WEBVTT - 50/50 Faith

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<v Speaker 1>Hey, this is Stephen Ferdik. I'm the pastor of Elevation

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<v Speaker 1>Church and this is our podcast. I wanted to thank

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<v Speaker 1>you for joining us today. Hope this inspires you. Hope

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<v Speaker 1>it builds your faith. Hope it gives you perspective to

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<v Speaker 1>see God is moving in your life. Enjoy the message.

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<v Speaker 1>How many are excited about this series that we're in.

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<v Speaker 1>The series is called Maybe God. The subject is his voice,

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<v Speaker 1>his will, his ways. How do I know if this

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<v Speaker 1>opportunity comes from the Lord? Now have a scripture for

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<v Speaker 1>you today that I think will be a great blessing

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<v Speaker 1>in your life. It's in First Samuel, chapter fourteen, verse

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<v Speaker 1>number six. The Bible says Jonathan said to his young

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<v Speaker 1>armor bearer, Come, let's go over to the outpost of

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<v Speaker 1>those uncircumcised men. He's talking trash about the Philistines. He

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<v Speaker 1>calls them a derogatory name. He's talking about their uncircumcision. Wow,

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<v Speaker 1>he must be fired up about something. He's a little belligerent.

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<v Speaker 1>He's getting bold now again. Afford to wait around and

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<v Speaker 1>wait for something to happen from heaven when God has

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<v Speaker 1>already given him a certain power on the earth. So

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<v Speaker 1>he turns to who he has available at this point

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<v Speaker 1>and says, let's go. It's just me and you, but

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<v Speaker 1>touch somebody. Say let's go now. I want you to

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<v Speaker 1>me a favor. If you're the only one on your

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<v Speaker 1>row who praises God today during this sermon. I want

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<v Speaker 1>you to go and look at somebody next to you

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<v Speaker 1>and say, well, you go with me. Amen, he said,

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<v Speaker 1>let's go over to the outpost of those uncircumcised men.

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<v Speaker 1>Perhaps the Lord will act in our behalf. Nothing can

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<v Speaker 1>hinder the Lord from saving, whether by many or by

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<v Speaker 1>few in this third installment of Maybe God. My subject

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<v Speaker 1>in my lesson today is called fifty fifty faith. I

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<v Speaker 1>want to teach you on this principle that has been

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<v Speaker 1>so useful in my life as a leader, and it's

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<v Speaker 1>useful for me as a husband, as a dad, and

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<v Speaker 1>just as a man. Fifty fifty faith. I believe this

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<v Speaker 1>principle is going to set you free in some of

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<v Speaker 1>the areas where indecision has imprisoned you, and you've been

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<v Speaker 1>waiting around, and God is going to show you something

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<v Speaker 1>today by the power and virtue of His word and spirit,

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<v Speaker 1>that only He could show you about fifty fifty faith.

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<v Speaker 1>Praise the Lord I celebrated my thirty ninth birthday this week.

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<v Speaker 1>Appreciate your pity. You know that last one with the

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<v Speaker 1>three in front of it. I'm owning it. I am

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<v Speaker 1>so owning turning forty. I am so owning these little

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<v Speaker 1>gray whiskers that are popping up. I'm not dying them

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<v Speaker 1>or anything like that. Uh huh. I'm gonna tell them

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<v Speaker 1>to get a close up on these gray these great

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<v Speaker 1>things on the camera. Just zoom right into the greyest

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<v Speaker 1>pat you can find in this beard. I'm proud of it.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't care what my kids say about it, and

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<v Speaker 1>when they tell me that my jokes are cringy and

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<v Speaker 1>stuff like that. One of my kids told me that

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<v Speaker 1>the other day, and I just asked him a question back.

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<v Speaker 1>He said, your jokes are so cringey. And I just

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<v Speaker 1>asked him a question. I said, how many people show

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<v Speaker 1>up to hear you speak? Since I'm so cringey conversational

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<v Speaker 1>parenting approach, you might want to try it sometime. But

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<v Speaker 1>one of the things I think keeps happening to me

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<v Speaker 1>and is really happening to me at this stage of

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<v Speaker 1>my ministry in life, because I have been doing this

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<v Speaker 1>as a pastor over thirteen years. Is that I feel

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<v Speaker 1>so good saying that it felt cool. I've been doing

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<v Speaker 1>this over thirteen years. That's a long time to do anything. Amen.

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<v Speaker 1>I've never been less certain and I've never been more confident,

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<v Speaker 1>all at the same time, all at the same time.

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<v Speaker 1>And it's a strange thing, how when you give up

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<v Speaker 1>your need for certainty you can gain a true confidence

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<v Speaker 1>that is independent of circumstance. Can I preach to somebody

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<v Speaker 1>today right here in this back left section of Valentine?

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<v Speaker 1>The passage that I read to you is one of

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<v Speaker 1>my favorites. If they were giving out an Academy Award

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<v Speaker 1>for best Old Testament Narrative Scripture, I would want to

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<v Speaker 1>nominate Jonathan is best Supporting Actor because he's not as

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<v Speaker 1>famous as David, but he's a pretty good example for me,

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<v Speaker 1>and it has helped me a lot. This passage has

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<v Speaker 1>helped me a lot through the years. Every couple of

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<v Speaker 1>years I preach it, and when I circle back to it,

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<v Speaker 1>I see a different dimension of faith. I see a

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<v Speaker 1>different dimension of the kind of confidence that we can

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<v Speaker 1>have in Christ and in his promises. But I also

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<v Speaker 1>see all of the uncertainty and self doubt that it

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<v Speaker 1>also entails and that my faith is not a formula,

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<v Speaker 1>and it can never be. The more I try to

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<v Speaker 1>make it into a formula, the less valuable it becomes

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<v Speaker 1>to me. When life challenges all of my presuppositions, and

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<v Speaker 1>all of my ideas about what kind of ways God

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<v Speaker 1>wants to work collapse under the weight of real life,

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<v Speaker 1>under the weight of real bills, under the weight of

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<v Speaker 1>real medical reports. And I need the kind of faith

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<v Speaker 1>that is not dependent on my presuppositions. I need the

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<v Speaker 1>kind of faith that can deal with some ambiguity. I

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<v Speaker 1>need a faith, like Richard Rre says, that can be

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<v Speaker 1>patient with mystery. I need a kind of faith that

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<v Speaker 1>is not dependent on my plans to prevail. I need

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<v Speaker 1>the kind of faith that can stand up against the

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<v Speaker 1>worst thing that happens. I need the kind of faith

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<v Speaker 1>that can shine when God goes dark, when I don't know,

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<v Speaker 1>when I can't say it, when I can't see it,

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<v Speaker 1>when I don't feel like I can make it. I

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<v Speaker 1>need a faith that can withstand these seasons. Now around

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<v Speaker 1>the verse that I read you is a little episode,

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<v Speaker 1>and if you've been tracking with the series, I've used

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<v Speaker 1>a few different Old Testament passages from Judges and Samuel

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<v Speaker 1>to try to give us some sort of arc, or

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<v Speaker 1>to give us give us some kind of context for

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<v Speaker 1>the way that transition creates opportunity for us to trust God.

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<v Speaker 1>In this particular transition a negative one for the nation

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<v Speaker 1>of Israel. King Saul has really lost his way and

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<v Speaker 1>he's abdicated his leadership because of this. The Philistines who

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<v Speaker 1>would torment the Israelites all the way until the rule

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<v Speaker 1>of David, remember Sampson began to deliver them. That's last week.

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<v Speaker 1>And you need to go on and watch that message

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<v Speaker 1>about the parentheses and the pivot and how there's a

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<v Speaker 1>purpose even if I have to leave it blank right now,

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<v Speaker 1>God is going to do something in this empty space

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<v Speaker 1>in these parentheses. And I'm gonna put the parentheses there

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm gonna let God fill them because He's too

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<v Speaker 1>wise to make a mistake in my life. And that

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<v Speaker 1>message is online. It's on YouTube and Facebook and elevation

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<v Speaker 1>app and MySpace, and if they still had my Space,

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<v Speaker 1>we will put it up there. Roku all of it.

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<v Speaker 1>When when I was preaching that it talked about the

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<v Speaker 1>beginning of deliverance, are partial deliverance and the beginning of

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<v Speaker 1>deliverance happened through the judges. But now Saul the King

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<v Speaker 1>was unable to commit himself fully to the ways and

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<v Speaker 1>the will of the Lord, rather than to engage in

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<v Speaker 1>a relationship with the living God, he has begun to manipulate.

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<v Speaker 1>When he begins to manipulate and treat God as some

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<v Speaker 1>kind of mechanism to get what he wants when he

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<v Speaker 1>wants it, he loses that unique ability that we have

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<v Speaker 1>to hear the voice of God. When you lose the

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<v Speaker 1>ability to hear the voice of God, you waste energy,

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<v Speaker 1>you waste resources, you waste worry on situations that God

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<v Speaker 1>didn't even want you to give your attention to. So

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<v Speaker 1>that's why I need to hear his voice. Saul, having

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<v Speaker 1>lost that ability, is now surrounded by his enemies, so

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<v Speaker 1>much so that his people that he was responsible for

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<v Speaker 1>leading or hiding in rocks, in caves, in thickets. I

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<v Speaker 1>just wanted to put the word thickets in there, because

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<v Speaker 1>I don't get to use it on an everyday basis.

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<v Speaker 1>But we're all hiding in places. Sometimes we find ourselves

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<v Speaker 1>talked away in mindsets, in patterns, in isolation, away from people,

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<v Speaker 1>away from life, away from joy, away from risk, away

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<v Speaker 1>from opportunity. And this was the situation in Fir Samuel L. Fourteen.

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<v Speaker 1>Pick up verse twenty three from thirteen. Now a detachment

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<v Speaker 1>of Philistines had gone out to the pass at mcmash.

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<v Speaker 1>It's always helpful to point out that the enemy always

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<v Speaker 1>attacks you at the passages. He always attacks you at

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<v Speaker 1>the places of transition, from what you knew to what

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<v Speaker 1>you don't know, from where you were to where you're going.

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<v Speaker 1>And so when he can set up an ambush at

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<v Speaker 1>the passage, he can keep you from moving forward in

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<v Speaker 1>those transitional pivotal moments of your life. And then one

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<v Speaker 1>day somebody shout. One day, one day, Jonathan, son of

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<v Speaker 1>Saul said to his young armor bearer, come, let's go

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<v Speaker 1>over to the Philistine outpost on the other side. But

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<v Speaker 1>he did not hell his father. Be very careful who

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<v Speaker 1>you talk to about what God is doing inside of you.

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<v Speaker 1>Be very careful who you communicate with about the impressions

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<v Speaker 1>that God is stirring inside of you. If you talk

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<v Speaker 1>to the wrong people about the right idea, your idea

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<v Speaker 1>will die before it has the opportunity to conceive and

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<v Speaker 1>give birth to what God is doing in your life.

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<v Speaker 1>How many know I'm right about that. Saul was staying

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<v Speaker 1>on the outskirts of Gibea under a pomegranate tree, and

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<v Speaker 1>migrant with him were about six hundred men, among whom

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<v Speaker 1>was a Hijah who was wearing an ephod. He was

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<v Speaker 1>a son of Ichabod. He was a son of Ichabod's brother,

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<v Speaker 1>rather Ahita, son of Phineas, the son of Eli, the

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<v Speaker 1>lord's priest in Shiloh. No one was aware that Jonathan

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<v Speaker 1>had left. On each side that Jonathan intended to cross

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<v Speaker 1>to the Philistine outpost was a cliff. One was called Bozez,

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<v Speaker 1>and the other sinnat. Bozez means slippery, Sinnam means thorny.

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<v Speaker 1>Nobody told me it would be easy. God didn't promise

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<v Speaker 1>me that his will would be convenient. Quit thinking that

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<v Speaker 1>proof positive that you're in the will of God is

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<v Speaker 1>that it feels good to you. Quit thinking that proof

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<v Speaker 1>positive that you're in the will of God is that

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<v Speaker 1>everybody understands it. Quit thinking that proof positive that you're

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<v Speaker 1>in the will of God is that it just falls

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<v Speaker 1>into place. No, he had to go through a thorny place,

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<v Speaker 1>a slippery place, an uncomfortable place, an uncertain place. And

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<v Speaker 1>just because I'm in an uncertain place doesn't mean I

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<v Speaker 1>don't have a certain purpose. I'm gonna need somebody to

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<v Speaker 1>shout on that right there, right there, right there, touch somebody,

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<v Speaker 1>say I'm in his will. And one of the proofs

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<v Speaker 1>that you're in his will is that you are experiencing warfare.

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<v Speaker 1>It could be in terms of an internal resistance that

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<v Speaker 1>you feel, or even if some things are going crazy

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<v Speaker 1>in your life. And on each side was a challenge.

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<v Speaker 1>On each side was a challenge. One cliff stood to

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<v Speaker 1>the north toward Mickmash, the other to the south toward Gheba.

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<v Speaker 1>And Jonathan said to his young armor bearer, come let's

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<v Speaker 1>go over to the outpost of those uncircumcised men. Perhaps

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<v Speaker 1>the Lord will act in our behalf. Nothing can hinder

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<v Speaker 1>the Lord from saving, whether by many or by few. God,

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<v Speaker 1>I love your word. I'm gonna take a moment and

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<v Speaker 1>just talk to him about it. Thank you for putting

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<v Speaker 1>that one little word in your word. Not the one

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<v Speaker 1>where he said nothing can hinder the Lord, not the

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<v Speaker 1>one where he said, come let's go over, But that

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<v Speaker 1>one low word where he said perhaps because that word

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<v Speaker 1>gives me hope It gives me hope for my insecurity.

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<v Speaker 1>It gives me hope for my impossibilities and my uncertainty.

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<v Speaker 1>It gives me hope to know that sometimes, even in

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<v Speaker 1>the midst of making progress in my life, even in

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<v Speaker 1>the midst of obeying the revealed will of God, there

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<v Speaker 1>are going to be moments where one minute I have

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<v Speaker 1>great faith and the next moment I'm overcome by great fear.

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<v Speaker 1>But watch the Armor Bearer, he says back to Jonathan,

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<v Speaker 1>who had a crazy idea, do all that you have

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<v Speaker 1>in mind. Go ahead. I am with you heart and soul.

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<v Speaker 1>And Jonathan said, come on then, since you're talking like that,

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<v Speaker 1>come on then, since you want to do it too,

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<v Speaker 1>come on then, since you don't think I'm crazy for

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<v Speaker 1>wanting to move toward the enemy even though we're outnumbered,

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<v Speaker 1>come on then, since you don't have any more brain

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<v Speaker 1>cells or common sense than I do, come on, then,

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<v Speaker 1>sometimes you need somebody who will help you, even though

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<v Speaker 1>your plan sounds like a bad plan, to try to

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<v Speaker 1>find God in it, just so you don't stay stuck

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<v Speaker 1>in standing still. Come on, then, I like how he

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<v Speaker 1>talked to him. He's like, come on then, And then

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<v Speaker 1>the Armor Bear is like, go ahead then, and he's like, well,

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<v Speaker 1>come on then, and they're pumping each other up. They're

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<v Speaker 1>chest pumping each other, you know, and they don't have

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<v Speaker 1>anybody else because watch this, the people who should have

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<v Speaker 1>had faith have been overtaken by fear. Now, this is

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<v Speaker 1>the part of the passage that's going to give me

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<v Speaker 1>the contrast as we look at together two different ways

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<v Speaker 1>that we try to figure out God's will, and everyone

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<v Speaker 1>has a way that you try to figure out what

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<v Speaker 1>the will of God is, even if you don't call

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<v Speaker 1>it trying to figure out what the will of God is.

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<v Speaker 1>You have a way that you make decisions that you

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<v Speaker 1>hope will be most advantageous. You have a way that

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<v Speaker 1>you try to discertna wisdom, and you can't always get

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<v Speaker 1>it from a book, and you can't always get it

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<v Speaker 1>from a class, and you can't always get it. Here's

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<v Speaker 1>what I figured out. We're all making it up as

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<v Speaker 1>we go. This part of my sermon is meant to

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<v Speaker 1>encourage you. All the people that are writing parenting books

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<v Speaker 1>about fifteen steps to raise a perfect kid, they left

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<v Speaker 1>out some footnotes, and the bottom line is they just

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<v Speaker 1>had good luck in the gene pool. Because God can

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<v Speaker 1>give you a kid that can make you question all

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<v Speaker 1>of your theories. I love my children. I'm just saying,

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<v Speaker 1>all of us as parents are making it up as

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<v Speaker 1>we go, all of us, all of us are trying

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<v Speaker 1>to figure out with each child, and they're all different.

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<v Speaker 1>I know Hollywood was faithful to me, but sometimes I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>how could they all be so different if it was

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<v Speaker 1>just a common factor of me and you? But I

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<v Speaker 1>trust her, But sometimes they're so different, and I'm like, well,

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<v Speaker 1>you respond like this, and you respond like that, and

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<v Speaker 1>watch John Nathan's plan. This is the dumbest idea that

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<v Speaker 1>you can find in the Bible. The only one I

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<v Speaker 1>can think of as dumber is Moses stretching out his

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<v Speaker 1>stick over the Red Sea. That's pretty dumb. Or maybe

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<v Speaker 1>David throwing a rock at a giant who has a sword.

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<v Speaker 1>That's pretty dumb. Or maybe Jesus commanding the lunch from

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<v Speaker 1>a little boy in the crowd and trying to feed

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<v Speaker 1>fifteen thousand people with it. That's pretty dumb. Or maybe

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<v Speaker 1>Mary going to Joseph and saying I'm pregnant but it

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't another man, it was the Holy Spirit. That's pretty dumb.

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<v Speaker 1>Or maybe it was a widow going around borrowing jars

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<v Speaker 1>from her neighbors when she didn't have any oil and

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<v Speaker 1>thinking something with That's pretty now that I come to

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<v Speaker 1>think of it. A lot of the stuff that God

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<v Speaker 1>did in his word looked like a dumb decision to

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<v Speaker 1>the people while they were doing it. Listen, how dumb

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<v Speaker 1>this is. Listen, Listen, how stupid this strategy is. Somebody say,

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<v Speaker 1>bad idea? All right, come on, then we will cross

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<v Speaker 1>over toward them and let them see us. I thought

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<v Speaker 1>you were supposed to sneak up on somebody if you

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to kill him. But whatever, if they say to us,

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<v Speaker 1>I'll watch us. He's making this up because I want

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<v Speaker 1>you to notice one thing about this passage. God gives

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<v Speaker 1>Jonathan the victory, but God doesn't say a single word.

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<v Speaker 1>The only people who speak in this passage are Jonathan,

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<v Speaker 1>his assistant, and his enemies. God doesn't say a word.

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<v Speaker 1>But Jonathan he makes up this this strategy. He's an innovator.

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<v Speaker 1>He's like, all right, my dad's under the tree by

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<v Speaker 1>the threshing floor, and the priest isn't doing anything, and

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<v Speaker 1>so let's go over and show ourselves and expose ourselves

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<v Speaker 1>to our enemies. And if they say, wait there until

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<v Speaker 1>we come up to you, we will stay where we

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<v Speaker 1>are and not go up to them. But if they

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<v Speaker 1>say come up to us, we will climb up, because

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<v Speaker 1>that will be our sign that the Lord has given

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<v Speaker 1>them into our hands. And just when it can't get

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<v Speaker 1>any dumber, Verse eleven, both of them showed themselves to

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<v Speaker 1>the Philistine outpost. Look, sat the Philistines. There's two of

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<v Speaker 1>them and dozens of us. The Hebrews are crawling out

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<v Speaker 1>of the holes they were hiding in. The men of

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<v Speaker 1>the outposts shouted to Jonathan and his armor bearer, come

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<v Speaker 1>up to us, and we'll teach you a lesson. So

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<v Speaker 1>Jonathan said to his armor bearer, climb up after me.

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<v Speaker 1>The Lord has given them into the hand of Israel.

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<v Speaker 1>How are you gonna speak in past tense about a

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<v Speaker 1>battle you hadn't even fought yet? Because I know something

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<v Speaker 1>that is greater than what I know with my mind.

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<v Speaker 1>I know with my faith. Faith is the substance of

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<v Speaker 1>things hoped for, and the evidence of things not seem

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<v Speaker 1>so way it gets dumber. Jonathan climbed up, using his

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<v Speaker 1>hands and feet. You know how vulnerable you are climbing

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<v Speaker 1>up something dorny or slippery, using your hands and feet,

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<v Speaker 1>quick thing just for you. I love y'all. Victory requires vulnerability.

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<v Speaker 1>Victory requires vulnerability in anything. You have to make yourself

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<v Speaker 1>vulnerable to experience a great relationship. You have to make

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<v Speaker 1>yourself vulnerable to step into a new dimension in your business.

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<v Speaker 1>You have to make yourself vulnerable to connect on any

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<v Speaker 1>meaningful level with the life that God has given you.

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<v Speaker 1>And so in this position of vulnerability, Jonathan prophesies a

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<v Speaker 1>great victory. I feel the Holy Spirit, And it says

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<v Speaker 1>that his armor bearer was right behind him, and the

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<v Speaker 1>Philistines fell before Jonathan, and his armor bearer followed and

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<v Speaker 1>killed behind him. In that first attack, Jonathan and his

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<v Speaker 1>armor bearer killed some twenty men in an area of

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<v Speaker 1>about half an acre, all because Jonathan turned to his

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<v Speaker 1>armor bearer and said, I got an idea, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>he said like that. But I'm at the place now

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<v Speaker 1>where I don't really think that the value is in

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<v Speaker 1>the idea. The value is in the courage to act

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<v Speaker 1>on the impulse. When I put it like that, you

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<v Speaker 1>got to realize how many people say things like this

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<v Speaker 1>every day. You know. I remember talking to somebody about Uber,

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<v Speaker 1>and they said, well, I could have thought of that.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, really, you think thinking of something is the

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<v Speaker 1>key to success. It's something anybody can think of something.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean today I was walking out the door and

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<v Speaker 1>Abby turned me into a dog because of my fuzzy

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<v Speaker 1>sweater and she said, you want your belly, Rob, Do

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<v Speaker 1>you want your belly? Rob? I licked her face and

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<v Speaker 1>I left and came to church to preach. That's what

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<v Speaker 1>dogs do. But she can think of stuff, I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>thinking of it. Holly's telling me now they got like

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<v Speaker 1>uber for photography. I really should find out the name

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<v Speaker 1>of this and see if I could get a sponsorship.

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<v Speaker 1>This message goes to a lot of people. But they

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<v Speaker 1>said that you can go on and get a photographer

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<v Speaker 1>anywhere in the world that you are, just like you

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<v Speaker 1>can get a car from Uber, and you can get

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<v Speaker 1>a photographer anywhere you are. If you're off with your

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<v Speaker 1>family and you want to get a family picture like

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<v Speaker 1>that so that you don't have to ask some random

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<v Speaker 1>stranger who apparently has never used a smartphone in their

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<v Speaker 1>life and doesn't know the tap to screen to make

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<v Speaker 1>it lighter, you can get a professional to come out

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<v Speaker 1>and capture the memory you know, and when she said,

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, why didn't I think of that? Well,

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<v Speaker 1>there's a lot more to it than thinking of it. Huh.

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<v Speaker 1>People call me all the time and they'll be like,

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<v Speaker 1>I heard this thing, there's a sermon in that somewhere,

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<v Speaker 1>and so to that, I'm like, where like just because

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<v Speaker 1>they could think of it? You know, I read this

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<v Speaker 1>headline you should preach about that. You suhoul to write

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<v Speaker 1>a song about that, and I'm like, you should shut

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<v Speaker 1>up until you can write one of your own. I

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<v Speaker 1>know you mean, well, but the hard part isn't thinking

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<v Speaker 1>of it. The hard part isn't thinking of it. And

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<v Speaker 1>this is why when they give you advice sometimes in marriage,

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<v Speaker 1>like be the first to say you're sorry. It's not

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<v Speaker 1>the thought that counts. Can I upset conventional wisdom for

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<v Speaker 1>a moment? One thing that was really really striking to

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<v Speaker 1>me in the text was not what Jonathan did, but

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<v Speaker 1>what the people who should have been leading were doing

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<v Speaker 1>at the time when Jonathan had to act on something

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<v Speaker 1>that was partial and imperfect. When the Bible says that

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<v Speaker 1>Saul was staying on the outskirts of Gibea under a

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<v Speaker 1>pomegranate tree with six hundred men. I always skipped this

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<v Speaker 1>verse because the names were hard to pronounce. I was

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<v Speaker 1>preaching this passage when I was seventeen years old, and

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't know how to pronounce these names, and I

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<v Speaker 1>still don't. But then I figured out, you don't know

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<v Speaker 1>how to pronounce them either, So if I just say

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<v Speaker 1>it with enough confidence, we'll move on. But in skipping it,

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<v Speaker 1>I missed something that became very important to me about

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<v Speaker 1>the ephod. It says that the Lord's priest was wearing

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<v Speaker 1>the ephod under the pomegranate tree. Now, the ethod was

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<v Speaker 1>more than just an article of clothing. It was an

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<v Speaker 1>instrument for seeking the will of God. On the ephod,

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<v Speaker 1>the high priest would wear a breastplate. On the breastplate

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<v Speaker 1>would be twelve stones with the names of the tribes

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<v Speaker 1>of Israel, representing their special presence in the presence of God.

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<v Speaker 1>When he would wear the breastplate into the most holy

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<v Speaker 1>place to make atonement for the sins of the people

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<v Speaker 1>so that they could be forgiven. Once a year, the

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<v Speaker 1>instruction was given to the priest about what to make

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<v Speaker 1>sure he kept close to his heart. It started with

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<v Speaker 1>Aaron in Exodus chapter twenty eight. If you could give

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<v Speaker 1>me this text that he will bear the names of

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<v Speaker 1>the sons of Israel over his heart on the breastplate

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<v Speaker 1>of decision. In the literal translation, it's the breastplate of judgment.

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<v Speaker 1>It was what he wore when the judgment of God

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<v Speaker 1>was conferred on the sacrificial animal that took the sins

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<v Speaker 1>of the people away from the camp. It was the

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<v Speaker 1>breastplate of judgment. But here it has translated the breastplate

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<v Speaker 1>of decision as a continual memorial for the Lord. And

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<v Speaker 1>here's why. Next verse, please also put Urrem and Themim,

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<v Speaker 1>which are two special stones that would go not on

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<v Speaker 1>the breastplate, but behind the breastplate. When the priest wore

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<v Speaker 1>the ephant, which was like a kitchen apron where he

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<v Speaker 1>would keep the vestments that were appropriate for his duty.

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<v Speaker 1>And on that ephant was the breastplate, and behind the

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<v Speaker 1>breastplate was Eurrem and themm. Whether these were stones or

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<v Speaker 1>some other sort of special object, we are dependent on

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<v Speaker 1>the incomplete records of archaeologists to make known to us.

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<v Speaker 1>But one thing we know. It was one of the

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<v Speaker 1>ways that God spoke about his will to his people.

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<v Speaker 1>He spoke through the prophets. He spoke through dreams, and

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<v Speaker 1>he spoke through these stones. I'm gonna call them stones

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<v Speaker 1>because that's the closest thing we can know to what

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<v Speaker 1>they were. One represented yes and one represented no. That

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<v Speaker 1>was the meme. Eurreme was a little different. It was

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<v Speaker 1>said to be a stone that would light up. And

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<v Speaker 1>watch this. You are to put it behind the breast

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<v Speaker 1>piece or in the breast piece, so that they may

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<v Speaker 1>be over Aaron's heart whenever he enters the presence of

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<v Speaker 1>the Lord. Thus Erin will always bear the means of

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<v Speaker 1>making decisions. I love that little phrase, the means of

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<v Speaker 1>making decisions in the presence of the Lord. Everybody has

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<v Speaker 1>a means of making decisions. Everyone has a way that

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<v Speaker 1>they try to figure out, where is this going? Can

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<v Speaker 1>I trust this person? And I like this method a

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<v Speaker 1>lot because all the priest had to do was take

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<v Speaker 1>out the stones the meme it stands for perfection or decision,

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<v Speaker 1>and then he would take urreem, which represents light, which

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<v Speaker 1>always represents revelation, which always represents knowledge. And when God

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<v Speaker 1>would speak through these stones, you would inquire of him,

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<v Speaker 1>and if the answer was affirmative, Urreme would light up,

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<v Speaker 1>and you would know God wants us to do it.

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<v Speaker 1>Like when David was facing a battle at zick Lag

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<v Speaker 1>and he had to go back and recover his family

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<v Speaker 1>and the families of his men, and he asked the

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<v Speaker 1>priest bring me an ephod, because I need to seek

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<v Speaker 1>the Lord, because if I go into this battle and

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<v Speaker 1>God doesn't want me to go in this battle, if

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<v Speaker 1>I do this venture, if I go after this thing

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<v Speaker 1>and God doesn't want me to do this thing, I'll

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<v Speaker 1>be defeated. But if he says yes, no power in

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<v Speaker 1>Hell can stand against me. Nothing can hinder the Lord

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<v Speaker 1>from saving, whether by many or by few. So David said,

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<v Speaker 1>bring me the ephod, because if God gives me light

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<v Speaker 1>on this situation, I can fight this battle. If God

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<v Speaker 1>gives me light on this situation, I can stand the trial,

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<v Speaker 1>I can stand the test, I can pass it. I

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<v Speaker 1>can do it if God says yes. But sometimes God

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<v Speaker 1>would say no, and then sometimes the stone would do nothing.

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<v Speaker 1>And what that meant was God doesn't want to answer

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<v Speaker 1>this right now. In other words, if I can take

0:27:00.240 --> 0:27:03.879
<v Speaker 1>you back to middle school, I love you, do you

0:27:03.960 --> 0:27:11.400
<v Speaker 1>love me? Check yes or no? And sometimes I would

0:27:11.440 --> 0:27:16.160
<v Speaker 1>put a third box called maybe. And sometimes they would

0:27:16.200 --> 0:27:19.800
<v Speaker 1>ask God, you know should we go? Should we stay?

0:27:20.000 --> 0:27:22.920
<v Speaker 1>Should we do it? Should we not? And the son

0:27:22.960 --> 0:27:27.640
<v Speaker 1>would do nothing? What do you do with them? Maybe

0:27:29.400 --> 0:27:31.000
<v Speaker 1>because a lot of times in our life, don't you

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<v Speaker 1>wish you had a urim and at the meme in

0:27:32.560 --> 0:27:36.840
<v Speaker 1>your closet? Come on, right next to your belts. I'd

0:27:36.880 --> 0:27:38.880
<v Speaker 1>rather have a urim and at the meme than a Rolex.

0:27:39.560 --> 0:27:42.320
<v Speaker 1>I mean I'd rather have I would, I would love

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<v Speaker 1>if I could. What a what a what a blessing

0:27:45.400 --> 0:27:48.440
<v Speaker 1>it would be? You know how many? You know, how

0:27:48.440 --> 0:27:50.960
<v Speaker 1>many staff members I never would have hired to begin with?

0:27:51.840 --> 0:27:53.439
<v Speaker 1>Come on, this is a big church. Can I be

0:27:53.480 --> 0:27:56.000
<v Speaker 1>real with you? Do you know how many staff members

0:27:56.040 --> 0:27:57.919
<v Speaker 1>i'd just be if I could have just had that

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<v Speaker 1>special stone pull it out? Wouldn't that be cool? Can

0:28:01.720 --> 0:28:05.600
<v Speaker 1>you imagine how many how many things would you have

0:28:05.680 --> 0:28:09.160
<v Speaker 1>done differently? And how helpful would it be when you're

0:28:09.200 --> 0:28:13.080
<v Speaker 1>making decisions if you could just have a stone just

0:28:13.119 --> 0:28:15.680
<v Speaker 1>to light up and tell you, yes, this is God.

0:28:16.080 --> 0:28:17.879
<v Speaker 1>You know how your kids start hanging out with friends

0:28:17.920 --> 0:28:20.359
<v Speaker 1>and you're wondering, like, I don't know about these parents.

0:28:20.440 --> 0:28:22.760
<v Speaker 1>They seem kind of like, I don't know I smelled

0:28:22.800 --> 0:28:24.960
<v Speaker 1>something on their clothes smell like it might have been weed,

0:28:25.080 --> 0:28:27.960
<v Speaker 1>or maybe it was something else, but I'm not sure. Lord,

0:28:28.119 --> 0:28:30.399
<v Speaker 1>should I let my kids hang out with these kids?

0:28:30.960 --> 0:28:33.879
<v Speaker 1>And God says yes, and you could get some sleep?

0:28:34.119 --> 0:28:36.880
<v Speaker 1>Or you know, God, should I take this job? It's

0:28:36.880 --> 0:28:39.719
<v Speaker 1>got more pay, but it's gonna mean more hours. I

0:28:39.840 --> 0:28:42.560
<v Speaker 1>just think it would be so cool if it would

0:28:42.600 --> 0:28:46.040
<v Speaker 1>light up and tell me. And yet, God, God, God

0:28:46.120 --> 0:28:48.160
<v Speaker 1>knows something about me that I don't know about me.

0:28:48.520 --> 0:28:50.440
<v Speaker 1>Is that even if He gave me the light to

0:28:50.520 --> 0:28:52.480
<v Speaker 1>know what to do, a lot of times I wouldn't

0:28:52.520 --> 0:28:56.640
<v Speaker 1>have the faith to do it. You're gonna make me

0:28:56.640 --> 0:28:58.680
<v Speaker 1>preach by myself and sit there looking at me like

0:28:58.760 --> 0:29:03.720
<v Speaker 1>I'm an entertainer. You know, the truth is that even

0:29:03.840 --> 0:29:07.840
<v Speaker 1>sometimes when you know what to do, even sometimes when

0:29:07.880 --> 0:29:11.440
<v Speaker 1>you know this as God. And they had these stones.

0:29:11.480 --> 0:29:15.160
<v Speaker 1>They had these stones. It was behind the breastplate, and

0:29:15.240 --> 0:29:18.640
<v Speaker 1>the breastplate was under the pomegranate tree, and the priest

0:29:18.880 --> 0:29:22.200
<v Speaker 1>was doing nothing with it. They had the means of

0:29:22.280 --> 0:29:25.720
<v Speaker 1>making decisions to know the will of God, but their

0:29:25.800 --> 0:29:29.280
<v Speaker 1>fear had put them in a place, and their complacency

0:29:29.360 --> 0:29:32.600
<v Speaker 1>had put them in a place. Because when you have

0:29:32.800 --> 0:29:36.240
<v Speaker 1>the instruments, but you don't use them. How can God

0:29:36.360 --> 0:29:40.080
<v Speaker 1>speak to you when you can't find this between Sundays?

0:29:40.640 --> 0:29:49.720
<v Speaker 1>How can God give you his wisdom? And the important

0:29:49.720 --> 0:29:53.040
<v Speaker 1>thing about it was Jonathan said, we don't have the

0:29:53.120 --> 0:29:56.880
<v Speaker 1>ephod Ahijah has the ephoon. We don't have a complete

0:29:56.880 --> 0:29:59.720
<v Speaker 1>clarity on this situation. But what he had that was

0:29:59.720 --> 0:30:02.480
<v Speaker 1>so that's important. He had the right person to turn

0:30:02.520 --> 0:30:07.360
<v Speaker 1>to and talk about it. I need you to understand

0:30:07.600 --> 0:30:10.720
<v Speaker 1>the value not only of what God says to you

0:30:10.800 --> 0:30:13.840
<v Speaker 1>in your life, but about who you say it to.

0:30:14.080 --> 0:30:18.000
<v Speaker 1>After God says it to you, the right people will

0:30:18.040 --> 0:30:20.840
<v Speaker 1>give you the go ahead. The right people will say,

0:30:20.880 --> 0:30:23.000
<v Speaker 1>you know what, I'm gonna help you as you do this.

0:30:23.520 --> 0:30:25.960
<v Speaker 1>I know the addiction has got you about three different

0:30:26.000 --> 0:30:28.280
<v Speaker 1>cycles now and it looks like this one won't be

0:30:28.320 --> 0:30:30.840
<v Speaker 1>any different. But whether or not you make it, I'm

0:30:30.840 --> 0:30:32.840
<v Speaker 1>gonna be here with you on it. So let's go

0:30:32.880 --> 0:30:36.200
<v Speaker 1>ahead and do this dumb thing, this impossible thing, this

0:30:36.320 --> 0:30:41.600
<v Speaker 1>crazy thing. And then sometimes they got to turn and

0:30:41.600 --> 0:30:45.200
<v Speaker 1>tell you that ain't got at all. But it's who

0:30:45.280 --> 0:30:48.040
<v Speaker 1>you say it to and who you say it. It's

0:30:48.080 --> 0:30:52.520
<v Speaker 1>a fifty to fifty thing. It's not just my relationship

0:30:52.600 --> 0:30:58.800
<v Speaker 1>with God. It's my relationship with others, and a lot

0:30:58.840 --> 0:31:01.520
<v Speaker 1>of us are suffering and in our relationship with God

0:31:01.560 --> 0:31:04.280
<v Speaker 1>because we're living in bitterness with our relationship with others.

0:31:07.360 --> 0:31:10.720
<v Speaker 1>You can't hear God just like this. I guarantee you

0:31:10.960 --> 0:31:14.320
<v Speaker 1>if Jonathan would have had an armor bearer who told him,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what, man, let me know how that turns out.

0:31:18.600 --> 0:31:25.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm praying for you signed the cross. I guarantee you

0:31:25.240 --> 0:31:27.560
<v Speaker 1>the battle wouldn't have moved on beyond Bethe even that

0:31:27.640 --> 0:31:31.960
<v Speaker 1>day like it did, and even for me. I can

0:31:32.000 --> 0:31:36.960
<v Speaker 1>say this when people say, how did you know God

0:31:37.000 --> 0:31:38.960
<v Speaker 1>wanted you to start a church? I read a book.

0:31:40.240 --> 0:31:44.520
<v Speaker 1>I felt inspired. I got up and preached. It seemed

0:31:44.520 --> 0:31:48.760
<v Speaker 1>to help people read a book. I got a wife.

0:31:50.320 --> 0:31:53.680
<v Speaker 1>We were doing our thing. One day she looked at me.

0:31:53.720 --> 0:31:56.640
<v Speaker 1>In the mountains of Tennessee. We're at some youth camp.

0:31:57.960 --> 0:32:01.720
<v Speaker 1>Carl CARTI was leading worship. We came back to the room.

0:32:02.840 --> 0:32:06.000
<v Speaker 1>People say, when, how did you know? How did God

0:32:06.040 --> 0:32:07.760
<v Speaker 1>speak to you it was time for you to start

0:32:07.760 --> 0:32:10.440
<v Speaker 1>the church because I wanted to start it when I

0:32:10.480 --> 0:32:14.000
<v Speaker 1>was forty. The church wouldn't even be here right now

0:32:15.880 --> 0:32:21.360
<v Speaker 1>if Holly didn't turn to me, not God she was

0:32:21.400 --> 0:32:26.920
<v Speaker 1>my yorem. God used her like that. She said, it's

0:32:26.920 --> 0:32:29.920
<v Speaker 1>time for you go start this church. I said, when

0:32:29.960 --> 0:32:37.880
<v Speaker 1>I'm forty. She said, no. Now, look, JJ, if you

0:32:37.920 --> 0:32:40.400
<v Speaker 1>hear me saying on this message, you know God's calling

0:32:40.440 --> 0:32:42.280
<v Speaker 1>you to go. You know how many people I've seen

0:32:42.280 --> 0:32:45.440
<v Speaker 1>go start coffee shops because they like coffee and they

0:32:45.440 --> 0:32:47.520
<v Speaker 1>hear a message like this and abuse it and they

0:32:47.520 --> 0:32:49.240
<v Speaker 1>think that the whole point of the message is just

0:32:49.280 --> 0:32:50.760
<v Speaker 1>go do the dumbest thing you can think of that

0:32:50.840 --> 0:32:52.880
<v Speaker 1>you have a halfway interest in, and then blame the

0:32:52.880 --> 0:32:54.880
<v Speaker 1>devil when it doesn't work out. Because it was spiritual

0:32:54.920 --> 0:32:56.920
<v Speaker 1>warfare and attack and nobody believed in my dream and

0:32:56.960 --> 0:32:59.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm nothing but Jesus on the cross some guard and

0:32:59.040 --> 0:33:00.640
<v Speaker 1>I guess so many squeeze like the olives and the

0:33:00.680 --> 0:33:02.760
<v Speaker 1>oils coming out. All of that is dumb because I'm

0:33:02.800 --> 0:33:04.959
<v Speaker 1>not even talking about that. I'm talking about who you

0:33:05.000 --> 0:33:10.200
<v Speaker 1>talk to, about what God is saying to you. And

0:33:10.240 --> 0:33:12.160
<v Speaker 1>now now I get to return the favor. I mean

0:33:12.200 --> 0:33:17.200
<v Speaker 1>the other day she she turned to me and was like, Hey,

0:33:17.320 --> 0:33:19.280
<v Speaker 1>I'm about to tell you something that I think God

0:33:19.320 --> 0:33:21.040
<v Speaker 1>is speaking to me. Because it's always a fifty to

0:33:21.080 --> 0:33:32.840
<v Speaker 1>fifty thing always always so. So I'm confident, but I'm

0:33:32.840 --> 0:33:36.680
<v Speaker 1>not certain, you know. And she was like, don't laugh

0:33:36.680 --> 0:33:38.720
<v Speaker 1>at me. I'm like, why would I laugh at you?

0:33:38.760 --> 0:33:42.000
<v Speaker 1>Tell me? And what she told me, I said, not

0:33:42.040 --> 0:33:44.000
<v Speaker 1>only have you got to do that, but you got

0:33:44.040 --> 0:33:46.479
<v Speaker 1>to do this, this and this and this and this

0:33:46.520 --> 0:33:49.120
<v Speaker 1>because that's awesome. Then I think she was sorry that

0:33:49.160 --> 0:33:50.959
<v Speaker 1>she told me because she didn't want to do this, this, this,

0:33:51.000 --> 0:33:52.600
<v Speaker 1>and this and this. She just wanted to do that.

0:33:52.920 --> 0:33:55.320
<v Speaker 1>But we started talking. You see how important it is

0:33:55.680 --> 0:33:59.520
<v Speaker 1>not only what God says to you. It's not only

0:33:59.560 --> 0:34:02.560
<v Speaker 1>this be of the cross. What is this one too?

0:34:07.280 --> 0:34:15.880
<v Speaker 1>So I don't have uremn the meme, but I got Eugene.

0:34:16.520 --> 0:34:19.280
<v Speaker 1>I needed a rhyme. It was it was a stretch

0:34:19.280 --> 0:34:23.600
<v Speaker 1>at best, and Irene and I got people. Now this

0:34:23.719 --> 0:34:27.440
<v Speaker 1>is so, this is so key. It's a fifty fifty faith.

0:34:28.440 --> 0:34:30.640
<v Speaker 1>It's a fifty to fifty. That means it is a

0:34:30.760 --> 0:34:36.000
<v Speaker 1>divine partnership where Jonathan says, you know, there is something

0:34:36.040 --> 0:34:39.120
<v Speaker 1>that God can do, and then there is something that

0:34:39.160 --> 0:34:43.240
<v Speaker 1>God will not do that only we can do. Faith

0:34:43.320 --> 0:34:47.200
<v Speaker 1>is fifty to fifty. James proves it clearly. Not only

0:34:47.239 --> 0:34:50.960
<v Speaker 1>does Jonathan exemplify it. James explains it when he says,

0:34:51.040 --> 0:34:56.120
<v Speaker 1>faith without works is it takes two? This is a

0:34:56.280 --> 0:35:00.120
<v Speaker 1>fifty to fifty proposition. Why would God do for you

0:35:00.120 --> 0:35:02.399
<v Speaker 1>you what he gave you the strength to do for you?

0:35:02.760 --> 0:35:06.239
<v Speaker 1>It is a fifty fifty faith. It is not my

0:35:06.440 --> 0:35:09.719
<v Speaker 1>faith that saves me, and I'm grateful for that. How

0:35:09.719 --> 0:35:12.320
<v Speaker 1>many are grateful that your faith in Christ for salvation

0:35:12.480 --> 0:35:16.560
<v Speaker 1>is not fifty to fifty. Come on, because if it was,

0:35:17.400 --> 0:35:21.560
<v Speaker 1>I would be in hell before Monday at three pm

0:35:21.680 --> 0:35:26.759
<v Speaker 1>Eastern Standard time. But because he is my great High Priest, y'all,

0:35:26.800 --> 0:35:29.440
<v Speaker 1>I'm about to get happy on this sermon. And because

0:35:29.440 --> 0:35:32.880
<v Speaker 1>he took the breastplate of his own righteousness into the

0:35:32.920 --> 0:35:36.320
<v Speaker 1>most holy place and shed his blood on the mercy seat,

0:35:36.680 --> 0:35:38.600
<v Speaker 1>I don't ever have to doubt if he wants to

0:35:38.640 --> 0:35:41.720
<v Speaker 1>see me or hear me, or love me, or throw

0:35:41.760 --> 0:35:45.080
<v Speaker 1>his arms around me. He is my Righteousness and I

0:35:45.120 --> 0:35:48.160
<v Speaker 1>am his child, and he is my great high Priest.

0:35:49.600 --> 0:35:51.479
<v Speaker 1>Come on, shout about it, like you got the good

0:35:51.520 --> 0:36:01.160
<v Speaker 1>sens to know. This thing doesn't depend on me. Foundational

0:36:01.239 --> 0:36:03.400
<v Speaker 1>faith even that faith is the gift of God, so

0:36:03.480 --> 0:36:06.080
<v Speaker 1>that no one can boast but watch this, Jonathan say,

0:36:06.680 --> 0:36:14.080
<v Speaker 1>perhaps perhaps the Lord will it is fifty to fifty.

0:36:14.680 --> 0:36:17.960
<v Speaker 1>I know he can. I think he will. Fifty to fifty.

0:36:18.680 --> 0:36:20.120
<v Speaker 1>I know God is with me, and I think this

0:36:20.160 --> 0:36:22.600
<v Speaker 1>is where he's leading me. It's fifty to fifty. I'm

0:36:22.600 --> 0:36:25.960
<v Speaker 1>a fifty to fifty leader. I pull seventy staff into

0:36:26.080 --> 0:36:28.640
<v Speaker 1>this Monday and say this is what I think God's doing.

0:36:28.680 --> 0:36:29.759
<v Speaker 1>And I can't put a bow on it. But we're

0:36:29.760 --> 0:36:32.479
<v Speaker 1>gonna find out together why Because God won't reveal truth

0:36:32.480 --> 0:36:39.080
<v Speaker 1>if I don't move toward it ever. And the issue

0:36:39.200 --> 0:36:44.200
<v Speaker 1>is this experience is the friend of wisdom, but it

0:36:44.239 --> 0:36:50.360
<v Speaker 1>can be the enemy of faith. You need me to

0:36:50.440 --> 0:36:56.480
<v Speaker 1>run that back. Experience is the friend of wisdom, but

0:36:56.520 --> 0:36:58.400
<v Speaker 1>if you get like Saul in a hyda and keep

0:36:58.440 --> 0:37:00.879
<v Speaker 1>the e fot under the pomegranate tree, Jonathan said, We're

0:37:00.880 --> 0:37:03.200
<v Speaker 1>going to have to be our own ethought. We're gonna

0:37:03.200 --> 0:37:05.359
<v Speaker 1>have to put ourselves out there and see if God will.

0:37:07.560 --> 0:37:11.239
<v Speaker 1>And when Eugenie Peterson he had this idea, right, he

0:37:11.320 --> 0:37:14.120
<v Speaker 1>was trying to preach the Bible. He's in heaven now,

0:37:14.120 --> 0:37:16.000
<v Speaker 1>but he was trying to preach the Bible to his church.

0:37:16.040 --> 0:37:18.719
<v Speaker 1>He realized that they weren't really getting it, so he

0:37:18.760 --> 0:37:22.000
<v Speaker 1>sat down to write a translation of the Bible in

0:37:22.040 --> 0:37:26.920
<v Speaker 1>a way they could understand. You know that little version

0:37:26.960 --> 0:37:30.239
<v Speaker 1>on your Bible on your phone. I hope you got

0:37:30.239 --> 0:37:32.640
<v Speaker 1>the Bible on your phone. I hope you got the

0:37:32.640 --> 0:37:36.440
<v Speaker 1>Bible up above Facebook on your phone, because you need

0:37:36.440 --> 0:37:40.160
<v Speaker 1>that one to start your day. You really do, you

0:37:40.239 --> 0:37:42.480
<v Speaker 1>really do. You'll need to know what's going on in

0:37:42.520 --> 0:37:45.040
<v Speaker 1>Russia every second, but you need to know what's happening,

0:37:45.239 --> 0:37:48.759
<v Speaker 1>what God intends for your life. And if you click

0:37:48.800 --> 0:37:51.960
<v Speaker 1>on it, there will be one version that says MSG

0:37:52.800 --> 0:37:55.040
<v Speaker 1>and it has nothing to do with the Chinese restaurant.

0:37:55.800 --> 0:37:58.520
<v Speaker 1>Is the message translation. And it was written by a

0:37:58.560 --> 0:38:00.920
<v Speaker 1>man who was just see. He had an idea, what

0:38:01.000 --> 0:38:04.640
<v Speaker 1>if I write the Bible in the language that's common

0:38:04.680 --> 0:38:08.279
<v Speaker 1>to the people, and he ended up translating the whole

0:38:08.280 --> 0:38:15.759
<v Speaker 1>Bible that way. The message translation all because maybe God

0:38:15.800 --> 0:38:19.080
<v Speaker 1>will use this, you know, if you act on it.

0:38:19.920 --> 0:38:23.040
<v Speaker 1>If you act, it's fifty to fifty. It's fifty to fifty.

0:38:24.320 --> 0:38:27.000
<v Speaker 1>I'm not sure. I don't know. Look what he said

0:38:27.040 --> 0:38:30.960
<v Speaker 1>when he translated for Samuel fourteen six, my favorite verse

0:38:31.000 --> 0:38:33.520
<v Speaker 1>about faith in the Old Testament. Look what he said

0:38:34.160 --> 0:38:37.480
<v Speaker 1>that Jonathan said to his armor bearer, come on, now,

0:38:38.200 --> 0:38:41.880
<v Speaker 1>come on, now, let's do it now. Not when the

0:38:41.920 --> 0:38:44.919
<v Speaker 1>priest gets his act together, not when the government gets

0:38:44.960 --> 0:38:47.600
<v Speaker 1>his act together, not when, but now, we got to

0:38:47.640 --> 0:38:51.280
<v Speaker 1>do this now. Now, come on, now, let's go across

0:38:51.320 --> 0:38:55.280
<v Speaker 1>to these uncircumcised pagans. And then he said the title

0:38:55.320 --> 0:39:08.640
<v Speaker 1>of my series, maybe God will work for us. Maybe

0:39:08.840 --> 0:39:18.879
<v Speaker 1>maybe faith is being able to move on a maybe.

0:39:19.520 --> 0:39:21.360
<v Speaker 1>And you know what that means. It's fifty to fifty.

0:39:22.440 --> 0:39:29.759
<v Speaker 1>It might not work, but God is always working. I'm

0:39:29.760 --> 0:39:33.440
<v Speaker 1>confident in the second, even when I'm not certain in

0:39:33.520 --> 0:39:38.440
<v Speaker 1>the first. And it takes the time of faith church

0:39:39.560 --> 0:39:46.640
<v Speaker 1>to say maybe maybe if I do this, maybe and

0:39:47.280 --> 0:39:50.359
<v Speaker 1>maybe it won't and maybe God will use this thing

0:39:50.400 --> 0:39:53.040
<v Speaker 1>that I think I'm supposed to do to lead to

0:39:53.120 --> 0:39:56.239
<v Speaker 1>something that I was really supposed to do, so that

0:39:56.440 --> 0:40:00.680
<v Speaker 1>even if the first thing fails, at least I'm sitting

0:40:00.800 --> 0:40:06.120
<v Speaker 1>still in fear. But it takes faith to move on

0:40:06.200 --> 0:40:09.319
<v Speaker 1>a maybe. When Yurim has gone dark and Saul is

0:40:09.400 --> 0:40:11.759
<v Speaker 1>under a tree and you don't know what to do

0:40:11.840 --> 0:40:15.000
<v Speaker 1>but to move toward it. God says, move toward it.

0:40:15.000 --> 0:40:17.960
<v Speaker 1>It may work. And even if it doesn't I will.

0:40:19.040 --> 0:40:23.560
<v Speaker 1>It is the power to move on a maybe, to

0:40:23.719 --> 0:40:27.160
<v Speaker 1>know that God is mystery, but he is revealed, his

0:40:27.320 --> 0:40:31.719
<v Speaker 1>character is trustworthy. I can move on a maybe. Father.

0:40:31.800 --> 0:40:34.480
<v Speaker 1>I don't want to do this, but nevertheless, not my will,

0:40:34.719 --> 0:40:37.880
<v Speaker 1>but yours be done. So I'm gonna go see about

0:40:37.920 --> 0:40:42.960
<v Speaker 1>this and maybe somebody shout. Maybe maybe I've got a

0:40:43.160 --> 0:40:46.319
<v Speaker 1>maybe faith enough faith to do it and not know

0:40:46.440 --> 0:40:49.920
<v Speaker 1>the conclusion, but trust God in the process. It's a

0:40:50.080 --> 0:40:56.759
<v Speaker 1>maybe faith. I'm confident. I'm not certain, but I'm confident.

0:40:58.800 --> 0:41:02.680
<v Speaker 1>And you will find yourself many times in your life

0:41:03.160 --> 0:41:05.520
<v Speaker 1>in a maybe moment. Some of you are there right now.

0:41:06.200 --> 0:41:10.240
<v Speaker 1>It's a maybe moment for you. Maybe you are giving

0:41:10.280 --> 0:41:12.960
<v Speaker 1>yourself to a marriage that you don't know if it

0:41:13.000 --> 0:41:15.400
<v Speaker 1>can live. Like Ezekiel in the Valley of Bones, you

0:41:15.440 --> 0:41:17.560
<v Speaker 1>don't even know if anything's going to happen, but you're

0:41:17.560 --> 0:41:20.920
<v Speaker 1>prophesying and speaking forth and believing God to send the winds,

0:41:21.040 --> 0:41:28.040
<v Speaker 1>and you're living in the maybe moment. Maybe if we

0:41:28.080 --> 0:41:35.880
<v Speaker 1>start a church, maybe maybe I know who God is

0:41:36.760 --> 0:41:38.560
<v Speaker 1>and I know nothing can stop him. But it's fifty

0:41:38.560 --> 0:41:45.520
<v Speaker 1>to fifty. Man, you want to do it anyway. Maybe

0:41:45.719 --> 0:41:51.720
<v Speaker 1>the miracle is in the maybe. I wish I could

0:41:51.719 --> 0:41:57.680
<v Speaker 1>preach this to every discouraged heart today. God lives in

0:41:57.719 --> 0:42:03.440
<v Speaker 1>a place called maybe. Faith lives in a place called maybe.

0:42:03.680 --> 0:42:11.560
<v Speaker 1>So if you are in a maybe moment today, that's

0:42:11.600 --> 0:42:20.560
<v Speaker 1>where God lives. Stand up when you're in that maybe moment,

0:42:21.640 --> 0:42:24.759
<v Speaker 1>and if you are, you know it. And if you're not,

0:42:24.840 --> 0:42:27.160
<v Speaker 1>you will need this message within the next six weeks

0:42:28.320 --> 0:42:34.680
<v Speaker 1>because life is full of maybe moments. You will feel

0:42:34.680 --> 0:42:40.920
<v Speaker 1>in that moment the coexistence of uncertainty and confidence, and

0:42:40.960 --> 0:42:42.600
<v Speaker 1>you'll feel like you're making it up as you go.

0:42:43.600 --> 0:42:46.279
<v Speaker 1>I like that image because Jonathan said, climb up after me,

0:42:47.480 --> 0:42:49.799
<v Speaker 1>climb up after me. I was thinking about how they

0:42:49.840 --> 0:42:53.279
<v Speaker 1>made it up as they win. But I had to go.

0:42:53.480 --> 0:42:56.600
<v Speaker 1>I had to. I had to do it. I had

0:42:56.600 --> 0:43:00.239
<v Speaker 1>to I had to trust God in a in a

0:43:00.280 --> 0:43:05.960
<v Speaker 1>maybe moment. Maybe moments are like the moment where you

0:43:06.000 --> 0:43:10.000
<v Speaker 1>could look stupid. Maybe moments are the moments where you

0:43:10.040 --> 0:43:13.080
<v Speaker 1>could be rejected. Most of us aren't facing philistines and thorny,

0:43:13.120 --> 0:43:17.680
<v Speaker 1>slippery cliffs and geographical obstacles. Most of us are facing

0:43:17.719 --> 0:43:20.640
<v Speaker 1>things that are on the inside of us that seem insurmountable.

0:43:23.320 --> 0:43:27.239
<v Speaker 1>And God is in the maybe moment of your life

0:43:27.280 --> 0:43:32.080
<v Speaker 1>when you move forward. Anyway, when I stopped by my

0:43:32.200 --> 0:43:35.799
<v Speaker 1>dad's house and gave him the letter on Father's Day

0:43:36.440 --> 0:43:40.120
<v Speaker 1>after we had not spoken in months because I moved

0:43:40.160 --> 0:43:42.959
<v Speaker 1>him to Charlotte when his health got bad with my mom,

0:43:44.239 --> 0:43:47.279
<v Speaker 1>because he asked me to, and I told him, I said, Dad,

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<v Speaker 1>I want to do this for you. You're my dad.

0:43:49.160 --> 0:43:50.560
<v Speaker 1>I want to take care of you. And we didn't

0:43:50.600 --> 0:43:52.799
<v Speaker 1>know that he had als yet. We just knew that

0:43:52.800 --> 0:43:54.719
<v Speaker 1>he was very sick, and because he was a self

0:43:54.719 --> 0:43:57.719
<v Speaker 1>employed barber, I didn't know, you know, if he was

0:43:57.840 --> 0:44:00.919
<v Speaker 1>just honestly, my dad at that point in his life

0:44:01.680 --> 0:44:05.239
<v Speaker 1>was so illogical and irrational. I didn't know if it

0:44:05.280 --> 0:44:06.640
<v Speaker 1>was a good idea or not. But I knew my

0:44:06.719 --> 0:44:09.000
<v Speaker 1>dad was asking me for help, and I knew that

0:44:09.040 --> 0:44:11.160
<v Speaker 1>something was wrong, and when he asked me to do it,

0:44:11.960 --> 0:44:14.319
<v Speaker 1>I knew something inside of me knew like this could

0:44:14.320 --> 0:44:17.200
<v Speaker 1>turn out really bad, you know. Like I told my dad,

0:44:17.280 --> 0:44:19.239
<v Speaker 1>I said, you live three and a half hours away

0:44:19.239 --> 0:44:21.399
<v Speaker 1>from me right now, and that works pretty good for us.

0:44:22.520 --> 0:44:24.319
<v Speaker 1>If you come up and we're all up in each

0:44:24.360 --> 0:44:29.640
<v Speaker 1>other's face, you know, it might not be good. And

0:44:29.680 --> 0:44:31.840
<v Speaker 1>he said, I need you to do this for me,

0:44:32.840 --> 0:44:36.239
<v Speaker 1>and I said, I'll never forget telling him. You know,

0:44:36.280 --> 0:44:38.799
<v Speaker 1>I don't even think this is a good idea, but

0:44:38.800 --> 0:44:41.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna do it. You asked me to, and I

0:44:41.080 --> 0:44:44.240
<v Speaker 1>love you. But please, when you come up here, please,

0:44:44.280 --> 0:44:45.879
<v Speaker 1>when you come live in Charlotte. I knew my mom

0:44:45.880 --> 0:44:49.400
<v Speaker 1>would be fine, she's great, but I was like, you, please,

0:44:49.440 --> 0:44:53.799
<v Speaker 1>don't do any of this crazy stuff. And honest to God, no,

0:44:53.960 --> 0:44:56.680
<v Speaker 1>sooner than I sent the moving company to give him

0:44:56.680 --> 0:45:00.400
<v Speaker 1>an estimate, he chased the moving company out of the

0:45:00.480 --> 0:45:03.680
<v Speaker 1>yard with his walking cane. I mean this guy, he

0:45:03.840 --> 0:45:05.719
<v Speaker 1>was a good dad for a lot of my life,

0:45:06.000 --> 0:45:09.120
<v Speaker 1>but by this point his medications as well as his

0:45:09.160 --> 0:45:12.440
<v Speaker 1>physical condition, he was starting to really lose his mind.

0:45:13.400 --> 0:45:16.200
<v Speaker 1>But I knew I needed to move him anyway, and

0:45:16.239 --> 0:45:19.080
<v Speaker 1>it didn't make sense at that point. In fact, when

0:45:19.160 --> 0:45:23.440
<v Speaker 1>he got here, when he finally moved after running off

0:45:23.440 --> 0:45:26.000
<v Speaker 1>the moving company, after he finally found a moving company

0:45:26.000 --> 0:45:28.480
<v Speaker 1>that was fit to move him, and I went to

0:45:28.520 --> 0:45:30.600
<v Speaker 1>go see him and check on him in the house

0:45:30.640 --> 0:45:34.200
<v Speaker 1>that we had found for them. First thing he did

0:45:34.280 --> 0:45:36.240
<v Speaker 1>when I walked in the door was complain about the house.

0:45:38.160 --> 0:45:40.200
<v Speaker 1>When I tell you that, I said, some Hebrew words

0:45:40.239 --> 0:45:45.560
<v Speaker 1>and some Greek words, some monks corner words, some compound

0:45:45.640 --> 0:45:51.320
<v Speaker 1>cuss words. And it was like, over the next few months,

0:45:51.360 --> 0:45:53.360
<v Speaker 1>every bad thing that I thought was going to happen,

0:45:53.360 --> 0:45:55.280
<v Speaker 1>if I tried to do the right, things start happening.

0:45:55.440 --> 0:45:58.640
<v Speaker 1>And what was the weird contrast was my ministry was

0:45:58.680 --> 0:46:03.520
<v Speaker 1>going so great and the church was growing, and my

0:46:03.640 --> 0:46:06.040
<v Speaker 1>dad and the way he treated my mom, and eventually

0:46:07.200 --> 0:46:10.040
<v Speaker 1>he left, he went to go live by himself. It

0:46:10.120 --> 0:46:13.520
<v Speaker 1>was like culminated in this horrible thanks like the worst

0:46:13.560 --> 0:46:16.240
<v Speaker 1>Thanksgiving ever where we went to see him. The only

0:46:16.280 --> 0:46:20.080
<v Speaker 1>place he would live was in this nursing home and

0:46:20.120 --> 0:46:23.560
<v Speaker 1>they had him calling Bingo in the nursing home and yeah,

0:46:23.600 --> 0:46:25.600
<v Speaker 1>it's okay, you can laugh about it, because it was like,

0:46:25.719 --> 0:46:27.920
<v Speaker 1>how did we come to this? Like how can they

0:46:27.960 --> 0:46:29.799
<v Speaker 1>not even live together? How do we spend all this

0:46:29.920 --> 0:46:31.880
<v Speaker 1>money and all this time and he raised me all

0:46:31.880 --> 0:46:33.560
<v Speaker 1>this time and coach my teams and all this, and

0:46:33.560 --> 0:46:35.120
<v Speaker 1>then it's going to end like this. When we would

0:46:35.120 --> 0:46:37.280
<v Speaker 1>try to talk on the phone, he would end up yelling.

0:46:37.360 --> 0:46:39.480
<v Speaker 1>I would end up yelling, and then I'd end up preaching.

0:46:39.560 --> 0:46:41.320
<v Speaker 1>And then I go back and talk to my dad

0:46:41.400 --> 0:46:43.280
<v Speaker 1>and I'd end up yelling and he would end up yelling.

0:46:45.600 --> 0:46:47.600
<v Speaker 1>But when I went by his house on Father's Day,

0:46:49.239 --> 0:46:52.440
<v Speaker 1>I thought, well, maybe maybe if I write down. I

0:46:52.440 --> 0:46:57.040
<v Speaker 1>took a notebook and I told Holly, can you drive

0:46:57.080 --> 0:46:58.920
<v Speaker 1>for me for a minute. We were coming back from

0:46:58.920 --> 0:47:00.960
<v Speaker 1>a family trip, and I said, I need to do

0:47:01.000 --> 0:47:03.000
<v Speaker 1>something real quick. Can you drive from me and can

0:47:03.040 --> 0:47:05.400
<v Speaker 1>we stop by my dad's house. He was living all

0:47:05.440 --> 0:47:10.719
<v Speaker 1>alone at that time, by his own choice. And I

0:47:10.760 --> 0:47:14.040
<v Speaker 1>sat there while Holly drove, and I wrote down a

0:47:14.160 --> 0:47:17.160
<v Speaker 1>memory for every year that I had been alive of

0:47:17.239 --> 0:47:20.759
<v Speaker 1>him being my dad. Because I knew we couldn't talk,

0:47:20.800 --> 0:47:22.640
<v Speaker 1>but I thought, well, maybe if we could just communicate

0:47:22.680 --> 0:47:26.200
<v Speaker 1>in writing. And when we showed up at the house

0:47:26.880 --> 0:47:29.279
<v Speaker 1>and he opened the door, I kind of like threw

0:47:29.320 --> 0:47:34.480
<v Speaker 1>the list at him, you know, like happy fun made

0:47:34.480 --> 0:47:40.560
<v Speaker 1>a list for you, because maybe maybe this is a

0:47:40.640 --> 0:47:44.319
<v Speaker 1>dumb idea, but maybe it could open a door for

0:47:44.440 --> 0:47:49.160
<v Speaker 1>us to have a relationship. It's the maybe moments, you know.

0:47:49.400 --> 0:47:51.320
<v Speaker 1>If I'm going to tell you about my maybe moments

0:47:51.880 --> 0:47:54.480
<v Speaker 1>that result in starting a church that reaches the world,

0:47:55.400 --> 0:47:56.880
<v Speaker 1>I think I owe it to you to tell you

0:47:56.920 --> 0:48:04.840
<v Speaker 1>about my maybe moments that were messy to it's not

0:48:04.920 --> 0:48:07.319
<v Speaker 1>always so clear, it's not always so perfect, it's not

0:48:07.360 --> 0:48:10.319
<v Speaker 1>always so brilliant, it's not always so strategic. Life has

0:48:10.360 --> 0:48:15.360
<v Speaker 1>lived in those maybe moments. And so I got to

0:48:15.400 --> 0:48:20.479
<v Speaker 1>sit beside him as he breathed his last breath after

0:48:20.560 --> 0:48:23.120
<v Speaker 1>three days that hospice had been in much later, after

0:48:23.239 --> 0:48:25.840
<v Speaker 1>a progression where my mom graciously let him back in

0:48:25.840 --> 0:48:28.279
<v Speaker 1>the house and cared for him until he died, and

0:48:28.320 --> 0:48:30.840
<v Speaker 1>I got to be there, reading to him from Charles

0:48:30.840 --> 0:48:33.840
<v Speaker 1>Spurgeon sermon The Peaceful Sleep of the Beloved. After I

0:48:33.880 --> 0:48:35.960
<v Speaker 1>sang to him the Old Rugged Cross, and I thought

0:48:36.000 --> 0:48:38.480
<v Speaker 1>he was going to pass quickly, but he stayed around

0:48:38.520 --> 0:48:40.080
<v Speaker 1>like three days, and I ran out of hymns and

0:48:40.120 --> 0:48:43.560
<v Speaker 1>started having to sing James Taylor and Hoodie and the Blowfish.

0:48:43.680 --> 0:48:46.759
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I was there for all of it in

0:48:46.800 --> 0:48:53.920
<v Speaker 1>that moment because of moving forward with a maybe, I

0:48:53.920 --> 0:48:56.719
<v Speaker 1>believe God sent me with this message today and I'm overtime.

0:48:56.760 --> 0:48:58.600
<v Speaker 1>I'm so overtime. It's going to be awful in the

0:48:58.640 --> 0:49:00.959
<v Speaker 1>parking lot in the rain, give me and please smile

0:49:00.960 --> 0:49:02.279
<v Speaker 1>at people on the way out and tell it's going

0:49:02.320 --> 0:49:05.479
<v Speaker 1>to be worth it. But please listen to me listen

0:49:05.520 --> 0:49:08.040
<v Speaker 1>to me. You're in a maybe moment. You're in a

0:49:08.040 --> 0:49:10.279
<v Speaker 1>maybe moment, slipper on one side, thorny on the other.

0:49:11.280 --> 0:49:13.359
<v Speaker 1>Don't have everybody with you thought you'd have with you,

0:49:13.400 --> 0:49:17.200
<v Speaker 1>just got a armor bearer. Father, I pray today for

0:49:17.280 --> 0:49:21.840
<v Speaker 1>the faith for your people to move forward on a

0:49:21.920 --> 0:49:28.680
<v Speaker 1>maybe in this moment. You're the God of all wisdom.

0:49:28.719 --> 0:49:30.960
<v Speaker 1>You are the God who sees all, knows all, and

0:49:31.000 --> 0:49:34.080
<v Speaker 1>can do anything. I thank you, Lord that there are

0:49:34.120 --> 0:49:38.560
<v Speaker 1>miracles emerging even now as I speak, in bodies, in relationships,

0:49:39.000 --> 0:49:44.280
<v Speaker 1>in careers, in families. God, I thank you that ministry

0:49:44.360 --> 0:49:46.680
<v Speaker 1>is birth out of maybe. We thank you God for

0:49:47.719 --> 0:49:50.759
<v Speaker 1>giving us the Holy Spirit inside of us. We thank

0:49:50.800 --> 0:49:53.040
<v Speaker 1>you for giving us the finished work of your son,

0:49:53.600 --> 0:49:55.360
<v Speaker 1>to let us know that you are good, and you

0:49:55.440 --> 0:49:57.680
<v Speaker 1>do good, and all things work together for the good

0:49:57.719 --> 0:50:01.400
<v Speaker 1>of them that love. You speak over every maybe situation.

0:50:01.560 --> 0:50:06.680
<v Speaker 1>Give your people now, by your grace the kind of

0:50:06.680 --> 0:50:09.880
<v Speaker 1>faith that it takes to move forward and it maybe

0:50:11.040 --> 0:50:14.800
<v Speaker 1>for we believe that nothing can hinder you from saving,

0:50:16.000 --> 0:50:21.799
<v Speaker 1>whether by many or by few. Thank you for joining us.

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