WEBVTT - Patti LuPone

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<v Speaker 1>This is Alec Baldwin and you're listening to Here's the thing.

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<v Speaker 1>According to the online Urban Dictionary, today's guest has become

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<v Speaker 1>a verb. To LuPone is quote to give an outstanding

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<v Speaker 1>theatrical performance, to make an audience revel in, open mouthed

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<v Speaker 1>awe at your unparalleled brilliance. Unquote. Won't fry for me

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<v Speaker 1>a gentry in a The truth is I left you

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<v Speaker 1>all through my wild days, my mad existance, I kept

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<v Speaker 1>my proms your distance. Paddy Lapone as twenty six Broadway

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<v Speaker 1>credits to date and has won two Tonies, one for

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<v Speaker 1>a Vida and one for Gypsy in London. She originated

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<v Speaker 1>the role of Norma Desmond in Sunset Boulevard and Fantine

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<v Speaker 1>in Le Miserabla, for which she won an Olivier Award.

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<v Speaker 1>She's worked in film and on television, most notably as

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<v Speaker 1>the mom on the ABC drama Life Goes On. Before

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<v Speaker 1>all this success, Patty was in the first class of

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<v Speaker 1>the Drama Division at Juilliard, in which seems like a

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<v Speaker 1>reasonable place to start dreaming of a career in the theater.

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<v Speaker 1>But Patty lapone story really begins even earlier. I knew

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<v Speaker 1>when I was a kid that I had a Broadway voice.

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<v Speaker 1>I wanted to be a rocker because I grew up

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<v Speaker 1>in that era, transistor radios at the beach, The Rascals

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<v Speaker 1>we started in the fifties, Little Anthony and the Imperials.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, all through the fifties and sixties and seventies,

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<v Speaker 1>I knew I didn't have a rock voice. Though I

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<v Speaker 1>knew I had a Broadway voice. This this is all

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<v Speaker 1>instinctual behavior, completely instinctual behavior. And my mom listened to

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<v Speaker 1>opera and my dad listened to jazz. He was a

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<v Speaker 1>principle of an elementary school on Long Island and Northport,

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<v Speaker 1>and my mom was a housewife, a homemaker. HOWI twin

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<v Speaker 1>brothers and me, you know, typical in a ranch house

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<v Speaker 1>on Long Island. Yeah, exactly. And I was enrolled in

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<v Speaker 1>dance at four years old, and I fell in love

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<v Speaker 1>with the stage. But that wasn't really the first inkling

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<v Speaker 1>of some sort of connection to the stage. My mother

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<v Speaker 1>used to troop me out in front of guests to

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<v Speaker 1>do my Marilyn Monroe imitation. And I don't even know

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<v Speaker 1>how I came up with this, but I would come out,

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<v Speaker 1>they'd laugh, and I'd go, oh, this is cool, Like

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I was. I was pretty astute when I

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<v Speaker 1>was very very young and pretty. So I started dancing,

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<v Speaker 1>and I fell in love with the audience, and so

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<v Speaker 1>the performance aspect started very very young in dance. When

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<v Speaker 1>Juilliard happened, it didn't happen. Well. My my brother attended

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<v Speaker 1>the dance division of the Juilliard School and told me

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<v Speaker 1>that they were starting a drama division. I actually had

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<v Speaker 1>moved into New York City and was auditioning for musicals

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<v Speaker 1>and working. And I just wanted to be in musicals

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<v Speaker 1>and hang out in New York City and party. And

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<v Speaker 1>I auditioned and I got in. And what happened in

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<v Speaker 1>the four years the course of the four years of

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<v Speaker 1>the Juilliard schools, I fell out of love with musical

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<v Speaker 1>and in love with classical theater. And I was actually

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<v Speaker 1>trained as a classical actress. So we did know a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of other great classical actors. Yes, Kevin Klein, David Stires,

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<v Speaker 1>David Schram, Mary Louisato, and then of course the classes

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<v Speaker 1>below me have gained more recognition than my class did.

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<v Speaker 1>We were the very first class. But that girl from

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<v Speaker 1>Northport who's doing Marilyn Monroe impersonations in the ranch House

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<v Speaker 1>with your family. What's that like for you, that transition

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<v Speaker 1>to be in that very heavy, sophisticated well, it was.

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<v Speaker 1>It was tough for me because I was not a

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<v Speaker 1>favorite at school. My best friend, who I met in

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<v Speaker 1>the first year, Nancy Nichols, was a favorite and I

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<v Speaker 1>was not. But Nancy and I would always pile around

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<v Speaker 1>together and make trouble, but Nancy would get the roles

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<v Speaker 1>and I would not. And that went on for several years.

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<v Speaker 1>I think it was only my third year when I

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<v Speaker 1>realized that they were trying to throw me out of school.

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<v Speaker 1>And what they did. They couldn't throw me up because

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't like my personality. But what they did was

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<v Speaker 1>that through every conceivable role in my direction to make

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<v Speaker 1>me fail as an actor. But what happened was they

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<v Speaker 1>why do you think that they didn't like Yeah, they

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<v Speaker 1>didn't like me. They or that you know, I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>get cut every year students got cut, So we started

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<v Speaker 1>with her. Over the years, we ended up with the

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<v Speaker 1>seventeen of the original thirty six. In the fourth year,

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<v Speaker 1>I never got cut. So I'm confused as to why

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<v Speaker 1>that actually happened, because why didn't they just cut me,

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<v Speaker 1>possibly because every role I played I succeeded in. But

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<v Speaker 1>what they did was they trained one actor in my

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<v Speaker 1>class and versatility, and the rest of them were pigeonholed,

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<v Speaker 1>as you know, life will pigeonhole you into exactly the

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<v Speaker 1>supret the leading lady, the character woman. But I went

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<v Speaker 1>back and forth, back and forth, back and forth, which

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<v Speaker 1>taught me that I could. There were no boundaries, no,

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<v Speaker 1>And if you look at my history, I've done more

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<v Speaker 1>places than I've done musicals. But because I guess the

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<v Speaker 1>voice is a powerful instrument, do you know what I mean?

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<v Speaker 1>And it's an American cultural event. The American the brought

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<v Speaker 1>the musical, not the broad Also the music that you've performed.

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<v Speaker 1>When someone is as successful as you, And I've said

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<v Speaker 1>this to people who have careers of music beyond the theater,

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<v Speaker 1>as as leading actresses in the theater. Music distinguishes things

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<v Speaker 1>because it's a product you can consume anywhere. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>your career goes to another level where I can drive

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<v Speaker 1>in my car and listen to the soundtracks anything goes.

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<v Speaker 1>I can be on the beach and I can listen

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<v Speaker 1>to the soundtrack from Sweeney Todd Music performers will always

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<v Speaker 1>have the upper hand on actors. But you were saying,

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<v Speaker 1>how you um the versatility thing? You you were almost

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<v Speaker 1>forced to embrace this versatility to survive. And you graduate

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<v Speaker 1>from that program the first class graduates. What year and

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<v Speaker 1>where do you go? John Houseman? So in our third

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<v Speaker 1>year he presented a season to um the prominent people

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<v Speaker 1>in New York theater and critics, and mel Gussa was

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<v Speaker 1>the one that said. Mel Gussa was a second string

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<v Speaker 1>critic for the New York Times, and he was the

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<v Speaker 1>one that said, why break this company up? Why not

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<v Speaker 1>form a permanent acting company? Which was John's q And

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<v Speaker 1>when we graduated, he handed us our equity card and

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<v Speaker 1>four years. But we stayed for four years of touring

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<v Speaker 1>the country performing classical plays in true revolving rep, which

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<v Speaker 1>is a different play every single night. So we got

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<v Speaker 1>even more training because in our first year we lost

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<v Speaker 1>several bookings because we didn't know how to tour, We

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<v Speaker 1>didn't know how to maintain a performance. We only did

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<v Speaker 1>three at Juilliard and we had no idea what happened

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<v Speaker 1>on the fourth And that sounds crazy, but it's we lost.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you think this acting company idea, and the worry

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<v Speaker 1>was what Housman had up a sleeve the whole time

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<v Speaker 1>when he instigated the Juilliard program. No, I don't think so.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, the training was intense and emotionally intense, psychologically intense,

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<v Speaker 1>physically intense. But there was one production where the company

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<v Speaker 1>formed an invisible circle of support around each other, and

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<v Speaker 1>that was his. He saw the ensemble and I remember,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, I know it was. It bores Tomorrow's production

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<v Speaker 1>of of You from the Bridge, and oh, I could

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<v Speaker 1>cry now thinking of it. It was an extraordinarily powerful

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<v Speaker 1>experience to be a student actor but in a professional mindset.

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<v Speaker 1>And I remember our curtain call and the pride and

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<v Speaker 1>the power, and it was an amazing moment that changed

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<v Speaker 1>the course of all of us. And we understood what

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<v Speaker 1>ensemble mean, and we understood what support meant, and we

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<v Speaker 1>understood the power we had as individuals and as actors.

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<v Speaker 1>And John saw that in his actors. There's been a

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<v Speaker 1>couple of experiences that I've had that it's that same

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<v Speaker 1>ensemble mentality. So that's the other thing I have to interject.

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<v Speaker 1>When I left Juilliard and left the acting company, and

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<v Speaker 1>then of course landed musicals. We all did, by the

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<v Speaker 1>way David Stys did, Kevin did, um many did. We

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<v Speaker 1>all ended musicals. But there's only a couple of times

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<v Speaker 1>where I felt I had that kind of ensemble. And

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<v Speaker 1>one was Limas in London because it was a Royal

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<v Speaker 1>Shakespeare Company actors, and the other was Gypsy, where every

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<v Speaker 1>actor owned their part, big or small, and gave themselves

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<v Speaker 1>to the play every single night. The other one was

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<v Speaker 1>Sweeney Too, because and our stage manager said in Sweeney

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<v Speaker 1>that we acted more like a band than a bunch

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<v Speaker 1>of actors. So the acting company thing less for how

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<v Speaker 1>long you didn't have I did it for four years.

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<v Speaker 1>Nobody goes in for four years anymore. We all did

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<v Speaker 1>it for four years, and you know, I thought about

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<v Speaker 1>the I don't know why we stayed, except we thought,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm sure we all went we are not going to

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<v Speaker 1>be able to play these parts in real life. And

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<v Speaker 1>that was back in a time when they were the

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<v Speaker 1>very last vapors in the air here in New York

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<v Speaker 1>of the Old Way, and the old way was you

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<v Speaker 1>went downtown and you carried a spear for Joe, where

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<v Speaker 1>you carried a spear in the park, and there was

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<v Speaker 1>an apprenticeship in the theater, and if you didn't have

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<v Speaker 1>credit in the theater, Raoul and Chris Walking and Sigourney

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<v Speaker 1>and you and Kevin and everybody, everybody who were the

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<v Speaker 1>princes and princesses and Mandy of the theater in New York,

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<v Speaker 1>that's where you headed. So when you finished the acting

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<v Speaker 1>company and you've decided, you know, you've done enough, it's

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<v Speaker 1>four years, which was a typical of people, Then where

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<v Speaker 1>do you go? Then? Um, we came home, Kevin and

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<v Speaker 1>I came home. And so you you're with Kevin Kevin

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<v Speaker 1>and you're Kevin and you were a couple for seven years.

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<v Speaker 1>We broke up, we got back together, we broke up,

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<v Speaker 1>we got back together, we broke up, we got backing.

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<v Speaker 1>Can you imagine the children you would have had for him?

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<v Speaker 1>Could God in Heaven, good God, would have a theater

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<v Speaker 1>big enough to house that person's ego and talent. So

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<v Speaker 1>we both came home and Kevin went off and did

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<v Speaker 1>a play. And I had auditioned for and didn't get

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<v Speaker 1>The Baker's Wife Steven Schwartz musical The Baker's Wife based

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<v Speaker 1>on Marcel But I got a telephone call from David

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<v Speaker 1>Merrick's general manager, Helen Nickerson, and to ask if I

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<v Speaker 1>was free, because they wanted me to come out to

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<v Speaker 1>LA to replace the leading lady. And I wanted to

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<v Speaker 1>do this musical so badly. So I went out and

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<v Speaker 1>I did my first big, gut wrenching rip out of

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<v Speaker 1>your body, squished heart, the most horrible, vulnerable experience of

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<v Speaker 1>my life. The baker's wife, Who does he think he is?

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<v Speaker 1>Who could be as handsome, who could be as smart

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<v Speaker 1>as he thinks he is? He just had to snap

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<v Speaker 1>his face. Good women fall uppart? What does he think

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<v Speaker 1>that a single way with them rise? And it was

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<v Speaker 1>an unbelievable disaster and we were on the road for

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<v Speaker 1>six months. That is that's the big question. It is

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<v Speaker 1>a great idea, it's a great film, and had Stephen

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<v Speaker 1>Schwartz music, It had John Milzino's last sets, Jennifer tipped

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<v Speaker 1>into the lights and theonyologist did the costumes. David Merrick

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<v Speaker 1>was producing. It had all the potential to be a

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<v Speaker 1>smash hit, and it got progressive. I joined two days

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<v Speaker 1>after they opened in l A. And it got progressively worse.

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<v Speaker 1>For you while you were doing no I thought it

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<v Speaker 1>was gonna be okay, but I didn't realize that nobody

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<v Speaker 1>realized what was really going to happen to us and

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<v Speaker 1>it and what did happen, Well, six people were fired.

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<v Speaker 1>The show never got better. David Merrick came out. One

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<v Speaker 1>of the most theatrical moments I've ever had in my

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<v Speaker 1>career was David Merrick showing up in San Francisco. We

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<v Speaker 1>were performing in San Francisco with no director. We were

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<v Speaker 1>told to stay after the show. They assembled us on

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<v Speaker 1>the stage and there was it was not lit except

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<v Speaker 1>for the ghost light. David Merrick shut up and stood

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<v Speaker 1>in front of the ghost light, so he was totally

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<v Speaker 1>back lit. Couldn't see his face, only saw the outline

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<v Speaker 1>of a long coat and a bowler hat, and proceeded

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<v Speaker 1>to ask us to go into rehearsal for nothing, so

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<v Speaker 1>that we could save this wonderful show. And it was

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<v Speaker 1>so dramatic, because he's incredibly dramatic, and so in the

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<v Speaker 1>light of day, everybody went, what we had just gotten

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<v Speaker 1>out of rehearsal for nothing. We were in rehearsal every

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<v Speaker 1>single day, performing at night for six months, and what

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<v Speaker 1>we rehearsed that day when in that night only to

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<v Speaker 1>rehearse the next day, and that stuff would come out,

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<v Speaker 1>some new stuff would go in that was not better

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<v Speaker 1>than what we had just taken. A little laboratory. We

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<v Speaker 1>were not but people were dying. The rats were dying.

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<v Speaker 1>That's losing air. Oh my god. It was so horrible.

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<v Speaker 1>And you know, there's an expression, Larry Gilbert's expression, if

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<v Speaker 1>Hitler were alive today, his punishment should be to send

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<v Speaker 1>him out on the road with a musical in trouble.

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<v Speaker 1>I did a movie once in the movie was going

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<v Speaker 1>really badly and said, this is as if the government

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<v Speaker 1>made movies. You know you, I've always said there's a

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<v Speaker 1>fine line between a hit and a flop, and it's

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<v Speaker 1>you don't know what it is. You don't know why

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<v Speaker 1>it is a hit, and you don't know why it

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<v Speaker 1>is a fun. You know, if it's really terrible, you

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<v Speaker 1>know right off the bat and you're not going to

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<v Speaker 1>take the job. But if it has the potential to

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<v Speaker 1>be a hit and ends up being a flop, you

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<v Speaker 1>can't figure it out. So you do this show and

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<v Speaker 1>when you come out of that, like, what's the lesson

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<v Speaker 1>for you? Was there something you said to yourself? Never

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<v Speaker 1>again am I going to know? I went into a

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<v Speaker 1>depression for nine months. I was on valium to sleep

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<v Speaker 1>for the six months and I went into a valium

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<v Speaker 1>depression for nine months, gained forty pounds, woke up, went

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<v Speaker 1>what the hell just happened? And I couldn't say. You

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<v Speaker 1>think like you? You care a lot. There's nothing casual

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<v Speaker 1>about you, there's nothing amateurish about you. You know, you're

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<v Speaker 1>very serious and you're very dedicated. You're very hard working

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<v Speaker 1>along with being very talented, and you feel these wounds.

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<v Speaker 1>Why do you think that is why? Well, our business

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<v Speaker 1>is subjective. It's all subjective, you know what I mean.

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<v Speaker 1>You talk to anybody from the baker's wife and they

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<v Speaker 1>can remember it as if it was yesterday, and there's

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<v Speaker 1>blood spilled and we became blood, a blood family. I

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<v Speaker 1>just ad to me Jerome, who's in phantom now and

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<v Speaker 1>we see each other, and that what we recall is

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<v Speaker 1>that bonding in that horrible experience and we can talk

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<v Speaker 1>about it as if it was yesterday. I think it's

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<v Speaker 1>because you know it happened to us. Of course it

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<v Speaker 1>happened to the creators, but they're not on stage. We're

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<v Speaker 1>on stage, succeeding or failing in front of an audience.

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<v Speaker 1>We're on stage being judged by the audience. Were the messengers,

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<v Speaker 1>We're the ones who take the hit. We take the

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<v Speaker 1>hit all the time. This was really abusive. It was

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<v Speaker 1>just horrible. I woke up one morning and my face

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<v Speaker 1>was filled with what looked like white heads. The entire

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<v Speaker 1>face had raised bumps on it. I didn't know what

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<v Speaker 1>it was. I went to sleep, woke up and the

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<v Speaker 1>entire face. Maybe it was from the value. I have

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<v Speaker 1>no idea what I was. Things were happening to us,

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<v Speaker 1>physically happening to us. And when does the sun come

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<v Speaker 1>out for you? When does the sun come out for

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<v Speaker 1>Patti Lapone? Career wise, I think when I go back

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<v Speaker 1>to work with David Mammitt, I go back and work

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<v Speaker 1>with David, I go into and go back. David and

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<v Speaker 1>I did a play in Chicago. Wh was that? After

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<v Speaker 1>Baker's wife? Was that? I see, I'm trying to keep

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<v Speaker 1>I'm trying to keep it straight. What play does you

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<v Speaker 1>do with him? First? The very first play I did

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<v Speaker 1>with him was a thing called All Men or hors

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<v Speaker 1>Kevin Sam Chiefs and I did it at Yale rep

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<v Speaker 1>for one night. I said, Hey, Dave, we opened it

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<v Speaker 1>closed in new Haven, and new Haven used to be

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<v Speaker 1>one of the circuit. Uh. You know, when you took

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<v Speaker 1>a show out of town, your first stop was new

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<v Speaker 1>Haven and it was a big deciding factor. So we

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<v Speaker 1>opened and closed, we bombed well and him there. He

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<v Speaker 1>gave me a play called The Woods. And what happens

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<v Speaker 1>when you do the Woods, Well, I go back to

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<v Speaker 1>what I was trained for, and I go back to

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<v Speaker 1>an honest environment pretty much, and you're back to the

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<v Speaker 1>circle of trust, having feels right. This is more like it.

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<v Speaker 1>And it's a risk. It's a big risk. And when

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<v Speaker 1>every time I work with David, I learned so much

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<v Speaker 1>as a human being, approximate And I think nineteen late

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<v Speaker 1>nineteen seventy seventy seven, you had a relationship with him, Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>well we met him five years Yes, yes, and I will.

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<v Speaker 1>I will drop everything to do a play by David everything.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't care how risky it is. I learned so

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<v Speaker 1>much from David and I instinctually have the mam At speak.

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<v Speaker 1>That's something that I know how to do. His his

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<v Speaker 1>rhythms um and I think it's because, as someone said,

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<v Speaker 1>I cut my teeth on David. David's words when you

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<v Speaker 1>know starting with Allmen or Horse and the Woods and

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<v Speaker 1>the Water Engine and Edmund. I had finished Evita and

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<v Speaker 1>I went down to the must play us at the

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<v Speaker 1>opening of Um Edmund, and I said, why couldn't I

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<v Speaker 1>have been in this in the back of my head?

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<v Speaker 1>And not two weeks later I got a call from

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<v Speaker 1>Gregory Mosher and David saying, would you replace Linda. Linda's

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<v Speaker 1>a Chicago actress and she wanted to go back to Chicago.

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<v Speaker 1>She was playing the wife. She came on and she

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<v Speaker 1>was at the beginnings and broke the dish or whatever

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<v Speaker 1>it is exactly. I'm leaving you. She's what do you

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<v Speaker 1>mean you're leaving? Of course we'relieving, We're really geting dressed.

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<v Speaker 1>We're thinking, No, I'm leaving you. What do you know this?

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<v Speaker 1>You know? I begged Mama to give me the right

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<v Speaker 1>to do the movie, but he gave it to Bill

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<v Speaker 1>Macy and so I um joined the company and my

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<v Speaker 1>agent was so furious with me. He said, this will

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<v Speaker 1>hurt your negotiational you know ability, And I went for

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<v Speaker 1>what you know, If anybody in the business knows who

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<v Speaker 1>I am, they know that this is where I came

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<v Speaker 1>from before I did Evita, and they did not want

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<v Speaker 1>me to go backwards. They didn't want me to go

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<v Speaker 1>to the Gut three to do Rosalind and As You

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<v Speaker 1>Like It. But I was able to work with leave

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<v Speaker 1>you Chule, a great Romanian director, or just passed outrest

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<v Speaker 1>to sell in his internationally famous production of As You

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<v Speaker 1>Like It At the Gunman. I was raped over the

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<v Speaker 1>calls by the critics. One critics said, you know, basically,

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<v Speaker 1>what was Evita doing here? And it was It was difficult,

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<v Speaker 1>as you say, to straddle that, but I kept doing

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<v Speaker 1>it because I was given the opportunity to do it.

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<v Speaker 1>And I wasn't going to say no, I have to

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<v Speaker 1>wait for the next VI to part to come along.

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<v Speaker 1>If I waited for the next part to come along,

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<v Speaker 1>I'd still be waiting. Is Evita the next big thing

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<v Speaker 1>for you? Is the big thing that was? But how

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<v Speaker 1>does that happen? I auditioned um Joanna Merlin is how

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<v Speaker 1>princess casting director and of course how directed, how directed?

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<v Speaker 1>And as I said earlier, all of those people had

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<v Speaker 1>come to see this acting company at Juilliard were aware.

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<v Speaker 1>They were aware, yes, And so I was brought in

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<v Speaker 1>for a preliminary audition and then I was told to

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<v Speaker 1>make myself free, make sure that I made myself free

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<v Speaker 1>for the final callback. And as I understand that how

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to cast actors in the role the roles as

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<v Speaker 1>opposed to just musical theater people. So I think that's

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<v Speaker 1>one of the reasons why I got in there, because

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<v Speaker 1>I knew they knew I was an actor. In between,

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<v Speaker 1>there were several plays. There was stage directions by Israel Horovitz,

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<v Speaker 1>John Glover, Ellen Green and Night Down at the Public.

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<v Speaker 1>While Merrill is doing, um, you're doing everything you can

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<v Speaker 1>to scratch that inch of yours and not become a star.

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<v Speaker 1>Now I get it. No, no, it was it was

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<v Speaker 1>It was the available work. We're about to talk about

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<v Speaker 1>the moment when perhaps one of the greatest musical stars

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<v Speaker 1>of the last fifty years is born on Broadway. So

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<v Speaker 1>let's talk about how that the moment this happens, How

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<v Speaker 1>Prince wants people who can act and sing, and you

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<v Speaker 1>go to the make yourself available to the final cullback

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<v Speaker 1>and what happened. How do you feel when you're in

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<v Speaker 1>that room. Well, I was very mad because I was

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<v Speaker 1>actually shooting and there was a little issue about yes,

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<v Speaker 1>about letting me go and the producer said, if you're

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<v Speaker 1>not back tomorrow or the next day, you're you'll never

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<v Speaker 1>work in Hollywood again. So I left Hollywood with those

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<v Speaker 1>words ringing in my ear, and I woke up in

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<v Speaker 1>New York to the nineteen seventy eight blizzard where they're

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<v Speaker 1>like two ft of snow on the ground. I couldn't

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<v Speaker 1>get back to l are you no? Um. Christopher Reeve

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<v Speaker 1>got me on the plane. I only missed three hours

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<v Speaker 1>of shooting. When they said howd you get here? I said, Superman.

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<v Speaker 1>I did. It's exactly. So I went to the final callback,

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<v Speaker 1>but I was really mad because I didn't want to

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<v Speaker 1>do this musical. I didn't like the music. I thought, Evita,

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<v Speaker 1>you didn't like it? What specifically? You're a smart woman,

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<v Speaker 1>what specifically didn't you like? Well, I didn't like I

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<v Speaker 1>heard the White album the Julie Covington David Essex called

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<v Speaker 1>Wilkinson very rocky, weird music, but right it rocked out

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<v Speaker 1>a lot, and I thought, what's rock? I want to

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<v Speaker 1>be a rocker. It was really really high. Didn't grab me.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, I grew up on Rogers and Hammerstein. I

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<v Speaker 1>grew up on Julie Stein, Mereth Wilson, Stephen Sondheim. This

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<v Speaker 1>was not a musical to me, This was noise from Britain.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you know what I mean? It wasn't. It just didn't.

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<v Speaker 1>It did. So how did you go out there and

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<v Speaker 1>do it? I went out and and the final audition,

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<v Speaker 1>I was wet from my knees down. I was wearing

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<v Speaker 1>sneakers and jeans, not knowing it was going to snow.

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<v Speaker 1>Who you know, I did so stupid. I didn't look

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<v Speaker 1>at the weather report. I went out there and I blasted,

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<v Speaker 1>literally blasted through rainbow high Buenos Aires and don't cry

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<v Speaker 1>for me, Argentina. And there were tears in my eyes apparently,

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<v Speaker 1>and there were there were tears of rage, necessarily not

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<v Speaker 1>tears of And I left, and um, I got I

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<v Speaker 1>got a call on the set. I made it back

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<v Speaker 1>and I got a call on the set and the

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<v Speaker 1>makeup trailer and they said you've got the part. And

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<v Speaker 1>I started to cry again because I had promised David

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<v Speaker 1>that I would reprise The Woods at the Public Theater

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<v Speaker 1>with Hulu gross bar directing. What I love is that

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<v Speaker 1>you're gonna blow your Hollywood film career to go do

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<v Speaker 1>a musical. You don't even like, and then that when

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<v Speaker 1>they are for too, you don't sure you're gonna because

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<v Speaker 1>you gotta go do another little man play well. I

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<v Speaker 1>had been trained to be an actor, and I thought

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<v Speaker 1>my responsibility was to act at every possible opportunity, and

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<v Speaker 1>especially good opportunity. It put, you know, apply your craft

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<v Speaker 1>and if it's good material. And I David and I

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<v Speaker 1>forged a friendship and a bond, and I didn't want

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<v Speaker 1>to let him down. David and I became really really

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<v Speaker 1>good friends. David lived on twentieth Kevin and I lived

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<v Speaker 1>on twenty first Tree. He'd come over all the time

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<v Speaker 1>for breakfast. We'd walk around, we'dn't do anty. I'm gonna

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<v Speaker 1>start calling you out, by the way, because you keep

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<v Speaker 1>changing the subject. What happy with? How? How did the

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<v Speaker 1>hell get you to do that material? And and it

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<v Speaker 1>became what it became? Well, No, I knew I had

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<v Speaker 1>to do it. I cried because I knew that I

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<v Speaker 1>would have to. I couldn't do the woods and I

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<v Speaker 1>had to do with the tip because I knew I

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to work with how and I knew that it

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<v Speaker 1>would change the course of my career. You knew going

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<v Speaker 1>in that was going to be a hit. There was

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<v Speaker 1>so much hype before had they done it in London? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>What is it? Big hit in London? And you were

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<v Speaker 1>in the American cast. It was huge in London, so

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<v Speaker 1>you knew this was a big opportunity and there was hype.

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<v Speaker 1>You can't That was my first indication that this was

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<v Speaker 1>going to be a tough experience because it was I went,

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<v Speaker 1>how am I going to get around the hype? It

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<v Speaker 1>was the first musical that I was aware of that

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<v Speaker 1>had so much pre opening the Modern Way, not even buzz,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, not word of mouth, hype, media hype. And

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<v Speaker 1>it was created, of course by really isful, by Andrews company,

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<v Speaker 1>do you know what I mean? That's how he operates.

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<v Speaker 1>And it was frightening and I had no vocal time.

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<v Speaker 1>So now this thing is all hyped up. You've been

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<v Speaker 1>through everything you've been through. You've had some good times

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<v Speaker 1>and some tough times, and you've worked hard, god knows

0:23:36.040 --> 0:23:38.199
<v Speaker 1>four years in the road with Holisman in that company,

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<v Speaker 1>and you stepped out for the Broadway opening, the opening

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<v Speaker 1>of Avida. What was it like for you? How do

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<v Speaker 1>that evening? Perfect? Of course you did? And I threw

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<v Speaker 1>up in the sink before I sank. Don't cry from Argentina.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm sure it was a combination of I got, I

0:23:53.960 --> 0:23:58.080
<v Speaker 1>got extremely bad notices opening in l a and extremely

0:23:58.080 --> 0:24:01.320
<v Speaker 1>bad notices opening in San Francisco. And Al came to

0:24:01.359 --> 0:24:03.320
<v Speaker 1>me and said, we're going to laugh about this in

0:24:03.359 --> 0:24:06.919
<v Speaker 1>twenty years, Patty. They pulled the entire company together, and

0:24:06.920 --> 0:24:08.560
<v Speaker 1>he said. There was an article coming out in Susie

0:24:08.640 --> 0:24:11.080
<v Speaker 1>Nicko Parker's column the next day that I was going

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<v Speaker 1>to be fired and that actor's equity was waiting to

0:24:14.240 --> 0:24:17.080
<v Speaker 1>clear Elaine Page to take my place, and this was

0:24:17.160 --> 0:24:20.119
<v Speaker 1>in the newspapers. Yeah, she's the one that originated in London.

0:24:20.440 --> 0:24:22.720
<v Speaker 1>I'm dealing with all of this press of me being

0:24:22.720 --> 0:24:25.320
<v Speaker 1>fired and me not being able to sing the part

0:24:25.520 --> 0:24:28.760
<v Speaker 1>and still going on from well that was that was

0:24:28.800 --> 0:24:30.919
<v Speaker 1>opening night, and so so you go out and do

0:24:30.960 --> 0:24:33.840
<v Speaker 1>the opening of What Happens? Bad reviews again? Actually they

0:24:33.840 --> 0:24:37.760
<v Speaker 1>weren't bad. Were They dismissed how and this is this

0:24:37.840 --> 0:24:43.120
<v Speaker 1>was an innovative This was an innovative concept and innovative production.

0:24:43.640 --> 0:24:47.919
<v Speaker 1>They dismissed how and they barely touched on Mandy and me.

0:24:48.119 --> 0:24:50.840
<v Speaker 1>And that's worse when you're ignored It's one thing if

0:24:50.840 --> 0:24:54.040
<v Speaker 1>they're passionate and you're back and passionate when you're good,

0:24:54.040 --> 0:24:57.040
<v Speaker 1>but when you're ignored. And Mandy and I at one point,

0:24:58.000 --> 0:24:59.200
<v Speaker 1>I said, you want to go out for a drink?

0:24:59.240 --> 0:25:02.000
<v Speaker 1>He said yeah, and we we were in fifty second

0:25:02.040 --> 0:25:05.360
<v Speaker 1>I think that's where the the Broadway theaters, and we

0:25:05.480 --> 0:25:09.679
<v Speaker 1>walked down Eighth Avenue and simultaneously we burst into tears.

0:25:10.000 --> 0:25:11.920
<v Speaker 1>I mean, we worked hard in those parts and then

0:25:11.920 --> 0:25:15.160
<v Speaker 1>to be ignored is tough. And then, of course nine

0:25:15.160 --> 0:25:17.440
<v Speaker 1>months later they give us the Tony's. When you win

0:25:17.440 --> 0:25:19.960
<v Speaker 1>the Tony did? Was it any vindication for you at all?

0:25:20.000 --> 0:25:24.600
<v Speaker 1>Or was it just anything? You felt good? Such a relief.

0:25:24.760 --> 0:25:29.040
<v Speaker 1>It was such a relief, because really have you? Because

0:25:29.040 --> 0:25:30.960
<v Speaker 1>I was still performing and still scared out of my

0:25:31.000 --> 0:25:34.639
<v Speaker 1>mind every night. I envied Mandy because Mandy was just

0:25:34.760 --> 0:25:36.680
<v Speaker 1>all over the place. He didn't have a problem singing it.

0:25:36.760 --> 0:25:40.160
<v Speaker 1>So he literally he told me. He told me something

0:25:40.200 --> 0:25:42.159
<v Speaker 1>the other day we were talking about it beat in.

0:25:42.280 --> 0:25:44.080
<v Speaker 1>He said, well, how teld me to go? He wanted

0:25:44.119 --> 0:25:46.199
<v Speaker 1>me over there? And I said to how how do

0:25:46.240 --> 0:25:48.560
<v Speaker 1>I get there? He said, I don't know, just get there,

0:25:49.040 --> 0:25:52.399
<v Speaker 1>And so that's where he does a jatte across the stage,

0:25:52.880 --> 0:25:55.040
<v Speaker 1>and I went. I would see it every night, going

0:25:55.119 --> 0:25:58.640
<v Speaker 1>Whites Mandy doing that. And it was because How told

0:25:58.720 --> 0:26:01.720
<v Speaker 1>him to get there, getting there, and he didn't care

0:26:01.760 --> 0:26:04.240
<v Speaker 1>how so many put it in and it became part

0:26:04.240 --> 0:26:07.960
<v Speaker 1>of his performance and and so. And I suppose in

0:26:07.960 --> 0:26:12.600
<v Speaker 1>that respect How gives the actor freedom. But I didn't

0:26:12.600 --> 0:26:14.520
<v Speaker 1>have that freedom because I was so tied up and

0:26:14.520 --> 0:26:16.800
<v Speaker 1>a not because I didn't think I could sing it.

0:26:17.119 --> 0:26:28.160
<v Speaker 1>I wanna be when that who what I did? If

0:26:28.160 --> 0:26:30.760
<v Speaker 1>I haven't thought, if I hadn't known that, we would

0:26:30.800 --> 0:26:36.240
<v Speaker 1>stay to get really and you know when you in

0:26:36.280 --> 0:26:38.840
<v Speaker 1>a rehearsal period, you know this, you have to do

0:26:38.880 --> 0:26:40.479
<v Speaker 1>it over and over and over again. So you're not

0:26:40.560 --> 0:26:44.520
<v Speaker 1>hitting that d in. Screw the middle classes once you're

0:26:44.520 --> 0:26:48.040
<v Speaker 1>not hitting that g in. Screw the middle classes once

0:26:48.119 --> 0:26:51.080
<v Speaker 1>you're doing it over and over again. I didn't have

0:26:51.200 --> 0:26:54.920
<v Speaker 1>vocal technique to know that. I didn't have to hit

0:26:54.960 --> 0:26:59.320
<v Speaker 1>those notes every day. I didn't have vocal technique. I

0:26:59.359 --> 0:27:04.520
<v Speaker 1>got it during the run by from a kid the chorus, Oh,

0:27:05.160 --> 0:27:10.120
<v Speaker 1>David Vosberg. I came off stage in Tis I they

0:27:10.119 --> 0:27:11.879
<v Speaker 1>got him a piano that put a piano in my

0:27:11.960 --> 0:27:14.760
<v Speaker 1>dressing room, and he worked with me an hour every

0:27:14.800 --> 0:27:17.479
<v Speaker 1>single day before the show. He would come to me

0:27:18.080 --> 0:27:20.679
<v Speaker 1>and um work out of the goodness of his heart.

0:27:20.920 --> 0:27:25.280
<v Speaker 1>David Vosper David vosperg he's in Ohio, he's a director

0:27:25.280 --> 0:27:28.840
<v Speaker 1>of opera. But he would um give me a vocal technique.

0:27:28.840 --> 0:27:32.359
<v Speaker 1>He would warm me up. And the difficult thing was

0:27:32.400 --> 0:27:35.199
<v Speaker 1>to be to apply what he had just taught me

0:27:35.280 --> 0:27:38.560
<v Speaker 1>that night. Because I would do one thing right, something

0:27:38.600 --> 0:27:42.119
<v Speaker 1>else would go disastrously wrong. But at least I was

0:27:42.160 --> 0:27:45.639
<v Speaker 1>getting a technique to sing that part. He saved my

0:27:45.760 --> 0:27:49.760
<v Speaker 1>job and they knew that, and they paid him. Now,

0:27:49.840 --> 0:27:52.040
<v Speaker 1>you say, when you talk about this, you talk about

0:27:52.080 --> 0:27:55.080
<v Speaker 1>the tension and the anxiety and the fear, and you

0:27:55.080 --> 0:27:57.600
<v Speaker 1>don't really want to necessarily be doing a vide because

0:27:57.600 --> 0:27:59.359
<v Speaker 1>you got another David play and this and this and

0:27:59.359 --> 0:28:02.359
<v Speaker 1>that didn't start to become fun for you. Oh, anything

0:28:02.400 --> 0:28:06.520
<v Speaker 1>goes with a ball because of the material and because

0:28:06.560 --> 0:28:09.000
<v Speaker 1>of the cast, and and it was hysterical, I mean

0:28:09.680 --> 0:28:12.640
<v Speaker 1>Jerry's acts. And Jerry did a great job of direct

0:28:13.320 --> 0:28:17.000
<v Speaker 1>Yes he is. And but however, these were the way

0:28:17.119 --> 0:28:20.040
<v Speaker 1>musicals used to be written. You'd have a joke coming

0:28:20.320 --> 0:28:25.320
<v Speaker 1>and then a gorgeous song. The material was so ripe

0:28:25.359 --> 0:28:28.760
<v Speaker 1>and so beautiful. If I was in a bad mood,

0:28:28.760 --> 0:28:34.679
<v Speaker 1>all I had to do was hear that. Okay, I

0:28:34.760 --> 0:28:41.360
<v Speaker 1>know where I am tonight, just looking at the audience

0:28:41.360 --> 0:28:45.560
<v Speaker 1>and seeing tears of joy from laughter. The only thing

0:28:45.600 --> 0:28:48.240
<v Speaker 1>we are as actors are messengers. That's all we are. Correct.

0:28:48.480 --> 0:28:51.440
<v Speaker 1>We are delivering the playwright's intentions through the concept of

0:28:51.440 --> 0:28:54.800
<v Speaker 1>the director. And I come on stage if I feel

0:28:54.800 --> 0:28:58.400
<v Speaker 1>confident in the role, then I give it away. I

0:28:58.520 --> 0:29:01.720
<v Speaker 1>give it away anyway. But it's all about them, So

0:29:01.800 --> 0:29:04.760
<v Speaker 1>I have to go out there and love them, and

0:29:04.880 --> 0:29:07.600
<v Speaker 1>I do. And I think they see that they can

0:29:07.640 --> 0:29:11.240
<v Speaker 1>relax with me because they know I'm giving it to them.

0:29:11.280 --> 0:29:13.400
<v Speaker 1>I'm not. You know, there are some actors that don't

0:29:13.440 --> 0:29:16.800
<v Speaker 1>want to be on stage because you just nailed it.

0:29:16.800 --> 0:29:18.960
<v Speaker 1>Because because Patty the pone to me as a woman

0:29:18.960 --> 0:29:20.360
<v Speaker 1>who comes out there when the first thing does she

0:29:20.360 --> 0:29:23.040
<v Speaker 1>stopped here and she's like, you know, how's everybody doing it?

0:29:23.080 --> 0:29:24.840
<v Speaker 1>It's like a little moment like a nightclub singer, like

0:29:24.960 --> 0:29:26.760
<v Speaker 1>you know how you all doing tonight? Without saying how

0:29:26.800 --> 0:29:28.360
<v Speaker 1>you all doing to it? Like just connect to them

0:29:28.360 --> 0:29:31.400
<v Speaker 1>and let them feel like there's no place else we'd

0:29:31.520 --> 0:29:34.239
<v Speaker 1>rather be. Is there than here right now? Well, I

0:29:34.280 --> 0:29:37.960
<v Speaker 1>think our responsibility is to relax them. You've been in

0:29:38.000 --> 0:29:40.600
<v Speaker 1>an audience. I've been in an audience where we're worried

0:29:40.640 --> 0:29:45.720
<v Speaker 1>for the performer and then we're not having experience. They're

0:29:45.720 --> 0:29:47.680
<v Speaker 1>paying a lot. And if I'm worried for the performer

0:29:47.720 --> 0:29:49.560
<v Speaker 1>and they and they should be worried for then I'm

0:29:49.600 --> 0:29:50.920
<v Speaker 1>worried for me because I want to get the f

0:29:51.080 --> 0:29:54.120
<v Speaker 1>out of there. Yeah. Hello, Our responsibility is a minute

0:29:54.120 --> 0:29:57.880
<v Speaker 1>we hit the deck, is to relax the audience. And

0:29:57.920 --> 0:30:02.160
<v Speaker 1>that is what is called command of the top. You're

0:30:02.200 --> 0:30:09.520
<v Speaker 1>the col You're the top, You're the lou Museum, You're melody.

0:30:09.760 --> 0:30:20.280
<v Speaker 1>From how long did you do anything? Goes fifteen months?

0:30:20.320 --> 0:30:22.720
<v Speaker 1>I think, Oh I laughed my ass off, and that's

0:30:22.880 --> 0:30:25.200
<v Speaker 1>we had such a ball. And then and the same

0:30:25.200 --> 0:30:27.280
<v Speaker 1>thing is, is this this idea that the someone said

0:30:27.320 --> 0:30:28.920
<v Speaker 1>to me, why do you like doing the theater? I mean,

0:30:28.960 --> 0:30:31.320
<v Speaker 1>even now, did you get it? A lot of actors

0:30:31.360 --> 0:30:32.760
<v Speaker 1>do it for a period and you get it out

0:30:32.760 --> 0:30:34.440
<v Speaker 1>of your system. I said, you know, the one thing

0:30:34.480 --> 0:30:36.000
<v Speaker 1>I've never gotten out of my system is if the

0:30:36.040 --> 0:30:38.120
<v Speaker 1>play is the right play. I said, I go to

0:30:38.120 --> 0:30:39.560
<v Speaker 1>work at six o'clock. I like to get to the

0:30:39.560 --> 0:30:42.280
<v Speaker 1>theater early, kind of drain the day out of me.

0:30:42.800 --> 0:30:44.240
<v Speaker 1>And then I go out on stage and I said,

0:30:44.240 --> 0:30:45.920
<v Speaker 1>you know what I love. I said, I know exactly

0:30:45.960 --> 0:30:48.520
<v Speaker 1>what I'm gonna say. I know exactly what the other

0:30:48.560 --> 0:30:49.800
<v Speaker 1>guy is going to say for the next two and

0:30:49.840 --> 0:30:51.640
<v Speaker 1>a half hours. I don't know exactly how people are

0:30:51.680 --> 0:30:54.000
<v Speaker 1>likely going to react. I said, how often can you

0:30:54.040 --> 0:30:55.720
<v Speaker 1>say that in your life, that you know exactly what's

0:30:55.720 --> 0:30:57.880
<v Speaker 1>going to happen and it's a good thing for the

0:30:57.920 --> 0:31:00.760
<v Speaker 1>next two and a half hours of your life. I

0:31:00.800 --> 0:31:03.400
<v Speaker 1>never get tired of that. No, and I it's magical.

0:31:03.480 --> 0:31:05.680
<v Speaker 1>It's magical. And you taught you said, draining the day

0:31:05.720 --> 0:31:07.640
<v Speaker 1>out during the day out to have a magical night.

0:31:07.920 --> 0:31:10.920
<v Speaker 1>Do you know what I mean? Really, to have experience

0:31:11.360 --> 0:31:13.280
<v Speaker 1>with a group of people. Do you know I mean

0:31:13.320 --> 0:31:15.480
<v Speaker 1>not just your your fellow actors on the stage, but

0:31:15.560 --> 0:31:17.920
<v Speaker 1>people that want that leave the theater going oh my.

0:31:18.080 --> 0:31:19.760
<v Speaker 1>I mean I've done that. I've walked out of a

0:31:19.800 --> 0:31:23.480
<v Speaker 1>production going oh my, oh what street we on? You know,

0:31:23.520 --> 0:31:26.800
<v Speaker 1>we've been transported, we've been taken away, We've drained the

0:31:26.880 --> 0:31:29.920
<v Speaker 1>day out of our life and we've experienced something that

0:31:29.960 --> 0:31:32.800
<v Speaker 1>has changed us. It's another thing I love about our

0:31:33.160 --> 0:31:35.080
<v Speaker 1>profession at the arts. I mean you can do that

0:31:35.120 --> 0:31:38.600
<v Speaker 1>in the in the movies too, as a woman, as

0:31:38.640 --> 0:31:42.520
<v Speaker 1>an actress who was known for a raft. Now of

0:31:42.640 --> 0:31:47.520
<v Speaker 1>these heavy duty, you know, uh, powerful musical roles. Was

0:31:47.560 --> 0:31:50.600
<v Speaker 1>there another one that I'm missing? Between uh Evida and

0:31:51.160 --> 0:31:54.320
<v Speaker 1>uh No? We did all? I did? Oliver? I did Oliver?

0:31:54.480 --> 0:31:57.240
<v Speaker 1>I did know Oliver? Here Lim is in London who

0:31:58.240 --> 0:32:01.440
<v Speaker 1>Oliver Ron Moody and Graham amble Guard rescissal. Ron Moody

0:32:01.440 --> 0:32:04.640
<v Speaker 1>was reprising his Royal Spagan. Yeah. He was great, beautiful

0:32:04.680 --> 0:32:07.880
<v Speaker 1>song as long as he needs me, one of the

0:32:07.880 --> 0:32:11.760
<v Speaker 1>most beautiful songs in all of Yeah, he wrote a

0:32:11.760 --> 0:32:14.160
<v Speaker 1>great score. Um. And then I went to London and

0:32:14.200 --> 0:32:17.280
<v Speaker 1>did Ley, miss Soley, miss you did only in London? Yes?

0:32:17.480 --> 0:32:21.000
<v Speaker 1>Why well? And this because I didn't want to do well?

0:32:21.080 --> 0:32:22.880
<v Speaker 1>And it's a it's a it's a reason that I

0:32:22.920 --> 0:32:26.560
<v Speaker 1>have questioned my entire career. When I was at the

0:32:26.600 --> 0:32:29.840
<v Speaker 1>Barbicane rehearsaling the Barbicane was then the Royal Shakespeare Company's

0:32:29.840 --> 0:32:33.000
<v Speaker 1>London home, it felt so much like being in the

0:32:33.000 --> 0:32:37.400
<v Speaker 1>hallways of Juilliard. It was amazed the rehearsal rooms. I

0:32:37.440 --> 0:32:41.320
<v Speaker 1>just felt like I was at Juilliard. And Trevor actually

0:32:41.320 --> 0:32:43.680
<v Speaker 1>said to me, if anybody belongs in this production or

0:32:43.720 --> 0:32:46.920
<v Speaker 1>with the Royal Shakespeare Company, it's you, Patty, because Michelle

0:32:46.920 --> 0:32:50.240
<v Speaker 1>sun Denis was an artistic director of the Royal Shakespeare Company.

0:32:50.240 --> 0:32:53.040
<v Speaker 1>Michelle Sundni was one of the co founders and an

0:32:53.120 --> 0:32:55.720
<v Speaker 1>artistic director of the Drama division of the Juilliard School.

0:32:55.880 --> 0:32:58.440
<v Speaker 1>So I came full circle two different countries. But I

0:32:58.480 --> 0:33:01.880
<v Speaker 1>had come full circle in training. The notice for you

0:33:01.920 --> 0:33:04.200
<v Speaker 1>when you did they miss in London. I don't even remember,

0:33:04.240 --> 0:33:06.520
<v Speaker 1>but I wanted Olivier Award for Fantine. So I have

0:33:06.640 --> 0:33:08.800
<v Speaker 1>no idea. Everybody that I know that so you do

0:33:08.840 --> 0:33:10.560
<v Speaker 1>it said to you were breathtaking in that role, so

0:33:10.640 --> 0:33:13.400
<v Speaker 1>there was no desire you had. Well, this is what happened.

0:33:13.520 --> 0:33:16.480
<v Speaker 1>Two weeks after we opened at the Barbercan. I came

0:33:16.520 --> 0:33:19.160
<v Speaker 1>off stage in my barricade uniform because I was in

0:33:19.200 --> 0:33:21.280
<v Speaker 1>the barricade scene and I I can't do this in

0:33:21.320 --> 0:33:23.400
<v Speaker 1>New York. It was an instinct, I can't do this

0:33:23.440 --> 0:33:25.160
<v Speaker 1>in New York. And I went to the stage door

0:33:25.200 --> 0:33:26.800
<v Speaker 1>to drop off a name to the stage doorman at

0:33:26.800 --> 0:33:29.800
<v Speaker 1>Cameron McIntosh, the producer you know besides the r SC,

0:33:30.160 --> 0:33:31.600
<v Speaker 1>was standing there and I said, Cameron, I can't do

0:33:31.640 --> 0:33:32.920
<v Speaker 1>this in New York. I was the only American in

0:33:32.960 --> 0:33:34.800
<v Speaker 1>the company. He said, I know, the parts too small

0:33:34.840 --> 0:33:39.120
<v Speaker 1>and said, no, that's not it. I said, this is

0:33:39.160 --> 0:33:42.600
<v Speaker 1>my company. I realized when I came off the stage

0:33:42.640 --> 0:33:45.680
<v Speaker 1>that I was in the perfect theatrical environment, in the

0:33:45.680 --> 0:33:48.440
<v Speaker 1>perfect play, with the perfect cast, and I didn't want

0:33:48.520 --> 0:33:52.040
<v Speaker 1>anything to touch that memory. And I made it It It

0:33:52.120 --> 0:33:54.160
<v Speaker 1>would be different in New York totally. It would be

0:33:54.200 --> 0:33:59.080
<v Speaker 1>a reproduction of this production. And I didn't think that

0:33:59.120 --> 0:34:01.560
<v Speaker 1>I would seeing And you know, I've never known whether

0:34:01.600 --> 0:34:03.520
<v Speaker 1>I made the right decision or not. But what did

0:34:03.520 --> 0:34:07.960
<v Speaker 1>you do after that? Lb J? I came back to

0:34:07.960 --> 0:34:10.960
<v Speaker 1>do lb J, and we've been didn't talk about film

0:34:11.000 --> 0:34:13.920
<v Speaker 1>in your life now because in and around all of

0:34:14.000 --> 0:34:18.400
<v Speaker 1>your historic career in the theater, what is going on

0:34:18.440 --> 0:34:20.880
<v Speaker 1>for you? Film was nothing. I wish it did nothing,

0:34:20.920 --> 0:34:23.000
<v Speaker 1>I mean but minor. But I don't know why I

0:34:23.000 --> 0:34:25.000
<v Speaker 1>don't get cast or I don't know why that you know.

0:34:25.040 --> 0:34:27.160
<v Speaker 1>And now it's probably too light because I'm one of

0:34:27.200 --> 0:34:29.920
<v Speaker 1>those women that are too old for Hollywood, or maybe

0:34:29.960 --> 0:34:32.239
<v Speaker 1>maybe I'm coming into my film career now. I don't

0:34:32.239 --> 0:34:35.040
<v Speaker 1>know why it didn't happen, but it didn't. Um. I

0:34:35.080 --> 0:34:37.799
<v Speaker 1>did Driving Miss Daisy, and Alfred Jury was responsible for

0:34:37.840 --> 0:34:41.040
<v Speaker 1>my casting in that. I did UM And that's the

0:34:41.040 --> 0:34:44.760
<v Speaker 1>best experience you had making a film, all of them working,

0:34:44.840 --> 0:34:48.120
<v Speaker 1>especially working with the Australian directors Perspiras for it and

0:34:48.160 --> 0:34:50.000
<v Speaker 1>Peter Weir. What did you do with them? We did

0:34:50.080 --> 0:34:53.719
<v Speaker 1>Witness Peter Weir and I did Driving Miss Daisy with Perspiracy.

0:34:53.840 --> 0:34:56.920
<v Speaker 1>Ever worked with Lamette very little. I had a tiny,

0:34:56.920 --> 0:34:59.600
<v Speaker 1>tiny little part in something. I can't remember what it was,

0:34:59.640 --> 0:35:01.360
<v Speaker 1>but I thought, oh my god, it would love to

0:35:01.400 --> 0:35:05.360
<v Speaker 1>have worked with him. I don't remember the whole experience.

0:35:05.400 --> 0:35:07.560
<v Speaker 1>I was literally I had one tiny scene and I

0:35:07.560 --> 0:35:11.319
<v Speaker 1>can't remember if it was a movie or I can't

0:35:11.320 --> 0:35:14.640
<v Speaker 1>remember television series. Could have been a television. But remember,

0:35:15.960 --> 0:35:18.400
<v Speaker 1>life goes on for four years and then you know

0:35:18.440 --> 0:35:21.040
<v Speaker 1>guest spots here and there. But it was it's odd

0:35:21.120 --> 0:35:25.120
<v Speaker 1>that that that I haven't had that opportunity. Probably did

0:35:25.120 --> 0:35:27.440
<v Speaker 1>have that opportunity, but you passed on it. Correct. No,

0:35:27.480 --> 0:35:28.799
<v Speaker 1>I don't think I've diden the chance to do a

0:35:28.800 --> 0:35:34.400
<v Speaker 1>television series. Come your way. No, it's interesting. I'm a

0:35:34.560 --> 0:35:41.320
<v Speaker 1>hard sell, Alec. I've been cut at the studio level

0:35:41.920 --> 0:35:44.880
<v Speaker 1>on auditions in California because I didn't believe I was

0:35:45.320 --> 0:35:47.759
<v Speaker 1>I could do this or that. And you know, it's like,

0:35:47.840 --> 0:35:50.560
<v Speaker 1>it's I'm a hard sell in California. I'm a hard

0:35:50.600 --> 0:35:54.920
<v Speaker 1>sell in movies. I'm a hard selling TV. You know,

0:35:55.800 --> 0:35:58.719
<v Speaker 1>I'm always a hard sell. I could tell you a

0:35:58.719 --> 0:36:01.200
<v Speaker 1>story right now, but I can't. I've been asked to

0:36:01.280 --> 0:36:04.359
<v Speaker 1>audition for a musical, and it's twenty five years since

0:36:04.360 --> 0:36:08.319
<v Speaker 1>I'm auditioned for musical. When does it stop coming up?

0:36:08.400 --> 0:36:12.000
<v Speaker 1>Patti Lapone talks about the most painful loss of her career,

0:36:12.400 --> 0:36:17.400
<v Speaker 1>her subsequent illness, and how she recovered from both. This

0:36:17.480 --> 0:36:20.439
<v Speaker 1>is Alec Baldwin, and you're listening to Here's the Thing,

0:36:21.640 --> 0:36:32.399
<v Speaker 1>but the time is gone. The voice as soft as londer,

0:36:35.480 --> 0:36:44.920
<v Speaker 1>as they tell your whole as the time you dream

0:36:45.160 --> 0:37:16.320
<v Speaker 1>to shape. This is Alec Baldwin, and you were listening

0:37:16.360 --> 0:37:20.480
<v Speaker 1>to Here's the Thing. Patty Lapone originated the role of

0:37:20.560 --> 0:37:24.400
<v Speaker 1>Norma Desmond in Andrew Lloyd Weber's Sunset Boulevard in London.

0:37:24.960 --> 0:37:27.480
<v Speaker 1>She was set to move with the show to Broadway

0:37:27.800 --> 0:37:31.040
<v Speaker 1>until she found out she was being replaced by Glenn Close.

0:37:31.520 --> 0:37:35.200
<v Speaker 1>To say she was devastated is an understatement. You know,

0:37:35.200 --> 0:37:39.160
<v Speaker 1>there's always going to be some kind of stuff going

0:37:39.200 --> 0:37:40.960
<v Speaker 1>on in a musical. That's just the nature of a musical.

0:37:41.000 --> 0:37:43.080
<v Speaker 1>But it was a great company, We had a great time.

0:37:43.239 --> 0:37:46.120
<v Speaker 1>It was the exterior information that was coming to me

0:37:46.440 --> 0:37:49.080
<v Speaker 1>that was very painful. I mean, clearly, when I didn't

0:37:49.080 --> 0:37:51.880
<v Speaker 1>get the reviews Andrew wanted me to get, I was

0:37:52.000 --> 0:37:54.200
<v Speaker 1>on the chopping block. But I didn't find that out

0:37:54.560 --> 0:37:57.600
<v Speaker 1>until after Glenn Close opened in New York and Vincent

0:37:57.640 --> 0:38:01.080
<v Speaker 1>Canby gave her this review against my ad review. Meantime,

0:38:01.120 --> 0:38:04.520
<v Speaker 1>I'm getting standing ovations in in London and there's nothing

0:38:04.520 --> 0:38:06.719
<v Speaker 1>about me in the press in London because I show

0:38:06.800 --> 0:38:09.520
<v Speaker 1>up every night. I'm turning in my working Yeah, but

0:38:09.640 --> 0:38:11.640
<v Speaker 1>Andrew wanted something else, and the way they got me

0:38:11.680 --> 0:38:13.520
<v Speaker 1>out was the way they were going to get me

0:38:13.560 --> 0:38:17.080
<v Speaker 1>out was to have me quit because of the the

0:38:17.200 --> 0:38:21.640
<v Speaker 1>barrage of negative publicity, and my agents and the lawyers

0:38:21.640 --> 0:38:23.080
<v Speaker 1>said stay on stage. And I don't know if it

0:38:23.120 --> 0:38:26.200
<v Speaker 1>was worth it, because it was really painful, and months

0:38:26.200 --> 0:38:28.799
<v Speaker 1>before I closed, I got a telephone call from my agent.

0:38:28.880 --> 0:38:31.799
<v Speaker 1>I'm in the dressing room getting ready for the show.

0:38:31.840 --> 0:38:33.680
<v Speaker 1>I called my my agent called. He said he's sitting

0:38:33.680 --> 0:38:35.880
<v Speaker 1>down and said yeah. He said, you've been fired. Glenn

0:38:35.880 --> 0:38:37.799
<v Speaker 1>Close was replacing you in New York and he went.

0:38:39.080 --> 0:38:40.719
<v Speaker 1>And I got up and had batting practice in my

0:38:40.800 --> 0:38:43.359
<v Speaker 1>dressing room with a you know, a floor lamp, and left.

0:38:43.640 --> 0:38:45.440
<v Speaker 1>Did They could hear me crying and screaming, and the

0:38:45.480 --> 0:38:48.560
<v Speaker 1>company came up and uh, company manager, I said, I've

0:38:48.560 --> 0:38:50.440
<v Speaker 1>been fired. I said, I'm leaving. I'm going by. I

0:38:50.480 --> 0:38:52.600
<v Speaker 1>can't take this anymore. And if people say, what would

0:38:52.640 --> 0:38:53.880
<v Speaker 1>you do for you saw Andrew again, I said, it's

0:38:53.880 --> 0:38:55.680
<v Speaker 1>not what I would do, It's what my husband would do.

0:38:56.920 --> 0:39:01.560
<v Speaker 1>Because whatever I had to absorb, I then took out

0:39:01.560 --> 0:39:03.799
<v Speaker 1>on my husband when I came home. And that was

0:39:03.840 --> 0:39:05.600
<v Speaker 1>like I went into therapy. I was on prozac. It

0:39:05.680 --> 0:39:08.000
<v Speaker 1>was like it was like a long healing process because

0:39:08.040 --> 0:39:09.799
<v Speaker 1>I had to absorb it and I couldn't. There was

0:39:09.800 --> 0:39:11.200
<v Speaker 1>no place I could release it because I had to

0:39:11.239 --> 0:39:14.600
<v Speaker 1>perform every night and um that But that company was

0:39:14.640 --> 0:39:16.160
<v Speaker 1>extraordinary and we had a great time. We had a

0:39:16.200 --> 0:39:19.400
<v Speaker 1>great time. So after that you do Sweeney. Then the

0:39:19.440 --> 0:39:22.640
<v Speaker 1>next musical I do is Sweeney John Doe. Well, then

0:39:22.680 --> 0:39:26.440
<v Speaker 1>it's two thousand. This is interesting. I come home beat

0:39:26.880 --> 0:39:32.360
<v Speaker 1>up emotionally and also physically. I find out through a

0:39:32.600 --> 0:39:36.520
<v Speaker 1>routine eye examination that I am in the middle of

0:39:36.560 --> 0:39:39.959
<v Speaker 1>detached retinas in both eyes. There's like four hundred shots

0:39:39.960 --> 0:39:42.839
<v Speaker 1>of laser and one eye two fifty in the other eye.

0:39:43.040 --> 0:39:46.920
<v Speaker 1>Kevin Anderson gets into a life threatening motorcycle accident, and

0:39:46.960 --> 0:39:49.760
<v Speaker 1>Bob Baby and the choreographer comes down with a really

0:39:49.760 --> 0:39:52.520
<v Speaker 1>really severe case of I don't shingles or something. So

0:39:52.640 --> 0:39:55.759
<v Speaker 1>three of us are manifesting illness at the end of

0:39:55.800 --> 0:39:59.319
<v Speaker 1>this experience, which was so bad. So I take time

0:39:59.360 --> 0:40:02.960
<v Speaker 1>to heal and I do a movie. I do bits

0:40:03.000 --> 0:40:06.160
<v Speaker 1>and pieces. But the next big thing that comes comes

0:40:06.200 --> 0:40:09.520
<v Speaker 1>on the heels of breast cancer. They say, do you

0:40:09.560 --> 0:40:12.000
<v Speaker 1>want to play Nelly love It and Sweeney Todd with

0:40:12.040 --> 0:40:14.880
<v Speaker 1>the New York film Brent Turvill playing Sweeney. I went

0:40:15.080 --> 0:40:17.280
<v Speaker 1>first thing, I said to Steve no, because I've never

0:40:17.480 --> 0:40:20.279
<v Speaker 1>been cast in Asantei musical. They said, yes, he gives

0:40:20.320 --> 0:40:21.680
<v Speaker 1>the privileg said, of course I do. But this is

0:40:21.680 --> 0:40:24.000
<v Speaker 1>a year earlier. Within that year, I find out that

0:40:24.080 --> 0:40:26.960
<v Speaker 1>I have breast cancer. And what happens as I deal

0:40:27.000 --> 0:40:28.879
<v Speaker 1>with it. There's nothing else I can do but deal

0:40:28.920 --> 0:40:31.160
<v Speaker 1>with it and go through radiation. On my last day

0:40:31.160 --> 0:40:33.440
<v Speaker 1>of radiation, start rehearsal for Sweeney Todd in the New

0:40:33.520 --> 0:40:39.840
<v Speaker 1>York Film. And it's yes, the quintessential New York moment

0:40:40.640 --> 0:40:44.040
<v Speaker 1>the New York Philharmonic on a New York stage in

0:40:44.080 --> 0:40:48.440
<v Speaker 1>a New Yorker's production. And that was an unbelievable experience

0:40:51.080 --> 0:40:59.040
<v Speaker 1>from the oven. What is that? It's priest, have a

0:40:59.080 --> 0:41:03.360
<v Speaker 1>little priest? Is it really good? It's too good at least,

0:41:03.960 --> 0:41:06.680
<v Speaker 1>then again, they don't calm it since all on the flesh.

0:41:07.440 --> 0:41:12.839
<v Speaker 1>That was pretty fresh. Now, let's talk about Mami's last play.

0:41:13.480 --> 0:41:16.520
<v Speaker 1>So here, your last venture in New York is you

0:41:16.640 --> 0:41:20.160
<v Speaker 1>with your old buddy. So he calls you. He's got

0:41:20.200 --> 0:41:22.759
<v Speaker 1>the play, and he called you. I called him. I

0:41:22.800 --> 0:41:25.840
<v Speaker 1>saw November, and I saw after the play. I saw

0:41:26.160 --> 0:41:28.919
<v Speaker 1>as his wife, Rebecca Pigeon. I said, Rebecca, I'm hitting

0:41:28.960 --> 0:41:31.640
<v Speaker 1>David up for a play. It's too long. It's too

0:41:31.640 --> 0:41:34.080
<v Speaker 1>long that we've worked together. And I wrote him a

0:41:34.120 --> 0:41:35.640
<v Speaker 1>letter and I said, I don't want a relationship to

0:41:35.719 --> 0:41:38.080
<v Speaker 1>end with the old neighborhood. I said, let's do something.

0:41:38.640 --> 0:41:40.040
<v Speaker 1>And then he called me and he said, do you

0:41:40.120 --> 0:41:42.960
<v Speaker 1>know who Cathy Bodin is? And I did, but he didn't,

0:41:43.200 --> 0:41:45.400
<v Speaker 1>and and then he started to tell me about he

0:41:45.440 --> 0:41:47.480
<v Speaker 1>was right. He was thinking about writing a play about

0:41:47.800 --> 0:41:50.719
<v Speaker 1>the weatherman or the an anarchist. And I went, oh cool.

0:41:50.719 --> 0:41:53.279
<v Speaker 1>And then then I found out this was last year.

0:41:53.320 --> 0:41:54.600
<v Speaker 1>And then I found out that the play was being

0:41:54.640 --> 0:41:56.719
<v Speaker 1>done in London, and I went, no, no, no, man,

0:41:57.120 --> 0:41:58.840
<v Speaker 1>I said, I have to play this part. And I

0:41:58.840 --> 0:42:00.279
<v Speaker 1>wrote to him and I said, is this the we

0:42:00.280 --> 0:42:01.719
<v Speaker 1>were talking about? It? Said they don't want me in

0:42:01.719 --> 0:42:03.600
<v Speaker 1>London because they don't want me in London? But can

0:42:03.640 --> 0:42:04.560
<v Speaker 1>I do it in New York? And you call me

0:42:04.600 --> 0:42:07.239
<v Speaker 1>said screw London, let's do it now. So that's how

0:42:07.280 --> 0:42:09.600
<v Speaker 1>that happened. I knew it was a risk, but that

0:42:09.719 --> 0:42:11.680
<v Speaker 1>you know you, I always take a risk with David,

0:42:11.760 --> 0:42:15.000
<v Speaker 1>and I had You've been directed by David before a

0:42:15.040 --> 0:42:18.040
<v Speaker 1>lot more often than you, more comfortable with him in

0:42:18.120 --> 0:42:22.000
<v Speaker 1>both the aspects. And we talked about because I came

0:42:22.040 --> 0:42:26.240
<v Speaker 1>and saw you that last performance, and we talked about

0:42:26.239 --> 0:42:32.120
<v Speaker 1>how the financing and the financiers themselves have changed a lot,

0:42:32.160 --> 0:42:34.320
<v Speaker 1>which is if they don't get those results very very quickly,

0:42:34.800 --> 0:42:38.160
<v Speaker 1>they jump, They put the parachute. This is a risky play.

0:42:38.239 --> 0:42:41.000
<v Speaker 1>And you know what Broadway should be, what Broadway is

0:42:41.040 --> 0:42:48.120
<v Speaker 1>supposed to be, which is a vehicle for every idea.

0:42:48.520 --> 0:42:54.239
<v Speaker 1>And I also am frustrated with the producers that have

0:42:54.480 --> 0:42:57.040
<v Speaker 1>made gobs of money. They should have a Levy text

0:42:57.719 --> 0:43:00.960
<v Speaker 1>attacks Levy against them. They should open a black box theater.

0:43:01.040 --> 0:43:03.560
<v Speaker 1>They should support all the new play rights and composers.

0:43:03.840 --> 0:43:05.799
<v Speaker 1>There should be a great deal of support. Art is

0:43:05.800 --> 0:43:08.839
<v Speaker 1>the soul of a nation, and our art is not

0:43:08.960 --> 0:43:13.960
<v Speaker 1>being supported. They developed, yes, and it's very, very very depressing.

0:43:14.040 --> 0:43:16.479
<v Speaker 1>It's very depressing. If I go back on the stage

0:43:16.480 --> 0:43:17.880
<v Speaker 1>in New York, I'm going to find out who the

0:43:17.920 --> 0:43:20.239
<v Speaker 1>producers are and who their partners are, and I'm going

0:43:20.320 --> 0:43:21.920
<v Speaker 1>to sit down and talk to them. And I want

0:43:21.920 --> 0:43:24.000
<v Speaker 1>to find out what their marketing campaign is, what their

0:43:24.000 --> 0:43:27.400
<v Speaker 1>marketing you know, yes, you definitely, And I want to

0:43:27.440 --> 0:43:29.640
<v Speaker 1>pay and play, which you don't have pair play on Broadway.

0:43:29.680 --> 0:43:31.600
<v Speaker 1>You don't have that. But you know they don't think

0:43:31.600 --> 0:43:34.560
<v Speaker 1>we take the risk with them. We most certainly do.

0:43:34.680 --> 0:43:37.640
<v Speaker 1>Actually we book out the pair play concept is in

0:43:37.680 --> 0:43:40.320
<v Speaker 1>films is important because we book out and sometimes you

0:43:40.400 --> 0:43:42.319
<v Speaker 1>gotta take it deeper. I think maybe I shouldn't care

0:43:42.400 --> 0:43:45.080
<v Speaker 1>so much. I don't know whether that's true, Alec would

0:43:45.120 --> 0:43:48.800
<v Speaker 1>it would not, It would reflect in your performance, do

0:43:48.880 --> 0:43:50.200
<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean? I think that you can

0:43:50.239 --> 0:43:52.680
<v Speaker 1>see when people care and when you an audiences can

0:43:52.680 --> 0:43:54.960
<v Speaker 1>see when they don't care, because you see, because you

0:43:55.040 --> 0:43:58.239
<v Speaker 1>see like someone in the years I've bumped into you,

0:43:58.480 --> 0:44:02.520
<v Speaker 1>run into you, known you, known you better. You seem

0:44:02.560 --> 0:44:04.960
<v Speaker 1>to care of the exact same amount as you used to.

0:44:05.120 --> 0:44:07.440
<v Speaker 1>I love what I do, and I love the audience,

0:44:07.480 --> 0:44:09.040
<v Speaker 1>and I love the fact that I get to do it,

0:44:09.280 --> 0:44:12.520
<v Speaker 1>and I love I love our craft very very much,

0:44:12.560 --> 0:44:15.880
<v Speaker 1>and it's it's a noble craft. We have a responsibility

0:44:15.920 --> 0:44:17.760
<v Speaker 1>to it and to the audience and to the playwright

0:44:17.760 --> 0:44:21.160
<v Speaker 1>into the message. I won't ever care less if the

0:44:21.239 --> 0:44:30.799
<v Speaker 1>sky you should fall into those and the storms all

0:44:31.000 --> 0:44:46.560
<v Speaker 1>laurron me the we have known. I will sing him

0:44:46.600 --> 0:44:51.759
<v Speaker 1>to Love. Next month, Patti Lapone will go on a

0:44:51.880 --> 0:44:56.359
<v Speaker 1>national tour with her concert entitled Far Away Places. This

0:44:56.480 --> 0:44:58.680
<v Speaker 1>is Him to Love from the c D of the

0:44:58.719 --> 0:45:02.920
<v Speaker 1>same name. Her book, Patti Lapone a memoir is now

0:45:03.000 --> 0:45:07.000
<v Speaker 1>available both in hardcover and as an e book. So

0:45:07.040 --> 0:45:08.360
<v Speaker 1>the last thing I want to say to you is

0:45:08.400 --> 0:45:12.200
<v Speaker 1>a content and a question embedded in a content, and

0:45:12.239 --> 0:45:13.880
<v Speaker 1>that is and I want to say this as carefully

0:45:13.880 --> 0:45:15.280
<v Speaker 1>as I can, because I don't want to give myself

0:45:15.280 --> 0:45:18.399
<v Speaker 1>in trouble. Watching you perform, Patty, sometimes it's like having

0:45:18.480 --> 0:45:21.400
<v Speaker 1>sex with you, and it's like a sexual It's like sex.

0:45:22.239 --> 0:45:24.160
<v Speaker 1>When you do what you do, it's like it's like

0:45:24.400 --> 0:45:26.759
<v Speaker 1>and when you're done, I almost get this feeling like

0:45:26.760 --> 0:45:28.360
<v Speaker 1>you're looking at me personally, look at me, going you

0:45:28.360 --> 0:45:30.600
<v Speaker 1>really enjoyed that, dude? That was good for you, wasn't it?

0:45:31.280 --> 0:45:34.239
<v Speaker 1>Do you realize? My question is do you realize the

0:45:34.360 --> 0:45:38.160
<v Speaker 1>effect you have on people? Do you know when you

0:45:38.239 --> 0:45:40.600
<v Speaker 1>come out there? Can you feel how much they're digging

0:45:40.640 --> 0:45:43.000
<v Speaker 1>what you do? You must be able to feel it. Well,

0:45:43.400 --> 0:45:46.200
<v Speaker 1>I don't know. If I don't go out there going

0:45:46.280 --> 0:45:48.319
<v Speaker 1>they're gonna dig me. I go out there, and I

0:45:48.360 --> 0:45:50.919
<v Speaker 1>do know that the people that have come to see

0:45:50.960 --> 0:45:56.839
<v Speaker 1>me know that I have them in mind and that

0:45:56.800 --> 0:46:00.200
<v Speaker 1>they already have them on my side. They know that

0:46:00.280 --> 0:46:02.839
<v Speaker 1>I'm doing it for them. They It just it could

0:46:02.840 --> 0:46:05.480
<v Speaker 1>be a persona could be a body language thing, but

0:46:05.560 --> 0:46:08.640
<v Speaker 1>they know that I know they're there. And the differences

0:46:09.120 --> 0:46:12.799
<v Speaker 1>when when actors don't acknowledge the audience, the audience can't come.

0:46:14.080 --> 0:46:17.239
<v Speaker 1>When an actor acknowledges the audience, then you can have

0:46:17.360 --> 0:46:27.920
<v Speaker 1>a moment of ecstasy and I'm doing something talking and

0:46:28.000 --> 0:46:32.160
<v Speaker 1>a gipsy gips. This is Alec Baldwin and you're listening

0:46:32.200 --> 0:46:33.319
<v Speaker 1>to here's the thing.