WEBVTT - Episode 402: Gone Fishing (Feat. Sara Jay) 0:00:02.800 --> 0:00:03.560 It's lift Service. 0:00:03.560 --> 0:00:07.600 I'm Angela Yee, I'm Gigi Bagwire, I'm Stephanie Sanciago. 0:00:07.200 --> 0:00:09.520 I'm Laura Moura, and I'm Sarah Jay. 0:00:09.760 --> 0:00:12.920 The legendary Sarah Jay back the way who bought us 0:00:13.000 --> 0:00:13.680 gifts today. 0:00:14.080 --> 0:00:16.880 Yeah, so let's talk about this CBD line first and foremost. 0:00:17.280 --> 0:00:17.760 Thank you. 0:00:18.440 --> 0:00:18.760 Well. 0:00:18.840 --> 0:00:22.280 I have Sarah J CBD and it is a product 0:00:22.400 --> 0:00:27.920 line that focuses primarily on topicals. I have a bath 0:00:27.960 --> 0:00:30.240 bomb that's got one hundred milligrams of CBD in it. 0:00:30.320 --> 0:00:31.320 I'm a pain roller. 0:00:32.000 --> 0:00:36.400 I have massage oil and personal lubricant. All the products 0:00:36.440 --> 0:00:40.360 are organic and they're really great products on. 0:00:40.400 --> 0:00:42.280 For long days and even longer nights. 0:00:42.400 --> 0:00:46.640 Yes, girl, but they're really great products even without having 0:00:46.640 --> 0:00:48.360 the CBD in And you have the CBD in it 0:00:48.400 --> 0:00:49.600 and just makes it even better. 0:00:49.800 --> 0:00:52.000 What made you decide this was something you wanted to do. 0:00:52.880 --> 0:00:55.480 No, I've always been involved in the cannabis industry, but like, 0:00:56.520 --> 0:01:00.760 once I started to really find it out, like how 0:01:01.040 --> 0:01:05.640 CBD is accepted and it's legal, I was like, let's 0:01:05.640 --> 0:01:07.840 go with this for a second. Not only that, but 0:01:07.920 --> 0:01:10.760 I use CBD personally, like I used it for sleep 0:01:10.760 --> 0:01:13.360 a lot, and then I use it like topically for 0:01:13.440 --> 0:01:15.640 like sore muscles. Like the older I get, the more 0:01:15.720 --> 0:01:18.320 of it I use. I don't really want to always 0:01:18.360 --> 0:01:20.920 take like advil or be putting like bengay or weird 0:01:20.959 --> 0:01:24.360 chemicals and stuff on my skin. I would much rather 0:01:24.560 --> 0:01:27.920 use something like that's natural and organic and. 0:01:28.080 --> 0:01:28.639 Yeah, CBD. 0:01:28.760 --> 0:01:32.039 What it does is it increases circulation, right, so that 0:01:32.120 --> 0:01:36.720 way it can help relieve like inflammation. I use CBD oil. 0:01:37.360 --> 0:01:39.240 I can't wait to try. Is it safe to put 0:01:39.280 --> 0:01:42.080 it in your vagina? You put it on your vagina, okay? 0:01:43.360 --> 0:01:47.280 Said as a lubricn it is definitely a lubrican. The 0:01:47.319 --> 0:01:50.600 lubrican I have is like a really nice lube. But 0:01:51.320 --> 0:01:54.160 like the regular CBDs, you don't want to put that inside. 0:01:54.200 --> 0:01:57.080 You only want to put things made for your personal lubricant. 0:01:57.120 --> 0:01:59.840 So the lubrican is there's some here. Two of these 0:01:59.840 --> 0:02:02.240 are personal lubricant and two of these are pain roll on. 0:02:02.560 --> 0:02:03.000 Okay. 0:02:03.120 --> 0:02:06.360 But the way it works is it increases the circulation, 0:02:06.760 --> 0:02:08.359 so that increases the stimulation. 0:02:08.720 --> 0:02:11.239 Yes, yes, it's very nice. 0:02:11.280 --> 0:02:15.400 Well, we definitely believe you so very nice. I'll take 0:02:15.440 --> 0:02:17.520 your work for yeah, and the other ones that are 0:02:17.520 --> 0:02:18.919 in there. The pain roll on and they've got like 0:02:19.040 --> 0:02:23.800 mental and camphour in them. So not only does it 0:02:23.919 --> 0:02:26.079 like it's very like aromatic, you know. 0:02:26.360 --> 0:02:29.480 So clean at your Yes, you might need that, but 0:02:29.560 --> 0:02:30.840 your ad. 0:02:30.960 --> 0:02:32.480 And I'll take a painroll. 0:02:32.560 --> 0:02:33.200 I know we want that. 0:02:33.320 --> 0:02:37.720 You got it. Say there's two pain rollers in two loops, 0:02:37.720 --> 0:02:39.280 so you guys gonna have to figure out who wants. 0:02:39.320 --> 0:02:53.760 That's what I'm saying, I'll take, Okay, is like leaking. 0:02:48.720 --> 0:02:50.639 For the pain. I was like, wait a minute, leaking 0:02:51.040 --> 0:02:51.560 It's okay. 0:02:51.680 --> 0:02:54.040 I don't need the loom, but the pain roll on 0:02:54.200 --> 0:02:56.240 is great, especially if we've got like migraines or like 0:02:56.400 --> 0:02:57.600 neck pain and stuff. 0:02:57.680 --> 0:03:00.720 Okay, I always I'll be sitting like this all the time. 0:03:00.840 --> 0:03:03.880 I shoulders and I'm always signed down. 0:03:04.760 --> 0:03:06.399 And there's two of them. 0:03:06.560 --> 0:03:07.240 There's two of them. 0:03:07.440 --> 0:03:12.680 But what about for her sickness? That's no, No, you 0:03:12.680 --> 0:03:14.240 can give mine to g because she has. 0:03:16.520 --> 0:03:16.920 Somebody. 0:03:17.120 --> 0:03:19.040 Maybe Laura, you had a loub one for your booby 0:03:19.240 --> 0:03:25.760 take the loop, yeah, to be on some heavy drugs. 0:03:27.880 --> 0:03:30.120 But let's dig into Sarah Jay a little bit. 0:03:30.360 --> 0:03:33.440 Okay, because first of all, I was telling the ladies 0:03:33.480 --> 0:03:36.640 that I actually spent New Years with you one year 0:03:37.080 --> 0:03:39.520 and it was very random. My friend Mecca actually he's 0:03:39.560 --> 0:03:43.160 on Math Hoffers podcast. Now you were we were all out. 0:03:43.240 --> 0:03:46.840 Jay Electronica was with me. I think Q Tip was DJing. 0:03:46.840 --> 0:03:49.840 It was at Brooklyn Bowl. We had some funny pictures 0:03:49.880 --> 0:03:52.360 because bat I took some edibles that night that my. 0:03:52.320 --> 0:03:55.360 Brother or your brother forget. 0:03:55.520 --> 0:03:56.200 My brother was there. 0:03:56.280 --> 0:04:00.720 Yes, gave them holes. Yeah, your brother got the best out. 0:04:00.880 --> 0:04:03.840 Yes, And for some reason he thought he could like 0:04:04.000 --> 0:04:05.080 just keep on eating them. 0:04:05.440 --> 0:04:09.240 No, because while yeah, you gotta. 0:04:09.480 --> 0:04:12.480 And so he was passed out, like we were sitting 0:04:12.600 --> 0:04:15.000 in Brooklyn Bowl. We were there, Well, he was sitting, 0:04:15.200 --> 0:04:17.240 he couldn't move, but he was smiling, so we knew 0:04:17.240 --> 0:04:19.640 he was alive. But he was smiling the whole time 0:04:19.680 --> 0:04:21.880 that moving. And we definitely had some good pictures with 0:04:22.040 --> 0:04:23.800 your boobs all like in his face and. 0:04:23.720 --> 0:04:26.120 Stuff like that. Well, how many years ago do you 0:04:26.160 --> 0:04:27.600 think that was? I don't know. 0:04:27.600 --> 0:04:28.240 I couldn't look at it. 0:04:28.279 --> 0:04:33.279 I'm on Facebook, like if I guess, I feel like 0:04:33.760 --> 0:04:35.400 maybe ten, two thousand and nine. 0:04:35.920 --> 0:04:38.640 Wow, Oh yeah, more than that, like fourteen years like 0:04:38.760 --> 0:04:40.120 two nine maybe. 0:04:40.279 --> 0:04:40.559 Wow. 0:04:41.080 --> 0:04:42.240 That was a fun New Year's dude. 0:04:42.320 --> 0:04:44.440 Yeah, do you remember like some of your most fun 0:04:44.480 --> 0:04:46.440 New Years ever, because I feel like as I get older, 0:04:46.440 --> 0:04:47.120 new Year's. 0:04:46.880 --> 0:04:50.160 Gets more lane. Yeah me too. We were in the house. 0:04:50.400 --> 0:04:53.760 Yeah, the last fun New Year I had, like real 0:04:53.880 --> 0:04:55.760 fun New Year was in Miami. 0:04:56.360 --> 0:04:59.680 And then before that was the time that we had 0:04:59.720 --> 0:05:00.000 a part. 0:05:00.000 --> 0:05:01.960 Oh yeah, came to my house. 0:05:02.120 --> 0:05:02.760 We didn't really do. 0:05:03.600 --> 0:05:05.840 That was the year do you know that we went 0:05:05.839 --> 0:05:07.160 to a party too in Brooklyn? 0:05:07.279 --> 0:05:10.240 Party and we got like the dope picture behind the graffiti. 0:05:10.440 --> 0:05:12.760 Yeah it was a bad job. Yeah, that one was cool. 0:05:12.839 --> 0:05:14.240 I had a good time about one. 0:05:14.680 --> 0:05:17.920 Do you remember your most lit New Year? What's a 0:05:18.000 --> 0:05:18.840 Saturday New Year? 0:05:18.920 --> 0:05:22.000 Like bir They're all over the place sometimes like it 0:05:22.160 --> 0:05:25.480 ends up being like house party because I like at 0:05:25.520 --> 0:05:27.719 this point, like I like to gather with my friends, 0:05:27.760 --> 0:05:29.560 but also do we really need to be out there? 0:05:32.480 --> 0:05:34.680 Let's go back to when we were out there. 0:05:35.560 --> 0:05:38.320 Ye oh, you all know he's seen it, he's seen 0:05:38.360 --> 0:05:39.120 it online. 0:05:39.560 --> 0:05:40.160 No, there was. 0:05:42.200 --> 0:05:44.719 No. There's been some good ones. So there's been some 0:05:44.760 --> 0:05:48.680 good ones and some bad ones. Yeah. I might have 0:05:48.680 --> 0:05:50.520 gotten into a fight in New York City. 0:05:51.000 --> 0:05:55.360 You got to a fight really, right? 0:05:55.920 --> 0:05:56.320 Yeah? 0:05:56.520 --> 0:05:58.640 What were you fighting about? 0:05:58.200 --> 0:05:58.360 Oh? 0:05:58.839 --> 0:06:01.080 Like so it's one of those things where like we 0:06:01.080 --> 0:06:04.320 were kind of staying near Times Square and we were 0:06:04.320 --> 0:06:05.640 in a taxi and I was with a bunch of 0:06:05.680 --> 0:06:07.440 my friends and it was before New Year's. 0:06:07.600 --> 0:06:08.920 It was like before it was. 0:06:08.839 --> 0:06:13.719 Like maybe seven pm or something eight, like you know, 0:06:13.760 --> 0:06:16.120 it's starting to get like crazy down there, but like 0:06:17.160 --> 0:06:19.280 we need to get to the hotel real quick. The 0:06:20.080 --> 0:06:23.200 cab driver, instead of going around everything, just decided to 0:06:23.200 --> 0:06:28.719 like go straight through, and like it's all blown blocked 0:06:28.720 --> 0:06:31.080 off with people, Like people are like, no, you're not 0:06:31.400 --> 0:06:32.400 You're like there's just people. 0:06:32.400 --> 0:06:33.600 They're like, no, it's not coming. 0:06:33.880 --> 0:06:35.480 So I'm like already pissed off of the cab driver 0:06:35.520 --> 0:06:37.120 because I felt like you did this on purpose. You 0:06:37.160 --> 0:06:39.680 live here, you're attacked. You know, you can't like you know, 0:06:39.760 --> 0:06:42.839 you can't do that come all day if anybody knows, 0:06:42.880 --> 0:06:45.160 you know, And uh. 0:06:45.360 --> 0:06:46.680 Yeah, So then I don't know. 0:06:46.880 --> 0:06:49.039 Like I got outside the car and I don't know 0:06:49.040 --> 0:06:50.440 what the fuck have were you drink? 0:06:51.040 --> 0:06:53.280 I was not drunk, but I was. 0:06:53.440 --> 0:06:55.440 Drinking, Okay, what were you drinking? 0:06:55.720 --> 0:06:56.480 Like champagne? 0:06:56.560 --> 0:06:59.760 Not in New Year's Like I'd been at a friend's house, 0:06:59.839 --> 0:07:03.080 like just drinking, like we were drinking, Like we're drinking, right, now. 0:07:06.560 --> 0:07:08.440 No, but like I don't know, like. 0:07:10.080 --> 0:07:12.080 You know, this was also a long time ago, but 0:07:13.040 --> 0:07:15.560 something happened. I was outside the car and like fighting 0:07:15.560 --> 0:07:17.760 with this guy. I ended up losing my hat out 0:07:17.800 --> 0:07:19.360 the car and I'm like, oh no, I'm not gonna 0:07:19.600 --> 0:07:21.160 just leave here without my hat. I go back to 0:07:21.160 --> 0:07:22.640 get my hat and like they want to fight me 0:07:22.680 --> 0:07:23.520 for my hat. 0:07:23.800 --> 0:07:24.880 I'm like, oh my god. 0:07:25.200 --> 0:07:27.760 Yeah, it was just like this real experience. 0:07:28.080 --> 0:07:28.880 It's just like this. 0:07:29.000 --> 0:07:31.480 Crazy like experience. 0:07:32.960 --> 0:07:34.960 Don't give me at the wrong time. I'm not wanting 0:07:35.000 --> 0:07:36.480 to back down, you know what I'm saying. 0:07:36.520 --> 0:07:37.520 We believe anything. 0:07:39.720 --> 0:07:42.480 I'm here late New Year's I'll never forget it. We would. 0:07:42.840 --> 0:07:45.880 I remember Drake had a show, Lil Wayne came out. 0:07:45.920 --> 0:07:49.320 We were backstage. It was real cool, like that's how 0:07:49.360 --> 0:07:53.280 it started. And then everybody separated and I called somebody 0:07:53.280 --> 0:07:55.800 else who was really famous, and they took me to 0:07:55.880 --> 0:07:59.760 another private party and then we were like partying to like. 0:08:00.480 --> 0:08:02.720 The sun came up twelve o'clock the next day. 0:08:02.960 --> 0:08:04.680 You have wawfles. 0:08:05.440 --> 0:08:09.320 I think Miami, Miami, that was the most lit when 0:08:09.320 --> 0:08:10.800 I was younger I ever had. 0:08:11.320 --> 0:08:15.160 I remember one year I was I can see that 0:08:15.800 --> 0:08:16.840 I think the weather got. 0:08:16.680 --> 0:08:18.800 To be nice to have a good lit New Year's 0:08:19.000 --> 0:08:20.600 I mean, I know you were in New York, you know, 0:08:20.760 --> 0:08:23.680 fighting over I had, but I feel like. 0:08:23.600 --> 0:08:28.480 When the weather is nicest, way better. But all right, 0:08:28.520 --> 0:08:30.200 so Saturday, I want to ask you this. 0:08:30.280 --> 0:08:32.320 I'm sure a lot of people recognize you all the 0:08:32.360 --> 0:08:35.240 time because you are like one of the most recognizable faces. 0:08:35.240 --> 0:08:37.600 But in particular, and I was saying this in the 0:08:37.640 --> 0:08:40.839 black community, people love you, and I was trying to 0:08:40.880 --> 0:08:44.199 explain why. But I think it's because there used to 0:08:44.240 --> 0:08:46.360 be this stigma for like if you do porn, if 0:08:46.360 --> 0:08:49.000 you're a white woman and you do porn with black actors, 0:08:49.640 --> 0:08:52.199 that it was like frowned upon and then your money. 0:08:52.040 --> 0:08:54.240 Would go down. I know people have told me that before. 0:08:54.360 --> 0:08:56.720 So can you talk a little bit about your background 0:08:56.840 --> 0:08:59.000 and how you got study and if there's any truth 0:08:59.040 --> 0:08:59.360 to that. 0:09:00.520 --> 0:09:02.600 At the time, there was a lot of truth to that. 0:09:02.760 --> 0:09:07.760 You know, It's not that way anymore, thankfully, but you know, 0:09:07.800 --> 0:09:10.000 we're talking twenty two years ago when I got started, 0:09:10.040 --> 0:09:11.840 So yeah, at the time, it was definitely like that. 0:09:12.160 --> 0:09:13.920 I didn't know it's like that, you know. 0:09:14.120 --> 0:09:14.240 Uh. 0:09:14.360 --> 0:09:17.560 The way that I got into porn was like very uh, 0:09:17.800 --> 0:09:19.120 you know, we all have our own path and it 0:09:19.200 --> 0:09:21.360 was like very organic and it's something that I sought 0:09:21.440 --> 0:09:25.360 out and that I wanted to do and I had Yeah, 0:09:25.360 --> 0:09:27.280 I had no idea that there was like a pay 0:09:27.440 --> 0:09:33.400 disparage like situation. Like I had no idea that I 0:09:33.400 --> 0:09:36.440 should or could I shouldn't say should, but that there 0:09:36.559 --> 0:09:40.559 were girls that were asking more to fuck black guys. Yeah, 0:09:40.600 --> 0:09:43.840 like that blew my mind when people would ask me 0:09:43.960 --> 0:09:46.400 how much to do this scene with this guy and 0:09:46.440 --> 0:09:49.800 I'm like, what do you mean the same as the 0:09:49.840 --> 0:09:55.760 other guy? Right, Like like that's crazy, Like are you serious? 0:09:55.840 --> 0:10:00.080 Like that is ridiculous, So that you know, like I. 0:10:00.120 --> 0:10:02.839 Just didn't even like I never even made it a 0:10:02.880 --> 0:10:06.640 thing into this day, Like I just I don't really 0:10:06.720 --> 0:10:08.400 make race the thing. Like it's just not a thing. 0:10:08.480 --> 0:10:09.439 It's not you that does it. 0:10:09.520 --> 0:10:12.400 But important definitely when you're like searching for certain things 0:10:12.679 --> 0:10:15.240 for some reason, people are like a certain like ethnicity. 0:10:15.280 --> 0:10:18.800 Sometimes people like quote unquote inter racial porn. 0:10:18.559 --> 0:10:21.080 And they like to see you know, and you know, 0:10:21.240 --> 0:10:22.400 I have a production company. 0:10:22.400 --> 0:10:27.000 And it's a very thin line between like serving like 0:10:27.040 --> 0:10:31.320 an SEO like search engine autimization and like serving people's 0:10:31.360 --> 0:10:35.480 fetishes and not fetishizing skin color. And you know, these 0:10:35.480 --> 0:10:37.559 are all like things that I think about when I'm 0:10:37.559 --> 0:10:44.040 producing content and not just like fetishizing singular but what 0:10:44.120 --> 0:10:50.120 can we do to change this view in the world, 0:10:50.200 --> 0:10:52.319 To be honest with you, because like I create images 0:10:52.360 --> 0:10:55.480 that last on people's minds forever. Whether you approve of 0:10:55.520 --> 0:10:57.680 what I do or not irrelevant, the images I create 0:10:57.679 --> 0:11:00.360 will last on somebody's mind for eternity. What kind of 0:11:00.360 --> 0:11:03.680 images I can't agree with that? You know, yeah, like 0:11:03.800 --> 0:11:06.400 you're gonna remember it, right, like if it's if it's 0:11:06.440 --> 0:11:08.439 something that like you know, you see that one thing 0:11:08.480 --> 0:11:10.320 that one time when you're at that right age when 0:11:10.360 --> 0:11:12.480 you were looking for that one thing and you just stuck, 0:11:12.559 --> 0:11:14.920 you know. And so like I want I try to 0:11:14.920 --> 0:11:18.120 be create like mindful, and of the images that I'm creating, 0:11:18.520 --> 0:11:21.840 most of the content that I create are people of 0:11:21.920 --> 0:11:25.160 mixed ethnicities, Like it'd be like, you know, your colors 0:11:25.200 --> 0:11:27.640 a benison on ourselves, you know, because that's the change 0:11:27.640 --> 0:11:29.520 that I want to see in the world. And that's 0:11:29.520 --> 0:11:31.400 the images that I want to create, And that's the 0:11:31.400 --> 0:11:33.960 things that I want people to think about when they're jerking. 0:11:33.640 --> 0:11:36.640 Off Okay, Wide Side Productions, right, that's an image of 0:11:36.640 --> 0:11:39.720 production company. What do you do for people to feel 0:11:39.720 --> 0:11:43.120 comfortable on set? Because you know, I'm sure that when 0:11:43.200 --> 0:11:45.600 you're first getting started, and we've had a lot of 0:11:45.600 --> 0:11:47.600 other apport starts up here before, they talk about their 0:11:47.640 --> 0:11:51.079 experiences like first getting started and not being so comfortable 0:11:51.320 --> 0:11:53.280 sometimes people like I have to drink, I have to smoke, 0:11:53.320 --> 0:11:55.520 I have to do whatever. So as a producer on 0:11:55.559 --> 0:11:57.160 the other side of the camera, what do you do 0:11:57.240 --> 0:11:58.800 so people can feel Eddy's. 0:11:59.240 --> 0:12:02.280 I'm like very laid back and easy going anyway. So 0:12:02.320 --> 0:12:04.880 I think just like my presence and letting them know 0:12:04.920 --> 0:12:06.800 that I'm here for them if they need anything. I'm 0:12:06.800 --> 0:12:11.960 totally accessible, going over their nose and like also their yeses, 0:12:12.080 --> 0:12:13.840 like things that they like, things that they don't like. 0:12:13.960 --> 0:12:15.559 What's a bit what's some nose that you see a 0:12:15.600 --> 0:12:16.600 lot like? 0:12:16.760 --> 0:12:19.160 Okay, So like a lot of times, like girls don't 0:12:19.160 --> 0:12:20.920 want to do anal, like if they're not booked to 0:12:21.000 --> 0:12:24.679 do anals, So like no bought stuff is like guys, yeah, 0:12:24.720 --> 0:12:26.439 and also guys will let you know, no bod stuff. 0:12:26.440 --> 0:12:27.640 Okay, everydy's no bod stuff. 0:12:27.880 --> 0:12:30.920 Hey, We're all no but stuff fantastic and then like 0:12:31.600 --> 0:12:34.560 sometimes if people have sensitive nipples, they'll be like, yeah, yeah, 0:12:34.520 --> 0:12:36.080 I don't really like that, Like I would like it 0:12:36.120 --> 0:12:39.480 if you don't touch my nipples or like like don't 0:12:39.520 --> 0:12:40.920 smack me in the face or something. 0:12:41.160 --> 0:12:43.720 Yeah, that's that's a hard note for me. It's definitely 0:12:43.720 --> 0:12:44.439 like that's a hard Yes. 0:12:44.640 --> 0:12:48.240 I'm like, what, No, do you have any knows when 0:12:48.240 --> 0:12:51.760 you Yeah, yeah, I have no anal for sure, like 0:12:52.720 --> 0:12:53.360 at all. 0:12:53.720 --> 0:12:57.840 I don't do any that would be great. I'm not 0:12:57.840 --> 0:12:58.880 gonna lie. 0:13:00.040 --> 0:13:05.440 I know you don't do that, but yeah, so anal 0:13:05.640 --> 0:13:08.880 And actually I don't do any like family stuff. So 0:13:08.920 --> 0:13:10.960 you know you see all the stepmom and that family 0:13:11.120 --> 0:13:13.840 parents stuff out there, I actually don't do any of that. 0:13:13.920 --> 0:13:15.840 I mean they might label it whatever they label it. 0:13:16.080 --> 0:13:19.439 I can't control it after our shooter sometimes, but yeah, 0:13:19.559 --> 0:13:23.280 I just feel like there's certain boundaries that we don't 0:13:23.320 --> 0:13:25.480 need to promote, like kind of what I was saying, 0:13:25.520 --> 0:13:28.120 like I try to create responsible images and like I 0:13:28.120 --> 0:13:31.360 don't really think fucking your step mom is like like 0:13:31.640 --> 0:13:33.840 I just don't, like, you know, like I do a 0:13:33.840 --> 0:13:36.120 lot of stuff where it's like neighbors and lawyers and 0:13:36.240 --> 0:13:42.080 like nurses and like teachers and I don't know you, like, 0:13:42.200 --> 0:13:44.319 this is what I do for living, So it's like 0:13:44.360 --> 0:13:45.240 they're not related. 0:13:45.720 --> 0:13:46.920 Yeah, they're not related. 0:13:47.520 --> 0:13:49.520 And it's like it'll be like the step. 0:13:49.360 --> 0:13:51.959 Daughter and she's like, oh, thank you for teaching me that. 0:13:53.040 --> 0:13:58.800 My boyfriend, I'm not gonna like that. 0:13:59.440 --> 0:14:01.679 This is what you Yeah, it's like, this is what 0:14:01.800 --> 0:14:02.679 I do for a living. 0:14:02.800 --> 0:14:06.600 So you know, even you gotta have like your own 0:14:06.679 --> 0:14:08.560 morals on all the things that you do, you know 0:14:08.640 --> 0:14:10.680 what I care, Like, I just can't do it. Like 0:14:10.720 --> 0:14:14.400 I know people who are victims of incests. 0:14:13.800 --> 0:14:16.600 And yeah it's a person, you know what I'm saying. 0:14:16.720 --> 0:14:20.040 It's like I just don't think that. I think that 0:14:20.040 --> 0:14:25.160 that can be taken to normalize too easily, like stepbrothers 0:14:25.200 --> 0:14:28.160 and step sisters fucking each other and stuff like, I 0:14:28.240 --> 0:14:30.120 just think it can be normalized really quickly. 0:14:30.400 --> 0:14:31.520 What's a hard yes for you? 0:14:31.600 --> 0:14:35.440 Then I'm like to be choked generally, like yeah, like 0:14:35.920 --> 0:14:40.160 yeah yeah yeah, but also like some people's like touch 0:14:40.240 --> 0:14:42.640 is wrong, but most people you could choke me before 0:14:42.680 --> 0:14:45.880 the time is right. Sometimes it's just like some people 0:14:45.960 --> 0:14:48.520 don't touch, right, you know, I don't want to touch nothing. 0:14:48.600 --> 0:14:54.160 Actually, Chemistry that chemistry thing because some people could touch 0:14:54.160 --> 0:14:55.680 you and immediately you like wet. 0:14:55.760 --> 0:14:56.760 Right, Yeah, some. 0:14:56.680 --> 0:14:58.160 People they could do that. 0:14:58.320 --> 0:15:00.880 You like, like kissing. 0:15:01.200 --> 0:15:03.320 I like kissing a lot. I'm a big fan. 0:15:03.760 --> 0:15:07.760 So you're still filming porn, So I have a question. 0:15:08.080 --> 0:15:10.360 You know, the black move the black films? 0:15:10.600 --> 0:15:11.680 Yeah, have you done? 0:15:11.960 --> 0:15:15.920 No, you haven't, Okay, Okay, that's. 0:15:15.800 --> 0:15:18.400 My favorite I've heard. Yeah, Like, I just don't like 0:15:18.520 --> 0:15:19.840 the word is a verb. 0:15:20.400 --> 0:15:22.720 Okay, So you won't do you won't work with them? 0:15:23.000 --> 0:15:25.920 Yeah, Like it's not it's not like my favorite word. 0:15:26.240 --> 0:15:28.360 Like I just feel like, even though I feel like 0:15:28.400 --> 0:15:30.840 a lot of their stuff is really pretty and it's 0:15:30.880 --> 0:15:34.440 shot really well, and like the word is a verb 0:15:34.560 --> 0:15:36.400 kind of roast me the wrong way a little bit. 0:15:36.960 --> 0:15:40.479 Okay, Okay, Yeah. 0:15:39.680 --> 0:15:44.080 But you know you're in a position where you kind of, yeah, yeah, 0:15:44.160 --> 0:15:47.480 you could do whatever. Yeah yeah, when did you realize 0:15:47.520 --> 0:15:49.320 that this was going to really take off for you? 0:15:51.760 --> 0:15:54.040 Because there's so many people that try it and will 0:15:54.080 --> 0:15:57.760 never reach the level of success or can't like sustain 0:15:57.760 --> 0:15:58.200 a living. 0:15:58.360 --> 0:16:00.920 That's just my personality with you. I don't care what 0:16:00.960 --> 0:16:02.760 I did. I could sell wine for a living. I 0:16:02.760 --> 0:16:05.520 could be an accountant, I could like put install these 0:16:05.520 --> 0:16:08.080 floors right here. I would be the best. I'd be 0:16:08.120 --> 0:16:11.000 the best floor installer. I'd be the best audio person, 0:16:11.120 --> 0:16:11.840 the best wine. 0:16:14.000 --> 0:16:16.200 Earlier, I used to follow you on Instagram and it's 0:16:16.200 --> 0:16:17.680 not like we follow you on Instagram. 0:16:17.760 --> 0:16:18.440 Yeah, and it's not. 0:16:18.400 --> 0:16:21.760 Like it's only porn. You had a great personality. I'm 0:16:21.800 --> 0:16:23.080 really enjoying following. 0:16:23.200 --> 0:16:25.680 Yeah, you went to go by psychology. 0:16:25.920 --> 0:16:27.800 I did. I went to school for a few things. 0:16:27.840 --> 0:16:29.760 I went to school for psychology. I went to school 0:16:29.760 --> 0:16:31.800 for tear design, I went to school for film. 0:16:32.200 --> 0:16:35.640 See this is all psychology probably does help a lot too. 0:16:36.280 --> 0:16:40.040 Psychology come came natural though, and like I was like, oh, 0:16:40.160 --> 0:16:43.000 look at that, I can use those little like yeah, 0:16:43.440 --> 0:16:45.840 it's it's It helps a lot in stripping too, because 0:16:45.880 --> 0:16:47.960 I was a stripper before I did porn. And like, 0:16:48.040 --> 0:16:53.760 I'll how you psychology helps a lot in stripping. Yeah, well, 0:16:53.760 --> 0:16:56.640 because you spend a lot of time talking to people. 0:16:57.200 --> 0:16:59.800 And part of being a stripper, besides like being a 0:16:59.800 --> 0:17:04.520 fit physical entertainer, you are a companion. Like, so you 0:17:04.560 --> 0:17:07.399 sit here and you talk to people, and like you 0:17:07.400 --> 0:17:11.200 can't just be like yeah, that's cool. 0:17:10.880 --> 0:17:13.040 All right, you know you have to be engaging and 0:17:13.240 --> 0:17:15.240 like ask quess, be interested. 0:17:15.359 --> 0:17:17.480 Yeah, make you feel like you're so special. 0:17:17.720 --> 0:17:20.800 And then also, yeah, you know what kind of like 0:17:21.680 --> 0:17:24.560 levels can you what kind of lines can we walk? 0:17:24.720 --> 0:17:27.240 You know, like make you feel special but not too special, 0:17:27.240 --> 0:17:28.240 but just to no special. 0:17:28.800 --> 0:17:31.480 You know, like it's yeah, what's the creepiest experience you 0:17:31.560 --> 0:17:33.560 had where you would like, okay, you got to chill? 0:17:34.119 --> 0:17:37.040 Oh so many So like let me just like say 0:17:37.080 --> 0:17:41.280 that I started out dancing. I lived in Ohio in Cincinnati, 0:17:41.280 --> 0:17:45.000 which is in the corner and it borders Kentucky and Indiana. 0:17:45.119 --> 0:17:46.480 You actually fly into. 0:17:47.080 --> 0:17:51.280 Since yeah, you fly into airport the Cincinna Airport's in Kentucky. Okay, yeah, right, 0:17:51.400 --> 0:17:54.359 so like, uh, where I lived, you had to go 0:17:54.400 --> 0:17:56.240 over to Kentucky to dance if you wanted to be 0:17:56.320 --> 0:17:59.600 a stripper. And I didn't really have a car, So 0:17:59.720 --> 0:18:01.960 we're even go to Kentucky because it's like right there. 0:18:02.800 --> 0:18:04.600 And yeah, the clubs. 0:18:05.800 --> 0:18:09.000 Yeah, there was a lot of interesting stuff. Give us 0:18:09.000 --> 0:18:09.600 an example. 0:18:09.640 --> 0:18:11.639 I mean we're like, okay, just paint that picture. 0:18:11.720 --> 0:18:15.360 You know. This is probably like nineteen ninety eight in 0:18:15.440 --> 0:18:16.679 like northern Kentucky. 0:18:17.480 --> 0:18:18.520 All right, I'm picturing it. 0:18:18.760 --> 0:18:20.840 You know the nineties. 0:18:20.920 --> 0:18:24.479