WEBVTT - LS Episode 470: Left on the Shelf (Quincy) 0:00:01.440 --> 0:00:03.600 What's up is lip service. I'm ant like yee, I'm 0:00:03.640 --> 0:00:06.840 g G maguire, It's Jeordie George and I'm Quincy. He's 0:00:06.880 --> 0:00:09.879 a he's a trained actor the way you jump right 0:00:09.880 --> 0:00:15.200 in R Well, cheers to you. Congratulations, E T A 0:00:15.560 --> 0:00:19.040 E T A Earlier than anticipated. I tell people were 0:00:19.040 --> 0:00:21.040 coming up with their whole own acronyms for what it 0:00:21.040 --> 0:00:22.160 could stand for. Cheers G. 0:00:23.079 --> 0:00:24.560 I like to have fun all the time, and I 0:00:24.600 --> 0:00:26.520 feel like if you can't get through to somebody the 0:00:26.520 --> 0:00:28.120 first time through, you play with them a little bit 0:00:28.160 --> 0:00:29.960 so you can understand. So I was just really like 0:00:30.200 --> 0:00:33.360 introducing what redefining something really is, right because I look 0:00:33.360 --> 0:00:36.800 at something, well, I look at everything different like how 0:00:36.800 --> 0:00:38.680 the average person may look at something. I'm looking at 0:00:38.720 --> 0:00:43.840 it like the last thing they would have probably saw 0:00:44.040 --> 0:00:46.440 or thought of, almost like that's like my first thing. 0:00:47.240 --> 0:00:51.080 So I'm really your creativity works differently, yeah, and interpreting 0:00:51.120 --> 0:00:54.080 things the great matter is it a gift or is 0:00:54.120 --> 0:00:57.840 it a curse? You think because sometimes are you in 0:00:57.840 --> 0:00:59.320 your head a lot? Take sip. 0:01:01.040 --> 0:01:04.920 I feel like it's a gift, majority but it is 0:01:04.959 --> 0:01:08.920 a curse for sure, because I didn't expect somebody to 0:01:08.959 --> 0:01:12.040 like get it like me, and then sometimes I can 0:01:12.080 --> 0:01:14.720 just go so far over the head or just it 0:01:14.800 --> 0:01:15.880 loses the connection, you know. 0:01:15.920 --> 0:01:19.520 I mean that must be hard with data relate, Like 0:01:19.560 --> 0:01:20.720 where did he come up with that? 0:01:22.240 --> 0:01:22.399 Say? 0:01:22.480 --> 0:01:24.240 It's a Gemini fact, y'all? 0:01:24.800 --> 0:01:28.039 It's crazy, r I really really really, I mean I 0:01:28.080 --> 0:01:31.200 haven't been enough. I haven't been around enough signs really like, oh, 0:01:31.240 --> 0:01:33.720 I know you, I knew, but the Gemini. Yes, I'm 0:01:33.760 --> 0:01:37.600 a Gemini. You could as soon as you get around Jemis. 0:01:37.640 --> 0:01:38.120 You just know. 0:01:39.400 --> 0:01:44.200 Listen, I've had some Gemini experiences. Geminis can also be 0:01:44.400 --> 0:01:46.679 very like hot. Well, I guess that's by y'all have 0:01:46.680 --> 0:01:48.360 split personalities hot and cold. 0:01:48.560 --> 0:01:51.760 But what is the hot and cold for you? Like 0:01:52.360 --> 0:01:53.600 from experience, like. 0:01:53.960 --> 0:01:56.280 They could be the best thing that happened to you 0:01:56.320 --> 0:01:58.800 at times and then at other times the worst. It's 0:01:58.800 --> 0:01:59.880 like high highs and lo low. 0:02:00.200 --> 0:02:02.960 Yes, yes, you don't know which one you're gonna get, right, Well, 0:02:03.080 --> 0:02:05.640 it all depends on you because we reciprocate, So we're 0:02:05.640 --> 0:02:06.480 gonna get back now. 0:02:06.520 --> 0:02:07.240 I don't know about that. 0:02:07.280 --> 0:02:09.839 You know, she's major right there. 0:02:10.760 --> 0:02:16.560 We're not gonna let you geminis to write. There's four 0:02:16.600 --> 0:02:19.000 of us right now, of us, because sometimes and that's true, 0:02:19.040 --> 0:02:22.560 sometimes y'all interpret things the complete wrong way and you're like, 0:02:22.639 --> 0:02:26.000 that is not at all, Like I just you know 0:02:26.040 --> 0:02:28.240 what was happening here, And sometimes you'd be scared to 0:02:28.240 --> 0:02:30.600 tell a Gemini something like I don't even want to 0:02:30.639 --> 0:02:32.360 tell you. You don't know how they're going to be right. 0:02:32.720 --> 0:02:34.399 You don't know what twin you're gonna get. It could 0:02:34.400 --> 0:02:36.280 be something that's not your fault, but you don't know 0:02:36.280 --> 0:02:38.040 what type of side of the bed they woke. 0:02:38.000 --> 0:02:39.639 Up on, and you know what it is. I think 0:02:39.680 --> 0:02:44.320 it revolves around not being able to like read somebody instantly. 0:02:44.520 --> 0:02:46.520 Of course we want to like pick up and you know, 0:02:46.800 --> 0:02:48.960 I think we making the right move just because of 0:02:48.960 --> 0:02:52.000 how we catching the energy catch with us. You're not 0:02:52.040 --> 0:02:54.800 gonna like know at all. So you gotta really just 0:02:54.840 --> 0:02:57.560 be true to you. You gotta just come with your confidence. 0:02:57.600 --> 0:03:00.000 Don't think about us, think about you. 0:03:00.040 --> 0:03:01.760 I'm yeah, that's a good idea. 0:03:01.760 --> 0:03:03.200 Think that will put it in your because we can 0:03:03.240 --> 0:03:05.079 detect when you plot. 0:03:05.360 --> 0:03:07.040 But also I just feel like when y'all be mad, 0:03:07.080 --> 0:03:08.919 we just let you be mad. I can't even like 0:03:09.680 --> 0:03:12.480 trying to because we'll get over it. Yeah, be mad 0:03:12.480 --> 0:03:13.920 by yourself. It over quick. 0:03:14.240 --> 0:03:16.240 It takes me a lot to get mad. But then 0:03:16.280 --> 0:03:19.399 once I'm mad, it's a tough mad. But it ain't 0:03:19.440 --> 0:03:21.880 for long, like you said, But you're don't feel that mad. 0:03:22.160 --> 0:03:24.040 You gonna feel it. You gonna know I am not 0:03:24.080 --> 0:03:26.320 fucking with you for right. 0:03:26.240 --> 0:03:31.120 Now at this time. Well, let's talk about ETA for 0:03:31.160 --> 0:03:34.120 a second. The EPs out. It came out on August thirty, 0:03:34.120 --> 0:03:36.760 eth did you write, like, tell me about your writing 0:03:36.840 --> 0:03:39.400 process and how involved you were about that. I know 0:03:39.480 --> 0:03:43.400 sometimes people take songs, but also how much input did 0:03:43.440 --> 0:03:43.680 you have? 0:03:43.880 --> 0:03:45.920 I think with this project it was my first time 0:03:46.240 --> 0:03:49.080 really diving into something that I can say it's in house, 0:03:49.520 --> 0:03:53.600 fully produced by just my homides, produced by everybody who 0:03:53.640 --> 0:03:56.560 I really bang on the regular the saying know, like 0:03:58.200 --> 0:04:02.120 random feature here. Just because of this, I feel like 0:04:02.200 --> 0:04:04.400 the process is where I really really really get to 0:04:04.480 --> 0:04:06.760 like shine and really feel myself and be myself. And 0:04:06.800 --> 0:04:09.800 sometimes when you collaborate and you may not get that, 0:04:10.240 --> 0:04:12.000 you know, so with other projects. Not to say that 0:04:12.000 --> 0:04:14.160 it's a bad thing, but I've always like took the 0:04:14.200 --> 0:04:17.520 advice somebody was like, yo, work with this producer. I'm down, 0:04:17.720 --> 0:04:19.160 you know, what I mean, because I like to collaborate, 0:04:19.680 --> 0:04:22.080 but with this one, I think because I was really 0:04:22.080 --> 0:04:24.080 just focused on like where I was putting my time 0:04:24.160 --> 0:04:28.320 in space, and it was a process, but then it 0:04:28.360 --> 0:04:30.719 wasn't like it put me in an uncomfortable position, the 0:04:30.760 --> 0:04:33.719 fact that I was just working on it by myself. Okay, 0:04:33.839 --> 0:04:35.760 but I think that's where I found the funding it. 0:04:35.839 --> 0:04:38.440 That's why I was really like in my head and like, 0:04:38.480 --> 0:04:40.320 what do I really want to convey, you know what, 0:04:41.520 --> 0:04:43.480 because a lot of people still don't think or even 0:04:43.480 --> 0:04:45.440 though I do music, which I love. 0:04:45.560 --> 0:04:52.839 Right, you know exactly musician executives. 0:04:52.320 --> 0:04:54.839 So it's the gifts and all that as well. But 0:04:55.040 --> 0:04:56.839 I think this time I really took my time with it. 0:04:57.120 --> 0:04:59.599 I wanted to give, you know, some of the conception 0:05:00.160 --> 0:05:03.440 God conceptual, but at the same time too just something 0:05:03.440 --> 0:05:06.440 to connect with and be real relatable because I'm just 0:05:06.480 --> 0:05:10.599 like everybody else and people always oh my god, you're 0:05:11.160 --> 0:05:13.080 so different than what I thought you would be, and 0:05:13.080 --> 0:05:14.400 I'd be like, what does that really mean? 0:05:14.680 --> 0:05:18.640 Yeah, you're quite nice perception versus reality. 0:05:17.640 --> 0:05:20.480 And it's like, I'm not doing nothing that puts that 0:05:20.839 --> 0:05:22.320 on me, So why did you. 0:05:22.279 --> 0:05:25.479 Even you know what I think you're not like out 0:05:25.520 --> 0:05:28.480 there as far as there's not a lot of stuff 0:05:28.480 --> 0:05:30.840 on you, you know, like you can't just be like, 0:05:31.279 --> 0:05:33.120 you know, Quincyton did this so you see him on 0:05:33.160 --> 0:05:35.240 the blogs, Like if we see you on the blogs, 0:05:35.240 --> 0:05:38.600 it's not for some drama that you're involved in, you know, 0:05:38.680 --> 0:05:42.240 and obviously like life LIFs and you have high profile 0:05:42.320 --> 0:05:44.840 family members and then that puts you in a position, 0:05:44.880 --> 0:05:46.039 but it's not because of you. 0:05:46.920 --> 0:05:48.840 And I guess what they don't know, that's what they 0:05:48.880 --> 0:05:52.160 formulate themselves, or at the end of the day, it 0:05:52.160 --> 0:05:54.040 just comes. Since we don't know this, we can only 0:05:54.120 --> 0:05:56.919 assume that, and I think over time and time it 0:05:57.000 --> 0:05:59.280 becomes something until they see otherwise. And that's kind of 0:05:59.279 --> 0:06:01.279 what I'm doing. Like with every move I make, I'm 0:06:01.279 --> 0:06:03.560 like trying to show the raw aspect of it and 0:06:03.600 --> 0:06:07.120 not be so polished. And I'm stylishing to do all this, 0:06:07.200 --> 0:06:09.480 but I'm like a superhero. I'll put the costume on, 0:06:10.000 --> 0:06:11.720 I take that shit right off, you know, I mean, 0:06:11.760 --> 0:06:13.400 and go handle some business. 0:06:13.560 --> 0:06:18.040 So it's that scary that you're exposing that part. 0:06:17.800 --> 0:06:20.880 Of yourself, No, because I think it's vulnerable and I 0:06:20.880 --> 0:06:23.640 feel like that's where people are going to connect with 0:06:23.920 --> 0:06:26.840 first before they know anything. You can tell when somebody 0:06:26.920 --> 0:06:30.479 is genuine, genuine, and it urts me when they're not. 0:06:32.200 --> 0:06:35.920 And now you know you can't y'all stop doing that yourself. 0:06:38.360 --> 0:06:41.599 Yeah, it's so not a genuine business though. I think 0:06:41.600 --> 0:06:44.760 it's known for not being genuine. Like I've never heard 0:06:44.800 --> 0:06:47.600 anybody be like, man, this music business, boy, it's really 0:06:47.720 --> 0:06:52.120 very real, spiritual and real, and everybody's like, that's not 0:06:52.279 --> 0:06:55.280 what we get business. It's rare when you find people 0:06:55.680 --> 0:06:58.880 that you feel like, Okay, that person was man what 0:06:58.920 --> 0:07:01.640 they said, and then with this and I rock with them. 0:07:02.000 --> 0:07:05.080 Sometimes it's like you got to play the game. And 0:07:05.120 --> 0:07:07.440 that's what it is like, because it is you know 0:07:07.440 --> 0:07:09.160 people always like I know people who have come from 0:07:09.200 --> 0:07:11.200 the streets and decided I'm want to start doing music 0:07:11.440 --> 0:07:13.000 and get into business, and they're like, man, I can't 0:07:13.000 --> 0:07:14.800 believe these people don't keep their word. This is going 0:07:14.880 --> 0:07:17.400 to do this, or if you fall off, people really 0:07:17.400 --> 0:07:20.000 don't mess with you. Like if it's all about being 0:07:20.160 --> 0:07:22.760 I think transactional, what can I get? What value does 0:07:22.800 --> 0:07:24.320 this person bring? And if they feel like you're not 0:07:24.440 --> 0:07:26.040 valuable anymore, that it don't matter. 0:07:26.280 --> 0:07:28.360 Yeah, and That's how I've been moving even with this 0:07:28.400 --> 0:07:32.480 project it's called ETA Earlier than anticipated, with that translatingto 0:07:32.520 --> 0:07:35.680 like stripping away expectation, you know, just allowing yourself to 0:07:35.760 --> 0:07:39.240 like really be because the distractions are going to be there, 0:07:39.400 --> 0:07:41.400 you know, I mean regardless no matter what you do, 0:07:41.440 --> 0:07:45.120 you I mean, life is going life. So like my 0:07:45.200 --> 0:07:48.600 best advice is to just do you in the simplest way, 0:07:48.680 --> 0:07:50.840 put right, you know, and people like, what what does 0:07:50.840 --> 0:07:54.000 that mean? Respond off? Feel good? You know what feel good? 0:07:54.040 --> 0:07:57.680 You know it don't And if you know you think 0:07:58.360 --> 0:08:00.360 the negative stuff feels good, you got to work to 0:08:00.400 --> 0:08:05.520 do I feel like it takes more to go the 0:08:05.520 --> 0:08:08.760 other way. So it's like, imagine if you put your 0:08:08.840 --> 0:08:11.239 energy somewhere else, that kind of like translate to actually 0:08:11.280 --> 0:08:11.640 who you. 0:08:11.600 --> 0:08:12.880 Are in a positive play. 0:08:13.000 --> 0:08:15.200 And that's something I like to try and do with people. 0:08:15.240 --> 0:08:17.240 If I can, I feel like I got you a 0:08:17.280 --> 0:08:21.200 little bit. I want to be able to open whatever else. 0:08:21.680 --> 0:08:26.840 Next level, next level, like this so different route, yes, 0:08:27.520 --> 0:08:29.720 you know in a way, like everything that you're talking 0:08:29.760 --> 0:08:32.600 about right now kind of reminds me of that. But 0:08:32.679 --> 0:08:34.480 you know what you said in the song about not 0:08:34.559 --> 0:08:37.760 being all the way happy yet, and I want to 0:08:37.760 --> 0:08:39.560 talk about that because I know even for you doing music, 0:08:39.559 --> 0:08:42.160 you said there was a lot of distractions, and even 0:08:42.160 --> 0:08:43.600 when you came up here, I was like, Okay, did 0:08:43.640 --> 0:08:45.120 they say you can't talk about this? You can't talk 0:08:45.160 --> 0:08:47.080 about that? And so I wanted to make sure that 0:08:47.080 --> 0:08:49.120 we're aware because I know you have been going through 0:08:49.120 --> 0:08:51.240 a lot, whether or not people know it. I know 0:08:51.400 --> 0:08:54.640 that's not easy for you, Like you haven't done anything wrong, 0:08:54.679 --> 0:08:56.920 but it's hard. People think they're being funny, people are 0:08:56.960 --> 0:09:00.240 on social media, you know, saying crazy things, and you 0:09:00.320 --> 0:09:03.920 have sisters and brothers that you have to like protect, 0:09:04.600 --> 0:09:08.440 you know as well. And so do you feel like 0:09:08.440 --> 0:09:10.040 you've ever been all the way happy? 0:09:11.040 --> 0:09:15.080 I think happiness is a constant thing. I think you know, 0:09:15.120 --> 0:09:19.160 you constantly keep your happiness. It fluctuates. It's definitely a 0:09:19.240 --> 0:09:23.640 roller coaster. But I wouldn't say I've been happy a lot. 0:09:24.000 --> 0:09:27.000 But I feel like when you continue your life and 0:09:27.040 --> 0:09:30.560 you almost like checking to these new chapters and you know, 0:09:30.720 --> 0:09:33.480 allowing everything to happen, you got to like check in 0:09:33.559 --> 0:09:36.880 with yourself to like really see is what you're doing 0:09:36.920 --> 0:09:39.520 making you happy or still making you happy? Because everything 0:09:39.520 --> 0:09:42.360 got its time even with like what you're doing, not 0:09:42.440 --> 0:09:45.319 just people, you know. So that's also to something where 0:09:46.440 --> 0:09:48.679 I'm like really trying to listen to my gut because 0:09:49.480 --> 0:09:52.440 I got little sisters to protect, to give advice. So 0:09:52.520 --> 0:09:55.120 it's like if they ask me something, I want my 0:09:55.240 --> 0:09:59.400 answer to be perfect because I want to be able 0:09:59.400 --> 0:10:02.640 to like follow up with that check in and see 0:10:02.640 --> 0:10:04.800 if my advice is working because I went through what 0:10:04.840 --> 0:10:08.160 I went through, so I can only explain from my experience, 0:10:08.679 --> 0:10:13.400 you know, not you know, they girls and at seventeen 0:10:13.480 --> 0:10:13.880 about to. 0:10:13.880 --> 0:10:17.840 Be women age and all in the spotlight, you know, 0:10:18.000 --> 0:10:20.680 not willingly, but they are all in the spotlight. 0:10:20.320 --> 0:10:24.080 And my happiness lies there and only there, right, So 0:10:24.520 --> 0:10:26.480 everything I do, I feel like I can talk to 0:10:26.520 --> 0:10:29.720 them now as adults, you know, and it feels like 0:10:29.920 --> 0:10:33.960 the connection there is what's going to like amplify my happiness. 0:10:34.160 --> 0:10:35.360 You know. When I say I ain't all the way 0:10:35.400 --> 0:10:39.720 happy yet, it's because almost like next phase of happiness, 0:10:39.840 --> 0:10:42.280 you know what I mean now that my sisters are 0:10:42.480 --> 0:10:43.080 grown ups. 0:10:44.800 --> 0:10:47.480 Wait, I was going to say, the whole thing got. 0:10:47.280 --> 0:10:50.320 To be tough, way too late. They aren't even you. 0:10:50.240 --> 0:10:51.040 Met you met them? 0:10:51.160 --> 0:10:51.360 Yeah? 0:10:51.840 --> 0:10:57.280 Cool, cool, You sound like the body that put them 0:10:57.320 --> 0:11:00.440 to the side, or did they try letting process? 0:11:00.920 --> 0:11:03.560 We definitely had the had the little dinner. We definitely 0:11:03.559 --> 0:11:04.280 had a little chat. 0:11:04.360 --> 0:11:06.959 I love that. It's good, you know, and that must 0:11:07.000 --> 0:11:09.400 be so intimidating to date ether one of them. 0:11:09.840 --> 0:11:11.520 But they're not stupid, you know. I mean they so 0:11:11.640 --> 0:11:13.959 on point. They got each other. So it's like you're 0:11:14.000 --> 0:11:18.160 thinking you're gonna run any type of game. Good luck. 0:11:18.800 --> 0:11:19.320 That's right. 0:11:20.080 --> 0:11:21.520 They had last laugh every time. 0:11:22.160 --> 0:11:24.760 I love that and even for so what about acting? 0:11:25.040 --> 0:11:25.160 Right? 0:11:25.400 --> 0:11:28.000 First of all, I was so sad on raising Canaan, 0:11:29.000 --> 0:11:29.960 you know, in. 0:11:29.440 --> 0:11:32.800 A way respectfully, I was not. I didn't like your character. 0:11:34.080 --> 0:11:36.680 I like a bad you know, we gotta look I 0:11:36.760 --> 0:11:38.640 like a bad character. But we knew that was gonna 0:11:38.640 --> 0:11:40.440 happen because we knew that he was trying, he wasn't 0:11:40.440 --> 0:11:43.679 moving too smart. It happened. I think it happened a 0:11:43.679 --> 0:11:47.320 little sooner than I expected it to. But Crown Como 0:11:47.760 --> 0:11:50.040 and just so you know, Lulu, who killed you? He 0:11:50.120 --> 0:12:02.560 was sitting right there twice. How crazy is it to 0:12:02.600 --> 0:12:05.040 get killed on like a show? 0:12:05.320 --> 0:12:11.160 Fun? Fun? Because you better not take the way out 0:12:11.320 --> 0:12:15.880 like I think sometimes the weight in to movies is 0:12:15.920 --> 0:12:17.840 to be like, hey, can I get killed? 0:12:18.040 --> 0:12:19.120 Wow, I don't mind. 0:12:19.240 --> 0:12:20.120 Nobody be liking to. 0:12:20.040 --> 0:12:22.840 Get killed because you want to keep your character going exactly. 0:12:23.160 --> 0:12:26.000 However, that's like a little undisclosed thing in the industry. 0:12:26.040 --> 0:12:29.800 People get their first shots by being a guy right there. 0:12:30.480 --> 0:12:33.040 It just be no words online, just get up, get murked, 0:12:33.280 --> 0:12:33.480 you know. 0:12:33.520 --> 0:12:36.000 But how do you prepare for that though? Like, how 0:12:36.040 --> 0:12:38.880 do you prepare to pass away? 0:12:38.920 --> 0:12:39.160 Well? 0:12:39.240 --> 0:12:40.040 What is a process? 0:12:40.280 --> 0:12:40.640 Let me see? 0:12:40.640 --> 0:12:41.520 What is it like to get choked? 0:12:41.760 --> 0:12:45.640 Yeah, you don't. But we did do rehearsals just to 0:12:45.679 --> 0:12:48.360 be all the way honest, it's just funny because we 0:12:48.400 --> 0:12:53.000 did a rehearsal, a safety rehearsal, and it just don't 0:12:53.040 --> 0:12:56.880 feel real at all doing it that way. So me 0:12:56.960 --> 0:13:03.760 and lou We was like, yeah, funk were they talking about? 0:13:04.120 --> 0:13:07.400 We know we gotta do the safety ship, but we 0:13:07.480 --> 0:13:10.199 know what we're doing because it just didn't feel real. 0:13:10.240 --> 0:13:12.240 So I was trying to react. But from the way 0:13:12.240 --> 0:13:12.600 that they. 0:13:12.600 --> 0:13:14.640 Was did you want to laugh? Like what do you 0:13:14.720 --> 0:13:16.400 think about it? Low? 0:13:16.440 --> 0:13:19.160 Key? Was funny before it was serious, And I was like, 0:13:19.160 --> 0:13:21.559 all right, we got to get serious, like my g 0:13:22.559 --> 0:13:26.400 go ahead, like just just you got about good twenty 0:13:26.400 --> 0:13:30.320 five seconds for real before I'm a panic so and 0:13:30.400 --> 0:13:35.240 he took it there like it was no regulation regulation 0:13:36.040 --> 0:13:38.480 follow in that one, just because, like I said, I 0:13:38.520 --> 0:13:41.440 wanted to make it believable, no matter what, whether I've 0:13:41.440 --> 0:13:42.720 never been strangled in my life. 0:13:43.000 --> 0:13:50.760 How you should giant? It enhances your orgasm with a 0:13:50.920 --> 0:13:55.680 rope with a no g Yeah right, I ain't talking 0:13:55.679 --> 0:14:01.600 about the hand, talking about extension our cave trying. Don't 0:14:01.600 --> 0:14:02.480 recommend that one. 0:14:04.160 --> 0:14:06.360 You did really good. The glasses fell off and every thing. 0:14:06.640 --> 0:14:10.000 I was convinced my head hit the ground. That was 0:14:10.080 --> 0:14:11.880 head hit ground. That wasn't really question. 0:14:12.440 --> 0:14:14.959 Yeah, like yo, bro chill out like you did a 0:14:15.000 --> 0:14:15.360 good job. 0:14:15.400 --> 0:14:18.400 Down, thank you. But it is scary to say, it's 0:14:18.400 --> 0:14:20.080 scary to prepare for that. 0:14:20.840 --> 0:14:23.600 And did you like when you watched it? You have 0:14:24.040 --> 0:14:27.440 parties where you're like myself? How how are you about 0:14:27.480 --> 0:14:29.680 watching yourself after you film? Some people don't like to 0:14:29.720 --> 0:14:30.000 do that. 0:14:30.240 --> 0:14:31.560 I don't get that. Why not? 0:14:32.520 --> 0:14:34.240 I don't know. It's cringey. 0:14:34.360 --> 0:14:36.960 It's a little why because it's you. Yeah, but that's 0:14:36.960 --> 0:14:38.720 what I'm saying. Why are you doing it? I don't 0:14:38.760 --> 0:14:43.120 know why even do it? Because millions of people going 0:14:43.200 --> 0:14:48.000 to see it, you don't what's wrong with you. 0:14:48.040 --> 0:14:49.080 But when you put it that. 0:14:49.000 --> 0:14:51.280 Way, it's like when you hear your voice on like 0:14:51.360 --> 0:14:52.680 camera for the first few. 0:14:52.520 --> 0:14:55.640 Times or on the radio, something I still can't stand. 0:14:55.680 --> 0:14:57.800 I feel like we always want to have an uncomfortable 0:14:58.280 --> 0:15:04.000 space for ourselves. When we see ourselves in action, performing, speaking, anything, 0:15:04.160 --> 0:15:04.560 it's a. 0:15:04.520 --> 0:15:07.440 Self criticism because you know you're gonna notice every little 0:15:07.480 --> 0:15:09.120 thing like ooh, I could have done that better, or 0:15:09.160 --> 0:15:10.640 maybe I should have done this a B or C 0:15:10.840 --> 0:15:14.160 or made this decision. I think it's more that meditation. 0:15:14.400 --> 0:15:18.200 It always keeps you like chiseled right. If you feel 0:15:18.200 --> 0:15:21.680 like you it, you're not. So it's like there's that 0:15:21.800 --> 0:15:24.840 room to always try and do better. So you can't 0:15:24.880 --> 0:15:26.920 look at it and say it's perfect, but somebody else can. Yeah, 0:15:27.200 --> 0:15:28.960 so good as long as you don't think it's perfect. 0:15:30.120 --> 0:15:35.640 Improve better. Did you watch yourself on Summer House Martha's Vineyard? 0:15:35.680 --> 0:15:38.360 Were you watching the episodes? I did watch the episode. 0:15:38.640 --> 0:15:40.600 There were scenes that I skipped and I'm like, ugh, 0:15:41.320 --> 0:15:43.160 when I'm having a mental breakdown, I want to see that. 0:15:43.480 --> 0:15:46.000 Or when I was talking to my dad. Sometimes that 0:15:46.200 --> 0:15:50.200 was more difficult to see because, like photos of my mom. 0:15:50.280 --> 0:15:53.800 My mom also passed away, so that was more tough 0:15:54.200 --> 0:15:55.800 to see, but I. 0:15:55.800 --> 0:15:57.080 Watched most of it. I was like, oh, I look 0:15:57.120 --> 0:16:01.840 cute like that ain't going Yeah, and you too? Do 0:16:01.960 --> 0:16:07.000 you got the documentary? Yeah? Well I've only seen the 0:16:07.000 --> 0:16:11.480 first episode of that, the Magic City Documentary, but I 0:16:11.520 --> 0:16:14.600 love to see it myself. I was like yes, every 0:16:14.600 --> 0:16:16.280 time my popular heir, I was like, oh, I'm cute. 0:16:17.160 --> 0:16:19.960 That's good. That confidence to be able to do that, 0:16:20.040 --> 0:16:23.000 because I really do not like to. Really, it's crazy. 0:16:23.040 --> 0:16:24.640 I'm on the radio every day. I don't really like 0:16:24.680 --> 0:16:27.440 to listen to myself or watch myself. I do it 0:16:27.440 --> 0:16:29.000 because I have to, but I really don't like it. 0:16:29.600 --> 0:16:32.880 Maybe it's the Capricornburg's Gemini thing. I don't know, because 0:16:33.000 --> 0:16:33.800 that's what you're giving. 0:16:33.880 --> 0:16:34.440 Y'all love it. 0:16:34.520 --> 0:16:37.000 We're like, but when you say you don't like it, 0:16:37.240 --> 0:16:40.120 you don't like it, or it's like you I just 0:16:41.080 --> 0:16:42.600 do you rather yourather somebody else? 0:16:43.760 --> 0:16:46.360 I just be like, especially if like I'm with somebody 0:16:46.400 --> 0:16:47.840 and they want to watch, I'm like, don't put that 0:16:47.880 --> 0:16:49.000 on right now. I don't want to see it. I 0:16:49.000 --> 0:16:50.760 don't like if you're with somebody and they want to 0:16:50.800 --> 0:16:53.960 watch it. I don't want to see that. I feel that. 0:16:55.280 --> 0:16:57.160 I know, you're right, I got to get over that. 0:16:57.600 --> 0:17:00.800 But even let's talk about the video as well, because 0:17:00.800 --> 0:17:02.640 that was a I want to talk about the concept 0:17:02.640 --> 0:17:04.760 behind the video, because it was art involved in that. 0:17:04.920 --> 0:17:06.520 You do you collect art at all? 0:17:06.960 --> 0:17:10.520 I started, I'm not in the major side of things yet, 0:17:10.520 --> 0:17:12.600 but now my house got are everywhere. 0:17:12.760 --> 0:17:15.159 Yeah, and I think it don't have to be like expensive, 0:17:16.040 --> 0:17:16.399 not at all. 0:17:16.440 --> 0:17:19.679 But before I didn't know like what I liked, you know, 0:17:19.920 --> 0:17:23.080 and now I'm starting to gravitate towards something like I 0:17:23.119 --> 0:17:25.960 need this for the for the crib extead, like looking 0:17:25.960 --> 0:17:28.560 for art. What should I put here? Ship is screaming out? 0:17:28.600 --> 0:17:31.920 I mean even you know, in a little microdots rooms, 0:17:32.040 --> 0:17:32.600 some ship like. 0:17:37.600 --> 0:17:39.639 That's coming with me. I know exactly Where'm gonna put 0:17:39.680 --> 0:17:42.119 you in. It's so funny how shrooms is like, Okay, 0:17:42.160 --> 0:17:46.200 now people used to be so judgmental because I've been 0:17:46.560 --> 0:17:49.240 enjoying shrooms for like a lot. I always tell you, right, 0:17:49.280 --> 0:17:53.560 it's a nice, you know type of feeling. Yeah, isn't 0:17:53.560 --> 0:17:55.520 that crazy How people used to be like, oh my god, 0:17:55.560 --> 0:17:57.399 you're doing Now it's like Hey, can we get the 0:17:57.480 --> 0:18:00.040 chocolate with this, the mushroom tea and all of that. 0:18:00.200 --> 0:18:03.840 To be honest, I thought shrooms was like like worse 0:18:03.960 --> 0:18:06.200 than like acid or worse than something else. 0:18:06.200 --> 0:18:08.120 I don't know why, but it's not. 0:18:08.080 --> 0:18:12.520 Until, yeah, until I tried it. It's actually so much, 0:18:14.520 --> 0:18:14.800 so much. 0:18:15.560 --> 0:18:18.760 It's fun, but I think it also elevates whatever mood, 0:18:18.840 --> 0:18:19.960 so it could not be fun to. 0:18:20.480 --> 0:18:21.720 You can't just do it just to do it. And 0:18:21.760 --> 0:18:23.359 I feel like that's where we're kind of getting that. 0:18:23.600 --> 0:18:25.920 Yeah, I think God, I never had club. 0:18:26.520 --> 0:18:28.520 I had one where I could not go to sleep 0:18:29.520 --> 0:18:33.040 for our words. I was up all day, all night, 0:18:33.240 --> 0:18:35.200 and I'm like, okay, now I'm over this. We're just 0:18:35.240 --> 0:18:38.520 sitting at the ceiling like what am I doing now? 0:18:38.600 --> 0:18:41.359 I'm over see. I feel like they were off pretty quick, 0:18:41.400 --> 0:18:45.080 but I microdos like I wouldn't do, you know, because 0:18:45.119 --> 0:18:47.280 I don't smoke or nothing, so I don't try to 0:18:47.320 --> 0:18:48.280 do like too much of that. 0:18:48.560 --> 0:18:53.200 You remember that song Lou Wayne and Shoe keep Me up. 0:18:55.240 --> 0:18:57.120 As we said, shrooms keep me up? 0:18:58.560 --> 0:19:02.960