1 00:00:08,200 --> 00:00:14,280 Speaker 1: Pushkin. Hey, y'all, it's justin Richmond. Like all of us, 2 00:00:14,360 --> 00:00:17,200 Speaker 1: Rick Rubin has been thinking a lot about fear lately, 3 00:00:17,560 --> 00:00:19,759 Speaker 1: and few people on the planet understand fear in the 4 00:00:19,800 --> 00:00:23,400 Speaker 1: same way as Rick's good friend David Blaine. David has 5 00:00:23,400 --> 00:00:25,599 Speaker 1: made a career of pushing his mind and body to 6 00:00:25,640 --> 00:00:29,000 Speaker 1: the limit with crazy public stunts like staying awake for 7 00:00:29,080 --> 00:00:31,960 Speaker 1: sixty three hours while standing in a block of ice 8 00:00:32,000 --> 00:00:34,840 Speaker 1: in the middle of Times Square, or fastened for forty 9 00:00:34,880 --> 00:00:37,440 Speaker 1: four days while suspended thirty feet in the air and 10 00:00:37,560 --> 00:00:41,080 Speaker 1: a plexiglass cube in London. Feeds that blew my mind 11 00:00:41,159 --> 00:00:43,440 Speaker 1: growing up, So Rick thought David might be a great 12 00:00:43,479 --> 00:00:47,440 Speaker 1: person for y'all to hear from about facing fear. Obviously, 13 00:00:47,440 --> 00:00:49,919 Speaker 1: this conversation isn't about music, but it does touch on 14 00:00:49,920 --> 00:00:53,159 Speaker 1: one of Rick's other great loves. Magic. When he was 15 00:00:53,200 --> 00:00:56,200 Speaker 1: a kid, Rick studying magic, and since then magic's becomes 16 00:00:56,200 --> 00:00:58,360 Speaker 1: so much more than just slight of hand for him. 17 00:00:58,400 --> 00:01:00,400 Speaker 1: He uses the idea of pulling something out of nothing 18 00:01:00,480 --> 00:01:02,640 Speaker 1: in his music making, so it makes sense that he 19 00:01:02,640 --> 00:01:04,840 Speaker 1: would turn to one of the best living magicians for 20 00:01:04,959 --> 00:01:08,679 Speaker 1: words of wisdom. In this conversation, David Blaine runs through 21 00:01:08,720 --> 00:01:12,319 Speaker 1: his most legendary public stunts and explains in excruciating detail 22 00:01:12,680 --> 00:01:15,720 Speaker 1: what he went through physically and emotionally at each step. 23 00:01:16,160 --> 00:01:19,160 Speaker 1: He also explains his relatively simple formula for getting through 24 00:01:19,200 --> 00:01:23,160 Speaker 1: physical and psychological stress. The secret, it turns out, is 25 00:01:23,200 --> 00:01:27,600 Speaker 1: that we can all handle a lot more than we think. 26 00:01:29,400 --> 00:01:32,080 Speaker 1: This is broken record liner notes for the digital age. 27 00:01:32,319 --> 00:01:39,880 Speaker 1: I'm justin Richmonds. Here's Rick Rubin and David Blaine, who 28 00:01:39,920 --> 00:01:44,640 Speaker 1: connected recently on zoom. The reason that I wanted to 29 00:01:44,680 --> 00:01:51,200 Speaker 1: talk to you is I'm feeling a collective fear in 30 00:01:51,240 --> 00:01:54,000 Speaker 1: the air. I feel like I feel like I'm not 31 00:01:54,160 --> 00:01:58,400 Speaker 1: feeling my fear so much as I'm feeling everybody's fear. 32 00:01:58,480 --> 00:02:00,640 Speaker 1: That there's like a cloud of year in the air. 33 00:02:01,360 --> 00:02:03,720 Speaker 1: I started thinking about different times in my life I've 34 00:02:03,720 --> 00:02:06,680 Speaker 1: been afraid of something or people I know who have 35 00:02:06,920 --> 00:02:11,720 Speaker 1: insights into fear. And I remember when I was learning 36 00:02:11,760 --> 00:02:14,200 Speaker 1: to spend time in the ice in an ice bath 37 00:02:15,120 --> 00:02:17,400 Speaker 1: that the longest I could ever stay in was a 38 00:02:17,400 --> 00:02:20,400 Speaker 1: few minutes until I did it with you. And when 39 00:02:20,400 --> 00:02:24,560 Speaker 1: I did it with you, your perspective on it opened 40 00:02:24,639 --> 00:02:27,440 Speaker 1: my mind and helped me deal with the fear of 41 00:02:27,520 --> 00:02:31,040 Speaker 1: staying longer and you talked me through it, and in 42 00:02:31,080 --> 00:02:35,720 Speaker 1: that experience, it opened me up to conquer a fear. 43 00:02:36,360 --> 00:02:38,520 Speaker 1: So I wanted to talk to you in general about 44 00:02:38,520 --> 00:02:42,360 Speaker 1: the idea of conquering fears. Sound good, Yeah, that's great. 45 00:02:43,760 --> 00:02:46,440 Speaker 1: What's uh? Tell me a little bit about your relationship 46 00:02:46,520 --> 00:02:50,880 Speaker 1: to fear. Well, you know, I mean, I guess my 47 00:02:51,280 --> 00:02:54,040 Speaker 1: outlook on everything was already My mother gave me this 48 00:02:54,200 --> 00:02:57,160 Speaker 1: confidence as a kid. But when she was really sick, 49 00:02:57,320 --> 00:03:00,400 Speaker 1: when she was dying, instead of focusing on the difficult part, 50 00:03:00,400 --> 00:03:03,360 Speaker 1: of the sad part, of the painful part, she looked 51 00:03:03,360 --> 00:03:06,600 Speaker 1: at the beauty and everything, so she didn't focus on 52 00:03:06,639 --> 00:03:10,080 Speaker 1: herself and complaints. So she made death very poetic and 53 00:03:10,200 --> 00:03:12,240 Speaker 1: very beautiful, which I think is like one of the 54 00:03:12,280 --> 00:03:15,360 Speaker 1: best gifts you can give to your kid, because that 55 00:03:15,440 --> 00:03:19,160 Speaker 1: immediately made me not afraid of the unknown, which is dead. 56 00:03:19,720 --> 00:03:24,560 Speaker 1: But as far as I was always pushing my body 57 00:03:24,600 --> 00:03:28,280 Speaker 1: to do things that were like difficult and probably dangerous 58 00:03:28,320 --> 00:03:32,360 Speaker 1: since I was five years old. And here's the simple 59 00:03:32,440 --> 00:03:36,640 Speaker 1: formula for it. Simple formula is you you don't just 60 00:03:36,800 --> 00:03:40,000 Speaker 1: jump into the unknown. You go step by step by 61 00:03:40,080 --> 00:03:42,880 Speaker 1: step by steps slowly. So if you go like if 62 00:03:42,880 --> 00:03:44,520 Speaker 1: I was to say ok I'm gonna hold my breath 63 00:03:44,560 --> 00:03:47,400 Speaker 1: for twenty minutes. I'd be afraid that I's gonna have 64 00:03:47,440 --> 00:03:51,080 Speaker 1: cardiac I'll be dead. But you don't start like that, 65 00:03:51,120 --> 00:03:53,320 Speaker 1: you said, Okay, well I did three and a half minutes, 66 00:03:53,360 --> 00:03:56,440 Speaker 1: and as a kid, there's people that are free divers 67 00:03:56,440 --> 00:03:59,000 Speaker 1: that have done this amount of time. Let me train 68 00:03:59,080 --> 00:04:01,920 Speaker 1: with the best people. Let me slowly build a resistance 69 00:04:02,000 --> 00:04:04,880 Speaker 1: or a tolerance and understand the pain that I'm going 70 00:04:04,920 --> 00:04:07,280 Speaker 1: to go through so I could process it and fight it. 71 00:04:07,560 --> 00:04:09,960 Speaker 1: So my outlook on the corona. And obviously I'm not 72 00:04:10,040 --> 00:04:13,560 Speaker 1: a doctor, so I can't give advice. But the way 73 00:04:13,560 --> 00:04:16,480 Speaker 1: I look at it is you have to do the 74 00:04:16,480 --> 00:04:19,320 Speaker 1: things that you know are best. So you clean your 75 00:04:19,360 --> 00:04:23,000 Speaker 1: diet up. You don't eat products that create mucus, like 76 00:04:23,160 --> 00:04:26,160 Speaker 1: dairy or processed shivers or breads or things like that. 77 00:04:26,560 --> 00:04:29,800 Speaker 1: You have ginger, you have garlic, You have you know, 78 00:04:29,960 --> 00:04:33,960 Speaker 1: sixteen ounces of water before every anything that you drink. 79 00:04:34,000 --> 00:04:36,679 Speaker 1: You keep yourself hydrated. So you do all the things 80 00:04:36,680 --> 00:04:40,080 Speaker 1: that you can to really be ready for the fight. 81 00:04:40,200 --> 00:04:43,040 Speaker 1: Because fear, like let's say you're anasmatic, which I was 82 00:04:43,080 --> 00:04:46,240 Speaker 1: as a kid, and have a small and average lung capacity. 83 00:04:46,640 --> 00:04:49,560 Speaker 1: It's scary. I think I'm corona is going to couldn't 84 00:04:49,560 --> 00:04:52,760 Speaker 1: give me pneumonia types, you know, and my lungs could 85 00:04:52,800 --> 00:04:55,120 Speaker 1: shut down. So what I want to do is, if 86 00:04:55,160 --> 00:04:57,480 Speaker 1: I was a smoker, which I'm not, I wouldn't touch 87 00:04:57,520 --> 00:05:00,880 Speaker 1: cigarettes because why do anything that can make the virus 88 00:05:00,920 --> 00:05:04,640 Speaker 1: that much more you know, effective in its path to 89 00:05:04,760 --> 00:05:07,719 Speaker 1: destroy you. So that's number one. Number two, as you 90 00:05:07,760 --> 00:05:10,440 Speaker 1: follow all the rules, you know, don't go near people 91 00:05:10,760 --> 00:05:13,400 Speaker 1: as much as you can, try to avoid contact other 92 00:05:13,440 --> 00:05:16,560 Speaker 1: than the people that you're quarantined with, obviously. And then 93 00:05:16,680 --> 00:05:18,920 Speaker 1: for me, the other thing that I really like to 94 00:05:18,960 --> 00:05:23,240 Speaker 1: think about, which is I would say if you also 95 00:05:23,360 --> 00:05:25,160 Speaker 1: study it from the point of view. And I'm not 96 00:05:25,240 --> 00:05:27,880 Speaker 1: saying that this is right or wrong, it's it's just 97 00:05:28,040 --> 00:05:32,520 Speaker 1: my perspective. But the reason we don't want the virus 98 00:05:32,600 --> 00:05:36,320 Speaker 1: to spread as quickly as it's spreading because you don't 99 00:05:36,360 --> 00:05:38,440 Speaker 1: know you have symptoms, you're not aware of it, you 100 00:05:38,480 --> 00:05:42,320 Speaker 1: don't feel anything often, and you're very contagious, right, So 101 00:05:42,400 --> 00:05:45,239 Speaker 1: you don't want to spread everywhere. Not that we couldn't 102 00:05:45,279 --> 00:05:48,520 Speaker 1: fight it, it's just that you don't want the hospitals 103 00:05:48,600 --> 00:05:52,279 Speaker 1: to suddenly become flooded, which is what's happening, and then 104 00:05:52,720 --> 00:05:56,640 Speaker 1: everybody's losing the hospital beds, the respirators, and it's a shutdown. 105 00:05:56,680 --> 00:05:59,560 Speaker 1: So it's not that you want to fear the virus. 106 00:06:00,080 --> 00:06:02,640 Speaker 1: You want to do the right precautions to protect not 107 00:06:02,760 --> 00:06:07,880 Speaker 1: even just yourself, everybody around you. So I think knowledge 108 00:06:07,960 --> 00:06:11,560 Speaker 1: is basically the best way to overcome fear. Now, I 109 00:06:11,680 --> 00:06:15,080 Speaker 1: was a kid, my mother the only fear she gave 110 00:06:15,360 --> 00:06:18,520 Speaker 1: is when she saw not cockroaches, as would roll with them, right, 111 00:06:18,720 --> 00:06:21,560 Speaker 1: but when she saw like spiders or stain bugs. Oh. 112 00:06:22,520 --> 00:06:26,200 Speaker 1: So I was always afraid of like little bugs, not cockroaches, 113 00:06:26,240 --> 00:06:28,760 Speaker 1: but I was afraid of every other little bug. So 114 00:06:28,839 --> 00:06:32,000 Speaker 1: my magician friends would come over. We'd be brainstorm magic 115 00:06:32,120 --> 00:06:34,080 Speaker 1: and like I'd see a bug and like ah, they 116 00:06:34,120 --> 00:06:36,560 Speaker 1: thought I was a joe kid, right, but I wasn't. 117 00:06:36,600 --> 00:06:40,760 Speaker 1: So to get over that fear, I would have people 118 00:06:40,800 --> 00:06:45,039 Speaker 1: come over with bugs, insects, spiders, you know, everything, and 119 00:06:45,120 --> 00:06:48,320 Speaker 1: I'd play with them. But that's temporarily getting over it. 120 00:06:48,440 --> 00:06:50,960 Speaker 1: So a fluke happened and I really got over my 121 00:06:51,040 --> 00:06:54,359 Speaker 1: last fear, which was an insect, certain insect. So I 122 00:06:54,440 --> 00:06:58,240 Speaker 1: took my brother to Botswana, and he's the most afraid 123 00:06:58,240 --> 00:07:00,200 Speaker 1: of everything, so I can't teach him how to get 124 00:07:00,240 --> 00:07:05,039 Speaker 1: over that. But anyway, we go to Africa and we're 125 00:07:05,080 --> 00:07:07,800 Speaker 1: in these little tents and we're with the guy who 126 00:07:07,839 --> 00:07:10,840 Speaker 1: died who he was the lion Man. He goes out 127 00:07:10,840 --> 00:07:13,000 Speaker 1: with the lions and he actually looks like a lion, 128 00:07:13,560 --> 00:07:16,760 Speaker 1: and he brings a roll of toilet paper, no weapons, nothing, 129 00:07:16,760 --> 00:07:18,320 Speaker 1: and he calls out with the wild lions and when 130 00:07:18,360 --> 00:07:20,320 Speaker 1: they attack him. He could see it on YouTube. He 131 00:07:20,320 --> 00:07:22,560 Speaker 1: would throw the toilet paper like fake though, and the 132 00:07:22,600 --> 00:07:26,680 Speaker 1: lions would jumping away. This guy grew up in the 133 00:07:26,800 --> 00:07:29,360 Speaker 1: bush with the lions, so he and hippos, he would 134 00:07:29,400 --> 00:07:34,440 Speaker 1: scare them. His presence was unbelievable. But anyway, so that 135 00:07:34,560 --> 00:07:36,640 Speaker 1: night after we went out with the lions and he 136 00:07:36,640 --> 00:07:39,440 Speaker 1: crawls out with them and he plays with the you 137 00:07:39,480 --> 00:07:42,560 Speaker 1: know them while they're eating the zebra. He's really unbelievable. 138 00:07:42,960 --> 00:07:45,360 Speaker 1: But that night I went to bed and I gave 139 00:07:45,440 --> 00:07:49,000 Speaker 1: my brother a night fish that I had, a really serious, 140 00:07:49,080 --> 00:07:51,920 Speaker 1: high tech one, which I shouldn't have done. So he 141 00:07:51,920 --> 00:07:54,840 Speaker 1: hears something walking throughout his tent and then my tent, 142 00:07:54,960 --> 00:07:57,840 Speaker 1: but really mostly around his tent, and you know, I 143 00:07:57,920 --> 00:08:00,640 Speaker 1: just assumed it's an elliston. I don't know. My brother 144 00:08:00,760 --> 00:08:04,920 Speaker 1: looks through and it's a hippo just circling it, and 145 00:08:05,000 --> 00:08:07,520 Speaker 1: he hears the hippos are the most deadly animals and 146 00:08:07,600 --> 00:08:10,640 Speaker 1: that they'll just chomp through in half. Right, So my 147 00:08:10,720 --> 00:08:13,640 Speaker 1: brother doesn't sleep the whole day he's just looking through 148 00:08:13,640 --> 00:08:17,360 Speaker 1: this thing. And so what happened with me is balmb 149 00:08:17,400 --> 00:08:19,520 Speaker 1: in this tent. I'm being careful because even if it's 150 00:08:19,520 --> 00:08:21,760 Speaker 1: an elpha more right, you don't want to get anything 151 00:08:21,800 --> 00:08:24,679 Speaker 1: can happened. Right. So I'm in this little tent alone 152 00:08:25,120 --> 00:08:28,000 Speaker 1: and I put my phone light on and I look 153 00:08:28,120 --> 00:08:32,920 Speaker 1: up and there's thousands of bugs all over the top 154 00:08:32,960 --> 00:08:35,920 Speaker 1: of my tent. I'm like, okay, we're in this together. 155 00:08:36,320 --> 00:08:39,360 Speaker 1: And I realize that those insects were my friends, not 156 00:08:39,520 --> 00:08:42,680 Speaker 1: even joking, And from that moment onwards, I was never 157 00:08:42,720 --> 00:08:45,400 Speaker 1: afraid of insects. So sometimes it is just like a 158 00:08:45,600 --> 00:08:48,000 Speaker 1: fluke thing. But often I think it's like, you know, 159 00:08:48,040 --> 00:08:51,120 Speaker 1: the process of trying to understand the information, to get 160 00:08:51,160 --> 00:08:53,840 Speaker 1: over and to learn and to accelerate. So it's like 161 00:08:54,000 --> 00:08:56,080 Speaker 1: and I also look at things as a challenge, So 162 00:08:56,160 --> 00:08:58,880 Speaker 1: like even with my daughter when she takes a shower 163 00:08:58,880 --> 00:09:01,760 Speaker 1: in the morning. We used to I would tell her, Okay, 164 00:09:01,840 --> 00:09:03,839 Speaker 1: let's crank it the cold, you know, and I just 165 00:09:03,840 --> 00:09:06,160 Speaker 1: want her so when all of her friends won't go 166 00:09:06,240 --> 00:09:08,600 Speaker 1: on the ocean because the ocean's gold or our family, 167 00:09:08,840 --> 00:09:11,480 Speaker 1: she goes right in. And it's just the mindset of like, 168 00:09:11,640 --> 00:09:14,240 Speaker 1: I can overcome this, you know. So it's like and 169 00:09:14,600 --> 00:09:17,120 Speaker 1: that translates across the board. So whether you're running as 170 00:09:17,160 --> 00:09:19,480 Speaker 1: hard as you can or holding your breath, or you know, 171 00:09:19,960 --> 00:09:22,720 Speaker 1: it's standing up in one place for seventy three hours, 172 00:09:22,840 --> 00:09:25,400 Speaker 1: things like that that you have to endure slowly, build 173 00:09:25,400 --> 00:09:28,120 Speaker 1: a tolerance, have an understanding of what you're really doing, 174 00:09:28,200 --> 00:09:31,720 Speaker 1: do the research, study with the smartest people that you can, 175 00:09:32,320 --> 00:09:35,120 Speaker 1: and and and that's the best way to you know, 176 00:09:35,320 --> 00:09:39,120 Speaker 1: I think, to work on facing the fear in the 177 00:09:39,120 --> 00:09:42,400 Speaker 1: most diligent and efficient way. How do you deal with 178 00:09:42,440 --> 00:09:45,680 Speaker 1: the when you're in it. I'll give you an example. 179 00:09:46,040 --> 00:09:52,280 Speaker 1: One time I was bodysurfing in Venice with a mutual 180 00:09:52,320 --> 00:09:55,480 Speaker 1: friend of ours and the waves are getting big and 181 00:09:56,040 --> 00:09:58,160 Speaker 1: it seemed normal at first, and then the waves you're 182 00:09:58,200 --> 00:10:00,000 Speaker 1: getting bigger and bigger, and it was a pretty big 183 00:10:00,040 --> 00:10:02,240 Speaker 1: day to begin within the ways, we're getting bigger, and 184 00:10:02,320 --> 00:10:04,320 Speaker 1: we're out next to a pier, and then the waves 185 00:10:04,360 --> 00:10:08,320 Speaker 1: started crashing over the pier, like really big, and I 186 00:10:08,320 --> 00:10:11,480 Speaker 1: remember our friend looking at me and saying, you know, 187 00:10:12,080 --> 00:10:14,400 Speaker 1: it keeps feeling like this, We're going to be in trouble. 188 00:10:14,640 --> 00:10:17,240 Speaker 1: And that was the last thing he said, and then 189 00:10:17,280 --> 00:10:20,680 Speaker 1: he was gone. And then I'm sort of in the 190 00:10:20,760 --> 00:10:24,839 Speaker 1: drop zone and just waves are crashing on me and 191 00:10:26,360 --> 00:10:30,600 Speaker 1: came really close to the ground, and I remember thinking, 192 00:10:31,600 --> 00:10:33,600 Speaker 1: I know, the worst thing I can do is panic. 193 00:10:34,040 --> 00:10:38,240 Speaker 1: So I know panic panic will only hurt in this situation. 194 00:10:39,480 --> 00:10:43,320 Speaker 1: But when you're being held under water by waves, or 195 00:10:43,320 --> 00:10:45,000 Speaker 1: when you come up for a breath and a wave 196 00:10:45,040 --> 00:10:50,120 Speaker 1: crashes you, even there's a conversation that goes on between 197 00:10:51,320 --> 00:10:54,360 Speaker 1: I know I'm not supposed to panic, that this isn't 198 00:10:54,360 --> 00:10:58,360 Speaker 1: going to help me, and the other voices there's nowhere 199 00:10:58,760 --> 00:11:02,760 Speaker 1: we're panicking. It's hard to control. I think, you know, 200 00:11:03,400 --> 00:11:06,400 Speaker 1: number one rule of the twenty one laws of the 201 00:11:06,440 --> 00:11:10,080 Speaker 1: samurais accept everything exactly the way it is. And I 202 00:11:10,120 --> 00:11:12,599 Speaker 1: think even in the worst situation, when you panic and 203 00:11:13,160 --> 00:11:16,440 Speaker 1: go crazy and let it over, you won't you won't 204 00:11:16,480 --> 00:11:19,959 Speaker 1: win that battle. So you kind of have to accept 205 00:11:20,120 --> 00:11:24,200 Speaker 1: what the situation is and then in a very careful 206 00:11:24,240 --> 00:11:27,040 Speaker 1: and clever way to try to outremovering it, but without 207 00:11:27,040 --> 00:11:29,080 Speaker 1: fighting it, because you're never going to be the ocean, 208 00:11:30,520 --> 00:11:32,679 Speaker 1: so so you have to kind of smooth into it 209 00:11:32,720 --> 00:11:34,560 Speaker 1: and have the faith that you can be under for 210 00:11:34,600 --> 00:11:36,800 Speaker 1: a little more than you think. You can't even relax 211 00:11:36,840 --> 00:11:40,600 Speaker 1: and kind of go with it a little bit, which 212 00:11:40,640 --> 00:11:43,280 Speaker 1: is the only option. But have you ever had that 213 00:11:43,440 --> 00:11:47,680 Speaker 1: come up, like in the midst of a challenge. Have 214 00:11:47,880 --> 00:11:50,800 Speaker 1: you had it come up of what do I do now? 215 00:11:51,600 --> 00:11:54,840 Speaker 1: Every time I'm holding my breath for a really long 216 00:11:55,240 --> 00:11:58,920 Speaker 1: breath hold, my heart gets really weird and it does 217 00:11:58,960 --> 00:12:01,840 Speaker 1: these strange things, and that makes you get more focused 218 00:12:01,880 --> 00:12:05,160 Speaker 1: on the heart and it doesn't help. So I've learned 219 00:12:05,240 --> 00:12:08,400 Speaker 1: over the years, even when pushing to the extreme, you 220 00:12:08,520 --> 00:12:13,160 Speaker 1: just accept it and go with it. So you know 221 00:12:13,200 --> 00:12:16,760 Speaker 1: that that's the best thing that I've learned. When I'm 222 00:12:16,760 --> 00:12:19,240 Speaker 1: pushing to those extreme places and it gets a little 223 00:12:19,240 --> 00:12:22,440 Speaker 1: out of control, Let's talk about each one of the 224 00:12:22,520 --> 00:12:28,240 Speaker 1: things that you've done, and then in each case, what 225 00:12:28,280 --> 00:12:31,160 Speaker 1: were the most difficult moments? So you know, so when 226 00:12:31,160 --> 00:12:33,320 Speaker 1: I did the first stunt was buried alive. It was 227 00:12:33,360 --> 00:12:35,400 Speaker 1: one dni die before you have the chance to do. 228 00:12:35,880 --> 00:12:39,920 Speaker 1: And Bill Colluse, you know, said, yeah, you can go 229 00:12:40,000 --> 00:12:43,319 Speaker 1: to Central Park bury yourself. You'll sneak out and then 230 00:12:43,320 --> 00:12:45,560 Speaker 1: you'll come back a month later. And so what's the 231 00:12:45,640 --> 00:12:49,000 Speaker 1: point of that, Like, what's the fun of that. I'm 232 00:12:49,000 --> 00:12:51,720 Speaker 1: gonna really do it, And instead of doing it under 233 00:12:51,800 --> 00:12:53,680 Speaker 1: dirt like the Fakirs used to do it, I'll just 234 00:12:53,760 --> 00:12:55,720 Speaker 1: do it in a sea through boxes. I was thinking, like, 235 00:12:56,200 --> 00:12:58,120 Speaker 1: you know, I've seen my mom laying a bed not 236 00:12:58,240 --> 00:13:00,640 Speaker 1: moving for a very long period of time. I can 237 00:13:00,679 --> 00:13:03,480 Speaker 1: at least lay in a little coffin for a week. 238 00:13:03,760 --> 00:13:07,160 Speaker 1: And I was right. And I'd also rented Artha, so 239 00:13:07,200 --> 00:13:09,520 Speaker 1: I had fasted as a kid. I had done you 240 00:13:09,559 --> 00:13:12,080 Speaker 1: know those things, so I understood that that's all doable. 241 00:13:12,760 --> 00:13:17,280 Speaker 1: So I had fasted for a week before buried a life, 242 00:13:17,720 --> 00:13:19,840 Speaker 1: just to clean everything out because I knew I wasn't 243 00:13:19,920 --> 00:13:21,960 Speaker 1: able to go to the bathroom. I'll bet the number 244 00:13:22,000 --> 00:13:25,640 Speaker 1: two and the whole thing. And I put a coffin 245 00:13:25,720 --> 00:13:28,400 Speaker 1: in Bill's living room where I was. I was sleeping 246 00:13:28,400 --> 00:13:30,560 Speaker 1: in his pants room buying his kitchen at the time, 247 00:13:30,840 --> 00:13:32,599 Speaker 1: and I put a coffin in his living room that 248 00:13:32,679 --> 00:13:36,360 Speaker 1: I got in Queens, and I started practicing. I'd just 249 00:13:36,400 --> 00:13:38,320 Speaker 1: sleep in the coffin. I was like, yeah, this isn't 250 00:13:38,360 --> 00:13:40,559 Speaker 1: so hard. And I would stay there for a couple 251 00:13:40,559 --> 00:13:42,320 Speaker 1: of days and I learned how to pee into one 252 00:13:42,360 --> 00:13:45,560 Speaker 1: of those little bag whatever. I did the whole process, 253 00:13:45,600 --> 00:13:49,280 Speaker 1: and I was clean, systems clean, ready to go, stunts 254 00:13:49,320 --> 00:13:54,480 Speaker 1: about to stunts about to start, and I was clean. 255 00:13:54,640 --> 00:13:58,360 Speaker 1: Just water. Bill that type of thinking it doesn't make 256 00:13:58,400 --> 00:14:01,680 Speaker 1: sense to him. So he's like, here, have this, and 257 00:14:01,760 --> 00:14:06,400 Speaker 1: he gives me a drink that was called a Mango Mama. 258 00:14:06,960 --> 00:14:09,000 Speaker 1: So I don't know why I listened to Me's like 259 00:14:09,280 --> 00:14:11,120 Speaker 1: take this. I was like, Bill, I don't think. So 260 00:14:11,679 --> 00:14:13,520 Speaker 1: he's like, hey, you'll just pee it out because I 261 00:14:13,559 --> 00:14:16,600 Speaker 1: had a fuckerstup to pee. So I drink the Mango 262 00:14:16,679 --> 00:14:19,600 Speaker 1: Baba and I do my first big stunt. I get 263 00:14:19,600 --> 00:14:21,600 Speaker 1: buried alive in the middle of New York. So you 264 00:14:21,680 --> 00:14:23,560 Speaker 1: see through the whole thing in no way out for 265 00:14:23,600 --> 00:14:28,640 Speaker 1: a week right away, like eight hours later, I'm like, 266 00:14:28,800 --> 00:14:31,960 Speaker 1: oh no, and I have to go to the bathroom. 267 00:14:32,400 --> 00:14:38,040 Speaker 1: But a number two and rick for a week, I 268 00:14:38,080 --> 00:14:45,920 Speaker 1: had to hold it in it was the warms anyway anyway, 269 00:14:46,360 --> 00:14:48,320 Speaker 1: But you know, it's fine. So I do the stunt, 270 00:14:48,720 --> 00:14:50,680 Speaker 1: you know, and it was difficult and all that stuff, 271 00:14:51,000 --> 00:14:53,760 Speaker 1: but that one getting used to it. Things that you 272 00:14:53,800 --> 00:14:56,160 Speaker 1: don't think about. It's like, how am I going to 273 00:14:56,240 --> 00:14:58,840 Speaker 1: do a number one? There's people staring at me the 274 00:14:58,840 --> 00:15:03,880 Speaker 1: whole time, day, night. It became really crowded. So it's 275 00:15:04,040 --> 00:15:07,240 Speaker 1: it's like when people are looking at you around the 276 00:15:07,280 --> 00:15:10,760 Speaker 1: clock and you have to pee, it's difficult. You don't 277 00:15:10,800 --> 00:15:13,240 Speaker 1: think about those things when you're practicing in the coffin 278 00:15:13,360 --> 00:15:16,720 Speaker 1: by yourself, right, So what I would have to do 279 00:15:16,760 --> 00:15:19,560 Speaker 1: at the beginning, so I would close my eyes and 280 00:15:19,600 --> 00:15:22,720 Speaker 1: I would just pretend I was in front of the bathroom. 281 00:15:22,720 --> 00:15:24,480 Speaker 1: It would take me like an hour and I'd be 282 00:15:24,480 --> 00:15:27,440 Speaker 1: able to do the you know, take a number one again, 283 00:15:27,560 --> 00:15:30,680 Speaker 1: no number two the whole time. But then eventually, by 284 00:15:30,720 --> 00:15:34,040 Speaker 1: like day three, I'd be waving and smile wing and 285 00:15:34,240 --> 00:15:38,160 Speaker 1: be like no but so no, but so the buried alive. 286 00:15:38,320 --> 00:15:41,040 Speaker 1: But that's done. I did it, and I always look 287 00:15:41,080 --> 00:15:42,840 Speaker 1: at it. It's like I could do that like nothing 288 00:15:43,120 --> 00:15:47,200 Speaker 1: like easy tomorrow. So okay. So the next stunt was 289 00:15:48,080 --> 00:15:51,760 Speaker 1: the block of ice training for that, I would get 290 00:15:51,800 --> 00:15:54,400 Speaker 1: in ice bass all the time. How do you get 291 00:15:54,480 --> 00:15:59,240 Speaker 1: the idea for it? First of all, after buried alive, 292 00:16:00,320 --> 00:16:03,960 Speaker 1: I was like on an airplane, like from coming back 293 00:16:04,000 --> 00:16:07,240 Speaker 1: from somewhere really nice, and I just started thinking about 294 00:16:07,280 --> 00:16:10,760 Speaker 1: an insect in a piece of ember, like how cool 295 00:16:10,840 --> 00:16:13,160 Speaker 1: that looked the whole thing, And I was like, maybe 296 00:16:13,200 --> 00:16:15,480 Speaker 1: I could do something like that with like a big 297 00:16:15,520 --> 00:16:17,400 Speaker 1: piece of ice and then put it in the middle 298 00:16:17,400 --> 00:16:19,680 Speaker 1: of New York. So I looked frozen in the block 299 00:16:19,720 --> 00:16:21,640 Speaker 1: of ice, and obviously it would be cut around me 300 00:16:21,760 --> 00:16:27,200 Speaker 1: two pieces. So step one was I went to an 301 00:16:27,200 --> 00:16:31,680 Speaker 1: ice locker and just got in the ice locker to 302 00:16:31,720 --> 00:16:34,120 Speaker 1: see how much I could endure, which is a nightmare. 303 00:16:35,160 --> 00:16:39,640 Speaker 1: It wears you down quickly. Step two was I built 304 00:16:39,680 --> 00:16:44,160 Speaker 1: an ice igloo, just blocks of ice together like a 305 00:16:44,240 --> 00:16:46,760 Speaker 1: regular ice car or put it together, and I was like, oh, 306 00:16:46,800 --> 00:16:49,880 Speaker 1: this isn't so bad because the ice is against you, 307 00:16:50,720 --> 00:16:53,800 Speaker 1: but it's enough away that it's actually like an igglue effect, 308 00:16:53,800 --> 00:16:55,720 Speaker 1: so you could handle it. Now. When I did the 309 00:16:55,760 --> 00:16:59,080 Speaker 1: real block of ice, I got the ice from an 310 00:16:59,120 --> 00:17:01,840 Speaker 1: iceberg in a lassus. It was frozen and cold a temperature, 311 00:17:01,880 --> 00:17:05,280 Speaker 1: so it's really see through did that block of ice 312 00:17:05,840 --> 00:17:09,760 Speaker 1: when we brought it in. There was a couple of 313 00:17:09,760 --> 00:17:11,919 Speaker 1: things I hadn't prepped for at all that you know, 314 00:17:11,920 --> 00:17:14,840 Speaker 1: those unknown things that you don't think about. Number One, 315 00:17:15,119 --> 00:17:17,600 Speaker 1: it keeps dripping on you over and over, which is 316 00:17:17,680 --> 00:17:20,160 Speaker 1: kind of a weird form of just drives you out 317 00:17:20,160 --> 00:17:22,880 Speaker 1: of your mind. Number Two, you can't fall asleep because 318 00:17:22,880 --> 00:17:24,879 Speaker 1: if you lean into the ice, you get frostbite and 319 00:17:25,760 --> 00:17:27,680 Speaker 1: you'll ket to cut off that part of your face 320 00:17:27,720 --> 00:17:31,200 Speaker 1: whatever it is. Number Three, standing up for that entire 321 00:17:31,280 --> 00:17:34,679 Speaker 1: duration sixty three hours. I practiced it, leaning and stuff 322 00:17:34,720 --> 00:17:37,640 Speaker 1: like that, but not for that length of time. And 323 00:17:37,680 --> 00:17:41,119 Speaker 1: then the only thing that was to my advantage was 324 00:17:41,160 --> 00:17:44,600 Speaker 1: it was November twenty seventh to November twenty nine, two thousand, 325 00:17:44,960 --> 00:17:47,639 Speaker 1: and it was a warm November, so the air that 326 00:17:47,760 --> 00:17:50,960 Speaker 1: was coming through was you know, sixty eight degrees, which 327 00:17:50,960 --> 00:17:53,560 Speaker 1: created the drop, but it also really kept it not 328 00:17:53,760 --> 00:17:57,640 Speaker 1: so bad. Of course, the ice was raided. Now, the 329 00:17:57,640 --> 00:18:01,760 Speaker 1: worst part of it that I could have never thought 330 00:18:01,760 --> 00:18:07,359 Speaker 1: about at that time was sleep deprivation plus torture, meaning 331 00:18:07,440 --> 00:18:10,320 Speaker 1: standing out the entire time, nothing to lean on, the 332 00:18:10,400 --> 00:18:14,199 Speaker 1: ice radiating the cold against you put you in an 333 00:18:14,240 --> 00:18:19,959 Speaker 1: hallucinatory state because you're trying to sleep, because your body 334 00:18:20,080 --> 00:18:22,320 Speaker 1: knows to build the immune system and to function me 335 00:18:22,480 --> 00:18:25,199 Speaker 1: to sleep, but you can't go to sleep because you 336 00:18:25,240 --> 00:18:27,080 Speaker 1: know if you go to sleep, it's going to be 337 00:18:27,119 --> 00:18:30,439 Speaker 1: really bad. So while you're in the situations like I 338 00:18:30,440 --> 00:18:32,520 Speaker 1: can stay awake right now for five days if I 339 00:18:32,560 --> 00:18:35,480 Speaker 1: had a few people helping, but in that situation, very 340 00:18:35,600 --> 00:18:41,080 Speaker 1: very difficult. What happens is your brain touches into your 341 00:18:41,080 --> 00:18:44,920 Speaker 1: worst spears. So your brain goes into whatever you're most 342 00:18:44,920 --> 00:18:47,560 Speaker 1: afraid of and it puts that all over you. So 343 00:18:47,600 --> 00:18:50,960 Speaker 1: I started seeing spiders crawling all over my body and 344 00:18:51,040 --> 00:18:54,520 Speaker 1: all these weird things because your brain is trying to 345 00:18:54,560 --> 00:18:57,199 Speaker 1: trick the other part of your will that's trying to 346 00:18:57,200 --> 00:19:00,199 Speaker 1: stay awake to make you go to sleep, and you 347 00:19:00,280 --> 00:19:03,840 Speaker 1: don't go to sleep, you start having dreams and nightmares, 348 00:19:03,880 --> 00:19:06,840 Speaker 1: but your eyes are completely open. So my eyes were 349 00:19:06,840 --> 00:19:10,760 Speaker 1: wide open, and I was having this insane hallucinogenic dream 350 00:19:10,880 --> 00:19:14,159 Speaker 1: like wallawake steak, but not knowing if it was a 351 00:19:14,240 --> 00:19:17,359 Speaker 1: dream or if it was fake. And your brain is 352 00:19:17,400 --> 00:19:20,960 Speaker 1: slipping away, and the only thing that can get you along, 353 00:19:21,240 --> 00:19:24,760 Speaker 1: I think is I had support from a couple of 354 00:19:24,800 --> 00:19:27,480 Speaker 1: people that I loved and trusted, and they're like, you're 355 00:19:27,520 --> 00:19:29,560 Speaker 1: gonna be okay, and it was enough for me to 356 00:19:29,600 --> 00:19:32,199 Speaker 1: think that maybe they were right. When the guy started 357 00:19:32,200 --> 00:19:34,080 Speaker 1: cutting through the ice of the chainsaw, I tried to 358 00:19:34,119 --> 00:19:36,040 Speaker 1: grab the chainsaw. I didn't know. I didn't know what 359 00:19:36,119 --> 00:19:40,480 Speaker 1: it was. And you know that one because of the 360 00:19:40,520 --> 00:19:43,960 Speaker 1: sleep up provision. I always say I would never ever 361 00:19:44,080 --> 00:19:47,119 Speaker 1: do that again. Ever. By the way, little things that 362 00:19:47,240 --> 00:19:48,960 Speaker 1: go wrong is you have a catheter which is like 363 00:19:49,000 --> 00:19:51,200 Speaker 1: a trucker's tube, which is like a condom with a 364 00:19:51,320 --> 00:19:53,960 Speaker 1: tube coming off of it. One of the PA's working 365 00:19:53,960 --> 00:19:56,840 Speaker 1: on the stunt didn't know and he was vacuuming underneath 366 00:19:56,840 --> 00:20:00,480 Speaker 1: the water thing and he hit that hose and like, oh, 367 00:20:00,520 --> 00:20:03,320 Speaker 1: you know, but your brain is already on a So 368 00:20:03,400 --> 00:20:06,600 Speaker 1: it's it's like exaggerated big time. I'll give you one 369 00:20:06,600 --> 00:20:09,000 Speaker 1: example of what happened, so you know, it was twenty 370 00:20:09,000 --> 00:20:10,960 Speaker 1: four to seven in time squares, so people, I mean 371 00:20:11,280 --> 00:20:13,880 Speaker 1: three days, but people could continuously come day and night 372 00:20:14,640 --> 00:20:17,679 Speaker 1: and somebody was in front of you. I mean it 373 00:20:17,720 --> 00:20:19,760 Speaker 1: was always crowded. But one of the people you lock 374 00:20:19,840 --> 00:20:21,800 Speaker 1: onto me, you feel comfortable. So one of the people 375 00:20:21,960 --> 00:20:24,359 Speaker 1: was passing by, I went, like, what time is it? 376 00:20:24,680 --> 00:20:26,840 Speaker 1: It was like, you know, it was day three, the 377 00:20:26,920 --> 00:20:29,080 Speaker 1: last day that it was supposed to tend to round 378 00:20:29,119 --> 00:20:31,520 Speaker 1: ten o'clock or something like that. It's like, what time 379 00:20:31,640 --> 00:20:35,639 Speaker 1: is it? And he said he went, I think it 380 00:20:35,720 --> 00:20:40,200 Speaker 1: was like around and four for something. So he went 381 00:20:40,680 --> 00:20:45,879 Speaker 1: four oh five. So I'm like, okay, four or that 382 00:20:45,920 --> 00:20:48,399 Speaker 1: means I have about six more hours. I think, okay, 383 00:20:48,400 --> 00:20:51,480 Speaker 1: I can do this. So I wait for as long 384 00:20:51,720 --> 00:20:54,960 Speaker 1: like I wait for hours because I don't want to 385 00:20:55,000 --> 00:20:59,640 Speaker 1: ask that question again. After waiting for hours, I look 386 00:20:59,680 --> 00:21:02,280 Speaker 1: at and I go, what time is it? And it's 387 00:21:02,280 --> 00:21:06,040 Speaker 1: the same guy And I didn't even realize that, and 388 00:21:06,119 --> 00:21:15,280 Speaker 1: he goes four oh six. Of like, but you know, 389 00:21:15,600 --> 00:21:18,680 Speaker 1: the Native American India, a lot of people use sleep deprivation, 390 00:21:18,720 --> 00:21:22,320 Speaker 1: but in a controlled environment to go to that hallucinogenic 391 00:21:22,400 --> 00:21:26,000 Speaker 1: dream light state. And it is incredible because there is 392 00:21:26,040 --> 00:21:28,600 Speaker 1: a part of it that's like one of my favorite 393 00:21:28,720 --> 00:21:32,199 Speaker 1: journeys I've ever taken. Not recommended to anybody ever, but 394 00:21:32,280 --> 00:21:35,040 Speaker 1: there is a part of it that's like, wow, you know, 395 00:21:35,800 --> 00:21:38,040 Speaker 1: were you were you able to explain what you were 396 00:21:38,080 --> 00:21:42,280 Speaker 1: seeing and feeling the whole time? Everything voices talking to 397 00:21:42,520 --> 00:21:45,520 Speaker 1: through people appearing in the ice, everything that you can 398 00:21:45,600 --> 00:21:49,240 Speaker 1: imagine that you're dreaming of, just and just everything goes 399 00:21:49,280 --> 00:21:53,600 Speaker 1: through your mind, your body, and it's it's hyper real. 400 00:21:53,920 --> 00:21:57,040 Speaker 1: It's it's it's like having dreams but you're awake and nightmares. 401 00:21:58,440 --> 00:22:02,320 Speaker 1: Have you do you have cameras on you the whole time? Yeah? Yeah, 402 00:22:02,400 --> 00:22:05,399 Speaker 1: I was scared the whole time. Have you ever gone 403 00:22:05,440 --> 00:22:08,560 Speaker 1: back when you look at it, it's scary. My eyes 404 00:22:08,600 --> 00:22:14,000 Speaker 1: are like really really really, it's scary scary footage. Yeah, 405 00:22:14,160 --> 00:22:19,680 Speaker 1: you saim wondering how much of your perception was what 406 00:22:19,840 --> 00:22:23,000 Speaker 1: was actually happening? Do you know what I'm saying? Like, 407 00:22:23,880 --> 00:22:29,160 Speaker 1: are there things that you imagine that happened that didn't? Yeah, 408 00:22:29,200 --> 00:22:32,280 Speaker 1: for sure, But but like lots of people like my brother, 409 00:22:32,480 --> 00:22:37,359 Speaker 1: my best friend Josie, people that were there were looking 410 00:22:37,400 --> 00:22:40,760 Speaker 1: at me and they knew that this was this was 411 00:22:40,840 --> 00:22:45,520 Speaker 1: not me. It was pretty scary. But at the same time, 412 00:22:45,560 --> 00:22:48,359 Speaker 1: when I reflect back, I would never do that one again. 413 00:22:48,640 --> 00:22:51,080 Speaker 1: But there's something about that part of it. It was 414 00:22:51,160 --> 00:22:55,080 Speaker 1: like one of the most incredible and scary but beautiful 415 00:22:55,119 --> 00:22:57,520 Speaker 1: states that I've ever been in. We'll be right back 416 00:22:57,520 --> 00:23:04,320 Speaker 1: with more of Rick's conversation with David Blaine. We're back 417 00:23:04,320 --> 00:23:07,480 Speaker 1: with Rick Rubin and David Blaine. So what was the 418 00:23:07,520 --> 00:23:12,840 Speaker 1: one after the ice? After the ice was two thousand 419 00:23:13,800 --> 00:23:16,359 Speaker 1: oh Vertigo when I stood on the pillar two thousand 420 00:23:16,359 --> 00:23:19,840 Speaker 1: and two and Brian Park, which once again, you know, 421 00:23:19,920 --> 00:23:22,200 Speaker 1: we had these old things to handle things that would 422 00:23:22,240 --> 00:23:24,200 Speaker 1: come up and I was able to hold it. Wasn't 423 00:23:24,240 --> 00:23:27,040 Speaker 1: that tough that one. I still started to hallucinate just 424 00:23:27,080 --> 00:23:29,720 Speaker 1: because I didn't I think standing up in one place 425 00:23:29,760 --> 00:23:32,119 Speaker 1: for a long time, plus the stress of the body 426 00:23:32,200 --> 00:23:36,600 Speaker 1: not sleeping and all that stuff. You were up really high, 427 00:23:36,800 --> 00:23:40,359 Speaker 1: probably like ninety feet. I wanted it to be a 428 00:23:40,480 --> 00:23:43,480 Speaker 1: hundred and then I trained to jump, which was my 429 00:23:43,560 --> 00:23:47,280 Speaker 1: favorite part ever, jumping one hundred foot into cardboard boxes 430 00:23:47,440 --> 00:23:50,199 Speaker 1: which not into an air bag, you know, which was 431 00:23:50,240 --> 00:23:52,919 Speaker 1: my favorite part. But I trained them was so specific 432 00:23:52,960 --> 00:23:55,040 Speaker 1: and knew I was going to jump off and exactly 433 00:23:55,119 --> 00:23:58,960 Speaker 1: hit the mark. But because I had a mic on 434 00:23:59,080 --> 00:24:01,719 Speaker 1: and they opened it so I couldn't tell. Everybody stopped 435 00:24:01,720 --> 00:24:04,720 Speaker 1: with adding these boxes and they all got freaked out 436 00:24:04,760 --> 00:24:08,160 Speaker 1: because the buildings behind me when I would look because 437 00:24:08,200 --> 00:24:11,040 Speaker 1: I was hallucinating, they started to look like animal heads. 438 00:24:11,040 --> 00:24:13,320 Speaker 1: So I would see like a lion, and I was like, wow, 439 00:24:13,359 --> 00:24:15,600 Speaker 1: I didn't know those buildings were shaped like lions. And 440 00:24:15,640 --> 00:24:17,679 Speaker 1: they'd be like, they're not. Then they thought I was. 441 00:24:18,160 --> 00:24:20,040 Speaker 1: They thought I wasn't going to jump into the box 442 00:24:20,119 --> 00:24:23,800 Speaker 1: likes that made this huge thing and anyway, so that 443 00:24:24,000 --> 00:24:26,280 Speaker 1: kind of upset me, but that's all right. The other 444 00:24:26,280 --> 00:24:29,160 Speaker 1: one upset me was on the Drown the Live I Want. 445 00:24:29,280 --> 00:24:31,720 Speaker 1: I said, no matter what, if I don't get to 446 00:24:31,760 --> 00:24:35,879 Speaker 1: the record, you guys, do not pull me out, period, 447 00:24:35,920 --> 00:24:37,680 Speaker 1: because I want to go for the record. And it 448 00:24:37,840 --> 00:24:41,040 Speaker 1: like I cracked early and I started black I'm about 449 00:24:41,080 --> 00:24:43,720 Speaker 1: to black out, and one of my best friends was 450 00:24:43,720 --> 00:24:46,280 Speaker 1: in the front and he yells get out because he 451 00:24:46,359 --> 00:24:48,840 Speaker 1: was so freaked out. So they jumped in and pulled 452 00:24:48,880 --> 00:24:51,200 Speaker 1: me out before I got to like the number because 453 00:24:51,200 --> 00:24:53,040 Speaker 1: the number is what's important to me, you know, and 454 00:24:53,160 --> 00:24:57,960 Speaker 1: all the stunts, the numbers are so important. Oh and 455 00:24:58,040 --> 00:25:00,480 Speaker 1: that's part of it also, is if you use numbers, 456 00:25:00,480 --> 00:25:02,920 Speaker 1: like use numbers to get there, like, oh, I'm gonna 457 00:25:03,000 --> 00:25:05,440 Speaker 1: quate this, so I'm gonna do I'm gonna get to halfway. 458 00:25:05,480 --> 00:25:07,360 Speaker 1: The I'm gonna get to halfway, I'm gonna go backwards 459 00:25:07,400 --> 00:25:09,160 Speaker 1: and I have this much and this much and then 460 00:25:09,160 --> 00:25:12,080 Speaker 1: eight them and you start working it backwards by numbers, 461 00:25:12,080 --> 00:25:14,760 Speaker 1: and it really helps. So even when I'm running like training, 462 00:25:14,800 --> 00:25:17,240 Speaker 1: if I'm running around the loop at Central Park, you 463 00:25:17,280 --> 00:25:20,879 Speaker 1: know the six point two miles. But what I do is, 464 00:25:20,920 --> 00:25:23,280 Speaker 1: I'll I count the steps, so I'm like, okay, it's 465 00:25:23,320 --> 00:25:26,359 Speaker 1: actually forty four hundred right feet steps. I would count 466 00:25:26,359 --> 00:25:28,560 Speaker 1: the steps to get around and then you can keep 467 00:25:28,600 --> 00:25:30,920 Speaker 1: going because it's a number scap so you can get 468 00:25:30,960 --> 00:25:33,920 Speaker 1: halfway start to count again. So that that's another thing 469 00:25:33,960 --> 00:25:37,680 Speaker 1: that helps me get focused. As numbers. Yeah, it's really 470 00:25:37,720 --> 00:25:40,720 Speaker 1: interesting with numbers. I have a technique that i'll i'll 471 00:25:40,760 --> 00:25:44,960 Speaker 1: share with to prolong things and I find that it 472 00:25:45,000 --> 00:25:48,600 Speaker 1: works in um you can do it with when you're exercising, 473 00:25:48,640 --> 00:25:51,000 Speaker 1: but I also use it when I'm in the ice tub. 474 00:25:51,600 --> 00:25:58,200 Speaker 1: Let's say I can do forty slow breaths when I'm 475 00:25:58,240 --> 00:26:02,080 Speaker 1: in the ice Yeah, forty slow breaths is like on 476 00:26:02,160 --> 00:26:05,959 Speaker 1: a typical day, maybe five between five and six minutes. 477 00:26:06,800 --> 00:26:11,040 Speaker 1: And if you change the way you count. Instead of 478 00:26:11,119 --> 00:26:15,479 Speaker 1: counting every breath is one death, now I count, I 479 00:26:15,600 --> 00:26:19,840 Speaker 1: use the number one for each of the first four breaths, 480 00:26:20,840 --> 00:26:24,159 Speaker 1: and then I use the number two for the next 481 00:26:24,240 --> 00:26:29,360 Speaker 1: four breaths. Yeah, yeah, And it's great. And after you've 482 00:26:29,400 --> 00:26:32,760 Speaker 1: done it for a while, getting to the number forty 483 00:26:32,880 --> 00:26:35,640 Speaker 1: and if you don't allow yourself to do math, which 484 00:26:35,680 --> 00:26:38,400 Speaker 1: is a real key to it, you can't allow yourself 485 00:26:38,440 --> 00:26:43,800 Speaker 1: to figure out what it is. But something about keeping 486 00:26:43,840 --> 00:26:47,800 Speaker 1: the numbers lower even though you're doing it longer in 487 00:26:47,880 --> 00:26:51,800 Speaker 1: your mind, Yeah, you haven't been in that long. There's 488 00:26:51,920 --> 00:26:55,440 Speaker 1: part of you, the brain part of it doesn't kick 489 00:26:55,480 --> 00:26:59,719 Speaker 1: in a feeling like you're getting towards the end. So 490 00:26:59,720 --> 00:27:01,840 Speaker 1: it's good. It's a good technique. And if you really 491 00:27:01,840 --> 00:27:03,919 Speaker 1: think about it's like, even when we push it at 492 00:27:03,960 --> 00:27:06,919 Speaker 1: the highest level, we're only pushing like forty percent. So 493 00:27:06,960 --> 00:27:10,200 Speaker 1: if you really max out, you're like sixty percent. You know, 494 00:27:10,200 --> 00:27:13,679 Speaker 1: a hypothetical ustimated numbers. But the max out would be 495 00:27:13,720 --> 00:27:16,560 Speaker 1: your breaking point, right, So, but which nobody ever gets to. 496 00:27:16,680 --> 00:27:18,480 Speaker 1: But I'm saying so, if you can trick your brain, 497 00:27:18,840 --> 00:27:21,200 Speaker 1: you can override your body and deal with the pain 498 00:27:21,440 --> 00:27:24,960 Speaker 1: of wanting to quit or shut down by fooling yourself. 499 00:27:25,400 --> 00:27:28,800 Speaker 1: That's exactly what I do. Don't You don't You're not 500 00:27:28,920 --> 00:27:32,280 Speaker 1: as aware of how hard it is, so soon it 501 00:27:32,280 --> 00:27:36,280 Speaker 1: takes away one of the rick. That's how I do 502 00:27:36,359 --> 00:27:39,800 Speaker 1: everything everything. And by the way, the only other thing 503 00:27:39,840 --> 00:27:41,639 Speaker 1: that I add to it is I never stop at 504 00:27:41,640 --> 00:27:43,840 Speaker 1: the mark. I always have to go at least one 505 00:27:43,920 --> 00:27:47,920 Speaker 1: over always, because you train yourself to never quit before 506 00:27:47,920 --> 00:27:50,119 Speaker 1: you get to the goal. I have a lot of friends. 507 00:27:50,160 --> 00:27:52,560 Speaker 1: They'll run like, oh, let's run a five k, and 508 00:27:52,600 --> 00:27:54,679 Speaker 1: they'll stop at three miles. I'm like, you just have 509 00:27:54,800 --> 00:27:57,359 Speaker 1: to go that little extra bit, you got it, and 510 00:27:57,400 --> 00:27:59,720 Speaker 1: then go more because someone you have to do the 511 00:27:59,720 --> 00:28:02,280 Speaker 1: real task. You have that in your mind, like I'm 512 00:28:02,320 --> 00:28:04,399 Speaker 1: not gonna quit until I not just get there, but 513 00:28:04,480 --> 00:28:09,280 Speaker 1: pass it. So it's a numbers game. Okay, So now 514 00:28:09,280 --> 00:28:14,000 Speaker 1: we're up to the So you've done the pillar and 515 00:28:14,280 --> 00:28:16,880 Speaker 1: you say it's easy, but still standing on your feet 516 00:28:16,880 --> 00:28:19,399 Speaker 1: for how many hours? Was it? That was only thirty 517 00:28:19,440 --> 00:28:22,080 Speaker 1: six hours. You were standing ninety feet in the air. 518 00:28:22,240 --> 00:28:27,119 Speaker 1: So there's the yeah, high train for that. Put a 519 00:28:27,160 --> 00:28:29,520 Speaker 1: flower pot. I lived on the sixteenth floor of a 520 00:28:29,560 --> 00:28:31,920 Speaker 1: building in New York. I just put a flower pot 521 00:28:31,920 --> 00:28:33,680 Speaker 1: in the little corner of the roof and just stand 522 00:28:33,680 --> 00:28:36,399 Speaker 1: there all the time, just stare down. That was it. 523 00:28:36,680 --> 00:28:39,160 Speaker 1: So I just, oh I could. It's like, let's say 524 00:28:39,200 --> 00:28:40,840 Speaker 1: you had to do it, if you had to stand 525 00:28:40,920 --> 00:28:46,160 Speaker 1: up on a book, what's the big deal you have 526 00:28:46,240 --> 00:28:48,320 Speaker 1: to stand up on a book for you could do 527 00:28:48,400 --> 00:28:50,480 Speaker 1: it right. So it's just that if that book is 528 00:28:50,560 --> 00:28:53,760 Speaker 1: up one hundred feet it changes your brain. But really, 529 00:28:53,760 --> 00:28:56,720 Speaker 1: if you're committed to I'm gonna stand on this platform 530 00:28:56,840 --> 00:29:00,560 Speaker 1: for thirty six hours, you're just you're just canmitting to it. 531 00:29:00,640 --> 00:29:03,600 Speaker 1: So then you have to override the brain's impulses and 532 00:29:03,720 --> 00:29:06,160 Speaker 1: you know, oh this is too much. You just gotta 533 00:29:06,200 --> 00:29:08,840 Speaker 1: figure So I just built I built that one up slowly. 534 00:29:08,880 --> 00:29:11,000 Speaker 1: I'll just stand on flower pots on the top of 535 00:29:11,000 --> 00:29:13,320 Speaker 1: the roof. By the way, from one time the flower 536 00:29:13,360 --> 00:29:19,000 Speaker 1: pots shattered on the top of that was crazy. What's 537 00:29:19,080 --> 00:29:22,920 Speaker 1: after the pillar? That was two thousand and two and 538 00:29:23,080 --> 00:29:26,200 Speaker 1: two thousand and three, I went to London to forty 539 00:29:26,200 --> 00:29:32,160 Speaker 1: four days in a box that one. Once again, I 540 00:29:32,280 --> 00:29:34,400 Speaker 1: probably pushed it a little too much. But once you 541 00:29:34,440 --> 00:29:37,400 Speaker 1: get over that point, once you get where you lose 542 00:29:37,520 --> 00:29:42,640 Speaker 1: all temptation, all sense, you know everything that all of 543 00:29:42,640 --> 00:29:45,480 Speaker 1: your dopea means you're adorned, everything goes away and you're 544 00:29:45,560 --> 00:29:48,920 Speaker 1: just on this sort of steady serotonin level where everything 545 00:29:49,480 --> 00:29:52,840 Speaker 1: you start to see colors like you've never imagined st blue. 546 00:29:52,880 --> 00:29:55,400 Speaker 1: It's like you cry when you see like wow, when 547 00:29:55,400 --> 00:29:59,040 Speaker 1: you see somebody smile, just a stranger, you both cry. 548 00:29:59,080 --> 00:30:02,440 Speaker 1: It's like it's this connective state where you have no 549 00:30:02,640 --> 00:30:06,080 Speaker 1: It's like you enter the spiritual and you completely leave 550 00:30:06,160 --> 00:30:11,120 Speaker 1: the flesh behind. And that that is a Yeah, that's 551 00:30:11,200 --> 00:30:15,120 Speaker 1: that's an experience, one of the most important, other than 552 00:30:15,160 --> 00:30:17,000 Speaker 1: everything related to my door, but that's one of the 553 00:30:17,040 --> 00:30:21,600 Speaker 1: most important experiences in my life. Do you attribute it 554 00:30:21,600 --> 00:30:24,840 Speaker 1: to the fact that you weren't in the other ones 555 00:30:24,840 --> 00:30:28,240 Speaker 1: we're talking about, there's you're more uncomfortable, there's more of 556 00:30:28,240 --> 00:30:32,000 Speaker 1: a sense of pain. This one, the forty four days, 557 00:30:32,080 --> 00:30:35,760 Speaker 1: was more just about the duration than the discomfort. I think, 558 00:30:35,960 --> 00:30:40,520 Speaker 1: is that right? I mean you start to feel pain. Basically, 559 00:30:40,520 --> 00:30:43,240 Speaker 1: if you read any book about extended fasting, it kind 560 00:30:43,240 --> 00:30:45,840 Speaker 1: of hits the notes. It's like it about a month 561 00:30:45,960 --> 00:30:48,760 Speaker 1: or twenty eight days, you really do you start to 562 00:30:48,800 --> 00:30:50,800 Speaker 1: have this sweet taste in your mouth. So I was 563 00:30:50,880 --> 00:30:54,000 Speaker 1: drinking water the whole time, but around day twenty eight 564 00:30:54,040 --> 00:30:57,480 Speaker 1: I started questioning harmony and everybody there. It's like Bill, 565 00:30:57,680 --> 00:30:59,600 Speaker 1: I was like I would pour the water because I 566 00:30:59,640 --> 00:31:01,400 Speaker 1: had to, but it was pure h to us, so 567 00:31:01,400 --> 00:31:03,640 Speaker 1: it was like no minerals, no nothing in it. And 568 00:31:03,640 --> 00:31:05,400 Speaker 1: I would have a tube come down and I would 569 00:31:05,480 --> 00:31:08,160 Speaker 1: drink it. I think that like the people that supported 570 00:31:08,200 --> 00:31:11,000 Speaker 1: this in London, my Channel four, I was thinking, they 571 00:31:11,560 --> 00:31:14,200 Speaker 1: must want this to keep going. So they're spiking my 572 00:31:14,320 --> 00:31:18,440 Speaker 1: water with glucose, you know, I tasted. I'd make Harmony 573 00:31:18,640 --> 00:31:21,440 Speaker 1: band build my brother. I'd pour the water down to 574 00:31:21,560 --> 00:31:24,400 Speaker 1: my say taste this right now. They're sugar in it. 575 00:31:24,840 --> 00:31:27,360 Speaker 1: Pour it down, they drink it, you know, and I 576 00:31:27,440 --> 00:31:29,280 Speaker 1: think that they were all in on it. So I'd 577 00:31:29,320 --> 00:31:31,600 Speaker 1: get like a random stranger. I'd say, bring him all 578 00:31:31,640 --> 00:31:34,200 Speaker 1: the way up, do you have a copy the cup? 579 00:31:34,800 --> 00:31:37,040 Speaker 1: And then I'd pour the water down the catch it 580 00:31:37,160 --> 00:31:39,760 Speaker 1: the cup and taste is it water? So all the 581 00:31:40,280 --> 00:31:43,080 Speaker 1: guide put things of what happens during the fast, it 582 00:31:43,160 --> 00:31:49,160 Speaker 1: really did actually happen exactly. The information I had on 583 00:31:49,160 --> 00:31:51,600 Speaker 1: how long I could do it for came from a 584 00:31:51,640 --> 00:31:55,520 Speaker 1: physiologist at NASA, so he was you know, they want 585 00:31:55,560 --> 00:31:58,440 Speaker 1: to protect the astronauts, so they do all the due diligence, 586 00:31:58,520 --> 00:32:02,240 Speaker 1: all the research. They look into the terrible records from 587 00:32:02,240 --> 00:32:05,360 Speaker 1: World War two, things that most people wouldn't go into morally, 588 00:32:05,360 --> 00:32:08,680 Speaker 1: it's rang or ethically, so he would really just to 589 00:32:08,720 --> 00:32:11,200 Speaker 1: save nastro outsized say okay, how long can he human 590 00:32:11,240 --> 00:32:13,760 Speaker 1: actually go without food? How long can you human go 591 00:32:13,800 --> 00:32:17,720 Speaker 1: with just water? And they had really accurate specific notes 592 00:32:17,760 --> 00:32:21,640 Speaker 1: of what could be tolerated. And it pretty much worked 593 00:32:21,680 --> 00:32:25,000 Speaker 1: out exactly as I had assumed it. And what was it? 594 00:32:25,080 --> 00:32:29,760 Speaker 1: What were the most difficult parts of that? So many 595 00:32:29,800 --> 00:32:32,520 Speaker 1: amazing things happened. I have to say, if I was 596 00:32:32,600 --> 00:32:36,680 Speaker 1: doing that fast by myself, it would have been impossible, 597 00:32:37,400 --> 00:32:40,760 Speaker 1: which is why I put it in public, so public, 598 00:32:41,320 --> 00:32:43,640 Speaker 1: all sides visible. I knew I would just have to 599 00:32:43,680 --> 00:32:46,920 Speaker 1: do it. There's no cheating because you're you're as exposed 600 00:32:46,920 --> 00:32:48,800 Speaker 1: as it gets. But if I was trying to do 601 00:32:48,840 --> 00:32:52,240 Speaker 1: it by myself, forget it. But the only real difficulties 602 00:32:52,680 --> 00:32:55,920 Speaker 1: is little things that you don't think about. Like after 603 00:32:55,960 --> 00:32:58,000 Speaker 1: that amount of time, even though I had fasted and 604 00:32:58,040 --> 00:33:02,479 Speaker 1: cleaned out my system, your body is processing, and you 605 00:33:02,480 --> 00:33:04,760 Speaker 1: know I helped. I held there was barely, but I 606 00:33:04,840 --> 00:33:08,120 Speaker 1: helped the number two and for the entire time, obviously 607 00:33:08,200 --> 00:33:10,080 Speaker 1: most of at least through sweat and through your breath 608 00:33:10,080 --> 00:33:12,880 Speaker 1: and all that stuff. But and then you you override 609 00:33:12,920 --> 00:33:14,280 Speaker 1: it and then you don't have to go over again. 610 00:33:14,320 --> 00:33:17,280 Speaker 1: But that duration of that and then the only other 611 00:33:17,520 --> 00:33:21,360 Speaker 1: real real difficulty I think was as you start to 612 00:33:21,400 --> 00:33:25,240 Speaker 1: become really weak, your you know, your body goes into 613 00:33:25,240 --> 00:33:28,480 Speaker 1: this sort of like you're very stable almost you're very 614 00:33:28,480 --> 00:33:32,160 Speaker 1: you know, minimalistic and all that stuff, but your heart's 615 00:33:32,200 --> 00:33:35,120 Speaker 1: moving differently because I guess from you know, you're you're 616 00:33:35,680 --> 00:33:38,440 Speaker 1: you're eating, you start to eat your organs, and my 617 00:33:38,760 --> 00:33:41,560 Speaker 1: bone mass and VEX decrease thirty troops. And also and 618 00:33:41,560 --> 00:33:44,480 Speaker 1: then what happens, you know, the London nurse, not the lone, 619 00:33:44,680 --> 00:33:46,920 Speaker 1: the media blue you know, start to make this supporting 620 00:33:47,040 --> 00:33:49,120 Speaker 1: forty four days in this let's make this a story. 621 00:33:49,200 --> 00:33:53,040 Speaker 1: So people would like fly like toy helicopters or cheeseburgers 622 00:33:53,040 --> 00:33:54,680 Speaker 1: on them around But that's been bother me. But what 623 00:33:54,720 --> 00:33:57,600 Speaker 1: would happen is people would like it in the middle 624 00:33:57,600 --> 00:34:00,320 Speaker 1: of a night, like shoot pink balls at the box 625 00:34:00,360 --> 00:34:02,160 Speaker 1: and it was really cool looking, you know, it's like 626 00:34:02,200 --> 00:34:05,320 Speaker 1: this color month, but it was like that noise because 627 00:34:05,320 --> 00:34:08,080 Speaker 1: you don't think about that the way it echoes. I 628 00:34:08,280 --> 00:34:09,960 Speaker 1: wake up to that you know, so that kind of 629 00:34:09,960 --> 00:34:12,480 Speaker 1: thing just is a little crazy. But that's not the 630 00:34:12,560 --> 00:34:18,000 Speaker 1: difficult part. Difficult part is I think around day thirty 631 00:34:18,000 --> 00:34:22,840 Speaker 1: seven when I started to get the heart started to 632 00:34:23,040 --> 00:34:27,560 Speaker 1: feel like it was gonna it wasn't right right because 633 00:34:27,600 --> 00:34:30,600 Speaker 1: it's decreased in size by a third or whatever it 634 00:34:30,680 --> 00:34:34,040 Speaker 1: is that it lost, and we have those records. Just afterwards, 635 00:34:34,040 --> 00:34:36,840 Speaker 1: I went to the hospital. We had the New England Journal, Medicine, 636 00:34:36,920 --> 00:34:39,760 Speaker 1: Oxford Journal. We studied all the stuff. I gave the results, 637 00:34:39,840 --> 00:34:42,400 Speaker 1: you know, the science, just because most people that do 638 00:34:42,480 --> 00:34:46,040 Speaker 1: these things are like striking or hunger strikes. But anyway, 639 00:34:46,120 --> 00:34:50,719 Speaker 1: so around that time, around day thirty seven, day thirty eight, 640 00:34:50,840 --> 00:34:53,000 Speaker 1: the heart starts to going. It starts to get really 641 00:34:53,000 --> 00:34:55,480 Speaker 1: really difficult because you think that you're going to collapse. 642 00:34:55,600 --> 00:34:58,560 Speaker 1: You know, you get dizzy everything you do, any movement. 643 00:34:59,120 --> 00:35:02,719 Speaker 1: And and my mother passed away when I was young. 644 00:35:02,840 --> 00:35:06,560 Speaker 1: But um, before she died, she said to me, God 645 00:35:06,680 --> 00:35:09,960 Speaker 1: is loved. That was that was the last words that 646 00:35:10,000 --> 00:35:12,279 Speaker 1: she said. And she died in my arms. It was like, 647 00:35:12,320 --> 00:35:15,000 Speaker 1: I said, the most difficult and most beautiful that she 648 00:35:15,000 --> 00:35:18,640 Speaker 1: could have given me. But um, so it around that 649 00:35:18,719 --> 00:35:24,399 Speaker 1: exact time, I was like I said in my head, 650 00:35:24,480 --> 00:35:27,680 Speaker 1: I said, mom, if you think I should keep going, 651 00:35:27,760 --> 00:35:31,680 Speaker 1: give me a sign. And Rick, the tower bridge was 652 00:35:31,719 --> 00:35:35,000 Speaker 1: in front of me. Over there, these kids start young. Damn, damn, 653 00:35:35,600 --> 00:35:37,759 Speaker 1: I see them right when I said that. In my head, 654 00:35:37,800 --> 00:35:40,720 Speaker 1: I'm saying that exact moment. And they have a rolled 655 00:35:40,840 --> 00:35:45,239 Speaker 1: up white thing, right, and they open it up and 656 00:35:45,280 --> 00:35:48,080 Speaker 1: they start walking down towards me. When they get close 657 00:35:48,120 --> 00:35:50,120 Speaker 1: to me, they keep open up. They open it all 658 00:35:50,160 --> 00:35:53,040 Speaker 1: the way. They're holding it, like three of them, I think, 659 00:35:53,080 --> 00:35:58,160 Speaker 1: and it says God is loved. I was like, yeah, 660 00:35:58,200 --> 00:36:00,480 Speaker 1: I started crying, you know. But so that and then 661 00:36:00,520 --> 00:36:03,200 Speaker 1: you know those kind of signs is simple. You know, 662 00:36:03,200 --> 00:36:06,520 Speaker 1: are coinsida, whatever it is that's enough to keep going, 663 00:36:06,719 --> 00:36:08,960 Speaker 1: or if you know, or if the energy esus out there, 664 00:36:09,000 --> 00:36:12,160 Speaker 1: and you know, energy is never just so something she 665 00:36:12,560 --> 00:36:14,799 Speaker 1: put out there that just happened to connect at the 666 00:36:14,920 --> 00:36:17,560 Speaker 1: right moment, you know, those types of things. So I 667 00:36:17,640 --> 00:36:19,680 Speaker 1: kept going and pushed to the end, and you know 668 00:36:20,600 --> 00:36:23,200 Speaker 1: that was but like I said, it was. And so 669 00:36:23,400 --> 00:36:26,320 Speaker 1: it's like when you get the chance in the vertigo 670 00:36:26,360 --> 00:36:29,399 Speaker 1: I had it too, in the box, when you get 671 00:36:29,400 --> 00:36:31,960 Speaker 1: the chance to just really watch the sun go up, 672 00:36:32,400 --> 00:36:35,279 Speaker 1: go over the sky. Watch it the whole way up, 673 00:36:35,400 --> 00:36:38,200 Speaker 1: watch it the whole way down, and all the way around. 674 00:36:38,480 --> 00:36:42,399 Speaker 1: Watch the river go up and down. It's amazing. It's 675 00:36:42,440 --> 00:36:44,680 Speaker 1: funny that we never get to do that in real life. 676 00:36:44,920 --> 00:36:46,600 Speaker 1: And then as soon as I was done with the stunt, 677 00:36:46,640 --> 00:36:49,560 Speaker 1: I was in the hospital recovering. You know, somebody sent 678 00:36:49,640 --> 00:36:51,960 Speaker 1: me a box from Harrods of food and I shouldn't 679 00:36:51,960 --> 00:36:53,840 Speaker 1: have eaten for a couple of weeks because that's the 680 00:36:53,880 --> 00:36:57,080 Speaker 1: most dangerous part. It's the refeeding syndrome, which is the 681 00:36:57,120 --> 00:36:59,839 Speaker 1: paper that we published was about that. As soon as 682 00:36:59,840 --> 00:37:02,640 Speaker 1: the doctor, who thought I was also cheating, by the way, 683 00:37:02,800 --> 00:37:06,080 Speaker 1: and Bill wanted me to take glucose vitamins with sugar, 684 00:37:06,440 --> 00:37:08,560 Speaker 1: said no, Bill, and I was right because my body 685 00:37:08,640 --> 00:37:11,000 Speaker 1: did go into starvation mode, so it was in the 686 00:37:11,040 --> 00:37:15,040 Speaker 1: metabolic great change to protect me. But anyway, so as 687 00:37:15,040 --> 00:37:18,400 Speaker 1: soon as I started that, like taking from the box, 688 00:37:18,480 --> 00:37:21,160 Speaker 1: taking the crisp and eating you know, the bagels, that 689 00:37:21,200 --> 00:37:24,000 Speaker 1: would as soon as you do that, the animal state returns. 690 00:37:24,120 --> 00:37:27,359 Speaker 1: Everything changes and then it's like your note, the spiritual 691 00:37:27,440 --> 00:37:30,520 Speaker 1: part of it, which is the most amazing part, fades 692 00:37:30,560 --> 00:37:33,600 Speaker 1: away very fast. So you go from like this this 693 00:37:34,440 --> 00:37:39,400 Speaker 1: state of like pure there's no body, there's nothing, the colors, 694 00:37:39,520 --> 00:37:42,640 Speaker 1: the wind, the sky, the sun, the earth, and then 695 00:37:42,760 --> 00:37:47,960 Speaker 1: back into the you know the normal world. So it 696 00:37:48,080 --> 00:37:51,040 Speaker 1: is something that I wish like everybody could experience on 697 00:37:51,719 --> 00:37:54,560 Speaker 1: because it is. And I think that's why those yogis 698 00:37:54,560 --> 00:37:57,440 Speaker 1: and monks, why they do those bomb fasts, because they 699 00:37:57,520 --> 00:38:00,520 Speaker 1: find that place where serotonin is riding their rain levels. 700 00:38:00,560 --> 00:38:03,760 Speaker 1: There's no one darkness, there's no dopamines. It's just a solid, 701 00:38:03,800 --> 00:38:06,600 Speaker 1: steady stay and you and you find something that you 702 00:38:06,640 --> 00:38:12,399 Speaker 1: could never you could never imagine or explain it. So 703 00:38:12,440 --> 00:38:16,480 Speaker 1: what was after the box? After the glass box two 704 00:38:16,480 --> 00:38:20,439 Speaker 1: thousand and three, After that was the drowned a lot 705 00:38:20,560 --> 00:38:23,799 Speaker 1: the water thing. That was my favorite one by far, 706 00:38:24,840 --> 00:38:26,880 Speaker 1: just the favorite across the board. I started holding my 707 00:38:26,920 --> 00:38:29,759 Speaker 1: breath when I was five years old. I was on 708 00:38:29,760 --> 00:38:32,680 Speaker 1: the swim team. At my feet turned in you know, 709 00:38:33,080 --> 00:38:36,920 Speaker 1: single mother Brooklyn Ymca, all the kids beating me instead 710 00:38:36,960 --> 00:38:40,480 Speaker 1: of swimming like normal like them, because when you have 711 00:38:40,520 --> 00:38:42,759 Speaker 1: to turn hit, I would just swim straight and I 712 00:38:42,880 --> 00:38:45,280 Speaker 1: suddenly I'm able to keep up because I'm not breathing. 713 00:38:45,680 --> 00:38:47,680 Speaker 1: So then I start going back and forth and I 714 00:38:47,680 --> 00:38:49,640 Speaker 1: start really as Wow, I could do it, and the coaches, 715 00:38:49,680 --> 00:38:51,560 Speaker 1: I don't do that. It's like, I can do it. 716 00:38:51,640 --> 00:38:54,439 Speaker 1: And I did do it. And then the older kids 717 00:38:54,440 --> 00:38:56,800 Speaker 1: would come to see me do laps about breathing. That 718 00:38:56,960 --> 00:38:59,000 Speaker 1: was kind of like that, and then they would compete 719 00:38:59,000 --> 00:39:01,680 Speaker 1: against me. So going water and I beat them all 720 00:39:01,800 --> 00:39:05,120 Speaker 1: the older older kids. So I'd say, listen, you can 721 00:39:05,160 --> 00:39:06,960 Speaker 1: go up and down as many times as you want. 722 00:39:06,960 --> 00:39:08,799 Speaker 1: I'll stay under the whole time. So I was able 723 00:39:08,800 --> 00:39:10,600 Speaker 1: to while they went up and down. I was able 724 00:39:10,600 --> 00:39:12,920 Speaker 1: to last like six of theirs. But they didn't know 725 00:39:12,960 --> 00:39:15,360 Speaker 1: the tech me. You know, going up and down and 726 00:39:15,400 --> 00:39:18,200 Speaker 1: doing that, it's not as efficient. It's just staying calm, right, 727 00:39:18,400 --> 00:39:20,719 Speaker 1: which is what I was doing. So the breath hole 728 00:39:20,880 --> 00:39:24,840 Speaker 1: began there and then I loved it. And then I 729 00:39:25,000 --> 00:39:27,600 Speaker 1: discovered Houdini at that age as well. I was reading 730 00:39:27,600 --> 00:39:29,600 Speaker 1: his books and he was the underwater King. He had 731 00:39:29,600 --> 00:39:33,120 Speaker 1: a record of three and a half minutes, so young teen, 732 00:39:33,880 --> 00:39:36,600 Speaker 1: I was able to do three and a half minutes, 733 00:39:36,719 --> 00:39:40,240 Speaker 1: no problem. I'd get out of the pool and blackout. 734 00:39:40,280 --> 00:39:41,800 Speaker 1: By the way, he didn't know that that's what was 735 00:39:41,840 --> 00:39:45,080 Speaker 1: going on. And then had the idea of putting a 736 00:39:45,160 --> 00:39:49,320 Speaker 1: spear shape the aquarium in the middle of Lincoln Center 737 00:39:49,800 --> 00:39:53,000 Speaker 1: and just living there like the human aquarium type then, 738 00:39:53,080 --> 00:39:56,800 Speaker 1: but like it's like a yeah, just a ball in 739 00:39:56,800 --> 00:39:59,279 Speaker 1: the middle of New York. Then seeing how long I stay. 740 00:39:59,320 --> 00:40:01,359 Speaker 1: So it was all so the longest that somebody would 741 00:40:01,400 --> 00:40:05,720 Speaker 1: submerged underwater continuously, it was seven days. So I spoke 742 00:40:05,760 --> 00:40:07,879 Speaker 1: to a guy that had the record that lived under 743 00:40:07,920 --> 00:40:10,200 Speaker 1: a lake and he gave me all the tips and 744 00:40:10,239 --> 00:40:13,399 Speaker 1: text He stayed under the boy for like five days, 745 00:40:13,440 --> 00:40:15,160 Speaker 1: and he's like, here's what you need to do. So 746 00:40:15,239 --> 00:40:17,640 Speaker 1: I kind of listened to him, studied what he was saying, 747 00:40:17,640 --> 00:40:21,160 Speaker 1: and then yeah, I just did it. Didn't anticipate what 748 00:40:21,160 --> 00:40:23,400 Speaker 1: would happen to the hands and feet that you know, 749 00:40:23,719 --> 00:40:27,960 Speaker 1: it's pretty the pain is pretty intense because all the 750 00:40:27,960 --> 00:40:29,880 Speaker 1: oils that protect you leave and then you know, the 751 00:40:30,000 --> 00:40:35,959 Speaker 1: wrinkled that extraordinarily, you know, beyond anything conceivable that that's 752 00:40:36,040 --> 00:40:38,319 Speaker 1: and the pain that comes with it with them being 753 00:40:38,400 --> 00:40:41,680 Speaker 1: that wrinkled and just some expansion and all that stuff 754 00:40:41,800 --> 00:40:46,640 Speaker 1: is crazy. But um, drinking liquids through a two you know, 755 00:40:46,760 --> 00:40:51,279 Speaker 1: stayed there seven Oh. Another thing you didn't anticipate sun 756 00:40:52,160 --> 00:40:55,360 Speaker 1: that spears like a magnifying glass, big piece of glass 757 00:40:55,360 --> 00:40:58,080 Speaker 1: filled water. Son's going to it actually burned a hole 758 00:40:58,080 --> 00:41:02,400 Speaker 1: in the metal walkway. It was so I was in 759 00:41:02,440 --> 00:41:05,759 Speaker 1: there for a week. My back was burnt, but like 760 00:41:05,920 --> 00:41:09,040 Speaker 1: not just burnt like red, I mean like like burnt, 761 00:41:09,160 --> 00:41:11,839 Speaker 1: like burnt burnt. And it stayed like that for like 762 00:41:12,600 --> 00:41:15,520 Speaker 1: seven months or something. You know, it's just like, yeah, 763 00:41:15,560 --> 00:41:17,480 Speaker 1: it was, and the pain it's just insane, but you 764 00:41:17,520 --> 00:41:19,960 Speaker 1: don't think about those things, and you're on water, so 765 00:41:20,000 --> 00:41:22,399 Speaker 1: it kind of and the gates it on some level. 766 00:41:22,480 --> 00:41:25,719 Speaker 1: Until after where did where did you end up with 767 00:41:25,760 --> 00:41:30,120 Speaker 1: the breath holding? Uh? Well I did actually with oxygen, 768 00:41:30,200 --> 00:41:33,080 Speaker 1: I did twenty minutes in two seconds, and just straight 769 00:41:33,160 --> 00:41:36,120 Speaker 1: breath holding. I had gotten up to seven forty seven. 770 00:41:36,920 --> 00:41:39,799 Speaker 1: The record was nine o eight. You can get the 771 00:41:39,840 --> 00:41:42,480 Speaker 1: guy had a huge advantage over me, not that that matters, 772 00:41:42,520 --> 00:41:46,440 Speaker 1: but he was very skinny, very tall tom Zetis, you know, 773 00:41:46,480 --> 00:41:49,240 Speaker 1: and and and his lung capacity, his total lung capacity 774 00:41:49,400 --> 00:41:53,640 Speaker 1: was almost double Line who was pretty extraordinary Sonny. But 775 00:41:53,680 --> 00:41:57,640 Speaker 1: that doesn't matter, you know. But anyway, I thought somehow, 776 00:41:57,880 --> 00:42:00,640 Speaker 1: what I thought was by living in this sphere, which 777 00:42:00,680 --> 00:42:02,759 Speaker 1: is why I decided to do the sphere before it 778 00:42:03,000 --> 00:42:06,040 Speaker 1: by living there would acclimate become condition. But also I 779 00:42:06,080 --> 00:42:08,879 Speaker 1: thought that by not eating for that amount of time, 780 00:42:09,160 --> 00:42:11,719 Speaker 1: metabolic rate would slow down and suddenly I'd be able 781 00:42:11,760 --> 00:42:13,880 Speaker 1: to hold my breath much longer. That's what I was 782 00:42:13,920 --> 00:42:17,960 Speaker 1: hoping for, But it doesn't really well. I started cracking 783 00:42:17,960 --> 00:42:20,399 Speaker 1: at seven away, so it doesn't really work like that. 784 00:42:20,680 --> 00:42:25,400 Speaker 1: Then I went back trained to pure oxygen. Hypothetical record 785 00:42:25,400 --> 00:42:29,439 Speaker 1: at that time was ten minutes. There was no real 786 00:42:29,560 --> 00:42:32,160 Speaker 1: visuals on it, so I just started training just static 787 00:42:32,200 --> 00:42:37,400 Speaker 1: acting of breath holding with oxygen. So and then I 788 00:42:37,440 --> 00:42:39,440 Speaker 1: got my first try, and I had a bunch of 789 00:42:39,440 --> 00:42:43,520 Speaker 1: friends there that were top narrow bascular surgeons and doctors pulmonaris, 790 00:42:43,800 --> 00:42:46,000 Speaker 1: and when they saw that I was under for fifteen 791 00:42:46,000 --> 00:42:48,399 Speaker 1: minutes or nothing, they pulled me out because in their 792 00:42:48,440 --> 00:42:51,280 Speaker 1: mind it's like the body can endure that. That's not possible. 793 00:42:51,560 --> 00:42:52,920 Speaker 1: And I was like, why did you do that? I 794 00:42:52,960 --> 00:42:56,680 Speaker 1: was fine and came in with pulmonary expert with telemetry 795 00:42:56,719 --> 00:42:59,440 Speaker 1: and everything attached. I had done a twenty minute and 796 00:42:59,480 --> 00:43:02,439 Speaker 1: two se I can breath hold before the OPRAH one, 797 00:43:02,440 --> 00:43:05,360 Speaker 1: which was seventeen oh four twenty minute and two second 798 00:43:05,440 --> 00:43:10,160 Speaker 1: breath hold. Heart rate dropped to eight beats curve minute 799 00:43:11,280 --> 00:43:13,680 Speaker 1: and they'd never seen that, and so they pulled me 800 00:43:13,680 --> 00:43:15,440 Speaker 1: out once again. I was like, why did you do that? 801 00:43:15,840 --> 00:43:17,200 Speaker 1: They were like, because you were about to go into 802 00:43:17,239 --> 00:43:21,480 Speaker 1: cardiac at cardiac death, I was like, perfectly fine. The 803 00:43:21,600 --> 00:43:25,960 Speaker 1: body does things, it adjusts, it adapts, and I don't 804 00:43:25,960 --> 00:43:28,360 Speaker 1: know if there's something to just accepting the situation and 805 00:43:28,840 --> 00:43:31,200 Speaker 1: riding it through the Alps, but it was. It was 806 00:43:31,239 --> 00:43:34,200 Speaker 1: pretty amazing. And so when I had to do the 807 00:43:34,200 --> 00:43:37,239 Speaker 1: world record, which Tom Zetis pushed it right before I did. 808 00:43:37,280 --> 00:43:38,920 Speaker 1: He went on Regius and Kelly and pushed it to 809 00:43:39,040 --> 00:43:42,800 Speaker 1: sixteen thirty two from a hypothetical thirteen. So I was like, okay, 810 00:43:42,800 --> 00:43:44,600 Speaker 1: I got to nail this. So when I got to 811 00:43:44,680 --> 00:43:46,520 Speaker 1: twenty or two, I felt like when I do Oprah, 812 00:43:46,520 --> 00:43:50,399 Speaker 1: I'd be okay. Getting to the seventeen past sixteen thirty two. 813 00:43:50,920 --> 00:43:54,560 Speaker 1: In a long breath hold, what are the phases of 814 00:43:54,600 --> 00:43:59,160 Speaker 1: what's going on? Mentally? You want to ideally it sounds silly, 815 00:43:59,200 --> 00:44:01,160 Speaker 1: but you want to keep your eyes closed. You want 816 00:44:01,160 --> 00:44:04,120 Speaker 1: to do it. Your brain takes a lot of energy, 817 00:44:04,239 --> 00:44:06,799 Speaker 1: so you want to kind of minimize on everything just 818 00:44:06,880 --> 00:44:09,840 Speaker 1: to preserve o' too. So you want to shut everything 819 00:44:09,880 --> 00:44:11,759 Speaker 1: down as much as possible. What I do is I 820 00:44:11,800 --> 00:44:14,000 Speaker 1: just I used to go through the alphabet, go to 821 00:44:14,000 --> 00:44:17,840 Speaker 1: the names, visit all different places, absorbed, drift under the ocean, 822 00:44:18,360 --> 00:44:20,399 Speaker 1: going to the abyss of the ocean, and just kind 823 00:44:20,440 --> 00:44:22,719 Speaker 1: of go all over. Then when so when I did 824 00:44:22,760 --> 00:44:24,600 Speaker 1: it on stage and stuff like that in my show, 825 00:44:25,280 --> 00:44:27,399 Speaker 1: I didn't do that. I move, I go upside down. 826 00:44:27,480 --> 00:44:29,840 Speaker 1: But going upside down I realized because Zudini used to 827 00:44:29,840 --> 00:44:32,719 Speaker 1: do it upside down, and I realize why, I think 828 00:44:32,760 --> 00:44:35,600 Speaker 1: while he was doing it is because if you think 829 00:44:35,640 --> 00:44:40,040 Speaker 1: about the way mammals that are underwater creatures, they big 830 00:44:40,080 --> 00:44:42,160 Speaker 1: breath and they die this way. So if you think 831 00:44:42,200 --> 00:44:45,320 Speaker 1: about it, when you're upside down head first, your lungs 832 00:44:45,480 --> 00:44:49,200 Speaker 1: aren't forcing the air out. They're forcing it's that position 833 00:44:49,239 --> 00:44:51,120 Speaker 1: the air is going into lung So it's like by 834 00:44:51,160 --> 00:44:54,080 Speaker 1: being upside down, it is a much easier position to 835 00:44:54,120 --> 00:44:56,239 Speaker 1: hold your breath. The only problem is getting there takes 836 00:44:56,239 --> 00:44:58,080 Speaker 1: a little bit of energy and then getting out of it. 837 00:44:58,120 --> 00:45:00,600 Speaker 1: But when I'm upside down in the water tank, I 838 00:45:00,600 --> 00:45:03,640 Speaker 1: can kind of relax and almost go to sleep. Not 839 00:45:03,719 --> 00:45:05,799 Speaker 1: go to sleep, I mean go to that place you know, 840 00:45:08,320 --> 00:45:11,399 Speaker 1: so what was the last one. Well after that, when 841 00:45:11,400 --> 00:45:14,239 Speaker 1: I got really cocky and my trainer working on it, 842 00:45:14,239 --> 00:45:15,920 Speaker 1: It's like, you can never do a stunt that you 843 00:45:15,920 --> 00:45:18,560 Speaker 1: didn't prepare for. You need to do it and understand 844 00:45:18,560 --> 00:45:20,680 Speaker 1: what you're doing. I did this upside down thing, and 845 00:45:20,719 --> 00:45:23,720 Speaker 1: I figured I had done, like, you know, six hours 846 00:45:23,760 --> 00:45:25,800 Speaker 1: upside down. I was like, I could do sixty hours this. 847 00:45:26,320 --> 00:45:28,120 Speaker 1: As soon as I go upside down, I'm up to 848 00:45:28,200 --> 00:45:30,600 Speaker 1: six hours. I didn't try peeing upside down for the 849 00:45:30,640 --> 00:45:33,879 Speaker 1: first time. Pee It's like, oh, you know, nightmare, I'm 850 00:45:33,960 --> 00:45:37,120 Speaker 1: upside down. And anyway, that that one was a disaster, 851 00:45:37,800 --> 00:45:41,160 Speaker 1: public disaster. Then I shut down for a long time. 852 00:45:41,200 --> 00:45:44,239 Speaker 1: I did something after that with the electricity where I 853 00:45:44,280 --> 00:45:47,080 Speaker 1: was in a Tesla coil seventy three hours standing up, 854 00:45:47,120 --> 00:45:50,360 Speaker 1: which was really hard because the expansion of the ankles 855 00:45:50,360 --> 00:45:52,839 Speaker 1: started to riff through the metal chain mail Faraday suit 856 00:45:52,880 --> 00:45:55,799 Speaker 1: that I was wearing. And you know, one time and 857 00:45:55,880 --> 00:45:57,920 Speaker 1: I had electrolyte water I was drinking and when I 858 00:45:57,960 --> 00:46:01,879 Speaker 1: spit it out, the arc hit it the water one 859 00:46:02,360 --> 00:46:05,239 Speaker 1: and just blasted into my heart and even I think 860 00:46:05,280 --> 00:46:08,080 Speaker 1: I burn marks on my toes. So that that one 861 00:46:08,200 --> 00:46:11,239 Speaker 1: was a really really difficult one, and that's the last 862 00:46:11,239 --> 00:46:13,279 Speaker 1: one I did. My daughter was born. I was like, 863 00:46:13,320 --> 00:46:16,000 Speaker 1: I'm not doing anything anymore like this, and I'm done. 864 00:46:16,480 --> 00:46:18,400 Speaker 1: So I just went kind of back to, you know, 865 00:46:18,760 --> 00:46:22,399 Speaker 1: the magic stuff. But something I've been working on has 866 00:46:22,440 --> 00:46:27,400 Speaker 1: been that has been so fun and amazing. Right now, 867 00:46:27,480 --> 00:46:30,120 Speaker 1: it's obviously, you know, we're just working it out and 868 00:46:30,239 --> 00:46:32,440 Speaker 1: dreaming about it, playing with it and thinking about it. 869 00:46:32,480 --> 00:46:35,120 Speaker 1: But there is one that I love that's the opposite. 870 00:46:35,160 --> 00:46:38,080 Speaker 1: It's not about you know, survival, and it's more about 871 00:46:38,160 --> 00:46:41,880 Speaker 1: the opposite end of that's more about poetry and beauty 872 00:46:41,960 --> 00:46:45,480 Speaker 1: and you know things like that, hopefully, right. But still 873 00:46:45,600 --> 00:46:47,680 Speaker 1: even in the shows that I've seen, I've seen you 874 00:46:47,719 --> 00:46:50,360 Speaker 1: do stuff when you still end up, you know, being 875 00:46:50,560 --> 00:46:55,080 Speaker 1: in a tank of water for a really long time. Right, Well, yeah, 876 00:46:55,080 --> 00:46:57,000 Speaker 1: I mean I can't. Yeah, I love those things. I 877 00:46:57,040 --> 00:46:59,279 Speaker 1: love and to me, because oh, how's that magic? To me? 878 00:46:59,360 --> 00:47:01,560 Speaker 1: That's the real magic. Like to me, it's like the 879 00:47:01,600 --> 00:47:05,080 Speaker 1: body's capable of doing things that we can't even imagine 880 00:47:05,120 --> 00:47:08,239 Speaker 1: that the body could, withstand ard do that's magic. A 881 00:47:08,400 --> 00:47:10,600 Speaker 1: human can go without air for twenty minutes and two 882 00:47:10,640 --> 00:47:14,200 Speaker 1: seconds or now the records twenty four minutes and three seconds. 883 00:47:14,360 --> 00:47:19,279 Speaker 1: That's magic. How does the body do that? Any of 884 00:47:19,320 --> 00:47:22,960 Speaker 1: the things that you've done, Just think about any techniques 885 00:47:23,360 --> 00:47:26,960 Speaker 1: or anything that you've learned that are helpful in terms 886 00:47:27,000 --> 00:47:30,520 Speaker 1: of people who are facing a struggle. I think rule 887 00:47:30,600 --> 00:47:33,080 Speaker 1: number one is accept everything just the way it is. 888 00:47:33,160 --> 00:47:39,440 Speaker 1: So that's rule number one, and then try everything in 889 00:47:39,480 --> 00:47:44,000 Speaker 1: your power to understand and to solve for what the 890 00:47:44,040 --> 00:47:48,600 Speaker 1: best possible approach to fixing the situations. I think a 891 00:47:48,640 --> 00:47:53,200 Speaker 1: lot of it starts with like correcting little things that 892 00:47:53,239 --> 00:47:57,400 Speaker 1: you can manage yourself. Beautiful cool man, Thank you for 893 00:47:57,440 --> 00:48:05,239 Speaker 1: telling me stories, do Rick. Thanks again to David Blaine 894 00:48:05,280 --> 00:48:08,360 Speaker 1: for jumping on a zoom call with Rick. David's latest special, 895 00:48:08,440 --> 00:48:11,600 Speaker 1: The Magic Way, aired on ABC early this month. Check 896 00:48:11,600 --> 00:48:15,360 Speaker 1: out ABC dot com for details. 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