WEBVTT - July 23, 1969 / The Dark Side of the Moon

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<v Speaker 1>Nine Days in July is a production of I Heart

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<v Speaker 1>Radio and trade Craft Studios in association with High five Content. Palmdale, California,

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<v Speaker 1>just outside Los Angeles, a red sob sonnet is racing

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<v Speaker 1>down back streets. Inside are a man and a woman.

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<v Speaker 1>The mail driver appears angry and out of it. The

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<v Speaker 1>woman looks terrified. The driver is going too fast to

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<v Speaker 1>notice that a stop sign at an upcoming tea intersection

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<v Speaker 1>is obscured by low hanging tree branches. The car rockets

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<v Speaker 1>through the intersection, hits a ditch, and is suddenly airborne,

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<v Speaker 1>sailing several car lengths before crashing back to earth. The

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<v Speaker 1>woman's head smashes into the dashboard. She will have two

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<v Speaker 1>black eyes for weeks. The man is tossed about like

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<v Speaker 1>a rag doll, his body bruised. Thankfully, both are wearing

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<v Speaker 1>their seatbelts. The shocked couple stagger out of the mangled

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<v Speaker 1>are and, recognizing that it isn't going anywhere ever again,

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<v Speaker 1>begin walking to town to find help. The couple is

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<v Speaker 1>Buzz and Joan Aldren and Buzz is drunk. This is

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<v Speaker 1>a follow control at one sixty six hours, eight minutes.

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<v Speaker 1>Follow eleven is one seven thousand four nautical miles from

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<v Speaker 1>the Earth, velocity four thousand, nine hundred seventy five ft

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<v Speaker 1>per second. Crew still sleeping. All systems are still normal.

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<v Speaker 1>All systems of board Apollo eleven may be normal. But

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<v Speaker 1>on Earth there's a bit of a hiccup. NASA has

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<v Speaker 1>set up a number of monitoring stations across the planet

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<v Speaker 1>to ensure that as the Earth rotates, there is at

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<v Speaker 1>least one station constantly in communication with Apollo. One of

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<v Speaker 1>NASA's most critical stations is in Guam, and while the

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<v Speaker 1>astronauts were sleeping, bearings in one of its dishes became

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<v Speaker 1>stuck and the antenna was unable to track the spacecraft.

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<v Speaker 1>There is no way to contact Apollo eleven or for

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<v Speaker 1>them to reach Earth. The director of the tracking station,

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<v Speaker 1>Charles Force, had tried everything, but the hole through which

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<v Speaker 1>he needed to grease the bearing was simply too small.

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<v Speaker 1>Then it hit him. He raced home and grabbed his

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<v Speaker 1>ten year old son Greg and sped back to the station.

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<v Speaker 1>Gregg had no problem at all, reaching through a two

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<v Speaker 1>and a half inch aperture and packing grease around the bearing.

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<v Speaker 1>Soon the antenna was able to slew into position and

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<v Speaker 1>once again began tracking its celestial quarry. Years later, Gregg

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<v Speaker 1>met Neil Armstrong, who thanked him for his pint size

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<v Speaker 1>heroics eleven and I don't think good morning over Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>everything right here yet we've been in at It's July,

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<v Speaker 1>the eighth day of the Apollo eleven mission and the

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<v Speaker 1>cruise penultimate day in space. The object outside the cockpit

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<v Speaker 1>that they've been so captivated by is the Earth looming

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<v Speaker 1>larger than ever before on here flank plan uh item

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<v Speaker 1>of a few updates. First of all, we've canceled a

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<v Speaker 1>mid court number six. I did remain in PPC. This

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<v Speaker 1>is Apollo Control at one seventy three hours eighteen minutes.

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<v Speaker 1>Are virtually no flight plan activities scheduled at this time.

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<v Speaker 1>The spacecraft systems will all continue to perform normally. It's

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<v Speaker 1>going to be another quiet day aboard Apollo eleven. We've

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<v Speaker 1>been jumping back in time a lot during this podcast,

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<v Speaker 1>but today we'll be jumping forward into the future. How

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<v Speaker 1>is the crew of Apollo eleven greeted on their return

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<v Speaker 1>to Earth, and especially how are their lives changed by

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<v Speaker 1>their experience on the Moon. How do you propose to

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<v Speaker 1>restore some normalcy to your private lives and the years ahead.

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<v Speaker 1>I wish I knew the answers to the latter part

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<v Speaker 1>of your question. It kind of depends on you. M

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<v Speaker 1>The months and years immediately following Apollo eleven's return was

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<v Speaker 1>filled with all the pomp and circumstance you might imagine,

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<v Speaker 1>but it also masked a dark lining to this silver cloud.

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<v Speaker 1>Follow eleven, Houston over go ahead. I just wanted to

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<v Speaker 1>make sure you fellas hadn't gone back to sleep again.

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<v Speaker 1>And I also have a little bit of late news

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<v Speaker 1>here if you'd like to find out what's happened in

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<v Speaker 1>the last twelve fourteen hours over Okay, okay. Looking overseas,

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<v Speaker 1>we find South Korea's first super highway linking coal with

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<v Speaker 1>support of in John, has been named the Apollo Highway.

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<v Speaker 1>To commemorate your trip, the West Coast residents all planned

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<v Speaker 1>to make their areas visible to the three of you

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<v Speaker 1>by lighting their lights between nine pm and midnight tonight,

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<v Speaker 1>so that you may be able to see Christmas lights,

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<v Speaker 1>porch light, door lights, and whatever may be turned on.

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<v Speaker 1>Back in Memphis kind of s a young lady who

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<v Speaker 1>was presently tipping the scales at eight pounds two ounces,

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<v Speaker 1>I was named module by her parents Mr. And Mrs

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<v Speaker 1>Eddie Lee McGhee. It wasn't my idea that Mrs McGhee,

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<v Speaker 1>it was my husband. He said, bulk at the lame

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<v Speaker 1>lunar module McGhee because it didn't sound too good. But

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<v Speaker 1>apparently they have compromised on just module over Module McGee,

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<v Speaker 1>a special ed teacher, still lives in Georgia and still

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<v Speaker 1>loves her unusual name. They All Star Game currently being played.

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<v Speaker 1>The present score at the end of the fourth inning

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<v Speaker 1>as the National League leading the American League by nine

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<v Speaker 1>to three, so the hitters are having a good day.

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<v Speaker 1>As you can tell. The National League would go on

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<v Speaker 1>to vanquish the American League nine to three. And rain

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<v Speaker 1>clouds are over the MSc area at the moment. It

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<v Speaker 1>began raining here just about ten minutes ago, and last

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<v Speaker 1>report we were having a pretty heavy delusion. So that's

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<v Speaker 1>it from the news front for the afternoon. Here follow

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<v Speaker 1>eleven over. Thank you very much. I thank my yard

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<v Speaker 1>could do water. That's very true. I've forgotten exactly how

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<v Speaker 1>many days they did go buzz, but something like thirty

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<v Speaker 1>days without rain, and we can't appreciate the rain we're

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<v Speaker 1>getting right now. That was the last time cut. All right,

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<v Speaker 1>you're going what non right now, Buzz, But Janets reports

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<v Speaker 1>the grads is getting pretty high, and I would have

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<v Speaker 1>to make that it's going to make close to your

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<v Speaker 1>knees by the time you get out of quarantine over. Neil,

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<v Speaker 1>Buzz and Michael returned to Earth very different men than

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<v Speaker 1>they left just nine days earlier. Not only had they

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<v Speaker 1>experienced something transcendent and utterly outside the experience of any

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<v Speaker 1>other human who has ever lived, but they were also

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<v Speaker 1>greeted as conquering heroes. They were not merely American celebrities,

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<v Speaker 1>they were global icons. They would forever be changed by

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<v Speaker 1>their encounter with the Moon. Neil Armstrong's biographer James Hansen.

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<v Speaker 1>Even before the Powell and spacecraft gets back and splashes down,

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<v Speaker 1>Jim Level, who is capcom the capsule communicator, told the

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<v Speaker 1>astronauts as that who were coming back in you know

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<v Speaker 1>now the hard part is going to start, which is,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, coming back to Earth and facing everything you're

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<v Speaker 1>gonna face is the first men who visited the Moon.

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<v Speaker 1>Following their splashdown, which we will cover on our next episode,

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<v Speaker 1>the men were immediately placed into three weeks of quarantine

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<v Speaker 1>just in case they came back with any dangerous lunar

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<v Speaker 1>micro organisms. While in quarantine, Buzz began drinking heavily. No

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<v Speaker 1>one thought much of it, after all, he just done

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<v Speaker 1>something monumentally stressful, and military pilots are known to blow

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<v Speaker 1>off some steam with a couple of drinks. What no

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<v Speaker 1>one knew, including Buzz, was that this would become the

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<v Speaker 1>norm for the next decade. Three days after they were

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<v Speaker 1>released from quarantine, the crew of Apollo eleven hunkerd for

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<v Speaker 1>a relentless victory. And there was one day, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>in August when they started in Houston, they go to

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<v Speaker 1>New York City for a Tigercape parade. In New York,

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<v Speaker 1>people dumped so much confetti that the astronauts writing and

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<v Speaker 1>open convertibles could not even see the sky above them

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<v Speaker 1>way to play for their black of the cars before

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<v Speaker 1>one million New Yorkers lined Wall Street and Broadway for

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<v Speaker 1>a look at the crew. That's more than turned out

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<v Speaker 1>for the festivities celebrating the end of the Second World War.

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<v Speaker 1>That same day, they had to Chicago for another big parade.

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<v Speaker 1>State Street just crowded with push Chicagolan's wishing well to

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<v Speaker 1>the astronauts to follow eleven by Chicago, buzzes face eight.

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<v Speaker 1>With all the smiling he was doing, he was overwhelmed.

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<v Speaker 1>Everywhere he went people asked him what it was like

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<v Speaker 1>to walk on the moon, but he never had a

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<v Speaker 1>good answer. They wanted something philosophical, something spiritual, something profoundly

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<v Speaker 1>poetic that spoke to some deeper meaning of life. But

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<v Speaker 1>he was just an engineer. The words he uttered on

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<v Speaker 1>the Moon's surface, magnificent desolation, slowly began to describe what

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<v Speaker 1>was going on inside of him. In the end of

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<v Speaker 1>the day, out in Los Angeles and Beverly Hills, where

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<v Speaker 1>President Nixon has a big black tie dinner for them

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<v Speaker 1>with all kinds of v I P s and uh,

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<v Speaker 1>that's just one day. President Nixon presented each of the

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<v Speaker 1>men with the Presidential Medal of Freedom, and we are

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<v Speaker 1>therefore awarding them tonight the Medal of Freedom, the highest

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<v Speaker 1>civilian honor that we can present to an American citizen.

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<v Speaker 1>Remember Steve Bales, the flight controller who recognized that the

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<v Speaker 1>Eagle was still go for the moon despite all of

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<v Speaker 1>those alarms. He was there too, and unbeknownst to him,

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<v Speaker 1>was called up to receive the same award from the President.

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<v Speaker 1>On behalf of the entire White team in mission control.

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<v Speaker 1>I told my parents, I'm going to this dinner. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know, probably you won't see me. That I'll be

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<v Speaker 1>back in the back somewhere. One of the guys on

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<v Speaker 1>whatever network was Karen, said, there's this young guy, Steve

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<v Speaker 1>Bals going to come up and be given this award.

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<v Speaker 1>They about sell off their chairs. I mean, they couldn't

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<v Speaker 1>believe it. This is a young man. When the computers

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<v Speaker 1>seemed to be confused and we when he could have

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<v Speaker 1>said stop, or when he could have said wait, said go.

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<v Speaker 1>Three days later, another parade was thrown for the crew

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<v Speaker 1>back home in Houston, where three thousand people lined the

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<v Speaker 1>streets to catch sight of Neil, Buzz and Michael. That evening,

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<v Speaker 1>people packed the Astrodome to see them on stage. Frank

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<v Speaker 1>Sinatra was there too. He sang fly Me to the Moon.

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<v Speaker 1>They had an appearance before a joint session of Congress

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<v Speaker 1>where they gave a talk. They brought with them two

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<v Speaker 1>flags that they had carried on the lunar module to

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<v Speaker 1>fly over each House of Congress. Neil wasn't comfortable as

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<v Speaker 1>a public speaker, but by all accounts he always rose

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<v Speaker 1>to the challenge and dazzled his listeners. The formality and

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<v Speaker 1>pomp of everything terrified Buzz. After parades in their hometowns,

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<v Speaker 1>it was time for Operation Giant Leap, NASA chief historian

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<v Speaker 1>Bill Berry. President Nixon had plans for them. They wanted

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<v Speaker 1>to make sure that everybody knew that we won the

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<v Speaker 1>race of the Moon, and so he sends them off

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<v Speaker 1>on a world tour. One of the wives said, at

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<v Speaker 1>one point, and now it begins, and that was a

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<v Speaker 1>reference to the fact that they were leaving their normal

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<v Speaker 1>lives behind. That was space historian and author of A

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<v Speaker 1>Man on the Moon Andrew Chacken, with their wives beside them.

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<v Speaker 1>The Apollo eleven astronauts visited twenty eight cities in twenty

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<v Speaker 1>three countries, meeting with twenty heads of state in just

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<v Speaker 1>thirty seven days. Elam Strong, the first man on the Moon,

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<v Speaker 1>led the way on this historic meeting, anesty, her husband

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<v Speaker 1>and family, like the people of Britain, were proud to

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<v Speaker 1>greet the space trio. Buzz later confessed that traveling to

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<v Speaker 1>and from the Moon was less exhaustic than jetting between Mexico, England, Iran, India,

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<v Speaker 1>Japan and zaire I always referred to this as the

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<v Speaker 1>mission they never trained for. Right, we come back from

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<v Speaker 1>the Moon and suddenly you have to go be public celebrities.

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<v Speaker 1>You have to make speeches at dinners, you have to

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<v Speaker 1>be beating heads of steak, and you know, shaking so

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<v Speaker 1>many hands, being in one parade after another, having to

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<v Speaker 1>sign autographs. You know, this was not what they had

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<v Speaker 1>originally signed up for as test pilots and fighter pilots,

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<v Speaker 1>but it came with the job of being a conquering hero.

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<v Speaker 1>Mike Collins adapted pretty Walter World Tour, and Neil seemed

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<v Speaker 1>to do pretty well at it too, but it really

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<v Speaker 1>took its toll on Buzz because they really weren't prepared

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<v Speaker 1>for that. Hundreds of thousands of people came out to

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<v Speaker 1>see them in Berlin, it was more like a million.

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<v Speaker 1>But cracks were starting to show in Buzz. His wife

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<v Speaker 1>Joan kept asking her husband to tell her about his

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<v Speaker 1>experiences on the moon, but Buzz kept brushing her off,

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<v Speaker 1>saying he was so tired of talking about that subject.

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<v Speaker 1>According to Lily Coppell, the author of The Astronaut Wives Club,

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<v Speaker 1>he began acting more and more erratic and rome. He

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<v Speaker 1>was out parting all night little j VDA style. Buzz

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<v Speaker 1>felt like he had been being a very good boy.

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<v Speaker 1>He had done what NASA asked of him, so he

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<v Speaker 1>sort of allowed himself to sort of start letting luc

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<v Speaker 1>a bit. Buzz began to drink, he began to dance,

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<v Speaker 1>He began to show his dissatisfaction with what he saw

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<v Speaker 1>is I think propaganda role that he had placed. Both

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<v Speaker 1>Neil and Michael noticed something was the matter, but they

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<v Speaker 1>didn't know what it was or how to help. At

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<v Speaker 1>one point, Bill Carpenter, the Apollo eleven flight surgeon, pulled

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<v Speaker 1>Buzz aside and asked him if everything was okay. Buzz

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<v Speaker 1>admitted to being overwhelmed and accepted some pills. He was

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<v Speaker 1>having a space age existential crisis. At some point, he

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<v Speaker 1>turns to Joan and she's sort of wondering why he

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<v Speaker 1>can't just enjoy this moment of glory, and he just

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<v Speaker 1>said to a very flatly Joan, I've been to the moon.

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<v Speaker 1>Nothing in our lives is ever going to be the

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<v Speaker 1>same again. Things got so bad at one point that

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<v Speaker 1>Joan told her husband that he needed to get control

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<v Speaker 1>of himself or move out. Once they got back to America,

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<v Speaker 1>Buzz righted himself, at least for a little while, as

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<v Speaker 1>they finished the tour in d c. At dinner with

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<v Speaker 1>the President and spent the night at the White House.

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<v Speaker 1>A few days after they returned to the United States,

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<v Speaker 1>the US Postal Service came out with a new stamp

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<v Speaker 1>on it. Neil Armstrong was shown to sending the ladder

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<v Speaker 1>to the lunar surface. Beneath the image was the text

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<v Speaker 1>first man on the Moon Man singular. He was incredibly

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<v Speaker 1>upset over not having been the first man to step

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<v Speaker 1>on the face of the Moon. It still seems absolutely

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<v Speaker 1>incredible to me and many of the lives I spoke to,

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<v Speaker 1>and I think many people, hey, you were up there,

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<v Speaker 1>you were with Neil, But I guess he would have

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<v Speaker 1>preferred to be first. Sort of typical as these competitive astronuts,

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<v Speaker 1>we're in deeply speculative territory here. To this day, Buzz

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<v Speaker 1>denies caring about being the first man to step foot

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<v Speaker 1>on the Moon. He's even said he's thankful, given how

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<v Speaker 1>Neil was mobbed all of his life for the honor,

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<v Speaker 1>and yet those closest to him never bought it. Many

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<v Speaker 1>friends and historians think that Buzz was very angry that

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<v Speaker 1>he was not chosen as number one, but there's almost

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<v Speaker 1>always this qualifier. It was not a matter of pride,

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<v Speaker 1>but rather an inability to please his overbearing father. Buzz

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<v Speaker 1>came from a very difficult background in the sense that

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<v Speaker 1>he had a very difficult and demanding father, and he's

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<v Speaker 1>certainly whether or not he was always conscious of it.

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<v Speaker 1>I think he felt the impact of that. That was

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<v Speaker 1>almost as if nothing he ever did was good enough

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<v Speaker 1>for his father. In fact, some of the other astronauts

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<v Speaker 1>told me that they even remember his father kind of

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<v Speaker 1>campaigning on Buzz's behalf. You know that maybe Buzz should

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<v Speaker 1>be the first guy out on the moon, and it

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<v Speaker 1>must have been very hard on Buzz to have that

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<v Speaker 1>kind of father. Neil, Buzz and Michael traveled half a

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<v Speaker 1>million miles to the Moon and back, and another one

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<v Speaker 1>hundred thousand criss crossing the Earth. In all, nearly one

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<v Speaker 1>and fifty million people came out to see the crew

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<v Speaker 1>of Apollo eleven, and it was estimated that they shook

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<v Speaker 1>half a million hands. We've all come a long way

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<v Speaker 1>with these three Apollo eleven aspronauts. They've made us proud,

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<v Speaker 1>They've shown us the massive national effort can be mounted

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<v Speaker 1>and carried through to success, whether out into their reaches

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<v Speaker 1>of space or praised me perhaps right here on the

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<v Speaker 1>face of the Earth. Back on Apollo eleven, the crew

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<v Speaker 1>has just finished their breakfast, and as always, Michael is

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<v Speaker 1>singing the praises of their re hydrated food. Bo's magnetism

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<v Speaker 1>is usually it's like they got it patty doo, cups

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<v Speaker 1>coffee and I forget all what else, And that does

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<v Speaker 1>sound pretty good. As a matter of fact, I'm way

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<v Speaker 1>overdue for a meal myself here. I could use some

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<v Speaker 1>of that to get milk to give you five minutes

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<v Speaker 1>up Hamburg. I've exacted that a while ago. He was

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<v Speaker 1>pointing out about the weight problem here. I gotta keep

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<v Speaker 1>the calorie is low, so I better stand by without it.

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<v Speaker 1>As with yesterday, everyone is a lot more relaxed, cracking

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<v Speaker 1>jokes and goofing around. Speaking of food, Mike has some

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<v Speaker 1>advice for a Paul twelve due to launch the following November.

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<v Speaker 1>We've been doing a little flight planning for a POB

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<v Speaker 1>twelve up here, Roger go ahead, trying to calculate how

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<v Speaker 1>much spaghetti and mate bills we can get on pork

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<v Speaker 1>for Elbain. I'm not sure the stage craps will take

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<v Speaker 1>that much text your weight? Have you made any antimates

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<v Speaker 1>it'll be closed. Last comment came from my colin's referring

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<v Speaker 1>to Al being as the Leno modical pilot to a

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<v Speaker 1>Polo twelve. Shortly after this chat, Apollo eleven passes the

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<v Speaker 1>midway point on its homeward journey. They are now just

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<v Speaker 1>over one hundred thousand nautical miles from splashdown Houston. Are

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<v Speaker 1>you still up there over? Oh? Yeah, but not like

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<v Speaker 1>we were wanting to go for a general informational eleven.

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<v Speaker 1>You're now nine or five thousand, nine hundred and deny

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<v Speaker 1>miles from the areas over trying to come downhill a

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<v Speaker 1>little bit? Now, what velocity is five thousand and nine

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<v Speaker 1>hundred and per second? And you are indeed coming downhill.

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<v Speaker 1>In y one, Citizen Kane opened in theaters. The film

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<v Speaker 1>is considered the greatest American masterpiece ever made. Its director,

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<v Speaker 1>co writer, and star Orson Welles was just twenty five

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<v Speaker 1>years old. For the rest of his life, Wells would

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<v Speaker 1>try to make something as good as his very first film.

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<v Speaker 1>The attempt would nearly ruin him. The crew of Apollo

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<v Speaker 1>eleven isn't yet forty years old. They have done something

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<v Speaker 1>no one else in human history has ever accomplished. They

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<v Speaker 1>are heroes the world over. So what do they do next?

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<v Speaker 1>NASA's Bill Barry. It became apparent right after the Paulovan

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<v Speaker 1>crew came back to Earth that they weren't going to

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<v Speaker 1>fly in space again. The worst fate for pilots and

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<v Speaker 1>astronauts is sorry, you don't get to go in space anymore.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think I can emphasize it enough that you know,

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<v Speaker 1>their identity was as military aviators and and test pilots,

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<v Speaker 1>and so suddenly they're not going to be allowed to

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<v Speaker 1>do that anymore, and they have to find some of

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<v Speaker 1>their meaning in their life. Neil, Buzz and Michael were icons,

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<v Speaker 1>now too important to risk on another flight. It was

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<v Speaker 1>time to reinvent themselves. After the Giant Leap Tour, Neil

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<v Speaker 1>spent a few weeks with Bob Hope entertaining the troops

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<v Speaker 1>in Vietnam. I've had the privilege of meeting some outstanding

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<v Speaker 1>men in our time, but the very quiet and soft

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<v Speaker 1>spoken young man you're about to meet now is a

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<v Speaker 1>part of a team that provided this world with a thrill.

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<v Speaker 1>They will not soon forget Armstrong biographer James Hanson, and

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<v Speaker 1>Neil showed a lot of good humor and was very

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<v Speaker 1>popular with the troops all across Vietnam. And then he

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<v Speaker 1>was invited to go to the Soviet Union and gave

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<v Speaker 1>talks and was met cosmonauts and met the wife of

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<v Speaker 1>Uriga Garin, the first man in space. Neil may have

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<v Speaker 1>fled the country just to get away from the mountains

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<v Speaker 1>of mail that was coming in. While he'd planned on

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<v Speaker 1>responding to everyone, it quickly became clear that that was impossible.

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<v Speaker 1>For the first couple of months, he received ten thousand

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<v Speaker 1>letters a day. NASA threw a bunch of clerks and

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<v Speaker 1>public affairs officers into the mix to help him, but

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<v Speaker 1>they couldn't keep up with the tsunami. Even decades later,

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<v Speaker 1>he continued to maintain an administrative assistant whose sole job

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<v Speaker 1>was handling his overwhelming correspondence. He was getting all kinds

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<v Speaker 1>of invitations to do this, and do that, and give

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<v Speaker 1>this talk, and give this commencement speech, and come to

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<v Speaker 1>this grand opening, and and Neil, it was sort of

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<v Speaker 1>it was overwhelming. Neil needed some stability, and he found

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<v Speaker 1>it in an offer from NASA. The NASA Administrator Dr.

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<v Speaker 1>Thomas Paine asked Neil to take on a position back

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<v Speaker 1>in the NASA's aeronautics programs as Associate Administrator for Aeronautics,

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<v Speaker 1>which would have been a desk job in Washington, and

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<v Speaker 1>Neil accepted it kind of grudgingly. He wasn't that interested

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<v Speaker 1>in staying in Washington. He wasn't interested that much in

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<v Speaker 1>a desk job, but aeronautics was his passion, so he

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<v Speaker 1>accepted the job. Not surprisingly, Neil didn't enjoy flying a

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<v Speaker 1>desk and he remained in the job for only a

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<v Speaker 1>couple of years. I think he would have been happy

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<v Speaker 1>if in the job, if they had just let him

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<v Speaker 1>do it. But being in Washington, d C. It was

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<v Speaker 1>constantly getting calls to come over to have a photo

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<v Speaker 1>shoot with an ambassador or visiting dignitary or congressman or

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<v Speaker 1>something like that. And after a while Neil just got

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<v Speaker 1>tired of that. They wouldn't leave him alone, and and

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<v Speaker 1>he chose, well, I'm going to just have to get

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<v Speaker 1>out of I need to find a normal life. Neil

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<v Speaker 1>tried to get back to some sense of normalcy by

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<v Speaker 1>going back to Ohio, having a farm that he lived on.

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<v Speaker 1>Even as he was teaching engineering at the University in

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<v Speaker 1>Cincinnati and maintaining a fairly low profile throughout his post

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<v Speaker 1>Apollo years. He was not the recluse that people made

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<v Speaker 1>him out to be. He just didn't seek publicity and

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<v Speaker 1>he was steadfast about meeting the world on his own terms.

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<v Speaker 1>As Andrew Jakin just alluded to, for Neil, it was

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<v Speaker 1>never about celebrity or fame, It was only ever about

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<v Speaker 1>the flying. He became a favorite professor at Cincinnati's School

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<v Speaker 1>of Engineering from nineteen seventy one to nineteen seventy nine,

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<v Speaker 1>but in the early eighties he decided to try something new.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think he was really after big money, but

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<v Speaker 1>I think he was in tree by the possibilities of

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<v Speaker 1>what he might be able to do for certain corporations,

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<v Speaker 1>especially those that had a had a technical engineering side

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<v Speaker 1>to it. So, starting you know, around nineteen eighty, really

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<v Speaker 1>until his retirement, Kneels involved with a number of different companies,

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<v Speaker 1>including Lear Jet and Chrysler. Michael Collins retired from NASA

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<v Speaker 1>just a year after the Apollo eleven mission. Having basically

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<v Speaker 1>worked as a US diplomat during the Giant Leap tour,

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<v Speaker 1>Michael took a job he would later describe as plush purgatory.

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<v Speaker 1>He actually volunteers to be the Deputy Assistant Secretary of

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<v Speaker 1>State for Public Affairs, and he does that for a

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<v Speaker 1>year or so, and like his colleagues, after about a

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<v Speaker 1>year so and his his alternate career, realizes that there's

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<v Speaker 1>another opportunity I like better. He became the first director

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<v Speaker 1>of National Air and Space Museum, where he supervised the design,

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<v Speaker 1>the development of the exhibits, the construction of the building,

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<v Speaker 1>made sure that it came in on time and under

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<v Speaker 1>budget when opened right around the time of the nation's

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<v Speaker 1>bicentennial uh in n j four. After that, he became

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<v Speaker 1>the Undersecretary of the Smithsonian. This beautiful new museum and

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<v Speaker 1>it's exciting exhibits of the mastery of air and space

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<v Speaker 1>is a perfect birthday present from the American people to themselves.

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<v Speaker 1>Neil and and Mike I think make a pretty good adjustment.

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<v Speaker 1>Buzz had a harder time with it. Budd came back

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<v Speaker 1>from the Moon a changed man, Jones said. After the

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<v Speaker 1>world tour, Buzz was emotionally exhausted and physically drained. His

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<v Speaker 1>marriage was coming apart, and he was haunted by an

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<v Speaker 1>all consuming aimlessness. What does a man do for an encore?

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<v Speaker 1>After walking on the moon, He later wrote in one

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<v Speaker 1>of his autobiographies, at home, he was moody and dismissive.

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<v Speaker 1>He stopped talking to his kids and would spend hours

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<v Speaker 1>in front of the TV nearly every night. Was fitful

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<v Speaker 1>and sleepless. He was a hero without a sense of purpose.

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<v Speaker 1>About the only thing consistent in his life was his drinking.

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<v Speaker 1>In April of nineteen seventy, less than a year after

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<v Speaker 1>the splashdown of Apollo eleven, Buzz met a woman named

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<v Speaker 1>Mary Hann at an Air Force event in New York.

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<v Speaker 1>He was immediately attracted to her, and she to him.

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<v Speaker 1>She represented everything he felt his marriage currently lacked life, color,

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<v Speaker 1>and vitality. It wasn't long before he and Mary Anne

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<v Speaker 1>began a secret affair. He began taking regular flights to

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<v Speaker 1>New York to see her, under the pretense of needing

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<v Speaker 1>to maintain his flight hours. Mary Anne was about the

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<v Speaker 1>only bright spot in his life. He still needed a job,

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<v Speaker 1>and the Air Forces, well, we'll put you in charge

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<v Speaker 1>of the test school, which was not really the assignment

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<v Speaker 1>he wanted, and I think was a very good fit there.

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<v Speaker 1>Buzz his son Andy that I know he very much wanted.

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<v Speaker 1>He wanted to run the Air Force Academy. I think

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<v Speaker 1>that's was his real fashion, and I think he was

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<v Speaker 1>frustrated that he didn't do that buzz head zero test

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<v Speaker 1>flight or administrative experience. But at least it was a job.

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<v Speaker 1>At least he had purpose again. But it wasn't long

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<v Speaker 1>before the hopelessness returned and Buzz checked himself into a

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<v Speaker 1>San Antonio medical clinic. The official reason for Buzz's day

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<v Speaker 1>was to treat some back and neck pain, but really

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<v Speaker 1>he was there to come to grips with his deteriorating

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<v Speaker 1>mental health. There was great stigma attached to mental illness

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<v Speaker 1>in the early nineteen seventies, and Buzz was convinced, not incorrectly,

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<v Speaker 1>that if word got out, his career would be over

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<v Speaker 1>and his status as an American hero severely tarnished. Buzz

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<v Speaker 1>was there for about four weeks, during which time he

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<v Speaker 1>regularly sat down with a psychiatrist. He began opening up

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<v Speaker 1>about his depression, and the doctor learned that Buzz's grandfather

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<v Speaker 1>had ended his life with his own revolver on his

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<v Speaker 1>mother's side a history of depression. In fact, his mother

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<v Speaker 1>had committed suicide. Buzz's mother, whose maiden name was poignantly Moon,

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<v Speaker 1>said she didn't think she could handle her son's looming

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<v Speaker 1>fame and committed suicide less than a year before Buzz

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<v Speaker 1>walked on the Moon. It was something Buzz blamed himself for.

0:27:00.800 --> 0:27:03.359
<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, what a burden, What a psychic burden

0:27:03.840 --> 0:27:07.600
<v Speaker 1>to carry. While the sessions were enlightening, neither Buzz nor

0:27:07.760 --> 0:27:09.959
<v Speaker 1>his doctor was aware of one of the most toxic

0:27:10.080 --> 0:27:13.920
<v Speaker 1>elements of Buzz's decline, an example of which was stashed

0:27:13.960 --> 0:27:17.080
<v Speaker 1>beneath his clothes in his suitcase a bottle of Scotch.

0:27:18.040 --> 0:27:20.840
<v Speaker 1>When Buzz checked himself out of treatment, he was feeling better,

0:27:21.359 --> 0:27:23.200
<v Speaker 1>though his doctor warned him that he still had a

0:27:23.320 --> 0:27:26.040
<v Speaker 1>long way to go. One of the first things Buzz

0:27:26.080 --> 0:27:28.680
<v Speaker 1>did was fly to New York to see Mary Anne,

0:27:29.040 --> 0:27:31.159
<v Speaker 1>but he quickly learned that she had decided to end

0:27:31.200 --> 0:27:35.360
<v Speaker 1>their relationship and marry someone else. His self esteem in tatters,

0:27:35.720 --> 0:27:38.359
<v Speaker 1>a dejected Buzz stepped down from the Edward's job just

0:27:38.560 --> 0:27:41.040
<v Speaker 1>nine months after he took it, and with it, he

0:27:41.240 --> 0:27:47.439
<v Speaker 1>left the military and NASA behind. I wanted to resume

0:27:47.480 --> 0:27:50.720
<v Speaker 1>my duties, but there were no duties to resume. Buzz

0:27:50.800 --> 0:27:53.720
<v Speaker 1>later wrote, there was no goal, no sense of calling,

0:27:53.840 --> 0:27:58.320
<v Speaker 1>no project worth pouring myself into. He felt adrift, cut

0:27:58.400 --> 0:28:01.520
<v Speaker 1>off from anything that wants to find and him. Shortly

0:28:01.600 --> 0:28:04.120
<v Speaker 1>before he retired, he wrote an article in the Los

0:28:04.160 --> 0:28:08.520
<v Speaker 1>Angeles Times recounting his post Apollo leven difficulties. Rather than

0:28:08.560 --> 0:28:11.920
<v Speaker 1>being shunned, he received wide acclaim for being bold enough

0:28:11.960 --> 0:28:16.280
<v Speaker 1>to come forward publicly and admit his struggles, especially given

0:28:16.359 --> 0:28:19.760
<v Speaker 1>his straight laced military background. He was asked to serve

0:28:19.800 --> 0:28:22.520
<v Speaker 1>on the board of the National Association for Mental Health

0:28:22.920 --> 0:28:26.000
<v Speaker 1>and soon wrote a book describing his battles in greater detail.

0:28:26.560 --> 0:28:29.440
<v Speaker 1>He didn't hold much back, admitting to nearly all of

0:28:29.520 --> 0:28:33.200
<v Speaker 1>his personal struggles and indiscretions. You know, the issues with

0:28:33.560 --> 0:28:39.040
<v Speaker 1>depression and alcoholism were really, really difficult. I'm not sure

0:28:39.800 --> 0:28:42.480
<v Speaker 1>my dad being so public about it made it easier

0:28:43.080 --> 0:28:45.800
<v Speaker 1>or harder, but we certainly didn't have to hide the

0:28:45.880 --> 0:28:49.000
<v Speaker 1>fact because he was so public about it. The book

0:28:49.120 --> 0:28:51.760
<v Speaker 1>was intended by him to be a cathartic experience, and

0:28:51.840 --> 0:28:54.520
<v Speaker 1>that after the book he was going to get sober

0:28:55.400 --> 0:29:00.320
<v Speaker 1>and you know, kind of rekindle a relation ship with

0:29:00.440 --> 0:29:04.680
<v Speaker 1>my mom, And none of that happened. In seventy four,

0:29:04.920 --> 0:29:08.200
<v Speaker 1>shortly after the death of Buzz's overbearing father and twenty

0:29:08.280 --> 0:29:12.400
<v Speaker 1>years of marriage, Buzz and Joan divorced. He was hardly alone.

0:29:13.320 --> 0:29:15.920
<v Speaker 1>Of the thirty astronauts who served at NASA from nineteen

0:29:15.960 --> 0:29:18.959
<v Speaker 1>sixty one to nineteen sixty nine, twenty three of their

0:29:18.960 --> 0:29:24.240
<v Speaker 1>marriages ended in divorce. Buzzes drinking continued to spiral out

0:29:24.280 --> 0:29:27.480
<v Speaker 1>of control. His role with a national Association for Mental

0:29:27.520 --> 0:29:31.040
<v Speaker 1>health came with many speaking engagements which Buzz was often

0:29:31.080 --> 0:29:34.160
<v Speaker 1>too drunk to perform. His new girlfriend pleaded with him

0:29:34.200 --> 0:29:37.320
<v Speaker 1>to check into an alcohol rehabilitation center, which he did,

0:29:37.840 --> 0:29:40.560
<v Speaker 1>and after a month of treatment, they were married. That

0:29:40.720 --> 0:29:44.280
<v Speaker 1>relationship fell apart just a year or so later. Buzz's

0:29:44.280 --> 0:29:46.600
<v Speaker 1>Air Force pension wasn't cutting it, and one of his

0:29:46.720 --> 0:29:50.440
<v Speaker 1>A contacts helped him land a new job selling Cadillacs

0:29:50.640 --> 0:29:53.840
<v Speaker 1>in Beverly Hills, but after six months on the job

0:29:54.160 --> 0:29:57.560
<v Speaker 1>and not a single car sold, Buzz quit. It wasn't

0:29:57.600 --> 0:29:59.959
<v Speaker 1>long after that that he kicked in his new girlfriend

0:30:00.160 --> 0:30:03.840
<v Speaker 1>door in a drunken rage and was arrested for disorderly conduct.

0:30:04.800 --> 0:30:12.440
<v Speaker 1>Buzz Aldrin had hit rock bottom. Back on Apollo eleven,

0:30:12.840 --> 0:30:16.160
<v Speaker 1>the crew is preparing for their final TV transmission. They

0:30:16.320 --> 0:30:18.240
<v Speaker 1>never wanted cameras to be a part of this mission,

0:30:18.480 --> 0:30:21.840
<v Speaker 1>but NASA hadn't given them a choice. Tonight, however, they're

0:30:21.920 --> 0:30:23.840
<v Speaker 1>thankful to have a chance to say a few words

0:30:23.920 --> 0:30:26.880
<v Speaker 1>to the watching world. What follows is a beautiful and

0:30:26.960 --> 0:30:30.280
<v Speaker 1>heartfelt acknowledgment of the history they made and the team

0:30:30.360 --> 0:30:33.560
<v Speaker 1>back on Earth that made it possible. Let's settle in

0:30:33.680 --> 0:30:39.120
<v Speaker 1>and listen, Glug. We're all set whenever you're ready to

0:30:39.160 --> 0:30:44.400
<v Speaker 1>send the commander of Apollo eleven. A hundred years ago

0:30:44.920 --> 0:30:52.600
<v Speaker 1>Jill book about a void spaceship Calabia from Florida and

0:30:52.760 --> 0:30:58.680
<v Speaker 1>landed after compleating and trept of them in the appropriate

0:30:58.840 --> 0:31:02.520
<v Speaker 1>the share with you some of the reflections of the

0:31:02.640 --> 0:31:07.440
<v Speaker 1>crew as the modern day Colombia complete gets rendezvous with

0:31:07.520 --> 0:31:12.240
<v Speaker 1>the planet Earth in the same Pacific Ocean tomorrow. First,

0:31:12.760 --> 0:31:16.960
<v Speaker 1>my column, Roger, this trip of ours to the Moon

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<v Speaker 1>may have looked to you simple or easy. I'd like

0:31:21.760 --> 0:31:23.760
<v Speaker 1>to share you that that has not been the case.

0:31:25.040 --> 0:31:27.680
<v Speaker 1>The battered by a rocket which put us into orbit

0:31:27.920 --> 0:31:32.920
<v Speaker 1>is an incredibly complicated piece of machinery, every piece of

0:31:33.000 --> 0:31:38.080
<v Speaker 1>which works broadly. The SPS engine are large rocket engine

0:31:38.520 --> 0:31:41.280
<v Speaker 1>on the FD end of our service module must have

0:31:41.520 --> 0:31:44.760
<v Speaker 1>performed flawlessly, or we would have been stranded in lunar orbit.

0:31:45.080 --> 0:31:49.320
<v Speaker 1>The parachute up above my head must work perfectly tomorrow,

0:31:49.400 --> 0:31:51.640
<v Speaker 1>or we will plumb it into the ocean. All this

0:31:51.880 --> 0:31:55.600
<v Speaker 1>is possible only through the blood, sweat and tears of

0:31:55.680 --> 0:31:59.840
<v Speaker 1>the American workman who put these pieces of the machinery together.

0:32:00.040 --> 0:32:04.800
<v Speaker 1>The factory that evaporates him is somewhat like the periscope

0:32:04.920 --> 0:32:07.560
<v Speaker 1>of a deepery. All you see is the three of us,

0:32:08.160 --> 0:32:11.719
<v Speaker 1>but beneath the drivers a thousands of thous the brothers,

0:32:12.240 --> 0:32:13.880
<v Speaker 1>and to all of us, I would like to say

0:32:14.280 --> 0:32:17.160
<v Speaker 1>thank you very much. Michael later admits that he has

0:32:17.200 --> 0:32:20.120
<v Speaker 1>a huge lump in his throat and ends very emotionally

0:32:21.040 --> 0:32:25.120
<v Speaker 1>buzzes up next Good evening. As we've been discussing the

0:32:25.200 --> 0:32:28.560
<v Speaker 1>events that have taken place in the past two or

0:32:28.600 --> 0:32:31.960
<v Speaker 1>three days here on Boordars Big Craft, we've come to

0:32:32.040 --> 0:32:35.880
<v Speaker 1>the conclusion that this has been far more than three

0:32:35.960 --> 0:32:40.680
<v Speaker 1>men on a voyage to the moment, more still than

0:32:40.760 --> 0:32:45.480
<v Speaker 1>the efforts of our government and industry teams, or even

0:32:45.720 --> 0:32:49.640
<v Speaker 1>than the efforts of one nation. We feel that this

0:32:49.800 --> 0:32:54.360
<v Speaker 1>stands as a symbol of the insatiable curiosity of all

0:32:54.440 --> 0:33:00.680
<v Speaker 1>mankind to explore the unknown. We've been particularly pleased with

0:33:00.880 --> 0:33:04.320
<v Speaker 1>the emblem of our plight depicting the U. S. Eagle

0:33:05.480 --> 0:33:09.360
<v Speaker 1>bringing the universal symbol of peace from the planet Earth

0:33:09.720 --> 0:33:14.400
<v Speaker 1>to the Moon, that symbol being the olive branch. Personally

0:33:14.480 --> 0:33:17.960
<v Speaker 1>and reflecting the events of the past several days of

0:33:18.120 --> 0:33:21.400
<v Speaker 1>hearths from the thomps comes to mind to me where

0:33:21.400 --> 0:33:24.440
<v Speaker 1>I consider the heavens, the work of thy fingers, the

0:33:24.600 --> 0:33:28.160
<v Speaker 1>moan and the stars which thou hast ordained. What is

0:33:28.280 --> 0:33:33.040
<v Speaker 1>man if thou art mindful of him? Last, but not

0:33:33.200 --> 0:33:38.240
<v Speaker 1>least is nil. Responsibility for the plight lies first with history,

0:33:39.040 --> 0:33:42.520
<v Speaker 1>with a giant of science who have preceded deservers. Next

0:33:42.560 --> 0:33:45.920
<v Speaker 1>to the American people who have through their will indicated

0:33:46.480 --> 0:33:50.800
<v Speaker 1>their desire. Next to four administrations in their congresses for

0:33:51.000 --> 0:33:54.520
<v Speaker 1>implementing the will. And then to the agency and industry

0:33:54.600 --> 0:33:58.720
<v Speaker 1>teams that built our space past the Saturn, the Colombia,

0:33:58.960 --> 0:34:02.120
<v Speaker 1>the Eagle, and the little gam you the space. The

0:34:02.240 --> 0:34:05.200
<v Speaker 1>fact that that was our all space prayers out on

0:34:05.240 --> 0:34:08.280
<v Speaker 1>the Learner Service. We'd like to give a special thanks

0:34:08.480 --> 0:34:11.800
<v Speaker 1>to all those Americans who have built those space prams.

0:34:12.200 --> 0:34:15.759
<v Speaker 1>We did the constructions, design the death and put their

0:34:16.040 --> 0:34:20.239
<v Speaker 1>hearts and all their abilities and into those prayers. To

0:34:20.400 --> 0:34:24.000
<v Speaker 1>those people tonight we give a special thanking and to

0:34:24.120 --> 0:34:27.640
<v Speaker 1>all the other people that are listening and watching tonight,

0:34:28.120 --> 0:34:31.840
<v Speaker 1>God U good night from all follow all over. I

0:34:31.920 --> 0:34:34.080
<v Speaker 1>can think a few better ways to begin winding this

0:34:34.200 --> 0:34:36.880
<v Speaker 1>podcast down than to let these men gush about the

0:34:37.000 --> 0:34:39.560
<v Speaker 1>very people whose voices we've been hearing over the past

0:34:39.600 --> 0:34:43.520
<v Speaker 1>eight episodes. Those who designed, built, and tested the spacecraft

0:34:43.560 --> 0:34:46.480
<v Speaker 1>in which they've been traveling, the flight controllers in mission

0:34:46.520 --> 0:34:49.800
<v Speaker 1>control watching over them every step of their journey, the

0:34:49.880 --> 0:34:53.000
<v Speaker 1>political machine that gave birth to such an audacious feat,

0:34:53.719 --> 0:34:56.640
<v Speaker 1>and the American public who cheered them on and in

0:34:56.760 --> 0:35:00.320
<v Speaker 1>the end footed the bill and given the act that

0:35:00.440 --> 0:35:03.600
<v Speaker 1>this extraordinary accomplishment was carried out as part of a

0:35:03.680 --> 0:35:07.880
<v Speaker 1>titanic struggle between two global titans. There's something meaningful in

0:35:07.920 --> 0:35:10.799
<v Speaker 1>the crew's insistence that the winner of the space race

0:35:10.960 --> 0:35:13.719
<v Speaker 1>was not a government or a single nation, but rather

0:35:13.840 --> 0:35:17.880
<v Speaker 1>the insatiable curiosity of all mankind to explore the unknown.

0:35:18.680 --> 0:35:21.360
<v Speaker 1>Apollo eleven was a small step for the United States,

0:35:22.120 --> 0:35:31.080
<v Speaker 1>but a giant leap for human kind in while on

0:35:31.160 --> 0:35:34.920
<v Speaker 1>a ski trip, Neil Armstrong suffered a heart attack. It

0:35:35.080 --> 0:35:37.560
<v Speaker 1>was the same day he'd begun the process of separating

0:35:37.600 --> 0:35:41.760
<v Speaker 1>from Janet, his wife of thirty eight years. Lily Coppel

0:35:41.920 --> 0:35:46.800
<v Speaker 1>and James Hanson explained, has been a very guarded, playing

0:35:46.920 --> 0:35:50.640
<v Speaker 1>his cards posted his chest kind of guy. I think

0:35:50.840 --> 0:35:55.880
<v Speaker 1>jan felt sort of an emotional coldness from Neal. I

0:35:55.960 --> 0:35:59.759
<v Speaker 1>think Janet had hoped all along that the Neil might

0:36:00.080 --> 0:36:05.800
<v Speaker 1>change in in important ways and their relationship, that Neil

0:36:05.880 --> 0:36:08.640
<v Speaker 1>could be more present for her. And I think, you know,

0:36:08.760 --> 0:36:11.280
<v Speaker 1>she was hoping that when he left the Astronaut Corps

0:36:11.440 --> 0:36:13.600
<v Speaker 1>and then and then left NASA and they went back

0:36:13.680 --> 0:36:15.920
<v Speaker 1>to Ohio and he got this teaching position and they

0:36:16.000 --> 0:36:19.399
<v Speaker 1>got this farm, uh, that that would all be enough

0:36:19.560 --> 0:36:22.759
<v Speaker 1>for things to change in ways, it would make the

0:36:22.800 --> 0:36:26.880
<v Speaker 1>relationship healthier, in the whole situation of the family better.

0:36:27.320 --> 0:36:29.040
<v Speaker 1>And so I think she just kept hoping that that

0:36:29.120 --> 0:36:34.600
<v Speaker 1>would happen um and it didn't. It just didn't change.

0:36:34.760 --> 0:36:38.799
<v Speaker 1>And she came to the realization, obviously over many many years,

0:36:39.000 --> 0:36:41.839
<v Speaker 1>very slowly, that you know, he's just not He's never

0:36:42.000 --> 0:36:44.200
<v Speaker 1>going to change. This is never going to be any different.

0:36:44.719 --> 0:36:46.840
<v Speaker 1>What she said to me was I got tired of

0:36:46.960 --> 0:36:50.360
<v Speaker 1>being missed. Neil Armstrong. Neil recovered from his heart attack

0:36:50.680 --> 0:36:54.640
<v Speaker 1>around nine four when Neil was a member of a

0:36:54.719 --> 0:36:58.759
<v Speaker 1>golf club and a friend of his who had a

0:36:58.920 --> 0:37:03.280
<v Speaker 1>friend that had just lost her husband a few years

0:37:03.360 --> 0:37:07.440
<v Speaker 1>back in a flying accident. Carol Knight was her name.

0:37:07.719 --> 0:37:10.680
<v Speaker 1>Neil was introduced to her at the golf club and

0:37:11.080 --> 0:37:15.200
<v Speaker 1>they hit it off. Neil and Carol married and stayed

0:37:15.280 --> 0:37:18.960
<v Speaker 1>married until Neil's death in and some people think that

0:37:19.200 --> 0:37:21.480
<v Speaker 1>Carol really turned out to be the love is of

0:37:21.600 --> 0:37:25.080
<v Speaker 1>his life, a better match. Neil continued to fly right

0:37:25.160 --> 0:37:27.680
<v Speaker 1>up until the day he died. He was having some

0:37:27.880 --> 0:37:33.000
<v Speaker 1>symptoms uh that he called into his doctor UH and

0:37:33.440 --> 0:37:36.200
<v Speaker 1>the doctor wanted him to come in immediately UH. And

0:37:36.280 --> 0:37:39.480
<v Speaker 1>they gave him a stress test and realized he had

0:37:39.520 --> 0:37:42.040
<v Speaker 1>some blockages that needed to be fixed, and so they

0:37:42.719 --> 0:37:46.520
<v Speaker 1>immediately gave him a quadruple bypass surgery. Just a few

0:37:46.600 --> 0:37:49.480
<v Speaker 1>days later, Neil was up and walking and it looked

0:37:49.480 --> 0:37:52.440
<v Speaker 1>like he'd be heading home soon, but he developed complications

0:37:52.640 --> 0:37:55.400
<v Speaker 1>that his small local hospital was not equipped to handle

0:37:55.840 --> 0:37:58.680
<v Speaker 1>a man who could have died a zillion different ways.

0:37:58.760 --> 0:38:02.080
<v Speaker 1>As a pilot, you know, in combat and Korea, and

0:38:02.400 --> 0:38:06.239
<v Speaker 1>you know, flying airplanes at Edwards Uh as an astronaut.

0:38:06.560 --> 0:38:08.719
<v Speaker 1>For him to die in the way that he did,

0:38:08.880 --> 0:38:12.200
<v Speaker 1>you know, I feel as extraordinarily tragic, and it sort

0:38:12.239 --> 0:38:15.839
<v Speaker 1>of makes a very unfortunate ending to what had been

0:38:15.920 --> 0:38:21.640
<v Speaker 1>a really remarkable life. Neo Armstrong, the first man to

0:38:21.800 --> 0:38:24.839
<v Speaker 1>walk on the Moon, becoming a hero to generations, has

0:38:24.960 --> 0:38:28.359
<v Speaker 1>died back on Earth. The former Navy fighter pilot never

0:38:28.440 --> 0:38:30.719
<v Speaker 1>allowed himself to be caught up in the celebrity and

0:38:30.840 --> 0:38:34.920
<v Speaker 1>glamor of the space program, calling himself a white Sox

0:38:35.040 --> 0:38:40.920
<v Speaker 1>pocket protector nerdy engineer. Neil Armstrong was eight two. His

0:38:41.040 --> 0:38:44.239
<v Speaker 1>family was offered a state funeral, something usually reserved only

0:38:44.320 --> 0:38:48.080
<v Speaker 1>for presidents and high ranking members of Congress, but they declined.

0:38:48.800 --> 0:39:01.799
<v Speaker 1>He was buried at sea with full naval honors. Pat

0:39:01.840 --> 0:39:05.320
<v Speaker 1>Collins died in two thousand and fourteen after suffering a stroke.

0:39:06.239 --> 0:39:09.040
<v Speaker 1>She and Michael were happily married until the very end.

0:39:09.440 --> 0:39:12.560
<v Speaker 1>Pat and Michael Collins were one of just a handful

0:39:12.600 --> 0:39:16.200
<v Speaker 1>of space couples that stayed together. Pat was a very

0:39:16.320 --> 0:39:20.360
<v Speaker 1>liberated woman and Michael Collins perhaps this was one of

0:39:20.480 --> 0:39:23.680
<v Speaker 1>the trades of any good marriage. Let her be herself

0:39:24.400 --> 0:39:27.719
<v Speaker 1>According to Andrew Chacken, Michael was the most successful at

0:39:27.760 --> 0:39:32.440
<v Speaker 1>maintaining a sense of normalcy after Apollo Levin's return. Mike was,

0:39:33.000 --> 0:39:35.520
<v Speaker 1>of the three of them, the most user friendly. Mike

0:39:35.719 --> 0:39:43.520
<v Speaker 1>was the most approachable, relatable. He talked easily, he smiled,

0:39:43.719 --> 0:39:46.640
<v Speaker 1>he made jokes. You saw that this was a three

0:39:46.719 --> 0:39:51.200
<v Speaker 1>dimensional human being, much more so than the public side

0:39:51.320 --> 0:39:54.640
<v Speaker 1>of Neil or Buzz. Um. I would say, it's it's

0:39:54.680 --> 0:39:57.239
<v Speaker 1>fair to say that in public you had the sense

0:39:57.360 --> 0:40:00.399
<v Speaker 1>that both Neil and Buz were wound pretty tight. Um

0:40:00.480 --> 0:40:06.120
<v Speaker 1>not so with Mike. When we left off with Buzz,

0:40:06.560 --> 0:40:10.200
<v Speaker 1>he'd hit rock bottom. As a result, he quit drinking

0:40:10.600 --> 0:40:14.000
<v Speaker 1>and he never looked back. He married again, to a

0:40:14.080 --> 0:40:18.040
<v Speaker 1>woman named Lois. Every superman needs his Lois, he joked.

0:40:18.640 --> 0:40:20.880
<v Speaker 1>She was the love of his life, he told everyone,

0:40:21.239 --> 0:40:25.080
<v Speaker 1>and indeed they seemed very happy, more than anyone else,

0:40:25.320 --> 0:40:28.520
<v Speaker 1>he wrote in his autobiography. She rebuilt him from the

0:40:28.719 --> 0:40:32.160
<v Speaker 1>inside out, and she had a talent for making money,

0:40:32.400 --> 0:40:36.640
<v Speaker 1>transforming herself into his manager and biggest promoter. She booked

0:40:36.680 --> 0:40:40.320
<v Speaker 1>Buzz on countless television shows, everything from the Simpsons and

0:40:40.360 --> 0:40:43.000
<v Speaker 1>The Big Bang Theory to Thirty Rock and Dancing with

0:40:43.120 --> 0:40:47.200
<v Speaker 1>the stars. She organized speeches, greased the skids on nearly

0:40:47.239 --> 0:40:50.480
<v Speaker 1>a dozen books, and got him endorsement deals with Apple, Nike,

0:40:50.719 --> 0:40:55.560
<v Speaker 1>and Louis Vuitton. Together they made millions, and finally Buzz

0:40:55.640 --> 0:40:59.560
<v Speaker 1>was no longer destitute or buried in darkness, and once

0:40:59.600 --> 0:41:05.120
<v Speaker 1>again he found his passion for space. He was a

0:41:05.320 --> 0:41:09.000
<v Speaker 1>pioneer at heart and still is. It's not an accident

0:41:09.120 --> 0:41:13.000
<v Speaker 1>that he's spent most of his energies since leaving NASA

0:41:13.640 --> 0:41:18.040
<v Speaker 1>on forwarding the cause of space exploration. He began advocating

0:41:18.080 --> 0:41:21.880
<v Speaker 1>for NASA to take the next logical step, placing American

0:41:21.960 --> 0:41:25.360
<v Speaker 1>bootprints in the scarlet soil of the Red planet. He

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<v Speaker 1>wants to see humanity become a two planet species with

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<v Speaker 1>a colony on Mars by twenty forty. Tragically, this Twilight

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<v Speaker 1>renaissance did not last, and Buzz and Lowis divorced in

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<v Speaker 1>two thousand and twelve after twenty three years of marriage.

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<v Speaker 1>Most recently, Buzz was in the news as part of

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<v Speaker 1>a legal dispute in which he filed a lawsuit against

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<v Speaker 1>two of his children and his former business partner, accusing

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<v Speaker 1>them of trying to exploit him and steal his money.

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<v Speaker 1>They contended that several of his friends were taking advantage

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<v Speaker 1>of his dementia and Alzheimer's, alienating him from his family

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<v Speaker 1>and draining his life savings. He later dropped the lawsuit,

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<v Speaker 1>but has been largely out of the public eye ever since.

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<v Speaker 1>Many have asked why was Buzz the only one whose

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<v Speaker 1>life was torn apart once he returned to Earth? And

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<v Speaker 1>there are no easier pad answers. Neil was number one.

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<v Speaker 1>He didn't have anything to prove, while he was far

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<v Speaker 1>from the hermit many made him out to be. After

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<v Speaker 1>his return, he wisely rationed himself. He spoke seldom about

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<v Speaker 1>his public life and almost never about his private life.

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<v Speaker 1>Michael said in his autobiography that the moon changed him,

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<v Speaker 1>gave him a cosmic perspective. He no longer got upset

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<v Speaker 1>over the little things in life, no matter the accolades

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<v Speaker 1>he received or the challenges he faced. The Earth continued

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<v Speaker 1>to rotate just the same the Moon continued in its

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<v Speaker 1>path unchanged. Buzz was Apollo's middle child, always trying to

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<v Speaker 1>prove himself to his father, to all of us, an

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<v Speaker 1>artist of all, to himself. Years after their return, he

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<v Speaker 1>admitted that the crew of Apollo even didn't really stay

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<v Speaker 1>all that connected. They took their very different personalities and

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<v Speaker 1>went their separate ways, only glancing into each other at

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<v Speaker 1>special events every half decade or so. And perhaps in

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<v Speaker 1>the end we shouldn't ask why Buzz cracked, but rather

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<v Speaker 1>how could he not have? Given all the pressure he

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<v Speaker 1>was under before, during, and even after the mission. We

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<v Speaker 1>idolized these men. We made them international icons. We dubbed

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<v Speaker 1>them heroes, and indeed they are, but they're also just human.

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<v Speaker 1>Follow eleven. You're a friendly Green team going off for

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<v Speaker 1>the night and going off for the last time. When

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<v Speaker 1>video a good night back on Apollo eleven, Bruce McCandless

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<v Speaker 1>is saying his goodbyes, the Green Team's rotation won't come

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<v Speaker 1>up again during the remainder of the mission. Than you,

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<v Speaker 1>We appreciate all that. Man. Uh, we'll be thanking him back.

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<v Speaker 1>I really enjoyed working with Thank you very much, Thank

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<v Speaker 1>you very much working with him. Charlie Duke is the

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<v Speaker 1>next one in the capcom seat, and he has some

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<v Speaker 1>bad news. The weather reports have been predicting beautiful skies

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<v Speaker 1>over their landing zone tomorrow, but things have changed. A

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<v Speaker 1>typhoon is brewing in the South Pacific, where they are

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<v Speaker 1>expected to splash down. The weather is clobbering in at

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<v Speaker 1>our targeted landing point due to uh scattered sun and storm.

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<v Speaker 1>We're gonna move there. The new coordinates are thirty degrees

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<v Speaker 1>nineteen minutes north one minutes with the weather in that

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<v Speaker 1>area is super le When Houston Miken get your chance

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<v Speaker 1>to landing tomorrow, no go around, right, You're gonna let

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<v Speaker 1>me land all right? That's right there. As with their

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<v Speaker 1>moon landing, they're going to have to land down range

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<v Speaker 1>of their intended target two hundred and fifteen nautical miles

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<v Speaker 1>to be exact. This gives Michael pause. It's a very

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<v Speaker 1>different kind of entry, and not one Michael has trained for.

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<v Speaker 1>Assuming the computer keeps working and guides them in, there

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<v Speaker 1>will be no issues. But if something happens and Michael

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<v Speaker 1>has to take control, they're in trouble. All good nights

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<v Speaker 1>having been said, the crew of Follow eleven is now

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<v Speaker 1>preparing to get their ten hours rest their last night

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<v Speaker 1>in space. As they prepare for sleep, Michael finds himself

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<v Speaker 1>thinking about the men in the spacecraft with him. The

0:45:42.680 --> 0:45:46.279
<v Speaker 1>astronauts began as competitors, and Michael assumed that once they

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<v Speaker 1>became a crew, that would fall away and they dropped

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<v Speaker 1>their guards, but they haven't. Michael realizes that they never

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<v Speaker 1>share their thoughts or feelings. They only ever talk about

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<v Speaker 1>the mission. Michael wants to get to know Neil better,

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<v Speaker 1>but Neil seems to hold him and everyone at arms length,

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<v Speaker 1>and oddly enough, Michael is the one keeping Buzz at

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<v Speaker 1>arm's length. Buzz is the more approachable, but Michael feels

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<v Speaker 1>as if Buzz is always trying to probe him for weaknesses.

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<v Speaker 1>Michael realizes that if they get home in one piece,

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<v Speaker 1>their lives are going to change, and there will doubtless

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<v Speaker 1>be challenges none of them can anticipate or are prepared for.

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<v Speaker 1>Michael wishes they were closer and could draw on each

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<v Speaker 1>other for strength. He would later write in his autobiography,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't have any idea what Neil and Buzz intend

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<v Speaker 1>to do after the flight, or me, for that matter,

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<v Speaker 1>but whatever it is, we should support each other, and

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not sure we've yet built the basis for that support.

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<v Speaker 1>Day eight is over. Day nine July begins with our

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<v Speaker 1>next and final episode. Apollo eleven is nearly home, but

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<v Speaker 1>first it has to fall through a veil of fire,

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<v Speaker 1>and we'll take a look at what the future holds

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<v Speaker 1>history again by setting their sights on Mars. This podcast

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