1 00:00:00,480 --> 00:00:02,560 Speaker 1: Wake that ass up in the morning. 2 00:00:02,680 --> 00:00:08,360 Speaker 2: The Breakfast Club Morning, everybody in stevej Envy just hilarious. 3 00:00:08,400 --> 00:00:09,160 Speaker 2: Charlamagne the guy. 4 00:00:09,240 --> 00:00:10,480 Speaker 3: We are the Breakfast Club. 5 00:00:10,480 --> 00:00:12,920 Speaker 2: We got a special guest in the building. She has 6 00:00:12,960 --> 00:00:16,320 Speaker 2: a new movie premiere on Saturday, August third. I thought 7 00:00:16,360 --> 00:00:18,079 Speaker 2: my husband's wife was dead. 8 00:00:18,360 --> 00:00:19,919 Speaker 3: Ladies and gentlemen, LaToya Luckett. 9 00:00:20,640 --> 00:00:25,320 Speaker 4: Morning, I'm up, go bless me with another day. 10 00:00:25,360 --> 00:00:30,040 Speaker 1: I'm up. I love this hair. Thank you, yes, thank you. 11 00:00:30,160 --> 00:00:33,560 Speaker 1: It's so good to hear your voice and see everybody. Yeah. 12 00:00:33,720 --> 00:00:35,680 Speaker 5: You know, I keep looking at the title of this 13 00:00:35,760 --> 00:00:37,760 Speaker 5: movie and I just can't figure out what it's about. 14 00:00:37,960 --> 00:00:39,839 Speaker 4: You know what, I thought the same thing when I 15 00:00:39,880 --> 00:00:42,960 Speaker 4: read the script. It's like what Actually it was intriguing. 16 00:00:43,280 --> 00:00:45,839 Speaker 4: It's like, here, what is this really about? And I 17 00:00:45,840 --> 00:00:46,919 Speaker 4: guess I'll go into that. 18 00:00:48,440 --> 00:00:50,960 Speaker 1: My character Victoria, I'll start there. 19 00:00:51,280 --> 00:00:55,240 Speaker 4: Vicky was presumed dead and when she shows back up, 20 00:00:55,320 --> 00:00:56,720 Speaker 4: she just reaks habit. 21 00:00:57,280 --> 00:00:59,240 Speaker 1: So she shows back up to. 22 00:00:59,240 --> 00:01:04,200 Speaker 4: Her current husband's home and it's greeted by his new wife. 23 00:01:04,760 --> 00:01:05,520 Speaker 1: I'll say that. 24 00:01:05,480 --> 00:01:09,440 Speaker 4: Current husband or ex husband, but current that's why you 25 00:01:09,480 --> 00:01:10,160 Speaker 4: gotta watch the movie. 26 00:01:10,959 --> 00:01:13,479 Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, yeah, So they she shows up to. 27 00:01:13,440 --> 00:01:16,880 Speaker 4: Her current husband's home and meets his new wife five years. 28 00:01:16,959 --> 00:01:19,560 Speaker 3: I mean, in real life, would you be upset if 29 00:01:19,800 --> 00:01:20,640 Speaker 3: your man moved on. 30 00:01:22,319 --> 00:01:26,680 Speaker 4: If if he thought that I was presumed dead. I No, 31 00:01:26,760 --> 00:01:29,160 Speaker 4: I wouldn't be upset about that. I wouldn't be upset 32 00:01:29,160 --> 00:01:32,720 Speaker 4: about that. I mean because obviously life goes on, and 33 00:01:32,760 --> 00:01:35,160 Speaker 4: I wouldn't want to I wouldn't want to make him 34 00:01:35,160 --> 00:01:38,320 Speaker 4: feel like, you know, he can't move on with his life, 35 00:01:38,360 --> 00:01:40,240 Speaker 4: he you know, can't find love again. 36 00:01:40,520 --> 00:01:41,639 Speaker 1: I think that's a bit unfair. 37 00:01:41,680 --> 00:01:43,600 Speaker 3: I don't think I could as a man unless I 38 00:01:43,680 --> 00:01:45,560 Speaker 3: knew for sure. No, I don't think I could. There 39 00:01:45,600 --> 00:01:47,680 Speaker 3: was no body. Yeah, I would have to know for sure. 40 00:01:48,200 --> 00:01:49,480 Speaker 1: Yeah, that's the thing. 41 00:01:49,480 --> 00:01:51,080 Speaker 6: That's why you gotta watch the movie, because this is 42 00:01:51,080 --> 00:01:54,800 Speaker 6: a different it's different something that it depends on the situation. 43 00:01:54,920 --> 00:01:56,000 Speaker 1: It does depend on the situation. 44 00:01:56,040 --> 00:01:59,960 Speaker 4: Now, if I if if my you know, my signific 45 00:02:00,080 --> 00:02:03,800 Speaker 4: and other passed on and this wasn't the case, then no, 46 00:02:03,840 --> 00:02:07,080 Speaker 4: I'm not gonna, you know, say he can't marry or 47 00:02:07,440 --> 00:02:10,520 Speaker 4: not go in peace knowing that he would probably remarry 48 00:02:10,520 --> 00:02:11,560 Speaker 4: in the next couple of years. 49 00:02:12,880 --> 00:02:15,120 Speaker 3: Do you feel like Toy came back a little two entitles? 50 00:02:15,680 --> 00:02:21,239 Speaker 1: No, no, oh no, not at all. No, she came 51 00:02:21,240 --> 00:02:23,880 Speaker 1: back to get what was hers abstely well deserved. 52 00:02:23,919 --> 00:02:25,280 Speaker 3: I mean you were talking to I mean you. 53 00:02:25,240 --> 00:02:27,600 Speaker 2: Were talking life insurance policy, you were talking everything that 54 00:02:27,639 --> 00:02:28,359 Speaker 2: was in that house. 55 00:02:28,520 --> 00:02:34,920 Speaker 1: Run me. Yeah, it was that, and I ain't good 56 00:02:34,919 --> 00:02:37,880 Speaker 1: to see you. Run me my fund. 57 00:02:38,320 --> 00:02:40,160 Speaker 4: Oh no, no, no, no, we got to And I think, 58 00:02:40,240 --> 00:02:43,120 Speaker 4: you know, I do see both sides. 59 00:02:43,280 --> 00:02:47,280 Speaker 1: You know, I understand that they probably thought, Okay, we 60 00:02:47,280 --> 00:02:48,359 Speaker 1: can move on with our lives. 61 00:02:48,560 --> 00:02:51,200 Speaker 4: We can invest here, we can invest there. But I 62 00:02:51,240 --> 00:02:54,720 Speaker 4: think obviously when she shows back up, it's like, Okay, 63 00:02:55,560 --> 00:02:58,000 Speaker 4: this does belong to her, this came from her father, 64 00:02:58,480 --> 00:02:59,079 Speaker 4: you know what I mean? 65 00:02:59,240 --> 00:03:02,200 Speaker 1: Is this really my I'm gonna at that point say. 66 00:03:02,040 --> 00:03:04,239 Speaker 4: Okay, whatever we gotta do to fix this, and whatever 67 00:03:04,480 --> 00:03:07,320 Speaker 4: makes you comfortable, because obviously you've probably. 68 00:03:07,000 --> 00:03:09,960 Speaker 1: Been through some things. However we can help. I'm here 69 00:03:10,000 --> 00:03:10,400 Speaker 1: for it. 70 00:03:10,919 --> 00:03:12,840 Speaker 4: But I don't I don't necessarily know if she was 71 00:03:12,880 --> 00:03:14,760 Speaker 4: greeted with that energy. 72 00:03:14,919 --> 00:03:16,200 Speaker 3: It's hard to talk about the movie. 73 00:03:18,760 --> 00:03:21,480 Speaker 6: And just spoiling it because that's exactly And don't be 74 00:03:21,560 --> 00:03:23,880 Speaker 6: the watcher that watches for thirty. 75 00:03:23,680 --> 00:03:25,960 Speaker 1: Seconds and be like, okay, what's next? 76 00:03:26,040 --> 00:03:28,880 Speaker 4: Let me, No, you have to be invested in this 77 00:03:28,919 --> 00:03:32,720 Speaker 4: movie because it's not It's not a slow movie movie 78 00:03:32,760 --> 00:03:34,079 Speaker 4: at all. As a matter of fact, it's gonna catch 79 00:03:34,120 --> 00:03:37,320 Speaker 4: It's gonna catch you immediately. But I feel like in 80 00:03:37,440 --> 00:03:40,480 Speaker 4: order for you to really get into it, you have 81 00:03:40,560 --> 00:03:43,880 Speaker 4: to put some things down, sit there and actually watch engage, 82 00:03:43,960 --> 00:03:46,440 Speaker 4: and then I think your mind is gonna be blown 83 00:03:46,440 --> 00:03:46,640 Speaker 4: by the. 84 00:03:46,680 --> 00:03:48,400 Speaker 3: End of the movie. You have a little crazy to 85 00:03:48,880 --> 00:03:49,560 Speaker 3: play this character. 86 00:03:50,480 --> 00:03:52,720 Speaker 1: See, I have to tap into something. 87 00:03:52,880 --> 00:03:53,800 Speaker 3: You tapped into something. 88 00:03:54,040 --> 00:03:56,280 Speaker 4: But the thing about being an actor you can't judge 89 00:03:56,280 --> 00:03:58,880 Speaker 4: the character. So I couldn't go into this thing saying, well, 90 00:03:58,880 --> 00:04:02,320 Speaker 4: Toya wouldn't do that, or uh wla, Toya really say that? 91 00:04:02,560 --> 00:04:05,480 Speaker 4: Or I can't do that. So I and the reason 92 00:04:05,560 --> 00:04:07,720 Speaker 4: I decided to play this characters because I felt her 93 00:04:07,880 --> 00:04:10,440 Speaker 4: story deserve to be told. And there are people out 94 00:04:10,480 --> 00:04:13,240 Speaker 4: here not going through something as extreme as this, but 95 00:04:13,440 --> 00:04:16,800 Speaker 4: people that are maybe suffering in silence or you know, 96 00:04:17,040 --> 00:04:19,960 Speaker 4: they feel they're being treated unfairly in the marriage or 97 00:04:20,000 --> 00:04:22,440 Speaker 4: any kind of relationship and they don't. 98 00:04:22,279 --> 00:04:25,080 Speaker 1: Have the guts to speak up about it. So I 99 00:04:25,240 --> 00:04:28,120 Speaker 1: enjoy playing roles, you know, like this, And I wanted 100 00:04:28,160 --> 00:04:30,960 Speaker 1: to feel stretched. I wanted to. This was something that 101 00:04:31,040 --> 00:04:33,400 Speaker 1: was out of the ordinary for me. I've played the 102 00:04:33,640 --> 00:04:35,599 Speaker 1: well to do wife who has it all together. No, 103 00:04:35,720 --> 00:04:36,080 Speaker 1: I wanted. 104 00:04:36,320 --> 00:04:37,720 Speaker 4: I got in there and I was like, strip me down, 105 00:04:37,720 --> 00:04:40,640 Speaker 4: I want to look absolutely crazy. And when I was 106 00:04:40,640 --> 00:04:43,360 Speaker 4: sending photos from set to like my family members. 107 00:04:43,360 --> 00:04:45,400 Speaker 1: Like, okay, wait, let me show up. Where are you at? 108 00:04:45,440 --> 00:04:46,800 Speaker 1: Because you look nuts? 109 00:04:46,880 --> 00:04:48,640 Speaker 2: You ever got that crazy in a real relationship? 110 00:04:48,640 --> 00:04:51,400 Speaker 3: You have at all had to get a little crazy? 111 00:04:51,440 --> 00:04:54,520 Speaker 1: You know what's so funny? At the airport just yesterday? 112 00:04:54,640 --> 00:04:55,640 Speaker 3: Oh you got crazy yesterday. 113 00:04:55,680 --> 00:04:57,880 Speaker 4: I was looking I didn't get crazy yesterday. I was 114 00:04:57,920 --> 00:05:01,839 Speaker 4: looking through my phone for something and I saw that 115 00:05:01,960 --> 00:05:05,000 Speaker 4: I had stored like a side. 116 00:05:04,800 --> 00:05:07,599 Speaker 1: Chick's number for my ex boyfriend and my phone. I 117 00:05:07,640 --> 00:05:08,919 Speaker 1: was like, why do I still have this? 118 00:05:09,080 --> 00:05:09,880 Speaker 3: You forgot to call her? 119 00:05:10,240 --> 00:05:12,560 Speaker 1: I never called her. Yeah, but why do I even 120 00:05:12,680 --> 00:05:13,600 Speaker 1: have this in here? 121 00:05:13,600 --> 00:05:15,120 Speaker 3: Because you wanted to call it? 122 00:05:15,120 --> 00:05:18,640 Speaker 4: It was just a just in case, just in case, 123 00:05:19,360 --> 00:05:21,720 Speaker 4: but I had to have a little bit of offness. 124 00:05:21,920 --> 00:05:25,440 Speaker 1: It was a little bit of something. Does that mean 125 00:05:25,839 --> 00:05:31,120 Speaker 1: it's been there? Maybe before? Wait, I'm gonna say two 126 00:05:31,120 --> 00:05:32,400 Speaker 1: thousand and seven. 127 00:05:32,640 --> 00:05:33,159 Speaker 3: Jesus. 128 00:05:33,440 --> 00:05:35,240 Speaker 4: That's why I was like, why is I know I've 129 00:05:35,240 --> 00:05:36,720 Speaker 4: had several phones since this. 130 00:05:36,920 --> 00:05:38,320 Speaker 3: Did you feel like? Just texted her and like, are 131 00:05:38,360 --> 00:05:42,159 Speaker 3: you still with him? I just want to know, you know, did. 132 00:05:42,000 --> 00:05:44,560 Speaker 1: They work out for you? It did not? It did not. 133 00:05:44,760 --> 00:05:45,599 Speaker 1: He is no. 134 00:05:45,680 --> 00:05:47,479 Speaker 4: I don't think he's the settling type. But I just 135 00:05:47,520 --> 00:05:49,640 Speaker 4: feel like I had to have a little bit of 136 00:05:49,640 --> 00:05:53,200 Speaker 4: some off that means you off. Why did I have 137 00:05:53,279 --> 00:05:53,599 Speaker 4: it though? 138 00:05:53,680 --> 00:05:55,320 Speaker 3: Because you wanted to call her and see what was 139 00:05:55,320 --> 00:05:57,120 Speaker 3: going on? Woman? The woman I'm just calling you. 140 00:05:57,760 --> 00:05:59,560 Speaker 4: I had the I was ready to go for the 141 00:05:59,600 --> 00:06:02,200 Speaker 4: woman to woman conversation, right, but I didn't even But 142 00:06:02,240 --> 00:06:03,880 Speaker 4: I'm also the type that I'm like, I'm not even 143 00:06:03,920 --> 00:06:05,680 Speaker 4: gonna give you that type of energy, Like, okay, if 144 00:06:05,720 --> 00:06:08,200 Speaker 4: I'm not going to be in no competition for anybody. 145 00:06:08,320 --> 00:06:12,000 Speaker 4: So if you want and if he want you, boy 146 00:06:12,160 --> 00:06:14,080 Speaker 4: me gotcha. You know y'all have that. 147 00:06:14,400 --> 00:06:15,960 Speaker 3: But did you erase the number? 148 00:06:16,360 --> 00:06:21,480 Speaker 1: I did not. I should go and handle that. 149 00:06:21,560 --> 00:06:23,840 Speaker 3: If she's a well known side check you never know 150 00:06:24,320 --> 00:06:24,840 Speaker 3: she's not. 151 00:06:25,160 --> 00:06:27,080 Speaker 1: She was very and after at the end of the day, 152 00:06:27,120 --> 00:06:29,760 Speaker 1: me and her probably could have been friends. She's super sweet, 153 00:06:29,960 --> 00:06:33,760 Speaker 1: quiet to herself. You know it's about this. 154 00:06:35,680 --> 00:06:38,919 Speaker 3: Get a whole profile check on her. She's a virgo. 155 00:06:40,120 --> 00:06:43,000 Speaker 1: Social Security and number is you know, no, no, I did. Yeah, 156 00:06:43,320 --> 00:06:46,240 Speaker 1: we can off that. But yeah, yeah, I thought about 157 00:06:46,279 --> 00:06:46,840 Speaker 1: that last night. 158 00:06:46,960 --> 00:06:49,120 Speaker 5: Now, not to give away too much of the movie, 159 00:06:49,600 --> 00:06:52,760 Speaker 5: but would the money that you were old make up 160 00:06:53,040 --> 00:06:54,760 Speaker 5: for everything that happened to you? 161 00:06:54,800 --> 00:06:57,680 Speaker 4: No? Okay, oh no, this woman was terrible. Okay, oh 162 00:06:57,680 --> 00:07:01,360 Speaker 4: this was It was awful. Like I can't even begin 163 00:07:01,480 --> 00:07:03,600 Speaker 4: to describe the things that she went through. She went 164 00:07:03,640 --> 00:07:07,200 Speaker 4: through some things. So no, money, money doesn't make up 165 00:07:07,240 --> 00:07:10,440 Speaker 4: for it. But I mean it's the best they can do. 166 00:07:10,760 --> 00:07:12,160 Speaker 4: I mean they you can't make up for time. You 167 00:07:12,160 --> 00:07:12,880 Speaker 4: can't get time back. 168 00:07:12,960 --> 00:07:17,000 Speaker 1: And she lost what six years? Six years and get 169 00:07:17,000 --> 00:07:17,560 Speaker 1: that time back. 170 00:07:18,120 --> 00:07:19,760 Speaker 4: You know, there were things that she wanted to do 171 00:07:19,840 --> 00:07:22,080 Speaker 4: in her life. She was you know, she wanted to 172 00:07:22,080 --> 00:07:25,040 Speaker 4: have children, she wanted to, you know, do things with 173 00:07:25,080 --> 00:07:25,560 Speaker 4: her business. 174 00:07:25,600 --> 00:07:28,120 Speaker 1: All these she can't get that time back. Yeah, you 175 00:07:28,160 --> 00:07:28,880 Speaker 1: can't buy that time. 176 00:07:29,680 --> 00:07:32,560 Speaker 5: Just because I saw you schooling somebody, who was who you? 177 00:07:32,760 --> 00:07:34,280 Speaker 5: The dog asked in just no, no. 178 00:07:34,280 --> 00:07:34,880 Speaker 3: It was nice. 179 00:07:34,920 --> 00:07:37,240 Speaker 6: She's trying to eat in the living room but sweeding there. 180 00:07:37,280 --> 00:07:38,800 Speaker 3: So I told the glor in the kitchen, okay, but 181 00:07:39,360 --> 00:07:42,880 Speaker 3: you had a question. She got this baby bout to 182 00:07:42,920 --> 00:07:43,320 Speaker 3: drop fi. 183 00:07:45,200 --> 00:07:45,280 Speaker 5: O. 184 00:07:46,800 --> 00:07:50,080 Speaker 6: Look, what I love about the movie is that you 185 00:07:50,120 --> 00:07:55,720 Speaker 6: actually played it well. Vicki or Tory goes through yeah right, both, 186 00:07:56,160 --> 00:07:59,400 Speaker 6: like all the traumas like losing her parents early and 187 00:07:59,440 --> 00:08:02,920 Speaker 6: then being kidnapping, almost killed and all of that. What 188 00:08:03,280 --> 00:08:06,160 Speaker 6: did you do, Like, what were your methods to get 189 00:08:06,200 --> 00:08:07,720 Speaker 6: into this role? 190 00:08:07,720 --> 00:08:09,440 Speaker 1: Because you said you had to tap in, but that's. 191 00:08:09,280 --> 00:08:09,760 Speaker 2: All you said. 192 00:08:09,880 --> 00:08:10,840 Speaker 1: Can you expound on it? 193 00:08:10,920 --> 00:08:13,200 Speaker 6: Like, what what are some things that you that you 194 00:08:13,240 --> 00:08:14,440 Speaker 6: had to do to get ready for this? 195 00:08:14,520 --> 00:08:16,120 Speaker 1: Because this is a pretty serious. 196 00:08:15,840 --> 00:08:21,000 Speaker 4: Role, very very very I did like do some research 197 00:08:21,200 --> 00:08:26,560 Speaker 4: and look up things on because I didn't get the chance. 198 00:08:26,640 --> 00:08:28,160 Speaker 4: I really wanted to go and sit with some women 199 00:08:28,200 --> 00:08:31,240 Speaker 4: who would even if they were shelters, like to talk 200 00:08:31,280 --> 00:08:33,800 Speaker 4: to women who had been through abusic or you know, 201 00:08:33,880 --> 00:08:39,840 Speaker 4: domestic violent relationships. I've known people that had experienced that before. 202 00:08:41,360 --> 00:08:45,640 Speaker 4: But I did, you know, read up on things like that, 203 00:08:46,320 --> 00:08:49,480 Speaker 4: you know, kidnappings, that's that's a lot. 204 00:08:49,800 --> 00:08:50,840 Speaker 1: It's a whole whole lot. 205 00:08:51,160 --> 00:08:54,079 Speaker 4: It's it's it's something you actually have to I'm sure 206 00:08:54,240 --> 00:09:00,160 Speaker 4: experience in order to really yeah, tap in like truly. 207 00:09:00,080 --> 00:09:00,640 Speaker 1: Happened to it. 208 00:09:00,679 --> 00:09:03,559 Speaker 4: But honestly, I just went into it, not judging it, 209 00:09:03,679 --> 00:09:06,640 Speaker 4: allowing myself to feel those moments when we did the 210 00:09:06,720 --> 00:09:09,800 Speaker 4: kidnapping scenes, when we did the stuff in the forest 211 00:09:09,960 --> 00:09:12,720 Speaker 4: or whatever, like I was afraid, Like we were shooting 212 00:09:12,720 --> 00:09:13,520 Speaker 4: those scenes at night. 213 00:09:13,600 --> 00:09:14,319 Speaker 1: I'm a scared cat. 214 00:09:14,400 --> 00:09:17,320 Speaker 4: I don't even watch scared commercials like very real. I'm 215 00:09:17,400 --> 00:09:20,680 Speaker 4: it's very real. So I allowed myself to feel that fear. 216 00:09:20,720 --> 00:09:23,360 Speaker 4: I allowed myself to, you know, feel like, Okay, I 217 00:09:23,400 --> 00:09:25,680 Speaker 4: don't know what's gonna happen next, what you know, even 218 00:09:25,679 --> 00:09:28,400 Speaker 4: though cameras were rolling, I knew hom Hee was gonna. 219 00:09:28,200 --> 00:09:29,480 Speaker 1: Push, you know, pop out the bushes. 220 00:09:30,000 --> 00:09:32,920 Speaker 4: I still, in that moment, allowed myself to feel. There 221 00:09:32,960 --> 00:09:36,079 Speaker 4: was a scene I did in the bathroom. I'm a 222 00:09:36,120 --> 00:09:39,480 Speaker 4: whole germaphobia, Like I'm a for real I take for real. 223 00:09:39,320 --> 00:09:42,120 Speaker 2: Bath and move your hands off that desk. Then I 224 00:09:43,280 --> 00:09:45,079 Speaker 2: don't do that to it. We wipe it down before, 225 00:09:45,120 --> 00:09:48,440 Speaker 2: we wipe it down before you got you wipe it 226 00:09:48,480 --> 00:09:51,960 Speaker 2: down before even though he is, even though he is 227 00:09:52,000 --> 00:09:59,440 Speaker 2: that type, even microphone get close to it, we wipe 228 00:09:59,480 --> 00:10:02,160 Speaker 2: it down. We wipe it down before anybody comes in there. 229 00:10:02,320 --> 00:10:04,880 Speaker 2: I read right here. One of our producers wipes it down. 230 00:10:05,080 --> 00:10:05,800 Speaker 2: We wipe it down, but. 231 00:10:08,520 --> 00:10:09,680 Speaker 1: We can't get no chlorox. 232 00:10:10,440 --> 00:10:11,640 Speaker 3: He wipes it down with cloroxes. 233 00:10:11,840 --> 00:10:12,920 Speaker 1: Now I'm just okay. 234 00:10:13,040 --> 00:10:15,600 Speaker 4: So here's the thing I had to do, y'all. A 235 00:10:15,679 --> 00:10:19,160 Speaker 4: scene on a public bathroom floor. 236 00:10:19,280 --> 00:10:22,480 Speaker 3: No, sure did, did you have the cooties? 237 00:10:22,559 --> 00:10:22,640 Speaker 5: No? 238 00:10:22,679 --> 00:10:25,840 Speaker 1: And guess what he was a men's bathroom. No, yeah, 239 00:10:26,480 --> 00:10:30,040 Speaker 1: I thought, And they kept saying, we cleaned it, you know, 240 00:10:30,160 --> 00:10:31,959 Speaker 1: we put bleach on the floor. It's the whole thing. 241 00:10:32,000 --> 00:10:34,120 Speaker 4: I said, Oh no, no, no, no, I need to actually 242 00:10:34,160 --> 00:10:37,320 Speaker 4: see somebody get down there and scrub because that's gross. 243 00:10:37,360 --> 00:10:40,480 Speaker 4: And I had to lay on a bathroom floor, and 244 00:10:40,520 --> 00:10:44,880 Speaker 4: I just allowed myself to feel all the eishness of 245 00:10:44,960 --> 00:10:47,240 Speaker 4: that moment, and I just put it into the scene. 246 00:10:47,480 --> 00:10:49,800 Speaker 4: There was a scene where I had to do in 247 00:10:50,280 --> 00:10:53,199 Speaker 4: the forest in this I don't even know what it was, win, 248 00:10:53,240 --> 00:10:56,839 Speaker 4: a bagel, whatever it was, but it the smells the 249 00:10:57,720 --> 00:11:03,000 Speaker 4: quiet of the moment, because because just imagine being hell 250 00:11:03,080 --> 00:11:05,760 Speaker 4: captive somewhere for six years and it's quiet, nobody's hearing 251 00:11:05,800 --> 00:11:09,200 Speaker 4: your screens, you talking to yourself, You're doing all kinds 252 00:11:09,200 --> 00:11:11,920 Speaker 4: of things Like I allowed myself to feel a little 253 00:11:12,360 --> 00:11:15,880 Speaker 4: out of my mind, and I I just allowed myself 254 00:11:15,920 --> 00:11:18,560 Speaker 4: to go there. And that's what I think made those 255 00:11:18,600 --> 00:11:23,920 Speaker 4: scenes so wonderful and believable, in my opinion, is because 256 00:11:24,000 --> 00:11:27,840 Speaker 4: I really just allowed myself to step outside of myself 257 00:11:27,880 --> 00:11:29,360 Speaker 4: and be uncomfortable. 258 00:11:29,559 --> 00:11:34,360 Speaker 1: How you come back, That's where That's where the process was. 259 00:11:34,920 --> 00:11:37,280 Speaker 4: It was being able to snap out of that and 260 00:11:37,400 --> 00:11:40,559 Speaker 4: leave all of those emotions on set. That was the 261 00:11:40,600 --> 00:11:42,719 Speaker 4: hardest part, like going back to your room and not 262 00:11:43,400 --> 00:11:46,200 Speaker 4: carrying that because even with some of the emotional scenes, 263 00:11:46,880 --> 00:11:49,120 Speaker 4: I had to tap into some of my own traumas. 264 00:11:49,160 --> 00:11:51,280 Speaker 4: And there were so many times where the cameras would 265 00:11:51,280 --> 00:11:53,440 Speaker 4: stop rolling and they would yell cut, and I would 266 00:11:53,559 --> 00:11:56,199 Speaker 4: be crying for another thirty minutes because I was still 267 00:11:57,280 --> 00:11:59,840 Speaker 4: there and still shook, and still could feel all of 268 00:11:59,840 --> 00:12:03,600 Speaker 4: the those feelings. And I said, Okay, okay, you're doing 269 00:12:03,600 --> 00:12:06,440 Speaker 4: your work today. You're doing your work today, because if 270 00:12:06,520 --> 00:12:10,199 Speaker 4: I'm having to call my therapist after a scene, that 271 00:12:10,280 --> 00:12:12,880 Speaker 4: means I've really tapped into something that I thought I 272 00:12:12,920 --> 00:12:13,560 Speaker 4: was probably over. 273 00:12:13,840 --> 00:12:15,640 Speaker 5: I promise you I was thinking that because I always 274 00:12:15,679 --> 00:12:17,880 Speaker 5: wonder if you're a person that that's doing the work, 275 00:12:17,880 --> 00:12:19,920 Speaker 5: and we all know healing is not a linear journey, 276 00:12:20,000 --> 00:12:21,960 Speaker 5: right but if you're doing the work and you know, 277 00:12:22,520 --> 00:12:25,600 Speaker 5: you do make some steps forward to where you're getting 278 00:12:25,640 --> 00:12:27,600 Speaker 5: to a closer place of being healed. 279 00:12:27,600 --> 00:12:28,920 Speaker 3: But then you got to go do a movie for 280 00:12:29,559 --> 00:12:31,640 Speaker 3: three months and like kind of trauma dump. 281 00:12:31,880 --> 00:12:35,560 Speaker 4: Yes, I'm away from my kids, I'm away from everything 282 00:12:35,559 --> 00:12:38,960 Speaker 4: that I know, Like I it really that quiet is. 283 00:12:41,160 --> 00:12:42,640 Speaker 1: That's what bothered me the most. 284 00:12:42,840 --> 00:12:44,600 Speaker 4: I'm so used to being in a home full of 285 00:12:45,320 --> 00:12:48,199 Speaker 4: you know, kids and all kinds of things going on, 286 00:12:48,360 --> 00:12:54,400 Speaker 4: and to be by myself and still that's when I 287 00:12:54,440 --> 00:12:57,959 Speaker 4: was like, Okay, maybe I'm maybe I need. 288 00:12:57,760 --> 00:12:59,440 Speaker 1: To dig a little deeper into things. 289 00:12:59,480 --> 00:13:02,360 Speaker 4: Yeah, And I was okay with that, But that's where 290 00:13:02,400 --> 00:13:05,440 Speaker 4: the I'm honestly not even y'all talking about it right now, 291 00:13:06,040 --> 00:13:08,600 Speaker 4: I'm wanting to cry or I'm feeling those emotions again. 292 00:13:09,240 --> 00:13:10,959 Speaker 1: And would you do anole like this? 293 00:13:11,320 --> 00:13:14,880 Speaker 4: I would, because I do feel like sometimes people are 294 00:13:15,679 --> 00:13:17,800 Speaker 4: scared to play roles like this. They don't want to 295 00:13:17,840 --> 00:13:20,760 Speaker 4: be ugly on camera. They don't want people to see 296 00:13:20,800 --> 00:13:24,360 Speaker 4: that ugly cry. They don't want people to see them, you. 297 00:13:24,280 --> 00:13:28,000 Speaker 1: Know, outside of glam and nah like that. 298 00:13:28,000 --> 00:13:31,440 Speaker 4: That's why I love being an actress and outside of 299 00:13:31,480 --> 00:13:34,680 Speaker 4: you know, music, it's because I want people to see. 300 00:13:35,440 --> 00:13:37,760 Speaker 1: All sides of first of all, LaToya. 301 00:13:37,480 --> 00:13:41,840 Speaker 4: But also I truly want to speak for women. I 302 00:13:41,920 --> 00:13:44,959 Speaker 4: really want to be the best representative I possibly can. 303 00:13:45,160 --> 00:13:48,800 Speaker 4: And if there's a woman out there that is going 304 00:13:48,840 --> 00:13:52,240 Speaker 4: through something like Victoria has gone through, I just I 305 00:13:52,280 --> 00:13:53,480 Speaker 4: think her story. 306 00:13:53,200 --> 00:13:53,880 Speaker 1: Needs to be told. 307 00:13:54,640 --> 00:13:56,000 Speaker 3: Yeah, I always wonder. 308 00:13:57,440 --> 00:14:00,320 Speaker 6: I was asking them because she I'm sat outside of music. 309 00:14:00,320 --> 00:14:03,520 Speaker 6: Would you say that your love for actings are passion 310 00:14:03,640 --> 00:14:05,720 Speaker 6: love for music? Because I know music is your number 311 00:14:05,720 --> 00:14:06,280 Speaker 6: one passion. 312 00:14:06,320 --> 00:14:10,280 Speaker 4: That's it is it is, But I mean, it's like 313 00:14:10,360 --> 00:14:11,720 Speaker 4: asking which one is your favorite child. 314 00:14:12,760 --> 00:14:13,160 Speaker 1: I don't know. 315 00:14:14,360 --> 00:14:18,600 Speaker 4: They're both gifts given by God, and it's like I 316 00:14:18,679 --> 00:14:20,600 Speaker 4: love that He has allowed me and giving me a 317 00:14:20,600 --> 00:14:22,160 Speaker 4: platform to be able to share them. 318 00:14:22,280 --> 00:14:24,680 Speaker 1: And that's I can't. I can't say which one I 319 00:14:24,720 --> 00:14:25,240 Speaker 1: love the most. 320 00:14:25,360 --> 00:14:27,560 Speaker 2: Did you did you always love acting? Or it was 321 00:14:27,600 --> 00:14:29,320 Speaker 2: one of those things where music was your love and 322 00:14:29,360 --> 00:14:30,880 Speaker 2: he was like, let me try this, and you fell 323 00:14:30,880 --> 00:14:31,440 Speaker 2: in love with it. 324 00:14:31,600 --> 00:14:34,400 Speaker 4: I know, I just fell into acting. I would do 325 00:14:34,400 --> 00:14:35,440 Speaker 4: school plays as a kid. 326 00:14:35,480 --> 00:14:36,760 Speaker 1: We all did which one but. 327 00:14:38,600 --> 00:14:42,520 Speaker 4: Pinocchio, my dog played and he played Sandy and Annie. 328 00:14:42,600 --> 00:14:45,520 Speaker 4: That's funny you say that but yes, dog, my dog, 329 00:14:45,800 --> 00:14:48,640 Speaker 4: My dog got cast to play Sandy and Annie and 330 00:14:48,640 --> 00:14:51,600 Speaker 4: a well Miller out door theater in Houston, Texas. 331 00:14:51,680 --> 00:14:52,520 Speaker 1: Like that's a big thing. 332 00:14:57,360 --> 00:14:57,560 Speaker 3: Paid. 333 00:14:57,640 --> 00:14:59,360 Speaker 1: I think my parents probably got it. I don't know 334 00:14:59,360 --> 00:15:00,640 Speaker 1: what with the funds for that. 335 00:15:01,560 --> 00:15:03,920 Speaker 4: I don't know who got paid the dog. I mean 336 00:15:03,920 --> 00:15:05,520 Speaker 4: the food stayed the same, so he didn't get. 337 00:15:05,360 --> 00:15:10,840 Speaker 1: No extra treat. Dog got rested soul Sam, yeah, he. 338 00:15:13,320 --> 00:15:13,720 Speaker 3: Or Peter. 339 00:15:15,520 --> 00:15:19,080 Speaker 1: I don't know the baby got paid. I don't know 340 00:15:19,080 --> 00:15:20,800 Speaker 1: if you know what. 341 00:15:20,840 --> 00:15:22,800 Speaker 4: I asked my mom and dad later on about okay, 342 00:15:22,880 --> 00:15:24,840 Speaker 4: But I fell into acting. 343 00:15:25,040 --> 00:15:27,760 Speaker 1: I was actually doing UH. 344 00:15:28,160 --> 00:15:29,440 Speaker 4: I was on the road with a place that was 345 00:15:29,480 --> 00:15:32,280 Speaker 4: my first time really doing uh, anything to do with acting, 346 00:15:32,640 --> 00:15:35,200 Speaker 4: And I got a call from an agency, Paradigm Agency, 347 00:15:35,480 --> 00:15:37,280 Speaker 4: and they asked to take a meeting. They sent me 348 00:15:37,280 --> 00:15:39,680 Speaker 4: on my first audition. My first audition was for Preacher's Kid. 349 00:15:40,120 --> 00:15:43,720 Speaker 4: I got cast it as it was. 350 00:15:43,640 --> 00:15:44,320 Speaker 1: A smaller role. 351 00:15:44,680 --> 00:15:47,560 Speaker 4: And then I think a week before they actually started production, 352 00:15:47,760 --> 00:15:51,640 Speaker 4: they asked me to would be okay with taking the 353 00:15:51,720 --> 00:15:53,480 Speaker 4: lead and I didn't think. 354 00:15:53,480 --> 00:15:56,280 Speaker 1: Twice I got on a plane in Atlanta and here 355 00:15:56,280 --> 00:15:56,520 Speaker 1: we are. 356 00:15:57,040 --> 00:15:58,360 Speaker 3: I always wondered how it was life. 357 00:15:58,800 --> 00:16:02,880 Speaker 5: Uh, in discreet different now from when you first started, 358 00:16:02,880 --> 00:16:05,160 Speaker 5: because it feels like a whole new world. 359 00:16:05,040 --> 00:16:07,600 Speaker 1: Whole new world, a whole new world. 360 00:16:07,720 --> 00:16:10,160 Speaker 4: I mean, you gotta think I started when I was 361 00:16:10,240 --> 00:16:14,240 Speaker 4: twelve years old. We were singing everywhere, I mean in 362 00:16:14,240 --> 00:16:18,520 Speaker 4: front of grocery stores, on planes, anywhere that our voices 363 00:16:18,520 --> 00:16:20,080 Speaker 4: could be heard, talent shows. 364 00:16:20,760 --> 00:16:24,040 Speaker 1: The grind was different and there was no like. 365 00:16:24,040 --> 00:16:28,120 Speaker 4: I feel like, everything's happens a lot faster now. Of course, 366 00:16:28,120 --> 00:16:31,200 Speaker 4: we have social media platforms. People can post their music, YouTube, 367 00:16:31,240 --> 00:16:34,560 Speaker 4: all these sound cloud, all these things that wasn't available 368 00:16:34,560 --> 00:16:38,280 Speaker 4: to us. So we depended on local news. We dependent 369 00:16:38,400 --> 00:16:41,680 Speaker 4: on just you know, local talent shows, the hot local 370 00:16:41,720 --> 00:16:44,800 Speaker 4: producers to produce our records, and. 371 00:16:46,120 --> 00:16:47,480 Speaker 1: The grind was a lot tougher. 372 00:16:47,840 --> 00:16:50,160 Speaker 3: I feel like the barrier, the barrier of entry was 373 00:16:50,200 --> 00:16:50,720 Speaker 3: tougher too. 374 00:16:50,880 --> 00:16:51,520 Speaker 1: Absolutely. 375 00:16:52,040 --> 00:16:53,480 Speaker 4: First of all, the main goal was to get a 376 00:16:53,480 --> 00:16:55,920 Speaker 4: record deal. Now you don't really even need that, you 377 00:16:55,920 --> 00:16:58,440 Speaker 4: know what I mean. So if you got your record deal, 378 00:16:58,480 --> 00:17:01,040 Speaker 4: oh you was on you know, or to even get 379 00:17:01,080 --> 00:17:01,560 Speaker 4: the attention. 380 00:17:02,000 --> 00:17:02,920 Speaker 1: If you think back in. 381 00:17:02,880 --> 00:17:06,200 Speaker 4: The day, the you had to get a manager first. 382 00:17:06,760 --> 00:17:10,320 Speaker 4: So getting a manager was like the big deal before 383 00:17:10,320 --> 00:17:13,440 Speaker 4: our time. And then to get a producer to recognize 384 00:17:13,480 --> 00:17:14,959 Speaker 4: you so that they would produce your album. 385 00:17:15,440 --> 00:17:17,959 Speaker 1: It was so many huge steps that you had to 386 00:17:18,000 --> 00:17:21,240 Speaker 1: take before you got your big opportunity. 387 00:17:21,600 --> 00:17:24,560 Speaker 4: And that's why I think like once you got that 388 00:17:24,640 --> 00:17:26,960 Speaker 4: big opportunity you. 389 00:17:28,320 --> 00:17:30,479 Speaker 1: It was it was a different feeling. You didn't take 390 00:17:30,520 --> 00:17:33,000 Speaker 1: it lightly. You showed up, showed up. We know how 391 00:17:33,040 --> 00:17:36,040 Speaker 1: to show up on time. We showed up ready the 392 00:17:36,080 --> 00:17:37,159 Speaker 1: live performances. 393 00:17:37,200 --> 00:17:38,800 Speaker 4: We was giving it all. I mean, you had to 394 00:17:38,880 --> 00:17:40,600 Speaker 4: be able to sing, act and dance when we was 395 00:17:40,640 --> 00:17:42,800 Speaker 4: coming up. You had to have all of the things. 396 00:17:43,920 --> 00:17:52,480 Speaker 4: And I think now you know, it's just a little different. 397 00:17:52,840 --> 00:17:55,760 Speaker 1: It's no, I'm not saying that you Honestly, folk got to. 398 00:17:55,760 --> 00:17:57,240 Speaker 3: Like you for some you could line. But would you 399 00:17:57,280 --> 00:17:58,479 Speaker 3: want your kids to do it? Would you want your 400 00:17:58,520 --> 00:17:59,680 Speaker 3: kids to be in this industry? 401 00:18:00,920 --> 00:18:04,479 Speaker 1: You know what I wouldn't. I wouldn't say don't. 402 00:18:04,840 --> 00:18:05,280 Speaker 3: I would. 403 00:18:05,320 --> 00:18:08,840 Speaker 4: I would share my experiences with them and say, hey, honey, 404 00:18:08,960 --> 00:18:10,879 Speaker 4: this ain't for the week, and don't do it. 405 00:18:11,040 --> 00:18:12,160 Speaker 1: Don't just do it for money. 406 00:18:12,160 --> 00:18:15,000 Speaker 4: Why you say you wouldn't, I wouldn't because I know 407 00:18:16,720 --> 00:18:19,960 Speaker 4: mentally the things that you have to go through. 408 00:18:21,640 --> 00:18:24,320 Speaker 1: I saw a lot I've seen a whole whole lot 409 00:18:24,560 --> 00:18:25,560 Speaker 1: good and bad. 410 00:18:26,560 --> 00:18:30,320 Speaker 4: In my time in this entertainment industry, and I know 411 00:18:30,440 --> 00:18:34,480 Speaker 4: that I had to become a different type of person 412 00:18:35,200 --> 00:18:39,840 Speaker 4: hart I mean not I've never hardened my heart towards anybody. 413 00:18:39,920 --> 00:18:43,040 Speaker 4: But you have to have a very strong mentality to 414 00:18:43,119 --> 00:18:47,600 Speaker 4: be in this industry and unwavering in your faith in 415 00:18:47,840 --> 00:18:48,760 Speaker 4: so many other things. 416 00:18:48,760 --> 00:18:50,240 Speaker 1: You have to stay true to yourself. 417 00:18:50,640 --> 00:18:54,280 Speaker 4: And I think that nowadays, especially with you know, the 418 00:18:54,320 --> 00:18:58,240 Speaker 4: new generation, somebody leave a bad comment on Instagram and 419 00:18:58,880 --> 00:19:01,720 Speaker 4: they ready to be done, you know what I mean, 420 00:19:02,119 --> 00:19:05,840 Speaker 4: And you can't have you can't be that fragile. 421 00:19:05,920 --> 00:19:10,000 Speaker 3: Now you said your faith tested, what was the worst test. 422 00:19:09,760 --> 00:19:11,240 Speaker 2: That you had to overcome or what was the worst 423 00:19:11,240 --> 00:19:12,760 Speaker 2: thing that you've seen without. 424 00:19:12,480 --> 00:19:20,920 Speaker 4: Saying I mean, I'm saying some things, you know. I mean, 425 00:19:20,960 --> 00:19:24,400 Speaker 4: of course I had my experience which we went through 426 00:19:24,560 --> 00:19:26,320 Speaker 4: that as children. 427 00:19:26,520 --> 00:19:29,560 Speaker 1: So thank God, whoa. 428 00:19:30,359 --> 00:19:33,600 Speaker 4: You know, with having to go through even just not 429 00:19:33,680 --> 00:19:38,040 Speaker 4: being having friendships kid friendships like we started at twelve, 430 00:19:38,119 --> 00:19:40,159 Speaker 4: some of us started at nine. So to lose a 431 00:19:40,240 --> 00:19:42,560 Speaker 4: best friend or not you know, have that communication with 432 00:19:42,600 --> 00:19:45,639 Speaker 4: them anymore, and for that to be such a major 433 00:19:45,760 --> 00:19:49,040 Speaker 4: chaine shift in your life to be able to have 434 00:19:49,240 --> 00:19:52,000 Speaker 4: to deal with that. And back then, like therapists weren't in, 435 00:19:52,359 --> 00:19:55,399 Speaker 4: we didn't have a therapist to walk us through a 436 00:19:55,480 --> 00:19:59,199 Speaker 4: transition like that. So it was basically I think for me, 437 00:19:59,359 --> 00:20:01,880 Speaker 4: the grace of God that he was able to put 438 00:20:02,119 --> 00:20:05,879 Speaker 4: angels in my life to help guide me into you know, 439 00:20:06,000 --> 00:20:10,040 Speaker 4: the next phase of my life. And I don't know 440 00:20:10,040 --> 00:20:11,679 Speaker 4: how many people would have been able to survive that. 441 00:20:12,520 --> 00:20:15,520 Speaker 4: H And also, you know, you see greed. You see 442 00:20:15,600 --> 00:20:18,960 Speaker 4: greed in this industry a lot. You see people caring 443 00:20:18,960 --> 00:20:20,840 Speaker 4: about you one day. And this is not me speaking 444 00:20:20,840 --> 00:20:23,239 Speaker 4: on my experience, but you know, people love you one 445 00:20:23,280 --> 00:20:24,960 Speaker 4: day and the next day's well, I don't even know 446 00:20:24,960 --> 00:20:29,239 Speaker 4: their name who And you got to just be a 447 00:20:29,280 --> 00:20:30,760 Speaker 4: different kind of person to deal with that. 448 00:20:31,400 --> 00:20:33,040 Speaker 5: I was because you said, you know, you can't be 449 00:20:33,080 --> 00:20:34,639 Speaker 5: too fragile, and you did kind of touch on them. 450 00:20:34,680 --> 00:20:36,760 Speaker 5: You said there was no therapist back then, But even 451 00:20:36,800 --> 00:20:39,159 Speaker 5: back then, y'all had to be fragile too. So if 452 00:20:39,240 --> 00:20:40,919 Speaker 5: what I for, those people are walking y'all through you 453 00:20:40,960 --> 00:20:43,000 Speaker 5: to and I'm sure you did crack. 454 00:20:43,320 --> 00:20:46,000 Speaker 1: What I mean. I mean, here's the cool part. 455 00:20:46,160 --> 00:20:50,200 Speaker 4: Like there wasn't like a shade room or media takeout 456 00:20:50,280 --> 00:20:53,119 Speaker 4: to see the cracking. Like I was able to actually 457 00:20:53,160 --> 00:20:56,359 Speaker 4: do have my my feelings and my mess ups in 458 00:20:56,400 --> 00:20:58,920 Speaker 4: my emotions in my the comfort of. 459 00:20:58,840 --> 00:21:01,080 Speaker 3: My home until you want. He was trying top there 460 00:21:01,119 --> 00:21:03,040 Speaker 3: was one, it was. 461 00:21:03,119 --> 00:21:05,960 Speaker 4: But Wendy didn't have She ain't had nothing to say 462 00:21:06,040 --> 00:21:07,120 Speaker 4: about me, thank god. 463 00:21:07,880 --> 00:21:08,959 Speaker 3: And I was. 464 00:21:09,000 --> 00:21:12,159 Speaker 4: I was just able to heal and go through everything 465 00:21:12,160 --> 00:21:14,480 Speaker 4: that I needed to go through without a camera in 466 00:21:14,480 --> 00:21:17,240 Speaker 4: my face or a blog finding out or something like that. 467 00:21:17,400 --> 00:21:20,919 Speaker 4: And I remember when everything first happened, I was in 468 00:21:20,960 --> 00:21:24,560 Speaker 4: my bedroom listening to the local radio station and they 469 00:21:24,600 --> 00:21:27,520 Speaker 4: started talking about it, and I was alone in my room, 470 00:21:27,520 --> 00:21:29,879 Speaker 4: seventeen eighteen years old, and I just remember putting the 471 00:21:29,880 --> 00:21:30,600 Speaker 4: sheets over my head. 472 00:21:31,760 --> 00:21:31,840 Speaker 6: Up. 473 00:21:32,320 --> 00:21:36,280 Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm sure that's got to be like frustrating to 474 00:21:36,320 --> 00:21:38,160 Speaker 3: constantly hear about because it's like. 475 00:21:38,600 --> 00:21:41,080 Speaker 4: They didn't that didn't go away for a while. It 476 00:21:41,119 --> 00:21:44,000 Speaker 4: didn't go away and it and it's. 477 00:21:43,840 --> 00:21:45,720 Speaker 1: Like having a for real relate. It's a divorce. 478 00:21:46,240 --> 00:21:49,840 Speaker 4: It's a major divorce and seeing your partner move on 479 00:21:50,280 --> 00:21:54,840 Speaker 4: and be successful and folk love them, and it's you know, 480 00:21:55,080 --> 00:21:58,800 Speaker 4: and here's the part, like I am glad that that 481 00:21:58,840 --> 00:22:02,560 Speaker 4: situation happened because one. 482 00:22:02,040 --> 00:22:02,879 Speaker 1: I was able to. 483 00:22:04,359 --> 00:22:07,080 Speaker 4: I'm a pre PK, but I got to know God 484 00:22:07,080 --> 00:22:09,040 Speaker 4: on a whole other level, you know what I mean. 485 00:22:09,080 --> 00:22:13,360 Speaker 4: My relationship with God changed. I also became confident in myself. 486 00:22:13,760 --> 00:22:16,879 Speaker 4: Had I not, you know, gone through that, I wouldn't 487 00:22:16,880 --> 00:22:17,880 Speaker 4: have become a solo artist. 488 00:22:17,920 --> 00:22:19,040 Speaker 1: I wouldn't have been able to. 489 00:22:20,000 --> 00:22:22,600 Speaker 4: I didn't even feel that I was even ready to 490 00:22:22,680 --> 00:22:25,000 Speaker 4: move on or be a part of this industry. After 491 00:22:25,760 --> 00:22:29,520 Speaker 4: that happened and God allowed the opportunity for me to 492 00:22:29,520 --> 00:22:30,359 Speaker 4: get back in the studio. 493 00:22:30,920 --> 00:22:33,120 Speaker 1: Then I got a record, Then I got a record deal. 494 00:22:33,320 --> 00:22:37,200 Speaker 4: Then I started performing, and I was having like major 495 00:22:37,240 --> 00:22:39,760 Speaker 4: breakdowns before even going live on stage because I was like, 496 00:22:39,800 --> 00:22:40,800 Speaker 4: I'm up here by myself. 497 00:22:41,280 --> 00:22:43,080 Speaker 1: I'm up here by myself, Like what am I going 498 00:22:43,160 --> 00:22:43,359 Speaker 1: to do? 499 00:22:43,800 --> 00:22:47,520 Speaker 4: But had I not gone through those things, I don't 500 00:22:47,520 --> 00:22:49,840 Speaker 4: think I would be as confident as I am today. 501 00:22:49,880 --> 00:22:51,679 Speaker 4: I don't think I would believe in my voice the 502 00:22:51,720 --> 00:22:54,320 Speaker 4: way that I do today. I don't think that, you know, 503 00:22:54,440 --> 00:22:57,080 Speaker 4: I would have even said, Okay, I'm going to expand 504 00:22:57,520 --> 00:23:00,159 Speaker 4: and believe in God to take on this new career 505 00:23:00,200 --> 00:23:03,040 Speaker 4: as an actress. I probably just would have stayed in. 506 00:23:03,040 --> 00:23:06,480 Speaker 1: My comfort zone. So I'm glad a. 507 00:23:06,520 --> 00:23:08,000 Speaker 3: Question because you said something just not that made me 508 00:23:08,040 --> 00:23:08,520 Speaker 3: think about it. 509 00:23:08,520 --> 00:23:11,359 Speaker 5: You know, you said, you're watching everybody going to have 510 00:23:11,480 --> 00:23:14,639 Speaker 5: tremendous success, right, But when you're in a group, like 511 00:23:14,760 --> 00:23:17,920 Speaker 5: a Destiny's child, I would think even at a young age, 512 00:23:17,960 --> 00:23:19,520 Speaker 5: you kind of knew who was going to be the 513 00:23:19,560 --> 00:23:22,439 Speaker 5: breakout star, Like you knew like did they tell did 514 00:23:22,480 --> 00:23:23,000 Speaker 5: they tell. 515 00:23:22,840 --> 00:23:24,119 Speaker 3: All of y'all that all of y'all was going to 516 00:23:24,200 --> 00:23:24,919 Speaker 3: be breakouts us? 517 00:23:25,119 --> 00:23:27,800 Speaker 1: No? I mean we are. 518 00:23:27,800 --> 00:23:29,680 Speaker 4: It was a team player of mentality, So I don't 519 00:23:29,680 --> 00:23:32,480 Speaker 4: think any of any of us at that time were thinking. 520 00:23:32,760 --> 00:23:33,840 Speaker 1: Someone was gonna go solo. 521 00:23:33,920 --> 00:23:36,360 Speaker 4: It was about the group group, and we were groomed 522 00:23:37,160 --> 00:23:42,000 Speaker 4: to have that group mentality. But I mean, come on, 523 00:23:42,400 --> 00:23:46,320 Speaker 4: you hit that girl, open her mouth. It's different, and 524 00:23:46,440 --> 00:23:48,879 Speaker 4: I'm not gonna sit up here and compare myself or 525 00:23:48,920 --> 00:23:52,760 Speaker 4: go well, you know, she doesn't deserve more opportunities. 526 00:23:52,760 --> 00:23:54,480 Speaker 1: First of all, she brought me in the group. She 527 00:23:54,560 --> 00:23:57,120 Speaker 1: showed up to school and showed me the T shirt 528 00:23:57,160 --> 00:23:59,120 Speaker 1: and asked me, you know, to audition for her. 529 00:23:59,080 --> 00:24:01,240 Speaker 3: Dad, And she said, you want to be a child 530 00:24:01,240 --> 00:24:01,720 Speaker 3: of Destiny. 531 00:24:01,800 --> 00:24:03,359 Speaker 4: She did not say that because that was not the 532 00:24:03,400 --> 00:24:06,320 Speaker 4: name of the group called Girls Time at the time, 533 00:24:06,560 --> 00:24:08,600 Speaker 4: and uh, you know, she said, you know what you 534 00:24:08,640 --> 00:24:10,520 Speaker 4: want to you want to audition for my dad? And 535 00:24:10,520 --> 00:24:14,960 Speaker 4: I said absolutely, And she gave me the biggest break 536 00:24:14,960 --> 00:24:16,040 Speaker 4: of my life. Wow. 537 00:24:16,240 --> 00:24:18,360 Speaker 1: I will always be grateful for her. 538 00:24:18,520 --> 00:24:22,119 Speaker 4: I will always admire her for her talents and her 539 00:24:22,480 --> 00:24:25,160 Speaker 4: her this I don't I don't think I've ever met 540 00:24:25,200 --> 00:24:28,880 Speaker 4: someone who works harder than Beyonce Zelle Knows. 541 00:24:28,960 --> 00:24:31,320 Speaker 1: That is not her name anymore. It's Beyonce Knows Carter 542 00:24:33,680 --> 00:24:34,919 Speaker 1: and I am. 543 00:24:35,320 --> 00:24:37,680 Speaker 4: I am so proud of everything that she's done and 544 00:24:37,720 --> 00:24:39,359 Speaker 4: to even say that I was a part of a 545 00:24:39,440 --> 00:24:43,960 Speaker 4: chapter of her life and and a part of such 546 00:24:43,960 --> 00:24:45,000 Speaker 4: a phenomenal group. 547 00:24:45,680 --> 00:24:46,480 Speaker 1: Shout out to all the. 548 00:24:46,400 --> 00:24:50,960 Speaker 4: Girls of the Children, Kelly, Beyonce, LaTavia, Michelle. I love 549 00:24:51,040 --> 00:24:56,960 Speaker 4: y'all all, Dearly, Happy birthday, Michelle, Happy birthdaysh but. 550 00:24:57,160 --> 00:25:00,520 Speaker 1: I I I'm grateful. You'll never hear ugly work. 551 00:25:00,800 --> 00:25:03,760 Speaker 3: I just had a reunion earlier year. 552 00:25:03,920 --> 00:25:06,160 Speaker 4: We were in the same room for the first time 553 00:25:06,359 --> 00:25:10,600 Speaker 4: ever and it was a I really still can't wrap 554 00:25:10,680 --> 00:25:13,320 Speaker 4: my head around that moment because we I've all been 555 00:25:13,359 --> 00:25:15,960 Speaker 4: around all of them individually over the you know, the 556 00:25:16,080 --> 00:25:20,680 Speaker 4: past few years, but having us all in the same 557 00:25:20,760 --> 00:25:23,360 Speaker 4: room at the same time with all our different energies. 558 00:25:23,119 --> 00:25:26,520 Speaker 1: Was kind of like, hey, okay. 559 00:25:26,200 --> 00:25:30,480 Speaker 4: You know we were you know, Mom's wives, all the things, and. 560 00:25:30,320 --> 00:25:33,399 Speaker 1: We were talking more about that, and then we prayed together, 561 00:25:33,520 --> 00:25:36,000 Speaker 1: we hugged, cried, and. 562 00:25:36,520 --> 00:25:39,359 Speaker 2: People always would ask is there any possibility of a 563 00:25:39,400 --> 00:25:41,560 Speaker 2: reunion tour, reunion song. 564 00:25:41,920 --> 00:25:46,520 Speaker 1: I'd be down reunion show. I would love something like that. 565 00:25:46,640 --> 00:25:47,159 Speaker 1: Who would it? 566 00:25:47,680 --> 00:25:52,320 Speaker 4: But it's uh, if if the opportunity presented itself, I 567 00:25:52,320 --> 00:25:53,200 Speaker 4: would welcome it. 568 00:25:53,280 --> 00:25:55,479 Speaker 3: Yeah, I saw you earlier this year. You said that 569 00:25:55,880 --> 00:25:57,000 Speaker 3: created a wonderful space. 570 00:25:57,119 --> 00:26:01,520 Speaker 4: What she did, she really really did, and it was 571 00:26:02,160 --> 00:26:04,480 Speaker 4: it was so cute when she when she came off stage, 572 00:26:04,520 --> 00:26:07,840 Speaker 4: she was on her cart, her and Jay and she 573 00:26:08,040 --> 00:26:10,520 Speaker 4: dang hopped that off that cart while it was still 574 00:26:10,560 --> 00:26:12,359 Speaker 4: moving to come in and embrace us and give us 575 00:26:12,359 --> 00:26:12,800 Speaker 4: a hug. 576 00:26:12,880 --> 00:26:15,159 Speaker 1: And she's like, yes, girl, that's outfit. 577 00:26:15,240 --> 00:26:15,880 Speaker 5: Dah dah dah. 578 00:26:15,960 --> 00:26:19,000 Speaker 4: You know immediately we went first of all to watch 579 00:26:19,040 --> 00:26:22,000 Speaker 4: her go from doing was that a three hour show? 580 00:26:22,359 --> 00:26:22,600 Speaker 3: Yes? 581 00:26:23,040 --> 00:26:26,600 Speaker 1: It was it three hours? Okay, it was three hours, 582 00:26:27,080 --> 00:26:30,120 Speaker 1: three hour show? Go backstage. 583 00:26:30,119 --> 00:26:31,879 Speaker 4: I don't know how the baby switched into that hoodie 584 00:26:31,960 --> 00:26:34,720 Speaker 4: so quick that black hoodie outfit got on the cart 585 00:26:34,720 --> 00:26:39,160 Speaker 4: with her husband. Immediately that energy presented itself. Okay, she's 586 00:26:39,200 --> 00:26:42,440 Speaker 4: gone right into wife mode. And then she hops off 587 00:26:42,480 --> 00:26:45,520 Speaker 4: the cart and the children just run and I said, okay, 588 00:26:45,640 --> 00:26:48,080 Speaker 4: she she didn't even have time to woo saw. She 589 00:26:48,240 --> 00:26:50,840 Speaker 4: goes right back into being a mom, you know. And 590 00:26:50,880 --> 00:26:54,080 Speaker 4: then we're there and there's this big new moment for her. 591 00:26:54,560 --> 00:26:56,680 Speaker 4: I'm like, how is she taking all this on? And 592 00:26:56,720 --> 00:26:59,360 Speaker 4: I at that moment wanted to go, girl, did you. 593 00:26:59,280 --> 00:27:01,800 Speaker 1: Have you had ten? If somebody bring up some water, 594 00:27:01,920 --> 00:27:04,880 Speaker 1: some lemon, you need some towels. She didn't really get 595 00:27:04,920 --> 00:27:08,160 Speaker 1: to have that. She just went with the flow. 596 00:27:08,400 --> 00:27:11,399 Speaker 4: But it was beautiful to see her come off the 597 00:27:11,440 --> 00:27:15,520 Speaker 4: stage entertaining I don't know how many people over seventy 598 00:27:15,520 --> 00:27:19,600 Speaker 4: five thousand people, and go straight into making sure she 599 00:27:19,760 --> 00:27:22,560 Speaker 4: was present for her daughters who were present there, you know, 600 00:27:22,720 --> 00:27:26,359 Speaker 4: and that just speaks to who she is, it really does. 601 00:27:27,119 --> 00:27:28,399 Speaker 5: I know you got to wrap, but I do have 602 00:27:28,440 --> 00:27:30,359 Speaker 5: one last question, because you said you wouldn't want your 603 00:27:30,440 --> 00:27:31,520 Speaker 5: kids in the business. 604 00:27:31,800 --> 00:27:35,080 Speaker 4: I said that what I had said chall was I 605 00:27:35,119 --> 00:27:37,679 Speaker 4: wouldn't say don't be in the business, but what I 606 00:27:37,680 --> 00:27:41,240 Speaker 4: would do is share my experience, and I would say, 607 00:27:41,720 --> 00:27:45,280 Speaker 4: you know, it's not for the week. And also, I'm 608 00:27:45,280 --> 00:27:47,800 Speaker 4: a person that feels like God doesn't take you through 609 00:27:47,880 --> 00:27:51,440 Speaker 4: things for nothing. And I love to share my testimony. 610 00:27:51,480 --> 00:27:53,080 Speaker 4: I love to share things that I've been through so 611 00:27:53,119 --> 00:27:55,800 Speaker 4: that it will hopefully be a learning experience for somebody else. 612 00:27:56,200 --> 00:27:58,399 Speaker 4: And also show somebody, hey, even though you might be 613 00:27:58,440 --> 00:27:59,920 Speaker 4: going through a storm right now, there's light of the 614 00:28:00,080 --> 00:28:02,120 Speaker 4: end of the tunnel. It might be for real, might 615 00:28:02,119 --> 00:28:05,119 Speaker 4: be okay, you might come out of this thing all right. 616 00:28:05,240 --> 00:28:06,840 Speaker 1: So I would share that with. 617 00:28:06,680 --> 00:28:09,119 Speaker 4: My children and say, hey, you know, if you're gonna 618 00:28:09,119 --> 00:28:10,840 Speaker 4: do it, you better be serious about it. Don't do 619 00:28:10,880 --> 00:28:12,679 Speaker 4: it just for no money, don't do it just for 620 00:28:12,840 --> 00:28:14,840 Speaker 4: just for fun. But you got to do it for 621 00:28:14,920 --> 00:28:18,040 Speaker 4: the deep love of it. And when I say love, 622 00:28:18,200 --> 00:28:22,520 Speaker 4: I'm talking about that unfailing love. I'm talking about that 623 00:28:22,960 --> 00:28:26,600 Speaker 4: you know, when when it hurts, when you don't feel 624 00:28:26,600 --> 00:28:28,240 Speaker 4: like doing it no more, when you tired, when you 625 00:28:28,240 --> 00:28:30,840 Speaker 4: don't feel like showing up for people, when you don't 626 00:28:30,840 --> 00:28:33,320 Speaker 4: feel like performing, when you're having a bad day, when 627 00:28:33,359 --> 00:28:35,879 Speaker 4: somebody done piss you off right before, or saying something 628 00:28:35,920 --> 00:28:37,000 Speaker 4: to throw you off. 629 00:28:37,400 --> 00:28:39,920 Speaker 1: You still got to get up there and share your gift. 630 00:28:40,280 --> 00:28:43,640 Speaker 1: If you can still do it and not think or 631 00:28:43,680 --> 00:28:46,320 Speaker 1: blink twice, then do it. 632 00:28:46,840 --> 00:28:47,000 Speaker 3: Well. 633 00:28:47,040 --> 00:28:48,800 Speaker 5: My question is why didn't you share all of that 634 00:28:48,840 --> 00:28:50,280 Speaker 5: amazing advice with your dog? 635 00:28:50,600 --> 00:28:51,960 Speaker 3: You just let your dog go out there? 636 00:28:52,280 --> 00:28:55,520 Speaker 1: Can we still talking about Sam with the Lord? 637 00:28:56,160 --> 00:28:57,720 Speaker 3: We appreciate you for joining us. 638 00:28:57,880 --> 00:28:58,400 Speaker 6: Absolutely. 639 00:28:59,200 --> 00:29:01,040 Speaker 3: That's not my mass, that is not, that is not. 640 00:29:01,240 --> 00:29:01,880 Speaker 3: I don't like him. 641 00:29:02,280 --> 00:29:02,920 Speaker 2: I don't like him. 642 00:29:02,960 --> 00:29:06,040 Speaker 3: I like I don't asked the question why didn't the 643 00:29:06,080 --> 00:29:06,960 Speaker 3: dog get the same dog? 644 00:29:07,360 --> 00:29:07,760 Speaker 1: You know what? 645 00:29:07,920 --> 00:29:10,600 Speaker 4: I was there the conference Sam at all times, like 646 00:29:10,680 --> 00:29:11,920 Speaker 4: I I loved Sam. 647 00:29:12,400 --> 00:29:13,840 Speaker 1: I brushed him often. 648 00:29:14,680 --> 00:29:18,240 Speaker 4: I fed him a bearded collie. 649 00:29:19,440 --> 00:29:20,280 Speaker 3: I don't know what that is. 650 00:29:20,480 --> 00:29:21,680 Speaker 1: You don't exactly. 651 00:29:21,720 --> 00:29:28,360 Speaker 4: He was a rare dog, rare breed and was like 652 00:29:28,400 --> 00:29:31,760 Speaker 4: he had loving eyes, friendly eyes, beautiful brown eyes. 653 00:29:31,880 --> 00:29:32,600 Speaker 1: Gorgeous dog. 654 00:29:33,440 --> 00:29:37,000 Speaker 4: Hey listen, he did his thing, honestly. He popped off 655 00:29:37,040 --> 00:29:38,040 Speaker 4: and then my brother popped off. 656 00:29:38,040 --> 00:29:39,440 Speaker 1: He's in the room right now. Shout out to Gama 657 00:29:39,480 --> 00:29:40,640 Speaker 1: Lucky Geo Productions. 658 00:29:41,320 --> 00:29:45,600 Speaker 4: He played uh in the movie Challenger with Angela. I 659 00:29:45,640 --> 00:29:49,040 Speaker 4: have to say it right, Auntie Angela, Angela Bassett or 660 00:29:49,080 --> 00:29:51,360 Speaker 4: Bessett and also Joe Martin. 661 00:29:51,640 --> 00:29:54,000 Speaker 1: So I was like third. 662 00:29:53,760 --> 00:29:56,320 Speaker 4: In the family to really do anything with my life. 663 00:29:56,400 --> 00:29:58,880 Speaker 4: I was the one sitting in the trailer, mad and 664 00:29:59,040 --> 00:30:04,680 Speaker 4: jealous of questions about the dog, right because he wants 665 00:30:04,680 --> 00:30:07,360 Speaker 4: to you know what, I'm gonna call after. 666 00:30:08,720 --> 00:30:09,560 Speaker 1: Now we're going back. 667 00:30:10,240 --> 00:30:13,640 Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying, Rest in peace, Sam. 668 00:30:14,040 --> 00:30:14,520 Speaker 1: I love you. 669 00:30:17,440 --> 00:30:17,760 Speaker 4: Around. 670 00:30:18,160 --> 00:30:20,920 Speaker 1: Look around, y'all to see what's that? What's that? 671 00:30:21,120 --> 00:30:25,960 Speaker 4: What's the graveyard dog movie? No, not our dogs, the 672 00:30:26,000 --> 00:30:28,760 Speaker 4: scary one cemetery military. No. 673 00:30:28,880 --> 00:30:30,640 Speaker 1: I start thinking about saying, how did. 674 00:30:30,560 --> 00:30:32,120 Speaker 3: We get to the day, how did we talk? 675 00:30:32,200 --> 00:30:33,080 Speaker 1: How did we get here? 676 00:30:33,320 --> 00:30:34,160 Speaker 3: Thank you for joining us? 677 00:30:34,560 --> 00:30:36,480 Speaker 1: Like you can we Please watch the movie, y'all. 678 00:30:36,520 --> 00:30:43,320 Speaker 3: I thought my husband dog was dead. Saturday. I thought 679 00:30:43,360 --> 00:30:45,680 Speaker 3: my husband's dog was dead. No, I thought my wife 680 00:30:45,800 --> 00:30:46,120 Speaker 3: was dead. 681 00:30:46,200 --> 00:30:50,080 Speaker 4: Yes, eight seven Central Saturday, y'all just watch the movie. 682 00:30:50,280 --> 00:30:52,360 Speaker 1: If your girl in there looking all the way crazy, 683 00:30:52,680 --> 00:30:53,120 Speaker 1: just know that. 684 00:30:53,120 --> 00:30:54,000 Speaker 3: It's a lifetime movie. 685 00:30:54,040 --> 00:30:55,160 Speaker 1: It's a lifetime movie. 686 00:30:55,440 --> 00:30:58,800 Speaker 4: Saturday, August third, I thought my husband's wife was dead. 687 00:30:58,880 --> 00:31:01,040 Speaker 1: I know it's a long title, but please watch. 688 00:31:01,080 --> 00:31:02,640 Speaker 6: It is very intriguing. 689 00:31:02,720 --> 00:31:04,760 Speaker 1: Like you said, it makes you want to be like, okay, thank. 690 00:31:04,600 --> 00:31:08,400 Speaker 4: You, Jess and blessings to you and your the rest 691 00:31:08,400 --> 00:31:11,960 Speaker 4: of your pregnancy. I hope baby shows up soon and 692 00:31:12,040 --> 00:31:15,479 Speaker 4: on time and healthy and blessed and favored in Jesus' 693 00:31:15,560 --> 00:31:17,080 Speaker 4: name so much. 694 00:31:17,200 --> 00:31:19,600 Speaker 3: Yeah, all right, LaToya luck it. It's the Breakfast Club. 695 00:31:19,640 --> 00:31:20,040 Speaker 3: Good morning. 696 00:31:20,480 --> 00:31:22,520 Speaker 1: Wake that ass up in the morning. 697 00:31:22,640 --> 00:31:23,680 Speaker 3: The Breakfast Club.