1 00:00:03,720 --> 00:00:06,240 Speaker 1: I want to know more about Karla Morrison, the woman 2 00:00:06,320 --> 00:00:07,160 Speaker 1: behind the music. 3 00:00:07,280 --> 00:00:09,400 Speaker 2: For me, it's important to talk about mental health and 4 00:00:09,480 --> 00:00:12,760 Speaker 2: my music and my concerts and my interviews and wherever 5 00:00:12,800 --> 00:00:20,200 Speaker 2: I can. I mean, yeah, you're overweight, you have tattoos, 6 00:00:20,280 --> 00:00:25,200 Speaker 2: You're very dramatic with your music. Call it post. My 7 00:00:25,320 --> 00:00:29,479 Speaker 2: husband stops us right every time he makes me coffee. 8 00:00:29,600 --> 00:00:31,080 Speaker 2: He's like this some coffee. 9 00:00:31,120 --> 00:00:40,839 Speaker 1: I go, Oh, cheeky, Hello, Hello, Welcome back to the 10 00:00:40,920 --> 00:00:43,560 Speaker 1: Cheeky's and Chill Podcast. I hope you all are having 11 00:00:43,600 --> 00:00:46,560 Speaker 1: a wonderful week. I really just want to hop into 12 00:00:46,600 --> 00:00:50,400 Speaker 1: today's episode because we have an incredible guest. She's someone 13 00:00:50,400 --> 00:00:52,839 Speaker 1: I absolutely adore and admire and I can't wait for 14 00:00:52,880 --> 00:00:55,200 Speaker 1: you guys to get to know the woman behind the artists. 15 00:00:55,480 --> 00:01:05,440 Speaker 1: This is Cheeky's and Chill. Oh my goodness, you guys. 16 00:01:05,440 --> 00:01:08,000 Speaker 1: I am so excited. I am so excited. You have 17 00:01:08,040 --> 00:01:12,560 Speaker 1: no idea we have the one and the only Carla Morrison. 18 00:01:12,640 --> 00:01:15,720 Speaker 1: Oh my goodness, cardicle On, that's how are you. I 19 00:01:15,720 --> 00:01:17,600 Speaker 1: feel like I need drums in some type of like 20 00:01:17,640 --> 00:01:20,240 Speaker 1: freaking music for you. 21 00:01:20,319 --> 00:01:20,920 Speaker 2: Thank you. 22 00:01:21,120 --> 00:01:24,000 Speaker 1: I'm so happy to be here so I canna see you. 23 00:01:24,000 --> 00:01:27,440 Speaker 2: You're too yeah, thank you so much. 24 00:01:27,600 --> 00:01:29,520 Speaker 1: Part of it, for sure, is because I'm just excited. 25 00:01:29,560 --> 00:01:31,319 Speaker 1: I'm excited to have you on. I've told you, I've 26 00:01:31,360 --> 00:01:33,800 Speaker 1: told you when we message, how much I admire you, 27 00:01:33,880 --> 00:01:36,440 Speaker 1: how much I love your music. I have to just 28 00:01:36,480 --> 00:01:39,039 Speaker 1: say it because it's like an honor to me. But 29 00:01:39,080 --> 00:01:40,920 Speaker 1: you sent me a note. She sent me like this 30 00:01:41,080 --> 00:01:44,080 Speaker 1: care package you guys, and I'm so grateful. It blew 31 00:01:44,080 --> 00:01:47,640 Speaker 1: me away because this is Carla Morrison. Okay, So I 32 00:01:47,880 --> 00:01:50,000 Speaker 1: she sends me, She's like, hey, give me your address, 33 00:01:50,080 --> 00:01:52,680 Speaker 1: and I'm like, okay, and I don't know which what 34 00:01:52,800 --> 00:01:54,040 Speaker 1: was gonna happen. I don't know. I thought she was 35 00:01:54,080 --> 00:01:56,560 Speaker 1: gonna send me an invitation. No, say, I didn't even 36 00:01:56,600 --> 00:01:58,920 Speaker 1: expect anything. But she sends me this package. She's like, 37 00:01:58,960 --> 00:02:00,600 Speaker 1: you know, I had told her I was too well 38 00:02:00,640 --> 00:02:03,640 Speaker 1: and we were kind of going through it and memando 39 00:02:05,040 --> 00:02:09,040 Speaker 1: like it was so beautiful, these beautiful like bath bombs 40 00:02:09,080 --> 00:02:11,640 Speaker 1: and body lotions so I could just relax and the 41 00:02:11,680 --> 00:02:13,840 Speaker 1: most wonderful note. And I have to tell you, Carla, 42 00:02:13,919 --> 00:02:16,639 Speaker 1: I have the note. I have a little spiritual sanctuary 43 00:02:16,680 --> 00:02:18,440 Speaker 1: in my bathroom and I have the note right there. 44 00:02:18,800 --> 00:02:26,040 Speaker 1: I what you wrote, Hulo way she's gonna be like, 45 00:02:26,120 --> 00:02:28,120 Speaker 1: she's like, oh no, she's she's a little weird. I'm 46 00:02:28,120 --> 00:02:31,919 Speaker 1: just gonna note I have it there because it inspired 47 00:02:31,919 --> 00:02:33,560 Speaker 1: me because I admire you so much, you know, I 48 00:02:33,560 --> 00:02:35,359 Speaker 1: admire you so much. Of course as a woman in 49 00:02:35,400 --> 00:02:39,920 Speaker 1: the in music, your voice is on Na, you're you're, 50 00:02:40,040 --> 00:02:42,720 Speaker 1: You're great. So for you to tell me, like one 51 00:02:42,760 --> 00:02:45,200 Speaker 1: little line that she said you guys, was she said 52 00:02:45,200 --> 00:02:47,840 Speaker 1: you were born to do this. It was like wow, 53 00:02:48,400 --> 00:02:50,280 Speaker 1: it just came in and you don't know how much 54 00:02:50,320 --> 00:02:52,560 Speaker 1: I needed it during that time. So anyways, enough about me, 55 00:02:52,639 --> 00:02:56,800 Speaker 1: I want to know about so AnyWho. We're gonna talk 56 00:02:56,840 --> 00:02:59,360 Speaker 1: about music, of course, because I'm sure people you know, 57 00:02:59,520 --> 00:03:04,160 Speaker 1: but as as just a woman, as a fan, I 58 00:03:04,200 --> 00:03:08,400 Speaker 1: want to know more about Carla, the woman, the woman behind. Okay, 59 00:03:08,639 --> 00:03:11,920 Speaker 1: that's okay with you, Yes, of course. Do you have 60 00:03:11,919 --> 00:03:12,760 Speaker 1: any siblings? 61 00:03:13,000 --> 00:03:18,080 Speaker 2: I do have. I have three siblings, guadro So. I 62 00:03:18,120 --> 00:03:22,360 Speaker 2: have an older sister, she's forty two, she's in even 63 00:03:23,600 --> 00:03:26,280 Speaker 2: she got married like nice, I don't know, like sixteen 64 00:03:26,360 --> 00:03:29,720 Speaker 2: years ago, and she moved. And then my older brother 65 00:03:30,240 --> 00:03:34,560 Speaker 2: Guardenta and he he lives in Arizona. And then it's 66 00:03:34,560 --> 00:03:36,880 Speaker 2: me and then my younger brother. He lives in Mexico 67 00:03:37,000 --> 00:03:40,440 Speaker 2: and he's thirty I think, or he's about to turn thirty. 68 00:03:40,880 --> 00:03:46,360 Speaker 1: So yeah, the sandwich my sandwich. Uh huh. And are 69 00:03:46,400 --> 00:03:48,680 Speaker 1: you guys pretty close despite you know you live, you 70 00:03:48,680 --> 00:03:50,760 Speaker 1: guys kind of live far away. Are you guys pretty close? 71 00:03:51,000 --> 00:03:54,720 Speaker 2: I feel like we are. It's just that last thing 72 00:03:54,760 --> 00:03:57,720 Speaker 2: that's that's those kids, So it's hard sometimes to keep 73 00:03:57,760 --> 00:03:59,800 Speaker 2: in touch because they're trying to do everything at once. 74 00:04:01,760 --> 00:04:04,080 Speaker 2: So we're as close as we can be. Yeah. 75 00:04:04,720 --> 00:04:07,000 Speaker 1: So now that we're on this topic of family, I 76 00:04:07,080 --> 00:04:09,119 Speaker 1: hear that your dad was adopted. 77 00:04:09,200 --> 00:04:12,720 Speaker 2: Correct, Yes, my dad was adopted when he was I 78 00:04:12,720 --> 00:04:17,640 Speaker 2: think around ten or eleven. I'm going to go and 79 00:04:17,720 --> 00:04:20,920 Speaker 2: Toto lover the world and obviously was like okay whatever. 80 00:04:21,120 --> 00:04:24,880 Speaker 2: And then he did. He left the Rao and he 81 00:04:25,000 --> 00:04:29,440 Speaker 2: crossed the border because back then nas so he just 82 00:04:29,480 --> 00:04:32,440 Speaker 2: like crossed the border. He was living in San Diego 83 00:04:32,520 --> 00:04:36,840 Speaker 2: and this American guy that was actually the son of 84 00:04:36,920 --> 00:04:40,160 Speaker 2: an english woman that lived that moved from Liverpool, England 85 00:04:40,200 --> 00:04:45,760 Speaker 2: to San Diego. She had William Maya Elito, and William 86 00:04:45,880 --> 00:04:49,200 Speaker 2: adopted my dad because they met at like work, and 87 00:04:49,240 --> 00:04:51,520 Speaker 2: my dad was like I'm over it. I'm going back 88 00:04:51,560 --> 00:04:54,880 Speaker 2: home after like three months, was like, no, no, no, 89 00:04:54,960 --> 00:04:57,080 Speaker 2: let me adopt you, like I could totally give you 90 00:04:57,120 --> 00:04:59,680 Speaker 2: a better life, Like is major, you know, don't go 91 00:04:59,720 --> 00:05:03,640 Speaker 2: back to Mexico. My dad just like phoned Milita and 92 00:05:03,760 --> 00:05:06,800 Speaker 2: she was like, okay, sure, So that's why I'm Mottersons, 93 00:05:06,800 --> 00:05:12,599 Speaker 2: you know, Vieira, that's why I got papers. 94 00:05:13,400 --> 00:05:20,599 Speaker 1: Oh well, thank goodness, thank goodness for rude And how 95 00:05:20,760 --> 00:05:23,160 Speaker 1: how how does that did that change anything? Like when 96 00:05:23,200 --> 00:05:25,000 Speaker 1: you found that out? Like how did that make you feel? 97 00:05:25,000 --> 00:05:26,880 Speaker 1: Did it change with like the dynamic of how you 98 00:05:26,920 --> 00:05:27,599 Speaker 1: saw family? 99 00:05:28,040 --> 00:05:31,839 Speaker 2: Honestly, it didn't change because to me, it was very normal. 100 00:05:31,880 --> 00:05:34,960 Speaker 2: It was the story that everybody would like that everybody knew. 101 00:05:35,520 --> 00:05:41,599 Speaker 2: I think what it really made me think was such 102 00:05:42,240 --> 00:05:45,120 Speaker 2: a like kind soul, like he went ahead because he 103 00:05:45,360 --> 00:05:48,880 Speaker 2: at that time he was single. He never married. He 104 00:05:48,960 --> 00:05:52,080 Speaker 2: actually passed around like forty five years old because he 105 00:05:52,120 --> 00:06:00,120 Speaker 2: had a yeah, super young, so he never married. His 106 00:06:00,480 --> 00:06:03,080 Speaker 2: family was my dad and he adopted my dad. So 107 00:06:03,520 --> 00:06:06,799 Speaker 2: to me it was more like wow, this like man 108 00:06:07,000 --> 00:06:09,680 Speaker 2: was so kind and had such a kind heart that 109 00:06:09,839 --> 00:06:12,200 Speaker 2: just like adopted my dad and had you know, he 110 00:06:12,320 --> 00:06:17,120 Speaker 2: was so proud of my dad, and it just really 111 00:06:17,160 --> 00:06:19,799 Speaker 2: made me feel like, wow, that's such a beautiful story, 112 00:06:20,880 --> 00:06:23,200 Speaker 2: like such a kind hearted person, you know. And it's 113 00:06:23,200 --> 00:06:26,719 Speaker 2: crazy because I wasn't born when he was alive, but 114 00:06:26,880 --> 00:06:30,480 Speaker 2: I know that he really wanted a third ano and 115 00:06:30,560 --> 00:06:32,839 Speaker 2: so I never met him. But when I was seven, 116 00:06:33,000 --> 00:06:35,960 Speaker 2: I would have this recurring dream all the time that 117 00:06:36,040 --> 00:06:38,479 Speaker 2: this guy in my dreams wanted to play with me, 118 00:06:39,040 --> 00:06:41,800 Speaker 2: and I was like, who is this guy? No, no, no, no, 119 00:06:41,839 --> 00:06:43,640 Speaker 2: I don't want to. I don't want to. And then 120 00:06:43,640 --> 00:06:46,240 Speaker 2: one day my mom got some pictures out and I 121 00:06:46,279 --> 00:06:52,080 Speaker 2: saw this guy and I'm like, who is this guy? William? 122 00:06:52,560 --> 00:06:57,920 Speaker 2: And every time, like I've had this dream for years 123 00:06:57,960 --> 00:07:00,599 Speaker 2: where this guy wants to play with me and it's 124 00:07:00,680 --> 00:07:05,600 Speaker 2: this guy, and she was like, he really really wanted 125 00:07:05,600 --> 00:07:08,640 Speaker 2: me to have a third baby, but he passed before 126 00:07:08,760 --> 00:07:11,760 Speaker 2: I was pregnant, so it's him. So if he comes 127 00:07:11,760 --> 00:07:15,600 Speaker 2: back to your dreams and I never had that dream again, 128 00:07:15,840 --> 00:07:16,600 Speaker 2: shah never. 129 00:07:17,280 --> 00:07:20,480 Speaker 1: Yeah, my goodness, do you know what it's probably he's like, 130 00:07:20,520 --> 00:07:22,280 Speaker 1: I just want you, I just want you know, you 131 00:07:22,360 --> 00:07:26,080 Speaker 1: to know who I am. And yes, yeah, thank you 132 00:07:26,320 --> 00:07:30,640 Speaker 1: for William, Thank God for him. Anyone that does that 133 00:07:30,800 --> 00:07:33,200 Speaker 1: is just like, that's that's beautiful. I didn't know that 134 00:07:33,400 --> 00:07:35,040 Speaker 1: at all. I had heard. I was like, wait, I'm 135 00:07:35,040 --> 00:07:37,800 Speaker 1: gonna asked this question, and wow, that's awesome. That's what 136 00:07:37,840 --> 00:07:41,120 Speaker 1: a beautiful story. Yeah, now that we're talking about family, 137 00:07:41,320 --> 00:07:44,160 Speaker 1: you know, and we're women and we're women in the industry, 138 00:07:44,440 --> 00:07:48,160 Speaker 1: do you have you ever felt pressure with having children? 139 00:07:48,280 --> 00:07:51,080 Speaker 1: Like and we're Latin. That's another thing too, that it's 140 00:07:51,160 --> 00:07:52,840 Speaker 1: kind of like you know, at a certain age and 141 00:07:52,880 --> 00:07:55,360 Speaker 1: blah blah blah and x y and z oh. 142 00:07:55,480 --> 00:07:58,080 Speaker 2: I think I don't think I've ever felt pressured by 143 00:07:58,320 --> 00:08:01,960 Speaker 2: society or by family. I think I felt more pressure 144 00:08:03,080 --> 00:08:08,160 Speaker 2: just by my like my clock, my internal clock. I'm like, man, 145 00:08:08,240 --> 00:08:11,520 Speaker 2: it's getting late, and like I'm turning thirty seven this year, 146 00:08:11,600 --> 00:08:16,200 Speaker 2: and I'm like news last like I would think about it, 147 00:08:16,680 --> 00:08:19,320 Speaker 2: but right now I'm like, I don't know. So I 148 00:08:19,360 --> 00:08:24,960 Speaker 2: have felt pressure but by myself because I honestly like 149 00:08:25,040 --> 00:08:31,920 Speaker 2: I'm very maternal and and yobe like a baby, and 150 00:08:32,320 --> 00:08:35,600 Speaker 2: I feel like it's it's like a full time job. 151 00:08:35,679 --> 00:08:38,840 Speaker 2: So I think, Okay, I want to be a mom 152 00:08:38,880 --> 00:08:41,240 Speaker 2: that's going to be there, that's going to be present, 153 00:08:41,400 --> 00:08:45,040 Speaker 2: you know, So I feel like I want to do it, 154 00:08:45,040 --> 00:08:47,880 Speaker 2: but I don't know what. And so I'm so I'm 155 00:08:47,920 --> 00:08:51,719 Speaker 2: looking into the idea of like doing this whole IVF thing, 156 00:08:51,880 --> 00:08:55,320 Speaker 2: but I'm still thinking about it because I'm not dying 157 00:08:55,440 --> 00:08:58,520 Speaker 2: to be a mom. But I love kids and don't 158 00:08:58,559 --> 00:09:02,520 Speaker 2: says it's something that I'm still I'm allowing myself to 159 00:09:02,760 --> 00:09:05,200 Speaker 2: think about it, to see my options and to think 160 00:09:05,200 --> 00:09:08,720 Speaker 2: about it and not to feel pressured by society or 161 00:09:09,120 --> 00:09:12,800 Speaker 2: any kind of formula. Or when I would play with 162 00:09:12,800 --> 00:09:16,200 Speaker 2: my messinas and you know, we're playing at with the 163 00:09:16,200 --> 00:09:24,120 Speaker 2: Barbasi that they said, oh yo, And I remember thinking, girl, 164 00:09:24,280 --> 00:09:26,319 Speaker 2: you want to get married, like, don't you want to 165 00:09:26,320 --> 00:09:29,640 Speaker 2: have a curveer first? And I'm like ten years old, right, 166 00:09:32,000 --> 00:09:35,760 Speaker 2: like I wasn't thinking about babies then. So that doesn't 167 00:09:35,760 --> 00:09:37,840 Speaker 2: mean I don't want to be a mom, but that 168 00:09:38,480 --> 00:09:42,040 Speaker 2: I don't know. I don't know because I also love babies. 169 00:09:42,760 --> 00:09:46,720 Speaker 2: I love the idea of learning more from life. 170 00:09:48,920 --> 00:09:51,160 Speaker 1: Yeah, that we're on the same boat. We're on the 171 00:09:51,200 --> 00:09:54,000 Speaker 1: same boat's I love children. I get along with them. 172 00:09:54,040 --> 00:09:55,960 Speaker 1: They they come to me, you know, And I love 173 00:09:56,040 --> 00:09:58,440 Speaker 1: kids very much. Little I'm kind of in a way 174 00:09:58,520 --> 00:10:02,160 Speaker 1: married and to my career right now and having musical 175 00:10:02,200 --> 00:10:04,280 Speaker 1: babies like you said, you know, so it's like sometimes 176 00:10:04,320 --> 00:10:07,400 Speaker 1: I do feel like, shoot, should I fucking have a kid? 177 00:10:07,520 --> 00:10:10,080 Speaker 1: Just because? But I'm like, wait, it's a huge responsibility, 178 00:10:10,120 --> 00:10:11,880 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. It's something that's and like 179 00:10:11,920 --> 00:10:13,680 Speaker 1: you said, I want to be a mother that's present, 180 00:10:13,720 --> 00:10:15,720 Speaker 1: and right now I'm just I'm living my life, you 181 00:10:15,760 --> 00:10:18,640 Speaker 1: know what i mean. But it's that eternal, that eternal 182 00:10:18,679 --> 00:10:21,280 Speaker 1: clock that it's kind of like I have to decide. 183 00:10:21,480 --> 00:10:24,040 Speaker 1: I told myself, I'm giving myself till October of this 184 00:10:24,120 --> 00:10:26,480 Speaker 1: year to say, am I going through with IVF and 185 00:10:26,520 --> 00:10:28,839 Speaker 1: I'm going full force? Or am I just going to 186 00:10:28,920 --> 00:10:30,480 Speaker 1: accept the fact that I might not be able to 187 00:10:30,480 --> 00:10:33,200 Speaker 1: have kids because in my in my situation, I haven't 188 00:10:33,200 --> 00:10:36,240 Speaker 1: done metriosis, I've had sis in my ovaries, I've gotten 189 00:10:36,240 --> 00:10:39,920 Speaker 1: them removed, i haven't been on birth control for two years. 190 00:10:39,920 --> 00:10:41,640 Speaker 1: I haven't gotten pregnant, you know, and I've been with 191 00:10:41,720 --> 00:10:43,600 Speaker 1: my partner for for over two years and it just 192 00:10:43,600 --> 00:10:47,760 Speaker 1: hasn't happened. I'm like, Okay, well look stepunto you know, 193 00:10:47,840 --> 00:10:51,000 Speaker 1: but now we do have this of the IVF. But 194 00:10:51,040 --> 00:10:53,120 Speaker 1: then I worry about putting all that stuff in my body. 195 00:10:53,160 --> 00:10:54,840 Speaker 1: So I'm just like, I'm busy com I'm just praying 196 00:10:54,840 --> 00:10:57,079 Speaker 1: about it. I'm giving myself to October. Yeah, I'll get passa. 197 00:10:57,360 --> 00:10:59,439 Speaker 2: No, I get you. But I totally see you being 198 00:10:59,480 --> 00:11:00,480 Speaker 2: an awesome well. 199 00:11:01,960 --> 00:11:06,080 Speaker 1: I think so to be crazy girl. 200 00:11:06,240 --> 00:11:06,800 Speaker 2: You've seen. 201 00:11:08,960 --> 00:11:10,680 Speaker 1: You know what I mean, Like, there's a part of 202 00:11:10,720 --> 00:11:12,680 Speaker 1: me that I'm like, i'd be such a cool ass 203 00:11:12,720 --> 00:11:15,240 Speaker 1: mom that I just want to see what that would be. 204 00:11:15,320 --> 00:11:17,719 Speaker 2: You know what I meant. Cheekies look like. 205 00:11:19,400 --> 00:11:21,360 Speaker 1: I'm gonna I'm gonna send I'm gonna send her him 206 00:11:21,400 --> 00:11:27,760 Speaker 1: to to Ta Carlo's house. Oh my goodness. And you've 207 00:11:27,800 --> 00:11:29,120 Speaker 1: been married for how long now? 208 00:11:29,360 --> 00:11:33,679 Speaker 2: I've been married for two years, bro, and we've been 209 00:11:33,760 --> 00:11:39,839 Speaker 2: together for eleven success yeah and kids. Yeah. And he's 210 00:11:39,920 --> 00:11:48,920 Speaker 2: my producer, he's my arranger, he's the VAMI leader Osa. 211 00:11:48,960 --> 00:11:53,920 Speaker 2: We songwrite together, he produces my stuff, he arranges everything live. 212 00:11:54,480 --> 00:11:56,719 Speaker 1: That's that's a blessing. You know that you guys get 213 00:11:56,760 --> 00:11:58,880 Speaker 1: to travel together and everything can. 214 00:11:59,720 --> 00:12:03,360 Speaker 2: Yeah, honestly, you know, sur Jo man, Like, it's hard. 215 00:12:03,480 --> 00:12:06,280 Speaker 2: It's hard because you can be so tired. You can 216 00:12:06,320 --> 00:12:13,880 Speaker 2: be you look at me, let mehave is kalis so 217 00:12:14,280 --> 00:12:19,240 Speaker 2: he doesn't like my success or my fame or like, 218 00:12:19,320 --> 00:12:21,200 Speaker 2: he will tell me the things that I need to 219 00:12:21,240 --> 00:12:24,360 Speaker 2: know and he won't like hold back. Like it's it's 220 00:12:26,000 --> 00:12:28,840 Speaker 2: like like he's really real, you know. So if I'm 221 00:12:28,880 --> 00:12:32,040 Speaker 2: like fucking up or if I'm like whatever, I'm doing wrong, 222 00:12:32,080 --> 00:12:37,440 Speaker 2: he's like, babe, Like you know, he's he's not that 223 00:12:37,520 --> 00:12:39,599 Speaker 2: kind of person that will get like jealous. Now that 224 00:12:39,800 --> 00:12:45,880 Speaker 2: he's like, he's like he gets all the angles, like 225 00:12:45,880 --> 00:12:49,800 Speaker 2: like it's me mono. That's really cool, and I feel 226 00:12:49,800 --> 00:12:58,120 Speaker 2: like that has really helped. He's just so selfless. Yo. 227 00:12:58,640 --> 00:13:01,000 Speaker 2: He accepts me, accepts me the way I am and 228 00:13:01,280 --> 00:13:06,000 Speaker 2: says mule. So it's it's awesome. 229 00:13:06,320 --> 00:13:09,280 Speaker 1: Yeah, get way, No, that's that's that's great because it 230 00:13:09,320 --> 00:13:12,400 Speaker 1: does take a very strong, secure man to be with 231 00:13:13,280 --> 00:13:15,640 Speaker 1: a woman like yourself. You're on stage, you have to 232 00:13:15,679 --> 00:13:18,880 Speaker 1: give yourself to people, you know what I mean a 233 00:13:18,920 --> 00:13:22,400 Speaker 1: lot and for them to understand that, and that's awesome. 234 00:13:22,559 --> 00:13:25,800 Speaker 1: That's that's great. That you guys have a beautiful relationship. 235 00:13:32,520 --> 00:13:33,800 Speaker 1: Another thing that I love about you. I love a 236 00:13:33,840 --> 00:13:35,920 Speaker 1: lot of things about you, but one of the things 237 00:13:35,920 --> 00:13:38,160 Speaker 1: that I think is awesome, especially in the position that 238 00:13:38,200 --> 00:13:41,800 Speaker 1: you are in that you're very open about mental health, 239 00:13:42,360 --> 00:13:47,439 Speaker 1: and that's something that I'm a huge advocate of because 240 00:13:48,200 --> 00:13:51,080 Speaker 1: we're Latin, and that's something that at least in my 241 00:13:51,160 --> 00:13:55,360 Speaker 1: household was therapy is is oh, something's wrong with you, 242 00:13:55,720 --> 00:13:57,920 Speaker 1: or no, you can't be sad, that's for the week, 243 00:13:58,080 --> 00:14:01,480 Speaker 1: and it's stuff that just happens. And I think that 244 00:14:01,720 --> 00:14:04,400 Speaker 1: it's wonderful that you are so open and talk about 245 00:14:04,400 --> 00:14:06,720 Speaker 1: that because I know you've had your struggles as well. 246 00:14:06,960 --> 00:14:10,120 Speaker 2: No, yeah, no, I think that for me it's important 247 00:14:10,120 --> 00:14:12,400 Speaker 2: to talk about mental health and my music and my 248 00:14:12,480 --> 00:14:17,280 Speaker 2: concerts and my interviews and wherever I can. Mexico, like 249 00:14:17,320 --> 00:14:20,640 Speaker 2: you said, it's it's very it's not I feel like 250 00:14:20,680 --> 00:14:23,440 Speaker 2: it's getting better, but it's a very closed minded kind 251 00:14:23,440 --> 00:14:27,040 Speaker 2: of view of things. And when I even looked for therapy, 252 00:14:27,080 --> 00:14:31,200 Speaker 2: my mom Mari like what do you what do you? 253 00:14:31,240 --> 00:14:35,000 Speaker 2: What are you talking about? And I was like, no, Maka, 254 00:14:35,360 --> 00:14:39,040 Speaker 2: because I went when I was five years old. I 255 00:14:39,120 --> 00:14:41,680 Speaker 2: had a when I was six one let me primito, 256 00:14:42,040 --> 00:14:46,640 Speaker 2: So like my mom and my dad adopted kind of adopted, 257 00:14:46,720 --> 00:14:54,600 Speaker 2: but like got money to like raise him. So my 258 00:14:54,600 --> 00:14:59,320 Speaker 2: my dad was like, we'll take him, don't worry, and 259 00:14:59,360 --> 00:15:04,080 Speaker 2: then out of know where this happens. But I understood 260 00:15:04,080 --> 00:15:06,960 Speaker 2: this happened to me when I was like nine. It 261 00:15:07,120 --> 00:15:14,520 Speaker 2: just like dawn on me with Alsolemini. So I was like, wait, 262 00:15:14,600 --> 00:15:17,000 Speaker 2: so just and I'm just that that is anti that 263 00:15:17,200 --> 00:15:19,520 Speaker 2: which is something that I have no idea what's happening 264 00:15:19,560 --> 00:15:22,080 Speaker 2: at that time, but I knew I wasn't feeling good. 265 00:15:22,120 --> 00:15:25,320 Speaker 2: I felt like sick. I was like, I can hear voices, 266 00:15:25,440 --> 00:15:29,200 Speaker 2: I can feel my heart pounding, I can hear my thoughts, 267 00:15:29,240 --> 00:15:32,720 Speaker 2: like what's going on? I stint sport it. So that's 268 00:15:32,760 --> 00:15:34,360 Speaker 2: why I was like, I need to go to therapy. 269 00:15:34,840 --> 00:15:37,440 Speaker 2: And so at that moment, obviously it was really hard. 270 00:15:37,480 --> 00:15:39,680 Speaker 2: It took me years to really work through it and 271 00:15:40,120 --> 00:15:42,960 Speaker 2: to feel safe and I still kind of, you know, 272 00:15:43,320 --> 00:15:47,640 Speaker 2: work through it. But I understood that I'm a sensitive person. 273 00:15:47,840 --> 00:15:50,920 Speaker 2: Not because of that, but I'm just sensitive, and so 274 00:15:51,040 --> 00:15:54,520 Speaker 2: it kind of impacted me even more so. Anxiety has 275 00:15:54,560 --> 00:15:56,680 Speaker 2: always been there in my life, so I've always have 276 00:15:56,840 --> 00:16:00,280 Speaker 2: to be very very careful with what I put in 277 00:16:00,320 --> 00:16:05,880 Speaker 2: my body mentally and like physically, what was it Like 278 00:16:05,920 --> 00:16:08,720 Speaker 2: a year and a half ago, I did a treatment 279 00:16:08,760 --> 00:16:12,440 Speaker 2: here in La at the ketaminees clinic is some ketemine 280 00:16:12,440 --> 00:16:18,240 Speaker 2: infusions and it's like a psychedelic therapy. It's crazy, but 281 00:16:18,440 --> 00:16:21,920 Speaker 2: it's outside changed my life, like it changed my life. 282 00:16:21,960 --> 00:16:26,200 Speaker 2: I thought. I was like, Okay, I'm not depressed. I'm 283 00:16:26,280 --> 00:16:30,080 Speaker 2: just a very nervous person. And then obviously they interview you, 284 00:16:30,160 --> 00:16:32,680 Speaker 2: why are you looking for this? And I was just like, 285 00:16:32,880 --> 00:16:35,400 Speaker 2: I'm looking for it because I need help and I'm 286 00:16:35,440 --> 00:16:39,160 Speaker 2: always having these like awful thoughts like I'm gonna die, 287 00:16:39,280 --> 00:16:41,920 Speaker 2: like my husband's going to die, like I go up 288 00:16:42,000 --> 00:16:44,840 Speaker 2: asad like it's just crazy. And I was like, but 289 00:16:44,880 --> 00:16:47,280 Speaker 2: I'm not depressed. And then they were like, well girl, 290 00:16:47,560 --> 00:16:50,760 Speaker 2: you know, depression anxiety are kind of like cousins, So 291 00:16:51,240 --> 00:16:52,920 Speaker 2: you might be depressed and you don't know it, but 292 00:16:53,000 --> 00:16:56,640 Speaker 2: you are a candidate. Blah blah. So I went for 293 00:16:56,800 --> 00:17:01,320 Speaker 2: six sessions for three weeks, two sessions a week, and 294 00:17:01,440 --> 00:17:05,919 Speaker 2: it's crazy, girl, but it's amazing, Like I totally recommend it. 295 00:17:05,960 --> 00:17:08,520 Speaker 2: There is a before and after in my life ever 296 00:17:08,560 --> 00:17:11,280 Speaker 2: since this treatment. Like it's crazy because I feel like 297 00:17:11,320 --> 00:17:14,280 Speaker 2: it's a three thing effect. Like the first effect obviously 298 00:17:14,480 --> 00:17:17,560 Speaker 2: is you go there and you have a trip, but 299 00:17:17,720 --> 00:17:21,400 Speaker 2: it's not like it's not it's in a clinic. I nurses, 300 00:17:21,560 --> 00:17:24,000 Speaker 2: I I can think not all the time. So if 301 00:17:24,040 --> 00:17:26,639 Speaker 2: you like go shit like batshit crazy, which you're not, 302 00:17:26,800 --> 00:17:29,480 Speaker 2: but if like you get freaked out AI and AI, 303 00:17:30,040 --> 00:17:33,760 Speaker 2: yeah you but you know the trip that you have, 304 00:17:33,840 --> 00:17:36,679 Speaker 2: you see all these things that are so deep in 305 00:17:36,800 --> 00:17:39,560 Speaker 2: your soul that or like in your mind that they 306 00:17:39,680 --> 00:17:41,880 Speaker 2: just come up and you're like and you see them 307 00:17:41,960 --> 00:17:44,919 Speaker 2: and you're like, oh, so this is what I'm dealing with, 308 00:17:45,000 --> 00:17:47,320 Speaker 2: you know. And then the the other thing is that 309 00:17:47,320 --> 00:17:49,600 Speaker 2: at the end of the day, it's medication, so the 310 00:17:49,760 --> 00:17:53,479 Speaker 2: LA it's going to make you feel better. And then 311 00:17:53,520 --> 00:17:56,840 Speaker 2: the third thing is that the effect lasts with you 312 00:17:57,280 --> 00:18:00,400 Speaker 2: for months, so even in the like in the day 313 00:18:00,440 --> 00:18:03,720 Speaker 2: by day you keep realizing things, Okay, it's like kind 314 00:18:03,760 --> 00:18:06,879 Speaker 2: of like it slows you down so much so that 315 00:18:07,359 --> 00:18:09,760 Speaker 2: all this these weird patterns that we have, you just 316 00:18:09,840 --> 00:18:12,200 Speaker 2: start to see them in a whole different way. So 317 00:18:12,600 --> 00:18:15,400 Speaker 2: the first six sessions, they have to be six sessions 318 00:18:15,440 --> 00:18:21,760 Speaker 2: if they're anxiety or depression, if you're going for those reasons. 319 00:18:21,840 --> 00:18:25,560 Speaker 2: But inst after that you can go you go for boosters, 320 00:18:25,680 --> 00:18:29,760 Speaker 2: which is like two any like every six months. Every year, 321 00:18:30,320 --> 00:18:33,359 Speaker 2: I've been going every six months, so literally in April 322 00:18:33,440 --> 00:18:36,480 Speaker 2: I went for my two boosters and I always feel 323 00:18:36,560 --> 00:18:40,520 Speaker 2: way better, Like it changes your life. It really helped me, 324 00:18:40,800 --> 00:18:43,600 Speaker 2: like deal with my dad's passing, with a lot of 325 00:18:43,680 --> 00:18:45,960 Speaker 2: trauma that I had, and a lot of things in 326 00:18:46,080 --> 00:18:51,720 Speaker 2: my like like I'm so fucking nervous inside, like I 327 00:18:51,800 --> 00:18:55,879 Speaker 2: can have my resting bitch face they throw at me. 328 00:18:56,040 --> 00:18:59,080 Speaker 2: I'm like, it's so scared, you know, Like I like 329 00:18:59,160 --> 00:19:03,440 Speaker 2: go Chiwawa and the Kennemine infusions really really helped me, 330 00:19:03,720 --> 00:19:05,080 Speaker 2: Like they changed my life. 331 00:19:05,720 --> 00:19:07,480 Speaker 1: I am definitely going to hit you up about that 332 00:19:07,680 --> 00:19:11,119 Speaker 1: because I believe a lot in psychedelics and I've been 333 00:19:11,160 --> 00:19:14,439 Speaker 1: wanting to do like what you did, go to a clinic, 334 00:19:14,480 --> 00:19:15,760 Speaker 1: and I have a lot of people that I would 335 00:19:15,920 --> 00:19:19,600 Speaker 1: like to take that have addictions, that suffer from deep depression, 336 00:19:20,200 --> 00:19:22,000 Speaker 1: and I want to try it, you know what I mean. 337 00:19:22,400 --> 00:19:24,800 Speaker 1: For sure, I believe in it so much. I believe 338 00:19:24,840 --> 00:19:25,440 Speaker 1: in it, girl. 339 00:19:26,320 --> 00:19:29,520 Speaker 2: Honestly, it changed my life. Like I always recommend it. 340 00:19:29,760 --> 00:19:34,000 Speaker 2: It's not it's pricey, but honestly, it's a great investment. 341 00:19:34,800 --> 00:19:38,520 Speaker 2: And there's people that speak Spanish there and they're just 342 00:19:38,640 --> 00:19:43,840 Speaker 2: so nice, So it's awesome. Honestly, you'll be in these 343 00:19:43,880 --> 00:19:46,359 Speaker 2: trips that I had never thought about that. I was like, 344 00:19:46,560 --> 00:19:49,680 Speaker 2: that's still there. Wow, okay, like stuff. 345 00:19:49,720 --> 00:19:54,440 Speaker 1: It is really deeply rooted. Yes, yes, we're so sisters, Carla, 346 00:19:54,680 --> 00:19:57,440 Speaker 1: I don't care. We're a girl. I'm like, what, like, 347 00:19:57,640 --> 00:19:59,800 Speaker 1: I didn't know this, this is awesome, no mind. 348 00:20:01,160 --> 00:20:05,920 Speaker 2: And you know what therapist was that He told me, like, 349 00:20:06,080 --> 00:20:09,120 Speaker 2: you know, because I also take CBD, and I take 350 00:20:09,160 --> 00:20:12,480 Speaker 2: CBD for for during the day or at night to sleep. 351 00:20:12,640 --> 00:20:16,359 Speaker 2: And I was starting to feel very guilty. And then 352 00:20:16,440 --> 00:20:18,639 Speaker 2: my therapist was like, girl, when you wake up, what 353 00:20:18,760 --> 00:20:20,840 Speaker 2: do you do? And I'm like, well, I have coffee 354 00:20:21,040 --> 00:20:23,720 Speaker 2: for what you have to get going. It's just like 355 00:20:23,880 --> 00:20:27,280 Speaker 2: CEBD is the same, like we do things to feel better. 356 00:20:27,600 --> 00:20:29,680 Speaker 2: You're like, oh i'm feeling a little sad, I'm gonna 357 00:20:29,720 --> 00:20:33,280 Speaker 2: have a little cheesecake. Oh I'm feeling like this, I'm 358 00:20:33,320 --> 00:20:35,760 Speaker 2: gonna have a camel meal tea. He said. CVD is 359 00:20:36,560 --> 00:20:38,959 Speaker 2: like really like you don't have to see it as 360 00:20:39,000 --> 00:20:47,320 Speaker 2: a Druggisma malo and instead of just doing something, it's 361 00:20:47,359 --> 00:20:50,119 Speaker 2: an herb and you just you're taking it because you 362 00:20:50,240 --> 00:20:51,120 Speaker 2: want to feel better. 363 00:20:54,720 --> 00:20:57,880 Speaker 1: You know, did you move to Paris for your mental 364 00:20:57,960 --> 00:20:59,600 Speaker 1: health or how long were you in Paris. 365 00:21:00,160 --> 00:21:02,960 Speaker 2: I was in Paris for almost three years is stay. 366 00:21:03,160 --> 00:21:06,720 Speaker 2: We moved there because my husband at the time, he 367 00:21:06,840 --> 00:21:10,040 Speaker 2: had told me like, oh, I've always had Coomal my 368 00:21:10,200 --> 00:21:13,159 Speaker 2: dream of like studying abroad and going to Paris. And 369 00:21:13,240 --> 00:21:15,320 Speaker 2: I remember for the longest time, I was like Paris 370 00:21:15,400 --> 00:21:18,680 Speaker 2: back in Oh, like it's so far. And then when 371 00:21:18,800 --> 00:21:21,320 Speaker 2: I was going through my depression brick, I was burned 372 00:21:21,359 --> 00:21:24,280 Speaker 2: out girl, Like I was working like straight up every 373 00:21:24,359 --> 00:21:28,600 Speaker 2: single day for like years like yos seven eight years 374 00:21:28,640 --> 00:21:31,320 Speaker 2: of my career. I was just fucking working. Like I 375 00:21:31,400 --> 00:21:34,680 Speaker 2: had no friends, I had no hobbies, I had nothing, like, 376 00:21:34,800 --> 00:21:38,760 Speaker 2: I was just working. And then obviously you know, meet 377 00:21:38,840 --> 00:21:41,679 Speaker 2: me ban Dolo, Like I just started to feel very gomal, 378 00:21:42,200 --> 00:21:44,919 Speaker 2: just sad, and I remember I started like hearing voices 379 00:21:45,000 --> 00:21:47,160 Speaker 2: in my head saying like, you know, maybe it would 380 00:21:47,200 --> 00:21:49,440 Speaker 2: be better if he died, Maybe it would be better 381 00:21:49,520 --> 00:21:52,280 Speaker 2: if you weren't alive, Like I don't think anybody would 382 00:21:52,359 --> 00:21:55,880 Speaker 2: care like gosaske nunka like that. I would never think. 383 00:21:56,400 --> 00:21:58,240 Speaker 2: And I remember I was like wait, wait, what, like 384 00:21:58,440 --> 00:22:01,920 Speaker 2: what is this? And then I remember like before going 385 00:22:02,000 --> 00:22:05,040 Speaker 2: on stage, I was just not feeling it for for 386 00:22:05,280 --> 00:22:09,240 Speaker 2: months and months and don husband and you know what, 387 00:22:09,440 --> 00:22:11,320 Speaker 2: remember you told me you wanted to move to Paris. 388 00:22:11,400 --> 00:22:13,359 Speaker 2: He was like yeah. I was like, let's do it. 389 00:22:13,640 --> 00:22:16,760 Speaker 2: And he's like are you sure. I'm like yes, Let's 390 00:22:16,800 --> 00:22:22,520 Speaker 2: put everything in a storage like it in China and 391 00:22:22,640 --> 00:22:25,800 Speaker 2: he was like, okay, be like let's think about it. 392 00:22:26,640 --> 00:22:29,639 Speaker 2: And I'm like bos So we started to do the 393 00:22:29,720 --> 00:22:33,399 Speaker 2: visa process and we apply to students honestly, like no, 394 00:22:34,960 --> 00:22:38,040 Speaker 2: you know, like normal people do. And and I'm saying 395 00:22:38,040 --> 00:22:39,600 Speaker 2: this because a lot of people think that I just 396 00:22:39,720 --> 00:22:42,200 Speaker 2: went and I had like hookups because what I do 397 00:22:42,359 --> 00:22:44,240 Speaker 2: for a living bit or no, like we just applied 398 00:22:44,240 --> 00:22:48,120 Speaker 2: as students. We moved and we applied at a conservatory 399 00:22:48,880 --> 00:22:51,200 Speaker 2: in the jazz and we both went to school for 400 00:22:51,359 --> 00:22:58,800 Speaker 2: jazz and for French. Yeah, like that was it. And 401 00:22:58,920 --> 00:23:01,000 Speaker 2: we put everything on his storage. We just took car 402 00:23:01,040 --> 00:23:04,680 Speaker 2: peritos or two guitars or two laptops, se mamos and 403 00:23:04,800 --> 00:23:05,280 Speaker 2: we left. 404 00:23:05,600 --> 00:23:06,119 Speaker 1: I love that. 405 00:23:06,520 --> 00:23:09,840 Speaker 2: It was awesome because seeing Tokyo when I was over there, 406 00:23:10,040 --> 00:23:12,359 Speaker 2: I really got to know myself because you know, a 407 00:23:12,400 --> 00:23:15,119 Speaker 2: lot of people didn't know me. I could fall in 408 00:23:15,160 --> 00:23:22,560 Speaker 2: my face and nobody was gonna care. The first year, 409 00:23:22,880 --> 00:23:24,760 Speaker 2: I was able to keep it a secret, like I 410 00:23:25,119 --> 00:23:27,080 Speaker 2: told no one what I used to do for a living. 411 00:23:28,760 --> 00:23:31,280 Speaker 2: And it was great, Like I learned a new language. 412 00:23:31,680 --> 00:23:33,920 Speaker 2: I learned how to like I knew who I was. 413 00:23:34,000 --> 00:23:38,840 Speaker 2: I learned how to cook sabro. I was just myself again, 414 00:23:39,040 --> 00:23:41,800 Speaker 2: and and I was just Carla, you know. I feel 415 00:23:41,840 --> 00:23:45,600 Speaker 2: like in Mexico, I was always Carla Morrison all the time, 416 00:23:45,800 --> 00:23:50,320 Speaker 2: everywhere I wentson and I was never myself. So when 417 00:23:50,400 --> 00:23:52,040 Speaker 2: I was in Paris, I was like, this is me. 418 00:23:52,280 --> 00:23:55,200 Speaker 2: I remember the first two weeks, I would cry so much. 419 00:23:55,359 --> 00:23:58,440 Speaker 2: Bio man. I was really in a dark space and 420 00:23:58,800 --> 00:24:01,200 Speaker 2: I had no idea. And right now, so far away 421 00:24:01,240 --> 00:24:03,879 Speaker 2: from that, I can see so clear what was wrong. 422 00:24:04,640 --> 00:24:07,280 Speaker 2: It was hard, no like like they were don't get 423 00:24:07,320 --> 00:24:10,760 Speaker 2: me wrong. Sometimes I was like what the fuck doing embarrassed, 424 00:24:10,840 --> 00:24:13,000 Speaker 2: like like the adjust I worked so hard for my 425 00:24:13,160 --> 00:24:16,800 Speaker 2: career and now I'm here, like what is mixed? But 426 00:24:16,840 --> 00:24:18,640 Speaker 2: it'll be okay, you know what, it will make sense. 427 00:24:18,760 --> 00:24:21,880 Speaker 2: It will make sense. Don't worry this goal. And then 428 00:24:22,000 --> 00:24:24,480 Speaker 2: we were there for three years and my mental health 429 00:24:24,880 --> 00:24:28,639 Speaker 2: man like Mayo Mucho and it's a momento to me. 430 00:24:28,760 --> 00:24:30,520 Speaker 2: It was more like I need to get out. I 431 00:24:30,600 --> 00:24:32,560 Speaker 2: need to know who I am. I don't know why am. 432 00:24:32,600 --> 00:24:35,720 Speaker 2: I don't know if it was a crisis, it'll it 433 00:24:35,840 --> 00:24:36,920 Speaker 2: was definitely burnout. 434 00:24:37,119 --> 00:24:39,720 Speaker 1: Oh for sure, I know what that what that feels like. 435 00:24:39,920 --> 00:24:42,560 Speaker 1: And I think that was what saved you, you know, 436 00:24:42,680 --> 00:24:45,160 Speaker 1: and and ye probably you came back stronger and better 437 00:24:45,520 --> 00:24:47,000 Speaker 1: in so many ways. That's why when I had my 438 00:24:47,040 --> 00:24:50,480 Speaker 1: burnout in twenty eighteen, I almost hated going on stage. 439 00:24:50,520 --> 00:24:51,680 Speaker 1: And if I went on stage, I had to be 440 00:24:51,760 --> 00:24:54,080 Speaker 1: drunk and at something where it's like I don't want 441 00:24:54,080 --> 00:24:56,960 Speaker 1: I didn't want to use alcohol as a way of numbing, 442 00:24:57,000 --> 00:24:58,879 Speaker 1: and that's what I was doing. And it was just 443 00:24:58,960 --> 00:25:02,400 Speaker 1: so much pressure, I think during that time, And yeah, 444 00:25:02,400 --> 00:25:04,400 Speaker 1: I totally get it. That's why I learned to find 445 00:25:04,440 --> 00:25:04,919 Speaker 1: the balance. 446 00:25:05,000 --> 00:25:05,080 Speaker 2: Now. 447 00:25:05,119 --> 00:25:07,359 Speaker 1: I'm like, you guys can overwork me, because if you do, 448 00:25:07,600 --> 00:25:10,200 Speaker 1: I'm gonna just push and I'm gonna leave far away 449 00:25:10,240 --> 00:25:11,600 Speaker 1: and you can't. You're not gonna be able to find me. 450 00:25:11,760 --> 00:25:14,280 Speaker 1: Like I need to have time to do what I 451 00:25:14,359 --> 00:25:16,560 Speaker 1: love to do, to be me, to be Janee Cheeky's 452 00:25:16,600 --> 00:25:18,320 Speaker 1: can wait a little bit because in order to give 453 00:25:18,400 --> 00:25:20,439 Speaker 1: Cheeky my best I have to take care of Janey, 454 00:25:20,600 --> 00:25:23,280 Speaker 1: you know. So I totally get that. Is that when 455 00:25:23,320 --> 00:25:25,680 Speaker 1: you took your break from social media during that time 456 00:25:25,720 --> 00:25:26,800 Speaker 1: when you were in Paris. 457 00:25:26,840 --> 00:25:31,320 Speaker 2: Yes, there's social media focos. Yeah, I was ready because 458 00:25:31,359 --> 00:25:33,800 Speaker 2: I was like, you know. What happened too was that 459 00:25:33,960 --> 00:25:35,560 Speaker 2: I was like, you know what, I don't want to 460 00:25:35,600 --> 00:25:39,119 Speaker 2: be seeing everybody putting out singles and me feeling like fomo, 461 00:25:39,280 --> 00:25:41,680 Speaker 2: you know, like, oh no, I'm not doing it. I know. 462 00:25:43,400 --> 00:25:46,680 Speaker 2: And I also felt like, you know, the fans would 463 00:25:46,720 --> 00:25:48,520 Speaker 2: write to me and be like god, that where are you? 464 00:25:48,840 --> 00:25:50,600 Speaker 2: And I was like, you know what, No, I need 465 00:25:50,680 --> 00:25:54,600 Speaker 2: to like just be with myself. I need to become 466 00:25:54,920 --> 00:25:57,040 Speaker 2: my best friend because honestly, if I would meet me, 467 00:25:57,119 --> 00:25:58,399 Speaker 2: I don't know if I would hang out with me, 468 00:25:59,119 --> 00:26:00,920 Speaker 2: So like, I really you need to cut all the 469 00:26:00,960 --> 00:26:04,720 Speaker 2: bullshit out yestart mio. And at first, obviously it was 470 00:26:04,800 --> 00:26:09,359 Speaker 2: hard is the be release, Like I was like, this 471 00:26:09,680 --> 00:26:12,640 Speaker 2: is work and this is not work. And I actually did, 472 00:26:12,840 --> 00:26:21,720 Speaker 2: like I created a little como Instagram personami LOOKI and 473 00:26:21,840 --> 00:26:25,399 Speaker 2: stadafora like, I wanted to just really experience life. And 474 00:26:25,520 --> 00:26:28,600 Speaker 2: that's also when I went Quito because I was like, 475 00:26:28,800 --> 00:26:30,880 Speaker 2: I want to heal myself. I want to heal my body. 476 00:26:30,920 --> 00:26:33,320 Speaker 2: I want to see what happened. And I lost like 477 00:26:33,560 --> 00:26:37,200 Speaker 2: freaking forty pounds and I just everything changed, Like I 478 00:26:37,280 --> 00:26:40,440 Speaker 2: feel like it was a detox from like my old life. 479 00:26:40,480 --> 00:26:43,159 Speaker 2: That's why I called my album Ra Nacimiento, because I 480 00:26:43,240 --> 00:26:45,359 Speaker 2: felt like I was coming back to life in my 481 00:26:45,480 --> 00:26:49,200 Speaker 2: own terms and it just felt so liberating. Okay, I 482 00:26:49,320 --> 00:26:51,640 Speaker 2: have my life in my hands, and you know, fuck 483 00:26:51,760 --> 00:27:00,720 Speaker 2: you all that always doubted a real mucho maiani. Yeah, 484 00:27:00,800 --> 00:27:04,520 Speaker 2: you're overweight, you have tattoos, you're very dramatic with your 485 00:27:04,640 --> 00:27:12,040 Speaker 2: music or no. It was hard, honestly. At some point 486 00:27:12,160 --> 00:27:15,240 Speaker 2: I was like, man, I don't even matter like it. 487 00:27:15,320 --> 00:27:18,359 Speaker 2: Don't want bullying girl, It don't bullying or really like 488 00:27:18,640 --> 00:27:21,320 Speaker 2: what you think they do. But Mexico girl, I did 489 00:27:21,680 --> 00:27:27,720 Speaker 2: like a grandez and I was actually using like a 490 00:27:27,840 --> 00:27:29,920 Speaker 2: normal taya. I was I think, like a ten or 491 00:27:30,040 --> 00:27:35,840 Speaker 2: twelve that I remember, and people were like gnat, like 492 00:27:36,400 --> 00:27:40,840 Speaker 2: you're promoting on healthy standards. Ilogaqui Lae was like at 493 00:27:40,960 --> 00:27:47,119 Speaker 2: shows or anything promotion, they'll be like Carlos Thick, She's awesome, 494 00:27:47,200 --> 00:27:53,200 Speaker 2: she's beautiful. Honestly, it destroyed me like it destroyed Like 495 00:27:53,320 --> 00:27:56,200 Speaker 2: it didn't destroy me, but it really like it made 496 00:27:56,280 --> 00:27:59,159 Speaker 2: me feel very insecure and it was really hard for me. 497 00:27:59,520 --> 00:28:01,320 Speaker 2: So I was just like, I need to get back 498 00:28:01,359 --> 00:28:03,840 Speaker 2: to myself and know who I am and see myself 499 00:28:03,920 --> 00:28:06,440 Speaker 2: in the mirror and know why I'm doing this and 500 00:28:06,600 --> 00:28:09,480 Speaker 2: why I just sacrifice so much of my life and 501 00:28:09,640 --> 00:28:12,840 Speaker 2: my soul and my time and and everything. But I 502 00:28:12,920 --> 00:28:15,680 Speaker 2: still I still erra like why am I doing this? 503 00:28:15,920 --> 00:28:16,080 Speaker 1: You know? 504 00:28:16,680 --> 00:28:21,520 Speaker 2: So I really had to be very como social media 505 00:28:21,760 --> 00:28:25,960 Speaker 2: gambare comand came Mia the Scenery Cammaret like this is 506 00:28:26,040 --> 00:28:28,119 Speaker 2: for me because my life is at stake. 507 00:28:28,359 --> 00:28:31,880 Speaker 1: Yes to Wow, that's admirable that that you can share 508 00:28:31,920 --> 00:28:34,520 Speaker 1: that that you did that I thought me I took 509 00:28:34,600 --> 00:28:37,800 Speaker 1: what three months three months off of social media and 510 00:28:39,080 --> 00:28:41,720 Speaker 1: but two years that's that's awesome, you know because look, 511 00:28:42,040 --> 00:28:43,840 Speaker 1: social media is great, I mean obviously because you can 512 00:28:43,880 --> 00:28:48,640 Speaker 1: connect and it's it's a beautiful way in is like 513 00:28:48,800 --> 00:28:51,360 Speaker 1: you you get good people and great people that love you, 514 00:28:51,400 --> 00:28:54,160 Speaker 1: and then you get people that are mean, and it 515 00:28:54,400 --> 00:28:56,840 Speaker 1: just do you limit now your time on social media 516 00:28:57,040 --> 00:28:59,360 Speaker 1: or or no? Or like are you yes, okay, I 517 00:28:59,400 --> 00:29:01,960 Speaker 1: think it's next right, I think it's important. I've done 518 00:29:02,000 --> 00:29:04,280 Speaker 1: it and it helps me. Sometimes I just take three 519 00:29:04,360 --> 00:29:06,240 Speaker 1: days off and I'm like, I don't want to even 520 00:29:06,280 --> 00:29:08,640 Speaker 1: look at it, you know, because it's a it's it's 521 00:29:08,640 --> 00:29:11,240 Speaker 1: a job in itself as well. How do you feel 522 00:29:11,240 --> 00:29:13,320 Speaker 1: about the industry now you think that it's gotten a 523 00:29:13,320 --> 00:29:16,280 Speaker 1: little bit better or has Carla gotten better at like, 524 00:29:16,600 --> 00:29:20,160 Speaker 1: you know, zoning it out and pushing all that negativity out. 525 00:29:20,520 --> 00:29:24,520 Speaker 2: I have a feeling that's both. I feel like I 526 00:29:24,640 --> 00:29:29,320 Speaker 2: feel way secure, just more centered, more focused. I know 527 00:29:29,400 --> 00:29:32,040 Speaker 2: what I want, I know what affects me, I know 528 00:29:32,160 --> 00:29:33,840 Speaker 2: what doesn't affect me. But at the same time, I 529 00:29:33,960 --> 00:29:40,000 Speaker 2: feel like almost sisterhood and in the industry, like girls 530 00:29:40,040 --> 00:29:45,720 Speaker 2: helping each other out more conversation about what we're missing 531 00:29:46,520 --> 00:29:48,240 Speaker 2: is that there's still a lot of work to do. 532 00:29:48,360 --> 00:29:54,920 Speaker 2: But I do feel like it's it's both y like, 533 00:29:57,800 --> 00:30:00,840 Speaker 2: but it does feel different like this I'm around at 534 00:30:00,880 --> 00:30:03,720 Speaker 2: Vivia Latino. Every time I would go to Vivia Latino, 535 00:30:03,800 --> 00:30:06,640 Speaker 2: I was just like, oh, it was so stressful, and 536 00:30:06,760 --> 00:30:09,680 Speaker 2: this time it felt like summer camp, like yay, like 537 00:30:09,840 --> 00:30:12,120 Speaker 2: I had a great time, and I feel like it 538 00:30:12,280 --> 00:30:15,240 Speaker 2: was because I've worked so much on myself, I've gotten 539 00:30:15,280 --> 00:30:18,000 Speaker 2: to meet so much more people to those almost going 540 00:30:18,080 --> 00:30:19,800 Speaker 2: to see though you know, we're all kind of older, 541 00:30:19,960 --> 00:30:23,240 Speaker 2: we don't care that much about certain things, so it 542 00:30:23,400 --> 00:30:25,960 Speaker 2: just feels like a way better by it. So that 543 00:30:26,160 --> 00:30:31,760 Speaker 2: was really nice. It'll see, Luster is always really hard. 544 00:30:31,840 --> 00:30:35,400 Speaker 2: And and also as as as mexicanas you know, as latinas, 545 00:30:35,400 --> 00:30:38,760 Speaker 2: and it's really hard. And me and d Facy and 546 00:30:38,880 --> 00:30:41,840 Speaker 2: there's so many women that are also very machistas, you know, 547 00:30:41,920 --> 00:30:44,680 Speaker 2: sun and and they're very hard on us, you know, 548 00:30:45,320 --> 00:30:47,680 Speaker 2: and that's something that we need to talk about, you know, 549 00:30:47,800 --> 00:30:48,200 Speaker 2: more than. 550 00:30:51,840 --> 00:30:53,680 Speaker 1: Well. That's where I met you for the first time 551 00:30:53,760 --> 00:30:55,920 Speaker 1: when we did the interview for Billboard and we're all 552 00:30:56,000 --> 00:30:58,680 Speaker 1: talking about women in industry. I remember I and this 553 00:30:58,840 --> 00:31:01,040 Speaker 1: is something that they're Thank goodness, there are a lot 554 00:31:01,080 --> 00:31:04,400 Speaker 1: of women now in power, you know, in you know, 555 00:31:04,480 --> 00:31:08,000 Speaker 1: on the digital platforms and stuff. But sometimes they're even. 556 00:31:07,880 --> 00:31:10,000 Speaker 2: Harder on us. I don't know why. 557 00:31:11,760 --> 00:31:14,440 Speaker 1: You are in this position and you're representing women and 558 00:31:14,560 --> 00:31:17,960 Speaker 1: instead of trying to help us come up, I feel 559 00:31:18,000 --> 00:31:19,560 Speaker 1: like they've made it a bit. Not all of them. 560 00:31:19,600 --> 00:31:21,400 Speaker 1: I'm not saying all of them you know, I see, 561 00:31:25,880 --> 00:31:27,920 Speaker 1: which is for me why it's so important, especially in 562 00:31:28,000 --> 00:31:30,400 Speaker 1: my genre, to be like, hey, let me do more 563 00:31:30,480 --> 00:31:33,400 Speaker 1: with other women, even if they're bigger than me or 564 00:31:33,680 --> 00:31:36,920 Speaker 1: or or not, it doesn't matter. It's let's do things together. 565 00:31:37,160 --> 00:31:39,080 Speaker 1: Like I don't want to just talk about it. It's like, 566 00:31:39,240 --> 00:31:42,040 Speaker 1: let's do it, you know what I mean, Let's let's 567 00:31:42,120 --> 00:31:43,239 Speaker 1: walk the talk sort of thing. 568 00:31:43,440 --> 00:31:45,640 Speaker 2: And it's a little disappointing by at least as well. No, 569 00:31:46,280 --> 00:31:48,440 Speaker 2: I I do understand as well that a lot of 570 00:31:48,760 --> 00:31:51,840 Speaker 2: women don't understand this because they just that's all they know. 571 00:31:52,200 --> 00:31:56,720 Speaker 2: That's all they've known all their lives, and then suddenly 572 00:31:56,840 --> 00:31:59,480 Speaker 2: it becomes clear. So I feel like we've progressed, but 573 00:31:59,560 --> 00:32:01,600 Speaker 2: there's still a lot of a lot of work to do, 574 00:32:01,760 --> 00:32:02,120 Speaker 2: for sure. 575 00:32:09,080 --> 00:32:11,240 Speaker 1: One thing that I find very interesting is that you 576 00:32:11,320 --> 00:32:16,840 Speaker 1: started your career in English and then transition to Spanish. Correct. Oh, yes, 577 00:32:17,640 --> 00:32:22,920 Speaker 1: I forgot about that, Yeah, because I'm like, damn, girl, 578 00:32:23,160 --> 00:32:25,120 Speaker 1: that's how did that happen? 579 00:32:25,320 --> 00:32:28,320 Speaker 2: Like talk to me. Yeah, I was in Arizona and 580 00:32:28,400 --> 00:32:30,760 Speaker 2: I was trying to make music and I've never had 581 00:32:30,800 --> 00:32:35,200 Speaker 2: a guitar piano honestly, Like it's at that time, it 582 00:32:35,320 --> 00:32:38,400 Speaker 2: was such a small town. There were no music classes 583 00:32:38,440 --> 00:32:44,040 Speaker 2: in Arizona Phoenix. I was like, I want to try 584 00:32:44,120 --> 00:32:46,840 Speaker 2: and learn. And so I met these people, these friends, 585 00:32:47,720 --> 00:32:51,280 Speaker 2: Nikki and Nick and Niki, and we started a band 586 00:32:51,520 --> 00:32:53,959 Speaker 2: and I was just kind of like writing in English 587 00:32:54,120 --> 00:32:56,800 Speaker 2: and like it was kind of like an alternative band. 588 00:32:57,600 --> 00:33:01,280 Speaker 2: And I remember that I felt like I could connect, 589 00:33:01,480 --> 00:33:04,160 Speaker 2: but I was like, man, I feel like really not 590 00:33:04,280 --> 00:33:09,440 Speaker 2: going to make any difference. Spanols, boys cuamas. There's just 591 00:33:09,640 --> 00:33:13,560 Speaker 2: more ways of connecting and making songs. And so I 592 00:33:14,200 --> 00:33:16,720 Speaker 2: I remember when I quit the band and I left, 593 00:33:16,880 --> 00:33:19,800 Speaker 2: everybody was like, why are you doing this? Like everybody 594 00:33:19,840 --> 00:33:22,600 Speaker 2: has the American dream, everybody wants to make it in English. Oh, 595 00:33:22,600 --> 00:33:24,640 Speaker 2: I said, I an't going to sell us meals like 596 00:33:24,880 --> 00:33:27,200 Speaker 2: you're earning dollars right now. Because at the time I 597 00:33:27,280 --> 00:33:30,000 Speaker 2: was working at Macy's and I was like they were 598 00:33:30,080 --> 00:33:33,360 Speaker 2: like girl and Mickey go, and I was like, I 599 00:33:33,440 --> 00:33:35,440 Speaker 2: don't care. I just want to go. I just want 600 00:33:35,480 --> 00:33:38,400 Speaker 2: to see what happens. And as soon as I recorded 601 00:33:38,440 --> 00:33:41,400 Speaker 2: a little EP, I put it out and I never 602 00:33:41,520 --> 00:33:45,800 Speaker 2: worked again because I was getting calls like, oh get it, 603 00:33:47,920 --> 00:33:49,600 Speaker 2: and I was doing all these shows and then I 604 00:33:49,720 --> 00:33:53,920 Speaker 2: got a stink on a TV series called and then Exploded, 605 00:33:54,160 --> 00:33:56,400 Speaker 2: and like I started to get like, you know, my 606 00:33:56,520 --> 00:34:00,720 Speaker 2: career started in Espanol. So it was that's an interesting 607 00:34:00,800 --> 00:34:02,760 Speaker 2: decision because a lot of people were like, why are 608 00:34:02,840 --> 00:34:05,120 Speaker 2: you going to make it and thistles, it's going to 609 00:34:05,160 --> 00:34:07,680 Speaker 2: be harder, and I was like, I just don't connect 610 00:34:07,800 --> 00:34:10,560 Speaker 2: with English at the time, like right now, I am 611 00:34:10,680 --> 00:34:13,040 Speaker 2: kind of curious, but at the time I was like 612 00:34:13,200 --> 00:34:16,040 Speaker 2: I just don't. I don't get it. And so it 613 00:34:16,280 --> 00:34:17,719 Speaker 2: was it was an interesting time. 614 00:34:17,840 --> 00:34:22,640 Speaker 1: But yeah, oh that's awesome. Though, that's great that you 615 00:34:22,719 --> 00:34:25,239 Speaker 1: were like I feel it more. I mean, don't get 616 00:34:25,280 --> 00:34:27,279 Speaker 1: me wrong, I love music and English obviously, but it 617 00:34:27,360 --> 00:34:31,759 Speaker 1: was okay. I was just an Espanol you know what 618 00:34:31,800 --> 00:34:34,080 Speaker 1: I mean. Like it's like I just think it's such 619 00:34:34,080 --> 00:34:36,840 Speaker 1: a beautiful language. Obviously I'm Mexican whatever, but I just 620 00:34:37,120 --> 00:34:39,080 Speaker 1: I don't know there's certain words or just even even 621 00:34:39,120 --> 00:34:42,520 Speaker 1: the word stupidest stupid that like sounds even more passionate, girl, 622 00:34:42,920 --> 00:34:47,160 Speaker 1: Like everything in Spanish is passionate. But I did hear 623 00:34:47,280 --> 00:34:49,680 Speaker 1: that you you you were singing a song in English 624 00:34:49,719 --> 00:34:51,160 Speaker 1: and one of your shows you do that, right? Is 625 00:34:51,200 --> 00:34:52,960 Speaker 1: it was it weirdo or am I Trippin'? 626 00:34:53,280 --> 00:34:53,320 Speaker 2: No? 627 00:34:53,600 --> 00:34:53,880 Speaker 1: It was? 628 00:34:54,160 --> 00:34:55,680 Speaker 2: Was it creep creepep? 629 00:34:57,520 --> 00:35:00,800 Speaker 1: Yes, It's like I love that song. I was like, 630 00:35:00,880 --> 00:35:02,440 Speaker 1: oh my god, it's so bad ass. I have to 631 00:35:02,480 --> 00:35:03,160 Speaker 1: go to your concert. 632 00:35:03,200 --> 00:35:05,080 Speaker 2: I have to. I have to. It's them. 633 00:35:05,480 --> 00:35:07,760 Speaker 1: I want to ask you a bunch of questions. Okay, 634 00:35:07,920 --> 00:35:09,640 Speaker 1: you know, my little you know, you know, little questions 635 00:35:09,640 --> 00:35:12,279 Speaker 1: just to get to know you a little more. It's them, 636 00:35:12,719 --> 00:35:14,680 Speaker 1: all right. So what's your favorite holiday? 637 00:35:15,120 --> 00:35:18,520 Speaker 2: I think right now it's Thanksgiving because it reminds me 638 00:35:18,640 --> 00:35:22,320 Speaker 2: a lot of my dad. You wouldn't get really happy with, 639 00:35:22,560 --> 00:35:25,000 Speaker 2: like oh and Bobby told me that, like, you know, 640 00:35:26,000 --> 00:35:30,359 Speaker 2: and so every time Thanksgiving comes around, I feel like, oh, 641 00:35:30,480 --> 00:35:32,600 Speaker 2: this is my favorite one just because of my dad. 642 00:35:32,680 --> 00:35:33,759 Speaker 2: It reminds me of him a lot. 643 00:35:33,840 --> 00:35:34,560 Speaker 1: It's my favorite. 644 00:35:34,600 --> 00:35:35,360 Speaker 2: It's my favorite. 645 00:35:35,480 --> 00:35:40,120 Speaker 1: I swear, fellow hudo my favorite holiday. Everyone's like that's 646 00:35:40,160 --> 00:35:43,200 Speaker 1: so boring, and I'm like, what's You're thankful when you 647 00:35:43,280 --> 00:35:45,320 Speaker 1: get to eat? And like, it's yeah, I love it. 648 00:35:46,400 --> 00:35:48,319 Speaker 1: I was like, I'm just grateful when I get to eat, 649 00:35:48,600 --> 00:35:49,200 Speaker 1: you know what I mean? 650 00:35:49,440 --> 00:35:50,000 Speaker 2: Oh my god? 651 00:35:50,360 --> 00:35:53,879 Speaker 1: Okay, all right, So okay, second question, what's your favorite color? 652 00:35:54,440 --> 00:35:57,640 Speaker 2: My favorite color. Oh my change is aw. 653 00:35:58,000 --> 00:35:59,160 Speaker 1: I love it that you're like right now? 654 00:36:00,200 --> 00:36:02,320 Speaker 2: Yeah, rights, k see, it changes all the time. I 655 00:36:02,440 --> 00:36:08,400 Speaker 2: feel like the color then the sculptured color. You know 656 00:36:08,440 --> 00:36:10,400 Speaker 2: when you go to the museum and the sculptures have 657 00:36:10,440 --> 00:36:16,560 Speaker 2: a color that, let's like coco breamish creamish. Okay, yeah, 658 00:36:16,960 --> 00:36:17,680 Speaker 2: yeah that one. 659 00:36:18,239 --> 00:36:19,959 Speaker 1: I'm not gonna say we have too much in common 660 00:36:20,320 --> 00:36:22,600 Speaker 1: that you're gonna think i'mlying at this point, just people 661 00:36:22,680 --> 00:36:24,839 Speaker 1: that listen to my podcast. No, I'm not lying. That's 662 00:36:24,880 --> 00:36:26,440 Speaker 1: my color right now, I swear to you. 663 00:36:26,920 --> 00:36:27,360 Speaker 2: Anyways. 664 00:36:28,640 --> 00:36:31,239 Speaker 1: Okay, so do you like to sleep with socks on 665 00:36:31,440 --> 00:36:32,040 Speaker 1: or socks off? 666 00:36:33,239 --> 00:36:36,800 Speaker 2: It depends. I think it depends, but lately socks off O. 667 00:36:37,200 --> 00:36:39,759 Speaker 2: The brother is just changing. I know, I don't know. 668 00:36:40,680 --> 00:36:43,160 Speaker 1: I have to have my socks off anyways. Okay, the 669 00:36:43,640 --> 00:36:45,200 Speaker 1: mandar Okay, the man, then. 670 00:36:45,440 --> 00:36:49,840 Speaker 2: It depends too, I know. 671 00:36:50,880 --> 00:36:53,880 Speaker 1: He usually I'm like, yeah, honestly, I think I have 672 00:36:54,000 --> 00:36:56,640 Speaker 1: to be balanced on that one because it's like, yeah, 673 00:36:56,880 --> 00:36:59,919 Speaker 1: do you know what I mean? Like Manda La Gram 674 00:37:03,840 --> 00:37:07,239 Speaker 1: say say, I'm say okay, I knew it. Okay, I'll 675 00:37:07,280 --> 00:37:11,800 Speaker 1: say I'm gonna say it for her. Okay, Now, okay, 676 00:37:12,200 --> 00:37:14,280 Speaker 1: do you have a favorite number, oh. 677 00:37:14,560 --> 00:37:18,080 Speaker 2: Favorite number. I really never think about numbers, but lately, 678 00:37:18,239 --> 00:37:22,239 Speaker 2: now that you're asking, I had a crazy experience with 679 00:37:22,400 --> 00:37:26,880 Speaker 2: a medium and I like got to speak with family 680 00:37:26,960 --> 00:37:29,040 Speaker 2: members on the other side. It was, it was, it 681 00:37:29,200 --> 00:37:33,400 Speaker 2: was very interesting. And ever since that moment, I have 682 00:37:33,560 --> 00:37:39,560 Speaker 2: those numbers that is to twenty two. So I don't 683 00:37:39,680 --> 00:37:43,640 Speaker 2: have an actual number, but I think eleven eleven is 684 00:37:43,719 --> 00:37:47,800 Speaker 2: my favorite number. Can means family members are around and 685 00:37:47,880 --> 00:37:49,680 Speaker 2: they're with me and they're taking care of me, like 686 00:37:49,760 --> 00:37:50,280 Speaker 2: my angels. 687 00:37:50,360 --> 00:37:52,719 Speaker 1: Like, guess you're very divinely connected right now if you're 688 00:37:52,719 --> 00:37:56,600 Speaker 1: seeing all those numbers. Every time I see eleven eleven, two, two, three, three, 689 00:37:56,840 --> 00:37:58,920 Speaker 1: I'm like, thank you God, you're talking to me my angels. 690 00:37:59,080 --> 00:38:03,399 Speaker 1: That are agels with us, that's me. Oh my god, 691 00:38:03,440 --> 00:38:04,240 Speaker 1: we're soul sisters. 692 00:38:04,320 --> 00:38:04,520 Speaker 2: Girl. 693 00:38:04,600 --> 00:38:07,279 Speaker 1: Oh my god, I'm gonna cry. You guys. You guys 694 00:38:07,320 --> 00:38:09,279 Speaker 1: have no idea. I'm so fanning, like right now, I 695 00:38:09,320 --> 00:38:13,160 Speaker 1: don't care what you guys think. So anyways, okay, all right. 696 00:38:14,000 --> 00:38:16,680 Speaker 1: Another question, what side of the bed do you sleep on? 697 00:38:16,840 --> 00:38:20,399 Speaker 1: On the left or the right? On the left, me too, 698 00:38:21,040 --> 00:38:24,279 Speaker 1: Oh my god, I swear to you. Even in the 699 00:38:24,320 --> 00:38:26,520 Speaker 1: hotel rooms, I have to be on the left. 700 00:38:26,640 --> 00:38:31,240 Speaker 2: I have to be on the left. Yes, I cannot 701 00:38:31,320 --> 00:38:34,080 Speaker 2: right now the hotel room and I'm like, okay, left 702 00:38:34,200 --> 00:38:35,560 Speaker 2: here all the time. 703 00:38:35,840 --> 00:38:40,520 Speaker 1: Oh my god. Now think cake, cookies, ice cream. Put 704 00:38:40,560 --> 00:38:44,640 Speaker 1: them in order by your favorite favorite to least. Okay, cake, 705 00:38:45,760 --> 00:38:47,680 Speaker 1: ice cream and then cookies and then cookies. 706 00:38:47,760 --> 00:38:49,440 Speaker 2: Okay, I don't know. 707 00:38:49,480 --> 00:38:51,000 Speaker 1: I was like, I just want to ask for something fun, 708 00:38:51,080 --> 00:38:54,239 Speaker 1: you know, you know, Okay, Now this one, it's a 709 00:38:54,239 --> 00:38:58,960 Speaker 1: little heavier thinking. Obviously, God forbid. If you had to 710 00:38:59,080 --> 00:39:03,759 Speaker 1: choose between your hearing or your eyesight, which one would 711 00:39:03,760 --> 00:39:04,160 Speaker 1: you choose? 712 00:39:04,719 --> 00:39:04,879 Speaker 2: Oh? 713 00:39:05,800 --> 00:39:08,719 Speaker 1: I know, God forbid, But it's like, I'm curious to 714 00:39:08,800 --> 00:39:09,000 Speaker 1: know this. 715 00:39:09,920 --> 00:39:12,319 Speaker 2: I would say, oh, here's meo. 716 00:39:14,200 --> 00:39:17,719 Speaker 1: Please base God never, Lord, please never. But I would 717 00:39:17,880 --> 00:39:20,560 Speaker 1: keep my hearing. You're hearing, okay, yeah, just. 718 00:39:20,600 --> 00:39:25,400 Speaker 2: Because from my hearing, I could probably have kind of both. 719 00:39:26,040 --> 00:39:31,520 Speaker 2: But from my eyesight, you know, I wouldn't be able 720 00:39:31,680 --> 00:39:34,400 Speaker 2: to ever, you know, listen, so that SAMs okay, if 721 00:39:34,480 --> 00:39:37,440 Speaker 2: you listen. I've heard of the stories of people that 722 00:39:38,280 --> 00:39:41,560 Speaker 2: have lost comal their eyesight that'll they get around because 723 00:39:41,600 --> 00:39:43,799 Speaker 2: they listen, and so they can kind of like get 724 00:39:43,840 --> 00:39:45,080 Speaker 2: theirself around and. 725 00:39:45,120 --> 00:39:49,840 Speaker 1: They actually hearing. Yes, I know that's a tough something. 726 00:39:50,000 --> 00:39:50,480 Speaker 2: I know, not. 727 00:39:54,239 --> 00:39:56,720 Speaker 1: It's a profound I was watching this thing on Netflix 728 00:39:56,760 --> 00:39:58,080 Speaker 1: and I was thinking, oh my god, it made me 729 00:39:58,239 --> 00:40:01,320 Speaker 1: really appreciate and my god, thank you for my five senses, 730 00:40:01,400 --> 00:40:03,840 Speaker 1: thank you for my six cents. Like I'm very grateful 731 00:40:03,880 --> 00:40:05,920 Speaker 1: because you just never know. And it happened to someone. 732 00:40:05,960 --> 00:40:07,600 Speaker 1: I see that, and I was like, and it got 733 00:40:07,680 --> 00:40:10,879 Speaker 1: me thinking, and I'm like, they're heavy conversations and it's 734 00:40:10,960 --> 00:40:13,400 Speaker 1: just like God, little things like that, just to be 735 00:40:13,560 --> 00:40:16,920 Speaker 1: grateful for it, Like sometimes we're so stucking. I this 736 00:40:17,080 --> 00:40:19,120 Speaker 1: is happening in our life, but it could always be worse, 737 00:40:19,280 --> 00:40:22,320 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. So anyway, that's that, and 738 00:40:22,760 --> 00:40:24,160 Speaker 1: let's just, you know, just for the sake of it, 739 00:40:24,239 --> 00:40:26,120 Speaker 1: because it was a heavy one. Let's let's let's finish 740 00:40:26,160 --> 00:40:31,719 Speaker 1: off with one that's a little bit you know nicer. Okay, Yeah, 741 00:40:31,840 --> 00:40:32,880 Speaker 1: what's your favorite song right now? 742 00:40:32,960 --> 00:40:38,120 Speaker 2: Oh? My favorite song right now, right right now. Danielle 743 00:40:38,200 --> 00:40:42,640 Speaker 2: Caesar as a new album, his song called I Think 744 00:40:42,760 --> 00:40:45,759 Speaker 2: It's called Cool is my favorite song right now. 745 00:40:47,520 --> 00:40:52,080 Speaker 1: I'm going to get that right now. Carla, you you're great. 746 00:40:52,480 --> 00:40:55,160 Speaker 2: I need to tell you a little, little little story yes, 747 00:40:55,239 --> 00:40:57,239 Speaker 2: So I don't know. I don't know. I don't know 748 00:40:57,320 --> 00:40:59,920 Speaker 2: if it's because you know you, Oh okay, I talk 749 00:41:00,080 --> 00:41:04,120 Speaker 2: about you or something. But my husband stops us right 750 00:41:04,640 --> 00:41:07,680 Speaker 2: and he he loves cuffe. He makes cafe. He has 751 00:41:07,800 --> 00:41:11,239 Speaker 2: all of these different machines that make coffee, but he 752 00:41:11,440 --> 00:41:16,400 Speaker 2: loves the espressos. So every time he makes me coffee, 753 00:41:16,560 --> 00:41:30,759 Speaker 2: he's like, why kit shut up? Which is an espresso? 754 00:41:31,440 --> 00:41:35,279 Speaker 2: And I told her what I told her. Though it's 755 00:41:35,400 --> 00:41:37,160 Speaker 2: really cute, it's really crue. 756 00:41:37,360 --> 00:41:39,320 Speaker 1: I was like, she talks about me. 757 00:41:43,520 --> 00:41:46,719 Speaker 2: Yes, I know I will so, you know, but the 758 00:41:46,760 --> 00:41:48,320 Speaker 2: way you say you want a big one or a 759 00:41:48,400 --> 00:41:53,120 Speaker 2: che I'm like, oh my god, I love it. 760 00:41:54,080 --> 00:41:54,440 Speaker 1: Thank you. 761 00:41:54,800 --> 00:41:55,720 Speaker 2: That made me so happy? 762 00:41:56,480 --> 00:41:59,880 Speaker 1: Special Right now, girl, share our social media and whatever 763 00:41:59,880 --> 00:42:01,439 Speaker 1: you want to share, anything that you want to share 764 00:42:01,440 --> 00:42:03,279 Speaker 1: with my listeners, go ahead, well on. 765 00:42:03,400 --> 00:42:08,400 Speaker 2: My Instagram, Cala Morrison, on Spotify, on YouTube, it's the same. 766 00:42:08,800 --> 00:42:11,560 Speaker 2: And yeah, I mean I think if you go to 767 00:42:11,719 --> 00:42:14,640 Speaker 2: my website, which is Carla Morrison dot com, you can 768 00:42:14,760 --> 00:42:18,719 Speaker 2: find resources to call in your own country. Are you 769 00:42:18,800 --> 00:42:21,960 Speaker 2: got better mental health? So there's like a place a 770 00:42:22,000 --> 00:42:24,840 Speaker 2: little part where it says ancilra and you click on it, 771 00:42:24,960 --> 00:42:26,640 Speaker 2: and then there's like all these phone numbers you can 772 00:42:26,680 --> 00:42:30,000 Speaker 2: call for free to get help if you're feeling like 773 00:42:30,160 --> 00:42:36,239 Speaker 2: anxious or depressed. I all Latin America, I think, France, UK, 774 00:42:36,600 --> 00:42:39,480 Speaker 2: the US, so if you need any help, you can 775 00:42:39,600 --> 00:42:41,719 Speaker 2: get that on my website Carla Morrison dot com. 776 00:42:42,080 --> 00:42:44,360 Speaker 1: Oh my gosh, I love that you gave me an idea. 777 00:42:44,440 --> 00:42:46,160 Speaker 1: I'm going to copy you because I think that's great. 778 00:42:46,239 --> 00:42:48,279 Speaker 1: Honestly to some people don't know don't even know where 779 00:42:48,320 --> 00:42:50,960 Speaker 1: to start. So you guys heard it, follow her, go 780 00:42:51,120 --> 00:42:53,520 Speaker 1: on her website and please, what is the day of 781 00:42:53,640 --> 00:42:54,799 Speaker 1: your Hollywood Bowl show? 782 00:42:55,239 --> 00:42:59,520 Speaker 2: It's August twelve, August twelve, Hollywood Bogue and that's takets 783 00:42:59,560 --> 00:43:03,040 Speaker 2: go on. Well, I think at the beginning of May. 784 00:43:03,239 --> 00:43:06,640 Speaker 1: All right, August twelfth. I'm writing it down May because 785 00:43:06,680 --> 00:43:08,080 Speaker 1: I want to be there, so I'm going to put 786 00:43:08,120 --> 00:43:10,080 Speaker 1: that day to the side. I'll see you guys there, 787 00:43:10,200 --> 00:43:13,240 Speaker 1: all my listeners. You guys better go wear your Carla 788 00:43:13,280 --> 00:43:17,040 Speaker 1: Morrison shirts and freaking everything. The cousin. 789 00:43:19,520 --> 00:43:22,960 Speaker 2: Please, that's a huge place. Help me. 790 00:43:25,000 --> 00:43:28,520 Speaker 1: Yes, all right, And so before we go, you guys, 791 00:43:28,719 --> 00:43:37,000 Speaker 1: I have a motivational quote for you guys, and the 792 00:43:37,080 --> 00:43:40,080 Speaker 1: motivational quote is your mind will believe everything you tell it. 793 00:43:40,360 --> 00:43:44,080 Speaker 1: Feed it faith, feed it truth, feed it love Carla again, 794 00:43:45,360 --> 00:43:47,880 Speaker 1: I will see you soon and everyone, thank you for listening. 795 00:43:47,920 --> 00:43:50,480 Speaker 1: I hope you enjoyed this episode as much as I did. 796 00:43:50,680 --> 00:43:54,080 Speaker 1: I am so happy. I feel so content right now. 797 00:43:54,280 --> 00:43:58,760 Speaker 2: So thank you you too. Bye. 798 00:43:58,960 --> 00:44:06,440 Speaker 1: Thank you guys. Do you need advice on love, relationships, 799 00:44:06,600 --> 00:44:09,759 Speaker 1: health emails? 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