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Speaker 1: Hellow Hi, I'm speaking on top of a microphone.

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Speaker 2: Oh my god, at least something works today. Yes, hey, oh,

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Speaker 2: I wish you could see how he has positions in

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Speaker 2: the microphone.

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Speaker 1: Oh, there it goes, has happened?

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Speaker 2: Limp again?

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Speaker 3: What's up?

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Speaker 2: Its sauce on the side. I am here with my

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Speaker 2: boy Andrew. What's up? Yo?

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Speaker 1: What's up? Gandhi?

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Speaker 2: Oh God? And Diamond? Hey, Diamond, Hey, so we're having

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Speaker 2: technical issues across the board here today.

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Speaker 1: How come I got it.

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Speaker 2: Because I said, we're here with my guy Andrew, and

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Speaker 2: you were like, Yo, what's up?

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Speaker 1: Well you said it to me like that?

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Speaker 2: Did I say it like that?

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Speaker 1: Diamond?

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Speaker 3: Okay, thank you, very authentic coming from you. Gandhi.

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Speaker 1: Oh okay, Well you know what she's saying. It's heard, heard, chill.

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Speaker 2: So anyway, everything is fucking up here today. It is

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Speaker 2: as I'm recording this, and obviously not that he hear it,

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Speaker 2: because we have some stuff that actually was recorded on Friday.

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Speaker 2: What was that the sixth? Yeah, Friday the sixth, And

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Speaker 2: I think it's pretty interesting. We're gonna we played I

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Speaker 2: believe by this point we would have played a part

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Speaker 2: of it on the show, but Halsey was here on Friday,

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Speaker 2: and I'm interested to share that with everybody because I

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Speaker 2: know we're not gonna play the entire thing on the air.

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Speaker 2: We're just gonna play a little piece. Diamond was in

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Speaker 2: for the interview. Diamond, did you think there was a

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Speaker 3: I liked when you guys were I didn't like this.

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Speaker 3: I don't want to sound I don't want it to

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Speaker 3: sound like I was happy about this. But the conversation

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Speaker 3: I think that she felt seen and I could tell

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Speaker 4: So it's really nice.

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Speaker 2: Aw that's nice. Okay, Well, I say we just get

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Speaker 2: to the interview real quick and then we can have

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Speaker 2: all our like fuckery on the other side of it. Cool.

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Speaker 1: Cool, Yeah you heard Yeah.

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Speaker 2: My god man, Okay, I am here with Halsey. Halsey. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: I'm so glad that you're here. We haven't seen you

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Speaker 2: in years, I know, and now you are here, and

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Speaker 2: there's so much to talk about where to begin. Let's

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Speaker 2: start with your album, dropping October twenty fifth, The Great Impersonator.

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Speaker 2: What is this? What does this mean to you?

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Speaker 5: Oh my gosh, Well, it's my fifth album, which is crazy.

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Speaker 4: I can't believe I have five.

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Speaker 5: Of anything, you know what I mean, Like, it's just

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Speaker 5: the math and adding it up. This summer is ten

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Speaker 5: years since I put out my first album, bad Lands,

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Speaker 5: and so it's like cool to have this album, you know,

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Speaker 4: To bad Lands in a way.

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Speaker 5: This album feels like I'm getting to do a debut

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Speaker 4: Debut, if that makes any sense.

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Speaker 2: We love evolution, like seeing people grow, and when you

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Speaker 5: In a lot of ways, I feel like I wrote

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Speaker 4: To think that the music was cool.

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Speaker 5: Like the pressure grows and it's like you start thinking

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Speaker 4: Changes the way you make music.

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Speaker 5: When I made The Great Impersonator, I felt like I

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Speaker 2: Then over ten years, your priorities changed, and now you're

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Speaker 4: And this one I was.

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Speaker 4: A little looser about like who's getting to hear it.

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Speaker 5: But all of my closest friends, you know, we would

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Speaker 5: And everyone close to me, my friends and family, has

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Speaker 4: But they say that every.

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Speaker 2: Time they see they do find somebody. Trust you're not biased.

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Speaker 2: So when you pick the people that you're like, you

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Speaker 5: Well, I think the first people that hear it are

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Speaker 4: This incredible like focus group, you know, and they're.

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Speaker 2: Mine would definitely be my sister if I was gonna

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Speaker 4: For sure if they want to.

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Speaker 4: I love that totally.

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Speaker 5: And when you get that from a sibling, oh yeah,

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Speaker 2: chop you totally read Denise.

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Speaker 4: Oh yeah.

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Speaker 4: I know, like when might I be cool enough for you?

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Speaker 5: And then we'll like, you know, we'll go to a

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Speaker 5: school you went to?

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Speaker 5: No, I grew up in Jersey, Okay, my brothers are

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Speaker 5: in California now, yeah, I'm in Jersey girl, So yeah.

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Speaker 2: We do love that you're a Jersey girl.

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Speaker 3: I know.

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Speaker 2: I feel like anytime somebody mentions Halsey, like do you

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Speaker 2: the things that you've said about this album that I

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Speaker 3: Yeah? Sure?

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Speaker 4: I mean I think, you know, I wasn't really sure

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Speaker 3: You know.

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Speaker 5: I wrote if I Can of Love, I Want Power,

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Speaker 5: It was so easy to know that that's what the

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Speaker 5: my fifth album, I just didn't know where to look.

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Speaker 5: And I was like, you know, I have my baby

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Speaker 4: I'm sorry that happened to you.

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Speaker 4: Oh my gosh, so much.

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Speaker 4: Like, what, totally I didn't know.

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Speaker 4: Going on, you know what I mean.

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Speaker 5: Like you know, it's like why is Mariah in my head?

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Speaker 5: I think that was the moment where I was like, oh,

443
00:19:06,320 --> 00:19:09,879
Speaker 5: like she goes home, is she all by herself?

444
00:19:10,840 --> 00:19:11,080
Speaker 3: You know?

445
00:19:11,200 --> 00:19:15,520
Speaker 5: Like does she do you think she ever has a

446
00:19:15,560 --> 00:19:18,160
Speaker 5: bad day? Or like, you know, maybe her mom yells

447
00:19:18,160 --> 00:19:20,359
Speaker 5: at her because her room's not clean. Because I'm five

448
00:19:20,440 --> 00:19:22,600
Speaker 5: or six, I mean, That's what I'm thinking of, and

449
00:19:22,640 --> 00:19:25,800
Speaker 5: like she gets sad, or she nobody comes to her

450
00:19:25,840 --> 00:19:28,320
Speaker 5: birthday party, or like, you know, I start thinking about

451
00:19:28,359 --> 00:19:30,160
Speaker 5: this person in the media in a way that's really

452
00:19:30,240 --> 00:19:33,520
Speaker 5: teaching me how to empathize in this way. It was

453
00:19:33,520 --> 00:19:36,359
Speaker 5: really affecting, and I was thinking about it so much

454
00:19:36,440 --> 00:19:39,000
Speaker 5: when I was kind of in a space where I

455
00:19:39,119 --> 00:19:41,400
Speaker 5: was like so desperate for.

456
00:19:41,400 --> 00:19:45,919
Speaker 4: Empathy but unsure how to go about getting it, you know.

457
00:19:46,000 --> 00:19:48,959
Speaker 5: So it felt like the song's already perfect, but I

458
00:19:49,000 --> 00:19:51,840
Speaker 5: wanted to incorporate it into my musical journey just because

459
00:19:51,840 --> 00:19:54,359
Speaker 5: of how much, like how much I loved it and

460
00:19:54,359 --> 00:19:55,959
Speaker 5: how connected to it I was.

461
00:19:56,440 --> 00:19:57,879
Speaker 2: I feel you on that. I love that song, and

462
00:19:57,920 --> 00:20:00,439
Speaker 2: I love that Britney Spears is what made you realize

463
00:20:00,440 --> 00:20:02,960
Speaker 2: that celebrities are human? Crazy, right, because you talk about

464
00:20:02,960 --> 00:20:03,520
Speaker 2: a journey.

465
00:20:03,320 --> 00:20:05,000
Speaker 4: That way she's been.

466
00:20:05,160 --> 00:20:05,320
Speaker 3: You know.

467
00:20:05,359 --> 00:20:07,479
Speaker 5: The thing unfortunately with Brittany, though, is that you know,

468
00:20:07,560 --> 00:20:11,720
Speaker 5: for so long now, she's been at the epicenter of

469
00:20:12,840 --> 00:20:14,680
Speaker 5: can we treat celebrities like humans?

470
00:20:14,960 --> 00:20:15,159
Speaker 4: You know?

471
00:20:15,640 --> 00:20:19,160
Speaker 5: And uh, that's you know, it's a battle she's still fighting,

472
00:20:19,520 --> 00:20:26,080
Speaker 5: you know, and maybe is the unwilling representative of and like, yeah,

473
00:20:26,080 --> 00:20:28,200
Speaker 5: I just kind of wanted to honor her and honor

474
00:20:28,240 --> 00:20:31,840
Speaker 5: that experience and my experience all wrapped up into one

475
00:20:32,160 --> 00:20:33,360
Speaker 5: hot pink you.

476
00:20:33,320 --> 00:20:36,680
Speaker 4: Know, little little bubble wrapped gift.

477
00:20:36,119 --> 00:20:39,159
Speaker 2: Solid color. Have the two of you talked about this

478
00:20:39,280 --> 00:20:39,560
Speaker 2: at all?

479
00:20:40,000 --> 00:20:40,960
Speaker 4: Yeah, we've talked.

480
00:20:41,160 --> 00:20:45,200
Speaker 6: She was so supportive at the gate, which really surprised

481
00:20:45,240 --> 00:20:46,880
Speaker 6: me because I thought it was gonna take some convincing

482
00:20:46,920 --> 00:20:49,960
Speaker 6: because I didn't think she knew who I was, you know,

483
00:20:50,160 --> 00:20:52,359
Speaker 6: so when you know, I.

484
00:20:52,240 --> 00:20:54,320
Speaker 5: Didn't just reach out to her cold, because what do

485
00:20:54,320 --> 00:20:56,320
Speaker 5: you do? You don't just reach out to Britney Spears.

486
00:20:56,359 --> 00:20:58,040
Speaker 2: That's I was wondering, like, how does that even work?

487
00:20:58,119 --> 00:20:59,960
Speaker 2: Isn't a celebrity phone book that we don't know about?

488
00:21:00,200 --> 00:21:02,520
Speaker 4: No, there's not that that would be psychotic like I

489
00:21:02,560 --> 00:21:04,919
Speaker 4: would never. I was like, way, way too afraid.

490
00:21:04,960 --> 00:21:06,480
Speaker 5: So like, you know, it was kind of like, hey,

491
00:21:06,720 --> 00:21:08,920
Speaker 5: I wrote this really long letter first, is the first

492
00:21:08,960 --> 00:21:11,439
Speaker 5: thing that I did, just talking about her and how

493
00:21:11,520 --> 00:21:13,679
Speaker 5: much I love her in the song and you know

494
00:21:13,720 --> 00:21:15,520
Speaker 5: what i'd been going through and what it meant to me,

495
00:21:15,680 --> 00:21:18,120
Speaker 5: and just like you know, i'd also just read I'd

496
00:21:18,119 --> 00:21:20,280
Speaker 5: become a single mom, you know, so I really related

497
00:21:20,280 --> 00:21:25,160
Speaker 5: to her in that way as well, and I kind

498
00:21:25,160 --> 00:21:26,440
Speaker 5: of wrote it just being like I don't even know

499
00:21:26,520 --> 00:21:29,119
Speaker 5: she's gonna read this, you know, And she did. And

500
00:21:29,160 --> 00:21:32,199
Speaker 5: then I remember getting the call that was like you

501
00:21:32,200 --> 00:21:35,439
Speaker 5: can use the song. She loves it, And I was

502
00:21:35,560 --> 00:21:38,840
Speaker 5: just like is this happening right? Like this is crazy.

503
00:21:39,040 --> 00:21:41,600
Speaker 5: I was just like chopped. Yeah, it was a really

504
00:21:41,600 --> 00:21:43,879
Speaker 5: full circle moment from six year old media.

505
00:21:43,960 --> 00:21:45,359
Speaker 2: So when you say you wrote a letter, was it

506
00:21:45,440 --> 00:21:47,840
Speaker 2: like a penned letter? Did you send a DM.

507
00:21:47,760 --> 00:21:50,359
Speaker 4: No, I'd tell you I typed it up. I typed

508
00:21:50,359 --> 00:21:52,720
Speaker 4: it out. Yeah, yeah, but it was like four paragraphs long.

509
00:21:52,800 --> 00:21:53,639
Speaker 4: It was a lot.

510
00:21:53,960 --> 00:21:54,160
Speaker 3: Yeah.

511
00:21:54,200 --> 00:21:56,480
Speaker 4: I was trying not to info dump on Britney spears.

512
00:21:57,480 --> 00:21:59,320
Speaker 5: I was like, how do I keep this short, and

513
00:21:59,359 --> 00:22:01,240
Speaker 5: I have thirty years of wanting to talk.

514
00:22:01,240 --> 00:22:03,720
Speaker 2: Right like five or six year old. You even think

515
00:22:03,880 --> 00:22:05,960
Speaker 2: there's gonna come a moment in my life where I'm

516
00:22:06,000 --> 00:22:07,920
Speaker 2: gonna be questioning if I should info down on Britney

517
00:22:07,920 --> 00:22:09,679
Speaker 2: Spears because I'm trying to use her song in my

518
00:22:09,720 --> 00:22:11,119
Speaker 2: own massive, amazing career.

519
00:22:11,240 --> 00:22:13,399
Speaker 4: Literally, not a chance. I would have been crazy suspected.

520
00:22:13,520 --> 00:22:16,040
Speaker 5: Yeah, especially not me, like sitting my grandparents down in

521
00:22:16,040 --> 00:22:17,760
Speaker 5: the living room and making them watch me do like

522
00:22:17,800 --> 00:22:18,679
Speaker 5: my dance routines.

523
00:22:18,880 --> 00:22:21,200
Speaker 4: Then I made up to a Britney song.

524
00:22:21,280 --> 00:22:21,480
Speaker 6: You know.

525
00:22:21,960 --> 00:22:25,080
Speaker 2: Well, I'm really excited about this album. I personally cannot

526
00:22:25,080 --> 00:22:26,760
Speaker 2: wait to hear it because I feel like it's going

527
00:22:26,800 --> 00:22:28,640
Speaker 2: to probably speak to me in a lot of ways,

528
00:22:28,680 --> 00:22:30,359
Speaker 2: just based on the conversation we've had today.

529
00:22:30,880 --> 00:22:34,879
Speaker 5: I'm sorry in advance. Really, there's a couple. There's a

530
00:22:34,880 --> 00:22:36,280
Speaker 5: couple tear drinkers on there.

531
00:22:36,920 --> 00:22:37,080
Speaker 3: Cry.

532
00:22:37,640 --> 00:22:40,480
Speaker 5: I was gonna say, yeah, maybe, like, don't listen to

533
00:22:40,520 --> 00:22:42,280
Speaker 5: it if you're like about to walk into work or

534
00:22:42,320 --> 00:22:44,720
Speaker 5: something like that, you might need a minute.

535
00:22:44,720 --> 00:22:46,280
Speaker 2: There's a couple on the they love to start the

536
00:22:46,280 --> 00:22:46,720
Speaker 2: morning show.

537
00:22:46,720 --> 00:22:47,000
Speaker 3: It's here.

538
00:22:47,320 --> 00:22:47,720
Speaker 2: It's great.

539
00:22:47,720 --> 00:22:51,200
Speaker 4: You're gonna be like, hi, sorry, I'm fine, everything's good.

540
00:22:51,320 --> 00:22:53,680
Speaker 2: Do you have a favorite song on the album? Are

541
00:22:53,680 --> 00:22:54,520
Speaker 2: they all your babies?

542
00:22:55,200 --> 00:22:58,760
Speaker 5: I think they're all my babies. They're all so different, Yeah,

543
00:22:58,960 --> 00:23:01,240
Speaker 5: they're all so different. The one song in particular, I'm

544
00:23:01,240 --> 00:23:02,760
Speaker 5: not ready to say the name of yet, but you'll

545
00:23:02,800 --> 00:23:04,359
Speaker 5: know it as soon as you hear it. It's like

546
00:23:04,400 --> 00:23:07,960
Speaker 5: this really stripped down piano ballad and it's just me

547
00:23:08,520 --> 00:23:11,840
Speaker 5: playing piano and singing. It's really intimate, and it is

548
00:23:11,920 --> 00:23:14,200
Speaker 5: by far. I think it's the best song I've ever

549
00:23:14,200 --> 00:23:17,760
Speaker 5: written and simultaneously the saddest song I've ever made ever.

550
00:23:18,400 --> 00:23:20,879
Speaker 5: And when I hear I've heard it a hundred times, obviously,

551
00:23:21,119 --> 00:23:23,920
Speaker 5: I still cry every time I hear it.

552
00:23:24,240 --> 00:23:27,240
Speaker 2: So so yeah, Okay, Yeah, I'm gonna think about this, yeah,

553
00:23:27,280 --> 00:23:29,120
Speaker 2: and probably send you a DM that you're never gonna.

554
00:23:28,880 --> 00:23:33,080
Speaker 4: Write about this, so sorry.

555
00:23:33,560 --> 00:23:36,160
Speaker 2: Well October twenty fifth the album, Yes, it's the great

556
00:23:36,160 --> 00:23:39,960
Speaker 2: impersonator already the song ego. Yeah, and we love it.

557
00:23:40,119 --> 00:23:41,720
Speaker 2: Thank you so much for stopping.

558
00:23:41,400 --> 00:23:43,680
Speaker 4: By, my God, thanks for having me, thank you time back,

559
00:23:44,880 --> 00:23:45,280
Speaker 4: thank you.

560
00:23:54,520 --> 00:23:57,760
Speaker 2: And there she was Halsey, whose name is Ashley Halsey,

561
00:23:57,800 --> 00:23:59,520
Speaker 2: is an anagram. In case you didn't know, it, and

562
00:23:59,560 --> 00:24:01,560
Speaker 2: here goes Andrew just fucking round with the microphone.

563
00:24:01,600 --> 00:24:02,840
Speaker 1: No, no, it works better this way.

564
00:24:03,000 --> 00:24:04,399
Speaker 2: Yeah, I can see that. But do you see the

565
00:24:04,640 --> 00:24:06,520
Speaker 2: what you did? Do you see that waveform right there?

566
00:24:07,080 --> 00:24:08,119
Speaker 1: Sorry for the waveform.

567
00:24:09,960 --> 00:24:15,240
Speaker 2: People listening anyway, I feel like there's so much stuff

568
00:24:15,240 --> 00:24:17,280
Speaker 2: to talk about. First of all, you know, Josh and

569
00:24:17,280 --> 00:24:20,320
Speaker 2: Andrew are like living together for the next how much longer?

570
00:24:20,359 --> 00:24:22,680
Speaker 2: Like another week? Yeah, and it's been two or one

571
00:24:22,800 --> 00:24:24,880
Speaker 2: one week then one week, we have one week left.

572
00:24:25,280 --> 00:24:25,880
Speaker 2: How's that going?

573
00:24:26,040 --> 00:24:27,560
Speaker 1: It's going well. I have no complaints.

574
00:24:27,600 --> 00:24:31,120
Speaker 7: We used to live together anyway, so it's like now

575
00:24:31,119 --> 00:24:33,480
Speaker 7: it's just unfortunately not in another bedroom. It's just on

576
00:24:33,520 --> 00:24:36,960
Speaker 7: the living room couch, so you know it's a little different.

577
00:24:37,040 --> 00:24:39,320
Speaker 2: One bathroom. Yep, that'd be a problem for me.

578
00:24:39,640 --> 00:24:41,800
Speaker 7: I mean I feel like with guys, it's really not much.

579
00:24:42,680 --> 00:24:45,880
Speaker 7: You don't really carry care if you guys blow it up.

580
00:24:46,119 --> 00:24:48,320
Speaker 7: I mean not really, that's the problem.

581
00:24:48,359 --> 00:24:49,280
Speaker 2: It's not anything else.

582
00:24:49,480 --> 00:24:51,800
Speaker 7: Yeah, I mean it's not really too bad. I would

583
00:24:51,800 --> 00:24:52,880
Speaker 7: say it's not too bad yet.

584
00:24:52,960 --> 00:24:54,439
Speaker 2: Who's worse? You or Josh?

585
00:24:54,720 --> 00:24:56,160
Speaker 1: I try and do my business here?

586
00:24:56,800 --> 00:24:56,879
Speaker 6: What?

587
00:24:57,359 --> 00:24:57,560
Speaker 1: Yeah?

588
00:24:57,560 --> 00:24:58,280
Speaker 3: You kidding me?

589
00:24:58,560 --> 00:25:01,680
Speaker 7: I go like once a day maybe twice if I'm

590
00:25:01,720 --> 00:25:05,160
Speaker 7: feeling like I drink enough water. But I'm hearing from

591
00:25:05,280 --> 00:25:09,560
Speaker 7: like seven until two three o'clock, So you don't.

592
00:25:09,680 --> 00:25:12,760
Speaker 2: Your own apartment, I do, just not when Josh is there.

593
00:25:13,359 --> 00:25:16,000
Speaker 1: Just like in the morning, I usually am here. In

594
00:25:16,040 --> 00:25:17,640
Speaker 1: the afternoon, I'm usually here.

595
00:25:17,920 --> 00:25:22,359
Speaker 7: Like it's most maybe if there's one more, it's I

596
00:25:22,440 --> 00:25:25,320
Speaker 7: do it at home. But I mean I prefer doing

597
00:25:25,359 --> 00:25:28,399
Speaker 7: it at home anyway, because I have my tushy. Yeah,

598
00:25:28,440 --> 00:25:31,480
Speaker 7: and those things like I just feel so unhygienic now

599
00:25:31,560 --> 00:25:34,400
Speaker 7: that I use one, which diamond you should also be using.

600
00:25:34,440 --> 00:25:35,240
Speaker 1: Not to pivot, but.

601
00:25:36,440 --> 00:25:38,880
Speaker 2: This conversation again, we had, we had a whole long

602
00:25:38,920 --> 00:25:42,119
Speaker 2: combo about this because you, Josh, myself, we all have

603
00:25:42,160 --> 00:25:44,760
Speaker 2: a tushy. Diamond says she thinks they're disgusting.

604
00:25:46,080 --> 00:25:49,399
Speaker 3: Yes, but also I'm not gonna let Andrew change the

605
00:25:49,520 --> 00:25:52,840
Speaker 3: topic of this conversation just yet. You mean to tell

606
00:25:52,880 --> 00:25:56,400
Speaker 3: me that you're letting this man make you feel uncomfortable

607
00:25:56,400 --> 00:25:58,120
Speaker 3: in your own home to the point where you can't

608
00:25:58,160 --> 00:25:59,280
Speaker 3: take a shit in peace?

609
00:25:59,480 --> 00:26:01,120
Speaker 1: No, I hent work.

610
00:26:02,000 --> 00:26:03,920
Speaker 3: You come and terrorize our bathroom.

611
00:26:04,040 --> 00:26:06,600
Speaker 1: Well it's the ten floors bathroom, not ours. There are

612
00:26:06,640 --> 00:26:08,760
Speaker 1: people there, Yeah, but there's like not too many.

613
00:26:09,040 --> 00:26:11,439
Speaker 7: But no, I will go at home. It's just I

614
00:26:11,440 --> 00:26:13,920
Speaker 7: don't feel the need to go as much at home.

615
00:26:14,119 --> 00:26:15,520
Speaker 7: But that's just in general for me too.

616
00:26:15,640 --> 00:26:17,520
Speaker 2: Has Josh literally scared the shit out of you?

617
00:26:17,800 --> 00:26:21,359
Speaker 1: Uh? No, well maybe maybe.

618
00:26:21,240 --> 00:26:22,320
Speaker 3: Oh my god.

619
00:26:23,280 --> 00:26:25,320
Speaker 2: So I think something that we learned on our trip

620
00:26:25,640 --> 00:26:28,840
Speaker 2: was that we in our little foursome have two sets

621
00:26:28,880 --> 00:26:31,440
Speaker 2: of like poopers. Yeah, the ones who will leave the

622
00:26:31,440 --> 00:26:34,840
Speaker 2: common shared area and the ones who don't care, which

623
00:26:34,880 --> 00:26:37,960
Speaker 2: I have actually much more impressed by same. The ones

624
00:26:37,960 --> 00:26:40,840
Speaker 2: who don't care same. I wish I cared less so many.

625
00:26:40,840 --> 00:26:42,480
Speaker 2: Andrew said he had a trick. I tried it once.

626
00:26:42,480 --> 00:26:44,119
Speaker 2: I don't really know if it worked where he puts

627
00:26:44,600 --> 00:26:49,320
Speaker 2: lotion no shampoo on toilet paper and then throws it

628
00:26:49,320 --> 00:26:51,560
Speaker 2: into the toilet, and he says that that always works

629
00:26:51,560 --> 00:26:53,640
Speaker 2: to like dissipate the smell matches actually always.

630
00:26:53,440 --> 00:26:56,160
Speaker 1: Work always, guys. Well, you know, I'm not really caring

631
00:26:56,200 --> 00:26:56,920
Speaker 1: matches too much.

632
00:26:57,040 --> 00:26:57,520
Speaker 2: Usually I do.

633
00:26:57,960 --> 00:26:58,720
Speaker 1: Well, I'm not.

634
00:26:58,880 --> 00:27:01,760
Speaker 7: So, but the toilet papaper on the shampoo or the

635
00:27:01,800 --> 00:27:05,120
Speaker 7: shampoo on the toilet paper trick usually does work.

636
00:27:05,160 --> 00:27:07,040
Speaker 1: But you gotta lather her up a little bit.

637
00:27:07,520 --> 00:27:09,880
Speaker 2: Lather up the toilet paper with shampoo and just leave

638
00:27:09,920 --> 00:27:10,119
Speaker 2: it in.

639
00:27:10,280 --> 00:27:12,879
Speaker 7: Not too much, though, because you'll get bubbles that form

640
00:27:12,960 --> 00:27:14,480
Speaker 7: and then that it's even more embarrassing.

641
00:27:14,480 --> 00:27:16,520
Speaker 1: If someone walked in and would be like, why is

642
00:27:16,600 --> 00:27:17,920
Speaker 1: there so many bubbles in the.

643
00:27:17,840 --> 00:27:19,639
Speaker 2: Toilet, Well, I wouldn't care. I'd be like, because I

644
00:27:19,680 --> 00:27:21,760
Speaker 2: was trying to help you out there. Yeah, Diamond has

645
00:27:21,800 --> 00:27:23,240
Speaker 2: something to say, and I can say it on her face.

646
00:27:23,400 --> 00:27:25,520
Speaker 3: No, I just I don't understand why we go so

647
00:27:25,640 --> 00:27:30,320
Speaker 3: hard about pooping. Everybody does it water electrocs.

648
00:27:30,640 --> 00:27:30,840
Speaker 6: See.

649
00:27:30,880 --> 00:27:32,120
Speaker 2: I told you something's going on here.

650
00:27:32,160 --> 00:27:33,639
Speaker 3: That's just like that.

651
00:27:34,920 --> 00:27:38,320
Speaker 2: Okay, hit or just threw all the water on the floor.

652
00:27:39,200 --> 00:27:40,520
Speaker 2: Something that's wrong with this man.

653
00:27:41,280 --> 00:27:44,080
Speaker 3: But also like if I gotta let it out, I

654
00:27:44,080 --> 00:27:44,840
Speaker 3: gotta let it out.

655
00:27:44,880 --> 00:27:47,000
Speaker 4: I try to get away from people, but if I.

656
00:27:47,040 --> 00:27:48,400
Speaker 3: Can't, it is what it is.

657
00:27:48,800 --> 00:27:50,760
Speaker 4: Okay, let it out people.

658
00:27:51,640 --> 00:27:54,000
Speaker 2: Yeah, I don't think anyone. Wait, did anyone give you

659
00:27:54,080 --> 00:27:55,000
Speaker 2: crap about crapping?

660
00:27:55,160 --> 00:27:58,520
Speaker 7: We actually commended you for being like just free and

661
00:27:58,600 --> 00:28:01,280
Speaker 7: bold to do what is in to.

662
00:28:01,320 --> 00:28:02,119
Speaker 1: Do your do do.

663
00:28:03,280 --> 00:28:04,840
Speaker 2: But on the actual trip, did any of us give

664
00:28:04,880 --> 00:28:05,480
Speaker 2: a crap about it?

665
00:28:05,520 --> 00:28:07,520
Speaker 1: I don't know, not at all. She never blew it

666
00:28:07,600 --> 00:28:08,000
Speaker 1: up that bad.

667
00:28:08,280 --> 00:28:09,840
Speaker 4: I don't think it poop around you guys.

668
00:28:09,880 --> 00:28:12,480
Speaker 2: I don't think I remember yeah her, but I do

669
00:28:12,640 --> 00:28:14,280
Speaker 2: distinctly remember. I don't know if it was you or

670
00:28:14,280 --> 00:28:15,600
Speaker 2: if it was Josh. The day that we thought the

671
00:28:15,640 --> 00:28:18,159
Speaker 2: keys were gone and I walked into your place, somebody

672
00:28:18,160 --> 00:28:20,800
Speaker 2: had shitted. It was not me, Okay, it was probably Josh.

673
00:28:20,880 --> 00:28:24,960
Speaker 2: Josh only eats beans now, so I was like, damn,

674
00:28:25,000 --> 00:28:27,160
Speaker 2: these guys don't give a fuck. That's fine, we've lost

675
00:28:27,160 --> 00:28:28,280
Speaker 2: the keys. We'll find them.

676
00:28:28,840 --> 00:28:31,879
Speaker 1: And then, like I said, they were with Diamond, So

677
00:28:32,480 --> 00:28:32,800
Speaker 1: I win.

678
00:28:33,000 --> 00:28:35,840
Speaker 2: Diamond had a really tough day that day. Yeah, really tough.

679
00:28:35,920 --> 00:28:37,880
Speaker 3: I mean, why do we keep bringing this day up?

680
00:28:38,640 --> 00:28:39,120
Speaker 1: I don't know.

681
00:28:40,000 --> 00:28:42,240
Speaker 2: It was a day. I want to go back so bad.

682
00:28:42,360 --> 00:28:44,160
Speaker 2: I wish we had like another week. Now that we've

683
00:28:44,200 --> 00:28:45,320
Speaker 2: been home for a couple of weeks, I want to

684
00:28:45,320 --> 00:28:45,960
Speaker 2: go do another week.

685
00:28:46,120 --> 00:28:46,320
Speaker 1: Same.

686
00:28:46,800 --> 00:28:50,800
Speaker 2: I'm sure Diamond is like, m absolutely not. Diamond is

687
00:28:50,880 --> 00:28:54,080
Speaker 2: preparing for something fabulous. What's happening for you this weekend?

688
00:28:54,320 --> 00:28:56,320
Speaker 4: Oh, I'm turning thirty.

689
00:28:58,520 --> 00:29:01,360
Speaker 2: She's like grown up, she's an adults. What are you

690
00:29:01,360 --> 00:29:04,520
Speaker 2: doing for your thirtieth I'm going to a wellness retreat.

691
00:29:05,520 --> 00:29:06,200
Speaker 3: In Arizona.

692
00:29:06,360 --> 00:29:09,320
Speaker 2: Soona, No Phoenix, Phoenix.

693
00:29:09,400 --> 00:29:13,040
Speaker 3: Okay, I'm very, very very excited.

694
00:29:13,080 --> 00:29:14,440
Speaker 4: It was supposed to be a solo trip.

695
00:29:14,480 --> 00:29:19,360
Speaker 3: But then my sister booked a ticket, my friends got

696
00:29:19,360 --> 00:29:23,000
Speaker 3: a room, and so we're just I'm just gonna make

697
00:29:23,040 --> 00:29:25,880
Speaker 3: them do everything that I want to do. So we're

698
00:29:25,880 --> 00:29:29,640
Speaker 3: going to make hats, like custom trucker hats, which is

699
00:29:29,640 --> 00:29:32,959
Speaker 3: really cool. Then we're going to a baseball game, and

700
00:29:33,000 --> 00:29:36,640
Speaker 3: then we're going to oh football game. Wow, and yeah,

701
00:29:36,760 --> 00:29:38,600
Speaker 3: so we're doing everything that I want.

702
00:29:39,120 --> 00:29:40,560
Speaker 2: I feel like that's how it would go whether it

703
00:29:40,600 --> 00:29:41,800
Speaker 2: was your birthday or not. Am I wrong?

704
00:29:41,960 --> 00:29:42,400
Speaker 1: I agree?

705
00:29:42,720 --> 00:29:43,120
Speaker 2: No?

706
00:29:43,120 --> 00:29:45,560
Speaker 4: No, no, no no.

707
00:29:46,560 --> 00:29:48,080
Speaker 1: So the princess doesn't get her way.

708
00:29:49,080 --> 00:29:52,280
Speaker 2: The Lady death protest too much? That was too many notes.

709
00:29:52,320 --> 00:29:55,560
Speaker 3: I get my way in my life. Nobody else has

710
00:29:55,680 --> 00:29:58,200
Speaker 3: to give me their way in theirs.

711
00:29:58,400 --> 00:29:58,720
Speaker 1: Okay.

712
00:29:58,760 --> 00:30:01,400
Speaker 3: You know, like I'm to do what I want to do.

713
00:30:01,920 --> 00:30:04,240
Speaker 1: Can I say how I think this was proposition? Shut up?

714
00:30:04,800 --> 00:30:05,479
Speaker 2: I want to hear it.

715
00:30:05,680 --> 00:30:08,600
Speaker 7: I think it happened this way. I'm going on a

716
00:30:08,640 --> 00:30:12,440
Speaker 7: solo trip, don't join me. Hey, Diamond, at your thirtieth birthday,

717
00:30:12,440 --> 00:30:14,000
Speaker 7: are you really going to Arizona by yourself?

718
00:30:14,200 --> 00:30:16,440
Speaker 1: Yes? On a solo trip, but don't come. But here's

719
00:30:16,480 --> 00:30:17,200
Speaker 1: the itinerary.

720
00:30:17,960 --> 00:30:20,280
Speaker 7: People joined, and then you were like, here are the

721
00:30:20,320 --> 00:30:22,760
Speaker 7: activities that I want to do. You either come or

722
00:30:22,800 --> 00:30:25,000
Speaker 7: you don't want to come on these activities. Then everyone's like,

723
00:30:25,080 --> 00:30:26,680
Speaker 7: so you want us to come and then go on

724
00:30:26,720 --> 00:30:29,960
Speaker 7: these activities. And then you were like, fine, my solo

725
00:30:30,000 --> 00:30:32,440
Speaker 7: trip was crashed, but now everyone's doing the things I

726
00:30:32,480 --> 00:30:33,960
Speaker 7: want and coming on the trip with me.

727
00:30:35,160 --> 00:30:36,000
Speaker 2: Is that how it happened?

728
00:30:36,000 --> 00:30:37,120
Speaker 1: Oh not really?

729
00:30:38,720 --> 00:30:40,240
Speaker 4: So what happened?

730
00:30:40,360 --> 00:30:41,720
Speaker 1: You? Hospital? Braceleted it?

731
00:30:43,960 --> 00:30:46,080
Speaker 2: Going away alone for my birthday? Asked me, no question, Now,

732
00:30:46,120 --> 00:30:48,760
Speaker 2: don't ask me what I'm doing for shut up.

733
00:30:49,040 --> 00:30:50,240
Speaker 4: So it was.

734
00:30:52,040 --> 00:30:55,440
Speaker 3: Lower the zone, thank you. First of all, I'm going

735
00:30:55,440 --> 00:30:57,880
Speaker 3: through a traumatic experience. My eye is itching. I think

736
00:30:57,880 --> 00:31:01,240
Speaker 3: I'm allergic to the lashes that I got, So it's itching.

737
00:31:01,320 --> 00:31:04,880
Speaker 3: It's itching very badly. I can't think of a comeback

738
00:31:04,920 --> 00:31:10,000
Speaker 3: for you, but it's coming anyway. Yeah, no, yeah, I

739
00:31:10,000 --> 00:31:11,880
Speaker 3: really don't understand why it's it's just so bad right now.

740
00:31:11,880 --> 00:31:14,280
Speaker 3: But can't you see probably a.

741
00:31:14,240 --> 00:31:16,680
Speaker 2: Little bit of that got in your eye right there?

742
00:31:16,840 --> 00:31:21,560
Speaker 3: You don't see it? Oh good, okay, great, anyway, what

743
00:31:21,560 --> 00:31:22,360
Speaker 3: what were we talking about?

744
00:31:22,400 --> 00:31:25,480
Speaker 2: See how did this trip, the solo trip transpire and

745
00:31:25,560 --> 00:31:27,560
Speaker 2: change from a solo trip to a friend's trip where

746
00:31:27,560 --> 00:31:28,760
Speaker 2: they're all doing exactly what you want?

747
00:31:28,760 --> 00:31:33,120
Speaker 3: Oh okay, So on her birthday, on her birthday, Yeah, anyway,

748
00:31:33,280 --> 00:31:37,160
Speaker 3: So I wanted to go to the Caribbean or something

749
00:31:37,160 --> 00:31:39,560
Speaker 3: and be by a beach. I thought that really cute. No,

750
00:31:39,680 --> 00:31:42,640
Speaker 3: that was with people, okay. But then when I realized

751
00:31:42,640 --> 00:31:45,320
Speaker 3: that a lot of the which shut up. Then when

752
00:31:45,320 --> 00:31:48,880
Speaker 3: I realized that a lot of the islands, like the

753
00:31:48,920 --> 00:31:50,480
Speaker 3: resorts on the islands that I wanted to go to

754
00:31:50,600 --> 00:31:53,680
Speaker 3: close for maintenance around this time of the year, yeah,

755
00:31:53,720 --> 00:31:57,560
Speaker 3: like certain ones, I was like, oh, well, okay, then

756
00:31:57,640 --> 00:31:59,840
Speaker 3: I'll just go to Arizona because I had wanted to

757
00:31:59,840 --> 00:32:04,600
Speaker 3: do a solo trip to uh a specific place, okay,

758
00:32:04,760 --> 00:32:07,280
Speaker 3: for a wellness trip whatever, Okay, cool. So I told

759
00:32:07,320 --> 00:32:09,160
Speaker 3: my friends, you guys don't have to come, because like,

760
00:32:09,200 --> 00:32:10,920
Speaker 3: who wants to go to Arizona with me? Like, it's

761
00:32:10,960 --> 00:32:12,960
Speaker 3: not that big of avidea gonna but you know it's

762
00:32:13,040 --> 00:32:15,000
Speaker 3: hot there right now, right, I know? Okahich is why

763
00:32:15,000 --> 00:32:17,400
Speaker 3: I'm like, you know, no pressure, because like whatever. So

764
00:32:17,680 --> 00:32:20,720
Speaker 3: I started planning it as a solo trip because I

765
00:32:20,720 --> 00:32:23,160
Speaker 3: didn't want to force anybody to go to Arizona, especially

766
00:32:23,240 --> 00:32:25,400
Speaker 3: people who wanted to go to a beach in the

767
00:32:25,400 --> 00:32:27,680
Speaker 3: first place. And then my sister was like, no, you're

768
00:32:27,680 --> 00:32:29,520
Speaker 3: not going alone. Great, so it was gonna be me

769
00:32:29,560 --> 00:32:31,480
Speaker 3: and my sister. And then my best friends are like, no,

770
00:32:31,720 --> 00:32:35,480
Speaker 3: we're coming to You're turning thirty, so what's the shade?

771
00:32:35,800 --> 00:32:39,160
Speaker 3: And then my thing is like, if I'm going out there,

772
00:32:39,880 --> 00:32:42,600
Speaker 3: I'm doing what I want. And it's my birthday, so

773
00:32:42,680 --> 00:32:46,560
Speaker 3: we're doing what I want if you're coming, and that's it, okay,

774
00:32:46,880 --> 00:32:48,920
Speaker 3: so shut your mouth, you filthy animals.

775
00:32:48,960 --> 00:32:50,560
Speaker 1: So everything I said right.

776
00:32:53,680 --> 00:32:55,720
Speaker 3: Is this how Virgo season is gonna go for the

777
00:32:55,720 --> 00:32:57,000
Speaker 3: rest of the month. That's what I want to know.

778
00:32:57,080 --> 00:33:01,760
Speaker 3: You know, we're celebrating until October twelfth. Now when you're

779
00:33:01,760 --> 00:33:05,800
Speaker 3: saying we, who does that include everyone?

780
00:33:06,720 --> 00:33:08,760
Speaker 2: And Andrew and me have to celebrate if you want

781
00:33:08,800 --> 00:33:10,600
Speaker 2: to fuck out of here, people do not celebrate my

782
00:33:10,640 --> 00:33:12,640
Speaker 2: birthday for a month. I barely get like a day

783
00:33:12,760 --> 00:33:15,320
Speaker 2: you get born close to Christmas. No one gives half

784
00:33:15,320 --> 00:33:18,720
Speaker 2: a fuck. Whose fault is that that I was born?

785
00:33:19,080 --> 00:33:23,400
Speaker 3: No that nobody? You have to tell people we're still

786
00:33:23,480 --> 00:33:24,680
Speaker 3: celebrating my birthday.

787
00:33:24,720 --> 00:33:25,240
Speaker 4: And that's it.

788
00:33:25,400 --> 00:33:27,200
Speaker 2: No, because you know the one thing I refuse to do,

789
00:33:27,680 --> 00:33:30,960
Speaker 2: make people celebrate. The people want to celebrate me, they will,

790
00:33:31,000 --> 00:33:32,800
Speaker 2: and if they don't, I know where they stand.

791
00:33:32,920 --> 00:33:35,480
Speaker 7: And this is why the Universal Birthing Day of Celebration

792
00:33:35,600 --> 00:33:39,200
Speaker 7: aka UBDOC will be the best holiday ever. It's the middle.

793
00:33:38,960 --> 00:33:41,560
Speaker 2: Of the year. What the fuck are you talking about.

794
00:33:41,720 --> 00:33:44,160
Speaker 7: I have a holiday that I am starting with a

795
00:33:44,160 --> 00:33:46,560
Speaker 7: couple of friends. It's called UBDOC, a Universal Birthing Day

796
00:33:46,600 --> 00:33:50,200
Speaker 7: of Celebration. Birthdays such a pain, right, this is where

797
00:33:50,240 --> 00:33:54,360
Speaker 7: you guys go, right, Yeah, So with UBDOC, or the

798
00:33:54,480 --> 00:33:58,680
Speaker 7: Universal Birthing Day of Celebration, you celebrate with everybody. It's

799
00:33:58,720 --> 00:34:01,320
Speaker 7: everybody's birthday and the middle of the year, it's it's

800
00:34:01,360 --> 00:34:02,280
Speaker 7: a floating holiday.

801
00:34:02,520 --> 00:34:03,600
Speaker 1: So it's always.

802
00:34:03,280 --> 00:34:07,040
Speaker 7: The last Saturday of June because that's pretty much the

803
00:34:07,040 --> 00:34:09,840
Speaker 7: middle of the year and everybody's birthday is celebrated.

804
00:34:09,960 --> 00:34:10,840
Speaker 2: No, this is terrible.

805
00:34:11,000 --> 00:34:14,120
Speaker 1: No, it's your birthday, it's your birthday, it's my birthday.

806
00:34:14,719 --> 00:34:17,160
Speaker 2: You're celebrating everybody, So you're celebrating nobody.

807
00:34:17,320 --> 00:34:20,160
Speaker 7: Well that's the point, everybody, it's universal. We all are

808
00:34:21,239 --> 00:34:23,320
Speaker 7: torate because birthday celebrations are stressful.

809
00:34:23,360 --> 00:34:25,520
Speaker 1: As you can see here, Diamond wanted to go on a.

810
00:34:25,440 --> 00:34:29,960
Speaker 7: Solo trip alone and people talk to join, and then

811
00:34:29,960 --> 00:34:31,080
Speaker 7: all of a sudden everyone joined.

812
00:34:31,080 --> 00:34:32,360
Speaker 1: It's just there's so much stress.

813
00:34:32,680 --> 00:34:34,600
Speaker 7: What if there's just one day where you could celebrate

814
00:34:34,640 --> 00:34:37,640
Speaker 7: your birthday with everybody and it's all a fun celebration

815
00:34:37,920 --> 00:34:38,719
Speaker 7: and then you.

816
00:34:38,920 --> 00:34:40,840
Speaker 1: Just this sound when it comes to your birthday, we

817
00:34:40,880 --> 00:34:42,799
Speaker 1: can celebrate it. We can't, I mean we did all.

818
00:34:42,840 --> 00:34:45,840
Speaker 2: This is very like dystopian society. Nobody has joy anymore.

819
00:34:45,880 --> 00:34:48,359
Speaker 2: There's no color in the world. Everyone is just the

820
00:34:48,400 --> 00:34:51,480
Speaker 2: exact same. No birthday celebrated, no holidays are celebrated. Oh

821
00:34:51,520 --> 00:34:52,480
Speaker 2: my god, you're like a communist.

822
00:34:52,600 --> 00:34:55,200
Speaker 7: Birthdays are celebrated. You could celebrate your own birthday still.

823
00:34:55,200 --> 00:34:57,839
Speaker 7: It's just this is the one day where if just say, you, guys,

824
00:34:57,880 --> 00:34:59,960
Speaker 7: ever wanted to have a joint birthday party, but you're

825
00:35:00,120 --> 00:35:02,600
Speaker 7: is in December and hers is in September, you can

826
00:35:02,640 --> 00:35:03,720
Speaker 7: now because it's Updoc.

827
00:35:04,520 --> 00:35:06,560
Speaker 3: Why would I want to have a joint birthday party

828
00:35:06,560 --> 00:35:09,680
Speaker 3: with someone who isn't even close to me in like birthdays?

829
00:35:09,840 --> 00:35:10,879
Speaker 3: That doesn't make any sense.

830
00:35:12,280 --> 00:35:14,200
Speaker 4: That's also a completely different party.

831
00:35:14,280 --> 00:35:15,800
Speaker 2: Then we're also talking to a guy who's had like

832
00:35:15,880 --> 00:35:18,440
Speaker 2: multiple surprise parties and loved them.

833
00:35:18,520 --> 00:35:21,239
Speaker 3: Yeah, and claimed that I had one thing. Please you

834
00:35:21,280 --> 00:35:22,120
Speaker 3: planned it yourself.

835
00:35:22,320 --> 00:35:25,799
Speaker 1: Wait, I only had one surprise birthday party. Yeah, sure, yeah,

836
00:35:25,920 --> 00:35:26,720
Speaker 1: I only had one.

837
00:35:26,960 --> 00:35:29,000
Speaker 2: Nobody did anything for you when he turned thirty. No,

838
00:35:29,080 --> 00:35:31,360
Speaker 2: I know it was a COVID birthday, but I specifically

839
00:35:31,400 --> 00:35:33,759
Speaker 2: remember text messages going out about surprising you.

840
00:35:34,239 --> 00:35:36,600
Speaker 1: It was a video. It was a video surprise, And no,

841
00:35:37,000 --> 00:35:38,200
Speaker 1: you sent me to videos.

842
00:35:38,560 --> 00:35:39,080
Speaker 2: Damn it.

843
00:35:39,320 --> 00:35:40,920
Speaker 1: I still watch that for a nice little cheer up.

844
00:35:40,960 --> 00:35:41,240
Speaker 7: Everyone.

845
00:35:41,520 --> 00:35:44,120
Speaker 2: Well, let me tell you this about those videos.

846
00:35:44,840 --> 00:35:46,799
Speaker 1: Oh has your solo trip babes.

847
00:35:47,560 --> 00:35:52,200
Speaker 2: And they're off. I sent somebody else who is part

848
00:35:52,200 --> 00:35:56,799
Speaker 2: of our show a video for their birthday. I tell

849
00:35:56,840 --> 00:36:01,400
Speaker 2: you it caused all the problems in the world. I

850
00:36:01,480 --> 00:36:04,240
Speaker 2: wish we could talk about it. One of these days,

851
00:36:04,400 --> 00:36:06,759
Speaker 2: we're going to be able to talk about it. But

852
00:36:06,920 --> 00:36:09,840
Speaker 2: until then, just know I sent a video that I

853
00:36:09,880 --> 00:36:13,759
Speaker 2: thought made me look hideous and ridiculous and disgusting and

854
00:36:13,800 --> 00:36:16,400
Speaker 2: not even like a human being. I look like a creature.

855
00:36:17,520 --> 00:36:22,279
Speaker 2: And the person's significant other took that hideous video as

856
00:36:22,400 --> 00:36:25,880
Speaker 2: me trying to make sexual advances at the person I

857
00:36:25,960 --> 00:36:28,880
Speaker 2: was gonna leave it there. You all saw the video? Yes,

858
00:36:29,000 --> 00:36:30,640
Speaker 2: was there anything sexual about it?

859
00:36:30,760 --> 00:36:37,080
Speaker 1: Nothing whatsoever? In fact, I laugh about it to this day.

860
00:36:37,680 --> 00:36:39,640
Speaker 2: One of these days supposed to be able to talk

861
00:36:39,680 --> 00:36:42,560
Speaker 2: about it and what happened as a result, And where

862
00:36:42,560 --> 00:36:45,440
Speaker 2: we all are today is people because of that video

863
00:36:45,560 --> 00:36:47,680
Speaker 2: cannot wait and some other things. But until then, where

864
00:36:47,680 --> 00:36:48,560
Speaker 2: can they find you online?

865
00:36:48,600 --> 00:36:50,480
Speaker 1: Andrew at Andrew Pug.

866
00:36:50,560 --> 00:36:53,520
Speaker 3: Did at Diamond Sincere, I'm.

867
00:36:53,360 --> 00:36:55,720
Speaker 2: At Baby Hot Sauce. Andrew? Are you still over ten thousand?

868
00:36:55,760 --> 00:36:57,320
Speaker 1: I'm ten point one now? O?

869
00:36:58,400 --> 00:36:58,640
Speaker 3: Shit?

870
00:37:00,480 --> 00:37:02,480
Speaker 1: All right? Well, should we be.

871
00:37:02,480 --> 00:37:05,399
Speaker 7: Following you this weekend for your eat pray LOVEX? Oh wait, no,

872
00:37:05,440 --> 00:37:06,480
Speaker 7: you're not going alone?

873
00:37:06,840 --> 00:37:08,160
Speaker 1: Okay? Well happy.

874
00:37:09,400 --> 00:37:14,160
Speaker 3: Today, DOMI You're gonna take this In this new year

875
00:37:14,200 --> 00:37:18,080
Speaker 3: of life that I'm entering, I've realized that I'm not

876
00:37:18,120 --> 00:37:19,440
Speaker 3: going to argue with losers.

877
00:37:19,640 --> 00:37:21,600
Speaker 1: You know is that you didn't need a solo trip

878
00:37:21,600 --> 00:37:24,160
Speaker 1: to figure it out. I love that for.

879
00:37:24,200 --> 00:37:28,720
Speaker 3: You, and I'm so happy that you're so witty today. Okay,

880
00:37:29,760 --> 00:37:30,920
Speaker 3: your forehead shut.

881
00:37:30,760 --> 00:37:32,680
Speaker 4: Up here next time.

882
00:37:32,840 --> 00:37:34,560
Speaker 2: But until then, everyone's say bye bye