WEBVTT - Ronan's Reading 0:00:00.280 --> 0:00:03.360 Welcome to Insider's Guide to the Other Side, a production 0:00:03.440 --> 0:00:09.320 of iHeartRadio. Hi y'all, I'm Julie. 0:00:09.400 --> 0:00:13.320 Hi there, I'm Brenda. Welcome to Insider's Guide to the 0:00:13.360 --> 0:00:14.080 Other Side. 0:00:14.400 --> 0:00:16.920 Now, y'all need to know that we are obsessed with 0:00:17.320 --> 0:00:20.080 everything on the other side. 0:00:20.480 --> 0:00:23.800 Yes we are, because once you learn to navigate the energetic, 0:00:24.360 --> 0:00:27.920 or to some the invisible world, life is going to 0:00:27.920 --> 0:00:30.600 be more fun and much more serene. 0:00:31.320 --> 0:00:35.720 Uh heck, yes it can, because let's be honest, brand 0:00:35.720 --> 0:00:36.600 Earth school is hard. 0:00:36.640 --> 0:00:40.080 In fact, you taught me that let's crush Earth School together. 0:00:44.320 --> 0:00:48.080 So welcome everyone to this episode of Insider's Guide to 0:00:48.080 --> 0:00:51.199 the Other Side. You can tell this is Brenda not 0:00:51.400 --> 0:00:58.280 making the usual introduction because my alf, Miss the wonderful, 0:00:58.480 --> 0:01:00.880 the one and only, Miss Julie, is not here to 0:01:01.120 --> 0:01:02.640 greet you, so you're going to be dealing with me 0:01:02.840 --> 0:01:11.160 and Ronan, who has volunteered or been volunteld that we 0:01:11.280 --> 0:01:14.680 needed a subject for reading. So thank you for stepping 0:01:14.720 --> 0:01:20.720 forward and welcome, Welcome, Welcome to the episode. And we 0:01:20.840 --> 0:01:22.720 do not know each other, so this is going to 0:01:22.720 --> 0:01:24.800 be a fun adventure for both of us. Thank you 0:01:24.920 --> 0:01:27.360 again for generous. 0:01:27.400 --> 0:01:32.319 My pleasure to be here, and you had. 0:01:32.200 --> 0:01:35.800 Mentioned that you hadn't had an like a tarror reading 0:01:35.920 --> 0:01:38.360 or an astrology reading before. Is that right. 0:01:38.400 --> 0:01:41.880 I've never I've never gotten one professionally done by someone else. 0:01:41.959 --> 0:01:44.880 I actually read my own tarot quite well, Oh you do. 0:01:48.240 --> 0:01:53.720 I'm very interested in all things astrology, divining tarot, So 0:01:55.520 --> 0:01:58.320 your lovely producer, Joey. I've given Joey a few terror 0:01:58.400 --> 0:01:59.440 readings over the years. 0:02:00.080 --> 0:02:03.680 Fantastic, fantastic, I love it. Okay, great, great, So that 0:02:03.720 --> 0:02:06.160 we're going to have fun today then, but we're going 0:02:06.240 --> 0:02:09.400 to have fun no matter what. But now to betake 0:02:09.400 --> 0:02:12.320 you to the next level. So all right, and thank 0:02:12.320 --> 0:02:14.800 you for sending your information so I could do your 0:02:15.000 --> 0:02:18.880 neurology chart in your astrology chart because that's always really 0:02:18.880 --> 0:02:22.040 interesting as well. So first things first, we're going to 0:02:22.120 --> 0:02:24.160 do a blessing, right, So we got to get the 0:02:24.240 --> 0:02:27.720 energy vibe, set the parameters for the space for us 0:02:27.800 --> 0:02:30.960 to do sacred work. So I'm gonna ask you just 0:02:31.000 --> 0:02:34.360 to drop your focus and your attention into your heart space. 0:02:36.400 --> 0:02:38.880 And if we go to the heart space, because the 0:02:38.960 --> 0:02:42.600 heart contains all possibilities, and then we get to choose 0:02:42.639 --> 0:02:45.800 from a very hopefully high vibe of what we're willing 0:02:45.840 --> 0:02:49.800 to activate and finance from all our options the divine 0:02:49.840 --> 0:02:53.320 presents to us. So as you gently drop into your 0:02:53.320 --> 0:02:57.400 heart space and bring a small focus to the areas 0:02:57.440 --> 0:03:02.440 where you would like more attention, more focus, more support, 0:03:02.600 --> 0:03:08.919 more insights. Just bring a small focus there and while 0:03:08.960 --> 0:03:13.560 you hold that frequency, I asked the universe in accordance 0:03:13.600 --> 0:03:21.240 with everything that's good and everything that's light, let it 0:03:21.280 --> 0:03:30.960 be in the reading. Excellent, beautiful, thank you. Wow. Okay, 0:03:31.120 --> 0:03:35.000 it was so exciting. So obviously I spend time with 0:03:35.040 --> 0:03:40.000 your chart, with your extraordinary chart, and you have a 0:03:40.040 --> 0:03:44.600 Piscy sun, a cancer moon, and a Scorpio rising, so 0:03:44.760 --> 0:03:48.760 you basically that's all three water signs are very activated. 0:03:49.360 --> 0:03:52.400 So and the other thing is you may have heard 0:03:52.520 --> 0:03:55.800 we had a big transit earlier this year with Piscy 0:03:56.000 --> 0:04:02.480 or with Pluto moving and moving into Aquarius. This is 0:04:02.600 --> 0:04:05.760 this is huge and all these all the things, and 0:04:06.960 --> 0:04:10.360 so what what's interesting to me about this is that 0:04:10.560 --> 0:04:16.440 your Pluto is in the first house. And so as 0:04:16.480 --> 0:04:20.240 I think about the feeling component you have, I imagine every 0:04:20.240 --> 0:04:23.719 once in a while it gets a little a little 0:04:23.720 --> 0:04:26.599 overwhelming for you. The intensity of the world you could 0:04:26.640 --> 0:04:27.000 say that. 0:04:27.480 --> 0:04:30.000 Yeah. 0:04:27.880 --> 0:04:32.440 So what I also love is, you know, you have 0:04:32.520 --> 0:04:37.760 these dogs, and the way the dogs show up is 0:04:37.800 --> 0:04:40.200 it can be very grounding for you because no matter 0:04:40.200 --> 0:04:42.760 how overwhelmed you are, they have to be walked, they 0:04:42.800 --> 0:04:44.760 have to be fed, they have to be played with, 0:04:45.000 --> 0:04:47.680 they have to write. And I would think that's a 0:04:47.880 --> 0:04:51.400 really good practice for you because it gets you because 0:04:51.440 --> 0:04:53.080 otherwise you can be like, I'm going to curl up 0:04:53.120 --> 0:04:54.520 in a ball and not talk to anyone for a 0:04:54.560 --> 0:04:56.839 couple of days. Does this make sense? 0:04:57.279 --> 0:05:02.159 That is so accurate. It's actually like making me missy eyed. 0:05:02.640 --> 0:05:04.320 Yeah that's crazy. 0:05:05.040 --> 0:05:08.560 Yeah. So just sometimes when you like get frustrated, like 0:05:08.600 --> 0:05:10.960 oh I can't do this today, you're like, thank you 0:05:11.080 --> 0:05:14.159 so much for making me do this today. I need 0:05:14.200 --> 0:05:16.760 to move my body. I need to move my body. 0:05:16.800 --> 0:05:19.640 I need to like, I have to feel my feelings 0:05:20.000 --> 0:05:23.680 and keep moving because sometimes when you feel your feelings, 0:05:23.800 --> 0:05:26.440 you can go under, right because all that water, You're 0:05:26.480 --> 0:05:28.279 just like, I'm going under. I don't know if I'll 0:05:28.320 --> 0:05:31.520 ever ever be able to come up. So that's going 0:05:31.600 --> 0:05:34.120 to be really something to be grateful. 0:05:33.720 --> 0:05:35.000 For for sure. 0:05:35.240 --> 0:05:38.040 Yeah. I really want to be love that. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, 0:05:38.040 --> 0:05:40.440 So you celebrate them every day because they are literally 0:05:40.520 --> 0:05:43.760 taking care of you, right for real? 0:05:44.200 --> 0:05:47.680 Yeah, Yeah, it's funny. So I briefly mentioned that I 0:05:47.760 --> 0:05:50.480 just moved across the country and part of the reason 0:05:50.560 --> 0:05:52.520 that I did that, and it felt like a kind 0:05:52.560 --> 0:05:54.720 of like pithy reason, but it was so deep in 0:05:54.760 --> 0:05:56.400 my soul. It was like, I need to be closer 0:05:56.440 --> 0:05:59.200 to my family dogs so that I can have that connection. 0:06:00.480 --> 0:06:03.200 Oh, you didn't have your dogs before. 0:06:03.440 --> 0:06:06.760 Not in New York, because they're the family dogs that 0:06:06.760 --> 0:06:09.080 we got them over the pandemic. And then I went 0:06:09.120 --> 0:06:11.200 to New York for two and a half years and 0:06:11.240 --> 0:06:13.599 like would see them, you know, on holidays and stuff, 0:06:13.680 --> 0:06:17.560 and I just felt such a distinct, like part of 0:06:17.560 --> 0:06:21.440 my life was missing. And so ever since coming back, 0:06:21.480 --> 0:06:27.039 it's been such a really healing experience to just constant 0:06:27.160 --> 0:06:28.200 that constant connection. 0:06:28.800 --> 0:06:33.159 Yes, yes, super important, super important for you. Yeah, I 0:06:33.160 --> 0:06:36.200 would recommend you always have some It's funny because we 0:06:36.279 --> 0:06:39.359 think of that we're the caretakers of the pets, but 0:06:39.440 --> 0:06:44.240 it's actually the other way around, right, Yeah, I mean 0:06:44.240 --> 0:06:46.440 they grew takes such good care of us, and they 0:06:46.520 --> 0:06:51.560 remind us like, hey, the world is gonna sweep us 0:06:51.560 --> 0:06:54.280 away if we don't like just pay attention to the 0:06:54.320 --> 0:06:57.440 little things and they make us they also make us play, 0:06:58.040 --> 0:07:00.240 like no, you must play with me, just like that. 0:07:00.400 --> 0:07:04.440 You know, he was pawing, like, hey, are you sure 0:07:04.440 --> 0:07:07.560 it's not time to play? Are you sure? Because it 0:07:07.560 --> 0:07:08.520 feels like it's time. 0:07:09.120 --> 0:07:12.360 Yeah, that's so so apt. 0:07:13.160 --> 0:07:19.320 Yeah, Now, I with everything you have going on, there's 0:07:19.640 --> 0:07:21.160 so again, I'm not going to do like a full 0:07:21.200 --> 0:07:23.440 astrology reading swinder, just a little bit of everything. But 0:07:24.320 --> 0:07:25.800 there's just a couple of things I really want to 0:07:25.840 --> 0:07:31.040 talk about. Obviously, you have this Pisce son, and it's 0:07:31.080 --> 0:07:33.560 at the twenty fifth degree of Pisces, right, there are 0:07:33.640 --> 0:07:36.120 thirty degrees and twenty nine degrees in each sign, and 0:07:36.200 --> 0:07:42.200 so this so you have this wisdom that I'm sure 0:07:42.240 --> 0:07:45.800 you here all the time. Gosh, you're you're you're older 0:07:45.800 --> 0:07:48.400 than your age, like you have you like have an 0:07:48.400 --> 0:07:50.520 old soul. People would say, does this make sense? 0:07:51.800 --> 0:07:59.040 And is it's a constant feedback, which. 0:07:58.880 --> 0:08:00.640 Is, which is wonderful. You have lots of time to 0:08:00.680 --> 0:08:05.280 grow into it. But it's true when you're in that, 0:08:07.000 --> 0:08:11.200 you know, in those later degrees there's just while you 0:08:11.280 --> 0:08:14.000 feel deeply at all times and you are very sensitive 0:08:14.040 --> 0:08:19.040 and empathetic and compassionate. There's also you understand like this 0:08:19.160 --> 0:08:21.600 is just part of life where other people are flipping 0:08:21.680 --> 0:08:24.360 out and you're like, you know, you can't. There's things 0:08:24.440 --> 0:08:26.680 you can flip out about, and there are things that 0:08:26.720 --> 0:08:28.680 are worthy of flipping out about it, but this isn't 0:08:28.720 --> 0:08:30.960 one of them. This is just a thing. It's you know, 0:08:31.040 --> 0:08:34.360 like you take that bigger picture, you have that wisdom. 0:08:35.320 --> 0:08:39.839 I imagine it's very comforting to people, although it can 0:08:39.880 --> 0:08:42.160 be a lot to hold. And I just want to 0:08:42.160 --> 0:08:47.400 appouach that because you hold a lot when people have issues, 0:08:47.440 --> 0:08:50.719 they come to you, right, They're like, what should I do? 0:08:51.840 --> 0:08:56.760 Yeah, that's been a historic reality for sure. Wow, know 0:08:56.880 --> 0:09:01.880 that that is ringing, very very true. Yeahful for that reflection. 0:09:03.240 --> 0:09:06.240 And I imagined there were times even you thought you 0:09:06.320 --> 0:09:10.559 may have even considered going in like being a therapist 0:09:10.679 --> 0:09:14.000 or being someone who is it. Is it true? 0:09:14.480 --> 0:09:17.280 Yeah? I mean, like if I if I were to 0:09:17.320 --> 0:09:21.160 do the whole like logically analyzing my skill set and 0:09:21.200 --> 0:09:27.720 going for a solid career with stability quote unquote being 0:09:27.720 --> 0:09:31.000 a therapist, Like it's kind of the most logical thing 0:09:31.240 --> 0:09:36.480 considering that I've historically provided that service for lots of 0:09:36.520 --> 0:09:39.280 friends without it being a profession. 0:09:39.880 --> 0:09:41.320 For Frae, you did it for free. 0:09:42.559 --> 0:09:44.280 It's a hobby. I'm a hobby therapist. 0:09:44.440 --> 0:09:48.960 I guess, Oh my god, I love it. Yes, from 0:09:49.160 --> 0:09:53.280 sol soul training, that the school training soul training, which 0:09:53.360 --> 0:09:56.679 is really fun. And so I just want to acknowledge that. 0:09:56.720 --> 0:10:00.440 And again, because so that's your son, right, that's your sun. 0:10:00.559 --> 0:10:02.800 And then you have your moon, which is literally how 0:10:02.840 --> 0:10:07.080 we process emotions. Also in the house is in the 0:10:07.120 --> 0:10:11.240 sun of cancer, and it's also in the eighth house, 0:10:11.280 --> 0:10:19.280 which means you're really really psychic, right, totally, that's awesome. 0:10:20.360 --> 0:10:23.720 And then your rising sign is Scorpio, which is also 0:10:23.880 --> 0:10:28.080 a really psychic house. So it's you know, so you've 0:10:28.080 --> 0:10:34.240 got the trifecta. So abow a bow. That's yeah, it's awesome. 0:10:34.960 --> 0:10:37.840 And I will also say what's funny is every once 0:10:37.880 --> 0:10:39.720 in a while you'll show up with all kinds of 0:10:39.720 --> 0:10:42.000 boundaries and all kinds of I have a plan. You 0:10:42.000 --> 0:10:44.319 guys are not going to mess with my plan. And 0:10:45.000 --> 0:10:47.920 then people are like, what the hell we'reng What the 0:10:47.960 --> 0:10:50.720 hell does this makes sense? 0:10:50.760 --> 0:10:55.040 Brenda? This is so accurate. It's hilarious. Like the way 0:10:55.080 --> 0:10:57.720 that everyone in my life. As soon as I'm like, okay, 0:10:58.080 --> 0:11:05.840 boundaries structure, They're like, you have changed. We didn't sign 0:11:05.960 --> 0:11:08.600 up for this one, Like it's so funny. 0:11:09.080 --> 0:11:10.600 They're like, who are you? And what have you done 0:11:10.600 --> 0:11:15.720 with our beloved rooms? 0:11:15.760 --> 0:11:16.400 So funny? 0:11:16.640 --> 0:11:20.080 And I want to say when you do that, when 0:11:20.120 --> 0:11:23.520 you get that, like okay, I've given you, yeah, who's 0:11:23.640 --> 0:11:26.560 enough leeway. And I've bent my you know, bent my 0:11:26.640 --> 0:11:29.880 schedule and turned myself inside out to I'm taking charge. 0:11:29.960 --> 0:11:34.360 This is happening, right. That's literally when Saturn kicks in, and. 0:11:34.240 --> 0:11:35.280 It's that structure. 0:11:35.760 --> 0:11:39.800 I have structure so I can have freedom, right. It's 0:11:40.000 --> 0:11:43.360 it's actually not to restrain people or to control them. 0:11:43.400 --> 0:11:46.040 It actually says, with a plan, we can actually get 0:11:46.040 --> 0:11:47.680 the things done you want to get done, which means 0:11:47.720 --> 0:11:50.720 we have then, you know, accomplished something and we feel free. 0:11:51.440 --> 0:11:54.760 And if I let you, you know, like like I'm 0:11:54.840 --> 0:12:00.000 hurting cats here, right, I just like I can, if 0:12:00.160 --> 0:12:02.560 I can just like corral you, y'all, we can get 0:12:02.559 --> 0:12:05.880 this done and move forward. And so you have Saturn, 0:12:05.960 --> 0:12:10.760 who is considered the task master of the zodiac. He says, 0:12:10.840 --> 0:12:14.360 get it done, do it right, and you know, commit 0:12:14.520 --> 0:12:19.800 with discipline and like commit like it's a commitment, and 0:12:19.840 --> 0:12:23.160 we're going to set its structure. And this planet sits 0:12:23.160 --> 0:12:26.439 in the house of Taurus, right, which is the sign 0:12:26.520 --> 0:12:29.400 of the bull, and it's the bull, like people are 0:12:29.480 --> 0:12:32.280 like get afraid of bulls, And only when they really 0:12:32.320 --> 0:12:35.920 piss you off should they be afraid. Like if when 0:12:36.000 --> 0:12:38.720 people break commitments to you, it's really hard on you. 0:12:39.120 --> 0:12:41.800 It's really you're like, oh, I'm not going to be 0:12:41.800 --> 0:12:43.560 over this for a minute. You need to give me 0:12:43.600 --> 0:12:46.840 some space, right, Like I've really counted on you. I 0:12:46.920 --> 0:12:49.360 turned myself inside out, I changed my schedule, I did 0:12:49.360 --> 0:12:51.600 this and this and this, and you are a no show? 0:12:51.640 --> 0:12:58.920 Are you kidding me? Right? And right? And so you 0:12:59.000 --> 0:13:01.800 just have to tell them, hey, you know I have 0:13:01.920 --> 0:13:05.080 Saturn and Taurus and now I must hurt you. 0:13:06.480 --> 0:13:08.800 And then I imagine the Scorpio rising kind of kicks 0:13:08.840 --> 0:13:09.560 in to help me. 0:13:12.160 --> 0:13:19.400 Well, the Scorpio rising will plot exactly watch your back. 0:13:21.640 --> 0:13:24.760 So that's how that goes. But you know, in this way, 0:13:25.840 --> 0:13:29.199 just to let people know, like this is my commitment. 0:13:29.280 --> 0:13:31.200 You all know how I love a plan. You know, 0:13:31.840 --> 0:13:35.040 do not mess with me in my plan. Let them 0:13:35.120 --> 0:13:37.280 know that's all you have to say is like, hey, 0:13:37.280 --> 0:13:39.040 there are times that can be loosened free, but now 0:13:39.040 --> 0:13:40.960 we have a plan and commitment. Maybe there was money 0:13:40.960 --> 0:13:45.440 involved put down or you know whatever, because Taurus also 0:13:45.640 --> 0:13:52.360 rules your resources, resources being time and energy and money. Like, hey, 0:13:52.480 --> 0:13:54.920 I'm already committed to this plan. I've already you know, 0:13:55.040 --> 0:13:58.959 invested here. Do not mess with my investments now. I 0:13:59.080 --> 0:14:02.320 make sure we understand and each other here. Okay, So 0:14:02.559 --> 0:14:03.800 that's really important. 0:14:04.160 --> 0:14:07.680 So that's super cool to have reflected back to me 0:14:07.800 --> 0:14:10.320 because that is something that has been so present in 0:14:10.360 --> 0:14:13.440 my life and like has resulted in this kind of 0:14:13.559 --> 0:14:16.800 fear of making the plan in the first place, because 0:14:16.880 --> 0:14:19.880 there's like a commitment. I know, I don't want it 0:14:19.960 --> 0:14:22.840 to go awry, and I feel like, you know sometimes 0:14:22.840 --> 0:14:24.920 with the herding cats, like I can't really put my 0:14:25.000 --> 0:14:29.160 faith in you know, others because I haven't expressed the 0:14:29.880 --> 0:14:32.840 importance of the plan to me. Like so the kind 0:14:32.880 --> 0:14:35.880 of emphasis on like no, if I can communicate and 0:14:36.840 --> 0:14:39.440 you know, set up that like this is this is 0:14:39.480 --> 0:14:42.000 my investment. This is very important to me that we 0:14:42.080 --> 0:14:44.960 have this structure. That's very empowering. 0:14:45.800 --> 0:14:49.560 Yeah, And I can see that because you're so empathetic 0:14:49.600 --> 0:14:55.640 and so generous that you you will over extend yourself 0:14:55.800 --> 0:14:59.240 to make the plan work. But let me offer you 0:14:59.280 --> 0:15:05.480 this really wise axiom guidance that was given to me. Uh, 0:15:05.600 --> 0:15:08.600 and I have to reach for too. That when you're 0:15:08.680 --> 0:15:12.480 working collaborating with people, tell them I will work as 0:15:12.560 --> 0:15:15.320 hard as you, but I'm not going to work harder 0:15:15.360 --> 0:15:17.119 than you're willing to work for yourself. 0:15:18.400 --> 0:15:21.040 That is so beautiful and right. 0:15:21.520 --> 0:15:24.440 Yeah, it's it's a mic drop moment, right, You're like, Oh, 0:15:24.640 --> 0:15:26.840 I can do that. I can set those kind of boundaries, 0:15:28.120 --> 0:15:32.920 but it's actually essential. It's really essential, especially because you 0:15:32.920 --> 0:15:36.120 you are so generous of heart, right, and so generous 0:15:36.120 --> 0:15:39.920 with the gifts you have, which are many, and to 0:15:40.000 --> 0:15:44.000 be able to do this is extraordinary. So I will 0:15:44.040 --> 0:15:46.280 work as hard as you will for what you want, 0:15:46.320 --> 0:15:48.000 but I'm not going to work harder than you're willing 0:15:48.040 --> 0:15:49.120 to work for yourself. 0:15:49.400 --> 0:15:52.600 Oh my gosh, right, that is going to go like 0:15:52.720 --> 0:15:54.600 on a post it note on my mirror. 0:15:55.000 --> 0:16:01.560 Yeah that's yeah, it's super important, super important. Okay, So 0:16:01.600 --> 0:16:03.880 that and that's all that Taurus is all in the 0:16:03.920 --> 0:16:07.080 house of service. So that's why I really want you 0:16:07.160 --> 0:16:09.920 to have that boundary. You have to have boundaries of 0:16:09.960 --> 0:16:13.640 how you're willing to serve because of your generosity, right, 0:16:14.040 --> 0:16:18.920 because of your generosity, that's the sixth house, and that's 0:16:19.000 --> 0:16:27.840 that's the House of Taurus for you. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, 0:16:27.920 --> 0:16:30.800 welcome back. So now I want to talk about two planets. 0:16:30.840 --> 0:16:36.840 You're very exciting. Well, I'm excited for you. You get 0:16:36.880 --> 0:16:40.600 to decide whether they're exciting or But there are two 0:16:40.640 --> 0:16:44.560 planets that are are very super charged, right, So they're 0:16:44.560 --> 0:16:46.680 in dignity. They're in the ruling house. So you have 0:16:46.760 --> 0:16:49.520 Mars in the House of Arias in the fifth house, 0:16:49.920 --> 0:16:56.880 and the fifth house is entertainment, creativity, and gambling, as in, 0:16:57.040 --> 0:17:01.480 I'm willing to take risks. Oh that's funny, right, unless 0:17:01.520 --> 0:17:05.199 you it can actually be gambling. Are you sorry? Like 0:17:05.200 --> 0:17:06.720 to gamble? Do you play poker? Do you do? 0:17:06.840 --> 0:17:10.119 No? But I've been told that I should never start 0:17:10.200 --> 0:17:13.879 because I would probably have a like an instant, like 0:17:14.280 --> 0:17:20.960 consistent need for it quote unquote addictive personality runs a 0:17:21.000 --> 0:17:22.080 little strong here. 0:17:22.280 --> 0:17:25.480 Well, and well it's because of all the water, right, 0:17:25.520 --> 0:17:27.480 I can just get carried away in the current, I 0:17:27.520 --> 0:17:30.600 can just get carried away and I can go unconscious, right, 0:17:31.160 --> 0:17:34.960 So this is a this is while your son is 0:17:35.000 --> 0:17:38.560 in the fourth house, which is the house of unconsciousness. 0:17:39.160 --> 0:17:42.199 So that's why I can go. I can literally just 0:17:42.240 --> 0:17:45.280 like get, I can numb out really fast. 0:17:46.000 --> 0:17:46.680 Oh wow. 0:17:46.840 --> 0:17:52.919 So that's that's your your that's your watch out. So 0:17:53.000 --> 0:17:55.200 you have to that's but this is why I really 0:17:55.280 --> 0:17:58.800 I want you to to think about. But you you 0:17:58.840 --> 0:18:01.119 did allude to that you don't have a tradition to 0:18:01.160 --> 0:18:04.679 what you know air quotes traditional career. So I'm assuming 0:18:04.720 --> 0:18:06.960 you have some sort of creative, creative career. 0:18:07.359 --> 0:18:08.080 I'm an actor. 0:18:08.840 --> 0:18:14.080 Ah, there we go. Well that void that voice fantastic. Okay, great, congratulations. 0:18:14.400 --> 0:18:16.920 So you couldn't ask for a better marketing, right, So 0:18:17.040 --> 0:18:21.320 you literally have Mars right, which is like this. It 0:18:21.359 --> 0:18:24.480 can be very aggressive, it can be fearless. It's going 0:18:24.560 --> 0:18:27.400 to fight for what it wants. And it's it came 0:18:27.440 --> 0:18:29.720 to originate. It doesn't it didn't come to follow in 0:18:29.800 --> 0:18:32.000 other people. It can be inspired by other people, but 0:18:32.040 --> 0:18:34.680 I'm an original. I'm going to do it my way 0:18:35.080 --> 0:18:37.959 like it's and it's going to be amazing. So you're welcome. 0:18:38.240 --> 0:18:42.240 You know, it's right, love to hear it. 0:18:42.640 --> 0:18:46.160 And it's in the house it's in its own house, right, 0:18:46.200 --> 0:18:49.040 so it's it's very happy there. So you have full 0:18:49.160 --> 0:18:52.200 access to this charge of Mars that says go after 0:18:52.240 --> 0:18:54.960 what you want. Right. So a lot of people have 0:18:55.080 --> 0:18:57.640 the vision, but they don't have the firepower. You have 0:18:57.800 --> 0:19:01.879 a firepower which is also know, especially in the fifth house, 0:19:02.080 --> 0:19:03.520 is like star quality power. 0:19:04.320 --> 0:19:09.359 Right to hear that? Yeah, do that wonderful. 0:19:09.720 --> 0:19:12.040 Now. I do want to say one other thing. Because 0:19:12.080 --> 0:19:16.359 you have Mars in this house, you want to watch 0:19:16.600 --> 0:19:20.840 that you can be distracted by love because this is 0:19:20.840 --> 0:19:25.359 the house of love affairs. Right. Notice that I didn't 0:19:25.400 --> 0:19:29.959 say love for relationships, said love love affairs. So you 0:19:30.000 --> 0:19:32.760 can be distracted by shiny objects. 0:19:32.320 --> 0:19:38.919 Here what me, No, that's never happened before. 0:19:38.960 --> 0:19:44.960 It must be somebody else. So yeah, like when you 0:19:45.119 --> 0:19:48.320 when you're when your heart goes, you're like, I can't 0:19:48.320 --> 0:19:49.160 think of anything else. 0:19:50.320 --> 0:19:51.399 Yeah that makes sense. 0:19:52.400 --> 0:19:57.920 Okay, I just want to remind you of that. 0:19:58.840 --> 0:20:00.480 It's nice to have. It's always it's nice to have 0:20:00.560 --> 0:20:06.960 astrological validation for my elections. You know, nice call out. 0:20:07.240 --> 0:20:11.160 That was a call out. I'm grateful for the call out. 0:20:11.920 --> 0:20:16.840 Thank you for taking it in the way. It's meant life, right, 0:20:17.359 --> 0:20:21.360 exactly and how fun, right, because we didn't come come 0:20:21.400 --> 0:20:24.440 to be, you know, in the back seat the whole time, right, 0:20:24.520 --> 0:20:26.680 so it's fun to like, hey, I'm going to burn 0:20:26.680 --> 0:20:28.960 it up sometimes and I know this is but it's 0:20:28.960 --> 0:20:31.640 going to be a great ride, you know for sure, 0:20:33.080 --> 0:20:35.760 and that can be okay, just be really aware of 0:20:35.800 --> 0:20:38.920 what you do. Stay, stay awake, don't fall asleep, don't 0:20:38.920 --> 0:20:45.880 get into that addictive cycle. That's going to be super important. Yeah, yeah, yeah, okay. 0:20:45.920 --> 0:20:51.440 So the other house where you have this, where the 0:20:51.520 --> 0:20:55.760 ruling planet is in its home base, is you have 0:20:55.840 --> 0:21:00.359 yournness in Aquarius and this is in the third house. 0:21:00.560 --> 0:21:04.400 So the third house is all about think of it, well, 0:21:04.440 --> 0:21:08.760 it's a house of learning. It's it's it's an air sign. 0:21:08.800 --> 0:21:14.640 So it's about intellect and that you you originate ideas, 0:21:14.720 --> 0:21:16.840 You innovate ideas. Like someone says, well this is what 0:21:16.840 --> 0:21:18.960 we're thinking about, and you're like, ooh, good fodder. I 0:21:18.960 --> 0:21:21.159 can create something on my own. This is going to 0:21:21.200 --> 0:21:24.240 be fun, right, you like you like to generate, And 0:21:24.280 --> 0:21:26.800 again that pairs so nicely with that Mars energy that 0:21:26.920 --> 0:21:29.439 just says let's go, let's go, let's go, you know, 0:21:31.040 --> 0:21:34.199 which can be really fun, and you like, uh, you know, 0:21:34.240 --> 0:21:37.199 you like to have the creativity to to break the 0:21:37.280 --> 0:21:41.520 rules rights. As one of my philosophy teachers says, you 0:21:41.600 --> 0:21:44.200 have to know the rules to break the rules, otherwise 0:21:44.200 --> 0:21:47.919 you're just being careless. And because it's in this third house, 0:21:47.920 --> 0:21:51.199 which is about learning, I would always encourage you to 0:21:51.320 --> 0:21:53.720 make sure you know the rules before you break them. 0:21:53.800 --> 0:21:56.240 It's completely fine to break them as long as you 0:21:56.359 --> 0:21:59.080 know them. If you don't know the rules and you're 0:21:59.080 --> 0:22:01.879 breaking them, you being careless. Does this make sense? 0:22:02.000 --> 0:22:05.600 Yeah? Absolutely, I love this approach to especially like just 0:22:05.640 --> 0:22:08.399 coming out of art school and you know, being in 0:22:08.440 --> 0:22:10.840 the arts and like being in this place where like 0:22:10.880 --> 0:22:13.440 I've had a lot of professors tell me the same thing, 0:22:13.560 --> 0:22:15.120 like you have to know the rules to break them, 0:22:15.200 --> 0:22:17.359 and I really I do love breaking rules. 0:22:17.720 --> 0:22:18.440 I know you do. 0:22:19.359 --> 0:22:26.040 Yeah, yeah, so, but I also love the study of 0:22:26.320 --> 0:22:30.680 the kind of traditions and the rules themselves. So that's 0:22:31.200 --> 0:22:34.040 again like another fun Like I love to be reflected 0:22:34.040 --> 0:22:37.439 in the stars. 0:22:36.000 --> 0:22:41.400 Is fun, It's amazing. And do you have a neptune 0:22:41.440 --> 0:22:43.960 in the third house too, which is you do like 0:22:44.000 --> 0:22:46.960 to go deep, you like to understand things, and when 0:22:46.960 --> 0:22:50.760 you have a great teacher. You're very excited, right, very excited, 0:22:52.040 --> 0:22:54.600 and when you have a bad teacher, you're very annoyed. 0:22:56.720 --> 0:23:00.320 I have been a little insubordinate before. When I think 0:23:00.320 --> 0:23:02.280 that my teacher is doing their job, I will say 0:23:02.320 --> 0:23:03.560 that is something that has happened. 0:23:03.920 --> 0:23:07.080 Yeah, you get surly, right, and it's because your mind 0:23:07.119 --> 0:23:09.159 moves so quickly, and you're like, we go back to 0:23:09.240 --> 0:23:11.840 Saturn and Taurus. This is a waste of my time. 0:23:12.920 --> 0:23:14.480 This is a waste of my time, and I'm paying 0:23:14.520 --> 0:23:15.960 for this now now I'm. 0:23:15.840 --> 0:23:20.520 Pissed, right, yeah, yeah. 0:23:19.400 --> 0:23:22.000 And that's okay because you're living your chart and that's 0:23:22.040 --> 0:23:23.879 all of our assignments. That's why it's so important to 0:23:23.880 --> 0:23:24.760 study astrology. 0:23:25.160 --> 0:23:28.879 I love that. Yeah, yeah, assignment. 0:23:28.760 --> 0:23:31.760 This yeah, this is our assignment. So yeah, so good 0:23:31.760 --> 0:23:33.680 for you. The other thing, I just want to say, 0:23:33.720 --> 0:23:37.280 when you break the rules, there's always an element of 0:23:37.400 --> 0:23:41.959 elegance to it, like you design and beauty that it 0:23:42.040 --> 0:23:46.679 can be physically beautiful, but it's also intellectually graceful, like 0:23:46.720 --> 0:23:51.880 people go ooh, that's really good, you know, right, Yeah, 0:23:51.920 --> 0:23:54.480 I love that. Yeah, yeah, So I just want to 0:23:54.520 --> 0:23:56.080 I just want to call that out and acknowledge it 0:23:56.119 --> 0:24:02.240 because it's really quite extraordinary. And again you have again 0:24:02.280 --> 0:24:08.080 it's Uranus in Aquarius, which is all about that innovation 0:24:09.000 --> 0:24:11.919 and designing for the collective. You don't do it just 0:24:12.000 --> 0:24:14.600 about you. You don't do it just about you, right, 0:24:15.960 --> 0:24:18.119 and so that's that's important when you're in Mars, when 0:24:18.160 --> 0:24:21.280 you're in that Mars mode, and that's that's little that's 0:24:21.320 --> 0:24:24.840 more individualistic, because that's how Mars and Ares is. But 0:24:25.080 --> 0:24:28.400 you've got Uranus in Aquarius, which is for the collective. 0:24:28.440 --> 0:24:32.000 So it's a really nice balance. It's a really nice balance. Yeah, 0:24:32.160 --> 0:24:35.240 So it's kind of beautiful to see. And then the 0:24:35.359 --> 0:24:38.879 final planet. Again, these are all planets in dignity, so 0:24:38.920 --> 0:24:42.440 they're all like fully charged. I mean most people don't 0:24:42.440 --> 0:24:44.959 have three planets in dignity, you know, So just celebrate this. 0:24:45.000 --> 0:24:49.120 It's just a gift from the gods. So do I 0:24:49.119 --> 0:24:52.320 I love it for you, and especially as an actor, 0:24:53.160 --> 0:24:55.280 this is extraordinary. Like I didn't know what you did. 0:24:55.320 --> 0:24:57.520 I knew it had to be created creative, but I 0:24:57.520 --> 0:25:00.119 didn't know how it was going to do. So I 0:25:00.200 --> 0:25:03.119 just so many things, Brenda, just one word at a 0:25:03.119 --> 0:25:04.320 time gets out. 0:25:05.760 --> 0:25:06.840 A relatable. 0:25:10.200 --> 0:25:12.560 One word at a time. Well and partly because when 0:25:12.560 --> 0:25:15.880 I get into the chart, like I start matching your energy, right, 0:25:16.000 --> 0:25:19.800 and I am not wired to run that energy, so 0:25:19.840 --> 0:25:25.320 I can all trip off you, however wired to To 0:25:25.480 --> 0:25:29.320 our audience, I apologize trying to get out six words 0:25:29.320 --> 0:25:32.080 at once. So when we have plans and dignity, we 0:25:32.200 --> 0:25:35.040 have full access to them. And so I'm looking at 0:25:35.040 --> 0:25:37.679 these planets. We have full access to the energy that 0:25:37.720 --> 0:25:40.119 those planets bring in those houses. And it's such a 0:25:40.160 --> 0:25:42.840 blessing from from the cosmos. It's such a blessing to 0:25:42.880 --> 0:25:46.600 see that. And so again I didn't know what you did, 0:25:46.640 --> 0:25:50.119 but I knew it would be fully charged. And you 0:25:50.280 --> 0:25:53.199 have the moon how we feel, and it's home sign 0:25:53.440 --> 0:25:59.760 of cancer in the eighth house, which means take the 0:25:59.800 --> 0:26:04.080 most challenging roles from all ends of the spectrum. Do 0:26:04.200 --> 0:26:07.560 not get do not get stereotyped because you have that 0:26:07.560 --> 0:26:11.119 that Uranus and Aquarius. Make sure like I do, I 0:26:11.119 --> 0:26:13.600 play a love interest here, I play criminal here, and 0:26:13.640 --> 0:26:17.880 make psychopath here, I play you know, like play all 0:26:18.160 --> 0:26:22.720 play everything because that will be fun for you, right right, 0:26:22.920 --> 0:26:27.080 Like take the weirdest roles you can like that, That's 0:26:27.119 --> 0:26:29.600 what I would advise you to do, Like just as 0:26:29.640 --> 0:26:32.760 long as you're challenged, and it doesn't matter how big 0:26:32.840 --> 0:26:35.720 or small it is. Obviously you have you have financial obligations, 0:26:35.760 --> 0:26:38.800 blah blah blah, but you, but you, But really like 0:26:38.880 --> 0:26:41.520 I want you experiencing all of it. That's what's going 0:26:41.600 --> 0:26:42.040 to be fun. 0:26:42.520 --> 0:26:48.359 That's okay. So that is very freeing to hear because obviously, 0:26:48.480 --> 0:26:52.639 like as a creative, as an actor, having fun is 0:26:53.160 --> 0:26:56.320 kind of at the forefront of my mind. And then 0:26:56.400 --> 0:27:00.800 like making money is like second. So I love again 0:27:01.040 --> 0:27:03.439 the freeo, like the gift from the stars of this 0:27:03.560 --> 0:27:07.400 kind of like ye blessing of freedom to go pursue 0:27:07.400 --> 0:27:10.400 that thing that feels like it's already Like everything you're 0:27:10.440 --> 0:27:14.040 saying feels like something that's already so clearly written inside 0:27:14.040 --> 0:27:17.080 of me. And this is like giving permission to express it. 0:27:17.840 --> 0:27:21.240 Thank you, Thank you. That's that's exactly what we help for. 0:27:21.800 --> 0:27:24.080 This is exactly what we help for. Right, So on 0:27:24.080 --> 0:27:25.359 one hand, I'm not going to tell you anything you 0:27:25.359 --> 0:27:27.560 don't already know, And on the other hand, I want 0:27:27.600 --> 0:27:29.920 to make it so clear that you can't miss it, 0:27:30.040 --> 0:27:32.359 like how important boundaries are for you, because again, you 0:27:32.960 --> 0:27:36.600 can merge with so many but then it'll be like 0:27:36.640 --> 0:27:38.840 putting water on pavement and it won't go anywhere. It 0:27:38.840 --> 0:27:44.440 won't mean anything everywhere. So that's why containing and limits 0:27:44.480 --> 0:27:47.480 and structure are your friends. You have to have those. 0:27:47.480 --> 0:27:50.360 So you have to have a daily routine. Hello, pets. 0:27:50.600 --> 0:27:52.240 They do not let you get away with anything. 0:27:52.720 --> 0:27:53.199 They do not. 0:27:54.760 --> 0:27:56.879 It is non negotiable. You have to take me. You 0:27:56.920 --> 0:28:00.800 have to take me out now because I said so, 0:28:00.880 --> 0:28:04.520 which is fantastic, So and how it's a nice marning. 0:28:04.560 --> 0:28:06.159 But those are the things that really stood out to 0:28:06.200 --> 0:28:09.720 me in your chart. The other thing that just one 0:28:09.760 --> 0:28:11.920 other thing about at the astrology, and then we'll move 0:28:11.960 --> 0:28:16.760 on to some other things. But this every not everything, 0:28:16.840 --> 0:28:21.800 but most of your how most of your charge is 0:28:21.840 --> 0:28:25.240 in houses three through six, is where most of your 0:28:25.560 --> 0:28:30.480 planets are. And so basically you know it's in one 0:28:31.000 --> 0:28:35.280 quadrant except for the intellectual and the learning and the communication. 0:28:35.960 --> 0:28:38.480 I didn't want to say one thing about the communication, 0:28:38.640 --> 0:28:43.240 because obviously you're very smart. You like to study, you 0:28:43.400 --> 0:28:46.880 like to learn, you like to be challenged. But sometimes 0:28:47.040 --> 0:28:50.880 you feel like you can't communicate everything you think, does 0:28:50.920 --> 0:28:58.040 that make sense exact which I can't. I imagine people 0:28:58.040 --> 0:29:01.000 who are around you don't see that, but that's what 0:29:01.040 --> 0:29:02.960 it feels like to you, because they'll kind of be like, 0:29:03.000 --> 0:29:05.200 what are you talking about? We can't understand too fine, 0:29:05.200 --> 0:29:07.200 and you're like, no, but you don't understand how complex 0:29:07.240 --> 0:29:09.760 it is, and I can't quite get it out. Does 0:29:09.800 --> 0:29:10.520 that make sense? 0:29:10.800 --> 0:29:15.040 It rings so true? And like, having examined my own chart, 0:29:15.080 --> 0:29:17.640 I've always been like, it's that mercury and pisces, Like 0:29:17.840 --> 0:29:21.560 it's the fact that I joke that I speak and 0:29:21.680 --> 0:29:25.680 vibe like the best way I could ever communicate what 0:29:25.720 --> 0:29:28.959 I'm thinking feeling, what my vision is is just like 0:29:29.600 --> 0:29:34.560 some weird, offhanded like description of half aesthetic, half like 0:29:34.760 --> 0:29:38.480 moode and only I really know what's going on, and 0:29:38.520 --> 0:29:41.520 I kind of just like a lot of times I 0:29:41.560 --> 0:29:43.840 will start sentences and I'll be like, you know, and 0:29:43.880 --> 0:29:48.040 then my friends will go like, yeah, yeah, we know what. 0:29:50.840 --> 0:29:54.120 So So the thing about that is have you ever 0:29:54.200 --> 0:29:56.680 read The Night Circus? 0:29:57.400 --> 0:29:59.400 Do you know this that I've heard of it? Yeah? 0:29:59.440 --> 0:30:02.160 You must read it. You must read it speaking And 0:30:02.200 --> 0:30:05.160 the reason I want you to read it is because 0:30:05.280 --> 0:30:11.120 it's such a visually stimulating book. Because the author is 0:30:11.160 --> 0:30:15.240 a painter, she's trained as a painter, and she says 0:30:16.080 --> 0:30:18.880 I paint what I can't write, and I write what 0:30:19.000 --> 0:30:26.239 I can't paint I don't She's brilliant, she's extraordinary. And 0:30:26.440 --> 0:30:28.040 I'm just going to tell you my personal experience with 0:30:28.080 --> 0:30:32.360 this book because we're terroot readers, right, And so I 0:30:32.440 --> 0:30:36.120 was staying I was traveling, and I had been doing 0:30:36.160 --> 0:30:37.880 corporate travel, and then I would land it in New 0:30:38.000 --> 0:30:40.920 York to teach. I think I was teaching Toro. But 0:30:41.760 --> 0:30:44.720 that so my friend who just left me her New 0:30:44.800 --> 0:30:48.800 York apartment, she's just because she heard her family were 0:30:48.800 --> 0:30:50.240 going to the beach or whatever, so she couldn't be 0:30:50.280 --> 0:30:52.280 in class. So she's like, just come in, blah blah blah, 0:30:52.280 --> 0:30:55.320 take make the placers. And she left me this hard 0:30:55.480 --> 0:30:58.920 copy book that's like three inches thick. I'm like, I've 0:30:58.960 --> 0:31:01.440 been traveling for ten days. I'm not picking up I'm 0:31:01.480 --> 0:31:05.120 not picking up a hard copy book, right, Thanks, thanks Darling, 0:31:05.200 --> 0:31:08.480 But you know that's not gonna happen. I read the 0:31:08.520 --> 0:31:10.680 first page and I'm like, I'm all in. 0:31:12.320 --> 0:31:15.160 Oh my gosh, this book. 0:31:15.920 --> 0:31:18.440 It's one of my favorite. You have to read it. 0:31:18.480 --> 0:31:19.080 You have to read it. 0:31:19.520 --> 0:31:24.440 Yeah, no, absolutely, And also like I'm immediately sold on 0:31:24.480 --> 0:31:27.280 any book that can like grab you from the get go. 0:31:27.920 --> 0:31:30.760 From first page, I'm all in. I was just like 0:31:30.920 --> 0:31:33.760 what so, yeah, okay, so we're gonna take a little 0:31:33.760 --> 0:31:36.640 break and come back and we're going to do some terror, 0:31:36.840 --> 0:31:43.880 some numerology. Yay. 0:31:45.240 --> 0:31:45.600 All right. 0:31:45.880 --> 0:31:48.640 So I've obviously been talking about you for a while, 0:31:48.760 --> 0:31:52.040 and so tell me, do you have any questions before 0:31:52.040 --> 0:31:53.720 we move on to other modalities. 0:31:54.480 --> 0:31:58.840 Yeah, I have a quick question about the sign of Taurus, 0:31:59.480 --> 0:32:03.240 just because in my amateur astrology research, I've kind of 0:32:03.280 --> 0:32:08.600 come across this almost complementary side to Taurus that kind 0:32:08.600 --> 0:32:14.680 of counters the grounded earth sign bowl structured energy that 0:32:15.040 --> 0:32:17.040 is kind of the and I think it's its relation 0:32:17.200 --> 0:32:22.480 to Venus maybe, but like this kind of and this 0:32:22.560 --> 0:32:24.840 is how it's it is in my head, is like 0:32:24.880 --> 0:32:27.880 this pink, fluffy element which to me kind of represents 0:32:27.920 --> 0:32:36.000 like a more material comfort energy, like a softer version 0:32:36.160 --> 0:32:40.600 or a softer kind of like interpretation of Truss sign. 0:32:40.880 --> 0:32:44.680 Yeah, so remember this structure. It's such a great question, right, 0:32:44.720 --> 0:32:46.960 and so let me just affirm yes, yes, yes, all 0:32:47.000 --> 0:32:53.120 that torusness and as someone who has three three signs 0:32:53.120 --> 0:32:56.040 in the second house, which is the natural sign of Taurus, right, 0:32:56.480 --> 0:33:02.800 so I live here. But what I'd say is that 0:33:03.080 --> 0:33:07.640 the structured part comes because Saturn is in your Taurus. 0:33:08.360 --> 0:33:09.120 Oh I see it. 0:33:09.160 --> 0:33:14.400 Okay, so that's what's lighting up the Taurus part. Yeah yeah, 0:33:14.480 --> 0:33:18.680 yeah yeah. And because it's in the house of service 0:33:19.480 --> 0:33:23.640 with your all your waterness. If without the boundaries, without 0:33:23.680 --> 0:33:27.640 the structure, you're going to be water on pavement, right. 0:33:28.760 --> 0:33:34.000 And Taurus is the sign of comfort, of fuzzy and 0:33:34.080 --> 0:33:39.560 chocolate and wine and you know, like good food. Yeah yeah, 0:33:39.600 --> 0:33:42.400 like that's that's just the sign of Taurus, right. You 0:33:42.440 --> 0:33:45.640 can you can't get any juicier than that. So yeah, dead, 0:33:45.920 --> 0:33:51.520 that's amazing. So that's it. The other thing that's really 0:33:51.520 --> 0:33:53.760 important is to remember about the sixth House because you 0:33:53.800 --> 0:33:56.760 have Jupiter and Saturn. I didn't talk about the Jupiter 0:33:56.800 --> 0:34:01.160 part because it was mostly Saturn eating the structure for 0:34:01.240 --> 0:34:04.800 protection for you and how to manage your resources with others. 0:34:06.280 --> 0:34:08.799 But the rule of the sixth House is it's all 0:34:08.800 --> 0:34:11.480 about service. People know that. It's all about health. People 0:34:11.520 --> 0:34:13.919 know that, but we have to get the order right. 0:34:14.280 --> 0:34:18.000 You have to take care of your health first so 0:34:18.040 --> 0:34:23.120 you then can be of service when you start taking 0:34:23.160 --> 0:34:31.480 care of others. First, your health will be impacted negatively. Wow, right, Okay, 0:34:31.960 --> 0:34:35.920 you have to get the order right. It's really critical health. First, 0:34:36.520 --> 0:34:39.800 move with your dogs, eat the right stuff now. Granted 0:34:39.840 --> 0:34:42.439 it's all in Taurus, so you can be like, hmm, 0:34:42.840 --> 0:34:49.920 chocolate and wine for dinner again. Yay, no, no, no, no, okay. 0:34:50.800 --> 0:34:54.719 Yeah, that's fascinating because I've always heard the sixth House 0:34:54.800 --> 0:34:57.120 referred to as just like work and health, and it's 0:34:57.120 --> 0:35:00.040 always felt like that, you know, I think those are. 0:35:00.080 --> 0:35:03.600 It's it's like checking the box, right, but it's not 0:35:03.760 --> 0:35:08.320 at all. It's a whole mindset of how can I 0:35:08.360 --> 0:35:12.080 care for the vessel that cares for things in those 0:35:12.160 --> 0:35:12.600 I love? 0:35:13.080 --> 0:35:13.200 Right? 0:35:14.080 --> 0:35:16.319 Right? How can I care for this right I have? 0:35:16.520 --> 0:35:20.480 I have accountability for this vessel in a way to 0:35:20.560 --> 0:35:24.839 create health and wellness and embody that like you say, 0:35:24.920 --> 0:35:28.360 I move through the world, you know, vibing things you 0:35:28.360 --> 0:35:32.240 you actually do because you get paid to project this 0:35:32.239 --> 0:35:35.480 this frequency out to humanity as an actor. That's what 0:35:35.520 --> 0:35:38.879 you're doing, right, Join me here, This is what I'm feeling, right, 0:35:38.960 --> 0:35:41.799 and this is my instrument for God's sakes, right, this 0:35:41.880 --> 0:35:45.440 is so yeah, So it's absolutely how I work and 0:35:45.480 --> 0:35:49.879 how I serve, right, so it's my my work and 0:35:49.920 --> 0:35:53.560 my vocation. Right, so it's really both super important. Great question, 0:35:54.000 --> 0:35:55.480 does that help you think about it differently? 0:35:56.200 --> 0:36:03.920 Enlightening has given me so much insight and the health 0:36:03.960 --> 0:36:09.840 first for the good of service is really specifically very 0:36:11.560 --> 0:36:13.880 helps me kind of align my priorities. 0:36:14.480 --> 0:36:21.200 It's super important, super important. Yeah, and especially as an actor. Yeah, 0:36:21.320 --> 0:36:25.280 it's just really important. The other thing just about Saturn, 0:36:25.320 --> 0:36:28.279 because Saturn does get a little take a bad rap, 0:36:28.320 --> 0:36:31.600 you know, it's so persnickety, it's bossy and oh god, 0:36:31.719 --> 0:36:33.640 you have Saturn in the sixth house as much suck. 0:36:34.080 --> 0:36:38.080 But the truth is, like anything else in your chart, 0:36:38.960 --> 0:36:42.640 when you make friends with it, it just it just 0:36:42.680 --> 0:36:46.319 snuckles right in and supports you. Right, Like if you've 0:36:46.360 --> 0:36:49.440 ever met like a dog that's all snarly and you're like, oh, 0:36:49.480 --> 0:36:57.360 but I have treats. What are you talking about alcohol 0:36:57.520 --> 0:36:57.759 with you? 0:36:57.920 --> 0:36:58.080 Right? 0:36:59.360 --> 0:37:02.960 And it's saturns like that. You show me discipline, you 0:37:03.120 --> 0:37:06.560 commit to me, you work with me, you create structure. 0:37:07.360 --> 0:37:11.319 I will protect you and support you, and that's how 0:37:11.360 --> 0:37:13.480 you get to Jupiter, which brings all the gifts. 0:37:15.760 --> 0:37:19.680 This is like, so I have no other words other 0:37:19.719 --> 0:37:25.399 than like empowering, inspiring. Like I feel it's something about 0:37:25.440 --> 0:37:27.440 the way you were describing that, like if you commit 0:37:27.480 --> 0:37:31.480 to me, if you because there's within the watery depths 0:37:31.520 --> 0:37:36.239 of my there has always been this like desire a 0:37:36.440 --> 0:37:41.239 need for structure, and like you. 0:37:41.280 --> 0:37:43.560 Know, and you and you still resist it though. 0:37:44.360 --> 0:37:46.840 Because I so and you said this earlier, but the 0:37:46.880 --> 0:37:51.200 structure to allow for freedom thing rang so true because 0:37:51.280 --> 0:37:55.120 I like have a visceral need for a feeling of 0:37:55.200 --> 0:37:58.200 autonomy and freedom. And I think that like the resistance 0:37:58.360 --> 0:38:01.440 was so much of me thinking that like the structure 0:38:01.440 --> 0:38:05.760 and the routine were somehow kind of disallowing my own freedom. 0:38:06.280 --> 0:38:08.760 It's the exact opposite, right, So. 0:38:08.680 --> 0:38:12.040 The paradigm shift there is really powerful. 0:38:12.400 --> 0:38:17.160 Right, And you get to choose it, right, You get 0:38:17.160 --> 0:38:21.319 to choose it. Yeah, and that's a discovery because it's like, 0:38:21.400 --> 0:38:23.120 well this works for now, but it may now work 0:38:23.160 --> 0:38:30.759 always right right? Yeah, super cool, super good, Such a 0:38:30.760 --> 0:38:35.680 great question. Yeah, I'm so glad. Yeah. The other thing 0:38:35.719 --> 0:38:39.279 this would just tell me just so you know, I know, 0:38:39.320 --> 0:38:44.800 we talked about the the reasonable career path of being 0:38:45.680 --> 0:38:49.239 a therapist or coach, like you should also be a 0:38:49.360 --> 0:38:52.000 teacher with how your mind works, you know that right. 0:38:54.040 --> 0:38:58.000 Not only have I just like known that my whole 0:38:58.160 --> 0:39:01.440 like had like this like deep little but I literally 0:39:01.600 --> 0:39:08.160 like it came up through my tarot before, like I 0:39:08.239 --> 0:39:12.040 know in like deep in my knowing soul that like 0:39:12.160 --> 0:39:16.080 at some point I will be teaching whatever it is, 0:39:16.120 --> 0:39:19.520 but like I will be teaching, I plan to be 0:39:19.520 --> 0:39:23.279 a very eccentric old professor with like feed jacket and 0:39:23.600 --> 0:39:27.040 fireplace with books all or an other things. 0:39:27.520 --> 0:39:32.319 Yeah nice, nice, yep. I just needed to say that 0:39:32.320 --> 0:39:34.200 before I moved down to numerology. 0:39:33.760 --> 0:39:36.400 One, that that's also in the chart, like this is 0:39:36.480 --> 0:39:38.880 crazy that all of this is so reflected. 0:39:39.400 --> 0:39:43.440 Yeah, it's it's pretty fun. So I just want to 0:39:43.440 --> 0:39:48.920 show you the data for your in numerology is correct. 0:39:48.920 --> 0:39:52.760 I just need to confirm that with you. It's so good, excellent. 0:39:52.920 --> 0:39:58.080 So so the the think of numerology as the framework 0:39:58.520 --> 0:40:05.680 that holds holds this slice of your gifts. Okay, and 0:40:06.160 --> 0:40:10.040 how you fill in that framework can change depending on 0:40:10.080 --> 0:40:12.520 what you're doing, right, but it says these are the 0:40:12.520 --> 0:40:14.560 gifts you bring to every situation. These are kind of 0:40:14.560 --> 0:40:16.719 the blind spots that you want to mitigate or get 0:40:16.760 --> 0:40:18.960 people around you to have, you know, fill in and 0:40:19.040 --> 0:40:23.799 have your back sort of thing. Okay, So one of 0:40:23.360 --> 0:40:26.799 the reasons, which this is so interesting to me, so 0:40:26.880 --> 0:40:31.040 many people actually start reading. Most people start with the 0:40:31.080 --> 0:40:35.840 Moon's the sun, moon and rising. Many people also start 0:40:35.920 --> 0:40:39.880 with Saturn because they say, no matter what planet rules 0:40:39.880 --> 0:40:42.759 your chart, and for you it's Mars rules your chart, 0:40:43.560 --> 0:40:47.960 but Saturn rules all the charts, that's what they say. Yeah, 0:40:48.120 --> 0:40:51.920 Saturn just rules all the charts no matter, which is 0:40:51.920 --> 0:40:53.640 why we spent a lot of time on it today. 0:40:55.040 --> 0:40:58.640 But you're in your numerology. The one of the reasons 0:40:58.640 --> 0:41:01.280 you came to the planet, like one of the callings 0:41:01.320 --> 0:41:09.000 you really wanted to learn is structure and planning. So 0:41:09.160 --> 0:41:14.200 you in spades. You've got this in spades. But what's 0:41:14.680 --> 0:41:22.640 interesting is that what people see from you is the 0:41:22.640 --> 0:41:26.560 the deep wisdom, but they don't really know what to 0:41:26.600 --> 0:41:31.080 do with it because it's it's not necessarily within their 0:41:31.080 --> 0:41:35.080 frequency to grasp. Sometimes it'll tell their head they're like, WHOA, 0:41:35.480 --> 0:41:41.120 that's really that's really deep, or that's intense, or how 0:41:41.160 --> 0:41:44.640 do you know that you know? But like sometimes they 0:41:44.640 --> 0:41:50.719 can't really yeah, hold it for sure. But what they 0:41:50.840 --> 0:41:54.440 do know is they trust you. You appear for someone 0:41:54.440 --> 0:41:58.960 who has all that water. You appear very steady to people, 0:42:01.480 --> 0:42:05.080 and I think it's because of the zen element of 0:42:05.120 --> 0:42:09.880 the sun and Pisces, and it just seems to really 0:42:09.960 --> 0:42:14.040 work for people because you understand human nature in a 0:42:14.080 --> 0:42:17.440 way that other people don't get the fullness of it. 0:42:17.640 --> 0:42:22.359 People experience the wisdom of what you say, but they're 0:42:22.400 --> 0:42:25.760 not really sure, like how did you get there? Because 0:42:25.840 --> 0:42:29.920 you understand the depth of humanity and the emotions and 0:42:30.000 --> 0:42:34.080 they and so you understand the depth, the core essence 0:42:34.120 --> 0:42:37.200 of it, but they more stand the surface, and so 0:42:37.239 --> 0:42:39.640 they kind of get pushed around by the waves on 0:42:39.719 --> 0:42:42.640 the surface. And you're like, yeah, but if you understand 0:42:42.640 --> 0:42:46.040 the core essence that when people are really jerks, it's 0:42:46.080 --> 0:42:49.200 because they're afraid. And you're like, how do you know that? 0:42:49.360 --> 0:42:52.000 I just thought he was an asshole, you know, And 0:42:52.040 --> 0:42:55.360 you're like, yeah, just be nice to them. They're just afraid. 0:42:55.760 --> 0:42:58.000 You know, it'll just take it down a notch, It'll 0:42:58.000 --> 0:43:02.120 be okay, you know, that sort of thing. And that's 0:43:02.160 --> 0:43:06.880 why you show up steady. It's because you understand human nature. 0:43:08.760 --> 0:43:13.040 This, yeah, this is it's very much ringing true, and 0:43:13.080 --> 0:43:16.319 it's also kind of like, I mean, obviously nice to 0:43:16.360 --> 0:43:20.520 have it reflected just because sometimes I'm like, am I reading? 0:43:20.760 --> 0:43:22.560 Like how do I know that? 0:43:22.920 --> 0:43:24.440 Am I just making this up? 0:43:25.120 --> 0:43:25.480 Like what? 0:43:28.040 --> 0:43:31.040 Like the wind told me? 0:43:29.920 --> 0:43:40.440 That's exactly right, That's awesome. So part of the life 0:43:40.520 --> 0:43:45.160 lesson in your numerology is actually so supported by that 0:43:45.280 --> 0:43:48.800 mars and Aries that we talked about earlier that says, 0:43:49.160 --> 0:43:54.120 don't be afraid to step out on your own. You 0:43:54.400 --> 0:43:59.759 are empowered to create. You are empowered to take that 0:43:59.840 --> 0:44:05.280 initiative to break the rules. But we want you breaking 0:44:05.360 --> 0:44:09.279 rules so you can show us where to go. Right 0:44:09.800 --> 0:44:13.120 because of the inspiration you have, because of the the 0:44:13.440 --> 0:44:15.640 you can like you know how it's like read the room. 0:44:15.920 --> 0:44:24.680 You're like, I'm reading the globe right right right, and 0:44:24.960 --> 0:44:28.239 and you know it's too small. If you read the room, 0:44:28.280 --> 0:44:32.040 You're like, humanity's got to go over here, come follow me, 0:44:32.120 --> 0:44:35.439 it's going to be amazing. Like that's that's what you have. 0:44:35.840 --> 0:44:38.840 And and so this is and it's hard because the 0:44:38.880 --> 0:44:45.520 truth is, you know, it's it's hard at this age 0:44:46.400 --> 0:44:49.640 to feel completely empowered to do that that people won't 0:44:49.680 --> 0:44:53.680 even follow you, and I'm telling you they will. 0:44:56.719 --> 0:45:03.719 And I wow, okay, thank you, like yeah, thank you 0:45:03.800 --> 0:45:10.240 for that. Acknowledgment. I don't even know how to express 0:45:10.320 --> 0:45:14.280 like how much that kind of like reaffirmation of faith 0:45:14.600 --> 0:45:19.000 is important to me, especially at like this part point 0:45:19.040 --> 0:45:23.240 in time. Wow, I'm wow. 0:45:23.840 --> 0:45:26.360 Yeah, well, And I just want to acknowledge that you 0:45:26.480 --> 0:45:29.800 are someone who's very respectful, So you're not going to 0:45:29.840 --> 0:45:33.040 be like, oh, you pompous, you know whatever. I'm just 0:45:33.239 --> 0:45:35.120 you know, you don't want to because this is the 0:45:35.160 --> 0:45:37.759 right way. You're just you're just talking out your butt, 0:45:37.920 --> 0:45:41.000 you know, like you're not that, You're not that kind 0:45:41.040 --> 0:45:45.400 of person, but you also know what you feel. And 0:45:45.800 --> 0:45:48.960 I want you to start talking about what you feel 0:45:49.000 --> 0:45:51.319 because because I see what you're talking about, and that 0:45:51.400 --> 0:45:53.520 makes sense, and I can understand how you get there, 0:45:54.000 --> 0:45:56.720 But have you ever considered or would it be interesting 0:45:56.800 --> 0:46:00.480 or helpful to explore? And then you start talking and 0:46:00.520 --> 0:46:02.600 then people are going to turn and go, what the hell? 0:46:02.680 --> 0:46:04.919 I wanting to follow him? I'm following him. I don't 0:46:04.920 --> 0:46:10.000 know where he's going, but it's gonna be cool. Start talking, 0:46:10.160 --> 0:46:13.640 Start talking. Don't be frank, now's the time. 0:46:14.160 --> 0:46:17.160 That's crazy that you say that, because and I don't 0:46:17.160 --> 0:46:18.680 want to like take up too much of our time 0:46:18.719 --> 0:46:19.719 with like a little. 0:46:20.520 --> 0:46:23.000 Like, oh, this is it's your time, this is your 0:46:23.040 --> 0:46:23.879 freaking thank you. 0:46:25.640 --> 0:46:30.120 So on Monday, we had the solar eclips crazy energy. 0:46:30.520 --> 0:46:34.920 I got super sick, like right after kidding, kidd The 0:46:35.200 --> 0:46:39.440 crazy thing was I have had this like inkling for 0:46:39.480 --> 0:46:44.400 a really long time simultaneously that my throat chakra is 0:46:44.440 --> 0:46:47.120 really really important in my life and that my throat 0:46:47.200 --> 0:46:52.960 chakra is incredibly blocked or like restricted. So then Sunday night, 0:46:53.040 --> 0:46:55.000 I was sitting there and I was literally just like 0:46:55.360 --> 0:46:57.960 kind of in my room a little bit of meditating, 0:46:58.080 --> 0:46:59.960 very light, but I like specifically it was kind of 0:47:00.080 --> 0:47:02.720 like sitting there with my throat chukra and like really 0:47:04.640 --> 0:47:06.640 working on the energy and just kind of like trying 0:47:06.680 --> 0:47:08.200 to like tussele it out a little bit and like 0:47:08.280 --> 0:47:13.719 pull some of the gunk out energetically. And woke up 0:47:13.760 --> 0:47:18.160 the next morning with a sore throat, had a super 0:47:18.200 --> 0:47:21.800 sore throat and respiratory cold through the rest of the week. 0:47:22.800 --> 0:47:25.319 And now we're covering and then you're saying, but on 0:47:25.400 --> 0:47:27.400 the flip side of that, this entire week, I've for 0:47:27.440 --> 0:47:30.719 some reason felt like really able to like express my 0:47:30.760 --> 0:47:35.919 opinions with ease, like saying things and like posting things 0:47:35.920 --> 0:47:38.000 on the internet, like talking to people about things that 0:47:38.040 --> 0:47:41.839 I would never have felt comfortable with going that kind 0:47:41.840 --> 0:47:45.160 of like vulnerable or deep, even though it's literally just 0:47:45.200 --> 0:47:47.279 like me saying like this is how I view the world, 0:47:47.360 --> 0:47:50.680 this is what I think. But it was it's a 0:47:51.080 --> 0:47:53.440 it's been a crazy shift. And then you're just you know, 0:47:53.520 --> 0:47:56.799 sitting here saying like talk talk, and I'm like, oh 0:47:56.840 --> 0:47:59.280 my god, that's this is really wild. 0:47:59.560 --> 0:48:03.440 Yeah, So the congratulations, right, because you're living in your 0:48:03.480 --> 0:48:07.319 chart and that's really really important. What I want to 0:48:07.320 --> 0:48:09.120 be really clear about. Just because you talked about the 0:48:09.160 --> 0:48:12.520 power of clearing chakras, there's so many ways to do it. 0:48:12.760 --> 0:48:16.040 You can't really do it wrong, and you can do 0:48:16.120 --> 0:48:19.839 it more gently right than because you're basically pulling things 0:48:19.880 --> 0:48:25.239 out from the etheric layer. But the seed sounds, by 0:48:25.280 --> 0:48:29.960 doing the mantras of the seed sounds, can be really helpful. 0:48:30.239 --> 0:48:34.200 And so starting at the rude chakra, it's lum, second 0:48:34.280 --> 0:48:40.600 chakra is vum, third chakra is ram a, fourth chakra 0:48:40.680 --> 0:48:47.160 is yum. Fifth chakra is hum, which you would think, right, hum, right, 0:48:47.719 --> 0:48:50.719 And anytime we're humming, so anytime we're saying any of 0:48:50.719 --> 0:48:54.920 these sounds. We're helping the vagus nerve calm down. So like, 0:48:54.960 --> 0:48:57.439 this is really helpful to be chanting and saying over 0:48:57.560 --> 0:49:00.480 so you can say it quietly, but to really and 0:49:00.520 --> 0:49:06.400 then the sixth chakra is oh so. And the best 0:49:06.400 --> 0:49:11.080 book out there is Chakra Rituals Releasing the Wild Woman Within, 0:49:11.200 --> 0:49:14.200 and it's by Christy Christensen. It's an amazing book. It 0:49:14.239 --> 0:49:17.680 has all this information in it by each center. But pulling. 0:49:18.040 --> 0:49:20.279 If you are going to like clear things out by 0:49:20.280 --> 0:49:23.040 pulling out the energy, the first thing before you go 0:49:23.120 --> 0:49:25.120 and pull gunk out, the first thing you do is 0:49:25.560 --> 0:49:28.800 in hell and bring your energy out of the pattern 0:49:28.880 --> 0:49:34.879 that you discern. Okay, and then you release the pattern. Okay, right, 0:49:35.320 --> 0:49:38.480 because that's why you had a start throat, because you didn't. 0:49:39.080 --> 0:49:40.520 Yeah, it was a bit of a like I think 0:49:40.560 --> 0:49:42.160 it was a little too hard, too fast. 0:49:43.440 --> 0:49:46.840 You went hardcore, right, But that's that Marsonaries, that's marsinary. 0:49:47.040 --> 0:49:48.880 I was like, let'll just do it. 0:49:48.920 --> 0:49:53.840 I guess I'm just gonna it's happening, it's gonna get done. Yeah, 0:49:53.280 --> 0:49:54.279 that's tough. 0:49:54.520 --> 0:49:58.920 Marsonaris, So helpful, thank you, Yeah, funny, Look. 0:49:59.760 --> 0:50:04.120 It's amazing book. It's an amazing book. So the other 0:50:04.160 --> 0:50:08.080 thing is I just want to again plug Saturn one 0:50:08.080 --> 0:50:14.120 more time because the chart I have in front of 0:50:14.160 --> 0:50:18.640 me says that in your more senior years should be 0:50:18.680 --> 0:50:21.520 your freest years. Now, we all hope for that, but 0:50:21.560 --> 0:50:25.880 we don't all get this marking like it will be 0:50:25.920 --> 0:50:28.920 your freest years if you play your cards right, lots 0:50:28.920 --> 0:50:33.960 of discipline, taking care of your resources, and yeah, it's 0:50:34.000 --> 0:50:34.680 gonna be amazing. 0:50:34.800 --> 0:50:37.200 It's gonna be amazing, so beautiful. 0:50:37.280 --> 0:50:38.960 Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah. 0:50:39.600 --> 0:50:42.480 So any so I can remember that, like my discipline 0:50:42.480 --> 0:50:44.239 now means that in my eighties I get to be 0:50:44.320 --> 0:50:46.200 like weird, wild and crazy. 0:50:46.520 --> 0:50:48.040 It won't be eighties, baby, you can do it a 0:50:48.040 --> 0:50:55.759 lot sooner. Yeah, we won't have to wait that long. 0:50:56.960 --> 0:51:02.520 Thank Yeah. Yeah, So that's really what I want to 0:51:02.520 --> 0:51:05.120 talk about for your numerology, So thank you. 0:51:05.360 --> 0:51:07.520 I just wanted to ask a quick question about yes 0:51:07.800 --> 0:51:10.920 question I could. Yeah, this is going to sound so funny. 0:51:11.960 --> 0:51:15.080 Could the kind of prevalence of Saturn in my life 0:51:15.120 --> 0:51:18.240 be why I'm drawn to dating Capricorns at all? 0:51:18.440 --> 0:51:23.279 Or is that so just to let the people at 0:51:23.280 --> 0:51:28.759 home know that Saturn is at home in Capricorn. So right, 0:51:28.800 --> 0:51:32.239 there's an attraction there, right, So Saturn rules house the 0:51:32.280 --> 0:51:35.680 sign of Capricorn. Yeah, so yeah, that that makes a 0:51:35.719 --> 0:51:37.560 lot of sense. But that's I mean, think about that. 0:51:37.600 --> 0:51:40.160 There's not a balancing quality there. There's just a lot 0:51:40.239 --> 0:51:45.239 of earth and structure and some pressure. Right, So there's right, 0:51:45.280 --> 0:51:47.920 because there's there's just not a lot of spaciousness and 0:51:47.960 --> 0:51:51.040 compassion and flow other than what you bring with all 0:51:51.040 --> 0:51:53.880 your water. So you may want to think about you 0:51:53.920 --> 0:51:56.400 may want to consider broadening your taste your type. 0:51:58.680 --> 0:52:01.280 Have been a lot more thought full about my approach. 0:52:04.680 --> 0:52:07.560 I swear I go for like it's the mars Ares. 0:52:07.760 --> 0:52:10.680 I'm just like, let me take the sign that will 0:52:10.680 --> 0:52:14.839 make my life like the craziest for the while, and 0:52:14.840 --> 0:52:17.400 I'm going to date them and see what happens. 0:52:19.600 --> 0:52:25.040 Well, it's also Venus and Pisces, you know, like, oh, 0:52:25.200 --> 0:52:26.359 let's just go on the deep end. 0:52:26.400 --> 0:52:33.840 What the hell jump right in, let's go. 0:52:34.239 --> 0:52:36.960 Yeah, You're never bored, You're never gonna be bored. You 0:52:37.000 --> 0:52:39.560 will never lack partnership. For trust me, you can have 0:52:39.719 --> 0:52:45.319 you can play however you like until you decide to 0:52:45.400 --> 0:52:48.800 be dedicated and committed and steady. And whence you decide, 0:52:48.920 --> 0:52:53.000 it won't be a problem. But until then, yeah, enjoy Okay, 0:52:54.080 --> 0:52:59.800 yeah yeah, because you'll actually see someday and it's not today, 0:53:00.000 --> 0:53:03.680 it's not probably for a while, but when you are 0:53:03.680 --> 0:53:06.200 in a committed relationship, that's where your heart will really 0:53:06.200 --> 0:53:09.960 be free because you actually don't trust easily? 0:53:12.560 --> 0:53:15.399 Girl, How did you find that out? 0:53:17.160 --> 0:53:25.359 This was for real, just saying so. 0:53:26.840 --> 0:53:30.200 I'm just going to start like this episode every time 0:53:30.239 --> 0:53:32.719 I meet a new friend or like I'm a partner, 0:53:33.320 --> 0:53:35.280 I'm just sending them this and they have to listen 0:53:35.320 --> 0:53:37.480 to it. Before they didn't talk to me. 0:53:40.200 --> 0:53:44.680 You are hysterical. This has been such a joy to 0:53:44.719 --> 0:53:46.640 spend time with you. Thank you so much. 0:53:46.880 --> 0:53:49.760 Oh my gosh, thank you. This has been really really enlightening. 0:53:49.840 --> 0:53:50.879 I have had the best time. 0:53:51.239 --> 0:53:54.160 Well me too, So I want to thank you Ronan 0:53:54.520 --> 0:53:58.880 for joining us and being so generous in this reading 0:53:59.400 --> 0:54:03.080 and playing so graciously. So thank you, thank you, thank you, 0:54:03.160 --> 0:54:04.320 and remember. 0:54:04.280 --> 0:54:06.840 Our school is hard without the other side. 0:54:07.040 --> 0:54:17.719 Thanks everybody, Thank you, guys, thank you bye. 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