1 00:00:00,440 --> 00:00:03,640 Speaker 1: This is Alec Baldwin and you're listening to Here's the thing. 2 00:00:17,800 --> 00:00:22,360 Speaker 1: According to the online Urban Dictionary, today's guest has become 3 00:00:22,360 --> 00:00:27,120 Speaker 1: a verb. To LuPone is quote to give an outstanding 4 00:00:27,200 --> 00:00:31,880 Speaker 1: theatrical performance, to make an audience revel in, open mouthed 5 00:00:31,920 --> 00:00:37,280 Speaker 1: awe at your unparalleled brilliance. Unquote. Won't fry for me 6 00:00:37,840 --> 00:00:44,760 Speaker 1: a gentry in a The truth is I left you 7 00:00:46,200 --> 00:00:52,600 Speaker 1: all through my wild days, my mad existance, I kept 8 00:00:52,720 --> 00:01:01,480 Speaker 1: my proms your distance. Paddy Lapone as twenty six Broadway 9 00:01:01,520 --> 00:01:04,920 Speaker 1: credits to date and has won two Tonies, one for 10 00:01:05,000 --> 00:01:08,800 Speaker 1: a Vida and one for Gypsy in London. She originated 11 00:01:08,840 --> 00:01:12,560 Speaker 1: the role of Norma Desmond in Sunset Boulevard and Fantine 12 00:01:12,880 --> 00:01:16,160 Speaker 1: in Le Miserabla, for which she won an Olivier Award. 13 00:01:16,760 --> 00:01:20,360 Speaker 1: She's worked in film and on television, most notably as 14 00:01:20,400 --> 00:01:23,800 Speaker 1: the mom on the ABC drama Life Goes On. Before 15 00:01:23,840 --> 00:01:26,720 Speaker 1: all this success, Patty was in the first class of 16 00:01:26,720 --> 00:01:31,399 Speaker 1: the Drama Division at Juilliard, in which seems like a 17 00:01:31,440 --> 00:01:34,560 Speaker 1: reasonable place to start dreaming of a career in the theater. 18 00:01:35,200 --> 00:01:39,520 Speaker 1: But Patty lapone story really begins even earlier. I knew 19 00:01:39,640 --> 00:01:41,839 Speaker 1: when I was a kid that I had a Broadway voice. 20 00:01:41,840 --> 00:01:43,760 Speaker 1: I wanted to be a rocker because I grew up 21 00:01:43,760 --> 00:01:49,280 Speaker 1: in that era, transistor radios at the beach, The Rascals 22 00:01:49,560 --> 00:01:52,320 Speaker 1: we started in the fifties, Little Anthony and the Imperials. 23 00:01:52,320 --> 00:01:54,800 Speaker 1: I mean, all through the fifties and sixties and seventies, 24 00:01:55,160 --> 00:01:56,880 Speaker 1: I knew I didn't have a rock voice. Though I 25 00:01:56,920 --> 00:01:59,840 Speaker 1: knew I had a Broadway voice. This this is all 26 00:02:00,040 --> 00:02:06,160 Speaker 1: instinctual behavior, completely instinctual behavior. And my mom listened to 27 00:02:06,200 --> 00:02:10,519 Speaker 1: opera and my dad listened to jazz. He was a 28 00:02:10,520 --> 00:02:13,760 Speaker 1: principle of an elementary school on Long Island and Northport, 29 00:02:13,919 --> 00:02:18,360 Speaker 1: and my mom was a housewife, a homemaker. HOWI twin 30 00:02:18,400 --> 00:02:21,360 Speaker 1: brothers and me, you know, typical in a ranch house 31 00:02:21,360 --> 00:02:26,440 Speaker 1: on Long Island. Yeah, exactly. And I was enrolled in 32 00:02:26,919 --> 00:02:30,200 Speaker 1: dance at four years old, and I fell in love 33 00:02:30,240 --> 00:02:32,960 Speaker 1: with the stage. But that wasn't really the first inkling 34 00:02:33,040 --> 00:02:35,639 Speaker 1: of some sort of connection to the stage. My mother 35 00:02:35,720 --> 00:02:38,600 Speaker 1: used to troop me out in front of guests to 36 00:02:38,720 --> 00:02:41,800 Speaker 1: do my Marilyn Monroe imitation. And I don't even know 37 00:02:41,880 --> 00:02:44,400 Speaker 1: how I came up with this, but I would come out, 38 00:02:44,440 --> 00:02:46,120 Speaker 1: they'd laugh, and I'd go, oh, this is cool, Like 39 00:02:46,200 --> 00:02:48,400 Speaker 1: you know, I was. I was pretty astute when I 40 00:02:48,440 --> 00:02:51,919 Speaker 1: was very very young and pretty. So I started dancing, 41 00:02:51,960 --> 00:02:54,040 Speaker 1: and I fell in love with the audience, and so 42 00:02:54,200 --> 00:02:58,320 Speaker 1: the performance aspect started very very young in dance. When 43 00:02:58,400 --> 00:03:01,960 Speaker 1: Juilliard happened, it didn't happen. Well. My my brother attended 44 00:03:01,960 --> 00:03:04,080 Speaker 1: the dance division of the Juilliard School and told me 45 00:03:04,120 --> 00:03:06,480 Speaker 1: that they were starting a drama division. I actually had 46 00:03:06,480 --> 00:03:09,040 Speaker 1: moved into New York City and was auditioning for musicals 47 00:03:09,040 --> 00:03:11,119 Speaker 1: and working. And I just wanted to be in musicals 48 00:03:11,120 --> 00:03:13,280 Speaker 1: and hang out in New York City and party. And 49 00:03:14,400 --> 00:03:16,720 Speaker 1: I auditioned and I got in. And what happened in 50 00:03:16,760 --> 00:03:18,359 Speaker 1: the four years the course of the four years of 51 00:03:18,400 --> 00:03:20,600 Speaker 1: the Juilliard schools, I fell out of love with musical 52 00:03:20,680 --> 00:03:23,160 Speaker 1: and in love with classical theater. And I was actually 53 00:03:23,160 --> 00:03:27,240 Speaker 1: trained as a classical actress. So we did know a 54 00:03:27,240 --> 00:03:31,520 Speaker 1: lot of other great classical actors. Yes, Kevin Klein, David Stires, 55 00:03:31,840 --> 00:03:36,080 Speaker 1: David Schram, Mary Louisato, and then of course the classes 56 00:03:36,120 --> 00:03:39,840 Speaker 1: below me have gained more recognition than my class did. 57 00:03:39,880 --> 00:03:42,920 Speaker 1: We were the very first class. But that girl from 58 00:03:43,040 --> 00:03:46,680 Speaker 1: Northport who's doing Marilyn Monroe impersonations in the ranch House 59 00:03:46,720 --> 00:03:49,000 Speaker 1: with your family. What's that like for you, that transition 60 00:03:49,080 --> 00:03:51,640 Speaker 1: to be in that very heavy, sophisticated well, it was. 61 00:03:51,880 --> 00:03:53,320 Speaker 1: It was tough for me because I was not a 62 00:03:53,320 --> 00:03:56,360 Speaker 1: favorite at school. My best friend, who I met in 63 00:03:56,400 --> 00:04:00,160 Speaker 1: the first year, Nancy Nichols, was a favorite and I 64 00:04:00,200 --> 00:04:02,200 Speaker 1: was not. But Nancy and I would always pile around 65 00:04:02,200 --> 00:04:04,800 Speaker 1: together and make trouble, but Nancy would get the roles 66 00:04:04,840 --> 00:04:07,920 Speaker 1: and I would not. And that went on for several years. 67 00:04:07,960 --> 00:04:10,440 Speaker 1: I think it was only my third year when I 68 00:04:10,480 --> 00:04:12,960 Speaker 1: realized that they were trying to throw me out of school. 69 00:04:13,440 --> 00:04:16,000 Speaker 1: And what they did. They couldn't throw me up because 70 00:04:16,000 --> 00:04:18,280 Speaker 1: I didn't like my personality. But what they did was 71 00:04:18,320 --> 00:04:20,600 Speaker 1: that through every conceivable role in my direction to make 72 00:04:20,640 --> 00:04:23,040 Speaker 1: me fail as an actor. But what happened was they 73 00:04:23,040 --> 00:04:26,240 Speaker 1: why do you think that they didn't like Yeah, they 74 00:04:26,279 --> 00:04:29,279 Speaker 1: didn't like me. They or that you know, I didn't 75 00:04:29,279 --> 00:04:33,680 Speaker 1: get cut every year students got cut, So we started 76 00:04:33,680 --> 00:04:37,680 Speaker 1: with her. Over the years, we ended up with the 77 00:04:37,760 --> 00:04:40,000 Speaker 1: seventeen of the original thirty six. In the fourth year, 78 00:04:40,240 --> 00:04:43,600 Speaker 1: I never got cut. So I'm confused as to why 79 00:04:43,600 --> 00:04:46,320 Speaker 1: that actually happened, because why didn't they just cut me, 80 00:04:46,600 --> 00:04:49,880 Speaker 1: possibly because every role I played I succeeded in. But 81 00:04:49,960 --> 00:04:52,599 Speaker 1: what they did was they trained one actor in my 82 00:04:52,720 --> 00:04:55,960 Speaker 1: class and versatility, and the rest of them were pigeonholed, 83 00:04:56,080 --> 00:05:00,560 Speaker 1: as you know, life will pigeonhole you into exactly the 84 00:05:00,600 --> 00:05:03,440 Speaker 1: supret the leading lady, the character woman. But I went 85 00:05:03,600 --> 00:05:07,719 Speaker 1: back and forth, back and forth, back and forth, which 86 00:05:08,040 --> 00:05:13,080 Speaker 1: taught me that I could. There were no boundaries, no, 87 00:05:13,240 --> 00:05:15,320 Speaker 1: And if you look at my history, I've done more 88 00:05:15,360 --> 00:05:17,880 Speaker 1: places than I've done musicals. But because I guess the 89 00:05:17,960 --> 00:05:20,440 Speaker 1: voice is a powerful instrument, do you know what I mean? 90 00:05:20,640 --> 00:05:24,560 Speaker 1: And it's an American cultural event. The American the brought 91 00:05:24,640 --> 00:05:27,760 Speaker 1: the musical, not the broad Also the music that you've performed. 92 00:05:28,160 --> 00:05:30,560 Speaker 1: When someone is as successful as you, And I've said 93 00:05:30,560 --> 00:05:34,760 Speaker 1: this to people who have careers of music beyond the theater, 94 00:05:34,960 --> 00:05:39,240 Speaker 1: as as leading actresses in the theater. Music distinguishes things 95 00:05:39,279 --> 00:05:42,279 Speaker 1: because it's a product you can consume anywhere. You know, 96 00:05:42,360 --> 00:05:44,960 Speaker 1: your career goes to another level where I can drive 97 00:05:44,960 --> 00:05:47,480 Speaker 1: in my car and listen to the soundtracks anything goes. 98 00:05:48,480 --> 00:05:50,200 Speaker 1: I can be on the beach and I can listen 99 00:05:50,240 --> 00:05:54,200 Speaker 1: to the soundtrack from Sweeney Todd Music performers will always 100 00:05:54,240 --> 00:05:57,119 Speaker 1: have the upper hand on actors. But you were saying, 101 00:05:57,120 --> 00:06:00,719 Speaker 1: how you um the versatility thing? You you were almost 102 00:06:00,760 --> 00:06:04,560 Speaker 1: forced to embrace this versatility to survive. And you graduate 103 00:06:04,600 --> 00:06:08,880 Speaker 1: from that program the first class graduates. What year and 104 00:06:08,920 --> 00:06:11,760 Speaker 1: where do you go? John Houseman? So in our third 105 00:06:11,839 --> 00:06:15,320 Speaker 1: year he presented a season to um the prominent people 106 00:06:15,400 --> 00:06:19,400 Speaker 1: in New York theater and critics, and mel Gussa was 107 00:06:19,440 --> 00:06:21,240 Speaker 1: the one that said. Mel Gussa was a second string 108 00:06:21,240 --> 00:06:22,640 Speaker 1: critic for the New York Times, and he was the 109 00:06:22,640 --> 00:06:25,080 Speaker 1: one that said, why break this company up? Why not 110 00:06:25,160 --> 00:06:28,359 Speaker 1: form a permanent acting company? Which was John's q And 111 00:06:28,440 --> 00:06:31,960 Speaker 1: when we graduated, he handed us our equity card and 112 00:06:32,279 --> 00:06:35,240 Speaker 1: four years. But we stayed for four years of touring 113 00:06:35,279 --> 00:06:39,960 Speaker 1: the country performing classical plays in true revolving rep, which 114 00:06:40,000 --> 00:06:42,440 Speaker 1: is a different play every single night. So we got 115 00:06:42,480 --> 00:06:45,840 Speaker 1: even more training because in our first year we lost 116 00:06:46,000 --> 00:06:48,760 Speaker 1: several bookings because we didn't know how to tour, We 117 00:06:48,760 --> 00:06:51,240 Speaker 1: didn't know how to maintain a performance. We only did 118 00:06:51,240 --> 00:06:53,599 Speaker 1: three at Juilliard and we had no idea what happened 119 00:06:53,600 --> 00:06:57,039 Speaker 1: on the fourth And that sounds crazy, but it's we lost. 120 00:06:57,320 --> 00:07:00,200 Speaker 1: Do you think this acting company idea, and the worry 121 00:07:00,279 --> 00:07:02,120 Speaker 1: was what Housman had up a sleeve the whole time 122 00:07:02,120 --> 00:07:04,960 Speaker 1: when he instigated the Juilliard program. No, I don't think so. 123 00:07:05,279 --> 00:07:09,520 Speaker 1: You know, the training was intense and emotionally intense, psychologically intense, 124 00:07:09,600 --> 00:07:15,920 Speaker 1: physically intense. But there was one production where the company 125 00:07:15,960 --> 00:07:19,880 Speaker 1: formed an invisible circle of support around each other, and 126 00:07:19,960 --> 00:07:24,960 Speaker 1: that was his. He saw the ensemble and I remember, 127 00:07:25,080 --> 00:07:28,840 Speaker 1: I mean, I know it was. It bores Tomorrow's production 128 00:07:28,960 --> 00:07:31,360 Speaker 1: of of You from the Bridge, and oh, I could 129 00:07:31,400 --> 00:07:36,400 Speaker 1: cry now thinking of it. It was an extraordinarily powerful 130 00:07:36,480 --> 00:07:43,840 Speaker 1: experience to be a student actor but in a professional mindset. 131 00:07:44,040 --> 00:07:47,960 Speaker 1: And I remember our curtain call and the pride and 132 00:07:48,000 --> 00:07:54,360 Speaker 1: the power, and it was an amazing moment that changed 133 00:07:54,400 --> 00:07:56,960 Speaker 1: the course of all of us. And we understood what 134 00:07:57,120 --> 00:08:00,040 Speaker 1: ensemble mean, and we understood what support meant, and we 135 00:08:00,120 --> 00:08:03,040 Speaker 1: understood the power we had as individuals and as actors. 136 00:08:03,800 --> 00:08:08,200 Speaker 1: And John saw that in his actors. There's been a 137 00:08:08,240 --> 00:08:11,200 Speaker 1: couple of experiences that I've had that it's that same 138 00:08:11,720 --> 00:08:14,440 Speaker 1: ensemble mentality. So that's the other thing I have to interject. 139 00:08:15,040 --> 00:08:17,960 Speaker 1: When I left Juilliard and left the acting company, and 140 00:08:18,000 --> 00:08:19,880 Speaker 1: then of course landed musicals. We all did, by the 141 00:08:19,880 --> 00:08:23,560 Speaker 1: way David Stys did, Kevin did, um many did. We 142 00:08:23,640 --> 00:08:27,200 Speaker 1: all ended musicals. But there's only a couple of times 143 00:08:27,240 --> 00:08:29,360 Speaker 1: where I felt I had that kind of ensemble. And 144 00:08:29,560 --> 00:08:31,480 Speaker 1: one was Limas in London because it was a Royal 145 00:08:31,480 --> 00:08:35,320 Speaker 1: Shakespeare Company actors, and the other was Gypsy, where every 146 00:08:35,320 --> 00:08:39,400 Speaker 1: actor owned their part, big or small, and gave themselves 147 00:08:39,520 --> 00:08:41,960 Speaker 1: to the play every single night. The other one was 148 00:08:42,000 --> 00:08:45,280 Speaker 1: Sweeney Too, because and our stage manager said in Sweeney 149 00:08:45,280 --> 00:08:47,600 Speaker 1: that we acted more like a band than a bunch 150 00:08:47,600 --> 00:08:51,319 Speaker 1: of actors. So the acting company thing less for how 151 00:08:51,360 --> 00:08:53,560 Speaker 1: long you didn't have I did it for four years. 152 00:08:53,600 --> 00:08:55,559 Speaker 1: Nobody goes in for four years anymore. We all did 153 00:08:55,600 --> 00:08:57,440 Speaker 1: it for four years, and you know, I thought about 154 00:08:57,440 --> 00:08:59,840 Speaker 1: the I don't know why we stayed, except we thought, 155 00:08:59,840 --> 00:09:02,400 Speaker 1: I'm sure we all went we are not going to 156 00:09:02,400 --> 00:09:05,200 Speaker 1: be able to play these parts in real life. And 157 00:09:05,240 --> 00:09:06,920 Speaker 1: that was back in a time when they were the 158 00:09:07,040 --> 00:09:10,640 Speaker 1: very last vapors in the air here in New York 159 00:09:10,800 --> 00:09:13,360 Speaker 1: of the Old Way, and the old way was you 160 00:09:13,400 --> 00:09:16,160 Speaker 1: went downtown and you carried a spear for Joe, where 161 00:09:16,160 --> 00:09:17,559 Speaker 1: you carried a spear in the park, and there was 162 00:09:17,559 --> 00:09:19,800 Speaker 1: an apprenticeship in the theater, and if you didn't have 163 00:09:19,880 --> 00:09:23,320 Speaker 1: credit in the theater, Raoul and Chris Walking and Sigourney 164 00:09:23,480 --> 00:09:26,680 Speaker 1: and you and Kevin and everybody, everybody who were the 165 00:09:26,720 --> 00:09:30,280 Speaker 1: princes and princesses and Mandy of the theater in New York, 166 00:09:30,720 --> 00:09:33,560 Speaker 1: that's where you headed. So when you finished the acting 167 00:09:33,600 --> 00:09:35,880 Speaker 1: company and you've decided, you know, you've done enough, it's 168 00:09:35,920 --> 00:09:38,760 Speaker 1: four years, which was a typical of people, Then where 169 00:09:38,760 --> 00:09:41,520 Speaker 1: do you go? Then? Um, we came home, Kevin and 170 00:09:41,559 --> 00:09:45,600 Speaker 1: I came home. And so you you're with Kevin Kevin 171 00:09:45,600 --> 00:09:49,160 Speaker 1: and you're Kevin and you were a couple for seven years. 172 00:09:49,480 --> 00:09:51,480 Speaker 1: We broke up, we got back together, we broke up, 173 00:09:51,520 --> 00:09:54,319 Speaker 1: we got back together, we broke up, we got backing. 174 00:09:54,480 --> 00:09:56,559 Speaker 1: Can you imagine the children you would have had for him? 175 00:09:57,000 --> 00:10:00,680 Speaker 1: Could God in Heaven, good God, would have a theater 176 00:10:00,760 --> 00:10:04,440 Speaker 1: big enough to house that person's ego and talent. So 177 00:10:04,760 --> 00:10:07,800 Speaker 1: we both came home and Kevin went off and did 178 00:10:07,920 --> 00:10:13,680 Speaker 1: a play. And I had auditioned for and didn't get 179 00:10:14,920 --> 00:10:17,800 Speaker 1: The Baker's Wife Steven Schwartz musical The Baker's Wife based 180 00:10:17,840 --> 00:10:25,880 Speaker 1: on Marcel But I got a telephone call from David 181 00:10:25,880 --> 00:10:29,400 Speaker 1: Merrick's general manager, Helen Nickerson, and to ask if I 182 00:10:29,440 --> 00:10:30,960 Speaker 1: was free, because they wanted me to come out to 183 00:10:31,080 --> 00:10:34,600 Speaker 1: LA to replace the leading lady. And I wanted to 184 00:10:34,640 --> 00:10:37,760 Speaker 1: do this musical so badly. So I went out and 185 00:10:37,800 --> 00:10:44,360 Speaker 1: I did my first big, gut wrenching rip out of 186 00:10:44,400 --> 00:10:50,640 Speaker 1: your body, squished heart, the most horrible, vulnerable experience of 187 00:10:50,679 --> 00:10:53,560 Speaker 1: my life. The baker's wife, Who does he think he is? 188 00:10:54,040 --> 00:10:56,640 Speaker 1: Who could be as handsome, who could be as smart 189 00:10:56,840 --> 00:10:59,480 Speaker 1: as he thinks he is? He just had to snap 190 00:10:59,559 --> 00:11:04,440 Speaker 1: his face. Good women fall uppart? What does he think 191 00:11:04,800 --> 00:11:12,440 Speaker 1: that a single way with them rise? And it was 192 00:11:12,520 --> 00:11:16,720 Speaker 1: an unbelievable disaster and we were on the road for 193 00:11:16,760 --> 00:11:21,320 Speaker 1: six months. That is that's the big question. It is 194 00:11:21,360 --> 00:11:24,880 Speaker 1: a great idea, it's a great film, and had Stephen 195 00:11:24,920 --> 00:11:28,319 Speaker 1: Schwartz music, It had John Milzino's last sets, Jennifer tipped 196 00:11:28,320 --> 00:11:31,839 Speaker 1: into the lights and theonyologist did the costumes. David Merrick 197 00:11:31,920 --> 00:11:34,640 Speaker 1: was producing. It had all the potential to be a 198 00:11:34,679 --> 00:11:38,800 Speaker 1: smash hit, and it got progressive. I joined two days 199 00:11:38,840 --> 00:11:42,920 Speaker 1: after they opened in l A. And it got progressively worse. 200 00:11:43,520 --> 00:11:45,920 Speaker 1: For you while you were doing no I thought it 201 00:11:45,960 --> 00:11:48,840 Speaker 1: was gonna be okay, but I didn't realize that nobody 202 00:11:48,880 --> 00:11:51,640 Speaker 1: realized what was really going to happen to us and 203 00:11:51,880 --> 00:11:55,600 Speaker 1: it and what did happen, Well, six people were fired. 204 00:11:55,840 --> 00:11:58,000 Speaker 1: The show never got better. David Merrick came out. One 205 00:11:58,040 --> 00:12:00,200 Speaker 1: of the most theatrical moments I've ever had in my 206 00:12:00,240 --> 00:12:03,680 Speaker 1: career was David Merrick showing up in San Francisco. We 207 00:12:03,720 --> 00:12:06,640 Speaker 1: were performing in San Francisco with no director. We were 208 00:12:06,679 --> 00:12:08,960 Speaker 1: told to stay after the show. They assembled us on 209 00:12:09,000 --> 00:12:12,160 Speaker 1: the stage and there was it was not lit except 210 00:12:12,200 --> 00:12:15,120 Speaker 1: for the ghost light. David Merrick shut up and stood 211 00:12:15,120 --> 00:12:17,040 Speaker 1: in front of the ghost light, so he was totally 212 00:12:17,480 --> 00:12:20,319 Speaker 1: back lit. Couldn't see his face, only saw the outline 213 00:12:20,360 --> 00:12:24,000 Speaker 1: of a long coat and a bowler hat, and proceeded 214 00:12:24,040 --> 00:12:27,520 Speaker 1: to ask us to go into rehearsal for nothing, so 215 00:12:27,559 --> 00:12:30,440 Speaker 1: that we could save this wonderful show. And it was 216 00:12:30,480 --> 00:12:34,839 Speaker 1: so dramatic, because he's incredibly dramatic, and so in the 217 00:12:34,920 --> 00:12:38,000 Speaker 1: light of day, everybody went, what we had just gotten 218 00:12:38,080 --> 00:12:40,960 Speaker 1: out of rehearsal for nothing. We were in rehearsal every 219 00:12:40,960 --> 00:12:44,680 Speaker 1: single day, performing at night for six months, and what 220 00:12:44,800 --> 00:12:47,600 Speaker 1: we rehearsed that day when in that night only to 221 00:12:47,640 --> 00:12:49,600 Speaker 1: rehearse the next day, and that stuff would come out, 222 00:12:49,600 --> 00:12:51,679 Speaker 1: some new stuff would go in that was not better 223 00:12:51,840 --> 00:12:54,640 Speaker 1: than what we had just taken. A little laboratory. We 224 00:12:54,840 --> 00:12:59,720 Speaker 1: were not but people were dying. The rats were dying. 225 00:13:00,000 --> 00:13:04,480 Speaker 1: That's losing air. Oh my god. It was so horrible. 226 00:13:04,520 --> 00:13:06,960 Speaker 1: And you know, there's an expression, Larry Gilbert's expression, if 227 00:13:07,040 --> 00:13:10,280 Speaker 1: Hitler were alive today, his punishment should be to send 228 00:13:10,320 --> 00:13:12,040 Speaker 1: him out on the road with a musical in trouble. 229 00:13:14,280 --> 00:13:16,040 Speaker 1: I did a movie once in the movie was going 230 00:13:16,040 --> 00:13:18,040 Speaker 1: really badly and said, this is as if the government 231 00:13:18,080 --> 00:13:20,920 Speaker 1: made movies. You know you, I've always said there's a 232 00:13:20,960 --> 00:13:22,640 Speaker 1: fine line between a hit and a flop, and it's 233 00:13:22,679 --> 00:13:24,720 Speaker 1: you don't know what it is. You don't know why 234 00:13:24,920 --> 00:13:26,640 Speaker 1: it is a hit, and you don't know why it 235 00:13:26,760 --> 00:13:29,559 Speaker 1: is a fun. You know, if it's really terrible, you 236 00:13:29,840 --> 00:13:31,280 Speaker 1: know right off the bat and you're not going to 237 00:13:31,360 --> 00:13:34,120 Speaker 1: take the job. But if it has the potential to 238 00:13:34,160 --> 00:13:36,000 Speaker 1: be a hit and ends up being a flop, you 239 00:13:36,040 --> 00:13:39,320 Speaker 1: can't figure it out. So you do this show and 240 00:13:40,960 --> 00:13:42,720 Speaker 1: when you come out of that, like, what's the lesson 241 00:13:42,760 --> 00:13:45,000 Speaker 1: for you? Was there something you said to yourself? Never 242 00:13:45,120 --> 00:13:47,760 Speaker 1: again am I going to know? I went into a 243 00:13:47,800 --> 00:13:51,080 Speaker 1: depression for nine months. I was on valium to sleep 244 00:13:51,160 --> 00:13:53,199 Speaker 1: for the six months and I went into a valium 245 00:13:53,280 --> 00:13:57,520 Speaker 1: depression for nine months, gained forty pounds, woke up, went 246 00:13:57,720 --> 00:14:02,640 Speaker 1: what the hell just happened? And I couldn't say. You 247 00:14:02,720 --> 00:14:06,480 Speaker 1: think like you? You care a lot. There's nothing casual 248 00:14:06,520 --> 00:14:10,079 Speaker 1: about you, there's nothing amateurish about you. You know, you're 249 00:14:10,160 --> 00:14:12,760 Speaker 1: very serious and you're very dedicated. You're very hard working 250 00:14:12,920 --> 00:14:16,240 Speaker 1: along with being very talented, and you feel these wounds. 251 00:14:16,280 --> 00:14:18,240 Speaker 1: Why do you think that is why? Well, our business 252 00:14:18,280 --> 00:14:21,320 Speaker 1: is subjective. It's all subjective, you know what I mean. 253 00:14:21,480 --> 00:14:23,400 Speaker 1: You talk to anybody from the baker's wife and they 254 00:14:23,400 --> 00:14:26,080 Speaker 1: can remember it as if it was yesterday, and there's 255 00:14:26,080 --> 00:14:29,200 Speaker 1: blood spilled and we became blood, a blood family. I 256 00:14:29,240 --> 00:14:32,120 Speaker 1: just ad to me Jerome, who's in phantom now and 257 00:14:32,200 --> 00:14:35,720 Speaker 1: we see each other, and that what we recall is 258 00:14:35,800 --> 00:14:38,760 Speaker 1: that bonding in that horrible experience and we can talk 259 00:14:38,800 --> 00:14:40,680 Speaker 1: about it as if it was yesterday. I think it's 260 00:14:40,720 --> 00:14:44,160 Speaker 1: because you know it happened to us. Of course it 261 00:14:44,240 --> 00:14:46,280 Speaker 1: happened to the creators, but they're not on stage. We're 262 00:14:46,320 --> 00:14:49,200 Speaker 1: on stage, succeeding or failing in front of an audience. 263 00:14:49,200 --> 00:14:52,080 Speaker 1: We're on stage being judged by the audience. Were the messengers, 264 00:14:52,200 --> 00:14:53,920 Speaker 1: We're the ones who take the hit. We take the 265 00:14:54,000 --> 00:14:57,040 Speaker 1: hit all the time. This was really abusive. It was 266 00:14:57,160 --> 00:15:00,600 Speaker 1: just horrible. I woke up one morning and my face 267 00:15:00,720 --> 00:15:04,360 Speaker 1: was filled with what looked like white heads. The entire 268 00:15:04,440 --> 00:15:07,640 Speaker 1: face had raised bumps on it. I didn't know what 269 00:15:07,680 --> 00:15:09,680 Speaker 1: it was. I went to sleep, woke up and the 270 00:15:09,920 --> 00:15:12,720 Speaker 1: entire face. Maybe it was from the value. I have 271 00:15:12,800 --> 00:15:15,160 Speaker 1: no idea what I was. Things were happening to us, 272 00:15:15,320 --> 00:15:18,200 Speaker 1: physically happening to us. And when does the sun come 273 00:15:18,200 --> 00:15:20,440 Speaker 1: out for you? When does the sun come out for 274 00:15:20,560 --> 00:15:23,160 Speaker 1: Patti Lapone? Career wise, I think when I go back 275 00:15:23,160 --> 00:15:26,280 Speaker 1: to work with David Mammitt, I go back and work 276 00:15:26,320 --> 00:15:29,680 Speaker 1: with David, I go into and go back. David and 277 00:15:29,720 --> 00:15:33,040 Speaker 1: I did a play in Chicago. Wh was that? After 278 00:15:33,240 --> 00:15:35,680 Speaker 1: Baker's wife? Was that? I see, I'm trying to keep 279 00:15:35,680 --> 00:15:37,160 Speaker 1: I'm trying to keep it straight. What play does you 280 00:15:37,200 --> 00:15:39,000 Speaker 1: do with him? First? The very first play I did 281 00:15:39,000 --> 00:15:40,600 Speaker 1: with him was a thing called All Men or hors 282 00:15:41,080 --> 00:15:43,760 Speaker 1: Kevin Sam Chiefs and I did it at Yale rep 283 00:15:43,920 --> 00:15:45,840 Speaker 1: for one night. I said, Hey, Dave, we opened it 284 00:15:45,880 --> 00:15:48,400 Speaker 1: closed in new Haven, and new Haven used to be 285 00:15:48,440 --> 00:15:50,920 Speaker 1: one of the circuit. Uh. You know, when you took 286 00:15:50,960 --> 00:15:52,960 Speaker 1: a show out of town, your first stop was new 287 00:15:53,000 --> 00:15:55,800 Speaker 1: Haven and it was a big deciding factor. So we 288 00:15:55,880 --> 00:16:00,440 Speaker 1: opened and closed, we bombed well and him there. He 289 00:16:00,440 --> 00:16:02,520 Speaker 1: gave me a play called The Woods. And what happens 290 00:16:02,560 --> 00:16:04,560 Speaker 1: when you do the Woods, Well, I go back to 291 00:16:05,680 --> 00:16:08,480 Speaker 1: what I was trained for, and I go back to 292 00:16:10,040 --> 00:16:13,520 Speaker 1: an honest environment pretty much, and you're back to the 293 00:16:13,600 --> 00:16:17,720 Speaker 1: circle of trust, having feels right. This is more like it. 294 00:16:17,880 --> 00:16:19,840 Speaker 1: And it's a risk. It's a big risk. And when 295 00:16:19,840 --> 00:16:22,160 Speaker 1: every time I work with David, I learned so much 296 00:16:22,160 --> 00:16:25,720 Speaker 1: as a human being, approximate And I think nineteen late 297 00:16:25,920 --> 00:16:29,920 Speaker 1: nineteen seventy seventy seven, you had a relationship with him, Yes, 298 00:16:29,960 --> 00:16:32,960 Speaker 1: well we met him five years Yes, yes, and I will. 299 00:16:33,120 --> 00:16:36,640 Speaker 1: I will drop everything to do a play by David everything. 300 00:16:36,720 --> 00:16:40,000 Speaker 1: I don't care how risky it is. I learned so 301 00:16:40,080 --> 00:16:43,640 Speaker 1: much from David and I instinctually have the mam At speak. 302 00:16:43,960 --> 00:16:46,760 Speaker 1: That's something that I know how to do. His his 303 00:16:46,880 --> 00:16:49,960 Speaker 1: rhythms um and I think it's because, as someone said, 304 00:16:50,000 --> 00:16:53,000 Speaker 1: I cut my teeth on David. David's words when you 305 00:16:53,040 --> 00:16:55,680 Speaker 1: know starting with Allmen or Horse and the Woods and 306 00:16:55,760 --> 00:16:59,240 Speaker 1: the Water Engine and Edmund. I had finished Evita and 307 00:16:59,280 --> 00:17:01,520 Speaker 1: I went down to the must play us at the 308 00:17:01,560 --> 00:17:05,639 Speaker 1: opening of Um Edmund, and I said, why couldn't I 309 00:17:05,640 --> 00:17:07,360 Speaker 1: have been in this in the back of my head? 310 00:17:07,400 --> 00:17:09,160 Speaker 1: And not two weeks later I got a call from 311 00:17:09,240 --> 00:17:12,040 Speaker 1: Gregory Mosher and David saying, would you replace Linda. Linda's 312 00:17:12,040 --> 00:17:14,320 Speaker 1: a Chicago actress and she wanted to go back to Chicago. 313 00:17:14,560 --> 00:17:16,840 Speaker 1: She was playing the wife. She came on and she 314 00:17:16,880 --> 00:17:21,200 Speaker 1: was at the beginnings and broke the dish or whatever 315 00:17:21,200 --> 00:17:22,879 Speaker 1: it is exactly. I'm leaving you. She's what do you 316 00:17:22,880 --> 00:17:24,840 Speaker 1: mean you're leaving? Of course we'relieving, We're really geting dressed. 317 00:17:24,840 --> 00:17:27,439 Speaker 1: We're thinking, No, I'm leaving you. What do you know this? 318 00:17:27,640 --> 00:17:29,879 Speaker 1: You know? I begged Mama to give me the right 319 00:17:29,960 --> 00:17:31,120 Speaker 1: to do the movie, but he gave it to Bill 320 00:17:31,160 --> 00:17:35,399 Speaker 1: Macy and so I um joined the company and my 321 00:17:35,480 --> 00:17:37,840 Speaker 1: agent was so furious with me. He said, this will 322 00:17:37,880 --> 00:17:40,959 Speaker 1: hurt your negotiational you know ability, And I went for 323 00:17:41,040 --> 00:17:44,320 Speaker 1: what you know, If anybody in the business knows who 324 00:17:44,359 --> 00:17:46,480 Speaker 1: I am, they know that this is where I came 325 00:17:46,760 --> 00:17:50,760 Speaker 1: from before I did Evita, and they did not want 326 00:17:50,760 --> 00:17:52,479 Speaker 1: me to go backwards. They didn't want me to go 327 00:17:52,520 --> 00:17:54,600 Speaker 1: to the Gut three to do Rosalind and As You 328 00:17:54,680 --> 00:17:56,920 Speaker 1: Like It. But I was able to work with leave 329 00:17:56,960 --> 00:18:00,000 Speaker 1: you Chule, a great Romanian director, or just passed outrest 330 00:18:00,040 --> 00:18:03,119 Speaker 1: to sell in his internationally famous production of As You 331 00:18:03,160 --> 00:18:04,960 Speaker 1: Like It At the Gunman. I was raped over the 332 00:18:04,960 --> 00:18:07,680 Speaker 1: calls by the critics. One critics said, you know, basically, 333 00:18:07,680 --> 00:18:10,360 Speaker 1: what was Evita doing here? And it was It was difficult, 334 00:18:10,600 --> 00:18:12,760 Speaker 1: as you say, to straddle that, but I kept doing 335 00:18:12,760 --> 00:18:15,880 Speaker 1: it because I was given the opportunity to do it. 336 00:18:15,960 --> 00:18:18,080 Speaker 1: And I wasn't going to say no, I have to 337 00:18:18,119 --> 00:18:20,240 Speaker 1: wait for the next VI to part to come along. 338 00:18:20,480 --> 00:18:22,879 Speaker 1: If I waited for the next part to come along, 339 00:18:24,560 --> 00:18:28,760 Speaker 1: I'd still be waiting. Is Evita the next big thing 340 00:18:28,840 --> 00:18:36,520 Speaker 1: for you? Is the big thing that was? But how 341 00:18:36,560 --> 00:18:41,040 Speaker 1: does that happen? I auditioned um Joanna Merlin is how 342 00:18:41,200 --> 00:18:44,320 Speaker 1: princess casting director and of course how directed, how directed? 343 00:18:44,640 --> 00:18:46,880 Speaker 1: And as I said earlier, all of those people had 344 00:18:46,880 --> 00:18:50,720 Speaker 1: come to see this acting company at Juilliard were aware. 345 00:18:51,040 --> 00:18:53,359 Speaker 1: They were aware, yes, And so I was brought in 346 00:18:53,400 --> 00:18:55,560 Speaker 1: for a preliminary audition and then I was told to 347 00:18:55,600 --> 00:18:57,800 Speaker 1: make myself free, make sure that I made myself free 348 00:18:57,840 --> 00:19:00,520 Speaker 1: for the final callback. And as I understand that how 349 00:19:00,640 --> 00:19:04,760 Speaker 1: wanted to cast actors in the role the roles as 350 00:19:04,760 --> 00:19:06,840 Speaker 1: opposed to just musical theater people. So I think that's 351 00:19:06,840 --> 00:19:08,639 Speaker 1: one of the reasons why I got in there, because 352 00:19:08,680 --> 00:19:11,920 Speaker 1: I knew they knew I was an actor. In between, 353 00:19:12,800 --> 00:19:16,520 Speaker 1: there were several plays. There was stage directions by Israel Horovitz, 354 00:19:16,600 --> 00:19:18,719 Speaker 1: John Glover, Ellen Green and Night Down at the Public. 355 00:19:19,240 --> 00:19:22,280 Speaker 1: While Merrill is doing, um, you're doing everything you can 356 00:19:22,320 --> 00:19:24,560 Speaker 1: to scratch that inch of yours and not become a star. 357 00:19:24,640 --> 00:19:26,760 Speaker 1: Now I get it. No, no, it was it was 358 00:19:27,160 --> 00:19:29,840 Speaker 1: It was the available work. We're about to talk about 359 00:19:29,840 --> 00:19:33,480 Speaker 1: the moment when perhaps one of the greatest musical stars 360 00:19:33,520 --> 00:19:38,040 Speaker 1: of the last fifty years is born on Broadway. So 361 00:19:38,119 --> 00:19:40,600 Speaker 1: let's talk about how that the moment this happens, How 362 00:19:40,640 --> 00:19:43,280 Speaker 1: Prince wants people who can act and sing, and you 363 00:19:43,320 --> 00:19:45,679 Speaker 1: go to the make yourself available to the final cullback 364 00:19:45,720 --> 00:19:47,520 Speaker 1: and what happened. How do you feel when you're in 365 00:19:47,560 --> 00:19:50,440 Speaker 1: that room. Well, I was very mad because I was 366 00:19:50,480 --> 00:19:55,320 Speaker 1: actually shooting and there was a little issue about yes, 367 00:19:55,520 --> 00:19:58,040 Speaker 1: about letting me go and the producer said, if you're 368 00:19:58,080 --> 00:20:00,320 Speaker 1: not back tomorrow or the next day, you're you'll never 369 00:20:00,359 --> 00:20:03,960 Speaker 1: work in Hollywood again. So I left Hollywood with those 370 00:20:04,040 --> 00:20:06,720 Speaker 1: words ringing in my ear, and I woke up in 371 00:20:06,720 --> 00:20:08,920 Speaker 1: New York to the nineteen seventy eight blizzard where they're 372 00:20:08,960 --> 00:20:11,639 Speaker 1: like two ft of snow on the ground. I couldn't 373 00:20:11,680 --> 00:20:15,080 Speaker 1: get back to l are you no? Um. Christopher Reeve 374 00:20:15,200 --> 00:20:17,080 Speaker 1: got me on the plane. I only missed three hours 375 00:20:17,080 --> 00:20:19,639 Speaker 1: of shooting. When they said howd you get here? I said, Superman. 376 00:20:20,960 --> 00:20:26,680 Speaker 1: I did. It's exactly. So I went to the final callback, 377 00:20:26,720 --> 00:20:29,040 Speaker 1: but I was really mad because I didn't want to 378 00:20:29,080 --> 00:20:32,720 Speaker 1: do this musical. I didn't like the music. I thought, Evita, 379 00:20:33,040 --> 00:20:37,280 Speaker 1: you didn't like it? What specifically? You're a smart woman, 380 00:20:37,280 --> 00:20:39,639 Speaker 1: what specifically didn't you like? Well, I didn't like I 381 00:20:39,680 --> 00:20:42,240 Speaker 1: heard the White album the Julie Covington David Essex called 382 00:20:42,240 --> 00:20:46,800 Speaker 1: Wilkinson very rocky, weird music, but right it rocked out 383 00:20:46,840 --> 00:20:48,639 Speaker 1: a lot, and I thought, what's rock? I want to 384 00:20:48,680 --> 00:20:53,000 Speaker 1: be a rocker. It was really really high. Didn't grab me. 385 00:20:53,040 --> 00:20:55,359 Speaker 1: I mean, I grew up on Rogers and Hammerstein. I 386 00:20:55,359 --> 00:20:59,720 Speaker 1: grew up on Julie Stein, Mereth Wilson, Stephen Sondheim. This 387 00:20:59,800 --> 00:21:03,560 Speaker 1: was not a musical to me, This was noise from Britain. 388 00:21:03,720 --> 00:21:05,760 Speaker 1: Do you know what I mean? It wasn't. It just didn't. 389 00:21:06,240 --> 00:21:07,879 Speaker 1: It did. So how did you go out there and 390 00:21:07,920 --> 00:21:10,000 Speaker 1: do it? I went out and and the final audition, 391 00:21:10,040 --> 00:21:11,600 Speaker 1: I was wet from my knees down. I was wearing 392 00:21:11,600 --> 00:21:13,760 Speaker 1: sneakers and jeans, not knowing it was going to snow. 393 00:21:13,800 --> 00:21:15,719 Speaker 1: Who you know, I did so stupid. I didn't look 394 00:21:15,760 --> 00:21:18,600 Speaker 1: at the weather report. I went out there and I blasted, 395 00:21:18,760 --> 00:21:22,720 Speaker 1: literally blasted through rainbow high Buenos Aires and don't cry 396 00:21:22,720 --> 00:21:26,080 Speaker 1: for me, Argentina. And there were tears in my eyes apparently, 397 00:21:26,560 --> 00:21:29,480 Speaker 1: and there were there were tears of rage, necessarily not 398 00:21:29,560 --> 00:21:33,480 Speaker 1: tears of And I left, and um, I got I 399 00:21:33,520 --> 00:21:35,040 Speaker 1: got a call on the set. I made it back 400 00:21:35,119 --> 00:21:36,520 Speaker 1: and I got a call on the set and the 401 00:21:36,520 --> 00:21:39,520 Speaker 1: makeup trailer and they said you've got the part. And 402 00:21:39,560 --> 00:21:42,040 Speaker 1: I started to cry again because I had promised David 403 00:21:42,359 --> 00:21:45,160 Speaker 1: that I would reprise The Woods at the Public Theater 404 00:21:45,320 --> 00:21:49,560 Speaker 1: with Hulu gross bar directing. What I love is that 405 00:21:49,680 --> 00:21:53,080 Speaker 1: you're gonna blow your Hollywood film career to go do 406 00:21:53,119 --> 00:21:55,400 Speaker 1: a musical. You don't even like, and then that when 407 00:21:55,400 --> 00:21:56,920 Speaker 1: they are for too, you don't sure you're gonna because 408 00:21:56,920 --> 00:21:59,119 Speaker 1: you gotta go do another little man play well. I 409 00:21:59,160 --> 00:22:02,360 Speaker 1: had been trained to be an actor, and I thought 410 00:22:02,440 --> 00:22:06,600 Speaker 1: my responsibility was to act at every possible opportunity, and 411 00:22:06,720 --> 00:22:12,240 Speaker 1: especially good opportunity. It put, you know, apply your craft 412 00:22:12,600 --> 00:22:14,919 Speaker 1: and if it's good material. And I David and I 413 00:22:15,080 --> 00:22:17,680 Speaker 1: forged a friendship and a bond, and I didn't want 414 00:22:17,680 --> 00:22:19,880 Speaker 1: to let him down. David and I became really really 415 00:22:19,880 --> 00:22:21,920 Speaker 1: good friends. David lived on twentieth Kevin and I lived 416 00:22:21,920 --> 00:22:23,840 Speaker 1: on twenty first Tree. He'd come over all the time 417 00:22:23,840 --> 00:22:26,200 Speaker 1: for breakfast. We'd walk around, we'dn't do anty. I'm gonna 418 00:22:26,200 --> 00:22:27,760 Speaker 1: start calling you out, by the way, because you keep 419 00:22:27,840 --> 00:22:31,600 Speaker 1: changing the subject. What happy with? How? How did the 420 00:22:31,680 --> 00:22:35,919 Speaker 1: hell get you to do that material? And and it 421 00:22:35,960 --> 00:22:38,080 Speaker 1: became what it became? Well, No, I knew I had 422 00:22:38,119 --> 00:22:40,399 Speaker 1: to do it. I cried because I knew that I 423 00:22:40,400 --> 00:22:41,800 Speaker 1: would have to. I couldn't do the woods and I 424 00:22:41,840 --> 00:22:43,399 Speaker 1: had to do with the tip because I knew I 425 00:22:43,440 --> 00:22:45,320 Speaker 1: wanted to work with how and I knew that it 426 00:22:45,320 --> 00:22:47,720 Speaker 1: would change the course of my career. You knew going 427 00:22:47,760 --> 00:22:49,639 Speaker 1: in that was going to be a hit. There was 428 00:22:49,720 --> 00:22:53,480 Speaker 1: so much hype before had they done it in London? Yeah? 429 00:22:53,400 --> 00:22:55,159 Speaker 1: What is it? Big hit in London? And you were 430 00:22:55,200 --> 00:22:57,040 Speaker 1: in the American cast. It was huge in London, so 431 00:22:57,080 --> 00:22:59,560 Speaker 1: you knew this was a big opportunity and there was hype. 432 00:22:59,600 --> 00:23:02,040 Speaker 1: You can't That was my first indication that this was 433 00:23:02,040 --> 00:23:04,159 Speaker 1: going to be a tough experience because it was I went, 434 00:23:04,240 --> 00:23:06,320 Speaker 1: how am I going to get around the hype? It 435 00:23:06,400 --> 00:23:09,239 Speaker 1: was the first musical that I was aware of that 436 00:23:09,280 --> 00:23:14,960 Speaker 1: had so much pre opening the Modern Way, not even buzz, 437 00:23:15,880 --> 00:23:21,159 Speaker 1: you know, not word of mouth, hype, media hype. And 438 00:23:21,200 --> 00:23:24,200 Speaker 1: it was created, of course by really isful, by Andrews company, 439 00:23:24,400 --> 00:23:25,760 Speaker 1: do you know what I mean? That's how he operates. 440 00:23:26,040 --> 00:23:28,280 Speaker 1: And it was frightening and I had no vocal time. 441 00:23:28,320 --> 00:23:31,080 Speaker 1: So now this thing is all hyped up. You've been 442 00:23:31,080 --> 00:23:33,679 Speaker 1: through everything you've been through. You've had some good times 443 00:23:33,680 --> 00:23:36,040 Speaker 1: and some tough times, and you've worked hard, god knows 444 00:23:36,040 --> 00:23:38,199 Speaker 1: four years in the road with Holisman in that company, 445 00:23:38,320 --> 00:23:41,040 Speaker 1: and you stepped out for the Broadway opening, the opening 446 00:23:41,040 --> 00:23:42,760 Speaker 1: of Avida. What was it like for you? How do 447 00:23:42,840 --> 00:23:45,560 Speaker 1: that evening? Perfect? Of course you did? And I threw 448 00:23:45,640 --> 00:23:50,400 Speaker 1: up in the sink before I sank. Don't cry from Argentina. 449 00:23:50,520 --> 00:23:53,480 Speaker 1: I'm sure it was a combination of I got, I 450 00:23:53,960 --> 00:23:58,080 Speaker 1: got extremely bad notices opening in l a and extremely 451 00:23:58,080 --> 00:24:01,320 Speaker 1: bad notices opening in San Francisco. And Al came to 452 00:24:01,359 --> 00:24:03,320 Speaker 1: me and said, we're going to laugh about this in 453 00:24:03,359 --> 00:24:06,919 Speaker 1: twenty years, Patty. They pulled the entire company together, and 454 00:24:06,920 --> 00:24:08,560 Speaker 1: he said. There was an article coming out in Susie 455 00:24:08,640 --> 00:24:11,080 Speaker 1: Nicko Parker's column the next day that I was going 456 00:24:11,119 --> 00:24:14,199 Speaker 1: to be fired and that actor's equity was waiting to 457 00:24:14,240 --> 00:24:17,080 Speaker 1: clear Elaine Page to take my place, and this was 458 00:24:17,160 --> 00:24:20,119 Speaker 1: in the newspapers. Yeah, she's the one that originated in London. 459 00:24:20,440 --> 00:24:22,720 Speaker 1: I'm dealing with all of this press of me being 460 00:24:22,720 --> 00:24:25,320 Speaker 1: fired and me not being able to sing the part 461 00:24:25,520 --> 00:24:28,760 Speaker 1: and still going on from well that was that was 462 00:24:28,800 --> 00:24:30,919 Speaker 1: opening night, and so so you go out and do 463 00:24:30,960 --> 00:24:33,840 Speaker 1: the opening of What Happens? Bad reviews again? Actually they 464 00:24:33,840 --> 00:24:37,760 Speaker 1: weren't bad. Were They dismissed how and this is this 465 00:24:37,840 --> 00:24:43,120 Speaker 1: was an innovative This was an innovative concept and innovative production. 466 00:24:43,640 --> 00:24:47,919 Speaker 1: They dismissed how and they barely touched on Mandy and me. 467 00:24:48,119 --> 00:24:50,840 Speaker 1: And that's worse when you're ignored It's one thing if 468 00:24:50,840 --> 00:24:54,040 Speaker 1: they're passionate and you're back and passionate when you're good, 469 00:24:54,040 --> 00:24:57,040 Speaker 1: but when you're ignored. And Mandy and I at one point, 470 00:24:58,000 --> 00:24:59,200 Speaker 1: I said, you want to go out for a drink? 471 00:24:59,240 --> 00:25:02,000 Speaker 1: He said yeah, and we we were in fifty second 472 00:25:02,040 --> 00:25:05,360 Speaker 1: I think that's where the the Broadway theaters, and we 473 00:25:05,480 --> 00:25:09,679 Speaker 1: walked down Eighth Avenue and simultaneously we burst into tears. 474 00:25:10,000 --> 00:25:11,920 Speaker 1: I mean, we worked hard in those parts and then 475 00:25:11,920 --> 00:25:15,160 Speaker 1: to be ignored is tough. And then, of course nine 476 00:25:15,160 --> 00:25:17,440 Speaker 1: months later they give us the Tony's. When you win 477 00:25:17,440 --> 00:25:19,960 Speaker 1: the Tony did? Was it any vindication for you at all? 478 00:25:20,000 --> 00:25:24,600 Speaker 1: Or was it just anything? You felt good? Such a relief. 479 00:25:24,760 --> 00:25:29,040 Speaker 1: It was such a relief, because really have you? Because 480 00:25:29,040 --> 00:25:30,960 Speaker 1: I was still performing and still scared out of my 481 00:25:31,000 --> 00:25:34,639 Speaker 1: mind every night. I envied Mandy because Mandy was just 482 00:25:34,760 --> 00:25:36,680 Speaker 1: all over the place. He didn't have a problem singing it. 483 00:25:36,760 --> 00:25:40,160 Speaker 1: So he literally he told me. He told me something 484 00:25:40,200 --> 00:25:42,159 Speaker 1: the other day we were talking about it beat in. 485 00:25:42,280 --> 00:25:44,080 Speaker 1: He said, well, how teld me to go? He wanted 486 00:25:44,119 --> 00:25:46,199 Speaker 1: me over there? And I said to how how do 487 00:25:46,240 --> 00:25:48,560 Speaker 1: I get there? He said, I don't know, just get there, 488 00:25:49,040 --> 00:25:52,399 Speaker 1: And so that's where he does a jatte across the stage, 489 00:25:52,880 --> 00:25:55,040 Speaker 1: and I went. I would see it every night, going 490 00:25:55,119 --> 00:25:58,640 Speaker 1: Whites Mandy doing that. And it was because How told 491 00:25:58,720 --> 00:26:01,720 Speaker 1: him to get there, getting there, and he didn't care 492 00:26:01,760 --> 00:26:04,240 Speaker 1: how so many put it in and it became part 493 00:26:04,240 --> 00:26:07,960 Speaker 1: of his performance and and so. And I suppose in 494 00:26:07,960 --> 00:26:12,600 Speaker 1: that respect How gives the actor freedom. But I didn't 495 00:26:12,600 --> 00:26:14,520 Speaker 1: have that freedom because I was so tied up and 496 00:26:14,520 --> 00:26:16,800 Speaker 1: a not because I didn't think I could sing it. 497 00:26:17,119 --> 00:26:28,160 Speaker 1: I wanna be when that who what I did? If 498 00:26:28,160 --> 00:26:30,760 Speaker 1: I haven't thought, if I hadn't known that, we would 499 00:26:30,800 --> 00:26:36,240 Speaker 1: stay to get really and you know when you in 500 00:26:36,280 --> 00:26:38,840 Speaker 1: a rehearsal period, you know this, you have to do 501 00:26:38,880 --> 00:26:40,479 Speaker 1: it over and over and over again. So you're not 502 00:26:40,560 --> 00:26:44,520 Speaker 1: hitting that d in. Screw the middle classes once you're 503 00:26:44,520 --> 00:26:48,040 Speaker 1: not hitting that g in. Screw the middle classes once 504 00:26:48,119 --> 00:26:51,080 Speaker 1: you're doing it over and over again. I didn't have 505 00:26:51,200 --> 00:26:54,920 Speaker 1: vocal technique to know that. I didn't have to hit 506 00:26:54,960 --> 00:26:59,320 Speaker 1: those notes every day. I didn't have vocal technique. I 507 00:26:59,359 --> 00:27:04,520 Speaker 1: got it during the run by from a kid the chorus, Oh, 508 00:27:05,160 --> 00:27:10,120 Speaker 1: David Vosberg. I came off stage in Tis I they 509 00:27:10,119 --> 00:27:11,879 Speaker 1: got him a piano that put a piano in my 510 00:27:11,960 --> 00:27:14,760 Speaker 1: dressing room, and he worked with me an hour every 511 00:27:14,800 --> 00:27:17,479 Speaker 1: single day before the show. He would come to me 512 00:27:18,080 --> 00:27:20,679 Speaker 1: and um work out of the goodness of his heart. 513 00:27:20,920 --> 00:27:25,280 Speaker 1: David Vosper David vosperg he's in Ohio, he's a director 514 00:27:25,280 --> 00:27:28,840 Speaker 1: of opera. But he would um give me a vocal technique. 515 00:27:28,840 --> 00:27:32,359 Speaker 1: He would warm me up. And the difficult thing was 516 00:27:32,400 --> 00:27:35,199 Speaker 1: to be to apply what he had just taught me 517 00:27:35,280 --> 00:27:38,560 Speaker 1: that night. Because I would do one thing right, something 518 00:27:38,600 --> 00:27:42,119 Speaker 1: else would go disastrously wrong. But at least I was 519 00:27:42,160 --> 00:27:45,639 Speaker 1: getting a technique to sing that part. He saved my 520 00:27:45,760 --> 00:27:49,760 Speaker 1: job and they knew that, and they paid him. Now, 521 00:27:49,840 --> 00:27:52,040 Speaker 1: you say, when you talk about this, you talk about 522 00:27:52,080 --> 00:27:55,080 Speaker 1: the tension and the anxiety and the fear, and you 523 00:27:55,080 --> 00:27:57,600 Speaker 1: don't really want to necessarily be doing a vide because 524 00:27:57,600 --> 00:27:59,359 Speaker 1: you got another David play and this and this and 525 00:27:59,359 --> 00:28:02,359 Speaker 1: that didn't start to become fun for you. Oh, anything 526 00:28:02,400 --> 00:28:06,520 Speaker 1: goes with a ball because of the material and because 527 00:28:06,560 --> 00:28:09,000 Speaker 1: of the cast, and and it was hysterical, I mean 528 00:28:09,680 --> 00:28:12,640 Speaker 1: Jerry's acts. And Jerry did a great job of direct 529 00:28:13,320 --> 00:28:17,000 Speaker 1: Yes he is. And but however, these were the way 530 00:28:17,119 --> 00:28:20,040 Speaker 1: musicals used to be written. You'd have a joke coming 531 00:28:20,320 --> 00:28:25,320 Speaker 1: and then a gorgeous song. The material was so ripe 532 00:28:25,359 --> 00:28:28,760 Speaker 1: and so beautiful. If I was in a bad mood, 533 00:28:28,760 --> 00:28:34,679 Speaker 1: all I had to do was hear that. Okay, I 534 00:28:34,760 --> 00:28:41,360 Speaker 1: know where I am tonight, just looking at the audience 535 00:28:41,360 --> 00:28:45,560 Speaker 1: and seeing tears of joy from laughter. The only thing 536 00:28:45,600 --> 00:28:48,240 Speaker 1: we are as actors are messengers. That's all we are. Correct. 537 00:28:48,480 --> 00:28:51,440 Speaker 1: We are delivering the playwright's intentions through the concept of 538 00:28:51,440 --> 00:28:54,800 Speaker 1: the director. And I come on stage if I feel 539 00:28:54,800 --> 00:28:58,400 Speaker 1: confident in the role, then I give it away. I 540 00:28:58,520 --> 00:29:01,720 Speaker 1: give it away anyway. But it's all about them, So 541 00:29:01,800 --> 00:29:04,760 Speaker 1: I have to go out there and love them, and 542 00:29:04,880 --> 00:29:07,600 Speaker 1: I do. And I think they see that they can 543 00:29:07,640 --> 00:29:11,240 Speaker 1: relax with me because they know I'm giving it to them. 544 00:29:11,280 --> 00:29:13,400 Speaker 1: I'm not. You know, there are some actors that don't 545 00:29:13,440 --> 00:29:16,800 Speaker 1: want to be on stage because you just nailed it. 546 00:29:16,800 --> 00:29:18,960 Speaker 1: Because because Patty the pone to me as a woman 547 00:29:18,960 --> 00:29:20,360 Speaker 1: who comes out there when the first thing does she 548 00:29:20,360 --> 00:29:23,040 Speaker 1: stopped here and she's like, you know, how's everybody doing it? 549 00:29:23,080 --> 00:29:24,840 Speaker 1: It's like a little moment like a nightclub singer, like 550 00:29:24,960 --> 00:29:26,760 Speaker 1: you know how you all doing tonight? Without saying how 551 00:29:26,800 --> 00:29:28,360 Speaker 1: you all doing to it? Like just connect to them 552 00:29:28,360 --> 00:29:31,400 Speaker 1: and let them feel like there's no place else we'd 553 00:29:31,520 --> 00:29:34,239 Speaker 1: rather be. Is there than here right now? Well, I 554 00:29:34,280 --> 00:29:37,960 Speaker 1: think our responsibility is to relax them. You've been in 555 00:29:38,000 --> 00:29:40,600 Speaker 1: an audience. I've been in an audience where we're worried 556 00:29:40,640 --> 00:29:45,720 Speaker 1: for the performer and then we're not having experience. They're 557 00:29:45,720 --> 00:29:47,680 Speaker 1: paying a lot. And if I'm worried for the performer 558 00:29:47,720 --> 00:29:49,560 Speaker 1: and they and they should be worried for then I'm 559 00:29:49,600 --> 00:29:50,920 Speaker 1: worried for me because I want to get the f 560 00:29:51,080 --> 00:29:54,120 Speaker 1: out of there. Yeah. Hello, Our responsibility is a minute 561 00:29:54,120 --> 00:29:57,880 Speaker 1: we hit the deck, is to relax the audience. And 562 00:29:57,920 --> 00:30:02,160 Speaker 1: that is what is called command of the top. You're 563 00:30:02,200 --> 00:30:09,520 Speaker 1: the col You're the top, You're the lou Museum, You're melody. 564 00:30:09,760 --> 00:30:20,280 Speaker 1: From how long did you do anything? Goes fifteen months? 565 00:30:20,320 --> 00:30:22,720 Speaker 1: I think, Oh I laughed my ass off, and that's 566 00:30:22,880 --> 00:30:25,200 Speaker 1: we had such a ball. And then and the same 567 00:30:25,200 --> 00:30:27,280 Speaker 1: thing is, is this this idea that the someone said 568 00:30:27,320 --> 00:30:28,920 Speaker 1: to me, why do you like doing the theater? I mean, 569 00:30:28,960 --> 00:30:31,320 Speaker 1: even now, did you get it? A lot of actors 570 00:30:31,360 --> 00:30:32,760 Speaker 1: do it for a period and you get it out 571 00:30:32,760 --> 00:30:34,440 Speaker 1: of your system. I said, you know, the one thing 572 00:30:34,480 --> 00:30:36,000 Speaker 1: I've never gotten out of my system is if the 573 00:30:36,040 --> 00:30:38,120 Speaker 1: play is the right play. I said, I go to 574 00:30:38,120 --> 00:30:39,560 Speaker 1: work at six o'clock. I like to get to the 575 00:30:39,560 --> 00:30:42,280 Speaker 1: theater early, kind of drain the day out of me. 576 00:30:42,800 --> 00:30:44,240 Speaker 1: And then I go out on stage and I said, 577 00:30:44,240 --> 00:30:45,920 Speaker 1: you know what I love. I said, I know exactly 578 00:30:45,960 --> 00:30:48,520 Speaker 1: what I'm gonna say. I know exactly what the other 579 00:30:48,560 --> 00:30:49,800 Speaker 1: guy is going to say for the next two and 580 00:30:49,840 --> 00:30:51,640 Speaker 1: a half hours. I don't know exactly how people are 581 00:30:51,680 --> 00:30:54,000 Speaker 1: likely going to react. I said, how often can you 582 00:30:54,040 --> 00:30:55,720 Speaker 1: say that in your life, that you know exactly what's 583 00:30:55,720 --> 00:30:57,880 Speaker 1: going to happen and it's a good thing for the 584 00:30:57,920 --> 00:31:00,760 Speaker 1: next two and a half hours of your life. I 585 00:31:00,800 --> 00:31:03,400 Speaker 1: never get tired of that. No, and I it's magical. 586 00:31:03,480 --> 00:31:05,680 Speaker 1: It's magical. And you taught you said, draining the day 587 00:31:05,720 --> 00:31:07,640 Speaker 1: out during the day out to have a magical night. 588 00:31:07,920 --> 00:31:10,920 Speaker 1: Do you know what I mean? Really, to have experience 589 00:31:11,360 --> 00:31:13,280 Speaker 1: with a group of people. Do you know I mean 590 00:31:13,320 --> 00:31:15,480 Speaker 1: not just your your fellow actors on the stage, but 591 00:31:15,560 --> 00:31:17,920 Speaker 1: people that want that leave the theater going oh my. 592 00:31:18,080 --> 00:31:19,760 Speaker 1: I mean I've done that. I've walked out of a 593 00:31:19,800 --> 00:31:23,480 Speaker 1: production going oh my, oh what street we on? You know, 594 00:31:23,520 --> 00:31:26,800 Speaker 1: we've been transported, we've been taken away, We've drained the 595 00:31:26,880 --> 00:31:29,920 Speaker 1: day out of our life and we've experienced something that 596 00:31:29,960 --> 00:31:32,800 Speaker 1: has changed us. It's another thing I love about our 597 00:31:33,160 --> 00:31:35,080 Speaker 1: profession at the arts. I mean you can do that 598 00:31:35,120 --> 00:31:38,600 Speaker 1: in the in the movies too, as a woman, as 599 00:31:38,640 --> 00:31:42,520 Speaker 1: an actress who was known for a raft. Now of 600 00:31:42,640 --> 00:31:47,520 Speaker 1: these heavy duty, you know, uh, powerful musical roles. Was 601 00:31:47,560 --> 00:31:50,600 Speaker 1: there another one that I'm missing? Between uh Evida and 602 00:31:51,160 --> 00:31:54,320 Speaker 1: uh No? We did all? I did? Oliver? I did Oliver? 603 00:31:54,480 --> 00:31:57,240 Speaker 1: I did know Oliver? Here Lim is in London who 604 00:31:58,240 --> 00:32:01,440 Speaker 1: Oliver Ron Moody and Graham amble Guard rescissal. Ron Moody 605 00:32:01,440 --> 00:32:04,640 Speaker 1: was reprising his Royal Spagan. Yeah. He was great, beautiful 606 00:32:04,680 --> 00:32:07,880 Speaker 1: song as long as he needs me, one of the 607 00:32:07,880 --> 00:32:11,760 Speaker 1: most beautiful songs in all of Yeah, he wrote a 608 00:32:11,760 --> 00:32:14,160 Speaker 1: great score. Um. And then I went to London and 609 00:32:14,200 --> 00:32:17,280 Speaker 1: did Ley, miss Soley, miss you did only in London? Yes? 610 00:32:17,480 --> 00:32:21,000 Speaker 1: Why well? And this because I didn't want to do well? 611 00:32:21,080 --> 00:32:22,880 Speaker 1: And it's a it's a it's a reason that I 612 00:32:22,920 --> 00:32:26,560 Speaker 1: have questioned my entire career. When I was at the 613 00:32:26,600 --> 00:32:29,840 Speaker 1: Barbicane rehearsaling the Barbicane was then the Royal Shakespeare Company's 614 00:32:29,840 --> 00:32:33,000 Speaker 1: London home, it felt so much like being in the 615 00:32:33,000 --> 00:32:37,400 Speaker 1: hallways of Juilliard. It was amazed the rehearsal rooms. I 616 00:32:37,440 --> 00:32:41,320 Speaker 1: just felt like I was at Juilliard. And Trevor actually 617 00:32:41,320 --> 00:32:43,680 Speaker 1: said to me, if anybody belongs in this production or 618 00:32:43,720 --> 00:32:46,920 Speaker 1: with the Royal Shakespeare Company, it's you, Patty, because Michelle 619 00:32:46,920 --> 00:32:50,240 Speaker 1: sun Denis was an artistic director of the Royal Shakespeare Company. 620 00:32:50,240 --> 00:32:53,040 Speaker 1: Michelle Sundni was one of the co founders and an 621 00:32:53,120 --> 00:32:55,720 Speaker 1: artistic director of the Drama division of the Juilliard School. 622 00:32:55,880 --> 00:32:58,440 Speaker 1: So I came full circle two different countries. But I 623 00:32:58,480 --> 00:33:01,880 Speaker 1: had come full circle in training. The notice for you 624 00:33:01,920 --> 00:33:04,200 Speaker 1: when you did they miss in London. I don't even remember, 625 00:33:04,240 --> 00:33:06,520 Speaker 1: but I wanted Olivier Award for Fantine. So I have 626 00:33:06,640 --> 00:33:08,800 Speaker 1: no idea. Everybody that I know that so you do 627 00:33:08,840 --> 00:33:10,560 Speaker 1: it said to you were breathtaking in that role, so 628 00:33:10,640 --> 00:33:13,400 Speaker 1: there was no desire you had. Well, this is what happened. 629 00:33:13,520 --> 00:33:16,480 Speaker 1: Two weeks after we opened at the Barbercan. I came 630 00:33:16,520 --> 00:33:19,160 Speaker 1: off stage in my barricade uniform because I was in 631 00:33:19,200 --> 00:33:21,280 Speaker 1: the barricade scene and I I can't do this in 632 00:33:21,320 --> 00:33:23,400 Speaker 1: New York. It was an instinct, I can't do this 633 00:33:23,440 --> 00:33:25,160 Speaker 1: in New York. And I went to the stage door 634 00:33:25,200 --> 00:33:26,800 Speaker 1: to drop off a name to the stage doorman at 635 00:33:26,800 --> 00:33:29,800 Speaker 1: Cameron McIntosh, the producer you know besides the r SC, 636 00:33:30,160 --> 00:33:31,600 Speaker 1: was standing there and I said, Cameron, I can't do 637 00:33:31,640 --> 00:33:32,920 Speaker 1: this in New York. I was the only American in 638 00:33:32,960 --> 00:33:34,800 Speaker 1: the company. He said, I know, the parts too small 639 00:33:34,840 --> 00:33:39,120 Speaker 1: and said, no, that's not it. I said, this is 640 00:33:39,160 --> 00:33:42,600 Speaker 1: my company. I realized when I came off the stage 641 00:33:42,640 --> 00:33:45,680 Speaker 1: that I was in the perfect theatrical environment, in the 642 00:33:45,680 --> 00:33:48,440 Speaker 1: perfect play, with the perfect cast, and I didn't want 643 00:33:48,520 --> 00:33:52,040 Speaker 1: anything to touch that memory. And I made it It It 644 00:33:52,120 --> 00:33:54,160 Speaker 1: would be different in New York totally. It would be 645 00:33:54,200 --> 00:33:59,080 Speaker 1: a reproduction of this production. And I didn't think that 646 00:33:59,120 --> 00:34:01,560 Speaker 1: I would seeing And you know, I've never known whether 647 00:34:01,600 --> 00:34:03,520 Speaker 1: I made the right decision or not. But what did 648 00:34:03,520 --> 00:34:07,960 Speaker 1: you do after that? Lb J? I came back to 649 00:34:07,960 --> 00:34:10,960 Speaker 1: do lb J, and we've been didn't talk about film 650 00:34:11,000 --> 00:34:13,920 Speaker 1: in your life now because in and around all of 651 00:34:14,000 --> 00:34:18,400 Speaker 1: your historic career in the theater, what is going on 652 00:34:18,440 --> 00:34:20,880 Speaker 1: for you? Film was nothing. I wish it did nothing, 653 00:34:20,920 --> 00:34:23,000 Speaker 1: I mean but minor. But I don't know why I 654 00:34:23,000 --> 00:34:25,000 Speaker 1: don't get cast or I don't know why that you know. 655 00:34:25,040 --> 00:34:27,160 Speaker 1: And now it's probably too light because I'm one of 656 00:34:27,200 --> 00:34:29,920 Speaker 1: those women that are too old for Hollywood, or maybe 657 00:34:29,960 --> 00:34:32,239 Speaker 1: maybe I'm coming into my film career now. I don't 658 00:34:32,239 --> 00:34:35,040 Speaker 1: know why it didn't happen, but it didn't. Um. I 659 00:34:35,080 --> 00:34:37,799 Speaker 1: did Driving Miss Daisy, and Alfred Jury was responsible for 660 00:34:37,840 --> 00:34:41,040 Speaker 1: my casting in that. I did UM And that's the 661 00:34:41,040 --> 00:34:44,760 Speaker 1: best experience you had making a film, all of them working, 662 00:34:44,840 --> 00:34:48,120 Speaker 1: especially working with the Australian directors Perspiras for it and 663 00:34:48,160 --> 00:34:50,000 Speaker 1: Peter Weir. What did you do with them? We did 664 00:34:50,080 --> 00:34:53,719 Speaker 1: Witness Peter Weir and I did Driving Miss Daisy with Perspiracy. 665 00:34:53,840 --> 00:34:56,920 Speaker 1: Ever worked with Lamette very little. I had a tiny, 666 00:34:56,920 --> 00:34:59,600 Speaker 1: tiny little part in something. I can't remember what it was, 667 00:34:59,640 --> 00:35:01,360 Speaker 1: but I thought, oh my god, it would love to 668 00:35:01,400 --> 00:35:05,360 Speaker 1: have worked with him. I don't remember the whole experience. 669 00:35:05,400 --> 00:35:07,560 Speaker 1: I was literally I had one tiny scene and I 670 00:35:07,560 --> 00:35:11,319 Speaker 1: can't remember if it was a movie or I can't 671 00:35:11,320 --> 00:35:14,640 Speaker 1: remember television series. Could have been a television. But remember, 672 00:35:15,960 --> 00:35:18,400 Speaker 1: life goes on for four years and then you know 673 00:35:18,440 --> 00:35:21,040 Speaker 1: guest spots here and there. But it was it's odd 674 00:35:21,120 --> 00:35:25,120 Speaker 1: that that that I haven't had that opportunity. Probably did 675 00:35:25,120 --> 00:35:27,440 Speaker 1: have that opportunity, but you passed on it. Correct. No, 676 00:35:27,480 --> 00:35:28,799 Speaker 1: I don't think I've diden the chance to do a 677 00:35:28,800 --> 00:35:34,400 Speaker 1: television series. Come your way. No, it's interesting. I'm a 678 00:35:34,560 --> 00:35:41,320 Speaker 1: hard sell, Alec. I've been cut at the studio level 679 00:35:41,920 --> 00:35:44,880 Speaker 1: on auditions in California because I didn't believe I was 680 00:35:45,320 --> 00:35:47,759 Speaker 1: I could do this or that. And you know, it's like, 681 00:35:47,840 --> 00:35:50,560 Speaker 1: it's I'm a hard sell in California. I'm a hard 682 00:35:50,600 --> 00:35:54,920 Speaker 1: sell in movies. I'm a hard selling TV. You know, 683 00:35:55,800 --> 00:35:58,719 Speaker 1: I'm always a hard sell. I could tell you a 684 00:35:58,719 --> 00:36:01,200 Speaker 1: story right now, but I can't. I've been asked to 685 00:36:01,280 --> 00:36:04,359 Speaker 1: audition for a musical, and it's twenty five years since 686 00:36:04,360 --> 00:36:08,319 Speaker 1: I'm auditioned for musical. When does it stop coming up? 687 00:36:08,400 --> 00:36:12,000 Speaker 1: Patti Lapone talks about the most painful loss of her career, 688 00:36:12,400 --> 00:36:17,400 Speaker 1: her subsequent illness, and how she recovered from both. This 689 00:36:17,480 --> 00:36:20,439 Speaker 1: is Alec Baldwin, and you're listening to Here's the Thing, 690 00:36:21,640 --> 00:36:32,399 Speaker 1: but the time is gone. The voice as soft as londer, 691 00:36:35,480 --> 00:36:44,920 Speaker 1: as they tell your whole as the time you dream 692 00:36:45,160 --> 00:37:16,320 Speaker 1: to shape. This is Alec Baldwin, and you were listening 693 00:37:16,360 --> 00:37:20,480 Speaker 1: to Here's the Thing. Patty Lapone originated the role of 694 00:37:20,560 --> 00:37:24,400 Speaker 1: Norma Desmond in Andrew Lloyd Weber's Sunset Boulevard in London. 695 00:37:24,960 --> 00:37:27,480 Speaker 1: She was set to move with the show to Broadway 696 00:37:27,800 --> 00:37:31,040 Speaker 1: until she found out she was being replaced by Glenn Close. 697 00:37:31,520 --> 00:37:35,200 Speaker 1: To say she was devastated is an understatement. You know, 698 00:37:35,200 --> 00:37:39,160 Speaker 1: there's always going to be some kind of stuff going 699 00:37:39,200 --> 00:37:40,960 Speaker 1: on in a musical. That's just the nature of a musical. 700 00:37:41,000 --> 00:37:43,080 Speaker 1: But it was a great company, We had a great time. 701 00:37:43,239 --> 00:37:46,120 Speaker 1: It was the exterior information that was coming to me 702 00:37:46,440 --> 00:37:49,080 Speaker 1: that was very painful. I mean, clearly, when I didn't 703 00:37:49,080 --> 00:37:51,880 Speaker 1: get the reviews Andrew wanted me to get, I was 704 00:37:52,000 --> 00:37:54,200 Speaker 1: on the chopping block. But I didn't find that out 705 00:37:54,560 --> 00:37:57,600 Speaker 1: until after Glenn Close opened in New York and Vincent 706 00:37:57,640 --> 00:38:01,080 Speaker 1: Canby gave her this review against my ad review. Meantime, 707 00:38:01,120 --> 00:38:04,520 Speaker 1: I'm getting standing ovations in in London and there's nothing 708 00:38:04,520 --> 00:38:06,719 Speaker 1: about me in the press in London because I show 709 00:38:06,800 --> 00:38:09,520 Speaker 1: up every night. I'm turning in my working Yeah, but 710 00:38:09,640 --> 00:38:11,640 Speaker 1: Andrew wanted something else, and the way they got me 711 00:38:11,680 --> 00:38:13,520 Speaker 1: out was the way they were going to get me 712 00:38:13,560 --> 00:38:17,080 Speaker 1: out was to have me quit because of the the 713 00:38:17,200 --> 00:38:21,640 Speaker 1: barrage of negative publicity, and my agents and the lawyers 714 00:38:21,640 --> 00:38:23,080 Speaker 1: said stay on stage. And I don't know if it 715 00:38:23,120 --> 00:38:26,200 Speaker 1: was worth it, because it was really painful, and months 716 00:38:26,200 --> 00:38:28,799 Speaker 1: before I closed, I got a telephone call from my agent. 717 00:38:28,880 --> 00:38:31,799 Speaker 1: I'm in the dressing room getting ready for the show. 718 00:38:31,840 --> 00:38:33,680 Speaker 1: I called my my agent called. He said he's sitting 719 00:38:33,680 --> 00:38:35,880 Speaker 1: down and said yeah. He said, you've been fired. Glenn 720 00:38:35,880 --> 00:38:37,799 Speaker 1: Close was replacing you in New York and he went. 721 00:38:39,080 --> 00:38:40,719 Speaker 1: And I got up and had batting practice in my 722 00:38:40,800 --> 00:38:43,359 Speaker 1: dressing room with a you know, a floor lamp, and left. 723 00:38:43,640 --> 00:38:45,440 Speaker 1: Did They could hear me crying and screaming, and the 724 00:38:45,480 --> 00:38:48,560 Speaker 1: company came up and uh, company manager, I said, I've 725 00:38:48,560 --> 00:38:50,440 Speaker 1: been fired. I said, I'm leaving. I'm going by. I 726 00:38:50,480 --> 00:38:52,600 Speaker 1: can't take this anymore. And if people say, what would 727 00:38:52,640 --> 00:38:53,880 Speaker 1: you do for you saw Andrew again, I said, it's 728 00:38:53,880 --> 00:38:55,680 Speaker 1: not what I would do, It's what my husband would do. 729 00:38:56,920 --> 00:39:01,560 Speaker 1: Because whatever I had to absorb, I then took out 730 00:39:01,560 --> 00:39:03,799 Speaker 1: on my husband when I came home. And that was 731 00:39:03,840 --> 00:39:05,600 Speaker 1: like I went into therapy. I was on prozac. It 732 00:39:05,680 --> 00:39:08,000 Speaker 1: was like it was like a long healing process because 733 00:39:08,040 --> 00:39:09,799 Speaker 1: I had to absorb it and I couldn't. There was 734 00:39:09,800 --> 00:39:11,200 Speaker 1: no place I could release it because I had to 735 00:39:11,239 --> 00:39:14,600 Speaker 1: perform every night and um that But that company was 736 00:39:14,640 --> 00:39:16,160 Speaker 1: extraordinary and we had a great time. We had a 737 00:39:16,200 --> 00:39:19,400 Speaker 1: great time. So after that you do Sweeney. Then the 738 00:39:19,440 --> 00:39:22,640 Speaker 1: next musical I do is Sweeney John Doe. Well, then 739 00:39:22,680 --> 00:39:26,440 Speaker 1: it's two thousand. This is interesting. I come home beat 740 00:39:26,880 --> 00:39:32,360 Speaker 1: up emotionally and also physically. I find out through a 741 00:39:32,600 --> 00:39:36,520 Speaker 1: routine eye examination that I am in the middle of 742 00:39:36,560 --> 00:39:39,959 Speaker 1: detached retinas in both eyes. There's like four hundred shots 743 00:39:39,960 --> 00:39:42,839 Speaker 1: of laser and one eye two fifty in the other eye. 744 00:39:43,040 --> 00:39:46,920 Speaker 1: Kevin Anderson gets into a life threatening motorcycle accident, and 745 00:39:46,960 --> 00:39:49,760 Speaker 1: Bob Baby and the choreographer comes down with a really 746 00:39:49,760 --> 00:39:52,520 Speaker 1: really severe case of I don't shingles or something. So 747 00:39:52,640 --> 00:39:55,759 Speaker 1: three of us are manifesting illness at the end of 748 00:39:55,800 --> 00:39:59,319 Speaker 1: this experience, which was so bad. So I take time 749 00:39:59,360 --> 00:40:02,960 Speaker 1: to heal and I do a movie. I do bits 750 00:40:03,000 --> 00:40:06,160 Speaker 1: and pieces. But the next big thing that comes comes 751 00:40:06,200 --> 00:40:09,520 Speaker 1: on the heels of breast cancer. They say, do you 752 00:40:09,560 --> 00:40:12,000 Speaker 1: want to play Nelly love It and Sweeney Todd with 753 00:40:12,040 --> 00:40:14,880 Speaker 1: the New York film Brent Turvill playing Sweeney. I went 754 00:40:15,080 --> 00:40:17,280 Speaker 1: first thing, I said to Steve no, because I've never 755 00:40:17,480 --> 00:40:20,279 Speaker 1: been cast in Asantei musical. They said, yes, he gives 756 00:40:20,320 --> 00:40:21,680 Speaker 1: the privileg said, of course I do. But this is 757 00:40:21,680 --> 00:40:24,000 Speaker 1: a year earlier. Within that year, I find out that 758 00:40:24,080 --> 00:40:26,960 Speaker 1: I have breast cancer. And what happens as I deal 759 00:40:27,000 --> 00:40:28,879 Speaker 1: with it. There's nothing else I can do but deal 760 00:40:28,920 --> 00:40:31,160 Speaker 1: with it and go through radiation. On my last day 761 00:40:31,160 --> 00:40:33,440 Speaker 1: of radiation, start rehearsal for Sweeney Todd in the New 762 00:40:33,520 --> 00:40:39,840 Speaker 1: York Film. And it's yes, the quintessential New York moment 763 00:40:40,640 --> 00:40:44,040 Speaker 1: the New York Philharmonic on a New York stage in 764 00:40:44,080 --> 00:40:48,440 Speaker 1: a New Yorker's production. And that was an unbelievable experience 765 00:40:51,080 --> 00:40:59,040 Speaker 1: from the oven. What is that? It's priest, have a 766 00:40:59,080 --> 00:41:03,360 Speaker 1: little priest? Is it really good? It's too good at least, 767 00:41:03,960 --> 00:41:06,680 Speaker 1: then again, they don't calm it since all on the flesh. 768 00:41:07,440 --> 00:41:12,839 Speaker 1: That was pretty fresh. Now, let's talk about Mami's last play. 769 00:41:13,480 --> 00:41:16,520 Speaker 1: So here, your last venture in New York is you 770 00:41:16,640 --> 00:41:20,160 Speaker 1: with your old buddy. So he calls you. He's got 771 00:41:20,200 --> 00:41:22,759 Speaker 1: the play, and he called you. I called him. I 772 00:41:22,800 --> 00:41:25,840 Speaker 1: saw November, and I saw after the play. I saw 773 00:41:26,160 --> 00:41:28,919 Speaker 1: as his wife, Rebecca Pigeon. I said, Rebecca, I'm hitting 774 00:41:28,960 --> 00:41:31,640 Speaker 1: David up for a play. It's too long. It's too 775 00:41:31,640 --> 00:41:34,080 Speaker 1: long that we've worked together. And I wrote him a 776 00:41:34,120 --> 00:41:35,640 Speaker 1: letter and I said, I don't want a relationship to 777 00:41:35,719 --> 00:41:38,080 Speaker 1: end with the old neighborhood. I said, let's do something. 778 00:41:38,640 --> 00:41:40,040 Speaker 1: And then he called me and he said, do you 779 00:41:40,120 --> 00:41:42,960 Speaker 1: know who Cathy Bodin is? And I did, but he didn't, 780 00:41:43,200 --> 00:41:45,400 Speaker 1: and and then he started to tell me about he 781 00:41:45,440 --> 00:41:47,480 Speaker 1: was right. He was thinking about writing a play about 782 00:41:47,800 --> 00:41:50,719 Speaker 1: the weatherman or the an anarchist. And I went, oh cool. 783 00:41:50,719 --> 00:41:53,279 Speaker 1: And then then I found out this was last year. 784 00:41:53,320 --> 00:41:54,600 Speaker 1: And then I found out that the play was being 785 00:41:54,640 --> 00:41:56,719 Speaker 1: done in London, and I went, no, no, no, man, 786 00:41:57,120 --> 00:41:58,840 Speaker 1: I said, I have to play this part. And I 787 00:41:58,840 --> 00:42:00,279 Speaker 1: wrote to him and I said, is this the we 788 00:42:00,280 --> 00:42:01,719 Speaker 1: were talking about? It? Said they don't want me in 789 00:42:01,719 --> 00:42:03,600 Speaker 1: London because they don't want me in London? But can 790 00:42:03,640 --> 00:42:04,560 Speaker 1: I do it in New York? And you call me 791 00:42:04,600 --> 00:42:07,239 Speaker 1: said screw London, let's do it now. So that's how 792 00:42:07,280 --> 00:42:09,600 Speaker 1: that happened. I knew it was a risk, but that 793 00:42:09,719 --> 00:42:11,680 Speaker 1: you know you, I always take a risk with David, 794 00:42:11,760 --> 00:42:15,000 Speaker 1: and I had You've been directed by David before a 795 00:42:15,040 --> 00:42:18,040 Speaker 1: lot more often than you, more comfortable with him in 796 00:42:18,120 --> 00:42:22,000 Speaker 1: both the aspects. And we talked about because I came 797 00:42:22,040 --> 00:42:26,240 Speaker 1: and saw you that last performance, and we talked about 798 00:42:26,239 --> 00:42:32,120 Speaker 1: how the financing and the financiers themselves have changed a lot, 799 00:42:32,160 --> 00:42:34,320 Speaker 1: which is if they don't get those results very very quickly, 800 00:42:34,800 --> 00:42:38,160 Speaker 1: they jump, They put the parachute. This is a risky play. 801 00:42:38,239 --> 00:42:41,000 Speaker 1: And you know what Broadway should be, what Broadway is 802 00:42:41,040 --> 00:42:48,120 Speaker 1: supposed to be, which is a vehicle for every idea. 803 00:42:48,520 --> 00:42:54,239 Speaker 1: And I also am frustrated with the producers that have 804 00:42:54,480 --> 00:42:57,040 Speaker 1: made gobs of money. They should have a Levy text 805 00:42:57,719 --> 00:43:00,960 Speaker 1: attacks Levy against them. They should open a black box theater. 806 00:43:01,040 --> 00:43:03,560 Speaker 1: They should support all the new play rights and composers. 807 00:43:03,840 --> 00:43:05,799 Speaker 1: There should be a great deal of support. Art is 808 00:43:05,800 --> 00:43:08,839 Speaker 1: the soul of a nation, and our art is not 809 00:43:08,960 --> 00:43:13,960 Speaker 1: being supported. They developed, yes, and it's very, very very depressing. 810 00:43:14,040 --> 00:43:16,479 Speaker 1: It's very depressing. If I go back on the stage 811 00:43:16,480 --> 00:43:17,880 Speaker 1: in New York, I'm going to find out who the 812 00:43:17,920 --> 00:43:20,239 Speaker 1: producers are and who their partners are, and I'm going 813 00:43:20,320 --> 00:43:21,920 Speaker 1: to sit down and talk to them. And I want 814 00:43:21,920 --> 00:43:24,000 Speaker 1: to find out what their marketing campaign is, what their 815 00:43:24,000 --> 00:43:27,400 Speaker 1: marketing you know, yes, you definitely, And I want to 816 00:43:27,440 --> 00:43:29,640 Speaker 1: pay and play, which you don't have pair play on Broadway. 817 00:43:29,680 --> 00:43:31,600 Speaker 1: You don't have that. But you know they don't think 818 00:43:31,600 --> 00:43:34,560 Speaker 1: we take the risk with them. We most certainly do. 819 00:43:34,680 --> 00:43:37,640 Speaker 1: Actually we book out the pair play concept is in 820 00:43:37,680 --> 00:43:40,320 Speaker 1: films is important because we book out and sometimes you 821 00:43:40,400 --> 00:43:42,319 Speaker 1: gotta take it deeper. I think maybe I shouldn't care 822 00:43:42,400 --> 00:43:45,080 Speaker 1: so much. I don't know whether that's true, Alec would 823 00:43:45,120 --> 00:43:48,800 Speaker 1: it would not, It would reflect in your performance, do 824 00:43:48,880 --> 00:43:50,200 Speaker 1: you know what I mean? I think that you can 825 00:43:50,239 --> 00:43:52,680 Speaker 1: see when people care and when you an audiences can 826 00:43:52,680 --> 00:43:54,960 Speaker 1: see when they don't care, because you see, because you 827 00:43:55,040 --> 00:43:58,239 Speaker 1: see like someone in the years I've bumped into you, 828 00:43:58,480 --> 00:44:02,520 Speaker 1: run into you, known you, known you better. You seem 829 00:44:02,560 --> 00:44:04,960 Speaker 1: to care of the exact same amount as you used to. 830 00:44:05,120 --> 00:44:07,440 Speaker 1: I love what I do, and I love the audience, 831 00:44:07,480 --> 00:44:09,040 Speaker 1: and I love the fact that I get to do it, 832 00:44:09,280 --> 00:44:12,520 Speaker 1: and I love I love our craft very very much, 833 00:44:12,560 --> 00:44:15,880 Speaker 1: and it's it's a noble craft. We have a responsibility 834 00:44:15,920 --> 00:44:17,760 Speaker 1: to it and to the audience and to the playwright 835 00:44:17,760 --> 00:44:21,160 Speaker 1: into the message. I won't ever care less if the 836 00:44:21,239 --> 00:44:30,799 Speaker 1: sky you should fall into those and the storms all 837 00:44:31,000 --> 00:44:46,560 Speaker 1: laurron me the we have known. I will sing him 838 00:44:46,600 --> 00:44:51,759 Speaker 1: to Love. Next month, Patti Lapone will go on a 839 00:44:51,880 --> 00:44:56,359 Speaker 1: national tour with her concert entitled Far Away Places. This 840 00:44:56,480 --> 00:44:58,680 Speaker 1: is Him to Love from the c D of the 841 00:44:58,719 --> 00:45:02,920 Speaker 1: same name. Her book, Patti Lapone a memoir is now 842 00:45:03,000 --> 00:45:07,000 Speaker 1: available both in hardcover and as an e book. So 843 00:45:07,040 --> 00:45:08,360 Speaker 1: the last thing I want to say to you is 844 00:45:08,400 --> 00:45:12,200 Speaker 1: a content and a question embedded in a content, and 845 00:45:12,239 --> 00:45:13,880 Speaker 1: that is and I want to say this as carefully 846 00:45:13,880 --> 00:45:15,280 Speaker 1: as I can, because I don't want to give myself 847 00:45:15,280 --> 00:45:18,399 Speaker 1: in trouble. Watching you perform, Patty, sometimes it's like having 848 00:45:18,480 --> 00:45:21,400 Speaker 1: sex with you, and it's like a sexual It's like sex. 849 00:45:22,239 --> 00:45:24,160 Speaker 1: When you do what you do, it's like it's like 850 00:45:24,400 --> 00:45:26,759 Speaker 1: and when you're done, I almost get this feeling like 851 00:45:26,760 --> 00:45:28,360 Speaker 1: you're looking at me personally, look at me, going you 852 00:45:28,360 --> 00:45:30,600 Speaker 1: really enjoyed that, dude? That was good for you, wasn't it? 853 00:45:31,280 --> 00:45:34,239 Speaker 1: Do you realize? My question is do you realize the 854 00:45:34,360 --> 00:45:38,160 Speaker 1: effect you have on people? Do you know when you 855 00:45:38,239 --> 00:45:40,600 Speaker 1: come out there? Can you feel how much they're digging 856 00:45:40,640 --> 00:45:43,000 Speaker 1: what you do? You must be able to feel it. Well, 857 00:45:43,400 --> 00:45:46,200 Speaker 1: I don't know. If I don't go out there going 858 00:45:46,280 --> 00:45:48,319 Speaker 1: they're gonna dig me. I go out there, and I 859 00:45:48,360 --> 00:45:50,919 Speaker 1: do know that the people that have come to see 860 00:45:50,960 --> 00:45:56,839 Speaker 1: me know that I have them in mind and that 861 00:45:56,800 --> 00:46:00,200 Speaker 1: they already have them on my side. They know that 862 00:46:00,280 --> 00:46:02,839 Speaker 1: I'm doing it for them. They It just it could 863 00:46:02,840 --> 00:46:05,480 Speaker 1: be a persona could be a body language thing, but 864 00:46:05,560 --> 00:46:08,640 Speaker 1: they know that I know they're there. And the differences 865 00:46:09,120 --> 00:46:12,799 Speaker 1: when when actors don't acknowledge the audience, the audience can't come. 866 00:46:14,080 --> 00:46:17,239 Speaker 1: When an actor acknowledges the audience, then you can have 867 00:46:17,360 --> 00:46:27,920 Speaker 1: a moment of ecstasy and I'm doing something talking and 868 00:46:28,000 --> 00:46:32,160 Speaker 1: a gipsy gips. This is Alec Baldwin and you're listening 869 00:46:32,200 --> 00:46:33,319 Speaker 1: to here's the thing.