WEBVTT - Ep 272: Heauxs N Tears 0:00:02.279 --> 0:00:05.800 I guess what decision we're about to make a horrible decisions? 0:00:08.840 --> 0:00:12.640 Is it recording? I feel like this is gonna be 0:00:12.680 --> 0:00:18.040 good because you know when you're like pent up and 0:00:18.079 --> 0:00:21.080 you feel like you just like release something. I kind 0:00:21.120 --> 0:00:25.000 of feel like that a little bit right now, and 0:00:25.120 --> 0:00:27.920 like I come in the studio to do my job. 0:00:33.400 --> 0:00:39.839 Oh I'm so frustrated because I just feel like your 0:00:39.840 --> 0:00:41.800 studio is not even open yet, you know what I'm saying. 0:00:42.080 --> 0:00:44.519 Even doing the show for six fucking years, it's just 0:00:44.600 --> 0:00:47.360 like I don't want to go through this ship, bro, 0:00:47.479 --> 0:00:50.600 Like I just no other podcast goes through this ship 0:00:50.960 --> 0:00:53.320 where everybody's pit against each other. You're about to have 0:00:53.360 --> 0:00:56.040 a fucking TV show and that's a big deal, and 0:00:56.080 --> 0:00:59.040 then what are someone gonna say sex sells versus Mandy's 0:00:59.120 --> 0:01:01.960 MTV show. It's just like I can't take this ship anymore. 0:01:02.240 --> 0:01:04.040 And you think that someone is a fan of you, 0:01:04.400 --> 0:01:06.280 so they're gonna funk with you, and it's just like 0:01:06.560 --> 0:01:10.760 that's the same ship. I just hate that ship so much. 0:01:11.560 --> 0:01:13.720 I was gonna come in here and get excited about 0:01:13.760 --> 0:01:16.160 the fucking l a studio that we're gonna make, but 0:01:16.280 --> 0:01:19.920 how because then it's just boom like another thing. And 0:01:20.000 --> 0:01:23.960 I just don't understand how after all this time to 0:01:24.000 --> 0:01:28.319 ship still makes me so upset. I really hate that. 0:01:28.800 --> 0:01:31.920 It's almost like we cannot ever celebrate a separate win, 0:01:33.240 --> 0:01:35.480 Like like I don't do the show with you. I 0:01:35.560 --> 0:01:37.760 understand where people talk about Joe Ry and Mall, I 0:01:37.760 --> 0:01:40.960 actually do because they both still exist and they don't 0:01:41.000 --> 0:01:42.920 do a show together, but as two people to do 0:01:42.959 --> 0:01:45.920 a successful show together and have all these accolades, it's 0:01:45.959 --> 0:01:51.280 like still all the time, and I just I'm so 0:01:51.400 --> 0:01:54.360 over it. I just I'm like in my thirties now, 0:01:54.800 --> 0:01:59.840 Like I just don't understand. Thank you are all your 0:02:00.000 --> 0:02:04.200 every podcast is gonna cry this week shout out to 0:02:04.240 --> 0:02:06.760 Fury because I'm feeling depressing and stress you right now too. 0:02:07.080 --> 0:02:11.360 I'm just really tired. Um. I really just want to 0:02:11.360 --> 0:02:16.280 like celebrate life and without feeling like I have to 0:02:16.320 --> 0:02:18.400 read a shitty comment after and I know it comes 0:02:18.400 --> 0:02:21.360 with the territory, but it's just a lot of And 0:02:21.400 --> 0:02:23.080 that was just like a lot for me, Like I 0:02:23.120 --> 0:02:25.560 don't want to not celebrate good moments. And I just 0:02:26.160 --> 0:02:27.679 had so much fun with you at the roots and 0:02:27.720 --> 0:02:31.840 it just felt like such a good thing and like, wow, 0:02:33.960 --> 0:02:37.520 I don't know. I mean, there's there's just a lot 0:02:37.560 --> 0:02:39.880 going on buying the scenes. Um, I wasn't gonna step 0:02:39.880 --> 0:02:42.640 on you're saying and getting out what you needed to 0:02:42.639 --> 0:02:45.360 get out. Um, I don't even really want to talk 0:02:45.400 --> 0:02:47.560 about any of this. I mean to do a show. 0:02:47.720 --> 0:02:50.359 I just hate that we have to fucking pod through shipped. 0:02:50.400 --> 0:02:53.520 To be very honest with you, I mean we've technically 0:02:53.560 --> 0:02:55.600 even been on back and forth. I said I needed 0:02:55.600 --> 0:02:56.920 a break, and I know you have things that you 0:02:56.919 --> 0:03:01.840 want to do. I need a fucking break, and yes, 0:03:01.840 --> 0:03:04.080 I'm opening up the studio. And I hate that this 0:03:04.080 --> 0:03:06.480 is gonna be fucking pitted against each other. My show 0:03:06.800 --> 0:03:09.480 has nothing to do with your show. I was a host, 0:03:09.520 --> 0:03:11.280 I was asked to do it. I didn't even want 0:03:11.280 --> 0:03:13.600 to do TV and it fell into my lap and 0:03:13.639 --> 0:03:16.120 I'm proud of it. But I don't compete with you. 0:03:16.480 --> 0:03:19.040 I hate that they make everything that women do a 0:03:19.120 --> 0:03:22.240 fucking competition. I really did not even want to be 0:03:22.280 --> 0:03:24.480 here and continue this. I was actually hoping you said, 0:03:24.520 --> 0:03:27.080 fuck it, let's do another day. But I'm leaving and 0:03:27.160 --> 0:03:29.520 life goes on, so let's just get to it. I'm 0:03:29.560 --> 0:03:32.160 just gonna try to be professional because I did in 0:03:32.200 --> 0:03:35.200 the world did it, did a podcast or radio show 0:03:35.440 --> 0:03:39.720 and started TV shows much like an Antel Charlottagne DJ. 0:03:40.240 --> 0:03:42.320 But everybody is so happy when they see you in 0:03:42.360 --> 0:03:48.160 another media except for it just cannot fucking I don't understand. 0:03:48.600 --> 0:03:51.760 But I will tell you all this. I will be 0:03:51.880 --> 0:03:54.680 known for talking about sex for the for the rest 0:03:54.720 --> 0:03:58.200 of my life, probably hopefully better hopefully i'll be a president. 0:03:58.200 --> 0:04:01.120 I don't know, hopefully hopefully I'll know me for some 0:04:01.160 --> 0:04:03.280 other ship. But like, you know, this is a very 0:04:03.360 --> 0:04:06.320 important part of my life. And granted, you know, Mandy 0:04:06.360 --> 0:04:09.040 and I definitely have opened up our arguments and things 0:04:09.120 --> 0:04:11.720 like that to you, and so it's made it's publicly unexposed. 0:04:11.720 --> 0:04:14.480 But like it's not easy to like come off of 0:04:14.800 --> 0:04:17.599 good episodes and good moments or achievements in life and 0:04:17.600 --> 0:04:21.880 feel that because no, they really do it. Two women, Yes, 0:04:21.920 --> 0:04:24.960 But I feel like sometimes it's like a mountain on me. 0:04:25.680 --> 0:04:28.039 We had two people come in here that are big 0:04:28.080 --> 0:04:31.159 fans of horrible decisions and they have a lot of energy. 0:04:31.440 --> 0:04:32.920 I did think it might have been an issue, but 0:04:32.960 --> 0:04:34.960 I was like, fuck it. They're fun and they love horribles. 0:04:35.000 --> 0:04:37.640 When people Love Horrible is generally a good episode. They 0:04:37.640 --> 0:04:39.720 had so much energy I guess when they came in. 0:04:39.760 --> 0:04:42.280 They made jokes about Edd and posting this late and 0:04:42.279 --> 0:04:44.400 and and and studio and Mandy Studio and Who's Better 0:04:44.440 --> 0:04:47.120 and x y Z and it made the energy so 0:04:47.200 --> 0:04:50.520 intense that Alex was literally like, Yo, what the fuss 0:04:50.600 --> 0:04:53.400 is going on? And texted me, which she never does. 0:04:53.560 --> 0:04:58.240 And it became so ridiculous that two people can come 0:04:58.279 --> 0:05:01.839 in your house. And and and by the way, yes it's 0:05:01.839 --> 0:05:04.360 my studio, but Mandy and I pay for the time here, 0:05:04.720 --> 0:05:07.160 it's her podcast, to like, this is her house at 0:05:07.160 --> 0:05:10.000 this moment, and I don't feel like it makes sense 0:05:10.040 --> 0:05:13.039 for anyone to come on your podcast with smoke, am 0:05:13.040 --> 0:05:19.960 I fucking fresh and fit bro so nah and and granted, 0:05:20.600 --> 0:05:22.120 you know, me crying in the beginning was more so 0:05:22.240 --> 0:05:24.760 just because like, oh my god, I just felt like, 0:05:24.800 --> 0:05:28.159 what could happen when we both are doing ship Because 0:05:28.200 --> 0:05:30.680 instead of people saying like wow, there's two women that 0:05:30.720 --> 0:05:32.840 are black, one in podcast studios in New York, it's 0:05:32.880 --> 0:05:36.440 just like the opposite. And so that just felt really strange. 0:05:36.800 --> 0:05:40.200 And also I didn't just really upset because I've been 0:05:40.240 --> 0:05:43.719 having sex Why are you upset about that? I can't 0:05:43.800 --> 0:05:47.640 understand how I'm come in here with the guns blazing 0:05:47.720 --> 0:05:53.520 about Dick. Okay, change that Dick's blazing like Andy's choosing 0:05:53.560 --> 0:05:56.120 the ruth picknic. Let's talk about that. I had a 0:05:56.160 --> 0:05:58.520 great time. No y'all think just thought it was get 0:05:58.560 --> 0:06:06.520 up bad? But was it ghetto? Um? The show was fun, 0:06:08.760 --> 0:06:11.359 but we always put on a good show. Um, the 0:06:11.400 --> 0:06:14.720 show was fun. I mean I handled all the business 0:06:14.720 --> 0:06:18.640 behind to set along with Anny, and it was chaos, 0:06:19.120 --> 0:06:21.000 and so I didn't really get to enjoy as much 0:06:21.040 --> 0:06:23.919 because I was putting out fires before and after the 0:06:23.960 --> 0:06:26.880 stage and still in my emails putting out fires um 0:06:26.920 --> 0:06:29.760 with very little response. So uh, we'll be getting that 0:06:29.800 --> 0:06:33.160 per per my last email, Uh follow up this evening. 0:06:33.320 --> 0:06:36.320 It's just been to me the business wasn't wasn't right. Um, 0:06:36.360 --> 0:06:38.840 A lot of things weren't handled correctly, and I've heard 0:06:38.880 --> 0:06:41.080 it was better other years. Well, no, now I feel 0:06:41.080 --> 0:06:44.080 like I'm Monique. They're luckily. They're so lucky. I didn't 0:06:44.080 --> 0:06:46.520 get on that stage and called them out like Monique 0:06:46.520 --> 0:06:49.599 did because it was that's what it's giving in the email. 0:06:49.760 --> 0:06:52.800 Let me talk giving Monique all back backstage. What is 0:06:52.839 --> 0:06:55.279 this ship? Email came through, by the way, at midnight. 0:06:55.320 --> 0:06:57.080 I'm on the bus with you. What did I say? 0:06:57.279 --> 0:07:00.640 I said it was Rory mall alex edding everybody for 0:07:00.640 --> 0:07:03.719 anyone in corporate. I love to send emails on a 0:07:03.920 --> 0:07:06.760 Sunday evening because that means I'm at the top of 0:07:06.800 --> 0:07:10.400 your emails when you get into the office. Well, that 0:07:10.520 --> 0:07:13.120 is a thing to do. That was tying mushrooms weed. 0:07:13.560 --> 0:07:15.600 I saw his email come through. I passed the phone 0:07:15.600 --> 0:07:19.800 around spretty like many going off. But I'll say this, 0:07:20.920 --> 0:07:25.000 so me trying to be a good co host, I 0:07:25.080 --> 0:07:29.160 got one fire that I knew would explode. Vinny said 0:07:29.200 --> 0:07:33.720 to me the day before, Hey, they're not fulfilling your writer. 0:07:34.200 --> 0:07:35.720 I'm like, oh, what do you mean? He said, there's 0:07:35.760 --> 0:07:37.960 no writer for the podcast stage. So well, that's strange 0:07:38.000 --> 0:07:39.800 because they asked us what we want on our writer, 0:07:40.240 --> 0:07:43.200 and we get a writer even when we perform as 0:07:43.240 --> 0:07:47.160 a podcast club. No, not even a comedy club. Theaters, 0:07:47.600 --> 0:07:51.280 my nigga, we have done theaters as a podcast and 0:07:51.360 --> 0:07:54.840 have gotten not only our writer, but full mills provided 0:07:54.880 --> 0:07:57.400 for us and our staff. But let's not do just 0:07:57.880 --> 0:08:00.320 homedy clumedy club is a small place that still but no, 0:08:00.480 --> 0:08:02.520 I'm saying, we've done big places. This is the festival. 0:08:02.600 --> 0:08:04.560 We've done big places as well and got all right. 0:08:04.800 --> 0:08:09.520 So Bennie says, that is it. Vinnie, get the fucking Tito's. 0:08:10.080 --> 0:08:12.440 I don't know. Tiana was in the card choice. Everybody, 0:08:12.720 --> 0:08:16.520 just get the ship we need because if Manny walks 0:08:16.520 --> 0:08:20.080 in there with no vodka, we ain't going on. And 0:08:20.240 --> 0:08:23.040 I know I said, dude, I say, y'all, y'all lucky, 0:08:23.080 --> 0:08:24.680 y'all got a show because I said I wasn't going 0:08:24.720 --> 0:08:29.120 on until I got paid him full. She did and 0:08:29.160 --> 0:08:32.720 we but I did. I'll be liking to fulfill at 0:08:32.760 --> 0:08:34.240 least my end of the bargain so then I can 0:08:34.280 --> 0:08:37.520 shoot on everybody after. Like we upheld all of our 0:08:37.640 --> 0:08:41.040 end of the bargain and payment is on its way. 0:08:41.280 --> 0:08:43.040 But the fact that I'm getting paid three days later 0:08:43.040 --> 0:08:44.880 and not the day up, like, mind you, they just 0:08:44.920 --> 0:08:47.880 didn't have the BITCHI they could have paid me in once. 0:08:47.920 --> 0:08:49.560 I would have took the one place. Also, I just 0:08:49.600 --> 0:08:52.120 want to say, like obviously, love quest love the rust. 0:08:52.240 --> 0:08:55.280 This is just when something becomes so big that you 0:08:55.360 --> 0:08:58.080 have to have people help, and it's just like and 0:08:58.080 --> 0:08:59.720 and and Alex had to tell me because I started 0:08:59.720 --> 0:09:01.920 getting said like, damn, bro, we had more people on 0:09:01.960 --> 0:09:06.200 our podcast stage than any other podcast. We weren't even 0:09:06.240 --> 0:09:10.040 the headliner, and we had the whore Hive showed up 0:09:10.480 --> 0:09:14.199 better than any other podcast. And I was so upset, 0:09:14.200 --> 0:09:16.280 and he goes, it's okay because all you did just 0:09:16.400 --> 0:09:18.440 now is pay your dues, bro, And I was like, 0:09:19.200 --> 0:09:22.440 I really feel like at six years, why are we 0:09:22.480 --> 0:09:27.200 still paying dudes? Why we bust our fucking assets. And 0:09:27.240 --> 0:09:28.880 that's the thing I mean. I've been having this feeling 0:09:28.920 --> 0:09:32.160 anyways with when people talk about people moving the culture 0:09:32.200 --> 0:09:35.600 and the top podcast, not many times do women get mentioned, 0:09:35.800 --> 0:09:39.600 nor do we in a lot of conversations. We do 0:09:39.679 --> 0:09:41.840 not get mentioned. We do not have the respect that 0:09:41.880 --> 0:09:45.439 we should. We get a lot. Our numbers are massive, 0:09:45.559 --> 0:09:49.000 We tour, we do merch, We have a fucking cult 0:09:49.040 --> 0:09:52.440 like community, and we have changed fucking lives. We have. 0:09:52.520 --> 0:09:54.520 We have people come up to us and say that 0:09:54.559 --> 0:09:56.240 we have changed lives. And now I didn't want to 0:09:56.280 --> 0:09:58.960 cry because I didn't even want to do this fucking podcast. 0:09:59.120 --> 0:10:02.240 I need a fucking and we just do so much 0:10:02.280 --> 0:10:06.439 that we get fucking no respect from our peers, from 0:10:06.520 --> 0:10:10.080 the people in this industry, we get no fucking respect. 0:10:10.320 --> 0:10:12.840 Maybe because we come in here and talk about sucking dick, 0:10:13.280 --> 0:10:18.120 but we get no fucking respects none. We are not 0:10:18.240 --> 0:10:21.120 respected by so many people in this sucking space, and 0:10:21.160 --> 0:10:24.559 I fucking hate it. I do love that Charlottagne Charlemagne 0:10:24.600 --> 0:10:27.520 fights for back for us behind the scenes and pushing us, 0:10:27.679 --> 0:10:30.000 but we don't get no fucking respect. And we do 0:10:30.080 --> 0:10:32.240 a fucking live on the fact that we book all 0:10:32.240 --> 0:10:35.520 our own fucking guests. I was just our own fucking outlines. 0:10:35.840 --> 0:10:39.080 We fucking do our own titles, our descriptions, send it. 0:10:39.320 --> 0:10:42.160 We curated this whole fucking team. She has a whole 0:10:42.200 --> 0:10:44.280 fucking studio she's had open for the last year and 0:10:44.320 --> 0:10:46.480 a half with a whole fucking team of black and 0:10:46.480 --> 0:10:50.520 brown sucking people. I'm opening mind, and people still find 0:10:50.520 --> 0:10:52.160 the need to find a way to fucking shoot on 0:10:52.240 --> 0:10:54.920 us or pick us against each other. I really did 0:10:54.920 --> 0:10:56.920 not even want to fucking record today after all of that, 0:10:57.320 --> 0:10:59.880 because it's not in my heart. We're just we fucking 0:11:00.120 --> 0:11:03.400 star assets. We work and now we're working for other people, 0:11:03.559 --> 0:11:05.640 and we still don't get in the respect we deserved. 0:11:06.520 --> 0:11:09.360 So this should is fucking frustrating, how I fucking hate. 0:11:09.480 --> 0:11:15.240 I wanna, on the other side, talk about the things 0:11:15.280 --> 0:11:19.240 that I feel like we do get because I I 0:11:19.320 --> 0:11:22.480 know there's a podcaster watching this or someone feeling like 0:11:23.200 --> 0:11:26.440 they aren't where we are, and I will say this 0:11:26.600 --> 0:11:31.320 much what I do. Obviously you're right, but what I 0:11:31.360 --> 0:11:35.240 do think had to happen. We had to do something 0:11:35.280 --> 0:11:37.679 else for people to realize Horrible was as big as 0:11:37.679 --> 0:11:41.760 it is. Oh, well, yeah, you're refused on MTV. You're working, 0:11:42.520 --> 0:11:45.640 you are, y'all are doing big things. Y'all are cool. Oh, 0:11:45.720 --> 0:11:49.400 y'all are really good. Like what the fuck? It's a 0:11:49.600 --> 0:11:53.320 it's a weird. I don't know, it's weird, you know I. 0:11:53.320 --> 0:11:56.640 I actually just got off the phone with Sinner, who 0:11:56.679 --> 0:12:00.120 manages Rory and Walls. Should we know. I love un 0:12:00.760 --> 0:12:04.520 he's tour manager. I don't know his title. But when 0:12:04.559 --> 0:12:09.439 I talked about money and the volume of our shows 0:12:09.480 --> 0:12:13.080 and numbers and maybe not understanding why so we sold 0:12:13.080 --> 0:12:15.320 out the same venues Rory and mall have and I 0:12:15.320 --> 0:12:19.199 bet you their check is bigger. They are a bigger podcasts, granted, 0:12:19.400 --> 0:12:23.199 but those ticket sales were the same. The prices, the 0:12:23.800 --> 0:12:27.280 number of the capacity. Nothing changed, and that is like 0:12:27.320 --> 0:12:29.960 the craziest ship when you think about it. Yes, I 0:12:30.040 --> 0:12:33.839 understand Rory and Mall getting tendally. I get it they're bigger. 0:12:34.040 --> 0:12:36.360 Not saying they're not. I'm just saying those fucking ticket 0:12:36.400 --> 0:12:38.559 sales at least right now, until they fucking do a 0:12:39.280 --> 0:12:41.440 venue with a million people in it, Fine, we're the same. 0:12:41.640 --> 0:12:44.280 And it's fucking add am not in my stomach to 0:12:44.320 --> 0:12:49.719 talk about money with better because I was like, oh, okay, bro, 0:12:50.280 --> 0:12:52.400 just to see that you guys even had a car 0:12:53.360 --> 0:12:56.800 to take you there is the guy I was in 0:12:56.840 --> 0:13:00.920 a rental. We had to pay for our own rooms. 0:13:02.160 --> 0:13:04.199 I paid for my room back in February just because 0:13:04.200 --> 0:13:08.240 the rooms were so fucking expense same like it's just 0:13:08.280 --> 0:13:11.199 sucking rough to hear, like they had water in their trailer. 0:13:11.600 --> 0:13:14.240 I asked for a knife to cut my lime and ice. 0:13:15.280 --> 0:13:18.800 That's it. That's it, sabe, hold on, let me you. 0:13:18.800 --> 0:13:20.920 I was fortally brought up food. I was, oh, yeah, 0:13:21.000 --> 0:13:24.679 the liquor, baby bitch. I was peeling the line like, well, 0:13:24.720 --> 0:13:27.400 maybe I can squeeze it through the hole. Like y'all 0:13:27.400 --> 0:13:30.679 should have seen me trying to just have some lime 0:13:30.760 --> 0:13:34.000 juice in my fucking kettle. One It wasn't Tito. Yeah, 0:13:34.000 --> 0:13:35.320 you said knife early, and I was wondering what that 0:13:35.360 --> 0:13:38.240 was for to cut my fucking line, might need to 0:13:38.240 --> 0:13:41.280 go to go into my to go into my to 0:13:41.320 --> 0:13:45.960 go into my room. Temperature vaka soda. Okay, we never 0:13:46.040 --> 0:13:49.920 even got ice. We asked for tea baby are for water. 0:13:50.160 --> 0:13:52.600 We didn't even get water. We didn't even get water. 0:13:52.679 --> 0:13:55.600 Didn't even Actually it's funked up priority trailer looked like 0:13:55.640 --> 0:14:00.200 they did pouring in it. It was that they could 0:14:00.200 --> 0:14:01.880 have done a better trailer. And you know why we 0:14:01.920 --> 0:14:05.640 had to go wait? Wait, do you know why? Do 0:14:05.679 --> 0:14:08.200 you know why? I was also upset about the trailer 0:14:08.679 --> 0:14:12.040 because at one time in my life, even kind of 0:14:12.080 --> 0:14:15.080 recently in Dreamville, I was a hope and so I've 0:14:15.120 --> 0:14:20.120 seen mortest trailers at festivals and I'm like, words, this 0:14:20.160 --> 0:14:23.760 is what we get. It's okay. You want to know 0:14:23.800 --> 0:14:26.360 how Patty I was went around to the nicer trailers 0:14:26.720 --> 0:14:29.080 and took pictures of the people. Oh, this person went 0:14:29.120 --> 0:14:32.000 on at three and they got a nicer trailer than that. Andy. 0:14:32.000 --> 0:14:35.240 We had the biggest though, but it wasn't even Roy 0:14:35.320 --> 0:14:38.800 Muller doing are they not? I don't give a funk 0:14:38.800 --> 0:14:40.400 about side. If it looked like there was skeet on 0:14:40.400 --> 0:14:43.840 the walls, I wanted. I wanted a goddamn bread light 0:14:43.880 --> 0:14:46.280 testing that ship, blue light, red light, What the funk ever? 0:14:46.640 --> 0:14:49.040 I needed to put that ship over. Mind you, it 0:14:49.160 --> 0:14:51.640 wasn't our trailer. You know why? It was production. You 0:14:51.680 --> 0:14:54.640 know why I know because my friends wouldn't like it 0:14:54.760 --> 0:14:56.760 was people in and out of our trailer. It was 0:14:56.760 --> 0:14:59.040 not our trailer. Our name wasn't even on it. They said, oh, 0:14:59.200 --> 0:15:01.000 here's an extra trailer. That's why I want to call 0:15:01.040 --> 0:15:04.040 bullshit on that. Secondly, my friends stood in line because 0:15:04.080 --> 0:15:06.280 guess what they also didn't do. They also didn't feed us. 0:15:06.440 --> 0:15:09.480 So my friends stood in line for one hour to 0:15:09.640 --> 0:15:13.760 get me a fucking chicken chicken sandwich. Guess what happened? 0:15:14.080 --> 0:15:18.560 Someone ate it while I was on stage. Why do 0:15:18.600 --> 0:15:20.440 you think I didn't take pictures? After I go back 0:15:20.520 --> 0:15:22.840 and my friends are like, oh my god, oh my god, 0:15:22.880 --> 0:15:25.000 oh my god, Mandy's food has gone. What's going on? 0:15:25.000 --> 0:15:27.360 They stood in line for one hour, So I'm at 0:15:27.360 --> 0:15:30.280 the testable from four p That's why I left. Bro. 0:15:30.600 --> 0:15:34.240 I didn't even eat. We fucking performed. They didn't have water, 0:15:34.360 --> 0:15:38.440 no ice. I didn't even eat, and then deering before 0:15:38.440 --> 0:15:41.320 we go on, I'm here and Nigga's got rooms, riders, 0:15:41.360 --> 0:15:45.360 fucking water, fucking drivers funk out of here. The driver 0:15:45.440 --> 0:15:48.800 ship was crazy. I'm gonna post a picture of me 0:15:48.840 --> 0:15:50.480 sitting in a car seat on the way to the festival. 0:15:50.720 --> 0:15:53.040 Also got to the parking and I know you know 0:15:53.040 --> 0:15:54.680 this because you were having to hand me the past. 0:15:55.280 --> 0:15:58.120 The ladies like, yeah, they're credentials and I'm like, listen 0:15:58.160 --> 0:16:00.400 to is artist parking? Like this is the asked there 0:16:00.400 --> 0:16:02.440 on FaceTime. I can't access to Southern because there was 0:16:02.440 --> 0:16:06.240 a much street closures before who hoping the Roots picnic 0:16:06.280 --> 0:16:10.480 app to show me on it and she was like 0:16:10.640 --> 0:16:12.880 she looked at it, she looked back at me and 0:16:12.880 --> 0:16:16.120 she said, it an't matter. You ain't got the past, 0:16:16.360 --> 0:16:18.040 you ain't eat me. And I'm like, you know, no 0:16:18.080 --> 0:16:20.200 one gave it was just crazy. Roy Ball couldn't get 0:16:20.200 --> 0:16:23.480 in because mind you hold on and this is why 0:16:23.560 --> 0:16:25.880 hold on. Let me go back to corporate and I'll 0:16:25.880 --> 0:16:28.720 talk to Benny about this. Then he had a whole conversation. 0:16:28.880 --> 0:16:33.440 I had a list of questions that received verbal communications 0:16:33.560 --> 0:16:35.680 which I then have to put in that email. There 0:16:35.680 --> 0:16:39.440 were verbal communications that certain things were okayed and confirmed, 0:16:39.840 --> 0:16:42.360 and I said, fuck you didn't. I need to go 0:16:42.400 --> 0:16:45.080 on writing Miney. I pulled up the fucking per section 0:16:45.160 --> 0:16:48.040 four point one. Oh, I went through the whole contract 0:16:48.120 --> 0:16:50.280 and gave notes. I'm like, bro, this is not what 0:16:50.360 --> 0:16:53.080 we fucking agreed upon. Which is also just a frustration 0:16:53.280 --> 0:16:56.640 when when when push comes to show, we have to 0:16:56.640 --> 0:16:58.240 work through all this bullshit on the back end. We 0:16:58.280 --> 0:17:01.080 don't have a manager, we don't have a booker. Really, 0:17:01.120 --> 0:17:03.720 we do everything for this and like when we have 0:17:03.800 --> 0:17:08.399 to get disrespected, we sometimes will be like Mandy Wey 0:17:08.480 --> 0:17:10.520 came up to me and said, go on, girl, do 0:17:10.560 --> 0:17:13.399 what you're doing. That was the response to me, like, 0:17:14.040 --> 0:17:15.760 go on, Mandy, do what you did. Mean to say, 0:17:15.800 --> 0:17:18.320 it's okay for Mandy to go off because I have 0:17:18.440 --> 0:17:20.560 been on the receiving end of the email. Mandy has 0:17:20.600 --> 0:17:23.360 sent me highlighted emails about us just talking and highlight. 0:17:23.880 --> 0:17:26.119 Oh highlight. I do highlight both, and like, this is 0:17:26.119 --> 0:17:27.600 what we're gonna talk about on the call tomorrow, and 0:17:27.600 --> 0:17:29.400 I'll be like you, he's gonna get on the phone 0:17:29.400 --> 0:17:31.000 and like talk about the ruse no no, no, I've 0:17:31.000 --> 0:17:35.200 outlined shout out to Vinnie, um, yes for he really 0:17:35.240 --> 0:17:39.520 really this is not he was above and beyond what 0:17:39.560 --> 0:17:43.320 he was supposed to do. Hot hungry like um, you know, 0:17:43.400 --> 0:17:45.080 and and in Tiana and will if I know you 0:17:45.080 --> 0:17:47.080 guys came and helped us, like we really and your 0:17:47.080 --> 0:17:49.879 assistant April like shout out, we really do appreciate that 0:17:49.920 --> 0:17:53.600 because like you shouldn't have been running with my bag, Tiana. 0:17:53.800 --> 0:17:55.600 And at one point it was funny because I was 0:17:55.640 --> 0:17:57.320 holding my home and back. She goes, you know what, 0:17:57.440 --> 0:17:59.639 let me do this for you. And I also feel 0:17:59.640 --> 0:18:04.200 this Gil because to me, assistant, yes that's a word, 0:18:04.240 --> 0:18:07.359 but like I'm the talent. My assistant shouldn't have to 0:18:07.400 --> 0:18:09.600 do this. You should have found someone else, you know 0:18:09.640 --> 0:18:12.160 what I'm saying, Like that shouldn't be in my head 0:18:12.160 --> 0:18:14.720 in her hands, like you should be sending the car. 0:18:14.840 --> 0:18:17.880 I saw the golf cart, buddy, why are we hot 0:18:17.880 --> 0:18:19.840 on it? First off, the fact that I had to 0:18:19.960 --> 0:18:26.439 walk sullivant stage. There wasn't even a no, no, no, 0:18:26.520 --> 0:18:29.040 do you know? Do you know they told us that 0:18:29.119 --> 0:18:31.679 once we got off stage, golf carts weren't available for 0:18:31.720 --> 0:18:35.480 access to us anymore. Wow, because we had already we 0:18:35.480 --> 0:18:38.160 had already performed, and they stopped picking up in these calls. 0:18:39.680 --> 0:18:41.639 They literally stopped talking to us until we got They 0:18:41.640 --> 0:18:43.280 were so nice until we got on stage. And the 0:18:43.320 --> 0:18:45.080 next day when I was with y'all, I was with 0:18:45.160 --> 0:18:47.520 Boring Mahle because I came out, Um, the guy goes 0:18:48.040 --> 0:18:51.639 every single security card. Oh my god, y'all killed it. 0:18:52.280 --> 0:18:54.480 Are you gonna go back on y'all coming back? Where's Mandy? 0:18:54.720 --> 0:18:58.040 Then the with Mandy, which we didn't have day two 0:18:58.040 --> 0:19:01.800 passes like we were verbally confirmed or well, in mind you, 0:19:01.880 --> 0:19:04.879 I had all of my all of my comps, I 0:19:04.960 --> 0:19:09.399 was told would have access all of our photographers and videographers. 0:19:09.400 --> 0:19:12.480 Won't find O you left. But I gave people travel 0:19:12.560 --> 0:19:15.720 to Philly thinking they had two days. We brought people 0:19:15.720 --> 0:19:18.520 onto our team and was like, y'all shoot whatever y'all 0:19:18.560 --> 0:19:21.000 need to shoot, just make sure you capture us. The 0:19:21.119 --> 0:19:23.400 next day, I'm calling around just trying to get them 0:19:23.440 --> 0:19:28.600 into the first like nothing that we were guaranteed or 0:19:28.600 --> 0:19:32.240 from I know y'all are like, damn, what y'all complaining for? 0:19:32.359 --> 0:19:34.400 You don't want to say. I would like to come back. 0:19:36.480 --> 0:19:39.720 I just want to give us some water. You want 0:19:39.720 --> 0:19:41.240 to do what? Actually, I would like you want to do? 0:19:41.280 --> 0:19:43.159 What if we could have a hotel? You want to 0:19:43.160 --> 0:19:44.280 do what? I would like to come back if they 0:19:44.320 --> 0:19:45.879 could give us a ride there. And I would like 0:19:45.920 --> 0:19:48.320 to come back if we could get paid um. Just 0:19:48.359 --> 0:19:52.000 like the crowd that came out in full um and 0:19:52.160 --> 0:19:54.840 other news. I will tell you I did enjoy it, man, 0:19:55.160 --> 0:19:58.560 Chief Keith, what a time bro that niked. I'm not 0:19:58.560 --> 0:20:02.479 even y funny right now. I took mushrooms and smoked 0:20:02.480 --> 0:20:07.040 weed and literally and withdraw you wrong. Yeah, And I 0:20:07.080 --> 0:20:08.480 got because I wanted to be the right kind of 0:20:08.520 --> 0:20:10.000 high for that kind of festive. If it was also 0:20:10.160 --> 0:20:13.359 i'd be on something else. But for Chief Keep, I 0:20:13.400 --> 0:20:15.520 was like, let me do what this Vica does? You know? 0:20:15.640 --> 0:20:18.399 And I didn't have any lean but I did. I 0:20:18.440 --> 0:20:20.360 did get to the front of that stage, and I 0:20:20.440 --> 0:20:22.600 was like, wow, yo, Like it's really dope to see 0:20:22.600 --> 0:20:25.000 people like put effort in their performances. And I think 0:20:25.000 --> 0:20:26.760 that's why, you know, people like to give us our flowers, 0:20:26.800 --> 0:20:28.320 because we really put a lot of energy in. But 0:20:28.600 --> 0:20:30.439 when I watched him, he was like jumping in the 0:20:30.480 --> 0:20:34.720 crowd when Finito came on broke, I thought I was 0:20:34.720 --> 0:20:37.879 gonna break my neck. Bro it hurts, and I was 0:20:37.920 --> 0:20:40.399 trying to like lean in for pitches out like chilling. 0:20:40.440 --> 0:20:42.920 It was. It was fun and like I love when 0:20:42.920 --> 0:20:45.159 people bring life to the ship, so like that's me 0:20:45.280 --> 0:20:47.960 was a really good time. Um speaking of people that 0:20:48.000 --> 0:20:52.160