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Speaker 1: Wind Down with Janet Kramer, an Imheart Radio podcast.

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Speaker 2: So excited for this week's whine About It Thursday Therapy.

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Speaker 2: We've got Mike Diamond.

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Speaker 1: So.

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Speaker 2: He's an author, television personality director, life coach, and interventionist.

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Speaker 2: He got off to a bit of a rough start

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Speaker 2: in life, battling undiagnosed dyslexia, exposure to drugs and alcohol

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Speaker 2: at age twelve, and struggling to finish high school. Stroke

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Speaker 2: of luck, however, earned him a green card in nineteen

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Speaker 2: ninety seven and he moved to the States. So he's

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Speaker 2: been on Miami Inc. And New York Inc. And later directing,

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Speaker 2: producing and starring in Bondai Inc. Tattoo Crew. But despite

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Speaker 2: all of this, Mike found himself spiritually bankrupt and thoroughly miserable,

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Speaker 2: realizing his life depended on it. In two thousand and six,

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Speaker 2: Mike decided to get sober, and, with his life completely

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Speaker 2: turned around, has now helped hundreds of people on their

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Speaker 2: own past recovery. Now, as a life coach in television personality,

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Speaker 2: Mike Diamond explains his tried and true methods for empowerment

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Speaker 2: and offers tools and stories to help you find your

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Speaker 2: purpose and create your ideal future. He's got a book

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Speaker 2: out called The Dose of Positivity, Tools, Techniques and Strategy

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Speaker 2: to live life on your terms. Let's add that to

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Speaker 2: Kart and then Adam on the show.

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Speaker 1: Jenna you you won't remember me?

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Speaker 2: Oh no, I don't. Am I gonna like the stories.

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Speaker 2: It's a bad story. Was this the story when we

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Speaker 2: met in my twenties?

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Speaker 1: Or no, this is a great story. You're gonna when

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Speaker 1: I tell you, you're gonna freak out.

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Speaker 2: Okay, okay, but.

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Speaker 1: No, no, no. Back in twenty ten, great you Alex cordover right.

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Speaker 1: It was running wet Republic. Okay, yes, I kind of

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Speaker 1: the pool party. I was the doll guy that took

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Speaker 1: care of you. Well, thank you for taking care of me. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: you can'd me like this guy called Mike Tyson, Mike Diamond.

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Speaker 1: You're like, that's the guy you you've gotta. Yeah.

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Speaker 3: I and I had the here to take care of

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Speaker 3: you because Alex was waiting for you, and it was

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Speaker 3: like thousands of people trying to get in and I

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Speaker 3: was like, I got you and two year are good

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Speaker 3: and it's like it was like I think it was Yeah,

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Speaker 3: you came to in Vegas.

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Speaker 1: That's it.

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Speaker 2: Wow, Oh my goodness, yes, I remember that. That's crazy.

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Speaker 2: Hi Mike, good to see you, not in not in Vegas. Well,

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Speaker 2: because I mean, like, I'm sure you can relate. We

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Speaker 2: all have these moments. Will I say that to like

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Speaker 2: hopefully not feel alone in some of the Like in

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Speaker 2: my la era of twenties, wasn't the best version of myself,

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Speaker 2: you know. So sometimes when people are like, oh, I

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Speaker 2: met you back and I'm like, oh gosh, I'm like,

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Speaker 2: did we a date? Did we was? I?

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Speaker 3: Like?

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Speaker 1: What? Where was I?

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Speaker 2: Because I was so traumatized by like a former abuse

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Speaker 2: and this and that and the other, and like it's

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Speaker 2: just I don't think I was presenting myself in the

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Speaker 2: proper manner back in my twenties, so you know.

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Speaker 1: But I don't think any of us do.

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Speaker 2: That's good to hear, thank you.

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Speaker 1: I think between twenty and thirty that's the whole point.

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Speaker 1: Like I suppose. I remember when I started to come

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Speaker 1: out about, you know, my sobriety and people are like, ooh,

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Speaker 1: don't talk about that, and I'm like why and they're like,

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Speaker 1: are You're supposed to save that for meetings? And I

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Speaker 1: was like, well, I'm not talking about someone else's mess up.

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Speaker 1: I'm talking about my own. People need to know that

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Speaker 1: you've got to fail forward. So I would constantly because

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Speaker 1: you know, when I started working as like an interventionist

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Speaker 1: Scott Wiland in New York City and the shooting a

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Speaker 1: VH one show when I was like, hmmm, this doesn't

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Speaker 1: seem right. It's just like you know what I mean,

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Speaker 1: Like you get to the top of a mountain, You're like,

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Speaker 1: a show for people isn't right. But I was making

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Speaker 1: people so much money that no one, everyone enabled me.

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Speaker 1: You know, you become like a puppet and you see

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Speaker 1: a lot of Like you look at someone like Amy Winehouse.

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Speaker 1: There's no way Amy Whitehouse should have ended like that,

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Speaker 1: because you know. So it's like I think between twenty

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Speaker 1: and if you don't get you don't want to be industrialized,

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Speaker 1: and you've got intuition, you're going to make a lot

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Speaker 1: of mistakes because you're finding yourself, you know, and it's

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Speaker 1: like you've got to make a mess in that process.

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Speaker 1: It's always ugly because we've been put in these boxes

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Speaker 1: and then if we come from, you know, any kind

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Speaker 1: then there's the generational trauma, which is downloaded and downloaded

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Speaker 1: get buried. We have to play a character protect ourselves.

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Speaker 1: And then we go through this massive hormonal change in

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Speaker 1: our teen years and we feel insecure. We don't know

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Speaker 1: who we are, right, and so if we don't have

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Speaker 1: good mentors or role models or people that actually walk

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Speaker 1: we know? We get into our twenties, we get a

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Speaker 1: because someone's likes it. I guess I going to run.

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Speaker 1: I hope this fills the whole.

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Speaker 2: It's interesting though, that you had that, like you were

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Speaker 2: able to have that perspective, because I feel like a

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Speaker 2: I haven't been in that situation where you know, I

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Speaker 2: this is not the life that I want. So the

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Speaker 2: fact that you were able to kind of have that

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Speaker 2: like freeze frame moment must have been just like a

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Speaker 2: very out of body but also like like it was

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Speaker 2: that the moment that essentially saved your life.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, it was. It was that pivotal moment. I'll be

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Speaker 1: honest with you, Jenna. I've got really really good intuition

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Speaker 1: as a kid, Like I always had that. I know

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Speaker 1: Just I just know, and it gets punished out of

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Speaker 1: you by the system, like, you know, don't trust your intuition.

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Speaker 1: That's not what we're telling you to do, that creative

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Speaker 1: part of you. So I just it was like that

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Speaker 1: movie Sliding Doors with Grenned Paltrow. I literally just zoomed down.

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Speaker 1: myself and say, all right, if I'm doing this all

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Speaker 1: of positivity. It's dopamine, oxytose and serotonin indorphins. Right, We're

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Speaker 1: all searching for those happy brain chemicals, and there's empowering

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Speaker 1: But there's a point that you sit with yourself when

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Speaker 1: I ran all these nightclub doors. And you make a

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Speaker 1: It's honest. I was lonely, I was. I mean to

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Speaker 1: this day, Janna, my family never reads my books. They

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Speaker 1: get it, you get you go get an agent and

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Speaker 1: No one should be treated like that. And then a

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Speaker 1: green card lottery ticket. Wow, I was unaware of a

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Speaker 1: lottery thing, and I sent it in and see months

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Speaker 2: Do you have do you have?

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Speaker 1: Like?

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Speaker 2: Are you? Are you spiritual? Believing God?

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Speaker 1: Like?

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Speaker 2: Do you do you see any of those moments?

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Speaker 1: Yeah? Everything? No, no, no, I I we all.

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Speaker 2: Have a because those moments where I'm like, that's a

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Speaker 1: That's like absolutely yeah, that's not coincidence. Every look God

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Speaker 1: and put my body on the line to get this

429
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Speaker 1: guy through. And I got him through it and I

430
00:22:58,600 --> 00:23:03,240
Speaker 1: got back and my agent couldn't sell the book. A

431
00:23:03,400 --> 00:23:06,159
Speaker 1: wast of my time. So I was like, Okay. So

432
00:23:06,280 --> 00:23:08,920
Speaker 1: when I'm in those frustrations and negative moments, I sit

433
00:23:09,000 --> 00:23:11,680
Speaker 1: by myself and I breathe and I get to do

434
00:23:11,800 --> 00:23:15,639
Speaker 1: a mindful new session. And I'd heard of an agent,

435
00:23:16,160 --> 00:23:18,560
Speaker 1: Paul Bill Gladstone, who represented Eckar told and I said,

436
00:23:18,560 --> 00:23:19,760
Speaker 1: you know what, I'm just going to do what I do.

437
00:23:19,880 --> 00:23:21,800
Speaker 1: I'm a Breakdawlls. I'm gonna send him an email and

438
00:23:21,960 --> 00:23:24,040
Speaker 1: just say, dude, I got a book ready to go

439
00:23:24,119 --> 00:23:26,920
Speaker 1: on a proposal. My agent couldn't do nothing with it.

440
00:23:27,000 --> 00:23:32,200
Speaker 1: Could you read the proposal? He read the proposal, read

441
00:23:32,240 --> 00:23:34,359
Speaker 1: the book. He three weeks later he got me a

442
00:23:34,440 --> 00:23:37,719
Speaker 1: publishing deal. Oh my god, but it gets better, right,

443
00:23:38,200 --> 00:23:40,040
Speaker 1: I go, I want to call it those of positivity.

444
00:23:40,080 --> 00:23:43,760
Speaker 1: They go absolutely, So we go into edits. I'd done

445
00:23:43,800 --> 00:23:47,560
Speaker 1: two edits before we go into edits. During the edited time,

446
00:23:48,119 --> 00:23:51,840
Speaker 1: I get COVID three times. My stomach blows out with

447
00:23:51,880 --> 00:23:56,080
Speaker 1: the ulcerated collidis. I'm not joking, Jenna, and I want

448
00:23:56,080 --> 00:23:57,760
Speaker 1: to be graphic. I was using the bathroom like twenty

449
00:23:57,840 --> 00:24:02,680
Speaker 1: five times a day, literally dying, and I'm sitting there

450
00:24:02,720 --> 00:24:05,360
Speaker 1: and I'm trying to edit this manuscript within the time

451
00:24:05,440 --> 00:24:08,080
Speaker 1: they said re edit it with the notes right, seventy

452
00:24:08,160 --> 00:24:10,280
Speaker 1: thousand words and I'm sitting there and going.

453
00:24:11,160 --> 00:24:13,480
Speaker 4: I brought this on myself. The last thing I want

454
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Speaker 4: to do is be positive. Like I'm losing my mind.

455
00:24:19,320 --> 00:24:22,560
Speaker 4: I can't hold down food. I've had COVID three times,

456
00:24:22,800 --> 00:24:24,120
Speaker 4: I have alter rated Collidis.

457
00:24:24,240 --> 00:24:27,280
Speaker 1: And I give myself this karmas by calling the book

458
00:24:27,280 --> 00:24:29,720
Speaker 1: a dose of positivity, right.

459
00:24:29,880 --> 00:24:32,159
Speaker 2: Because now I have to be positive, right.

460
00:24:32,280 --> 00:24:36,359
Speaker 1: So I start laughing. And then what I do is

461
00:24:36,400 --> 00:24:38,000
Speaker 1: I go, see, this is going to be such a

462
00:24:38,040 --> 00:24:39,760
Speaker 1: great story. This is why I have to do this,

463
00:24:40,280 --> 00:24:42,880
Speaker 1: teaching me to get out of my way and I'll

464
00:24:42,920 --> 00:24:46,720
Speaker 1: heal myself, which I did. And then I'd read Victor Frankel,

465
00:24:47,119 --> 00:24:50,040
Speaker 1: who like he goes out and he's in Auschwitz and

466
00:24:50,200 --> 00:24:52,480
Speaker 1: he you know, he's positive. And I read all these

467
00:24:52,520 --> 00:24:56,200
Speaker 1: incredible inspiring people that they take the university and you

468
00:24:56,359 --> 00:24:59,440
Speaker 1: sit in them. It's a lesson. There's never a loss,

469
00:24:59,480 --> 00:25:02,119
Speaker 1: there's a les And it taught me. It taught me

470
00:25:02,200 --> 00:25:04,159
Speaker 1: to slow down, and taught me to be patient, and

471
00:25:04,200 --> 00:25:06,320
Speaker 1: taught me to be grateful. Be grateful. I've got a

472
00:25:06,359 --> 00:25:09,200
Speaker 1: book deal, Be grateful that the other agent. Be grateful.

473
00:25:09,200 --> 00:25:11,119
Speaker 1: I got someone sober, you know what I mean. I'm

474
00:25:11,160 --> 00:25:14,440
Speaker 1: still alive. There's people I've got friends of the dead

475
00:25:14,520 --> 00:25:17,840
Speaker 1: that died during COVID grateful. I got through COVID three times,

476
00:25:18,240 --> 00:25:21,560
Speaker 1: so I just instantly sit in the pain and I

477
00:25:22,160 --> 00:25:25,119
Speaker 1: don't become a victim. I'm like, what's the victory? How

478
00:25:25,200 --> 00:25:27,200
Speaker 1: can I get a win out of this small thing?

479
00:25:28,560 --> 00:25:30,159
Speaker 1: You know, because I know I'm going to get through it.

480
00:25:30,720 --> 00:25:32,840
Speaker 1: I always tell myself, I'm like, I can figure this

481
00:25:32,960 --> 00:25:35,480
Speaker 1: out if I just slow down, and so yeah, but

482
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Speaker 1: I'll be honest, I'm not one of those people that

483
00:25:37,720 --> 00:25:39,520
Speaker 1: wakes up in the morning at three in the morning

484
00:25:39,600 --> 00:25:43,399
Speaker 1: and bells on whistles and dust car wheel. I was like,

485
00:25:43,520 --> 00:25:46,760
Speaker 1: I'm grumpy. I was like, oh, I don't want to

486
00:25:46,800 --> 00:25:50,720
Speaker 1: do this because it's hard. It's hard to get up.

487
00:26:03,440 --> 00:26:05,480
Speaker 2: I can be very positive, but I can also be

488
00:26:05,600 --> 00:26:07,560
Speaker 2: very pessimistic, where I'm just like, it's not gonna happen

489
00:26:07,560 --> 00:26:09,680
Speaker 2: because it's never happened, So like, why am I like

490
00:26:10,080 --> 00:26:12,119
Speaker 2: continuing doing this thinking that I'm going to get a

491
00:26:12,119 --> 00:26:14,360
Speaker 2: different result that I've had in the past. Like, it's

492
00:26:14,440 --> 00:26:17,080
Speaker 2: just it's not going to happen for me. And that's

493
00:26:17,160 --> 00:26:19,960
Speaker 2: the that's the like ugliest side of like my brain

494
00:26:20,080 --> 00:26:22,080
Speaker 2: sometimes and the other side is so grateful and so

495
00:26:22,240 --> 00:26:25,920
Speaker 2: thankful and happy, but there's also that piece. I think

496
00:26:26,000 --> 00:26:29,800
Speaker 2: that the thread in that was I didn't think I

497
00:26:29,920 --> 00:26:32,240
Speaker 2: deserved to be happy, and so that's like what has

498
00:26:32,280 --> 00:26:34,440
Speaker 2: been my work like with my therapist was like I

499
00:26:34,480 --> 00:26:37,240
Speaker 2: didn't think that is like we were doing e MDR

500
00:26:37,320 --> 00:26:38,560
Speaker 2: and we're like trying to figure it out, and I

501
00:26:38,680 --> 00:26:40,560
Speaker 2: was like I just stopped and I started balling, and

502
00:26:40,600 --> 00:26:42,760
Speaker 2: I was like, I don't think I deserve it because

503
00:26:43,240 --> 00:26:45,720
Speaker 2: everything that like again the messages and everything else, and

504
00:26:45,840 --> 00:26:48,879
Speaker 2: like that was the biggest piece to like overcome. Now

505
00:26:48,920 --> 00:26:51,119
Speaker 2: I still have moments of like you know that that

506
00:26:51,320 --> 00:26:54,359
Speaker 2: creeps back in, right, but it's like it's hard to

507
00:26:54,440 --> 00:26:57,600
Speaker 2: be positive one hundred percent. So it's for someone like

508
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Speaker 2: you that's written this kind of book, it's you know,

509
00:27:00,640 --> 00:27:03,040
Speaker 2: it's it's nice to hear that you too have those

510
00:27:03,119 --> 00:27:05,920
Speaker 2: moments where this is it's because life is hard and

511
00:27:06,040 --> 00:27:08,960
Speaker 2: things get thrown at you, but it's just there. It's

512
00:27:09,280 --> 00:27:11,520
Speaker 2: like you your tools in the book, Like obviously I

513
00:27:11,560 --> 00:27:14,440
Speaker 2: want my listeners to read the book, but like, what

514
00:27:14,600 --> 00:27:16,399
Speaker 2: are some of those tools and techniques that you go

515
00:27:16,560 --> 00:27:19,800
Speaker 2: to when you need like help getting there?

516
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Speaker 1: Well, the first thing you have to do is like

517
00:27:21,760 --> 00:27:24,040
Speaker 1: I always say, like what you said, is really beautiful.

518
00:27:24,080 --> 00:27:28,560
Speaker 1: It's like whenever I'm going through something and I and

519
00:27:28,680 --> 00:27:33,200
Speaker 1: I had that this past, like things that didn't go

520
00:27:33,359 --> 00:27:35,639
Speaker 1: my way, So I'm triggered thinking it's not going to

521
00:27:35,680 --> 00:27:38,600
Speaker 1: go my way. I'm like, well, okay, well what can

522
00:27:38,640 --> 00:27:42,399
Speaker 1: I do right now? What's the most what can I

523
00:27:42,560 --> 00:27:45,000
Speaker 1: do to just in this moment? Because look, let's just

524
00:27:45,119 --> 00:27:49,639
Speaker 1: be straight, Jenna, in all reality, all that matters is

525
00:27:49,720 --> 00:27:54,359
Speaker 1: me on a pocast with you. That's it. That's the

526
00:27:54,480 --> 00:27:57,760
Speaker 1: purest form of reality, right, I am sitting on a

527
00:27:57,840 --> 00:28:02,760
Speaker 1: podcast with you. So there's two techniques that will save someone. Right.

528
00:28:03,240 --> 00:28:06,080
Speaker 1: The first one is called stop. So if you as

529
00:28:06,200 --> 00:28:09,560
Speaker 1: Janet Kramer on me, as Mike as sitting on this podcast,

530
00:28:10,600 --> 00:28:14,040
Speaker 1: and for some reason, you're not actually calm right now

531
00:28:14,080 --> 00:28:16,520
Speaker 1: because there's no threat right now, even if they were

532
00:28:16,720 --> 00:28:18,919
Speaker 1: at your house trying to take your stuff, or someone

533
00:28:19,200 --> 00:28:21,480
Speaker 1: you don't know, something's happening to a shop, you're with

534
00:28:21,640 --> 00:28:24,960
Speaker 1: me now, there's no threat, right The only threat is

535
00:28:25,040 --> 00:28:28,880
Speaker 1: if something in the environment triggers a threat. Right, So there,

536
00:28:29,359 --> 00:28:33,480
Speaker 1: emotionally you become disturbed. Now, a technique that'll that'll that

537
00:28:33,520 --> 00:28:36,199
Speaker 1: will help you regulate your sympathetic nervous system and get

538
00:28:36,240 --> 00:28:39,200
Speaker 1: back to Paris. Sympathetic nervous system is called stop, and

539
00:28:39,360 --> 00:28:41,480
Speaker 1: it's simply you tell yourself, I've got to stop. Wherever

540
00:28:41,520 --> 00:28:42,720
Speaker 1: you are, you just say I've got to stop. I've

541
00:28:42,720 --> 00:28:45,480
Speaker 1: got to stop, right. And the second thing is t

542
00:28:45,720 --> 00:28:48,320
Speaker 1: take a breath. Now. When I say take a breath,

543
00:28:48,880 --> 00:28:55,200
Speaker 1: it's proper deep diaframatic breathing. It's not pipe anyway, right,

544
00:28:55,240 --> 00:28:57,240
Speaker 1: And you don't have to do whim Hoff. You just

545
00:28:57,440 --> 00:29:02,320
Speaker 1: need to breathe in slowly, expand the diaphragm, breathe out slowly.

546
00:29:02,600 --> 00:29:05,920
Speaker 1: Usually five or six breads will help you regulate your emotions.

547
00:29:06,440 --> 00:29:08,560
Speaker 1: And I always say to people, you know, if you

548
00:29:08,680 --> 00:29:11,360
Speaker 1: watch a boxing match for a UFC fight, right, you

549
00:29:11,440 --> 00:29:14,400
Speaker 1: see they're in a real fight. Even though the media

550
00:29:14,680 --> 00:29:17,920
Speaker 1: makes it up to desensitize the violence. It's violence. It's

551
00:29:17,960 --> 00:29:19,920
Speaker 1: people trying to kill each other when they get back

552
00:29:19,960 --> 00:29:21,360
Speaker 1: to the corner. And the first thing in the corner

553
00:29:21,400 --> 00:29:25,760
Speaker 1: man says is breathe. Its breathe because you get that

554
00:29:25,920 --> 00:29:29,640
Speaker 1: time to breathe and regulate. Go from sympathetic parasympathetic into

555
00:29:29,680 --> 00:29:33,000
Speaker 1: your prefront of context. Now observe you're either afraid you're

556
00:29:33,040 --> 00:29:34,880
Speaker 1: not going to get what you want, you're going to

557
00:29:34,960 --> 00:29:37,840
Speaker 1: lose what you have. You have some guilt, guilt and

558
00:29:37,960 --> 00:29:41,960
Speaker 1: shame or sometime of insecurities from the past, or guess what,

559
00:29:42,280 --> 00:29:46,520
Speaker 1: you're worried too much about the future. Right, So if

560
00:29:46,520 --> 00:29:48,959
Speaker 1: it's one of the four, guess where you're not present

561
00:29:49,040 --> 00:29:54,920
Speaker 1: with me, So then you pee, proceed right and take

562
00:29:55,080 --> 00:29:58,880
Speaker 1: action when you're calm, so you actually respond and take

563
00:29:59,240 --> 00:30:06,160
Speaker 1: critical think action right, not emotions, not reacting, not regretting

564
00:30:06,280 --> 00:30:10,680
Speaker 1: what you've done, because your emotions have actually the energy

565
00:30:10,760 --> 00:30:14,800
Speaker 1: emotion has put you in the wrong course. Right. So

566
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Speaker 1: the second technique is called stamp. And when you are

567
00:30:18,400 --> 00:30:22,120
Speaker 1: ruminating over and over again, because remember it's either feeling

568
00:30:23,320 --> 00:30:27,880
Speaker 1: then acting or thinking, thinking your way into the feeling

569
00:30:28,000 --> 00:30:31,520
Speaker 1: then acting right, there's two different things. You could overthink something,

570
00:30:31,640 --> 00:30:34,600
Speaker 1: get emotional and act like a crazy person, or you

571
00:30:34,680 --> 00:30:38,080
Speaker 1: could be triggered right then act like a crazy person,

572
00:30:38,160 --> 00:30:41,360
Speaker 1: then think about it. So the second one is to stamp,

573
00:30:41,400 --> 00:30:44,040
Speaker 1: and I say stamp is like stamping on the ruminating

574
00:30:44,120 --> 00:30:49,720
Speaker 1: negative thoughts. Stop again, take a breath, breathe diaphragmatically. Once

575
00:30:49,760 --> 00:30:54,800
Speaker 1: you start to breathe diaphragmatically, a adjust my thinking. Okay,

576
00:30:55,200 --> 00:30:58,080
Speaker 1: I'm now breathing adjusted, So what is something I can

577
00:30:58,120 --> 00:31:02,400
Speaker 1: be grateful for? What am I ruminating on? You've got

578
00:31:02,520 --> 00:31:04,240
Speaker 1: to get clarity if you find one thing to be

579
00:31:04,400 --> 00:31:08,520
Speaker 1: grateful for, and you can slightly reframe whatever you're ruminating on,

580
00:31:08,800 --> 00:31:10,720
Speaker 1: like you're not enough, I'm not going to get enough,

581
00:31:10,880 --> 00:31:14,360
Speaker 1: or I don't have enough. It's usually that I want this,

582
00:31:14,720 --> 00:31:18,120
Speaker 1: but do you need it? Right? If you've got your

583
00:31:18,160 --> 00:31:21,680
Speaker 1: primary needs mat it's usually a want right, and then

584
00:31:22,120 --> 00:31:25,360
Speaker 1: m I'm now am going to make the change right

585
00:31:25,480 --> 00:31:28,520
Speaker 1: and proceed to be grateful or take action in a

586
00:31:28,560 --> 00:31:31,920
Speaker 1: positive way, and then p After you've made the change,

587
00:31:31,960 --> 00:31:34,840
Speaker 1: you proceed, you get on your way. And like anything,

588
00:31:34,880 --> 00:31:38,920
Speaker 1: it's learned behavior. The more you practice slowing down, breathing

589
00:31:39,200 --> 00:31:42,760
Speaker 1: and setting yourself in the moment, the better you get

590
00:31:42,800 --> 00:31:46,520
Speaker 1: at it. Now, the world is not designed to make

591
00:31:46,640 --> 00:31:51,040
Speaker 1: us do that. This phone, we're always scrolling not enough

592
00:31:51,440 --> 00:31:56,760
Speaker 1: right comparison syndrome right, negative people, toxic people telling us

593
00:31:56,800 --> 00:31:58,720
Speaker 1: all these things, downloading their day.

594
00:31:58,600 --> 00:32:03,920
Speaker 2: On us, the filters right right, showing us that we

595
00:32:04,040 --> 00:32:05,040
Speaker 2: don't look good enough.

596
00:32:05,840 --> 00:32:09,480
Speaker 1: So you just need to sit alone and just And

597
00:32:09,640 --> 00:32:13,360
Speaker 1: it's very important to be around like the right people,

598
00:32:13,520 --> 00:32:15,760
Speaker 1: Like you've got to know who you're sharing with, Like

599
00:32:16,320 --> 00:32:19,080
Speaker 1: I don't. I have to do a lot of journaling

600
00:32:19,440 --> 00:32:21,360
Speaker 1: and alone time, and I share with a couple of

601
00:32:21,440 --> 00:32:24,400
Speaker 1: people because it's like you think you can share your

602
00:32:24,440 --> 00:32:29,280
Speaker 1: stop with people and then they start acting strange, like right,

603
00:32:29,440 --> 00:32:31,440
Speaker 1: then you can share your stuff for me and I

604
00:32:31,560 --> 00:32:35,080
Speaker 1: won't tell you much. Right Not everyone wants to get

605
00:32:35,160 --> 00:32:36,800
Speaker 1: deep and ugly and get through the stop.

606
00:32:37,760 --> 00:32:40,760
Speaker 2: It's like my favorite thing. I like, that's like my connection,

607
00:32:41,000 --> 00:32:43,680
Speaker 2: like I when I I don't, I don't love the

608
00:32:43,760 --> 00:32:45,960
Speaker 2: small talk when I meet someone like I just I'm like,

609
00:32:46,040 --> 00:32:48,600
Speaker 2: I need to know what deep. I want to know

610
00:32:48,880 --> 00:32:51,320
Speaker 2: what's your what's your wounds? Like what's your leak? And

611
00:32:51,440 --> 00:32:54,080
Speaker 2: how can we like you know, heal and grow and

612
00:32:54,200 --> 00:32:57,160
Speaker 2: learn because I always think I mean everything that you

613
00:32:57,240 --> 00:33:00,320
Speaker 2: know when I fail, that's my biggest learning lessons. I'm

614
00:33:00,440 --> 00:33:03,080
Speaker 2: always looking at it like, Okay, what did I learn

615
00:33:03,160 --> 00:33:04,880
Speaker 2: from this? How can I do better? Or what can

616
00:33:04,960 --> 00:33:07,640
Speaker 2: I you know, how can I grow and heal and continue?

617
00:33:07,720 --> 00:33:11,959
Speaker 2: And I'm adding a dose of positivity to KRT right now,

618
00:33:12,640 --> 00:33:14,600
Speaker 2: and I want everyone to do the same. Mike, this

619
00:33:14,720 --> 00:33:17,440
Speaker 2: has been my favorite full circle moment I think I've

620
00:33:17,440 --> 00:33:21,360
Speaker 2: ever had with you on the show from from Vegas.

621
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Speaker 2: So like, just thank you for being so vulnerable and

622
00:33:26,320 --> 00:33:30,160
Speaker 2: sharing your heart and you know, having because I think

623
00:33:30,880 --> 00:33:33,160
Speaker 2: it's it's not it's definitely not easy to be positive

624
00:33:33,160 --> 00:33:37,240
Speaker 2: at all, but to be able to be such a

625
00:33:37,360 --> 00:33:39,360
Speaker 2: figure for people and someone to look up to the

626
00:33:39,400 --> 00:33:41,960
Speaker 2: fact that you've gone through so much in your life,

627
00:33:42,160 --> 00:33:45,840
Speaker 2: to be able to still be positive, it's like I

628
00:33:45,880 --> 00:33:47,760
Speaker 2: almost to be like other people can't complain, you know

629
00:33:47,760 --> 00:33:50,920
Speaker 2: what I mean? Like you you are living proof that

630
00:33:51,080 --> 00:33:53,600
Speaker 2: like you can overcome and you can still be positive

631
00:33:53,600 --> 00:33:54,120
Speaker 2: and have hope.

632
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Speaker 1: You know what it is. I'll tell people the three

633
00:33:56,320 --> 00:34:01,280
Speaker 1: simple things, Okaya. The rules. Always break the rules. Okay,

634
00:34:01,320 --> 00:34:03,760
Speaker 1: whatever rules are, they were created by man, they weren't

635
00:34:03,800 --> 00:34:07,200
Speaker 1: created by spirit. Second thing is respect man made laws,

636
00:34:07,280 --> 00:34:10,160
Speaker 1: because wherever you go in the world, the laws are different.

637
00:34:10,280 --> 00:34:12,400
Speaker 1: So you know, you don't want to be locked up

638
00:34:12,560 --> 00:34:13,399
Speaker 1: doing something done.

639
00:34:15,280 --> 00:34:16,919
Speaker 2: Don't bring weed to Russia.

640
00:34:17,200 --> 00:34:19,320
Speaker 1: Yeah right, right, don't.

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Speaker 2: Do check the laws you don't know. You don't know lows.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I get. I can stop the other day at

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Speaker 1: the airport, right because I had some powders and then

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Speaker 1: amuser with some glutamine and the guy goes, it's it's

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Speaker 1: a is that a bomb device? It's like, the only

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Speaker 1: bombing going to get is the fiber blowing through you.

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Speaker 1: But it's not a bomb. And they had me waiting

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Speaker 1: for forty five minutes and they like full searched me.

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Speaker 1: And the guy goes, do you want a private room?

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Speaker 1: I said, dude, I have no problems people touching me

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Speaker 1: in public. I have no shame. I used to do

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Speaker 1: eight balls of cocaine and I'm on to going into

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Speaker 1: an easter benure to say a crackhead, right yeah, And

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Speaker 1: they're like, said by Mike, Dude, I don't care I

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Speaker 1: have You're not going to embarrass a guy like me.

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Speaker 1: I've done it all right. And the third thing is

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Speaker 1: you must obey spiritual laws. Okay, study them. A lot

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Speaker 1: of attraction, lot of correspondence, a lot of synchronicity, lot

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Speaker 1: of karma. You report your soul right, and always do

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Speaker 1: something with the right purpose because if the cause is right,

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Speaker 1: the effect is always money. Okay. Put people first and

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Speaker 1: bring value to weather people and you will profit. I

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Speaker 1: love that.

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Speaker 2: Mike, thank you so much for coming on the shlf. Seriously,

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Speaker 2: You're just a breath of fresh air.

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Speaker 1: I have to connect. I would love that.

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Speaker 2: I'm going to DM you right now, Yeah I will.

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Speaker 1: And anything you need. I'm one of those real guys

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Speaker 1: like I'm there to help and serve and just whatever

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Speaker 1: people are going through. I get into the mark and

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Speaker 1: the weeds and you need, you need, Like they say,

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Speaker 1: you love this. It's a great video. And there's a

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Speaker 1: male lion screaming out and he's got twenty hyaenas trying

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Speaker 1: to kill him, and another male lion from when he

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Speaker 1: was years ago, an old friend. Here's the call from

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Speaker 1: five miles away, and he runs over to help him,

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Speaker 1: and two male lions make twenty hyaenas run. And I

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Speaker 1: always say to people, you only need one or two

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Speaker 1: people in your life that can be there for you

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Speaker 1: when things fall apart, and the rest of the pack

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Speaker 1: doesn't matter. I just have one or two people that

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Speaker 1: are your engines, that help drive you, that just are

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Speaker 1: there for you, and that's what you need.

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Speaker 2: I love that and I I've one thousand percent agree.

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Speaker 2: So yeah, you're the best. Thank you for coming on,

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Speaker 2: and I'll see you soon.

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Speaker 1: Bye. Telling you're the best,