Speaker 1: Guess what decision we're about to make?
Speaker 2: Horrible decision?
Speaker 1: How do y'all Welcome to another episode of horrible decision?
Speaker 1: Boy do a hat make y'all goddamn Welcome y'all, it's
Speaker 1: your girl man e v ak a full court pumps
Speaker 1: a ka dot. Hi, everybody, my name is Weezy. We're
Speaker 1: back for another episode of horrible. We don't have a
Speaker 1: guest today, which means we're not fighting, which means it's
Speaker 1: gonna be a great fucking episode. And y'all get to
Speaker 1: hear us finally talk about ourselves because for whatever reason,
Speaker 1: y'all motherfuckers want to act like we talk about ourselves
Speaker 1: too much when we got a motherfucking guess, So now
Speaker 1: we have the motherfucking floor And damn didn't I say
Speaker 1: we shouldn't have been cussing this much early on in
Speaker 1: the goddamn motherfucking shit My bad. I also do want
Speaker 1: to address a comment. Oh, I know, I know.
Speaker 2: You're going to get somebody who no, no, no, it's not even.
Speaker 1: That I'm going to get it, but I just want
Speaker 1: to address it because it was also it was also
Speaker 1: a comment that I ended up bringing up bitch in
Speaker 1: my therapy, pus A hope, and I don't let these
Speaker 1: wople things they be making you go to therapy. No, no, no, no,
Speaker 1: y'all hoes are not making me go to therapy at all.
Speaker 2: Said, I should have been in there anyway.
Speaker 1: So well, bitch, I've been in there like a good
Speaker 1: four years now. But I just wanted to read it
Speaker 1: because I wanted to kind of respond on ay, I
Speaker 1: don't agree, but also why you can suck my dick
Speaker 1: from the back.
Speaker 2: Damn, I know, ain't that crazy? Team? I hope it's
Speaker 2: not in my other phone. It might be in my
Speaker 2: other phone. Damn, my bad, my bad.
Speaker 1: Anyways, this is the problem. I have two phones now,
Speaker 1: and so it's probably a man. He said, I have
Speaker 1: two phones that I go to industry.
Speaker 2: Ready, shut the fuck up.
Speaker 1: Anyways, it was a comment on the YouTube that what
Speaker 1: episode was it. I think it was our last solo one, okay,
Speaker 1: and I think it was in reference to me talking
Speaker 1: about not feeling safe with certain men. But the comment
Speaker 1: referenced that I trauma dump on this podcast, and it
Speaker 1: was just so interesting to me because I don't like
Speaker 1: the word trauma dump. But I also know that you
Speaker 1: and I spoke heavily about as well maybe in another episode.
Speaker 2: I just don't like that.
Speaker 1: No emotional dumping, that's what I called it, the emotional dumping,
Speaker 1: but the trauma dumping. To me, I was just like, uh, nigga,
Speaker 1: what like A, this is my life. B We're literally
Speaker 1: going through things in real time, and to me, there's
Speaker 1: no way for y'all to see the growth of you
Speaker 1: or myself without referencing like the things that have affected
Speaker 1: us or things and why we view things the way
Speaker 1: we do. And so I just didn't like that comment,
Speaker 1: and I wanted to tell you, respectfully to suck my
Speaker 1: dick from the back, especially because I think that I
Speaker 1: think that us sharing our traumas or the things that
Speaker 1: we go through within dating, our relationships, our friendships, I'm
Speaker 1: in hell, even you and me, I feel like it's
Speaker 1: not trauma dumping as much as it's like, Hey, this
Speaker 1: is what's happening, this is how I'm handling it, this
Speaker 1: is what I'm going through. And you know, So for
Speaker 1: anyone listening to this podcast who thinks that we may
Speaker 1: be trauma dumping or sharing too much, I do think
Speaker 1: we share too much. Sometimes, Yeah, I will say we
Speaker 1: probably do share too much. But I want to say,
Speaker 1: you see, and actually it's interesting because there's two conflicting comments.
Speaker 3: So someone said, oh her, it wasn't actually a bad comment.
Speaker 3: Eh love that Mandy's.
Speaker 2: Tay that shit to motherfucking therapy. Is what the fuck
Speaker 2: she's said, bitch, we'll read it.
Speaker 3: Which love that Mandy's working through her trauma and theory,
Speaker 3: but it's starting to feel like trauma dunking, and I
Speaker 3: think she needs to have a conversation with her therapist
Speaker 3: about the frequency in which she shares her trauma. That
Speaker 3: isn't a bad comment, I don't. She didn't kept it
Speaker 3: to herself. Yeah, like, but twenty one likes is crazy.
Speaker 1: And you're supposed to have Oh no, Theanna.
Speaker 2: Got enough dick ball of y'all.
Speaker 3: But you know what, that's a really interesting comment in conversation,
Speaker 3: not making it about you. Yes, the frequency in which you
Speaker 3: share like that's interesting because frequency like because obviously you
Speaker 3: have to be emotional. But to me, I recently had
Speaker 3: a friend that was sharing a lot of stuff she
Speaker 3: didn't like about a partner. Okay, it was so frequent
Speaker 3: that I felt like we were supposed to hate this nigga,
Speaker 3: And when we all went out together. She was like
Speaker 3: kind of confused why I was being stand offish. I'm like,
Speaker 3: every time I speak to you, I wouldn't want to
Speaker 3: be around a nigga. And she's like, yeah, but it's
Speaker 3: just girlfriend. She's is just venting. And I think you
Speaker 3: actually do have a barometer for how much you can
Speaker 3: do that before someone starts to even look at it,
Speaker 3: like maybe they could even think Mandy is not happy,
Speaker 3: or they could think Mandy hasn't healed.
Speaker 2: Whatever the fun they want.
Speaker 1: Well, I'll say though to me, like, and I get
Speaker 1: the how often you're sharing your trauma as one thing
Speaker 1: I think for this podcast, we do outlines. I specifically
Speaker 1: come in and know things that I want to share
Speaker 1: on this podcast. It's crazy because I also realize how
Speaker 1: private public I am.
Speaker 2: Like I'm battling.
Speaker 1: With actually how much I don't share and the things
Speaker 1: that I want to keep private and what I share
Speaker 1: on this pod.
Speaker 2: About your personal life or about people both both.
Speaker 1: I'm I think I'm really open about what I'm dealing
Speaker 1: with personally on this podcast and and therapy and bitch
Speaker 1: we're writing a book, so baby, y'all about to y'all
Speaker 1: about to hear it but or read it not hear
Speaker 1: it well and hear it we're doing audiobook. But to me,
Speaker 1: my partners and the things that I choose to share,
Speaker 1: and how I choose to navigate, and the way I
Speaker 1: specifically choose to leave certain things out or kind of
Speaker 1: exaggerate things just so people don't even start to try
Speaker 1: to guess, like I don't know, just battling that I I.
Speaker 3: Don't want to say it like this because it is
Speaker 3: going to sound do it right. I'm so happy right
Speaker 3: now that I'm just scared to talk about it.
Speaker 2: Could you be talking about it every episode? No?
Speaker 3: No, oh, not to the extent that you could be like, uh,
Speaker 3: whether how I'm love I am, how safe I'm feeling.
Speaker 3: I'll tell fun stories a little even. For example, I
Speaker 3: shared something on Patreon about a conversation at a wedding
Speaker 3: we had right and even I was like, I'm telling
Speaker 3: this story just because I think other couples may be
Speaker 3: having conversations or it's an interesting thing to bring up,
Speaker 3: But I'm only doing it for the sake of bringing
Speaker 3: this conversation to the show. I'm so happy, Like and uh,
Speaker 3: I think when you share certain things, people can like
Speaker 3: literally they have this view on this is what I
Speaker 3: know about this person. But like, yeah, I really like
Speaker 3: strongly believe in evil eye.
Speaker 2: I'm so scared. Then there's this other thing that's kind
Speaker 2: of ridiculous.
Speaker 3: But I thought to myself, what if there's someone that
Speaker 3: knows maybe from his past, that still got feelings or
Speaker 3: that knows that he's ay to me, and now this
Speaker 3: is where they collect the info.
Speaker 2: I just just anything, just someone watching.
Speaker 3: And it's probably because I have a close friend of
Speaker 3: mine who's a witch and now hope he getting me scared? Bro,
Speaker 3: she really really does though about like power of the tongue.
Speaker 3: We've talked about this too in a manifestation. But it's
Speaker 3: weird because, like the happiness that I want to share,
Speaker 3: I'm scared to talk about it out loud and fear
Speaker 3: that it'll go away, even in writing about it in
Speaker 3: a book.
Speaker 2: I was sitting at a party.
Speaker 3: It was Lenneus, and I shared with him the love
Speaker 3: chapter and I shared.
Speaker 2: It just like a part of it because he was
Speaker 2: how's the book coming in? Him?
Speaker 3: And I don't even talk that much, but I did
Speaker 3: share it and he literally said, in front of my
Speaker 3: man and other people, not that it was a problem.
Speaker 3: But it's an honest question. What if you guys break up,
Speaker 3: like you just wrote this amazing thing. Oh yeah, No,
Speaker 3: We've been working on this book for over a year.
Speaker 3: I was with my ex when we thought about our chapters.
Speaker 3: I've had to re envision those chapters because I'm no
Speaker 3: longer with him. I'm actually elated that we did not
Speaker 3: write this book and complete it while I was with him. Yeah,
Speaker 3: I mean, I remember you and I were having a
Speaker 3: lot of tension in the beginning because I was like, bro,
Speaker 3: what and now you're you definitely have a different if
Speaker 3: you're in the headspace.
Speaker 2: But and I will share that, share what.
Speaker 1: I remember the exact phone call where I was like,
Speaker 1: what the fuck is Romamandi?
Speaker 2: Right now?
Speaker 3: We were talking Charlemagne maybe jumped on the call, and
Speaker 3: You're like, I don't need to write a book about sex.
Speaker 3: I don't need to include sex. I don't need to
Speaker 3: talk about that.
Speaker 1: No, no, no, The problem is you wanted to be
Speaker 1: a and I was going through a phase in therapy
Speaker 1: with shame from my twenties, right and you were like, shame,
Speaker 1: we are horrible decisions and we can't be shameful of
Speaker 1: our past.
Speaker 2: You don't have that. Why no, no, no, it's not that.
Speaker 2: That's not true.
Speaker 3: Oh okay, I've definitely worked through my own things in therapy.
Speaker 3: I just maybe I haven't shared it.
Speaker 1: But no, I think the disconnect was what you're experiencing
Speaker 1: in therapy one.
Speaker 2: I don't know. So when you're saying things you're ashamed of.
Speaker 3: In my head, I'm like, Mandy, we're writing a book
Speaker 3: about celebrating these things.
Speaker 2: We are who we are, How suddenly you hate? Oh no?
Speaker 1: I literally tell I was on the call of Monument
Speaker 1: Charlemagne with the publisher and maybe Karen was on it,
Speaker 1: maybe maybe, And I literally am like, weezy, I am
Speaker 1: not celebrating or telling any young girl to have sex
Speaker 1: for their rents. I can't believe I was having sex
Speaker 1: for some little ass five hundred dollars. Like I literally
Speaker 1: am like, I am not celebrating fucking for rent or
Speaker 1: to pay bill.
Speaker 2: But I'm being real though.
Speaker 3: I actually don't think you're wrong in that. But I
Speaker 3: also think it's wrong to think someone that does fuck
Speaker 3: for some.
Speaker 2: Money is So I'm not saying that they're wrong. I
Speaker 2: know you weren't.
Speaker 3: But when that attitude was how it started to come
Speaker 3: off in my brain because whereas your sugar is a miscommunication.
Speaker 2: No, I think it was also your therapy. You was
Speaker 2: deeping it, bitch. Yeah, but I mean I'm still deep
Speaker 2: in it. No.
Speaker 1: No, through breakup and that and your man at the time,
Speaker 1: right through that on me.
Speaker 2: There's another layer of when you throw it in my face.
Speaker 1: Oh wait, you said, damn Eddie, you don't know what
Speaker 1: that nigga said. I might have only even shared it
Speaker 1: on Patreon.
Speaker 2: So the very last thing that you want to share,
Speaker 2: that's fine.
Speaker 1: I might have shared it on patrem Like I said,
Speaker 1: the job.
Speaker 2: I want to put into perspective.
Speaker 1: I met him in twenty twenty, so by the time
Speaker 1: I had met him, bitch, I was well into six figures.
Speaker 2: I had already quit my job.
Speaker 1: I was living on my own, no roommates, like he
Speaker 1: met me at a great point in my life where
Speaker 1: he didn't know about what I was doing.
Speaker 2: Did I share and open up about my past with
Speaker 2: my partner. Yes. So the very last thing that let
Speaker 2: me know I would never.
Speaker 1: Suck this nigga's dick again was literally we were arguing
Speaker 1: and when I went to break up with him because
Speaker 1: I said, I'm not doing this emotional rollercoaster with your ass.
Speaker 1: No more that Nigga said, Oh, that's fine, you must
Speaker 1: go want to go fuck for money because that's what
Speaker 1: you like to do, right.
Speaker 2: Okay, What he's so weak for this?
Speaker 1: Why he said you just want to go fuck for money?
Speaker 1: Because that's what I also want to say, and why
Speaker 1: I think this is a very weak thing to do.
Speaker 1: I'm going through that shit and therapy right. That's when
Speaker 1: he throws it in my face.
Speaker 2: When in a disagreement.
Speaker 3: People, people know when you're vulnerable, the things that are
Speaker 3: so hurtful to you or like whatever would make you
Speaker 3: feel a way as much as you're talking on this
Speaker 3: podcast about how you love that you can walk in
Speaker 3: a certain space or whatever. He knew exactly what. And honestly, Mandy,
Speaker 3: a random person saying it doesn't matter. It's the intent
Speaker 3: that you know you want to hurt me anyone in
Speaker 3: my life that has said certain things to me to stick.
Speaker 3: It's worse because a random person doesn't really feel like anything,
Speaker 3: but you knowing that you were in my safe space
Speaker 3: then and now you do this, bro.
Speaker 1: But not only that, I I listen to people with
Speaker 1: words so like where I don't know how y'all do
Speaker 1: y'all relate?
Speaker 2: I listen to more words to us? You know that
Speaker 2: did sound okay, like right, like fuck up?
Speaker 1: No, Like to me, I don't shut.
Speaker 2: The fuck up.
Speaker 1: To me, I don't get into arguments with my friends
Speaker 1: or my partners where we go below the belt and
Speaker 1: then get over it. So like I'm not arguing and
Speaker 1: saying ship that I can't take back and a nigga
Speaker 1: as soon as you say something and that ship don't
Speaker 1: fucking fly with it, deuces, I'm good on you. So
Speaker 1: that was even the first time he had like he
Speaker 1: had dug so deep, I mean clearly the emails to
Speaker 1: follow after we no longer spoke and he wrote me
Speaker 1: those emails that I was no nigga, nigga, nigga nigga.
Speaker 1: No them emails dug even deeper, like to where he
Speaker 1: brought up like my mom, my dad, my friends, and
Speaker 1: was like it was really it was really hurtful. It
Speaker 1: was really hurtful. It was really hurtful. And so he
Speaker 1: brought up what about your friends, what do you mean
Speaker 1: He just brought.
Speaker 2: Up like.
Speaker 1: He said, oh, I love myself and just talking about
Speaker 1: like how I'm a liar because I hang around people
Speaker 1: that I'm not even friends with, and I'm not cool.
Speaker 1: He talked about how Ibby stooding up on at the time,
Speaker 1: both my pods and you.
Speaker 2: And I'm like, niggas you and you.
Speaker 1: You let me know how them nigga's in the firehouse
Speaker 1: ain't really fuck with you?
Speaker 2: So what did you talk about? This is the first
Speaker 2: time he crossed Is this the first time he crossed
Speaker 2: that line? Though?
Speaker 1: And it was the first and last, Like he had
Speaker 1: lied to me, he had betrayed my trust, absolutely, but
Speaker 1: this was the first time he had attacked me on
Speaker 1: a personal level and the last, like I never went back.
Speaker 2: I never had another conversation with him.
Speaker 3: But also here's the thing too, when it comes to
Speaker 3: friendships and what we choose to do, Like, that's the
Speaker 3: other thing I don't like.
Speaker 2: First of all, I pillow talk. Here we go.
Speaker 1: You wanted to say that motherfucking word the same way
Speaker 1: you want to just talk about words and ears and listening.
Speaker 3: I like to, well, at least pillo talk, and I
Speaker 3: like to pillow talk, and I feel like that's a
Speaker 3: normal relationship.
Speaker 2: Shit.
Speaker 3: Yeah, so my homegirl calls me and said some shit,
Speaker 3: and I'm just like whatever.
Speaker 2: Right.
Speaker 1: It's so strange to me that men then throaty. You
Speaker 1: don't even like.
Speaker 2: Her, Like, bro, we all do this? Where all do you?
Speaker 3: I'm like, stop it. I think that shit is so corny.
Speaker 3: But Bron, this is the reason. Like when I talk
Speaker 3: about being happy, I feel like, Okay, stuff I'm learning.
Speaker 2: Let me say that.
Speaker 3: I don't want to say, oh I'm happy and this avenue,
Speaker 3: but stuff, stuff I'm learning. I hit below the belt
Speaker 3: with old bay Way more than he did with me.
Speaker 3: But I did it because I was so angry when
Speaker 3: he cheated that I was like, oh, what do I
Speaker 3: do to you? Back in this current relationship, I have
Speaker 3: been having constant conversation with him about how we're having
Speaker 3: really good and safe disagreements.
Speaker 2: The only thing that's tough.
Speaker 3: I like to walk away from an argument and come
Speaker 3: back later because I'd be like, oh, let's table our emotions.
Speaker 2: He's like no, Like, we're not kids.
Speaker 3: This is we finished this out, Like we have this
Speaker 3: conversation and then we table it. We're not about to
Speaker 3: have a twelve hour break so you can cool off.
Speaker 2: We're adults, Like, let's talk this through this. And I mean, at.
Speaker 1: First I need to leave there's a time and place
Speaker 1: like Bruce.
Speaker 3: It's actually worked a little better because maybe in a
Speaker 3: way where I'll walk away quicker if I know I'm angry,
Speaker 3: I'll be like no, no, no no. And so it's really
Speaker 3: dealing with me being a hotter head than him, okay,
Speaker 3: and so he's like, yo, you have to learn how
Speaker 3: to fucking manage that, and like, haven't open mind when
Speaker 3: you're talking and not get so fucking riled up.
Speaker 2: And I'm I'm learning a lot.
Speaker 3: About communication when you're disagreeing that I haven't romantically before.
Speaker 2: And I'm enjoying.
Speaker 3: That process, Like there's a lot of respect that I'm
Speaker 3: giving that I haven't before. I also have a lot
Speaker 3: of niggas ain't shit PTSD in trauma that like I'll
Speaker 3: act like you did something that you've never done, Like
Speaker 3: you know what I mean, Like, oh.
Speaker 2: Yeah, not as crazy and it's hard. Yeah, you alone.
Speaker 2: When I say act like you've did something you've never done,
Speaker 2: it could be something like.
Speaker 3: I don't know, I'm feeling really time I'll go to bed,
Speaker 3: why because you about to fucking other bitch type shit?
Speaker 3: Oh now not real, that's not like a verbatim thing,
Speaker 3: but but it's just so, and it's an insecurity that
Speaker 3: I have, right, and it's not something he's doing to me.
Speaker 3: The nigga kin sleep right, Like I'm doing this weird
Speaker 3: thing where I'm getting ready to be hurt and I
Speaker 3: had to truly let go and also understand that, like
Speaker 3: I can be loved on and it can be healthy,
Speaker 3: and I can be supported and it can be okay.
Speaker 3: Like it's it's the things that I think I deserve
Speaker 3: that I've had to learn.
Speaker 2: Yeah, that I like, for.
Speaker 3: Some reason, I just expect every man expect it, excuse me,
Speaker 3: every man to treat me bad damn, like to.
Speaker 2: Get ready for it.
Speaker 3: My man's cool, but it's you know, if this happens,
Speaker 3: I would I would like safeguard it. And I think
Speaker 3: there's so many people listening that know that feeling where
Speaker 3: you can find yourself falling in love. But like I
Speaker 3: won't get too deep because I already know this might
Speaker 3: not go right where I mean.
Speaker 1: Well, yeah, that's a that's a defense mechanism, and that's
Speaker 1: self preserving your heart and your feelings. And I mean,
Speaker 1: no one wants to be hurt again, Like I know
Speaker 1: after that breakup again, y'all know first relationship, first breakup.
Speaker 1: That shit had me fucked up, Like, I don't know
Speaker 1: if I want to go through that again, which is
Speaker 1: why right now I'm loving on my whole.
Speaker 2: My holes are.
Speaker 1: All really good, and although I don't want any of
Speaker 1: them to be my boyfriend, I really like how they're
Speaker 1: showing up for me in all of their individual ways.
Speaker 1: But I've also gotten to a point where this is
Speaker 1: the first time I know what to ask for and
Speaker 1: I want. I know what to demand and if I'm
Speaker 1: not getting it, I'm also so comfortable with walking away
Speaker 1: and not accepting whatever bullshit a man has to offer me. Yeah, like,
Speaker 1: you either gonna do this or I'm good. There's a
Speaker 1: whole bunch of more niggas in a see plenty of fish.
Speaker 1: I'm really glad I have my last two who ass
Speaker 1: euro Summers and by ho, I wasn't even Wilin Wilin.
Speaker 3: I just mean that fucking freedom. Yeah, and not to
Speaker 3: say there's no freedom now. I'm literally going with my
Speaker 3: HOMEBOYE to can right in fashion week. I'm like, my
Speaker 3: man is working, so we can't. But there's a real
Speaker 3: thing in my head of like, oh, I was completely
Speaker 3: obsolete and free of having someone in my life, so
Speaker 3: I was able to open up to experiences and things,
Speaker 3: and that by hoan was honestly healing. I know that
Speaker 3: that might sound crazy to some, like I don't. I
Speaker 3: don't believe you can fuck your way through healing. But
Speaker 3: when I say that, I mean booking a trip, having fun,
Speaker 3: getting fucking dressed up, flirt and experience in a new city.
Speaker 3: That healing process is the independence I was hap feeling
Speaker 3: good without you, Like, That's what I mean by Hoeanen
Speaker 3: can be healing. Sometimes It's not like you can fuck
Speaker 3: through a bunch of people to feel good. But me
Speaker 3: getting out there and putting myself out really did heal me.
Speaker 3: Like I had wanted to have a relationship that promised
Speaker 3: me more of a family, and I kind of felt
Speaker 3: like I had to sit home and couldn't be too
Speaker 3: wild because of what I was looking for. I didn't
Speaker 3: want to put something out that I'm not looking for.
Speaker 3: But what ended up happening to me was I just
Speaker 3: lived my own life. Yeah, like a lot of women
Speaker 3: I think feel like that you are being the woman
Speaker 3: that you thought or think your future partner wants instead
Speaker 3: of just whatever the fuck you want.
Speaker 2: Like really.
Speaker 3: I used to think I should get a pad on
Speaker 3: my back for sitting at home or a nigga i'm
Speaker 3: talking to. I'm like, yeah, I'm at home, I'm reading
Speaker 3: a book to day, and it was true. But it's
Speaker 3: like I feel like I'm better because I'm doing that.
Speaker 3: What the fuck a uacuse he gonna go get a
Speaker 3: bitch out the club? Hello, egg gona fucking right down
Speaker 3: and now. But it's not like I wash. I thought
Speaker 3: that's what I was supposed to do to get what
Speaker 3: I was asking for. It's not like I was trying
Speaker 3: to impress this man. It's what I thought I had
Speaker 3: to do to receive the life I want.
Speaker 2: But it's not. And if you really don't live for yourself,
Speaker 2: if you don't jump on that plane, if you home
Speaker 2: on a weekend, your homegirls saying going out, you really
Speaker 2: have nothing to do and you're single and you have
Speaker 2: nothing the next day, bitch, go on, bitch, go outside.
Speaker 2: Did you see the video of the white girls talking
Speaker 2: about the devil? What where are we going? Going out?
Speaker 2: A white girl's talking about the devil?
Speaker 1: Gila's thirtieth third birthday, one of my what you said
Speaker 1: about the Devil I'm gonna.
Speaker 3: Show you this video. So one of my friends was
Speaker 3: about to cancel on my birthday. She wasn't feeling good,
Speaker 3: and they sent this one through. Let me see if
Speaker 3: I can find it.
Speaker 2: Hold on.
Speaker 3: It was these white white girls basically saying that when
Speaker 3: you want to go out and you get the inclination
Speaker 3: that you shouldn't, it is the devil keeping you inside.
Speaker 2: I'm not playing with you.
Speaker 1: It is and he is stopping you from the blessings
Speaker 1: you're about to receive.
Speaker 2: What, bitch, what, I'm sorry, I believe here it is
Speaker 2: he said yes to something. Listen to me so carefully.
Speaker 1: If you've already said yes to something and then leading
Speaker 1: up to it, you do not want to go, you're
Speaker 1: getting sick, you just tired, you don't want to go.
Speaker 2: All these nons what if I just skipped?
Speaker 1: That is because God has something so big for you there,
Speaker 1: and the devil wants to stealing.
Speaker 2: Get the bikes away from white girls. At this point,
Speaker 2: I want to just stay my pajamas. Don't want to go.
Speaker 2: Sounds like work. I don't know. I'm scared.
Speaker 1: And then you say no, bro, Dad is an attack
Speaker 1: from the enemy because he knows that could be fruitful. Man,
Speaker 1: Get the fuck out of here. No, bitch, but dad,
Speaker 1: I ain't gonna hold you. You know I don't like that.
Speaker 1: Well this baby, I'm gonna commit. And if a bitch
Speaker 1: don't want to go, a bitch ain't gonna go.
Speaker 2: That is the devil keeping you for theday.
Speaker 1: It's me deciding I want to stay inside and watch
Speaker 1: the real housewise instead of the outside and be with y'all.
Speaker 2: That is an attack from the enemy. Get the fuck
Speaker 2: out of here.
Speaker 3: It is the summer. I might have a man, but bitch,
Speaker 3: the wind is still blowing. I'll be at the layout
Speaker 3: and that nigga brought that shit.
Speaker 2: Ever, what you mean you're going to lay out? Which
Speaker 2: I ain't gonna hold you? I am.
Speaker 1: We are coming back early from Okay, just I gonna
Speaker 1: do the layout, and then after the layout, my ass
Speaker 1: is going to the Chris Brown Constant, and then after
Speaker 1: the Chris Brown constler, I'm going to bed and hopping
Speaker 1: on a motherfucking flight to the South of Prince to be.
Speaker 3: A ho we we Oh, bitch, I can't wait. You
Speaker 3: already know I'm a parent Parisian French hose. When I
Speaker 3: told my mother where I was going, she said, Quila,
Speaker 3: I almost didn't marry your father because I was. I
Speaker 3: was bouncing around the South of France, and I'm telling
Speaker 3: you I need your experience that I be in Paris.
Speaker 1: On the gutta shit at the Little Good Club. I
Speaker 1: ain't gonna hold out this. And I'm real happy too,
Speaker 1: because you know, I'll be scared. I feel like crackers
Speaker 1: don't really like me. But it's gonna be a whole
Speaker 1: bunch of Americans. And there's this thing called Sport Beach,
Speaker 1: and so the athlete's gonna be out there. Girl, I
Speaker 1: don't know already looked up the Little Ross.
Speaker 2: I'm a piano.
Speaker 1: I was like, listen, I'm gonna be in the South
Speaker 1: of France talking to a nigga from Jacksonville. Like maybe
Speaker 1: I'm finna stay true to who the fuck I am.
Speaker 1: All Right, anyway, let's get into our vanilla shit. The
Speaker 1: Vanilla Ship comes from the New York Post and it
Speaker 1: says that Cadence OTC sweeps Plan be and Ella with
Speaker 1: a twenty dollar morning After pill. Now y'all know Weezy
Speaker 1: love to come on here talk about her coupons and shit.
Speaker 1: But basically, where y'all it's been about fourty nine, nine
Speaker 1: and nine for the last couple decades to get that
Speaker 1: plan B. There is now a morning after pill that
Speaker 1: can be shipped to your door within twenty four hours
Speaker 1: for just nineteen ninety five. No, that's too much time,
Speaker 1: roughly sixty percent off of the costs of the popular
Speaker 1: plan be one step brand. I'm not sure if it's
Speaker 1: going to be able to be clearly shipped to the
Speaker 1: Red States. But it says that former President Donald Trump
Speaker 1: made headlines as he clarified that his GP White House
Speaker 1: campaign was also looking at contraception restrictions, and he expected
Speaker 1: some states that are going to have very different policies
Speaker 1: than other. Oklahoma has recently advanced a bill that some
Speaker 1: reproductive rights advocates fear could ban emergency contraceptions in iud's
Speaker 1: altogether now, one of the other things that I thought
Speaker 1: was interesting that I ended up looking up in regards
Speaker 1: to birth control when Weezy and I first started this podcast,
Speaker 1: I want to say, within the first year we talked
Speaker 1: about mail control being a thing. Now they'd haven't tried
Speaker 1: all these different motherfucking types of research, all these different
Speaker 1: types of There's a gel that a guy could put
Speaker 1: on his shoulder for twelve hours.
Speaker 2: There's uh ooral pills, There's all these things. The gel
Speaker 2: is crazy.
Speaker 1: Now I want to tell y'all why the fuck some
Speaker 1: of these studies did not go through. So the specimens
Speaker 1: in which they were testing these birth control pills on
Speaker 1: reported side effects that made them stop it. Do y'all
Speaker 1: want to hear what the side effects were? Livedick, acne
Speaker 1: and mood swings.
Speaker 2: Bitch. The ship that we.
Speaker 1: Deal with is why the fuck. Men were like, yeah,
Speaker 1: I don't really want to take it. A nigga started
Speaker 1: getting acne. I couldn't control my emotions, and so they
Speaker 1: was like, listen, I'm gonna put the burden on a woman.
Speaker 3: Bitch, bro I just started a birth control Now I'm fine.
Speaker 3: I'm on liasmin Lo Estra, Jen Lowestro whatever. Maybe it's
Speaker 3: just my box because I got it in Mexico. But anyway, basically,
Speaker 3: the first five days, man be I literally was like
Speaker 3: trigger winning, Am I gonna kill myself?
Speaker 2: So guess what one of the men. One of the
Speaker 2: men in.
Speaker 1: This literally developed severe depression and another tried to commit suicide.
Speaker 3: Oh no, like I'm I heard Sophia Franklin talk about
Speaker 3: suicide being a symptom of Plan B, and she cried
Speaker 3: on the episode, and she I think she talked about
Speaker 3: how she almost didn't put it out, not joking. Was
Speaker 3: on the beach, having a beautiful time, getting fucked happy.
Speaker 3: I literally looked at the lngror and was like thinking
Speaker 3: of ways to do it, and I was like, what
Speaker 3: the fuck is on my brain?
Speaker 2: And I realized it was the birth control.
Speaker 3: I didn't want to tell my man because he already
Speaker 3: don't want me on it, but I need to do
Speaker 3: something about the heavy bleeding and fibroids and shit. So
Speaker 3: not saying birth control shrinks fribroids, but my fibroids are
Speaker 3: growing and getting more exacerbated, I guess, and inflamed, and
Speaker 3: my just period my boy because of the heavy bleeding.
Speaker 3: So that was the first symptom, right and I'm like, oh,
Speaker 3: I'm just tripping, go to sleep, wake up. I don't
Speaker 3: know what I said to him when I woke up,
Speaker 3: this flush of tears or whatever was going on, and
Speaker 3: he just was like, yeah, maybe we should just use
Speaker 3: condoms because you were He didn't say I was like
Speaker 3: a crazy, but he looked into that bitch, you crazy
Speaker 3: and he said it without saying I felt so frustrated
Speaker 3: because I was like, Yo, there's nothing we can do.
Speaker 2: No, there's nothing we can do.
Speaker 1: And these niggas don't want to take the little acne pimples, y'all.
Speaker 1: Niggas could cover that shit with a beer.
Speaker 2: Get your acne and grow a beer and take.
Speaker 1: This motherfucking peel because I'm not doing it. I ain't
Speaker 1: gonna hold you. I ain't getting on that shit.
Speaker 2: Bruh. I don't want to do it. Was so fucking rough.
Speaker 3: I just got to a place where I don't look
Speaker 3: at knives and think of stabbing someone on myself. That's
Speaker 3: how crazy birth control made me feel. Maybe it's just
Speaker 3: in my body and I'm better, But whoa bro, So
Speaker 3: you just actually added to the hoar dirt. You actually
Speaker 3: just added an additional good reason to just suck a dick.
Speaker 3: So our hoar dirt for this week, y'all, comes from
Speaker 3: a slide on the b Condoms page, which is a
Speaker 3: black owned condom brand.
Speaker 2: If you haven't checked them out and.
Speaker 3: They are in gy the way are they They're in
Speaker 3: CBS is now it's super dope because I literally was like,
Speaker 3: what I think they're almost in all of them, or
Speaker 3: maybe it's over one hundred.
Speaker 2: That's amazing. Well wee they gave reason number one.
Speaker 1: Why it's good to suck a dick because you can't
Speaker 1: get pregnant, so then you don't need birth control if
Speaker 1: all you're doing is sucking dick exactly. However, here goes
Speaker 1: some other good reasons to suck a dick. You're ready ready.
Speaker 1: It nourishes the teeth, gum, and hair. Did you know
Speaker 1: that sucking a dick improves blood flow to the teeth, gum,
Speaker 1: and hair. This can make your hair more shiny, bitch.
Speaker 1: You ain't gotta use shampoo now, Just suck a dick
Speaker 1: and your teeth and gums are more healthy. It also
Speaker 1: a great exercise for your jaw and neck.
Speaker 2: I can see that. Okay, you ready for the next one. Yeah.
Speaker 1: Now, this is where maybe it doesn't work for white people,
Speaker 1: but apparently sucking dick also slows down aging. Sucking the jaw,
Speaker 1: It says, sucking a dick exercises and tightens your facial muscles.
Speaker 1: These muscles are beneficial in slimming fatty tissue. Bitch, maybe
Speaker 1: I don't sucking a dick either. You might not the wait,
Speaker 1: is neck looking in your mouth?
Speaker 2: This de turn reduces the appearance of wrinkles.
Speaker 1: Bitch, I ain't got those, but these crackers might not be,
Speaker 1: they said, Betty Becky is be sucking dick, but maybe
Speaker 1: not enough.
Speaker 2: Number three.
Speaker 1: Now, this one, I know it can make your lips fuller.
Speaker 1: Sucking a dick draws blood into the cheeks, lips, and gums,
Speaker 1: thus making the lips appear more fuller and well moisturized.
Speaker 1: I want to give one more because this one leads
Speaker 1: into our horrible decision. I don't think sucking and dick
Speaker 1: can give you a look plump. But okay you don't, no, no,
Speaker 1: no at all.
Speaker 2: That sounds like a lie.
Speaker 1: Okay, well, actually I'm going to give two more because
Speaker 1: this has to do with health, which is going to
Speaker 1: give lead us into our horrible decision, which is going
Speaker 1: to let me share what y'all have almost died last week.
Speaker 1: So this one is sucking dick they say, they say
Speaker 1: can decrease the risk of breast cancer. Now, a study
Speaker 1: at North Carolina State University found that women who perform
Speaker 1: oral and swallow semen one or two times a week
Speaker 1: may reduce their risk of breast cancer by to forty percent.
Speaker 2: Let me tell you something.
Speaker 3: What protein is also something you can get with food.
Speaker 3: And what I would like to say is whatever man
Speaker 3: wrote this article is a fucking sick fuck you think,
Speaker 3: suck my dick so you can get your full lips.
Speaker 2: Suck my dick so you won't get cancer. Suck my
Speaker 2: dick to say from aging. Wait, was it a man
Speaker 2: who wrote the article? I don't know, Probably you think though,
Speaker 2: or maybe a woman who really liked the sun date.
Speaker 2: I just feel like this is definitely a man.
Speaker 1: So you telling me people could have been saving but
Speaker 1: we wouldn't have to been running on these goddamnin case
Speaker 1: if we was just sucking cut. No, No, people ain't
Speaker 1: losing weight running marathons.
Speaker 2: Many, girl, they're not.
Speaker 1: There's a lot of people of all sizes there, niggas
Speaker 1: with some limb many cancer runs.
Speaker 2: Is when I'm I missed it. I thought you was
Speaker 2: talking about.
Speaker 1: Man.
Speaker 2: We don't.
Speaker 1: We're talking about muscles exercises, rakles. I thought we were
Speaker 1: talking you talk about lips. I thought we were talking
Speaker 1: about the outer appearance of Okay, well let's get into
Speaker 1: the interview. Let's do it, buddy.
Speaker 2: Wait one more, one more and in your micd up.
Speaker 2: He's started laughing. They can to hear you laughing. I
Speaker 2: don't really like all the laughing going on. Hey, I
Speaker 2: tell you what, not only is she a talent, I
Speaker 2: count it and a real one? Baby? Did you should
Speaker 2: do our taxes? Listen? I just want to say this person, listen,
Speaker 2: listen with their numbers.
Speaker 1: Shut the fuck up the last one, y'all. Sucking dick
Speaker 1: rejuvenates your internal organs. During a blowjob, you tend to
Speaker 1: breathe through your nose rather than your mouth. This deep
Speaker 1: breathing through the nose brings more oxygen to your internal organs.
Speaker 1: This helps to detoxify them and keep them healthy.
Speaker 2: That was a weird one, now because you just breathe, well,
Speaker 2: no breathing through your nose. This bitch was doing breathing.
Speaker 2: What was the name of it? Say woosa? But what
Speaker 2: was the little thing that you was talking? Nah, she
Speaker 2: can't say that yoga. Man, Wait a man. She's not
Speaker 2: drinking right now.
Speaker 1: And hey, I ain't drank all week. You know why
Speaker 1: because my horrible decision. Let's get into it now, y'all
Speaker 1: before we get into uh doing this.
Speaker 2: I am not sure how this came about. It came about.
Speaker 1: However, I would assume one of three ways.
Speaker 2: I did do.
Speaker 1: I did have really good nasty sex where he did
Speaker 1: go from my ass to my pussy and I was
Speaker 1: so drunk I don't know if it was wiped in
Speaker 1: between or not.
Speaker 2: So that's part one that could.
Speaker 1: Have absolutely came from really nasty, raunchy sex. I also
Speaker 1: went to the beach and stayed in my bathen suit.
Speaker 2: Nope, wait, that was don't just say it. It was
Speaker 2: definitely number one. Also, I did just get well.
Speaker 1: I started feeling it and I was telling uh, I
Speaker 1: was telling Wolf in Dallas is when I first started
Speaker 1: kind of feeling feeling weird. And apparently high stress and
Speaker 1: heat and dehydration can also.
Speaker 2: Lead to it.
Speaker 1: You say, what is it? So it is a uti. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it was one, and I think we can all in
Speaker 1: the room again. He stressed. Maybe it was asked to pussy.
Speaker 1: It probably was the ask the pussy. But I want
Speaker 1: to say, you did just suck it.
Speaker 2: To clean it off. That shit don't work, butch. But
Speaker 2: so here's the thing I was on.
Speaker 1: I was drunk and on shrooms, so there was there
Speaker 1: was quite a bit of parts where I don't remember
Speaker 1: how we got from point A to point B.
Speaker 3: By the way, the ask the pussy shit. My homegirl's
Speaker 3: been getting UTI's a lot lately. Can't figure out why
Speaker 3: she's been having gas strow issues. Right, turns out, when
Speaker 3: you have diarrhea, there's an increased risk of UTI just
Speaker 3: because everything is kind of everywhere when you're wiping, and
Speaker 3: it's probably the same.
Speaker 1: Well, not only that, ladies, tight jeans, wiping wrong, eating
Speaker 1: certain foods. There are a lot of things that can
Speaker 1: cause UTIs, And this is why I wanted to share
Speaker 1: this story here today. So basically I misdiagnosed myself, I
Speaker 1: would say for about a week.
Speaker 2: So when we were in.
Speaker 1: Dallas, I was like, dang, I had to keep using
Speaker 1: the bathroom. But I felt like because I was drinking
Speaker 1: a lot of water because we was outside and I
Speaker 1: was drinking liquor. So I was like, but I had
Speaker 1: to use the bathroom in an amount of time that
Speaker 1: I can't mind. You, the UTI symptom that I normally
Speaker 1: get is I have to use the bat I feel
Speaker 1: like I have to use the bath and.
Speaker 2: Nothing comes out.
Speaker 1: It comes out, So I'm like, that's the wory. Maybe
Speaker 1: this ain't a UTI because I'm actually pissing. So I
Speaker 1: go to the CVS, I get AZO. I take the AZO,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, okay, don't think anything of it. I
Speaker 1: get back to New York and my side is hurting.
Speaker 2: Bitch. I think I just sat on the plane wrong.
Speaker 2: That's so much. But Y'ALLM in the living room doing
Speaker 2: my little yoga poses. Wait, you had no more UTI symptoms.
Speaker 1: My piss was a little strong, but I was like, well, bitch,
Speaker 1: maybe I ain't drinking enough water strong like scent or
Speaker 1: yellow strong scent, strong set. So I was like, okay,
Speaker 1: mind you. I stopped taking the AZO because I was like,
Speaker 1: I'm peing normal. Maybe you know, maybe I'm just not
Speaker 1: drinking enough water. Then my side's hurting, and I'm just like,
Speaker 1: maybe I sat on the plane wrong. All I know is, y'all,
Speaker 1: let's let's fast forward Friday night. So this is about
Speaker 1: a week after I started filling the symptoms. I was
Speaker 1: with my homegirl earlier. Oh, this is the third misdiagnosis.
Speaker 1: I'm with my homegirl on her rooftop and we drinking
Speaker 1: and I just get cold out of nowhere, bitch, I thought,
Speaker 1: because the sun went behind a cloud, I literally just
Speaker 1: start getting really cold. I'm like, bitch, you main cold, bitch,
Speaker 1: it's June in fucking in New York. A little nippit
Speaker 1: it a little nit nit. I go and put on
Speaker 1: my jacket. She'd give me a toile and all boom,
Speaker 1: chill stop, go home, go to sleep, y'all know fucking line.
Speaker 1: I wake up. It's like one point thirty in the morning.
Speaker 1: I'm freezing, like for freezing. So I'm like, damn, go
Speaker 1: to put the heater on. I get in a robe
Speaker 1: and I get underneath my comforter set. Baby, I'm freezing
Speaker 1: for about thirty minutes, like like teeth chattering, like like
Speaker 1: like kim Mo, like like freezing to where a bitch
Speaker 1: almost thought she was gonna chip ap, motherfucking veneer, like
Speaker 1: my teeth would not stop. Like all I know is
Speaker 1: two o'clock in the morning. I called Mama, tear me
Speaker 1: and I just call her and I'm under and I'm
Speaker 1: freezing my whole body. At this point, I feel my
Speaker 1: muscles in your bag.
Speaker 2: Bitch. I thought I was dying. I thought I was
Speaker 2: about to meet my motherfucking maker. Bitch. I call my
Speaker 2: mom and the first thing I'm like mommym ha ha ha, I'm.
Speaker 1: So cold, I said, and I just said something's wrong,
Speaker 1: and all I could say is something is wrong, bitch.
Speaker 2: I start crying.
Speaker 1: And then now I realized, once you realize something is
Speaker 1: wrong with you, bitch, now everything in my I thought
Speaker 1: I was gonna die. I went from just telling my
Speaker 1: mom something's wrong to immediately my side her even worse.
Speaker 1: I'm acknowledging, like what's happening with my body? And I
Speaker 1: literally cannot move out my bed. I'm so cold, my
Speaker 1: hands are shaking. My fucking thing is trembling. I get
Speaker 1: up because my mom is like, call the ambulance. Now
Speaker 1: I know I'm about to die, But how much?
Speaker 2: Bitch?
Speaker 1: I said, I ain't paying that motherfucking ambulance bill. I said, hey,
Speaker 1: here go my mama.
Speaker 2: Hut on, here go ma.
Speaker 1: Mama clearly lying too, cause she was like, girl, it's
Speaker 1: only like five hundred dollars. Bitch, I said this shit
Speaker 1: on LIVEE. They was like, no, bitch, it's like insurance, yeah,
Speaker 1: bitch exactly, And bitch, no, I don't have that bruh.
Speaker 1: My mom wasn't feeling good recently in LA and I
Speaker 1: was like, how bad is it literally, no, can Stephanie
Speaker 1: come get you or do you need noheh, I ain't
Speaker 1: gonna hold you. I told my mama. I said, baby,
Speaker 1: it's given.
Speaker 2: Uber.
Speaker 1: I said, an uber gonna get here before an ambulance get here.
Speaker 1: So I was like, I ain't even calling no ambulance.
Speaker 1: I'm just gonna get up, get dressed. So I put
Speaker 1: some shit on and I said, mom, the uber downstairs.
Speaker 1: In two minutes, I'm gonna get in the uber. This
Speaker 1: is how, you know. I felt like I was gonna die.
Speaker 1: She said, stay on the phone with me, bitch.
Speaker 2: It was given that.
Speaker 1: It was given that moment on a movie. Come no, no, no, no, no,
Speaker 1: no fuck comfort, bitch. You know, like I ain't gonna
Speaker 1: hold you. You know, like when you get shot and I
Speaker 1: ain't never been shot, but you know when you watch
Speaker 1: a movie and they'd be like, stay with me, stay
Speaker 1: with me, just think of some happy moments. I felt
Speaker 1: like my mama was doing that because I was like, Okay,
Speaker 1: I'm shaking, I'm shivering, and now I feel like, oh,
Speaker 1: and we're gonna talk about the motherfuckering uber driver. So
Speaker 1: I get in the Uber and I'm in my I'm
Speaker 1: in my thing, mind you tears coming down my eyes
Speaker 1: clearly say mount sign on hospital, nigga, you my ambulance.
Speaker 1: I need you to work like an ambulance. That nigga was
Speaker 1: stopping at the yellow light. Oh it was only eleven
Speaker 1: minutes away. That shit took My mama kept saying, you
Speaker 1: ain't there yet.
Speaker 2: I said, he.
Speaker 1: Keeps stupping and I don't know why, and now I'm
Speaker 1: just like talking. He was bu The little motherfucker was
Speaker 1: maybe you wanted five stars.
Speaker 2: So he was driving safe. Nigga.
Speaker 1: It's two o'clock in the morning and nobody on the
Speaker 1: road go through them, got damn yellow lights.
Speaker 2: Like you're literally taking me to the hospital.
Speaker 1: So my mom is talking me through like everything that's
Speaker 1: happening to me, and I'm just like, She was like,
Speaker 1: does it hurt mind you shout out to my mama?
Speaker 1: She on, She like, it's probably your appendix, it's it
Speaker 1: could be your kidney. Is anything else hurt your back?
Speaker 1: Hurt my mom? You know, she a nurse, so she
Speaker 1: kind of loved this shit. She was like, she was like, no, no,
Speaker 1: she didn't love me being but she loves figuring it out.
Speaker 1: She loves figuring it out. So Anyways, I get to
Speaker 1: the hospital. They take all of my vitals in the
Speaker 1: front and a part of me. This is where I
Speaker 1: was like a little mad, But then I was little happy.
Speaker 1: All of my vitals so my blood pressure, my heart beat,
Speaker 1: and I didn't have a fever, so those came back normal,
Speaker 1: which I ain't really like because then I.
Speaker 2: Felt like they took their time. They made you wait.
Speaker 2: I'm not gonna lie.
Speaker 1: They probably made me wait a total of like maybe
Speaker 1: thirty forty minutes, and then they put me on that.
Speaker 1: Then they put me on a bed. They put me
Speaker 1: on a bed, put me on a little stretcher.
Speaker 2: Bitch.
Speaker 1: I literally felt like I was in like fucking house
Speaker 1: like you know, uh you never watched bitch.
Speaker 2: I was like, oh my god, I'm on a little
Speaker 2: I'm on a little.
Speaker 1: Bed, and they pushed me through and then they gave
Speaker 1: me the little not really a room. They turned the
Speaker 1: hallway into all these little rooms with so they put
Speaker 1: me there. So they put me there, They go immediately
Speaker 1: to give me fluids. They go to give me pain medicine.
Speaker 2: What made you stop shaking the fluids? I was shaking
Speaker 2: the whole time.
Speaker 1: I would say, then maybe maybe the fluids and the
Speaker 1: pain medicine kind of stopped it for a little bit,
Speaker 1: and then I was like, Okay, I'm no longer shaking.
Speaker 2: Great.
Speaker 1: So then they make me pissing a cup, they draw
Speaker 1: my blood, and they gave me a cat scan y'all.
Speaker 1: All of these symptoms, the UTI ended up becoming a
Speaker 1: kidney infection. So my kidney is what caused me to
Speaker 1: literally feel like I jumped off the Titanic and told Jack,
Speaker 1: I'll never let go, bitch. That is how cold I am.
Speaker 1: Ill swo to God full life. I've never been this
Speaker 1: cold in my life. I've never felt this. I wouldn't
Speaker 1: worth wish this on my worst enemy. Like it was
Speaker 1: the worst feeling ever. I don't even know what this
Speaker 1: goddamn medical feeling is about to be. But basically they
Speaker 1: put me on And this is why I wanted to share,
Speaker 1: because I know we've been giving a lot of like
Speaker 1: just tips, and so I ended up buying piss test strips,
Speaker 1: which you guys can get. Oh bitch, I'm about to
Speaker 1: be testing my piss every week. Why can't they piss?
Speaker 1: I'm about to piss on the.
Speaker 2: Test strips.
Speaker 1: They really for your pH but it can let you
Speaker 1: know if there's any bacteria or so, bitch, I bought
Speaker 1: them and I'm about to keep them in my mother.
Speaker 1: I'm about to travel with them holes. Also, they gave
Speaker 1: me cipro floxin zipro flu axin. Someone told me how
Speaker 1: to fucking pronounce it. But it's cipro floxin, that's what
Speaker 1: it's spelt like. And this is something you could get
Speaker 1: in Mexico ladies for the cheap. So when you go
Speaker 1: get get you some cipro, which is an antibiotic. And
Speaker 1: if you take an antibiotic, make sure you get that
Speaker 1: flucam which is flucanasan. That is a prebiotic that you
Speaker 1: want to take, otherwise you gonna end up with a
Speaker 1: yat infection. My pussy been out of commission for the
Speaker 1: last week. No liquor, no coffee, no spicy foods. What
Speaker 1: are you doing, man, bitch, reading, writing, fucking watch your tea,
Speaker 1: be catching up on tunes. I don't fucking know.
Speaker 2: I'm like, holy shit, I can't do anything.
Speaker 1: I will say though the fucking feeling like and again
Speaker 1: I think everyone listening, men and women both then had
Speaker 1: a uti for it to reach my kidney, like I
Speaker 1: ain't even I ain't even like, no, they was that important.
Speaker 2: I was like, bitch, the kidney is like, you can't
Speaker 2: y'all know you can't live without one.
Speaker 1: I mean yeah, I mean I think you could live
Speaker 1: without one, but they they important as fuck.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 1: I didn't know that because nothing ever happened to my
Speaker 1: kidney could Now it did, And then my mama's cared me.
Speaker 1: Then my mama was like, bitch, now that it got
Speaker 1: a little bit infected. Was a nurse, you say, and
Speaker 1: you didn't know the kidneys? First off, I didn't talk
Speaker 1: to my mom about nothing about the hospital because I
Speaker 1: don't like blood.
Speaker 2: So even even.
Speaker 1: When she wanted me to, like, which is crazy, maybe
Speaker 1: because I get a tattoo, bitch, I took that needle
Speaker 1: like a mon the fucking g Actually, ooh, if anybody
Speaker 1: using this opportunity for help. So I'm so embarrassed to
Speaker 1: say this, but I'll tell a recent hospital story. So
Speaker 1: you know, I was recently hospitalized, and I talk about
Speaker 1: it a little bit in the book.
Speaker 2: But for me, for horrible, it's just a little too
Speaker 2: much actually not something to too much for horrible.
Speaker 3: Like just to it's something for and I guess that's
Speaker 3: may sound ridiculous because they're like what you're putting in
Speaker 3: a book.
Speaker 1: But Mitch, I'm gonna tell the editor to ask you
Speaker 1: to describe more in that chapter. I think it needs
Speaker 1: more details. Ew Man, not more details in a bad way,
Speaker 1: but I think you mentioned it in the gloss over.
Speaker 1: I know, probably because it was too scary to write.
Speaker 3: But anyway, get to the hospital and basically they're trying
Speaker 3: to put an IV in me.
Speaker 2: This is a true story.
Speaker 1: I know this sounds crazy to people, but Okay, when
Speaker 1: I was a kid, my mom's had hard problems my
Speaker 1: whole life, pacemaker, different shit, whatever.
Speaker 2: Stroke.
Speaker 3: She wanted to leave the hospital once they were wouldn't
Speaker 3: let her. She was getting angry, she was getting delirious,
Speaker 3: so she pulled out the ivy and it squirted out
Speaker 3: like a fountain. I guess that's what happens when you
Speaker 3: do it in the middle of your You gotta clamp
Speaker 3: the bloody it not on my face, and it really
Speaker 3: fucking terrified me. So when I have HIV tests and
Speaker 3: I've been able to do prick, your culture doing a
Speaker 3: complete blood check up is like, yeah, they've got to
Speaker 3: harness me to It's bad, bro. I'm in the hospital
Speaker 3: and they're trying to get ivy in me and she's
Speaker 3: like telling me to make a fist of all this stuff.
Speaker 2: Passed out twice? Are you so dramatic?
Speaker 3: I'm not even joking. And I feel embarrassed even admitted
Speaker 3: out loud because I like to get over it. But
Speaker 3: it was so bad.
Speaker 2: Mandy.
Speaker 3: I remember talking to Liz Goldwyn. I'm like, Liz, I
Speaker 3: don't know what to do. She's like, you have to
Speaker 3: start thinking of your health whatever. Like she was like
Speaker 3: trying to tell me maybe hypnotherapy. You've got to do
Speaker 3: something right. I literally they were like, if we can't
Speaker 3: do this for you, we can't help you.
Speaker 2: And I'm like, I'll leave.
Speaker 1: So you know how, I actually, uh think about it now.
Speaker 1: This is gonna be crazy, but because yo mind, because
Speaker 1: you a horny little hope, I feel like this to help, right,
Speaker 1: So you know how, like, well for me and I
Speaker 1: told you sex psychology wise, I be like comparing, like, no,
Speaker 1: look how I like.
Speaker 2: To take big dick and strong.
Speaker 1: And hard, and I'd be like, ooh, I know other
Speaker 1: bitches can't take dick like this. I know that when
Speaker 1: people have to get their blood drawn they be real
Speaker 1: squeamish and shit. So to me, I think I'm gonna
Speaker 1: take this ship like a g I'm gonna take this
Speaker 1: ship like I know.
Speaker 2: Other motherfuckers ain't. No, I'm telling you.
Speaker 1: You got to think about them drawing blood as if
Speaker 1: you're taking a big old dick that you know other
Speaker 1: bitches can't take, because most people can't take drawing their
Speaker 1: blood is.
Speaker 3: So big of it, like Alice is Beyonce uh has
Speaker 3: a fear of whales?
Speaker 2: Wait what? Because the reaction, I just had to just
Speaker 2: hear me. WHOA. I didn't know that just talking about
Speaker 2: it was gonna make me do that absolutely. So they
Speaker 2: walked into.
Speaker 1: A hotel room and he took this video of her
Speaker 1: and they were laughing with a whale and it. She
Speaker 1: was on the floor like, no, please, no, I'm laughing
Speaker 1: at it, right, poor Clara.
Speaker 2: When you just started talking about that blood, I had
Speaker 2: to start thinking about the beach and other ship because
Speaker 2: I didn't even hear it.
Speaker 1: And you want to know what's crazy, I'm sitting in
Speaker 1: the bed with a whole kidney affection. Do you know
Speaker 1: that that's the one thing that made me for two
Speaker 1: hours straight, I was looking up animal videos so it's
Speaker 1: well or shark season, and so it was so wonderful.
Speaker 1: D it was and it was like it was like
Speaker 1: lions and Hyena and it was the whole an. Oh
Speaker 1: maybe I was because I was on drugs. They were
Speaker 1: the best videos ever.
Speaker 2: So blood play would be a nightmare for you.
Speaker 1: No, she'd be fucking dearing a period. That's what I
Speaker 1: don't want to see it. Blood doesn't scare me. Different
Speaker 1: So blood doesn't scare me. What scares me is the rain.
Speaker 1: Tra Venous needle.
Speaker 3: Injections don't scare me even it's that's scratching the surface.
Speaker 2: I see what you mean. It's the tying of the
Speaker 2: blue thing.
Speaker 3: It's closing the fist, it's the needle going into a vein,
Speaker 3: it's the drawing it out.
Speaker 2: It's really just when I see this, Oh my god.
Speaker 2: If you smell the alcohol swab, I bet you that
Speaker 2: fucks you up. And it's you say that because it
Speaker 2: just so bad.
Speaker 3: Maybe I had to sign a fucking waiver that I
Speaker 3: was refusing medical treatment.
Speaker 2: Wow.
Speaker 3: I was so embarrassed that me, as someone that's talking
Speaker 3: about shaking advocacy for your health.
Speaker 2: I was like, bro.
Speaker 3: So the next day I had to do an HIV
Speaker 3: dinner and then go to Atlanta, right the risky dinners
Speaker 3: that I've been talking about. I'm literally telling Koya. I'm like, Bro,
Speaker 3: I'm like, I cannot believe I couldn't get past this
Speaker 3: one point. And I'm sitting there knowing I'm gonna feel
Speaker 3: better and figure out what's wrong with me.
Speaker 2: I couldn't do it, Bro, that's crazy. Dog.
Speaker 3: Now I'm like about to see a hypnosis. This bitch
Speaker 3: is eight hundred dollars. Apparently she's worked with celebrities and
Speaker 3: she's like the best of the best. And people are
Speaker 3: telling me that I should just watch videos of it happening,
Speaker 3: so at least seeing it learn to watch it.
Speaker 2: But Nigga, I can't even go. Lie.
Speaker 1: I think that that's how I became okay putting feet
Speaker 1: in my mouth. I think I saw so many videos
Speaker 1: of like foot porn. It like just got me to
Speaker 1: where I was like, bitch, I can suck.
Speaker 4: A toe if you broke it down, just like logically
Speaker 4: and scientifically, like you know, just.
Speaker 2: That I need to get this done. It doesn't matter.
Speaker 2: It doesn't matter because it's just feel really dumb.
Speaker 1: I want to have kids, my nigga was like, you
Speaker 1: know how much you're going to get to know how
Speaker 1: much they do and like each trumps.
Speaker 2: I'm really weird. I don't think you'd be embarrassed though. Well,
Speaker 2: I didn't know it was a bad yeah, I mean,
Speaker 2: I mean you're dramatic, but I don't think it's a
Speaker 2: bad thing. Oh girl, when they woke me up, it
Speaker 2: was a bad thing. That's crazy.
Speaker 3: Also, I didn't know you can faint forward, and that
Speaker 3: was how I fainted the first time. So basically I'm
Speaker 3: saying I just thought you always go bad. So when
Speaker 3: I woke up the first.
Speaker 1: I'm like, I remember my eyes opening and I was like,
Speaker 1: why am I looking at my like everything had to
Speaker 1: come back.
Speaker 3: And so then they knew it was bad. So they
Speaker 3: bring in like a head doctor and he's cute, so
Speaker 3: no pun I was like, oh he was black. It
Speaker 3: was like a little scene and he was like, oh,
Speaker 3: here's you're giving us troums. I was like, I know,
Speaker 3: I'm so scared.
Speaker 2: I'm flirting. Are you role playing with a fucking doctor?
Speaker 1: No?
Speaker 2: Girl, I got excited.
Speaker 3: And then he's but he's also trying to be nice
Speaker 3: to me, to me less scared, right, He's like oh,
Speaker 3: what do you do for work? Like he's just talking
Speaker 3: to just get me to calm down, right girl, a
Speaker 3: second he pulled out their motherfucking table. I said, girl,
Speaker 3: you would have thought somebody was hurting me, like really
Speaker 3: assaulting me.
Speaker 2: I had to walk out the hospital, but I took
Speaker 2: myself too.
Speaker 3: So it's so anyone that can handle scary hospital visits
Speaker 3: and doesn't give a shit about them, y'all are so lucky.
Speaker 2: Bro.
Speaker 1: I'm also gonna say for anybody who goes into sex
Speaker 1: with the risk of things like this happening, Like clearly,
Speaker 1: I talked to the guy and let him know we
Speaker 1: ain't doing that no more. But I realized because it
Speaker 1: was so good, I didn't hate him.
Speaker 2: I was like, damn, I ended up in the er,
Speaker 2: but that dick was so good. I was like, wait, sex,
Speaker 2: send me to the ar isn't it a show?
Speaker 1: Literally he said that on the phone today, like, well,
Speaker 1: we literally were talking about it again. Let me say
Speaker 1: it like sex set me to Oh it's good. Let
Speaker 1: me oh, I'll be able to show you because I
Speaker 1: feel like nobody else because guess what.
Speaker 2: You know?
Speaker 1: It was No, it was good, like so good where
Speaker 1: I laughed about it now because I'm alive.
Speaker 2: But like in the moment, I really thought I was
Speaker 2: gonna die. But then I was just like, no, our
Speaker 2: our shitt's stories are funny on your no, once you're
Speaker 2: on the other side of it.
Speaker 1: And we literally just said, okay, we can't do that
Speaker 1: the next time we have sex, like no, like or
Speaker 1: we'll just have the wipes next door, because like the
Speaker 1: wipes right next to us.
Speaker 2: You got the wipe that dick before you put it
Speaker 2: back in me. But it was so good. I was
Speaker 2: just like, I ain't even mad at you. I mean,
Speaker 2: shit happens now if it wait did you did you
Speaker 2: have a condom? One?
Speaker 4: Uh?
Speaker 2: Yeah? Did he? I don't know. I thank you.
Speaker 1: I'm it would have been so no, no, no, no, no no.
Speaker 1: And he didn't take it off. That's the thing. We
Speaker 1: just kept we kept switching condos. But I don't think
Speaker 1: he switched between that like a super easy fan.
Speaker 2: That's what he should have done. That's actually what it was.
Speaker 2: But we were no, we were we were on, we
Speaker 2: were we were I'm thinking that's what it was.
Speaker 1: We weren't switching no, because when we woke up the
Speaker 1: next morning, it was disgusting.
Speaker 2: You would think I got a train ran on me.
Speaker 2: They were all over the room. Nice. I know that
Speaker 2: is nice, right.
Speaker 1: Like I was like, nigga, where are your friends? I
Speaker 1: did ask for I showed you this picture. It was
Speaker 1: disgusting though, Like they were ever like in the living room,
Speaker 1: the bathroom, the bedroom. I was like, it was like,
Speaker 1: were they're more than just yo dick here? It had
Speaker 1: to be more than just yo dick. It had to be.
Speaker 2: They was everywhere, which I don't mind seeing it. I
Speaker 2: was like, let's pick them up.
Speaker 3: Well, you just started fucking him, right, we just yeah,
Speaker 3: yeah yeah. And also I know a lot of sex workers.
Speaker 3: They'll exchange results and ship like that, so I think
Speaker 3: it's nice. Well that's the thing. That's the thing, bitch.
Speaker 1: I didn't have no recent results and he was filming,
Speaker 1: so like that is the thing.
Speaker 2: To use the sex workers that I do know, like
Speaker 2: they don't want to use condoms.
Speaker 1: But also if I don't have what they need and
Speaker 1: they have to fucking test, like they can't just trust
Speaker 1: my word on it, and they're real like, bitch, if
Speaker 1: you do got something, bitch, you gonna take money. I
Speaker 1: got so much better at condoms.
Speaker 2: They are way better.
Speaker 1: At having test results up to date, like say, being
Speaker 1: very open with everything even the next morning, like all
Speaker 1: the things we did, he knew like, well, maybe you
Speaker 1: should get a probiotic. He knew about bork as he
Speaker 1: knew about all the things I was like, but he
Speaker 1: knew about because sometimes he supposed to come over and put.
Speaker 2: He knew about it all.
Speaker 1: I ain't gonna hold you, shout out to him, Well,
Speaker 1: I do have real quick and it's a good one.
Speaker 1: Speaking of health, I think it's a good one. Gonna
Speaker 1: get We're gonna get new to this. And we talked
Speaker 1: about sucking dick. We talked about dick. This is new
Speaker 1: to sucking turtleneck dick. That's the title of this home
Speaker 1: mael Oh, by the way, if you have homail, please
Speaker 1: make sure you send it to miss that is horrible
Speaker 1: decisions at gmail dot com.
Speaker 2: Oh not me, girl. We was literally I told him.
Speaker 1: I want to I told him I wanted to fuck
Speaker 1: him and a friend of bitch, I'm trying to set
Speaker 1: up a threesome. And I said so, I was like,
Speaker 1: show me some of your friends, bitch. One of them
Speaker 1: had a turtlenet dick. One was five nine and he
Speaker 1: I'm like, damn you picky. I was like, nigga, if
Speaker 1: I'm gonna have my pickings of your friends, I want
Speaker 1: to find one the fuck. Anyways, he said my pickings, bitch,
Speaker 1: if I if I could choose my threesome, I wanted
Speaker 1: to be who I wanted to be. So okay, y'all,
Speaker 1: let's get straight to the point. I'm a thirty eight
Speaker 1: year old newly separated from my husband, and I have
Speaker 1: never messed with anyone who was uncircumcised until now. What
Speaker 1: in the hell am I supposed to do with all
Speaker 1: that extra flesh. We've only messed around once, and right
Speaker 1: after we were done and cleaned up, I said, you're
Speaker 1: gonna have to teach me how to please you with
Speaker 1: oral because I have no experience with that type. His
Speaker 1: immediate reflex response was yep, my jaw dropped.
Speaker 2: Damn. He said, no, bitch, you ain't know what to do.
Speaker 1: My jaw dropped, and he tried to clean it up,
Speaker 1: but we laughed and kept watching TV after a bit,
Speaker 1: but he gave confirmation that the head was trash. But
Speaker 1: that nut he did bust had him screaming from all
Speaker 1: the other ship that I did what tips do you
Speaker 1: have ask them niggas y'all know for feedback to do
Speaker 1: any of y'all have uncircumcised penises in the room.
Speaker 2: Oh? Sorry, we have them all snipped in here. Not
Speaker 2: believe he told her her head was traded. He said, yep,
Speaker 2: that ship was. I gonna say this, and I actually
Speaker 2: really mean this wholeheartedly. Okay, go ahead.
Speaker 1: I think if you really knew how to suck good dick,
Speaker 1: you wouldn't have been struggling that hard.
Speaker 2: It is not all the way up.
Speaker 1: And even if he has the extra long skin, a
Speaker 1: hard dick, you know, you just like how you get
Speaker 1: with blood.
Speaker 2: Oh it's not blood, it's only an extra long turnlenick.
Speaker 2: But that's what sets you all, oh my god.
Speaker 1: Like, I will only even deal with an uncircumcised dick
Speaker 1: if when it gets hard, it's so big that.
Speaker 2: The skin just the skin just ain't really there, no more.
Speaker 1: Like, I'm fine seeing the skin when it's soft, but
Speaker 1: if it's really big and the skin goes up and over.
Speaker 2: It, you wouldn't put it in your mouth, Gummy, No.
Speaker 1: I wouldn't put I would an extra long turtleneck ain't
Speaker 1: going in my mouth at all.
Speaker 2: Okay, here's don't know what to do, so go ahead.
Speaker 2: You got you. The probe.
Speaker 1: Why I said you may not be good at sucking
Speaker 1: dick is because hmm, one, you probably were sucking dick
Speaker 1: scared because there was extra skin.
Speaker 2: Dallad you go in sucking dick scared, you're probably gonna
Speaker 2: be bad at it.
Speaker 3: If then, yeah, you have to teach me how to
Speaker 3: suck your dick. You can ask someone what they like,
Speaker 3: but that's also something that is hello, you gotta teach
Speaker 3: me how to suck your dick because it looks like this,
Speaker 3: like I don't really even like that language, which is
Speaker 3: why I.
Speaker 2: And she had a really large labia or long labiya
Speaker 2: and like I thought her pissy looked like a flower.
Speaker 3: I loved it, but she told me that she was
Speaker 3: super insecure about it because dudes would be like, you
Speaker 3: gotta tell me, am, I supposed to suck on the side,
Speaker 3: like you feel that just because the labia was long,
Speaker 3: same shit, like you really dick shame it. And I
Speaker 3: know like some people joke about it, but to tell
Speaker 3: that was a jockey, I just wouldn't put it in
Speaker 3: my mouth.
Speaker 2: That's just kind of I think she's I think she's
Speaker 2: so dead ass though.
Speaker 3: Oh no, if it was, I guess, but I just
Speaker 3: feel like, if you're gonna fuck with the nigga, it's
Speaker 3: just weird to say that.
Speaker 2: But anyway, Yeah, I wouldn't ye talk about someone behind
Speaker 2: their back for real. No, Like you're really gonna say
Speaker 2: in front of me like this shit is eh? No?
Speaker 1: No, Like I one of my holes right now. Got
Speaker 1: an uncircumcised dick. He do, but when that thing is hard,
Speaker 1: it's circumcised. So basically what Mandy's talking about is when
Speaker 1: when you're hard, the skin just starts to work its
Speaker 1: way down.
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's what I got to do. No work.
Speaker 3: Also another reason that I love uncircumcised dicks because they
Speaker 3: feel way more sensation, so they're super pleased when you're
Speaker 3: doing a good job at it.
Speaker 2: I would say, watch videos.
Speaker 3: I'm not going to go through a laundry list of
Speaker 3: what to do, but you need to watch videos on
Speaker 3: how people are maneuvering their hand. I don't think there's
Speaker 3: anything I can really say, but you need to find
Speaker 3: a video that's closest to what his penis looks like
Speaker 3: when hard, because most uncircumcised dicks I've seen when they're hard,
Speaker 3: you can't tell anymore.
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's that's the ones I like. Yeah, I think
Speaker 1: that's most But if it is that, lie, But I
Speaker 1: had one and I was like, damn, it's rock hard
Speaker 1: and in his head disappear like.
Speaker 2: The kid went right over the head to get him.
Speaker 2: Were you taking back when he had told her that
Speaker 2: the head was bad? Yeah, but now I feel like
Speaker 2: she deserved it because she I mean, she dick shamed
Speaker 2: him in front of his face, like I don't know.
Speaker 1: What to do with your da He still got though, Yeah,
Speaker 1: but and he said it wasn't Yeah, I don't mind.
Speaker 4: I mean, okay, would you want to if it was bad,
Speaker 4: let's say, immediate after you busted, after whatever conundrumy'all went through,
Speaker 4: would you be upset if you told you the head
Speaker 4: was bad.
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna lie. I think that we should maybe
Speaker 1: make improvements. I mean, I think that we should tell
Speaker 1: people though, like if something is unpleasurable, to tell your
Speaker 1: partner it wasn't good.
Speaker 2: Well, he came, so I guess that's why it's hard.
Speaker 2: But I was gonna say this, well she said from
Speaker 2: all the other ship, right.
Speaker 3: But there's a there's a thing to me about like
Speaker 3: immediately telling someone right after, like I think you got
Speaker 3: to table that conversation for a second, Like you're still
Speaker 3: gonna wait till you eat and pick out the endor fins,
Speaker 3: like you're sitting like like, let me breathe for a
Speaker 3: minute before you tell me my said it wasn't good. Yeah,
Speaker 3: in the moment right after, You're right, I don't you
Speaker 3: get wrong for saying that. So you probably shouldn't fo
Speaker 3: with that nigga, but you must like him because you
Speaker 3: wrote in so I guess that little turtleneck that got you.
Speaker 3: Oh no, I really think she gonna she gonna work
Speaker 3: through it. Yeah, yeah, you need to watch the videos
Speaker 3: of dicks that resemble his.
Speaker 2: That's it.
Speaker 3: Like, I know that sounds like I'm not giving you enough,
Speaker 3: but I'm glad that you gave you. I have no
Speaker 3: advice for her.
Speaker 2: I have none.
Speaker 1: If if like I said, but if it's an ectual
Speaker 1: large turtleneck, if that thing given like, I'll get I'll
Speaker 1: deal with like.
Speaker 2: Old navy gap turtleneck.
Speaker 1: But if it's like the expensive norseil turtleneck, you know,
Speaker 1: like the real thick.
Speaker 2: Ones that you know cost money.
Speaker 3: I don't want that big old thick turtleneck. We are
Speaker 3: also on Patrion.
Speaker 1: You may patreon dot com backslash Horrible Decisions and.
Speaker 2: This hoe is insane.
Speaker 3: We don't kink shame, but I guess we turtle next shame.
Speaker 3: So if you and your uncircumcised Dick want to spend
Speaker 3: some money, were gonna take it.
Speaker 1: By the way, we also want to let y'all know
Speaker 1: we are both venturing to the south of France.
Speaker 2: We we and so.
Speaker 1: All of the episodes that shall listen to will not
Speaker 1: have any updates until we get back.
Speaker 2: We we can.
Speaker 1: I say we we out there and yes? Why It's French?
Speaker 1: Like if I go to a nigga and just say that,
Speaker 1: he gonna say what you gonna say? What's the response
Speaker 1: to that?
Speaker 2: Says? Why? I don't know? We wait tonight? Something like that.
Speaker 2: What you need something tonight? I ain't gonna say we
Speaker 2: are yes, we is? He gonna get a wei?
Speaker 1: No?
Speaker 2: We is? Yes, we is yes, but we ain't we
Speaker 2: we we? How do you say? How you say dick
Speaker 2: in French? That's what I want to know. You got that.
Speaker 1: I would be out there, real American with this ship.
Speaker 1: I don't like this hold on because you don't like accents.
Speaker 1: I don't, but if they look a certain way, I
Speaker 1: might be okay.
Speaker 2: Maybe they like really went to English, don't he speaks French? Girl.
Speaker 1: When search first came in the league, I ended up
Speaker 1: being at a party where he was at and all
Speaker 1: I could do is say huh, And I just kept
Speaker 1: smiling in his face, like I know.
Speaker 3: Because he just looks so good. She did say that
Speaker 3: one little thing about that hole for that, but she's
Speaker 3: still bad.
Speaker 1: Oh no, carry us in the badage, which how you
Speaker 1: say dick in French?
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Speaker 1: this is thing yet another episode of horrible decisions.
Speaker 2: Y'all. Make sure y'all cure the mutis. Bye, oh my,
Speaker 2: what remy hernandez. You would not also have heard of
Speaker 2: baby Reindeer and it's insane.
Speaker 3: Now, Mandy hadn't watched it, so I had to get
Speaker 3: in and talk about baby Reindeer before everybody forgets about it.
Speaker 3: This is let me type in baby Reindeer on my phone.
Speaker 2: Hold on, Oh, I just got some tea on the
Speaker 2: show too.
Speaker 3: Oh I can So this is the text messages I
Speaker 3: got about it. I just typed it in.
Speaker 1: Yeah, girl, baby Reindeer is insane from Breonda. Next text message,
Speaker 1: please watch it. Actually it's a little too much. The
Speaker 1: key Woods April twenty second, girl Baby rein deals on
Speaker 1: Netflix and it's wild. I did text my man baby
Speaker 1: Reindeer question mark. Then someone else screenshots Cardi b talking
Speaker 1: about Baby Reindeer.
Speaker 3: Now spoiler alert, Yes, it's not really that much of
Speaker 3: a spoiler. Everybody been talking about how has a lot
Speaker 3: of sexual violence in it?
Speaker 2: Episode four.
Speaker 1: However, I think that it was okay for me to
Speaker 1: watch because I was super prepared to see it.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it should.
Speaker 5: I feel like it should start with a trigger warning.
Speaker 5: I feel like it's one of those shits. Oh it did, okay,
Speaker 5: that episode did. Oh, you're right there, the whole show,
Speaker 5: the whole show, should I remember Angeli's what who told
Speaker 5: me to watch.
Speaker 2: She's like, you gotta watch Baby Raindeer. I'm like, what
Speaker 2: is this? She told me?
Speaker 5: And then someone DM me and told me like some
Speaker 5: a fan dm me and told me. I'm like, let
Speaker 5: me watch it. I got to episode four.
Speaker 1: It's like the recent teas and once you get the
Speaker 1: twenty yes, yes, what is Baby Reindeer?
Speaker 2: It's an eight episode Netflix series.
Speaker 1: Okay, it's my god, damn, I know you're right. So
Speaker 1: it is a seven episode show on Netflix about stalking. Yes,
Speaker 1: all I know is about a crazy, big white girl.
Speaker 1: This stock is somebody who deserves an oscar or oo
Speaker 1: or emmy, whatever they give them.
Speaker 2: And I'm just kind of watching the shit like damn, okay.
Speaker 3: Like people were saying, it doesn't get good, you know,
Speaker 3: until the fourth episode, I disagree.
Speaker 2: I enjoyed it.
Speaker 1: What makes this show dope is this is a true story.
Speaker 3: So as we're watching episode one, a woman walks into
Speaker 3: a bar. She's kind of lying.
Speaker 2: About her life.
Speaker 3: I'm a lawyer, I know famous people, I'm this, I'm that,
Speaker 3: And it's like you can just tell someone's lonely, and
Speaker 3: when you're watching it, it kind of becomes this thing
Speaker 3: where you're like Okay, why do you keep giving this
Speaker 3: person attention? And what I learned and I don't know
Speaker 3: if you've ever had this experience, but like it made
Speaker 3: me think to myself, there are so many times I
Speaker 3: didn't want to talk to someone and I kept going, yeah,
Speaker 3: leading people on, way do that shit.
Speaker 5: I think it's like a guilt thing where people are
Speaker 5: so worried to let someone down or itself, to turn
Speaker 5: someone down and tell him no, and it's just inherit
Speaker 5: or whatever. So then subconsciously or even consciously, they just
Speaker 5: they're like, I'll just keep being nice. Are keep being nice?
Speaker 5: It's like, but that's worse because now they think there's hope.
Speaker 5: I'd rather just be like, nah, NIGGI you in it true,
Speaker 5: because I like, I've had people leave me on. Then
Speaker 5: I'm like, nigga, if you ain't trying to fuck, there's
Speaker 5: three billion people that'll gay.
Speaker 2: Probably. I don't know if that statistic it's true, it's not.
Speaker 5: But the point is there's a lot of other people
Speaker 5: I could be out here trying to fuck.
Speaker 2: Don't make me waste my time.
Speaker 3: And then here's the other thing, right, I don't necessarily
Speaker 3: know if he was leading her on, but what I
Speaker 3: will say. Maybe he didn't lead her on romantically, but
Speaker 3: there was a small part of me that was like
Speaker 3: I would have thought he was my friend too.
Speaker 2: Yeah, he gave it, you get you gave it. You
Speaker 2: gave a cookie? What's that? Give give cookie to a
Speaker 2: mouse of cookie or something like that? That book that
Speaker 2: we used to read in kindergarten.
Speaker 5: If you give a mouse of cookie here and not
Speaker 5: know what I'm talking about?
Speaker 1: Okay, well, at least someone you don't know that book?
Speaker 1: Oh it has a cookie and it's a white cover.
Speaker 5: But yes, and it's just and at least to this
Speaker 5: whole thing. Okay, Well, anyway, it's a book. It's a
Speaker 5: very popular The people in the comments are gonna be
Speaker 5: going crazy because it's a very popular book.
Speaker 2: When someone's listening in their headphones to like this doesn't
Speaker 2: know this? Yes?
Speaker 5: So anyway, it was very much that like, if you
Speaker 5: give someone something, they're going to ask more.
Speaker 2: Exactly.
Speaker 3: Well, so we watched this first episode. She comes in,
Speaker 3: she's starting to try to make a connection about how
Speaker 3: great she is. Now, a lot of times when we
Speaker 3: meet someone who's a liar like that, I find that
Speaker 3: it's because they really don't have anyone that likes them
Speaker 3: for them. They need to use the things about them
Speaker 3: to seem interesting. And the entire time I watched this,
Speaker 3: I thought about Reesasa.
Speaker 2: I work at this company.
Speaker 5: It's this didn't even think about that. But yeah, it
Speaker 5: was the same type of lying lying narcisses.
Speaker 2: Like it was so easy because it felt like it was.
Speaker 5: It felt like it did such a great job of
Speaker 5: making you feel bad for her, and then it turned her.
Speaker 5: It slowly turned her into a villain because you're like,
Speaker 5: oh no, this bitch is wild. But she played it
Speaker 5: so well that although you you hate her because she's wild,
Speaker 5: you still like feel bad for her because like, oh,