:59.080 --> 0:44:01.720
<v Speaker 1>was like white people who have made control, they shouldn't

0:44:01.760 --> 0:44:05.480
<v Speaker 1>be offended. You don't even have to specify some because

0:44:05.560 --> 0:44:07.320
<v Speaker 1>you know, I'm big about my words somewhere. You know,

0:44:07.400 --> 0:44:09.800
<v Speaker 1>words matter. So I get where he's going, tam like

0:44:10.120 --> 0:44:14.560
<v Speaker 1>some Yeah that's all she's saying. Let me play a

0:44:14.640 --> 0:44:21.400
<v Speaker 1>mediator right here. We should all take a trip to

0:44:21.480 --> 0:44:26.360
<v Speaker 1>the Shasta Mountains and do some iahwasca there on my

0:44:26.560 --> 0:44:29.040
<v Speaker 1>to do list, Like I wanted to try ayahuasca before

0:44:29.040 --> 0:44:32.200
<v Speaker 1>I ever tried trum, Like before I even knew about

0:44:32.239 --> 0:44:35.839
<v Speaker 1>shrooms like that, I wanted to What is ayahuasca? It's

0:44:35.840 --> 0:44:45.200
<v Speaker 1>another plant off a cactus. Yep, yep, drink it. Yeah, dimethyol.

0:44:45.239 --> 0:44:48.120
<v Speaker 1>Trip to me um and you drink it. Some people

0:44:48.280 --> 0:44:52.279
<v Speaker 1>vomit afterwards, but they have flashbacks and memories and they

0:44:52.360 --> 0:44:55.560
<v Speaker 1>go back and heal their inner child and heal trauma.

0:44:56.560 --> 0:44:59.080
<v Speaker 1>It's usually performed with a shaman. Like I'm not gonna

0:44:59.120 --> 0:45:02.320
<v Speaker 1>go to you know, Florida offers it somewhere, like some

0:45:02.440 --> 0:45:05.800
<v Speaker 1>church or something in Florida got like some special special

0:45:06.160 --> 0:45:12.000
<v Speaker 1>guidelines something. Yeah, it's probably they might be indigenous, like

0:45:12.040 --> 0:45:14.759
<v Speaker 1>they may have their indigenous status, why they can you

0:45:14.800 --> 0:45:19.520
<v Speaker 1>can do it? No, it's it ain't yeah a little bit. Yeah,

0:45:19.840 --> 0:45:23.400
<v Speaker 1>it's um but some something how I guess because it

0:45:23.520 --> 0:45:27.239
<v Speaker 1>was a religion, something they were able to like manipulate

0:45:27.320 --> 0:45:29.680
<v Speaker 1>that in a way that they can allow Ayawaska because

0:45:29.680 --> 0:45:33.759
<v Speaker 1>it's part of the religion because it's Florida, Florida. Yeah,

0:45:37.280 --> 0:45:40.880
<v Speaker 1>so I have had I wouldn't even call them trips

0:45:40.960 --> 0:45:45.919
<v Speaker 1>because I've done um shrooms like maybe three times. And um,

0:45:47.000 --> 0:45:54.640
<v Speaker 1>I don't go nowhere. I'm well nowhere, Okay. So you

0:45:54.800 --> 0:45:58.160
<v Speaker 1>spoke to me, Okay, so listen, I do me. Yeah,

0:45:58.960 --> 0:46:03.240
<v Speaker 1>hey girl, I was like hey, I was like, nothing

0:46:03.320 --> 0:46:05.040
<v Speaker 1>is kind of late. I'm laying down. Guess what I

0:46:05.160 --> 0:46:11.520
<v Speaker 1>just did was like her mouth was moving so fast

0:46:11.600 --> 0:46:14.520
<v Speaker 1>she was talking. Yeah, but I didn't go anywhere, you

0:46:14.560 --> 0:46:16.279
<v Speaker 1>know what. But I did start I did at one

0:46:16.320 --> 0:46:18.239
<v Speaker 1>point after hung out with Tam, I did turn my

0:46:18.320 --> 0:46:20.880
<v Speaker 1>meditation music on. I put my headphones on and I

0:46:21.000 --> 0:46:24.799
<v Speaker 1>was trying to like go somewhere, but I was doing

0:46:24.880 --> 0:46:29.000
<v Speaker 1>it with my ex at the time, and this nigga

0:46:29.160 --> 0:46:32.680
<v Speaker 1>was really like he was really tripping out. Do you

0:46:32.719 --> 0:46:38.200
<v Speaker 1>know how much you did, though, I think we did

0:46:38.320 --> 0:46:42.640
<v Speaker 1>like maybe three grams apiece for it's like magic number there.

0:46:42.840 --> 0:46:45.799
<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, but this was out right. This was our

0:46:45.880 --> 0:46:48.440
<v Speaker 1>first time, so I wanted to micro doce like just

0:46:48.600 --> 0:46:51.000
<v Speaker 1>do and I feel like micro doson would be like

0:46:51.120 --> 0:46:53.239
<v Speaker 1>from two to three, three grams, two to three and

0:46:53.239 --> 0:46:57.920
<v Speaker 1>a half grams right from my like to five whatever.

0:46:58.640 --> 0:47:01.279
<v Speaker 1>But I didn't go anywhere. I didn't go, so I know,

0:47:01.360 --> 0:47:03.000
<v Speaker 1>I was talking a lot. I was laughing a lot,

0:47:03.200 --> 0:47:05.279
<v Speaker 1>joking a lot with Tammy on the phone. But after

0:47:05.280 --> 0:47:06.680
<v Speaker 1>I hung up with her, I just was trying to

0:47:06.760 --> 0:47:09.640
<v Speaker 1>like just relax, and this nigga kept getting up and

0:47:09.719 --> 0:47:14.480
<v Speaker 1>down after bed like it's hard. Like that's what I'm saying. Like,

0:47:14.520 --> 0:47:16.880
<v Speaker 1>I feel like it depends on your mental state, what

0:47:16.960 --> 0:47:19.120
<v Speaker 1>type of trip you have, because you could trip out.

0:47:20.000 --> 0:47:24.439
<v Speaker 1>M hm. So that's what I feel for me. Well, yeah,

0:47:24.480 --> 0:47:26.640
<v Speaker 1>you gotta be you gotta have the right company for sure.

0:47:26.800 --> 0:47:29.759
<v Speaker 1>You gotta have a plan, you know, like um. And

0:47:30.160 --> 0:47:32.080
<v Speaker 1>then we did it too late at night. We did

0:47:32.160 --> 0:47:35.000
<v Speaker 1>it too at night because it lasts, Yes, you gotta

0:47:35.040 --> 0:47:38.280
<v Speaker 1>do that early in the day. Yeah, I must pretend.

0:47:38.400 --> 0:47:40.160
<v Speaker 1>But like when I did my trip, it lasted like

0:47:40.840 --> 0:47:45.640
<v Speaker 1>nine hours. I want to say, yeah you do, yeah,

0:47:46.360 --> 0:47:49.360
<v Speaker 1>make zero plans afterwards. I got nine hours to be

0:47:49.520 --> 0:47:53.640
<v Speaker 1>high man. Yeah, it was different time though. I would

0:47:53.680 --> 0:47:55.480
<v Speaker 1>have to be high on a ground level. Two. I

0:47:55.480 --> 0:47:58.560
<v Speaker 1>couldn't be up here on the floor. Yea. I started

0:47:58.600 --> 0:48:04.480
<v Speaker 1>believing I could fly already. Nah, And you should be

0:48:04.520 --> 0:48:06.760
<v Speaker 1>around nature, like if you can, if you have access

0:48:06.800 --> 0:48:09.000
<v Speaker 1>to nature, that would be good. So yeah, a daytime

0:48:09.040 --> 0:48:12.759
<v Speaker 1>trip would be ideal. Um. But I did like four

0:48:12.840 --> 0:48:14.799
<v Speaker 1>grams when I did a trippy trip and I saw,

0:48:15.640 --> 0:48:20.560
<v Speaker 1>um like the stars multiplied in the sky. Um. Did

0:48:20.600 --> 0:48:27.319
<v Speaker 1>you did you laugh and cry a lot with your trip? Nough? Okay, yeah,

0:48:27.520 --> 0:48:29.520
<v Speaker 1>I had all the emotions. There was a lot of laughter,

0:48:29.600 --> 0:48:31.800
<v Speaker 1>a lot of crying, a lot of crying because of

0:48:31.840 --> 0:48:35.560
<v Speaker 1>the laughter. Um. So it was like an overall healing experience.

0:48:35.680 --> 0:48:40.960
<v Speaker 1>But it was. But it was over four gramsly that day.

0:48:41.040 --> 0:48:43.080
<v Speaker 1>I know, a j think sound funny, but I've never

0:48:43.200 --> 0:48:47.239
<v Speaker 1>been funnier in my life than that day. Anythink, I said,

0:48:50.920 --> 0:48:52.839
<v Speaker 1>it does give you the good too, and then it's

0:48:52.880 --> 0:48:55.399
<v Speaker 1>like NonStop. It is. It's different than a weed high

0:48:55.480 --> 0:48:58.560
<v Speaker 1>for sure, It's definitely different. Oh, I got a picture,

0:48:58.640 --> 0:49:00.160
<v Speaker 1>so the only weird thing I did have in the

0:49:00.280 --> 0:49:05.720
<v Speaker 1>meat with my fucking feet. My feet did some crazy

0:49:05.800 --> 0:49:08.200
<v Speaker 1>ship like a cramp and it was stuck like that

0:49:08.480 --> 0:49:11.200
<v Speaker 1>for at least thirty forty five minutes. And look, I

0:49:11.280 --> 0:49:13.880
<v Speaker 1>had sent Charlemagne that picture that because he was asking

0:49:13.880 --> 0:49:15.680
<v Speaker 1>about it, like he said us like the candy bar,

0:49:15.760 --> 0:49:18.239
<v Speaker 1>asking if we had ever done um, you know, the

0:49:18.280 --> 0:49:21.680
<v Speaker 1>shroom bars. And I'm like, yeah, I did that ship before. Um.

0:49:21.960 --> 0:49:23.480
<v Speaker 1>But I was trying to tell him how the first

0:49:23.520 --> 0:49:25.279
<v Speaker 1>time I did the shrooms, how my feet didn't I

0:49:25.320 --> 0:49:27.719
<v Speaker 1>sent the fucking picture and he was like, if I

0:49:27.840 --> 0:49:29.960
<v Speaker 1>was with your your feet did that ship, I'll be

0:49:30.000 --> 0:49:34.319
<v Speaker 1>tripping out to talking about the nigger, right. I tried

0:49:34.360 --> 0:49:37.840
<v Speaker 1>to get him. He didn't want to do them. No,

0:49:38.080 --> 0:49:40.440
<v Speaker 1>he wasn't there yet. I think he's done him since then.

0:49:40.880 --> 0:49:42.279
<v Speaker 1>But I tried it. He was like, no, I'm not

0:49:42.360 --> 0:49:45.399
<v Speaker 1>there yet. I'm not there because I had I made um.

0:49:46.680 --> 0:49:50.840
<v Speaker 1>It was a combination of it was shrooms and THHC.

0:49:51.719 --> 0:49:56.040
<v Speaker 1>But hell no, so I've done a candy I've done

0:49:56.080 --> 0:49:59.600
<v Speaker 1>the candy bar and weed before, but actual shrooms and

0:49:59.760 --> 0:50:04.240
<v Speaker 1>we eat I'm scared it's the same thing. We takes

0:50:04.280 --> 0:50:09.080
<v Speaker 1>me down like down down, so maybe it might level

0:50:09.160 --> 0:50:13.200
<v Speaker 1>out a little bit. You don't know. Yeah, yeah, y'all

0:50:13.280 --> 0:50:15.319
<v Speaker 1>more advanced than me. I've done weed and a little

0:50:15.320 --> 0:50:26.759
<v Speaker 1>adderall before, how about that. But that's like that tick tick,

0:50:26.840 --> 0:50:34.719
<v Speaker 1>that's like sometimes fuck, I like to cut a little

0:50:34.719 --> 0:50:39.400
<v Speaker 1>bit sometimes, right, a little bit. I'm really a drug addict, okay,

0:50:39.520 --> 0:50:41.640
<v Speaker 1>Like I really just like weeded sex. I like to

0:50:41.680 --> 0:50:46.080
<v Speaker 1>be on. It doesn't make an addict not an addict,

0:50:46.120 --> 0:50:48.320
<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean. Like I like to do drugs,

0:50:48.440 --> 0:50:50.960
<v Speaker 1>but I want to follow up with some penis. That's

0:50:51.040 --> 0:50:53.440
<v Speaker 1>usually when I get on drugs. But I didn't have

0:50:53.800 --> 0:50:56.719
<v Speaker 1>I didn't have the shrooms and sex experience yet. Um.

0:50:57.880 --> 0:51:00.279
<v Speaker 1>I don't think most people don't have sex when they

0:51:00.320 --> 0:51:03.080
<v Speaker 1>do shrooms. Yeah, it's not even about a sexual experience.

0:51:03.200 --> 0:51:06.120
<v Speaker 1>Most people are like within themselves in their own mind

0:51:06.280 --> 0:51:09.759
<v Speaker 1>when they do shrooms, not you know, looking outward. And

0:51:10.080 --> 0:51:13.239
<v Speaker 1>I still try it. Yeah, personally, I feel like that

0:51:13.239 --> 0:51:17.440
<v Speaker 1>would be a phenomenal experience from what I experienced. I

0:51:17.480 --> 0:51:19.080
<v Speaker 1>would I would imagine it. I think it would be

0:51:19.080 --> 0:51:22.440
<v Speaker 1>a good time. So every time you've done it, it

0:51:22.520 --> 0:51:28.800
<v Speaker 1>hasn't been with a man like friends, Yeah, friends, but

0:51:29.040 --> 0:51:31.480
<v Speaker 1>like one of the side effects you could call it,

0:51:31.719 --> 0:51:36.040
<v Speaker 1>is like it increases your sensuality. So come in, bring

0:51:36.160 --> 0:51:44.480
<v Speaker 1>that dick here. That's interesting and they there's actually now

0:51:44.840 --> 0:51:47.360
<v Speaker 1>now that there's like this, I can call it like

0:51:47.440 --> 0:51:52.399
<v Speaker 1>the psychedelic yeah taking place. There's like apps now where

0:51:52.440 --> 0:51:54.520
<v Speaker 1>you can you can download an app and have like

0:51:54.600 --> 0:51:58.520
<v Speaker 1>a trip center to like contact and help you through

0:51:58.560 --> 0:52:04.960
<v Speaker 1>your trips. Those things exist. What Yeah, Yeah, it's like

0:52:05.000 --> 0:52:06.759
<v Speaker 1>one eight hundred numbers if you want to like have

0:52:06.920 --> 0:52:10.600
<v Speaker 1>a have your experience. And they're following next police pulling

0:52:10.680 --> 0:52:15.040
<v Speaker 1>up at your house, right, Yeah, we came to take

0:52:15.080 --> 0:52:20.400
<v Speaker 1>you on a trip to jail. Bit that sounds like

0:52:20.560 --> 0:52:24.399
<v Speaker 1>some daish it. I'm scared I could be. I feel

0:52:24.400 --> 0:52:26.839
<v Speaker 1>like that's something I could be a trip sitter. Yeah,

0:52:27.360 --> 0:52:29.520
<v Speaker 1>I feel like that. You know, you're talking through talking

0:52:29.600 --> 0:52:32.400
<v Speaker 1>back down and talking through their experience. I feel like

0:52:32.440 --> 0:52:38.680
<v Speaker 1>it'd be Yeah, I tell jokes whatever, you tell them

0:52:38.719 --> 0:52:43.719
<v Speaker 1>to pull the dick out, put your dick out. Who

0:52:43.760 --> 0:52:47.200
<v Speaker 1>it is? You know? I had just smoked some weed.

0:52:47.320 --> 0:52:49.400
<v Speaker 1>It wasn't obviously regular weed. I don't even know if

0:52:49.400 --> 0:52:52.920
<v Speaker 1>regular weed exists anymore, but it was, you know, a

0:52:53.120 --> 0:52:57.840
<v Speaker 1>nice strong strain and I had this guy come hanged.

0:52:58.040 --> 0:52:59.800
<v Speaker 1>I think I was moving. So he took some shelves

0:52:59.840 --> 0:53:01.640
<v Speaker 1>down for me or something, and I was like, you

0:53:01.680 --> 0:53:03.759
<v Speaker 1>wanna you wanna hit this weed? He was like, oh,

0:53:03.800 --> 0:53:06.000
<v Speaker 1>I really don't smoke that much. I was like, okay,

0:53:06.080 --> 0:53:07.640
<v Speaker 1>I mean it's up to you. I'm about to light it.

0:53:07.719 --> 0:53:09.080
<v Speaker 1>If you want to hit it, you don't have to.

0:53:09.520 --> 0:53:12.799
<v Speaker 1>And he hit it and he started freaking out so bad.

0:53:12.960 --> 0:53:14.960
<v Speaker 1>It was just all he ruined my high. I was like,

0:53:15.280 --> 0:53:17.520
<v Speaker 1>I was like, just relaxed. He started sweating. He kept

0:53:17.680 --> 0:53:20.160
<v Speaker 1>he drank all the bottomed water I had in the house,

0:53:20.840 --> 0:53:23.799
<v Speaker 1>and he was like pacing the floor. Hells, I've never

0:53:23.960 --> 0:53:28.320
<v Speaker 1>got demons. We do this to nobody. He got some

0:53:28.440 --> 0:53:31.280
<v Speaker 1>fucking demons. I've seen people trip out on weed before.

0:53:31.719 --> 0:53:34.920
<v Speaker 1>I've seen that ship. Was like acting real strange, and

0:53:34.960 --> 0:53:36.000
<v Speaker 1>I was like, do you want me to call you

0:53:36.040 --> 0:53:47.640
<v Speaker 1>an uber? You know I'm calling you get out of here?

0:53:48.000 --> 0:53:52.680
<v Speaker 1>What about? I was like, just calm down, it's okay, nothing,

0:53:52.760 --> 0:53:55.400
<v Speaker 1>You're gonna be okay. Not relax. He might have been

0:53:55.440 --> 0:53:58.440
<v Speaker 1>on some other ship too. What kind of weed you'd

0:53:58.480 --> 0:54:04.600
<v Speaker 1>be smoking? That's that rapper weeds. It is rapper weed

0:54:04.680 --> 0:54:07.840
<v Speaker 1>that I smoke, but he only had two little pubs.

0:54:07.920 --> 0:54:13.160
<v Speaker 1>Goddamn you, poor sweat. Not ever, just like all medicine

0:54:13.239 --> 0:54:15.520
<v Speaker 1>isn't for everybody, and you know, some medicine has like

0:54:15.960 --> 0:54:18.600
<v Speaker 1>bizarre side effects and then you need the medicine for

0:54:18.680 --> 0:54:21.719
<v Speaker 1>the side effects from the other medicine. Plant medicine isn't

0:54:21.760 --> 0:54:23.839
<v Speaker 1>for everybody. And that's what I like to tell people,

0:54:23.920 --> 0:54:25.799
<v Speaker 1>Like I love talking about shrooms and I love talking

0:54:25.800 --> 0:54:29.120
<v Speaker 1>about weed, but like I get it, it's not for everybody, right,

0:54:29.920 --> 0:54:32.360
<v Speaker 1>I agree, but it's all of it is better for

0:54:32.440 --> 0:54:36.680
<v Speaker 1>you than alcohol. Believe absolutely, that's straight sugar. That's all

0:54:36.760 --> 0:54:43.520
<v Speaker 1>liquor is, and it's and it's a depressant and kidneys up. Yeah,

0:54:43.880 --> 0:54:47.239
<v Speaker 1>I know for me, but I guess, so I guess.

0:54:47.280 --> 0:54:51.080
<v Speaker 1>You know, you know, you don't have to consume it

0:54:51.360 --> 0:54:54.319
<v Speaker 1>as smoking it. There's different. You can have it as

0:54:54.320 --> 0:54:56.879
<v Speaker 1>a TA, you could have it as edible, like there's

0:54:56.880 --> 0:55:02.800
<v Speaker 1>options alcoholics alcohol, right, And I know one thing, I

0:55:02.920 --> 0:55:06.359
<v Speaker 1>smoke a joint, I'm down a few, maybe an hour

0:55:06.480 --> 0:55:10.520
<v Speaker 1>or so, I'm back to normal. I drink liquor half

0:55:10.600 --> 0:55:14.799
<v Speaker 1>the next day. I feel like the older we get

0:55:14.960 --> 0:55:17.120
<v Speaker 1>like your body just don't process that ship the same

0:55:17.160 --> 0:55:19.600
<v Speaker 1>because I can drink two drinks maybe on a Saturday,

0:55:19.640 --> 0:55:22.560
<v Speaker 1>and my whole Sunday sucked up, and I don't like

0:55:22.719 --> 0:55:25.279
<v Speaker 1>drinking no more the same, and I think like the more,

0:55:25.680 --> 0:55:28.040
<v Speaker 1>like you get in touch with your spiritual side too.

0:55:28.239 --> 0:55:34.040
<v Speaker 1>It's like it's like it's poisoning, and I think about it,

0:55:34.160 --> 0:55:37.600
<v Speaker 1>like you're really poisoning your body right quick? Yeah, Like

0:55:37.680 --> 0:55:40.560
<v Speaker 1>I don't like that weed like that. It's not it's

0:55:40.600 --> 0:55:43.480
<v Speaker 1>not that liquor is straight poisoned. Some man made that.

0:55:44.560 --> 0:55:47.840
<v Speaker 1>But but it's so much fun when you're drunk, and

0:55:48.560 --> 0:55:50.640
<v Speaker 1>you know why it's legal. Guess what you know what

0:55:50.719 --> 0:55:54.960
<v Speaker 1>they call liquor, right, spirits, spirits, wine and spirits. So

0:55:55.120 --> 0:55:57.480
<v Speaker 1>when people end up in prison because they committed some

0:55:57.520 --> 0:56:00.160
<v Speaker 1>ship when they were drunk, and then you wake up

0:56:00.200 --> 0:56:02.239
<v Speaker 1>like what the fund did I do? Because you live

0:56:02.560 --> 0:56:06.960
<v Speaker 1>spirits and your fucking body with that liquor, why they

0:56:07.040 --> 0:56:11.640
<v Speaker 1>call it spirits? Yeah, I completely agree. I completely agree.

0:56:11.680 --> 0:56:14.200
<v Speaker 1>And like when I took my shroom trip, I remember

0:56:14.280 --> 0:56:16.640
<v Speaker 1>you remember everything about your shroom trip right from like

0:56:16.760 --> 0:56:19.200
<v Speaker 1>the start of it to pieces of it, probably even

0:56:19.280 --> 0:56:23.120
<v Speaker 1>some of the conversations that were had alcohol, Like you

0:56:23.239 --> 0:56:27.319
<v Speaker 1>probably blacked out at some point, if not more than once. Yeah,

0:56:27.680 --> 0:56:30.120
<v Speaker 1>I feel like I'm like that on weed though, Like, man,

0:56:30.160 --> 0:56:33.080
<v Speaker 1>I'm a fucking astronaut when I'm high on weed. Like

0:56:33.320 --> 0:56:37.040
<v Speaker 1>I swear I got the formula and the calculation for

0:56:37.520 --> 0:56:40.560
<v Speaker 1>flat Earth, okay, for whatever it is, Like I know,

0:56:41.480 --> 0:56:43.360
<v Speaker 1>and by the time I'm sober, it's like I forgot

0:56:43.560 --> 0:56:50.359
<v Speaker 1>everything I was thinking about. Crazy, But at least, at

0:56:50.440 --> 0:56:52.000
<v Speaker 1>least by the time you come back, it doesn't take

0:56:52.000 --> 0:56:56.600
<v Speaker 1>a day and a half come back, right, So I tried. Um.

0:56:57.680 --> 0:57:00.399
<v Speaker 1>I don't like edibles. I don't like drinking. I don't

0:57:00.440 --> 0:57:03.120
<v Speaker 1>like the drinking the marijuana like a liquid form and

0:57:03.120 --> 0:57:05.719
<v Speaker 1>stuff like that, because I just don't know how to

0:57:05.840 --> 0:57:08.560
<v Speaker 1>dose properly when it comes to that, and I end

0:57:08.680 --> 0:57:11.799
<v Speaker 1>up like I had bought this juice. He was like, oh, yeah,

0:57:11.920 --> 0:57:16.600
<v Speaker 1>just have it, you know, But he didn't say. He

0:57:16.720 --> 0:57:21.720
<v Speaker 1>didn't say, don't the whole bottle. Don't drinking. I drink

0:57:21.760 --> 0:57:25.360
<v Speaker 1>the whole bottle with my sandwich. When I tell you

0:57:25.520 --> 0:57:27.280
<v Speaker 1>I could not come back to work, I was on

0:57:27.440 --> 0:57:31.320
<v Speaker 1>the floor in my house Indian style, out rapping to

0:57:31.520 --> 0:57:36.840
<v Speaker 1>instrumental beats, crying like crying. I was like, like I

0:57:36.920 --> 0:57:39.800
<v Speaker 1>could not get it together. I couldn't come back to

0:57:39.880 --> 0:57:43.160
<v Speaker 1>work that day, like it was over drinking that ship

0:57:43.280 --> 0:57:48.440
<v Speaker 1>like a bottle lemonade, like a bottle lemonade. No, No,

0:57:49.280 --> 0:57:51.360
<v Speaker 1>I had that ship with my turkey sandwich. About a

0:57:51.480 --> 0:57:59.640
<v Speaker 1>hour later, I was like, somebody call a paramedic. That's

0:57:59.640 --> 0:58:03.640
<v Speaker 1>when I you always are. You always start small because

0:58:03.680 --> 0:58:05.720
<v Speaker 1>you can always you can always add to it. That's

0:58:05.840 --> 0:58:07.840
<v Speaker 1>the same for edible. You can start small, you can

0:58:07.880 --> 0:58:10.400
<v Speaker 1>always add to it. But don't go harder, go home,

0:58:10.440 --> 0:58:14.200
<v Speaker 1>because you you might not come home. One one year,

0:58:14.320 --> 0:58:16.959
<v Speaker 1>my birthday, we was out at the pool. My friend

0:58:17.080 --> 0:58:22.040
<v Speaker 1>he gonna eat a whole bag of peach rings, marijuana, petrits,

0:58:22.800 --> 0:58:25.400
<v Speaker 1>call the paramedics to come get him. He literally had it.

0:58:25.480 --> 0:58:28.160
<v Speaker 1>I was so upset with him. He was laid out

0:58:28.200 --> 0:58:30.120
<v Speaker 1>on the floor and I had to call no one

0:58:30.160 --> 0:58:31.880
<v Speaker 1>one and come get his ass. And he left on

0:58:31.960 --> 0:58:33.760
<v Speaker 1>the stretcher. Bitch. And that's why I was like, I'm

0:58:33.840 --> 0:58:37.320
<v Speaker 1>not eating animals no more. Why would your dumb maasks

0:58:37.360 --> 0:58:45.400
<v Speaker 1>eat the whole bag? Though stupid delicious, but but all right,

0:58:45.440 --> 0:58:48.240
<v Speaker 1>So what I don't understand what that is? If it

0:58:48.360 --> 0:58:51.400
<v Speaker 1>looks like a regular single service sized bottle of juice.

0:58:51.840 --> 0:58:54.640
<v Speaker 1>Why wouldn't they put a single service sized amount of

0:58:54.800 --> 0:58:58.439
<v Speaker 1>marijuana in that bottom? Understand why it needs You're gonna

0:58:58.480 --> 0:59:02.240
<v Speaker 1>drink a cap full Larry time, did you even did

0:59:02.280 --> 0:59:05.200
<v Speaker 1>juice might dilute a little bit of weed. Maybe that's

0:59:05.240 --> 0:59:07.760
<v Speaker 1>why they have to put enough and you feel something,

0:59:08.520 --> 0:59:12.480
<v Speaker 1>but you're supposed to micro do stat sip sip sip

0:59:12.640 --> 0:59:14.680
<v Speaker 1>until you feel something and then they go down a

0:59:14.720 --> 0:59:17.680
<v Speaker 1>little bit sip sip. She was drinking that ship like

0:59:17.840 --> 0:59:23.480
<v Speaker 1>cool aid, Like, yeah, I was turkey. Yes, I had

0:59:23.520 --> 0:59:25.800
<v Speaker 1>a dry ass turkey sandwich. I was washing it down

0:59:25.880 --> 0:59:33.160
<v Speaker 1>with that ship. Yeah I didn't. But but in saying that, like,

0:59:34.040 --> 0:59:36.080
<v Speaker 1>look how many lessons we learned from alcohol and we

0:59:36.120 --> 0:59:42.680
<v Speaker 1>still drink it? Yeah? Yeah, never, Yeah, I mean that

0:59:42.720 --> 0:59:45.440
<v Speaker 1>ship didn't have me put down that black medicine in

0:59:45.520 --> 0:59:48.560
<v Speaker 1>the juice bottle, But I was. I was good in

0:59:48.600 --> 0:59:52.959
<v Speaker 1>a couple of hours that woke up, was good to go. Yeah.

0:59:58.000 --> 1:00:00.640
<v Speaker 1>What's your worst healing story that you pad with with

1:00:00.760 --> 1:00:03.800
<v Speaker 1>the client. I won't say words um, but I'll say

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<v Speaker 1>one of the things. One of the side effects sometimes

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<v Speaker 1>from reiki is um it helps you purge things. So

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<v Speaker 1>I've had clients. Uh, I know. I have a particular client.

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<v Speaker 1>She was experiencing, UM, a lot of like emotional issues

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<v Speaker 1>at the time. She was like not processing them. And

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<v Speaker 1>emotions you know you're probably familiar with there's just different

1:00:28.000 --> 1:00:31.320
<v Speaker 1>um organs that are associated with different emotions or maybe

1:00:31.320 --> 1:00:35.160
<v Speaker 1>you're not familiar with that. UM. But the soul in plexus,

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<v Speaker 1>which is at the stomach, and emotions go hand in hand.

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<v Speaker 1>So that is your your strength, your discipline, your willpower,

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<v Speaker 1>and if you think about your stomach, that's your core

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<v Speaker 1>right and um your gut health. Yeah. So like if

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<v Speaker 1>you're not processing emotions, a lot of times you get

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<v Speaker 1>backed up and so a lot of people have ibs

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<v Speaker 1>and you know all kinds of different stresses that take place,

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<v Speaker 1>and that's on the body. Yeah, UM, because you're not

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<v Speaker 1>processing the emotions to pass them through. So I did

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<v Speaker 1>raki on a client who she had expressed that you know,

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<v Speaker 1>she's gone gone through some emotional stuff and UM, and

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<v Speaker 1>I worked on her stomach and I could feel some

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<v Speaker 1>movement and I was like, Okay, let me just let

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<v Speaker 1>her know, like you might have some side effects after this, Yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>you might. You might have the ship extra though, UM

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<v Speaker 1>and she was like, okay, all right, she said the

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<v Speaker 1>minute she got home she cannot make it to the

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<v Speaker 1>bathroom club quick enough, and she shartered herself like it

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<v Speaker 1>was it was out that quick. Um. So yeah, she

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<v Speaker 1>was like, okay, well I do believe in it, um

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<v Speaker 1>because yeah, so like that's a side effect sometimes, like

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<v Speaker 1>you and I tell people, you know, you might have

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<v Speaker 1>to you might have some loose vowels after this, um,

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<v Speaker 1>especially if you've been backed up for some time. But

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<v Speaker 1>that's that's that pushing that energy through. Yes, And I'm

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<v Speaker 1>all is working on my gut health. Yeah, you know

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<v Speaker 1>when I go to the chipractor, like almost immediately, so

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<v Speaker 1>he's just getting those massages. Like I like the holistic

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<v Speaker 1>ship all all a natural ship when I have to

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<v Speaker 1>put some bullshit in my body. That's what I went. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I'll ship all the time, So I don't know if

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<v Speaker 1>they will work all the time. So that's like an

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<v Speaker 1>over expression of like the letting should go kind of thing.

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<v Speaker 1>Over active and over active. Yeah, and I hold all

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<v Speaker 1>the time. That's that virgo in you. I'm already tell

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<v Speaker 1>you that's that virgo in you. They have UM. So

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<v Speaker 1>if you look, there's actually a zodiac chart with um

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<v Speaker 1>based on your zodiac sign. What organs are usually affected

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<v Speaker 1>with it virgos and testines um. But cancer is also

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<v Speaker 1>up there with stomach stuff. Um. Capricorn is like knees

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<v Speaker 1>and joints, Gemini is like chests, um and shoulders was

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<v Speaker 1>cancered stomach stuff. Oh hm, But because y'all are connected

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<v Speaker 1>to the moon, that's like you gotta get connected to

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<v Speaker 1>those moon cycles and look at it. So one of

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<v Speaker 1>my friends told me I need to ship like this.

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<v Speaker 1>Hold on, yeah, yeah, you can get one of those stools.

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<v Speaker 1>They got the stools on Amazon. Squatty potty. Yeah, like

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<v Speaker 1>the need it? Why do I need to ship? Because

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<v Speaker 1>the way we do that is not natural? The way

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<v Speaker 1>we use the restaurant, the way we have kids and childbirth. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it's not natural because are if you think of how

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<v Speaker 1>the intestines are set up, you know they're doing a

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<v Speaker 1>thing a certain way, and when we sit on the toilet,

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<v Speaker 1>that crunches all of that up. It doesn't get to

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<v Speaker 1>free freely flow. Okay, I'm gonna ship standing up next time. No, no, no, no,

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<v Speaker 1>get you a squatty potty. I don't feel like I

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<v Speaker 1>don't feel like that's the solution. Please don't stand up. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>squatty potty put that in my note, y'all get y'alls

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<v Speaker 1>squatty pot do you say y'all can ship properly? Okay? Shenna,

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<v Speaker 1>please tell the people where they can find you, Where

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<v Speaker 1>they can find your podcast, your social media, all that

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<v Speaker 1>good stuff. I am Shianna everywhere, so um Shana dot

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<v Speaker 1>com on Instagram, Shianna Twitter, Shianna um. And then you

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<v Speaker 1>can find who are you calling Holistic on all of

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<v Speaker 1>your favorite streaming platforms. All right, y'all check it out.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you so much, Sianna for coming to talk to us.

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<v Speaker 1>Definitely like, wanna link with you when I'm ready to

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<v Speaker 1>Uh yeah no, not shark. I was like, wait, Sharp,

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<v Speaker 1>is that another way to go when I'm ready? Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm coming to see here. We're iver you're ready because

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<v Speaker 1>that's my line of works. Ready, I just gotta get there.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah ye, Where are you located? I'm in Columbia, South

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<v Speaker 1>Carolina currently, but everywhere in the ether. Got you? All right? Listen, guys,

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