Speaker 1: Hi, my beautiful people. It's me Jinny. I just let
Speaker 1: the gym. It is Monday, June second, exactly twenty five
Speaker 1: days away from my birthday. Oh my god, I almost
Speaker 1: witnessed the car. I said, don't thank god, nothing happened
Speaker 1: all because the guy ran a red light. Oh my gosh. Anyway,
Speaker 1: so yeah, twenty five days till my birthday and I'm
Speaker 1: definitely in my feels. I'm not sad, but I don't
Speaker 1: feel super happy or motivated. I just kind of wanted
Speaker 1: to share what I was feeling right now. I don't
Speaker 1: know if any of you ever feel like this before
Speaker 1: your birthday. I have friends that have. I never really
Speaker 1: have been one to feel that way. I'm always very
Speaker 1: happy and excited. I don't know if it's because I'm
Speaker 1: entering a completely new chapter in my life. You know,
Speaker 1: I'm going to be forty years old. And it's not
Speaker 1: that I'm ashamed that I'm forty, because I don't feel forty.
Speaker 1: I don't feel like I look forty, and I've accomplished
Speaker 1: so much so I can't really say, oh my gosh,
Speaker 1: I'm forty, like I didn't do anything with my life
Speaker 1: like I feel. I feel very proud of how far
Speaker 1: I've come and everything I've been able to experience and
Speaker 1: every blessing and just everything, you know. So I'm not
Speaker 1: exactly sure what it is because I don't really have
Speaker 1: anything to be sad about anymore. You know, there was
Speaker 1: this like cool thing with my siblings, but you know,
Speaker 1: I'm coming to terms with that shift and how things
Speaker 1: are changing and will be from here on out, and
Speaker 1: my relationship is good. I don't know, guys, I don't
Speaker 1: know if it's the baby thing. Anyway, I just wanted
Speaker 1: to talk to you and let you know what's going on.
Speaker 1: I am on my way to Trader Joe's and that
Speaker 1: makes me really happy. I had a really good workout.
Speaker 1: I did sprints. I did thirty seconds sprints, and then
Speaker 1: I walked for ninety seconds and I walked on an
Speaker 1: incline of fifteen at a two point seven speed and
Speaker 1: that made me feel good. So I had a really
Speaker 1: good workout, did my abs, I stretched, and now I'm
Speaker 1: gonna lay a Trader Joe's because I need almond milk
Speaker 1: and they have my favorite almond milk there, Califan Kalifa
Speaker 1: organic almond milk, so delicious. And then they have the
Speaker 1: shredded beef there, and it's so freaking good if you
Speaker 1: put like a little bit of sesame terarayaki sauce with
Speaker 1: white rice and so like broccoli. I think that's what
Speaker 1: I'm gonna make later. What else do I have to get? Oh, butter?
Speaker 1: I need all of oil butter, and I think that's it.
Speaker 1: I'm trying to just grocery shop and go get what
Speaker 1: I need because I've learned that when I go to
Speaker 1: the grocery store and I buy everything I think I
Speaker 1: need or that I'm going to use throughout the week,
Speaker 1: I end up not using it for one reason or another,
Speaker 1: and then things go bad and I end up disposing
Speaker 1: of food because I like buying everything organic now and
Speaker 1: it doesn't last as long, you know, So just a
Speaker 1: little tip there, a little Jenne tip instead of postmating everything,
Speaker 1: because all those one, two, three dollars fifteen dollars charges
Speaker 1: add up to like literally fifteen hundred dollars a month.
Speaker 1: It's crazy. So I'm trying to just after the gym
Speaker 1: go get what I need to like cook either the
Speaker 1: same day or the next day. And it's been making
Speaker 1: me feel better because I don't want to be like
Speaker 1: that person to throw away food and stuff because you
Speaker 1: just never know, guys, you just never know. So anyway,
Speaker 1: I'm getting here to Treader Joe's. I'm driving. I'm being safe,
Speaker 1: don't worry. But I just wanted to say hello and
Speaker 1: tell you guys that I love you and that i'm
Speaker 1: thinking this and that i'm feeling this and I don't
Speaker 1: know why, and maybe in a couple of days I'll
Speaker 1: figure it out and i'll let you know. Okay, thank
Speaker 1: you so much. I love you, and that's it. Sincerely
Speaker 1: Jinay