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Speaker 1: on Exactly Amada motive. This is I don't want to
Speaker 1: say this is the end, Biddle Mahomedo. We have arrived
Speaker 1: to that place in life where we just want to
Speaker 1: reminisce and talk about all the great things that has
Speaker 1: happened this year, all the great things, good and bad
Speaker 1: things that I have lived this year. And to do that,
Speaker 1: I first of all want to give him all the
Speaker 1: problems in the world. Thank him so much for being
Speaker 1: an amazing producer of friend, for giving me amazing ideas,
Speaker 1: for being a support system.
Speaker 2: And this show couldn't be possible without Alex.
Speaker 1: Alex, thank you so much for being on my episode,
Speaker 1: my last episode of this season.
Speaker 2: How you doing.
Speaker 3: I'm good. It's been a whole year. Can you believe that.
Speaker 1: Nio guy at it? It has been a lot of
Speaker 1: and in this year, we've done the most.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's it's kind of fun to have have all
Speaker 3: this time and just you know, think about everything that
Speaker 3: you have done and everything that you know you continue
Speaker 3: to do moving forward into the new year. We talked
Speaker 3: about it last season, and I'm just happy to be
Speaker 3: here with you, and I have some great questions that
Speaker 3: I'm going to throw your way as well.
Speaker 2: Oh, go for it, go for it, because I'm sure
Speaker 2: that the people wants to now.
Speaker 1: And honestly, I'm excited because I feel like I remember
Speaker 1: my first episode on exactly Amada my first season. Til now,
Speaker 1: we've recorded so many episodes, We've done so many things.
Speaker 1: We have grown so much, to the point that I
Speaker 1: even have children now, Like, so much has happened since
Speaker 1: I started to Now.
Speaker 2: I love the evolution, I love the growth. So definitely
Speaker 2: let me know what you have in mine.
Speaker 3: Yeah, for sure. And this season has been very mommy centric.
Speaker 1: Yeah, and Arlene, I can't forget about Arlene. Arlene is
Speaker 1: such an important part of my podcast. Yes, and you know,
Speaker 1: unfortunately unfortunately for me, but you know, happily for her.
Speaker 1: She also became a mother during this season. Yeah, and
Speaker 1: so much has happened during this time. I wish her
Speaker 1: nothing but the best and her baby. I wish it
Speaker 1: I could see her, but I know that she's enjoyed
Speaker 1: this moment with her with her baby.
Speaker 2: So anyways, we love you, Arlene.
Speaker 3: Yeah, shout out to Arline. We love you. All right,
Speaker 3: I'm going to start off real quick. This is this
Speaker 3: is a basic question that I thought would start to
Speaker 3: show off. What do you think we're the most significant
Speaker 3: milestones or achievements that you reach this year.
Speaker 1: Honestly, I think that this year specifically, it's been about
Speaker 1: growth for me, growth in my growth as a person,
Speaker 1: learning how to choose better my battles or the things
Speaker 1: that matter and don't.
Speaker 2: I think maturity.
Speaker 1: This year it's been about a lot of maturity because
Speaker 1: a lot of the things that used to matter before
Speaker 1: now obviously they don't. And just knowing when to step
Speaker 1: in and step out. You know, I think that's been
Speaker 1: a big accomplishment for me because sometimes I would take
Speaker 1: things too personal.
Speaker 2: I would do the most. Anything could make me fall apart.
Speaker 1: And now it's like, bro, it's not that serious, you know,
Speaker 1: like this is not even worth my energy and time.
Speaker 1: And I think that just comes with life experience. You know,
Speaker 1: that's how you know you're maturing and you're growing. I
Speaker 1: definitely would say, but no, obviously, you know, this year
Speaker 1: it's really been about, you know, motherhood.
Speaker 2: I didn't when I had my daughters last year.
Speaker 1: It was a thing, but they were just laying there
Speaker 1: for the most part, right their baby bottle.
Speaker 2: They lay there, You change the diapers, blah blah blah,
Speaker 2: and it's great.
Speaker 1: But now that they jump around and move around and
Speaker 1: I have to travel and I have to go to work,
Speaker 1: and I have to do my podcast and I have
Speaker 1: to do this, and I don't have a nanny anymore,
Speaker 1: and it's just like now it's like when I really
Speaker 1: sink in, like, you got kids, so doing that and
Speaker 1: obviously the financial responsibility of hustling and figuring you know,
Speaker 1: other things out to maintain not one but two more mouths.
Speaker 1: It's it's a lot. And if any more milestones, well
Speaker 1: in my professional life, I would say, you know, I
Speaker 1: think that I continue to do you know my music,
Speaker 1: I do my podcast.
Speaker 2: I do many other things.
Speaker 1: But I definitely continue to grow my passion for real estate,
Speaker 1: for generational wealth. I just signed off on another property.
Speaker 1: I just purchased another property, a multifamily. This is another
Speaker 1: great way for me to continue the legacy for my children.
Speaker 1: And that's where my mindset is right now. You know,
Speaker 1: investing is really a.
Speaker 2: Big thing for me.
Speaker 1: I'm grateful to know that in my thirty three years
Speaker 1: of life, I have made wise decisions that are looking
Speaker 1: good for my future.
Speaker 3: I love that. For you, that's that's excellent, and that's
Speaker 3: a huge milestone, especially in today's times. Are you buying
Speaker 3: these propert he's hearing the States or in the medical.
Speaker 2: Report hearing the States?
Speaker 1: I well, obviously besides my house, I just bought this
Speaker 1: new investment property, which is I was kind of scared
Speaker 1: because I was, like I hear in America everything is
Speaker 1: more difficult, and they asked for taxes and this and that.
Speaker 1: But you know what I said, I'm just gonna do it.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna do it. Nobody is born knowing stuff. You
Speaker 1: learn through the journey, through the process. There's so many plans,
Speaker 1: so many things that we could do. I also think
Speaker 1: it's important for me to preach this out to the
Speaker 1: people that are listening to me, to the youth. Guys,
Speaker 1: while you're young, while you still can't invest your money
Speaker 1: because God knows, when you get older, you're not gonna
Speaker 1: have the same energy. You're gonna be tired. You're just
Speaker 1: gonna want to rest because God knows I do. And
Speaker 1: you have to sacrifice while you're young, while you can
Speaker 1: while you still have the energy, sacrifice, get your money
Speaker 1: up and invest ver.
Speaker 3: That's that's I mean, that's one of the things that
Speaker 3: we preach here on your show. So I love that.
Speaker 3: Now we talked about the milestones and achievements. Now, did
Speaker 3: you have any challenges or setbacks that you thought you
Speaker 3: weren't going to be able to handle that you kind
Speaker 3: of just plowed through?
Speaker 1: Actually yes, Funny enough, I don't want to get into
Speaker 1: too many details, but I was very afraid because I
Speaker 1: had to confront a big monster for me, which was
Speaker 1: the you know, the father of my children. I think
Speaker 1: that because our personal life was exposed and it was
Speaker 1: so public, there were so many commons, so many things
Speaker 1: that happened. Recently, we did an episode that will be
Speaker 1: airing for Love and Hip Hop, where I hadn't seen
Speaker 1: him in a very long time. My girls were about
Speaker 1: four months the last time I saw him, and I
Speaker 1: recently saw him again and we had a conversation in
Speaker 1: which I was very scared to confront and see him again.
Speaker 1: I didn't know if it was going to, you know,
Speaker 1: go zero to a thousand, and it did go zero
Speaker 1: to a thousand.
Speaker 2: It was very awful.
Speaker 1: I figured out a way to because as a woman
Speaker 1: you have to learn to put your feelings to a
Speaker 1: sign and think as a mother and what's best for
Speaker 1: your children. I can't say too much, but you know,
Speaker 1: some things were had handled and some things will never change.
Speaker 1: And I'm just glad that we were able to have
Speaker 1: a conversation. Whatever it is that needed to be said
Speaker 1: was said. I handled it as maturity as possible in
Speaker 1: that moment, and I think I think that was a
Speaker 1: very important moment for me in my life at this
Speaker 1: moment because it was just a lot. I also think
Speaker 1: that I learned and I dealt with the personal backlash
Speaker 1: of dating people on social you know, publicly on social media.
Speaker 2: I'm not doing that again.
Speaker 1: Let's be very clear. If you see me with somebody
Speaker 1: outside in these streets. Please don't think that I am
Speaker 1: dating them, or they're my man or anything like that.
Speaker 1: Because I've learned to keep my personal life to myself
Speaker 1: as private and as low as possible.
Speaker 2: I'm not never doing that again.
Speaker 1: I think the social media, as much as they can build,
Speaker 1: they can also destroy amazing relationships. I no longer want
Speaker 1: to do it. So I've learned that privacy is essential.
Speaker 1: And I also think that you learned that with maturity
Speaker 1: and growth. You know, life experiences teaches you not everybody
Speaker 1: needs to know your business, Not everybody needs to know
Speaker 1: how happy you are.
Speaker 2: Whatever it is. You just live in that moment and
Speaker 2: that's it.
Speaker 3: That's hard to do it is you know, when everyone's
Speaker 3: up in your business. Which leads me to this question
Speaker 3: for you through all of that, obviously that that was
Speaker 3: pretty you know, crazy for you to sit there and
Speaker 3: film all this. Did you prioritize any self care, any
Speaker 3: mental well being for yourself throughout the year. If you
Speaker 3: did or didn't, how do you think you can improve
Speaker 3: in that?
Speaker 2: You know what?
Speaker 1: And I love that you asked me that because that's
Speaker 1: something I definitely should work on. I don't think that
Speaker 1: I give myself enough time. I remember when I was,
Speaker 1: you know, single and before having children, I would go
Speaker 1: to the gym all the time. I would get facials
Speaker 1: all the time. You know, I was taking more care
Speaker 1: of me the person. And I've never been the going
Speaker 1: out type of girl. Likes been homebody, but I would
Speaker 1: take care of more of me I've gotten And now
Speaker 1: I understand because I remember that at one point in
Speaker 1: life I used to criticize those moms that would abandon
Speaker 1: their bodies and you know, get the bassa and now
Speaker 1: you've gotten fat and you know, wait, I've me now
Speaker 1: more than ever, I understand to be less judgmental because
Speaker 1: now that I'm living through it, I haven't completely abandoned myself,
Speaker 1: but I do see the difference and I do need
Speaker 1: more time for myself. I don't remember the last time
Speaker 1: I was in the gym, you know. Sometimes you know,
Speaker 1: I'm like, oh, I need a petticr. I forgot to
Speaker 1: shave my legs in the past two months. Like you know,
Speaker 1: I'm so busy taking care of everybody else, making sure
Speaker 1: that everybody else is taken care of, not only financially
Speaker 1: handling you know.
Speaker 2: The weight, but emotionally being there for everybody.
Speaker 1: That depends on me, and in that space, I feel
Speaker 1: that I have lost myself. I don't remember the last
Speaker 1: time I went out on a date or I just
Speaker 1: felt myself not only as a person, but as a woman.
Speaker 2: Right.
Speaker 1: I think it's important that the human part of you
Speaker 1: is important. The mother aspect of you is because you're
Speaker 1: supposed to nurture and be there for, you know, to
Speaker 1: take care of some.
Speaker 2: Another human being.
Speaker 1: But the woman within me, I feel like I have
Speaker 1: lost her a little bit, and I really want to
Speaker 1: find her this upcoming year.
Speaker 3: No, that's I mean, listen, you're you're a mother of two.
Speaker 3: It's not easy, right, You're also working very hard to
Speaker 3: maintain a home and a family. You know, you take
Speaker 3: care of mom, so it's not like you know, it's
Speaker 3: it's not.
Speaker 2: Easy My mom, my dad, everybody.
Speaker 3: Oh, your dad too? Yes?
Speaker 2: Yeah?
Speaker 3: Right? Did you maintain a good work life balance? You're
Speaker 3: kind of a crazy worker. You enjoy being busy a lot?
Speaker 3: Or did one aspect dominate over the other?
Speaker 1: I don't think that I enjoy being I'm a workaholic
Speaker 1: by nature because I like to feel that I'm being
Speaker 1: productive with my life. I don't like to feel like,
Speaker 1: you know, a week has passed by and you haven't
Speaker 1: done anything productive with your life.
Speaker 2: And being productive doesn't necessarily always mean financially.
Speaker 1: It can be like I'm gonna do yoga, I'm gonna detox,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna have fruits and water. I'm gonna, you know,
Speaker 1: self care. I am gonna maybe start a business, maybe
Speaker 1: make a call. There could be that one call that
Speaker 1: can change your life. Maybe I'm gonna call five people
Speaker 1: off my phone just to reach out. Maybe I'm gonna
Speaker 1: clean my room. Maybe, you know, I just like to
Speaker 1: feel productive. But the workaholic aspect of me really comes
Speaker 1: because of the financial, you know, weight that I have
Speaker 1: on my shoulders because I have several properties. I have
Speaker 1: like five mortgages besides the two that I have in Miami,
Speaker 1: I have three open mortgages in dr because everything I purchased.
Speaker 1: I'm always doing renovations and this and that, and I
Speaker 1: have kids, and I have my mom is you know,
Speaker 1: unfortunately always in the hospital. There's just so much going
Speaker 1: on that it's like if I stop working, everything falls apart.
Speaker 1: And I had the opportunity recently when I broke my toe,
Speaker 1: I wasn't able to go to a lot of things
Speaker 1: to my foot heels, and I just sat there and
Speaker 1: realized how everybody was just looking at me. Everybody was
Speaker 1: just sitting there looking at me, like, so, what do
Speaker 1: we do now? And I'm like, wait, what, no, no, no, no,
Speaker 1: if something would have happened to me, what do y'all
Speaker 1: do next? Like, So that was one of those moments
Speaker 1: that really put even more pressure on me, like I
Speaker 1: can't stop working as long, no matter how exhausted I am.
Speaker 1: I know that I still have energy within myself that
Speaker 1: I won't have when I'm forty five fifty, So push
Speaker 1: myself as much as I can because that day will come.
Speaker 2: Then I'm really gonna be like, y'all gotta figure this out.
Speaker 1: My girls are also somewhat working, and I know it's
Speaker 1: kind of crazy because they're young, but they do their
Speaker 1: little commercials here and there. They have almost like three
Speaker 1: hundred thousand followers on Instagram. I'm so grateful that they
Speaker 1: love my babies and they're starting to create their platform.
Speaker 1: So eventually those start working, creating their own little money too.
Speaker 1: But all these things are things that as a mother
Speaker 1: and as a woman now I start thinking, like, what
Speaker 1: are you gonna do. What are you gonna do? Where
Speaker 1: do I get money from here? What happens here?
Speaker 2: You know? Do I have to finish my trust? Do
Speaker 2: you have a trust? You know?
Speaker 1: All these are the things that I never thought of
Speaker 1: about now. This year is like is a year. This
Speaker 1: upcoming year for me is a year of getting organized.
Speaker 1: This year, to me was the year of growth. Next year,
Speaker 1: to me is a year of getting organized. Organized in
Speaker 1: every aspect. Organize your finances, Organize your you know, your vision,
Speaker 1: organized your time for yourself, Organize your daughter's schedules. Organization.
Speaker 1: This upcoming year is how I see it for myself.
Speaker 3: So you definitely would say that your work life balances
Speaker 3: are all jacked up.
Speaker 2: It is trash, It is garbage.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's it's not easy, especially when you're the head
Speaker 3: of the household. You've talked a little bit before about
Speaker 3: your relationship with your dad in past episodes. This season,
Speaker 3: you just mentioned that you are also taking care of dad. Yeah,
Speaker 3: along with your mom. How did your relationship evolve or
Speaker 3: cycle through this year with that whole situation, With that
Speaker 3: being back in the picture.
Speaker 1: You know, I will say that sometimes God, God has
Speaker 1: a funny way of working and he doesn't always give
Speaker 1: you what you want, but he'll give you what you need.
Speaker 2: And I don't think that.
Speaker 1: I'm not sure if I needed him as much as
Speaker 1: he needed me. God gave me the opportunity of allowing
Speaker 1: me to show.
Speaker 2: Him the daughter he missed out on.
Speaker 1: Wow, and he just made things happen in a way
Speaker 1: that it was just it just unfolded in that matter,
Speaker 1: like he lost his job, he lost his boss through
Speaker 1: because of COVID. That forced him to reach out to
Speaker 1: me and be like, I have nowhere to go.
Speaker 2: You know, I need your help.
Speaker 1: And in that moment, I felt like, you know, it
Speaker 1: was my duty as a daughter, regardless of the situation,
Speaker 1: to allow him to come into my home, into my space.
Speaker 1: I would never leave him in the streets, because I
Speaker 1: would never leave a friend. Nonetheless, you know, he created me,
Speaker 1: and him being in my house kind of forced us
Speaker 1: into you know, mingling and having to like, you know.
Speaker 2: Talk to each other a little bit creative bond.
Speaker 1: But I really feel that after I gave birth to
Speaker 1: my daughters, my daughters really have brought us together a
Speaker 1: little bit more, not too much, because I don't feel
Speaker 1: that he's an expressive person.
Speaker 2: He's not the type of person that's gonna tell me, oh,
Speaker 2: I love you.
Speaker 1: He's not gonna hug me. He never hugs me or
Speaker 1: gives me kisses. He'll give me a high five. That's
Speaker 1: like his way. He's a very distant person. I've never felt,
Speaker 1: you know, a hug from my father or like a
Speaker 1: real He's more like, hey.
Speaker 2: How you doing all right? Cool? Boom, all right, you're
Speaker 2: doing a great job. You know, do that all right? Whatever?
Speaker 2: So anyways, did your mom cook type of thing?
Speaker 1: My daughters and I think he's trying to do right
Speaker 1: by them for what he didn't do right by me,
Speaker 1: and that has brought us together.
Speaker 2: So you know, we're still working on it. Some things
Speaker 2: you have to build.
Speaker 1: Some things are happen and born naturally, and with our situation,
Speaker 1: we have to build it.
Speaker 3: That's a lot to take in house, that relationship with
Speaker 3: your daughters. Now with Grandpa being in the picture, how
Speaker 3: different do you see him acting with your kids as
Speaker 3: opposed to how he was with you.
Speaker 1: All the hugs that he doesn't give me and never
Speaker 1: gave me, he gives to them. He is very nurturing
Speaker 1: to them, not to me.
Speaker 2: He'll call me and be like donad. I'm like, well,
Speaker 2: good morning to you too, sir.
Speaker 1: Like you know, it's all about the girls. And I
Speaker 1: love to see how my girls love him. You know,
Speaker 1: I love because I feel that seeing them is almost
Speaker 1: me living through them. I love to see how when
Speaker 1: he comes through the door, they run to him, and
Speaker 1: that is like real, genuine love. Babies don't know a difference,
Speaker 1: you know, they don't know anything, So whatever it is
Speaker 1: that they feel, that's what they feel. And I love
Speaker 1: to see that they at least are creating that bond
Speaker 1: and those memories I never got to do.
Speaker 2: That's why I feel that God's timing is perfect. You know.
Speaker 1: Maybe I didn't need that as much as he needed it,
Speaker 1: or as much as my daughters needed that, because that's
Speaker 1: the only way I could break that generational curse.
Speaker 3: It's a wonderful thing for you to have that relationship
Speaker 3: between your daughters and him, you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 3: And for you to be able to see that with
Speaker 3: your eyes. It might be a little bit crazy because
Speaker 3: you didn't receive it, but you know it's there. You
Speaker 3: can see it moving forward. What habits or practices you
Speaker 3: think positively impacted your life this year, which ones would
Speaker 3: you like to continue moving forward with.
Speaker 1: I don't know if it's a habit, because it's definitely
Speaker 1: not a habit because I haven't been able to have
Speaker 1: a real life routine and god knows how long, like
Speaker 1: I have never had regular You wake up every day
Speaker 1: at this time, you do this, you do that. I
Speaker 1: don't know what it is to have that because my
Speaker 1: life is out okay and got right. But I will
Speaker 1: say that this year, most importantly, I have put in
Speaker 1: a lot more effort, a lot more effort into creating
Speaker 1: more family memories, creating more family moments. I talk about
Speaker 1: it all the time because with time I realized how
Speaker 1: my parents are getting older. How now as a mother
Speaker 1: I am. You know, I gave life to more people
Speaker 1: in this planet, in this world. I have to create
Speaker 1: those memories, all the things I never had. I want
Speaker 1: to build it for them. I want them to look
Speaker 1: at albums and see us enjoying each other and laughing
Speaker 1: and remembering this was your THEA and this is your
Speaker 1: mom and this is your you know what I mean?
Speaker 2: I used to look like this and I want to
Speaker 2: create those moments.
Speaker 1: And those moments don't always have to happen being out
Speaker 1: and about it could be we're just gonna watch a
Speaker 1: movie today, We're gonna watch a movie. I'm gonna put
Speaker 1: effort into, you know, getting instacart and I'm gonna big
Speaker 1: cookies and I'm gonna and I want us to come together,
Speaker 1: even doing friends giving.
Speaker 2: I had never done that.
Speaker 1: I you know, paid for a live Sasaban and I
Speaker 1: bought Gothias and you know, poor Gasau, and we we
Speaker 1: did so much bat We did so many foods, and
Speaker 1: I had my friends bring friends people I didn't even know.
Speaker 1: And originally it was supposed to be like ten of us.
Speaker 1: It ended up being like forty of us in the house.
Speaker 2: And it was a lot. It was a lot.
Speaker 1: But it was so important to create those those those bonds,
Speaker 1: those human connections, because we don't do that anymore, you know,
Speaker 1: don't We don't come together anymore, not even to meet
Speaker 1: new people. So that was important to me. And I'm
Speaker 1: putting a lot of effort into just creating more memories.
Speaker 3: That's great. I mean, that's just the way the way
Speaker 3: you talk about it. You genuinely put your foot forward,
Speaker 3: you know, to kind of make things work. And it
Speaker 3: sounds like it did, especially with your friends. Giving things.
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, we got to.
Speaker 1: Talk about that episode.
Speaker 3: My last question to you is how satisfied are you
Speaker 3: with the overall personal and professional growth this year? With
Speaker 3: everything that has happened from you know, your own personal
Speaker 3: things that have been going on with your family, to
Speaker 3: the podcast to your businesses? Are you satisfied with it all?
Speaker 1: I mean, I am more than grateful with God and
Speaker 1: life and my fans, the people that support me, the
Speaker 1: people that follow me. I am grateful because I always
Speaker 1: say that out of a bill and human beings, it's
Speaker 1: only very very few of us that get to see
Speaker 1: the lights, and I have been able to see the light.
Speaker 2: I am living in the lights as we speak.
Speaker 1: I may have not, you know, touched the light like
Speaker 1: Beyonce that she's all the way up there, but I at.
Speaker 2: Least have been able to touch it, live it and be
Speaker 2: in it.
Speaker 1: Some people are still dreaming of the possibilities of one
Speaker 1: day becoming or being or doing, and I have done
Speaker 1: and lived.
Speaker 2: I am grateful for that. You know, obviously I'm only
Speaker 2: but human.
Speaker 1: I'm always going to see the negative things, the negative
Speaker 1: side to all things. But in this moment, in this opportunity,
Speaker 1: I don't want to talk about the negativity because I
Speaker 1: have lived this year hasn't been all about positive stuff.
Speaker 1: It hasn't been all about great things. I've lived through
Speaker 1: a lot of shitty ass moments.
Speaker 2: But I want to.
Speaker 1: Talk about the good because I am grateful, you know,
Speaker 1: I think gratitude is so important. I am grateful for
Speaker 1: having another season of exactly a mata because I remember
Speaker 1: when originally Mike wudud that was just an idea that
Speaker 1: I you know, I was having a conversation with him
Speaker 1: Rique Santos at his house and it was just an idea.
Speaker 1: And now it's been two seasons in I pray to
Speaker 1: God we continue to grow this platform where it gives
Speaker 1: Latinos latin ex community, it gives people like myself after
Speaker 1: Latinos an opportunity to not only bring in other people
Speaker 1: to talk about their experiences, to empower, inspire and preach.
Speaker 1: But I'm just I'm grateful, you know. And my personal
Speaker 1: life has been trashed this year, you know, you know,
Speaker 1: we're still not having no sex. WHOA there goes that.
Speaker 1: I hope the next year things change. But I don't
Speaker 1: think it's even about that. I just think it's about
Speaker 1: the human connection of being with someone, of finding a
Speaker 1: partner that is worthy. I think that my life has
Speaker 1: also changed as far as your mindset. Now, I'm a mother,
Speaker 1: I have responsibilities. You can just bring anybody around. It
Speaker 1: has to make sense. So in my personal life, nothing
Speaker 1: has really evolved or grown in a way that I
Speaker 1: can feel like, oh, I'm so proud.
Speaker 2: Not necessarily, but I pray that things change.
Speaker 1: And as far as my career, I pay my bills
Speaker 1: in life doing what I love.
Speaker 2: I pay my bills in life.
Speaker 1: Doing with you know, doing what God gifted me with,
Speaker 1: you know, And that alone is there's nothing negative I
Speaker 1: can say because I get to live my dreams, I
Speaker 1: get to live I get to live those things. So
Speaker 1: I am happy. I am grateful. I think that that's
Speaker 1: something I need to work on more. As much as
Speaker 1: I'm talking about it now, I think that next year
Speaker 1: and in this moment, I need to be more grateful.
Speaker 1: And remember this this is not just for the podcast,
Speaker 1: but this should be me more often in real life.
Speaker 2: As far as being more.
Speaker 3: Grateful, well, hopefully see what the future brings here. And
Speaker 3: you know, thank you for having me on today and
Speaker 3: for allowing me to kind of ask you all these
Speaker 3: questions and share you know, all your feelings and everything
Speaker 3: that has happened for you in twenty twenty three.
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Speaker 2: Thank you for sharing my podcast. Thank you for being
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Speaker 1: I am so grateful for you. Once again, thank you
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Speaker 1: like I said before, Alex, thank you. Thank you so much.
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