Speaker 1: I guess what decision we're about to make a horrible decisions?
Speaker 1: Is it recording? I feel like this is gonna be
Speaker 1: good because you know when you're like pent up and
Speaker 1: you feel like you just like release something. I kind
Speaker 1: of feel like that a little bit right now, and
Speaker 1: like I come in the studio to do my job.
Speaker 1: Oh I'm so frustrated because I just feel like your
Speaker 1: studio is not even open yet, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: Even doing the show for six fucking years, it's just
Speaker 1: like I don't want to go through this ship, bro,
Speaker 1: Like I just no other podcast goes through this ship
Speaker 1: where everybody's pit against each other. You're about to have
Speaker 1: a fucking TV show and that's a big deal, and
Speaker 1: then what are someone gonna say sex sells versus Mandy's
Speaker 1: MTV show. It's just like I can't take this ship anymore.
Speaker 1: And you think that someone is a fan of you,
Speaker 1: so they're gonna funk with you, and it's just like
Speaker 1: that's the same ship. I just hate that ship so much.
Speaker 1: I was gonna come in here and get excited about
Speaker 1: the fucking l a studio that we're gonna make, but
Speaker 1: how because then it's just boom like another thing. And
Speaker 1: I just don't understand how after all this time to
Speaker 1: ship still makes me so upset. I really hate that.
Speaker 1: It's almost like we cannot ever celebrate a separate win,
Speaker 1: Like like I don't do the show with you. I
Speaker 1: understand where people talk about Joe Ry and Mall, I
Speaker 1: actually do because they both still exist and they don't
Speaker 1: do a show together, but as two people to do
Speaker 1: a successful show together and have all these accolades, it's
Speaker 1: like still all the time, and I just I'm so
Speaker 1: over it. I just I'm like in my thirties now,
Speaker 1: Like I just don't understand. Thank you are all your
Speaker 1: every podcast is gonna cry this week shout out to
Speaker 1: Fury because I'm feeling depressing and stress you right now too.
Speaker 1: I'm just really tired. Um. I really just want to
Speaker 1: like celebrate life and without feeling like I have to
Speaker 1: read a shitty comment after and I know it comes
Speaker 1: with the territory, but it's just a lot of And
Speaker 1: that was just like a lot for me, Like I
Speaker 1: don't want to not celebrate good moments. And I just
Speaker 1: had so much fun with you at the roots and
Speaker 1: it just felt like such a good thing and like, wow,
Speaker 1: I don't know. I mean, there's there's just a lot
Speaker 1: going on buying the scenes. Um, I wasn't gonna step
Speaker 1: on you're saying and getting out what you needed to
Speaker 1: get out. Um, I don't even really want to talk
Speaker 1: about any of this. I mean to do a show.
Speaker 1: I just hate that we have to fucking pod through shipped.
Speaker 1: To be very honest with you, I mean we've technically
Speaker 1: even been on back and forth. I said I needed
Speaker 1: a break, and I know you have things that you
Speaker 1: want to do. I need a fucking break, and yes,
Speaker 1: I'm opening up the studio. And I hate that this
Speaker 1: is gonna be fucking pitted against each other. My show
Speaker 1: has nothing to do with your show. I was a host,
Speaker 1: I was asked to do it. I didn't even want
Speaker 1: to do TV and it fell into my lap and
Speaker 1: I'm proud of it. But I don't compete with you.
Speaker 1: I hate that they make everything that women do a
Speaker 1: fucking competition. I really did not even want to be
Speaker 1: here and continue this. I was actually hoping you said,
Speaker 1: fuck it, let's do another day. But I'm leaving and
Speaker 1: life goes on, so let's just get to it. I'm
Speaker 1: just gonna try to be professional because I did in
Speaker 1: the world did it, did a podcast or radio show
Speaker 1: and started TV shows much like an Antel Charlottagne DJ.
Speaker 1: But everybody is so happy when they see you in
Speaker 1: another media except for it just cannot fucking I don't understand.
Speaker 1: But I will tell you all this. I will be
Speaker 1: known for talking about sex for the for the rest
Speaker 1: of my life, probably hopefully better hopefully i'll be a president.
Speaker 1: I don't know, hopefully hopefully I'll know me for some
Speaker 1: other ship. But like, you know, this is a very
Speaker 1: important part of my life. And granted, you know, Mandy
Speaker 1: and I definitely have opened up our arguments and things
Speaker 1: like that to you, and so it's made it's publicly unexposed.
Speaker 1: But like it's not easy to like come off of
Speaker 1: good episodes and good moments or achievements in life and
Speaker 1: feel that because no, they really do it. Two women, Yes,
Speaker 1: But I feel like sometimes it's like a mountain on me.
Speaker 1: We had two people come in here that are big
Speaker 1: fans of horrible decisions and they have a lot of energy.
Speaker 1: I did think it might have been an issue, but
Speaker 1: I was like, fuck it. They're fun and they love horribles.
Speaker 1: When people Love Horrible is generally a good episode. They
Speaker 1: had so much energy I guess when they came in.
Speaker 1: They made jokes about Edd and posting this late and
Speaker 1: and and and studio and Mandy Studio and Who's Better
Speaker 1: and x y Z and it made the energy so
Speaker 1: intense that Alex was literally like, Yo, what the fuss
Speaker 1: is going on? And texted me, which she never does.
Speaker 1: And it became so ridiculous that two people can come
Speaker 1: in your house. And and and by the way, yes it's
Speaker 1: my studio, but Mandy and I pay for the time here,
Speaker 1: it's her podcast, to like, this is her house at
Speaker 1: this moment, and I don't feel like it makes sense
Speaker 1: for anyone to come on your podcast with smoke, am
Speaker 1: I fucking fresh and fit bro so nah and and granted,
Speaker 1: you know, me crying in the beginning was more so
Speaker 1: just because like, oh my god, I just felt like,
Speaker 1: what could happen when we both are doing ship Because
Speaker 1: instead of people saying like wow, there's two women that
Speaker 1: are black, one in podcast studios in New York, it's
Speaker 1: just like the opposite. And so that just felt really strange.
Speaker 1: And also I didn't just really upset because I've been
Speaker 1: having sex Why are you upset about that? I can't
Speaker 1: understand how I'm come in here with the guns blazing
Speaker 1: about Dick. Okay, change that Dick's blazing like Andy's choosing
Speaker 1: the ruth picknic. Let's talk about that. I had a
Speaker 1: great time. No y'all think just thought it was get
Speaker 1: up bad? But was it ghetto? Um? The show was fun,
Speaker 1: but we always put on a good show. Um, the
Speaker 1: show was fun. I mean I handled all the business
Speaker 1: behind to set along with Anny, and it was chaos,
Speaker 1: and so I didn't really get to enjoy as much
Speaker 1: because I was putting out fires before and after the
Speaker 1: stage and still in my emails putting out fires um
Speaker 1: with very little response. So uh, we'll be getting that
Speaker 1: per per my last email, Uh follow up this evening.
Speaker 1: It's just been to me the business wasn't wasn't right. Um,
Speaker 1: A lot of things weren't handled correctly, and I've heard
Speaker 1: it was better other years. Well, no, now I feel
Speaker 1: like I'm Monique. They're luckily. They're so lucky. I didn't
Speaker 1: get on that stage and called them out like Monique
Speaker 1: did because it was that's what it's giving in the email.
Speaker 1: Let me talk giving Monique all back backstage. What is
Speaker 1: this ship? Email came through, by the way, at midnight.
Speaker 1: I'm on the bus with you. What did I say?
Speaker 1: I said it was Rory mall alex edding everybody for
Speaker 1: anyone in corporate. I love to send emails on a
Speaker 1: Sunday evening because that means I'm at the top of
Speaker 1: your emails when you get into the office. Well, that
Speaker 1: is a thing to do. That was tying mushrooms weed.
Speaker 1: I saw his email come through. I passed the phone
Speaker 1: around spretty like many going off. But I'll say this,
Speaker 1: so me trying to be a good co host, I
Speaker 1: got one fire that I knew would explode. Vinny said
Speaker 1: to me the day before, Hey, they're not fulfilling your writer.
Speaker 1: I'm like, oh, what do you mean? He said, there's
Speaker 1: no writer for the podcast stage. So well, that's strange
Speaker 1: because they asked us what we want on our writer,
Speaker 1: and we get a writer even when we perform as
Speaker 1: a podcast club. No, not even a comedy club. Theaters,
Speaker 1: my nigga, we have done theaters as a podcast and
Speaker 1: have gotten not only our writer, but full mills provided
Speaker 1: for us and our staff. But let's not do just
Speaker 1: homedy clumedy club is a small place that still but no,
Speaker 1: I'm saying, we've done big places. This is the festival.
Speaker 1: We've done big places as well and got all right.
Speaker 1: So Bennie says, that is it. Vinnie, get the fucking Tito's.
Speaker 1: I don't know. Tiana was in the card choice. Everybody,
Speaker 1: just get the ship we need because if Manny walks
Speaker 1: in there with no vodka, we ain't going on. And
Speaker 1: I know I said, dude, I say, y'all, y'all lucky,
Speaker 1: y'all got a show because I said I wasn't going
Speaker 1: on until I got paid him full. She did and
Speaker 1: we but I did. I'll be liking to fulfill at
Speaker 1: least my end of the bargain so then I can
Speaker 1: shoot on everybody after. Like we upheld all of our
Speaker 1: end of the bargain and payment is on its way.
Speaker 1: But the fact that I'm getting paid three days later
Speaker 1: and not the day up, like, mind you, they just
Speaker 1: didn't have the BITCHI they could have paid me in once.
Speaker 1: I would have took the one place. Also, I just
Speaker 1: want to say, like obviously, love quest love the rust.
Speaker 1: This is just when something becomes so big that you
Speaker 1: have to have people help, and it's just like and
Speaker 1: and and Alex had to tell me because I started
Speaker 1: getting said like, damn, bro, we had more people on
Speaker 1: our podcast stage than any other podcast. We weren't even
Speaker 1: the headliner, and we had the whore Hive showed up
Speaker 1: better than any other podcast. And I was so upset,
Speaker 1: and he goes, it's okay because all you did just
Speaker 1: now is pay your dues, bro, And I was like,
Speaker 1: I really feel like at six years, why are we
Speaker 1: still paying dudes? Why we bust our fucking assets. And
Speaker 1: that's the thing I mean. I've been having this feeling
Speaker 1: anyways with when people talk about people moving the culture
Speaker 1: and the top podcast, not many times do women get mentioned,
Speaker 1: nor do we in a lot of conversations. We do
Speaker 1: not get mentioned. We do not have the respect that
Speaker 1: we should. We get a lot. Our numbers are massive,
Speaker 1: We tour, we do merch, We have a fucking cult
Speaker 1: like community, and we have changed fucking lives. We have.
Speaker 1: We have people come up to us and say that
Speaker 1: we have changed lives. And now I didn't want to
Speaker 1: cry because I didn't even want to do this fucking podcast.
Speaker 1: I need a fucking and we just do so much
Speaker 1: that we get fucking no respect from our peers, from
Speaker 1: the people in this industry, we get no fucking respect.
Speaker 1: Maybe because we come in here and talk about sucking dick,
Speaker 1: but we get no fucking respects none. We are not
Speaker 1: respected by so many people in this sucking space, and
Speaker 1: I fucking hate it. I do love that Charlottagne Charlemagne
Speaker 1: fights for back for us behind the scenes and pushing us,
Speaker 1: but we don't get no fucking respect. And we do
Speaker 1: a fucking live on the fact that we book all
Speaker 1: our own fucking guests. I was just our own fucking outlines.
Speaker 1: We fucking do our own titles, our descriptions, send it.
Speaker 1: We curated this whole fucking team. She has a whole
Speaker 1: fucking studio she's had open for the last year and
Speaker 1: a half with a whole fucking team of black and
Speaker 1: brown sucking people. I'm opening mind, and people still find
Speaker 1: the need to find a way to fucking shoot on
Speaker 1: us or pick us against each other. I really did
Speaker 1: not even want to fucking record today after all of that,
Speaker 1: because it's not in my heart. We're just we fucking
Speaker 1: star assets. We work and now we're working for other people,
Speaker 1: and we still don't get in the respect we deserved.
Speaker 1: So this should is fucking frustrating, how I fucking hate.
Speaker 1: I wanna, on the other side, talk about the things
Speaker 1: that I feel like we do get because I I
Speaker 1: know there's a podcaster watching this or someone feeling like
Speaker 1: they aren't where we are, and I will say this
Speaker 1: much what I do. Obviously you're right, but what I
Speaker 1: do think had to happen. We had to do something
Speaker 1: else for people to realize Horrible was as big as
Speaker 1: it is. Oh, well, yeah, you're refused on MTV. You're working,
Speaker 1: you are, y'all are doing big things. Y'all are cool. Oh,
Speaker 1: y'all are really good. Like what the fuck? It's a
Speaker 1: it's a weird. I don't know, it's weird, you know I.
Speaker 1: I actually just got off the phone with Sinner, who
Speaker 1: manages Rory and Walls. Should we know. I love un
Speaker 1: he's tour manager. I don't know his title. But when
Speaker 1: I talked about money and the volume of our shows
Speaker 1: and numbers and maybe not understanding why so we sold
Speaker 1: out the same venues Rory and mall have and I
Speaker 1: bet you their check is bigger. They are a bigger podcasts, granted,
Speaker 1: but those ticket sales were the same. The prices, the
Speaker 1: number of the capacity. Nothing changed, and that is like
Speaker 1: the craziest ship when you think about it. Yes, I
Speaker 1: understand Rory and Mall getting tendally. I get it they're bigger.
Speaker 1: Not saying they're not. I'm just saying those fucking ticket
Speaker 1: sales at least right now, until they fucking do a
Speaker 1: venue with a million people in it, Fine, we're the same.
Speaker 1: And it's fucking add am not in my stomach to
Speaker 1: talk about money with better because I was like, oh, okay, bro,
Speaker 1: just to see that you guys even had a car
Speaker 1: to take you there is the guy I was in
Speaker 1: a rental. We had to pay for our own rooms.
Speaker 1: I paid for my room back in February just because
Speaker 1: the rooms were so fucking expense same like it's just
Speaker 1: sucking rough to hear, like they had water in their trailer.
Speaker 1: I asked for a knife to cut my lime and ice.
Speaker 1: That's it. That's it, sabe, hold on, let me you.
Speaker 1: I was fortally brought up food. I was, oh, yeah,
Speaker 1: the liquor, baby bitch. I was peeling the line like, well,
Speaker 1: maybe I can squeeze it through the hole. Like y'all
Speaker 1: should have seen me trying to just have some lime
Speaker 1: juice in my fucking kettle. One It wasn't Tito. Yeah,
Speaker 1: you said knife early, and I was wondering what that
Speaker 1: was for to cut my fucking line, might need to
Speaker 1: go to go into my to go into my to
Speaker 1: go into my room. Temperature vaka soda. Okay, we never
Speaker 1: even got ice. We asked for tea baby are for water.
Speaker 1: We didn't even get water. We didn't even get water.
Speaker 1: Didn't even Actually it's funked up priority trailer looked like
Speaker 1: they did pouring in it. It was that they could
Speaker 1: have done a better trailer. And you know why we
Speaker 1: had to go wait? Wait, do you know why? Do
Speaker 1: you know why? I was also upset about the trailer
Speaker 1: because at one time in my life, even kind of
Speaker 1: recently in Dreamville, I was a hope and so I've
Speaker 1: seen mortest trailers at festivals and I'm like, words, this
Speaker 1: is what we get. It's okay. You want to know
Speaker 1: how Patty I was went around to the nicer trailers
Speaker 1: and took pictures of the people. Oh, this person went
Speaker 1: on at three and they got a nicer trailer than that. Andy.
Speaker 1: We had the biggest though, but it wasn't even Roy
Speaker 1: Muller doing are they not? I don't give a funk
Speaker 1: about side. If it looked like there was skeet on
Speaker 1: the walls, I wanted. I wanted a goddamn bread light
Speaker 1: testing that ship, blue light, red light, What the funk ever?
Speaker 1: I needed to put that ship over. Mind you, it
Speaker 1: wasn't our trailer. You know why? It was production. You
Speaker 1: know why I know because my friends wouldn't like it
Speaker 1: was people in and out of our trailer. It was
Speaker 1: not our trailer. Our name wasn't even on it. They said, oh,
Speaker 1: here's an extra trailer. That's why I want to call
Speaker 1: bullshit on that. Secondly, my friends stood in line because
Speaker 1: guess what they also didn't do. They also didn't feed us.
Speaker 1: So my friends stood in line for one hour to
Speaker 1: get me a fucking chicken chicken sandwich. Guess what happened?
Speaker 1: Someone ate it while I was on stage. Why do
Speaker 1: you think I didn't take pictures? After I go back
Speaker 1: and my friends are like, oh my god, oh my god,
Speaker 1: oh my god, Mandy's food has gone. What's going on?
Speaker 1: They stood in line for one hour, So I'm at
Speaker 1: the testable from four p That's why I left. Bro.
Speaker 1: I didn't even eat. We fucking performed. They didn't have water,
Speaker 1: no ice. I didn't even eat, and then deering before
Speaker 1: we go on, I'm here and Nigga's got rooms, riders,
Speaker 1: fucking water, fucking drivers funk out of here. The driver
Speaker 1: ship was crazy. I'm gonna post a picture of me
Speaker 1: sitting in a car seat on the way to the festival.
Speaker 1: Also got to the parking and I know you know
Speaker 1: this because you were having to hand me the past.
Speaker 1: The ladies like, yeah, they're credentials and I'm like, listen
Speaker 1: to is artist parking? Like this is the asked there
Speaker 1: on FaceTime. I can't access to Southern because there was
Speaker 1: a much street closures before who hoping the Roots picnic
Speaker 1: app to show me on it and she was like
Speaker 1: she looked at it, she looked back at me and
Speaker 1: she said, it an't matter. You ain't got the past,
Speaker 1: you ain't eat me. And I'm like, you know, no
Speaker 1: one gave it was just crazy. Roy Ball couldn't get
Speaker 1: in because mind you hold on and this is why
Speaker 1: hold on. Let me go back to corporate and I'll
Speaker 1: talk to Benny about this. Then he had a whole conversation.
Speaker 1: I had a list of questions that received verbal communications
Speaker 1: which I then have to put in that email. There
Speaker 1: were verbal communications that certain things were okayed and confirmed,
Speaker 1: and I said, fuck you didn't. I need to go
Speaker 1: on writing Miney. I pulled up the fucking per section
Speaker 1: four point one. Oh, I went through the whole contract
Speaker 1: and gave notes. I'm like, bro, this is not what
Speaker 1: we fucking agreed upon. Which is also just a frustration
Speaker 1: when when when push comes to show, we have to
Speaker 1: work through all this bullshit on the back end. We
Speaker 1: don't have a manager, we don't have a booker. Really,
Speaker 1: we do everything for this and like when we have
Speaker 1: to get disrespected, we sometimes will be like Mandy Wey
Speaker 1: came up to me and said, go on, girl, do
Speaker 1: what you're doing. That was the response to me, like,
Speaker 1: go on, Mandy, do what you did. Mean to say,
Speaker 1: it's okay for Mandy to go off because I have
Speaker 1: been on the receiving end of the email. Mandy has
Speaker 1: sent me highlighted emails about us just talking and highlight.
Speaker 1: Oh highlight. I do highlight both, and like, this is
Speaker 1: what we're gonna talk about on the call tomorrow, and
Speaker 1: I'll be like you, he's gonna get on the phone
Speaker 1: and like talk about the ruse no no, no, I've
Speaker 1: outlined shout out to Vinnie, um, yes for he really
Speaker 1: really this is not he was above and beyond what
Speaker 1: he was supposed to do. Hot hungry like um, you know,
Speaker 1: and and in Tiana and will if I know you
Speaker 1: guys came and helped us, like we really and your
Speaker 1: assistant April like shout out, we really do appreciate that
Speaker 1: because like you shouldn't have been running with my bag, Tiana.
Speaker 1: And at one point it was funny because I was
Speaker 1: holding my home and back. She goes, you know what,
Speaker 1: let me do this for you. And I also feel
Speaker 1: this Gil because to me, assistant, yes that's a word,
Speaker 1: but like I'm the talent. My assistant shouldn't have to
Speaker 1: do this. You should have found someone else, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, Like that shouldn't be in my head
Speaker 1: in her hands, like you should be sending the car.
Speaker 1: I saw the golf cart, buddy, why are we hot
Speaker 1: on it? First off, the fact that I had to
Speaker 1: walk sullivant stage. There wasn't even a no, no, no,
Speaker 1: do you know? Do you know they told us that
Speaker 1: once we got off stage, golf carts weren't available for
Speaker 1: access to us anymore. Wow, because we had already we
Speaker 1: had already performed, and they stopped picking up in these calls.
Speaker 1: They literally stopped talking to us until we got They
Speaker 1: were so nice until we got on stage. And the
Speaker 1: next day when I was with y'all, I was with
Speaker 1: Boring Mahle because I came out, Um, the guy goes
Speaker 1: every single security card. Oh my god, y'all killed it.
Speaker 1: Are you gonna go back on y'all coming back? Where's Mandy?
Speaker 1: Then the with Mandy, which we didn't have day two
Speaker 1: passes like we were verbally confirmed or well, in mind you,
Speaker 1: I had all of my all of my comps, I
Speaker 1: was told would have access all of our photographers and videographers.
Speaker 1: Won't find O you left. But I gave people travel
Speaker 1: to Philly thinking they had two days. We brought people
Speaker 1: onto our team and was like, y'all shoot whatever y'all
Speaker 1: need to shoot, just make sure you capture us. The
Speaker 1: next day, I'm calling around just trying to get them
Speaker 1: into the first like nothing that we were guaranteed or
Speaker 1: from I know y'all are like, damn, what y'all complaining for?
Speaker 1: You don't want to say. I would like to come back.
Speaker 1: I just want to give us some water. You want
Speaker 1: to do what? Actually, I would like you want to do?
Speaker 1: What if we could have a hotel? You want to
Speaker 1: do what? I would like to come back if they
Speaker 1: could give us a ride there. And I would like
Speaker 1: to come back if we could get paid um. Just
Speaker 1: like the crowd that came out in full um and
Speaker 1: other news. I will tell you I did enjoy it, man,
Speaker 1: Chief Keith, what a time bro that niked. I'm not
Speaker 1: even y funny right now. I took mushrooms and smoked
Speaker 1: weed and literally and withdraw you wrong. Yeah, And I
Speaker 1: got because I wanted to be the right kind of
Speaker 1: high for that kind of festive. If it was also
Speaker 1: i'd be on something else. But for Chief Keep, I
Speaker 1: was like, let me do what this Vica does? You know?
Speaker 1: And I didn't have any lean but I did. I
Speaker 1: did get to the front of that stage, and I
Speaker 1: was like, wow, yo, Like it's really dope to see
Speaker 1: people like put effort in their performances. And I think
Speaker 1: that's why, you know, people like to give us our flowers,
Speaker 1: because we really put a lot of energy in. But
Speaker 1: when I watched him, he was like jumping in the
Speaker 1: crowd when Finito came on broke, I thought I was
Speaker 1: gonna break my neck. Bro it hurts, and I was
Speaker 1: trying to like lean in for pitches out like chilling.
Speaker 1: It was. It was fun and like I love when
Speaker 1: people bring life to the ship, so like that's me
Speaker 1: was a really good time. Um speaking of people that
Speaker 1: put life into their ship. Um. I also watched Summer Walker. Um,
Speaker 1: we'll say this, what's that? Damn? What was that? Summer
Speaker 1: Walker kNs sing live and it's great. Um Uh. Another thing,
Speaker 1: I'm not talking about her anxiety because I wouldn't make
Speaker 1: fun of someone's anxiety. I would just say at that level,
Speaker 1: I cannot believe she couldn't at least produce a show
Speaker 1: for us. You know what I'm saying, Like Jasmine Sullivan's
Speaker 1: got personality if Summer Walker doesn't want to show her
Speaker 1: personality to those tens of thousands people in the crowd.
Speaker 1: Cool walking off stage and one time her mike was
Speaker 1: sucked up and then you brought up this random rapper
Speaker 1: like you gotta know, I'm sorry being a festival performer,
Speaker 1: You're an entertainer and you should know at that level
Speaker 1: to be headlining a festival for all those people how
Speaker 1: to at least produce an entertainment slot, like you're big
Speaker 1: enough to where people should be able to do this
Speaker 1: for you. I felt like that was weird. And I
Speaker 1: don't think it's her anxiety. I think it's just like
Speaker 1: a little bit of a lack lester. I don't care.
Speaker 1: She just came out. She didn't say goodbye, and so
Speaker 1: I say that to say I was back in New York. Now.
Speaker 1: Granted that her ship, maybe the audios, maybe whatever, but
Speaker 1: Mandy and I also went through some funded up ship
Speaker 1: when we came out to do that job. We didn't
Speaker 1: and and y'all don't even know. I was not supposed
Speaker 1: to be smacked on stage. Our sub got in a
Speaker 1: car accident on the way. Oh my god, y'all, y'all
Speaker 1: don't even know. The fires they were full fires. We
Speaker 1: were putting out. Two of the people that were supposed
Speaker 1: to be on stage. Lick a boot to me, and
Speaker 1: she licked the boot. Mind you, I still have a
Speaker 1: I still And she did shout out to Miss Harley.
Speaker 1: She did do a great job, and she did apologize
Speaker 1: to me because I'm still I'm still bruised. The paddle
Speaker 1: really hurt, and so when shout out to calligraphists, Uh,
Speaker 1: he also took our pictures and there's a hole. Did
Speaker 1: you see the photo? Dog? It really hurt. And I
Speaker 1: know sometimes you'll be a connection because youre dramatic. No,
Speaker 1: I know you held it together. Bitch. That ship hurt,
Speaker 1: and what I want you supposed to get hit on.
Speaker 1: I was just supposed to be a little bit humiliated,
Speaker 1: and then you're going weasy. She didn't follow instruction. Here's
Speaker 1: the paddle way. No, no, no, I didn't. I didn't
Speaker 1: know she was gonna do it like that. Yeah, that's
Speaker 1: like I feel like, and I actually I pulled out
Speaker 1: the hammer thing. I should be funny like, I did
Speaker 1: not know she pulled out the paddles. Thank my ass,
Speaker 1: and let's the whole ass mark. I was about to
Speaker 1: call Mama Tammy, like, see what happens when I'm half white, Mama,
Speaker 1: this wouldn't happen if I had a little bit. Mama
Speaker 1: was crazy. It was. It was motherfucking right. What a
Speaker 1: chaotic day. In episode Bros, Mercury is still in accause
Speaker 1: the Michael Bay We're taken out two days, Holy sh it,
Speaker 1: Like what day? How much time do we have at
Speaker 1: it because I think we should maybe hold that. Okay,
Speaker 1: let me see you know what it was unitially about.
Speaker 1: We're off the rails. Okay, okay, let's just let's do
Speaker 1: some homemail. Wow reel like that. We're here about how
Speaker 1: Maggie's family trip was. Oh you know what, let's talk
Speaker 1: about that. Oh god, but you about to give patrion
Speaker 1: feet to the regular show. So old be cheated on
Speaker 1: me with this little white Vishnay Maggie and they wented
Speaker 1: to buy and he was terrible, and I said he
Speaker 1: was dead to me on Patreon and then he sent
Speaker 1: me a fucking product dog callar for Nina and I
Speaker 1: was just like, why are you sending her if I'm
Speaker 1: the one that got cheated on or whatever? Um, after
Speaker 1: after my grandmother's funeral, you know, my mom and I
Speaker 1: were talking like he said flowers and she's like, yo,
Speaker 1: like he is a part of your life. He pished
Speaker 1: you off, but like the man knew your fucking grandmother, Like,
Speaker 1: you know, try to relax and then separate this, and
Speaker 1: um I was able to. So for the ruts picnic Um,
Speaker 1: I was like, you know what, well, I'm gone. I'll
Speaker 1: give him Nina and me, Wolf, Tiana and Bennie were
Speaker 1: in the car and I dropped off Nina and he
Speaker 1: gave me a really long hug. And it's funny because
Speaker 1: he looked and he goes a damn everybody peep peeking
Speaker 1: out right now. Wolf was like, you want me get
Speaker 1: this on the BTS And I haven't seen him in months, bro,
Speaker 1: since February. Did you get it? He did, But I'll
Speaker 1: tell you this now, this is trifle. And he doesn't
Speaker 1: listen to podcast, maybe he won't hear this. So I
Speaker 1: actually feel bad to say this. But he was supposed
Speaker 1: to get Nina that night, but I couldn't reply and
Speaker 1: I was a little too busy, so he had to
Speaker 1: get me into the morning and to hand off our child.
Speaker 1: Know what, I had just suck a dick felt so
Speaker 1: good and I know we're not supposed to feel vegetable,
Speaker 1: but wow, man, I mean what a time. And I
Speaker 1: really handed him the pp pads like take the baby
Speaker 1: like it was so great. Huh did you have like
Speaker 1: a kiss on the cheek by wow, you're sick you
Speaker 1: kissed him after sucking another? Then kis him on the cheek? Bro,
Speaker 1: that's still that's still kids, dick? Why did you put
Speaker 1: dick lips on his cheek? Sure? I brushed my teeth,
Speaker 1: Maybe I did. I don't know. Did you scrub your
Speaker 1: let's go on the dick shaft? Like your teeth is
Speaker 1: one thing. Your teeth ain't even own the dick, it's
Speaker 1: everything else. Oh, y'all hands after masturmated. Okay, Oh, I've
Speaker 1: watched them. There's handsome HR? Do we have an HR here?
Speaker 1: We all? Right? Okay? I mean, like you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, like, yeah, I watched my hand a little residue.
Speaker 1: I don't know. I'm sure I showered, not a little residue.
Speaker 1: What but what was that truck? Was that? Well? You know,
Speaker 1: I I don't feel bad because guess what, he didn't
Speaker 1: feel bad when he was in Dubai Dai. Maggie, Fuck
Speaker 1: that bitch. Maggie has been trying to get this nigga
Speaker 1: back for so long, the entire relationship we've had. What
Speaker 1: do you mean get him back? Isn't she married? Get
Speaker 1: him back like he would get on vacations. He spent
Speaker 1: a lot of time with her, callow sending gifts this ship.
Speaker 1: I'm tired this bitch, bro that the lapo candles you
Speaker 1: smell thank you for the ASoP. But and it was
Speaker 1: she would just send anything in the house that could
Speaker 1: be there that you could think of her. That's how manipulous,
Speaker 1: that's so crazy. It's not manipulative. She knew she was
Speaker 1: kind of a side by because I used to do
Speaker 1: that ship I was, Oh, I don't know, so like
Speaker 1: when when like I used to work with like the
Speaker 1: married niggas, like the athletes, and I knew they lived
Speaker 1: with bitches, I would I would get them stuff Like
Speaker 1: I remember just one of my friends, I got him
Speaker 1: a speaker because I was like, oh, she'll never think this.
Speaker 1: When I got like a Roku thing so that they
Speaker 1: could play like whatever, like put their own This is
Speaker 1: before Netflix was on every hotel. Like this was clearly
Speaker 1: back when I was a hope. Right, I'm not hone um,
Speaker 1: but I would always when I got somebody, what do
Speaker 1: you think five years from now? I'm just saying when
Speaker 1: I got When I used to gift niggas, it was
Speaker 1: always something that maybe their wife or girlfriend would think
Speaker 1: they got themselves. Is that not crazy? Whoa are you
Speaker 1: gonna be to make a clip out of this? Because
Speaker 1: like I'm not gonna lie to you, bro. That's like really, like, wow,
Speaker 1: are you kidding me? Right now? You would get You
Speaker 1: just said you shook all of our hands after masturbating,
Speaker 1: and you're mad that I that as a side chick.
Speaker 1: Look at your Why are you telling them the secrets?
Speaker 1: But no, I would get my side niggas something that
Speaker 1: they bitches probably thought they got for their sales, but
Speaker 1: they didn't. It was me what bitch. Don't look judge, bro,
Speaker 1: I was a thoughtful side chick and that's what more
Speaker 1: of these women need to do. And niggas, there's niggas
Speaker 1: that a side chick, clearly look at the bay was
Speaker 1: all last side nick to a side bitch. I don't
Speaker 1: know how that worked. Like I was on the computer
Speaker 1: once when we were in Mexico because something's going on
Speaker 1: with mine whatever we anyway, it's a long story short.
Speaker 1: She like sent him a picture of her new tips
Speaker 1: that she just got and he paid for him. She
Speaker 1: was a sugar mama. Oh that's right, that's but like,
Speaker 1: I didn't even tell them I side. I just looked
Speaker 1: at what she texted and was like, sorry, I know
Speaker 1: you're busy, did I just wanted to share this been
Speaker 1: a while, hope, uh, and she like sent this video
Speaker 1: of herself and I really just felt like, bro, I'm sorry,
Speaker 1: but if you're gonna be a sugar mama, like leave
Speaker 1: it at that. We don't need you all surprised you
Speaker 1: didn't sign on to make her y'all sugar mama. She
Speaker 1: was getting she I told you she called me ratchet.
Speaker 1: She said I was, and he had to you need
Speaker 1: he I saw it for myself and that's probably the
Speaker 1: only reason I like kind of let it go because
Speaker 1: he was like, you don't know what you're talking about,
Speaker 1: like you and not to mention like I'm what she
Speaker 1: said attacking. I think she said, it's you're fucking a
Speaker 1: side nigger with your husband and kids at home and
Speaker 1: doing it raw. You know. I found out they was
Speaker 1: doing it problems because because when I got with him
Speaker 1: and we started having conversations about not using condoms, he
Speaker 1: was like, oh, like literally the last person was someone
Speaker 1: that like doesn't live here. We haven't been, you know,
Speaker 1: seeing each other soon recently, and so what was I
Speaker 1: gonna say? You know, I've been tested since then? She
Speaker 1: lives in Australia. Did I found out this just lives
Speaker 1: in Australia. So you was sucking this thinking wrong, going
Speaker 1: back to your husband, And let me tell you something,
Speaker 1: old bait is a hole, okay, and you fuck that
Speaker 1: how I think it? Bitch? Please? I know because I
Speaker 1: used to fack him the nerve and I with everybody. Sorry,
Speaker 1: all right, So the next one, um, what are positions
Speaker 1: that are guaranteed to make him come from the back?
Speaker 1: Definitely from the back on your stomach too, you can squeeze.
Speaker 1: I had one athlete tell me what I'm to say that,
Speaker 1: because bitch, I'm just saying, I'm letting you'll know about
Speaker 1: my whole life. And what's crazy is he's such a
Speaker 1: good fucking ball player, Like it made me be like,
Speaker 1: if you only put the same effort in the bedroom
Speaker 1: as you do, he was so good and I was
Speaker 1: so mad. This is why I tell you all the time,
Speaker 1: as much as I love Jacole, it's why I would
Speaker 1: never fun Jacole. It's why I would never funk anyone
Speaker 1: I'm a fan of anymore because this particular ball player
Speaker 1: ruined it for me. So fucked him and he's sucking
Speaker 1: me missionary and I'm just like, okay, mind you biggest funks.
Speaker 1: I'm just like, dude, I like it from the back, bitch.
Speaker 1: I like to show off. So he's like, no, like
Speaker 1: I wanted to last a little longer, and I know
Speaker 1: I won't last from the back, and I was like,
Speaker 1: it's okay, I won't throw it back. I won't throw
Speaker 1: it back. He just put it in from the back.
Speaker 1: Swater gold I swater god. And what's funny about it
Speaker 1: is bitch. I think I talked about this on the
Speaker 1: show with I did with Well We I talked about this,
Speaker 1: I think on the podcast with Just That and Robbing
Speaker 1: from House one and how you talking to them? And
Speaker 1: they hit me up like is it a bitch? How
Speaker 1: y'all know? So they mut had a friend that sucked
Speaker 1: him too, and now I just though he just a
Speaker 1: two minute person. They guessed it with the first time
Speaker 1: swater gold I had. I don't even know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: a swater goal like that, but it's because y'all don't
Speaker 1: believe me. But it was literally came, literally came in
Speaker 1: two seconds from the back. I had a really trifling
Speaker 1: athlete hit on me in l A at the highlights.
Speaker 1: We made him tryful. I'll tell you what it is later,
Speaker 1: but what makes him? I can't got a bit. I
Speaker 1: can't say now, you can't say what the fund did?
Speaker 1: You just told nagget whole life story and now that
Speaker 1: bitch she deserves to be exposed, but he tried. That's crazy.
Speaker 1: I don't care, bro, I'm gonna tell you right now.
Speaker 1: She can send me a cease and desist and I'm
Speaker 1: gonna write back. I don't know what the Australian postcode is, mom,
Speaker 1: but suck my dick co you bet a't go on
Speaker 1: your LinkedIn and fucking hit everybody up, bit at because
Speaker 1: I don't care when you've been trying to get a
Speaker 1: man for that many years, have been nasty and like
Speaker 1: there's one thing to fund my nigga, which a lot
Speaker 1: of bitches have done, but it's another what the fun
Speaker 1: what Mandy was saying? Yeah, like agreeing with me or
Speaker 1: all right, so anyway, and there's another things literally like
Speaker 1: talking another man's woman down over and over the years
Speaker 1: and like prey on their fucking breakup, like pray pr
Speaker 1: why add to me is just like just spelling the
Speaker 1: word no because I'm staying up, not pray for it,
Speaker 1: but both like literally like antagonizing it and like it's
Speaker 1: just mean and nasty, and so I want to be
Speaker 1: mean a nasty bitch. You want to try to ruin
Speaker 1: my ship out hope bit, you better hope Australia stay
Speaker 1: on the lockdown koalas it's not the Koala leave man.
Speaker 1: We leave kids and animals out of ship. You know
Speaker 1: the good Sometimes anyway, I feel like get back to well,
Speaker 1: I say that's safe. So the basketball player whatever comes
Speaker 1: up to me and which I was surprised because like
Speaker 1: I've seen him on like the Shade women stuff with
Speaker 1: women and they're like big booty, like very like Drea
Speaker 1: looking kind of girls, like really like i G batty type.
Speaker 1: So when he came out to me on a little
Speaker 1: bit surprised um, and I was like this ain't what
Speaker 1: you want, bro, And he was like I'm what everybody wants.
Speaker 1: And I was like because, like to me, son, it
Speaker 1: was just like okay, so you said someone found out
Speaker 1: he was two minutes long. Do you know? Two girls
Speaker 1: came up to me after that and we're like, girl,
Speaker 1: he was only get it because that Dicky is good.
Speaker 1: That's why he talked like that. Man. The other guy
Speaker 1: was way way more Shy should have known. He should
Speaker 1: just be fucking Spaulding. Actually Spaulding should they should just
Speaker 1: get married and like and that should be it because
Speaker 1: he shouldn't be in no other places when you're like
Speaker 1: a known But if you're no, you can married and
Speaker 1: all of that. Like you, why are you walking around
Speaker 1: saying you're with what? What What? Everybody wants some time to
Speaker 1: text you. I ain't gonna hold you. I'll walk around
Speaker 1: like that, bitch. I had a billboard. We was on
Speaker 1: breakfast club baby when when my my thing came and
Speaker 1: picked me up from one night, I said I was drunk,
Speaker 1: but I was like, oh my god, everybody wanted me this.
Speaker 1: This is gonna be such a great summing. When I
Speaker 1: just tell you, baby, everybody wanted me like I literally
Speaker 1: said that. I mean, oh, I was too friend that
Speaker 1: say it was great. Um well, he sucked them with
Speaker 1: another girl, so I don't know. It gotta be good
Speaker 1: if he can handle like I mean, the way those
Speaker 1: girls came up to me and like one girl party
Speaker 1: win before. He's fine to say that to me. It
Speaker 1: is just kind of like we get like I have
Speaker 1: talked about this lebron James, like I've never seen him
Speaker 1: like flir or do anything like that. I'm not saying that.
Speaker 1: I'm just saying like, and that's not who she's talking
Speaker 1: about right now. I just saw that's one of these
Speaker 1: you can't say everything you just said and this no, no, no,
Speaker 1: I want to bring that up because that's who should
Speaker 1: be walking up to a bit land. Everybody want me,
Speaker 1: you're that Nigked is one of the most gracious people
Speaker 1: I have ever met. Named three named three celebrities, well
Speaker 1: two more outside of Lebron, Lebron, Drake Beyonce. Okay, okay,
Speaker 1: back to me. You could talk that crazy because you
Speaker 1: are that. Drake Brihanna, and Drake is a very kind person.
Speaker 1: I've never seen it. I mean, I've had the pleasure
Speaker 1: to meet these people through my work with Kenya, but
Speaker 1: I've seen videos of them even before that where they
Speaker 1: were kind to fan. It's like, you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: and so to have been around and Lebron, because I
Speaker 1: know athletes get every bitch and he don't act like that.
Speaker 1: That's he's married. Now. I'm not talking about that. I'm
Speaker 1: talking about being cocky about not being kind, you know,
Speaker 1: smiling and like being able to take like please, nigga.
Speaker 1: I'm so surprised this nigga is still just walking up
Speaker 1: to bitch like that. That's why I don't think he cares.
Speaker 1: Of course he doesn't care. We know care. Now people
Speaker 1: are gonna guess. So anyway, let's see what else people ask?
Speaker 1: What's one thing you won't try sexually minus anal my
Speaker 1: booty can't take it? Oh, I knew that. I knew
Speaker 1: that wasn't coming out um ship ship like that was it?
Speaker 1: And I told you maybe actually i'mly maybe with some money,
Speaker 1: but now I gotta be a whole lot of money
Speaker 1: because I make a lot of money now. But I
Speaker 1: told you I've said this all the time. As long
Speaker 1: as it's a hard turn, that will just bounce off
Speaker 1: of me like no, no, I mean I have to
Speaker 1: know before that, Like I mean to me for real,
Speaker 1: for real, Well, you gotta ship. You kind of know
Speaker 1: if it's gonna be a little rumbly or if it's
Speaker 1: just gonna be like I just gotta do it. I
Speaker 1: have to do it. I have to tell you guys
Speaker 1: a preview of sex cells because I got so much
Speaker 1: ship right, hear me out, I had to I was
Speaker 1: I was at Shan Booty's house in the Sex Cell
Speaker 1: episode trying to fart in a jar right, just exploring
Speaker 1: how people sell this stuff. So Shan and I are
Speaker 1: like eat tacos, like were trying. She's trying to get
Speaker 1: my god son, you're you're gonna shart. So I was
Speaker 1: trying to mind your laughed up and anyone that's a mike.
Speaker 1: I could not get the fart out right, Like, it
Speaker 1: just could not happen because I knew there was cameraman outside.
Speaker 1: She's laughing. I hear the baby in the back, and
Speaker 1: I'm like, oh my god, I can't do this, bro,
Speaker 1: I know it's TV. So what did I decide to do?
Speaker 1: I peed in it. That was the only thing I
Speaker 1: could do. I came out with the p in the
Speaker 1: jar and THEYR crew looked at me like what does this?
Speaker 1: What show does she think she on? And I'm like, well,
Speaker 1: I couldn't get the fart out shifting on command. I
Speaker 1: don't know how women that do scat play do it.
Speaker 1: It is not easy, bro. You know, if it was easy,
Speaker 1: you gotta do it at eight o'clock in the morning
Speaker 1: when we all take our adult morning ship. Who pays
Speaker 1: for in the morning, first morning text the good niggas
Speaker 1: have morning? Would it makes sense? But do you really
Speaker 1: want to get shoot out of eight? I feel like
Speaker 1: you gotta do it in the morning after coffee when
Speaker 1: I tell you, first off, I could barely finish my
Speaker 1: coffee some morning come you bad. You gotta go for it,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean? Um anyway, so I I, yeah,
Speaker 1: obviously I wouldn't do it either unless you give me.
Speaker 1: But I really feel like I couldn't because the ship, right, yeah,
Speaker 1: it would just be shipped and that a people. Oh
Speaker 1: and blood you are do blood? No blood? Actually, no blood.
Speaker 1: I don't think there's any amount of money for blood play.
Speaker 1: No blood play none the the introvenous ship like not
Speaker 1: doing blood. Not doing blood, that's too far. Did you
Speaker 1: never mind? Okay you did even if the tampon was there.
Speaker 1: You know why I'm sick of her? No clip play.
Speaker 1: What happened when I came out for Rory and Malls
Speaker 1: ship and I said, uh so they didn't want me
Speaker 1: to get off. They said, let's just do Q and
Speaker 1: A with Wheezy and the girl goes tell the tap
Speaker 1: on story. This is what I've been talking about. And
Speaker 1: then you want to get all every other episode and
Speaker 1: be like blood, I would never bitch. Yes you do?
Speaker 1: You ate couch with blood even though it's plugged up.
Speaker 1: It was the clips. I've done it before. If you
Speaker 1: live a click, is it eating couch? Yes? Yes, yes?
Speaker 1: Come on, are you kidding? That is eating? Yeah? Yeah.
Speaker 1: If the only went to suck a nigga's balls, it's
Speaker 1: still oral sex. But how many times do you just
Speaker 1: go to suck his balls? Oh? I do, I love,
Speaker 1: But my point is I don't eat the I'll sometimes
Speaker 1: get the dick and go straight to the balls. Maybe
Speaker 1: what do you stick on? It's not true because I'm
Speaker 1: gonna try again. No, no more's here's no more right?
Speaker 1: Damn well, I just reaf And now there's a tamp
Speaker 1: on story number one. One time I shipped on my
Speaker 1: tampton string and I didn't have another one or and
Speaker 1: he says just to cut it. So I lit the
Speaker 1: tip with my lighter and that ship burned right up
Speaker 1: to my pussy like a wick on the bomb. Why
Speaker 1: are you in there's gases on the ship? That is there? Really?
Speaker 1: Come on, scientists, scientists and in the building. I didn't
Speaker 1: know that he's crazy? What fuck? The mething girl, don't
Speaker 1: say my name. I can't handle it. On the podcast spies, Okay, no,
Speaker 1: redefining cheating has experience and experimenting. Hear me out, because
Speaker 1: it makes me better for my partner. That's how we've
Speaker 1: been doing that. That's what she said. That's stupid. I
Speaker 1: lost my eight months celibacy was a little awkward until
Speaker 1: I remembered with tit trick. It was gushy after Okay,
Speaker 1: easy to take it. It's just this the questions we're terrible. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm like, damn, could you find a good question? Give
Speaker 1: us some good sex toys we can use, because I
Speaker 1: don't want to suck these niggas. No, I already told you.
Speaker 1: I like the air pulse sating technology. Um, I like
Speaker 1: my clip to just be sucked on, and I love it.
Speaker 1: But just by the toys, I don't really I really
Speaker 1: don't do the head like that. I mean, my egg
Speaker 1: game really really, really good. But I really just like
Speaker 1: I like. I like air technology on my inspired me
Speaker 1: to do a new technique. Now. I do like a
Speaker 1: sucking clip. We do like tongue swirl at the same time.
Speaker 1: How do you suck and lick at the same time
Speaker 1: you do. It's easy girl you oh d I was
Speaker 1: thinking of the rolls, like, Okay, I sucked that cucumber
Speaker 1: on stage at the Roots picnic and my older white
Speaker 1: boyfriend is embarrassed. Oh no, First of all, you need
Speaker 1: to tell me it's a black festival, for one, and
Speaker 1: it's racist if he fucking thinks otherwise. Period. Oh you're
Speaker 1: embarrassed that was a black thing. Okay, Sucking cucumbers are
Speaker 1: not a black thing. The moment of it was, I'm like,
Speaker 1: let's not let's not claim that action. Okay, okay, sorry,
Speaker 1: are there any more questions there about? Do you have
Speaker 1: any questions? Why is it okay to do cheap things
Speaker 1: with your friends, but with your boyfriend and girlfriend it
Speaker 1: gets judged? Oh wait, say that again. Why is it
Speaker 1: okay to do cheap things with your friends but your
Speaker 1: boyfriend and girlfriend gets charged. I'm not gonna lie. I
Speaker 1: do have friends who love like I love bar hopping
Speaker 1: like I'm not a club girl anymore. I don't care
Speaker 1: about the popping bottles, y'all know, because everyone sends me
Speaker 1: when they go do pickleback shots at the fucking random
Speaker 1: as bars, and so I like diving bars and That's
Speaker 1: something that I've done with my partner too. And I
Speaker 1: have had friends who like maybe the more expensive places,
Speaker 1: be like y'all at a bar, and I'm like, I
Speaker 1: like to do hers. But it does become judge because
Speaker 1: I think we have this outlook on men, especially men
Speaker 1: with money, that we have to do the most lavish.
Speaker 1: We have to get a table every time we go out,
Speaker 1: we have to eat it the most expensive restaurants. We
Speaker 1: have to go to the nicest villas when we travel.
Speaker 1: And sometimes I just I like doing real regular ships.
Speaker 1: Like even when my mom came to town, I wanted
Speaker 1: her experience. I wanted her to experience the nice stuff
Speaker 1: because you know, she's in Orlando. So we literally went
Speaker 1: I was like, Mom, I'm gonna take you to catch
Speaker 1: steak for appetizers, so how to get like wago and
Speaker 1: this like amazing crudo. Then I took her to towel.
Speaker 1: We ate dinner towel, and then I said, bitch, we're
Speaker 1: doing pickleback shots and Insomnia and West Village, and so
Speaker 1: we ended the night and those I'm very much what
Speaker 1: I did the Time Out magazine dating thing. No, you
Speaker 1: don't remember that, you know, go ahead, this subtle flex
Speaker 1: go ahead. No, it was something I wrote in there. Damn,
Speaker 1: I was just do it horrible decisions in it. It
Speaker 1: felt like it. But anyway, I still have it. You know.
Speaker 1: That's when you were in corporate though. Yeah, I do
Speaker 1: remember it now. So in in the UH, in the article,
Speaker 1: I wrote, I want me packing Tribeca Soho dinner and
Speaker 1: I want a fucking dive bar for drinks. That's me,
Speaker 1: And I think I just really like good food. But
Speaker 1: I like to end it like the other or the other,
Speaker 1: or I do the other way around, or I want
Speaker 1: to start off in like we get burgers, we get
Speaker 1: something something real light, and then I wanted to speak easy,
Speaker 1: like I literally love a high low type of night.
Speaker 1: I don't. I don't think that, Like I don't know.
Speaker 1: I was seeing this guy. He was like this the
Speaker 1: one who got the baby mom and he lived with
Speaker 1: the X. You could go ahead and call him. He
Speaker 1: has a name on the short Lambo right. No, I
Speaker 1: never sucked him because I found out about the baby mama.
Speaker 1: I think you and Bennie were talking about it and
Speaker 1: you were like, he can't be cute. I was like, no,
Speaker 1: he is, but like I feel like he was trying
Speaker 1: to take me to this all like this lavish it
Speaker 1: because he thought it was what I want. And I
Speaker 1: actually really hated it because I felt like he was
Speaker 1: doing too much. Um and I can't explain it. Sometimes
Speaker 1: when men are like trying to like make it the
Speaker 1: best date ever, Like it's almost as like that's okay, okay, okay,
Speaker 1: Like I don't even do ship like this on my birthday.
Speaker 1: My Like, he took me to Catch and then he's like, man,
Speaker 1: we gotta go July Loa and then we gotta go
Speaker 1: to nice Guy. And I was like, fun down bro, Like,
Speaker 1: but you feel like he was trying to prove something. Yeah,
Speaker 1: and and and I mean, do you not understand why
Speaker 1: now someone may try to do it, like because you're
Speaker 1: in a position where, hey, they know there's power be
Speaker 1: they know you have money, and you do like nice
Speaker 1: things by yourself. You talk about going to Lucy and
Speaker 1: just for lunch and spend two hundred dollars on lunch
Speaker 1: any time I'll go out with you, but you eat.
Speaker 1: So I just know maybe he maybe he's listened to
Speaker 1: a few things, or maybe he's just picked up that
Speaker 1: you really like nice You You you fucking want eavy on.
Speaker 1: We talked about you wanting your eavy on Miss Braying Jamaica, bitch.
Speaker 1: You are boojee, thank you damn you guys, right, But
Speaker 1: I understand like doing too much at the same time
Speaker 1: to try to prove a point that you got it
Speaker 1: like that. It's okay, yeah, there's an energy, I would say,
Speaker 1: and then there's like, I don't know, there's energy and
Speaker 1: the current. Yeah, it's like, okay, bro, do you even
Speaker 1: really do this on the regular? You know what I'm saying?
Speaker 1: Like it just was too much. I will say the
Speaker 1: night before I left l A, UM, I went on
Speaker 1: a really nice day whatever you want to call it
Speaker 1: um with that person from Dreamville and uh that's his
Speaker 1: name now we've been calling him Dreamville on Patreon for
Speaker 1: the least. I actually need to have a conversation about
Speaker 1: talking about this person likes But to me, it's like
Speaker 1: it could be anyone at this moment and there's no
Speaker 1: real detail. All I said it was a sausage. Yeah.
Speaker 1: I feel like also like I haven't really gone into
Speaker 1: detail detail yet, but I will say, um, I went
Speaker 1: somewhere really nice with him and he was super chill,
Speaker 1: and he told me that the reason he did it
Speaker 1: was because he's like, and sometimes when we go out,
Speaker 1: like you know, we go to like hot spots or whatever,
Speaker 1: and he was like, I feel like this is a
Speaker 1: place where no one will know you. You could just
Speaker 1: chill the funk out. And I don't say that in
Speaker 1: a um and I'm famous way, and I don't think
Speaker 1: he met that either more than he meant. Like, people
Speaker 1: will do their circuit in New York. It's like a
Speaker 1: catch right. Even Luciene is one of those places where
Speaker 1: it's like a sceney place and it was still a
Speaker 1: nice rush on. He was like, Oh, like, you ain't
Speaker 1: even gotta think about that, because it's true. I could
Speaker 1: go to Isabelle in l A and I'm gonna see
Speaker 1: someone I know, or it's gonna feel really industry, and
Speaker 1: like people that aren't industry still like that ship because
Speaker 1: they like to be seen. And you almost get dressed
Speaker 1: because you know someone's gonna be there, like it's this
Speaker 1: thing in your head and I kind of appreciate someone
Speaker 1: knows that you don't need that. Oh, I go far
Speaker 1: away from that. I like to go to places where
Speaker 1: like I don't even be like I even got lashes
Speaker 1: on right now. I I've been wearing so much makeup
Speaker 1: and picking out so many outfits. We just people. People
Speaker 1: do go out there for that many Yeah, but I'm
Speaker 1: saying like I'm like, I know I'm not as where
Speaker 1: like I don't want to go out and be seen
Speaker 1: but nobody. I just want to go out and sometimes
Speaker 1: just enjoy a drink without taking the pictures, without like
Speaker 1: like being you know, so engulfed with someone's emotions on
Speaker 1: what this show has meant, like probably want to be off.
Speaker 1: That's why I don't like going to l A. L
Speaker 1: A is so mixing. Everywhere you go, you feel like
Speaker 1: you're you're It almost feels like New York. Now, it's
Speaker 1: so many New York people. I don't have more people
Speaker 1: come up to me in l A than New York.
Speaker 1: Las wants down. But I do want to say this,
Speaker 1: I don't want anyone who really feels like they love
Speaker 1: horrible decisions to everything like you can come up to us.
Speaker 1: I I do. I do. I think that everybody gets well,
Speaker 1: it gets expensive because especially when I meet patrons and
Speaker 1: I know they spend their heart earned dollars. Well, any
Speaker 1: patients who have been out, any patients who have seen
Speaker 1: me out and y'all can sit here strike me there
Speaker 1: right now. I'll be like, you want to shot? I
Speaker 1: buy drinks when I go out, and I'd be like,
Speaker 1: shots for y'all, like, because I do appreciate the fact
Speaker 1: that they spend their heart earned dollars to hear more
Speaker 1: from us, and it does get explain me and this
Speaker 1: nigga fucking got a table at the link up and
Speaker 1: I gave so many fans shots. Oh would literally say
Speaker 1: like I'll look the next and be like offered buy
Speaker 1: the next bottle. But yeah, oh yeah, it's ridiculous. I
Speaker 1: can't help myself and and and honestly, it's not even
Speaker 1: like I feel forced to do it more than it's
Speaker 1: so special. Yeah, you know what I'm saying. Like, but
Speaker 1: I also do appreciate like, which is why when we
Speaker 1: started off this podcast and talking about just like where
Speaker 1: this is all gone, our war hive, we have people
Speaker 1: fly Ohio, Kentucky, Memphis. People literally are like, I'm only
Speaker 1: here to see y'all perform, and so to know that
Speaker 1: people even travel spend the money that they work hard on,
Speaker 1: which we in a recession cream cheese a seven dollars
Speaker 1: like ship is so expensive, and so it does mean
Speaker 1: a lot for me that people tune in every week,
Speaker 1: that they use their money to become patrons and support us,
Speaker 1: like I genuinely appreciate that. So yes, when I do
Speaker 1: see them out, when they come up to me, Yes,
Speaker 1: I think more than I do want to say any
Speaker 1: other podcast. Um, and we can end it on this.
Speaker 1: I know we're getting to our hour it Oh well
Speaker 1: you know, huh, I do I have a hole o tail,
Speaker 1: not even hotel. Just your podcast changed my life literally,
Speaker 1: and I think that's how we should end. We should. Um.
Speaker 1: I got a text yesterday morning from Shar that said,
Speaker 1: I heard y'all killed it, and you know, our Black
Speaker 1: Effect family was there, shout out to Dolly, shout out
Speaker 1: to a shot of boxing with me at the end
Speaker 1: of the night. Was warm, you know. And I don't
Speaker 1: know if they told him that, but I feel like
Speaker 1: everybody kept saying that to us, And um, we've had
Speaker 1: conversations I mean and I about making money and salary
Speaker 1: and things like that for our show, right just like
Speaker 1: you had with him, and he says, you know, horrible
Speaker 1: decisions has real supporters. I feel like sometimes we make
Speaker 1: more money on our fans, and most podcasts do because
Speaker 1: they could get the millions of YouTube streams right, and
Speaker 1: like academics was talking ship one day about how our
Speaker 1: numbers ain't x y Z well, y'all see this content.
Speaker 1: The algorithms don't work with us, and YouTube doesn't allow
Speaker 1: your podcast. We're just not. We think as almost like
Speaker 1: an option, right, it's our marketing and and and our
Speaker 1: numbers is audio, and that's why we've been able to survive.
Speaker 1: We are from six years ago. New Niggas is YouTube niggas.
Speaker 1: It's just it is what it is. But we did
Speaker 1: our numbers. We got a quarter million people listening to
Speaker 1: us in a week Hello, which people get on YouTube.
Speaker 1: But anyway, regardless, I say that to say when he
Speaker 1: said to me, like your money, because I said to
Speaker 1: Charlemagne on the phone, like I want more fucking money.
Speaker 1: If we're like posting the speed, right, I'll just put
Speaker 1: it on Patreon, I want more money, And he's like,
Speaker 1: wheezy your platform. Unfortunately, it is true. It's just the
Speaker 1: advertisement for the actual hard, tangible things that they buy
Speaker 1: from you. And it sucks, but it's real, right, Like
Speaker 1: we're having a hard time getting advertised. Obviously, we get ads.
Speaker 1: I know you guys here if you listen on audio,
Speaker 1: but it is a real thing where our fans really
Speaker 1: funk with us that much. And like so I say
Speaker 1: that to say I will never not say no if
Speaker 1: there's food going in my mouth, maybe, but like even
Speaker 1: then I'll probably still take the picture. Bro. Like I say,
Speaker 1: I love you like I really do. And you know,
Speaker 1: to even come off of that crazy high of a
Speaker 1: chaotic moment we just had, we can't not do the
Speaker 1: show because we do feel like you know, we love you.
Speaker 1: So that's all I have to say. Um, So we're
Speaker 1: gonna get out of here with a homemail. Um and
Speaker 1: the subject, like I said, is your podcast changed my
Speaker 1: life literally. Hello, lovely ladies. I hope you are all
Speaker 1: enjoying your two thus far so long story short. I
Speaker 1: was introduced here podcast in August nineteen by a close
Speaker 1: friend of mine. My friend and I were headed to
Speaker 1: Mexico for her birthday and she asked me if I've
Speaker 1: ever heard of your podcast, which I responded no. She
Speaker 1: selected a random episode, episode one eight eight now here.
Speaker 1: I am, I don't know episode one now here. I
Speaker 1: am almost two years into my Dominatrix career and it's
Speaker 1: now a full time passion for me. After the first year,
Speaker 1: I droopled my Corporate America income. Why since then my
Speaker 1: income is only increased Further, I consider myself to be
Speaker 1: a one self made boss as bitch, and I think
Speaker 1: the same of you both. If ever, there were an
Speaker 1: opportunity to come onto your podcast to speak, I absolutely
Speaker 1: would would love that. However, just thank you for everything
Speaker 1: you do, one bad bitch to another. I remember that
Speaker 1: that was about the song where I said my Mandy
Speaker 1: had a carpet much your face. Who's mar gay? Definitely? No,
Speaker 1: that was it. Definitely is you, we said aesthetically. Look
Speaker 1: still you thank you? Do you think I look more
Speaker 1: gay than her? Hell? Yeah? Even with my ball heads
Speaker 1: galloway gas, you still look more gay? Does everyone agree
Speaker 1: with us the whole tell me? Am I kidding phone? Yes? Really?
Speaker 1: What is it? You can be so surprised. I'll be
Speaker 1: surprised that you're just surprised. The bagginess, sweatpants and ship.
Speaker 1: I mean I do my little sweatpants. No, No, I
Speaker 1: know what you mean. You're very ship. All right, it's
Speaker 1: part do I do want to go ahead? And before
Speaker 1: we get out of here just so that you guys
Speaker 1: can stop asking. We have unfortunately decided to retract and
Speaker 1: not do the Grease trip. Hopefully we can think of
Speaker 1: something else. We are also working on UM some live
Speaker 1: shows later on this year, but we will not be
Speaker 1: doing Grease anymore. So that is why there is no
Speaker 1: link for you guys to click on UM. We do
Speaker 1: hope that all of you guys travel safe. It is
Speaker 1: the summer and these flights are flighting. It is very
Speaker 1: expensive and we know what is different UM. Anyways, guys,
Speaker 1: we want to thank you all for tuning in. Sorry
Speaker 1: for being so emotional. Like we we know you've been
Speaker 1: getting a lot of emotions from a lot of your
Speaker 1: podcasts this week. This ship is just a we're all
Speaker 1: doing a lot. We're all just trying to stay afloat goddamnity.
Speaker 1: We still have to show up. Yeah, we may take
Speaker 1: a break and when if we do, knowing me, it'll
Speaker 1: be a one week break. And if not, then I'm
Speaker 1: gonna be like wey, let's still do remote because I
Speaker 1: know I need a break and I've been dealing with
Speaker 1: this with my other pod too. I know I need
Speaker 1: a break and just a lot I know, but well,
Speaker 1: I'm talking with my therapist right now, episodes in the
Speaker 1: next years. I mean, the thing is well, I've been
Speaker 1: talking with my therapists about it too, like because we
Speaker 1: do so much like we leave with a studio. We
Speaker 1: both have shows, we both do this, we both have
Speaker 1: other pods, we both have teams, we both are just
Speaker 1: also ourselves. We're also working on something else together. When
Speaker 1: I when I yeah, when I but when I think
Speaker 1: of a break, the idea of things being piled on
Speaker 1: when I get off that break keeps me from taking
Speaker 1: a break. And so I'm just also, you can't you
Speaker 1: can't take it. If you take a great way, the
Speaker 1: ship just piles up. It's a lot now it's it's
Speaker 1: a lot. But I say that, like, if we do
Speaker 1: take a break, I understand, we love you. It'll be
Speaker 1: one week. Yeah, one is one weeks, I think we
Speaker 1: and even then, I mean, like, let's put up a patreot.
Speaker 1: I don't know what to do. I don't want to disconnect,
Speaker 1: you know, it's crazy. I don't know if anyone remembers
Speaker 1: when I deleted my IG and got super depressed. Deleted
Speaker 1: no choice, Okay, that's how I deleted it, and I
Speaker 1: went away and I was just really struggling. One of
Speaker 1: my friends asked me, like, how are you still putting
Speaker 1: out horror episodes that? Oh, well, at least we recorded before.
Speaker 1: I wanted to kill myself for a month before that
Speaker 1: for me to just get better, get better, get better,
Speaker 1: get better, and then boom. Yeah. But yeah, sometimes you
Speaker 1: need a break. Okay, the break is coming. I'll tell
Speaker 1: you that I'm ready for them, right. I mean, I
Speaker 1: think contractually we have to double up if we take
Speaker 1: too long of a break. But y'all, y'all get your shows. Yeah,
Speaker 1: well might yea might get some weeks with two episodes. Anyways,
Speaker 1: make sure you guys follow us on Patreon, this, patreon
Speaker 1: dot com, back slash four. But Decisions, you do have
Speaker 1: to type it all in because again algorithms say, hey,
Speaker 1: that's um. And then also, if you just want to
Speaker 1: see the full video tape to your w TF media studios,
Speaker 1: please go to our YouTube that's horrible decisions spelled horor
Speaker 1: you'll see it when you tune into us. And go
Speaker 1: to YouTube and tune into us. And again this has
Speaker 1: been yet another episode of horborle Decisions. Ladies, I left
Speaker 1: everything you do. I just found something out. I'm freaking out.
Speaker 1: I have no clue what to do. I was just
Speaker 1: informed by my boyfriend that is X has herpes and
Speaker 1: did while they were together. She wasn't having an outbreak
Speaker 1: then they never fully had sex. I don't know what
Speaker 1: the funk that means, but I know your episode with Ella,
Speaker 1: that's still possible to even get it then, and it's
Speaker 1: extremely common, So I'm not upset over the possibility that
Speaker 1: have her have her pies. I'm piste off that I
Speaker 1: was just informed of this almost a year into our relationship.
Speaker 1: He's never been tested for it or an STD in general.
Speaker 1: It was dumb and not like me to still have
Speaker 1: sex with him after that, but I immediately got tested
Speaker 1: on my own, but as discussed on Ella's episode, they
Speaker 1: don't test for herpes. Not caring about your own sexual
Speaker 1: health is one thing, but I feel like not caring
Speaker 1: about your partner's sexual health is another. I don't care
Speaker 1: if I have it, like I said, but I just
Speaker 1: feel very betrayed and disrespected. I'm not sure what to do.
Speaker 1: He knows I'm mad at him, but with dumping him
Speaker 1: be over dramatic. I feel like hiding something is kind
Speaker 1: of a deal breaker. Please help me. I'm a Patreon.
Speaker 1: You can read this on there too. Um So she
Speaker 1: mentioned that she got tested, but really realize that they
Speaker 1: don't test for her bees. That's only because you have
Speaker 1: to just ask, so they do test you for her bees.
Speaker 1: If you go in for an STD screening, however, you
Speaker 1: have to ask for them to include her pies. So
Speaker 1: she's just saying like she got tested after but but like,
Speaker 1: like you know, it's sometings you've got to request or it,
Speaker 1: so just go back and requested. I think the interesting
Speaker 1: thing is is dumping him over dramatic because she said,
Speaker 1: it's not about the herpes. It's about um the deal
Speaker 1: breaker from hiding something. I'll be honest with you, and
Speaker 1: I surprised I'm even saying this, but I don't need
Speaker 1: to know if he realized he was hiding something. And
Speaker 1: here's why if a year later he told you, I yes, Like,
Speaker 1: I think here's the the interesting thing. You can be
Speaker 1: mad that he didn't care enough about your health because
Speaker 1: that is something that's super important that people don't give
Speaker 1: a funk about. Right, people care about themselves and people
Speaker 1: are worried about their own ship. Not everyone is as
Speaker 1: conci conscientious about others around them. That's why people voted
Speaker 1: for Trump, right, That's like just a more over larger issue.
Speaker 1: People are not selfless like they need to be. That
Speaker 1: is an issue for you. Let that be the issue
Speaker 1: for you. But if he eventually told you, he probably
Speaker 1: never realized that he was quote unquote lying right, So
Speaker 1: I don't know if dumping him for that would be
Speaker 1: over dramatic. I think dumping him should be because you
Speaker 1: feel like he doesn't care about that as much more
Speaker 1: than he hit it, because I don't know if they
Speaker 1: hid it. I think that this would be a time
Speaker 1: for you both to talk about your sexual health and
Speaker 1: be thing that he never went and got tested. To me,
Speaker 1: there's nothing technically wrong with him not disclosing the health
Speaker 1: of someone else. I think that this is something to
Speaker 1: where he could both take as a learning lesson. But
Speaker 1: the fact that he didn't disclose something that could be
Speaker 1: very private to someone else uh. To me. It's more
Speaker 1: so the fact that he never thought the need to
Speaker 1: go and get tested, which means he may not see
Speaker 1: herpes as a big deal, which means the two of
Speaker 1: you may need to open up about your views on
Speaker 1: sexual health as it pertains to as TVs and this
Speaker 1: could be the time to where you both go and
Speaker 1: get tested together, or you find or you find out
Speaker 1: from him why herpes isn't a big deal to him.
Speaker 1: Maybe he feels like it's not that big of a
Speaker 1: deal as long as you don't get out right, or
Speaker 1: maybe he feels like or maybe he feels like so
Speaker 1: many people in the world. I mean, we talked about
Speaker 1: it even on the episode. Eighty percent of people have
Speaker 1: have some form of herpie simplex. Of course there's the
Speaker 1: one on your mouth and the one on your genitals,
Speaker 1: but also herpies can can end up in any moist
Speaker 1: area on your body. You can get hertpees and you're
Speaker 1: goddamn armt pit. So I think that it's important for
Speaker 1: you guys to discuss your views on sexually transmitted disease
Speaker 1: and your sexual health and not use this as a
Speaker 1: time to to to badger him or or punish him
Speaker 1: by breaking up with him. But this is a chance
Speaker 1: for you to educate him and maybe see where his
Speaker 1: views are on this. Yeah, I think that's a really
Speaker 1: important thing, is that he may not just understand and um,
Speaker 1: everything is a learning moment and a teaching moment. Excuse me,
Speaker 1: And when it happens like this, especially if we told
Speaker 1: you a year later, it doesn't sound like a lie. Um. Also, bitch,
Speaker 1: what is never fully had sex? Because you look white? Zooey?
Speaker 1: And I wonder if this is some white people because
Speaker 1: when white people say we hooked up, I'm like, what
Speaker 1: that means? I don't know what hooked up means. Do
Speaker 1: you know what it means? Man? Because I don't hooked
Speaker 1: up without sex. Maybe just make people be like, yeah,
Speaker 1: we hooked up once and you're like, what's what I'm saying?
Speaker 1: Hooking hooking up the sex? That's what I thought. I'm
Speaker 1: but hooking up is the same way we talked about
Speaker 1: dating meaning something depending on the person or I mean,
Speaker 1: but we also say oral sex is sex, So my
Speaker 1: nigga's still sex. Okay, Well maybe that's what she means
Speaker 1: they never fully had sex. When she said they never
Speaker 1: fully had sex, that made me think to myself, they
Speaker 1: drive or played and or right