WEBVTT - Sincerely, Janney: Entering a New Decade

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<v Speaker 1>Hi, my beautiful people. It's me Jinny. I just let

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<v Speaker 1>the gym. It is Monday, June second, exactly twenty five

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<v Speaker 1>days away from my birthday. Oh my god, I almost

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<v Speaker 1>witnessed the car. I said, don't thank god, nothing happened

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<v Speaker 1>all because the guy ran a red light. Oh my gosh. Anyway,

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<v Speaker 1>so yeah, twenty five days till my birthday and I'm

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<v Speaker 1>definitely in my feels. I'm not sad, but I don't

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<v Speaker 1>feel super happy or motivated. I just kind of wanted

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<v Speaker 1>to share what I was feeling right now. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know if any of you ever feel like this before

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<v Speaker 1>your birthday. I have friends that have. I never really

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<v Speaker 1>have been one to feel that way. I'm always very

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<v Speaker 1>happy and excited. I don't know if it's because I'm

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<v Speaker 1>entering a completely new chapter in my life. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm going to be forty years old. And it's not

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<v Speaker 1>that I'm ashamed that I'm forty, because I don't feel forty.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't feel like I look forty, and I've accomplished

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<v Speaker 1>so much so I can't really say, oh my gosh,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm forty, like I didn't do anything with my life

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<v Speaker 1>like I feel. I feel very proud of how far

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<v Speaker 1>I've come and everything I've been able to experience and

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<v Speaker 1>every blessing and just everything, you know. So I'm not

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<v Speaker 1>exactly sure what it is because I don't really have

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<v Speaker 1>anything to be sad about anymore. You know, there was

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<v Speaker 1>this like cool thing with my siblings, but you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm coming to terms with that shift and how things

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<v Speaker 1>are changing and will be from here on out, and

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<v Speaker 1>my relationship is good. I don't know, guys, I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know if it's the baby thing. Anyway, I just wanted

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<v Speaker 1>to talk to you and let you know what's going on.

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<v Speaker 1>I am on my way to Trader Joe's and that

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<v Speaker 1>makes me really happy. I had a really good workout.

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<v Speaker 1>I did sprints. I did thirty seconds sprints, and then

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<v Speaker 1>I walked for ninety seconds and I walked on an

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<v Speaker 1>incline of fifteen at a two point seven speed and

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<v Speaker 1>that made me feel good. So I had a really

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<v Speaker 1>good workout, did my abs, I stretched, and now I'm

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<v Speaker 1>gonna lay a Trader Joe's because I need almond milk

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<v Speaker 1>and they have my favorite almond milk there, Califan Kalifa

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<v Speaker 1>organic almond milk, so delicious. And then they have the

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<v Speaker 1>shredded beef there, and it's so freaking good if you

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<v Speaker 1>put like a little bit of sesame terarayaki sauce with

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<v Speaker 1>white rice and so like broccoli. I think that's what

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna make later. What else do I have to get? Oh, butter?

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<v Speaker 1>I need all of oil butter, and I think that's it.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm trying to just grocery shop and go get what

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<v Speaker 1>I need because I've learned that when I go to

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<v Speaker 1>the grocery store and I buy everything I think I

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<v Speaker 1>need or that I'm going to use throughout the week,

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<v Speaker 1>I end up not using it for one reason or another,

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<v Speaker 1>and then things go bad and I end up disposing

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<v Speaker 1>of food because I like buying everything organic now and

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<v Speaker 1>it doesn't last as long, you know, So just a

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<v Speaker 1>little tip there, a little Jenne tip instead of postmating everything,

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<v Speaker 1>because all those one, two, three dollars fifteen dollars charges

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<v Speaker 1>add up to like literally fifteen hundred dollars a month.

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<v Speaker 1>It's crazy. So I'm trying to just after the gym

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<v Speaker 1>go get what I need to like cook either the

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<v Speaker 1>same day or the next day. And it's been making

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<v Speaker 1>me feel better because I don't want to be like

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<v Speaker 1>that person to throw away food and stuff because you

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<v Speaker 1>just never know, guys, you just never know. So anyway,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm getting here to Treader Joe's. I'm driving. I'm being safe,

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<v Speaker 1>don't worry. But I just wanted to say hello and

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<v Speaker 1>tell you guys that I love you and that i'm

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<v Speaker 1>thinking this and that i'm feeling this and I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know why, and maybe in a couple of days I'll

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<v Speaker 1>figure it out and i'll let you know. Okay, thank

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<v Speaker 1>you so much. I love you, and that's it. Sincerely

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<v Speaker 1>Jinay