Speaker 1: The Nicky Gliser Podcastiser.
Speaker 2: Here's Nikki.
Speaker 1: Hello here, I am welcome to the show. It's the
Speaker 1: Nicky Glazer Podcast. I'm in Saint Louis. Noah Bryan are
Speaker 1: here also in studio in Saint Louis with me. Taylor McGraw.
Speaker 2: She's hot, quick draw.
Speaker 3: Quick drama, graw drama.
Speaker 1: She just came in hot and told me she has
Speaker 1: a book from the seventies that she got from the library.
Speaker 2: And I got it where you got it? You know,
Speaker 2: on the internet, on the internet.
Speaker 1: Okay, I know that seems like do Nikki, But Taylor
Speaker 1: doesn't like buy things from the internet, like she doesn't.
Speaker 4: You don't.
Speaker 1: That's not something I know of you. Although you did
Speaker 1: get me a book and we need to.
Speaker 2: Talk about that you got it?
Speaker 1: Yeah, we need I like, thank you. By the way,
Speaker 1: I'll just say that we need to talk about that book.
Speaker 4: Guess.
Speaker 1: Oh, yeah to that, Brian, Yes, we will get to that,
Speaker 1: Brian shall Guess what book Taylor got me that I
Speaker 1: think will have me on some kind of list because
Speaker 1: I own it.
Speaker 2: Oh that I'm on so many lists.
Speaker 1: Because it's not even a book that's like for people
Speaker 1: interested in this, it's like for people who are like
Speaker 1: like these people I think is what I think the
Speaker 1: book is like, even though I do I am fascinating.
Speaker 3: Is the Mormon Bible kind of.
Speaker 2: No, just say whatever, I was making a joke.
Speaker 1: I mean, it's it's it's full of bullshit, just like
Speaker 1: the Mormon Bible. And it was written by a crazy person.
Speaker 1: It's written by at least one crazy person, much like
Speaker 1: the Mormon Bible, who just started amending the Mormon Bible
Speaker 1: so he could have more things. So he wrote the
Speaker 1: Mormon Bible Joseph Smith, and then he did he's dead,
Speaker 1: but like only for like one hundred years. Like so
Speaker 1: this is like a very new religion or not.
Speaker 3: Golden Plates got the Golden Plates.
Speaker 1: All I know is that he wanted to fuck more women,
Speaker 1: so he just like pretended to have a dream where
Speaker 1: he talked to God or he had to, and then
Speaker 1: he was like, oh my God, God says that I
Speaker 1: can have multiple wives. And then if people are like great,
Speaker 1: we all get and He's like, no, not you guys.
Speaker 1: And then they then people started having I've thought about
Speaker 1: this before, but they people started having. Part of the
Speaker 1: religion is that you have a relationship with God that
Speaker 1: is personal and then you have one that you like
Speaker 1: share with the congregation kind of, but like everyone has
Speaker 1: an intimate relationship with God. That's part of Mormonism. But then,
Speaker 1: or it was. Then Joseph Smith was like, actually, because
Speaker 1: then people started getting their own like insights from God
Speaker 1: that would make them do things. And Joseph was like A.
Speaker 1: So then he goes, actually, only I do. I'm sorry,
Speaker 1: I thought that was for everyone. I read it wrong,
Speaker 1: and then he rewrote it. And then that's when Sex
Speaker 1: started going like, no, we're doing a different kind of
Speaker 1: Mormonism because he was changing it so much, and they
Speaker 1: were like, we like the old way. And that's like
Speaker 1: you said, it's the same for every religion.
Speaker 2: Who knew that?
Speaker 1: So do you want to guess what the book is
Speaker 1: or do you want to hear what book Taylor head today?
Speaker 3: Well, let's start with the That's how we started.
Speaker 1: She came in hot with a book about colors for
Speaker 1: that are good for your Color me beautiful. It's called
Speaker 1: color Me Beautiful from the seventies.
Speaker 2: Or color Analysis. I think they're calling it now the kids.
Speaker 1: Yeah, you might have seen it all over TikTok reels.
Speaker 1: At least if you're a woman consuming the same things
Speaker 1: I am, where they kind of like color match you
Speaker 1: to see which colors of makeup and clothing you should
Speaker 1: wear that is best for your skin and overall veins.
Speaker 1: It's based on your veins.
Speaker 2: Based on like your undertone and yeah, like.
Speaker 3: You're I've never heard someone use undertone and a play
Speaker 3: on words before. That's the first time I ever heard that.
Speaker 1: We're making history today, but I do. I'm just like,
Speaker 1: I don't know. Because she showed me all the colors
Speaker 1: and she goes, Okay, this page of colors, is this
Speaker 1: what you.
Speaker 2: Like to wear?
Speaker 1: And I was like, I don't know, and then she
Speaker 1: was like, what about this page of colors? Is this
Speaker 1: what you like to wear? And just like I don't know,
Speaker 1: and and then I don't. I don't think I liked
Speaker 1: any of them. And then you were like the one
Speaker 1: that I was like, yeah, looks a little color colors.
Speaker 1: I'm sorry. I know there's like infinite colors, but.
Speaker 2: It feels since I got into this, I'm telling you.
Speaker 1: Know, there's so many like like you say, like there's
Speaker 1: a purple that looks good on you, and then there's
Speaker 1: a purple that looks horrible.
Speaker 2: Yes, Yes, Yeah, people can't purple. Like Noah, would you
Speaker 2: wear purple?
Speaker 1: Yes, I would love to wear purple. I love hind
Speaker 1: of purple light or like or we're talking lavender or
Speaker 1: like a lavender.
Speaker 4: I don't look good in like a deep purple. And
Speaker 4: I was just going to ask if if there's a
Speaker 4: color that you love, but like, anytime you put it
Speaker 4: on you just it just does not look good on you.
Speaker 1: Every I think yellow, I always want to look good
Speaker 1: and yellow. I see some black really striking and yellow,
Speaker 1: and then it never works for me.
Speaker 2: Yeah, in a similar way, it depends certain yellow as
Speaker 2: you can. Yeah, it just really depends on the tone.
Speaker 1: But I told Taylor that any color looks good on
Speaker 1: me when I have a spray hand. Sorry, Like every
Speaker 1: color is a thousand percent better on me. And there
Speaker 1: are no colors that look good on me when I
Speaker 1: don't have a spray tand that don't look better, Like
Speaker 1: they look fine, but they will always look better with
Speaker 1: a spray TND, So what's that about.
Speaker 3: That's why they can wear whatever color they want. A
Speaker 3: white guy tries to put on one of those pink
Speaker 3: shirts or whatever, and they look like a.
Speaker 2: I mean, there's skin tones that are definitely better than others.
Speaker 2: That's a fact. And yeah, white people are struggling in
Speaker 2: that department.
Speaker 1: Well we should We've had it, yeah for a long
Speaker 1: we deserve it. No, it's it, Uh, yeah, it's it's so.
Speaker 1: I wore this color today because Taylor went through my
Speaker 1: closet and I said pick out because I had a
Speaker 1: different outfit on, and she was like, you should never
Speaker 1: wear that color.
Speaker 2: And I was like, fuck, bitch.
Speaker 1: And even it's popping through on this pillow. I want
Speaker 1: to get this pillow out of the shot because might
Speaker 1: be actually, Marian, are you the color that it doesn't
Speaker 1: look up with me? I kick her across the room.
Speaker 1: Don't wash me out. So I chose this color. But
Speaker 1: then and I do love a light pink, but with
Speaker 1: my arm where without SPRAYTND, that's hell. And then when
Speaker 1: I think I fits.
Speaker 2: Making hands, it's giving me us some color. But also
Speaker 2: it's gonna this. You can't you can't contend.
Speaker 1: With the walls, yeah, and the chair and everything. But Taylor,
Speaker 1: you said this book literally changed your life. For these
Speaker 1: theories literally changed your life change.
Speaker 2: Well, I've been into it for a long time because
Speaker 2: my grandma used to be obsessed with it. When we're young,
Speaker 2: she'd always be going up to people and the store
Speaker 2: like the good Will and going, that's not your color.
Speaker 2: But she was talking about it when I visit her.
Speaker 2: So I got this book. So I go to have
Speaker 2: something that she liked to talk about that I could
Speaker 2: talk about too. And I got rid of everything in
Speaker 2: my whole closet and I started wearing only my color.
Speaker 2: And then since then people will be like, oh, you
Speaker 2: look great today, whereas no one ever has ever ever
Speaker 2: said that before. And if it's my color, then people
Speaker 2: be like, I love that shirt, but it's just a
Speaker 2: regular old shirt, like this is a plain turtlenet.
Speaker 1: I get compliments because I'm wearing a color, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean. Like people are like, that's a funk,
Speaker 1: Like you like are peacocking because of the color. So
Speaker 1: I would I would just assume it was that.
Speaker 3: There's also the fact that maybe but not, you have
Speaker 3: like textual proof that the color you're wearing is proper.
Speaker 3: Then you have confidence when you wear the color, and
Speaker 3: then people see that confidence and they.
Speaker 2: Go, wow, absolutely could be that that colored be beautiful. Yeah,
Speaker 2: but a lot of it is. My colors are black
Speaker 2: and white, and winters are the only ones that really
Speaker 2: should wear black and white.
Speaker 1: Yees. So people are summer, autumn, spring, or.
Speaker 2: Winter, right, yeah, And so a lot of people will
Speaker 2: say I look really good when I'm wearing black. So
Speaker 2: I don't think that that color.
Speaker 3: Gives me everybody, No, it would.
Speaker 1: When I wear black, I feel confident because I'm like,
Speaker 1: it's slimming. It just is all put together. You look
Speaker 1: at least clean. It's monochromatic. It makes me feel cooler,
Speaker 1: like it would give me a skip my step.
Speaker 2: I lived off.
Speaker 1: I look like I could have written the book that
Speaker 1: Taylor bought for me. It's the Journals of the Columbine Mothers.
Speaker 3: Okay, he could have guessed.
Speaker 1: Literally the Journals of the Columbine kids printed and like
Speaker 1: so the journal is on the side, on the left side,
Speaker 1: and then like the transcription of the journal is on
Speaker 1: the right side. They were fucking idiots.
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, journals.
Speaker 3: So okay, hold on, school boy journaling. That's like big.
Speaker 1: Time, big time. They were so dude. They were they
Speaker 1: were like always talking like you.
Speaker 2: Just reads you did not read full of like first
Speaker 2: name no, okay, so if you read the reason that
Speaker 2: I got that for you. One, I know you're obsessed
Speaker 2: with colbine. But two because when I was reading Eric
Speaker 2: Harris's I was like, this is literally us when we
Speaker 2: were in high school. It's like it has things I
Speaker 2: hate list and like people who walk so get the
Speaker 2: fuck out of my way, and like people who dress
Speaker 2: like this. That's what lists I was making when I
Speaker 2: was in high school.
Speaker 1: Carl and Baby have like Nazi symbols and yeah, okayt
Speaker 1: he had a little we had a little issue by
Speaker 1: hatred and like things people's brains exploding, stopping on their
Speaker 1: cages and breaking.
Speaker 2: But it was kind of funny. Both things can be
Speaker 2: true both Absolutely, you can be an idiot, and I
Speaker 2: can separate the.
Speaker 1: Artist an artist.
Speaker 2: He's true an artist.
Speaker 3: I wonder if they were inspired by the Carland bit
Speaker 3: because the Carlan bit came out. I mean he did
Speaker 3: a few times and a few different specials in the
Speaker 3: early nineties. People I could do without, and then it
Speaker 3: was just like a list of people who say what's up?
Speaker 2: Man?
Speaker 3: You know, it's like stuff like that.
Speaker 1: Totally, this was Eric Harris's brain dropping. It also books
Speaker 1: that my dad had that I used to read.
Speaker 2: I think it was It was also like in the
Speaker 2: Zeitgeist because I never knew about George carlm but I
Speaker 2: was always making things I hate list I think just
Speaker 2: oh yeah, I still doing this stuff like I still
Speaker 2: do all the time, and I love thinking people who
Speaker 2: walk slow. Yeah, I can't take it.
Speaker 3: They were like, you might be a school shooter if
Speaker 3: I was inspired by Jeff Fox.
Speaker 1: Yeah, everyone blamed Marilyn Manson. No one was even talking
Speaker 1: about how the blue Collar comedy tour is the reason
Speaker 1: Columbine happened.
Speaker 2: For those of you who.
Speaker 1: Don't know, Columbine was a failed bombing. It was not
Speaker 1: supposed to be a shooting. The shooting was supposed to
Speaker 1: be the aftermath where they just picked people off that
Speaker 1: were running from the bombing. They wanted to kill up
Speaker 1: words of five hundred people, they only killed like twelve.
Speaker 1: It was kind of a failure on there and there
Speaker 1: and uh, it was not inspired by Marilyn Manson. It
Speaker 1: was one was a sociopath. And what do you think
Speaker 1: Dylan was? Do you think Dylan was also impressive? Yeah,
Speaker 1: he was just he wanted to kill himself. He was
Speaker 1: just suicidal.
Speaker 2: Yeah, he just found that he just went along.
Speaker 1: Do you know that during like there's a theory that
Speaker 1: during I'm so sorry to make this about combine, but
Speaker 1: it's better than football, which we did yesterday. So from okay,
Speaker 1: so I've said this before in the podcast. I'm sorry
Speaker 1: for people who find this stuff really gruesome, but this
Speaker 1: is kind of interesting to me and I know it
Speaker 1: will be too. During the shooting, there's a theory that
Speaker 1: because everyone goes, why did they kill more people? Like
Speaker 1: they had the ability to. They were they were walking
Speaker 1: by people, they were just kind of like shooting into
Speaker 1: the corners of the room like they were bored, but
Speaker 1: they got Yeah, they got bored by it. They Eric
Speaker 1: probably got bored by it and was like, this isn't
Speaker 1: giving me the thrill of destruction and you know, being
Speaker 1: the Timothy mcveay kind of like RoboCop I wanted to
Speaker 1: feel like. And then he also broke his nose on
Speaker 1: the gun going back, you know, so he was in pain. Yeah,
Speaker 1: Eric did, And then Dylan was grossed out by it
Speaker 1: and was like, oh no, this is way worse than
Speaker 1: I thought. It was like getting sick.
Speaker 2: From oh, and I would imagine they don't.
Speaker 1: And then they all just kind of they just went
Speaker 1: and were like, what are we gonna do they you
Speaker 1: know what I always wanted. I know, this is so
Speaker 1: fucking they're Oh yeah, the hugest They weren't cool. They
Speaker 1: were not. They were they weren't. They weren't bullied like
Speaker 1: they were not. That was not the reasoning for it.
Speaker 1: Like they they actually bullied people ruthlessly. But what happened
Speaker 1: to like all those library books that like we're.
Speaker 2: There, you know, I try to get some Columbine.
Speaker 1: I tried to get in my possession, but I want
Speaker 1: to go to a museum, like.
Speaker 2: I tried to get a columnbine, Like sure that said
Speaker 2: Columbine High School too.
Speaker 1: I go to the Wills by the Columbine when I'm
Speaker 1: there to check for anything.
Speaker 2: I try to look on eBay for But then they go,
Speaker 2: I can't wear this. People are wearing it, just like
Speaker 2: I can't wear my casey And I'm not a fan.
Speaker 1: Let me be clear before this gets pulled out of
Speaker 1: context and makes me seem like I'm like into it,
Speaker 1: just in the way that you are into watching whatever
Speaker 1: murder documentary or Law and Order s e. That's fictionalized.
Speaker 1: It's the same thing.
Speaker 2: But it's actually not the same because it's smarter because
Speaker 2: if it's fictionalized, you can't learn anything from it. But
Speaker 2: if it's real, then you can find out why people
Speaker 2: are doing that, so you can understand human nature.
Speaker 3: I can't understand.
Speaker 1: Please get me confused. I'm not trying to understand it
Speaker 1: to prevent it. Like it is pure morbid curiosity. But
Speaker 1: I am not saying I like it and I'm glad
Speaker 1: it happened and i want it to happen again. I'm
Speaker 1: just saying I'm interested in morbid stuff. I can't help it.
Speaker 1: I'm not going to couch this like I want to
Speaker 1: change the world by learning what they did. That there
Speaker 1: is something to that about the stuff when I'm interested
Speaker 1: in pedophiles because I do want to like learn their ways,
Speaker 1: because I feel like me being.
Speaker 2: More to catch them by pretending to.
Speaker 1: Oh, I just want to be able to suss them
Speaker 1: out a little bit sooner than anyone around me, and
Speaker 1: like even better than Like it's a point of pride.
Speaker 1: I just don't be able to catch someone around my
Speaker 1: friend's kid to be like I'm getting some bad vibes
Speaker 1: from that guy, and.
Speaker 3: Be slowly becoming like an advocate for pedophile awareness through
Speaker 3: your career. That's rowing.
Speaker 1: I will say that I'm not lying when I say
Speaker 1: that is part of the reason I'm fascinated by that
Speaker 1: stuff is to prevent it. But my column, my fascination
Speaker 1: isn't to be like I want to like, there's nothing
Speaker 1: I can do about those Yeah, I mean I could
Speaker 1: probably see it coming a little bit like if I
Speaker 1: had a teenage son who was journaling and hours inside
Speaker 1: a closed room with his friend and they the one
Speaker 1: thing in the book that I will say that I'm
Speaker 1: interested in not so much the journals because they're just
Speaker 1: the crazy rambling. They're good, what do you mean by that?
Speaker 2: It's interesting to know what was going on in the
Speaker 2: mind of somebody.
Speaker 1: You can read all the books, so I kind of
Speaker 1: like know all. I feel like they've already excerpt the
Speaker 1: stuff that I wanted to hear about, but what I
Speaker 1: am excited to read and I haven't yet because I'm
Speaker 1: literally saving it. Like I used to save books where
Speaker 1: there were pictures of blue whales, I like what, I
Speaker 1: would read the whole book, but if there was a
Speaker 1: picture of a blue whale on a certain page was
Speaker 1: so I love the blue whales so much because they
Speaker 1: were the biggest animal ever and they're so mysterious and
Speaker 1: they're rarely photographed and they're just like so I would
Speaker 1: just like, like I would goon out for Blue Is
Speaker 1: where you don't come and you just like masturbate until
Speaker 1: you come. I would literally goon from Blue Whales. But
Speaker 1: I'm gooning for that book because in the last chapter
Speaker 1: is the transcript of the Basement tapes, which I've been
Speaker 1: seen by like select families that wanted to go that
Speaker 1: had children that died in it, or Eric and Dylan's
Speaker 1: parents of course, but like that hasn't been released. No,
Speaker 1: how do they have a transcript of it?
Speaker 2: I don't know. They did let some people in the
Speaker 2: media see it, and I think the media the media
Speaker 2: transcript it, but it's not an exact transcription. I don't
Speaker 2: thing because they just had to watch it and write
Speaker 2: it down really fast. I'm not even excited about to
Speaker 2: get that.
Speaker 1: But I do think I'm going to listen out that
Speaker 1: this book is in my possession.
Speaker 2: Well, I'm the one that my name's gone a.
Speaker 1: Letter inside of it. It was so nice of you, though,
Speaker 1: think because Taylor goes, did you get my present? And
Speaker 1: I go, I don't think so? Maybe and she goes, Oh, no,
Speaker 1: you'll know I did.
Speaker 5: I know.
Speaker 3: Have you ever been to the United ninety three Memorial?
Speaker 1: No, but anytime I'm performing in Pennsylvania, I google where
Speaker 1: it is to see if I can drive.
Speaker 3: There, because I like you would enjoy that.
Speaker 1: I one hundred percent would. I've read all about like
Speaker 1: what happened on that lane. I have never seen the
Speaker 1: movie because I don't want to see it. I just
Speaker 1: want to read the things. Is anyone else like that
Speaker 1: where you don't want to see things, you just want
Speaker 1: to read it?
Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm sorry.
Speaker 1: I don't want to see the garroat or garrot with
Speaker 1: the hair of John Benet wrapped.
Speaker 2: I don't want to see that.
Speaker 1: I want to hear about it, and I don't even
Speaker 1: really want to hear about it. But or I don't
Speaker 1: even want to read it. I just but I don't
Speaker 1: want to see things. So, yeah, I the United ninety three.
Speaker 1: I would love to go to that spot of the
Speaker 1: field in Pennsylvania were at all.
Speaker 2: I don't want to know anything about it. I know
Speaker 2: I have to get ready. Let it roll.
Speaker 3: Let's roll.
Speaker 1: Let's roll means nothing to you? No, okay, So on
Speaker 1: the flight United ninety three, any gen Z is out
Speaker 1: there listening. I know you don't know the details of
Speaker 1: nine to eleven, probably, but the lore is Laura alive though,
Speaker 1: or is it? Well, this is it's slightly fictional because
Speaker 1: we don't really know what happened on that plane, but
Speaker 1: we there is evidence that the people on board that
Speaker 1: plane took off that was already in the air when
Speaker 1: the trade center was hit both times, I think at
Speaker 1: least by the first plane, and so they were getting
Speaker 1: they were calling down because they were hijacked, headed to
Speaker 1: the White House probably, and they called their family, and
Speaker 1: their families were watching the news and told them what
Speaker 1: was happening. And so they all knew, oh my god,
Speaker 1: this thing. We are a missile. This is nothing's good
Speaker 1: to good at home of this. We just need to
Speaker 1: crash this plane. Uh, and we need to take over.
Speaker 1: And I don't think their goal was to like land
Speaker 1: it safely. It was just like they So the guys
Speaker 1: on the plane, yeah, I'm sure there was someone.
Speaker 3: But reknew how because the pilot wasn't there.
Speaker 1: So he claimed that he was. If he was on
Speaker 1: a plane in nine to eleven, it would.
Speaker 2: Wow so bold statement.
Speaker 1: But uh, they go and one person over heard on
Speaker 1: a phone call. It's lore that the guy was like,
Speaker 1: we're gonna they were boiling hot water to like scald
Speaker 1: the terrorists and take over what they were doing. And
Speaker 1: so they were in the back boiling water. They're on
Speaker 1: the phone like having telling their family and and one
Speaker 1: guy goes, let's roll and then it was like then
Speaker 1: they went and done and it crashed in a field
Speaker 1: in Pennsylvanian. Didn't kill anyone except you know everyone.
Speaker 2: Damn that'd be but we like it.
Speaker 1: And then that became like a you know, catchphrase.
Speaker 3: The catch phrase for the war in I rock in Afghanistan.
Speaker 2: Oh, gollie gee.
Speaker 1: Yeah.
Speaker 3: So that's why the museum is very compelling and intreating.
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, I've been. I go away every a couple
Speaker 3: of weeks.
Speaker 1: Wait have you really been.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I've been because I you know, I used to
Speaker 3: have the Unbelievable podcast and we actually recorded ourselves visiting
Speaker 3: the memorial because we used to do these like you know,
Speaker 3: in the field episodes where we would be like we're
Speaker 3: here the blah blah blah. Literally it would be well,
Speaker 3: you're not allowed to at least at the time, you
Speaker 3: weren't allowed to go on the field because it was
Speaker 3: still an active crime scene, which it was like, you know,
Speaker 3: fifteen years later, sixteen years later and still an active
Speaker 3: crime scene because they're still trying to find like little
Speaker 3: artifacts from the plane explosion in the field. It's like
Speaker 3: hard to find the psychoarchaeological dig at this point.
Speaker 1: Basic whoa, Okay, that's like when they found bone fragments
Speaker 1: on they're still putting together. They're still finding survivors of
Speaker 1: nine to eleven that there's a lot of people that
Speaker 1: are still missing and they've never found any evidence of
Speaker 1: their bones, and they're still sifting through the rubble. And
Speaker 1: like ten years later, they were doing some sort of
Speaker 1: like renovation job on a building a quarter mile away
Speaker 1: and on the roof they found bon tons of bone
Speaker 1: fragments and were able to identify victims. But then no
Speaker 1: one even thought like, oh, maybe it landed on some
Speaker 1: fucking crazy So what did you what did you experience there?
Speaker 1: What's it like?
Speaker 3: Well, it was definitely you know, very it's sad and
Speaker 3: you know you very thought provoking. But what was most
Speaker 3: interesting to me and going there were the the people
Speaker 3: visiting the memorial who it really truly was just like
Speaker 3: it might as well have been like a Museum of
Speaker 3: Natural History exhibit where people were just like snapping pictures
Speaker 3: of everything with like flash and like like there was
Speaker 3: one woman who would like just go to every single
Speaker 3: thing and like to take a picture of it.
Speaker 1: Museum.
Speaker 3: Yeah, there's like an indoor part where they have like
Speaker 3: you can listen to the recordings of the final phone calls,
Speaker 3: the actual recordings.
Speaker 1: No.
Speaker 3: Yeah, and that that was probably the most like heart
Speaker 3: wrenching aspect of the exhibit.
Speaker 2: Why it's too sad, you know.
Speaker 3: It was like there wasn't the same amount of like
Speaker 3: uh like when we went to the Auschwitz thing and
Speaker 3: there was like these little things that just kind of
Speaker 3: like bothered me, like the guards telling you to get
Speaker 3: out right away, like that stuff we talked about that.
Speaker 1: Yeah, they were all in like a uniform that was
Speaker 1: like reminiscent of.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's like they really wanted you to feel what
Speaker 3: it was like, yes, onto a train car. But in
Speaker 3: the United ninety three exhibit, it was just like there
Speaker 3: were people who were treating it like they were at
Speaker 3: Disney World basically, like they in the gift shop, they
Speaker 3: had like United ninety three like paper.
Speaker 2: Weight they why don't they have a Columbine one so
Speaker 2: I can get a damn shirt.
Speaker 1: No, Columbine has a great memorial and it's somber as
Speaker 1: fuck and everyone's really respectful.
Speaker 2: I want to go, oh.
Speaker 1: My god, it I have to take you. Yeah, it's
Speaker 1: so I hate to say good, but it's like it's beautiful.
Speaker 1: Columbine's on one of the most beautiful properties I've ever
Speaker 1: experienced in my life. It's like surrounded by mountains and
Speaker 1: then there's a lake and and there's prairie dogs everywhere,
Speaker 1: like hundreds of prairie dogs everywhere.
Speaker 2: You know, my dad lived there at the time. What really,
Speaker 2: Oh my god, I mean Littleton, isn't that what? Yeah?
Speaker 2: Extra there, Yeah, no, that's where it is a town, right, yeah? Yeah,
Speaker 2: whoa isn't that crazy? Also near John Beney. He haven't
Speaker 2: maybe was participating.
Speaker 3: What's he doing? He's always living press.
Speaker 2: He's still looking up John Benet and college. I just
Speaker 2: gave him a book about Colorado.
Speaker 1: Taylor is about to start a YouTube channel where she
Speaker 1: discusses true crime on it, so I want to hear
Speaker 1: everyone for that. It is coming soon as soon as
Speaker 1: she gets her computer and her car fixed. We'll be
Speaker 1: back up to that my car. I feel like your
Speaker 1: cars are part of it. So I went to Starbucks
Speaker 1: this morning, and I want to just say that there
Speaker 1: is a new initiative that I heard about on the
Speaker 1: Starbucks subreddit that it just came across my feed that
Speaker 1: they now require partners who that's what they call baristas
Speaker 1: as partners.
Speaker 2: That's creepy.
Speaker 1: There all partners in this venture.
Speaker 3: Own some of the Starbucks industry.
Speaker 1: Right, yeah, yeah, I guess that's it. Your shareholders part
Speaker 1: owners co op partly totally. And they now are as
Speaker 1: of yesterday, I know, as of today, I believe, is
Speaker 1: it the twenty seventh yes, well, okay, so I think
Speaker 1: maybe yesterday is when they started implementing it. I did
Speaker 1: see a very a very animated meeting going on about
Speaker 1: like the new policy, and I kind of overheard some stuff,
Speaker 1: but it seemed like upbeat and like, oh, people have
Speaker 1: some like new energy and enthusiasm around coffee. It was not.
Speaker 1: So it was very dissimilar to the meeting I witnessed
Speaker 1: about when they integrated olive oil into coffee last year.
Speaker 1: Starbucks did this two years ago. Starbucks at a push where.
Speaker 3: They were like, that's discussed.
Speaker 1: I guess the owner of Starbucks, who as not the
Speaker 1: CEO anymore, went to Italy and was like, they put
Speaker 1: olive oil in their coffee.
Speaker 2: I'll do it, I will do it.
Speaker 1: It's all there. You could you could buy olive oil
Speaker 1: at Starbucks for a while. And this was probably just
Speaker 1: started like being phased out a couple months ago. But
Speaker 1: there's an Oliotto I think is the Oliotto is the
Speaker 1: one with the that's it. And it was, Oh my god.
Speaker 1: They were all what I was witness because I'm a
Speaker 1: hangout a Starbucks and was writing a lot during this
Speaker 1: time because it was ready for my special and people
Speaker 1: that were learning about the olive oil and they training
Speaker 1: girl training partners, like the enthusiasm was low, the morale
Speaker 1: was down, but now everyone's jazzed again. So then I
Speaker 1: find out what's happening on the subreddit. They are now
Speaker 1: required to write a message on your cup.
Speaker 2: Oh I saw a commercial about that.
Speaker 1: They are really getting back to the space of like
Speaker 1: will you look up Noah that they didn't Starbucks initiatives
Speaker 1: that just started happening yesterday. It's not only writing on cups,
Speaker 1: it's to cut down on people loitering. I think inside
Speaker 1: the Starbucks and to make it more of a place
Speaker 1: where you can go and hang out and meet your friends.
Speaker 1: And it's like getting back to the cafe experience that
Speaker 1: they got away from during.
Speaker 3: The good what's the difference between that and loitering.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I think loitering is when you sleep and you
Speaker 1: stand around and they are clearly homeless. Yeah, it's trying
Speaker 1: to get rid of homeless people.
Speaker 3: I think w it is making to remove homeless people
Speaker 3: and replace them with college.
Speaker 1: They're not going to say that, yes, but I want
Speaker 1: it back to that too, because I want actually, I
Speaker 1: want homeless people to have the place to go obviously,
Speaker 1: and I like the Starbucks when they're just sitting there sleeping,
Speaker 1: I don't fucking mind.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 1: The other day I was there and the homeless name
Speaker 1: was sleeping and a girl was having a meeting with
Speaker 1: her superior, like her boss, who was like stopping by
Speaker 1: to check in on stores, and she was meeting with him,
Speaker 1: and she there was she saw the homeless man and
Speaker 1: she had to like do the thing where you kind
Speaker 1: of like creep around them to see if they're sleeping,
Speaker 1: and she's like, sir, are you sleeping? Because if we
Speaker 1: don't allow sleeping. So it's like, just let him sleep,
Speaker 1: there's no difference even with his eyes of what or not.
Speaker 1: I wanted to get him some like glass at like
Speaker 1: some better sunglasses so you can always protest open eyes
Speaker 1: eyes on him. Yeah, I was like, how do I
Speaker 1: help this man be able to sleep? Because God, it
Speaker 1: would suck to be homeless and never find a place
Speaker 1: to just fucking rest your line.
Speaker 3: I know the way they handle that the New York
Speaker 3: Public Library system, and I got to imagine most public
Speaker 3: library systems. Yeah, no, because I used to go during
Speaker 3: my lunch breaks and uh and when I worked in
Speaker 3: an office in New York City, I would go to
Speaker 3: the New York Public Library and Brian Park and I
Speaker 3: would sleep in the at a table and they would
Speaker 3: not allow it. They would just the librarians would go
Speaker 3: around with like a metal ruler and they would smack
Speaker 3: the table.
Speaker 1: That's so disturbing.
Speaker 3: Even if they saw you kind of like dozing off,
Speaker 3: they would smack the table.
Speaker 2: That's crazy.
Speaker 3: Don't studying your tech. You'd read over and over again, Echo,
Speaker 3: halls of the library.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna do it here. That's what makes you snap. No,
Speaker 1: that's there's nothing. I still think about. I think the
Speaker 1: worst torture I've ever felt, because I'm a very lucky person,
Speaker 1: the worst mental torture I've ever felt in my life, well,
Speaker 1: it's not the worst. Is the second worst. I'll save
Speaker 1: the worst for later is being in class in high
Speaker 1: school and college, but mainly high school because it's less
Speaker 1: populous and you're in small all our classes and you
Speaker 1: can't stay awake and your head is boppin' and you're
Speaker 1: trying to keep it up and you're embarrassing to be
Speaker 1: and you know that if you do fall asleep, you
Speaker 1: are going to be really embarrassed when the teacher either
Speaker 1: calls you out or you're you do the head bopping
Speaker 1: thing like you're doing the Yeah, you're bopping along to
Speaker 1: some music that no one else listening to. So it's
Speaker 1: that is that to me is like the worst torture
Speaker 1: of my life. And I hate when I see people
Speaker 1: head bopping. Chris does it on planes and I'm always
Speaker 1: like holding his forehead against It's like, I can't stand
Speaker 1: bopping heads. It makes me so larm because like dreaming
Speaker 1: that they're falling and going, oh, like it's the worst feeling.
Speaker 1: I'm trying to prevent it, or.
Speaker 3: The teacher is like, would anyone here like to share
Speaker 3: their opinion on the automn Empire? And then you head
Speaker 3: bop and it's like no.
Speaker 1: I would always beg I'm to listen up. Teachers right now,
Speaker 1: if you have students falling asleep in class, it's not
Speaker 1: don't take it personally. You don't know what's going on
Speaker 1: for them at home. Don't be a bitch about it.
Speaker 1: And we're a dick, whichever one you want to be,
Speaker 1: but don't be either of them. Here is what you do.
Speaker 1: Get the students to stand up and do five jumping jacks.
Speaker 1: That's I would always want a teacher to like do
Speaker 1: something that would require me to like think or talk
Speaker 1: or get up, Like just get them to stand up
Speaker 1: and stretch and get them to sit down, like do something,
Speaker 1: and don't single them out. Just make it the thing
Speaker 1: for the whole class. It really is only about that,
Speaker 1: like they need to Like when you're just sitting there
Speaker 1: still listening to a monotone voice, yeah, talking about something
Speaker 1: you're not interested in and being forced to even be there,
Speaker 1: of course you're gonna fall asleep. I hate when teachers
Speaker 1: would get like personally offended that you were falling asleep.
Speaker 3: Also, kids and teenagers need more sleep.
Speaker 1: For adul Do you ever catch students falling asleep in
Speaker 1: your class?
Speaker 2: Yeah, but it's obvious that they like came in tired. Yeah,
Speaker 2: I'm not gonna I wouldn't ever do anything about it.
Speaker 1: Yeah, but just like maybe just because I think that
Speaker 1: sometimes I would want to learn and I would want
Speaker 1: to wake up, but I couldn't because the setting wasn't
Speaker 1: allowing me to. So if you even just go like,
Speaker 1: I'm tired today, let's all get up and.
Speaker 2: Like forty five people do jumping jacks.
Speaker 1: Not jumping, but let me just like get up and
Speaker 1: shake it up to just.
Speaker 2: Shake seventh inning stretch. Yeah it's only fifty minute class.
Speaker 1: But still and it's just a totally wasted class when
Speaker 1: you sleep through it. And sometimes I would be like,
Speaker 1: I want to be awake for this, and I just
Speaker 1: couldn't because I was in a position where there's nothing
Speaker 1: else to do but fall asleep. Okay, what did you find?
Speaker 4: Noah, Okay, here's what I got. So they want to
Speaker 4: enhance the in store experience. One of the initiatives is
Speaker 4: writing on cups. The other one is the return of
Speaker 4: the condiment bar.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, that's back. I saw that to like ketchup
Speaker 1: no sugars.
Speaker 2: Yeah, they need that cream that yeah cream.
Speaker 1: It never came back after COVID.
Speaker 3: Now they're bringing it back, and that was fun. You
Speaker 3: get to put it is different.
Speaker 1: Nope, you don't get to do that. There's no flavors.
Speaker 1: It is milks and it's no no plant milks. I'm
Speaker 1: guessing it is sugars and that is it and it
Speaker 1: is not. It used to be a vanilla powder, cinnamon powder,
Speaker 1: and a mica powder. Yeah, those are not back. Those
Speaker 1: were fun and they're not back.
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's fun.
Speaker 2: Why that's the cheap that's much cheaper than milk.
Speaker 1: I think they it's probably just and also like disgusting,
Speaker 1: like mess because it's like sugary and going everywhere. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I don't know, it's so that's back. Anything else.
Speaker 4: Yeah, More ceramic mugs available for purchase.
Speaker 1: Asked you if you wanted a mug tailor Yeah, and
Speaker 1: they want people to stay and hang out.
Speaker 2: There just being weird with you.
Speaker 3: But you can bring it into the Starbucks for refills.
Speaker 1: I wonder because he I was like, do you want
Speaker 1: it in a mug?
Speaker 3: Or to go.
Speaker 2: I think, like, what are you talking? I want you
Speaker 2: to cool, I want to stay okay. And the one
Speaker 2: with the fire they.
Speaker 3: Are removing fireplaces.
Speaker 4: They are removing the up charge on non dairy milks
Speaker 4: right right.
Speaker 1: That went into work. I could not believe how fast
Speaker 1: that happened, Like they announced it and it wasn't one
Speaker 1: of these rollouts where it was like by twenty twenty
Speaker 1: eight and move plant Like every kind of environmental change thing, Yes,
Speaker 1: it takes fucking five years and by the time it's happening,
Speaker 1: it's like really late to the game anyway, and everyone else.
Speaker 3: By the time we by the time we even get
Speaker 3: close to the deadline, they have another administration just change it.
Speaker 1: But they made this happen. I'm not kidding you. They
Speaker 1: stopped charging me for plant milk the day it was announced.
Speaker 1: It was right away, and it was so impressive. I
Speaker 1: couldn't believe it. I had whiplash from it. I because
Speaker 1: I assumed it would take at least months and months,
Speaker 1: but it was right away. Peter really fought for that.
Speaker 1: PETA does make a difference. They they were huge about
Speaker 1: like advocating for that, and it's just important because you
Speaker 1: shouldn't be penalized for not wanting to eat animals, and
Speaker 1: that's what they were doing, and it's great. And now
Speaker 1: my drink that I get is seven seventy four, and
Speaker 1: it used to be I was getting into the nines
Speaker 1: and tens and airports and it just does not ever
Speaker 1: pass eight.
Speaker 2: Now, why is it seven seventy four?
Speaker 1: It doesn't been double pumps of sugar fee vanilla, I'm
Speaker 1: getting it. You gotta pay for the pumps, maybe seventy
Speaker 1: five cents of pump. It's so dumb, but I don't pump.
Speaker 4: Another initiative is they set a goal of a four
Speaker 4: minute waytime in the cafes.
Speaker 1: That's really short, but that's still not ordering in line.
Speaker 1: Are you doing the mobile app? I don't know what
Speaker 1: you're doing. When people are in line at the airport
Speaker 1: and it is truly down the terminal, probably like six gates,
Speaker 1: and it's that is embarrassing to wait in that line.
Speaker 1: You have enough time to go buy a phone, download
Speaker 1: the app that new far like me just okay, well,
Speaker 1: then you have a right to be in that line,
Speaker 1: because you don't. It's only people if you have an
Speaker 1: ability to get the Starbucks app. What are you. I
Speaker 1: don't understand what you're doing not getting it. If you would,
Speaker 1: if you're willing to sacrifice twenty five minutes waiting in line,
Speaker 1: why would you just not buy the app? Like? What
Speaker 1: is you? Because you're like, no, I will not give
Speaker 1: them my information. Well you're giving them twenty five minutes
Speaker 1: of your time just standing in.
Speaker 2: Line app because money? No said.
Speaker 1: People just don't want to do it because they're like,
Speaker 1: I don't want to just give into the court.
Speaker 3: Well they also don't want to have the app on
Speaker 3: their phone. Every single store have an app, like some
Speaker 3: people don't go to Starbucks. Stop enough. I don't give
Speaker 3: a shit. I'm not saying I give you.
Speaker 2: Who cares if you.
Speaker 1: Have apps on your phone? Just like everyone's stop being
Speaker 1: so organized. Just literally your phone with garbage. It doesn't matter,
Speaker 1: you'll find it. Stop having to have everything. Have a
Speaker 1: reason in a place.
Speaker 3: You can sew.
Speaker 2: I love reasons.
Speaker 1: I know you do. I'm actually like having stressing. Took
Speaker 1: a picture of my countertop in my bathroom that I've
Speaker 1: been living with for now three weeks, because I usually
Speaker 1: have you or a housekeeper come in and clean at
Speaker 1: some point, but three weeks I've been left to my
Speaker 1: own devices, and it's fucking insane in my bathroom. It's
Speaker 1: I tidied by the way because you were coming.
Speaker 2: But you can have like like ten of everything. Yeah,
Speaker 2: you've got to pick one thing and use it till
Speaker 2: it's gone and then and then you mean.
Speaker 1: Like one lip gloss, you don't have like eighteen colors
Speaker 1: in the lip gloss. Well, you would not think that
Speaker 1: if you go to the store and you say that,
Speaker 1: like you need different kinds of lip gloss, and I'm
Speaker 1: getting sent lip gloss.
Speaker 2: I know, you get sent so much stuff.
Speaker 1: So much lip gloss, which I love and I use
Speaker 1: once every three weeks. But I yeah, I get sent
Speaker 1: a lot of stuff, and I'm grateful for all of that.
Speaker 2: But but it's always it's always been that way since
Speaker 2: you were a kid. You would have like six loss.
Speaker 2: I go, you need a dispenser where it pops at
Speaker 2: the bottom and then you put it back in the top.
Speaker 1: That's a really good idea of like each thing. Well,
Speaker 1: last night I was like to ketch because I'm kind
Speaker 1: of in like a spiral of like what's wrong with you?
Speaker 1: Like literally, no one in your life has a bathroom
Speaker 1: that looks like this. You can't think of one person
Speaker 1: in your life who struggles with messiness like this. No one.
Speaker 1: I couldn't think of a single person that would have
Speaker 1: a bathroom that is literally Let me just paint a
Speaker 1: picture for you, because I would never reveal the picture
Speaker 1: I took, except maybe the girl's chat when I'm like
Speaker 1: in a really funky mood. But I use a picture.
Speaker 1: I straightened that bitch, and you're used to it because
Speaker 1: you are already involved in my mess I every single
Speaker 1: poet piece of the countertop is covered by something and
Speaker 1: everything from a dog poop bag that doesn't have poop
Speaker 1: in it. Don't think that to an old vaight pen.
Speaker 1: I don't use to four different kinds of hair clips,
Speaker 1: to a uh spray tand remover mit, to different brushes
Speaker 1: like jewelry. It's every single and then there's I have
Speaker 1: his and her sinks. One of the sinks is just
Speaker 1: filled with stuff in it because Chris doesn't he has
Speaker 1: his own bathroom. It's just a basin for me to
Speaker 1: collect old, just things.
Speaker 3: What about drawers. Don't you have drawers?
Speaker 1: They're stuffed, they're filled to the brim. Oh we got
Speaker 1: to and I hate purging this stuff because it's still
Speaker 1: have full and there's product in there that someone would
Speaker 1: be like, oh my god, that's an you got that.
Speaker 1: This is forty dollars. You're gonna throw twenty dollars worth
Speaker 1: of product and I can't do it.
Speaker 2: Just give it to me and I'll give it to
Speaker 2: my sister. You give it to your sister. We'll just
Speaker 2: leave it out by the library or the Starbucks for
Speaker 2: anybody who wants it. All right, I take away.
Speaker 1: No, it's all open, yes.
Speaker 2: It.
Speaker 1: I just still't need any more fucking hyaluronic acids. Please,
Speaker 1: no one send me anymore with pep tides. I can't.
Speaker 1: I have one skin thing that I use now. I
Speaker 1: don't want anymore. It's just too much. It's overwhelming.
Speaker 3: This is what all the companies are doing now. There's
Speaker 3: no point having ads or hiring someone to be in
Speaker 3: an ad. You must just send all your products to
Speaker 3: influencers and hopefully they shout you out.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 1: I get sent a lot of stuff, and then I
Speaker 1: get follow ups of like, hey, did you get that
Speaker 1: purse we sent you? And I'm like I did, I
Speaker 1: haven't had anywhere to go to wear it. Every time
Speaker 1: I photograph myself looking nice. Someone else is dressing me
Speaker 1: and I can't incorporate my own stuff. Yeah, that's a problem.
Speaker 1: I need to get a long me that's clean so
Speaker 1: I can do like this is the outfit.
Speaker 2: Of the day, oh OTD.
Speaker 1: But I need like a clean mirror.
Speaker 2: That mirror out there is good.
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's good.
Speaker 3: They're sending you stuff on you're not asking for it.
Speaker 3: And then they follow up and they say the way we.
Speaker 1: Ask for it because they say, do you want to look,
Speaker 1: We'd love to send you one of our purses, And
Speaker 1: I go, you love this purse, because who's gonna turn
Speaker 1: down a three hundred dollars purse? But then I get
Speaker 1: it and I go, this doesn't go with anything that
Speaker 1: I would ever wear ever, right, And then I just
Speaker 1: wait and wait and they go, when are you gonna
Speaker 1: post about it? Shout out to this hostage tape tape
Speaker 1: mouth tape that said so much mouth tape. I swear
Speaker 1: to god. They sent it to me like October fifth,
Speaker 1: and then October seventh happened two years ago, and it's
Speaker 1: called hostage tape. And I was like, I'm not about
Speaker 1: to be like check out hostage tape. They literally wrote
Speaker 1: to me and go, hey, you want to post about it?
Speaker 1: And I go, I can't, And I'm really sorry that
Speaker 1: you're going through this time like that You're brand is
Speaker 1: going through like picked the wrong name. But also if
Speaker 1: you pick the name hostage, you got to assume that
Speaker 1: there's going to be a hostage situation at some point
Speaker 1: that is going to like fuck with your marketing.
Speaker 3: Yeah, you know.
Speaker 1: And they didn't know where they go. We're not struggling
Speaker 1: at all. And I was like, well, then you don't
Speaker 1: need me. But I'm not posting about I'm not taping
Speaker 1: my face and putting a picture in my face with
Speaker 1: the wage on October ninth, Sorry, twenty twenty three, not
Speaker 1: doing it.
Speaker 3: Yeah, but I do learn gods a tears suffer their
Speaker 3: makeup company.
Speaker 1: No name, No, they were yeah, I uh, look at
Speaker 1: me complaining about it. I have too many things. But yeah,
Speaker 1: that's a thing going on in my life. Last night,
Speaker 1: Oh last night, I want to tell everyone. There is
Speaker 1: a new documentary called The Fall of Diddy. Oh X,
Speaker 1: that's what I was like, I like, saved the date
Speaker 1: I never saved the date for and watched I watched
Speaker 1: the first episode that's out. It's fine. Let me just
Speaker 1: say it's like.
Speaker 3: It's gonna get better a lot of juicy nuggets.
Speaker 1: There's not a lot that I don't already. There's a
Speaker 1: big I think that I didn't already know, like a
Speaker 1: really big thing that's like a part of who he
Speaker 1: was coming up, Like you would never even try to guess.
Speaker 1: I'm trying to no, no, no, it's like, well, i'll just
Speaker 1: tell you spoiler alert the rest of it.
Speaker 4: This is.
Speaker 1: It's not a too big of it. It's not like
Speaker 1: leading to this. It's just part of the documentary. But
Speaker 1: I did not know, and I thought I knew everything
Speaker 1: about the Diddy stuff, like not everything, but the big
Speaker 1: things did. He first was a promoter on the scene
Speaker 1: right right out of college. He did two years at
Speaker 1: Howard University, and then he started working with a label,
Speaker 1: and then he started his own label. But before that
Speaker 1: he was promoting somewhere in Like before he started his
Speaker 1: own label, he was promoting this crazy huge hip hop
Speaker 1: night I think in Harlem that was going to be
Speaker 1: like a showcase and it was literally at a gymnasium
Speaker 1: and he was selling so many tickets for it and
Speaker 1: like killing it promoting because that's what he was great
Speaker 1: at and he sold like over sold tickets. They were
Speaker 1: selling tickets at the door when it was already sold out,
Speaker 1: like they were just doing I would say, in ethical things.
Speaker 1: And it's already sold selling tickets at the door, and
Speaker 1: they couldn't fit any more people in the gym, and
Speaker 1: so they closed these gym doors. And there was a
Speaker 1: fucking crowd crush in nineteen ninety, I believe in Harlem
Speaker 1: at this gymnasium. I thought I knew about all crowd crushes.
Speaker 1: I honestly like.
Speaker 2: You were in to search the crowd crushes.
Speaker 1: Yeah, my mom was at the Who concert the nineteen
Speaker 1: seventy seven I think WHO concert where a bunch of
Speaker 1: people in Cincinnati got crowd crushed. So I've always like
Speaker 1: it's been a part of the lore of my life
Speaker 1: hearing my mom and it's crazy. You literally like, I
Speaker 1: don't even talk about what happens to your body when
Speaker 1: you're a croud crushed, but it's horrible. It's the worst
Speaker 1: way to die, imaginable. But guess how many fucking eight,
Speaker 1: no nine people died at this crowd crush that Diddy
Speaker 1: was the promoter for. And the first time you ever
Speaker 1: see Diddy in the Spotlight is him at a press
Speaker 1: conference as one of the promoters of and responsible for
Speaker 1: the event, saying, you know, we we we want to
Speaker 1: make sure this never happens again. So that really And
Speaker 1: then there were a lot of people in the documentary
Speaker 1: that were like, Diddy got my sister a ticket and
Speaker 1: she died there. And then Diddy like did, I don't
Speaker 1: I was kind of half watching it because that's the
Speaker 1: way we watch things. So apparently did He didn't do
Speaker 1: what he needed to do to make that situation right
Speaker 1: and didn't take any responsibility for it.
Speaker 3: Of course he shouldn't have been allowed to promote another
Speaker 3: show ever again after that. You kill nine people, you
Speaker 3: should you shouldn't be alive.
Speaker 1: I can't believe aout this. I know about pop culture
Speaker 1: things I did not know. P Diddy was one of
Speaker 1: the people that oversold an event that led to a
Speaker 1: crowd crush because well, it was really because the doors
Speaker 1: got shut and someone didn't open them, and then when
Speaker 1: they saw people, people were like, they're shutting the doors.
Speaker 1: We want to get inside, and just yeah, and so
Speaker 1: nine people died in nineteen ninety and Diddy was I
Speaker 1: couldn't believe it. There's sometimes it was probably just in
Speaker 1: the local newspaper. No, no, no, yeah, but nine people
Speaker 1: dying I can't belive in New York City ensued killed.
Speaker 1: I would think, you.
Speaker 3: Know, it's pre internet, so it doesn't percolate the same
Speaker 3: way that it would now.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I guess, I guess, you know, not to bring.
Speaker 3: This into it, but it was probably a racial element
Speaker 3: where it was underreported because it was nine black people
Speaker 3: most likely, and it was the nineties, it still wasn't
Speaker 3: you know.
Speaker 1: No, I think you're absolutely right though, like it's like, oh,
Speaker 1: that just what happens.
Speaker 3: Up there and there.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I just couldn't believe it. There was another one.
Speaker 1: I'm sorry to talk about tragedies on this podcast, but
Speaker 1: do you know about like the Kansas City like mall Cola.
Speaker 2: I can't. I can't think about that. It's horrible.
Speaker 1: I had no idea about that one.
Speaker 2: That one told you recently.
Speaker 1: Just look into it. I'm not going to get into it.
Speaker 3: But the Indiana Hockey Arena explosions.
Speaker 1: No, it didn't stop it.
Speaker 5: Really, that's the that's not I'm serious, really, Brian joke. Yeah,
Speaker 5: you hear about you know, the the Kansas City wake factory.
Speaker 1: Yeah, so what happened that the Indiana It.
Speaker 3: Was all the dies from the clown wigs that set
Speaker 3: on fire easily and killed a No, so there were
Speaker 3: This was the the largest disaster of in terms of
Speaker 3: depth toll in Indiana history. Sports history maybe. But there
Speaker 3: was a hockey arena. There was a hockey game happening.
Speaker 3: I don't know what. I don't believe there was ever
Speaker 3: an Indiana professional NHL hockey team, but there was a
Speaker 3: hockey game going on. It was a sold out arena
Speaker 3: or something, and there were these gas tanks underneath the
Speaker 3: arena that you know, we're used for like heating and stuff,
Speaker 3: and one of them sparked and exploded. Like people are
Speaker 3: just people are just watching the game, and then all
Speaker 3: of a sudden, through the ice, like an explosion happens
Speaker 3: too and knocks, and then people start, you know, people
Speaker 3: get blown out onto the ice and stuff, and then
Speaker 3: people are panicking and running and trying to escape and
Speaker 3: then another tank explode.
Speaker 1: Oh hell, people died.
Speaker 3: Something like in the eighties. I don't exactly what. No, Yeah,
Speaker 3: like eighty people died.
Speaker 1: That's so many.
Speaker 2: I've never heard. Yeah, whoa and.
Speaker 3: Hundreds, hundreds were hurt. Hundreds had like their limbs blown off.
Speaker 1: And this is like the seventies or eighties.
Speaker 3: No way, yeah, let me look it up second at.
Speaker 1: The years we shit, Oh my god.
Speaker 2: I mean I'm not going to anything ever again.
Speaker 1: I'm not kidding you when I go to events. I
Speaker 1: like when I went to my first Taylor Swift concert
Speaker 1: in I think it.
Speaker 2: Was I would never that's too many people in there.
Speaker 1: Oh, I love big. I mean I'm going to super Bowl.
Speaker 1: I can't wait. If I want to. I would love
Speaker 1: to die with a big group of people. Like it's
Speaker 1: you can't be scared of things like that. And I
Speaker 1: always just think of, like how many big arena events
Speaker 1: are happening all the time. This is it's not.
Speaker 2: Always don't even want to go to a sporting game,
Speaker 2: so it makes it easier.
Speaker 1: It's so fun. We got a sporting game. But I
Speaker 1: do sometimes like I smoked a little weed before I
Speaker 1: went into the first Taylor show I went to, And
Speaker 1: I think I've talked about this already. All I could
Speaker 1: think about was a plane crashing into and like I could.
Speaker 2: The doors get locked and you get crunched and scrunched.
Speaker 1: No, I just like and That's why I was like,
Speaker 1: I will never smoke weed before a big event anymore,
Speaker 1: or like where I'm with a lot of people, because
Speaker 1: I just think about catastrophe, and so I'm always and
Speaker 1: I'm thinking of it like an explosion where it's like
Speaker 1: there's no warning at least the plane. You'd be like,
Speaker 1: that's getting close. My god, that's really close. You have
Speaker 1: like some kind of like it's it's sudden, but like
Speaker 1: an explode. I always think about that, like how it's
Speaker 1: just like so instantaneous, and then I'm like.
Speaker 2: Orright, not, I think that everything, oh God, like even
Speaker 2: a car like this just had people just crash. I
Speaker 2: do I know? Why why are we talking about it?
Speaker 1: I don't know. I'm sorry.
Speaker 2: I'm sorry.
Speaker 1: You can't. You don't need to think about it because
Speaker 1: actually you want something to happen that way because it
Speaker 1: will be so fast and then you won't even know true.
Speaker 3: I have more information about this Indiana thing. Okay, so
Speaker 3: it happened. It was the Indiana State Fairgrounds Coliseum. It
Speaker 3: was in nineteen sixty three.
Speaker 1: Okay, that's why we don't know.
Speaker 3: Yeah, well I'll tell I think I have a theory
Speaker 3: as to why we don't actually know, and it's because
Speaker 3: it took place on October thirty first, nineteen sixty three Halloween,
Speaker 3: but notably twenty two days before Jack Kay was shot. Yeah,
Speaker 3: so exactly buried.
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah, Okay, that makes sense. That's like
Speaker 1: Zoolander came out the Friday before September eleventh. I thinking
Speaker 1: it good.
Speaker 2: Oh that's why I was now good. That's why that
Speaker 2: movie sucked.
Speaker 3: Retroactively affected by writing.
Speaker 1: We don't realize how many things we don't know about
Speaker 1: because they happen next to something that's bigger that steals it.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's sort of like the Golden Globes.
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, two days of of uh, two days before flame.
Speaker 1: But at least I had it and I tasted it
Speaker 1: and it was sweet and nowadays burnt so uh no, yeah,
Speaker 1: Actually I have an exciting thing to talk about. So
Speaker 1: I I I'm nominated for a Grammy. I feel like
Speaker 1: this weekend. It's this weekend. They're handing out my Grammy
Speaker 1: on Sunday in the afternoon, and I'm flying back. I
Speaker 1: have a show in Atlantic City on Saturday, and I
Speaker 1: can't get back to LA in time for the ceremony.
Speaker 1: I mean, I could but I would arrive looking like hell,
Speaker 1: and you have to do hair and makeup. If I
Speaker 1: was a man, I could be at my ceremony. But
Speaker 1: I can't because I can't show up disgusting looking so
Speaker 1: missing the earlier ceremony where they hand out the Gwammys
Speaker 1: instead of the Grammys, And.
Speaker 3: Because they hand out the Comedy Award in this pre ceremony,
Speaker 3: you can't go.
Speaker 1: I can't go, But that's okay. If I win, I win.
Speaker 1: It sucks that I won't be able to give a
Speaker 1: speech or whatever, but the really important thing is that
Speaker 1: I get to go to the Grammys, And because I begged.
Speaker 3: Isn't it crazy that the Golden Globes it happened and
Speaker 3: is in the past and you did it. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 3: that's like wild. But that's not just a thing that
Speaker 3: no one can take that away. It happened, it's done.
Speaker 3: It's in the past. You can't go back in time
Speaker 3: and remove that from the timeline.
Speaker 1: People probably have the same feeling about their weddings or
Speaker 1: any big event that just seems like it's so far
Speaker 1: off it's never gonna happen, and then it happens and
Speaker 1: you're like, oh, it's it was always in the foreground
Speaker 1: for me, and now it's behind me, like I'm not
Speaker 1: even used to seeing it back there, Like I can't
Speaker 1: really conceptualize where it is in my life now because
Speaker 1: it's over. But yes, that does boggle my mind sometimes.
Speaker 1: Final thought. So, I was just excited because the no
Speaker 1: when you look up who's performing at the Grammys, because
Speaker 1: the list is like fucking great. And also Taylor Swift
Speaker 1: is nominated for Best Album, Best Song, Best you know everything,
Speaker 1: So I'm so excited about Yeah, I mean, well, but
Speaker 1: I am a huge fan of the nominees this year
Speaker 1: and the people performing. So the reason you want to
Speaker 1: go to the Grammy is better than any other war Joe,
Speaker 1: is because there's performances. You get to watch all the best,
Speaker 1: hooddest people in the business sing at you in the
Speaker 1: room like you're at a really intimate setting. When these
Speaker 1: people are usually arena acts that you'll never see that
Speaker 1: close up in the small of a room, you get
Speaker 1: to see and they're trying harder than they've ever tried
Speaker 1: in their fucking lives for when they come, you know
Speaker 1: they're not performing the same way they perform on stage
Speaker 1: in Saint Louis. I'll tell you that they are giving
Speaker 1: it their fun. Fucking all. This is, you know, a
Speaker 1: global stage, so it's just the best ticket in town.
Speaker 1: So I get a ticket, I get asked to go,
Speaker 1: and they say you can go, and I go, Can
Speaker 1: I get good seats though? And they go, eh, You'll
Speaker 1: be somewhere in the mix. And I'm like, all right,
Speaker 1: well that's fine as long as I go. I want
Speaker 1: to be on camera. I'd like to, you know, at
Speaker 1: least have some evidence that I'm there. I know I'm
Speaker 1: sounding like greedy and like entitled. Please don't come at
Speaker 1: me for this. It's just I yes, I want to
Speaker 1: be on camera. I'm a person that likes being on camera.
Speaker 1: So anyway, can you say he was performing? Noah, Yeah,
Speaker 1: so you have Sabrina Carpenter. Oh my god, Oh my god, doji,
Speaker 1: Oh my god. I'm so excited about what's gonna happen.
Speaker 1: I'm so excited for Sunday. I'll be like deliriously tired
Speaker 1: from doing the road all weekend, but I'm just gonna
Speaker 1: dance my face off. I'm gonna do a Taylor swift
Speaker 1: where like you just dance the whole time and you
Speaker 1: just enjoy being at the show without blocking people behind you.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna be mindful, but I'm just gonna have the
Speaker 1: best time. Chapel Roone, who else? Benson Boone, who else?
Speaker 1: Billie Eilish, Yeah, I.
Speaker 4: Mean, and Charlie x c X.
Speaker 1: I'm I mean, these are all performances I would pay
Speaker 1: to go see otherwise. Do you did you recognize half
Speaker 1: of those names?
Speaker 2: Not a single one?
Speaker 1: A carpenter?
Speaker 2: No, I've heard of Charlie x c X, but I
Speaker 2: don't know what it is. Bratt what Bratt?
Speaker 3: Brats?
Speaker 2: Is that another person?
Speaker 3: We're having a big concert benefit for the fires in
Speaker 3: lat into a dome, and I believe the what's the
Speaker 3: other one? Where the where? Where is the roast held?
Speaker 1: Kia for?
Speaker 3: I think at the forum and at the end of
Speaker 3: it dome. There's a huge concert that has like every
Speaker 3: celebrity that's ever existed, I think is going to be
Speaker 3: performing at this thing.
Speaker 2: Yeah, get a ticket.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I hope to present at one of those. No,
Speaker 1: I've I'm so excited for the Grammys. It's the best
Speaker 1: ticket in town.
Speaker 3: I go.
Speaker 1: I gotta be nominated for Grammy every year. I got
Speaker 1: to get in that building.
Speaker 3: What's interesting about this Grammy nomination for Best Comedy Album
Speaker 3: is that the two people so you were nominated for
Speaker 3: a Gold Globe and Emmy, a Grammy, a w GA
Speaker 3: Award and.
Speaker 1: Choice Award, and a Critics Choice What.
Speaker 3: So, what's interesting about this Grammy nomination is that the
Speaker 3: two people who defeated you in each of the previous
Speaker 3: two award shows are not nominated for the Grammy ones.
Speaker 3: So you're not facing off against.
Speaker 1: Ali Wang or.
Speaker 3: Or even Jamie Fox is not nominated.
Speaker 1: Oh wow, the Grammy again.
Speaker 3: The Grammy is the Prisoner, Jim Gaffigan, Trevor Noah, Where
Speaker 3: was I? Which is also Jim Gaffigan, I don't know why,
Speaker 3: he Armageddon, Ricky Gervais, Nicki Glazers, and Dy'll Die? And
Speaker 3: then I think probably the front runner Dave Chappelle The Dreamer,
Speaker 3: because Dave Chappelle I think always wins this.
Speaker 1: Award, right right, Yeah, I just I'm happy to be
Speaker 1: Jimmy nominated, which is really cool, just being able to
Speaker 1: say that your nominee is I mean, it would be
Speaker 1: the coolest one to win. What did my dad say?
Speaker 1: That must he was really excited. I think that was yeah.
Speaker 1: I think I think he texted I think I texted
Speaker 1: them and I think he was just you know, they
Speaker 1: were so fucking pumped, and yeah, that's that would be
Speaker 1: the I definitely like, let my voice teacher know right away,
Speaker 1: because you know, just like anyone musical in my life,
Speaker 1: I'm like Grammy and they're like, what you know. I
Speaker 1: know there was a lot of that, but uh yeah,
Speaker 1: on my way to a little Egot.
Speaker 3: Yeah, Dave Chappelle won the last two Comedy Album Awards
Speaker 3: in a row twenty four so interesting, like exactly this
Speaker 3: is that him going for the three pete You're the
Speaker 3: eagles here, you're trying to eagles. Yeah, and then it
Speaker 3: was although you know, the one year that the only
Speaker 3: two years in the twenty twenty is that Dave Chappelle
Speaker 3: was not nominated were the ones that he didn't win.
Speaker 3: So he won. Every year he was nominated, he's won.
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's not looking good.
Speaker 3: He's won maybe three, four or five. He's won five
Speaker 3: of the last seven years.
Speaker 1: That's my deerficly. So he's amazing. I did we didn't
Speaker 1: talk about his s now Brian thoughts.
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, I thought it was great. I mean it's
Speaker 3: just when you when you watch Dave Chappelle. Now it's
Speaker 3: beyond comedy. It's it's more like a sermon, and you're
Speaker 3: watching someone who did you just want to hear their
Speaker 3: opinion and you want to Yes, it's almost like he's
Speaker 3: the president. Oh.
Speaker 1: I thought the ending was so good. Palisades Palestine, like
Speaker 1: that was just sitting there for everyone, And I didn't
Speaker 1: see that anyone come up with those two that thing
Speaker 1: at all. Yeah, I thought it was really fun and
Speaker 1: I thought he was just so it's just you know,
Speaker 1: I always say about him. I remember watching him one
Speaker 1: time at the Comedy Cellar and he was on stage
Speaker 1: and I was like, that man is more comfortable up
Speaker 1: there right now than I am in bed. Like it
Speaker 1: really looked that way. I was like, that is the key.
Speaker 1: That guy cannot be thrown because there was a couple
Speaker 1: of times he didn't get the laughs he won to,
Speaker 1: or the mic wasn't on the way you wanted, Like,
Speaker 1: there were a couple of things that could have thrown
Speaker 1: his performance or made anyone else feel nervous or feel like,
Speaker 1: you know, once you don't get a laugh you want
Speaker 1: in the beginning that you're expected to get, that can
Speaker 1: like derail the rest of the set very easily, just
Speaker 1: with the audience, because the audience loses faith in you,
Speaker 1: but he just gets you back right away.
Speaker 3: Yeah, he's just.
Speaker 1: There's no one better to be in leading the charge
Speaker 1: up there, like Jave Chabell walks on stage and you
Speaker 1: know everything's gonna be okay.
Speaker 3: Well that's wrong. He's earned the right to have those
Speaker 3: moments because the audience trusts that he's going somewhere. Whereas
Speaker 3: if you're just like some open micer and you start flailing,
Speaker 3: then people start to turn on you.
Speaker 1: But even like an open micer who doesn't let that
Speaker 1: stuff bother them, the audience would project Bob like there's something.
Speaker 1: It's like he Chappelle is just can be I don't.
Speaker 1: I don't. It almost transcends like what he's doing. It's
Speaker 1: like he's just has this aura about him that puts
Speaker 1: everyone in heat. Yeah.
Speaker 3: He also I don't know if he like thought about
Speaker 3: this move or if this just comes naturally to him,
Speaker 3: But like this the little things like he was sitting
Speaker 3: down for most of the monologue on the stool, and
Speaker 3: then when he started telling the story about Jimmy Carter,
Speaker 3: he stood up almost to like show respect to Jimmy Carter.
Speaker 1: He's amazing.
Speaker 3: Yeah.
Speaker 1: When he did the Mark Twain Prize for Kevin Hart,
Speaker 1: it was like baffling to me that he didn't have
Speaker 1: a script in the UH prompter. And Chris still to
Speaker 1: this day, who produced it, doesn't know if he had
Speaker 1: like really memorized what he said or if it was
Speaker 1: like off the dome. And my thought is, I told Chris,
Speaker 1: I think if I could guess, I think he definitely
Speaker 1: thought about what he was going to say and it
Speaker 1: wasn't just off the dome. I don't think he works
Speaker 1: that way. I mean he does sometimes, but not on
Speaker 1: something like of this kind of import Yeah. I think
Speaker 1: he thought about it and probably rehearsed in his head
Speaker 1: a couple times and maybe wrote some notes and then
Speaker 1: just was trust himself at this point to do it.
Speaker 1: But what do you think do you think he could
Speaker 1: have just like out of his head. We've wove together
Speaker 1: a presentation about Kevin Hart that like had a beginning,
Speaker 1: middle and end and had a through line and like
Speaker 1: a message and all that stuff. Do you think he
Speaker 1: just can do that freestyle?
Speaker 3: No, I think it's possible. I think without a doubt
Speaker 3: he was like thinking about what he was going to say, like,
Speaker 3: I don't think there was no thought put into it,
Speaker 3: and he was just like pulled off the street, like
Speaker 3: can you say a few words? And then he just
Speaker 3: pulled that out of nowhere. He probably was like walking
Speaker 3: around being like what can I say about Kevin? And
Speaker 3: the reason why I know that it's possible to do
Speaker 3: that is because there was this guy at the improv
Speaker 3: theater I used to perform at in New York called
Speaker 3: the Magnet Theater. There is this show called Kiss Punch Poem,
Speaker 3: and I don't remember this guy's name, but it was
Speaker 3: a full improv show and then at the end of
Speaker 3: the show, a man would go up and he would
Speaker 3: improvise a full poem based on the improv show he
Speaker 3: just saw. And every week I would go see this
Speaker 3: guy and the poem was every single time more amazing
Speaker 3: than any poem I could ever even imagine writing. And
Speaker 3: it incorporated all of these things from the improv show
Speaker 3: that had just happened, so we know it wasn't like
Speaker 3: pre written, and I was in awe of watching this
Speaker 3: guy do this. So he could do it. I believe
Speaker 3: that it's possible that Dave Chappelle could also do it
Speaker 3: like weave all these things together, Yeah, and just kind
Speaker 3: of spin a yarn that ends at a poignant moment.
Speaker 1: To was that guy old?
Speaker 3: No, he wasn't. He was like the late twenties or
Speaker 3: early thirties.
Speaker 1: But I will say the book that I'm reading, the
Speaker 1: Anatomy of a Breakthrough, I just got to the park yesterday,
Speaker 1: about Andre Agassy and Lionel Messi, and it talks about
Speaker 1: how they are the best of their game because they
Speaker 1: slow down in the beginning. So Lionel Messi has never
Speaker 1: scored a goal in the first two minutes of a
Speaker 1: game in his entire life. And there's been a there
Speaker 1: was one story about like where a channel played every
Speaker 1: Lionel Messy goal that's like, you know, two seconds long,
Speaker 1: just goal after goal. They played them all back to
Speaker 1: back and it lasted like over a weekend, like forty
Speaker 1: eight hours of just goal goal and not one of
Speaker 1: those was ever scored in the first two minutes of
Speaker 1: the game, which he is in. And so the first
Speaker 1: two minutes of the game he barely runs around. He's
Speaker 1: just scoping out what he's going to do and planning
Speaker 1: for it. And it's not about they'd say like, you know,
Speaker 1: I watched you know, that Quarterback Show and Mahomes and
Speaker 1: Kirk Cousins, all these guys are watching tape of the
Speaker 1: players and there's you know, and Andrea Augussi even said like, yeah,
Speaker 1: he can study someone's tennis game that he's about to play.
Speaker 1: Or Lionel Messi said he can study, you know, these
Speaker 1: soccer players and watch tape all day, but the athletes
Speaker 1: that he's playing, the way they show up that day
Speaker 1: is going to be different than anything that he could
Speaker 1: have prepared for, and so he wants to know what
Speaker 1: they're they're like that day and no one else does that,
Speaker 1: and so it's about it's there's a lesson in slowing
Speaker 1: down in the beginning to get your bearings. And Lionel
Speaker 1: Messi also is Lionel messing in his pants and like
Speaker 1: he's on the toilet for like forty minutes before every
Speaker 1: game because he's so nervous, just shitting his brains out.
Speaker 1: And the coaches used to make funny. There would be
Speaker 1: other like, you know, early on in his career, people
Speaker 1: would make fun of him and say, like this guy
Speaker 1: is not going to be anything because he's just shitting himself.
Speaker 1: He is like, you know, chronic diarrhea beforehand because he's
Speaker 1: so nervous. That's the thing that happens to your body
Speaker 1: when you get nervous. I know a lot of comments
Speaker 1: that happened that shipped a lot before they go on stage.
Speaker 3: Right, Well, there's evolutionary reasoning for it, because you needs
Speaker 3: to lighten your load a predator.
Speaker 1: Or you're spraying like a skunk.
Speaker 4: What And seventy percent of serotonin is made in the gut.
Speaker 1: That's why, oh so, so what you're getting rid of
Speaker 1: stocks to get more serotonin or you're getting like it
Speaker 1: creates anxiety, So like anxiety is like mainly built in
Speaker 1: the gut. That makes I mean, it makes total sense.
Speaker 1: But he so they's he Part of this was that
Speaker 1: they said, how is he able to play so well
Speaker 1: when he is a nervous wreck because there are so
Speaker 1: many performers that like throw up before they go on stage,
Speaker 1: they have stage trade every single time, and then they
Speaker 1: go out and they kill it. Like isn't aren't nerves
Speaker 1: associated with like doing poorly? And also talked about the
Speaker 1: guy that is the free solo guy. This is a
Speaker 1: very I'll get into it later, but really fascinating research
Speaker 1: on this. But the reason Lionel Messi is able to
Speaker 1: throw up and shit himself a ton before the game
Speaker 1: is because he takes those two minutes of the game
Speaker 1: to ease himself into it, and he doesn't just start playing.
Speaker 1: He's just walk Like if I'm shitting my brains out
Speaker 1: before I go on stage, I'm so nervous, I shouldn't
Speaker 1: go out. What I'm learning from this is I shouldn't
Speaker 1: go out and be like right into my act like
Speaker 1: whoa like just hop on and start performing and running
Speaker 1: around like crazy and trying to score goals because I'm
Speaker 1: still nervous. I just stepped off from where I was
Speaker 1: shitting before, ease into it, So go out on stage.
Speaker 1: I'm super nervous for a performance, which doesn't really happen
Speaker 1: then often. But if I find myself next time having
Speaker 1: a lot of anxiety beforehand, like slow down in the
Speaker 1: beginning and amp up to it, and you'll be able
Speaker 1: to harness an energy that you can then be your best.
Speaker 3: Be asked and speaking to like Noah's biological or chemical reasoning.
Speaker 3: I feel like if you're you know, shitt in your
Speaker 3: pants before and you're producing all this serotonin, which serotonin
Speaker 3: is a motivating agent, and then maybe it just takes
Speaker 3: some time, a few minutes for whatever chemically happened in
Speaker 3: your you know, your shit explosion to go through your
Speaker 3: veins and then make you feel the calm and the
Speaker 3: focus that those chemicals were producing. Oh yeah, and then
Speaker 3: you get there and then you're ready.
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's it is, it's it's wild. I'm learning a
Speaker 1: lot from this book. It's called The Anatomy of Breakthrough,
Speaker 1: and I am going to finish it and I'm going
Speaker 1: to keep dropping little tidbits that I don't really know
Speaker 1: all the details of.
Speaker 4: I just downloaded the audio books so maybe I can
Speaker 4: help with it.
Speaker 1: Yeah. Yeah, yeah. It was so good at taking notes
Speaker 1: and actually like paying attention and knowing exactly the data
Speaker 1: that they give. And I'm just like, I think, like
Speaker 1: it's because you like, was like not scared anymore, because
Speaker 1: I just like, yeah, it's compelling. I'm excited. So yeah,
Speaker 1: check out that book and yeah, and start plowing through it. Noah,
Speaker 1: so we can catch up to each other. I'll slow
Speaker 1: down on it. I'll get back into the let them theory,
Speaker 1: which I just found out is plagiarized.
Speaker 2: Oh, yeah, most things.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm gonna still keep going. It's like, I don't
Speaker 1: care where she got it from. I know that's wrong.
Speaker 1: She already got my money. I'm not giving her any
Speaker 1: more of it.
Speaker 2: But it's I think you're not gonna be caught when
Speaker 2: you do.
Speaker 1: I don't know. I do believe that the author of
Speaker 1: the let Them theory. I'm not going to get into
Speaker 1: her name or whatever. I do think that she may
Speaker 1: have like found the let them through. She found it
Speaker 1: through her daughter, who was like, Mom, just let them.
Speaker 1: She like said it, and she had this light bulb moment.
Speaker 1: So I think that maybe her daughter might have copied it,
Speaker 1: like gotten it from this poem that went viral in
Speaker 1: twenty twenty three, which everyone's saying. And then her daughter
Speaker 1: said the let didn't know that she had even gotten
Speaker 1: it from that. You know what, You can see things
Speaker 1: on leg you don't even know where it happens. And
Speaker 1: she goes, Mom, let them, and her mom goes, that's brilliant.
Speaker 1: And then but then she also wrote the book with
Speaker 1: her daughter, which she claims several times in the book,
Speaker 1: but her daughter's name is not on the book, which
Speaker 1: is so strange. Called out for a couple of things,
Speaker 1: and I don't know how to.
Speaker 3: Feel about you a psychologist or something.
Speaker 1: I don't think so.
Speaker 3: So what she heard her daughter them, She heard her
Speaker 3: daughters say, let them one time, and then now gave
Speaker 3: her the authority to write an entire book.
Speaker 1: She has glasses, and she has an ability to talk okay,
Speaker 1: where she pauses a lot after everything she says, which
Speaker 1: gives what she's saying. Do you understand more weight?
Speaker 3: Yeah, but you're on Carmichael or.
Speaker 1: I guess all right, we gotta go. Thank you for
Speaker 1: listening to the show this week. I'll be back from
Speaker 1: tour next week. I'll tell you about the Grammys and
Speaker 1: fingers crossed I win. If I don't, everything will be fine.
Speaker 1: I'll be okay. I love you guys. Thanks for listening
Speaker 1: to pod. Thank you for being here, Taylor. Let's go
Speaker 1: post some stuff from my bath room. Bye Brian, by Noah,
Speaker 1: don't be