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Speaker 1: and and y'all don't even know. I was not supposed

426
00:22:05,520 --> 00:22:08,600
Speaker 1: to be smacked on stage. Our sub got in a

427
00:22:08,680 --> 00:22:11,200
Speaker 1: car accident on the way. Oh my god, y'all, y'all

428
00:22:11,200 --> 00:22:13,639
Speaker 1: don't even know. The fires they were full fires. We

429
00:22:13,640 --> 00:22:16,000
Speaker 1: were putting out. Two of the people that were supposed

430
00:22:16,000 --> 00:22:19,480
Speaker 1: to be on stage. Lick a boot to me, and

431
00:22:19,600 --> 00:22:21,720
Speaker 1: she licked the boot. Mind you, I still have a

432
00:22:21,960 --> 00:22:25,119
Speaker 1: I still And she did shout out to Miss Harley.

433
00:22:25,240 --> 00:22:28,080
Speaker 1: She did do a great job, and she did apologize

434
00:22:28,119 --> 00:22:31,919
Speaker 1: to me because I'm still I'm still bruised. The paddle

435
00:22:32,200 --> 00:22:35,720
Speaker 1: really hurt, and so when shout out to calligraphists, Uh,

436
00:22:35,760 --> 00:22:38,680
Speaker 1: he also took our pictures and there's a hole. Did

437
00:22:38,680 --> 00:22:42,840
Speaker 1: you see the photo? Dog? It really hurt. And I

438
00:22:42,880 --> 00:22:45,200
Speaker 1: know sometimes you'll be a connection because youre dramatic. No,

439
00:22:45,280 --> 00:22:48,800
Speaker 1: I know you held it together. Bitch. That ship hurt,

440
00:22:49,359 --> 00:22:50,840
Speaker 1: and what I want you supposed to get hit on.

441
00:22:50,840 --> 00:22:52,560
Speaker 1: I was just supposed to be a little bit humiliated,

442
00:22:52,920 --> 00:22:56,359
Speaker 1: and then you're going weasy. She didn't follow instruction. Here's

443
00:22:56,400 --> 00:23:00,280
Speaker 1: the paddle way. No, no, no, I didn't. I didn't

444
00:23:00,320 --> 00:23:02,560
Speaker 1: know she was gonna do it like that. Yeah, that's

445
00:23:02,640 --> 00:23:04,919
Speaker 1: like I feel like, and I actually I pulled out

446
00:23:04,960 --> 00:23:07,280
Speaker 1: the hammer thing. I should be funny like, I did

447
00:23:07,359 --> 00:23:10,160
Speaker 1: not know she pulled out the paddles. Thank my ass,

448
00:23:10,160 --> 00:23:12,800
Speaker 1: and let's the whole ass mark. I was about to

449
00:23:12,800 --> 00:23:15,960
Speaker 1: call Mama Tammy, like, see what happens when I'm half white, Mama,

450
00:23:16,240 --> 00:23:17,880
Speaker 1: this wouldn't happen if I had a little bit. Mama

451
00:23:18,080 --> 00:23:22,399
Speaker 1: was crazy. It was. It was motherfucking right. What a

452
00:23:22,480 --> 00:23:27,000
Speaker 1: chaotic day. In episode Bros, Mercury is still in accause

453
00:23:27,160 --> 00:23:30,359
Speaker 1: the Michael Bay We're taken out two days, Holy sh it,

454
00:23:30,480 --> 00:23:37,920
Speaker 1: Like what day? How much time do we have at

455
00:23:37,920 --> 00:23:41,600
Speaker 1: it because I think we should maybe hold that. Okay,

456
00:23:41,960 --> 00:23:46,240
Speaker 1: let me see you know what it was unitially about.

457
00:23:46,240 --> 00:23:50,480
Speaker 1: We're off the rails. Okay, okay, let's just let's do

458
00:23:50,560 --> 00:23:57,080
Speaker 1: some homemail. Wow reel like that. We're here about how

459
00:23:57,119 --> 00:24:01,080
Speaker 1: Maggie's family trip was. Oh you know what, let's talk

460
00:24:01,119 --> 00:24:04,360
Speaker 1: about that. Oh god, but you about to give patrion

461
00:24:04,560 --> 00:24:07,280
Speaker 1: feet to the regular show. So old be cheated on

462
00:24:07,320 --> 00:24:09,000
Speaker 1: me with this little white Vishnay Maggie and they wented

463
00:24:09,040 --> 00:24:11,320
Speaker 1: to buy and he was terrible, and I said he

464
00:24:11,359 --> 00:24:17,560
Speaker 1: was dead to me on Patreon and then he sent

465
00:24:17,600 --> 00:24:20,520
Speaker 1: me a fucking product dog callar for Nina and I

466
00:24:20,560 --> 00:24:22,280
Speaker 1: was just like, why are you sending her if I'm

467
00:24:22,280 --> 00:24:27,080
Speaker 1: the one that got cheated on or whatever? Um, after

468
00:24:27,600 --> 00:24:31,760
Speaker 1: after my grandmother's funeral, you know, my mom and I

469
00:24:31,800 --> 00:24:33,880
Speaker 1: were talking like he said flowers and she's like, yo,

470
00:24:34,040 --> 00:24:36,000
Speaker 1: like he is a part of your life. He pished

471
00:24:36,040 --> 00:24:39,359
Speaker 1: you off, but like the man knew your fucking grandmother, Like,

472
00:24:39,920 --> 00:24:43,840
Speaker 1: you know, try to relax and then separate this, and

473
00:24:43,960 --> 00:24:48,320
Speaker 1: um I was able to. So for the ruts picnic Um,

474
00:24:48,440 --> 00:24:49,920
Speaker 1: I was like, you know what, well, I'm gone. I'll

475
00:24:49,920 --> 00:24:54,280
Speaker 1: give him Nina and me, Wolf, Tiana and Bennie were

476
00:24:54,280 --> 00:24:57,439
Speaker 1: in the car and I dropped off Nina and he

477
00:24:57,480 --> 00:24:59,160
Speaker 1: gave me a really long hug. And it's funny because

478
00:24:59,160 --> 00:25:00,840
Speaker 1: he looked and he goes a damn everybody peep peeking

479
00:25:00,840 --> 00:25:02,160
Speaker 1: out right now. Wolf was like, you want me get

480
00:25:02,160 --> 00:25:05,080
Speaker 1: this on the BTS And I haven't seen him in months, bro,

481
00:25:05,160 --> 00:25:11,160
Speaker 1: since February. Did you get it? He did, But I'll

482
00:25:11,160 --> 00:25:14,440
Speaker 1: tell you this now, this is trifle. And he doesn't

483
00:25:14,440 --> 00:25:16,920
Speaker 1: listen to podcast, maybe he won't hear this. So I

484
00:25:16,960 --> 00:25:20,440
Speaker 1: actually feel bad to say this. But he was supposed

485
00:25:20,440 --> 00:25:23,320
Speaker 1: to get Nina that night, but I couldn't reply and

486
00:25:23,359 --> 00:25:25,200
Speaker 1: I was a little too busy, so he had to

487
00:25:25,200 --> 00:25:28,959
Speaker 1: get me into the morning and to hand off our child.

488
00:25:29,640 --> 00:25:33,840
Speaker 1: Know what, I had just suck a dick felt so

489
00:25:34,720 --> 00:25:36,960
Speaker 1: good and I know we're not supposed to feel vegetable,

490
00:25:37,320 --> 00:25:41,159
Speaker 1: but wow, man, I mean what a time. And I

491
00:25:41,280 --> 00:25:43,440
Speaker 1: really handed him the pp pads like take the baby

492
00:25:43,680 --> 00:25:45,760
Speaker 1: like it was so great. Huh did you have like

493
00:25:45,800 --> 00:25:50,000
Speaker 1: a kiss on the cheek by wow, you're sick you

494
00:25:50,080 --> 00:25:52,560
Speaker 1: kissed him after sucking another? Then kis him on the cheek? Bro,

495
00:25:52,800 --> 00:25:55,720
Speaker 1: that's still that's still kids, dick? Why did you put

496
00:25:55,800 --> 00:25:58,400
Speaker 1: dick lips on his cheek? Sure? I brushed my teeth,

497
00:25:58,440 --> 00:26:01,720
Speaker 1: Maybe I did. I don't know. Did you scrub your

498
00:26:02,240 --> 00:26:05,280
Speaker 1: let's go on the dick shaft? Like your teeth is

499
00:26:05,280 --> 00:26:08,200
Speaker 1: one thing. Your teeth ain't even own the dick, it's

500
00:26:08,200 --> 00:26:13,040
Speaker 1: everything else. Oh, y'all hands after masturmated. Okay, Oh, I've

501
00:26:13,080 --> 00:26:17,240
Speaker 1: watched them. There's handsome HR? Do we have an HR here?

502
00:26:18,040 --> 00:26:19,840
Speaker 1: We all? Right? Okay? I mean, like you know what

503
00:26:19,840 --> 00:26:21,840
Speaker 1: I'm saying, like, yeah, I watched my hand a little residue.

504
00:26:21,840 --> 00:26:25,159
Speaker 1: I don't know. I'm sure I showered, not a little residue.

505
00:26:26,000 --> 00:26:29,320
Speaker 1: What but what was that truck? Was that? Well? You know,

506
00:26:29,400 --> 00:26:31,320
Speaker 1: I I don't feel bad because guess what, he didn't

507
00:26:31,359 --> 00:26:37,280
Speaker 1: feel bad when he was in Dubai Dai. Maggie, Fuck

508
00:26:37,400 --> 00:26:39,920
Speaker 1: that bitch. Maggie has been trying to get this nigga

509
00:26:39,960 --> 00:26:43,000
Speaker 1: back for so long, the entire relationship we've had. What

510
00:26:43,040 --> 00:26:45,480
Speaker 1: do you mean get him back? Isn't she married? Get

511
00:26:45,520 --> 00:26:47,800
Speaker 1: him back like he would get on vacations. He spent

512
00:26:47,840 --> 00:26:51,320
Speaker 1: a lot of time with her, callow sending gifts this ship.

513
00:26:51,920 --> 00:26:54,520
Speaker 1: I'm tired this bitch, bro that the lapo candles you

514
00:26:54,560 --> 00:26:57,119
Speaker 1: smell thank you for the ASoP. But and it was

515
00:26:57,119 --> 00:26:59,120
Speaker 1: she would just send anything in the house that could

516
00:26:59,160 --> 00:27:01,720
Speaker 1: be there that you could think of her. That's how manipulous,

517
00:27:02,000 --> 00:27:04,800
Speaker 1: that's so crazy. It's not manipulative. She knew she was

518
00:27:04,880 --> 00:27:06,320
Speaker 1: kind of a side by because I used to do

519
00:27:06,359 --> 00:27:10,960
Speaker 1: that ship I was, Oh, I don't know, so like

520
00:27:11,160 --> 00:27:13,919
Speaker 1: when when like I used to work with like the

521
00:27:13,920 --> 00:27:16,240
Speaker 1: married niggas, like the athletes, and I knew they lived

522
00:27:16,280 --> 00:27:19,400
Speaker 1: with bitches, I would I would get them stuff Like

523
00:27:19,560 --> 00:27:21,240
Speaker 1: I remember just one of my friends, I got him

524
00:27:21,240 --> 00:27:24,000
Speaker 1: a speaker because I was like, oh, she'll never think this.

525
00:27:24,280 --> 00:27:26,280
Speaker 1: When I got like a Roku thing so that they

526
00:27:26,280 --> 00:27:28,399
Speaker 1: could play like whatever, like put their own This is

527
00:27:28,400 --> 00:27:31,680
Speaker 1: before Netflix was on every hotel. Like this was clearly

528
00:27:31,720 --> 00:27:34,240
Speaker 1: back when I was a hope. Right, I'm not hone um,

529
00:27:34,520 --> 00:27:36,639
Speaker 1: but I would always when I got somebody, what do

530
00:27:36,800 --> 00:27:40,000
Speaker 1: you think five years from now? I'm just saying when

531
00:27:40,000 --> 00:27:42,359
Speaker 1: I got When I used to gift niggas, it was

532
00:27:42,440 --> 00:27:44,920
Speaker 1: always something that maybe their wife or girlfriend would think

533
00:27:44,960 --> 00:27:52,520
Speaker 1: they got themselves. Is that not crazy? Whoa are you

534
00:27:52,840 --> 00:27:55,399
Speaker 1: gonna be to make a clip out of this? Because

535
00:27:55,400 --> 00:27:59,080
Speaker 1: like I'm not gonna lie to you, bro. That's like really, like, wow,

536
00:27:59,520 --> 00:28:01,679
Speaker 1: are you kidding me? Right now? You would get You

537
00:28:01,840 --> 00:28:04,399
Speaker 1: just said you shook all of our hands after masturbating,

538
00:28:04,800 --> 00:28:07,320
Speaker 1: and you're mad that I that as a side chick.

539
00:28:09,440 --> 00:28:14,440
Speaker 1: Look at your Why are you telling them the secrets?

540
00:28:14,480 --> 00:28:16,760
Speaker 1: But no, I would get my side niggas something that

541
00:28:16,800 --> 00:28:18,960
Speaker 1: they bitches probably thought they got for their sales, but

542
00:28:19,080 --> 00:28:23,640
Speaker 1: they didn't. It was me what bitch. Don't look judge, bro,

543
00:28:24,240 --> 00:28:26,280
Speaker 1: I was a thoughtful side chick and that's what more

544
00:28:26,280 --> 00:28:28,560
Speaker 1: of these women need to do. And niggas, there's niggas

545
00:28:28,560 --> 00:28:30,960
Speaker 1: that a side chick, clearly look at the bay was

546
00:28:30,960 --> 00:28:34,280
Speaker 1: all last side nick to a side bitch. I don't

547
00:28:34,320 --> 00:28:42,720
Speaker 1: know how that worked. Like I was on the computer

548
00:28:42,760 --> 00:28:45,680
Speaker 1: once when we were in Mexico because something's going on

549
00:28:45,680 --> 00:28:48,320
Speaker 1: with mine whatever we anyway, it's a long story short.

550
00:28:48,400 --> 00:28:50,320
Speaker 1: She like sent him a picture of her new tips

551
00:28:50,320 --> 00:28:54,720
Speaker 1: that she just got and he paid for him. She

552
00:28:54,840 --> 00:28:56,920
Speaker 1: was a sugar mama. Oh that's right, that's but like,

553
00:28:57,440 --> 00:28:59,000
Speaker 1: I didn't even tell them I side. I just looked

554
00:28:59,000 --> 00:29:01,640
Speaker 1: at what she texted and was like, sorry, I know

555
00:29:01,720 --> 00:29:03,840
Speaker 1: you're busy, did I just wanted to share this been

556
00:29:03,880 --> 00:29:06,680
Speaker 1: a while, hope, uh, and she like sent this video

557
00:29:06,680 --> 00:29:11,120
Speaker 1: of herself and I really just felt like, bro, I'm sorry,

558
00:29:11,320 --> 00:29:14,280
Speaker 1: but if you're gonna be a sugar mama, like leave

559
00:29:14,320 --> 00:29:16,720
Speaker 1: it at that. We don't need you all surprised you

560
00:29:16,760 --> 00:29:20,040
Speaker 1: didn't sign on to make her y'all sugar mama. She

561
00:29:20,080 --> 00:29:21,800
Speaker 1: was getting she I told you she called me ratchet.

562
00:29:21,800 --> 00:29:25,640
Speaker 1: She said I was, and he had to you need

563
00:29:25,680 --> 00:29:27,680
Speaker 1: he I saw it for myself and that's probably the

564
00:29:27,680 --> 00:29:30,040
Speaker 1: only reason I like kind of let it go because

565
00:29:30,040 --> 00:29:31,760
Speaker 1: he was like, you don't know what you're talking about,

566
00:29:31,800 --> 00:29:35,120
Speaker 1: like you and not to mention like I'm what she

567
00:29:35,160 --> 00:29:38,640
Speaker 1: said attacking. I think she said, it's you're fucking a

568
00:29:38,800 --> 00:29:41,560
Speaker 1: side nigger with your husband and kids at home and

569
00:29:41,720 --> 00:29:43,760
Speaker 1: doing it raw. You know. I found out they was

570
00:29:43,800 --> 00:29:48,680
Speaker 1: doing it problems because because when I got with him

571
00:29:48,720 --> 00:29:51,760
Speaker 1: and we started having conversations about not using condoms, he

572
00:29:51,920 --> 00:29:55,160
Speaker 1: was like, oh, like literally the last person was someone

573
00:29:55,200 --> 00:29:57,040
Speaker 1: that like doesn't live here. We haven't been, you know,

574
00:29:57,120 --> 00:30:00,480
Speaker 1: seeing each other soon recently, and so what was I

575
00:30:00,480 --> 00:30:02,000
Speaker 1: gonna say? You know, I've been tested since then? She

576
00:30:02,000 --> 00:30:04,040
Speaker 1: lives in Australia. Did I found out this just lives

577
00:30:04,080 --> 00:30:06,360
Speaker 1: in Australia. So you was sucking this thinking wrong, going

578
00:30:06,360 --> 00:30:08,080
Speaker 1: back to your husband, And let me tell you something,

579
00:30:08,160 --> 00:30:11,480
Speaker 1: old bait is a hole, okay, and you fuck that

580
00:30:11,600 --> 00:30:14,720
Speaker 1: how I think it? Bitch? Please? I know because I

581
00:30:14,760 --> 00:30:19,200
Speaker 1: used to fack him the nerve and I with everybody. Sorry,

582
00:30:21,760 --> 00:30:25,400
Speaker 1: all right, So the next one, um, what are positions

583
00:30:25,400 --> 00:30:27,400
Speaker 1: that are guaranteed to make him come from the back?

584
00:30:28,480 --> 00:30:30,840
Speaker 1: Definitely from the back on your stomach too, you can squeeze.

585
00:30:30,920 --> 00:30:34,200
Speaker 1: I had one athlete tell me what I'm to say that,

586
00:30:34,480 --> 00:30:36,560
Speaker 1: because bitch, I'm just saying, I'm letting you'll know about

587
00:30:36,560 --> 00:30:38,960
Speaker 1: my whole life. And what's crazy is he's such a

588
00:30:39,000 --> 00:30:41,640
Speaker 1: good fucking ball player, Like it made me be like,

589
00:30:41,960 --> 00:30:43,640
Speaker 1: if you only put the same effort in the bedroom

590
00:30:43,640 --> 00:30:46,840
Speaker 1: as you do, he was so good and I was

591
00:30:46,880 --> 00:30:48,840
Speaker 1: so mad. This is why I tell you all the time,

592
00:30:48,880 --> 00:30:50,880
Speaker 1: as much as I love Jacole, it's why I would

593
00:30:50,880 --> 00:30:52,800
Speaker 1: never fun Jacole. It's why I would never funk anyone

594
00:30:52,800 --> 00:30:55,560
Speaker 1: I'm a fan of anymore because this particular ball player

595
00:30:56,000 --> 00:30:58,440
Speaker 1: ruined it for me. So fucked him and he's sucking

596
00:30:58,440 --> 00:31:02,440
Speaker 1: me missionary and I'm just like, okay, mind you biggest funks.

597
00:31:02,520 --> 00:31:04,160
Speaker 1: I'm just like, dude, I like it from the back, bitch.

598
00:31:04,160 --> 00:31:06,840
Speaker 1: I like to show off. So he's like, no, like

599
00:31:07,040 --> 00:31:08,840
Speaker 1: I wanted to last a little longer, and I know

600
00:31:08,880 --> 00:31:10,840
Speaker 1: I won't last from the back, and I was like,

601
00:31:11,160 --> 00:31:12,960
Speaker 1: it's okay, I won't throw it back. I won't throw

602
00:31:13,000 --> 00:31:15,360
Speaker 1: it back. He just put it in from the back.

603
00:31:16,160 --> 00:31:19,200
Speaker 1: Swater gold I swater god. And what's funny about it

604
00:31:19,240 --> 00:31:21,360
Speaker 1: is bitch. I think I talked about this on the

605
00:31:21,400 --> 00:31:24,920
Speaker 1: show with I did with Well We I talked about this,

606
00:31:24,960 --> 00:31:27,720
Speaker 1: I think on the podcast with Just That and Robbing

607
00:31:28,040 --> 00:31:30,200
Speaker 1: from House one and how you talking to them? And

608
00:31:30,480 --> 00:31:33,280
Speaker 1: they hit me up like is it a bitch? How

609
00:31:33,400 --> 00:31:35,520
Speaker 1: y'all know? So they mut had a friend that sucked

610
00:31:35,560 --> 00:31:37,360
Speaker 1: him too, and now I just though he just a

611
00:31:37,360 --> 00:31:40,440
Speaker 1: two minute person. They guessed it with the first time

612
00:31:41,000 --> 00:31:43,800
Speaker 1: swater gold I had. I don't even know what I'm saying,

613
00:31:43,800 --> 00:31:45,360
Speaker 1: a swater goal like that, but it's because y'all don't

614
00:31:45,360 --> 00:31:50,280
Speaker 1: believe me. But it was literally came, literally came in

615
00:31:50,360 --> 00:31:52,720
Speaker 1: two seconds from the back. I had a really trifling

616
00:31:52,800 --> 00:31:55,320
Speaker 1: athlete hit on me in l A at the highlights.

617
00:31:55,360 --> 00:31:57,240
Speaker 1: We made him tryful. I'll tell you what it is later,

618
00:31:57,760 --> 00:32:01,000
Speaker 1: but what makes him? I can't got a bit. I

619
00:32:01,040 --> 00:32:04,480
Speaker 1: can't say now, you can't say what the fund did?

620
00:32:04,520 --> 00:32:08,040
Speaker 1: You just told nagget whole life story and now that

621
00:32:08,080 --> 00:32:14,000
Speaker 1: bitch she deserves to be exposed, but he tried. That's crazy.

622
00:32:14,120 --> 00:32:16,239
Speaker 1: I don't care, bro, I'm gonna tell you right now.

623
00:32:16,480 --> 00:32:18,400
Speaker 1: She can send me a cease and desist and I'm

624
00:32:18,400 --> 00:32:20,800
Speaker 1: gonna write back. I don't know what the Australian postcode is, mom,

625
00:32:20,800 --> 00:32:23,400
Speaker 1: but suck my dick co you bet a't go on

626
00:32:23,440 --> 00:32:27,920
Speaker 1: your LinkedIn and fucking hit everybody up, bit at because

627
00:32:27,960 --> 00:32:30,280
Speaker 1: I don't care when you've been trying to get a

628
00:32:30,280 --> 00:32:32,120
Speaker 1: man for that many years, have been nasty and like

629
00:32:32,720 --> 00:32:34,680
Speaker 1: there's one thing to fund my nigga, which a lot

630
00:32:34,720 --> 00:32:41,840
Speaker 1: of bitches have done, but it's another what the fun

631
00:32:43,840 --> 00:32:47,280
Speaker 1: what Mandy was saying? Yeah, like agreeing with me or

632
00:32:47,640 --> 00:32:52,160
Speaker 1: all right, so anyway, and there's another things literally like

633
00:32:52,400 --> 00:32:55,280
Speaker 1: talking another man's woman down over and over the years

634
00:32:55,280 --> 00:32:58,520
Speaker 1: and like prey on their fucking breakup, like pray pr

635
00:32:58,800 --> 00:33:01,600
Speaker 1: why add to me is just like just spelling the

636
00:33:01,600 --> 00:33:04,320
Speaker 1: word no because I'm staying up, not pray for it,

637
00:33:04,360 --> 00:33:07,280
Speaker 1: but both like literally like antagonizing it and like it's

638
00:33:07,280 --> 00:33:09,800
Speaker 1: just mean and nasty, and so I want to be

639
00:33:09,880 --> 00:33:12,040
Speaker 1: mean a nasty bitch. You want to try to ruin

640
00:33:12,160 --> 00:33:17,200
Speaker 1: my ship out hope bit, you better hope Australia stay

641
00:33:17,200 --> 00:33:24,640
Speaker 1: on the lockdown koalas it's not the Koala leave man.

642
00:33:25,840 --> 00:33:27,800
Speaker 1: We leave kids and animals out of ship. You know

643
00:33:28,040 --> 00:33:32,960
Speaker 1: the good Sometimes anyway, I feel like get back to well,

644
00:33:33,000 --> 00:33:36,280
Speaker 1: I say that's safe. So the basketball player whatever comes

645
00:33:36,320 --> 00:33:38,040
Speaker 1: up to me and which I was surprised because like

646
00:33:38,320 --> 00:33:40,280
Speaker 1: I've seen him on like the Shade women stuff with

647
00:33:40,320 --> 00:33:44,320
Speaker 1: women and they're like big booty, like very like Drea

648
00:33:44,400 --> 00:33:46,920
Speaker 1: looking kind of girls, like really like i G batty type.

649
00:33:47,080 --> 00:33:48,440
Speaker 1: So when he came out to me on a little

650
00:33:48,440 --> 00:33:51,520
Speaker 1: bit surprised um, and I was like this ain't what

651
00:33:51,600 --> 00:33:53,760
Speaker 1: you want, bro, And he was like I'm what everybody wants.

652
00:33:53,960 --> 00:33:57,520
Speaker 1: And I was like because, like to me, son, it

653
00:33:57,640 --> 00:34:02,040
Speaker 1: was just like okay, so you said someone found out

654
00:34:02,080 --> 00:34:04,320
Speaker 1: he was two minutes long. Do you know? Two girls

655
00:34:04,360 --> 00:34:06,680
Speaker 1: came up to me after that and we're like, girl,

656
00:34:07,600 --> 00:34:10,120
Speaker 1: he was only get it because that Dicky is good.

657
00:34:10,640 --> 00:34:12,960
Speaker 1: That's why he talked like that. Man. The other guy

658
00:34:13,040 --> 00:34:15,760
Speaker 1: was way way more Shy should have known. He should

659
00:34:15,760 --> 00:34:18,920
Speaker 1: just be fucking Spaulding. Actually Spaulding should they should just

660
00:34:18,960 --> 00:34:20,839
Speaker 1: get married and like and that should be it because

661
00:34:20,840 --> 00:34:22,680
Speaker 1: he shouldn't be in no other places when you're like

662
00:34:22,719 --> 00:34:26,279
Speaker 1: a known But if you're no, you can married and

663
00:34:26,360 --> 00:34:28,239
Speaker 1: all of that. Like you, why are you walking around

664
00:34:28,280 --> 00:34:29,920
Speaker 1: saying you're with what? What What? Everybody wants some time to

665
00:34:29,920 --> 00:34:32,040
Speaker 1: text you. I ain't gonna hold you. I'll walk around

666
00:34:32,040 --> 00:34:33,480
Speaker 1: like that, bitch. I had a billboard. We was on

667
00:34:33,520 --> 00:34:38,880
Speaker 1: breakfast club baby when when my my thing came and

668
00:34:38,920 --> 00:34:42,640
Speaker 1: picked me up from one night, I said I was drunk,

669
00:34:42,880 --> 00:34:47,400
Speaker 1: but I was like, oh my god, everybody wanted me this.

670
00:34:47,400 --> 00:34:49,080
Speaker 1: This is gonna be such a great summing. When I

671
00:34:49,120 --> 00:34:52,320
Speaker 1: just tell you, baby, everybody wanted me like I literally

672
00:34:52,320 --> 00:34:56,960
Speaker 1: said that. I mean, oh, I was too friend that

673
00:34:57,680 --> 00:35:01,839
Speaker 1: say it was great. Um well, he sucked them with

674
00:35:01,880 --> 00:35:03,600
Speaker 1: another girl, so I don't know. It gotta be good

675
00:35:03,640 --> 00:35:05,920
Speaker 1: if he can handle like I mean, the way those

676
00:35:05,920 --> 00:35:08,520
Speaker 1: girls came up to me and like one girl party

677
00:35:08,520 --> 00:35:13,640
Speaker 1: win before. He's fine to say that to me. It

678
00:35:13,760 --> 00:35:16,759
Speaker 1: is just kind of like we get like I have

679
00:35:16,880 --> 00:35:20,200
Speaker 1: talked about this lebron James, like I've never seen him

680
00:35:20,200 --> 00:35:21,719
Speaker 1: like flir or do anything like that. I'm not saying that.

681
00:35:21,719 --> 00:35:23,439
Speaker 1: I'm just saying like, and that's not who she's talking

682
00:35:23,480 --> 00:35:25,399
Speaker 1: about right now. I just saw that's one of these

683
00:35:25,520 --> 00:35:27,719
Speaker 1: you can't say everything you just said and this no, no, no,

684
00:35:27,760 --> 00:35:29,680
Speaker 1: I want to bring that up because that's who should

685
00:35:29,680 --> 00:35:31,880
Speaker 1: be walking up to a bit land. Everybody want me,

686
00:35:32,120 --> 00:35:35,600
Speaker 1: you're that Nigked is one of the most gracious people

687
00:35:35,880 --> 00:35:39,719
Speaker 1: I have ever met. Named three named three celebrities, well

688
00:35:39,760 --> 00:35:44,720
Speaker 1: two more outside of Lebron, Lebron, Drake Beyonce. Okay, okay,

689
00:35:45,000 --> 00:35:47,799
Speaker 1: back to me. You could talk that crazy because you

690
00:35:47,840 --> 00:35:51,440
Speaker 1: are that. Drake Brihanna, and Drake is a very kind person.

691
00:35:51,840 --> 00:35:54,160
Speaker 1: I've never seen it. I mean, I've had the pleasure

692
00:35:54,200 --> 00:35:56,480
Speaker 1: to meet these people through my work with Kenya, but

693
00:35:56,520 --> 00:35:59,200
Speaker 1: I've seen videos of them even before that where they

694
00:35:59,200 --> 00:36:01,279
Speaker 1: were kind to fan. It's like, you know what I'm saying,

695
00:36:01,400 --> 00:36:05,040
Speaker 1: and so to have been around and Lebron, because I

696
00:36:05,040 --> 00:36:08,960
Speaker 1: know athletes get every bitch and he don't act like that.

697
00:36:08,960 --> 00:36:12,279
Speaker 1: That's he's married. Now. I'm not talking about that. I'm

698
00:36:12,280 --> 00:36:15,520
Speaker 1: talking about being cocky about not being kind, you know,

699
00:36:15,600 --> 00:36:18,480
Speaker 1: smiling and like being able to take like please, nigga.

700
00:36:20,320 --> 00:36:22,360
Speaker 1: I'm so surprised this nigga is still just walking up

701
00:36:22,400 --> 00:36:25,360
Speaker 1: to bitch like that. That's why I don't think he cares.

702
00:36:26,000 --> 00:36:30,200
Speaker 1: Of course he doesn't care. We know care. Now people

703
00:36:30,200 --> 00:36:33,120
Speaker 1: are gonna guess. So anyway, let's see what else people ask?

704
00:36:33,600 --> 00:36:36,200
Speaker 1: What's one thing you won't try sexually minus anal my

705
00:36:36,239 --> 00:36:39,960
Speaker 1: booty can't take it? Oh, I knew that. I knew

706
00:36:39,960 --> 00:36:45,080
Speaker 1: that wasn't coming out um ship ship like that was it?

707
00:36:45,360 --> 00:36:47,920
Speaker 1: And I told you maybe actually i'mly maybe with some money,

708
00:36:48,320 --> 00:36:49,719
Speaker 1: but now I gotta be a whole lot of money

709
00:36:49,719 --> 00:36:51,360
Speaker 1: because I make a lot of money now. But I

710
00:36:51,440 --> 00:36:53,080
Speaker 1: told you I've said this all the time. As long

711
00:36:53,120 --> 00:36:54,960
Speaker 1: as it's a hard turn, that will just bounce off

712
00:36:54,960 --> 00:37:00,279
Speaker 1: of me like no, no, I mean I have to

713
00:37:00,320 --> 00:37:02,359
Speaker 1: know before that, Like I mean to me for real,

714
00:37:02,400 --> 00:37:04,440
Speaker 1: for real, Well, you gotta ship. You kind of know

715
00:37:04,520 --> 00:37:07,839
Speaker 1: if it's gonna be a little rumbly or if it's

716
00:37:07,840 --> 00:37:09,880
Speaker 1: just gonna be like I just gotta do it. I

717
00:37:09,920 --> 00:37:11,200
Speaker 1: have to do it. I have to tell you guys

718
00:37:11,200 --> 00:37:14,160
Speaker 1: a preview of sex cells because I got so much

719
00:37:14,160 --> 00:37:17,960
Speaker 1: ship right, hear me out, I had to I was

720
00:37:18,560 --> 00:37:20,200
Speaker 1: I was at Shan Booty's house in the Sex Cell

721
00:37:20,239 --> 00:37:24,279
Speaker 1: episode trying to fart in a jar right, just exploring

722
00:37:24,280 --> 00:37:26,839
Speaker 1: how people sell this stuff. So Shan and I are

723
00:37:26,880 --> 00:37:28,920
Speaker 1: like eat tacos, like were trying. She's trying to get

724
00:37:29,840 --> 00:37:33,960
Speaker 1: my god son, you're you're gonna shart. So I was

725
00:37:34,800 --> 00:37:37,880
Speaker 1: trying to mind your laughed up and anyone that's a mike.

726
00:37:38,480 --> 00:37:40,239
Speaker 1: I could not get the fart out right, Like, it

727
00:37:40,320 --> 00:37:42,520
Speaker 1: just could not happen because I knew there was cameraman outside.

728
00:37:42,760 --> 00:37:44,400
Speaker 1: She's laughing. I hear the baby in the back, and

729
00:37:44,440 --> 00:37:45,560
Speaker 1: I'm like, oh my god, I can't do this, bro,

730
00:37:45,760 --> 00:37:47,719
Speaker 1: I know it's TV. So what did I decide to do?

731
00:37:48,080 --> 00:37:50,400
Speaker 1: I peed in it. That was the only thing I

732
00:37:50,480 --> 00:37:52,480
Speaker 1: could do. I came out with the p in the

733
00:37:52,640 --> 00:37:56,000
Speaker 1: jar and THEYR crew looked at me like what does this?

734
00:37:56,320 --> 00:37:58,640
Speaker 1: What show does she think she on? And I'm like, well,

735
00:37:58,680 --> 00:38:01,680
Speaker 1: I couldn't get the fart out shifting on command. I

736
00:38:01,719 --> 00:38:03,680
Speaker 1: don't know how women that do scat play do it.

737
00:38:03,920 --> 00:38:06,880
Speaker 1: It is not easy, bro. You know, if it was easy,

738
00:38:07,400 --> 00:38:09,360
Speaker 1: you gotta do it at eight o'clock in the morning

739
00:38:09,640 --> 00:38:12,240
Speaker 1: when we all take our adult morning ship. Who pays

740
00:38:12,320 --> 00:38:15,880
Speaker 1: for in the morning, first morning text the good niggas

741
00:38:15,920 --> 00:38:17,600
Speaker 1: have morning? Would it makes sense? But do you really

742
00:38:17,640 --> 00:38:18,840
Speaker 1: want to get shoot out of eight? I feel like

743
00:38:18,840 --> 00:38:21,839
Speaker 1: you gotta do it in the morning after coffee when

744
00:38:21,880 --> 00:38:23,520
Speaker 1: I tell you, first off, I could barely finish my

745
00:38:23,560 --> 00:38:30,000
Speaker 1: coffee some morning come you bad. You gotta go for it,

746
00:38:30,120 --> 00:38:34,080
Speaker 1: you know what I mean? Um anyway, so I I, yeah,

747
00:38:34,080 --> 00:38:35,800
Speaker 1: obviously I wouldn't do it either unless you give me.

748
00:38:35,920 --> 00:38:38,120
Speaker 1: But I really feel like I couldn't because the ship, right, yeah,

749
00:38:38,120 --> 00:38:40,680
Speaker 1: it would just be shipped and that a people. Oh

750
00:38:40,760 --> 00:38:44,200
Speaker 1: and blood you are do blood? No blood? Actually, no blood.

751
00:38:44,239 --> 00:38:45,879
Speaker 1: I don't think there's any amount of money for blood play.

752
00:38:45,960 --> 00:38:50,040
Speaker 1: No blood play none the the introvenous ship like not

753
00:38:50,200 --> 00:38:53,320
Speaker 1: doing blood. Not doing blood, that's too far. Did you

754
00:38:53,680 --> 00:38:59,000
Speaker 1: never mind? Okay you did even if the tampon was there.

755
00:38:59,040 --> 00:39:01,719
Speaker 1: You know why I'm sick of her? No clip play.

756
00:39:02,360 --> 00:39:04,279
Speaker 1: What happened when I came out for Rory and Malls

757
00:39:04,280 --> 00:39:07,680
Speaker 1: ship and I said, uh so they didn't want me

758
00:39:07,719 --> 00:39:08,880
Speaker 1: to get off. They said, let's just do Q and

759
00:39:08,960 --> 00:39:11,600
Speaker 1: A with Wheezy and the girl goes tell the tap

760
00:39:11,760 --> 00:39:15,239
Speaker 1: on story. This is what I've been talking about. And

761
00:39:15,280 --> 00:39:16,759
Speaker 1: then you want to get all every other episode and

762
00:39:16,800 --> 00:39:18,800
Speaker 1: be like blood, I would never bitch. Yes you do?

763
00:39:19,120 --> 00:39:21,279
Speaker 1: You ate couch with blood even though it's plugged up.

764
00:39:22,160 --> 00:39:25,360
Speaker 1: It was the clips. I've done it before. If you

765
00:39:25,520 --> 00:39:30,399
Speaker 1: live a click, is it eating couch? Yes? Yes, yes?

766
00:39:30,480 --> 00:39:36,359
Speaker 1: Come on, are you kidding? That is eating? Yeah? Yeah.

767
00:39:37,120 --> 00:39:39,759
Speaker 1: If the only went to suck a nigga's balls, it's

768
00:39:39,800 --> 00:39:41,680
Speaker 1: still oral sex. But how many times do you just

769
00:39:41,719 --> 00:39:44,120
Speaker 1: go to suck his balls? Oh? I do, I love,

770
00:39:44,200 --> 00:39:47,600
Speaker 1: But my point is I don't eat the I'll sometimes

771
00:39:47,680 --> 00:39:49,560
Speaker 1: get the dick and go straight to the balls. Maybe

772
00:39:50,640 --> 00:39:54,080
Speaker 1: what do you stick on? It's not true because I'm

773
00:39:54,080 --> 00:39:58,200
Speaker 1: gonna try again. No, no more's here's no more right?

774
00:39:58,520 --> 00:40:00,960
Speaker 1: Damn well, I just reaf And now there's a tamp

775
00:40:01,040 --> 00:40:03,640
Speaker 1: on story number one. One time I shipped on my

776
00:40:03,719 --> 00:40:05,640
Speaker 1: tampton string and I didn't have another one or and

777
00:40:05,719 --> 00:40:07,480
Speaker 1: he says just to cut it. So I lit the

778
00:40:07,520 --> 00:40:09,680
Speaker 1: tip with my lighter and that ship burned right up

779
00:40:09,680 --> 00:40:11,400
Speaker 1: to my pussy like a wick on the bomb. Why

780
00:40:11,480 --> 00:40:17,919
Speaker 1: are you in there's gases on the ship? That is there? Really?

781
00:40:18,000 --> 00:40:22,759
Speaker 1: Come on, scientists, scientists and in the building. I didn't

782
00:40:22,760 --> 00:40:30,439
Speaker 1: know that he's crazy? What fuck? The mething girl, don't

783
00:40:30,480 --> 00:40:36,360
Speaker 1: say my name. I can't handle it. On the podcast spies, Okay, no,

784
00:40:37,000 --> 00:40:41,360
Speaker 1: redefining cheating has experience and experimenting. Hear me out, because

785
00:40:41,400 --> 00:40:44,920
Speaker 1: it makes me better for my partner. That's how we've

786
00:40:44,960 --> 00:40:49,440
Speaker 1: been doing that. That's what she said. That's stupid. I

787
00:40:49,560 --> 00:40:52,480
Speaker 1: lost my eight months celibacy was a little awkward until

788
00:40:52,520 --> 00:40:58,720
Speaker 1: I remembered with tit trick. It was gushy after Okay,

789
00:40:59,239 --> 00:41:02,640
Speaker 1: easy to take it. It's just this the questions we're terrible. Yeah,

790
00:41:02,680 --> 00:41:04,879
Speaker 1: I'm like, damn, could you find a good question? Give

791
00:41:04,960 --> 00:41:06,520
Speaker 1: us some good sex toys we can use, because I

792
00:41:06,520 --> 00:41:10,080
Speaker 1: don't want to suck these niggas. No, I already told you.

793
00:41:10,239 --> 00:41:15,160
Speaker 1: I like the air pulse sating technology. Um, I like

794
00:41:15,400 --> 00:41:18,080
Speaker 1: my clip to just be sucked on, and I love it.

795
00:41:18,480 --> 00:41:21,080
Speaker 1: But just by the toys, I don't really I really

796
00:41:21,120 --> 00:41:23,399
Speaker 1: don't do the head like that. I mean, my egg

797
00:41:23,520 --> 00:41:26,680
Speaker 1: game really really, really good. But I really just like

798
00:41:27,320 --> 00:41:31,880
Speaker 1: I like. I like air technology on my inspired me

799
00:41:31,960 --> 00:41:33,520
Speaker 1: to do a new technique. Now. I do like a

800
00:41:33,600 --> 00:41:36,279
Speaker 1: sucking clip. We do like tongue swirl at the same time.

801
00:41:37,080 --> 00:41:38,719
Speaker 1: How do you suck and lick at the same time

802
00:41:39,040 --> 00:41:44,160
Speaker 1: you do. It's easy girl you oh d I was

803
00:41:44,239 --> 00:41:48,600
Speaker 1: thinking of the rolls, like, Okay, I sucked that cucumber

804
00:41:48,680 --> 00:41:51,080
Speaker 1: on stage at the Roots picnic and my older white

805
00:41:51,080 --> 00:41:54,319
Speaker 1: boyfriend is embarrassed. Oh no, First of all, you need

806
00:41:54,360 --> 00:41:56,400
Speaker 1: to tell me it's a black festival, for one, and

807
00:41:56,440 --> 00:42:01,040
Speaker 1: it's racist if he fucking thinks otherwise. Period. Oh you're

808
00:42:01,080 --> 00:42:05,000
Speaker 1: embarrassed that was a black thing. Okay, Sucking cucumbers are

809
00:42:05,000 --> 00:42:09,000
Speaker 1: not a black thing. The moment of it was, I'm like,

810
00:42:09,560 --> 00:42:15,520
Speaker 1: let's not let's not claim that action. Okay, okay, sorry,

811
00:42:20,560 --> 00:42:22,600
Speaker 1: are there any more questions there about? Do you have

812
00:42:22,640 --> 00:42:24,960
Speaker 1: any questions? Why is it okay to do cheap things

813
00:42:25,040 --> 00:42:27,520
Speaker 1: with your friends, but with your boyfriend and girlfriend it

814
00:42:27,560 --> 00:42:32,000
Speaker 1: gets judged? Oh wait, say that again. Why is it

815
00:42:32,080 --> 00:42:34,440
Speaker 1: okay to do cheap things with your friends but your

816
00:42:34,480 --> 00:42:37,120
Speaker 1: boyfriend and girlfriend gets charged. I'm not gonna lie. I

817
00:42:37,280 --> 00:42:40,720
Speaker 1: do have friends who love like I love bar hopping

818
00:42:40,880 --> 00:42:42,520
Speaker 1: like I'm not a club girl anymore. I don't care

819
00:42:42,560 --> 00:42:45,440
Speaker 1: about the popping bottles, y'all know, because everyone sends me

820
00:42:45,480 --> 00:42:48,320
Speaker 1: when they go do pickleback shots at the fucking random

821
00:42:48,360 --> 00:42:51,879
Speaker 1: as bars, and so I like diving bars and That's

822
00:42:51,920 --> 00:42:53,920
Speaker 1: something that I've done with my partner too. And I

823
00:42:54,040 --> 00:42:56,880
Speaker 1: have had friends who like maybe the more expensive places,

824
00:42:57,400 --> 00:42:59,320
Speaker 1: be like y'all at a bar, and I'm like, I

825
00:42:59,480 --> 00:43:01,919
Speaker 1: like to do hers. But it does become judge because

826
00:43:01,960 --> 00:43:05,279
Speaker 1: I think we have this outlook on men, especially men

827
00:43:05,400 --> 00:43:07,760
Speaker 1: with money, that we have to do the most lavish.

828
00:43:07,960 --> 00:43:09,640
Speaker 1: We have to get a table every time we go out,

829
00:43:09,680 --> 00:43:11,719
Speaker 1: we have to eat it the most expensive restaurants. We

830
00:43:11,800 --> 00:43:13,960
Speaker 1: have to go to the nicest villas when we travel.

831
00:43:14,440 --> 00:43:18,120
Speaker 1: And sometimes I just I like doing real regular ships.

832
00:43:18,160 --> 00:43:20,360
Speaker 1: Like even when my mom came to town, I wanted

833
00:43:20,400 --> 00:43:22,880
Speaker 1: her experience. I wanted her to experience the nice stuff

834
00:43:22,920 --> 00:43:25,279
Speaker 1: because you know, she's in Orlando. So we literally went

835
00:43:25,640 --> 00:43:27,160
Speaker 1: I was like, Mom, I'm gonna take you to catch

836
00:43:27,200 --> 00:43:30,160
Speaker 1: steak for appetizers, so how to get like wago and

837
00:43:30,280 --> 00:43:33,600
Speaker 1: this like amazing crudo. Then I took her to towel.

838
00:43:33,840 --> 00:43:36,080
Speaker 1: We ate dinner towel, and then I said, bitch, we're

839
00:43:36,080 --> 00:43:38,920
Speaker 1: doing pickleback shots and Insomnia and West Village, and so

840
00:43:39,080 --> 00:43:43,360
Speaker 1: we ended the night and those I'm very much what

841
00:43:43,440 --> 00:43:46,840
Speaker 1: I did the Time Out magazine dating thing. No, you

842
00:43:46,880 --> 00:43:50,360
Speaker 1: don't remember that, you know, go ahead, this subtle flex

843
00:43:50,440 --> 00:43:53,480
Speaker 1: go ahead. No, it was something I wrote in there. Damn,

844
00:43:53,880 --> 00:43:55,520
Speaker 1: I was just do it horrible decisions in it. It

845
00:43:55,600 --> 00:43:58,000
Speaker 1: felt like it. But anyway, I still have it. You know.

846
00:43:58,080 --> 00:44:00,200
Speaker 1: That's when you were in corporate though. Yeah, I do

847
00:44:00,360 --> 00:44:04,000
Speaker 1: remember it now. So in in the UH, in the article,

848
00:44:04,600 --> 00:44:08,960
Speaker 1: I wrote, I want me packing Tribeca Soho dinner and

849
00:44:09,040 --> 00:44:11,759
Speaker 1: I want a fucking dive bar for drinks. That's me,

850
00:44:12,040 --> 00:44:13,880
Speaker 1: And I think I just really like good food. But

851
00:44:13,960 --> 00:44:15,719
Speaker 1: I like to end it like the other or the other,

852
00:44:16,239 --> 00:44:18,399
Speaker 1: or I do the other way around, or I want

853
00:44:18,440 --> 00:44:21,879
Speaker 1: to start off in like we get burgers, we get

854
00:44:21,960 --> 00:44:25,160
Speaker 1: something something real light, and then I wanted to speak easy,

855
00:44:25,760 --> 00:44:28,239
Speaker 1: like I literally love a high low type of night.

856
00:44:28,320 --> 00:44:30,320
Speaker 1: I don't. I don't think that, Like I don't know.

857
00:44:30,480 --> 00:44:32,680
Speaker 1: I was seeing this guy. He was like this the

858
00:44:32,719 --> 00:44:34,080
Speaker 1: one who got the baby mom and he lived with

859
00:44:34,760 --> 00:44:36,360
Speaker 1: the X. You could go ahead and call him. He

860
00:44:36,400 --> 00:44:42,719
Speaker 1: has a name on the short Lambo right. No, I

861
00:44:42,880 --> 00:44:45,040
Speaker 1: never sucked him because I found out about the baby mama.

862
00:44:45,040 --> 00:44:46,840
Speaker 1: I think you and Bennie were talking about it and

863
00:44:46,920 --> 00:44:48,279
Speaker 1: you were like, he can't be cute. I was like, no,

864
00:44:48,400 --> 00:44:52,600
Speaker 1: he is, but like I feel like he was trying

865
00:44:52,640 --> 00:44:54,520
Speaker 1: to take me to this all like this lavish it

866
00:44:54,560 --> 00:44:56,040
Speaker 1: because he thought it was what I want. And I

867
00:44:56,120 --> 00:44:58,400
Speaker 1: actually really hated it because I felt like he was

868
00:44:58,560 --> 00:45:02,520
Speaker 1: doing too much. Um and I can't explain it. Sometimes

869
00:45:02,600 --> 00:45:05,239
Speaker 1: when men are like trying to like make it the

870
00:45:05,280 --> 00:45:08,320
Speaker 1: best date ever, Like it's almost as like that's okay, okay, okay,

871
00:45:08,680 --> 00:45:10,400
Speaker 1: Like I don't even do ship like this on my birthday.

872
00:45:10,440 --> 00:45:13,040
Speaker 1: My Like, he took me to Catch and then he's like, man,

873
00:45:13,080 --> 00:45:14,480
Speaker 1: we gotta go July Loa and then we gotta go

874
00:45:14,480 --> 00:45:16,840
Speaker 1: to nice Guy. And I was like, fun down bro, Like,

875
00:45:17,160 --> 00:45:19,239
Speaker 1: but you feel like he was trying to prove something. Yeah,

876
00:45:19,840 --> 00:45:23,160
Speaker 1: and and and I mean, do you not understand why

877
00:45:23,280 --> 00:45:26,359
Speaker 1: now someone may try to do it, like because you're

878
00:45:26,400 --> 00:45:28,880
Speaker 1: in a position where, hey, they know there's power be

879
00:45:29,000 --> 00:45:31,879
Speaker 1: they know you have money, and you do like nice

880
00:45:31,920 --> 00:45:33,600
Speaker 1: things by yourself. You talk about going to Lucy and

881
00:45:33,640 --> 00:45:35,319
Speaker 1: just for lunch and spend two hundred dollars on lunch

882
00:45:35,560 --> 00:45:37,319
Speaker 1: any time I'll go out with you, but you eat.

883
00:45:37,800 --> 00:45:40,800
Speaker 1: So I just know maybe he maybe he's listened to

884
00:45:40,840 --> 00:45:42,560
Speaker 1: a few things, or maybe he's just picked up that

885
00:45:42,680 --> 00:45:45,960
Speaker 1: you really like nice You You you fucking want eavy on.

886
00:45:46,000 --> 00:45:48,799
Speaker 1: We talked about you wanting your eavy on Miss Braying Jamaica, bitch.

887
00:45:48,840 --> 00:45:55,440
Speaker 1: You are boojee, thank you damn you guys, right, But

888
00:45:55,520 --> 00:45:57,520
Speaker 1: I understand like doing too much at the same time

889
00:45:57,560 --> 00:45:58,920
Speaker 1: to try to prove a point that you got it

890
00:45:59,000 --> 00:46:02,879
Speaker 1: like that. It's okay, yeah, there's an energy, I would say,

891
00:46:02,920 --> 00:46:05,920
Speaker 1: and then there's like, I don't know, there's energy and

892
00:46:05,960 --> 00:46:08,960
Speaker 1: the current. Yeah, it's like, okay, bro, do you even

893
00:46:09,000 --> 00:46:10,680
Speaker 1: really do this on the regular? You know what I'm saying?

894
00:46:10,760 --> 00:46:13,320
Speaker 1: Like it just was too much. I will say the

895
00:46:13,440 --> 00:46:16,040
Speaker 1: night before I left l A, UM, I went on

896
00:46:16,120 --> 00:46:19,360
Speaker 1: a really nice day whatever you want to call it

897
00:46:20,040 --> 00:46:24,719
Speaker 1: um with that person from Dreamville and uh that's his

898
00:46:24,840 --> 00:46:27,320
Speaker 1: name now we've been calling him Dreamville on Patreon for

899
00:46:27,360 --> 00:46:29,680
Speaker 1: the least. I actually need to have a conversation about

900
00:46:29,719 --> 00:46:32,080
Speaker 1: talking about this person likes But to me, it's like

901
00:46:32,520 --> 00:46:34,279
Speaker 1: it could be anyone at this moment and there's no

902
00:46:34,360 --> 00:46:37,239
Speaker 1: real detail. All I said it was a sausage. Yeah.

903
00:46:37,239 --> 00:46:39,560
Speaker 1: I feel like also like I haven't really gone into

904
00:46:39,600 --> 00:46:42,759
Speaker 1: detail detail yet, but I will say, um, I went

905
00:46:42,800 --> 00:46:44,680
Speaker 1: somewhere really nice with him and he was super chill,

906
00:46:45,040 --> 00:46:46,640
Speaker 1: and he told me that the reason he did it

907
00:46:46,880 --> 00:46:49,319
Speaker 1: was because he's like, and sometimes when we go out,

908
00:46:49,400 --> 00:46:52,279
Speaker 1: like you know, we go to like hot spots or whatever,

909
00:46:52,320 --> 00:46:53,680
Speaker 1: and he was like, I feel like this is a

910
00:46:53,680 --> 00:46:55,040
Speaker 1: place where no one will know you. You could just

911
00:46:55,120 --> 00:46:58,080
Speaker 1: chill the funk out. And I don't say that in

912
00:46:58,160 --> 00:47:00,600
Speaker 1: a um and I'm famous way, and I don't think

913
00:47:00,600 --> 00:47:03,160
Speaker 1: he met that either more than he meant. Like, people

914
00:47:03,200 --> 00:47:05,480
Speaker 1: will do their circuit in New York. It's like a

915
00:47:05,600 --> 00:47:08,000
Speaker 1: catch right. Even Luciene is one of those places where

916
00:47:08,040 --> 00:47:10,440
Speaker 1: it's like a sceney place and it was still a

917
00:47:10,480 --> 00:47:11,959
Speaker 1: nice rush on. He was like, Oh, like, you ain't

918
00:47:11,960 --> 00:47:13,839
Speaker 1: even gotta think about that, because it's true. I could

919
00:47:13,840 --> 00:47:16,319
Speaker 1: go to Isabelle in l A and I'm gonna see

920
00:47:16,480 --> 00:47:19,320
Speaker 1: someone I know, or it's gonna feel really industry, and

921
00:47:19,480 --> 00:47:22,759
Speaker 1: like people that aren't industry still like that ship because

922
00:47:22,800 --> 00:47:24,920
Speaker 1: they like to be seen. And you almost get dressed

923
00:47:24,920 --> 00:47:26,800
Speaker 1: because you know someone's gonna be there, like it's this

924
00:47:26,920 --> 00:47:30,000
Speaker 1: thing in your head and I kind of appreciate someone

925
00:47:30,080 --> 00:47:32,279
Speaker 1: knows that you don't need that. Oh, I go far

926
00:47:32,360 --> 00:47:34,439
Speaker 1: away from that. I like to go to places where

927
00:47:35,239 --> 00:47:37,840
Speaker 1: like I don't even be like I even got lashes

928
00:47:37,840 --> 00:47:40,960
Speaker 1: on right now. I I've been wearing so much makeup

929
00:47:41,040 --> 00:47:44,160
Speaker 1: and picking out so many outfits. We just people. People

930
00:47:44,200 --> 00:47:45,640
Speaker 1: do go out there for that many Yeah, but I'm

931
00:47:45,640 --> 00:47:48,680
Speaker 1: saying like I'm like, I know I'm not as where

932
00:47:48,719 --> 00:47:49,960
Speaker 1: like I don't want to go out and be seen

933
00:47:50,040 --> 00:47:51,840
Speaker 1: but nobody. I just want to go out and sometimes

934
00:47:51,880 --> 00:47:54,600
Speaker 1: just enjoy a drink without taking the pictures, without like

935
00:47:55,560 --> 00:47:58,600
Speaker 1: like being you know, so engulfed with someone's emotions on

936
00:47:58,719 --> 00:48:01,680
Speaker 1: what this show has meant, like probably want to be off.

937
00:48:01,920 --> 00:48:03,239
Speaker 1: That's why I don't like going to l A. L

938
00:48:03,280 --> 00:48:05,560
Speaker 1: A is so mixing. Everywhere you go, you feel like

939
00:48:05,600 --> 00:48:08,440
Speaker 1: you're you're It almost feels like New York. Now, it's

940
00:48:08,440 --> 00:48:10,120
Speaker 1: so many New York people. I don't have more people

941
00:48:10,160 --> 00:48:11,239
Speaker 1: come up to me in l A than New York.

942
00:48:11,360 --> 00:48:13,600
Speaker 1: Las wants down. But I do want to say this,

943
00:48:14,400 --> 00:48:17,080
Speaker 1: I don't want anyone who really feels like they love

944
00:48:17,120 --> 00:48:19,640
Speaker 1: horrible decisions to everything like you can come up to us.

945
00:48:20,080 --> 00:48:27,040
Speaker 1: I I do. I do. I think that everybody gets well,

946
00:48:27,120 --> 00:48:30,160
Speaker 1: it gets expensive because especially when I meet patrons and

947
00:48:30,239 --> 00:48:33,759
Speaker 1: I know they spend their heart earned dollars. Well, any

948
00:48:33,840 --> 00:48:36,560
Speaker 1: patients who have been out, any patients who have seen

949
00:48:36,600 --> 00:48:39,040
Speaker 1: me out and y'all can sit here strike me there

950
00:48:39,160 --> 00:48:41,160
Speaker 1: right now. I'll be like, you want to shot? I

951
00:48:41,280 --> 00:48:43,520
Speaker 1: buy drinks when I go out, and I'd be like,

952
00:48:43,640 --> 00:48:47,040
Speaker 1: shots for y'all, like, because I do appreciate the fact

953
00:48:47,160 --> 00:48:50,000
Speaker 1: that they spend their heart earned dollars to hear more

954
00:48:50,239 --> 00:48:54,759
Speaker 1: from us, and it does get explain me and this

955
00:48:54,840 --> 00:48:57,360
Speaker 1: nigga fucking got a table at the link up and

956
00:48:57,440 --> 00:49:00,600
Speaker 1: I gave so many fans shots. Oh would literally say

957
00:49:00,640 --> 00:49:02,640
Speaker 1: like I'll look the next and be like offered buy

958
00:49:02,760 --> 00:49:05,440
Speaker 1: the next bottle. But yeah, oh yeah, it's ridiculous. I

959
00:49:05,480 --> 00:49:09,680
Speaker 1: can't help myself and and and honestly, it's not even

960
00:49:09,719 --> 00:49:11,759
Speaker 1: like I feel forced to do it more than it's

961
00:49:11,800 --> 00:49:14,719
Speaker 1: so special. Yeah, you know what I'm saying. Like, but

962
00:49:14,840 --> 00:49:18,960
Speaker 1: I also do appreciate like, which is why when we

963
00:49:19,000 --> 00:49:23,520
Speaker 1: started off this podcast and talking about just like where

964
00:49:23,600 --> 00:49:26,520
Speaker 1: this is all gone, our war hive, we have people

965
00:49:26,600 --> 00:49:31,359
Speaker 1: fly Ohio, Kentucky, Memphis. People literally are like, I'm only

966
00:49:31,480 --> 00:49:34,759
Speaker 1: here to see y'all perform, and so to know that

967
00:49:34,840 --> 00:49:37,360
Speaker 1: people even travel spend the money that they work hard on,

968
00:49:37,680 --> 00:49:39,920
Speaker 1: which we in a recession cream cheese a seven dollars

969
00:49:40,280 --> 00:49:43,000
Speaker 1: like ship is so expensive, and so it does mean

970
00:49:43,040 --> 00:49:45,040
Speaker 1: a lot for me that people tune in every week,

971
00:49:45,320 --> 00:49:48,640
Speaker 1: that they use their money to become patrons and support us,

972
00:49:48,719 --> 00:49:52,200
Speaker 1: like I genuinely appreciate that. So yes, when I do

973
00:49:52,320 --> 00:49:54,279
Speaker 1: see them out, when they come up to me, Yes,

974
00:49:54,440 --> 00:49:56,239
Speaker 1: I think more than I do want to say any

975
00:49:56,360 --> 00:49:58,920
Speaker 1: other podcast. Um, and we can end it on this.

976
00:49:59,000 --> 00:50:00,839
Speaker 1: I know we're getting to our hour it Oh well

977
00:50:01,640 --> 00:50:04,200
Speaker 1: you know, huh, I do I have a hole o tail,

978
00:50:04,360 --> 00:50:07,600
Speaker 1: not even hotel. Just your podcast changed my life literally,

979
00:50:07,880 --> 00:50:10,440
Speaker 1: and I think that's how we should end. We should. Um.

980
00:50:10,640 --> 00:50:14,000
Speaker 1: I got a text yesterday morning from Shar that said,

981
00:50:14,000 --> 00:50:16,520
Speaker 1: I heard y'all killed it, and you know, our Black

982
00:50:16,560 --> 00:50:19,160
Speaker 1: Effect family was there, shout out to Dolly, shout out

983
00:50:19,200 --> 00:50:23,000
Speaker 1: to a shot of boxing with me at the end

984
00:50:23,040 --> 00:50:25,239
Speaker 1: of the night. Was warm, you know. And I don't

985
00:50:25,280 --> 00:50:26,800
Speaker 1: know if they told him that, but I feel like

986
00:50:26,880 --> 00:50:30,799
Speaker 1: everybody kept saying that to us, And um, we've had

987
00:50:30,880 --> 00:50:35,120
Speaker 1: conversations I mean and I about making money and salary

988
00:50:35,239 --> 00:50:36,759
Speaker 1: and things like that for our show, right just like

989
00:50:36,840 --> 00:50:38,960
Speaker 1: you had with him, and he says, you know, horrible

990
00:50:39,040 --> 00:50:44,120
Speaker 1: decisions has real supporters. I feel like sometimes we make

991
00:50:44,200 --> 00:50:46,520
Speaker 1: more money on our fans, and most podcasts do because

992
00:50:46,560 --> 00:50:49,719
Speaker 1: they could get the millions of YouTube streams right, and

993
00:50:49,800 --> 00:50:51,920
Speaker 1: like academics was talking ship one day about how our

994
00:50:52,000 --> 00:50:54,400
Speaker 1: numbers ain't x y Z well, y'all see this content.

995
00:50:54,520 --> 00:50:58,280
Speaker 1: The algorithms don't work with us, and YouTube doesn't allow

996
00:50:58,320 --> 00:51:02,360
Speaker 1: your podcast. We're just not. We think as almost like

997
00:51:02,680 --> 00:51:05,520
Speaker 1: an option, right, it's our marketing and and and our

998
00:51:05,719 --> 00:51:07,720
Speaker 1: numbers is audio, and that's why we've been able to survive.

999
00:51:07,760 --> 00:51:11,000
Speaker 1: We are from six years ago. New Niggas is YouTube niggas.

1000
00:51:11,160 --> 00:51:13,040
Speaker 1: It's just it is what it is. But we did

1001
00:51:13,080 --> 00:51:15,320
Speaker 1: our numbers. We got a quarter million people listening to

1002
00:51:15,480 --> 00:51:19,080
Speaker 1: us in a week Hello, which people get on YouTube.

1003
00:51:19,560 --> 00:51:23,120
Speaker 1: But anyway, regardless, I say that to say when he

1004
00:51:23,239 --> 00:51:26,480
Speaker 1: said to me, like your money, because I said to

1005
00:51:26,680 --> 00:51:29,520
Speaker 1: Charlemagne on the phone, like I want more fucking money.

1006
00:51:29,920 --> 00:51:32,120
Speaker 1: If we're like posting the speed, right, I'll just put

1007
00:51:32,160 --> 00:51:34,279
Speaker 1: it on Patreon, I want more money, And he's like,

1008
00:51:34,320 --> 00:51:39,600
Speaker 1: wheezy your platform. Unfortunately, it is true. It's just the

1009
00:51:39,680 --> 00:51:43,239
Speaker 1: advertisement for the actual hard, tangible things that they buy

1010
00:51:43,320 --> 00:51:46,560
Speaker 1: from you. And it sucks, but it's real, right, Like

1011
00:51:46,760 --> 00:51:49,959
Speaker 1: we're having a hard time getting advertised. Obviously, we get ads.

1012
00:51:49,960 --> 00:51:51,360
Speaker 1: I know you guys here if you listen on audio,

1013
00:51:51,440 --> 00:51:54,480
Speaker 1: but it is a real thing where our fans really

1014
00:51:54,520 --> 00:51:56,960
Speaker 1: funk with us that much. And like so I say

1015
00:51:57,000 --> 00:51:59,239
Speaker 1: that to say I will never not say no if

1016
00:51:59,360 --> 00:52:01,799
Speaker 1: there's food going in my mouth, maybe, but like even

1017
00:52:01,840 --> 00:52:05,560
Speaker 1: then I'll probably still take the picture. Bro. Like I say,

1018
00:52:05,800 --> 00:52:08,080
Speaker 1: I love you like I really do. And you know,

1019
00:52:08,239 --> 00:52:10,640
Speaker 1: to even come off of that crazy high of a

1020
00:52:10,719 --> 00:52:13,719
Speaker 1: chaotic moment we just had, we can't not do the

1021
00:52:13,760 --> 00:52:16,320
Speaker 1: show because we do feel like you know, we love you.

1022
00:52:16,440 --> 00:52:20,239
Speaker 1: So that's all I have to say. Um, So we're

1023
00:52:20,280 --> 00:52:24,440
Speaker 1: gonna get out of here with a homemail. Um and

1024
00:52:24,920 --> 00:52:27,520
Speaker 1: the subject, like I said, is your podcast changed my

1025
00:52:27,640 --> 00:52:30,920
Speaker 1: life literally. Hello, lovely ladies. I hope you are all

1026
00:52:31,040 --> 00:52:34,320
Speaker 1: enjoying your two thus far so long story short. I

1027
00:52:34,440 --> 00:52:37,719
Speaker 1: was introduced here podcast in August nineteen by a close

1028
00:52:37,800 --> 00:52:39,719
Speaker 1: friend of mine. My friend and I were headed to

1029
00:52:39,840 --> 00:52:42,080
Speaker 1: Mexico for her birthday and she asked me if I've

1030
00:52:42,120 --> 00:52:44,680
Speaker 1: ever heard of your podcast, which I responded no. She

1031
00:52:44,840 --> 00:52:48,440
Speaker 1: selected a random episode, episode one eight eight now here.

1032
00:52:48,480 --> 00:52:52,239
Speaker 1: I am, I don't know episode one now here. I

1033
00:52:52,320 --> 00:52:56,319
Speaker 1: am almost two years into my Dominatrix career and it's

1034
00:52:56,360 --> 00:52:59,600
Speaker 1: now a full time passion for me. After the first year,

1035
00:52:59,640 --> 00:53:03,279
Speaker 1: I droopled my Corporate America income. Why since then my

1036
00:53:03,400 --> 00:53:06,840
Speaker 1: income is only increased Further, I consider myself to be

1037
00:53:06,920 --> 00:53:09,920
Speaker 1: a one self made boss as bitch, and I think

1038
00:53:09,960 --> 00:53:12,040
Speaker 1: the same of you both. If ever, there were an

1039
00:53:12,040 --> 00:53:14,480
Speaker 1: opportunity to come onto your podcast to speak, I absolutely

1040
00:53:14,560 --> 00:53:18,240
Speaker 1: would would love that. However, just thank you for everything

1041
00:53:18,360 --> 00:53:25,120
Speaker 1: you do, one bad bitch to another. I remember that

1042
00:53:26,520 --> 00:53:29,840
Speaker 1: that was about the song where I said my Mandy

1043
00:53:29,920 --> 00:53:34,440
Speaker 1: had a carpet much your face. Who's mar gay? Definitely? No,

1044
00:53:34,560 --> 00:53:40,359
Speaker 1: that was it. Definitely is you, we said aesthetically. Look

1045
00:53:40,640 --> 00:53:43,839
Speaker 1: still you thank you? Do you think I look more

1046
00:53:43,920 --> 00:53:46,640
Speaker 1: gay than her? Hell? Yeah? Even with my ball heads

1047
00:53:46,680 --> 00:53:49,680
Speaker 1: galloway gas, you still look more gay? Does everyone agree

1048
00:53:49,719 --> 00:53:58,960
Speaker 1: with us the whole tell me? Am I kidding phone? Yes? Really?

1049
00:53:59,320 --> 00:54:01,840
Speaker 1: What is it? You can be so surprised. I'll be

1050
00:54:01,920 --> 00:54:07,759
Speaker 1: surprised that you're just surprised. The bagginess, sweatpants and ship.

1051
00:54:07,840 --> 00:54:09,480
Speaker 1: I mean I do my little sweatpants. No, No, I

1052
00:54:09,520 --> 00:54:13,480
Speaker 1: know what you mean. You're very ship. All right, it's

1053
00:54:13,480 --> 00:54:19,479
Speaker 1: part do I do want to go ahead? And before

1054
00:54:19,480 --> 00:54:20,839
Speaker 1: we get out of here just so that you guys

1055
00:54:20,920 --> 00:54:25,000
Speaker 1: can stop asking. We have unfortunately decided to retract and

1056
00:54:25,120 --> 00:54:27,320
Speaker 1: not do the Grease trip. Hopefully we can think of

1057
00:54:27,440 --> 00:54:31,480
Speaker 1: something else. We are also working on UM some live

1058
00:54:31,560 --> 00:54:33,880
Speaker 1: shows later on this year, but we will not be

1059
00:54:33,960 --> 00:54:35,880
Speaker 1: doing Grease anymore. So that is why there is no

1060
00:54:36,000 --> 00:54:38,560
Speaker 1: link for you guys to click on UM. We do

1061
00:54:38,719 --> 00:54:40,719
Speaker 1: hope that all of you guys travel safe. It is

1062
00:54:40,800 --> 00:54:43,600
Speaker 1: the summer and these flights are flighting. It is very

1063
00:54:43,680 --> 00:54:51,719
Speaker 1: expensive and we know what is different UM. Anyways, guys,

1064
00:54:51,920 --> 00:54:53,640
Speaker 1: we want to thank you all for tuning in. Sorry

1065
00:54:53,719 --> 00:54:56,200
Speaker 1: for being so emotional. Like we we know you've been

1066
00:54:56,200 --> 00:54:57,840
Speaker 1: getting a lot of emotions from a lot of your

1067
00:54:57,880 --> 00:55:00,799
Speaker 1: podcasts this week. This ship is just a we're all

1068
00:55:00,880 --> 00:55:03,840
Speaker 1: doing a lot. We're all just trying to stay afloat goddamnity.

1069
00:55:03,920 --> 00:55:06,520
Speaker 1: We still have to show up. Yeah, we may take

1070
00:55:06,880 --> 00:55:09,319
Speaker 1: a break and when if we do, knowing me, it'll

1071
00:55:09,320 --> 00:55:10,880
Speaker 1: be a one week break. And if not, then I'm

1072
00:55:10,880 --> 00:55:14,600
Speaker 1: gonna be like wey, let's still do remote because I

1073
00:55:14,719 --> 00:55:16,360
Speaker 1: know I need a break and I've been dealing with

1074
00:55:16,480 --> 00:55:18,480
Speaker 1: this with my other pod too. I know I need

1075
00:55:18,520 --> 00:55:22,680
Speaker 1: a break and just a lot I know, but well,

1076
00:55:22,680 --> 00:55:26,440
Speaker 1: I'm talking with my therapist right now, episodes in the

1077
00:55:26,560 --> 00:55:29,000
Speaker 1: next years. I mean, the thing is well, I've been

1078
00:55:29,000 --> 00:55:31,440
Speaker 1: talking with my therapists about it too, like because we

1079
00:55:31,640 --> 00:55:34,400
Speaker 1: do so much like we leave with a studio. We

1080
00:55:34,520 --> 00:55:36,279
Speaker 1: both have shows, we both do this, we both have

1081
00:55:36,360 --> 00:55:38,560
Speaker 1: other pods, we both have teams, we both are just

1082
00:55:38,680 --> 00:55:42,440
Speaker 1: also ourselves. We're also working on something else together. When

1083
00:55:42,480 --> 00:55:44,920
Speaker 1: I when I yeah, when I but when I think

1084
00:55:45,000 --> 00:55:49,719
Speaker 1: of a break, the idea of things being piled on

1085
00:55:50,000 --> 00:55:52,480
Speaker 1: when I get off that break keeps me from taking

1086
00:55:52,520 --> 00:55:55,000
Speaker 1: a break. And so I'm just also, you can't you

1087
00:55:55,080 --> 00:55:57,000
Speaker 1: can't take it. If you take a great way, the

1088
00:55:57,000 --> 00:56:00,640
Speaker 1: ship just piles up. It's a lot now it's it's

1089
00:56:00,640 --> 00:56:02,360
Speaker 1: a lot. But I say that, like, if we do

1090
00:56:02,560 --> 00:56:04,200
Speaker 1: take a break, I understand, we love you. It'll be

1091
00:56:04,239 --> 00:56:06,560
Speaker 1: one week. Yeah, one is one weeks, I think we

1092
00:56:07,480 --> 00:56:10,200
Speaker 1: and even then, I mean, like, let's put up a patreot.

1093
00:56:10,239 --> 00:56:12,719
Speaker 1: I don't know what to do. I don't want to disconnect,

1094
00:56:12,880 --> 00:56:14,880
Speaker 1: you know, it's crazy. I don't know if anyone remembers

1095
00:56:14,880 --> 00:56:17,720
Speaker 1: when I deleted my IG and got super depressed. Deleted

1096
00:56:18,400 --> 00:56:22,440
Speaker 1: no choice, Okay, that's how I deleted it, and I

1097
00:56:22,560 --> 00:56:25,239
Speaker 1: went away and I was just really struggling. One of

1098
00:56:25,280 --> 00:56:27,680
Speaker 1: my friends asked me, like, how are you still putting

1099
00:56:27,680 --> 00:56:30,600
Speaker 1: out horror episodes that? Oh, well, at least we recorded before.

1100
00:56:30,600 --> 00:56:33,920
Speaker 1: I wanted to kill myself for a month before that

1101
00:56:34,040 --> 00:56:35,719
Speaker 1: for me to just get better, get better, get better,

1102
00:56:35,760 --> 00:56:39,000
Speaker 1: get better, and then boom. Yeah. But yeah, sometimes you

1103
00:56:39,120 --> 00:56:41,920
Speaker 1: need a break. Okay, the break is coming. I'll tell

1104
00:56:41,920 --> 00:56:45,000
Speaker 1: you that I'm ready for them, right. I mean, I

1105
00:56:45,080 --> 00:56:48,520
Speaker 1: think contractually we have to double up if we take

1106
00:56:48,560 --> 00:56:53,120
Speaker 1: too long of a break. But y'all, y'all get your shows. Yeah,

1107
00:56:53,640 --> 00:56:56,239
Speaker 1: well might yea might get some weeks with two episodes. Anyways,

1108
00:56:56,719 --> 00:56:58,600
Speaker 1: make sure you guys follow us on Patreon, this, patreon

1109
00:56:58,680 --> 00:57:00,480
Speaker 1: dot com, back slash four. But Decisions, you do have

1110
00:57:00,600 --> 00:57:02,480
Speaker 1: to type it all in because again algorithms say, hey,

1111
00:57:02,560 --> 00:57:04,239
Speaker 1: that's um. And then also, if you just want to

1112
00:57:04,280 --> 00:57:08,320
Speaker 1: see the full video tape to your w TF media studios,

1113
00:57:08,360 --> 00:57:11,440
Speaker 1: please go to our YouTube that's horrible decisions spelled horor

1114
00:57:11,480 --> 00:57:13,279
Speaker 1: you'll see it when you tune into us. And go

1115
00:57:13,440 --> 00:57:15,759
Speaker 1: to YouTube and tune into us. And again this has

1116
00:57:15,760 --> 00:57:21,600
Speaker 1: been yet another episode of horborle Decisions. Ladies, I left

1117
00:57:21,640 --> 00:57:24,320
Speaker 1: everything you do. I just found something out. I'm freaking out.

1118
00:57:24,320 --> 00:57:25,720
Speaker 1: I have no clue what to do. I was just

1119
00:57:25,880 --> 00:57:29,240
Speaker 1: informed by my boyfriend that is X has herpes and

1120
00:57:29,680 --> 00:57:32,240
Speaker 1: did while they were together. She wasn't having an outbreak

1121
00:57:32,280 --> 00:57:34,400
Speaker 1: then they never fully had sex. I don't know what

1122
00:57:34,520 --> 00:57:37,280
Speaker 1: the funk that means, but I know your episode with Ella,

1123
00:57:37,880 --> 00:57:39,920
Speaker 1: that's still possible to even get it then, and it's

1124
00:57:39,960 --> 00:57:42,600
Speaker 1: extremely common, So I'm not upset over the possibility that

1125
00:57:42,720 --> 00:57:45,120
Speaker 1: have her have her pies. I'm piste off that I

1126
00:57:45,240 --> 00:57:48,560
Speaker 1: was just informed of this almost a year into our relationship.

1127
00:57:48,640 --> 00:57:51,120
Speaker 1: He's never been tested for it or an STD in general.

1128
00:57:51,200 --> 00:57:52,680
Speaker 1: It was dumb and not like me to still have

1129
00:57:52,760 --> 00:57:55,080
Speaker 1: sex with him after that, but I immediately got tested

1130
00:57:55,080 --> 00:57:57,800
Speaker 1: on my own, but as discussed on Ella's episode, they

1131
00:57:57,800 --> 00:58:00,680
Speaker 1: don't test for herpes. Not caring about your own sexual

1132
00:58:00,720 --> 00:58:02,760
Speaker 1: health is one thing, but I feel like not caring

1133
00:58:02,800 --> 00:58:05,240
Speaker 1: about your partner's sexual health is another. I don't care

1134
00:58:05,280 --> 00:58:06,680
Speaker 1: if I have it, like I said, but I just

1135
00:58:06,760 --> 00:58:09,200
Speaker 1: feel very betrayed and disrespected. I'm not sure what to do.

1136
00:58:09,400 --> 00:58:11,240
Speaker 1: He knows I'm mad at him, but with dumping him

1137
00:58:11,320 --> 00:58:14,600
Speaker 1: be over dramatic. I feel like hiding something is kind

1138
00:58:14,600 --> 00:58:16,600
Speaker 1: of a deal breaker. Please help me. I'm a Patreon.

1139
00:58:16,680 --> 00:58:19,240
Speaker 1: You can read this on there too. Um So she

1140
00:58:19,480 --> 00:58:23,680
Speaker 1: mentioned that she got tested, but really realize that they

1141
00:58:23,760 --> 00:58:26,760
Speaker 1: don't test for her bees. That's only because you have

1142
00:58:26,880 --> 00:58:30,920
Speaker 1: to just ask, so they do test you for her bees.

1143
00:58:31,160 --> 00:58:34,560
Speaker 1: If you go in for an STD screening, however, you

1144
00:58:34,720 --> 00:58:37,320
Speaker 1: have to ask for them to include her pies. So

1145
00:58:37,560 --> 00:58:40,480
Speaker 1: she's just saying like she got tested after but but like,

1146
00:58:40,800 --> 00:58:42,880
Speaker 1: like you know, it's sometings you've got to request or it,

1147
00:58:43,240 --> 00:58:46,240
Speaker 1: so just go back and requested. I think the interesting

1148
00:58:46,320 --> 00:58:48,560
Speaker 1: thing is is dumping him over dramatic because she said,

1149
00:58:48,560 --> 00:58:52,680
Speaker 1: it's not about the herpes. It's about um the deal

1150
00:58:52,760 --> 00:58:56,160
Speaker 1: breaker from hiding something. I'll be honest with you, and

1151
00:58:56,320 --> 00:58:59,920
Speaker 1: I surprised I'm even saying this, but I don't need

1152
00:59:00,000 --> 00:59:02,400
Speaker 1: to know if he realized he was hiding something. And

1153
00:59:02,560 --> 00:59:10,720
Speaker 1: here's why if a year later he told you, I yes, Like,

1154
00:59:11,360 --> 00:59:14,120
Speaker 1: I think here's the the interesting thing. You can be

1155
00:59:14,240 --> 00:59:17,000
Speaker 1: mad that he didn't care enough about your health because

1156
00:59:17,040 --> 00:59:19,680
Speaker 1: that is something that's super important that people don't give

1157
00:59:19,720 --> 00:59:22,440
Speaker 1: a funk about. Right, people care about themselves and people

1158
00:59:22,640 --> 00:59:25,520
Speaker 1: are worried about their own ship. Not everyone is as

1159
00:59:25,560 --> 00:59:28,360
Speaker 1: conci conscientious about others around them. That's why people voted

1160
00:59:28,400 --> 00:59:31,120
Speaker 1: for Trump, right, That's like just a more over larger issue.

1161
00:59:31,120 --> 00:59:34,160
Speaker 1: People are not selfless like they need to be. That

1162
00:59:34,440 --> 00:59:36,520
Speaker 1: is an issue for you. Let that be the issue

1163
00:59:36,560 --> 00:59:39,280
Speaker 1: for you. But if he eventually told you, he probably

1164
00:59:39,360 --> 00:59:42,720
Speaker 1: never realized that he was quote unquote lying right, So

1165
00:59:43,560 --> 00:59:45,440
Speaker 1: I don't know if dumping him for that would be

1166
00:59:45,520 --> 00:59:48,800
Speaker 1: over dramatic. I think dumping him should be because you

1167
00:59:48,920 --> 00:59:51,920
Speaker 1: feel like he doesn't care about that as much more

1168
00:59:52,040 --> 00:59:53,760
Speaker 1: than he hit it, because I don't know if they

1169
00:59:53,920 --> 00:59:56,240
Speaker 1: hid it. I think that this would be a time

1170
00:59:56,480 --> 00:59:59,680
Speaker 1: for you both to talk about your sexual health and

1171
00:59:59,840 --> 01:00:03,040
Speaker 1: be thing that he never went and got tested. To me,

1172
01:00:03,960 --> 01:00:08,520
Speaker 1: there's nothing technically wrong with him not disclosing the health

1173
01:00:09,400 --> 01:00:13,080
Speaker 1: of someone else. I think that this is something to

1174
01:00:13,160 --> 01:00:15,960
Speaker 1: where he could both take as a learning lesson. But

1175
01:00:16,120 --> 01:00:19,320
Speaker 1: the fact that he didn't disclose something that could be

1176
01:00:19,520 --> 01:00:22,800
Speaker 1: very private to someone else uh. To me. It's more

1177
01:00:22,880 --> 01:00:25,120
Speaker 1: so the fact that he never thought the need to

1178
01:00:25,160 --> 01:00:27,760
Speaker 1: go and get tested, which means he may not see

1179
01:00:28,240 --> 01:00:30,960
Speaker 1: herpes as a big deal, which means the two of

1180
01:00:31,040 --> 01:00:34,200
Speaker 1: you may need to open up about your views on

1181
01:00:34,320 --> 01:00:37,440
Speaker 1: sexual health as it pertains to as TVs and this

1182
01:00:37,640 --> 01:00:40,280
Speaker 1: could be the time to where you both go and

1183
01:00:40,360 --> 01:00:43,280
Speaker 1: get tested together, or you find or you find out

1184
01:00:43,360 --> 01:00:46,640
Speaker 1: from him why herpes isn't a big deal to him.

1185
01:00:46,920 --> 01:00:49,240
Speaker 1: Maybe he feels like it's not that big of a

1186
01:00:49,320 --> 01:00:51,200
Speaker 1: deal as long as you don't get out right, or

1187
01:00:51,280 --> 01:00:55,800
Speaker 1: maybe he feels like or maybe he feels like so

1188
01:00:55,960 --> 01:00:57,640
Speaker 1: many people in the world. I mean, we talked about

1189
01:00:57,640 --> 01:00:59,880
Speaker 1: it even on the episode. Eighty percent of people have

1190
01:01:00,280 --> 01:01:02,880
Speaker 1: have some form of herpie simplex. Of course there's the

1191
01:01:02,920 --> 01:01:04,720
Speaker 1: one on your mouth and the one on your genitals,

1192
01:01:05,000 --> 01:01:07,800
Speaker 1: but also herpies can can end up in any moist

1193
01:01:07,880 --> 01:01:09,800
Speaker 1: area on your body. You can get hertpees and you're

1194
01:01:09,800 --> 01:01:12,920
Speaker 1: goddamn armt pit. So I think that it's important for

1195
01:01:13,040 --> 01:01:17,760
Speaker 1: you guys to discuss your views on sexually transmitted disease

1196
01:01:17,880 --> 01:01:20,560
Speaker 1: and your sexual health and not use this as a

1197
01:01:20,640 --> 01:01:25,040
Speaker 1: time to to to badger him or or punish him

1198
01:01:25,080 --> 01:01:27,120
Speaker 1: by breaking up with him. But this is a chance

1199
01:01:27,200 --> 01:01:30,720
Speaker 1: for you to educate him and maybe see where his

1200
01:01:30,920 --> 01:01:33,720
Speaker 1: views are on this. Yeah, I think that's a really

1201
01:01:33,800 --> 01:01:37,800
Speaker 1: important thing, is that he may not just understand and um,

1202
01:01:39,040 --> 01:01:42,480
Speaker 1: everything is a learning moment and a teaching moment. Excuse me,

1203
01:01:42,640 --> 01:01:44,920
Speaker 1: And when it happens like this, especially if we told

1204
01:01:44,920 --> 01:01:48,120
Speaker 1: you a year later, it doesn't sound like a lie. Um. Also, bitch,

1205
01:01:48,240 --> 01:01:51,320
Speaker 1: what is never fully had sex? Because you look white? Zooey?

1206
01:01:51,480 --> 01:01:53,439
Speaker 1: And I wonder if this is some white people because

1207
01:01:53,440 --> 01:01:55,800
Speaker 1: when white people say we hooked up, I'm like, what

1208
01:01:55,960 --> 01:01:58,200
Speaker 1: that means? I don't know what hooked up means. Do

1209
01:01:58,240 --> 01:02:01,120
Speaker 1: you know what it means? Man? Because I don't hooked

1210
01:02:01,280 --> 01:02:03,960
Speaker 1: up without sex. Maybe just make people be like, yeah,

1211
01:02:03,960 --> 01:02:06,360
Speaker 1: we hooked up once and you're like, what's what I'm saying?

1212
01:02:06,400 --> 01:02:11,040
Speaker 1: Hooking hooking up the sex? That's what I thought. I'm

1213
01:02:12,280 --> 01:02:15,520
Speaker 1: but hooking up is the same way we talked about

1214
01:02:15,640 --> 01:02:21,360
Speaker 1: dating meaning something depending on the person or I mean,

1215
01:02:21,400 --> 01:02:24,080
Speaker 1: but we also say oral sex is sex, So my

1216
01:02:24,200 --> 01:02:27,640
Speaker 1: nigga's still sex. Okay, Well maybe that's what she means

1217
01:02:27,680 --> 01:02:30,280
Speaker 1: they never fully had sex. When she said they never

1218
01:02:30,400 --> 01:02:32,800
Speaker 1: fully had sex, that made me think to myself, they

1219
01:02:32,960 --> 01:02:35,080
Speaker 1: drive or played and or right