WEBVTT - "I'M IN LOVE WITH 200FT MEN" 0:00:00.200 --> 0:00:04.160 Hello, Hey, is this ivy? 0:00:04.559 --> 0:00:05.800 Yeah? 0:00:05.880 --> 0:00:06.760 How are you doing? Ivy? 0:00:08.440 --> 0:00:09.520 Oh my gosh, is this wile? 0:00:10.520 --> 0:00:10.920 Yes? 0:00:11.000 --> 0:00:14.400 It is? Oh that's so crazy. 0:00:14.920 --> 0:00:16.040 Hi are you? 0:00:16.960 --> 0:00:18.040 I'm good man? How are you? 0:00:20.239 --> 0:00:22.040 I'm good. I've got COVID, so this is kind of 0:00:22.079 --> 0:00:22.680 cheering me up. 0:00:23.880 --> 0:00:26.520 I'm glad to hear that. How is your COVID experience 0:00:26.600 --> 0:00:28.600 going are you? Is it a mild thing or is 0:00:28.640 --> 0:00:34.840 it a a serious. 0:00:33.920 --> 0:00:38.280 It's pretty serious. I have a high viral load and 0:00:38.320 --> 0:00:40.080 it's just not been a fun experience for me. 0:00:40.400 --> 0:00:45.519 So, well, what else is going on with you? Ivy? 0:00:45.600 --> 0:00:47.559 It says here, Well, I why don't you tell me? 0:00:47.600 --> 0:00:49.920 I Sometimes I get sick of doing that. It says 0:00:49.920 --> 0:00:51.080 here a thing, and I just want to hear it 0:00:51.080 --> 0:00:51.640 from the person. 0:00:53.520 --> 0:00:56.880 Sure. So I thought this would be kind of like 0:00:57.200 --> 0:00:59.960 slighthearted and fun to talk about because I can laugh 0:01:00.080 --> 0:01:07.679 at it. I have a like a fantasy of like 0:01:07.760 --> 0:01:16.120 attraction to giant men and the question like I've told 0:01:16.120 --> 0:01:18.000 a few people about that that are really close to me, 0:01:18.800 --> 0:01:21.959 and they're always like, oh, so like seven foot and 0:01:22.120 --> 0:01:24.480 I'm talking about like two hundred feet. 0:01:26.959 --> 0:01:30.959 Hmm, So like like an actual like giant like Jack 0:01:31.000 --> 0:01:36.800 and the Beanstalk, type character Godzilla vibes. So tell me, 0:01:36.840 --> 0:01:41.160 would it be so like being the Damsel from King Kong? 0:01:41.840 --> 0:01:47.280 Would be like your absolute dream? 0:01:47.400 --> 0:01:48.840 Oh yeah, yeah, for sure. 0:01:53.320 --> 0:01:58.000 Interesting. So what I'm curious with this What is the 0:01:58.200 --> 0:02:02.200 closest you can get to that? Is it like just 0:02:02.200 --> 0:02:03.440 a seven foot tall guy? 0:02:06.280 --> 0:02:11.640 Well, so my boyfriend. So I'm five foot three and 0:02:11.680 --> 0:02:14.480 I'm only like one, and my boyfriend is six foot 0:02:14.480 --> 0:02:18.240 three and he's two forty. They're two fifty. So with 0:02:18.320 --> 0:02:21.280 our relationship, you already kind of have like a significant 0:02:21.360 --> 0:02:27.360 high difference. And it's weird because I'm not like I 0:02:27.400 --> 0:02:29.720 see like really tall guys and they're usually really skinny, 0:02:29.760 --> 0:02:36.040 So I'm not attracted to that. So it's like you're 0:02:36.080 --> 0:02:40.440 either like because I like, I like big guys, like 0:02:41.000 --> 0:02:45.160 not just like gigantic, but like also like kind of bigger, you. 0:02:45.120 --> 0:02:49.880 Know, like like like heavier, you know, guys who like 0:02:51.240 --> 0:02:52.760 are a little overweight. 0:02:54.960 --> 0:02:57.720 Not overweight. I really like the strong dad bods. 0:02:58.120 --> 0:03:04.080 M yeah, Like it's so, what is attractive? What is 0:03:04.080 --> 0:03:07.919 attractive to you about a two hundred foot tall man? 0:03:11.080 --> 0:03:14.960 Just I guess it's just like the extreme power imbalance 0:03:15.160 --> 0:03:20.920 that exists between the like myself and the giant Like 0:03:29.639 --> 0:03:33.360 it's like, I don't know, it's it's it's very hot 0:03:33.480 --> 0:03:38.760 that like it's for some reason, there's something about me 0:03:38.880 --> 0:03:42.160 that's valuable to this like godly person, like. 0:03:43.720 --> 0:03:49.280 You know, interesting, Like like, so the idea that this 0:03:49.520 --> 0:03:52.240 guy is two hundred foot tall, he's a giant, he 0:03:52.680 --> 0:03:56.800 is like you know, to to you to him, you're 0:03:56.840 --> 0:04:00.400 basically like the size of an ant. And yet yeah, 0:04:00.440 --> 0:04:03.920 he still cherishes you as if you were his. 0:04:06.320 --> 0:04:06.600 Yeah. 0:04:06.760 --> 0:04:10.880 Interesting. So it's it's it's not just the it's not 0:04:11.080 --> 0:04:14.720 so this is not just like the physical thing. It's 0:04:14.760 --> 0:04:20.560 also the the implications around it. The godlike stature of 0:04:20.600 --> 0:04:22.159 this two hundred foot tall guy. 0:04:22.200 --> 0:04:27.599 Is also it's also definitely like the physical stuff like 0:04:28.240 --> 0:04:34.960 just being like very like helpless and small, you know. 0:04:38.400 --> 0:04:40.680 Interesting, So can I can I ask? And you know, 0:04:41.080 --> 0:04:42.960 we don't have to get into this territory unless if 0:04:43.000 --> 0:04:47.920 you want to. But how would one even like how 0:04:47.920 --> 0:04:52.000 would a normal sized human even have like a sexual 0:04:52.040 --> 0:04:55.479 relationship with the two hundred foot tall guy? How did 0:04:55.480 --> 0:04:56.080 they even work? 0:04:58.640 --> 0:04:59.000 Well? 0:04:59.040 --> 0:05:02.279 Obviously, like sex is out of the question, like normal 0:05:02.320 --> 0:05:09.880 penetrative sex, but like how explicit can I get how E. 0:05:09.839 --> 0:05:11.560 Supposed to do you want me to as explicit as 0:05:11.560 --> 0:05:11.960 he wants? 0:05:13.680 --> 0:05:17.800 Okay, So a lot of the because there's a few 0:05:17.839 --> 0:05:20.080 like forums that I'm a part of, because it's a 0:05:20.080 --> 0:05:23.559 small community of people that are into you know, giant 0:05:23.640 --> 0:05:27.039 men and tiny women. But a lot of the tropes 0:05:27.080 --> 0:05:30.600 I see are like a dude using the chick as 0:05:30.600 --> 0:05:33.279 like a masturbation aid, like putting her up against his 0:05:33.400 --> 0:05:34.760 dick and like. 0:05:36.520 --> 0:05:40.720 Rubbing one out, you know, like wait, so so so 0:05:40.880 --> 0:05:43.920 when you say, like all right, so, like he has 0:05:43.960 --> 0:05:46.240 you in the palm of his hand and then he 0:05:46.320 --> 0:05:48.520 starts like jacking off. Wouldn't that kill you? 0:05:53.760 --> 0:05:54.279 Probably? 0:05:54.760 --> 0:05:59.479 But okay, so I guess because it's the fantasy, you 0:05:59.520 --> 0:06:02.800 can like you know, shift it whatever you want. And 0:06:02.839 --> 0:06:05.359 most of the time in the scenario is the tiny 0:06:05.360 --> 0:06:08.359 women are kind of like very indestructible, you know, like 0:06:08.400 --> 0:06:11.440 they can take a lot because I'm not into like 0:06:11.480 --> 0:06:14.960 the hard stuff where like the woman like gets eaten 0:06:15.360 --> 0:06:18.280 or like dies horribly, you know. 0:06:20.080 --> 0:06:24.240 Mm hmmmm hmm h What do you like? Like I 0:06:24.279 --> 0:06:29.520 would think like like the guy would like lay down, 0:06:30.240 --> 0:06:31.600 you'd have to find you have to find like a 0:06:31.600 --> 0:06:34.520 fucking football field or something where the guy could like 0:06:34.600 --> 0:06:37.760 lay down and you could kind of climb his dick 0:06:37.839 --> 0:06:40.160 like it was like a mountain, like using the veins 0:06:40.200 --> 0:06:41.760 as like grip points and shit. 0:06:44.800 --> 0:06:45.080 Yeah. 0:06:45.120 --> 0:06:50.440 Well, alternatively, there's like the much more feasible option, if 0:06:50.440 --> 0:06:53.200 you could call it that, where the woman is just 0:06:53.240 --> 0:06:55.480 tiny and the man is like regular sized. 0:06:58.279 --> 0:07:01.520 Oh so okay, so you right, Okay, So that's an 0:07:01.560 --> 0:07:05.720 interesting idea. How would you feel like your boyfriend, for example, 0:07:06.440 --> 0:07:09.800 how would you feel if you got shrunk down to 0:07:10.080 --> 0:07:13.960 a tiny size so to you, he is a giant guy? 0:07:14.200 --> 0:07:17.080 Or is it not? This is that essentially the same thing? 0:07:19.200 --> 0:07:19.800 Yeah, I would. 0:07:19.840 --> 0:07:22.040 I would love it, like as long as I'm like, 0:07:22.840 --> 0:07:24.680 you know, if I'm like two inches tall and he's 0:07:24.720 --> 0:07:28.400 just normal sized, that'd be amazing. Or alternatively, I'm normal 0:07:28.440 --> 0:07:29.680 sized and he's gigantic. 0:07:31.160 --> 0:07:33.640 Tell me more about these forms. What's going on in 0:07:33.640 --> 0:07:34.400 these forms? 0:07:38.560 --> 0:07:46.560 Well, it's it's really small, like most of the community, 0:07:46.640 --> 0:07:50.080 so the fetish is called macrophilia. Most of the community 0:07:52.280 --> 0:08:00.120 is into like giant tesses and that's just not like 0:08:00.120 --> 0:08:03.800 like large men and small females are so underrepresented. But 0:08:03.840 --> 0:08:11.120 the forums are just like stories like smart and that 0:08:11.240 --> 0:08:11.840 kind of stuff. 0:08:14.680 --> 0:08:18.920 So is it frustrating? To you that you have this 0:08:19.040 --> 0:08:25.600 fantasy that is physically impossible to play out. 0:08:30.720 --> 0:08:34.920 Well there so obviously like you can't really play it 0:08:34.920 --> 0:08:39.160 out that much. But there are things like my boyfriend 0:08:39.200 --> 0:08:41.520 and I that because my boyfriend knows about it and 0:08:41.559 --> 0:08:45.679 he I wouldn't say that he's like super into it, 0:08:46.280 --> 0:08:48.760 but he he definitely like tries it out for me. 0:08:51.720 --> 0:08:56.880 So like one thing is, uh, a few months ago, 0:08:56.880 --> 0:08:58.520 we went to the Red Fair and I found these 0:08:58.559 --> 0:09:04.800 like fairy ears, and so I put them on and 0:09:04.840 --> 0:09:06.520 he thought it was like really hot that I looked 0:09:06.520 --> 0:09:13.800 like like a fairy, and so he like we like 0:09:13.840 --> 0:09:17.599 did like role play kind of to where like I 0:09:17.760 --> 0:09:20.920 was a fairy and he like captured me or something. 0:09:25.400 --> 0:09:26.839 Do you find Shrek attractive? 0:09:30.679 --> 0:09:31.679 No? 0:09:31.679 --> 0:09:35.280 No, no, because when I'm imagine I'm imagining, like when 0:09:35.320 --> 0:09:37.880 you're talking about this like giant guy, I'm imagining like 0:09:38.000 --> 0:09:39.640 a really tall Shrek. 0:09:43.520 --> 0:09:47.439 No, just like no monsters or anything, just like a 0:09:47.880 --> 0:09:52.640 normal like guy, but he's just like ginormous. 0:09:54.080 --> 0:09:55.679 Have you made friends on these forums? 0:09:55.800 --> 0:09:55.839 Like? 0:09:56.080 --> 0:09:59.120 What what do you talk about with the other people 0:09:59.200 --> 0:10:01.319 on these forms who are into giant people? 0:10:03.840 --> 0:10:07.400 I don't really talk to them because I don't like 0:10:08.480 --> 0:10:12.800 I don't want to get too involved with them. I'm 0:10:12.880 --> 0:10:16.640 just kind of like a like a stalker on there, 0:10:16.720 --> 0:10:18.600 Like I just read the stuff and I don't interact. 0:10:21.960 --> 0:10:24.120 So you mentioned your boyfriend and that he knows about it. 0:10:24.240 --> 0:10:27.080 How does he feel about this whole thing? I mean, 0:10:27.160 --> 0:10:31.520 I feel like you being five to three and him 0:10:31.559 --> 0:10:35.079 being six ' three. That's like the that's pretty that's 0:10:35.120 --> 0:10:37.880 the closest you can kind of get to what you're 0:10:37.920 --> 0:10:39.960 going for in reality. 0:10:42.160 --> 0:10:45.040 Yeah, so we are. 0:10:45.320 --> 0:10:45.920 We have like a. 0:10:48.240 --> 0:10:52.839 Dominant submissive dynamic, and so to us it's kind of 0:10:52.920 --> 0:10:56.880 like a natural progression to go from, which might sound 0:10:56.960 --> 0:10:59.760 like a like a crazy to a lot of people, 0:10:59.840 --> 0:11:04.760 but to me and him, it's kind of like just 0:11:05.040 --> 0:11:11.679 an exaggeration of that power. He doesn't like seek it 0:11:11.800 --> 0:11:16.199 on his own, but occasionally he'll be like, hey, hey, 0:11:16.320 --> 0:11:24.760 put on the fairy ears and oh my god, it's 0:11:24.920 --> 0:11:27.720 it's so ridiculous to actually like talk about this with somebody. 0:11:28.520 --> 0:11:30.000 Yeah, that was so that was gonna be. My next 0:11:30.120 --> 0:11:34.599 question is you know, you've kind of been very like 0:11:34.760 --> 0:11:37.400 bashful about all this throughout the call. Is this something 0:11:37.480 --> 0:11:42.400 that you are like embarrassed about or ashamed of or 0:11:42.720 --> 0:11:45.160 don't you know, talk to a lot of people about. 0:11:46.840 --> 0:11:49.920 Yeah. Well, I'm I'm a little bit so because of 0:11:50.080 --> 0:11:53.960 like this barrier of anonymity, I feel like a little 0:11:54.000 --> 0:11:56.720 bit more comfortable talking about it. It's a lot harder 0:11:56.760 --> 0:12:00.760 to get it out of me, like in person. And 0:12:01.520 --> 0:12:04.000 I guess it doesn't help because the first person I 0:12:04.080 --> 0:12:09.600 ever told, uh, told about it was my first boyfriend 0:12:09.640 --> 0:12:13.120 and he was very like emotionally abusive, and he would 0:12:13.200 --> 0:12:15.400 use it against me and call me like a fucking like. 0:12:16.040 --> 0:12:19.200 Freaking weirdo and nobody would love me, you know, shit 0:12:19.320 --> 0:12:19.480 like that. 0:12:19.679 --> 0:12:25.360 So it's like, so I I am a little bit 0:12:25.400 --> 0:12:28.079 hesitant to bring it up, you know. 0:12:28.440 --> 0:12:31.280 Yeah, well listen, I'm I'm happy for you that you 0:12:31.440 --> 0:12:36.160 found a new person who seems like they're they're they're 0:12:36.200 --> 0:12:37.920 more willing to lean into it with you and not 0:12:38.120 --> 0:12:38.760 use it against you. 0:12:40.960 --> 0:12:43.920 Yeah. I really appreciated that about him. 0:12:46.120 --> 0:12:49.199 Ivy, Is there anything else about this whole thing that 0:12:50.320 --> 0:12:52.240 you feel like you want to share now that you 0:12:52.400 --> 0:12:55.280 are in a place where you're comfortable getting it off 0:12:55.320 --> 0:12:55.680 your chest. 0:13:00.240 --> 0:13:03.720 I just hope that you know people, because it's something 0:13:03.760 --> 0:13:06.199 that I've repressed for so long and I'm just now 0:13:06.760 --> 0:13:11.559 coming to accept it as part of me. So if 0:13:11.600 --> 0:13:16.160 there's like other people that kind of have those feelings 0:13:16.240 --> 0:13:19.959 and just like feel embarrassed or I guess any kink 0:13:20.040 --> 0:13:21.640 for that matter, as long as it's not you know, 0:13:21.920 --> 0:13:29.439 harmful to anyone. She I mean sorry, people should just 0:13:29.679 --> 0:13:32.640 you know, embrace it and kind of explore, because I 0:13:33.280 --> 0:13:35.319 one thing I do when I was kind of like 0:13:35.600 --> 0:13:37.800 on this journey of discovering why I'm into it, I 0:13:37.840 --> 0:13:41.079 would just like kind of think about why am I 0:13:41.160 --> 0:13:43.679 into this and will it affect me long term? So 0:13:46.920 --> 0:13:50.040 I guess what I'm just trying to say is embraced 0:13:50.200 --> 0:13:53.280 like who you are, and there are communities out there 0:13:53.320 --> 0:13:56.120 for everything. Just be safe with those. 0:13:58.200 --> 0:14:01.839 Thank you for calling. I appreciate it. Yeah, have a 0:14:01.880 --> 0:14:09.640 good night, you too, O. Man, Ivy really looked out 0:14:09.679 --> 0:14:12.439 with the six to three boyfriend in that scenario. I 0:14:12.760 --> 0:14:16.760 do wonder what it is like to have a deep 0:14:16.880 --> 0:14:23.840 sexual fantasy for something that is not compatible with reality, 0:14:24.440 --> 0:14:29.040 such as a two hundred foot person. You know, I 0:14:29.160 --> 0:14:32.680 mean listen, one of these days, you know you're gonna 0:14:32.720 --> 0:14:35.360 be able to you know, Ivy's gonna be able to 0:14:35.400 --> 0:14:40.800 hop on VR with some kind of like you know, 0:14:41.680 --> 0:14:44.320 and have some kind of virtual experience where she can 0:14:44.440 --> 0:14:48.320 have sex with a two hundred foot guy. And you 0:14:48.400 --> 0:14:51.400 know what would be tragic is if that happened and 0:14:51.520 --> 0:14:54.720 then she was like, oh, this actually isn't as great 0:14:54.760 --> 0:14:57.480 as I thought it would be. I feel like that's 0:14:57.720 --> 0:14:59.720 that's the thing with a lot of fantasies, right, and 0:15:00.080 --> 0:15:05.600 to spit on here. But but is the idea that 0:15:06.120 --> 0:15:10.920 it's just out of reach? Is that what keeps it compelling? 0:15:11.200 --> 0:15:15.960 Almost such that if if there did exist two hundred 0:15:16.000 --> 0:15:19.080 foot men and she did finally have an experience with them, 0:15:19.320 --> 0:15:28.960 it would almost ruin the fantasy that it becomes reality. Anyway, 0:15:29.000 --> 0:15:32.840 Thanks you, thank you, thank you Ivy for sharing. Glad 0:15:32.920 --> 0:15:36.200 that we could create a form where people are down 0:15:36.280 --> 0:15:44.520 to talk about having sex with two hundred foot giants. Hello, Hey, 0:15:44.680 --> 0:15:46.320 is this Devon? 0:15:47.520 --> 0:15:47.840 It is? 0:15:48.680 --> 0:15:49.560 What's going on with you? Devon? 0:15:52.520 --> 0:15:56.120 Not much, just showing at home right now drinking? 0:15:59.200 --> 0:16:00.280 How many drinks, Steve? 0:16:00.360 --> 0:16:00.600 Are we. 0:16:05.440 --> 0:16:07.440 Three mixers and three beers? 0:16:09.280 --> 0:16:11.680 Three mixed drinks and three beers. Okay, so you're you're like, 0:16:11.800 --> 0:16:13.080 you're probably pretty drunk right now. 0:16:15.160 --> 0:16:18.160 Eh, got a nice little bu's going. 0:16:19.040 --> 0:16:22.360 Okay, we can work with you, We can work with 0:16:22.440 --> 0:16:25.240 a buzz, Devin, it says you're that you've been having 0:16:25.320 --> 0:16:27.680 crazy dreams that are predicting the future. 0:16:29.520 --> 0:16:36.800 Yes, I'm just gonna I'm gonna say, like the ones 0:16:36.800 --> 0:16:43.600 that I remember the most, there was one where it 0:16:43.760 --> 0:16:47.480 was like gym time, and I had a dream, like 0:16:48.440 --> 0:16:51.920 probably like three months before the event happened, that this 0:16:52.160 --> 0:16:56.520 kid threw a basketball at my nuts and I was 0:16:56.600 --> 0:17:00.920 in the same like everything was in the same scenario 0:17:01.080 --> 0:17:04.320 as my dream, and I told myself, I'm like, oh fuck, 0:17:04.800 --> 0:17:07.440 I gotta prepare myself. This guy's gonna throw the ball 0:17:07.800 --> 0:17:11.520 at my nuts. So I like covered my crotch and 0:17:11.960 --> 0:17:14.960 he fucking threw the ball right at my crotch, and 0:17:15.080 --> 0:17:18.760 I because my dream, it saved my nuts that day. 0:17:21.080 --> 0:17:21.880 Interesting, that's one. 0:17:22.119 --> 0:17:27.040 That's one dream that's pretty crazy, and then there's another. 0:17:27.240 --> 0:17:29.800 This one was crazy because it was actually with someone. 0:17:30.840 --> 0:17:33.080 I was with my friend. We're up north duck hunting 0:17:34.040 --> 0:17:36.520 and we drove past this gas station. I had it 0:17:36.600 --> 0:17:40.080 in a dream that there was this blue pick or 0:17:40.160 --> 0:17:43.760 a green pickup truck that crashed into the gas station. 0:17:44.320 --> 0:17:46.080 And I told my buddy that I'm like, dude, I 0:17:46.480 --> 0:17:47.080 had a dream. 0:17:47.480 --> 0:17:48.159 I was like exactly. 0:17:48.160 --> 0:17:50.760 I've never been there before. I'm like, I had a 0:17:50.840 --> 0:17:54.040 dream a green pickup truck crashing this gas station. He's like, 0:17:54.560 --> 0:17:57.959 he's like, yeah, that's kind of weird. And uh So, anyways, 0:17:58.000 --> 0:18:00.520 we get done duck hunting and his mom I'm called, 0:18:01.520 --> 0:18:04.040 called his phone and she's like, are you guys okay 0:18:04.600 --> 0:18:08.639 or like yeah, we're just driving back and she's like, oh, 0:18:08.680 --> 0:18:11.760 there's a huge accident at the gas station. A truck 0:18:11.880 --> 0:18:15.120 ran into it, and we drove past. There's a bunch 0:18:15.119 --> 0:18:18.760 of ambulances and shit, and there's a green pickup and 0:18:18.880 --> 0:18:22.160 my buddy just looked at me and he's like, dude, 0:18:22.160 --> 0:18:26.680 that's fucking freaky. And I'm like, yeah, I don't I 0:18:26.720 --> 0:18:29.240 don't even know what to say about it. Just I've 0:18:29.280 --> 0:18:31.760 had I've had a multiple dreams like that, and it's 0:18:31.880 --> 0:18:33.560 just it's kind of freaky. 0:18:34.920 --> 0:18:38.600 Interesting. Interesting. Yeah. Are those are those the two the 0:18:38.640 --> 0:18:40.960 two scenarios in which it's come true? Or has this 0:18:41.040 --> 0:18:44.760 happened to you many times? Many times? 0:18:44.840 --> 0:18:50.359 There's another one where I was taking tests and I 0:18:50.480 --> 0:18:53.480 wrote some answers on my hand, which you know you 0:18:53.560 --> 0:18:57.800 probably shouldn't do, but I didn't study, so I was 0:18:57.920 --> 0:19:01.560 being lazy, and I wrote my answers on my hand, 0:19:02.600 --> 0:19:08.040 and in the dream I got caught because the teacher left, 0:19:08.240 --> 0:19:11.439 but then he said he had to go talk to someone. 0:19:12.760 --> 0:19:16.119 And but in my dream he came back for some 0:19:16.280 --> 0:19:19.920 reason and he caught me like looking at my hand. 0:19:20.960 --> 0:19:26.200 So then it was the same like scene that was 0:19:26.280 --> 0:19:28.359 in my dream, and I was like, oh fuck, I 0:19:28.400 --> 0:19:31.080 shouldn't look at my hand, but I didn't look at 0:19:31.119 --> 0:19:33.680 my hand. And then also he walked back in just 0:19:34.040 --> 0:19:35.879 as I put my hand away, and I was like, 0:19:36.920 --> 0:19:38.080 there's a bunch of stuff like that. 0:19:38.240 --> 0:19:39.160 It's really weird. 0:19:39.520 --> 0:19:41.000 And then I also have a lot of fucked up 0:19:41.080 --> 0:19:41.640 dreams too. 0:19:42.840 --> 0:19:46.679 Do the fucked up dreams ever come true? Uh? 0:19:47.520 --> 0:19:53.879 Gladly No, They're they're full of very gore and brutal stuff. 0:19:56.400 --> 0:19:58.480 Okay, so I guess it's very good that they're not 0:19:58.520 --> 0:20:03.320 coming true. So since these two of them's so, since 0:20:03.440 --> 0:20:07.360 these these events have been happening where you've been dreaming 0:20:07.560 --> 0:20:11.840 things and they've been coming true, has has this put 0:20:11.880 --> 0:20:13.800 you on edge at all? Because I mean, look, you're 0:20:13.800 --> 0:20:17.679 saying you're having these gory dreams about fucked up shit happening. 0:20:18.000 --> 0:20:20.520 Do you ever have a dream of something fucked up happening, 0:20:20.680 --> 0:20:23.000 and you're like, oh shit, well, these other two dreams 0:20:23.080 --> 0:20:26.639 came true, is there a chance that this one might 0:20:26.720 --> 0:20:27.120 come true? 0:20:28.760 --> 0:20:28.879 Oh? 0:20:28.960 --> 0:20:29.359 Bless you? 0:20:29.640 --> 0:20:33.280 Yeah, I have I get pretty bad anxiety because like 0:20:35.040 --> 0:20:38.280 sometimes they don't always come true, and I'll be like 0:20:38.440 --> 0:20:41.040 I'll get the deja voo and then I'll just be 0:20:41.200 --> 0:20:44.040 like super on edge, like because some of them will 0:20:44.080 --> 0:20:48.359 be like the kind of gory stuff or like the 0:20:48.400 --> 0:20:51.840 brutal stuff where like someone gets murdered, and then I'll 0:20:51.920 --> 0:20:54.159 just be like freaking the fuck. Oh, I'll be like 0:20:54.880 --> 0:20:58.040 is this gonna actually happen? And then luckily it doesn't, 0:20:59.400 --> 0:21:05.680 and yeah, it's just crazy, but yeah. And then I 0:21:06.400 --> 0:21:09.320 looked it up because like the glory dreams, like because 0:21:09.320 --> 0:21:11.000 I talked to a couple of my friends and they're like, 0:21:11.520 --> 0:21:14.560 they're like, yeah, that's kind of fucked up, because like 0:21:14.640 --> 0:21:18.520 apparently none of my other friends have like super gory 0:21:18.760 --> 0:21:22.640 and like detailed dreams that they remember. And I looked 0:21:22.680 --> 0:21:28.080 it up and it was like supposedly like nightmare syndrome 0:21:29.280 --> 0:21:33.840 and what it said it is like it comes from trauma, 0:21:34.200 --> 0:21:38.520 but I've never really had any trauma, so I don't 0:21:38.560 --> 0:21:39.520 know where that comes from. 0:21:40.720 --> 0:21:45.840 Have you looked up dreams that predict real life events? 0:21:48.359 --> 0:21:52.720 I'm not. I probably should do that because it's a 0:21:52.840 --> 0:21:57.000 lot of them. No, probably, I don't know. There's there's 0:21:57.040 --> 0:21:59.400 a good amount that have come true where it's kind 0:21:59.440 --> 0:22:00.680 of it ful weird. 0:22:02.359 --> 0:22:04.960 Yeah, these are definitely you know, this is this is 0:22:05.040 --> 0:22:10.480 interesting because these are definitely freaky scenarios. 0:22:11.320 --> 0:22:15.080 You know, the kids, the truck one really was over 0:22:15.160 --> 0:22:15.520 the time. 0:22:16.240 --> 0:22:18.320 Yeah, the truck one was crazy. The I mean, the 0:22:18.359 --> 0:22:23.840 football thing also pretty crazy. It's interesting because I'm I'm 0:22:23.960 --> 0:22:27.119 I'm skeptical, right, I'm not a you know, I'm not 0:22:27.240 --> 0:22:31.840 a spirit guy. I'm not everything happens for a reason. Guy. Uh, 0:22:32.800 --> 0:22:36.320 I don't. I'm not really like deterministic in my thoughts 0:22:36.359 --> 0:22:40.800 about things happening in the universe. But you know, if 0:22:40.840 --> 0:22:44.080 what you tell me is true, then I don't know, man, 0:22:44.200 --> 0:22:49.159 maybe it is just a couple of very freaky coincidences. 0:22:49.280 --> 0:22:51.159 I mean, what do you think. Do you think that 0:22:51.920 --> 0:22:56.200 you are genuinely predicting the future here or these coincidences? 0:22:59.359 --> 0:23:04.200 I think a little bit. Maybe it's I don't know 0:23:04.400 --> 0:23:11.200 if like our minds can like because like, I don't know, 0:23:12.040 --> 0:23:14.159 this is just from like Facebook and shit, but like 0:23:14.320 --> 0:23:17.720 our our brain only works like thirty percent or ten 0:23:17.840 --> 0:23:23.480 percent of what it actually does and like limitally it's yeah, 0:23:23.800 --> 0:23:26.760 maybe it's just like every so and so it just 0:23:26.920 --> 0:23:29.960 like can predict the future or like foreshadow because like 0:23:30.520 --> 0:23:35.800 biologically our bodies are designed to like survive. I don't know, 0:23:36.080 --> 0:23:37.720 it's just crazy shit. 0:23:40.800 --> 0:23:42.600 Well, thanks for sharing all this. Man, does this ever 0:23:42.760 --> 0:23:44.680 like give you We kind of touched on this a 0:23:44.720 --> 0:23:47.560 little bit, but I mean, day to day, does it 0:23:47.600 --> 0:23:50.359 give you anxiety to think that you might have a 0:23:50.440 --> 0:23:54.200 dream that might come true of some fucking weird thing. 0:23:57.920 --> 0:24:01.920 A little bit like and then like some of the 0:24:02.119 --> 0:24:05.680 some of the dreams I have, like I'll be awake 0:24:06.960 --> 0:24:12.000 and I'll like it's weird because like I go on 0:24:12.119 --> 0:24:17.080 like third person and like this is gonna sound really 0:24:17.160 --> 0:24:20.160 fucked up. But like I was shopping with my older 0:24:20.240 --> 0:24:25.119 brother and then all of a sudden, like I just 0:24:25.320 --> 0:24:30.159 like I saw like someone just like walk up to 0:24:30.240 --> 0:24:33.800 him and start stabbing him, and I just like and 0:24:33.880 --> 0:24:35.680 then all of a sudden, like I came to and 0:24:35.760 --> 0:24:39.000 then like noise came back, and then I was just 0:24:39.160 --> 0:24:43.040 like that didn't happen. It was just like some like 0:24:43.160 --> 0:24:45.640 there's a couple of times where it's happened when I'm awake. 0:24:47.680 --> 0:24:51.920 Yeah, m hm, So this thing of of of you 0:24:52.240 --> 0:24:56.639 in third person watching you or watching you watch your 0:24:56.680 --> 0:24:59.679 brother get stabbed. This happened while you were awake. 0:25:01.760 --> 0:25:07.800 Yeah, we're shopping somewhere that this was a few years ago. 0:25:09.280 --> 0:25:12.400 And like I think it was with a pencil too, 0:25:12.680 --> 0:25:15.719 just like some random person was just starting like stabbing 0:25:15.840 --> 0:25:20.200 him and I'm just like and I couldn't do anything. 0:25:20.240 --> 0:25:23.719 I was just like frozen, and I was like watching 0:25:23.800 --> 0:25:25.040 It is weird. 0:25:25.920 --> 0:25:29.600 It sounds like now we're in the territory where both 0:25:29.640 --> 0:25:32.680 of us are trying to be science y in ways 0:25:32.720 --> 0:25:34.760 that we have no business being. But do you have 0:25:34.880 --> 0:25:36.320 like a narcolepsy or something like that. 0:25:39.880 --> 0:25:45.000 Uh, I'm not sure that'd be crazy. 0:25:45.840 --> 0:25:48.680 That would be crazy. Go to a guy, I mean, 0:25:48.880 --> 0:25:50.280 or you know whatever. Go to a party, go to 0:25:50.359 --> 0:25:54.040 a thing, go to someone who does sleep stuff, see 0:25:54.040 --> 0:25:55.879 what's going on. I think it'd be worth it if 0:25:55.920 --> 0:25:58.720 you're if you're passing out in the middle of the day, 0:25:58.720 --> 0:26:00.879 you're thinking about your brother getting stead Sorry, what did 0:26:00.920 --> 0:26:01.200 you said? 0:26:01.960 --> 0:26:05.520