Speaker 1: Talk. We're just too unapologetically black women with an opinion
Speaker 1: who talks back? That's up, y'all. Thank you for tuning
Speaker 1: in for a new episode that we talked back. One
Speaker 1: of these days we're gonna have a different intro. But
Speaker 1: not to motherfucking Day. How y'all doing not to motherfucking Day?
Speaker 1: That's a new curse word to motherfucking day. You know
Speaker 1: Black people love compound words. Wait, is that a compound?
Speaker 1: You made it one? That's like those Facebook names? Uh,
Speaker 1: tim bam loving myself today, booth, don't say the cup
Speaker 1: be by my last name. These nigs go do some
Speaker 1: scams with myself security, y'all. Look, they can have mine.
Speaker 1: I've been to college, that's shall. I don't know who
Speaker 1: the fund I was starting through the loans belong to.
Speaker 1: Y'all could definitely hack my ship. Please, I would tell
Speaker 1: me about your weekend, AJ. It was good man. You
Speaker 1: know I went to Jamaica. Now I'm fucking Look, I
Speaker 1: don't have that booker. I can't cold that any diseases
Speaker 1: that booker. But I'm sucking sick now and nobody else
Speaker 1: have the trip is sick. What I do know is
Speaker 1: that going forward I'm still wearing a mask on planes
Speaker 1: because I feel like, yeah, I always get sick, even
Speaker 1: before COVID, I just always come home with a bug. Yeah,
Speaker 1: because the air is circulating on the plane. So yes,
Speaker 1: with all these people in close proximity. But I enjoyed myself.
Speaker 1: I didn't smoke. Why did smoke my pin a little bit,
Speaker 1: so I didn't get super high. But I definitely was
Speaker 1: drunk every and look that's why my immuting system lows. Fuck. Now,
Speaker 1: I've been drinking just a fish the whole time, just
Speaker 1: drinking from twelve to twelve. Yep, that'll do it. We
Speaker 1: had a really really nice time. That's good. I um.
Speaker 1: I went on a date, uh with a guy and
Speaker 1: I liked him. He was real funny. We had a
Speaker 1: good time and like I was enjoying myself. Like we
Speaker 1: went a couple of different places and we was drinking
Speaker 1: and I was just enjoying myself so much. I didn't
Speaker 1: go to the bathroom at all. And at some point
Speaker 1: he was like, stop being weird, bro. I was like,
Speaker 1: what you're talking about. He's like, go use the party.
Speaker 1: He's like, you know, drink two bottles of Feedji water.
Speaker 1: You to drink like four drinks, two shots, Like, why
Speaker 1: you ain't pe yet? That'ship? Weird go to the bathroom.
Speaker 1: But how the hell he realized you ain't? You just
Speaker 1: sitting there squareming like a kid need to use the bathroom?
Speaker 1: And I was fine, I didn't have to use the bathroom.
Speaker 1: I was like, I'm sorry, I don't have to go,
Speaker 1: but if you, you know, you want me to go,
Speaker 1: I'll go. Like he's like, you hadn't been three times?
Speaker 1: Like why you even to the bathroom? Go weirdo bladder
Speaker 1: week my bladder? You're that was nice? How does what
Speaker 1: is this guy you wanted to date with? I'm interested
Speaker 1: now his name is right, but he's a really nice guy.
Speaker 1: I have fun with him, so we'll see where this goes.
Speaker 1: Don't talk about him too much. That's how we ruined it.
Speaker 1: As women, you start fixating on the nick and all
Speaker 1: of a sudden they start sucking up. Yeah, exactly, you
Speaker 1: don't like them. That's the hard part. When you like
Speaker 1: a guy, you gotta psych yourself out. But they're nicer
Speaker 1: when you act meaner. Yeah, because men like crazy women
Speaker 1: like their MoMA's. Yeah, let's be clear. Yeah, like they
Speaker 1: have to feel like it's they don't like calm. You
Speaker 1: gotta act retarded. Mm hmm, just a little retarded. It's
Speaker 1: more funny, is that a word? Nope, funny that way.
Speaker 1: What happened is stupid internet news girl, every fucking thing everything.
Speaker 1: So I was tripping out on the Kishiko and Antonio
Speaker 1: Brown situation. What situation is that? Uh So? The biggest
Speaker 1: situation is that you've got this nigga initials tattooed on
Speaker 1: you and y'all been on the internet and an internet
Speaker 1: couple situation ship for for a month. That's the first thing.
Speaker 1: And I love Hesha Cole, right, but I realized he
Speaker 1: Sha Cole got some attachment issues or something that be
Speaker 1: going on where because remember she just had this last
Speaker 1: kid for this young ass boy h And I can
Speaker 1: see f he was fine and the baby fine. M
Speaker 1: but what you expect This man ain't lived yet at all.
Speaker 1: The little boy was like twenty three years old. I
Speaker 1: know that's all a man, but that's somebody's probably strong
Speaker 1: good that bad ship. So I'm pretty sure that Tonio
Speaker 1: Brown's retarded ask to but I feel like he should
Speaker 1: go only to do some self healing. Man. She gotta
Speaker 1: she gotta do something else, because wouldn't you attracted a
Speaker 1: nigga like that to not have to be dealing with
Speaker 1: what he doing to you on the internet. Because you know,
Speaker 1: I'm a firm believer and we are who we beat,
Speaker 1: same way you are what you eat, you are who
Speaker 1: you beat. So something in hers she saw it in him? No,
Speaker 1: because that's not fair, because you know, you think you're
Speaker 1: meeting a nice guy, and you're working with a nice guy.
Speaker 1: He turned out to be the devil. Sometimes, you know,
Speaker 1: you don't never feel like you don't have nothing to
Speaker 1: do with you how you sometimes this devil? Yeah, but
Speaker 1: sometimes we continue to funk with the devil for a while.
Speaker 1: Now they're thirty days in, so she know, I don't
Speaker 1: know how many I know he didn't show up as
Speaker 1: this current thing that we're seeing. I know that's not
Speaker 1: how he showed up when he when she when he
Speaker 1: got the pussy, didn't see what happened. Uh, Antonio Brown
Speaker 1: kind of just said, we don't want Keisha Cole. Yeah,
Speaker 1: he said we don't want Keisha. Who then is we?
Speaker 1: Because we love That's how I'm saying, Who's weed? Is
Speaker 1: that your third personality? Who's we? Yeah? You don't like her.
Speaker 1: Who is we bench could speak for yourself. I love
Speaker 1: Keisha ko I do. That's terrible, but I'm sure she
Speaker 1: has all kind of different issues she hadn't helped from,
Speaker 1: you know, her mom passed away, then from her mom
Speaker 1: passed away, and yeah she got I'm sure she had
Speaker 1: a trouble childhood that some of that trauma still affects
Speaker 1: her in her adulthood. So I believe Antonio Brown has
Speaker 1: CT and I think as black women, we really be
Speaker 1: literally out here trying to fix broken things, maybe people, children,
Speaker 1: your friends. I got to stop. I hate you, but
Speaker 1: you can't never be serious. We do. We fixed the
Speaker 1: broken first. I just fixed the table. Go ahead, I'm sorry.
Speaker 1: Did you fix that money plant you had after that? Yeah? Yeah?
Speaker 1: Like when when when somebody like that like me now
Speaker 1: seeing his antics, I feel like that that type of
Speaker 1: ship is nothing somebody can hide. And when I see
Speaker 1: these type of people show up, I appreciate Future, a
Speaker 1: nigga like Future more and more because I know Future
Speaker 1: be showing up as his same fun it self. They
Speaker 1: really be making making a conscious decision to mess the future.
Speaker 1: It's no way that he showed up at as this
Speaker 1: person and she's so funed with him. But here's the thing,
Speaker 1: she probably might funk with him again after this. You
Speaker 1: know how niggas do. I'm sorry, give me another change.
Speaker 1: I was off. My man is that we want to
Speaker 1: talk to the lady. The lady said I could come in, like,
Speaker 1: but he wanted. I feel like he want to be Kanye. Yes,
Speaker 1: he definitely needs some help. I could see it. It's
Speaker 1: not normal how that guy acts. You gotta watch the
Speaker 1: full video. I saw it on YouTube, but I initially
Speaker 1: saw the original post on Instagram, but I want on
Speaker 1: YouTube to see like the full his full story. And
Speaker 1: I feel bad for her because this is Kesha embarrassing.
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying. Like, what what makes you think
Speaker 1: you can play with Keshakle like that? I think a
Speaker 1: lot of people her in high regard just because you
Speaker 1: did Chicole. Yeah, And like, what make you think Antonio
Speaker 1: Brown you can come through and play without home girl
Speaker 1: like that? We all care hot stupid she might be.
Speaker 1: Don't play her. I feel some type of way about
Speaker 1: that ship. I don't like that, Like I really want to.
Speaker 1: He's never been more unattractive than he is right now.
Speaker 1: But you know, two years ago when he had that
Speaker 1: big hit when he was with the Steelers. Um, he
Speaker 1: hasn't been the same since then. Because I sat and
Speaker 1: I once I saw that, I'm like, what happened. I
Speaker 1: just went back to previous interviews of his before and
Speaker 1: after he got hit in this particular game. I forgot
Speaker 1: what team he was playing playing against, but he was
Speaker 1: on the Steelers at the time. But he's not the
Speaker 1: same person. So imagine how many men, how many black
Speaker 1: men right now are probably still playing football or no
Speaker 1: longer playing football. We see a lot of them dying,
Speaker 1: a lot of them being abusive towards their spouses or
Speaker 1: killing people. And your brain is, yeah, your brain is
Speaker 1: a computer trip and sometimes you can get a virus
Speaker 1: and getting hit like that healthy. Yeah. So I wouldn't
Speaker 1: suggest any woman to get into a relationship with a
Speaker 1: guy like him. He needs help. You can't fix him.
Speaker 1: Kanye can't fix him either. I feel like I don't
Speaker 1: think nothing wrong Kanye, Kanye full of ship. Okay, Kanye.
Speaker 1: I feel like Kanye might have been might have seen
Speaker 1: something and may have been trying to keep them close,
Speaker 1: you know, to just maybe help him a little bit,
Speaker 1: because a lot of a lot of people that we
Speaker 1: see on the streets. Remember that basketball player I forgot
Speaker 1: his name, but he's home. He was homeless on drugs
Speaker 1: on the Yeah, a lot of people with mental health issues.
Speaker 1: They get discarded like nobody's caring for them. Like your
Speaker 1: family give up on you, The system gives up on you,
Speaker 1: and you just be out here homeless on the streets. Yeah,
Speaker 1: we already know football players. Thems be running out of
Speaker 1: money quick, So I don't know. Prayers for Antonio Brownin's.
Speaker 1: I hope he gets his mental health together. And Keisha
Speaker 1: call to let's everybody me including me, let me get
Speaker 1: my mental ship together most days? What else happened? Um?
Speaker 1: Did he Young Miami and part part pardon me? The
Speaker 1: next level love Dad Granddaddy d love? Um, Young Miami
Speaker 1: and Gina isn't high end? How now I don't know
Speaker 1: what's your last name? And Gina playing second fiddle? Now
Speaker 1: you're still playing second fiddle to a young girl right
Speaker 1: and getting embarrassed on the damn Internet. That ship is
Speaker 1: embarrassing for all of them, for the whole lot of them,
Speaker 1: Young Miami too. Yeah, like you ain't winning either. I
Speaker 1: would be on the beach right with it as my love.
Speaker 1: You want another drink, I don't bring it right up? Love?
Speaker 1: You want me to feel your glass? Baby, yesh, I'll
Speaker 1: be right there with so you'll be somebody in his
Speaker 1: harem mm hmm. Wow. I have my own real nigga too,
Speaker 1: but I being Diddy's harem. You think a real nigg
Speaker 1: is gonna deal with you being one of ditty bitches? Yeah,
Speaker 1: especially if I'm tricking Ditty money on him. Yo, baby,
Speaker 1: I'm going with Ditty this weekend. But when I come back,
Speaker 1: we go in shop, and we go in shop. What
Speaker 1: you are? Hey? What's that you wear? A baby? You ghetto?
Speaker 1: You ghetto as hell? Oh goodness, man, I'm not about
Speaker 1: to play with that old last man. Okay. Somebody in
Speaker 1: the comments called nigga a arp daddy or something like that. No,
Speaker 1: not about like that. Ain't that? Oh? How old is?
Speaker 1: Did he fifty ish plus? Let's he holding it in
Speaker 1: the row. Let's see how old love is? Okay? Did
Speaker 1: he use fifty two? Fifty two years old? Let's see
Speaker 1: when he'll be fifty three? And this nigga scorpio up.
Speaker 1: These bitches don't run? What is wrong with y'all running?
Speaker 1: I'm right there. No, I got more integrity than that.
Speaker 1: I'm not about to let that granddaddy d play with me.
Speaker 1: I'm sorry, all right? And uh, young Miami told her
Speaker 1: told you, Gina, Um, you've you've been around. I know
Speaker 1: you're around. You've been around, just around, like did you eat?
Speaker 1: You ain't get your position yet, the white young man,
Speaker 1: are you gonna be anything but around? Ain't nobody ain't
Speaker 1: None of his bitch has been anything but around? Right,
Speaker 1: And he'll look, let me not say that anyway, which
Speaker 1: is about to say nothing nothing, you know, some ship
Speaker 1: that's gonna make people make me cusse their ass out
Speaker 1: on the internet. So I'm not even stay away from
Speaker 1: there today because tomorrow is different. I think the only
Speaker 1: woman he really loved has passed on. But did he
Speaker 1: love her because he played with her the entire time too,
Speaker 1: And that's really along the lines of what I was
Speaker 1: gonna say. So does it take a woman dying for
Speaker 1: you to be good to them? I don't even know
Speaker 1: if if it's dying, I just need no longer having
Speaker 1: access to a woman. That's when the man start loving
Speaker 1: her the most. And that's why these women should not
Speaker 1: all at men play with them absent. Absence definitely makes
Speaker 1: the heart grow fonder, so deep the funk out. Get
Speaker 1: out of there the minute they started looking stupid, act
Speaker 1: and stupid. Get out of there. Looking at acting ship.
Speaker 1: You see what Cancy did. Casey leveled up, moved right
Speaker 1: on through. M hm did. But she was around for
Speaker 1: a long time and she benefited. Yeah, she benefited. But
Speaker 1: that probably wasn't somebody she wanted to have kids with
Speaker 1: and stuff. Some of these I mean, like, what would
Speaker 1: they have been doing outside of being there. Their livelihood
Speaker 1: and claim to fame and sadness and anything they got
Speaker 1: comes from being Diddy's want of did He's batties? Oh
Speaker 1: my god? So you know, I don't know. I don't know.
Speaker 1: They Kim Border when she was a model, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. She had a career, Yeah she did.
Speaker 1: She was around for a long time. Um, I loved her.
Speaker 1: I don't know none of the rest of them. Baby
Speaker 1: Mama's Yeah, I saw her. Um I saw her in
Speaker 1: the airport at one time, and um st Martin heard
Speaker 1: all the kids ship, the other baby mom and that
Speaker 1: little girl might have been with them too. It was
Speaker 1: a bunch of them was coming family. Yeah. Then see. Okay,
Speaker 1: I was trying to be part of the bad boy family.
Speaker 1: Time me up. I'm joking. Unless you're listening, love ship
Speaker 1: stupid listen. Did he can afford to play with women
Speaker 1: like that? Okay? So this is where we'll be talking about,
Speaker 1: like if you want, you gotta pay for submission. This
Speaker 1: is what it looks like. Okay, So y'all, ne niggas
Speaker 1: ain't gonna never have to worry about paying nobody, no
Speaker 1: damn a hundred and fifteen thousand dollars a month and
Speaker 1: child supporter or spot support. Y'all ain't gonna never know
Speaker 1: what that looks like. Don't say they never gonna know.
Speaker 1: Some of y'all might know, not most. But I don't
Speaker 1: want to ruin nobody's dreams out there. That shouldn't be
Speaker 1: a dream and people should aspire to, you know, build
Speaker 1: one person. It's less of a headache. I'm pretty sure
Speaker 1: it's a man who out there who want to get
Speaker 1: rich and have uh harem a woman? Anything else in
Speaker 1: the internet news? Tammy, did you see this woman in
Speaker 1: Jacksonville got arrested and charge with sexual battery for breaking
Speaker 1: into a man's house and forcibly I'm assuming forcibly, because
Speaker 1: how else could have been done. I don't know. They
Speaker 1: giving him some head. She held him down and gave
Speaker 1: him some head. I don't know how it happened, but
Speaker 1: that's what she's being charged with. Some rather, she just
Speaker 1: got in there and licked the dick and then got
Speaker 1: himmed up and he called the police. I don't know exactly,
Speaker 1: but this person has mental health issues because why she
Speaker 1: tweeted and said, I still can't believe he snitched on me.
Speaker 1: I swear if you break into a man's house once
Speaker 1: and give him some head while he's sleep, they label you.
Speaker 1: I didn't harm anyone. What bitch, if you gotta break
Speaker 1: in and suck some dick that ain't your dick, that
Speaker 1: you don't need to suck it, if you gotta break
Speaker 1: in to do it, listen. Her name is Brittany Brittany
Speaker 1: Lishelle Jones, right, black girl. I googled this Brittany I
Speaker 1: initially I just put Brittany Jones and Google. But the
Speaker 1: same girl was arrested um in Jacksonville for having sex
Speaker 1: in the cloorhouse and filming in Oh wow, she's problems.
Speaker 1: M You went to jail for the dumbest ship on
Speaker 1: earth and obviously a girl you a sexual deviant because
Speaker 1: this the type of should you'd be doing the fuck.
Speaker 1: And she probably was already in court for some other ship.
Speaker 1: This is in seventeen is other um situation happened? So
Speaker 1: was this someone she knew or it was a stranger.
Speaker 1: That's what I don't know, Like, um, I don't I
Speaker 1: didn't see the article doesn't say about her getting arrested
Speaker 1: for giving hand. This is weird. Let's focus on the
Speaker 1: one that we're talking about. Yeah, listen, we're gonna go
Speaker 1: to commercial right quick. We'll be right back, y'all. What's up.
Speaker 1: We're back, Hey, y'all, thank you. Listen. We got a
Speaker 1: special guest this week. Um, we're in retrograde. Retrograde officially
Speaker 1: started on May tenth. If you guys don't know, just
Speaker 1: google it just you can see. It's not a bad
Speaker 1: think either depends on well your mind is at how
Speaker 1: you want to deal with retrograde, because I know a
Speaker 1: lot of times people just feel like retrograde is for
Speaker 1: all negative ship, even though retrograde is sucking me up
Speaker 1: right now, let's be clear, okay, but I'm staying positive.
Speaker 1: I'm staying girl. You saw McDonald's giving our free tarot
Speaker 1: card readings during retrograde. Did you see that ship? That
Speaker 1: ghetto ship. No, it was really happening. Who was giving
Speaker 1: it out? People at the window. Must be Ronald, must
Speaker 1: be fucking Ronald. All right, y'all, let's get into it. Hey, everybody,
Speaker 1: we got something special for you today. We gotta guess
Speaker 1: she's super dope. She's actually a friend of mine and
Speaker 1: kind of like a spiritual guid for me as well.
Speaker 1: I could say that honestly. She on the host, Hey girl,
Speaker 1: host of who you calling? Holistic podcast? Thank you for
Speaker 1: joining us? Name happened me? Thank you my name or
Speaker 1: the podcast name, the podcast? Your name? Okay, okay, everything,
Speaker 1: thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you. So all right,
Speaker 1: tell us listeners about yourself and your podcast. Okay. I
Speaker 1: am a multidimensional healer, is what I like to call it. UM.
Speaker 1: I start with with massage therapy and that kind of
Speaker 1: rolled over into some other stuff. UM. I started studying reiki,
Speaker 1: which is energy healing in and I started teaching it
Speaker 1: in just before the almost said the podcast, just before
Speaker 1: the pandemic began. Um yeah, February yep, yep. I became
Speaker 1: a teacher in February, and so I've just been rolling
Speaker 1: with a teaching since then. And then that's also rumbled
Speaker 1: over into some other stuff. I started learning more about
Speaker 1: astrology and something else called human design. So I use
Speaker 1: all of these tools to help people, UM get through
Speaker 1: grief and get through challenging times and help empower others UM.
Speaker 1: And my my line is, I like to say I
Speaker 1: help people heal themselves and remember who the funk they are.
Speaker 1: So so podcast just explores different therapies that are available
Speaker 1: out there for people that they might not know about. UM,
Speaker 1: because I've I've had a sample of all kinds of
Speaker 1: different therapies in the wellness community, and there's so many
Speaker 1: different modalities out there that people don't know about or
Speaker 1: haven't tried, or haven't thought to try out, or they're
Speaker 1: scared of them and want more information. So explain what
Speaker 1: reiki is to our listeners. So I like to I
Speaker 1: like to give the comparison UM. Everybody can sense energy,
Speaker 1: like you don't have to be an energy healer to
Speaker 1: understand that. You can feel it, Like you can walk
Speaker 1: into a room and tell if there's joy or compassion
Speaker 1: or if somebody just had an argument you can feel
Speaker 1: that whether or not you are an energy healer. So
Speaker 1: raki is just the manipulation of that energy basically. And
Speaker 1: I'm sure you've heard of chakras. Getting your chakras aligned,
Speaker 1: that's the work that I do. Um, I help, I
Speaker 1: help those blockages flow better. Um with energy healing, I'm
Speaker 1: just the vessel to help clear those energy centers. So
Speaker 1: I got a bottle of water outside right now and
Speaker 1: it catch this uh full, this new moon energy child,
Speaker 1: be drinking that throughout the month. So it's also about
Speaker 1: to be retrograde, right are we in retrograde right now?
Speaker 1: Right on the tent, we're in the pre shadow right now,
Speaker 1: So may tent is the retrograde. But today is a
Speaker 1: Gemini move. So this is a great time to be
Speaker 1: recording because Gemini is all about communication. And by the way, hey, hey,
Speaker 1: that you like people crazy? I have? I know, Um,
Speaker 1: I got a lot of them in my life. I
Speaker 1: found a lot of them in my life. The Capital
Speaker 1: girl by okay, I'm gonna stroller to stroll jurist too, right,
Speaker 1: I'll be knowing about them. Damn signs. Now, what's your rising? Then?
Speaker 1: I am? So I'm Gemini son, I am um virgo
Speaker 1: ascending and libra moon yes, okay, alright, I don't know
Speaker 1: what the funk, none of that me. What is that? Um?
Speaker 1: Your son sign is like how you come across the others. Um,
Speaker 1: so your your cancer, so you're the nurturer and whatnot.
Speaker 1: Your rising sign is um, oh other way around. Sorry, Yeah,
Speaker 1: rising sign is how you come across the others. Oh
Speaker 1: you're Libra rising, You're gonna say, okay, um. And then
Speaker 1: your moon sign is your emotions. So I'm a real moon.
Speaker 1: How do you determine what those are? Do your birth
Speaker 1: your birthtime? H and y'all really believe that the time
Speaker 1: of night you were born or day determines how you
Speaker 1: treat people and how you Yeah, when you get that
Speaker 1: birth chart, you can kind of look at the different
Speaker 1: like different houses and all these different things. You can
Speaker 1: look at and try to pinpoint the areas in your
Speaker 1: life that you may need to adjust. It helps a
Speaker 1: little bit based on what time I came out my
Speaker 1: mama pussy. Yeah, yeah know, y'all crazy it is. And
Speaker 1: you shouldn't share your birth chart with people either, you know.
Speaker 1: Recently I went and emailed all these low uh astrology
Speaker 1: companies like these apps and should I signed up for
Speaker 1: over the years, like I want you all to take
Speaker 1: my ship out your database. I've been doing that, yeah,
Speaker 1: because I feel like if somebody knows your birth chart,
Speaker 1: because I do this to men like you, you haven't
Speaker 1: used that co star app. I had then start quick
Speaker 1: so I could go do chart. No, I could go
Speaker 1: through his fucking chart right quick. I see our compatibility
Speaker 1: all this ship, and I'm out of there if need be. Yes, yea,
Speaker 1: So it's real. It's telling sounds crazy to me. Nope,
Speaker 1: But because also like you can find things out like
Speaker 1: a certain career, things that are good for you and like,
Speaker 1: um you know, and I sent you something earlier today
Speaker 1: about like I'm starting a new cycle today and look
Speaker 1: at the odds of you know, us recording today and
Speaker 1: it said that things are are looking up for my
Speaker 1: career and exposure and whatnot. And and I'm on here
Speaker 1: with you today, like I'm exciting. So when you when
Speaker 1: you say you're interdisciplinary in I mean you'd be like
Speaker 1: being kids and no, no, no, no, nope, nope, I
Speaker 1: no not at all. I share knowledge that's like in
Speaker 1: between the studies. So like you could call me um
Speaker 1: an esoteric teacher or an occultist. Um, I have different
Speaker 1: resources and different pieces of knowledge that I incorporate with
Speaker 1: my work, So I know what the cult is. But yes,
Speaker 1: oh l because I'm about to say drinking, I'm knocking
Speaker 1: that cool. I don't want the responsibility is there. I
Speaker 1: don't want that. It seems like too much work for me.
Speaker 1: I don't I don't have it in me. I don't
Speaker 1: have it in me. So let's talk about the moon.
Speaker 1: Let's talk about the current moon cycle. What we got
Speaker 1: on next. So it's a Gemini moon right now, and
Speaker 1: the moon's usually changed around two to three days. So yeah,
Speaker 1: now's a like today is a good day, especially for
Speaker 1: cancer replacements. Which makes sense that you're like not working
Speaker 1: on Monday's right, Yeah, Well, you know, I don't work
Speaker 1: on Mondays because I'm a hair stylus and we'll be
Speaker 1: closed on Monday. I don't know if I got anything
Speaker 1: to do in my case replacement. I don't even know
Speaker 1: what that mean. But you should, like, as a cancer placement,
Speaker 1: your moods, emotions are very much affected by the moon cycles.
Speaker 1: So I know that. When I learned about the moon cycles,
Speaker 1: I was like, oh, this is why I'm this is
Speaker 1: why I'm a wreck today. Um, because it can affect
Speaker 1: your you know, how motivated you are to do things.
Speaker 1: It can affect your your anger, it can affect all
Speaker 1: kinds of things. Your cycle. Um. A lot of times
Speaker 1: women have their cycles on a new moon or a
Speaker 1: full moon. There's kind of and then it depends on
Speaker 1: what they're going through creatively too with those cycles. I
Speaker 1: use this app call my Days and it actually has
Speaker 1: the moon cycles on there, like it's for your cycle,
Speaker 1: your mistrel, your minstrel cycle, but it has the different
Speaker 1: moon phases on there. So it's a really really really
Speaker 1: good app. Are you start dust star Dust? It's your cycle.
Speaker 1: I'm meant to look at it. I know fipp it
Speaker 1: has one too, but are you that is it accurate? Though? Mine?
Speaker 1: Like my ship come on like as soon as that apps?
Speaker 1: What has been until recently? Last month my period lasted
Speaker 1: twenty one days? No, yeah, no, that it was weird.
Speaker 1: I think it has I have fibroids. Mm hmmm yeah.
Speaker 1: I actually go see a doctor about it tomorrow. So
Speaker 1: my flow chart is all off. Checkout acupuncture for that,
Speaker 1: oh really m hm, and see somebody who does Yoni
Speaker 1: steams as well. Oh yeah, to strength them m m
Speaker 1: m hmm. Definitely losing verses them cutting me open, you know,
Speaker 1: m hmm. There's always options, And that's what I like
Speaker 1: to tell people like UM and I think we're coming
Speaker 1: in a time, especially post pandemic, that people are a
Speaker 1: lot more open to alternative methods of healing UM because
Speaker 1: we're you know, we're told, oh, well, you need surgery
Speaker 1: for this, and you need these medications, but like that's
Speaker 1: not always the case. There are other options sometimes. Yeah.
Speaker 1: You know, my stepdad went into I See you last
Speaker 1: week Sunday, and I didn't go down there all week.
Speaker 1: I went to the hospital on Friday. He was still
Speaker 1: an ICU on a ventilator and I did a violent
Speaker 1: flame meditation and he got off to breatheing machino. Before
Speaker 1: I left the hospital, I told my mama tomorrow they're
Speaker 1: gonna take him off the machine, and they took him
Speaker 1: off the machine. She called me back Saturday morning and
Speaker 1: they took him off the machine. So I went down
Speaker 1: there with my crystals and all that ship. The fucking
Speaker 1: nurses was looking at me like I'm crazy. My mama
Speaker 1: looking at me like I'm crazy. Everything you don't have
Speaker 1: to go to the hospital for everything. You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. They don't know a lot of things. They
Speaker 1: don't know that. I feel like a lot of things
Speaker 1: are spiritual. So I lended him some of my heart
Speaker 1: to heal him essentially, so hopefully he's coming home soon.
Speaker 1: I don't know that's good news. That's I'm a whole witch.
Speaker 1: I don't know. If tam to you in some of
Speaker 1: your heart, yes, that for healing, so you just basically
Speaker 1: praying energy healing. Yes, I have always known I was
Speaker 1: a healer. And see that's why I have to be
Speaker 1: careful the type of people I deal with, because they
Speaker 1: will drain your ass. They will drain you, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. And then now you're trying to figure
Speaker 1: out why the funk you all discombobulated, It's because you
Speaker 1: You you've helped somebody else's life. So I try to
Speaker 1: preserve my energy nowadays. But more about you. You know,
Speaker 1: I tell people a lot of times, because I have
Speaker 1: a lot of students that they have those experiences. I
Speaker 1: call them energy vampires where they're like, you know, I
Speaker 1: can't go places, I can't be around crowd because it's
Speaker 1: too much energy, I don't know how to protect it. So,
Speaker 1: like I help people and give them tools, like you know,
Speaker 1: for instance, calling upon divine white light for protection. You
Speaker 1: know that helps create a bubble around you, uh, so
Speaker 1: that you don't get that interference from the energy vampires.
Speaker 1: So yeah, why do people associate this type of stuff
Speaker 1: we're not believing in God. I'm just I'm not asking
Speaker 1: just I know, I know you believe in God, but
Speaker 1: I just would to ask y'all in front of everybody. Yeah,
Speaker 1: but let's talk about that for a second though. Let's
Speaker 1: talk about that for a second. Like, nobody ever tells
Speaker 1: you to be careful with religion, but they try to
Speaker 1: tell you to be careful with everything else that's out
Speaker 1: that's inside of you as opposed to outside of you.
Speaker 1: So what the type of work that Shanna does is
Speaker 1: teaching you to go within to to to change whatever
Speaker 1: is on the outside of you. See what religion, especially Christianity,
Speaker 1: it teaches you no accountability for one, because you could
Speaker 1: just blame it in Uh, go to church and repent
Speaker 1: and God gonna take care of it. Right. So exactly,
Speaker 1: Jesus or God whoever now you worship in a man
Speaker 1: at that point. So you don't like Christianity, I know
Speaker 1: I do, um And I think it has its place.
Speaker 1: It's not my thing. Um And I think, and I tell,
Speaker 1: I tell people all the time, you can have you
Speaker 1: can be spiritual and not be religious, but you cannot
Speaker 1: be religious and not be spiritual. So I can't have
Speaker 1: one without the other. I have religion, but I'm not religious,
Speaker 1: That's what I like to say. I'm not like. I
Speaker 1: believe in myself more than anything. Mm hmm. Period. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I think my understanding of God is just different than
Speaker 1: you know, what we were brought up to believe. What
Speaker 1: God is, that's all. God just is the unknown, some
Speaker 1: white man in the sky looking down at us. No,
Speaker 1: I don't believe that. I never believe it was a
Speaker 1: white man. I don't believe it's a man at all.
Speaker 1: I just believe it's the energy source, it's a consciousness. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I agree there. I mean, y'all might be a little
Speaker 1: bit nervous, so a little bit girl just back. At
Speaker 1: least she got some some tools to to call him
Speaker 1: protection though, you know, we can't interfere with you. Okay,
Speaker 1: Back to Ricky and like Ky, back to Reiky and
Speaker 1: like like what is all right? So when you raiki something,
Speaker 1: w are you essentially just praying over it? Or is
Speaker 1: it like I like to say, it's like player on
Speaker 1: steroids or a player on caffeine. So yeah, it's um
Speaker 1: and I'd say I put that shirt on everything. UM,
Speaker 1: I have clients that I raki. I also had a
Speaker 1: I rake it a horse a couple of weeks ago. Um,
Speaker 1: and then people were like, Okay, that horse looks really relaxed.
Speaker 1: Maybe maybe she does know what she's doing. UM, I
Speaker 1: like I sent Raki to this podcast interview before we
Speaker 1: got here, so like, it doesn't have to be a
Speaker 1: living object. It's like, imagine if you just prayed over
Speaker 1: things before you did anything, like you prayed before we
Speaker 1: came on the show, you prayed before or you got
Speaker 1: out of bed, like if you just, like I said,
Speaker 1: prayer on steroids. So if you just set that intention
Speaker 1: with everything you did, imagine how much of an experience
Speaker 1: you would get out of it, a more positive experience
Speaker 1: you would get out of these situations. That's interesting. Now, listen,
Speaker 1: I could I could easily say like I'm going to
Speaker 1: rank you for you and then start charging people. Right, No, no,
Speaker 1: you gotta learn it and you can't learn it from
Speaker 1: But how would they know? How would they know that
Speaker 1: I know what I'm talking about? You know, the experience
Speaker 1: life changes Boom, drink that right now. It's gonna change
Speaker 1: your life. Go ahead and drink it. Don't it taste
Speaker 1: a little bother bit? Nobody would know? How? How do
Speaker 1: I don't know? They know? Listen, y'all, I'm gonna start
Speaker 1: ranking y'all. Ship for y'all. Y'all. Just send it to
Speaker 1: we talked back and tell Bay I'm gonna rank it.
Speaker 1: Did you tell a j that I raki something for
Speaker 1: you before? No? No, no, we were. I was gonna
Speaker 1: get into it. She is reiky water for me. She's
Speaker 1: raiky blunts with joints for me. Yeah. Yeah, not the
Speaker 1: praying over the blunt. It's quint medicine. It's point medicine.
Speaker 1: So I like to say, said an intention, you know,
Speaker 1: or I said an intention when I rake it, But
Speaker 1: it changes it right like different? Yeah, I agree. Now,
Speaker 1: See the last time when I had you on four
Speaker 1: reiky my joint, I didn't get a real good experience
Speaker 1: with it. And I think it's because it was just
Speaker 1: too too many people on the joint with me. It
Speaker 1: was a lot going on in the room because it
Speaker 1: was a four twenty party. It was just kind of like, yeah,
Speaker 1: I don't know if I had it much halfen there,
Speaker 1: but when I had that water that time, I did
Speaker 1: feel like, yeah, I had a whole experience with that.
Speaker 1: So yeah, and that was just a picture of water.
Speaker 1: By the way, It wasn't like I wasn't next to you.
Speaker 1: You set me a picture. Yeah I did. Yeah, And
Speaker 1: I didn't have an experience. I did. You should let
Speaker 1: her so what if you got some water? Uh, if
Speaker 1: you got some water, I can bake your water for you.
Speaker 1: A So what I did was I let her break it,
Speaker 1: drank it, and then I got in the shower and
Speaker 1: I kind of meditated with the water because you know,
Speaker 1: that's a conduit for like, uh, I don't know what
Speaker 1: the word is A good yeah. So and then I
Speaker 1: just was I don't know, like last week I told
Speaker 1: you about that energy source that I felt like it
Speaker 1: was a bright light over me. And I felt like
Speaker 1: that while I was in the shower and I was crying,
Speaker 1: like and it was like very I was like, oh, ship,
Speaker 1: maybe it's something that is Maybe she's not faking and
Speaker 1: that was just water. That wasn't a full session. She
Speaker 1: wasn't on the table, she wasn't you know, Like, and
Speaker 1: I have distance flience, Like I've had clients in England,
Speaker 1: at clients in New York and Texas and I work
Speaker 1: here in South Carolina. Like it doesn't matter where you are,
Speaker 1: you can receive this energy healing and um anybody can
Speaker 1: learn it, which I think is great too. And I
Speaker 1: think a lot of times, like like you said, you're
Speaker 1: a whole witch, or you've always known you're a healer,
Speaker 1: like we all have it in us, we just are
Speaker 1: conditioned to forget it and you know, and from it. Yeah,
Speaker 1: And I think it's even worse now, especially with the
Speaker 1: pandemic and all that ship that we just went through.
Speaker 1: I feel like a lot of melanated people were about
Speaker 1: to come online and they had to do something to
Speaker 1: dumb us back down so we don't tap into that
Speaker 1: real life power that we have that they know we
Speaker 1: have because they use it every day. You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. We're talking about a group of people that
Speaker 1: just sit around all day long trying to figure out
Speaker 1: how to funk. They can keep us down while we
Speaker 1: just be chilling. We won't even be doing nothing. But
Speaker 1: that's just how powerful black people are. Mm hmm, girl,
Speaker 1: I don't know about all that. Sometimes I feel like
Speaker 1: you'd be going like so much deeper because everything is
Speaker 1: My surface level is not sitting around trying to not
Speaker 1: all and you know it's not all. But it's the
Speaker 1: people that control our lives, the people that control the TV,
Speaker 1: all these different things. You know, that's why I watch
Speaker 1: TV like that ship's real out here, some ship is real.
Speaker 1: But sometimes I'll be feeling like you have created some
Speaker 1: of this ship. Look at what's look at what's happened
Speaker 1: in the last two years. Y'all feel like we like
Speaker 1: time has sped up. You don't feel like that. I
Speaker 1: feel like it's a both like it it slows down
Speaker 1: a whole bunch and then like right now, I feel
Speaker 1: like this year has sped up all of a sudden um.
Speaker 1: But during the pandemic, I felt like time completely just
Speaker 1: like stood still. But but just think a lot of
Speaker 1: people forgot about I said that the other day, like
Speaker 1: when people talking about when people start talking about something
Speaker 1: that happened like the year before, asked they stayed twenty one,
Speaker 1: but it actually happened in like they literally forgot about
Speaker 1: that year. That's the long year. If it was long, girl,
Speaker 1: you was outside, cut it out. Okay, it wasn't bortant
Speaker 1: for me, but I know it's better for a lot
Speaker 1: of you never been in the house outside. I stayed
Speaker 1: in the house a couple of days. Yeah, when your
Speaker 1: ass got COVID last year, that's the only time he
Speaker 1: was in the house. Every time I got COVID, I
Speaker 1: stayed in the house. Okay, all the times I had
Speaker 1: every variant, So you could have you could have used
Speaker 1: that time to um to up your up your spirituality,
Speaker 1: like like some of us. I did a little bit,
Speaker 1: I feel like because I feel like I started having
Speaker 1: that third eye experience during the pandemic. You know, that's
Speaker 1: when started happening for me. So I feel like maybe
Speaker 1: I did grow in that realm a little bit. But
Speaker 1: I still don't believe that all white people got to meet.
Speaker 1: It's like a few of them. Yeah, it's a it's
Speaker 1: a few of them. Well, we're gonna talk about plant medicine.
Speaker 1: Let's take a break right quick. We'll be right back, y'all. Yeah,
Speaker 1: we're gonna see what the white people doing all right,
Speaker 1: So let's talk about this plan, because I do feel
Speaker 1: like marijuana is healing for me. It's not just like
Speaker 1: recreational drugs. I mean it is that too, but it
Speaker 1: is a tool. I have multiple scurosis, so I feel
Speaker 1: like the weed does help me with pain sometimes, and
Speaker 1: it just helps me calm my mind when I start
Speaker 1: to get like worried about my disease. You know, it
Speaker 1: does help me in so many ways that liquor ain't
Speaker 1: gonna help me. Dick ain't gonna help me in that department,
Speaker 1: you know. And sometimes prayer just isn't enough, you know.
Speaker 1: So the weed is a healing tool for me. And
Speaker 1: I have people like on my social media like oh yeah,
Speaker 1: drug addict, and about the kids they're following up, like
Speaker 1: girl fuck your kids, like kids following us, Like that's
Speaker 1: not girl fucking them kids they can be following. Yeah,
Speaker 1: you better not bring your kids over here. They're gonna
Speaker 1: be smoking weed with me. Get them more for the show.
Speaker 1: It's like, I ain't gonna give your babies drugs, all right.
Speaker 1: I actually, Um, I didn't realize you had ms I
Speaker 1: actually had a guest on my show with ms UM
Speaker 1: earlier on actually and he saw a natural path, which
Speaker 1: is illegal in South Carolina, believe it or not, which
Speaker 1: makes you question things. But Um, with some diet changes,
Speaker 1: including like taking out tomato paste or tomato sauce and
Speaker 1: like pouring some other things, she doesn't have the symptoms
Speaker 1: he used to have at all, right, So I you
Speaker 1: know I do. Uh. I watched this Ted talk called
Speaker 1: my my Mitochondria, and it was definitely about what I
Speaker 1: put in my body. So I do try to be mindful.
Speaker 1: I try to stay away from tomato, peppers, a lot
Speaker 1: of stuff that will you know, harmy when it comes
Speaker 1: to my MS. But sometimes I do, like step outside
Speaker 1: of the parameters of what I should have, just because
Speaker 1: I love I love chocolate. Like it's hard for me
Speaker 1: to give up certain certain things when it comes to
Speaker 1: my MS, but I will. I do do it sometimes,
Speaker 1: but probably not to the level I should honestly. But
Speaker 1: the weed, it didn't say I couldn't have weed, right,
Speaker 1: so you could always You could always just be more
Speaker 1: intentional with the weed too, Like I say, like with
Speaker 1: plant medicine, if I treated as medicine, then I'd like
Speaker 1: to set an intention. Um, you know, you can say
Speaker 1: thank you to the ancestors who have sacrifice, you know,
Speaker 1: because of legalization tshoes, you know, uh, the ancestors before us.
Speaker 1: So you can you can send set an intention. You
Speaker 1: can thank those before us. You can thank those who
Speaker 1: are incarcerated for their service to you know what this
Speaker 1: medicine is about, right, Sometimes yeah, because you know, and
Speaker 1: I do, like I get I'll smoke and I'll meditate. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I feel like the experience is different when I have
Speaker 1: smoke versus when I do it without it. So I
Speaker 1: don't know. I'm not giving it up. You guys, if
Speaker 1: y'all mad about it, jus educate yourselves on it. More like,
Speaker 1: I don't know what the oh my god, it's about,
Speaker 1: and I think or I do know what it's about.
Speaker 1: A lot of times it's just misinformation. People don't know
Speaker 1: enough about it. Right, it's not going nowhere. I'm gonna
Speaker 1: be a grandma like baby, go get that canister off
Speaker 1: my cap, bring it here. And yeah, but y'all have
Speaker 1: to look at all the different plant medicines that the government,
Speaker 1: this government has made illegal were once like real life
Speaker 1: medicines for the civilization. I was here before them. So
Speaker 1: they make it illegal, so we can't have our medicine, Like,
Speaker 1: this is our ship. So now they're making it illegal
Speaker 1: so they can make money off of it, essentially like
Speaker 1: ayahuasca to the to the Indians. You know what I'm saying, like,
Speaker 1: why is that illegal when you when y'all came here,
Speaker 1: this is what they were doing. So now y'all made
Speaker 1: that illegal for them to naturally heal themselves. That's some
Speaker 1: wicked ship. But people doing it. I ain't gonna say
Speaker 1: it ain't no white people doing it, but I will
Speaker 1: say that all white people are not involved. That is
Speaker 1: not what I'm saying. And the white people that know,
Speaker 1: like listen, that's the That's the same way like if
Speaker 1: a man coming here and like and say something like
Speaker 1: fuck y'all holes and bitches, like if you're not a
Speaker 1: whole bit, why are you getting offended? So if I'm
Speaker 1: not talking about you in particular, white person, then it's
Speaker 1: not you. Do you see what I'm saying. I don't
Speaker 1: feel offended by some ship that don't got nothing to
Speaker 1: do with me. But when you say white people is
Speaker 1: kind of like generalizing because I mean, sorry, and is white,
Speaker 1: So it's not like that's the cheat. Yes, but you
Speaker 1: can't do nothing about the color of your skin. Right,
Speaker 1: your skin is white. So when you say white, it
Speaker 1: was like white people who have made control, they shouldn't
Speaker 1: be offended. You don't even have to specify some because
Speaker 1: you know, I'm big about my words somewhere. You know,
Speaker 1: words matter. So I get where he's going, tam like
Speaker 1: some Yeah that's all she's saying. Let me play a
Speaker 1: mediator right here. We should all take a trip to
Speaker 1: the Shasta Mountains and do some iahwasca there on my
Speaker 1: to do list, Like I wanted to try ayahuasca before
Speaker 1: I ever tried trum, Like before I even knew about
Speaker 1: shrooms like that, I wanted to What is ayahuasca? It's
Speaker 1: another plant off a cactus. Yep, yep, drink it. Yeah, dimethyol.
Speaker 1: Trip to me um and you drink it. Some people
Speaker 1: vomit afterwards, but they have flashbacks and memories and they
Speaker 1: go back and heal their inner child and heal trauma.
Speaker 1: It's usually performed with a shaman. Like I'm not gonna
Speaker 1: go to you know, Florida offers it somewhere, like some
Speaker 1: church or something in Florida got like some special special
Speaker 1: guidelines something. Yeah, it's probably they might be indigenous, like
Speaker 1: they may have their indigenous status, why they can you
Speaker 1: can do it? No, it's it ain't yeah a little bit. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it's um but some something how I guess because it
Speaker 1: was a religion, something they were able to like manipulate
Speaker 1: that in a way that they can allow Ayawaska because
Speaker 1: it's part of the religion because it's Florida, Florida. Yeah,
Speaker 1: so I have had I wouldn't even call them trips
Speaker 1: because I've done um shrooms like maybe three times. And um,
Speaker 1: I don't go nowhere. I'm well nowhere, Okay. So you
Speaker 1: spoke to me, Okay, so listen, I do me. Yeah,
Speaker 1: hey girl, I was like hey, I was like, nothing
Speaker 1: is kind of late. I'm laying down. Guess what I
Speaker 1: just did was like her mouth was moving so fast
Speaker 1: she was talking. Yeah, but I didn't go anywhere, you
Speaker 1: know what. But I did start I did at one
Speaker 1: point after hung out with Tam, I did turn my
Speaker 1: meditation music on. I put my headphones on and I
Speaker 1: was trying to like go somewhere, but I was doing
Speaker 1: it with my ex at the time, and this nigga
Speaker 1: was really like he was really tripping out. Do you
Speaker 1: know how much you did, though, I think we did
Speaker 1: like maybe three grams apiece for it's like magic number there.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, but this was out right. This was our
Speaker 1: first time, so I wanted to micro doce like just
Speaker 1: do and I feel like micro doson would be like
Speaker 1: from two to three, three grams, two to three and
Speaker 1: a half grams right from my like to five whatever.
Speaker 1: But I didn't go anywhere. I didn't go, so I know,
Speaker 1: I was talking a lot. I was laughing a lot,
Speaker 1: joking a lot with Tammy on the phone. But after
Speaker 1: I hung up with her, I just was trying to
Speaker 1: like just relax, and this nigga kept getting up and
Speaker 1: down after bed like it's hard. Like that's what I'm saying. Like,
Speaker 1: I feel like it depends on your mental state, what
Speaker 1: type of trip you have, because you could trip out.
Speaker 1: M hm. So that's what I feel for me. Well, yeah,
Speaker 1: you gotta be you gotta have the right company for sure.
Speaker 1: You gotta have a plan, you know, like um. And
Speaker 1: then we did it too late at night. We did
Speaker 1: it too at night because it lasts, Yes, you gotta
Speaker 1: do that early in the day. Yeah, I must pretend.
Speaker 1: But like when I did my trip, it lasted like
Speaker 1: nine hours. I want to say, yeah you do, yeah,
Speaker 1: make zero plans afterwards. I got nine hours to be
Speaker 1: high man. Yeah, it was different time though. I would
Speaker 1: have to be high on a ground level. Two. I
Speaker 1: couldn't be up here on the floor. Yea. I started
Speaker 1: believing I could fly already. Nah, And you should be
Speaker 1: around nature, like if you can, if you have access
Speaker 1: to nature, that would be good. So yeah, a daytime
Speaker 1: trip would be ideal. Um. But I did like four
Speaker 1: grams when I did a trippy trip and I saw,
Speaker 1: um like the stars multiplied in the sky. Um. Did
Speaker 1: you did you laugh and cry a lot with your trip? Nough? Okay, yeah,
Speaker 1: I had all the emotions. There was a lot of laughter,
Speaker 1: a lot of crying, a lot of crying because of
Speaker 1: the laughter. Um. So it was like an overall healing experience.
Speaker 1: But it was. But it was over four gramsly that day.
Speaker 1: I know, a j think sound funny, but I've never
Speaker 1: been funnier in my life than that day. Anythink, I said,
Speaker 1: it does give you the good too, and then it's
Speaker 1: like NonStop. It is. It's different than a weed high
Speaker 1: for sure, It's definitely different. Oh, I got a picture,
Speaker 1: so the only weird thing I did have in the
Speaker 1: meat with my fucking feet. My feet did some crazy
Speaker 1: ship like a cramp and it was stuck like that
Speaker 1: for at least thirty forty five minutes. And look, I
Speaker 1: had sent Charlemagne that picture that because he was asking
Speaker 1: about it, like he said us like the candy bar,
Speaker 1: asking if we had ever done um, you know, the
Speaker 1: shroom bars. And I'm like, yeah, I did that ship before. Um.
Speaker 1: But I was trying to tell him how the first
Speaker 1: time I did the shrooms, how my feet didn't I
Speaker 1: sent the fucking picture and he was like, if I
Speaker 1: was with your your feet did that ship, I'll be
Speaker 1: tripping out to talking about the nigger, right. I tried
Speaker 1: to get him. He didn't want to do them. No,
Speaker 1: he wasn't there yet. I think he's done him since then.
Speaker 1: But I tried it. He was like, no, I'm not
Speaker 1: there yet. I'm not there because I had I made um.
Speaker 1: It was a combination of it was shrooms and THHC.
Speaker 1: But hell no, so I've done a candy I've done
Speaker 1: the candy bar and weed before, but actual shrooms and
Speaker 1: we eat I'm scared it's the same thing. We takes
Speaker 1: me down like down down, so maybe it might level
Speaker 1: out a little bit. You don't know. Yeah, yeah, y'all
Speaker 1: more advanced than me. I've done weed and a little
Speaker 1: adderall before, how about that. But that's like that tick tick,
Speaker 1: that's like sometimes fuck, I like to cut a little
Speaker 1: bit sometimes, right, a little bit. I'm really a drug addict, okay,
Speaker 1: Like I really just like weeded sex. I like to
Speaker 1: be on. It doesn't make an addict not an addict,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. Like I like to do drugs,
Speaker 1: but I want to follow up with some penis. That's
Speaker 1: usually when I get on drugs. But I didn't have
Speaker 1: I didn't have the shrooms and sex experience yet. Um.
Speaker 1: I don't think most people don't have sex when they
Speaker 1: do shrooms. Yeah, it's not even about a sexual experience.
Speaker 1: Most people are like within themselves in their own mind
Speaker 1: when they do shrooms, not you know, looking outward. And
Speaker 1: I still try it. Yeah, personally, I feel like that
Speaker 1: would be a phenomenal experience from what I experienced. I
Speaker 1: would I would imagine it. I think it would be
Speaker 1: a good time. So every time you've done it, it
Speaker 1: hasn't been with a man like friends, Yeah, friends, but
Speaker 1: like one of the side effects you could call it,
Speaker 1: is like it increases your sensuality. So come in, bring
Speaker 1: that dick here. That's interesting and they there's actually now
Speaker 1: now that there's like this, I can call it like
Speaker 1: the psychedelic yeah taking place. There's like apps now where
Speaker 1: you can you can download an app and have like
Speaker 1: a trip center to like contact and help you through
Speaker 1: your trips. Those things exist. What Yeah, Yeah, it's like
Speaker 1: one eight hundred numbers if you want to like have
Speaker 1: a have your experience. And they're following next police pulling
Speaker 1: up at your house, right, Yeah, we came to take
Speaker 1: you on a trip to jail. Bit that sounds like
Speaker 1: some daish it. I'm scared I could be. I feel
Speaker 1: like that's something I could be a trip sitter. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I feel like that. You know, you're talking through talking
Speaker 1: back down and talking through their experience. I feel like
Speaker 1: it'd be Yeah, I tell jokes whatever, you tell them
Speaker 1: to pull the dick out, put your dick out. Who
Speaker 1: it is? You know? I had just smoked some weed.
Speaker 1: It wasn't obviously regular weed. I don't even know if
Speaker 1: regular weed exists anymore, but it was, you know, a
Speaker 1: nice strong strain and I had this guy come hanged.
Speaker 1: I think I was moving. So he took some shelves
Speaker 1: down for me or something, and I was like, you
Speaker 1: wanna you wanna hit this weed? He was like, oh,
Speaker 1: I really don't smoke that much. I was like, okay,
Speaker 1: I mean it's up to you. I'm about to light it.
Speaker 1: If you want to hit it, you don't have to.
Speaker 1: And he hit it and he started freaking out so bad.
Speaker 1: It was just all he ruined my high. I was like,
Speaker 1: I was like, just relaxed. He started sweating. He kept
Speaker 1: he drank all the bottomed water I had in the house,
Speaker 1: and he was like pacing the floor. Hells, I've never
Speaker 1: got demons. We do this to nobody. He got some
Speaker 1: fucking demons. I've seen people trip out on weed before.
Speaker 1: I've seen that ship. Was like acting real strange, and
Speaker 1: I was like, do you want me to call you
Speaker 1: an uber? You know I'm calling you get out of here?
Speaker 1: What about? I was like, just calm down, it's okay, nothing,
Speaker 1: You're gonna be okay. Not relax. He might have been
Speaker 1: on some other ship too. What kind of weed you'd
Speaker 1: be smoking? That's that rapper weeds. It is rapper weed
Speaker 1: that I smoke, but he only had two little pubs.
Speaker 1: Goddamn you, poor sweat. Not ever, just like all medicine
Speaker 1: isn't for everybody, and you know, some medicine has like
Speaker 1: bizarre side effects and then you need the medicine for
Speaker 1: the side effects from the other medicine. Plant medicine isn't
Speaker 1: for everybody. And that's what I like to tell people,
Speaker 1: Like I love talking about shrooms and I love talking
Speaker 1: about weed, but like I get it, it's not for everybody, right,
Speaker 1: I agree, but it's all of it is better for
Speaker 1: you than alcohol. Believe absolutely, that's straight sugar. That's all
Speaker 1: liquor is, and it's and it's a depressant and kidneys up. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I know for me, but I guess, so I guess.
Speaker 1: You know, you know, you don't have to consume it
Speaker 1: as smoking it. There's different. You can have it as
Speaker 1: a TA, you could have it as edible, like there's
Speaker 1: options alcoholics alcohol, right, And I know one thing, I
Speaker 1: smoke a joint, I'm down a few, maybe an hour
Speaker 1: or so, I'm back to normal. I drink liquor half
Speaker 1: the next day. I feel like the older we get
Speaker 1: like your body just don't process that ship the same
Speaker 1: because I can drink two drinks maybe on a Saturday,
Speaker 1: and my whole Sunday sucked up, and I don't like
Speaker 1: drinking no more the same, and I think like the more,
Speaker 1: like you get in touch with your spiritual side too.
Speaker 1: It's like it's like it's poisoning, and I think about it,
Speaker 1: like you're really poisoning your body right quick? Yeah, Like
Speaker 1: I don't like that weed like that. It's not it's
Speaker 1: not that liquor is straight poisoned. Some man made that.
Speaker 1: But but it's so much fun when you're drunk, and
Speaker 1: you know why it's legal. Guess what you know what
Speaker 1: they call liquor, right, spirits, spirits, wine and spirits. So
Speaker 1: when people end up in prison because they committed some
Speaker 1: ship when they were drunk, and then you wake up
Speaker 1: like what the fund did I do? Because you live
Speaker 1: spirits and your fucking body with that liquor, why they
Speaker 1: call it spirits? Yeah, I completely agree. I completely agree.
Speaker 1: And like when I took my shroom trip, I remember
Speaker 1: you remember everything about your shroom trip right from like
Speaker 1: the start of it to pieces of it, probably even
Speaker 1: some of the conversations that were had alcohol, Like you
Speaker 1: probably blacked out at some point, if not more than once. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I feel like I'm like that on weed though, Like, man,
Speaker 1: I'm a fucking astronaut when I'm high on weed. Like
Speaker 1: I swear I got the formula and the calculation for
Speaker 1: flat Earth, okay, for whatever it is, Like I know,
Speaker 1: and by the time I'm sober, it's like I forgot
Speaker 1: everything I was thinking about. Crazy, But at least, at
Speaker 1: least by the time you come back, it doesn't take
Speaker 1: a day and a half come back, right, So I tried. Um.
Speaker 1: I don't like edibles. I don't like drinking. I don't
Speaker 1: like the drinking the marijuana like a liquid form and
Speaker 1: stuff like that, because I just don't know how to
Speaker 1: dose properly when it comes to that, and I end
Speaker 1: up like I had bought this juice. He was like, oh, yeah,
Speaker 1: just have it, you know, But he didn't say. He
Speaker 1: didn't say, don't the whole bottle. Don't drinking. I drink
Speaker 1: the whole bottle with my sandwich. When I tell you
Speaker 1: I could not come back to work, I was on
Speaker 1: the floor in my house Indian style, out rapping to
Speaker 1: instrumental beats, crying like crying. I was like, like I
Speaker 1: could not get it together. I couldn't come back to
Speaker 1: work that day, like it was over drinking that ship
Speaker 1: like a bottle lemonade, like a bottle lemonade. No, No,
Speaker 1: I had that ship with my turkey sandwich. About a
Speaker 1: hour later, I was like, somebody call a paramedic. That's
Speaker 1: when I you always are. You always start small because
Speaker 1: you can always you can always add to it. That's
Speaker 1: the same for edible. You can start small, you can
Speaker 1: always add to it. But don't go harder, go home,
Speaker 1: because you you might not come home. One one year,
Speaker 1: my birthday, we was out at the pool. My friend
Speaker 1: he gonna eat a whole bag of peach rings, marijuana, petrits,
Speaker 1: call the paramedics to come get him. He literally had it.
Speaker 1: I was so upset with him. He was laid out
Speaker 1: on the floor and I had to call no one
Speaker 1: one and come get his ass. And he left on
Speaker 1: the stretcher. Bitch. And that's why I was like, I'm
Speaker 1: not eating animals no more. Why would your dumb maasks
Speaker 1: eat the whole bag? Though stupid delicious, but but all right,
Speaker 1: So what I don't understand what that is? If it
Speaker 1: looks like a regular single service sized bottle of juice.
Speaker 1: Why wouldn't they put a single service sized amount of
Speaker 1: marijuana in that bottom? Understand why it needs You're gonna
Speaker 1: drink a cap full Larry time, did you even did
Speaker 1: juice might dilute a little bit of weed. Maybe that's
Speaker 1: why they have to put enough and you feel something,
Speaker 1: but you're supposed to micro do stat sip sip sip
Speaker 1: until you feel something and then they go down a
Speaker 1: little bit sip sip. She was drinking that ship like
Speaker 1: cool aid, Like, yeah, I was turkey. Yes, I had
Speaker 1: a dry ass turkey sandwich. I was washing it down
Speaker 1: with that ship. Yeah I didn't. But but in saying that, like,
Speaker 1: look how many lessons we learned from alcohol and we
Speaker 1: still drink it? Yeah? Yeah, never, Yeah, I mean that
Speaker 1: ship didn't have me put down that black medicine in
Speaker 1: the juice bottle, But I was. I was good in
Speaker 1: a couple of hours that woke up, was good to go. Yeah.
Speaker 1: What's your worst healing story that you pad with with
Speaker 1: the client. I won't say words um, but I'll say
Speaker 1: one of the things. One of the side effects sometimes
Speaker 1: from reiki is um it helps you purge things. So
Speaker 1: I've had clients. Uh, I know. I have a particular client.
Speaker 1: She was experiencing, UM, a lot of like emotional issues
Speaker 1: at the time. She was like not processing them. And
Speaker 1: emotions you know you're probably familiar with there's just different
Speaker 1: um organs that are associated with different emotions or maybe
Speaker 1: you're not familiar with that. UM. But the soul in plexus,
Speaker 1: which is at the stomach, and emotions go hand in hand.
Speaker 1: So that is your your strength, your discipline, your willpower,
Speaker 1: and if you think about your stomach, that's your core
Speaker 1: right and um your gut health. Yeah. So like if
Speaker 1: you're not processing emotions, a lot of times you get
Speaker 1: backed up and so a lot of people have ibs
Speaker 1: and you know all kinds of different stresses that take place,
Speaker 1: and that's on the body. Yeah, UM, because you're not
Speaker 1: processing the emotions to pass them through. So I did
Speaker 1: raki on a client who she had expressed that you know,
Speaker 1: she's gone gone through some emotional stuff and UM, and
Speaker 1: I worked on her stomach and I could feel some
Speaker 1: movement and I was like, Okay, let me just let
Speaker 1: her know, like you might have some side effects after this, Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: you might. You might have the ship extra though, UM
Speaker 1: and she was like, okay, all right, she said the
Speaker 1: minute she got home she cannot make it to the
Speaker 1: bathroom club quick enough, and she shartered herself like it
Speaker 1: was it was out that quick. Um. So yeah, she
Speaker 1: was like, okay, well I do believe in it, um
Speaker 1: because yeah, so like that's a side effect sometimes, like
Speaker 1: you and I tell people, you know, you might have
Speaker 1: to you might have some loose vowels after this, um,
Speaker 1: especially if you've been backed up for some time. But
Speaker 1: that's that's that pushing that energy through. Yes, And I'm
Speaker 1: all is working on my gut health. Yeah, you know
Speaker 1: when I go to the chipractor, like almost immediately, so
Speaker 1: he's just getting those massages. Like I like the holistic
Speaker 1: ship all all a natural ship when I have to
Speaker 1: put some bullshit in my body. That's what I went. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I'll ship all the time, So I don't know if
Speaker 1: they will work all the time. So that's like an
Speaker 1: over expression of like the letting should go kind of thing.
Speaker 1: Over active and over active. Yeah, and I hold all
Speaker 1: the time. That's that virgo in you. I'm already tell
Speaker 1: you that's that virgo in you. They have UM. So
Speaker 1: if you look, there's actually a zodiac chart with um
Speaker 1: based on your zodiac sign. What organs are usually affected
Speaker 1: with it virgos and testines um. But cancer is also
Speaker 1: up there with stomach stuff. Um. Capricorn is like knees
Speaker 1: and joints, Gemini is like chests, um and shoulders was
Speaker 1: cancered stomach stuff. Oh hm, But because y'all are connected
Speaker 1: to the moon, that's like you gotta get connected to
Speaker 1: those moon cycles and look at it. So one of
Speaker 1: my friends told me I need to ship like this.
Speaker 1: Hold on, yeah, yeah, you can get one of those stools.
Speaker 1: They got the stools on Amazon. Squatty potty. Yeah, like
Speaker 1: the need it? Why do I need to ship? Because
Speaker 1: the way we do that is not natural? The way
Speaker 1: we use the restaurant, the way we have kids and childbirth. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it's not natural because are if you think of how
Speaker 1: the intestines are set up, you know they're doing a
Speaker 1: thing a certain way, and when we sit on the toilet,
Speaker 1: that crunches all of that up. It doesn't get to
Speaker 1: free freely flow. Okay, I'm gonna ship standing up next time. No, no, no, no,
Speaker 1: get you a squatty potty. I don't feel like I
Speaker 1: don't feel like that's the solution. Please don't stand up. Okay,
Speaker 1: squatty potty put that in my note, y'all get y'alls
Speaker 1: squatty pot do you say y'all can ship properly? Okay? Shenna,
Speaker 1: please tell the people where they can find you, Where
Speaker 1: they can find your podcast, your social media, all that
Speaker 1: good stuff. I am Shianna everywhere, so um Shana dot
Speaker 1: com on Instagram, Shianna Twitter, Shianna um. And then you
Speaker 1: can find who are you calling Holistic on all of
Speaker 1: your favorite streaming platforms. All right, y'all check it out.
Speaker 1: Thank you so much, Sianna for coming to talk to us.
Speaker 1: Definitely like, wanna link with you when I'm ready to
Speaker 1: Uh yeah no, not shark. I was like, wait, Sharp,
Speaker 1: is that another way to go when I'm ready? Yes,
Speaker 1: I'm coming to see here. We're iver you're ready because
Speaker 1: that's my line of works. Ready, I just gotta get there.
Speaker 1: Yeah ye, Where are you located? I'm in Columbia, South
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