WEBVTT - #506 Taylor's Back, Grammys Excitement & Some Morbid Curiosities 0:00:00.240 --> 0:00:07.960 The Nicky Gliser Podcastiser. 0:00:10.240 --> 0:00:11.240 Here's Nikki. 0:00:11.720 --> 0:00:13.399 Hello here, I am welcome to the show. It's the 0:00:13.440 --> 0:00:17.120 Nicky Glazer Podcast. I'm in Saint Louis. Noah Bryan are 0:00:17.120 --> 0:00:22.680 here also in studio in Saint Louis with me. Taylor McGraw. 0:00:23.160 --> 0:00:25.080 She's hot, quick draw. 0:00:25.079 --> 0:00:27.040 Quick drama, graw drama. 0:00:27.680 --> 0:00:30.880 She just came in hot and told me she has 0:00:30.920 --> 0:00:34.000 a book from the seventies that she got from the library. 0:00:33.520 --> 0:00:37.159 And I got it where you got it? You know, 0:00:37.280 --> 0:00:38.720 on the internet, on the internet. 0:00:38.800 --> 0:00:43.240 Okay, I know that seems like do Nikki, But Taylor 0:00:43.240 --> 0:00:45.760 doesn't like buy things from the internet, like she doesn't. 0:00:46.360 --> 0:00:46.720 You don't. 0:00:46.880 --> 0:00:48.879 That's not something I know of you. Although you did 0:00:48.920 --> 0:00:50.440 get me a book and we need to. 0:00:50.360 --> 0:00:51.519 Talk about that you got it? 0:00:51.680 --> 0:00:54.720 Yeah, we need I like, thank you. By the way, 0:00:54.800 --> 0:00:57.920 I'll just say that we need to talk about that book. 0:00:58.960 --> 0:00:59.200 Guess. 0:01:00.120 --> 0:01:03.120 Oh, yeah to that, Brian, Yes, we will get to that, 0:01:03.520 --> 0:01:06.920 Brian shall Guess what book Taylor got me that I 0:01:07.000 --> 0:01:11.600 think will have me on some kind of list because 0:01:11.640 --> 0:01:12.200 I own it. 0:01:12.800 --> 0:01:15.840 Oh that I'm on so many lists. 0:01:15.640 --> 0:01:17.919 Because it's not even a book that's like for people 0:01:18.040 --> 0:01:21.200 interested in this, it's like for people who are like 0:01:21.200 --> 0:01:23.320 like these people I think is what I think the 0:01:23.360 --> 0:01:26.039 book is like, even though I do I am fascinating. 0:01:26.120 --> 0:01:29.399 Is the Mormon Bible kind of. 0:01:30.120 --> 0:01:35.560 No, just say whatever, I was making a joke. 0:01:35.640 --> 0:01:37.560 I mean, it's it's it's full of bullshit, just like 0:01:37.600 --> 0:01:40.440 the Mormon Bible. And it was written by a crazy person. 0:01:40.480 --> 0:01:44.000 It's written by at least one crazy person, much like 0:01:44.400 --> 0:01:48.880 the Mormon Bible, who just started amending the Mormon Bible 0:01:48.920 --> 0:01:52.480 so he could have more things. So he wrote the 0:01:52.480 --> 0:01:56.360 Mormon Bible Joseph Smith, and then he did he's dead, 0:01:56.400 --> 0:01:58.000 but like only for like one hundred years. Like so 0:01:58.040 --> 0:01:59.440 this is like a very new religion or not. 0:02:00.520 --> 0:02:03.400 Golden Plates got the Golden Plates. 0:02:06.680 --> 0:02:09.280 All I know is that he wanted to fuck more women, 0:02:09.400 --> 0:02:11.280 so he just like pretended to have a dream where 0:02:11.280 --> 0:02:13.880 he talked to God or he had to, and then 0:02:13.880 --> 0:02:16.080 he was like, oh my God, God says that I 0:02:16.200 --> 0:02:18.720 can have multiple wives. And then if people are like great, 0:02:18.760 --> 0:02:20.640 we all get and He's like, no, not you guys. 0:02:21.360 --> 0:02:24.160 And then they then people started having I've thought about 0:02:24.200 --> 0:02:26.800 this before, but they people started having. Part of the 0:02:26.840 --> 0:02:28.840 religion is that you have a relationship with God that 0:02:28.919 --> 0:02:30.519 is personal and then you have one that you like 0:02:30.560 --> 0:02:33.000 share with the congregation kind of, but like everyone has 0:02:33.040 --> 0:02:37.200 an intimate relationship with God. That's part of Mormonism. But then, 0:02:37.520 --> 0:02:41.040 or it was. Then Joseph Smith was like, actually, because 0:02:41.080 --> 0:02:43.840 then people started getting their own like insights from God 0:02:43.919 --> 0:02:45.919 that would make them do things. And Joseph was like A. 0:02:46.320 --> 0:02:49.600 So then he goes, actually, only I do. I'm sorry, 0:02:49.639 --> 0:02:52.640 I thought that was for everyone. I read it wrong, 0:02:52.680 --> 0:02:54.920 and then he rewrote it. And then that's when Sex 0:02:55.040 --> 0:02:57.760 started going like, no, we're doing a different kind of 0:02:57.760 --> 0:02:59.800 Mormonism because he was changing it so much, and they 0:02:59.840 --> 0:03:03.320 were like, we like the old way. And that's like 0:03:03.360 --> 0:03:04.880 you said, it's the same for every religion. 0:03:05.080 --> 0:03:05.840 Who knew that? 0:03:06.040 --> 0:03:07.880 So do you want to guess what the book is 0:03:07.960 --> 0:03:09.480 or do you want to hear what book Taylor head today? 0:03:10.040 --> 0:03:13.120 Well, let's start with the That's how we started. 0:03:13.360 --> 0:03:16.920 She came in hot with a book about colors for 0:03:17.520 --> 0:03:20.519 that are good for your Color me beautiful. It's called 0:03:20.520 --> 0:03:22.760 color Me Beautiful from the seventies. 0:03:22.360 --> 0:03:25.040 Or color Analysis. I think they're calling it now the kids. 0:03:25.160 --> 0:03:28.200 Yeah, you might have seen it all over TikTok reels. 0:03:28.240 --> 0:03:30.840 At least if you're a woman consuming the same things 0:03:30.840 --> 0:03:33.440 I am, where they kind of like color match you 0:03:33.520 --> 0:03:37.040 to see which colors of makeup and clothing you should 0:03:37.040 --> 0:03:41.000 wear that is best for your skin and overall veins. 0:03:41.080 --> 0:03:43.080 It's based on your veins. 0:03:42.440 --> 0:03:46.240 Based on like your undertone and yeah, like. 0:03:46.200 --> 0:03:55.040 You're I've never heard someone use undertone and a play 0:03:55.040 --> 0:03:57.560 on words before. That's the first time I ever heard that. 0:03:58.560 --> 0:04:01.480 We're making history today, but I do. I'm just like, 0:04:01.720 --> 0:04:04.560 I don't know. Because she showed me all the colors 0:04:04.560 --> 0:04:07.400 and she goes, Okay, this page of colors, is this 0:04:07.440 --> 0:04:07.840 what you. 0:04:07.800 --> 0:04:08.200 Like to wear? 0:04:08.280 --> 0:04:09.720 And I was like, I don't know, and then she 0:04:09.800 --> 0:04:11.360 was like, what about this page of colors? Is this 0:04:11.400 --> 0:04:13.000 what you like to wear? And just like I don't know, 0:04:13.560 --> 0:04:15.880 and and then I don't. I don't think I liked 0:04:15.920 --> 0:04:18.360 any of them. And then you were like the one 0:04:18.360 --> 0:04:22.599 that I was like, yeah, looks a little color colors. 0:04:22.680 --> 0:04:25.240 I'm sorry. I know there's like infinite colors, but. 0:04:25.160 --> 0:04:27.640 It feels since I got into this, I'm telling you. 0:04:27.640 --> 0:04:31.360 Know, there's so many like like you say, like there's 0:04:31.360 --> 0:04:32.840 a purple that looks good on you, and then there's 0:04:32.839 --> 0:04:34.000 a purple that looks horrible. 0:04:34.080 --> 0:04:37.760 Yes, Yes, Yeah, people can't purple. Like Noah, would you 0:04:37.800 --> 0:04:38.400 wear purple? 0:04:39.240 --> 0:04:41.600 Yes, I would love to wear purple. I love hind 0:04:41.640 --> 0:04:44.080 of purple light or like or we're talking lavender or 0:04:44.120 --> 0:04:46.359 like a lavender. 0:04:46.440 --> 0:04:49.000 I don't look good in like a deep purple. And 0:04:49.040 --> 0:04:51.039 I was just going to ask if if there's a 0:04:51.120 --> 0:04:53.080 color that you love, but like, anytime you put it 0:04:53.120 --> 0:04:54.840 on you just it just does not look good on you. 0:04:56.160 --> 0:04:58.600 Every I think yellow, I always want to look good 0:04:58.600 --> 0:05:02.800 and yellow. I see some black really striking and yellow, 0:05:02.800 --> 0:05:04.400 and then it never works for me. 0:05:04.640 --> 0:05:07.120 Yeah, in a similar way, it depends certain yellow as 0:05:07.160 --> 0:05:09.120 you can. Yeah, it just really depends on the tone. 0:05:09.200 --> 0:05:11.200 But I told Taylor that any color looks good on 0:05:11.240 --> 0:05:13.520 me when I have a spray hand. Sorry, Like every 0:05:13.520 --> 0:05:17.000 color is a thousand percent better on me. And there 0:05:17.000 --> 0:05:18.400 are no colors that look good on me when I 0:05:18.440 --> 0:05:20.400 don't have a spray tand that don't look better, Like 0:05:20.480 --> 0:05:22.479 they look fine, but they will always look better with 0:05:22.520 --> 0:05:24.080 a spray TND, So what's that about. 0:05:24.560 --> 0:05:27.599 That's why they can wear whatever color they want. A 0:05:27.600 --> 0:05:29.640 white guy tries to put on one of those pink 0:05:29.680 --> 0:05:31.680 shirts or whatever, and they look like a. 0:05:32.640 --> 0:05:35.159 I mean, there's skin tones that are definitely better than others. 0:05:35.160 --> 0:05:39.120 That's a fact. And yeah, white people are struggling in 0:05:39.160 --> 0:05:40.000 that department. 0:05:40.160 --> 0:05:42.360 Well we should We've had it, yeah for a long 0:05:42.400 --> 0:05:47.159 we deserve it. No, it's it, Uh, yeah, it's it's so. 0:05:47.320 --> 0:05:50.120 I wore this color today because Taylor went through my 0:05:50.160 --> 0:05:51.480 closet and I said pick out because I had a 0:05:51.520 --> 0:05:54.120 different outfit on, and she was like, you should never 0:05:54.120 --> 0:05:54.760 wear that color. 0:05:54.839 --> 0:05:56.440 And I was like, fuck, bitch. 0:05:56.640 --> 0:05:58.800 And even it's popping through on this pillow. I want 0:05:58.800 --> 0:06:00.280 to get this pillow out of the shot because might 0:06:00.320 --> 0:06:02.679 be actually, Marian, are you the color that it doesn't 0:06:02.680 --> 0:06:05.400 look up with me? I kick her across the room. 0:06:06.000 --> 0:06:09.400 Don't wash me out. So I chose this color. But 0:06:09.440 --> 0:06:14.520 then and I do love a light pink, but with 0:06:14.600 --> 0:06:17.880 my arm where without SPRAYTND, that's hell. And then when 0:06:17.880 --> 0:06:19.600 I think I fits. 0:06:19.360 --> 0:06:22.119 Making hands, it's giving me us some color. But also 0:06:22.240 --> 0:06:25.680 it's gonna this. You can't you can't contend. 0:06:25.920 --> 0:06:28.880 With the walls, yeah, and the chair and everything. But Taylor, 0:06:29.040 --> 0:06:32.560 you said this book literally changed your life. For these 0:06:32.600 --> 0:06:34.440 theories literally changed your life change. 0:06:36.279 --> 0:06:37.720 Well, I've been into it for a long time because 0:06:37.720 --> 0:06:40.039 my grandma used to be obsessed with it. When we're young, 0:06:40.040 --> 0:06:42.799 she'd always be going up to people and the store 0:06:42.920 --> 0:06:44.800 like the good Will and going, that's not your color. 0:06:46.000 --> 0:06:47.600 But she was talking about it when I visit her. 0:06:47.600 --> 0:06:49.359 So I got this book. So I go to have 0:06:49.400 --> 0:06:51.160 something that she liked to talk about that I could 0:06:51.200 --> 0:06:53.440 talk about too. And I got rid of everything in 0:06:53.440 --> 0:06:56.200 my whole closet and I started wearing only my color. 0:06:56.760 --> 0:06:59.280 And then since then people will be like, oh, you 0:06:59.320 --> 0:07:02.320 look great today, whereas no one ever has ever ever 0:07:02.480 --> 0:07:06.520 said that before. And if it's my color, then people 0:07:06.600 --> 0:07:08.159 be like, I love that shirt, but it's just a 0:07:08.200 --> 0:07:10.800 regular old shirt, like this is a plain turtlenet. 0:07:10.840 --> 0:07:13.240 I get compliments because I'm wearing a color, you know 0:07:13.280 --> 0:07:15.080 what I mean. Like people are like, that's a funk, 0:07:15.160 --> 0:07:17.960 Like you like are peacocking because of the color. So 0:07:19.000 --> 0:07:20.600 I would I would just assume it was that. 0:07:21.000 --> 0:07:23.760 There's also the fact that maybe but not, you have 0:07:23.880 --> 0:07:26.760 like textual proof that the color you're wearing is proper. 0:07:26.960 --> 0:07:29.240 Then you have confidence when you wear the color, and 0:07:29.240 --> 0:07:31.240 then people see that confidence and they. 0:07:31.160 --> 0:07:34.960 Go, wow, absolutely could be that that colored be beautiful. Yeah, 0:07:35.000 --> 0:07:37.520 but a lot of it is. My colors are black 0:07:37.560 --> 0:07:39.840 and white, and winters are the only ones that really 0:07:39.880 --> 0:07:41.040 should wear black and white. 0:07:41.080 --> 0:07:42.840 Yees. So people are summer, autumn, spring, or. 0:07:42.840 --> 0:07:44.680 Winter, right, yeah, And so a lot of people will 0:07:44.680 --> 0:07:47.080 say I look really good when I'm wearing black. So 0:07:47.240 --> 0:07:48.800 I don't think that that color. 0:07:48.640 --> 0:07:50.920 Gives me everybody, No, it would. 0:07:51.200 --> 0:07:52.800 When I wear black, I feel confident because I'm like, 0:07:52.840 --> 0:07:55.160 it's slimming. It just is all put together. You look 0:07:55.200 --> 0:07:58.520 at least clean. It's monochromatic. It makes me feel cooler, 0:07:58.680 --> 0:08:00.520 like it would give me a skip my step. 0:08:01.000 --> 0:08:01.760 I lived off. 0:08:01.920 --> 0:08:03.520 I look like I could have written the book that 0:08:03.560 --> 0:08:06.840 Taylor bought for me. It's the Journals of the Columbine Mothers. 0:08:07.680 --> 0:08:08.960 Okay, he could have guessed. 0:08:09.000 --> 0:08:12.840 Literally the Journals of the Columbine kids printed and like 0:08:13.400 --> 0:08:16.280 so the journal is on the side, on the left side, 0:08:16.320 --> 0:08:18.600 and then like the transcription of the journal is on 0:08:18.600 --> 0:08:21.640 the right side. They were fucking idiots. 0:08:21.720 --> 0:08:22.600 Oh yeah, journals. 0:08:23.080 --> 0:08:27.440 So okay, hold on, school boy journaling. That's like big. 0:08:27.280 --> 0:08:30.480 Time, big time. They were so dude. They were they 0:08:30.520 --> 0:08:33.400 were like always talking like you. 0:08:33.360 --> 0:08:37.720 Just reads you did not read full of like first 0:08:37.800 --> 0:08:41.600 name no, okay, so if you read the reason that 0:08:41.640 --> 0:08:43.720 I got that for you. One, I know you're obsessed 0:08:43.720 --> 0:08:45.880 with colbine. But two because when I was reading Eric 0:08:45.880 --> 0:08:48.120 Harris's I was like, this is literally us when we 0:08:48.120 --> 0:08:51.880 were in high school. It's like it has things I 0:08:51.960 --> 0:08:54.480 hate list and like people who walk so get the 0:08:54.520 --> 0:08:56.680 fuck out of my way, and like people who dress 0:08:56.760 --> 0:08:58.920 like this. That's what lists I was making when I 0:08:58.960 --> 0:08:59.600 was in high school. 0:09:00.080 --> 0:09:04.319 Carl and Baby have like Nazi symbols and yeah, okayt 0:09:04.440 --> 0:09:06.800 he had a little we had a little issue by 0:09:06.920 --> 0:09:11.280 hatred and like things people's brains exploding, stopping on their 0:09:12.240 --> 0:09:13.200 cages and breaking. 0:09:13.200 --> 0:09:15.920 But it was kind of funny. Both things can be 0:09:16.000 --> 0:09:18.680 true both Absolutely, you can be an idiot, and I 0:09:18.679 --> 0:09:19.480 can separate the. 0:09:19.600 --> 0:09:25.040 Artist an artist. 0:09:25.440 --> 0:09:26.800 He's true an artist. 0:09:27.320 --> 0:09:29.400 I wonder if they were inspired by the Carland bit 0:09:29.480 --> 0:09:31.360 because the Carlan bit came out. I mean he did 0:09:31.400 --> 0:09:33.200 a few times and a few different specials in the 0:09:33.240 --> 0:09:36.040 early nineties. People I could do without, and then it 0:09:36.160 --> 0:09:40.800 was just like a list of people who say what's up? 0:09:40.880 --> 0:09:41.080 Man? 0:09:41.160 --> 0:09:42.280 You know, it's like stuff like that. 0:09:42.440 --> 0:09:46.920 Totally, this was Eric Harris's brain dropping. It also books 0:09:47.080 --> 0:09:48.440 that my dad had that I used to read. 0:09:49.320 --> 0:09:51.199 I think it was It was also like in the 0:09:51.280 --> 0:09:53.320 Zeitgeist because I never knew about George carlm but I 0:09:53.360 --> 0:09:55.680 was always making things I hate list I think just 0:09:56.280 --> 0:09:58.400 oh yeah, I still doing this stuff like I still 0:09:58.400 --> 0:10:00.640 do all the time, and I love thinking people who 0:10:00.679 --> 0:10:02.840 walk slow. Yeah, I can't take it. 0:10:03.280 --> 0:10:06.760 They were like, you might be a school shooter if 0:10:08.600 --> 0:10:10.600 I was inspired by Jeff Fox. 0:10:10.720 --> 0:10:14.000 Yeah, everyone blamed Marilyn Manson. No one was even talking 0:10:14.040 --> 0:10:17.040 about how the blue Collar comedy tour is the reason 0:10:17.200 --> 0:10:18.120 Columbine happened. 0:10:18.800 --> 0:10:19.480 For those of you who. 0:10:19.360 --> 0:10:21.199 Don't know, Columbine was a failed bombing. It was not 0:10:21.240 --> 0:10:23.160 supposed to be a shooting. The shooting was supposed to 0:10:23.160 --> 0:10:25.080 be the aftermath where they just picked people off that 0:10:25.120 --> 0:10:27.880 were running from the bombing. They wanted to kill up 0:10:27.920 --> 0:10:30.640 words of five hundred people, they only killed like twelve. 0:10:30.679 --> 0:10:33.040 It was kind of a failure on there and there 0:10:33.920 --> 0:10:36.760 and uh, it was not inspired by Marilyn Manson. It 0:10:36.840 --> 0:10:39.320 was one was a sociopath. And what do you think 0:10:39.400 --> 0:10:42.600 Dylan was? Do you think Dylan was also impressive? Yeah, 0:10:42.600 --> 0:10:44.120 he was just he wanted to kill himself. He was 0:10:44.120 --> 0:10:44.720 just suicidal. 0:10:44.800 --> 0:10:46.360 Yeah, he just found that he just went along. 0:10:46.440 --> 0:10:48.600 Do you know that during like there's a theory that 0:10:48.760 --> 0:10:50.800 during I'm so sorry to make this about combine, but 0:10:50.800 --> 0:10:55.280 it's better than football, which we did yesterday. So from okay, 0:10:55.480 --> 0:10:57.440 so I've said this before in the podcast. I'm sorry 0:10:57.480 --> 0:10:59.360 for people who find this stuff really gruesome, but this 0:10:59.400 --> 0:11:01.160 is kind of interesting to me and I know it 0:11:01.200 --> 0:11:05.520 will be too. During the shooting, there's a theory that 0:11:05.640 --> 0:11:07.720 because everyone goes, why did they kill more people? Like 0:11:07.760 --> 0:11:10.120 they had the ability to. They were they were walking 0:11:10.160 --> 0:11:12.200 by people, they were just kind of like shooting into 0:11:12.240 --> 0:11:16.360 the corners of the room like they were bored, but 0:11:16.440 --> 0:11:20.120 they got Yeah, they got bored by it. They Eric 0:11:20.160 --> 0:11:22.040 probably got bored by it and was like, this isn't 0:11:22.080 --> 0:11:25.840 giving me the thrill of destruction and you know, being 0:11:25.880 --> 0:11:29.360 the Timothy mcveay kind of like RoboCop I wanted to 0:11:29.400 --> 0:11:32.760 feel like. And then he also broke his nose on 0:11:33.280 --> 0:11:37.160 the gun going back, you know, so he was in pain. Yeah, 0:11:37.320 --> 0:11:41.920 Eric did, And then Dylan was grossed out by it 0:11:42.320 --> 0:11:44.880 and was like, oh no, this is way worse than 0:11:44.920 --> 0:11:47.079 I thought. It was like getting sick. 0:11:46.880 --> 0:11:49.280 From oh, and I would imagine they don't. 0:11:49.320 --> 0:11:50.960 And then they all just kind of they just went 0:11:51.440 --> 0:11:54.280 and were like, what are we gonna do they you 0:11:54.280 --> 0:11:56.320 know what I always wanted. I know, this is so 0:11:56.800 --> 0:12:01.800 fucking they're Oh yeah, the hugest They weren't cool. They 0:12:01.800 --> 0:12:04.520 were not. They were they weren't. They weren't bullied like 0:12:04.920 --> 0:12:07.200 they were not. That was not the reasoning for it. 0:12:07.400 --> 0:12:13.200 Like they they actually bullied people ruthlessly. But what happened 0:12:13.200 --> 0:12:15.360 to like all those library books that like we're. 0:12:16.120 --> 0:12:21.400 There, you know, I try to get some Columbine. 0:12:21.880 --> 0:12:23.719 I tried to get in my possession, but I want 0:12:23.720 --> 0:12:25.040 to go to a museum, like. 0:12:25.080 --> 0:12:27.560 I tried to get a columnbine, Like sure that said 0:12:27.559 --> 0:12:29.120 Columbine High School too. 0:12:29.760 --> 0:12:32.400 I go to the Wills by the Columbine when I'm 0:12:32.440 --> 0:12:35.440 there to check for anything. 0:12:35.280 --> 0:12:37.000 I try to look on eBay for But then they go, 0:12:37.040 --> 0:12:39.480 I can't wear this. People are wearing it, just like 0:12:39.520 --> 0:12:41.559 I can't wear my casey And I'm not a fan. 0:12:41.720 --> 0:12:43.960 Let me be clear before this gets pulled out of 0:12:44.080 --> 0:12:46.760 context and makes me seem like I'm like into it, 0:12:47.760 --> 0:12:50.280 just in the way that you are into watching whatever 0:12:50.400 --> 0:12:54.760 murder documentary or Law and Order s e. That's fictionalized. 0:12:54.920 --> 0:12:56.000 It's the same thing. 0:12:56.920 --> 0:12:59.080 But it's actually not the same because it's smarter because 0:12:59.080 --> 0:13:01.200 if it's fictionalized, you can't learn anything from it. But 0:13:01.240 --> 0:13:03.400 if it's real, then you can find out why people 0:13:03.400 --> 0:13:06.400 are doing that, so you can understand human nature. 0:13:06.559 --> 0:13:07.400 I can't understand. 0:13:07.520 --> 0:13:10.720 Please get me confused. I'm not trying to understand it 0:13:10.760 --> 0:13:14.880 to prevent it. Like it is pure morbid curiosity. But 0:13:14.920 --> 0:13:17.199 I am not saying I like it and I'm glad 0:13:17.240 --> 0:13:19.560 it happened and i want it to happen again. I'm 0:13:19.640 --> 0:13:23.240 just saying I'm interested in morbid stuff. I can't help it. 0:13:23.559 --> 0:13:25.400 I'm not going to couch this like I want to 0:13:25.480 --> 0:13:28.160 change the world by learning what they did. That there 0:13:28.280 --> 0:13:30.240 is something to that about the stuff when I'm interested 0:13:30.280 --> 0:13:33.040 in pedophiles because I do want to like learn their ways, 0:13:33.080 --> 0:13:35.479 because I feel like me being. 0:13:35.200 --> 0:13:37.840 More to catch them by pretending to. 0:13:37.880 --> 0:13:39.400 Oh, I just want to be able to suss them 0:13:39.400 --> 0:13:41.440 out a little bit sooner than anyone around me, and 0:13:41.480 --> 0:13:43.920 like even better than Like it's a point of pride. 0:13:43.960 --> 0:13:45.840 I just don't be able to catch someone around my 0:13:45.920 --> 0:13:48.680 friend's kid to be like I'm getting some bad vibes 0:13:48.679 --> 0:13:49.240 from that guy, and. 0:13:49.200 --> 0:13:53.240 Be slowly becoming like an advocate for pedophile awareness through 0:13:53.280 --> 0:13:55.200 your career. That's rowing. 0:13:55.720 --> 0:13:57.680 I will say that I'm not lying when I say 0:13:57.720 --> 0:13:59.439 that is part of the reason I'm fascinated by that 0:13:59.440 --> 0:14:01.960 stuff is to prevent it. But my column, my fascination 0:14:02.040 --> 0:14:04.640 isn't to be like I want to like, there's nothing 0:14:04.640 --> 0:14:06.560 I can do about those Yeah, I mean I could 0:14:06.559 --> 0:14:08.400 probably see it coming a little bit like if I 0:14:08.440 --> 0:14:15.120 had a teenage son who was journaling and hours inside 0:14:15.200 --> 0:14:18.160 a closed room with his friend and they the one 0:14:18.160 --> 0:14:19.680 thing in the book that I will say that I'm 0:14:19.720 --> 0:14:22.400 interested in not so much the journals because they're just 0:14:22.800 --> 0:14:27.160 the crazy rambling. They're good, what do you mean by that? 0:14:27.240 --> 0:14:29.600 It's interesting to know what was going on in the 0:14:29.600 --> 0:14:30.200 mind of somebody. 0:14:30.360 --> 0:14:31.600 You can read all the books, so I kind of 0:14:31.640 --> 0:14:33.720 like know all. I feel like they've already excerpt the 0:14:33.720 --> 0:14:36.400 stuff that I wanted to hear about, but what I 0:14:36.440 --> 0:14:38.800 am excited to read and I haven't yet because I'm 0:14:38.880 --> 0:14:41.520 literally saving it. Like I used to save books where 0:14:41.520 --> 0:14:43.480 there were pictures of blue whales, I like what, I 0:14:43.520 --> 0:14:44.920 would read the whole book, but if there was a 0:14:44.960 --> 0:14:47.200 picture of a blue whale on a certain page was 0:14:47.400 --> 0:14:49.600 so I love the blue whales so much because they 0:14:49.600 --> 0:14:53.680 were the biggest animal ever and they're so mysterious and 0:14:53.680 --> 0:14:56.160 they're rarely photographed and they're just like so I would 0:14:56.240 --> 0:15:00.440 just like, like I would goon out for Blue Is 0:15:00.440 --> 0:15:02.920 where you don't come and you just like masturbate until 0:15:02.960 --> 0:15:05.440 you come. I would literally goon from Blue Whales. But 0:15:05.480 --> 0:15:08.720 I'm gooning for that book because in the last chapter 0:15:08.840 --> 0:15:12.000 is the transcript of the Basement tapes, which I've been 0:15:12.040 --> 0:15:15.320 seen by like select families that wanted to go that 0:15:15.440 --> 0:15:18.440 had children that died in it, or Eric and Dylan's 0:15:18.480 --> 0:15:20.960 parents of course, but like that hasn't been released. No, 0:15:21.040 --> 0:15:22.360 how do they have a transcript of it? 0:15:22.960 --> 0:15:25.200 I don't know. They did let some people in the 0:15:25.240 --> 0:15:27.680 media see it, and I think the media the media 0:15:27.720 --> 0:15:30.640 transcript it, but it's not an exact transcription. I don't 0:15:30.640 --> 0:15:32.040 thing because they just had to watch it and write 0:15:32.040 --> 0:15:34.200 it down really fast. I'm not even excited about to 0:15:34.200 --> 0:15:34.360 get that. 0:15:34.600 --> 0:15:36.040 But I do think I'm going to listen out that 0:15:36.120 --> 0:15:37.240 this book is in my possession. 0:15:37.320 --> 0:15:39.360 Well, I'm the one that my name's gone a. 0:15:40.040 --> 0:15:43.600 Letter inside of it. It was so nice of you, though, 0:15:43.640 --> 0:15:45.800 think because Taylor goes, did you get my present? And 0:15:45.800 --> 0:15:48.680 I go, I don't think so? Maybe and she goes, Oh, no, 0:15:48.840 --> 0:15:52.240 you'll know I did. 0:15:52.680 --> 0:15:52.960 I know. 0:15:54.440 --> 0:15:57.080 Have you ever been to the United ninety three Memorial? 0:15:58.040 --> 0:16:01.920 No, but anytime I'm performing in Pennsylvania, I google where 0:16:01.960 --> 0:16:03.520 it is to see if I can drive. 0:16:03.360 --> 0:16:05.040 There, because I like you would enjoy that. 0:16:05.400 --> 0:16:08.320 I one hundred percent would. I've read all about like 0:16:08.360 --> 0:16:10.480 what happened on that lane. I have never seen the 0:16:10.520 --> 0:16:12.560 movie because I don't want to see it. I just 0:16:12.600 --> 0:16:15.640 want to read the things. Is anyone else like that 0:16:15.680 --> 0:16:17.560 where you don't want to see things, you just want 0:16:17.600 --> 0:16:18.040 to read it? 0:16:18.240 --> 0:16:19.480 Yeah, I'm sorry. 0:16:19.600 --> 0:16:22.560 I don't want to see the garroat or garrot with 0:16:22.680 --> 0:16:24.080 the hair of John Benet wrapped. 0:16:24.760 --> 0:16:25.720 I don't want to see that. 0:16:26.000 --> 0:16:27.520 I want to hear about it, and I don't even 0:16:27.560 --> 0:16:29.960 really want to hear about it. But or I don't 0:16:29.960 --> 0:16:31.880 even want to read it. I just but I don't 0:16:31.920 --> 0:16:34.240 want to see things. So, yeah, I the United ninety three. 0:16:34.280 --> 0:16:35.760 I would love to go to that spot of the 0:16:35.760 --> 0:16:37.120 field in Pennsylvania were at all. 0:16:38.080 --> 0:16:41.160 I don't want to know anything about it. I know 0:16:41.200 --> 0:16:42.480 I have to get ready. Let it roll. 0:16:44.120 --> 0:16:44.720 Let's roll. 0:16:45.400 --> 0:16:47.960 Let's roll means nothing to you? No, okay, So on 0:16:48.000 --> 0:16:51.000 the flight United ninety three, any gen Z is out 0:16:51.000 --> 0:16:54.120 there listening. I know you don't know the details of 0:16:54.200 --> 0:16:59.640 nine to eleven, probably, but the lore is Laura alive though, 0:16:59.720 --> 0:17:04.040 or is it? Well, this is it's slightly fictional because 0:17:04.040 --> 0:17:06.119 we don't really know what happened on that plane, but 0:17:06.200 --> 0:17:10.119 we there is evidence that the people on board that 0:17:10.160 --> 0:17:13.600 plane took off that was already in the air when 0:17:13.960 --> 0:17:16.879 the trade center was hit both times, I think at 0:17:16.960 --> 0:17:19.600 least by the first plane, and so they were getting 0:17:19.760 --> 0:17:22.359 they were calling down because they were hijacked, headed to 0:17:23.320 --> 0:17:26.520 the White House probably, and they called their family, and 0:17:26.520 --> 0:17:28.239 their families were watching the news and told them what 0:17:28.280 --> 0:17:30.360 was happening. And so they all knew, oh my god, 0:17:30.400 --> 0:17:33.560 this thing. We are a missile. This is nothing's good 0:17:33.600 --> 0:17:35.119 to good at home of this. We just need to 0:17:35.280 --> 0:17:37.840 crash this plane. Uh, and we need to take over. 0:17:38.240 --> 0:17:40.400 And I don't think their goal was to like land 0:17:40.440 --> 0:17:44.640 it safely. It was just like they So the guys 0:17:44.680 --> 0:17:46.960 on the plane, yeah, I'm sure there was someone. 0:17:46.720 --> 0:17:49.560 But reknew how because the pilot wasn't there. 0:17:50.240 --> 0:17:52.439